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Promises Made
Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken.

My Prayers Are With Her
As always start at the bottom. Name: ♫Punkin™♫ ♥♥... (Online) Level: Henchman (22) Gender: Female Plymouth, IN Buzz: 0% -- dry, get them a drink! Enter message: ->♫Pun...: I do wish you the best of luck .. Later.z ->♫Pun...: I won't bother you no more .. you think I am just a rambling ex ... but I am the one that is smart enough to say he isn't worth it ... ->♫Pun...: I really hope you get to read what was talked about. I have no ill will toward you .. I just don't want to see you go through the same shit I did ->♫Pun...: all I have to say is he is good ... I wish you the best of luck .. you are gonna need it ... ->♫Pun...: he used the same lines on me Punkin I swear to you ->♫Pun...: why didn't you just take him wiht you when you came here?

My First Happy Hour
Just want to let everyone know I am having my first Happy Hour this Wednesday, March 26 @ 7PST / 10EST. This will Probably be the only one I have unless I win one. Please help me level up to FU KING or even get close to GodFather. Hope You'll be there. Thank You All. Muaaaah!!!

I Dont Get It!
okay.. for those of you that decide you aren't talking to me anymore cuz i am not constantly on your profiles commenting you... get a freakin' LIFE! i have one......... fubar is NOT it!!! i do what i can when i can... if you choose to validate a friendship with how many comments you get... sucks to be you!!! for the rest of yas... i love yas!

Some Reflections
Me and my boyfriend Shawn have been together almost 3 months now and I feel like I have been reborn...When Ron passed away (almost 2 years ago June 28th) I thought I would never open my heart up again and love but Shawn has shown me that indeed it's safe to love again..This was my first experience with death and losing someone close to you changes you in so many ways..I wonder, is it better to have loved and lost than to never loved at all? YES...Ron will always hold a very special place in my heart and in some ways, I will never be the same..His death was sudden- it seemed like a week before he became ill we were both living life to the fullest...sure, we didn't have alot of money or good jobs but we had LOVE and for us, that's all we needed..and in a second, it was all gone..so it seemed....I feel guilty even to this day sometimes when I find myself laying in Shawn's arms...I wonder if I deserve his love...was there more I could have done for Ron to help him? How come I cannot accept

All I Ever Wanted.
I wanted a car. A nice one. Haven't got that yet. I wanted a motorcycle. Got it. I wanted a home of my own. Haven't got that yet. I wanted an entertainment center with a big teevee and stereo. I got that. I wanted a perfect body. Close but not there. I wanted a family. A beautiful wife whom adores me, and understands me. Kids. A life to live. A future to share. Haven't got that yet. But I'm never going to stop trying. -Rafael

Blonde Joke
a blonde is driving down the road. she glances out the window and sees another blonde in a rowboat out in the middle of a wheat field. the 1st blonde stops her car and gets out. she puts her hans to her mouth and hollers "it's blondes like u that give us a bad name. if i could swim, i'd go and kick your ass!"

World's Smallest Cellphone
The Guinness Book of World Records has named the Modu mini phone “the lightest mobile phone in the world.” The phone, which we saw at MWC this year, weighs a mere 1.4 ounces and is .3 inches thick. Modu received a $100 million cash infusion last week. The phone, as you’ll remember, works as a standalone mobile device or fits into different “jackets” that basically take control of the mini core and can act as smartphones, game phones, or music phones. Expect Modu to hit the US late this year or early next.

Logical...me??? Never.
Your Love Style is Pragma You believe love is logical - or at least it should be You've thought a lot about what you want from someone And to say you have a checklist would be an understatement You may even have a plan for how you will fall in love All you've got to do is meet the perfect person! What's Your Love Style?

More Random Bullshit!!
Well, I'm still sick as fuck, and that isn't going to change any time soon. I hate bein sick!! lol Oh well, i guess. This could be worse right? Im not dead, just in a lot of pain and feel like shit. Hopefully this will ease up once they get that god forsaken IUD out.... which... is tomorrow!! yay!!! anyways.... thats whats goin' on.... *sigh* later taters

Just A Matter Of Time...
Some times things are out of our control... and we find ourselves completely helpless. My boyfriend "Michael" AKA WOLFE is so ready to move to me. He has the cash, he has his truck... he is ready to roll. However, the state has not granted him his license back. He has been waiting and waiting to even hear from them... and nothing as of yet. It is almost 8 weeks later that his attorney sent in all his paperwork... and the state of Michigan are dragging their feet. He dotted all his "i's" and crossed all his "t's", yet still nothing. We have been waiting so long to be together... and it is sad that someone else has your future held in their hands. It was almost like a prison sentence. We are both so ready for this... We have not seen each other in 4 months... and still counting down the days till we are finally "together"... *SIGH*

I Believe....
Tuesday, February 20, 2007 I believe..... Current mood: contemplative Category: Life My list of things I believe: -Tits are the greatest evolutionary advancement ever...ever -some people won't like you no matter how hard you try, so fuck 'em be yourself -cartoons can always cheer you up -red meat is not bad for you, blue-green meat is -marijuana should be legalized, packaged and taxed just like tobacco and liquor -everyone shold have at least one tattoo -chicks really do dig scars -"normal" people willalways stare at your piercings -you NEVER go ass to mouth -more people need spell checkers -fire is neat, unless it's you that is on fire -Paris Hilton and Britney Spears need more media coverage -Beavis and Butthead spoke for an entire generation -most dictators in history were overachievers I will add more as they come to me

Soul Mates
Found @ CRYSTALINKS The term soul mate means many different things. These are souls that you have experienced with in past, parallel or future lifetimes. They can also be aspects of your soul experiencing at this time in another body. We are all multidimensional beings, your soul having experiences, in many realities, at the same time. As we all evolve from the same source of consciousness creation, we could say that we are all soul mates in a manner of speaking. Soul mate is sometimes used to designate someone with whom one has a feeling of deep and natural affinity, friendship, love, intimacy, sexuality, and/or compatibility. Soul mates can have various types of relationships, which do not always include romantic love. They can be close friends, co-workers, a teacher, anyone who influences your life one way or another. They play the emotional, spiritual, physical, and mental, games of third dimension with you. They can affect relationships in a positive or negative way dependi

Love & Prayers To W.i.u.
Well this isn't what I expected to be reading about, but Western Illinois University's off campus apartment received a threat as to a shooting that was to occur on campus. The residence halls are locked until further notice to protect the students. The residence halls are only key accessible and only students with keys can get in. This is being done while the campus police, Macomb police, McDonough County Sheriff's Office and the Illinois State Police investigate any and all leads. There's heavy police prescence on campus and patroling the campus area as well. This just sickens me!!!! Even if this is a hoax, it pisses me off that someone would find it amusing to do this especially with the recent events that have occured at Virginia Tech and at Northern Illinois University. I always felt safe on campus when I went there and now they have even stronger security measures in place there to make it safer. Yet still, now you have to worry about this occuring. We need

Love Profile
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is mediu

The 3 Runaways
There were three boys. one named zip, one named willy and one named pee. they ran away from school but they were chased by the headteacher so zip hid on top of a wardrobe, willy hid inside it and pee stood next to it. soon enough, the headteacher saw the cupboard and at that moment it was break time so all the kids were coming out of class. the headteacher was unaware of this and shouted ZIP DOWN! WILLY OUT! PEE IN THE CORNER!

What If
What if there was only 12 hours in a day and you only had 6 hours to tell everyone bye would you? If you had one special person to call and tell I love you would u do that or let the time go by. So my question is this what if that day actualy came would u take advantage or sit around??? Then when u die u think What If

When You Know
What if you knew things were meant to be a different way? He tells you he loves you, but you can't say it back. And deep down you know he's not the one you want to hold at night. You keep telling yourself that soon things will work it's way out. Each night he tells you everything will be okay. That he wants to make you happy and things will get better. And now you realize that this lie you've been living has to come out. You know the time is now. You tell him this won't work anymore. That everytime he touches you it's not the one you want to feel. And you feel so guilty for leading him to believe that his heart was the one you held. When all you wanted was the one you're dreaming of. He pleads for you not to go, as you're walking out the door. You turn to him and say that he's better off this way. And you look into his eyes seeing the hurt and the love. You can't believe that after all you've done, you're still the one he wants to hold at night. You go to the other and hope it's no

Love Strange And Wonderful
Love can mean so much for such a little word. We love our kids and family and friends and then again the same word love is applied to someone we care for and want to be with forever. When we say i love you how can you distingushe between a friend or the special someone in your heart. When one word can be used so many ways how do you use it to mean so much. how can i say it to mean you are the one i want to share my life with and the same words say it to mean you are a friend for life I have a special someone she means more to me than anyone knows. I would like to tell the world that i love her and i am untouchable to anyone else she has my heart my soul she has all of me. I LOVE YOU HENNIE WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL

Product Launch Formula
Product Launch Formula Jeff Walker launched a course called Product Launch Formula and very soon we will have the Product Launch Formula 2 Launch. Product Launch Formula taught a very detailed, step-by-step approach to launching any product via the internet. Jeff even provided case studies that showed how to use his Product Launch Formula to treat a major affiliate promotion campaign like a product launch. Product Launch Formula taught a proven method of launching a product, and in the process, convinced several THOUSAND aspiring entrepreneurs that the time was finally right for them to launch their product. Jeff Walker's Product Launch Formula 2.0 would likely be planning on doing a product launch. If they are marketing online, they likely need help in planning that launch, getting joint venture partners, and publicizing their launch. 1) A "solo" email, promoting only their product, sent to a list of 120,000 subscribers. 2) A live 2-day seminar where they are taugh

Ladymoon
She leads me down to the edge of the wet, sandy beach I see her misty arms for me they try to reach She smiles at my nakedness, for I am free Her light caresses me, as I tip toe into the sea I stare at her with wonderous eyes She is so beautiful and serene as a lullabye She enlightens my spirit, and calms my mind She is the love I so desperately needed to find She loves me as her lover and her friend Never to abandon me, she will remain til the end I see her shine proudly through the darkest of nights I watch her rule the earth for it is her right When she is cloaked behind dark clouds, I still feel her presence there Her moonbeams caressing my lips, and gently brushes my hair Everynight I am hypnotized, truely amazed I will be inlove with her til my end of days D.L. Abrams

Good-bye Friends
TO THOSE WHO ASK TO HAVE RATES GIVEN BUT HARDLY EVER RATE ME I'M LEAVIN.............TO THE PERSON THAT CAN'T DEAL WITH QUESTIONS I'M LEAVIN I CAME TO LEAVE DRAMA BUT GUESS DRAMA FOLLOWS NO MATTER WHERE YOU GO WELL ANY WAY GOOD BYE AND TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN SO VERY SWEET AND REAL FRIENDS I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR ALL THE RATES THE GIFTS BUT MOST OF ALL FOR THE LOVE YOU HAVE GIVEN GONNA MISS YOU ALL OF YOU HUGS KISSES BYE BYE

A Job For Life And How To Get By. A Bad Memory Helps.
I stuck this on Mywasteofspace as an experiment to find out how people find you. It is a strange thing that every person who requested to be a friend on there is a musician trying to sell me their wares or a life coach. I even had someone, heaven forbid, telling me to work from home selling their perfume - well that smelled fishy so I declined them. I do wonder if they were informed that I had declined them or whether it is just another of those things that goes passed unnoticed. ++++ I learned something new yesterday but the only problem is that I have forgotten what it was. However, there is a valid excuse and that is due to a poor or impaired short-term memory which according to doctors is caused by belly fat. I am not sure why belly fat causes Alzheimer’s disease or whether I actually have that but it seems I have manky white matter which is conducive to a poor short term memory. I can live with that because it is better or improved now due to surgery but it is still not

What Bunny Are You Test On Okcupid
You scored 16 Happy Bunnyness! Happy Bunny! You're rude, crude, sassy, and cute as a button! You are not too good, Not too bad, but puuuuure Happy Bunny! Remember, you can't have your cake and eat it too....But you can have your cake and eat someone else's cake too, and that's kind of better anyway. My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

3/30/08
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Strong Even When It Hurts
You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? I'm a raging ocean, leaping and wide, Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.

Ems Week
*****Dedicated to Paramedics, Fire Fighters, Police Officers and their Dispatchers***** I wish you could comprehend a wife’s horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try and save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke sensations that I’ve become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a call. Is this a false alarm or a working fire? Is the caller in distress or is he waiting for us with a 2x4 or a gun? I wish you could be in the Emergency Room, as a Doctor pronounces dead, the beautiful five year old girl that I have been trying to save for t

United States Coast Guard - And I Quote..
"There are 39,000 men and women who make up the United States Coast Guard. This is because we are the Elite within Law Enforcement & Search and Rescue. We are the best of the best. When storms shut down entire ports - We go out. When hurricanes ground the United States Navy - We go out. When the holy lord himself reaches down from heaven and destroys his good work with winds that rip houses off the ground - We.. go.. out. So, if by some miracle, you actually have what it takes to become one of us - then - you get to live a life of meager pay, with the distinct possibility of dying.. slow, cold and alone somewhere in the vast sea. However, you also get the chance to save lives and there is NO greater calling in the world then that." United States Coast Guard Semper Paratus (Latin - Always Ready)

Finally Got A Straight Answer.
I dont know what to say or really think at the moment, most of my family already knew.. but me.. well I always pushed it back thinking... no hes fine.. hes doing so much better then what he was doin a year ago. My youngest Isaiah after goin back and forth to the hospital for the past 2 years was finally diagnosed with Autism today. I just recieved a call from his specialist to confirm it. He has been attending a pre school for children with special needs for the past year..but noone really came out and told us what was up. They would tell me he might have it or, he could be fine and just a tad slower then other children..to me he was and still is just.. Isaiah. His father and My father have claimed him to be"retarded" for lord knows how long.. how in the freakin hell can you say that about your own child/grandchild?? If you only knew Isaiah , you would be blown away by him. He is simply amazing. Nothing slow about him at all, let alone effin retarded. Keep in mind

Lost
I’m lost without you I’m empty if your not here I become undone without you Walking through life so unclear I’m not myself without you Shivering cold is what I show Sadness without you Your memory is what I hold

I Am A Real Artist
Okay a lot of you might not know this but I am really an amateur professional poet. It is all copywrited and please don't copy it without my express written permission. This is the latest one but all of my work so far can be found at www.poetry.com and search for me. ask in a message i will tell you my name. Pain and Suffering I try to hide my pain behind a fake smile many cannot see it for they ignore everything yet those few who care see right through me all the way to my suffering within those few who care is my true love for her I want to be strong not feel the pain I feel yet she has a portal to my soul knows when I am suffering she comforts me with her voice a small part of her lies within my heart she is always with me so when I feel pain and suffering I look to my heart there I find peace for she is with me through it all Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea

Looking For Divas Den Staff!!
FIRST STICKY OF THIS WILL GET 150K IN FUBUCKS FROM MSMAINE!!! JUST SEND HER A MESSAGE!!!! The Divas Den is look for sum staff for this amazing lounge. We would love to have sum of you divas as staff but if not we will have to go outside the divas. This is our lounge and would love to have it staffed with you amazing ladies. Sapphire Sky is the manager of the lounge and BabyGurl Sarah is the head promoter. Please see these amazing divas if you are interested in being apart of this lounge!!!! Sapphire Sky*~Manager at Diva's Den~*@ fubar BabyGurlSarah~*~Head Promoter/Greeter of Dylon's Divas~*~@ fubar IF YOU STICKY THIS PLEASE COME TO MSMAINE: Ms.Maine~WiseGal to The Godfather of the Divas~¢¾{Dylon's Freaky Comare Diva}¢¾@ fubar

Just Another Poem.
The End Sadness is all around me Closing upon me like a cloud covers the sky Hope fades fast Tears swell in my eyes Dull constant pain my chest Tingling in my arms Coldness is all I can touch Gloom all around Heartbeat slowing down My soul I feel escaping from my body Transcending my consciousness Leaving behind all the sorrow Abandoning all the pain Forever gone Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea

All My Life
All my life I’ve been searching for something Something never comes, never leads to nothing Nothing satisfies, but I’m getting close Closer to the prize at the end of the road All night long I dream of the day When it comes around and it’s taken away Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most Feel it come to life when I see your ghost Calm down, don’t you resist You’ve such a delicate wrist And if I give it a twist Something to hold when I lose my grip Will I find something in there? To give me just what I need Another reason to bleed One by one hidden up my sleeve x2 Hey don’t let it go to waste I love it but I hate the taste Weight, keep pinning me down) x2 Will I find a believer? Another one who believes Another one to deceive Over and over down on my knees If I get any closer And if you open up wide And if you let me inside On and on I got nothing to hide x2 Hey don’t let it go to waste I love it but I hate the taste Weight, keep pinn

Stuff I Wrote
all written by me, please do not rip or copy or anything without asking me. just sharing a lil bit of me with all of you. Alone i walk alone in a world of darkness all around me all i can see is pain the only sounds i hear are screams and cries for help alone on a corner a shadow of a boy sits alone the closer i get a lump builds in my throat with tear drenched hands he reaches up to me i realize the little boy is me i take his hand into mine im overtaken by the pain of years past a lifetime of sorrow and empty pain where did that little boy inside me go buried beneath the bricks of the walls built around me aching to feel what was long forgotten to feel the warmth of love to be held and not judged to be wanted alone i stand in the darkness surrounded by pain and cries for help holding tight to the little boy inside -steve rainwater Broken Walls ive spent my life hiding behind walls spent my life building my walls bric

To My New Mumm Voters
this one is going out to all my new voters on my mumm what should i do please check out my profile and pic to help me out on getting to level 21 with your help i will get there i would like to have all of you on my list of friends so please check my pics and stashes out and i will be at my fulord status in no time love you all and ty again for helping me out o.k.

Dj Kaijaw Live
Come On In To The New Skull Crusher Radio Lounge We Just Opened And Are Looking For Staff. So Come Check Us Out If You Think You Got What It Takes. We Are Hiring Bartenders , Greeters , Dancers , Security , Promoters and DJs. Where the real Cowboys From Hell Hang Out So No Cry Babies From the Biker Bar Allowed We Want you to Come Enjoy The Tunes With Live DJs ORDER SUM DRINKS OR BEER OR SHOTS WE GOT IT ALL!!

No Title
She is beautiful. The eyes that I could lose myself in for hours, viewpoints into the most beautiful and fragile soul that God has ever created. Eyes that have shed too many tears, they show too much pain. But there is trust there, now...a trust I will never betray. If I get my way those beautiful eyes will never hold another tear. There is love in those eyes, a love that has been taken for granted, abused...misdirected. It will be cherished and protected, never taken for granted again. There is a past in those eyes, secrets held deep inside..I hope to unlock them, I hope to know everything those eyes have seen, everything they have encountered. The little strands of hair that fall into her face. Covering her face, hinting at the beauty beneath. Ever changing, just like the person. Wild and free, untamed. Some would say confusing, difficult, impossible to understand...but to me it's comforting, easily understood, I've known her since I was created. Fiery red, like a quick-temper.

Thank You Everyone!!!
TRACY@FUBAR Even tho I am leaving here... I will take all of you with me... I did what I set out to do on this sight when I very first joined. I made GODMOTHER!!!I could of never done this without so many of you helping me thru the year!! The past couple days have left me speechless to see the love that you all gave me ... Fat Sonny YOU ARE THE MAN!!! Thank You again everyone!!

Money
http://bux.to/?r=KCOmerta Allright the link here above is a place i came along through some freinds in a game i play online with them it makes you money and everytime you bring someone to the site the make you money....just here i will get ...just hold on lol this under explaines a little bit on how you make somewhat of a furtune here at this site, all you gotta do is sign up and everytime you get on your computer you get on here and make your money wehn you go to check your mail anything like that just its TOTALLY WORTH IT!!!!!!!!(over time ish pending on if you take the deals the give or not:D) We pay you $0.01 for each website you visit and $0.01 for each website your referrals visit. As premium member $0.0125 for each website you visit and $0.0125 for each website your referrals visit. There is no limit in the amount of websites you visit or referrals that you obtain. Your earning possibilities are virtually endless.

