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I Love You
hahaha you thought i was serious. very funny lol anyways iove been kidna ronery hahaha but arent we all sometimes? ive been having lots of trouble sleeping maybe im scared i dont know ive been spending lots of time late at night with my cans on listening to music until i finally fall upon my keyboard for a friendly key to face shnuggle how sad hahaha anywas i g2g2 work .. if anyone here likes goth industrial go to infirmery $5 its good entertainment fin you better go this time and also im wearing my new dress tonight heheh its gonna be fun yeayea later

Relationships
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown Have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal a bit, and you just pull the scar off of it over and over again. ~Rosa Parks When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us. ~Alexander Graham Bell Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.

Just Sayings All Other Blogs Aint Shit..lol
1.WHY BE VANE WHEN U CAN PAY TO BE PRETTY 2.IF WOMEN ARE SMARTER AND MEN ARE DUM THEN WOMEN TEACH MEN NOT TO BE SO STUPID 3.LIFE STRESS LOVE SEX ALL CAN BE SLOVE WITH MONEY..THAT BS. IT COME AS FAST AND DIE EVEN QUICKER CAUSE IT NEVER BE REAL LOVE. 4.DREAMS ARE REALITY WAY OF SAYING GET URS 5.NO MEANS NO NOT UNLESS IT'S THE SAFETY WORD..LOL 6.NO SUCH THING AS I TRY IT ANYTHING THE 1ST TIME IT'S I BEEN FREAKY ALL MY LIFE AND U THE RIGHT FREAK FOR ME..LOL 7.WHY NOT CAM IF U GROWEN GO HEAD BUT ..THEY RISK IN ANYTHING IN LIFE U CAN WALK OUTSIDE AND A PLANE CAN FALL FROM THE SKY 8. LIFE NOT A BOX OF ANYTHING IT A DICE GAME WITH AS MANY DICE.SAME CARDS NO MATTER THE OUT COME THE DEALER HAS THE OUTCOME ....TO BE COUNT..????

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but

Damn It All To Hell... Im A Sad Sad Ria
So, Todays just been the day from hell, I should of been smart and just stayed in bed and not answered my phone. So long story short, My gramma died :( , Now i am trying to figure out how i am going to get airfare for my family in ohio to get out to phoenix for the funeral, I dont see it happenind i need 3 kids tickets and 2 adult tickets from cleveland to phoenix, I am lucky because Josh & I are within driving distance so we can be there in less then 6 hrs. But still for me i have the issue of a hotel for 3 days, but i'll swing it no problem.My prob is now is getting the family home, I am trying to get a loan through my bank but its not going to happen because i have bad credit and my parents have to many loans out to get another. UGHHH !!!!. Ive been bawling my eyes out for a while now, and it just hit me and i think im just in a state of shock. I feel numb and cold. Im so sad. Blah. Hope everyone who reads this has a better day then me. Love n light to all. May the gods bless you al

What Kind Of Sexy Girl Are You?
You Are Bad Girl Sexy Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot. You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on. And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you. Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is. What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

My 2 Weeks And Birthday
As you all know, I haven't been online for a couple weeks. I was finally able to see my wonderful husband from 08 APR 2007 to 24 APR 2007. I only wished it would have lasted longer, but damn military and their pathetic "rules" for leave and etc. Thank God I was brought up military and comprehend what goes on, and etc. Although it was such a short time, every minute of it was worth it. He refused to let me cook.....haha... He wanted me to lay around and be lazy, not do anything, and go out to eat. Which was nice. I tried to clean, and he wouln't let me do that either!!! Thankfully he was here for my birthday, and I only can wish that he was here for his too!!! We both got new tattoo's :) Went horse back riding. Stayed at a wonderful hotel with beautiful views for 500+ a night. Let's just say, after I finally got the reciepts out and calculated, he spent roughly around a little over 4 grand on me in two days for my birthday!!!! I would make a list, but it would take for

Hidden Beneath The Smile?
The fake faces And the smile I too had them For a short while You try to hide Your emotions Deep inside Causing a commotion Figuring its better to hide What you see fit But, In me you can abide And I wont repeat any of it I know how you feel I've been there too I know you dont want to deal But its something we must do It's a way to move on With all that has taken place I know it was a sacred bond But not in this time, Not in this space I wish it werent true None of it occurred Nothing happened between me and you Not ever exchanging a single word You are just a part of me A part that I imagined Something that could never be So it never happened Goodbye to the memory To all the things I know All the things I wanted to be Goodbye I have to go! ©Tammy Roscoe

I Can't Believe How Right This Is
What are you trying to achieve? Once you answer that question, you can figure out the best means to get it. Don't spend your life pussyfooting around other people's potential hurt feelings. Figure it out.

Not So Long Ago...
An application was for employment A program was a TV show A cursor used profanity A keyboard was a piano! Memory was something that you lost with age A CD was a bank account And if you had a 3 1/2 inch floppy you hoped nobody found out! Compress was something you did to garbage not something you did to a file. And if you unzipped anything in public You'd be in jail for awhile! Log on was adding wood to a fire Hard drive was a long trip on the road A mouse pad was where a mouse lived And a backup happened to your commode! Cut - you did with a pocket knife Paste you did with glue A web was a spider's home And a virus was the flu! I guess I'll stick to my pad and paper And the memory in my head I hear nobody's been killed in a computer crash but when it happens they wish they were dead!

Black Man Was Talking To A White Man
Black man was talking to a white man and said : I''m black. When I was born I was black. When I grew up I was black. When I'm sick I'm black. When I go in the sun I'm black. When I'm cold I'm black. When I die I'll still be black. But you, When you were born you were pink. When you grew up you were white. When your sick you're green. When you go in the sun you're red. When you're cold you're blue. When you die you'll be purple. And you have the nerve to call me colored

Warnings
In Honor of Stupid People . . . In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods. On a Sears hairdryer -- Do not use while sleeping. (That's the only time I have to work on my hair.) On a bag of Fritos -- You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special?) On a bar of Dial soap -- "Directions: Use like regular soap." (and that would be???....) On some Swanson frozen dinners -- "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's just a suggestion.) On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom) -- "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh!) On Marks &Spencer Bread Pudding -- "Product will be hot after heating." (and you thought?...) On packaging for a Rowenta iron -- "Do not iron clothes on body." (but wouldn't this save me time?) On Boot's Children Cough Medicine -- "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking t

Top Ten Things To Think About If You Want To Change The World
Mahatma Gandhi believed that we must be the change we want to see in the world. This was well demonstrated when he helped India gain its independence. Gandhi was a revolutionary man, but he accomplished India's emergence as a nation without starting a revolution. In fact, he advocated no violence. One of the most powerful countries in the world yielded to the commitment of one man and the dream of millions. What change can we effect? What's the difference we want to make in the world? Gandhi said, "In a gentle way you can shake the world." Here are some things to think about how to do just that … 1. Know that all significant change throughout history has occurred not because of nations, armies, governments and certainly not committees. They happened as a result of the courage and commitment of individuals. People like Joan of Ark, Albert Einstein, Clara Barton, Abraham Lincoln, Thomas Edison and Rosa Parks. They might not have done it alone, but they were, without question, th

Taking Leave For A While Until Im Better Plz Read For Details
OK TO THE LDC FAM PURDY FAM AND WHIPS N CHAINS SOCIETY AND CLUB FANTASIA STAFF IM GOING ON LEAVE AS OF TONIGHT DO TO ILLNESS AND WILL BE BACK ON CT ONCE I GET BETTER TY FOR YA'LLS UNDERSTANDING MUAHZ I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU IF YOU NEED ME IM ON YAHELL @ HYPNOTIKA.MESSY

The Day I Never Wanted To Face...
I lost a pal, friend and companion today... My beloved Gunner dog R.I.P. You will never be forgotten... I want to thank all of my friends and fans for there support through my tough time. "THANKS" with LUV! Darla

Random Writing
As the tears fall from my eyes I sit here in silence Longing to know these things will i ever see his face will he ever know what he means to me Will all these bottled up fantasys be enough I cant go on like this forever I long for him to know,for him to see exactly what it means I think of him more then i know i should is it that its a forbidden feeling that excites me or is it truely a burning in my heart that i want so. Its a burning down inside me that yells out his name These feelings arent pure but I feel the real pain The hole deep inside that nothing can replace the longing to touch his skin & feel his warm embrace The yearning to tell him, are these feelings real or is it another scripted fantasy..

Oh What A Night, Late In April Here In "07" Lol
Well. urmmmm . hmmmm. I think I'm over my cunkness lol. No I do not have a hangover. I dont get those lucky me, I can hold my liquor. I've seen some funny shit over my time.People drinking to the point they couldnt remember their own name and waking the next day up chucking and have a head ache the size of Tx lol. soooo funny. I didnt much care for having to clean the mess *yuck*. I've seen and heard it all. OMG I cant stand a crying drunk that shit gets on my nerves real damn quick like. I dont get vicious when I drink, actually I have been told by several I'm quite goofy, as if thats any different from being sober with me lol. Seriously I am feeling fine. I have put the bottles away , it may be months before I tie another one on who knows. Well happy bloggings to all until I blog again. I'm going to take a gander at a few pages I think and take me happy go lucky arse to bed. love you all my Ct pets muahhhhhhhhh . Ps. watch out for the smurfs on here, they are easy to spot,

Star Wars Survey
Star Wars survey! 1. Favorite Star Wars Movie? I hate them all. lol 2. Favorite Star Wars Character? Chubaka 3. Who's sexier Anakin or Obi-Wan? Anakin 4. Who's hotter Padme' or Leia? Padme by a landslide. 5. Did you buy cereal just to get the Lightsaber spoon? Not that I can remember 6. Do you own all of the Burger King Toys? No 7. If you could live any characters life for one day whose would it be? Yoda 8. Why? Yoda kicks ass 9. Are your privates more like Chewbacca or Asajj? What does that even mean, lol. 10. Favorite Line from any of the movies. I'll have to get back to that 11. Worst Line from any of the movies. Just one. 12. Star Wars fans. Cool or Geeks? Whats the difference 13. Star Wars Costumers. Cool or Freaks? lol, Did you get a bucket stuck on your head pretending that you're Darth Vader? 14. Have you named any of your kids after a character or actor in the movie? No 15. Have you named any of your animals after

If Marriages
if a marriage isnt for love of another person (that person being the one ur getting married to, of course) then how do you know its over? i mean really over. yep, arranged marriage. be it arranged by ur parents or circumstance or u urselves. hmm, maybe dad shouldve thought of this before hehe. granting the fact that many factors make a marriage work and i do mean work, love or at the very least like and common interests should be part of it, isn't it? they say some marry for love, others for money, still others for companionship and some for the convenience of just being part of a permanent couple. i wonder which of theses id be force to be married for. im too old to marry for money (lugi sila he he he), companionship? who'd want to marry a (b)witch? love, umm pass my time. permanent coupling, nope! they say in india arranged marriages are sometimes based on the fact that the families are close, thats all.not even keeping the treasures intact. yeah, greed i can relate to. ap

My Dating Scan
well today is the day ive been dredding and been really excited about, i dont know if its every womans fear but it is mine, and its that whn i get to the can that there will be nothin there so we will see, its why i havent got myself too involved just yet, well trying not to anyways lol. but here goes .... got up at gone 10am and comming round like i said takes me ages to come round in a morning lol. im surposed to drink 2 pints of water and hour before the appointment, should be fun i hate water at the best of times but i have to do it. so i got my first pint and a straw lol its quicker for me to drink it with a straw, and within 2 mins it was gone, yuk yuk yuk. next one lol went to get it and started to drink it, i started to struggle halfway down it lol, but hey ho. i had drank the 2 pints and feeling really uncomfortable and bloated we made our way to the bus stop, waiting for the bus we met chris's friends mum, and started to talk to her, she too was goin to the hospital

What Is My Suduction Style
Your Seduction Style: The Coquette You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you. What Is Your Seduction Style?

What Do Your Eyes Say About You?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion75%Eyes full of Pain25%Mysterious17%Diamond Eyes0%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Where Is He?
Where is the man that will love me for who I am? Where is the man that will take me into his arms and never want to let me go? Where is the man that looks into my eyes and we know what the other is thinking? Where is the man that will take my hand and go for a walk with me? Where is the man that will take me in his arms and dance with me even when there is no music? Where is the man that will kiss me in the rain? Where is the man who will look past my faults and focus on my better qualities? Where is the man who says he cares about me and means it? Where is the man who says he cant get me off his mind? Where is the man who will be there for me thru thick and thin? Where it the man who will tell me he loves me and means it? Where is the man who wants to spend the rest of his life with me? Where is this man? If you see him, please tell him I am looking for him. If you are this man, where have you been all my life?

The Road Not Taken...
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference. by Robert Frost

Always Dreamed About This New Life
now, it's done, i am single and this is so exciting... today it's laundry and i am in front of this stupid machine, let check all the steps so i don't fuck it all........ 1) sort clothes : ok, easy, dark on one side, clear on the other.... ok but what about deep orange ? dark or clean ??? hmmmmmmmm ok, we'lle see next time about this shirt 2) select the correct program : delicate 40°C seems ok... easy ironing porogram added and drying program for 1 hour : yeahhh sounds cool 3) turn on the machine : wait........ what don't is start ??? fuck... whay did i miss ???? i told you, so exciting..

Letter To Dad
A father passing by his son's bedroom, was astonished to see the bed was nicely made, and everything was picked up. Then, he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow. It was addressed, "Dad." With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope and read the letter, with trembling hands. "Dear, Dad. It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend, because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I've been finding real passion with Stacy, and she is so nice, but I knew you would not approve of her, because of all her piercings, tattoos, her tight Motorcycle clothes, and because she is so much older than I am. But it's not only the passion, Dad. She's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods, and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't, really hurt anyone. We'll be g

Erotic Story
I get so turned on just thinking about you ...would it bother you if I take off all of my clothes, turn down the lights, light a candle or two, sit back down in my chair, lift my left leg up and lay it over the left arm of my chair, lift my right leg up and lay it over the right arm of my chair, stick my finger in my warm wet mouth to get it all nice and wet, reach down with my left hand to gently pull and hold open my pretty pink pussy lips while my other finger comes out of my mouth and finds its way down to my hard throbbing clit to just gently rub circles on top of it...then to plunge itself deep into my pussy for a few deep strokes.. then back up to gently massage my clit...mmmmmm...Can I fantasize that you are on the floor between my legs looking up at me with so much desire in your eyes...you want to taste my pussy so bad...your cock is so big and hard.."Please let me taste you baby" I hear you whisper..."Yes" I whisper back as I look down at you...Slowly, you take your time...t

Relationships
Well hello all. I just wanted to update my blog. Things are pretty good in my life. Me and the special someone in my life talk quite a bit...I really care soooooooooo much about him...... I think about him all the time. He puts the biggest smile on my face, and I know that I am the reason for the smile on his face.......I can't wait til we get to spend some time together, now that will be awesome....I can't wait.Well just letting everyone know that all is well.....Talk to you all soon

For 500 Dollars.
WHO IS PRIME MINISTER OF THE UNITED KINGDOM? TASHA WON THE LAST ONE 1ST PERSON TO GET IT WRONG GETS A CT FOR DUMMIES YOU CAN USE THE MONEY DURING HH OR NOW..SEND ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST..U CAN SAVE YOUR MONEY TO SEE IF U WIN ANOTHER CONTEST..IF U WANT YOUR MONEY DURING HH SEND AN EMAIL.

Models Needed
*!!!ATTN: HELP WANTED!!!* MODELS NEEDED Ezra and I would be interested meeting people who would like to appear on film. We are especially interested women and cossdressers, but we are open to meeting all. We would especialy like to meet submisives whom would like to appear on film with one or both of us. Understand our website is very new and we can not afford to pay you for your services. However, you will be paid amply in fun. This could be a great opprotunity for a young and aspiring model to build his/her portfolio since we may be interested in filming you solo as well as with the two of us. We would like to take this opprotunity to thank everyone for their interest. Seriously the response has been overwhelming and very flattering. We had no idea that SO many people would jump at the opprotunity to appear on film with us. We still have quite gotten around to replying to everyon just yet. To those we have already spoken it; remember we are just talking to you for

Another One Written By Poet
Selling The ink of the tat Peeks beneath the opened blouse The soft swell of the breast Demands attention Through perfect symmetry The ankle and calve Is highlighted By the 5 inch heels Each step is a grimace. The hair lightly teased with sparkles That have fallen and Embedded in a bit Too much make up Bright white teeth The best that money can buy The hint of the thong As she bends over to Deliver the drink. All this for the price Of a beer…. Poet 37 years ago

Right Where It Belongs
See the animal in it's cage that you built Are you sure what side you're on? Better not look him too closely in the eye Are you sure what side of the glass you are on? See the safety of the life you have built Everything where it belongs Feel the hollowness inside of your heart And it's all Right where it belongs [Chorus:] What if everything around you Isn't quite as it seems? What if all the world you think you know Is an elaborate dream? And if you look at your reflection Is it all you wanted to be? What if you could look right through the cracks? Would you find yourself Find yourself afraid to see? What if all the world's inside of your head Just creations of your own? Your devils and your gods All the living and the dead And you really are alone You can live in this illusion Lyrics You can choose to believe You keep looking but you can't find the woods While you're hiding in the trees [Chorus:] What if everything around you Isn't quite as it se

Morning Dreams
I woke up with a smile on my face this morning... I dreamt of you! I roll over to curl and cuddle to your back as I wrap my arms around you trying to remember my dream. I can feel my nipples getting hard and my cunt still dripping with juice from my dream. I press my nipples in your back and kiss your neck. I drop my hand down to your waist when I feel your dick starting to stir under the covers. You turn around to face me as you realise I am naked. I wrap my arms around your neck and kiss you softly and passionately. I roll over you to kiss you. You realise that I am soaked and ready to go already. I kiss you down your neck and nibble on your ear. I whisper to you, “Let me be in control this morning.” I grab your arms and raise them above your head. You are not allowed to touch me. I am in control. I kiss you again and have a smirk on my face. I sit up on you and play with my nipples in my hands, letting you watch me and admire me touching myself. I go back to kissing your neck as

Gallery
ive decided to open one of my folders to my friends, It has been just for my family members, they are simply pictures of my best friend. It will be open for as long as people dont down rate, with the minor changes ill know who is rating. I trust that if you are on my friends list you wont do such things, but should it happen, that person will be removed from my list and blocked and they will become an entry in my blog for all to see and the gallery will again be locked. There are no NSFW pictures in there and i have her permission to have all of them so, enjoy, rate when and what you want to. and once youve rated them or not, feel free to drop by her page, there is a link on my profile page and go rate her too =)

Give To Live (sammy Hagar)
Oooh-- I can see that you've got fire in your eyes And pain inside your heart So many things have come and torn your world apart Oh baby, baby, baby, don't give up, don't give up don't give up If you want love If you want love, you've got to give a little If you want love If you want faith, you just believe a little If you want love If you want peace, turn your cheek a little Ohhh, you've got to give You've got to give You've got to give.....to live An empty hand reaching out for someone An empty heart takes so little to fill It's so much easier to push instead of pull Oh baby, baby, baby Don't give up, don't give up, don't give up If you want love If you want love, you've got to give a little If you want love If you want faith, you just believe a little If you want love If you want peace, turn your cheek a little Ohhh, you've got to give You've got to give You've got to give....to live Each man's a country in his own right Oh, every body needs a friend

Never Was So Lonely As The Night...
Never was so lonely as the night with all it's dreams of yesterday encapsulated within a moments hesitation and then tomorrow dawns a new year to find the screaming body dragged from the final breath of the previous chapter and into darkness. clouds fill the sky dark and gray with flurries of snow and worries of man that fall and lie deep upon the fields of thought until the vista is such that even memory can not recognize it's twisted features a thing of beauty? a white demon? who knows what others see behind the windows of their souls who hears their silent screams and runs protective to cradle them within awaking dreams of how it should have been it could have been if only the dice had fallen even how can life be decided by the flick of a wrist? And what of chapters new? of fields yet untrodden and future speak of what you seek alone but not so sure filled with doubts of how much longer can the fear of past remain before it bites upon the very su

Cinematic Indulgence
Rarely do I make known my views on movies, music, etc. But that's not to say I'm not opinionated. This is shaping up to be an intriguing year film-wise, at least for my viewing pleasures. Hard to believe I attended the cinema perhaps 6-7 times in 2006. Barely four months into 2007, I've hit three movies. That's quite the improvement for me! And we have plenty go this spring, summer and fall. So here are takes on three films viewed thus far. Two will be short because I'm sure you've already seen them, or at least read reviews and decided whether to catch them or not: *300 -- Realize that historical epics on the big screen had their hayday back in the golden years of Hollywood. When men were men. When things were cheaper and relatively simpler. When minorities "kept in their right place." 8-P It was easy back then to make films based upon Moses' leading the Hebrews out of slavery. Or Spartacus leading a Jewish uprising. Or Godzilla lunching out in Tokyo. Even with all of our resources

Eye Contact Contest
ON MONDAY APRIL 30TH I WILL BE IN THE FIRST "EYE CONTACT CONTEST"....ALL THE WAY THRU MONDAY MAY 7TH... THE CONTEST STARTS AT 12:00PM NOON CENTRAL TIME, AND ENDS 12:00PM NOON CENTRAL TIME ON THE 7th RULES: 1. NO DOWN RATING 2. NO NSFW PICS...(CUTE AND CLASSY LADIES) 3. SELF COMMENTING IS ALLOWED FIRST AND SECOND PLACE- "PORSCHE" FROM THE BIG PIMPIN GIFTBOX THIRD PLACE- TO BE DETERMINED... HERE IS THE LINK TO MY PIC FOR THE CONTEST, JUST CLICK AND COMMENT AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!

