Fubar Blog Posts 3

What The Fuck
ya know I try to think that everything will be ok and also that I shouldn't worry about shit.. Yeah I do care and love Tina but the things she is and has done has made me upset and I can't help but think that maybe I was wrong all along about me. Or Maybe I was wrong about Her, I don't know why she thinks that she has to have a man by her side to be happy. Hell what I say is get off your ass and get it done and stop depending on a man or another person to get it done. I'm tired of being treated like I don't matter but my dick and my money does. Yeah I know I am not all that perfect, and not is anyone else

O Im So....
about to become single again.. here.. my b/f left thhis fucking house about 7 hrs ago ... no fucking calls or anything fucking thing... all i ask in respect that he calls me to let me know that he is ok....but not a damnthing... im so fucking pissed its not even funny... i will keep u all posted if i become single or not... or if he is even still alive... fuckin men

About Me
Let others know a little more about yourself, repost this as your name followed by "ology." MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. Honey Mustard yummmy Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A.Arbys or KFC lickin chicken Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A.Black Angus or and red lobster Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A: 20% or if she is really friendly more =) Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? A: steak and pasta Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. Pepperoni and black olives Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A: butter sometimes jelly TECHNOLOGY Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A: military theme with an eagle Q. How many televisions are in your house? A: 2 and one is on an old broken one lol BIOLOGY Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? A. Right Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? A.

Where Was I?
Sorry friends, and random people :) Sorry I've been away for a bit. I needed a break and then I was involved in an accident (van I was riding in got rear ended), but I'm more or less ok. A little sore, my head and neck still ache, but my back's a bit better. Yeah, like you care, lol. Anyway, if you happen to be part of the select few who missed me, there's your explanation :)

Help Me Stay In The Lead!!!
hey everyone who reads my blog :D hope you all are having a good day so far :) im about to get ready for work, but i just wanted to give yall the latest standings in the photo contest im in :) myself and many others have been working so hard! thank you all:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D as of 1pm central time: j-roxx - 20,567 total points! shortyseceret - 15,954 total points! i am in the lead by 4,613 points!! (D)(D)(D) heres hoping she wont catch up while im at work like she did yesterday!! IF YOU HAVENT RATED THE CONTEST PHOTO YET...PLEASE DO!!!! IT GIVES ME 5 POINTS, AND IT ONLY TAKES A SECOND!! CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE (rate and comment) this contest goes until fri, oct 19th, so its still anybodys game...please help if you can :) thanks again everyone!!! love you guys! ill be back around 7:30 my time (central) **HUGE KISSES**

Attention To Everyone!
Wanted everyone to know, Alot has been going on in my family past few weeks. Those of you who know me personally, you know what has happened. For everyone else, here it goes, My Aunt went to the doctor 2 weeks ago cause she thought she felt something strange in her breast. Keep in mind, she JUST had a mamogram. Come to find out, it was a very rare cancer normally not caught cause it gets under the muscle. Within 3 days of finding this, they had her in the Hospital doing a Masectomy. Now she is in the middle of Chemotherapy when just a little over 2 weeks ago she was fine and healthy. OR so she thought. PLease keep her and my family in your prayers!! Thank you all!! Love and bites, Lost Civeteto, Queen Witch, Creator of LDC, Engaged to Forsaken Bitch, MEMBER CLUB F.A.R.

Kayliegh
ok we are awaiting an appointment for kayliegh and test and my nerves r shot as well as most are family its sicking to me that they r lettin this go so long bc she has a state medical they could be letting a pericous life slip from us bc we r not rich and its stressing me so much her grandma is on nitro tabs now after a heartattack from all the stress i also wanted to thank all u for the support and prayers love u all and may god bless u

Do You Still Have Hope?
If you can look at the sunset and smile, then you still have hope… If you can find beauty in the colors of a small flower, then you still have hope… If you can find pleasure in the movement of a butterfly, then you still have hope… If the smile of a child can still warm your heart, then you still have hope… If you can see the good in other people, then you still have hope… If the rain breaking on a roof top can still lull you to sleep, then you still have hope… If the sight of a rainbow still makes you stop and stare in wonder, then you still have hope… If the soft fur of a favored pet still feels pleasant under your fingertips, then you still have hope… If you meet new people with a trace of excitement and optimism, then you still have hope… If you give people the benefit of a doubt, then you still have hope… If you still offer your hand in friendship to others that have touched your life, then you still have hope… If receiving an unexpected card or letter still brings

Help Level Another Cool Babe !!!!
More help needed to help this wee angel level!! If you do this you got 2 more friends that will RAPE your profile when called for!!! COME ON GUYS AN GIRLS,,, SHOW SOME LOVIN!!! Angel.Baby.... *Fallen from Heaven* ~Brits on Tour~@ fubar

For All My Ladies!
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself in a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy tr

Forgive Me
It’s true I am insane, To torment your soul so sweet it’s true I’m losing myself but yet I don’t mind to hurt you can you forgive me my dear friend? I don’t know why did all to you But I will learn how to love It’s true I am your nightmare never let you wake up It’s true I’m your shadow To follow your fears within your heart But can you forgive me, my angel I didn’t mean to hurt you I will learn how to hide your solitude behind the darkness It’s true I drown deep inside of you And shatter every piece of you And letting you to bleed It’s true I burn your love into ashes But yet again I lust to taste your divine of sanity Can you forgive me again my dear friend? I didn’t know how blind I am?! I will learn how to wipe your tears away beyond the pain It’s true I left you all alone with sorrow to poison you so slowly And it’s true I hide all your memories under my spell Can you forgive me again? For letting the stars to know your secret, Secret of your life Can yo

Journey
pride compells me on but no idea where i am going lost in a city that is not mine exhustion finally sets in find a hiding spot to rest wake up filled with fear what was that noise? where am i? what am i doing here? regret and tears fill my eyes as the cold seeps through my clothes perhaps i was to hasty to late to turn back now a kind soul gives me a cup coffee a word of encouragement and a smile onward i continue my journey i wonder what looms ahead a stranger stops and he offers a ride more fear, and distrust i huddle against the door wishing id never left you home at last relief and weariness war within no messages sadness fills me pride becometh before the fall

The Rules N Stuff!!
Welcome to the Sexiest Witch contest! Very simple rules: No Hating No Cheating No Downrating NO Drama Self bombing VERY highly encouraged Contest opens at 12:00 midnight Pacific time on the 26th, ends at 12:00 midnight Pacific time on Halloween. Whoever has the most comments by then wins the big kahuna! Good luck and HAVE FUN! Prizes, prizes PRIZZIZES: 1st Place: A custom made morph. Just for you!!!! 2nd place: A ticker message to slap up all over Fubar! 3rd place: A big Pimpin gift of my choice (no, I can't afford to get you a million dollar mansion....lol)

Just Some Stuff
Ok so I've come to a crossroads in my life with many separate paths leading off from here. I went and looked at a stereo school in Houston today. It's a 12 week program covering everything from the basics of Watts' and Ohms' laws(yeah when you get certified you have to know how it all ties together) to speakerbox design to working with fiberglass and metals. And that's just the first 4 weeks! The next four get more in depth with alot more hands on design and build. The third 4 cover custom interior and sewing(building seats, working with all types of materials, custom dash and lighting). Overall the program sounds really good to me but I'm not sure whether I want to give up on trying to get back to college or not. I've been trying(though sometimes not very hard) for the last year to get a job but nothing seems to be turning up. The first legit(great pay awesome benefits retirement and I qualify) job interview I get and I managed to screw it up. Some days I think I wasn't meant to ke

Surgery
well good moring friends, well today is finally the big day, surgery is this morning. as most of you know, i have had an on going problem for about the past 5 months.hopefully todays surgery will take care of that problem. to all my close friends out there, i say thank you for being there. and you know hwo you are. and escailly two great ladies who i couldn't have done this with out thier support. thank you both for being there and gving me teh courage to handle this trying time.toeveryone that are my friends and fans, i love you all and god bless each of you's

Silly
Taral Hicks - Silly Silly of me to think that I Could ever have you for my guy How I love you How I want you Silly of me to think that you Could ever really want me too How I love you You're just a lover out to score That knows I should be looking for more What could it be in you that I see What could it be Oh love, oh love, stop making a fool out of me Silly of me to think that you Could ever know the things I do Are all done for you Only for you And silly of me to take the time To call And no you're not there You're just a lover out to score That knows I should be looking for more What could it be in you that I see What could it be Oh love, oh love, stop making a fool out of me Silly of me to go around And brag about the love I found I say you're the best But I can't tell the rest And silly of me to tell them all That every night and day you call When you could care less You're just a lover out to score That knows that I should be looking for mo

Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize Halloween Special Tune At 7pm
SODOMITES... listen to me spout to thee... The Rambunctious Noize Radio Show & The Noize Network over the last few months has been expanding at a rate I wasn't expecting... I, Rebbi Kastler am totally overjoyed to see that the past few weeks even though as crazy as they have been, that the listeners that listen to my show have been concerned and showed great loyalty to me in the past weeks by dropping me alot of love, shout outs, concern about me... etc.. etc.. I hope they will continue to do so in the future which is why I am announcing my return to the airwaves not only on my station WBRK - 96BunniRock.com.. but I will now be heard on WFLMRadio.com, V-M-U.com, MusiciansAddict.com & hopefully soon.. K94rocks.com So don't forget to tune in at 7pm EST, 4pm PST MONDAYS, WEDNESDAYS & FRIDAYS!! Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize.. Since it's Halloween, I'll be celebrating it in classic horror fashion...we'll be talking about the scariest craziest costumes in Rock, plus th

Releavin Stress
releavin stress All this pent up anger and stress, Dayummm boy you lucky you aint in town cause you would get one hellva work out tonight. First I'd start off by taken you into the shower. slowly stripping you down. Make sure the water temp is just right. Id let you under the water first... MMMM! how I love to see you naked and wet. Id start at those nice broad shoulders lathering them up nice and soapy. Working down and across your chest. MMM! I love your broadness the thickness oh i want to kiss it. That beautiful dark skin. Oh to feel your heart beat. You're the right height , all I have to do is take a step closer and wrap my arms around you and lay my head against your chest. Oh the warm spray of water feels good, mystical. It feels so safe here holding you the water washing away everything that the day has brought. Oh the taste of your freshly wasked skin is so wonderful. I slowly drop to my knees and I take you into my hands. Working on your stiffness. What

Does Anoyone Know How?
i need to know the html code for putting photos in bullitens or whatever... I have a photo I photoshopped and I want to put in in a mumm and I dont know how and last time I jsut put the link ppl told me how dumb i was and that i needed to learn the html code... but no one would teach me..... meanies! anywho if anyone knows plz tell me!!!!!

Creation Of Cosmos
A WORLD HE CREATED FOR HARMONYSupport you environment.When I am listening to this songs all I have to do is close my eyes and I'm transported to the spaceship of the mind with Carl as my guide. We are traveling through space and time and he is revealing to me the real truth about life and our place among the cosmos. The real answers that I have always wanted to here. There is no religion that can even come close to this experience for me.This is absolutly beautiful. I have this and just about all the music included in the cosmos series, those musical pieces not found on cosmos soundtraks. Revelation 22:13 I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End. Revelation 1:8: "I am the Alpha and the Omega," says the Lord God, "who is, and who was, and who is to come, the Almighty." This statement by Jesus is very important to Christianity because it clearly means that Jesus existed before creation and will continue to exis

Blah
Do you ever wish things were different? That is how I feel....Somedays I wished I never gotten a comp....Why is it that ppl expect you to have a damn pic on every freaking website that u go on? I am sorry...If I wanted to share my pic then that is my freaking choice....I know what & who I am.... That is all that matters.........I wished I would go back in time & change all that, telll ppl if they want to see what I look like, they can spend money, go on vcation & visit me if they are that damn interested....Do I sound bitchy? yeah but that is how I feel...SO THIS IS FOR ANY1 WHO WANTS TO KNOW WHAT I LOOK LIKE, SCREW YOU ALL

A Memory
Today...where do I begin... I buried one of my brother's best friend who in so many ways was my little brother too. It was hard to sit there and not think about his smile and how much the world is going to miss his energy. Yet, I smiled for I was lucky to know him in my life. Somedays, I know I don't tell the ones who matter to me that I love them or that I care about them. I know they know that I care for them and love them with all my heart. I've been blessed with friends who mean the world to me. Those who stood my me when I was struggling through my grandmother's death and other things of this year. So treasure your memories of those you love and keep them close.

Sexual Personality
Daring, confident, animalistic You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Love
Why is it that nothing lasts, you think everything is perfect. You found that person that makes you smile, gives you the chiles from touching you. It feels so right and that it is going to last forever. And then all of a sudden you start to feel it all slipping through your fingers and you try so hard to hold on to it, but it feels like no matter what you do it will all fade away...... Greg--- We have been through so much, every since that day you came to meet me at the courthouse in Framingham. That was one of the best days of my life, You treated me like a queen. You said it was because you saw how Carlos treated me, and you said I desevred way better than that. I remember the first time you kissed ( like it yeserday instead of it being 2 years ago ) me in the woods after we got high. The first time we ever went to the hotel on rt 9, it was magical. The way you kissed me, the way you touch, and a few other things that you did to me. I use to look forwood to going to the

Thank You
Thank you to all my friends for your thoughts and prayers for the loss of my brother, Mike. This is the toughest thing I personally have had to deal with in my life and knowing there are those who truly care, helps more than you know. Thank you all!

Its A Bully And Steals Pics Without Asking
imikimi - Customize Your World WAS NOT ALLOWED TO RIP PERSONAL PICS AND DIDN'T ASK AND THEY BELONGED TO MY OLE MAN AND YOU KNOW ITS NOT RESPECTING A PERSON TO RIP SHIT BUT GOT AWAY WITH IT

That One Love
Every day that goes by i ask myself "is there one love for me?" Iv loved and lost Iv tought so many times that iv found that one love that one love that will do anythin to be wit me, that one love that that makes every day just a lil brighter, that one love that just calls me to say hey that one love that just calls me to say good morning and i hope you have a good day that one love that just calls me to say good night n sweet dreams that one love that makes me laugh just to her me laugh that one love that randumly sings to me that one love that respects me for who i am that one love that loves me for who i am that one love that sweeps me off my feet wit his sweet words that one love that wispers sweet nothings in my ear that one love that makes sweet love to me that one love that is a companion that one love that is a friend that one love that can come and talk to be about anything that one love that i can never stay mad at that one love that i can go to for an

3 More Days
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com yeah yeah i know i have no business in a sexiest woman contest but come help me out guys lmao love u all i need comments and rates lol please n thank u...btw if u think im sexy click the pic n help me out lol Get More at COMMENTYOU.com ok if all my friends would leave at least one comment a day that would be so awesome

Nurse Glitter!
Sooo Ive been slowly gathering things to make this kickass Nurse Costume Ive been thinking about/wanting. So far... This is the white corset top. The trim around the top has little roses/flowers. Im planning on sewing a small red glass bead into each flower, so there will be small red light beading around the top. Im thinking about doing something with either red where the boneing goes up and down or doing a red medical + where each breast goes. The skirt im still undecided about. But I bought these sweet ass boots, and my roomie says i should wear one red and one white with my costume. whatcha think so far?

Big Egos
Big egos are big shields for lots of empty space We would worry less about what others think of us if we realized how seldom they do. We put so much undo stress on ourselves worrying what someone else thinks about us. We feel either we need to keep that person happy or impress that person in some manner. Life isn't intended to try to impress the world. Just impress yourself. If you can feel good about being the person you are and not hurting others than you have succeeded in life. We can't control another's thoughts or the type person that they are. We can only control our selves. That's enough work in itself to keep us busy for a lifetime. Those who find real happiness are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting. Being a giver and not a taker. Feeling good when you give without expecting something in return. If you expect something back than your truly not a giver. A true giver enjoys watching some one else open a gift much more than they enjo

Today's Rant
Ok, so you've checked out my page & you think I'm cute or hot, or whatever.....Thanks I'm flattered. BUT This doesn't mean that I want to "hook up" with you...and by the way just wtf does that mean anyway...stupid cliche. No, I don't care how large, small, or weird your penis is...and If I want to see pics of it, I'll ask...hold your breath. No, I don't want to talk dirty to you, and I really don't want you to talk dirty to me...there are plenty of other "girls" out there not to mention sites set up especially for that...cheap bastards. Get a clue As a "WOMAN" I find it disrespectful, degrading, and elementary, not to mention the fact that it insults my integrity...as well as your own! What happened to getting to know someone a little first...Damn!

Fallout From The Kc Trip
Ok I am many things.... An asshole(god knows everyone knows thats true), A misogynist(I do occasionally talk down to women), an egotist (I do believe that I am better than most) and an all out not nice guy, among so many other things. And god knows why I am explaining this, probably because I am drunk. I am not a racist. I have never been a racist, and most likely at my age I am not going to be a racist. Let me Repeat that in clear Letters: I, SEAN GIOVANNI, AM NOT NOR HAVE I EVER BEEN A RACIST. So let me put this in the simplest of terms to the few of you that got all fucking pissy about my Mexican comment in my BLOG. They were insane and in my business that is a good thing.You do not want a crowd to be tame.... How fucking boring would that be? I did not call the derogatory names, I did not make racial slurs. None of that all I said was in the crowd was 400 mexicans and they were insane. So I am going with this Statement..... If you do not like what I post on my fu

It Is Fun For Me
OK Just so some of you know..I am here on FUBAR to have fun and take a break from daily life.My escape .SO no I dont get caught up in the drama..If after sometime of chatting and so forth I make you part of my r/l that is my chocie not yours.I am very close with some of my friends on here .FUBAR is fun lets keep it that way.I just had to get it out because of some people trying to stir the pot.stir away..but I perfer to be shaken lol LOVE TO MY FUBAR FAMILY AND FRIENDS

My New Lounge Opening
Hello all my friends, family, fans, and anyone else reading this! I would like to say, thank you for reading this, and hope to see you there. I have opened up a new lounge for anyone to join, it is called Special Operations Lounge. Here you can meet and talk with friends, or family in the military community. We are all either former, current, or military supporters. I would encourage you all to check it out, and i hope join. So stop by and check us out. i hope to see you there. This is the link to the lounge, come in and sit back and enjoy the fun times!!! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51195 Hope to see you there!!! DOC

Christmas Tree
Christmas celebrations are incomplete without having a Christmas tree at your home or at least decorating a Christmas tree before your house.Though most of us nowadays go for artificial Christmas trees which can stay fresh forever, there is nothing like a real Christmas tree being decorated at your home. If you have any plan to buy a Christmas tree then this is the perfect time. You can get useful tips on purchasing Christmas tree on a friendship blog that I have just visited. Don't miss it. There's nothing like getting an early start on your Christmas by decorating your whole place. I'm starting off my 'blog decor' with this cool Christmas count down widget. And of course the count down really starts right after Thanksgiving! I'm so exicted. I love the whole decorations, dressing up, and yes, even my grandma's badly designed sweaters for gifts. Hey, it's the thought that counts right?

Women In Dance Clubs
When women go out, it seems they have a code they live by - never leave the ones you came with. You go out as a group, you go home as a group. It’s like you’re some special ops team going behind enemy lines. Is that why you all go to the bathroom together - you’re afraid if you split up, some guy’s gonna pounce on whoever’s left like a wounded gazelle? See, guys don’t have this code - there‘s no Band of Brothers crap going on here. We could be hours from home, but if a girl even looks at us - screw you, find your own ride home. “But we’re in Idaho.” Good luck with that, start walking. And women can get mean in dance clubs. You don‘t even need us guys, you all just dance with each other. Why is it ok for girls to dance together, but if two guys want to slow dance together to a slow song - must be gay. And when you women are dancing, at some point some drunk, desperate, lonely guy - usually me - tries to casually dance his way into the middle of the group. that's when you g

So Sad So Unfair
December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GUNNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNO LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BDAY........SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOTH OF HER LEGS WERE FRACTURED.... AND HER BRAIN WAS SO DAMANAGED THAT IF SHE WERE TO LIVE SHE WOULD BE A VEGETABLE.... SO I DID WAT WAS RI

An Interesting Article....thank You Defalouter
An interesting article about Male Fear of Dominant Women The Fear of Lilith Examining the Lilith Myth and the Male Fear of Dominant Women By Charles Alexander Moffat Men’s fear of women has caused them to portray women in two specific archetypes and continued to compare women in such a fashion because the majority of their writing was written by men for other men. Thus was born an unspoken tradition amongst men to portray women as weak submissive and/or seductive, evil succubi/monsters such as Lilith, and is the result of men’s fear of being controlled. Psychologically, a man may be willing to have sex, but if the woman is not, the denial of sex perpetuates a breach in the male ego. The male response to this rejection is fear and anger, and in order to find a solution to the problem, the male reacts by finding excuses for his superiority. Believing that if he is superior and that the woman is weaker and inferior, then whether or not the woman is willing will now be unimpor

What Kind Of Person Are You...
ARE YOU THE KIND OF PERSON THAT WOULD HELP SOMEONE UP , OR KNOCK THEM DOWN? DO YOU REALLY CARE FOR PEOPLE , OR COULD YOU CARELESS? DO YOU HELP PEOPLE , OR DO YOU ONLY HELP YOURSELF? WOULD YOU DRESS THEIR WOUNDS , OR STAB THEM IN THE BACK? WOULD YOU SING THEIR PRAISES , OR PUT THEM DOWN WHEN THEIR NOT AROUND? WOULD YOU GIVE THEM A DOLLAR , OR TAKE THEIR LAST PENNY? ARE YOU WILLING TO MAKE THEM DINNER , OR TAKE FOOD FROM THEIR PLATE? WHEN YOU SEE THEM ON THE GROUND , WOULD YOU REACH OUT YOUR HAND , OR STOMP ON THEM? WOULD YOU HOLD THEM CLOSE WHEN THEIR IN PAIN , OR WOULD YOU PUSH THEM AWAY? COULD YOU ACCEPT THEIR APOLOGIES , OR WOULD YOU HAVE NO MERCY? WOULD YOU HOLD THEIR SECRETS CLOSE , OR TELL THE WORLD FOR A GOOD LAUGH? COULD YOU UNDERSTAND THEIR FEAR , OR FEED OFF IT? WOULD YOU STAND UP FOR THEM , OR JUDGE THEM? COULD YOU TELL THEM THE TRUTH , OE LIE STRAIGHT TO THEIR FACE? NO MATTER WHAT KIND OF PERSON YOU ARE , TRY TO TOUCH THEIR LIVES IN A POSITIVE WAY... ALT

Me
I was born April 26,1966.The oldest of four girls.Never knew my dad but was raised by my step dad. I remember i used to sit out in my back yard,stare up at the moon and sing to my Mr. Right.I felt in my heart he could hear me and maybe still does...maybe. I was the type that liked to play in the woods and build forts.My mom would always have to call me in not send me out.I was a cowgirl from day one.Every little girl loves horses and i'm no different. I went thru school fairly simply..the type that never studied much.I was in band,flag corp and R.O.T.C. I met my ex husdand in jr,high.It was love at first site.We got married when i was 16 and him 18.After graduation we had our family started.I absolutely worshipped the ground he walked on.I did everything in my power to keep our little family together. He was quite the ladies man.He managed to sleep with 18 women in our 21 years of marriage one of which was my sister.I forgave him for all of them.In my mind sex isn't what made a mar

Depressed
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

Tom
Hi everyone this is just a little note to let you all know that Tom won't be on here for awhile. Tom asked me to keep this account up and running so I'm going to try. Tom is going to need lots of love from everyone for the next few months if anyone wants more info just leave a message on here and I'll help you out as much as I can. Thank you for your time, Nikci

Hurt
How can you claim to love me when you hurt me so. All I want is to be happy once just this once and you cant saport that. I found someone to make me happy, someone to love me. I want to spend time and make my self happy. I am tiered of making everyone else happy, it is my turn. I dont understand why you cant saport me in this. I know it is just somthing about me that everyone betrays me. Maybe it is writen in my forhead or somthing I dont know. I did not expect this from you of all people but well I guess I should have, it is in me to be betrayed. This is my life I have to except it.