You’ve Come Home - Soldier
-He carried the flag and bled for you all, don't turn your back on him. -He answered the call, dealt death to them all, he's not your enemy. -He's come home tonight, no girl by his side, he's got no one to love. --HE'S ALONE-- Soldier Boy... You've come home now. Soldier Boy... Now you’re all alone. -He sits in the dark, black hole in his heart, his friends have not returned. -He screams to the night, there's no one to fight, the ghosts are in his head. -With tears in his eyes, the ghosts terrorize, he wakes in a cold sweat. --SO TERRORFIED-- Soldier Boy... You've come home - now. Soldier Boy... But there's no one home. -A gun in his hand, he has a new plan, he'll take his life tonight. -The gun to his head, a sad look in his eyes, one squeeze it all it takes. -Alone in the night, is how he will die, a last breathe escapes his lips. --HE'S GOING HOME-- Soldier Boy... You've gone home, now. Soldier Boy... Now you’re finally home. -He carri

Online "friends"
Hear lately I am truly getting fed up with people online. I know some of you are gonna read this and get all offended or start sending me messages asking if its about you, well its not if it was about you would have told you. What the fuck is up with the drama and bullshit of online people. I mean damn what the hell is up with the only reason people add you (on any site not just Fubar) is cause they either wanna cyber or they wanna have drama or they r points whores?? I mean is there anyone left that truly gets online to just make new friends or meet someone? Come on people what the hell is your life seriously that fucking boring you have to jerk off for some stranger online. Better yet if you have so few friends that you ave to get online and cause drama what the hell is wrong with you. What did these people not get enough drama in high school to hold them over for few years. Grow the hell up damn. These are websites this is not life or death. Your not gonna die and your hearts not go

Way Too Much Fun!
yesterday i went for a two hour walk with chris, when but what do i see but a park... with SWINGS. I talked her into hopping onto them and we did that for like 45 minutes. then we ran and played on the slide. people going by in cars looked at us like we were insane. but i love swings. so boo to you. :)

Fubar Owned Sex Slave To Executioner For A Month Lol Love You Sweety Ty
fubar owned by executioner for a month plz all go check him out and remember him still in our prayers love you sweety imikimi - Customize Your World EXECUTIONER/I Make Problems Disappear@ fubarEXECUTIONER/I Make Problems Disappear@ fubar EXECUTIONER/I Make Problems Disappear@ fubar > > > > > This is what I am willing to do for the winning bid...so make it good.... > > > > > > 100 11s during HH > > > Rate stash during HH > > > Daily comment > > > A gift each day > > > 1 Bulletin pimpout each week > > > Your link in About Me > > > > > > Add to family for the month you own me > > >

Holy Smoke
You simply have to see this music video. Iron Maiden was recording the "No Prayer for the Dying"-album and used Steve Harris' studio at the time. They recorded this video on the grounds surrounding it... You can tell they had a great time doing this video...

Help Me Run Away From Myself
I guess its the rain. I don't know but i am in this morose state of mind. I mean, i am in a Suicide Virgins watchings, Rolling Stones Paint It Black, Kurt Cobain Diary, Gary Jules Mad World listening darkness. And the thing that baffles me is the intensity of it and the fact that it came out of absolutely nowhere. Or at least it feels as if it came out of nowhere but the reality is I'm never too far from falling over the edge of contentment into this sea of despair. I honestly am trying to figure out WHY i feel this or rather what i get out of feeling like this. I guess it feeds into my sense of being the perpetual outsider. I was told that i absolutely refuse to see myself the way that others see me. He said that I have the exasperating ability to find beauty in everything but me. That's not entirely true. I think I am a beautiful person..but i'm honest enough to admit it over compensation. I couldn't afford not to be a nice person. He said that line of thinking is where my

My Leg
I am supposed to be sleeping for 4 more hours, but just woke up to an intense leg pain starting at my thigh and ending at my toes, shooting through the entire leg. The weather changes is working like a charm (or curse) on my herniated disc. I haven't had this pain in a while tho. Fucker

Remember The Phone Cord? I’d Like To Strangle Myself With It!
There's something I've always noticed about phone cords... you could always tell who had been talking on a phone by looking at a phone cord. If it was a woman, the cord would be a tangled twisty mess like Christmas lights being excavated from their storage box. If it was a man, the cord would be straight and in perfect order. I'm pretty sure there's deeper meaning to this observation... I suppose if I were smarter, I could say something poignant and poetic about how women and men approach life differently and relate it to the way they treat a phone cord. My OCD won't allow me to pass by a tangled phone cord without detangling it. In many cases, it's a lost cause. I've never understood how women can live with the cord being so mutilated. It actually hinders the performance of one of its basic functions which is to be stretchy to allow you to move around freely while also returning to its natural coil shape for tidy storage. It's entirely possible my observations are selective a

My Daughter(poem)
My life is bleak, My life is incomplete, My heart is broken, Without her, I cry and weep. Where are you my daughter? I cannot see you, I miss you, My daughter. I am lost without you, I wanted to see you grow, Become a woman. But they took you before my time was done, I miss you. Anna Marie. My life is bleak, My life is incomplete, Without you daughter

For All The Haters
HEY EVERYBODY FROM 54 AND ANY OTHER LOUNGE THAT HATES SNAKE EYES RADIO CAUSE WERE TOP LOUNGE DONT HATE US CAUSE OUR STAFF AND MEMBERS ARE LOYAL AND SO ARE OUR STAFF YOU WANTED THIS WAR NOT US BUT YOUR RUN AROUND FUBAR CALLING IN ALL YOUR FRIEND BOUNCERS AND SAYING WE ARE GONNA GET DELETED WHERE HERES WHAT I SAY TO THAT............ FUCK YOU AND FUCK ALL YOUR LITTLE HATEING BUDDYS WHO WANNA STAND AGENST US WE STOOD STRONG AGENST THE OLD FANTAISA AND OVER CAME THEM TO BE THE DOMINATE LOUNGE NOW THE RIVALS ARE SCARED AND STARTING DRAMA AND ACUSEING US OF STARTING IT WELL HERE IT IS YOU WANT THE OUT RIGHT DRAMA YOU WANT A PATSI TO BURN TO THE GROUND HERE I AM FUCKERS SO FUCK YOU FUCK THE HATERS AND DEFF FUCK ANYBODY WHO WILL STAND IN THE WAY OF THE SER FAMILY THATS RIGHT FAMILY WE TAKE CARE OF OUR OWN AND WHEN ONE OF OUR FAM GETS ATTACKED WERE GONNA BE THERE FOR EM SO AFTER MY RANT IM GONNA SAY THIS BAN MY ACOUNT RATE ME ALL 1'S AND BLOCK ME THREATEN ME I DONT GIVE A FUCK FUCK ANYBODY WHO S

Douchebag Replacements... Get ’em Here!
The term "douchebag" is officially over. Actually, it is way beyond its expiration date. Sure, we’ve tried different ways of keeping it fresh - d-bag, douchenozzle, douchetard, douchefuck, etc... Let’s face facts, it stopped being cool a couple of years ago, but we continue to use it for lack of something better - I’m guilty of this as well. I thought I would submit some suggestions hoping at least one of them would stick. *1 Botard - simple combo of "botox" and "retard" - effective for both sexes. Also can be used as "You’re botarded" which could mean that the person has so much fake about them that they are stupid... figuratively suggesting they’ve had so much botox, it seeped into their brain. Gunge - Gunge is basically unidentified sticky residue - sometimes describing old ejaculate. This word is very versatile as you can add the traditional "bag," "eater," "licker" or new ones like "mop" or "sack." For example: "That dude is suck a Gungefuck." or "He’s so gungey." A "gunge

A Sweet Friend In Need....
Most everyone should know Bonnie; if not please go by & say hi. Her Bday is coming up & she'd really like to level to Henchmen. Could you go drop her some rates for me?? If ya tell me you dropped some rates her way I'll get ya a jello shot! DJWîččâ~Mgr Sixth Sense~ mum to wanda, rena, tina, drew , tom & leon@ fubar ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Tao_zen2006
Again.. retarded shout box.. read bottom to top.. tao_zen2006: the woman who won- was having her 21st bday- her best friend ally dared her to find a guy taht she was attracted to at the party and fuck him in front of the party ->tao_zen2006: i dont.. depends who i was playing the game with n stuff..doubt it.. tao_zen2006: would u take cloths off to win 2 grand? tao_zen2006: lol 1st three dares were of two women flahsing and a guy getting totally anked lol ->tao_zen2006: uh.. good for you.. tao_zen2006: we werer playing Dare! like truth or dare but all dares and there was 2grand in the pot- you cold not win the moeny if you turned down a dare ->tao_zen2006: good.. tao_zen2006: im good just got back from a crazy party ->tao_zen2006: well its a minute away from being afternoon to me.. lol.. but im ok.. u? tao_zen2006: how r u tonight ->tao_zen2006: hi.. uh.. thanks.. tao_zen2006: hi you have beautiful eyes

Touch It
From the sight of you I can feel the excitement building. I feel it pulsing... Harder, and harder. It has its own beat. The rhythm is sporadic. The pace changing in anticipation of what you will do. Everything around me is moving at a slow pace. My eyes refuse to blink, afraid I might miss something... Its a struggle for me to maintain composure. Just as I think I have it under control... You touch it... The world stops, and I can barely breath. My body is electrified, and I feel like I'm floating. You've captured me in complete silence, and I contemplate what just happened... How did you do it? In one moment you touched it, and changed everything. Beyond all protective layers... you reached out... and touched my heart.

Deadly Blast Strikes Iranian City
Deadly blast strikes Iranian city Television channels urged people in Shiraz to donate blood for the injured At least eight people have been killed and more than 60 wounded in an explosion in the southern Iranian city of Shiraz, Iranian media reports say. The blast reportedly occurred during an address by a cleric in the Hoseyniyeh Shohada religious centre in the city. The city's Law Enforcement Force commander, Col Zamani, told the semi-official Fars news agency that the explosion had been caused by a bomb. There has been no immediate claim of responsibility for the blast. Fars said the death toll was expected to climb and that at least three of the wounded were seriously hurt. An initial Iranian TV report said scores had been killed, but later revised its death toll to "several". Weekly meeting Fars said the explosion occurred at around 2100 (1630 GMT) and could be heard a mile (1.5km) away. The Irna news agency said it broke the windows of many nearby

Why Do I Bother......
It seems to me that I can do some things right and other things I'm just no good at. I have ruined friendships, which is now very apparant to me, I have alienated people to the point that they think that I'm the one that is the problem...and then in other areas of my life, nothing could happen to make it better than it already is. I work hard, I'm a mom and a college student. I work hard at being a mom, cuz I don't think that I will ever qualify for the "best mom award"...I work even harder as a student...first because I'm not the typical college student, since it seems that Father Time insists that I have another birthday again this year (lol) and then I have to try all the more harder so that I can make it into grad school, so that I can get my masters degree... So where have I gone wrong...I mean am I that horrible of a persont as it seems to the people that I have hurt. Did I mean to hurt these people...HELL NO...but I'm not forgiven for it, do I forgive myself, no how ca

Time Stands Still
Time stands still Current mood: sad Tomorrow is the 5 yr anniversary of my husband, Bruce's death. I can remember all the details of that day. I still miss him so much. I am trying to move on and maybe I have in some ways, but he is still in my heart. I still have days when I get so down because he is gone. I still have trouble trying to make sense of it. A healthy man gets lung cancer. He had to suffer for two years and I ask myself, WHY? I believe in God, but I am still angry that he would let him suffer so much. And yes, I still have times when I would trade my life for Bruce. I try to move on, but it is still hard. I have met a lot of men online and even met a few in person. The ones I have met have fallen short and I can only hope there is still someone out there for me. Someone who can fill that empty void in my life. I have alot to offer. Time stands still, but yet continues to pass me by.

Mastercard Wedding
You got to love this guy... This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope.. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them weeks e

Looking For The Kristy That Is Fu Wife To Scott/lord Vader.
To Kristy where are you hiding??? You are just being mean, and you are playing games with his heart. At least you could call him and tell him how you really feel. Do not break his heart. Stop playing games. Love is something you should not mess with. Do the right thing. From: Someone who cares. Misty

Let Me Be!?!?!?!?!?!
I don't understand why life treats you the way it does. One minute you feel so great the next minute you feel used and unwanted. This past week has been nohing but a series of events that make me wonder am I doing something to deserve all this? At the begining of this week I felt so powerful and loved and wanted and by the end it was the total oppisite. I guess that's what I get for putting my trust in people without thinking twice. I guess this just makes me learn to evaluate more situations before jumping into them. I thank you for listening. Just needed to vent. That is all!!!!!!!!

Past Songs Featured On Battle Of The New Rock
Hope you Enjoy! Cinder Road - Shouldve Known Better Red - Already Over Disturbed - Inside the Fire Blacktide - Shockwave Korn - Kiss Papa Roach - Be Free Marylin Manson - Vodevil Chevelle - The Fad Ashes Divide - The Stone

Passion Expressed
A warm smile A tender touch in the night, Gentle fingertips Delicate kisses placed just right. A heart captured Souls intertwined, The joyous smile On your face I find. Passion expressed A lover’s lust, The satisfaction Of desires a must. Treasured ecstasy Beyond mortal need, Wondrous sensations All emotions exceed. Limitless love Of a precious two, The unending contentment I find in you. These are the pleasures You have given to me, These are the reasons Only my love you’ll see. For you see my sweet Cat You are everything of beauty I know, So how could I ever resist the temptation Of letting my deep love for you show? How could I halt my feelings Of a true love that just might be? Yes, my sweet Cat how could I not pray That maybe you too, might love me.

Urbandictionary.com Definition Of My Name
Has extreme likeness to a Matt. A Sexy Best. 'Toms' Are known to be genius' and to be extremely skilled and gifted in the field of literature. Commonly seen without a shirt due to their exemplary physique. Toms also are known to have great moral values and being very sensitive to a womans needs.

You Help Me And I Help You More
OK here goes I have lots to offer so take me up on just one or many of the wonderful things I have in store. WHAT I AM OFFERING Want 50 - 11's at Happy Hour - Want a sfw or nsfw salute by me - Want 150 comments in a contest of your choice - Want me to rate all the stash I can in 1 Happy hour - (All of these can be used for you or a friend you choose) WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR You can leave 100 comments on the link below Make me something (I love stuff from friends) Send me 10 friends that fan, rate and add me (in the add say who sent you is a must) Rate 50 pics at happy hour with 11's MY CONTEST LINK TYVM EMAIL ME WITH WHAT YOU HAVE DONE AND WHAT YOU WANT LilBabyBi - AKA (Naughty Chic)

Pitch Investors
Pitch Investors FundingPost has several opportunities to pitch directly to investors across the country. Here's how it works: We list the cities that we are going to be in. Choose one that you are interested in to pitch investors. You get a 15 minute pitch to a board-room of investors with Powerpoint, followed by 5 minutes of Q&A. Typical rooms have 5-15 active Venture and Angel Investors interested in funding new deals. The pitching fee also includes the following: * We also make your PowerPoint Presentation available for investors to view online as they read your profile. (Value: Priceless) * 2 tickets to the FundingPost Venture Event that day, includes meal. * A one-year subscription to FundingPost.com, where your online profile can be viewed by over 6,000 investors on our network. (Value: $400) * 1 hour of Pitch and Business coaching to go over and fine-tune your presentation for investors (extremely important!) FundingPost is the leading organize

Relocating My Spiritual Side
In January I was reunited with the love of my life. Here it is April and I'm single, but after doing some meditation and searching for answers within myself I realised that being single might be good. When I reunited with him my spiritual side flew right out the window. My faith is what helps me be a strong woman and I lost that. When I'm with him I transform myself into this docile little girl that I'm just not! People from India believe in wizards because wizards aren't those like "Merlin" who can perform feats of magic, but who can cause transformation. After thinking about this it means that being happy with who I am is not relying on a man to make me happy, that I am "the wizard"! I make me happy. I can turn my own fears to joy, my frustrations to fulfillment, that I can carry myself beyond limitations and into the boundless. To be a woman who knows herself and doesn't let a man or a man's point of view change me. I will not cower to serve or please a man, I am a str

Recalls On Toys
so ok noah has this toy that was recalled recently now he has had it for almost 4 yrs it is a leap frog toy that says colors word sounds and sings well they recalled it recently because a parent just now discovered that it can cuss lmao so well i have known this since about a week after he got it i never thought to send it back and have it recalled lmao i mean who would think a child would figure out how to make it cuss....so i only thought of this because i was sitting here watching him play with this caterpillar toy and he my angel of a son (ok so his horns hold up his halo) makes the to say fuck lmao i thought it was hilarious he didnt know why i was laughing or why i wanted him to turn it off but i find the toy amusing so i am not letting some recall for letter sounds stop me from enjoying it lmao even though my ten yr old (has lost his halo) was trying to make it cuss

Yeah, So... I Lost 65lbs
I'm still losing and hit slow periods. So, I try to do something every now and then to get me pumped back up again. I'm going to get a new Driver's License photo for my birthday roflmao People don't believe it's me... would you?

Updates For Thursday 4/17!
Good Morning Everyone! Profile of the Week: A.J. . Member of the Demon Crew Family@ fubar Drop by her page and show her some love! She needs 310K to level. We also have two unofficial contests/giveaways going on at the moment. Scooter is in my contest where the top prize is a 30 Day Blast or a 3 Month VIP and Mz. Attitude needs 4K more in comments for a VIP Since round 2 of the Battle of the Sexes has not started yet please help them out with some comments! When Round 2 does begin it will be Lori and Wolfie going head to head against each other. Family members at this point can only bomb the same sex as themselves, but any outside help can bomb who ever. In other words if you are male and in the family you have to bomb the male and vice versa. Don't forget our meeting will be held tonight on Yahoo at 9:30PM EST. This will be held whether or not Fallen Angel and Cain make it online. We have some important issues to cover so please make every att

Hey All
well things all going well i decided the hole top friends thing had to go im mean its rude when ur all my top friend .and if ur on my famil just means U talk to me the most .REally though im not that interesting but u seem too keep in contact so yeah anyway too all my friends keep in touch dont wait for me to say hi it doesnt mean i dont want to talk and damn i can rate ur pics while im there .and forgive me if i havent said hi lately .thats all folks ttyl i hope and u dont have to buy me anything just say hi .chow!!

Night In The Park
Night in the Park You're walking around there in the dark, As your lover and you sneak into the park, Through the gate you walk hand in hand, Enjoying the warmth in the touch of his hand. He pushes you up against a tree, Pinning your body as his hands roam free, There is a thrill in thought of getting caught, Increasing your desires that cant be fought. He lifts your shirt, the breeze caressing your skin, The heat of his touch, the coolness of the wind, Exciting you now as he caresses your nipple, Moaning out loud as your body is covered in goose pimples. The pleasure, the pain, first his tongue then the bark, Such a wonderful feeling here in the park, Sucking in your nipple oh so deep, Your hands on his shoulders feeling the heat. You know with the ways things did begin, There is only one way it is going to end, Pushing his head lower, you start to moan, As he undoes your pants you let out a groan. The breeze can not cool the fire you've found, As y

Harrassed
To all my friends and family, I am being harrassed by WorldTraveler. I was trying to be his friend but he has turned into a possessive crazy man who does not want me to talk to anyone on fubar. Please disregard any letters or notes he sends to you. He is mean and nasty. Thanks.

To Every Guy
To every guy... This is how every girl (and person) should be treated To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy th

Unfinished Poem
Fire in my mind there is a fire in my head searing my mind consuming me reducing me devouring my soul noxious fumes chocking malevolent malignant sinister a spirit of despair afflicting my mind anguish my companion disaster my bedfellow

Harley Creed
HARLEY DAVIDSON CREED We believe in going our own way No matter which of the way the rest of the world is going We believe in bucking the system that’s built to smash individuals like bugs on a windshield Some of us believe in the man upstairs All of us believe in sticking it to the man down here We believe in the sky and we don’t believe in the sunroof We believe in freedom We believe in dust, tumbleweed, buffalo, mountain ranges, and riding off into the sunset We believe in saddlebags and that cowboys had it right We believe in refusing to knuckle under to anyone We believe in wearing black because it doesn’t show any dirt or weakness We believe the world is going soft and we’re not going along with it We believe in motorcycle rallies that last a week We believe in roadside attractions, gas station hotdogs, and finding out what is over the next hill We believe in rumbling engines, pistons the size of garbage cans, fuel tanks designed in 193

Get To Me
Well an airplane's faster than a Cadillac and a whole lot smoother than a camel's back But I don't care how you get to me Just get to me Parasail or first class mail Get on the back of a Nightingale Just to get me, I don't care just get to me Prokeds, mopeds take a limousine instead They ain't cheap but they're easy to find Get on the highway point yourself my way Take a roller coaster that comes in sideways Just get to me- yeah Go on hitch a ride On the back of a butterfly There's no better way to fly To get to me I look around what I got And without you, it ain't a lot I got everything, with you, everything. Maybe you could pollinate over The Golden Gate Take a left hand turn At the corner of Haight And then a sharp right At the first street light And get yourself on a motor bike And if you think you'll Get stuck in a traffic jam That's fine, just send yourself Through a telephone line It doesn't matter how you get to me Just get to me Go on hitc

Made By ♥ Blairmare ♥ Love It Hun Xxxx
This is made by ♥ Blairmare ♥ YOU RAWK GIRL! Thank you so much I Love it! &hearts Blairmare &hearts{OWNER of Tappinit!}{ OWNED BY PEBBLES IN ARIZONA}@ fubar FAN HER RATE HER AND ADD HER AND THEN WORSHIP HER!