Appreciation
Something interesting happens when we are away from someone or something we like, or when we go without someone or something that we value. We miss that certain someone or something. The experience of missing someone or something, due to distance and time, enhances our appreciation for what we value. Sometimes familiarity and routine can dull our sense of appreciation. Being without something that we value for a temporary period, renews and rejuvenates our appreciation.

Had To Delete A Bunch Of Comments...
I just read this on my MySpace account. I thought it sounded good enough to repost: ------------------------------------------------- I don't mean to be some sort of Paul Revere here, but I would not be much of a freind if I did not pass this along. My page was hacked last night and would be gone were it not for my friend Waylon and Miss who warned me in time to avoid more damage. The hackers/phishers are gaining access, I am told, through comments we are unknowingly passing along from page to page if we are infected. The infected comments begin with "www,msplinks" if you have that in comments, you are infected and are most likely passing it on to friends in your comments. Take this for what it is worth. I hope you have not been infected, but there is one way to find out. You need to go to edit your profile, go to safe mode, edit comments and look for ANY comments back to the 19th that begin with "www.msplinks"..this is the virus and I am finding it in many commen

Help Me
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Stash Update !!
Hi there !! It's Thursday and the weekend is just around the corner !!!! Hope you're having a fantastic week. I have added some cool stuff to the 'dunno' section of my stash plus a joke or two to my joke section. Please stop by and spare a few minutes to show some lurve (((hugs))) Thanks lots and lots Lin xxxx

Band Aid In The Bronx
As reported a couple days ago, maybe someone should look at the new training staff in the Bronx as a possible reason for the Yankee injuries. Well, Brian Cashman, who hired and defended the new crew up until yesterday, decided to fire them: "Though the rash of similar injuries possibly could be explained by bad luck, Cashman determined that cause and effect could not be ruled out. Sources say Miller's methods were not popular with the Yankees, and the players were in near-revolt over the situation. Miller's approach included a de-emphasis of running as a way to build leg strength." Not running to make legs stronger? When keeping it contrarian goes wrong. Steinbrenner will not be pleased with the Cash Man for this one.

All I Want......
All I want All I need Is for someone To be loved by me All I want All I desire Is for someone to hold And set my heart on fire All I want All I have Is to give my trust and someone to take my hand All I want All I need Is for someone To be loved by me All I want All I give Is all my faith And a reason to live All I want All I hope Is to fight the sadness and someone help me cope All I want All I need Is for someone To be loved by me

Please Comment Bomb My Pic!
I'm in a contest!! Please come and bomb my pic! CONTEST OPENS ON FRI. MAY 4TH 12PM PST/ 3PM EST AND ENDS FRI. MAY 11TH 12PM PST/ 3PM EST COMMENT/SELF BOMBING ALLOWED PHOTO WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WINS A one week BLAST 2ND PLACE WINS A RED PORSCHE AND 3RD PLACE WINS A SILVER MOTOR CYCLE Click here to vote for me!

Yay!!
Hey yall just wanted to leave a lil sumthin lettin yall know dat i put up my "PrIvAtE aLbUm" back up n most of da picz r recent !!! I dunno ill probably put da old onez back up too!! *well datz up to yall so just lemme know* laterz yall ;)

For Any Gift 500 Dollars Or Less
sent to the person of your choice anonymously.....it is the responsibility of the winner to make sure they recieve thier wininnings.i have alot going on smoke pot and sometimes forget..if your gift takes unusually long...hit me up...all small gifts should be paid within 10 minutes...all pimpin within 12 hours...ty dont get cheated.......now take a guess from 1-15 winner announced in 5 minutes.....if noone guesses the 1st person to guess wins.....u get unlimited guesses but 1 per comment

This Contest Fucking Suck's Lol
I guess I'm a sore loser. I am gettig my ass kicked in this Sexy MetalHead in a band shirt,or Whateverthefuck it is contest. Anyways 4 hours left. If I could get a leas 300 comment,s that would be cool.... If not... Oh fuck it. Who care's..... ME!!! Fuck me Freddy. If you want to help me out hit this link. Thanxxx.

Small Yet Disturbing
By: Travis Smith 5-4-07 I took a walk along the devil's playground and as I looked around. He appeared before me with a dreadful grin and spoke: "What are you looking at mother fucker?" I never sopke for with one motion I slit his throat and watched him collapse slowly to his knees as he clutched his throat. The blood spewed forth like Niagara Falls, his tounge throbbing out of his mouth.. As he dropped to the ground I dropped my blade and backed away laughing.. Laughing uncontrollably..

.more.day.tripping.etc.
so. doin another day tripper tomorrow. got the 'just in case' bags all packed. got the critters in bed. got the laundry done. *yawn* called the realtor. did the banking. picked up the ever important smokes. n if the kids had gone to bed earlier n i had already had my 'me' time?...eh i'd go to bed too. cuz im effin tired but i need my me time first dammit. hmm i wonder if i should text my peoples to tell them... *debates* eh i'll do it in the morning. cuz im eatin cereal now. and other things that only make sense to me. a cricket jumped into my house this evening. poe ate it. at least the bitch is good for something. ha. the toilet in the hall bathroom still isnt fixed. i spose the fuckers think cuz im a woman i dont know how to use a plunger? gee fuckers. yes i do. it needs more than that. it prolly needs to be snaked out. it worked for a whole half a day... now its full to the brim again. joy oh joy. i so cant wait to get outta here. *goes back to

Slave Vs. Submissive
The difference between a submissive and a slave is not always clear cut and is often the subject of controversy within the lifestyle. In general, a submissive maintains a certain distance from her Master and retains some freedoms and a slave gives her all as well as her freedoms to her Master. This discussion is about what elements make a submissive or a slave. They may not necessarily agree with what a person calls themselves. Often one finds individuals that call themselves a slave, when a submissive would be a better title and sometimes one sees a person described as a submissive that is more akin to a slave. I am not sure that the term Total Power Exchange (TPE) can be applied to a consensual slave. In normal cases, it seems impossible to have a TPE in a real world non forced slavery relationship and it is unusual in forced slavery cases. TPE seems to involve fantasy more than reality. In a true TPE relationship, it would mean that any order a Dominant could think of would have to

Wax Play
"Wax Play" A basic primer on the safe use of candle wax Many people have played with a bit of candle wax at one time or another in their lives. Maybe by putting a finger in the pool of wax at the top of a candle. Maybe by catching a drip of wax on their skin by accident. Maybe even by dripping a bit of wax on themselves on purpose. Well, it's the intentional wax play we're going to talk about here. So if you're interested in playing with wax on a partner, or even if you just want to play with some on yourself, we have a few bits of advice we'd like to pass along to get you started on the right path. Basic Safety Tips Make sure you keep your candles and/or crock pot on a level, stable surface. Keep ice, cold towels and a bowl of water nearby. Make sure you have a fire extinguisher handy. Be very careful about lingerie, as some items will melt or burn, sticking to the skin and causing serious burns. Anything with nylon, vinyl, pvc, patent leather, etc. can be a problem. Of course

Pleasure And Pain... Sweet Release.
Pain and pleasure... two of the most different things for the body to sense. Its like hot and cold. But even sometimes, things can get so cold they feel hot and so hot they feel cold. The same thing happens with pleasure and pain. I haven't had such release in a long time, most people don't feel comfortable with all of those things. Whenever I feel angry, upset, or just frustrated I need it that way. Today, I am frustrated. I did it again...

Another Saturday Night
How does that Cat Stevens songs go?... Another Saturday Night and I aint got nobody, I got some Money, cause I just got paid. Oh how I wish I had someone to talk to, I'm in an awful way. Amen brother. Trying to get used to being single again, suck a big fat one sometimes. Oh don't get me wrong, I'm glad to get out of the marriage I was in and I'm happier than I have been in a long time, at least 5 years. There's a lot of things I'm doing now, that I haven't done in a long time. Going hiking, getting back into my photography, tending my garden, hanging out with friends. The dating scene just is becoming a total wash for me and that's what sucks. I can understand some women being a little wary of dating because my divorce hasn't gone through yet. But it's just going out on a date, it's not like I'm looking for sex.....ok, I might be looking some, but that's not all. I just would like to find someone, where we like each other and would like to hang out and get t

Self Pleasure
Last story for the nite..yea I was on a role.... Hope it doesnt ep you from going to sleep,,, hehehe Laying here in bed with my mind racing in so many directions, I just can't seem to shut it off so I can get to sleep. I wish so badly that you were here with me. I close my eyes and think of you. I reach down and caress my breast, lightly rubbing my nipple between my fingers until it is poking up through my nightgown. I do the same to the other one. It feels so good under my touch. I concentrate on only you. I see your face in my vision; my body begins to ache, wanting to feel you. As my mind deepens, I can feel your breath on my neck and my body arches to meet your touch. I see your hand take my breast, oh what a wonderful feeling. You play lightly with my nipples, making them stand to meet your lips. As your mouth covers each one, my breath is taken from me. I arch my back and offer more to your mouth. I watch as your tongue plays lightly with one nipple, then the other

You Will Never
Mother, you will never know how I grieve you because you left me too soon. Father, you will never know how cold my heart is because you never let me into yours. Sister, you will never know the depth of my love because you will never see past my imperfections. Brother, you will never know my concern for you because you will never hear my opinion. Lover, you will never know how hard my heart is because you sucked the life out of it. Ememy, you will never know the hate I have for you because you're too cowardly to face me. Friend, you will never know heartache from me because I am true and loyal to you. Child, you will never have to be afraid because I will always keep you safe. Stranger, you will need patience to know me because I'm cautious.

Photo Ratings Ii
Like I said in my first blog about photo ratings, I really don't give a shit if anyone gives me low ratings on my default pic...but now since the Lords that are CherryTap have now enabled their members to see who down rates them, let me give you fair warning...if you are ballsy enough to down rate my pics, you had better be ready to take what you dish out. Peace! TheDarklord

Happiness Is....
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. TODAY, I SIT HERE THINKING ABOUT ONE OF LIFE'S WONDERS AGAIN.... I COULD BE THINKING ABOUT A MILLION THINGS AND THE TOP OF MY LIST.. IS LOVE. LOVE CAN BE A TOUCHY SUBJECT, FOR ANYONE. BUT TODAY IS DIFFERENT. I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE ME SMILE, WITHOUT EVEN REALLY TRYING. SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE ME BITE MY LIP, JUST TALKING TO ME. SOMEONE WHO MAKES MY HEART SKIP A BEAT, BY PHONING ME. DOES HE KNOW ALL THIS? DOES HE KNOW JUST HOW SPECIAL HE IS TO ME? DO I TELL HIM ENOUGH? IS ENOUGH..REALLY EVER ENOUGH? HE'S THE FIRST THOUGHT WHEN I WAKE UP, THE LAST THOUGHT WHEN I GO TO SLEEP. AND MY EVERY WAKING DREAM IS CONSUMED BY HIM. I SIT HERE WAITING AND THINKING.... ABOUT LIFE'S GREATEST

Part 1
Peering through windows, I could see light, warmth and happiness of others. It was so fascinating. People hanging decorations up, talking, laughing, singing. Sometimes I would stand for so long; engaged, I hadn’t realised that the people inside; the happy, joyful people were standing at me. There was one time I stated so long, drifting into my own world with their happiness, the owner had come down of his own and shooed me away. *** One cold December evening, I had finished my paper round. I was making my way back home. It seemed like forever, trecking home in rain and wind. By the time I had got to the front door. My whole face, hands and feet felt like a block of ice. They were so cold that when warmth hit, it stung. Fumbling for my keys in my pocket, using all my finger muscle I managed to find them and open the door. The rush of warm air hit me as I stepped into the threshold. Such a lovely feeling! Unravelling my winter gear in the warm hall way, I could hear shoutin

The Value Of A Drink
"Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams .. If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading."

For A Rolex
GOTO THE SPONSORS PAGE AND DROP 20 COMMENTS NUMBER THEM.....KEEP GOING EVEN IF U ARE BEHIND BECAUSE SOMEONE COULD GET BLOCKED FOR RATING TO FAST.....THE TURTLE CAN BEAT THE HARE....AS SOON AS U KNOW U WON CONTACT THE SPONSOR AND CLAIM YOUR ROLEXLuscious¢¾Mami (Member of Club F.A.R) - Fan me before you add me, plz.@ CherryTAP

For A 1000 Dolla Spree No Gift Limit
BRANDY YOU WON THE LAST ONE...CONTACT THE SPONSOR.....U CAN GET THE SPREE NOW 1ST PERSON TO DROP 3 COMMENTS WINS.ONCE U KNOW U WON CONTACT THE SPONSOR...THANKS FOR PLAYINGM MUAHS....THE COMMENTS ARE ON THIS BLOG

Dare To Dream
The main thing that keeps an objective out of reach is your assumption that you cannot reach it. You're able to do precisely what you expect to be able to do. Are there dreams that you dare not to dream because you've decided that you cannot attain them? If so, then your negative expectation has become a self-fulfilling prophecy. Before you abandon or downgrade your most treasured dreams, consider this. When your goal is personally meaningful and compelling, you can achieve it, whatever it may be. You are never too old or too young, too rich or too poor, to direct the energy of your life toward a compelling objective. Life is about making a difference, and that's something you can do no matter what your circumstances may be. There is somewhere you truly wish to go, something you sincerely desire to achieve, right this very moment. Take the time to find it, commit yourself to it, and make the effort to make it happen. Your dreams represent some of the most valuable gifts yo

To Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay !!!!!!!!! I have NO SHOUT BOX AND i CANT LEAVE ANY 10! I CANT EVEN SEE MY FRIENDS LIST OR ANYTHING... I CHANGE THE STATS .. SO FOR THOSE WHO ARE TRYING TO WRITE ME IN THE SHOUT BOX, I AM SORRY FOR NOT WRITING YOU BACK.. THIS KINDA SHIT HAPPENS TO ME ALOT NOW... SO AGAIN, I AM SORRY AND I WILL TRY AND TALK WITH YOU SOON.. SHERRY

May 12th Fibromyalgia Awareness Day
What is fibromyalgia? Fibromyalgia is a chronic condition causing pain, stiffness, and tenderness of the muscles, tendons, and joints. Fibromyalgia is also characterized by restless sleep, awakening feeling tired, fatigue, anxiety, depression, and disturbances in bowel function. Fibromyalgia was formerly known as fibrositis. While fibromyalgia is one of the most common diseases affecting the muscles, its cause is currently unknown. The painful tissues involved are not accompanied by tissue inflammation. Therefore, despite potentially disabling body pain, patients with fibromyalgia do not develop body damage or deformity. Fibromyalgia also does not cause damage to internal body organs. Therefore, fibromyalgia is different from many other rheumatic conditions (such as rheumatoid arthritis, systemic lupus, and polymyositis). In those diseases, tissue inflammation is the major cause of pain, stiffness and tenderness of the joints, tendons and muscles, and it can lead to joint defor

Sum1 Loves You
I see them all staring at you Lost in your world so true If only they looked deeper They'd see your perfection If only they moved nearer They'd hear your affection. If only they could be you Then they would love you too. It doesn't matter who you are ...Someone loves you It doesn't matter what you are ...Someone loves you Beauty is found within Loving you is not a sin Your heart is all so true ...Someone loves you. I hear them all laughing at you Lost in your world so blue If only they looked harder They'd know your compassion If only they moved closer They'd feel your passion. If only they could be you Then they would love you too. It doesn't matter who you are ...Someone loves you It doesn't matter what you are ...Someone loves you Beauty is found within Loving you is not a sin Your heart is all so true ...Someone loves you. Let them laugh, let them stare Deep within they'll never care You're the reason love can glow Like the colours of

Plz Omg I Need Ur Help!!!!!
PLZ GO TO THIS LINK BELOW AND HELP MY COUSIN ON THIS SITE WIN HE NEED UR VOTES ITS FOR A GREAT CAUSE PLZ DO ME N HIM THS FAVOR BY JUS STOPPING BY HIS PROFILE EVERY 24HRS AND PLACEING UR VOTE PLZ I ASK U IN FAVOR ... WEN HAVE I EVER ASKED U FOR ANYTHING .... THINK ABOUT IT SO PLZ GO AND VOTE TAKE CARE GOD BLESS LOVE U ALL THE ONE AND ONLY UR GURL TRUL !StRAWBERRY! http://ilovenewyork2.com/people/larnell

My New Playlist Of Songs..check It Out..
http://dominique1.imeem.com/playlist/rLKaYeyW/ It's a free site ..and u can make as many playlists as you want. I have 3 so far: 1 is 204+ songs, another 45 songs , 3rd with 16 songs (so far)....along with numerous pic's.... enjoy!!

Last Blog To Make Sure All The Players
have recieved a 500 dollar gitft...if u always check these blogs and i have not gave u a 500 dollar gift hit me up..if i owe u hit me up...and goodnight ..im shutting the gates on the contest store for the night...gn

Curtis
CURTIS is the name of a boy who goe's to my school n at first i didn't like him but at the time i was going with someone so that's proble why i didn't like him but as time wen't by things changed n now when i see him i don't know what 2 do.cuz he know i like him n he know i know he like me 2 cuz i wrote him 2 let him know how i felt about him n he replyed n he let me know how he falt about me n all i'm gone say is i was very happy afther it all ended.

Application To Date My Daughter
Application to Date My Daughter ..> Body: 1. Name__________________________________________ 2. Date of Birth_____________________________________ 3. Drivers Licnese #__________________________________ 4. Home Address____________________________________ 5. I.Q._____________________________________________ 6. Number of years Parents married______________________ 7. Do you possess A van? A truck with oversize tires? A waterbed? A tattoo? A ring in any body part? A yes answer requires that you discontinue filling this form and depart the premises now! 8. In ten words or less what does "Late" mean to you? 9. In ten words or less what does "Don't touch my daughter" mean to you? 10. In two words or less what does "Abstinence" mean to you? 11. Church you attend______________________________ 12. Frequency of attendance?_________________________ 13. When is a convenient time to interview your parents and minister?__________ Answer the following: (please answer freely

Unanswered Questions...
weird how once a decision is made, the weight that lifts from your life. anger still underlies most of what was. though calm is replacing it rapidly. freedom from a vow that only i upheld is somewhat liberating, yet saddens me too. to dedicate ones life to another for so long, is a huge commitment. when the commitment is gone it leaves a void, and opens the question of why... all things heal as will i...

