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Leave A Message
Hello to everyone here on CherryTap I am going to be gone for a few days but i will be back as soon as i get another phone line here i am currently using a friend's phone line and he is moving tomorrow so i will be offline until i get a phone line i will hurry and get back as soon as i can. Danielle as babygirl

So Called Friends
to all who claim to be my friends, and you know who u are. im sick of trying to talk to some of you and getting nowhere. its pointless to say you are someones friend but dont have 2 secs to say hi. the whole point of ct is too make friends and keep them, not snub them. i try to make way around to all of u but with the new family i joined its growing bigger everyday its tough but im managing. but from this point on if i get no responce back from any of you i will delete you permently from my page. i hate to do it but i have no time for childish bullshit. to those who do respond thank u. ~

Men
*** THE POWER OF A MAN *** Power of Man A man has the power to love a woman in a way that she has never been loved, and yet hurt her with the same intensity. A man has the power to treat a woman like a queen then turn around and make her wish she was never born. A man has the power to make a woman cry with happiness and joy, then turn around and make her cry with hurt and anger. A man has the power to let a woman feel free and wanted, but also feel disgusted and unworthy. A man has the power to look a woman in her face and tell her he loves her, but turn around and sleep with her best friend. A man has the power to make you fall in love with him within days, and hate him within minutes. During sex a man has the power to make a woman feel like she's in heaven, and afterwards makes her feel like a whore. A man has the power to change a woman from having goals, To living out his goals instead of her own. Why is it that men have such power? They have so muc

First Here, Thousandth Overall
HEY PEEPS OUT THERE IN CHERRY LAND. YOU ARE READING THE FIRST BLOG OF ME, JULIAN. THIS IS A REALLY GREAT SITE, I'M HAPPY FOR ALL THE COMMENTS I'VE GOT WELCOMING ME HERE. MYSPACE I'M SORRY TO SAY DOESN'T DO THAT BUT THEY ARE STILL BETTER BECAUSE I HAVEN'T LEARNED EVERYTHING HERE YET. I'M A NEWBIE ON THIS SITE AND I'M SLOWLY GETTING EVERYTHING. SO WHAT DO I SAY, I GUESS WHAT I CAN START OFF BY DOING IS JUST DESCRIBING ME BASICALLY. I'M 20 YEARS OLD, WILL BE 21 IN JUNE. I GO TO COLLEGE FOR ADVERTISING AND GRAPHIC DESIGN, I ENJOY IT VERY MUCH. MUSIC IS MY PASSION, I PLAY GUITAR AND SING. WHAT I'M HOPING TO GET OUT OF THIS SITE IS TO MEET SOME REALLY COOL PEOPLE. MAYBE MY TRUE LOVE IS HERE ON THIS SITE BUT ONLY TIME WILL TELL SUCH A THING. SO FOR NOW I'M HEADING OUT, TALK TO YOU PEEPS LATER. SINCERELY, JULIAN

Hi Sorry Guys
well i am alittle upset right now my man lefted me cause of something stupid and now i am single again after 11 years. what the fuck am i suppose to do know I have been without anyone in 11 years where do i begin or should i get over the person first. I have no idea what to do anymore. I fell like i should run away and start fresh somewhere else. I think i am going to move somewhere it is nice and i can do what i want again.

30 Things I Learned From Porn
30 things I learned from porn 1. Women wear high heels to bed. 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a woman out of a speeding ticket. 10. All women are noisy cummers. 11. People in the 70's couldn't cum unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt. 14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum. 15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other. (and the girl isn't disgusted!) 16. Double pen

Sucks
every feel like you just want to give up and say fuck it, you think you have friends that care but find out all they care about is themselves and what they have and what does it mean if you walk away from them and say fuck you i don't need you and i don't want you???? where that is where i lay my head tonight wondering if any of my friends are real and if any of them care am i really their friend or just someone they can say that they know... I hope everyone is doing better then me and they know where they stand better then me...Good night

10 Commandments Of Harley Davidson
The Ten Commandments of Harley Davidson 1. The one true American-made motorcycle is the Harley-Davidson, and thou shalt put no other motorcycles before it. 2. Thou shalt not bow down and worship nor serve the god of chrome; for, lo, he is a false god and will not get thy butt home. 3. Honor thy authorized dealer and thy hog chapter officers, that thy days may be long and fruitful in the land of Harley. 4. Remember the weekend, and keep it open. for it is written, five days shalt thou labor, and for two days shalt thou ride thy Harley, drink beer, and f**k off. 5. Thou shalt not covet thy neighbor's Harley, nor her manservant, nor her maidservant, nor her ox, nor her cute little ass. 6. From the throne of thine Harley, thou shalt not stoop to wave at sinners who ride jap-crap, for jap-crap is known to be the handiwork of the devil. 7. Thou shalt not pass by nor turn away from thy brother Harley rider who is in mechanical distress. (Remember this & live by it!! Rhond

My Crazy Day
1st off I did not want to get out of bed. I wanted to just sleep..I miss my b/f he works to damn hard I barely see him anymore but I love him so much so I am going to have to just deal with it since i love him so much..2nd my back hurts and i feel like shit

Quote
"Sword in hand, at the bloody fields of History We rent our blades through dogma and humility Carve a future, according to our will Set worlds ablaze with our seething fire Let you all acknowledge that we are here As masters to rule this failing humanity Our beings forged of rage and defiance With strength to trample the weak and the foolish And so we march with burning brands Temples aflame, on our path to glory..."

For Bikers
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

Almost Made Love Every Night.....
70-year-old man has never been married. One day he meets a beautiful 17-year-old girl, and it is love at first sight. They get married and go to Florida for their honeymoon. When they get back, his friend says to him, "So, tell me, how was it?" "Oh, it was beautiful," says the man. "The sun, the surf, we made love almost every night, we..." His friend interrupts him. "A man your age! How did you make love almost every night?" "Oh," says the man, "we almost made love Monday, we almost made love Tuesday

Action Alert - Wa - Horrible Abuse At Animal Shelter
To all Animal Lovers, Animal rescue partners of mine from the Moses Lake, WA area have contacted me with very disturbing news regarding the new manager of the Moses Lake-Grant County Humane Society (MLGCHS), Theresa Parker. I have spared you the grisly details regarding her handling of the shelter animals, and will let the letter below speak for itself. We collectively have the voice to change this sad news into a happy ending. I am asking you to please copy the letter below, and e-mail it to the addressee, (Moses Lake – Grant County Humane Society), and to all of the other agencies cc:’d on the letter. Feel free to make changes to the letter’s wording, as long as the facts are kept straight. Here are the logistics for e-mailing the letter: Copy the letter below to a new blank e-mail. Make wording changes if you would like to personalize it. Then add the e-mail address for the MLGCHS in the “To:” line of the e-mail, then all of the cc addresses on the “cc” li

Send Me Your Fantasies
send me your fantasy so that I can possibly use it in an upcoming erotic story. I have a bit of a writer's block and need some stimulation myself to get my imagination moving so that I can write some more. Give me as much detail as you can... and send it to my email address which is "cleavage_36d@yahoo.com" . I am looking forward to reading your fantasy. 20

Buttsecks?!? O'rly?!?
LOLZ. Dis is funnie fo sho! Sent to meh by: ♥MÏ§§*ÇĦΞЯЯ¥™♥L.D.C @ CherryTAP Show her sum luvvvv pleeeze. How are mah friendz tonite yarly? Yer all too quite fo sho! Must be on sneeeeekie yahoo yarly =+^(O_o)^+=

More
THE KNOWLEDGE I HAVE GIVEN YOU WILL PUT OUR FRIENDSHIP TO THE TEST, BUT PATIENTS IS A VIRTUE WHICH THIS QUEEN DOES NOT POSSES. DO NOT CONTINUE TO KEEP ME WAITING WITH NERVOUS ANTICIPATION FOR YOUR REPLY. FOR IF YOU DO AND FIND I'VE GONE THE ONLY QUESTION YOU CAN ASK IS THE ONE OF WHY? I HAVE OPENED MY HEART TO YOU WITH ALL INTENTIOS OF BEING BY YOUR SIDE. MY ONLY THOUGHT ISWILL YOU CHOOSE TO EMBRACE THIS AT ONCE OR WILL YOU ALLOW EVERYTHING WE HAVE BUILT TO WHITHER AWAY AND DIE? JLG

All I Have To Say
is that May 15, 2007 is gunna be a great fucking day. Im going to see Breaking Benjamin in Manchester, NH & the new Linkin Park cd comes out. :D I dont think it can get any better then that. I cant wait til May 15. that is all lol.

Looks
ya no when i was younger i ran after women like candy .allways some thing sweeter comeing up . but now im just a little older and well i see things diferently . dont get me wrong i still love a sexy women but that dosent always mean her looks .some times its the way they make you feel or the way they treat you . all women to me are beautiful in ther own way , so dont just rate them on looks alone . but if they want you to be just a little nasty hay funs fun right .

2 Days In A Week
There are two days in every week about which we should not worry, two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension. One of these days is Yesterday with all its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back Yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we performed; we cannot erase a single word we said. Yesterday is gone forever. The other day we should not worry about is Tomorrow with all its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise and its poor performance; Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control. Tomorrow's sun will rise, either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds, but it will rise. Until it does, we have no stake in Tomorrow, for it is yet to be born. This leaves only one day, Today. Any person can fight the battle of just one day. It is when you and I add the burdens of those two awful eternity's Yesterday a

Moving
so lately after all the crap that has gone on with my ex and I the last year or so I decided that I wanted to move away and start over and start fresh. I called my attorney to find out about what i need to do before i move and found out that it's possible for my ex to keep me from moving away. I was very sad by this so i got up the nerve to call my ex n tell him i wanna sit down n talk n talk about me moving away and about the kids and such. Surprisingly enough he was understanding...granted he doesn't like the idea at all since I'll be moving to Florida but he's going to work with me and not fight me or give me a big hassle! So i've been sitting here all day racking my brain about what all i need to do to move and what i need to take care of and everything else. I can't even think straight I don't know what i need to do first and who i need to contact first and everything plus i gotta get around the money for the truck and gas and pack....one of the biggest things i hate about moving

Truth Or Dare! And I Double Dog Dare You!!!
Truth Or Dare and be honest. Fill this out and send it to my INBOX!! I dare you... to tell me the truth.. Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Five things you like about me 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to know about me 1. 2. One word that describe me 1. One question for me 1.

My Birthday!!!
WELL IT'S ONLY ONE WEEK TILL MY BIRTHDAY NEXT FRIDAY AND I AM EXTREMELY EXCITED!!! FIRSTLY, CAUSE I HAVE NO IDEAS WHAT TO EXPECT. SECONDLY, BECAUSE I MADE IT HERE AND AM SO VERY GRATEFUL TO BE ALIVE AND TO BE CANCER FREE OVER 8 YEARS WHOO HOO! FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ACTUALLY CARE MY BIRTHDAY IS NEXT FRIDAY APRIL 27TH PLEASE LEAVE LOVE ON MY PAGE OR THROUGH E-MAIL PAPI22NJ@AOL.COM THANX A BUNCH XOXOXOXOXO CHARLIE

Believe In Yourself
"We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch. Once we believe in ourselves we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals the human spirit." - --e.e. cummings Just for today, believe in yourself. Believe in your greatness, your goodness, your worth. Know that you are capable and deserving. Go ahead and believe in yourself even if you think you're the only person on the planet who does..

Life
I used to think my life was done there was nothing but dark and cold now it's all changed and I am having fun it's called opening your heart again, so I've been told The seasons may be changing but right now it's so bright I can feel the happiness inside me starting to show it's funny how things go from darkness to light I would much rather be on this high then go back to low I have realized again that it's ok to trust it's not easy to do but slowly i begin I have cleaned up my life and swept away the dust for some reason this time I think I can win Life is full of surprises and twists you have to take each day as it comes like it or not but slowly and surely i can see throught the mist I am liking what I am seeing not just a little but a lot So just chalk it up to another lesson learned each day is going to surprise you so be prepared I feel like this is something I have earned so don't be afraid anymore, no more being scared Take each day as it comes and

* Love *
********************************************************************************************* * Love * ********************************************************************************************* The feeling of Love is the result of the condition of vibrational harmonization, or the co-resonance of consciousness, between the lover and the Beloved. Through the condition of At-One-Ment with Source, through selflessness and humility, genuine Love can be known. In terms of "felt experience", At-One-Ment creates the feeling of absolute love, Unconditional Love, the quality of love the our Source Mind experiences toward all it's manifestations (with whom It eternally remains in a state of vibrational co-resonance of consciousness). Absolute love IS the eternal vibrational resonance of consciousness that holds the structure of the Cosmos together. Absolute love creates the experience of absolute joy and ecstatic fulfillment - and - in human terms generates the a

Us Against The World
memories come in fragments in dreams like a bad trip living in the clouds above sleep never comes serenity in sleep angelically challenged in a dream in a differnt laberinth of life imagination takes me beyond seeing though a childs eyes keeping things close to my heart your out stretched legs your eyes filled with the world around loving to see everything watching my every move sometimes knowing me better than myself us against the world it always seems what will i do with out anyone near who will i lean upon feeling alone feeling misunderstood by those closest to me wishing for love and comfort closeness and friendship someone whom i can hide nothing from feeling like i put on a play everyday acting as if nothing is wrong what will i do who will i turn to

Contest Status
Not going that well people......:( Vas185.........................479 Guardian Angel.................274 Kitty..........................142 Jmart4fun......................34 chris92........................15 Piercedstuff...................5 coming undone..................3 manda..........................3 Have had this contest open for 5 days, and this is all you guy can give me? My last contest was done in under 12 hours and Manly is the one who was like dam awesome.....Lets see if we can change this...........

This Is So Sweet...the Unseen Hero
I would like to recognize these often underestimated, unseen, and unheard heroes. This is for the sad military wives, the angry military wives, and the strong military wives. This is for the young women that are waking up at 6 a.m. every morning, laying out clothes and packing three lunches for those small precious children that they have been left alone to care for. This is for the pregnant military wife wondering if her husband will make it home in time to watch their miracle happen *This is for the childless military wife, living in a town or on a base alone where she is a complete stranger to her surroundings. This is for the women that feel like a third leg when they go out with their friends and their husbands. *This is for the military wife that canceled all her plans to wait by the phone, and even though the phone broke up and cut off every time you spoke to him you waited anyway. *This is a pledge to the women that cry themselves to sleep in an empty bed.

Josh Hancock
Cardinals reliever Josh Hancock killed in SUV crash April 30, 2007 AP - Apr 29, 6:24 pm EDT ST. LOUIS (AP) -- Three days earlier, St. Louis Cardinals teammates left anxious messages on Josh Hancock's cell phone and watched the clubhouse door as game-time approached and their middle reliever remained absent. No reason to worry, Hancock had simply overslept. On Sunday, there was no relief. Instead, for the second time in five years, the Cardinals mourned the loss of a teammate. Hancock, a key member of the bullpen on St. Louis' World Series championship team last fall, was killed early Sunday when his sport utility vehicle slammed into a tow truck parked on a highway to assist a motorist. The accident brought back painful memories of Darryl Kile's death in 2002. "There's a big hole that's going to be there," manager Tony La Russa said. "This is brutal to go through." The Cardinals postponed their home game Sunday night against the Chicago Cubs. La Russa informe

Saviour
Her skies dark from ravages past Of granite and stone, her spirit is cast. Her eyes covered, her hands bound. A quiet prayer for loves key found. The anger of betrayal still fresh in his mind. A sought after hope of true love can he find. Through clouded darkness her hand he did seek. Warmth and tenderness her voice softly did speak. An outstretched hand to her did reach. Long sought after healing has begun for each. Her skies turn blue, her stone falls away. Hand in hand together they stay. She carries his heart gently yet firmly in hand. His prayers answered of a love that will stand. Golden sun on horizon does rise. Two souls are carried aloft high in the skies. Who saved whom is not quite known. For loves tiny seeds have gently been sown. Mark ©

Stay Or Leave
The sun comes up The world's day starts Except for me And my broken heart I had it all And walked it well With my back turned Everything fell Life's burned me In so many ways My soul lost in An internal maze I've found my voice And freed my heart But the damage is done With no place to start The love we had So pure and true Is drying up What can I do? Fight with passion Is all I know Will you stay? … or will you go?

Abortion
Month One MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby M

Brown Eyes (just Like Mine)
Brown Eyes Oh, brown Eyes with long black lashes, Young brown Eyes, Depths of night from which there flashes Lightning as of summer skies, Beautiful brown Eyes! In your veiled mysterious splendour Passion lies Sleeping, but with sudden tender Dreams that fill with vague surmise Beautiful brown Eyes. All my soul, with yearning shaken, Asks in sighs-- Who will see your heart awaken, Love's divine sunrise In those young brown Eyes?

A Woman's Tears
A Woman's Tears "Why are you crying?" he asked his mom. "Because I'm a woman" she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will".......... Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason" was all his dad could say........ The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry... Finally he put in a call to GOD; when GOD got on the phone, the man said, "GOD, why do women cry so easily?" GOD said....... "When I made woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world; yet, gentle enough to give comfort.... I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children...... I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining......

Differance
____________ ________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________ _________ ____ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________ _________ _____ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________ _________ _____ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________ _________ _____ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________ _________ _____ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. ____________ _________ _____ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.

You
You I have no one but you in my life, And thats all i need to survive for life. You mean everything in the world to me, And forever it will be you and me. I love you with all of my heart, And i know you would never break my heart. In the future we will be committed together, And forever we will be together.

Salute
ok, i need some help here,i have to take a salute pic before i can level up, but i can't get my cam to work, lol...anyway what i need to know is do i still get the points from now until i take my pic?....i mean do the points build up or i just don't get any until i take that pic?

Hello
hey im not gonna be on for a while , but i will be back , cause ya know i love this site , cant keep me away, well going through alot right now so you all take care , an love all my friends on cherrytap, love ttweety/teresa

Please Don't Downlist Manatees!
USFWS Recommends Status Change from “Endangered” to “Threatened” The Issue: Manatees are facing their biggest threat ever. The U.S. Fish & Wildlife Service (USFWS), after conducting a 5-year review of the manatee’s federal imperiled status, recently recommended the manatee for downlisting from “endangered” to “threatened.” This recommendation comes ten months after the Florida Fish & Wildlife Conservation Commission voted to take the same action under Florida’s imperiled species law using listing/delisting criteria that set the bar way too high for manatees and other rare species to retain their state “endangered” status. Why, you ask, aren’t we celebrating the news we have fought for so many years to hear? Because these actions are politically driven. With the price of coastal land skyrocketing, powerful groups like the homebuilder’s association and the marine industries have been lobbying for a long time to get the manatee’s imperiled status changed in order to gut prote

Love You All!
I love when guys give me a song, because i remind them of it. Or because they love me so much, that they wanna dedicate a song to me. It makes me all warm inside! I just absolutely love my friends. I want to thank everyone that has been there for me. The main people I wanna thank are...Lenny, Scott, Tina and Steph! I love you all!! You guys were there for me last night, when i was soo hurt and upset. You guys just made my night. I dont wanna make anyone mad, but the one that cheered me up soo fast was Lenny, him with his awesome jokes and makin me laugh my ass off. thank you soo much! I love you all deeply! Also I wanna think my Awesome Families! They are 1. BombShells and Grenade Launchers!!!!!! 2. Angel Family!! 3. The New Breeds!!! 4. S.U.P.'s!!!! You guys have been here for me! And we all stick together thru thick and thin! thank you all!! Love always, Jessi :D

This Is Just Sick.....
"Updated:2007-05-16 15:41:26 Baby 'Bubba' Gets State Gun Permit AP CHICAGO (March 15) - Bubba Ludwig cannot walk, talk or open the refrigerator door - but he does have his very own Illinois gun permit. The 10-month-old, whose given name is Howard David Ludwig, was issued a firearm owner's identification card after his father, Howard Ludwig, paid the $5 fee and filled out the application, not expecting to actually get one. The card lists the baby's height at 2 feet, 3 inches, weight at 20 pounds and has a scribble where the signature should be. With some exceptions, the cards are required of any Illinois residents purchasing or possessing firearms or ammunition within the state. There are no age restrictions on the cards, an official said. Illinois State Police oversee the application process. Their purpose, said Lt. Scott Compton, is to keep guns out of the hands of convicted felons, those under an order of protection and those convicted of domestic violence.

