As i sit here with tears in my swollen eyes I ask myself why?
Why cause I have lost the one thing in life that means the most to me other then my kids
And that is YOU...I lost you
Again I have asked myself why over and over and I cant realize why.
Its because ya have opted to believe lies rather then believe the woman ya loved at this time
Every time I hang the phone up I just want to say to you again "I love you" and I just cant do it
There is no love between us no more
Every time I breathe I feel as though it is going to be my last breath
Everytime I close my eyes I see you
I see the smile on your face that made me happy time and time again
And now we are only friends
I guess that its better to be friends then nothing at all
You was truely special to me and words can not describe how hard this is for me
When the skies fill with rain and comes down hard it feels like the tears I cry
I pray that one day you will see what you have lost and come back to the woman that loved you and to come back to me soon