Come On, Do It Cuz You Love Me!!
Hey, check it out. I have this nifty little gadget on my Fubar profile page where you can leave me gifts. Check in the INTERESTS part of my profile and leave me a gift, please. there's even a cool little search option, where you can type in something and they'll find it for you. So you can leave me presents that won't cost you any FuBucks, but that will make me smile :) Be creative. And if you get one, I will leave you some cool stuff too. Be a dear and leave me lots and lots of cool stuff. Roxy loves presents :) I LOVE YOU BABY!!!

You
My heart beats for you, my mind dreams of you. The woman in me craves your touch, I was born for you as you were born for me. In the space of a heartbeat, I felt you in the deepest part of me. My heart beats faster,pulses leap with excitement, palms get sweaty,butterflys take flight. Your voice moves me in a way nothing ever has, Your touch is like fire on my skin branding me for all time. When you are near the world is warm and giving, Take me futher and deeper than I have ever been, as only you can.

Divas
Divas are women who are past their mothering time and have some serious life experience behind them. Divas do not suffer fools and are never hesitant to forge ahead when no others would.. Divas are secure in who they are and know what they have to offer in this life. Divas are unable to see the world as mundane. Divas see magic in every thought, move, process and moment. They could not look at life differently if they tried. They are able to finds hidden truths in all things. Also, do not get in her way. Divas love children and friends greatly and are capable of glorious romances and loving relationships with spouses or partners. Their friendships are deep and abiding, usually with one or two particularly tight bonds and several additional pals in their realm of influence. They do not require validation of themselves from others to feel good about themselves. Though they do enjoy compliments!!! While their bonds are very close, they are experienced enough to have dealt with death in a

Heavens Brigade
Did you know there's a Fire Department in Heaven? I heard Cap tell that sorrowful lad. The young boy stared, working over the words he's just been given. Cap, do you think God's got a spot on the truck for my dad? Cap smiled, even though you could tell his heart was heavy, and said, You bet son, as he roughed the hair on the boy's head. Timmy looked up, his sadness for now, gone. Cap went on, holding back the tears that were trying to fall. They've got the biggest reddest trucks you ever saw, And they keep them cleaned and ready, Just in case they get a call. Of course they don't get too many, Bein' in Heaven and all. But God knew this, so right next to them He made, A great big tree, that puts out lots of shade. And each day they have at least one run, Down the streets of Heaven, leading the afternoon parade. Thats been years ago now, And in that time, things have changed alot. Cap, he's been retired, and I, somehow, made it to Chief. And Timmy, He's just Tim n

Thailand
I'm visiting a friend, Jerry in Thailand right now. It's my first time here, and I'm having a great time!He lives in Chiang Mai, In the north. We've gone to the Buddist temple Doi Suthep (I don't know if I'm spelling this stuff right so bear with me!) We went to a snake show, with cobra's and Pythons mainly. Went to see a couple of waterfalls, To the hotsprings to soak in the mineral water (you can buy eggs there to boil in the water the springs are so hot!)I was sitting in the bar the other night, and and elephant came walking down the street. Their handlers bring them right up to the bar and sell sugarcane for 20 Bot so you can feed them. It's been a great trip so far, and I've only been here a couple of days. We're leaving for Laos today, after 2 days there it's back to Thailand for another 8 days will try to upload pics as soon as I can

The Government
we all have sit back and thgougth at some point , what the frig is our government thinking? the new plan to so called stimalate the enconmy,lol read the terms carefully, what about the poor class , people who are socail security, and the people who get government penisons. there again they are thinking, just like teh war, all our men and women are over there dieing for what???? they say tohelp stop terrisom? ask yourself is that really true?> i did my time too in nam and it wasn't any better then this war we are in now. the government is so worried about the economy, they don't care about the homless here in our own country, they are just trying to get thier shots in before they leave office, as for george bush, well i personally belive that he is every bit like his father, a person who enjoys everyone elses suffuring, not that it bothers him of course, cause he really could give a shit less.

Crystal Dejondice Aka 'naughty Bisexual Hottie!!!
Crystal Dejondice aka 'NAUGHTY BISEXUAL HOTTIE!!! fubar page http://www.fubar.com/user/1535737 FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE This one is a little scarey. We actually think this person BELIEVES all the different women pictures they post are of them. We know one of the faces VERY well but can not place a name on it. We will update this when it comes to us. This person claims having surgery... from the top of their head to the bottom of their feet and a height adjustment too we imagine. When viewing their posted pictures no explanation is needed. Clearly this one is Busted a FAKE.

*whew*
I'm baaaaack. I think the last time I was on here it was new years eve. I hope everyone's having a good 2008 mine's been crazy and drama-rific but life goes on. Work is work. Family is drama. social life doesn't exist. I miss all u peoples. I hope u haven't deleted me *whimpers*

Deleting Account
Well, I have been thinking about something for a long time now and i think im going to delete this account or at least /take a break for a while.. This isnt my usual rant of how fubar isnt the same as it used to be (which it has changed) but anyway .. I have only a hand full of people that i speak to and the rest well anyway ..... so if u read this u "may" actually be a friend. If u wish to keep in touch please send me a private message asking me for the best way to keep in touch with me ... other wise in about a week we may not talk anymore ,,, wonder who would notice ??? lmao

Tired
how am i doin? nope im not ok.. ya i smile... just so you will go away how am i feelin.. pretty foggy and blue hate waking up fuck i hate sleeping too tired of hoping yup tired of stress tired of wishing tired of this mess tired of laughin when all i want to do is cry im tired of questions fuck im tired of asking why? tired of loving and tired of pain fuck im tired of dreaming just to stay sane tired of watching im tired of you im tired of life i wish it were thru a coward i am thats all as you see cross my fingers for balls so i can end me priority 50 oh wait 51 i been standing in line but another has come peacefully waiting but no patience you say? i been giving and giving.. must have given em all away giving.. i gave you.. i gave all that i could and you took and you took what now im no good? space a you asked for a lil trust and some peace as if i had you captive or on a fuckn leash youdo as you want and go where you please i even left

Stories
I remember the stories i was told when i was small, when the princess was in trouble all she had to do was call, now that i am older i know thats not all true cause every waking moment my heart cries out to you, if you see god theres one thing you can do, tell god i would give anything for one more day with you, i would give my eyes to see you as happy as you have been, i would give my voice to tell you are my father and a friend, i would give my heart to save you cause with out you i am alone, i would give my life with out regret, if would come back home... this was wrote for my dad that died 3 yrs ago... Holley Bess

Hmmm
I have all the people as friend,family and fans. I thought this is where those people help others to like level and stuff!! i try to help as many ppl as i can but i dont seem to get it in return!! Why is that? Kinda makes me sad some times!! :(

Are There Any Real Men Out There?
I have been on Fubar back when it was called Lost Cherry. I have met some wonderful people and then I have met some real losers. Men who claimed to be freinds but really wanted soemone to talk dirty to them, someone who wanted to have sex with them. Casue i have kids they thought I was lackign in sex and so therefore would jump at the chance to screw them! Guys you do not know me. Read my profile. Whatdoes it say? Why do you all coem ot me with this garbage? A freind on here was going to come meet me. Texted me and told me that they were just coming out of Huntsville. So I thought they would be here in an hour. By 6 they had still to show up and I couldn't get a hold of them. I knew i nmy heart that they weren't coming. That once again i trsuted someone to only get HURT. Why coem up with a BS story. Either you want to come meet me and my kids or not. Dont' lie! This so-called freind got online yesterday and BLOCKED me! WHY? He's sick. So here i sit. Valentines is

Been Thinking
Ok, so today was a very bad day at work. I almost actually walked out right when I ended up doing a few peoples jobs at once. Ironic that the most disabled person there is doing way more than her job. That other people get away with doing almost nothing all day and get paid for it. But if I don't do my job and theirs I get my ass chewed for it. Granted working in a dining hall what they don't get done affects me and I still have to do it to get what I am supposed to do done. I am still thinking of putting in my two week notice and just moving now. I will get enough back from my taxed to move and have enough to live off of for a few months and not worry. The other thing that has been bugging me lately as well is my health. I am scared for once to go see a doctor. I really need to go but scared to find out what is going on this time. I know that I am starting another Lupus flare up and thats not what I am worried about the most. If you fall and almost two months later sti

Fubar Rules
THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look the same, don't post them all. Please pu

17000 To Win My First Ever Happy Hour
I needed 60000 comments to win my first HH and i am now at 43000 i'm on everyday and as i am out of comments i give rates bak to all my great helpers (ty again to all of them) I'm going now to holyday's house for a few from to morrow till sunday 25 of february and i've no internet there so yu will not see me since about one week on fubar. I give yu the link to my giveaway, perhaps it will be done when i will be back ? I wish yu all agreat Valentine's Day

I'd Like To Hate Myself In The Morning
I'd like to hate myself in the morning And raise a little hell tonight I've got the urge to carouse And maybe raise a few brows Cut loose and pull all the stops out Who cares if they call the cops out I'd like to wake at noon feeling guilty And know that somehow, something isn't quite right I'd like to hate myself in the morning And raise a little hell tonight I'd like to hate myself in the morning And raise a little hell tonight I've got the urge to carouse And maybe raise a few brows Cut loose and pull all the stops out Who cares if they call the cops out I'd like to wake at noon feeling guilty And know that somehow, something isn't quite right I'd like to hate myself in the morning And wonder who I kissed And wonder who I missed I just might hate myself in the morning But what a dandy time tonight! Shirley Bassey

"shake The Missile Base" Reviewed In Smother Magazine
Steve Lieberman — Shake the Missile Base Buy it at Amazon Buy it from InSound One of my favorite independent avant garde artists out there, Steve Lieberman, also known as the Gangsta Rabbi, has written me a song. Yes, all of my pleadings finally made him succumb to putting pen to paper, flute to mouth, and guitar plug to amp. A heavily distorted album as is the usual Lieberman fare, he distances himself from the more sunshine-laden lyrics for angry words of rage, heartache, suicide, and depression. “Editor’s Pick” is the one written for me, and it’s yet another dazzling display of musicianship and the off-kilter oddness that makes Steve really shine; ironically enough the song is about all the idiot reviewers that didn’t give him the time of day, or shrugged him off because they just didn’t get it. Well, I’m not sure if I necessarily always get everything that Mr. Lieberman is trying to espouse but damn if I want to. That’s why I listen, intently, to every damn word, note, and

Contest With Angel Of Desire And I:)
ANGEL OF DESIRE AND I WILL BE IN A CONTEST ALL WEEK... TOPICS CONSIT OF THE FOLLOWING: *1 SEXEST/POSE/ *2 BIKIN/POSE *3.SEXIEST/BEST PHOTO *4 LINGERE/POSE *5 MOST ORIGINAL OUTFIT/POSE *6 WORK OUT OUTFIT @ GYM RULES: LOOSER PAYS 5000.00 FU-BUCKS PER CATEGORY PLUS ONE EXPENSIVE GIFT (NOT DRINNKS) LOOSER GETS 2 BE OWNED BY WINNER FOR 1 WEEK NO PHOTO EDITING, EXAMPLE, AIR BRUSHING, CROPPING, ETC. NO NSFW'S ALLOWED!! ANGEL AND I WIL HAVE OUR PROFILES LINKED DURING THE CONTEST 4 YOUR CONVINIENCE.. THIS IS 4 FUN ALONLY GUYS ANGEL AND I ARE FRIENDS WE ARE ONLY DOING THIS OUT OF BORDEM (LOL) NOT COMPETITION 2 SEE WHO IS BETTER THAN WHO PLZ KEEP THIS IN MIND WHEN YOU VOTE!! CONTEST STARTS MONDAY FEBRUAURY 18TH @ 3PM EST AND ENDS ON SUNDAY FEBRUARY 22ND EST! NO RIPS ALLOWED PLZ... NOW THIS ISN'T REALLY A MUMM BUT WE ARE CURIOUS HOW MANY OF YOU WOULD BE INTERESTED IN THIS?

Ummm Oooops, Sorry...
Hmmm, I was supposed to put this up sooner wasn't I. Anyway, I participated in an Auction and was lucky Enough to help out not 1 or 2 but 3 of my friends (Just click on their pics to check them out)... Also, I'd like to give a shout out to Miss PartyBug who's birthday is the day before mine.

Wal-mart Has Everything!
Wal-Mart has EVERYTHING! One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I¹d better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars...A lot cheaper than a doctor." So Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a st

Thing For The Lovely Maggie Jane
You know how this works. Make a list of 10 things not obvious to the 'net world. They should be quirky/odd/bizarre/random as hell. Then, at the end of your blog, tag 5 friends. You can't tag the person that tagged you. Don't forget to leave them a comment saying "you're it!"... 'cause then they won't know to blog some interesting factoids about themselves & tag their friends & keep the vicious cycle going. heh. 1. im still in fucking college, yes still. 2. im short. 3. i have a hole in my spine that technically shouldnt be there 4. i have to pee right now 5. if i shave, which i did today, i literally look half my age. 6. I got called "big guy" by someone that i know couldnt have been older than me, for the above reason. 7. i have small feet and hands, but that's deceiving lol 8. ive lived in MN for all but one of my years 9. im obsessed with peanuts currently. 10. im shy and outgoing, no one knows, including myself, which one i will be at a given moment.

Wanting To Do More...
I tend to be a very giving person. I would take my clothes off and hand them over to someone who needed them more than me in a heart beat. I do my best to help out any one and everyone. There are just times though when I want to help so bad and just can't or I don't have the resources to do so. Today is one of those days. A friend of mine is in dire need of help and I can't help them. I don't have what they need. They are looking to me for answers and I don't have them. This drives me nuts there's nothing I can do to make it easier on them. It's frustrating I have no idea what to do or to say. It is tearing me up inside and wish I could do more to help them. It's a real downer for me. It makes me very sad....

Classic Asswipe In Sb
Damn it, I wish I would have copied the start..LMAO He started by saying I sounded like a "nigga"...What an ASS...He Blocked me after I siad he .HE HAD A CRUSH ON ME..LMFAO ->superman: why are you still responding then? hahaha you are like a little boy..you got a crush on me.. superman: your gross ->superman: then you can lick my fat ass.. ->superman: No honey you come here.. superman: then bring your ass to michigan for an ass kicking ->superman: You are right..I am THE SHIT.. superman: you are noy=t shit ->superman: I always do...note the name MISTRESS CANNIBAL.. superman: bring it on ->superman: funny how my chatter is getting to you .. ->superman: ahh really? you wanna *beat*..honey try again.. superman: i will berat your kids with a shovel cunt ->superman: that is Ms. Obese to you wapboy superman: i have but its not with a fat girl ->superman: or maybe you have been a "very bad boy" superman: keep dreaming fat girl ->superman: or maybe you wanna dream about

Is Hell Exothermic Or Endothermic?
IS Hell Exothermic or Endothermic? The following is supposedly an actual question given on a American University chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world

(auction) Wanna Fu-own Me?
My very 1st auction and I could use some bids. Rates are important also, person with the most wins 100,000 fu-bucks at the end. Below the picture link are the things I will offer to the winning bidder...Not a bad deal...so make those offers! This is what I am willing to do for the winning bid... so make it good.... 100 11s during HH Rate stash during HH Daily comment Keep you shitfaced 1 Bulletin pimpout Your link in About Me If you are a member or an owner of a lounge, I will subscribe to it Add to family for the month you own me IF THE BID INCLUDES A VIP OR 7 DAY OR BETTER BLAST: Additional 100 11's ...Total of 200 11's Permanent spot in blog Add to family for the month you own me All of the above included IF THE BID INCLUDES A HH: Additional 200 11's Total of 400 11's Rate all other pics 10's Special gift from the gift shop at the end of the month Crush you for the month Personal SFW salute Add to yahoo Add your name with mine as fu-owned b

All In One Night
i never knew that one night of passion could lead up to this i can feel you run through my body my heart beats faster as the blood rushes through me like an uncontrolled waterfall to feel your skin caress my skin sends a shiver down my back your kiss upon my lips makes me lose sudden control one look in your eyes the world seems to stop and everything seems to freeze in time the warmth of your body seems so comforting that nothing could possibly go wrong and when it does your there to make it right never felt love like this before didnt think it could ever exist but you showed me otherwise to you ill forever be true to you ill forever love

Can You Actuallie Find True Love?!?!
It's when you look that special someone in the eyes and know that if you keep looking long enough you'll find the window to their soul and that you'll wanna look at em forever.can you reallie find true love or is it just in your imagination where you dream about one day your cinderella or prince charming will come and sweep you off your feet.what is love?..can you touch it? it's not something you can touch or hold but it's a feeling where deep down inside it's where you know you love someone.where does true love hide?..is it in heart of beautiful people or sometimes in the hearts of not so beautiful people?..sometimes true love is where you least expect it to be.i know if i find true love that i hope to know without a doubt that i'll "NEVER" hurt him or let anything happen to him.i'd wanna make his day by listenin or just drawin him a bath when he gets home from work and give him a massage or leave lil notes like.."babe..i love you and i can't wait til you get home"..i'd wanna hear al

Ignorance
You know I dont blog much but when I come across ignorance in this day and age, I have to write about it. I recently received a message on myspace from an old high school friend. I havent talked to her in years and in high school we werepretty good friends. After exchanging a few messages, I sent her a friend request. I got a message back from her reading..."hey i want to talk to you but i dont want to be the only white person on your page call me my is 281-740-XXXX i have verizon. i am on the phone right now but will be off in about 30 minutes" I am like in total shock! I never thought she would be this kind of person to say such a thing. I also dont see what the damn difference is...why does it matter who I have on my page? For one, I have many "white" people on my page but wtf does it matter? I tried to reply but she set her profile to only receive messages from friends, no doubt to keep me from saying something. I cant beleive that still in this day in age, people still have issue

Help A Emt
GET PAID TO BOMB..THATS RIGHT EMTJUNKIE NEEDS YOUR HELP TO HELP HIM REACH 30,000 COMMENTS. HERES THE DEAL. FOR EVERY 100 COMMENTS GET 5,000 FUBUCKS. FROM ME DEVIL WITCH. MY LINK AT BOTTOM. EYES WILL BE ON LOOK OUT FOR ANY WHO TRY TO LIE. SO CLICK THE CONTEST PIC NOW AND START BOMBING WHEN YOUR DONE WITH YOUR 100 COMMENTS SEND ME A MESSAGE TO GET YOUR PAYMENT. **Devil Witch**@ fubar THANKS FROM DEVIL WITCH AND EMTJUNKIE **THERE IS A PAYMENT OF 50,000 FUBUCKS FOR ANYONE WHO STICKY'S THIS**

Thanks Every One.
thanks everyone for adding me as a friend.we have been busy getting ready to move so haven't had much time to chat.finally we will have a place to call home the kids are very excited. Thay can't wait thay all want to pant there rooms in the coler thay want.So again THANKS for all ofthe friend adds,hope everyone has a great day aand a better one tomarow but above all be well and be safe.

