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Sooo...
I noticed that every time you have to wait for something time feels like it goes slower... Why? Probably over anxiousness. Anyway just wanted to have a bit of a rant about how the second hand tends to tick backward instead of forward in these instances. Then again maybe I'm just impatient lol

Two Trees And The Woodpecker
Two trees and a woodpecker … it is hard to find a joke today without a dirty word or two in it, but here is one: Two tall trees, a birch and a beech, are growing in the woods. A small tree begins to grow between them, and the beech says to the birch, 'Is that a son of a beech or a son of a birch?' The birch says he cannot tell, but just then a woodpecker lands on the sapling. The birch says, 'Woodpecker, you are a tree expert. Can you tell if that is a son of a beech or a son of a birch?' The woodpecker takes a taste of the small tree and replies, 'It is neither a son of a beech nor a son of a birch. It is, however, the best piece of ash I have ever poked my pecker into.'

Update
This is just a quick update from the last blog. I called and put my name on a waiting list for a transitional living place. It's a place with case management and all that jazz with the ability to live there up to a year and is income based. I have to call weekly to let them know I am interested and they said it could be up to 6 weeks before they call me for a phone interview and the one on one. I put my name on this when I first came back from Germany, did the phone interview and had the one on one scheduled, but I chickened out plus had no way to get to the interview Now I have a way. Am I scared? Hell YES!

Venting I Guess......the Sad Thing Is I Know Several People Like This!!!!!
You ever wonder what it is that turns a child against their parents. Makes them disrespectful and just plain rude and obnoxious? You ever wonder why or how a child develops no respect for themself or for others? You ever wonder what makes a person become so bad that they harm themselves, rape or kill another? You ever wonder why there is no respect in the world or not enough? You ever wonder why the world is the way it is? You ever wonder why the economy is the way it is?.........Crooks, Politicains and then some.

Light
you left me high and dry to wander the desert without you to hold my hand and guide me the light once vibrant in my eyes extinguished without you there now my light and life are returning you left and i withered your still gone but im blooming again, finding myself again.

God Please Give Him Back To Me
My baby Ronnie is in jail, I miss him soooo freackin much, i dont waana live without him, i cant be in our house i cant look at our dirty clothes i dont wanna breathe cause it hurts.... i just want my baby back.........

Comes The Dawn
After a while you learnthe subtle difference Between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doesn't mean security, And you begin to understand that kisses aren't contracts. And presents aren't promises, And you begin to accept your defeats With your head held high and your eyes open, With the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child. You learn to build your roadss On today because tomorrow's ground Is too uncertain for plans, and futures have A way of falling down in midflight. After a while you learn that even sunshine Burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate Your own soul, instead of waiting; For someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure, That you really are strong And you really do have worth And you learn and learn.... and you learn With every goodbye you learn. thought that you might enjoy this as much asd I did alw

Juggalo Hate
THE JUDGEMENTAL PICES OF SHIT CAN GO SUCK ON A DICK. I MEAN JUGGALOS GET HATED ON FOR BEING WHO THEY ARE...I DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND THAT...BUT THEY ARE JUST JELOUS AND THEY WANT TO BE LIKE US BUT ARE TO AFFRAID TO ADMIT IT. PEOPLE HAVE TO GO AS FAR AS MAKING A JUGGALO HALOCUST. WITCH THERE INTENT IS TO RID THE WORLD OF JUGGALOS...IM PAROUD OF WHO I AM IM PROUD OF WHAT I STAND FOR. EING A JUGGALO IS A WAY OF LIFE. FAMILY STICKS TOGETHER LIKE A REAL FAMILY SHOULD. IT DONT PISS ME OFF ANYMORE BECAUSE I KNOW IF WE DONT REACT TO THE HATERS THEN THEY WILL JUST LEAVE US ALONE.

Update #3 On Mom
I heard from my dad tonight,( he left a voice msg, i didn't hear the phone ring :-P ) and found out the surgery went well and that my mom only had to have a Quadruple not Quintuple bypass and valves replaced. she is doing well will be in recovery until the 24th. Please still keep her in your thoughts for a safe and good recovery..

Near Death Experiences And Close Calls
After almost getting rearended hard this morning in the county in which I live, it has shook me up to a point where I am appreciating life a lot more and wanting to live everyday like it is my last day on this earth because this close call really shook me up to a point to where I want to get life insurance, that is for damn sure. I figured the head on car accident that I had on Aug. 23rd, 1995 would do this but instead it's the close call that my girlfriend and I had this morning! She has life insurance or a burial plan and I have no life insurance but that's about to change definitely! All have to say is, before that day does come, I will say that I love you all!

Relationships That Keep You Happy
To all my friends who have been through hell and back. Keep in mind the more your relationship is full of respect and love and open communication you will be very happy. If it is not then find a way to come to equal ground or just walk away from each other. It is not worth the pain and effort of running back to each other. Always remember that those who you let go and come back to you that it was meant to be. Do and don'ts: Do have friends of both sexs: This helps because you both will understand each other and able to have a healthy relationship Don't make everything about you: This is dangerous especially all you males reading this.. Never abuse or degrade who you are with. Even though it may seem fun at the time it will end you up in jail and possibly probation or more Do take the time and do something romantic: OMG yes this one is a major plus in there book. Number one way to keep the spark alive is to make her feel wanted and needed. You don't need game for this just give you

Want 900k In Fubux
ok yall im offering 900k in fubux to the 50th person to cherry bomb me thats right i need 50 ppl to cherry bomb me i will be watching for it so go get ur cherry bombs and come bomb me and ty to be the 50th person

Danerous Curves
a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=2287381&friend=2287381" target=_blank>2287381http://b.pcb3.fubar.com/18/37/2287381/tn_4165646288.jpg">@ fubar Dangerous Curves 2009 Mission StatementIt is the main goal and focus of this group to bring together a group of friends, that can confide, lean on, and trust each other to be there for support, confidence, and guidance...Although there are other groups that claim to be all girl but headed by a male, our group is solely women and is based on your average woman's needs.We are coming together as mothers, full time employees, housewives, single, married, and by all means confident and sexy in individual ways.::Fore warning::We are a laid back group of girls. No one gets paid here lol So with that said we keep our rules, regulations, and demand of member's time to a minimum so that everyone can still have their fu-fun but also have sisters to turn to. The needs of every girl should be reflected by the group they represent. Sound like something yo

Donkeypunches Jail Journals
*Part One of Two* March 29th 2007 11:02pm Hello, goodbye, that's all my brain says to me...I'll mutter some meaningless saying, and yet all I get is hello...goodbye. Little white lines kissing my face, telling me to stay low...BUT I'M GOING TO WAR MAN! charles in the Trees! LOOK OUT BELOW!!....BAM?!?...nope, it's a Dud...Ugh! not a dud!...How can that be?!?! I Rolled the Dice dammit!,

Very Special Dream Just For Us Only
Very special message to that very special lady of my dreams by RedyFrLuv.......This morning it felt like a unique and magical day as I awoke. Feeling the very special warm breeze through my window. Hearing a special song sung by the birds outside my window. They were singing a very special song. A very special tune meant just for us. Felt a very special prayer in my thoughts and mind. Hoping that though very far away, you were holding me as close as I was you. Whispered your name into the breeze hoping it would carry it to you in your dreams. Blew very sweet and love filled kisses out into the air hoping they would find themselves to your very special lips. Extended my special heartbeat out into time hoping it would join with yours. All in hopes of bringing you beside me in front of that special alter of our dreams. The air will be filled with the sweet sounds of church bells. The beautiful bouquets of flowers all around us. Very special vows being said by us that only have meaning to

State Of Mind
Another day in the eyes of almost death and destruction can only mean that the worst part is yet to come. I can not begin a day without thoughts of her being with another and being so far away. I can feel the fire in my heart engulf with flames. I can see the sunset and never know if i will make it through the night to see it rise again. We speake to each other with such passion and yet we hurt each other with that same passion. I do not want to be another notch on your bed post...I want to be so much more. Years will wind down and the sands of time will slowly become drained and yet I will still feel the same about her as I do now. I hate what I am becomeing and yet I feel I have no choice but to become this monster to save us. All I ever wanted was to hear your voice say those words I so long for, but it will never come to be. I will continue to wait for you my broken angel of the world for you save me at my weakest points in my mind...and I love you for it my world.

Planting Seeds For Affinity Group
I've decided to plant some seeds in honor of our new group, the Affinity. I think it will be neat to watch our seeds grow as do our friendships within the group. If anyone would like me to plant something special for them, I'd love to. Just let me know. I'll be hitting the seed store in a couple of hours here, lol, and will have you all in mind. I was excited before about this group, but now I'm Really excited...lol. If you've never heard of this group, please ask me about it, or see the Bulletins in same name. We're Everywhere...lol..and growing, I'm happy to say.

Bling Packs
Sell me Bling Packs :] Or find me someone who will ;]20 Mill for 135 or 15 Mill and I'll give u an Auto or Cherry from it9 Mill for 656 Mill for Autos4 Mill for 251 Mill for 10500k To find me someone who will sell me bling packs :]Comment/SB/PM/Just get ahold of me somehow if your interested

Problem People
Why do people have to start stuff in life. Bring it in to fubar and get others involved. If it is home life keap it at home. When u bring people u dont know in to it u make it worris then it is worth. There is alot of great friend ships made on here . So if you have to bring stuff in to fubar dont get others involved.

For Him
My dark angelWatching over and protectingA constant source of comfort, joy and wisdom.My life forever changed by your words and your kindness.My demonWhose tongue can be razor sharp brutally honest, ruthless but always leaving me thankful for the truth.My clownQuick witted, terribly twisted, and always unpredictable. Knowing when to turn the laughter on, when I need to laugh till I am crying. Your laughter is infectious and one of the most comforting sounds I know.and above all else..My friendA man I feel blessed to have been introduced to a man whose presence in my life is a true pleasure. You have forever touched my heart and changed my life for the better. Your tough love and sincerity, your wisdom and support will always be appreciated and needed. You will never truely know how much you mean to me, because I could never put the true extent into words.One of the most complex men I have ever known, but yet not compliccated. You are by far the most amazing man I know and I cherish eve

Stop The Hate
Ok, so here is the thing, I can't stand hateful people no matter who they are. Have you ever gone some where and just said HI to someone only to have them turn up their nose at you. I can't stand this, who are you to judge me when you don't even know my name. Who are you to think that you don't bleed the same color as me when you are cut. Why would anyone think of themselves in this manner? I just don't understand it, the way people do this to others. No one is better than me and I don't think I am better than anyone else. Thank You All, Bridget

Rip Mom .....
I heard the news yesterday, my mom has passed away. She surrvived almost a full 5 years over what the docs gave her to live if she didn't stop drinking. She never stopped, she couldn't, and that's sad. She lost her daughter, her home, her grandkids, her animals, her memories...and for what? *shrug* She is in a better place now, and I'm glad. Death was her only escape from this awfull disease. I thank her for showing me the way to quitting, for without her I may have never quit. ♥ most of you PoStaL ps...I stashed "white bird" in her memory. The David Leflamme concert she took me to when I was in 6th grade is my fondest memory of her. She taught me how to flip someone off....LOL! The happy stuffs are making me sob. the end.

You Spin My Head Right Round....
Begging once again...dammit! I am getting closer to the spotlight, but still not enough... Whats a girl gotta do to get some help round here? I iz broke since I am getting ready to move, so I can't afford to buy teh blings and the VIP and all the stuffz that usually helps... Will someone please help me out here??? I want the spotlight! Jun 1st is the aimed date, gonna help me out or what???

Bet Between Mummers...
Alright, me an Papi made a bet earlier. I'm making this blog just so it's in writing, though I trust HIM, this is more for HIS benefit lolz... We bet when (IF) the Cleveland Cavaliers and LA Lakers meet in the NBA Finals, that I have the CAVS and HE has the LAKERS. On the line: a 20$ bling pack. There, it's official =P

It Is Donut Day... But The Trilogy Also Moves On To Make A Repeat Of Itself!
It is donut day... but secretly its ball kicking day... that in it self should have a national holiday... everyday like 429... well it should be every day at 6 20 which kinda looks like B K D YAYYY Ball kicking Day!!!!! lmmfaoooooooooo! Men... I now know why girls have periods because for a whole month minus a week we have hearts... and we have to be very kind to are men and then when it comes around to our period... BINGO like they throw fireballs at us like: And their HUGE like that and we never see it comming and then their all like omg your such a bitch so we're like whoaaaaaa wait what? So we're like ok... weman are sooo strong mentaly because P Yeah see that guy in the pic he dosent even know whats comming his way!!! MUAHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! And so the Trilogy repeats... And we get in are spider ship and we go back to spendeling mens webs! The End hahahahahahaha I love youuuuu!

Fuck It
i just love it...i mean really FUCKING Love it when you think something and it TOTALLY fucking turns out to be right, when ur being told its not what u think it is! like seriously wtf ever. fuck life. fuck this shit in life. im sick of being let down and caring.

Do You Think??
Do you think I will be lost??You think I won’t be alive after you??If my life depends on youThen why and how I was living before you came in my life??For every hurt, thank youFor every lie, thank youDeceiving time wasn’t that longLies didn’t last so longI will remind you one day, one day soonWhen regrets eat your heart and mindThat I am still alive hereAnd I didn’t die because you leftWhy I did break my heart by my handWhy I came over my self Just because I loved youI lived days and days in pain and hurtYour love must get out of my heart, and brainEven if I will be a big woundBut will be alive stillIf my life in your handThen I realize I will die one dayAnd I am ok with that, You think I will be gone just because you are going??If my life depends on youThen how I was living before youWhy I was alive before you???-------------------------------------------W.B: FM16/june/2009

My Mask
Took this quiz on another site and found it so fairly accurate decided to share it's results on here. Charlotte completed the quiz "What kind of mask do you wear?" with the result Strength . Your mask is strength. You try hard to fend for yourself. You do not let others do things for you. You often need to be in control of a situation, even if you can't handle it alone. You are always putting on a front, even if you don't feel strong at all. You don't let others see you when you're vulnerable, because you barely let your self be. Despite your flaws of always trying to act strong, you are a strong person, with strong character that can do anything you put your mind to. A lot of the times you really don't need anyone, and are perfectly capable on your own. However, there are times you find yourself wanting to let someone in but are not really sure how to..

Accepted
Wow, after a few months of calling in weekly to check into the transitional place and let them know I am still interested, and then following through with what they suggested I had to do before being accepted in, they called me this morning and told me welcome on board. I will be moving in there the 14th at 4pm. She told me she would prefer if I got a pt job, and in the beginning to focus on me. To see if I need counseling of some sort, she even mentioned vocational training which would be the awesome. The room is gonna be significantly smaller then the one I am in now, so I wont be able to take too many things, so I will be packing up a lot here. I am scared and nervous at the same time, my life is about to take some drastic changes...... and I just hope they are for the better, cuz I certainly dont think it could get any worse then it has been....

Tiger Woods
Taking a wee break from the golf course, Tiger Woods drives his new Mercedes into an Irish gas station... An attendant greets him in typical Irish manner, unaware who the golf pro is... 'Top o' the mornin' to ya.'

