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Ive Been Tagged Ohh Boy!
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1... I wear my heart on my sleeve.....gets hurt a lot but I always come out on top:) I can be your best friend or your worst enemy your choice 2... I have a horrible chocolate nipple craving! mm nipples!!! 3... I love to sing and dance in the shower 4... i have long toes lol i hate them so if anyone wants too hook me up with some plastic sugery i would appriciate it lol 5... yes my name is April no i was not born in April i was born in September my mom did have half a brain! 6... I pee in the shower. hey i do too LOL!!!!!! (its gotta be the hot water)! 7... I love sex in nat

I've Been Owned!
I HAVE BEEN OWNED! NOT TO FRET! OWNED IN A GOOD WAY! CinDragon WON ME AT THE RECENT AUCTION AND I WILL BE TRYING MY BEST TO HELP MY VERY GOOD OLD FRIEND LEVEL UP! WHO KNOWS WHAT I.B.I.C. STANDS FOR? HMM? LOL WELL IT'S OK IF YOU DON'T BUT I SURE WOULD LIKE YOU TO CHECK HER OUT BECAUSE SHE HAS A VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE THAT EVERYONE NEEDS TO KNOW ABOUT! SO PLEASE CHECK HER PAGE AND HER BLOGS AND SHOW HER SOME LUV WHILE YOU'RE THERE! THANKS!! â™¦CinDragonâ™¦Founder of ClubMysticâ™¦I.B.I.Câ™¦Owner of HellCat!!!@ fubar

I've Been Propositioned....
seriously 8-P this is what i was sent in a friends request.... hey sweets. So I couldn't help but notice your name. I love pervs...cuz pervs usually love me. If you're really a perv, you might be interested in what I have to offer. I have a large array of NSFW photos you can view. There are 34 pix and I add more as I see fit. I have pix of me rubbing my clit, using a dildo on myself, my tits, me tasting myself, me fingering myself. Anything you might want to see. Most girls charge at least a $50 pack to see theirs, all I'm asking for is a $20 bling pack. I have also started doing cam shows on Yahoo. I'll do pretty much anything you want me to do. Most girls charge a $100 bling pack or a happy hour to see them on cam, all I'm asking for is a $50 bling pack. Here's a little sample to tantalize you: I can move my hair away for just $20 I could be sitting there topless for just $50 Let me know if interested jesus christ... this kinda stuff should be illegal... stupid whores i swear...

Ive Been Tagged
my friend jen asked me to write 10 unusual things about myself an than ask 5 friends of mine 2 do the same, here goes: 1. When i was young, my mother chased me around the house with the turkey neck an stuff u make the gravy out of. It grossed me out ! So now i only eat ham on thanksgiving. 2. My son says i talk to myself an dont even realize it. 3.When i grow up or retire, I would like to treasure hunt for gold and jewels or own a nut tree farm. 4. Parrots always attack me but i get along with almost all dogs and cats. 5.When im worried about something, I get a rash around my neck and ears. 6. Most of my close friends all have the same astrology signs. 7.I cant keep a secret an dont understand why people have them? 8.I like to read about people who say they can channel the higher mind (edgar cayce ect..) I dont know if they really can but they have some imaginative things to say! 9.Ive worked for room and board an entire summer just because it

Ive Been Through Alot..
First this is me.. When i was six years old i was in a three wheeler accident where i flew off the back of it my head hitting a rock in a ditch. I went into an instant comma in the ambulance i was then intabated 9 times therefore hitting and dislocating one of my vocal chords and then hitting and paralyzing my other vocal chord. So i've been used to people judging me for the way my voice sounds. I had to learn to walk all over again because of my traumatic brain injury. Thank you all for listening........

Ive Been Gagged Again
So, I posted my mumm about mumms going to shit...it was a recycled mumm actually and i have it on my list of mumms... the first one that said the same thing was fine, this one someone posts a pic of terds having sex, and instead of deleting the fucking comment that was offensive or nsfw...the bitch ass bouncer deletes my whole mumm!!! fuck it... I might just be done with this site.. this isnt a fuicide blog or anything, im not deleting...but whats the fucking point of coming here anymore... ah whatever heres the mumm i recycled http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=571457 I remember, back in the day yo, when mumms would be made by the minute. it was nearly impossible to keep up with when you were talking to multiple people in various mumms about whatever...now, you can go some where and come back hours later and there had been 10 new ones total.this doesnt seem that long ago to me, but maybe it was. but im trying to figure out, was it a sudden decline in mumms or did it taper off gra

I've Been Doing It All Wrong!
I'M SO GLAD I FOUND OUT ABOUT THIS! I have been doing this all wrong for years!!!!!!!! The correct way to weigh yourself: I can't believe I was doing it wrong all these years. WE MUST SPREAD THE WORD. Never take life seriously; nobody gets out alive anyway.

I've Been There Too
Why do you think I choose you? Why is it, of everyone, it was you I fell for? Do you think it was your beauty Your radiance Your sense of humor, your charm It's funny You call me full of myself Yet you are the arrogant one It's your pain Your insecurity Your self doubt Your deception Your indecision ...It's your many, many flaws That took my heart Remember... You don't have to be alone in the darkness I've been there a long time too

I've Been Thinkin..
Of starting my own lounge...but I haven't quite decided yet..I mean there's alot of work I know..but that's okay I got nothing but time. If anyone could give me their opinions it would totally rock and be SOO appreictaed. And if you'd wanna work for me...let me know..and give me areason why!?!? Love you guys. You all are totally F**k'n awesomee! xoxo Mimi!

I've Been Relatively Quiet....until Now
If you haven't watched Dave aka V I I I Sin's newest video that's a blog, please view it. I don't know that I've seen and heard anything more real and more raw on the face of Fubar; especially by someone that is relatively well known so well. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uu3dLQg_XEw For those who don't know Dave, or THINK you do....you don't. He's a great guy, a great friend, and a great person overall. I know a lot of people made smart ass comments about me marrying White Mamba because like Dave, he has a reputation of "playing women." What constitutes "playing"? Honestly folkz. I've had this conversation with Dave as well as my hubby and other people. My definition of "getting played" is telling some girl you're all into them and wanna be with them and blah blah blah and on the side, behind their back, you're doin the same shit with another chick. Since WHEN does having something with some one, then breaking it off, and moving on to someone else constitute as "being played"? Isn

I've Been Called Worse....
Tonight, I prayed. Not to your god, He never answers me.... I prayed to ones long forgotten. Gods of War. Gods of Strength. Gods of Fury. I asked them not for forgiveness or patience, but for the strength and courage to do what must be done. The world is a sick place, full of random violence. Deceit and torment are the currency humanity trades in. Suffering is as commonplace as the dirt under our feet. And we look around at our world, most of us blindly accepting the sickness. The world is chaos, it only makes sense when you force it to do so. I have been called many names, most of which I cannot repeat here. But the ones that always puzzled me the most? "Idealist". "Dreamer". "Uncompromising".... People have said these to me as if I were supposed to be offended by them. They would speak as if it is wrong to dream, to refuse to compromise your beliefs or ideals. I consider that to be a compliment. There is something inside of me that cannot be explained. It w

I've Been There...
Wounds.. They cover your soul from the words and actions that have shredded your heart. The worst kind of wounds are the ones no one can see. The ones you feel bleeding out inside of you and you have no way to stop them. It’s an endless flow of pain and sorrow that darkens everything you once held so dear including you.Someone you loved made you powerless, weak, vulnerable, and then they left yo...u barren, desolate, and covered in these wounds. You lie there in a field of misery unable to find any aid. Shivering and aching from all that you’ve endured.I just want to tell you I’ve been there. I have laid in that field of misery on a bed of sorrow with rain as heavy as the tears inside of me pouring down and drowning my screams. I have felt that utter hopelessness and sadness. I have been shattered. I have been abandoned. I have been betrayed. I have been defeated..You are not the only one. You are not alone in this.There are others who have made it out of their misery

~*~*~i've Changed My Settings~*~*~
just a heads up here: Who can send me private messages:Family Only! Who can send me shouts:Friends Only! Who can poke me (whistle):Friends Only! Who can poke me (laugh):Friends Only! Who can poke (get my attention):Friends Only! Who can send me Instant Messages:Friends Only! Who can leave PHOTO comments on me:Everyone Who can leave USER comments on me:Everyone Who can leave HTML USER comments on me:Family Only! Who can leave HTML PHOTO comments on me:Family Only! BulletinBoard on Homepage:ON with all the drama going on here im trying to keep from it as much as possible.so the majority of this is family and friends only niether picture folders are private.everyone can comment them and my page. i have no problem with that. its just, like i said, drama.:-/

I've Changed Appartenly.
OK this is not a rant on how much I have changed and I have truend over a new leaf. While that might be a good idea thats not what this blog is about specifically. To the point. As some of you know I had surgery on my knee (lots of crap) and I am in recovery, going to physical Therapy weekly. I live in a suburb North of Boston, and getting in and out of the city is not something that I really enjoy, but I need my leg back to normal. So on my way out of the Boston medical Center complex I drove up to a traffic light which was red and I was behind one or two other vehicles waiting to get onto Mass Ave. Anywho there was this homeless guy with his little cup asking for money. So like usual, ignore ignore ignore right? That how it started off then I was hoping the guy came to my window? here I was trying to get the attention of the homeless guy. Imagine that? Well let me tell you why and then I will tell you my take on the whole thing because for me it was a turni

I've Completed .92... Of 140 Life Experiences
Level 1 ( ) Had an asthma attack (x) Smoked A Cigarette () Smoked A Cigar ( ) Smoked Weed () Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (x) Drank Alcohol (x) Been In Love (x) Been Dumped () Been Fired (x) Been In A Fist Fight (x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House Total so far: 6 Level 2 (x) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back (x) Been Arrested/Seen Someone You Know Get Arrested (x) Made Out With A Stranger (x) Gone Out On A Blind Date (x ) Had A Crush On An Older Person (x) Skipped School () Slept With A Co-worker (x) Seen someone/somthing die Total so far: 13 Level 3 (x) Been On A Plane (x) Thrown Up From Drinking (x) Eaten Sushi ( ) Been Snowboarding (x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace () Been Mosh Pitting (x) Taken Pain Killers (x) Love(d)or Luste(d) Someone Who You Couldn't Have (x)Been in a BAD relationship Total so far: 20 Level 4 (x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (x) Made A Snow Angel () Had A Tea Party (x) Flown A Ki

I've Come To An Odd Conclusion
I don't look at... well, looks, very often. This site's doing bad things to me. I'm 'rating' pictures and people... talking to people based on their pictures (mostly because no one bothers to put anything in their profile). It's really weird. I feel out of my element. I find myself saying "he's cute, she's cute, I'll add them... wait a second what am I saying?" I also have that weird thing going on where people keep, for some REALLY ODD REASON that I can't figure out, finding me attractive. I think they may have caught some bug similar to the one I caught. I don't know how to react. People out here in the real world don't find me attractive. Maybe I'm just not attractive when I move. Or maybe it's that I'm not attractive when I start rambling on, like this. Or maybe I'm just that good of a photoshopper, in which case I'll ask now if anyone would like to pay me for a photoshopping job or two? Hehehe... (That's the other thing, I have a hard time portraying my humor on

I've Cried Too Many Tears
I've cried too many tears To let another man make me cry I've cried too many tears To let another man make a fool out of me I've cried too many tears To be used by another man I've cried too many tears To be abuse by another man I've cried too many tears To continue to be in love with you So I will never cry another tear 'Cause I'm not in love with you anymore. Latisha Tiny Richardson

Ive Come To Realize This
im beginning to notice that a lot of my friends only come to me when they need or want something. no matter what it is a ride here, a ride there. and its because i let them walk all over me. like i dont even matter. ill be suprised if anyone even reads this because they dont care to hear what i have to say anymore. all they care about is what they want. it doesnt matter to them how bad they hurt me or how even though i try to do everything for them they dont do hardly anything for me. im starting to realize that and its about time. i deserve friends that want me around and treat me with the respect i deserve. so starting today im oging to say what i feel and not hold anything back because i know that they wont care anyway. well thanks for listening (if anyone even does). gotta go to work. lata.

I've Come To Realize...
1. I've come to realize that, my ex is: is only human even if I couldn't live with him anymore 2. I've come to realize that, I talk : as much as I can listen and that is a good balance of communication 3. I've come to realize that, I love : passionately and fully with every ounce of my being 4. I've come to realize that, I have: much to be thankful for even though I have my bad days 5. I've come to realize that, I lost : some things in my life that I miss dearly but if I lost them, it was not mine to begin with. 6. I've come to realize that, I hate it when : people judge you because no one has the right to judge you unless they spend a week walking in your shoes. 7. I've come to realize that, I'll always be: the gal who puts others first. 8. I've come to realize that, Marriage is: the number one cause of divorce. (ok I am trying to be funny but it is the truth as far as I am concerned) 9. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking

I've Come To Realize....read This!!!!!!
I'm lost and confused a name for this feeling i cannot choose i want to noe because i dont ever want it to stop if it does i think my heart will just drop ive come to realize i care too much ive come to realize i miss her too much ive come to realize that shes alwasy on my mind but we broke up...those feelins shouldve been left behind i keep thinking that the reason was noones fault but mine someone please send me a sign... i cant be just a friend with these feelings i cannot end when we talk its like we re together with someone else i cannot not dream of another i should be as free as a dove but its hard to fly when i fell in love to all my friends...someday i hope u feel wat i feel for some one special...dont ever question ur hearts just ur mind...when u see another fallen whos heart was intertwined...pick him or her up....and never leave a friend behind.... i send my love out to her... mi corazon pertenece at ti....baby u noe

I've Come To Realize!
I. have come to realize that my butt: I have no butt - it's flat 2. I have come to realize that when I talk: I can piss people very easily 3. I have come to realize that, if I love someone: I should keep my mouth shut and keep my feeling to myself 4. I have come to realize that, I need: my girls more than they need me 5. I have come to realize that, people I lost: are still with me in my heart. 6. I have come to realize that, I hate it when: I'm typiing a story and on page 6 my computer locks up and i haen't saved it yet. 7. I have come to realize that, if Im drunk: I can fuck all night but have a hard time climaxing 8. I have come to realize that, marriage: Is something that I may ever do again 9. I have come to realize that, work: Pays the bills 10. I have come to realize that, I will always be: ME 11. I have come to realize that, I love: If I love it's with my whole heart unconditionally 12. I have come to realize that, the last time I cr

I've Come To Realize..
1. I've come to realize.. That i hate the word realize after taking this damn survey..really! Its a boring word. 2. I've come to realize that when I talk: Everybody listens. 3. I've come to realize that, when I love someone I trust too easily I suppose. (isnt that what your supposeda do?) 4. I've come to realize that I need: Sex, laughter and cheesecake bites from sonic to top off my day. 5. I've come to realize that I lost: I dunno. what did I loose? Im so concerned now! 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when: Strange people message me and ask if they can cum on my face... "Excuse me. can I take a dump on yours?" where the MUTHA are these people coming from? Who are you..whats your mothers maiden name...shit. 7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk: Then Im happy and I remember to always take water shooters. (Im kinda smart drunk) 8. I've come to realize that money: Is mine. Cuz I make it all now. 9. I've come to realize that people: Will alw

I've Considered This Carefully...
...mainly because I have far too much time on my hands however be that as it may, I still find certain children's tales and films very disturbing. Yes, they might be classics but for God's sakes... ...take for example Mary Poppins. Now I've had this discussion with a few ppl on why I find that film strange. What kind of message are we giving our kids when we encourage them to watch a film about a woman that floats down from Lord knows where on a cloud, carrying a carpet bag that will apparently store the entire contents of an Ikea store and who talks to an umberella shaped like a parrot's head? Does anyone else not think that this is the work of some crack smoking weirdo? Not only that, but Mary may well have been on crack herself. Let's see now...she clicks her fingers and room's magically tidy themselves up, she dances with Dick Van Dyke and a bunch of penguins in a "mystical" (more like drug induced) world and reckons a spoon full of sugar will help the medicine go down...okkkkkk

Ive Come To Realize
1. I've come to realize that my boobs: are beautiful and i love them!! 2. I've come to realize that when I talk; i hope peeps listen!! 3. I've come to realize that, when I love someone: I tell them weather I know if the'yre ready to hear it or not.... 4. I've come to realize that I need: To either work more or earn more.... 5. I've come to realize that I lost: my ever loving mind!! 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when: i know I want saphire but i have to go to her or fly her out her to see her.... 7. I've come to realize that when I'm drunk: WHO ARE WE KIDDING?! Ive only been tipsy... 8. I've come to realize that money: is kinda a important thing 9. I've come to realize that people: can have their flaws but it doesn't mean they're not a good person!! 10. I've come to realize that I'll always be: myself 11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on: well....if i say who....but then again THEY ALREADY KNOW!!! (ha ha)SAPHIRE!! 12. I've

Ive Come To Realize..
1. I've come to realize that my boobs... are big 2. I've come to realize that when I talk.. its useless..i think 2 hard in2 things n then sound stupid 3. I've come to realize that when I love someone... im 2 scared 2 say it 4. I've come to realize that I need... laid! lol 5. I've come to realize that I have lost... a lot of good memories.. 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when... people lie..duh 7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk... im retarded justin knows..lol 8. I've come to realize that money... is useless.. i work 4 it 4 nothing.. 9. I've come to realize that people.. are tardos...2 faced...liars...not trustworthy 10. I've come to realize that I'll always be.... angry...i may not act like it but its always there 11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on... someone i will never get a chance with 12. I've come to realize that I can... work m

I've Come To A Point In My Life..........
I've come to a point in my life, being 32, single, no kids and never been married or even close to, that I've come to wonder if this is it? Is this the life that was chosen for me? Because this is not the life that I had grown up dreaming about. Don't get me wrong, I can't complain about my life seeing that I do have a good career, I have my own stuff and money and can go and do whatever I want to do. BUT, there is always this empty void in my life. I would love nothing more than to share my everything with that "one" person I can call my best friend, lover and confidont. I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life. I have so much love to give to someone that it kills me inside sometimes. I meet people and come to understand that either I'm not what they're looking for, or they're not ready to be in a committed relationship, or they're not what I'm looking for. I don't want to settle for just somebody. I want that one that moves me that makes me smile from sun-up till sun-down. I

I’ve Changed My Mind
Okay so most of the people in my world know that I am going into the hospital Thursday July 31 to have a hysterecomy, granted there are a few that do not. I hate to say this but sometimes I wonder if I shouldn't just live with the pain I am dealing with until menopause hits. I have been seeing doctors for years, yes YEARS over the problems that my monthly vistor brings, I have been given one bullshit reason after another as to what is causing the monthly bitch to be so damn bitchy, the doctors had my history, including my family history. I honestly sounded like a broken record with each new doctor telling them, 'both of my grandmothers had hysterectomies at relatively young ages, I do not know why and my mother had endometriosis and went through menopause at 38.' Did they ever once decide that they should look into this? HELL NO! What I have been told: ~Stress ~Two Children too close together (how about the fact that I have had this problem before I even had children???)

I've Come To Realize That ...
1. I've come to realize that my boobs... Are fabulous! 2. I've come to realize that this weekend... I will have the house to myself! 3. I've come to realize that when i'm driving... It's best not to piss me off. 4. I've come to realize that i need... A certain someone in my life. 5. I've come to realize that I have lost.... 91 pounds (and counting!) 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when... People I care about lie to me. 7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk... My boobs find a way out of my shirt. 8. I've come to realize that money... Goes a lot faster than it comes. 9. I've come to realize that certain people... Will never change. 10. I've come to realize that I'll always be... Me, take it or leave it. 11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on... he knows who he is :) 12. I've come to realize that my mom..... Is my best friend. 13. I've come to realize that my cell phone....... Always seems to be ringing. 14. I've come

I've Come To Realize
1. I've come to realize that my hair... sucks 2. I've come to realize that my legs.. are short 3. I've come to realize that my job.. is being emily's mommy 4. I've come to realize that when I'm driving.... i tend to yell and flip the bird 5. I've come to realize that I need... food 6. I've come to realize that I have lost..... alot of sleep 7. I've come to realize that I hate it when.... my mother inlaw comes over 8. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk... im a tard 9. I've come to realize that money... dont grow on trees 10. I've come to realize that certain people... are assholes 11. I've come to realize that I'll always be.. a bitch 12. I've come to realize that my significant other... can be a big mean doodie head 13. I've come to realize that my dad... is a redneck lmao 14. I've come to realize that my cell phone.... is gone 15. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning... that i wanted more sleep 16. I've com

I've Come To Realize
1. I've come to realize that my boobs... droop but look pretty in bras 2. I've come to realize that my job... is easy 3. I've come to realize that when I'm sleeping... i have to be naked or i don't get much sleep 4. I've come to realize that I need... a splint for my finger 5. I've come to realize that my body... hates me 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when... i get ignored 7. I've come to realize that when I'm drunk... i get slutty 8. I've come to realize that money... is needed badly 9. I've come to realize that certain people... are stupid 10. I've come to realize that I'll never be... skinny 11. I've come to realize drugs are... bad mmmkkaayyy 12. I've come to realize that my best friends... keep me around? 13. I've come to realize that my cell phone... rarely rings lol... 14. I've come to realize when I woke up this morning... i snuggle with my dog 15. I've come to realize that last night before i went to sleep... i

I've Come To Realize
1. I've come to realize that my boobs... are flabby and hairy but STILL there are wimmen who want to see them? 2. I've come to realize that my job... has paid my bills for 15 years so I need to be more thankful about it and bitch less about being run ragged. 3. I've come to realize that when I'm sleeping... my snoring is probably keeping others awake.. 4. I've come to realize that I need... more time and more money than I am ever likely to have 5. I've come to realize that my body... is wearing out faster than I thought it would 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when... I can't think of the right word.. I get tongue tied easily and it pisses me off so bad 7. I've come to realize that when I'm drunk... I really crave coffee more than another beer 8. I've come to realize that money... is like sex, no matter how much you get, you always need more 9. I've come to realize that certain people... are impossible to ration with and should just be avoided

I've Come To Realize.....
1. I've come to realize that my boobs... are pretty large :P 2. I've come to realize that my job... has nothing left for me so im gonna hope for the best with EBAY. 3. I've come to realize that when I'm sleeping... if im tired enough im dead to the world. 4. I've come to realize that I need... more time and more money than I am ever likely to have 5. I've come to realize that my body... is ok... 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when... When someone trys to force me to do something I dont wanna do and dont have to do...it pisses me off so bad 7. I've come to realize that when I'm drunk... I really havent been drunk but when im tipsy im giggly:p 8. I've come to realize that money... is like sex, no matter how much you get, you always need more 9. I've come to realize that certain people... are impossible to deal with and should just be avoided at all costs! 10. I've come to realize that I'll never be... perfect, but no one else is or will be so

I've Come Along Way....
I try an try but i've gotten to the end i have to change i dont want to lose what i have gotten...I want to be able to enjoy this for aslong as i possibly can. things will get better i hope... since it's all up to me to make the most of this. Forgive me for being a stupid fool...that's afraid of what he wants most....

I've Come To Realize
That much of my problem stems from loneliness. I have few ppl to share this with and they're all here. My closest RL friends have other things to worry about - I've always been the one to help THEM through their problems; maybe they just don't know how to listen, I dunno. My hubby is so consumed with stress from worrying about being the only breadwinner and keeping the kids under control that he has nothing left for me. I feel like I'm taking care of everyone and there's nobody left to take care of me. The last couple years of my life have been some of my happiest. I was finally feeling somewhat attractive for the first time since I started gaining weight. All of that is changing now that I'm losing my best physical feature. People say I should be happy that I get to live. But I can't work now and make my kids happier by getting them things, and I can't make my hubby happy with my appearance. And I can't keep him happy by keeping the house perfect because I'm soooo tired

I've Come To Realize
That nothing in my life will be exactly the way i want it. That no matter how hard you try you will never be able to change how people are. Some things in life will always disappoint you. When you accomplish things in life only real friends will be there to support you. Unwanted pregnancies are just a shame. The harder you try the less chance there is for survival. Some people will never take you seriously. Money is the root of all evil. There is not enough faith and trust in this world. Life is only as good as you make it. Care only for the people who care about you.. the rest of them should just shove off. Jealousy only causes problems. Who ever said men and women cant be just friends?? Hope for the best but prepare for the worst. If you believe in any of this... Please comment.

