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Letting It Out!
Well it has been sometime past since I have put down the thoughts that have been going through my head, so I figured I would take the time to do so. I will start with my wonderful children. My little girl is now almost 4 weeks old and getting bigger and stronger everyday. She is already holding her own head up and has rolled from her belly to her back once! She is starting to spend more time awake and is really alert when she is awake. She has her one month old shots on Wednesday, so that is something that I am not looking forward too! I hate needles so hate when my babies have to have them stuck! My wonderful little boy is doing great and has taken to being a big brother like a champ! He turned 3 just three weeks ago and OH BOY! is he acting it! He is 3 and knows everything but when something goes wrong he wants his Momma. I have gotten news that I will be getting my own apartment very soon, so that is something that I am excited about. I want my own space again so maybe my life can

The Troll-tear
A Children's Story of Samhain by D. J. Conway The night was very dark, with a Full Moon hanging in the cloud-filled sky above. The air was crisp with the feel of late Autumn and the doorway between the worlds was wide open. Carved pumpkins sat on the porches of the houses in the little town, and the laughter of children dressed in costumes could be heard from the streets. It was a sad time for Beth as she climbed the little hill behind her house. In her arms was her cat and friend Smoky, carefully wrapped in his favorite blanket. A little grave was already dug on the hill, waiting, for Smoky had died that day. "Do you want me to go with you?" Beth's father had asked. "No, I want to go by myself," she answered. "I dug his grave beside MacDougal's at the top of the hill." Beth clearly remembered when their dog MacDougal had died after being hit by a car. Beth stopped at the top of the hill and knelt beside the little grave. She carefully laid Smoky's blanket-wrapped form

Tv? What Tv?
TV? What TV? by Halos © I am sitting in the living room watching TV alone. I can hear you typing on the computer in the other room. My computer is down for the moment and I have been too lazy to fix it or I would be in there with you. It has been a long couple of days since you an I haven't gotten along all that great. I hate when we argue, but this one like any of the others will go away once the hurt feelings are healed. You ask me what I am watching and I say that I'm watching the Raiders loss as always. You laugh at that and tell me you will probably be awhile on the computer. I think to myself that is probably more fun then what I'm doing at the moment. It's been a dismal year for my team and things don't look like they are going to get better anytime soon. I get up to head to the bathroom and to get a drink. On my way back I look in on you but see that you're not sitting in your chair. I shrug my shoulders and head back to the living room. As I get there I notice the

Slumber Party
Slumber Party by naughtylibrarijan © It was a bad time for my office. Of the five women I worked with, three had recently broken up with their boyfriends, one hadn't had a date in over 6 months, and the other was married to a real jerk that she just found out was cheating on her. I was lucky to be happily married, but when someone suggested a girls' night in to get drunk and forget our woes, I was in. We decided to meet at Mandy's apartment on Friday night. Mandy was the date-less one, so her apartment held the least number of painful memories. Joely, Samantha, and Angie were all still trying to get rid of their ex-boyfriends' presences, and Sandy's husband wasn't going to be "working late" for once. I would have offered up my house, but while the other ladies would have been fine with my husband being around, I wanted a chance to dish without him hearing. We started the evening with a revealing game of "I've never." I was a little embarrassed to raise my cup when Mandy dec

Sunshower
SUNSHOWER-Chris Cornell Dark as roses, and fine as sand I feel your healing in your sting again I hear you laughing and my soul is saved On forgotten graves you cry Crawl like ivy up my spine Through my nerves and into my eyes Cuts like anguish Or recollections of better days gone by But it's alright When you're all in pain And you feel the rain come down Oh, it's alright When you find your way Then you see it disappear It's alright Through your garden's grey I know all your graces Someday will flower In the sweet sunshower In the sweet sunshower Eyes like oceans so far away Feathered trails to a better way Worried mornings turn into days And into worried nights But it's alright When you're all in pain And you feel the rain come down Oh, it's alright When you find your way Then you see it disappear It's alright Though your garden's grey I know all your graces Someday will flower In a sweet sunshower In a sweet sunshower In a sweet sunshower

Halloween Experiment...
Halloween Experiment... by babylon © Halloween Experiment—Would He, or Wouldn't He... Fidelity... It's one of those warm, fuzzy, nebulous concepts that one is probably better off not exploring too deeply—at least that's what I think I learned. I'd always wondered if it was something that one was born with, or simply an artifact of circumstances—a question of opportunity, really... The subject of my musing wasn't myself—I was pretty sure I knew the answer to that one; opportunity or not (and I'd been presented with several of them), I had taken my wedding vows quite seriously over the years. Forsaking all others... No, the subject of my consideration was Tom, my husband of several years. I'd often wondered if his profession of fidelity was truly real, or simply a matter of opportunity. Not that I thought he was engaged in any extra curricular activities, but I wondered about his resolve... Was he truly honorable, or simply untested? The subject ultimately became more than one of

Halloween With Tygre Ch. 01
Halloween with Tygre Ch. 01 by Laetor © She showed up just as I expected. She warned me days earlier that she'd be wearing something I would not be able to resist easily, and she was right. The corset cinched her already small waist even closer, accenting her bust line and making her ass even more delicious. She had thigh-high boots on, and nothing else covering her nether regions but a graceful thong of lacy material, barely enough to cover her mound. My mouth watered, seeing her. I willed my eyes to raise up to hers, and I controlled my voice pretty well. We hugged closely, and kept holding each other as we spoke closely into each other's ears. "Mmmmm, Tygre, you look unbelievable." "Trey, what happened? You didn't dress up this year!" she pouted. "Well, I saw the pictures from last year, and they left me more embarrassed than anything else. Plus, this year I really concentrated on the music -- all my efforts went towards that." While I spoke, Tygre buried her fac

My Treasure - For Mom
This poem was a gentle thank you to my kind and loving mother, who's warmth and love guides me daily. I look back on these years To see how far I've come and grown I take a trip down memory lane And what I see has shown That every step I've taken You have been there by my side From infancy to adulthood We've stood the test of time You cradled me and nurtured me Through all these many years You held me and did comfort me Through happiness and tears You'd pick me up when I would fall You'd dust me off and then Encourage me to get back on That horse and ride again Your constant care and loving And your warm inviting heart Has always been a treasure that I knew would n'er depart If I could be "just half" the person You have been to me Then you have taught me well dear mom For in my heart I see A woman whose most gentle soul Embraces me each day A woman whom I dearly love Much more than words can say

Dark Fairy
What Dark Being Are You?You are a Dark Fairy. This is the least of the dark beings. No doubt you have a dark side to you; its just not common that is comes out, at least that anyone knows of. You are beautiful and gentle, a person that most people like to be with. Youre coning at the way you get things in life, and can be a little self absorbed. Dont let your wings carry you of into fantasy; know that your feet are always on the ground.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Season Are You?
You Belong in Summer Energetic, creative, and very curious about the world... You're not going to let anything hold you back, especially a cold day. Whether you're chilling out at the beach or partying all night, you live for the warm weather. What Season Are You?

The Little Old Lady
The Little Old Lady A young man shopping in a supermarket noticed a little old lady following him around. If he stopped, she stopped. Furthermore she kept staring at him. She finally overtook him at the checkout, and she turned to him and said, "I hope I haven't made you feel ill at ease; it's just that you look so much like my late son." He answered, "That's okay." "I know it's silly, but if you'd call out "Good bye, Mom" as I leave the store, it would make me feel so happy." She then went through the checkout, and as she was on her way out of the store, the man called out, "Goodbye, Mom." The little old lady waved, and smiled back at him Pleased that he had brought a little sunshine into someone's day, he went to pay for his groceries. "That comes to $121.85," said the clerk. "How come so much .. I only bought 5 items.." The clerk replied, "Yeah, but your Mother said you'd be paying for her thing

And Of Course...
Doubt creeps in on the featherlight footsteps of a kitten, subtle, soft, and almost unnoticed. Almost. So now I'm forced to face it, and ask myself, is it simply fear, mayhap? Or worse yet, my subconscious finding clues that I cannot, and screaming warnings at me too soft to hear? Math has never been my strong suit, but even I can see that certain figures don't add up. Now, considering how uncommon the situation is, should I be surprised that normal rules wouldn't apply here as well? Or is that a rationalization I make to myself in an attempt to quell the voices? Fuck. See, the thing is my friends, Matt was a player. Now, I don't mean that I'm some sort of Don Juan or anything, but I've captured my fair share of hearts just for the sake of taking them...simply because I could. For the longest time, it was the only panacea I had to soothe my own self-loathing. I had the theory that if people could feel that way towards me, maybe I wasn't a total waste. It became my drug of choi

My Soul!
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, falling in love is all about the adventure and uncertainty. You can only fall in love with someone who keeps you guessing. Inside the Room of Your Soul

7722168
PRAY THIS EVEN IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE IT!! IT WILL ONLY TAKE 2 MINUTEs. You never know when God is going to bless you!! Good things happen when you least expect them to !!!!!!!! Change the number in the subject box when you forward it by adding one!!! Dear Lord, I thank You for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You. Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. And It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my

A Brave Young Soldier Killed In Iraq
Gordon County Marine killed in Iraq Sad part is I knew him. 11/10/06 Email this story to a friend Cody Warren, a 2005 graduate of Gordon Central High School, was killed Thursday in Iraq, school officials said. Warren, 19, was a member of Battery M, 3rd Battalion, 14th Marine Regiment, a reserve unit based in Chattanooga. The Marine Reserve unit said it could not release any information about Warren's death, but friends of the Marine said he was killed by sniper fire. “Cody was one of ours,” said Mike Stanton, county school superintendent. “His service and his sacrifice become personal because we all know him and his family.” Stanton said Warren’s mother, Robin Patterson of Resaca, is a Gordon County school bus driver, and he has siblings still at GCHS. Neal Crawford, GCHS band director, said Warren was an important part of the Blue Wave Marching Band. “He was our drum major his junior and senior years and also played alto sax,” Crawford said. “I couldn’

What My Future Holds...
Looking at what the future holds for you I see it is bright and prosperous I pray for you to grow up strong and wise I see you're learning every single day How smart you are I am so proud of you I love you my baby Mommy and Daddy love you So very much We will support and guide you You can count on that

Friends.
I have noticed over my short time on here that people really dont want friends they want points.I f i try to talk to a woman they think I am hitting on them.If I try to talk to a guy they think I am gay.I am a friendly person who,like to learn about other people whether they are gay straight Bi or anything else.I dobnt care what ethicity they are either I am not a biggot. I like to meet and chat with all kinds of new people.So if you want to make a friend drop me a line. I am not here to pick anyone up although there are many I wouldnt mind lol.( joke )

Joke Of The Day 11/10/06
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. Response: Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shif

I Turn To You
"I Turn To You" -- by Charlie When i'm lost , you helped me find my way . all the time , everyday . I Turn to you.......... When i'm scared, you're there to comfort me , to let me know that everything will be alright , everyday and every night . I turn to you........ you help me through thick and thin , to lose to win , to shelter me with your arms to give me your heart I Turn To You ......

What Do Your Eyes Say About You?
what do your eyez say about you? Sex Addicts!!!People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Halloween Love Story
Halloween Love Story by themosnar © The morning came on as any other, dull and bleary. The fall chill had worked its way once again into the morning air. He slipped out of bed onto the chilled wood floor jumping back quickly as his feet touch the ground as cold as death. Getting up the courage to move again he slips his feet down searching this time for his slippers. Finding them he stands and goes into the bathroom. Brushing his teeth the mirror clouds over from the steamy water boiling up out of the wash basin. He wipes it away and stares at himself for a moment until he sees movement behind him. Quickly turning around he looks behind himself sure that the image in the mirror was that of a beautiful woman. In fact it was the only beautiful woman he had ever known, the very same one who had been killed three years ago this very night, by a drunken driver. Oh how he missed her so...no more now than just a shell of a man mechanically going about his day he imagined the times be

Theory Of The After Life
Hell Awaits All alone,by myself, sitting on the edge Should I jump ,should I stay and watch the people go One by they march on down into hades deep Do I follow, do I wait, still I do not know Do I try to clean my act and be a perfect man Do nothing wrong, repent my sins, do more than I can To make it up to Heaven, where the good have gone Or go to Hell with my mistakes and let my life go on I'd be with all the others who went there own way We will all meet in Hell on the judgement day So goodbye I'll live my life without a single regret While you keep trying to be perfect till your final breathe So long to earth and fare thee well 'Til I see you all in Hell

Oil Take One On The Road
Gotta love the highlights Smitty, my hero, gettin another 2 goals for 10 on the season, so far http://wm.world.mii-streaming.net/media/convergent/eoilers/2006highlights/20061110-highlights-hi.wmv

Bush To Award Medal Of Honor To Fallen Marine
QUANTICO, Va. (AP) - An emotional President Bush said Friday he would present the Medal of Honor -- America's highest military decoration -- to a Marine who died when he jumped on a grenade in Iraq and saved the lives of two comrades. The medal will be given posthumously to Cpl. Jason Dunham of Scio, N.Y., who died on April 22, 2004 of wounds he suffered when his patrol was ambushed near the Syrian border. "He and his men stopped a convoy of cars that were trying to make an escape," Bush said during a speech to dedicate a new Marine museum. "As he moved to search one of the vehicles, an insurgent jumped out and grabbed the corporal by the throat." During hand-to-hand combat with the insurgent, Dunham called out to his fellow Marines: "No, no, no. Watch his hand!" "Moments later, an enemy grenade rolled out," Bush said. "Cpl. Dunham did not hesitate. He jumped on the grenade to protect his fellow Marines. He used his helmet and his body to absorb the blast." Friday would

Hip-hop Albums Review
40 Cal cd broken safety.40 Cal is a member of dipset but he remains somewhat behind the scenes because of camron, juelz and jim jones doing so well for the group. 40 has to be one of the most lyrical rappers in the game today he has amazing wordplay, his delivery is always on point and the depth of versatility is endless. 40 really shines on songs like "real bitch" feat Freek Zeeky, "survivor" feat Akon, "think i'm not gangsta" and "sam scared" and for the overall mic rating for this album it gets a 4 out 5 mics. Jim jones P.O.M.E. (product of my enviroment)- Jim jones is not a real lyrical rapper but his work gets better everytime out this is his 3rd album and its killa. The energy on the album is amazing Jim finds a way to never lose the listner with his grimey and club hood esque mix of songs. He shines on such songs as "we fly high", "weatherman" feat lil wayne and stack bundles, "reppin time" and "don't push me away" feat rell. Overall I give this album 4 out of 5 mics. Ray

~ October ~
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... JANUARY=SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to

Halloween Party Night
Halloween Party Night by English Bob © "So, what do you think," said Sally, "do you like it?" It would have been tough not to like my wife's Halloween costume. The black satin contrasted beautifully with her pale complexion and long blonde hair as she paraded in front of me. "A witch," I joked, "how very appropriate! But not any normal witch costume this. The front was scooped down so low as to show all but the smallest portion of Sally's breasts and the skirt was so short that the casual observer would have been able to immediately tell the colour of panties that she wore - if she in fact had have worn any. Her long, slim legs were encased in the finest black silk stockings and the whole ensemble was finished off with vicious looking black spike-heeled shoes. "Oh yeah?" she chided, lifting the skirt to show me her neatly trimmed bush, "but I bet you'd love to ride my broomstick!" I moved towards her my hands immediately reaching for her partially exposed body. The s

Halloween Hedonism
Halloween Hedonism by lilminx © Kara entered her house a little unsteadily. She had just gone to the third Halloween costume party of the week and was drunk as well as fed up. The party had been her friend Christine's. "It's all the same, every year," she thought to herself. "I'm always the single woman at these damn things. I walk in, and everyone asks, 'Who did YOU bring, Kara?' Sheesh, why is it so important that I have to bring a date? Then there are the do-gooders who try to push me towards any single guy there, no matter HOW gross he is!" She walked into her room and looked in the mirror. She had gone to the party as a French Maid (she knew it was a common costume, but didn't care). Kara inspected herself from head to toe in the mirror. She had a black and white headband that was set in her long, brown, wavy hair. On her face, she wore sultry make-up: dark eyeshadow and eyeliner on her almond-shaped eyes, dark red lipstick on her pouty lips, and she had affixed a small bir

How The Internet Began
In ancient Israel, it came to pass that a trader by the name of Abraham Com did take unto himself a young wife by the name of Dot. And Dot Com was a comely woman, broad of shoulder and long of leg. Indeed, she had been called Amazon Dot Com. She said unto Abraham, her husband, "Why doth thou travel far from town to town with thy goods when thou can trade without ever leaving thy tent?" And Abraham did look at her as though she were several saddle bags short of a camel load, but simply said, "How, dear?" And Dot replied, "I will place drums in all the towns and drums in between to send messages saying what you have for sale and they will reply telling you which hath the best price. And the sale can be made on the drums and delivery made by Uriah's Pony Stable (UPS)." Abraham thought long and decided he would let Dot have her way with the drums. The drums rang out and were an immediate success. Abraham sold all the goods he had at the top price, without ever moving from h

Hormone Hostage
The knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, Co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have some more wine. 13 Things PMS Stands For: 1 Pass My Shotgun 2 Psychotic Mood Shift 3 Perpetual Munching Spr

Betrayed
You left me betrayed, you never cared that I was hurting. You claim to not have known, but it was written in my soul. You claim to be empathic, then how could you have not known. It would have burned like God's eyes. The one's to whom always watch. You lay with the demon and claimed him your love, he denied you and still does. I know that path, have walked it lifetimes before. But you still looked down at me, pat my head, sent me on my way as a child. I am now before you, bare breasted in the moonlight, bold, beautiful, and proud. Broken. You cannot deny me now, you don't get the chance. I am beyond you and you'll never know. I have brought you to you're knees, so now you have to look up at me and now you must surrender the respect in which I am due. I am not a child, I am not your friend, I am not even sure you are your own friend. You claim I helped you fall, I only showed you the view, your the on

Soft Is The Heart Of A Child...
A poem written by: Becky Leanne (tiggs) Soft is the heart of a child, who quivers in the corner as her parents fight. It starts early in the morning until night. The wishes for silence won't come true, As hateful words fly right through. After the hate has been projected, As baby's heart lays unprotected, Apologies have been said. And baby is tucked into bed, Tomorrow is another day. The vicious cycle continues without being stopped. And the child's heart gets stomped. This was published along with others that I have written and as a side note...this was not me...I did not have to live this kind of horror. It was based on a movie that I watched as a part of a course that I was taking in high school.

Disney Radio
my mind goes odd places late at night and I have yet to have a rant in my blog yet so its time for one... haven't ranted in awhile... Ya know maybe if I had lived somewhere closer that had better radio stations I would've written this rant a while ago but since I just found out yesterday it get saved for today. With acquiring my new XM radio I was ecstatic at the possiblities, naturally with baseball being at the top of my list, but then in skimming the music stations availiable I came across disney radio. Now the kid in me pretty much sported a pre-teen woody at the possiblities of all the disney music I enjoyed growing up, like the Duck tails theme and other great cartoons from my childhood. The possibilites I thought were endless as to what musical enjoyment and memories I could get from one radio station. Imagine my shock and horror, not to mention extreme shrinkige of the inner child hard-on, when I discovered the station to play nothing but teeny bopper bullshit pop music.

How Jealous Are You
How jealous are you? Only when you need to be...The perfect combonation of laid back and jealous. If you see something that raises a red flag, you don't hesitate to ask questions, otherwise, you are laid back and trusting. Take this test

"the Ask Out Game''
Whoever wants to go out with you, they will COMMENT you saying: "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec or u will be alone forever, you will be surprised as 2 who replys 2 you!! PS. must do even if taken

Joke Of The Day 11/13/06
Students in an advanced Biology class were taking their mid-term exam. The last question was: "Name seven advantages of "Mothers Milk." Worth 70 points or none at all. One student, who had partied late the night before, was frustrated to think of seven advantages. He wrote: 1. It is perfect formula for the child. 2. It provides immunity against several diseases. 3. It is always at the right temperature. 4. It is inexpensive. 5. It bonds the child to mother, and vice versa. 6. It is always available as needed. And then, the student was stuck. Finally, in desperation, just before the bell rang, indicating the end of the test, he wrote: 7. It comes in such cute containers. He got an "A".