Chocolate Chip Angel Food Cake
1. 3 ounces bittersweet or semisweet chocolate, coarsely chopped 2. 1 cup cake flour 3. 1 1/2 cups granulated sugar 4. 13 large egg whites 5. 1 teaspoon cream of tartar 6. 1/4 teaspoon salt 7. 1 1/2 teaspoons pure vanilla extract 8. 1 cup granulated sugar, plus 9. 2 tablespoons granulated sugar 10. 3 large egg whites 11. 1/2 teaspoon cream of tartar 12. Pinch of salt 13. 3 teaspoons pure vanilla extract Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 419 kcal * Carbohydrates: 86 g * Dietary Fiber: 1 g * Fat: 3 g * Protein: 9 g * Sugars: 71 g 2. Cooking Directions 1. Position a rack in the lower third of the oven and preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. Pulse the chocolate in a food processor until finely ground; reserve. In a medium bowl, whisk together the flour and 3/4 cup of the sugar until combined; reserve. 2. In the bowl of a mixer fitted with a whisk, mix the egg whites, cream of tartar and sal

Solid Rock Radio
I am Promo for the HOT , Rocking Radio , Solid Rock Radio, we have live DJs 24/7, new listener request go to the top of the list. request anytime. If you would like for me to put a radio in your lounge please contact me. The DJS are Awesome !!!! We have old to new rock . thank you for your time

Respect To The Man With The Green Iron Fist
did anyone ever listen to full devil jacket? i dunno why but i used to love that band when i was in high school. they had it all :D i put a few tracks in my playlist on my profile if u wanna know what im talkin about.

By The Lightof Dawn
I sat back and watched a life I thought was mine lived through a body so refined… Only so I could look back and see, that this life wasn’t me, that person aint free My mind’s in the dream world, somewhere in between… this madness and sadness depression and greed. But I found a solution, I picked up the gun, hung brer rabbit, and off I run… Gave him a 10 pin salute As I pressed the lines, Marching cracked boots further into dusty vines and at the end of that rainbow, i called for the hatter Figured he’d look just as good covered in grey matter. I liked how your face looked on mine After hacking and slashing I found that design Sew em together, make a maritime suit So this sense of evil can take hold, take root. Forgiven I won’t be. But I can press on Because no matter how bad, all goes away come that light of dawn.

A Poem
A friendship by chance A meeting by chance it appeared But was not Thoughts fo meaningles tryst I forgot The purest of spirits Has scripted this plot Now strong grows our friendship In heaven begot But how much and how deep Could at first not be seen Only now can I glimpse What this friendship might mean Poems and music And vision and dreams Our voices, our silence In landscapes of green The flower of love Is the harvest we might reap Together we’ll laugh And together we’ll weep We’ll unlock and unfold And then cherish and keep The mystery that dwells In our friendship so deep

Delete Account
Delete Profile: GO up to the menu above hover you mouse over {My} click {Profile} then look on the left column on the bottom you'll see a link {click here to delete your profile..} click that and good luck leave a comment about Fubar.com and hope to see you on fubar.com again someday....

Just A Silly Girl's Ramblings
I don't know how I get through the night without you I don't know what kind of life I'd live without you I need to be in your arms I need you to hold me You're my everything My heart ♥ My world My soul If you left me Along with you All my life would drain away

People
ITS AMAZING HOW SOME PPL THINK THINGS REVOLVE AROUND THEM. HOW THEY THINK NO ONE HAS FEELINGS BUT THEM, PPL THAT THINK THEY ARE GOD'S GIFT TO THE WORLD AND THEY ARE MASTER WHEN REALLY ALL THEY ARE IS WEEK AND EXTREMELY ANNOYING AND I'M TELLING U AND U KNOW WHO IN TALKIN BOUT UR NOT ALL THAT AND ITS TIME U CHECK INTO REALITY GROW UP BEFORE ITS TO LATE HUGS EVERYONE ELSE LOVE YA

Dear Sister
damn, i am finally writin a blog about u, yeah, i know about time, dag. that is what u r probably sayin, hell that is what u r sayin, we know each other very well. bay bay sister i missed the shit out of u. u flood my mind like new orleans floods everyday. i can't dimiss ur disappearance 2 a minimum, 4 nothing. i don't think ur lost will b coped with in my soul. i couldn't never answer the question of would i go b/4 u. instead i was shown the dready reality. i don't even know how the hell my family feel, cuz i haven't contacted them nor have i attented ur funeral. some people r probably sayin how selfish, true, 2 a degree. but like i know myself, i don't do good at funerals. i probably won't attent my own, if i have my choice. shit my family do likewise, they tend 2 want 2 blame others and fight them like they cuzed it. since i was definitely like ur twin, born years earlier, they was going 2 target me like they did at the last funeral. me, jail, graves, or anything negative is like

Art Or Animal Cruelity?!
In 2007, the 'artist' Guillermo Vargas "Habacuc", took a dog from the street, tied him to a rope in an art gallery, and starved him to deathFor several days, the 'artist' and the visitors of the exhibition watched emotionless the shameful 'masterpiece' based on the dog's agony, until eventually he diedThis is not all... the prestigious Visual Arts Biennial of the Central American decided that the 'installation' was actually art, so that Guillermo Vargas Habacuc has been invited to repeat his cruel action for the biennial of 2008PLEASE HELP STOP HIM It takes a second to help put a stop to animal abuse! Sign the petition, today;http://www. petitiononline. com/ea6gk/petition-sign. html- You can Google the 'artist' for more information and ever video of this poor animals torture...please, help us help the animals...because they cant help themselves...and if you cant see the video you can type in the 'artists' name at YouTube.com and find plenty of videos on him as well...

My Karma Weekend
It was another weekend, I was planning to go up and visit Hooters of Horn Lake for their annual swimsuit pageant, however that got squashed, the dragon called up and said Alex my youngest had a baseball tournament in Horn Lake and could I help out and watch the kids this weekend. Well the day was not starting out good my both of my parents were sick and could not pick the kids up from the ball field, so I had to leave from work early oh well needed to burn some personal time anyway. I make the two and half hour trek north to Desoto county and to the ball field. I watched Alex’s team win their first game of the tournament. After the game was over and kids were getting their after game talk from their coaches, I spotted a friend from days at my former employer. She was totaled focused on being team mom so I walked up there and said Hey, it is a small world. A hug and we started to talk. She told me that my former employer lost their state contract and they are going

Just A Memory
u took my heart and rippd it away you have a blackheart but to my dismay i actually loved you you put me down called me so many names caused me to have a breakdown you played your game and i was only the pawn so many tears have fallen i cant believe i can still cry u had me in a dungeon but i cant deny that i still love you the pain may linger but ill go on living and my heart may be bitter im gonna quit crying all you are now is just a memory

Lets All Get Together And Help Him Level
http://www.fubar.com/user/973146 he is good about helping in contests and doesnt ask anything in return now it is out turn lets help him level he is 162,855 from leveling pleaseeeeeeee help

I'm Up For Auction!!!
Want To Own Me? Heres how it works.If you aren't already a friend with our lovely hostest PebblesinAZ then click on her pic and add her-fan her-rate her! :) Then you can find me in her Auction Folder. If you aleady are a friend, well then you know what to do! :) If you don't feel like playing, please stop by my page and show me some luvin anyway. Click My Pic Below to Bid. Please be sure to rate/fan/add our lovely hostess, you'll be happy you did. ~PebblesinAZ~Owned by DJ KIDD ROCK@ fubar

The Blue Rose
Blue roses will blossom in the snow, before I ever let you go, Blue roses will grow up to the sky, before I ever make you cry Blue rose given to a woman, Considered sacred from a heart of silent souls, Words spoken, silence was a bond created; Her boldness spurred from a single blue rose; Sacred blue rose hidden, Burns emotions once stirred, Rose blurred by a insecure woman, Lured by his love, now held for him ,from his words of his poems; Silent bond of love fell upon her, Words retrieved from his poem, Fond of what was told; Close to her heart she held what was inside, untold, A token of all she felt, For a man that gave a blue rose and a poem; Tokens of love now broken, Love once spoken with true meaning for a rose, Lost was the closeness so tenderly rendered, driven by a blue rose once given, No memory of what he molded from his heart and soul, Love that slurred emotions of desires within, Love that came from what holds to a blue rose, Hi

Tomrrow
Tomrrow i got back to work with week off. Cool i need the money real bad. Bills are comeing through and everything Sun Com about to shut off. My storage is about to but on the street my car up for renewl. So need the money real bad. My knee is doing better it hurt every now and then. I go to psycal thryp on 19 and the doc 22. I got to do 12 session. But that all wont matter. There chance tomrrow going to be bad day anyways

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Vålµê Ö£ Ä §låvê To many, slaves are considered owned property. Many take this to mean that those who prefer a master / slave relationship see slaves as having no value or worth, as no more important than a rug or other property. This is not true in the vast majority of cases. Legally in many countries slavery does not exist. In a master / slave lifestyle sense, slavery is a consensual state where one person has willingly given up their rights and becomes owned. In doing so, they agree to be bound by their owner’s limits (if any), rules, expectations, desires, etc. and to put their owner’s wants and needs before their own. This does not remove a slave’s legal rights in the eyes of society and the law. However, by submitting in this manner, many slaves, in their own hearts and minds, have done just that. The words slave and owner are used with this definition in mind throughout the paragraphs below. The question of a slave’s worth or value is one that often comes up in discus

Life Will Go On Even With The Pain
This past weekend was one of the worst of my life. Someone I had alot of love for showed me the love wasnt returned, hurt me in more ways than i can even express. Too much past anger and too much hurt to let the rest of his life be good. Its unfortunate that people don't see what is right there in front of them, that their past pain wont let them have any trust or faith in others. Also that it prevents that good person that is stuck beyond walls inside to truly shine. i've seen that good person in him shine, I know its there. I just wish it would have stuck around. But, My kids will always come first. When i became a mother I swore to protect them forever and love them and help them grow up to be strong individuals. I wont let anyone hurt them and I wont let anyone hurt me. Verbal abuse is just as hurtful and as painful as physical if not even more, bruises go away words do not. Even though you can forgive you can never forget. When someone threatens the ones you love you must

What Makes A Mother?
What makes a mother? I thought of you and closed my eyes, And prayed to God today. I asked " What makes a mother? " And I know I hear him say. " A mother has a baby, " This we know is true. " But God can you be a mother, When your baby's not with you? " " Yes you can, " he replied With confidence in his voice " I give many women babies, When they leave is not their choice. Some I send for a lifetime, And others for the day. And some I send to feel your womb, But there's no need to stay. " " I just don't understand this God I want my baby to be here. " He took a deep breath and cleared his throat, And then I saw the tear. " I wish I could show you, What your child is doing today. If you could see your child's smile, With all the other children and say... " We go to earth to learn our lessons, Of love and life and life and fear. My mommy loved me oh so much, I got to come straight here. I feel so l

Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: Happy Birthday Opie...and Than, Gallagher, Chris Bell, New Boobs And Ratemywow, Anthony's Sick Voicemail, Vote Fo
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch Jim Norton teach you poker - online now!) The O&A Traveling Virus is back! The first date has been announced, and it's in New Jersey at the PNC BANK ARTS CENTER. GET TICKETS AT TICKETMASTER... and for those of you who want them PREMIUM SEATS FOR 'TRAVELING VIRUS' ARE ONLINE HERE VOTE FOR THE VIRUS: Which comedians would you like to see on this years Traveling Virus Tour? Go To VirusVote.com and Vote for your TOP THREE! Today, we're saying Happy Birthday to Opie and Than with a magnificent breakfast from Basil T's Restaurant in Tom's River, NJ. Opie's birthday is actually in a day or two, and Nathaniel's birthday was last week... we missed it, so we're doubling up. Both of these fine gentleman are now the big 3-0... (half of that statement is true. You figure it out). Also on today's show, we're welcoming the one and only Gallagher to the Opie and

Ever Wonder...?
Ever wonder what a freak in a carnival show feels like sometimes? To know you have some type of abnormality or deformation that makes you different than most people in this world? After a lot of soul searching, in some way, that pretty much describes how I feel sometimes - I just couldn't think of a way to describe it. I realize I have gone through a lot of changes in the past 5 years! Having been sick in some way, shape or form for that long a period of time, I have seen my body, mind and emotions get ripped to shreds. I have even been faced with my own mortality. I know there was more damage done than I know about! Having two different types of brain cancer and even a part of my brain cut away during the surgery, there's gonna be pieces missing. Memories and thoughts seem distorted and even unreal at times. Confusion has really set in. Fatigue is at an all time high. Headaches are worse. More seizures in the past 5 months than I've had in my entire lifetime. (You get t

Well...
Well, it is official.. May 30th I will be moving back in with my dad's place.. Eeek!!! The great financial reason is making me do it. Lizzard will be moving back in with his mom's . I really don't know how that is going to work out. I still have a little ways of go . Looking through stuff as to what I am going to keep... or not.. Never known we have collected so much crap through out the years.. That's a big EEEEEEEEEEk!!! Lmao So if you do not see me on as much as in the next few days.. I have not forgotten my friends.. Love all my peeps ( Yes, I said peeps :P) Hopefully, I won't be at my dad's more than a year.. I like my own coming and goings. :D But living with all the people and animals Already there My dad, his wife... my niece.. a cat,a dog(my puppy forever Phoebe{loves) and a guinea pig... Bringin with me.... my fat cat.. and my 2 guinea pigs. Oh and it looks like I will be taking care of allll of the animals because ..well that's a long story

Deadly Snake Bites Man's Penis.
I thought this was illarious. A ROADSIDE toilet stop ended in pain, embarrassment and almost death for a tourist when a highly venomous snake bit the end of his penis. The deadly brown snake slithered between his legs and lunged at his manhood as he crouched on a roadside near Laura, 300km northwest of Cairns, about a month ago. Details of the incident only came to light yesterday after they were confirmed by a paramedic. "It certainly had a swipe at him," an ambulance spokesman said yesterday. "But it didn’t envenomate him. "As it came through it must have got a bit of a shock." The snake beat a hasty retreat, leaving its victim with a scratch, vomiting and abdomen pain. Emergency workers raced to the scene to treat the man. The wound was wrapped in plastic in case poison had penetrated the skin but medical staff gave the man the all-clear after conducting tests. He was taken to Cooktown Hospital where he spent a night recovering. The ambulance spokesm

Dj Tc Auction
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Come Join The Party Every Night!!!!!
Midnight Ecstasy is now back and open!!!! Come chill with us tonight at Midnight Ecstasy!!!! If you are looking for great ppl and good times then join us now!!!!! Click the pic above to come in and have some F-U-N!!!

Me
Anyway I've never written a blog on here before and most on here probably don't care but it's just something that I can't seem to get off of my mind litereally. Yesterday I went to my dr and found out that I have a brain tumor on my left frontal lobe. To a lot of people they are like yea big deal. Well to me it is a big deal. I'm 25 and a mother to the most precious 5 year old little boy in the world and im scared shitless right now. I feel lost and alone and don't even know which way to turn. People say there are dr's out there. Yea but that also means I get to trust "Dr's" to eventually cut into MY brain and not to mess up. To make sure I come out alive so that I am alright to take care of my son. This is the scariest thing I have ever had to deal with in my life and I never thoght something like this would ever happen to me. I have spent the past two days crying. Looking at my son wondering what tomorrow is going to bring. Praying that I get to see his future... something that

Own Me Now
GOLDSTAR, SHOOTING STAR, SHINING STAR...WHATEVER THE CASE MAY BE! IM ALL OF THE ABOVE AND YOU CAN OWN ME! OH YEA! IM IN AN AUCTION, AND IM READY TO BE OWNED! HERES THE PIC TO GET YOU THERE... HERES WHAT IM OFFERING... 1. Rate all pics and stash during hh 2. 2 Sfw salutes 3. Phone call a day for one month 4. Your name in mine as owned by for one month 5. Top friends and family 6. Added to my yahoo and cam for a hour a day for a month 7. Pimpout in bully-main page-and blog comment 8. Daily shitfaced and gift daily of my choice.... SO GET TO IT! BID ON ME AND OWN ME FOR A MONTH! AND DONT FORGET TO SHOW LOVE TO THE HOSTESS ~Phoenix~@ fubar

Soulmates Are Rare
A soul mate comes but once in a life time their value is more than a pound or a dime. You will share minds as one and be there because you're soul mate does really care. Known maybe for a week or for many years as soul mates sharing all as laughter & tears. You may part company sometime along the way you're soul mate in you're heart will always stay. For many reasons souls will be tightly connected to help us through pain & hurt that was detected. Let you're soul be free to share close with another may it be a friend or family member or you're lover.

Some Of The Best Stuff
Some of the best stuff in the world are -My kids running around playing and giggling. -My kids running up to me and giving me a hug when i get home. -Being need from others and loved. -Making you're kids smile from ear to ear. Anyways, just wanted to share some of the best stuff in my life are! As always thanks for reading Love, Mysti

Armpit Sniffer Gets Jail And Cane
SINGAPORE (Reuters) - A Singapore man with a penchant for sniffing women's armpits was sentenced to 14 years in jail and 18 strokes of the cane for molesting his victims, a local newspaper reported Friday. The 36-year-old, who the Straits Times said was mentally unstable, had previous convictions for drug and sex-related offenses. He molested 23 women over the course of 15 months, smelling their armpits and touching them in lifts, staircase landings and their homes, the paper said. He was caught after a housewife reported him to the police. The court meted out the jail term, normally reserved for hardcore criminals, saying the man was likely to commit crimes again, the paper reported. Caning on the buttocks is an additional punishment for male criminals in Singapore for offenses ranging from vandalism to illegal possession of drugs and rape. (Reporting by Melanie Lee, editing by M

- Long-term Coffee Drinking Does Not Appear .........................
WASHINGTON (Reuters) - Long-term coffee drinking does not appear to increase a person's risk of early death and may cut a person's chances of dying from heart disease, according to a study published on Monday. Previous studies have given a mixed picture of health effects from coffee, finding a variety of benefits and some drawbacks from the popular drink. The new study looked at people who drank caffeinated or decaffeinated coffee. Researchers led by Esther Lopez-Garcia of Universidad Autonoma de Madrid in Spain followed 84,214 U.S. women from 1980 to 2004 and 41,736 U.S. men from 1986 to 2004. They found that regular coffee drinking -- up to six cups a day -- was not associated with increased deaths among the study's middle-aged participants. In fact, the coffee drinkers, particularly the women, experienced a small decline in death rates from heart disease. The study found no association between coffee consumption and cancer deaths. "Our study indicates that coffee cons

Unicorns Returning To Mom
Unicorns Returning to Mom Jola after her close call with death asked Uni, if they could visit her mother, she had become intensely aware of just how short life was, and feared never seeing her mother again. Uni agreed instantly, as he had been thinking along the same line. Jola’s mother had become his also, not through birth, but through her love for him, and like Jola, both had been missing her. They all set off, as a family, to the Ice Queen’s palace, where Jola’s mother had been asked to stay, and all were excited to see her once more. She had been an important part in their lives, and each wanted her to be so again. The trip was long, giving Sheen plenty of time to plant the seeds that Winter’s blossom had given him, and it was not long before he had planted and fertilized each seed. For him it was a chance to repay the dryads for fixing his leg and healing Uni, and he had taken it to his heart. Lone was still with them, and while still wild, he allowed K

Why Do I Need A Boyfriend When I Have Yours?
First of all: A) Don't add me just because you saw me on your man's page. Kthnx B) Most likely, if Im talking to your man, meeting your man, fucking your man-whatever...I don't know you exist. C) If I do know about you, and I'm still doing something with your man, obviously I either don't like you OR I could care less about you. EITHER WAY....YOU my "friend" are NOT doing something right. Call me a bitch-do what you will. Most likely I'm the reason your EX is your EX. Most likely, IM the other girl. Just remember that when you try to talk shit about me....most likely, I'll admit the truth, and most the time, what I will admit, is worse than anything YOU could ever think up.

