Why is it so hard for me to come out and tell you everyting that I can when I write them down or E-Mail them to you. Every time I am with you I get tongue tied because of being around you makes my mind go blank some times. I do get thoughts of things that I want to say to you but am afraid to say them for the fact that I don't want to screw up what I want to say to you. You are everything that I want to have and be with and it makes me happy when you smile. I want to always tell you something everytime you ask me what is on my mind and I tell you nothing. Their is always something going on in their, just afraid to say what it is sometimes. I care about you and don't want you to think I am a Idiot or something when I say it, but I must look like one when I don't tell you. You mean the world to me and when I do come up with some of the things I write is after some of our talks and I get you tongue tied as to what you won't say or that you want to say but can't yet. I understand it all to well and want you to know that I am willing to wait for anything you want to tell me until you are ready to say it and I will try to say some of the things that I want to say to you in person sometime real soon. PLease don't shoot me for writing this and I hope you understand it now why I have a hard time saying it to you.