60 Cheesey Things A Perfect Boi Would Do
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a

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Everybody knows what a dragon is: an enormous, fierce, bloodthirsty creature appearing in fairy tales and legends as an accessory whose main function is to set off the bravery of knight challenging him. The dragon is an obscure, mysterious character, described in broad terms, and is little more than foil to enhance the hero's valor. Dragon is a legendary beast in the folklore of many European and Asian cultures. Legends describe dragons as large, lizard like creatures that breathe fire and have a long, scaly tail. In Europe, dragons are traditionally portrayed as ferocious beasts that represent the evils fought by human beings. But in Asia, especially in China and Japan, the animals are generally considered friendly creatures that ensure good luck and wealth. According to some medieval legends, dragons lived in wild, remote regions of the world. The dragons guarded treasures in their dens, and a person who killed one supposedly gained its wealth. The English epic hero Beowulf die

Candles & Wine
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The Saddest Truth: An Early Morning Soliloquy
so i heard this song and it touched me so deeply, i was blinded by the truth of how small things really are in this big life. for so long, i've been afraid to love and lose, and well, simply to lose. now, faced with loss, i shake myself to see that i've been wasting my time for so long...wasted my love by not giving it away, wasted my heart by letting foolish people hurt me, wasting my time by thinking i had so damn MUCH time. i kept myself from people for some foolish and crazed reason, all in the name of not getting hurt. i kept people at the surface of me and made my cover so strong, so impenatrable that i and everyone else thought i needed no one. the sad thing is that others teach us how to treat ourselves by how they treat us. when people you trust play games with you, it changes some part of your heart and depletes your trust. FINALLY i understand it all, and the saddest truth is that it takes losing someone so vital to me to realize all i've put on the line. God, mak

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Cancer the Crab The Sun awakened Cancer the Crab, a feminine sign in the zodiac on your birthday. The Sun in astrology stands for your inner nature, your essential character. The fourth sign of the Zodiac, Cancer is ruled by the restless Moon. A cardinal (creative and original) sign, Cancer governs home life, matters to do with women (especially the mother), as well as sensitivity and emotional intensity. It is a water sign, so Cancerian people are emotionally intense and deeper than they appear on the surface, while quite sensitive and understanding once you get through that tough exterior. The Sun, ruler of our inner nature, is somewhat dimmed in Cancer, the home of the Moon. Creative and romantic, with a strong love of home, family and tradition, you are a good communicator and a strong provider. Your deep sensitivity presents you with valuable and illuminating intuitions, especially regarding those you care for. Powerful Intuition Paradoxically combining a love of

Apple Buys Chip Designer-forbes.com
BURLINGAME, CALIF. - Late Tuesday, in response to questions from Forbes.com, an Apple spokesman said Apple has agreed to buy a boutique microprocessor design company called PA Semi. The company, which is known for its design of sophisticated, low-power chips, could spell a new future for Apple's flagship iPhone, and possibly iPod products as well. The 150-person chip company, P.A. Semi, was founded in 2003 by Dan Dobberpuhl, who was a lead designer for the well-regarded Alpha and StrongARM microprocessors developed by Digital Equipment in the 1990s. "Apple buys smaller technology companies from time to time, and we generally do not comment on our purposes and plans," said Apple (nasdaq: AAPL - news - people ) spokesman Steve Dowling. He declined to comment on the value of the deal, which a person familiar with the deal suggested was done for $278 million in cash. Apple is due to announce its quarterly earnings Wednesday. The decision to center the iPhone design around a chi

Battle Of The New Rock Music 04/24/08
Sunday Thru Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Thursday 04/24/08.. Last Night It Was: Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife (champion) V.S. Airbourne - Too Much, Too Young, Too Fast (Challenger) The Vote Was 4 - 2 Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife Held on Tonight to remain your champion! They Will Return Sunday Night with a New Challenger, So Make Sure you tune in at Midnight With Me DJ Nite Wolf.. The Big Bad Wolf, Only @ Dirty Deeds Radio.

Why I Fired My Secretary
Why I Fired My Secretary I woke up early, feeling depressed because it was my birthday, and I thought, "I'm another year older," but decided to make the best of it. So I showered and shaved, knowing when I went down to breakfast my wife would greet me with a big kiss and say, "Happy birthday, dear." All smiles, I went in to breakfast, and there sat my wife, reading her newspaper, as usual. She didn't say one word. So I got myself a cup of coffee, made some toast and thought to myself, "Oh well, she forgot. The kids will be down in a few minutes, smiling and happy, and they will sing 'Happy Birthday' and have a nice gift for me." There I sat, enjoying my coffee, and I waited. Finally, the kids came running into the kitchen, yelling, "Give me a slice of toast! I'm late! Where is my coat? I'm going to miss the bus!" Feeling more depressed than ever, I left for the office. When I walked into the office, my secretary greeted me with a great big smile and a cheerful "Hap

A Sustainable Pace
Friday, April 25, 2008 Sustainable pace Small efforts bring large results when repeated often enough. And anyone has the ability to make a small effort. Small efforts meet with little or no resistance. Over time, with patience and persistence, those small efforts can steadily wear down the most formidable challenges. Often, the progress that is the most reliable and unstoppable is the progress that falls below the threshold of detection. Though each individual effort may seem to have no effect when you make it, at some point you'll look back and realize the enormous impact of all your efforts added together. When you seek instant gratification from every action, you make life needlessly painful and frustrating. When you choose instead to treat each moment as an opportunity to make a small, positive, long-term investment in your life, the rewards will be many and great. Progress on your journey with one modest, joyful step at a time. By moving at a sust

Old Goats
A group of Americans were traveling by tour bus through Holland. As they stopped at a cheese farm, a young guide led them through the process of cheese making, explaining that goat's milk was used. She showed the group a lovely hillside where many goats were grazing. "These" she explained "are the older goats put out to pasture when they no longer produce." She then asked, "What do you do in America with your old goats?" A spry old gentleman answered, "They send us on bus tours!"

Chimaira - Pure Hatred
FUUUCCK!!! I have told you things need to change! You never listened or came to my aid! The vicious cycle has not changed! My times spent rearranged! Mother fuck it all! I can't stand this! Remember when I said Everyone makes me sick?! Well nothing has changed! (CHORUS) I hate everyone! I hate everyone! The vicious cycle still remains! Constant cluster fuck, bloodstains! Ignorance, you kill for God! Expression not allowed! You fucked it up! With your mother fucking games! Remember when I said I was so ashamed?! Well nothing has changed! I hate everyone! I hate everyone! You have to Pick and choose your fights! You have to Come out of this alive! I have told you things need to change! You never listened, never came to my aid! The vicious cycle still not changed! My judgement fades away! You'll never change me! Remember we are through! I am staying here! To betray all of you! And nothing will change! I hate everyone! I hate ever

Head On Collison
I've been waiting for a good day I've been holding back long enough I've been hurting to tell you some things it's not the falling of the temperature that's making all our bones run cool it's the breeze you make the presence felt when you're around me and it feels like I'm at an all-time low slightly bruised and broken from our head on collision I've never seen this side of you another tragic case of feeling bruised and broken from our head on collision I've never seen this side of you another tragic case and I'm still waiting for a good day I think I've held this long enough I think it's safe to tell you some things it's not just what you say to people and it's not the way you look at me it's the way you present yourself for all your worst critics to see and it feels like I'm at an all-time low slightly bruised and broken from our head on collision I've never seen this side of you another tragic case of feeling bruised and broken from our head on col

Please Help This Diva...
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**makes Ya Think**
THE BEST POEM IN THE WORLD! I was shocked, confused, bewildered as I entered Heaven's door, Not by the beauty of it all, nor the lights or its decor. But it was the folks in Heaven who made me sputter and gasp-- the thieves, the liars, the sinners, the alcoholics, the trash There stood the kid from seventh grade who swiped my lunch money twice. Next to him was my old neighbor who never said anything nice. Herb, who I always thought was rotting away in hell, was sitting pretty on cloud nine, looking incredibly well. I nudged Jesus, 'What's the deal? I would love to hear Your take. How'd all these sinners get up here? God must've made a mistake. 'And why's everyone so quiet, so somber? Give me a clue.' 'Hush, child,' said He, 'they're all in shock. No one thought they'd be seeing you.' Judge NOT. MAKES YOU THINK!!!!!!

Updates For Saturday 4/26
Good Morning Everyone! Profile of the Week: MASTER Cain ~Demon Crew Co-Founder-Master to Blood Vixen~He needs 2,217,102 points to GodFather!! We also have two unofficial contests/giveaways going on at the moment. Scooter is in my contest where the top prize is a 30 Day Blast or a 3 Month VIP DJ Yummy needs 10K in comments for a 1 Month VIP or Blast Since round 2 of the Battle of the Sexes has not started yet please help them out with some comments as much as possible! These are Unofficial contests/giveaways so you are not obligated to, but it would be nice. Please welcome our newest members.... ~DJ Yummy~demon crew member & DJ @ SunSetCafe~FuWife to DJ Disturbed & Wettangel~Kight Killers BabyG knight KILLER COUZIN IT bartinder@sunsetcafe&asst manager@nautghy g&g demon crew bomber

Forever Family!!!!!!!
DEAR, ALL FUBAR FRIENDS / FANS / FAM ... ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS ON HERE WAS JUST INFORMED THAT ONE OF HIS COUSIN WAS JUST DIED.. CAN U ALL PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME SYMPATHY FOR HIS LOST.. TRICKYS COUSIN THAT PAST AWAY....Chris Higginbotham aka 'Young Higgy' TRICKY YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY PRAYERS..KEEP STRONG BABE LOVE YA...COME SHOW SOME SYMPATHY TO TRICKY

My Mom...
Two months ago she had a tennis-ball size cancerous lump removed. Operatione went great and they started preventive kemo. At best she has never been over 110lbs. Now she is 69lbs. I was on stand-by incase I had to drive up north. A bacterial infection set-in...now she is on a vent... she may have 4 hours or 48 hours... Its 6:30pm...I am going to take a nap and my daughter & I are hitting the road as soon as I wake up as I've been up since 0600...The Edstang is to noisey and to modified to drive so we're taking the old TransAm...pray for my me/us... Will update and have my computer with me... FuBar Friends rule! OfficerEd 4-28-08: 0300 on-the-road Arrived 4:30pm. Mom passed while enroute. Stayed with my Dad over-night. Kind'a rough. Two soulmates, together for 49 years & 9 months. Self-employed co-owners of a publication... 4-29-08 plans & arrangements. 2 Viewings 5-1-08 Funeral 5-2-08. Very cool. A small brass jazz band played her favorite songs graveside en

Your Angel
An Angel to Set You Free by Carrie Hart Today, we ask an angel to come to you and set you free See her before you now, a beautiful angel floating in the air before you, her fluttering wings outspread, a bright golden glow about her head and emanating from her entire body She is aglow with love, with caring and affection for you First, she reaches into a little bag of golden silk and pulls out a handful of sparkling angel dust that she now tosses over you It falls down upon you, but instead of clinging to your skin, it becomes a band of energy, bright and glowing, around you This golden glow is clearing the field around you, purifying it, removing any residue of doubt or fear that has been clinging to you And now, she pauses and looks deep into your eyes, asking permission Nod your head yes: Yes, you grant her permission to look into your heart She touches you lightly over your heart and your heart opens wide to

Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn
The wilted flowers that I gave Were not as nice as your bouquet All the lyrics that I wrote Not as smart as the words you spoke The starlight above my hometown Ain't as bright as the star I've found Every drawing that I drew Was never ever as cute as you Serious as a heart attack I'm looking in my almanac I gotta find out all the things And find out where she got her wings Shimmy shimmy quarter turn I feel like I will never learn How can I check lost and found When I'm too busy getting down (Wasn't ready for that one) (Take it back to square one) [x2] Gotta get it back to A backup plan to find you Start acceleration Take it back to square one I swear that I'm not kidding We're just trying to fit in With all the other answers Questions never confirmed States that keep us far apart Track the beating of my heart Mark the places in my book With photographs we never took I swear that I'm not kidding The night time is so pretty With all the stars ab

Who Is Responsible?
I'm writing this Blog because this is an issue which is frequent in many people's lives and somehow, somewhere, most people seem to lose perspective in dealing with this. And losing perspective is understandable in the heat of the moment, but hopefully, this Blog can somehow be of help in how to view this rather heart breaking issue. Here goes: When someone has cheated / or is cheating on a person. Often, the blame falls first and foremost on whoever they got caught with. And many would go out of their way to exact revenge on that person, blaming them for their partner's infidelity. Ironically, it's not that person's fault. Yeah, they were part of the act. There are of course, the time when the person whom your partner cheated with is also very close to you. "Best Friend, family member, etc.." In this case, you have 2 people who broke your trust. But when push comes to shove, the first one most responsible, is the one whom you have the relationship with.

Your Love Shines Through.
You are beautiful within You are beautiful without There's no reason for your mind to Be consumed by senseless doubt. There are times we will remember There are nights we won't forget If we value every moment We will never feel regret. You have wisdom of exemption You are gentle like a child You will always be protected You will never lose your smile. There are friend who will remain Within our thoughts throughout our lives There are ties that can't be broken There are bonds that cannot die. And everything you do Your love shines through

Is Technology Ruining Children?
Technology is moulding a generation of children unable to think for themselves or empathise with others, says the leading brain scientist Susan Greenfield. Is it time to switch off? John Cornwell Susan Greenfield’s lower lip pouts as if to blow a raspberry. Then, in soothsaying mode, the solemn utterance: “The global cyber world promises a more reassuring, safer option than the messy world of in-your-face three-dimensional life. But the IT technologies are already blurring the cyber world and reality.” The hooded eyes readjust from Delphic oracle to larky chick as she flashes a face-splitting grin. “There are people,” she chortles, “who can’t believe, eh! that the planes crashing into the twin towers were actually real, eh!” The punctuating “eh!” prompts you to agree. Professor Greenfield, promoter extraordinaire of science, has written a book that makes routine auguries – global warming, economic downturns – look like mere gloomy hand-wringing. A specialist in brain degeneratio

Leave Some Lovin Will Ya??
You are My voice of reason In this world of treason You are What makes me sane When all I know is pain You are My eyes When the tears make me blind You are The half that makes me whole My sense of direction when I lose control You are My faith when I can't believe My air when I can't breathe You are My stars at night My sun in my sky You are all this and more Yes You are

Tonight You Getting All Of Me
I want to take my time... When it comes to giving you all of me... I don't want anything to spoil this moment of wanting to please you... My feelings of wanting to make love to you... I want it to be right and so very special... We got all night... No phones to ring off the hook... No un-expected knocks on the door... We can take those special moments to any level we desire... From those gentle stares into each other's eyes... To moments of those gentle touches... That will make our body heat drive us insane with lust and desire because... "Tonight you're getting all Of Me" Mmm! Come closer to feel my body pressed close to you... Warming you up to the next level of love games that we'll play... My lips connecting in ways... That love is supposed to be felt... Making your body melt for more... I want to make your soul move in ways that will stimulate your body... To maybe move our love session from the couch, and then slide down to the floor... Tasting all this is

Baseball & Yahoo
During the spring, summer and part of the fall months i watch a lot of baseball. I'm a huge fan of the Cardinals. I'll very rarely be on fubar when i am, but usually have my Yahoo IM logged on. If you need or want me, then get me there. It's been a strange day and i usually have at least one person pissed because i didn't answer them at these times. Don't be that person...thanks.

Just To Know Me More..
Hi again, I am Sammie Jo, But if you like you can call me "Sam" I am from Greenville, Pa..I am am Single something I prfer at the moment...I long to find the man of my dreams..The one that can be not only my man, But my best friend My lover, Someone I can spend the rest of my life with, Staying in love like each day is the first day me met...People take for granted the simple things that life can offer,Its not always about the big picture Meaning life is not about keeping up with the next couple,Having the fineset things, Its about the simple things two people can build together, the tears you share, the smiles, the laughter, the love you share everyday,Material things dont last forever,But the love you share together with someone you love does, granted it takes work..But with love anything is possible... I did not come here to talk dirty, But to express my passion,Make some great friends, Hopefully lasting ones. I am here to give advice,be your shoulder..Friends are

Vampires Are Shiny
vampires are shinycreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as VAMPIRE'S ARE AWESOME!You live in a world surrounded by vampires. it must be fun. keep looking for vampires there may be hope for them yet. band together and help hunted vampires! VAMPIRE'S ARE AWESOME! 88%no such thing as vampires 25%vamires are ok... 25%

Post Dated Back On April 20th..blog Of One Pissed Off Cunt !
Okay well when I was writting this down on notepad ( dont fucking ask ) I was a severly pissed off cunt, and you know , even though Im in a much better mood now then when I did write it, Im still abit unnerved by it all. I wrote this yesturday and I wrote it on notepad cause I wasnt in the mood for turning on the damn comp and typing at that current time, I was hiding in my room cautiously so there for I didnt hurt anyone whom crossed my path that lovely morning yesturday ...lmfao.. glitter-graphics.com Okay lets get to the damn blog right... I mean really what the fuck is taking so god damn mother fucking long.. Okay the mother fuck word has rubbed off on me from Mindy its all her fault..lmfao Listen Im yelling at myself what the hell has the world come to when all you have is to yell at your god damn self...should I beat my own ass??? Okay I was looking for a beating my own ass graphic when I stummbled across this one instead WTF??? glitter-graphics.com Now dont

Why Is It....
that i am not pretty? can anyone tell me is it my face? or is it just my weight? why is it that man that are old enough to be my father think i am pretty but the guys my age thinks i am ugly. i have a feeling i know why this is it is because the older men look at the inside the younger only look on what is on the outside. is that fair to me? i am a sweet person, a loving person, i would give the world to someone if i could. why are men so shollow? i just wish that i could find a nice guy that did not care what i look like on the outside. but no i cant oh well my life sucks so i might as well get over it and move on. i think that i am going to crawl back into my shell and never come out again and not talk to anyone any more that way i will never get hurt again. i will be in my own little world and no one can hurt me there. not that to many people would care anyway if i did that. oh well

Making People Laugh Is What I Do
My whole life I have been the funny guy and well recently I have took being funny pretty serious and I have went head first into making a career out of the being funny thing some say it is a long shot to actually make it but damn I have lucked up and even made onto radio not bad for a long shot huh? well hopefully this laughter thing takes me places and if it doesn't at least I can say I tried and I put a few smiles on some faces while doing it .

Don't Hold Your Breath
If we look across the ocean Or at white dots in the sky They'll feed up such emotion Yet you don't know why For we can be like children Pushing through the crowd Why question what we're here for Or who is behind that shroud Do you know the way to the gateway On the other side there is nothing Do you know of love that is spoken Anyone can tell you what you should do Anyone else tell them till you know who Never mind the place where they send you When you're feeling blue Go build your dreams of clear blue skies Don't hold your breath when reality cries Beautiful souls be happy Your heaven has now begun Can't believe the feelings that take me All roads lead to heaven and back The time for pain, it breaks me I wanna throw away those attached What can it be that we go through Everything that you don't want to Why does that stop me from ending Stop me again Are you out there Show me if you are Don't hold your breath.

What Should I Do?
Well here i am once again to blurt out my feelings and thoughts about my daily life. This time it is about that one wonderful person in you life who you think couldn't do wrong. Well i guess that has smacked me in the face once again. Today my boyfriend marty signed onto his myyearbook account and made it look like i was still signed on well guess what i wasn't it was his account and you know when you see a new email you just gotta take a quick look at it just to see who he is talking to well to my much surprise there was a sexual message from this droop dead beautiful woman younger then me and very much more well endowned then myself. i didn't think much of it until i went to look at his sent messages. well much to my surpise he has send hundreds and hundreds of emails to all of these skinny woman telling them how beautiful they are and how sexy they are when they are wearing practicly nothing. you know those type of woman who take pics of them selfs in bathing suits thei

Weird Dream...
I remember being in a house that was my grandfathers, but it wasn't my grandfathers how I know it, it was strange, much bigger, several stories, cluttered.. My grandfather always keeps his house clean and tidy, and it's a bit small..He wasn't my grandfather, he looked, talked, and acted nothing like him.. yet in this dream.. I couldn't tell the difference. There were lots of people there.. my grandfather (who was not really him.), my attacker of many years in my past, and people who, in the dream, were my cousins (but also not really them..) It's weird, I recognized and identified them in my dream as being my cousins and grandfather, but in reality, they look, talk, and act nothing like the way they did in my dream.. The only one who looked and acted himself was my attacker. In the dream there was a few of us sitting downstairs on the couches, trying to figure out where everyone would sleep, and then my attacker woke up on the couch (while we were still trying to figure out posit

Gas Could Hit $7/gallon!
By Marty Jerome EmailApril 29, 2008 | 2:00:00 PMCategories: Alt Fuel, Business, Finance, Fuel Economy, Policy, Post-Petroleum Both Qatar's oil minister and the head of OPEC can see oil hitting $200 a barrel before the end of the year and one analyst says gas could reach $7 a gallon within four years. That could mean cataclysm for the global economy. The world got a little relief today when BP reopened its North Sea pipeline. But the price of gas is averaging $3.60 a gallon and the price of oil is flirting with $120 a barrel with no relief in sight. Market forces don't seem to be functioning in their normal order. OPEC controls only about half of the world's oil supply. Ordinarily, when prices spike skyward, the world's non-cartel spigots open wide. Why isn't this happening and who's to blame? Oil Companies. Admittedly, obscenely compensated oil executives are laying low these days. Big Oil is rolling in profits. The Bush Administration's tax subsidies to oil companies, which

Surgeons
Six surgeons were sitting at a conference discussing their favourite patients when the first stated that he especially enjoyed operating on poets and artists because... "When I cut them open, they are filled with beautiful colours and the operating room is bathed in their light." "No No!" said the second surgeon, "I prefer operating on accountants. Inside them, everything is neat and orderly and all the parts are numbered." "Nah," said the third surgeon, "librarians are by far the best. Everything inside them is ordered alphabetically." The fourth responds: "Fellas, you should try electricians! Everything inside them is colour coded!" The fifth intercedes: "Personally, I prefer engineers. They always understand when you have a few parts left over at the end." "You're all wrong," said the sixth surgeon, "The best are lawyers. No guts, no spine, no heart...in fact, they only have two parts - their mouths and their rears, and both of those are interchangeable!"