He Wanted Her
HE WANTED HER BY: BRENDA L. I Want You Turn the light on so I can look at you As I inhale deeply and smell your lovely perfume I look into your eyes and see the bright sparkle of anticipation As I kiss your sweet, soft lips, I feel your whole body enjoy my touch I Want You I squeeze hard your breasts making your nipples hard I kiss, touch and caress your tits until you moan and squirm, starting to get wet between your legs I slowly tongue a path down to your clit and stimulate it and you as I slowly lick, lick, lick tonguing sucking and kissing your spot I taste you as your pussy’s wetness flows into my mouth I eat you as you cum rhythmically squirting my mouth full, lick, lick, lick I Want You The deeper I drive my tongue into your pussy the harder you stuff my head up in your crotch With my face buried deep I slowly begin to finger you as you hump my face I taste fresh cum in my mouth as you moan and groan whi

The Game Of Love
What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart is the cost. Count your blessings and pray. maybe You will win at the game of love one day. Just learn when to walk away. Your strong enough to say good bye. Don't hold back it's okay to cry love hurts sometimes

Morph Contest!
I will be holding a contest for the best morph on CT. This contest is open to anyone and everyone on CT. There will be many prizes given out. It will run for 3 days! Starting on Thursday the 10th at 12pm and will run till Sunday at 12am. Each contestant will recieve a random gift for just participating in the contest. The Prizes!!!!! A prize will be handed out for 1st, 2nd and 3rd place! First place: You will recieve a corvette, a rolex, and diamond ring (female) or a mens ring (male) Second place: You will recieve a Silver motorcycle, a rolex and a ring Third Place: You will recieve a rolex and a ring. A few rules for the morphs: 1. Cannot be NSFW. 2. Must be a morph of you. Ok, those rules aren't that bad :) You can rate and comment on your own morph also! If you are interested in participating in this contest, please stop by my page and let me know which morph you want to use for the contest! DrunkenAcid **Fan me, rate me, add me! :) **@ CherryT

Easy Versus Difficult
Easy is to get a place is someone's address book. Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart. Easy is to judge the mistakes of others Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes Easy is to talk without thinking Difficult is to refrain the tongue Easy is to hurt someone who loves us. Difficult is to heal the wound... Easy is to forgive others Difficult is to ask for forgiveness Easy is to set rules. Difficult is to follow them... Easy is to dream every night. Difficult is to fight for a dream... Easy is to show victory. Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity... Easy is to admire a full moon. Difficult to see the other side... Easy is to stumble with a stone. Difficult is to get up... Easy is to enjoy life every day. Difficult to give its real value... Easy is to promise something to someone. Difficult is to fulfill that promise... Easy is to say we love. Difficult is to show it every day... Easy is to criticize o

Jackpot!
So, I'm holding Ace, Five of clubs & I'm dealer sitting in seat nine....there are four people, including me, in the hand. The flop comes....9, 10, Jack of clubs. Seat 1: All In Seat 2: All In Seat 4: All In And, I'm like what the fuck? I just flopped the nut flush - what the hell is everyone betting on? So, I push all in too... Seat 4: Turns over Queen, King of Clubs (Straight Flush) Seat 2: Turns over 7, 8 of Clubs (Straight Flush) And Seat 4 starts yelling: Jackpot! Jackpot! And...yep...it was.... So, while we all sat there at our $40 NL table....the casino prepared our money and stuff.... Table share (everyone who had been dealt cards, received $971) Seat 4: $5,800 Seat 2: $11,000 So...my ace high flush getting beat wasn't so bad afterall...my loss of $20 was made up with winning $900. WHOO HOO!!! YaY.

Join Wicca And Wisdom On Upoc
Wicca And Wisdom Blessins to the finder of this group.. this is a group for all who seek knowledge and wisdom of Wicca..members here are very knowledgeable and will be able to help. Members must have a profile. I do not like profanity here in this grp. There are some young people in here. So show respect..enjoy and make friends.. for life here. It's a mobile text message group for your phone. Send JOIN WICCA4ALL to the number below. To end, send QUIT WICCA4ALL. Verizon Wireless, AT&T, Boomerang: 8762 Cingular Wireless: 8762 T-Mobile: 8762 thousands more mobile groups at upoc.com

A Puerto Rican Grandma
> >> > LAWYERS SHOULD NEVER ASK A PUERTO RICAN GRANDMA A QUESTION IF THEY >> > AREN'T PREPARED FOR THE ANSWER. >> > DURING A TRIAL IN MIAMI, THE PROSECUTING ATTORNEY CALLED HIS FIRST >> > WITNESS, AN ELDERLY PUERTORIQUENA ABUELITA TO THE STAND. >> > >> > HE APPROACHED HER AND ASKED, "SENORA SANCHEZ, DO YOU KNOW ME?" >> > >> > SHE RESPONDED, "SI, I KNOW YOU MR. RODRIGUEZ. I KNOW YOU SINCE YOU >> > WERE A MOCOSO (snot-nosed), AND FRANKLY YOU'VE BEEN A BIG >>DISAPPOINTMENT TO ME, TO >> > YOUR FAMILY AND TO YOUR COMMUNITY. YOU LIE, YOU CHEAT ON YOUR WIFE, >> > AND YOU MANIPULATE PEOPLE, AND YOU THINK YOU'RE A BIG SHOT. THE ENTIRE >> >> > CITY OF SAN JUAN KNOWS YOU ARE NADA (a nothing), PURA BASURA (pure >>garbage). YES, I KNOW YOU WELL ." >> > >> > THE LAWYER WAS STUNNED, NOT KNOWING WHAT ELSE TO DO, HE POINTED ACROSS >> >> > THE ROOM AND ASKED, MRS. SANCHEZ, "DO YOU KNOW THE DEFENSE ATTORNEY?" >> > >> > AGAIN SHE REPLIED, "CLARO QUE SI (Of course I do). I'VE KNOWN MR.

Fire Truck
Fire truck A fire fighter is working on the engine outside the station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off the sides and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The girl is wearing a fire fighter's helmet. The wagon is being pulled by her dog and her cat. The fire fighter walked over to take a closer look. "That sure is a nice fire truck," the fire fighter says with admiration. "Thanks" the girl says. The firefighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the wagon to her dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. "Little Partner", the fire fighter says, "I don't want to tell you how to run your rig, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar too, I think you could go faster" The little girl replies thoughtfully, "You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a siren."

I Hate Subtitles!
ok so me and my friends tina and steve went to see that new nicolas cage movie NEXT, turns out we bought tickets for the movie for def people or something, cuz the movie was in english BUT, there was subtitles though the whole movie and subtitles annoy the fuck out of me! was a good movie though, ill probablly do a reviw of it tomorrow but right now i have a headache! I FUCKING HATE SUBTITLES!

Be A Better Person
Be the change you want to see occur in the world around you. We can't make other people be more considerate, helpful, honest, etc., but if everyone were to work on themselves and develop these attributes, our world would be a better place. Don't be judgmental. Look for and recognize the good in yourself and in others. We are all capable of so-called "good" and "bad" behaviors and we all have our "good" and "off" days. We are all unique and it is wonderful that we are different and not all the same - in our appearance, our thoughts, our opinions, our likes and dislikes. Being different is not threatening, it is not "bad", it is just "different". Embrace the differences and be happy for the variety. Likewise, forget the concepts of "right" and "wrong". People are not good or bad or right or wrong; they just are. If you were in "their shoes" maybe you would act differently, or maybe not. Being judgmental wastes time and cuts you off from opportunities and meaningful relationships -

Wasted Popularity
All the taking on this site of the fan me rate me gimme points and lets be popular but who gives back ??? Heres your chance to use that popularity on something very positive !!! Im here for my own reasons as well but i take time out everyday for this.... The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes waaaay less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for FREE. (THIS WON'T COST YOU A THING) Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know... HELPANIMALRESCUE Now Whos Popular Enough To Re-Post This ??? (repost of original by 'B.roc's Adult Toy Store' on '2007-05-10 00:03:13')

The Fire
My apartment building burned to the ground back in January. I just uploaded some pics of it that were taken a week after the fire. I also uploaded some pics of my new place. I was fortunate enough to get renter's insurance.

Rules Of Drunk Dialing
1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen.♥ 3. If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Example - "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you" 4. Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking them to bend you over something. 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8. You can also call this same ex and

Wedding Ring
Wedding Ring Recently a man had to go to the hospital to have his wedding ring cut off from his penis after his girlfriend found the ring in his pants pocket and got so mad at him she stuck it on him while he was asleep. Which is worse? Having your girlfriend find out you're married. Explaining to your wife how your wedding ring got on your penis. Or finding out your penis fits through your wedding ring.

Stereo Typo
Blonde women are stupid. Asian men have little penises. People from the South are rednecks. Black men don't go down. Mexican men love anal sex. White women who date black men are looking to get abused. Men who date fat women are only doing so because she buys them shit. Women with big tits who wear tight tops are attention whores. Girls who have short hair are dykes. Men who spend more than 20 minutes getting ready to go out are gay. All gay men are flamers. Italian women are feisty whores in bed. Asians are bad drivers. Black men are all thugs. People with tattoos are drug addicts. If a short man gets mad at something, it's because he's really just pissed about being short. Middle Easterners are all terrorists. All Americans believe that all Middle Easterners are terrorists. All Mexican men have gone to prison. Liberals believe in killing babies and sparing hardened criminals the death penalty. Conservatives are all uptight h

Good Luck Penny
You always hear the usual stories of pennies on the sidewalk being good luck, gifts from angels, etc. This is the first time I've ever heard this twist on the story. Gives you something to think about. Several years ago, a friend of mine and her husband were invited to spend the weekend at the husband's employer's home. My friend, Arlene, was nervous about the weekend. The boss was very wealthy, with a fine home on the waterway, and cars costing more than her house. The first day and evening went well, and Arlene was delighted to have this rare glimpse into how the very wealthy live. The husband's employer was quite generous as a host, and took them to the finest restaurants. Arlene knew she would never have the opportunity to indulge in this kind of extravagance again, so was enjoying herself immensely. As the three of them were about to enter an exclusive restaurant that evening, the boss was walking slightly ahead of Arlene and her husband. He stopped suddenly, looking down

Your Home !very Soon Love
From the moment I saw the first picture of you Tomaran I knew there was something about you.I couldn't explain it to myself but when I looked at the very first picture of you I felt something stir within me sounds corny and like a after thought of knowing what I know now but not true.I'm sure anyone that crosses your path Tomaran sense that your special I can be sure of that but in the moment I saw you with my own eyes I came back often and every time the same thing happened I sat there looking trying to find the words to explain to myself what the hell it was I was felling and why.Of course there was attraction your a handsome bloke :) But it went beyond that. Then you started to drop me comments and well the interaction beyond wonderful ,I was wowed by your cleverness and intrigued by your savvy.So it was a cat and mouse thing and I knew if anyone was to play it you'd be the one to get it just right.How did I know this because I knew Tomaran from the first interaction deep down

The Greatest Love
The hot sounds from the summer heat, Reminds of times with you in the backseat... Making love all through the night, Enjoying each others embrace so tight... Beads of sweat rolling down your cheek, Kissing you passionately wanting you I'd seek... Moans of sweetness upon your breath, Reciting poetry of Macbeth... Holding you softly in my embrace, Caressing your precious lovely face... Touching your lips to my delight, Watching the magic before my sight... Dancing beats from my heart, Bursting for you from the start... Eyes of passion a heart of gold, Erection that's uncontrolled... A desire to be with someone true, Eternity loving only you... A woman whom given me a natural high, Underneath the northern sky... Sitting here cooling down tonight, Thinking how much you shined so bright... I adore each day that comes by, Watching the beauty before my eye... You'll always ignite the fire in my life, Forever passion with you my wife... Endless love throug

Wow.
Soooo, well, this is my second time on cherrytap, but...let me tell you...there are a lot of...undressed people here...and, yeah...I am more classy, but...all the power to the rest of you. It's okay, because I am friends with everyone. It's cool.

To My Real Friends...
Are you tired of those sissy-ass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship: 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4 When you are scared -- I will try to calm your nerves, unless it is something silly then I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6 When you are confused I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass, but then I will help you get up. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge

Paul
The first time we made love, you started to shake.. You said the feel of my touch, made your soul ache.. You'd long for my kiss.. The softness of my skin.. The gaze into my eyes, you could see me with in.. Holding me close.. Not wanting to let go.. Bewillderd with desire.. A love you needed to know.. 6yrs later.. We're still going strong.. As long as I know have you... I'll always go on.. You're my rock my soulmate and my best friend.. I'll love you for ever...And ever.. 'Till our end

Daily Horoscope May 13
"That whole eye-for-an-eye policy just means that eventually all the parties involved will go blind. Ever thought about operating with another body part -- like turning the other cheek? It'll get you where you want to go." Oh I've thought about operating with other body parts, but it's not those. Turn the other cheek huh? A couple days I was supposed to be kickin ass and takin names, now I'm supposed to be ignorin people. /shrug. I can do that too.

Thanks For Your Time
A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door. It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man. College, girls, career, & life itself got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life, Jack had little time to think about the past & often no time to spend with his wife & son. He was working on his future, & nothing could stop him. Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr Belser died last night. The funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his childhood days. "Jack, did you hear me?" "Oh sorry, Mum. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he'd died years ago." Jack said. "Well, he didn't forget you. Everytime I saw him he'd ask how you were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you spent over 'his side of the fence' as he put it," Mum told him.

Another 4 Mother
QUOTATIONS "All that I am or ever hope to be, I owe to my angel Mother." -- Abraham Lincoln (1809-1865) "God could not be everywhere and therefore he made mothers." -- Jewish proverb "Of all the rights of women, the greatest is to be a mother." -- Lin Yutang "The heart of a mother is a deep abyss at the bottom of which you will always find forgiveness." -- Honore' de Balzac (1799-1850) "My mother was the most beautiful woman I ever saw. All I am I owe to my mother. I attribute all my success in life to the moral, intellectual and physical education I received from her." -- George Washington (1732-1799) "By and large, mothers and housewives are the only workers who do not have regular time off. They are the great vacationless class." -- Anne Morrow Lindbergh (1907- ) "The mother's heart is the child's schoolroom." -- Henry Ward Beecher (1813-1887) "Youth fades; love droops, the leaves of friendship fall; A mother's secret hope outlives them all." -- Oliver W

Reflections
"A foolish act done over again will not improve things."~ West African proverb "Tenderness and kindness are not signs of weakness but signs of strength." ~ Kahlil Gibran "Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice." ~ William Jennings Bryan

People And There Stupid Fucking Questions
If this was actually a real bullet, I need to borrow the gun that uses them! I am running some errands today, which are all down, hot damn! I then feel that I could eat something. The only thing close is McDonalds and I figure, I will chance it! I figure a coke and a Ceaser salad should be one of the safest things from there to eat. Finally, after they went out to the gardens and picked all the ingridients to make the fucking salad, (fast food huh) they put it in my to go bag. The girl looked at me and said, what kind of salad dressing do you want for your CEASER salad? I must have looked puzzled, because she repeated herself, and I answered, Egyptian dresing maybe? She replied "huh" I said, Oh Christ girl, let it be Ceaser. As I was leaving I read a sign on the door, "Great Job Opportunities". Yes, for the stupid!

Thank You For The Support!!
Since I've Been On Cherry Tap, Alot Of People Have Been Rating My Verbal Intelligence Pic A 10! Well V.I. Is My Hip-Hop Crew. Yeah , Another White Boy Tryin To Make It In The Game. Lol. But To All Of You That Rate V.I. A 10 That Means Alot. And To The Haters, Fuck Off! :) But Thank You To The People That Rate It A 10. Help Me Support V.I. And Get The Name Out There As Much As You Can. Pretty Soon Were Gonna Start The Recording Sessions So I Will Try And Find A Way To Upload Them To Cherry Tap So You All Can Have A Listen!!! Newayz, Thanx Again And Keep Supportin Verbal Intelligence!!! V.I. Till I Die! Ya Boy, Dyzzy A.k.A. Lawgix

Jacob - Pre Mri
Hey everyone thanks for taking the time to read this. Jacob has an MRI tomorrow for some things that are going on with him. For those who don't know me, Jacob is my 11 year old son, he's in my pictures. He is nervous about his IV tomorrow and also being sedated and getting his brain scan done. I am asking that you just keep us in your prayers tomorrow that all goes well. Thanks. I will update this tomorrow about how things go and then once more when we get his results. We will take all the prayers we can get :)

~the Lion And The Mouse~
A mouse skittered across a sleeping lion's nose. Before you could say "twitching whisker" - CLUMP! - the lion covered the mouse with his paw. "You tickled my nose, you measly mouse. I think now you will tickle inside my tummy!" The mouse peeked between the lion's claws. "You Majesty, before you swallow me, consider this. If you let me go, I will never forget it. perhaps one day I shall return the favor and save your life." At this, the lion roared with laughter. "It would be a shame to eat such a witty little creature. run free, funny fellow. I will sleep well tonight knowing you are watching over me." The lion's loud laughter shook the ground beneath the mouse's feet as he scampered away... Later, the mouse heard a familiar roar, not a roar of laughter, but a desperate roar for help. He ran to the lion, who was tangled in a hunter's net. The mouse quickly chewed through the cords with his small sharp teeth, freeing the lion. "It is pretty funny, Your Majesty," chuckled the mo

Coffee Date
*A fantasy a friend and I came up with* I sat at the table in the far corner of the coffee shop, keeping an eye on everyone that walked through the door. Time seemed like an eternity, the steady tick, tick, tock providing rhythm, to my eager impatience for her to arrive. Sipping on my coffee, the warm liquid blanketing my throat and warming up my belly, my thoughts drifted off to what could be in store… Our late night conversation always ended up in the same place. We shared the same girl-on-girl fantasy, which still remained unfulfilled for the both of us, a passionate one-on-one fling, of unexplored territory. My thoughts were interrupted as she sat herself across from me. I was so carried off with my thoughts; I didn’t even see her come in. She was beautiful, in the most real sense, bright eyes and full smile enveloping me. “Hi”, I managed to get out, a little taken aback by her presence. She was better than any expectation I may have unknowingly set for her, no

The Knowing Sea
The Knowing Sea The tide comes in, and moves back out Like your chest rising and falling To the melodic rhythm of your life In the mist of the sea's dew I see the future of our understanding love Two young friends discovering the truth Sand and shells shift underneath Realizing the changes that have taken place I know now . . . where my heart belongs

You Left Me...
You left me here, without saying goodbye. Now every time I think of you, all I do is cry. So many plans and dreams went up in smoke. Yet everyone tells me, don't give up, there is always hope. What should I be hopeful for? My entire being is sorrowful, down to the core. I am still here and yet I often wonder why. Why it wasn't me instead of you that had to die. Your life had so much meaning, a direction to go. I would trade you places, just so you know. I'm always questioning in the back of my mind, Why does it always seem like God can be unkind? No one knows the answer my questions. Hell I don't even know if there are any suggestions. All I know is that with each passing day, It's just one more closer to when next to you I will lay.

The Dillemma Of A Virgin
Some times un expectantly, something will happen that will bring an old memory flooding back, that captures the emotion and feeling. Well something happened to me last night that reminded me so clearly of the days when I was a virgin student nurse. Wanting so desperately to rid myself of that cloak. Intercourse is an easy thing to do you just lay back open your legs and let someone else do it! I mean nothing could be more simple as an act so to speak for a woman. Looking back I wondered why I labored that battle for so long. In my group of student nurses I was the only one, hindered by the virginity mantle. I could do heavy petting no problem a little bit of touching, yesssss loved it but to go all the way? No Way! It was like there was a chain around my neck pulling me in the opposite diection Several times I decided that it would be best just to get it over and done with and planned it in a cold calculated decision and situation. Twice went to a room with the chosen “virgin de

Sleep Poetry
To Sleep O soft embalmer of the still midnight, Shutting, with careful fingers and benign, Our gloom-pleas'd eyes, embower'd from the light, Enshaded in forgetfulness divine: O soothest Sleep! if so it please thee, close In midst of this thine hymn my willing eyes, Or wait the "Amen," ere thy poppy throws Around my bed its lulling charities. Then save me, or the passed day will shine Upon my pillow, breeding many woes,-- Save me from curious Conscience, that still lords Its strength for darkness, burrowing like a mole; Turn the key deftly in the oiled wards, And seal the hushed Casket of my Soul. Keats was such a punk.

A Days Beginning.....
The beginning to a day is how you wake up!! I awaken every day with coffee in hand and watch the amazing transformation of the skies. As they go from dark with twinkling stars and a bright moon within them, to blue skies and a masterful wave of color across the skies. Then the sun slowly peeks it's head over the trees and begins to once again light up the day. Wow, that is one of the most beautiful ways to begin a day!!! The rest of the day really does not matter, because if you can focus at the end of the day on all that was "good" then the "bad" seems to disappear. And once again a peaceful settlement within over comes you. It litterally takes more muscles to frown or be angry then it does to smile and be happy! So how do you wake up? I would love to know so drop me a line. Have a wonderful day indeed.

