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It Doesn't Pay To Be A Nice Guy. It'll Never Work With Most Women These Days
A lot of women loves assholes because of their strong personalities & confidence. It's sad but true, so I'm not EVEN gonna try anymore, cause I always get put in the "permanent friend zone" category. If they wanna leave me in the friend zone and label someone as a "Nice Guy" aka pushover, wimp, doormat, boring, pussy, etc., let 'em, but always remember, don't judge what you don't know, you may be missing out on someone who will treat you with respect or meet someone who's fun and will treat you to a good time. Well, don't blame anybody but yourself if someone treats you like s*** and disrespects you in a bad way, and don't ever come to me if you don't have anybody else to talk to or if I'm the last resort. You put yourselves in that situation. Before you judge me or bash me for writing this blog, get to know me first, then you can talk s***, until then, don't say s***. Remember this quote what a friend told me: "The question women will ask is: Where are all the good guys?! Th

It Doesn't Interest Me.
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting in your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit in pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own,if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tip of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you're telling me is true. I want to know if

It Doesn't Always Happen This Way
It doesn't always happen this way or that way. Overall the whole damn mess is hard to explain. Today was suppose to be kinda warm, but me being the strange person I am, wanted to keep the blinds closed. I have days when everything goes fine and I want to be seen. I also have days I would rather stay in bed and not be seen. I didn't feel that anybody was hurt, I just didn't want to jump into today. If I had to explain, I would be at a loss for words. That doesn't happen all that often. I guess it could be I'm not suppose to know just yet. I pray that everyone is okay. Everywhere they are near or far, over the seas, up the hills and every other place. I have heard seems like every year since I remember starting to celebrating Easter, people wonder how eggs symbolized the reason for this holiday. I kinda think the spring would open the reason for bunnies but has for the eggs, I think that would be the son dieing and coming back to life. Its not so hard to understand. Some need to search

It Dont Matter What They Say,,
it dont matter what people say about you,,,, it dont matter what you look like when the one that loves you will always be there for you and never leave you side they will stick by you no matter what the consequeses are,, they will go to the end of the world for you and most of all they are real and would never leave you, and always prove what they say and do,,

It Drives Me Insane Puts Me Thru Pain..jamaals Life...
.. width="300" height="290">..> WELL...LIFE JUST GET HARDER AND HARDER DAY AFTER DAY.....FROM FAMILY PROBLEMS TO LOVE LIFE...FROM FRIENDS TO HATERS....IT DRIVES ME SO CRAZY...ALL I TRY TO DO IS BE AS NICE AS I COULD BE....BUT SOMETIMES BEING NICE MAY BE THE WRONG THING TO DO....I ALWAYS TRY NOT TO HURT ANYONE BUT SOMETIMES IT JUST HAPPEN...I LIKE DONT MEAN TO OR ANYTHING...I KNOW HOW IT FEEL IN A GIRL AND GUY POINT OF VIEW...AND I CAN PROUDLY SAY I HAVE DONE WRONG IN MY LIFE BEFORE....I MADE GIRLS LOOK LIKE ASSHOLES I CHEATED I DID ANYTHING YOU CAN DO TO A LADY TO HURT HER EXCEPT FOR ABUSE..NEVER DID NOTHING PHYSICLY TO A WOMEN BUT MENTALLY I HAVE HURT THEM...BUT ONE DAY I WAS ALONE IN MY ROOM WITH NO LIGHTS ON LISTENING TO SOME OF THE MOST EMO SONGS EVER {{ EMOTIONAL }}...AND THAT DAY IS WHEN THE WORLD CAME UPON ME AND TAPED ME ON THE SHOULDER...AND WHEN I TURNED AROUND GUESS WHAT I SAW??....FACES.....SOME OF THE MOST AMAZING FACES YOU'LL EVER SEE...BUT THERE WAS SOMETHING WRON

It Drives Me Crazy
It drives me absolutely crazy when people don't follow through. I can't stand it when people SAY they are going to be somewhere and then at the very LAST minute decide not to go. If you never had any intention of going, then don't say you will. Or at least let people know a few hours beforehand, not a few minutes.

I Tear My Heart Open
the song scars is totally me. my weakness is that i care too much. our scars remind us that the past is real. im totally going insane inside my head. i cant stop thinking about all the bullshit i've done and what i've put my friends and family through. one of these days they will stop trying to "fix" me. there is nothing wrong with me. the song screams in the middle "GO FIX YOURSELF". that is just what i want to tell all the assholes that wont let me be.

I Tell Myself That It Will Be Ok, Only If That Were True
killing me now haunted by these thoughts why can't i think straight mind polluted with these fears will they wipe clean wash away with the rain or must i live with this whispers taunting me confusing the reality i see telling me everything is a lie ever questioning my existance watching for the next dagger who will the next enemy be worries killing this life i tighten the noose i have made around this neck of mine tighter it grip grows assuring me this pain is real will you help me cut this rope let me breathe this life again assure me of fears unfounded and of feelings that are true I look to the sky for words of hope to bring me releif and find salvation could a voice sweet as the spring rain wash away these thoughts horrifying me until that day i hide from myself trying to wait out these fears that haunt me, that are killing me now. by john m

I Tell Ya Today Should Have Been A Friggin Monday!!
Be warned....I'm using this venue to rant and rave...but really for my own release!!! Started this morning with the passport adventure...then work....long day... Then a pleasant surprise Hahh!! that's what I thought when friends invited me to join them at a local pub for some appy's and a drink.. Everything was quite enjoyable till I got a call on my cell... Two of my sons had a hankering for some fries and decided to be cooks in the kitchen (usually my domain!) Did they put them in the oven ...NOOOO Instead put oil in a pan and cut up potatoes.. Back to my call...THE KITCHEN'S ON FIRE....help what should we do...Let me tell you the brain freezes for like 20 seconds as you hear the smoke alarm and yells that flames are over the stove..Fortunately the brain cells connected and I yelled throw flour on the pan..Now murphy's law ...I had washed the canasters that you put flour, coffee ect and hadn't put the four into the said canaster...%*&$##...Look in the cupboard...I'm screaming l

An Itelligent Look At Insane Part1
Ever heard of the Insane Clown Posse? Whether or you have or haven't, this might be useful reading for anyone who would like the alternative viewpoint, in favor of ICP, oppossed to the too-popular negative publicity aimed at the group. While I wouldn't claim to be a Juggalo, I've followed the story of the ICP for years, and have a unique point of view on the Wicked Clowns that I'd like to share. The Insane Clown Posse, one of the world's most hated bands. To learn more about them, you really have to stop for a moment and take a good look. The imagery they strike you with is strange: clown makeup, crude, juvenile rap sheets, dark bumps and beats... it's understandable how many people are immediately turned off to their music. However, as I hope to show, behind the veneer of clown paint and violence is a message that is quite possibly more creative than any other modern day musical group, and an innovative, ground-breaking series of accomplishments. The ICP started as an inner-city str

I Tell You It Will Work.....
We will bring the Fu's in with the help of this FuMagnet. We will filter them thru LuAngel's Page thus making her a GodMother. This needs to be done by July 15th her FuBirthday! All they will need to do is click on her picture to go to her page! Then do what Fu's are known to do Rate/Fan/Add/Luv/Bling/Blast/Ticker/HH ♕ LuAngel ♕ Owner of The Blue Cat Club ~*~ Happily Fu-Owned by DustMePink!@ fubar Muhahahahahahahah!

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15 Items Of Advice For Women
1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers. 2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks out? You shut the door. 3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there. 4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone. 5. Go for the younger man. You might as well, they never mature anyway. 6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart. 7. Definition of a bachelor: a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable. 8. Women don't make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself types. 9. Best way to get a man to do something is to suggest he is too old for it. 10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener. 11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital. 12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in Biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions. 13. If he asks wh

Items To Ponder
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Item Of The Month
Since next month is valentines day. Im doing a sale. ANY pony tail holder with the colors Pink, Red and White in them are half off. That does not include the ones with other colors mixed with them. My regular price is $1. So, ANY pony tail holders that have ONLY the colors Pink, Red, and White, in them are half off .50cents.

Items On Here
if you have an issue with something i put up here dont just go say something to fubar shop turning it in as nsfw....you know maybe trying to talk to the person first would help. had a stash item reoved this morning...not sure which one cuz it doesnt tell you but someome said it was either offencive or nsfw. didnt think there was anything wrong with any of my stash. so if you feel it should be marked nsfw why dont you take a minute to send me a shout, let me know you feel theres soemthing wrog with it. i will take a minute to go check it out. no reason to be so imature about it

Item
Why did I pick up the item at the USPS? Simple, I may bitch and moan and carry on but unlike others I do so fairly. Gratitude and Honor where it's due and also Ingratitude and Dishonor where it belongs. I did work for a short time for USPS and my kudos to the employees of it. I find the attire of a Supervisor/Post Master rather offensive to be in shorts and a T shirt. To set a expample for others he or she must dress and act appropiately. The item had the wrong address on it but that being said if the employees of this PO knows me like this Post Master addressing me by my Last name and others know me in the PO by my PO Box, is it fair to look a little harder than just a look here and there and to tell me, if we find it you'll get another one of these yellow cards in your box, considering there was no one else waiting until he did look and then another customer showed up? I realize that others like me use the web constantly to not only pay bills but to converse and receive the catalog w

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I Tend To...
i tend to blog...a lot....haha.....maybe it wont be so bad here, but i doubt that very much...im at work...work is sucking something fierce....im going to go home and take a nice bath tonight maybe pics? haha who knows....only the shadow...haha, eyup im kinda corny, oh well, laterz

"it Ends Tonight" All American Rejects
"It Ends Tonight" Your subtleties They strangle me I can't explain myself at all. And all the wants And all the needs All I don't want to need at all. The walls start breathing My mind's unweaving Maybe it's best you leave me alone. A weight is lifted On this evening I give the final blow. When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight It ends tonight. A falling star Least I fall alone. I can't explain what you can't explain. You're finding things that you didn't know I look at you with such disdain The walls start breathing My mind's unweaving Maybe it's best you leave me alone. A weight is lifted On this evening I give the final blow. When darkness turns to light It ends tonight, It ends tonight. Just a little insight won't make this right It's too late to fight It ends tonight, It ends tonight. Now I'm on my own side It's better than being on your side It's my fault when you're blind It's better that I see it through your eyes Al

It Ends Tonight.......all-american Rejects
Your subtleties They strangle me I cant explain myself at all And all that wants And all that needs All I don't want to need at all The walls start breathing My mind's unweaving Maybe its best you leave me alone A weight is lifted on this evening I give the final blow When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight, It ends tonight. A falling star Least I fall alone. I can't explain what you can explain You're finding things that you didn't know I look at you with such disdain The walls start breathing My mind's unweaving Maybe it's best you leave me alone A weight is lifted on this evening I give the final blow When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight, It ends tonight. When darkness turns to light It ends tonight, It ends tonight. Just a little insight will make this right It's too late to fight It ends tonight, It ends tonight. Now I'm on my own side It's better than being on your side It's my fault when your blind It's better tha

It Ends Tonight
Your subtleties They strangle me I can't explain myself at all. And all the wants And all the needs All I don't want to need at all. The walls start breathing My mind's unweaving Maybe it's best you leave me alone. A weight is lifted On this evening I give the final blow. When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight It ends tonight. A falling star Least I fall alone. I can't explain what you can't explain. You're finding things that you didn't know I look at you with such disdain The walls start breathing My mind's unweaving Maybe it's best you leave me alone. A weight is lifted On this evening I give the final blow. When darkness turns to light It ends tonight, It ends tonight. Just a little insight won't make this right It's too late to fight It ends tonight, It ends tonight. Now I'm on my own side It's better than being on your side It's my fault when you're blind It's better that I see it through your eyes All these thoughts lock

It Ends Well!
Well, things seem to be good! I hope, we've apologized, well I thought I would cause it's immature to keep fighting over nothing lol things were said. But only can go forward now. I was rather upset, she said things that I seen on kik, but I know they were out of anger. Man we women have probs lmao anyway, watch that chick who i hate with a passion will say things, oh shes already at it lol calling me a fat bItch. I maybe fat but cant cure the ugly, I feel sorry for her cause shes got a double chin and looks manly. Thank god I dont lol Anyway I''m just off to Victoria's Secret going to get somethings there wooot! Then off to work! Have a good evening!

Ite Time To Move
Hey everyone I havent benn on here a lot sorry , keep stoping by leaving message i will still check them as i go . Well i should say we will be Moving and my internet will be shut down in next few weeks. Thanks everyone Hugs the one and only Bouy

It Feels Good
It feels good to throw away your things. Tossed in the garbage The way you did me. Tell me goodbye Explain it all Don't make me keep wondering why. This house, once warm is now so cold Just me here So sad and alone. But it feels good to take you out of the frames You're not here anymore You've forced this change.

It Feels Good
It feels really good to be back home..my stress level just goes away...At home, I dont have to worry about if I'm treating anyone a certain way or is this person mad at me or did I rub someone the wrong way...Fans are fickle sometimes too...I'm just content when I'm home..I leave that bullshit on the otherside of my door..this i smy sanctuary

It Feels Like Nothing
If the nothing is so silent why is it feared?No,you cannot touch nothing,it's feel is cold.It's a feeling of nothingness,You feel it inside of your heart,It cannot be seen.But it's aftermath that causes the pain it can.Yes The nothing is evrywhere,All the elements air,water,earth,fire,And it comes when all of these are taken away,Especailly it is there when there is no love.I feel that it can't help us,that it is just a waste.That is maybe why it is nothing,cause it lacks love,most of all things but love can't possibly be created from nothing,for love is such a splendorous thing,Nothing most of all is when love is taken away,emptiness,and nothing has never brought anything to me.

It Felt That Damn Good
I finshed what I was writing, laid down the keyboard, and walked up the stairs. I turned off the lights and slipped out of my clothes. I found my way to the bed and climbed into it. I found a comfortable spot in the pillows to lay my head. After I was sure I was confortable I began. I flicked my nipples with my fingers first to get the hard and ready. Once they were hard I sucked on each one, just becasue it feels that good. I pulled on them and found that familiar tingling between my legs. It's a pins and needles feeling that screams touch me. So I did just that. I let my hand wander down to where I was wet and waiting to be touched. I ran my finger up and down my wet slit just enough to tease. I felt my hips starting to thrust upwards in search of that feeling. I circled my swollen clit with my fingers but never touched it. I rubbed all around it, but never touched it, I was more wet than I had been in a long time. Finally, my finger found hte spot I was searchin

It Felt Good And Bad
so i went to this kareoke thing with my friend taylor and thne we left and we were going home but we decided to go to the beach instead it was this kool place id never been he kissed me it was nice it felt really good to be wanted .. i missed it soo much ... but at the same time i felt bad cause i kept wishing it was someone else.. anyways ive got so much shit goping on inside me right now i just wish i could be alone and not at the same time

It Feels Like Home To Me
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life If you knew how lonely my life has been And how long I've been so alone And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along And change my life the way you've done It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong A window breaks, down a long, dark street And a siren wails in the night But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me And I can almost see, through the dark there is light Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me And how long I've waited for your touch And if you knew how happy you are making me I never thought that I'd love anyone so much It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me I

It Feels Like I'm Trapped Inside And I Can't Do Anything To Get Out
I just feel like no matter what choices I have to make I'm trapped inside one ultimate choice. It seems to me like no matter which one I make it all comes back to the same thing....frustrating as it may be, I think that's how my life goes. I feel like I'm stuck on a ride and theres no way to get off of it. Oh well such is life... this is how mines been going though, David moved back to KY, and I have to deal with a long distance relationship again. I'm working 60+ hours a week, plus school (which just got out for a month and 1/2 thank god) Then I have to hear David complain about how he wants to come back and live in Maryland because he can't take living with his family again. I'm sorry, but that's just putting too much stress on me right now. a. he wouldn't have a job if he came back here b. he wouldn't have a place to live if he came to Maryland. c. he can't just up and move himself everytime something doesn't work right for him. d. I just moved him back, and I

It Felt Great
~~mYsTiCaL~DrAgOnFlY~~ said: ƝίϞﮋᾲ™ said: ~~mYsTiCaL~DrAgOnFlY~~ said: ƝίϞﮋᾲ™ said: smalltowngurl1984 said: ƝίϞﮋᾲ™ said: smalltowngurl1984 said: ƝίϞﮋᾲ™ said: So what fantasy land are you living in? Do you honestly expect anyone to believe that someone is desperate enough to have anything but a drunken one-night-stand with you? um well lets see in this day and age ugly people like you are the ones that hate on people like me that actually get sex Don't be mad because I can choose who I want to have sex with and you can't. i can choose but at least I dont have to pay for it See, I have a quality that is called being visually appealing. Something you lack. And little chunky girl, I would never have to pay for anything if I chose that route. But as I love my independence, I choose not to go the sugar daddy way. You have a quality alright its called a self centered bi

It Feels Good
IT FEELS GOOD to those who deserve it, I'm sorry. it feels good when the sun is shining when the birds are singing it feels good when you are so busy you can't think it feels good when you are right it feels good when you help it feels good when you are needed it feels good to share IT it feels good to feel when you are happy it feels good to feel when you are sad it feels good to feel when you are right it feels good to feel when you are wrong it feels good to feel when you feel good it feels good to feel when you feel bad it feels good to feel when you hurt so bad your heart stops it feels good to feel

It Felt So Different This Time
I'm so sorry I involved you In this little quest of mine It's not your job to make me happy It felt so different this time. I may have seemed so critical, I expected far too much from you: It's not your fault I'm insufficient It felt so different this time. I married at least two women Whom I didn't like: I really thought That I could save them; It felt so different this time. There must be some fatal flaw in me, The pattern's there for all to see; But still I feel I really love you, It felt so different this time. Forgive me all my personal intrusions, If I must go, I understand, I'm sorry if your lifestyle this way moves you; It felt so different this time.