5400 To Go Pls Help?
Hello my friends, I got just 5400 comments to go. Please come and Help me out real quick. I would even offer bucks for the help. Click the pic and make 100 comments, I give you 10000 bucks. Just send me a private message when you are done (no shoutbox pease). Everybody have a nice and safe week Hugs and already thank you for the comments I'm a queen, I'm a Diamond!!! ~*~ but I'm still cutemommy82 ~*~ love my baby@ fubar

♥argonutz♥
Showing my Fu-Owner Some Love Meet my First ever Fu-Owner.. He is one Sexy man.. I'm glad to have him as my Fu-Owner! He's such a good friend to have Let's show him some love Argonutz@ fubar and tell him his new slave sent ya!! Brought to you by: ♥SunySkyz♥Owned By Argonutz♥@ fubar

It Is What It Is Poetic
I will from time to time come across poetic things that capture my mind and ears or streach my soul and heart to beyond the end of time.... I will place things I feel are poetic here or maybe I will get creative and write something for you all but you as my friends and family please feel free to chime in as well.... always love to hear the music of someone else poetic mind and soul

Blessings
Although the word is something of an antique in many circles, the idea of a blessing is a powerful one in the human experience. Consequently, giving, seeking, or receiving a blessing are important dream events. Many times, dreams include some kind of conveyance that will fall into this category. The idea of a blessing was central to many ancient cultures. When preparations for death entered its final stages, the dying patriarch or matriarch of a family would convey last wishes or hopes for affirmation onto members of a household. This was a deeply spiritual act that conveyed peace or power onto the next generation. To be overlooked or rejected during the blessing was a sign of disfavor or judgment. These things can come across in your dreams based on the subjects in them and the amount of reverence you have toward them. In more contemporary times, we can look at these blessings or conveyances in terms of complete versus incomplete relationships. Especially with parents, the blessing o

~great Love~
~Great Love~ Where there is Great Love... there are always Miracles... The Intensity of your Feelings... will cause good things to happen... that are beyond your Wildest Dreams... Peace. If only you believe like I believe, baby, like I believe, We'd get by. If only you believe in miracles, so would I. I might have to move heaven and earth to prove it to you, baby. So we're making love, you feel the power and I feel the power. And there's really nothing we can't do You know we could, you know we could If we wanted to... You know we could, you know we could We could exist on the stars, it was so easy. Oh Baby... All we got to do is get a little faith in you. I've been so many places I've seen some things yes I have I know that love is the answer...yes it is Keeps holding this world together oh yeah... Ain't nothing better? Ain't nothing better? Nothing's better! And all the answers to our prayers, Hell: it's the same everywhere. just the s

His Sex Slave In Training.....part 1
Marcie met Hans at a party. It was a very hot summer in the middle of August. After he stared at her tits for about ten minutes, he came over and introduced himself. Marcie noticed he had big strong hands and thick fingers. She wondered whether it was true about men with big hands and big cocks. They conversed amicably. One thing led to another and she left the party with him. He drove her in his Porsche out to a neighborhood she didn’t recognize. Most of the houses were set back off the road behind high gates. Sure enough Hans stopped his vehicle in front of two white gates, which opened automatically when he gave a signal from the car. The car followed a long winding driveway before it arrived at the front door of a split level house. But the only thing on Marcie’s mind was getting laid by this big handsome man. She really didn’t care about his house. She wanted his cock. Her pussy was already wet in anticipation. “You’re awfully quiet,” Hans said as he led her into t

This One Is Hard To Disprove
Special Announcement by Alex Hutchinson Purple State is now available! July 8, 2008 The Waiting is Over! My new book Purple State is now available! It won't be in bookstores until September but you can get a copy online right now! Added here is a sneak preview of the plot and a link to my website. Do you want to know... * Why gas prices are so high? * Why we were attacked on 9/11? * Why we invaded the wrong country? These were not accidents. The plot that you have been waiting for has finally been put together and now all you have to do is get the book that tells the whole story! This explores the questions that everyone is talking about and you could have the answers. Another great bonus is that the book is only $12. I really hope you will get a copy. Enjoy, Alex Hutchinson Link: http://www.suburbanfiction.com -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- P.S. - Purple State is also available on the Kindl

Inside Of Her
She sits alone in a dark corner of a room, with her back against the wall. Her knees pulled to her chest, one arm wrapped around them, and the other propped on one knee with her head in her hand. She so alone in this abandoned room in her heart where love once lived. A single tear escapes her eyes, rolls down her cheek, and falls on her jeans leaving its mark. She feels a small breeze blow her hair. She slowly looks up and stares into the darkness. She knows she’s not alone in the room, or at least that’s what she hopes, so deeply for. She breaks the silence after mustering up all her strength and says with a broken and tearful voice “is it all really worth it? Is the end result of all this really worth all this pain and all the tears I‘ve cried?” She stares into the darkness and awaits a reply from who or whatever is there, but of courses she receives none. As she stares into the darkness she knows she’s staring Fate, Karma, Destiny, or whatever you want to call in the face, knowing

Poetry
A gentle nights breeze sets the perfect mood. Rubbing his hands cross her body skin so smooth. Lips shine like fresh chrome. Make love to you all night and hear you moan. Turn out the lights and spark the candle. with a soft but firm grip her body he handled. Just enough light to see that angelic face. He leaned over to her and got him a taste. Stared in her eyes as she drew him in. In and out, up and down in a continuous motion. Slow passionate strokes and soft moans she cried. So good they both closed their eyes. Switchin to new positions the sex got more intense. Sweat beadin off their bodies as he commenced. He clenched her ass and sucked her perked breast. Gave her what he got put her body to the test. She cries louder and he begins to grunt. So wet the juices dripped from her cunt. Bitting his bottom lip as he goes deeper. I love you and a kiss nothin gets sweeter. Nails in his back and eyes in the back of her head. Sexin so hard body prints are left in the b

The Chains That Bind
What is it I've barely slept in weeks. I could tell you why, if I knew. I've spent hours staring at dark ceilings, brightened windows, rivers and beach trying to figure out what the point of it all is, what my destiny in life is. People say it's for a job, money, giant houses to make you happy. Others say its for love of family and friends. Still others say religion or freedom or any other number of things. Is it really? Is it for one of those things? For all of them? Will that job you have earned through hard work and determination, through trails of blood and sweat make you happy? What about the woman the likes of which you never thought existed, the one that makes you forget all the rest. Is she the answer? Or is it your achievements in life, the goals you set and complete, the 10lbs you damn near broke your body to add onto your bench press. Are these what we're here for? What keeps us chained down, what binds us so tightly that there seems to be no way out? Bette

Moving
As most of my friends know I am in the process of moving and will be n and off Fubar for a few weeks. I just don't want any of you to think I am ignoring you. I truly respect all of my friends here and look forward to getting moved asap. Just hope you all will hang in there and don't forget Tiger. lol Luv Ya all.

Pedestrian Hit
8/5/08 BILLINGS - An elderly man died Monday after an accident in the parking lot of Albertsons at 1212 Grand Avenue. Sergeant Kevin Iffland with the Billings Police Department said a 73-year-old man, whose name is being withheld till family is notified, was run over by a car in the parking lot at about 11:15 Monday. Story continues below ↓advertisement Paramedics performed CPR on scene before transporting the man to Saint Vincent Healthcare. He died at the hospital later in the day. Police said the victim apparently fell to the ground before a 1990 Ford Taurus, driven by a 77-year-old female, drove over him. They are still investigating the accident and have not issued any citations yet. Yellowstone County Coroners plan to conduct an autopsy Tuesday to determine if the man's death was caused by the accident or a pre-existing medical condition.

I Wish
I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright no matter how gray the day may appear. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun even more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive and everlasting. I wish you enough pain so that even the smallest of joys in life may appear bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough hellos to get you through the each and every day. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them but then an entire life to forget them

Just Win Baby
Chiefs defeat Bears to open preseason By Mike Nugent Warpaint Illustrated Beat Writer Posted Aug 8, 2008 On a stunning Chicago summer night, the Kansas City Chiefs kicked off their 2008 campaign with a bang, defeating the Bears 24-20. Kansas City started the game strong, scoring on a magnificent opening-possession drive that lasted nine minutes before running back Larry Johnson finally punched the ball into the endzone from the five-yard line to put the Chiefs up, 7-0. With 6:51 left in the first half, the Bears kicked a 42-yard field goal to make the score 7-3 before the Chiefs scored a touchdown late in the half on an 8-yard Maurice Price catch to go up 14-3. The Bears scored two touchdowns in the third quarter, once when quarterback Rex Grossman hooked up with running back Garrett Wolfe on a 25-yard reception, and later when quarterback Caleb Hanie hit Brandon Rideau with a 13-yard touchdown to put the Bears up 17-14. In the fourth quarter, the Chiefs

R.i.p. Weasers....
Yesterday was my best friends birthday. I lost her 12 yrs ago, on the 4th of July, to Lukemia. May her soul rest in peace. She was loved by many. R.I.P. Lisa Ann Yeadon-Palafox August 8, 1973 - July 4, 1996.

Taking A Break
Ok everyone I think I am gonna take a break from the internet for a lil bit...I will pop on and off like maybe once a day but thats it. Im in the process of moving and I have wrapped myself up on this stupid thing too much. If yah have my cell number than text me or call me and I will get back to you as soon as I can other than that I dunno...I'll be back on as soon as I can...I love you guys!!!!!

˜cherokee Indian Fact Sheet –
˜Cherokee Indian Fact Sheet – How do you pronounce the word "Cherokee"? What does it mean? It's pronounced "CHAIR-uh-kee," and it comes from a Muskogee word meaning 'speakers of another language.' The Cherokee originally called themselves Aniyunwiya, "the principal people," but they have generally accepted the name Cherokee, which is spelled and pronounced Tsalagi in their own language. Where do the Cherokees live? The Cherokees are original residents of the American southeast, particularly Georgia, North and South Carolina, Virginia, and Kentucky. Most Cherokees were relocated to Oklahoma in the 1800's by the infamous Trail of Tears, and the descendants of those who survived this death march still live in Oklahoma to this day. Some Cherokees escaped deportation by hiding in the Appalachian hills, or were sheltered by sympathetic white neighbors. The descendants of these people still live scattered throughout the original Cherokee homelands

Breakfast Bars
5 Cups Frosted Flakes, crushed to 3 cups 1/2 cup raisins 1/2 cup brown sugar 1/2 cup light corn syrup 1/2 cup peanut butter 1 tsp vanilla extract Combine crushed cereal with raisins in a large bowl; set aside. Bring brown sugar and corn syrup to a boil in a small saucepan over medium-high heat, stirring constantly. remove from heat. Stir peanut butter and vanilla into syrup mixture until well blended. Pour over cereal and raisins, stirring until evenly coated. Press into a 9-inch square pan. Cool Completely. Cut into 16 bars.

Warning!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Very Serious!!!!!!!!!
State police warning for online: Please read this 'very carefully'..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be, he is a suspect for murder in the death of (10) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shooting and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the MID-MICHIGAN area. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo and AOL so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious! IF WE CAN PASS ON JOKES, SU

About Me Shortie
Wow This is my first time being on Fubar so i really dont know what to do but ill figger it out :P lol anyway I am going to tell you guys a lil about me . Hi my name is Leanne I am 18 years old and i have a daugter shes 14 months old she so cute her name is Nikkita-Ann she my life my world my everything she the one that makes me so happy . I have Blondish brown hair now and i am 5 foot 7" tall i am not fat and not skinny i am just right if you know what i mean lol hehehe My hometown is Surrey bc canada and i live in Kelowna bc canada right now i movied up here to be with my sister and her family that she started and its grate i have been living up here for 5 months now and i like it so dose my daughtr Nikkita-Ann . Even though i miss been down in surrey where all my friends and family are i am maken new ones and to all the friend i got on here thankz for wanting to be friends :)

Squirrels
The Trouble With Squirrels Trust me, pee before you read this one...lol I never dreamed slowly cruising on my motorcycle through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Little did I suspect... I was on Brice Street - a very nice neighborhood with perfect lawns and slow traffic. As I passed an oncoming car, a brown, furry missile shot out from under it and tumbled to a stop immediately in front of me. It was a squirrel, and must have been trying to run across the road when it encountered the car. I really was not going very fast, but there was no time to brake or avoid it -- it was that close. I hate to run over animals, and I really hate it on a motorcycle, but a squirrel should pose no danger to me. I barely had time to brace for the impact. Animal lovers, never fear. Squirrels, I discovered, can take care of themselves. Inches before impact, the squirrel flipped to his feet. He was standing on his hind legs and facing my oncoming Valkyrie with stead

Demon House Auction!
'Bluedemon* Demon House 4Life' wrote the following at '2008-08-18 20:04:37'.. > > > > > Demon House is holding an auction with a twist > > > Demon House is offering to help the person with the highest bids in this auction additional leveling power!! > > > So far the person with the highest bid will recieve the following: > > 7-day blast > 7-day blast > 7-day blast > 3-day blast > 500 + 11's > > And the prizes are still growing > > Check out Bluedemon's blog labeled DH Auction to stay up-to-date on the Highest bid prizes > > Theres a 2 week ownership minimum for this auction > > For more info contact > > †† xx §ïnFµL JµggåLe††e xx ††-JµggåLo MåfiA- Demon House Dame@ fubar > > > ~**Sweetest Dream~**_ **~Demon House Diva~**~_~**Fu Angel**~~@ fubar > > > Bluedemon* Demon House 4Life@ fubar > > > *~Diamond Princess*~AKA-~Fire*N*Ice~™ RATE and FAN me@ fubar > > > > > >

True Love
Someone once said, That love is a tragedy it can come with so much expectation for you and me the physical realm explodes with hot summer nights turn beads of sweetness to nectars pleasureable bites Cradled with utmost intimacy moments compounding our lives come into full being with hearts pounding Little did we think of the knick knacks while turning on our backs but long story short elements lost cost flaws into lacks Searching for the missing piece that will unlock heavenly bliss those times when one can get lost in a kiss stopping time with the laughter and tears far and in between Reality wasn't suppose to allow this you know what I mean Yet here we are with Hands clasped walking in a park feeding the ducks and lasting way beyond the dark One two Three thousand Problems daily life stress we get by Them Involving one's self without trying to seek someone Cause we look to each moment spent under the sun All we ever wanted has its door opened and stepped into wal

About Me
"I regret to inform you that your child is deaf," the doctor told my parents. He went on to explain how I would never be able to get the skills necessary to function in today's society: "He won't be able to read beyond a 3rd grade level or vocally communicate." The doctor's prognosis fell on deaf ears; my parents. They weren't going to accept such a dismal future for their son. As for me, I couldn't hear anything that was being said, so I wasn't aware I had any limitations. With my parents stubbornness and my ignorance I stepped into life. A few months before my 3rd birthday I walked into a classroom with 14 other deaf kids. We were all guinea pigs in an experimental program involving total communication. Rather than being institutionalized I was going to be mainstreamed with hearing kids in a regular school. Eleven years later, I graduated 8th grade. I was reading at college level, and I was able to speak. Needless to say, I found out that limits are an illusion. When I was in hi

Sleep...
Is 6 hours of sleep enough for a 8 hour working day? I'm starting to think no. I only worked two weeks and feel like I could just conk out for the next two. Just don't like going to bed early, as stupid as that sounds.

Broken... *by Me*
Words coming from your lips Tears falling from my eyes You look right threw me Not seeing all the pain inside You think you’re the only one hurting You don’t understand my hearts breaking Crying so hard Gasping for air While you sit there selfishly in your comfy chair I just want someone to care All alone in this world So much love to give Wishing you could see threw my smile Cause inside im broken… And It hurts to look into your eyes Knowing that deep down inside.. im so damaged…

Strokers
Come visit us at STROKERS (still under construction)! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=60937 "STROKERS LOUNGE"COME ON IN AND ROCK OUT AND PARTY WITH US!!!"GREAT MUSIC, GREAT PEOPLE, HAVE LOTS OF FUN""HANG OUT WITH SOME OF THE BEST DJ'S ON FUBAR!!!(Sparks) OWNER OF STROKERSShow Him Some Luvin'STROKERS LOUNGE

Family Matters
look i got this problem i had an awsomw girl that took me for granted an now realizes that.she had got put in jail for hitting me i didn't want to do it but i had to do it so that she saw that i love her do death an thought that was the only way to help her cause nothing else i did seemed to work.i didn't know what else to do please forgive me. i got her a diamond ring earrings cooked for her on several romantic occasions. i did everything i could think of to make her happy an all i got from her is i'm not happy i didn't an still don't know why...i want to talk to her but don't want either of us to get into anymore trouble cause i still love her..i want to be with her nobody can take her place as a mother or my girl an i hope she feels noone can replace me a a father or her man..please tell me yourself if you feel the same no problems i promise...i want to be a family an raise Chris jr the way he should be raised with a MOTHER AND FATHER HAPPY together.... please leave comments an help

Doc And The Internet
Hey Everyone; Just a real quick note on Doc G. He has power now but still no phone line for the internet. They told him it would be October 5th or 6th before the phone line would be fixed. He is looking into going a different route, so that he can get back to all of us. He misses everyone and sends his love to his angels and his all friends. thanks Mare

Buh.
So. How fucking stupid do you have to be? You say you wanna be with me, and all you talk about is the other chicks you wanna get it on with? Can you not tell that I'm clearly not interested in hearing that stupid shit? You wonder why I never call you anymore. You need to find what you want before you talk to me again.

Hokie Pokie....
Let's Do the Hokie Pokie Andy Tielman - Hok... Add Fan and Rate ... Leave a comment and a couple rates if you can. Carnie~~ Fu owned by aGem4Life~~@ fubar ♊aGEM4life♊ [Shadow Leveler]ღOwned By/Owner Of Scarecrowღ@ fubar sumdaysoon@ fubar ÐJ Lµ$†ý**Owner of Lusty's**~ mèmbè® ºƒ †hè $Þåñkè®$~@ fubar Send me a message and you will be added Rate

My Poems
Promises in the Dark promises made in the dark never believe if you do, you will just greive promises made in the dark dont come from within they are made in a hurry from lust and sin promises made in the dark have no real meaning if you think they are real you are just dreaming promises made in the dark can make you delirious they are to get something so please dont take them serious promises made in the dark can never be real by the one who makes them love they dont feel promises made in the dark are nothing but lies made by a lot of people women sometimes, but mostly guys promises made in the dark can never come true you mind, your body, your life they want to screw promises made in the dark i did believe sadly now i just grieve

Please Help "micki Blue Eyes" 2 Godmother! Ty
Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'@ fubar 1,201,806 Points to go! She also has the auto 11s, 57 points per pic rate! This can be done today if we all pull together! Come on DSC & Friendship circle members! Ty in advance to who helps! :)

A Few Thoughts On God
God seems to mean different things to different people. For instance, to some God is a Colonel Sanders look-a-like who sits up in the clouds and watches our every move. To others God is the last bit of light in a world of darkness. To me personally I dont think God can be measured in a form. I dont even know where I would begin if I had to describe God because I simply dont know. I do know that up until a year ago God was an enemy of mine. I blamed God for a lot of things that happened in the past and as far as I was concerned we were pretty much at war. Which brings me full circle. To answer the question I think God is what we need most. For the majority of my life God has been something I could take my anger out on and God could take that because He/She/It could handle that. I think for a lot of people God is the last desperate hope. Especially in these trying times. I think God is not necessarily the God we deserve but the God we need. The God we deserve may very well be the Vengefu

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There are those among us whose glowing smile and endless care give way to the perils in a day. They are there to listen to our every word and show us that one cares. For in the midnight hour of despair when outstretched arms only grasp thin air, and tears break free from the barriers of day to day life, they are there to ease the pain and comfort the soul. You may call them friend, family or even a lover, but those are just nicknames for they truly are Earth Angels.

White Bread
White Bread 5 3/4 to 6 1/4 cups all-purpose flour 1 package active dry yeast 2 1/4 cup milk or buttermilk 2 tablespoons sugar 1 tablespoons butter, margarine, or shortening 1 1/2 teaspoons salt In a large mixing bowl combine 2 1/2 cups of the flour and yeast; set aside. In a medium saucepan heat and stir milk, sugar, butter, and salt just until warm (120-130 degrees) and butter almost melts. Add milk mixture to flour mixture. Beat with an electric mixer on low to medium speed for 30 seconds, scraping the sides of the bowl constantly. Beat on high speed for 3 minutes. Using a wooden spoon, stir in as much remaining flour as you can. Turn the dough out onto a lightly floured surface. Knead in enough of the remaining flour to make a moderately stiff dough that is smooth and elastic (6 to 8 minutes total); Shape dough into a ball. Place in a lightly greased bowl, turning once to grease surface of dough. Cover; let rise in a warm place until double in size (45 to 60 minutes).

Its Time For My Son Please Light Candles
I ask all who know me and that im wiccan to light a white candle on november 4th during the day his test will commence then he needs all the energy he can get thank you Ok I just got the news the up comming re takes for the writing protion of the wasal is set he needs to pass this again in order to graduate he has tried at the 10 grade level and came dam close 12 points one point shy of passing he is in specail ed. we reduced it down to the daw level of his learning level he has yet to pass this again he must in order to graduate time is running out the 1st of 2 retakes is set for nov 4th for thr writing portion nov 5th for the math... my son is scared and fighting me tooth and nail.... so i dedicate this song to him I love you no matter what happens untill june we fight son when all else fails we know we tried ...... my little man Don't You Know I Love You More Than Life Itself Don't You Know That You're My Pride And I Would Not Have You Walking Through This World

You Wanna Own This Bartender?
If you wanna have all the perks of owning a bartender, just click on the link below. There are many perks you'll like, and one you will love. Click the link and see if it intrests you. If so, then you can make a bid. I can be all yours. do you have the guts?