Newest Written
A man who dreams of love to hold A man who need love beyond tales told A man full of dreams, lost in hopeless romance A man like this seeks a woman of fate and not chance A woman of destiny with eyes of love and desire A woman who is the fuel of his burning fire A woman who lives in his dreams so true A woman who is his everything, is this woman you Sought forever and yet never found Then in his dreams she is there when he turns around No longer feeling that love is a lie this woman of his dreams made that feeling die Dreams become real for the first time hearts beat forever in this dream of life his soul feels sweet For dreams that drive his souls needs of love You’re the sweet dream he loves to always think of By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Information You Might All Want To Read
HEY ALL MY FRIENDS HERE ON THE TAP I HAVE BEEN GOING AROUND AND DOUBLE CHECKING MY FRIENDS MAKING SURE I HAVE RATED THE PROFILE AND FANNED MY LOVELY FRIENDS I AM ALSO SLOWLY BUT SURELY COMING BY AND RATING ALL OF YOUR PICTURES AND EVENTUALLY WILL BE COMING BY TO RATE ALL YOUR STASHES ASWELL. IF I HAVE NO FANNED YOU OR RATED YOU PROFILE PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND IF YOU WISH FOR ME TO COME BY TO YOUR PAGE TOMORROW AS I AM OUT OR PICTURE RATES TODAY JUST LET ME KNOW THANK YOU LOVE ALL YOU CHERRIES P.S IF I HAVE RATED YOUR PICS PLEASE TAKE TIME TO COME DO THE SAME FOR ME ASWELL AS PROFILE RATING AND FANNING THANKS

Dildo Story.... Lol Funny As Hell
A businessman was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a flirtatious sort with an extremely healthy sex drive, so he thought he'd buy her a little something to keep her occupied while he was gone. He went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around. He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation. The old man said, "Well, We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of anything that will keep her occupied except---" and he stopped. "Except what?" the man asked. "Nothing, nothing." C'mon, tell me! I need something!" Well, sir, I don't usually mention this, but there is The Voodoo Penis." "So what's up with this Voodoo Penis?" he asked. The old man reached under the counter, and pulled out a very old wooden box, carved with strange symbols and erotic images. He opened it, and there la

Hot Man On Ct Contest Starting Thursday!
Hot Man On CT Contest! I'm doing a Hot Man On CT Contest and i need men! Comment bombing allowed and self comment bombing also! with 1 comments! Comments + rates = total Winners will get 2 Gifts each 1 V.I.P. And 1 V.I.C.! Contest will start on 5/17 thur 5/24 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Enchanted Silence
First love need have no words. No word, no volume ever could express Such vast tenderness. It steals like mist on that unfolding hour And it is shyness, holiness and power, Hushed, lest if spoken it might disappear. Its perfume tints the air like ancient musk, A flower’s shadow stirring in the dusk And in its depth the shadow of a tear. It is a moon-wind tossing in the night, Fragile illumined, awesome in its flight; Blowing the wandering heart beyond its bars To climb the sky and tremble through the stars.

Nyc
You Know You're From New York City When... You say "the city" and expect everyone to know that this means Manhattan. You have never been to the Statue of Liberty or the Empire State Building. You can get into a four-hour argument about how to get from Columbus Circle to Battery Park at 3:30 on the Friday before a long weekend, but can't find Wisconsin on a map. Hookers and the homeless are invisible. The subway makes sense. You believe that being able to swear at people in their own language makes you multi-lingual. You've considered stabbing someone just for saying "The Big Apple". The most frequently used part of your car is the horn. You call an 8' x 10' plot of patchy grass a yard. You consider Westchester "upstate". You think Central Park is "nature." You see nothing odd about the speed of an auctioneer's speaking. You're paying $1,200 for a studio the size of a walk-in closet and you think it?s a "steal." You've been to New Jersey twice

Just For One Moment
Even if its just for one moment Embrace me within your Arms When it gets cold, be there to keep me Warm Even if its just for one moment Breathe Life into me Resurrect me, show me there's still Hope for me Even if its just for one moment Touch me, Kiss me, Love me Reignite the Passion within me Just whisper sweet nothings into my Ear Take me away, I don't care Where Even if its just for one moment Make me forget, take this Chance To shower me in a world full of Romance Hold me even when the Sun Sets Take me down memory lane to the fist day we Met Even if its just for one moment Lets take our Friendship to the next Level In this moment allow us to lose Ourselves Even if its just for one moment I'll trade it all, bring me out of this Loneliness Surround me with Happiness, even if its just for One Moment... I Promise You I'll Treasure this Moment...

A Day
Pain and Sorrow All from tomorrow The past is a mover and tills The present is still My thoughts on a sill The view is waiting and made Move then sway To return and fade The windows lock so tight The sun was bright Moon in flight Now silence from which to borrow Through skin and marrow God's face is an arrow Of surrender and trust until The present is still My thoughts on a sill The view is waiting and made

Good Comebacks When Women Compliment You
Good Comebacks When Women Compliment You >NOTE: If you'd like take a look at all of the different programs I've created to help you become more successful with women and dating... plus watch video clips of each of them... just go here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZV7IZ&lid=1&ll=1 ***QUESTION*** First of all, lets get things straight. I don't like you. In fact, I hate you. Your success with women disgusts me, and the way you have it down to a science so well that you even make ME laugh sometimes with your smartassed comments to the lamers who write you vexes me. But it intrigues me as well. Your stuff works. So I use it. Doesn't mean I like you. Just means I like your "tools." Anyway, the problem I'm having lately is I meet and flirt with a lot of women using c&f, but when it comes time for things to get a little physical, they tell me they're waiting for marriage to do all that! WtF?! Is there a way around this kind of

You Annoy Me. (relax, It's Just Words)
I am done pretending to like people. This will come as a shock to those of you I am currently pretending to like and all I can say is, "How could you be so stupid as to think I like you?" Have you not been paying attention to anything I have been writing? At some point in the past I am sure to have expressed a dislike for something you do, or are, or think. That open-mouthed stare of disbelief is yet another reason I am not particularly fond of you. Just how you function day to day with that tiny and obviously malformed brain of yours amazes me. I am not amazed in the same way that I am amazed by the size of a redwood tree, but rather in the way that I am amazed at the endless ways in which people are stupid. Like you and every single thing that you do. I am going to quote a great song and say that "I can imagine nothing more tedious than trying to have fun with you again." Of course, knowing you the way that I do, I imagine you once again open-mouthed and confused by the word tedio

Opinions Needed
I am a single mom of 4 children and someone told me i need to wake up to life! Well i was told all u do is go to work and come home and stay home! Then i told that person i was going to go with a friend of mine to a bar to dance!All i heard was so u get out and wantto go get drunk! so i ask u should i stay with him or dump him ?

For Our Missing Soldiers
Thousands of soldiers remain on around-the-clock patrol, searching and hoping for any signs of the three still missing. Those three are Pvt. Byron W. Fouty, 19, of Waterford, Michigan; Spc. Alex R. Jimenez, 25, of Lawrence, Massachusetts; and Pfc. Joseph J. Anzack Jr., 20, of Torrance, California. These soldiers will be found, i've no doubt. If you can light a candle, say a prayer, plant something, we all have different ways to express our hopes, fears and concerns. Whatever you do, honor them, and their loved ones in some way, and keep it going til they are back among us. im going to light my candle in my pic for this if u would like to join be awesome if not fine..u can feel free to rip my candle in my pic..hope u all have a great night Wendy remember to thank a soldier!

The Perfect Blend.
I've only just realized I truly wish to hear the voices of Josh Groban and Tina Arena blend in a duet. They'd compliment each other wonderfully. The word sensual comes to mind. Tina and Mark: Just an old favorite:

Thought For The Day.
As we learn we always change, and so our perception. This changed perception then becomes a new Teacher inside each of us. --Hyemeyohsts Storm Hyemeyohsts Storm's book, Seven Arrows, tells the stories of one of the Indian tribes in this country before most of its members were killed. They believed that change was important for growth. Change is sometimes frightening. We usually prefer the familiar, no matter how uncomfortable, over taking a chance on the unknown. When fear gets in the way of making healthy changes, we talk to fear, inviting it along with us on our course of action. Getting to know fear allows us to ask it for a gift: the courage to walk with fear by our side and learn from it as we go. It allows us to learn which fear is blocking our progress and which fear is healthy - cautioning us against actions that might be harmful. What fear might I make a friend of today?

This Downrater Needs To Be Fuckin Told What Her Place Is...
THIS IS THE PICTURE I DID ALONG WITH MANY OTHERS THAT ARE IN THE SAME FOLDER AND THIS CHICK DECIDED TO FUCKING BE A BITCH AND RATE A "1" HERES THE PIC BELOW DOES THAT LOOK LIKE A "1"? I FUCKING WENT OFF ON THIS BITCH FOR RATING MY WORK A "1" PEOPLE ARE SO DAMN RUDE AND HERES THE PROOF TO GO ALONG WITH... · Pixie-face rated your photo a '1'! THEN I SENT HER THE COMMENT STATING THAT SHE SHOULD GO BACK TO WHERE EVER THE FUCK IT IS SHE CAME FROM BE IT MYSPACE OR W/E BECAUSE DOWNRATERS ARE NOT WANTED NOR APPREICATED HERE... THEN HERE WAS THE CONVO THAT WAS HELD IN SB Pixie-face: No I rate how I see it. and you just fuckin suck. kthxdie ->Pixie-face: no you dont rate truthfully tyvfm im sorry ive got talent i can do that kind of shit and you cant dont hate Pixie-face: you're just pissed cause I rate truthfully ->Pixie-face: so take ya down ratin' ass back to myspace or where it is you came from k thanks Pixie-face: well aint that to fucking bad ->Pixie-face: yeah yeah um

I Have No Clue. . .
I have sent hundreds of emails to different women that I would like to talk to on this site. To date I have talked to exactly two. So besides the obvious, my looks, why won't anyone talk to me? (That came off more whinny than it was intended, sorry) I like to think I am a very kind, funny and articulate person. I am intelligent and can hold my own in any type of conversation. I like romantic comedies, holding hands, talking about feelings, puppies and kittens. I am also a man's man who enjoys sports and getting his hands dirty. I will listen to you when you are telling me about your bad day while rubbing your feet and your back, never expecting anything in return. I remember birthdays and anniversaries. I will bring you flowers or some other little thing just because. I love to cook and am good at it. So what is it? Women say they want these things in a potential significant other but when it comes down to it, they never date or talk to guys like me. Women end up with a jerk

Least Romantic.
Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. Oh loving beauty you float with grace If only you could hide your face Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off of your face I love your smile, your face, and your eyes - Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way My feelings for you no words can tell, Except for maybe "go to hell"

Hello, Henry.
As of late, I've been somewhat moody. I freely admit that I conduct myself in an utterly waspish manner at times. Mayhap it's due to the fact that I'm beyond exhausted, but even so, I should retain control over my tongue. If looks could kill, I'd be behind bars. I've given more than my fair share of drop-dead glares. In general, people just annoy me more easily these days. One of my older officers really hit the spot the other day. His behavior was the outside of enough. I do so tire of men becoming fresh with me, especially in my place of business. You know, it makes me wonder if one of the Kloey accessories is a flashing neon sign that reads, "If you'd be so kind as to treat me like a whore, I'd be most appreciative..." Whatever it is, it annoys me. I don't even think I'm all that striking. I mean, yeah, I'm decently cute, but as far as being gorgeously sexy, I'm not. I don't wear provocative clothing. Every so often you may catch a glimpse of the swell of my

80% Perfect Life Lol
Your Life is 80% Perfect Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about. Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice. How Perfect is Your Life?

Some Stuff Flagged Nsfw
well people here it is my bitch session for the day! last night i received mail from the head honchos of CT informing me that 2 of my pics had been flagged nsfw. they were both just sayings "real men eat pussy" and "if you are gonna talk behind my back ,kiss my ass while you are there" I have seen so much worse on this sight, I am guessing that it was just my turn to be screwed with. I f you are my friend and you find something I have that offends you , tell me , if you are not my friend and you find something of mine that offends you , get the hell off my page and mind your own business. Any pics i have do not show me nude or in a disgusting sexual position , so whatever you think of me is your opinion , this is just me and shit i find amusing, if you are offended then drop me as your friend , i don't give a rats ass today

Marrying A Mississippi Girl!....
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. The first man had married a woman from Tennessee and bragged that he had told his wife she was going to do all the dishes and house cleaning. He said it took a couple days but on the third day he came home to a clean house and the dishes were done. The second man had married a woman from Florida. He bragged that he had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. On that the first day he didn't see any results, but the next day it was better. By the third day, his house was clean, the dishes were done and he had a huge dinner on the table. The third man married a girl from Mississippi. He told her that her duties were to keep the house clean, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything. But the third day he coul

Shadows
The light slowly fades into gray, As darkness consumes my mind. I can no longer discern between reality and my own insanity. I feel my skin crawl with prickles of fear, yet i feel no pain. The person I was has disappeared and the person I have become is no longer Distinguishable from the shadows in my heart. I am nothing more than an empty vessel, Blindly searching for the light needed to become whole.... JMM-1997

Lifestorm
I see the world through jaded eyes, There are only clouds in my skies. Darkness has made my future unclear, And the storms of my past are drawing near. Shadows haunt my troubled soul, As the chaos begins to take control. And I feel myself begin to drift away, As too late, the sun shines down on my day... JMM-1999

Devoid Of Light
Here I sit in the dark corners of my mind. Looking out through portals of light. Seeing nothing but my own emptiness. I want to speak, but cannot for fear of Losing myself to an unknown reality. So I remain silent, and descend backwards Into my own black world.... Fearing the light I so desperately crave. Blinded by my own sad darkness. Reaching outward, finding only my Own lonely desperation. Solitude, my constant shadow, Yet I fear my own company. Sanity slipping through the cracks of reality, Escaping into black nothingness. The light dims and the blackness that is My soul overshadows my shallow existence With new fears yet undiscovered. Forcing me to face them unprepared. I stand alone and fight against all things rational. Thought leaves my mind as I try to escape From the reality being thrust upon me. Failing, I close my mind and once again Fall back into my own black world. I let my fears consume me and My only light goes out and then I no longer feel m

Just Wondering
Well we are slowly approaching Gordons appointment to see a specialist in June! You know I go through a lot with him. Tonight has been a rough night for us both. I hear him cry everyday..."mommy don't hook me up" or " I hate you for this." Just once, I wish he would get the chance to tell his dad these things! He lives maybe 45 miles from us and he has no contact with his kids! A few months back Dave was asked to give blood for testing purposes.....he said NO! I have to deal with Gordons health day in day out, 24/7, 365 days a year! Dave's asked for one simple test and he says no! I am the one that watches Gordon play and wonder what is he going to be like in 6 months.......Is he ever going to be "normal?" So, I was wondering if I am in the wrong for wanting Dave to step up? Not so much for him to be a dad, but to at least give his son the chance to be healthy!

Ends
Lì, "profit, gain, advantage": NOT a proper motive for actions affecting others. The idea that profit is the source of temptation to do wrong is the Confucian ground of the later official disparagment of commerce and industry. The Master said, "The gentleman (chün tzu or ) understands yì. The small man understands lì. Li3, "propriety, good manners, politeness, ceremony, worship." Xiào, "to honor one's parents," filial piety

Last Night At The Hospital
After psycology class last night I came home and started having contractions. So around 9 pm we called my sister to take me to the hospital. When we got out to the hospital went up to labor and delivery the nurses hooked me up to the monitors and didn't see any contractions, but I was feeling them. About an hour later the doctor came in the room, while Mike went out to smoke, he checked me out and did a culture on me, and found a infection inside that was causeing the pre-term labor. The doctor sent me home with some medician to clear it up. He told me that I should be feeling better in five days. That is good that the doctor found out what was causeing the contrations to stop. I am only 6 1/2 mons she is to early to come out on us. The doctor also told us since this is my 7th birth and my last birth only went 30 mins we might be delivering the baby from home. Oh boy Mike knows nothing on how to delivery a baby. Other than that everything is going well. Just 10 more weeks left

Can You Handle It?
i wanna strip you down, tear your clothes apart, and show you what i have got. come on, come test me. how about you show me what you are about.a little bit of blood bondage. all tied up, i will hold you down. fuck your brains out and whip you with authority, ha but can you take it? i believe you can take it but handling it is another story. i want to be a part of you. to share the times and giving you all i have got. dominating, fornicating, delightful dreams come true. hold on tight baby, this will be the ride of your life. thats if you are willing to get down, dont you know forcefulness can be fun. i would also like some pleasure when i am finished please. take your turn hold me down, listen to the screams, kiss me gently, lay on top, put yourself inside of me. tempt me with forbidden fruit, i know you can do it. these are my dreams and as you see, all of this and more can come true, just say the word and it will happen, so come and get me if you dare to. let it over take me le

Hair Removal
Hair Removal All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair And now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: ?Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet.? So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips fa

I'm Really Down And Upset
well today isn't a very good day i've being crying mostly all afternoon and still am cause my parents are giving me a very hard time they did my hole life they don't realize I'm 18 years old i'm an adult they blame me for things everyday they yell at me everyday i know this sounds really mean but sometimes i wish i didn't live with my parents cause all my life they gave me a very hard time i feel like i'm trapped and living in a prison and it really hurts it's like i have no life and my parents say i can't be trusted with things and it really sucks i can't handle this no more and i know they care and worry about me and i'm glad they do but i need to start making decisions for myself cause i'm an adult now and i know about our health issues i'm not trying to make it worse but my parents don't realize i'm an adult now but this is so hard for me to deal with it also really hurts that my parents can't trust me with things and i try to be a good kid i try my best well bye for now thanks fo

Harassment-how To Cope**ct Support Blogs
Harassment-How to Cope**CT Support Blogs It's been a while since I posted a bulletin with some CT Support Blogs in them. I did update a couple of them and I just added a blog about Harrasment. Please feel free to leave a comment or a constructive critisism on any of the support blogs. Suggestions on blogs are also always welcomed. Reposts are encouraged. *********************************************************************************************** Blog links: Harassment-How to Cope http://cherrytap.com/blog/60737/359777 ******************************************************* NSFW Guidelines http://cherrytap.com/blog/60737/249509 ******************************************************** NSFW Flagging Guidelines http://cherrytap.com/blog/60737/257665 ******************************************************** Salute Making and Submissions http://cherrytap.com/blog/60737/324210 ********************************************************

Stupid
I HATE how one thing can ruin my mood. Why do I let people bother me and get to me? Why am I not the mean bitch I use to be? Where I didnt give a fuck what I said to who? Meh! All i know is either im stupid or people just know im soft now and just walk all over me... *sits here grumpy*

Spider-man 3
Man, whatta burn this one was. Obviously, after the masterpeice that was Spidey 2, there was a lot to live up to, and this one falls short by a country mile, and for one reason... Venom. Now dont get me wrong, I was a psyched as any spider-fan when I heard he was in the movie, but you can tell he was totally shoe horned in at the last moment to appease the studio. In the first 2, you got to know the villans and undersand their motives, but here, theres so little screen time given to each villan, theres no sympathy for any of them. Given more screen time, the sandman story would have been amazing, and the resolution of the grren goblin plot seemed to come in as an afterthought. Also, Mary Jane just comes across as a whiney jealous bitch. I would have hoped that the producers would have learned from the mistakes of the Batman movies, ie- too many bad guys, not enough hero, after all, the movie is called spider-man!!! And how come we get about half an hour of Peter in costume?? I dont c

Experiment...
Because of this apparent dislike of Brits... I am doing an experiment, I according to CherryTap live in Rocky Mount, Virginia... I just want to see if now the ladies will talk to me... ....all I want is a female friend :'(

Could You Be The 1 For Me
Could You Be The One For Me? by LoveBug Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've never heard But the one still lives here in my mind That couldn't spare a kind word It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nic

Surprised? So Am I...
You know, life is funny. Just when you think it's finally hit rock bottom... You bounce! Met someone, not off here, who I'm clicking with. Chemistry, communication, compromise. I'm feeling oddly happy about this. We've spent some time together. Made dinner together last night and had a great time. More to follow. It's true that it does jump out at you, all the sudden-like. Still, not holding my breath, as I'm no treat to be around sometimes, but we'll see. For now, though, I'm happily not interested in looking for more than the Universe has seen fit to provide me. JimmyJuice "Fresh squeezed, daily"

Panic! At The Disco-i Write Sins Not Tragedies
Oh, well imagine; as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor, and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words: "What a beautiful wedding, what a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter. "Yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore." I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense ohhhh Well in fact well i'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved! Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne! Oh! Well in fact well i'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved! Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne! I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of cl

Bbw And Proud Of It
Look Out CT I am a BBW and DAMN PROUD OF IT! For you narrow minded asses that want to bash us you can kiss my ass. I may be a big girl but I can keep losing weight and keep living life to its fullest. I have what every skinny chick has and then some. I have brains, personality, a man that loves me, children that adore me, a home overlooking the water, a nice ride, not to mention there are chubby chasers who would love to get with me. That's so cool that some people in this world sees a person for what they are. I have a warm heart, nice smile, nice boobs, nice ass, a voice of an angel, and people that admire me as much as I do them. So consider this you narrow minded people! BBW's are here to stay so get USED TO IT!!!!

Lmaoooooooo
THIS, my friends is called entertaining yourself....... waaaaaaaahooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee runs , jumps and lands on the slip n slide whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *splat* ouch , dammit that hurt! lol let's go again! LOL! (over loud speaker I say: to the one that was 'entertaining me last night, you are being paged, beep beep lmao ) hahahahaaaaaaa ;)< giggles >

Pretend That Life Is Like A Game Of Cards.
had my woman taken from me. But to put this in terms that I think you can understand better. Let's just pretend that life is like a game of cards. Except the cards you and I are delt are fine blown glass and as we build friendships and trust, the bond between me and you, the love between you and Someome, we turn over more and more cards but then someday something happens and the cards are swept off the table and shatter in a million pieces and all we want is for those cards to be in tact but wasn't the point in the first place just to play a game of cards?

