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The New Priest
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous that he could hardly speak. After mass, he asked the Monsignor how he had done. The Monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." The next Sunday, he took the Monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon when he got nervous, he took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after mass, he found the following note on the door: Sip the vodka; don't gulp. There are 10 commandments, not 12. There are 12 disciples, not 10. Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. Jacob wagered his donkey; he did not "bet his ass." We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as daddy, junior, and the spook. David slew Goliath; he did not kick the shit outta him. When David was hit by a stone and knocked off his donkey, don't say

Muscle Cars.............
Take the quiz: What kind of muscle car are you?1971 Plymouth BarracudaYou have a 1971 Plymouth Barracuda. You love beer. You love your car. It's fast as hell, and thats all that matters! And yes, it's got a hemi.....that's right I said a hemi!Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Sick & Tired
I'm sick & tired of the fights. I'm sick & tired of all the tears. I'm sick & tired of being sorry. I'm sick & tired of the hate. I'm sick & tired of the disrespect. I'm sick & tired of the crap. I'm sick & tired of the broken hearts. I'm sick & tired of the broken lives. I'm sick & tired of the broken dreams. I'm sick & tired of the fake friends. I'm sick & tired of trying to make everyone happy. I'm sick & tired of the depression. I'm sick & tired of the anger. I'm sick & tired of the lies. I'm sick & tired of the beatings. I'm sick & tired of the deaths. I'm sick & tired of being in the middle of everything. I'm sick & tired of being a target. I'm sick & tired of letting people down. I'm sick & tired of the rumors. Most of all I'm just sick & tired of it all.

The Last Month
so, yep, I've been studying my ass off. good thing there's so much to remove! but no, I've been studying because I have the incredible fortune to be taking 3 out of the 5 hardest classes offered at my school. (Molecular Genetics, Metabolic Biochemistry I, and Three Dimensional Vector Calculus. The other two, in case you were curious, are Physics at the Nuclear Level, and the second half of Metabolic Biochemistry) Fuck. Yeah. So, I wake up, go to class, come back, go to work, come home again, study, go to sleep. On the bright side, my PC died completly, causing me to borrow computers from random people for the past month. Asshole! But, I've got a new one. Now I just have to fill up my two 200gb hard drives with lots and lots of porn. Carefully sorted by subject matter. :-D Oh well, it's saturday, time to go party!

Men???
Has anyone ever sat and just thought about what they want out of life?? Well lately I seem to find myslef doing that alot. I came to the conclusion that I am tired of being alone, that after I left my husband and went through a divorce which has been 15 months ago I shut the world off. I was never going to love someone besides my children and family and friends ever again. Almost 2 months ago I started talking to a guy over the internet and ohhhh boy, I had decided that this is what I wanted. Until he decided a week ago that his supposed job was a problem and that he would not be able to be here for me like he wanted or I needed. Do you think we could even talk about it???? NO!!! He won't talk to me or let alone answer a freaking phone. Well guess what I am better than that, I will just wait until the next one comes along. Life is to short not to try and live. If he comes back he comes back if not what the hell.

Life
Well I had to start this shit eventually, um lets see I guess now should be a good time since I have recently left my baby's daddy to join the life of an army girlfriend.... where to start..hhmmm... Well lets see I have moved to the delightful city of T.R blah It's not really all that delightful but hey it's quite!! Blah blah blah why in the world does every decision we make have to be soooo hard? oh well lifes a bitch then you die so fuck the world lets all get high....lol Yea to jibberish!!!!

Questions
Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I wanted to have sex with you: I touched your ass: I was hospitalized:

The Dream Hour!!!!
The Dream Hour Mary tugs at her short, wavy hair. It's thick, but close cropped, leading the observer to wonder if it's not just a fashion choice. Her voice is warm and open as she tells me about the cancer. Like so many women I know, Mary had been diagnosed with breast cancer and has spent the better part of a year fighting for her health. "Last year was an awful one," she says ruefully, fingering her curls. But she doesn't mean the cancer. I ask her what could be more difficult than cancer and she laughs, says I won't understand. Mary loves horses. She keeps three of them on her land, more if she had time. Two in her little herd are older and in failing health, she tells me. Her third and most favored horse is Dream Hour, a magnificent, young gelding lovingly nicknamed "Red." "Was," she says regretfully. Mary recounts the tale; a month after her cancer diagnosis, she discovered her beloved horse twisting in agony on the ground, taken by a drastic case of col

True Friends
True Friends xxxxxxxxxxxx -Thought you all might get a laugh out of some of these...I know I did. Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3.When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you

The Government
WTF is happening with our already screwed up Government. We've got gay child molestor's in Congress. Good ol Florida, screwing us all up all over again. First the Bush election screw up and now this. Love the state, hate the Governmental body there. It all seems a little shady to me. OK, so now we know this child molesting Congressman has been in office since the 90s. It's now coming out that people have known about this weirdo creep for over 3 years, including the FBI, and no one wants to have enough balls to stand up and say "We made a mistake" and step down. Do any of these men have balls? How are they reproducing without them. More importantly, WHY are they reproducing at all. As usual, I'm disgusted with Government. State Government in Indiana is a bunch of crooks and liars. Federal Government is a bunch of crooks, liars AND child molestor's. What the hell is next?

Sex... Or Lack Of....
It has been 3 years since I've had sex . I'm not complaining. I've gone far longer without sex, and I'm sure there are many of you out there that have as well. In an effort to avoid sexual casualties, I'm not having meaningless, frivolous sex. I shall abstain. There is something about having sex on a daily basis, and then suddenly not having it anymore. It does something to you. It changes you. It's like having a cup of coffee twice a day, and then not having it anymore. You get headaches, right? So what happens when I don't get my daily dose of penis? Well, I've noticed the following series of maladies: 1. IRRITABILITY- Suddenly I'm aware of how annoying Eva Longoria is. I don't know what it is. Maybe it is the fact that she is representing us Latin actresses, but cannot seem to get a role that doesn't require her to be a "sex pot". What does that say about our culture? Where are the roles with substance? I know there are intelligent roles for Latin women, but there are few. I

Very Tried Of The Crap
I'm really getting sick & tired of the crap going on. First of all I've got LAX that I'm dealing with then this punk Adam shows up and says what he did on my page. It's not gonna fly. If you have a problem with me fine & dandy get over it or just ignore me because I'm dealing with LAX and the rest of you who have a problem with me can wait. As for my friends I love you all thanks for everything. You guys & girls rock! ~AJ~

William Wallace Pro Liberate - For Freedom Part I
this is especially for dark dude who wanted Mel Gibson thought i would post the real deal instead. Sir William Wallace of Elerslie, hero of Scotland and true patriot, his desire for peace and freedom united the clans, gained the loyalty of the people, struck fear into his enemies and defied the cruel hand of an evil, waring and invading King - Edward 'Longshanks' Plantagenet I of England. Sir William Wallace of Elerslie Pro Liberate - For Freedom Part 1 Early death and internal disputes in those days were common place. Alexander III (1249-1286) was at logger-heads with Edward the Longshanks, and was forging a relationship with the King of Norway Erik II in order to keep the peace. Alexander's wife Margaret had three children, so it seemd the heir to his throne would be his eldest son also named Alexander. Unfortunately for this royal family lady luck had finally turned her head. Margaret died in 1275 at the age of 35, her eldest son Alexander (the heir) died in 1284. H

Vengence Is Mine! (adult)
One day a construction worker left the job a little early, and when he got home he found his wife in bed with another man. Purple with rage, he hauled the man down the stairs and into the garage where he proceeded to secure his dick in a vice. Utterly terrified, the man screamed, "Stop, stop! you're not going to cut it off, are you? ARE YOU?" "Nope," replied the construction worker, "You are...I'm going to set the garage on fire."

Crash Landing (adult)
Three ladies were on a flight when suddenly the captain announced " Please prepare for a crash landing ". The first lady put on all her jewelry . Surprised by this the other ladies questioned her actions. The first lady replied, well when they come to rescue us they will see that I am rich and will rescue me first. The second lady not wanting to be left behind, began to take off her top and bra. Why are you doing that the other ladies questioned, well when they come to rescue us they will see my great tits and will take me first. The third lady who was African not wanting to be out done took off her pants and panties. Why are you doing that the other ladies questioned, well they always search for the black box first ?

Free Morphs
If you want a morphing picture. I will make you one for free.I'm disabled with lots of time on my hands and I love helping friends. All I need is the before and after photo. For more info e-mail me at Easttexasdragon@aol.com Tiny The East Texas Dragon

Hey Guys!
Hello every one, I started using this site a few days ago, and figure that I should probably make a blog entry. If you have any questions, ploease feel free to ask. I prefer not to give out too much info in such a broad spectrum. Take it easy. Always, Jenn

Winter Wonderland
It had been biting cold for about a week. Frost grew in geometric shapes all over everything. It was the kind of cold that made your nose freeze up when you breathed in through it and make you cough from it hitting your lungs. The kind of cold where when you exhaled your breath lingered like small clouds wafting away on a breeze. The weatherman said it was supposed to warm up and change to snow. I thought he might be right by the looks of the clouds coming on the horizon. They were slow but dark, almost foreboding. That night we were cozy on the couch watching a movie and cuddling and enjoying the warmth of our home. The next morning I rolled over and kissed my baby on the forehead as she dreamed. She smiled. I knew she wouldn’t be too far behind me. I went to the bathroom to ease the bladder and take a shower. The hot water was nice on the back so I took a little longer letting the warmth soak into me and relax all the muscles. I went to the kitchen after brushing my teeth

Behind Locked Doors
Behind Locked Doors As darkness falls upon the moors Evil is released from behind locked doors The darkness hides them from our eyes Covered in maggots, worms and flies Skulking upon the dark misty roads Looking to find your docile abodes To ooze into your innocent lives To creep into your silent cries As the evil arrives in your homes It sends a shiver through your bones A dark foreboding creeps up your spine> Your adrenaline flows and you know its time To pull the sword in its magical glow And seek out evil to deliver the blow To sever its head and loosen its bowels To see its gore and hear it’s howls As you vanquish it into the night You prevail and still fight the fine fight Until the darkness falls again upon the moors Until once more evil is released from behind locked doors By: John Wesley 1999

A Letter
A Letter to my (dead) Wife You think I don't know? You think I am that stupid not to realize your ways? Think again bitch. I know everything, and it will haunt you come divorce time. I know what you did after three months of marriage. I know the lies you told, and the guys you fucked. How? I have confessions and I have statements catching you in the act. I know about the guy across the street. He told me everything before bashing you. I know about the guy serving in Iraq. May he be the only one killed. How do I know, the e-mails you sent him and the defense fight you tried. I know about your ex. May he kill you. Wether it be by physical abuse or drugs. How do I know about your ex? Your friends, who by the way, are also my friends, and they have desency and respect relationships. You were complaining about your friend being cheated on? Looks whos fucking talking. Three guys at three different times. I may not be very outgoing, but the ones I know have all the info I need

More Fun Stuff
What's another word for synonym? Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice"? When sign makers go on strike, is anything written on their signs? When you open a bag of cotton balls, is the top one meant to be thrown away? Where do forest rangers go to "get away from it all"? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? Why do they report power outages on TV? What should you do when you see an endangered animal that is eating an endangered plant? Is it possible to be totally partial? If a parsley farmer is sued, can they garnish his wages? Would a fly that loses its wings be called a walk? Why do they lock gas station bathrooms? Are they afraid someone will clean them? If the funeral procession is at night, do folks drive with their headlights off? If a stealth bomber crashes in a forest, will it make a sound? If a man speaks in the forest and there is no woman to hear him, is he still wrong? If a turtle loses his shell, is

Want To Have Sex?
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? Answer: 4. Would u fuck me hard? Answer: 5. Would u hav sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to hav sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 19. Would you do me once and leav

Will Some One Help Me?
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm not sure if i should go to Florida and live with friends down there or do I stay here with the friends that I have been staying with? I don't know what to do.I don't want to continue to feel like I'm a burden on everyone here. I like this Girl and I wanna talk to her but I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do about anything any more. I have a friend who wants me to come and stay with her down in Florida but then I have friends here in Ohio that don't think that moving is going to help me any. I have friends in Ohio that think that I am being stupid and making rash decisions b/c i'm afriad of heart break. I don't know what to do. I have to think about so many things and everything that I seem to think about points me into the mind set that I am just being a burden. The friends that I am staying with now tell me that I'm not a burden but i KNOW better. Ever since I moved in with them everything has been so different. I don't know what

Ordination
Twelve priests were about to be ordained. The final test was for them to line up in a straight row, totally naked, in a garden while a sexy, beautiful, big breasted, nude model danced before them. Each priest had a small bell attached to his weenie and they were told that anyone whose bell rang when she danced in front of them would not be ordained because he had not reached a state of spiritual purity. The beautiful model danced before the first candidate, with no reaction. She proceeded down the line with the same response from all the priests until she got to the final priest, Juan. Poor Juan; as she danced, his bell began to ring so loudly that if flew off, clattering across the ground and laid to rest in nearby foliage. Embarrassed, Juan quickly scrambled to where the bell came to rest and bent over to pick it up. Then all the other bells started to ring....

A Joke For Ever One
YOUR DRIVERS LICENSE TELLS IT ALL A mother is driving a little girl to her friend's house for a play date. "Mommy," the little girl asks, "how old are you?" "Honey, you are not supposed to ask a lady her age," the mother replied. "It's not polite." "OK", the little girl says, "How much do you weigh?" "Now really," the mother says, "those are personal questions and are really none of your business." Undaunted, the little girl asks, "Why did you and Daddy get a divorce?" "That is enough questions, young lady, honestly!" The exasperated mother walks away as the two friends begin to play. "My Mom won't tell me anything about her," the little girl says to her friend. "Well," says the friend, "all you need to do is look at her drivers ' license. It is like a report card, it has everything on it." Later that night the little girl says to her mother, "I know how old you are, you are 32." The mother is surprised and asks, "How did you find that out? "I als

True Friends For Life
I never thought that I would find a friend so great and a friend so kind I look up to you in every way 'cause I learn something from you every day. Without you I don't know where I'd be but you're still here, friends with me you deserve so much more than I can give but without you I wouldn't live. You've given me more than money can buy and for you I'd give my all and I would die This feeling I feel gets stronger every day hoping not to screw it up, I constantly pray. I know we have our problems every now and then but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten and I want you to know that I truly do care even in fights when I say things that aren't fair. You're an angel from God up above and I'm thankful for your understanding love because when you're around everything seems right and for you, until the end, I will fight. It doesn't matter what you do or say because you'll be my friend anyway I know the re

Question Of The Day.........
Question of the day.......... I reside in a world where the putrid , rotting existance of society has all been flushed down the toilet of delusion. The ficticious presence of these beings makes me see their hollowness clearer than any window I've ever glanced through.Lackin in all depth and/or substance, meer illlusions of a human race that evolution has all but made extinct. The realization of how scarce these creatures humanity,priority,morality and all feelings in general has become , frightens the hell out of me!And even with all the superficial bullshit being shoved down our throats will never make me forget just how fragile our minds really are. Maybe,because of this recognition,I can still carry inside of me the knowledge of all the divine greatness and pure beauty that your souls once were. I am but a small reminder though! Are you?

Marines
Ask a Marine what's so special about the Marines and the answer would be "esprit de corps", an unhelpful French phrase that means exactly what it looks like - the spirit of the Corps, but what is that spirit, and where does it come from? The Marine Corps is the only branch of the U.S. Armed Forces that recruits people specifically to Fight. The Army emphasizes personal development (an Army of One), the Navy promises fun (let the journey begin), the Air Force offers security (its a great way of life). Missing from all the advertisements is the hard fact that a soldier's lot is to suffer and perhaps to die for his people, and take lives at the risk of his/her own. Even the thematic music of the services reflects this evasion. The Army's Caisson Song describes a pleasant country outing. Over hill and dale, lacking only a picnic basket. Anchors Aweigh, the Navy's celebration of the joys of sailing, could have been penned by Jimmy Buffet. The Air Force song is a lyric poem of blue ski

Rock
Click on picture to see a bigger view... There is a huge rock near a gravel pit on Hwy. 25 in rural Iowa. For generations, kids have painted slogans, names, and obscenities on this rock, changing its character many times. A few months back, the rock received it's latest paint job, and since then, it has been left completely undisturbed. It's quite an impressive sight. Be sure to check out the many angles of this memorable rock posted. I too thought a real flag was draped over the rock, but it's not. It's actually painted on the rock, too.

Confustion
Do you feel the change? Have you noticed the difference? There is something going on that I can not identify. I try to see clearly what is causing this metamorphosis, but I see nothing but the effects. I try to stop it- but I can't seem to find the brakes. I feel as if I should take all my atoms and molecules and pack them in a repeating pattern, extending in all three spatial dimensions. Solidification, then, would complete my transformation. Could this be the route I should take? Would that make you happier? 240 hours? Wednesday will mean 1488!!!!! And yet I still feel sometimes as if I should be shorter, and darker, and ink. What's happening? Why can't I be enough?

Numb
concepts, thoughts; theorys; questions that plaige the mind. easy to come by, but impossable to find. feelings are the worst though' wonder' hope; excitment' failer. makin it then begging the jailor. the power to shine and see it grind' away..astray' afar and a mist among nothing. but you have your eyes open, hopeing to look' just once more' one score' and the encor' over and over again.

The Flame
The flame torn between two worlds one must find where they belong you strive to find self in a world of pain and suffering where does this trail end when does serinity come people come people go the world is a blur as you fly threw it time gets short like the days from fall to winter am still young but this is the winter of my life the bitter cold of the world wears on my bones frosts over my heart and blackens the soul and the only comfort is a tiny flame a cherry of a cigertte the smoke warms the lungs and its toxic fumes rush threw my body the one thing that is mine five minutes i have to myself to ponder the world and my existence lost am i in the wilderness but my flame keeps me burn true and bright maybe someone will find me find me before the wolves of this world do engulfed by it its vishious fangs dig ever so deep ripping the flesh and then it ends the five minutes, its up and back to the hells of this world

Sex Between Friends
Does anyone think it wrong to have sex with a friend you've known for years. I have had sex with a couple of friends before and although they say it was great, they also said they could never do it again because it would ruin my friendship with all them. Now this is after several times of some seriously good fuckin'. For some reason it is now complicated, a mistake, or a sin. Even though we have remained friends and pretty tight friends at that. Is this whole idea really that bad? By the way they have fucked other friends more than once and their reasoning is they don't care as much for them as much as they do me. What's everyones opinion on friends with benefits.

Introduction To This Blog
Call it a rant, call it a rave, or call it whatever but hoping there would be some of you people be able understand this blog that I post in this section. This new blog that I'll present soon will probably give a rise as to what you think of me or my mind or whatever. I hope some of you people would understand it.