I'm Back On Cherry!
I know I've gone waaaay uber ass long time, but hey, it's school. I don't want to be like you loser's and live here! Hehehehe. Joking...or am I??? Dum, dum, duuuum! I'll be on CT like the good ol'times. So start talking to me homie's! I miss ya guys!

Putting It Behind Me.
Im 27.... my life has been a long hard road. Already you could write a book on my life and wot i have been through. There are loads of things in my past i am not proud of, but that i would not change because they have made me who i am. I have spent the last half of my life hiding who i really am and closing myself off from the rest of the world. I didnt want to take the chance of getting hurt. On occasion i have met a boy or two who has made me think of wantng to come out of myself, but its never happened. I have always been afraid to take that last step. Untill now. Dont ask me how, or when....but someoen has gotten past every defense i have and i never even seen it comming. lol i was blindsided. All of a sudden a love song makes me smile again. Im dreaming of spending my life next to someone and doing stupid things like laughing till i cry and watching the stars. lol maybe even chasing lightening bugs.... Yeah i know, so not me. Thats where were ALL wrong. Im opening up again slowly.

To My Future Husband Harry
Happiness is the smile on my face When you walk into the room Happiness is the love we share A love that's nothing but true Happiness is me... When I'm with you Only with you Do I feel happiness Happiness is... You I love you Harry, happiness is you!! You and me together forever baby kiss

What Is Your Sexual Style?
You scored as Hot, You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot75% Wet63% Soft50% Shy50% Exciting50% Sweet25% Violent25% Awkward0% What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

For Those Of You Wondering Where I Have Been
Here's a blog i posted on myspace a couple of weeks ago explaining everything: So a lot has been going on for this little old man lately. I got called friday last minute to be in an extra in a movie called 27 Dresses. And if I am not mistaken this is affiliated with Paramount, and if it is not than the Paramount logos on the trailers and equipment are very misleading. But anyway, as it turns out, James Marsden is in this film. They finally called the extras in for the first scene and i'm just standing there and I look up and there he is a few feet away. Now this immediately caused embarrassment to me. As fate would have it, in my first set of clothes they made me lose my belt because it was studded. I happened to be wearing the one pair of khakis I can almost pull off those pants without a belt, but alas it was still falling down and i had to keep retucking my shirt and adjusting in between every take. Now this normally wouldn't be an issue, but they had me cross beh

The Angry American Part 4
This morning, I have seen something that touched me...it was something about a place...that I know most of you have never been, but you've heard of. Arlington National Cemetary. For those of you that don't know what it is, it's a national cemetary where our soldiers, and presidents are laid to rest. This is a beautiful place, there is a tomb there, it's of the unknown soldiers. This beautiful peice of land, and the tomb is guarded 24 hours a day, seven days a week, 365 days a year, by soldiers of the 3rd infantry division. These soldiers are the example of what it's like to be the 'best of the best'. These soldiers walk this little peice of earth, and never mutter a word, or bitch because it's too cold, or it's too hot, or it's raining, or snowing, or whatever. They do this honor and never complain. Since the tomb has been there, it has never went unguarded...there was a hurricane that blew through the DC area, the guards were told that they did not have to guard the tomb durin

Ok Here Go
So I have been forced after the most unintelligent conversation with a certain CT user to to go sweetheart to bitch in ummmm 1.1 seconds ... How in the fuck can someone that hides behind some bullshit picture look at my pics and make the decison that they need me and I need them .... I am amazed at the stupidity that people show .. and the fact they chose to push my buttons..... I have never had any conversation with who ever this is before. It would seem to me they want a status symbol and for sure are not the brightest crayon in the pack .. come on ... Telling me what THEY need is me ... Love the selfish nature of mankind .. all about pushing for what they need and forgetting that in life we have choices and mine is to be with my daughter and my zoo of realible pets and be a happy mom ..mmm mmm mmm .. If they push one more button a bulletin will follow WTF?????? I am not endered here this is creepy

Damageplan Shooting: What Happened The Night Dimebag Was Murdered? - Dec. 8th, 2004
The following story by John Futty was published in the January 16, 2005 edition of The Columbus Dispatch: His high-pitched scream spoke to all of the things William Wever couldn't say. "It was like he suddenly realized, 'I've got another man's blood on me,' " said his friend Crystal Levings, 25, of Mount Vernon. Wever was cleaning the blood from his hands, face and clothing in the Alrosa Villa bathroom when he was struck by the horror he had witnessed. Like other fans at the heavy-metal concert by DAMAGEPLAN, he had watched a gunman shoot guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott in the back of the head, then turn the gun on those who tried to intervene. For reasons he can't explain, Wever climbed onstage to try to save a bleeding victim, even as the gunman, Nathan Gale of Marysville, continued shooting. "I have no clue why I jumped up there," said Wever, a 33-year old Mount Vernon man who is trained in CPR for his job in store security. "I wasn't thinking anything. I just did it.

Basic Math
Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = pregnancy Dumb man + smart woman = affair Dumb man + dumb woman = marriage Smart boss + smart employee = profit Smart boss + dumb employee = production Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need. A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money that his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot & not try to understand her at all. Married men lived longer than single man, but married men are a lot more willing to die. Any married man should forget his mistakes, there's no use in two people remembering the

Dream 3
Dream 3 is quite a strange one.... Ok, so in this one I'm with my pal Abe, who for the purposes of the dream is a super genius medical research dude. We are in a hospital storage room, except it's white and clean, and there's a body on a table in front of us. The body is Abe's Dad (sorry Abe), who, in my dream, had been dead for a few years. Abe had been working on a serum to bring his dad back from the dead. Everytime he injected the serum into his dad's body though, there was an explosion of water and we got soaked.... Then we were outside my friends house, and Abe was throwing pennies and bouncing them off the wall, and he was mad..... Really shouting at me because apparently it was my fault the serum hadn't worked, and I had ruined years of medical research..... That's all I remember.... Oh, I should point out that in reality Abe's Dad is alive and well....

~~let Me Fly~~
EITHER LET ME FLY OR GIVE ME DEATH/LET MY SOUL REST OR TAKE MY BREATH/IF I DONT FLY ILL ILL BE DEAD ANYWAY/EITHER LIVE ON OR ILL BE GONE ANYWAY... PPL WANNA KNOW ME NOW DIDNT WANNA PLAY WITH ME WANTED TO SHOW ME HOW/NO MEOW ITS ALL ABOUT THE BARK LET THE STUN LOSE BABY ITS ABOUT TO SPARK!! LIGHT UP THE NIGHT LIKE THE 4TH OF JULY/PPL KNOW WHEN I LET GO PPL DIE!AND THATS WHY IF U DONT KNOW YOU SLOW LIKE BOB MARLEY IF I DONT SHOW I GO!! I SOAK UP ALL THIS PAIN AND EXCEPT IT IN SILENCE WHEN U SEE ME U SEE THE VIOLENCE/ITS THE DOG BARKING UP THE TREE FOR THE CAT IN THE FOG BUT ALL YOU SEE IS THE BAT/FLAPPING AWAY BUT IM BLIND LIKE STEVIE PPL WANNA HEAR ME STILL TRYING TO SEE ME/STOP BIENG GREEDY YOU HEARD WHAT I SAID LET ME GO LET ME FLOW OR IM DEAD!!!! DIDNT KNOW THAT I PERSISTED IT Z THE CALL OF THE WILD/I MERELY SAY WATZ IN MY HEART AND U CALL IT A STYLE/DONT PUT ME IN A CAGE DONT MISTREAT IT U SAY U HUNGER FOR KNOWLEDGE HERE IT Z EA

Love Sux
My boyfriend went back home from a 16 day vaca. We cried and cried and cried! Now he's home, and doesn't call me or sounds like he misses me, and seems angry when I phone him. WTF? Do you think he's so hurt he doesnt know how to deal with this? OR... Do you think he doesnt want to deal with this? Leave input my friends! Thank you Love you mean it!

Random Thoughts
WEE HOURS WHEN I GOT HOME, WEE HOURS OF DAWN. I THOUGHT OF YOU THEN WENT ON.I NEVER FELT LIKE THAT BEFORE.BUT NOW YOU GOT ME WANTING MORE.I WANT TO LEARN, TO LEARN FROM YOU.SOME ONE ELSE, JUST WONT DO! YOU CAN TEACH ME THINGS I NEED TO KNOW, HELP ME LEARN, HELP ME GROW. THE RAIN HAS STOPPED, HE LIGHTS ARE DIM, I CLOSED MY EYES AND THOUGHT OF HIM. I WAKE WITH DAWN, AND FIND HIM THERE, I SNUGGLE UP CLOSE, JUST THANKFUL TO HAVE HIM NEAR. THE UPS ARE SO MANY, THE DOWNS ARE SO FEW, I NOW FELT THE LOVE ONLY OTHER PEOPLE KNEW!

Lend Me An Ear
Lend me an ear girl, Listen to me. I need to tell you, You're special to me. You are so beautiful, You are the best. Always remember, You beat out the rest. I love you dearly, I love you so. The greatest amount, You'll ever know. Give me your hand girl, Please be a part. Believe in me baby, You live in my heart. If I had one wish And GOD was so kind. I would be happy, If you could be mine. What would you say darlin, Would you be my wife? Will you be with me, For the rest of my life? - Anthony G. Yarde

Song
I wake up every morning The sun rising on my bed First thing that comes to my mind are thoughts about you I don't know what I do Or where I'd even be If I never met you 'Cause your the light in my eyes Your my day and my night Oh baby everything I do I do it for you 'Cause your the light in my eyes There's no where I'd rather be then with you No one I'd rather see then you Nothing I'd rather do Then turn back these hands of time to be with you Always with you 'Cause your the light in my eyes Yes your my day and my night Oh baby everything I do I do it for you 'Cause your the light in my eye 'Cause everywhere I go (I see you) Everywhere I turn (I see you) Everything I see looks like you to me 'Cause your the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen Which makes you the light in my eyes Which makes you my day and my night Which makes everything I do for you 'Cause your the light in my eyes Yes your my

Just Blogging
since when did cherrytap become real life? it's all a bunch of strangers having fun. how many of you are married in real life and have a ct hubby or wifey who is just about a stranger to you? it's supposed to be about the fun some people just make me soooo ggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

Hearts I Steal
Hearts I Steal Hearts I steal to add to my collection not for the charms of love and affection Hearts I steal to inflict on them pain and add them to my book of broken names Hearts I steal When I'm feeling sad and don't even care that I'm being bad Hearts I steal and I'm only intending of leaving them wounded and needing mending Hearts I steal to leave them broken tears I leave as a final token Hearts I steal for sport and game for Theif of hearts is my name. Nikki L.

New Roster
this is a compiled list of members who are either full time or parttime if this is not correct please c-mail me the correct standings. full time- ************** snukkums redkandy diamond gems yugioh redangel dragonlover nikkilfc ***************** PEOPLE WHO ARE ILL ***************** cherrybomb christian1369 newbabenwoods ************** parttime ************ goddess ellen okwaho odinsmomma headhunter662 txblondie bigdog luis robbie megan magnumforce54 badassnick djpogobob broken_hearted420 txsunrise this is the roster ,like i said if there needs to be corrections let me know.

Contest Ride The Train
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In Memoriam
Recently this week, the UK removed The Holocaust from its school curriculum because it "offended" the Moslem population which claims it never occurred. This is a frightening portent of the fear that is gripping the world and how easily each country is giving into it. It is now more than 60 years after the Second World War in Europe ended. Presently, the Christians are the most persecuted people in the world... mainly by the Muslims. Now, more than ever, with Iran, among others, claiming the Holocaust to be "a myth," it is imperative to make sure the world never forgets.

Ninja Penguin...
You really bore me... You obviously have too much time on your hands. It's nice to see that you like to visit me daily and write mean and negative comments on my profile and then block me from seeing your profile and responding to you. I then block you, and then you come back with another profile and do the same thing over and over again. What's this one - profile #4 or #5? It's sad to see that you have nothing better to do with your days then to bother me, and I'm sure... other members. Oh well... whatever makes you happy ;) http://www.cherrytap.com/user/886427 http://www02.lostcherry.com/user/886427

Net Dating
This is a commen complaint that i hear from net relationships online Allot of couples online have trust problems and rightly so you dont no who you are talking to who or who they are talking to my advice is remeber back to the first few months when you fist met them and think how much of a effert they made to be their to talk to you at a certain time how many changes from what their life was like and how often they said they were online b4 you met and how often they are now what they have done to prepare themselfs for meeting you in regards to work travel plans housing making a time to meet another point i would like to add if you met them online remember what it was you liked about them when you met and remember others may see that in them if they wernt that great of a person you wouldnt wanna be with them and remember that their yours the things that they do for you shows you that they are yours and if their slack then kick their ass that works for me lol ohhh and another poin

Friends
Friends are like angels sent from above They came to give you an undying love. Summer, winter, spring or fall, They're there to help you when you call. I will be there for you, When your days are lonely and blue. You can call on me for a helping hand, I'll be there beside you to take that final stand. I didn't know where to start, But this is a poem straight from the heart. I'm here for you if you're here for me, That's why friends is a thing we'll always be.

The Black Hate
the black hate the cold darkiness of lonlyness. the sound of a heart breaking. the pain that comes from srowwor. the only thing left is hate. comeing out to see the world. showing what the world made it. being cold and heartless to all. not careing what they think. give them back what they made it. putting then in the same pain. showing the darkness he lives in. nev er letting go of the pain or hate.

Wal*mart Has Everything...
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe said to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replied. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars - a lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposited a urine sample in a small jar and took it to Wal-Mart. He deposited ten dollars, and the computer lit up and asked for the urine sample. He poured the sample into the slot and waited. Ten seconds later, the computer ejected a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled.

A Damn Good Read
No matter what your position is, this is an excellent essay that we should all read and give some thought to. SOME OF YOU MAY NOT BE OLD ENOUGH TO REMEMBER THAT NEARLY EVERY FAMILY IN AMERICA WAS GROSSLY AFFECTED BY WWII. MOST OF YOU MAY NOT REMEMBER THE RATIONING OF MEAT, SHOES, BUTTER, GASOLINE, AND SUGAR. NO TIRES FOR OUR AUTOMOBILES, AND A SPEED LIMIT OF 35 MILES AN HOUR ON THE ROAD, NOT TO MENTION, NO NEW AUTOMOBILES. READ THIS AND THINK ABOUT HOW WE WOULD REACT TO BEING TAKEN OVER BY FOREIGNERS IN 2008 or 2009. This is an EXCELLENT essay; well thought out and presented by Raymond S. Kraft, a writer living in Northern California who has studied the Middle Eastern culture and religion. Historical Significance Sixty-three years ago, Nazi Germany had overrun almost all of Europe and hammered England to the verge of bankruptcy and defeat. The Nazis had sunk more than 400 British ships in their convoys between England and America taking food and war materials.

Curse Of The Vampire
Smell of death is in the air He walks in the shadows of night He comes after me moveing with stealth His eyes are red His teeth are white A few ways to kill him But why, Why should I I welcome his bite Eternall life is the hell I deserve I welcome the curse of the Vampire.............

Cancer
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Poor Family
I haven't written a blog in about two weeks and I figured it is time that I share with my friends that take the time to read my blog about what been going on. Where do I start. Tristen goes to Churchill YMCA Summer program. Cindy is one of the ladies that works there. I drop Tristen off with her in the mornings. Cindy told me on Thursday July 15th that Friday July 20th would be here last day for two weeks as her & her family are going camping for two weeks. Tristen doesn't go Fridays so Thursday was his last day with her was Thursday July 19. Saturday Cindy her husband Henri and there two boys left to go camping. Sunday July 22, 2007 at about 4:30pm the families home went up in flames. The neighbours failed to extinguish the fire. It took them a while to get a hold of the family. By then there was nothing left of there home. I didn't find out till Monday when I picked Tristen up for Churchill. The first thing that came to mind is thank god they where not home. I found a few write up

Filter - Short Bus
Ahhhh I'm going to take you back to the old school and we're going to revisit Filter - Short Bus. Really the only good song that I have heard that's still played (movies, and such) is Nice Shot. Filter put out a few albums were never really a top ten band for some strange reason. I really enjoyed the entire CD of Short Bus, however, the song that stuck with me the most, by that of which I remember the bad for is Nice Shot. I wouldn't go as far as saying that the entire CD wasn't very great, however, when it was released there were more prominate bands still rocking it out during that time. Some of the older and later bands were that of STP, NIRVANA, EVER CLEAR, WEEZER, and too many more to name. I don't think that their careers were fully launched because of that fact. However, you can still pick up Short Bus at most music stores, and you can order it on line. However, if you don't already know the band, and don't know how they sound, I would discourage you from doing so. Be

Random Offerings
Subject: Urine Test I received this email. It is an interesting take and I never thought about it in such a way. Urine Tests~ Like a lot of folks in this state I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test, with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them?? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do on the other hand have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ass. Could you imagine how much money the government would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check? Please pass this along if you agree or simply Delete if you don't. Hope you all will pass it along,

Funny
For his birthday Little Patrick asked for a 10-speed bicycle. His father said, "Son, we'd give you one, but the mortgage on this house is $80,000 and your mother just lost her job. There's no way we can afford it." The next day the father saw Little Patrick heading out the front door with a suitcase. So he asked, "Son, where are you going?" Little Patrick told him, "I was walking past your room last night and I heard you tell mom you were pulling out. Then I heard her tell you to wait because she was coming too. And I'll be damned if I'm staying here by myself with an $80,000 mortgage and no damn bike!"

Dealing With Arseholes
I just about had enough of the arseholes i have to deal with everyday. I recently cut the price ofmy Domming sessions by half just to generate a bit of interest from new blood. I was only suppose to run it for two weeks but thought as things were picking up i would run it for a month. Now i have finished the deal but unfortunately the guy who sorts my website out is away on holiday and can't take the advert off till he gets back. I explain to people the situation and some are understanding but there is a certain element that think the word no does not include them. Just today i had a chap ring me for a session and asks if i can do a half hour less than the normal price (£60) just to get him along for the first time. I could but from my past experiance he would just come along that time and never return cos he would have to pay the full price next time(that's if he bothered to show up at all). But the real reason he rang if the truth was known was not cos he actually wanted to visit

All-in-one Quiche
ALLINONE QUICHE 1 1/2 c. milk 1/2 c. Bisquick mix 3/4 stick butter 3 eggs Pinch salt 1 c. diced bacon, ham, turkey, chicken, or shrimp 2 green onions, chopped 1 (4 oz.) can sliced mushrooms, drained 1 c. grated sharp Cheddar cheese Combine the first 5 ingredients in the blender and mix well. Turn into 9 or 10 inch pie plate. Add the remaining ingredients. Bake at 350 degrees for 45 minutes. Let stand for 10 minutes before serving.

