MY LIFE HAS BEEN SO HARD FOR 41 YEARS. HERE LATER I HAVE FOUND THINGS GETTING WORSE. EVERYTHING I ATTEMPT TO DO HURTS MY BODY SO MUCH, I THINK I MAY HAVE SOME TYPE OF CANCER. IF SO I DON'T WANT TO KNOW. I HAVE THE BEST CHILDREN A MOTHER HAVE AND THE MOST WONDERFULLEST GRAND-DAUGHTER, EXPECTING THE SECOND GRANDBABY IN NOVEMBER. I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP IT HASN'T BEEN THAT EASY BUT THEN AGAIN NO RELATIONSHIP IS EASY. I MISS MY DAUGHTER AND GRAND-DAUGHTER SO MUCH I HAD GOTTEN USED TO SEEING THEM EVERYDAY BUT KNOW I'M LUCKY TO SEE THEM ONCE A WEEK. BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE HAVE TO BE BITCHES. BUT I'M DEALING WITH IT AND I WILL HAVE THE LAST WORD.