I've Done It This Time
ok So I had a purely sexual relationship with this guy for about 5 months now, and well as it started out as just some fringe pleasure I got attached to him. Now what you have to know about this guy is that he is dying and not like you and me, he's terminally ill, his heart is giving out, so I really should not have gotten attached to him but I did and while I do care about him we are not going out. Now Rex, thats this guys, Rex had an appointment with his cardiologist and of course he didn't get good news, so he decided that he needed to take care of me and make sure I was with a good guy, because I deserve a good guy and that is his defense for trying to give me to his Friend! now please I have no clue what to do about this I really care about this guy bout He tried to give me away! anybody got any advice?

Ive Done 118 Out Of 142crazy Things
Body: Body: Level 1 (x) Smoked A Cigarette (x) Smoked A Cigar (x) Tried Weed (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (X) Drank Alcohol SO FAR: 5 Level 2 (x) Are / Been In Love (x) Been Dumped (X) Shoplifted (x) Been Fired (x) Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: 10 Level 3 (X) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House (X) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back ( ) Been Arrested (x) Made Out With A Stranger (x) Gone Out On A Blind Date SO FAR: 14 Level 4 (X) Had A Crush On An Older Person (X) Skipped School (X) Slept With A Co-worker (X) Seen Someone / Something Die SO FAR: 18 Level 5 (x) Had A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE Friends ( ) Been To Paris ( ) Been To Spain (x) Been On A Plane (X) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: 21 Level 6 ( ) Eaten Sushi (x) Been Snowboarding/Skiing (x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace (X) Been Mosh Pitting S0 Far: 24 Level 7 (x)Been In An Abusive Relationship (x) Taken Pain Killers (X) "Liked" Someone Who

Ive Done 92 Of 142 Crazy Things!!
Body: Body: Level 1 (x) Smoked A Cigarette (x) Smoked A Cigar (x) Tried Weed (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (X) Drank Alcohol SO FAR: 5 Level 2 (x) Are / Been In Love (x) Been Dumped (X) Shoplifted (x) Been Fired ( ) Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: 9 Level 3 (X) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House (X) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back (x) Been Arrested (x) Made Out With A Stranger (x) Gone Out On A Blind Date SO FAR: 14 Level 4 (X) Had A Crush On An Older Person (X) Skipped School (X) Slept With A Co-worker (X) Seen Someone / Something Die SO FAR: 18 Level 5 (x) Had A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE Friends ( ) Been To Paris ( ) Been To Spain ( ) Been On A Plane (X) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: 20 Level 6 () Eaten Sushi () Been Snowboarding/Skiing () Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace (X) Been Mosh Pitting S0 Far: 21 Level 7 (x )Been In An Abusive Relationship (x) Taken Pain Killers (X) "Liked" Someone Who You

Ive Decided To Let You Go
I've Decided to let you go .. Holding onto to thoughts of you will truly make me go mad I know you're not telling me the truth with your sweet words and promises of tomorrows Letting you go is all I can do to keep you in my heart . Admitting to myself You never were mine .. you belonged to many .. to which I cant compete I've decided to let you go , words from a friend showed me the untruths , the things I felt inside I've decided to let you go , without telling you ,without argument , without worry The rest is up to you ... I've decided to let you go

I've Done 92 Out Of 150 Life Experiences
how many life experiences have u had? ( ) Smoked A Cigarette ( ) Smoked A Cigar ( ) Smoked Weed (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (x) Drank Alcohol SO FAR: 2 Level 2 (x) Are / Been In Love (x) Been Dumped (x) Shoplifted ( ) Been Fired (x) Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: 6 Level 3 (x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House. (x) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back ( ) Been Arrested ( ) Made Out With A Stranger ( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date SO FAR: 8 Level 4 (x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (x) Skipped School ( ) Slept With A Co-worker (x) Seen Someone / Something Die SO FAR: 11 Level 5 (x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE/FACEBOOK Friends (x) Been To Paris (x) Been To Spain (x) Been On A Plane ( ) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: 15 Level 6 ( ) Eaten Sushi ( ) Been Snowboarding (x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace/ FACEBOOK (x) Been Mosh Pitting SO FAR: 17 Level 7 (x) Been In An Abusive Relationship (x) Tak

I've Done 87 Of 150 Life Experiences
how many life experiences have u had? ( ) Smoked A Cigarette ( ) Smoked A Cigar (x) Smoked Weed (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (x) Drank Alcohol SO FAR: 3 Level 2 (x) Are / Been In Love (x) Been Dumped (x) Shoplifted (x) Been Fired (x) Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: 8 Level 3 (x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House. (x) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back ( ) Been Arrested ( ) Made Out With A Stranger ( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date SO FAR: 10 Level 4 (x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (x) Skipped School ( ) Slept With A Co-worker (x) Seen Someone / Something Die SO FAR: 13 Level 5 (x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE/FACEBOOK Friends ( ) Been To Paris ( ) Been To Spain ( ) Been On A Plane ( ) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: 14 Level 6 ( ) Eaten Sushi ( ) Been Snowboarding ( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace/ FACEBOOK ( ) Been Mosh Pitting SO FAR: 14 Level 7 (x) Been In An Abusive Relationship (x) Ta

I've Done Enough
i've done enough i thought i could live without you i thought you deserved the love i gave you but i was wrong.... i've done enough, it is over now now that i know you don't deserve the love cuz you don't know how to apprecitate it i'd rather go through with lots of pain then to stay by yourside.....

I've Dreamed Of Loving You For Many Years
I've dreamed of loving you for many years, Loving you each day and night, each hour, Loving till you flow into my tears, And I into the garden where you flower. Of course I must be me, as you are you, But just as bushes planted side by side So intertwine one cannot tell they're two, We will through love and time be unified. So have I dreamed, though we have been apart So long that I of life with you despaired, Holding wounded hope within my heart That through these frozen years it might be spared. The world is a redaction of the dream. Our greatest pain deep longings shall redeem.

I've Done It
I have gone through and pared down my friends list and the list of people who I was fans of. Each list has about 19 or so people in it. If you're close enough to me that I consider you family, you didn't lose my friendship or my fan. Quite frankly, this has been nagging at me to be done. There were so many that I simply didn't hear from very often and I have things that keep me busy and therefore I don't get to everyone that was on my list of friends and fans. Some were likely simply added for the points, I'm not here for the points, I could care less about that anyways. I am on cherry tap to talk to friends that I communicate with on a regular basis. If you don't find me interesting enough to talk to more than once or whatever, eh, I can probably do without ya. That's the way it is.

I've Done 9 Out Of 36 Stupid Things
The more [X]'s the dumber you are. 18 or lower means you're not stupid. [ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking. [x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking. [ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door. [ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. [x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. So far: 2 [x] You have ran into a pole. [ ] It Is possible to lick your elbow [ ] You just tried to lick your elbow. [x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. [ ] You just tried to sing them So far: 4 [ ] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen. [ ] You have choked on your own spit. [ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it. [ ] Your hair is blonde. [ ] People have called you slow So far: 4 [x] You have accidentally caught something on fire [ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes. [ ] Yo

I've Decided To Become A Guy....
...with tits. Yes, you heard me right. No, I'm not having a sex change. That's too expensive. What I mean here is just becoming a guy in ACTIONS. I am not going to change anything about my outward appearance. I'm just going to "ACT" like a guy. From now on I'm going to... -do things without regard for anyone's feelings. -get drunk and do things and then blame it on being drunk. -say insensitive things and then explain it by saying "I'm sorry...I didn't know that was insensitive," even though I knew full well that it was. I can plead ignorance. I'm a guy. -sleep with anyone I wish and not care about whether I get a disease, give a disease, get someone pregnant, or hurt their feelings (there it is again). -lie to people, especially women. They are so gullible, afterall. -think I'm god's gift to women even though I'm marginally normal looking at best. -show pictures of my penis to women from the git go because I know they will worship it. (Okay, I don't

I've Decided
That... life sucks and then you die. AND that I'm a fucking moron. Bleh. I always get myself worked into stupid situations. It's retarded. Never seem to be able to handle life in the proper fashion it seems. This is my condensed version of the real blog that's on my myspace... not that anyone is really interested. But, yeah I don't usually like posting the whole things on here since this is open to everyone ;) ... sorry my mind is scattered. I blame it on the massive amounts of latin and hours of crying.

I've Decided...
that i have no idea what it is that i'm doing with this life, but obviously it's not working. i'm about to start packing a couple of bags and i'm going to take a few things to a pawn shop, get whatever $ i can, and i'm going south...until i either run out of $ or find somewhere that I can make some $. i'm tired of fake ass people, with their fake ass job opportunities, when all they want is a blow job. believe me, it hasn't come to that yet, but if it does, it's going to cost you a hell of a lot more than $20/hour. i'm tired of people saying "you're beautiful" and "i love your art" but when it comes time to cast for your halloween show, do you cast me? no. do i hear back from the 100's of emails i send out daily? no. i'm sick of responding to emails and getting nothiing back, just the thought of some guy on the receiving end sitting there jacking his dick to all the responses he's getting. if you're using my pics to get off on, at least give me the fucking satisfaction of knowin

I've Done Well
well i haven't updated my blog in an age, but i wanted to let everyone know what i've been up to. i went back to school and i'm studying to become a paralegal. my last test i made 108! i missed 2 questions, but scored 10 bonus points. WOO HOO! not to shabby for someone who's been out of school for 15 years. just trying to keep my head above water with homework, papers, and tests. i don't remember it being this much trouble. LOL hope everyone is doing well! take care!

I've Dreamed Of Loving You
I've dreamed of loving you for many years, Loving you each day and night, each hour, Loving till you flow into my tears, And I into the garden where you flower. Of course I must be me, as you are you, But just as bushes planted side by side So intertwine one cannot tell they're two, We will through love and time be unified. So have I dreamed, though we have been apart So long that I of life with you despaired, Holding wounded hope within my heart That through these frozen years it might be spared. The world is a redaction of the dream. Our greatest pain deep longings shall redeem.

I've Dated Dumb Women For A Reason
Everyone seems to be on a quest for their soul mate you know? The person that completes them. Usually that person has qualities that include looks, sense of humor, responsibility, and brains. The second we get to brains I start to get turned off. Now don't get me wrong, it's not that a girl being smart isn't important to me… It's that I can't stand girls who are smart at all. I just don't think brains and women are a solid combination for what I am looking for in a mate. Here is why. Girls with brains are mean: I don't know what the fucking deal is, but smart women are the most judge mental beings on the planet. Not only do they pick apart everything you do, they pick apart everything everyone does. They especially hate pretty dumb girls, which is why I start dating one as soon as I break up with a mean smart girl. Just to piss her off. "But what about good conversation?" Over rated. I have long conversations while working all day. Sometimes I want to come home to some peace

I've Decided...
I'M CUTTING MY HAIR THIS SUNDAY! I'm done with it being too long to do anything but a ponytail or bun. And it's so damn hot with it down. I'm done. I want it shorter! My birthday is Monday and my mom is coming up to see me on Sunday. SOOOO I'm going to do it!! WOOT!

Ive Done 109 Things Out Of A Grand Total Of 143
Level 1 (x) Smoked A Cigarette (x) Smoked A Cigar (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex SO FAR: 3 Level 2 (x) Are/Been In Love (x) Dumped someone (x) Shoplifted (x) Been Fired (x)Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: 8 Level 3 (x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (x) Skipped Class (x) Slept With A co-worker (x) Seen Someone/Something Die SO FAR: 12 Level 4 (x) Had/Have A Crush On One Of Your Myspace Friends ( ) Been To Paris ( ) Been To Spain (x) Been On A Plane ( ) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: 14 Level 5 (x) Eaten Sushi () Been Snowboarding (x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace ( ) Been in a Mosh Pit SO FAR: 16 Level 6 (x) Been in an abusive relationship (x) Taken Pain Killers (x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Can't Have (x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (x) Made A Snow Angel SO FAR: 21 Level 7 ( ) Had A Tea Party (x) Flown A Kite (x) Built A Sand Castle ( ) Gone mudding (x) Played Dress Up SO FAR: 24 Level 8 ( ) Jumped

I've Dreamed Of This Moment Forever,
I've dreamed of this moment forever, When I could look you in the eye, And tell you how I feel about you, The thoughts that are always on my mind Why do you make me love you, I've tried so hard to just be friends But I can't help but want you, And I pray that our love will never end. Because there is something about you, Deep in your heart, That makes me love you When we're miles apart. And I know that you love me, And that you understand, That I can't live without you, Your my best friend. And I miss the summer nights, When we walked hand in hand, Looking at the stars, My mind plays it over and over again. And I can't wait to see you, And for you to hold me in your arms once more, I can't wait for your lips to touch mine, So I will see that smile I adore.

Ive Done It Now
OMG AM I CRAZY OR WHAT. HAVE WENT AND ENTERED 2 MORE AUCTIONS THE FIRST IS HOSTED BY SPIZZY SpizZy™@ fubar THEN I JOINED IN ON SWEET CHERRY PIE'S AUCTION ALONG WITH MY NEW FU HUBBY PLEASE SHOW HIM SOME FU LOVE AS HE IS NEW TO THE FU AND THEN FRIEND LEVELER JOINED IN SO WE ARE ALL 3 UP FOR GRABS AND THIS ONE IS HOSTED BY SWEET CHERRY PIE SO PLEASE SHOW HER SOME LOVE TOO §ŵ† Çĥ®®¥ þî€*SDMF*Co-Owner Daddys Leveler*Mrs English*GM@Immortal~XXtremeFullThrottleradi@ fubar

I've Done 115 Out Of 132 Stupid Things...
Level 1: (x) Smoked A Cigarette (x) Smoked A Cigar (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (x) Drank Alcohol SO FAR: 4 Level 2 (x) Are / Been In Love (x) Been Dumped (x) Shoplifted ( ) Been Fired (x) Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: 8 Level 4 (x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (x) Skipped School ( ) Slept With A Co-worker (x) Seen Someone / Something Die SO FAR: 11 Level 5 (x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends (x) Been To Paris ( ) Been To Spain (x) Been On A Plane (x) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: 15 Level 6 (x) Eaten Sushi (x) Been Snowboarding (x) Met Someone again because Of Facebook (x) Been in a Mosh Pit SO FAR: 19 Level 7 ( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship (x) Taken Pain Killers (x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have (x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (x) Made A Snow Angel SO FAR: 23 Level 8 (x) Had A Tea Party (x) Flown A Kite (x) Built A Sand Castle (x) Gone mudding (offroading)

I've Decided To Be An Asshole
Really, I'm tired of all these countless, meaningless, exhausting conversations. Fubar is all about rates? Fine, I'll rate you. But I'm not here to entertain you when you're bored. I don't care if you're good looking or nice, unless you want to talk about some really deep things, like philosophy, intuition, etc, don't waste your time. It's not the only thing I want to talk about, but it is essential. I've had enough conversations about "nothing". P.S.: Did I sound like a bitch? Right. Fuck you.

I've Decided To Write Greeting Cards
Take a look at these and tell me if i am any good at it okay? Tacky Cards "I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. After having met you, I've changed my mind." "Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder: What the heck was I thinking?" "As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am that you're not here to ruin it for me." "Congratulations on your promotion. Before you go, I would like you to take this knife out of my back. You'll probably need it again." "Someday I hope to get married, but not to you." "I just want you to know that I'm sorry for what happened, especially since you survived." "Happy Birthday! You look great for your age... Almost Lifelike!" "Congratulations on getting married! It's not every day you decide to ruin your life!" "I always wanted to be rich, powerful, and well respected. While I'm dreaming, I wish you weren't so darn ugly."

I've Done 106 Out Of The 131 Stupid
Do this and repost it with the title:I've done 106 out of the 131 stupid things AND tag 15 ppl in your friends list.They can be ppl whom you've not talked to for ages.NOT STUPIDLevel 1[X] Smoked A Cigarette[x] Smoked A Cigar[X] Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex[X]Drank AlcoholSO FAR: 4Level 2[X] Are / Been In Love[X] Been Dumped[x] Been Fired[X] Been In A Fist FightSO FAR: 8Level 4[X] Had A Crush On An Older Person[X] Skipped School[X] Seen Someone / Something DieSO FAR: 11Level 5[X] Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends[ ] Been To Paris[ ] Been To Spain[X] Been On A Plane[X] Thrown Up From DrinkingSO FAR:14Level 6[X] aten Sushi[ ] Been Snowboarding[x]Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook[x ]Been in a Mosh PitSO FAR: 17Level 7[ ] Been In An Abusive Relationship[x] Taken Pain Killers yes[x ] Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have ?[x] Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By yes[X ] Made A Snow AngelSO FAR: 21Level 8[ ]Had A Tea Party[x]Flown A Kite[x]Built A Sand Castle[X ]G

I've Decided To End My Life.
People I love are sick, others seem to have forgotten me and in the last 4 years, at least 20 people that I knew, worked with or were related to have died. So has my dog, so has my car. I am in debt up to my ears, I have the IRS after me, bill collectors too. Things keep breaking in the house and I can't afford to fix them. I been unemployed since July of '09 and have sent out at least 10000 emails with resumes and have had people ask me to stop sending. I have tried to find work outside of my feild but was told that I have no experience, or have gotten no response. Unemployment cut me from $405 a week to $154, and couldnt understand why I was angry when I called to question it. Every day there seem to be fewer and fewer job options or names to send resumes to. I'm 53 yars old and going back to school at this time of my life seems futile, I'll be in my mid to lat 50s when I finish, and then I'll have to go in as an entry level employee. Thats if jobs are available at all. Every day I w

''i've Done 93 Out Of 129 Stupid Things''
Level 1: (x) Smoked A Cigarette (x) Smoked A Cigar (x) Kissed a member of the same sex..even if its not on the lips. (x) Drank Alcohol SO FAR: 4 Level 2 (x) Are / Been In Love (x) Been Dumped ( ) Shoplifted (x ) Been Fired ( ) Been In A Fist Fight SO FAR: 7 Level 3 (x) Had A Crush On An Older Person () Skipped School ( ) Slept With A Co-worker (x) Seen Someone / Something Die SO FAR: 9 Level 4 (x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends () Been To Paris () Been To England () Been On A Plane (x) Thrown Up From Drinking SO FAR: 11 Level 5 (x) Eaten Sushi () Been Snowboarding (x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook/Myspace/MXit () Been in a Mosh Pit SO FAR: 13 Level 6 (x) Taken Pain Killers (x) Loved/Liked Someone Who You Can't Have (x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (x) Made A Snow Angel SO FAR: 17 Level 7 (x) Had A Tea Party (x) Flown A Kite (x) Built A Sand Castle (x) Gone Mudding

I've Earned My Wings
I'm sorry mommy i left you so soon, I was there when the angels woke you up at noon. I know i was gone from the flash from the start, Mommy remember ! I'll always be in your heart. I listen to you dearly,when you visit my grave. Please don't cry , be sad.Continue to be brave. I didn't mean to leave you and daddy so soon. I was looking from heaven when everyone released their balloons. Take care of my little sister and daddy too. There will always and forever be a part of me living in you. I'll be waiting for you here , at the golden gates. Time is ticking mommy , please don't be late ! I long to embrace you in my arms. Don't worry Mommy !! I'm at a place where there is no harm. I've earned my wings , I live in the sky. I'm watching everyday mommy so please don't cry !! Love, Your Son

Ive Finally Found Someone Special
fort i put a few words down ive finally found some one special she is on LC and i fink she is the hottest woman on earth i dont want to jinx things yet so she will remain anon for the time being but i'll keep ya posted as things hot up it will be a long distance relatioship which i know can work out cos if love is meant to be then it will so for know u will just have to keep an eye out in here to see wot is going on in my life oops and she knows who she is so if she reads this then I LOVE U HEAPS SWEETY

I've Forgotten What It's Like To Sing
Why can't all boys be like you? When they have a problem, they admit it? However, I did have a rocky thing going on there with you for a second, but you told me.. You came to me because you knew I wouldn't judge you, and I didn't.. So, why can't I have someone like you? Why does HE have to be such a jerk? I love you, and I'm calling you tomorrow because I'm worried about you, and I hope you feel ten times better than you did tonight... We're both in the same boat. I listened to my sister and mother argue about me the whole way home. It's not a pleasant feeling or for that matter, a pleasant hearing. Your daughter is wretched. She doesn't deserve shit. She doesn't do anything. She has NO respect for you. How dare you. You let her do whatever she wants. Especially talking to 20 fucking 7 year-olds. Be the fucking parent, mother. You have no room to talk. She's a teenager. So she can fail her classes? and get rewarded for shit? BULLSHIT. MOTHER. You aren't perfect

I've Found My True Love!!!!
Ok, Ok...I just have to tell everyone. I believe I've found the love of my life!! We've known eachother for at least 15 years and have been together off and on through the years. We are back together and I feel that this time it is for good. No Holds bar as he would say. We ain't holdin nothing back. Before we would keep things from eachother and let what other's would say to us about the other get in the middle of us and tear us apart. Well, this time, most of those people are no l onger a part of our lives, and we are NOT listening to what other's say. We open up more to eachother and let eachother know what is bothering us and if the other does something that we don't like. Most of the breaking up in the past was me doing it, but I have finally figured it all out. My family and friends may not like him all that well, but he IS the one for me. He may not be a Christian, but that doesn't matter to me...he knows that I love the Lord and enjoy going to church and he won't kee

I've Finally Moved On
I loved you so much, and you did me so wrong. I never thought I would ...but I've finally moved on. You treated me badly, because you knew you had me. It's taken so long, and you never thought I could, ...but I've finally moved on. So now it's time to say good-bye, no more of your childish games or constant lies. You weakened a love that was so strong and caused my heart so much pain, ...but I've finally moved on.

