Fubar Blog Posts 3

Ghost Of Insanity
Sitting in the dark i am the ghost of insanity, nothing more but drugs and pills and slitting my wrists, it becomes a habit sitting there slitting your wrists, for an unknown reason, just becuz u love the way it feels to have hot blood drip from ur bleeding wrists, you love the way the drugs make it better, popping pill after pill you start to feel great so you pop a few more til they make you sick, you start to feel drowsy so you go to sleep, the next morning you wake up to see ppl around you and it looks like your asleep, you go up to your family guys what r u doing , they start to shiver and weep, you see a note left by your dresser you read it: dear mom and dad, im so sorry for what i have done. ive been nothing more than a plaque upon this family so ill be going away now, i cant hurt anyone. tell my brother and sister i love them so much plz warn them what drugs do.......i love you too mom and dad......make sure you treat them right......explain to them that what i did was stupid

Consider It A Privilege
Consider it a privilege to be living this day. And you'll connect yourself to this day's most valuable and positive possibilities. When there is something that must be done, consider yourself privileged to be in a position to do it. Then step forward and make it happen with a thankful heart. If a difficult obstacle blocks your efforts, consider yourself privileged to be able to work through it. It is an opportunity for you to grow stronger and more experienced. Whatever life may send your way, consider yourself privileged to be living it. For that is an attitude that will surely enable you to get the most out of every moment. Consider it a privilege, and your eyes will be opened to the best opportunities. Your thoughts and actions will be focused on creating real, meaningful value. Consider it a privilege to be right where you are, doing precisely what you're doing. And you'll find opportunities for true fulfillment in every direction. -- Ralph Marston

Mammograms
Mammograms Many women are afraid of their first mammogram, but there is no need to worry. By taking a few minutes each day for a week preceding the exam and doing the following exercises, you will be totally prepared for the test and best of all, you can do these simple exercises right in and around your home. EXERCISE ONE: Open your refrigerator door and insert one breast in door. Shut the door as hard as possible and lean on the door for good measure. Hold that position for five seconds. Repeat again in case the first time wasn't effective enough. EXERCISE TWO: Visit your garage at 3AM when the temperature of the cement floor is just perfect. Take off all your clothes and lie comfortably on the floor with one breast wedged under the rear tire of the car. Ask a friend to slowly back the car up until your breast is sufficiently flattened and chilled. Turn over and repeat with the other breast. EXERCISE THREE: Freeze two metal bookends

Mine And His Mixed
le> THE NEWEST DJ FOR BRUTAL (repost of original by 'Dj Mystic Angel ~Owner of Brutal Radio~ Dj Trinity's Fiance'~' on '2007-05-19 08:32:00') (repost of original by 'Trinity*Owner~Brutal Radio~*Mystic Angels Fiance*' on '2007-05-19 08:33:26') (repost of original by 'Dj Mystic Angel ~Owner of Brutal Radio~ Dj Trinity's Fiance'~' on '2007-05-19 08:34:13')

Lament To Rage
Nothing to say 'Cause walls hear what they wanna hear I'd ask for help But they say it's my fault, I fear Fuck this pity party! Blow the walls to hell! And let the fools behind the walls Be massacred as well! Let the tainted blood Flow from treacherous lips To drip upon my blade And flow through my fingertips

How Close Are We..survey
I hope everyone does this survey.. even if its bare essentials.. 1. Are we friends.. 2. Are we close.. 3. Fill in the blank: If I had it my way, Timmy and I would be _____________. 4. Do I have your phone number? 5. Do you have mine? 6. How long have we known each other? 7. Am I "boyfriend material"? 8. Are you attracted to me? 9. Of all the men in your life, how many more are closer to you? 10. Name me one thing you know about me that is unique. have a great sunday

Hate Me
I know its not a new song but demmit its new to me. I admit I've been crying like a baby on and off for the past few hours. Never ever has one song ever been written that has just pointed out my flaws to me and more than anything just encompassed a time period of my life. And the only thing stopping me from basically thinking this song is completely about the failure of my marriage is the fact that the woman he's talking about in this song has blue eyes and Taryn has brown eyes. Hate Me by Blue October I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I t

Time Is The Most Valuable Thing A Person Can Spend
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Rich Date: May 20, 2007 12:54 PM Time is too slow to wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too quick for those who rejoice. But for those who love, time is too short! The value of life to me lies not in the length of days, but in the use we make of them; a person may live long yet live very little. To me; it's what have you done in your life to help make this world a better place. It's never to late to change one's ways. Till one matures and understands truly what they are on this earth for, one cannot successfully lead a gratified life. We are all hear to learn and to give. Though many live there entire lives making everyone around them miserable and being takers there entire lives. There is an end. One day everyone will have to stand before a much more powerful being, and will all be judged there. I believe you live your life and if you don't get it right you come back and start over

I Hate You
I hate the way you smile I hate the way you laugh I hate the way you talk I hate the way you walk I hate the way you dress I hate the way you fix your hair I hate the way you look I hate the way you lie I hate the way you stare at me with those bright blue eyes I hate the way you are I hate the way you broke my heart I hate the way you made me cry and most definitly I hate that you don't like me I hate you

Special Dedication
It's like you're a drug It's like you're a demon I can't face down It's like I'm stuck It's like I'm running from you all the time And I know I let you have all the power It's like the only company I seek is misery all around It's like you're a leech Sucking the life from me It's like I can't breathe Without you inside of me And I know I let you have all the power And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts In my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm lost It's like I'm giving up slowly It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me Leave me alone And I know these voices in my head Are mine alone And I know I'll never change my ways If I don't give you up now It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted

Bloodlust
Slit your throat Watch the blood spill Choking screams Relish the kill The fear in your eyes Is so tantalizing My mind is gone The bloodlust rising Taste the blood Peel back the flesh Your body's still warm The kill still fresh Covered in blood My sight has gone red Revenge is sweet Now I can rest my head Crush your skull Break your bones Carve up your corpse Weigh the pieces down with stones Throw you in the river Where the flesh will slowly rot No formal burial necessary This is your final resting spot

If A Man Wants You!!
IF A MAN WANTS YOU!! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn`t want you, nothing can make him stay. ( READ IT AGAIN LET THERE BE NO CONFUSION) Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change your self for a relationship that`s not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve, then NO, you can`t "be friends." A friend wouldn`t mistreat a friend. Don`t settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he IS. Don`t stay because you think "it will get better." (LOL) You`ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is YOU. Avoid men who`ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn`t marry them when he got them pre

I Wonder
I wonder if you know, I wonder if you care, How much you really hurt me, How much I had to bear. I wonder how you felt, I wonder how you slept, Knowing how you hurt me, Knowing how I wept. I wonder if you yelled, I wonder if you cried, When I felt this love come down, When I felt it died. I wonder all about you, I wonder day and night. For I loved you once and once again, And wouldn't give up the fight. I wonder if you see you've won, I wonder if you see I'm through. I've been torn apart so massively, And it's all been done by you. JMM-2001

We The People
I loved this. ~*~PROCLAMATION OF LOVE~*~ *WE THE PEOPLE* We the people, in order to form the perfect union, we must first form the perfect circle of love. We must stop allowing the actions of hate and violent crimes, which we inthrust upon ourselves. We must stop instilling hate in our children; one against the other We must stop showing favoritism and giving unequal portions of love, because love can't be measured when it's true. We must believe in ourselves and allow others to see us in our true colors. We are who we are and if there are going to be any changes made for the better, then make them. We must first want to. It is in our power to make change and to take the time to go threw the process. It is Mandontory to get an education and to be productive in society. It is our society that gives us our basic needs to be fed, clothed, and to be educated.. But our need to be loved comes from each and every one of us which was generated from God.

May 21st
had to vent a lil without the major typeout.. today went by fast.. very happy with that.. i can't wait to go to the beach..at least once. Still looking for someone to go to the nickleback concert with me. so i hope i get a date.. didn't eat much..maybe im just getting old oh well...sweet dreams every1 ~Timmy~

Friends
Friends...there are many MANY definitions for that word. But have we ever really thought about it. I mean come on...We go to our friends when we are hurting (couselor) we go to our friends to hang out (buddy) shopping (lmfao what can I say)...and so on and so forth. but have you really ever thought about what you think of your friends or whar your friends think of you. I see myself sometimes and wonder how the hell my friends put up with my shit. But it all boils down to this When you meet and make friends with those that you are made/destined/hit up side the head with..to be friends with..it's like the lights go on. You have that couselor, buddy, person that you go to for any and everything...and it makes all the difference in the world. I, personally, thank God for my friends, I have learned so much about myself since I have been friends with them. and it's made all the difference in my world. I'm a better person now that some of them have pointed out my strenths,

Words We Live By
Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be. You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive. We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we c

An Australian Incident
When David Lowe, a local Stafford breeder of an esteemed 17 years, opened the local Herald Sun Newspaper on May 2nd, 1997 he was stunned. In reporting on a local dog attack, not only had the paper misidentified the breed of dog in the attack as a Stafforshire Bull Terrier, they had also fabricated a totally incorrect picture of the Staffordshire Bull Terrier. Rather than reporting on the wonderful, loving characteristics of the Stafford -- characteristics that are a cornerstone of the breed and indeed are front and centre in the SBT breed standard -- the paper had maligned the breed quite badly. Disturbed by the incorrect information, and determined to set the record straight, David Lowe wrote a carefully thought out letter based on fact, which he sent in to the offending paper. It would seem that the paper was not interested in the truth, and one can only assume that this either relates to extremely sloppy reporting or to a desire to present a skewed version of the truth to the publ

Latest Michael Prick Update
From the Atlanta Journal Constitution: "Three envelopes addressed to 'M. Vick' were among evidence seized by police under the authority of a search warrant executed on the Virginia property owned by Falcons quarterback Michael Vick, according to documents obtained by The Atlanta Journal-Constitution. Also seized in the search, authorized in late April in relation to organized dogfighting, was a black 3-ring binder containing "contracts" or "copies of contracts." You know, it was all fun and games when Roger Goodell was swinging his big stick at guys who (with apologies to how good Pacman Jones is) are not true NFL stars. I am wondering if the applause from the panties-in-a-bunch-over-NFL-off-field-shenanigans crowd will be as loud when Goodell is forced to suspend Michael Vick. Because, at some point I am guessing, enough evidence will be collected that ignoring the bad smell wafting over Vick's off-season will be impossible for the NFL commish if he wishes to not be the world's

Dark Walker Part 1 *new Series*
Left alone in the dark With nothing more then my own thoughts Wandering why Is it this confusing for guys I don’t know what way is up Feelings of despair surround me Worry is consuming me I wish I knew Will I ever see you No where to go and nothing to do Even if I move Same life just a different setting It has stained my soul Devouring me whole I long to hear those little words But the wrong ones will slice like swords I’m afraid of what the future may hold The words becoming oh so cold Confusion runs deep within Joy and happiness are over come with pain Fear, heartache, & shame I long to hear those little words But the wrong ones will slice like swords Maybe his way is better in a way Their wouldn’t be as much sadness that day The day never ends for some Yet no day satisfies one The stress is bad And its beginning to make me sad

Fatal Kiss
See her eyes, they're sweet and blue Hear her voice, with sweetness, too Look at her heart, feel the pain Look at her mind, she's insane Find the blooded tears she shed Hear the cruel words he said Blood has remained in her mind The day she left life behind After death, she took the phone Gladly, now, he was alone He smiled and came, without a word Unready to face vampire's world One cold smile, a fatal kiss Forever took his life of bliss The vampire has revenged her tears The insane girl forever cheers

The Process Of Thought
How does one deliberate with another, if both beings belonging to the same idea or conversation is no where near the mental capacity as the other? Does the tyranical way of life offer more than the nice guys finish last routine? How often shall I imagine cutting myself, to hide the fact that I once used to cut myself? Will people ever take the time and just listen to another persons problems without trying to figure out a way to personally gain some form of redemption over the trouble mind? I've often thought about random questions, and tried asking them in a more professional / Complex manner. Even the dumbest of questions could be met with an equally brilliant conversation if asked right. Think about this process, and go up to a loved one or a friend. Hell, even a stranger. Ask them the most outrageous question, but put some umph into it and choose your words wisely. Use both forms of questions on different people and watch the response. The process of thoug

Fan Fiction
MUST READS!!!! Anything by Barbara Erskine!! Brilliant!! David Peltzer - A Boy called It Angela's Ashes - Frank McCourt Fav Slash Fics If you aren't 18 and Don't know what Slash Fiction is - Leave it alone! CSI Miami Slash An Unguarded Moment - By Treehouse Confession Night - By Treehouse Punishment - By Treehouse The Hours before Daylight - By Treehouse As Nasty as they can be!! Brilliant! Stargate Slash Dr Jacksons Diary by Anais The Funniest most neurotic version of Daniels character I've ever read. By the time you have read this, you will be convinced that this is the real character not the one in the series!! Bloody Brilliant!!! Fan Fiction Archives

My Life
some things in my life is kinda going the way i want it to but the other part not so good. but i know thats life though, you cant always have it your way. but i really thought this time things would get better. i belive if you want some thing so bad, youll do all you can to make that happen but i guess in some cases no matter how much you try sometimes it just doesnt work out the way you want it. and i know i should just try and accept the way things are but also be greatfull for all the things that i do have and thankfull that ive gotten to do what i have done on my own. it feels good to be able to look back and see what ive done my own but yet also saddens me that im not where i want to be in my life yet. but i know im young in i still have time

Lady's Only
to bring sexy back is to dress sexy, like a nice dress,nice pair of shoe's with heels. And a beautiful smile.no foul mouth's sailor's. because only a few women fit's this criteria. because they don't wear dresse's, get with it women if u r sexy.

Ready 4 Love
Ready For Love by hoot_owl_rn Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Panic! At The Disco-lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off
Is it still me that makes you sweat? Am I who you think about in bed? When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress? Then think of what you did And how I hope to God he was worth it. When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as you're fingers touch your skin. I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat? No, no, no you know it will always just be, me Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster So testosterone boys and harlequin girls Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? So testosterone boys and harlequin girls Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off? (Let's pick up, pick up) Oh now

I Love You
I Love You With my every breath, With all I have left, From the deepest depths, Of my heart, I love you. With all of my strength, With ten miles' length, Every thought I think, I think that I love you. For the length of forever, As long as we're together, Through good and bad weather, For always, I love you. Until the very end of days, Until God takes my breath away, Until death separates our ways, Until then, I love you. When no one is there, When you think no one cares, When love seems too rare, Remember, I love you. When everything's gone, When all has withdrawn, When hopelessness dawns, Don't forget, I love you. When you fall down, When your dreams come unwound, When hope can't be found, Be happy, I love you. When you make mistakes, When you're filled with hate, When you're old and gray, Even then, I'll love you.

Looking For A Girlfriend For Hot Sex!
I am looking for a girlfriend for some hot sex! Also if we really get along and click, I am looking for a girlfriend for a long term relationship! So if there are any females from PA, preferably Lehigh Valley area or close by..let me a message!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

5-24-07 Astrology
People can tell when advice is being given with good motives. Alternately, they can also tell when advice is a thinly veiled attempt at control. So which is it you're doing now? Be honest with yourself.

"she"
She challenges his emotions with her unbridled love moving his energies through the stars above He tries to run, but her pull is too strong he's powerless and knows where he belongs She is like a spell that captures his soul yearning and longing, begging for more If she ever released him, he'd be an empty shell how long will she have him? Only time will tell

· Tripkore ......and More
ok so i got rated a 4 (TripKore rated your photo a '4'!)I UNDERSTAND THAT EVERYONE DOESNT THINK IM A 10 BUT FOR FUCK SAKS A 4 REALLY....GEEZ!!! LOL....HERES FOR YOU TRIPKORE .............. ok now that im done ranting my boy is on hes first over night trip to tennesse to dollywood he has called 150 times lol.....but is having a blast then this weekend is prom for my oldest girl....man im old!

Cherry Tap Friends
Just wanted to say all, i am done adding people and keeping people to just get points, rating pics for pints, commenting for points, doing contests for points, i am done with 98 % of the people that don't know me or i don't know them, this place is definately for addicts if its points, but can still be a friends base if u don't care about points at all, like me, anyways, if ur one to get deleted, please don't be upset ( hmmm sure u won't be ) because if i delete evidently we never ever talk, or u are a ghost to me, as i am to u Don

Oh.......shit!!!!
MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD > Well, it's shit... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. > Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. > With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. > You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. > Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference bet ween shit and shineola. > There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. > You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. > You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. > You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. > Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. >

Do We Really Know Anybody? Who Does Not Wear One Face To Hide Another?
--Francis Marion A woman in her fifties watched her mother in her eighties struggle against the wrinkles in her face and neck, trying to hide them, pretend they weren't there. She wanted her mother to accept that she was getting older but found her unwilling to listen. Haven't we all run into this situation? We can learn so much just by remembering that what is right for one person may not be right for another, and others are entitled to decide how they want to behave. Often, we are just worried about ourselves, concerned, for instance, with our own ability to age gracefully. We don't need someone else to do it for us. We can take care of ourselves. What do I worry about in another that I can take care of in myself?

Dealing With Emotions
The perfect Dominant will keep you safe from harm: both physical and emotional. He will also keep you from any kind of discomfort, be it being too cold or too hot. He will heal all your ills and make your life perfect. All of your needs and wants will be fulfilled, even before you know you need or want something. Sounds ideal, doesn't it? Well in theory, it is. However, Dominants are people to. Like anyone else, they will make mistakes, upset you, and sometimes even disappoint you. What do you do when that pedestal they are on gets a little lower to the ground? How do you express what you are feeling? What do you do? The answer is as simple as understanding human emotions. Every emotion has a different way to be expressed. Love is one of the easiest emotions that can be expressed to our Dominants. We all seem to know how to do that instinctively. As we get to know Them, we learn Their likes and dislikes and learn to enhance on what They enjoy. In doing this, we also learn how to

Pirate's Lament
Pirates Lament Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum It’s a pirate life for you and me Terror and treachery rule the seas Ports of haven far and few between Cut throats we are each and every one Willing to betray our brothers in arms – no not my crew My ship has burned and is wallowing in the shallows The crew has left and gone leaving me hollow inside No more rum, no more women, no more a pirate’s life for me My parrot is dead, my life destroyed – a momentary setback for me Will I rebuild? Who will man my ship? Oh lord will I have to do the work again? A captain I was, a scullery boy I will be Provided the Queen allows me to live this day Tarred and feathered how humiliating to my ship and me My flag a mockery of what it used to be The sneaks and scoundrels that did this to me will pay If I can ever find those that did this to me They came in the night to steal my life away from me Oh the shame and despair no more a pirate after this day Now the birds attack wh

You Are Part Of Me
You Are Part Of Me Lloyd Carl Owle (Cherokee) You are part of me now You touched me, With your kindness and love So enchanted. Your soft lips are kind. Your eyes glow with life. I'm glad you touched me, You're part of me now

Free Speech X-press Vol X No 20 May 25th 2007
Delivering Weekly Censorship Updates to the Adult Entertainment Industry Vol. X, No. 20, May 25, 2007 - A Member Service of the Free Speech Coalition Free Speech X-press is researched and edited by Scott Ross. Copyright 2007 Free Speech Coalition. Permission to reprint granted to FSC members; please give credit. This X-press in brought to you by our exclusive sponsors Bellenjoy & ARS. Please support our sponsors by selecting the logos above. Anti-porn Campaigners Petitions Seeking Grand Jury Investigations in Kansas and Missouri KANSAS CITY, KS . - Last week leaders of local churches in six counties in both Kansas and Missouri turned in petitions requesting grand jury investigations of adult businesses in their communities for the "promotion of obscenity." A total of 32 businesses, including strip clubs, adult retailers, and video rental stores, were targeted. "It went very well," Phillip Cosby, executive director of the Kansas City chapter of the National Coalition

Daily Horoscope May 26
"You're all business early today, but later on, you're in the mood for a little frisky business. Whether that means flying a kite, playing some hooky or calling up the cutie you've had your eye on, the choice is yours." Since when does frisky business mean flying a kite? hahaha Anyway. We'll see what happens later with all THAT I suppose. No kite flying here.