I Am Back
after being gone for a month I am back in the saddle...to all my friends I have missed you. Some of you have kept in touch..which is awesome..SO I guess its time to get the ball rollin again.. Talk to ya soon T

Umm... Kindof Depressing But It's Me...
As I sit slowly back into my own death, The same boring dream I'll never forget. Love Everlasting, All our time is passing, Slipping away from Neverland. I feel the pain, It doesn't ever stop. My life is racing against the clock Insanity is setting in, According to the world we are living in Society judges right from wrong, This is a repeat of the same old song. Freedom at a price? There is no freedom No justice from judgement. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ My heart is slowly dying My happiness is always crying. Not wanting to be where I am Not really knowing where I stand. Mixed emotions flooding my head Am I alive or half dead? Longing to be somewhere else Wanting to be with someone who cares. I need attention I crave affection Have someone run their fingers through my hair Live life without a care. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Being somewhere I don't want to be Trapped in my own misery? Misery loves company, W

Fires Of Beltane
In the dark of night Magic takes its flight Fires are lit on the hilltops high Stars are scattered across the sky Legend is spun around the fires on Beltane Spirits dance and winds caress Bright-eyed girl in a golden dress Wild and untamed She has always been the same Dancing around the fires on Beltane Kind young bard Whose life had been too hard Plays sweet songs of ancient days Heart beats fast With a hope that always lasts Singing around the fires on Beltane Whispering couples steal away Into dark mysterious ways Love was weaved And they knew no greed Dreaming around the fires on Beltane In the dark of night Magic takes its flight Fires are lit on hilltops high Stars are scattered across the sky Legend is spun around the fires on Beltane

Beginning And End
center> In the Beginning & the End, It is you Souls are simple, Yet complex, I felt an attraction to you in the beginning, A feeling I've known,before I began this life, You were so friendly,you made me laugh, This familiar voice,from deep in my past, Our bond grew stronger, Time seemed to pass,yet stood still, A passion burned inside us, A beautiful light, Your eyes were sad & very lonely, From already a lifetime of searching, I have never felt your flesh to mine, Still I close my eyes & feel a tingle,knowing it's you, Time to meet,I know I'm ready, The day grows near to bring my soul home, We will be one, A single unit, Through our journey of our lifetimes, Our souls finally end their search, Katherine,you are much more than a friend, You were missing in the beginning but I have found you in the end.

Fantasy
Nooner Fantasy It was lunchtime. They'd been planning for this for weeks and finally the day had arrived. He'd stopped at the local fast food joint and picked up some food...he had to, at least, make it look like his intentions were honorable. Showing up for lunch with no food would be a faux pas. They'd agreed to meet for lunch at her house. They'd always just been friends and they were going to talk about "stuff." You see, he was married and she was in a long-term relationship. But, they’d always been able to talk about most anything. He rang the doorbell. From inside she called, "Come on in." As he entered the foyer, he could hear the water running in the kitchen, but saw no one. "Where are you?" he asked. "I'm in the kitchen, but just sit down. I won't be but a minute," she replied. "Where do you want me to put this food?" he asked. "Oh, just put it on the table there by the door, for now," she said with a little giggle. It was the giggle that did it...his fa

Pick A Topic!! Any Topic!!
Ok folks. I'm running out of blog ideas. So, I'm ganna leave it up to you. You pick a topic. Anything at all. Want to know what I think on a particular subject? Want to know something about me? Message me and tell me what you would like for me to blog about! Fisrt come, first serve!

The Fuck Up
The Fuck UP by LateNiteFantasy© He gets wakes up in the morning and hits the alarm clock another 5 minutes he falls asleep to the gentle tick tock he awakes with a start and the pounding of his heart he looks around for his sweetheart gets to the bathroom and does the math hell be far too late if he has a bath he jumps in the shower and does his best its cold so he quickly runs and gets dressed heading to work through the front gate he only realises then hes already late he gets to work on the bus the one after the one he missed Only to find his boss is seriously pissed. loads and loads of crap but he can handle it hes used to spending time dealing with shit he gets home and cooks dinner but its gone cold lifes supposed to be simpler as you grow old he decides to watch a movie that will cheer him up but theres nothing on so to bed he goes a miserable fuck up

Joli's V.i.p.'s
Je m'appelle Joli. MUAH! Become a part of my family for access to all of my family folders! I have just started to create my FU WORLD and will be adding and updating regularly. View pictures, chat with me here and let's have some fun! Just private message me to ask how! Each month you can renew and reserve your Family spot or choose to stay a friend. I will be designing some custom care packages for those true Joli fans as well. To include: NSFW Video Salutes, Autographed Pictures, Personal Items, Phone Calls, etc... If you have any requests or suggestions be sure to leave a comment. xoxo ~Joli~

Follow Little One...
Follow along little girl as I show you the way, you may be grown, yet young in our ways...* Follow the path we lay for you down, you may be grown, yet you are still not found...* Follow the rules & be bound by chains, you may be grown, yet you have to earn your way...* Follow what you are shown, you may be grown, yet you shall do as told...* Follow the wise words you will need to heed, you may be grown, yet in this life you will learn true need...* Follow the acts you will be taught, you may be grown, yet you are not yet ready to be brought...* Follow the stars in the skys, you may be grown, yet you know nothing of all lies...* Follow the Master to learn to serve, you may be grown, yet never to be heard...* Follow the guidence you are given, you may be grown, yet you have not started to truly live.................

Sad News!
SAD NEWS... Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Do

Lovers
As I awake in the early morning light, I stare at you and watch you sleep. My mind replays last night, the dinner, and that long drive home. I gently brush the hair from your face I think what a beautiful woman and what a lucky man I am. I lay back and my mind wonders to my truck, you sitting right next to me on the seat, your head on my shoulder. The smell of your perfume was intoxicating, that skirt showing enough leg, and that blouse cut really low to draw the look of every man in the restaurant, but you only had eyes for me, and I for you. In the truck you take my hand and kiss it softly and run it over your neck and down the front of your blouse. I run my hand over your creamy white legs, as I edge it to the hem of your skirt you stop me and hold my hand. You kiss my neck softly and whisper in my ear that you have a surprise for me. With another kiss, your hand is on my crotch felling me through my jeans. I grow with the sensation of your touch, I groan out of delight as you

Pleasure And Pain, Pain And Pleasure
Pleasure and Pain, Pain and Pleasure Stretched between two post, you find yourself bound, Arms held out wide, feet barely touching the ground, Legs also spread so there is nowhere to hide, The thrill of it all is making you high. Also a belt is strapped tight to your waist, Keeping inside the toy that's been placed, Feeling it there brings to your body an ache, One that only the pain will help slate. Bound for his pleasure in his dungeon dark, Where the darkness is soon broken by a spark, In the soft candlelight you Master now stands, Holding a riding crop there in his hands. Anticipation grows as you watch him stand there, Welcoming the night of pain and pleasure you'll share, For he is the man you have surrendered your life to, Finding more pleasures in all that you do. Walking to you, he kisses your lips, Then caresses your cheek with the crops leather tip, Dressed all in black, his body melts into the dark, Leaving his face showing, all pale, white a

9-11-01
I posted this in our old forum to a website that we ran. It's sad to see how views change over time. I'm sure that you all watched what happened today, and it's my fear that its all the beginning-- I know it it my heart. So, in respect for the thousands of lives that have been affected, I want to extend my sympathies. I pray that we-- as a country, united under God, can stick together and not be concerned with our petty differences. Fpr we are one people, fighting for the same cause...Freedom. What hundreds of thousands of Americans have died for, will continue to die for. What we fight wars for, what our flag stands for. I love that flag because I love my country and have a respect for the people in it, even if our views aren't always the same. When things like this happen, it hurts. It affects us all, whether you want to believe it or not and this is just the start.. the tip of the ice burg. I think we need to be more compassionate, and remember that we are in this tog

Moon Beams
Moonbeams... by LateNiteFantasy© Memories of futures passed... dwell in my eyes as the days of night and nights and nights and nights each slowly grow into tomorrows that remain the yesterdays of my life. Change unchanging... Stillness in motion... the halted flow - where DO we go? Why? Unanswered moments abound leaping each for attention that wasn't found... nor given... nor forgiven. Touched as always yet only within... life tasted jalopeno` sweet. While outside... eyes stare so blank - so still - mere empty vassals with vessels full of meaningless symbols... timeless chaff. Each seems to pointedly, pointlessly mock with diamond etched smiles on such thin veneer, as aimlessly drifting past each turns from side-to-side... I AM here... I AM... here... hear? "Moonbeams..." Moonbeams... flitter and gleam and fly and flow and follow... close but so very, very far. Do even 'they' dream? Have even 'they' memories? Are there shar

World Peace
...this is true. I asked my daughter tonight what she wanted most...and now it's a poem what do you want? Starlight said "world peace." So folks...ya know I've gotta try and give that to her, I may be but mere man but man I am and if my daughter desirers it I have to try and give it...so.......please folks...what is the fighting all about? Let's lay down arms...tilt a shot of whiskey...and call it even! Lets just say those fucking WMD's didn't exist anyway! Let's believe that Ala and God are one and the same! Lets sit by a fire together and sing...ain't no need to fight a war over something that don't exist! Why the hell should mothers and wives cry for an imaginary vendeta? Let's just live the one life we have...with our family, grow old as the oldest of the family...fuck everything else! It don't matter! For my little starlight...what do you say? Fuck bush...and his daddy! Fuck opec and the saudi's! fuck'em all! They ain't worth one american son! Let's nuke them! Let's blow the

A Thousand Words
A thousand words could not describe you, Or even begin to tell the tale, Beauty not even a blind man could subdue, With a million bumps of braille. I could never tell you how I feel, Because you take my breath away, Like a dream it seems so surreal, That I wake up next to you everyday. I cherish every second together we spend, I'll never take you for granted, Your not only my lover, but my best friend, You keep me stable in a world so slanted. You're the answer when I have no clue, My life, my heart, my dream, I get lost in your eyes so blue, Lost into a love so extreme. A thousand words could not describe you, Or our love so real, When I say I love you it's true, What are the one thousand words you feel?

Putting Wimax On The Fast Track
Tech giants Google and Intel will partner with Sprint Nextel and Clearwire to develop a $14.5 billion ultra-fast mobile network by Cliff Edwards READERS ALSO READ * Apple's Board: Still Room for Schmidt? * Bankruptcies on the Rise * Swedish Meatballs: Saab and Volvo * Another Blow to Sprint Nextel * Cutting Costs with Online Coupon Sites Story Tools * post a comment * e-mail this story * print this story * order a reprint * digg this * save to del.icio.us * linkedin connections In a seismic shift that may alter the U.S. wireless landscape, a coalition of tech giants will announce on May 7 that they will join forces with Sprint Nextel (S) and Clearwire (CLWR) to create a $14.5 billion ultra-fast mobile network. Google (GOOG), Intel (INTC), and the nation's biggest cable providers together will invest more than $3 billion in a technology called WiMAX (BusinessWeek, 09/03/07) that aims to deliver high-speed Web c

Just A Lady
Just a Lady Why do you put up with me? A woman with dreams and ideals A woman whos heart has loved you before she met you A flawed fool who brings you to tears with a heartless word With a gesture of frustration In one hand a rose of unconditional love In the other a pack of selfish goals? Why do you even stay in my sight? When I would give you the world And then rip it from your grasp without knowing Wanting to be your princess But driving a sword though you none the less I'll never know what you see in me And I may be just a woman But I know enough on this star filled night I never told you before But I know in my heart I am not worthy of one as you And in each stolen kiss I see God exists in your heart And I am blessed in the sight of you

Look To My Eyes
Look to My Eyes The softness of his skin against my lips Heightens lost sensations A touch of his hand The caress of his mouth Excites and invites me to taste all that he was All that he is All that he can ever be Through my eyes I see Fields on white flowers shine from his face His touch reminds me of a summer's breeze His voice like an angel's whisper In my eyes I have seen no sweeter desire Beheld no purer soul Felt no finer gossamer Qualities seen without the benefit of rose colored glasses An angel with his feet on the ground Who looks to my eyes for answers For reflections of himself And in my eyes Is this lady worthy of a unicorn's trust Those reflections are summed in one word Hope That one day I may finally be worthy of his heart And find myself in his eyes

Burg
I has a new OWNER! Whoot!!! Well, He has let me out of my cage JUST LONG ENOUGH to pimp him out! But I’m on a SHORT LEASH!!!!! The only way I can come out and play is if you all give us TONS of luvies!!! So Fan Rate and Add this awesome master of mine and hell, while your at it, CRUSH him too! Who doesn’t love a secret crush? He deserves it!!!! Even though he's my new owner, he really is an awesome guy and deserves to be pimped. He really is ALL THAT! He's sweet and shows love back. He is caring and truly a special Fu! Burg This PSA was brought to you by None other than Burgs Slave… Owned By Burg ღ Lådy Fåŋ‡åzïå™ღ

The Ballad
Where the moonlight meets the water On a path of light, She was sitting on a river bank, Tears like diamonds sparkled in the night. She already knew without him Life could never be the same, When she heard his voice coming from below- He was softly calling out her name. Come with me, Join the waves at last; We will always be together, Just like in the past Come with me Take the pain away Let the river help us meet again today First she thought that she was dreaming, As she looked in from above; To her mind then came his last dying words: “Someday we will meet again, my love.” Since the day his life was taken She was living in the past. Now that Lord just gave her another chance, She will be with him again at last. Come with me, Join the waves at last; We will always be together, Just like in the past Come with me, Take the pain away, Let the rive help us meet today

Strawbarry Love Forever
This Strawberry is what this one see's This strawberry is forever A fervent destiny for this one shall bare For whom this one speaks of is of the strawberry that lingers. For this ones forbidden fruit, is called love. For this strawberry makes this one sorry, to love, but still this one won't ever regret it. This one knows that strawberry wants to be loved but this one love is not been seen nor been heard of. This strawberry passion. Would never understand this love. Theres nothing this one can say or do, but play the game. Nor nothing this one can save from this game, but by being the one, true inside. of this fervent love. For this one still tries to grab that bit of love. Forever and ever. while lingering for love. for that strawberry is this ones love.

How Odd...
In May 2003, 5 years ago, Mother's Day fell on the 11th and the 14th was a Wednesday. This year, Mother's Day also falls on the 11th, and again May 14th falls on a Wednesday. This May 14th, my oldest, my baby, my "clone" as people call her, will turn 5 yrs old. I'm sure this isn't really odd, but funny how things are exactly the same, yet so different. 5 years ago today I was pregnant, sick as a dog from being pregnant, in a relationship with someone who treated me like shit yet I somehow still stayed with him, out of desperation, or what I thought was love, or maybe for lack of better things to occupy my time with. At war with my family. Having on again/off again speaking terms with my mother. Who I didn't speak to that mothers day bcuz of the ways in which she chose to live her life. Now, I'm not pregnant, I have 2 beautiful little girls, who I raise on my own. The piece of shit from 5 years ago is still a piece of shit, I'm in no relationship. I'm falling back into

My Wish
Just a Quick Last Note to all who have wished me well and offered their support and prayers to me.. I truly will miss u all while I am making the move to Florida and HOPE to be online again soon with a QUICKNESS :D. Until then...Be Safe, Be You, and Be Blessed!! Muah!!!! ~April~

Pentagon Confirms It Sought To Build A ‘gay Bomb’
A Berkeley watchdog organization that tracks military spending said it uncovered a strange U.S. military proposal to create a hormone bomb that could purportedly turn enemy soldiers into homosexuals and make them more interested in sex than fighting. Pentagon officials on Friday confirmed to CBS 5 that military leaders had considered, and then subsquently rejected, building the so-called “Gay Bomb.” Edward Hammond, of Berkeley’s Sunshine Project, had used the Freedom of Information Act to obtain a copy of the proposal from the Air Force’s Wright Laboratory in Dayton, Ohio. As part of a military effort to develop non-lethal weapons, the proposal suggested, “One distasteful but completely non-lethal example would be strong aphrodisiacs, especially if the chemical also caused homosexual behavior.” The documents show the Air Force lab asked for $7.5 million to develop such a chemical weapon. “The Ohio Air Force lab proposed that a bomb be developed that contained a chemical

Ted Turner Repeats Call For Population Curb
Says diminishing farmland will lead to food riots, despite being behind corn-based ethanol push Billionaire Globalist Ted Turner, who earlier this month predicted that global warming would eventually lead to cannibalism, has repeated his call to curb population growth, claiming that disappearing farmland will cause food riots, despite the fact that Turner himself is behind the push to grow corn-based ethanol, an industry the UN has blamed for food shortages and increased poverty. “There are a lot of different problems being caused by an ever-increasing number of people in a finite-sized world,” Turner told CNBC’s Bob Pisani. “The resources of the planet just can’t keep up with the demand and I’m afraid this going to be more commonplace. I’m afraid we’re just seeing the tip of the iceberg. It’s very complicated I do want to say.” Watch the video. http://www.blacklistednews.com/view.asp?ID=6386 “We’ve had warnings for a number of years,” Turner said. “Grain stocks have b

Chemlite Arrival
Nights in England are coal black, making parachute jumps very difficult. We attach small lights called chemlites to make our jumpsuits visible to the rest of the team. Late one night, lost after a practice jump, we knocked at the door of a small cottage. When a woman answered, she was greeted by the sight of five men festooned in glowing chemlites. "Excuse me," I said, "Can you tell us where we are?" In a thick English accent, the woman paused before answering and then replied, "Earth."

May 11th Is Gonna Be A Hard Day
this will be my 1st mothers day with ouy my mom and things aint gonna be the same at all and i really am gonna miss her she means the world to us and mothers day is really gonna be a sad sad day for me....R.I.P To My Mom I Love & Miss U Mom

My Girl
IF U KNOW ME WELL THEN U KNOW ABOUT MY DAUGHTER AND HER CONDITIONS. WELL I HAVE BEEN GOIN THROUGH SOME SHIT WIT HER FOR 3YRS AND THERE FOR A COUPLE OF MONTHS I HAD TO FIGHT WIT HER EVERYDAY TO GO TO SKOOL. TILL I GOT HER A COUNCLER. BUT I THINK THE SKOOL R SOME TARDS OK IN JAN SHE HAD SKOOL EYE EXAM AND FAILED IT NOW MIND U SHE HAS BEEN FAILING READING. OK AND I GO TO IEP METTINGS AND MEETINGS ON HER GRADES EVERY QUATER. OK SO WUT I WANNA KNOW IS WHY THE FUK DID IT TAKE THEM 5 MTHS TO TELL ME SHE FAILED HER EYE EXAM I MEAN COME THE FUK ON! IM ALLWAYS ON TOP OF HER NEEDS. I REALLY HATE HER SKOOL I HAVE BEEN ASKIN THAT THEY TEST HER FOR DISABILITES SO SHE CAN GET A GRANT TO GO TO A PRIVATE SKOOL! I THINK THEY DONT WANT HELP ME WIT ANYTHIN AND THAT IS SAD MY DAUGHTER HAS SEIZURES AND EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS DOESNT SHE DESERVE HELP???

Tax Rebate Lol
The federal government is sending each and every one of us a $600 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arab and Venezuela . If we purchase a computer it will go to India. If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras , and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan... and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes, weed, beer, and tattoos, since these are the only products still produced in the USA . Thank you for your help & please support the US .

Rain, Mere Rain
rain, mere rain by LateNiteFantasy© a candid walk through a moment with me the second after you reach the window your breath not yet mist there I reach you my arms wrap around you my hands warm against the flat expanse of your tummy standing, I spoon you to the best of my ability conforming the both of our bodies to the others curves and rises you are still a bastion of heat on a cold night we both are our nudity is intoxicating I'm drunk on you you turn your head to face me and we kiss and I swallow you down sweet rain perfect rain

Moody's Inferno
Rome is burning just outside my window, and I couldn't care less, as I reach for the bottle to pour myself another. Let it burn. Let all the trees, all the fields, and the flowers and grass burn to ash. Let the playgrounds stand empty, as the rapture sweeps up the children to the heaven they deserve. I knock back another shot, (no chaser or mixer for me. just pure amber fire racing its way to my bloodstream) and smile a smile that is dripping with apathy and full of teeth that are covered in not-give-a-fuck. Had I a fiddle, I would play it on the poarch, though none of my barely sentient neighbors would get the beauty of such a scene... A large man with shoulder lenth hair and a cock-eyed grin, a violin tucked his chin, playing something upbeat while trying not to spill his drink with his bow hand. ... I find it absolutely charming... ... Perhaps a little "Devil Went Down to Georgia" as the world ends around me. I think of that song and smile. I bet the pickings were

The Kneeling Position
No 1 My Masters Favourites He'd prefer to see me in the kneeling position.... "The kneeling position is an attentive one with toes curled forward, cheeks of your ass just over and barely touching your heels, your hands - with fingers spread apart - palms down flat on top of your thighs, the inside of your upper arms pushing your breasts towards the center of your chest, and your back pushing forward to thrust your breasts forward - thus giving your upper torso a good curvature."