I’ve Falling
I’ve falling So deep beyond the earths core Beyond the depths of an human's soul Witch scares me, cause this mean I can never let you go I’ve falling 4 you But is it the real you You show in front of my eyes Is it love I feel are lies, you throw in my heart If so I rather push around an empty cart Your shadow, I stare at you because you’re the most beautiful piece of art And, im Willing to learn if you teach Willing to listen if you preach Willing to touch if you show....................LOVE But not willing to fall and you let go I’ve falling Witch has to be a blessing And these feelings I have im finally confessin But I pray and ask god.....is it him you made for me??? The equal to my EQUATION The creditor who over temps my TEMPTATION The 1st to stop my masturbation The 1 I should fall in love without HESITATION I’ve falling Deep within your waves Surrounded in the most beautiful cave My angel that'll fly me up to the sky The highest of all highs……by

I've Found The Man I've Been Waiting For
Hey friends/Fans, I want to share with you all on how I met Gary. I met Gary through my line of work as a client. We met back in March and when we both layed our eyes on each other it was love at first sight. I knew it was for me when I first met him but didn't know it was for him until recently as we talk about it now. Gary was supposed to have me out again to entertain him the next night but his company sent him out of the area. I figured it was another man saying he would see me again and not do it. Well I was wrong when I received a call from my agency to go back to this particular hotel ( that Gary and I first met at) that Gary wanted to see me. I wasn't sure if it was him but I was hoping. When I arrived I found it was him. I was so excited to see him that I greeted him with a long french kiss. He explained to me what happen. The hour went by quickly and he walked me to my car. It was raining and I told him to get in. We sat and talked for 3 hours while I was waiting on another

I've Fallen For You
The smile you bring to my face Isnt something anyone can easily replace And even though I may try No on looker can deny I smile from ear to ear to others why I do isnt clear But deep in my heart I guess I loved you from the start I dont know why you do this to me Or why I somehow came to be The one you held so dear Even when I said goodbye, You stayed near You put me under your spell And this isn's something I am afraid to tell I have fallen in love with you And thank God you've fallen for me too You are so special to me And everyone around me can see Even though you arent here or me there I know its true we both deeply care So in this fact I am quite content and sure That though we're not together, You and I were Meant to be as clase as we Have somehow come to be

I've Finally Found Someone {lyrics}
I finally found someone who knocks me off my feet i finally found the one who makes me feel complete it started over coffee we started off as friends its funny how from simple things the best things begin this time its different, it's all because of you its betther than it's ever been cause we can talk it through ooo...my favorite line was can i call you sometime its all u had to say to take my breath away this is it Chorus i finally found someone someone to share my life i finally found the one to be with every night cuz whatever i do it's just got to be you my life has just begun i finally found someone oooh someone .i finally found somenoe did i keep u waiting? (i didnt mind) i apologize (baby that's fine) i will wait forever just to know you were mine (ooh) you know i love your hair ( sure it looks right?) i love what you wear (isnt it too tight?) you're exceptional i can't wait for the rest of my life Chorus ohh my life has just begun i've finally found

I've Finally Arrived
For all of you reading this blog first and foremost thanks for your support and more importantly thanks for your interest in this blog. As most of you know already I’m currently deployed in Afghanistan and am writing this blog about my adventures in this country. I felt that I should put a lot of my experiences in writing so that it can serve as a living document about my experiences and hopefully use this as a springboard to potentially write a book later on in my life. I will post a blog later about why I chose to come to this country to serve mine, and the factors behind my decision later. My adventure began on September 9th at Tampa International Airport, my best friend, John “White Owl”, dropped me off and wished me the best in my journey. A couple of hours later in was waiting in Atlanta waiting for my flight to Dubai Int’l and then onward to Afghanistan. The flight to Dubai was bumpy and very uncomfortable; I was sitting in the middle seat and between two guys that out weighed

I've Fucked My Life Up So Much All These Years, All For The Pursuit Of Nothing.
Let me start off by saying, for all the good things in my life, and I know there are plenty, I am grateful for them, be it events that have happened, grand opportunities I’ve gladly partaken in, or people that truly care about me. Despite having a decent life, I cannot shake this terrible feeling at times, this loneliness that consumes me, and at times, I even act out because of it. It’s all so ridiculous, and I have not really fathomed how this could be so powerful, and beyond that, what exactly is the source of this? I feel tonight, I can honestly say I’ve come to a decent conclusion: my pursuit’s of women, that have gone absolutely nowhere, and will go absolutely nowhere. It really should have been so obvious, but I guess it takes time to really understand what’s at the core of such a deep feeling in your life. I do not blame women for my loneliness, or not being able to handle rejection, although to be fair, I’ve been treated bad in some prett

I've Got A Secret
There's this guy i know he's the kind of guy i wanted the Mr. Conio and the Mr. Nice guy in our section Some may notice that I've been staring at this guy since the day that i met him Until one day, we've been very close to each other since that day, he showed me his real attitude So as I go to sleep and as I woke up, He is the one that i've been thinking of But nobody knows what I really for that guy even my closest freind has no idea bout this guy.. It's just I who knows.. that I love this guy for being true to himself and showing me his real attitude

I've Got Spirit Yes I Do! Uh...i Need Some Coffee.
Hey there boys and girls! So I've decided it's pretty embarrassing to try and teach my students cursive handwriting when I myself am writing on a first grade level. I was writing a capital H on the board today and it looked like a ladder in a bad cartoon where the rung is about to break and the protagonsist is about to fall into the cliche cloud of dust. It's days like these where you just need to laugh at yourself. The Eagles lost on Sunday. Now I can't bring myself to waste my precious hours trying to read any of the articles villifying my misunderstood football team. I now have two unbearable weeks of football-free "garrett time." I plan to go on long walks and enjoy nature. I will write seven incredibly maudlin short stories. I will put together a twenty thousand piece puzzle that depicts Buckingham Palace. Ha! I'll probably just get sucked in to a bad sitcom or video game... This Thursday is the huge GMMS(my school) football game. All the teachers will be tailgating right after

I've Got Horrible Luck!!!!!
Well for the first time in the (almost) four years I've worked for the company, I was offered a full time position. I can not take it. I had to decline it, because it is not on a public bus line. Without a car I would not be able to get there. I was never more upset about work in my life. I sat in the store bathroom crying for almost three hours today. The full time job would have given me medical benefits that I can not get working part time. God I am so mad. And the store that I am at now has no full time openings. So I'm basically screwed. Oh well. If I don't have bad luck, I have no luck at all.

I've Got My Towel...
Do you know where your towel is? (Which Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy character are you?) Arthur Dent (Arthur PHILIP Dent)Wow. You sorry little sod. I honestly dont know why Ford decided to drag you along with him before your miserable little planet was blown to smithereens... All you really want is some peace...quiet...and a nice cup of real tea. Damn nutrimatic machines. Your sorry life should be enough to move the stoniest of hearts, to bad, no one really cares.

I've Got This Goal! Wish Me Luck!
Well....I'm just letting everyone know that I've been too big way too long! SOOOO....I've started on a diet and a really great workout plan and I'm going to slim down. Figured why wait till New Years to make such a goal, so here I go! If anyone wants to join me, just let me know! Here is a before pic of me! Cross your fingers for ME! GO ME! GO!

I've Got Your Back
“I've Got Your Back" I am a small and precious child; my dad's been sent to fight. The only place I'll see his face is in my dreams at night. He will be gone too many days for my young mind to track. I may be sad, but I am so proud. My daddy's got your back. I am a caring mother. My son has gone to war. My mind is filled with worries that I've never known before. And daily I attempt to keep my thoughts from turning black. I may be scared, but I'm so proud. My son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife, with a husband soon to go. At times I am so terrified in a way most never know. I bite my lip and force a smile as I watch my husband pack. My heart may break, but I am so proud. My husband's got your back. I am a soldier, serving proudly, standing ever tall. I fight for freedom, yours and mine by answering this call. I do my job while knowing the thanks it sometimes lacks. Say a prayer that I'll come home again. It's I who has your back.

“i've Got Your Back"
I am a small and precious child; my dad's been sent to fight. The only place I'll see his face is in my dreams at night. He will be gone too many days for my young mind to track. I may be sad, but I am so proud. My daddy's got your back. I am a caring mother. My son has gone to war. My mind is filled with worries that I've never known before. And daily I attempt to keep my thoughts from turning black. I may be scared, but I'm so proud. My son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife, with a husband soon to go. At times I am so terrified in a way most never know. I bite my lip and force a smile as I watch my husband pack. My heart may break, but I am so proud. My husband's got your back. I am a soldier, serving proudly, standing ever tall. I fight for freedom, yours and mine by answering this call. I do my job while knowing the thanks it sometimes lacks. Say a prayer that I'll come home again. It's I who has your back.

I've Got A Kid On The Way!!!!!!!!!!!
Just thought i would let my friends know that i have a kid on the way.....(which is why i havent been around..busy making the my child..ha ha) Anyways you can still show some love to me and thanks gor your gifts!! lots of love to all my friends and fans!!

I've Gone And Done It Again..
I have re-amp'd my page again and yes, I made yet another skin. I am actually having fun with them and I may do a few more if the spirit moves me. I get frustrated with them and it takes me forever, but the end result is pretty fantabulous I must say. Yay me!

I've Got A Life
I've Got a Life - Eurythmics I've got a life though it refuses to shine I've got a life it ain't over I've got a way it's the only thing that's mine all I'm asking for is tenderness a little tenderness ooo it's a cruel place you never asked to be here nobody cares and no one's gonna help you now it's dog eat dog the human race the only thing they'll do is hate you such a crime to be unkind turn your cheek pretend you're blind I've got a life though it refuses to shine I've got a life it ain't over it ain't over I've got a way it's the only thing that's mine all i'm asking for is tenderness tenderness I've got a life though it refuses to shine I've got a life it ain't over it ain't over I've got a way it's the only thing that's mine all i'm asking for is tenderness be strong now baby gotta be strong now baby gotta be strong!

Ive Gotta Crush On You
SO, I AM CURIOUS......WHO IS GONNA PUT ME AS THEIR CRUSH??? I WILL DO THIS LIKE A CHAIN-BULLETIN.....REPOST THIS AND WHOEVER POSTED THIS, IF YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON THEM, USE THE NEW CRUSH FEATURE AND LET EM KNOW......

Ive Got Problems...
OKay everybdy I have an addiction....I cant stop coming here, I cant get my salute to work so I cant even level right now and I still come to this site every second I can....Thats not good. ANybody else havin this problem? lol Just thought I'd throw this out there, if anybody cares to know lol....

I've Got Soul, But I'm Not A Soldier.
the night was young. Nay and i were driving all over Olympia like high schoolers without fake IDs. i was falling asleep due to previous major insomnia, and all i wanted was a nice warm bed. BUT, i stuck it out with the help of a guava rockstar and my good friend, p-funk. i said to Nay, "what the hell would we be doing right now if we weren't old enough to get into a bar?"... eggs. yes, eggs. so, we ventured on over to the local 'dollar tree' and purchased the following: :: pink plastic basket with butterfly cut-outs. :: thirty-six plastic easter eggs, assorted colors [neon pink being my favorite]. :: combat zone figurines [military green]. :: one inch white plastic wedding doves. :: three permanent markers. :: 'over the hill' confetti [black and silver]. :: 'big blow' bubblegum. :: sugar-free 'fudgie rolls' :: sugar-free 'creme doublers' :: Dawson's Creek: 'Too Hot to Handle' in paperback. we proceeded to take these contents to the west side safeway parking lot to con

I've Got Balls?
I've Got Balls ?? Have you ever wondered why we use the term, I've Got Balls? Why are balls associated with sure-fire attitude? Somehow, these tiny, insignificant creatures have gotten a reputation for being fiesty. Lets analyze what balls actually are. Here we go... The testes (or testicles) are two olive-sized oval bodies, one on the right side and one on the left side. The testes have two main functions: to produce sperm (the male sex cell) and to produce testosterone (the male sex hormone). [thank you eMedicine Health] Now lets break that down into laymen terms so we can all understand the true nature of testicles, or balls as they're so lovingly referred... Balls are actually not round, but elliptical little wankers that have 2 functions. They keep the population increasing at an ever-alarming rate and then they keep our counterparts seething with rage and stupidity. Some may argue that the testosterone fact is the reason why balls are referred to in such a boisterous w

I've Got The Hiccups
I've got the hiccups. I never get hiccups. But for some reason in the last week I have had them about everyday. I was Hiccupping so hard wednesday that I hurled and skipped class. I hate school any way. But I mean come one I hurled, so skipping class was reasonable. And the whole thumb incident Monday afternoon. I totaly wasn't able to pay attention or actually learn anything, I went and got the class hand out. So the teacher would at least think I was trying. Cause I kind of was. I studied the vocab for the chapter we were supposed to have been going over. My hiccups went away. Made myself some delicious Iced Coffee for breakfast tommorrow. Should be good, made it a bit stronger and yeah. So I have that to look forward to.

I've Got An Emergency & So I Won't Be
on line for awhile!! My Best Friend wiped out on his Harley because some idiot cut him off & didn't even stop to see if he was ok!! It was a hit & run!! I'll be on & off here for awhile, so don't think that I left ok. God Bless U All, You never know when something bad is going to happen so live each day as though it's your last. Take Care My Friends!! Be Safe & Be Well 2 U All!! Shari

I've Got Karma Out The Ass
917 karma points out of 1000 potential karma points. So I just took this quiz on tickle and I would post it except it doesn't give me that option but the important thing is. . .I have more good Karma than I really know what to do with and. . . .I'm noble. According to the test I scored highest in the nobility section cause I'm just soo fucking noble. Isn't that badass? Good Karma for me

Ive Got To Say Good -by
to all my friends and family at cherry tap. You all have been an ispiration to me and i love all so dearly, but due to resent events in my life i must sy good-by to you all and i will miss you so very much. I wish i could be a part of this family longer but i cant. i will miss all of the talks and laughs and love that you all showed to me. God bless you all and keep on keepin on, your friend Dubbs01 lol

I've Gone And Done It!!!!!! Wtf Was I Thinking?
I’ve gone and done it!!! I’ve entered myself in a contest!!! Woot!!! The link to my pic in the contest is below, please rate and comment bomb the hell out of me! I never enter anything and would really love to win something. Please help out! Much love xoxox

I've Got A Headache..
and I wish she'd just go away! We started out as friends,this woman I have known online for abt 6 months but only talked to for 2 months was telling me she loved me after 1 week of talking.She is 5 yrs older than me.Anyway,In the 2 months she would call,text and leave comments proclaiming her feelings.In the meantime I had asked her to be sure she knew what she was feeling for me because 1 week was really fast to be telling someone you love them.Also she kept wanting me to tell her I love her,but I wasn't feeling her in that way and also because I was coming out of a relationship and I felt anything I was feeling was on a rebound and I told her so.But she said it was ok if I didn't feel the same way and to just let her continue what shes feeling for me.Well stupid me,in a heat of the moment situation told her I loved her.I caught myself.But,too late! She was already enamoured with it and tried to make me say it again.I said no.It was my mistake I said.But she said it was ok because she

I've Gotta Vent.....
and I really don't care what anyone thinks at this point. It's time for me to be a biotch so I don't blow up at the people that mean the most to me. First fubar stuff....I have 1,088 friends, 23 family members and 1,146 friends and only 4 people in my contest? Hell, only about that many actually reposted my bulletin and to those that did, I say thank you!!!!!!!!! I don't care if you don't want to be in it, but help me spread the word please? I'm usually one of the first one's there helping people out when they need it. Well screw that! I'm tired of being used. On the subject of being used....or taken for a fool or whatever....my ex is driving me up a freaking wall!!!!! Not my ex-hubby, my ex-boyfriend who cheated on me. He KNOWS I'm in a relationship, and yet he won't stop asking for things. I'm not going into details because I don't think it's necessary. If you're a man, you know and any other woman knows exactly what he wants. But yet!!!!! He is SOOOOOOO in love with the gi

I've Got A Question To All You Fubies
What the fuck is with fanning someone then adding them as a friend? I mean really now. What the fuck? Are you that fucking desperate? It's not like you do much beyond just sit there and take up space. Are you all a bunch of fucking stalkers or something? And why the hell can't any of you read profiles? Are you all really just a collection of semi-literate chimpanzees? Or maybe it's just me, I don't know. It seems like I'm one of the few people online who seems to have a working brain AND some common sense! Who knew. But really....what the fuck is up with fanning and friending someone?

I've Got My Sights Set On You
& I'm ready to wait! is it sad that I love Miley Cyrus??? I do its funny. So today..DEPPER training was like "sweet" in a sense..actually I sat there & was showing everyone at the station amazing videos lol ...man I love this shit. I don't know where the cute boy shorts I got last night are :( someone should...yeah...let me know lol cuz seriously FUCK i'm not of sound mind right now...

I've Got Good News And Bad News (no Really)
I've literally got both kinds and all in the span of about three breaths from my doctor. The good news is, and it really is good news, is that I go back to work on Monday!!!!!!!!!!! That's right they held my job for me again!!!!!!!! I am truly relieved about that. Now for the bad news; well let me codify that, maybe bad news. I've been having a lot more tremors in my arms and my hands have almost no grip strength at all and it's been getting worse for quite some time. We just thought it was a side effect of my medication until Dr. Burt saw it at its worst yesterday. I had an 11:30 appt but they made me wait on the hard benches over an hour before they called me back; then i had to wait around another half-hour or so for the doctor to see me and by the time everything was over it was almost 2:30. I was so tired that I didn't expect what came out of his mouth at all. I'm going to be spending my birthday in MRI of my brain right after work on Tuesday. As if I haven't got

Ive Gone And Done It Again
im in the contest giveaway for a happy hour so i know we all love them happy hours so if you like plese stop by and bomb my photo anytime you like thats where ill be most likely i need 50,000 comments in like 8 weeks or so so if you would please stop by and leave a few commenst when you have the time here is the link click the pick and bombs away

I've Got A Loaded God Complex
Am I more than you bargained for yet I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear Cause that's just who I am this week Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum I'm just a notch in your bedpost But you're just a line in a song (A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song) Drop a heart, break a name We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it Is this more than you bargained for yet Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet Wishing to be the friction in your jeans Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him I'm just a notch in your bedpost But you're just a line in a song (Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song) Drop a heart, break a name We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team We're going down, down in an earlier

Ive Got Engaged
THERE IS A GREAT GIFT THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO ME AND I'M TRULY BLESSED AND TOUCHED IN A PROFOUND AND VERY EMOTIONAL WAY THIS GIFT I HAVE HAD GIVEN IS THE GIFT OF CRYSTAL FULP BECOMING MY FIANCE AND I COULD NEVER EVER ASK FOR A GREATER AND MORE WONDEFUL FIANCE SHE IS THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE AND THE ONLY ONE IN MY WORLD THAT I COULD EVER LOVE AND BE LOVED BY SHE IS A BLESSIING AN ANGEL AND THE MOST INCREDABLE BLESSING I COULD EVWER WANT

Ive Got A New Friend Whom I Rthink Is Really Nice
ive found a new friend.whom i think is really think is nice.who seems to like me for who i am tell me romantic things everynight..and i wake up every morning to check my yahoo messenger for messeges.i got a dozen roses from him.every before i go to bed he calls me and tells me sweet dreams. he says he really likes me,and hopes someday we can go further than just friends.he understands that i am still married,but he is just being there to help me through this,after all its not easy being dumped like this.but im slowly but surely starting to realize that are other fish in the sea besides the one im married to.and im really starting to like Mike,he only lives about 20 minutes away from where i live..i love his four door blazer '99 model that he has.and im hoping that someday me and him will go out since me and scott arent getting back together.but im not in a hurry for that to happen,im just going to take my time as i shop around and enjoy being single and enjoying peace and quiet. iv

I've Gotta Be Me
Whether I'm right or whether I'm wrong Whether I find a place in this world or never belong I gotta be me, I've gotta be me What else can I be but what I am I want to live, not merely survive And I won't give up this dream Of life that keeps me alive I gotta be me, I gotta be me The dream that I see makes me what I am That far-away prize, a world of success Is waiting for me if I heed the call I won't settle down, won't settle for less As long as there's a chance that I can have it all I'll go it alone, that's how it must be I can't be right for somebody else If I'm not right for me I gotta be free, I've gotta be free Daring to try, to do it or die I've gotta be me I'll go it alone, that's how it must be I can't be right for somebody else If I'm not right for me I gotta be free, I just gotta be free Daring to try, to do it or die I gotta be me

I've Given It Some Thought And
I've Given it Some Thought and by LateNiteFantasy© Your invite gives me thought..baby I think you should just kiss me, your eyes tell me you want to kiss me, pull my full bottom lip between your teeth tug it trace the outline with the tip of your tongue aching to touch and taste kiss me, Can’t think a sensible thought when we are alone and you want to kiss me, when you lean closer than you need to kiss me I want to taste you get close enough to know what you wash with, god help me if it is ivory soap slippery in your shower I imagine us clean and dirty at the same time.

I've Got Six Million Fubucks Up For Grabs! Who Wants It
I'M HOSTING A CONTEST.. THIS CONTEST WILL GO FOR 30 DAYS!!! YOU WILL HAVE TO WORK FOR THIS ONE THAT IS FOSHO... AT THE END OF 30 DAYS THE ONE WHO GETS THE MOST IN COMMENTS AND RATES COMBINED WILL GET THE THREE MILLION FUBUCKS... THEN

I've Got My Eyes On You!
What can you say about eyes? They're sexy, seductive, angry, sad, they just say so much about US! Well, we use our eyes to check out SO many profiles here, so let's just let everyone know that we have our eyes on them! First, take a few moments to check out these peepers and rate them so I know you're lookin around. When you're done, comment the last pic letting me know you are done so that I can get your tag ready for you. Next, R/F/A ALL (this includes me) the peepers below that you don't have as friends, as well as comment to those you know that "I've Got My Eyes On You!" If you receive a request or comment that they've been looking, please comment back that you see them as well. After all, that's what this train is all about, seing one another. Anyone found to not be R/F/A back will be removed from the lis

I've Got My Eyes On You!!
What can you say about eyes? They're sexy, seductive, angry, sad, they just say so much about US! Well, we use our eyes to check out SO many profiles here, so let's just let everyone know that we have our eyes on them! If you are a professed peeper and love to have your eyes on your peers, click the pic below and you can let everyone on the list know that:

I've Got A Crush On You
I see you almost everyday And every time my heart sings out to you I've got a crush on you. I just want to hold you tight Within my arms everyday and night I've got a crush on you. I just want you to know you are always on my mind I've got a crush on you. I think of you all day long And dream of you every night I've got a crush on you. You are the shining light In this void of mine I've got a crush on you. So please, oh please say you will be mine

I've Got Disco Fever!!
Alright Fu's you know how we do!!! So get that disco fever & Go r/f/a all the discoers to be added!! re-rate & comment those you already have! I'll be making tags daily so rate this pic and comment saying you've rated!! Unbreakable Sweetpeabayba

I've Got Something To Say!!!!1
Sorry I'm not a hardcore fu-blogger, if that is even a word... But I guess today I have a few things to say so here you go, whether you like it or not! I became engaged just over a month ago, and I'm starting to look into how I'm going to go about planning my wedding...honestly, I've only been to a handful of weddings myself and they were just in the last 5 years or so. My first family wedding was just last year. My parents got married in the courthouse some 26 years ago (even I was there!...sort of) so they know nothing about preparing for a wedding. I know that I want a simple ceremony and a kick-ass reception, with beer and little dancing if any. And not too many people. If there is anyone out there who has been through getting married and planning a wedding, I could use any advice, so feel free to give me some! By the way, if anyone has looked at my pictures and have come by my artwork, I just want to let you all know that some of it is for sale...just ask me if there is a sp

I've Got A Little Captain In Me ;)
So I made the startling discovery the other day that if I feel like walking into a liquor store and buying myself a liter of Captain Morgan -- I CAN! As odd as it sounds, I have never just gone by myself and bought something to keep at home. But dammit, if I want a little rum in my Diet Pepsi Max, I should be allowed! I'm 23 year's old for fuck's sake... So who's going to come help me drink it now? XD

I've Got 2 Weird Midgets And No Microphone.
i figure, if i'm gonna be alone all the time from now on, i might declare my apartment a seperate entity from the rest of the world...and become like Petoria, only...without a yard... think i'll name it CuntCove, or something catchy like that...mandatory pantslessness and bad hair. maybe the glowstick bathroom episode has demented me even more so, than i was 2 hours earlier...maybe it's the weather...i blame a lot on the weather...but maybe i should put a fence up, a toll gate, if you will...i figure my neighbor (the evil one next door) would hate to pay a toll to get to her shitty apartment, either that, or she can use the stairs.

I've Got A Dark Alley And A Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth
Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "best friends"* We're the kids who feel like dead ends And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses I took a shot and didn't even come close At trust and love and hope And the poets are just kids who didn't make it And never had it at all And the record won't stop skipping And the lies just won't stop slipping And besides my reputation's on the line We can fake it for the airwaves Force our smiles, baby, half dead From comparing myself to everyone else around me Please put the doctor on the phone 'cause I'm not making any sense Blame everyone but me for this mess And my back has been breaking from this heavy heart We never seemed so far I'm hopelessly hopeful, you're just hopeless enough But we never had it at all And the record won't stop skipping And the lies just won't stop slipping And besides my reputation's on the line We can fake it for the airwaves Force our smiles, baby, half dead

*i've Got More Wits Than You've Got Brains
Fuck pathetic You're about as lame as they come I'll fuckin write this til my hand goes numb This is repeatitive I feel like I've told you a thousand times You're making me lose my fuckin mind Fuck being nice,I tried to be friends But all I got was shit in the end You think you're clever,but you're just dumb Turns out I'm not the only one Who thinks you're fake Thinks you're shit But the truth you could never handle it I've held it in Kept it shut But now it's time to open up And let it out I've got words and you've got doubt Freedom of speech,ain't it a bitch? I hope this makes you sick Makes you itch This is for all the knives you put in my back For all the things you said I lacked Now I'm starting to finally see All the times you said the reason was me When all the time it was you But you couldn't take blame For the things you'd do Turns out that you told lies And I'm not fooled by your clever disguise And only truth is what I speak All you've got is t

I've Got A Good One! Lol
LOL I DECIDED THAT I'M GONNA PLAY A PRACTICAL JOKE ON MY BOYFRIEND, I'VE BEEN THINKIN ABOUT DOING THIS ONE FOR THE LAST 2 WEEKS. SO, LAST NIGHT ON THE PHONE, I TOLD HIM THAT I DID SOMETHING AND IT WAS DONE FOR HIM. I TOLD HIM THAT I GOT MY NIPPLES PIERCED! LOL HE'S REALLY GOT A NIPPLE PIERCING AND BEFORE, I HAD TOLD HIM THAT I'D NEVER GET MINE DONE. WELL, I BOUGHT SOME FAKE NIPPLE RINGS! LOL IT WAS KILLING ME NOT TO TELL HIM THE TRUTH LAST NIGHT, BUT I GOTTA WAIT TILL TONIGHT WHEN WE SEE EACH OTHER. HE WAS ASKING ME ALL KINDS OF QUESTIONS ABOUT IT, LIKE WHO DID IT FOR ME, DID THEY GIVE ME STUFF TO PUT ON EM ETC. I COULD TELL THAT HE WAS TOTALLY SHOCKED THAT I DID IT, THIS IS GONNA BE SOOOOOOO FUNNY TONIGHT! I CAN'T HARDLY WAIT!! BTW, HE LOVES TO PLAY JOKES SO THIS WILL SHOW HIM THAT I CAN PLAY WITH THE BEST OF EM LMAOO!