Fubreak
look im not doin this for attention or for anyone to feel sorry for me im doin this for me im taking a fubreak i'll get on n do my 11s, if u want em one day send me a sb n you can have em idc if u rate me or not when im gone u do as you please if u want my yim, aim or email just ask n i'll give it to you Josh

Whats Up With Coot? Im Glad He Is Quiet
To anyone who has wondered, I am sorry if I have seemed distant or just not been around comunicating much. I have been sick off and on for the past several years and this year for a few months it was really severe. No drama here Im starting to feel better, Im not cold all the time and I am starting to eat again. Now I can slowly start to get things done around the house that my poor old wife Debbie cant do, which really makes me happy :) I was going to type a long rambling epistle but My sister inlaw is coming over and I want to cleanup the house so she wont know how we really live :-D David

In My Heart
I dreamed about you,and your sweet kiss,and when I awoke,I yearned to touch you,but I couldn't...I saw us strollingalong my street wherethe maples hadturned crimson,and I wanted to point out their beauty to you,but I couldn't...I struggled througha stressful day,wishing I couldsee your smile,hear your voice,feel your reassuring touch,but I couldn't...I sat on the couch,yearning to talk to you,to share the happeningsof the day,to feel your handcurve so perfectlyand smoothly into mine,but I couldn't...And before I went to sleep,I wanted to hold youand love you,and tell youhow much I love you,but I couldn't...because you're so far away.But I will alwayskeep you here in my heart.

Quietness
So I am just sitting here watching Tv wishing o how he would ask whats wrong with me why so quiet why not a look towards his way something. I recieve still not a word only wish i could make him see o how dearly i love him for who he is inside maybe its how he makes me feel o so sweet n comfortable with those strong arms and o so fearless of hurting me which he could never not physically at least! I love him i do i wish he could sleep next to me keep me safe and love me as much as he does my children even though they are to another! I pray he sleeps beside me lushes for me gets excited when he sees me and o dearly how i wish my sacrfices he would see and actually appreciates! Justin I love you and love you strength o so close to be i love uuuuuuuuuuuu JMS!

Using Only Song Names From One Artist
Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 10 people and include me!Pick Your Artist: ElvisAre you male or female: Girls! Girls! Girls!Describe yourself: Hard Headed WomanHow do you feel about yourself: I Did It My WayDescribe where you currently live: Beach ShackIf you could go anywhere, where would you go: Hawaiian SunsetYour best friend is: Amazing GraceYour favorite color is: Roses are RedYou know that: Home Is Where The Heart IsWhat's the weather like: Night LifeIf your life was a TV show, what would it be called?: Put The Blame On MeWhat is life to you: Pocketful of RainbowsWhat is the best advice you have to give: RelaxIf you could change your name, what would it be: Sweet CarolineYour favorite food is: Cotton Candy Land

Reflection
I stare at long hair brown eyes.The reflection lying to me telling me tales of beautyI said to him “Cruelty tells me otherwise” The reflection only smiled her eyes glittering in the light“You lie to me.. Cruelty points out all the flaws why do you lie!!” I scream hitting her face but she only batted her eyes. “Fat and useless cruelty says he doesn’t lie!”“Invisible !!! He says”Then The reflection ridden with tears looking end endearing beneath the light her beauty never etching then again she lies. “Apparently I am!” I say to her. She smiles and shakes her head “You are me.. This is you… I do not lie… do not listen to cruelty for he lies.. He is made of his own jealously and insecurity.” I smile. “I am beautiful” I say to the reflection.

Facebook
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Queensryche - Hand On Heart
All eyes were staringyou floated through the room.Armed with your razor smilecutting to the bone.My voice fell uselessyou flashed a quick "Hello."Feeling the fool,could you tell it showed?But that was "Sometime Ago."A memory vague and fading slow,of somewhere I'd been.Hand On HeartA promise, a word and a voiceHand On HeartA rhythm of hope and choice, will keep us together.I don't know if I,can reach that high.It's a long way to fallHauntingly holdingmy fate with a gaze.Like a child, mesmerizedby the candle's flame.Oh what lies behind those eyesI could only guess.That certain way you stoodapart from the rest.Now where is "Sometime Ago?"When everything moved in slo-motion.Caught by my watering eyeHand On HeartA promise, a word and a voiceHand On HeartA rhythm of hope and a vision of choiceHand On HeartPromising, I'll never go.Hand On HeartFor reasons you'll never know.Together through thick and thinlose or win, I'll be there for you.Strange how the mind changestime and time again.Thin

Folk Singer Mike Seeger Dies, 75
"Folk musician and historian Mike Seeger has died at the age of 75. Brother of the equally influential Peggy, Seeger founded the New Lost City Ramblers, the group credited with sparking the 60s folk boom. Over a 50-year career, his love of traditional songs inspired many other musicians, including Bob Dylan, to trace the roots of American folk music." Source : BBC Online

Blueberries Offer Hope For Hep C
Blueberries Offer Hope for Hepatitis CAugust 13, 2009 Japanese researchers have found evidence that an extract from blueberry leaves hinders Hepatitis C viral replication. Blueberry supplement could help treat hepatitis CAugust 8, Charlotte Health and Happiness Examiner Kathleen Blanchard RN Results of a new and promising study show that a supplement made from blueberry leaves could help treat hepatitis C. Researchers from Japan found that beneficial chemicals in blueberry leaves can stop replication of the hepatitis C virus. So far, treatment of hepatitis C yields standard results that are fairly successful, but with no guarantees. The hepatitis virus can lead to cirrhosis of the liver and liver cancer. Hepatitis C, spread from dirty needles, at unsanitary tatto parlors, and from body fluids, affects 200 million individuals worldwide. Researchers at the University of Miyazaki and elsewhere in Japan found that a particular type of blueberry leaf shows much promise for treatment of

Just A Birthday Wish
It’s that time of year again that I get to remember ….. All the good times we used to have. Staying up all hours of the night Until everything we did was funny J Just hanging out being our goofy selves, Then one day I looked at this picture And realized “? Hey ?Where did you go?” I used to be a shoulder to lean on We used to share our secrets

Those Born 1930-1979!
Those Born 1930-1979!TO ALL THE KIDSWHO SURVIVED the1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !!First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant.They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes.Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints.We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when werode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking.As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags.Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat.We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle andNO ONE actually died from this.We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because .WE WERE

Poem
you will always a place in my heart just to let you know I love seeing your face in the morning when i wake and every time you kiss me you take my breath away just being around you makes my day when i look into your eyes i just cant find the words to say when im with you you everything bad in the world just goes away. is it good or bad

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Anyone Else?
DrFG420: Hey there. How have you been? Have you heard of my competition? I am trying to get more people to Join the Ms Topless Fu comp, a friendly vote on who has the best topless look on Fu! I know I should change the name lol. The idea is to find women who are comfortable and confident enough to model their breasts. You can wear a bra or half shirt, its all about how you hold yourself! I encourage you to join and have all your friends vote for you, all are welcome male and female votes. There are prizes including bling packs, Blasts and VIP!! Just shoot me a PM with a link to the pictures and let me know what pictures I can rip into the folder (try to make it easy for me lol).You can use existing pictures or make new ones. We are judging on shape volume and form. Encourage for multiple entrees. I will also be advertising your page as well so get ready for it, lol!! Anyone else get this shit in their shoutbox?

Samhain Folklore - Halloween Superstitions And Legends
Love Divination: Keep a sprig of rosemary and a sixpence under your pillow on Samhain night, and you'll dream of your future spouse. In parts of England, it was believed that if a maiden carried a lantern to a well on Samhain night and held the light above the water, she would see the reflection of future husband. The Spirit World: People were often cautioned that if they heard footsteps behind them on the night of Samhain, they shouldn't turn back because it may be a spirit following them. If you host a dumb supper and no one speaks, the spirits are far more likely to show up. It was believed that ringing a bell on Samhain kept away evil spirits. Burying animal bones in front of your house on the night of Samhain will keep evil away, according to some legends of eastern Europe. Birds and Animals: Black cats were once seen as bad luck. One old folktale from Appalachia says that owls flew down on Samhain night to eat the souls of the dead. If the bats come out early on Samhai

Feel Depression Sinking
Those who are my real friends know that I lost my job in May. I have been trying to find a job since, applied to over 80 plus jobs, had 3 interviews only and no job offers. I feel depression sinking in, I cant sleep, my stomach hurts constantly and I find myself always crying. I worry constantly, how I am going to eat, how will i pay my bills i feel like its hopeless. Optimism is becoming harder and harder to achieve. I will be getting help through Vocational Rehabilitation, which helps people with disabilites find jobs. I was on the waiting list for several months and just now got off the list, and my unemployment runs out it two weeks. Even though I plan on filing for emergencey benefits, I cant help but think the absolute worst. I went to a psychiatrist, which is a requirement in order to get help through VR, and I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I am sorry if my statuses have been overly negative but I haven't been feeling really peachy lately. Thank you to the

Ashes To Ashes
ashes to ashes dust to dust the misery i have felt so long starts to fade away all because of you.ashes to ashes dust to dust the pain i have carried for so long fades away all because of you ashes to ashes dust to dust the cold i have felt for so long starts melt away all because of you ashes to ashes dust to dust i can see the sun the moon the stars again all because of you. Since my lover, my life, my soulmate, the one i want to marry is who I owe my undying love and life to for he has brought me back to life.. This is my out look on true love if it is really out there...

What Would You Do With More Mainland?
There have been several threads started recently about how to stimulate Second Life growth and economy. Many ideas have accurately demonstrated that the overall economy in Second Life has a strong basis in real-estate. True enough, real estate IS what most of those servers are about. Premium account holders are able to use up to 512sqm of mainland, with no tier charge. Understandably, in the early days of Second Life, this could represent quite a bit of space. Second Life has grown exponentially since those early days, but look at how much empty space there is in so many of the Mainland regions today. Vast open spaces of barren land, abandoned land and sliced-and-diced parcels for sale all across the grid.It's only wishful thinking that something could be done to clean it all up, so my questions today aren't about logistics or arguing about how to re-assemble all the broken pieces. It's not about pointing fingers at who or what the real problem is or even how to solve it.But here's wha

Poem- "many Come"
Many come many go, who may stay, you will never know. Lovers say, forever, never will I go. that will never change, but life shall come and go. why do I stay, why do I fight. For you , my heart, beats twice as hard for you. And yet i can't explain, any of it. So if you must go, please tell me so. So I know, everything you told me was a lie. But everything i told you, that came from my heart and you said, you would always be here for me. But now i see,

Tomorrow Night..tune In
I'm going to be playing a live interactive online concert on Tuesday December 1st at 10:00pm EST (9pm Centeral, 8pm Mtn, 7pm Pacific, aka noon on wednesday in japan) Go to http://www.ustream.tv/channel/frightened-seller to watch. If you can't watch the live broadcast, I will post the recorded version so you can view it at your leisure. I'll play some tunes and answer all your pressing questions. See you there!! -James & your Empress.... @ www.best-hits-radio.com

Tell Me The Truth
I've one simple requestThe only thing left to askTell me the truthDon't hide behind a maskWas there anything there?Please tell me. I just ask for one thingAnd that's honestyDon't make me fall harderJust tell me pleaseDon't lead me into liesI'm begging, down on my kneesI feel so confusedWhenever I talk to youI don't know what to sayHow much I care, if only you knew...I've one simple request.To end this sorrow moodTell me how you feelSo I can restart life, renewed.

Where Have I Been?
I sometimes find myself wondering who really reads these entries anymore! Then again, I have had a lot of people ask me in the past week or so where I've been and what's going on...so this is the latest on me!First of all, health is doing OK! No massive seizures, but I find I've been having some blackouts from time to time. I find myself having gaps in time, yet people say I was with them and talking or I was over at someone's place one minute and the next I wasn't. Kinda freaky...been wondering if it was the meds or if it's mini-seizures? I have no idea! I have an EEG set for December 22nd, so we'll see what happens with that! Migraines come and go...so does the vertigo (nothing new there), so I guess I'm doing OK otherwise!I have been asked about my family, especially my brother...everyone is doing well! My brother gave us a few scares over the last month or two, but he's home and doing OK. My sister's been busy with work...rumor also going around that she and her boyfriend

I Cant Advertise My Nsfw Pics?
So,...I get this message and it says that I am not allowed to advertise my NSFW pics in my status bar anymoe or I will lose my status bar. I mean...WTF? What if i say..."DONT LOOK AT MY NSFW PICS?" Is that construde as advertising or just doing my civic duties forwarning people? :-)

The Day Hunter Was Born
Most of you know, and if you have read my profile, you will know that I have a 5 year old boy with Down Syndrome. I thought I would share with you what its like to live with this little guy and just how special he is to me. For this entry, I want to decribe to you the night he was born, and how I came to find out that he had Down Syndrome. I had a very normal pregnancy. No real complications. I didn't find out until I was 2 months pregnant that he was already forming inside me. To be honest, I was sure how I felt at that moment. Scared I guess. I ahd been married for 2 years, was 26 and still working on my career. I didn't think this was the best time to have a kid, but I prepared myself for the upcoming event. As time passed, i grew more and more excited that I had this baby growing inside me, and I couild't wait to hold him! May 10,2004, I went into labor and ended up having a C-section because his foot was wrapped up in the umbilical cord. they pulled him out and here

For Christmas...
I've been wanting to write this blog for a couple weeks now, but didn't know how to word it and stay entertaining.... I still don't, but feel the need to write about it anyway. Every Christmas, I love buying and donating unwrapped kids toys to the different stores that have it. I'm not saying I go overboard, most of it is at the dollar store. In fact, last year they had a twofer stuffed animal pack. TWO stuffed animals for a DOLLAR!!! Buy ten bucks worth, snip the little platic thing attaching the two and... BAM!!! Ya just made TWENTY kids' Christmas a little better. Now before you think "well, they're just cheap little stuffed animals" PLEASE look at it through the child's eyes... When I was a kid, my mom had to actually turn to charities a couple of times to make sure me and my brother had something under the tree. (If you're a parent, you KNOW that had to be hard) Out of that, I got this lil' jackass which I named "HEE-HAW" which has always been one of my favorite toys a

Santa And The Solider
This is something that's gone around for years n it's always been a favorite of mine even tho it makes me cry. TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY ; SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW T

Morning Gladness
Morning Gladness When I wake up in the morningI hoped to see some redness in my faceto let me know how hard I had been sleeping,and to smell the evidence of fragrance in the air;the one that brings me back home each time it crosses my noseI hope to break the day with the silent bells of the end of night,slipping into it as the day drifts toward dawn.And that mellow singing feelingthat comes with all things new just comes to mindon days such as this,and in these moments, I find a sort of graciousnessabout life, love and that since of powerthat only comes by faith. C. S. Times

Thank A Liberal
“Liberal policies made America the freest, wealthiest, most successful and most powerful nation in human history. Conservatism in power always threatens to undo that national progress, and is almost always frustrated by the innate decency and democratic instincts of the American people…” – Joe ConasonJoe gets up at 6 a.m. and fills his coffeepot with water to prepare his morning coffee. The water is clean and good because some tree-hugging liberal fought for minimum water-quality standards. With his first swallow of water, he takes his daily medication. His medications are safe to take because some stupid commie liberal fought to insure their safety and that they work as advertised. All but $10 of his medications are paid for by his employer’s medical plan because some liberal union workers fought their employers for paid medical insurance – now Joe gets it too.He prepares his morning breakfast, bacon and eggs. Joe’s bacon is safe to eat becau

Boyfriend Application!!! Lol
1)who are you?2)are we friends?3)when and how did we meet?4)how have i affected you?5)what do you think of me?6)what is the fondest memory you have of me?7)how long do you think we will be friends or enemies?8)do you love me?9)have i ever hurt you?10)would you hug me?11)would you kiss me?12)are we close?13)emotionally, what stands out?14)do you wish i was cooler?15)on a scale of 1-10 how nice am i?16)give me a nickname and explain why you picked it17)am i loveable?18)how long have you known me?19)describe me in one word20)what was your first impression?21)do you still think that way about me?22)what do you think my weakness is?23)do you think i'll get married?24)what about me makes you happy?25)what about me makes you sad?26) what reminds you of me?27)whats something that you would change about me?28)how well do you know me?29)ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?W0ULD Y0U...[ ] go out with me?[ ] give me your number?[ ] kiss me?[ ] let me kiss you?[ ] watch a movie with me?[