Real Friends
Which are you? Anyone can stand by you when you are right, but a Friend will stand by you even when you are wrong... A simple friend identifies himself when he calls. A real friend doesn't have to. A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life. A real friend says, "What's new with you? A simple friend thinks the problems you whine about are recent. A real friend says, "You've been whining about the same thing for 14 years. Get off your duff and do something about it." A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simpl

Pam's Fishing Trip Ch. 01
Pam's Fishing Trip Ch. 01 by jallen944 © Pam stood at the refrigerator, trying to find something interesting to drink, something more enticing than grapefruit juice. With a sigh, she resigned herself to water. A large cloud had moved in front of the sun, so she decided to take a break from sunbathing to get a drink. The bright, hot sun had made her skin toasty warm, and was turning it golden brown. The air conditioner made the air inside the house significantly cooler than the hot air outside. It was almost like walking into a freezer. She had been inside only a minute, and she was already shivering. She smelled of coconuts. Her skin was covered with cocoa butter oil and she was slick and shiny like her skin was made of plastic. She filled a glass with water and drained it in one big gulp. The cold water dripped on the bare part of her chest and dribbled down between her breasts. She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand. The water felt good on her skin. She turned the em

Panties, Red
Panties, Red by Tom Soup © It was the last weekend before Christmas. Only 3 masturbating days before he had to make the long drive to his retired parents house and spend the holiday as the only unmarried son of five. Chris wasn't looking forward to another bachelor arrival. He knew he would face the same questions as last year, "Got a nice girlfriend Chris?", "Getting any action Bro.?", and his favorite: "Why don't you come stay with us? We have plenty of room. Forget that lousy job, they'll never pay you enough to move out of that tiny apartment and that dirty little box you call a stove." Still, he liked his apartment. Sure it was tiny, and certainly the free nine foot tall Christmas tree that took up over two-thirds of his front room didn't improve available space. But it was free, an annual token of the apartment manager's goodwill. It even came with a stand, but no decorations. Chris had brought it in, stood it up in the corner, and fully intended to decorate it. He even bo

Hiya
allow myself to introduce... myself So, I know you've all been wondering where I've been, why there have been no trivia questions or pithy replies to your blogs/bulletins. I've been establishing myself back out in the world o fwork. Foci is officially no more and it is up to me to create the best damn web shop in denver. And I'm going to, just as soon as the Holidays are over. Not a great time to be sort of without a job. However, I do have a good gig that will pay for Santa to show up and get me through the end of the year. However, there is a lot to do and considering this company doesn't appear to be in the Death Throes, my time is probably better spent doing things like programming and debugging than blogging. hard to believe. Also, I am doing nanowrimo and like every remaining ounce of energy that I have to write goes toward that which has brought me to a grand total of like 5500 words, about a quarter of where I should be. And even that has been scandalous. I me

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Why is it that I can't find someone that is just perfect for me? Why can't I be content with my life? I'm always looking for something more then what I have. I'm always finding things wrong with my current relationship and it's driving me nuts!!! I want to be out of this relationship because my so called "fiance" seems to always find other things to do with his time then give me the attention that I crave from him yet I can't walk away because I love him. What the hell do I do? There are so many issues I have with this "family". His kids, my kids, his ex wife that for some reason he still hangs onto. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...there's too much to list in this little blog but dayumm I've had enough. I need to vent my frustrations and figure out what the hell I'm suppose to do yet there's no one I can talk to about it that doesn't already have a "liking" for him so they take up for him or whatever! Going to go and scream!!!!

Hello...answer My Survey People...
Hello...answer my survey people... YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST and, I WANNA KNOW... 20 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! JUST HIT REPLY--or comment it... TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME. THEN REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. male/female answer accordingly 1.Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Dirty or Clean: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 2. Whats your philosophy on life? 3. Would you have my back in a fight? 4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? 5. What is your favorite memory of us? 6. Would you give me a kidney? 7. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:

Discrimination?
I'm not obese. I don't have any physical disabilities. I'm not mentally challenged. I don't have any underlying illnesses. I am a OEF/OIF war veteran. I am NOT hispanic/latina or Indian, Pacific Islander or any other heritage other than European. So what the fuck. WHAT THE FUCK REALLY... I'm tired of applying for jobs, and getting interviewed and not getting hired because I can press 1 for ENGLISH. It's so frustrating. I spent six years serving my country and I can't even get a simple job (while in search for my dream job mind you) at a grocery store because the girl who was being interviewed after me spoke ESPANOL as a first language. I'm sick of it! I've been upset and crying all afternoon. I dont know what else to do other than keep trying and I'm getting sick of it and I just need something for an income while I find a good paying job. So no, I didn't get the job at Safeway and right now I am really hating myself and my life and everything about it.

14 Brest Cancer
Let's be honest, we all love breasts. Straight men and lesbians everywhere love to look at, fell and maybe even have a little nibble on some lady funbags. And everyone else loves to laugh at the ridiculousness of man-boobs. With this in mind we should all be doing what we can to help keep as many breasts on this planet healthy. So with this in mind, I have a favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... The Breast Cancer site is still having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Please repost this to help keep pert breasts, saggy breast, tiny little breasts, huge breasts, and

The Dog And The Cat
"I don't know what people see in you," said the Dog to the Cat. "All you do is sleep and preen." The Cat yawned. "Actually," she said, "I find your obsequious behavior a bit disgusting. Aren't you embarrassed by it, really, a little?" The Cat's words stung the Dog. He had never thought his friendliness unseemly. The Cat, meanwhile, was secretly hurt by the Dog's comments. She did not want to take advantage of anyone. When Mr. and Mrs. Smith came home that evening, they received an odd greeting. "Meow, meow!" cried the Cat excitedly, as she tried to drag Mr. Smith's slippers over to his favorite chair. The Dog lay squeezed into a shoebox, feigning sleep and pretending to snore. "I think there may be something wrong with our pets," said Mrs. Smith. Suddenly, a small rodent darted across the room. At the same time, a newspaper landed on the front porch. In a flash, the Cat leapt at the rodent, disposing of it in one bite. The Dog ran outside and brought in the newspaper.

What Kind Of Alcohol Are You?
What alcohol are you?? PATRONEYou are a laid back and relaxed drinker! Patrone is one of the most finest tequillas known! It also shows you have a very expensive taste on your tongue!! Take this test PATRONE IS THE SHIT! WOOT lol

Human Torched
I'm leaving tonight, please don't follow my lead. Just try try to follow this: Go fuck yourself. I don't deserve you or this, I know I need At least a little of anything else. Cuz something else is out there waiting for me, But like they died, my eyes are blind and I can't see. You yearn to burn before your mourners, scorched, A joke, I'll smoke you, roll you and toke you. Now you're torched. Beneath those black smoke clouds, are you happy now? Because now your ass is ashes, you've been torched. You left last night, it's hard not to follow you, You blazed an exit, unescapable. A parade of your failures, all made brand new, You turned your car keys, and turned the tables. Horrible carbon monoxide suicide, You saw fireworks like on the Fourth of July. In your car, God only knows what target You were aiming for, but I maintain that you missed it. Now your memory's ashes, as if you'd been torched. You snuffed yourself out, just like a fucking Human Torched.

Element
Which of the four elements matches your personality? Your Element is WaterAs A Thinker: You struggle with the concept of reality and always ponder unusual theories or questions. You are a creative, abstract thinker.As a Friend: Your desire of frienship depends on your mood. Sometimes you prefer solitude, and other times you enjoy being with one or two friends. Most of the time you like to be in a large group. Your friends think of you as interesting and can always rely on you for support.Character Traits: You are funny, laidback, flexible, and artistic. YOu are capable of being very serious and contemplative, or extremely energetic and wild. Your emotions are easy for people to read.You Secretly Seek: Security/Stability and AffectionTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Love
When someone tells you they love you, but they don't mean it When you see the one you love with the one they love When they leave you for someone else Telling someone how you feel about them and they dont feel the same about you Not knowing if what you have will last Wanting someone so bad, but you just can't have them When you can never stop thinking about that special someone even though you don't want to think about them anymore Wishing you still had them in your arms When you'll do anything for them and they dont even give a care Letting days go by without hearing anything about them Knowing theyre so close but yet so far away loving someone for a long time but they just want to be friends trying your hardest to get their attention, but it just didnt work Being rejected When the distance is just too much for it not to work Going to sleep thinking about them knowing theyre thinking about someone else....ouch! When your intentions are g

A Bounced Check!
A bounced check Shown below, is an actual letter that was sent to a bank by an 86 year old woman. The bank manager thought it amusing enough to have it published in the New York Times. Dear Sir: I am writing to thank you for bouncing my check with which I endeavored to pay my plumber last month. By my calculations, three nanoseconds must have elapsed between his presenting the check and the arrival in my account of the funds needed to honor it. I refer, of course, to the automatic monthly deposit of my entire pension, an arrangement which, I admit, has been in place for only eight years. You are to be commended for seizing that brief window of opportunity, and also for debiting my account $30 by way of penalty for the inconvenience caused to your bank. My thankfulness springs from the manner in which this incident has caused me to rethink my errant financial ways. I noticed that whereas I personally answer your telephone calls and letters, ---

Genetics
Genniticly predispostioned to believe in god through evolution by natural selection? — Wednesday, November 15, 2006 Basicly, I think there are a lot of people who believe in god, more than not, due to the great many of people who didn't believe in god died, and didn't pass on their genes. Why did they die???? Crudsades, witchburning, And various other people who kill people who don't believe in god, or the god or gods they believe in. Because of crazy people who believed it was ok to kill people for not believing in god, those with strong opinions that didn't, and openly didn't subscribe the that system ended up dead. So now, people who don't believe in god are the minoraty. The people who lived, are the one's who had the tendency to believe in god, and not people not willing to admit they didn't believe in god. People too scared to announce their beliefs, because if they did, they would had died because of them, and not reproduce. So the spineless, and the majoraty

1965
Sometimes you can’t always see The pain someone’s going through Sometime’s you may never know The truth about the lies Because the dreams are just memories to you Because the unseen truth is just like The untold lies About what happened in 1965 Sometimes you wish someone would just tell you About what happened that day Sometimes you wish you knew Who those words are really meant for But you will never know Until the day that you realize It was you And maybe you will realize what you have done And how many people you hurt on that day in 1965

My Kinky Turn On ;)
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting75%Bondage75%Chains/Handcuffs67%Whips58%Blind Folds42%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

For You Are The One
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love

Screaming In Silence
i feel lost in these thoughts that seem to conquer and rule my mind and you say nothing that could ever possibly snap me out of my dangerously vacant daze. i am blind to devotion and life, and you do not guide me to the way that is safe for you and me, instead you lead me down the path towards my fatal death. i fall into a pit of razors, but you don't throw me a chain to save my wretched being with no reason or purpose to live this fucking screwed life. i tried to life for life of freedom, devotion and purity, and somehow you life for yourself of guilt, shame and disgrace. i cry the tears taht you cry when your in misery, you don't even move your mouth because you don't feel a damn thing. i fear loneliness, rejection, agony, yet, you only fear change. when you dreamt dreams of satisfaction and hopes in the dark night, i watched over you to be sure you were safe and secure and you didn't do a damn thing in return for me. when you screamed in emotional agony, i ran t

I Know....another Contest!
If you have the time, would you mind voting for me in the sexiest male smile contest? I think this will be the last contest I will be involved with for a while, unless I'm hosting one of my own. Thanks!

Memorial
well ok here it is 00:30 and i'm the only one awake. Didn't really expect to take my grandmere's death this hard but I am feel alot of saddness not for her being gone but for what My children will miss out of now that she is gone. I now have no living grandparents, and my aunts and uncles are passing on too. I am having a hard time with the whole death thing. I is just showing me that we can't live forever. ok so here's the problem, what if ou want someone, not to live forever, but for a long period of time. i worry more and more every day, especially when someone else dies, that my father is not going to be here for as long as I need him. that it the thought that is keeping me up tonight, and has been plaguing my dreams.

Fake Or Real???
FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE ASS FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE ASS FRIENDS: never seen you cry. REAL FRIENDS: cry with you FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Are for awhile. REAL FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE ASS FRIENDS:

Still More
After this everyone got up and left the theater. Damion and Precious walked out to the car and just sat their for a few minutes in silence. “Why are you doing so much for me Damion? I know you love me but I never expected any of this. You have never showed to be such a romantic before.” She didn’t say it in a disappointed voice, instead it was more of a curious, happy voice. Damion just looked at her for a minute or so before answering her. “Baby girl you have always showed me in so many ways that you love me and want to be with me but I have never really taken the time to show you how much I love and appreciate you. So when I was trying to decide how to make tonight a special unforgettable night, I knew that I had to go all out. I made a list of things I have always thought of doing for you, but never had the guys do, and narrowed it down to the top three for tonight.” When Damion said three Precious just looked at him with awe. Two of the three things had already happene

Am I Heard?
There are many of us that will never know, the lambs that are hurting and in woe. They are consumed in pleasure for them self and claim this world and will not help. Not wanting to give up the life on earth and so distant from the others in the herd. Pushing out all problems in life to touch the peace and not the strife of their fellow man. When is it ok to see a child cry because he hungers, or look at the tender mother. But i choose to help all who need, to reach out and give some seed to grow up a family. Pour out your heart and give to all, find it there in your spirit tall And bring the Love of Jesus to a hurting pasture, and maybe take your eye off the center of yourself.

Tag Again Ppl!! Lol! :op~
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TEL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOU'RE MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU, YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1.I love it when it's cool outside and inside. 2.I'm left handed mostly lol nah, I'm actually ambedextrius...that means I can use both hands, any volunteers? LMAO! 3.I'm a diabetic, was diagnosed about 2 yrs. ago. 4.I'm a smoker :o( 5.I have one child and he'll be 19 yrs. old in February. 6.I've been married and divorced once...don't wanna get married again unless it's gonna be forever and it'd take alot for me to even think about marriage again. 7.I love to drive. 8.I have 4 dogs. 9.I'm totally single right now...anybody wanna change that? LOL! ;o) 10.I was born n raised in Florida. OK NOW I PICK THESE PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING:

Damn Laptops
I absoluely fucking hate laptops. I know I know some people love them and swear by them but after tonight I can't stand the notebook sized pieces of thousand dollar technical shit. Although honestly its not really the laptop computer itself I have a problem with. Its that little mousepad that some random cuntflap out there decided to invent and say hey this will work better than the standard mouse, what cocksucking nazi son of a bitch he was. I really want to meet that reatarded polesmoker and just haul off and kick him in whatever tiny sack he happens to posess. It might be more conveient but for me it sure as hell isn't any easier. I can't ever get the crap to line up right or hold the buttons down to highlight better. So I usually end up using the keyboard commands which for some things are completely fucked up and I forget so I end up totally screwing up whatever it is I happen to be workign on at that moment. That little touch sensitive square shit monger down below the keyb

Stupid People And My Sense Of Humor
29) Do you support abortion?:Not financially I mean I don't recall giving any money to the kill unborn babies now fund nor the unfit mothers looking for an easy way out charity, but I don't have an opinion.. I figure I lack a uterus so I shouldn't worry In one of the many surveys I fill out I posted this as an answer. Now had I not been a complete and total moron the other day and deleted it I would be able to share the message I got regarding this little post. From someone who isn't in my friends list nor have they replied and told me who they knew that sent them this. But I shall attempt to paraphrase and it basically went something like... That survey said to answer honestly I can't believe you'd talk that way about abortion.. blah blah blah.. theres really girls out there who have trouble deciding.. blah blah blah.. you need to grow up.. blah blah blah.. lack of a uterus doesn't get you out of the responsibility.. blah blah blah.. you need to find Jesus (hello look

Could You Handle Montana
Could you handle living in Montana? Totally!!Yes!! Your a true Montanan, I love you! You are totally into the Montana Lifestyle, you love the outdoors and everything Montana has to offerTake The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Update
For those of you that read about my grandfather the last time, I thought I would update you a bit. He is still in the hospital, but we finally have an idea of whats wrong. We first thought it was pneumonia, however now, we know that he was having his lungs fill up with liquid. Fornuately, they were able to drain his lungs, and they think that this is happening because of some of the medicine he was on. So, if he gets everything going well over the weekend, he might be able to come home in time for Thanksgiving. Thanks to all who kept me and my family in your thoughts and/or prayers...please keep it up. I will try to update again whenever he gets to come home. Thanks again!! =)

To All Women Out There
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Are There Angels?
It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I know because God Sent me one to love

Surrendering
surrender to your kisses to your hugs to your love of me surrending i offer no resistance my defenses have crumbled my world has shattered my heart swells so my life has just begun my time is here i surrender to you

Remember Them..written By My Friend Gary.
REMEMBER THEM Another soldier dies today, we pray and say we really cared He gave his life so we could live and other lives be spared So why do some hate that man for what he believes is right For without his love and sacrifice, our lives would be a constant fight So hate not that man of the military who is willing to die for you Give them your love and support to help them make it through For if he was not there to fight the battles that you would not undertake Your life would be meaningless and your life someone else would take For the military men and woman that risk their lives to keep us safe each day Are the real heroes of this world and for their safety we should pray So ask yourself would you face all the terrible risks that they constantly endure So you can sit in your freedom of place, a place that they secure We the military are not inhuman, not criminals, not people without a heart We ask not for sympathy, just your support while we are far apart And

Thanksgiving Divorce
A man in Phoenix calls his son in New York the day before Thanksgiving and says,"I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing; forty-five years of misery is enough. "Pop, what are you talking about?" the son screams. We can't stand the sight of each other any longer," the father says. "We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Chicago and tell her." Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone. "Like heck they're getting divorced," she shouts, "I'll take care of this," She calls Phoenix immediately, and screams at her father, "You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR ME?" and hangs up. The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. "Okay," he says, "they're coming for Thanksgiving and paying their own way."