Sexual Obituary
What is your Sexual Obituary? With and animalist roar, gina died while in the sack with their lover, Colin Ferrel.gina will be terribly missed by Their favourite dildo. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com hmmmmmmmmmmmm kinda funny to me lol what is urs

At Night
At Night At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night ::anonymous::

Thank You All
Thank you everyone for helping me along the way when I was a newcomer. I really enjoy being here on CherryTap. I am now beginning to know the ropes around here and have a lot of fun doing it aswell. I also want to let everyone know that I have finally found my soulmate. The only thing I need to figure out is how to make my name stand out a little more than it is right now. Now again thank you all. darkprincess1345

Reason I'm Out Of Town : )
Well everyone it's that time again. I'm goin home to be with my family. Everyone wish me luck. I have a lot of problems to back home too. My mom, dad, aunt, and gramdma are sick. My aunt is slowly dyin but we are tryin to keep her happy. She is in the ICU right now. My dad is a heart patient. He is also sick right now and he isn't able to lift over 50 pounds. It's a hard thing to see my dad go from bein one of the strongest people i knew, to what he is now. My grandma is still sick from where she had her surgery for her cancer. It has been a hard time for me and it's now time to go back and face everything goin on. If you want to show your boy some love please leave it. I'll be back and make sure to return all the love as usual. Thanks to all my real friends for bein there : )

Remeber Those Who Serve And Have Served
MEMORIAL DAY 2007 AS YOU GATHER TOGETHER THIS MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND, TAKE TIME TO REMEMBER THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED THIS GREAT COUNTRY OF OURS. REMEMBER THOSE THAT HAVE FALLEN AND THOSE WHO CONTINUE TO SERVE THIS GREAT COUNTRY OF OURS SO WE CAN REMAIN FREE. GOD BLESS AMERICA

Into My Life
You have come into my life Through a door I was afraid Would never be open again For many have slammed it On their way out So please feel free To stay as long as you like But should the time come That you must leave Please, close the door gently --As you go

Sub? Hmmmm...........
in my on going search for personal insight, i occasionally find hints and clues to who i am. no i haven't figured it out yet. but the journey to self awareness is never a clear path. i often meet people that either influence me, or piss me off, yet interject new information or raise more questions. i recently met such a person. i know absolutely nothing about them, but interestingly enough, i find myself looking to them for clues. i have been asked, more than once, a question that i have scoffed at many times in the past. but for some reason, when asked this time, i find that i cannot dismiss the idea as rubbish. it has caused me to look back at my recent past and study my actions and reactions. i have started to see a pattern that may or may not mean anything, but cannot be ignored. i have been interested in bdsm, or more importantly, the relationship between a domme and sub, for a very long time. thought it just a curiosity at best, until recently. odd that a person i hardly

Tequila And Salt
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10 When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So......... If you

Chapter 1 - Beginning
Most days you wake up knowing your life has purpose, some days you get through soley on hope and other days you haven't a clue nor reason for your existence save the skin you're in and the sensations you feel, the joyful and sometimes morbid thoughts that pervade your mind, until the end of the day when epiphome stikes you like lightening. Somehow incidents throughout the day contibute to this enlightenment but as they happen they seem to be not much more than a moment in time; a moment you are unlikely to forget for all time. Today is the beginning of those events. A day when visions and sightings; feelings and intuition proposition your mind yet seem meaningless at the time; but, come to light in a chain of events that only tomorrow can reveal. You awake, stroking the hair back from your face, feeling that timeless urge for sex but realizing you are alone, you touch yourself for memories sake as if to say "I rememer you" or " alright,you're still there." Your pussy answers with t

How Dare You Say I'm Not Perfect... Lol
criticality — Sunday, May 27, 2007 There's some people that see people offering alternitives, or ways to improve, as the peson is telling them as they are bad or horrible at whater. Just because one isn't perfect at something doesn't mean they are bad, or horrilbe at it, because. no one is perfect at about anything, so that would mean everyone was bad, or horrible at everything. Soemtimes people get insulted at others questioning their perfection. If i tell someone something, then realize there are some givens. 1- I usually think they have a brain and are smart enought ot understand what I'm saying. If I didn't think they were smart enought to understand it, it would be pointless to say anything. 2- I'm pretty direct in what I say. If I think someone is bad, or horrible person, parent, basketball player, or whatever, I will likly tell them that directly either before or after my othedr critical statements. 3- so to combine the previous two, If I thought

Violent Femmes- Add It Up- Nsfw Intro
Okay I had to flag this song as nsfw because confession time!!! The first time I ever fucked someone with my boots on , he was wearing a kilt and doc's.. I was wearing 28 hole doc martins and a leather top a spikey collar and thats it !! yeeeah.. yay for this song .. I hear this song and just wanna get dirty!! lmao Day after day I will walk, and I will pray But the day after today I will stop and I will start Why can't I get just one kiss Why can't I get just one kiss Believe me there'd be somethings that I wouldn't miss But I look at your pants and I need a kiss Why can't I get just one screw Why can't I get just one screw Believe me I'd know what to do But something won't let me make love to you Why can't I get just one fuck Why can't I get just one fuck I guess it's something to do with luck But I waited my whole life for just one... Day after day I get angry and I will say That the day is in my sight When I'll take a bow and say goodnight Mo my momma momm

Exhaustion
So here I am at the end of a long week. I came close to breaking my record number of hours in one week at Pepsi of 86.5 during the week before Labor Day of 2000. Labor Day broke a previous record set earlier in the year during the week of July 4th. That week I compiled 82.5 hours. I believe 24 packs of Pepsi were something like $2.89 at Albetsons. It was frickin' insane. Enough about the past, this week came in 3rd with a grand total of 81.5 hours. If I didn't have two easy days this week, and by easy I mean 12 hour days, I would have been well on my way to shattering my mark of 86.5 hours. The beautiful part of working this much is the lack of appreciation for putting in the hours when most guys would just put their required 12 in and go home. My boss feels bad if we are out late. He feels bad? How about an appreciation that someone is willing to do whatever it takes to get the job done. How about an appreciation that no stores call on my route. How about an appreciation that I show u

Dusty Underware
One morning a husband took a pair of underwear out of the drawer. "What the ? ? ?" he said to himself as a little "dust" cloud appeared when he shook them out. "Helen," he hollered into the bathroom, "why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?" She shot back: "It's not talcum powder. It's...... 'Miracle Grow'."

A White Rose
As a fallen love cleansed from lust, Falls upon the lovely pond, The bright blue moon shining upon her lips, Letting her shine with purity. Every tear drop by love, This rose remembers and takes in the pain, And brings out the pure love, From the soul, Into the open hearts of the green orchid. As an Aryan and a Goddess watching over, The angel who has set herself on life.

"my Promise"
I promise to love you all the days of my life. Promise you'll do the same until the day we die. And if the angels call my number before yours, My soul will be waiting in heaven for yours. When we finally meet, we will live in happiness eternally. But, until that day comes promise to be mine. Promise to over come any obstacle necessary to keep us together. 'Cause I'll do the same. "Even when I have no strength to keep going, 'Cause for you I'll do anything, that has to be done. Remember you always will be: number one in my life, in my mind, and best of all, in my heart and all the space it provides. I love you and that is why I will not allow anything or any one brake us apart" Even if the world comes to an end, and there were no flowers to smell, or a sunset to see, we will always be! Written By Slim Shady The Poet

Philosophical View
The mountain stands against the sky In regal splendor, strong and high Attesting its nobility While on plain the grasses bend And dance and play on days end In utter most futility The lofty mountain far surpasses All atributes of silly grasses With their inane docility But grasses have such fun, whereas It seems to me a mountain has Just grim responsibility.

Really!
“Pine flower’s blooming,” says a friend on the phone a hundred miles away. “Just think of the scent!” “I am thinking of it,” I say to myself, facing a thousand years away. “Can you imagine this scent?”

Stupid People
Ok people if you don't want to hear me rant and rave then don't read this. I recently blogged on my myspace. And the end of the blog I said "to everyone else goodbye and goodnight". Some of the people I no longer associate with took offense to it. Saying it was a mean thing to say. Oh please, I could've said fuck off and die but I didn't. I was trying to be nice but after that blog I made it to where no one except my friends can read it. Well, I started getting emails from people that were upset because they enjoy reading my blogs. So now I told them that they would either have to be added or they would have to wait a few month so that maybe those idiots will stop looking at my myspace. There was a lot of B.S. with some of the people that I hung with back in January and I stopped hanging with them. One of them would go after the guys that you liked and would sleep with them and then claim she was drunk so it wasn't her fault. She even claims at times that she didn't remember d

Bound
With his words he touched her Deep within her mind Taking her to places She'd long since left behind And with his heart he reaches her Gently taking her by surprise And she's filled with love again just by looking into his eyes When he calls her name in the darkness She feels a twinge in her soul And she believes that fate has bound them Destiny's no longer in their control And when she longs for his touch The warmth of his embrace She closes her eyes and dreams of him And a smile lights his face For she feels what he feels And she sees what he sees Their souls are bound together And shall remain for eternity.

Forrest Gump Goes To Heaven
FORREST GUMP GOES TO HEAVEN The day finally arrived. Forrest Gump dies and goes to Heaven. He is at the Pearly Gates, met by St. Peter himself. However, the gates are closed, and Forrest approaches the gatekeeper. St. Peter said, "Well, Forrest, it is certainly good to see you. We have heard a lot about you I must tell you, though, that the place is filling up fast, and we have been administering an entrance examination for everyone. The test is short, but you have to pass it before you can get into Heaven." Forrest responds, "It sure is > good to be here, St. Peter, sir. But nobody ever told me about any entrance exam. I sure hope that the test ain't too hard. Life was a big enough test as it was." St. Peter continued, "Yes, I know, Forrest, but the test is only three questions. First: What two days of the week begin with the letter T? Second: How many seconds are there in a year? Third: What is God's first name?" Forrest leaves to think the que

Cherry Tap Stuff Up For Grabs!!! Don't Miss The Boat!!
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Nice (cont)
i know who i am. i know who i want to be around. as much as i wish i could say everything in that email was a lie i cant. did i throw something away that didnt belong to me? yes. it belonged to an ex girlfriend who cheated on me as soon as i left for a year long deployment to iraq. am i in love with a married woman? yes i am. but because of this fact i have not done anything to make her life harder or the life of her child or the man whom she is married. i love her cause she is who she is. and me caring for her as i do has made me a better man. dont be jealous or bitter because she is something youll never be. and dont even think about trying to bring her into all this more than you have. she is out of your league altogether. am i alone and will i remain alone? yes i am single. i have been for quite sometime now. i apologize for not sleeping around with just anyone. i guess my parents must have raised me wrong. as for me remaining alone? i have no idea what the futu

Today Sucked
Wow.... you know, somedays it just isnt worth chewing through the ropes to get out of the house some days..... Im usually ALWAYS nice to people and really dont ever give them a reason to be rude or ignorant or hateful to me.... Id bend over backwards to help most anyone, and even more for people I know and or care about.... Yet and still, I get shit on, walked all over and all of that good shit, I may as well be a fuckin floor mat..... I dont really get like this ever but every once in a great while you have one of those days.... and today is that day for me anyone else know how it goes? you can imagine how I fuckin feel right? Probably a pointless rant that nobody will read cuz most dont care but... oh well

My Life Long Dream...
A cool breeze flowing passed me, darkness is all around. All except a small light, could this be another one of those tunnel dreams? Sure enough, I can feel the ground beneath me. Sounds like I'm walking on concrete, but where am I going? My feet will not fail me, I walk a little faster, till I am as a steady pace. Someone rushes from behind me, I feel a hand on my back. I feel a push and soon the voices are raised. Feels like a crowd of people wanting to get out of this place. I'm getting closer to the light, should I walk through or should I stop? Think I'll just keep going, they seem not to want to stop! Mr. Phillips, I hear a woman say, she hands me a red sack and says, Take these, You need to hurry! As I walk I look inside, they're percussion cymbals. At this moment I smile. A very encouraging moment has just approached. I hear something as I get closer to the light, and it's chanting. I can't make out very much, the echoes of the tunnel are too much. Another perso

Bacon Roasted Chicken
Original recipe yield: 6 servings PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 2 Hrs READY IN 2 Hrs 30 Min PHOTO BY: KRAFTSR US METRIC SERVINGS About scaling and conversions INGREDIENTS * 2 tablespoons butter * 1 (4 pound) whole chicken * salt and pepper to taste * 1 teaspoon dried thyme * 2 carrots, cut in chunks * paprika to taste * 8 slices bacon * 2 cups beef broth DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat the oven to 450 degrees F (220 degrees C). 2. Rub butter over the entire chicken. Season with salt, pepper and thyme. Place the carrots inside the cavity, and tie the legs together. Place the chicken breast side up in a roasting pan. Lay bacon strips across the top of the chicken, and secure with toothpicks. Sprinkle with paprika. Pour the beef broth into the roasting pan - do not pour over the bacon. 3. Roast for 15 minutes in the preheated oven, the reduce the heat to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Baste with some of the broth. Continue

Useless Facts And Random Thoughts
When you choke a smurf, what color does it turn? Do blind Eskimos have seeing-eye sled dogs? Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle? If the funeral procession is at night, do folks drive with their lights off? Why do they sterilize the needles for lethal injections? Does fuzzy logic tickle? If there is no God, who pops up the next kleenex in the box? Why is abbreviation such a long word? Is it possible to be totally partial? Why do people sing Take Me Out To The Ball Game when they're already there? Why isn't phonetic spelled the way it sounds? Should vegitarians eat animal crackers? Do radioactive cats have 18 half-lives? Why do people call it a TV set when you only get one? Why do they put braille on the number pads of drive through teller machines? Why do we drive on a parkway and park on a driveway? If you throw a cat out of a car window, does it become kitty litter? If buttered toast always lands butte

Chicken With Lemon And Wine Over Arugula
Serves 4 * 1/4 cup fresh parsley, chopped * 1/4 cup white wine * 3 strips lemon zest (each about 1 by 3 inches), thinly sliced crosswise, plus 1 1/2 tablespoons lemon juice * 1/2 tablespoon butter * 4 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves (6 to 8 ounces each) * Coarse salt and ground pepper * 3 tablespoons olive oil * 3 bunches arugula (about 3/4 pound total), stems removed * 8 to 12 radishes, trimmed, cut into wedges Directions 1. In a 3-quart microwave-safe dish with a lid, combine parsley, wine, zest, and butter. Season chicken breasts with salt and pepper; add to parsley mixture, and toss. Cover and microwave on high for 8 to 10 minutes, until chicken is opaque throughout, turning over once halfway through. Lift chicken from dish; thinly slice lengthwise. Discard pan juices. 2. In a large bowl, whisk together lemon juice and oil; season with salt and pepper. Add arugula and radishes, and toss to combine. Divide salad am

I Can
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you and help you pick

Buttermilk Fried Chicken
Prep: 30 minutes Total: 1 hour Marinating the chicken in buttermilk makes the meat moist and flavorful. Chicken breasts cook faster than other parts, so fry them separately in the last batch. For fried chicken with less fat and fewer calories, remove the skin before marinating. Ingredients Serves 8 * 2 cups low-fat buttermilk * Coarse salt * 3 teaspoons cayenne pepper * 2 whole chickens (2 1/2 to 3 pounds each), each cut into 10 serving pieces (wings, thighs, drumsticks, and 4 breast pieces) * 3 cups all-purpose flour * 2 cups vegetable oil Directions 1. In each of two 1-gallon resealable plastic bags, combine 1 cup buttermilk, 1/2 tablespoon salt, 1/2 teaspoon cayenne, and half the chicken pieces. Shake to coat; refrigerate up to 2 days. (See How to Coat and Fry Chicken for more details.) 2. In a large, shallow bowl, whisk flour with 2 tablespoons salt and remaining 2 teaspoons cayenne. (This pungent spice is made from gro

Stuffed Manicotti
STUFFING: 1 lb. lean ground beef 1 lb. Mozzarella, grated 1 pt. ricotta (low fat) 2 scallions, sliced 2 tbsp. basil 1 tbsp. salt 1 lb. manicotti noodles Jar of spaghetti sauce 9 x 13 inch baking dish (or larger dish) Brown meat; season with basil and salt. Drain well; let cool. Combine meat, grated Mozzarella, ricotta, scallions. Stuffing should be very heavy. Cook manicotti according to package MINUS 1/3 of the suggested time; manicotti should be a little stiff. Stuff each manicotti. If noodle tears, just press it into stuffing and lay torn side down in pan. Pour small amount of sauce in bottom of baking dish. Place stuffed noodles in dish, cover with sauce and crumbled stuffing mix if there is any left over. Bake at 350 degrees for approximately 40 minutes. Freezes and reheats well.

Donate,,,,lmfao
A driver is stuck in a traffic jam on US 95 south, just outside Washington DC . Nothing is moving north or south. Suddenly a man knocks on his window. The driver rolls down his window and asks, "What happened? What's the hold up?" "Terrorists have kidnapped Hillary Clinton, Nancy Pelosi, Ted Kennedy, Jesse Jackson, Al Sharpton and John Kerry. They are asking for a $100 million ransom.Otherwise, they are going to douse them with gasoline and set them on fire. We are going from car to car, taking up a collection." The driver asks, "On average, how much is everyone giving?" "About a gallon."

Low Fat Cows....:|
ummmmm now what low fat goats? WELLINGTON, New Zealand - New Zealand scientists are breeding a herd of cows that produce lower-fat milk after the chance discovery of a natural gene mutation in one animal. Milk from the cows is also high in health-boosting omega-3 fatty acids and makes butter that spreads as easily as margarine even when chilled, biotechnology company Vialactia said Monday. Scientists discovered a cow, later named Marge by researchers, carrying the mutant gene in a dairy herd they were testing in 2001, Vialactia chief scientist Russell Snell said. Vialactia, a subsidiary of the Fonterra Cooperative Group, one of the world's largest milk companies, bought the cow for 300 New Zealand dollars ($218) and moved it to a research site. While she looked like any other Friesian cow, testing revealed that Marge's milk contained about 1 percent fat, compared with about 3.5 percent for whole milk. Offspring from the cow also produce low-fat milk, showing t

Empanada De Queso (cheesy Bread)
1/2 inch cubes Velveeta cheese (approx 6-8) 1 3/4 cup all purpose flour + 3 tbsp flour (in case dough doesn't form) 1 teaspoon salt 1 package fast rising yeast 1 1/2 tsp sugar 1/2 cup warm milk (you can use powder milk like Nido or Klim) 1 egg 1/1 tbsp butter or margerine peanut oil for frying Combine flour and salt. Combine yeast, sugar, and warm milk and let proof (foam up) for about 5 minutes. Add the yeast mix to the flour. Do not over mix. Add the eggs and butter and mix until dough comes together. If it is too wet just add more flour a tablespoon at a time until a very soft/slightly sticky dough forms. Turn out onto a floured surface and knead for no more than one minute. If you overknead you'll get a very heavy bread. Form into a large ball and place in a clean buttered container (preferable Tupperware). Cover and place in a warm place like an oven that hasn't been on. Let rise for 1 hour or until doubled in size. When it has risen, gently place dough on a flat

Worry
DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY IS WHAT THEY SAY, AND WORRY GIVES A SMALL THING A BIG SHADOW, AND IT DOES,YOU TELL ME DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME, AND I WON'T AS MUCH AS I USED TO, BUT BABY,YOU'VE GOT TO UNDERSTAND, I WORRY CAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU AND LOVE YOU. SO,MAYBE I'LL JUST WORRY A LITTLE BIT. BUT NOT ABOUT EVERYTHING.

Poem
Anger flows through me In a mighty rage Sometimes I feel as if I am trapped in a cage The more that I fight The smaller I get I try to scream But no sound will emit I try to plead But deaf ears are turned And when I am gone I am not mourned.