It Feels Like Home To Me By Chantal Kreviazuk
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life If you knew how lonely my life has been And how long I've been so alone And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along And change my life the way you've done It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong A window breaks, down a long, dark street And a siren wails in the night But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me And I can almost see, through the dark there is light Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me And how long I've waited for your touch And if you knew how happy you are making me I never thought that I'd love anyone so much It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the w

It Finaly Friday
the week is finaly over it felt so long but then i didn't get what i needed to do done well i still got to work this saterday but that only means more monie lol i love over time pay i just hate the fact that it takes time away from my kids thats all i have to say for now but i'm defentaly going to write in this more often but one more thing they need to get a spell check on lc because with out it this is incomplett lol i cant spell

It Figures
It's beena while since I have writen anything and maybe for good reason. For the most part I just want to say that if your friends with someone longer than a month or so, then you shouldn't belive the first thing that someone has said that friend said. I mean really, would it be too much to ask to have someone come out and say, "Hey so and so said that you were talking about me behind my back, is it true?" But no, instead of that we get nothing, silence, the cold shoulder, etc. Although this is a good way to see who is true and who isn't, who is honest and who is just picking you for the flavor of the month, it's still just cruel. Me personaly...I don't give a shit. If you want to go beliving every dick/pussy that comes your way thats just sad. You loose a lot of good friends that way. That's all for now, Oh and your all fierd, cats rule! LOL

It Finally Happened,,,,1st Blocked User...
Hey CT buddies.... After a few months here I finally got called "nasty ppl like me". I will not share her name but long story short I politely and thoughfully rejected a random friend request from a basically empty profile....after 2 more unsolisited emails saying 1) hey can I still email you? 2) can you help me build my CT page? I got a shoutbox from let's call her MsX... here's the shoutbox thread with her.....tell me if I'm crazy or not PLEASE!!!!! Read bottom to top silly gooses.... *************************** Curtisg: wow...now you call ME nasty...you don't even know me...I knew I made the right choice. I said more than once politey no to your requests.. and you kept coming back...wow....and I'm the nasty one....and I ended my threads with happy holidays...lol...goodluck...you are now my first blocked CT user. MsX: nasty ppl like you are not worth my time and i was not donig my page for u i was doing for me Curtisg: MsX. I thought my rather lengthy email

It Finally Works..
Hey Friends and Fans and Family..I'm Sorry For bugging you.. But If it don't work this time.. im counting myself out..lol I'm in a Contest done by my friend who's kick Ass!! 'LatinoHeat//Sincity Enforcer' Check him out!! He's doing a contest for the girls that he's made CherryTap Magazine covers for. WHich i'm in one.. So I need your help to Win a Blast.. It would be Awesome!! Press The Pic and Vote and Comment as Much as Possible!! Lot of Love SexySherry xoxoxo

It Finishes Tonight :)
it is a good old ratings only contest and she only a couple behind plz help her out just click on the pic and one click one ratintake few seconds plz i wouldnt be asking u and i hate to beg but this chick friggin rocks like big time

It Fits!!
You scored as black. you are black! you're probably gothic and you tend to be sad or depressed most of the time. you experience pain a lot and you enjoy death. you might want to change before you kill someone...black75%green63%white50%red38%yellow25%blue13%what color suits your personality???created with QuizFarm.com

It Finally Happened
Hi there, hope your all well. I just wanted to write a lil blog re last friday nites experience. We have been searching for a couple or a fem for a lil while now, we found it amazing how many single bi fems arent really genuine and how long it takes to find one. But we actually have a long term friend who is single and bi. She has wanted us to play for ages but we didnt want to ruin a freindship. We took the plunge and took her up on the offer, we went to her house in the inner city for a drink and a chat. We arrived at about 8pm, the diva started by giving me a full body oil massage for 30 mins. Then i dressed up in a lil school uniform to play the submissive (cool by me as i was shaking like a leaf). She blindfolded me and led me to a lounge, she teased me and touched me for what seemed an eternity. Any way to cut a long story short, the diva removed my panties and kissed, sucked and licked my pussy...... withing 10 minutes she she made me moan with a shuddering orgasm.

It Finally Happened!!
YAY!!!! It finally happened I leveled up last nigth. Took me about 3 and half weeks. But finally with the help of alot of you I made it. Thank you sooooooo much from the bottom of my heart!!!! You guys rock! Atleast I can say this time it happened from all the rates, fans, and adds. About three of my level ups actaully happened from taking the surveys. But now that my computer will not let me take them.... Im s.o.l and doing it the hard way. Its good hard work though and helps me make more wonderful friends.!!! THANK YOU ALL I LUV YOU GUYS!!!

It Figures
well i have come to the right frame of mind and figured out i created a sad ass fucking lounge no one ever goes in their i am the only one that puts up my bully no one repost's it at all i sit in their day after day trying to get people in their but no one comes in i have good tunes and a great new back round but still no one comes in is really fucking blows and i am getting pissed the fuck off that i do not care if you like it or not i am gonna start fucking curseing at everyone that askes for something so you had really better gauge what you say to me anymore GOT ME!!!! ~Lost In The Dark~

It Finally Hits Home...
I know I'm not going by my normal "blog" schedule, but homesickness has finally hit. Its hit in the past few days, talking to my kids on cam, on the phone etc....but today it finally hit when I received a care package from my kids, with books, candy, hair gel (they know me too well lol) and other items....But what really hit the spot sort of speak was a book, titled "my hero" in which they signed and drew pictures on and had quotes of encouragement. After weeks of being strong, it finally hit, being away from the two little people i love the most in this world, having them sending me these items, i couldn't help but get a bit teary eyed...December 19th can't come soon enough....

It Finally Happened...
after being whored out by ninjystars i got hit up by a lounge... fuck and here i have been off their radar for the last 6 months... but at least i got to have a little fun with it... ->NaughtyGir...: get back to me when they do till then i have no interest standing around pretending i'm having a blast when you can't even have a decent conversation... i can do that at a bar just fine NaughtyGir...: not yet ->NaughtyGir...: naughty girls on cam showing their bits? NaughtyGir...: and naughty girls lol NaughtyGir...: um no just good ppl -> NaughtyGir...: are there whores there? NaughtyGir...: sure the more the merrier ->NaughtyGir...: is this one of those things i am gonna need lube for? - >NaughtyGir...: what kind of party? should i bring a friend? NaughtyGir...: http:... come and party

It Flew Away
I lost my soul today. It seems that as I was walking along the shoreline with the waves crashing down upon my feet and the outgoing tide lapping at the essence of my being it flew away. I didn't see it go and at first I felt no different but as the sun set below the surface of the endless ocean so did my heart. Will they rise again in the morning? Or are they gone forever? Only time will tell. I lost my heart today. It sank beneath the frozen waters of tomorrow leaving behind a forgotten sunset hidden within the astral droppings of my fleeing soul as it flew away.

It Friday!!!
Hey... its friday... Ive been talking with alot of fine young cherries on ct this week...as well as a few older ones hehehe... anyway... just wanted to let yall know that.... IM ALL ALONE... IM DRUNK AND I GOT A BONER... ANY VOLINTEERS...LOL MUCH LUV....XOXOXO

It Friggin Hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok most of you know I went to get my biopsy done today. Let me just say this: IT F*CKING HURTS LIKE F*CKING ALL H*LL!!!!!!! I couldn't leave the drs rite away b/c it hurt that bad, it shouldn't of hurt this bad. I had it done be4 and it was NOTHING like it was this time. I am for one to handle pain but my f*ckin gawd that was horrible! SOOOOOoooo now its a waiting game. I have to wait til Tuesday next week to see what the results were. In the meantime the dr is talking about freezing my uterus. WHAT FUN!*insert sarcasim here* **TEARS** I can't wait til this is all over with!!!!! Peace n luv!

It Friday And It Going Down! Win Fubucks And Bling! Look In Here To See
MY FRIEND HAS A HAPPY HOUR ON FRIDAY PURPLESKY AT 7P.M FUBAR TIME & 10 P.M. EST THE DATE IS FRIDAY THE 25TH THIS WILL ALL GO DOWN...........! RATE/FAN AND ADD ME AND SKY BE THE 100 PERSON 150K FUBUCKS."SO THAT TWO CHANCES TO WIN FU-BUCKS". ~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~@ fubar PRIZE NUMBER #2 IS TO RATE MY SCOBBY-DOO FOLDER DURING HAPPY HOUR WILL PAY 10K "AND ON FRIDAY EVERYONE THAT BUY A DRINK DURING MY FRIEND PURPLESKY HAPPY HOUR AND SHOW HER MAD LOVE! SHE IS THE BEST FRIEND YOU CAN HAVE AND I WILL RETURN THIS LOVE TO YOU. ~PURPLESKY~CO~VICE PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY& 1 OF PONYBOY1966"s BRATS

It Freaky Saturday And New Train In Town! Look In Here!
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND IT THE FREAKY SATURDAY TRAIN! NOW WE KNOW THE DRILL ADD RATE FAN ALL. FIRST STOP II THE FREAKY FOLDER! THEN AT THE END IS THE LINK FOR TAGS! PLEASE E-MAIL AT THE END OF THE TRAIN................................! AND YOUR HOST: AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ CLUB FAR~ BAD GIRL~PU$$YCAT PLAYMATE/LIL PLEASURE AND OWNER BLACLIE22@ fubar RIDERS OF THIS FREAKY TRAIN ARE: blaclie22 ~$toner geek~@ fubar

It Funny
Ed, Ted and their wives went out camping one weekend. Ed and Ted slept in one tent while the wives used the other. At about three in the morning, Ted woke up and yelled, "Wow, unbelievable!" Which woke Ed. "What's going on?" said Ed. "I've got to go to the other tent and find my wife." said Ted. "How come?" said Ed. "To have sex! I just woke up with the biggest hard-on I've ever had in my life!" said Ted After a pause, Ed said, "Do you want me to come with you?" "Hell, no! Why would I want you to do that?" said Ted. "Because that's my dick you're holding," said Ed.

It Gave Me Reasons To Write
As you attune to my heart Uplifted are my feelings Connecting with affections Here upon my heartstrings Sensually flows the rhythm With passionate desires As our heartbeats in tempo The sounds of love inspires Again your heartsongs play As words whisper amore Embracing in your passion I shall love you forevermore When my heart sings of joy Words flow with delight Expressing my love to you It gave me reasons to write.---MT

It Gets Worse!!
In continuation to the previous blog I posted "The Town I Live In": Now that I've been here in San Antonio for 6 months, I have some updates on the "Turn Around Don't Drown" issue I have: 1.) There is an actual website. If you google the words Turn Around Don't Drown and click on I'm feeling lucky, it'll take you right to it 2.) They actually post success stories on this website 3.) During the 3 days of rain we had about a week or so ago, they had to rescue 36 geniuses 4.) The fire department had to raise the "high water rescue" fine from 500 to 1000 and the police department is now imposing an additional fine to the drivers as well as the passengers. 5.) There are actual bumper stickers that say "turn around don't drown" and people actually put them on their cars...as if to say what? Don't follow? Hmmm. 6.) I did not make the graphic below... I miss home!!

It Gets Weirder .....
Kinda weird lol My two lucky numbers in a row.. Guess im getting lucky soon :D Maybe im showing off the ranks too , or just Fu- booking them , if thats a word , like scrap booking. Last but not least , today ... kinda weird , all 3 in a row lol

"it Get's Hotter"
"He moved Denise's legs wider apart and thrust it in. she had ro scream. The pain shot through her pussy and too her by surprise. totally oblivious to her cry, he let loose again. Denise was determined to bit her lip to prevent a second scream, but she was greeted with a very different feeling. the pain had diminished and was mixed with a sort of fullness, an excitment which was anything but uncomfortable. She parted her lips. The word "More" escaped them. Yes she wanted her fill of this man with his meaty dick. She wanted to devour it all. and her hips began to move, drawing him deeper into her pussy. Her ass was all the way forward on the seat and he was in sort of suqat, pushing hard and fast, heating up his cum for the moment when it would erupt out of him. Neither of them were in a comfortable position and neither one was aware of it. They were totally immersed in the grand fuck they'd created for themselves. Suddenly Denise felt a stirring deep inside her, the begining

“it Got Crowded In Heaven”
“It Got Crowded In Heaven” So for one day it was decided only to accept people who had really had a bad day on the day they died. St. Peter was standing at the pearly gates and said to the first man, "Tell me about the day you died. " The man said, "Oh, it was awful. I was sure my wife was having an affair, so I came home early to catch her with him. I searched all over the apartment but couldn't find him anywhere. So I went out onto the balcony, we live on the 25th floor, and found this man hanging over the edge by his fingertips. I went inside, got a hammer, and started hitting his hands. He fell, but landed in some bushes. So, I got the refrigerator and pushed it over the balcony and it crushed him. The strain of the act gave me a heart attack, and I died." St. Peter couldn't deny that this was a pretty bad day, and since it was a crime of passion, he let the man in. He then asked the next man in line about the day he died. "Well, sir, it was awful," said the secon

It Going Down On Friday The 25th $$$$$$to Win And A Happy Hour Time For My Good Friend Purplesky! 7.pm Fubar Time And 10 Est
MY FRIEND HAS A HAPPY HOUR ON FRIDAY PURPLESKY AT 7P.M FUBAR TIME & 10 P.M. EST THE DATE IS FRIDAY THE 25TH THIS WILL ALL GO DOWN...........! RATE/FAN AND ADD ME AND SKY BE THE 100 PERSON 150K FUBUCKS."SO THAT TWO CHANCES TO WIN FU-BUCKS". ~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~@ fubar PRIZE NUMBER #2 IS TO RATE MY SCOBBY-DOO FOLDER DURING HAPPY HOUR WILL PAY 10K "AND ON FRIDAY EVERYONE THAT BUY A DRINK DURING MY FRIEND PURPLESKY HAPPY HOUR AND SHOW HER MAD LOVE! SHE IS THE BEST FRIEND YOU CAN HAVE AND I WILL RETURN THIS LOVE TO YOU. ~PURPLESKY~CO~VICE PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY& 1 OF PONYBOY1966"s BRATS

It Goes Like This
what makes 100%? What does it mean to give More than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 1 5 16 1 7 18 19 20 2 1 22 23 24 25 26 Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11=98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5=96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20=103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7=118% So, one can conclude with mathemati

It Goes A Little Something Like This
I made a lounge and looking for people to join and become members, i am also looking for people to help maintain it. There is only 7 member right now and 3 people in there. My goal is to get lots of men and woman in there interacting and having a good time, i i want it to be my own little naughty place.