Please Respect My Opinion As I Respect Yours
Just a few things I feel like I need to say here.... Anyone who knows me from when I joined almost 2 years ago knows that if there was drama I was right there in the middle of it. I associated with all the wrong kinds of people and got myself into more CherryTap fights than I even care to remember. Made a lot of enemies and just really couldn't have cared less. But things change with time. And when I started this new account I made a promise to myself that I would not be that kind of person. That I would think about other peoples feelings more and not just my own. And to my amazement I have actually been able to pull it off. Got rid of the people that made me feel like I had to be that way and started trying to make amends to the ones I had hurt in the past. Some welcomed my apologies with open arms, others....not so much. But the ones that can't see past my mistakes and accept my apologies are the ones that I realized I don't need anyway. Now...with that being said...let me say

Would You Rather...
[PROLOGUE] These are a few of my favorite scenarios from my Pink Bible, titled Would You Rather: Over 200 Absolutely Absurd Dilemmas to Ponder, writtnen by Justin Heimberg & David Gomberg. One of my favorite reads of all time. I have marked the ones I have deemed the most entertaining... ...and I wanted to make sure you readers get to enjoy them. Thought-inspiring material. Let's ride. Would You Rather... Mission 1: You've Been Cursed There are the circumstances: A powerful deity descends from on high and informs you that, for reasons beyond your understanding, you must live out the remainder of your life plagued with a terrible curse -- a bizarre behavioral disorder, an outragious physical deformity, an irksome inconvenience, etc. The deity is not without compassion, however. He allows you to choose between two possible fates. Would you rather: have a sinus infection where anytime you sneeze while in the presence of others, they change sex or have the inabi

The Way
The Way" Why waste you time mastering self-control? When it only makes you weak and controllable Time is fought only through age Freedom is fought only by war Though it's true people ask, what for? You were wrong to sin But your sins were not your own What is meant by this will never be known Because you're simple You see what little is shown Death starts the second chapter That's chapter two Death is beautiful it's ironic It's sad but it's true I am who I am Because I feel this way for you What I am I will always be I walk this way to please a party of three Am I proud of you? Are you Proud of me? Why are you blind? Why can't you see? All I wanted was you to be a part of me We could be one And soon be three. Three of us all of them If we try together we will make them all pay We shall push on we shall not stop, Because this is when we'll have our day I do what is shown For so little is known

Happy Howl-o-ween!
Samhain Blessings & Wishing You a Wonderful New Year! The Witches’ Spell Act IV, Scene 1 from Macbeth (1606) by William Shakespeare A dark Cave. In the middle, a Caldron boiling. Thunder. Enter the three Witches. 1 WITCH. Thrice the brinded cat hath mew’d. 2 WITCH. Thrice and once, the hedge-pig whin’d. 3 WITCH. Harpier cries:—’tis time! ’tis time! 1 WITCH. Round about the caldron go; In the poison’d entrails throw.— Toad, that under cold stone, Days and nights has thirty-one; Swelter’d venom sleeping got, Boil thou first i’ the charmed pot! ALL. Double, double toil and trouble; Fire burn, and caldron bubble. 2 WITCH. Fillet of a fenny snake, In the caldron boil and bake; Eye of newt, and toe of frog, Wool of bat, and tongue of dog, Adder’s fork, and blind-worm’s sting, Lizard’s leg, and owlet’s wing,— For a charm of powerful trouble, Like a hell-broth boil and bubble. ALL. Double, double toil and trouble; Fire burn, and caldron bubble. 3 W

Ride The Wind
Its One Of my Favorites by Poison Hearts of fire Oooh, Streets of stone Modern warriors Saddle iron horses of chrome Taste the wild Lick the wind Like something they never saw before Their jaws dropping to the floor Steel made of soul and sin Rebels born without a care And the day he listens Only to fly where eagles dare And the night she whispers Chorus: Ride the wind Never coming back until I touch the midnight sun Ride the wind Never coming back again Ride the wind Never coming back until I touch the midnight sun Painted flesh Loyalty Humble pride Just as far as the eye can see Stories told Two old friends Of battle scars and lonely bars And nights the rain wouldn't end Here's to withered eyes wearing gypsy smiles And the day he listens Here's to lovely ladies and a million miles And the night she whispers Chorus Ride the wind I'm still the bravest soul in sin, Burning till the night is done. Solo Of all the truths

True Justice
had a conversation with a friend about crime and punishment...he couldnt understand that true justice has nothing to do with serving time...its about suffering the ills that you inflict on your victim...thats what it should be

November 13th 2008
*ANYONE ANYWHERE ANYTIME ANY COUNTRY ANY CITY ANY MAN AND WOMAN EVERYONE EVERYWHERE CAN WRITE LOVE ON THEIR ARMS, TAKE 5 SECOND TO WRITE IT THATS IT, DONE!** On November 13 write LOVE on your arm in big letters. Be creative spread the word. This is for all the survivors and all the innocent. All of the people who are hurting and who think that suicide is the only way they can turn. Also, don't forget to donate so all of the kids in need can get the help that they deserve. As someone who suffers from depression and has struggled with suicidal thoughts, i think this is an absolutely wonderful idea. I would do it once a month if it meant raising awareness on the dangers and how severe this disease really is. Depression and suicide have an impact on everyones life, whether it's through having depression, or knowing someone who suffers from the disease or knowing someone who has committed suicide. It's such a simple thing to do. If you can dress up for spirit week at your school,

Lessons Learned
Lessons Learned Category: Life Lessons Learned : Every day is a new day to experience new things and learn from past experiences. Some easier to handle than others but none the less worth knowing. These lessons consist of things from feelings, relationships, how you see others, as well as yourself. What you fear most, hold dear to you, truly love, what you feel in your head and in your heart. The things don't come easy and make it hard to accept, in one's life. Pieces to a puzzle, to be put together and figured out. A kind of soul searching as it may be. There are no easy fixes or answers, only one can decide what one truly wants in love and life. As far as relationships go, well only you can decide what you really and truly feel. Follow your heart, I know that sounds crazy to alot of people. Especially those who have been used or hurt or played one to many times. But the feeling you get and the rewards is well worth the amount of pain you may open yourself up to. Noon

Girly Blogthings
Your Glamour Icon Is The beauty of the world has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder. What Glamour Icon Best Represents You? Your Makeup Look Is Punk Glam Eyes You're the perfect mix of rock and roll meets glamour! What's Your Signature Makeup Look? You Are a Cappuccino You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new. However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like. You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation. You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You? Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you He

The Great Pimp Out Leveling Train
Several of my friends are close or are getting close to a point where he/she will move to the next Fubar level... So, in trying to think of a way to help them level and incorporate my new found LOVE of Fubar Trains... I've come up with the idea of The Great Pimp Out Leveling Train... The rules will be slightly different... And will require that each person be honest and hold up his/her end of the agreement of the train... I am NOT going to deal with DRAMA... Each of us is an adult, and hence, I expect each of us to act as such... Now, with that said... The rules are listed below... After reading this... If you feel you would like to be a part of the first leg of the train, please leave me a BLOG COMMENT saying so... Thank you... Carrie (This is a work in progress.... Please visit often... and leave suggestions... ) The Great Pimp Out Leveling Train Friends Helping Friends Level The Rules: 1. Select or Create a pic or stash folder(s) fo

Bling And Bling Pack Auction Only
FUBLING ONLY AUCTION FUBLING AUCTION BEGINS 11-21-08 WILL RUN TILL 11-30-08 SEND ME A LINK TO A PICTURE YOU WANT TO USE AND WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING ENTRIES WILL BE TAKEN UNTIL 11-20-08 ONLY BLING AND BLING PACKS TO BE OFFERED SO SAVE YOUR FUBUCKS.... CLICK TO SEND ALL INFO TO ME!! RULES TO THIS AUCTION: 1. ONLY BLING AND BLING PACKS OFFERED 2. NO DRAMA!!!! 3. I WILL PROMOTE THIS BULLY AND HOPE YOU WILL AS WELL 4. ONCE YOU RECEIVE A BID AND YOU WANT OUT LET ME KNOW 5. HAVE FUN!!!!!!!

Why I Can Not Get Any Help
you know it is really bad on here again i have been a member on fubar for some time now and i have just under 700 friends and over 800 fans am i have been trying to level now for some time why can't i get any help i am about to say fu to fubar it seems like everytime someone some one eles needs help they send me the link now i need it and no one is around wow some friends i have. i belong to some fun lounges that they say we consider you as family but when you are family they are suppose to help and i get none wow some family. is it that i am not giving anything away is that why i can not get any help ? i wll return all ratings that you do. thank you all who did help the little that you did .

10,000 Fu-bucks Per 100 Rates On Nov. 19 (wed) All Day!
AUTO 11's are ON!! & Earn Fubucks for rating EZ pictures! Need to level?? Need fubucks?? In addition too...My auto 11's! Rate my page and earn yourself 60 points per 10, or 120 per VIP 11... .PLUS!!! I am starting, for today only... 10,000 fubucks for every 100 rates you do. PRIVATE MESSAGE me to get paid, and shouts or comments will more than likely be lost. I appreciate all rates from all my rockin friends! Thanks in advance all! xoxo Berry, Berry Quite Contrary@ fubar

Fubux
So along my fubar travels ive seen people offer money for pic rates. Now im going to do the same..... For every 100 pics you rate i will award you 10,000 Fubux. If you rate all of them ill give a gift as well. Please message me when you are all done rating so that i can transfer the fubux... Thanks again

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a mind of a loonatic,shit dont change just the situation and its still so strange i got an outlaw inbedded n my veins smoken the weed just 2 deadn the pains death is a beast i stuggle 2 fight an animal with the vision of sight 2 see n 2 the dark corners of yur soul cursed with a heart thats blackr than coal deep and heavey but there aint no burdn even- though its taken its toll if u was 2 walk a mile n my shoes you'ld never- even finish yur strole people become close 2 me,i even luv and learn 2- care but as time goes on they're nolonger there so with a force of aggression i feast on my- enemy it matters not wether u understand or disagree 4 i am who i am and theres just so much more 2 me its n all that i say and the unspoken u hear its ment 2 creat that fear 4 i've learnd theres more 2 knowledge than a- hand full of might i've concord and over came,been 2 the top and- still im scared of that hieght and if u feel nuthen from all that i write then yur a punk of a man

Once Upon A Fear
Sometimes it may seem That life is but a dream And when the world seems so You are left no place to go You live only in your mind And seek only how to find What it is you need You feel only when you read What you want to see Is locked within your me For just a simple fear That requires not a tear Chooses you for attack And steals the moment back You know what needs to be done And it seems like it’d be fun But forever are you bound Never to utter a sound But if only she could hear How it went once upon a fear Copyright ©2001 Zachary Christian Virden

Hendrix' Rolle Som Afterlife-elsker Med Nico
Konstellasjonen med Nico i Factory er vanvittig. Og hva Dylan mente å kunne få ut av det er umulig å si. Men jeg tror det opprettholdt en fiksjon som kun kan forstås utfra redselen for at nazismen skulle gjøre inntog i Ux. Nazikampen forble per def i Europa. "Dronningen" for Hitler var kapret innenfor Warhols beskyttelse. Jeg føler meg sikker på at Brian levde i den situasjonen mentalt fra 1967 til 1969. Han befant seg i et fangenskap som forgrenet seg til omverdenen. Den verdenen begynte å behandle ham som Fangen samtidig som han han var lederen for Uk's invasjonsstyrker. Det førte til trekantforholdet mellom Brian, Nico og Jimi Hendrix. Og i det forholdet ligger antagelig det eneste positive i situasjonen. Hvis vi ser Monterey i 1967 som en fiktiv Hitler-Stalin pakt begynner ting å bli synlige. Brian er ønsket velkommen i Ux og får lov til å møte sin dronning. Og Brian som person er villig til å spille den rollen. Han har dels innfunnet seg med at Nico er hans "egentli

~ Baby ~
I love your stubby fingers and your crooked little toes I love your chubby cheeks and your little button nose I love your pretty brown eyes and your pretty brown hair I love your rosy lips and your dimpled dernere I know that you'll grow up to be such a perfect lady because your such a perfect baby.

Winners For 12/4 Blinbux Contest
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED !!! HERE ARE THE RESULTS and WINNERS of Over 5 MILLION FUBUX!!! RACE, RACE, RACE! Moon Over Fubar Winners are… . ♥TexasAngel♥ Jakξ The §Ñakξ R/L Fiance'of ❤JAmîξ £¥Ññ❤ ROSIE The Grand Prize Drawings for 5 Mil Fubux was a smashing success. And the Winners are ….. 2.5 million fubux Pî§Çè§1971 1.5 mil Fubux ~SpecialK~ 1 mil Fubux ~~ stormwoman~~ The BlingBux Folder was again another great success. With over 50 Entries, the 6 Winners of 150k FuBux Random Daily Drawing are: DAY 1

When Fubar & Real Life Collide (a Bully By Dawn)
1775, 1812, 1861, 1898, 1917, 1941, 1945, 1956, 1980, 1991, 1998, 2001, 2003 Do these numbers mean anything to you? Well they mean something to us, and they mean something to the thousands of American Soldiers that fought, the American Soldiers that continue to fight and to the families that lost their moms, dads, sons, daughters, wives and husbands. These numbers represent the dates that America’s bravest, strongest and most honorable men and women traded in their jeans, dresses, sandals and baseball caps for Military fatigues and combat boots. These are the dates that Our American Heroes answered the call of duty. The dates that these outstanding men and women set out to fulfill their oath to protect our freedom and defend our homeland. These are the dates that our Soldiers said goodbye to their families, some never to return. As the Holiday Season approaches and you are planning Christmas dinners, hopping from store to store buying up your holiday gifts and sending out

Secret Santa's
Secret Santas in 3 states spread cheer, $100 bills By CHERYL WITTENAUER, Associated Press Writer Cheryl Wittenauer, Associated Press Writer Fri Dec 5, 9:15 pm ET ST. LOUIS – At a suburban Goodwill store on Friday, Theresa Settles selected a large, black comforter to warm her family until she can raise the money to turn the gas heat back on. A petite woman approached, her face obscured by dark sunglasses and a wrapped winter scarf, and handed Settles two $100 bills stamped with the words "secret Santa." "The only condition," she said, "is that you do something nice for someone. Pass it on." "I will," Settles said, the only words she could get out of her mouth. The secret Santa was a protege of Kansas City's undercover gift giver, Larry Stewart, who died of cancer nearly two years ago. Stewart roamed city streets each December doling out $100 bills to anyone who looked like they might need a lift. Before his death in January 2007, Stewart told a friend how much he would miss

Tag...you're It
Tagged By ღAMANDAღ You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? none 2. Your significant other? Paul 3. Your hair? Long 4. Your mother? Dead 5. Your father? Unknown 6. Your favorite thing? Games 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? Coffee 9. Your dream/goal? Peace 10. The room you're in? Living 11. Music?50's 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Sane 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? Washington 19. The last thing you did? Typed 20. What are you wearing? Clothing 21. TV? Blah 22. Your pets? Dogs 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life?

Tag...you're It !!
Tagged By Honeypots You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? none 2. Your significant other? Paul 3. Your hair? Long 4. Your mother? Dead 5. Your father? Unknown 6. Your favorite thing? Games 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? Coffee 9. Your dream/goal? Peace 10. The room you're in? Living 11. Music?50's 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Sane 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? Washington 19. The last thing you did? Typed 20. What are you wearing? Clothing 21. TV? Blah 22. Your pets? Dogs 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life? Chaotic 25

3 Way Fun!!!
Ok here is the deal!!! For about a month now my boy toy (fuckbuddy) and I have been looking for a lady to join us for some wild and crazy 3 way fun. We haven't had much luck so far and I just don't get it. We are both very attractive people and love to have fun. So you are are interested in some great 3 way fun, hit me up and let me know.... Love to all, Green Eyes

This Is.... Just... A Thought....
1041pm I don't know where to begin. Ok so it's been a long time since I've typed up one of my blog entries. Hmm there has been so much happening to me as of late, again I wouldn't know where to begin. I guess I am overwhelmed and have mixed feelings. I seriously have been wanting to cry, but I've held it in and it's not healthy to do it. Trust me, I know... I've been there so many times. Last Christmas was a lot better for me than this current one. Then again Christmas hasn't happened, well I guess I meant to say the holidays, per se. Sometimes, I wonder if I've done anything to harm anyone. When I look back and think and reflect upon my life, I can't find a damn thing. Maybe it's time for me to realize that I'll always be screwed in one way or another. This past year was no exception at all. I mean dude, like I said if I were to keep writing, err, I mean typing then I wouldn't know where to stop. It's just crazy. Ok so this past February was the last time I s

Todays Blog Please Read!!
I HAVE AUTO 11'S TODAY SO I HAVE BEEN PRETTY BUSY BUT PLEASE AS ALWAYS FEEL FREE TO COMMENT IN HERE THAT YOU HAVE THEM ALSO IF YOU LIKE. THIS IS THE #11 BLOG RIGHT NOW ON FUBAR. *YAY* THANKS TO YOU!! NOW, I'VE CHALLENGED THE BIG KAHUNA (lol) SOUTHERN OUTLAW TO A LITTLE FUN FRIENDLY RACE BECAUSE I HAPPENED TO NOTICE OUR SALUTE PICS WERE SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO EACH OTHER IN THE NEWLY REVISED "HOTTEST PHOTOS", SO PLEASE TAKE JUST A SECOND TO RATE THESE 2 PICS IN PARTICULAR TODAY IF YOU WOULDN'T MIND SINCE I HAVE THE AUTOS ON TODAY AND HE HAS THEM EVERYDAY LOL. THANKS!!

My Great Aunt
I got news that my great aunt has pneumonia, on top of emphazema, and has been sent home from the hospital to pretty much die. She never really fought the emphazema. She still smoked and most of the time she just kept her oxygen tank, which was sitting to a dozen other oxygen tanks, on while she smoked. So this is pretty much what she wanted. She's incohearent right now, so she won't know we're there to see her when we go up this weekend. We're going up to pretty much say our goodbyes, but to check on my great grandmother, who isn't taking burying one of her children so easily. I may be on and off, depending on how many times we go up there and how long it is before my great aunt dies. That's just the update. I have a Christmas dinner to go to, so I need to go change my shirt. Mine smells like baby formula. Merry Christmas. Keep your loved ones dear.

Open Your Eyes.
And the moment that she left the room The album started skipping Goodbye to beauty, shared with the ones that you love A shadow that has fallen over this town, Attention: All of my worst critics Who were once the best of friends. You're all just crows on the power lines [Into romantic speculations] Sightings of shape shifting Disolved into the darkness. A final oppinion is of less value Than an appreciation of and tolerance for obscurity. Theatrics all made up And pianos all playing at once through the dust. I found it difficult in my excitement To keep from floating off Into romantic speculations I'll rest on nests made by spiders Fed on drug dosed flys The spider sings alone. He paced the room with hurried steps And placed his hands upon his head As if he were afraid, His thoughts were bursting from his brain. As if he were afraid.

Reflection Of 2008 And My Solutions, Plus My New Years Wish
Having time today to reflect on the past year, I have noticed a few patterns that I thought I'd share. Mumms They have disappeared and in their place...polls, surveys, obvious failures at humor, and most disturbingly an increasing amount of real "legal" or "medical" issues that have no business in this forum and should be brought to professionals. My Solution Have an automatic mumm check script created that reads the mumm prior to publishing. If it's a non-mumm, or doesn't fit the forum, it will not be published, and the author will lose privileges for 6 months. Fake Profiles One of the biggest problems on this site. Every day I see dozens upon dozens of 'newbs' scrolling across the top. No verified email, no pics or pics that are generic web pics, no gender, and yet they are not weeded out after a short time period. Why? Because it pads Fubar's membership numbers for marketing purposes. The more members that can be shown to potential advertisers, the more money that can be cha

Monday Autos Licky Licky!!
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Get Your Bid On!
Hey everyone, it's been a long minute, but I am pushing my way back through the crowd and have managed to work my way back to the (FU)Bar! And since I'm back up here, I am up for grabs in an auction, so come get your bid on! Ends January 23rd! Hope to see you all bidding! Click the picture link below for those who don't know! Much love to you all!

And The Winners Are.......
And The Winners Of The Timed Album Are… 1st place for the 75K is…split between 2 people, they both rated at 18 minutes Big Dog Big Dog♥Fu-hubby to Lover1♥@ fubar Lover1 ~LOVER1~FU WIFE TO BIG DOG~@ fubar 2nd place is…for 50K that rated at 19 minutes The Wolf Corann The wolf Corann@ fubar 3rd place…for 25K that rated at 20 minutes Lost Soul Lost Soul~Club United~ Rate Spankers~RR~ Fu Owned by Bitter Sweet & Heart Inspector@ fubar I want to thank each and everyone that participated rating my pictures during this contest and my auto 11’s. Thank You! Thank You! Thank You! My Rate Spankers Family & Friends Rock!

Imaginary Dreams
Imaginary Dreams Following a path of faint light, forever dreaming of all life bright. Clever thoughts reside in your mind, kind, meaningful and able to change time. A small crime of accepting hurtful love, disguised as a ride to the unseen illuminating world, which beams of a celestial promising delight. You cast your fears to the moon, where gravity keeps them tight, and endlessly out of sight. You now feel righteous and free, flowing in the breeze, like the many branches of a tree. Faeries follow stealthly behind, watching every move that's made... Tossing away every shade of gray. A secret blessing is what you seek, look around they are there... awaiting you to speak

Tears
Tears Tears flow from my eyes, they are not sadness or pain Flowing from my heart with nothing but love for you are the only one that can truly make me smile you lift my spirits in a way no other person can you give me strength when I need you most a shoulder when I need to weep an ear when I need to be listened to a heart when I need to be loved So when I cry, it is not because I am sad I cry... because I am so happy and I love you. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea

Flagging
I thought Fubar was an adult site, Myspace for adult so WTF is up with people flagging pics of me that I am wearing more the what a two piece swim suit would cover. I know what is NSFW and what isn't so for all you fuk head that keep flagging my pics please step up and explain why! I have NSFW pics and the ones you flagged are far from what I could post. You people that flag these pics need to just leave this site, find some church program on the T.V. and watch it, I think that would be more in your comfort zone. I want to know why it is that an adult site would flag a photo that don't show anymore then what a tank top shows. If you think these flagging are B.S. let me know and for those who flag them talk to me, leave me a comment I would love to hear from you! And nothing again goin to church or watching it, I believe in a God myself but this is just B.S.