Attention! New Lounge Alert
Everyone is welcome to join this lounge as long as no explicit content involved. This is mainly for nature enthusiasts alike, but we can talk anything regards to healing ones soul thru massage and energy work encompanied thru it as well. Well Here you go as the link to relaxation and unwinding from a long day to a peaceful evening. Enjoy! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7748 Hosted by: *Wolf Child* Royal~Elite~Bombers~L.R.L.~Society of Wolves~Owner of Wolves Forever Lounge@ CherryTAP

Whatever (i Had A Dream)
Butthole Surfers Lyrics "Butthole Surfers Whatever (i Had A Dream) lyrics" [Tybalt Speaking:] Peace? I hate the word. As I hate hell, all Montagues. I had a dream last night 'Cause it looked just like a dream I had a dream last night But it looked unlike a dream Mercy, mercy, I'm made of parts Make me a suit so I can get it off Heaven help my head is spin'n round Stop this airplane cause I got to get down I had a dream last night, and it fit me like a glove I had a dream last night, and it fit me like a glove Here's to the Montagues, John Wayne, and Bette Davis And Romeo, he waved before this chorus girl and beggars hair Juliet is up in heaven, a pocket full of pills And Jesus drives to Mexico, to get her prescription filled I had a dream last night, and it fit me like a glove I was a scream last night It was getting kinda fun (yeah, rock out, whatever) I had a dream last night, because she looked just like a dream I had a dream last night, because she lo

Angel Berry Cake
1 Angel food cake 10 ounces raspberries, frozen, thawed and drained* 1 cup frozen cherries, thawed and drained* 13 packages Sweet 'n Low sweetener, or Equal 1 envelope gelatin, unflavored 2 tablespoons rum extract 1 tablespoon orange juice, unsweetened Topping: 1 teaspoon gelatin, unflavored 2 teaspoons water 1/4 cup nonfat dry milk powder 1/2 cup skim milk 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 tablespoon sugar In a blender, puree raspberries, 1/2 at a time. Remove and set aside. Puree cherries. Mix cherries and raspberries together, set aside. Combine gelatin with rum extract and orange juice in a small bowl. Place bowl in a saucepan of hot water and stir mixture constantly until gelatin is dissolved (or microwave uncovered on low for 1 minute). Add gelatin, Equal and raspberry mixture to blender and blend for 2 minutes. Transfer to a mixing bowl, cover and refrigerate about 1-1/2 - 2 hours until mixture is set and sufficiently thickened to spread. Soften gelatin

Hats For Sale
I am now selling kid and adult size hats. Any color you want. Both kid and adult size hats are $10 each. Just shout pm or email me theblackwidow2006@hotmail.com if you wish to buy one. Heres what ive got so far. http://cherrytap.com/myimages.php?albumid=148568

Love Ya!
One day a man's wife died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the husband was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away,never to return before we can say a good-bye "I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no atter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special, and so, We ke

Damn The Doctors!
Ok, so if you've been keepin up with this whole damn thing, you know that I wasn't gonna go to the doctor until it hurt really really bad...today is that day. Just got back from the doc and I'm so mad at her. She made me move it in ways I can't even do when it's 100%, and made it hurt worse. To top it all off, she didn't give me any kind of pain meds and I'm dyin over here. So, she tells me it's not my rotator cuff/cup whatever...which is good, but! There's always a but! I have tendonitis in my shoulder. She recommended that I get some Motrin and take three with breakfast, three with lunch, and three with dinner. Call me stupid, but I think that's called over dosing? Anyways, I'm gonna see if I can't get some generic anti-inflamitories and if I do, I have to take them for a week...if no improvement, go to the athletic doc. So, another reason I'm pissed at the doc is because her bitch ass made me get on the scale. I don't weigh myself. I look in the mirror and say "I need t

Dungeon Monitors
Dungeon monitor BDSM dungeon monitors are entirely unrelated to Dungeon Masters in Dungeons and Dragons and similar role-playing games. A dungeon monitor (sometimes referred to as a "dungeon master" or DM) is a person charged with supervising a playspace or dungeon at a BDSM events such as play parties and fetish clubs. They can be of any sex and may normally take any role (dominant or submissive) in the scene, but while on duty their authority is absolute. If a DM orders a play scene to stop, it must be stopped immediately. DMs are usually people with several years experience in the scene, and who have training both in BDSM safety practices and first aid. They often have a special uniform or hat, but there is no standard way of denoting a DM. It is best to ask when arriving at a party or event how to identify the DMs on duty.

Episode 65: The Six-million Dollar Genocyde
Ok, everyone, I'm finally back. I know I haven't posted to anything except the newsletter to my faithful subscribers (they're always first to get explanations) but some problems had recently came up and made their rise to power. Let's get down to brass tax here and cut the crap. 1. The day of the Fred Brito interview, a rather dubious pattern of pixeldeaths began happening on my monitor. Even though the monitor was only a 15" monitor, it was the flat style...the desk space saver. Even though I really couldn't afford it, I went ahead and bought this new one. Now, I have a 17" monitor that sits on my damn desk like a huge T.V. set. I'd almost forgotten how much I love having that desk space. Anyway, the monitor has been replaced and since it works, we're about to start rolling along again. 2. A new job opportunity has presented itself and I'm siezing the moment. It's a construction job which means I'll be trading in the monkey suit for a hard hat. Put bluntly, people, I've alway

It's Fear... But Of What???
i'm scared... terrified... i love him... more than anything. he makes me feel like nobody has ever made me feel before... completely and totally loved. like i have no flaws... perfect. my mind reels with thoughts that shouldn't be there... thoughts of love, marriage, and forever. we've only known eachother for a few weeks... yet he's all i can think about... all i can dream about. i actually dread going home... because i won't be with him. i honestly don't think i could live without him now... well i guess i could... but i sure as hell don't want to... and it scares the hell out of me... and god forbid i say anything like this to him... because knowing my luck it would scare him away. he talks of moving in together come christmas time... and my heart feels like it will burst out of my chest. i lay here while he is at work and hold his pillow close to me... reveling in the scent... his scent. as i drifted to sleep last night i did so with his arms around me and a smile on my face and a

Hate Me
HATE ME BLUE OCTOBER If you're sleeping are you dreaming If your dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can't believe you actually picked me.) (”Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you ware doing. You sounded really uptight last night. It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well... it made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too. I just wanted to make sure you were really OK, And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication. You know I love you, and... Take care honey I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye bye”) I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call

The World's Shortest Fairy Tale...
Once upon a time, a girl asked a guy, "Will you marry me?" The guy said, "No." The girl lived happily ever after and went shopping, drank martinis, always had a clean house, never had to cook, stayed skinny, and was never farted on. ~ The End

The Art Of A Good Relationship
The Art of a Good Relationship The little things are as important the big things. It is never being too old to hold hands. It is remembering to say "I love you" at least once a day. It is never going to sleep angry. It is at no time taking the other for granted; the courtship should not end with the honeymoon, it should continue through all the years. It is having a mutual sense of values and common objectives. It is standing together facing the world. It is forming a circle of love that gathers in the whole community. It is doing things for each other, not in the attitude of duty or sacrifice, but in the spirit of joy. It is speaking words of appreciation and demonstrating gratitude in thoughtful ways. It is not looking for perfection in each other. It is cultivating flexibility, patience, understanding and a sense of humor. It is having the capacity to forgive. It is creating an atmosphere in which each can grow. It is finding room for the things of the

In On Of Fallen Soldiers - Hummer
HUMMER CAMP PENDLETON, Calif. Karla Comfort received a lot of looks and even some salutes from people when she drove from Benton, Ark., to Camp Pendleton, Calif., in her newly-painted, custom Hummer H3 March 2. The vehicle is adorned with the likeness of her son, 20-year-old Lance Cpl. John M. Holmason, and nine other Marines with F Company, 2nd Battalion, 7th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division who where all killed by the same improvised explosive device blast in Fallujah, Iraq, in December. For Karla Comfort, having the vehicle air brushed with the image of the 10 Marines was a way to pay homage to her hero and his fellow comrades who fell on Iraq's urban battlefield. "I wanted to let people know (Marines) are doing their jobs honorably, and some of them die," said the 39-year-old from Portland, OR. "I don't want people to forget the sacrifices that my son and the other Marines made." Leading up to her son's death, Karla Comfort had received several letters fr

The Moment
The MOMENT So long, I have waited for this day to arrive To witness the beginning of a dream Inhale the spirit that is you Hear the passion in your breathing Absorb the warmth of your touch To see you for the first time is to understand why? It is now; I know the true meaning of Love Inches apart, Our gaze locked, Time stands still Your eyes ask the questions you have longed to realize My stare reflects the answers to your prayers Palms extend, your hands on mine Fingers curl tight as we draw each other near, Eyes close anticipating the kiss of our dreams The taste of you, sweetness to my lips Hearts melting into pools of pleasure We embrace under a sea of trembling tears I hold you close and whisper, I will never let you go jskins

Life
Why does life have to be this way? Why is it so hard?? Never knowing when someone you love will die or live on to be old. I hate my life. Everything i see or touch always gets screwed up. Well thats how it is going so far. It is so hard for me to breathe it all in. I love this man with my heart and soul.. WHy arent things going like they should? why isnt he acting the same. is this all just a game? I cant stand this. Everything im writing now comes from my heart. I dont know what i would do if i ever lost him. But i feel as if he is pushing me away. or is it me? am i pushing him away?? should i let my Guard down? Should i let him in? What if he hurts me? What if we grow old together? Life is full of questions. Some you may never be able to answer. OR worse.. Never find the answers to. Why does life have to be this way? I ask you? You see some girls. rich. beautiful.. have it all in life. and here i am. just doin what i can to make it by. and all this sh

Not Sure Why You People Care About My Playlist, But It Seems Like You Do...
Added about 25 new songs to my playlist. Including a track by Sarah McLachlan and a track by Hanson... that's right... you heard me... Sarah McLachlan and Hanson

Oh Dang It! Lol
;reaches for her gold studded bat: lol I was supposed to have had a whole week off, this morning I find out that I need to go back early..... gonna start back again tomorrow mornin'. This bites! lol. They're not too happy that I said I wouldn't come in today, but, they'll get over it.lol. But, I didn't get much sleep last night, er um, this mornin' I should say, lol. Oh man, this means I'm gonna have to get to bed earlier again, hmmm, lol that's not actually a bad thing though. lol :D < yawns & stretches > hmmm, ok, 'nuff o'da' biatchin, and back to something else......... see ya around! lol

A World Of Glass
As I stand within this world of glass my eyes wide with the horror before me. My thoughts becoming twisted forms of illusions you chose to create. Dreams no longer are comforting but condemning forms of self-abuse. Love no longer bringing pleasure but an endless source of pain. Hope as if a forgotten novel lay tossed aside in a darkened corner. All I know and once found comfort in vanishing without a trace. When all is lost what is it there is left to see? When I no longer can stand inside your twisted version of what should be. Will you still refuse to see within you is me and with in me there is you? Will you cast me out and stand aside laughing while I begin to bleed? Or will you embrace this our reality and allow again your heart to be free. Nixy

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Girls Night Out
Two women friends had gone out for a Girls Night Out, and had been decidedly over-enthusiastic on the cocktails. Incredibly drunk and walking home they suddenly realized they both needed to pee. They were very near a graveyard and one of them suggested they do their business behind a headstone or something. The first woman had nothing to wipe with so she took off her panties, used them and threw them away. Her friend however was wearing an expensive underwear set and didn't want to ruin hers, but was lucky enough to salvage a large ribbon from a wreath that was on a grave and proceeded to wipe herself with it. After finishing, they made their way home. The next day the first woman's husband phones the other husband and said, "These damn girls nights out have got to stop. My wife came home last night without her panties." "That's nothing," said the other. "Mine came back with a sympathy card stuck between the cheeks of her butt that said, 'From all of us at the Fire Station, Well nev

Crazy
Its crazy Crazy the way u can feel Crazy how you can feel so much for one person How one person One person that you may have just met Can mean so much to you You don�t even know why sometimes Its like the feelings you have are undescribable You can�t even think of one word to allow things to make sense But maybe things aren�t suppose to make sense when you�re in love Maybe everything is suppose to be a mystery Suppose to be something that you don�t know what the outcome will be But if love is such a mystery How can everything seem so perfect when you�re with them? How can it be that nothing else matters when they�re around you ? Its like nothing makes sense Nothing can truly be understood Its like things happen and you will never have control But why would you want control? Want control over who you love Why would you want that? It wouldn�t be called life if you didn�t make mistakes Th

Powerful
It's easy to get caught up in ideals, but you need to come back and plant your feet on the earth. Once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place for you to be. Once you know the truth, you can work with it

Poison-life Goes On Lyrics
I felt this before Now I feel it again No matter how hard I try This feeling won't end So I pretend you're here by my side Tonight on this lonely ride I keep telling myself that Chorus: Life goes on while you're miles away And I need you Time goes on as night steals the day There's nothing I can do You heal up my wounds I tasted your tears You spilled out your heart So I let out my fears But one fear I kept to myself Was how I prayed that you'd love no one else Like you're saying you love me Chorus If you only knew how much I miss you When my mind plays these tricks on me It shows me things I don't want to see That's why I tell myself I keep telling myself Just take another piece of me Chorus And this last mile I travel with you

Apache, Arapaho,cherokee
My name is a combination of these three tribes. Here is links to see what each are about. Apache: http://www.impurplehawk.com/apache.html Arapaho: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arapaho Cherokee: http://www.native-languages.org/cherokee.htm

Long Distance Relationships
Long distance relationships.... I honestly and truly believe that they can work as long as both couples stay honest and true to each other. It still would be so nice if James could be with me everyday, and he will eventually. We've been doing this long distance thing for over a year now, which is the longest I'v ever been with anyone. I do love being with him. We always have a blast when we're together. And I am so glad that God has blessed me with such a wonderful man. ~smiles~ I love him with all of my heart n' soul, and i don't ever wanna let him go.

Definition Of A Player
Definition of a PLAYER: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He'll meet you and sweep you off your feet He's nice and he's funny, so cute and so sweet Surprisingly, he likes the same things as you He does all the things that you love to do He's the perfect guy, the one of your dreams You belong together, or so it seems! He look into your eyes, and plays with your hair He tells you that he'll always be there His touch is so soft, his hold is so tight His words are so soothing, his kiss is just right You ditch all your friends for your new obsession You don't realize your future is full of depression You think that you love him, you give him your heart Little do you know that he'll tear it apart He's taken your heart, and locked it away And you see him with a different girl the very next day You cry and you grieve, but then you forgive, He wont do it again for as long as he lives! At this point you've fallen into his trap He has all control when you

All Of This Past
Here I go again Slipping further away Letting go again Of what keeps me in place I like it here But it scares me to death There is nothing here The light is beautiful But I'm darker than light And you are wonderful But this moment is mine All of this dust All of this past All of this over and gone And never coming back All of this forgotten Not by me I find comfort here 'Cos I know what is lost Hope is always fear For the pain it may cost And I have searched for the reason to go on I've tried and I've tried But it's taking me so long I might be better off Closing my eyes And God will come looking for me In time All of this dust All of this past All of this over and gone And never coming back All of this forgotten Not by me All of this dust All of this past All of this over and gone And never coming back All of this forgotten Not by me I can see myself I look peaceful and pale But underneath I can barely inhale I can hear mys

More Than Cooking Going On
The day was hotter and more humid than I had ever felt before. The heat index was over 100 degrees.There was something strange in the air, but I didn't know what. A feeling of something different. Having a day off finally, I decided not to put on my usual jeans and blouse. Instead I grabbed one of his muscle shirts and and my panties. No-one was home so I could be comfortable. I decided that I would do something I hadn't in a while. I would cook a nice dinner for him. It had been some time since I had done this because of our work schedules. We were so busy all the time that we would just pick up something at a resteraunt. So after running around and cleaning what little needed to be cleaned, I headed for the kitchen. I took steaks out of the freezer to thaw. I had to make sure I had enough broccoli. No meal was complete without it to him.Having done all this i decided to take a quick nap. Waking to the heat of the day was not my idea of fun. And cooking in the kitchen on a day l

Moment Of Weakness
I think if I was at the top of a cliff, I would jump off and plunge to my bloody death. I think if I had a pill that could kill me instantly, I would swallow it with a glass of alcohol. I think if I had a knife that was sharp enough, I would cut my wrist so very deep. I think if I had a nice strong rope, I would hang it tightly around my neck. I think if I had a gun with a bullet, I would pull the trigger up to my head. But only for a split second I think these thoughts, It's just a moment of weakness Because I will hold on with every bit of strength I have, All for my family as they love me so much, They mean more to me than I do to myself. So I would rather me suffer from my own pain for eternity Than making them suffer the pain and grief That killing myself would put upon them Because really all they're are just bad thoughts, That I have in my moment of weakness.

The Punishment Tonight
Kneeling quietly Heart pounding Eyes towards the floor Hands behind her back Waiting ... Wondering… Anticipating.. Mind begins to dance The door knob turns The sound of keys Foot steps on the floor Taking a deep breath My body shudders Her palms begin to sweat The footsteps slow and meticulous The shadow on the floor The panic starts to build Is it him? Is it her? Her eyes dare not betray A hand reaches out to touch her Fingers in her hair Twisting ever slowly The form behind her whispers As the grip in the hair intensifies How are you today my sweet? As the fingers continue to twist Speaking ever so softly As her body begins to shake Her words no more then an undertone As she replies to their request I love you my Pet… Says the mysterious voice As the hand continues to play A second set of footsteps Another set of keys An impending night of torture From the passage of the door This one has a gift with them A frie

This And That - Sick Jessy Mind
SOOOO i am in a writing mood and nobody is talking to me ... so i have time to talk to myself... kinda.. well it feels like i am talking to myself... "hey jessy how are u?" "ok and u jessy?" "ya me too.. u wanna tell me something?" "ya how did u know?" "well i am u so i should know" "bla bla bla...." soo a few things about my day... it was shit... i slept 4 hours i was running around because of shitty things.... at last the weather was great.. i finally found out i stil can´t park a car lol.. plus i am sexual frustrated loool.. plus i am confused... psycho... totally freaking sick and... ummm ya... good that i am not a complainer at all.... sooo i hope everybody knows that ill own the world someday... if u r nice and sweet to me i will give u a secretary job in my office lol but we will see did i mention that i hate writing blogs? i had one for 1 year when i had a weird bf... i had everyday things to write because he was totally insane and sick... a

Tech Support
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3 , Football 5.0 , Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Racing 3.6. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... ____________ _________ _________ _______ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by

My Destiny
To touch you would be incredible The feel of your flesh beneath the tips of my fingers The beat of your heart as I lay my hand on your chest. To kiss your lips would be heaven To taste your essence as my lips lightly brush over yours Hesitating slightly as my heart begins to race. To look into your eyes would be mesmerizing Seeing your soul as my eyes meet yours The first acquaintance of the person you are on the inside. Your love has touched my heart Piercing my spirit with every passionate word you speak. Feeling my entire being as it enfolds around your every expression. My heart shall be yours To love and cherish for as long as you carry it. Protecting it in the palm of your hand My mind shall be yours As it takes note of each utterance you speak And hangs on your every word My soul shall be yours To have possession of and shelter. Taking form to your every passion So to my love Whom I shall love from this moment Till the very end of t

Remembering Goodbyes...
I could fly around the world for years without ever touching down. I could swim a thousand seas and never worry i would drown... I could cry a million tears and then still have room for more. But I could never put back together my heart, that lay shattered on the floor. I could rest forever in your arms until out world comes to an end. I could spend my whole life searching and never find a better friend. I could spend eternity just by looking in your eyes.. But I could not stand another day remembering goodbyes... Get MySpace Gothic Comments

My 40th Birthday
Ok, a few inquiring minds wanted to know how the big 40th b-day celebration went down. The original last-minute plan was my friend Ken was going to pick me up in L.A., take me to the airporter and we'd fly to Vegas Friday morning. However, I had a court hearing that morning to get the decision on a trial I did about three weeks before, so I had to do that first. I was a little nervous about the decision. It's a hugely important case for my client and although most of the trial seemed to be going well for us, the Judge asked some questions near the end that made me a little nervous. In any event, I felt good about it but I was worried that if I lost the case, it would set a negative tone for my whole birthday weekend. It turns out the Judge must have known my 40th birthday was coming up because I won the case on all issues. My client was happy (although the fucker forgot my birthday present), it made me happy and continues my undefeated trial record so I was definitely r

My Birthday
This is written for me, by me, as I feel the need to give myself a birthday card. If you have ever been given or seen a birthday card made by me, you know it is done fully in crayon on a regular white sheet of paper, and I try to draw something on the front of it. It still looks like a small child with limited motor skills drew the card, so I try to find the right words to carve in Crayola to make up for my clearly one sided artistic skills. I can scribble words, but not colors. Anyone that signs the cards I make must use only a crayon, or many crayons if they desire, as I have a box of 96 with a sharpener on the back. It is totally one of my favorite Xmas gifts ever. Now, I need you to stay in that ‘inner child running the place’ mindset while I finish the rest of my card. 6/7=42 It is like winning A gold medal For every lap Completed in a race As when I start Another one I am rewarded With gifts And there is joy Upon my face Most are done With love Some thru

Distant Lies
Calling my name from the distant skies I can almost feel his skin The breeze filtering his scent is where it all begins. Crashing into me, I fall so quick believing in his eyes Innocence fails as he finds me nowhere to run or hide Moving through eternal phases glancing as they pass me by Hypnotized by passion I fail to see the lies.