It Goes On
So I went without hearing from the guys girlfriend for almost a whole two days. Then I receive this text..... So u did know ***** was in a relationship when u were with him. and u call yourself his FRIEND! And u call me a wacko for not wanting him to have female friends! What is wrong with you? I decided on Thursday not to respond to anymore of her comments because frankly they have gotten ridiculous. When she first made contact with me she informed me that they had not been together from the end of July till this past week. So because him and I weren't sleeping together he therefore did not cheat. Then it was he did cheat because they were engaged. Really how do you do that when you break up and don't talk?????? So anyways, I don't know if she is trying to just egg me on or just really is that stupid. When she said that he said that he couldn't stand to look at me and called me ugly I could have gotten nasty, but I didn't. I simply told her that if he is saying that abou

It Grows Within, Be Thee Warned.
As the explosions fall like rain upon the earth the monster within blows across the barren flats. Pocked and scarred this charred and cracked surface is void of any resemblance of true beauty. A demon that prowls into the souls of man and woman alike and eats at the mind. Slowly it stews and chews away decency and respect. It swallows whole anything that resembles sanity or logic. As it swallows it spits back out violence and rage, set apart from compassion or care. It bakes our souls with hate, and pilfers away happiness and joy. This monster is all consuming and grows rapidly with each passing minute of its existence. A beast that is on the edge and ready to explode with emotion and pain. With a tender reassuring touch it is suddenly expelled, exorcised. With nothing to feel reassured it explodes into a wretched wacked out sense of violent acts. It is a demon that carries only one path, a path I would like to not understand. What sensual beauty lies in the prese

It Guidelines For End Users
1. When a tech support person says he's coming right over, log out and go for coffee. It's no problem for us to remember 2700 network passwords. 2. When you call us to have your computer moved, be sure to leave it buried under half a ton of postcards, baby pictures, stuffed animals, dried flowers, bowling trophies and Popsicle art. We don't have a life, and we find it deeply moving to catch a fleeting glimpse of yours. 3. When a tech support person sends you an e-mail with high importance, delete it at once. We're probably just testing out the public groups. 4. When a tech support person is eating lunch at his desk, walk right in and spill your guts out and expect him to respond immediately. We exist only to serve and are always ready to think about fixing computers. 5. When a tech support person is at the water cooler or outside having a smoke, ask him a computer question. The only reason why we drink water or smoke at all is to ferret out all those users who don't have email

The I/t Guy Checklist
Well I got to do three things off the I/T guy checklist for working lots of hours: Stay so late you see wildlife when you go out to smoke Work through three shifts of security guards Be working when they shut the lights off in your building I still have the "See a sunrise at work" to hit, but I'll save that for another day. On the bonus side, one of the servers went down just after midnight, so it sent out an e-mail, and I responded to it right away, so my boss knew I was there, and I didn't have to point it out. It's a subtle nod to me saying "look at me hard at work, on a holiday no less!"

It Happened In Times Square
I can still remember it as if it happened yesterday. I was standing in the middle of Times Square in New York City admiring all the tall buildings. The bright lights from the various billboards bounced off the tall buildings causing a spectrum of colors to flash across the sky. It was indeed a beautiful site to behold. I whipped out my camera and started taking pictures of everything in sight. My boyfriend, at the time, glanced down at me in sheer annoyance. He peered over his dark glasses and whispered, "Stop acting like a tourist Heather. You're embarrassing yourself." "Tourist," I questioned. "Come on Nick, where's your holiday spirit? I mean it is New Year's Eve after all." Nick pushed his dark glasses back upon the bridge of his nose and turned his head. I used to hate when he did that to me. But, on that day, I was determined not to let his indifferent attitude dampen my spirit. I wanted to have fun. This was the first time that I had ever been in Times Square on New Yea

It Has No Name Yet Lol
Some where there a torn heart that beats in pain and heartache for it never felt true love It cries out in pain and wanting to die for it may never know true love If it does ever feel love it just my broke and finish dying at lost.

Ithaca Booksale
My "haul" today at the Friends of the Library Booksale:purchased six musical scores for 50 cents apiece. The sonata for flute and piano by Paul Hindemith (from 1936);Twenty-five Melodious Studies for the piano, opus 45 by Steven (István) Heller (I already have a score of his opus 46 and a recording of his opus 47...!)Ten studies for pedal–playing for the organ by Flor Peeters (b. 1903) (etudes that are also a theme and variations);An organ concerto (also playable by harpsichord) by Carl Philipp Emanuel Bach (yes, one of JS's sons) in a 1963 edition;Three works written for musical clock or similar instrument by Mozart, but transcribed for organ (I have two of them transcribed for two pianos, but had forgotten that; at 50 cents, who cares... and they're wonderful stuff)And ten duets for clarinet and various other instruments by Alexander Glazunov. *gryn*

It Has Been Awhile!
Hello all! It seems I have been MIA for awhile. Well I am back ... and I promise to make a more regular appearances, heh heh. I missed the friends I have made here. I guess it is time to reach out and get in touch again. Look forward to hearing from you. Till then ..

It Has Been A While
It has been a little while since I wrote anything on here so I thought I would let everyone know I am alive lol. I have been having some rough times but who hasn't, I guess I am trying really hard to make it through them by myself to show everyone that I can do it. It is really hard to figure out lifes major things when other things are happening too. I am doing better than I was doing for a bit...I was a little crappy for a minute lol. I am starting to figure out that I can't change what things aren't in my power to change, but the things that are, like me and my suroundings can be fixed. I can also control how I handle how people treat me and act towards me. If someone wants you in their life...they will show it. And BELIEVE ME I know who wants me in their life now a days. I hate it so much when people turn out to be not at all what you thought. It is a sad thing. I will get over it though and learn from it. Now to just move on. I am very sad that certian people in my life choo

An It Harm None....
Hear now the word of the Witches, the secrets we hid in the night, When dark was our destinys pathway, That now we bring forth in the light. Mysterious Water and Fire, The Earth and the wide-ranging Air, By hidden Quintessence we know Them, and we will keep silent and dare. The birth and rebirth of all Nature, the passing of Winter and Spring, We share with the life Universal, rejoice in the Magical Ring Four times in the year the Great Sabbat, returns, and the Witches are seen, At Lammas and Candelas dancing, on May Eve and old Halloween When daytime and nighttime are equal, when sun is at greatest and least, The four lesser Sabbats are summoned, again Witches gather in feast. Thirteen silver moons in a year are, thirteen is the Covens array, Thirteen times at Esbat make merry, for each golden year and a day. The power has passed down the ages, each time between woman and man Each century unto the other, ere times and the ages began. When drawn is the

It Has Been A Good Week
Yea so, this week has been good. Gettin' to meet some new people on here, get to hook up some sweet ass LCD screens to four Playstation 2's at work (how many jobs let you do that :-) and New Brunswick was insane on Thursday night. Balance is nearly acheived . enjoy the rest of your weekend. peace :-)

I Thank You My Love By Jorge Campos
A beautiful poem I came across.... I fall asleep every night with a smile on my face, Since I know you'll be there for me to embrace. I awaken every morning with the same tremendous smile, 'Cause I know I'm gonna be with you for quite a long while. I truly can't believe that you're actually mine, I thought the love of my life would be much harder to find. You brighten my day you're such a beautiful girl, You're my sweetheart - to me you mean more than the world. Aside from being beautiful - you're also so smart, There are so many reasons why, I know we'll never part. No words can describe the way that I feel, It's a good kind of pain which I never wanna heal. No other beauty can compare to your alluring eyes, All I have to do is look, and I'm hypnotized. That beautiful smile of your's, shining so bright, I've never ever seen such a beautiful sight. I love caressing your gorgeous long hair, Finding a precious girl like you is extremely rare. Kissing your bod

It Happens Again
Well for the past week or so i was actually happy i thought things were going right for a change, then i find out things tonighr that push me into depression and tear a hole in my heart, why am i hurt? i don't know by all righta i shouldn't care having only recently met someone how could i feel such pain because of them?

It Has Been..
It has been on hell of a year and christmas is very near to reflect on what we do have right in front of us.. We have all been blessed with one special gift and that is the gift of giving.. Everyday that we get up we are giving something back to someone weather its someone that we smiled back at.. A hug from a parent to a loved one.. A helping hand to a friend in the time of need.. Each one of us has been blessed in are own special way.. The new year is near and I have been blessed with some spectular new friends.. This year has made me strong as I have had my trails and tribulations with love, with friends and even financial ones.. but in this new year this will all end a new game plan is set in stone so it gives me the time I need to reflect.. I do want to say something special to a special someone thank you from coming into my life at almost at the end of the new year.. You have brought some light back into my life.. I hope that we will remain friends and continue to all

It Has Been The Best Holiday Season Ever
As I am sure most of my friends know, John(my b/f of the past 6 yrs) has been in the hospital for the past 6 1/2 weeks with kidney failure and then a mass of other issues on top of that. So many times in the past 6 weeks, things were looking really good and then within hours it seemed like it would make a huge turn for the worse. Be it the swelling in his neck that closed his wind pipe, the unexplained fevers of 104 for a week or more at a time and the docotrs not finding anything that caused them, several lung infections, a collapsed lung, unexplained raises in his heart rate and crazy low blood presure... just to name a few things... Well after 6 long weeks, we talked the doctors into trying to remove his sedation. In the past when they tried, John would beome very angry and fight to get out of bed, so they would resedate him again. Friday after talking with his doctors we found no reason for him to be sedated any longer and pretty much told them that they are going to have to deal

It Has Been A Crazy Year
It was been one crazy year for me.I broke up with my best friend(he was getting to clingy for me).Devolped a new crush,got my babies a good christmas,has fun,been on the pow-wow trail.Went to court,made new friends,buried old friends,worked and discovered that I have new fetishes. People come n go from your life,yes you'll miss them,but you'll always remember a smile or maybe even the smell of clothes or something like it.As for the new crush or crushes,those also come n go.People are human and its fun explore them as time allows.It is also ok to have more then one crush,for you too are human. The pow-wow trail was a blast and I had a good time,meet people and got to see old friends,also placed at several of them. The best thing I think I did this year was join cherrytap and met some great people that I am looking forward to getting to know better. Other then that nothing is new for me.I spent New Years Eve at home and liked it.Discovering cyber sex and having a good time. I prett

It Has To Be....................
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you i had no control over. You know you're in love when you see that someone and your heart flutters, your stomach gets butterflies, and the rest of the world disappears. If you really love someone, time, distance, nothing can stand in the way. Sometimes the person you fall for isn't ready to catch you. There's always gonna be that one guy...your heart jumps when you see him, you could talk to him forever, and when you hear his voice you fall in love all over again...but you never want to give up on him. Love is friendship set on fire! Each day i wake up knowing i get to see your smiling face. Sometimes your mind doesn't want you to be in love...but deep down you know you are. You never lose by loving, you always lose by holding back. If you love someone, don't be afraid to tell them because it just might happen.

& It Hasnt Rained Today....
thank god. all that moopy weather was getting to me. i sent my phone to get fixed this morning....it stopped letting me make calls. i guess ive thrown the damn thing one too many times. ech. theres $30 i could have used for a taxi when i go to san diego. oh well. nothing can be done about it...i need my phone. i might die without it, lol. i feel bad for sean....remember how i asked you guys to vote for what kind of card to send him for valentine's day? well i ended up getting like 34 votes for one that sings & 2 for a normal one....::sorry sean you shall get the singing one::....so i guess the singing one wins. i almost feel bad for him...almost. ok well i have to get going. my phone should be ready by now. i have to get going guys...i have a late class today...yay for me. lol. well if anything it gives me a chance to get my errands done. oh & in case gina is reading this ::or anyone else for that matter:: coffee sounds fun. i have a few dollars left over from my sta

It Has To Be Said..
Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha Colts win!! Bears suck!! Colts rule ALL! Mini wave in celebration of them (does the wave) You can't see it, but I'm doing the neener neener neener dance too. To all you sensitive Bears fans..don't worry you'll always be second best!! Sorry--born and raised in Indiana..had to be done! Love ya'll.

I Thank You Girl
The sun is up, the sky is blue, There’s not a cloud in sight, I lay awake the whole night through, Until the early light, I reached for you, a time or two, And gently brushed your cheek, Said how much you mean to me, While you were sound asleep, And I thanked you girl, You moved a little then you smiled, Giggled like a naughty child, And it was such a lovely sight to see, I felt so blessed to just be there, To hold you close, and stroke your hair, And feel the love within your heart for me, I can’t explain what I did right, To feel the way I did last night, No, I can’t explain, But if I could, if I just knew, My darling one I swear to you, I’d do it again, And I thank you girl, ‘Cause there’s a million men would give their sight, To take my place for just one night, B

It Has To Be Said (taken From A Bullitin)
THIS HAS BEEN BUILDING UP FOR AWHILE NOW I SEE BULLETINS AND BLOGS ABOUT PEOPLE STALKING OTHERS OR SHE CALLED ME A SLUT OR A WHORE HE PLAYED ME HE OR SHE IS A FAKE AND I THINK THIS NEEDS TO BE SAID THIS IS AN ADULT SITE AND EVERYONE ON HERE NEEDS TO ACT LIKE ADULTS REGAURDLESS IF THIS IS THE NET OR NOT IT DOESNT MATTER TREAT PEOPLE WITH RESPECT AND YOU SHALL SEE IT RETURNED BASHING PEOPLE IS SOMETHING CHILDREN DO NOT ADULTS AND IF YOUR ONE OF THOSE ACTING LIKE A TEENAGER GROW UP AND TAKE RESPONSABILITY FOR YOUR ACTIONS STOP POSTING BULLETINS ABOUT OTHERS AND START POSTING SOMETHING WORTH READING LIKE A CHILDS BIRTH A MARRIAGE HELL POST A BULLETIN TO YOUR FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT THEM RATHER THEN WASTING EVERYONES TIMES WITH BULLETINS ABOUT FAKES AND CHEATER AND HATERS AND WTF EVER ELSE ITS TIME FOR US ALL TO TAKE A STAND AGAINST VICIOUS AND FALSE INFORMATION WHO CARES IF SOMEONE IS USING A FAKE PIC ITS THEIR CHOICE WHO GIVE A CRAP ABOUT SOMEONE CALLING YOU A

It Happened...
When I see your smiling face, You take me to a special place. Trying to share feelings that were hidden, Now out for the taking. Sculpting our lives into a mold of the unordinary, To treasure the beauty that unfolds within. Able to be happy, free, and open with each other, Sharing our love with no other. Realizing it happened for one not long ago, And the other just moments within an hour or so. Saying "I love you" comes easier and more meaningful today, tomorrow, and always - Now we are able to express it in so many different ways. Forever and always is what we say, I see it on your face and I tell you "I love you" all of our days. It happened... written by: Becky aka nurseBBWnurse 2/23/07

It Had To Be Like This I Always Knew"..
It Was Always You So here we are finding ourselves alone After all these years unexpectedly And yet expected because always known Since this is how it is with you and me It had to be like this I always knew That you and I would be alone at last For those who tell the future from the past Could always tell that it was always you

It Happens
Its 3am and all i see is the reflection of my face in the mirror light beaming in from the occasional street light; Thoughts in my mind as i walked through the door to greet her, Hearing voices in the back room i continued to the back of the house; My speed has increased and i can feel my heart being pushed up into my throat as i take a turn at about 90 miles per hour not caring what could happen; I can see them as the both of them embrassed, soft music, and candles. She said words i never heard her say and was in a position i had never seen her in, sweat running down her back; I see the blue lights in the mirror my speedometer reads 110 miles per hour how do explain the blood on my clothes and hand i just wanted to talk he shouldnt have pushed me, she's my wife; I know i should slow down but i put my foot all the way down the sirens are so loud the lights are hurting my eyes I didnt see the road turn. Am I dead i can hear people talking i can see a blur.........................(beep

It Has Been 5 Years Now As Of Yesterday....
I would have posted this yesterday as a tribute to Layne Staley.. As yesterday marked 5 years since his passing.. However I just joined this site only this morning.. So, with this being said,here it is... .......RIP LAYNE STALEY....... .......YOUR WINGS ARE NO LONGER DENIED.......

I Thank You
THANK YOU................ I WANT TO THANK ALL THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT HAVE HELPED ME REALIZE WHO I AM :: WHAT I WANT:: AND WHAT I NEED:: THROUGH THE GOOD AND THE BADD : I HAVE TAKEN EVERYTHING WITH AN UNDERSTANDING THAT THE BAD OCCURENCES IN LIFE CAN BE BEST FOR YOUR BENEFIT :: I ACCEPT THIS IN IT........'S ENTIREDY :: I FOUND ME : THANKYOU :: I THOUGHT I WAS OVER :: BUT I....................................'VE ONLY JUST BEGUN::STRONGER: WISER: BETTER EQUIPPED TO LOVE :: TO BE LOVED:: TRULY LOVED:: Life Teaches you lessons everyday:: Builds you each passing moment: leading closer to some destination:: somewhere that you are supposed to be in life:: In this world who knows?? Live each day like it....................................'s the last few hours you have left:: you never know.. You just might.. Love everybody: show them that you can look past um ...................................."stupid shit,...................................." that....................................'s

It Has Started
I am doing everything I can to not hate everyone and everything. I am getting severely frustrated with people because not everyone is listening to what I am saying when I say it. It is like they are only taking what they want out of it. When I say my bronco is shot it is shot. I am beginning to snap at people and not meaning to. Could be cause I don't even get 15 minutes to my self. And never can get out of the shop since I don't have a vehicle or anywhere to go or any money to get there or spend.