Monster
V1the secret side of mei never let you seei keep it caged but i can't control it so stay away from me the beastis ugly i feel the rage and i just can't hold itit's scratchin on the wallsin the closet in the hallsit comes awake and i can't control ithidin under the bedin my body in my headwhy won't somebody come and save me from this make it endCHORUS:i feel it deep withinit's just beneath the skini must confess that i feel like a monsteri hate what i've becomethe nightmare's just beguni must confess that i feel like a monsteri feel like a monsterV2my secret side i keephid under lock and keyi keep it caged but i can't control it cause if i let him outhe'll tear me up break me downwhy won't somebody come and save me from this make it endbridge:its hidin in the darkits teeth are razor sharpthere's no escape for meit wants my soul it wants my heartno one can hear me screammaybe its just a dreamor maybe its inside of mestop this monster

You Were Just Backhanded By Fubar!
This is not my Blog Post but THIS IS 100% TRUE! *** You we're just backhanded by FuBar (two weeks ago) SO! How does everyone like those MERCS? You know, the ones you can sign yourself up to be from any wifi hotspot with a different IP and your link. I think I'll go to Starbucks today and sign myself up for one, and then hit McDonalds for another at lunchtime. In fact, I could just sit here in the comfort of my home and SPAM yahoo chat, or twitter, or craigslist, etc. I could also just sit here in my chair, login into my linksys router and change the MAC address, reboot and Comcast will give me a new IP every time; within 10 minutes. In fact it's so easy to cheat this system there is no way to guard against it. But thats not stopping 'them' from praying that 1 in 10 MERCS will be a productive and loving FuBar user that spends Money on this site. I'm not going to tell you to dream on guys, but I will tell you this is one idea that should have stayed at the

Screen Name Manda Murderface
Although all I could see was you tounge I'm sure your face was indeed a murdurous one. If judging by your inability to banter an adult manner in a mumm with a sarcastic ass like me is any indication of you personality then I'm glad you blocked me you silly girl. I leave two comments in your mumm and you come to my page rate me a 1 - who does that? And then block me from coming to your page and then block me from your mumm. Tisk tisk... Too bad, I was looking forward to some spicy sarcastic banter this afternoon....ah well. The world is full of pussies I suppose and you my dear are at the head of the class... I hope you have plenty of tissues handy....

Jesus Is Not The Reason For The Season
Christmas and Easter Atheists celebrate the Winter Solstice, which has been recognized since ancient times as the shortest day of the year – December 25 by the Julian calendar. The ancients celebrated this day because they realized that they had “rounded the corner” and, soon, days would grow longer and longer, and their crops would once again provide sustenance. During the early days of Christianity, believers tried to persuade the ruling authorities to establish a legal holiday to commemorate Jesus' birth. But the governing authorities refused. So the Christians decided that “if you can't beat them, join them” and thereafter celebrated Jesus' birth on an already-established holiday: the Winter Solstice, Dec 25th. (This was in the 4th Century. Before that time, Christians only celebrated Jesus' Resurrection, not his birth.) Pope Gregory XIII later revised the ancient Julian calendar; and so the calendar we use today –the Gregorian calendar--

If You Don't Like What Am Posting..don't Read It
The burning man on the crucifixion Your god illusion is unanswerable just like a Christian minister preaching to the needs of the congregation I killed your Messiah Sin bringing damnation Deliver god’s chosen people Straight to hell Souls cry out in horror as the thorny devil parts the skies wide open and Flesh of the angels falls like rain “I laugh at the burning man On the crucifixion as he dies Fucking die” @ @ I killed your Savior Sin bringing damnation Deliver god’s chosen people Straight to hell Your god illusion is unanswerable just like a Christian minister preaching the sacrament of the bible to the congregation I killed your salvation Sin bringing damnation Deliver god’s chosen people Straight to hell Jose Hermosillo jr

Psychic Memories
yes its kinda long, dont start reading til you have some time to kill. I started writing this on the boat and I think I will continue writing this story and finish it, before I continue on the Vampire story... enjoy There is a rustling at the window that wakes Sarah from a sound sleep, as if a tree branch was scratching it in a cold winter wind. But, there is no tree out in the yard and the night is warm and still this July evening in Aspen. Her mind begins rationalizing the possibilities of the noise she hears, or does she really hear a noise outside. Is her mind playing tricks on her? Could this scratching sound be something else, something rational, and something explainable? She thinks to herself, she is 35 years old, and that is too damned old to be scared of the boogeyman! Lying on her side under the covers, she stares at the blackened window for a moment, if there is a burglar outside her window with criminal intent, she needs to know what time it is. So she looks at the cl

May You Always Have A Angel By Your Side -douglas Pagels
http://i95.photobucket.com/albums/l145/sher82278/RobertVavra19.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"> " alt="" /> May you always have an angel by your side Watching out for you in all the things you do Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to come true Giving you hope that is as certain as the sun Giving you the strength of serenity as your guide May you always have love and comfort and courage... And may you always have an angel by your side Someone there to catch you if you fall Encouraging your dreams Inspiring your happiness Holding your hand and helping you through it all In all of our days, our lives are always changing Tears come along as well as smiles Along the roads you travel, may the miles be a thousand times more lovely than the lonely... May they give you gifts that never, ever end: someone wonderful to love and a dear friend in whom you an confide May you have rainbows after every storm May you have hopes to

Naive
The taste of my innocence still lingers on your blood staind lips While your hands so hard and cold continue to travel along my hips My whimpers go unheard and my heart breaking cries die What started out as fun only turned into a horrid lie It felt wrong to start with but I only wanted to please you There was nothing in that moment you couldn't make me do I was trapped in your gaze like a mouse in the eyes of a snake But you only had one thing on your mind There was something you wanted to take I was too young and naive to understand where it was going Every whisper was a sweet seductive lie that would kill me Leaving behind a trail of blood red tears And forever in my heart would I stay in fear That night my world was changed forever I could no longer call myself innocent. Not now, not ever. You took something from me that I can never get back Deep in my mind I wish to be given a second chance To change that moment you broke me down to my very core Shattered ever

Unwanted - Misc Ramblings Of A Crazy Bitch
I am trying really hard to just blog my thoughts n feelings. I don't wanna bring it in my lounge or to my friends. I am just sick of it. I am sick of being huge. I'm sick of being tired. But MILES more than that, I don't want to be angry anymore. I feel attacked by everyone around me. Nothing I do is ever good enough, noone appreciates me at all. My exhusband, just dropped the kids on me this weekend, when it's suppose to be his turn cause he's taking his gf out for V-day. Fucker didn't do shit for me for the 8 years we were together. And it pisses me off. I want him to be as rejected as I am. I give everything when someone gives me a chance. Attention, love, gifts, time, etc. I'm pretty much the same with my friends. I have one friend who I absolutely adore but he only loves me as a friend. But when I flirt with someone else I feel like I'm cheating on him or like I'm blowing any chance I have with him. He is absolutely wonderful. Smart, gentle, gorgeous inside an

Poem By Summer Maddox
You are my muse You are my light That guides me in the dark You are the breeze That warms my my heart You inspire my thoughts You guide my hand And form words of poetry It is a bliss To my heart to know you It is the tears in my eyes To show you the feelings In my heart When we are apart Life seems to long When we are together Life seems not long enough You remain in my dreams You remain in my soul You will always reside in my heart Even when i part from this world You are my muse By: Summer Maddox

My Demons
I've been fighting my demons for fourteen years, And I've run out of energy to fight. The sun may be shining outside of this room But in my soul it's night. At times I've imagined I'd come out on top Of the Demons inside of my head. And in a way I suppose I WAS winning the fight If I hadn't, by now I'd be dead. But now the dark clouds have regathered, And I've lost my last semblance of hope. Fear and despair have erased it, And without it there's no way to cope. My life has no purpose or meaning There's nothing inside me but fear. Fear over whether I'll continue To find life so dark and drear Because, I'm afraid if this goes on, There will be only one last path left And if, in my weakness I take it I doubt anyone will be worried…

Along The Way...from The Scorpion King Soundtrack
im thirsty and weary from the heat, as the sands rinse the hands of time i will suck the venom from your wound, if you will do the same and suck from mine you and i were ruined by this desert between us, i walked thru the valley and stared into death this instance of a distance designed to defeat us, and still her face i cant seem to forget -the war you wage, forever the life that you paint, -something wrong in you, comes alive in your veins, -lose yourself in some kind of hell, a new version of where you are now.... -truths unveiled, you'll never ever get out at a glance, sudden avalanche suffocates me within...... gasping for air i can't breathe paralyzed ive been sterilized and cleansed of my sins....in a state of suspended belief -somewhere along the way...time changes everything....we all disintegrate, ITS RUNNING OUT!!!! taunted by time, imposing its certainty, absolute always, stopping for nothing.... this race cannot be won some days it crawls, while other days fly,

Morning Giggles
I just logged on here and not only did I realize that I posted a blog last night in the wrong place, but I seen a ticker that made me giggle. I actually think it was more so the girl's name. Since I'm not suppose to use names, we'll just say it was pretty accurate for once. I just have a few questions about it and I'm kind of afraid of her....so I'll post them here. 1. If you make yourself a name on here, wouldn't you want all parts of it spelled right? 2. Wouldn't you want a picture that made you look at the very least somewhat attractive? 3. Why on earth didn't she choose a better name for herself? Her name has 2 meanings and well, by looking at her picture, you know what part I'm talking about. The only good thing about her is she didn't have any lame acronym in front of it and she didn't call herself some overused adjective. I'm gonna go make coffee. I'll be back in a few to read the comments and reply. Good morning friends =]

Life And Music
my life can basically be summed up through a series of songs i listen to, some would make perfect sense to anyone others it is hard to see the relationship between the song and myself. sometimes i dont even understand that relationship myself. some musics' message to me is clear and like a fist to the face others....very subtle and nebulas. music is ever changing and becoming more complex as it progresses just as life is and as both continue i realize that my list of questions and fascination continue to expand just as my answers dwindle. so if i appear to sometimes be "caught in a mosh" well.... i am

Poetry
My Friend As the sun dips down to the west, The skies turn pink to a blush color; The wind blows my hair back across my broad shoulders; I look across the beach and find a soaked red rose drowning int he ocean I picked it up and said, I pick you up like I would pick anybody that is down my friend; Dream of Desire Dreams, Dreams, Dreams, show themselves and disappear; They come forth and then leave; When I dream of you, My heart melts into a liquid love to surround you, and never lets you out of my sight; The ocean crashes like thunder, lightning flashes through the dark windy night; The birds scream their flawless echo's across the sea; All that is left is your love heating me with desire; Dream Spell As I look off in the distant blue ocean; As the crystal wind blows through my hair; I dreamed of a next walking up to her and giving her a rose; A rose which was leading my heart out to hers; the beautiful woman grasped the rose firmly; I blacked out, but whe

Sex And The Pity
No that isnt a typo... lol I went out saturday night with a few friends... well this one woman in particular makes me drewl... and theres this other woman i have slept with before...well kind of recently, like last week... sounds like bad news right.. yeah well, its supposed to be all casual and shit and no big deal, just the whole fwb thing...right... anywho she starts talking about it with this other woman who makes me drewl and tries the total cock block thing. i hope i have better luck next time... still looking for work, i may get on the oil spill clean up soon...but i need a couple hundred dollars for the hazmat training... can you loan me a few bucks? LOL hopefully i find a company paid training deal sitting at McD's again looking on the NOLA.com for a job and thru workforce development... im not at all undesireable for hire, i have good work history and references...just finding the places is becoming a chore as nobody seems to be actually hiring for immediate openings... g

From Devil,s Bad Boy I Love This Guy!
Devils Bad Boy49 mins Someday I'm gonna be famous Do I have talent...well noThese days you don't really need it Thanks to the world wide webCause when you're a fulebrityIt's adios realityNo matter what you do People think it's coolJust 'cause you're on fuI can fall in and out of loveHave fu-marriages that barely last a monthWhen they go down the drainI'll blame it on the fameAnd say it's just so toughBeing a fulebritySo boot up the puter and get on the webTo the site of the fun and the sunI'll be a real world jackass fubux millionaireHey hey Fubar, here I comeOkay I'm doneOh yeah I gotta goYou know I'm a foolI'm outta here

Don
C what is up with this whole Fubar thing?????? You have people on here flirting, stripping, talking , chatting, doing whatever and you can't figure out if anything is fake or not????? Than there is all of the Fake Crap around here with the Fake photo's or porn stars I mean come one unless your a 40 year old virgin get a life. To be contin.....

Failed Again :(
Here I sit and cry, as I know that come this wednesday my hubby and I may have to claim bankruptcy as we just cant keep up. Hubby doesnt make as much money as he once did due to a back injury. And I cant work due to physical limitations. I have applyied for disabilty and was told could take up to 4 mths to come in if I dont get turned down. It will be a mth come the 19. My oldest son had a job, got laid off , went on UI then got another job, got laid off ..and didnt make enough to even get UI again. My youngest son gets disabilty and I feel so gawd dam bad cause I have to take most of it to help us. But it hasnt ..just to much going out not enoug comming in. We are going to see a bankruptcy dude this wednesday. I hope he suggest doing a consummer proposal instead of losing what little we own. We are to old to start shit over and I dont see a home in the future we will just have to rent again. I hate this shit, seems the Staffords are cursed, the harder we try and do wha

Learning From The Past...
I believe everything happens for a reason. You meet people, for a reason. You experience things, for a reason. Be it pain, happiness, contentedness, relaxation, everything happens for a reason. A hard homework assignment... sure it stresses you out, but it helps you realize that you are capable of anything once you put your mind to it. The jackass bully from grade 2... helps you realize that some people are just rude and there's nothing you can do to make everyone like you. Later in life you realize that they just did it to make themselves feel better. Kind of get some weird sense of satisfaction knowing that even though they were jackasses, they needed you in their life. You don't hear of high school sweethearts much anymore. I think that's because we need to experience the heartaches, the break ups, the bad times with people in order to appreciate what you will have, or currently do have. We need to be with the wrong one in order to know what it feels like so we know when the rig

Devon U Bitch U Reponded About Time
devon u cock suckin bitch nice free style u sent me in a private message but it was whack jus like u and ur mutha fuckin momma.. im a pimp slappa. but ur a shitty rappa. so y spit so many rhymes like u can just attack em? I h8 pissin u off, cuz ur lyrics just suk. U see me on the street yellin "O SHIT! Duck!" Cuz i come by like a lightning bolt, a 10 wat shot. While ur gigglin cuz ur sisters lickin ur twat. But its better to comprehend wut im sayin. The more i realize wut ive been potrayin, i see myself playin. But now im just serious... Cursin more then a black man in the hood whos dilerious. I kno ur feelin this.. Bitch, u cannot complain. So why talk over my voice? This shitz been framed. Its not a one time see'er or punk'ed out wannabe'er This is all i gotta say for i wait for shitty respond so i can send ur faggit ass back to ur mommas ass,so now heres the jump off finger flicker.*Middle Finger is raised in ur Face.*

But I Can't!
But I Can’t! If I could act I’d be up on the silver screen! But then, this means, Privacy would be just a dream. If I could fly I would be away to the Moon! And yes, this means, Learn how to breathe in a vacuum. If I could create I would make a world all my own! Of course, this means, You would have to call me a God! Oh, If I could! Imagine the possibilities! Yes, If I could. But, I can’t! 2007 Gadfly Publications