The News
So I must wait until tomorrow you see the news coming so unexpectly, The night she told me you where gone, I thought surely I couldn't carry on. I miss your voice night and day, Oh how I wish I could see your face. I walk the streets and think of when, The laughter we shared will never end. And how I wish I would of told you then, You where truly my best friend. I thought of a thousand things we could do, But your gone now, you see its to late to. But maybe out in the green grassy field, I can pick a flower and begin to heal. I know the day will come and then, That surely I shall see your face again. Until tomorrow my best friend, When I can tell you how much I love you then. Lay down now beneath the wind, Sleep, Sleep, until tomorrow begins.

Sexiest Feet Contest
% SEXIEST FEET CONTEST% WHO’S GOT THE SEXIEST FEET? VOTE NOW!! BOMBS AWAY!! CONTEST RUNS A FULL 7 DAYS ENDING JUNE 11TH @ NOON (CST) – TOP 3, WINS!! Help Me out, Not my best Pic, But vote a lil if u want. LilMissVixen For contest prize and info, please check out my blog: http://cherrytap.com/blog/87454 Thanks and much love to all!! Please repost!! Luscious♥Mami

Bbw
I have been a big girl all of my life. I have see the prejudice come out in people, I have seen the non-judgemental side of people as well. It has taken me quite a while to learn that it doesn't matter what others think of you, only what you think of yourself. It has also taken me a while to learn that not ALL men like the thin girls. (Thank God!!) I have found that confidence and self-awareness are a key to a well-rounded life. Of course, I am my own person, I have tattoos, and a few piercings, and that uniqueness is something I cherish. Of course, tattoos and piercing are not really unique anymore, but they were when I first got them. I have a few friends that are big girls too. They tell me that my confidence in who I am helps them feel confident about themselves. That is cool, but I don't take credit for their self-awareness, I just don't judge them and encourage them to dress like they want and smile at people, whether they smile back or not, don't look down when you walk, hol

Into The Infinity Of Thoughts
This is by the almighty Emperor, Gods of Black Metal. The concepts and talk of the moon instils such a sense of purpose in my mind. It's truly beautiful: As the Darkness creeps over the Northern mountains of Norway and the silence reach the woods, I awake and rise... Into the night I wander, like many nights before, and like in my dreams, but centuries ago. Under the Moon, under the trees. Into the Infinity of Darkness, beyond the light of a new day, into the frozen nature chilly, beyond the warmth of the dying Sun. Hear the whispering of the wind, the Shadows calling... I gaze into the Moon which grants me visions these twelve full Moon nights of the year, and for each night the light of the holy disciples fades away. Weaker and weaker, one by one. Weaker and weaker, one by one. I gaze into the Moon which makes my mind pure as crystal lakes, my eyes cold as the darkest winter nights, by yet there is a flame inside. It guides me into the dark shadows

Fruity ;)
If I could be any kind of fruit....I would have to say Cherry. It's somewhat innocent, but secretly dirty. I am often seen wandering around in a pair, but I am just as enjoyable by myself. I can be a tart but I can just as easily be as homely as pie. Becca wrote that, its so me, so I stole it! Thank u becca :) X

Sex Poems
hah sex poems Body: Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Dad Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as ''sex poem'' if u repost this in 1 min: the guy /girl that you like will tell u that he/she loves u and that he wants to go out with u. if u repost this in 2 min: the guy

Part One: General Questions And Information
Part One: General Questions and InformationA. What is your level of experience? Experienced B. How long have you had or known of your interests? As long as I can remember C. What is your sexual orientation? Bisexual D. What kind of relationship do you prefer? Long term, live in E. Main interest Sensual and physical Psychosexual and mental F. Are you... (rate each from 1=lowest to 10=highest)____5_ Sadistic____5_ Masochistic____8_ Dominant____8_ Submissive G. Your level of interest in bondage: Total helplessness H. Pain in girl is a Pain slut I. What do you believe the purpose of pain in a session is? Whatever pleases my partner J. Sex in a scene, for me is... An absolute must K. Which settings are you comfortable playing in? Public play

15 Items Of Advice For Women
1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers. 2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks out? You shut the door. 3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there. 4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone. 5. Go for the younger man. You might as well, they never mature anyway. 6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart. 7. Definition of a bachelor: a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable. 8. Women don't make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself types. 9. Best way to get a man to do something is to suggest he is too old for it. 10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener. 11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital. 12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in Biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions. 13. If he asks wh

Confused
My life is swirling spinning out of control I try to get it back on track But I can't and it's on a roll. People try to help but no one can Sometimes I wonder to myself, Why did god put me on this earth. done by WHITE QUEEN

:( No One Has A Secret Crush On Me
I am sad all the guy friends that I have and no one has a secret crush on me.....I am crying now.....no love for me it is a secret and I dont even have to know who it is....just want to see if it really works

Key To Your Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Today Is A Back The Fuck Off Day....
Today is one of my stay out of my bubble days. I woke up pissed off and don't know why. I just have my days. Ya know I get really tired of cherrytap bullshit. We do the I post you post shit back and forth but don't really take the time to say hi how are you is everything going good in your life. I mean really would it kill some of us to spend an hour a day just seeing how the misc. people on our friends list are doing. I try to leave comments off and on for the people on my friends lists and leave the people on my family list them as often as possible. It doesn't always work when I am dealing with school and 4 kids but I try. And I always try to leave someone a comment who has left me one even if I don't take the time to leave a personal comment at the bottom. I guess yeah once again I am bitching about people and their bullshit. But last time I checked I said I wanted friends not points and to be someones friend YOU ACTUALLY HAVE TO CONVERSE WITH THEM AND ASK HOW THEY ARE AND TRY TO

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply...... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Come Bring Ya'lls Sexy Asses To The Ace Cafe And Rock Out With Yours Truely Dj Adema :d
COME ROCK OUT WITH YOURS TRUELY DJ ADEMA FROM 4-6 EST. EVERY NIGHT HERE AT THE ACE CAFE ON NONE OTHER THEN THE BEST TERROR BROTHERS RADIO COME AND CHECK OUT THE GREAT PEOPLE, THE GREAT DJ's AND THE LAUGHS THAT MAKE US THE BEST LOUNGE TO JOIN THE BEST IN ROCK, HEAVY METAL, SOFT ROCK AND GOTHIC ROCK. YOU ASKED FOR THE BEST??? I HAVE THE BEST!!!!!! DONT BELIEVE ME??? THEN COME CHECK ME OUT NOW!!! ALSO WE HAVE THE TERROR BROTHERS ROCKING OUT IN THE LOUNGE!!!

Slumber Party
YOU ARE INVITED TO THE HOTTEST PARTY IN TOWN!!!!! It is ladies night out with a fabulous and fun party presented by Slumber Parties. You will experience the latest and greatest in lingerie, books, games, massage oils, edible lotions, novelties and toys. Get ready to laugh with your friends and learn some new tricks as your Slumber Party Distributor tastefully presents all the goodies. Your order will be taken in private and nobody knows what you leave with! Bring a female friend or two over the age of 18 and leave the men, children and babies at home. This one adult party you will not want to miss! RSVP Ok ladies I am trying to start as a Slumber Party Distributor and I need all of ya’ll help. All I ask is either order, attend my next party, or plan to host a party. Please contact me if you are interested in the above. The party it self is July 14, 2007 at 8pm at my house.

Tomb Of The Unknown Soldier
Tomb of the Unknown Soldier 1. How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns and why? 21 steps. It alludes to the twenty-one gun salute, which is the highest honor given any military or foreign dignitary. 2. How long does he hesitate after his about face to begin his return walk and why? 21 seconds for the same reason as answer number 1 3. Why are his gloves wet? His gloves are moistened to prevent his losing his grip on the rifle. 4. Does he carry his rifle on the same shoulder all the time and if not, why not? He carries the rifle on the shoulder away from the tomb. After his march across the path, he executes an about face and moves the rifle to the outside shoulder. 5. How often are the guards changed? Guards are changed every thirty minutes, twenty-four hours a day, 365 days a year. 6. What are the physical traits of the guard limited to? For a person to apply for guard duty at the tomb, he must be bet

~the Master's Song~
Silken strands slipping through alabaster fingers slender, veined, webbed deep cut lines race across the now reddened palm. Quivering orbs rosed, welted, swelling muffled whimpers chancing to escape but confined by the hard plastic ball the leather straps hugging her she is submission he hums the song of pain. ~Kory~ 2002

Wow Did I Leanr My Lesson
I recently got out of a marriage and also failed in a relation ship. I just want to say to the guys out there looking to meet women online. Just because you met her online doesn't mean she has to be a liar. Online dating is just a form of meeting people.But i'm moving on now and all i had to do is just go on a trip and just got home on june 12th at 7:00 am. I tried to visit the woman i met online by going to her town but i messed up by not excepting that she "is" real just because i met her here on cherry tap. Then i move to the next one. Lesson learned. And i learned that one the HARD way too...lol Peace out. Learn from your mistakes ladies and gents

Inspiration
Often times we are inspired by a thought or a hunch. What we do with the thought or hunch can make all the difference in the world between success and failure, happiness and sorrow, peace and anxiety. The key is to listen to the thought or hunch that we have, think, and then make a decision. Some of our most profound thoughts and ideas for success come from the still small voice within us. The more we listen to the still small voice within us, the more we can do when it calls.

Get Stoned......
Get Stoned Just hear me out If it's not perfect I'll perfect it till my heart explodes I highly doubt I can make it through another of your episodes Lashing out One of the petty moves you pull before you lose control You wear me out But it's all right now Lets go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up making love instead of misery) But it's all right now Without a doubt The break up is worth the make up sex you're givin me Lets hash it out Cause your bitchin and your yellin don't mean anything Don't count me out I can handle all the baggage that you're carrying You wear me out But it's all right now Let's go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up makin love instead of misery) But it's a

Fajita Fiesta
Chicken strips and veggies are cooked in a red sauce and served in tortillas along with pico de gallo sauce and guacamole for these festive fajitas. Ingredients: • Fajitas: • 2 tablespoons vegetable oil • 6 chicken breasts • 1 EACH red and green bell pepper • 1 bunch green onions • 1 jalapeno pepper • pinch of salt and pepper • the juice of 1 lime • Red Sauce: • 5 garlic cloves • 4 dried California chilies • 6 dried arbol de chile • 1 teaspoon chili powder • small pinch of dried oregano • 1/4 teaspoon paprika • 2 cups water • 1 teaspoon chicken bouillon granules or 1 cube • 1 teaspoon corn starch mixed with 1/4 cup of water • Pico De Gallo: • 4 roma tomatoes • 1/2 red onion • handful of cilantro • juice of 1 lime • pinch of salt and pepper • Guacamole: • 3 avocados • 1/2 red onion • 1/2 jalapeno pepper • 1 roma tomato • 2 garlic cloves • pinch of salt (or to taste) • juice of 1 lime • 12 flour (or) 16 corn tortillas • 1 cup shredded cheddar cheese

Youre Not Alone
Its just like him to wander off in the evergreen parts slowly searching for any sign of the ones he used to love he says he got nothing left to live for and this time i think you know youre not alone there is more to this i know you can make it out you will live to tell IM just like him spoiled rotten and confused by the lies IVE been fed and IM searching no one but MYSELF MY eyes turn to green and I seem to be happy but I need help and this time i think you know youre not alone there is more to this i know you can make it out you will live to tell

Should I Leave Here Or Not
I am extremly depressed tonight and struggling with weather or not i want to keep this account open and stay online or not.....so I guess I'm looking for input from those I talk to and those who are my friends....that is if I have any of those here. You all know where to find me at least for tonight after that will be up to all of you.

Quick Fun
Q: Why are hunters so great lovers in bed? A: Because they go deep into the bush, shoot twice and eat everything they shoot! Q: Whats the speed limit of sex? A: 68 because at 69 you have to turn around!! A senior guy invited his girlfriend over because his parents were gone for the weekend, so his girlfreind arrived at his house they went to the bedroom and he forgot his younger brother was sleeping on the botttom bed so him and his girlfriend went on the top bed and they started talking and then things get heated up so he said scream TOMATOES if you want it harder and scream LETTUCE if you want a different position so she was screaming LETTUCE, TOMATO, LETTUCE, TOMATO, then she said stop pull it out becuase I cant get pregnant then the little brother woke up and said "will you guys please stop making sandwiches"....

We'll It Looks Like I'll Be Moving.....
...to north carolina by the end of the month. mu husband just called me with the news. i have till the end of next week to get all our stuff ready for the movers who will show up on the 25. i have less that 14 days to get ready for a cross country move. [[sigh]] i just love when he calls with little declarations. we got base housing & he promised that he'd be waiting at the airport to pick me up. so i guess a new chapter of my life is starting. so yea..i better get going...i have a lot of packing to do. wish me luck guys.

Baccon Ranch Dip
Bacon Ranch Dip Madeover Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 3 hr 10 min Makes: 3 cups or 24 servings, 2 Tbsp. each Nutrition Information Kraft Kitchens Tips Ratings and comments You may also enjoy 2 cups KRAFT Light Ranch Reduced Fat Dressing 1 cup BREAKSTONE'S Reduced Fat or KNUDSEN Light Sour Cream 1/2 cup KRAFT Reduced Fat Parmesan Style Grated Topping 1/4 cup sliced green onions 1 pkg. (2.8 oz.) OSCAR MAYER Real Bacon Recipe Pieces MIX all ingredients in medium bowl; cover. REFRIGERATE several hours or until chilled. SERVE with assorted cut-up vegetable dippers or chips. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Makeover Savings We've taken a family favorite dip and made it over. We used KRAFT Light Ranch Reduced Fat Dressing, BREAKSTONE'S Reduced Fat or KNUDSEN Light Sour Cream, and KRAFT Reduced Fat Parmesan Style Grated Topping in place of regular products. You'll save 40 calories and 6 grams of fat per

My Art
Im selling some of my art please check my "My art" folder for the link and if you have any questions please email me in my inbox and be as descriptive as possibe. If you would like to make me an offer instead of bidding on it in ebay please let me know. Thanks!!! ~SkullQueen~

Some Of My Old Poems....
...that i have on my computer. these were dome at the start of my writter's block. be nice kay? Another Day The sun rose just as it should The birds sang their mellow tunes And the day became alive A shot fired from a distant land A sudden cry; a helping hand Pride for a country; tears for another Thousands gone; thousands left The sun set behind the clouds The birds began to roost And the day came to a close Yet only nature was the same ------------------------------- Silent Nightmare I lay in bed hoping that Today you'd be different Prayed that it wouldn't happen again I put on my long sleeve shirt To hide the marks from others And the pain from myself I hid behind my forced smile I tried to get away and You always held me back I tried to scream and you Smothered my cries for help I tried to breathe when The force of your hand hit my face You slammed me against the wall When you'd stop you'd look at me As I cried there on the floor And you neve

Join A Relaxing Kick Back Lounge
The name is "Wolves Forever", because I have a wolf totem and respect the wolf name in many ways. Please if you would like to know more about Holistic Health and what alternative ways there are out there for healing ones Mind, Body, and Spirit than all means go to this lounge. All of my L.R.L family is welcomed of course to join, but I am opening my realm to everyone else out there as well. Join me for a nice conversation. NO PROFANITY OR NO NEGATIVITY ALLOWED IN MY LOUNGE AT ALL TIMES! Heres my link below to have a realaxing good time on cherry tap. Thanks you for your consideration and Peace! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7748#

Stepfathers Of Grown Children Find The Grace
Stepfathers of grown children find the grace To love beneath a banner of their own. Each is more than friend, though not by blood; Parent, yet not part of childhood; Father, yes, in truth, but not in stone. Arms open ever to our long embrace, They give to us what's theirs to give alone: Hearts unhindered by a child's good, Ears unhampered by what words we would, Regard deep rooted in a single tone Shared through fondness for a single face. done by christine

The Dirtpartment ( A Few Older Tracks )
CHERRIES !!!!! Here are a few Older tracks From last Year off the Free Reign Album Enjoy.... ( Namebrand ) >want more here are the links Located in my Stash http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=382561&bl=1 http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=382482&bl=1 http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=382654&bl=1 http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=383646&bl=1 http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=384046&bl=1

Surgery Again...
Monday I went to my Dr. appointment for my open wound and it was infected. They admitted me back into the hospital and I had surgery Tuesday to have a wound vac inserted. I am in pain! I will have this vac approx. 3-4 weeks. I will be logged in but in the bed, so I am not ignoring u. Hugs and Peace xoxo

Untitled 2
If love created my happiness Hate will create my pain You may have broken my heart But my love for you will remain I know you cherish your freedom But just don't walk away I know we both need breathing room But why does it seem so easy for you to stray? You said you needed to slow things down But they seem to have come to a permanent stop Is that what you meant by letting things grow between us? By never letting us talk? If love equals suffering Why do I want it so much? If hate equals peace Why do I resist its touch? I feel like I'm close to the edge About to fall from the precipice I need to harden my heart So I came to you for the recipe I've come to you I seek you out How can I learn to be as insensitive as you? How can I easily snuff my emotions out? Explain to me just how things fell apart between us For I force myself through everyday I tried to be "the one," your everything But you just walked away You can't forget about me No matter h

You Have To See This!!
I shared this yesterday with my internet joke list after getting it from a hot babe friend.... The comments my friends sent back were amazing... http://www.news.com.au/story/0,23599,21904047-2,00.html

Part 1 What I Want
: I wanna wake up in the arms of someone who belives in a love that never ends that is cerished everyday w walks under neath the stars who strives not only for them to get better but me as well someone who pushes me to my all who takes the time to text and say the miss me I wanna fall into a marketing job and work behind the scenes be able to take a road trip in the middle of the nite where the time of the day is not a essence or even a concern I wanna be married and have a walk to remeber type love I wanna feel a person's heart beat and listen to it... I long for the type of love that is true to everything that is me and not some sugar coat relationship.. I wanna be greeted when I walk into a club and be that person that people wanna be

There I Feel Better Now
In all respect to my friends, yesterday and Wednesday were not the greatest days in the world. What got me is the fact it seemed like I had to "babysit" employees who know what to do and yet every five minutes they called me to do just what they didn't want to do forgetting that I was busy doing what I knew I had to do, I didn't wait for annyone to come over and help me. I kept busy and thought I had hurt my knee at work but then I remembered what I did on Tuesday to hurt like everything on Wednesday and last night. I know I should have listened to my best friend Bill on that one. What would I do without him? He still can give out the advice and even admits that yes, I am the most hard headed person he knows. He said I was stubborn and I don't deny that. But then again my whole people skills yesterday at the greatest store we can avoid, wasn't up to par either. Which we accounted for the fact that I wasn't feeling too great and I had to go to work. There I am feeling better. This w

What Are You Waiting For?
Come to the HOTTEST lounge on cherry tap! Come to the Cherries Gone Wild Lounge! We have the best crew there is and the people are awesome! It's FRIDAY! So let's get it poppin! Dj Jade and myself will be taking song requests from 4-7pm eastern time. Just hit me up on yahoo with your requests @ crazy_beautiful8718 Get your ass in the lounge~ :) http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6011

Understanding
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in the body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

My Words Of Wisdom...(part 6)
I would like to send out a BIG "THANK YOU" for those who are still reading this incredible series, "Words Of Wisdom" by yours truly... ME... I hope it has given you hope and has made you think of your own ways and how you can make a difference, and in many cases you ALREADY are, therefore there is nothing to threat, you are helping the future generations. Regardless if you do not think that the help of one person could possibly make that much of a difference, but you'd be pretty amazed of how JUST "ONE" person can do. Just remember of what I have already told you regarding Mozard, Jesus, Leonardo da Vinci....they were just one person and they made truly the biggest impact you could ever imagince, I am sure and have my hopes set that such a person will rise again and be remembered from our generation... THE FUTURE... They is out there somewhere. I'd say they're right. It's out there in someone's arms tonight, being rocked to sleep... It's out there holding on to a s

A Twist To An Old Email..
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's h

They Walk Amoungst Us...
They Walk Among US! I was at the checkout of a K-Mart. The clerk rang up $46.64 charge. I gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I gave it back to her and told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor and gave her the money back. She became indignant and informed me she was educated and knew what she was doing, and returned the money again. I gave her the money back again...same scenario! I departed the store with the $46.64. This actually happened to me in Austin at MoPac Blvd and Parmer Lane ...............They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. I walked into a Mickey D's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free." "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free" She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. ..............They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. One

Blah... Sic Of The Bullshit
Why is it people on the net gotta be so damn fake? Is it seriously that damn hard to keep it real? A lot of these females on the net wll sit and play all these silly lil games, well I am not the one! If you are on some bullshit and can't come correct, don't even waste ya time commin at me!! I am too old to play petty ass lil games and quite frankly I refuse to play games. Time is somethin very valuable... you can never get it back. So please don't waste my time and I won't waste yours.

