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Insane MelodyPanda's blog: "yea, okay"

created on 08/11/2010  |  http://fubar.com/yea-okay/b335111

La dee DUH

Well.. I guess I shouldn't have things bother me lately , but I have so much that I am thinking about that I feel like a ticking time bomb.

I am losing my patience, and money on  one thing,  losing my mind on many other things.  I can't say one thing  lately that is bothering me or or say anything That something  I get mad of  because 1 thing  that bothers me with a passion.  I can't help it if I can't do something , or say things right because of  how my mind works... If you really knew me, my feelings and gave a rats butt.. that person(s) wouldn't think it is on them...

Mostly, I can take a few joking  aside... But if it is constantly... then the other part of my mind  works and might get irritated  or mad.

Normally, I don't care... but if I FEEL pushed  I do.

I can joke  with the rest of them... I can take a lot of  being joked on..,, but Like I said if constantly on a certain matter I feel strongly?

I am usually  the person  who  would either say nothing or  leave if i get fed up.. I leave  an area for a few minutes too cool  off.. If I am asked over and over again and I am not cooled off.. I will tend  to say the wrong thing to the wrong person..hmm..  maybe the right one..

If a person knew me, the REAL me.. then they would know how I am.

If a friend don't,,, have you really  try to know me... ? Or am I a pawn in a game or two

I feel though, I have to watch what I say and to whom.. Because it feels every time I do say or speak out.. Some  or many might think it's all about them

 

I can't  talk a certain way while I am work now.. This has been  changed for the past few months..

Some other places I feels like I do not have that right  to be mad @ at when I get my feelings hurt.. Or can't be

I am done trying to please everyone   I am tired...of... things.

Fine I won't say a thing

I'll just go, "Uhhuh, nuh huh, whatever, idc. idgaf, or Bored now.

Would that please some?

Tough, I don't give a flying rats butt.

I have the right to be mad.. Like others  they have the right to be mad

Or whatever emotion  that might come up.

This is a part of me... Don't like me,, Well, you know what  you can do , and like wise...  

Vice versa on both parties.

Yes, I get concerned for others

 That's me

Yes, I get mad @ others that's another part of me

Yes,. I get ornery,, that's me

Yes, I am a nice person,,, maybe  too damn nice,

that's me

Maybe I get  over emotional that's me and my mind too

I am sure  there is many other things that I can say... but .,,,,

I don't feel like it,.,,,

Just...

La Dee Duh

 

 

 

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