I've Got A Great Deal For You
Ok I have fubucks, those of you needing fubucks, I have a great deal for you...I will pay top fubuck dollars for auto 11's bling packs blasts and tickers...We can negotiate the amounts for any of the items listed above...If you're not interested in trading and know someone who might be, please by all means link them here...Thank you so much for reading this...Hugsss Tina

Ive Got A Golden Ticket
This is an excerpt from an article online about the Michael Jackson memorial service... Meanwhile, lucky fans celebrated when they got an e-mail saying they had scored the hottest ticket in town. "Congratulations, your application was successful," said the message sent to Deka Motanya, 27, of San Francisco. She immediately Twittered: "OMG OMG OMG OMG i got tickets to the michael jackson memorial service!!!" It was a real-life version of Willy Wonka's golden tickets. Each selected person gets a pair of free tickets, with the odds of being chosen about 1 in 183. Dozens of police officers and a fire truck were parked outside Dodger Stadium on Monday, where ticket winners could start picking up their coveted passes. Nancy Kothari, 31, drove all night from Yuma, Arizona, to be at the stadium before the gates opened. "I grew up with Michael Jackson, with his music," Kothari said. "'Thriller' was the first album I ever had." Kothari said she expected the service to be "extremely sad

I've Got 75 Cent Nude P*ssy Photos
Somewhere ... on a shitty little highway between Tulsa, OK and Wichita, KS lies a shitty little gas station. In that shitty little gas station lies a shitty little bathroom. In that shitty little bathroom hangs one of those shitty little condom dispensing machines. In that shitty little condom dispensing machine lies the greatest thing ever to grace the Tulsuck-Wichitard Metroplex.Yes, I'm talking about 75 cent nude pussy photos!!I had 4 different vending machine options to choose from - 1. The "ultra high pleasure" condoms2. Something called a "French Tickler" ... which looked like one of those noodly Koosh Balls - only cut in half.3. Something called the "Adult Variety Pack".4. And finally, the "Nude Pussy Photo Pack".The decision was easy. It's quite plausible the condoms were last changed out in 1974. I'm pretty sure the "French Tickler" is made with formaldehyde or something that would induce toxic shock. I don't think I'm nearly cool enough to purchase an "Adult Variety Pack". I

I've Got An Art Showing All Through April!
I've got a showing at Bennu through April. It's on the wall now! Go get your ass down there and check out some of my work on the wall! Ya know, if you want to. It's for sale too. Hint, hint. Just kidding... Kinda... Maybe...how to get there on the coffee shop's website

[i've Got A Hopeless Memory]
Do not waste your sympathy~... Sorry I'm definitely on a Gomez kick.Picture time children. I have a new respect of everyone CRAZY enough to hand paint.Holy SHIT.I pulled the mask on my command spire and spent about ... 40 minutes dabbing with a 0.0 size paintbrush to spot fix. Looks pretty god damn good though. I have renewed confidence in my project.Not much is left to do.Shoulders.Peel mask.Put the head on.uuuh...yeah that's it.Hands are assembled. Everything below the shoulders is assembled and in place. Spot fix the shield? Spot fix the masks on the shoulders.Snap it together.Declare myself the great destroyer. I am way sleepy.More than you would guess given the fact that I've sat very still doing some VERY frustrating things.That band... look at the waist/chestalright that chord there?It consists of a lead wirea frayed nylon cover3 tube parts2 end pieces.The three tube parts have to fit into the waist ni their preordained slotsthe end pieces have to fit in between the t

[i've Given It Some Thought]
and I've come to a succinct, and powerful realization...I feel profoundly defeated by my life.I thought for a while.I always felt that if I stopped fighting for even ten minutes I'd lose.I lost a long time ago.I asked myself if I was defeated.I am.Death is but death.Defeat is but defeat.I'm defeated.Can I come back?I'm not dead.Defeat is not the end. Defeat is not even a pause.With that being said.Somantics is now closed. I hope you'll follow the next chapter.I typically post a defiant yawp, burning with resolve and fighting spirit.I don't think that's going to happen this time.I think that's okay.

I've Gotten My Groove Back :d Really :d
The last few months, I've been quite irritated with this site entirely. When you are single and lonely, its a beautiful free for all of sexuality and craziness, and that is fun. But when you have love, the sexuality and craziness, at least in me, turns into something else. The energy here is fun and free, and because of that we (participants) say things we might not normally say, flirt more aggressively, lust more openly, fawn over others more flagrantly. It is indeed part of the fun. But when you are me, and you are in love, it starts to look like a den of countless women, all lusting after the person you love. Now, rationality should kick in, i should remember what the site is about, and jealousy should stop. But sometimes it doesn't. And then I make an ass of myself. You might jump to my aid at this point, thinking...hmm, maybe she's just with a jerk that is encouraging woman to flirt...DON'T. Because this is how the site is. it hasn't changed, i have changed, and not for the better

Ive Had A Wicked Day
thankyou to all the wonderful people that i have met on here today , ive had a wonderful day , and have met some realy hot peeps, please come back again and im sure we will find something to chat about xxxxxxxxxxx

I've Had It.
Seriously, i understand that this is an "adult" website. But whats the point of repeatedly bitching about young kids being on here, and pointing them out repeatedly in bulletins. If they arent hurting anyone. Then Just tell someone who can deal with it. Instead of causing more drama about it. This is suppose to be a fun place for everyone, and its turning into fucking highschool. Which is bullshit. And ive about had it. I am sick and tired of hearing everyone go, omg did you hear that so and so did this. Grow the fuck up. Im pretty sure that most of you are atleast 18. So act your fucking age and not your IQ. And if you dont like what i have to say then delete me off your friends. I dont care. Im not here to make the world a better place. Im here to be happy. And listening to morons bitch over and over again. Isnt happiness. Its pathetic. Seriously. Grow up. Im done ranting.

I've Hurt My Hand
Im sorry i didnt reply to many of you yesterday .As i could'nt .. I needed to take a trip to A&E .. Due to me stabbing my self in the joint of my thumb. I was trying to stab the potatoes as i was making jacket potatoes. And missed .. ( Yeh i dumb ass) . Oh well i ended up with three stitches .LOL and a lot of pain ..... : ( So i shall try and say hi to all that left me a message xxxx

I've Had It
ok to all my friends if your in a contest and you need my vote don't count on me voting cause i've been posting bulletin after bulletin telling you fuckers that i'm in a contest do you bother to read it fuck no...cause if it ain't got nothing to do with boobs or cocks you people don't give 2 shits about it so don't bother asking me to vote for you cause i ain't voting for nobody anymore cause you people can't even take 5 minutes to comment my pic or nothing. Thanks to all you selfish motherfuckers now i am leaving Cherrytap at least i get loved on myspace fuck cherrytap

Ive Had The Flu Sorry!!
hey people ive been sick in bed with the flu so first of i apologize to the ppl that had to wait a few days for to accept their friend request but i just couldnt get out of bed but wow there was a lot of you so thanks for waiting :-) stupid flu.............. ♥ Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com

Ive Had Enough Of This Shit.....
You know........im going through alot but this blog is not about me.....its about my daddy....I am sick and tired of females....{ NOT GOING TO NAME NAMES, YOU ALREADY KNOW WHO YOU ARE YOU SHITHEAD} taking his heart, spitting it out, and smiling about it as your going boy crazy with someone he thought was his friend......you fucking females give females like me a bad fucking name and do not deserve to breathe the same air that i do you worthless bitches...... I hope Karma and the fates take spike metal dildo's up your asses with no vasiline while they take a chesse grater to the rest of your sexual organs....Im very over protective of my daddy rather he likes it or not ...just like my daddy is over protective over me.......I love my daddy and i find out whos hurting him and that includes guys as well..........they may find me one day collecting on the over due payments of hurt taking the payments out of their asses..........those of you that have hurt my daddy as of late take me off yo

I've Had Enough Bullshit
BUT NOW IM PIST WHO EVER IF FLAGGIN MY PICS NEEDS TO GROW SOME BALLS AN COME FORWARD I GOT FLAGGED YET MY SITE CLEARLY STATES ITS ADULT WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING GOING ON IT AND FLAGGING SHIT. AND WHEN I ASKED THE BOUNCER THAT FLAGGED ME WHO IT WAS BUT GET NO RESPONSE SO HOW THE FUCK AM I TO TALK TO THE PERSON IF IM NOT ABLE TO KNOW WHO THE FUCK IT IS. WHATS NEXT IM GONNA GET THE FUCKING BOOT? GO FOR IT !!!!!!! THEN THE WHOLE SITE CAN SEE WHAT ITS ABOUT ON THIS SITE. IF I AM NO LONGER ON THE SITE ALL YOU CHERRIES KNOW WHY TILL THEN I SEE YOU ALL ON HERE. GROW THE FUCK UP ASS HOLES IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT YOU SEE GET THE FUCK OFF THE GOD DAMN SITE. QUIT ACTING LIKE A FUCKING CHILD YOU FUCKIN MORONS.

I've Had Enough
so i have decided i've had enough... enough of being treated like i don't matter, enough of being being lied to, enough of pretty much being told " fuck you" without so many words. so this goes out to anyone who has every lied to me, treated me like i wasn't equal or anything else even remotely like it. screw you!! thank you and have a nice day.

I've Had A Few People Ask...
SINCE I CAME BACK FROM MY UNWANTED HIATUS, I'VE HAD A LOT OF PEOPLE ASKING ME ABOUT SALUTES AND EVERYTHING..AND HOW TO MAKE ONE AND ADD IT ETC. SO I JUST SAW THIS IN A BULLETIN...AND FIGURED I'D GO AHEAD AND ADD THIS TO MY BLOG. PLEASE NOTE - I DID NOT WRITE THESE RULES. Directions for making a “SALUTE” A “Salute” is a voluntary procedure for members who would like to verify they are a real person. We do respect any member’s freedom to be anonymous. Salutes are submitted to be verified by CT staff to ensure authenticity. Members can “salute” in the following ways 1. Please make a HANDWRITTEN sign that clearly states: CHERRYTAP.COM and your SCREEN NAME and your MEMBER ID along with a clear picture of YOU in the photo. The CT staff should be able to clearly read your sign and see you in the photo. Please use a dark ink/ marker to make your sign. (Example www.CherryTAP.com/Scrapper, ID #22) 2. “Photo shopped” and typed salutes will NOT be accepted. If it looks misleadi

Ive Had It With The Cowgirls And Cowboys Of Cherry Tap
YOU KNOW WHAT IVE HAD ENOUGH OF THE CRAP WITH THE GROUP WHO ARE SUPPOSE TO BE A FAMILY IN THEM SELF AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED YOU ALL ARE NOT WORTH HAVING THE NAME BEHIND YOUR NAME SO THIS IS THE LAST STRAW IF I DONT SEE ANY OF THE MEMBERS HELPING OUT WHEN I HAVE ASKED FOR IT AND I KNOW THAT THERE ARE A DOZEN OF YOU ALL ONLINE RIGHT NOW I DONT ASK ANYTHING FROM THE GROUP RARELY SO THIS IS THE LAST STRAW ALL OF WHO ARE ONLINE IF YOU CANT 5 MINUTES OUT OF YOUR DAY TO DROP A FEW COMMENTS FOR ME THE HEAD OF THE GROUP IM DONE WITH ALL OF YOU EXCEPT FOR MY SECOND AND THIRD FOURTH IN CHARGE AND ALL MY BOUNCERS WILL BE THE ONLY ONES I KEEP IN THE GROUP IM SICK OF GOING TO YOU ALL AND ASKING FOR YOU ALL TO SUPPORT ME ONCE IN AWHILE AN GET NOTHEN BACK FROM YOU ALL SO AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED THIS GROUP WILL BE A LIMITED GROUP! SO NOW IM ASKING FOR THE LAST TIME FOR YOU ALL TO ACTUALLY SHOW THE COWGIRL AND COWBOY LOVE THAT YALL CLAIM TO HAVE! *NOTE TO THE FURIOUS FIREFIGHTERS THAT ARE IN MY CONT

I've Had Enough Now
I can not sleep again, My eyes constantly weep, I keep falling into myself, I am afraid of getting in too deep. I am slipping in the edge, Strongly ready to fall, Just to let go, And turn my back on it all. I am drowning in bad memories, So sick of crying inside, I have just had enough now, My corner is eroding away where I hide. My body is dying slowly, Wasting all away, I am slipping further, With each passing day. Burning out like a flame, Into a dark solitary place, Losing my undignified fight, As my tears fall down my face. I lie back, And suddenly I can not breathe, All I want in life, Is to quickly leave. Because I can not stand this, Can not cope with this anymore, My heart is badly broken, Scattered across the floor. Beyond being fixed, Pieces can never be but back together, It is too late, I can not be helped, This is me forever. I would rather walk away from here, I want to be dead, I wish I was never born, And to the happy

"i've Had Enough"
I've had enough of these fights, That we so often have. I've had enough of neglect, and I cant take any more. I've had enough sleepless nights, Wondering if you love me or not. I've had enough silent treatments, Might as well be alone. I've had enough falling tears, To last a whole lifetime. Enough is enough, And I've finally had enough!!! The one thing I never did get enough of, Was the love I wanted from you. I've been so very miserable, But I won't be anymore, "Cuz I've finally HAD ENOUGH!! BL

I've Had Enough....
It seems that I can't trust my gut, my heart or my head. I'm not sure what else to do other than throw up my hands and give up. I'm so confused and I think that I should be hurt... And what is wrong with me? I don't know of anything as to why ........ Never mind. it's stupid.

I've Had 107 Life Experiences
140 Life Experiences. Body: Level 1 ( ) I have had an asthma attack ( ) Smoked A Cigarette ( ) Smoked A Cigar ( ) Smoked Weed (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (x) Drank Alcohol (x) Been In Love or still in love (x) Been Dumped (x) Been Fired ( ) Been In A Fist Fight (x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House total so far: 6 Level 2 (x) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back (x) Been Arrested/Seen Someone You Know Get Arrested (x) Made Out With A Stranger (x) Gone Out On A Blind Date (x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (x) Skipped School ( ) Slept With A Co-worker/ team mate (x) Seen Someone / Something Die total so far: 13 Level 3 (x) Been On A Plane (x) Thrown Up From Drinking (x) Eaten Sushi ( ) Been Snowboarding/Skiing (x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace (x) Been Mosh Pitting (x) Taken Pain Killers (x) Love(d) or Lust Someone Who You Can't Have ( ) Been in a BAD relationship total so far: 20 Level 4 (x) Laid On Your Back And

I've Had Enough
Well it appears the one person I ever truly cared about has stopped wanting to have anything to do with me. I truly did care for her any all but it appears she let my family get in the way of us meeting. If everyone wants the truth SHE AND I NEVER MET!!! I WAS SAYING WE DID TO HELP GET PEOPLE OFF HER BACK!!!! I don't know what she really looks like, and frankly I don't care what she does. I loved her because she was the only person who ever looked past the shit I used to do when I was younger and all the problems I have and see me for me. We were planning on meeting while I was on leave in NJ back in March but she never showed three times because she was scared and other reason. We were also planning on meeting while we were both in Iraq but she kept pushing me off because she was smoking pot and she didn't want me to see her as a pothead. I looked past that and hoped that we could meet once I got home from Iraq, but it appears that's never going to happen. I don't understand her reaso

Ive Held
"I'VE HELD" I'VE HELD PAIN, IN THE PALM OF MY HAND'S. PAIN SO HARSH, YOU COULDN'T UNDERSTAND. I'VE HELD SADDNESS, AND CRIED THOSE TEAR'S. HIDING MADDNESS, FOR ALL THESE YEAR'S. I'VE HELD DEPRESSION, CLOSE TO MY HEART. WONDERING IF HAPPINESS, WILL EVER START. I'VE HELD HATRED, BEHIND THESE EYE'S. ASKING MYSELF IF, ANYONE WILL TRY? ALL THESE THING'S, I'VE HELD SO LONG. I'VE EXCEPTED MY FATE, AS I DON'T BELONG....... by:Paul A. 9-1-07

Ive Had Alot Of Things
I dont know what to do... my friend ask me if i would break up with my boyfriend that i am with now for my ex who is my very first love, and i said yes... isnt that bad.. i know i just dont know what to do anymore. I think i am falling in love with my boyfriend now, but then i dont know what to do... it sucks.. then my ex boyfriend is talking to this SLUT who i know i will hate and it hurts me. why should it right, im with someone else and he doesnt know yet.... but i dont know yet... i jsut need help UGHHH someone please tell me what to do

I've Heard You Call
I've heard you call I've seen you fall A million times. So full of pain I've seen it rain just like the tears that fall from your eyes. I've seen the fear you try hide. In that tide of broken dreams let's mend the seams that have come undone. So you can fly you wont need to sigh or say goodbye, cause I'll be here to chase away your fears. You can dry your tears. I've heard you call and I've seen you fall Don't be sad and don't feel bad we all fall sometimes get up and start again. The race has just begun. Here comes the sun. I've heard you call I've seen you fall. So dry your tears no need to fear, for i am here I've heard you call I'll pick you up when you fall. So spread your wings I've heard you call I've seen you fall Don't be sad don't feel bad, we all fall sometimes. I've heard you call I've seen you fall, but i am here to pick you up when you fall. Wipe away the tears no need to fear I am here I've heard you call.

I've Had Enough! I'm Leaving!
This is getting absolutely ridiculous! I am tired of being put under a microscope or being called a liar! I once had one of the most drama-free pages on here, now as I try to get it back to the way it once was, I am getting buried once more with stress I don't need! Doesn't anyone understand I just went through 2 brain surgeries, two years on and off of chemo and radiation, had several friends taken from me and from this world and now have to deal with a heart condition as a result because I have undergone so much in the past two or three years? You know what? It doesn't really matter! I AM LEAVING!!! I most likely won't even wait for the VIP to expire! I AM SICK OF THIS!!! People tell me they hate drama, yet they choose to give me more of it! Well, enough's enough! If you wanna talk to me on the outside, great! I will leave you my info - just let me know! If not, then I'll see ya around!

I've Had It With Men
This weekend was pretty tough, emotionally. Monday I found out that my ex boyfriend knocked up the woman that we had the 3 way experience with. I gave that to him, and a week later he breaks up with me, and now he tells me that he got her pregnant. He had been ignoring my texts, and so finally I ask him if he was dead, or if he was with someone now, that's when he came back with I was not sure how to tell you, but...I honestly did not think he could hurt me anymore than he has, but he did. Then, today the guy that I've been waiting on, I finally told to basically go f*ck himself. I ask him a simple question, because it's been a month since we've been together, and over a week since I've seen him, he can't answer straight. I ask him if he's missed me at all, straight yes or no answer right? He says he does not know what he is feeling, or thinking. He is using his problems as an excuse now. I told him that he does know what he feels, but he chooses to ignore them, and chooses

I've Had An Ephifany
That is I've come to realize why I've been thinking so much of jesse the last few weeks. I always felt like he was unfairly ripped away from me. Yes, he had to apply to become a warrant officer, that's something that he chose, almost like it chose him. It was something that he wanted, and I could NEVER in my life have dared to try and change his mind. I'm so happy and proud of him for going after what he wanted, and actually getting it. So few people get the dream that they chase after, we merely settle for the best we can get, and stop striving for more. He attained what he wnted, even if it means that it's without me anymore. But it's May now… The month that we thought he was going to be leaving, not now. If things had worked the way we thought they might, we would just be getting ready to part ways, not having been separated for the last few months. I have to say, there have been many days that I have wondered what if anything would be different… would he wan

Ive Had A Bad Day
is the grass greener on the fence's other side or do things get meaner being happy has been tried so what keeps it up if not a matter of pride I feel the pain of years i am all man and hold back the tears buy not the toughest around can i cut myslef and i bleed i may not even know but when pain is from need the blood doesnt show the hurt is undefined i cant put my finger on it is always there to remind as often as the sun i had a bad day there was anger and shouts sometimes things work that way when you are full of doubts hold on tightly or let it go things can get unsightly more than u know life is a sequence of events problems and pain no suicide attempts im not insane but when the hurt starts and i feel the loss my heart is torn in parts and feels like it has been run across what can i do where should i go is love really true i whish i could know

I've Had It
Ok, I'm going to vent again, and this one is going public. I've been here since December 22 of 2006, and I am a Fu-King. I'm sick and tired of finding people who have been here 6 months to a year shorter then I have who are Godfather or Disciple or higher. Hell, even people who have had accounts hacked or just decided to reset and are level 25+ are starting to piss me off. My friends know how much time I spend helping others, whether it's a level up or a giveaway, I'm there, and I'm done. I'm not helping another person GodFather and I will not be reading the "Upper Levels" list until I Godfather. I have just over 1mil to do so, and if I lose friends over this then so be it, if you can't stand by me in my time of need like I have damn near everyone else, then I don't need you anyway. So if you want to see me leveling again then I suggest you do what you can to get me to GodMother. Love is always returned. If you don't want to see me leveling, and don't care enough to help me wit

I've Had A Busy Week
Here are the fine people who were kind enough to either rent me, or be rented by me. Check them out, you'll be glad you did! ♥Dawnie♥Owner of Mr.7000000♥Proud Member of Thunder & Lightning Levelers♥@ fubar Without a doubt, one of the toughest ladies on FuBar. I am perpetually owned by her, because she keeps winning me. She does great tags, great shops, and talks to my dumb ass every day. And she's very unselfish and will help most everyone. VODKAGURL (slave to: Keith67,Inkman876, Mr.7 million, Bobbybones)@ fubar The shoe is on the other foot, because I owned her. She's always hustling to make things happen for herself, and in turn, making things happen for others. I've been in auctions and contests run by her, and have NEVER had any problems, and she's gone above and beyond to promote it. She's saving for a spotlight, how about giving her a few fubucks. Freak ~Owned by Calgore & Mr.7,000,000~@ fubar One of the best people on here. If you don'

I've Had Enough!!!
Seriously, I ♥ you people n stuff... BUT, HOW THE HELL DO I TURN OFF YOUR TUNES!!! THIS AUTOMATIC PLAY SHIT IS FUCKIN' UP MY ENYA DAMMIT!!! phew... *needed that vent* please tell me how to turn it off though k? Thanks!