~happy Fathers Day~
Hope you have a wonderful Fathers Day. Hug and Kiss your little ones even if they are grown. Luv, Cheryl Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

I Q !!!
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Gratiot Cruise 2007 "eastpointe, Michigan"
This was Eastpointe Michigan's section of the "Gratiot Avenue Cruise" I hope you guys enjoy the pics, most of them speak for themselves, but I might pop in with a comment or two along the way. So lets get the show started!!!A couple of these vette's are owned by my boss' cousin, this is the parking lot @ my work.This is a shot of our shop from across the street as the lot was filling up with cars for people to show off.So then I decided to go down 10 mile to see what was happening on Gratiot Ave and here are some pics of what I saw.OOPS Cant forget, we had a live-band @ the shop :)and now back to looking at pics.Pretty Pointless if ya ask me, but I took a pic cus Im sure someone can appreciate itThis is gratiot ave, these cruises really create some traffic jams.And some more pictures..

2 All Men On Ct
PLEASE DONT ASK ME 2 SUCK U OR FUCK U ... IF I SAY NO THEN THATS IT DONT ASSUME THAT JUST CUZ IM A WOMAN N UR A MAN THAT I AM AUTOMATICALLY GOTTA DO SOMETHING WITH U.... ITS OK TO SAY HI SEXI N ALL BUT U KNOW WHAT I WONT BE POSTING MYSELF NAKED PICS ON HERE SO DONT ASK...IF I SAY I AM SEEING SOMEONE DONT ASK FOR A ONE NIGHT STAND OR A QUICKIE AT A MOTEL CUZ IM NOT UP FOR THAT.IM NOT ON THIS SITE FOR SEX AS MOST PPL ARE SO DONT ASK ME CUZ MY ANSWER IS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! SO IF U R ON MY FRIENDS LIST N CHECKING ME OUT FOR SEX DONT BOTHER WITH CONTACTING ME CUZ UR JUST WASTING MY N UR TIME IM HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS CUZ IM ALREADY GETTING TO KNOW SOMEONE

Shades Of Red
The richest of colors-- The warmth and the depth Of her voice, both steady and clean Awaken my senses And in her good time Tell secrets my eyes like to hear She soothes me in sunsets With flavors entices Sprouts poems and autumn displays She fearlessly shouts Across wide city streets-- Unquestioned, I hear and obey She delights in anything Guady or gallant Admits love and war have their hell Whatever the wisdom She care to impart None color a story as well

-self-
Am I still the 16 year old girl that he can mold? Or am I the 25 ear old woman that is strong and bold? His tireless plea for me to be all that HE wanted me to be, and i allowed it-- STUPID ME! i thought he was all i needed in my world until-- he told me, you need to lose weight girl and yet i stayed i tried and tried to be what he wanted, but my effort fell short because he found love in a miniskirt Now that he does not consume my everybreath I now appreciate my breast I have since molded myself into the woman I should be STRONG But wait...let me explain... this didn't happen overnight. it was a battle, a true gruesome fight, and with perseverance and strength I cqme through ..... with perseverance and strength I came through Young one this message is for you- Do not allow some too cute dude... CONSTRUCT YOU PERSONALIZE YOU BECOME YOU Don't lose your-SELF-

Important Please Read. Ty
THANK YOU EXECUTIONER FOR CARING. Family Hopes To Get Child Prosthetic ArmsDevice Cost Could Be Setback DES MOINES, Iowa -- Imagine going through life never being able to give those you love a hug and always depending on others for simple everyday tasks. For one Des Moines boy, it's a daily struggle, but a new family and a new life could mean new hope. Ten-year-old Aaron Flatt lives with the fact he has no shoulders, arms or elbows. He and his younger sister, Brittany, have what is known as Holt-Oram Syndrome, or heart and hand syndrome. It's a hereditary disorder that results in deformities and heart problems. But starting this month, a lot of guardian angels are trying to get arms for Aaron. "Aaron needs help with the shower. He needs help going to the bathroom. He needs help putting his shoes on, his pants and the zippers and if they're ties or whatever," said his aunt, Kristie Hynes. It hasn't slowed him down. "I think that Aaron is an amazing young man

Keeping My Sanity 7
what i couldn't see doesn't matter For i am only a dust, made up of dream A figment of your imagination I show up in your dreams You forgot reality when it comes to me I was way too contented For I only matter in a split second to you Your time involves disappearance of honesty I prefer my sanity I held on to what I believe For whatever I chase in life I gain It's exactly how we deminish Farther than apart we could be real Let's share a moment of wisdom For idiocricy aren't even the way you are with me If we do believe and hold on to it Then we found the right moment to spare Share me only honesty

Using Your Intution To Attract A Man
Here's how to use the power of your intuition to not only better know and understand what a man is thinking... but to help you both be more "in tune" with each other. And if you'd like to take your ability to talk and share with a man in your relationship quickly to the "next level" - to where you both have an easy time understanding each other, listening, and relating to where the other person is coming from... then you need to learn the real secrets of COMMUNICATING with a man and avoid the common mistakes and "myths" most women believe in that make men want to stop opening up. It's all here: http://www.CatchHimKeepHim.com/e/12833/CommunicationSecrets/?cid=ZVQAZZ&lid=1&ll=1 Dear Crystal, Have you ever felt "magic" with a man? Where the connection and chemistry you and he share is so strong that something inside tells you that it's something special and real? You both can't stop thinking about each other and your lives start to "naturally

~not Another Toy~
SO I DECIDED THAT ID SHARE SOME OF MY WORK ON HERE AND SEE WHAT YOU GUYS THINK.... PLEASE BE HONEST AND LET ME KNOW SOME OF MY POETRY I WOULD LIKE TO SUMBIT TO COMPANYS AND ITD BE GREAT FOR EVERYONES OPIONION... THANKS AGAIN ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What part of me wanting you dont you fucking get... Yet I keep getting the shit end of the stick... I am fed up now, with you and your games... I'm walking away now, with my head down in shame... Cause I really thought we would of been a could match... I thought me falling for you, was one hell of a catch... But I couldnt of been more blind... And it's all coming to me so clear this time... I would and do everything possible for you... Still you dont have the slightest clue... It took some time but now I realize... That its not me with blinded eyes... I cant and wont change who I am for you... And if you cant see what your missing out on then your the foo... You always de

Updated Fairy Tail
Once upon a time in a land far away, a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am and then, my sweet, we can marry and set up housekeeping in your castle with my mother, where you can prepare my meals, clean my clothes, bear my children, and forever feel grateful and happy doing so." That night, as the princess dined sumptuously on lightly sauteed frog legs seasoned in a white wine and onion cream sauce, she chuckled and thought to herself: I don't fuckin think so.

Lil Sex Pome
Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Permalink

Enchilidas Beef & Bean With Mexican Rice
1 lb. ground beef 1 med. onion, diced 1 lg. can refried beans or pinto beans, soaked & cooked 1 pkg. corn tortillas (12) 1 pkg. taco seasoning 1 (12 oz.) pkg. cheddar cheese 1 (8 oz.) can tomato sauce or paste 2 c. water 1 clove garlic, minced (powder, optional) 1/4 c. onion, diced (powder optional) dash of salt 2 to 4 tbsp. chili pepper (chili powder optional) cornstarch, enough to thicken slightly 1 c. long grain rice 2 tbsp. butter 1 tsp. onion powder 1 tsp. garlic powder 1 tsp. cumin dash of salt 1/2 to 1 c. tomato sauce 2 c. water Sauté 1 pound of hamburger until brown, then drain well. add 1/2 to 1 package of taco seasoning and 1/4 cup water; simmer 15 minutes. While simmering, dice 1 medium onion, heat 1 large can refried beans. Cook 12 corn tortillas in oil, just until soft. dab excess oil with paper towel. Place 2 to 3 tablespoons hamburger on the edge of each tortilla. add 2 tablespoons or so beans on top of hamburger. Sprinkle with onions and Cheddar c

Insanity
Living with this madness untold, Deep inside me the rage unfolds. Dragging up my hidden darkness, It rises from the black abyss. Throwing it's shadow across the floor, The rage steps out of my souls door. It quickly starts to take control, And on my mind, it takes it's toll. It pulls a cloud over my eyes, And it causes me to go blind, To the destruction in it's path, This insanity is my wrath! ~Morgana Angelia~ 4-25-1995

Hospital Patient
Anyone who has ever had a loved one in the hospital will enjoy this: A woman called a local hospital. "Hello. Could you connect me to the person who gives information about patients. I'd like to find out if a family member is doing better." The voice on the other end said, "What is the patient's name and room number?" "Sarah Finkel, room 302." "I'll connect you with the nursing station." "3-A Nursing Station. How can I help You?" "I'd like to know the condition of Sarah Finkel in room 302." "Are you a family member?" "Yes, Yes I am.." "Hold on.. let me look at her records... ! a.. Mrs. Finkel is doing very well. In fact, she's had two full meals, her blood pressure is fine, she is to be taken off the heart monitor in a couple of hours and, if she continues this improvement, looks like Dr. Cohen is going to send her home very soon!" The woman said, "What a relief! Oh, that's fantastic... that's wonderful news!" The nurse said, "From your enthusiasm, I take it you

What I Like Bout You...
lol ok wierd title but people ask about my likes & dislikes so heres the rundown for ya'll.. likes- first & foremost my kids!! someone who doesnt follow the crowd someone who can be honest even if i might not like what i hear. a person whose real.. takes care of their business & tries to keep out of mine unless invited in. someone who can go from idle chit chat to a serious conversation seemlessly and change back just as easy. music -pretty much any kind you can throw at me I will give a chance. tea, cappuchino, and chocolate milk :) guinness, captain & cokes , apple jack baking , cooking & of course eating HOCKEY at any level... put me in a bleacher in the cold ass arena & I'm in 7th heaven! shopping (yeah i know its girly shush) swimming ,ice skating... Cowboys ( nothing like a man with abs who isnt afraid to go shirtless ) hockey players (goalies have great hands lol) animals, teddy bears , Axe deodorant & body spray, piercings, tattoos my dislikes my ex !

Episode 70: The Sound And The Fury
Music has been the pervasive element in my life. I’ll admit that I’m an addict; a junkie of sorts. I can’t go a full day without hearing something either in beat, by note or chord that makes my senses come alive and strikes something within me, making me come to wretched life. This past week has been an experience for me. I can’t tell you how much music I’ve downloaded. I did that for a myriad of reasons. I’m too broke to afford the physical CDs at the moment. I need some of the music that has been requested and, there are memories that I wish to relive, though I’m still uncertain as to whether or not those memories are really my own. That, however, is another discussion for another time. Getting back to it, music has always been something of a mental and spiritual journey for me. Each sensation of the highest euphoria and every devastating low has been marked in song within my psyche. I’ve howled into the night with Van Halen, roared in anger with Pantera

Come And Help;-)
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Creamy Soup Of Cheese And Vegetables
2 cubes of concentrated stock (preferably meat, but chicken is ok too) 1 1/2 cups of boiling water 2 carrots, coarsely cubed 1 cup of celery, cubed 1 large onion, finely chopped or in thin slices 2 1/2 tbsp. of butter 1 tbsp. corn starch 2 to 3 cups of milk 12 oz. of your favourite melted cheese (Gouda or Edam is ok), shredded dash of pepper paprika and chopped cilantro for garnishing salt (optional) This recipe is very versatile as it can be prepared as a creamy soup, a tasty pasta sauce and even as a chilled entree. It all depends on how thick you want to prepare it. Begin by sautéing the onion with the butter, add the corn starch. If you want a more textured creamy soup, you can cut the onion in fine slices. Keep apart after it becomes translucent. Put in a processor the first 4 ingredients and process until very homogeneous, then add this mixture to the pot with the onion, add the milk and a dash of ground pepper and bring it to boil and cook for 15 minutes. Add t

The Love Story Of Ralph And Edna:-
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Ralph and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Ralph suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged, since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of the person you love. I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness. The bad news is, Ralph, hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I

Would Love To Level Up To Become Cherry Picker
I HAVE BEEN ON THIS LEVEL FOR SOOOOO LONG AND WANT TO ADVANCE TO THE NEXT LEVEL BEING CHERRY PICKER........IF YOU RATE ME I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR.......I HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS SO IT SHOULD NOT BE THAT HARD....... LOTS OF LOVE BABYDOLL0215

Tick Removal
> A school nurse has written the info below -- good enough to share -- And > it really works!! > > I had a pediatrician tell me what she believes is the best way to remove > a tick. This is great, because it works in those places where it's > sometimes difficult to get to with tweezers: between toes, in the middle > of a head full of dark hair, etc. Apply a glob of liquid soap to a > cotton ball. Cover the tick with the soap-soaked cotton ball and let it > stay on the repulsive insect for a few seconds (15-20), after which the > tick will come out on it's own and be stuck to the cotton ball when you > lift it away. This technique has worked every time I've used it (and > that was frequently), and it's much less traumatic for the patient and > easier for me. Unless someone is allergic to soap, I can't see that this > would be damaging in any way. I even had my doctor's wife call me for > advice because she had one stuck to her back and she couldn't reach it > with tweezer

Do Not Take A Golf Ball From A Priest...
Good Morning. Golf Night…which is some what funny due to the fact I just finished reading a bit on how a man of the cloth was charged with beating another over a golf ball…here is that story: Rough Religion In April, Bishop Michael Babin, for 25 years a leader of Genesis Ministries International in Oceanside, Calif., was charged (along with his son) with beating a golfer unconscious after accusing the man of stealing his ball at a local course. (Two years ago, Babin was nominated for a Martin Luther King Jr. Civic Award.) [San Diego Union-Tribune, 4-3-07] Hmmm tough church… might be one of those clans types…you know where you have to claim to have beaten a person to get in…just kidding, but this next one below might be… here is the story: In April, rival factions of nuns brawled, along with priests, in an Old Calendarist convent in Avdellero, Cyprus, leaving a church floor covered with blood. One faction said that a recently deceased bishop's will gave them control of the convent,

Quiet Clean Girls In Gingham Dresses ...
all I've ever known are whores, ex-prostitutes, madwomen. I see men with quiet, gentle women I see them in the supermarkets, I see them walking down the streets together, I see them in their apartments: people at peace, living together. I know that their peace is only partial, but there is peace, often hours and days of peace. all I've ever known are pill freaks, alcoholics, whores, ex-prostitutes, madwomen. when one leaves another arrives worse than her predecessor. I see so many men with quiet clean girls in gingham dresses girls with faces that are not wolverine or predatory. "don't ever bring a whore around," I tell my few friends, "I'll fall in love with her." "you couldn't stand a good woman, Bukowski." I need a good woman. I need a good woman more than I need this typewriter, more than I need my automobile, more than I need Mozart; I need a good woman so badly that I can taste her in the air, I can feel her at my fingertips, I can see sidew

An Ex Husband That Just Wont Go Away!
I have an ex husband that wont leave me the hell alone. He is trying to ruin the relationship that I am in right now. I was really hurt by him and it has taken me a long time to start feeling good about myself an trust a man again. He cheated on me a number of times, and still wont admit to it. But since I was being nice to him he thinks that there is something going on between us, he wants to tel my boyfriend that we have slept together and we haven't. He wants me to move with him to another town when I am in college here and my oldest is in school here as well. he not only cheated on me but he thought hitting was something a man should do to his wife. No one knows how much I dispise this man and I hate being hurt by him. He was only with me for money and I cant stand that. I had a heart attack a few weeks ago from the stress in my life and he is trying to make me have another one. He doesnt care about our kids together or anything like that. He only thinks of himself. Th

Chicken Francaise
1 lb. skinless-boneless chicken breast 1 egg 1 tbsp. lemon juice Bread crumbs (plain) Grated Parmesan cheese 1 stick butter Juice of 1 1/2 lemons 3 cloves crushed garlic (or to taste) 2 tsp. parsley 1/8 tsp. pepper 1 c. chicken broth Slice chicken as cutlets or strips. Beat together with fork, 1 egg and 1 tablespoon lemon juice. Mix plain bread crumbs with grated Parmesan cheese (1 part cheese to 2 parts crumbs). Dip chicken pieces in egg mixture and then in bread crumbs mixture. Brown in oil. Set aside in baking dish. For sauce: melt together 1 stick of butter and juice of 1 1/2 lemons. Add 3 cloves crushed garlic (or to taste), 2 teaspoons parsley, 1/8 teaspoon pepper and 1 cup chicken broth. Simmer 10 minutes; strain if desired. Pour over chicken in baking dish. Bake covered 40 minutes and then uncovered 15 minutes at 350 degrees. Serve chicken over rice.

Saints & Their Basic Features For Life----------entry For June 21, 2007
Thursday, June 21, 2007 saints & their life saints & their basic features for life----------Entry for June 21, 2007 hi-its life to reflects the main features of saints on the bard of life by which they keeps the god in their favor all the time all the way.the saints are the one who keeps the heart fair in all respect. they are the Masters of six passions which cover the life through one or other mean. lust- anger -greed-infatuation-pride-jealousy.they kept full control on them to carry on with life. sinless, disinterested,form,possessing nothing pure[from inside as well out side], full of bless, of bound less wisdom, always desire less, moderate in diet, truthful, inspired, learned & united with god, circumspect, bestowing honour on others, free from pride, strong minded & highly conversant with the course of righteousness. they are abode of virtues, above the sorrows of the world & free from doubts, keeps god at heart & mind to interact with him all the way but

Show Some Luv
Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com i just want to say hey to all my friends and family today. worked late last nite and up earlie today but I'll be on in the am to chat with you all!! have a great day!!!