Adult Story
Kevin was my next door neighbor. We had run into each other once or twice before, but had never spoken. Now we were the only two people on the elevator in our apartment complex. He had shaggy blonde hair, gorgeous blue eyes, and was perfectly toned. I could tell because he was wearing a short sleeve shirt and some basketball shorts. "So, are you going to workout?" I asked. He looked at me with those deep blue eyes and smiled. "How'd ya' guess?" "The basketball shorts gave it away." I could feel my cheeks getting hot. If the sexual tension was a snake, it would've bitten me in the hand. "Yeah, so you're my next door neighbor right?" He questioned. I felt so dumb. I hadn't even thought that he wouldn't know who I was. "Um, yeah I am. Sorry about that." I reached out my hand and he took it gracefully. He had large hands that made mine disappear. "Naw, it's okay. So where are you off to today?" I looked down at what I was wearing, laughing at myself for going out look

One More Sick Fucker Down!
Ex-Homeland Security aide sentenced By AP Wire Service 11/18/2006 BARTOW, Fla. (AP) -- A 56-year-old former Homeland Security press aide was sentenced Friday to five years in prison after he pleaded no contest to sending sexually explicit Internet messages to someone he thought was a 14-year-old girl. Brian Doyle, who resigned after his April 4 arrest, will have to serve 10 years of probation and register as a sex offender. "I am profoundly sorry for everything. How I feel inside can't be described," Doyle told Circuit Judge J. Dale Durrance. The arrest of Doyle, who had access to sensitive Homeland Security information, raised doubts about the agency's ability to ensure the security credentials of its own people. Doyle pleaded no contest in September to seven counts of using a computer to seduce a child and 16 counts of transmitting harmful material to a minor. Prosecutors said Doyle, of Silver Spring, Md., wrote graphic descriptions of sexual acts in onlin

The Room Chapter 1
I finally get it, I said to myself. Sitting in the large stark white bedroom all alone. The room has two doors, one window and a bed in it. It seems so large when you sitting in the room on the bed. I'm sitting on the edge of the bed, legs crossed in deep thought when my revelation came to me. It had been a week of much stress and turmoil not just in my personal life but my professional life as well. I was fired from my job which actually was a blessing in disguise as during the same week I was offered my dream job. Being a co-owner of a business was my dream. I wanted to own this business where me and my business partner would visit different clients and give business advice. We would advise them on financial and other business matters. Now finally I get to live my dream. As for my personal life, things were really rough this week. We had been fighting all week long, torn on the direction of what color to paint the living room. As silly as it sounds, we are two passiona

Lucky
THIS IS A TOAST.... 2 US... FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY BASTARDS WHO WILL MEET US!! SEND THIS ONLY TO PRETTY LADIES INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU. You have been hit. You have been considered One of the 15 prettiest girls on my friends list. Once you have been hit, you have to hit 15 pretty girls. If you get hit again you know you're really pretty. If you break the chain you'll have Ugliness for 10 years. So hit 15 pretty girls on your friends list and let them know they are pretty

I Need Your Help In The Real World Please
> > Dr. Dobson & CBS Response > > > > Apparently we are to be allowed to watch TV > > programs that use every foul word in the English > > language, but not the word "God." It will only > > take a minute to read this and see if you think > > you should send it out > > > > > > DR. DOBSON'S PLEA FOR ACTION > > > > > > CBS discontinued "Touched by an Angel" for using > > the word God in every program. Madeline Murray > > O'Hare, an atheist, successfully managed to > > eliminate the use of Bible reading from public > > schools a few years ago. > > > > > > Now her organization has been granted a federal > > hearing on the same subject by the Federal Communications > > Commission (FCC) in Washington , DC . > > > > > > Their petition, Number 2493, would ultimately pave > > the way to stop the reading of the gospel our Lord > > and Savior, on the airwaves of America . > > > > > > They got 287,000 signatures to back their stand! > > If this attempt is successful, a

Whispered Words
Whispered Words Whispered words of love persist invasion of my mind desist from words to deeds I must insist envisioned by this woman kissed Enraptured pleasure I have sought wrapped in arms this pleasure brought physical satisfaction thought to quench my thirst with loves sweet drought To share this drink with you I scheme together lost within this dream eyes shining bright with lusts sweet gleam both drafted onto cupid's team Lost within romance filled night sharing thoughts of our delight carried to exquisite heights on cupid's wing take wondrous flight I wonder...what is our destination are these feelings but imagination too stricken to suffer procrastination don't drop me from this elevation Kevin F. Dustin

Devil's Lair
Devil's Lair Witches, Warlocks Demons gather, in a circle round me weave. Stripped down naked, in a lather, my soul their after, I believe. Fearlessly I stand against the onslaught, of Devil's minions who crave my soul. Whispered words temptation brought, with sacrifice the only goal. High Priestess approaches with desire, her sexual prowess made very clear. But round her emanates hell's fire, my body and soul it soon shall sear. I cry out loudly for salvation, from evil intent upon me dwell. Don't let me suffer desecration, deliver me from this hell. I wake up then, from this nightmare, awash in sweat it was so real. Again escaped from Devil's lair and broken this evil seal...placed upon my dreams. Kevin Dustin

Exorcise
Exorcise These words I scratch upon this page, are but doubts I wish to exorcise. They are not the words of wizened sage, just thoughts my heart denies. So when you read poetic verse, and take this prose to heart, don't look at me and strongly curse, for in their writing comes fresh start. The start of understanding you, of coming to conclusion. That your love is showing true, just muddled in confusion. It seems to me we try too hard, to prove our love is strong. When all we need is to discard, the past that’s proven wrong. Don't ever doubt the love we share, or whether it is worth the pain. For even though we are wild pair, the passion is our gain. Dusty

In Darkness Bound
In Darkness Bound The night so dark; the stars so bright, shining effervescent light. Patterned chaos; intersecting life, woven by the strife. Can't break the chains; they hold me tight, holding me here within the night. Darkness enveloped; within my mind, a comfort that is kind. It holds me safe; protection from reality, or the dreams that might consume me. Kevin Dustin

Poems
Untitled It's been years and I still miss you Wonder what it would be like if you were here But, she didn't want you So, I had to respect Her decision, but I didn't expect For her to say she wasn't ready But, that's what she said The words will forever repeat in my mind For you are the one thing I've wanted for years And since you've been gone, for you I've shed tears Wishing you were here To look in your face and see my own To provide you with food, clothes, and shelter To build a home Even if I have another, it will NEVER replace you Because a part me died inside When I lost you, My first child I love you.... Last Night I touched you for the first time and it felt better that I dreamed it would I've fantasized about you for so long That when it happened, I felt I was were I belong A taste so sweet, a smell so nice You've just increased my appetite for you The more I get, the more I want You felt damn good, no need to front If If there is a

Suicide
You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say?If you want to know how you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.Suicide93%Natural Causes87%Disease73%Gunshot53%Disappear53%Bomb47%Posion47%Suffocated47%Eaten33%Drowning33%Stabbed20%Accident

Fallen Angel
You scored as Fallen Angel. You are a Fallen Angel. You think the world is a crewl place and find yourself crying all the time because you have been hurt too many times.Fallen Angel100%Gaurdian Angel88%not an angel25%What kind of (*angel*) are you?????created with QuizFarm.com

Will Things Kind Of Suck
will i left to go to a knew job and they sent me home because i didnt meet there requirmeets or some dumb thing like that but thats ok im not going to quit looking for a new job because some dumb company wonts to be a pain in the butt.so ill just start all over in the moring looking for a new job thats all .see im not the type of person to give up no matter how bad things get.will i just half to wait and see how things go tomarrow and go from there .

Without You With Me...
Hope you can forgive me for what I have done. Please tell me is it really all I have done. I dragged you with me everywhere I went. Please forgive me because I see the road to no-where. Your faith is strong, your words are powerful, the way you saved me from my sorrow tower The way you helped me like no-one else. The reason for me still in good health please don't leave, Please don't go please with out you I have no right decision in my life the help I need is in your heart your soul to help with mine I need to have my sister to hide my crys. The one person that I trusted was my friend, my best-friend, my back-bone, my true meaning to the truth to what I had done wrong in my past ,the depths to my reasoning of staying so true to the one sister that was true. So please without you by my side the need to not cry is just another lie.

I'm This Girl!
the girl... * the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because shes sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... * the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside my bedroom or in an expensive restaurant... * the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because she actually wants something, but because it means she gets to spend more time with you... * the girl who is incredibly picky, but when she finds someone she likes she wants to spend the whole night curled up in your arms... * the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for her... * the girl who once let you into her heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. & even if we spend time apart, the girl who NEVER FORGETS you.. * the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. * the girl who you can talk to about anything.. * the girl who laughs at your jokes... * the girl who will brag about you to all of her friends... * the g

The Future's So Bright....uh, I Got Nuthin
MWAHAHAHAHAHA leela is gonna do it with zap brannigan this episode is so fucking funny god damn HILARIOUS!! i fucking love this show leela is so fucking hot one eye, purple hair, sooooooooo hot

Friend
OK HERE GOES....IM BEHIND.LOL I WILL CATCH UP....FOR FRIEND OF OLD TIMERS SOCIETY AND COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS I WILL GET TO U..........IF I MISS ADD. SOME ONE PLZ ADD ME..........IM SO CONFUSED.LOL THIS IS THE OLD GOAT SIGNING OFF....(i picked that name......kinda like..lol)

Im Bored
i hate da fricken holidayz....dnt get mii wrong i love dat i get to spend time wif family its jus geeez y does everything have to be closed? i figure tomorrow i sleep and watch fotball sounds fun....and u kno wha else irritates mii? da fact dat it will be 2 more yrs til im 30!!! if any of u care my bday is on sunday and im not likin it not 1 bit =/ u kno they say celebrate ur bday blah blah blah y should i? sum1 jus enlighten mii please LoL im bored no one to talk to and my life sux right now dnt u wish u could turn back the hands of time and change things? ha id change da simple fact dat i didnt finish college...i kno i can go back which i am after january but shyt id be done by now and be a RN...im borin yallz now huh? well i dnt care cuz im bored and im gunna vent shyt =) so yea i guess i kno wha i have to do to make my life right....even if dat means gettin rid of sum things in my life dat dnt work out.....ok im borin yall so im leavin now and remember life sux but live it to da f

Just A Dream
I close my eyes alone and see the things i want to be I see the things i want to have I see the things i want do do I open my eyes to see a man at the end of an aisle waiting for me I said i would and so did he I close my eyes with a ring around my finger I open my eyes to be made love to by the man who said he would Under comforters of plenty in the dead of winter I close my eyes in the warmth of his arms I open my eyes to hear the beautiful cry of my own flesh and blood. She closes her eyes and fades back to sleep in the middle of the night I close my eyes to the sweet lullaby of my own voice. I open my eyes alone I see how i used to be I see the things that i am And i see the things that i always will be.

Problems Downloading Items
i go to belladonna's profile, click her on pic to see her photos, and my comp freezes up and i can't see any photos, the message bar on the bottom of the page does'nt do anything, just says downloading 51 items and the paccountrogress bar is fully green and thats they way it stays. if anyone understands this blog and can help me, PLEASE HELP ME SEE PHOTOS OF BELLADONNA!!!! also when it happens and i go back to my profile nobodies photos a veiwable and any one have problems like this? i turned on the nsfw to yes in my account settings, so what the fuck?

5thisnotmeitsnotmeihatethisbutfixmehealmepleaseineedmeyoulovemeshowmefuck.
Dissociative States: Dissociate states occur when a person is under great stress from external influences, other people's cruelty or deeply felt previous internal conflicts with a disturbing immediate situation. The moon (emotion) in Pisces (sensitivity) on the Dragon's Tail (karma) is a major contribution to the dilemma. This affliction brings dissociation with others, especially to the family. The upbringing is usually very dramatic and the subject learns early in childhood to cope with traumatic sexual or emotional abuse. If the Dragon's Tail (negative) affects the 4th house (home/family) in the sign of Scorpio (sex) or if there is any hard aspects to the Moon (home) and Pluto (death) drama will occur. Often they are forced to learn to disconnect from their feelings to avoid emotional or physical pain. By adulthood, their emotions are locked behind protective walls and can be accessed as needed. A strong Pluto (power) aspect to Mercury (the mind), and the Moon (emotions) gives t

Not Really Sure Why I Am On Here Are You?
I came by this site via porn star Bella donna and she rants and raves about it all the time. I am on Myspace as well, you probably are as well. I guess this is a game where the more points you get win you a prize but I am not sure about that maybe someone could answer that for me. I think my page isnt very entertaining not like my Myspace page thats awesome. I will try and make this page just as good if I can. On my profile it says I am from the good old U.S but its the UK really and I just forgot to change it. So what do we do on here and how much fun can we have? Take it easy, bye.

Concert
The BC concert was awesome as hell!! We rented a limo and the 8 of us got tipsy before the concert. It was nice not having to drive, for sure. The place was packed too! If you get the chance to see these guy~ do it you won't regret it!

Self Reps....its Too Many Of Em!
WHY IS IT THAT EVERY GUY I'VE MET LATELY HAS BROUGHT A REPRESENATIVE OF SELF INSTEAD OF THE REAL THEM TO THE MEETING IN WHICH WE HAVE....I SPEAK Y TO GUYS ON THIS INTERNET THING THEY PULL OUT ALL THESE DREAMS THEN YOU MEET THEM THEY DONT HAVE A "POT TO PISS IN AND A WINDOW TO THROW IT OUT OF"? DONT FAKE THE FUNK ... WE CAN HANG IF IM ATTRACTED TO YOU BUT AFTER ALL THE LIES DO YOU POSSIBLY THINK THAT IM STILL GOING TO BE ATTRACTED TO YOU? AND GUYS PLEASE WASH WHEN YOU MEET FEMALES [WELL YOU SHOULD WASH ANY WAYS BUT BE CLEAN WHEN YOU MEET PEOPLE FOR THE FIRST TIME ITS A TURN OFF SMELLIN A GUY THAT SMELLS LIKE HE JUS TOOK HIS CLOTHES OUT THE HAMPER I WAS JUS WONDERIN CAN YOU HELP ME ON THIS GUYS!? ITS REALLY DEPRESSIN.....AND BUY NO MEANS AM I SAYIN ITS JUS MEN IT US FEMALES TOO...BUT IM A FEMALE LOOKIN FOR MEN NOT WOMEN THERE FORE I SPEAK OF WHAT IM LOOKIN FOR!

The Slumber Party
well is friday night and my daughter the lil angel lol is havin her very first slumber party ..so 3 7 year old girls doing there thing ..so its about an hour till show time and my daughter has her tunes turned up singin her heart out dancin around her room gettin ready ..all i can do is laught my ass off ...its funny cause in a couple years from now its not going to be a slumber party she's getin ready from is going to be a date....OH GOD HELP ME ...lol

My New Poem
Effects Of Past Moments How can you face the future? All of its questions and doubts Never knowing what tomorrow will bring Will there even be a tomorrow? Thoughts of the future bring memories of the past Did you learn from that past? Everything affects what has been and what will come Things said Things done Things never said Things never done Things tried but never finished Mistakes made Choices between two roads A thousand million choices Some right, some wrong You chose the wrong ones Missing the things the right choices would have provided Missing love Missing hope Missing the desire to really live You look toward tomorrow You see your life You see hope You see love But tomorrow never comes

Good News!
I FINALLY HEARD FROM SSI ABOUT MY DAUGHTERS DISABILITIES AND WE HAVE A MENTAL EVALUATION TO GO TO ON THE 15TH OF DEC. SO SOON I WILL HAVE THE MONEY TO GET A HOME YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I FINALLY GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Black Friday
After months of fear and bitching, I actually ENJOYED myself today. How weird is that? Maybe it is the fact that I didn't have the stomach flu. Maybe the more competent staff helped. Probably a lot of factors added to the pretty damned good day today. Last year we topped out at $7,700. When I left at 6:00, we were at $8,800 and no one was pulling their hair out. It was fucking cold in the morning, though! The lids to the dumpsters were covered in frost. Pictures to accompany this will be uploaded soon!

Longer Than Hell Survey
1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? yea 2. Slept in a different bed? are you saying my bed is 32 years old? 3. Made out in a movie theatre? yea 4. Made out in the forest? yea 5. Thought your cousin was hot? hell no, i don't have that much hillbilly in my bloodline 7. Slept naked? yea 8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? hasn't everyone 9. Gone over the speed limit? hell yea 10. Painted your room? yea 11. Drove a car? hell yea 12. Danced in front of your mirror? nope 13. Gotten a hicky? perhaps 14. Been dumped? a few 15. Stole money from friend? hell no 16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? a few times 17. Been in a fist fight? who hasn't 18. Snuck out of your house? who hasn't 19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? doesn't everyone in one point in time 20. Been arrested? depends how you look at it 21. Made out with a stranger? a few times 22. Left your house with out telling your parents? who hasn't 23. Had a crush on your neighbor? fu

Are You Rude,sweet,or Just Plain Normal?
Are you rude,sweet,or just plain normal? Sweet cake.You are so cuddely and nice. No wonder you have alot of friends and are polite. Dang,you may remind me of a specail person I know. You are one of a kind,so keep it up. Don't let anyone knock you down though.:D Take this test

What Does Your Birth Date Mean
Your Birthdate: February 4 You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined. Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation. Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you. You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively. Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness Your power color: Navy blue Your power symbol: Shield Your power month: April What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

It's Not Heavy...
A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. " As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden." "So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work down. Don't carry it

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside

I Love & Miss You When We're Apart
THIS IS DEDICATED TO ALL THE MILITARY SPOUSES EVERYWHERE....GOD BLESS YOU ALL. I LOVE AND MISS YOU WHEN WE'RE APART When we're not together, You're always in my thoughts. When I'm doing something without you, I find myself silently talking to you. When I'm confronted with an important decision, I find myself wondering what you would do. When I go past a place that we had gone to, I find myself filled with memories of you. It doesn't matter what I'm doing or where I'm going, When we're not together, Half of everything is missing. I can't wait to be with you again, But until then, I carry you very close to my heart, And my love for you helps me to get through This time that we are apart. © VICKI JOINER WRITTEN THANKSGIVING WEEKEND 1993 COPYRIGHTED ON: 2002-01-12 16:04:05

What Is Your Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 112 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

6 Feet Below
The snow is falling Upon this cold cemetary ground She kneels down to the stone To talk with her lost lover below The tears from her eyes The pain in her heart She misses him so much Why must they be apart She comes here when she can Just to have a talk with him And although he has passed She can still feel him there She bows her head And begins to speak... Hello my love Its been a while I'm sorry I haven't been by I'm still going through the turmoil I miss you my love With all my heart And I would give anything to just be in your arms So I have made up my mind And its perfectly clear That I can no longer go on without you, my dear Soon I will be with you For this life I can no longer stand I've chosen to take my own life Just to be with you again And on that very cold night Slain across his frozen stone Lay her lifeless body Burried under snow Now she is with her love Six feet below ©Sorrow 2006

Tina
I beg to differ, you did have Steves brother at our house Tina, I was there, and you are the one who introduced him. In fact if I remember correctly, you said he was married, but he was going to get a divorce because his wife was a bitch to him, and that you were going to get married because the two of you always had feelings for each other and you would be better for him than she was. AS for the miscarriage Ashley had, yes, she was upset...upset over the same type of shit her "friedns" were giving her. YOU would know that better than anyone. I could mention your daughter and her previous miscarriages(or at least the ones you claim she had). You seemed to take great pleasure in taking total responcibility for each of those. Are you proud of the fact that you caused such a thing? You don't want to get into a battle of words with me, I know ALOT more about you than you would think and I have no problem letting anyone know about it...ANYONE! Maybe if you actually had a

Fuck.
I put myself in the stupidest of situations. All because I dare(d) to hope. I refuse to let go of that, as without hope, what life is there? None, but an empty shell, and monocromatic days. So instead, I sit with butterflies in my stomach, wondering. Always wondering, never knowing.

Testing
Well for those who have been talking to me for awhile know that I have been struggling with a career since I graduated college last year. Well I recently finished taking study courses and this Saturday I am going to be taking the LSAT. For those of you who dont know what that is, it is the entrance exam for Law School. I am very confidence. Despite a medical problem I am going through which leaves me in a lot of pain and no medication is working. But I know I am going to past the test and get into the best damn Law School because I deserve the best.

Dreamin
you ever have one o those dreams that just REALLY fucks with ya? of course of course...everyone has. that was stupid. well anygay, last night, wow. this dream was like BAM! whered i wake up and blow my nose and still think i was in the dream, but i wasnt, and i was sweaty and confused. it was good stuff though. one o them ones thats makes you feel like you watched a REAL good movie but you were in the movie and experienced it as you watched it. i enjoyed it. COMTRAX. the night time ones. they fuck you up. they are a cold pill, but they give me wicked dreams. well, i have purty wicked dreams anyways, but those just make it crazier. fuck. bored. sick. bleh. so. whos comin over to keep me company? itll be a good time i swear. i wish i could take a nap. or maybe go to the movies? thatd be cool. oh...someone posted a mumm i read earlier. but there was no vote to it. what the shit? um...its called BLOG. the funny thing is, some people did vote on it...whatever it was. holy crap a slurpee sou

When Lighting Strikes Forbidden Love
WHEN LIGHING STRIKES FORBIDDEN LOVE..... WRITTEN BY: YOURS TRULY ( CHRISSY) copyright© THEIR EYES HAVE MADE CONTACT AND THEN SAW EACH OTHERS SOULS THEY'VE KISSED EACH OTHERS LIPS , WITHOUT WORDS BEING TOLD HER HANDS HAVE TOUCHED HIS FACE AND MEMORIZED HIS EXPRESSIONS SHE HAS TAKEN IN HIS SCENT AND HAVE MADE IT HER OWN OBSESSION HIS HANDS WERE SO SOFT WHEN HE LAYED THEM ON HER SKIN WHEN HIS BREATH CARESSED HER NECK THERE WAS ECTASY TIME AND AGAIN THE TIMES HE SAID I LOVE YOU, MADE THE TEARS WELL UP IN HER EYES BUT TO CALL OUT HIS NAME IS WHAT SHE DID SO HE WOULD NOT SEE HER CRY WHEN THEIR BODIES FINALLY MET SHE FELT THE PULLING OF HER BEING SHE WONDERED IF HE FELT THE SAME THE LOVE THAT SHE WAS FEELING AS HE WAS LOOKING DOWN ABOVE HER, SHE SEEN THE SADDNESS ON HIS FACE SHE ALMOST HEARD HIS THOUGHTS , FOR HIM TO SPEAK THEM COULD NOT BE ERASED HE KEPT HIS FEELINGS DEEP INSIDE AND SHE KNEW HE HAD HIS DOUBTS BUT THEY COULD NOT STAY AWAY 'CAUSE THIER SPRIRTS COULD NO

Why Me
I'm a single mom with no finacle help from my kids dad. I got a stack of bills I can't pay. My cell phone is turned off and I'm risking my electric being turned off no too, cause it's due by the 29th and I don't get paid until the 1st. Don't know how I'm going to afford Christmas for my kids and the ex is talking about coming down here to El Paso to visit for a week. I just want to pull my f-in hair out sometimes. Ok I'm done for now.