I've Had It!!!!!!!
I am REALLY, TRUELY fed up with all the BS that I've seen and heard since I've been back. I'm proud of the fact that MOST of you can work together and help each other level and MOST of you show love on a regular basis BUT this family USED TO BE sooooo much more than that. We used to have a bond so close that not a single one of us ever hesitated to go to the other with a problem or to vent or just to say hi sometimes....whats happened?? Now I see people posting things to piss off another...rude stats directed towards other members...people come to me saying they don't feel part of a family. I don't like this at all and I know many of you have to be as fed up with it as I am. I'm at wits end here because I really don't know what to do anymore. I've tried talking to several of you and have gotten nowhere. I've posted blogs and the drama continues....I received a message from a fellow Pu$$yCat that I would like you all to read...I didn't include all of it...just the parts that reall

I've Had It Up To Here
When your with a man whom says he will do anything to make you happy don't believe it... don't get married no matter what the circumstances either... people change and they change fast I use to believe that people only change on the outside but the truth is the inside is able to change just as much as the outside does... If their the one and you know it don't rush things ever theres always something about them that will make you go completly insane to feeling like you totally would have been better off locked up in your closet or six feet under... although life goes on and that a good thing... life isen't as hard as you think its only hard because you the person says it is... and therefore your wish is the Universes command! I'm really upset all my people out there that don't read my blogs sometimes I think it be better off if I kept only 2 people on my list or no one at all... I'd still get the rates so what the point of having the friends... anywhos back to being upset... control

I've Had It!!!!!
Ever since January 2009, when my dad was forced into retirement, his ability to remember anything from two hours ago to two months ago has been getting worst and worst as time goes on, also he has been getting very angry, yelling at everyone over everything. (Kind of reminds you of rabbit dogs you see in movies, but you can shoot the dog.) He never does anything wrong, everyone else has did something wrong. The worst part is if you bring up his memory lost he get even angrier and starts yelling more, and on top of that when you tell the family doctor he just thinks you are being mean, but that is a whole other story.It has been 8 months now and the anger that my dad takes out on everyone, mostly me, is getting to be way too hurtful, to the point that I spend half of my time shut up in my bedroom without leaving until my mom gets home from work, or I leave the house when my mom goes to work and go to my sister's or grandma's. Does anyone care, no, they just keep saying that he is si

"i've Had It."
I'VE TRIED TO MEET E-V-E-R-Y-O-N--E'S NEED BUT AS I'VE JUST BEEN SHOWN,IT MEANS NOTHING TO SOME OF YOU. YOU GET ANGRY WITH ME AND LEAVE ME CLUELESS SO.WHEN YOU GET ON YOUR FUCKING HIGH-HORSE AND BLOCK ME WHEN I DON'T KNOW WHY,I'LL STAY BLOCKED IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON AROUND HERE?PEOPLE TELL YOU ONE THING,LIVE ONE WAY AND THEN BEFORE YOU KNOW IT YOU'RE BLOCKED WITH NO KNOWN REASON.I MEAN EVEN IF I'VE DONE SOMETHING WRONG,TELL ME WHAT I'VE DONE AND IF YOU STILL DECIDE TO GO YOUR OWN WAY I'LL UNDERSTAND.BUT TO HAVE YOUR OWN HIDDEN OR UNKNOWN AGENDA AND THEN SAY,"FUCK'EM"WHEN THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY IS UN-FUCKING-BELIEVEABLE!!!!!" NOW I'M LIKE WHATEVER CUZ WHEN PEOPLE TELL YOU ONE THING WHEN SOMETHING ELSE IS GOING ON IS FUCKIN' BULLSHIT ESPECIALLY WHEN I'VE BEEN STRAIGHT WITH E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E HERE DEVELOPING STRONG,SINCERE EMOTIONS FOR YOU AND WITHOUT WARNING,"BAM,YOU'RE PISSED AND I'M IGNORED AND BLOCKED!!!!!"NO QUESTIONS ON WHATEVER THE SUBJECT IS OR ANYTHING,

I've Had It With Doctors!
So, my doctor gave me some samples of a med to try for my pain. He said if it worked to call him and he would phone in a prescription. It's not 100% but it does offer me some relief. So I called last Wednesday. "Okay, we'll give him the message and have it phoned in." Great! I went Saturday to get that script and a few others. Guess what? Not there! The doctor's office was closed yesterday for the holiday, so I called about 11 this morning. "Oh, we faxed that over last week." Well, obviously you didn't because they don't have it. "Okay, we'll refax it in a few hours." I just called the pharmacy a few moments ago. Gee, surprise, surprise...NO PRESCRIPTION! So, I call the doctor's office yet again. "Well, we were closed 2 days for the holiday. Doctor is running 45 minutes behind." Yeah, that's find and well but I called you people on Wednesday. WELL before the holiday closings. "Well, I don't know what happened but I'll tell the nurse." Heaven forbid I have to call these people again!

I've Just Been Thinking..
I think I've come to the conclusion that I'm fake, that I'm a false person at times. Now, things will always bother someone, the only difference is how you deal with what's going on. I usually come out of situations with my head up high, acting as if everything is fine, as if I wasn't bothered at all, but could that be exactly how I feel? Things bother me as much as the next person, I just have a weird way of hiding my true feelings, rather than show that I am affected somehow. People ask me all the time, 'Why are you so calm? Why are you not bothered?' Thing is, I fake being ok. Things eat at me like crazy, I just choose to push it off at the moment and try and focus on something different. Then suddenly I'm alone, and all I do is recall the times I said that 'I'm fine, I'm over it', in which case I never really was. I think I act as if I'm ok so I'm not starting trouble, so I'm not causing problems. Yes, sharing your feelings can be a good thing, but we all know sometimes it can be a

I've Just Gotten Approved For My Very 1st Salute
Thank You Fubar for accepting my Salute; these things aren't easy to do especially the only thing you've got take pics of yourself is by a Cellphone. So to The 3 Main People at N.A.P. I've just gotten approved for My First Salute!! Shari

Ive Just Seen 30 Days Of Night (a Review)
As night begins to fall for a thirty day spell over a small Alaskan outpost village, a motley crew of vampires comes waltzing in for a feast in David Slade's adaptation of the graphic novel, "30 Days of Night." Ever since "Interview with the Vampire" vampires have been depicted in films as something hip, cool, and sexy. Recently the idea of becoming a vampire is like making a fashion statement or becoming a Scientologist. In "30 Days of Night" the vampires are nameless, cunning, animal-like bloodsuckers and far from mindless zombies (which have been more popular of late). Finally, vampires are restored to film as monsters to be feared and not as some sympathetic and alluring subculture. The film grabs you from its opening shot of a man walking through a desolate snow covered landscape away from an ominous boat docked in the ice and never lets go. Director Slade wisely avoids many of the seizure-inducing trappings of recent horror films. Sure, there are the prerequisite quick-cuts in

Ive Just Been Talkin To The Big Guy (made By "crazy Dave")
Ive just been talking to the big guy (santa) and im afraid the news isn't good. He is canceling Christmas this year for everybody on Fubar. Although theres 1,322,706 fubar members he can handle that, its just these damn bouncer checks after very one. So as long as we have these Bouncer checks, there will be no prezzies for Christmas :(

Ive Joined The Covent Of Lemons=]
Dear Love, I Dont Really Know How To Tell You This, But Im Joining The Covent.I Think I Realized It Last Year When You Peed Your Pants In Your Car, And I Saw You Sit On The Catholic Priest.Im Sure Youre Open Enough To Understand That Santa Doesnt Exist.Im Returning Youre Toe Ring, But I'll Keep Your Collection Of Butterflies As A Memory.You Should Also Know That I Get Sick When I Think Of Your Feet And im Off To Lead A New Life-As-A-LEMON! Please Dont Hurt Me, Chasity;) How to play: Dear (a friend's name from your top friends), I don't really know how to tell you this, (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8), but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11). (12), (Your Name) 1) What's the color of your shirt? Blue - I'm in love with your cat Red - Our affair is over White - I’m joining the Convent Black -Our romance is over Green- Our socks

I've Known
I've known pain.. Digging, scratching, scraping pain. Splitting my soul in two, like a knife thrust into my chest A pain washed in tears gone dry And sprinkled in pieces of dreams Yes, Ive known that pain... I've known loss... Empty, gaping, expansive loss. Turning beautiful memories Into a painful black hole Standing by in awe... As this wrekingball of life Destructs what my heart has built Yes, I've known that loss too... I've known hate Writhing, seething, burning hate. The sight of nails digging into pillows, Wishing it were human flesh...The growing lust for blood and discontent As thoughts of torture fill your mind Yes, I've known hate as well... I've known Love... Glorious, total, unconditional love. The serenity of silence And an unselfish state of mind... That thing that makes pain, loss and hate All seem worthwhile Yes, Ive known Love

I've Kissed Someone...
i've kissed someone: [x] on the cheek. [x] on the lips. [x] on their hands or fingers. [x] in my room. [x] in their room. [x] of the opposite sex. [ ] of the same sex [ ] a little younger than me. [x] a little older than me. [x] with black hair. [ ] with curly hair. [ ] blonde hair [ ] brown hair [ ] blonde hair and blue eyes. [ ] with red hair [ ] with straight hair. [ ] shorter than me. [ with a lip ring. [x] who i truly love/loved. [x] who was drunk. [ ] who was high. [x] in the morning. [x] right after waking up [x] just before bed. [x] late at night. [ ] who I had just met. [ ] who I really didn't want to kiss. [ ] while i was going out with some else. [x] on a bed. [ ] in a graveyard. [ ] at school. [x] against a wall. [ ] at a show. [ ] at the beach. [x] in a pool. [x] who was/is a good friend. [x] in the rain. [ ] with an std. [x] in the shower/tub [x] in a car/taxi/bus. [ ] on a plane. [x] in the movies. [x] in a bathroom. [x] i

I've Known
I've known pain Digging, scratching, scraping pain splitting my soul in two like a knife thrust into my chest a pain washed in tears gone dry and sprinkled in pieces of shattered dreams Yes, I've known that pain I've known loss Empty, gaping, expansive loss turning beautiful memories into a painful black hole standing by in awe as the wrecking ball of life tears down what the heart has built Yes, I've known that loss too I've known hate Writhing, seething, burning hate the sight of nails digging into pillows wishing it was human flesh the growing lust for blood and suffering flowers as thoughts of torture fill your mind Yes, I've known that hate as well I've known love glorious, total, unconditional love the clearing of the skies and the coming of a new age the thing that makes the pain and loss worthwhile and takes the hate away Yes, I've known love

I've Kinda Hid The Fact....
Very Few on here know that I've had to go to a Specialist. It has now been confirmed I have Lupus BUT wished that was all the bad news I have gotten. Seems he's also ran more test. I also tested positive for Osteoarthritis & Fibromyalgia. The plan so far is to start me on a treatment called Plaquenil in hopes to put it in remission. All I ask is that you Keep me in your Thoughts & Prayers that it goes into Remission. I do know God NEVER puts on us MORE than HE knows we can handle. Thank You for taking the time to read this. Love You All!!

I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. I've learned tha

I've Learned.....
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is knock them over the head and keep them prisoner. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big willy or huge boobs. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think.....show me where? I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished....ummm yes .I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. ...learning this. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place! I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one

I've Looked All My Life!
To me the perfect man would be a man who cares about your feelings. A man who will stand beside you and not behind you. A man who can hug, love ,care,cry,cuddle,cook,and laugh with you. Lets face it a man can't live without a woman and a woman can't live without a man so why not search for that perfect man who makes you feel on top of the world. The man who can make your heart beat a mile a minute when he touches you. A man who knows you inside and out. Trust, Love, honesty and Faithfulness is all a 2 way street. If you don't have that then you have nothing and then you wonder why are we even together if we don't have those things. I know this is a fantasy cause there is very few of those men left in this world. Have you ever ask yourself some questions? Like why does a man treat a good woman like shit then when he finds a nasty one he treats her like gold? Why does the man regret loosing a good thing when he had it and thru it away? Well to me that's a perfect man.

I've Learned... Or Am Trying To Learn.
somebody else wrote this, and i thought it was so true... some of those things i feel like i could have written myself! *sighs* I’ve Learned, Or, Am Trying To Learn ~Anonymous I’ve learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I’ve learned- that it’s taking me a long time to become the person i want to be. I’ve learned- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. it may be the last time you see them. I’ve learned- that you can keep going long after you can’t. I’ve learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I’ve learned- that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I’ve learned- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I’ve learned- that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequence

I've Learned....
I've learned that, no matter what happens, how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles four things: a rainy day, the elderly, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that, regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life.." I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back I've learned that if you pursue happiness, it will elude you But, if you focus on your family, your friends, the needs of others, your work and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you. I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.

I've Learned
I'VE LEARNED THAT LIFE IS LIKE A ROLL OF TOILET PAPER, THE CLOSER IT GETS TO THE END, THE FASTER IT GOES.... I'VE LEARNED THAT MONEY DOESN'T BUY CLASS, HAPPINESS, RESPECT, LOVE AND ALL THE IMPORTANT THINGS IN LIFE.... I'VE LEARNED THAT IT'S THOSE SMALL DAILY HAPPENINGS THAT MAKE LIFE SO SPECTACULAR... I'VE LEARNED THAT THE LORD DIDN'T DO IT ALL IN ONE DAY, SO WHAT MAKES ME THINK THAT I CAN?.... I'VE LEARNED THAT TO IGNORE THE FACTS DOES NOT CHANGE THE FACTS..... I'VE LEARNED THAT WE SHOULD BE GLAD GOD DOESN'T GIVE US EVERYTHING WE ASK FOR.... I'VE LEARNED THAT UNDER EVERYONES'S HARD SHELL IS SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO BE APPRECIATED AND LOVED AS WELL....

I've Learned
I've Learned you told me to let it happen you said don't be afraid i told you i'd try my best and i said that i was scared... to let someone hold my hand to let someone love me to let someone into the dark for me to fall in love for me to put trust in you for me to do this for me you told me to let it happen you said don't be afraid i told you i'd try my best and i have accomplished some things... i can open my heart to love i can get pass the inertia i can depend on you to make me happy i can show the skeletons in my closet i can believe that you still love me i can turn the light on in the dark you taught me to let it happen you taught me to not be afraid i've learned how to try my best and i've learned that it was all worth it

I've Learned
I have learned many lessons in my life. It seems as if those lessons where hard earned. Some of those lessons were self-taught by the countless mistakes I have made through my life. Some lessons were taught by those who loved me and guided me. Some lessons were even imparted on me by those who would have just as soon seen me destroyed in one way or another. To all of this I am grateful. I have learned that depression is when the heart hurts but despair is when the soul hurts. I have learned that nothing stays bad forever, things get better or they pass. I have learned that you cannot worry about the things you cannot change and you do not need to worry about the things you can. I have learned that you do not have to let things happen to you but you can make things happen. I have learned that a person is not who they say they are but who they show they are. I have learned all of this and more and I am thankful. I am most thankful for all the people that are in my life a

I've Learned....
I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned.... That you should never say "no" to a gift from a child. I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. I've learned.... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. I've learned.... That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult. I've learned.... That life is l

I’ve Lost All My Inhibitions
My darling, I imagined I could give myself to someone the way I give myself to you: totally, with outstanding shamelessness, each day discovering the way to give a little bit more of my body for your pleasure alone. You’ve made me loose my inhibitions a little bit more every night, making me more of a woman with each one of your touches, teaching me things that I, with this age, never dreamt were possible. Where did you learn to give a woman so much pleasure? Sometimes I even doubt you care about me. Yes, sometimes I think that all the tricks you use in bed are nothing but a bait to catch me and keep me closer to you; but at the same time, when I feel how you kiss my body with such devotion, the candid way you suck my nipples, has if you were a baby, I realize this can only be true love. I love being yours. I love the way you hold me, the way you kiss me and turn me around, just to find the best way to cling our bodies together. You can’t imagine the pleasure you give me when you

Iv E Learned
i've learend in life that misery loves company....ive learned in life karma always comes when you least expect it.... Ive learned in life to have a true friend you first need to be a true friend...Ive learned that just cause he/she loves you, doesnt mean thats all thats needed.... Ive learned people are put in your life for a reason, and the taste they leave in your mouth afterwards could last forever..... Ive learned that once you put yaself out in the open with a certain demenor you will always be portrayed as dat same image no matter what you do... Ive learned that love doesnt love anyone, and hurt only hurts what u allow....Ive learned that if you chose to play games,be ready to deal with losing , because its a well known fact you cant win them all.... Ive learned that sometimes u have to accept the things in life that cant be changed..Ive learned that when you open ya mouth and let a secret out always know that it will come out ONE DAY...ive learned to love myself more then i love

I’ve Lost My Love
I miss your love My love is come to an end I need your love I promise I’ll love you until the end I put all my love in you And now I lost it I’m sorry for that Would you put my love in a heart that’s fit? Promise you’ll be careful With my love you had catch with your hand I lost it and now you have it Please don’t break my love or bend

I've Learned
"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights." "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life." "I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life'." "I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance." "I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back." "I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision." "I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one." "I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly p

I've Learned
This is a good read and I thought I would share it with my Cherry Top Friends and Fans. Written by Maya Angelou. "I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights." "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life." "I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as "making a life." "I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance." "I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back." "I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision." "I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love

I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned - that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned - that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned - that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned - that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned - that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. I've learned - that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned - that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned - that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned - that it's taking me a long time to become the

~ I've Learned.... ~
I've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned.... That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for I've learned.... That money doesn't buy class. I've learned.... That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. I've learned... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved. I've learned.... That the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can? I've learned.... That to ignore the facts does not change the facts. I've learned.... That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you. I've learned.... That love, not time, heals all wounds. I've learned... That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am. I've learned.... That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile. I've lea

I've Learned....
Taken from a friends Yahoo 360 page I'VE LEARNED that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved....The rest is up to them. I'VE LEARNED that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I'VE LEARNED that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I'VE LEARNED that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I'VE LEARNED that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it. I'VE LEARNED that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I'VE LEARNED that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. I'VE LEARNED that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn

I've Learned...
I've learned.... that the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned.... that when you're in love, it shows. I've learned.... that just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. I've learned.... that having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned.... that being kind is more important than being right. I've learned.... that you should never say no to a gift from a child. I've learned.... that I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned.... that no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. I've learned.... that sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. I've learned.... that simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult. I've learned...

I've Learned
I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned. . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I've learned. . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned. . . that it's taken me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned. . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned. . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned. . . that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the pa

I've Lost My Mind...seriously Lol
I'm in THREE contests right now :) Go vote for Heath and I in the sexiest couple contest!!!! And then go vote for me in a best tattoo contest!!! And last (and probably least, lol)... I'm in a best default pic contest... Thanks in advance to all my friends that go vote for anything :) I'll be sure to show love back :)

Ive Learned
that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. that either you control your attitude or it controls you. that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. that money is a lousy way of keeping score. that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up. that sometimes when I'm angr

I've Learned...
Things I've learned Author Unknown (thank you to whoever wrote this i like it.) I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned. . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I've learned. . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned. . . that it's taken me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned. . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned. . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned. .

"i've Learned Something Today..."
(Originally Posted on May 26, 2006)With all the talk of graveyards and dead guinea pigs, here's something on the lighter side:Which South Park kid are you most like?StanYou're pretty normal. Infact you're usually the sane voice of reason when everyone else is going crazy. Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.Kind of strange thinking about what's going on, huh?tag: quiz, South Park

I've Lost!
I've lost my way, I've lost my touch. I've lost my heart, I've lost too much. I've lost anything that I've ever cared for. I've lost the memories and so much more. I've lost the feeling of tru love. I've lost the angel from above. I've lost the sight of you right now. I'm lost in this world, wondering how.

I've Learned....
I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned- that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned- that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I've learned- that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned- that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I've learned- that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I've learned- that sometimes the pe

I've Learned
I've learned Current mood: loved Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned. . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I've learned. . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned. . . that it's taken me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned. . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned. . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned. .

Ive Learned
As I've Matured... I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back. I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity. I've le

I've Looked
I've looked in all the wrong places for this. I've been to bars, and clubs, and concerts. Always to come up empty handed. I never found what I was looking for. I've been down that road before. You know the one filled with regret. Filled with self-doubt, and self-hate. And I still kept looking. I searched the library card catalog, and nothing. I never imagined how good your arms could feel. I never knew how your smile could brighten my day. I never had this before. I've always been searching for this. I always wanted to laugh, and hug, and cry. I never knew what this feeling felt like. I did not know this exsisted. I put out an APB on this, and nothing came up. I had no idea how strong this feeling could actually be. When it rains it is just rain. No longer filled with depression, I'm happy you're here. I've looked in all the wrong places for you. When you were right infront of my face the whole time. Could friends really turn into lovers? Could you actu

Ive Lost My Best Friend
I had to have my dog put to sleep He was best best friend my companion my boy I will miss him so much a gentler soul you could not find go in peace my friend till we meet again Please remember i love you

I've Learned
I COPIED THIS FROM A BULLITIN IT SAYS IT ALL On a positive note, I've learned that, no matter what happens, how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/s he handles four things: a rainy day, the elderly, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that, regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that making a "living" is not the e same thing as making a "life.." I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back. I've learned that if you pursue happiness, it will elude you. But if you focus on your family, your friends, the needs of others, your work and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you. I've learned that whene

I've Learned...
ENLIGHTENED PERSPECTIVE If you take the time to read these I promise you'll come away with an enlightened perspective. The subjects covered affect us all on a daily basis! They're written by Andy Rooney, a man who has the gift of saying so much with so few words. Enjoy....... I've learned...That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned...That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned...That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. I've learned...That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned...That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned...That you should never say no to a gift from a child. I've learned...That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned...That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a f

I've Learned That
On a positive note, I've learned that, no matter what happens, how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/s he handles four things: a rainy day, the elderly, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that, regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life.." I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back. I've learned that if you pursue happiness, it will elude you. But if you focus on your family, your friends, the needs of others, your work and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you. I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I've lea

Ive Lived In Toranado Alley It Was Called > Here I N Texas>
Toranado alley is such named because , several tornadoes are in a path each and every yr. at a certain time , all ppl who live in Okalohoma and other states see these ,toranado that travel thru Texas and some other states across its path. Are many toranadoes..they can bee seen or you can be hit by three to five taranadoes in this tornado alley , back to back destruction ..Id say >.. Destruction at an all time high is what happens >> Ive lived thru lot of taranadoes here where I live and scared yes , Skys blackend , and the quite, then a whistling like a freight train sound and every thing up rotted if it isnt nailed or fastened down.. But Im so use to the seeing the storms , I dont panic any more .. I just prepare and pray as our God is always here..he has covered me up in his love and kept me from harm.. hugs xoxoxox diana

I've Learned
I've learned we want what we cannot have and can never have enough. I've learned all the money in world won't get you into heaven. I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back, but that's ok. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes, after that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people, it's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with lo

I've Learned
As I've Matured... I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back. I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity. I've le

I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned tha

I've Learned...
I`ve learned that - no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I`ve learned that - you can tell a lot about a person by the way they handles three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I`ve learned that - regardless of your relationship with your parents, you`ll miss them when they`re gone from your life. I`ve learned that - making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life." I`ve learned that - life sometimes gives you a second chance. I`ve learned that - you shouldn`t go through life with a catcher`s mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back. I`ve learned that - if you pursue happiness, it will elude you. But if you focus on your family, your friends, the needs of others, your work and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you. I`ve learned that - whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I`

Ive Lost More Friends And Still Gona Loose More>
some are dying some are just geting back to their work and lives ; And other things that more important you know. But Im never forget Donald never . Ill never forget any one , But ill see them all ; Again in heaven one day; God says I will . And If they be belivers in our Lord too Ill see them one day ; in heaven. Donald is a beliver and so am I .. hugs all good night now .. God Blessa all you .. Diana

I've Learned
I've learned... ...that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. ...that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. ...that it takes years to build up trust, and only suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. ...that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big dick or huge tits. ...that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more fucked up than you think. ...that you can keep puking long after you think you're finished. ...that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. ...that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place. ...that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones who do. ...that we don't have to ditch bad friends because their dysfunction makes us feel better about ourselves. ...tha

I've Learned My Lesson.
You know... I hate drama. I just want to live a calm life surrounded by the few people that matter to me...and be done with it. But I have this little problem. I'm way too trusting. I guess that, because I'm an honest person, some part of me always assumes that everyone else is the same way. Maybe I just want to think that...out of some inner desire to find something good in everyone...to find something that redeems the human race. And I am repeatedly disappointed. I've had a horrible week. One that's left me exhausted and disheveled and tired of life. I trusted someone that I thought was my friend...and I've been paying a high price for it. I've spent this whole week deflecting the drama that her lies and betrayals have caused...only to end up losing something very important to me because of it. So let me set the record straight here. Most of the people on this site have little idea of what goes on in my real life. You don't hear the ins and out of my person

I've Learned...
I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived. I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you y

Ive Learned
I've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned.... That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned.... That money doesn't buy class. I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. I've learned... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved. I've learned.... That the Lord didn't do it all in one day What makes me think I can? I've learned.... That to ignore the facts does not change the facts. I've learned.... That the less time I have to work, the more things I get done. To all of you.... Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. It's National Friendship Week. Show your friends how much you care.