Risotto Parmigiano
5 - 6 cups chicken broth 1 tablespoon olive oil 1 onion, minced 1 1/2 cups arborio rice 3 tablespoon unsalted butter, softened 2 cloves garlic, minced 2 tablespoons freshly chopped parsley (optional) salt and pepper 2/3 cup Parmesan cheese, grated In a small saucepan, bring stock to a boil and reduce heat to a simmer. In a medium saucepan, saute the onion at medium heat, stirring until the onion is translucent but does not brown. Add minced garlic, rice and stir. Turn heat to medium high and stir in 1/2 cup broth Bring the stock to a simmer in a saucepan. Stir in the rice. Bring heat to medium-high, and pour in about 1/2 cup of the stock, keeping the mixture boiling, stirring continuously. As the broth is absorbed, continue to add broth as needed, 1/2 cup at a time. It is important to keep the mixture boiling, but keep stirring to keep it from sticking to the pot. It may take about a 30 minutes for all of the broth to be absorbed by the rice and for the

Justice To Be Served
As most of you dont know alot about me just what you see. I'm a mother of 4 beautiful children and have been fighting my ex through the courts he was brought upon charges for stalking and a bunch of other charges. I went to court on the 11th of this month and so far he has left me alone

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears.

Added Some New Pics
Hey sweeties I am heading off to Tennessee for a photoshoot this weekend. I just added some pics of me in red under my pantyhose folder and bunpics. check them out sweeties. hugs..Lorie http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie e-mail-loriesc4@yahoo.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m www.hostdrjack.com

Waiting
Waiting I wait ... In darkness for I am blindfolded, I wait. I wait ... In absolute silence for earplugs are firmly in place, I wait. I wait ... Laying absolutely still for I am tight bound, I wait. I wait ... For that touch The touch of my Dom, my Master. My skin ablaze with expectation. I wait ... For the crack of the cane Or the thud of the flogger Or the clap of His hand on my arse. I wait ... For the scrape of His nails Or the soft touch of His lips Or even the bite of His teeth. I wait ... With anticipation mounting With every second that passes Ticking off the clock in my mind's eye. I wait ... As I feel the air around me move Telling me he is close Almost ready to take me into space. I wait ... As I smell the burning of a candle As my mind races trying to work out what comes next As my body trembles with desire. And then ... A drip on my breast, the nipple. It burns! Although it is only lube My imagination turns it to hot wax.

So True !!!
Girls Girls are like phones. We love to be held, talked too but if you press the wrong button you'll be disconnected! Ladies Men are like bank accounts. Without a lot of money they don't generate a lot of interest So true !!! How Many Roads Must A Man drive Down Before He Admits Hes lost?

In Loveing Memory Of My Half Brother David
Area siblings servive New Jersey man David was 44 of New Jersey formerly of berwick , passed away Wednesday evening June 20, 2007 at Geisinger Wyoming Valley, Wilkes-Barre David was a great brother and a loving husband but most of all he was a dam good father to his three kids . David was enploted for many years in the Albert C. Wagner Youth Corrections Facility in New Jersey where he retired . David will be remember for all the good he has done for everyone . He will be miss by all his love ones . god i love you my brother and one day we will be together as a family again . but all your hard work will keep going on in are lifes . With all my heart and soul your little half sister chrisitne . Make Your Own Glitter Graphics Diamond RioGod Only CriesMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Crazy
u better read this!!!! PLEASE ok i know u hate this crap when people send you shit like this but trust me i mean trust me i will never lie too any of u....this shitttttttttttttttttttt is freakin scary its sooo crazy and it works but u have too belive in it.. soo good luck lates DO NOT SEND THIS BACK TO THE PERSON THAT SENT YOU IT!!! [not a good idea] DO THIS ITS SOO FREAKY thursday october 6, 2005 here just do it most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I received this letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and within a week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy, this really works!!!! ************************************************************* 1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3 times! **************************************

Random Quotes
Well, I'm bored... Thus I felt the need to go through google and find quotes... They were either picked because I found them amusing or they had some deeper meaning to me which I fancied... therefore.. THey aren't for your entertainment and I don't much care if you like them. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 'Evil men have no songs.' How is it that the Russians have songs? Friedrich Nietzsche It is good to express a thing twice right at the outset and so to give it a right foot and also a left one. Truth can surely stand on one leg, but with two it will be able to walk and get around. Friedrich Nietzsche Nothing is beautiful, only man: on this piece of naivete rests all aesthetics, it is the first truth of aesthetics. Let us immediately add its second: nothing is ugly but degenerate man - the domain of aesthetic judgment is therewith defined. Friedrich Nietzsche And, after all, what is a lie? 'Tis but the truth in a masquerade. Alexander Pope

Monty Pagan And The Quest For The Sacred Cauldron
Monty Pagan and the Quest for the Sacred Cauldron* *Cauldron not included. Some assembly required. Authorship and Copyright Statement: Written by Dan Campbell, Cynthia Campbell, Amy Brann, Gryphon Rosemead, Name Withheld, and Author Not Appearing On This Script. This document may be changed, altered, adapted, printed, burned*, or otherwise used as the reader sees fit, provided that this Statement accompanies any such changed, altered, adapted, printed, or burnt version of the document. Change, alter, adapt, print, burn, or otherwise use this document at your own risk. The Authors assume no liability for any use of the document by any persons, real or imaginary. * Please observe proper fire safety guidelines when burning any document.** ** And have the kindess not to burn any books in the presence of a librarian. Dramatis Personae High Priest:- (Lord Buffalo Wearsakilt) High Priestess:- (Lady High Priestess Moon Goddess) Ritual Celebrant 1:- (Caller for East), (Spirits ), (Thi

The Lesser Banishing Ritual Of The Casserole
The Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Casserole To prepare for this ritual, clear a space for the circle in the center of the kitchen. Then don your ceremonial apron and hold your ceremonial spatula in your right hand. Stand in the center of the circle and face east. You are ready to begin: With your spatula, draw a banishing pentagram to the East. Then, thrust your spatula through the pentagram and say, "Microwave dinners, be gone!" Move to the South. Again, draw a banishing pentagram and thrust your spatula through it. "TV dinners, be gone!" Move to the West. Draw the banishing pentagram and thrust your spatula through it. "Ramen instant noodles, be gone!" Move to the north. Draw the banishing pentagram and thrust your spatula through it, "Mystery meat in a can, be gone!" Move to the center of the circle and stand still. Chant the following: Before me, Martha Stewart. Behind me, Betty Crocker. To my right side, Julia Child. To my left side, Martha Stewart, AGAIN! Visual

Please Read:
This is for my family ,friends and fans,I just want to say that I love all ya'll.It makes my day to come in here and see ya'll on tap and get greetings.I just have to say I have been giving gifts out but not to recieve any in return but because it makes me feel good (even though they aren't real).So don't feel obligated to send one back just a thanks is nice,well thats all for now much love to all my peeps here on cherry tap.

Brain Challenge
This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

The Perfect Sunset
storm breaking in the essence of my heart Sinking into the depths of the water over which I stare A shudder of expectation of beauty as the sun falls to horizon Rock forms silhouetted in fiery glare, as are birds on wing My spirit and soul awakened in passion of excitement The sun setting as the heartbeat rises, erratic, awe struck Life force dwindling to snuff out days memories For creation of imprinted images on longing eyes A lone wanderer of the firmament, as Fulmar soars And Oystercatcher’s shrill cries as startled from perch Land on tide swept sands to search for food The sound of the waves crashing through caves, echoes To capture the never ending cycle framed in sky For the passion of a heart about to live anew An altered state of extreme awareness, beauty awoken Compared to forest walks, waterfalls and meandering streams As Ocean quenches the embers of suns passing Into the depths, the realms of Neptune, perceived Orange glow extinguishing with every

Another Day In My Life!
Another chapter in my life. I hope is finally over. My ex hubby is moving... Yeah! I am very happy that now he is going to be 2 hours away unstead of an hour away. I just wish that he would move far far away so I dont have to deal with him. That he will sign over my kids and I can have them to myself. He is only a sperm donor to them. He doesnt take care of them when he has them. He passes them off on other people. I am sick of it. They need a stable place and I know that I am the one that can give it. Not him. He says he wants to take me back to court and fight for every saturday and sunday but the court wont take that I know it.

Asian Marinated Mushrooms
1 lb small mushrooms 2 tablespoons soy sauce 3 tablespoons rice wine (or white) vinegar 1 tablespoon sugar 1/2 cup dry sherry 2 tablespoons onions, minced 2 cloves fresh garlic, minced 1 scant tablespoon salt 1/2 teaspoon fresh ginger, finely minced Remove stems from mushrooms. Combine soy sauce, wine, sugar, sherry, onion, garlic, salt and ginger in a saucepan. Bring to a boil and remove from heat. Pour over mushrooms in a heatproof glass or stainless steel bowl, or in a canning jar. Refrigerate for two days, turning mushrooms to coat with the marinade twice daily. Can be kept in refrigerator up to one week before serving.

Military Life!
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ____________________________________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ______________________________________________

The Lightness Of The Soul
Truely faced with the odds of survival on this Small Planet, I have determined several steps that must be taken. Step one: Stop believing in a single God that is all powerfull, there are entirely too many screw ups in the physical design of the human specie. Not to mention the avacado! Special Quote to remember God is an Atheist. Step Two: If you are upset at the last statement youre never going to survive. I am not telling you this to make your life harder, I am telling you this because your religions are killing the world. You pray to one god each and every one of you and you think your menial lives mean more to a single god that is all powerful? You are an insect waiting to be squashed. Stop thinking Gods are infallible. Step Three: Divinity is yours to use, the entire world is full of Prophets, the hard part is figuring out which Prophet is talking for the time you live in. listen to them thank them and then do what you feel is correct. Step Four: Listen to your Feelings Luke.

Faded
Faded An empty shell with no heart A lone seagull without purpose Open wounds begin to heal As water and time drift past Looking for the way out Or even the way through Darkness will encase me As love fades with the wind. - KW

Descriptive
I wake up each morning, turn over, and there you are. I know, from daily experience, your long smooth white body is nestled in that wrapping, the wrapping designed to advertise your absolute ability to give pleasure. I reach out for you, gently taking hold of your enclosure, and with tender care slowly slip you from within your concealing protective envelopment. Oh, the slender firmness of you... perfectly designed to fit in my grasp. I slide my fingers down the length of your cool body, and envision the pleasure of the first touch of you to my lips. Fire ignites, and my need to draw you in builds within me. You are addictive, and I needs must have you. My lips surround you, perfectly formed for my lips to engulf. I draw your searing smokey essence into me, and my head buzzes, my breath is taken away, and I consume you to my inner depths. I hold your essence within me, hateing to release you; knowing i must or I shall die. But there is more of you, and as I release the first

Chicken Surabaja
3 (3/4 lb. size) whole chicken breasts, boned and skinned MARINADE: 1/4 c. soy sauce 2 tbsp. lemon juice 1 clove garlic, finely chopped Dash of white pepper SAUCE: 1/4 c. butter 1/2 c. soy sauce 2 tbsp. lemon juice 1/2 tsp. salt Dash of cayenne Canned French fried onion rings, optional Cut chicken into 1 inch cubes. Place in shallow baking dish. Make Marinade: Combine soy sauce, lemon juice, garlic, pepper and 1/4 cup water. Pour over chicken. Refrigerate 1 hour. Thread chicken on 12 skewers. To cook outdoors: Prepare coals. Adjust grill 5 to 6 inches from coals. Grill chicken 12 to 15 minutes, turning frequently. To cook indoors: Broil chicken on rack in broiler pan, 6 inches from heat, 6 minutes on each side. Meanwhile, make sauce: Combine all ingredients in medium saucepan. Bring to boiling; reduce heat and simmer 2 minutes. Serve chicken with sauce poured over. Garnish with onion rings if desired. Makes 4 servings.

Showing Some Love For Friends!
MySpace Comments I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE TO RATE MY STUFF! (i'm sure i missed a few people, if so let me know and i'll get you added) MySpace Comments ~ ? NAPTOWNHORSEBREAKER ?~@ CherryTAP ToXic SiN@ CherryTAP ~Kassidy~@ CherryTAP RocksNow@ CherryTAP brende143@ CherryTAP ~KentuckyHomeGrl~ Read Profile@ CherryTAP drama princessPLEASE SIGN MY GUEST BOOK!!@ CherryTAP "...Arvieh_Mitzi..."@ CherryTAP Wìtchy177 )O(@ CherryTAP

Pain
Why does this always happens to me I think I find some one And then I just say something wrong And it pisses them off Why don’t you just rip out my heart Cause I don’t want it any more I don’t need it All I want to do is die I want to take the knife That sitting right next to me And run it along my arm To watch the blood run out For I can’t be happy Not any more Its been way to long Since I’ve know that feeling What would you do if I just left this world for good Would you miss me then Well we can always find out I won’t be here much longer Your time is running out

Soul Not Alone
You think your soul wanders all alone The things you have seen only few will have known You wander though not as alone as you think You did not see me beside you because we were out of sync That breeze that you felt when you felt so low Was just me there to remind you so that you would know No matter how alone you feel in your travels I will be there to keep you strong, see to it you do not unravel Through your days and your nights that your feeling so weak I am there to remind you how you are so unique I would miss this lonely soul and it's very special light How when it shines it shines ever so bright I know this lonely soul was not always this way It shall be bright as a beacon again one day And until that day comes I want this soul to know I will be there to watch the beauty when once more it is aglow

New Treatment For Fibromyalgia
Lyrica Receives FDA Approval to Treat Fibromyalgia Lyrica (pregabalin capsules CV) was approved June 21, 2007 by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) for the treatment of fibromyalgia. The approval of Lyrica was long-awaited because it is the first medicine that is FDA-approved to treat fibromyalgia. Lyrica is marketed by Pfizer. Lyrica has been prescribed to more than 5 million patients throughout the world. The drug was previously FDA-approved for the treatment of neuropathic pain associated with diabetic peripheral neuropathy and post-herpetic neuralgia and as an additional therapy for adults with partial onset seizures. According to the American College of Rheumatology, fibromyalgia affects between 2 to 4 percent of the population. Other drugs such as analgesics, NSAIDs, sleep medications, muscle relaxers, and antidepressants have been used to control fibromyalgia symptoms including: * pain and tenderness in the muscles and joints * fatigue *

You Know Who The Fuck You Are!
I love it how these guys get on my page and throw the 5 and 6 ratings, instead of finding something better to do with their time...? My page consists of mostly women, all georgous! We share funny conversation and comments and there are a few that I am quite close to. So MF's, don't be jealous of my page because you have no class, no style or no skills! >atcha BIOTCHES!

This And That
This Or That...Night or Day:bothCoffee or Tea:coffeeWater or Fire:waterPhones or Email:bothInternet or TV:bothPens Or Pencils:dont know how to writeLip Stick or Lip Gloss:neither Walmart or Kmart:walmartDogs or Cats:dogsSnakes or Spiders:snakesSummer or Winter:summerSpring or Fall:springChocolate or Vanilla:vanillaM&Ms or Skittles:m&mMusic or Movies:i like bothRap or Country:countryCandles or Insense:candlesLots of Friends or Few Best Friends:both for meBabies or Todlers:todlersPaper Cut or Splinter:splinter paper cuts hurt like hellParfume/Cologne or Body Spray:cologne and bodysprayCoke or Pepsi:pepsiRain or Snow:rain..Jessica Simpson or Christina Agulera:neither there both slutsAngelina Jolie or Jennifer Anistan:jennifer anistonLord Of The Rings or Harry Potter:neither one Yo-Gi-Oh or Starwars:starwarsVideo Games or Board Games:board gamesBlush or Glitter:umm im a dude neitherLong Hair or Short:shortNice Guy/Girl or Good Looking Guy/Girl:nice girlLove or Money:i would rather have lov

Cannibalism
Why am I angry? Do I stop my anger? Same question! My anger anchors me to my past hpoelessly Is my past all anger? Do I let my anger go? If I don't My anger will cannibalize me and I wil die lonely alone And my life past will be one giant regret Don't die that way! I have too much that is good inside me to waste to waste away... unknown unremembered unloved unloving unkind unhappy I don't want to die I don't want to die unhappy I want my child to die a child scorpionfish c. 12/21/01

Ghost Ships
The ghost ships sails the ocean Sailing unknown waters bereft of life The harbours are devoid of life Apart from a skeleton staff Whose job it is to serve the ghost ships That sail the oceans So many souls searching for a final resting place Unable to find peace They congregate on these ghost ships Even in death there is comfort in numbers Sometimes we feel so alone And to die without a soul to share our last moments Is a challenging prospect Every know and then a lost soul finds peace And is allowed to disembark Sail on in search of peace and tranquillity The waves of the ocean help to soothe the restless spirits They have no home apart from these ghost ships They sail through endless darkness The light is too much to deal with These spirits have rejected human contact They cannot cope with the troubled history They wait until the matter is resolved elsewhere Time passes and perspectives change Redemption does com

Chicken Kabobs Mexicanos
Ingredients: 2 tbsp. olive oil 1 tsp. cumin 2 tbsp. chopped fresh cilantro 1 lime, juiced Salt and ground black pepper to taste 2 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves, cut into 1-inch pieces 1 small zucchini, cut into 1/2-inch slices 1 onion, cut into wedges and separated 1 red bell pepper, cut into 1-inch pieces 10 cherry tomatoes Preparation: In shallow dish mix together olive oil, cumin, chopped cilantro, and lime juice. Season with salt and pepper. Add chicken and mix well. Cover and refrigerate at least 1 hour. Preheat grill for high heat. Thread chicken, zucchini, onion, red bell pepper, and tomatoes onto skewers. Brush grill with oil, and arrange skewers on hot grate. Cook approximately 10 minutes, until chicken is cooked through, turning to cook evenly. Serve with rice, salsa, and warm tortillas. Makes 4 servings.

Insomnia Reboot
The Falcon wing breaks the swan voice pierces the air The Robin Dances to the valtures music Beat the drum beat the drum What madness I seek in my mind Insomnia, insomnia takes hold The beauty of rest is troubling and forgotten Operatic is the man who is a warrior and a king Paint, paint me a favoring dream A woman's brush for hair is the canvas Lite the candle and kill the child To bring life to ardent love A new day dawns Touch an unicorn in an eve's hope and joy The writing of the word is killing death Hop bunny, hop for a feast awaits Scream of the blood butterfly, scream Where does this reality of madness go Stab me, Stab me, no wait kiss me, rap me or I you Now world is at universes door Bullets, bullets stars, stars Red, blue, green and white All is gray and black In the bed now naked the sheets are turned Life goes on Bleack and white is not the final word Hiss snake, hiss of the grayness that comes Naked child runnning lambs are turkeys

New Words
* SWAMP-DONKEY A deeply unattractive person. * TESTICULATING. Waving your arms around and talking bollocks. * BLAMESTORMING. Sitting round in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a Project failed and who was responsible. * ASSMOSIS. The process by which people seem to absorb success and advancement by sucking up to the boss rather than working hard. * SITCOMs. Single Income, Two Children, Oppressive Mortgage. What yuppies turn into when they have children and one of them stops working to stay home with the kids or start a "home business". * SINBAD. Single working girls. Single income, no boyfriend and desperate. * AEROPLANE BLONDE. One who has bleached/dyed her hair but still has a 'black box'. * PERCUSSIVE MAINTENANCE. The fine art of whacking the crap out of an electronic device to get it to work again. * GOING FOR A McSHIT. Entering a fast food restaurant with no intention of buying food, yo

Apple Enchiladas
These sweet enchiladas take only 15 minutes to prepare! Ingredients: 1 1/3 cans (21 oz.) apple-pie filling 8 flour tortillas (8 inches wide) 1 tsp. ground cinnamon 1/2 tsp. nutmeg 1/2 tsp. allspice 1/4 cup and 3 tbsp. margarine 2/3 cup white sugar 2/3 cup packed brown sugar 2/3 cup water 1/4 cup confectioners´ sugar Preparation: Preheat oven to 350°F. Spoon apple pie filling evenly onto each tortilla; sprinkle with cinnamon, nutmeg, and allspice. Roll up tortillas with ends tucked in and, on lightly greased 8-by-8-inch baking pan, place seam-side down. In medium-sized saucepan bring to boil margarine, sugars, and water. Reduce heat and simmer, stirring constantly 3 minutes. Pour sauce evenly over rolled up tortillas. Bake in preheated oven 20 minutes. Sprinkle with extra cinnamon and confectioners´ sugar. Makes 8 servings.