From Me To You
K...HERE WE GO...I LIKE BEING ON THIS SITE..LEFT ONE TIME BECAUSE OF THE DRAMA...STAYED GONE FOR 7 MONTH...NOT GOING TO HAPPEN AGAIN....IM A CYBER SLUT'N MOTHER FUCKER..I'M A SINGLE MAN...AN 38 YEARS OLD WITH 3 KIDS...THINK I SHOULD BE ABLE TO DO WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT...BUT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE THERE...TO START SHIT...I DON'T LIKE SHIT...THATS WHY I FLUSH MINE... I'M SINGLE LOVE BEING SINGLE AN GOING TO REMAIN SINGLE...IF YOU WANNA RIDE AN GO HOME...GOOD DEAL...COME BACK ANY TIME ..BUT NOT LOOKN' 4 A STEADY WOMAN...TO MUCH BULLSHIT COMES ALONG WITH ANY RELATIONSHIP...I DO GOOD TO KEEP MY KIDS HAPPY...SO THERE FOR I HAVE NO ROOM FOR A STEADY RELATIONSHIP..AN I HOPE ALL UNDERSTAND... THANKS AN HAVE A NICE DAY,SKINDEEP....all to all but nator...you have my heart....

He!
He wants a girl who will understand he's gonna make mistakes Someone who will comprromise An even give and take He wants a girl to need his arms when they fell fast asleep So she can feelsecure and happy and now he's, hers to keep He wants a girl to call him up just to say those words Then he can say It back to her so she would know she's heard He wants a girl that will see only she is in her eyes She can use his chest to lay on even when she cries He wants a girl to hear his song then she could feel his tone In the words she will hear love and never feel alone He wants a girl thatonly lives deep within his dreams Atleast this girl thats in his mind will know what he really needs Jw

Unexpected
I get into the cab and have him drive me to your place. I let myself in with the key you gave me weeks ago. I know I'll catch you by surprise, since I haven't used it in all this time.I fumble with the key, being a little nervous about doing this. The key works fine, and I lock the door behind me. I go straight to the bathroom. I get undressed and hop in the shower. I make sure to shave, so I'll be nice and smooth.After drying myself completely I lotion my arms and lower legs.It had been a long day for me even though it is relatively early I lay down for a nap. Thinking of you as I drift off to sleep. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I fall asleep with a big smile on my face. You enter your house and go about your normal routine. After your shower you walk into your bedroom and see me sleeping in your bed. You climb in quietly, so as to not startle me.You kiss me softly and I answer Mmmmmm Hello. You kiss me again even more passionately and waking a little I kiss you back. Smiling after the kiss

If A Man Wants You
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition to save you from your headache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then NO, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is! Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You will be mad at yourself later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, and he's not going to treat you any differently! Always have

Stay The Hell Away
WHY TORMENT AND TERRORIZE CAN'T THERE BE ANY COMPROMISE WHY PLAGUE AND PESTER WHY NOT HEAL INSTEAD OF FESTER WHY PURSUE CONSCIOUS THOUGHT SLEEP THE ONLY SOLACE SOUGHT WHY CLOUD EVERY DECISION HONING IN WITH PERFECT PRECISION WHY CAUSE SO MUCH PAIN IS INSANITY THE ULTIMATE AIM WHY DO MEMORIES HOLD SO MUCH SWAY WHY CAN'T THEY STAY THE HELL AWAY

Could It Get Any Worse?!?
Could It Be Any Worse!!! O.k. I may be speaking to soon about this being the worst week so far in my life. But at this point it seems like it may be!!! Lets recap. Monday: Started a new job(yahhh for me), took Bre to the doctors, got her script, she was getting ready for bed and took her meds, only to find out the pharmacy had given her the wrong meds. They told me that she would be ok. Tuesday: Bre wakes up in a state that I have never seen before. The easiest way to describe it, a falling down drunk on speed. We were in Children's Hospital that night. She is doing better now though, but it was an awful experience, that I never want to go through again. Wed: All went well. Bear had her hearing test, to find out by some miracle she came up three levels on her hearing test and neither I nor the doctor knows how that happened, when six months ago she was on the verge of needing hearing aides. Thursday: Peanut has her appointment with her neurologist. She was

Mushroom, Bacon, Chicken Casserole...
Mushroom, Bacon, Chicken Casserole Okay, to give a little more variety of things to eat in the next couple of weeks, here this wonderful Southwest Texas traditionally inspired dish (with a little variation of my own): 1) Mix in big stew pot until well mixed and heated --2 cans mushroom soup (also add water as per instructions on can; you will need this extra liquid when adding the corn tortillas later) 1 can rotel tomatoes with cilantro 1 big hand full of snow peas 5 stalks celery diced up 1 jar mild salsa 1 bag grilled chicken strips, hand broken in to bite size chunks (24 oz)** Season to taste (usually use garlic & Mrs Dash's garlic and herb & salt and pepper) 2) Take from heat and add and stir in small torn pieces of corn tortillas. 3) Pour into casserole dish; lay bacon strips on top; top with taco cheese; bake in oven for 19-32 mins. @some type of temp. 4) Ready to serve an army! j/k... It is a hefty amount that goes into a very large casserole dish. ** If

50 Ways Woman F* Up Sex!!
50 ways Women Fuck Up Sex !! Funny part is .... Written by a woman 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomf

My Life
well im from California just moved to NC...long story (will post that in another blog) My other account ~rainey~ on here got hacked and deleted...im really mad because i was a level 17 and i lost friends and my pics so have taken new ones...hope you all like em....im only looking to make new friends and keep up with old ones if you want to know more wait for more blogs or just ask.

Dear Daddy
Dear Daddy You died in grace You died in peace, You died with a smile on your face You now get to be free. Yet it's hard for me to let you go I try not to cry, But I still do I will not say good-bye to you. I will miss the talks we had Yet I still talk to you now, I will miss all the fun we shared Now all I can do is remember them too. You were the best daddy ever, And in my heart you always will be I know when my time comes, I will see you again. Until then daddy I will miss you, I will cry for you But most of all I will Always love you... For my dad who died Aug.22,2007

Kazy "undeniable" Update!
yo peeps... friends... family.. animals.... and others..... ahhhh... were getting close to finishing UNDENIABLE... real close... DRUMS, BASS, GUITARS all pretty much a wrap! NOW... Vocals- Violins- Mixing- NEW MYSPACE PAGE- NEW MUSIC VIDEO -Jack Daniels VOCALS: FINALIZING PRODUCTION IDEAS *locking down melodies, approach, microphones, location, etc. *featuring FORBIDDEN on a song called FATE.. yes FORBIDDEN will be tracking on a KAZY song. * featuring PICASSO, a killer vocalist out of Chicago on 3 KAZY songs.. his chemistry with KAZY is second to none... u gotta hear it! VIOLINS-VIOLAS-CELLOS *After contemplating, im doing all real violin, viola and cello parts. Ive got some killer players picked out.. we start tracking strings this weekend! MIXING *Got TOBY WRIGHT (has worked with: alice in chains, korn, metallica, tantric, primus, fishbone) MIXING for KAZY.... this is huge... Toby is a fucking incredible talent... one of the few in the country that ca

When...........
When we are so far apart can sorrow break your tender heart I love you darling, I really do sleep is sweet when I dream of you all of you is like a dream come true night is near, so I must close with this little though I have in mind you must read the first word of every line.

Post Office!
WRITE IT ON THE BACK OF YOUR ENVELOPES or front! WE THINK THIS A GREAT IDEA. WE'LL START WRITING IT ON THE FRONT OF OUR ENVELOPES, TOO! ! You may have heard in the news that a couple of Post Offices in Texas have been forced to take down small posters that say "IN GOD WE TRUST," The law,they say, is being violated. Anyway, we heard proposed on a radio station show, that we should all! < /FONT> write " IN GOD WE ! TRUST ! " on the back of all our mail. After all, that's our National Motto, and it's on all the money we use to buy those stamps. We think it's a wonderful idea. We must take back our nation from all the people who think that anything that offends them should be removed. ! If you like this idea, please pass it on and DO IT. The idea of writing or stamping! "IN GOD WE ! TRUST" on our envelopes sounds good to us. WE'RE HAVING A STAMP MADE TOO! It's been reported that 86% of Americans believe in God. Therefore, we have a very hard time unders

Aftermath
Well it's been a week now since my mothers death...and now I'm getting all these different emotions coming at me that I never expected.....Mostly guilt..like not being around as much as I could have...and why couldn't I of even picked up a phone to say hi..Guilty for being so wrapped up in my own pointless life that I pretty much ignored my family...Blah I wonder how long this is gonna last... On the good side of things I wont need surgery on my neck....just physical therapy is all I need. So I guess that is some good news..TTY all later

From My Profile
This is on my profile but I just wanted to put it in my blog as well: I'm definitely not looking to hook-up. If that's what you're looking for, please move on. I'm not on this site to look at naked people. So please don't offer to show me your NSFW pictures as a conversation starter. I'm not interested. And if you have a picture posted of someone who isn't you, but you claim it is, don't get pissed if people call you out on it. You are not Keira Knightley or Orlando Bloom. Don't perpetrate. I only downrate dumbasses who downrate me. So thanks for playing.

We Need U
hey everyone how r u all doing today, we were wondering if ya'll have had a chance to read our bulletin "we need ur help" if not could u take a minute out of ur busy schedule to do that for a friend. Thank you very much!!!!!!!

Sipping Vodka
SIPPING VODKA This is too funny – This was meant to be a chain letter but I thought it was funny so I wanted to share it with everyone. A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, “When I am worried about getting nervous On the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip.” So next Sunday he took the monsignor’s advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don’t gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The

Who Are You
1. The word you hear will determine your thinking, 2. Your thinking will determine your emotions, 3. Your emotions, will determine your actions, 4. Your actions will determine your habits, 5. Your habits will determine your character, Character ultimately will lead you to your destiny of overflow NOTHING JUST HAPPENS!! One decision changes the course of your life.

I'm Only A Nice Guy To Those That Deserve It, Otherwise, Well You Know!
nice guys still finish lastTo every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the stateline) to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her.To every guy that she cried in front of.To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutesTo every guy that would give his seat up.To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassure

Engagement
i dont really care wat ppl say i am bk with with woman that i was off and on with her 5 years and yes we had had out times that we thought it wasnt goin to work unrtil we sat down 1 night and i realized how much i love her.. and for second i do tell my special friends i love them in a friendly way if u cant take it as that o well i dont care its jus the net.. and im not a player never have never will be

Adblock And Fubar
I used to be able to use Adblockplus on Seamonkey (Mozilla, sort of) and on Firefox to destroy embedded objects that were dangerous to my browser's health *g* I am having more trouble doing that now. Either the latest version of Adblockplus works differently, or I'm forgetting something important that I installed in the filter set last time, or there's a virus of sorts- or a virus fullstopthat'sallfolks- that's landed, or... eh. Here, if I find the address of the embedding (the page it's on, not the exact address) I can add the address to the filters and stop such embeddings from appearing in future by treating them as advertisements. However, in the past, Adblock - while not blocking them - would count them as _blockable_ and if I hit command-shift-F (apple-shift-F) would block all blockable "objects". I found this very useful. No longer, apparently- and that is the main point I'm digressing around, by the way. (I wonder if it's a new version of Adblock that's doing this, or som

Football
06-07 OCT 07 ENGLAND ARSENAL 3 SUNDERLAND 2 BLACKBURN 2 BIRMINGHAM 1 BOLTON 0 CHELSEA 1 FULHAM 0 PORTSMOUTH 2 LIVERPOOL 2 TOTTENHAM 2 MAN CITY 3 MIDDLESBROUGH 1 NEWCASTLE 3 EVERTON 2 READING 1 DERBY 0 SCOTLAND ABERDEEN 4 ST MIRREN 0 GRETNA 1 CELTIC 2 RANGERS 0 HIBS 1

3 Words
I have 3 words for today that everyone should try to live by....."GET OVER IT"..... You get caught talking behind someones back. You betray them. Get Over It. You lie and tell secrets. You hide things and get caught. Get Over It. Get Over It...Get Over It...Get Over It... You have already hurt people with your actions and words so move on and Get Over It. Let things cool down and then sort them out and apologize to those that deserve apologies.

My Eyes
I have felt like doo doo all day due to a toothache for one, and I can hardly keep my eyes open now, so i just wanted to say goodnight to all my sexy friends..May you have pleasant dreams..:) Profile Graphics - hitupmyspot.com

Life Again
LIFE AGAIN A FLOWER GROWS. THE WIND BLOWS. A PETAL FLYS AWAY ON THE WIND. THE SNOW FALL. THE WIND IS COLD. THE FLOWERS STORY HAS BEEN TOLD. THE SUN SHINES. THE BIRDS SING. LIFE BEGINS AGAIN. THE FLOWER GROWS. THE WIND BLOWS. THE PETAL FLYS AWAY IN THE WIND. LIFE BEGINS AGAIN. AND AGAIN. AND AGAIN.

Within My Soul
You came from my dreams, Filling my heart. Walking beside me, Holding me close The gentleness you bestowed upon me The closeness we share Leaves me in awe of you. So many truths of dreams and desires Held so tight. Hidden just below the surface A heart no longer silent The need to share the reality Of such purity of essence You see me as I am I wear no mask before you Standing vulnerable, shy, soft, and loving No pretending, it is very real You're not my imagination, But what was missing from my soul A piece of cloth, Woven so close. Threads intertwined Each touched by the other. Held tight, each making the other strong With every thread, it becomes more complete One in the same, each enhancing the other Do we stand and question The purity of this moment Together in sight of a common goal Or merely brushing it aside, and settling With a mere existence Will we have the courage To open our hearts, Letting our souls reach out, Sharing completely

Aussie Way Of Life?
You know you're Australian when... 1. You're familiar with Neighbours, Home and Away, Playschool, A Country Practice, Norman Gunston, Barry Humphries, Blue Heelers, Ray Martin, Bert Newton, Lisa McCune, Jon Burgess, Number 96, Molly Meldrum, Kerry O'Brien, and of course, Kerry Packer and Rupert Murdoch. 2. You know that Burger King doesn't exist. It's Hungry Jacks. 3. You know that snow is a memorable and freakish occurrence. Sometimes it's even fake. 4. You know the difference between thongs and a G-banger 5. You know that "stubbies" are either short shorts or small beer bottles, a "gimp", "bogan" or "geezer" is a random idiot,someone in trouble is in "strife" and you're liable to burst out laughing whenever you hear of Americans "rooting" for something. 4. You know how to abbreviate every word, all of which usually end in -o: arvo, combo, garbo, kero, lezzo, metho, milko, muso, rego, servo, smoko, speedo, righto etc. 5. You know that some ppl pronounce "Austral

Sad And Mad
Sad, because a friend of mine is now in "the sandbox". (Iraq) I miss him, and I worry about him too. and I can only imagine the toll it's taking on his mum, and his sibs. I mean I'm proud that he chose his path, and stayed on it. Damn proud! I just hate the fact that he, as well as thousands of others have been thrown into a meat grinder of a war that has no real basis of justification whatsoever. Aside from making the fucking rich war profiteer's even richer. I hate the "Thank you for protecting our freedom." b.s. banners and speeches, when a corrupt goverment has been yanking our freedoms right from underneath us since 9 fucking 11. I could see it if there were still terrorists attacks occurring, I'd be over there as well, right beside him, IF that were the case, but it's not. You can label me as anti-american, or unpatriotic, it won't bother me none. But this much I can say. Part of patriotism should be defined as the ability to question your goverment, when it i

Fight
My mom just stopped. I told her how I felt like shit today, fell down the steps, then had a tooth puttled. Then she starts to tell me how I should go see some sort of debt consolidation type place. I was sitting there shaking my head. She says.. why you shaking your head.. I said because I'm not doing it. She says why not.. I say because they'll want me to keep track of every little penny I spend for the next 3 months to come up with some sort of budget. She says yeah? So? I said I'm not doing it.. I don't have the patience to deal with it. She starts going on.. I said mom .. I'm NOT in the mood.. and shit escalated from there and BLAAAAAAAAAAM .. she left after I told her to just go home! FuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuKK *oh and edit to add.. yeah I'm sitting here majorly stressed freakin out and bawlin like a freakin baby !!

I Ove You Just The Way You Are
i bet NO guys will repost this ; i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day. i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you. i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on. i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with en

I Remember When.....
So I actually just realized that I by far bypassed my one year on this site, and along that came the nostalgia of reminiscing on how Baby J's Lost Cherry got all Fubar'd up. *I remember when Lost Cherry only had 10,000 accounts, (I wont say members because in honesty half of those accounts were inactive...) *smiles* * I remember long before everyone was a Dj or a lounge owner. * I remember when the only bull spam was genuine interest or just purely chain quiz thingies. * I remember when NSFW was purely human nudity. * I remember when the "support" actually had time to talk to people in conversation rather than sifting through site drama.. or those non human nsfw pics. *I remember when LC didn't have ad's or sponsors. * I remember way back in the day when Fornicates was level 10 ;) *grin* * I remember when we finally got blogs, and everyone went completely blog crazy with everything from "I cant think of what to write" to actually educational informative blogs ..

My Love 4 U
I'VE NEVER LOVED ANYONE THE WAY THAT I LOVE YOU. I'VE NEVER KNOWN SOMEONE SO WELL AND STILL FELT THERE WAS SO MUCH TO DISCOVER... NEVER BEEN ABLE TO SAY " I LOVE YOU " AND HAVE IT MEAN SOMETHING BEAUTIFULLY DIFFERENT EVERY TIME. I'VE NEVER KNOWN SOMEONE I COULD SPEND HOURS WITH AND STILL LONG FOR TIME TO SHARE... NEVER FELT SO CLOSE TO SOMEONE IN SO MANY WAYS. AND EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO TELL YOU WITH WORDS HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME ... I HOPE YOU SOMEHOW UNDERSTAND THAT THE LOVE I FEEL FOR YOU IS MORE BEAUTIFUL, MORE MEANINGFUL THAN WORDS COULD EVER SAY.

He He He
How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it. ------------------------------ ------------------------------------- Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows Them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ----------------------------------------------- -------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do men pass gas more than women? Because women

Results
Well... So in other blog entries I have discussed a few misfortunes that have been happening with me. To continue with them, I recently had my birthday on the 3rd of November, woohoo, right? WRONG! I get a call from my doctor wanting to discuss the results of the biopsy that was taken. Normally, if you do not call back to ask what was found, they dont call you. This was different because they called til they reached me. Great I am thinking. Sure enough, the lady tells me that I am not in the woods right now, but I have to come back in for check ups often since the cells they have found are precancerous. More news still to come.... She continues saying that its almost a promise that I will get it, they just dont know how soon and want to see how fast this is growing. How nice I think. So do I tell my family or just let it go and pretend nothing is wrong at all, after all.. there are people in worse shape than I am in and I do not have cancer yet. So just another bad day with many after

Happy Thanksgiving
I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A FEW MINUTES TO TELL MY SEXY FANS FRIENDS FAMILY AND FANS OF FUBAR OVER SEAS AND IN THE STATES HAVE A WONDERFUL THANKSGIVING!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY GOD BLESS ALL OF U I LOVE U GUYS!!!