Fm Radio
why is it that radio disk jockies are like the gayest little bunch of metrosexual little blabbermouth pussies on the planet? seriously somebody tell me why. it's everywhere i go. they should put people who appreciate real music in charge of the airplay. put me on air. i'm sick of hearing the same 40 songs by "artists" who i hate, over & over

After Party
Tomorrow is the big day LoL, Just a little nervous. Wow the event is from 10 pm till 3 am. This is going to be my first fashion show shoot / party. Hmmm I hope I got everything.... Do you think 1,275 photo's will be enought? LoL after the show i will try to post some samples... see ya there ....

Friday And The Start To The Weekend, Memorial Day Weekend
Good Morning. Friday is here…Graduation weekend, oh my…where did this week go? It seemed like it was just Monday a few minutes ago…Oh well time to make the best of little time. I am in a hurry today as I was all week long but will survive. I have to make an appearance at the grocery store and hopefully not cart nap again…that is not fun running someone else’s cart around and having put items in it and then as they look at you removing your items from their cart…well let’s just say not the best looks in the world are to be had at that given minute. But, irregardless I have to pick up the food for Mandy’s Party, the beverages or should I say my beverages…LOL wow…I have a lot to do in little time. When the smoke finally clears I hope to be happy and resting. Talking about smoke…here is a story for you from our friends over in Scotland: "Stewart Laidlaw, 35, was banished from Thirsty Kirsty's pub in Dunfermline, Scotland, in March, following numerous complaints about his excessive flatul

Mmmmm
So.... Considering this morning I woke up to The Sopranos theme.... Hehe... My day has been made. I God... I love the Sopranos.. That TV show has my life on Sundays... I'm way too baked to make sense of this right now... This song has just summed up my life in ways I can't imagine... Hehehe Totally better than the reggea I was listening to earlier.. Hmmm.. I wish I was in the mod it would be fucking awesome I think. But I know its not as glamorous as it is on TV... But I know the areas in Jersey where it is filmed.. and I will put this song on a disk... and I shall play it while lighting a cigar and driving on the NJ turnpike from new york... hehe in a caddy.. Hehehe..

Hmmmmm K
What's the point in getting mad just because your plans have met with a little hitch? Think of this delay as the universe's ripening process. After all, everything needs just the right amount of time to come to fruition

Cursed
I think Im fucking cursed. I been trying for ions to get a job with the nypd, and they jerk me over. I tried getting a job with the parks police, and they fuck me over. I wanted to goto the beach today since it was 90° degrees today, but since I take care of my mom (mind you I took her out shopping 3x this week) she wanted to go out again and messed my plans up. Im sick of the bs in my life

The Mommy Test.
ONE OF MY FRIENDS SENT ME THIS BY EMAIL AND I THOUGHT YOU'D ALL MIGHT ENJOY IT...(ESPICALY THE MOM'S OUT THERE ;) I was out walking with my 4 year old daughter. She picked up something off the ground and started to put it in her mouth. I took the item away from her and I asked her not to do that. "Why?" my daughter asked. "Because it's been on the ground, you don't know where it's been, it's dirty and probably has germs" I replied. At this point, my daughter looked at me with total admiration and asked, "Mommy, how do you know all this stuff? You are so smart." I was thinking quickly. "All moms know this stuff. It's on the Mommy Test. You have to know it, or they don't let you be a Mommy." We walked along in silence for 2 or 3 minutes, but she was evidently pondering this new information. "OH...I get it!" she beamed, "So if you don't pass the test you have to be the Daddy." "Exactly" I replied back with a big smile on my face. When you're fi

Thinking Early In The Morning.
"This is where the men choose sides...and your day is coming soon!" ~ Shadeland It wasn't until the other day while talking to a friend that I seemed to list the things that were not totally rotten with my current station in life. I hadn't stopped and thought about this in a while but there are some good things about one's husband leaving you... ~I've lost weight....I now weigh the same as before I started having kids....and the same clothing size too... I look better than I have in years....and feeling better when I see that woman in the mirror looking back at me...she's not that bad.... ~I think clearer than I have in a long while. It's getting easier and easier to tell which emotions are supposed to be around and which ones are passing through. Not that this has made any difference in how often I put my shoe in my mouth but one thing at a time..... ~I talk more with my kids, about things that matter. Safety, care, goals, and things like that. Not in just a 'do it becau

My Favorite "practical Magic" Quote
Current mood: lonely Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities Sally Owens: [Sally's letter to Gillian] Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing... I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know. Maybe I had my happiness. I don't want to believe it but, there is no man, Gilly. Only that moon.

Good Everyday Advice To Remember (thanks Mom)
Current mood: bored Category: Life ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN . Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to k

Try & Understand
If you should try To understand me Through the eyes Of your experiences Your only understanding Will be misunderstanding For we have walked different paths And have known different fears And that which brings you laughter Just might bring me tears So if you can learn To accept me And the strange things I say and do

Thank You Thank You
WELL LOOKS LIKE I'M NOT GUNNA MAKE UBER CHERRY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY ON THE 30TH,HOWEVER I WANNA THANK EVERYONE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART THAT RATED,COMMENTED,AND SENT THEIR FRIENDS TO MY PAGE ALSO !! IT'S OK I WILL GET THERE HOPEFULLY BEFORE END OF SUMMER..LOL !! MY FAMILY,FRIENDZ,AND FANZ ROCK !! UR THE BEST. ALSO I TRIED TO GET EVERYONE BACK IF I MISSED YOU I'M SORRY JUST LET ME KNOW AND I WILL HIT YOUR PAGE WITH MAD LUV ! THANKS AGAIN U GUYZ KICK CHERRY A$$ !!! LUV,BOSS LADY !!MUAHHZ XOXOXO Graphics & Layouts

I Want To Know...
I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! =) JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator wit

A Wish For You
Making you smile can be easy... Making you feel good about yourself takes more time. I wish for you a time a space a world where warm and soft is the norm. Where the clouds float easy through blue skies and the wind is soft and gentle. A place where all you have to be... is you. Let me know when you are ready to go.

Been Fun !
Well folks it has been fun on Cherry Tap, a real scream to say the least... I have made alot of new friends and very good friends on here... But I won't be on here every day or should I say for hours non stop every day... Any one having Yahoo Chat feel free to add me there my name on itis sweet_package_69... Hope everyone had a safe yet awesome holiday weekend... Steve aka .¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸.Sweet Package.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸.

Waiting On You...
I park the car in the stoll. It's such a sunny and beautiful day, I couldn't have imagined it any better. I turn off my engine and sit patiently waiting for you. Students coming out of the college rooms. Classes must have just let out. I look all over for you, but you're not to be found. Ladies and men walking by, oblivious to me as I can hear their chatter. Some asking for numbers, others talking about their dates. Some guys walking away talking about the party they were invited to. Everyone's jumping into their cars and zooming away. All of them with their high performance machines, could blow my doors off in no time. But do I worry, nah, I love my ride. A few women walking by, pointing and starring at me. I can hear a giggle or two, but not sure if it was meant for me. Looking down at my watch, the minutes have been flying by. I look just ahead of me, and see you. I haven't seen you all day long, I'm excited at your presence. I unlock your door awaiting your arrival

Enjoy It Or Else
Memorial days is one of those forced holidays. Its not necessarily a time to go out cause everyone is out and about. Its really hard to enjoy cause most stores close so early. you really wanna go out but you know you'll have to wait for parking at an amusement park, see monuments, or go to the beach. Personally I didn't do anything at all. I was sweating my ass off all day long. hot as balls inside the house. Can't really appreciate being home when its hot like that. So I go outside at about 4ish.. Went up north to frederick cause that seems to clean my mind. I don't know what that does. Maybe cause its somewhere different and im far enough from DC where I can feel like I'm away from the big city. Most of my friends were either workin or just bbq'in I guess. Didn't hear from anybody as usual. The weekend seems to kill most friendships i have until the week starts again. I can already seem to wonder where my life is going right now. its not really disappointing..

Touch Me
I believe God has a master plan. He moves people in and out of each others lives and each leaves his mark on the other. You find you are made up of bits and pieces of all who ever touched your life and you are more because of it and would be less if they had not touched you.

Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Emo?
And she tells everyone her story cause she thinks her life is boring and she fights so you wont ignore her cause thats her biggest fear and she cries but you rarely see her do it and she loves but shes scared to use it so she hides behind the music cause she likes it that and she knows shes so much more than worthless she needs to find the surface cause shes starting to get nervous and shes calling out to you this is a call out cause everytime i fall down i reach out to you and im losing all control now and my hazard signs are all out im asking you to show me what this life is all about

What Is Love? Just Some Thoughts
Is "love" the "butterflies" you feel when you hear them pull up or when you know that they are on their way home? Is it the feeling that you would give everything you have, including your life, to them or for them? Is it the feeling that nothing matters as long as you are with the one you "love"? Is it the happiness that makes you feel as if you were floating on air when they are around? Is it what makes hard times seem easy just because you know that all that really matters is that you have them? Is it what makes anything look or taste good just because it does not matter what it is.....everything is great with them? Is it what puts a huge smile on your face even when you are crying? Is it that very wonderful feeling that makes you feel as if all the world is right? Is it what makes everything disappear when you hold that one person near or "make love" to them? OR Is it an over trusting heart that is destin to be broken? Is it a regretful feel

Vlad Dracula
Vlad Dracula An intriguing figure in the fifteenth century In less than two years from now the Count will celebrate his 100th birthday, and many Dracula enthusiasts from all around the world intend to underline this event. Of course, almost everybody has heard about this nosferatu: through movies featuring Max Schreck, Bela Lugosi, Christopher Lee or Gary Oldman; in several books - among which the recent Vampire Chronicles of Anne Rice; or even in bedtime stories told to us in our childhood. We all have an idea of who or what the Count is. However, on the other hand, Vlad Tepes Dracula, the historical figure who inspired Bram Stoker for his novel, is definitely less known. The centennial of the gothic masterpiece provides us with a good pretext to dive back into the life of this machiavellian fifteenth century leader - an initiative that will enable us to better appreciate the work of Stoker. Vlad Tepes was born in November or December 1431, in the fortress of Sighisoara, Roma

Progress Reissiger-ish
This relates to, most recently, this blog post I believe about the Reissiger piano trio LilyPond project I'm on about (that I've resumed the last few days.) Seem to have miscounted the number of bars in the movement several times; have ceased to worry about it. When this is done, I'll have the length. And I'm getting closer. I think maybe 90 bars from, or so, now, being done - except for tweaking- maybe a lot of tweaking- out of a total of somewhere around 400. Just the one movement out of four, but still!

Whitesnake-deeper The Love Lyrics
When I look back On everything I've done I know you must have cried A river of tears, But, you were there When I was feeling low To walk me through my darkest fears. So when the sun goes down An' those nights grow colder, I will be there Looking over your shoulder. An' the deeper the love The stronger the emotion, An' the stronger the love The deeper the devotion. There were times I almost let you go When I thought I needed to break free, But you were there To whisper in my ear Why don't you share my dreams with me. So when the sun goes down An those nights are growing colder I will be there Looking over your shoulder. An' the deeper the love The stronger the emotion, An' the stronger the love The deeper the devotion. I don't mind, what you're doing to me, I don't mind, 'cause you're all I can see I don't mind, baby, you mean the world to me. When the sun goes down An' those nights are growing colder, I w

~our Love~
We lay, our arms and legs tangled. Our minds and hearts numb but for a tiny pain. That pain is the truth we both know but won't acknowledge. It is over. We cling to each other, out of fear. Embedded within each other like shrapnel. We fear life without one another, not because we are happy together, but because we are all we have known. Tears leak from my eye. Spilling onto my cheek tickling my inner ear, I twitch, and I feel you grab me within your already tight grasp. I want to cry out. I wont. Nor will I let you go. Because I don't know how. I wish you would let me go but I don't know how to tell you nor do I have the heart to make you face this dying dead love~ Our Love. We lay, our arms and legs tangled. Our minds and hearts numb but for a tiny pain. That pain is the truth we both know but won't acknowledge. It is over. ~Kory~ 5/25/07

The Little White Lie
THE LITTLE WHITE LIE There is a little white lie...that we call history. It appears that as a nation, the United States government has never considered the original people of the continent of North America to be among "all men" mentioned in the following portion of the Declaration of Independence:- "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness -- that to secure these Rights, Governments are instituted among men, deriving their just Powers from the Consent of the Governed, that whenever Any Form of Government becomes destructive of these Ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute a new Government." ~~ The U.S. Declaration of Independence ~~ As our government continues to try to go to war against the wishes of ever-growing opposition all over the world, I ask you to consider

What Dragon Are You?
your dragon self (stunning pics and detailed results) You Are A Fairie Dragon, you live in trees and you are mischievous and malicious and like to pull pranks on everybody. You can become invisible and you can breath a gas that gets your enemy totally uniterested in the fight. You attack only to protect your territory. You have telepathic abilities and you can communicate with other forest animals.stone: amethystquote: "Tragedy is when I cut my finger. Comedy is when you walk into an open sewer and die." from Mel Brooks you control:humor Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Beef Roast On The Grill
1 beef roast (3-5 lbs.) 1 pkg. dry onion soup mix 1 can mushrooms 2-3 cloves fresh garlic, mashed or 1/4 tsp garlic powder (optional) Place beef roast on a double thickness of aluminum foil. (Be sure the foil is big enough to wrap around the roast and seal.) Sprinkle the onion soup over meat and add (optional) garlic. Spread the mushrooms over soup. Place on grill about 2 to 3 hours (the larger the roast and the higher the temperature the quicker it will be done - but for the tenderest roast, try to keep the temperature closer to 260°F and aim for the longest cooking time). Turn occasionally. Keep the temperature in the grill between 250°F to 300°F. Roast will be done when the internal temperature reaches 150°F on a meat thermometer.

"life Ain't Always Beautiful" - Gary Allan
Life ain't always beautiful Sometimes it's just plain hard Life can knock you down, it can break your heart Life ain't always beautiful You think you're on your way And it's just a dead end road at the end of the day But the struggle makes you stronger And the changes make you wise And happiness has it's own way of takin' it sweet time [chorus] No,life aint always beautiful Tears will fall sometimes Life aint always beautiful But it's a beautiful ride Life aint always beautiful Some days I miss your smile I get tired of walkin' all these lonely miles And I wish for just one minute I could see your pretty face Guess I can dream, but life dont work that way But the struggles makes me stronger And the changes make me wise And happiness has it's own way of takin' its sweet time No, life aint always beautiful But I know I'll be fine Hey, life aint always beautiful But its a beautiful ride What a beautiful ride

Stars
Lonely little lights in the sky Twinkling and shining down People come and go in my life True friends are hard to find Those that are stand behind me all the time The moon casting their shadows next to mine The stars that wink at me in the sky Are the ones that I count on every night Through darkness and pain countless nights The stars twinkle and shine down on me throughout time Created by SF

The Drive
Looking forward, not going back. I'm where I should be, right on track. I see you in the distance, up ahead. I remember all of the things you said. Now it is time to put those things into play. You finally showed me I already knew the way. I am strong enough to face the challenges in this life I was given. Each of the struggles is what keeps me driven. And on that drive I am keeping you in my sights. The love we share gets me through the long, dark nights. So I push on, steady as she goes. Down the path ahead, the one I chose.

More Colorado Bullshit Aaaaaaaaa.
well things were looking up for the move but now r uncle cant move us till mid june because his father in law is going for surgery.wife found out now wants me to get moving company for r shit.once again my thaughts...this move is going to fucking kill me once and for alllllllllllll.

I Wasn't Going To Blog So This Is Actually Just Random Things,
Ok, these past couple of days are finally done, and although I should be grateful that it is over for the weekend, I just don't know anymore. My ex called again last night (Wed) my guess is when he got off work (I got off 45 minutes before he did) and I didn't see him all day yesterday so that was a somewhat blessing. Other problems on Wednesday at work took my concentration to a whole new level. This morning however started out pretty easy enough, no major problems to deal with like the day before. BUT then again I was going towards the restroom and I know I saw my ex. Damn! I said to myself. So, when I saw him, I walked by him without making eye contact, arms crossed and was shaking my head no so he would know to leave me alone. I wasn't in the mood to hear what was going on with him, since I know I didn't sleep last night as it is. I guess the whole thing still has me stuck between a rock and a hard place. Tomorrow, I think we are going shopping for a new washing machine. The on

Exstrodenary Man Ur About To Pass Up On
I Do Not! Like Meeting Friends On A Slow Basis.Lifes To Short To Go Slow.So Speed The Freindships Up Please.I Wish That The Women That Viewed My Profile Would Stop & Take The Time To Comment Me.But Thats Not About To Happen.They Got There Head Shuved So Far Up There Ass That They Can't See Anything Else But Themselfs.I Realise Men Hit On You Daily Women But Thats Not My Fault That Im A Good Man & I Suffer For The Other Men's Bullshit Sexual Statments.If You Pass Up My Profile Here & Not Ask About Me Then Thats A Major Flaw On Your Part.For Im A Great Man & Im Far & Way!!! Above Average.

Sicilian Pasta Pesto Salad
2 lbs. ziti, penne, or other pasta, cooked Pesto Sauce: 2 cups fresh basil leaves, chopped 1/2 cup walnut or pine nuts (optional) 4-6 large cloves garlic, minced or pressed 1 cup olive oil 1 1/4 cups grated Parmesan cheese 3-4 anchovies, blended (optional) 1/4 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes dash of black pepper salt to taste Place the olive oil into a small saucepan add the garlic, red pepper, grated imported Parmesan cheese and herbs and spices. Crush the anchovies into the oil until blended. Bring to a simmer for 1 minute and immediately remove from heat. Pour this mixture over cooked hot pasta, stir well, and serve with bruschetta. Can also be served at room temperature.

Grilled Salmon With Maple Glaze
This recipe serves: 4 Ingredients For the maple glaze: 2 tablespoons red wine vinegar 2 tablespoons sugar 1/2 cup maple syrup 1 tablespoon hot sauce 1 tablespoon finely diced onion salt to taste white pepper to taste For the grilled salmon: 4 salmon fillets, 4 to 6 oz. each 1 tablespoon olive oil salt and pepper Cooking Instructions For the maple glaze: 1. In a small saucepan, heat the vinegar and sugar over medium heat until the mixture boils and the sugar dissolves. Add the maple syrup, hot sauce and onion and bring it to a boil. Lower the heat and simmer for 1 minute. Remove from heat. 2. Season with salt and pepper to taste. For the grilled salmon: 3. Preheat the grill to medium-high. 4. Sprinkle the salmon fillets with salt and pepper and drizzle with olive oil. 5. Place the salmon on the grill and cook for about 5 minutes per side, depending on the thickness of the fillets. 6. Place the salmon on a serving platter and brush it wi

Grilled Chicken With Gremolata And Arugula Salad
Recipe Summary Difficulty: Easy Prep Time: 15 minutes Cook Time: 5 minutes Yield: 4 servings Gremolata and chicken: 1 clove garlic 1/4 teaspoon kosher salt, plus more for seasoning 3/4 cup fresh flat-leaf parsley leaves 1 teaspoon finely grated lemon zest 1 teaspoon freshly squeezed lemon juice 1 tablespoon extra-virgin olive oil 4 chicken paillards (scaloppini), about 4 ounces each Olive oil spray Freshly ground black pepper Arugula salad: 2 bunches arugula, stemmed and leaves torn 1/4 head radicchio, separated and leaves torn 1 cup red or yellow pear tomatoes, halved 1 teaspoon extra-virgin olive oil 1 teaspoon freshly squeezed lemon juice 1/4 teaspoon kosher salt Freshly ground black pepper For the gremolata: Smash the garlic cloves, sprinkle with the salt, and with the side of a large knife, mash and smear the mixture to a coarse paste. Chop the parsley leaves with the garlic paste. Stir the parsley mixture with the lemon zest, juice, and olive oil in

What A Man Needs To Understand
If you can understand this and what you need to do then you are the type for me. If not don't bother. My name is Loreen Shizue Akamine. I was born at 3pm on September 9 1981 which makes me a virgo.I was born normal or we thought I was. At the age of 3 months old I had seizures so my parents took me to the ER and found out I had seizures so I was put on medications for seizures. Today I am still on meds for seiuzres.At the age of 12 or 13 I developed another form of seizures(psychological non epileptic seizures/somatoform disorder) which for the longest time I had no cure but I now take goji juice and it really works for me.I was in special ed all my life. I have physical therapy,occupational therapy,and speech therapy. No one can tell something is wrong with me by looking at me.Sometimes I have difficulty walking up on a hill so I would need someone to hold my hand.I can do most things by myself but I would need some reminders. I can cook pretty well. I have been in hospitals/group ho

A True Salesman
A gas station owner in Mississippi was trying to > increase his > Sales. > > So he put up a sign that read,'Free Sex with > Fill-Up.' > > > Soon a local redneck pulled in, filled his tank and > asked for his > Free sex. The owner told him to pick a number from 1 > to 10. > If he guessed correctly he would get his free sex. > > The redneck guessed 8, and the proprietor said, > 'You were close. The number was 7. > Sorry. No sex this time.' > > A week later, the same redneck, along with a buddy, > Bubba, > Pulled in for another fill-up. Again he asked for > his free sex. > > The proprietor again gave him the same story, > And asked him to guess the correct number. > > The redneck guessed 2 this time. > The proprietor said, > 'Sorry, it was 3. > You were close, but no free sex this time.' > > As they were driving away, the redneck said to his > buddy, > 'I think that game is rigged and he doesn't really > give away free > Sex.'