Convo
PHILLIP...: oops, nm, you said YOU ARE ->PHILLIP...: I know, my 300 lb frame can hardly support my400 lb head PHILLIP...: WELL UR FUCKING UGLY NO ROOM TO TALK ->PHILLIP...: you are just a mess, arent ya PHILLIP...: ATUALLY 2KIDS SAME GUY DUA ->PHILLIP...: i bet he wasn't an English teacher, btw ->PHILLIP...: how sad: got knocked up by a second guy that stuck it in? nope, cant say the same about me; no kids, 26 PHILLIP...: YA WELLI SLEPT WIT2 GUYS AND IM 23 BET U CANT SAY THE SAME UA ->PHILLIP...: shouldve kept those legs closed PHILLIP...: YA WHAT EVA ->PHILLIP...: heartbroken ->PHILLIP...: aww PHILLIP...: FUCK U B****

Thank You Guidomedic
I am So Incredibly Humbled This Wonderful Fu~Friend Has Been Spoiling me so.... And I am deeply greatful. He's Bling Packed me and has given me a 7 Day Blast For what I do not know. I just be myself! So I am Pimping this Awesome Person Out! Go To His Page ...Tell Him Frozen Mystical Dreamzzz Sent Ya! Fan/Rate/Add him to your List You know with all the love and respect I get back...your going to unthaw me LOL. Guidomedic ~ Love Lost...Lesson Learned and Haterz Suc Azz~@ fubar Thank You Guidomedic For Everything You've Given to me. I am Very Humbled and Very glad I met you. Your too cool for words. Your very sweet! THIS PIMP OUT IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY A VERY HUMBLED FU! Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original aka Cat Woman@ fubar

Re: Complete Media Lockdown On Athens Bilderberg Meeting?
RE: Complete Media Lockdown On Athens Bilderberg Meeting? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 13 May 2008, 18:17 Complete Media Lockdown On Athens Bilderberg Meeting? A sole report from a small greek media outlet indicates that the annual Bilderberg meeting took place undetected over the weekend in Athens, Greece amidst a complete media lockdown. However, veteran Bilderberg investigator Jim Tucker has suggested this report may be a ruse to deflect attention away from the group who could actually be meeting this coming weekend. http://infowars. net/articles/may2008/130508Bilderberg. htm

Untilted !
Ever feel like you just don`t matter anymore, disgraced myself once again and feeling like a whore. I ask my shadow on the ground why you are here, always there to help take away the fear. Alone in my own head such a horrible place to be, so many bad places and people that I see. Jumbled up thoughts and words scattered my brain, and today all I do is pray for rain. Serenity and tranquility go hand in hand, or am I just an undeserving, insecure man. Outside I have shut down all emotions, inside my feelings are beyond all proportions. Another sleepless night but yet I am wide awake, life in general is a game of give and take. I am always my worst enemy, but thats just always been me.

In The Dark
BY;LATENITEFANTASY In The Dark he's there,she can feel his presence.She can feel his labored breathing his foot steps getting closer,feeling the thrill,catching her breath,standing ever so still. In The Dark his hand swipes a strand of hair from her eyes,chills rush through her being.She tries to resist his touch,but It's too late he already has her in lust. In The Dark she anticipates nervously. Fingertips lift her chin to his moist lips she did give in.So soft she lets out a stifled moan of doubt.He whispers in her ear while his hands undress and caress to ease her fear. In The Dark his lips tenderly upon hers, his tongue searching wildly,he can feel her trembling.Cupping her tight taunt breasts,grazing his finger across her hardened nipple.He yearns for her,taking her will as he pulls her closer. In The Dark his hand slips down between her legs,his finger brushing the moistened material of her panties.With a smile he dips a finger inside,she gasps i

Your Peanut Butter In My Chocalate
"So what!", I said with a shrug as they stood and stared in disbelief. Creamy or chunky what will it be? Definately Skippy straight from the jar never mind the spoon a finger will do. Sticky as it may be that's what i get for having peanut butter thoughts on a Chocolate day!

Surgery!?!?!
This will be the only subject in this blog but I appreciate u takin the time 2 read it... Bout 8 years ago I woke up with a killer pain in my back. This pain progressively got worse over the years & has got'n 2 the point where I can no longer lay down 2 sleep. That's right for the last... 5 years I have had 2 sleep in a chair sittin up. I have finely got'n so fed up that I have been actively pursuein treatment. CT scan; Bone scan; MRI; & X-ray after X-ray they have determined that I have an auto-fusion of t-10 & 11 & the facet joint between t-11 & 12 is arthritic. Acupuncture; facet injections... only help with the pain but I still can't lay down... After spendin 4 hours at the doctor's yesterday they found that I have the onset of scoliosis... I am scheduled 4 surgery on the May 29th & will be in the hospital 2 days & home 4 bout 2 more b/4 I have 2 go back 2 work (I can't afford 2 take too much time off) So 2 my friends & family here on fu... when u don't C me 4 a few day

South Carolina
• A railroad my not remove itself from a town of more than five hundred people. • All schools must prepare a suitable program for Francis Willard Day. • By law, if a man promises to marry an unmarried woman, the marriage must take place. • Charleston: It is against the law to drive a motorized vehicle on King Street. The Fire Department may blow up your house. This law was made so that the fire department could create a fire brake. • Dance halls may not operate on Sundays. • Every adult male must bring a rifle to church on Sunday in order to ward off Indian attacks. • Fortune tellers are required to obtain a special permit from the state. • Fountain Inn: Horses are to wear pants at all times. • Horses may not be kept in bathtubs. • In some church in South Carolina, every man must bring a rifle to church on Sunday to ward off Indian attacks. • In some town in South Carolina, it is perfectly legal for a man to beat his wife. But only if its on the courthouse steps on Sunday. •

Reflections
mirror mirror in our minds shattering breaking keeping time I'm not beautiful been called ugly all my life mirror mirror blending life i was used badly and you as well mirror mirror showing hell i abused myself and you did too mirror mirror 1 or 2?we ran from reflection we couldn't see mirror mirror is him/me so many things we did lack mirror mirror is reflecting back you held me as i held you mirror mirror is it 2? pain hope dreams and nightmares mirror mirror reflecting stares it is over healing has begun mirror mirror now shows 1

Re: Neo-con General Calls For Terror Attacks In Iran
RE: Neo-Con General Calls For Terror Attacks In Iran ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 16 May 2008, 17:47 Neo-Con General Calls For Terror Attacks In Iran Fresh off the revelation of Donald Rumsfeld's 2006 audio tape admission that a method to reinvigorate the Neo-Con agenda would be another terror attack, Neo-Cons like Ret. Gen. Thomas McInerney, who was part of the Pentagon's "message force multipliers" propaganda program, have been calling for the Bush administration to commit acts of terror in Iran. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/051608_terror_attacks. htm

Come Join Us At The Inn
WELCOME TO FUBAR! YOU ARE INVITED TO COME MAKE NEW FRIENDS AND ENJOY THE GREAT MUSIC AT THE DOO ROCK INN LOUNGE. THE BEST PLACE ON FUBAR TO GET SOME HELP, HAVE A DRINK AND MEET SOME FRIENDLY FACES. JUST CLICK THE " ON THE AIR" IMAGES BELOW TO GET STARTED. DJ Angeleyes

I Think I'm Going Insane....
I don't know what is wrong with me, but I think that I am slowly slipping into a depression. With all the stress that I have been under with school, and all the personal drama, and being a single mom, I think I have finally broken... I have most of the signs that are looked for in people that are depressed. So... Please be patient with me while I try to find out what is wrong with me, you may not see me a whole lot, so if you don't that is why... I have been there before, and I hate the med's and the side effects, but I can't keep doing what I have been doing day in and day out for the last few weeks. So I will be, starting tomorrow, trying to find a Dr. that can help me. Please be paitent with me, and I will say this ... (in one of my personal stands) if you can't say something postive the DON'T SAY ANYTHING AT ALL.... I've been through too much to have to deal with people and STUPID ASS DRAMA...I'm hurting right now, and some of my friends know why, and some of you

Best In Underground Techno-goth This Tuesday !!!
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 5.20.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Tuesday nights are shows dedicated to new bands' premiere songs and the infamous Millennium Omega segments hosted by Lady Misty! Tonight we premier... TBA (which means I have no clue yet). Tuesday's M_O_ segment will be about Creationism as it grows in popularity

Cutting In Line
Could they be more disrespectful .... People that fail to stop for funeral processions or cut into the line. Do they have so little respect or are they just being plain rude. In todays life style of fast paced living and working, it's got to be a tough choice whether or not to stop and allow the loved ones of a decedent to follow behind the hearse to the cemetery. Pray when it comes to the funeral of your loved one, the other guy has a few spare minutes to get where he is going.

Dunno
Random stuff seems to be the only thing I am good at anymore so here goes, I don't smile much anymore, I am gaining weight instead of losing it, I feel like the most worthless person in the world. that pretty much sums up my world these days! And is absolutely random! Oh and I will miss Mel while she is gone on vacation for a week! :P And it was my son's father not my son who killed himself sorry for the last blog where fingers couldn't keep up with brain!

My Karaoke Theme Song
Your Karaoke Theme Song is "Livin' On a Prayer" You believe the best things in life are mostly forgotten, and you're definitely more than a little nostalgic . You're likely to still like the same foods, fashions, and music as you did when you were a teenager. You have a knack for knowing what elements of pop culture people have missed, without them even realizing it. It's great to remember the past, but don't forget that not everyone is as stuck in it as you are. You might also sing: "Pour Some Sugar on Me," "Rapper's Delight," and "Cherry Pie" Stay away from people who sing: "Toxic" What's Your Karaoke Theme Song?

Vermilion - Slipknot
Music Video: Vermilion by (Slipknot) "Vermillion" She seems dressed in all the rings Of past fatalities So fragile yet so devious She continues to see it Climatic hands that press Her temples and my chest Enter the night that she came home Forever Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad) She is everything and more The solemn hypnotic My Dahlia bathed in possession She is home to me I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse But the stress is astounding It's now or never she's coming home Forever Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad) Hard to say what caught my attention Fixed And crazy, Aphid Attraction Carve my name in my face, to recognize Such a pheromone cult to terrorize I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me (Yeah!) I'm a slave, and I am a master No restraints and, u

Linkin Park - What I've Done
"What I've Done" In this farewell There’s no blood There’s no alibi ‘Cause I’ve drawn regret From the truth Of a thousand lies [Pre-Chorus:] So let mercy come And wash away What I’ve done [Chorus:] I'll face myself To cross out what i’ve become Erase myself And let go of what i’ve done Put to rest What you thought of me While I clean this slate With the hands of uncertainty [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus] For what I’ve done I start again And whatever pain may come Today this ends I’m forgiving what I’ve done!!! [Chorus] What I’ve done Forgiving what I’ve done

Tink's Hh
HEY ALL IT'S MY BIRTHDAY AND I GOT A HAPPY HOUR!!! This Has Been Brought To You By The Real Red Dragon Lounge...Stop in and see us for a drink after showin Tink some love...your gonna get thirsty!! FRIDAY MAY 23, 2008!!! PLEASE COME BY AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE!!

I Am Me
I am more than you'll ever know. I am stronger than you think I am. I can love harder than you can believe. I am a force to be reckoned with. I will not back down from a challenge. I will always win the fight. I will love and hold you close to me, but I will turn my back on you if you hurt my pride. I will give my all to you. I will honor and cherish your soul, but if you break my heart you will only then understand the true meaning of lonely and cold. I am alive and breathing. My heart is beating...my eyes now can see all that was once hidden. I am changing....it's for the better. I am becoming my own. I am growing and maturing and becoming the woman I always wanted to be. I am living and laughing and loving. I wake up with a smile on my face and a song in my heart. I am what I always knew I could be....finally I am ME!!!!!!

How To Build Confidence And Peace Of Mind
There are few of us who escape feelings of fear and self-doubt as we go about our life. Not to worry! We can all learn how to create within us a wonderful sense of confidence and peace of mind as we face all situations in our lives. My book Feel the Fear and Do It Anyway® is filled with very powerful tools to help us push through the fear and self-doubt in order to create a beautiful and satisfying life. Here is a taste of just a few of these tools... 1. Build your sense of trust in yourself. Your first task is to build the trust that whatever happens in your life, you can handle it all. Right now, think of something about any area of your life that is bothering you and repeat to yourself ten times the important words, "Whatever happens, I'll handle it." I suspect you will immediately begin to feel a sense of peace within your being. These are important words to have when the "what if's" come up. "What if I lose my job? I'll handle it." "What if I get sick? I'll handle it." "What

Devotion I Love You Marines Of Lima Company Columbus Ohio
I woke up feeling that something was wrong the dream i had was a nightmare. there was noise in the room.. voices i opened my eyes found that tv was on it had been on all night on A&E channel the story on A&E classroom i dint catch all it was about Lima company a marine reserve they were in iraq fighting to stay alive in 2003 battle raged with an unseen enemy. the cowards left bombs to destroy marines guardianship to wake to such destruction was a nightmare a humvee was destroyed with such a giant blast flipped it over and over you could not recognize troops seen their buddies body parts all over the troops fired at any thing not in desert cams as they fired it was hard for them to see though their tears crying tears for buddies torn apart with a giant blast my own tears followed again to see the destruction not of the equipment but of the bodies of our men sent in harms way to protect our way of life such that is in my heart is for the troops that is marke

Memorial Day
i can not help that i am crying for the stories i see of the men suffering to be so brave as to rush to aid to put oneself in line of fire i cry all the men dying now all the men who died before cry for all who suffered and is marked marked for life the horrors of war i know it must be to save the freedoms that many have already died to gain from the beginning of 1760's to those dying for freedom in 2008 graves are marked souls are marked families are marked mark them all as free i am free to remember all must be to be free and i am free remember to thank a serviceman

Forever
PAPA ROACH LYRICS "Forever" In the brightest hour of my darkest day I realized what is wrong with me Can't get over you. can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start Take these memories that are Haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her...he'll never forgive her... Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever Sitting by a fire on a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You're my heroine-in this moment I'm lonely fulfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs all these women I'm never forgiven... this broken heart of mine Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever, Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever One last kiss, before I go Dry your tears, it is time to let you

Dad
for those who may know and for those who don't...2 fridays ago my dad was put in the hospital for almost 2 weeks and he had to have 2 surgeries one on his heart to get more blood flow in it and stuff...he had 1 out of 5 main arteries working before the surgery but now he has 4 of the 5 & he also had his gall bladder taken out cause he had gall stones!

I Want Y'all To Meet My Sexy Fu-owner!
Hey Fubar! Have y'all met my Fu-owner yet? Well if not, don't waste any more time. He's great! Click the link below, and go say hello. Fan him, add him, and rate him--he deserves it! ‡±(Tarheel±Tilley)±‡ Proud B/F to Hunny27@ fubar

Re: Fox News Guest Openly Calls For Obama Assassination
RE: Fox News Guest Openly Calls For Obama Assassination ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 26 May 2008, 12:51 Fox News Guest Openly Calls For Obama Assassination The Neo-Cons' sick obsession with assassinating Barack Obama took another bizarre turn yesterday when Fox News guest Liz Trotta openly expressed a desire to see someone "knock off" the Democratic candidate. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/052608_obama_assassination. htm

Seether Breakdown Lyrics
The sun is gone and the flowers rot Words are spaces between us And I should've been drown in the rivers I've found of token lost And I should've been down when you made me insecure So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than meets the eye And I'm the one you can never trust 'cause wounds are ways to reveal us And yeah I could have tried and devoted my life to both of us But what a waste of my time when the world we have is yours So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than all your lies Hate me, break me down So break me down So break me down So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than meets the eye

You're No Jesus Christ (seether)
Before you hedge those bets you placed against me Be reticent of fortunes they foretell Your verbal defecation I can't wash away despite myself Your vanity, it seems, has served you well You're so quick to choose the path walked by the righteous So you can go and nest among the weak The innocent observers will refuse to find the lie within Renew the disappointment of the meek You're no Jesus Christ! You're no Jesus Christ! Put the gun in my mouth and pull the trigger I feel so alive here Put the gun in my mouth it tastes so bitter I feel so alive here You're no Jesus Christ! You're no Jesus Christ! [x2] You keep takin' over I keep rollin' over I can't take it anymore Before you hedge those bets you placed against me Be reticent of fortunes they foretell Your verbal defecation I can't wash away despite myself Your vanity, it seems, has served you well [x4] You keep takin' over I keep rollin' over I can't take it anymore

Rules For Using My Certificates
MY RULES FOR USING MY WEDDING CERTIFICATES & DIVORCE DEGREES 1. FIRST U MUST NOTIFY ME BY PRIVET MESSAGE THAT YOU ARE HAVING A WEDDING AND WHICH MARRIAGE CERTIFICATE YOU WOULD LIKE TO HAVE. 2. I MUST BE PRESENT AT THE CEREMONY FOR THE CERTIFICATE TO BE CERTIFIED BY ME. 3. IN THE EVENT THAT I AM UNABLE TO ATTEND THE CEREMONY THE PERSON WHOM PERFORMED THE CEREMONY MUST NOTIFY ME BY PRIVET MESSAGE TO MAKE THE MARRIAGE CERTIFICATE AUTHENTIC. 4. ALLOW ME AT LEAST A WEEK TO GET YOU’RE CERTIFICATE TO YOU AS I MAY BE BUSY AT TIMES IF I GET IT DONE SOONER I WILL NOTIFY YOU BY PRIVET MESSAGE. 5. YOU MUST ALSO ADD RATE AND FAN ME SO THAT I MAY BE ABLE TO FIND YOU WHEN YOU’RE CERTIFICATE ARE DONE. 6. IF YOU WISH TO HAVE SOMETHING CHANGED ABOUT THE ORIGINAL CERTIFICATE PLEASE LET ME KNOW AND I WILL SEE WHAT I CAN DO. 7. IF YOU WOULD LIKE SOMETHING SPECIAL DONE PLEASE ASK AND I WILL SEE WHAT I CAN DO ALSO IF U HAVE A SPECIAL PICTURE YOU WOULD LIKE TO USE THAT’

Kha'thiqa's Rise To Power (ch1.1)
Ch 1.1 Night falls over the landscape, the rising moondimmly illuminates a flagitious forest. The trees twist in unnatural ways. Their leathery bark shimmers slightly with the blood sap trickling to the ground. A dark mist swirls on the ground in a hypnotic pattern. Beyond the forest lies the ruins of what used to be a great cathedral and the town cemetery. The plant life in the cemetery was wilted, the tombstombs over-ran with thorny vines. Next to the cemetery grows a gothic garden with various evil, dark and poisonous plants. An herb garden fit for a practitioner of the dark arts. At the center of the garden lies a stone altar, a few wroght iron benches and candleabras. Belladonna, triple metel purple datura, mandrake and aconite surround the altar. Black rose bushes line the ritual area. As u approach the ruins the herb garden appears. To the left lies herbs for cooking, to the right grow the ritual and healing herbs. Sakura line the stone pathway to the enterance ar

Cd Thanking The People (friends) That Helped Her Get Her Vip
this is from cd to her friends I WANT TO THANK THOSE OF MY FRIENDS THAT ACTUALLY HELPED ME TO GET MY VIP, NCGIRL YOU WERE AWESOME, THE TIME YOU PUT IN TO HELP ME, ENJOY YOUR BLAST. CHEY86,BIGDADDYZACH, MY FRIEND DJ, AND DEVILISH EXPRESS YOU ALL DID GREAT AND THANK YOU SO MUCH. LORD WOLF AND STORMWOMAN FOR THE COMMENTS AND MAKING THE BULLETINS FOR ME, AND TWISTED WHISPERS THANK YOU ALL. FOR THE friends THAT I ASKED TO HELP ME AND YOU CHOSE TO IGNORE MY PLEAS FOR HELP, WELL THE NEXT TIME YOU NEED HELP LEVELING OR A CONTEST OR WHATEVER CD NOWHERE TO BE FOUND. WHATEVER HAPPENED TO FRIENDS HELPING FRIENDS? I CAN SEE THAT 96% OF YOU ONLY ADD FOR POINTS, AND RATE FOR POINTS. THAT IS WRONG AND YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED TO CALL YOURSELF A FRIEND.