It Has Come To My Attention That.....
It has come to my attention that some of you do nmot give a flying fuck wether you return the love you get from me so now dontcha feel realy dumb because i noticed that shit???? HUH HUH HUH???? yep i notice when you do not do it and say OH ill return the favor...FUCK YOU ASSHOLE YOU DID NOT RETURN THE FAVOR...So with that said please take yourself to my page and rate som pics or fan, add, rate & comments me...DAM IT ALL!! I only ask for 1 or so commentws I got a select few that write me every damned day:) and the ones who i consider my friends know who they are....I got ones tell me i'll be there for you then turn away from me Like WTF you know who you are and If you reading this and realize the TRUTH then let me know and send me some damned LOVE dam it....ok I vented I am done now...I love my CHerry Tap pals so show some love and gimmie a hollar:P P.S. IT DO NOT HAVE TO BE HAPPY HOUR DOES IT TO LOVE ME UP A BIT??? GEEEEEEEEZ

It Happens Everytime
Its happens every time you look at me. Like you know me. Your trying to hard. To make me happy. As if you didn’t know. it all makes me black inside. knowing your trying to love me. I smile at you because you really think I care. I try every day to hide how I feel. With a fake smile and a fake heart. but when the night hits and the fog comes over . as I stand there alone I let myself go. crying as I held the gun to my head. trying to control my hand. wanting to end it all. I hold back. my thoughts running. with every beat of my black heart. as I drop my hand. hearing the gun hit the ground. the last thing I hear in my head. your never going to escape this hell The sun is up. A new day begins. all my fake smiles. makes you happy again. you not knowing how cold I am. my skin so numb. my blood black as coal. my heart nothing but ice. but yet you look at me. like you know me. you’ll never know the real me. I wont let you know the dark side.

It Has Been A Long Night.
It has been a long night. One long night in a long weekend. I work as a Security Officer. I have maintained this job in order to keep a positive cash flow while I attempt to make a living writing. To date, SpiritFlight’s response had been somewhat less then stellar. SpiritFlight, by the way, is available through Amazon.com. I am at a new post. It is the Dallas Cowboys Stadium construction site in Arlington, Texas. Working there is like camping out four nights a week. What you have in the way of food and water is what you pack in, or what you can grab in a 10 minute run to the nearby Quick Mart. Again, no air, no lights, no comfort, just long, long hours watching and waiting in hopes that intervention is not necessary. Watch wait and report. I was put there because they trust me to show up, do the job, not screw up the client, and keep the peace as necessary. Hot long hours of heat, dust, worry, and the hunt. The constant vigil for trouble that it is hoped never occurs. We live i

I Thank You
I thank you You stood near me when things Were tough, and I’m grateful You shared with me the happy and sad times, You gave me memories that i Don’t have to dream about You also gave me love and joy That is truly hard to find And I thank you for giving it to me You’re one of a kind

It Happens After Midnite!
well i'm so excited! i just don't know what to do. i'll see my son for the first time in 5 years. i just hope the tears i've been holding don't come out all at one time. his fiance and i are going to surprise him. he thinks i'm going to see him saturday. i haven't seen my baby since, omg since he left on the plane in his uniform and i can still remember the last hug i gave him. i i remember parking in front of the airline door and the sheriff walking over to my car. omg he's gonna run me off the no parking zone. the sheriff said "mam what are you doing here?" i said i was saying goodbye to my son. the sheriff then says"is that your son? pointing to the young man in a u.s.marine uniform. "mam get out of your car and spend some time with your son!" and i did. when i got back to my car everything seemed so slow motion and when i sat down and clutched the steering wheel all the tears a mother could have just balled out all at once. everyone looking and feeling what i felt. i knew then

It Happens To Me...
So I had the bright idea of trying to tan my lily white skin today. I'm thinking that since there's nobody living in the house next door (it's the only one where anyone can see me) so it would be ok to go without my top on...WRONG!! All was good until I hear a door shut and look up to see someone going back into that house...it was the realtor. I thought I was going to die! There's no way I couldn't have been seen as I had music going. It just so happened that I was lying on my back at the moment. I hurry up and grab my shirt and run for the back door. I don't think I'll be doing that again any time soon.

It Has Got To Be
it has got to be.. the dusk that follows the dawn the calm before the storm and with life.... there also comes death a child cries, a woman screams, a man, simply walks away...a circle of life ... i wish not to be a part forgotten what love should be, a simple gesture, a kind word.... a single moment... not to be taken forgranted.... fate.... surprise, just radomly happening, whatever, does it matter? Love her... tell her. need her.... let is show. part of her life you wish to stay.... shout it at the top of your lungs..... it has got to be........ be the one.... that matters to her... be the one who will walk til the end of the earth..... to make love last.... be her friend.. her lover and her guide when needed..... now... GO.. isn't there something that you have forgotten to tell her today?

I Thank God For Hugh (demonstar)
I really thank god for Hugh. I love him and care about him alot. I am just not sure what the future will bring. And I am not ready for a relaitonhsip, this he knows. But I do love him, and he loves me. I just hopew we stay the best of friends forever, no matter what. He has always been there for me, and i for him. I will always love and care for hal. love you hal! Luisa

It Happened Again This Is The Cause
This is the mumm that caused some whinny ass person to report it and get my ability to post to everyone taken away......what do you think is it fair or just another example of me being hated as a mummer.

It Has Been Oh So Long....
since I have changed my profile.... In fact, a friend of mine pointed out to me that I was wishing everyone a wonderful Thanksgiving!! lol.... I think, if I get a break tonight at some point in time, I will attempt to update my profile page -- at least a bit more current than it is now. :D K

It Happened One Day...
It Happened One Day... On a summer's day not so long ago I fell in love and I'll never know Just what it was that made me feel So drawn to her, what the appeal That set my pulses so to race When ever I gazed upon that face Of one who was scarce but a child Yet even then could drive me wild I'll never know the how's and why's I lost my heart to those Brown Eyes But when I got that long sought kiss I knew I'd found my Perfect Miss My elfin girl from down the lane And I'll never let her go again For how could I describe our love? Romantic love, all hearts and flowers No way to count the days and hours Spent in self-indulgent wishes And thoughts of long awaited kisses Of sweet embraces, tender sighs And gazing into love filled eyes Oh yes, it is that kind of love Or, is it yet the love of passion The ecstasy that knows no ration That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling The climax with your senses reeling The wondrous joy when you discover That sweet surrende

It Has Happened Again ... Dumbass
So havent talked to him since he was over on Thursday night. I'm thinking (and yes, I may be a little slow, but really, who wants to think they are being played) that I'm being played. I'm the convenient one. The one that will always be there. The fall back. Which ironically enough I have been for many men for much of my dating life. I'm the one you can depend on. Ouch. That hurts. What I need to do is just dump him. Although, I'm almost positive he has done that to me, but then again, they always come back so i really don't know. Shite. What should I do?

It Happened So Fast
It happened so fast Just sitting here wondering how things went wrong I’m not sure... It all happened so fast One day your there The next your not.... Where did I go wrong? What did I do? Then you leave me Why, how, what did I do? I say "I love you" You just walk away I’m not sure what to do It all happened so fast By Cassandra Hammons

It Happens Presently
We use words such as premonition and precognition with certain belief systems attached. These belief systems come in two forms. First, that they imply foreseeing the future; and second, that they are a specific type of phenomena. I dislike these approaches. Rather, I feel that often an answer can be found in the present; and they do, infact, cover a multidude of possible causes. In this essay I will explore just one of many possible explanations, found in the present. ABERFAN On 21 October 1966 a slag heap slithered down a hillside and buried a school at Aberfan, South Wales. Over a hundred children and adults were killed. However, following the tragedy, John Barker recorded over seventy premonitions in the two weeks prior to the event, leading him to set up the British Premonitions Bureau. One girl who lived in Aberfan dreamt of ’something black’ falling on the school. Another dreamt that on arriving at the school all she found was a big black hole. Further afield from the vil

It Happend To Me
LAST TIME I WAS ON THE SHIP I HAD SOME CHEST PAIN. FOR ABOUT 30 MIN.SO WHEN IGOT HOME I SAW THE DOCTOR.THEN I GET A HEART CATH DONE .. SO IF YOUTHINK VDAY IS COOL DON'T BUY HER CHOCOLATE OK IF YOU HATE HER WHY IS FULL OF TRANS FAT... MY BLOOD VESSEL FEEDING THE HEART WAS 83% BLOCKED .. NOW I WON'T TOUCH A PIZZA.. FOR GET ALFRADO HELL NO..THE PAIN I FEEL NOW IS SMALL BUT SHARP .. I AM LOSING WEIGHT. I AM SICK OF BEING A FAT SLOB MOSTLY I 'M NOT GOING TO EAT LIKE A PIG.. TAKE THIS A WARNING.. IF YOU EAT LIKE A PIG YOU DIE. SO WHY SHOULD YOUCUZ IT COULDHAPPEN TO YOU AND YOU WOULD N'T KNOW

It Happened Here Too...
Its so sad. You never think its going to happen to you, until it does. We've all heard about the school shootings. We all remember where we were when they all happened. We all stop and think that it won't happen to us, not in our town. Well, it didn't happen here exactly like that in my town. Today in my town, a 26 year old idiot decided to play God against an assisted living home. Then ran from the cops, just to shoot himself! I am so heartbroken that in such a small town as this, that some idiot has to go and do something so horrid as this. And to go to where he did! My mind can not even wrap around it!! Please, for my friends that actually read these, keep those families that were affected in your prayers. And remember, it can happen anywhere. I drive by that home every single day to and from work. Now when I drive by, my thoughts are completely different than innocence. As Always!!

It Has Begun
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It Happened Again...
I KNOW I DIDN'T DO MUCH OF AN UPDATE ON MY DAD WITHIN THIS PAST WEEK... BUT IT HAPPENED AGAIN AND THIS TIME HE HAD A FUCKIN HEART ATTACK...MY CHEST HURTS... IT FEELS LIKE CAVING IN... THE PRESSURE IS TOO MUCH TO DEAL WITH RIGHT NOW..... WHY..... WHY AGAIN... THEY SAID THEY COULD TREAT HIS ILLNESS THE LAST TIME.. YEA, LOOK NOW.. TREATABLE YOU SAY.. I THINK NOT....

It Has Been Crazy
I am just stopping in for just a minute. It has been a crazy week at the funeal home. I have been lucky to get 4 hours of sleep. I finially got to get a full night last night and was unconcous for 10 hours. Now I have to play catch up with my school work. I have an exam to take. So I am not ignoring anyone, I just haven't been here, Now I need to get back to my school work, I hope to be back here more later on.

It Has Been Confirmed.
Well, after all I have experienced so far, there's no doubt in my mind that I haven't reached my true potential yet, although I am witnessing some of the power I once had, and to me, it's very hard to believe because it's very unique what I think I might be, or what I have already become. I'm not going to say much about it on here, because the reader might only get confused. People, if I shall call them that, people like that don't even exist anymore, let alone the technology we once had. Could it be me coming back again, to be prepared for another war to wipe out humanity? Or could it be something else altogether? Yes I am pure Atlantean although my mother and father in this life are not, one of my distant relatives are also like me, or she was. Yes I'm German, Irish, all that too but that is from my mortal parents in this life. I have to somehow unlock her gift of what she had to give. The parents in this life are not my original parents. They are now, but the first ones left

It Had To Be Over?
i fell in love, he hurt me. i think its all over and there is nothing i can do. but to him i hope u can be happy and find the right one cause it wasnt me. Lets always be friends? because no matter what i will always love u. Love forever and always, me

It Has Been Crazy Here
I have been working a bunch of hours and tomorrow was SUPPOSED to be a day off. But, I have been called in to fill in because the nursing staff is short ... but it is ok I will be getting paid time and a half for a full 12 hour shift... I likey. Especially with the pile of medical bills I have at home. But, on Saturday I am going to be recording all four of the stories for the CD ... and then after getting all that read and being filled with some wild ideas I just know that I will be acting out at least one of the stories and take it all out on my husband Saturday night. Which story do you think I will be more apt to act out and rip my husband from head to toes. Take a look at the description of each of the stories on my site and let me know which one it will mostly likely be. Adult Bedtime Stories ( http://adultbedtimestories.tripod.com ) My husband will then be spending the rest of the weekend editing the recordings and burning them to CDs. Check this weekend on t

I Thank God For The Suffering
I, I still recall, the first fullmoon of may 'neath whose rays we lay together And those bright nights on glassy waves When we would glide lightly away From the grain For wicked flights of pleasure Those visions fade Like ghosts to life's parade Though incisions once made her so vivid A scarlet whore With both heels in the door Of a heaven severed from me, insipid And midst the writhe of parapets Where angels sigh, lonely she sits Upon the lip Only a slip from whence I beg her That I would wish Her kiss a chrysalis To break to make my fluttered heart amiss And in those frozen moments won From grief that creeps to wreathe the sun In drapes inwove with deathshead wing I thank God for the suffering Love would have conquered all But for the rapture That ancient plan for my defeat Denied faith skies that would have set her free It seems again dreams wend to capture Once dancing in a spotlit waltz Through shadowed dimension Given to the rivers that bed

I Thank God For You Today
I thanked God for you today You helped me when I could nt bare the load. Going down life rough and rocky road. You were a friend when no one else was around. You helped me up and never let me down. I love the way you have fun in life. You are truly beautiful inside. For the ear you let me cry into. Some thing you did n’t have to do. A special little blessing when I needed it most. I thank God for you today

It Has To Get Better
So I'm sure some people have noticed my "this year got worse" status. The reason for that? I lost my job today. Yep. I was fired. I had been put on final warning months ago for my attendance and it was going to be a month to month basis with no set end date for the warning. Which means you can't have any unschedule absences (ugh okay my spelling sucks but give me a break it's been a long afternoon). That means they need 24 hour notice of you being off. Well there was one day I left early from being sick. My boss calls me in..."you do realize that's an occurence". Um...wtf!? Since when? Oh an occurence is basically when you call off and they don't have that 24 hour approval. Mind you they cut us slack of allowing 5 before we start getting in trouble for it. I was like no. Since I've worked there it always took 5 leave-early's or come in lates to equal one occurence. I mean why should being an hour late count the same as not being there the entire day, right??? This wa

It Has Begun!!!
OPERATION "DRINK MY SELF INTO OBLIVION IN ORDER TO FORGET 21 YEARS OF HAVING DIABETES." THIS WILL END SOMETIME SATURDAY, OR MAYBE EVEN SUNDAY DEPENDING ON WORK. ANYONE WHO WANTS TO JOIN ME FEEL FREE TO HIT ME UP. WISH ME LUCK IN FORGETTING. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. NOW DRINK AND DANCE!!!

It Happenz
Hrz at a time,isnt it hard 2 find Sticc with it a few timez,thiz iz how I like thiz kind Body so well feed,created thiz potent fix Slabbed altogether into a sunday mix In thiz dimension,Chocolate Avenger prescription Where great dessertz begin,im out 2 bang it again Changin depthz and valleyz soundz real viciouz With thiz taste itz more then deliciouz It swellz in your insidez gettin you head hangin Over the bed,wet lipz drip in thiz bangin Now your clit iz sensitive with them circle tip Finding craterz inside thiz juicy spicy dip Excitin sensation,temptation,maybe readin masturbatin Hittin gearz 1 2 3 stroke creatin Thrust around all over for more strokez in thiz station All in it,i pull it out skeet on ya face and maybe smear some on,ya know porn star sensation

It Happens To The Best Of Us
I set out to write a poem that would be inspirational, something anyone could read and be able to relate to. But although everyone has experienced something they consider painful not everyone has been through the same things I have been through. So I decided to write this without the intention of finishing it, I'll tell of my struggles but I'll leave it open ended so that a reader may pick it up and extend it so this poem may eventualy have all of lifes struggles in it. I lived my life alone and enclosed I kept my feelings inside so noone could hurt those, I've been rejected by everyone and everything from friends to girls and family. I experimented with drugs and lost my home, car and job. I've been hurt by my first love and had suicidal thoughts. I learned life is full of ups and downs, its got goods and bads and ins and outs. But these are things god uses to test us, just keep in mind these things happen to the best of us.

It Happened Again
Well I went to suprise Mitch with a brand new 250.00 cell phone and new bow, and I caught him with a little blond tramp that he forgot to mention. It was his ex. So once again I got cheated on and caught him....Go figure

It Has It's Advantages.
I just paid my bills online. As some know, for the past year I have had one or another family member staying on and off with me. My nephew, my son, then my mother. Wellllll.... First bills without anyone else using my electric, water, cable, etc..... Over $75.00 less!!!! I ♥ being single! Especially when I am the one paying the bills. :P

It Happens
Annoy your wedding dj IN THE DJ BOOTH Recently,I was talking with some friends who still Dj wedding gigs and they always brought up the fact I never talk about the WEDDING DJ. Well when I first started I did a ton of weddings, as a matter of fact weddings can be very profitable.Some people love Djing wedding gigs and as for me Its not my cup o tea!! Weddings are always fun and people always seem to loosen up at a wedding and dance all night! So kudos to the wedding dj ,I will probably never hear the end of this but it had to be done!! Here is a list of ways to annoy the hell out of the dj next time your at a wedding!!! ENJOY! 1. Do a large, posed group photo on the dance floor. 2. Dress up like a videographer and wheel a video camera on a large tripod onto the dance floor with a overbearingly bright floodlight and stick it in the faces of everyone on the dance floor. 3. Ask the DJ (who has the perfect song lined up with a perfect beatmatch) to wish a happy birthday

It Has Crunch Poem
It Has Crunch ( C 2006 ) Josie Roberts Between I didn't know I didn't know And I know I once knew As a fine line of vague remembrance And tired eyes resemblance. Is over the hill decompression allowed Or is rickety well wishing a piece of magic? Do you learn the lesson Without endurance testing or regressing ? Split second accidental presence timing Is a compliment or drudgery or psychic styling. Fixing staright arrow, hedge pledge, bullshit & whimsical -- All bubbles bursting like popsicles. Perhaps pray for a 1% solution is best ? And say the rest is whammy jest. Or awesome recycle old jokes, With slow jibber jabber slowpokes.

