I was told to write thing's down and i have.Now i'm writing it here because i let people on here as well as in my personal life run my life just because some of you didn't like the real me so i became what i thought you and person's in my personal life wanted but because i cared so much about what people thought of me i lost sight of what's importent just being me...I'm not perfact by far and i've made my mistakes but the biggest one is careing wather or not you or others liked me...
I'm done careing if you don't like what you see or you don't like the way i spell then do yourself the favor and don't put your time in me i'm no longer going to try and inpress any of you i'm going to work on becomeing what i use to be regardless.....
i've become a lier and i've muliptating prople to make myself look better and because of that i lost friends and family..Think what you want of me but keep it to yourself.i've desided to seek some help and get my life back on track i'm also thinking of getting a life coach someone to help me make goal's and make them happen...i know if i keep up on this bad path i'll lose more then just friends and family i could lose my freedom...
if you think this is a pity party your sadly mistaken i'm here to let EVERYONE know fuck what you think of me i could careless anymore i'm going to be me and not what you or anone in my personal life want me to be....