The Power Of Love
I cried today... i was listening to some music i like and suddenly, this song was playing, this beautiful song of "Frankie Goes to Hollywood" and suddenly old memories again: i saw HER appear in front of me. Valérie. A good close friend, wife of of my drummer friend, we were living close from each other, snd she's the one who let us meet to play some music together. Valerie died of a cancer when she was 30... whe she found she was sick, she was pregnant of her 3rd kid so she decided to wait before starting a therapy, too dangerous for the baby to come. After baby arrived, she did fight strongly, whith our help and; it was tough, difficult, painful, but she was always smiling, and most of all, she was the one always cheering us when we weere having "problems", even if our problems were just bullshit compared to hers. But she was never complaining When i think about her , i have 3 visions: 1st is my 30th Bday party, a big party, costumed, with a woodstock thema; she was having

She Needs Help
PLEASE STOP BY INTO SOFTWHITEROSE PAGE AND GIVE HER SOME LOVE. F/R/A AND SHE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR! ~*SOFTWHITEROSE*~ member of club FRAT@ fubar (repost of original by 'Loc-N-Load~DJ/EnforcerManager@ClubTOOSEXY~Security@AcesUp~FuOwnedBySOFTWHITEROSE/OwnerOfPerpetualBli' on '2008-06-01 12:51:00') (repost of original by '~*SOFTWHITEROSE*~' on '2008-06-02 12:10:10') she needs help she helps who ever ask her well now her vip rans out in 4 day she only needs like 4300 comments i never ask for help for my self plz help her just click the link below ty

Start A Band And Fuck Someone Over!!!
AIGHT SO IN THE LAST WEEK I'VE LOST THREE FRIENDS. NOT DEAD OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT, JUST NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE. FIRST TWO FRIENDS, ONE WENT INSANE, THE OTHER BEING HER SIGNIFICANT OTHER QUIT TALKING TO ME. STILL HAVE TO GO BACK TO THIER PLACE SOMETIME AND GET MY COMPUTER AND ASSORTED OTHER SHIT BACK. FUN FUCKING STUFF LET ME TELL YOU. THE OTHER FRIEND I HAVE KNOWN FOR FUCKING EVER AND SHE SENDS ME A NICE LITTLE COMMENT SAYING SHE COULDN'T PLAY WITH ME ANYMORE. SHORT AND SWEET LET ME TELL YOU. THEN I GET A TEXT MESSAGE FROM MY EX-GIRLFRIEND AIMEE. WHO BY THE WAY ABORTED MY UNBORN CHILD AFTER CHEATING ON ME AND MOVING BACK TO CALIFORNIA!!!! YAY!!! SHE SAYS SHE APOLOGIZES, BUT GET THIS SHE WAS YOUNG AND SCARED AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK SHE WAS DOING!!! NOW I'M WONDERING, WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK?!?!? WHY THIS OF ALL GODDAMN WEEKENDS TURNS OUT TO BE ONE OF THE WORST FUCKING WEEKENDS OF MY FUCKING LIFE?!?!? I MEAN WAS THE MOON DOING SOME WEIRD SHIT? WERE THE STARS NOT IN FUCKING ALIGNMENT WIT

Waiting
I wanna meet up with you And show you what I'm thinking I'll take you anywhere That you wanna go I'm sitting here bored and lonely and You know that anytime you're free To show me how you feel We'll take it anywhere that you want to go Anywhere that you wanna go And I'd make it right if you wanted it I want it back more than you know I'd cross the line if you wanted it I want you back And I'm waiting for you To get that feeling once again Reunited in the end And I've been waiting for you To capture my imagination Cuz I've been fooled by the illusions in my head In my head Now I realize I never had it so good You took me anywhere I wanted to go Now I'm sitting here dreaming of the days When anytime I wanted I could show you how I feel I can't go anywhere that I want to go Anywhere that I want to go And I'd make it right if you wanted it I want it back more than you know I'd cross the line if you wanted it I want you back And I'm waiting for you T

Free Hcv Clinics For Testing And Medicines
Remember there is no vaccine or cure for Hepatitis C. For more info on Hep C, read my blogs. Hepatitis C Awareness Hepatitis C Myths and Facts and more.... Free clinics across America are growing in small numbers. Here are a few I have found. I will list more as I find them. Please feel free to do the same. Dr. Rudman at the Fredrick County Health Dept in Fredrick, Maryland, will send you to the Local Hospital for all your testing and liver panel. They will pay the cost of testing and all meds... Call for your appt at Fredrick County Health Dept, in Fredrick Maryland, and go there first. If you are wanting medication, through the Patient Assistance Program through ROCHE. Call this number... It is 1-866-247-5084, they do a phone screening to see if you tentatively qualify, then they will send you an application that you and your doctor will have to fill out and you will have to send them the application, also your most recent 1040 form (a copy), and your

How I Feel
I know as we are together with friends I feel as if you want me To tell you the truth I want you too but in my mind its just a dream You wanting me would be unreal To see you on other guys All I can do it hold my rage Till one day i will let you know how i feel When the day comes to tell you that All I'll do is want you

Your Just A Dream
Baby I was being true when I said that I am nothing without you! You were my everything... You were the reason i got up everyday, I would give anything just to hear you say that you love me again!! Not talking to you is killing me, if only you could see how much you mean to me! I thought we were going to be together forever, but now I can see that was all just a fantasy

Come Help This New Lounge Out Please
Come Join the new lounge on fubar and make new friends we would love to have you (repost of original by 'Toxic Temptations ~Fu Wife to Smokie~Owner of Club Toxic~' on '2008-06-03 21:58:48') (repost of original by 'Smokie Fu Hubby To Toxic/Co-Owner@Club Toxic&Hillbilly Lounge/Enforcer@CK2' on '2008-06-03 22:00:15') (repost of original by '♥♥Lucious Temptations ♥♥Fu-Wifey to ♥DJ Rebel♥Bartender@Club Toxic' on '2008-06-04 15:04:14')

Type O Negative - Everything Dies Live
Well I loved my aunt But she died And my uncle Lou Then he died I'm searching for something which can't be found But I'm hoping I still dream of dad Though he died Everything dies Everything dies My ma's so sick she might die Though my girl's quite fit she will die Still looking for someone who was around Barely coping Now I hate myself Wish I'd die Everything dies Everything dies Everything dies Everything (No why) Oh god I miss you (No why) Oh god I miss you I really miss you (no no no no) Everything dies Everything dies Everything dies Everything

Why Are You Running?
A man and a woman were asleep like two innocent babies. Suddenly, at 3 o'clock in the morning, a loud noise came from outside. The woman, sort of bewildered, jumped up from the bed and yelled at the man 'Holy shit that must be my husband!' So the guy quickly jumped out of the bed, scared and naked he jumped out the window like a crazy man. He smashed himself on the ground, ran through a thorn bush, and then started to run as fast as he could to his car. A few minutes later he returned and went up to the bedroom and screamed at the woman, 'What the hell is going on? I AM your husband!' The woman yelled back, 'Yeah, then why were you running?'

Sexual Quiz
Dirty Little SecretsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey Whats your fantasy? Will Be for her only.... Ever had sex on the beach? Well yes do Live in flordia... Would you? Yes just answered that lol Do you like it on top? OF course Are you aggressive in bed? Yes I am a GUy lol Whats your favorite position? As Long as I in all of them are.... Do you like it doggy style? Of course Have you done it standing up? Yes Have you had sex in public? YES Would you? Yes Have you had sex in a vehicle? YES What was the most exciting time? I DON'T KISS AND TELL SORRY Would you have sex in front of thousands of people? HAVE ALREADY Do you like it rough? NO Are you loud? NOT REALLY Do you talk during sex? OF COURSE What do you say? DON'T KISS AND TELL SORRY Do you like 69? OF COURSE IF YOU DON'T YOUR A IDIOT Ever made a sex tape? YES WANT TO SEE THEM LOLOL Would you? JUST ANSWERED THAT Have you thought of someone else during sex? HELL NO Do you watch porn? OF COURSE Do you have sex

Testing For Playboy
COME ON IN AND VISIT THE we got the funest lounge with the best staff on fubar! COME IN TO JOIN ME! THE PLAYBOY (I NEED LOVE) OWNER OF THE PLAYBOY CLUB AND CO OF XANA'S PLACE@ fubar just click the pic below

I Carry Your Heart With Me
One of my favorite poems i carry your heart with me i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) -ee cummings

Untitled
Take the time and open your eyes... Open your eyes and realize that all the pain you are going through...I have gone through before. Let your heart speak without interruption...without doubt. Everything is laid before us for a reason Don't fear the choices you make in life or you will regret them later. Take your time with things and make sure it is true Most of the time the things we want are right in front of us... yet we work so hard at looking in the wrong places to find it. The time is now and the place is here. Ask yourself how far you would go to get the things you want Measure your inner self and realize how enormous everything is Clear your mind of everything. All the days worries.. All the duties at work... All the chores at home... Clear your mind of these things... Close your eyes... The thing that you see once you close your eyes is what you want Do not hesitate. Do not resist. We only live once. Make the best out of life while you still have one to li

Keeping Whats Precious
I didn't write this but I really like it so I posted it... A Keeper Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a hat and Mom in a housedress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. Sometimes, what we care about most gets all used up and goes away...never to return. So... While we have it.... it's best we love it... And care for it.... And f

How To Dance In The Rain.
Got this from a friend. How to Dance in the Rain It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked

Can We Recall The Time ?
i post this commercial video, because it reminds me so much the last seconds i was with my golden angel, a few months ago when i saw her running away from me to catch her bus; each time i see it on TV, i have this special moment in mind...

Letter I Wrote To Msnbc Ripping Ann Currie
I am writing this letter to you in regards to Ann Currie's coverage on the tornado that hit the Boy Scout's camp in Blencoe,Iowa. To be perfectly frank, coverage is a serious overstatement. It nauseates me that this woman actually got paid to do nothing more than exploit a couple of frightened children for ratings. It's obvious in this clip I'm going to show you following my complaint, that she is doing nothing more than purposely trying to make these kids cry on national television. Ms. Currie did everything, but punch them in their mouths. I do not have a degree in journalism, so maybe you the editor can enlighten me. Is this a acceptable tactic that is condoned by your television station? We the viewers out in T.V. land are not stupid people. In fact, some of us have a very firm grasp on the obvious and can see these kids were not only still in shock from their ordeal, but scared out of their wits. Hell some of us have actually BEEN in a tornado, and I have been in two mysel

6 Sex Mistakes Men Make
6 Sex Mistakes Men Make Experts' sex tips for men who have sex with women. Hey guys, think you know everything there is to know about having sex with women? That erotic encyclopedia you carry around in your head may contain a lot of basic errors and omissions about women's sexuality -- errors that can lead to sex mistakes. That's because -- after learning the facts of life -- most of us are left to figure out sex for ourselves. Guys tend to take a lot of cues from adult movies, and we all know how true-to-life those are. Experience may help, but many women can be shy when talking about what they like. I have been giving relationship and sex advice for the past 17 years studying sex psychology, and as an mentor and advisor. To help with some sex tips, I also asked two acclaimed sex educators, Tristan Taormino and Lou Paget, to tell me what they think are the most common sex mistakes men make with women. Taormino is a prolific author, lecturer, and video producer. Her lat

The Path Of Greatness Within You
THE PATH OF GREATNESS WITHIN YOU If you are quick to take offense, then you ll be under the control of those who you find offensive. If you are easily angered, then your actions will be dictated by those who anger you. If you are obsessed by what other people think, then you will be imprisoned by their thoughts. If you yearn for easy answers and quick solutions, you ll fall prey to people who offer you nothing but promises. If you find the truth too difficult to bear, you ll be enslaved to those who tell you what you want to hear. When you have the courage to think for yourself, the strength to accept what is, the commitment and discipline to make a difference, then you experience freedom. You have true freedom to live with purpose, joy and fulfillment. Let your life be defined, not by reactions to what others do, say, or think but rather your own unique vision. Raise your eyes above the pettiness and follow the path of the greatness that is within you.

Tattoo Contest
ok well every one out there in fuland i am in a tattoo contest, and well even if you do not vote for me but enjoy ink you should check it out http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1079960 its in the folder tattoo contest, show your support for inked people out there, FYI there is no bombing allowed in this 1 rate 1 comment per person

Abortion
Ok, this is one thing I am extremely passionate about. I am sure to piss off a lot of people. Freedom of choice? Every woman makes her choice when she spreads her legs. Abortion is the "Silent Holocaust". How many countless billions have been slaughtered like sheep? Dissolved into jelly and sucked out through a straw or dismembered and torn to pieces? All children, no matter the circumstances of their conception is a blessing from above! This is the greatest atrocity in human history! "They shall no longer have mercy on the fruit of the womb." I have a message from The Most High..."Vengeance is mine!"...

Remember Me
If I died today, would you miss me while Im gone Would anyones heart ach for me, but still remain strong Would anyone remember joy, or only remember bad Do you belive the smiles I gave would stay or pass If I died today, would anyone love me tomorrow Have I given you hope, or brought only sorrow Would you remember me fondly, or as someone you once knew Would you keep me close to your heart, or would I be old news If I died today, would you mourne my death, or celebrate my life Would memories of me fade, or surpass even time

Can Anyone Read A Profile?
OKAY IF ITS ONE THING I HATE ITS WHEN SOMEONE DONT READ A PROFILE...JUST TO JUSTIFY THE REASON OF MY NICK NAME ON HERE...I AM THE GODMOTHER TO FIREMAN185 AND MERCI'S UNBORN CHILD...I DO NOT APPRECIATE BEING ASKED STUPID AN RETARDED QUESTIONS OR ASSUMPTIONS MADE...PLAIN AN SIMPLE READ MY FUCKING PROFILE...AND NAME BEFORE YOU GO SAYING OR ASKING STUPID SHIT...IM SICK OF THE BULLSHIT...DRAMA AND LIES THAT GO ON HERE....IM GONNA START BOOTING PEOPLES ASS OFF LY LIST LEFT AN RIGHT IF I GET ONE MORE RETARDED MESSAGE...IM THREW PLAYING THE GAMES WITH YOU ALL...IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT IVE SAID YOU CAN KISS MY ASS AND DROP OFF MY LIST NOT LIKE I'LL MISS YOU ANYWAYS.

My Escape
My Escape by Andrew Harris ©2003 Odd sometimes, the way we feel Nothing ever seeming real The bitterness, an empty chest Until they lay our souls to rest. A common question, being asked: What of the demons in my past? Victims of a hateful game Retaliation put to shame The irony of love’s defeat Again a gentle heart retreats. My escape, my escape A getaway to compensate Come with me, and satiate Break the mold, and shift the shape. Within the shallow minds, I see The fears that sometimes threaten me Never knowing where to go Forever thinking minds will grow. Never gaining too much ground Pain inflicted, hopes are drowned. Thoughts of later, what’s to come? Heads are aching, lips are numb. In constant unison we stride Trying to find somewhere to hide. My escape, my escape A getaway to compensate My escape, a place to hide Left without and locked inside.

Women And Men
WOMEN AND MEN WOMEN Women have strengths that amaze men. They carry children, they carry hardships, they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. Women wait by the phone for a "safe at home call" from a friend after a snowy drive home. Women have special qualities about them. They volunteer for good causes. They are pink ladies in hospitals, they bring food to shut ins. They are child care workers, executives, attorneys, stay-at-home moms, biker babes and your neighbors. They wear suits, jeans, and they wear uniforms. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up for injustice. They are in the front row at PTA meetings. They vote for the person that will do the best job for family issues. They walk and talk the extra mile to get their children in the Right school and for getting thei

Chain Letter
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know wh

Recipe: Pay Dirt
Recipe: Pay Dirt 1 woman 1 small boxed gift (perhaps a diamond engagement ring) 1 small store-bought cake 1 bended knee 1 delicious kiss Slice the cake into two layers. Scoop out the middle of the bottom layer. Put the boxed gift there and bury it with the top layer and icing. Have the woman slice the cake. When she hits "pay dirt," hit the floor on bended knee. Prepare for that delicious kiss. Susan Reinhardt, from "Dishing with the Kitchen Virgin" Please address your comments regarding "The Last Morsel" to editor Barbara Forsythe at TLMEditor@aol.com For an archive of all Morsels published in Worldwide Recipes, plus Weekend Morsels for insatiable foodies, please visit Barbara's web site.

Dejavu
There are two kinds of Deja Vu. 1. This occurs when you visit a certain house, city, road, foreign country, or some other specific location you've never been before and suddenly realize it seems familiar. Sometimes you even feel you know your way around. It is our Spirit's memory of a past life. We have been there before; it was just in another body, in another time. The spirit memory is usually deeply buried in the subconscious, so those moments are not just magical, they are powerful, miraculous glimpses into the eternity of our souls. The same kind of Deja Vu applies to people as well. We all know people who seem familiar to us the moment we meet them, strangers we feel we have known all our lives. You will of course have known them in at least one previous life. Note, that a past life connection with someone in no way obligates you to form a connection this time around. They may have been the bane of your previous existence. They may have been lovely last time, b

How's Your Attention Span?
Your Attention Span is Medium Your attention span is just about average. You may think that you have a short attention span... But being distracted is something most people struggle with. The most important thing is that you're aware that your mind wanders. If you find yourself daydreaming, you can usually snap out of it. It may be tough to concentrate at times, but you can do it... if you want to! How's Your Attention Span?

Lost
Sometimes I am lost in my own world insted of the world I am I living in Sometimes I am lost and alone feeling like nobody care Sometimes I am lost in my own fears and forgot about my feelings Sometimes I am lost about who I am and who I can be Sometimes I am lost in between what is the right thing to do and what is the wrong thing to do Sometimes I am lost in a forest trying to hide my feelings insted of showing how I feel Sometime I am lost in who is a true friend and who is not Sometimes I am lost in how I should be treated and how people treat me Sometime I am lost in my own safety net and and when I need to be brave Sometimes I am lost for words to say Has anyone felt this way lost between reality and fatasey

My Video Clips Via Niteflirts Ppv Buttons
MISTRESS GENEVIEVE'S NITEFLIRT PPV VIDEOS NOW $10 : Skinhead Racist Butt Blasted By Nubian Goddess clip 2 The skinhead goes through some heavy changes in this clip. He gets a condom shoved in his mouth, gets reamed by Goddess Camille Stryke, "Gansta Style," ass smothered by Mistress Genevieve, and receives some heavy cbt. His cock and balls, already bound to the Stockade, Mistress Genevieve takes another piece of rope and pulls it in the other direction. He screams like a stuck pig throughout, and yet still talks a couple of times. More punishment is clearly in order...so Goddess Camille unleashes one of the most brutal canings ever filmed, west of the Mississippi!!! : Submiss ann 3 As a final thrill had at submiss ann's wet and willing expense, Mistress Genevieve puts the petite anal freak submiss ann ass up on the spanking horse for a strap-on pegging, spweet messy anal play with a proudly pounded open whole to show for it all in the end... the rear end.

Games
So, on Tuesday we took the kids to play mini-golf. I beat my guy my ONE stroke... but I still won. Last night we played Phase Ten before bed. Had I not forgotten to lay my cards down before I discarded I would've completely pwned him there too, but I forgot, he got lucky, and beat me by like 80 points. *sigh*

When We Make Love
When we make love; Bound to the bed, my body is yours, flat on my back or on all fours. Take me hard or take me slow, Coming together our juices flow. When we make love; Whip me, flog me make me feel, your loving touch makes me heal. All my fears fade away, when we begin to play. When we make love; Naked bodies grind against each other, you’re my friend, my partner, my lover. Passion’s ignited within our heart, our love is true, never to part. When we make love, your body fits me like a glove. With love and care you enter my hole, we’ve now merge, body mind and sole. We are one when we make love.

Hot Headed
Sittin in a windstorm Drinkin gasoline Why the fuck you care about me For you I’m just a thing Gimme some time to adjust My head ain’t all that clear Eyes and ears are full of dust I’ll be the one you fear Sippin on the red jug Lighter cued to go Mind’s a fumin’, hot headed Time for the show You pain me to no end And now I cleanse my soul You’ll be last one for me Now it’s time to go Watch me burn in glory My fiery breath behold To you I owe this duty You torrid empty soul Run away you blasphemy Your time is soon to come Eyes are burning, hot headed Nowhere left for you to run Behold ! my fiery burning flesh My end is not your gain For you are going with me Now you shall feel my pain

Hydrogen Whiskey
Hazy brain, my head hurts Coming down too quickly Wearing off this buzz From the hydrogen whiskey Poppin the clutch Gotta feather her throttle No better drunk Could come from a bottle Chug it on down (yeah) Hydrogen Whiskey Slick and explosive (yeah) Euphoria free me Sprawl of the submiss Under total control Gush like the flood gaate Lets rock and roll Buzz like a burning Fire from within Complicated yearning No hope for the end Chug it on down (yeah) Hydrogen Whiskey Doorbell to heaven (ooh!) Ecstasy seize me Straight up the middle Having no sense of time Right on the brink Knife edge on the line Pleasure released Still more work to be done I can't feel my face And I only begun Chug it on down (yeah) Hydrogen Whiskey Your spirit surrender (whoa) Howl like a banshee

My Brother
today is a better day for my family. Yesterday we got a call that my brother had been hurt really bad in iraq. and that he was on his way to germany. That god that wasnt the case, yes he was hurt, but naot as bad as we were told. He know has 25 plus staples in the back of his head.but they are going to send him home for 2 weeks or more to heal thank god hes going to be ok.