Hug Me...
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Thought For The Day 12/4/06
ok i am posting something a lil different today. this is a statement i found in an article somewhere. “Suicide is not chosen; it happens when pain exceeds resources for coping with pain.” Think about that the next time you want to criticize someone who is sucidal or has commited suicide. "they took the easy way out" that is something said time and again yet can be the furthest from the truth. why do people insist on belittling the emotions and problems of others? acting like it can't exist or it is wrong because it is something that they haven't experienced. think about it john

Summer Beach Contest!!! (expired)
SUMMER BEACH PHOTO CONTEST!!! SEND YOUR BEST BEACH PHOTO, WHETHER IT BE OF YOU OR SIMPLY OF THE BEACH SOMETHING IN IT THAT SIGNIFIES IT IS YOUR PHOTO (DUE TO PERSONS COULD USE SOMEONES PHOTO AND INFRINGE ON COPYRIGHTS :) )!! TWO WINNERS, ONE WILL BE BASED ON THE NUMBER OF RATINGS AND THE OTHER WILL BE BASED ON THE NUMBER OF COMMENTS!!! DOWNRATING DOES NOT HELP ANYONE EXCEPT THE PERSON YOU ARE DOWNRATING. I WILL TAKE THE FIRST 35 ENTRIES!!! AND REMEMBER THE MORE ENTRIES THE MORE PRIZE BUCKS!!! GET YOUR BEACH PARTY ROLLING OVER TO THIS PARTY!!! REPOST TO EXPAND OUT OF JUST ONE GROUP OF PEOPLE. > THANKS AND LETS HAVE FUN > CRYSDOLL

The Fast Draw!
The world record for drawing and firing a single-action revolver using a 'traditional' style of draw in an Index contest in the 8' Standing Blank event was set during the 2000 Canadian Championships in Cochrane, Alberta by Howard Darby. It should be remembered that the time of 0.252 included a reaction time of approximately 0.145 before the actual draw was initiated. This shooter was using one of the many fanning styles of draw to accomplish this record. 0.000 - 0.145 seconds Waiting for the light - In self testing, this shooter has determined that it takes him an average of 145/1000ths of a second to react to the light. The gun hand and 'fanning' hand are close to the gun prior to the light signal (a hand-judge sits behind the shooter to make sure that no contact is made prior to the signal). Notice that the index finger on the gun hand is outside the trigger guard, but positioned to enter once the light comes on. This shooter utilizes the "slap-cocking" method.

For The Record...lol
It is an interesting thing to me that most individuals, myself included, would judge someone on face or body value alone. For example; I choose not to wear cosmetics, most of the time, nor flash my tits in my pics, but I have been accused of belonging to an alternitive lifestyle and when I protested that is not my way (not against it), I was then told that I'm in denial...Whatever... So, just for the record, I don't wear alot of makeup because I am highly allergic to it and would look like a scaly monster if I did.. And I do not flash my tits nor body to just anyone..That is a earned benefit...lol So, my friend who thinks I am alternitive....do try not to judge someone who does not fit ur idea of what it is to just be...Why not look at your self first self...tee hee

411 On Myself
so i'm on here and yes i have hot pix but i'm sure that everyone wants to know exactly how the person on the other side of the computer looks. Ethnicity:Dominican(spanish)black(afro-american)cherokee(native-american) Height:5'4 Weight:179 Hair:recently cut it medium length black w? redish brown highlights Eyes:luminous brown Lips:full Bra size:42D Jeans size:15 Skirt Size:14 Shoe size:9

The Healing Heart
The Healing Heart Shattered heart forced to heal as greatness unveils thine soul. Hope whispered in the distance, to recover thine lost love. 'Tis night brings tender passing, healing thine soul with glorious blunder. Caus' not one or two, but dissipated nights of dreams. Sadness comes to end, happiness conquered hate. Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking, hope has come again.

Well Here Goes Nothing
there was a time back when i was young i couldnt think i was so drunk then something happened about 9 yrs ago a woman came to me asked why what is wrong i couldnt talk i couldnt see for all i know she could have been a he but a voice in my head started to speak of a woman who's voice sounded so sweet who could this be im not sure but i remember what she wore i dont know how and i dont know why but her hair stood out from my beer filled eyes we started talking we started dating 9 yrs now and im still thinking i been through hell and dragged it all out but the woman's voice pulled me out now she is mine and nobody elses im so glad im done with all chasing but she says i dont think sometimes i might not but know one thing your still want i want merry christmas brey love ya more then u ever know and yeap i just thought all this up

Wow!...thanks!
Thank you all for your responses to pics available..I'm sorry if a little slow getting back to you personally...Trying to keep up!Please leave me a message with an email address to send you more info!...Luv ya'll...weedle

Gender Dictionary
THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female: Any part under a car's hood. Male: The strap fastener on a woman's bra. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female: Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male: Playing football without a helmet. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female: The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male: Scratching out a note before suddenly taking off for a weekend with the boys. BUTT (but) n Female: The body part that every item of clothing manufactured makes look bigger." Male: What you slap when someone's scored a touchdown, home run, or goal. Also good for mooning. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n Female: A desire to get married and raise a family. Male: Not trying to pick up other women while out with one's girlfriend. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female: A good movie, concert, play or book. Male: Anything that can be done while drinking. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female: An embarrassing by-product o

Sexual I.q
Quizzes by myYearbook.com You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.

Military Rules For Non-military Personnel Thanks For Our Soldiors
Military Rules For Non-Military Personal Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem--kick their ass. 2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest--kick their ass. 3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pr

Need Some Input Here Please...
December 15, 2006 Called Theresa at about 10am to figure out what time would be best to either pick Christoper up for my Christmas Holiday time with him this year since I didn’t get him for Christmas last year (instead I got him and Alexia for almost 2 weeks over the new year). I left her a message to call me back since she didn’t pick up the phone. I agreed to letter her take him last year because I knew that this year all of the family will be getting together and they all where excited to see him since Theresa refused to let me have him when we all got together this last summer. I then got a txt message on my phone from her at 6:29pm and had the following conversation by txt message till 7:40pm. From Theresa 6:29pm: We are going out of town over xmas Fro

Online At Work Only.. Still Without Power At Home
Hi all.. we're good... dealing... huge huge storm on Thursday. However, all is getting back to normal.. power at work.. just not the house.. we do have a generator though. we have heat and lights.. no hot water and no cable.. :( It was bad.. 70 mph winds.. we had 2 100ft trees come down near our house. Took out the transformers and 3 major lines and stuff. missed all three houses thank god! We're probably not going to have power for another 2 days. They've brought in crews from as far as Wisconsin and California. Over 1.5 mill without power friday.. and still over 200000 without .. including us. We lost 3 sections of the fence and the gate. Did roof repairs all day Friday.. took off a 6 x 6 section of roofing off the house.. branches down everywhere... looked like the hurricanes from Florida! lol... warzonesque. We were able to get a 240 converter at 5am this morning from the Electrical supply wearhouse so we can plug in our hot water heater! Yeah! There are days that I'm so gratef

Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sex Workout
Having sex is yet another great past time for burning up those unwanted fat producing calories... REMOVING CLOTHES With partner's consent... 12 calories Without partner's consent... 187 calories UNHOOKING BRA Using two calm hands... 7 calories Using one trembling hand... 36 calories GETTING INTO BED Lifting partner... 1.5 calories Dragging partner along floor... 16 calories Using skateboard... 3 calories ACHIEVING ERECTIONS For normal healthy man... 2.5 calories Losing erection... 14 calories Searching for it... 115 calories PUTTING ON CONDOM With erection... 1.5 calories Without erection... 300 calories INSERTING DIAPHRAGM If the woman who does it is: Experienced... 6 calories Inexperienced... 73 calories If a man does it... 650 calories Add five calories for retrieving it from across the room. POSSIBLE INTERCOURSE SIDE EFFECTS Bouncing... 7 calories Sliding around... 9 calori

So Sorry
So sorry i havent been on. since rick returned from Iraq things have been crazy. he has been on block leave since the beginning of December. we have been out of town and sick kids. So i promise that after the first of the year i will be on more with new pictures. so please forgive me. love you all sam

Christmas
Well it has come and gone and I am so tired from all the running around. We went to his brothers house on saturday for a get together and visited one of his friends and styed up till 3 am baking for christmas. Sunday we went to his brother's for another gathering and did the present exchange there. Stayed up until 2am wrapping presents and cleaning the house. Monday we went to see my grandpa and Chris's kids and then had to get home and get dinner started at our house and finish cleaning we had my family thing at my house. Finally at 10pm we got to relax. And then of course i got sick yesterday so I have been battling a cold ughhh! And here we are coming up on new years my favorite holiday!

English? Blah!
My score on The Commonly Confused Words Test: Advanced(You scored 100% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 86% Advanced, and 40% Expert!)You have an extremely good understanding of beginner, intermediate, and advanced level commonly confused English words, getting at least 75% of each of these three levels' questions correct. This is an exceptional score. Remember, these are commonly confused English words, which means most people don't use them properly. You got an extremely respectable score. Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it! For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/. Link: The Commonly Confused Words Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

I Am Not Dead. Not Dead! Not!
I apologize to everyone for being away so much. Life has a way of doing that to you, ya know. I log on to find Xmas presents, and user comments, and invites, email and all kinds of stuff. Jeez, it's like coming home to the pile of mail stacked up on your front lawn. I will come around more often. You folks know, I have a real blog where I post the events of may daily life (or the life of my events, daily ... or however you want to view that). If you go there and post commentary, I will get an email and I will read it, and I'll even reply. I'm good like that. This place, you can count on me showing up sporadically. Over there, well, it's where I live.

Allah Or Jesus?
Allah or Jesus? By Rick Mathes Last month I attended my annual training session that's required for maintaining my state prison security clearance. During the training session there was a presentation by three speakers representing the Roman Catholic, Protestant and Muslim faiths, who explained each of their beliefs. I was particularly interested in what the Islamic Imam had to say. The Imam gave a great presentation of the basics of Islam, complete with a video. After the presentations, time was provided for questions and answers. When it was my turn, I directed my question to the Imam and asked: "Please, correct me if I'm wrong but I understand that most Imams and clerics of Islam have declared a holy jihad [Holy war] against the infidels of the world and, that by killing an infidel, (which is a command to all Muslims)they are assured of a place in heaven. If that's the case,can you give me the definition of an infidel?" There was no disagreement with my statements

Nuclear Submarine Accident
Hello Readers; One of my prediction broadcasted on Coast to Coast about a nuclear submarine accident came to pass and I am expecting more dramatic news in February and August 2007. ----- Original Message ----- From: Kim///com To: Dr.Turi@cox.net Sent: Tuesday, January 09, 2007 9:47 AM Subject: Check out Top News- U.S. Submarine Collides With Japanese Ship - AOL News You are right again Dr. Turi ! ~ Kimla //, New Smyrna Beach FL Prediction # 11 - Nuclear accident at sea and/or in land Feb/Aug) U.S. submarine collides with Japanese ship! (Its a nuclear Sub!!!) Sad enough Lex (George'S Webmaster) did not post prediction #11 on the CTC' site http://www.coasttocoastam.com/shows/2007/01/01.html Here is an email request to insert this prediction with the others I sent to Lex this morning and some other emails exchanged just before the show with other producers. I am hoping for justification and the missing insert from Lex and I hope he will do so. I would also ap

Bryant Mcgill Community
Come and Check out this fantastic place! Are you sick, lonely or just plain sick and tired of the game play, the fakers, cheaters and the liars? Want a place where you can communicate your real true feelings, and find people who will be there and care about YOU, your art, your music, your poetry? Then Bryants Community is where you want to be. Look below and read just a few of the testamonials. http://www.bryantmcgill.com/community/ Bryant McGill's Community Bryant McGill Community Testamonials: ----------- Thanks for making this this best community of people I have ever seen on the net, and I mean that. Bryant ----------- I have never seen such amazingly artistic, kind and friendly people gathered under one roof before. It is just like Bryant to gather the best of the best and give them a place to gather. This is an enlightening community, I am so glad to be here. Sandra Moore ----------- i've been a member of this site for a few days no

I Am 28 Today!
Yikes! I am creeping ever closer to 30 and the realization that I cant say I am in my 20's anymore lol. It also reminds me of how big my kids are getting. I am not the mother of a toddler or preschooler anymore. Both my kids are school agers lol. I keep thinking about the fact that my oldest will be in middle school next year and it scares the hell out of me. et I am so proud of how big he is getting and the smart young man he is becoming. Does anyone else feel this way?

The Sponsor Letter!!!
To benefit: Aubrey Rose Foundation ♥ 4480 Oakville Dr. ♥ Cincinnati, Ohio 45211 ♥ 513.265.5801 ♥ www.aubreyrose.org In Spring, 2007, the Aubrey Rose Foundation will host the American Girl Fashion Show; a delightfully entertaining, multi-generational fundraising event. Proceeds from this event will fund programs and services to help families with children facing life-threatening illnesses. The American Girl Fashion Show is coming the Oscar Center in Cincinnati, April 20th- 22nd. The fashion show provides an entertaining and educational look at how generations of American girls have used clothing to express their own unique styles and personalities. Over 300 local girls will model historical fashion- from daywear and sleepwear to special occasion clothing – like popular Multi-cultural American Girl dolls Felicity, Josefina, Kirsten, Addy, Samantha, Kit and Molly might have worn. Other featured fashions include American Girl’s line of fun, contemporary casual w

A Mother's Pain
When I wake up, I listen for your voice; then I remember your not here anymore. And I cry. Not a day goes by when you do not flcker through my mind and all I have left is memories of you. And I cry. When I go to sleep, I wait for your hugs and kisses; then I remember that you are in another place. And I cry. Not a night goes by when you do not flutter thought my dreams, no watching you finishing growing up. The could of beens. And I cry. I have grow older, yet you stay the same, forever locked in a young frame. And I cry. Time slowly eases from my dreams of what could have been. Time has marched on. And I cry. And I cry. And I cry.

Why Men Only Want Beautiful Women
Do your looks matter? Of course they do, but not nearly as much as you think and not nearly as much as anyone else thinks. Men fundamentally judge women by their looks: face, hair, eyes, breast, legs, body, etc. and, more than anything else, it is a woman's looks that turns men on (or turns men off). For a (heterosexual) man, a woman's looks are what initially "trances" him out, whereas women tend to be seduced more by words and actions - unless the man is some kind of male supermodel or superstar in which case women will trance out on him in the same way a man will trance out on any beautiful woman. It is only natural that men think the same rules about looks apply to women as they do men. To a certain extent, yes. A woman, however, places much less importance to how a man looks compared to how he can make her feel. Looks might better help you get the "audition" but that's all. Techniques like spoken NLP patterns, eliciting and mirroring values, Mr. Smooth, kino, etc. are strategie

Shitty F"ing Monday
Well, it's now quarter to seven in the morning and I've been up for more than 3 hours. Apparently Duke was so distraught about the Pats losing to the Colts that he had to wake the whole house up at 3:30 A fucking M to complain about it. Oh well, at least I'm still able to get up every day. This is my first blog and I don't know if I'll keep up with it but I've been toying with the idea for a few weeks now. Oh shit I just realized I'm missing Stern. Gotta log in real quick. That's better. Where was I, oh yeah, will I blog consistantly. It seems like something I want to do right now but 4 days from now I might hate it. I'll just do it for now and see how it plays out. I'm not sure how long this should be so I guess I'll just stop when I run out of either time or thoughts. I do want to put in writing, even if no one sees it, that I still support Tom Brady and the rest of the Patriots. That was one hell of a game last night. I thought they were gonna pull it off right up until

Star Wars Horoscope
Star Wars Horoscope for Virgo You show efficiency when working for a good cause. But you tend to be a bit fussy when it comes to doing something out of the ordinary. Like many Virgos, you want to stay out of the spotlight. You do well at picking up the smallest details. Star wars character you are most like: C3P0 What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

Miss You So Much!
Would you know my name If I saw you in heaven? Would it be the same If I saw you in heaven? I must be strong And carry on, 'Cause I know I don't belong Here in heaven. Would you hold my hand If I saw you in heaven? Would you help me stand If I saw you in heaven? I'll find my way Through night and day, 'Cause I know I just can't stay Here in heaven. Time can bring you down, Time can bend your knees. Time can break your heart, Have you begging please, begging please. Beyond the door, There's peace I'm sure, And I know there'll be no more Tears in heaven. Would you know my name If I saw you in heaven? Would it be the same If I saw you in heaven? I must be strong And carry on, 'Cause I know I don't belong Here in heaven.

Being Open With Someone
I have been open with someone special and everytime i think i will be ahppy im always tunred away back into darkness but i really hope this one works. inside im crying and wishing to die but yet i still push forward.

Hottest Cherry Contest
Hi everyone, I AM IN HOTTEST CHERRY COMP MY FIRST ONE GO TO THIS PROFILE AND VOTE FOR ME RATE ME COMMENT ME DONT RATE THE BLOG RATE MY CONTEST PICS, THEY ARE IN A FOLDER ON DIVERDOWNS PAGE XOXOXOXO if u r havin trouble with link go to my page and find diverdown in my family list and go from there, ps dont rate my pics on my page just on diverdowns thank u all ALSO GUYS YOU HAVE TO BE A FRIEND OR FAN OF DIVERDOWNS TO BE ABLE TO VOTE..........I HAVE 763 FRIENDS 260 FANS AND ONLY 5 PPL HAVE VOTED 4 ME SO FAR PLEASE HELP ME OUT GUYS AND TAKE THE TIME TO VOTE FOR ME I REALLY APPRECIATE IT, AND I ALWAYS GO AND VOTE FOR PPL ON MY FRIEND LIST WHEN THEY ARE IN CONTESTS.... THANK YOU XOXOXOX diverdown See the hottest Cherry Girls VOTE for the best * NSFW@ CherryTAP

Sailor-playmate Wants Posing Policy
http://www.military.com/NewsContent/0,13319,123390,00.html Sailor-Playmate Wants Posing Policy Military.com | January 25, 2007 In an exclusive interview with Military.com, former Navy Petty Officer and Playboy playmate Sherry Lynne White recommends that the military develop a policy that specifically provides nude modeling guidelines to servicemembers. “The military needs to make guidelines that say ‘if you want to do this you can’t wear the uniform and you can’t use our name,’” White says. “Right now there’s nothing in black and white. It’s up for interpretation. There’s no set punishment. That’s why no one knows what’s going to happen to {Air Force Staff Sergeant Michelle Manhart} or what was going to happen to anyone before her.” While White is sympathetic to Air Force Staff Sergeant Michelle Manhart’s situation, she makes a distinction between the two of them: “She used the Air Force to start the launch,” she says. “She used her uniform – or pieces of it

Results
I just came in from seeing the Dr....They are gonna put in a pace maker to help my hear beat at a normal rate which the hope will help the valve that is messed up...The surgery will be in 2 weeks or so and after a couple of months if it didn't help they will replace the valve and still keep the pacemaker in me..I just did a shit load of blood work and piss in a cup and did X-rays as well so as soon as they get the results of them and get the team together to figure out which pacemaker will be the best for me they will tell me a date I would like to thank everyone for supporting me and always asking if i am ok...i would like to give a special thank you to my best friend...dawn if it wasn't for you being here for me all these years i would have gone nuts this past year...so for that i thank you and love ya for being a great friend BLESSED BE

Well I Never
You Are a Super Flirt You love to flirt, so much so that it gets you in trouble. In almost any situation, you find yourself flirting - even when it's inappropriate. You tend to embrace all flirting styles too.. from coy to sexy to playful to serious. And if someone flirts back, you'll crank it up even more! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

The Fate Of Sylvia Browne Part 2
1/31/2007 Hello all: Well between "And The Rest Of The Secret" and the recent Sylvia Browne dilemma my mail box is literally exploding with all sorts of feedback. It is impossible for me to answer every one of you personally so I picked a few interesting topics and will share them with you. Again remember I am not here to bash anyone including Sylvia Browne, I am much too confident and secure with myself to do so with anyone. I am here to expose the truth and as mentioned many times before people can only relate to me because of their experiences, education and most of all their natal UCI (or Unique Celestial Identity). You may perceive my work negatively because all of the above but it seems that people do not read my newsletter to the end or with an open mind and let their own ego or fears interfere with my message. So read my work objectively, use common sense and don't let your own personal feeling interfere with your good cold, and critical judgment. Realize tha

~day And Night~
she of morning sun and blossoms she of twilight glow and enchantment omnipresent is her love whether illuminated of sun, moon or stars her radiance is pervasive and fills my own heart with a warmth compared to none and the proximate distance in which we stand whether in daylight or darkness is relative in nature to shadows standing side by side discerning one from another ~ impossible therein lies the magic between day and night of two as one...

