holy shit
Current mood: sad
I've had vivid dreams in my day..but this one's a killer.
It was right here in B'ville, but wasn't really, like a parallel dimension. I came home from where i was to find my dad, healthier, able to talk. and my late gf, just alive and well. there were signs of welcome home and such. Staci held open her arms and said...my dear, i missed you so much and gave me a kiss. But i looked around my place..the tv and pc were in the same spot but pictures were different, She told me "lets take a walk" . i saw friends on the street i've haven't seen since their untimely demise...then it hit me..."oh shit, I died" She took me to a viewing room and i saw my funeral on a monitor...seeing people cry over me was probably the most heartwrenching thing i've seen. The "mayor" said i died saving the lives of my mom and friends at the mall.
i woke up at 430 am wide awake..after i fell asleep in her arms in the dream..i thought i died for a minute..it was so surreal...but i feel better about myself in this life...knowing that there are people who care on the other side
