Ah, yes if anyone ever wonders if they thought they ever can break me... Friends, enemies, others.. well I got news..My
real name may not be Melody .. heh, but the attitude is just the same. (song down below if it plays) GRANTED I have a little Naive in ME.
This is to no one in particular... If you think so....Then there is guilt some where. and YOU did wrong.. SHAME ON YOU,
And you prove my theory correct.. I can't trust just ANYONE, first. No wonder that I have put up my walls up..
I despise: liars,cheaters,rapists, users, oooooh the list can go on
ok the song could not be uploaded......scroll down for the name of the song,,
I am 36 years old, you may think , I am not all put together in my head that some may fool me... If you had I'll move on.
Don't get me wrong I get hurt just like everyone else..,,,,,, maybe more so..
If you have to break a day/night out and want to hang with someone else.. just tell me ...pfft..
If you can't think I can handle a rejection.... my darlings... I CAN move on...
Don't string me along..
Tell me how our friendship or relationship is..
What you want of me..
No I don't hate the players.. just the liars.
Life is too short for b.s.
People ask me why I am so distant,, and not all goofy and Adventurous as before..shiiiit don't you think I want to be???
But I learned a few things the hard way..
No , I have never been in jail... no i have not been out of the country,, Nor have I lived too far away from family. But I am thinking of might be soon....
I might have to think things out slower than normal people not my fault. I do try...
I try to be a good friend, co- worker, lover..
I love to learn things,, NO I still won't east seafood nor liver :P,
I take each experience as a part of life..
You may hurt me.. but I do bounce back.
But if you have hurt me badly..... You lost a friend in me.. and if anyone knows who ever got close enough(I mean really close) I am an excellent friend,,, who knows maybe you don't care..
ugh I can't think anymore... so on this note if the song don't pop or I couldn't get it to work in my blog..Check out the song Melody cool
And Of course..
I will Always be
Susann M. Smith (huh)-snickers