Being There For You
My love for you it will be forever I promised you to work out the problems together If you ever needs me I'll give it my all And work out the troubles be they big or small I'll hold you when your down And from your beautiful face I'll take the frown I only wish to make you see I'll give you respect and honesty My goal in life is to make you smile And as for that I'd walk more than a mile If you ever need anything all you need do is ask Because I feel that's an easy task I really do love you so There is nowhere I wouldn't go I'd cross deserts and mountains and even the sea Because with you is where I should be When I'm with you there's nothing to say Except I promise to love you each and every day Nothing could be more important to do Than just being there for you ...

Family Bomb Tags(update)
Well, i worked on a few tags and will finish up later on. Feel free to take them to your contests...let peeps know the Angel Family is here ;) Cheers to the family and happy Bombings :) Do you want to go to the site now? YES | NO

Me
well seeming this is the first the hours after a migrene feeling a bit lonely actually aww well hope that will pass i would like to think that people can be happy happy or well at least cheered up aww well it's like 23.14 now and well people aren't around that often on this time so i am playing eve-online atm

Stupid Guys
why is it that every guy i know ends up being an asshole....i'm so over it....and i swear, if one more person decides to go off on me for shit and talk about me behind my back, i'm gonna hurt someone....just thought i'd share that

Art Ready For Review!
My Artist who is Mr. Faith is trying to sell some of his work, he tells me that he could try to do requests on many different types of art projects but is limited on what some can be. Just let me or him know which art image you are interested in to find out how much the image is.. I assure you that the images that are displayed are 100 times better in person. We are going to use the money to help get our lives on the right path.. Here is a link to my Artist's page, but all of his work can be found under my Art for sell photo folder. Mr. Faith@ CherryTAP Thanks for any effort!

Contemplation
This job really sucks for me at the moment. I can't stand it. It's getting harder and harder to keep my mouth shut. Today, before 9:00 am, the Project Manager mouthed off to our CO, who does not have any patience. Why can't civilian contractor employees understand that when a CO directs you to do something, you either better do it or keep your mouth shut? If he's wrong and you shouldn't do what he is telling you, then you keep your mouth shut and come up with a game plan to prove he's wrong. I have never served in the military, but I'm smart enough to know that when a CO tells you something, you don't give them any lip. What's really crazy is that this PM has served in the Navy. He should know better. ARRGGHHHH! I believe I am going to be offered a career position with a security firm as a contracts administrator. Although, I hate to leave construction, this project is winding down and the next project is nowhere in site. I could always go get other experience and come back

I Will Never Rank A Full Profile Again
i just finished ranking every single photo in * '»»---(¯`.bbG.´¯)---»»' * http://cherrytap.com/user/253739 she said she needed her photos rnked soooo bad.to see her nsfw pics.. i get there after ranking 200 photos. whats there pictures she took off the net she says is her. NEVER AGAIN!!! if you have more than 20 pics. im not ranking them all ... 20 is my limit unlike most people i learn from my mistakes

Am I
> >AM I?? > >1. Quiet / Loud? > >2. Short / Tall? 3. Weird / Original > >4. Nice / Mean 5. Friendly / Selfish > >6. Normal / "Special" 7. Smart / Stupid > >8. Boring / Fun > >9. Attractive / Unattractive > >DO YOU THINK I'M... > >1. A psycho?: > >2. A nerd?: > >3. An asshole?: > >4. Ghetto?: > >5. A faggot?: > >6. Two-faced?: 7. Obnoxious?: > >8. Immature?: > >9. Mature?: > >11. Moody?: > >12. Stoner?: > >13. Alcoholic? > >15. Lovable?: > >JUST SOME QUESTIONS > >1. What do u think I'll be when I grow up?: 2. (a)> >Do u think I'll get married?: (b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?: 3. When is my birthday?: 4. Who is my best friend?: 5. What song (if any) reminds u of me?: > >6. Do I remind u of any characters on TV?: 7. If u could rename me...what would my name be?: > >8. Have u ever had a dream about me?: > >10. If u could give me anything...what would it be?: > >11. If u could promise me anything..what would it be?:

Hmm
Lonely By Steven Cook Night time is near , I’m alone once more A lonely night so I lock the door I lay awake so determine to sleep I close my eyes and constantly weep I think of her throughout the night And how I wish I could hold her tight To be together until death do us part She was the reason my life would start The beginning of her love was precious and true She knew just who I was and knew what to do To keep me happy to make me see That love was destined for her and me The times we shared were perfect and rare The happiness I felt I just knew she cared She put passion in everything she did for me She made me believe that I could be king So I gave her my heart only to find That love was not destined love led me blind

Rate My Stash !! Get Double Points !!
I UPLOADED SOME STASH TODAY AND WILL UPLOAD MORE STASH EVERYDAY FROM NOW ON.. YOU GET DUBBLE POINTS FOR RATING STASH (2 POINTS) AND EVEN BETTER DURING HAPPY HOUR (4 POINTS ON EVERY STASH ITEM RATING) *** Rating stashes during Happy Hour is the fastest way to gain points! Each Thumbs Up equals 4 points for you and 4 points for the owner of the stash!

Really Bored And Have Something On My Mind
okay so a good friend of mine is being acused of something very wrong and i dont know who to side with... i dont know all teh facts but i want to and now the person is avoiding human contact so i dont know what to do....... anywho thats all i have to say

Wiccan ( Lady Day )
LADY DAY The Vernal Equinox -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Now comes the vernal equinox, and the season of spring reaches its apex, halfway through its journey from Candlemas to Beltane. Once again, night and day stand in perfect balance, with the powers of light on the ascendancy. The God of Light now wins a victory over his twin, the God of Darkness. In The Mabinogion myth reconstruction that I have proposed, this is the day on which the restored Llew takes his vengeance on Goronwy by piercing him with the sunlight spear. For Llew was restored/reborn at the winter solstice and is now well/old enough to vanquish his rival/twin and mate with his lover/ mother. And the Great Mother Goddess, who has returned to her Virgin aspect at Candlemas, welcomes the young Sun God’s embraces and conceives a child. The child will be born nine months from now, at the next winter solstice. And so the cycle closes at last. We think that

Outside
Keep the wall high, spend all my time making sure, no one can get through, no one can ever see, the hurt and the empty, loss and the pain, but I can't hide from me, I'm on the outside, looking inside of me, I see it all, I see what I live with, day after day, I drank and drugged, can't chase it away, but after all this time, it's deeper in me, so I'll stay on the outside, like everyone else, my heart is to ugly, from all I been through, here on the outside, don't have to feel, I can for a short time, escape all the hell here on the Outside.. Outside ( Staind ) by flycodes.com

Opinion Poll
Facts: I just got out of a short relationship. 2.5 months. I am will be starting two new jobs within a month. These will combined for a total of 70+ hours a week. The woman that I would like to date has a man and other things prevent us from being together. Questions: Is it fair for me to start another relationship before my life takes a dramatic change? Should I settle for the first thing to come along? If I do meet someone, should I make them wait at least 2 months before I give it up? Are relationships even worth the hassle? Tell me what you think *Edit* And she is moving

Gym Progress
So far it's been a week and i've lost 3.5 pounds, which is good for just a week. i don't know how many inches i've lost off of my arms waist hips legs etc... but umm... i'll know that at the half way point and at the end. and ha! I cheated too... i done had me the alcohol on st. patty's day. i'm not suppose to drink at all... but i mean, it's me... drinking is what i do...anyways. mmyep there's your update.

Awww The Loan
Well this morning I tried to get a loan for 6500 for an online plece that was a joke for sure.. Their APR was outrages.. and it would have takin me 7 years to totally pay it off. But I need to get out of this hole I'm in!!! Its ok Anyway they said nooooo LOL Figures!!! So this is what Im going to do is try to find some kind of home based business to get into. Im not looking to get rich. Just something to help my ends meet better..

From Paul
racism isn't worth the bullshit everyone makes it. we are all equal.. so get over yourself. no one is better than anyone else, wether you have more money than the next person or not. end of story.. now read this. The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you're born you're pink, " "When you grow up you're white, " "When you're sick, you're green, " "When you go in the sun you turn red, " "When you're cold you turn blue, " "And when you die you turn purple." "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.... Pass it on if you HATE racism

Good Wishes...
Good Wishes... I thought you could use some beauty in your life today, so I'm sending you this greeting to let you know that I'm thinking about you and sending some good wishes your way. May your day be touched with sunshine, your heart overflow with love, and your soul sing with hope. May everything in your life sparkle with a radiance that comes only from happiness.

Water Creature, Moi?
A mermaid is also known as a Nix or Nixie... You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid100%Demon59%WereWolf42%Faerie42%Angel42%Dragon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Top Bumper Stickers
1. Constipated People Don't Give A Shit. 2. Practice Safe Sex, Go Screw Yourself. 3. If You Drink Don't Park - Accidents Cause People. 4. Who Lit The Fuse On Your Tampon? 5. If You Don't Believe In Oral Sex, Keep Your Mouth Shut. 6. Please Tell Your Pants It's Not Polite To Point. 7. If That Phone Was Up Your Butt, Maybe You Could Drive A Little Better. 8. My Kid Got Your Honor Roll Student Pregnant. 9. Thank You For Pot Smoking. 10. To All You Virgins: Thanks For Nothing. 11. If At First You Don't Succeed, blame Someone Else And Seek Counseling. 12. Impotence: Nature's Way Of Saying "No Hard Feelings" 13. If You Can Read This, I've Lost My Trailer. 14. Horn Broken... Watch For Finger. 15. It's Not How You Pick Your Nose, But Where You Put The Booger. 16. If You're Not A Hemorrhoid, Get Off My Ass. 17. You're Just Jealous Because The Voices Are Talking To Me 18. The Earth Is Full - Go Home 19. I Have The Body Of A God... Buddha 20. This Would Be Really Funny If It We

Deserted
Deserted streets cold as ice need some heat paying the price Torn apart in a daze broken heart lost in a maze No reason or rhyme no where to go I am out of time I was too slow Tears I shed pains I feel can't look ahead I will never heal Left me stranded without any warning I stand empty handed as I am in mourning So stupid and dumb I sit and I cry wish I was numb please let me die

Our Marks
When I look in the mirror at the person I see, sometimes I wonder who is that looking at me? She puts on a smile before facing the day, though her heart may feel heavy she pushes her cares out of the way. In her eyes there's a sparkle on her brow not a frown, and when she's ready to go she's up, never down. There's no sign of trouble on the mask that she wears, if I didn't know her I'd think she hadn't a care. But under the mask there's lost dreams and some pain, and a deep well of strength that fills again and again. Most never look deeper than the mask that she wears, what they see on the surface is all that they care. But, oh what they're missing by not lifting the mask, the surface is never the place one should bask. The core of a person is what you must know, if you look deep inside the real self will show. The privilege of knowing a person that deep, is truly a treasure filled with memories to keep. Most people know heartache

How I Came Up With The Name Boo Boo Kitty Fukk
its from the movie JAY AND SILENT BOB STRIKE BACK... SO here we go I found the part Of the movie its just the words no video... Jay: What's twistin' this bitches tit? Justice: Maybe it's because girls don't like to be called bitches, Jay. Jay: They don't? How 'bout fine piece of ass? Justice: How 'bout not. Jay: Then what the fuck am I supposed to call you? Justice: Something sweet, ya big goof. Something nice. Jay: Boo boo kitty fuck? Justice: That's... a start.

Alshimers!!!
ALSHIMERS!!! Stuttering lost within clouds of mind he said. “I carry a stagnant love that has for years now been dead” Then when I asked what caused the end of this love he cannot forget. “My love was killed by scars we had before we even met”

Alone
i hate this! i pull away whenever i like someone i push them away. i need to just leave well enough alone i need to stop expressin feeling i need to stop saying what i think i want but dont want i need to think b4 i talk~ i need to stop makin my ownn heart hurt to satisfy others. i need to stop bein a darn ppl pleaser and b a me pleaser. i need 2 b happy with what i have and not want more!

Spring Has Sprung
Yes, Spring has Sprung ~ rounded off last weekend by grilin' n chillin' on the patio drinking beer adjacent to McCumber Swamp. What a lovely evening it was. For those of you who are not familiar with McCumber Swamp here is a brief history:McCumber Swamp has been evolving since 1997; diligently created and maintained by the ever annoying Lawnmowerman who is obsessed with looking into my patio doors. Notice the large dirt ditch he has worn by his repeated passes on the riding mower.The lovely part of spring is the appearance of wildlife as the weather breaks, which we enjoyed immensely last Sunday evening while sucking down large amounts of alcohol on my patio.Of course, this not being their natural habitat, these swamp creature had migrated from a far away foreign place...I do fear that their lives in the swamp will be cut short. With the rain being sparse the past couple days, the swamp was drying up and Lawnmowerman was riding high as I was leaving for work this afternoon. I can only

Make Today Cherry Spotlight & Happy Hours More Feasible
When I first joined a few months ago the Today's Cherry Spotlight bid was being won for 400,000 Cherry bucks and sometimes up to 500,000. It has gotten to be such a bidding war now that it has been over a million Cherry bucks, which makes it so far out of reach for most others on here. I have an idea that will bring it back down and make it more available for others. DO NOT bid over 300,000 bucks for it. If everyone that is going to bid on it does that for a few days, a few weeks, then it will bring it back down to where other people may get a chance to bid on it. Also if we were to BULLETIN and BLOG and petition for the happy hour to be lowered to 25 or 30 dollars, alot more people could afford to do it and alot more people would do it and CT would make more money from the increased sponsors. Please repost it for me, this bulletin, if you don't mind.

Quotes
Who cares what happened last week. more is not always better. Dont nod on the phone If your going to laugh, laugh out loud make up a reason to have a party a little kiss can make a big difference hug people for no reason wave to people you dont know If it hurts stop doing it If you dog doesnt like someone you probably shouldnt either

Just Speakin My Mind
This is my very 1st contest and the way it is going it will be my last. I just entered cuz I thought it would be fun, but with the response that Im getting it isnt really. I was hoping that I would have gotten a bigger response with the amount of people that I talk to everyday. I do appreciate all the luv that I get and my friends know who they are. If u happen to stop by my page plz show sum luv and sign my guestbook. Have a good day all!

Worried
k so ive never made a serious blag b4 but i need to vent....... since all the changes with ratin n comment limits n such im just too afraid to rate pics and comment to welcome new ppl incase i get deleted ...is any1 else feelin like this?

Now Taking Applicants... And Can's Lol
BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_____________________ Age____ Phone(____)_______ Occupation________________________________ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you have sex (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ ? List three positions u like: 1._____________________ 2._____________________ 3._____________________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous__ When is the best time to

Watever Is All I Have To Say About U
like what the f***.....to one person i know and really love to hate.....ur fucked in the head man ....u need to stop harassing people and get a life ..ur a loser if all u cando is call someones house and irritate the fuck out of them .....ur a low life tramp get a clue ok ..cuz noone likes u at all ....

Bad Day
Well, I was suppose to go and do something fun today, but it got canceled on me. I should've known better. I am in love with my boyfriend, but there is someone that just keeps wanting to stand in the way of us. Once of these days soon we will be able to be together and have this side person out of our lives. I'm really getting sick of the FUCKING DRAMA with this whole situation. If I didn't have the feelings that I do for my boyfriend I would just say FUCK IT to the whole situation and release myself of it. Why is it that when I find someone that I have a lot of feelings for and care about that someone else has to be in the picture. Can't people open their damn eyes and realize that life has changes and sometimes it's not what they want, but that it's just the way it has to be. Anyways, my day was fucked from the moment I opened my eyes this morning. I wasn't even awake and was told that our plans had been changed. Oh well, I guess. Life goes on. I hope that the rest of you

Short Story Called The Unkown Bond
She has always wanted to make her father proud of her. But she soon discovered that he wasn’t right about everything. Rhiannon was the princess of the elves who lived on the east bank of the river, Draven. She always had a natural curiosity about her and her father, King Kimarhi, knew this. He always feared that her curiosity would show her the truth about King Auron, king of the elves that lived on the west bank of the river, Draven. But years ago Kimarhi and Auron had made an agreement that neither would allow their daughters to meet. The two kings had a secret that neither daughter knew about. A secret that tormented each king and caused him to lie about each other. Rhiannon was beautiful in the eyes of all who looked upon her. Her fair skin had not one blemish or scar, her pale blue eyes made you feel as if she could see into your soul. But the one feature that everyone was envious about was her long, flaming red hair. She had one weakness. She wanted to know everything she could

Dancing
Ok I went out dancing tonight an had a blast. It is the first time I have drank in a long ass time!!! I had two buttershots an two coronas danced up a storm got pics I will be posting some tomarrow. LOL it was just a wild girls night out of fun. I hope you all had an awsome weekend your selfs!!!!

From Another Site
Someone from another site that I know left me this for a comment this morning. It left me crying, because it was so beautiful. kjbond_killer sent me: ... yesterday at 19:55 kjbond_kil... It must have been a rainy day when you were born, but it wasn't really rain, the sky was crying because it has lost his most beautiful angel............... I was like.. "Oh! My Gods!" when I read it.

How To Read Wiccan/pagan Runes
Fehu -- -- wealth, luck, responsibility, creative energy; used to draw in energy for a given magickal operation, or as the moving force behind a working Uruz -- positive strength, determination, perseverance, courage, physical health, assertiveness; include in any healing Thurisaz -- protection, combating any action, curses (but be careful -- can backfire easily!) Ansuz -- can be used to gain knowledge of Odin, the gods, our own ancestors and ancestral heritage Raido -- ability to control, take initiatives, put things in order, be the boss, move or remove things, direct magickal energies where needed Kenaz -- kinship, learning, teaching, quest for knowledge and passing knowledge on; gaining occult knowledge from other planes; use for astral or shamanic travel; exposing what is hidden Gebo -- reconciles two opposed or complementary forces; use to bind or to give blessings or curses Wunjo -- realize true will, wishing; combines well with Raido (ability to cont

Naughty
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

Jeannie Season 2
#31- "Happy Anniversary" Original Air Date: September 12, 1966 Original Air Time: 7:00pm Written by Sidney Sheldon Directed by: Claudio Guzman On the day of their first-anniversary Tony leaves for NASA with a very upset Jeannie behind. It is their only anniversary and Jeannie wishes to celebrate it with her master. In her attempts to have a romantic recreation of their first meeting Jeannie strands herself once again in her bottle on the deserted South Pacific Island. What she didn't plan was for her Tony to land and mistakenly release the wicked and evil Blue Djinn, the same one who banished her two thousand years before. Special Guest Star: Michael Ansara as The Blue Djinn. Did you know: That at that time Michael Ansara was Barbara Eden's husband. Did you also know: This was not the first color episode of I Dream of Jeannie filmed. Episode #45 "Jeannie Breaks the Bank," was actually filmed before it, where you plainly see the original first season home of Major Ne

Apple Computers
Apple Computers announced today that it has developed a computer chip that can store and play music in women's breast implants. The iBoob will cost between $499 and $599. This is considered to be a major breakthrough, because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them.