Opal Glory ( Already On Cd)
you showed me a life i never seen before all i wanted to do was die then you found me or maybe i found you to me it came down to alchol or death then you showed me the way when i look in your eyes i saw a connection a connection that could last eternity when i kissed you i felt a fire a fire that'll always burn when i hold you i felt comfortable, more comfortable then i've ever felt now look at us it's been almost six months and it's still going strong your mom tried to keep us apart but we kept it up i'll always love you when i look in your eyes i saw a connection a connection that could last eternity when i kissed you i felt a fire a fire that'll always burn when i hold you i felt comfortable more comfortable then i've ever felt you showed me the way of happiness all i want now is to spend.. to spend my whole life with you i'll never feel this way again..never will i you're the only one i want now and forever

You Have Until *tonite* 11:59pm Est To Claim Your Ownership Of A Staff Member!
Cooter's Barowned by Rev. Cooter *AUCTION ENDS SATURDAY 06/21/08 11:59PM EST!* Here is how it works: Select the person you want to bid on below Bid on how much you want to purchase them for Check their link often for someone may out bid you, save the link to your bookmarks if you wish No limit on amount and no limit on how many times you can bid. When auction ends, 06/21/08 11:59PM EST, if you won a Staff Member, you must pay THEM the amount you bidded for them. GOOD LUCK! Rev. Cooter™ Owner of Cooter's Bar is at 115K JOHN our NINJA@Cooter's Bar is at 140K Mater Head Enforcer@Cooter's Bar is at 450K TORGE the WISE SAGE@Cooter's Bar is at 55K Mrs. Mater aka Lucious9774 Manager@Cooter's Bar is at 175K Recon aka Gunny Bartender@Cooter's Bar is at 240K Shauny Barmaid@Cooter's Bar is at 132K sx

3. Iraq And Beyond
I just re-read my last blog. I am quite glad I found the patience to wait on the man who could meet my requirements. Now I have the great chance to exercise my patience while waiting for both of our tours in Iraq to end. He is currently deployed, scheduled to come back from Iraq when I'm scheduled to get there. I was fortunate to spend time with him during his two weeks Rest and Relaxation (R&R.) The man is wonderful. Besides being insanely gorgeous, he's a good man, a good father, and a good soldier. And I must say, so far a good boyfriend (and I don't see that changing.) I have been talking to him for almost a year as a friend, more so since January. In the last couple weeks I've gone from being his friend (with a huge crush) to being so much more. He has four amazing kids, and my three adore them as well as him. He is going to extend his tour in Iraq to be there with me, so we have more time spent together in the next year and a half before my tour ends. I am utterly amazed by all t

A Song I Still Hold Dear...
This one song has gotten me through so many experiences when i'd simply rather be blown away an fade away... When times got hard when things were bleakest this song gave me the strength an hope to continue on this hard journey we travel. So many things have happened in my past in my personal history aswell as love life so many bad experiences so many times when i was left alone to pick up the pieces of my broken heart. This song reminded me that i'm still alive by all means. Times when i thought i could go on no longer times when my heart was utterly crushed by another this song.... this truly one of a kind song is why i search for my purpose in life if i've made i this far. so my time isn't just yet. The name of the song is Parabola by TooL awesome band it's a headtrip aswell.... Pain is only an Illusion remember that people...learn to seperate the body an mind an you'll accomplish great feats... But here are the lyrics to the song i hold dear to my life. We bare

Barely Graceful
My precious girl, now 12 years old You try so hard to go forward as your world unfolds No matter what battles we have faced Even when homeless, we shared such strength You and mommy have so much in common Our will to survive, is biggest amoung them Life isnt easy, and its been so hard on us both Yet you came through with me, of this you should be proud and boast I love you my girl, and I am so very proud And through it all, weve never had doubts You continue in your world, so confusing and torn Fighting like a trooper, not allowing yourself to be beaten or torn You have my strenght and Im so proud you do Just like me, the world will never get to you So take my hand, and together we will share When our fight stops, I will still be there I love you

Getting Your Freak On
I would like to pose a question,not that anyone will probably answer it.That is something I have noticed,it is like some are afraid to say it out loud or something.I on the other hand really don't give a fuck what others think of me. In other words do not judge or thoughest will be judged. I am opposing the question of how do you like to get your freak on.(Have sex,make love,fuck etc:) Is there something you have always wanted to experiment but was shy or embarassed to do so? Are you a little on the kinky side secretly? To get it started I will answer first. I am the type of person that can make love to a person,but I have a bad side to.In other words I am a little kinky,well alot. I like it hard,being told to do what pleases him.I like to know what makes them feel good and focus on that.I like to be spanked at the right moment when it feels the best.(The heat of the moment you know when your ready to cum).I also think it is exciting to be tied up and let him take advantage

My True Age
You were born between 1961 and 1981. This is the cynical Generation X which according to Canadian author, Douglas Coupland is "a category of people who wanted to hop off the merry-go-round of status, money, and social climbing that so often frames modern existence." Their cynicism led them to take on political issues such as; anti-globalization, environmentalism, Apartheidism, and autonomy for Tibet. This is the generation combined their love of athletics with a love of nature: the extreme sports movement which included a variety of risky outdoor activities, such as snowboarding, bungee jumping, and rock climbing. Key characteristics: Young, trendy, idealistic, optimistic,flexible and hard working; highly entrepreneurial, socially responsible with a particular concern for the environment. They are more ethnically diverse than any prior U.S. generation. Very comfortable with technology; like to multi-task, and are more spiritual.

Glad To Be Free
Just as happy as can be. Got so many good things going for me. Glad to be single , glad to be free. Enjoying getting to know new friends. No one to argue with when the day ends. Trying my best with everyone to make amends. Finaly saw the light that everyone thought I'd never see. Glad to be single. Glad to be free. written by: Nikki Guillotte

Supreme Court Finds Individual Right To Own Guns
Supreme Court Declares That the Second Amendment Guarantees an Individual Right to Keep and Bear Arms Fairfax, VA - Leaders of the National Rifle Association (NRA) praised the Supreme Court's historic ruling overturning Washington, D.C.'s ban on handguns and on self-defense in the home, in the case of District of Columbia v. Heller. "This is a great moment in American history. It vindicates individual Americans all over this country who have always known that this is their freedom worth protecting," declared NRA Executive Vice President Wayne LaPierre. "Our founding fathers wrote and intended the Second Amendment to be an individual right. The Supreme Court has now acknowledged it. The Second Amendment as an individual right now becomes a real permanent part of American Constitutional law. " Last year, the District of Columbia appealed a Court of Appeals ruling affirming that the Second Amendment to the Constitution guarantees an individual right to keep and be

Avon(plz Read And Share With Friends And Family)
Hey Everyone, I am now an Avon Representive and also an Erep which for most of you my friends and family it'll be easier to buy my products..... My webpage is www.youravon.com/yelenaallen and when you sighn up they ask if you want to put your Reps number in so I know and have your information please put my cell number... its: 425-761-1451....... if you have any questions feel free to call 425-228-1962, I accept checks, money orders, debit and credit cards... put checks and money orders in my name Yelena Allen.... you don't have to pay till you get your order which we can figure out a time for it to be deliverd... but you can also have it deliverd directly to you. PLEASE TELL YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND GIVE THEM THE WEBADDRESS AND MY NUMBERS OR PRINT THIS PAGE OUT..... SINCERELY YOUR AVON REP,

Fehhhhhhhhhh
Soo, I have decided to pick up my fat lazy ass and start workin out after work. I come home at 8am, so I have about an hour to jog or somethin before I get on Fubar and then crash :) But I hate going to sleep early. Since I went to sleep at 7am, I woke up at 2pm, and now I am already gettin tired. And I am going to work in 3 hrs! Yay! I fuckin hate Fridays with passion, and I really hope no one decides to keep me company and tell me their life story. Cause I don't care and don't wanna hear it. Wish me luck

Stay Or Leave
I never liked DMB until the two years I lived with my cousin. He's always been a huge fan. I'd only heard his radio cuts, so that might've been why I wasn't into him. At any rate, now I love DMB. I go see him every year. He used to kick his tour off every year in STL, he has a huge following here. He's an amazing writer. This is probably my favorite song by him. It reminds me of being at the river at night during the summer back home. Skinny dipping, partying, and making out with girls. Dave Matthews Band featuring Tim Reynolds - Stay or Leave. Blog 2 Maybe different, but remember Winters warm there you and I, Kissing whiskey by the fire With the snow outside And when the summer comes In the river swim at midnight Shiver cold Touch the bottom, stars are bright, With muddy toes Stay or leave I want you not to go But you should It was good, as good goes Stay or leave I want you not to go But you did Wake up naked drinking coffee, Making plans

Rider Tagged Me! Random Facts!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a Daddies Girl. 2. I Love Cheese Dogs! 3. I crack my knuckles. 4. I masturbate more often then I get laid. 5. I Love making out. 6. jagerbombs is my best friend. 7. I never got into a fist fight. 8. I Love roadtrips. 9. My bra size is 44D. 10. I DESPISE LIARS!

This Is Why I'm Gone
so as some of you know my daughter is getting here wednesday morning at 1am.. Since I will be staying at my moms for the duration of her visit I wont' be online much.. I will still try to hop on maybe in the morning before work and check mail and stuff but other than that I really wont' be back til around august 5th... miss me while i"m gone and wish me luck with it all.

Lust Is King
Lust is King by LateNiteFantasy© The rhythm of our hearts beating to the timing of our primal thrusts our instinctive needs leaving behind any hint of normality leaving the shackles of missionary positions Becoming Animalistic Roaring in pleasure claws digging in Teeth gnashing Grinding, bucking Grimacing, grinning Giving in to our greed Lust is King

Kha'thiqa's Rise To Power (ch 1.2-4)
"Come with me." He pulls her into the shadows and they whisp away to the Red Lotus okiya. Upon entering the okiya she is enchanted by the copious beautiful geisha seated in the anti-chamber. They walk towards the back gardens through highly decorated halls. The rooms are filled with performing geisha and their clients, merriment and music float in the air. The okiya opens into a breath-taking meditation garden. Past the rows of flowers, sakura, and waterfall is a large building with a red lotus painted on the door. The man raps on the door in a special series of knocks. A small opening in the door snaps open revealing a pair of shifty eyes who speak an unknown language. The man hisses a response in the same tongue. The door slides open, "after you," the man offers. She steps into the building under the watchful eye of several guards. The man enters close behind her, leading her though the rooms to a long hallway. At the end of the hall is a pair of elaborately decorated doors guard

Ensign: What If God Was One Of Us?
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an esnign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 3 July 2008 Last weekend I had the opportunity to re-read "Flatland", a late 19th century novel where all the characters are to our eyes two-dimensional figures like squares, circles, and triangles. The main character, A. Square, was elevated by Lord Sphere, a visitor from the third dimension of Spaceland, to see his own land from the Sphere's perspective. When returned home and given the commission to preach the "Gospel of the Three Dimensions", A. Square is promptly locked away and repeatedly frustrated because he can't prove to his fellows of two dimensions the third dimension of height. Relating the unrelatable or relating TO the unrelatable is a more subtle problem to many of us than we realize. Try teach

For The Sports Fans....
Which is as it should be. Steve Mariucci, go: "Matt Millen has changed 58 coaches already, and he's now finally changing players," Mariucci said. "Sure I've stayed in touch with some of them and some of the coaches, and on occasion Bill Ford Jr. -- I respect the heck out of Bill, he'll take that team over some day." Ha ha, good one, Steve Mariucci. 58 coaches. That's exaggerating for affect, right? Wait. No? 58 coaches? 58? Matt Millen, your longevity continues to fly in the face of your incompetence. I suppose, in some way, it must be honored. So, well done sir. Well done. On behalf of anyone who rode out a shift at their local burger joint in the stockroom smoking a joint and thinking it would be nice to get paid for doing nothing for as long as possible, well done.

Reminded By Scars
I look down See an old memory An old scar That signifies harsher times in my life It symbolizes Such great sadness Such great pain Such great loss It was a cry No a plea For help Not attention Help To rid the sadness Without causing more pain I just wanted to be FREE FROM PAIN FREE FROM HURT Instead I have scar As a reminder To not get so sad. To not let pain Get me down that much I have made a promise To myself And those around me I will not cut myself anymore I will not make myself bleed. Instead I will heal. But my scars Will always Remind the Past was real...

Hello Guys!!!!!!
Gorgeous babe...you will dream about me im very naughty and kinky little girl who is ready to try everything! i play without any limits! im a sweet and sexy girl, come and taste me, and feel the real pleasure of me, feel free to let me know what ticles ur fancy, im up to everything..just tell me how u want me to please you! looking to meet interesting,sexy,funny people.If you are one of them,you are welcum in my hot sexy world!!I am still looking for some fun, maybe a guy who will lead me through this and shows me the world of love!!!! .....I can be with anyone. if you want to be my friend , I'll be your friend and i wil accept who you are and what you are,but if your a foe well i can be worst than that!!!

Where Did They Go?
I remember this place when it was called Cherry Tap. Maybe it was the name, but there were some openly sexy muthafuckas up in here. The ladies were a bit freer with some of their pics and not everything was kept in a vault. Did something happen to scare them away? Is this tied in with the need for the site's name change? And does anyone know where all those sexy ass women went off to because, where ever they are, that's where my ass need to be.

Ride Cuffeds Train!!!
RIDE CUFFED'S TRAIN!You know you wanna ride this train baby! So go F/R/A all these fu's and drop a page comment that your riding Cuffed's train! You could be getting on at the next stop!!HëÃD ÐJ DarkWolf @ ÇLUß È©LÎÞSë@ fubararakrune boyfriend of cuffed desire@ fubarÐJ Må$†è® RåvèñWº£ƒ~~R/£ Må$†è® †º ‡¢è Qµèèñ & båbýgý®£~R/£ ßF †º î¢è~Må$†è® †º ¢µƒƒèd dè$î®è@ fubarStrangely Sweet Lissa@ fubarɃȺɃɎɃǬɎ Ɉ {MEMBER OF CLUB FAR}@ fubarThru_a_diff_i *~Come enter my Show Me Those Sexy Lips Contest, C Blog!~*

Revised Fairy Tale....
A Revised Fairy Tale: .. .. I don't need to be rescued or saved. I pretty much love me a whole damn lot. But what I do need is simple yet completely hard to find. So therefore I choose to revise my own fairy tale. A person who just cant wait to tell me something just because he knows it might make me laugh. The person who just cant sleep ….if he doesn't say good night. The one that for no reason will grab my hand and hold it….just well just because. Words mean so little now a day. Truly actions are the only thing one can judge. Life throws us up and downs. But to have the person who will understand my moods. Know when I am just being well the typical *female*. And will still say okay your being weird but I love you….Time waits for no person …. I recently sat on a porch with a man I have so much love for I cant even describe it. As he smiled at me…..I got it….all the years he has been telling me …keep it simple. Judge only on action. Thank you my white man… I am no longer waiti

Slogans For Condoms
Slogans for Condoms 1. Cover your stump before you hump 2. Before you attack her, wrap your whacker 3. Don't be silly, protect your willy 4. When in doubt, shroud your spout 5. Don't be a loner, cover your boner 6. You can't go wrong if you shield your dong 7. If you're not going to sack it, go home and whack it 8. If you think she's spunky, cover your monkey 9. If you slip between her thighs, be sure to condomize 10. It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter 11. She won't get sick if you wrap your dick 12. If you go into heat, package your meat 13. While you're undressing venus, dress up your penis 14. When you take off her pants and blouse, slip up your trouser mouse

Underwear Is Important
Underwear Is Important! If you don't laugh out loud at this one, call the morgue and reserve a tray, because you are dead! Always wear clean underwear in public, especially when working under your vehicle. From the Ft. Lauderdale Sun-Sentinnel, comes this story of a Davie couple who drove their car to Walmart, only to have their car break down in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection, she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underwear turned private parts into glaringly public ones. Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand UP his shorts, and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across the hood and found herself staring at her husband who was standing idly by.

What Should I See?
When I open my eyes what should I see? A real man or one you just pretend to be Why cover who you are? Its just me Remember the girl you claimed your wife to be? Dont try and act hard, or be someone your not The act has worn out guess what your caught I know you care and think things you ought not Im not going anywhere Ive already claimed my spot Go on you can Paint my heart black Make my eyes cry red But will you ever truly love me Or just keep playing games with my head Im may be foolish but not braindead Stand up and be a man Or move out of my way

3 Kinds Of Ppl....
there are 3 kinds of ppl in this world dicks pussies and assholes... Pussies don't like dicks, because pussies get fucked by dicks. But dicks also fuck assholes: assholes that just want to shit on everything. Pussies may think they can deal with assholes their way. But the only thing that can fuck an asshole is a dick, with some balls. The problem with dicks is: they fuck too much or fuck when it isn't appropriate - and it takes a pussy to show them that. But sometimes, pussies can be so full of shit that they become assholes themselves... because pussies are an inch and half away from ass holes

Page 18/book
Tears fall ever so slowly from my mothers eyes when i finnaly tell them the truth as to why my arm is cut and then i uncover my vail and show the real pain letting them into my world or darkness and tears telling her how her son was not as sweet as she once thought and that i had to hide it for years thinking i did all the wrong then i looked them right in the eyes and told them to PUT ME AWAY I NEED HELP

James
Life is so unpredictable. Changes always come along, in big or small ways. I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world upside down. I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me, but there is something really special about you. It might be all the things I see on the surface, the things that everyone notices and admires about you, qualities, capabilities and a wonderful smile obviously connected to a warm and loving heart; these things set you apart from everyone else. But it may also be the big things ... the person you really are that I hope to know more someday. And it might also be the little things ... the way you walk and all your actions. I receive so much joy just being able to see a smile in your eyes. If I ever figure out the magic that makes you so special, I'd probably find out that it's a combination of all these things. You are a rare combination of so many special things. You are really amazing. Inside of me there is a place where my

I'm Sure Most Have Seen This
Just Wanted To Let Everyone Know Somethings Change.Yes The Sarge Is Single Again..It Was A Mutual Decision...So Here Is What Morticia Has To Say About It.. After much thought here on my side I have decided to be fair to Sarge and let him go. :( I DO still love him. I always will. But I just talk to LOTS of people and it's hard to remain committed. He seems ok when we talked about it. FOR now! I'm staying in the bad girls. I'll see if I'm able to handle it though. Thanks for listening! Morticia (repost of original by 'MORTICIA~Sarge's Bad Girl~Stiletto Girl~Venom's Vixen' on '2008-07-22 13:18:47')

You're It
Instructions… Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says “You’re it” on their profile and asking them to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a true romantic at heart, would love to be courted. 2. I have two big phobias, guns and snakes. 3. I love playing with a mans nipples. 4. Banana pudding is my favorite all time dessert. 5. I slept with my husband on our first date. 6. I was a majorette in high school. 7. Favorite alcoholic beverage is a Margarita 8. I had a crush on Donny Osmond when I was a teen. 9. I love cuddling and talking while cooling off from sweaty sex. 10. I have always wanted to go to Italy I choose the following 5 people to put in the spotlight (sorry if you’ve already been tagged)

Darkness
Darkness surrounds her and casts its vail over her like as would a sheer scarf on a body. He watches it cascade yet display her alluring and and sensual form in all its mystic best. That same vail cascades over him not like a sheer scarf blowing in the wind but as a heavy wool blanket. It is he that stands in awe and addoration of the site of her. For she is woman and he is spellbound and helpless to defeat or resist her. This woman, this is darkness that surrounds him. He is speechless and spellbound, helpless and unable to move or even resist her. She comes and stands close to him, so close that he can feel the rhythimic beats of her heart. A man cannot or should not proclaim that HE is a man until such time he is bold enough and has the courage to pierce that darkness. She draws even closer and closer to him. He draws up all the courage he can muster to kiss her. He knows he is surrounded by that darkness but does not care. He kisses her. That first kiss, it is so hot that it feels

Five Foods That Cause Anal Leakage
hen a consumable makes it necessary to buy new underwear, you just know something ain’t right. 1.) Once You Pop, You Can’t Stop Oleastra, a.k.a Olean, a.k.a “Unwashable and Indestructible Ass Grease” is found in numerous “light” and “fat-free” potato chips. An indigestible molecule, it inhibits the absorption of vitamins and minerals causing abdominal cramping, loose stools, gas, and perhaps most notoriously—anal leakage. Yet, despite its infamous reputation, the Olean Web site reports that over five billion servings of the fart maker have been served … and continue to be served. No wonder Pringles Fat Free Chips are in the same aisle as the adult diapers. 2.) Becky, Look at Her Butt (… did she sit on a piece of pizza?) The diet drug Orlistat (Xenical) works much in the same way Olestra does—by blocking absorption of fat. But when you eat half a tub of fried chicken, the grease has to go somewhere; that somewhere is usually your underwear, or if you’re lucky, the toilet. Accord

Come On Everyone, Don't You Want To Own Me??!!!
Ok everyone.. I am up for auction and I promise it will be worth it!!!! So come on don and put in a bid!! Fat Sonny is the host so everyone please show him some love!! It opens at 3pm est. today and ends same time next Friday!! So that leaves only one week to get me!!! This is not a bombing contest just an auction for fun so please no drama.. just come on in and have some fun!!! Woo hoo!! >

Just Letting Everyone Know
I Won't Be Home All Day Tomorrow 7-24..So If You Need Me To Reply To Something..Send Me A Message And I'll Reply When I Get Home Tomorrow Night...Have A Good Day Everyone ..Don't Miss Me Too Much... LOL :D

The End Of The Ocean (part Two)
He stopped on his way out of town at a mailbox in a shopping center he and his wife had frequented so many times over the years. He opened the lid, took the letter he had prepared the week before from inside his coat, hesitated a moment. He could just pocket the letter, drive back home and end all this foolishness right now, couldn’t he? Nothing was set in stone. He wasn’t committed to this course, was he? He did not have to take this bitter cup and drink from it… But he knew that he did. He knew it the moment he had met with the doctor some weeks before, had solemnly discussed his options…and had known all along that there had only really ever been the one. He took a deep breath, held it and - with a great exhalation - dropped the letter to his son into the slot. In days all the details they needed to continue life without him would be known to them. But for now the letter would sit, cold and solitary, amongst so many others, waiting to deliver its impassive message of b

So Check This Out
I want to introduce you all to my new owner...DUCK! So stop by his page and F/R/A him! Show him lots of love. Don't forget to rate his pics and stash too while you're at it. Just click the pic below. It's that easy. Duck@ fubar> >

Topless
hey everyone! So i've been getting a lot of requests to do some topless photos...well i took them, i just don't know if i am going to post them on here for the whole world, or my friendlist to see. Some of you may not understand but i hope most of you do. I am not saying that i won't, i am just saying i am thinking about it...let me know what you think.