Don't Mess With My Family!!!!!
I know that many members left KOW when Deanna left as she was the main reason many of us were there in the first place....since I was only a member of SOW I too left when she left.... Love does indeed do strange things to people if this is seen as a betrayal instead of the show of support it was for our leader...now one of hers has begun his own "tribe" and the jerk co-owner has decided he has the right to interfere.....He Doesn't,but apparently that won't stop him....please don't let the maliscious ramblings of an idiot keep you from becoming part of a small but caring family built in the manner our friend Deanna founded her platoon...she is a wonderful,caring person who gave us respect,treated us with dignity,and gave us reasonable,practical rules to follow....so if you unafraid of lunacy...come join the Mystic Warriors Tribe.

Broken
{Im bent and im broken, from these words you've spoken your cutting me down so slowly this nightmare is real, pains all i can feel without you im ever so lonely}chorus ok check it out, its me and its you girl you got me trippin from the things that you do hit the club, hit the mall, your my lil princess outta all my girls i treat you the best you like them other girls, we cuss and we fight quit trippin baby its you at the end of the night your screamin and your mad,you tell me that its over but i need you baby, your my four leaf clover your my good luck charm, your my insiration for everything i do your my motivation chorus all the good times, the years that we spent a couple booty calls and your gettin all bent the nights sittin by the fire, staring at the stars but you said your done, i left your heart scarred i look back and i think of the past your leaving me cuz i gotta peice of ass i look into your eyes and after all these years still got me mezmerized even

A Friends Poem
Just a few lines to tell you how I feel, A few lines to show I care. But what good will these few lines do If you are never there? These words will just be written Never noticed or read All my feelings down on paper... All the thoughts that fill my head. Whispered softly to myself So no one else can hear Only I can see what's written, Only I can feel my tears. Shutting out the world around me Only I can hear my cries, Writing my feelings down on paper My heart starts to die. I'm dying inside But no one seems to know, I'm trying to hold on... But I'm slowly letting go.

~ The Awakening ~
~ The Awakening ~ A time comes in your life when you finally get it . . . When in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside; you shudder once or twice; you blink back your tears. and through a mantle of wet lashes, you begin to look at the world through new eyes. ~ THIS IS YOUR AWAKENING ~ You realize that it is time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella, and that in the real world, there are not always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter), and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you, and in the process, a sense

Thank You From All My Heart And Soul With Tears In My Eyes:)
My dear dear Friends, u made my birthday special by all the cards and gifts and words u sent to me. i could never thank you enough. I LOVE YOU ALL FROM ALL MY HEART AND I BOW BEFORE EACH OF YOU WITH TEARS IN MY EYES, HUGGING EACH OF YOU FROM ALL MY SOUL. I THANK U ALL AND MAY GOD PROTECT EACH OF U AND MAKE UR DREAMS COME TRUE!! THANK U, THANK U, THANK U with tears in my eyes:)

Inside
bottled up inside are the words i never said the feelings that i hide that lines you never read you can see it in my eyes read it on my face: trapped inside are lies of the past i can't replace with memories that linger won't seem to go away why can't i be happier? todays a brand new day. Yesterdays are over even though the hurtings not nothing lasts forever iof the love you thaught you'd won the hurt i'm feeling know won't disappear over night but someday, somehow out all right eveything will turn out no more wishing for the past it wasn't meant to be it didn't seem to last so i hav to set him free

Inside Us All
Where does innocence go We all start out innocent Then somewhere along the way Our innocence is lost In it's place mistrust and doubt So where does it go This innocence we lost Why di we lose this Is there some unwritten law That innocence may only be for the children To be lost on Our journey t9 audlthood If so who wrote this law Why does this person or being have this right in Our lives making Us lose faith in One another Not seeing the beauty around Us Cause this would mean slowing down Taking time to open Our eyes to Nature Understanding how pretty a rose cn be if left to bloom Or taking pleasure in watching a child grow Learning new things How the little things mean the most in life Without them we have absolutely nothing The most expensive gifts cost nothing Cause time love and smiles are worth nothing at all Till theyare

A Different Christmas Poem
Subject: A different Christmas poem Subject: A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near , But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the Sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure st

Fun Fun Fun
Your Aura is Red You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage. Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works! The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, SurgeonWhat Color Is Your Aura?

Almost There!!!!!!
OMG !!!!!!!! im am getting so close. im only 1910 away from reaching my goal i so wan new boobies for christmas!!!! so only a week or 2 left to earn a permenant family member spot! any help greatly appreciated!!!! Help pay for a girls boob job! Invest in my breasts!

"off-line"
This will be my last night on-line as I relocate to another apartment. I will try to get myself set up as quickly as possible. Moving is not fun as you know, and this is no exception. I will disconnect sometime tonight. I hope to talk to you all soon. You know I love chatting but for those who are my friends and I haven't chatted with for a while ... I'm not into friendships for just the ratings. I need friends, and my true friends need me. I'll see ya'll on the other side.

That Time Again!
Well, just had my annual review at work. I always hate those. I get stressed when it comes up because I guess I just hate having to have a meeting with my boss. I just convince myself that it is going to be bad, even though it never is. Well at least its over for another year. Will have to wait a while to find out what the raise is and bonuses don't come out until March.

A Look Into The Mind Of A Madman
it is only the existance of god that men walk the earth but it is your existance alone that makes heaven a true nirvana to seek.. these truths are self evident..look at how you touch people, just by walking into a room. doesnt time seem to stand still and all attenton no matter what the cause forms on you?? The charisma and comelyness you possees is superbly supernatural, for no mere woman of the flesh could possess such nature at her whim and if one ever did , it would drive her insane for we were not meant to handle the tools of omnipotent beings, we do not posess the skills, therefore it is our blessing and curse to be albe to see creature like you..to know what we cannot have and what we strive to attain.. that is why only worship is allowed for to touch is strctly forbidden and to love is to seek ones own demise..i have lived in the shadows to long and fortuned my release, for i hold within my eye the true apple of eden, and the land once called avalon and her name is Love. she

How To Squirt
This is for all the women that left comments on my Mumm asking how to squirt. In order for you to squirt, you have to get to know your body. If you don't play with yourself every once in a while...you'll never learn your body. If your not comfortable doing it by yourself then do it with your guy. Do it while youre getting fucked (I Do). You need to find out what makes you cum the quickest and the hardest. Once you get to that point where you can make yourself cum at the drop of a hat then your almost there. I have become so familiar with my body that I can make myself cum without touching myself. It's all in your head. You gotta have concentration. If you are not concentrating you will never get there. Try this first be yourself. Play with yourself...do whatever it is that makes you cum...once you feel yourself getting to that point you might feel like you gotta pee....don't hold it back just let it go...(I have researched that topic and it is humanly impossible to urinated

One Day
Miss Me -- But Let Me Go Unknown -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When I come to the end of the road And the sun has set for me I want no rites in a gloom-filled room. Why cry for a soul set free? Miss me a little--but not too long And not with your head bowed low. Remember the love that we once shared, Miss me--but let me go. For this is a journey that we all must take And each must go alone. It's all a part of the Master's plan, A step on the road to home. When you are lonely and sick of heart Go to the friends we know And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds. Miss Me--But Let me Go!

Voice Blogs And Voice Comments On Snapvine
To all those on Fubar friends, I have an account on Snapvine please feel free to listen to the voice blogs and leave comments there if you desire. or leave me a Voice Comments To leave a Voice Comment call (641)715-0202 Or to leave a Comment to the Blog call (206)420-5997

An Italian Virgin
Maria had just gotten married, and being a traditional Italian she Catholic was still a virgin. On her wedding night, staying at her mother's house, she was very nervous. Her mother reassured her; "Don't worry, Maria, Tony's a good man. Go upstairs and he'll take care of you. Meanwhile, I'll be making pasta." So, up she went. When she got upstairs, Tony took off his shirt and exposed his hairy chest. Maria ran downstairs to her mother and says, "Mama, Mama, Tony's got a big hairy chest." "Don't worry, Maria," says the mother, "many men have hairy chests. Go upstairs. He'll take good care of you." So, up she went again. When she got up in the bedroom, Tony took off his pants exposing his hairy legs. Again, Maria ran downstairs to her mother. "Mama, Mama, Tony took off his pants and he's got hairy legs!" "Don't worry! All good men have hairy legs. Tony's a good man. Go upstairs and he'll take good care of you." So, up she went again.When she got

Black Curse.
Darkened is my soul by the darkness that reaps Peeling back my skin leaving me barren, Open scares bleed from cuts of yesterday Of all the pain and rage That burned explosively. Like passion afire with gas fumes lit. It consumes this mortal body, Leaving it crumbled and ash, Set free though it seems More torture persists Locked away in the realm where nothing leaves Just the laughs from those who enjoyed touching me, They poke and prod And cast there stones, My soul twists and turns, And is slowly torn, Kicked about by cruel little kids, And adults the same, All screaming "you’re worthless A corpse with no name, No one cries For no one cares, You where just a toy Placed upon the earth, They played with you, And told you lie. Did you truly think they loved you? Why? You were a fool we watched you cry. We enjoyed your torment We bathed in your pain, And when you took that knife! To your soul we clanged. For all eternity you shall suffer. For you were

Little Ol' Lady
A little old lady, well into her eighties, slowly enters the front door of a sex shop. Obviously very unstable on her feet, she wobbles the few feet across the store to the counter. Finally arriving at the counter and grabbing it for support, stuttering she asks the sales clerk: "Dddooo youuuu hhhave dddddiilllldosss?" The clerk, politely trying not to burst out laughing replies: "Yes we do have dildos. Actually we carry many different models." The old woman then asks: "Dddddoooo yyyouuuu caarrryy aaa pppinkk onnee,tttenn inchessss lllong aaandd aabboutt ttwoo inchesss ththiickk...aaand rrunns by bbaatteries?" The clerk responds, "Yes we do." She asks: " Ddddooo yyoooouuuu kknnnoooww hhhowww tttooo ttturrrnnn ttthe sssunoooffabbitch offffff?"

Awwwww!
My mom found a blog about plus size dating and typed this about me! Awww!!!! I'm not in the dating game but I have a 22 yr. old daughter who is NOT ONLY ,plus size but is DROP-DEAD Gorgeous.I've seen men(and women) walk across a room to say hello and break their necks to get a better look and then SMILE,sometimes at her,sometimes to themselves. I think it's all in the way a woman carries herself,whether she be *weighty* or not. If you aren't happy with yourself,an insightful person will see this.They'll either care enough to find out *why* or they'll be shallow enough to Run like hell. Sometime's all it takes is a few kind words or a great big smile to lift someone out of that dark hole. B E E N T H E R E D O N E T H A T !

Looking For A Tattoo Idea.
im looking to get a girlie tattoo,and i wanna be able to put 4 names or more in the design,please let me know if u have any good designs that would work,i am looking for it for my back. if u have any ideas plz send me a personal message.and ill get back to u. PETRINA :)

Someone Needs Fired
Someone needs fired!!! A billion - the true story about a billion Dollars This is too true to be very funny. The next time you hear a politician use the word "billion" in a casual manner, think about whether you want the "politicians" spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the

Bid On Me :p
Ur thinking what is hse talking bout so here is what u get if ur the highest bidder -Own who u bid on for a month -all of ur pics r rated -all stash rated as well -A *Salute* pic from person u win with ur name included (side note its rare i do these for freidns even so if u win u get something special) -A Mummm about u -Comments daily form them and ther undivided attenion ~In my Family to view all pics ~ u can bid what ever u want fubucks tickers vip blasts or happy hours and thats the just of it :P

The Calling
I'm stuck in the shadows, a mere ghost in the crowd. I'm invisible to everyone, and my thoughts aren't allowed. In my own world, I'm broken and all alone. Nobody really wants me, and there's no place to call home. My eyes are closed shut, keeping the tears from falling. I'm trying my best to block it out, but the devil won't stop calling. I'm stuck in this place, a place called hell. Where I'm left to decay, because I already fell. A disgrace to all, I just can't do things right. It's pulling me in, but I'm trying my best to fight. I'm screaming no, but the devil doesn't care. Misery needs company, and he wants me with him there. My voice is hoarse from screaming, and the tears just won't stop. I'm starting to get dizzy and give in, and I try to scream but my voice is caught. I tried my best, but it just wasn't enough. Nothing I ever do is, but I always pretend I'm tough. Wanting perfection killed me, and even consumed me whole. I'm sti

Update
Well we just got back from the specialist today and they have told use this...the mass in her abdomen looks to be 50/50 on ovarian cancer. Bad news is even if it isn't at the rate it is growing it makes them think it is cancer and right now it is the size of a small watermelon, and if not removed she has 4-6 months to live before basically starving to death. If they do the surgery she has a 25% survival rate, which basically means there is a slim chance she won't die during surgery. That is what we know so far.

Hope
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Beer And Taxes
Here is an example of what the DemoRATic system has developed into since the Socialistic Liberals took over. AND you hard working tax paying people of their constiuency allowed them to do this to your party by keeping your mouth shut. You allowed them to ruin an old time American party and turn it toward socialism. They have successfully divided the Nation. Ten men are drinking beer in their local tavern. The bill for all ten comes to $100. If they paid their bill the way we pay our taxes, it would go something like this: The first four men (the poorest) would pay nothing. The fifth would pay $1. The sixth would pay $3. The seventh would pay $7. The eighth would pay $12. The ninth would pay $18. The tenth man (the richest) would pay $59. So, that's what they decided to do. The ten men drank in the bar every day and seemed quite happy with the arrangement, until one day, the owner threw them a curve. He said, "Since you are all such good cu

Random Ratings
Ok .. so I get bored a lot on fubar. So I do that "BORED" thing and random rate. I rated everyone for a while but the truth is that even when rating the gals on here ... they are way harsh if they think you look better than they do. So I started rating just the men. On an average night there are a little over 55,000 people on here... I am sure the majority are women. However why is it that when you do that random rating shit ... it keeps bringing you back to the same 6 pics over and over. If I didnt' rate them the first time a second look isn't going to change my mind. I was just wondering if it was just me?

Baby Kyson
BABY FOUND AFTER DEVISTATION OF TORNADO CASTALIAN SPRINGS, Tenn. (Feb. 7) - At first, rescuers thought it was a doll. Then it moved. In a grassy pasture strewn with toys, splintered lumber and bricks tossed by the tornado's widespread wrath, 11-month old Kyson Stowell was lying face down in the mud, 150 yards from where his home once stood. "It looked like a baby doll," said David Harmon, a firefighter who had already combed the field once looking for survivors. Then he checked for a pulse. "He was laying there motionless ... and he took a breath of air and started crying." The field had already been combed once for survivors, and finding anyone alive seemed improbable. Hours after the storm, there was devastation everywhere: The body of the boy's mother was found in the same field, houses were wiped to concrete slabs and a brick post office was blown to bits. But except for a few scrapes, Kyson was fine. At a makeshift shelter for storm victims at Hartsville Pike C

Losing Someone You Love
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your room, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes in life the most important things get lost along the way. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." No more smiles, laughs or silly jokes Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You" to that special friend or partner. We all need to feel love, 'be' loved by friends or someone close. So while we have it . . it's best we love it And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships ... And children being children; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend wh

Tag
Instructions... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1- I put my ice cream in the microwave before I eat it. 2- I prefer my toast in 3's. 3- I am not afraid of dying. I dont care when it happens. 4-I watch the Disney channel in my spare time. 5-I am obsessed with playing cards....not actually playing them..but the card themselves. 6-I brush my teeth every time i drink tea. 7-Bridges make my stomach turn. 8-I fear boats. 9-I want to learn to salsa dance and speak fluent Spanish. 10-Fire and water amaze me. I could stare at either of them contently for hours. I'm tagging; Jimmy. Matt. Andy. Becky. Andy. and. Lord.

Tag
Ten Things About Me: 1. I am a carpenter 2. I work hard to not be poor again 3. im a father of one 4. Enjoy my life and job 5. LOVE LOVE LOVE The Allman Brothers Band 6. country boy 7. I believe most things are over-rated 8. my best friend is wwjokerww 9. my dad is my hero 10. i love tattooed pierced redheads 10 ppls I'm sending this to: shane snake jen jerry irish william cheryl demented billy aurburnchick

6 Years Ago Today...
Dad,so many images come to mind whenever I speak your name; It seems without you in my life things have never been the same. What happened to those lazy days when I was just a child; When my life was consumed in you in your love, and in your smile. What happened to all those times when I always looked to you; No matter what happened in my life you could make my gray skies blue. Dad, some days I hear your voice and turn to see your face; Yet in my turning,it seems... the sound has been erased. Dad, who will I turn to for answers when life does not make sense; Who will be there to hold me close when the pieces just don't fit. Dad, if I could turn back time and once more hear your voice; I'd tell you that out of all the dads you would still be my choice. Please always know I love you and no one can take your place; Years may come and go but your memory will never be erased. Today, God, as You are listening in your home above; Would you go and fi

Mad World
All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere And their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad World Mad World Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When peo

My Horoscope
Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) Your day has "busy" written all over it, so you may not be able to settle down until the evening when you are finally finished. Others seem to infringe upon your space, even if they don't have bad intentions. Your key planet, peaceful Venus, forms a stressful aspect with assertive Mars, making it difficult to avoid conflict. However, consciously using your diplomatic skills can minimize today's tension. www.tarot.com

@->- Mother
So beautiful glistening from the morning dew, In full bloom for all to view. Her sole purpose; to give pleasure to all. Though blown and tossed about, She still stands tall. Taking in only enough to survive Yet meaning so much to others lives. As some enjoy her beauty, others feed from her delicious fruits providing all with a firm foundation, spreading her strong roots. When dealing with lifes hardships, finding it hard to cope, She is always there to provide a little hope. Though torn and tattered- from her beauty and seeds, that the winds once scattered, Blossoms a whole new bunch of flowers carrying with them pieces of her and maturing by the hour. ©Wanda Atwood 12/24/1997

Amber Alert!!!
My friends granddaughter was abducted yesterday morning. Please foward this message to everyone you know so maybe she will be brought home safely. Her name is Tabatha Webb Lively. She was abducted by her uncle Samuel Lee Lively from Brevard NC yesterday morning. She is 13 yrs old, has brown hair and blue eyes, she is 5 feet, 11 inches tall, and weighs approx. 137 lbs. They are in a faded red and blue colored pickup with a North Carolina tag TWC-2783. They think he is either taking her to Tennessee, Florida, or New Orleans. If anyone has any information about them PLEASE contact the Brevard Police Station at 828-883-2212. THIS IS NOT A JOKE, THIS LITTLE GIRL NEEDS OUR HELP AND PRAYERS! Even if you don't live anywhere near these places, forward it to all of your friends on Fubar, because they might know someone who lives in these places and they might know others and just maybe we will find Tabatha unharmed. Thank you for your time and prayers and May God bless everyone of

Old Age
Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror, but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avante garde on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging. Whose business is it if I choose

Family Crisis
Wanted to let all my friends know that right before my HH started tonight my son took his little dog for a walk, a pit bull jumped a fence and attached them, my son ran but the pit bull ripped the little dog from my son, out of his collar and off the leash. My son is ok and was not hurt physically at all, emotionally he is wrecked. His little dog, we found him, he is alive and going to be ok, we took him to an animal hospital. he has bite marks and is banged up really bad, nothing broke, the puppy will be ok, both the kid and the dog were very lucky. some people may get mad at me for this but all pit bulls are dangerous and should be taken care of. this scared me to death, i could have lost my child tonight because someone "didnt think their pit was a bad dog", yea the guy is in big trouble the dog is gonna be put down. everyone just pray for my son's emotional state. i will return all luv given during my hh please be patient may take me a few days to get it done.