The Kiss....(yes I Wrote It!)
The Kiss Our eyes meet and we instantly know that this is what we want... Slowly we walk toward each other trying not to stumble... He takes my hand and heart skips a beat... We get closer together as our bodies begin to touch lightly... He takes his hand and brushes my hair from my face... Lightly brushing my cheek with his finger tips... He takes his hands from mine and brings them to my face... Gently he raises my chin to reveal my lips better... I can feel my knees start to tremble as he leans down to kiss me.. His lips are so soft and tender... As our lips touch a wave of calmness sweeps over me... Oh I needed this so much to feel him in my arms and his lips on mine... Slowly his hands go from my face to my back pulling me closer into him... I'm thinking how wonderful this feels as the kiss gets more passionate... I take my hands and put them around his waist to pull him closer to me... Slowly he runs his hand up and down my back mak

Bin Ladin
Immortal Technique I pledge no allegiance, nigga fuck the president's speeches I'm baptized by America and covered in leeches The dirty water that bleaches your soul and your facial features Drownin' you in propaganda that they spit through the speakers And if you speak about the evil that the government does The Patriot Act'll track you to the type of your blood They try to frame you, and say you was tryna sell drugs And throw a federal indictment on niggas to show you love This shit is run by fake Christians, fake politicians Look at they mansions, then look at the conditions you live in All they talk about is terrorism on television They tell you to listen, but they don't really tell you they mission They funded Al-Qaeda, and now they blame the Muslim religion Even though Bin Laden, was a CIA tactician They gave him billions of dollars, and they funded his purpose Fahrenheit 9/11, that's just scratchin' the surface They say the rebels in Iraq still fight for Sad

Happily Ever After
Do you believe in happily ever after? A life filled with love and plenty of laughter? Do you believe that someday your prince will come? Not knowing when or where he'll come from Do you believe in happily ever after? Where two strangers meet and get married after Where all things seem perfect Doing whatever it took to get there was worth it Happily ever after only happens to few Usually to those who believe love is true Do you believe in happily ever after? Is your day filled with love and laughter? If you believe your prince is on his way Then the dreams of happily ever after will stay. How long have you believed in this? When did love bring you your first kiss? If you haven't experienced this Don't worry nothing will be missed The hopes and dreams of happily ever after will stay with you forever If you keep believing happily ever after will be what you're feeling

Help Me Out!!!
Hey guys..i've been stuck at level 16 for a long time now...i only need 2000-3000 before i level!!..I have LOTS of pics!!..So i'd really appreciate it if you'd rate them and leave some comments... I'll do the same for you..Just leave me a user comment so i know its you doing it!..Thanks A Bunch x0x0x -Ash Mrs.Flyhead@ CherryTAP

Reincarnation
REINCARNATION Its meaning and consequences The concept of reincarnation seems to offer one of the most attractive explanations of man’s origin and destiny. There is an increasing interest in this topic today, sustained especially by books and magazines, TV broadcasts, movies and conferences. Most of them are related to the world of esoterical wisdom and occult phenomena. Reincarnation is a hot topic also on the Internet, as you may have already noticed. Not only adherents of Eastern religions or New Age spirituality accept it currently, but also many who don’t share such esoteric interests and convictions. Reincarnation seems to give hope for continuing one’s existence in further lives and thus having a better chance to attain liberation. This is a source of great comfort, especially for those who seek liberation on the exclusive basis of their inner resources. On the other hand, reincarnation is a way of rejecting the Christian teaching of the soul’s final judgment by a holy

Campaign For Tibet
The Dalai Lama's Proposals In 1987 the Dalai Lama proposed a Five-Point Peace Plan for the restoration of peace and human rights in Tibet. The plan called for: Transformation of the whole of Tibet into a zone of Ahimsa, demilitarized zone of peace and non-violence. Abandonment of China's population transfer policy, which threatened the very existence of the Tibetans as a people. Respect for the Tibetan people's fundamental human rights and democratic freedoms; Restoration of and protection of Tibet's natural environment and abandonment of China's use of Tibet for the production of nuclear weapons and dumping of nuclear waste; Commencement of earnest negotiations on the future status of Tibet and of relations between the Tibetan and Chinese people. In 1988 the Dalai Lama elaborated on the fifth point, proposing a concrete framework of negotiations. Tibet, he suggested, should become fully self-governing under a democratically elected government. China could maintain re

I'm Sorry...well The First One Really Doent Apply To Me Lol
I'm sorry, if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry, if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry, if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry, if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry, if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry, If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, if im not tall enough. I'm sorry, if my hair is not long enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are

Look What I Got!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Too Funny 'not' To Read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Look What I Got!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOO FUNNY 'NOT' TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERY DAY AFTER SCHOOL, A 4TH GRADE BOY WALKS HOME FROM SCHOOL AND PASSES A 4TH GRADE GIRL'S HOUSE. ONE DAY HE IS CARRYING A FOOTBALL AND HE STOPS TO TAUNT THE LITTLE GIRL. HE HOLDS UP THE FOOTBALL AND SAYS, "SEE THIS FOOTBALL? FOOTBALL'S A BOYS GAME, GIRLS CAN'T HAVE ONE!!!!" THE LITTLE GIRL RUNS IN THE HOUSE CRYING AND TELLS HER MOTHER ABOUT THE ENCOUNTER. THE MOTHER RUNS OUT AND BUYS THE GIRL A FOOTBALL. THE NEXT DAY THE BOY IS RIDING HOME ON HIS BIKE, AND THE GIRL SHOWS HIM THE FOOTBALL, YELLING "NAH NA NAH NANAH !!!!!" THE LITTLE BOY GETS MAD AND POINTS TO HIS BIKE. "SEE THIS BIKE?? THIS IS A BOYS BIKE, AND GIRLS CAN'T HAVE THEM !!!" NEXT DAY, THE BOY COMES BY AND THE LITTLE GIRL IS RIDING A NEW BOY'S BIKE. NOW HE IS REALLY MAD, HE DROPS HIS PANTS and POINTS TO HIS PRIVATES AND SAYS "YOU SEE THIS? ONLY BOYS HAVE THESE AND YOUR MOTHER CAN'T GO BUY YOU ONE ONE OF

If You Don't Agree, Fuck You As You Fucked Us.
(Stolen from MJ's blog.) Custodians of chaos In this exclusive extract from his forthcoming memoirs, Kurt Vonnegut is horrified by the hypocrisy in contemporary US politics Saturday January 21, 2006 The Guardian "Do unto others what you would have them do unto you." A lot of people think Jesus said that, because it is so much the sort of thing Jesus liked to say. But it was actually said by Confucius, a Chinese philosopher, five hundred years before there was that greatest and most humane of human beings, named Jesus Christ. The Chinese also gave us, via Marco Polo, pasta and the formula for gunpowder. The Chinese were so dumb they only used gunpowder for fireworks. And everybody was so dumb back then that nobody in either hemisphere even knew that there was another one. We've sure come a long way since then. Sometimes I wish we hadn't. I hate H-bombs and the Jerry Springer Show But back to people like Confucius and Jesus and my son the doctor, Mark, each of whom ha

Life
Your Perfect Teacher Many of us long to find a spiritual teacher or guru. We may feel unsure of how to practice our spirituality without one, or we may long for someone who has attained a higher level of insight to lead the way for us. Some of us have been looking for years to no avail and feel frustrated and even lost. The good news is that the greatest teacher you could ever want is always with you-that is your life. The people and situations we encounter every day have much to teach us when we are open to receiving their wisdom. Often we don't recognize our teachers because they may not look or act like our idea of a guru, yet they may embody great wisdom. In addition, some people teach us by showing us what we don't want to do. All the situations in our lives, from the insignificant to the major, conspire to teach us exactly what we need to be learning at any given time. Patience, compassion, perseverance, honesty, letting go-all these are covered in the classroom of the teac

Magical Hands
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Send A Free Postcard To Our Troops
If you go to Let's Say Thanks, in three easy steps you can send a free personalized post card to a U.S. Military Servicemember serving over in the Middle East. It's an quick easy and free way to show support. Feldar U.S. Army (ret) 1984-2006

Finally Friday
None are so busy as the fool and knave.- John Dryden See what will happen if you don't stop biting your fingernails? - Will Rogers Between two evils, I always pick the one I never tried before. - Mae West

Fuck All Ya'lll!!!
Fuck all ya'lll!!! date: 2006-12-01 17:28:10 I'm outta this shit website! any of u bitches have anything to say bout it feel free to e-mail me at reserved2574@yahoo.com, just don't give a fuck anymore, if u wanna send me nasty e-mails go right ahead!

Categories Of Hacker
Categories of hacker Wikipedia The hacker community, the set of people who would describe themselves as hackers or described by others as hackers, falls into at least four partially overlapping categories. The first known hacker was Zachary Scott Duncan, of Millersville, Pa who hacked into the phone company in 1968.[citation needed] Sometimes alternate terms such as "cracker" are used in an attempt to more exactly distinguish which category of hacker is intended, or when attempting to put a contextual distance between the categories due to the Hacker definition controversy. Hacker: Highly skilled programmer The positive usage of hacker is one who knows a (sometimes specified) set of programming interfaces well enough to program rapidly and expertly. This type of hacker is well-respected (although the term still carries some of the meaning of hack), and is capable of developing programs without adequate planning or where pre-planning is difficult or impossible to achieve. T

Still Haven't Found It
so addled lately. can't quite focus. suppose that is a good thing really. i can't be where i want to be, with whom i want to be with. so i stumble through it all hoping that i will eventually bumble into the right person or thing.

Cenotaph
A cenotaph is a tomb or a monument erected in honour of a person or group of persons whose remains are elsewhere. It can also be the initial tomb for a person that has since been interred elsewhere. The word derives from the Greek words kenos, one meaning being "empty" and taphos, "tomb". Although the vast majority of cenotaphs are erected in honour of specific individuals, many of the best-known cenotaphs are instead dedicated to the memories of groups of individuals, such as the war dead of one specific country or empire.

Stunted Growth
Two alligators were sitting at the side of the swamp. The smaller one turned to the bigger one and said, I can't understand how you can be so much bigger 'n me. We're the same age, we was the same size as kids...I just don't get it." "Well," said the big 'gator, "What you been eatin' boy?" "Lawyers, same as you," replied the small 'gator. "Hmm. Well, where do y'all catch 'em?" "Down at 'tother side of the swamp near the parkin' lot of that law firm." "Same here. Hmm. How do you catch 'em?" "Well, I crawls up under one of them BMWer's and wait fer someone to unlock the door. Then I jump out, grab 'em on the leg, shake the living s--- out of 'em, and then eat 'em!" "Ah!" says the big alligator, "I think I see your problem. You ain't gettin' any real nourishment. See, by the time you get done shakin' the s--- out of a lawyer, there ain't nothin' left but lips and a briefcase."

Blond Joke
This blonde decides one day that she is sick and tired of all > these > > > | blonde jokes and how all blondes are perceived as stupid. So, > she > > > decides to show her husband that blondes really are smart. > > > | > > > | While her husband is off at work, she decides that she is going > to > > > | paint a couple of rooms in the house. > > > | > > > | The next day, right after her husband leaves for work, she gets > > > > down > > > | to the task at hand. > > > | > > > | Her husband arrives home at 5:30 and smells the distinctive > > > smell of > > > paint. He walks into the living room and finds his wife lying on > the > > > floor in a pool of sweat. He notices that she is wearing a heavy > > > > parka > > > and a leather jacket at the same time. He goes over and asks her > > > > if she > > > is OK. > > > She replies yes. He asks what she is doing and she replies that > she > > > wanted to prove to him that not all blonde women are d

Presenting The Top Morons Of The Year...
1. WILL THE REAL DUMMY PLEASE STAND UP? AT&T fired President John Walter after nine months, saying he lacked intellectual leadership. He received a $26 million severance package. Perhaps it's not Walter who's lacking intelligence. 2. WITH A LITTLE HELP FROM OUR FRIENDS: Police in Oakland, California spent two hours attempting to subdue a gunman who had barricaded himself inside his home. After firing ten tear gas canisters, officers discovered that the man was standing beside them in the police line, shouting, "Please come out and give yourself up." 3. WHAT WAS PLAN B??? An Illinois man, pretending to have a gun, kidnapped a motorist and forced him to drive to two different automated teller machines, wherein the kidnapper proceeded to withdraw money from own his bank accounts. 4. THE GETAWAY! A man walked into a Topeka, Kansas Kwik Stop, and asked for all the money in the cash drawer. Apparently, the take was too small, so he tied up the store clerk and work

Self Denial
I have had enough of self-denial I am not the one on trial Its society I have had enough of this sobriety I am going to break the chain No need to explain You have been applying the screw And you always knew That eventually I would crack And start fighting back I am starting a new page The world is my stage I am throwing away my black clothing I no longer have a need for self-loathing What did you expect? I have regained my self-respect

Does It Make You Happy?
Running from death.Dodging Life. Chasing what I want.... not knowing where I'm going or who is there. just running away. saddened at how horrible society has become,cringing recurring visions of darkness. the thought, the feel of death. trying to hold on. Crying cause you can't. It all disappears and your left with nothing. Death won't even take you.Unwanted. Am I notworth saving? What can I do... I just feel like I'm running from everything. from death, darkness, happiness and light. The headaches won't stop. the thoughts keep reeling. Never known true happiness. Happiness lies in the arms of god. Am I here for someone. What am I SUPOSSED TO DO?! I care too much. my conscience is too great. Can't help but to forgive. Can't cry. Can't Die. Being alone is like family. I feel comfortable unhappy. I don't know what to feel or what I AM feeling. What is it. ..you tell me.

Whyyyyyyyyyy?
Why ..... Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are going dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleane

Save My Cherry Before It Goes To Waste.cummmmmmmmmmmmm And Please Vote And Save My Cherry
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Which X-man Are You?
You Are Wolverine Small but fierce, you're a great fighter. Watch out! You are often you're own greatest enemy. Powers: Adamantium claws, keen senses, the ability to heal quickly Which of the X-Men Are You?

Bestfriends Forever
BestFriends Forever I'm glad that you and I have each other, you are the best thing that ever happen to me. You mean the world to me. your there when I need someone to talk too. you there just to keep intoch. It seams that we been Friend for years on years. But these past months we've gotten even more closer than ever. it like we never lost each other. When we found each other again It just took me a while to remeber the times we spent together. So till this day I'm Glad that we have each other once more again, and it will me till the end!!That's what BestFriends are for the most in the world. Written by Bessie Marie Meadows

New Pics Of Me - Options
So, since I'll be taking some new pics of me, hopefully later today, I was wondering what everyone would like to see....Here are my ideas so far, feel free to add your own: 1. Full body shots 2. Garter & Tights Let me know! ;)

Things I Can't Deny...
* I think I take even better care of myself now because I've grow to love the way a woman will stop doing what shes doing, and just stare...priceless * I need to get this bulk off of me so I can stop getting called "big Fella" or accused of escaping prison. * I would lie if I said I felt the same now bout " My Love" as I did before. I stick around because her being emotionless is no fault of her own...but how long do I stay? * I'm crushin' on someone that is a total package to me but is younger and lives very far away. 8( (psst not who you think Ren, lol) I don't know why I do this, it's so lame, I can recall only a few times I've crush someone without "seeing" them. Shit sucks. * I'm caught in a work triangle. My contract is up next summer, and I want to stay, but I want better benefits. 2 companies want to buy my contract but my current company is holding my contract and the position hostage. They don't offer shit in benefits. The other companies offering benefits, and a

Dating Persona
The Gentleman Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLMm) Steady & mature. You are The Gentleman. For anyone looking for an even-keeled, considerate lover, you're their man. You're sophisticated. You know what you want both in a relationship and outside of it. You have a substantial romantic side, and you're experienced enough sexually to handle yourself in that arena, too. Your future relationships will be long-lasting; you're classic "marrying material," a prize in the eyes of many. It's possible that behind it all, you're a bit of a male slut. Your best friends know that in relationships you're fundamentally sex-driven. You're a safe, reliable guy, who does get laid. In a lot of ways, you're like a well-worn, comfortable pair of socks. Did you ever jack

Rape/attack Scheme Criminals Are Using!
At first I didn't go to the police or anyone with it because I didn't realize how serious this encounter was. But since I work in a jail and I told a few people about it, it wasn't long before I was paraded into Internal Affairs to tell them my story. It was proximately 5:15a.m. in Opelousas, La. I had stayed with a friend there and was on my way to work. I stopped at the Exxon/Blimpie Pie station to get gas. I got $10 gas and a Diet Coke. I took into the store two $5 bills and one $1 bill (just enough to get my stuff). As I pulled away from the store, a man approached my truck from the back side of the store (an unlit area). He was an "approachable-looking" man (clean cut, clean shaven, dressed well, etc.). He walked up to my window and knocked. Since I'm very paranoid and "always looking for the rapist or killer," I didn't open the window.I just asked what he wanted. He raised a $5 bill to my window and said, "You dropped this." Since I knew I had gone into the store with a

About Me Questions
1. What is your gender? Female 2. How old are you now? 26 3. How old were you when you first started thinking about sex? About 15 4. How old were you when you were first sexually aroused and what caused it? 15 I really don't remember 5. How old were you when you lost your virginity? 18 6. Did you enjoy your first sexual experience? Why or why not? No, It hurt and whenI asked him to slow down he just got up and left. 7. How many sexual partners have you had at this point in your life? 14 8. Who is the sexiest person you know personally? Why?That would be Drew cause he is the best and he is awsome in bed. 9. Have you ever been sexually attracted to someone related to you? If so, whom?no, no one in my family is that good looking 10. If you were given the opportunity to act on that attraction, would you? Why or why not?no 11. What is the most sensitive part of your body? Neck 12. What is the least sensitive part of your body? Feet 13. Has anyone

Thoughts
Just writing. Nothing personal and or aimed at anyone. Nothing like that. As I said before, i like to write. Even if I only have one person that likes it, that's enough for me. Thanks for reading...... i sit here thinking wondering what may become wish i could see i am blinded my eyes closed afraid to open to see the world and what i have become am i really here numb to what may become i say i am open look deeper into my soul i am closed the waves of darkness closing in do i run optimisim seems to be a passing thought what have my thoughts done object that i am can i survive the pain look in my eyes nothing left what can i offer can i lend a hand when i need one may i heal when i need healing these are my thoughts what have they done to me

Can You See It In My Eyes
You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.