It Happens
Honestly??? A want to be solidA need to be trueThought it was rightThen I met youMy questions had answersNot one more to askThese were my thoughtsNow its the pastMy blame was at youWhy did you do this to me?But this time its differentNothing it used to beTerrified at firstA blindside of confusionAll that now has passedNo trace of illusionI had to decideJust where I would standThen realized from the startI always had a planNo intentions of hurtingNot me or those aroundPatience and understandingHas steadied me groundThings happen for reasonsFar beyond our controlJust know that nothingSets itself in stoneNever will you knowThe strength that it holds. Nova_xx 2/25/09

It Happens
Missed my alarm clock ringingWoke up, telephone screamingBoss man singing his same old songRolled in late about an hourno cup of coffee, no showerWalk of shame with two different shoes onNow it's poor me, why me, oh me, boringThe same old worn out, blah, blah storyThere's no good explanation for it at allChorus:Ain't no rhyme or reason No complicated meaningAin't no need to over-think itLet go, laughingLife don't go quite like you planned itWe try so hard to understand itThe irrefutable, indisputable fact isIt happensMy trusty-rusty had a flatI borrowed my neighbors Cadillac"I'll be right back," going down to Wally WorldThat yellowed light turned red too quicklyKnew that truck the moment it hit meOut stepped my ex and his new girl("Sorry 'bout your neck baby")But it's poor me, why me, oh me, boringThe same old worn out, blah, blah storyThere's no good explanation for it at allRepeat Chorus twiceYeah, the irrefutable, indisputable, absoluteable, totally beautiful fact is...pshhhhh, it h

It Has Been A While
i have had many mails telling me...it has been a while since i wrote a few words since i made a few people cry.... well tears are precious and i would take those i have seen for myself that flowers wither feelings are dime a dozen words now fail to ferry my thoughts at times i wish i had not said a single 'word' i wait for a thought that will make me feel alive i look at the stars so much still to 'do' i look at myself so little 'done' walk towards me 'life' give me a thought something to write about.... it has been a while since i did a blog

I Thank You.....
I Thank You I thank you sir for what you did for me. For the purple heart you got while keeping us free. And Im sorry that our nations gratitude is so dry. And for the memories that you now carry and the tears you now cry. For your trudging threw mud, and fighting til dawn. While losing close friends but still carrying on. For taking the shells, sadly hearing the screams. For living threw hell, that now lives in your dreams. And Im sorry sir it had to turn out that way. And Im sorry more when ungrateful people say the shit they say. But I thank you truly the best I can. And I count it an honor to just shake your hand

It Has Been A Rough Year
It has been a rough year, And through all the tears, We have faced all our fears. There has been so much pain, But yet there is so much to gain We will walk in the rain. For those who have gone on before us, There memories will live on. The golden gates will open, And another angel will go home. We will sing a song, And stay strong. I will never turn away,

It Happen On A Plane Flight
The flight I was on was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, whoseemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food anddrinks. As the plane prepared to descend, I noice this attendent come swwiiishing down theaisle and told us that 'Captain Marvey has asked me to announce thathe'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, ifyou could just put your trays up, that would be super. Thanks' On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed andrather Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle.. ` 'Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I askedyou to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on theground.' I then overhearded this woman calmly return, 'In my country, I am called aPrincess and I take orders from no one.' To which (I swear) the flight attendant replied, without missing abeat, 'Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so Ioutrank you. Tray-up, Bitch'

It Happens
What a woman says ; this place is a mess! c'mon! you and i need to clean up ! your stuff is lying on the floor and you'll have no clothes to wear if we don't do laundry right now! What a man hears ; blah blah blah blah C'MON ! YOU AND I blah blah blah! blah ON THE FLOOR blah blah NO CLOTHES blah blah RIGHT NOW!

[it Has Been Brought To My Attention-]
That I am wordy and Craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazy!!!Really? This is the first I'm hearing of this*flashes back to when Peter Griffon is informed he's fat- and in fact has a personal oribt*Anyway- I posted a LOooooOOOoooooOOOooooOOOOngseries of posts on the mech forum I frequent about design theory (aesthetic and functional) and story themes.Basic gyst- the "bad guys" from original Gundam are themed around Nazis.One of their greater downfalls and failings was that they overdeveloped "super weapons" like the germans did during WWII and split their resources and misappropriated their funds and steel.6 Shermans versus 1 panzer- sure you might lose a couple shermans but that panzer is GONE!This is an actual theme in Gundam.Next up one of the bastard offsprings of Gundamverse- Gundam wing.Gundam wing gets into what I call "Super robotism" where your titular suits are rarely if ever damaged, and the overall design emphasizes a theme more than actual functionality.Submitted for your approval-here a

It Has No Long Grass Orioles Legend
Cheap North Face Not soft, love the city life is notLin, will not be sad and style of thousands of peopleAlways Kanbu Po's elusive, but I smoke the world a thousand years as my fingers moment36. memory is down to the water in the palm of whether you share open or clenched fingers will eventually drop by drop from flowing clean.37. Who is who lives in the guest, who is in the wheel of life, past life of the dust, present in the wind, soul and spirit of endless grief.I turned to see their own path of growth, day by day waiting and watching, I stood on the roadside, his hands in his coat's pocket to see many groups of people from my side to go straight face However, occasionally some people to North Face Kids Denali Jackets stop and smile for me, Canruo peach. I know these people will eventually stay down into the warmth of my life to see them, I would think stubbornly persists.38. it has no long grass Orioles legend, it will always live in the real inside, fast drums, haste

I Thank God
if it wasnt for my daughter in my life i seriously dont know where ill be with out her in my life hell knowing me ill be in jail or six feet under but my daughter is my soul n heart and my world my daughter my everything i think god every day for her coming into my world

It Happened To Me
"Let's go camping" my husband said. I didn't want to go, we bought the tent as I had been performing at Glastonbury and living in a cramped nylon box taught me this 'I don't like camping' So we compromised and we went camping. Husband loves going up the highlands and I like it was well, especially when the sun shines and the tiny mosquitoes die and the wasps don't come near. But those are rare days. So we landed at this campsite near a loch. It had a small aviary, some boats and a shop that sold tablet (a Scottish sweet candy) so what's not to love? That night after we got the cramped nylon box erected, husband and I went a walk into the nearest village and got some fish and chips. We walked back beneath the twinkling stars as the loch lapped against the rocks and we snuggled down to sleep. At about 5am I woke up soaked in sweat with deep advanced labour pains in my bowel, which is odd as I wasn't pregnant. I knew what was about to happen, and I needed to get to toilet

I Thank You - Zz Top
Album: Deguello You didn't have to love me like you didBut you did, but you did.And I thank you.You didn't have to love me like you didBut you did, but you did.And I thank you.But you took your love to someone elseI wouldn't know what it meant to be loved to death You made me feel like I've never feltKisses so good I had to holler for helpYou didn't have to squeeze it but you didBut you did but you didAnd I thank you.You didn't have to hold it but you didBut you did but you didAnd I thank you. Every day was something new,You put on your bag and your fine to-doYou got me trying new things tooJust so I can keep up with you. You didn't have to shake it but you didBut you did but you didAnd I thank you.You didn't have to make it like you didbut you did but you didAnd I thank you. All my life I've been shortchangedWithout your love baby it's a crying shameBut now I know what the fellas talking aboutHear me say that they been turned outI want to thank youI want to thank youI want to t

It Has Gotten Worse
In the past 24 hours, that friend that I took out Saturday night, has people believing that it was way more than what it actually was. I told them that it was as friends only & at least two of the people said, "He doesn't think so, he's planning to get you flowers payday." Imagine my shock when I heard this - it went from shock to extremely pissed off. This evening, at last break, he asked, "Are you having a bad day?" Instead of simply answering "yes." I replied with - "Let's see, the first operator & I ended up in a yelling match, not once but three times over bullshit that was happening on the other side of the press. We are working until 10:45 instead of 10:30 because the stupid little bitch on the other side can't comprehend how to press buttons when the light comes on, and all I want is for this night to be over - so, yes, it is safe to say that I am having a bad day." Then he says, "I can call you after work and we can talk." I looked him dead in the face and said, "That would

I The Only Friend
Branch bending weighted with strange fruit You dashing, pinstriped suit Double breasted buttons loose Dangling there within the noose Jerk, tremble, heart beats end I the only watching friend Hostile people point and leer Your life forfeit out of fear Swore your innocence time and again The jury said guilty, with a grin A crime of passion they swore Found you crying by the door The body cold, blood everywhere You said you found her lying there Cops blamed you, no one else around You had just arrived from out of town They dragged you in though you didn’t fight Beat you under a bright light Broke you fingers one by one Trying to find where you hid the gun Beat your body black and blue All the time swearing it was you Her blood and yours there on your hands They beat you badly you barely could stand You swore that you loved her and could never do this The blood on your hands was from your one last kiss You said you embraced her lifeless form tight And had God hi

I, Thepenis
I, the penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I work head first. I do not get weekends off, vacations, or public holidays. I work in a damp environment. I don't get paid overtime or shift penalties. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases Response from the administration: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight! You fall asleep on the job after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your allocated position, and often visit other areas. You take a lot of breaks. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always obs

I The Dragon
I the Dragon Variable wavelengths across uncharted land. The dragon picked up the psi signals. Dragons are unusually open to contacts of the other normal. Finnneeee so finnneee it comes to him like a spark on the air. I test myself to a cosmic dance.....i know she s there with her desires. The ones I know and the ones I know not. I can feel her take me deeper inside her lust. Like natures magnet I was born to be attracted to her element. Elemental pleasures from two given animal senses. Such instinct ignites a distance between two with the powers of nothing. Ease at stimulating flesh with her wink and smile. She has me with a subtly that I like. From that point on I am hers and she is mine in her need to seduce me. A need that is too easy when she first talks to the Dragon.....the Dragon made it easy. Now the Dragon turns and looks at her over miles and comes to her in a place he cant be. In her place ,her spot ......somewhere inside her I talk . He says.....now do you

I ♥ The 80s [train]
I L♥ve The 80s As with every other train out there - drama will NOT be tolerated! 1. Fan each person below. 2. Rate their profile. (If you have rated their profile recently - rate one of their pictures) 3. Leave them a comment telling them you are riding this train. **You DO NOT need to add each person as a friend** When you have rated everyone message aGEM4life to be added to the list and for your tag to be made. Rate this folder of pics to receive your personal tag. Start with this one (and continue until the end of folder)... 1. ♊aGEM4life♊ ☆SinnersFamily☆SBG☆ FUOwnedBy Willie ~Wife of Ike™~ 2.Willie 3. HersheyK 4. ♥ T.R.O.U.B.L.E ♥FU-OWNED

I, The Penis...
I, the Penis, request a pay raise due to the following reasons:1. I do physical labor.2. I work at great depths.3. I plunge head first into everything I do.4. I work weekends and holidays.5. I work in a damp enviroment.6. I work in dark areas with poor ventilation.7. I work in high temperatures.8. My work exposes me to disease.Dear Penis, Your request has been denied for the following reasons: 1. You don't work 8 hours straight. 2. You work in short spurts and fall asleep after each brief work period. 3. You don't stay in your designated area and are frequently found in other locations. 4. You don't take initiative and must be stimulated to start working.5. You leave your work place messy at the end of your shifts.6. You are unable to work overtime or double shifts.7. You sometimes leave your designated area before completing the assigned task.8. You have constantly been seen entering and exiting the work place with 2 suspicious bags. Sincerly,

I Think I Should Categorize....
I have been doing some thinking as I browse through the L.C. about the different types of people that get on here. I have been a part of L.C.for quite sometime, MySpace before that, and before all these online communities I was a chat room junkie too. So, basically it is about 10-12 years of experience talking here. Through all of this I have broken down the people who belong to these groups into one of five categories...and yes, I definitely belong to one of them. The categories and explanation follow: 1. Attention Cravers: Also known as attention whores, but I am not a fan of the whore expression. I mean a whore suggests that the person is giving something in return for what they are given...this is not the case with this group. Put simply these people put pics up until they are inundated (sp?) with comments and sexually explicit suggestions. They thrive on this attention! Many "experts" would suggest they are suffering from low self-esteem. I would disagree with this..

It Hides Inside Me!!!!! I Am Pissed Off!
LOOK FUCKING LO5T SOUL I TOLD YOU TO KNOCK IT THE FUCK OFF AND YOU DIDN'T LISTEN DID YOU? NOOOOOOOOOO OF CORSE FUCKING NOT! WELL THEN I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU DID, YOU HAVE OPENED UP SOMETHING VERY DARK AND EVIL INSIDE ME SO I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY NOW CAUSE I HAVE WARNED YOU.... HERE IS A SONG JUST FOR YOU!!!!!!!!! HOOKS AND SPLINTERS- OTEP YOU FUCKING PARASITE!! I'LL BEAT YOU TIL YOU DIE!!! it hides inside me, IT HIDES INSIDE ME! SIC SEMPER TYRANNUS! EVERYDAY YOU DECAY IN CHAINS, DISMAYED BROKEN SOUL, SPLINTERED BONES GHOST-CHILDREN IN THEIR GRAVES, SOLD AS SLAVES UNSTABLE, GREEDY FLAMES LIFE IS A SACRIFICE A 7 INCH SLICE THE STILL-BORN WASTE OF A SUICIDE CHRIST i'm learning to like the pain .... I HOPE YOU DIE WE, BROKEN PEOPLE I HOPE YOU DIE WE, BROKEN PEOPLE it hides inside me, IT HIDES INSIDE ME! EVERYTHING IS DEAD EVERY DAY IS BLACK WORD BECOMES FLESH BLOODIED, BURNED, & SCRATCHED EVERYTHING IS DEAD EVERY DAY IS BLAC

I Think I Have Officially Given Up On Lc
i have met some really cool ppl here on lc and the ones that are close to me are awsome.. i am 23 and i really dont want the games in life anymore.. the ppl i have emt that mean something to me either have my e-mail addy or my msn and very select few.. and you know who you are.. have my yahoo messenger.. i am done with lc for a while and i cant stand to have all these hopes and dreams of a reality that i cant have.. i love it here on lc and i cant wait to eventually return to my friends someday.. but for now i am just going to keep in contact with the friends i have made on here.. for the record... i love the month of April the most.. far well to Lost Cherry for a couple days or so.. bye to all of my friends.. and hello to the true friends.. sorry to have wasted ur time by makin you all read this piece of shit that i call a blog..lmao.. Dakota

I Think You're The Father Of One Of My Kids.........
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices a beautiful blond woman,who waves at him and says "Hello." He's rather taken aback, because he can't place where he knows herfrom. So he says, "Do you Know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever beenunfaithful to his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm your son's math teacher!"

I Think God Hates Me.
The clock reads 5:00 PM as I rest my head on my pillow. As I cut myself from the world and enter the dark abyss of the inside of my eyelids, I try to remember the last night I got a respectable amount of sleep. My memories amount to nothing. My mind is as blank as an empty sheet of paper. I let a smile erupt across my face because after taking a short nap, I know my brain will finally be at ease. In the two hours I attempted to catch up on some shut eye, I received 7 missed phone calls. In the two hours I thought would be heaven, I had 2 friends show up at my front door unannoucned. God must hate me.

I Think Sometimes.
I think sometimes you just gotta play to her heart I think sometimes you just gotta play to her soul I think sometimes you just gotta play your part I think sometimes you just gotta be whole Even though you might only feel like half And feel a deep emptiness inside All you can do is laugh And let your lips spread wide I think sometimes you just gotta smile I think sometimes you just gotta be glad Even when your life is on every trial For she might just be deeply sad Dont fall into the drudge Of dragging feet through sludge I think sometimes you just gotta be there I think sometimes she needs you I think sometimes she expects you to see her tear I think sometimes you must stick by her side like glue

I Think Sometimes
I think sometimes you just gotta play to her heart I think sometimes you just gotta play to her soul I think sometimes you just gotta play your part I think sometimes you just gotta be whole Even though you might only feel like half And feel a deep emptiness inside All you can do is laugh And let your lips spread wide I think sometimes you just gotta smile I think sometimes you just gotta be glad Even when your life is on every trial For she might just be deeply sad Dont fall into the drudge Of dragging feet through sludge I think sometimes you just gotta be there I think sometimes she needs you I think sometimes she expects you to see her tear I think sometimes you must stick by her side like glue

I Think I Found The Cause Of Add
It is my personal belief that ADD is cause by the constant clicking of video games and the constant need for movement and entertainment. agree? disagree? i'm unsober so this could sound dumb tomorrow but fuck it.