To Share With You
Guess our national leaders didn't expect this, hmm? On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful. They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness. The following is a portion of the transcript: "Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rach

About To Go Insane
OK I NEED TO VENT BEFORE I EXPLODE Current mood: crushed RIGHT NOW MY HOUSE IS A WRECK ITS NOT Fair that i have to pick up after my self my son and my husband im the only one that cleans in this house and i see it as if he dosnt care if the house is i dont either so i dont do it i ask him to take out the trash for some reason he thinks that just means the trash in the kitchen when there is a trash can in the fucking bathroom witch is always full for some reason funny part is im not the on that puts the trash in it so why should i dump it the kitchen trash is always over flowing cause he would rather go to band practise and drink than take care of what he needs to when he is off he said he was going to start walking r dog gir on his off days his reason for not doing it when h e was off its to muddy we have a fucking street he can walk her on that if he knocks somthing down he never picks it up yea he works thats amazing but fucking do somthing other than play FUCK im on the ver

A Poem For Lisa
I am not a knight in armour all shining I am closer to a frog than Prince Charming I am more like Clark Kent than a super hero On a scale from one to ten I am a zero But no one can love you better than I can No where will you find any better a man I would drive across the desert just for you You are like everyone of my dreams come true I love the sound of your laughter and your voice They hypnotize me and leave me with no choice It seems like you are an angel Heaven sent I would gladly follow where ever you went You are a masterpiece, my Mona Lisa I feel taller than the Tower of Pisa You are my sunshine on any cloudy day You are my beacon when I have lost my way You are my anchor, keep me safe in a storm On the coldest day you make me feel so warm I love your pretty eyes,I love your cute smile I love your hair it does not matter what style I want to kiss you on your sweet luscious lips I want to dance with you, my hands

On The Contrary!
"It's totally understandable that you need some alone time, so stop apologizing. So much has happened, and you need to find a way to process it all. Later on, call some friends and get together so you can decompress." yeah, so. this couldn't be more wrong. fuck alone time right now! i need to party with my homies! WERD.

How Was I....
A little boy goes to his father and Asks "Daddy,how was I Born?" The father answers:"Well son,I Guess one day you will need to Find out anyway! Your Mom and I First got together in a chat Room on Yahoo.Then I set up a date via e-mail with your mom and we met at a cyber-cafe.We sneaked into a secluded room,where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive.As soon as i was ready to upload,we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall,and since it was too late to hit the delete button,nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said:YOU GOT MALE !

Bang Bang - Dispatch
"Bang Bang" She woke me up with a bang, bang Looking over cross eyed had a big Hunch that the world was a big lie When I got up all the blood to my head I got so dizzy fell back to my bed I went over to the way side Looking for the high tide What will I find will I find will I find find All I saw was a man that had a hat That had a pom-pom he's been there for Years can someone tell me how long [Chorus:] Wake up to tell me Wake up to show me What I could not find You see this woman woke me up At a quarter to three and I didn't Know it then but she put a spell on Me said I had to go down to where The cliffs mee the sea and mean an Old man to present my plea So I headed way down to the big pier To await and confront my big fear I wheeled around behind to my Blindside to find and old man with a Lime and a kind eye Said mister, mister with your beard so long Won't you be a saint and tell me Just where I'm going He pointed to a conch shell and then To th

Takako Inc's Rpgs (introduction)
Over the past eight or so years, I've designed well over 20 RPG systems, ranging from simple D&D (the REAL D&D, mind you) simplicity to the insanely complex. A few of the systems which have recieved a higher level of completion than some of my others are: -Alternate Realities (self-insertion-based system with optional PC rules) -Journeyman (with its 32 stats and optional class tier system) -Simplicity (sort of complex, but most of it comes in optional rules) -VGHM (Standard, Gold, and custom Editions, each slightly different, but all play like classic CRPGs) This blog will cover some of those things, as well as some of my gaming experiences with systems outside of my own (I'm in a d209 D&D *ugh* campaign right now, for example). It'll also give SOME minor details on the ABEN RPG, for which I'm the scriptwriter and (currently) helping to totally rewrite the system for. ABEN RPG is a CRPG project that's been in the works for nearly 10 years now, and has the same basic

I'm Hurt
I got hurt at work yesterday.I hate this,I can only chicken peck right now.Stupid collar bone.......lol it also sucks cuz I am NOT LEFT-HANDED.So ya I'm whiny n complaining.I hope I get some kisses and love soon. I'm sorry if I seem like a big baby right now but I'm hurt,sore and cranky cuz of it. So,now I know how some people hate when they are hurt.I am one of those people Any-ways take care you all

Life
Well i did it, i called/appyed online to be a Big Truck driver, should hear back from the company in next few days. Not goin to say who is it just yet, till after i am appoved an are hired. Wish me luck :) It felt good to do it, felt like i was doin somethign good for my dau and her future.

Daughters Are Curious~~~
A little girl walks into her parents' bathroom and notices for the First time, her father's nakedness. Immediately, she is curious: he has equipment that she doesn't have. She asks, "What are those round things hanging there, daddy?" Proudly, he replies, "Those, sweetheart, are God's Apples of Life. Without them we wouldn't be here." Puzzled, she seeks her mommy out and tells her what daddy has said. To which mommy asks, "Did he say anything about the dead branch they're hanging from?"

Surviving A Long Distance Relationship
Challenging and difficult, though they may not be what we want to hear, are the words that best describe long distance relationships. Keep in mind however, that the words are challenging and difficult, not impossible. Many people choose to give a long distance relationship a try, with the constant curiosity if it was the right decision to make and if it even stands a chance. The truth is, a long distance relationship has just as much a chance of succeeding as any other relationship! Long Distance Relationships share the same facts as an average relationship. It involves two people who share an interest in each other's lives, care for one another and of course have a love for each other that they hope will only continue to grow. On the other hand, a long distance relationship does have its differences as well. It takes away your ability to see each other on a frequent note, as well as the choice of being intimate whenever you desire, not to mention that there would be major trust re

Televised Church
Televised Church 1.7.04 A man of cloth appears; the crowd cheers like puppets obeying their master. A silent hush covers the mass, as the weak and absent minded are brought onto the stage. Words of the almighty echo throughout the hall, While lies are spoken softly. The power of God slams into the forehead, but all that is healed is the greed of the praised. Before the curtain closes, confused souls are carried away from the stage. The minds of the followers never healed, the hearts still Broken and their pockets emptied.

The Long Blonde Have Plenty Of Bounce
The Long Blondes have plenty of bounce The dance floor was only half full, but that didn’t stop British dance punk band The Long Blondes from giving an energetic, commanding performance at Washington, D.C.'s Rock and Roll Hotel on Thursday night. Fronted by the oh-so-stylish Kate Jackson sporting a Parisian-style scarf, the band spun a steady four-to-the-floor beat, interwoven with highly danceable tunes like Separated by Motorways, Giddy Stratospheres and Once and Never Again. Songs from their debut album, Someone to Drive You Home, reflect a number of influences, blending the power of Blondie circa 1977, the playful innocence of '60s pop, the grit of The Ramones -– all dipped in the smoky, sweet Siouxsie-like voice of Jackson. Guitarists Dorian Cox and Emma Chaplin lent a rockabilly insouciance, and Screech Louder added fervor to tunes like Weekend Without Makeup with thunderous, rolling drums.

More Feelings
My heart is broken Because of words spoken My heart is broken The tears have woken They're here to stay Because of words spoken They won't go away I'm caught in this curse They're here to stay A heartbroken verse Pours from my soul I'm caught in this curse I'm no longer whole Everything I knew Pours from my soul I thought it was true Everything I knew My heart is broken My heart is broken

Interviews And Zombies
((posted for today's Zombie Blog)) I can hear them outside. Funny how they’ll mill around the building but not step foot inside. That might have to do with the fact that a few of my coworkers and I keep blowing their heads off when they get too close. But I think I’m getting ahead of myself. I didn’t think anything was out of the ordinary this morning. Sure the morning commute was much lighter than normal but that does happen on occasion. Made it to work early and set up a job interview at my lunch time. We normally only take a half hour lunch but this time I planned to be a little late getting back. As soon as that clock hit 1:30 I was out the door in hopes of going to the interview, having it go well and then coming back to either demand more money or threatening to leave. (ha! Leave! That’s funny now.) It did strike me as odd that the streets were a little deserted for lunchtime but as I was nervous about the coming interview I put it out of mind. I finally made it to

Plea
Passionate ploy Body distressed Mind set racing Spirit impressed Totally everything Simply a plea Hold me tightly Set me free Anyone present Look not this way In single heartbeat My passion to play Pieces entirely Together apart Body and soul Being and heart

Like Crap
Well on Thursday, I finally had the hip aspriation, and let me tell ya, it hurt like a bitch. I seen it all and what was going on, even seen the xrays with the needle in my hip. They tried to get some fluid but it wasn't alot either, it was less than a teaspoon....and all that to see if there is an infection...wow. Then after wards, my whole leg was numb, for 4 hours, how nuts was that. Couldn't believe it. But now i am left with a few needle mark scars, and marks in my hip. Just glad that it's over now!

My Black Soul
Why do I feel like this? I just want to break down and cry. I'm filled with pain and misery. I just want to crawl off somewheres and die. How are we so close, yet so distant? Why is it I feel this aching in my heart? There's times I think only of you. Then there's times I feel we've fell apart. We talk all the time, but you hardly say a word. At times I feel like I'm talking to a wall. I feel there's nothing between us. How could I ever think I'd make you fall? Who do I think I am? I know I am nothing to you. I know you are just a joke. Yet, I believe there's something I can do. You are nothing but a poison That shoots straight through my veins. You are the knife driven into my chest Until, at last, not a breath remains. You are my addiction, Yet you are my demise. You watch as I slowly die, Without a tear falling from your eyes. There I lie drowning in my misery Knowing I'll never be the one you hold. Your hands are stained with my blood As you l

Charts-
The report was generated with the following birth data: female, born on 24 February 1979 at 9:21 pm in Bremerton, Washington. Your sun sign is Pisces. This is the sign in which the Sun is in your birth chart. Your Ascendant is in Libra, and your Moon is in Aquarius. Sun in Pisces, Moon in Aquarius This astrological combination indicates a mild, retiring nature with artistic overtones. You follow your intuition rather than feelings. As you are somewhat quiet and detached, emotion cannot usually hold sway over your ultimate decisions. Your approach to life and the cosmos is sincere and humanitarian. You should succeed in some public pursuit, although you may have to overcome an initial hesitancy about appearing in public. Your individuality is fluid and highly receptive to environmental influences. Your most conscious life aim is to achieve understanding and sympathy for humanity. Your most private thoughts remain nebulous and little understood. But in your everyday persona

Female Compassion....lol
Barry returned from a doctor's visit one day and told his wife Carolyn that the doctor said he only had 24 hours to live. Wiping away her tears, he asked her to make love with him. Of course she agreed and they made passionate love. Six hours later, Barry went to her again, and said, "Honey, now I only have 18 hours left to live. Maybe we could make love again?" Carolyn agreed and again they made love. Later, Barry was getting into bed when he realized he now had only eight hours of life left. He touched Carolyn's shoulder and said, "Honey? Please? Just one more time before I die." She agreed,then afterward she rolled over and fell asleep. Barry, however, heard the clock ticking in his head, and he tossed and turned until he was down to only four more hours. He tapped his wife on the shoulder to wake her up. "Honey, I only have four hours left! Could we...?" His wife sat up abruptly, turned to him and said, "Listen Barry, I'm not being funny ...but

She Sent This=- Wow
I can't believe we're finally alone, Finally I can show you who I am, What I am really made of. You can feel it too, The need, The want, So you go in for the catch, Watching you walk, I know you can sense it too, But I'll make it hard for, So I start backing off, And start licking my lips, You start walking faster, And I can see your harden from that far, I know you want me bad, I can see it under your jeans, So I start to slowly undress, Just like a stripper would do, You stick me to the wall, And start to kiss my neck, While helping me to undress, Yet I push you away, This time I put my hands on your crotch, And you let out a beautiful moan, You unzip your jeans, And I can see it now, Your crotch, So I kneel down, And start to suck it, You want more, You want more than that, So you put me down on the floor, And allow me to suck more, While you start to undress the last borders, You start to rub your hand between my thighs, I suck more, As I feel th

Freedom, Part Ii
Despite my unwavering love of fun and freedom, I've never particularly liked Independence Day. Almost without fail, the 4th arrives and I find myself anything but free. One year I was in Colorado. It was 110 degrees out, and I was sleeping in a camper. My family assured me it would cool off at night. It did. It got down to brisk 104. Last year I had the brilliant idea that I should go camping over the 4th. I was working ridiculous hours last summer, staying out all night, and getting no sleep, so it seemed like a good chance to escape for a while. Lounge in the woods, swim, hike... a genius plan, really. I proposed the idea to my co-workers and they agreed to join me. We reserved a camp-site on the 2nd of July at the only park available. There was no power, no running water, no facilities save for a circle of port-a-potty contraptions that stank up a square mile of the campsite. The "beach" consisted of a pebbly twenty-foot strip of goose shit. The water was murky,

Horriscope.. Again:)
Life is more like a novel than you think. Before a certain story concludes, you have to run into some characters again and wrap up some loose ends. The stars say your narrative has some surprises in store. i really like this.. idk why.. but its so true.. for one im not in a very good part of my narrative right now but i know its going to get better i got a new job, new boyfriend, i have a soon to be wife.. and soon to have a new place to live :) so come on w/ the surprises cuz todays wont bring me down!

The Year 2012
7/12/2007 Dear Readers: My trip to Roswell new Mexico was quite interesting and on the show with George on Coast To Coast I gave the date of July 30th for explosions and to expect earthquakes and shocking news. I picked this date because this is the same energy produced by a planet called Uranus called “The God of the Sky” in Greek Mythology. This planet produces all sorts of shocking news involving airport, aeronautics, technology and natural disasters such as tornadoes, volcanoes eruption, earthquakes and tsunami. Incidentally the current window started July 2nd and until July 13th indeed reflects what type of news will transpire on July the 30th. Thus by checking what is currently posted on my website http://www.drturi.com/ you can check the current news and raise your own cosmic consciousness with the unarguable unfolding manifesto, my prediction and dated quatrains. As explained many times to George “I DO NOT PREDICT THE FUTURE”, because everything has a pattern inc

Dictionary Of Bdsm Terms U-z
UGOL'S LAW: A law first stated by Harry Ugol in the UseNet newsgroup alt.sex.bondage which holds that if there's some kink you have or something turns you on, no matter how strange or bizarre it may be, you're not the only one who has that kink. Commentary: I receive a great deal of email from these pages; much of it along the lines of "I didn't realize other people had the same fantasies and ideas that I do!" The nice thing about living in a world of six billion people is that, no matter how weird or bizarre your turn-ons may be, yes, there are other people like you. UNIFORM PLAY: Any of a wide variety of different forms of role play in which the wearing of uniforms, such as military uniforms, is a significant part of the role play. Commentary: Many people find uniforms, particularly uniforms that convey rank or indicate ierarchy or authority (such as police or military uniforms) arousing. UTILITY D/S: A specific type of D/s centered around using the submissive in utilitarian ca

Letting Go
How to let go how do i let go. how do i close my heart. how do i end the dreams. how can you forget so easy. the nights looking up at the stars. the nights laying there talking. the love look in your eyes. the feeling of love we have. the souind of our hearts. comeing together to make one. how did you throw it away. forgetting all the good times. working out the bad times. throwing my heart away. like you never cared. forgethering are love altogether.

Wtf???
What is considered NSFW? I just had a fantasy art pic of a dragon with a woman in a bikini marked NSFW. These are art pictures not live people so someone out there has a warped sense of what is not safe for work. I uploaded all of my pics from work so I believe I would know if it was safe to be viewed at work or not. Hell the owner of the store was there when I did it and he is a very conservative guy and he laughs at what I marked as nsfw. Only reason I did the ones I did is because they had a little nudity. Well now if you want to see Lady Death or any of the pics I have by Boris, Julie Bell, or Louis Royo you have to be family and it takes a lot to be a family member of mine.

Actions Speak Louder Than Words
Not many people can fully grasp the meaning behind that phrase. As simplistic as it is. If you have interest in someone or even claim to be in love with someone, it should show. I do not merely mean from time to time. No, it should be obvious in everything you do. Many people like to throw the "L-word" out, but there actions do not back up their claims. They may not even use the word love, but express great feelings of emotion and attraction instead. Despite what it may be, it is still emotions. Emotions are fine when they are your own. However, when your emotions become intertwined with another's, it takes on a different meaning and transcends to a different level. There is more than just one party involved at this point. So many times here, I get messaged or approached with compliments or someone taking an interest. I do appreciate that very much so. However, when that is the only message or contact you have with me, I have to then chalk it up to a brief encounter. Why is that?

Gone Too Soon But Was Doing What He Loved!!!
Coolbaugh was star on, off baseball field By ELIZABETH WHITE, Associated Press Writer July 23, 2007 AP - Jul 23, 4:44 pm EDT More Photos SAN ANTONIO (AP) -- Mike Coolbaugh became a coach with the Tulsa Drillers earlier this month not so much for the job itself, but because his little boys loved to see him on the baseball field. "He had just started," said Coolbaugh's wife, Amanda, who is expecting their third child in October. "We were going to be done with it, but his kids wanted to see him." Coolbaugh, 35, died Sunday after being struck in the head by a line drive as he stood in the first-base coach's box during a game in Arkansas. Amanda Coolbaugh, 32, said they planned to wait to find out the baby's sex until the birth. The couple has two sons, Joseph, 5, and Jacob, 3. "You couldn't have asked for a better father," Amanda Coolbaugh said through tears Monday in San Antonio. "He just paid attention to the boys, put them in clubs and sports ... volu

Ack!...being A Hermit +being Annoyed.
Azzie has a new friend. I have my speculations that this new friend has started drama between him and one of his friends.... I'm not happy. Hopefully the supposed drama hasn't spilled over but since I've been in hiding for the last month or so no one is currently talking to me... I feel out of the loop. Anyways... Yes I'm still alive, no I'm not trying to change that. And... I don't know what else to say really... So yeah... Having people issues right now.... .:end transmission:.

Another Bad One
Well where do I start? I guess with today's events. It was my court date for my dui. I really didn't want anyone to know why but hearing this you would think something else if not. I know I've fucked up and I'm not proud of it. The judge, well, she is a total bitch! Yet to sum it up real quick I guess I did get somewhat of a decent deal, especially in comparison to what I could have received. I have to do 30 days house arrest, the victims impact panel (a one time meeting to hear these mothers and loved ones talk about how they lost their family and loves to drunk drivers), and I will have to go to rehab. It will be IOP (intensive out-patient). They want to check me for depression, and I will have to go 2 nights a week and 3 A.A. meetings a week also. I have no idea for how long either. On top of all this if I will be on probation for 2yrs and if I fuck any of it up I will do 11months in jail. I will also attempt to continue going to college. With all this going on I will be pretty busy

What My Mother Taught Me
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. "Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. 'If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me ab

88 Minutes
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com This is really good! A must see for any Pacino fan.He is a Seattle college professor that gets wrapped up in a series of murders,then ultimately ,gets a phone call that he has 88 minutes to live,therefore he must solve his own crime before he dies.Great story,fast paced,some good twists very worth watching! =)

Do People Really Believe This Shit
ok so I go to open some message on my myspace and I get this: McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... All places with ball pits in the children's play area. One of my sons lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find his watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often.. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren, or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland , TN. On October 2nd, 1999 I took my only son to McDonald's for his

Ckx, Inc.: Still Betting On Elvis
Filed under: Hilary On Stocks, CKX Inc (CKXE)You can never go wrong with the King, and I'm still betting big on this one. Back in April, I picked CKX Inc. (NASDAQ: CKXE) as a double-your-money pick, opining that it might almost quadruple from around $14 to $50 by the end of 2007. If you followed my advice, you might be pretty disappointed so far. The stock continues to trade at around $14. If it's any consolation, I put quite a bit of my own money into CKX -- and I still hold the stock today. I still believe this one is going to improve. Media and entertainment businesses are always risky, but I believe in CEO Bob Sillerman, who has already revolutionized the radio and the concert businesses. I think he has the right idea to build the company around a few phenomenally recognizable brands, (heard of American Idol? Heard of Elvis Presley?) and to leverage those brands through his other holdings. Anyone who follows the film industry knows the 80/20 model prevails there -- that is, 20% of

Ok I Need Opinions
I am thinking of changing my main pic to a pic of myself again. Obviously it has to be NSFW from my default album. Can you all go take a peak and post I choose the 1 you like best.. just comment it with "I pick this 1". I'll buy a drink for all who vote the winning pic.. yes I may supercede and pick 1 I like best, lol but I wanted your opinions.. thanks you sweeties! Cin

Poetry
Love and Hate My heart eternal but a burning flame engulfed in madness all the same. Love and hate take the blame, when things go crazy and get insane. Love condenses and flurries away, as hate comes in and subsides all day. Love tries to break away, as hate's grip gives way. Hate disappears and love can go on with out fear, until the next time hate is near. For with out love there is no hate, they come and go each passing day. The one you feel is the decision you make. Chad Micheal Davis Copyright ©2007 Chad Micheal Davis

Movin On
my oldest moved out this weak and im not shure how to feal about it happy and sad its a new time for both of us ! im only 36 i looked forword to the fact that i wud b young wen she left home but now its hear she starts coll. in the fall im just kinda lost any thouts out there on movin on for me too lol

The Serenity Prayer
The Serenity Prayer God grant me: The Serenity, to accept the things I cannot change. The Courage, to change the things I can. And the Wisdom, to know the difference. Thy will, not mine, be done. Amen This is not just a prayer. It is the best philosophy I have ever heard on how to live life. Whatever the relationships, be it love, friendships, finances, work, or any other aspect of life, those three lines can be applied. Here is briefly what those three lines tell me. The Serenity, to accept the things I cannot change. This is difficult to do because, each of us wants to be in total control of every aspect of our life. Many let the drama of everyday life get to them and control their emotions when they have no control over the drama itself. You cannot change the facts. You cannot change other people. Because of this lack of power and control, you must learn to accept it and concentrate on what you do control. The Courage, to change the things I can. It is not

My Love For You Is An Endless Love......
My love for you is an endless love. Always, like an ocean waves, rolls over inside my heart You are always in my heart and soul and bridged the cap between the ocean My time can not be limited for your love, because I have endless love for you Your love has a hold on me is magically beyond imagination that brings me the most precious gift of love I always think of you day and night and can not be forgotten your sight that gives me pride When my soul rapture as you embrace me then my love travel like a ray of light in your heart My heart and your soul are connected with strong love and it makes us good ingredients of happiness No words I can write and say, how much I miss you and how much you are mean to me Always, I want to share all my love with you because I found in you my endless love.