Bdsm Contracts
Contract (BDSM) In BDSM, a contract is an agreement, usually written, between the Dominant and submissive in a 24/7 or TPE relationship. It is the formal act of consent to the power exchange. Some are very formal and will detail exactly what is expected and can run for multiple pages. Others are as brief as a single paragraph. Either way, one is derived by negotiation on the part of both parties. BDSM couples consider the contract to hold equal moral authority to a marriage commitment. As such, constructing a proper contract is very much like writing a pre-nuptial agreement. General outline A typical contract contains many of the following elements. As there is no consensus within the BDSM community to the structure of a contract, this list is to serve as an example from which the Dominant and submissive may construct a document that both sides will accept. Petition The Petition acts in the same manner as a Cover letter for a résumé. In a petition a submissive will make

Just Venting
I have been told I put off a vibe...for those that know me do you think I put off a vibe? What do I have "pick me, I want to be the other women" well apparently I do and It sucks!! I guess I have a magnet attached to my head that attracts men that I should not be involved with and because I am such a sucker I find myself in that situation. *kicks myself in the ass and I know I have no one to blame but myself. I am not asking what to do or anyones opinion on the matter though I am sure somebody will have something sarcastic to say just venting here ... but I can walk away at anytime and it is getting to the point that I want to do that and just give up on men all together ....single or otherwise involved!! Sometimes I wonder if leaving something I was not happy in was worth it. Would I have rather been unhappy and have someone at least there to do things with and have conversations with or to be happy but lonely? like I am now.... but regardless of whatever decision I mad

Pic Rating
First off, points are meaningless to me. But I am so intrigued with what's really happening behind pic rating. From my point of view people aren't rating me...they're rating themselves. I wish love and health to everyone I come into contact with, so I always rate a 10 regardless, because it benefits them. But if i would rate someone a 3. I would just be rating myself a 3, because I would be judging them as if I were better than them. I'm not. We create our own magick. And what we send out will return to us. So I think it's not a point thing...it's a spiritual thing.

Dancing In The Dark
Crazy Love documents an unusual courtship. By Dana Stevens Posted Friday, June 1, 2007, at 4:01 PM ET Burt and Linda Pugach in Crazy Love Crazy Love (Magnolia Pictures) is a poisoned Valentine of a documentary, an ode to undying passion that sometimes comes across as an apologia for pathological abuse. Like Capturing the Friedmans, the 2003 documentary about a child-molestation scandal on Long Island, N.Y., Crazy Love retells a well-known tabloid story from the point of view of the principals involved. But whereas Friedmans provided enough multiple perspectives to leave the viewer in an epistemological house of mirrors, Crazy Love remains narrowly focused on the tawdry biographical details: not he said/she said, but the New York Mirror said. Still, those tawdry details are jaw-dropping enough to make for one hell of a sideshow attraction. Burton Pugach, now 79, is a Bronx-bred lawyer who made a fortune in the 1950s from dubious negligence suits. More than an ambulance chaser, h

" Rhea Danielle Lansdown "
" Rhea Danielle Lansdown " I'm writting you this poem casue I wanted you to let you know just how much I love you, as a sister and a bestfreind. And that truly means everything to me, and there is no way that's gonna change. I know that you are in heaven now, and that you are a angel watching over all your friends and family. In my heart you will never be forgoten, cause you will always be in my heart forever and always. When you left you took apart of me with you,and i know I should let you go,and go on with my life. But it's just not easy to let you go. I wish that I could of been there to say my goodbye's, and got to do things together. I know we had are good times and bad times, but yet though the years are friendship between each other grows more and more stronger than ever. And of corse that means alot to me deeply. You are my sister and bestfriend forever, and that really means the world to me. And in time we will see each other again. in heav

Some More Info On Peter Britt's Book
I thought I should let all know that my post about my book, especially the cost $35.00, this only refers to anyone who would like to get their name on the dedication page. The book can also be pre-ordered for the actual cost of the book itself, but that Paypal page is not set up yet. It will be in a day or so. The publisher has not given me the price of the actualy book yet, which is why those pages are not yet active. I will make another post as soon as I have that information and the paypal links set up. Thanks very much :) Peter Britt

Handfasting Cords And Colors Symbology
Handfasting Cords and Colors Symbology The term "tying the knot", which is still used widely today, originates with the practice of handfasting. During the ceremony, the couple's hands are tied together with one or several colored cords or ribbons, symbolizing the desire of the couple to be united. The cord is often kept by the couple in a box or ornate bag as a reminder of their vows. Handfastings, done in the past as a commitment for a year and a day, can be combined with ring vows and a license to make it a legally binding contract. In handfasting cords, all of the colors have meaning. The handfasting cords themselves can either be several colors twisted into one cord and then used for a single cord ceremony or each color can be draped individually as in the six cord handfasting. Here are some of the meanings attached to the colors: Red - will, love, strength, fertility, courage, health, vigor, passion Orange - encouragement, adaptability, stimulation, attraction, ple

Letter For My Knight
I am wondering at this very moment if you are thinking of me, if you like me, wondering what is taking you so long to write me. Many times I thought I finally have you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to have you in my arms. I am thinking of how we will meet. Would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in the movies? Or is there a possibility that I can have you in my arms?.. Oh how I wish you were here right now coz you are the only one who has the answers to all of my questions. Sometimes I ask myself if I am experiencing "love". I do not have the answer to that question either but I believed that more often than not, we will never experience what really love is until we have that person and since that you're not here, maybe I'm not experiencing love. You just don't know how often I dream of finally having you and what it feels like to be in your arms. Even at this very moment, I am imaginin

Oasis- Champagne Supernova
Okay really now, who doesnt have a memory of cruisin in a car smokin a bowl and listening to this song? Okay maybe quite a few people, but that is one of my many memories to this song. This is one of my Qua h songs lol, I listen to this song as loud as I possibly can and fucking sing my brains out. I love this song!!! How many special people change How many lives are living strange Where were you when we were getting high? Slowly walking down the hall Faster than a cannon ball Where were you while we were getting high? Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova in the sky Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova A champagne supernova in the sky Wake up the dawn and ask her why A dreamer dreams she never dies Wipe that tear away now from your eye Slowly walking down the hall Faster than a cannon ball Where were you when we were getting high? Some day you will find me Caught b

Alone "to All That Try Cyber Love And Are Hurt By The Reality Of Loneliness That A Long Distant Relationship Can Bring"
ALONE In that moment when you are deep inside my Heart My world is one of undeniable comfort You are the object of a lifetime of yen However, desire cannot replace fulfillment For I am mostly left here alone It is then that I feel the ripping of my soul in two Such sorrow should never be endured at the expense of rapture Searing pain as layers of trust are torn apart My very core of hope dashed to disappointment Inconceivable loneliness and despair, Muscle into the place where dreams are stored Their evil air choking out the last breath of my heart's virtue As I try to hold on to the memory of loves last words I feel my grip loosen and my fingers slip one by one I am about to plunged to that place where hearts break and dreams are destroyed. As my last finger breaks free and I am all but lost I hear the twinkle of angels giving me the strength to hold on I pull myself up, up to the gates of hope Look into the bright light and see the scripture that is you You

Duality
Paranoid I look away from the world My skin crawls at the thought of someone near Tears build inside as I hear voices within Wounds on the inside that don’t seem to heal Picking at my soul without any regard to fear Confusing not able to distinguish What is real and what is not in my mind Extinguishing the thoughts would erase my pain And yet it would drive me insane If not for the pain, hate and love inside I would not be who I am today Writing for you and me I finally understand who I am One person on the outside looking in Another on the inside looking out Two souls entwined within one body to make one created by SF

Attention Ne Where Members......and Everyone Else Too....lol Revised 6/5
Here are some contests that our members are in. Please go show them some love and bomb away! If I missed someone, let me know and I will revise it. Thanks Carrie James needs 15,000 comments for a free month of VIC. Alan needs to win to get his 7 day blast (I think, if wrong correct me please! lol) Carrie needs 15,000 comments for a free month of VIC. Julie is in the best cleavage contest for a weeks blast. Please repost, and once again if I forgot any of our Family members contest, please tell me and I will revise. Thanks!

Vaseline
A man doing market research knocked on a door and was greeted by a young woman with three small children running around at her feet. He says, "I'm doing some research for Vaseline. Have you ever used the product?" She says, "Yes. My husband and I use it all the time." "And if you don't mind me asking, what do you use it for?" "We use it for sex." The researcher was a little taken back. "Usually people lie to me and say that they use it on a child's bicycle chain or to help with a gate hinge but, in fact, I know that most people do use it for sex. I admire you for your honesty. Since you've been frank so far, can you tell me exactly how you use it for sex?" The woman says, "I don't mind telling you at all. My husband and I put it on the door knob and it keeps the kids out." (AND YOU THOUGHT WHAT?)

I Cry.....
When Im alone I cry. I cry because I have to deal with it all on my own. I cry because I cant please them all. and im realizing its impossible. I cry because I cant handle it. I cry because its starting to take its toll. I cry because few understand. I cry because most dont care enough to want to understand. I cry because those that do, I cant talk to. I cry because I know its my fault. all of it. and theres nothing i can do about it. I cry about the past and I cry about the future I cry because the present isnt as i thought it would be. I cry becuase I fucked it all up. I cry because I dont want it like it was. and I cry because I dont like it the way it is. I cry because Im alone. I cry because I have no one to talk to. I cry and no one can hear. I cry when I bottle my feelings. and when I let them out. I cry when I cant tell you how I feel. and because I know why. I cry because the way I want things arent how they should be I cry because I cant be with

Summer Sinfest! You Know You Wanna Cum!
FETISH BDSM EVENT PERFORMANCES BY CADAVER CABARET TEMPLE OF FLESH SERPENTARIUM DOMINION MUSIC -2 DJS: VAMPIRE JAMES NUMBERS DJ SPINLOCK ATOMIX LIVE MUSIC PEACHES AND CREAM ..>..>

Midway
The wind caressed her back as she walked, her red waves encircling her sunglasses, hugging her freckled cheeks. Her thumb was to the wind, stalking the empty stretch of road surrounded by dirt. The clouds passed over her head, casting her beauty in shadow. "She'll never be more than a small town whore, just like you! God, you're her mother, for chrissakes. You think it's okay to slander my good name all over this fucking town?!" "Like you're any better. How long have you been fucking Janet? Yeah, I know. Don't look so goddamn surprised. I'm not an idiot. You so much as mention my daughter's name in that dirty mouth of yours again and I'll divorce you so fast it will make your head spin." The last words she heard before leaving still stung with her. The visions ran together, her mother's face began to fade...save for the eyes they shared, a sparkling version of hazel that seemed to hold you where you stood whenever either one spoke. A car pulled over, the bumper

Poison-tell Me Why Lyrics
I'd like to put to rest the rumours I'd like to put to rest the lies I'd like to throw away the past And show you how I feel inside I'll be your taxi and your driver I'll be your road if you need I'd like to push and push and push Just to make you pleased But your river of emotion for me Flows like a dried up stream Chorus: So tell me why Your satisfaction's like a heart of stone So tell me why Your love reaction chills me to the bone You make my blood boil hot And my heart beat like a drum I'd like to do to you girl Things that ain't never been done From the rain I'll be your shelter From the cold I'll be your heat I'll push and push and push Jus to make you pleased Chorus So tell me your reason For tearing me up inside Girl you gotta tell me why But your river of emotion for me Flows like a dried up stream Chorus

Taralynn Would Like You.....
please vote for me!! This will only take a few mins of your time if that! please help me become Miss June in the Calendar contest. I will get 5 points for every person I get to join using my recruiter ID# 457!! just sign up and upload 2 pics of your self and your done and don't even need to use it if you don't want to. it really means alot to me if you could take the time to help me out. thank you very much and have a great day ;)!! make sure you use my recruiter id#457 when you join otherwise I won't get the 5 points:( click here to join Tri-state Hotties please vote for me daily or as much as you can:)!! 5 is HOT and 1 is NOT here the link to me Teaseumbikini thank you xoxoxoxoxo

Heaven And Hell
In Heaven: The cooks are French, The policemen are English, The mechanics are German, The lovers are Italian, The bankers are Swiss. In Hell: The cooks are English, The policemen are German, The mechanics are French, The lovers are Swiss, The bankers are Italian. In Computer Heaven: The management is from Intel, The design and construction is done by Apple, The marketing is done by Microsoft, IBM provides the support, Gateway determines the pricing. In Computer Hell: The management is from Apple, Microsoft does design and construction, IBM handles the marketing, The support is from Gateway, Intel sets the price.

For Your Eyes Only
For your eyes only ~Tony Martinez I know ok I get it I understand You are watched I know it's hard It pains me to fight with you A tug a war with hearts is never fun I try not pull too hard too fast Just let me whisper Let me make those little touches The little things that Touch our hearts together For your eyes only my love My love, my presence will always be with you No one may ever see it They don't have to As far as I'm concerned My love My heart is For your eyes only I love you My angel

Join Me ...
http://www.neopets.com/refer.phtml?username=hofosho86 sign up even if you will never use this site (and frickin make sure you confirm the signing up by putting in your activation code thats sent to you via email) AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR FUCKING EVER - its NEOPETS a website geared towards kids and teens - im addicted to it lol please i wanna buy a paintbrush for my pet elephante

California
Do you know what happened this week back in 1850, 157 years ago? California became a state. The State had no electricity. The State had no money. Almost everyone spoke Spanish. There were gunfights in the streets. So basically, it was just like California is today, except the women had real breasts and the men didn't hold hands.

My Dream Of Dreams
My Dream of Dreams! A gentle hand like soft rain across my cheek ...A kiss on the wind, strengthening words when im weak, small things that open my heart ..like souls ..2 bodies one mind...kindred spirits running blind...where from here ? Only heaven knows...where from here..my paths unknown..truths not easy to find..searching for that place in time..craving your warm familiar embrace..split second glimpse of you in my mind, as my eyes close..bringing forth happiness untold..my fairytale..my knight on high horse..my dream of dreams..like movie scenes..sunset kisses.. sparks ignite...choreographed movement..Perfect fit so tight..nothing short of sewn seams..sweetest touch devours me..your taste, your scent ..eyes lock..my fears faced..a moment purely of gods grace..this I see in daylights mist..night time dreams blessed with sunlights kiss..foggy memories of love untamed...vicious lust..unashamed..afternoons, evenings too..memories of me and you...Fate entangles pure determination..f

Leaving Cherrytap For Good
dear cherrys, it has been a great time hear on the site.i will miss all of the friends that have been friends you all have been great.but im gonna be leaving the site later on today forever because i feel it is the thing to do I enjoyed all of ur company thanks have a great cherry experiance everyone firecrotch or brittany

Writer Seeks "everyday Heroes Of Autism" For New Book
John Sprecher is the father of a son with autism and the creator of an autism-related business. He's now seeking positive stories about "Heroes of Autism" to include in a new book - and you're invited to send him your nominations. I did doublecheck with Mr. Sprecher, and he says he is also interested in stories of individuals with autism who have overcome odds to achieve significant outcomes. Here's what he says in his press release: I’m interested in stories of parents or relatives of children who, when faced with the diagnosis of autism, mourned appropriately — but then picked their lives back up and set out to make the world better for their son or daughter...and as is often the case, when one child benefits, many others do too.” Examples Sprecher cites are parents or persons who’ve established foundations for research; public awareness groups or campaigns; new and effective products, programs or services in the treatment or care of autism; or schools or residences. If you

Emptiness
Tiny drops or water Slip slowly down my cheeks An endless sea of tear drops That puddle at my feet I long for him His touch His voice Hes everything to me I want to make him happy To fill his fantasies To put a smile upon his face And color in his world. And each night as Im going to bed I slip onto my porch Descending every concrete step Quiet and with grace I sit down in the fresh mown grass And look up at the stars And I say a prayer to god above To protect the ones I love To Heath who holds my heart I wait for him each day I pray that he has found some peace And soon is on his way To John who is my hero And is nestled in my heart I pray he found home safely And will finaly rest in peace To Laura who is my best friend We share more then most I hope she knows shes in my heart I just hope Im in hers too

Safety Tips
Before we get to the good stuff, though, a few safety tips are in order. * Talk about what's going on with your partner. You don't necessarily have to tell him or her exactly what you're planning; in fact, sometimes surprises are fun. But you don't want to do anything your partner hates, either. This isn't just for one person's benefit. * Establish a "safeword." What's that? It's a code word that the submissive can use to mean "stop. Really. I mean it." You don't want to use a word like "no" or "stop," because sometimes you might want to work a pretend struggle into your fantasy. (I like "aardvark.") If your scene involves gagging your partner, establish another way that that person can say "Enough"--one common solution is for the gagged partner to hold a bell or some other object, and drop it if things get to be too much. * Keep a few things handy. You want to tie somebody up? Cool, but have some scissors on hand in case you need to get 'em loose in a hurr

Comments Please
IF YOU COME HELP ME WIN I WILL Help You If You Ever NEED IT PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE A BUNCH OF COMMENTS I WILL EVEN BUY YOU A GIFT IF YOU LEAVE AT LEAST 250 COMMENTS i have never won nething before so now is the time to help a girl out pwease thanks

September 11,2001 I Walked With God
On September the 11th,2001.God and I went for a walk among the sandy,white beach.There he told me the tell of a woman that walked among a rocky road,and climb some tall mountains.He told of a tale of how she always thought of others before herself,and never complained,when her pain was overwhelming.As he walked stopping long enough for the grains of the sand slowly slipped through his hands.He told that the agony within would soon leave and peace would soon lay upon her soul.We walked among the ocean edge,and he said,"For I am with you always."And henceforth,when we ended our walk,he made me a promise,and I made him one. I would tell the tale of the walk,and he would give upon me another day of sunshine.Six years came and gone. The cancer has'nt raise its ugly head.And the sun still shine upon my heart.For the spirit of God lives within my soul,and from that day I will tell of this wonderful walk.The day God and I walked together among the shores.what a glorious day it was.

8-11-06
There are a bunch of stray cats around this place, I set up a cat trap to ctach them as I think some of them have feline lukemia.. Had to put one of my own cats to sleep because she caught it. I put some cat food on the porch rail and the two that hand around alot jumped up to eat, there was this one mama cat with babies that was skulking around trying to get to the food.. One of her kittens jumped up on the rail and I was able to open the storm door and grab it. I lput it in the spare bedroom untill I could take it to the pound. I caught the mama cat in a trap today. I took em both to the pound where the lady told me they'd both be put to sleep. I don't like it that I had to write the death sentence for them.. But I don't want my own kitties getting sick and besides, those cats were pretty emaciated and covered with fleas. I caught one of the kittens belonging to the mama cat a few weeks ago. There is one kitten left I need to try to catch.