I Think I Am Gonna Cry!
I have these three little girls.. that arent my children arent even in my family, but I love them with all my hear. Their names are Miesha, Ricosha and Tazija. I recently found out that their mom is having to go to prison.. for things I wont mention. It is making me so sad that they are seperating my babies. They need to be together they are sisters and they love each other. I would do anything for them! The olderest is Miesha and she is in 7th grade she is like my little sister, but she gets in trouble a lot and I feel like I have to keep her in line. The next one stole my heart the day she started pre-school. Her name is Ricosha... and she is the sweetest girl ever. I dont know what I would do if her family took her away from me. If I couldnt see her at school everyday I would die. I wouldnt be able to see her smile... and laugh... or take care of her when she cries. I dont know if I could live!! The third one I just started taking care of this year. Her name is Tazija but

I Think I Get It...
Originally posted Sunday, September 03, 2006 First off, I used to roll my eyes at people who whine all the time about noone listens to them. Camera hogs, limelight hogs - all they wanted was attention, right? *hears crickets in the audience* Okay, maybe not... The reason I say that, and the reason, I suppose, for this blog is about blindly requesting adds. You can look at my full friends list and see about 40 bands/performers. Some of these I requested adds to their friends list and waited patiently for their approval. Then there the other 30 - and I have since discovered how this all works. They see someone's comments on other friends' pages and send requests. One band happened to be on at the same time I was, saw my goofy comments on several other pages and posted an add request. I heard their music, thought it was okay, but nothing special, and deleted their request. As soon as I deleted that one, they posted another. This went on for about 20 minutes, I swear! Add, del

I Think Y'all Will Like This One
A guy goes to the supermarket and a beautiful woman waves at him and says hello. He's rather taken aback, because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think your the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I laid on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my behind with wet celery and then stuck a carrot up my butt???" She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm your son's math teacher."

I Think People Are Confused...
Don't you rate every profile you look at? I do. I started trying a guilt trip thing by rating and leaving a nice comment for everyone who is on my recent view list. They come back... AND STILL DON'T RATE. I think they miss the point of this place. You are obligated to BE NICE!!!

I Think This Is So Tru
you're falling 4 someone" 1 - as soon as you get online-who's name do you look at first? 2 - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling? 3 - when a love song comes on the radio-whos face comes to your mind? 4 - whos name makes your heart skip a beat every time u hear it? 5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about wondering if they're thinking about you? 6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only one person on your mind.....? Repost this as "6 signs you're falling 4 someone" within the 5 minutes and the one who you answered to those questions will realize how much you mean to them tonite at 11:00

I Think
maybe i should go to sleep. I wanta stay up with kim. But my minds doing twisty circles and i pretty much dont like it. And i feel like shit. My spine hurts from falling yesterday, but i doubt ill being go ni ni anytime soon. Im pathetic, some days. Ugh ima write poems or something. < 3 Meh.

I Think This Is About What's In My Refrigerator
My refrigerator is sorta' empty, today. I went to fix something for my lunch, and there's nothing to fix, except for a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Don't get me wrong, I do love a PB and J. It's sweet and really satisfies the appetite for a little while. But sometimes I can't believe how long I will wait to go to the grocery store. It seems like such a chore. I'm trying to get into the habit of going to the store every weekend, so it won't be such a huge trip, all the time. It makes more sense, I think. Just pick up a few things and get out of there in 15 minutes with only a couple of bags to carry. I usually end up going every 6 weeks or so, and it turns into a big project. I hate it. I don't really like to cook these days, anyway. . . I've been treating myself to lots and lots of McDonald's and Jack in the Box, these days. I think my body is ticked off at me, for it. It's great while I'm eating it, but I always feel a little ill, in the morning. I just keep te

I Think Ima Fuckin' Kill Someone
OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!! I am so pissed right now. Well last fuckin week right my brother wreaked my car my dad had given me before he died well ok I just got home with my mom and my fuckin' mustang is gone and so is my brother. He just fuckin up and took it while I wasnt even here. I'm gonna fuckin' beat his god damn ass when he fuckin' gets back. It's fuckin' on now! GOD DAMNIT!

I Think You're The Father Of One Of My Kids
Here's your laugh for the day... A guy goes to the supermarket and notices a beautiful blond woman wave at him and say hello.He's rather taken aback, because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think your the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm your son's math teacher."

I Think The Japanees Kidnapped My Husband...
I wrote him an email last night and he has not responded. I also called his hotel twice and he was not there. He probably went out drinking again with the guys. They seem to do that alot over there. As for me and the kids we are all geting sick. Everyone is hacking their heads off here and running a fever. I guess it is that time a year again. Other than that it has been a normal day staying in. I can not wait for the weekend to get here. That means I only have one more weekend to go till Fred comes home. So that is about two more weeks. I doubt I will be on much at night when he gets back. *wink wink* If you know what I mean! Yes it will be five weeks since I have had any! Come home soon hubby, my batteries are running out!

I Think I Lost Most Of My Hearing
For those of you who don't know last night was Unknown Soul's CD Release party. It has been a long, fun journey to this point. As with any band or group of friends people change, grow apart, and some move on. Many of the originals are still around and that is always good to see. A larger portion of the originals did not make it. I don't blame them Marrietta is a long drive. I like the Darkside. It has a really nice stage and good sound. Even though it was way way loud, but your at a rock concert sooooo GET OVER IT. hahahahah. I think I have listened to the CD about 3 or 4 times now. I popped it in the CD player as soon as I woke up this morning. Still haven't played it really loud because my ears are still ringing from last night. The little dvd pre performance was cool. It was awesome to see pictures that I took make it into a presentation like that. Even if I had a few goofy faces. haha. quote of the night. "Chelsea come inside"

I Think Of You
I Think Of You When the house is quite When the boys have gone to school When the baby's in the bassinet asleep That is when I try it-- I try not to think of you-- But thats's a goal I hardly ever keep So many things surround me That call to mind your generous life Thngs you've done for us in this home we share If you hadn't found me-- and let me be your wife-- That's the only way I'd never care. Am I too romantic Thinking of you all day long? Maybe I am lovesick in my way, But when the house is quite, Love thoughts fill it like a song and drive my thoughts of lonliness away

I Think I May Need To Take My Pics Off!!!
I was recently told I was a whore because I liked to show off my body on here. The funny thing to this is that if you look at the people that he is a fan of, alot of them show their bodies off!!! I thought I would include our conversation....since right after he called me a whore he blocked me. This was the first time I had ever talked to him. I guess he was just mad since I didn't reply back to his comments. Guess I won't be getting any more of those, huh??....OH DARN!!! Now I do know that I am flashy, but it is a site for that reason...to show anything you want...if you want to be closed minded and judge people for how they look and dress so be it...but keep your opinions to yourself, or talk to other simple minded people. No one else honestly could care. If you don't like the pictures that I or anyone else posts..then dammit....don't look at them...makes sense to me, any one else agree?? Now you will have to read this as you would a shout since that is how this came to me

I Think It's Funny
A woman was shopping at her local supermarket where she selected: a half-gallon of 2% milk, a carton of eggs, a quart of orange juice, a head of romaine lettuce, a 2 lb. can of coffee, and a 1 lb. package of bacon. As she was unloading her items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind her watched as she placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up her purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." The woman was a bit startled by this proclamation, but she was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since she was indeed single. She looked at her six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about her selections that could have tipped off the drunk to her marital status. Curiosity getting the better of her, she said "Well, you know what, you're absolutely correct. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "Cause you're ugly."

I Think About It Over And Over Again, And It Hurts So Bad...
Life has been so confusing lately. For one, I have 2 virgins that want to date me. I don't want to date a virgin. I'm sorry if that sounds shallow, but I don't want to have to teach someone about sex. I already did that with Rodney, and it was damn exhausting. I don't want a guy that comes with a sticker that says, "Some assembly required." I want him already preprogramed to know where everything is, and what to do with it. Well ok, that's a lot to ask, but something even remotely close would be nice. And they aren't just virgins, they're emo virgins. Depressed, sad that they've never had a girlfriend before. I don't want to be anyone's first, man. I just don't. I want someone who has been around the block before, knows what it's like out there. Is that really too much to ask? I guess it's hard when you are mainly attracted to video gaming geeks. I mean, if I could be stereotypical for a moment, aren't they usually virgins? Little or no experience with girls because they've been so

I Think I'm Having Photo With Drawls Or Something.
In the past I have always owned a digital camera but recently the barrel on my Canon slipped and the camera can no longer focus. I thought well no big deal, between living on campus and paying bills I do not have the money or need for a camera. Well it has been a few weeks since my camera broke and I cannot stand it. Maybe I have a future in photography since it seems I like taking pictures so much?

I Think I Might Do That
Do a contest for best display name from the suggestion from ~Cant take the country outta the girl~@ CherryTAP . My decision on this is for one there is like a boob or some other bodt part contest and like she said this one has not been done yet, well as far as neither of up has seen. You can make your display name anyway possible, out of glitter graphics or how ever your creative minds can think. This would be my very first contest I hold, So if you want in let me know drop an private message or get in touch with me some way or another. Again it cant be done up anyway you want whether its just simply a piece of paper and a marker, writing on your body, doing some kind of graphic, get creative and have fun with this one peoples. Just still thinking of the rules if it should be one rate and one comment or 1 rate and comment as many times you like. But what i am doing is trying to figure out when to start it. I mean i don't wanna be like all must be in by this Friday. If i do do this id

I Think...
I may have made a mistake. But regardless. I'm a patient man. Very patient. I'll see how this plays out. But never think, that it's all blind faith, mind You. For every thing I say to You, there's ten more in my head that I'm not saying. I may be an idiot, but I'm no fool.

I Think Too Much
I've been thinking alot, and I've decided... I may not look like her, but I am pretty, and if I spend all my time wishing I looked like her because she's hot or this or that, then that's just well, dumb. I'm happy with who I am. I have great people who love me for me, and not because I have the body of a porn star or a cherub face. Yeah, I've been through some shit, but at the end of day, I get IMs and phone calls from my bestest friends in the whole world who tell me they love me, and that's all I can ask for. Who cares if Mr. So-and-so likes that big breasted, tanned, porn star looking chick, but not me? I want people who love me for me, and not because I'm "OMMGZZZ SO HAWTTT KAN I FUCK U". OH HELL NO. I have the best life I could ever ask for. Look at me. I'm getting there. Sure, if you looked at it, you'd be like "Uh ur life sucks!" but it really doesn't. Sure, my brother is dead. Sure, my parents are divorced. But those things make me a stronger person. Sure, I'm not so be

I Think I'll
skip my last class tommarrow, so I won't have to stay in this hell hole called marietta. I mean yeah I love the internet here, but its so damn boring other than that. I'll go back to my slow dial up(won't get DSL until next week)...but it's worth it. which means no leveling for me...I'll have to try and do that tonight... along with my 7 page paper.... oh well yay tommarrow hopefully will go by fast.

I Think I'm Ready
I think I'm ready.I have been single for so long now and I'm really tired of being alone. I have tried so hard to convince myself that I was better off being alone, but I'm not convinced anymore. I need someone in my life. I have built up so many walls that I fear are going to be tough to penetrate. I have kept everyone I know at such a safe distance that I fear I won't be able to close the gap. All I know is I don't want to be alone anymore. I don't want to spend another 3 years with no one. But, with all that I have already said, done, promised, is it too late?Damn

I Think I Know Now!!!
in an earlier entry in my "BLAH" blog.... i had stated that I wanted to know where my life was heading. I believe i have finally realized it! While talking to someone today, talking about our brilliant soldiers and what they sacrifice for our freedom... and how much they need to be appreciated more, i realized YES- i do have a bad back which prevented me from accomplishing my dream... becoming a marine! but that shouldnt stop me! Im in medical school now working on my degree in medical assistance. With that, I want to further my education if needed, and i want to work in military hospitals! I want to take care of the ones who gave me my freedom, I want to give back to them what they gave to me! I still have to talk to a couple people and see what they think of this idea... I WANT ALL INPUTS!! I WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF THIS IDEA OF MINE!!! PLEASE MESSAGE ME OR COMMENT ME WITH THEM!!! Thank you all... and don't forget..... if you know a soldier, thank them!!

I Think Of How...
I think of how our friendship grew A simple kiss would make it bloom Thats when I knew I wanted you On Easter night in a hotel room I think of how you rubbed my belly While she laid inside Telling me I'm still beautiful And me knowing its a lie I think of how you stood by me At my daughters birth Holding my hand, helping me push And how you said you would cut the cord When she was brought in this earth I think of how you came by everyday While I laid in my hospital bed You'd take the baby and keep her safe So I could rest my head I think of how you told me Your not in love with me And how even after many months or years You still may never be I think how at that moment My heart was torn out and crushed I love this man with all my heart and soul But your heart I'll never own.

I Think To Much
The Walking Path We all are conceived for a path in which is unknown we grow on this path... This path which is unknown... Some of which or Fancy Free... Some blue collar some white. Which ever path one is chossen to take we all make the same mistake. We live to walk a path in which is unknown... We walk this path in life as known or as a stranger in the night... We walk this path in Death as someone lost and told we never will be forgotten... But in one hundread years this same path you and I have walked has been forgotten... Untill one day a stranger stumbles upon my stone... and remember that I once walked the same path they walked... The walking path of Life. In dedication to my true friends and in memory of mother Nass and all the children, family, friends and soldiers who have left us in this world but awaiting in another

I Think We're Running Out Of Alcohol Tonight I Hate This Fucking Town...
She's such a pretty girl She's always falling down I think I just fell in love with her But she will never remember, member And I can always find her At the bottom of a plastic cup Drowning in drunk sincerity A Sad and Lonely Girl Quit crying your eyes out Quit crying your eyes out Baby, come on Is there something familiar about me The past is only the future with the lights on Quit crying your eyes out, baby She said: I think we're running out of alcohol Tonight, I hate this fucking town And all my best friends will be the death for me 'Cause they will never remember, 'member So please take me far away Before I'm melted to the ground And all my words get used against me you sad and lonely girl -Plus 44- Baby, Come On-

I Think I May Have Almost Lost A Good Friend
In being the person I am, I think maybe I hurt someone I truely didn't mean to hurt, I would never want to do anything to cause him pain or heart ache I fear I have though and I pray to all the powers that be that he can indeed forgive me for being such a stupid bitch........ I am lost......

I Think Its Time To Rethink The Failed War On Drugs
IT'S TIME TO RE-THINK THE FAILED 'WAR ON DRUGS' by Paul Armentano, (Source:Detroit News) 07 Dec 2006 Michigan ------- Hats off to Nolan Finley for highlighting America's failed and colossally expensive "war" on illicit drug use ( "Subject drug war to the Iraq war test," Nov. 19. ) For nearly 100 years, starting with the passage of America's first federal anti-drug law in 1914, lawmakers have relied on the mantra: "Do drugs, do time." The human and fiscal consequences of this policy have been a disaster. America now spends nearly $50 billion dollars per year targeting, prosecuting and incarcerating illicit drug users. As a result, today there are more illicit drug offenders behind bars -- more than 450,000 by last count than the entire U.S. prison population in 1980. For marijuana alone, law enforcement spends between $7 billion and $10 billion dollars annually targeting users -- primarily low-level offenders, and taxpayers spend more than $1 billion annually to incarcerate t

I Think Santa Claus Is A Woman
I hate to be the one to defy sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. It's as if they are all frozen in some kind of Ebenezerian Time Warp until 3 p.m. on Dec. 24th, when they -- with amazing calm -- call other errant men and plan for a last-minute shopping spree. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. (You might think this would send them into a fit of panic and guilt, but my husband tells me it's an enormous relief because it lessens the 11th hour decision-making burden.) On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, everyone in the universe would wake up Christmas morning to find a rotating musical Ch

I Think Not
Not the first, not the last forget the love and everlast not the reason not the rhyme' To think it was just a waste of time not forever not today for a second i thought I lost the way not you not I love wont will surpass these tears I cry

I Think I Have A New Job
Oh Yea. Went to the hosptial here today. Had a job interview as a student therapist. So had to do two interviews, and a drug test. Was told I wil be working 7pm-7am on Friday and Saturday nights. How much fun is that? Even better I will have class from 8am - 3pm on Fridays. Wow- so looking like a long night for me lol. Even better will be those Monday morning tests to look forward too. Buts its my foot in the door - and gotta start somewhere. That also means less CT time =(

I Think
i think i found the one i want to spend the rest of my life with but i dont know how to til if he is the one or not i wonder if anyone can help me with this and if anyone can comment me and help me cuz i am so lost on this one

I Think Santa Claus Is A Women
I think Santa Claus is a woman I think Santa Claus is a woman. I hate to be the one to defy sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big,organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing, social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, everyone in the universe would wake up Christmas morning to find a rotating musical Chia Pet under the tree, still in the bag. Another problem for a he-Santa would be getting there. First of all, there would be no reindeer, because they would all be dead, gutted, and strapped on to the rear bumper of the sleigh amid wide-eyed, desperate claims that buck season had been extended. Blitze

I Think. . .
I think I want to be naked, laying waist deep in desire. Lost in the rhymes of words unsaid. Screaming only your name, and unable to utter a single sound. I think I want this to be more then just a dream. To shake off my fears and stand proud in my nothing. Its strange how these things play around out minds and make up do nothing but lay in wanting or seek. I do nothing. I wait to ask. But I still think I want to be naked.