All I Wanna Do Is Make Love To You
All I Wanna Do Is Make Love To You ( Heart ) It was a rainy night when he came into sight Standing by the road, no umbrella, no coat So I pulled up along side and I offered him a ride He accepted with a smile so we drove for a while I didn't ask him his name, this lonely boy in the rain Fate tell me it's right, is this love at first sight Please don't make it wrong, just stay for the night All I wanna do is make love to you Say you will you want me too All I wanna do is make love to you I've got lovin' arms to hold on to So we found this hotel, it was a place I knew well We made magic that night. Oh, he did everything right He brought the woman out of me, so many times, easily And in the morning when he woke all I left him was a note I told him I am the flower you are the seed We walked in the garden we planted a tree Don't try to find me, please don't you dare Just live in my memory, you'll always be there All I wanna do is make love to you One night of lov

Friends To The End...
Well its almost over, and it looks like no ones giving up....people are still voting like crazy , and thats all theyve done since this thing started...Looks like its gonna be a helluva finish...there is still 2 hours to go... We all know what could happen in that much time... Thanks once again to everyone once again, from all the entrants in this contest and myself for your participation....If you have participated in this contest and still havent recieved your party time gift fom me....Please let me know, i wanna make sure i gave something back to each and every one... The contest and album will be closed at 1:00 I will take a talley and hand out the prizes.... shorlty after i will post a blog/bulleton with the results.....Thank you so much for being a part of this ....Have a WonderFu weekend.... *Add,Fan,rate me....I will return the love because i really do love my Fubar friends!

Teenager
Well, since I'm not allowed to create a mumm, (heck if I know why I can't) I will go this route. I'm bummed cause my 15yr old had to go to jail on 8/11 for his behavior. He did hurt his younger brother and sister for no reason--had an "outburst". Long story short, because of that he has to stay there til 9/17. He has been diagnosed with adhd but being a mother, I KNOW there is something more wrong. It is sad to me that he has to end up in the "system" to get the help I now know he'll get. My mom went through the same thing.

Baldoon Castle
The ruins of Baldoon Castle are located just outside Bladnoch, Scotland near Wigtown. Traveling down the only street in the one horse town of Bladnoch, visitors cross the river bridge. They take the first road to the left and travel only a short distance to the gateway of Baldoon Mains. The ivy-covered ruins of Baldoon Castle lay just beyond the old gate. This historic castle was owned by the Dunbars of Westfield from 1530 to 1800. Although the ruins are now deserted, you can still feel a heaviness of heart as you walk onto the castle grounds. The ghost of Janet Dalrymple Dunbar is reported to haunt the castle. In the mid 1600’s, Janet, the eldest daughter of Sir James Dalrymple was betrothed to David Dunbar, heir of Sir David Dunbar of Baldoon. As was the custom, the marriage was arranged by her parents but Janet’s heart wasn’t in it. She loved Archibald, third Lord Rutherford, even though his family was virtually penniless. Janet’s parents had no use for poo

Social Order Of The Wolf
Alpha - The top rank in the social order of the wolf pack. Since a separate social hierarchy exists for males and females, a pack has both an alpha male and an alpha female. They are usually the parents of most of the other members of the pack. Beta - The second rank in the social order of a wolf pack. Since separate social hierarchies operate for males and females, a pack may have both a beta male and a beta female. A wolf at this rank will usually dominate all of the other wolves in its gender except the alpha wolf.

What I Felt
WHAT I FELT ! What I felt last night- Was just what I wanted- But it didn't seem quite right- I felt as though it pushed us apart- I was told the exact opposite- I wanted so much- To tell you, " I Love You "- But I didn't want to scare you- I couldn't sleep all night- Wanting to wake you up- And make everything just right- I want so much to be with you- But only if you want that too- So when you know what you want- Please tell me- So I'll know when to stop- before I get too far- Ahead of myself- I don't want to push you away- I've done that too many times before- This is what I felt- And how I'll always feel.

Taylors Update 8-19-07
Today's Update. The staph infection results are still comming back negative. Which is still a good thing. Its not growing at this time! Her oxygen level had to be upped to 75 for 50. They are going to try and ween her off of the oscillator and put her back on the regular ventilator in the next few days.

Look At You Girl
"Look At You Girl" Just look at you, girl Standin' here beside me Starlight on your hair Lookin' like a dream I dreamed somewhere And look at me, girl You got me actin' just like a lover In an old time picture show And how I got the part -- I just don't know But it's written all across your face Plain as it can be You're the one that I was lookin' for Now you're all that I can see You mean everything to me And I'd do anything to have you stay forever I'm an ordinary man But I feel like I could do anything in the world When I look at you, girl Just look at you, girl Walkin' here beside me Misty morning light I see my own reflection in your eyes And just smile at me, girl With eyes that tell a story That words can never say tellin' me your love is gonna stay And we're standin' right together now In everything we do And if my world should come apart I'll still be lovin' you You mean everything to me And I'd do anything to have you stay fore

Why No Respect??
I don't understand why, if I take the time to rate, fan and friend request, most times all i get back is them adding me as a friend. And no offense, but it is mostly woman. Shouldn't people return the same respect that I show??

A Whole New World
As you can all see from my new profile pic I am in a whole new world. I spent Saturday as a celebrity and loved every minute. I was interviewed twice and more people then I can count on my fingers and toes wanted there picture with me. I guess you can say I was walking as a "Cloud"

Friends
How do you really know what a friend is? Do we really need to ask who our friends are? I believe that we know within our hearts and yes even here online. A friend is Someone who cares about you, Someone who likes you just the way you are. A friend is Someone who does things with you, Someone who keeps your secrets. A friend is Someone who sometimes gets angry with you, Someone who might hurt your feelings sometimes even when they don’t mean to. A friend is Someone who comforts you when you’re sad, Someone who laughs with you when you’re happy. A friend is Someone who wants to be with you, Someone who enjoys your company. A friend is Someone you’ll remember always Even when they grow up and move away. A friend is Someone who is loyal and says good things about you, Someone who gets mad if someone else is mean to you. A friend is A link to someone’s humanity like food for the soul to share, Someone to hold onto when life’s follies bring despair.

Brown Eyes..
Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love unexpectedly. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will grow old with the person who you truely care about and love. ___________________________________________________________ Green Eyes People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the most beautiful, are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, and random as ever. They long for the touch of another. They are very laid back. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards other people. LOVES to have fun. Tend to cover up true feelings, get scared over relationships.

I Made A 157 Lol
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Forgive Me Father
With blood matted hair and torn open flesh she walks into the church. Her nailless fingers smearing the walls. SHe drags her feet on the floor, as she makes her way to the confession booth. An inhuman twinkle in her frightened eyes. The preist stares at her, her sidelong smile liked with dagger sharp teeth. She snarls at him, causing him to falter, and lean away. She smirks wikkidly. "Forgive me father, for I have sinned." A dager flashes in her hand, and across her throat.

Spokenword(video Blog) : Enraged By Marq
A quiet popular way to show ones poetic prowess Is to concoct descriptive ways to destroy an opponent I , being a fan of such styles, enjoy writing like this, it helps to vent aggression A little rough around the edges but you will get the point Enraged I am enraged in a rage Caged in a cage Phased but not dazed Gettin blazed & amazed Raise but not razed Weigh but not weighed Crazy but not crazed Just do shit my way I may pay but I am not paid & yes I might make but I’m never made I just emblaze & evade Spraying arrays of razor blades While radiating a toxic haze Merely through my subtle gaze Emitting X ray waves To summon eminent rains I unleash my Great Danes Severing your vital veins An Inflicting fatal pains Bring an end to your cruel reign I watched the blood drain & observe you fall lame All twisted & maimed See, This is a verbal slaughter I hope you are ready to be martyred? Come on, join the half hearted Of those dearly departed This i

Acacias
Family: N.O. Leguminosae -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Acacias (nat. order, Leguminosae) are composed of handsome trees and shrubby bushes scattered over the warmer regions of the globe. The flowers are arranged in rounded or elongated clusters, the leaves generally compoundly pinnate, i.e. divided into leaflets up to the mid-rib and each leaflet similarly cut into narrow segments. In several of the Australian species the leaflets are suppressed and the leaf stalks, vertically flattened serve the purpose of leaves. Some species afford valuable timber: the black wood of Australia, which is used for furniture because it takes such a high polish, is the wood of the . melanoxylon. The bark of another Australian species, known as Wattles, is rich in tannin and forms a valuable article of export. The pods of other species are employed in Egypt and Nubia for their tannin. The pods of the A. Concuine are used by Indian women in the s

I Am Venting
It is the parents job to raise resposible children to be responsile adults.Who in the hell said have fun while your young and omitted 'but be responsible'? Work ethics, time management, multitasking. These are things I am trying to cram into my 14 year olds head.I do not want him to be like the irresponsible adults that I work with. The 18 to 25 year old age group. Show up for work on time everyday. Do not call in unless your dying. Think of the next thing your going to need to do while doing the current thing.Doing three things at one time will not kill you.I AM A LEADER! Why do you think that is? GO to bed on time every night if you cannot get your ass up to be on time for school or work. Shower the night before if you cannt get your ass up on time for school or work. Pick your wardrobe out the night before if you cannot get your ass up on time for school or work. DON'T BE A LAZY ASS! I deal with irresposible "adults" at work so it is frustrating to me to see my son be just like the

What Government Is Doing To Us
Social Security Change for 2008 Please send this on to as many people as you can.. You've got to read this all the way through to the bottom. I HEREWITH FIRMLY STATE THAT I WILL NOT VOTE FOR ANY POLITICIAN, REGARDLESS OF THE OTHER ISSUES, IF HE DOES NOT SPONSOR AND SUPPORT THE FOLLOWING LEGISLATION. THAT INCLUDES EVERYONE STANDING FOR ELECTION IN 2008. LET US SHOW OUR LEADERS IN WASHINGTON "PEOPLE POWER" AND THE POWER OF THE INTERNET. LET ME KNOW IF YOU ARE WITH ME ON THIS BY FORWARDING TO EVERYONE IN YOUR ADDRESS BOOK. IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU ARE REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT ! KEEP IT GOING ! 2008 Election Issue! GET A BILL STARTED TO PLACE ALL POLITICIANS ON SOC. SEC. This must be an issue in "2008" Please! Keep it going. ---------------------------------- SOCIAL SECURITY: (This is worth reading. It is short and to the point.) Perhaps we are asking the wrong questions dur

It's Friday
Well Hello everyone in Fubar land, this is the 1st Lady of the " REDNECK MAFIA FAMILY " Hope all r doing well, and its friday so we hope that everyone stays safe. I would like to put out the invitation for all who would like to be a part of a family that hopes to do some good for this world, in helping those who can not help themselves. No this does not need any negative comments PLEASE, just read our profile and one of our bulletins to see what we r all about. If u r interested then please leave me a message Thank You!!!!! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lost
i am at the point where i am lost on what is real an what is not one day i feel nothing but then i have nothing but a rush of feelings i hate the days that there are feelings its a sweep of uncontroled pain happiness an angeer not knowing how to get rid of it

Contest Update :)
hey guys! i hope everyone had a great monday :) in case you didnt know...im in a contest! i am trying to win a 7 day blast, so please help if you can! :D:D all rates are worth 5 points and comments are worth 1 point :) you can comment as much as you like...the contest will run until sat, oct 19th. here are the standings as of a few minutes ago: j-roxxx - 9,085 total points! shortysecret - 7,570 total points! as you can see i have a pretty tough competitor on my hands, and i have a feeling (like last time) this will be a battle to the finish. :D i definitely have my work cut out for me, and im starting a new job tomorrow, so i can use all the help i can get! CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE!! (rate and comment) also...here is a list of people i would love to thank. these are just people i noticed helping me out a bunch today :) i want yall to know i really appreciate it! dazzy - just me clayton charley sphere freak deja lou john h maloney sirvalor1 metal ron

Thinking Of You
Late at night I lie here awake Thinking of you And I stare into space Your the one Im thinking of As I fall asleep The one who I dream about The one who makes my heart beat As Im about to dream, Of you and me I wonder one last thought If you and me could actually be You Know Who You Are :)

A True Zombie
The True Story Of Clairvius Narcisse A Haitian man said to have been turned into a living zombie with the use of a combination of drugs. His case attracted considerable interest and some scientific investigation at the time. According to reports, Clairvius was poisoned with a mixture of various natural poisons to simulate death. The instigator of the poisoning was alleged to be his brother, with whom he had quarreled over land. After his "death" and subsequent burial on May 2, 1962 his body was recovered and he was given a paste made from datura which at certain doses has a hallucinogenic effect and can cause memory loss. His new 'master', a bokor (sorceror), then forced him, alongside many other zombie slaves, to work on a sugar plantation until the master's death in 1964. When the bokor died, and regular doses of the narcotic ceased, he eventually regained sanity (unlike many others who had suffered brain damage from being buried alive) and returned to his family after so

Oops Ya Missed It
So apparently baileys does wonders for my inhibitions, as per usual... went on cam last night, i know a couple of you found me there :p i'm not gonna post details but i will restate, if i'm on cam, it'll say so in my status, and how to find me is listed in the HOT SEX post of this blog ;) (i'm a bit of an exhibitionist, can we tell?) ~~Sin

Relationships
Why is it that anytime you feel like you may have found someone that you can really care for they already have met their "#1" person? I myself am getting tired of falling for this shit. Find a guy, like him, possibly even develop feelings for him, and nope... you can't be his "#1" because they already have found their "#1" and they left 'em. Yea I'm getting pretty damn tired of this shit... and I'm about to just give up!!! I just don't understand why I always end up being someone's back-up because they and their "#1" broke up or whatever. GOD I hate that shit!!.... ok I'm done ranting about this.... for now.

New Store
Check out my online store... at www.freeweb.com/cowboysemporium I have lots of neat stuff... custom hats and tshirts. I can even make you a tshirt with whatever picture you send ... also have horse statues and plaques, computers and computer equipment, wholesale cameras and more... all at wholesale prices. I can even make a special deal for my friends.. Check it out...

Rain
we walk in to the rain holding hands acting like nothing can go wrong soaked from head to toe water dripping from our faces i stare into your eyes wondering why u are here with me u say im beautiful but i can not believe such thing why am i being so stubborn cant i just let myself believe in what others believe i cant my heart soul and mind has set on ugly mode you cant see me in pain my tears are hidden in the rain thank god for some creations and for others lets not my eyes are glued to urs please dont let them leave i hope this rain last forever i dont wanna leave ur side

Looking For Someone Special To Share Our Nights With......
Hello everyone....I am posting this blog to look for that "someone or someones" that may be interested in spending a night, or two, with STORM and myself. What we are looking for is a bi-female that either lives close by, or isn't afraid of a little drive, to caome join us for a few nights of awesome fun and sex. This person must be disease free and someone that both me and "STORM" can agree on to join us. We love clubbin, watching movies, and SEX. When we go clubbin we goto clubs in the St. Robert's and Waynesville are. We really enjoy being with one another as much as we do being with someone. We both love to eat pussy. My biggest thrill is having another bi-female eat my wife's pussy while I eat theirs. We enjoy having sex with another female there with us. She really loves watching another female suck my cock alomost as much as I do watching someone eat her pussy. So....if you are interested in this and you may want to join us....hit us up, rate us, fan us, friend us and we w

Wow!!!!!!
Well folks, We are PREGNANT again!!!!!!!!!! Got my first midwife appointment tomorrow, doctor thinks i'm somewhere between 9-15 weeks, that means a summer baby! The wee one that we have turns 3 years old in 3 weeks(my goodness its all gone so quick) and just when i thought i wasn't getting my period because i was ill, it turns out there was another reason.........we are terrified but excited!!!! All of this news means that i get to do all the sexy bump pics that i didn't do the first time around!Keep your eyes open for the bump growing and the milky boobies!!!!! Keep your fingers crossed for us, we are hoping there won't be any complications this time around. Hope you are all safe and well, big hormonal hugs n kisses to you all!!!!!!!! ser xxxxx

New Song I Love
COBRA STARSHIP LYRICS "Guilty Pleasure" And I came here to make you dance tonight I don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you And I don't even know what kind of fool you're taking me for So you've got some brand new clothes you never could afford before Oh brother, spare us all 'Cause we don't care anymore We just wanna get down on the floor You sold yourself to make it You can dish it But can you really take it? You're never gonna get it with nothing 'cause nothing's what you got in your head So stop pretending I came here to make you dance tonight I don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you Shut up 'Cause we won't stop We're getting down til the sun's coming up I came here to make you dance tonight I don't care if I'm a guilty pleasure for you Shut up 'Cause we won't stop We're getting down til the sun's coming up And I don't even read what the papers gotta say about me Oh no, I can't believe they take it so serious, seriously

The Girl U Dream Of
the girl you dream of I believe you fell in love with me. You never truly meant to do so. You thought at first it was a pretty girl to flirt with . Then we talked We had a serious chat . You looked into my eyes and I became so much more than a pretty girl. I became the girl that you dream of when you slept. A few more chats and you learn a beautiful woman with sad eyes was charming and witty. Had different views on many of subjects and a sex appeal you just couldn't help but lust over. Then I became the woman that begins to haunt your every waking hour. How did you allow your self to get so far? Beware of looking into this monsters eyes you will see into her soul and get tangled within her web. She will forever haunt your heart, your dreams, your every being. But will you ever have her? How badly do you need a taste? And what are you willing to give for just one taste? or for a lifetime? ~JRF~

Devour Me
There are times when I’m held captive by your eyes. When the world ceases to exist and I am yours alone. When your gaze sets me on fire, and all I hear is the beating of my heart. There are times when your eyes devour me. When I am turned into liquid, a pool of desire. When my body aches to be touched, begging for you to take me. There are times when I wish you were mine. When every day I could kiss your lips. When I crave for your body, and every inch of my flesh desires you. There are times when I wish to breathe you in, When your scent is intoxicating me. When only steps separate us, and a second may be too long.

A Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and t he dar k of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I pu

Apply Within
in need of bartender's,promoter,bouncer's,and maniagers if you would like to be part of the staff please aply within. Bring your friends on 11/26 till 11/30 from 7pm till 9pm and drinks are on me come and have some fun and meet new people make new friends.

So Hard
can anyone tell me why it is so damn hard to find a good woman in this world? i have been searching forever for the right woman to give my heart and love to but i can't seem to find that special person to live the rest of my life with.

An Adendum To The Now Infamous Kc Trip
Ok it has now been brought to my attention that while at Hooters Brow beating bottom feeders that I missed some funny things we said and did and Barry is bitching about. So during the how do you live with yourself comments, One of us busted out this Beauty," I mean seriously you would never give this mark the time of day. Seriously he could not get laid if he had a $100 bill taped to the end of his dick." But Barry proved something extremely important, No matter how much you beat a bottom feeder they still do what you tell them. So after last call Barry wants another beer and tells us that he bets us he can get Moron to give him another one. He calls her over..."Hey I want another beer." "Its past call," she murmurs. I point out that at two beers for the price of the big ones she owes him one. She still says no I call bullshit.... Barry breaks out this beauty... "You get me another one if you can and I pay alot for it." And sure enough the bottom feeder returns with his beer. He pays

The Bell
THE BELL I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15) I am united with the Lord(1 Cor. 6:17) I am bought with a price(1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt.5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ(1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God(2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18) I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6) I cannot be separated from the love of God(Rom.8:35- 39) I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22) I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28) I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16) I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph

Hoiday
What The Holidays Mean to You For you, the holidays are about emotional connections and bonds. You are happiest being around those you love. You celebrate the holidays in an over the top style. If something is cute, you'll buy it. People end up with a lot of gifts from you - and your house is like a holiday wonderland, full of decorations. During the holidays, you like to feel cozy and comfortable. You're happy to stay inside with a roaring fire and a warm drink. You think the holidays should be decadent and indulgent. You never mind gaining a few holiday pounds... it's worth it! Your best holiday memories are of childhood foods and traditions. You secretly still wish you believed in Santa Claus.What Do the Holidays Mean to You?

Willfull Stupidy, Or Simple Misinterpretation
So what is the deal with people who insist on taking insult at things said in comments, especially to mumms, when in fact they were not insulted, directly, or inderectly. If a statement is made concerning a type of behavior which is clearly pointed out as being contrary toa religious belief, or pure hypocrasy of some sort, generally politically, how is this a personal attack on this third part, who was not addressed in the comment. I can't decide if these people are being willfully stupid, and insistent on demonstrating that fact to as many people as possible, or if they are simply illiterate, or misreading things, and not bothering to check what was really said before going on a diatribe against what they thought was said. Either way, it seems that some of them ought to be embarrassed at the least for pulling an Emily Litella, and the rest should get a clue, and hire someone to think for them, and then write out their alleged position clearly. They also should grasp the differen

My Grandmother!!!
My grandmother has been in the hospital for over 2 yrs due to her breaking her neck falling down the stairs at her house. She has passed away tonight at 12:10 am during her operation that she was having. Her heart failed. She was the greatest woman alive in my own opinion. She was the heart and soul of my family. Every single yr in the summer when i was growing up my grandparents would take care of my siblings and I. Since my parents been divorce my grandparents were like my parents. now that they r both gone it feels like my heart has been torn apart in so many ways. This time of yr i hate the most. Not cause it is Chrismas time. B/c most of the people i love so much have passed away around this time of the yr. This is a pic i have of my grandmother and my grandfather in my family album. It is the only pic i have gotten from my dad at this moment in time.

Its Hanukkah!
Well its the season for dreidels and gelt. So yeah while they are in the gift shop, get me a damn dreidel. And also since I am your average jew give me your fubucks lol. Well I am also sorry I haven't been around Fubar much lately but I been working my ass off and I am trying to catch up on bills and ect so yeah I haven't forgotten about anyone.

This Has To Stop!!!
This has got to stop!!! If we dont protect our children, who will? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This blog created by Sweet and Sexy Sissy

What A Jerk
would look at the message i just got. this guy can't even spell. but he is going to send me a nasty note like this. "you think you are, think you a wimp,when the last time you road a bike for more than a 1,000 or more miles, when the last time you were in a real rumble. yea you proble got the money but your no biker, you think just because you have a few tato makes you a biker, ive had a toto in my mind all my live since i was 14 up in new york i belong too the royal kingsmen, we dont have pussy with toothacher, you just learn too bear the pain" and here was my reply . "you sir are a looser. i am not yuppie scum. i ride a bike. i have not owened a cage in over 10 years. i ride to new york at least once a year. no club here. i don't need a club to feel like a man. " oh and you can't send him a pvt message. so if any one would like to tell this guy what a moron he is here is a link to him. http://fubar.com/

Used Up
Used Up Is this me? This hard husk These pieces of road kill Hardened in the sun No blood left No life No joy No hate No love No hope Is this me? This used up piece of life Lying on the floor Walked over Stepped on Forgotten I feel nothing as you drive over me I’m just a speck in your rearview mirror

Enough Is Enough
First off I wanted to let you all know that each and everyone of you are special. When we chat, shout or leave comments it’s a great feeling knowing that out in this vast world called cyber space there are decent people. I hope that I have given you all smiles and laughs and in someway I made you feel special. What you see is the real me I hope I am never mean or cruel to anyone because I am not even that way face to face. What you get when you deal with me is the real thing Crazy as I am that is me. SO please know I do not think that what happened ( yet again) came from any of you. I do not think anyone of you could hurt me , or insult me the way I was in the email I received today. I think each and everyone of you are decent kind caring and I have the utmost respect for all of you. Huggzzz to each of you. Now the reason for this blog. If you read any one my other blogs I am better at writing in a informative format then to just ramble on about why I am hurt. So here

Moving To North Houston, Texas
That is correct, I am moving myself back to the Houston area. Either The Woodlands Area, or Kingwood Area. Anywho if any of you are in Houston or around Houston add me up we will all go grab some drinks in March 2008.

Please Read
Hey everyone..if ya get a chance please go check out my fiance's videos of him playing the guitar..he plays heavy metal..(if ya like that kind of stuff) hes really very good...be sure to rate and comment them if you would please thanks so much much love ~cin Here's the link to my page..hes the first one on my friends list myspace.com/cin_1980

"have A Great Day"
For Friends and Family. Out of nowhere,really out of the blue a butterfly has come with a delivery for you Flying day and night to give you a special kiss filled with love, happiness,and a lot of bliss A kiss is just her own unique way... so you know you are loved and have a great day!

My First Contest :d:d
Hey everyone, thanks for reading this. I'm in my first contest and would love some help. This is a single comment contest. Just click the link below and leave me a comment on that pic. that's it. simple. :D:D please help out.

Support Giasplace
To all the men of Fubar!!! I have a friend who is a single mother of three. She has two main jobs, and is using her webb site: www.giasplace.net as a third income to support her, and her children. I know there are several of you out there who would be more than willing to pay to get the kind of services she is offering on her webb site. Please go and support Giasplace; you will not regret it. You will only regret it if you never go. If you do not have the balls to see what Giasplace is about (NSFW) I pitty you.

Woo Hoo
I got all moved on Saturday and i'm settling in quite nicely. I was so nervous cuz the town is so small, but it's not bugging me at all. Everyone I have met is so nice and my man is wonderful. I couldn't be happier! BTW I miss all the luving from everyone...Show me some! LOL Have a great week! BIG HUGS, Jackie

Me Me Me
how you doing folks, im willie im into most rock and indie music fave film is natural born killers, i love glasgow celtic football club i have 5 kids 3 who live with me, hate living in england, it`s real deppressing in winter smoking puff is the only thing to do here.

And So It Ends … Again
10 years ago we vowed to love each other forever. That is the last promise that I made and the last one that I will keep forever. I told you that I wouldn’t ask questions. You told me that I wouldn’t like the answers if I did. I have a million questions that will go unanswered once again and I don’t know what to do with them. I’m having such a hard time understanding how you can tell me that you think about us, that you want to grow old with me, that you want to share your life with me, that you’re afraid I will hurt you intentionally because of the past, that you wouldn’t ask me to move out there unless you were sure that we were going to try to make a life together, that you think of me, that you want to spend the rest of your life making up for the pain, that you dream of me, that you love me (and mean it, because I know that you meant it) … and then tell me that you don’t want to see me anymore. I don’t understand how you can look me right in the eye and tell me you love me

Barak Obama
Never will I sit idle while many, especially the young, are led like sheep to vote for anyone promising "change" who, at the same time: - refuses to take an oath on The Holy Bible - was raised as a Muslim (Bin Laden promised he would get America from the inside. Hmmm...) - belongs to a church that is committed to Africa, not America - refuses to honor our American flag during the National Anthem - refuses to pledge his allegiance to The Flag of The United States of America DOES THIS SOUND LIKE AN AMERICAN PRESIDENT TO YOU? This country was founded on a profound, undeniable belief in God and by the Grace of God we have enjoyed the blessings of prosperity and growth. Those who remember that can make a difference. Are we going to stand up or what?

Texas
Where are my Texas friends who are on here? I was just wondering what happened to all of you? I have not been on here as much and I thought I would see how you are all doing? I live here in San Antonio and thought I would just send out a hello to you........ miss you all and yes I miss all my friends but hey I live in Texas and I want to really make some friends from Fubar.

Valentine
This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Height: Do you Drive: Grade: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Area 2: What would you do if... I kissed you? I lived next door to you? I started smoking? I asked you on a date? I was hospitalized? I ran away from home? I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked you out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot feel fr

A Valentine Is Nothing Like
A Valentine is nothing like A chocolate or a rose. For in a week these shall be gone, But Valentines remain. If love were always sweet to tongue Or fragrant to the nose, Each day would be like Valentine's, And we would go insane. A Valentine just hangs around Waiting to be kissed Long after special days have passed And every days are here. So one is wise to choose one well And chocolates to resist. For in the midst of mania It's nice to have one near.

We Cud Do With All The Support You Can Muster Ty Xxxxx
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A Teddy Bear That Glows
The little boy took his teddy and placed him on his bed, then told it listen closely at things that must be said. Mommy and daddy think I don't know, but I must go away, God waits for me in Heaven and I could go there any day. You're the only one I can trust besides my dad and mom, so do the things I ask of you to keep their spirit calm. I know things that will hurt them, so watch out for every one and promise to let them hug you when they have begun. If you promise to be sweet to them and do everything they say, I know they will love you, as I do, and always let you stay. When you see they think of me and their eyes look really sad, then go and let them hold you, so things won't seem so bad. Teddy lay with his little friend while the Angels came that night and an Angel touched the toy, so it glowed in God's pure light. At the service his mommy held the bear while weeping for her son and in Heaven the little boy smiled, teddy's job had just begun.

Come Join Us
COME ON IN TO LIL’S LIL PLAYGROUND!!!!!WE ARE WAITING FOR YOU!! WE LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU THERE!! STOP IN AND PLAY AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS!! ^^^ CLICK PIC TO ENTER LIL’S LIL PLAYGROUND^^^ (repost of original by '»-(¯`v´¯)-»£í£ åñgë£ §wëëtïé»-(¯`v´¯)-»ON ONLY AT LIBRARY TILL OTHER WISE STATED' on '2008-02-22 16:39:28') (repost of original by 'lil missy/ promotor of LIL'S LIL PLAYGROUND' on '2008-02-22 16:44:19') (repost of original by '»-(¯`v´¯)-»£í£ åñgë£ §wëëtïé»-(¯`v´¯)-»ON ONLY AT LIBRARY TILL OTHER WISE STATED' on '2008-02-22 17:08:05')

A Few New Pet Peeves...
Assembly-line "homeboys" with their shirt off trying to look hardcore. YOU'RE AN IDIOT... you feel me? ..."WORD" *feigns a gang-sign* PeOpLe wH0 tyP3 lIkE tH|s. People who think relationships are 50/50...not 100/100.

People Aren't Human Anymore?????
I'M VERY UPSET AT THE PRESENT MOMENT AT THE MENTALITY OF SOME "ADULT PPL" ON FUBAR AND THEY KNO WHO THEY ARE...THERE WAS A TRIBUTE BULLIE TO JOKERS WILD..FUBARS #1 FUNNY MAN AND ONE HELLUVA GOOD FRIEND!!! AND LO AND BEHOLD..DON'T U KNO-THERE HAD TO BE A FEW REAL "FUCKTARDS" MAKE SOME VERY CRUEL AND UNTRUE COMMENTS!!!! IT SEEMS TO ME THAT THESE "FEW PPL" DON'T HAVE A LIFE OF THEIR OWN AND CONSTANTLY HAVE TO STIR SH*T SOMEWHERE. I WOULD HOPE THAT THEY FIND A LIFE OF THEIR OWN AND JUST LEAVE US-THAT DON'T LIKE-DON'T DO DRAMA ALONE!!!! JUST GO START YOUR OWN "FUCKTARD DRAMA CLUB"...THE END!!!

Looking For New Dj's
We are currently looking for new DJ's at SpitFire Radio. If interested contact me at webmaster@wdkyradio.com or fubar mail me or yahoo reach me dj_thumperz or goto the website www.wdkyradio.com and fill out the DJ Application ALL MUST BE OVER THE AGE OF 18 YEARS OLD..............we play all kinds of music so come join us and lets get that music pumpin'!!!!!

To The Ex.
I loved the time we spent together, Those times when we smoked pot, Until the day you said, "Get Lost!" and ditched me on the spot, you treated me like so much dirt I really was disgusted, so this is my way of telling you, Who went and got you Busted.

Hate {behind The Mask}
i hate myself... i hate the things i do and say, the way i act...the way i treat people theres so many people i treat like shit.... idk how many girls i call babe or hun.. i flirt with girls all the time... i hate that i dont want to but i still do it anyways dk how many girls over the years have told me that they love me...or that they are in love with me...and i just keep leading them on i hate how i buy things on impulse and spend all my money i hate how i can be cocky and actually be confident around my friends but when it comes time i cant do anything.. i hate how i cant tell the women i like or love or have feelings for that i have and feel those things for them i hate how no matter what i do or how hard i try to make people happy and give them the best i still get fucked over to be honest i hate how i look, i hate my personality...the only thing i really like about myself is my body and even thats starting to fail me... hate how i cant even be the real me on the inte

Wow Wee What A Bitch
so a chick writes an mumm husband vs bf and there are alot of people calling her a slut and stuff (me also) so a write to her telling to act age blah blsh. anyways she write me back calling stuff and saying it was a joke...what would her husband say if he found what she wrote. maybe dump her silly white ass. even though it was fake.28 years old and you talk like that just to get points..wow wee what has the world come to?it makes me laugh so hard that i cried..i guess this is ome of the reasons that i dont like girls..grow up and act your fuckn age...she sounded like a 14 year old girl.. i hope her kids dont end up like her....

The Bottom Line
All that we have is fleeting, everything will (in time) be destroyed. Once we are dead thats it , no more, you will then become compost. We worry so much about the future, we worry so much about whay we can obtain. I say ....why? Just let it all go! All we have is here and now, tomorrow we could be dead, or worse. Through every loss is have had to endure, it brought strange new truths with it. I found strength, control, respect, and power, through loss and gain. Constently changing, adapting, learning, I have found that the most important moment in anyones life, is here and now.

Irish Viagra
An Irish woman of advanced age visited her physician to ask his help in reviving her husband's libido. "What about trying Viagra?", asked the doctor. "Not a chance", she said. "He won't even take an aspirin". "Not a problem", replied the doctor. "Give him an "Irish Viagra". It's when you drop the Viagra tablet into his coffee. He won't even taste it. Give it a try and call me in a week to let me know how things go". It wasn't even a week later when she called the doctor, who directly inquired as to progress. The poor dear exclaimed, "Oh, faith, bejaysus and begorrah! T'was horrid! Just terrible,doctor!" "Really? What happened?" asked the doctor. "Well, I did as you advised and slipped it in his coffee, and the effect was almost immediate. He jumped straight up, with a twinkle in his eye, and with his pants a-bulging fiercely! With one swoop of his arm, he sent the cups and tablecloth flying; ripped me clothes to tatters and took me then and there. He took me passio

Omg
OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interested in being a DJ please contact me for more information. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also* ~*PLEASE REPOST AND COME TO THE LOUNGE, GIVING GIFTS OUT TO ALL THAT COME IN AND JOIN*~

Update And Next Two Weeks
For the next two weeks I will barely be around. I'll be here but mostly not. I know, not much different then now. Except, I may be a few days here and there or not on at all. It's crunch time before court!!!!! My home study is coming up next week, then week after is court. EKKK!!!!! No one can understand why he is doing this, he has no real reason, oh, and he's deployed!!! I have several things around the house I need to get worked on. Weather has been nice and we have had some awful winds and storms. Got tons of yard work that also needs done. It sucks when you only really have one full day off work to try and do all this. I don't want there to be ANY reason my house would not/could not pass this home study. I don't think there is any reason, but I don't know what her standards are. People keep telling me to settle down, I have nothing to worry about. Hey, I'm just wanting to make sure.... Talked to my lawyer today, and he has talked to his lawyer. Ex is trying to

Native Prayer
I prayed for the tears to stop,He sent me a rainbow,,I prayed for the night mares to stop ,He sent me a sunrise,,I prayed for my world to stop,,He sent me faith,,I prayed for the pain to stop,,He sent me strength,,I prayed for the fear to stop,,He sent me courage,I prayed for the loneliness to stop,,He sent me you.

A Thank You From Kate
A song that Kate really loves I would like to send the most heartfelt "Thank You" that Anyone has ever sent out! No one can imagine the emotions I am feeling right now!! I can not possibly thank all of personally. Some of you I've never even talked to nor met but, today you have shown me that Fubar is about more than just points and popularity. You have shown me support, love, compassion, and that true, real friends still exist. I had previously felt alone throughout my entire diagnosis and treatments but, now I see I'm not at all. I do wanna send out a special thank you to my family...The Spankers' Club. They welcomed me with open arms and even throughout my treatments; not being able to be on all the time-have only showed me love and friendship. You guys mean the world to me and each of you has a special place in my heart. Also to BooBoo and her Shadow Leveler's Club...Fat Sonny ...Freak .. and to EVERYONE who put aside all other things to help me.

Dexter Season 1 & 2 Full Episodes
Click On An Episode To Watch It.. Dexter - Season 1 Episode 01. Dexter - 01/10/2006 Episode 02. Crocodile - 08/10/2006 Episode 03. Popping Cherry - 15/10/2006 Episode 04. Let's Give the Boy a Hand- 22/10/2006 Episode 05. Love American Style - 29/10/2006 Episode 06. Return to Sender - 05/11/2006 Episode 07. Circle of Friends - 12/11/2006 Episode 08. Shrink Wrap - 19/11/2006 Episode 09. Father Knows Best - 26/11/2006 Episode 10. Seeing Red - 03/12/2006 Episode 11. Truth Be Told - 10/12/2006 Episode 12. Born Free - 17/12/2006 Dexter - Season 2 Episode 01. It's Alive! - 30/09/2007 Episode 02. Waiting To Exhale - 07/10/2007

Color Of My Mind
Your Mind is Purple Of all the mind types, yours is the most idealistic. You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense. Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself. What Color Is Your Mind?