You Know You Do!! Lol
Want to Own me? Want me to ravage you with gifts and rates?? You do?? Woot! Heres how it works.If you aren't already a friend with our lovely hostest PebblesinAZ then click on her pic and add her. :) Then you can find me in her Auction Folder. If you aleady are a friend, well then you know what to do! :) If you don't feel like playing, please stop by my page and show me some luvin anyway. ♥ Please be sure to rate/fan/add our lovely hostess, you'll be happy you did. ~PebblesinAZ~Co-Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! xoxo Co founder of THE FREAK SHOW! Woot! XOXO Read my Bl@ fubar

Mr. Big
I would like to talk to you.. I can't even get on ur page.... My shouts to you don't show up on my screen.... what am i supposed to think? It says i'm in your family, but...... still no access to ur page. this user's permissions don't allow you to do this STILL NO ACCESS TO YOU!! I HAVE A LOT TO TELL YOU, BUT I CAN'T GET THROUGH!

Omg I So Cant Believe This
the last few days i have had pictures and stash rated NSFW I so cant believe this. Arent we adults? Its like this if anyone on my friends list cant handle my pictures get off my friends list I dont bother anyone or rate anyone NSFW maybe I should start. That is so not me.

My Dad This Is For Him
hello people i was just puting this up for my dad i loved him so much when he went out on the road he was a long hall truck driver he would go all over the stats so he would be gone a long time wen he was on the road i would play roll on and here is the song i hope you like my dad went home to the father above july 26 1985 love you dad

Big Red
A Noob of course, has only one friend and only 2 profile visits, but I was the lucky one to be rated a '5'!! BigRed@ fubar As you can see from this screen shot, it hasn't been my night with rates, but at least they are 8's and 9's.

Rest In Peace Mom
My mom died last Saturday and here is a poem dedicated to her! Love you mom. Ken As I put pen to paper The tears seem to never stop For my pain is real Not something make believe Mom you were always there When I needed you and now You have made that journey To a better place The pain is fresh And hurts real deep But in the end We will be together One last time No matter how long Until we meet again just know your in my every thought Wish and pray Most of all know I love you Mom

How Did I Get Here By Dj Sub Zero
As I lay there on that stretcher I had realized it was almost Night fall. With my leg broken, My Head gashed Lights flashing, I wondered, " How did I get here?" 10 hours earlier: I was awakened by the sounds of sirens and screams, I jumped up to see what was happening only three houses down from my mom and dads. Now being home for a Vacation is supposed to be nice and easy you would think. I arose from my bed and went to the window, A scream pierced the house like a cold chill on a hot summers day. I looked outside to see a Man, A big man, monster in size, Like Mean Jo Green Of the old Pittsburgh Steelers, holding little Jimmy Moore in his arms with a knife to his throat. I threw the pants on I had worn just the day before and ran down stairs only to see my mother at the door clinching her face and screaming no no no. See, Little Jimmy was like a son to my mother. Jimmy would come over to her house and help my father rake the lawn, and leaves, tend to the flower ga

Priceless..... Shoutbox
Had to share my funny shoutbox conversation with you that I had with apparently my savior (aka: http://www.fubar.com/user/1759026 ) Scourge Of...: yes, you will do nicely ->Scourge Of...: i will do nicely? Scourge Of...: Yes. ->Scourge Of...: for? Scourge Of...: A little mission I am on. I am afraid I don't have time for details now. ->Scourge Of...: gottcha *about 10 mins passes, yes I was curious, lol ->Scourge Of...: so just gonna leave me hanging are ya? Scourge Of...: I'm sorry? Scourge Of...: I don't understand what it is you're requesting. ->Scourge Of...: lol, nevermind i was trying to figure out what it was you were talking about Scourge Of...: Well, hopefully it is all clear now. ->Scourge Of...: nope but that's all good hun Scourge Of...: It will be someday soon. ->Scourge Of...: k Scourge Of...: To spell it out for the simpletons, I intend to rehabilitate you so that you are no longer an att

Poetry
A Poem I wrote in 2002...Tell me what you think Today, I'm feeling lonely, Distant and apart, Far away from everyone I hold within my heart. I talked to you this afternoon. You asked me what was wrong. I told you that I was fine, But that was all a lie I'm sitting here now, thinking About you and me And where we'll be, When we greet tomorrow's tragedy A shadow hovers over me, Like a gloom I cannot shake. And all I want is for you to hold me, To take my loneliness away.

25k Fubucks For 1st Correct Answer W/ Proof!
I am offering 25k fubucks to the first person that can provide me with verified proof of the correct name of the band and song to this video.. I know that it is not listed correctly on Video CodeZone.. I know it is NOT (ICP)/ Insane Clown Posse... so are make sure you provide me with verification of your answer when you send your answer please! Music Video:ANOTHER LOVE SONG (by Insane Clown Posse)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Poetic Confession
POETIC CONFESSION Here is the secret . . . secret . . . about the words I write: . All my poems begin . . . and end . . . as whispers in the night. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges March 7, 2008

Wrinkled Skin
According to African legend, death entered the world in the following way: Long ago, people were able to shed their skins, like a snake. Everyone did this and lived forever, renewing their youth. One time, a woman forgot that she should do this and put her old skin back on, and death came into the world. Dreams of wrinkled skin may be troubling because they create images of age and death. You may feel as though you are wasting your time in waking life and your subconscious is reminding you that life is short. Another version of the wrinkled skin dream is accelerated aging, where your skin seems to visibly shrink or wrinkle in minutes. This dream may be revealing how you feel about your progress towards your life goals. You aren't getting any younger, after all. These dreams can be troubling, but should not be. Dreams of this nature often are your mind's way of saying, Hey, it's time for something new, and encouraging you to take steps in a new direction. Turn in your old hat for a

My Baby Brother
Please show love to Dirty Red. #1 on my family, he's in the Middle East serving in the Air Force. He just had a birthday and I want him to come back an log on to see all the support that Fubar has for the men and women in uniform. So Please F/R/A him and fill his in box. The person who show the most love from now until he gets back will get 250k fubux if they also F/R/A me. You don't have to rate my pics, but pleas rate his. He will be letting me know who showed the most love and that person will get 250k fubux within an hours of me getting his message.

Acid Raindrops .... Lesli
These tears fall like acid raindrops As I try to keep my sanity. I sit here, in shock, wondering If there's anyone who would understand me. These tears fall like acid raindrops As I try to keep my cool. If I let out my true feelings, my darkest secrets, I'd just be a fool. These tears fall like acid raindrops As I finally give in To the pain, the darkness, and the suffering My dreams aren't where they should begin. These tears fall like acid raindrops As I think about what's waiting up above, Past actions, thoughts, allow me to think About how many people that I love. These tears fall like acid raindrops As I think about how selfish I am For having these thoughts run through my head I'm just dressing myself up in a sham. These tears fall like acid raindrops As I think about my future, To go to college, be a wife, have a family, I need to look a little closer. These tears don't fall like acid raindrops Because I can finally see That I have a purpos

What It Means To Love A Soldier...
I was cleaning my saved e-mails and found this one from my wife while I was in Iraq, and it's just as true now as it was then... >THIS IS WHAT IT MEANS TO LOVE A SOLDIER... > >She stands in line at the post office waiting to send a package to >her husband, a U.S. Army soldier serving in Iraq. Envelopes, pens, >paper, stamps, sunscreen, eye-drops, gum, batteries, powdered >Gatorade, baby wipes and Twizzlers. >He said he needed the sunscreen and baby wipes. She threw in the >Twizzlers. >There's a common bond at the post office in this military town. >People aren't just sending letters and packages; they are sending >smiles, hope, love and just a touch of home. People look around at >the others, sharing their concern, fear and pride. They take comfort >knowing they are not alone. >Passing through the gate leaving the Army post, she enters another >world. A world filled with pawnshops, surplus stores, barbershops, fast >food galore, and of course, "Loans, L

Embedding Codes
What Embed code does is simply embed a pic or document with a .WAV file.. cam be a nice little addition to your bulletins, or ever blogs!!!NOTEYou DO NOT have to embed a pic, as long as you have the embed code it self the sound will still play, you can embed the words, ... an image... what ever is in the "main text"HERES THE CODE*NOTE**If on Internet Explorer Requires Windows Media plug-In in order to hear it*All you need to do is change the picture code in the which is in the middle of the codeand simply look at the SRC="" and look at the sites below for .WAV files and supplement the codes in the srcSINCE I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE IT EASIER FOR YOU, IF YOU KNOW OF NAY OTHER GREAT .WAV SITES PLEASE COMMENT HERE AND I WILL CHECK IT OUT AND ADD IT TO THE LISTRandom .WAV Files..Movie WAVsTop 50 WAV siteshttp://deathtoall12.tripod.com/sitebuildercontent/sitebuilderfiles/tearsforfearsmadworld.mp3Embed file for Mad World~tears for fearRandome Wav Fileshttp://www.wavlist.com/

My Playmates @ Cellblock69
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Damn You Env 2!!!!
it really sucks i want the enV 2 and i cant pay for it right now but i could pay for it in 10 days. its sad if i dont get it today i couldnt get it for another month cuz of the price diffrence on line vs. to the store and they have the color i want on line and i cant be garenteed that it will be in the store!

Kids Are Quick
Kids Are Quick ____________________________________ TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America . MARIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ? CLASS: Maria. ____________________________________ TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. __________________________________________ TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?' GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L' TEACHER: No, that's wrong GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it. ____________________________________________ TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water? DONALD: H I J K L M N O. TEACHER: What are you talking about? DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O. __________________________________ TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago. WINNIE: Me! _______________

I Got Lucky! Ace Of Hearts Is Too Sweet!
I got lucky with the... ~ Ace of Hearts ~@ fubar Be sure to go and show him lots and lots of FU LUVVIN' and tell him his FU SLAVE PEBBLESINAZ says Thank You Bunches and Bunches! Much Fu Luv from me: PebblesinAZ...I Luv My Sexy Fu Men! C Profile. xoxo@ fubar

Dear Abby
Dear Abby: I have been engaged for almost a year. I am to be married next month. My fiancee's mother is not only very attractive but really great and understanding. She is putting the entire wedding together and invited me to her place to go over the invitation list because it had grown a bit beyond what we had expected it to be. When I got to her place, we reviewed the list and trimmed it down to just under a hundred... then she floored me. She said that in a month I would be a married man and that before that happened, she wanted to have sex with me. Then she just stood up and walked to her bedroom and on her way said that I knew where the front door was if I wanted to leave. I stood there for about five minutes and finally decided that I knew exactly how to deal with this situation. I headed straight out the front door............... There, leaning against my car, was her husband, my father-in-law to be. He was smiling. He explained that they just wanted

No One Gives A Damn
I KNOW THIS IS A PLACE TO HAVE FUN AND ALL BUT I ALSO KNOW THAT YOU ALSO MAKE NEW FRIENDS AS WELL BUT I HAVE COME TO THE RESULT THAT MOST PEOPLE DON'T REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOU AND WHAT YOU DO ALL THEY WANT IS POINTS AND AND THATS ALL THEY WANT PEOPLE DON'T CARE ABOUT YOYR FEELINGS AND DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK OR PUT ON HERE AS LONG AS IT IS TO THEM AND THEY DON'T HAVE TO RETURN ANYTHING OR DO ANYTHING BACK BUT I BELIEVE IF SOMEONE GIVES YOU A PROFILE COMMENT YOU SHOULD RETURN THE FAVOR OR ANYTHING ELSE THAT YOU DO WELL THAT IS MY OPINION BUT HEY WHO AM I TO SAY NO ONE GIVES A DAMN ABOUT ME ANYWAYS

Carmel Filled - Chocolate Cookies
INGREDIENTS 2 1/2 cups flour Pillsbury BEST® All Purpose or Unbleached Flour 3/4 cup unsweetened cocoa 1 teaspoon baking soda 1 cup sugar 1 cup firmly packed brown sugar 1 cup margarine or butter, softened 2 teaspoons vanilla 2 eggs 1 cup chopped pecans 48 Rolo® Chewy Caramels in Milk Chocolate, unwrapped (from 13-oz. pkg.) 1 tablespoon sugar 4 oz. vanilla-flavored candy coating, if desired DIRECTIONS 1. In medium bowl, combine flour, cocoa and baking soda; mix well. 2. In large bowl, combine 1 cup sugar, brown sugar and margarine; beat until light and fluffy. Add vanilla and eggs; beat well. Add flour mixture; blend well. Stir in 1/2 cup of the pecans. If necessary, cover with plastic wrap; refrigerate 30 minutes for easier handling. 3. Heat oven to 375°F. For each cookie, with floured hands, shape about 1 tablespoon dough around 1 caramel candy, covering completely. 4. In small bowl, combine remaining 1/2 cup pecans and 1 tablespoon sugar. Pr

Cell Fone Survey
Cell Phone QuestionsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Grab your cell phone and get ready! What is your current ringtone? Some Gay one lol its always on vib. What is your current wallpaper? Pic of Me and Franklin Do you own a picture phone? Yes If so, what was the last picture you took? In my room on my bed lol Go to your inbox and type what the 10th text message says? Why? How many contacts do you have on your phone? 67 Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone? Franklin What service do you have? Metro Pcs At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service? 4 Who's on your speed dial numbers? 1 voicemail 2 Franklin 3 Woody Do you have voicemail? Yes How many contacts do you have that start with J- Who are they? None Who do you call the most? Franklin and Shorty How many text messages do you get a month? A hell of alot lol Can you send pictures? Yes What are the first 2 digits to your number? 99 Go to your SENT texts..what does the first one say? Im figueri

Hint
I have given you hints is there even at glint of hope at the end of this rope or should I move on and just be gone and hope that I can be as happy as I was loving you even though you never knew. For you are my crush and I never felt the need to rush into telling you how I felt but now that I am dropping hints I don't see a glint at least we are friends and I will be there till the end.

A Work In Progress
He will never be what others perceive He speaks his mind with no regard You look upon him with judgment in your eyes You may disapprove of his actions You may even see him to be an asshole But what gives you the right to be judge and jury Its my life I have the right to chose who I want to be with Haven't I suffered enough I deserve my happy ending I am tired of always second guessing my actions to make others happy You need to realize your my friend not my father I respect your opinion But I do not ask or need your approval I will chose who I believe I want to be with not because you say I should And if he turns out to be a true asshole.... Well its human nature, we all make mistakes you have to let me make mine...

Sexual Seduction.........
comin soon.... was gonna b a bulletin but....fubar said it was nsfw.....how????. music from: Snoop Dogg, Chris Brown, Trey Songz, Beyonce and exclusives from Bobby Valentino, Keshia Chante, T-Pain, Rihanna and....... jus get it ok? lol

The Reason Why Me And Xavi Love Eachother So Much...coz We Are Perfect!here Is The Proof
Raluca, your Heart's Desire is 12/3 You love a good time. You are generally happy, friendly, and outgoing. You have a gift for gab. You are very witty, creative, and playful. You inspire and entertain people. You are considered by many a great companion. Many outstanding comedians have this Heart's Desire. You have a good mental and emotional balance and there is little that gets you down. You have a gift for self expression and are drawn to the verbal arts -- writing, acting, singing, and poetry. You may have a great talent in one of these areas. If your creativity is blocked or suppressed, you tend to daydream and fantasize. Your imagination needs a constructive outlet; otherwise, it may run away with you. At the same time, you may have great difficulty expressing your deeper feelings and important personal thoughts. You prefer to stay on the surface, entertaining people with your wit. If you fail to deal honestly with your inner nature, you may succumb to compulsive ta

Another Blog By Miki, He Has So Many Great Blogs
subject: New Space post date: 2008-05-07 21:35:25 views: 9 comments: 0 ratings: 0 When a friend leaves,there is a void, And no one can ever fill that space. But to you,my new friend, You deserve your own special place. No shoes to fill,no great expectations, All I ever ask is that you just be you. Your friendship will have a place in my heart, To you my heart will always be true. Never hide your fears,be honest with an open mind, And I will always do the same for you. So take your place within my heart, Hopefully I will have a place in your heart to. Miki@ fubar

Anger I Feel!!
frenzied and scattered and out of Control and all i can see is the lostness of soul Dont know if im coming Dont know if i go Dont know if the answer i dont know i dont know grasping and reaching but nothing is there and all i can see is the smell in the air the anger is coming the anger is here the anger is knowing its all that I fear its coming from me but I blame it on you Its making me blind i dont know what to do its burning me down it eats me alive its hurting me now ill never survive the anger is real but what makes it a lie the anger I feel is the anger I hide everyone can see it but Nobody can know nobody can touch it i dont know I just dont know

What The Hell,
Earlier I posted a mumm asking for help to level up, it contained no foul words or nudity, but after only being up for less then 5 minutes it was deleted by our loving fubar staff and all my points from it were revoked. I dont see where I was wrong, what rules did I break, Now I am not being allowed to post any mumms. What the hell did I do wrong. I politely asked for help to level up and put it in the form of a yea or ney question. lol this is just to funny, well at least I pulled a couple thousand points. So to all the people who voted on my mumm and tried to help me out I say thank you so much...

It Is So Awesome
I never knew that true love could exsist. I always thought that it was a fairytale that we all look up to to have some hope in life. I thought I had found true love several times, but really I didn't. I now realize that I had settled for second best. I always thought that true love was for everyone else, not for me. I was wrong there too. I have found true love. I have found the man of my dreams. He is my total Mr. Wright. He treats me like a queen like I should be treated. He has me spoiled rotten. I can't stand being away from him and he can't stand being away from me. We are so bad about not wanting to be apart that no matter what we find a way to talk to eachother atleast once a day. We look forward to the next time we see eachother. When we are apart it's like a part of us is missing and when we are together we feel complete. I honestly can say I truely and completely am in love with him. I would move heaven and earth for him. I love him so much that even thou

I Will Gave Fubucks If Someone Buys Me A Vip Please
I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS ALL THAT KNOWS ME I NEVER ASKED FOR THINGS I ALWAYS MADE THINGS, AND I WOULD GIVE FUBACKS IF SOMEONE WOULD GET ME A VIP. I MISS RATING FRIENDS 11'S AND MAKING LIL SPECIAL THINGS AND KNOWING I PUT A SMILE OR MADE THEM FEEL GOOD FOR THE DAY. SO, I THOUGHT IT UP WHILE SITTING HERE . I WOULD APPRECIATE IT ALOT . HUGS CHERIE'MARIE AKA LIL BREW " WHATS YA THINK SMILIN HE HE

Lil Things Can Make A Difference
SOMETIMES WE DONT REALIZE HOW BUSY OUR LIVES CAN BE AND WE END UP NEGLECTING THE ONES WE REALLY CARE ABOUT. THE LIL THINGS CAN MAKE ALL THE DIFFERENCE IN THE WORLD. SOME PEOPLE CAN LEARN A LESSON FROM THIS... So you're in a relationship and your partner starts nagging. She tells you that you just don't understand her, and that she really wishes that you would just do more "little things."It's not the big things that make her happy; it's paying attention to the little details and showing you care that is really meaningful. She doesn't necessarily need lavish gifts -- she needs to know you're thinking about her.Here are some ideas to get you started doing these "little things" she really wants:1. Rub her feet instead of asking her if she wants you to rub her feet. Make it look like you want to do it.2. Make her dinner one night. Don't ask her if she wants you to make dinner. Make her dinner before she gets home.3. Light a candle so that she arrives home to a nice environment instead o

Firefly
"Take my love, take my land Take me where I cannot stand I don't care, I'm still free You can't take the sky from me Take me out to the black Tell them I ain't comin' back Burn the land and boil the sea You can't take the sky from me There's no place I can be Since I found Serenity But you can't take the sky from me..."

