In my heart I think I have finally found the one! I am not sure how to feel or how to act on it. I don't want to run , but I don't want to push! I don't know how to tell him or how to show him, because he doesn't even know it yet! How do I tell him? Or do I tell him? Or do I just keep it to myself and let it play out? Maybe it is just pre-mature. Maybe it's just lust, I don't even know. God I feel as though this is just a role of emotions I can't control. I feel as though my heart is on the tracks headed for a train wreck!
I am so comfortable in his arms and his smile makes my heart just melt.
When i look in his eyes I can see the reflection of my own soul, that almost seems impossible but it's true! Wonder if he will ever realize it? Who knows maybe it will pass with out notice only wonder.
I want to give him my life, My love and my soul. Not sure how to do it.
He doesn't even see the good he has in him and doesn't know how much he is worth. His worth as a person and as a lover. the personality he carries is so hard to find in this world. Someone who can click on all your levels. Dam I am confused!