Your Monster
YOU BROKE ME TO PIECES WATCHING EACH FALL TO THE FLOOR USING YOUR HANDS, SCATTERING AROUND REBUILDING ME AS YOURS YOU FORGOT THE GLUE AND A FEW SEGMENTS THE ONES THAT BUILT MY HEART NOW I WANDER EMPTY INSIDE READY TO FALL APART YOU WERE MY HOPES AND MY SUN THE ANSWERS I NEEDED, YOU STILL HOLD HEAT THAT ONCE BOUNDS US CLOSE IS NOW JUST ICY AND COLD YOU TURNED ME INTO WHAT I AM I AM YOUR CREATION OF PAIN NOW I SEE WHAT WAS YOUR PLAN YOU WIN...I'M NOW INSANE

You!!!!....
Pounding wrecks my brain with thunderous pressure of ritual drums. Waves of gut wrenching nausea flow, resembling high tides. Sobs of pain take over my body and soul with persistence. You are gone... Visions of the past break through, swarming every thought. Tremors consume my limbs, equal to an earthquake taking over a city. I move through each day, zombie like, from sleep deprivation. You don't care... Your lies of love replay over and over, drowning the outside world. Hopes, built on your words, rapidly deteriorate to ash. Feelings of elation and excitement are now numb or lost. You don't turn back... Eyes closed to reality, are now able to see the deceit. Heart open to new possibilities, is closed off forever. Dreams of happiness and unconditional love are trampled. You move on... Does your ego feel strong and intact? Does your mind believe you are innocent? Does your body fill with laughter at my demise? Are you satisfied?

Fuck You, I Wanna Bitch...
I am pissed the fuck off. I have a myspace, as well as a fubar profile. And on myspace (as many of you know) you can set your mood and status. Well, I was looking at an old friend of mine's myspace, and her status was- Glad she's leaving BEANERVILLE. She rents a house next to some hispanics, and she hates them, pretty much. But BEANERVILLE??? WTF?? You don't like a couple of your neighbors, who happen to be mexican, and you call them beaners? I don't fucking think so! That shit makes me soooo angry! I am half mexican, so what- I'm a beaner, too?? I am so sick of all the hate here...I have two babies...who are half black...What are they going to have to go through?? Why is there so much hate and ignorance in this world!? "This world have nothing for me, And this world has everything. All that I could want, and Nothing that I need..."

Liars And Whores
im tired of liars is it really that hard to be honest i think life would be so much more fun if people were not so fuckin fake and it seems the more you ttrust the more you get fucked well i got news fuk u all all you bastards that have ever lied to me or went sneaking behind my back go fukin die whores!!!!!

High And Dry
A friend led me to a new site last night, an adult cam site. pretty nice i liked it. in the main room a cam is required to have on at all times. she was nakie most of the time and was breakin out the toys. got me real excited and poof left, how cruel huh,lol. not a bad night though just got me thinkin. did she run off with someone else? hmmmmm

Always In The Wrong Place At The Wrong Time
Have you ever felt like this.Never in the right place when it is needed.The fucking story of my life.You think you are gaining on life only to find out you have lost.So what the fuck do you do? Keep living I guess as I do now.Life can be a fucking joke at times.People tell you things that make you go wow,only to see it was only things or words that they felt you needed to hear.I'm no dummy though I can be an ass.I ask myself why do I always believe or fall for these stupid ass lame fucking lines and to be true to myself I have no fucking excuse.Don't do the fucking blonde thing either.Maybe one day I will be in the right place of life and stop being in the wrong place all the time. Life can be measured by all the fuck ups we do right? Oh well I will just put another mark on the chalk board and say fuck it. I don't get on much anymore I feel I was taking for one really fucked up ride and until I feel better about this I will probably stay off.I do type it in on my mobile but I am li

Support
Please pray for and remember our Troops serving in Iraq....My son's unit took on mortar fire today....No one was seriously injured, they are all just shaken up....Never forget what they have given up for your FREEDOM!

The Dante's Inferno Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)Very HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ExtremeLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ExtremeLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High

A Friend Needs Help.
Ok, there's a guy on here that's harassing the hell out of a friend of mine. Fake profiles on here, phone calls in the middle of the night, just flat out scaring her. If there's anyone that can help her as far as the aspect of on here please let me know because she's thinking of deleting her account and she's a very sweet girl and I'd hate to see her go. So anyone that can help let me know. I'm not gonna divulge her ID openly though as to maintain her safety. Thank you.

Omg! Who Wants To Meet Fubar's Super Model Member?
WELL... I FREAKING DO!~ I AM SOOO SICK OF SEEING THESE STUPID COWS TAKING PICS SITTING ON A DAMN KITCHEN STOOL IN FRONT OF A SHEET HANGING ON A WALL AND YELLING THAT THOSE ARE THEIR MODELING SHOTS. FIRST... MODELING SHOTS ARE PICS THAT ARE TAKEN BY PROFESSIONALS AND THE SUBJECT OF THE PHOTOS GET PAID FOR THE PHOTOS. SOME OF THESE CHICKS THAT SCREAM THEY HAVE MODELING SHOTS WOULD BE LUCKY TO GET THEIR PICS HUNG IN A GARDEN MUCH LESS A MAGAZINE OR CATALOGUE. SECOND... IF THOSE WERE *REALLY MODELING PHOTOS YOU WOULD NOT BE POSTING THEM ON FUBAR BECAUSE THEY WOULD BE THE SOLE PROPERTY OF THE PURCHASER THAT BOUGHT THE PHOTOS FOR MODELING SHOTS. THIRD... IF YOU HAVE FEWER THAN 6 TEETH OR MORE THAN 6 LAYERS OF GUT, YOU ARE ONLY MAKING A FOOL OF YOURSELF TO CLAIM THAT YOU WERE EVER A MODEL OF ANYTHING UNLESS THEY NEEDED A NEW MICHELIN GUY MOLD. FOURTH... GET THE HELL OVER YOURSELVES "MODELS" AND GO SEE ORTHODONISTS AND VISIT YOUR LOCAL PLASTIC SURGEONS AND GIVE UP SOME PROOF THA

Stabbing
Yesterday I made a mumm saying that people on that bus, just like people in general, are cowards and shits. And then hubby gets home and we get into an argument: he says that he wouldn't get involved in a match with a maniac wielding a knife to save some stranger's life. That really pissed me off and I told him what I would've done, after which he said that he is worried because he KNOWS that I am a hothead and totally would do something stupid like that. It has been bothering me ever since, thinking he would join those fucktards and sit and watch. I remember being a disgusting bully in school in early grades back in Russia, and now it shames me even to think about what I used to be (a piece of shit). Nowadays it pains me to see one person suffering while others do nothing. The saying goes: "evil thrives when good people do nothing" I hope the idiots that sat back and did nothing to stop the gruesome murder see Tim McLeans face in their nightmares til the day they die. R.I.P.

True Fu Love Turned 2 Marriage Met On Fu
True Fu Love. Meet on Fu Feel in Love . Got Married in Real life. On Aug 10 (Sun) is our 1 year Wedding Anniversary. Hoping Everyone will help celebrate this special day with US. Since Everyone mean alot to both of US. ♥ßlondie♥ §lave & Real Life Wife 2 §rDårk Knïgh+♥ §rDårk Knïgh+ ßlondies Real Life hubby

Little Johnny Jokes
Little Johnny sees his mother walk out of the shower and sees her vagina. He asks her what it is and she embarassed replies, "Oh, that's mommy's black sponge." A few days later, Johnny spills a glass of milk on the floor and says, "Mommy, I need your black sponge to mop up the milk!" She replies, "I lost it, honey." A couple of days later, he comes running up to her and says, "Mommy, I found your black sponge!" Mystified, she says, "Where, honey?" Little Johnny says, "It's over at Mrs. Johnson's house, and Daddy's washing his face in it!"

Fubuxs
IM IN A CONTEST: IM WILLING TO GIVE A FEW FREE FU BUXS AWAY TO WHO EVER CAN HELP RATE AND COMMENT BOMB MY PHOTO BELOW.. JUST LET ME KNOW HOW MANY COMMENTS YOU LEFT AND ILL SEND U SOME FU BUXS FOR HELPING ME TY

Broken Glass
The ground fades to eternity walking on broken glass feeling the blood flowing through my veins looking above to find my lock Broken glass Broken glass shade the dreams of one Holding the glass of the past look deep within find your soul make it know to me resite the life which was once yours take it now , take in slow The words you find hold you deep within break them out make it loud The letter of faith lay at your feet Take the glass hold it and bleed

Application
Application For Employment Prospective employees shall be afforded equal opportunity. However making a slight donation of $50.00 to the receptionist will improve the chances of your completed application making it to the H.R. Dept. All information that you release in this application will probably be viewed by the receptionist, her boyfriend, the cleaning lady, our telephone repairman, the pizza delivery boy, and potentially anyone who walks by the desk your application is laying on. 1. Position Applied For: ___ Eye Candy ___ Tattletale ___ Sucker ___ Head Cheese 2. Are you a Brown-Noser? ___ Yes ___ No 3. Can you pass a lie detector test? ___Yes ___ No ( If you answered 2 out of 3 questions with a yes please proceed to fill out the rest of the application. If you answered no to any of the above questions we are sorry to inform you that the position has already been filled. Please toss this application in the trash on your way out o

For U, You Know Who U Are.....
you need to seriously grow up and act your age. you are showing behavior that will be emulated by the kids, way to go, teach them negativity and chaos and that is who they will be. they will always be first in my life, make them first in yours....also, get back into therapy and take your meds so you can think straight! You know who you are, grow up and be real!

Southern Justice
A lawyer from New York runs a stop sign and gets pulled over by a Mississippi sheriff's deputy. He thinks that he is smarter than the deputy because he is a lawyer from New York and is certain that he has a better education than any cop from Mississippi! He decides to prove this to himself and have some fun at the deputy's expense. The deputy says, ' License and registration, please.' 'What for?' says the lawyer. The deputy says, 'You didn't come to a complete stop at the stop sign.' Then the lawyer says, 'I slowed down, and no one was coming.' 'You still didn't come to a complete stop, ' says the deputy. ' The lawyer says, 'What's the difference?' 'The difference is you have to come to complete stop . That's the law The lawyer says, 'If you can show me the legal difference between stop and slow down , I'll give you my license and registration'That sounds fair. Please exit your vehicle, sir,' the deputy says. At this point, the deputy takes out his

Stunned Andy Murray Needs His Brother's Help To Win Olympic Medal
Stunned Andy Murray needs his brother's help to win Olympic medal ? If Andy Murray is going to win an Olympic medal, he wants it to be in the company of his brother, Jamie. Just as well after Murray last night flunked what should have been an easy first-round singles match against an unknown who did not believe he had a chance of beating the No6 seed. Lu Yen-hsun found out he had drawn Murray only as he arrived at the airport to fly to Beijing. “When I was told, I was going to turn around and go home and unpack my suitcase,” the delighted man from Taiwan, ranked No77 in the world, said. He will be glad he did not carry out his threat after teasing and frustrating Murray into a defeat the Scot will want to forget. Fortunately, there was a chance of redemption three hours after Murray stalked dejectedly from No1 Court at the Olympic Green Tennis Centre. He left for food and a massage and then got his head down to sleep for 30 minutes before preparing for his doubles match with Jami

More Gymnastics Glory Lies Ahead For Chinese Men
More Gymnastics Glory Lies Ahead For Chinese Men The gymnasts on the Chinese men’s team finally cracked smiles Tuesday after they had passed their first test at the Beijing Games after what seemed like four straight years of stoicism. Yang Wei, the two-time defending champion in the all-around, grabbed a teammate in a bear hug. Chen Yibing, the still rings world champion, waved at the fans packing the National Indoor Stadium as he battled tears of joy. Xiao Qin, a pommel horse expert, jumped up and down as if on a pogo stick. By the time they had gold medals hanging around their necks from the team final, though — and while the United States men celebrated their unexpected bronze medal — it was back to business for Team China. There were more gold medals in gymnastics to be won at these Games, and the Chinese have set out to win all of them. “I feel like I shed off a lot of burden and pressure,” Yang said through an interpreter at a news conference, speaking about winning the

The Bread Box
at the bottom of a bread box you will find a doorway into the back of my mind fly into my dreams and see what you'll find floors that talk to you late at night and the walls watch over you as you sleep tight people are not quite as they seem use them as candles they all start melting down to the ground they are now one or the same the flame burns out with each drop of rain the clouds fade away into a blackened sky and the birds fall to the sea one by one they all die this place in my mind I call the land of gilt and regret washes away with the tide and helps me to forget brick by brick a wall takes it form keeping me safe from anymore harm the clocks turn to dust and my bones they decay bringing me to a new day what happens next its so hard to tell i could only say now I know this is not hell by sonnie

One Of Many Inspirations
Bend in the Road When we feel we have nothing left to give and we are sure the "song has ended" When our day seems over and shadows fall and the darkness of the night has descended. Where can we go to find the strength to valiantly keep trying> Where can we fing the hand that will dry the tears that the heart is crying? There's but one place to go to and that is to God. And dropping all the pretense and pride we can pour out our probllems without the restraint and gain strength with him by our side. And together we stand at lifes crossroads and view what we think is the end. But God has a much bigger vision and he tells us it's only a bend- For the road goes on and it's smoother and the 'pause in the song' is a rest. And the part that is unsung and unfinished is the sweetest and richest and best So rest and relax and grow stronger Let Go and Let God share your load Your work is not finished or ended You've just come to a "B

To All
to all on my list or who i talk to...i am deleting my fubar tomorrow night. I just have no interest anymore in meeting anyone or anything like that.I according to some am just an easy ho & the one that has been repeated many times a nasty whore.So I wish all the best & happiness to all. Goodbye & Farewell

Helpin Superstarrprincess Out For B-day
Ok i am asking for a little help here superstarrprincess b-day is august 25 i wanna try and level her before her b-day can i ask all friends and members of 25 to life to plz help she want to be disciple bad she has been god father for 6 months what do you say its time for her to move on and be a happy disciple she show all of us love when we need it she bends over to give us what we need i think its time we help the one and only true friend superstarrprincess out thanks for all love and support thats gonna be there for us and help ........... SuperStarrPrincess~aka~♫DJ Jersey♫~Owner of 25 to Life & Music Revolution Radio~ *Fu-Pastor*@ fubar

....annnnd I'm Out.......
Yeah....I'm done with this place. I'll be deleting my page within the week. I've met some cool people on here....some I'd rather forget even existed. If you want to keep in some sort of contact with me (and I can't guarantee that will happen on my end...I'm a shitty friend) then send me a myspace link or a private e-mail address. Back to reality.....as depressing and worthless as it is.

Strummer Exlpodes....
I'm gonna rant for a bit. I don't get people. I don't get life. Maybe it's the Aquarian in me. Ya know, I was married for 10 years, and my wife up and left me for no reason. To this day, I don't know why. I was the perfect husband, the perfect Dad, etc...she just got "tired of being married". She left me for a man 20 years older than me. I never questioned her, I just let her go, and wished her happiness, and made sure that I paid my child support, and spent all the time with my boys that I could. As I type this, I just got back from her house setting up her DSL internet connection so my boys could do what they love.....surf the Internet...I gave my ex wife shit because she's so technology stupid, but, as I was leaving, I also told her I loved her. And she knows I do... Ian, my oldest son, asked me to look in the mirror as I was leaving...he said "Dad, what do you see?" I replied "A hot Italian Lover, what do you see?" He said "I see my dad...thanks for helping mom

Where I Live
Ok here is my story…. I have 2 kids and we live together in a trailer. Which is located in a nice trailer park on the lake. I choose to live here so that I could have a steady and consistent roof over our heads. I bought this place on my own. I don’t have the funds to invest into a 200,000 dollar home. So this is the proper investment at the moment. Between the ages of 0-3 my daughter has moved 7 times. We were homeless even at one time. She is almost 7 now. My son is almost 4 and he has lived in this same house his whole life. So I am thankful that he has a comfortable home that he is familiar with. Every day I get judged upon with where I live. Yes I have a pretty face. A good job and personality. But once I invite people over to hang out and they see where I live all they see is “Trailer Park = White Trash” then 90% of the time I never hear from them again. I don’t change for anyone and if they don’t like my body, or don’t like that I have kids or don’t like where I live t

Broken Dreams - Track 5 - Failed At Life
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Failed at Life When your life is crap/ When your best is not enough/ Nothing you do is good/ Nothing you say has worth/ Take a look around you babe/ You need some help/ You failed at life Track 6 Wednesday, Thursday and Friday are easier days with my family. We told them about how Gavin is a member of the pop

He Walks
HE walks from the darkness around him, The shadows part as he pulls his hat brim, Blade in hand he goes to find the place, Where he shall find the one to match his pace, Cloak bellowing behind his eyes set forward, The pain means nothing to what he heads toward, His armor falls from a tattered form, Now he kneals broken his soul badly torn, Breathing slow he stands screaming his war cry, Blades clash in the night Death winning with a weary cry, A sigh passes from bleeding lips the time has come, to be where he has sent angels to be consumed.

Did You Know?
That when you help someone level you help yourself too? :) Cajun has been stuck for a while trying to get to Henchwoman. Drop her a few rates please? Thanks luvs!! CÅJünLα†ïnα♣ Mï§Trë§§ @ ~504 BØürbØn §TrëëT~ 2nÐålÅrmHØTTïë**FüØwnëÐ bY §h*T§ ÅnÐ Gï@ fubar

Entertainment Night At The Senior Center
It was entertainment night at the Senior Center. Claude the hypnotist exclaimed, ' I'm here to put you into a trance. I intend to hypnotize each and every member of the audience.' The excitement was almost electric as Claude withdrew a beautiful antique pocket watch from his coat. 'I want you each to keep your eye on this antique watch. It's a very special watch. It's been in my family for six generations.' He began to swing the watch gently back and forth while quietly chanting, 'Watch the watch, watch the watch, and watch the watch...' The crowd became mesmerized as the watch swayed back and forth, light gleaming off its polished surface. Hundreds of pairs of eyes followed the swaying watch, until, suddenly, it slipped from the hypnotist's fingers and fell to the floor, breaking into a hundred pieces. 'SHIT!' said the Hypnotist. It took three days to clean up the Senior Center.

Men Are Dogs!! (wrote By Me!!)
MEN ARE DOGS!! You walk by the pet shop (the pound) & think he's soooo cute, i'll take him home, he looks innocent, RIGHT?? WRONG!! As soon as you get him home he's marking his territory- You know those sexy boots your ex bought you: chewed up.. You take him to the vet but he convinces you he's got all his shots.. You can't get him to stop barking all night long, yet he naps all day.. He never wants to play when you want to & hey isn't he the one who's supposed to be doing the fetching.. He always wants his meal at the same time, served in his "special" bowl & not that dry either, he only eats the expensive wet food.. When you go out & leave him alone you never know what kind of mess your going to come home to & what things of yours he's been through, & ruined.. He never wants to wear his collar or tags.. When you take him for a walk, he's always looking at everyone who walks by, but if anyone even glances your way he begins to growl & wants to bite.. When you have a friend

Alone In The Dark
Alone in the shadows he stands tall, Here is kingdom never doomed to fall, His heart he has frozen to keep safe, Just how much of a life can this make, In the shadows he stands cold and armored, He was once handsome till he was tortured, Now he watches those in the light, Hardening his heart for what he knows is right, Alone in the shadows where he will forever Rule, He will use his hatred as a righteous tool, Because in alone he shall never grieve, Because this knight has no heart on his sleeve.

Plz Help Him Out :d Thanx
Plz click the link below to help my fiance level. He's 180K from insider. Now I know that may seem like a lot of points, but I've seen friends of mine get leveled with twice that amount to go. So stop by and rate a few pix, I'd love to get him leveled ASAP. :D × §ÎNÎS†ER ×¯× MîÑîS†ER ×@ fubar

We Will Be Alright
The leaves will fall The wind comes crawling in The rain with all its sin Captures me The words it threw my way Filled my soul with pain My anger into space Almost finds its way Questions to embrace Feelings that you'll face In this holy land A desert made of quicksand Streets that lead you there Places of your fear Some force, pulls you in The shadow world If you just talk to me If you just look at me We will be all right From an empty face The smile wiped away Eyes that never see Blind the deepest me Act a small charade Words you can't explain Silence louder than the doubt Lingers in the sound About the time I made my escape I was falling from heaven In every picture that I drew I saw you If you just talk to me If you just look at me We will be alright.....

Well Come To This
As many might know i have bipolar they classified it as bipolar 1 and 2 so actually a 3,well today i was staying with my mother her boyfriends mother wanted me to pay rent even though they pay her already but wanted money from me which i don't have. So in my lost mind set i left packed all my belongings and went to my wife's,I moved out couple months and with bipolar i afraid with my kids.I have a real great wife/friend she tries so hard to be my friend I just can't see anything anymore i have so many racing thoughts and can't stop. All i want to be happy and now seems i have lost that. If you know me you know i am a nice guy i try to be everyone's friend,put my personal things aside and care for other people. i really just want to be happy in life well i guess that isn't gonna happen:( I just wish i could go back in my mind and fine peace. But there is no peace in my mind it's all over the place nothing is what it seems to me anymore. If people new how my mind works th