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Those who are my real friends know that I lost my job in May. I have been trying to find a job since, applied to over 80 plus jobs, had 3 interviews only and no job offers. I feel depression sinking in, I cant sleep, my stomach hurts constantly and I find myself always crying. I worry constantly, how I am going to eat, how will i pay my bills i feel like its hopeless. Optimism is becoming harder and harder to achieve. I will be getting help through Vocational Rehabilitation, which helps people with disabilites find jobs. I was on the waiting list for several months and just now got off the list, and my unemployment runs out it two weeks. Even though I plan on filing for emergencey benefits, I cant help but think the absolute worst. I went to a psychiatrist, which is a requirement in order to get help through VR, and I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I am sorry if my statuses have been overly negative but I haven't been feeling really peachy lately. Thank you to the people who have kept me on their friends list despite my negativity, and to the ones who decided to delete me, or judge me well thats their problem. I am doing the best I can despite that I am feeling like shit 24/7. Hopefully I will get help soon, I plan on getting free counseling as well as job placement through VR. Its been hard so thank you to all my friends who ask me daily sometimes multiple times a day how I am, I really appreciate it.