Without You
No, I can`t forget this evening Or your face as you were leaving But I guess that`s just The way the story goes You always smile but in your eyes Your sorrow shows, yes, it shows No, I can`t forget tomorrorow When I think of all my sorrow When I had you there But then I let you go And now it`s only fair that I should let you know What you should know I can`t live if living is without you I can`t live, I can`t give any more Can`t live if living is without you I can`t give, I can`t give any more Well, I can`t forget this evening Or your face as you were leaving But I guess that`s just The way the story goes You always smile but in your eyes Your sorrow shows, yes, it shows Can`t live if living is without you I can`t live, I can`t give anymore I can`t live if living is without you I can`t live, I can`t give anymore Living is without you

The Christmas Spirit
The Christmas Spirit Amongst the lights and tinsel and the parcels wrapped with care, Amongst the pies and puddings and sweet aromas in the air, Are hearts just spilling over with love and generosity; Is this not what Christmas is all about - sharing our prosperity? Volunteers, giving freely of their time, show it in their eyes. It's seen on the face of the less-fortunate, receiving a Christmas surprise. Carols sung as we light the tree can make a senior smile; Warm smiles and hugs can really help them to walk that extra mile. Amongst these joyous, loving deeds is Christmas, pure and clear; This is the part that could spill over, amongst all the days of a year. orignal post by:

Writing And Poetry
Go Merry Mary go round Drown what you found and so frantically bound A life in the gutter A mine in the coal A heart doesn't flutter When it's dead in the soul Go Mary Merry go round Down on the ground is the safest of sound If death is a doorway He wants a way out Double pained windows Inaudible shout Go Merry Mary go round Drown what you found and run fast into town

A Very Wry (objective!!?) View Of A Relationship Gone Bad
Its been four months since you gone away. my bed is empty and my heart still feels the pain. I see your pictere in a magazine. i look away still see you starin' at me. i walk the streets at night and theres no one else in my sight but you, in my mind. cause i still love you. buy a ticket to a subway train. a one way token just to end my pain from you. ticket says destination unknown. the car stops and im back at home all alone. with out you. i saw you at a resturant down on 42nd street drinkin' red wine and laughin'. i kept walkin' by myself with a bottle of rye. i dont need you baby. and your foolin' yourself when you say you dont need me. and im lyin' fallin' down in the ally. yeah im lyin' to myself as im screamin'. i saw some chick the other day. she had a smile that looked so cool. it looked like you so i walked away. my eyes are tired but i still look cool. my tears are past and i dont need you.

A Special Room In My Heart...
I have a special “room” in my heart, Held only for you, dear one. It’s a room where I can close my eyes, And dream ‘till the morn brings sun. This special room is where I go When my mind starts thinking of you. It’s a place that only I know where, My dreams and thoughts come true. No one can enter, into this room, For it’s you that holds the key. And when I listen closely, I hear, “Come darling and be with me” My heart is filled with many rooms, Some only meant for dreams. Fantasy, ecstasy or a way to escape, Let our minds flow like a stream. So if someday, you enter my room, It’s then that you will see, A room of love and a heart that holds More love than the deep blue sea.

Micky Mouse
Your hand travels down the back of my neck and I shiver as you touch the most sensitive part - a tingle rushes through me. Your hand travels further down my back until you reach my bra clasp: with one deft move, it lands on the floor alongside my top. As your hands circumnavigate to reach my breasts, I slowly begin to unbutton your shirt; laboriously slowly as you gently stroke my nipples with your fingers. Finally, we're both half naked, which is good enough for now. You pull me into an almost-harsh embrace, my breasts pressed so hard against your chest that it almost hurts. I clutch you to me, feeling your heart pounding. Although we are both still wearing jeans, we start to move, almost unconsciously starting a rhythm. My back is suddenly against the wall, and I raise my leg so you can push against me in the place I can feel it the most. My hands reach down to grab your buttocks, pulling you even closer to me. You respond by kissing me so hard I think I can see stars, your lips p

Doing Some Cleaning!
I am cleaning up my friends list. I don't come on here to be a point whore, contest feind or chain junkie... I'm here to meet kickass people. I have helped people gain points, get attention, gain new friends, etc. I have done this just to be left in the dust. I appologize if I'm not addicted to being on here all day & night. I appologize if I'm not really into being @ a higher level or to have a shit load of points. My intentions are still just to chat with friends. So... If you would still like to be a friend/family and just chat... lemme know with a message or comment... whatever pleases you... if not... it's really not a loss to me!! *BITES & KISSES* Juiles =D

What Kind Of Eyes Do U Have
What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures) EdenYou have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

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100%
Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants over 100%. How about achieving 103%? Here's a little math that might prove helpful. What makes life 100%? Let's use mathematics and logic to figure it out! If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 Then, H A R D W O R K 8 1 18 4 23 15 18 11 = 98% K N O W L E D G E 11 14 15 23 12 5 4 7 5 = 96% But, A T T I T U D E 1 20 20 9 20 21 4 5 = 100% And, B U L L S H I T = 2 21 12 12 19 8 9 20 = 103% So, it stands to reason that hard work and knowledge will get you close, attitude will get you there, but bullshit will put you over the top. So, the next time someone claims to be giving over 100%, you know what he is doing.

Pain & Pleasure
Pain & Pleasure by annagee January 11th - I received a call from my husband Samuel telling me that he had an urgent business meeting and would be away for 2 weeks. I rushed out of the office and got home early to prepare dinner. I wanted the evening to be perfect and while preparing dinner, I anticipated that we would be making love that night. I had my satin lingerie on and I wanted sex pretty badly. To my disappointment, Samuel got home at a quarter-pass midnight, too drunk to do anything! He stumbled into bed and fell asleep as soon as his head touched the pillow. I was frustrated, angry and bitterly disappointed. Samuel left for the airport at 7 am and planted a kiss on my cheek. I wanted to scream at him but I decided that it would be best that I waited for him to return. It was a Saturday and I went about my usual chores. Went grocery shopping, had my nails done at the manicurist and got home at about 2.30 pm. It was a hot afternoon and I needed a nice cool bath.

Summer Night
On a long and solemn night in the middle of a southern summer we sat underneath the moonlight whispering in the dark though a million words were said not a one could be heard over the sound of teardrops falling into the dew-soaked grass Just when the shattering of two hearts grew too much to bear our minds started wondering pondering what was said searching for right answers to questions never asked seeking what could have been while watching what we had blow away with the winds of heavy breaths Slowly we found ourselves hanging to every word like reading the last chapter slowly just trying to postpone the end Because when we run out of things to say and goodbye can be said no more we're disappearing into the distance like mist fading into the cooling air Soon there will only be memories and the photographs that remain cold comfort for an empty pillow and the questions wrapped around my head I just hope that you think of me at l

Nexts, Lasts And Firsts
NEXTS 1. Next person you'll kiss: who knows? lol 2. Next movie you want to see: I still wanna see saw 3. 3. Next person you want to go out with: hmmm 5. Next time you're going out: i'm out now lol 6. Next place you'll take vacation: Hopefully England to see my homie Anna!! 7. Next thing you are going to do after filling this survey out: shower eventually 8. Next thing you are going to eat:just ate some soup. lol. 9. Next time you plan to be drunk: tonight? LOL 10. Next thing you are going to do outside: freeze my ass off 11. Next person you'd like to see fill this out: don't know. lol -------------------------------------------------------- LASTS: 1. Last kiss: Z 2. Last person you hugged: Lisa 3. Last person you spoke to: Lisa 4. Last alcoholic beverage: Mailbu Rum 6. Last movie: Click 7. Last person you thought of: =) someone. lol 8. Last school you went to: Wright College 9. Last person you said I love you to: someone special. 10. Last run in with the Law

Life As I Know It
Life as I know it. Life sucks. Whats new huh? Nothing seems to change. Everyday I still feel the same way I felt before. Kinda like that movie Office Space where the guys says something along the lines of "Everyday is the worst day of my life. So any time you see me, that is the worst day of my life." Doctor: "So is today the worst day of your life?" The guy: "Yes" I'm really feeling alone lately. I miss having someone to hold hands with. I miss having someone talk to. I miss having someone that "gets" me. I miss having someone to go out to dinner or to watch a movie. I miss having someone to love. I miss having someone that loves me back. I miss having someone to lay in bed with and just talk about whatever comes to mind and not feel strange for my off the wall thoughts. I miss so many things, but I guess mostly, I just miss having someone. I just wish I could will myself to be happier. I wish I could just wake up and feel good that today is a new day. I wish I c

No Title
as I grew up I learned how to live with no fear.I have even faced death on a few occasions and it did not faze me. Now I am faced with throat surgery and I am truely scared.I don't know why..I'm guessing it is because that if I gotta face the possibility of death I want it to be on my own terms fighting for what I believe in. I am writing this because I am alone in this ordeal and just wanted to get things out in the open. Thanx for listening

The Word Bitch
I picked up my 13 year old, and her best friend (both 8th graders straight A students) from school FRIDAY, and as usual they got in the car talking about the events of the day. My daughter was upset because a boy in the class called one of the girls a "B", so she said to her friend "he's lucky he wasn't talking to me cause I would have been kicked out of school I'm not going for that". So her friend asked "did he mean it in a GOOD way bad way"? Skreeech, my turn! I say "what do you mean in a good way, there is no good way to call somebody a b_tch", she said "you know like thats your friend or something". My daughter cut in and said thats not a name you call your friends". I told both of them to never allow anyone to get that common, and comfortable enough to call them derrogative names. This girl is book smart but willing to let a "friend" call her b_tch. Now that doesn't come from her home training cause I know her family, and that would NEVER be acceptable. We use to b

Two Poems For One Post
Sweet unbounded soul ache For but only ones sake Lost in thoughts of two as one Lost until eternities done Missing a word so inadequate The hole left behind I truly hate Lost in the one who made me anew Lost till I am there in our space with you Heart of Pain Selfish organ beats within Driving on pain of sin Flesh does crave the heated touch Left longing for one so much Fire of consumption eats away Blazing forth to make one pay A debt owed by letting in a soul Feel the pain of never being whole Lost in purgatory for time unknown Burn the impure human shown To be less than soul of light Founded of blemish and of blight Scream forth bitter agony Lost alone for all to see Tossed about in seas of confusion Looking for life’s ultimate illusion Peace found in arms and in the smile It is this that does the soul beguile What cruel joke does god dare play To leave one feeling in this way Curses and anger the stomping of pride And yet the cause bea

The Blind Horse
Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. When she returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, she stops occasionally and looks back, making sure her friend

Friday, September,8,2006
WKRG- WELL I HAVE SENT OUT SEVERAL EMAILS TO THE LOCAL NEWS CHANNELS, AND ONE FINALLY REPLIED BACK. WKRG WAS HERE THIS MORNING AND DID A STORY ON ALAN. IT WILL AIR TONIGHT-( 9-8-06) AT 5:00 P.M.. ON CHANNEL 5. WE ARE HOPING WITH THIS STORY THEIR WILL BE MORE PEOPLE OUT THERE, THAT WILL SHOW AN INTREST IN THIS ILLNESS, AND POSSIBILY WORK ON DOING MORE RESEARCH.

Mommy's Letter To Santa
Dear Santa, I've been a good mom all year. I've fed, cleaned and cuddled my children on demand, visited the doctor's office more than my doctor, sold sixty-two cases of candy bars to raise money to plant a shade tree on the school playground. I was hoping you could spread my list out over several Christmases, since I had to write this letter with my son's red crayon, on the back of a receipt in the laundry room between cycles, and who knows when I'll find anymore free time in the next 18 years. Here are my Christmas wishes: I'd like a pair of legs that don't ache (in any color, except purple, which I already have) and arms that don't hurt or flap in the breeze; but are strong enough to pull my screaming child out of the candy aisle in the grocery store. I'd also like a waist, since I lost mine somewhere in the seventh month of my last pregnancy. If you're hauling big ticket items this year I'd like fingerprint resistant windows and a radio that only plays adult music

Doing Better Now
So I'm home now for those of you that were worried about me before. Nothing like hours upon hours in the emergency room to start off your Monday morning. My foot is hella sore from where they started my first IV (it was the only place on my body where they could find a vein this morning) but this too shall pass. On a brighter note the nurses I had were awesome and not only did they draw all my blood work on one try, they got the second IV started with no pain. The X-ray showed that there was no damage to my throat and chest from the rescue breathing and obstructed airway and my CT showed that there was no real damage done from the lack of oxygen to the brain. So ha ha ha...see...I DO have a brain. It's now a waiting period for Emma. As best we can tell my episode this morning had no affect on her, thank God! It was some scary shit and something I never want to go through again but I'm glad to just be okay for right now. Thank you to those who prayed for us. We needed it badly and I hop

20 Things About Me
1. im shy at first until i get to know how you feel around me..i aint gonna be all loud and shit so u think im some crazy bitch, but give it time and i will show u what its like to be around me 2. i love to read, im a big v.c. andrews fan..i also write some things..which i have on here in my blogs 3. i CAN NOT have anymore kids, no matter how many of these guys ask me to have their baby! and yes some of them do! 4. i am in a relationship....i do not cheat..and i have told men this so many times and they dont seem to listen 5. i do not get along with women...i have a few friends....dawn...nikki....angie...beth...kristi...keri...and i know all of them in real life except kristi..but i know me and her would get along great 6. i am not a bitch no matter what you may think...but if some bitch comes to me and starts shit i aint gonna sit here and take her shit...im gonna call her on a few things 7. for all of you guys that ask me to see the private pics...i will once again say this...I

Ok Lets Try This Again .. Hurry Go To Her Page
Times running out to Wish Mary a Happy Birthday .. So jump on over and show her some Birthday Lov'n .. She's a Wonderful person and should have as much love shown on her day .. http://cherrytap.com/hellahappy

Sexual Zodiac
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Does Your Birth Date Mean
Your Birthdate: March 6 For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first. In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt. You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Wanna Million Dollars?
the pic i used is an old one,look for an update soon.im getting tired of getting these damn YOU ARE A WINNER OF 1 MILLION DOLLARS sweepstakes at my apartment all the time.youd think it would be cheeper to pay the doe than to send out 35 million bs statements,oh well maybe one day ill win,yea rite.im new to this site and this city so help me out,i want some friends . its boring as hell in a new town but when the population is listed by visitors only u know u r in trouble,lol.well cannt win em all.i love the outdoors,partying and my bike.the wind in my face and the sounds of the motor are my links to my sanity and freedom.its the only escape in this life.keep the wind in your face and the cops off your a--later!

What's Your Thinking Style?
Your Dominant Thinking Style: Modifying Super logical and rational, you consider every fact available to you. You don't make rash decisions and are rarely moved by emotion. You prefer what's known and proven - to the new and untested. You tend to ground those around you and add stability. What's Your Thinking Style?

Jim And Edna
Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act, she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news, she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged. Since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness." "The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he's dead." Edna replied, "He didn't hang himself, I put him there t

Finals
So today was my last day of finals...and I am SO FREAKING EXCITED about it! After 5 finals I am completely mentally exhausted. But now I am stressing out about my math final....I went in to take it and I completely went blank! Nothing made sense to me. How can I be getting A's in all 4 of my other classes and not math.....why...because I don't freaking get it! Math sucks!!! But well school is over for at least a few weeks so I am going to enjoy it....and hit up some cherry tappers...cause this thing is addicting...LOL. Oh and I'm going to party it up this weekend...a little dancing...a little....******* and lots of.....*** LUV YA

Random Thoughts
I JUST LETTING EVERYONE KNOW. as one person i can only make one person happy per day... so if i pissed you off today looks like today is not your day. SUCKS to be you huh? (needed to vent sick of people thinking my life need to work around them)

I Got Freaky Christmas Carols!!!!!!!
Rita the Retail Store Clerk (sung to the tune of "Rupolph the Red Nosed Reindeer") "Rita the retail store clerk Had a 64 I.Q. I asked her "Where is housewares?" She sent me to aisle 2 Wanted to buy a crock pot to give to mom on Christmas day I went where Rita sent me looked around to my dismay On the left were baby clothes and on the right was soap Crockpots were nowhere in sight Rita's a fuckin' dope! Rita is on her break now but Mary's glad to help me through 'Where can I find the crock pots?' 'Just go down to aisle 2!'" The First Noel "The first Noel, the retail store said is the perfect time to raise the price on a sled Buy an X-Box for your kid, all the games they can play guaranteed they'll have all that shit broke the next day Noel....Noel....Noel....Noel.... Next month we will all be in credit card hell!!!" I got a bunch more to come....most written by me but a few favorites from others who I will name as I post them.

12 Days Of Chuck Norris
just saw this funny xmas song about chuck norris lol, enjoy. On the first day of Christmas,Chuck Norris gave to me-only one second to flee. On the second day of Christmas,Chuck Norris gave to me-two broke knees,and only one second to flee. On the third day of Christmas,Chuck Norris gave to me-three rabbit punches,two broke knees,and only one second to flee. On the fourth day of Christmas,Chuck Norris gave to me-four fractured digits,three rabbit punches,two broke knees,and only one second to flee. On the fifth day of Christmas,Chuck Norris gave to me-FIVE ROUNDHOUSE KICKS!,four fractured digits,three rabbit punches,two broke knees,and only one second to flee. On the sixth day of Christmas,Chuck Norris gave to me-six ribs cracked by-FIVE ROUNDHOUSE KICKS!,four fractured digits,three rabbit punches,two broke knees,and only one second to flee. On the seventh day of Christmas,Chuck Norris gave to me-seven discs a-slipping,six ribs cracked by-FIVE ROUNDHOUSE KICKS!,four fract

My Love
Walking around with no direction, not knowing where to go what to do... or who to trust. I've often felt isolated when it comes to matters of love.. shut out.. or even voluntarily withdrawn for fear of getting broken. " Am I destined for love.. marriage?" "Am I going through endless, monotonous circles.. making history repeat itself?" Since the age 12, I've drempt of having a love that time itself would stand still for. A love that could only come to those who have stayed on that path of the straight and narrow. Here lately, my dreams of love have turned to nothing more than pain and anguish. "Why am I so encapable of love?" "Why are people so encapable of truly loving me?" I'm just doomed to wonder this earth alone.. No hand to hold... No heart to call my own.. Than along came you.. You've given me a sense of self worth that I never thought I'd have again. You make me feel beautiful.. Alive. You woke up something deep within me that I thought was dead. You're like a son

Silenced Hearts
Those who Dreamed Spirit winds.... play the melody as drums beat the rhythm of silenced heartbeats.... Sand Creek... Wounded Knee.... Faceless silent dead Whose screams are never heard..... Another time..another place.... that never comes...never leaves... always there... Which hearts can hear this? It does not take a designated blood quorum.... Does anyone care? Or does the daily existance of this life silence the heart to sob anymore? Who cares that a woman's breasts were cut off and worn as a ornament to decorate a soldier's hat? Does anyone cry over the death of that breastless dreamer? We have told the stories.... Shared our fires... Given warnings.... And in the silence of the mountains I hear the whispers of the winds... who say....It shall be played again.... No one knows how to light the fires anymore...to warm the spirits... I stand...against the winds..