I've Learned...
I'VE LEARNED... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned... That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned... That money doesn't buy class. I've learned... That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. I've Learned... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved. I've learned... That the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can? I've learned... that I can't choose how I feel, but i can choose what I do about it. I've learned... That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it. I've learned... that is is best to give advice in only two circumstances; when it is requested and when it is a life threatening situation. I've learned... that the less time I have to work with, the more things I get done. I'

I've Learned....
I've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for. I've learned.... That money doesn't buy class. That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved. I've learned.... That the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can? That to ignore the facts does not change the facts. I've learned.... That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you. I've learned... That love, not time, heals all wounds. I've learned... That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am. I've learned.... That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile. I've learned.... That there's nothing sweeter than sleeping with your babies

I've Learned
~Some members of your family may not always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. ~You shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever! ~Your life can be changed in a matter of seconds by people who don't even know you. ~The people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon. ~No matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief. ~Home wasn't built in a day. ~Sometimes the heart sees, what is invisible to the eye. ~Sometimes you're the dog, and sometimes you're the hydrant. ~Read Directions, even if you don't follow them. ~The choices you make are half chances. ~Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults. ~You don't need a certain number of friends, only a number of friends you can be certain of. ~Look at life thru the windshield, not the rearview mirror. ~The o

I've Lost Alot
Struggle is life. Life which has nothing. Nothing to inspire. Lost a lot. Alot when I lost you. Alot as you were the one I looked at. Looked at to inspire me. Inspire me from the struggle of life. Life which I live. Living I am without my comfort. Which was you. Struggling I am. Struggling without you.

I've Learned
That LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. But DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. Eveything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end. To be continued....

I've Learned
I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child. I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. I've learned.... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. I've learned.... That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult. I've learned....

I’ve Lost My Voice, I Feel Like Crap
Ok so there is a nasty virus going around here. My mom had it for a while. My little brother came over Friday, and that night his voice started going in and out. Saturday it hit him like a ton of bricks and he got it. Now I have it too. My voice is gone. My head is pounding, and I am aching and hurting all over. I have a sore throat, a nasty cough, and my nose is stuffy, running, and draining all at the same time. Needless to say, I wish someone would just shoot me. Rob came over real early this morning to take care of me since I can't even stand up long enough to make a sandwich for myself. Hunter and Fluffy are sticking close to me. I am not sure how long this will last, when my mom had it, it laasted a few weeks. So if you call and I don't answer or return your call, or if a guy answers my phone, you know why. I am not able to talk on the phone right now. I have resorted to having to write it down every time I want to say something to Rob. Anyway, I hope everyone else is doing bette

I've Looked At Everyone.....
Ok so what the hell is one to do once they have looked at all of the members of a site? I swear that I've looked at everyone and now I've nothing to do but sit here and pick my ass(no I'm not geeze). Anyway, What do you non fake humans do for fun on here? Also a note: If I happen to look at your profile more than once it's cause I forgot that I've looked at you before so shut up. Ok, I guess that's all for now, someone entertain me or something.

I've Let People Run My Life
I was told to write thing's down and i have.Now i'm writing it here because i let people on here as well as in my personal life run my life just because some of you didn't like the real me so i became what i thought you and person's in my personal life wanted but because i cared so much about what people thought of me i lost sight of what's importent just being me...I'm not perfact by far and i've made my mistakes but the biggest one is careing wather or not you or others liked me... I'm done careing if you don't like what you see or you don't like the way i spell then do yourself the favor and don't put your time in me i'm no longer going to try and inpress any of you i'm going to work on becomeing what i use to be regardless..... i've become a lier and i've muliptating prople to make myself look better and because of that i lost friends and family..Think what you want of me but keep it to yourself.i've desided to seek some help and get my life back on track i'm also thinking of

I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving

I've Loved You Always
I've loved you always, and I hope you know I've never been the type to let my feelings show. I've loved you always, it will never end You are and always will be my very best friend. I've loved you always, and know when we fight I don't get much sleep, I toss and turn all night. I've loved you always, and when your around All my sorrows are lifted and I can't force a frown. I've loved you always so never forget, I've loved you always, since the day we met.

I've Learned....
've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned. . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I've learned. . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned. . . that it's taken me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned. . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned. . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned. . . that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fade

I've Learned ...
The last one is the best! I've learned- that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned- that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned- that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned- that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned- that you should never ruin an apology with an excuse. I've learned- that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned- that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do. I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned- that it's taking me a long time to become the per

I `ve Learned ,,,
If you will take the time to read these. I promise you'll come away with an enlightened perspective. The subjects covered affect us all on a daily basis: They're written by Andy Rooney , a man who has the gift of saying so much with so few words. Enjoy...... I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, 'You've made my day!' makes my day. I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child. I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. I've learned...

Ive Learned My Lesson..
in life there are many turns of events and disappointments.. but honestly i think thats all its cracked up to be.. Never put yourself in a vulnerable position.. its not worth it EVER.. never let your guard down.. never give it all away.. and i never will...

I've Learned That
I've learned that ... "I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts.I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something.I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do.I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it.I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides.I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think.I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.I've learned that you can keep going long

I've Learned
I know now that people lie, and promises can be broken as quick as they’re made. I understand that I might never be loved, and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out & grab them. I know that you can’t change or help time, so every now and then it will just run out. There isn’t a place for everyone in the world, so if you’re standing alone for a while, that’s why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that’s when it’s the best. You can’t always expect people to care, and even when your best friends stab you in the front, dont think for one minute that they didn’t already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. I found out too soon, that in the end, you’re your own best friend. Everyone will be broken at some point in their life & more often than not, its gonna hurt like hell. But you can’t stop it. You can’t change your fate. Some things are meant

I've Learned..
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes.I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big dick or huge tits.I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more fucked up than you think.I've learned that you can keep puking long after you think you're finished.I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place.I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones who do.I've learned that we don't have to ditch bad friends, because their dys

Ive Learned
I've learned you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned you can do something in an instant that will give you a heartache for life. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that sometimes I just need to be held. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades a

I've Learned ( Written By A Young Lady Whose Daughter Was Born With Spina Bifida ...laura Ecksteinn
I Have Learned..... I've learned -that you cannot make someone love you.All you can do isbe someone who can be loved.The rest is up to them. I've learned -that no matter how much I care,some people just don't care back. I've learned -that it takes years to build up trust,and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned -that it's not what you have in your life I've learned -that you can get by on charmfor about fifteen minutes.After that, you'd better know something. I've learned -that you shouldn't compareyourself to the best others can dobut to the best you can do. I've learned -that it's not what happens to peoplethat's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned -that no matter how thin you slice it,there are always two sides. I've learned -that it's taking me a long timeto become the person I want to be I've learned -that it's a lot easierto react than it is to think. I've learned -that you should always leaveloved ones with loving words.It may be the last time yo

I’ve Lied
The many tears I have cried Are for each time I lied Oh no, not to you That’s something I could never do I’ve lied to myself many a time So much it should be a crime What have I lied about More than I can remember without a doubt About not giving a care About not willing to share My hopes, dreams and life To never again be someone’s wife So many tears I’ve cried One for each time I lied

I’ve Lived
I’ve lived a life of hell While others lives have appeared swell The pain I have known Has been from what others have shown How they don’t care about me Or who I want to be There are many times when I don’t care Because some didn’t remember to share Any love with me To help mold me into the person I would someday be I once lived a life of hell Now things are going swell

Ive Learned That Even The
Ive learned that even the strongest people, are weak sometimes. The human body and mind can only take so much pain, that they give up at one point. Glass can shatter, Concrete can break. Trees fall down and metal can bend. But all of these things would not of happened without pressure or something placed upon it. Be who you want to be and live how you want to because in the end, it doesnt really matter

I've Learned...
I've Learned that most of the things I worry about never happen* I've Learned that every great achievement was once considered impossible* I've Learned that you can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk* I've Learned that if there were no problems there would be no opportunities* I've Learned that it doesn't cost anything to be nice* I've Learned that the important things us not what others think of me, but what I might think of me* I've Learned that even the simplest task can be meaningful if I do it right* I've Learned that in every face to fae encounter, regardless of how brief, we leave something behind* I've Learned that whenever I decide something with kindness, I usually make the right decision* I've Learned that if you spread the peas out on your plate, it looks like you ate mre* I've Learned that regardless of color or age, we all need about the same amount of love* I've Learned that education, experience, and memories are three things that no one

I've Learned
I'VE LEARNED? I've learned - that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned - that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned - that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned - that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned - that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. after that, you'd better know something. I've learned - that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do. but to the best you can do. I've learned - that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned - that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned - that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned - that it's taking me a long time to become the pe

I've Met The Coolest Person Ever...
So, I've met the most awesome person in the world. His name is Sean and even though I'm sure I'm pissing off a lot of girls, he is mine. Mine, mine, mine. And yes, I am his so sorry boys but I'm claimed. Hope everyone can be as lucky as me...

I've Moved!!!!!
I've Moved This is my change of address notice: I have moved out from 1 Beggars Alley, located at 2 Poverty Lane at the corner of Bleak and Buster Circle. As of today, I have a brand new home!!! *My new address is:* *Living Well on 3 Abundance Drive, located at the corner of Blessings Street and Prosperity Peak. No longer will I allow myself to travel on Begging Peter to pay off Paul route, located at a dead end Intersection called: I Don't Have. It connects with Borrowers Junction. I no longer hang out at Failure's Place, near Excuses Avenue, next to the Procrastination Point. I've moved on to an Upscale Community called Higher Heights with unlimited potential and opportunities for me to succeed. Look at me, each day that I'm awake, I am thankful to be a product of my new environment. All my clothes are tailor made I'm dressed in life's finest. Let me introduce you to all of them: Conceive, Believe, Act on, Have Faith, Be Persistent, and Always be Prepared to Achieve. Life

I've Moved On
I've Moved on I don't care about the Sunshine anymore. The Seasons Past to Quickly for me to see. . . One thing I should have been was a Better Friend to me. . . Far beyond Driven, No will no Go on. I see myself Hurting, for much to long. I'm sitting alone, round after round. my true Friends are strangers. In empty emotions I drown. So, night after night. I die a New death. the Feeling Grows Stronger. breath after breath. I see an empty man, Dead inside. To Stupid to live. To weak to die. . . .

I've Missed You My Whole Life
I’ve missed you my whole life By my side you have walked With a blind eye to what is here for you I get close You push off I stay back You want more I give myself And you want the one who is a whore I miss you when you’re with me I miss you when you’re gone I miss you when we’re kissing Because I don’t ever want to be done You’ve held my hand Told me you understand Brushed your hand on my face Told me you’d love me forever Then turned and went to that other chick I’ll always be your best friend No matter if it kills me inside I sit with patience that you’re the one If you’re not I’ve wasted my life waiting No regrets because it was what I wanted I’ve missed you my whole life I just wanted to be your wife If you asked I’d never decline Because I wouldn’t want to miss you For the rest of my life

Ive Missed So Much......
You are my best friend, you have been there through everything, you have been there when i cried, youve been there when i laughed. You could put a smile on my face even if i didnt feel like smiling just because you are who you are. You are still the light in my eyes and the one person i can trust with my heart and my deepest emotions. We havent talked in a while, life has had other plans for you and for all that i tried to keep you from falling and holding on to you so tightly i thought i would lose myself, there are some things even i cant do for you and i was left to watch you stand alone. Ive missed everything about you and for that i will always be sad, but one day when you are feeling more up to it, im hoping we can sit down and talk about everything. I hid myself away for the last several months, i didnt know what to do, and that was the hardest thing to face. In the last few days ive started to try to start over again, to be the man you helped me be, to try to do as you asked me

I've Missed My Friends
I wanted to take a moment and let y'all know that I missed you very much. I had some things going on from my hubby being sick, to my aunt dying, to finding out one of my other aunts only has a few weeks left, and an uncle who only has 2-6 months left. In the middle of all this, I crashed my computer (yes it was something my ditzy brain did for once not the computer's fault ie P.I.C.N.I.C. Problem In Chair Not In Computer). So I am in the process of re-downloading all the crap I think I need to have. I will get back here and in the swing of things again soon. Oh.. make sure you check out WORLD ROCK RADIO!!! lol see ya in a bit

I've Made Alot Of Mistakes
~BROWN EYEZ~ r u happy now that u can't see my face?@ CherryTAP I have been seeing this girl on cherrytap, and I have grown for her. We started a relationship on here. I see a married man on here flirting with her and saying, "I love you!" I got upset and confronted her about it, and we get into huge arguments, I call her names that I come to realize aren't true. I have committed a wrong, but when she allowed me to get on her account and block the guy that was the greatest thing that she ever did for me was to allow me on to her account. She has all my trust and she isn't what I called her, she flirted for points and I would have bought her a ct blast if I only knew, she told me a couple days ago and I wouldn't allow my self to believe it. I know now that I love her with all my heart and even if she does block me, I will still love her and I would say nothing bad about her, because it wasn't true. I wish I could take it all back and have her still block him for the time being an

I've Met Some Really Cool People On Here (well Not In Person)
but it's amazing how in the mumms people seem to look down their noses at you thinking they are above the new people! Everyone on here was new here at one point in time and no one is better than others! I have been called a cunt in a mumm for posting a mumm about a child who was knocked back from a school. What's up with that? Then the same guy was putting women down in another mumm, I guess he has women issues and needs to come out of the closet! My point is people joined this site for fun and how can you have fun if people are judging you and putting you down. I didn't know there was rules to the mumms and how are people suppose to learn if no-one says anything? To those people who look down their nose at others just remember you were new once and I'm sure you'll have friends who join up, do you want them to be treated the way you treat others?

I've Made A Decision!
WHEN I POST A PICTURE, I SEE WHO RUNS OVER TO IT. THERE ARE 20 PEOPLE AND 9 RATES. THANK YOU. SO BECAUSE OF THIS, (I feel like your taking advantage of me) I AM MAKEING MY PICS FOR FAMILY ONLY. I AM NOT SORRY. YOU ALL SHOULD HAVE BEEN A BETTER FRIEND

I've Met My First Person Off Of Fubar :)
Well I haven't had and/or taken the time till now to do this.. but I've met my first person off of Fubar. We managed to meet last Thursday after I got off work. It just so happened that Wednesday evening we were talking about where he'd be heading and that it would be nice to get to meet sometime. He said well too bad you live on the wrong side of Ohio.. I said why is that? He said well I have to pick up a load in Archbold... I said WHAT!? I live in Northwest Ohio.. he's like OH .. for some reason I thought you lived in PA .. LOL so we figured things out.. kept in touch on thursday to see how things were going to work out.. and I met him at a truck stop in Napoleon .. not far from where I work and live. Sooooo YAY .. I met Wolfers :D ~Wolfie~ RL Hubby of Sweet Brat, FU Fiance of Durty Girl and FU BF to *Naughty Girl*@ fubar and I look forward to meeting so many more :) Lusion o.O

I've Moved On!!!
It's OVER!!!!!! After 9 yrs. of putting up with Romel's bullshit, lies and the list could go on and on!!! But I am so done with his ass! Yes, he's my daughters father but that really doesnt mean shit to me or my daughter. She knows who he is (YEEPEE!)and at times he's tried to be a father. But I dont have to deal with him on the level. All his "women" on his myspace leave me messages about stupid shit. Whatever! Trust me ladies you can have his sorry ass! I'm done with him. He can't do shit for me or mine. But if these "women" (and i use that term lightly) have something to really bitch about...women up. I dont have shit to hide. Romel might, but I dont! I have better things to think about and better things to do with my life! So, for the stupid ass trailor park trash bitches that email me with some fucked up shit....trust this...watch what you say and do...I DO NOT PLAY WELL WITH OTHER BITCHES!!!!!

I've Made A Choice...
with alot of thought and instead of leaving this site,im gonna delete those who didnt cherish my friendship as i did with them or give a chit about me for that matter.so if your still on my list then you know you mean something to me.it's time for a new start with people that really care...xoxoxo

Ive Made Up My Mind
Ok....i have made up my mind. I believe i am going to stop drawing for a while and start writing stories. I have a few ideas in mind for a story...im still working on the basics. But...i want you to give me some ideas for a story. BUT the catch is...it has to be from a GAME or TV SHOW(that i know). So...it can be like a cross over(like say.....mortal kombat and dragon ball z) or somethin. Just give me some ideas and some info on what ever you choose. Links to sites would be nice you know for character names and stuff. But...just let me know! I could use the help! Thanks alot Chris

I've Moved
In case you noticed, yes I have moved. I had to get out of the United States for a while. There were .............. issues. And I couldn't go back to the Virgin Islands, for obvious reasons. So I'm in Gibraltar ............. for now.

[i've Managed To Create An Extra Step]
......... and my douchey forum cohort hasn't sent me the confirmation yet.I swear to god if I get screwed again on this JR custom...ohrightanywayI'm assembling my second Zaku IWhy my second?.........because it was $15 instead of $35 and I have nothing else to do?I could be attempting to unlock more items in MGPW but... some other night.Truth be told this was a bit of an odd kitIts the Zaku I Ramba Ral customand it is loaded with extra parts.Enough parts to really consider alt builds and mods.The RR custom comes with 3 chest plates, 3 torso plates, and 3 cod piecesIt also comes with alternate shoulder designs and 2 dome shields for the shoulderstypically the Zaku 1 only features a dome shield on the left shoulder.So I'm building this one closer to a standard version.One shoulder shield- no fanciful chest plate, I haven't decided on actually using the face and leg tubes included with the kit.Another perk to this kit is that it comes with 2 machine guns and a bazooka so... I literally hav

Ive Never
i've never felt this way before you pick me up when im down and the chills you bring are unspeakable and do you know your so incredible you give me reason not to hide and if i could talk for forever i'd say how you make me feel cause you are all they world to me your like the warm summer sun reflecting off my heart and you friendly smile on a frantic day lightens up my way your the starry sky around my soul

I've Never Needed Him This Much....
I didn't sleep last night, I haven't fuckin ate.. I keep crying and fucking crying and all I really want is for my bf to be with me right now. I'm having personal drama with myself and I normally don't get this way much or it passes by fast.. I'm shaking, pale, tried to force myself to eat.. i just feel fucking worthless.. i absolutely need him. My mom is leaving tomorrow to go to St. Louis and I know I really can't be alone.. I'll seriously go insane.. I'm actually scared. why.. i dunno. I wanna fuckin sleep but i can't it just leads to more anxiety for some reason.. i need someone here bad.. but it's just not going to happen.. I don't want n e one around me from here.. omfg I don't even know if I'm repeating myself.. and honestly I'm not fucked up or drunk or n e thing i dunno what to do.. i know no one is gonna read this so i won't be so embarrassed i just need to i don't fuckin know.. fuck it!

I've Not Been On For Awhile Now.
I've been pretty busy the last week or so. I found out Chase got another girlfriend. I'm kind of depressed about that, but in a way I'm glad it's her dealing with his shit and not me. Then me & my mother had made some more plans. She's going to sell thehouse to my brothers, girlfriends, friends & their all going to move in here with each other. IF that's how my brothers girlfriends friend Rich wants it. I really hope it is. He will know by the 22 of this month. In which if he does want it, we will be on our way to Texarkana Texas! I'm so excited right now and about this stuff. Glad I'm not old or I'd have a stroke! lol.. Well when we do move down there. I will be traveling alot. So again, I might not be on as much as I normally am. =[. I will be working on my music career. Then once that gets going it's off to acting. Then PLAYBOY. So I'm pretty excited. I've had almost a great past week. By the way, I've notieced my ratings! Please help me, I went down to 265 =[ I'

I've Noticed Some Things
I know, I never post on here for blogs but I was reading through my journals on dA again and I just wanted to share this one. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Before "myspace," "dA," Britney (or Jamie) Spears. Before I worried about boys or came out to liking girls too; there are memories that I miss that most never think about anymore. So Im gonna list them and explain a few (and none are in order or year or how much I miss them). I miss having a yard to take care of. I used to live in a 4 bedroom, 2 bathroom Cape Cod (style of house) whith a nice sized front, back and side yard. I miss that. Even though Im allergic to freshly cut grass...I miss cutting it. I miss the 4 big flower beds we had in our front yard; the 4 different rose bushes, the many types of flowers, the big lilac bush right under our front window, the big tree in our front yard that I used to climb. With that front yard, I miss sitting on my front porch...and no on cares or stares at you.

I've Never Been Anywhere As Cold As You
If I had to choose, I would have left you, Never stayed. You never meant anything to me but Material things. Our relationship and short talks Never consisted of love or compassion. We will Never be close, if I had the choice I’d move As far away from you as possible, marry without You knowing. Skip my Father-Daughter dance, You already gave me away. I spent 45 minutes standing outside the shower letting it run and thinking of him. Of what next? Of how far? Of how much? Of too much? Then I turned to get in and the water had gone cold. I didn't know before that moment that I am infatuated at the very least. You might get a prettier girl You might get a nicer girl You might get a funnier girl You might get a sweeter girl You just might get a better girl But you will never, ever get a girl who loves you more than I do They say that the more you laugh the longer you live. Well thanks to my best friend I'm never gonna die she won't call you. you have t

I've Never Dreamed
I've never dreamed of sun, I've dreamed of rain. I've never dreamed of fun, I've dreamed of pain. I've never dreamed of doing things that are great, I've dreamed of doing things that are really bad. I've never dreamed of you-being my mate, I've dreamed of me-making you really sad. I've never dreamed of my wedding, becoming someone's wife, I've dreamed of my funeral and all the things people would say. I've never dreamed of having a baby, growing a life, I've dreamed of living all alone every single day. I've never dreamed of having a friend, I've dreamed of being alone as I sit and cry. I've never dreamed of being "on the mend", I've dreamed of being "unwell" until I die. I've never dreamed of a new year, Ive dreamed of finally being dead. I've never dreamed of this ever being fair, I've dreamed of the bad thoughts inside my head. I've never dreamed of being normal again in this lifetime, I've dreamed of resting in peace, in my life after death. I've nev

I've Noticed Something
The only people who ever downrate my pictures are other women. I guess they feel bad about themselves and try to make others feel bad too. That shit isn't going to work on me. It's obvious that they're jealous of either how I look or how I feel about myself. I really feel sorry for them.