U Know You Want This!!!
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Now This Feels Soooo Great!!!
Think about them one at a time before going on to the next one. It Does Make You Feel Good. Appreciate the finer things in life.. love, laughter, and yes , as a whole - life! 1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. Bottle Feeding a baby kitten or puppy. 15. The beach. 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're b

Sign The Petition For Toxic-free Baby Bottles
Did you know that many baby bottles contain an unnecessary toxic chemical even though safer products are available? Sign this petition with me to tell the CEO's of the leading baby bottle manufacturers that consumers demand toxic-free baby bottles. Read on for more info: The evidence is mounting. After years of concern about the safety of baby bottles, children’s care products, and other food and beverage containers that contain the chemical bisphenol A (BPA), the verdict is in--and it’s not good. Yesterday the Canadian government announced it is planning to ban the use of BPA in baby bottles, and declared BPA dangerous.[1] And, earlier this week, the Los Angeles Times reported that the U.S. based National Institutes of Health (NIH) concluded that there is "some concern" that babies, fetuses, and children are in danger because BPA harms animals at the low levels found in nearly all human bodies.[2] Sadly, a recent study found this chemical in all five leading brands of

20 Years Ago Today
My mom died 20 years ago today, my children will never know her, and I have lived longer without her than with her. I am not so much saddened but more nostalgic. See my life would be so different if she were to have lived. And not for the better, I believe that things happen for a reason, and sometimes the reasons are not revealed for many years. At any rate, my son is constantly reminding me of her, and how he wishes he could have met her. I don't know if I should bother to tell him that today is the day she died.. This is mindless dribble..I know, but was just thinking about the day she died..and it was like yesterday, the details still fresh in my mind. The feeling of knowing I was alone, with no siblings or father at the age of 17. It was a hideous feeling and to mount on that..I was left with the debt of the cheap ass funeral ($5,000). Her grave marker, the cheapest one that they offered, wondering if now that things are different, if I should not upgrade her mar