Vanity
My tangoing seemed to delight her; With me it was love at first sight. I mentioned That I was a writer: She asked me: "What is it you write?" "Oh, only best-sellers," I told her. Their titles? . . . She shook her blonde head; The atmosphere seemed to grow colder: Not one of my books had she read. Oh, she was a beauty ensnaring, And I was an author of note; But little I saw she'd be caring If never a novel I wrote. Alas for the caprice of Cupid! Alack for the phantom of Fame! I thought her just homely and stupid: She didn't know even my name. I saw her a score of years after; She gushed as I took off my hat; But inwardly loud was my laughter, For she was enormously fat. Thank heaven I'd not made that error; I saw Love drive off in a hearse; But I too retreated in terror . . . She started to quote me my verse.

Rain
I HAVE BEEN HERE SO MANY TIMES,LOST IN A DAZEWHY LET LIFE BUILD UP ALL AROUND?WHY IT MUST RAIN?I'M GOING INSAINEALL AT ONCE, HOW DOES LIFE GET THIS WAY?FEELING TRAPED SEEING NO END,GONE TODAY BUT NOT ROTTEN,IS THERE HOPE?OR DID I JUST CHOK?WAS THERE A WAY TO JUST GET AWAY??COULD I EVER FIND THE PERSON I USE TO BE?OF DID SHE TOO,LOSE THE KEY TO THE DOOR?WHERE THERE IS NO MORE PAIN,AND SO MUCH RAIN

Did You
Did you even cry when it was time to say goodbye?did you tink of me,and how id be?Does your heart ack in a way that you feel will never go away?Did you even care that this withch you have chose to do would send me somewereso far away?Lost you set me and love is all i wanted understamding,I asked for but nothiing w there, when I looked for a reason tryed my best 'part of me I will never see,locked up with many houghts prisener of a lost and broken heart

Food Safety In Your Home...
At the store * Never leave meat, poultry, seafood, eggs and other perishable foods in a hot car! Take a cooler along. * Head straight for the refrigerator or freezer. In your refrigerator * Don’t let juices from raw meat, poultry and seafood drip on other foods. Store on bottom shelf in refrigerator. * Keep the refrigerator at 40 F or lower and freezer at 0 F. At your kitchen counter * Always wash hands with soap and hot water for 20 seconds before preparing food and also after handling raw meat, poultry, seafood and eggs. * Wash counter tops, cutting boards, knives, sink and faucet handle with hot soapy water right after preparing food, especially after handling raw meat, poultry and seafood. * Don’t let raw meat, poultry and seafood and their juices touch ready-to-eat food. * Never put cooked food on a plate that first held raw meat, poultry or seafood. * Always thaw food in the refrigerator, never on the kitchen counter. If you thaw in the microwave

Sometimes....
SHe sat alone so many night wonderin what was going on where he was and why when she was the love of his life was she left alone?....when he walks in and sees her tear stained face she says... You made me hate you everytime you walked away..yopu made yourself loose what we had because u culdnt be there when i needed you the most..Now u accuse me of never being by your side and we both know deep down you telling a lie. I gave u me as much as icould I shaed with you things i swore i never would...and yet you can look me in the eye and tell me im at fault...well this time ill take the blame because maybe I was nt what you needed me to be...I am who i am every lil quirk and flaw and I happen to like me and im sorry u cant see..who i am who i was and who i have become....You shall move on with your life and I shall remain ...someone u can turn to when u need a friend but dont get angry with me when things I say arent exactly what you want to hear...Good luck and best wishes in all you d

First Installment
FIRST INSTALLMENT OF... THE INSANE ASYLUM REJECTS FAN TRAIN WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! HERE'S THE DEAL... ONCE A WEEK I WILL RANDOMLY PICK ONE PERSON TO PIMP OUT. YOUR MISSION IS TO RATE ALL OF THE PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! HERE IS OUR VERY FIRST PIMP OUT, LETS START OFF STRONG & HARD TO HELP HER MAKE IT TO GODMOTHER...... Justa - Club FAR Familia, BBG's Fan Train Rider & Conductor on The Cherry Locomotive Train{I.A.R.#31} SHE'S GOT 971,432 Cherry Points to go! Click on the banner below to join the train.. That is all... Have fun! =o) ~ Founder of I.A.R. ~HollieHottie ~Insane Asylum Rejects~[Founder of I.A.R.] ~Co-Founder~ .:Lµ¢¥:.{Co-Founder of I.A.R.}

All About Me
I thought I'd write this blog since i am getting messages that I am fake & leading ppl on for the record i am not fake I'm very real. If anyone sees my salute they will know that, as for the leading ppl on part i have been very upfront about being married & that I also have 2 kids which you can see in my pictures I am here to make friends as i love meeting ppl but i am not here to get with anyone I'm sorry I love my husband very much & will never cheat for any reason. for the record the ones saying above have been deleted from my friends list as they have been very nasty about it . With that said i wanna say KISSES & hugs to all my cherries, there will be more special pics coming soon =) xoxoxoxoxox

We'll Go On, After You
We'll go on, after you, Without you we'll go on, Though something beautiful inside Us all has turned to stone. We'll go on, after you, Without you through the years Of pain and raw bewilderment And brutal, angry tears. We'll go on, after you, Without you we will heal, Though love may labor in the heart And joy the loss conceal. We'll go on, after you, Without you we will grow Together as a family That you will never know. We'll go on, after you, Without you life goes on, But neither hope nor happiness Undoes what you have done.

Faster-than-light Take: Live Free Or Die Harder With A Vengeance
You know that feeling of excitement and dread you get simultaneously every now and then? That's what I got upon first hearing of the development of a new Die Hard flick. The first two reign in my mind as the best modern-day action movies ever. The plot is simple yet nearly flawlessly executed with shear fun and awesomeness -- Cop estranged to his family is simply at the wrong place and the wrong time, kicks serious ass in the tightest of situations and saves the world. What is there not to like? Die Hard 3 was decent, but just didn't move me as its predecesors did. No Holly Gennaro. No scumbag reporter. No "Let It Snow" at the end credits. It just didn't feel right. Frankly, neither does Live Free or Die Hard, where Bruce Willis simply goes old school on cyber-terrorists bent on bringing the U.S. back to the Stone Age. On the whole, it's absurd fun. I won't deny that. But even moreso, it's almost like an entire season of "24" crammed into 2 hours. Man, John McClane can really make a

It's All You
You will never solve your problems by getting other people to change. The way to move beyond whatever is holding you back is to make positive changes within yourself. The problem is not the particular situation you are in. The problem is the way you interpret and relate to that situation. The problem is not the way you are treated by others. The problem is the way you allow the actions of others to affect you. The problem is not what has happened in the past. The problem is that you're letting it continue to hold you back. Take complete responsibility for a problem, and suddenly you are ninety percent of the distance toward solving it. For when you truly take responsibility, you gain real and powerful control. Fully accept that it is up to you to get where you choose to go. And you'll find everything necessary to make it so. -- Ralph Marston

The Scoop
ok so i moved again i live in costamesa and i may be moving to kentucky soon bah i got a new phone cause i got pissed threw my other one and broke it so i have no ones number so call me and give me your numbers bitches

For Our Boys!!
MISSLONGLEGGZZ WANTS YOU! TO COME SEE ME SHOWING MY SUPPORT AND SALUTE TO THE MILITARY. THIS IS THE SEXXY MILITARY SALUTE CONTEST AND I WOULD LOVE YOU TO HELP ME WIN A BLAST! 1 RATE = 10 POINTS SO RATES MEAN ALOT! 1 COMMENT = 1 POINT. PLEASE COME RATE MY PIC AND LEAVE A COMMENT. (repost of original by 'HELLCAT' on '2007-06-27 18:12:26')

Thy Lovers Touch
sweetest kiss placed on thy lips, while fingertips caress thy face warmth of breath on skin doth trace, entwine bodies, causing heart beats to race slowly building thy lovers pace, filling love in an empty space captured in the loves embrace, blessed in thy holy grace longing that shall not be erased, thy lovers touch shall never be replaced

I Don't Understand
You know....I have met a lot of really nice guys in my lifetime and yet the sad truth is that most "nice" guys are completely overshadowed by the "other" guys. Here recently it seems like all the guys I meet are professing their undying affections to me and stringing along several others at the same time. Either that or they seem like a really nice guy for a while then all of a sudden this horrible dark side emerges. What ever happened to the truthful, honest guy who takes you out on a date, opens every door for you, knows how to order a bottle of wine, and at the end of the evening doesn't expect anything more than maybe a kiss good-night or the possibility of another date. Now I'm not saying there doesn't have to be more but why does it have to be expected. A "nice" guy likes what's in a girls heart not what is in between her legs. I am so tired of guys who feel like they have to play games with women's hearts. They have the "I like her, but I'll hold on to her and her just in case"

Attention;everyone Who Wants Friends!!!
IF YOU ADD ME, I ADD YOU! AND I WILL RATE EVERYONE WHO RATES MY PROFILE A "10". A "10" for a "10". so to everyone who needs a friend.......... hello, would u plz add me as a friend??

Grilled Salmon With Pineapple Salsa
Fresh Pineapple Salsa 1 1/2 c. chopped pineapple 1/4 c. chopped red onion 2 tbsp. sugar 1 tbsp. lemon juice 1/2 - 1 tsp. chopped jalapeno pepper 1 tsp. finely minced ginger 1 tbsp. fresh chopped mint Mix ingredients in glass bowl. Adjust seasonings to taste. Refrigerate at least 4 hours. Makes 1 3/4 cups. Grilled Salmon and Marinade: 4 x 8 oz. salmon steaks MARINADE: 6 tbsp. butter 1/3 c. light clove honey 1/3 c. packed dark brown sugar 2 tbsp. lemon juice 1 tsp. liquid smoke Dash Tabasco

Logic That Prevails
Is there a logic that prevails in life? Is anything meant to be or was that just a fairytale we were spoon fed as children? Dreams, in their pure form, seem boundless; and yet in reality, once humans interact, we seem to trip over our own shoelace lies. We drink from our mothers communal milk, forced to choke down altered beliefs and bias opinions; all found one day to be fraudulent claims for a self serving purpose. We advocate misery as being an acceptable way to live, never taking the time to not only teach happiness, but to live it. Life is the journey, not the destination and time is precious and fleeting. We have barely even begun to glimpse the voyage our spirits will embark upon, with our closed minds we couldn't even vaguely fathom all the possibilities. We desecrate the planet we have been given, we seem to think life is our right. How is it a right if we only few prove they deserve it? Life is our gift... Will there be a day when we all wake up, look around and realize what

Suffering
Suffering Why should one suffer just because family wants to you be here even though you are not Your mind is no longer part of you – it is making that transition between life and death For someone to chain you to life is cruel – would you do that to your dog? Then why do it to your friend or a family member Just because you are not ready to say goodbye doesn’t mean you should hold tight Sometimes life is all about sucking it up and making decisions you aren’t happy with But in the end it is the best for the person in pain It’s not about what you want but what they want Respect their wishes and love them while they are here Remember them when they are gone Remember you chose to end their suffering rather than make it linger Or bind them to your side with greed Don’t make someone suffer or soon it will be you on the other end Put away your childish fears and accept life and death in one breath Love with a passion that is never ending to those around you Live your life

Patience
Patience Silently waiting in the night and day for you to make a mistake Waiting for the day when revenge is so sweet The patience to stand in the rain and wind is mine It consumes me until the end Sunlight beats on my brow and sweat runs down my face Still patiently I wait until the day when I can act instead of pace The day arrives I am so happy and filled with fear Will I be able to go through with my plan today What will become of me when if it goes array The moment arrives and I make my move Success at last – victory is mine today The patience paid off and the trouble begins Life is fun when one lives life to the fullest Bargaining from day to day with one’s gods Being patient waiting for that perfect moment to strike Calculating and planning to the crucial second when you let it go Hoping and praying your patience pays off Timing and planning all come together to create the perfect plan Created by SF * In a writing mood this past two days :)

Haters!
I dont usually rant but I am soo sick and tired of the GD haters on this site. My first question is Why do we have haters? I mean comeon GET A LIFE!!! DO hates ever learn that we HATE for you a fukkin reason!!!! WE come on sites like this to have fun and meet new people...NOT HAVE HATERS that bag shiit on us and go on and on I mean GET A LIFE!!! People dont like hates at all...which its even worse when they start DRAMA!! BLAH! I have been sick of this site for quite sometime and the ONLY reason I am still on is cause of my friends. Real friends keep me on here. Another question. What is the point of Haters?? I mean you know why dont like ya...maybe you would get the hint to stop but do you...NO!!! I know soo many people that have haters...I mean WTF did they do to you...to make you hate them. For example...guess what I found...ANOTHER Fat Sonny Hater. POINTLESS!! They rated me a "1" During happy hour...WTF haha you get more points with a 1 then a 10 during happy hour but what was even

10 Ways To Ruin A First Date.
1. Don't look like your picture. Post an old picture from when you were thinner or had more hair. Or you could post a photo of someone else: your daughter (folks always say you could be twins, right?), a model you plucked from an online site (hey, didn't you say you always wanted to be a model?), or your "sort of" twin brother (non-identical). 2. Don't make any special effort to present yourself well. Dress for a first meeting the way you would for a Saturday night at home, rationalizing that you want to appear "real" and be liked for the way that you are. Maybe it is a kindness to show, right up front, what your date's Saturday nights would be like if they were to marry you! 3. Be Late Nothing says you couldn't care less than to be late. While arriving early might give you the advantage of being able to see your date before he/she sees you, being late implies you are too important to be polite. 4. Forget your wallet. Male or female, the "I forgot my wallet" s

Benefactor
Friday, June 29, 2007 benefactor the one none other than god, is the great motivator-great benefactor & serene one, too the embodiment of bless----- life salute & seek thy blessing for peace, health & happiness. thanks mahesh sharma

Poetry My Daughter Has Writen For Me
The Wolf Within Deep in darkness I shall hide,for no one knows the spirit inside, In the shadows,twilight of night,others flee just from the sight, A lone beast with deep red eyes,they say he's human.which he denies, A dark wolf,under a blood red moon for everyone knows,he comes soon, Just standing there,under the twilight sky only fighting to live,until the day he'll die, Villages hunt him,animals love him,cuz he'll fight to the death,but his reason still dim, No one knows why this spirit is here, some say to protect those he holds near, Though the wolf is his life,he has taken beatings and strife, For the heart of a warrior, and the love of a child,his fighting wish is still quite mild, For being a lone wolf at heart,a human is the only part, The part seen only to man,because no mere mortal can, Can see his true power,standing like a tall dark tower, Once his life does end,the force of nature will bend, He'll return to the earth anew,along

Yeehaw Hey You Gents, And Ladies Please Check Out And Add The Beautiful Darlene Mccoy
She's one outstanding indie country artist her voice will wow you, awesome !!! check out her great voice on my reverb player buy her cd well worth it, scroll down until you see Darlene hit play YOU CAN FIND HER IN MY FANS OF

Tomato & Mozzarella Cheese Appetizer
Tomatoes Mozzarella cheese Oil Vinegar Slice tomatoes. Arrange slices of mozzarella cheese on slices of tomatoes. Mix oil and vinegar; pour over top. Add a sprig of basil or parsley.

Crispy Fried Chicken
INGREDIENTS: * 2 frying chickens, about 2 1/2 to 3 pounds each, cut into serving pieces * 2 cups all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper * 1 cup milk * vegetable shortening for frying * 1 tablespoon bacon drippings PREPARATION: Wash chicken and pat dry. In a heavy brown paper bag or large food storage bag, combine the flour and salt and pepper; shake to blend well. Pour the milk into a wide shallow bowl. Heat 2 to 3 inches of shortening in a deep heavy skillet over medium heat, or electric fry pan set at 375° F. Add the bacon grease. When a drop of water spatters when it hits the hot oil, dip some of the chicken pieces into the milk then place in the bag and shake to coat evenly. Arrange the chicken pieces in the fat, making sure not to overcrowd. Fry the chicken until outside is golden brown and crisp, about 15 to 20 minutes, turning once to brown both sides. Reduce heat to 350° F and fry until cooked thr

~ Iron Butterfly - In A Gadda Da Vida (part 1) Of 2
I remember being 12-13 years old, we lived up next to the University of Cincinnati and it was a Hippie heaven in the 60's My brother was in a Band "Naked Watermelon" (only in the 60's) lol Well this was the signature song they ended with and it was great i can remember those days like yesterday :) hehe i just wish i could remember yesterday :) lol Oh and yea it is long enough to have 2 parts :)

Responding To Your Message
Dear Robert : Thank you for contacting me to express your opposition to amnesty for illegal immigrants. I appreciate hearing from you. Be assured that I share your concerns. I am troubled by the recently introduced Senate proposal, which would implement a guest worker program and would provide amnesty for the estimated 12 million illegal immigrants already in the United States . Introduced by Sen. Reid, S. 1348, the Comprehensive Immigration Reform Act of 2007, would immediately grant probationary, one-year visas to all illegal immigrants and would take steps to address the green card application backlog. The measure also would increase penalties related to immigration, would require all employers to electronically verify the legal status of new hires, and would require certain border security triggers are met before the new guest worker programs could begin. Illegal immigrants are breaking the law. Blanket amnesty and guest worker status would only reward them and ma

Anger And Trauma
Anger and Trauma by National Center For Post Traumatic Stress Disorder Anger is usually a central feature of a survivor's response to trauma because it is a core component of the survival response in humans. Anger helps people cope with life's adversities by providing us with increased energy to persist in the face of obstacles. However, uncontrolled anger can lead to a continued sense of being out of control of oneself and can create multiple problems in the personal lives of those who suffer from PTSD.

Hmm
2 Hearts Beat as one you hold me i hold you ,, i stare deep into your eyes and wonder how you feel. Is this gonna last or is it just lust. I shake and quiver in sweat you do the same is this true. Will we ever know maybe not maybe so. do we dare take the leap. as the sweat covers our bodies and we breath deep only life will tell the storie we both long to keep.

Mystery Souls
You robb my heart like ah thief in the night. Your touch turns my body to putty in your arms. i can be your masterpiece if youll mold me just right. use me abuse me. i am yours . come and take me i will not fight my heart is your for the rest of this life

A Painted Smile.
Every morning, she paints a fake smile on her face. She makes her way to work. And secretly feels out of place. She fakes a few laughs, cracks a few jokes. But when they ask how she is doing. She kind of chokes. She feels the tears welling up. But tell herself not to cry. SO she covers it up. And tells them another lie. Everyone loves her. But secretly she wants to die. So once she gets home. She locks herself in her room And starts to cry. She wants to be happy. So tomorrow she will try. But in the end gives up. And tells another lie. It's not that shes unhappy. Just shes out of place. You probably couldn't tell, Except by that painted smile that's on her face.

Oyster Chowder With Bacon And Spinach
Enjoy this tasty oyster chowder with crackers and a tossed green salad. INGREDIENTS: * 3 slices bacon, diced * 1 cup diced celery * 1/2 cup diced onion * 3 tablespoons butter * 4 tablespoons flour * 1 1/2 cups chicken broth * 20 to 24 ounces oysters with their liquor * 1 cup tightly packed chopped spinach leaves, about 3 to 4 ounces * 2 cups heavy cream * 1 teaspoon sea salt * Dash freshly ground black pepper * Dash nutmeg * 1 tablespoon dry sherry, optional PREPARATION: In a large saucepan, cook the bacon over medium-low heat until fat is rendered. Add the butter, celery, and onion; continue cooking, stirring, until vegetables are tender. Stir in flour until well blended.Add chicken broth, oysters with liquid, and spinach. Continue cooking until spinach is wilted. Add cream and seasonings; heat through. Stir in sherry. Serves 4.