I Give You Back
I release you, my beautiful and terrible fear. I release you. You were my beloved and hated twin, but now, I don't know you as myself. I release you with all the pain I would know at the death of my daughters. You are not my blood anymore. I give you back to the white soldiers who burned down my home, beheaded my children, raped and sodomized my brothers and sisters. I give you back to those who stole the food from our plates when we were starving. I release you, fear, because you hold these scenes in front of me and I was born with eyes that can never close. I release you, fear, so you can no longer keep me naked and frozen in the winter, or smothered under blankets in tehe summer. I release you I release you I release you I release you I am not afraid to be angry. I am not afraid to rejoice. I am not afraid to be black. I am not afraid to be white. I am not afraid to be hungry. I am not afraid to be full. I am not afraid to be hated. I am no

Ranting
I look at all the "friends" I have. I look at all the "family" I have. Then i wounder why I face my life alone. I guess I'm not really alone. I do have 4 beautiful little girls to share it with. I just can't ask them to help me resolve issues or balance bills. Dealing with them is a chore within itself. I mean they are well behaved and all. Its just they are a major responsibility. I never knew what my mother meant when she told me kids are a BIG responsibility. I mean I knew they were work BUT never knew it was like this. I have 2 that take medication 2 times a day. ( one for ADHD and the other ODD and asthma) 1 that is on medication once a day. (for migraines) Then the other takes a prn. ( for asthma) 2 have choir that is state wide and they have rehearsal 2 times a week and have the concerts once every 2 weeks. Then the same 2 have ester class every Thursday. (training them to be christian women *cough*) The other 2 have awana every wed. (training them morals and respect the christi

Poem 5
Passion of the ocean By Stephen Like the ocean so wide and powerful with its waves rolling in and crashing against The rocks With the same force as my admiration towards the woman I want to get to know I want to know and feel her strength, and feel the power of her touch, crashing against My soul I want to feel her passions her desires and the dreams she has Like the waters that go on Forever and ever I want to feel her tender touch caressing every inch of my body like the kiss of the sun over the ocean horizon, Faithfully each morning I want her to know that with each and ever word spoken is like a ripple that spreads throughout the deepest waters in My heart For the day is coming closer and the nights are getting longer in the desire To be near you I dream of that moment when the waters of the ocean and the rocks of the cliffs finally meet In a storm of passion, Her every touch will be like a soft caress to the rocks of the cliffs below With each encounter will be

Poem 13
Taste © By Stephen So there are certain songs I can't listen to, Because they tend to remind me of you. I can't walk anywhere near your house, Because I might see you around. I try, to forget your lies. When you decided to leave, you pulled apart my life. And I found out my heart was sewn to yours. When you pulled away, from your arms I was torn. Now some other girl can call the chest where I rested my head home. And she can tell her friends she is yours. But when we meet again we will nullify each other’s feelings. And devoid past memories of ever loving at all. Those blue eyes pierce my heart. Over, and over again. You kiss me in my dreams, but there is no feeling Just pain. Pain in my soul. Pain smeared on my lips. Pain all over your skin, Pain when I breathe and in my writing. Because you were the one person I wanted to be with. I hope he treats you like a Queen, the way I did. Any guy you choose to love, will only see you taste of me.

Sorry For The Mistake...
this is me... im sorry if you thought i was TILA. im a fan ,i got her pics and songs and uploaded the wrong picture while creating my profile. so please dont leave me hate comments like some assshole jerk that thought wrong about me.im a nice person and im only human and everyone makes mistakes. so if you still want me as a friend let me know and if not i understand but i just wanted to let you all know that it was a mistake on my side.

~~toilet Cleaning Instructions~~
Toilet Cleaning Instructions : 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a "power-wash" and rinse". 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean. Sincerely, The Dog ____________________

Eminem-marshall Mathers
[Eminem] You know I just don't get it Last year I was nobody This year I'm sellin records Now everybody wants to come around like I owe em somethin Heh, the fuck you want from me, ten million dollars? Get the fuck out of here Chorus One: Eminem You see I'm, just Marshall Mathers (Marshall Mathers) I'm just a regular guy, I don't know why all the fuss about me (fuss about me) Nobody ever gave a fuck before, all they did was doubt me (did was doubt me) Now everybody wanna run they mouth and try to take shots at me (take shots at me) [Eminem] Yo, you might see me joggin, you might see me walkin You might see me walkin a dead rottweiler dog with it's head chopped off in the park with a spiked collar hollerin at him cause the son of a bitch won't quit barkin (grrrr, ARF ARF) Or leanin out a window, with a cocked shotgun Drivin up the block in the car that they shot 'Pac in Lookin for Big's killers, dressed in ridiculous blue and red like I don't see what the big

What Planet R U ?
You Should Rule Mercury Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system. You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever. Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match. Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests. A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you. What Planet Should You Rule?

Sand & Stone
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH . THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE. THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE OTHER FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT."

A Lonely Sunday Afternoon
WELL ITS SUNDAY AFTERNOON AND IM ALONE YET AGAIN BUT IF I DIDN'T LET MY FINGERS GET ME IN TROUBLE THIS MORNING I KNOW I WOULD NOT BE LONELY RIGHT NOW BUT I TEND TO LET MY FINGERS DO THE TALKING AND WALKING WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO THE ONE PERSON THAT I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH.....IM JUST HOPING HE CAN FORGIVE ME AND LET ME KNOW THAT HE STILL LOVES ME AND WANTS TO BE WITH ME.........I LOVE YOU BABY!!!! YOU KNOW WHO U ARE.

The Wiccan Version Of The 12 Days Of Christmas!
The Wiccan version of the 12 days of Christmas! The 13 Days of Yuletide Tune: 12 days of Christmas On the ____ day of Yuletide my Priestess gave to me: 13 Witches Dancing, 12 Star Signs Twinkling, 11 Goddess Statues, 10 Swords a Singing, 9 Cauldrons Bubbling, 8 Cords a'Binding, 7 Scourges Stinging 6 Censors Smoking, 5 Pentagrams, 4 Elementals, 3 New Athames, 2 Books of Shadows, and A Raven in an Oak Tree.

Merry Christmas
This is the time of year were it would be nice to have peace in the world. But, peasce in one's heart is more important to me. It's a time I will be spending it alone. It was my mistake, but I have the most wonderful gift I could ever have. She is 14 years old, a freshman in High School. As well as an honor student. I could never have as for this most wonderful daughter. While she is gone I will miss her. But she will have a great Christmas because she will be spending it with her mother. I am a humble person and her happiness is more important, as well as giving her everything I can. She is the sort of person that I hope one day makes a difference in the world. And my contribution I hope is giving her the chance to spend it with her mother during the holiday's. Yes I will feel lonely know one running around the dog not barking. But sacrifices have to be made. And to all in the world and friends please feel free send this to friends and family if need be. And to all Merr

Do You Have A Type A Personality?
You Have A Type B Personality You're as laid back as they come... Your baseline mood is calm and level headed Creativity and philosophy tend to be your forte Like a natural sedative, you have a soothing effect on people Friends and family often turn to you first with their problems You have the personality to be a spiritual or psychological guru Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Kinky Turn On
You scored as Blind Folds. Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Blind Folds83%Chains/Handcuffs33%Bondage25%Biting17%Blood17%Whips17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

What Action Hero R U?
You scored as Maximus. After his family was murdered by the evil emperor Commodus, the great Roman general Maximus went into hiding to avoid Commodus's assassins. He became a gladiator, hoping to dominate the colosseum in order to one day get the chance of killing Commodus. Maximus is valiant, courageous, and dedicated. He wants nothing more than the chance to avenge his family, but his temper often gets the better of him. Captain Jack Sparrow75%Maximus75%El Zorro63%Lara Croft54%Batman, the Dark Knight54%James Bond, Agent 00750%The Amazing Spider-Man46%William Wallace46%Indiana Jones42%The Terminator42%

The Wind Blows
I hear the wind blowing, and I wish you were here. Holding me in your arms, protecting me from fear. As the wind blows, my thoughts go to you. Wondering where you are. Across the sea perhaps? The wind blows, and I hide. From the world, from you. The wind blows, and I don't shiver. I realize it is you I am afraid of. Afraid I will fall, fall, fall, fall, in love. The wind of love blows, all around us. Surrounding us. And I am afraid.... Copyright ©2006 Crazee Motherfucker

Peas.
If you can avoid renting you HOME to people, just don't do it! I'm on my days off now. Air Canada "the BELT" is kicking my ass. But wouldn't you know it, I f'in love the shit. Plus its good exercise, good bye big ass! ;) So there is a Jamaica trip in the making… going with Kristi and Don. It's their honey moon, but they wanted rad-ass people like Lawrence and I to go with them. I'm all for it. I already have the time booked off at work. Boo-ya baby! It seems like EVERYONE has their birthday in December. So here is my special shout out to the December babies! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! If you haven't taken a gander in a while, you should hit up my photo section and check out the new pictures. My hair is getting long eh? Like whoa! Do you know how much LESS drama there was in Grande Prairie… yeah. Oy. How healthy is it to be suspicious of everyone around you? TRUST NO ONE! Hahaha… Anyways, Kristi and baby James are coming by to chill and to xmas shop with me, so I should go ge

Little Johnny Strikes Again!
She brought him to her room and said "Johnny, take off my top." and he took off her top. "Now Johnny, take off my skirt." and he took off her skirt. "Please take off my bra, Johnny." and he took off her bra. "Johnny please take off my panties." and he took off her panties. "Now Johnny please don't wear my clothes to school anymore, what were you thinking?"

Little Johnny
Little johnny wakes up 3 nights in a row when he hears a thumping sound coming from his parents bedroom. Finally one morning he goes to his mom and says, "Mommy, every night I hear you and daddy making noise and when I look in you're bouncing up and down on him" His mom is taken by surprise and says "Oh... well I'm bouncing on his stomach because he's fat and that makes him thin again." Little johnny says, "That won't work." His mom says, "Why?" Little johnny replies "Because the lady next door comes over, after you leave, and blows him back up!"

Together
Together we pass hand in hand leaving our marks in the sand walking along the coast at night under a blanket of stars with the moon shining bright Looking at you I see so clear the kind of love I want to be near if for just a moment you look away I miss what your eyes want to say Touching you gently as I hold you tight to taste your sweet lips all through the night Our body language speaks so loud we could be heard out in a crowd we are so close as you can see that noone else exist but you and me written by: angel

She Was Only Five
She was only five This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made

Kinda Long, But Pretty Freakin Funny....
Subject: Writing Assignment Here's a prime example of "Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus" offered by an English professor from the University of Colorado for an actual class assignment: The professor told his class one day: "Today we will experiment with a new form called the tandem story. The process is simple. Each person will pair off with the person sitting to his or her immediate right. As homework tonight, one of you will write the first paragraph of a short story. You will e-mail your partner that paragraph and send another copy to me. The partner will read the first paragraph and then add another paragraph to the story and send it back, also sending another copy to me. The first person will then add a third paragraph, and so on back-and-forth. Remember to re-read what has been written each time in order to keep the story coherent. There is to be absolutely NO talking outside of the e-mails and anything you wish to say must be written in the e-mail. The story i

Tis' The Season To Be On The Road-ugh!!
Well tomorrow starts the madness of being on the road for the holidays ppl! Just wanted to let my buddies know that I will be nonexistent from tomorrow til after Xmas. I wish everyone a very safe and Happy Holidays and Blessed Be!

Snow Of Doom
We were supposed to get snow flurries and 6" of snow. Today I woke up to a blizzard. My car is currently nestled in a snow-drift down the street from a mis-guided attempt to drive my brother's friend home, and we have 2-3' snow drifts so far, and I can't see the house across the street for how bad it's coming down and how windy it is. People are abandoning their cars on the highway, though where they're going I don't know, businesses are closing. Maybe it's the end of the world, I hear it's snowing in Vegas too. We can only hope.

Friends Vs. Italian Friends
Oh my god...So true!!! FRIENDS VS. ITALIAN FRIENDS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Are the reason you have food. FRIENDS: Will say "hello." ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing and just being together. FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' ass that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. ITALIAN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Are fo

Soul 2 Soul
Soul 2 Soul When two flames collide At the wrong time in eternity Savage energies flow Trying to penetrate Wherever they can To attack your soul Aiming towards your inner As the war grows old They pass your mind And you stop to think Why Sense says it's useless Fights don't get you anywhere So A truce was called To end up in silence A while has passed Hurts mostly faded Almost gone And after the big bad wave You see something floating Try to get close And see It's an iceberg ever adrift Seeking for a freezing ocean To stay For the ice is not only water It's made of friendship One of two flames Strange as it seems Stay frozen Only melt down a little To cleanse Take away the dirt Two souls left behind In a battle Preserve the spirits till They reach a better time To let the ice melt And release A twin So... How are you?

Behind The Wall
In 1960 a family moved into a farm house. It had alot of land and included a five bedroom house. Joseph Mann & his family bought the place and moved in. This was a family of four. Each child had their own room. Sixteen year old Donna loved her room. It was roomy. Yet some nights she felt frightend, yet did not know why. Months passed and the family adjusted. All except Donna. Sometimes at night she would hear a whisper of a female child cry out "help me". Donna would turn on the lights and not see or hear anything. And would try to go back to sleep. She told her mother of the voice she was hearing. Her mother just told her she must have been dreaming. One night Donna was drifting off to sleep when the voice yelled I am behind the wall. Please get me out. But this time Donna took action. She ran downstairs and got an ax and ran back to her room and started to tear the wall apart. Her parents heard all the noise and came up to see what was going on. Donna was white and frozen fr

Loving Deeper Than A Man Can Go
Loving Deeper Than a Man Can Go Reaching down in the depths of my soul... a man loving to no end Admiring her beauty... understanding that it runs to the soul... the heart A work of art... poetry in its best form... without words Holding her hand... feeling the texture of her skin... the creases craved within them Admiring the color of her eyes... to the amount lashes that surrounds them Running your fingers through her hair... smelling the scent of her shampoo on your fingernails Rubbing your nose against her ear... breathing upon her neck... lips so close to her neck Closing my eyes to see her face and remembering her touch and the feel of her body Its pressed in my mind like a map fully detailed which marked every curve felt upon her body Loving her deeper than a man can go... is it possible? Listening to her every cry... wiping the tears of pain from her existence The words flow from her lips... like water in a river So refreshing on a hot summer day... like a breeze

Whos Who
Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The first one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he walks into a room, everyone calls him 'Father'. The second Catholic woman chirps, "My son is a bishop. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The third Catholic woman says smugly, "My son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well...?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6' 2", hard-bodied stripper. When he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'."

I Love Ya Darlin !
Of course I love ya darling You're a bloody top notch bird And when I say yur gorgeous I mean every single word So ya bum is on the big side I don't mind a bit of flab It means that when I'm ready There's somethin' there to grab So your belly isn't flat no more I tell ya, I don't care So long as when I cuddle ya I can get my arms around there No sheila who is your age Has nice round perky breasts They just gave into gravity But I know ya did ya best I'm tellin' ya the truth now I never tell ya lies I think its very sexy That you've got dimples on ya thighs I swear on me nana's grave now The moment that we met I thought u was as good as I Was ever gonna get No matter wot u look like I'll always love ya dear Now shut up while the footy's on And get me another beer!

Hhh Mmm........
Am I getting older.... Or are my choices in music just evolving???? Never before have I been so drawn to the Thrash, Rage, Punk, Indy Rock spectrum of music as I am now... Sugarcult, Hinder, All American Rejects, Fallout Boy, Avenged Sevenfold, Seether, these are groups I listen to now daily as well as my normal, Jay Z, Akon, Paula DeAnda, Snoop, Eminem, Beyonce', Bow Wow... Maybe Im just changing as a person, growing, expanding, I dunno I just know what I enjoy... Ciao' Bella!

My Love For You
My Love For You Your all I think about I dont care what people say Youre the one I need And the pressure to have you wont go away My life has changed It went back to fun Since I met you Its like life has just begun Sober or drunken Stoned or high Youre the one The one that helps me fly I dont care if your good I dont care if your bad Your always there for me Your all I really have Youre the reason I am happy My life without you would be dull I hate to admit it but Love is practically tattooed to my skull These are my feelings I wish I could share But its impossible to Just because I doubt you would care

First Time
Hello to all my brand new Cherry friends! I am a newbie here at CT and wanted to start figuring out this whole deal. So I know I sound like a total dooosh, but if anyone has any tips on how to make my page look cool, like every other page I've been to, or just to say hi, please stop by. Either way, hope to get a little love from you guys. Thanx!

Exhausted
my computer is somehow screwed up again, so im gonna try and fix it when i get home. i have been having sleeping issues and pretty much havent slept in two days. yesturday i slept from midnight to 4 am then laid in bed till 8 then after that i kept waking every 30 min so didnt really sleep. then i worked untill 1030. and stayed up all night last night. i laid down for a while but knew i wouldnt fall asleep. ive spent the last two nights watching the harry potter movies which disturbingly made me ball my eyes out because it hit a nerve. im so tired of not being anything, i always wanted to be something special, ive always wanted something more then this. i mean can this be all there is to life? just work and sleep nothing that makes me feel. i know i have strength i know that i was born with the ability to accomplish great things but i just never have a strong enough reason that stays with me. i never have the situation. its like being a knight doomed to live in a perfect world with

Whats Your Love Style
Your Love Style is Pragma You believe love is logical - or at least it should be You've thought a lot about what you want from someone And to say you have a checklist would be an understatement You may even have a plan for how you will fall in love All you've got to do is meet the perfect person! What's Your Love Style?

Wearing A Kilt At New Years Eve
So, I am going to this hotel at New Years Eve with some family. And it's a black tie kinda event. So, I'll be wearing a kilt and all the trimmings.... Those who want to see some pics of it posted will need to rate me and comment me so they can see the pics effective 01/01/2007 Let me know what you like. Love and Hugs S xxx P.S. The answer is yes, I am a true Scotsman..

The Survery Says
You're on my friends list...So...I'd like to know 25 things about you!!! JUST HIT REPLY!! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. What is your full name? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know about it, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself would you? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? while you were still in it? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 20. What is your f

Must Love (fill In The Blanks)!!
THIS IS ACTUALLY A REPEAT BLOG POSTING I DID ON ANOTHER SITE AND UPDATED SLIGHTLY. THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE INTERESTING TO SEE HOW YOU WOULD RESPOND.... As I was reviewing some old blog posts that I have written in August of 2005, I was reminded of the movie marquis that was showing Must Love Dogs, which is supposedly a movie based on the premise that someone had put "Must love dogs" as part of their internet profile in their pursuit of internet dating. I was thinking about the profiles of this site...and didn't recall any such thing put in the member's profiles. I wonder. If you were to re-write your profile, what would you put????? Must love children? Must love my messy abode? Must love neat freaks? Must love 60's boots? Must love 70's suits? Must love the beehive hairstyles? Must love goatees? Must love tats? Must love books? Must love animals? Must love swamplands? Must love mountains? LOL... Hey!!! What WOULD you put???? Just curious...

Test
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would

Merry Fucking Christmas
here is some goddamn deicide HOMAGE TO SATAN BOUND FROM THE LIGHTS TO THE END OF ETERNITY FIGHTING FOR RIGHTS FOR THE REALM OF ANTIQUITY ALL THAT IS EVIL AND THE RIGHT HAND OF GOD TRINITY BOUND AND DEFYING THE CROSS HOMAGE FOR SATAN CURSING DISSENTION FORCED ISOLATION TO THE LAKE OF FIRE WILL AND FREE THOUGHT YOU HAVE BROUGHT TO THE EDGE OF EVE NOTHING TO STOP WHAT THEY THOUGHT WAS THE TRUTH TO BE GOD WITHOUT SATAN NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE HOMAGE FOR SATAN SWORN TO THE DEVIL UNHOLLY MASTER DESTROY THE HEAVENS HOMAGE FOR SATAN THE INVOCATION RULE THE UNWANTED ARMIES OF THE DEAD SKINNING THE CHRISTIANS AND THE LOST AND THE NOT FORGAVE PUNISHING THE PRIESTS FOR THE LIVES THEY WOULDN`T SAVE WAITHING REBIRTH OF THE CHRIST BACK ON THE EARTH GIVEN TEMPTATION TO WIPE OUT THE WORLD HOMAGE FOR SATAN GOD CANNOT FIND YOU HELL IS YOUR HEAVEN JESUS RIPPED APART

New Blog Catagory
hey all, i never know what to wright in these things but i figure i will start a few new ones for the things i do over here to pass the time, most of my time off it spent at the gym, reading (magizines and books) watching movies or shows (mostly on DVD) and playing vidio games. so i figure ill wright a bit about some it on here and maybe it can help some of you find something you might be intrested in too. so just give me your feedback on what i say, maybe you have read something similar or the same thing and you can let me know your thoughts on it too, or played the same game and know some hiden thing... anyhow off to other things for now and ill wright more on here later

Poem #2 (hello Special Stranger!)
Hello Special Stranger! Hello special stranger I thought I would see you soon. You didn't even send me a balloon on my birthday. Special stranger I want to get to know you better. Special stranger. You didn't even send me a letter not a hello not a goodbye. Special stranger you never even once sang me a lullaby. Special stranger when I was six months old you left me. Everyone said you went on vacation and that you would come back soon yeah that was when I was two. You left again I was very sad dear special stranger when will I ever see you again. Hopefully soon special stranger I miss you even though I hate you. Special stranger come back soon. Nicole Marie Cordick Copyright ©2006 Nicole Marie Cordick

Remember Me ~ Carrie Underwood
18 years have come and gone For momma they flew by But for me they just drug on We were loading up that Chevy Both tryin’ not to cry Momma kept on talking Putting off good-bye Then she took my hand and said Baby don’t forget Before you hit the highway You better stop for gas There’s a $50 in the ashtray In case you run short on cash Here’s a map and here’s a bible If you ever lose your way Just one more thing before you leave Don’t forget to remember me This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home And those bills there on the counter remind me I’m on my own And just like every Sunday I called momma up last night And even when it’s not, I tell her everything’s alright Before we hung up I said Hey momma, don’t forget to tell my baby sister I’ll see her in the fall And tell mee-mal that I miss her Yeah, I should give her a call And make sure you tell Daddy that I’m still his little girl Yeah I still feel like

Eye
Eyes burned with tears unshed Stubbornness won’t let them fall. It hurts from what it sees, and blinded by what it saw. Heartache glistens its lashes, Thousand of tears kept at bay. Saw all the painful scenes, but no strength to look way. The sorrows of yesterday reflected brightly in its shine Its innoncence and loneliness become one as they entwine. It never thought the pain it felt would ever fall Until the heart cried and broke its only wall. Blinking it away, a single tear rolled down. Hitting the heart at home, slowly it begins to drown. Pitter patter of the eyes, crying for a dying heart Posture broken down, emotionally torn apart.

