My mind is willing, my heart closed
my soul yearning, body transposed
this thing I feel, pulling away
telling me to go, telling me to stay
confusing lines, mind in pain
wanting change, and everything the same
no sense in this, living in the past
but I stood still, and life went by fast
Love lost, happiness gone, soul tormented
learning hurts, mind suffering, thoughts demented
Maybe one day there will be no more pain
no more thoughts of the past to drive me insane
but then again, they keep my feet on the ground
they are all thats left, your no longer around