Well.. I guess I shouldn't have things bother me lately , but I have so much that I am thinking about that I feel like a ticking time bomb.
I am losing my patience, and money on one thing, losing my mind on many other things. I can't say one thing lately that is bothering me or or say anything That something I get mad of because 1 thing that bothers me with a passion. I can't help it if I can't do something , or say things right because of how my mind works... If you really knew me, my feelings and gave a rats butt.. that person(s) wouldn't think it is on them...
Mostly, I can take a few joking aside... But if it is constantly... then the other part of my mind works and might get irritated or mad.
Normally, I don't care... but if I FEEL pushed I do.
I can joke with the rest of them... I can take a lot of being joked on..,, but Like I said if constantly on a certain matter I feel strongly?
I am usually the person who would either say nothing or leave if i get fed up.. I leave an area for a few minutes too cool off.. If I am asked over and over again and I am not cooled off.. I will tend to say the wrong thing to the wrong person..hmm.. maybe the right one..
If a person knew me, the REAL me.. then they would know how I am.
If a friend don't,,, have you really try to know me... ? Or am I a pawn in a game or two
I feel though, I have to watch what I say and to whom.. Because it feels every time I do say or speak out.. Some or many might think it's all about them
I can't talk a certain way while I am work now.. This has been changed for the past few months..
Some other places I feels like I do not have that right to be mad @ at when I get my feelings hurt.. Or can't be
I am done trying to please everyone I am tired...of... things.
Fine I won't say a thing
I'll just go, "Uhhuh, nuh huh, whatever, idc. idgaf, or Bored now.
Would that please some?
Tough, I don't give a flying rats butt.
I have the right to be mad.. Like others they have the right to be mad
Or whatever emotion that might come up.
This is a part of me... Don't like me,, Well, you know what you can do , and like wise...
Vice versa on both parties.
Yes, I get concerned for others
That's me
Yes, I get mad @ others that's another part of me
Yes,. I get ornery,, that's me
Yes, I am a nice person,,, maybe too damn nice,
that's me
Maybe I get over emotional that's me and my mind too
I am sure there is many other things that I can say... but .,,,,
I don't feel like it,.,,,
Just...
La Dee Duh