In Need......
I HAVE GONE AND ENTERED INTO A GIVEAWAY.... OPENS MONDAY 4/28 @ 6AM PST/9AM EST IT IS NOW OPENED 87 ENTRANTS SURE YOU GOT A FREIND OR TWO IN IT SO PLEASE PLEASE READ.... AND HELP!! HELP!! HELP!!....... THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HELP ME REACH THE GOAL IN 4 DAYS.....EVERYONE OF YOU ARE AWESOME AND I'M HONORED TO BE YOUR FRIEND WANT BLING? Who Doesn’t Love Bling? FuBLING = POINTS AND FU-BUCKS FOR YOU And POINTS AND FU-BUCKS for your friends AND IT’S EVEN BETTER WHEN THE BLING IS ON SALE!! ** SO YOU WANT SOME? DO YA?? ** 1 FuBLING PACK = = = Regular price: 4,500 Comments SALE PRICE: 3,500 Comments (in one week) RULES/RESTRICTIONS: - You MUST email me (do not shout me!) with a jpeg (no other format) pic or link to a jpeg picture. - Entries for this special promotion will only be accepted until midnight Fubar time on SUNDAY 4/27. - Every participant will have precisely their allotted time (no extension

~~~~love Struck~~~~
I miss him like crazt. I'm yearning inside to hold him. Missing his kisses and his muscalur arms around me. Wondering when I will see him again. Hoping and praying it will be the same as it was the last time. Dealing with the lies that are being told. The secrets that are being held inside of him. Sitting and waiting for the truth. When will it come. I wanna ask but knowing it will start an arguement so I don't say nothing. Fighting back tears because it is the not knowing that drives me crazy. I can't seem to get away fromt he one thing that brought me to love him. His charm, sensitivity, love, eyes, smile and the way that he is always there when you need him the most. The one thing I know is I love him.

Thank You All!!
I set my status this morning to: "Just a bad day for me" in hopes that my friends would understand if I didn't answer their shouts, messages, or return rates as I always do. I never dreamed that it would have the reaction it did. I have received so many private messages, hugs, roses, a beautiful video, a candle, it just goes on and on. These were from people I have talked to on here, and some from people that just visited my profile today! If anyone doubts that there are some wonderful people here on Fubar, I hope they read this!!!! My close friends already know why this was a bad day for me, but for those who don't...it was a year ago today that my fiance' passed away and it's been a very emotional day to get through, filled with both happy and sad things running through my head and heart. I just can't put into words how wonderful it was to come on here tonight and find all these beautiful messages, mostly from people who had no idea what was wrong, just wanting to do

Tantric - Down And Out
Coming up for air so I can Check myself again and I stand Proven to the man sheltered Confidence we tend to shelf and Unexpected hunger drives me Just shut up and stand beside me I don’t need your understanding I don’t need to change a damn thing Though I’m used to have you here It's doesn’t change the man I was When you found me and there was no one else around me yeah Just turn the page and watch me grow There’s so many things that you don’t know About my soul Live and die but this will not get old Just when you think that you're down and out Don't preconceive what I'm all about Look for a reason that you have to start Acting like a friend that you are not And when you think that we played it out we come from the bottom and knock it out look for a reason that you have to start acting like a friend but you are not Nothing in-between to fall through I'm being myself who are you You stand above and look down You’re just a plagaristic clown You suck th

Happy Hour Contest
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Vision
If a man of vision, sees a vision true, should this man tell she who brings him joy anew? If a man of passion, dreams of passions fire, should he tell the one who stokes his true desire? If a man not wealthy, sees a live treasure, should he tell this gift of wealth how his desires endure? If a man of wisdom, knows she's just a dream, should he sleep forever to fulfill his lifes scheme? I had one sweet vision, my passion a treasure true, but in my wisdom darling, I can't tell you, it's you.

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Fantasy Or Real
i walk along the surf as the moon dances on the water, i feel the warm touch of a angels hand upon my face , her eyes are like the stars in heaven , we walk along the shore i feel the warmth in her hand as we hold hands , moonlight bounce of her hair, we hold each other .. she turns and kisses me softly on my lips as the sun is riseing across the beach im left in aw and wonder was she really her or wa i dreaming

The Wooden Bowl
I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. The Wooden Bowl A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. " I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction,

Dreams
It's late at night now, and I'm half awake, I see before me the image of your face, An Angelic face, where words do fail, To capture the beauty of each detail, A smile so warm with lips so sweet, To taste them once would be a treat, Lips filled with passion, yet so tender, With their gentle touch, a cry my heart does render. A kiss so tender, that makes me feel, Alive and warm, Oh so very real, A kiss with passion that I adore, That leaves a hunger for so much more. Eyes so bright, that I could love, Filled with the lights from Heaven above, Eyes that mirror for all the world to see, The Love that dwells in the depths of me. Eyes that can read with just one look, The pages of my heart, an open book, Eyes that can, with only a single stare, Fill me with desire to always be there. And so the Dream goes all through the night, Your image there till mornings light, And with dawns light the Dream does fade, But deep inside the foundations been laid. For t

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Imagine A Woman
IMAGINE A WOMAN (Author unknown) Imagine a woman who believes it is right and good she is a woman A woman who honors her experiences and tells her stories Who refuses to carry the sins of others within her body and life. Imagine a woman who believes she is good a woman who trusts and respects herself who listens to her needs and desires, and meets them with tenderness and grace. Imagine a woman who has acknowledged the past's influence on the present A woman who has walked through her past Who has healed into the present. Imagine a woman who authors her own life. A woman who exerts, initiates, and moves on her own behalf Who refuses to surrender except to her truest self and to her wisest voice. Imagine a woman who names her own gods a woman who imagines the divine in her image and likeness who designs her own spirituality and allows it to inform her daily life. Imagine a woman in love with her own body A woman who believes her body is enough, just as it

Debbullan Presents: Sign 4 C A Worldwide Awareness Campaign
DEBBULLAN INC. EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE PRESENTS: When you just can’t get close enough to ask IMIN@SIGN4C.INFO A SILENT CAMPAIGN TO HELP VICTIMS TOO SILENT FOR TOO LONG! JOIN OUR CAMPAIGN ANYTIME ANYWHERE From this day forward You can silently ask anyone if they support positive awareness of Hepatitis C. Simply use the sign for "C" with your right hand Or your left hand facing the to the left. The goal is to allow the person looking at you see a "C" Who can participate in this campaign? What does this campaign accomplish? Where is this campaign effective? When is the campaign a success? EMAIL A PIC SHOWING EXAMPLES OF SIGNING FOR HEP C AWARENESS OR SHARE A STORY OF HOW YOUR SIGNING ACCOMPLISHED… "_____________" SUBMISSIONS WILL BE ADDED TO THIS WEBSITE! Clinton Rally Fort Worth, Texas March 1, 2008 I was lucky enough to sit imme

The Secrets
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Where Is My User Id?
Is actually your Fubar ID. Your URL is what's at the top of the page, in your address bar, when your public profile is showing. If you hover over your name right now you will see your user ID in the lower left hand corner of your browser.. Or Go up to the gray bar and click "MY" then drop down to "PROFILE" In your profile settings, you are going to go down on the far right lower side of all those options and find where it says "HOMESTYLE" you want to change that to "POWER" save your changes at the bottom by putting in the letters before you leave that. Page should be easier to navigate for you Once you have done this you will see your user Id number as shown... Other wise view your profile as others would and you can see this in your web browser..

♣.·*•*·.♣ I Am A Proud Pagan ♣.·*•*·.♣
Pagan Pride In darkness you paint us, but we will not hide. We're the light of the country in which you abide, we're fearless and strong, the protectors of life hidden in shadows, we conquer all strife. We come from the Old Ones, our lineage secure. We rise from the ashes, we always endure. It's time you remembered that we were here first. We healed your sick, yet suffered your worst. From time immermorial we've woven our lore cunning folk, healers, benandanti--there's more. We're black and we're white, we're brown and we're yellow. We're women and children, and mighty fine fellows. We're Her hidden children, the angels of light, our task is to teach and to help see things right. We conjure and cast, and whisper and pray so you can enjoy your freedom each. We've long been your army, protecting your back when you are in trouble, in secret we act. The Mother is watching--She hasn't missed much. She's gathered Her magic

Vulture
This is the ultimate scavenger. If you dream about a vulture, it may be that you are feeling like a bottom feeder or that others are picking your bones clean. It is seldom a comforting dream or herald of good prospects for the future. A vulture appearing in your dream can also be symbolic of loneliness. Was the vulture eating or hovering over the feast of other animals? What was it eating?

I Haz Been Away...
So for a few weeks now I've been basically AWOL from the FU. I got in trouble at work at was told to cease and desist immediately from going on Fubar..So because I need my job, I was a good lil registrar and stopped going on. And at home...Its just been too nice most days to play on the internet...So I've been enjoying a RL...And in doing so I've met someone amazing..and am happier than I have been in ages....So while I'm sure I haven't been terrible missed around here...Thats why I've been gone..in case you were wondering =)

Bombing In Process....
Please come show RAIDERGOAT alot of love!!! Show him what bombers are all made of! He needs all our support...as of right now, he's not in first place so give him all the luv that you can!! Thanks to all that helps...MUCH LOVE!!

I Want To Fly
The night I met you in words only on a screen I knew I had to have you not only in my dreams! The words that we have shared have caused my heart to care At first I was a little frightened to share myself with you but you showed me ways to make my nights brighten You loved my body over and over again you took me to heaven and made me live again! I have come to want to devour you not just on this place but I want to touch your body and feel you near I want to hold you tightly not just in words but face to face: I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared, I want to do things to you that others would only dare: I want to make our fantasies all come true for, babe, I want to fly with you.

Krypt Radio
I am DJ Raven owner of KRYPT Radio an online radio station its only been up for about 5 days so all chaect it out and jam to some cool ass tunes anything requested gets played contact me on msn at mnorris29@hotmail.com or on yahoo at aidan_wildstorm

Quiz From My Yearbook
What Does Your Birth Month Reveal About You? June Report this image Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

Sleeping
Ok this is the craziest shit i have ever dealt with! Two nights in a row, i have only got 3-4 hours of sleep, this nightmare, is starting to get to me. My first night it was just crazy, my family members were chasing me around, but they were dead. I got caught in this balloon sash and i was like a ballerina floating in the balloon sash. But when i hit the floor, my family members went at me. There is a doll, crazy looking thing that worse then Chucky! NO shit! scares the fuck out of me. I grab it, it starts to stab me,,,, i woke the fuck up! Now last night, alot of running around alot of different places, but it was not family members after me, it was just a bunch of zombies, now i am running around a school i guess and i am running fast thru what ever door i can get to, been stab in my leg and arms, this doll again same doll, still scaring the shit out of my ass. Now this doll is nuts knives, chainsaw, and fangs not like a vampire, but metal teeth. Well im running and running,

Lame Gratitude
Part of me is engulfed with silenced sin. And when I want to shed my heart, all I do is hide in my skin. The pen won't release its ink, reflecting what I feel within. Rusty thoughts feast on my life, a trial made of tin. So I don't want to speak right now, I would only like to write. Humanity feels bleak to me because it's never been right. And to delve deeply within the depths of my undying plight, I'm never correct in anything, I lack divine sight And as we fly forever past my angst and through my mind, We'll find on this endeavor that the truth isn't kind. I wish I wasn't myself, in a time booth filled with time. I don't want to lend my mind and soul to the upkeep of mankind. I beg of you, teach me how to do it like you, please. I've reached the color where I can't handle these responsibilities. I'm not the sort of dog that is bred to succeed. In the double helix fog, you'll see that that's a seed. In the map of my mind, there's a hole in the middle. Even with the g

After The Storm
Another year comes to an end, and to the victims of Katrina, my prays I send. May they find a place to rest and food to eat, and get through the pain that lays at their feet. I pray for the familes of the lost, for they have paid a greater cost. What the floods did not destroy, cold hearts played with lives like a toy. In my darkest thoughts I think of sweet revenge, Those victimes whos death to avenge. They who left the helpless for dead, lets strap to a bed seal them in a water tight tomb and turn on the hose to share the same doom! but my inner dragon will then say, "To wish more ill, we would be no better than they. Heed these words to keep you wise. Sooner or later they will all pay for the victim's demise." Still, I should not dwell on the past, and I hope others learn from this and learn damn fast!

My Warped World
Last night I had like a flash back of an incident in my past. You would think serving in Iraq, doing over 125 convoy operations, 52 raids, 14 air insertions, 7 IED attacks, 5 Firefights and countless Rocket and mortar attacks, it would be something in that vein . Nope, it was my mediation session between the dragon and me, in order to settle the divorce before we went to court and give even more money to the lawyers. It was not that bad, I had the knowledge of some things that came to light months after the divorce and I was being my loveable defiant smart ass self with pointed comments toward the dragon and her supporters. Still, it was kind of weird but looking back at the Night at the gym and catching a short segment of Glen Beck on CNN it kind of explains the triggers that caused the flash back. The Triggers: It was Wednesday, Triceps and bicep work out, but as usually a short run to get the heart going before the abdominal workout then the weight tr

I Can't Wait
OMFG!!!!! I haven't seen Lonnie since Sunday. I can't wait until I can see him again. I miss him so much. I love him so much. I can't stand being away from him. I don't know why I can't, but I just can't help myself. When I leave him or he leaves me it's like a piece of me is missing, and the only way that I feel whole again is when I am around him. Its funny. I don't have to have him next to me to feel better. All we have to be is in the same building and I feel whole again. He could be in one room doing his own thing and me in another doing my thing and still feel fine. But, the moment that we are away from eachother its like a piece is gone. I can't sleep eat or breath when he is not around. Does this mean that I am in love? Could this really be love? I hope so, but if it is not love then I hope this never ends. I don't ever want this feeling to end. I have never felt this feeling before. I thought many times that I had, and rushed into relationships and f

My Cat Harvey Passed Away Today Friday July 25th
I came home today to find my cat Harvey passed away on my bed...I have to assume that his heart finally gave out..I am heart broken...I loved him so very much and will always remember how he could make me smile no matter what...

King Without A Crown
See you're all that I have and you're all that I need Each and every day I pray to get to know you please I want to be close to you, yes I'm so hungry You're like water for my soul when it gets thirsty Without you there's no me You're the air that I breathe So sometimes the world is dark and I just can't see With these, demons surround all around to bring me down to negativity But I believe, yes I believe, I said I believe I'll stand on my own two feet Won't be brought down on one knee Fight with all of my might and get these demons to flee Hashem's rays fire blaze burn bright and I believe Hashem's rays fire blaze burn bright and I believe Out of darkness comes light, twilight unto the heights Crown Heights ya burnin' up all through till twilight Said, thank you to my God, now I finally got it right And I'll fight with all of my heart, and all a' my soul, and all a' my might What's this feeling? My love will rip a hole in the ceiling I give myself to you from the

Son Of A Female Dog
I'm on my way home this evening, passing a side road where a car was turning out of and this asswipe hit me. I was going to pull over but when I looked in the rear view they were speeding off. I pulled a u-ie (ewe-ie, yooey, u-ey... whatever, none of them are looking right, I'm not sure I've ever had to spell that before) and chassed them. There were a couple cars between us but finally I caught up to them at a stop light only to have them turn left, running the red light. I was able to keep my eye on them for a while but ran into another stop light behind a line of traffic and lost them for good. I was able to flag down a police officer (they are so hypocritical, prostitution is illegal but you should have seen how fast he stopped when I flashed him my bewbiez). At that point I got out of my car and together we checked out the damage. It's not that bad, it can be buffed out, but that's not the point. It's the principle of the matter. Whatever the reason causing him to take of

Friends
Friends Written with a pen. Sealed with a kiss. If you are my friend, please answer this: Are we friends Or are we not? You told me once But I forgot. So tell me now And tell me true. So I can say.... "I'm here for you." Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do, I'll go to heaven And wait for you. "We secure our friends not by accepting favors but by doing them."

I Would Take You To The Darkest Place...
I have just realised that most songs I like, it is because of their lyrics, they mean something to me. At the moment I am really liking the following... "If I could take you somewhere, I'd take you to the darkest place,scatter you in art forms, admire the whore" I just love it! It's how I am feeling at the moment! Do you have a favourite song or lyric? Share with me fucker!

Men
I am so sick of men thinking that I am theirs after one date. I tell you from the start I am not looking for a relationship right now. I just got out of one, and I am going through a divorce. If a relationship blossoms great, but not what I am looking for. I am "DATING" meaning I might go out with you one night, and a few nights later might have a date with someone else....get over it! I never had the chance to date because I married my high school sweetheart. I am having fun and living life to the fullest. If you can't handle that then don't bother talking to me or asking if you can take me out. Until the two of us sit down and decide "okay we are going to be exclusive" and only see each other, than I am going to have fun doing something I really never had the chance to do. For me to commit to someone its going to take more than one date. I am not ready for another relationship....I just haven't found that person yet. I am young and I am gonna have fun. Have a good day!

Dreamin
Dreaming Verse 1: Why does everybody stare & call me weird Just cuz I got crusty shit hangin out of my beard & I enjoy seeing gore & blood splatter Tryna take notes in midst of all the chatter Just kiddin im not paying attention I let my mind wander into a new dimension One where everyone is accepted for who they are And even the poor folks can afford new cars Then some fagit slapped my in the back of the head I was droolin and shit already half dead If I was a ninja id kick his teeth in But im not so I put my gun up to his chin He pissed on himself & I called him a bitch Said this is only the start of your punishment So I cut off his balls put em in the oven & bake up Then the fuckin bell rings so I wake up Hook:seems so real but its only a dream I could be a ninja or a fuckin dope phene When I travel to this world nothing can touch me And I get any fuckin thing I want for free Verse 2: Sometimes my dreams aren’t so fresh I see people walkin around with gashed

A Letter To The Republican Party
I keep getting email from the Republican party and they keep asking for my support, both financial and for my vote. I don't really know why since I am a registered Democrat so just this once (yeah right, like I wouldn't again, lol), and for fun, I wrote back to them. My letter to them is below. If you have any comments or opinions I would like to hear them. Steve Dear Republicans... I am not sure why I am getting this, I am not a republican. But I do know that we could stand to do a lot better than we have for the last 8 years. I never trusted Bush and he has always continued to prove me right. Bush has hurt this country so much in so many ways that we need a swift turn to the left. But even with that swift turn it would take many years to correct the damage caused by the Bushes. The republican economy we find ourselves in has to go. Republicans do not seem to understand, nor can they relate to, the common man. If we aren't wealthy, I mean making more than $5 million a year wea

Is It Me?
yeah... this is an update from the last blog..... i met a girl that i like but then it seemed like she vanished i liked her personality, taste in music, how open she was, and definitely the way she looked all i could say was wow!...... but idk whats going on she wont talk to me anymore and i really wanna see her.........she knows who she is...............im sooo sad :( no more updates...

F*king Tired Of It
You guessed it, I'm still sitting Shiva on the GodMother Quest. When I first made the statement I had several people come to me with statements like "OMG, you do all sorts of things for others, I can't believe you aren't a GodMother yet!" and "I'll be there every day till you Godmother". What did I get out of it? A couple of days of massive rates that were tough to keep up with, but I did a fair job of it, then nothing. It doesn't matter what I do for others anymore, it simply doesn't get returned. Even several members of my family made statements like "oh, you get back from vacation and you'll be at a point where we can level you as a family, i'll make sure of it." Again, I'm still 700k from leveling, and very little help. Hell, I've been a big part of leveling even our family founder, not only to GM, but to Disciple and then Profit. And on top of this, what's this attempt to level someone to PROFIT who's been here 6 months. This is bullshit, and I've had it. So, as much as

Bummer By Hellcat
SUMMER IS ALMOST OVER SO IT'S TIME FOR 1 LAST FLING! PLEASE RATE AND LEAVE 1 COMMENT ON THIS PIC! THANKS SO MUCH!! (repost of original by 'HELLCAT *CO-OWNER OF FUBARS FLAMING HOTTIES* FEEL THE HEAT' on '2008-09-02 00:28:01')

Holding Her Last Breath...
She's holding her last breath While staring in the mirror She looks back on her life Then falls her final tear Her one last thought Is "What have I done?" But it's to late now For she has gone A troubled girl that hid it well No one ever noticed the slits on her wrists She had been depressed for so long And it's finally come to this She seemed so happy And had so many friends But no one ever got The message she was trying to send She always felt alone No matter who was around So many people were shocked After seeing the suicide letter found "I'm sorry that I was never good enough, No matter how hard I tried. People always seemed to hurt me, And no one ever realized how much I cried. Yeah I know this doesn't make sense, And it's hard for me to say. But I've always felt alone, Thats why I had to get away. I couldn't take it anymore, All the drama in my life. I never had someone I could really explain it all to, Thats why I relieved it all with my knife

My Thoughts On Mccain
My thoughts on John McCain and his speech First, I will just say this, because I know some of what I say will be misunderstood and may offend some people. My opinions are of John McCain and John McCain alone. That being said let me get started. Earlier in the decade, during the previous campaigns, I remember thinking how much of an honorable man John McCain was. My parents agreed. We are all lifelong democrats. My mom and I agreed that he may be the only republican we would even consider voting for. We say that, not because we hate republicans, we say that because there are fundamental differences in our beliefs vs. the Republican Party. The respect I had for McCain for what he went through as a POW for four years was immense. What the Bush campaign did to him in the last election, trashing him and his legacy was disgraceful. That being said, the John McCain of last night and of recent weeks, months, bears little resemblance to the man I had so much respect for. Prior to last night

For You
This is for......Ill let the words do the talking... She knows who she is... Bury all your secrets in my skin, come away with innocence and leave me with my sins. The air around me feels like a cage and the love is just camouflage for what resembles rage. So if you ever loved me let me go and run away before I know. My heart is too dark to care, I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my fate, if I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you, my smile was taken long ago. If I can change I hope I will never know. I use to press your letters and pictures to my lips, and cherish them in every part of me that savors every kiss. I couldn't face a life without your light. But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight. So save your breath for I won't hear, you have made that very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love, is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend, So I could forget all of you in the end. I never claimed to be

Major Stash And Mumm Changes Coming Soon
http://fubar.com/blog/9/873991 from Mikes page ouch don't want to see this happen, sometimes change is good but....... Major Stash and MUMM changes coming soon hey everyone, STASH: in the next week or 2 i'll be moving the Stash to some new equipment. instead of trying to get all the old stuff onto the new gear, we're just going to start fresh. once we move to the new equipment, the old stash entries will be gone forever. if you have anything important in your Stash that you'd like to keep, go into your stash, edit the entry, cut & paste it and mail it to yourself. when the new stash is live, you can then cut & paste the old items into the new stash and you'll be set. in addition to running on new equipment, i'm going to tweak some of the settings on the Stash's so that we can add more features to it later. one of these changes will be reducing the number of total stash entries you can have on your account. it will be a small number, probably around 15 to 25. the idea is

Linkin Park - My December
My December - Linkin Park This is my December This is my time of the year This is my December This is all so clear This is my December This is my snow covered home This is my December This is me alone And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was Something I missed And I Take back all The things I said To make you Feel like that And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was Something I missed And I Take back all the Things I said to you And I give it all away Just to have somewhere To go to Give it all away To have someone To come home to This is my December These are my snow-covered trees This is me pretending This is all I need And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was Something I missed And I Take back all The things I said To make you feel like that And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was Something I missed And I Take back all the things I said to you And I give it all away Just to have

The Head
its the day of the special olympics 50m freestlye swimming race. in lane one there is a guy with no arms in lane two there is a guy with no legs in lane 3 there is just a head the gun goes off and they all take the plunge, the guy with no arms takes the lead closely followed by the guy with no legs, the head just plunges to the bottom of the pool and stays there. its the end of the race and the guy with no legs has pipped the guy with no arms to the win. the stewards then realise about the head still sitting at the bottom of the pool so they fish him out "what happened?" asks the head's trainer while the head sits there spluttering and coughing up water "SIX MONTHS! SIX FUCKING MONTHS to learn how to swim with my ears and some BASTARD! puts a swimming cap on me!"

How Our Media Covers The News. . .
A biker is riding by the zoo when he sees a little girl leaning into the lion's cage. Suddenly, the lion grabs her by the cuff of her jacket and tries to pull her inside to slaughter her, under the eyes of her screaming parents. The biker jumps off his bike and runs to the cage and hits the lion square on the nose with a powerful punch. Whimpering from the pain the lion jumps back letting go of the girl. The biker brings her to her terrified parents who thank him endlessly. A New York Times reporter has watched the whole event. The reporter says "Sir, this was the most gallant and brave thing I saw a man do in my whole life." The biker replies, "Why, it was nothing really. The lion was behind bars and I just saw this little kid in danger and I acted as I felt right." The reporter says, "Well I'm a journalist from the New York Times and tomorrow's paper will have this story on the front page. So what do you do for a living and what political affiliation do you have?"

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Come Bid On Me! ;-)
w00t w00tOmg she did it again...An auction! Come bid! During One Month: Two Pimpout Bulletins One bulletin Stickied (you pick) A SFW Personalized Salute 500 11's during HH 500 Stash Rated during HH Owned by in my name Added to Family (New Pics 2 View) #1 Friend Crush Miscellaneous Drinks and Gifts Weekly Profile Comments Weekly Personal Pimpout on my page 2 Permanent Blogged Pimpouts R/F/A up 10 friends of your choiceThe higher the bid, the more negotiable these are! :)And make sure you go show the auction hostess some luv too!~Phoenix~@ fubarThanks!!

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Rich Vos, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Stoner Spelling Bee - Sign Up Now!, Jim Norton Coming To Boston, New Videos Online
Listen to Today's OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Gooooood body every morning! It's Tuesdee and rather than tell you all what a wonderful day it's going to be, we're just going to say that it's gonna be... a day. Today on the Opie and Anthony Radio Hustle, we'll be joined by our pal Rich Vos, who is going to be in Allentown, PA tonight, and Hilarities in Cleveland, Ohio later this week. Everyone buy his CD and help him pay for his dental work (he's getting ALL of his teeth yanked out and getting implants). Remember, any and all of the fancy people we have in-studio are at your fingertimes... if you turn on your Paltalk (you don't think we'd actually let you inside, did you? Well... we do...but that's at XM only, and... oh shit I'm getting sidetracked) It's real simple. log-in to your Paltalk and go to the 'Opie and Anthony Live' Room (it's in 'Adult Conversations)...and you can see the whole staff, the celebrities, and a bunch of girls flashing

Missing You...
Every day I wake up and have to remind myself that I won't find you sleeping next to me. Every day I have to remind myself that your not with me. Every day it kills me, not to say I love you. You were my world, my life, my everything. You made each day special and bright, then I lost you in the night! You will never know how much I miss you. You will never see the pain and the hurt in my eyes. You will never know that every night I wonder what you're doing. You will never know that I can still hear you say the words "I love you, Baby Boo." You will never know that when you left, my world came crashing down. You will never know that I see your blue eyes in my dreams. You will never know how much I miss you. You will never know how I still love you.

Omg Help Me!!!!!!!!
I am so new to this!!! It's like no other bar Ive ever been into! Normally I walk in and it's fairly self explanatory.NOT HERE!!! If anyone..I MEAN ANYONE can help me out...please do!!!!!!!!!!! I added a "blast" but I dont even know what the hell that is!!!! Is it a good thing??????? Come on, you pro's know WTF is going on...help a lady out!!!!!!!!!!!

First Fubar. Casino
Hey!! Here is the first FUBAR CASINO. Come check it out Make a bet play Black Jack (21) So who has the luck you or the dealer. Are you brave enough to come and play POKER. CLICK ON THE BANNER AND JOIN THE FUN OF GAMBLING ON FUBAR.......

Hot Investment Tips For 2008
Investment tips for 2008 With all the turmoil in the market today and the collapse of Lehman Bros and Acquisition of Merrill Lynch by Bank of America this might be some good advice. For all of you with any money left, be aware of the next expected mergers so that you can get in on the ground floor and make some BIG bucks. Watch for these consolidations in later this year: 1.) Hale Business Systems, Mary Kay Cosmetics, Fuller Brush, and W R. Grace Co. Will merge and become: Hale, Mary, Fuller, Grace. 2.) Polygram Records, Warner Bros., and Zesta Crackers join forces and become: Poly, Warner Cracker. 3.) 3M will merge with Goodyear and become: MMMGood. 4. Zippo Manufacturing, Audi Motors, Dofasco, and Dakota Mining will merge and become: ZipAudiDoDa . 5. FedEx is expected to join its competitor, UPS, and become: FedUP. 6. Fairchild Electronics and Honeywell Computers will become:

What..
A MISSING HUSBAND Rick was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than 10 seconds, AND IT BETTER BE THERE! The next morning Rick got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Rick has been missing since Friday. Please pray for him.

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I'm not deaf and I'm not blind And when you're not around, it's amazing what I find I was just a little bored, while you were out on the town And you will never believe, what I found You should know what I'm talking about, you had it buried deep Just how many other secrets do you keep?

Myspace
I am touching base to let you all know I have been extremely busy lately, have not been on much at all I have a myspace account with friends on it , some may laugh but most of the people on it are people I really know in person. I am spending more time there lately If you happen to have a Myspace p[lease look me up i am sweetfox2007 there too ... The people here that have become dear to me know who you are and I love ya I will be back around here more when my life allows fore it myspace.com/sweetfox2007

Appreciation
I can only speak for myself when I say it is easy to take friends for granted. They are always around, and if they are true friends they are always available, even if only in spirit. If you know me, you know that I am easily distracted, easily consumed by passion, by fantasy. As I walk my path I look up to the sky and might stumble, or watch where I walk to avoid stumbling and forget to look up. Sometimes I am free, floating, dreaming, without weight. Other times I feel like I am walking with walls on both sides, oblivious to my surroundings. When I feel freedom and unity and love, everything is illuminated, each tree dances in the wind for me, for the universe. Each drop of dew on each flower glistens with Heaven's light, and my self, my ego, is without limit, connected and overflowing. When I am paranoid or with boundary, when I am driven by fear, I am blind to the world. I cannot see a way out, I cannot find the tools to escape. That is when friends hand me a new

Welcome!
Okay, first of all Merry Meet brothers and sisters of the Light! However, I should have created this blog before posting spells, rituals and such, My mind does not come fully together until I realize something too late. This blog is requested by a very special person, who shall remain nameless unless they come forward themselves. Anywho, tonight I will have a list of everything that you will need to know in a simple A-Z form, and with my next post, there will be the Wiccan Rede!!! Please read everything in this list, because all are equally important okay? There are names and definitions that should definitely need known so there are no misunderstandings when doing a spell or ritual. Its kind of like a vocabulary list I guess you could say. Anywho, read up darlings and enjoy!!!! ALTAR A raised structure (as a square or oblong erection of stone or wood) on which the various tools of witchcraft are placed and candles and incense burned to a deity. ANIMISM Belief that a s

Excerpt From "the Heathen's Guide To World Religions" By William Hopper
Prelude to William Hopper's "The Heathen's Guide to World Religions" - Highly recommended book for those who wish to enjoy sarcastic wit and excellent references as well as resources. In the beginning we humans lived in the wild and ate whatever was slower or stupider than we were. At this time, we invented a thing called a “god.” The god was made from the mightiest elements mankind could see: fire, thunder, lightning… all the big, scary stuff we didn’t understand but knew was powerful. As there were so many things that were powerful, we found we couldn’t settle for just one god. So we made a whole slew of them, each god representing a different big, scary thing. We understood little about these gods, except for the simple fact that in their Infinite Wisdom they had decided they didn’t need to eat us. As we found this good, we honoured and worshipped these gods. As time passed and humans prospered on Earth, we learned much about the way the planet actually worked. Over and ove

Big Things Happening Today
Hey there, In case I haven't pestered you yet, I'm using my Auto 11 tonight. 6pm Fubar time :) Trying to finally make it to godfather an beyond... Also, in case you haven't heard, I'm in my 1st auction. ♫☆♥rkkennedy84♥☆♫ Fall Auction Please rate the photo at least if you can't bid :)

Re: Landmark E. Howard Hunt Jfk Confession Video Tape Ignored
RE: Landmark E. Howard Hunt JFK Confession Video Tape Ignored ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 24 Oct 2008, 18:33 Landmark E. Howard Hunt JFK Confession Video Tape Ignored The world exclusive E. Howard Hunt JFK confession video tape was released this week to a deafening silence from the mainstream media, while the dumbed-down general public attempted to dismiss the now deceased whistleblower Hunt, a former CIA operative and Nixon White House insider, as a mentally unstable drunk.http://www. prisonplanet. com/landmark-e-howard-hunt-jfk-confession-video-tape-ignored. html

A Blunt
A koala was sitting in a gum tree..... smoking a joint When a little lizard walked past, looked up and said, 'Hey Koala! What are you doing?' The koala said, 'Smoking a joint, come up and have some.' So the little lizard climbed up and sat next to the koala where they enjoyed a few joints. After a while the little lizard said that his mouth was 'dry' and that he was going to get a drink from the river. The little lizard was so stoned that he leaned too far over and fell into the river. A crocodile saw this and swam over to the little lizard and helped him to the side.Then he asked the little lizard, 'What's the matter with you?' The little lizard explained to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the koala in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile said that he had to check this out and walked into the rain forest, found the tree where the koala was sitting finishing

An Idea For Those With Auto 11's
JUST A THOUGHT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHEN YOU HAVE AUTO 11'S. I HAVE BEEN BLOGGING AND I'VE SEEN LISTS. I KNOW I HAVE A HECK OF A TIME KEEPING MY BLOG UP TO DATE AND I ONLY GO BY MY ALERTS TAB. WHEN I SEE THE LISTS BEING CIRCULATED ON THE BOARD, MANY OF THE LINKS ON THEM ALREADY NO LONGER HAVE THEIR AUTO 11'S BECAUSE WITH REPOSTING IT'S HARD TO KEEP TRACK OF ALL THAT. WHAT PEOPLE WITH AUTO 11'S COULD DO IS WHEN YOU HAVE THEM SIMPLY GO TO YOU SETTINGS AND ADD TO YOUR "NICKNAME" ANYWHERE.. AUTO 11. YOU DO NOT NEED TO REPLACE YOUR NAME, JUST ADD IT TO YOUR NAME. FOR PEOPLE LOOKING FOR THOSE WITH AUTO 11'S GO TO TOP RIGHT AND CLICK "SEARCH" THEN "MEMBER SEARCH" AND TYPE IN "AUTO 11" TADA! THOSE WHO HAVE ADDED "AUTO 11" INTO THEIR NAME WILL POP UP. I THINK THIS WOULD BE THE MOST UP TO DATE WAY OF SEEKING OUT THOSE WHO HAVE THE AUTO 11'S AND LETTING PEOPLE KNOW YOU HAVE THEM!

Blog...
Thanks so much for everyone's help when I had my auto 11's active!! I made about 600k points...put a huge dent in what I had...and then.. I get to go to Texas!!! Yay!! My brother is home from Iraq on Friday, my parents and sister in law were going down to see him arrive, I wasn't going to be able to go...but now I can!! Yay!!!!!!!!!

.....and So The New Journey Begins.....
GONE are the days of relying on other people to get their own work done, just so I can do my own in a timely manner. GONE are the days of cranky customers who's one goal in life is to take their frustrations out on the one person they dont give a fuck about and wont see again. GONE are the days of filling in for loser kids who cough and say they are sick yet continue to smoke the very next day. GONE are the days of company ownership being a hundred miles away and making decisions directly impacting the store without any real knowledge of the day to day activities of the store. Thats right, today I start a new job. I will be loading TONS of beer onto pallets so those pallets can then be loaded onto delivery trucks. I go in in a little while although my official start time hasnt been set yet. We work until all the orders are filled, that'll be easy enough. Wish me luck my fu friends. If anything exciting happens I'll be sure too post it. :P

Tiramisu
INGREDIENTS * 6 egg yolks * 3/4 cup white sugar * 2/3 cup milk * 1 1/4 cups heavy cream * 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 pound Mascarpone cheese * 1/4 cup strong brewed coffee, room temperature * 2 tablespoons rum * 2 (3 ounce) packages ladyfinger cookies * 1 tablespoon unsweetened cocoa powder DIRECTIONS 1. In a medium saucepan, whisk together egg yolks and sugar until well blended. Whisk in milk and cook over medium heat, stirring constantly, until mixture boils. Boil gently for 1 minute, remove from heat and allow to cool slightly. Cover tightly and chill in refrigerator 1 hour. 2. In a medium bowl, beat cream with vanilla until stiff peaks form. Whisk Mascarpone into yolk mixture until smooth. 3. In a small bowl, combine coffee and rum. Split ladyfingers in half lengthwise and drizzle with coffee mixture. 4. Arrange half of soaked ladyfingers in bottom of a 7x11 inch dish. Spread half of mascarpone mixture

Lil Man
I just wanted to take a minute before I headed out to work, To say thank you for all your thoughts and prayers. Alex had a very good Dr. appt. today. He is doing so much better. They put him in new bandages that get changed once a week, instead of daily, and he gets to go back to school Wednesday, he has restrictions of course, But he can go back, Which is so much better than the 4 weeks out that they first said!!!

Today...
Getting excited for the holidays. Christmas is going to be soooo fun with a toddler!!! He is talking more and more everyday and he gets so excited over some of the funniest stuff. He is his own little person and I love it sooo much!!!