The Turn
lost in this place lost in this pain ireally dont know what i think any more when i look back in see the pepole i hurt i feel all thair pain and it hits me at once shes gone and shes gone and shes gone no one stays so i just sit and wonder but that is when i feel all the hurt i cousd i just dont know if i can do this anymore i see the outside from my window but when i go outside it looks different how why when did everything change it was good then it turnd bad real fast is this how it is sopose to be is this it for me so i walk on and push foward but i think i took the wrong turn as i think i drop my head down in guilt weak is how my soul was built

Nsfw Folder... Changes
OK MY SEXY FRIENDS.. I HAVE GOTTEN LOTS OF MAIL REGUARD MY (NSFW) FOLDER.. WILL I ONLY GOT SO MUCH ROOM ON THAT DAMN THING... AND I DO OPEN UP MY NSFW FOLDER EVERY DAY FOR 5 HRS... PLEASE WORK WITH ME.. IM NOT TRIN TO BE MEAN OR RUDE.. I LOVE ALL OF MY SEXY FRIENDS

Back
Hey everyone, i have been going awhile and i haven't been keeping up with my page. Sorry about that, i bet most of you forgot who i am. But it's alright, we will be friends and then will want me for my body again..lol Well, i just got back from brazil. I had a great time. So, if you are not too busy tell me what's been going on with you? And how is the summer treating you so far?

The Knob
A woman visited a plastic surgeon who told her about a new procedure called 'The Knob,' where a small knob is placed at the top of the woman's head and could be turned to tighten up her skin and produce the effect of a brand new face-lift. Of course, the woman wanted 'The Knob.' Over the course of the years, the woman tightened the knob, and the effects were wonderful, the woman remained young looking and vibrant. After fifteen years, the woman returned to the surgeon with two problems. All these years, everything has been working just fine. I've had to turn the knob many times and I've always loved the results. But now I've developed two annoying problems: First, I have these terrible bags under my eyes and the knob won't get rid of them.' The doctor looked at her closely and said, 'Those aren't bags, those are your breasts.' She said, 'Well, I guess there's no point in asking about the goatee.'

The Saga Of My Gimpy Knee And Leg...
Finally saw the Orthopedic surgeon today... After waiting a month to see him, I finally got in to see the orthopedic surgeon this morning. My left kneecap has no cartilage behind it and its displaced to the side. Surgery can be done to properly position the kneecap, but due to the selling in my leg it can't be done. He had no answer as to the cause of the swelling in my leg. He did order injections of a lubricating fluid into the knee joint to reduce the irritation and those will start in two weeks. As for the cyst, it's caused by the irritation of the joint and he's not going to directly treat the cyst, so I'm stuck with it for now. I'm not real pleased with the lack of answers to date or solutions to the swelling in my leg, so I called my primary care doctor to let him know and maybe he can get better answers for me! So that's it for now...

Beer News!!!‏
This is really serious stuff....beer contains female hormones! Last month MSU scientists released the results of a recent analysis that revealed the presence of female hormones in beer. Men should take a concerned look at their beer consumption. The theory is beer contains female hormones (hops contain phytoestrogens); therefore, by drinking enough beer, men can turn into women. To test the theory, 100 men each drank 8 pints of beer within a one hour period. It was then observed that 100% of the tests subjects: 1. Argued over nothing. 2. Refused to apologize when obliviously wrong. 3. Gained weight. 4. Talked excessively without making sense. 5. Became overly emotional. 6. Couldn't drive. 7. Failed to think rationally. 8. Had to sit down to urinate. No further testing was considered necessary. Send this to all the men you know to warn them against consuming too much beer!

Why
why do guys/girls have to play stupid games why cant they just come right out and say they want to get back together instead of beating around the bush about it and gettin all yancy about what others say and do and expecting someone to completely read their mind like theres this unseen rule that if your talking again your automatically with em ......ummm you cant be with someone till they ask you thats just common sense some have no problem in telling a guy/girl they love and care about him/her and wants to be with him/her and dont play games(most dont)they just flat out say what we want when we want and they dont care who knows it or what anyone thinks because they are happy with choice they made and thats all that freaking matters if you want her/him tell hem,just that simple if you dont want her/him tell em...... that way they are not sittin there waiting on a someone that clearly doesnt love and care about them as much as she/he does him/her and she/he can

B/f Application
boyfriend application Message: If you're a girl, title this "boyfriend application" and if you're a guy title it "girlfriend application". Repost this and see who's eligible to be your special someone. Have fun! Fill out the questions and send the application to my INBOX. I review ALL inquiries! Feel free to answer what you wish: BASICS: Name: Age: phone number: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite artist? 3. Do you drink/smoke? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing

Your Gift To Me
Dear Antonio, Let me try to describe the gift that you have given to me, Although, I believe that will be a major undertaking. Since it is quite difficult to describe in ordinary language. Your arrival 20 years ago was unmistakably Marked with anxious trepidation. The journey you undertook Was not of a scheduled nature, But more of a conscious decision. By far, the finest creative gift was you. For when you emerged into my world, I became reborn With my heart so willing to share its wealth. There you were, a small wonder; a tiny reflection Of combined traits which would ultimately be recreated Into the distinctive person you have become. I never realized that my heart Was so willing to share so much love With a stranger so small and needy. You didn't arrive with instructions It was strictly learn as you go. I remember the first time you crawled Army style on your belly for the longest time. You walked with support for those many months But when it came to taki

Las Vegas
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU HAVE BEEN THRU THE GAUNTLET OF 100 DEGREE DAYS ON ANOTHER HOTTER THEN HELL TEXAS SUMMER? YOU HEAD OUT TO SOME PLACE HOTTER, LAS VEGAS! SEE YA AT THE 777! ILL BE THE ONE WITH THE BLACK JACK PORTER HAND CRAFTED BREW IN HAND....SEE YA THERE..>>>

Trish
YES ITS ANOTHER PIMP OUT LOL ~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~**~*~ SEE THIS CHICK BELOW? WELL SHE NEEDS SOME MAJOR LOVE. SHE HASNT BEEN ON IN OVER A YEAR AND IS A LEVEL 13 SOO IM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS TO GO AND SHOW HER SOME MAD LOVE. YEAH THAT MEANS FAN,RATE,ADD ABD BLING HER A$$. THIS IS HER NOW GO LOVE ON HER NOW LOL Trish@ fubar THIS PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY DEVIL'S ANGEL THE DEVIL'S ANGEL...OWNED BY RADIOGUY@ fubar

A Soldiers Thank You...
As you all know, Im a soldier in the US Army and have little time before Im deployed to Iraq. I was talking to Pat M'Groin (and actually am right now) and I just wanted to send a thank you to everyone who supports the troops, Air, Army, Marines and Navy alike and all other components. If it wasnt for the support we get from you people of These United States of America, we wouldnt of volunteered to do what we do. We wouldnt want to risk our lives in order to be proud of ourselves and know we're appreciated by millions of other people around us. Even people that we will never meet. Again, this is a Soldiers thank you to the veterans and citizens for all care packages sent, all the cards, letters and personal pieces we ask for so we are less homesick while fighting a ghost enemy. Take care everyone. Love, SPC Haynes

Tommorrow And Tomorrow
Tomorrow and tomorrow breathe life to heady sorrow I can not replace what was lost long ago I'm not enough to ease all of your pain I'm not enough to make you smile again All that i am is all that i am So are you ready? Baby, are you really ready? Are you ready to love? Tomorrow and tomorrow there is no need for all that sorrow No sense in suffering all of that pain all alone Only you are enough to make the changes You're the one who owns the path you take All that i am is all that i am So are you ready? Baby, are you really ready? Are you ready to change? Tomorrow and tomorrow bring on that great tomorrow The day you let go of the past you carry Then maybe we will see those brighter days Maybe that's when i'll see you really smile Baby, all that you are is all that you are So are you ready? Baby, are you really ready? Are you ready to trust? Tomorrow and tomorrow you'll make it past the heady sorrows Together there doesn't have to be pain any mor

Type Woman I Want
Is so hard to find someone who love me for me. Someone who don't mind showing that we are togher. Somoneone who love to call and tell me they love me and miss me. Someone who not going to cheat or everyday try find someone eles. Someone who so me attion. Somone while talking wont talking to 5 million people. Someone who make turn my sports off.

Companions - Dating/friendship Website
HERES A COOL SITE TO GO TO , TO FIND YOUR PERFECT PARTNER!! FIND HOT GIRLS AND GUYS FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD, FREE REGISTRATION!! YEAHHHHHH!! www.companions.virtualdatingagency.com cum on by XXXXX

Heartache
well she is now 2 yrs old and i am in a very dark mood not sure why i am in this mood but i am in a fighting mood and welfare in ohio has her and yes i am gonna kick the social workers ass if i ever see her she wont like me at all cause when i get through with her the social worker will not like my mood and if i had a good man in my life who would help me get her home where she belongs the fucking social worker has another thing coming when i see her she is gonna be feeling the hell she put me through

Reposting This Blog, Because Lots Missed It.
Coming back from grand rapids on Sunday June 15th a tire blew out on my truck, car went air bourne rolled about 4 times, lost my mom due to the wreck, kids got a lot of bumps, bruises. me, I broke my left arm, bruised from head to toe was in ICU until Wed June 18th then released on Thur then had to go to my moms viewing then buried her on Friday please keep me and my family in ur thoughts and prayers. ty I wanna add theres lots of people linking me to contests etc...If you would of read my blogs, you would know, I am not able to do that, so please dont ask, my main focus right now is getting better, I am grieving over the loss of my mother, dealing with the tragic wreck me and my kids went through, I am mentally and physically exhausted, and to me its very insensitive that im being linked to contests at this time, if I keep getting these links and emails, im removing whoever sends them, may be harsh, but no one knows what im going through, unless you have been through it your

Wat Up Ladies You Don't Want To Miss This One Hot Damn
AH UMMMM OMG AH YA!!! Okay well there you go.. Enough already said right there.. OFF THE CHARTZZZZ Dear Lord.. Hook him up ladies this one is no joke wow.. and for you men who are confortable in your own skins go at it.. Its Fubar anything goes.. Plus its about points if we all don't help each other we wont go no where and that gets really boring.. So lets give love.. You know I'm going to be all over his page.. ha ha yep... Hes a newbie and my refural so love him up .... click anyone of these pics.. They all will take you to his page.. This pimp out was brought to you today by me Mizz Shady.. love me up some to guys!!! 18 more mill to go.. damn !!!

Grrr
So because of hurricane Ike, we lost power.... IN KENTUCKY!!!! Sunday the 14th we got hit with hurricane force winds!!! I watched a roof blowoff right in front of me!!!! It is now wensday and i still don't have power! Im at my boyfriends parents who have much appreciated let me hop online and check my mail and stuff! I want to thank you all for the birthday luv. My birthday was monday and it was crazy!!!! Oh and Im a CNA and I thought my job was hard normally but it sucks with out power!!!! So thats a run down of the past few days for me!!! Much love to everyone and I hope I get to talk to you all soon!!!!! ♥SexyMel!

Thai Chicken Pizza
INGREDIENTS 1 can (11 oz) Pillsbury® refrigerated thin pizza crust 1/2 cup Thai peanut sauce 1/4 teaspoon ground ginger 3 cups chopped cooked chicken 1/2 cup julienne (matchstick-cut) carrot 1/4 cup sliced green onions (4 medium) 1/4 cup chopped salted peanuts 1 1/2 cups finely shredded mozzarella cheese (6 oz) 2 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro DIRECTIONS 1. Heat oven to 400°F. Spray or grease 15x10-inch or larger dark or nonstick cookie sheet. Unroll dough on cookie sheet; starting at center, press dough into 15x10-inch rectangle. 2. In small bowl, mix peanut sauce and ground ginger; spread to within 1/2 inch of edges of dough. 3. Top with chicken, carrot, onions and peanuts; sprinkle with cheese. 4. Bake 14 to 17 minutes or until crust is golden brown and cheese is melted. Sprinkle with cilantro. High Altitude (3500-6500 ft): Bake 2 to 4 minutes longer.

Come Get Lit With Us!!
Tiki Torch Bar Now Open!! Come get LIT at the Tiki Torch Bar! Go to your host's (~Dusty~) blog "Tiki Torch Bar" for an updated list. You know the drill, R/F/A all the LIT riders before you. If you already have them, leave a comment asking them to get LIT with you at the Tiki Torch Bar! There's TWO folders to rate. Relax, there's only 15 pics in each. Comment on the last pic. When you're done, private message me to be added. Folder 1, Grab a torch! Folder 2, Head to the bar! Your LIT Tiki Hosts: ~Dusty~*{Shadow Leveler}*@ fubar ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼@ fubar Our LIT Tiki Riders: In my dreams...or yours? ~*~Shadow Leveler~*~CONVOY leader~*~Fantasy Flight Pilo

A Sad, Sad Day
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough,

Bailout???
bailout?? So now we are looking at paying the top 10 % 700 billion dollars....this is a very big number and some people don't have an idea of how much money that is. So to start i thought i might put it in perspective. if you work for minimum wage all year 40 hours a week you bring home 10,712. a single billion would pay for 93,353.25 (rounded to the nearest hundredth) minimum wage workers for a year. to put this into further prospective. according to bls.gov (bureau of labor statistics) there are approximately 1.9 million people working in the us at or below minimum wage. this bailout would pay for all their salaries (actually i rounded up to 2 million) for 32 years. One last approximation for you to consider. The war in Iraq has cost us less than this bailout will. the way this "bailout" is looking to be termed is just plain a bad idea. basically the mortgage backed securities that are running all our businesses into the ground are going to be bought by the us government,

Assholes
Guy:"Lets have sex right now. Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no. Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell. Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first. Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all. Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop. Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss he

So Soft Is The Moon Upon Her Skin
I see the softness of her face with moon light smiles I want the softness of her lips to shine upon my moon light face To feel the wholeness of her embrace under the moon light sky. To feel the beating of her heart the closer she holds me in the moon light sky. She closes her eye's to take my lips with both our hearts afire in the moon light night. With that first kiss that had no end I wished the moon light night had no end.

Tell A Soldier Thank You
they serve their country with no quetions asked they do their jobs no matter the tasks they go witout seeing loved ones for months at a time they fight for our freedom but yet so many people dis respect them in so many ways give them thanks for what they do that's the lest you can do seeing how they fight for you they fight to keep this great country safe wy not just offer them your thanks i tell soldiers everyday what they mean to me i am Proud American living in the land of the free because of the brave so give them your thanks do not call them names do not say mean things about them they have familys and friends that worry about their safty they are human just like we are they just have a different job then the rest of us do but no matter what we do as a perfession we are all alike so try to atlest say thank you to them for risking their lives

Red Hot Brides - Where Brides Are Going Today Online
Picked out your wedding dress already ? Let me tell you a secret. It's a big secret. Here it is. You picked a: B O R I N G wedding dress See http://redhotbrides.com for exciting and classy wedding dress options

Halloween Auction @ Tmm (designed By Dj Firehawk)
TEXAS MUSIC ROADHOUSE HALLOWEEN AUCTION OCTOBER 30,2008 8 PM EST. ENTERANCE FEE 25K CONTACT DJ GHOST "ENTER IF YOU DARE"!!! (repost of original by 'DJ~FIREHAWK...DJ@DARK SINNERS' on '2008-10-13 08:23:59')

Want An Angel For A Month?
Little Angel is up for bid Click on the pic below to see what she is offering ..Come own you an Angel !! This is a bling/bling pack auction only ! She is worth it , she even comes with references.So get your butts over there and place your bid before you miss out on this deal! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Bully Brought to you by.... †Rain†~The Bitch u cant Handle~Owner of WYKD & Halloween Hayride~@ fubar (repost of original by '†Rain†~The Bitch u cant Handle~Owner of WYKD & Halloween Hayride~' on '2008-10-16 11:48:10')

Lasagna
LASAGNA 1 lb ground beef, lean 1/2 cup onion, chopped 2 cups tomato or 1-lb can 1 (6 oz) can tomato paste 1/3 cup water 1 clove garlic minced 1 teaspoon oregano 1 teaspoon pepper 1/2 lb lasagna noodles small package mozzarella cheese and American cheese small container Parmesan cheese Brown meat and onion, stir in tomatoes and paste. Immediately add water, garlic and seasonings. Cover, simmer 30 minutes. In 12 x 8-inch glass dish, layer the noodles, meat sauce and cheeses. Repeat. Bake at 350 degrees for 30-45 minutes.

Gone, Going, Gone...
Well look at all those fancy clothes But these could keep us warm Just like those. And what about your soul Is it cold Is it straight from the mold And ready to be sold. And cars and phones and diamond rings Bling, bling Those are only removable things And what about your mind Does it shine Or are there things that concern you more Than your time Gone going Gone everything Gone give a damn Gone be the birds when they dont want to sing Gone people All awkward with their things Gone Well look at you out to make a deal You try to be appealing but you lose youre appeal And what about those shoes youre in today Theyll do no good All the bridges you burnt a long the way Youre willing to sell anything Gone with your herd Leave your footprints And well shame them with our words Gone people All careless and consumed Gone Gone going Gone everything Gone give a damn Gone be the birds when they dont want to sing Gone people All awkward with their t

Real Love
The love I feel is real Stronger than I've ever known Yet once again I'm scared Im only asking to get my heart broke Losing him would tear me apart He's broke through all the walls Straight to my heart He's the one I feel it in my heart Just not from him

My Brother
My nine yr old brother is on my last freakin nerve. He doesn't listen to no one, and is always back talkin. i wanna say with me it has to do with the age difference he is 12 yrs younger than me. but my hands are tied i can't step in and do anything about the way he treats me due to my step mother.. my father doesn't understand that i'm at the last strand of patience with this lil boy. cause he's starting to rub off on my son and i can't fix it. my parents have to step in and take care of my lilest brother. and i doubt that they ever will! so what the hell am i supposed to do with alex. i didn't want alex playing with toy guns yet and i walked outside and they are all right there playin with nerf guns so what the fuck .... i'm sick of correcting everything that that lil boy teaches my son but i can't move outta here. i'm stuck and it's driving me crazy!