Damned Cursor
i have this laptop now and when im typing the cursor will jump to the middle of the sentence. ive seen it before on other laptops... what do i do to get this to stop? do you know? i dont.. i know i know, at least its not a mumm lol

Life
I am a 40 year old woman from a very small town, I have grown up with those type of values, that small town people have. (You watch my back, I'll watch yours) So and so forth, It seems as though maybe I have gone over board in that department, I have taken so much of my time looking out for others and watching their backs , that I completely forgot to watch myself, in so doing that, noone else was watching me or my back either. I guess I don't understand at all, I thought all people , or most people anyway , when saying they would do things they kept their word. Wrong, completely wrong, or so it seems in most cases of these so called friends. So now I still live in this town where I grew up, still know most of the same people, or the ones that still are around, and None of them have the values that they had stood by at first , then over time just let them all go. Its all about them. I guess some call it Dog eat Dog!!! So I am thinking all the time about how I want things and ho

Sociology Experiement
So I got bored the other night and posted a personals ad on craigslist....All I can say is OMFG it really opened my eyes to how superficial people are. Now the reason I say people and not men is because woman are guilty of the same exact thing. Why is it that now a days everyone is judged and criticized for evey little thing. From looks, to size, to every little detail. Granted the posting started out as just being a joke, but it has raised alot of question in my mind as to whether or not there are still decent unattached men in the world. Don't get me wrong I know there are, but where are they? Far too many times I see my friends settling for someone they aren't happy with, just because they want someone to care about them. I myself am guilty of this. It roots back to severe self esteem and insecurity issues, but working past those I have found alot that I was missing in my life previously. Ok Back on Track.... Here is a copy of the posting.... Don't laugh too hard, but I figure

Break Time
Hello fu peeps, just a quick message to let yoo know that i might not be on for a few days. For those who know me well they will understand, been a hectic week and a half so i'm going to just kick back and relax for a few days, well relax as much as a can since the wee one isn't feeling too well. I'll be back before you know it. hugsss Lo Lo x

Tool Academy And Mondays
that show is bad news. all of a sudden the girl im dating thinks she can "change" me. The show is entertaining to me, but i'd like to know, how many of you try to change the other person? whatever happened to liking someone for who they are? i know, there are adjustments that need to be made but the fact of the matter is, we are who we are because of YEARS of becoming like this. this is a slight issue i have with dating slightly older girls...hmmmm anywho, funny video: fisting? sorry had to add another funny video..this one pertaining to the subject...kinda

Dude Wtf?
Today I got so mad. I went to a lounge that my best friend was co owner of. Well I went there and right away I was told I was not wanted in the lounge. It is a lounge for soldiers and supports of soldiers. I proudly support the military,but the owner doesn't like me, due to a email that was sent to her saying it was from me,and no not my given name but my fubar name. The freaker who wrote it didn't bother to use my real name just slapped my fake one on it pretending to be me. Well me and the owner were friends before this email was sent out,but after it she not only stopped talking to me but blocked me and didn't give me a reason so I was in the dark until a "friend" told me what was going on. I was hurt, how could someone think I would do something so mean without reason. This is only a little of the story. Lets just say the email was really really bad,and i still don't know what it said. All I know is I am getting penalized for something that I didn't do. All I know is because over a

Imbolc 2009
Early February has long been celebrated as a holiday in many cultures: in ancient Ireland it was Imbolc and Brigid’s Day, in the Mediterranean and later in all of Europe, Candlemas and St. Bridget’s Day. In the US Feb 2 is Groundhog Day, a celebration of the lengthening days causing small furry creatures to poke their noses out of their hibernation holes and sniff the warming air. The Chinese and Tibetan New Years also occur in this time period, usually falling somewhere in the late January, early February window. At this time of year in the Northern Hemisphere, the land, refreshed from the resting period of winter and purified by frosts, is getting ready for cultivation, for the renewal of the agricultural year. This is a moment of quickening, as the spark of life reappears, coming up from its deep underground slumber. IMBOLC THIS YEAR The year often doesn’t really get going until Imbolc, and this year is no exception. Mercury was retrograde through January, slowing things up

Hey Sexy!
I am missing the hell out of you and your sexy body!i will post my address here tomarrow and you can send me any dirty pics ya like. i am gonna get excited when i see your letter in thge mail. miss ya sexy! take care.

Yet Another Reason To Not Smoke Pot
Marijuana Linked To Aggressive Testicular Cancer MONDAY, Feb. 9 (HealthDay News) -- Smoking marijuana over an extended period of time appears to greatly boost a young man's risk for developing a particularly aggressive form of testicular cancer, a new study reveals. In fact, researchers found that men who smoked marijuana once a week or began to use the substance on a long-term basis while adolescents incurred double the risk for developing the fastest-spreading version of testicular cancer -- nonseminoma, which accounts for about 40 percent of all cases. "Since we know that the incidence of testicular cancer has been rising in our country and in Europe over the last 40 years and that marijuana use has also risen over the same time, it seemed logical that there might be an association between the two," said study co-author Janet Daling, an epidemiologist and member of the Fred Hutchinson Cancer Research Center's public health sciences division in Seattle. "And when I analyzed

For Sale For The First Time Wooooooot!
Click the Image to Bid On Me AUCTION LISTING FOR Little Socks ------------------------------------------------------ DURATION: 30DAYS OF OWNERSHIP BID RESERVE & MINIMUM BID OFFERS: FUBUCKS ARE NICE, BUT NOT ELLIGBLE FOR OPENING BID. ELLIGBLE ITEMS FOR OPENING BID INCLUDE BUT NOT LIMITED TO: BLASTS, BLING PACKS, TICKERS, HAPPY HOURS, VIP MEMBERSHIPS, AND COLD HARD CASH. FUBUCKS MAY BE USED TO PAD BIDDING ONCE RESERVE IS MET. BID RESERVE: AUTO 11 BLING & 3 DAY BLAST ---------------------------- WHAT YOU CAN & WILL RECIEVE: ---------------------------- 30 DAYS OF DURATION: YOUR NAME IN My NAME, AND MY NAME IN YOURS IF YOU SO CHOOSE. #1 SPOT IN MY FAMILY :INCLUDES ACCESS TO ALL PRIVATE & NSFW FOLDERS. RATES: 250 ~ 11'S PER WEEK = 1000 ~ 11'S FOR THE MONTH, AND RATING STASH DURING HAPPY HOURS. TWO/2 ~ SAFE FOR WORK SALUTES TO YOU ONE/1 ~ NOT SAFE FOR WORK SALUTE TO YOU THE VERBAL USEAGE OR TEXT CHAT ACKNOWLEDGMENT AS TO YOU BEING MY OWNER WEEKLY

1 Rate For My Yumz = 500 Fubucks
Long Story Short... I'm in an auction... now if you don't wanna bid it's fine with me... But im asking if you can at least rate my pic... It would mean alot... So... just click the image below leave a rate... and if u want bid.. Once your done Message me and im giving stuff away to Random raters. xo BID HERE^^^^^ *Liix && Biitez* «¥ümm¡¡ε♥LRRI»PromoMgr/Angel@Exotic→DangerousCurves MEMBER

Bring Back The Bouncer....
things have gone from bad to worse on this site.. NSFW was bad enough, the bouncers got really annoying, but now every other pic you rate gets you a really nice "sorry, you're rating too fast". WTF is up with that? you tease us with auto 11s, which made it great for ez rates. having a friend with auto 11s made things great for us poor people that can't afford to "buy our way" to the top, then you basically take it away from us! BRING BACK THE DAMN BOUNCER! screw off with rating too fast crap. either fix it or find a better way to combat the script kiddies with the rating scripts. if I'm rating a folder marked ex rates, chances are there's no pics of the person who owns that folder. I'm really not interested in looking at thumbnails of something I'm not interested in. I don't want to sit and look at the pic for more than a second.. now if it's a pic of the person that owns the folder, that's diferent. so here's my idea, set up rating system so you can't rate a profile or pic until t

Today Was A Very Sad Day
I do not usually blog about anything..but today was a really sad day in my life.. My beautiful companion of 15 years..Miss Anna.. passed on to doggie heaven.. My heart is heavy and my tears are nonstop.. She was the best friend I could ever of asked for...I had to make the final decision to either let her carry on and suffer or keep her with me for my own selfish reasons... I feel I made the right choice.. She passed away peacefeully with me by her side at 11:35am today.... She will be greatly missed...and forever loved MAY YOU REST IN PEACE MISS ANNA GIRL... July 1993-February 2009

Salutes
For those who don't know.. there's a whole list of reasons why they'll reject a salute that aren't listed in the 'bible'. I submitted a special birthday salute and it was rejected because my dog happened to be in it. If I'd known that, I would have made sure he wasn't in it, but nowhere in the rules did it say anything about animals and salutes. I've seen salutes that break the 'rules' listed in the message I got along with my salute rejection... sure makes things confusing. Here's the list! Thank you for sending in your FUBAR SALUTE picture to be reviewed, however, your SALUTE has been returned, because one or more of the following items that have been marked with an (X) need to be corrected: ( ) You need to shoot a candid personal photo of Yourself holding your HAND WRITTEN FUBAR SALUTE SIGN, WITH YOUR WHOLE FACE CLEARLY SHOWN. Dark glasses, painted faces, masks, and/or bandannas, etc...are NOT allowed. ( ) Your sign is covering your face and we can not see you clearly

Words Of Wisdom
1. A snowflake is one of nature's most fragile things,but just look what many of them can do when they stick together. 2.If all your dreams don't come true,don't fret; all your nightmares don't,either. 3.Don't be a carbon copy of someone else; make your own impression. 4. Don't let your welcome mat lie. 5. The best gift we can bestow upon others is a good example. 6. For mending someone's broken heart,the best glue is compassion 7. If you aren't wearing a smile,you're only half dressed. 8. Remember,today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.- Dale Carnegie 9. The trouble with some people in trying times is that they stop trying. 10. Actions speak louder than bumper stickers. 11.If you don't like the way life looks,change the way you look at life. 12.Nobody has ever measured how much the heart can hold. 13.The world is full of cactus,but we don't have to sit on it. 14. An arguement is a head-on collision of two trains of thought. 15. When

Liberate
Liberate lyrics Liberate your mind You motherfucker, you're so narrow-minded So narrow-minded Liberate your mind Now motherfucker, will you liberate your mind This time Bold motherfucker Don't limit your mind Can't you see that the pace Has fallen behind All the hate in your heart Will be leaving you blind So bold motherfucker Don't you limit your mind This time Waiting, for your modern messiah To take away all the hatred That darkens the light in your eye Still awaiting. I "Out of Zion shall come forth a law And the word of the Lord from Jerusalem Nation shall not raise sword against nation And they shall not learn war anymore For the mouth of the Lord hath spoken" Waiting, for your modern messiah To take away all the hatred That darkens the light in your eye Still awaiting.

Ive Been Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love cupcakes they are probably my fav sweet thing to eat 2. I enjoy peeing in the shower, its invigorating 3. I love going commando, when i do wear underwear its for someone else's benefit 4. I tend to think that Im right all of the time 5. Some of my nicknames include: sunshine, flirty, Special K, and cat eyes 6. I can shake my butt in about 25 different ways 7. My favorite book is The Palm Wine Drinkard by Amos Tutuola 8. I enjoy shots of a drink called "Dirty Bong Water" 9. M.P. and I dated for 5 years 10. I drool all over the place when I sleep I will tag Honey Dip, Misterfeet, Mr. Morningwood, Nay-Nay th

Fake Dj Bs And Out Of Cigs
Fuck the mother fuckers... the DJ mumm went poof before i could finish typing this out... so fuck! cunt!! yeah well im out of smokes and need to go get some and grrr im venting my shit in here...lol carry on show me bewbies for when i come back now I will sum it up in one question, other than radio stations that actually have a mix show, with a DJ spinning records, scratching and all that, do you EVER hear a radio show host call themselves a dj on your local stations???? NO they just use their name FFS. and here on fu, ever body who makes a playlist in a lounge and HOSTS the show calls themselves a dj... you are probably NOT a dj, but an ON LINE PERSONALITY! put that in your f*in name unless you SPIN RECORDS! ***If I Were YOU, I'd Hate Me Too!***

My New Owner 4 A Month
Chiina Whiite is My New Owner 4 a Month wanted u 2 meet him he a sweet ,kind, and careing Guy And Has Helped Out Alot He Rocks He A friend Who Has A Big Heart If U Haven't Met Him Yet Ur Missing Out Go And Fan,Rate,Crush,Bling And Tell Him I sent Ya

The Stirring Of Lust
The Stirring of Lust Princess Reina worked her evil spell upon Draco peaceful sleep, he did wicked things to his body, as she watched from his window, she loved how he soar to her will, but each morning, as he slept in late because of his restless night, she moved about the house. She watched and study two other males that seem to drawn to her, she like Vladimir, but Ravenous, she would not give the time of day too. She moved about the house, she found someone alone, she watched him, he was different from the others, he was one of the new bred, he was tall, haunting like ghost moving about life, his long black hair with white streaks running through it, his white eyes, his blood lips, his body was perfect too, he stood in the midst of the rain, he was naked and move like a swift warrior, she watched him Who was he? Why was he so haunting beautiful to her? She smiled, she was ruler, she was allowed to mingle with her kind, she moves swift about hidden place to get a better sigh

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Just Silly...
You know the drill: FROM THE BOTTOM UP... (name has been changed to protect the strange!) 'CSP' wrote lol 'Jennifer' wrote Okay, you have just won my “Strangest Fu Conversation Ever” Award. Where shall I mail your trophy? 'CSP' wrote Can you see your biceps when you try to flex them? 'Jennifer' wrote I am the only woman in my family... So, yes, I guess I am. 'CSP' wrote Are you the weakest women in your family? 'Jennifer' wrote Well I always need help opening the pickle jars... 'CSP' wrote lol I like soft arms with little to no muscle. Are your arms like that? 'Jennifer' wrote Huh???? Did I miss something?... 'CSP' wrote Do you have weak arms? I love weak arms.

Really? /eyeroll
SWEET lou: hey your so hot can u add me plz im lou and do u have a screen name i have yahoo aol msn or skype really? please people, THINK before you annoy other people. i couldn't even bother to respond or block this one.

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About Me
Well Hello To All My Fellow Fubar Friends, Im here to tell you a little about the man behind this profile, Im 52 yrs young and even younger at heart, of mind, even younger yet. I am the type that has to keep going to continue being young, am a firm believer that if you stop you will wilt and die.Was married twice in my time, first time eleven and a half yrs, ended up me leaving, second time, married to the love of my life for twenty three yrs, and she fell out of love with me. Devastated as I was, I went to hell and back, brushed myself off, and started at it yet again. I never stay down for long, was always able to bounce back.I have two daughters that I am very proud of, And a son who is my best friend.I live to ride my 1975 custome Iron Head Harley, work ,party, and live each day as it is my last. Some people will pass me on the street and look, and stare at me, as to think , what is he wearing, look at those disgusting tattoos, and where did he get that mohawk from, To those people

(mo Chroi His Memory Of Her)
A slow rolling tear Fell down his cheek As he stood over her bed he began to feel weak He couldn't believe it No way this was true He couldn't live without her He wouldn't know what to do He dropped to his knees At the head of her bed Looked up to the ceiling While crying he said, "Why'd you do this god Why'd you take her from me I need her so much Why can't you see It can't end this way No, she can't die God please don't do this I can't say goodbye She can't go away Not here, not now I'll do anything to bring her back Please just tell me how Take the life from me Take my heart and soul God please bring her back I don't care what the toll Take the blood from my veins The breath from my chest I don't care if I die Just put me to rest He stopped speaking for a minute As she layed there slowly dying. The only sound to be heard Was of the teenage boy's crying His tears crashed to the floor As he barely made a stand He reached across h

Own This Lil Dj For 30 Days:)
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Dam I'm Confused!
In my heart I think I have finally found the one! I am not sure how to feel or how to act on it. I don't want to run , but I don't want to push! I don't know how to tell him or how to show him, because he doesn't even know it yet! How do I tell him? Or do I tell him? Or do I just keep it to myself and let it play out? Maybe it is just pre-mature. Maybe it's just lust, I don't even know. God I feel as though this is just a role of emotions I can't control. I feel as though my heart is on the tracks headed for a train wreck! I am so comfortable in his arms and his smile makes my heart just melt. When i look in his eyes I can see the reflection of my own soul, that almost seems impossible but it's true! Wonder if he will ever realize it? Who knows maybe it will pass with out notice only wonder. I want to give him my life, My love and my soul. Not sure how to do it. He doesn't even see the good he has in him and doesn't know how much he is worth. His worth as a person and as a lover. t

New Adventures Of James Wildfowler Dvd Released
Hi everybody This week sees the release of the third "Adventures of James Wildfowler" DVD film which you can only buy at www.jameswildfowler.com It stars sexy polish star Jessica in "The Bouncer" with her getting fucked by hotel security before getting a mouth full of cum, then there is MILF Allison who has big tits and a hairy pussy in "The Blind man" where she gets shagged up the ass and to finish off there is BBW squriter Lola in "Please make me a porn star" with the big girl having anal sex as well as squirting her juice Over 1 hour and 38 minutes of hardcore amateur porn To buy your DVD online and for more information on this brand new adult film use this link http://www.jameswildfowler.com/anal-porn-dvd.html We look forward to taking your orders James Wildfowler www.jameswildfowler.com

Abunza Mlm
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Blargh
I now completely lack empathy. Every time someone changes their status, on any social networking site, I automatically think "you're pregnant? so what!" "you're in love? yeah, fuck you too!" "Little Johnny lost his first tooth? Shoulda knocked 'em all out sooner!" I don't know when it happened, but I generally just don't care anymore. I suppose there are a few out there that I do care what happens...but blah...Especially on Facebook..."Oh I love staying home with my kids!" Gag me.

I Love You 2
I LOVE YOUI Love YouWith my every breath,With all I have left,From the deepest depths,Of my heart, I love you.With all of my strength,With ten miles' length,Every thought I think,I think that I love you.For the length of forever,As long as we're together,Through good and bad weather,For always, I love you.Until the very end of days,Until God takes my breath away,Until death separates our ways,Until then, I love you.When no one is there,When you think no one cares,When love seems too rare,Remember, I love you.When everything's gone,When all has withdrawn,When hopelessness dawns,Don't forget, I love you.When you fall down,When your dreams come unwound,When hope can't be found,Be happy, I love you.When you make mistakes,When you're filled with hate,When you're old and gray,Even then, I'll love you.copyright jas 2007

I Want Everyone To Know
i want everyone to know I want to scream it from the mountaintops.I want to take your face into my handsand murmur it against your mouth.I want to whisper it into you eareach and every time we talk.I think it so loud, feel it so strong,that I'm surprised you can't feel it, too.But I keep it herelocked inside.Because I know when I do say itthere will be no taking it back.And there will be no hidingfrom the emotions dancing across your facewhen you hear me say, "I love you".copyright jas 2009

Miles Apart
Miles Apart I wish I could wipeyour falling tears away,as you bravely smile through your pain...You see me suffer,then you break down and crymiles apart...In your dreamsI softly kiss you,no one can see the pain,that we both feel insidemiles apart...You whisper I love youand I whisper to the skies,I love you tooWhen will this pain ever go awayeven though we aremiles apart...To be by your sideis a dream I can't denyBut I will wish for it to come true.I miss you so badlymy heart is breakingas we crymiles apart... @portrican princess

10 Words Women Use
10 Words Women Use (lettered inserts and #10 added by Bobby Eaton/Wikkid) 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (a) No one is allowed to argue with me. Arguing, fighting, nagging, bitching, complaining or generally being a pain in the ass is NOT okay with me. When you argue with someone you are training them to manipulate, control and lose respect for you. Any woman who has the privilege of sleeping with me at night, does not talk to me like this during the day. I know I'm always right and she's wrong, because love is the only truth. When you come from love, you can never be wrong, proved wrong or argued with. If the woman in my life argues with me I say something like "You love me! So shut up and kiss me NOW! or "Can we stop arguing and f%$k already? I don't care about that shit. I wanna f*#k." or "You have 3 seconds to stop arguing with me, or you need to take a walk or go write down what you need to talk about and don'

Demons Curse
it's tough trying to be good.it seems people think that when you have decided to change your life people will think somehing is out of the ordinary or creepy.like my family for example,when i started not to go out as much when it all started they would think im sick.they even suggested that i should go to the hospital.when im smoking and drinking and going out they would think thats a normal maybe they think its even a healthy thing.but the truth is that we are being decieved by media or to be more specific by satan.hes has use a media before during the adam and eve era if you can call it an era but i lack words so ill use that for now.he used the sherpant by giving the abilty to talk and decieve adam and eve.eve fell for the the rick cuz she thought maybe the snake is right he can talk. if i eat of this fruit what gifts will it grant me?she might thik.im not going any further with adam and eve cause this blog is not whats its about.lets go back to deception.well media has hypnotized

Band Name..
well we're still in the struggle of finding a name for the band...so far we're nameless... :p A few names have been introduced by the other band members...but we are still searching for the right one...got any ideas?? Drop a line..

Auction
HEY EVERYONE I AM IN AN AUCTION... 1. RATE ALL PICS2. KEEP YOU SHIT-FACED FOR A MONTH3. #1 TOP FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR A MONTH4. YOUR NAME AFTER MINE OWNED BY:5. PIMPIN GIFT EVERY WEEK FOR A MONTH6. ONE GIFT TICKER DURING THE MONTH OF OWNERSHIP7. A SFW SALUTE8. A ONE CREDIT BLING EACH WEEK FOR A MONTH This is what im offering... So come bid on me!! [ fubar.com photo: 350776135 ] Just copy n paste that cuz I have not figured out how to put a link in here yet.. im learning ok.. this is new blog stuff for me.. So come n place your bid the auction is open for awhile Im assuming... May 3rd.... so ya.. IM worth it.................