Don't Violate The Golden Rule Or You Will Pay The Price
****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG**** Please read this carefully. This is not a joke. I see this happen daily and you come to support frantic and expect us to put out your fire. DO NOT GIVE ANYONE ACESSS TO YOUR ACCOUNT! This means DO NOT give anyone one your login info, password, etc. If you do, you are asking for trouble. DO NOT GIVE ANYONE YOUR PASSWORD OR LOG IN! You are the ONLY one that should access your account. This is in our terms of service and is for your benefit. Read 1 and 2 until it is CRYSTAL CLEAR! This is some of the stuff you open yourself up to. -that dude you were fuengaged to who bombed for you while you were at work. He will give your password out to his other girl and she will get jealous and you two will start war. If you are stupid enough to allow someone into your account, then you are probably stupid enough to allow that person to buy bling. That dude will buy his sanchita some bling packs, and you will come crying to support that you were

Forever Doesn't Exist You Know?
Over and over I look in your eyesYou are all I desireYou have captured meI want to hold you I want to be close to youI never want to let goI wish that this night would never endI need to knowCould I hold you for a lifetimeCould I look into your eyesCould I have this night to share this night togetherCould I hold you close beside meCould I hold you for all timeCould I could I have this kiss foreverCould I could I have this kiss forever, foreverOver and over i've dreamed of this nightNow you're here by my sideYou are next to me I want to hold you and touch you and taste youAnd make you want no one but meI wish that this kiss could never endOh baby pleaseCould I hold you for a lifetimeCould I look into your eyesCould I have this night to share this night togetherCould I hold you close beside meCould I hold you for all timeCould I could I have this kiss foreverCould I could I have this kiss forever, foreverI don't want any night to go byWithout you by my sideI just want all my daysSpen

Women
women want to know.. where have all the good men gone..i can tell you where they all are... with a woman who not only cooks, bakes, cleans, and does laundry. we do not want slaves, but those are the rare women that men are looking for,old fashion and ladylike. and when they find them, they keep them by respecting and caring for them, or at least they should!!!!. you all on the other hand. want to travel( we men see this as you want us to pay for you to go on a trip!!!) you want handsom, well built, wealthy to a degree, so they may buy you clothes and jewelry and pay for bills that "you" made and can"t afford to make. u always say how much you like fine dining..as long as the man will pay for it..because you are too cheap to pay for it yourselves! then you want walks on the beach... i dont know if you noticed... you are in vegas and there are no beaches!!! just a bunch of rocks by the smelly water!!! and the other thing... you want "all that"??? hit a bar and find one!!!! men are not "a

Reflections In Darkness
turbulent, inky black, rushing past my face, jeering laughter interspersed with derisive whispers and sly contempt...My world has become so cold... once loving and tender arms, friendly faces, laughter and friendship, now anger, grief, agony and uncaring dismissals from trusted souls...dreams, once solid, glittering, clear, a myriad of hues and sparkling images.. a diamond, immense and shining and set in a pedestal of stone,Shattered... now chips and fragments against a perfect black-- a velvet backdrop where each facet winks light lonely, isolated and dimming... by my own folly do I now suffer...all I have left of near perfection are scattered memories... slivers of a daydream rent and stripped and raped by the unknowing and uncaring.wonderful memories... a walk on a star-filled night, racing a thunderstorm home...... a drive on a seeming endless highway, in search of something dropped...a whispered promise in the dim candle light of a night of passion, a small, shining rin

In My Eyes . . .
in my eyes . . . do you ever look into my blue eyes? or just my breasts, butt and thighs.. if you just once look in to my eyes what you see may surprise.. my love, my heart, all live in my eyes, not my breasts, butt or thighs.. if you would just look in to my eyes you might have seen my love for you . . with your eyes... monica

Heartbreak
you know when u find someone that u really care about and well u just hate to let em go? I'm still trying to get over the face that when i get home back to wisconsin ill be still hurting and ima be missing the one great guy who i met and fell in love with. yeah i may have lost him to his ex, but on the other hand it was for the best. he'll always be in my heart and ill never stop loving him, but its hard. i wish that i never lost him cause he means alot to me, but i cant change that. things happened between me and him and well yeah. so of course im still gonna hurt and miss him, but ill never forget him. He made an impact on my life and im not gonna give up on him that fast. I have a feeling that he'll forget me when i leave, but idk. thats gonna be his choice, not mine.

Think About It.
Whatever you give a women, she will make it greater. Give her sperm, she will give you a baby. Give her a house, she will give you a home. Give her groceries, she will give you a meal. Give her your a smile, and she will give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges everything she is givin. Think about it :)

Bad Day
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This is a 'shout out' to: nah - just teasing ... this is just a rant about the shout box ;) So, I post my first blog here yesterday and I was surprised to see people actually read it. I will SHOUT: "Thank You"! For showing an interest and taking your valuable time to read my rant about not being able to play any reindeer games here on "Lost Cherry" (sorry - I just make this stuff up as I go) It's nice to see responses some posted, other left on/in my "shout box" -- which brings me to my subject matter -- The Shout Box ... *growls* So if any if you nod and agree with me on the -growl- that followed that subject, (at least I hope someone did) I oft wonderer if my shout box is the only one here on "Lost Cherry" that is temperamental or not? One day it will work -- the next message it don't! It's truly frustrating to be in the middle of a conversation, only to not be able to reply to anything. I think it may even be worse to 'shout' at someone -- they reply ..

My Brother
So, as we speak, Dan (my brother) is on his way to Germany, and from there to Iraq. I am sad, but I know this is what he has wanted to do sense he started thinking about the army. I know that my mom and dad are smiling down on him. And I think he knows that too. We havent been very close the past few years or so. I dated an asshole who didnt want me to talk to ANY of my family, and I think he got upset about that. but now he knows I have someone who cares about me. We use to be best friends, and I hope when he gets back, we can be again. I already miss him and am crying as I write this. But he will be back in a year, and Mike and I decided that we will get married October 13th 2007, that way he can walk me down the aisle :) So I guess that makes me a little bit happier.

~blog Things 2~
Your Taste in Music: 90's Alternative: Highest Influence 90's Hip Hop: Highest Influence 90's Rock: Highest Influence Classic Rock: Highest Influence Heavy Metal: Highest Influence How's Your Taste in Music? What Your Underwear Says About You You buy the sexiest underwear you kind find, and always have something hot on underneath your clothes. You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way. The Underwear Oracle Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is

Buh Buh And More Buh
Okay folks, here it goes a wonderful run down of my life for the past few months. I don't have a computer yet, but working on it so that maybe I will be able to post here regularly again. Sigh. Well, in June/July found out that my son was born with 2 of 4 sutures closed in his skull, which means he has/had no "soft" spots. Last Tuesday I brought him in for his first of two surgeries. He developed complications with it and ended staying in ICU till Saturday. Saturday he went to a normal room and is being realeased today. (Hopefully) I just hope he doesn't devlope anymore complications with the next surgery. They have moved that one back until December. They believe he maybe what is called a "free-bleeder". I am just glad he is doing better.

Info
HEY ALL IM TRILLY AKA ALLIE, IM 2O NEARLY 21 OMG OMG OMG IM GETTIN OLD LOL. WELL THANKS TO ONE OF MY MUCH LOVED AND GOOD FRIEND GETTING ME HOOKED ONTO THIS LINK. Thanks mate i owe ya one i luv ya sis. well if theres anything else ya want to know just ask SIGNING OUT

Workplace Insanity
Workplace Insanity How to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity in the Workplace. 1. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 2. Find out where your boss shops and buy exactly the same outfits. Wear them one day after your boss does. This is especially effective if your boss is of a different gender than you. 3. Make up nicknames for all your coworkers and refer to them only by these names. "That's a good point, Sparky." "No, I'm sorry, but I'm going to have to disagree with you there, Cha-cha." 4. Send e-mail to the rest of the company telling them exactly what you're doing. For example: "If anyone needs me, I'll be in the bathroom." 5. Hi-Lite your shoes. Tell people you haven't lost them as much since you did this. 6. While sitting at your desk, soak your fingers in Palmolive liquid. Call everyone Madge. 7. Hang mosquito netting around your cubicle. When you emerge to get coffee or a printout or whatever, slap yourself randomly the

My Chinese Sign
Welcome to the year of the Ox Element: Earth Heading: North-North-East Color: Violet Yin/Yang: Yin/Yang balanced Chinese Name: NIU Meaning: Industry Sign Order: Second Season: Winter Favorable Month: January Counterpart: Capricorn Friend: Rooster, Snake Foe: Goat Positives: Honest, Loyal, Sincere, Steadfast, Popular, Reliable, has Integrity Negatives: Stolid, Stubborn, Inflexible, Impatient, Narrow-minded Famous Oxen: Meryl Streep, Margaret Thatcher, Bach, Warren Beaty, Napoleon, Charlie Chaplin, Jackie Collins, W.B. Yeats

A Collected Suicide
A cold steel barrel caresses me temple to remind me of my world. The pommel in my hand reminds me of what I've done. My finger lightly kissing the trigger to remind me of why I'm here. The hammer pulling back chills my soul. The primer in the shell meakes me fear. The slug exploding into the barrel reminds me of how people treated me, without care. The blood they see makes them cry and sniffle, a good act they do put on. The lid closes and the final words are said. When all is said and done, Ash to ash and dust to dust. RIP Damon

Mysterious Bathroom Shower Story
(ok this is one of those stories where I start it out and yall can help tell how the story goes from there) ok there was this dude and he came home from a hard days work and had to take a hot shower.......so he went in the shower and closed the shower curtains and turned the hot water on and closed his eyes as the water hit his crown of his head and splashed down his body then all a sudden he slipped and bumped his head and wake up in that same shower with the water off and shower curtains still closed and wondered how long he was out......shivering cold and wet he was...he went to grab a towel from beyond the shower curtain and saw himself in another world but in the same shower stall.....from then on back at his home world there was a missing persons case out for him.....and his brother checked and saw his brothers clothes still on the bathroom floor and the shower still hot and wet like it was most recently used but the dude ( I will call him Gabe) was no where to be found in

Just 4 A Moment
I’ve been dreaming about you, since I met you I find your face so beautiful, your eyes so trusting, Your lips so inviting, your smile so captivating. I want to kiss you, feel your warm breath in my mouth To feel your tongue slip in to play with mine, dancing together I need to feel your hands on my back, pulling me to you Holding me tight, never letting me go. Feeling your Chest against mine, our hearts beating as one, even if it’s Just for the moment, just for this one single moment. I often make love to you in my mind, kissing every inch Of your sweet body, stopping in certain places to explore I want to know every possible thing there is to know about you I want to slip inside your soul and become one with you Taking your heart on a journey, somewhere you’ve never been And somewhere you will never go again, but only with me. I want to feel your hand in mine, a security, knowing I am Finally safe … finally where I belong, you are all I want. I want time to stand st

Don't Close Your Eyes
I love this song. It takes me back to the days when I was just starting to date my now ex-husband. It was such an applicable song..well lets say that sometimes, these days..it still applies. Funny how these things come back around. Anyways, just wanted to post the lyrics for now, and maybe i can embed the song later. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ I know you loved him, a long time ago Even now in my arms, you still want him I no But darling this time, your memories die When you hold me tonight, don't close your eyes CHORUS: Don't Close Your Eyes, let it be me Don't pretend it's him, in some fantasy Darling just once, let yesterday go And you'll find more love than you'll ever know Just hold me tight, when you love me tonight And DON'T CLOSE YOUR EYES Maybe I've, been a fool, holding on all this time Lying here in your arms, knowing he's in your mind But I keep hoping someday, that you'll see the light Let it be tonight and don't c

Still Learning
Hello everybody. Well I'm still learning how to find different things on here.LOL.Have met some interesting people here.Everyone has been great..Not sure how to get what I want from Photo Bucket yet,but I will figure it out.LOL.How often can you leave somebody the 10 pts? Hope I have left everybody the 10, like they did me,if I missed somebody give me a holler and I will go leave ya some.LOL.

Blowing Time
Can you count on your fingers and toes, how many times you have heard to slow down and take your time??? I know I can't. Now here's the tricky question...Have you ever took the advice??? I have been taking the advice for about 3 months now, and let me tell you it is so nice. I was use to hiding behind close doors cause I was scared to find out what people were going to say about a 24 yo who is divorced with one kid and is not as skinny as she use to be. Until one day I woke up and decided to go out and get what I want. Well then I found myself going after those things a little too fast and I was getting lost in the crowd. So I started sitting back just to see if life would come to me. Now life just keeps flowing in. I have been meeting lots of interesting people. I have been going out and doing all the things I did before marriage and the kid. Except this time around I am enjoying it. I have a few great guys in my life. I have wonderfull girls. Yes, I am talking friends, you perves. I

Thoughts....
Thoughts drift through my mind, And have been all day. Thoughts of You, and how Your skin Will feel against mine in person. Thoughts of the first time I feel The weight of You on top of me. Thoughts of how it will be to feel Your possession of me, physically, From the top of my head to the tips of my toes. Thoughts of Your hands roaming, Teasing, pleasing, building the heat That leads to the first time You claim me With Your Maleness sliding deeply Into the center of my femininity. The soft delicate skin pushing against Warm wet walls, opening to You, Accepting You, welcoming You, Your possession, Your love, Making me totally and completely Yours. Finally. (I can't wait, either!)

A Quiz For People Who Knows Everything
Join my FREE No Spam Mailing List: c o n t e n t • Funny Jokes • Funny Pictures • Funny Videos • Miscellaneous • Games entering your e-mail address below with Your comment may unsubscribe anytime! A Quiz For People Who Knows Everything (1) There's one "sport" in which neither the spectators nor the participants know the score or the leader until the contest ends. What is it? (2) What famous North American landmark is constantly moving backward? (3) Of all vegetables, only two can live to produce on their own for several growing seasons. All other vegetables must be replanted every year. What are the only two perennial vegetables? (4) Name the only sport in which the ball is always in possession of the team on defense, and the offensive team can score without touching the ball? (5) What fruit has its seeds on the outside? (6) In many liquor stores, you can buy pear brandy, with a real pear inside the bottle. The pear is whole and ripe, and the b

Never
You're suppose to love me, say you're proud of me. But you don't even call to say 'hi how are you?' It's not OK to hate me, I'm part of you like the others and you love them. You're suppose to fight off bad guys, keep me out of trouble. But you won't come around to see me through hard times. I thought fathers were suppose to love their children all the time. But you only love me when you want And that feels like never. I needed you there but you never came...

For All My Lady Friends
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have y

A Magic Moment I Remember
A magic moment I remember: I raised my eyes and you were there. A fleeting vision, the quintessence Of all that's beautiful and rare. I pray to mute despair and anguish To vain pursuits the world esteems, Long did I near your soothing accents, Long did your features haunt my dreams. Time passed- A rebel storm-blast scattered The reveries that once were mine And I forgot your soothing accents, Your features gracefully divine. In dark days of enforced retirement I gazed upon grey skies above With no ideals to inspire me, No one to cry for, live for, love. Then came a moment of renaissance, I looked up- you again are there, A fleeting vision, the quintessence Of all that`s beautiful and rare.