Wake Up
Wake up I have seen signs the end of the world as we know it has begun. Don't panic it might look terrifying on the surface but inside every human being a choice to go under or flow. Earth is calling Sky is calling God is calling Creation is calling wake up, wake up now. Generate the capacity for love for compassion in your heart. Now is the time to wake up to the call of growth and unlimited love to all that life is. So wake up, wake up now.

For My Daughter Aria.
I only wish I could have wrote this song but it tells everything that I feel about this little girl who is not only my whole world but the very next breath I take , for her I give this song . "Flying Without Wings" Everybody's looking for that something One thing that makes it all complete You'll find it in the strangest places Places you never knew it could be Some find it in the face of their children Some find it in their lover's eyes Who can deny the joy it brings When you've found that special thing You're flying without wings Some find it sharing every morning Some in their solitary lives You'll find it in the words of others A simple line can make you laugh or cry You'll find it in the deepest friendship The kind you cherish all your life And when you know how much that means You've found that special thing You're flying without wings So, impossible as they may seem You've got to fight for every dream Cos who's to know which one you let go

Those Who Contemplate The Beauty Of The Earth Find Reserves Of Strength That Will Endure As Long As Life Lasts.
Beauty is everywhere. It is in the daisies, in the lavender wildflowers, in the new green grass of spring. As we walk through life, noticing such beauty strengthens us. It reminds us of the spiritual creative force alive in this world. On better days, we can feel our own creativity gaining power from such beauty. On harder days, nature's sunset can help us step out of our suffering for a moment to be comforted and inspired by its splendor. Even storms, in their wild and angry way, show us a power greater than ourselves. Such awesome beauty is beyond our understanding, and yet it is part of the earth we live on. What lessons will nature teach me today?

Random Survey Questions
ARE YOU: 1. obsessed with sex? Well I really really like it. I don't know that I'd call it obsessed. 2. Are you tall?: Nope, snack sized.. 5'2 1/2'' 4. In your pajamas?: I'm wearing a t-shirt. 5. Left handed?: no LAST: 1. Friend you saw: Sean is next to me... Tiffy last night. 2. Talked to on the phone: Not sure. 3. Person to IM you: I don't IM. 4. Was today better than yesterday: Yesterday was a blast at Marie's! Boobies and booze.. Can't go wrong with that. FAVORITE: 1. Number: blah 2. Season: Summer! QUESTIONS & ANSWERS: Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up A: Went pee. Q: Do you have anything bothering you?: A: Not being able to get ahold of my children't father. Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters and who'd you watch it with?: A; Who knows... Movie theaters are so overpriced. Q: Where is the last place you went?: A: Marie's yesterday. Q: Do you smile often?: A: All the time. Q: Do you wish upon stars?

Creamy Shrimp And Broccoli Fettuccini
2 to 3 cups broccoli florets, cut into bite-sized pieces 1 pound fettucine (use rice-pasta for gluten-free version) Extra virgin olive oil 2 cups heavy cream 2/3 cup white wine 6 garlic cloves, thinly sliced 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1 pound peeled, deveined shrimp (if using frozen shrimp, defrost by running cold water over them for a few minutes) 2 Tbsp finely chopped fresh parsley Salt 1 Fill a large 8-quart stock pot at least half full with water and with 1 Tbsp of salt; bring to a boil. 2 While the water is the large stockpot is heating, bring a smaller saucepan (2-3 quarts) half filled with water to a boil. Blanch the broccoli in the boiling water for 1 minute. Remove from heat. Drain and run the broccoli under cold water to stop the cooking. Set aside. 3 Cook the pasta in the large pot of boiling water according to the directions on the package (anywhere from 3 to 12 minutes, depending on the type of pasta you have) until al dente, or still slight

We'll Just Call It Someone
DARKSIDE SOMeone brings emptyness into my world. SOMeone brings pain to my heart. SOMeone brings thoughtlessness to my world. Someone brings abuse to my world. LIGHTSIDE SOMeone brings me hope that I needed. SOMeone brings me her smile. SOMeone brings beauty and noone compares to her. SOMeone brings her eyes and when I see them I am lost. SOMeone brings me happyness,knowing shes in my life. DARKSIDE SOMeone cannot bring herself to me.

That Which Is Sacred
SACRED IS A REALITY that is experienced by all, it is UNIVERSAL and has no boundaries. IT IS THE UNIVERSAL REALITY – YOU ARE ALIVE! CELEBRATE that which is sacred about life... AS IN THE RAYS OF THE SUN giving life to all, so was THE FIRST BREATH OF LIFE, and in THE BEGINNING OF TIME, as it is now BEING SHARED BY ALL... IN THE GLIMMER OF LIGHT, the twinkle in a mother and child’s eyes upon they're first meeting. AS IN THE EXPERIENCE of the GREAT in the VERY SMALL, is to know and understand that we are to SHARE IT, the endless drive TO LIVE IT. SOMETIMES LIFE CAN BE A GAME, where WHAT ISN'T has become more important than WHAT IS. BUT WHEN WE BELIEVE that WHAT IS, is more important than WHAT ISN’T, that game is over, it has completed. Then we can begin to LIVE - SACRED. SO AS THE SMALLEST GRAIN OF SAND is as the HIGHEST MOUNTAIN, is as an OCEANS VASTNESS, and in a SINGLE STAR in the HEAVENS ABOVE, would it not be easier to SEPARATE THE WATER FROM THE EARTH than it w

Sweet Dreams
Alrighty I'm off to bed. I've about had enough today. I've had a lonnnnnnng day today. See ya'll tomorrow. No work woooohoooo! Also - if you get a second, please come by and leave some comments on the following picture -

Gm
good morning my awsome friends well it is monday again i know all of you or most of you are draging your feet saying it is monday ewwww lol,so here is something to cheer you up my love is with you through the day cause looking at my pictures does not pay keep my smile in mind and you will find that time will pass by love you all susan

Naughty Survey Lol
1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? face, eyes 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? hmm shoulders.. 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? he is a sweetheart 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? idk 15 5. Who was your fist true love? Will 6. (women) What is your bra size? 34C 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? 8. When did you lose your virginity? 19 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? it hurt lol 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? 10 inches 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? yes 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? straight 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? yes 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? depends on my mood lol 15. Are you aggressive or passive? aggressive grr :P 16. Ever been tied up? nah 17. Ever have a 3sum? nope 18. Ever participate in an orgy? no lol 19. Do you like oral sex? YES! a. give? yes

Vermicelli
1/2 lb vermicelli (angel hair nests). Vermicelli usually comes in 1 lb packages, so about 1/2 a package. 1/2 cup olive or grape seed oil 1/2 yellow onion, minced 2 fresh tomatoes, peeled and chopped 2 cups chicken broth Salt and pepper 1 In a 9-inch frying pan (with lid), fry the vermicelli on both sides in hot oil until golden brown in color. Remove from pan. 2 In the same oil, brown the minced onion, add the chopped tomato. Add chicken broth. Season with salt and pepper to taste. 3 When broth is boiling, add vermicelli and reduce heat to a low simmer. Cover and cook until the vermicelli has soaked up the liquid, about 30 minutes. Serves 4.

Chicken Marsala With Pancetta And Cream
Preparation time 20 minutes. This is one of my dad's favorite recipes, though we usually substitute sliced ham for the pancetta and sometimes dry vermouth for the Marsala. Olive oil 2 oz pancetta (about a 1/4 inch thick slice), cut into a 1/4 inch dice Flour for dredging (about 1/2 cup) 4 thin chicken breast cutlets, about 1/2 lb Coarse salt Freshly ground black pepper, preferably on the coarse side 1/2 cup dry Marsala wine 2 to 4 Tbsp heavy cream Minced fresh flat-leaf parsley (optional) Coat a large skillet lightly with olive oil and set it over medium high heat. Add the pancetta and cook until just crip and lightly browned. Remove with a slotted spoon - leave the fat in the pan - and set aside. Put the flour on a plate. Pat the cutlets dry. Season them on both sides lightly with salt and amply with pepper. Heat the skillet with the pancetta fat over medium high. Add more olive oil, if needed, to get about 2 Tbsp of fat in the pan. When the fat is hot, dredge a

Mexican Beef & Bean Stew
From: Campbell's Kitchen Prep Time: 15 minutes Cook Time: About 8 hour s Serves: 6 Ingredients: 1 1/2 lb. beef for stew, cut into 1" pieces 2 tbsp. all-purpose flour 1 tbsp. vegetable oil 1 can (10 3/4 oz.) Campbell's® Condensed Beef Consommé 1 cup Pace® Chunky Salsa 1 cup coarsely chopped onion 1 can (about 15 oz.) pinto beans, drained 1 can (about 16 oz.) whole kernel corn, drained 2 tbsp. chili powder 1 tsp. ground cumin 1/2 tsp. garlic powder OR 2 cloves garlic, minced Directions: COAT beef with flour. Heat oil in skillet. Add beef and cook until browned. PLACE beef, consommé, salsa, onion, beans, corn, chili powder, cumin and garlic powder in 3 1/2-qt. slow cooker. COVER and cook on LOW 8 to 10 hr.* or until done. TIP: *Or on HIGH 4 to 5 hr.

Drama And Bullshit...
I have a lot of drama in my life right now...and it just makes me pissed.....and a lot of bull shit too.. Not really a blog but a rant.... Now back to the blog..... Ever have a feeling like you're being lied too? Like the hairs on the back of your neck are saying "wait, what?" I'm getting that feeling from someone that I know....Is that person you? I donno is there anything you want to come clean about? Tell me then...cause what you do in the dark comes out in the light...ALWAYS!!!

When I Think Of You…
When I think of you… I think of you often…. Bet you had no idea I did Think that I am so simple Walk through life without a care I don’t, but who does? I have moments that you’re on my mind It’s crazy, how you flood my head Make it hard to do anything really I think of you eyes How perfect they are When you gaze at me.. I think of you hands… Their warmth when they touch me How soft my skin feels to them I think of you mouth Watching your lips form words Wanting you to shut up so I can taste them I think of your body Of how my fingers want to trace you Go over every inch of you I think of you voice How soothing it is to me How it calms me from the inside out. I think of your scent… How I bury myself in your cloths when you’re gone And wanting to bury myself in you when your here God, this is so hard to even breathe Simple mundane tastes are hard to maneuver Oh, why can’t you be right here in front of me Just let me get drunk off you So I can function

70 Randoms
70 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered 1. Have you chewed gum after someone else already has? Sean and I have taken eachothers' gum. 2. What song describes your relationship status? "All of the good ones are taken" Ian Hunter. 3. How much does your dog weigh? I don't have a dog.. But my Frog weighs about 65 lbs. 4. Who are you thinking about right now? Ambyr, I wish she'd call me already!! 5. Ever been skinny dipping? Actually no... Topless yes, but I had bottoms on. 6. Earrings or necklace? I always have my earrings on that Sean bought me. Some days I wear a necklace. 7. Who have you texted the most lately? I don't text. 10. Color of your shirt? I'm topless.. Notice a trend? 11. How many years have you taken a language? I lived in Lawrence, Ma for 8 years.. I learned a lot of Spanish. 12. Who's on speed dial 2? . No one, I don't speed dial. 13. What color is your background on your computer mainscreen? It's a pic of Miss Frog. 14

Oh Yeah..
Ash - Oh Yeah.. "On warm June evenings She would come to my house Still in her school skirt And her summer blouse Talking too long as the night came on It was the best time of my life Her bee stung lips, Kisses sweeter than wine The things she whispered With breathless sighs The summer air was soft and warm Her eyes were making silent demands And as her hair came undone in my hands Oh Yeah she was taking me over Oh Yeah it was the start of the summer Driving her home after midnight I felt so good everything was alright Her thoughts seemed lost in the night sky I remember everything I don't know why these things ever end I sometimes wish it was that summer again I still see her in my sleep And hear the sighing of the summer wind Still I don't regret one thing Oh Yeah she was taking me over Oh Yeah it was the start of the summer It felt just like it was the start of forever Oh Yeah it was the start of the summer"

Listen
Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped me through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

I Come
i come here to ct to have fun and rate my friend on ther funny pics and to have friends and damn i have alot lol comming to ct helps me with my social skills as you know im bipolar and some of us who suffer from bipolar has a hard time getting out in the public so we stay home where is is comfotable for us my bipolar and heart condition is from trauma in my life it is funny how just one person can have that affect one another person,abuse all the way around almost all of us have bean hurt in our lives as a child or as an adult it does not make you a crazy person and it is not contagouse,now my model is treat your love ones and your friends with respect cause if you loose them then you cant get them back

What's Your Halloween Horoscope?
Halloween Horoscope for Sagittarius Halloween is your time to be flirtatious, sexy, and hot hot hot! You love to tempt people into evil, even if it's just for one night. Costume suggestions: A sexy devil or a dark fairy Signature Halloween candy: Anything spiked with booze What's Your Halloween Horoscope?

Holy Shit
Yesterday I had a complete shock. I realized that by this time next year I will be in the real world...no more school, no more job, and I freaked out. I've always been in school I can't really remember times when I wasn't except while pregnant. It's just weird because I don't know if i will have a job in a school district, hell any job will do. I won't have my job anymore since it's only for students, I won't have my scholarship money to pay for things. It's a very daunting thought. I always said that if I ever won the lottery, I would become a professional student (and get plastic surgery and a house but that's another blog). Unfortunately the lottery is no closer but graduation is. I think I'm just freaking out a little early. This freak out should be done in April. Ok I need to breathe. I am so scared of the real world and I am fucking 25 years old.

Physical Therapy
Well today was the last hard day of physical therapy, I have one more session and it is to retest my knee's motor skills. Well today sucked ass, almost blew my knee out, didn't want to get out of bed, and still tired; so I'm going back to sleep.

Re-enlistment...i'm Outta Here!
I have, with much thought and deliberation, re-enlisted in the Army. When I was in before, I was Airborne Infantry. I am now going back as a crew chief on a UH-60 Blackhawk...which pretty much means that I'll be a door gunner...in layman's terms. Obviously, there is more to the job than that...but that is the basics. The cool thing is that I'll more than likely be a Screaming Eagle once again...I LOVE THE 101st!!! This time, though...instead of jumping out of the helo's...I'll be staying put, covering my buddies who depart my 'hawk. Anyways, I just figured that I'd give all of my sweet, sweet cherries some insight into what the hell I'm up to! Much love, and if I don't message you back...it's because I probably can't for a long time! Keep up with your support of our troops...we need it, and believe me...we feel the love! Hoo-ahh!!! Dustin R. "Diggy Holmes" Smith

Baked Brie
1 tube of refrigerated Pillsbury crescent dinner rolls 1 round or wedge of Brie cheese Raspberry Jam, or other sweet jam Brown sugar 1/4 cup of maple syrup Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. On a stick-free cookie sheet, lay out the crescent rolls flat; put brie round or wedge on top. Spread jam on brie, fold crescent rolls over top. Drizzle maple syrup over rolls and place a handful of brown sugar on top. Bake at 350º for 25 minutes. Let cool for 10 minutes before serving. Serve with crackers and apple slices.

Fatherhood
Hi Everyone... Good News...I just found out I'm in the running to be a daddy. No not a sugar-daddy, I've already played that game. This time I'm not shooting blanks. In fact I unloaded a fully loaded magazine into a cute redhead, and darn if I didn't hit the bullseye with that MILF. Of course it may be a ruze by a scorned women in red, but I guess I'll just have to wait and see if it's me or Bobbo. I heard through the Toldeo grapevine that we were sampling the same cherry pie. So it's still anybody's guess. It was good eating, but now somebody's gotta pick up the check. Bobbo get out your wallet....I'll leave the tip. I knew I should have skipped desert that night. Oh well, life goes on. Just call me Daddy-O. Love and kisses from the Toledo Glassman. My new mantra: "Gaining a reputation one snatch at a time." Peace

Thoughts Of A Loved One
At 95 MPH She reaches over, To touch his skin The heat radiates From his body and she Feels safe in the Darkness of the night Her hand slide to his Thigh and feels the pulse Of blood beneath his jeans She throws caution to The wind and releases his Bonds of clothing. As she Engulfs him, she knows This is her man and where She belongs....By his Side and Beyond. For eternity At wide open throttle. This poem was written for me....Love you baby 07*02*07

Who Am I?
I'm glad you asked. I'm the one you were warned about! Your nightmare come true. Don't you know, noone really cares about you! I'm the blackout in the storm, the dark spot of your day,the color grey. I'm the evil, the villian in the show, the one that finally wins, and sheds an evil grin, the one you love to hate. My name is hatred, my specialty is predjudice. I thrive on ignorance. Give me half a chance. Soon you will find,I will rot your mind! Who am I? I'm glad you asked! Done By Christine

"fuck You We're From Wisconsin''
Posted from a California Punk: CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border) - My

Policy Of Gambling
USGA policy on gambling HELLO golfing friends. It's a boring non-golfing day for me so I decided to open my little book entitled "Rules of Golf" from the Royal and Ancient Golf Club of St. Andrews. You know that book, don't you? You should, it is known as the "golf bible." I've been reading about the USGA policy on gambling. "An amateur golfer is one who plays the game as a non-remunerative and non-profit-making sport. When gambling motives are introduced, problems can arise which threaten the integrity of the game." You all remember the `integrity' of the game, right? Golf is not just for gambling. It should not be a non-profit-making sport. If you keep winning, share your profit or, intentionally lose the next time you play. Do this, and you will retain your amateur status. Hehe! "The distinction between playing for prize money, which violates the Rules of Amateur Status, and gambling, which DOES NOT, is essential to the Rules of Amateur Status." Thank goodness this is

Wny Pilot Rescued After His Helicopter Is Shot Down In Iraq
WNY pilot rescued after his helicopter is shot down in Iraq Oakfield man, second pilot plucked to safety despite enemy fire http://www.buffalonews.com/home/story/112596.html By T.J. Pignataro NEWS STAFF REPORTER As Steven Cianfrini crouched down in a irrigation canal south of Baghdad, neck deep in water and mud, listening to the whine of machine gun bullets all around him, it didn’t seem likely he’d live to see this Fourth of July. But, by a miracle, and after an amazing rescue Monday by U.S. troops, Cianfrini survived. Now his family is celebrating an Independence Day they will always remember. Cianfrini, 27, an Army helicopter pilot from Oakfield in Genesee County and son of the village’s mayor, was one of two men plucked from certain death Monday after his OH-58 Kiowa helicopter was forced down by heavy machine gun fire from Iraqi insurgents. He and fellow pilot Mark Burrows, 35, of Waverly, a small Southern Tier community southeast of Elmira, were

Deep Chocolate Cake
Prep: 40 min. Bake: 20 min. View Nutrition Facts Ingredients * 1/2 cup unsweetened cocoa powder * 2 cups all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon baking powder * 1/2 teaspoon baking soda * 2/3 cup butter, softened * 1-3/4 cups sugar * 3 eggs * 4 ounces unsweetened chocolate, melted and cooled * 2 teaspoons vanilla * 1-1/2 cups milk * 12 ounces semisweet chocolate pieces (2 cups) * 1/2 cup butter * 8 ounces dairy sour cream * 4-1/2 cups sifted powdered sugar (about 1 pound) * Chocolate curls (optional) * Chocolate-Sour Cream Frosting * * Fresh raspberries (optional)** * Fresh mint sprigs (optional) Directions 1. Grease three 9-inch round baking pans, three 8X8X2-inch square baking pans; lightly dust each pan with 1 teaspoon of the cocoa powder. In a medium bowl, stir together the remaining cocoa powder, flour, baking powder, and baking soda. Set aside. 2. Preheat oven t