I Think Santa Claus Is A Woman.
I hate to be the one to defy sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, everyone in the universe would wake up Christmas morning to find a rotating musical Chia Pet under the tree, still in the bag. Another problem for a he-Santa would be getting there. First of all, there would be no reindeer because they would all be dead, gutted and strapped on to the rear bumper of the sleigh amid wide-eyed, desperate claims that buck season had been extended. Blitzen's rack would already be on the way to the taxidermist. Even if the male San

I Think I Am Blushing A Bit
One of my friends, upon reviewing my NSFW pictures, IM'd me and stated: "U have a wonderful adult side and perfect breasts!" I know that I am no perfect beauty queen, but I do like my playful nature about myself -- whether or not I have perfect anything, including breasts. At least, I do feel young at heart.... even though I might not compete directly with a 20 or 30 yo! Hee hee....

I Think This Says It All
My Wish for You in 2007 May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires and may happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had, forget your home address! In simple words ............ May 2007 be the best year of your life!!! HAPPY NEW YEARS TO ALL MY FRIENDS..FANS!! evil

I Think She Is Done...
...it looks like we have a final count of five new puppies...oh goodie, oh joy...lol...they are cute as hell but I already have 4 dogs...see what happens when the toddlers let the dog out?!? lol...man what a way to start my day!

I Think I Am Going To Delete My Account!
ok! as of lately, i have been having some problems ! nothing on here, just some personal problems. and i am just tired of all the drama. so, it is with heavy heart that i tell you that effective 1/10/2007, i will be deleteing this account! if you want to stay in touch with me, hit me up on yahoo or myspace. jaxxx469 for yahoo messenger, or, http://www.myspace.com/jaxxx1974. it was not you guys, you were great . but, unfortunately, it is time to move on. i will miss you guys and once everything gets straightened out , i might pop back on here again!so, leave me some comments and let me knowwhat you think? if i get enough , i might just stay! but, time will only tell. love all of you guys! later p.s.,if you want me to stay , leave me a message or a comment telling me that you want mw to stay! i might change my mind. it is nice to see if there is people out there who care. !

I Think Of You
WHEN I OPEN MY EYES EVERYMORNING I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO WAKE UP EVERY MORNING WITH YOU. WHEN I GO IN TO TAKE A SHOWER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO WASH YOUR BACK FOR YOU. WHEN I GET DRESSED TO START THE DAY I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO HAVE MY CLOTHES TAKEN BACK OFF BY YOU. WHEN I DRIVE DOWN THE STREET IN MY CAR I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO GET A CALL SAYING TO MEET YOU. WHEN I SIT LISTENING TO MUSIC I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO BE IN YOUR ARMS... DANCING WITH YOU. WHEN I FIX SUPPER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL TO BE MAKING IT FOR YOU. WHEN I TAKE MY NIGHTLY SHOWER I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL COMING IN THE BEDROOM READY FOR YOU. WHEN I LAY DOWN EACH NIGHT TO SLEEP I THINK OF YOU THE WAY I IMAGINE IT WOULD FEEL HAVING THE WARMTH AND COMFOR

I Think Its Just Rude!
I think it would be nice to be able to see who rates or pics not just gives them tens...I have come to this conclution only because someone has rates my patriotic pics a 1 . I think that is just rude!! If you dont like the pics thats fine DONT LOOK!! Iknow the rating thing is unimportant in the grand scheme of life and love but that doesnt change the fact that it just feels wrong to see those pics downrated...okay thats my rant for the morning I'm done... I hope everyone is having a great day! loves ya! Anjeleyes

I Think That
Everyone should go to my profile and go to my About me section and there's a lil thing it says Sue's Voice Comments if you click where it says to record by phone u can leave me personalized messages!!! I would love to hear peoples voices and so far i've only got one person to leave me a message :( So plz plz plz everyoen go do it!!

I Think I'm Okay...
well... as most of you know i started a new relationship... i went to see him and he moved back with me. i thought things were okay... but they weren't. he ended up leaving me and going back home saturday morning. i bawled... i puked... i slept... and now i'm okay. it was my fault... i know that... and i accept it. he doesn't want to see me again... that's fine... i just wish he would've told me himself instead of telling me that if i get things worked out that me and the kids could move down with him... i had to hear that he never wanted to be with me again from my friend shelly... instead of him... so i'm not too happy. i sent a few things with him that i thought i would get back once i saw him again... but i have a feeling that i won't ever see any of it again. i sent my necklace in the pocket of his big feather winter coat.... thinking that i would get it back when i see him again... he doesn't even know that he has it... but i am going to see if he can at least send that back to m

I Think I Am Crazy! Lol
Ok,so I think I am officially addicted to contests! I am in 3 right now and need help in all 3! I am also in a booty contest that starts tomorrow! Someone remind me why I join em if I know there is no chance of me winnin! lol But here are the links to the 3 I am in now if you'd like to help! Thanks n much love! ;-) Sexiest Cherry In A Hat Booty Contest Tattoo Contest

I Think I Have A Stalker....
What do you call it when someone repeatedly looks at your profile but NEVER rates anything, NEVER leaves a comment, NEVER does anything but show up on the list of profile viewers? I know who it is and I know why...but I don't have to like it, lol. But...whatever, I guess. If it makes her happy to check me out every now and then, I guess she can have fun with that. I have no desire to argue or fight or anything of that nature. Just had to get that off my chest. :)

I Think My Kidneys Just Exploded
There are too many stupid people that I am forced to deal with on a daily basis. Just finished a marathon tech call that lasted for 2 hours,,,,, and I pretty much just repeated the same 4 sentences the whole time. That works out to understanding 1 sentence every half hour. Please kill me now.... To lighten my mood I found other examples of stupid questions, and will now share them with you kiddies! From a little book called "Disorder in the Court." They're things people actually said in court, word for word. Q: What is your date of birth? A: July fifteenth. Q: What year? A: Every year. Q: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? A: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. Q: This myasthenia gravis -- does it affect your memory at all? A: Yes. Q: And in what ways does it affect your memory? A: I forget. Q: You forget. Can you give us an example of something that you've forgotten? Q: How old is your son -- the one living with you. A: Thirty-eight or

I Think I Need To Listen To This
Found this lil quote on someone's profile on another site i'm on and well damn i really think it's something i should listen to and do cuz i usually always do just the opposite Never let your emotions cloud your reality .... Always look with your eyes not your heart, it hurts less in the end.

I Think This Is It
I dont know what her problem is!!! She fights with me about how she treated her dog when it was sick. She always makes things like it is all about what she thinks she would do. She wont listen to any one else. i got a little mad at her and she walked off and i asked her why she would take there fights and argue with him and not me! i thought that was a good question when she tells me that she loves me like she tells him that same way. She ansers me with it is becouse he is her boyfriend. the last thing that i asked her was... Ok, What is the diffrence between me and him and besides that he is her boyfriend and i left her to think about it. i ask you what to do now? becouse i dont have a clue! i asked her why if she fought with him all the time why she stays with him and she tells me that she doesnt know what she would do with her dog. HER DOG!!!!! WTF i thought she cant take her dog home becouse her parents are alergic to them. I could not belive that she told me that. it bogled my mi

I Think It's Wrong The War
for myself i feel that at first we need it but now. I feel its wrong that are troops or over there and that we need to get them out. i feel that bush has maked to many mistakes and the the US need to get out and let them have their civil war. please let me know how you feel about it.

I Think I'm Going To Get Some Vans™
[Hook] [Young L] Got my vans on, but they look like sneakers Got my vans on, but they look like sneakers Got my vans on, but they look like sneakers you wearin' coke whites cuz my vans look clean and Got my vans on, but they look like sneakers Got my vans on, but they look like sneakers Got my vans on, but they look like sneakers you wearin' coke whites cuz my vans look clean [Verse 1] Got my vans on, finna walk out the door Put five on the grapes so you know I'm gon' blow Got the new pack shoe, bought it right out the door Holla at the dope girls, dope boys all GO... Man, if you really tight, then you gotta get vans See me in the club, bitch I'ma grown man If you see me at a party, then it must be crack Cost 36 dollars, all black, yes Like my niggas may slap and we get clothes mayne Fuck coke whites, cuz my vans fucking gold Got new top-siders finna fly like kites Go to sleep in the day, go to parties at night Man, I'm from B-town and all

I Think, You Ladies Can Relate To This!
Hello Girlfriends!!!!! I am only as strong as the caffeine I drink, the hair spray I use and the girlfriends I have Here's to you! Why do we only have parties for each other when one of us gets married, pregnant, has a birthday, or retires? What would most of us do without our sisters, confidants, and shopping, lunching and traveling girlfriends? Let's celebrate each other for each other's sake! If you get this twice or more, you are lucky to have more than one girlfriend. Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Their house will be bigger. They will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house.

I Think I'm Addicted...
You Communicate With Your Body This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person. You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches. Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others. A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you! How Do You Communicate?

I Think They Like Me
[JD] One two three Hazardous plain to see I go by the name of Jermaine Dupri Dope Man Fresh in the place to be, and uh [Chorus] Oh I think they like me Oh I think they like oh I oh I think they like me. (Repeat) [JD] Oh I think they like me when they heard me on the other one so its only right that I hit you with a (imitate record scratching) Oh I think they like me when they heard me on the other one so its only right that I hit you with another one [Verse 1] Yeah niggaz like me, hataz wanna fight me Yeah ya bitch mad cause I came up ova night B Now I’ll switch it up, I got a 9 cuff tightly So you’d better do the right thing like Spike Lee Yeah I’m super clean, rock jeans wit a white tee Niggaz fuckin soft but them niggaz wanna bite me If you had 6 figures you’d be just like me Yeah these niggaz mad cause I’m shinin like a light B Niggaz talkin bout YEP in they mother fuckin throw back He aint real you know that, Muhammad where they sold that We steppin o

I Think We Should Pick Our Family
i was in a chick fight tonight... i got into a chick fight with my cousin a little while ago. shes from mexico & we were sitting at the kitchen table when my aunt asked me where the hell i was all day. i told her with mike and she said you're always with that military boy. ::which is a HUGE lie cuz i hadnt seen him in like two weeks:: then my cousin said that all people who join the military are mindless morons who would pour soda over themselves if given an order to do so. and that military families come out retarded because of how theyre brought up. then she started bad mouthing sean for joining the marines...::by this point i was pissed::....then she said that of course i spent the day with the guard boy because i had to have some time with someone equally as retarded as me....so i got up grabbed the glass she was drinking from and poured it over her head. then she threw my soda at me..i pushed her....she hit me..anyway after we rolled around trying to win and after much hair pul

I Think This Is Hilarious
Ok either the women in Europe are bottomless pits..or i'm entirely too small for my own good..cus good lord!! OK, so the Doctor told you five inches is quite normal. He was lying. Maybe your best mate said six inches was more than any girl can handle? He was lying, too. Well he would, wouldn't he? His laughable little trouser snake is probably even smaller than yours. Or, perhaps you're slipping the pork to one of those liberated, politically-correct girls who insists that the right size depends on preference and compatibility? You know, the ones who claim that being attentive to their sexual and emotional needs is far more important than being hung like a horse with elephantitus of the todger? And you believed her? You boys are so gullible. Prepare yourself for a BIG shock. The bitch is lying to you as well! I am am going to put you straight. Utterpants has conducted an exhausting (and I do mean 'exhausting' and not 'exhaustive') hands-on survey to settle this question once and

I Think So...
I've never blogged on CherryTAP, although I've read numerous of yours... Something about me (for those who care to know) 1 out of 10 Curiousity factor 10 Humor 8 Friendship 10 Temper 3 Mom Factor 10 Superstition 0 Creativity 11 Introspection 8 Gossip 2 Religion 8 Politics 3 or 4 Organization 8? Perfectionism 8 Athletics 7 or 8? Joy 9 Independance 8 Music 10 Art 7 Risk Taker 7 Adventurer 7 Multi-Tasker 9 Caregiver 8 High Roller 4 Determined 10 Kindness 10 Anxiety 4 Diligence 9 Analyst 8 Ada

I Think I'm Getting Carried Away
I think i'm gettin a little carried away putting too many 'cutsie' things on my page... i mean really! a H.R. Puff n Stuff video?! LOL Is anybody out here old enough to even know what that is?

I Think I'm Getting Old.
Last night I stayed up to watch 24, then fell asleep right after. Later on I woke up thinking I was late for work when it was only 11:30 p.m. I think I need to drink more coffee at night. LOL On the bright side, I'm well rested. =)

I Think Everyone Knows Where I Stand On This Issue
The most recent report showed that reported hate crimes have continued to rise and, from 2000 to 2001, increased 20.7 percent. In light of the dramatic increase in hate crime violence against Arab Americans since Sept. 11 and the increase in hate crimes generally, Congress must pass hate crimes legislation that protects all Americans. Hate crimes are on the rise in Europe and North America. Targeting individuals based on their origins, the color of their skin, their religion, their sexual orientation, or other similar attributes, such violent crimes undermine the security of everyone in our society. Everyday Fears, written by Michael McClintock of Human Rights First, is a ground-breaking study of the relationship between both small- and large-scale hate crimes and the everyday fears that they generate. http://www.aauw.org/issue_advocacy/actionpages/positionpapers/hatecrimes.cfm http://findarticles.com/p/search?qt=Increase+in+hate+crimes&qf=all&qta=1&tb=art&x=0&y=0 List 781 onlin

I Think I Have Lost It!!!
Do you ever feel as though you are the only sane person and everyone else is crazy or vice versa....I hit that point last week and now I have moved into complete insanity....I hate where I live, I hate my job and I have created so many problems for myself, I do not think I can escape them. I don't know if it is the intent of everyone around me to make me feel as though I have lost it or if I really have. Anyone want to join me in my craziness??

I Think I Have An Unhealthy Obsession
With junk food. I'm constantly eating, yet I always stay about 125 - 130 pounds, no matter how much I eat. Well.. IF I don't eat junk food, I usually can drop to 120 or so. Today, i'm inhibiting Gobstoppers and bottlecaps, All chewable, suckable candy to distract myself from wanting to smoke a cigarette. And I'm a little too ill to be smoking (hackcoughcoughhack)So i'm stowed up, drinking cranberry juice, having the heater directly on me, ignoring charlene as she bitches at me wanting to wear the beanie i'm wearing, when she has a blue and black one next to her bed. Yet she likes the one i'm wearing, and has decided she's going to whine until she gets this one. Ah yeah. Another unhealthy obsession- Hanging around with people that piss me off. -_- On a daily basis.

I Think I Can... I Think I Can....
well.. I really DO think that I can keep up a blog. I"m not good at keeping some things up. Other things I"m fantastic at knocking down, but thats a whole other ball game as it were. People always ask how I got into my profession. It's really not that exciting of a story really but I'll tell you anyway. I had a job doing data entry. As bad as it sounds for someone who can type over 60 wpm I was pretty bad at it. I could type fast but moving the information from one place to the other wasn't always my best thing. So anyway... I had a sense that my time there was coming to an end and I hated the job anyway so I started looking for something else. I knew I would like working from home so I started looking for something that fit that bill. I had been doing phone for fun anyway and had gotten those comments of "you should do this for a living" and such. I thought why the hell not? and went for it! I've NEVER looked back. I really do love my job most of the time although th

I Think It's Time..
I think it's time I take a break from Cherry Tap. At this point I can't say if it'll be a couple days, a week or longer. I can say I am not completely leaving Cherry Tap just taking a very much needed step back and a break. My reasons for this are very simple.. I joined CT to meet and interact with other "adults". To get away from the everyday stress and BS of life, CT was that for me until lately. When I am here and more stressed because all I see is nothing but drama everywhere.. "Friends" stabbing "friends" in the back, people leaving lounges or just leaving CT to escape people harassing them, people being threatened, stalked.. ect.. And we all know the list could go on and on. It's time to take a break. If I wanted stress and BS I can turn off my computer and just deal with everyday life. While I believe that you can meet great people on the internet, make good friends and even can meet even that someone special and take your friendships or other into your real life

I Think I Am Dying
It sure feels like I am. I cant even get a sentence out without coughing. I hope everyone has a nice weekend. I will be here dying. Breathless! The daylight's fading slowly The time with you is standing still I'm waiting for you only The slightest touch and I feel weak I cannot lie, from you I cannot hide And I'm losing the will to try Can't hide it (can't hide it), can't fight it (can't fight it) So go on, go on, come on, leave me breathless Tempt me, tease me, until I can't deny This loving feeling (loving feeling) Make me long for your kiss Go on (go on), go on (go on) Yeah... Come on Yeah... And if there's no tomorrow And all we have is here and now I'm happy just to have you You're all the love I need somehow It's like a dream Although I'm not asleep And I never want to wake up Don't lose it (don't lose it), don't leave it (don't leave it) So go on, go on, come on, leave me breathless Tempt me, tease me, until I can't deny This loving feeling

I Think....
I may go to a show tomorrow night with Chris. Not sure yet though. Friend of mine from high school wants me to go and hang out with him and I haven't seen him in a couple of years so it'll be cool. Of course if we go he's buying at the bar, I've bought enough liquor last week to last me til I see Jason.