About Me
i am 36 male i am gay i love being with someone that want to spend time with each other and watch movies together i love to find the right one i hope there is someone out there that want the same thing so look me up if your out there

Hit Me Up!!!!
Hello again my FU-FRIENDS AND FAMILY! I am coming to you again to ask you for your help. I am in a contest to win a 25 bling pack. I need all the rates/comments you can give me. THE SPECIAL TREAT: Everyone who helps out will have love returned....AND.... the person who helps me out the most will be given BLING in return for all the help. I need 15k comments and I have 2 months to achieve this. Please come by and help me!!! Thank You to everyone and remember, ALL love will be returned. Just click the photo below to rate/comment. REMEMBER, WHOEVER HELPS THE MOST AND LEAVES THE MOST COMMENTS WILL BE GIVEN BLING!!!! HELP ME WIN!!! I need comments, NOT RATES!!!!!! comment, comment, comment away! Bad Kitty just one more thing..... Please make sure you R/F/A the host before you can rate/comment the contest pic. Show her some love... Andrea Marie

Win A 3 Day Blast
Who wants to win a 3 day blast??? Tonight Only! Join us this Halloween ~ Oct.31st 9:00 P.M est for... HALLOWEEN PARTY like a rockstar party! Just click here and come costumed as your favorite rockstar in your fubar primary picture!! everyones invited! Trick or Treat ? you choose!!

Heart Ache
When you care for someone, you let them into your heart. When you love them, your heart can feel what they feel. When they are happy, you feel joy. When they are afraid, you are scared. When they feel pain, your heart aches. What even hurts more, is when you feel that the person you care about so deeply about, has put up a wall because they are scared. Scared of the unknown and the fear of having their heart hurt again. Faith. Faith in him and his love for me. The same faith he put in me months ago.

His Dog Hood
OK FU LAND NEED SOME REAL HELP..... PLEASE BE REAL ON THIS,,,, I HAVE A CHOCOLATE PITBULL HE IS ALMOST 2 YEARS OLD PERFECT HEALTH, BEAUTIFUL ANIMAL.. MY BABY SO MUCH IT IS NOT FUNNY! MY QUESTION IS SHOULD I HAVE SCRAPPY DOO FIXED? I WILL NEVER EVER MATE HIM, NEVER! SO AGAIN, SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT?

Upsetting
So, last night I posted a bulletin, and guess what? Due to people who are uncaring because it had NOTHING to do with Fubar, I deleted it. It shocked me to see that noone really cares about what goes on outside of this site. Makes me wonder why I am even on here anymore. So...here's a short view of what my bulletin was about. And not one freakin person could repost it, and I only had one person read it. Sad really. Sorry it had nothing to do with leveling, or helping others on here. It was about helping REAL LIFE people. For those of you who actually got to know, know what I do for a living. Those of you who don't, I work at a facility that specializes in Alzheimers and Dementia. It's like a nursing home but not. We help keep their brains active by brainstorming, all the activities we do help them to keep what memories they do have for as long as we can. It is a very hard job, yet very rewarding to me. It's my passion. So...to get to what I was talking about in my B

Made For Pookies Newest Owner
COME AND LEAVE HER A LOT OF LOVE SHE IS MY NEWEST OWNER!! I WANT TO THANK HER FOR GIVING ME A VIP!!! ^tag not made by me^ SHE IS SWEET UNIQUE AND NICE TO GET TO MEET!!! SO CLICK ON HER PICTURE TO UNWRAP THIS SPECIAL XMAS GIFT ♥xmasbaby73♥DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*luv him..I Do@ fubar SO PLEASE RATE FAN AND ADD HER AND TELL HER I SENT U!!! ♪P♥♥ĶĨę♫ owned by ♥xmasbaby73@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: * AngelDawnKris*Master of Desire's Fuwife*@ fubar

Goofylady's Bling Auction (closed)
Do you need BLING? Well, here's your chance to win it! GoofyLady and Cengin are holding an auction. Come place a bid on four blings! Click on the bling icon to make a bid on GoofyLady's bling. You could win: Little Black Dog Red Ape Drunken Penguin Dancing Turkey Click on the bling icon to make a bid on Cengin's bling. Red Ape

Working For Peanuts Train
The Rules: 1. Stop by TxWildFlower's page and rate her Working For Peanuts folder... Start with this pic... TxWildFlower is also trying to level... So, please leave her a little extra love... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Working for Peanuts" or something like that... 3. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag... And add you to the guest list... 4. When new people join the party... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request. 5. Repost the bulletin so it can be seen by as many people as possible. 6. NO DRAMA... You agreed to the rules... So, be sure you follow through... No cheating... Please... ****************************** Below is the gift tag you will receive... Feel free to save and upload your t

Hurt
So I opened myself up...and got hurt again. And I have no freaking idea what I did. All I know is that one day everything is great, he's texting me and wants to see me, get to know me, etc. and now i'm deleted from his friends and blocked from his page, even removed me from his IM. Don't know why or what caused it. Didn't even get "the speech" about what a great girl I am but he's not ready for a relationship, or he needs some time, or whatever. I'm just left here hanging. Wondering what the hell I did to deserve this? I don't understand why it's so easy for people to take advantage of me and hurt me. Do they get sick pleasure from it? I wish that I could just cut out my heart so that I never had to feel again.

Great Friends!
First I want to say, I love my friends! You all are so great! Secondly, I am going to make a Birthday folder, so any screen shots, pictures, salutes, bling, or whatever will be going in that folder. I plan to put all the pictures in comments and i will stash the bulletin since its too big for ss. Love you guys, I'm off to work:)

New Train...tweety's Got Attitude..come Check It Out (updated: New Members Added)
Tweety's Got Attitude...You know the drill Fan/Rate/Add or Re-rate the members. If you are already a friend, just leave a comment that Tweety's Got Attitude or Gotta love Tweety's attitude. Here's what to do... . *****RULES***** 1. RATE THE TWEETY FOLDER (AUTO 11'S WILL BE ON FOR THE FIRST 24 HOURS) 2. ONCE YOU HAVE R/F/A EVERYONE & RATED THE TWEETY FOLDER PRIVATE MESSAGE SILVERPIXI TO BE ADDED TO THE TRAIN AND GET YOUR TAG 3. NO DRAMA!!!! IF YOU START DRAMA YOU WILL BE THROWN OFF THE TRAIN 4. HAVE FUN!!!!! AND LET'S MAKE SOME NEW FRIENDS Silverpixi~Club United~LollipopGurlz~ FSC~Owner of Miss Crys {Please read my profile}@ fubar Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'@ fubar §ŵ† Çĥ®®¥ þî€*SDMF*Mrs English*GM@Immortal~XXtremeFullThrottleradioMetalHeadMafia@ fubar manly - TGIF!!@

A Late Vet Day Blog
Sacrifices are given and made at home and in foreign lands. And though we may have different feelings as to why we are here, we still stand the watch. We perform our duties and roles to the best of our ability. We rely on our training and our experience to erase all doubts. We stand the watch. On the shore, in the sky or on the sea, we miss holidays because we know that they are a privilege not a guarantee. Each day is a blessing, each meal is a feast, and the time that we have with our family is a moment that we strive for. We stand the watch. Even though we miss our families, even though we may be wounded or killed and even though our children may grow up without a mom or dad, we our committed to the performance of our duty. We will continue to stand the watch. When you look into the cold and distant eyes of some veterans know that behind those eyes is a world of pain. Know that he/she has witnessed horrors and atrocities that no one should ever have to witness. When yo

Hello
Today was a good day. I was off work and thoroughly enjoyed a day not spent in bed. :) I signed in to check messages and see how everyone is doing. I hope everyone is happy and healthy..or atleast one of the two. I am not staying signed in long but maybe if you are quick you can catch me before I go :) Have a great night everyone ♥ Denise...what's fu-owned? *stares at the bar tab confused*

Re: Obama Pushes Carbon Tax That Would Inflict New Depression
RE: Obama Pushes Carbon Tax That Would Inflict New Depression ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 Nov 2008, 14:19 Obama Pushes Carbon Tax Proposal That Would Inflict New Great Depression President elect Barack Obama used his speech at a Los Angeles summit last night to reinvigorate a push for the revival of a frightening proposal to slash carbon emissions by 80 per cent, a move that would inflict a new Great Depression, cost millions of jobs, and sink America to near third world status. http://www. prisonplanet. com/obama-pushes-carbon-tax-proposal-that-would-inflict-new-great-depression. html

Sean Jefferds
If theres a fubar in Heaven or Nirvana and you can read this I just want to tell you thanks for all the smiles you put on my face. All the times you made me laugh. Thanks for the time we went to the prom at Alfred Almond together I had a blast. Thanks for making your sister, Ang and I laugh til we cried when you got beat up by that girl at that smash mouth concert. Being a die hard Nirvana fan with me. I will never forget the 10 minute crash curse of driving my car before your drivers test and of course you passed. Thanks for the wonderful trip to Bethel, NY for the Phish concert. Thanks for all the times you saved your sister and I from falling down her bedroom steps when we were to stoned or drunk to walk. Thanks for all the hugs and memories I have of you I will miss you dearly and so will everyone who was lucky enough to have met you.

My Life
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Body Statistics
It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. One human hair can support 3 kg (6 lb). The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb. Human thighbones are stronger than concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet. Women blink twice as often as men. The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the brain. Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still. If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it. Women reading this will be finished now. Men who read this are still busy checking their thumbs.

The Beatnuts
[Greg Nice] Oh, oh, oh! 2 G's mother, uh! The Beatnuts y'all, uh! Uh, oh! Juju, Psycho Les, uh, oh! Turn it out oh, oh my god oh! Oh, oh, it's the hardcore b-boy shit! Hard to the core motherfucker, no keyboard shit! [Psycho Les] Ayo the Nuts landed, so back it up Pass the mic to big Psych, the manufacterer The architect, bringing you the art of wreck You used to hate my click, now you want a part of it We coming with more hits that funk like Parliament Comparing me to another's going to lead to an argument The heat we fry you with, straight from the armory Guerilla army, we kill tracks and harmonies My Nut orchestra blowing fuses Your amp can't hold this music, it's booming I'm in my truck cruising, 97 tuned in The latest news is the Nuts new album is ruling Y'all vs. the Nuts, you have a big chance of losing (There's no escaping this) Or confronting the union So stop fooling yourself, and feel these Nuts Cause (No one's ready to deal with us) What? (No esc

Photos.......
Why cant people take respectable pics of themselves????? I am so shocked and appalled at all the trashy pics some women have up, makes me ashamed to be a woman. I am a firm believer in if you have it flaunt it, however there is a line between flaunt it and being trashy. I also want to know what in the world is wrong with people? Wh doesnt anyone smile anymore? Is life that bad?

Join The Fun
Well everyone does boring no fun shit, in their HappyHour folders So here's my Idea numbers 1-100 ( cuz if you get bouncer you know what number picture you left off on) So pick a number Ask me if its taken yet. Then take a picture of your self with that number and join in on the goofy fun.. Then when you do it tell me so i can add it to folder come on people DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! A little Indian boy asked his father, the big chief of the tribe, "Papa, why is it that we always have long names? His father replied, "Look, son, our names represent a symbol, a sign, or a poem for our culture not like the white men, who live all together and repeat their names from generation to generation. Also, it is part of our makeup that in spite of everything, we survive. For example, your sister's name is Small Romantic Moon Over The Lake, because on the night she was conceived, there was a beautiful moon reflected in the lake. Then there's your brother,

I Was Tagged - One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? purse 2. Your significant other? nonexistant 3. Your hair? blonde 4. Your mother? working 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? love 7. Your dream last night?none 8. Your favorite drink? tea 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? everything 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? paradise 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? awake 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? city 19. The last thing you did? showered 20. What are you wearing? robe 21. TV? Off 22. Your pets? several 23. Your computer? pink 24. Your life? okay 25. Your mood?

Touch
"Touch" Seal Without your touch I've been lost without the things I love Without your kiss I've been dreaming of the things I miss Your eyes, your mouth, your lips, your touch (Your eyes), (your mouth), (your face), (your touch) Who am I (Who am I) Not to take (I'm not to take) Of what will be (Of what will be), no one knows, (still) Who am I (I need to know) Not to take (What time itself) Of what will be (Will it show) let it be Each day we miss, I remember times I use to kiss Your mouth (Your mouth), your eyes (your eyes), your face (your face), your touch (your touch) Who am I (Who am I) Not to take (I'm not to take) Of what will be (Of what will be), no one knows, (still) Who am I (I need to know) Not to take (What time itself) Of what will be (Will it show) let it be (Still I need to know), (What time itself), (Will really show) (Still I need to know), (What time itself), (Will really show) And I say Who am I (Who am I) Not to take (I'm not to

Open Minded
If you find someone you truely love, never let someone else come between you. Never give up under any circumstances. True love is ment to last forever and no matter how hard you try, all relationships eill have some problems of one form or another. I've lived most of my life hideing from love because of real bad past experiences. This is the route i don't reccomend to anyone. To wake up alone is one of the worst feelings in the world. To wonder day in and day out if true love is even real hurts more then words could ever say. Remember, One woman can love a million guys but only a REAL woman can love One guy a million ways,,,,

Questions
i have been in a lot of mental turmoil.lost and just havnt found who i am or who anyone else is.my "friends" are seemingly just not around.i cant trust anyone and the ones i trust i cant seem to trust.i dont know why i am this way.i lose myself into darkness.i see people who are happy,while i am unhappy and very lonely.i ahve tried all everything to get happy yet i fail hopelessly most of the time.i care for all my friends online and in reality,yet happiness is just always out of reach.i do not know where i am going or who i am gonna meet on the way.maybe i will meet you and it could change me or my outlook but no one knows for sure what tomorow brings or if we will make it through tomorow.

This Year
Well Christmas in a couple days away,I think all of us are aware of it. And this will be my first year I spend it alone. My mom will be working this year and my step dad and my little brother are going to NC to see their side of the family. My boyfriend is going home to his parents.I was invited to go with him, but the problem lies here. I had a job interview last Thursday and was told that I would get a call back sunday, it sounded VERY promising, The GM was very excited about me. So I waited for him to call no call, so i called him.and it now doesn't sound promising anymore. I will call again today. But now i'm going to be spending Christmas alone. Shiitty so.. anyone wanna make me feel better?

Mi Kids.
Porch Online (Evil) Nitro, WV December 22, 2008 @ 4:20 pm lmao you have kids? I hope they get molested by HIV infested hood rats now this just happened.. misfit went and told porch about a comment i left HER..and thats what he had to say.. now i understand im new here.i understand how very important poor misfit is to all of you, i get that porch is some great guy to some people out there.. but what i dont get..is how if i myself call someone out for what they are, you see im not like you people, i dont give two fucks..if ur a whore ur a whore and im gunna call it like i see it.. i dont care about rates,bling,vips,or anything else that matters to 90% of you dickholes. i come here to have a quick chat with whom ever will, to kill a few minutes here and there between taking care of mi kids..ohh and dont go on into how im a bad mom cuz im on here.im not here 24/7, i take two seconds here n there for myself while mi oldest plays indepently and mi youngest naps.. oh

The Book
OK all of those that are interested in my book of poetry here is where you may get it: www.wordclay.com click the bookstore tab and search for my full name: Harmony Stalter. I made it the cheapest they would allow me too! I refuse to charge a ridiculous amount for words I have written.

Song Lyrics
It don't matter where you've been Just focus on where you're going Most people you think are friends Ain't there when the tough gets going Remember to keep your friends Be wise with those you've chosen 'Cause only your closest friends Are there when the going gets tough When I think about it the definition change Back in the old days it wasn't quite the same Or maybe it was but on another level Still pushing dirt with a different type of shovel Loyalty, trust, unconditional foundation Builds everlasting bonds and relations I've got friends I haven't seen in years I'd die for tonight forget and have a couple beers On the other hand you never know where you stand With certain types of friends they'll sell you out for some ends Or some pussy or some weed or a business transaction Some use words but I prefer action I'm a break you off like an old school playa My x-ray vision helps me see through the layers Of you fakes, phonies, lies and deception Ask Matt Hall if

To Wither In Denial
Disarm you with a smile Cut you like you want me too Cut that little child Inside of me and such a part of you The killer in me is the killer in you My love - I send a smile over to you Disarm you with a smile And leave you like they left me here To wither in denial The bitterness of one who's left alone The Years burn...burn!

Dec 23 - Today In History
Today is Tuesday, Dec. 23, the 358th day of 2008. There are eight days left in the year. Today's Highlight in History: On Dec. 23, 1968, 82 crew members of the U.S. intelligence ship Pueblo were released by North Korea, 11 months after they had been captured.

Fake Ass Mfs..
THIS SONG IS DEDICATED TO THE FAKE ASS MF WHO CALL THEMSELVS FRIENDS OR MY SDMF BROTHERS OR SISTERS. THEY GET MAD AT YOU OVER BS LOUNGES THEN SAY SHIT BEHIND YA BACK. THEY ALSO MAKE FUN OF YOUR RACE BY PLAYING STUPID LIL FUCKEN KKK SONGS IN THERE STUPID LIL LOUNGES..FUBAR IS NOT REAL LIFE MOTHER FUCKERS.. ITS A PLACE TO HAVE FUN.. ASS HATS.. IF YOU DONT RESPECT ME AS AN SDMF SISTER THEN WALK ON HOME BOY...BE YOURSELF BYYOURSELF STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!RESPECCCCCCCTTTTTT!! WALK...ARE YOU TALKING TO ME NO WAY PUNK!! Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence One step from lashing out at you... You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I've got more friends like you What do I do? (Pre) Is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I've been Belong You can't be something you're not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time (Chorus) Respect, walk Run your m

Hypothetically....
Dedicated and written Monday, January 5, 2009 Knowing he's taken transcends anticipation. The lust is morphed into boiling guilt. To stay away would be wise but to come near would be sweet. A tug-of-war between heart and mind; consequences only realized when they've been brought to light. Whirlwind of emotions. Growing cold yet steaming hot. Longing for the touch that will put the fire out. Expectations. Dreams drawn from reality. The situation we face is that in which we run away from. Together, him and her but he and I would be angelic. As I deflect the blame from me to him, the pain it strengthens. In an attempt to justify and at the same time ease my mind I embrace the thought that one day we will be. If only for a moment we will share time that is valued by both him as well as I. Though I have no doubt of its occurrence it is the time in which the situation will be pursued that puzzles me. Like clockwork, the shame takes its toll. The disgrace unfolds from even those incapable

Down Raders
ok people u know damn well that if u went to a real bar that u would not do that u get your ass beat by someone so y do it on here it the same thing just an online bar so treat it as if we r really at a bar that all i can say i am sick of people down rating other people just look at it this way u r to chicken shit to say ti to there face so u think u will be cool and rate them a 4 o come on people u have probs get the fuck away from your computer now u need to see the world when u cant tell the diff from a computer and real world then u know u been online too long so just unplug it and walk away that all i am off now because i have a life unlike the people that will still down rate.