Part 7 I Think Now....lyrics In Songs
I'm looking at you through the glass... Don't know how much time has passed Oh, god it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head How do you feel? That is the question But I forget.. you don't expect an easy answer When something like a soul becomes Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes You can't expect a bit of hope So while you're outside looking in Describing what you see Remember what you're staring at is me Cause I'm looking at you through the glass... Don't know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever When no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head How much is real? So much to question An epidemic of the mannequins Contaminating everything When thought came from the heart It never did right from the start Just listen to the noises (No more sad voices) Before you tell yourself It's just a diffe

My Autobiography (survey)
Fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as, my autobiography. -Prologue- 1. WHO took your default pic? The ghost of Christmas Future and he was naked.. 2. Exactly what are you wearing right now? Shorts and a shirt unbuttoned 3. What is your current problem? None at the moment 4. What makes you most happy? Discovering my morbid side with Angie... 5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?? Killswitch Engage - Break the Silence 6. Do you like MTV? Sometimes 7. Name something that annoys you about people? Possessive and judgemental -------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 1: MYSELF 1. Nickname(s)? Fuzzy 2. eye color? brown 3. hair color? black ------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 2: FAMILY 1. Do you live with your parent(s)? No 2. Do you get along with your parent(s)? Hell no 3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Divorce

Wishing Well
TAKE OFF YOUR HAT, KICK OFF YOUR SHOES I KNOW YOU AIN'T GOIN ANYWHERE RUNNIN ROUND THE TOWN, SINGIN YOUR BLUES I KNOW YOU AIN'T GOIN ANYWHERE YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE BUT YOU'RE ALWAYS SAYIN FAREWELL AND THE ONLY TIME THAT YOU'RE SATISFIED IS WITH YOUR FEET IN THE WISHING WELL THROW DOWN YOUR GUN YOU MIGHT SHOOT YOURSELF OR IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE TRYIN TO DO PUT UP A FIGHT YOU BELIEVE TO BE RIGHT AND SOMEDAY THE SUN WILL SHINE THROUGH YOU ALWAYS GOT SOMETHIN TO HIDE SOMETHIN YOU JUST CAN'T TELL AND THE ONLY TIME THAT YOU'RE SATISFIED IS WITH YOUR FEET IN THE WISHING WELL BUT I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE WISHING FOR (LOVE IN A PEACEFUL WORLD) YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE BUT YOU'RE ALWAYS SAYIN FAREWELL AND THE ONLY TIME THAT YOU'RE SATISFIED IS WITH YOUR FEET IN THE WISHING WELL EVERYBODY HAS A WISH, YEAH, EVERYBODY HAS A DREAM...

Whats Fair? (mine)
Thoughts wonder around effortlessly.. Dreams haunt me and still I sleep! Time seems to never end, without a loud ticking ringing in my head. To disappear would be so nice, but holding you near would be worth the fight. To struggle with-in myself hold my thoughts back dragging me down how do i get back? Driven , devoted, hopeless and scared, without you in my life, it just wouldnt be fair!

A Lil More Info
Well, this is the first time that I have posted a blog. Just to give everyone a lil more info. I recently moved from Columbus, Ohio, which is the a big city to a very small town called Madison, Ohio. We only live about 6 blocks from Lake Erie. I am loving it up here and things are going very well for my 13 yr old daughter and I. As I had said before I think, I am recently out of a 6 yr relationship and not really ready to get serious with any one yet. I am up here helping out my great nephew's adopted dad take care of my nephew and his house while he is on the road working as a over the road truck driver. I get pretty lonely sometimes with it just being me and the kids here, but hey, that is life. I actually enjoy getting time for myself now. I do not have anyone looking over my shoulder and wondering what I am doing or griping about me going out with the girls. Well, my 16 yr old son is coming out in a couple weeks and will be here for about a month then him and my 13 yr old will be g

Chapter 6 { Moby Dick
CHAPTER 6 The Street If I had been astonished at first catching a glimpse of so outlandish an individual as Queequeg circulating among the polite society of a civilized town, that astonishment soon departed upon taking my first daylight stroll through the streets of New Bedford. In thoroughfares nigh the docks, any considerable seaport will frequently offer to view the queerest looking nondescripts from foreign parts. Even in Broadway and Chestnut streets, Mediterranean mariners will sometimes jostle the affrighted ladies. Regent Street is not unknown to Lascars and Malays; and at Bombay, in the Apollo Green, live Yankees have often scared the natives. But New Bedford beats all Water Street and Wapping. In these last-mentioned haunts you see only sailors; in New Bedford, actual cannibals stand chatting at street corners; savages outright; many of whom yet carry on their bones unholy flesh. It makes a stranger stare. But, besides the Feegeeans, Tongatobooarrs, Erromanggo

For Someone
Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge On Seattle by Nirvana album: In Utero (1993) It's so relieving To know that you're leaving as soon as you get paid It's so relaxing To hear that you're asking wherever you get your way It's so soothing To know that you'll sue me, this is starting to sound the same I miss the comfort in being sad I miss the comfort in being sad I miss the comfort in being sad In her false witness, we hope you're still with us, To see if they float or drown Our favorite patient, a display of patience, Disease-covered Puget Sound She'll come back as fire, to burn all the liars, And leave a blanket of ash on the ground I miss the comfort in being sad I miss the comfort in being sad I miss the comfort in being sad It's so relieving To know that you're leaving as soon as you get paid It's so relaxing To know that you're asking wherever you get your way It's so soothing To know that you'll sue me, this is starting to sound the same

Urgent Need - Please Pray
Several of you got a mass message - but for those who did not: Around 1am ET, I learned my grandpa Mitch Herald had been taken to a local hospital. We thought he'd had a stroke, and so my parents went to the hospital. They just returned at 3:50am, and it's not looking good - he didn't have a stroke but there's a massive hemorrhage, and they don't think he's going to make it. He's currently on life support but the decision could be made at any time to take him off of it. :( He could literally be gone between now and Monday. I'm more than likely NOT going to be on air next week for Twisted Radio due to this. Since we expect he will pass away by Monday, I'm going ahead and taking that step to prepare...

How To Identify A Military Wife/fiance/girlfriend
1. We own at least one artice of clothing that says our man's Military Branch on it and wear it at least once a week. 2. Our AOL/ Yahoo/Myspace/Xanga ect. profiles have something to do with military or have song lyrics in them. 3. We know what the terms Head, Rack, Field Day and PT mean and have no trouble using them on a daily basis. 4. We know the difference between a Recruit, Enlisted, Officer and know the rank structure like the back of our hand. 5. We feel every note of the songs "I'm Already There", "When I'm Gone", "Here Without You", "Proud to be an American" and "The National Anthem" (it is usually one of these songs whose lyrics can be found in our profile, LOL!!!) 6. We watch the news and cry hysterically for fallen Marines, Soldiers, Airmen and Sailors and no one seems to understand why. 7. We just cry.... and cry.... and cry... and cry for no reason at all and we are fine with that!! (It's normal isn't it?). 8. We have at least one (but p

Sts-117 Atlantis Pre-launch Info.
STS-117 Atlantis pre-launch info. Mission STS-117 will increase the International Space Station's power capability and prepare it for the arrival of new modules from the European and Japanese space agencies. Once this mission is complete, Station will generate enough solar energy to power the shuttle while docked allowing for longer missions providing more time for future construction. The countdown clock reads T-26 hours and counting, that doesn't mean the space shuttle will launch in 26 hours. During every space shuttle countdown, there are several times when the clock is temporarily stopped. These periods are called "built-in holds," and they vary in length from as little as 9 minutes to as long as several hours. For this reason, hold times must be taken into consideration when watching the countdown clock. The space shuttle team uses built-in holds to synchronize with other countdown clocks, monitor weather events, make final adjustments to the launch time, and

Car Show Schedule
SO FAR THE SHOWS RED WILL BE AT HAVE ****** BY THE DATE... ANYTHING AFTER IS SUBJECT TO CHANGE :) JUNE ------------ June 7-10 2007 ATHS National Convention & Antique Trucks Show World Arena Colorado Springs Free June 8-9-10 Black Hills Overdrive info www.bhoverdrive.com June 8-9.2007 Canon City Car Club Show Canon City CO 8am-4:30pm Centennial Park info Jeanie (719) 275-5539 June 9th,2007 Pikes Peak Motorcar Open Open to all Trucks and Cars Original and Modified Classes $500 Give away & Food Make a Wish Foundation 9am-2pm Black and White Auto 1130 S Tejon St Entry $25 Call Gene High (719) 685-0737 June 9************* Streets of Fire Car Show 10am-4pm Entry fee $25First car $20 second car info (719) 743-2770 hugocarshow@earthlink.net June 9 Black and White Auto Body Shop South Tejon St Colorado Springs June 10,2007 Tri-Lake Cruisers Monument Co Sunday June 10,2007 10am-3pm Historic Downtown Monument I-25 Exit 161, Follow

Things You Will Never Hear A Guy Say!!
No I don't want another beer. I have to work tomorrow. Her tits are just too big. Sometimes I just want to be held. That chick on "Murder, She Wrote" is hot. Sure, I'd love to wear a condom. We haven't been to the mall for ages, let's go shopping and I can hold your purse. Fuck Monday Night Football, let's watch Melrose Place. It's late. Put your clothes back on and I'll take you home. Honey, I'm going to the store, do you need more tampons? I know you just blew me, but I need a kiss. I'm sick of beer, give me a fruit juice with a lemon twist. Great, your mother's coming to stay with us again. I wonder if my gorgeous neighbor knows that her drapes are open when she's getting ready for bed?. I should tell her. No way, you weeded the garden last week. It's my turn. Better get rid of these old Penthouse magazines. I don't look at them any more. I understand. This movie has too much nudity. No, I don't want to see your sister's tits. Da

Vote For Seventh Day
I would like to take is time to say thank you for all your support. But I need some help on some votes at artistpr.com the link is ( http://www.artistpr.com/bandvote.php?int_cur_position=15&genres=&PHPSESSID=42c28414c90c7b0f5e1373495d1cb4d7 ) or go to artistpr.com at the top of the Page you will see Bands. click on the star and go to page 2 you will see Seventh Day, please click on vote and then vote. I have a new CD Comming out this summer. If you give me your vote send me your e-mail telling me you vote a I will send you one of the songs off of this CD that I have as a single, a return e-mail. and if there is anything Ican do for you Just ask. Thank You, Seventh Day

If U Really Want To Know Whet Goes On In My Head!
I look outside and it's raining I stepped out into the rain today hoping it would wash my pain away! only to learn it was here to stay! As I scream to the heavens above "WHY HAVE YOU BURNED MY HEART WITH THIS FORBIDDEN LOVE?" as i sigh and say "SET ME FREE! LET ME FLY FREE LIKE THE PURE WHITE DOVE!" Lightning strikes accross the sky As I fall to kmy knees Crying and asking you "WHY?" "WHY COULDN'T U JUST LET ME DIE?" I just don't get it "PLEASE TELL ME WHY!" "WHY THIS IS THE WAY MY LIFE HAS TO BE?" Or am i just simply to blind to see Thunder roars through the air Simply thinking to myself this is not fair! "GOD WHY SHOULD I EVEN CARE?" "PLEASE GOD JUST LET ME DISSAPEAR!" Slamming my fists to the ground Hearing the same old haunting sound Your answear's will remain unfound! Sitting in a puddle of rain and tears "LORD U HAVE COMMITTED THE CRIMES OF PRESENTING ME WITH ALL MY FEARS!" The rain sl

Please Forgive Me
Please forgive me, For doubting your love, I'm so sorry, I can't say it enough. Please forgive me, For being a fool, For thinking you changed your mind, That was totally uncool. Please forgive me, I was scared, Thought I had lost you, Thats my worst nightmare. Please forgive me, Now that I know the truth, That you love me very much, I'll never again question you. Written by Me...Little Lee

Episode 69: 45 Days, All Expenses Paid
I'm probably not going to be a popular guy after writing this but then again, I don't particularly care. First, let me tell you a bit about where I'm coming from so that you don't misunderstand me. I'm a C.O. by profession (hopefully, not for too much longer) and I'm trained in dealing with people on a professional level. By my training, I'm supposed to be firm, fair and consistent. In my six plus years of working as a C.O., as many reviews as I've gotten, I'd say I've done a damn good job of doing just that. Now, I'm like any of you out there, I'm not a robot. I've had some moments where the professionalism didn't work and, I must admit that sometimes you gotta go outside the book. For example, if one of my guys has never given me a problem and has always been helpful in the dorm where it has been much-needed, I'm apt to grant a concession or two every blue moon. Hey, it's good to have allies sometimes and having a decent source of good information (yep, got some rats) helps ME to

Thinking....
Thinking ahead is one of the best ways to get ahead. Looking forward and planning for the short-term, mid-term and long-term, can provide insight and inspiration, when done carefully and consistently. Another benefit of thinking ahead with forethought is that a clear direction is defined and established, making it easier to stay on the path of progress and reach the goal or objective sooner. Thinking ahead is intelligent and prudent, which is a great way to plan for anything.

Hi
hi everyone. i thought i would introduce myself. my name is Jill. i'm a gemini. this is my little corner of the internet. i am crazy, sexy, frecklicious, ditzy at times, hopless romantic, single, funny, silly and an animal lover

June 10 2007
Impulsively you reached for the stars, only to find that once you get them, you're not sure they were worth the time. Truthfully, though, you learned something in the process that will stay with you forever. This is so funny I never go after anything I don't want.

Fucked Up Day
The other day i was as work (Sat) and once again this stupid mother fucker did not show up so guess what i had to load his truck again. Well the sort was going good the trucks were getting loaded good. Well this big metal thing came down the belt so i had to load it was not bad just sharp all around. So i put it on the top shelf and go on working. Well at the end of the sort when we were done i was looking in all my trucks so see if they were loaded right and i was bending down and when i came up guess what? Thats right i hit the metal sharp thing it sliced my ear open. In like 5 seconds there was blood every where not fun and not cool.

Just In Case,i Love Ya
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the >warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning >that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special >moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more >"just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used >up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I >love you." > >So while we have it it's best we love it and care for it and fix it when >it's broken ... .. and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage >... and old cars .. and children with bad report cards and dogs with bad >hips and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are >worth it, because we are worth it. > >Some things we keep - - like a best friend who moved away or a classmate >we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no >matter what. > >Life is important, like people we know who ar

Stupid Furniture Store Experience
I wanted to share my wonderful experience I had yesterday *insert sarcastic face here* I am not sure if you all know what a IKEA is but its a furniture store. Up by Salt Lake City a new IKEA was built and has a restraunt in day care area in it. I never been to a IKEA before but figured I would check it out. Some of us went and I sware you would think there was a theme park being opened with all the police and employees controlling traffic and getting people parked. We finally got intot the place and to my disapointment there was no Micky mouse or kick ass roler coaster rides LOL. Just furniture. **Insert sarcastic look again** I have never been to any store much less a furniture store that had so much attention. but they did have some really cool stuff ........ and walked away with some nice addatives to my new home :D Ok enough of the retarded store story...........I again will always appreciate and love all of you who work so hard to get where you want to be. Keep your head

How Bad Are You Wanted??
Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (10) i want 2 make u my bf/gf (11) i love u baby repost this or see 9 years of bad realationships repost How Bad R U Wanted

Spin The Bottle
Date: Jun 11, 2007 2:58 PM Subject spin the bottle.... Body: Spin Tha Bottle The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE B0TTLE" 1.i Would Feel your booty 2.i Would kiss you on the cheek 3.i Would kiss you on forehead 4.i would just give you a hug. 5.i would give you a kiss on the lips 6.i would french kiss you 7.i would make out with you 8.i would do you If you do not repost this you will have bad relationships for the rest of your life!!! SPIN THE BOTTLE

Silenced Screams
For my Best Friend Cyndi. Silenced Screams... Every minute I'm not around you, I feel like I left something behind. Every time I'm not looking at you, I feel like I am blind. A smile from you is as electrifying as the moon, As beautiful as the moonlight that shimmers off your skin. A smile from you is as calming as the stars in the sky, As cruelly wonderful as the world I'm in, When I'm with you. For you are the star in my life An angel in the sky What do I have to sacrifice? For you, I would die. I've tried, but I can't fly No use, just hurting me more You're my angel in the sky Here I am, tied to the floor. You leave me here, standing in the rain You leave me here, staring at the sky You leave me here, in darkness and pain You leave me here, all alone to die. I'm soaked in blood of shattered dreams I'm drenched in tears of silenced screams Looking at the stars in the sky They're like scars, making me cry. For you are the star in my life Yo

One Last Breath
Artist: Creed Album: Weathered Title: One Last Breath Please come now I think I'm falling I'm holding all I think is safe It seems I've found The road to nowhere And I'm trying to escape I yelled back when I heard thunder But I'm down to One last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet From the edge And I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down I'm looking down Now that it's over Reflecting on All of my mistakes I thought I found The road to somewhere Somewhere in his grace I cried out Heaven save me But I'm down to One last breath And with it let me say Let me say Hold me now I'm six feet From the edge And I'm thinking That maybe six feet Ain't so far down Sad eyes follow me But I still believe There's something left for me So please come Stay with me 'Cause I still believe there's Something left For you and me For you and me For you and me Hold me now I'm six feet From the edge An

Goodbye My Friend
We never thought this day would come, But it's finally here at last, What once was our bright future, Is now our dim lit past, But we hold onto the memories, The lessons that we learned, The pathways we have traveled down, The corners that we turned, And soon we say our sad goodbyes, That will last us forever, We may see each other again, Maybe once or maybe never, So make your goodbyes ones to remember, The kind that will stay in our heads, Those are the goodbyes we will treasure, The ones that were sad to be said!!!

Weddings!
ALMOST EVERY LITTLE GIRLS DREAM IS TO GET MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS ONE DAY! MY DREAM WAS THE SAME BUT UNFORTIONATLY THAT IS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN! I HAVENT FOUND THE RIGHT GUY YET! I PROBLY NEVER WILL EITHER LOL! THIE BIIGEST PROBLEM WITH THAT IS I CANT HAVE KIDS! I WISH I COULD BUT ITS NOT POSSIBLE! IT KILLS ME EVERYDAY TO KNOW THAT EVEN IF I DID FIND THE RIGHT GUY I COULD NEVER GIVE HIM A FAMILY! IM NOT REALLY INTO THE ADOPTING THING ONLY BC I WOULD WANT MY FIRST CHILD TO B ALL NATURAL AND FOR ME TO ADOPT WELL THAT JUST WOULDNT WORK FOR ME! OK WELL THAT IS IT FOR NOW ONLY BC IT IS A REALLY SORE SUBJECT FOR ME!

Simple Chicken Enchiladas
These creamy-rich enchiladas are filled with a mixture of chicken, cream cheese, sour cream, Mexican-blend cheese, olives, sweet pepper, onion and salsa, topped with enchilada sauce and more cheese. Ingredients: • 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts, cooked and diced or shredded • 1 dozen corn (or flour) tortillas • 2 lg cans of your favorite enchilada sauce • 2 Cups or more shredded Mexican cheese blend (or your favorite) • 1 can black olives, sliced • 1/2 green, red, orange, or yellow sweet pepper, chopped • 1/2 lg onion, chopped • 1 Cup Salsa (Southwest or your favorite) • 1 Cup Sour cream • 1 8 oz. pkg cream cheese, room temperature • Sour cream, guacamole, and sliced black olives for garnish. Method: Pour 1/2 can enchillada sauce in the bottom of 13x9-inch pan. Saute onion and pepper in olive oil in large skillet until tender. Add salsa. Stir cream cheese until smooth. Slowly mix in sour cream until blended. Stir in onion-salsa mix, 1 can of black olives, and th

Why Do We Wax????????
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair And now...the wax!!!!!!!!!!! My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so

Studio Skary's Newest Model! Nws, So Fuck Off If You're Offendable. (repost)
Studio Skary's newest model! NWS, so fuck off if you're offendable. (repost) Elle von Harlot, Studio Skary's newest addition, just started a MySpace where she will be posting updates and photos from her new projects. So, add this lovely lady if you have a chance.

Crunchy Garlic And Lime Chicken Wrap
Cooked, marinated chicken is combined with a garlic-lime mayonnaise, cilantro, green onion & toasted almonds, and rolled in a flour tortilla. Ingredients: • 3 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves, thinly sliced width-wise • 3 limes, juice and zest • 4 garlic cloves, minced • 1/2 cup green onions, chopped • 1 cup cilantro, chopped • 1/2 cup slivered almonds, toasted • 3 Tbsp olive oil • 1 1/2 cups garlic mayo (recipe follows) • 4-6 burrito size flour tortillas (12-inch) • 1/2 tsp salt • 1/2 tsp pepper • Nonstick cooking spray • Garlic Mayo: • 3 eggs • 1 1/2 tsp vinegar • 3 large garlic cloves • 1 Tbsp lime juice • 2 pinches salt • 1 1/2 cups vegetable oil Method: In a bowl, add chicken pieces, lime juice and zest, minced garlic, salt and pepper. Marinate in refrigerator at least 15 minutes or overnight. Garlic Mayo: In a blender add eggs, vinegar, lime juice and salt. Blend on medium/high. While mixing, pour in the 1 1/2 cups vegetable oil slowly through th

Footsteps Of Angels ~ Hw Longfellow
Poetry of Henry Wadsworth Longfellow Voices of the Night FOOTSTEPS OF ANGELS When the hours of Day are numbered, And the voices of the Night Wake the better soul, that slumbered, To a holy, calm delight; Ere the evening lamps are lighted, And, like phantoms grim and tall, Shadows from the fitful firelight Dance upon the parlor wall; Then the forms of the departed Enter at the open door; The beloved, the true-hearted, Come to visit me once more; He, the young and strong, who cherished Noble longings for the strife, By the roadside fell and perished, Weary with the march of life! They, the holy ones and weakly, Who the cross of suffering bore, Folded their pale hands so meekly, Spake with us on earth no more! And with them the Being Beauteous, Who unto my youth was given, More than all things else to love me, And is now a saint in heaven. With a slow and noiseless footstep Comes that messenger divine, Takes the

How Intuitive Are You?
You Are 64% Intuitive You are a very intuitive person. And luckily, your intuition is normally right. You're wise enough to know that relying on intuition alone can be dangerous. When your intuition seems really off, you tend to ignore it - and look at the facts instead. How Intuitive Are You?