Old Poem I On And Off This Way.
What can I say what can I do I guess I am what they call a hopeless foul. I don’t know what I want I don’t know what I need but there something that I feed upon.That use to be so strong its getting weaker my fix isn’t as easy as it use to be . It doesn’t give me the same high.The more I get the more I crave I cant get enoughBut the want is seeming to get less and less. But the want for the high still doesn’t dieI wish I knew how to stay satisfiedThis smile is fading and I am starting to get jaded and the rage an pain sometimes gets to be too much I feel like I might loss touch.Wishing I was numb wishing I could escape this pain its like a cut that wont heal. Energy I can not deplete I get no fucking sleep my mind is simply starting to work off bleeps.

Broken Heart
for the night of april 26. 2009, was the night my heart was torn out of my chest, having this crushing blow, makes me toss and turn while laying in bed,mean while crying for hours apon hours make this night last for an eternity, the love of my life made my heart shatter in to billions of pieces recover is no more, the numbing feeling will soon set in making me not feel the love from another onces again, my eyes are blood shot from all the crying, i don't know if i can go on, my will hs been shattered as well, not sure of anything my best friend turns into the pillow i cry my self to sleep with tonight, feeling like this is the end of my life i wonder if i every shall feel happyness once more

He Knows.....
I hope one day I can be sure That what you feel for me is pure. You’re breaking down the walls I’ve built so high And showing me that perhaps I should give it a try. You know many details of my painful past But still think I’m worth a friendship that will last. You’ve seen me at my darkest and brightest But it doesn’t seem to turn you away in the slightest. I won’t deny my extreme fright When I go to bed each and every night. Never have I let anybody so close How it has happened nobody knows. There are scars that run so deep

Swappers N Cruisers
Where: *A Shine Above* (formally known as Murrays Detailing) 1415 Hay Ave. Coshocton Ohio 740-623-0671 Located behind the upper BP on Chestnut When: Saturday May 30th and Sunday May 31st 11 a.m. - 5 p.m. Both Days Swap Meet will run both days- Anyone wanting to sell or trade any used, discontinued or discounted motorcycle or auto parts can be a vendor. 10x10 spots can be reserved by calling 740-622-4178 or 740-623-0671 by May 20th for $20.00 or purchase your spot at the gate $25.00. Vendors must be signed in and setting up by 9 a.m. Hurry spots fill up fast! Classic Cruise In is Sunday May 31st Register between 9 a.m. and 10:30 a.m. $10 Registration fee per car or bike being entered. Winners announced at 2 p.m. Dash Plaques, door prizes, trophies! There will be 2 competing classes Cycle and Auto

C.o.f. Train!!!!
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Dj Schedule May 4 - May 10
Hey everyone - WOOT May is Here - and Got some KICK ASS stuff planned for this month in Bada Bing - Cinco De Mayo is this week - Get your Fiesta on in Bada Bing! Here is this week's Schedule - Let me know if you have any questions or need any changes and hope you all have a great week. Thanks for your love and support of Bada Bing! Much Love, Queeny Bada Bing DJ Schedule 5/4/09 – 5/10/09 Monday Bounty 8pm – 3:00am EST (80s show) (Queeny, Pet and Darth No DJing) TUESDAY – QUEENY- 8pm -12am EST (Cinco De Mayo Fiesta) Darth-12am - 3am EST (PET and Bounty NO DJING) WEDNESDAY BOUNTY - 7pm – 9pm EST (Sexy Humpday 4play) QUEENY - 9pm - 12 EST (Humpday)

Stay
SugarLand Stay I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be begging you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my Heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me? Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep telling me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bear To love a man you have to share Why don't

10 Last Seconds
10 last seconds to change my mind 9 failed attempts to press rewind 8 little reasons to let go of it all 7 more seconds to make one last fall 6 drops of blood a crimson shade 5 fingers grip the blade 4 tears drip from my eye 3 reasons to tell one last lie 2 final seconds to say i love you 1 last thought...if only he knew

Just Because I'm A Girl...
I've decided that certian men sucks ass. Today I had to get new tires so I dropped by Discount Tires because I'm getting a new car later this year and I don't really care if they are the best of the best. I thought I would be in there an hour tops. Until I met Dale The Jackass. As soon as I walked in wearing a football jersey, he started in. Dale the Jackass: "Oh guys, it looks like we have a front runner here!" Me: "Huh, what?" Dale the Jackass: "You have a Tim Hightower jersey on. But I bet you didn't know his first name." Me: "Yes actually I did know his first name. I'm here because I need new tires." Dale the Jackass: "I think it is funny how girls wear sports stuff and have no idea about the sport." Me: "Look I love football but I really need some tires. Is there anyone that can help me." Dale the Jackass: "Just humor me. Do you even know what position he plays?" Me: "He is a running back that got drafted in the 5th round of the 2008 draft. He went to Richmond and he

Misserable
I will not be on much today or tomorrow. I got poison ivy ..and woke up at 3 this morning..with it really bad. I worked all day..misserable..then went to the Doctor. I ended up with a shot in the arse..a zpack...and told to take some allergy pills also. Anyways.. I am sore..itchy..and hurting..and tired. I will try to be on later maybe..if feeling up to it.

Moving On
Just wanted to let everyone know I will be leaving the fu very soon. I contemplated mentioning it at all but I felt that was the easy way out. You all are so awesome and have truly touched my life. I feel like it is more about all the $ the site is making and I am not going to do it anymore. Back in the day, when it was Cherry Tap, and Lost Cherry, I really enjoyed being here, but it seems now it is all about competition and who has the most points, ect. I recently made it to Orace, it was my goal, I have reached it but now what, I even feel empty inside. I truly appreciate all my friends who have show me so much love, it has meant so much to me:-) I will never forget y'all Luv you all Let me know if you want my yahoo addy. Wsh you all peace blessings and luv

Blood 2
Blood drips from my finger's tips, as an ice cold breath leaves my lips. Stiffness has crepe into my joints, my mind is dull and without resolve. Life has no meaning without Death, and death is just an open doorway. To step inside is only the beginning, what awaits is not for the living to know. I have looked into that door, and have seen what is to come. Fear of the unknown, is only for those who do not know. Come walk with me inside this show, take my hand if you still fear. For death is only a beginning, not the eternal end. Come lay your worries upon my shoulder, and walk with me and be a little bolder. For life in this world is nothing but cold, and I weep for all my children, as I grow old. A poem for my love I will never see. Those with power have broken my spirit. Depression takes on many forms. I am so depressed now. I don't know what to do. My business is going great but my love life sucks. Without love is life worth living. A question to ponder, while wr

Pet Store Monkey...
A man walked into a pet store and was looking at the animals on display.Whilehe was there, a First Class Petty Officer from the local Navy basewalked in and said to the shopkeeper, "I'll take a maintenance monkey,please."The man nodded, went to a cage at the side of the storeand took out a monkey. He put a collar and leash on the animal andhanded it the PO1, saying, "That'll be $5,000." The PO1 paid and leftwith the monkey.Surprised, the man went to the shopkeeper andsaid, "That was a very expensive monkey. Most of them are only a fewhundred dollars. Why did that one cost so much?"The shopkeeperanswered, "Ah, that's a maintenance monkey. He can run diagnostics onall radars/weapons systems, score 95 on the ASVAB test, operate allforms of test equipment, perform the duties of any Maintenance Man qualified person with no back talk or complaints. It's well worth the money.The man spotted a monkey in another cage. "That one's even more expensive, $10,000! What does it do?""Oh, that one is

And Now That I Have Vented
i have this fantasy about a perfect kiss...it has to be intense and take my breath away, two hearts speaking the language of union...i am so tired of those kisses that make me feel...nothing....i want to find those lips that hover just above mine and make me whimper in hungry wanting.i am sad that those lips that i have kissed have not been able to do this for me. I wait and search but doubt that i will ever find them. I guess this is my greatest curse.

A Lifetime Of Reasons And Seasons
People come in to your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.They may seem like a Godsend and they are.They are there for the reason you need them to be.Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come in to your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.They bring you an

Life
MY LIFE HAS BEEN SO HARD FOR 41 YEARS. HERE LATER I HAVE FOUND THINGS GETTING WORSE. EVERYTHING I ATTEMPT TO DO HURTS MY BODY SO MUCH, I THINK I MAY HAVE SOME TYPE OF CANCER. IF SO I DON'T WANT TO KNOW. I HAVE THE BEST CHILDREN A MOTHER HAVE AND THE MOST WONDERFULLEST GRAND-DAUGHTER, EXPECTING THE SECOND GRANDBABY IN NOVEMBER. I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP IT HASN'T BEEN THAT EASY BUT THEN AGAIN NO RELATIONSHIP IS EASY. I MISS MY DAUGHTER AND GRAND-DAUGHTER SO MUCH I HAD GOTTEN USED TO SEEING THEM EVERYDAY BUT KNOW I'M LUCKY TO SEE THEM ONCE A WEEK. BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE HAVE TO BE BITCHES. BUT I'M DEALING WITH IT AND I WILL HAVE THE LAST WORD.

Prayer For My Pup
She needs prayers... Calling all animal lovers, and just kind people. Hi Yall. I try not to ask anything of my friends. But I have a very sick puppy I have been feeding every hour on the hour for 3 days now. Giving fluids under the skin and all the meds I have. The vet sent her home today to die. Im weak,tired and sick and dont know how much I have left in me. But she is a fighter so as long as she is willing to fight Ill fight for her. All Im asking is for prayers. What every God or Gods you pray to. What ever spiritual path of light you walk. Send her a few prayers, light and love. She may not make it. But it cant hurt! Thank you guys!! Brought 2 U by: TATERS NEED LUV TOO

My First Time
The first time I had sex I was 15 and going out w/ a boy named Mike. There's not a lot to do in the town I went to Highschool in so we decided to hike up to this waterfall we both knew of. After we got to the top and cooled down he sat me on his lap and we started making out, i loved the feel of his hands as they slid under my shirt to play w/ my breasts, even if he wasn't very good at freeing them from the bra and where he left my bra on me was a little uncomfortable. I'm not sure how it happened but next thing I know he's pushing me to lean back and he's sliding his hand down my jeans under my panties and before I can stop him he's rubbing my clit. When he starts sliding his fingers up and down and grazes my hole I was overwhelmed with the need to have him inside me, mentally begging him to slide into me, my pussy was throbbing inward and aching for it. When he finally did he continued rubbing my clit with his thumb and slid his finger in and out of me slowly, it was wonderful and th

My Dad The Last Time He Spent Time With My Grandfather This All Who Lost A Dad And Grandfather
I never got meet my late grandfather he passed away when my dad was 12 this his favorite memory of him: With Father's Day nearly upon us I can't help but to feel it is fitting to start a thread for those of us who had fathers who are or were railroaders and/or railfans.I was only 12 when I lost my Dad but in the few years that I had him in my life he helped to create an interest in trains that has lasted for 52 years.Though memories are at times few I can remember times when he would take me to the local Five and Dime to get an ice cream cone and then we would head down to the Espee depot in Palmdale, Ca., to visit both his friend who was the agent and to see what trains we could see.One of the memories I have is seeing a Black Widow EMD SD9 that usually powered the wrecker train that would come into town ever so often and how he would walk around the train with me as it sit, resting for the day. And I remember the wonder I expressed when the San Joaquin Daylight started to change its

Fu-drama Queers...
I get it all the time. Green names showing up in my SB... Seriously, you think ya can get under my skin?!? And before you answer "Ya making a blog about..." let me put shit in perspective... If ya think ya the first to fuck with me, you're not... If ya think I know who you are, I don't.... So go jack off at the idea I JUST paid attention to ya. ...enjoy it while it lasts...

Just My Thougths, You Might Not Like ... Read If You Want
I am proud of the fact that Is usually pretty sweet and morally sound when it comes to being on the Internet.. What you see is what you get. I try to make everyone feel better about all the shit that's going on in their lives and make them at least laugh... Most I can make them feel a little bit better but some I cant help... What I want to know is what the fuck happens when my day is going to shit... do i complain no because i like to bottle it up inside till I burst WELL FOLKS TODAY IS THAT DAY Here's my list of shit I deal with on a daily basis: 1. my mother's white cell count still has recovered from her cancer treatments.. so I have to wonder will i send another 9 months visiting her in the hospital because shes isolated and needs blood transfusions. 2. My x husband owes me 5 grand in child support he refuses to pay for any soccer but I still let him see his son and I'm smile and don't bother him... cause my son should see his dad 3. My business is on the verge off either c

Contest!!!
Sup FUBAR, After realizing, i have no interest in gettin to 30, due to so many events prior to this, I have come to realize I am a happy Oracle. Anyhow going to the point... I'd like to place this contest in honor of those who have been there for me and those who have helped me get to this level.. most of all my true fu-family... So what about this contest... hmm.. To win this, is simple, at the end of the night...I will size up who commented on my pictures or stash items the most.. that person will receive ANYTHING in the FUBLING section thats 35 credits or less... Rules of the Game: 1. DO NOT in ANY WAY flirt with me or do anything to PISS OFF my girl. If i see this, you will be DISQUALIFIED. 2. Feel like clowning me, go ahead, as long as its not disrespecting my girl or anyone i care about, you're still good. However, insults will not be counted as a comment, in fact, it will place a negative count of 5 comments. 3. If you know you've had problems with me in the

Lung Cancer
Lung Cancer is a disease that begins in the tissue of the lungs. The lungs are sponge-like organs that are part of the respiratory system. During breathing, air enters the mouth or nasal passage and travels down the trachea. The trachea splits into two sets of bronchial tubes that lead to the left and right lung. The bronchi branch off into smaller and smaller tubes that eventually end in small balloon-like sacs known as alveoli. The alveoli are where oxygen, carbon dioxide, and other substances are exchanged between the lungs and the blood stream. The vast majority of Lung Cancer cases fall into one of two different categories: Non-Small Cell Lung Cancer is the most common type of Lung Cancer, making up nearly 80% of all cases. This type of Lung Cancer grows and spreads more slowly than small cell lung cancer. Non-small cell lung cancer is divided into three different subcategories. Squamous cell carcinoma originates in the thin, flat cells that line the passages of the respirat

Why?
Why must i give you the satisfaction? to see me cry, to know i think of you constantly? this wasnt all my fault. i took the blame yes, but it takes two to break hearts as we did. was it love? it sure felt like it...or was i being deceived? we sang in the car, ruined the albums i cherished, they haunt my dreams as do you, a stain on my heart and on my shirt. what did you think when i came home? were you relieved? or were you "hurting" as i was so naive to believe? i cannot shake it.. my heart is still mending and with every day passes so does my love for you. you were my best friend, someone i relied upon and shared all with.. now you are the bad taste in my mouth, no longer the tear in my eye, or last nights dinner in the commode, you are just a memory. like those past you will become what was, and when i find what is, you will be the life lesson i will pass to my children... the path i will urge them NOT to walk. you destroyed me and i hope you can live with that, of course you can, y

Might Go For The Big One.
So Pk and I were talking about how I have had this account since 2006 and I havent even come near Godfather,but she did it in like a month.Now I know that my friend making skills has nothing to do with it b/c I am loved everywhere I go.And I am online EVERY second of EVERY day.So it must be that I have never had the spotlight.I am kinda worried that if I go for it I will end up saying something offensive and get deleted so it will all be for not.Now I know all three of you that read this are thinking JUST DONT SAY SOMETHING STUPID!!!It isnt that easy.It is almost impossible for me not to.I am driven to piss someoen off.I LOVE IT.I think I just need to come up with a really clever way of being offensive and I could get through it.But then again that might defeat the purpose of me getting Spotlight.I wont get any rates,but I dont care.Still not helping me Godfather.See I have already given this way more thought than I would normally care to give,but the chance to piss off a SHITLOAD of

Confused As All H*ll
thursday my little sister left me a message on the answering machine that Dad had been in an accident and she emailed me and she left the cell number. I haven't called it yet because i;ve got to put that in my cell and i'm scared and upset that the email she said she sent hasn't gotten to my inbox. but i'm worried that if it really bad i'll loose my dad when we've gotten to a good spot in our relationship after years of not seeing him. i just don't know

It's Another Random Survey...
If you were a robot, what would your prime function be? To fill eclairs with white creamy goodness... Does a crowded elevator smell different to a midget? Only if his allergies aren't acting up. Is this question true or false? Red...no, blue! Can I borrow a dollar? How about 100 pennies? What is the largest thing you have set on fire? a sectional couch Can you spell backwards? b a c k w a r d s...now where's my prize? Would you bite someone in a fight? Like a dog gnawing on his favourite chew toy Can I borrow a dollar again? geez...hands you 5 pennies, 2 nickels, 7 dimes, and a quarter. Can I smack you with a burning cat? yep, for sure Why? Doesn't everyone love a hot pussy? Say something you don't know: something I dont know (nice answer Crystal!) I'm thinking of a number between 1 and 10. What is it? a number, duh... Sorry, that was wrong, try again... No, I'm pretty sure it's a number. When was the last time you showered? (phew!) Rhetorical ques

Lines Composed A Few Miles Above Tintern Abbey
William Wordsworth (1770–1850) Lines Composed a Few Miles above Tintern Abbey Five years have passed; five summers, with the length Of five long winters! and again I hearThese waters, rolling from their mountain-springsWith a soft inland murmur. Once againDo I behold these steep and lofty cliffs,That on a wild secluded scene impressThoughts of more deep seclusion; and connectThe landscape with the quiet of the sky.The day is come when I again reposeHere, under this dark sycamore, and viewThese plots of cottage-ground, these orchard-tufts,Which at this season, with their unripe fruits,Are clad in one green hue, and lose themselves'Mid groves and copses. Once again I seeThese hedgerows, hardly hedgerows, little linesOf sportive wood run wild; these pastoral farms,Green to the very door; and wreaths of smokeSent up, in silence, from among the trees!With some uncertain notice, as might seemOf vagrant dwellers in the houseless woods,Or of some Hermit's cave, where by his fireThe H

New Insight
Mmmm now that’s my woman she knows how to treat her man gooooooooooooood Sweet taste of golden sun on your lips The tides swell at the shake of your hips You walk trembles the mountains foundation And the rise of your breast makes or breaks a nation Tell me true Do I seek the 9th wonder or do I seek u cause u are all that is needed in this world, phenomenal woman exceeds all expectations of any limitation that man can set and has meet gods challenge by becoming the helper and caregiver as well as caretaker of his first creation of man and bearing , rearing, and guiding god’s gift to man and woman...children..You are just that...a true gift, a treasure truly undiscovered Just showing you how a woman should and needs to be appreciated And how I see them : ok you can break it down to the basis of survival and procreation, but physical attraction and hormones can only take u so far More is needed to truly be immortal in the eyes of the generation that comes after u

Racism
“We are still conditioning people in this country and, indeed, all over the globe to the myth of white superiority. We are constantly being told that we don't have racism in this country anymore, but most of the people who are saying that are white. White people think it isn't happening because it isn't happening to them.”

Gta: Vice City Cheats
GTA: Vice City Stories Cheat Codes Codes Enter These During Gameplay Cheat Effect LEFT, RIGHT, X, UP, DOWN, SQUARE, LEFT, RIGHT Weapon Set 1 LEFT, RIGHT, SQUARE, UP, DOWN, TRIANGLE, LEFT, RIGHT Weapon Set 2 LEFT, RIGHT, TRIANGLE, UP, DOWN, CIRCLE, LEFT, RIGHT Weapon Set 3 UP, DOWN, LEFT, RIGHT, X, X, L1, R1 Get $250000 UP, DOWN, LEFT, RIGHT, SQUARE, SQUARE, L1, R1 Armor UP, DOWN, LEFT, RIGHT, CIRCLE, CIRCLE, L1, R1 Health UP, RIGHT, SQUARE, SQUARE, DOWN, LEFT, CIRCLE, CIRCLE Raise Wanted Level LEFT, DOWN, R1, L1, RIGHT, UP, LEFT, CIRCLE Sunny Weather LEFT, DOWN, R1, L1, RIGHT, UP, LEFT, X Clear Weather LEFT, DOWN, L1, R1, RIGHT, UP, LEFT, SQUARE Overcast Weather LEFT, DOWN, L1, R1, RIGHT, UP, LEFT, TRIANGLE Rainy Weather LEFT, DOWN, TRIANGLE, X, RIGHT, UP, LEFT, L1 Foggy Weather UP, L1, DOWN, R1, LEFT, L1, RIGHT, R1 Spawn Rhino R1, L1, L1, DOWN, UP, X, DOWN, L1 Faster Clock L1, R1, R1, LEFT, RIGHT, SQUARE, DOWN, R1 Destroy All Cars R1, L1, L1, DOWN, LEFT, CIRCLE, D

My Trip To Six Flags Lol
So yesterday we all jumped on the car n headed out for six flags at 7 am got there rode everything we could till we was to exhuasted to ride anything else. On the way home stopped and ate dinner at the cracker barrell my fav restuarant ..well one of..Got back in the car n headed towards home. We got 73 miles out of Greenville when the freaking alternator in the car went bad! The car died a few mins later. So there we sat on the side of the interestate .. We called someone to come help us, wait in an hour n a half he arrives with another battery. The car cranks n we take off again only to get 25 miles up the road for that battery of course starts dying. We pull off the next exit which btw was in Clemson, SC .. and for anyone of you all who follow Ncaa football knows there our teams the Gamecocks rivals. Hubby and his friend just happened to be struting around in one of there tshirts.. Not a single person offered to help lol .. So we are there changing the battery out again then it happ

Yo I Am Pregnant Lmao
2star2: kkRoger Sanford: now whats ur secret2star2: i am pregnant with your babyRoger Sanford: hell nah ur notRoger Sanford: stop trippin2star2: oh now yougonna deny our baby2star2: wtfRoger Sanford: we never had sex so how could u br knocked up with my badyRoger Sanford: baby**2star2: you are just that goodRoger Sanford: ya see here comes the excuses2star2: i will be sure to tell all the ;ladiesRoger Sanford: then ill turn this convercation into a blog hahaha2star2: i can not believe you are gonna deny our babyRoger Sanford: even if u were knocked up with my kid u still couldnt have her2star2: you crushed me2star2: imma cry now2star2: i am pregnant with our baby and you gonna deny itRoger Sanford: u raped me2star2: you mentally enjoyed it2star2: i did not hear any complaintsRoger Sanford: nah i was drunk2star2: omgRoger Sanford: u raped me while i was wasted2star2: aww wow you gonna tell the baby thatRoger Sanford: no when the baby is born i want a dna test2star2: are you vcalling me

The End
The hate and the rage I feelI feel like my life is being torn away from meTHe air I breath the gravity that makes my world spinRiped from me I am free falling and struggling to breatheTHe lives I made that became my lifeThe identiy of who I am the thought of someone else being that personBurns through my soul and kills meHow am I suppose to live without all of these thingsSomedays I feel as if the the little lives I have made are better off without meI feel like I am worthlessI feel like I am nothingI am nobody without themI look at him and I want to screamHe could never know how it feels to have that taken awayThe one thing that was consistant in my lifeThe one thing that I know appreciated meThe one thing that I knew needed me The one thing I that I knew would always love me THe one thing my arms cant be withoutHe sits there thinking that he knows whats bestHe sits there and tells me how its for the bestHe sits there and tells me its a change for himHe sits there and says its going t

Life
I wonder If there was something I could sayI wonder if You would listenI wonder if You would careor if You would just walk away from me again?I wonder if You really loved meI wonder if You really caredI wonder if I could have said one thingwould You have stayed?I wonder why I let You leaveI wonder why I didnt do the lil things You likedI wonder why You walked away to begin withwas it me?I wonder why it all happend like it didI wonder how I could have changedI wonder if You would have noticed a change?I wonder if You would still care?