Ive Never Asked For Much But Im Asking For Help Now
Ok guys. Anyone here that knows me knows that I never ask for much of anything at all from anyone. I hate to feel like im a burden to my friends and family. Yet now Im asking for help. I went and signed up for a happy hour give a way. Ive been wanting one forever but ya im to poor to afford one!! LOL. Anyways what it boils down to is I need 50,000 comments to get this Happy Hour. So please could you spare some time to drop in and leave me some love? Al you have to do is click the link below and you will go to the pic I need bombed. I cant offer expensive gifts for anyone that helps. I will offer my help back to you should you ever need me for anything though. Thank you and much love to you all. ~* With Love and Appreciation ... *~ Pain Is My Passion

~* Ive Never Asked For Much ... But I Need Your Help Now Please *~
~* Ive Never Asked For Much ... But I Need Your Help Now Please *~ Ok guys. Anyone here that knows me knows that I never ask for much of anything at all from anyone. I hate to feel like im a burden to my friends and family. Yet now Im asking for help. I went and signed up for a happy hour give a way. Ive been wanting one forever but ya im to poor to afford one!! LOL. Anyways what it boils down to is I need 50,000 comments to get this Happy Hour. So please could you spare some time to drop in and leave me some love? Al you have to do is click the link below and you will go to the pic I need bombed. I cant offer expensive gifts for anyone that helps. I will offer my help back to you should you ever need me for anything though. Thank you and much love to you all. ~* With Love and Appreciation ... *~ Pain Is My Passion (repost of original by 'Pain Is My Passion™ ~ Diamond of GC ~ *Creator of LDC* ~ Syndicate Family ~ * DOP Owner *~' on '2007-07-29 01:40:47')

I've Never
( ) I've Never Been Drunk ( ) I've Never Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex ( ) I've Never Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (x ) I've Never Crashed A Friend's Car ( x) I've Never Gone Past "Second Base" at a movie theater ( x) I've Never Been In A Taxi ( ) I've Never Been In Love ( ) I've never dumped someone ( ) I've Never Been Dumped ( ) I've Never Shoplifted (x ) I've Never Been Fired (x ) I've Never Been In A Fist Fight ( ) I've Never Snuck Out Of My Parent's House (x ) I've Never Been Tied Up ( ) I've Never Regretted Having Sex With Someone (x ) I've Never Been Arrested ( ) I've Never had a one night stand (x ) I've Never Made Out With A Stranger ( x) I've Never Stolen Something From My Job (x ) I've Never Celebrated New Years In Time Square (x ) I've Never Gone On A Blind Date ( x) I've Never Lied To A Friend (x ) I've Never Had A Crush On A Teacher (x ) I've Never Celebrated Mardi-Gras In New Orleans ( x) I'

I've Never Done This .. But Thought About It Many Times
BEFORE HE CHEATS by: CARRIE UNDERWOOD Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleach blonde tramp, and she's probably getting frisky... right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey... Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seats... I took a Louisville slugger to both head lights, slashed a hole in all 4 tires... Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats. Right now, she's probably up singing some white-trash version of Shania karoke.. Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk" and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky, Right now, he's probably dabbing on 3 dollars worth of that bathroom polo... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his lea

I've Never Seen
You know they say In every man's life, there comes a time When he get struck by the arrow of Cupid By the love of God or the beauty of a woman And sometimes this love brings thunder into your life And it brings the storm, sing about it There is more to love than this Love is more than just a kiss Will we take it to that next step? Will we do more than just connect? And will you bring the thunder in my life? And the fire in my eyes? Cause then there will be days of pleasure where everything far will be so near I have never felt thunder and lighting like this I have never been struck by a wonder like this There are days where I can stop talking about you There days I can't stop saying your name And I am looking for ways never to part from you, have everything change and you still stay the same I've never seen, and there's never been Anything with the beauty of you I've never met someone so beautiful Struck by the arrow of Cupid, th

I've Noticed
It never fails that I seem to have trouble starting any kind of project. Ok, let me clarify.. I'm working on a Bachelor's degree in Psychology. I'm getting there, but dammit... fubar keeps getting in the way of my thoughts! So many people to look at and talk to.. I want to give them all of my attention. Hell, i cant even concentrate on the weddings i'm trying to plan!! Someone save me.. I know they are out there. I need a face to face individual that will keep me occupied. Takers?

I've Nothing To Leave
I've nothing to leave for my words are all locked up. No poems spring forth. I had hoped to offer you something at least of substance. 10-20-02 (needed to leave a poem for the bartender but had nothing)

I Vented In Jtv When Some Jerk Mocked The Military. (i'm A Moderator On The Channel)
Being a soldier does not mean we fight for our country alone, we fight for the sake of our family and friends in the hopes that they will never have to. So long as humanity thrives, there will be war, i'm sorry but it's true. War is in our nature as per our primal instinct to be an alpha-male. If you don't agree with the military, respect the soldier who has his reasons to fight. Respect that he sacrifices his dreams and time with his loved ones to keep your asses safe. Let me catch you mocking us and you will be banned, not timed, but banned. We are the sacred few, the strongest, and the heroes of our homes.

I've Never Have
I'm just as suppose to ain't never a known to. Kickin illest spillin shit. Takin much in for the all i get. Ain't never have had the so much to go through in never ending unhappy life for you to see. This wasn suppose to. This wasn't suppose to. Be be I'm uneducated equal off no faded just maded feelin played no self less dealin with high stress to leave out the rest its just a test to deal. I ain't never have to been one to think that i have to go through so much. Just left & feelin stuck like i'm suppose to have a fuck to give. Ain't no reason in disbelievin. Where i'm goin at leavin hallow fallows in where shit borrows. I feel like so i ain't never have to know how i'm suppose toBe be be be beThis wasn't suppose to be. You took away my life. Made me like some fool. Shit wasn't so cool. Put all your self life blame on MeI ain't thought to ever thought to never have to go through such lengths. To wanna get myself to you. I ain't never thought shit was suppose toBeBe beBeYou say fuck m

Ive Never Been This Far Before
Ive never been this far beforeits like wandering deep into a dreamyou dont want to wake fromto be consumed by the wonderthis world has to offerits sweet, its beautiful, its sensationalits the biggest show everand this, I feel was the first timethe curtains ever openedand you become engulfedlike standing in a waterfallits great, the feeling of emotionspouring unto your soulyou cant help but, stand in its rainits the feeling of every splashthat explodes across your bodyyou dont wonderyou dont thinkbecause, this time, its all real then...for a momentthere is silencenot even a soft gush of aireverything around you pausesexcept fear, its the only rumblethe rises from your gutlike a hungry monstertaunting you for the killthoughts to yourselfsuggests youbreathe... slowly inhalehold everything for a second which feels like eternitybut, it has a sweet watery taste then...you exhaleyou become aliveand all the darknessfades awayexposing the monsters hidden awaythey begin to scatterrunning fro

Ive Never Asked For Too Much
most of the time i dont ask for enough keep me humble keep me safe let me live let me laugh let me love let it be real Let me know today what i need to know......the rest isnt important anymore. 24 hrs isnt asking for too much. ~Ragdoll~

I've Never Ran Across A Fuperson I Didn't Like, Until Tonight That Is.
I blocked a guy for trying to pick a fight with me, that should be the end of this story right? Not even close, the guy has made up eight accounts in the span of just a few hours in the soul purpose of bugging me. Now I have stopped even replying (feeding the flames) but still it goes on. I really do think this behavior shouldn't go unpunished and also would like to get this off my chest so I decided to post the conversation (not the whole one since I didn't think of saving it after the first four screen name changes), I am just copying and pasting from my shout box so there will be spelling errors and what nots.. It's a bit long but it may make some laugh and at least others will know how much a jerk this jerk is. RAIDERnation: first off miss shallow cluless hooker.. 1. u do assume.. 2. u never got to know me.. unlike you,, i care about other and help others... what do u do? oh yea your a shallow, selfish druggie drunk hooker 12:35am reply RAIDERnation: ..and 3.. your pathetic

I've Pimped!!
Ohhhhh how exciting! This is my first blog! The other exciting thing is that I've pimped my page! Bless Bernie for trying to help me...I got a little confused but it's sorted now, thank you hun :D Well, I used to be a Myspace junky but ever since I started on CT I haven't even logged on to Myspace. There are so many of these types of sites out there now and I've joined a few lol I've started deleting a load as well as I find that for a vast majority of sites all you get are sexual preds. Sad but true. I'm sure there are a few hanging around on this one as well but so far I've had nothing but nice people. So this blog is really for them. Thank you for making me feel welcome and getting me those cherry points! lol I hope to get to know you all a lot better. If you ever fancy a chat then I'm on Yahoo and MSN. I don't want to post my addy's in here though so please request. Take care! Love Lems xxxx

I've Paid My Doo's
Today is a good day! Finally I'm having a GOOOOD day! I got a JOB...(I start after the kids start school) Only have to pay child care for 1 kiddo.... I know that doesn't sound so exciting for everyone else but i haven't worked in 9 years.. Ive been a stay at home Mommy.... Its about time I live my life for my self and my kiddos.. I'll be working as a care giver in an elderly home.. Which I've done in the past.. I LOVE IT!! I love knowing at the end of the day that i had helped so many people..(I get to wear my Scrubs again) Woot! This job is going to be awesome I just know it... My sister and brother in law also work there.. So its going to be a family thing.. My brother in law is the Maintenance guy and my sister is actually one of the Managers! Wo0ot again Im so excited for her because the owner is going to pay for her schooling.. Which is one thing Ive always wanted to do.. Get my CNA certification.. Then maybe? Work up to my LNP. (License Nurse Practitioner) Then maybe if i work

Ive 578 Points. The Slovenian Skied A Pe
SOELDEN, Austria -- Tina Maze of Slovenia lived up to her ambition to become Lindsey Vonns main challenger for the womens overall World Cup title by convincingly winning the season-opening giant slalom on Saturday. Zach Miller Youth Jersey . Maze was already runner-up to Vonn in the overall standings last year, but she failed to win a race and trailed the American by a massive 578 points. The Slovenian skied a perfect first run and held on to her lead in the second to finish in an overall time of 2 minutes, 31.41 seconds for her 12th career victory and first since winning a slalom in Lenzerheide, Switzerland, in March 2011. "Its a very special day," Maze said. "This really makes me so happy." Marie-Michele Gagnon of Lac-Etchemin, Que., was sixth and Marie-Pier Prefontaine of Saint-Saveur, Que., was 19th. "Its definitely a really good start to the season," said Gagnon. "I didnt come in with many expectations. Ive been skiing well but I was just hoping for (a) top-30 (finish)

Ive Reache Dthe End
I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD GET TO THIS POINT.... WHERE I HAVE SO MUCH STUCK INSIDE OF ME THAT IM WILLING TO GIVE UP ON IT ALL..... LOVE ... LIFE . ITS JUST SO HARD FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND ALL OF THIS... I FIGURED THAT IF WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH HAS NOT KILLED ME THIS WONT HARM ME AT ALL ... BUT IT IS... IM LETTING MYSELF GO.... I TRY TO WALK WITH MY HEAD UP HIGH.... SMILE ON MY FACE... BUT AS SOON AS I GET HOME I SEARCH FOR DARKNESS WHERE NO ONE CAN SEE ME .. .NO ONE CAN HEAR ME .... WHERE IF I CRY NO ONE SEES THE TEARS IN MY EYES... AND IF I SCREAM NO ONE KNOWS WHY. IVE REACHED THE END OF MY ROPE AND I FEEL LIKE NO ONE IS AT THE OTHER END OF IT TO PULL ME UP...... I FEEL THIS KNOT IN MY THROAT... I TEND TO SUCK IT UP ... AND IGNORE THAT FEELING ... BUT TODAY ..I WANT TO LET GO.... I WAN TO SCREAM AND I WANT ANSWERS TO EVERYTHING. I WANT TO KNOW WHY ? BUT WHATS THE USE? I AM WRONG FOR QUESTIONING GOD.... AND I CANT COMPLAIN BECAUSE I CANT GET NO WHERE IF I DO. IVE REACHED THE END

I've Realized Something.
Since I changed the settings on my NSWF album I've not been getting as many ratings, friends requests, OR picture comments. My cherry score has been lowerd by 2 or 3 spots. I see most of the ratings on my pictures have went to them pictures. Is it just me or has somebody else noticed that most guys and some girls these days only for for the porn? Don't they understand that there's more to life then internet porn? I know I'm no better myself for making it, but gosh. I've asked people to rate at least two of my pictures and my profile before they add me, but do you think they can do that? They request me anyways. I accept, because it takes to much time going thru them. I just don't have that kind of time any more. Really people, is it to much to ask? Now I know that them NSWF pictures are better then looking at my face, but that pussy and that body comes with it. Get where I'm coming from?

I've Reached My Limits Of Patience
OK - for once I am going to be pathetic and show just how human I am... I've just about had it... If you are reading this, then you already know that I am the sole caregiver of an 84 almost 85 year old woman with Alzheimer's a pacemaker, a brain shunt and on a walker (when she feels she needs or remembers it or else there are hand prints and wash swirls wiping them off the walls and doorways or falling when least expected, or in a wheelchair when necessary) that is the mother of my past love who died in my arms in April. Well, it seems the dementia has hit a new level and I feel I am about to break. This evening while doing dishes I had a feeling to go check on her while she was in the bathroom (mind you - she is incontinent and continues to attempt to go about 20 times a day flushing the toilet at least 3 times each attempt and always wets the bed so laundry is a 3 load minimum daily routine). This ritual can take anywhere from 10 minutes to 1/2 an hour or longer if I do not pa

Ive Reached My Favorite Level!!
Thanks to all my wonderful friends and fans I am now officially a P-I-M-P!! hehe just what i always wanted to be!! I just wanted to say thanks to everybody, not just to help me level but becuz i have some pretty fantastic friends on here!! I luv ya all....if theres anything i can do for ya let me know....ill do my best!! Have a fantastic dayyy!! Say hi anytime.... luvz ya ~PRINCESS CINDY hehe

I've Realized....
I've realized that the only person you can count on is yourself. That most people are only in it for themselves. Love sucks. True friends are one in a million. No one should have to go it alone, but they usually end up doing just that. Trusting your heart is stupid, go with the gut feelings. They are usually always right. Most people suck...period! Take risks, you never know if they will be worth it in the end or not. Don't ever change yourself for anyone. And never try to change someone because if you do and they decide to change, you usually don't like the "new" them.

I've Realized
have realized one thing there comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will. so don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

Ive Retrieved Some Older Poems That I Had Written 1 Yr Ago. From 360 Page In Yahoo.
These entries were in my 360 page , gosh I had forgotten, I placed some poems in there . wow! how my self has changed since them and my way of thinking. I am happy now , God fills my life up and im happy and well and ok mentally and physcially . Yes tThank you Lord. Amen for all thy blessings . Amen! hugs all diana im refering to my post / blogs esrlier this evening. hugs ..

I've Relized
Ok I have been thinking long and hard because I have a date a little over a week from now and I have been stressing out and everything but I mean I am beautiful. If any guy doesnt want to go out with me it is their loss.... I have an amazing personality and even though I am not a size 2 I am way prettier than those skinny bitches. I am so tired of freaking society saying that u have to look this way and dress another and be this certain weight to be pretty. I dress how I want I act how I want and I love my fucking looks and body. I am usually one of those self haters and I mean the only reason I usually act like that is because it seems like everywhere I turn people are telling me I am not beautiful but really I have am not just beautiful on the outside but on the inside too. Take this as being shallow I dont care. I am not but I just had to vent that out!

I've Returned...again
Well I have not been on this site for a very long time. I think it was still Lost Cherry when I checked things out last. Lets see if I can do a rundown of major events. 1) Dallas and I moved into our own house. We rent so we don't own it, but its a huge house. We love it. 2) Soon after moving we got married. We got married Oct. 31st 2007. We are very very happy. I love him so much it still bugs me to be away from him while I'm at work all day. I know...its sickening. 3) We've been through some bad times where we were jobless and then got new jobs that didn't work out, then jobless again...I finally found the perfect job working for a University. I get benefits and time off and all that good stuff. Its heaven and I get a long with all my co-workers. I think I've found my place. 4) Dallas is doing his own thing by running a mobile mechanic business. Its starting to do pretty well. If you need some work done to your vehicle and you're within a reasonable driving

Ive Said It Once Ill Say It Again
EX's are the stupidest species on the planet. My exhusband kidnapped my kids and refused to let me have them. well with a little combined effort with sheriffs and myself the kids have been returned home and charges have been filed. I will now file for supervised visitations to be imposed on him since he commited a crime and he is also facing contempt of court charges for interference with custody. Unfortunately i cannot bring kidnapping charges against him because all his rights have not been taken away. This has been a bad year and im ready for it to fucking end. Good luck in the new year all .

I've Serached A Lifetime
ive serached a lifetime for someone like u and now that i found you it like a dream come just like a gift sent from heaven above you are the one i know that was meant for me so come on and love me and give me chance and ill be the one youll always love so now were togahter and life seems so WONDERFUL. the times we share together on line and on the phone now it is time to take the next step in are life and that is to be together in real life .. then are life are the most wonderful life of all . so now there is know more seraching in my life . because as long as you want me in your life . then my dream is real and came true . that is why i give you my heart .. done by chrisitne

I've Said Goodbye....
Well...its been 22 days since we broke up .. and hes still telling me , i'll come around , holdon to hope .. don't walk out of my life .. I think he's just telling me that so he doesn't have to be alone .. WELL FUCK HIM!! .. last night i said goodbye in my heart .. and while yes i do still love him .. i will live my life or whatever without him .. why should i waste my time waiting for something/someone who may never get his shit together right ? So in another few days/weeks i should be ready to face the world as a single woman once again .. Hell i had fun for 5 yrs last time .. i'm sure i can have more fun this time around ...Hmmmm anyone wanna help me LoL

Ive Soooo Sick........
Sooo, ive been sick as dog 4 da past week and a half....so much dat i was taken to da emergency care unit at da hospital on thursday mornin at 2am.....wen i got there my temperature readin was at 103.5 and my body was hurtin so bad frm my head to my toes dat i was delirious frm it.....they gave some tylenol 2 bring it down and got me naked and into one of those hospital gownz....boy was i pissed cuz i was freezin cold and they wouldnt even gimme a blanket (they sed bcuz the blanket would keep my fever up).....well,after they put me in a room to wait 4 da on-call doctor my fever went up to 104.3.....they gav me sum more medicine and finally gav me a lite blanket....then they started wit all the pokin and testin....they did a ct scan, a chest x-ray, an ekg, a spinal tap, and they took out so much blood i fainted....and guess wat ppl.......they could not identify wat the hell was wrong wit me........they ruled out meningitis and the flu but they dont kno wat had me so freakin sick.....wun

I've Shed So Many Tears
I've shed so many tears Through-out the years That I've been torn apart I've shed so many tears For the people who hurt me And who did me wrong I've shed so many tears For the guy that I loved But didn't love me back I've shed so many tears For the best friend I had And for the best friend I lost I've shed so many tears Because of my past, The past full of hidden hate I've shed so many tears For the kids who have to grow up like me And live like I do everyday I've shed so many tears Because I can't erase this past I hold inside It grows deeper inside my mind Until the day comes When i just can't push them to the side And the thought of you repeating over in my mind. And all you hear, is the sound of a gun. The gun that took all my problems away...

I've Seen
IVE SEEN THE LIGHT AND IT'S IN YOU.IN EVERYTHING YOU ARE AND IN EVERTHING YOU DO.IT'S A PERFECT LIGHT THAT SHINES FOR ALL TO SEE.IT RADIATES FROM YOU AND HAS PIERCED THE HEART OF ME,THE LIGHT IS FROM A FRIEND,I AM VERY THANKFUL IN EACH AND EVERYWAY.FOR THIS FRIEND LIFTS MY SPIRITS UP EVERY PASSING DAY.TO KNOW THAT FRIEND IS THERE FOR ME ,IT MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE.BECAUSE IT IS YOUR FRIENDSHIPS LIGHT UPON WHICH MY VERY SOUL THRIVES.SO THANK YOU ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH,BUT THEY ARE THE ONLY WORDS I KNOW.IT IS YOU LIGHT OF FRIENDSHIP THAT GIVES MY WORLD IT'S GLOW.THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR LIGHT OF FRIENDSHIP WITH ME.FOR IT IS THE SIMPLE THINGS IN LIFE THAT ARE TRULY UNFORGETTABLE.FRIENSHIP

I've Said Things Like This Often Enough That People Should Know How I Feel About This...
If someone is on my list (the person I was thinking about writing this to, a few minutes ago, isn't, but it reminded me), if they're not in my family or family material, participating in such boneheaded things as (but not limited to...) anti-downrater rampages; bulletins or blogs targeting people for things that aren't violations of the law or of the Terms of Service and essentially inviting others to harrass the people linked to; -- at my discretion of course, always at my discretion, I will often just ignore this it's true- but I will delete and perhaps block not the person in the bulletin, but the person posting it, or the person on my list following the link. (Or both, if I need to.) (If it really is a ToS violation, though, a bulletin is generally not the thing to do- write a bouncer. They won't and shouldn't answer other interpersonal spats but Terms of Service violations - like hate speech incitement - _are_ up their alley. Provide evidence- of course.) (If it's interpersonal

Ive Seen Love Die Way To Many Times
last night i went over to my dads house to see him before he went down to the gulf for the next couple of days. it was pretty depressing to say the least. he was real upset about my mom. he was talking about her in a way id never heard him talk about her before...it was amazing. i knew he loved her...hes always had a problem with showing his emotions though. especially with me and my sister. at least hes trying now.

I've Seen It All Before
I left you standing at the door there was a reason i wouldn't let you in tomorrow you will know all too well what the reason is, but for know I'm on the inside looking out and loving you still I had to let you go there was nothing there for me anymore NO I did not shed a tear I did not crumple to the floor, but I knew if I seen you once more I couldn't be resposible.

I've Seen Better Days
as a lot of you guys know the last few days have been anything but wonderful. my bday was teh suckz. and it's all been downhill from there. the worst of it all would have to be my car randomly breaking, and me being away from home and not knowing jackshit about cars. all during finals week as well. so if im a bitch or just seem overly whiny, just ignore it. im sure things'll get better but its just super depressing when everything seems to be going to shit and so quickly.

Ive Started The Countdown . Yeah A Lil Early
Ive made my reservations .. ive started the planning .. and Im all ready to Go on Vacation !!!! Im heading back to the beach this summer for a week long camping stay .. And I cant wait ! I'm hoping next year's trip will Include some of my friends from here !.... Get your own free countdown at MyspaceGeek.us

I've Seen You From Afar
I've seen you from afar, seen you in every star, watched you grow, just like that rose. I see the pain, can't seem to break those chains. You are not in sane. I see you in every flower, wished i had the power. Forever is a mighty long time, can't find the rhyme, but I feel fine. I've seen you from afar, wished upon every star. Just can't get rid of the scars. You're in every dream, but i cant mend the seams. Thought we were a team. So I say goodbye, not even a sigh. I close my eyes, trying not to cry. It was for the best we closed the doors, time for us to soar, had to stop this war. I've seen you from afar. Keep wishing on every star. still can't get rid of the scars. You'll alwaysbe in my heart, only wish we werent so far apart. It's best we closed the doors, now we can say goodbye.

Ive Seen 161 Movies Out Of 239
(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show (x) Grease (x) Pirates of the Caribbean (x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest (x) Boondock Saints ( ) Fight Club (x) Starsky and Hutch (x) Neverending Story ( ) Blazing Saddles ( ) Airplane Total:7 Survey from ModMySpaces.com (x) The Princess Bride (x) AnchorMan (x) Napoleon Dynamite (x) Labyrinth (x) Saw (x) Saw II (x) White Noise ( ) White Oleander (x) Anger Management (x) 50 First Dates (x) The Princess Diaries ( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement Total so far:17 Survey from ModMySpaces.com (x) Scream (x) Scream 2 (x) Scream 3 (x) Scary Movie (x) Scary Movie 2 (x) Scary Movie 3 (x) Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie (x) American Pie 2 (x) American Wedding ( ) American Pie Band Camp Total so far: 27 (x) Harry Potter 1 (x) Harry Potter 2 (x) Harry Potter 3 (x) Harry Potter 4 (x) Resident Evil 1 (x) Resident Evil 2 (x) The Wedding Singer ( ) Little Black Book ( ) The Village (x) Lilo

I've Sold My Soul
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I've Seen This Before. Oh.
Over on MYB. But here, "secretly admire", this new feature (new to us), is easier to keep a secret when you don't know- or at least, have a moderately good idea, give or take system bugs etc. - who's been visiting your profile. But I'm making a guess...