Picture
She’s been on the shelf many times This time’s nothing new But she never thought right now Never thought it would happen with you Yet she lies still in bed Unsure of what’s been done For one false move could be fatal She could lose her only one And this picture’s collecting dust Just sitting on the wall It’s been hanging there for so long One false move might make it fall And this picture’s slowly fading And the colors bleed away But if not for this simple picture I’d not be here today So she sits in silence tonight Though the music softly rings She sits there unmotivated Not even wanting to sing Thinking through her mistakes She notices the change He’s hardly ever around now And their conversations aren’t the same And this picture’s collecting dust Just sitting on the wall It’s been hanging there for so long One false move might make it fall And this picture’s slowly fading And the colors bleed away

Door Way Play
Door way play....... Standing-up sex can be a challenge, unless there's some Solid structure for support.....like a doorway frame. For this pose, have your guy squat with his back Against one side of a doorway. His thighs should be Parallel to the floor, and he can put his hands behind His lower back for cushioning. Stand facing away From his, spread your legs so they're on either side Of his, and then back up onto his member. Once you're Positioned, bend forward and push against the opposite Door frame with your palms. This helps you balance And allows you to control your gyrations and vary The speed and depth of penetration. You're in the driver's Seat, so mix up your moves.....swivel your hips back And forth in a circular pattern or figure eights And experiment to see what feels beat. Every time You switch direction, you'll both experience new Pleasurable sensations.... Erotic extra: Leave on a pair of heels and nothing else on...the Shoe's shape will hel

Moment Of Clarity
I've just realized that instead of going out and having fabulous friends and a life...I sit at home and live through tv shows that portray the life i want. I wonder if their is a disorder that has these symptoms?... I can't even be who I want to be because that person only exists on tv...what am i doing with my life??????????????

Gettin Ready For The Street Team In 07'
Yo out to everyone who ends up readin this, im lookin for people to be in my team, we are looking for the following... Racers, Drifters, dragers, show cars, girls, mechanics, people there who would be for the team and for hanging with each other like a krew. We are working this year on remodeling the place im at so we can have a place to gather or whatnot, adding cement for a driveway and a car port and tons of other things, if your interested just lemme know, we are mainly lookign for people in the area, but if your out of the area, im sure there are some of us who can and will be able to move between locations. [Drift DeGree]

New Here
well...im new here Kelly got me on here adn im jsut checkin it out....still not exactly sure what to do and all...but im sure ill get the hang of it after just playin around on here for a bit....so feel free to add me and comment me and rate me as much as you would like

Fuck Em
That’s right FUCK EM ALL! To hell with Obama, Hillary, Bush, and all of them! Why? I have been privy to a many a heartfelt blog about the state of the country and I know what is wrong…we cant fuckin read! So many people have asked what they want in a leader, from the ability to be racially conscious to being a strong and honest leader. Hello! He doesn’t exist…shit she doesn’t exist. If we truly wish to come out of the “MATRIX” it is on us. We have to take ownership (you know be responsible shit we heard as children and have walked away from as adults) of our lives. That entails learning how to fucking read! What I am saying is…make these quasi-leaders do what WE want. That is why you follow leaders. You follow them cause they will do what you want. The American dream USED to be a house 2.5 kids (ill leave that .5 shit to someone that can explain that to me), spouse, white picket fence and a dog. Now it’s a hummer,Jordan and fuc

Garden Of Stones
Snow has covered her grave And flowers have withered away Could wind cries in the trees Frozen tears mark my grief The flickering weak candlelight Shatters the dead of the night I bury my face into my hand I try to speak but I cant With a breeze arrives a sparrow Lands on her gravestone I raise my head and realize I am no longer alone Haven of shadows in the garden of stones Cold wind blows out the flame And darkness surrounds me again The sparrow starts silently singing A song only she and I know I shed tears on her grave And silently whisper her name As cold wind still shakes the trees I know she now rests in peace With a breeze leaves the sparrow Flies into the unknown I bow my head and realize I want to follow

The Day After Christmas Nightmare
I work in a one hour photo lab. And its the day after christmas. I believe everyone got a new camera this year. We developed a 100 rolls of film!!!! For the first 4 hours our processor was down due to contamination. Get it started back up and an hour later the printer wants to not scan film anymore. Another hour later we get it back up. It was a HELL of a day. I really think we need to start selling a "how to use your digital camera for dummies" book.. I had 4 people come and yell at me telling me that something was wrong with their digital camera because they can only take 12 pictures with it. WELL YOU NEED TO BUY A MEMORY CARD. Well what is that? they ask me. And dont even get me started on why they cant cut their camera on. DOLLAR GENERAL batteries are NOT going to work in your camera!!! And then the other day a woman tells me i dont have a heart cause i would not sell her a copy of a porfessional picture. I told her that I work for WALMART im not allowed to have a heart. Well she d

~ Make The Difference~
From: KarinG4U Date: Dec 26 2006 8:33 AM thanks to Carly ♥PeaceDreamer♥ ~ Make the Difference~ If each grain of sand were to say: One grain does not make a mountain, There would be no land. If each drop of water were to say: One drop does not make an ocean, There would be no sea. If each note of music were to say: Each note does not make a symphony, There would be no melody. If each word were to say: One word does not make a library, There would be no book. If each brick were to say: One brick does not make a wall, There would be no house. If each seed were to say: One seed does not make a field, There would be no harvest. If each of us were to say: One person does not make the difference, There would never be love and peace on earth. You and I do make the difference, Begin today and make the difference. A

What The Hell Was I Thinking????
Due mildly to the fact that I couldn't bring myself to hit the delete button, and mostly to all the messages I have received, I have decided to keep my profile on CT. Y'all made me cry!!! I won't be on here very often, but know that because of you, the friends I have made here on CT, I am staying... I have no clue what I was thinking! Hitting one little button and I would have erased you from my life completely... Thank you for making me see the idiocy of over thinking during the holidays!!! But, beggining the first of the year... if I don't respond to your messages for weeks at a time, know it's because I am working my butt off at school. But, rest assured that I will respond sometime!!! Thank you again all you persuasive friends of mine! Cyndi

Just Plain Silly
People seem to get so attached to these websites I used to be, sort of, with Purerave.com I think its just silly, now Hence, why I deleted my account there Websites are silly People are silly Chatting endlessly about nothing is silly Go play a game *Snickers*

I'm Alive By Default.
Kicking kittens is probably the best thing to ever happen to me. Pull back. Release. And the rage is gone. Destroy the innocent. I fall to the ground and the grass stains my jeans. I think for a few moments about strippers and how I’m never on time. I realize that I can’t speak. There is no defense. And my mind is weak. Going home to pour myself a pot of coffee. And do my hair all up with a can of hairspray. It still doesn’t look as good as yours. I smoke a pack and forget- that I seek to destroy. I dress myself in plaid, and fall down the staircase. I’m up and I’m a lush. Blinds cover my eyes, and I’m really only hiding from myself. I draw pretty zombies in pencil. And ramble on the phone for hours. I just don’t want to be alone. My art history book makes good fire. And I don’t want to get out anyways. I’m a bit of a pyro and I will die happy. Up. In. Flames.

Who Wears The Pants?
Who Wears The Pants? A young couple were in their honeymoon suite on their wedding night. As they undressed for bed, the husband, who was a big burly bruiser, tossed his pants to his bride and said, "Here, put these on." She put them on and the waist was twice the size of her body. "I can't wear your pants," she said. "That's right and don't forget it," said the husband. "I'm the man in this family." With that, she flipped him her panties and said, "Try these on." He tried them on and found he could only get them on as far as his kneecaps. He said, "Hell, I can't get into your pants." She said, "That's right, and that's the way it's going to be until your damn attitude changes!"

Burdens
This poem came to me while fighting with insomnia at 5 in the morning...I don't know I just woke up and my brain got to going...so here it goes... Life seems longer, the harder it gets. We've all got our burdens to bear. All my life I've helped others along simply because I care. I carry my load, my shoulders are strong, so I tell others to throw thiers on top. I'll carry the weight for as long as I'm needed For some unknown reason I just cannot stop. But now here I am In my darkest hour This load's got me trapped under it's weight. I'd cry out in pain, but my voice has been choked, and I hope help doesn't come too late. Alone, on life's highway, my charges, long gone, Thier burdens having been made light. And I wish I could say "Take back your pain!" But they've all passed beyond sight. My back is now broken, My spirit is weak, I can't find the strength to go on. To pick myself up, shoulder these burden

Dear Service Person...
...that is how my Christmas card was addressed today. It came from someone somewhere. There was no signature or return address, but there was a message. It appeared that whoever wrote the card may have wished anonymity. It is interesting that the Christmas card was sent blindly, obviously to an anonymous troop. It just so happened to come to me. The message was not meant for me specifically of course, but rather it was the person's feeling of all service members in general. I have been chosen to accept the message. And as the message came to me as a representative of the military, my reply is destined to go out not the writer, but to the public. This may be a non-specific reply, but it is meant to be just as personal as this Christmas card is to me now. Dear Citizen, I'm a citizen too. Our way of life is very important to me. It is important that my Mother be able to see her grandkids and celebrate their birthdays. it is important that my brother has the chance to race

Loser
Searching For You Nowhere To Find You Feel Like A Loser Deep In My Heart Searching For You Nowhere To Find You Feel Like A Loser Here In My Heart Tried To Call No Answer From You Everything's Gone But You're Still In My Heart Now I Believe That You And Me Only Will Be Together In Dreams

Some Things I Do And Some Things I Dont!
I DO LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! I DO RATE EVERYONES PICS IF I THINK I HAVENT ALREADY (IF I HAVENT LET ME KNOW) I RATE ALL PAGES I CAN GET MY HANDS ON. I DO MORPH PICS AND FLASH PICS AND DABBLE IN EFFECTS. (WANT ONE JUST ASK) I AM A GOOD FRIEND AND GIVE GREAT ADVICE IF EVER ANY IS NEEDED! I REPOST BULLETINS THAT ARE POSITIVE AND FOR PEOPLE THAT SHOW THE SAME LOVE! I DON'T RATE, COMMENT OR VOTE FOR ANYONE WHO DOESNT SHOW THE SAME LOVE. I DONT USUALLY SEND BACK CHAIN LETTERS. I DONT DO ANYTHING PEOPLE BEG FOR IE. RATE MY PROFILE AND SHIT ETC.(IN THEIR NAME) I DONT REPOST BULLETINS THAT ARE NEGATIVE UNLESS IT HELPS IN A POSITIVE WAY IN THE LONG. I DONT TOLERATE PERVERTS. I DONT HAVE TIME FOR CHILDISH HATE GAMES (WE ARE ADULTS HERE PEOPLE!) I DONT FORGET TO SHOW LOVE WHEN LOVE IS DUE. I DONT IGNORE PEOPLE UNLESS I FEEL UR COMMIN AT ME IN A WAY I FEEL THE SPECIAL PERSON IN MY LIFE WOULD BE DISRESPECTED

Not Ready To Make Nice ~ Dixie Chicks
Forgive, sounds good. Forget, I'm not sure I could. They say time heals everything, But I'm still waiting I'm through, with doubt, There's nothing left for me to figure out, I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down, I'm still mad as hell And I don't have time To go round and round and round It's too late to make it right I probably wouldn't if I could Cause I'm mad as hell Can't bring myself to do what it is You think I should I know you said Why can't you just get over it, It turned my whole world around and i kind of like it I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby, With no regrets and I don't mind saying, It's a sad sad story That a mother will teach her daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger. And how in the world Can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they'd write me a letter Saying that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I'm not ready to m

I'll Still Love You More ~ Trisha Yearwood
Ask me how much you mean to me And I wouldn't even know where to start Ask if this love runs deep in me And you won't find a deeper love in any heart You could say you couldn't live one day without me You could say all of your thoughts are about me You could think no other love could be as strong But you'd be wrong You'd be wrong If you say that you love me More than anybody Than anyone's ever been loved before As much as you love me Baby, I'll still love you Baby, I'll still love you more I'll still love you more Ask me just what I'd do for you And I'll tell you I would do anything Ask if this heart beats true for you And I'll show you a truer heart could never be You could say there's not a star that you won't bring me You could say there'll be no day that you won't need me You could think no other love could last as long But you'd be wrong You'd be wrong If you say that you love me More than anybody Than anyone's ever been loved before As much a

A Engagement Question ....need Help Fast!
ok so every1 knows i'm back wit jamie ...we're perfect together and he has the boyish charm that i can't resist ...even though he has cheated on me in the past i decided to give him this final shot ...well he's always here (since he quit his job) so i know he's not cheatin so far but he's lookin for another job....but a few days ago he asked me to marry him .....and he keeps askin and everytime i want to answer its like my airway shuts off and i can't answer him!! and i get all fidgeity, so i sit there like a complete idiot and act like i'm doin something else .....helppp!! ....should i say yes or no? and how the hell do i get out of the "complete idiot" zone????? but u know normally i'm happy when i'm spendin a lot of time with my boy but then the day he quit his job it was because the work hours were killin him, and we only got to see each other on weekends and because he didn't have time to spend with his son (trevor) but now he's constantly around and not spending any time with tre

Arctic Ice Shelf Collapse Poses Risk: Expert
Arctic ice shelf collapse poses risk: expert See Pictures here: http://www.cbc.ca/technology/story/2006/12/28/tech-ellesmereiceshelfcollapse-20061228.html?ref=rss Arctic ice shelf collapse poses risk: expert Last Updated: Thursday, December 28, 2006 | 6:39 PM ET CBC News An ancient ice shelf the size of 11,000 football fields that broke off Ellesmere Island could be dangerous when it starts to drift in the spring, a scientist says. The collapse of the ice island's northern coast represents the largest breakup of its kind in the Canadian Arctic in 30 years, the head of a new global ice lab at the University of Ottawa said on Thursday. The collapse of the ice island's northern coast represents the largest breakup of its kind in the Canadian Arctic in 30 years.The collapse of the ice island's northern coast represents the largest breakup of its kind in the Canadian Arctic in 30 years. Luke Copland, an assistant professor at the school's department of geography, said s

Poem
Mum, please listen to me as I take the time to write. I see parents struggling daily, Their pain is such a fight... Specially with their children All of us who've gone through it And left the rest of our anger behind... We're ok, Mum, I promise .. You used to tell me that family is everything. You told me to always stay strong So I would stand tall when alone. But things happen, Mum That does not go in our plans, I wasn't scared, Mum, When I left our natural land called Australia. I didn't want to leave you, I didn't want to say good-bye But mum, everyone must live their life There wasn't time to question why. Or tell you its my time I stood alone. I've watched you daily, Mum. It hurts to see you cry. I don't want you to be unhappy, Just because I only said good-bye. Tell others what I'm telling you, So many parents need to know That your children are only on loan just a layover till they grow up and leave home. We as adults have another place to go. I know

Loppy ?? ...yeah Im Gonna Be ..
If any of you happen to talk with me in the next week or so . and I seem a lil more loopy than usual .. I'm on a Cocktail of pain meds n muscle relaxers for a lil while ..also they found that My Accessory kidney is whats been flaring up .. actually its been buggin me for about 2 years now ... .and im going to have to go in for more tests .. I hate those freakin MRI's .. They freak me the hell out ..Keep your fingers crossed for me , that I dont wig out in there again LMAO ..

My Christmas Present
Galen got me a ruby and diamond ring for christmas and all i got him was a watch. I feel so bad. he said that he liked it and told me not to get him anything, but you know you can't do that to someone that you love

The Male G-spot
It is generally thought that the female G-Spot and the male prostate are composed of the same tissue. The prostate, therefore, is often referred to as the male G-Spot. This might stretch the analogy a bit, as the area identified as the female G-Spot is in-and-up behind the her pubic bone and it swells as the woman becomes aroused. The male prostate, on the other hand, is deeper and resides at the neck of the bladder. In fact, it is the "valve" that "decides" if the man is going to ejaculate or urinate... men cannot come and go at the same time! A lot of men are "goosey" about getting a rectal prostate exam by their doctor, but there is nothing erotic about this experience. With sexual arousal and in the course of sexual stimulation, anal stimulation is pleasurable for some men. Some men also enjoy stimulation of their prostate (which does contract some during ejaculation). Physicians often have to push in pretty hard and deep to reach the prostate, so some women with short fingers

Musings On The End Of Times
As those of you who are history/education buffs, you'll know that this week is "Armageddon Week" on The History Channel. At the moment, I'm watching a program about the Antichrist, and his coming, based on religious mythology, historical facts, with a few comparisons to current events. Given that the general thought, both biblical and commonly, thinks that the Antichrist would be an educated, attractive, charismatic individual, with the potential to become a living legend, it's probably pretty safe to say that GWB isn't the Antichrist, as many have surmised. Honestly, I'd be more likely to call Al Pacino the Antichrist, after seeing his HIGHLY charismatic portrayal of Satan in "The Devil's Advocate". I seriously doubt that good ol' Al is the Antichrist. If biblical writings are to be believed as far as predicting the Antichrist, I'd say it's likely to be someone in the next election for the highest seat in government (not necessarily American). The biblical hints regarding the An

Slipknot,
Go! Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'm Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm Catastrophic, not again I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections, I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle Fray the strings Throw the shapes Hold your breath Listen! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT! I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions I've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battles Locked in clutch Pushed in place Hold your breath Listen! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGE

Black-eyed Peas!
Well, every year, our family traditionally has some black-eyed peas at the start of new year for good luck. Since I am not around family this year since I have to work, work is having some black-eyed peas brought to them so that we can all, quite hopefully, have some good luck this year. The peas are already started their cooking. Rotel tomatoes already added. Before they are considered done, I am going to add some corn to it as well since I am not sure how many folks are actually going to be at work tonight. What do you do for good luck traditions???? Just curious...

Yes!!!!
OK im a big steelers fan and yes yes i know we had a shity season but , i still stand behind my team . todays win tops the season for me and even though we will not return to the suped bowl im still a proud fan and pray for the return of our coach !!!