Been A Whlwe Hasn't It?
OK I know I aint been on much lately needed a break is all nothing bad has happened, Just been busy with stuff 'N' stuff 'N' stuff you know how is all is one minute you got all the free time in the world next your busier than a beaver in winter time, but will be on shortly please keep rating leave your comments and I will be back to check you all out again soon, 'D' @--->---

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A Complete Posting Of How To Waste Your Time..
GowkRota: A Methodology for the Analysis of Context-Free Grammar Abstract Scholars agree that empathic theory are an interesting new topic in the field of e-voting technology, and steganographers concur. After years of confirmed research into gigabit switches, we disprove the study of lambda calculus. We motivate a psychoacoustic tool for refining Moore's Law, which we call GowkRota. Table of Contents 1) Introduction 2) GowkRota Synthesis 3) Introspective Archetypes 4) Evaluation 4.1) Hardware and Software Configuration 4.2) Experiments and Results 5) Related Work 6) Conclusion 1 Introduction In recent years, much research has been devoted to the development of IPv6; contrarily, few have evaluated the development of RAID. such a claim at first glance seems unexpected but is buffetted by prior work in the field. For example, many algorithms request RAID. the visualization of cache coherence would tremendously degrade the evaluation of operating s

First Baby Blog
Hello :) I found out about a week ago i'm going to have a baby. I'm 2 months along so far and tomorrow is my first prenatal doctor visit. Hoping all is well since I have been working very hard at my job. I'll add another blog tomorrow to let everyone know how my doctor visit went and if they can tell if it's a boy or girl. Love you all. Trista

Allegory Of The Cave, Part Vi
" And will not a genuine astronomer, think you, have the same thought when he looks at the movements of the stars ? Whatever perfection the artist has been able to put into his works will not the astronomer expect to find in the work of Him who created the heaven and all things therein? But as to the relation of night to day, of both to the month, of the month to the year, and of the other stars to the sun and moon and to one another,- do you not believe he will hold to be foolish the man who imagines that these relations are always the same, and that they never change, when it is a question of things material and visible; and will he not deem it absurd to take no end of pains in the attempt to discover their true condition?" " I am in perfect agreement with that view after hearing what you have just said." " We shall then pursue astronomy, like geometry, by the help of problems which it presents; and we will take leave of the heaven and its phenomena, if we are, after the manner of

Loser
I've steadily turned up the volume I've carefully put it on surround Every so often I'd scream Just to see if you'd notice the sound I tried to make you listen I tried to make you see That inside me is a person Who just wants to make you believe I pushed you further and further I pushed as far as I could But I never do anything right Not even my opinion is good I am giving up I am giving in For alone I can never lose but I never wanted to win

12/23/2009
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Moments In Time
We talked, We walked, for a Moment in Time. You passed through my life that day and left your mark. You may never pass my way again, Or you may stay for a lifetime. No matter what, I want to say thank you for the impression you made that will stay with me for eternity. I enjoyed the walk, I enjoyed the talk. I am blessed for that moment in time. The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life, though your role I did not know. I asked myself, "Why is he alone? Why does he sit so quiet, all alone? Is he sad? Is he glad to be alone? Is he alone? Is he lonely? " There is so much I want to know. I asked myself, "Why him? When so many people pass through my life each day, why him? " What attracts me to you? What makes me want to know more? I want to know. Even if my questions are never answered, There is one thing I want you to know. I have been blessed by the effect you had on me in that Moment in Time.

Changes
why the sudden change,why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness.there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn't be expressedbecause you never know when they can be taken for granted.Now I'm feeling some regretSad and lonely in my bedKnowing that I made a mistakeSomething that I can't go back and changeBut I know I must acceptThat certain feeling shouldn't be expressed©Rosana Torres

Thoughts ( My Daughter Sent Me This )
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it's his fault; if he betrays you twice, it's your fault. Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. God gives every bird it's food, But He does not throw it into it's nest. He who loses money, loses much; He who loses a friend, loses more; He who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are acts of nature, But beautiful old people are works of art. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. The tongue weighs practically nothing, But so few people can hold it. Friends, you and me.... you brought another friend... and then there were 3... we started our group... Our

Sitting Around Thinking
How long beforeI kiss your sweet lipsAgainTasting the curves ofYour mouthAs we unite.When willI get to hold you in my armsAgainFeeling your soft curvesPressing against my bodyAs we embrace.How many days must pass untilI love you on all levelsAgainIntoxicating you onThe physical, spiritual and mentalAs we fit.When willI slumber off next to youAgainTaking comfort inYour rhythmic breathingAs we sleep.How long mustI wait to behold you in my gazeAgainReading love of the mind and heartAs we look into each other’s souls.When willI see youAgain?

Making Tamarindo And Blogging...the Blog
Making tamarindo and blogging...the blog Current mood: bouncy Category: Food and Restaurants First question..."what is tamarindo?"Answer...easy...a brewed drink made from tamarind..a fruit that is harvested from a tree that has a very savory taste. Tamarind can be made and used for many things in cooking. To make tamarindo is very simple. Get about 5-8 tamarind pods and peel off the outer hard shell (dont work...it cracks open easy and comes right off). Next,if you can peel off the spine that goes down the middle until only the slightly sticky dark pulp is exposed. Take the peeled pods and throw them into a pot of water and boil them for about 30 minutes or until the pulp is falling apart or flaking off. Turn off the heat and let cool ..THIS IS IMPORTANT! DO NOT throw the hot tamarind water mixture into the fridge...it will sour. Let completely cool and then reach into the cool water and feel each pulp..you will feel seeds inside the pulp. With your hands remove the seeds until non

Judgemental
Why is it that us BBW & SSBBW are regarded as nothing more than playtoys for those cold hearted SOB's who chose to play with our emotions. None of us is perfect, we all have different tastes, but we are all human and deserve to be treated with respect and compassion. Will this world ever go back to when someones word meant something? Will the day ever come again when you can trust another persons word? When will man ever judge us for the content and not the package?

So Cunfused
Ok so I have known this guy for almost 9 years and he has been completely great to me like a big brother and just a few hours ago he stopped in and asked me if he could have a chance to make my life right I just don't know what to do I haven't been with a man in 3 years because of physical abuse I have been dating nothing but women and I think I kind of like him in a way but i'm not sure if i'm ready for it

New Poem
My pain is his happiness, I am alone, and depressed He is happy, and content I am sad, and in tears He smiles, and laughs I feel worthless, and unwanted He feels confident, and needed .. .. My body longs for his touch He is pressed against her My ears beg to hear his voice He can’t stand the sound of mine My arms are dying to be around him again He holds her tightly to him .. .. My heart is still in his hands

A Pagan Child's Letter From The Teacher!
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas,I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address.Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please refrain from then to do any drawing.And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawing little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By the way, what does the term "skyclad" mean?Aradia has no problem with making friends. I always find her sitting outside during recess with her friends sitting around her in a circle. She likes to share her juice an

Ok So I'm Not A Cowboy...lol...doesn't Mean Some Of This Song Don't Fit Me
I don't know why I act the way I do Like I ain't got a single thing to lose Sometimes I'm my own worst enemy I guess that's just the cowboy in me I got a life that most would love to have But sometimes I still wake up fightin' mad At where this road I'm heading down might lead I guess that's just the cowboy in me The urge to run, the restlessness The heart of stone I sometimes get The things I've done for foolish pride The me that's never satisfied The face that's in the mirror when I don't like what I see I guess that's just the cowboy in me The urge to run, the restlessness The heart of stone I sometimes get The things I've done for foolish pride The me that's never satisfied The face that's in the mirror when I don't like what I see I guess that's just the cowboy in me Girl I know there's times you must have thought There ain't a line you've drawn I haven't crossed But you set your mind to see this love on through I guess that's just the cowboy in you We

Children With Disabilities
My wish for 2010 is that people will understand that children with disabilities do not have a disease; children with disabilities are not looking for a cure but ACCEPTANCE........93% of people won't copy and paste this, WILL YOU be one of the 7% that does

Religion/spritualism
My Tagged Profile denotes my religion as an athiest - thats a cop out because it is easier to say that than to really try an explain my perceptions, thoughts, ponderings and views on the subject of religion and all that the word is associated with. Is there a God, for lack of better word, and why ask me - I'm just as ignorant on the answer as any one of the billions on this planet. Sometimes a part of me also thinks - and so what if there is - does he live my life for me? Hell no! According to the bible and the Priests, Rabbi's, Pastors and what ever other name a religious man may have - God gave us free will so that we could come to Him of our own Belief in his love for us. I was raised as a Catholic - don't ask me what particular denomination of catholic, it was so long ago and i no longer care. I was an altar boy for a few years, went to a catholic school, did the religion classes - holy communion and holy confirmation and all that stuff. In my hitch - hiking years I explored a fe

Giant Guzungas
So I was talking to my cousin last night just about stuff in general and then the topic of bra's came up. I asked if she slept in a bra and she said yea, then I was all like 'but it's so uncomfortable' and then she was all like 'but you're supposed to!'. And then I told her that I only wear a bra if I leave the house because I just hate wearing them. She was all like 'they're going to sag blah blah blah' but I think she only said that because she has giant boobs. Mine are only small and there's no difference whether I have a bra on or not, they still stay in the same place. They just help cover nippleage for when I am in public. So I should still be ok with not wearing a bra all the time right? That has to be the ONLY perk of having small boobage.

This Poem
this poemwon't make a differenceit will fall to the floorbetween us in our gentle danceus alone, together in the vacant spacespinning on checkered floorsin dimly lit ballroomsnostalgic illusions of romantic grandeurthat will never beanything but this poemthis simple, simple poemthis poemwill never say the wordsthe magic incantationsthat will keep you by my sidedivine proportions of sentenceof verb, pronoun, & adjectivespoken to wallsrecited to airfruitless & desperate rehearsalsin search of the words to sayto be the poem that this poemcan never bethis poemwon't save usit won't do anythingbut sit quietlyin a room somewhere& be read perhapsevery other yearwhen a hint of you slips into kiss the memory of memary

Hunter Turns 6 Today 5/10/10
So comes the day that Hunter, my little boo-boo, or as I tend to call him, "The Boy", turns 6 years old. It might seem like another day to you, but for me it is a day that I am so glad that I have my boy. Everyday with him is a gift. Though he drives me out my mind half the time, lol, I swear this much is true, I cannot imagine my life without him. Everyday he amazes me with new things, whether it be his speech improving day after day, or seeing him start and finish a new task the he was previously unable to accomplish. I look at him in awe, as I am shocked by the wonder of this tiny life that is in my hands. At night when he is sleeping, I look at his sweet freckled face and dream of all the things I see him doing. Growing up and being an independent man, living on his own, having a girlfriend (or boyfriend, whatever) starting a life that I have helped mold in 18 years. I touch his delicate features, seeing my own features in his; his sweet little lips, cute button nose, little f

Why Not?
SHOWER THOUGHTSI'm in my shower by myselfalone with youplaying with myselfsoaking in wet streamsimagining youas I lather myself caressing clean my cockdirtying my mindMy wife by herselfalone in our bedroomwatches the morning newsdresses for the daygoes downstairs for breakfastdrinks her coffeereads her newspaperimagines....whatever...I imagine yougetting wet for mespreading open for mehoneying your pussy for mecircling your clit for mewanting meplaying in this bathtub with mecandles and champagnekissing mesucking metoying with memy cock a moby dicksurfacing from the deepyou a Queequegharpooning me with your eyestaking me....squeezing my spermThen your pussy rising for mesleek and shiny like apple skinme tasting your fruit, your sweetnessyou offering me every orificeyou wanting everything filledtongue, finger, cock in them allI give you....and I give youtwo fingers in cunt, pinky in ass, tongue everywhereyour back arching for meyour toes squiggling for meyou, everywhere, coming for mean

Can't Win!
I just dont get it! I cant have a cat, because the room mate is allergic, i cant have a rodent, because he doesnt like them, i cant have a bird, for the same reason. I cant get a dog that I WANT, because he doesnt want to pay the EXTRA $500 a month for the place! I have a car that i have hated since the day i laid eyes on it (its a manual.) Im stuck in the house all day long, every day. I cant afford to get a different vehicle. I sleep all fucking day long, (cuz i have no reason to get up) and i am up all night.

New Pics Up! After Coma And Hospitalization.
A couple of years back, I pretty much disapeared off Fubar and the internet for several months. My wife had actually been found dead for about 20 minutes before being revived. Rushed to the hospital, she remained in a coma for three months. During which she suffered lung blockage, total kidney failure, a night of a feverish 108.9 degrees, setting hospital records for survival rate, and two surgeries where they put in her feed tube wrong, leaking liquid food all over the inside of her abdomen causing several infections. She beat all of that and just when they wanted me to take her off kidney dyalisis and keep her on morphin because she would be nothing but a vegatable, if she made it at all, I refused to pull the plug and three days later, she woke up! She could only move her eyes, her lips and one finger! It was enough to start our long long road to recovery. Well, that was about 3 years ago. After battling two years in nursing home, with nightmarish stories you wouldn't believ

New Start
New Start I see the silver lining, The sunlight through the storm. The things that once went Spiralling out of control Are in my posession, Lost no more. Searching and fighting Turned to seeing and believing. My hope and faith restored A future uncertain but promising. Laugh through the pain, The hurt goes away. Rise above the flame, It does not burn, the sky No longer grey. The past turns to ash, Dirt, Forgotten. It makes way for the bright, New day. Let the rain cleanse the soul And the sun warm your heart. The future may be uncertain, But today is a fresh, New start. Heather McLaughlin 11/6/09

Perfection!
I don't believe dreams come true/ Failure is for people who never come through/ It's hard to tell someone your heart is open/ When it's coming from someone whose heart is always broken/ Why does a man have to defend what's going on in his heart?/ I guess our pride is the only place we know where to start/ When did being honest become a part of something we have to confess/ An honest person would've never gotten themselves into that kind of mess/ It's impossible for me to go searching for my soul/ Cause you can't find something that has never been completely whole/ Speaking of holes, what about this one in my heart due to lack of affection/ I guess that's the main reason I will never achieve PERFECTion

How Will You Know
The question of how will I know Ive found this true love floats in my mind now Simple to answer and simple to understand If I get butter flies in my stomach from being near you Goose bumps from just the sound of your voice And my heart racing from just a glace into your eyes Then its possible but to truly be positive I must know that you feel the same for me That you would give anything As where I would give everything Then and only then will I kno Ive found you

I Am A Military Girlfriend ♥
i am a military girlfriend. i hold no formal recognition with the powers that be. i am at the bottom of the chain. i hold no Military ID card, i am not a “dependent” or a parent. the man i love may face unspeakable dangers, and i am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. i understand this and accept this. i have promised to be here for him upon his return, no matter how long he is away. people may say I am insane for making such a commitment with no guarantees, but i hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe to me.. i know full well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times.. there is no ring on my finger that symbolizes our commitment..i hope every day that he will be able to call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions… smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain..my relationship is based on a brief communication where “I love you and I’m okay” speaks more than vo

Love This Song
I dunno man, just feels like, well a lot different Kinda feels like, I’m on a whole different page right now Feels strange but um, I guess it’s kinda like… it’s kinda like [Verse 1] I feel like I’m morphin’, into something that’s so incredible, that I’m dwarfin’ All competitors, better get your girlfriend in check It’s psychological warfare, endorphins I effect His self esteem shatters his dialect Comes blasting out your deck, she loves me Such passion you’d expect this sort of reaction from her yet You strong-arm, you’re fucking corny, you try to turn your charm on Cause you just think you’re Bishop the Don Juan But if you think that you’re fucking with me, homie you’re on one I’m cockin’ my head back like ‘Ed Lover, come on son She’s on my johnson, she brings my name up constant Your boy

Anger Survey
I am doing a survey and need your help. Please just answer the questions in a private message to me. If not all, just whatever you want to answer. 1. What angers you or upsets you while at in public? 2. What angers you or upsets you while at work? 3. What angers you or upsets you while in a car? 4. What angers you or upsets you while in yours or someones house? 5. What else just angers you?

Its Offical, Louisiana Here I Come!
Providing everything goes as planned - I will be taking a road trip to louisiana!! (obviously) I can't wait - I've always wanted to see it and the voodoo muesum in new orleans is calling my name. So - I'll see all the sexy cajun girls in a 7-8 months (Man it seems like a long time to wait doesn't it?)

I Love You...
Somebody wrote this but I don't know who. I can relate to it in SO many ways!if i ever push you away, i don’t really mean to. when i tell you i don’t want to talk about it i do, i am just looking for the right words. give me a minute, and if i can tell you; i will. i try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time. at the moment, i am working on the ratio. when i get really quiet sometimes it is because i have too much to say i have thought of too many things to tell you all at once and i don’t know what to say first. i get immaturely jealous of anyone who gets to see you on a daily basis. i miss you real easily. but i also like it that we can be a p a r t and we are both okay. space is good, too. i love the way we love some of the same things. and i love how we love entirely different things. my head is a complicated pile of thoughts, and fears, and cravings, and dreams, and this tangled up nostalgia for the past and, somehow, t

Ted Stevens A Great Alaskan
Former Alaska Sen. Ted Stevens has died in a plane crash near Dillingham, Alaska. He did so much for the state of of Alaska and I am glad the courts exonorated him of those bogus charges citing serious prosecutorial misconduct during the trial.

Hairy Lips.
I did something incredibly stupid today. I think I have a hairy upper lip, the beautician says no and that it is hardly noticeable. It is too fine for electrolysis so she won't do anything about it. I guess she's right but it doesn't stop me from wanting to get rid of it. Anyway, I nair it. But today I manage to get some cream on my bottom lip (I mean on the lip itself) and I didn't even notice it until I came to remove the cream and I took my lip with it. It is still stinging.

Another Day
another day spent in bed another day wondering what happen another day worried another day stressed another day holding back tears another day it hurts to live another day a worthless day another day your not next to me another day im forced to see another day i dont want to see another day of being ignoed another day of all the pain another day to remember another day to live another day to regret another day to dwell on the past another day that just wont stop another day that just wont go away another day you left me to remain another day i spend thinking about what you did to me, you sick bastard

Pray For Peace On Sept. 21 And Everyday!
Join many Human Beings on our Mother Earth on Sept. 21 to pray for peace one day. Celebrate Peace on just one day everywhere on Mother Earth ! Spread the positive love vibrations to all you see that day. Practice random acts of kindness . Go to www.peaconeday.org and view the documentary of Jeremy Gilley and how he approached the United Nations and got them to declare Sept. 21to be a day that all peoples of the world stop all hostilities and pray for Peace! Join me on that day and know that on the top of every hour I will stop wherever I am and take 3 minutes to pray for Peace. I will be announcing to all I pass and encounter that it is Peace Day . I will hand out fliers that give the Web address to the Documentry. Please join me not only on this day but everyday. Spread positive energies to all you meet. ! Love and Big Bear Hugs to you all!

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Being Sick
I hate the flu, or whatever this virus is that I have been harbouring in my veins since last week. Everyone who isn’t a doctor has a theory “It’s a cold, everyone is getting it” is a favourite or “My mate had it last week and her legs went wobbly” Ok, here is the scoop, I hate being sick and almost had to cancel a gig on Saturday at Highlights Edinburgh. Turns out despite vomiting, sweating and having blurred vision, I can still be funny! I did try to avoid contact with everyone in case I smitted them with my stinky virus. Twitter has been hysterical this week, by the way everyone in the media moans about Twitter, they say stuff like “is that twatter?” but I love it and even news agencies use it as a major tool. I watched a politician being grilled on BBC and his tweets were used against him in the argument. Twitter is like your conscience talking whilst your mouth isn’t moving and journalists love that. Anyway I hav