I've Seen An Angel
IVE SEEN AN ANGELI SAT AMONGEST THE RUBBLEOF A LIFE THAT SEEMED UNFAIR,I FELT MY SPIRIT FLEEINGTO A PIT OF DESPAIR.THEN AN ANGEL SOFTYL CALLEDWITH A VOICE SO FAR AND SWEETSHE ASKED OF MY SADNESSAND THE CAUSE OF MY DEFEATIT WAS DIFFICULT TO ANSWER BUT THE VOICE WAS VERY KINDAND PATIENTLY SHE WAITEDSO MY PROBLEMS I OUTLINEDAN UNDERSTANDING WISDOMSHE SOUGHT TO IMPARTWITH SWEET WORDS OF SYMPATHYSHE BEGAN TO REACH MY HEARTTHE LVOING ANGEL TOUCHED MEAS SHE WIPED AWAY A TEARAND IN THAT VERY MOMENTDIVINE MUSIC I COULD HEARRASING MY EYES TO SEE HERI LOOKED FULL UPON HER FACEMELANCHOLY CLOUDS DISPERESEDLEAVING NOT A SINGLE TRACETHE LSUTER OF PUREST GOLDHAD BEEN BORROWED FOR HER HAIRSCINITILLATION OF THE STARSIS ALSO REVEALED THERERESIDING IN LAUGHING EYESIS THE SPARKLE FROM A BROOKMY THUMPING HEART WAS MELTINGAS SHE PROFFERED MEIVE SEEN GLORIOUS SUNSETSORANGES, PURPLES, PINKS, AND REDSLOVELY FLOWERS IN GARDENSMOUNTAIN AND RIVER BEDSBUT NOW IVE SEEN AN ANGELALL OTHERS I WOULD TRADEIN THE BEAUTY O

I've Slowed Down Some Since Then....
Well I'm an eight ball shootin', double-fisted, drinkin' son-of-a-gun I wear my jeans a little tight just to watch the little boys come undone I'm here for the beer and the ball bustin' band Gonna get a little crazy just because I can You know I'm here for the party And I ain't leavin' 'til they throw me out Gonna have a little fun Gonna get me some You know I'm here, I'm here for the party I may not be a ten, but the boys say I clean up good And if I gave 'em half a chance for some rowdy romance You know they would I've been waitin' all week just to have a good time So bring on them cowboys and their pick-up lines You know I'm here for the party And I ain't leavin' 'til they throw me out Gonna have a little fun Gonna get me some You know I'm here, I'm here for the party Don't want no purple hooter shooter Just some Jack on the rocks Don't mind me if I start that trashy talk You know I'm here for the party And I ain't leavin' 'til they throw me out Gonna have a little fun Gonna ge

I've Sworn Off Men
Thought I'd write a little about why I don't have a boyfriend since it's the most asked question on this site. I've been divorced since April of 2008 due to lack of loyalty of my ex-husband's part. After that a dated a guy (long distance) for a few months and he broke it off saying he wasn't good enough for me. Following that I dated a guy who was actually the most wonderful man I've ever met in my life just bad timing URRG. Since him I've met dozens of men some nice some not so nice but they all seem to have this issue of either not feeling good enough for me or they are not ready to settle down. I've been stood up on dates at least 7 times this year and I've had my fill at this point. I no longer accept dates. Sometimes I'll exchange numbers but I have no real desire to bother dating anymore. I've been through too much from being cheated on, abused or just down right treated badly so for those who ask why i'm single this is why. I give up and I had enough. I'm perfectly happy b

I've Sold My Soul To The Devil...do Your Worst God
push has come to shove...my dad is coming home...his wife has no power of attorney...she cannot make decisions for him...and last nite she turned and looked at me and informed my "it's all on you...this is your decision" so ...i'm in it til the end...my dad will be taken care of if i have to be there round the clock 24/7 to be sure she doesn't neglect him as she did the 3 weeks before he was admitted to the hospknow one knows how freaking hard this is...my common sense says to deny him the right to come home...but that is where he wants to be...how can i tell him no? his mind is being eaten away by all the things he has not completed to secure the future of me and the kids..he thought he had the time and now he realizes he doesn't...and it won't let him rest...the only thing i can think of is by coming home and being able to be where he is in control of what is happening and get those things done that he wants will ease him and perhaps then he can accept what is to come...at this point

Ive Said It All Along And Ill
TORONTO -- As it tabled its first offer in the latest round of NHL labour talks, the NHL Players Association presented itself as a partner looking to help fix the leagues problems -- but not one willing to bear all the burden. Vernon Davis Womens Jersey . Flanked by superstars Sidney Crosby and Alex Ovechkin, NHLPA executive director Donald Fehr said Tuesday the unions offer includes a smaller percentage of revenues for players and an expanded revenue sharing program to help struggling teams. "We do believe that the proposal the players made today, once implemented, can produce a stable industry ... that can give us a chance to move beyond the recurring labour strife that has plagued the NHL the last two decades," said Fehr. By the unions calculations, the deal could see players give up as much as US$465 million in revenue if the league continues to grow at an average rate for the next three seasons. The proposal includes delinking the salary cap from hockey-related revenue and setting

I've Seen It All
I have finally seen it all. Someone putting up in thier name to not rate anything but a 11. How pathetic is that? I find it really sad. It shouldn't matter what people rate people. Those are the kind of people who I stay away from. Them, the ones who don't want you polishing their bling. I understand the no pimp, bomb, etc. When people are going for Likes and things. But to put it out if you can't rate them a 11 then don't rate them. That is really sad

""i've Tasted Love....it Burns" Cold
its all the same these words heard them all before its all the same these tears have fallen before its all the same gone now everyone leaves me its all the same this feeling lonliness fills me its all the same why now will it ever change?

I've Tried To Forget
I've tried to forget, your kisses upon my lips. I've tried to forget, your breath upon my skin. I've tried to forget, your whispers in my ear. I've tried to forget, the moments that we stole. I've tried to forget, the secrets we've shared. I've tried to forget, the caresses upon my brow. I've tried to forget, the loss of your touch. I've tried to forget, but you're always on my mind.

I've Waited Forever
When you're feeling lonely and need an orgasm All you need to do is close your eyes, and I'll be there To rock you gently in my arms, breast to chest I will share my softest kiss I will soothe you darling Let me stroke each breast as shivers are enjoyed Let my warm lips tug on each firm nipple as you moan Let me plant 1,000 kisses up and down your spine Massaging your body with lotion as you whisper it's heavenly Enjoy my tongue as I pass your naval caressing delicate lips Tenderly licking at your hood as I feel your pearl awaken Let me feel both your hands hold my head close to heaven As the murmered sounds of my sucking make your body tremble Orgasm my love, drench my lips soar above the clouds I am yours to love, to enjoy for I have waited forever for you

Ive Washed Clean.
it's up to you to deny the truth but i'm looking through you : cold, dark, nothingness i recognize that it's you not i who has fucked around a little too much this time and if you see me walking if i'm smiling a little too much for your liking just turn your head and look the hell away and if i-love-you's are running through your head and they're circling and digging in too deep and awakening your sleep i'd like to bring to mind i never touched your heart you broke mine get out of my way and if you see me talking to all your friends inappropriate ways just turn your head and look the hell away it's funny now that you never cross my mind even more than you could imagine cause loving you was like a film of heartbreak coated, but i've washed clean

Ive Wasted So Much Time
ive wasted so much time trying to do things for other people and be something im really not. i cant do that anymore and i sure cant rely on other people. im ok with that. now its time for me to do what i can and move the fuck on and thats exactly what im going to do.start living for myself and not living the way people think i should. im a big girl and ive got my fucking issues and it is what it is. so if i see you and i dont look like me then you never really knew me in the first place.

I've Waited
A few years ago I was standing in the shower and had a conversation with the big man. I was tired of being alone and tired of looking, tired of being rejected.. even from myself. I wanted someone that understood me. I needed someone that could look past my flaws. I woulda gave my life for someone who really did love me. I asked and pleed for someone that was perfect for me. 1 year later he finally answered. 1 year later he finally saw that I was ready for the things I use to cry about. My only tears now are from the joy and blessings. We spend alot of time being selfish, begging, bitching but for the wrong reasons. I asked God for my husband and when it was time, my angel was sent. I was also gave a final and amazing little girl, we both needed her, more than she knows When I gave up and stopped looking, reflecting back on life and now how everything turned out, as the story is still being wrote... it couldnt have came at a better time, God knows what he's doing. Don't fo

Ivf
I V F Women could face IVF 'rationing' Tens of thousands of women face having their fertility treatment rationed amid fears over multiple births which can put the lives of mothers and babies at risk. The Human Fertilisation and Embryology Authority (HFEA) is considering sanctions for clinics that produce too many sets of twins or triplets. A 10 per cent cap on the rate of twins, from the total number of live births each year, could be introduced for UK centres. Possible sanctions include clinics having their "non-compliance" with the target brought up at licence renewal meetings. Options being examined over a three-month period by the HFEA focus on the use of "single embryo transfers", where one embryo is transferred per IVF cycle. At present, doctors have more of a free rein over the numbers transferred but women are not usually given more than two embryos per cycle. Under the proposals, most women would receive only one embryo at a time but older women or thos

Ivgldsw
Happy IVGLDSW Day! Today is International Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman's Day, so send this message to someone you think fits this description. Please do not send it back to me as I have already received it from a Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman! And remember this motto to live by: Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming 'WOO HOO what a ride!' Have a wonderful day girls ! Inside every older person is a younger person -- wondering what the hell happened. - Cora Harvey Armstrong- Inside me lives a skinny woman crying to get out. But I can usually shut the bitch up with cookies. (Unknown) If you can't be a good example -- then you'll just have to be a horrible warning. -Catherine- My second favorite household chore is ironi

*iv Gone Bananas!*
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I'v Got A Job Now!
I'v been waiting for a call back for this job I had an interview a couple Thurdays ago....I thought it was going to be a lost cause till yesterday evening...they called me and set up orientation for wednesday at 10a.m.! so now im not going to be a broke hooker anymore! lmao!

Iv Had One Fucked Up Day
so whenever any of my friends here tell me that im a hottie...i snap at them and say that im not n not to lie to me.... n they say that ther not lying...like the other day...my girl chelle said that one day shell make me believe her....BULLSHIT...its days like today that i know everone is a liar....i know that im ont hot..but im not a total lost cause...but sum people are just plain fuckin assholes!!!!!today at work this mexican lady came in and was talkin to my manager in spanish...livin in the town that speaks nuthin but spanish i kow i understand enough spanish to get along in a conversation....she asked him if i was his girlfrind...n he told her no that i was just the new girl....she then told him good cuz i was ugly....i was hurt...i know that im not that pretty...but when i actually heard it from sumone who thought i couldnt understand them was just....grr idk...i was sad....then she looked at me n spoke in english...thank you have a nice day...so i spoke back to her in spanish n

I View Other People Both Critically And Sympathetically.
I view other people both critically and sympathetically. Why couldn't they just stop complaining so much, just let go and see how good they really had it? Everyone seemed to be waiting for something to happen that would allow them to move forward, waiting for some shadowy future moment to begin their lives in earnest. Everybody, from my mother to the characters I read about in books, was always looking at someone else's life and envying it, wishing to occupy it. I wanted them to stop, to see how much they already had.

I Volunteer
I volunter You look like your feeling like the rain won't ever stop life has left you standing there one against the odds from now on you need to know you don't have to stand alone. (chorus) When the world turns you in circles and the wind is in your face and you need somewhere to run to I know the place If you want someone whose willing to lay down their hearts someone to dry your tears I'm here I volunter A shoulder a caring voice to tell you its okay two arms left to shelter you if ever your afraid I've got that and more to spare just say the word and I'll be there (repeat Chorus) (final chorus) If you want someone who's willing to lay down their hearts from now throughout the years I'm here I volunter

Ivory Tower
IVORY TOWER You sit back believing everything you do and say is alright and you have me to blame That all this is my fault me alone I'm the one to blame As you sit up high in your Ivory Tower looking down upon us mere mortals Maybe you should realize none of us are perfect and we make mistakes as none of us sit up high in an Ivory Tower What right do you have to play judge and jury to condemn me You should realize that you are not perfect just like me

Ivorie
Ivorie is a beautiful color that adds some extreme delight,The Ivorie that I have love for,is filled with joy and lots of life.Somtimes known to mature with age in the right time of the season,will blossom into a beautiful creature wich people will love for any reason,Ivorie will vary in size and looks come the right times of change,No one should ever hold her back or put it in a cage,One who has a bad temper would very much relate,Thee who shall upset Ivorie must suffer in its quake,I`m starting to see a resemblance in this wonderful gift of gods nature,Never go head to head with this wrath or you shall feel its anger,cant help but fall in love with this beastly mass of gods creation,Perhaps it will grow big and strong and one day rule the nation,I built this template to go on through her wonderful years of reign,To ever see her crumble would bring me to great pain,I have much love for this creatur,this wonder of natures extreme delight,for she is the one,the only,the daughter,MY DAUG

Ivory Towers And Weird Mothers
EvanescenceGood Enough Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Once upon a time, I worked at a behemouth of a company. It was called Oldsmobile. It no longer exists, but plenty of people worked their entire lives away there - for a time. I entered Oldsmobile through the doors of what was referred to as the IVORY TOWER, it was administration. Times of change were upon the people of the Ivory Tower, they were being down-sized, errr... right-sized. Managers that used to look out upon the clerical staff through large glass walled offices, were now PART of that clerical staff. An entire level of management was cut and made part of the hoi poloi. This meant that some of the workers would also have to be moved. I came in through a temporary agency and so I not only got to make a fraction of what those people made - I also got to put up with their snotty attitudes - because some times people are just emotional and anybody that they think they can bully will do for a release of

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I Vote On Your Contest Plz Help Me On Mine
VOTES NEEDED!! I AM ENTERED IN A CONTEST FOR SEXIEST EYES I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL THE VOTES I CAN GET. LOOK AT IT THIS WAY YOU RACK UP CT POINTS AS WELL SO IT WILL BENEFIT EVERYONE LMAO!! SHOW SOME LOVE!!! Remember this is a comment bombing contest and who ever has the most comments wins. Anyone over 1500 comments wins a 3 day blast. Contest will end Sunday afternoon

I Voted For Hillary
This is why? Yes it boils down to the experience bit. I'm tired of politicians getting the "swing vote" because voters are uneducated on how politics work. I voted for Hillary because she has rubbed elbows with the right people. Her husband has rubbed elbows with the right people. Therefore I have confidence that the promises she makes in her campaign have a better chance of being fulfilled. To suppliment that she has made promises that are feasable. Obama on the other hand, has done the opposite of build confidence in his ability to fulfill his promises. He has promised change the way politics are done. That's is almost as stupid as the war on terrorism. Sure there are some things that need to be changed about how politics work, but it going to take more that one man and a dream to change that. Just like the U.S. is never going to convince the entire world not to commit terrorist acts. That's why I agree with the republicans view that Obama is shouting empty promises that

Iv. The Adoption Reform Movement
Although individual voices had been raised against the sealed records system in earlier decades, the 1970s saw the true beginning of the adoption reform movement in the United States as adoptees who had been born into that system came of age. The Adoptees' Liberty Movement Association (ALMA) was founded by adoptee Florence Fisher in 1971, an event that sparked the establishment of dozens of search and support as well as activist groups nationwide. ALMA strongly asserted that adoptees had an absolute right to their records, eventually filing a lawsuit challenging the sealed records law of New York State in 1977. Its failure saw the retreat of that group from open records activism to search and support. ALMA has a web site at: http://www.almasociety.org The American Adoption Congress (AAC) was formed in 1978 as an umbrella organization for the proliferation of search and support groups that had sprung up in the 1970s. The AAC's primary mission has been the education of American societ

Ivy
The common ivy (Hedera Helix) while not a tree is a sacred plant of Wicca/Witchcraft, revered of old by the ancients as much as it is today by contemporaries. Its most common association is with the Holly tree, the “Holly and the Ivy” being used extensively worldwide as a Yuletide decoration. There are many varieties of ivy but the English Common Ivy (Hedera Helix) is the most prolific (not to be confused with Poison Ivy (Rhus radicans), see below). The ivy is native to Europe, Asia, and North Africa, but is now cultivated in many other countries. Other common varieties are (Hedera helix hibernica) the Irish Ivy also planted extensively in America, and the (Hedera canariensis variegata) commonly planted in California. Ivy is a wild evergreen climbing vine that attaches itself to the bark of trees, brickwork and other surfaces. It climbs by means of curious fibers that grow out from every part of the stem. These fibers resemble roots and have small disks at the end by which i

Ivy
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I Wait By Ella Kay
I am cold- no warmth of touch, kindness or praise reaches me. Cocooned in loneliness the crowd passes by- none seeing, hearing my pleas. Touch me- I am worthy of this- reawaken my heart, rekindle my life's fire. Look into my eyes- see the wonders i hide; waiting to bestow magical passion, brilliant laughter and the ultimate peace upon my one true love. Warm me, my love, I await you here- I will wait forever or at least until my heart no longer feels the presence of yours in this world. On that day- time will stop, light will dim, sound will roar as I am swept into complete nothingness but I wait...... hurry!

I Wait For You (if I Wrote You A Poem)
I wait for you for the place we are to cross paths… if I were to write for you poem write to you from beneath the pomp and the masks so tenderly so carefully placed what would the words choose to say would the words spill of the sad that taints my once white soul in shades of melancholy haze they bleed upon the page of sleepless nights or comfortless dreams where running from and searching for home is the norm twisting my head in the waking hours if I wrote to you …for you a poem would I tell you of those ghosts that came before not just of the few times I let my heart fly free but of fathers that died too young how I fear giving again because I fear the leaving more if I wrote for you from my heart my search through dark and light of my path, to be the man of choice and kindness and how I tire how I grow so damn weary of stepping stone emotions I am more then the kindness in so many hearts I am a man damnit I am a man if I wrote to you a poem

I Wait For You...
I realize how alone I am wandering through life. No one here to hold my hand or calm me through my strife. I long to sleep in love's warm arms and wake to it's soft kiss. Savor it's breath upon my skin and feel the touch I miss. Perhaps one day I'll find you 'cross the miles and through the mist 'Til then fate's only granted me this hollow loneliness.

I Wait
I wait for you, anxious to see your face. I stand and watch, looking for the first sign of your arrival. I finally see you, I take a second look to make sure you're really there. My pulse races and I crack a smile, this is what I've been waiting for. You begin to approach, you say, "Sorry, I'm late." I say, "No problem." But I think to myself, 'I'd have waited forever.' - Jordan Jones -

I Wait...
I wait... I wait by the hours in a day, I trust that time will not waste away. I try to come to an understanding of why things turn out like they do, All that comes to mind ore thoughts of you. I struggle to understand the tears I cried, Often going back to the tie that binds. We had bonded so quickly and fell apart just as fast, No time to create a future when we don't even have a past. Knowning we both want to remain friends, Time will only tell in the end. I wait by the hours in a day, Knowing it might find away... to prolong what you have to say. I know how I feel for you, I want you to express yourself too. I wait by the hours in a day, I trust that time will not waste away. A poem I wrote on 07/22/05

I Wait
I wait When the rivers effortlessly braid into the sea and the atmosphere of night was a feral incantation I waited for you. Even when you say we were no more and your heart was expressionless -leery. I still wait for you overlooking the seaside below. Brisk refreshing current kissing my cheeks. I walked a little preoccupied in the whispers of benevolence for I know not what I did wrong. Words malicious and deep-seated amputate and hurt far worse than any other offense could. When the sky circles indigo sea-foam and traces the murmurs of disappointment with scarlet night- cloud I wait for you. I wait for you till I cannot wait no more....

I Wait
I Wait I wait for you, anxious to see your face. I stand and watch, looking for the first sign of your arrival. I finally see you, I take a second look to make sure you're really there. My pulse races and I crack a smile, this is what I've been waiting for. You begin to approach, you say, "Sorry, I'm late." I say, "No problem." But I think to myself, 'I'd have waited forever.'

I Wait For You Back East
From gloomy streets of Hamilton To blue Pacific shores I send these pleasant thoughts to you I write them as not chores. Let lust for life lift spirits high Let energies abound Let absence make the heart grow fond Let mysteries confound. Let sand between your toes entice Let sipping wine enthrall Let summer have its way with you I'll have you in the Fall. You are a continent away And yet I feel you near You are a continent away But still I have you here. You're in my every waking thought You're in my dreams as well And if that were not true my dear I could not leave my hell You are my inspiration bright You are a guiding star I look to you to feel alive Even from afar You feel the pleasant wind of West The North entices not The South has no demands on you The East is where you're sought If wings could sprout upon my back I'd take to air today And fly to you at brilliant speed As fast as could be made Have joyful times on far off shores

I Wait
As i sit and wait every night to have you come back to me. As i wait i think of all the time we have spent together the laugh the crys the most inner thoughts we shared. I cant help but to think whats my life would be like without you in my life and i hope i never find out cause i dont think i could bare that. I know you have things in your life thats you need to do. So ill just wait for you to come back to me. Untill then i want your to know you in my thoughts and you stole my heart. I owe a lot to you.You showed me things that i thought i never could see or feel in my life . You show me that i can love and it wont hurt. You show me that i can share my most inner thoughts and not worry about them being use againest me . You make me feel secure And you showed me that my heart can love again. You've been there when i needed you the most and you open your heart to me and show me that i can be loved. For that I thank you for showing me that and more .

I Wait For You. Nsfw
Here is a bit of creative writing that I attempted some time back. I was writing a much larger piece and needed to see if I could write from a female perspective. So this was really just a trial run at it. Please feel free to comment what I got right and what I did not get right, Thanks and Enjoy! ************************************************** I would love to be waiting for you, when you got home, sprawled out on your bed, naked, beneath only the top sheet. My hair splayed around your pillow, and another pillow between my arms, pressed against my breast, apparent that I was looking to hold someone when I fell asleep. When you arrive home, you strip down and climb into bed with me, careful not to wake me. Your skin brushes against mine as you cuddle up behind me, your cock starts to stir and begins to stiffen against my ass cheeks. The sudden presence of someone wakes me a little and I burrow deeper under the covers. Wiggling my ass against you and feeling the length of y

I Wait
Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! ATTIRED IN MY BEAUTIFUL WEDDING GOWN WAITING FOR YOU, MY BETROTHED, TO COME TO ME, THE ALTER SHIMMERS, ILLUMINATED BY A HUNDRED GLOWING CANDLES THAT FLICKER SILENT EROGENOUS HUES OF PATIENCE, MY TEARS FALL TO FORM A TRAIL OF SADNESS UPON THE MOUND OF MILKY SATIN AS I LOWER MYSELF TO KNEEL ON THIS HOLY ALTER AND IT IS A SMALL RELEASE AS I KNOW TEARS WILL FALL AS LONG AS THIS BODY HAS LIFE, FOR A HEART SUSPENDED IN TIME , ICED LIKE GLEAMING CRYSTALS AND SUSPENDED BY DELICATE THREADS OF HOPE, SHADOWS ARE CAST AS THE CANDLES BURN LOW, AND YET, I WAIT FOR YOU MY LOVE, DARKNESS UPON ME AS I AWAKE UPON THIS COLD MARBLE AND YET, I WAIT FOR YOU MY LOVE, HOPING THIS STONE I LIE UPON WILL ABSORB THIS HEAVY PAIN FROM MY BODY, BUT IT DOES NOT, IT THROBS AND LIVES IN EVERY CELL THAT IS ME, I SEE YOUR FACE, I HEAR YOUR SWEET WORDS OF LOVE THAT CUT INTO ME AS A SEARING HOT RAZOR BLADE ACROSS MY HEART , AND YET, I WAIT

I Wait No Longer
To My Heart and Soul, I have spent my life waiting ... not living, nor loving, but waiting. Waiting for the one that would inspire me to be all I can be, to live up to every expectation, to reach every goal, to know that I may fail sometime but I will never be alone or waiting again. You brought to my cold empty heart the reason to live and to love with a passion only you could bring. Your words of acceptance and love have soothed the aching in my empty heart and now I am at peace with myself and the world around me. I know that one day I will come to you never to wait anymore. I love you with every ounce of my being ... "Yours is the first name I call and the last name I will ever whisper." Love always, John

I Waited 8 Months For This?
8 months with you spent "open" or "poly". 8 months of dating other men i wasn't interested in, 8 months of cold lonely friday nights alone, 8 months ofyou trying to buy your way into my heart, 8 months spent improving myself in every fashion i could imagine, 8 months of falling short and being told about it. to get this. a nice "mutual" breakup. i said i was ok with it cause i thought i was. i thought it was for the best. until i felt it. and i said i would give you another chance down the road because i thought i would. i loved you. but now, things are being seen much clearer now. i look back and notice just how many times you made me unhappy and i kept my mouth shut. every time you commented on what was wrong with me i didnt lash out, i just tried to be better for you. now i see its really over. and i see you, for all your faults. and i want the last 8 months back. there will be no madly in love, clinging to each other as much as possible, wild sex every night, sharing of

I Wait For You Within My Heart.
I only think of you on two occasions…… …that’s day and night! I imagine you’re out there some ware, destiny waiting to allow our paths to cross. They say, each person enters our life for a period for which their purpose was for. So I shall wait anxiously while you learn life’s lessons, then come to me through my hearts door. Baby, has your heart been worn, broken and tore, well perhaps that was the purpose of all those who came before. Many have been wooed by words, a pretty face, a hope for more, left alone in the bed, to feel like nothing more than a whore. You’re too good for that, a heart of gold, wanting only to be loved. It is not so much to ask. Many have asked, why do I meet all the a**holes and d**ks. Why is God doing this to me, is this how someone up there is getting their kicks? No sweet angel, someday to be mine. It is no one’s fault, not even your own. Someone was there, new the right things to say and do. And you my sweet angel, no longer wante