How's Your Taste In Music?
Your Taste in Music: 80's Rock: Highest Influence Classic Rock: Highest Influence Country: Highest Influence Hair Bands: High Influence Progressive Rock: High Influence How's Your Taste in Music?

The First Installment...
I’ve been running across A LOT of great quotes lately, from legends and some of my own, and I decided to put a list of them together…Just a silver lining for your day-to-day struggles… (*Any that are marked ‘unknown” is because I do not know who said it…if you do, please tell me and I will update!*) Love is not meant to be seen with the Eyes, but felt with the Heart…Unknown Kick the darkness until it bleeds Daylight…Bruce Cockburn A man may see how this world goes with no eyes…Shakespeare Courage is not the lack of fear it is acting in spite of it…Unknown Faith in Love is what keeps us Alive…without Faith there is no reason, without Love there is no Rhyme…Me The eye sees not itself, but a reflection of some other things…Shakespeare Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind...Dr. Suess Have the courage to change what you can, the serenity to accept what you cannot, and the wisdom to know the differ

For Those Who Know Wizeguyzinc Aka Gabe A Little Update Pls Repost!
JUST AN UPDATE INCASE ANYONE WAS MISSING HIM AND WONDERING WHAT HAS BEFALLEN OUR BELOVED CHERRY!!! HE'S BEEN OFFLINE FOR A BIT DUE TO BEIN HOSPITALIZED DUE TO SOME HEART PROBS SO PLS GO SHOW HIM AND HIS PAGE SOME LOVE WHILST HE'S GONE TO LET HIM KNOE WE STILL THINK ABT HIM!!! DO KEEP HIM IN UR PRAYERS TOO!!!! HERE'S TO GABE AND PRAYING HE GETS BETTER SOON! THANKS! XOX PLS REPOST THIS SO THAT OTHERS WHO KNOW HIM TOO WILL GET WORD ABT HIM! THANKS IN ADVANCE!! DJ JagerBomb™ WP DJ!!..A.K.A. Wiseguyzinc01 N DA CREW !!@ CherryTAP

The Tiger
A couple was on their honeymoon, lying in bed, about ready to consummate their marriage, when the new bride says to the husband, "I have a confession to make, I'm not a virgin." The husband replies, "That's no big thing in this day and age." The wife continues, "Yeah, I've been with one guy." "Oh yeah? Who was the guy?" "Tiger Woods." "Tiger Woods, the golfer?" "Yeah." "Well, he's rich, famous and handsome. I can see why you went to bed with him." The husband and wife then make passionate love. When they are done, the husband gets up and walks to the telephone. "What are you doing?" asks the wife. The husband says, "I'm hungry, I was going to call room service and get something to eat." "Tiger wouldn't do that." "Oh yeah? What would Tiger do?" "He'd come back to bed and do it a second time." The husband puts down the phone and goes back to bed to make love a second time. When they finish, he gets up and goes over to the phone. "Now what a

Thanks For Your Time
A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door. It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man. College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life,Jack had little time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his wife and son. He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him. Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser died last night. The funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his childhood days. "Jack, did you hear me?" "Oh, sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years ago," Jack said. "Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him he'd ask how you were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you spent over 'his side of the fence' as he put i

You Better Believe It !!!!
The Idiot Report Number One Idiot of 2006 I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter into the emergency room right away. Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Number Two Idiot of 2006 Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed a Coast Guard helicopter coming

I Found This Very Interesting.
I'm sure 2007 will be better than LIFE IN THE 1500'S The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just now you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the1500s: These are interesting... Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odour. Hence the custom today, of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water.. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only p

For Me From My Princess Snippy
Today, she sent Me this this email while I was at the office... that surely put a smile on My face, she is so sweet! During the day and during the night, when i'm unable to have You by my side... You are the star that guides me through time. Every move and decision i make is done with You in mind. Though there are good times and bad times, my objective will always be to maintain Your happiness. To do and give You everything i can. From the day i set my eyes on You i have become a better person. i love You so much!

The Blueprints Of This Rockstar
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66% Stability |||||||||||||||||| 76% Orderliness |||||| 26% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Interdependence |||| 16% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Hedonism |||| 16% Materialism || 10% Narcissism |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76% Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%

The Diffrence One Letter Can Make!
Monastery Life A young monk arrives at the monastery. He is assigned to helping the other monks in copying the old canons and laws of the church by hand. He notices, however, that all of the monks are copying from copies, not from the original manuscript. So, the new monk goes to the head abbot to question this, pointing out that if someone made even a small error in the first copy, it would never be picked up! In fact, that error would be continued in all of the subsequent copies. The head monk, says, "We have been copying from the copies for centuries, but you make a good point, my son." He goes down into the dark caves underneath the monastery where the original manuscripts are held as archives in a locked vault that hasn't been opened for hundreds of years. Hours go by and nobody sees the old abbot. So, the young monk gets worried and goes down to look for him. He sees him banging his head against the wall and

Oh Man I Had No Idea I Was This Evil
Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge Many and varied sinners suffer eternally in the multi-leveled Malebolge, an ampitheatre-shapped pit of despair Wholly of stone and of an iron colour: Those guilty of fraudulence and malice; the seducers and pimps, who are whipped by horned demons; the hypocrites, who struggle to walk in lead-lined cloaks; the barraters, who are ducked in boiling pitch by demons known as the Malebranche. The simonists, wedged into stone holes, and whose feet are licked by flames, kick and writhe desperately. The magicians, diviners, fortune tellers, and panderers are all here, as are the thieves. Some wallow in human excrement. Serpents writhe and wrap around men, sometimes fusing into each other. Bodies are torn apart. When you arrive, you will want to put your hands over your ears because of the lamentations of the sinners here, who are afflicted with scabs like leprosy, and lay sick on the ground, furiously scratching their skin off with their nails. Indeed, jus

I Think You Should Think Twice!
As I countine to prove myself to you that everytime you fuck with me and sit here grinding my teeth wishing I could lay a world of hate you. For everytime You rub it in my face I want to hurt you even more. For all those people that say "I can't have this, You can't do that, you are a nothing, your worthless, I wish you were dead!" then this is for you. As I sit here writing this blog to hopefully release all my anger I have hidden will be unleashed in my blog. I'll make those of run for cover! I'm the quite guy that sits in the corner with people staring at me wondering what is on my mind. I'm the guy that you think you figured me out then I turn flip the script on you. For all those times that you say "Your to small, your to little!" Why the fuck did Ijust knock your sorry ass out to the ground. It's my turn to shine. For all those who tried to speak to me with a busted rhyme, you motherfuckers can't tell the differce from day and night. I have no excuses for what I do. Nor do I real

Help Find Her
Missing child named Andrea Montoya. She went missing at 2:45pm yesterday in San Francisco. and she was last seen in Gatlinburg at the river Terris hotel in the laundry room wearing a purple coat and grey jogging pants. She is 3 ft tall and weighs 96 lbs. She is originally from Florida and is here on vacation with her grandma and mother. A white jeep cherokee with florida sunshine license plate was seen circling the area. Please Repost this as Amber Alert. She was kidnapped just yesterday. it will take 5 seconds to repost.. What if someone sees this that knows something and a grandma and mother get their kid back. how great would that be? so please just take 5 seconds out of your day. YOU'D DO IT IF IT WAS YOUR KID

Duties Of A Dominant
Duties of a DOM It is the duty of a Dominant to control his/her emotions. To punish a submissive in anger or to lash out to anyone is abusive. It is the duty of a Dominant to remember that submission is a gift. To misuse this gift is abusive. When the submissive is not free to take back the gift it is no longer a gift. It is the duty of a Dominant to watch over and protect all submissives. This does not mean to protect them from finding some other Dominant and to keep them for oneself. It is the duty of a Dominant to take only a submissive that will match him/her. A submissive that is not into whips should not belong to a Dominant that loves to whip submissives. It is the Duty of a Dominant to take only the amount of submissives the DOM can properly handle, control, love, comfort and care for. Do not keep a submissive hanging, giving false hopes. Free and release the submissive so the submissive can get along with finding the right Dominant. It is the duty of a Dominan

Here We Go Again, Lol!!
Just thought I would let everyone know that we begin another Mercury Retrograde tomorrow, lasting until July 9th. I've blogged about Retros before, so I won't go through all the do's and don'ts. If you do not remember all those lovely suggestions, just PM me and I'll refresh your memory, lol! Good luck with the Retro, everyone! I'm not feeling it yet, so I'm hoping this one will go better for me, lol! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for one and all! Later! Muah!

About Me
I'm here.. I'll log pretty much daily during the week.. weekends are all eaten up by hockey. Oh yeah total hockeyaholic. The Nhl might be done for a bit but my kids play so.. yay for me! Fair warning im a bitch & i make no excuses for the fact I'm blunt. Ya want a honest opinion ask me I'm not afraid to tell ya. ..LOL I figure I will get it all out there right off. I have a huge hockey addiction .. like atm im watching the trophy presentations & missing a bunch of stuff on my shoutouts.. lol I love music.. all sorts of it and when i figure all this out I will have a varied playlist on my profile :)

Im A Newbie
hello to everyone im new here so yall gotta help me out please. a lil about me im a mother of 4 kids who live with me. im an single easy going person. if you want to know more just ask i dont bite not hard any ways

Thursday Blah Day!
Hi there all, I hope that you are all doing good today. I am feeling much better today, then yesterday. I am still tired, but my back feels better tonight. It rained all day here, and we under a flood warning like all night, UGH!!!! It is prone to flood here, luckily on the other side of the viaduct and we are on the side that doesn't flood, but our streets get a lot of water on the side of the road. Darryl is coming home tomorrow morning sometime, he has to go to a safety meeting, ugh, then he gets to come home and work on the Omega, as it is the only car that will make it to the city and back. He has his truck, but it sucks about the same amount of gas as the Omega does, maybe a lil more. So he has to fix it. We have to figure out why the alternator belt keeps popping off of the pulley. I drove it down there to pick up the 5th paycheck and all the way there, it drove fine, then on the way back the charge light stayed on, and didn't go off til you turned off the car. Then when I went

Love
Love is but a dream, For those whom have no fear. Together fighting battles, In tomorrow's yesteryear. My heart is in such turmoil, My mind is in such pain. Won't you someone come to me, And whisper lies unclear? Do you often wonder, Do you often hear... Words that bring such sorrow, To simply dry your tears???

Unfinished
We had it right, But we got it wrong. How could we easily break apart? I thought what we had was strong. We couldn't work it out, Because we couldn't meet each other half-way. You left the compromising in my hands alone, And that's why our love couldn't stay. Why couldn't our center hold? How did our love become so weak? I try to form the words to fix what went wrong, But I'm hurting and crying too hard to speak.

My Darkness
Tonight I walk a ruined and broken path my feet bleed a trail from the jagged stone's wrath Where it shall lead I do not much care because life has become nothing without you there I pray for the shadows of my soul to consume me rend me to shreds and devour me completely My demons they torment me still even in this hour I have lost the will to fight, no longer the power I stop on the path and lie myself down knowing in my pain soon I shall drown The release shall be sweet and I shall embrace my fate my time is running short and I shall not be late As my darkness envelopes me and like an old friend always know this, I loved you till the end

Its Almost Summer Time
alright people Time to get rid of the heavy clothes and bring out the bathing suits. wonderful weather and awsome heat so enjoy the weather and hey while your at it come by and send some love and tell ya friends about me as well lol I'm here just to make those wonderful friends from CT

69 Sex Position - Why We Like It
If you take care of mama she will take care of you big daddy..." My editor asked me, "Why do we like 69 with girls"? I knew the answer was much bigger than an orgasm. Personally I have never experienced climaxed from 69 but would not trade the 69 experiences for all the 70's in the world. There are many 69 positions as well that are exciting and anyone with an oral fetish knows it is insatiable - the giving and receiving a 69 offers. If you don't really know what a sixty-nine (69) is then I will explain that first. A 69 is when two people are servicing each other at the same time. He is performing cunnilingus and she is performing fellatio. She is sucking his pole and he is licking the "pearl zone". Eating at the Y, schlobenzeenobin, muff diving, polish the knob, PERFORMING ORAL! Do Sex Unto Others, As You Would Have Them Do Sex Unto You Why we enjoy this double digit sexual position is a combination of an insatiable double threat, giving and receiving. Two things can

Why Sex Is Awesome!!!
Made ya look!! lol no... anyhow, sorry guys i haven't been on a lot and talking much... with the move to OKC and getting the new DAY job i've been sooo damn busy it sucks ass... you can't even imagine... but just for the record.... i did made a vid of me playin with myself... for that *special someone* :) couldn't get it right so i kept remaking it... and came like 6 times.... so if ur ever horny... try it lol anyhow... email me lemme know what lifes like for ya!!! but don't email here email my gmail i can check it from my cell since i'm always on the go lol queenrobin84@gmail.com MWAH!!

Some Sex Poems
SEX POEM [: berries are sweet Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain The Guy Says He loves You And You Believe Its True But When Your Tummy Starts To Swell He Says To Hell With You 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. eat me beat me bite me blow me fuck me suck me very slowly if you li

Thin Line Between Heaven And Hell
You've got a thin line between Heaven and Hell You make it easy to cross 'cause you hide it so well You're so sketchy with the games you play You drag men by the heart in your own special way To you breaking the rules seems fair As long as you get what you want, you just don't care You smile so sweet as you watch them falling Breaking hearts is your true calling This is your game, so lets play by your rules But I'm telling you know darlin', I am nobody’s fool I know your motives and I know them well You've got a thin line between Heaven and Hell

Just Because
I guess I am writing just cause I really have nothing else to do, but sit at home and think...The things that I have been thinkin about have made me a lil down...I guess you could say that I am happy but I am not...I have met the person that I can say is my soulemate but I am not really sure that he sees it...or that he feels the same way...I have pictures up of him cause just looking at him makes me smile and puts the light in my eye...I love him more then he will ever know...I would do anything for him and I would give him the world... I am not sure that he knows that either though...Hes the first thing that I think of when I roll out of bed and I continue to think of him most of the day...Hes the first thing that I think of when I am going to bed wishing that I could give him a kiss good night and tell him that I love him...I dream about him when I am sleeping...For some reason I just can't seem to gret him out of my head...Hes is so awesome and I am not sure that he knows that eith

Update For Kaleb 6/15/07
Friday, June 15, 2007 June 15,2007 Kaleb had an Ok day today. The doctors have ordered speech therepy to start coming in daily and I was told the the lady who does it that this was a good sign. Today we focused on stimulization. I talked directly into Kaleb's ear and he responded by slightly moving his head to my direction. His breathing also increased. Then we played the lullaby glo worm and his arms shot right up in the air!!!!!!!!!! I mean STRAIGHT UP! I was so happy to see that. Then we focused on his mouth. We took a soft rubber thing and rubbed it against his lips and he would kind of smack his lips together. The speech lady thought that he did REALLY GOOD today. I was so happy to hear this! He is making leaps and bounds and I pray that this just continues. There has been a problem with his breathing pattern today though.... It has been kind of lower than normal. So I hope that this is nothing serious. His o2 sats are perfect though so I am sure that it is nothing ser

????
It amazes me how some people are so very....mmm insecure. In their relationships. Trust is SO imortant....if you dont trust them , why are you with them. Why is there jealousy???? If you are secure in yourself you should be secure with-in your relationship. I think they are one in the same if you are jealous then you dont trust and if you dont trust WHY stay in that situation. If another woman looks at your man, or visa-versa....be proud in knowing he/she goes home with YOU and walks hand in hand with YOU!!! Dont get shitty cause someone admires the beauty that stands with you, feel proud that he/she shares that beauty with you in a special way, that it compliments you. I have found it hard to find people who can see past this....am I the only one around who has no jealousies???? Can not two people of the opposite sex have a CLOSE relationship with out one of their partners getting "jealous"....can not two , a man and woman, be close with out it being seen as something deceptive? Can

My Words Of Wisdom...(the End)
This series has been somewhat of a roll call of greatness... Leonardo da Vinci Amadeus Mozart King Midas Jesus This is obviously only a partial list. May more names belong on the list,and new names are being added every day. Names of everyday people who are making a difference in their world. Names like yours. You may not create the types of masterpieces Leonardo did, the types of symphonies Mozart did, amass the great fortune King Midas did, or make the impact on humanity that Jesus did...and still does. But I believe you belong in their company because of the legacy you are leaving in the lives of those around you. By painting...with the color of love By writing...with the melody of love By touching...with the gift of love By reaching...with the open arms of love By changing the future...with the promise of love. Do you think you've not made much of a difference in this world? You have because... "To know even one life has breathed easier be

I Think You Already Know
There's something I want to tell you But I think you already know By the way I look too long at you And I smile when you are near Its hard to come out and say it Can I just assume you know I mean you must know Everyone knows I tried not to be obvious But what could I do My mouth goes dry My stomach flips And I feel dizzy I want to say it out loud But that might make it too real I think I like the thought of hope More than reality What do you think?

Fun With Sex
As I lay here with my legs spread Like hot butter bleeding on stale bread. The warm insides of my cantaloupe thighs cry out in extasy as you eat my cherry pie. Visions of cucumbers often enter my mind and sometimes hot dogs, the plump when you cook'em kind Whipped cream all covered with goo slurping green jello in the tub with you You are my world my little cupcake, I want to lick your cream filling until you ache. Your Juicy Avacadoes so plump, and so ripe. Lets just do it in the kitchen tonight!!

Questions That Haunt Some People?
Questions that haunt some people? Can you cry under water? ________________________________ How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? ________________________________ Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? ________________________________ Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? ________________________________ Why does a round pizza come in a square box? ________________________________ What disease did cured ham actually have? ________________________________ How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? _______________________________ Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? ________________________________ If a deaf person has t

Oldie But A Goodie... The Diarys Of Men And Women
HER DIARY: Saturday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong; he said nothing. I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say I love you too. When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV He seemed distant and absent. Finally, I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed, and to my surprise he responded to my caress and we made lov

'ball Is Round, Dice Is Square'
'Ball is Round, Dice is Square' I'm in a dark mood. Been a very hard week :( So to suit my mood. Here is a very very dark track. Not finished...but you get the idea. On my myspace page now. www.myspace.com/dwhitenoise

Kiss And Make Up!
The storm thrashed wildly outside Anna’s bedroom window. Lightening flashed intermittently, shattering the darkness temporarily. She pulled her covers up tighter around her shoulders, and trembled within them, unable to thwart her fear of storms, and being alone. Her boyfriend, Jack, was gone, having left quickly, following their explosive fight. Anna lay here, trembling now, part from her anger at Jack, and partly due to the incredible, violent storm outside. Another flash of lightening illuminated her bedroom, followed by the loud roar of thunder. The digital display on her alarm clock flashed off, then on again, and then blackened, as the electrical power to her home was gone. “Oh shit”, she complained loudly to herself, again clutching the covers tightly around her body. She closed her eyes, hoping to fall into a sweet sleep until morning. Bang, then bump, then the loud clapping of thunder, jolted Anna as she lay quietly praying for sleep. The old house shuttered under the st

My Kinky Turn On
You scored as Blind Folds, Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Blind Folds100% Biting67% Chains/Handcuffs67% Whips67% Bondage33% Blood17% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Fantastic 4: The Rise Of The Silver Surfer
I went to see this one yesterday and I just say it was tons better than the first one. Jessica Alba's hair for her wedding was absolutely beautiful along w/ the rest of her of course. There were more funny parts in this one...I don't think there were any real cheezy jokes thank goodness. The effects were great. Stan Lee was in there of course and as himself. That was pretty funny. All in all anyone who goes to see it will probably like it.

French Fried Butterfly Shrimp
2 lbs. uncooked shrimp, shelled and deveined 1 c. sifted regular flour 1/2 tsp. sugar 1/2 tsp. salt 1 c. water 2 tbsp. shortening, melted 1 egg Oil for deep frying With a sharp knife slit shrimp deeply down back without cutting all the way through. Wash shrimp thoroughly and dry between paper towels. Combine flour, sugar, and salt in bowl. Add water, melted shortening and egg, beat until smooth. Dip shrimp, a few at a time, in batter. Fry in deep fat heat to 375 degrees for 3 to 5 minutes. Drain on paper towels. Number of servings 4.