I Think...
What is it that I think? I think that many things oare overlooked these days. Simple things. Flowers, a blue sky, a firey orange sunset, the sound of childrens laughter, the smell of a fresh cut summers' lawn. How many of us are overlooking such simple things? I bet almost all of us are. Yes I admit that I too am overlooking so of lifes simpler things, but I'm also trying to be more aware of them to. I don't know, I guess I'm trying to enjoy things more. That's all for now on this, I just thought that I'd share a few things overlooked. Thanks. Nutty you Moon Godess. ^.~ Thanks to you especially. ~Mr. M

I Think I Broke Something...
Is it just me or does Cherryland exist in a ultra HOT, totally cool and hypersexual vortex? Everytime I'm here it's like flipping the switch...or pressing my button...tee hee! "I'm really not bad, I'm just drawn that way." ~Jessica Rabbit

I Think Its All Starting To Get To Me Now
THIS IS IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM HOW I LOOK, I LOOK LIKE A FAT FRIGGIN OGER I PUT LOADS OF WEIGHT ON AND NOW BACK TO MY FAT BASTARD LIFE AGAIN, I KEEP TRYING BUT I KEEP ON FAILING. this is how i should look; week 8 You Your baby’s swift development makes you tired. Rocketing hormone levels can also cause nausea and vomiting, with smells you once loved (fresh coffee perhaps) making you run for the loo feeling sick. Your baby Your baby is 2.5cm (1in) long – about the size of a large olive - with a huge head in comparison to his body. His chin is fused to his chest and he now has a rudimentary mouth and ears. All major organs are in position. Now they must become more complex, mature and grow. Check-in time Your first antenatal appointment (your booking appointment) should happen between week 8 and week 12. It’ll be a long one. • You’ll be asked the medical history of you and your partner. • You may be weighed. • Your height will be measured.

I Think This Should Be Like, My Song...
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling down You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Paint, I can't get enough Pain, I like rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know I know I kn

I Think That Today Is The Day
today is it for me being pregnant I think? its just a funny feeling that i'm getting, haven't had any contractions but the baby dropped big time and it really really hurts to walk, can't even lay down with out it hurting and its just a feeling that i'm getting that i might not even get to my dr appointment because i will be in labor and delivery, by then? I might i don't know i could be wrong but its just this gut feeling that won't quit

# 5 I Think
teasing and making you want getting you hot making you feel the heat the desire fuel burning down deep inside the warmth consuming you the sweetness of release the smile within the moment of freedom taking what you want making it what you need believing it will end trying again..and again explode into me tell me your dreams lick the taste from my skin is it enough ...for now by Debra Ex

I Think Shy Angel Is Right
I saw this in my friends Shy Angel's stash and after reading it... I think she's right.. It's kinda scary. I know some of you won't like or want to believe any of the the following, but I included you anyway - since we all pay ! ! ! Bill & Hillary: Worse than you thought & worth remembering; ... and this came from a Democrat. Dear Mr. Ex President Clinton: I recently saw a bumper sticker that said, "Thank me, I voted for Clinton-Gore." So, I sat down and reflected on that, and I am sending my "Thank you" for what you have done, specifically: 1. Thank you for introducing us to Jennifer Flowers, Paula Jones, Monica Lewinsky, Dolly Kyle Browning, Kathleen Willey, and Juanita Broderick. Did I leave anyone out? 2. Thank you for teaching my 8 year old about oral sex. I had really planned to wait until he was a little older to discuss it with him, but now he knows more about it than I did as a senior in college. 3. Thank you for showin g us that sexual h arassm ent in the work place (espec

I Think I Might Just Be Pissed Off!!
I'm going to warn you this will be a venting /pissy/non-happy type of blog. But it's blog or I go off on someone and I might kill them.. So I blog... I have housemates..ok more I have a very killer cool bandmate/best friend who allows me and the rest of the band to live at her place along with her 2kids her mate and Kin(i've lost count of all of them). So they've had alot of stress going on. They've both been on edge & needing a break. So they have the chance to go on a mini holiday from today-sunday morning.It took all I could do to talk them into it & convince them that Gypsy N I ,CC& Rikk-I could take care of the 2 kids and we didn't mind at all. (It gives me n Gypsy a chance to rehurse for when our child is born in 9 months). Sooo they're ready to go n some....people stop by. This is where I get pissy. They saw the bags n the fact that it was clearly just the 2 going and they proceeded to make them feel guilty! Now what that fucking fuck? WHAT? Parents aren't allowed downtime

I Think I'm Worth It...
All I've got to say is...I know my self-esteem is a bit less-than...but shit God damn... I'm planning to not "hook-up" or put myself on the relationship market until I move out of Cody's place...b/c he's being rather...insane...last night he asked me if we were going to grow old together...my reply..."No; women mature faster than men...thats why I'm moving..." And if half his lil buds are around he's his usual jackass self to me but if certain male friends are around he's all over me...or attempting to be...stupid crap... But... AREN'T I WORTH A LIL MORE THAN JUST BEING USED FOR SEX?! I mean hell if I'm viewed as sexy yay me...I just wish someone gave a rats ass about me...yeah...ME... 6...six guys are trying to do this to me...luckily I've gotten used to this so even though feelings tend to bubble up in me now n then(3 of the 6 lol)...I've gotten skilled at pushing them back down and forgetting...and am slowly becoming all the more skilled at not developing feelings to begi

I Think I Will Be Leaving The Site
I'm thinking about leaving the site due to the drama and crap of one person and its just better that I do what I gotta do I have met alot of cool people on the site and dont wanna leave but this crazy ass breezy aint gonna leave me alone. So let me know what you all think. I have tried to block her but she just uses her mans account and gets around to all her friends to talk to me and harrasse me

I Think I Broke My Toe
I think I broke my toe in a vacum cleaner related accident. You know how sometimes the dam things try to swollow up something they aint supposed too? And your reaction is to jerk it back? Well when I did, the dam thing landed on my toe. And because of my newly acquired old man reflexes I was forced to endure about 500 rpms of the brush and beater bar, which was interesting....While the brush was removing any traces of skin from my toe it also buffed my toe nail to a mirror finish...... Now I can see myself :)

I Think I Figured It Out
~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP so i think i figured out why i am having problems with people on here, its this old hag right here, i cant stand her! now i know its mean but i got a few people who are already low balling her because she doesnt know when you stop, so you can feel free to go low ball her to! i think its funny, 44 years old and she wants to start shit with me all because she cant get a real boyfriend!!lol sorry alex im not being quiet anymore and holding anything back!

I Think This Is How I'm Going To Feel Until We Leave
I'm pissy today. I don't care what you think I need to watch out for b/c your sister is pregnant and now you know everything there is to know about being pregnant and what it entails. Just they way you said wanna know how I know wanna know how I know, was a little scary. It's like you are telling us without really telling us that the baby is yours which wouldn't suprise me b/c you have slept with your cousin. And another thing some places aren't open on Monday okay!! And you smell.

I Think Ill Become A Nun!
I sent this to a friend of mine on myspace... he couldn't give me any insight. maybe some of you can... lets see if you can answer this for me..... A guy hit on me at the store last week gave me his number and I was hesitant to call. When I did call he was on his way home and said he would call me back later that night.... He didn't and I haven't talked to him since Saturday. He was all "Yeah I wanna get to know you you're beautiful and you seem intelligent. I call you later tonite, I REALLY want to talk to you" and all that BS you know... Why do guys get all pissy when you question them and think you are paranoid, but they do the exact thing you expect them to do? I think I may just become a NUN DAMNIT! AHHHHHHH

I Think...
I think you sway me, I think you make me weak I think you are perfect I think this might work I think I am changing I think I could be wonderful I think I could learn how to make a bed I am this and only this I am me, I am learning how to talk I am wanting you more and more I am seeing you and life in a different way I am a better friend I am becoming a better Honey Bunny I am here for you and you know that You make my toes curl You make me rethink myself You make the grey, blue again You hold me in a way that is wonderful You send shivers up my spine You say the most wonderful things to me You say things that make me think You have been burned, and thrown away You have been through the opposite You have good health, You have a good mind You have a different perspective on this world You I'm sure would take the trash out You would come home at the end of the day You would love what ever I cooked for you. We could be that couple that people envy We

I Think It Is About Time For Me To Write You All Again...
WELL I HAVE BEEN VERY BUSY & I DO NOT WRITE IN MY BLOG OFTEN, BUT I WANT YOU TO ALL KNOW THAT I APPRECIATE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU AND ALL THE LOVE YOU SHOW ME....I AM NOT ABLE TO TYPE ALL THE TIME BECAUSE MY ARTHRITIS DOES NOT ALLOW ME TOO SOME TIMES THE PAIN IN MY FINGERS IS TOO MUCH AND I RATHER NOT DEPEND ON MEDS SOOOOO I WRITE HERE AND THERE...I JUST WANT YOU ALL TO PLEASE PLEASE LOOK AT MY BULLITENS WHEN I POST THEM USUALY IT IS AND IMPORTANT ISSUE AND NOT SILLY STUFF....NOW I AM NOT SAYING THAT YOU ALL ARE WRONG WHEN YOU POST FUNNY STUFF, BUT THE REAL THINGS ARE MORE IMPORTANT TO ME.....SO IF YOU SEE A DOMESTIC VIOLENCE BANNER OR CHILD ABBUSE BANNERS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT PLEASE TAKE TIME TO CLICK THE LINK AND HELP THESE CAUSES IT IS SO IMPORTANT.....ALSO ANIMAL ABBUSE IS WRONG TOO AND I SUPPORT THE A.S.P.CA....SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CLICK ON THEM LINKS AND BE HEARD.... MUCH CHERRYCHERRY LOVE....Tammy

I Think I'm Haveing A Break Down
It's 10 amish here..i've not bee asleep since ummmm i don't remember...Things just went from bad to worst & I realy do think im haveinga break down. I mean I had to pull the car over sto get out find a place to be for a few just to not lose it. Odd how that place Is a cyber hut. Plunked down 40$us and got and hour. I'm hopeing this blog will center me again. I warn you there's going to be some very ugly things touched upon. so if you can't deal with that i say you best stop reading now. Alot of bad mojo has went down with me n mine. We're tough but even us hard asses can only take so much. I'm at my breaking point. First I land my happy ass in the hospital not once 3 times. Then I find out a bro of mine is missing. go looking for him..find him....damn near puke learning all he was put though.... Then tonight not only do I learn we all need to move for our safty..I also learn my sisters was raped and never told anyone. so didn't want to add more worrie. Tonight she broke it spi

I Think This Song Defines Me .
SHINEDOWN LYRICS "Burning Bright" I feel like there is no need for conversation Some questions are better left without a reason And I would rather reveal myself than my situation Now and then I consider, my hesitation The more the light shines through me I pretend to close my eyes The more the dark consumes me I pretend I'm burning, burning bright I wonder if the things I did were just to be different To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation Here and now I'll express, my situation [CHORUS (2)] There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right Such a cruel contradiction I know I cross the lines its not easy to define I'm born to indecision There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose With no particular rhyme or reason [CHORUS (2)]

I Think I Have Fanaly Done It
for those of you out there who are looking for that one person that makes you feel complete keep looking cause i think i have fainaly found her and it is the most wonderful feelingin the world it is worth all the pain and heartache that come with such a search all you who have had a brokeheart in the past know what i am talking about but when that person finaly comes into your life it is like having all of the pains of your past heeled at the same time for the first time in my life i am truely enjoying the sound of the birds in the morning and the true beauty in a sunrise. i wish these same feelings for all my friends out there on cherry tap if all of you are lucky enough to find someone like adele this world will be a better happier place. have a great day ya'll

I Think I'm Falling In Love With You
when I hear your name I get lost in so much emotion I don't know what to do I think I'm falling in love with you You have no clue what that means to me I have never fallen in love before Will you show me what love is all about I need a man to show me all the turns I want it to be you I think about you all the time I think I'm falling in love with you I want you by my side I want no one but you My love is just for you No one else I want to show you that I think I'm falling in love with you

I Think Too Much
Don't ask me to stop thinking of you. That would be like asking me to not ever breathe again. To die. You are my air, my sunshine, my everything. Death is just a new beginning though. I hope mine will be instantaneous. Someday.

I Think....
You should pack a bag and head north west. Bring what you need or what you want, or both. I'll talk you through the whole trip, you wont get sleepy I promise. Or what can I promise? I guess I can promise to do my best not to make you bord. And when you get here, the door is unlocked, make yourself at home. I wont be here because wal-mart is having a sale on lawn flamingos. But when I arrive back to la casa you will be doing what? Prolly sleeping so i will go outside and fly a kite until you wake up. When curiosity wakes you and makes you look outside you'll see me and want to fly kites too. what was it you said? "Lure you in with kites, then force you to play hostage"...? is that it? Silly kitten hasnt learned my tacticts yet. With a woosh the cuffs go on and into the closet she goes. Bread and water, but only if you behave. And yes I think I shall take you out of the closet from time to time to fuck you like you asked. But only until you have offered at least once, I got a point to

I Think I See A Light At The Far End Of This Tunnel
well i called my lawyer and going thru with a power of atty so we can take steps to throw out the deadbeat brother plus if he doesn't go to family court thursday i have leverage to get him out of this house now i have to get rolling on the reverse morgage to fix this dump and pay all the bills he caused in the last 2 years as soon as that is done i can put my mother in daycare and i can finally get a job and a car without all the stress i am dealing with now. I am looking for some peace in my life and i am doing my best to find it and go on with MY life which is at a complete standstill as i said i'm a fighter and don't back down i may feel defeated at times but i will keep fighting.

I Think I'm Doing The Right Thing!
Well soon ill be leaving South Dakota. going to where i feel needed and loved... i've been through alot of shit here.. I'm going 2000 miles from home.. im really hoping that everything works out right. i can't take the drama and all the bull shit i've been through here.. although i'm going to miss so many ppl here.. This is what i need to do..

I Think About You
I oughta be workin - but I cant concentrate I oughta be sleepin - steada stayin up late When I oughta be doing all the things I should do I think about you I oughta be writin - but I cant find the song Just sittin here driftin - driftin along Theres only one thing that I wanna do And thats think about you I think about you - I cant get no rest I think about you - there aint no one else Its all I can do - I cant help myself Ya - I think about you I could go cruisin - but Ive had enough I could go drinkin - but I cant stand the stuff It just dont do me like it used ta do Id rather think about you I think about you - I cant get no rest I think about you - there aint no one else Its all I can do - I cant help myself Ya - I think about you

I Think Im Starting To Get It
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Current mood: accomplished i moved to get away. i thought i had to. i figured it was the only way i was gonna figure shit out and fix myself. i thought i needed to b alone. i thought i needed the silence. ive been here lil over a week now. I WAS WRONG. granted, i have figured a few things out. but for the most part i figured out, i didnt have to leave to fix shit. i just needed to quit listening to everyone else. i didnt have to go so far away to learn. i needed to cut myself off from the people that werent helping. the ones that were making shit worse, and making me question myself. i thought my lyfe was fuckd up beyond repair. but now i realize i instead of looking for others to change it I should have been the one changing it. but im starting to understand now and i belive ive cut out the ones that were hurting me. i belive i still have a ways to go b4 im me again, if thats at all possible. maybe i can only b a part of my former self. i dont know. i do k

I Think Of You
every day every night every hour every minute every second i cannot stop thinking of you you have corupted my mind heart and soul your face haunts my thoghts during the day and all of my dreams at night my works falls behind when i think of you my house work is neglected when i'm thinking of you which is all the time i can't get you off my mind after you have corupted my mind heart and soul... forever...

I Think...
I think therefor I am. I think that this is good I think that I have got you I think you are falling just as much as I am. I could complete you I could make you laugh I could make you dinner I could make you enjoy my bad driving I want to be neater I want to be what you want I want to be so much to you I want you to understand that I want to love you. I could cry in your arms I could sleep in them too I could kiss them I could hold you for hours. I think you know all of this I think you know me better than I do at times. I think you like weeding through my drama at times. I think this is real and that is what scares me.

I Think I Hit My Head.
The voices in my head can all agree on one thing. Home made tortillas kick ASS. