I feel so lonely lately. It breaks my heart that my husband isn't even trying to win me back. But at least he was jealous when he found out a man with a kick ass Harley was flirting with me and gave me his number!
I've been able to keep my mind occupied most of the time but sometimes I get so lonely at night, I hate sleeping alone. I just want someone to hold me. At first I thought I just wanted sex and well I do, lol, but still I miss the affection and I haven't had that for a while even before we separated.
I'm confused though, cause I want the affection yet at the same time I don't even want to think about being in a relationship again alread.
I guess I just don't know what I want right now.
I had a pretty fun weekend and sowed some wild oats, lmao, but still feel lonely. *sigh*