Spirit Is Out Doing What Spirits Do
With all the NIGHTMARES that CHASE,HAUNT,TAUNT,TERRORIZE,my sleep, leaves me to waking with a deeep nausea,literally sick,puking,unable to find SAFETY....A STABLE SENSE OF SAFETY!!!!! and so felt it best to let SPIRIT go run, hopefully able to keep ahead of the demons that are out for what???......we dont know, dont want to find out,....so we wont be round... SPIRIT went one way, I....EASTBOLT..am going the other, will be back when its SAFE..... SPIRIT is out runnin' round with Best Friend...BRANDY.....I will just be blending in, trying to stay alive until the day comes when i FEEL and KNOW that it is SAFE, STABLE, and FREE FROM the NIGHTMARES and the DEMONS,that seem determined to get us!!!!! I pray to the GREAT SPIRIT to keep Spirit and myself, and the few who seem to also be in the path of them , SAFE and UNBROKEN!!!!!....we may get lil damaged, but as long as WE ARE NOT BROKEN than there is still a chance, and THERE IS STILL HOPE!!!! MAYBE I'M JUST A CRAZY BITCH, MAYBE T

More Blitzkid Lyrics "dying Day"
"Tonight the reaper mows for me In the grip of suicide Cold steel rests upon my flesh Running red drips from the blade My time is drawing near Salvation comes so swiftly Forever to be laid to rest embrace my past for the dying day (chorus) Remember me Think of me as you dream I kiss the sorrow of your soul And pray to god my soul to keep... Death’s specter looming close the plug is pulled from machines Breath escaping from my chest The end’s a heartbeat away My time is drawing near salvation comes so swiftly forever to be laid to rest Embrace the past for the dying day (chorus) (repeat chorus) We tried-oh how we tried Blame rests on hands of mine No place left for me inside Released from the demons on the day I died . . ." this is a lot closer to how i'm feeling right now

Haha
Nate Chamblee: Are you in here http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63713 ........you should be. MATT MFKN MONEY ON AIR DEAD OR ALIVE Nate Chamblee: no im in snake eyes but yall can have fun buttfucking eachother in your ghey ass lounge Nate Chamblee: wuts your numbers again Nate Chamblee: oh wait thats right lmfao you dont have many numbers Maja: grow the fuck up kid

Without You Here
Walking this earth without you, without your hand to hold, the sun don't shine as brightly, the path is long and cold, how do I find a way to show you, to somehow change what's in your heart, make you want to walk beside me, want to never be apart, the salt of every teardrop, cuts a gash into my soul, I love you and I need you, how can I face another day, I try to act like I am happy, pretend that everything's ok, when inside my heart is breaking, my world is dark and gray, Without You Here... Goo Goo DollsWithout You Here Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

A Note Of Farewell
To all my friends and family on Fubar, I feel like its time I said farewell to you all on Fubar. There are many reasons as to why I am leaving this site and as a member; that point i will not raise, but every individual has their reasons in life to do what they want. I have met a lot of friends and made some really close friends on here...so close to the fact that someday we will have the chance to meet up and may be become friends for life. I will know will be friends for life. True friends who will stick out for you no matter what and be there for you even through some of you are half way around the world...they know who they are, I can't thank you enough for being there for me through the rough and the good times. I'm sure without a doubt we will stay in touch elsewhere other than here :) Love you guys very much...you mean the world to me. x As for the rest of the friends and family I have made on Fubar, I wish you all well, sorry I may have not had the chance to spea

To The Spoiled Under 30 Crowd...
To the spoiled under 30 crowd, When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears With their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning ...Uphill ...Barefoot... BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, There was no way in hell I was going to lay A bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of Thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you Don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have the internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!! We had to actually write som

Dating
I know how hard dating is and it's even worse if you've been married once before. How do you find the right guy/gal to be in your life? I dated a lot before I was married, but always went for the bad boys. It's not the way to go, believe me. I married a bad boy the first time around and from the evening of our honeymoon, he beat the heck out of me, which is why he's my former spouse. I was married to him a lot longer than I should been, but I wanted to stay married to the first fellow I married because it was the Catholic thing to do. I finally went to counseling and figured that I don't need to stay in an abusive marriage, especially if I didn't want my then 2-yo daughter making the same mistakes I did. And remember, even men can be in abusive relationships. I didn't date for the first two years after I divorced my first husband because I needed to figure out who I was and I didn't want to make the same mistake I did marrying him in the first place. So, I didn't date un

Que Sera Sera
When I was just a little girl I asked my mother what will I be? Will I be pretty? Will I be rich? Here's what she said to me: Que sera sera Whatever will be will be The future's not ours to see Que sera sera When I was just a child in school I asked my teacher what should I try Should I paint pictures? Should I sing songs? This was her wise reply: Que sera sera Whatever will be will be The future's not ours to see Que sera sera When I grew up and fell in love I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead Will there be rainbows day after day? Here's what my sweetheart said: Que sera sera Whatever will be will be The future's not ours to see Que sera sera What will be, will be Que sera sera...

Why????????
Why do I feel stupid when you look at me? Knowing deep down in my heart how it'll never be. Things changed so fast I was caught off guard thinking about how life without you will be so hard. Knowing standing on my own is the only way to go. Not having enough balls to ever let you know. Not knowing how things might have turned out if I had and how the thought of someone else loving you makes me so sad. Watching you walk right out of my life yet again but not knowing why or when. Hoping with all my heart I have been wrong about things from the very start. I corrupt our lives every time I make these observations to myself knowing if you knew the truth it'd put you through hell. So since I cannot afford the guilt I would inflict on you I just tell myself none of this is true!

Thank You
Thank you all my fubar friends for leveling me to disciple , it is the best place to come play! A special Thanks goes to Leadchucker who seems to make good things happen in my life and always brightens my day ! Mismatoosey--Opal

I'm Not Sorry
it's so easy to apologize it's harder not to give a reason to. everyone says it i'm sorry i didn't mean to i never wanted to hurt you i didn't mean to upset you i care about you i love you i'm sorry that's nice. no really, i'm sick of saying "it's okay" because it's not okay anymore before you go and take this personally don't bother it's not personal it's everyone. look around, all the failed relationships all the failed friendships look at the people around you and how sorry they all are too. is it that hard to think before you act or before you don't. is it so much to ask of people to take others' feelings into consideration BEFORE there's a reason to apologize. i'm not sorry. and really, i don't think any of you are either. ~sinamynlee

How I Expect My Wife To Be Treated:
You are to speak to her like you would a lady, Because she is one! Do not use her or think of her as your sexual object/ toy Kari is very open and honest- PLEASE be the same Please treat her like you would expect someone to treat your mom/sis/daughter If she is full of drinks- you can send her a gift she loves those and it doesn't bother me Don't get pissed off at her if she doesn't get back to you right away- Kari has things to do away from the computer- She has a life - But her friends are very important to her We will let you know if we want to Yahoo, IM, let you in our private pics etc.. If you want to be a Rude Ass come find me or just leave us alone THANK YOU CHRIS

Slow Dance
Slow Dance This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer. She wants to see how many people get her poem. It is quite the poem. Please pass it on. This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital It was sent by a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement AFTER THE POEM. SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short.. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running

Please Hlep My Friend
Ok where to begin there is this really great Guy on here his name is pdominoexpress~Fubar's BAD BOY~Assistant @ CLUB OF EXOTIC SECRETS~~~~ and he is Awsome he needs some love he just found out Tonight he has Advanced Lukemia I would love to try to get him to gofather he is only 238,343 away. IF u could please stop by and show him some love even if it is just a little bit it would be greatly apperciated.Here is His Link http://fubar.com/pdominoexpress

Please Help
Hi everyone! For those who take the time to read this - thank you. Every year for the last 2 years I have walked the MS walk and attempt to get donations. I know money is tight every where. The walk this year is extra special for me because I am walking with my son. This is the first time he has wanted to be involved with my fund raising. Last year was a tough one for me and my family. I had 2 episodes of MS and he was there by my side being my little nurse some nights helping me with my IV making sure my meds went ok. I guess he is growing up on me. I have to say some where inside a little bit of my heart broke because he has to see me when I get "bad" and I can't do what I normally do. He puts up with my mood swings with the steroids when I go on them and I know it is tough for him to see me that way. I am walking because I was diagnosed with MS. This is very important to me and personal. This disease has changed my life a lot. Can't really say it is necessarily for the worse beca

This Woman Is A Liar And A Cheat
IF THIS WOMAN OFFERS TO BUY YOU AN AUTO FOR FU BUCKS DON'T BELIEVE HER, SHE WILL NOT DO IT, SHE GOT ME FOR 5 MILLION, SHE CAME TO MY PAGE ASKING TO BUY ME ONE,, I SENT THE FU BUCKS AND SHE WOULD NOT COME ACROSS WITH HER PART, THEN SHE WILL NOT ANSWER NONE OF MY SHOUTS OR MESSAGES ~Ms~Lois~Lane~AKA~D@wgs~Guardian~Angel~@ fubar

Please Read Just Fyi To All!
Cobralady™~aka Snakey~Rate Spanker~Keeper Of The Animal's~In The Animal's Den@ fubar FYI To All I Know And Talk To On The Fu! For The Next Month I Will Be Helping Out My Neighbor While He & His Wife Take A Long Vacation He Has Farm Animals That I Will Be Taking Care Of And I Get Fresh Farm Eggs Out Of The Bargin! LOL Between My Job And Doing This MIGHT Limit My Time To Help My Family, Friends And Love One’s To Level Up! If You Leave Me Some Rate Luv Don’t Forget To Send Me A PM So I Can Do My Best To Return All The Luv!

How To Break My Heart
How To Break My Heart 1. Lie to me. I could write a novel on this point alone, how throughout my life it above all other things has done the most damage. 2. Abuse me. Physically, Verbally, Emotionally, or Mentally. Again, I could write novels on this, but let’s suffice it to say that I’ve been through more than my fair share in my life and rather than break me, it has made me stronger. You may break my heart, you may crack my ego or humiliate me, you may even break a few bones, but I will SURVIVE it, SEPARATE myself from it, and GROW from it. You on the other hand will be left with all that is you…and in my opinion, that’s retribution enough...usually…I have been known to retaliate at times, be warned. 3. Cheat on me. There is no excuse; there is no explanation on the planet that will validate that action in my eyes. It is one of the most, if not THE most poignant symbol of disloyalty and dishonesty. If you don’t want to be with me, then don’t be with me; it’s just that s

Threesomes
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Jim 2. James 3. Slim Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Carpenter 2. HVAC Tech. 3. Chef Three Places I have lived 1. Florida 2. Arizona 3. Vegas baby!! Three TV Shows that I watch 1. HBO 2. Skinemax 3. Showtime (I only watch movies) Three places I have been 1. Tombstone Arizona 2. Mexico 3. Las Vegas Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. My sister 2. My son 3. Susie (best friend) Three of my favorite foods 1. anything w/ Alfredo 2. veggies 3. all Mexican foods Three things I would like to do 1. get a friggen job!! 2. meet a good (available) woman 3. Go to Cancun Three friends I think will respond 1. No 2. Idea 3. whatsoever.(thanks

Drowning
So much of me died with you An ocean I've cried for you There is nothing I wouldn't give just to say my last goodbye to you I laid it all on the table Now it's all on the floor It's worth nothing It's worth nothing to you Anymore I would beg I would plead I would crawl On my hands and my knees To try to restore her faith in me I would crawl On my hands and my knees I would crawl Just to be with you Just to be with you I'd give up an eternity if I could only to come home to you But your garden is empty All your flowers are dead I tried to keep it growing But there's no light there I would beg I would plead I would crawl On my hands and my knees To try to restore Your faith in me I would crawl On my hands and my knees You know I would beg You know I would plead I would crawl through hell on my knees Just to be with you Just to be with you

Boy Asking Dad A Question (funny)
A boy asked his dad, 'Dad, what is the difference between 'potentially' and 'realistically'? The man thought for a moment, then replied, "Go ask your mom,sister,and brother if they would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Come back and tell me what you've learned." So the boy went to his mom and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" She replied, 'Of course i would! We could really use that money to send you kids to college!' Then the boy went to his sister and asked her the same question. She replied, 'Oh my gosh, i LOVE Brad Pitt, i would sleep with him in a heartbeat!' Then the boy went to his brother and asked him the same question. 'Of course.' he replied. 'Do you know what a million bucks could buy?' The boy thought for a few days and then went back to his dad. 'Did you find out the difference, son?' The boy replied, 'Yes. Potentially, you and i are sitting on 3 million dollars. But realistically, we're living with 2 hookers and a queer

Straponrecording
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Carolvision63
HERE YE HERE YE READ THIS BLOG AND CHECK OUT THIS WONDERFUL LADY IF YOU DONT KNOW HER THEN YOU BETTER GET ON OVER TO HER PAGE AND GET INTRODUCED TO HER WORDS LIKE THESE SWEET+PRETTY+CARING+ HELPFULL+GIVING+AWESOME+ COOL= CAROLVISION63 OH YEA SHE IS MY OWNER TO SO WE ALL NEED TO GO SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE THEN GO SHOW HER LOTS MORE LOVE TO JUST CLICK ON ABOVE PIC TO R/A/F HER P.S.~P.S. I WANT TO THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR OWNING ME CAROLVISION63

500th Rate Gets 500k Fu-bux
COME BY AND RATE MY PIC PLEASE!!! I am gonna be giving 500K fu-bucks to the person that is the 500th rate on my photo in a HH contest. Help me get my first HH or another great prize. After clicking on the photo link below and rating, come back to this bulletin and click on my profile link at the bottom and PM me and let me know you rated me in the contest. CLICK HERE TO RATE MY PIC CLICK HERE TO PM ME *KO Girl* Kisses Keno (PLEASE READ MY PROFILE)@ fubar (repost of original by '*KO Girl* Kisses Keno (PLEASE READ MY PROFILE)' on '2009-03-07 07:59:40') (repost of original by 'Knock Outs Home Page' on '2009-03-07 08:22:20')

Fake Smiles
Fake a smile during the day Not letting them see the pain Letting them think its all fine And nothing gets to me Don't show the tears That fight to fall all day Can't let them see the weakness Or the hurt one can bring Tears at night Fake smiles during the day

Come See Whats New And Who Is There
its new and we are looking for models if u think what u got come see use and we will see if u do? go to www.anythingxxx.com looking for girls & guys u think u got lets see if u do!!!!!!!!!!!1

Touch Me!!!!
Full moon in the city And the night was young I was hungry for love I was hungry for fun I was hunting you down And I was the bait When I saw you there I didn't mean to hesitate This is the night This is the night This is the time we've got to get it right Touch me, touch me I want to feel your body Your heart beat next to mine Touch me, touch me now Quick as a flash you disappeared into the night Did I hurt you boy? Didn't I treat you right? You made me feel so good Made me feel myself Now I'm alone & you're with somebody else This is the night, yeah This is the night This is the time we've got to get it right Touch me, touch me I want to feel your body Your heart beat next to mine Touch me, touch me now Touch me, touch me now Touch me, touch me now Hot & cold emotions confusing my brain I could not decide between pleasure & pain Like a tramp in the night I was begging for you To treat my body like you wanted to Uh.... Uh, I

Sadness
Sadness A tear falls slowly down my face, for in my power, I can't embrace the happiness I see around me; makes me cry more and more. I try so hard; it's not that easy. How I wish that I could be happy. I walk alone with no one beside me. I try to remember but all there are are broken kisses. What happened to my happiness? Why can't I feel his sweet caress? Why can't he open his eyes and see? I want him to wrap his arms around me. Why can't I ever be happy? *I wrote this when I was in high school* copyrighted

Searching For Babyjesus..
I just did something rather funny...at least it was to me. I was wanting to leave Mike, babyjesus, a comment. After my bout with the little search box, I completely forgot what I was going to tell him. Wanna know what I searched for that had me laughing? [waits for all the people to say yes] I typed in "babyfetus" Now I didn't hit enter, so I don't know if there is anyone with that name or not....but yeah. I'm so SUPER!!!

Roommate Wars!
So I had a dream that I lived with my horrible ex roommate. She was a bitch who never thought she could be wrong about anything. Most of the dream was blurry but I remember there being gun fire and I was holding the persons arm so they wouldn't hurt anyone. I woke up with my heart pounding. I hated that bitch.

Please Vote For Me!!!
=== 'Sexy_Irish_Nurse (possible future suicidegirl!!!)' wrote the following at '2009-03-21 22:57:13'.. > > HELLO ALL. I'M FIGHTING FOR AN AUTO 11 OR CHERRY BOMB. I'M IN LIKE 10TH PLACE RIGHT NOW WITH ONLY 100 RATES. I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP. I PROMISE IF YOU HELP ME WIN I WILL HELP YOU ALL OUT!!! > > PLEASE RATE MY PIC AT: > > > http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=216966&albumid=1567453&i=3859893902&idx=3 > > THE HOSTESS IS •• . .ΜFĸŋ JÇ. . ••. . §ëЯ. . ••. . > > SHE'S A BIG INFLUENCE IN FUBAR AND IS VERY GOOD TO ALL HER FRIENDS SO PLEASE GO R/F/A HER BECAUSE IT HELPS HER AND IT WILL HELP ME WITHIN THE CONTEST AS WELL. ALSO, IF YOU SEND HER A CUPCAKE BLING (HER FAV! ONLY ONE CREDIT SO SEND MULTIPLES IF YOU CAN) IT GIVES ME AN EXTRA 5 RATES. I'LL BE BUYING SOME BLING THIS COMING WEEK AND ANYONE WHO BLINGS HER WILL GET A BLING BACK. SO PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME OUT. > > *****BIG NOTE...WHEN YOU GO TO HER, YOU MUST MUST MUST MAKE SURE THAT SHE KNOWS THAT

How I Found The Urantia Book...
"I found the UB in 1979, while living in Lahaina, on the island of Maui,Hawaii... A friend Eve, pulled out the UB, started reading it at random, while we were high, from smoking da kine, great Maui buds... it was a really mind blowing experience... at the time I thought it was very mystical... I haven't smoked buds for over 20 years now, I'm high on life... reality, what a concept... I can not imagine a life without the UB, it is such a major part of my life... I thank God every day, for giving me the Urantia Book... I have been in study groups for over 20 years... I am currently enrolled in the urantiabookschool.org provided free by the Urantia Foundation, and part of the group SPAD on ubron.org that reads 6 pages a day, at that rate we read the UB every year... I listen to the UB on my ipod and computer... this year I have listened to 100 papers already and its only February, way beyond 6 pages a day, i love it so much..." The rest of the story, as it appears in the bo

Poem
I have written a poem concerning the world & our economy & the fact the that world is changing and getting worse as the years go by. This is fitting too & right on target, i will put that up here as soon as i can. Votes.... Who would like to see & read it?

For Those That Don't Know :p
My comp took a crap on me about a week ago. recently I figured out the error code on the LED's Some thing about a bad video card, oh joy :D -_- sarcasm aside, I'm on my friend's comp .. he lacked a HDD and my HDD was fine ... so, I slipped it in .. but he's chosen to sale it ... Nokaveli < Add That Shit! Let's frag some n00bs on Halo 3 :D or Rainbow Six: Vegas 2

Had It Out With Mom Tonight......
a lot of you who read the blog about mom a cpl weeks ago will know whats going on already, its still up if you want to read it...... "my mom is a nut" well tonight dad and I had it out with mom. she obviously didnt read the 3 page letter i wrote to her about getting help. she slipped right back into her old cycle of blaming everyone else for her problems. tonight it was a dig on dad for his diet..... something she constantly does. I went on to turn off the tv and sit mom down for a heart to heart which at first reasulted in her trying to run away from being talked to and playing the victim yet again.... another thing she does ALOT. I physically blocked her from leaving only to say my piece, I did not lay a hand on her , only stood in the way, dad was right there to witness it. I went on to tell her about what I wrote in the letter, how my sisters ran her over emotionally and she took it out on dad and I for the last 20 years. I also told her its time for her to stand up for