Dreams Of Fantasies
Come lay with me on satin sheets littered with petals of rose, so sweet. Take me in with lust filled eyes devour the passion that between us lies. Through wetted lips and teasing tongue pleasures of flesh we have begun. With tender touch fingers explore, bodies enchanted while hands adore. At last united once two, now one what has started cannot be undone. Until the hunger has been fulfilled and rapid pulse

I Need A New Motorcycle Please
please help me if you can im entered in Mette's big prize give away for a silver motorcycle as you see from my pic im in need of one because i dont know how long my knees gonna hold up!! any help would be great thanks to anyone who reads this or even gets round to leaving a few comments!!! thanks again Rob

Highly Unfinished Thought
Can’t stop grabbing at myself My hands glide across my frame It’s just not the same Mouth agape, inviting violation Stroke the enslaved Squeeze my tongue I can see you press your legs together Grind your thighs Does it help? Close my eyes and I can see your red I can taste your sweet It’s in my mouth My buds greet My fingers search Press and spread Drench my hand Nibble my ear ……. There’s a lot more… But it’s moving too fast I can’t grab the words anymore sorry

Sleepless Nights
I have been waiting for you to kiss me. I raise my lips eagerly to yours, and when your tongue prods my lips open I am happy to oblige. I meet the thrust of your tongue boldly, and the kiss deepens and becomes more erotic than anything I've ever experienced. You sample the textures of my mouth, sliding your tongue across my teeth and dipping into the dark nooks and crannies as though seeking a hidden treasure. You take my bottom lip between your teeth and tug it gently, then raise your palms to my face and turn my head just so, giving you free access to my mouth. I have never been so thoroughly kissed in my life. The kiss goes on, pausing only briefly so we can gulp air into our lungs. Our lips cling together hungrily, melding as one. Your body is on fire, your muscles rigid in an attempt to hold yourself in check. You are so hard for me you hurt. When you finally raise your head, we are both gasping. My lips are damp and swollen, and you have a sudden brief picture of those sa

The Day After Always Sucks....
Not in the teenybopper, rebellious, drank-til-ya-puked-and-did-it-again hangover kinda way... this is the silent, introspective kinda way. It was a group of about 9 or 10 of us last night. The connections between friends in this house last night spanned 15 years or more in most cases. And similarly, yet sadly, some of those friendships of 10-15 years ago have disappeared. Some major components in our little circle of friends have faded away, and others have just recently started. It's the way life goes. Some things survive the test of time, and some don't. Is there anything wrong with that? No. Do I dislike being where I'm at now? Far from it. But, as I listen to nothing today but the whir of my PC fan, it really makes me think about things... things I can feel need some attention and a lot of words, but I can't seem to find them today. The noise of friends is gone, the spark of what I planned to write is gone, and in a few years (if all goes as currently planned), it

Part 18
“Make sure you save some room the main course it is on its way. Also we have delicious yet entertaining desserts. Enjoy!” She leaves to help Matthew serve. I look over to Jared and he's not diverting his eyes from any of it. But in all fairness no one else is either. Shannon pulls her hair across her face and places her pinky in her mouth. Thomas massages her from head to toe. She pulls him closer and fully taken with him. As he asks, “is it ok to try something new?” “Do with me what you will?” Giving him full endorsement. Thomas opens the tap and juices flows out like a freshly tapped keg. Within seconds the bowl is full. Matthew takes the bowl and fills little bottles. He than takes one to each table. The diners pour her sweet warm juice on their salads. Thomas moves to her ear and softly whispers “pick someone.” She shouts, “Jared.” Without hesitation he nearly sprints to the table. She rolls up on her elbows, looks between her knees, where he is standi

~~sexy Lady On Ct Contest ~~ Opens 1/1 Thur 1/8
~~ Sexy Lady On CT Contest will start tonite at 10:00 p.m. til 1/8 at 10:00 p.m. These are the ladys i got for the contest so far..... Still got openings in the contest just send me a link in my messages to add you to my contest. Thanks ~ Maria ~

Oh Thank Heaven Its 2007
Its 2007 and im happy. Happy because there is this girl that i love and we are still together. I fought for her out of love, for honor, for the future. Although we were hundreds of miles apart and I called her and told her that i love her, that through all of it we have made it. I say this to you that I felt you in my heart again, felt that you were with me. Want to Kiss you the first kiss of the new year. Happy New Year

Just Joined
HELLO, MY NAME IS VICKI I AM FROM EKRON KY I LIVE HERE WITH MY BOYFRIEND AND HIS SON, I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ABOUT 4 MONTHS I LOVE TO WATCH FOOTBALL LISTEN TO MUSIC IF ITS 'DISTURBED' THEY ARE REALLY GOOD I LOVE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AND I LOVE TO SPEND TIME WITH MY BOO HE IS MY WORLD SO I WOULD LOVE TO HERE FROM ANYBODY I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE MORE FRIENDS TO TALK TO.......

Help Me Out Please You Won't Regret It!! I Promise
Sexy Moma click on the pic to vote for me!! LAST I CHECKED YA'LL I WAS RUNNING IN 4TH PLACE THANKS TO ALL THAT VOTE FOR ME. IF WIN I WILL UPLOAD A PIC FOR YALL TO SEE THAT EVERYONE WANTS TO SEE!!! NOW LETS VOTE AND VOTE MORE THEN ONCE I HAVE A LONG WAY TO GO TO WIN SO WE WILL SEE.. WILL UPLOAD THAT PIC TODAY BUT WILL NOT OPEN UNTIL ALL VOTES ARE IN LOVE YA'LL AND IT WILL ONLY BE OPEN FOR A LIMITED TIME..SO PLEASE ALL VOTE AND VOTE SOON CONTEST IS OVER ON THE 4TH!!OH YEA AND PLEASE VOTE MORE THEN ONCE THE MOST COMMENTS WIN SO LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Vote For My Pic!
Ok cherries! Please follow the link and comment bomb my pic in this contest, its the first time I've ever entered one and I think I need all the help I can get!! Remember, its comments, not point! :D http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=252908&albumid=167947&i=2736843310&sfgdata=4

A Bit Of New Year Cheer
Seems that the the work laptop is the target for the corporate hacker these days. Yes you may wpa2 set up but is the security on the laptop as good as what the business uses, i doubt it. I was reading an article on this and it stated this very fact that hackers can carry out their attacks by hijacking corporate laptops due to this very fact. Nothing stops them placing a trojan that hasn't been detected yet, and then when you connect to the proper network, the trojan transfers itself and launches its payload. 2 options were given in the article, one that companies stop handing out laptops and everyone has to use desktops at work from now on, or that workers will buy their own and carry on as usual. Guess which one i see happening.

Prisoner Of Vision
September 30, 2000 not a change in your torrid world not a schedule book to blame it on not a drop from the incision just a prisoner of vision not a paste to keep it whole forever not an image in the smashed mirror not an important decision just a prisoner of vision not a glossover version of self not a shard in the heart of madness not a piece of the division just a prisoner of vision not a flower in a muddy field not a prayer into the rushing wind not a head on collision just a prisoner of vision.

~~top Four Adult Jokes ~~
Fourth Place : A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Third Place : One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Runner Up: Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a

I'm Done With Trying To Meet Any One
Conversation I had on Yahoo with one of my friends.. ------------- remember that chick I kinda had that date with, got some myspace letters from her, saying that I'm anti social and if I didn't want her there to say something... Well the entire time I was there she was with a couple of my friends and I'm not ognna interupt their conversation, if she wants to talk to me she'll talk to me, well I got sick of it so pursued talking to her, but that didn't work, now because she's a part time professor at the school I'm going to attend apparently she doesn't thinkw e should hang out because it'll disturb the student teacher relationship and I found out tonight she was talking to my friend josh at new years saying I was whacked in the head. --------------- I'm fucking done trying to meet that "special some one"....

Aquarious
Aquarius's Sun Profile Stargazing -> Aquarius -> Sun Aquarius is the eleventh Sign of the Zodiac, and Aquarians are the perfect representatives for the Age of Aquarius. Those born under this Sign have the social conscience needed to carry us into the new millennium. These folks are humanitarian, philanthropic and keenly interested in making the world a better place. Along those lines, they'd like to make the world work better, which is why they focus much of their energy on our social institutions and how they work (or don't work). Aquarians are visionaries, progressive souls who love to spend time thinking about how things can be better. They are also quick to engage others in this process, which is why they have so many friends and acquaintances. Making the world a better place is a collaborative effort for Aquarians. The Sign of Aquarius is symbolized by the Water Bearer. In much the same way that the Water Bearer brings that precious liquid as a

Untold Ending To "happily Ever After"
I heard you loud and clear, You're leaving, What are you queer? I loved you like no other, And here you are leaving? Mother Fucker! I heard the things you told her too, You thought I would not find out? Guess I fooled you. Why did you go behind my back? Were you actually ashamed? ha! I doubt that. Listen It's alright as a matter of fact, I am gonne be fine, It's me you don't have. I don't care, infact I wish you well. She will hurt you back, Be your one way ticket to hell. I think it's funny You don't know it yet, But she will spend all your money. I will be just fine in my own house. Friends who are loyal, and a love that comes around. Where will you be in a year? Sad and alone, wishing you were here? Life is so unfair right? You didn't mean what you said, you were just confused that night. Oh please you think I am ignorant and dumb? I know what you said, You meant each word, every last one. "There is no you and me!" Remember? that's what you said. N

3 Nuns
THREE NUNS WERE ATTENDING A HOCKEY GAME. THREE MEN WERE SITTING DIRECTLY BEHIND. BECAUSE THEIR HABITS WERE PARTIALLY BLOCKING THE VIEW, THE MEN DECIDED TO BADGER THE NUNS HOPING THAT THEY'D GET ANNOYED ENOUGH TO MOVE TO ANOTHER AREA. IN A VERY LOUD VOICE, THE FIRST GUY SAID, "I THINK I'M GOING TO MOVE TO UTAH . THERE ARE ONLY 100 NUNS LIVING THERE." THEN THE SECOND GUY SPOKE UP AND SAID, "I WANT TO GO TO MONTANA . THERE ARE ONLY 5O NUNS LIVING THERE." THE THIRD GUY SAID, "I WANT TO GO TO IDAHO . THERE ARE ONLY 25 NUNS LIVING THERE." ONE OF THE NUNS TURNED AROUND, LOOKED AT THE MEN, AND IN A VERY SWEET AND CALM VOICE SAID, "WHY DON'T YOU GO TO HELL . THERE AREN'T ANY NUNS THERE."

~~ Baby Contest On Ct ~~
~~ Okay since my man's contest is not going to happen i want to do " The Most Cutiest Baby On CT". So far i got 2 babies..... So to everyone that has a Baby pic to enter just send the link to my inbox and i'll put the baby in the contest. Contest starts on 1/5 thur 1/12 at 12 p.m. noon Good Luck to all! ~ Maria ~

Born On The Breeze...
Tune me into the wild side of life I’m an innocent young child Sharp as a knife Take me to the Garrets where the Artists have Died Show me the Court rooms where the Judges have Lied Let me drink deeply from the water and your wine I’ll Light colored in the dark dreary mines I Look in the Mirror and stare at myself I Wonder if that’s really ME on this Shelf Take me down to where Love’s always in Bloom In a vase type of rocket to the core of the sun I Want to read books in the studies of Man I Was born on the breeze, will die on the wind I am an artist who paints with his eyes I study my subject in silent Reprise I cry for the Darkness to come on me Confusion still carries on, turning the wheels So each day I learn just a little bit more I don’t know why but I do know what for If we are going some where Then let’s get there Soon Together we stand in the Light of the Moon…

30 Unknown Facts
1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? 2. What were you doing this morning at 8am? 3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? 4. Are you any good at math? 6. Do you have any famous ancestors? 7. Are you mad at anyone right now? 8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile? 9. Last thing received in mail? 10. How many different drinks have you had today? 12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machine? 13. Any plans for tonight? 14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach? 15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had? 16. What's outside your front door? 17. Do you have plans on Friday night? 18. Do you like the ocean? 19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different kinds of popcorn for Christmas? 20. Have you ever been to a planetarium? 22. Something you are excited about? 23. Who around you h

Please Read/photos
PHOTOS BEG, WE COMPLY! Please repost lets keep this going please(repost) date: 2007-01-03 22:31:32 Let us pray... Prayer chain for our Military... Don't break it! Please send this on after a short prayer. Prayer for our soldiers. Don't break it! Prayer: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There is nothing attached. Just send this to people in your address book. Do not let it stop with you. Of all the gifts you could give a Marine, Soldier, Sailor, Airman, & others deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best one. GOD BLESS YOU FOR PASSING IT ON! (repost of original by 'SHER....here but somewhere' on '2006-12-19 04:58:22') (repost of original by '~*JADE_RO

Poem - Venom
Failing life for yesterdays triumphs, chasing death for fears of tomorrow, caught in a loop of frozen resentment, doughting the goals i never concede. I relish the glory of self mutilation, defacing the bearer of honour and pride, sunk to the depths of darkness and evil, an old timber tomb of solitude and pain. The scars i wear of hurt and betrayal, I brandish my heart as proof of this life, the cold coursing flow of poisonous venom, bile and blood both clotted with time.

Poem - Look
I look from these spheres of sight, catching a glimpse of the tranquil light, miles apart from the life ive seen, images of pain and self loathing, pictures of hate and inner turmoil, a life on the run from my own shadows, afraid to aproach and shaken by desire, alone in this breading ground of ill repute, judged by the ignorant and stoned by society, held in contempt for my repented sins, never forgiven yet always forgotten, i stand alone on this shelf of madness, no-one 2 gaze at the wonder within, with war and destruction in every heart, i long for your eyes to seek my warmth, to open your heart and breath me life, to see me for me and not a ghost, open your eyes for you will see!

For All The Army Gals Out There! Touching And Very True! I Now Know What All This Feels Like And Its Just Day One :(
FOR ALL THE ARMY GALS OUT THERE! *You complain that your boyfriend/husband has worked late all week and have barely seen him---I look forward to the two weeks a year we spend together. *You complain b/c he doesn't call you enough---My heart is thankful for the 15- second phone call I got last Tuesday in the middle of the night! *You whine to you friends about how much you miss him already because he is on a two day trip with his parents---I haven't seen him for 7 months now. *You don't fee like making love tonight because you are too tired---We will stay up all night because we don't know when it will be the last time. *Your boyfriend/husband belongs to you---Mine belongs to the government. *Your boyfriend/husband is training for his game next weekend---My boyfriend is trained to kill. *It's just not practical for you to drive an hour to see him every weekend during school---He spends $700 dollars on a plane ticket just to see me 2 days. *You hate hanging up th

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Testing The Waters
I gave my love, I gave my life, I gave my body and mind We were inseparable. I guess I gave u all of my time And now u plead insanity and u don't even know the score Why can't u learn 2 play the game? Baby, don't u know that u need more? (More, more, more) U need another lover like u need a hole in yo head (baby, baby) U know there ain't no other that can do the duty in your bed, yeah We were brothers and sisters United all for love Now all of the sudden (all of the sudden) U try 2 fight it (try 2 fight it) U say you've had enough (say u've had enough) Even though we had big fun (even though we had big fun) u want another someone (u want another someone) Yo happily ever after be (Sure as there's a sun) Sure as there's a sun, (I'm gonna be the 1) I'm gonna be the 1 and if (u don't understand) u don't understand face to face, (face to face) Baby I'll tell u down on my knee, yeah U need another lover like u need a hole in yo head (baby, baby) U know there a

The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

If I Can Take The Time Out Looks Like Others Could Do The Same
I AM NOT TRYING TO BE AN ASS ON HERE OR NOTHING BUT IF I CAN TAKE TIME OUT TO READ AND REPOST BULLITENS THAT I FIND IMPORTANT OR INTERESTING LOOKS LIKE OTHERS COULD RETURN THE FAVOR I HAVE POSTED SEVERAL AND THEY JUST SIT THERE SO I FINALLY JUST DELETE THEM ITS LIKE ALL PEOPLE ARE ON THIS PAGES FOR IS A POPULARITY PURPOSE ..I THOUGHT THE WHOLE DEAL TO THESE SITES WERE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS AND LEARN MORE ABOUT THEM ...MAYBE ITS JUST ME IF YOU AGREE OR DISAGREE WITH THIS BLOG COMMENT IT...FOR EVERYONE WHO READ THIS

If You Were Flipping Through A Book Of Egg Donors...
Would you pick me to be the genetic mother of your child? I'm thinking about donating eggs...'cause people should be able to have babies. And I'm sure not using them right now.

Time
We've travelled the years together And not once strayed from the path To follow other people on there Divergent roads. Our hearts Have been faithful And life has brought us to the Goal that we'd set When we met : To be as one when we walked Through each portal of Our days here. You stayed I stayed We nourished one another with Love - A love that's become better With time. Not before its time But in its time. Happily, we've remained in Each other's lives, And the love has lasted.

Only Time Will Tell
Only Time Will Tell Our faith so deep, and love so strong I wonder where it all went wrong For we had all the answers then Not sure why, they came and went The times spent together all these years Separated from you , I never feared That I would someday be sitting here Wondering why I shed these tears We failed at this so miserably Please God, take me from this misery Good times and bad, we didn't succeed To stay together, forever it seems Love was in the air back then Our relationship we cannot mend We grew apart as time passed on Not quite sure though, what went wrong You went your way, I went mine All things considered, that was fine I don't know exactly when it happened But we were unhappy and now its ended As time does pass within my life I will remember us as man & wife The pain will ease for me someday Right now it hurts for me to say My love, so true, to someone else The feelings I carry are so intense True love is waiting, no more so

Medical Test
Medical Test STARE INTO THE CAT'S EYES FOR 10 SECONDS.....then scroll down..... now stare at the labradors... NOW SCROLL DOWN THANK YOU..... YOUR CAT SCAN and Lab Tests are now COMPLETE Sorry, couldn't resist...we all need a good laugh sometimes!

Scribbles
Scribbles Rain is what she gives me, as with her sad goodbyes, wrought and held quite clear to see, could she see my eyes. In night turned cold with parting and missing in that night her gentle touch that wouldst take me away. Swimmingly, forgottenly. Long past hope of light. With quiet she hushes, she sooth mine soul ,and with a touch brings me veritably to mine knees afore her. Not in humble supplication but as her lover. Held tight in cold hand, let none take from me mine dreaming submissive. Treasured and gifted in her offerings to hunger born of her sweet temptations. Wondering, perplexing ambitions, in the sampling of her ambrosias dripping wells. Drank deep and heavily, naught that I had the strength to cease, but only enough in her embrace to surrender that which is myself and give over the animal she coaxes to the surface. Muscles tight and dancing with one another, writing like wettened serpents. Her gasps like angel breath brushed oer my neck. Brought light to my lips a

What Is Your Sexual Style?
You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft94%Hot88%Violent81%Sweet63%Shy56%Exciting50%Wet25%Awkward19%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Break Up Letter
The following is an e-mail going around NYC... and now California and now Atlanta (and now Tallahassee & South Florida, Ohio, and now Texas!!) The 1st part is a girl's apology e-mail for cheating. The 2nd is his HILARIOUS response which was forwarded to his entire address book and is now circulating everywhere? Please continue the string of humiliation Brad, It would be difficult for me to be any more miserable right now, I feel like the worst person ever. First, let me start by saying that I am truly truly sorry, and I hate myself for hurting you. Of all the people in the whole entire world, you were honestly the last person that I would ever want to wrong in any way. There is no excuse at all or anything that happened, so I won't even try other than to say all of us had WAY too much to drink, and I did a stupid thing. I can handle you being pissed at me, I absolutely deserve it, I can even handle the ugly words that were exchanged between

The Charge Of The God
Listen to the Words of the Horned God, Who was of old called among men: Pan, Poseidon, Dionysus, Cernnunos, Mitros, Zeus, Apollo, Adonis, Herne, Lugh, Osiris, Cernunnos, And by many other Names. O Secret of Secrets, That art hidden in the being of all that lives, Not Thee do we adore, For That which adoreth is also Thou. Thou art That, and That am I. I am the Flame that burns in the heart of every being, And in the core of every Star. I am Life, and the Giver of Life, Yet therefore is the Knowledge of Me The Knowledge of Death and Resurrection. I am alone, the Lord within ourselves, Whose Name is Mystery of Mysteries. I am the Horned God. I am the Lord of the Universe, The Father of all living, The All-Devourer and the All-Begetter. I am He Whose Seed lies strewn As glittering Gems across velvet darkness Within the Womb of the Mother. I am the Lord of the Shadows In the darkness of the Underworld, For I am the Midnight S