You Fuck So Good I'm On Top Of It!!!!
Well I'm suppose to be goin out tonight with Scott when he gets home. Weather it happens or not I dunno. I think I'm not starting to get tired of the whole single thing but I dunno. It's been a long ass fuckin' day. I'm happy tomorrow is friday. I'm just an a awesome mood right now for some reason. I'm a little sleepy but oh well. Nicks asleep so I'm fuckin' relaxing. It's just so nice lol Well I'm done for now. ~You're Crazy But I Like The Way You Fuck Me~ LoL *winks*

Week Ending 10/9/06
Games: College and AFC East --Stanford @ ND, 230pm (ND 31 Stanford 10) --LSU @ Florida, 330pm (FL 23 LSU 10) --Bowling Green @ Ohio State, 330pm (Ohio State 35 BG 10) --Washington @ USC, 330pm (USC 26 Wash 20) --Tennessee @ Georgia, 745pm (TN 51 GA 33) --VTech @ BC, Thursday, 730pm --Chicago @ Buffalo, 1pm (Chicago 40 Buffalo 7) --Miama @ NE, 1pm (NE 20 Miami 10) --Jets @ Jax, 405pm Other: --TB @ NO, 1pm (NO 24 TB 21) --Tennessee @ Indy, 1pm (Indy 14 Ten 13) --Washington @ NY, 1pm (NY 19 Washington 3 --KC @ Arizona, 405pm --Baltimore @ Denver, 830pm

Kinky. . .
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage92%Biting83%Blind Folds83%Whips67%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Another Test
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Score
You scored as Mind Control. You have the power of Mind control!! Only a powerful mind can utilize such skills. Lets see what else you can master! Come play with me!Mind Control94%Perception81%Telepathy63%Charisma56%Shadow walking38%Shape shift25%What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com

Hope You Like
WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU? THE ANSWER IS ALL TOO CLEAR I KNOW I COULD NOT SURVIVE, IF YOU WERE NOWHERE NEAR YOU SEE, I WOULD BE ALONE I CAN'T BEAR TO BE THAT WAY YOU MUST BE WITH ME ALWAYS OR TILL FOREVER, COME WHAT MAY I SPENT A LIFETIME FINDING YOU I CAN'T AFFORD TO LOSE YOU NOW THE THOUGHT OF LIFE WITHOUT YOU WEIGHS HEAVY ON MY BROW YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE I WANT I DON'T CARE WHAT "THEY" MAY SAY HOW COULD I SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU? I WOULDN'T WANT TO ANYWAY MY HEART WOULD EMPTY OUT ITSELF THERE WOULD BE NOTHING I HOLD DEAR WITHOUT YOU, LIFE IS MEANINGLESS IT'S INCOMPLETE, IF YOU'RE NOT HERE WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU? THE ANSWER IS ALL TOO CLEAR SHOULD YOU GO, WE'LL GO TOGETHER I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU HERE

Stars
dancing underneath the stars i see the light reflecting off your eyes day and night bring the silence tomorrow will tell us what we had love at first sight dreaming of nights with another dance with you knowing that day will never come once again im empty inside somebody fill it for me love with a smile i sit with the sound of silence please hele me guide me what can i do love me ill love you back

Rawr.
♥ So like im listening ot the radio and i never do that. My laptop i miss it. Im using a desktop haha. And im so not use to this. I would just buy a new one. But i got other shit to deal with. Like next semesters tuition fews. So the last thing i need to do is buy a new laptop. Oh well ♥ I was asleep and shit. I went to bed at like 9. But i woke up. So here i am. Writing my Psychology paper and stuff. ♥ Icon of the day ♥ ♥ ♥ were gonna have 2 icons today haha. ♥ So like theres this guy who im pretty annoyed with and pretty much wanta scream ♥ and hes like the most fustraiting damnd person in the universe. ♥ ♥ I really just want you to dance with me

Astropsychology Profile - Capricorn Part 1
RE-Post this Capricorn file please and wait for yours. I will post it soon. DT True Celestial Knowledge and Astropsychology Startheme Publications Ltd. Tel (602) 265-7667 Fax: (602) 265-8668 E-Mail Dr.Turi@cox.net Web Page: http://drturi.com Little sample of my book I KNOW ALL ABOUT YOU! THE TRUE POWER OF ASTROPSYCHOLOGY Louis Turi, M.D.S. Published by Startheme Publications Copyright © 2000 by Dr. Louis Turi All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or any information storage and retrieval system, now known or to be invented, without permission in writing from the publisher. Special Issue — Limited Edition July 2000 Cover illustration and design by Madeline Rosenstein and Chris Tittle ISBN: ISBN:0-9667312-4-7 Printed in the United States of America Website www.drturi

The Midnight Phone Call
(as far as i know this is not a true story) We all know what it's like to get that phone call in the middle of the night. This night's call was no different. Jerking up to the ringing summons, I focused on the red illuminated numbers of my clock. Midnight. Panicky thoughts filled my sleep-dazed mind as I grabbed the receiver. Hello?" My heart pounded; I gripped the phone tighter and eyed my husband, who was now turning to face my side of the bed. Mama?" I could hardly hear the whisper over the static. But my thoughts immediately went to my daughter. When the desperate sound of a young crying voice became clearer on the line, I grabbed for my husband and squeezed his wrist. "Mama, I know it's late, but don't...don't say anything, until I finish. And before you ask, yes, I've been drinking. I nearly ran off the road a few miles back, and..." I drew in a sharp shallow breath, released my husband's wrist and pressed my hand against my forehead. Sleep still fogged my

Met Someone New
13/11/2006: (begins Sunday, the 12th) Although this isn't exactly for sadness, but I feel sad becouse of what I have to say that's the meaning of the blog. I met a mate's friend today, which I am highly interested in. But when I met him, I knew their was some connection, a friendly connection. The trouble I find with me is, I allow my self to love others way to easily. I allow my self to judge someone at a drop of a hat then change my mind later, or just like them, then like turns into love. I also always allow my self to trust others way to easily which is one of my weekness's. However, this is diffrent. Diffrent only to the reason of 'interest' or for even 'love'. I know I fancy this man, I know I interest him with some kind of passion. You proberably think "how can you? you've only knowen him for the one day" well as it was an afternoon and part of the morning. But as I said, thats the trouble, I allow my self to like people more aka 'interest/fancy' even when I havn't

Good Girls
Where have all the good girls gone? I want a WOMAN with some substance! who can hold her man down and vice versa. All i seem to attract is loud women who take, take, take! I wanna girl who can give damnit(spazzing out). I wish all the girls no WOMEN let themselves be known.

U Are Summomed!!!
U are summoned to court on the charges of bein so damn sexy and tresspassing in my dreams. If found guilty you will be sentenced to 3 hours of being locked in a room with me. Send this to every one on your list and see what they plead.

To The Mennnnnnnn!!!!!!!
OK to all the guys that ask me to cam with you and you know who you all are listen carefully~~~~~~~ And do not take this offensive if you have never asked me to do this!!!!!!!!! ~~~ I do not go on cam nude I do not have nude pic's.... and you will not see my body so give it up!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~ ~I have respect and I am a mom so give it up!!! I am here for friends not to masterbate or watch you masterbate!!~ ~~~~~ YEAH I am talking to you all I do not want to watch you jack off to just seeing me on cam even though I am dressed again that is not my cup of tea!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~ and noone will change that!!!!!!!! Now if you are offened or pist at me cause I wrote this take me off you damn friends list!!!!!! If this is a chic reading this cause you are Bi~~~~~ I am not bi I would not munch and am not into sharing my man so give that up to!!!!!!!! ~Now everyone is forwarned so if I go off on you when you ask I can say I warned you!!!!!!!! ~Lastly I do not mind going on cam to talk b

My Life Questions
If you ever wanted to know about me...or even if you didn't....here is pretty much anything and everything I could tell you about myself. 1. Full name: Elle 2. Nicknames: Girlblink182, Sweetie 3. Eye Colour: Brown 4. Height: 5" 2 5. Hair: Black 6. Siblings: 1 brother I don't talk to much 7. Do u like to sing in the shower? nope, there's better things to do in there 8. Do u like to sing on the toilet? not really 9. Birthday: Nov.29.... 10. Sign: Sagittarius 11. Address: Canada 12. Sex: Had it and like it ;) 13. Righty or lefty: Lefty 14. What do you want in a relationship most? Love, Respect, Honesty, Open Communication, Humour, Trust 15. Have you ever cheated? Yep.....a long time ago 16. Marital status: Hitched 17. Do you have a car? Nope 18. What kinda car do you have/want? Hubby has a Kia, I want a minivan :) 19. Movie: Titanic 20. Song: Distraction 21. Band/singer: Blink182, Angels and Airwaves, AFI..... 22. TV Show:

A Riders Poem - (was Posted In A Bulletin With No Author - If Anyone Knows Please Tell Me So I Can Give Credit
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our

::thanksgiving Dinner::
I feel like betty crocker Since I can't spend Thanksgiving with the family I'll be spending it with my second family My best friend put me in charge of 3 things pop (not a problem), corn (easy stuff), and pumpkin pie (umm. the question. to bake or to buy?) I was never one for takin the easy way out So baking was my answer While buying ingrediance I found the recipe for "pumpkin cheese cake" So I decided since everyone likes variety Why not make one of each? It wasn't till I got home that I discovered working doubles all week left no time for baking unless of course I didn't want to sleep so this morning no sleep it is! the "Pumpkin Pie Cheese Cake" is in the oven say a prayer for me k? lol

Happy Birthday!
Hey everyone! WHoooo hoooo i just turned 19! finally legal to drink in Canada.... hurray for canada.... i went to the LCBO on by birthday to buy booze and they didnt even id me :( i was so upset it totally sucks ass! I could have been buying alcohol for years... anyways im going to Niagara Falls on friday to celebrate with a group of friends its gonna be awsome hopfully i will have some sexy pics that i can share ;) I am going to get more drunk than i have ever been or ever want to be again! lol Anywho im out ciao!!

Open Letter From Santa
Message From Santa...Body: Dear Friends,I have been watching you very closely to see if you have been good this year and since you have I will be telling my elves to make some goodies for me to leave under your tree at Christmas.I was going to bring you all gifts from the 12 days of Christmas, but we had a little problem.The 12 fiddlers fiddling have all come down with VD from fiddling with the 10 ladies dancing, the 11 lords leaping have knocked up the 8 maids a-milking,and the 9 pipers piping have been arrested for doing weird things to the 7 swans a-swimming.The 6 geese a-laying, 4 calling birds, 3 French hens, 2 turtle doves and the partridge in a pear tree have me up to my sled runners in bird shit.On top of all this!Mrs. Claus is going through menopause, 8 of my reindeer are in heat, the elves have joined the gay liberation and some people who can't read a calendar have scheduled Christmas for the 5th of January.Maybe next year I will be able to get my shit together and bring yo

17 Days!
I only have about 17 days left until Winter Break! YES! Of course, I don't know when the movie showing for one of my classes will be and I'm required to go as part of a final, but that's not too bad, so I don't really count it in the days.

Until.....
*Until I Fell In Love With You* I never dreamed one smile could fill my world with warmth and light, Until your smile made all my days so beautiful and bright. I never thought that love could be this endless, deep, and true, Until the day I gave my heart and all my love to you.

Poll, Adult!
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?No Answer 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Regular Panties 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Good old missionary 10. How often do you masturbate?Once a day 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, an all out orgy 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, watched others,

Unnoticed
Sitting still as the world passes you by Is like being in a crowded room And noone bothers to say "Hi" It makes you realize just how useless you are With or without your exsistence The world continues along There's no change in the tune of life's usual song What would change if he wasn't here? Only the emptiness of this chair? Why was he around? What good could he do? What made him different from me or you? Is this all life had to offer? Or is he the only one feeling trapped in a coffin? He needed a break Someone to help him We all hear Yet noone listens We all look And see absolutely nothing He thought of this As he looked on the crowd below And knew they were waiting for the finale of this show The most attention he had ever received Happened the day he let himself fall 100 feet

No Sense
Feelin' fine The fire won't burn out Taste the sign The trees won't come out seeing traffic driving by Maybe you won't see me again ' Cause I'm needed Needed more and more every day Someone takes my mind away Tells me it's time to go You wanna help me As I'm fallin' down I don't need you Lies they won't surface Your mind wanders oh over Again Someone take on my mind I'm losin' you in time Maybe that man he's standing by me My head won't take this all alone Someone they wanna tell you maybe you could suffer Tell me once again I'm under cover Someone wanna feel like Someone wants to feel like I don't need you Your lies they won't surface Your mind it wanders Oh over again Should I close my eyes again Once again Maybe someone will come and rescue me Should I beg your forgiveness Yes I've fallen on my own Someone take a picture Put your camera away Someone take today as traffic passes by Never see You never see it all I don't need you Your lies they won't surface Your mind it wanders oh o

Blind People
You know I think that there are more blind people in this world....that need to go visit a doctor!!!...Some people don't know sexy or beauty even when it is staring at them right in the face!!! So I must say that I am thankful for the comments you guys give because some times a girl needs to hear that every now and then....because sometimes they don't get told that at home!!!

Drugs?
Which drug are you?Ectsasy, Pills, Pop 'emHardcore ey? You dont do normal, you do messed up, crazy experiences...well enjoy it!Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.

Memories Of A Woman Pleasure,booooooom!
You cannot conceive with what joy I embraced the hopes thus given me of seeing the delight of my heart again. But, as the term of months was assigned it, in order to divert and amuse my impatience for his return, after settling my affairs with much ease and security, I set out on a journey for Lancashire, with an equipage suitable to my fortune, and with a design purely to revisit my place of nativity, for which I could not help retaining a great tenderness; and might naturally not be sorry to shew myself there, to the advantage I was now in pass to do, after the report Esther Davis had spread of my being spirited away to the plantations; for on no other supposition could she account for the suppression of myself to her, since her leaving me so abruptly at the inn. Another favourite intention I had, to look out for my rela- tions, though I had none besides distant ones, and prove a benefactress to them. Then Mrs. Cole's place of retirement lying in my way, was not amo

This Statement Is False.
I found this and its an example of how people with small minds are led astray. It Is Time To DUMP All Republicans For Giving US Bush 4 years of war in Iraq because of Republican incompetence, lies and zero oversight of the $400 Billion Dollars thousands of US Veterans and hundreds of thousands of innocent women and children killed and maimed in the Republican fiasco called Iraq War for Oil. BULLSHIT- It is a war to free the enslaved people of Iraq from the tyrrany of murderous dictators. Some innocents were killed, but its a war of liberation not oil. We have enough damn oil. What about all of the insurgents that our soldiers have sent to Allah. Nobody ever brings that up. And once again, have we all forgotten about 9-11. Failure of the Republican Party to Save the lives of 1300 Americans who died in New Orleans while Bush and Cheney remained on vacation and couldn't even take 5 minutes out of there "BUSY" VACATIONS to pick up a telephone and send a hundred army heli

An Itch For Sex Pt.1
I want to tell you my story of how I became a woman who loves fucking a huge dick as much as anything great in the world. I am now involved with several groups with my husband who does his own thing while I do others. All of this is because God created me with an itch in my pussy that could be eased only by huge dicks entering and leaving with passion and love. God made my marriage work through this learning situation. My husband and I have a complete understanding and love for each other despite our different sexual appetites. Hope you enjoy this. I grew up in a strong southern Baptist church family where sex was never mentioned. I knew that I was different from my parents and friends in some way concerning sex, but never really deviated from their principles until after my marriage. My parents always pushed me towards marriage with strong Christian men. So I finally married Joe, a lifetime friend and neighbor. Joe was attending the seminary (after he completed his undergrad degree

Part 3
She let herself soak in the wooden tub for a while. A small girl came in just as she was wringing out her newly cleaned black hair and getting ready to stand up. The little redhead smiled timmidly and said "My name's Madilin. I'll be your maid while you're here. M'lady asked that I bring this to you so's you can wear it to dinner." She set a pile of clothes and a pair of shoes on the bed. The clean thief nodded as she reached over the side of the tub for a towel, and Madilin left. Wrapping herself in a towel and shaking out her hair, she walked to the bed. The ground, in a patch of sunlight, was warm under her feet. On the top of the stack was a simple white shirt, but underneath was a beautiful, black skirt. She had kept her eye on it in a shop window for a while, but never thought she'd have one. Next to it was a pair of slim, shiney, black shoes. She smiled to herself and pulled the clothes on. Just as she was slipping her feet into the shoes, Velouria came in. Not a sound was hea

What Pattern Is Your Brain?
thanks again to Feldar Your Brain's Pattern You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Why Is It Hard For Me?
Why is it so hard for me to come out and tell you everyting that I can when I write them down or E-Mail them to you. Every time I am with you I get tongue tied because of being around you makes my mind go blank some times. I do get thoughts of things that I want to say to you but am afraid to say them for the fact that I don't want to screw up what I want to say to you. You are everything that I want to have and be with and it makes me happy when you smile. I want to always tell you something everytime you ask me what is on my mind and I tell you nothing. Their is always something going on in their, just afraid to say what it is sometimes. I care about you and don't want you to think I am a Idiot or something when I say it, but I must look like one when I don't tell you. You mean the world to me and when I do come up with some of the things I write is after some of our talks and I get you tongue tied as to what you won't say or that you want to say but can't yet. I understand i

So You All Kniow
Just wanted to let you all know that I am having trouble with my able company keeping me connected. So if i dont respond right away or see me on line for awhile you know why. They cant send service tech till Tuesday so I will keep going off and on.

A Little Help For Gifts For Some Of Our Soldiers?
My sexiest male in military uniform contest is over tomorrow and I would like to give the winners the best gifts possible. All I am asking is that you please stop by and do anything you can to help me earn more cherry bucks for better prizes and to kick off the next round! PLEASE do this for them....if for no one else....OUR SOLDIERS!!

Hmmm.....
well soo i went to rich's (club) it was very interesting met some interesting people.Had some guy flick my friend off.And SOMEBODY STEPPED ON MY FUCKIN TOE.... i was like soo mad.and it was all red.and then we lost my friends friend.it was chaos. and then we got lost coming home...and theres a bunch of FREAKIN FOG ii hate fog

Grinchs Dog
Now I love that tale of the Grinch that Stole Christmas but I think my favorite in that cartoon was not the Grinch or the people of Whoville but that poor little cute Dog Max! Forced to wear antlers and pull a Sleigh that was 20 times his size! Well This year I'm The Grinch and this is my Max and we are gonna come down your Chimney and take your Presents. So keep an eye out for us! *insert wicked Laugh here* *smiles*

2 The One That Was The Best Thing 2 Ever Happen 2 Me
I wrote this on NOVEMBER 23RD 2006 I LOVE Her with all my Heart & Soul, She is the only one that i've ever loved like this & Meant it in my Entire Life. She is the only person that can make me smile when im down in the dumps no matter how sad or depressed i am she's the one girl that I know for a Fact i could Spend the rest of my life with & have no possible regrets for the rest of my life. Knowing she is by my side. No one truly knows the real meaning of a DREAM COME TRUE or the meaning of HEAVEN ON EARTH until they've met this BLUE EYED ANGEL. I will never be able to find anyone else like her for the rest of my life even if i tried to find another like her. People Leap hoping that they'll fly & not drop like a rock, SHE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN MAKE ME FLY and make me truly realize that i am a lucky guy to have such an amazing girl in my life. I LOVE HER. I ALWAYS HAVE & I ALWAYS WILL

What Is Love And What Would You Do For It
WHAT IS LOVE AND WHAT WOULD YOU DO FOR IT*** LOVE IS BETTER WHEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS.. LOVE is RESPECT.. WITHOUT RESPECT YOU HAVE NOTHING.. LOVE IS MAKING THAT PERSON YOUR WITH FEEL SECURE.. AND KNOWING THERE'S NO ONE ELSE THEY'D RATHER BE SPENDING THERE TIME WITH. LOVE IS ..LOVE IS WHEN YOU CAN TRUST THE PERSON FULLY AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT WHERE THEY ARE OR IF THEY ARE DOING SOMETHING AGAINST YOUR BETTER JUDGEMENT..LOVE IS WHEN YOU CAN LAY DOWN WITH SOMEONE AND TOTALLY BE YOURSELF,HAVE FUN, LAUGH, AND FEEL LIKE YOUR HAVING THE BEST CONVERSATION... JUST BECAUSE OF THE WAY YOU REACT TOWARDS EACH OTHER. LOVE IS BEING ABLE TO EXPRESS YOURSELF WITH OUT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT HOW THE OTHER PERSON IS GOING TO REACT. IN LOVE YOU SHOULD ALWAYS BE ABLE TO BE YOURSELF. LOVE IS WHEN YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE AND YOU GO OUT OF YOUR WAY TO PLEASE THE PERSON JUST SO THEY KNOW YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT THEM. LOVE CAN HAPPEN FAST OR LOVE CAN TAKE IT'S TIME. LOVE IS WHEN YOU SEE PAST ALL FAULTS AND ST

The Road To Success
The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called Confusion, speed bumps called Friends, red lights called Enemies, caution lights called Family. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called Success.that trial is only a force,and not a full stop in your life..... This was sent to me by a dear friend, thanks Joe! I had to share this with all of you! Take care! Have a truely blessed and wonderful day! :-)

Family Time
Last nite was Family fun night for Me an my crew So we went to see one of Oklahoma's local wrestling orgs AACW my kids an niece had a blast they have some great young talent an some legends that pop in from time to time I got some pics some came came out great others are kinda blurry cause of movement but the pics are in the wrestling folder, My family had a blast an thats what counts quality family time.

A Humbling Blog To Welcome You To My World...
I often try to describe my life to my friends, and they often gut-laugh at my stories. Not that I'm so damn funny, it's just that my life circles me like a ten-ring nightmare. That being said... Today was a long day, as I got little sleep worrying about how to start my own business, then had to spend the morning at the Title Agent because we are selling old property. After that I get a call from my Realtor Boss to help her set up a web page she bought without my advice or understanding. So hours later, I'm beat. I have a headache among other things. So I come home and decide that I'll take a shit (I said this was humbling) and then take a nap. So I get down to my tighty whities, lock my door and grab a copy of Musicians Friend. I figure I'll look at some guitars, take care of business, and then get a much-needed dose of shuteye. Wrong. As I'm doing the deed, suddenly I hear what sounds like Niagara Falls above me. I think "Is that a water pipe?" but it is not. It

Waiting
I sit and wait for an eternity for fate. I want the feeling to last forever together forgeting the past. Will the time come will i ever feel, see? when will this emptiness be filled inside of me. Regardless of how long it takes day after day, year after year anxiously awiting for her i wait, alone and without fear.

Saying Goodbye..
Having to say goodbye is bad, but when you don't get the chance it's always heartbreaking. In Memory of my friend and ex-boyfriend Aaron McGrath 1-16-79 9-11-01 Miss you so much!! Goodbye At Last by Barbi D Saying goodbye is never easy It's the hardest thing to do But what hurts even more Is not the chance to say it to you. Yesterday is just a memory Our laughter was sunny and bright Then clouds started to gather For you were no where in sight. You were my first real love And this I will never forget How you left without a warning No good-byes, my only regret. Wherever I may be now Always searching for another so true To place my world of emotion Handing my love to someone like you. If again I must go there And experience all the pain I would do it in a minute For all the good I would gain. No matter what my wrongs You offered only love Until the day you left me For your new home up above. I know you still are with me Your love

Sex
How can you live without sex in your life....... Sex in the morning Sex in the evening Sex at night Every minute of the day Sex.......Sex........Sex Sex is great sex is bad Do it hard when you get mad Sex today Sex tommorow Sex everyday when you're in sorrow Sex on the bed Sex on the floor Have it everyday you will want more.

Vivid Dream
holy shit Current mood: sad I've had vivid dreams in my day..but this one's a killer. It was right here in B'ville, but wasn't really, like a parallel dimension. I came home from where i was to find my dad, healthier, able to talk. and my late gf, just alive and well. there were signs of welcome home and such. Staci held open her arms and said...my dear, i missed you so much and gave me a kiss. But i looked around my place..the tv and pc were in the same spot but pictures were different, She told me "lets take a walk" . i saw friends on the street i've haven't seen since their untimely demise...then it hit me..."oh shit, I died" She took me to a viewing room and i saw my funeral on a monitor...seeing people cry over me was probably the most heartwrenching thing i've seen. The "mayor" said i died saving the lives of my mom and friends at the mall. i woke up at 430 am wide awake..after i fell asleep in her arms in the dream..i thought i died for a minute..it was so surreal

Wyrk Daily Data: Just Asking
Just Asking In recent years there have been moves to remove the words under God from the Pledge to the Flag. Many schools no longer call it Christmas or Easter vacation. It’s now winter and spring break. Nativity scenes are now outlawed in many communities. As you walk up the steps of the Supreme Court building you'll see the image of Moses and the Ten Commandments! As you enter the Supreme Court courtroom, the two huge oak doors have the Ten Commandments engraved on each lower portion of each door. As you sit inside the courtroom, you can see the wall, right above where the Supreme Court judges sit, there's a display of the Ten Commandments! There are Bible verses etched in stone all over the Federal Buildings and Monuments in Washington, D.C. James Madison, the fourth president, known as "The Father of Our Constitution" made the following statement "We have staked the whole of all our political institutions upon the capacity of mankind for self-government, upon th

Silent Whisper
SILENT WHISPER I SEEN THIS GIRL STANDING THERE FROM AFAR LOOKING SO BRIGHT AS A NIGHTLY STAR GORGEOUS FROM HER HEAD TO THE SOLE OF HER FEET SO BEAUTIFUL THAT SHE'D MAKE ANY MAN'S HEART BEAT HER SKIN LOOKS SO SOFT AND HER BODY SO WARM SO SWEET AS HONEY CONSTANTLY SURROUNDED BY A SWARM I KEEP WONDERING IF I WILL EVER GET MY CHANCE TO SHOW HER IM A TRUE MAN WITH DREAMS OF ROMANCE HER SMILE SO BRIGHT IT LIGHTS UP MY DAY HER LIPS SO SOFT LOOKING IN EVERY WAY HER LITTLE JOY OF LAUGHTER MAKES MY BODY SHIVER AND WHEN I THINK OF US TOGETHER MY BODY BEGINS TO QUIVER I DREAM OF NIGHTS ALONE WITH HER UNDERNEATH THE RAIN SHARING IN OUR CLOSENESS AND ESCAPING THE PAIN THE PAIN THAT COMES FROM JUST BEING ALONE THESE ARE MY SILENT WHISPERS TO GOD PLEASE BRING HER HOME I CANT STAND NOT HAVING HER IN MY ARMS EACH AND EVERY NIGHT TO ONEDAY MAKE HER MY GIRL WILL BE MY FORVER FIGHT SOMETIMES I WONDER IF THESE ARE TEARS OF SORROW OR TEARS OF J

Tonight
Tonight i sit here wonder Why im smiling for Realising that my life Is so complete for sure My daughter now she's with me And that's who I do adore Forever and forever Loss not ever more Memories are what im making with you and so much more You are my heart My love and part Of what my life is for

* The Mysteries Of Isis *
Exploring the Sacred through the Ancient Goddess Isis Welcome to the Mysteries of Isis, a sacred space dedicated to Isis. As a Goddess of light, communication, and energy, what better place for Her to be? Winged Isis, who wafts light and life-giving breezes from her wings. A Few Words on Isis... Isis calls to all who share her vision of the universe. Once called, some of us answer, and, with that answer, begins an amazing relationship between the human and the divine. Because Isis does not only call; she answers. One of her ancient titles is Epekoos, the One who Hears, the one who responds to the needs and prayers of her worshippers and, as I see it, her allies. The divine spirit of Isis reaches through and to all things. She is a divinity who enjoys simplicity and complexity, science and art, feeling and intellect. There is nothing in you that does not find a parallel in Isis -you don't need to stop thinking, stop questioning, to stop loving or stop yearning, to

Zztop's History
ZZ Top, affectionately known by their fans as "That little ol' band from Texas", is an American blues rock band formed in 1970 in Houston, Texas. The group members are Billy Gibbons (guitar and vocals), Dusty Hill (bass guitar and vocals), and Frank Beard (drums). They hold the distinction of being one of the few rock combos still comprising its original members after more than 35 years, along with the same manager/producer, Bill Ham. They reached the peak of their commercial success in the 1970s and 1980s, scoring many hit songs during that era; but they remain together today and are still touring and releasing albums. ZZ Top was inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame on March 15, 2004. Summarizing their music, Cub Koda wrote, "As genuine roots musicians, they have few peers; Gibbons is one of America's finest blues guitarists working in the arena rock idiom ... while Hill and Beard provide the ultimate rhythm section support."[1] Their song lyrics often

Clubbing
so on the spur of the moment i decided to start blogging when i go clubbing. I keep forgetting bits and peices of my nights and it sucks. I dont really remember much of the past month when i go out other than lots of dancing.. and attention from guys. Im gonna start with tonight. Saturday night..sunday morning. I get to dianas at 8.. and i notice there are stains on my shirt..suckass. So we go to uschis and i try on some of her stuff but its all too plan so i go home and change into a cleavagy shirt. woop woop. we end up drivin to the irish pub. Fucking empty.Lame. So we go to carracas to say hi to dianas coworkers and then head over to the goose.. Yay the goose!. Its empty for a while and i have a vodka red bull or 2 and then finally i start dancing.. Its kind of boring at first and then i start to have fun. Noah shows up..god hes so cute. IF i werent engaged id gobble that boy up... we hug.. and dance for a song and then he goes off and plays pool and i dance with diana for a whi

Info On Iraq
Body: Some information about Iraq. Our soldiers deployed to Iraq to topple a ruthless dictator who used nerve gas on his own people. Our soldiers completed that mission, Our soldiers deployed to Iraq to help set up a constitutionally directed government. Our solders completed that mission. Our soldiers deployed to Iraq to support the people of Iraq, democratically elect its own government, Our soldiers completed that mission. Our soldier were not deployed to force the Iraqi people to get along. Our soldiers have completed their initial mission and so much more, but our soldiers are the highest trained most professional military in the world and they know that if they turn their back and walk out of Iraq now, it will become a killing field that will make Darfur look like a sunny afternoon in central park. My friends, no matter what you may feel about the President's policy in dealing with Iraq, please remember, the soldiers are only following orders as requi

Morons
To all you pathetic numb nuts that choose to send shouts to people based on the default pics you see go by on the ticker this one's for you. Plz...Plz...Plz... B/4 you send a message to me or others, plz take the time out to read our profiles...fuck it, if u do not want to go through the headache, plz check the gender specification. At least in my case you do not have to do much. It is clearly stated where my user id is that I’m a dude. So why I get all this horny advances I do not know. Just cuss you see a picture of a chick swallowing a glass cup. Pathetic, I thought it was funny that is why I posted it. Instead, I’ve been getting advances from horny little perverts. Quit sending me horny messages. You perverted bastards. I mean can't ya'll tell, I’m a dude. Am I that black that you all can't see my black ass on the default album you horny retards want to send me stupid messages and comments you then take offense when I school your asses. You horrible pathetic fucking losers need to

"salute"/sign Pictures...
alot of sites like this allow you to upload "Salute" pictures of yourself holding a sign with your screen name to prove that you're real...but it's really easy to make a fake sign picture that could pass of as real...all you need is basic photoshop skills and a little time... before: and after: or you can do it with a picture that doesn't even have a sign in it... before: and after: as you can see, it's pretty basic shit, so even though someone has a sign with their name on it or whatever, that doesn't mean that they aren't fake...

A Sunday In Tupelo,ms
Well, what to do when your away from home on a holiday weekend. Well to start you stay up late and sleep in.then you wake up and realize your alone in that big bed.Check your emails,cherrytap messages,grab a Sunday paper and dirnk that first cup of coffee. Then you go to breakfast,go see Elvis' birth place,and go to the mall. Lunch is next,then go back to the hotel.Check emails,throw on your sweats,what some history channel while chattin with friends and family. Grab that new camera you bought, and realize your actually stupid now with all the new tech these days.I had to read the damn book...lol. Then get some dinner,hit on some hotties..lol,and realize your a long way from home. So whats best for the blues? Baskin robbins(butter pecan) ice cream...oh yea...the sit down,laptop on your lap,t.v. tuned in and write some poems about some special people. Call the kids,and just think about all you have in life even if it seems you have nothing. Man life is Great!!! But i'm still go

Anna Nicole...et Al
People go through highs and lows. Some more than others. Well, I was going through an exceptionally low, low the other week and strangely enough it was set off by the death of Anna Nicole Smith. I found the whole thing to be such a terrible tragedy and given the fact that I have such a terrible disdain for Hollywood and the way it sucks the life out of people, it just had this negative effect on me spiritually and I spent a whole weekend in bed. Listless; unable to sort myself out. I won't say it was because of her. I didn't know the woman. I wouldn't dare say I was depressed because of the happenstances of a stanger's tragedies, but it was indeed the catalyst for a downward spiral. It made me feel rotten. It made me remember why I left LA and why I still won't go back even to shoot. The main reason though was because I was having withdrawal symptoms from taking myself off of anti-depressants. Zoloft, to be exact, and it was taking a hard toll on me. Anyway, I snapped out of it a

5 Years Of Happiness 15 Of Hell!!!!!
I was hoping to make somethin out of this, but it can't be done. How can you love a liar, a cheat and a person who brings home a disease that could and by the Grace of God didn't get ya so it could kill ya too? Sbould have gone long ago, but I was not strong enough, emotionlly. Don't get me wrong, I'll always care, it just doesn't fall in the love category anymore and I refuse to live like a nun any more on top of all of that. Verbal and emotional abuse, intimidation, b.s. and rarely and I'm sorry unless he's threatened by something like this,by the prospect of my leaving him. Beg as he may my sanity and well-being are more important than his headgames about the teenagers, (youngest about to graduate). Then I will go of to wherever. Love always, Valarie

Louis L'amour
i just finished the most awsome book if you read books you should check out the louis l'amour. most people thinks he only wrote westerns but that is far from the truth. the book i just finished is called the walking drum based on ancient times in the european contenent

My Grandpa Passed Away February 11, 2007
MANY OF YOU KNOW THAT MY GRANDPA PASSED AWAY RECENTLY... I WANTED TO SHARE SOMETHINGS WITH YOU THAT I HAD MADE FOR HIM OVER THE YEARS.... FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED..... ON HIS BIRTHDAY JANUARY 14.. HE TURNED 77, 1AM ON THE 15TH HE WAS VERY WEAK AND WE CALLED THE AMBULANCE HE WAS ADMITTED INTO CRITICAL CARE HE HAD PHEMONIA AND THE FLU... HE WAS THERE 2 WEEKS... WHEN HE CAME HOME WE THOUGHT HE WAS GETTING BETTER (THE DOCTOR DID NOT TELL US ANYTHING) HE REALLY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON OR WHAT TO DO.. TO GIVE YOU SOME KIND OF IDEA HE THOUGHT IT WAS 1995.. ON FEBRUARY 11, 6AM > > > > THANKS FOR EVERYTHING ;) I WAS GRANDPA'S GIRL... THE WHOLE THING IS SOOO JUST UNBELIEVABLE RIGHT NOW... HE WOKE UP AND HAD SAID HE HAD TO GO TO THE BATHROOM, BUT HE COULDN'T WALK... SO GRANDMA HANDED HIM A URNEL HE DROPPED IT AND STARTED SLIDDING OUT OF BED ON TO THE FLOOR AND GOT HIS ARM STUCK BETWEEN THE BOX SPRINGS AND FRAME OF THE BED ON THE WAY DOWN... I COULDN'T GET HIM OUT,

What A F#$%ing Day!!!
Well if my day didn't suck already....frist my car dies and I need it for work tommorrow...second my wash machine floods my landry room...and then the kicker.... a prisoner in transport gets lose and tries to get in my home...while my three year old daughter is here...if it was not for the cops already looking for him down my street, he could of tried to force his way in and then instead of him going to jail he would have gone to the morgue...and I would go to jail..if I wanted this for my girls I would have stayed in NY...where at least my family could have hide the body!!

Abuse Is Abuse No Matter Whose Hand It's By
Some of you have read my blog about male victims of abuse from a female. Today, I received this e-mail from another couple who have had abuse touch their lives. The male is an adult/child abuse victim: Hello you have no clue who we are but let us start out by saying I got a husband I think he should get with you sometime and tell you his story it would help him and he talks about it it allways helps we seen your picture on a blog about abuse he was abused by his father after yr's of it as a child he still has love for him and talks to him everyday if you should ever have a min and would be interested to hear it please let us know thanks and good luck on the book First of all, I need to state right here and now that I am NOT a licensed Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or Counselor as a paid professional. What I am is a person who has experienced abuse by my mother, my first ex-husband and sexual abuse by my second ex. I am reaching out to others to help them get to

You Were
you were born on dec 29 1994 you were so precious to me you were the light of my life and everyone that knew you you were here for such a short time you are saverly missed my sweet dear baby girl IN LOVING MEMORY OF JULIA KRYSTYN LEIGH

Woow.
Some people SERIOUSLY don't understand the word NO. Most people on here aren't here to listen to others bitch and complain about how one person has more points then them, this persons using greese monkey, oh no, and this person hates me boo fucking hoo bitches. NO ONE gives a fuck seriously. You can take your cry baby asses, back to myspace or cybersocieties cause we all know thats where you babies came from. UGH they annoy me. HOW HARD is it for people to just come online for a few hours and HAVE FUN. It seems to be extremely hard for some people. And to be honest i don't really care if you disagree. This is my blog and i will state my opnion anywhere i want, anyway i want. Get the fuck over it. Yes im bitchy right now, but im sick and tired of hearing cry babies. Ugh if you agree with me rate this blog :)

13 Days In The Hospital
Hello to all my friends here at CherryTap. I just got home from the hospital today March 1st. I had been given and antibiotic with sulfur and I am deathly allergic to sulfur. I was rushed to the local hospital, and I was there from Feb 12-March1st. It was very scarey at first but the hospital was able to keep my stable. I still have further test that needs to be taken but they will be on out-patient level. I am so grateful to be alive. I have a steel plate and screws that will have to be removed from my leg, eventually, but for now thay are concentrating at keeping the infection in my leg from not spreading to the bone. Well anyhow...It's great to be back home and with all the great people I have met here on CherryTap.I just have to take it easy. Thanks for all the prayers. Lady Di

Just Lettin Ya Know..
I wanted every one to know that I didn't not put up my last blog for any sympathy. All I was doing was letting the great people I have met here, where I'd been for almost 3 weeks. I believe God put certain pleople in my life and those are my friends that I call loyal and trusting. I have met many here, and hope to meet more. God knows how much I missed being able to get online and hang out. Well TGIF.....yall have a great night and God Bless to those whom I call Family and Friends. p.s. PLEASE RATE!! Lady Di

All You - Drummers Out There - This Is The Most Incredible Thing You Will Ever See
i cant stop watching...and i dont even play the damn drums! this mf'r is the shit! comment on this guy - i wanna know what drummers think watch the whole thing! (this clip does not infringe...on this site) Beatbox Meets Drum Solo Artist Assaf Seewi - Watch the top videos of the week here

Romantic Scene
rose petals covered the floor and bed, flickering candle light illuminating every twisted inch of the room. It was a scene from some mushy romance movie but with one difference. It was real and she was the lead actress. Arms wrapped around her waist pulling her back against a hard muscular chest molding her to his hip, dewy silken rose petals brushing against the hallow of her neck. The touch of both sent shivers of desire coursing through her entire body. Nothing could and would ever feel more right then that moment- a moment created out of true love. "My sweet, you asked me to prove my love to you and that is just what this is. I told you it didn’t matter to me whether you are human, vampire, or wolf...common or royalty. I want you as my mate for my love for you is never dying....never changing." Spinning around in his arms she peered up into those enchanting eyes he called his own, her vision slightly blurred as she searched through emotions. Could it possibly be true? Could he a

Birthday
mm i'm tired, but i have to go to work in 10 minutes. it's my birthday though nothing exciting happened or anything. it took me until noon to fall asleep i woke up at 130 then felicity woke me again at two to come and say hi and such. then i fell asleep again after 4 and had to get up at 6 to go to my foster parents for dinner. i just napped for maybe an hr. so it should be an interesting night. i had an odd dream today. i had one similiar before. i think there was a ghost in my house. im still not sure if i was awake or asleep for the first part. i just remember feeling terrified ish all the sudden and like something was in the house, and i was getting these weird flows of chemicals thru my body that would start at my chest become overwelming then sort of die down and surge thru my body. i forced myself to sit up and sort of look around though i was scared to where it took a lot of effort to make myself move. then when it became for sure a dream i remember finding the milkman le

Murphys Sex Laws
Murphys Sex Laws 1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you’ve had it, if it’s offered take it, because it’ll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you’ve got and 50% what people think you’ve got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man’s wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that mo

If Only But A Whisper
A whisper from the wind calls to me. It carries my name throughtout time, space, and darkness. The words, though unclear, reach deep within my soul where only you can go. The tears form and blink slowly from my eyes. Why can only you do this to me? As I teeter on the line of hating you, the utter mention of your name reminds me of a different place. A place I once was, if only for a short time. Sadness consumes me and my thoughts. As I slip further from the fakeness of this world, I remember the something I once was. Can you still see me? The dark shrouds me like a blanket that I wish never to be uncovered from. The safety of becoming numb has protected me thus far. But still I hear a whisper. If it is only but a whisper, why does it bellow out for only me to hear? The pain is an illusion, one that only I can see, hear, and smell. The sense of being able to feel has left me. The sense of tasting you would be too sweet for me to handle. Damn the whisper, it haunts me.

Dreaming Updates
I got these from their fansite "Darkest Days" Guess I got a little behind on them ... I didn't know any of this had happened. The Dreaming Got Signed! / New Songs/ Record Date! February 1, 2007, 5:18 am The Dreaming got signed to Cement Shoes, an Indie label, and they've added new songs. The album "Etched in Blood" will be out at the end of 2007. Etched in blood release date February 27, 2007, 4:27 pm On http://www.myspace.com/cementshoesrecords it says The Dreaming's album will be avalible in stores on the 19th of June this summer! New Member? March 7, 2007, 9:19 pm Apparently The Dreaming picked up another guitarist by the name of Carlton, some dude with blue hair.... EDIT (by dischord): He is/was a member of the band Deadsy (which I am sure most of you SW fans know) and this is what Wiki has got on him: "Carlton Bost (born April 8, 1975 in Charlotte, NC) is a Los Angeles based musician. He is most prominently known as Z-tar player for the band

When Will It Be Over???
i had to deal with my girls dad last night and it went as well as i thought it would. not good at all. he needs help and eveyone that knows him, knows that. hes tring to live in a fantasy world where theres no problems and no consequenses. hes lost so much so far right now and hes gunna just keep falling. i want his to get help but he thinks that he doesnt have a problem. i care bout him to a point, but i still dont wanna see him fall anymore. it hurts to know that hes lost everything. hes lost his wife, 2 beautiful daughters, his home, lost of friends, hes no longer 1/2 business owner of what was his shop, everything. how do you get someone help, if they dont wanna help themself??? please help me! i cant stand seeing this happen anymore. its got to the point that now hes getting violent, and very verbally abusive to others, including myself, scaring my girls, and i do believe that he will hurt someone.

Plz. Vote For Me In The Sexy Hips & Booty Contest
PLEASE VOTE 4 MZ. PONYGIRLSUE OK FRIENDS. IT IS TIME TO GO VOTE AGAIN BUT THIS TIME IT IS FOR ME. I DON'T DO THESE CONTESTS VERY OFTEN BUT THIS ONE IS BEING HELD BY A DEAR FRIEND SO I AGREED TO JOIN. I REALLY DON'T EXPECT TO WIN BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO HAVE THE SUPPORT OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS HERE. THANKS TO ALL WHO TAKE THE TIME AND EFFORT TO VOTE. HERE IS THE LINK TO MY CONTEST ENTRY:

My Dark Lover.....
THE night Is my LOVE... only then does my true self show.. only then do i open myself to my Demon lover he comes to me with ferocious appetites i welcome him with open arms for only truly does he know what i desire i will drown in his seed of hate i will drown in his seed of bLACK LUST i will free my soul with his lust and hate i will scream his name in estatic rage FOR THEN I SHALL BE TRULY FREE....

Sorry About This.....
So yeah, I need to apologize for this blog because it's gonna be really stupid. Isn't blog a funny word? Go on, say it a few times over and over and then tell me it doesn't sound strange. It also sounds like the title to a really bad B horror movie or something, like The Blob. "Oh no!!! Watch out for the BLOG!!! It'll kill us all!!!" -insert horrible voice over screams soon to be followed by squishing noises-

Whats Up
Hello today was a good day for me not to much has happend i just started working over a week and a half ago at wal-marts and everything is going really good there and i like it everyone there is nice and sweet. Just cant wait till june the 15th get to go see HANK WILLAM JR AND LYNARD SKYNARD its going to be a lot of fun well that all i can think of and tomorrow im going to go see my daughter ANGELINA who i love verry much.

Is Finally Over!!!!
Most of you on here don't know, but this is exactly why my daughter is my hero. (I just copied and pasted from myspace so go with it LOL I didn't know about CT then!) Just a brief explanation before you read the novel below. I met a guy online that I talked to for over a year before he moved down from Wyoming to be with me and my daughter because we were so 'in love'. He was here for about 6 months before we got engaged. He went to school to become a truck driver and that's when things went to hell. He fucked up his knee and had surgery. About a month after that I realized I couldn't stand him and kicked him out. Labor Day of 2005 my daughter told my mom and I that he had molested her on 3 different occasions. The one date she could remember was Christmas Eve. What a sick fuck. October 1, 2005 - The person that hurt my daughter in a very unforgettable, unforgivable way was arrested yesterday. Hopefully the justice system will do it's job and he'll pay for what he did. Not to

Take The Test And See.
You Are a Smart American You know a lot about US history, and you're opinions are probably well informed. Congratulations on bucking stereotypes. Now go show some foreigners how smart Americans can be. Are You a Dumb American?

Divorce Cum Party With Me Lol
lol the cave dude and i have decided compter malfunctions and long istance dont do SO TREASRES sngle agan and on a hunt xxooxooox Treasure ps im still deleting all friends who dont reaally share my interests or talk any or return any favors Im tired of spending 9 hrs for same few that cant return any so sorry

Sexy Test
I scored 37 =) 1. WHAT COLOR HAIR DO YOU HAVE? a Brown b Red c Blonde d Black e Other 2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT a Go to a party b Go out to eat 3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF: a Baby-Pink b Yellow c Baby-Blue d Turquoise 4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF: a Talking b Dancing c Taking Long Walks 5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE? a Hollister b Old Navy c Abercrombie 6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING? a Hawaii b London c Florida 7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO: a The Beach b Somewhere Cooler 8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH? a January b February c March d April e May f June g July h August i September j October k November l December 9. WOULD YOU RATHER: a Chill at home b Go out with friends 10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT OUT OF: a Guitar b Bass guitar c Drums d The Triangle 11) NAME A PERS

Untitled
Don't leave me broken hearted... Don't leave me sad and blue... I know what I want in life, I know I need you. Don't walk away an forget, All the love we shared... Because through it all, You were the only one who really cared. You are my life, You are my dreams... You're the moon, the stars, my solid ground, And everything in between. You make even the darkest days seem bright, My nights are filled with dreams of you... You say you love me, I love you too. If I could take back the hurtful words, Believe me, I would... But you and I both know, Even if I tried, I never could. I wish you could hold me in your arms, And whisper sweet nothings in my ear... Tell me your dreams and wishes... Tell me what I need to hear. I need you in my life, I need you here with me. You fill me with so much joy, I never want you to leave. Your kiss, your touch, Without you, where would I be? Lost and confused, broken and bruised... You are the only one I want wi

"just Ranting"
Perks of Life "Life is what u make it, not what is tossed at u." "At fault, never more than idiotic nonsense." "Tempers flare, tears fall, rage is beknownst to break u." "Cry for me, I'd cry for u, do u still care or did u ever?" "Hmm, innocense is a virtue, it beholds the truth, but are u willing to hear it?" "P.S. To all that read these, dont copy.....get your own minds rattling at the perks of life......and let downs.....Thanks....but hope u all like......"

Caring
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purp

Hi There
hello to all my ct friends. i thought i would send this out... on april 13 ill be haveing back surgery done. its a scary thought i know. all iam asking is for all of you to keep me in your thoughts and preys. i will not be on ct april 12 and 13 and 14. i will miss you all very much. thank you for all the cards and gifts that you have sent me over time. now i know that all my true friends are here on ct. love medic

Stress
why is it so hard to live with a man you hate and still keep going? stress has over ruled my life and i hate it.i feel traped and i am ready to leave.i am getting ready to leave but i can,t tell him.he has all ready told me he would kill himself if i go with the kids and he is always angry over something.i plan on leaving when he leaves for work so things don,t get out of hand.some may say that it is wrong to leave him behind his back........what do you think? i say i am doing this to keep from haveing a bad situation from getting worse..

Adendum To This Mornings Blog
Want to know one more way to win that all-expense paid trip to "Iggy Island"? Lie to me. Thats right, lie and you are gone. Now, Im not talking about the little white lies like people tell to keep surprise parties secret or saying "no, dear, that outfit doesnt make you look too fat", etc. Im talking about the important ones. A lie shows a lack of respect, both directions. If you lie, you dont respect me and you obviously dont respect yourself because honor is one of the few things you can take with you all through life and it comes from the inside out. No one else can give it to you. If you have no honor, what good is there? If you are married, say you are married. I sure do. You should be proud of your husband or wife. If you are not proud and think you should be online lying about your status, then do both you and your spouse a favor and just end it. If you are lying to me, I will sniff you out in approximately 2.3 seconds and its off to "Iggy Island" for you. If you work at

Where I Live
hello all of your losers out there on this rediculous and probably rip off site. My name is Sucat Joe and I will be leaving this place as soon as my \'cherry\' is popped. and i don\'t care if it is now, tomorrow or in a week... this site is strange and i do not want to have to spend money on buying more cherries... cherries are for kids and i am an old and ugly olde farte..........by the way Sucat is in PI and i look forward to getting over there and away from all the dirt bags who live in Calif.......... and you were expecting me to post some nice lovey dovey stuff here???? Not... i think that in a past life i was a punk... stay real and keep plugging away... someday you will be able to retire and by the time you do you will be either broke or half dead.... take it from old Guad/Sucat Joe

Long Life Alone
Long Life Alone By Cursed Cowboy Do you ever feel alone like theres no one there? The world is a cold and empty place, Where the darkness is your only friend. You sit and wait but no one comes, All alone you die inside just waiting. With every passing day you lose more of your self, Soon you will be just a shell empty and hard. No one will see you now for you look different, Cold and empty is what you feel inside. Anger and hate are your only friends, For they see your pain growing. But no one care about you, All alone you wait just wanting to be loved, To feel what everyone esle feels. Is love real or is it a dream? Where is it and how do you find it? For it comes to those who wait, So you wait a life time if you have too. All you want is too feel loved, Too feel needed is what you crave. Your hunger grows with every passing breath, Your starving now all because you feel unloved. You ask yourself why are you like this? Why is everyone else happy but your

Uncertain And Scared
i have had alot of things going on in my life right now... and i dunno wat to do about alot of them. one thing is certain, there is sum1 in my life that i do not wanna lose. and im afraid that im going to. i feel like im walkin on glass with everything i say and do. i wanna tell him how i feel, but im scared to death. im afraid that if i tell him, that he will walk away and not come back. he makes me smile and laugh. not too many people can do that very often. thinking of him gets me through my dayz... and lately my dayz have been very stressful. i dont know wat im gonna do when he deploys. i am so scared and confused right now. i hate going to sleep every night knowing that im going to wake up alone the next morning. i dont wanna do anything to hurt him, nor do i wanna be hurt. those who know me well enuff, know that ive been hurt more than enuff. i guess it builds character, but i think i have enuff character to last me the rest of my life. but i guess i will shut up

Once In A Lifetime.........
Once in every lifetime, someone comes along, The one special heart You've been waiting for your whole life long. Once in every lifetime, God sends an angel from above, To make your life complete Who you can give your endless love. When a love like this comes, make any sacrifice, For the best things in life Seldom come along twice. There is no love that compares to yours and mine, A love from heaven that only comes "Once In Every Lifetime."

Beautiful........
Your lips, your eyes, your soul Are like a work of art, The most creative thing of all Is your beautiful heart. If you were a painting, No colours could express The beauty deep inside you, A rainbow, nothing less. If you were a sculpture The clay could hardly make Your figure of an angel Without one mistake. If you were a euphony No choir could really sing All the beautiful music Your eyes could possibly bring. So here I am, an artist, With inspiration beyond belief But to capture such rare beauty, I'd have to be a thief.

2 Min That All You Need !!!
Pls take 2 min off your time to sign up to this great Forum made by Jin Kazama and its for my Good friend Evi her music is verry good , and so is this Forum , iff you all are real friends you will sign up Tnx Jena http://evigoffin.proboards51.com/index.cgi

Kiss Your Guy Here!
By Laura Manske Alabama : On The Sugar White Sands of the Gulf State Park in Gulf Shores,after you kiss you can rent a cozy cabin. Alaska: Next to a towering spruce tree in Sitka National Historic Park. On the Island of rain forest and native carved totem poles. Arizona: At a window table with a view of Camelback Mountain at T. Cook's, the swanky Mediterranean restaurant at the Royal Plams Resort and Spa in Phoenix a place so geared toward love. Arkansas: On the porch of the elegant Crescent Hotel and Spa, which dates back to 1886. This supposedly haunted lodging is set on sprawling grounds in the picturesque village of Eureka Springs in the Ozark Mountains.(crescent-hotel.com) California: While hanging on to a pole on a cable car clattering down the superhilly streets of San Francisco. Colorado: Floating down Boulder's Boulder Creek in side-by-side inner tubes. Connecticut: At adorable Drawbridge Ice Cream in Mystic. Savor a Scoop of an exotic flavor, like lemon

Just Chillin To Mother Natures Music
I am really enjoying the great massive thunderstorms we are having today! got sent home from work 2 hour early because they didn't want anyone in the store room in case of tornados. I am not really scared of tornados but I do have alot of respect for their power. you just have to get out of their way or get underground! I love the thunder and lightning...hell yeah, it's just mother nature rocking out! so sit back and enjoy the ride!

Returning To The World Of....
so tomorrow i return to djin.. i'd apprecaite everyone to come check me out.. feel free to stick around, chat, become a member, and all that jazz... copy and paste the url since i suck at posting links. thanks a bunch!!! http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6995

No Named Poem
As i sit here with tears in my swollen eyes I ask myself why? Why cause I have lost the one thing in life that means the most to me other then my kids And that is YOU...I lost you Again I have asked myself why over and over and I cant realize why. Its because ya have opted to believe lies rather then believe the woman ya loved at this time Every time I hang the phone up I just want to say to you again "I love you" and I just cant do it There is no love between us no more Every time I breathe I feel as though it is going to be my last breath Everytime I close my eyes I see you I see the smile on your face that made me happy time and time again And now we are only friends I guess that its better to be friends then nothing at all You was truely special to me and words can not describe how hard this is for me When the skies fill with rain and comes down hard it feels like the tears I cry I pray that one day you will see what you have lost and come back to the woman that lov

Update.
So...I haven't posted a blog in awhile. Haven't even been on for a few days....which some of you may have noticed...or not.....doesn't matter LoL. Anyway....Jason and I went and got his daughter the other day. She should be with us for good now. Looooooooooooong complicated story...but hopefully it all gets ironed out the way it needs to be and the way we want it. So she's gonna be keepin' me pretty busy LoL....I will still be on here daily tho....can't seem to stay away LoL. Just wanted to let everyone know what was going on and let y'all in on the good news!!!!!!! Also.,...there are new pics up...check 'em out and lemme know whatcha think of 'em!!!!!!!! Much Love, Sinister's Sweetie

She Is
she is charted territory. so far charted that I doubt I can remember the journey. she is lost in all her findings, beautiful in all her discoveries and I am jealous of her innocence. she wanders across the floors with a box, dragging in her hand and she whines for a look into its contents. she is full of wonderment and I sink to the kitchen floor and hope that I could walk with her. she laughs and its as if she's never laughed before she cries her heart knows only what it misses she kisses me puckered lips, she leans in to give me such a sweet gesture of love she is my first daughter, my after-work joy, my love-laugh bundle full of more excitement than I knew existed

Misc
A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each shared their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the sa

Grandpa & Grandma Visit
Grandma and Grandpa were visiting their kids overnight. When Grandpa found a bottle of Viagra in his son's medicine cabinet, he asked about using one of the pills. The son said, "I don't think you should take one Dad; they're very strong and very expensive." "How much?" asked Grandpa. $10.00 a pill," answered the son. "I don't care," said Grandpa, "I'd still like to try one, and before we leave in the morning, I'll put the money under the pillow." The next morning, the son found $110.00 under the pillow. He called Grandpa and said, "I told you each pill was $10.00, not $110.00." "I know," said Grandpa. "The hundred is from Grandma

Broken Hearted
my life fell apart today...my world came crashin down....my heart is ripped to shreds on the floor...all becuz of the man that i love...he was everything to me...but i wasnt everything to him....he says he loves me but i dont quite believe that nemore....i was willin to do w/e i could to keep him...but it wasnt enough...hes gone now and he wants nothing to do with me....he cut me out of his life....he wants a life w/o me....and i wish i could stop cryin but i cant...i loved him with my hole heart...but it wasnt enough...i couldnt be who he wanted me to be...i tried to be perfect for him but i couldnt....i still love him and i want to be with him but he refuses....he said he never wanted to do this but he had to...well i call bullshit on that....i was gonna marry this guy...but not nemore....becuz of him my heart is trying to stay alive but idk how much longer it can fight....i wish i could be 6ft under so i wouldnt have to deal with this pain...i wish i could turn back time so i didnt

A Poem For My Children!!
A mother holds her newborn son for the first time,she looks down at him and rocks him back and forth,back and forth,says I will love you forever and like you always and for as long as I live you will be my baby...he grows and is now 2 yrs old,he takes all the books from there shelves,emptys the fridge and flushes his mothers watch down the toilet,she says this kid is driving me crazy:but at night when he is asleep,she crawls accross the floor and holds him in her arms and rocks him back and forth ,back and forth and says I will love you forever and like you always and as long as I live you will be my baby...He grows and is a teenager ,his friends are always in the house and he wears strange clothes and listens to crazy music,she says I will never understand him but...at night she crawls across the floor and if hes really asleep she holds him and rocks him back and forth back and forth and says I will love you forever and like you always and as long as I live you will always be my baby.

Ten Rules Of Dating My Daughter
Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trous

Goodbye Is Easy
I tried so hard to say goodbye I knocked and you didn’t hear Lucky for me I walked away Gave myself another minute to think Before I spoke For what I don’t want Is us apart You are my heart My reason for smiles My laughter We’ve had a minute together Hours to go If we make it past the current Our future could be big To have an our I have to check myself Though it is you and I I question My words mean nothing to you Written or spoken You hear none I tried so hard to say goodbye I knocked and you didn’t hear I walked away For good today Tomorrow will be new I may come back I may say goodbye

My Coffee
I have a awesome idea now stay with me it can get crazy in here and i meed the supprot. Giant cups of coffee and when i mean giant i mean freakin huge like 5 eet tall. Can you imagine how many happy people there would be at your work at 6, 7 or even 8 in the morning if they had a huge cup o coffee to make there day that much better and on top of that the buzz they would have damn talk the fun there. more random thought to come in Kung fu voodoo and im always looking for ideas too Later days

New Immigrants From: "david Labonte"
New Immigrants From: "David LaBonte" My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful letter to the editor of the OC Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to "print" it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. Dave LaBonte Written in response to a series of letters to the editor in the Orange County Register : Dear Editor: So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is made up of immigrants. Ernie Lujan for one, suggests we should tear down the Statue of Liberty because the people now in question aren't being treated the same as those who passed through Ellis Island and other ports of entry. Maybe we should turn to our history books and point out to people like Mr. Lujan why today's American is not willing to accept this new kind of immigrant any longer. Back in 1900 when there was a rush from all areas of Europe to come to the United States, people had to get off a s

Ye Ha?
What happened? I had tons of people to talk to all the time. Now it seems like I am abandoned did I get boring or did you just get a better friend? But anyway I am bored there is nothing to do and I have to go take a shower so if you love me as a friend and let me know leave me a message I miss you!!! Oh have a great hump day hahahha

Day 5
Well day 5 back in the states. Tonight I am staying over at my sisters so I am able to see Rudi tomorrow when he gets back to Trier. I am so excited to see him even if it is on cam and not in person. He has been a real angel, called me the past 3 days from a pay phone, it really helped the missing him quite a bit to just hear his voice. Today I went and applied for a damn production job and was turned down because of the conviction I had in 2003. That is so F'd up. The conviction was cuz I was married to the dope man and had gotten a conspiracy charge. But not getting the job due to that was really a downer. I have had jobs that I actually could see myself being turned down for but they gave me a chance. So now, onto looking for absolutely anything just so I can pass time till I go back to Germany. I wish this night would pass quickly because I know when I get up in the morning will be about the time he is getting home.

Dis-mummenschantzed
Not the best title. My last attempt to post a MUMM was a few months back, and I learned the techniques of a small gang that seems to think that the MUMMs are their personal stronghold. With the possible exception of VICs, bouncers and admins, the only person who "owns" this site in a real sense is B.J., so I'm not quite sure why they think that Laws of MUMMing (I cannot be arsed to get the title that was used, it does not matter whether it was Rules or Laws-- I have only the greatest sneering contempt for such a concept if they truly believe in their right to set down such rules, and to enforce them by intimidation) are theirs to enforce, when they are not to be found even by extrapolation in the ToS, and then it is to be left to bouncers in any case. I didn't mind that the comments went off-topic, I thought it was a sign of much joy of attitude, but realize from consultation with those who know the people involved that it's more a sign of a favorite means of power play