Wow, after a few months of calling in weekly to check into the transitional place and let them know I am still interested, and then following through with what they suggested I had to do before being accepted in, they called me this morning and told me welcome on board. I will be moving in there the 14th at 4pm.
She told me she would prefer if I got a pt job, and in the beginning to focus on me. To see if I need counseling of some sort, she even mentioned vocational training which would be the awesome.
The room is gonna be significantly smaller then the one I am in now, so I wont be able to take too many things, so I will be packing up a lot here. I am scared and nervous at the same time, my life is about to take some drastic changes...... and I just hope they are for the better, cuz I certainly dont think it could get any worse then it has been....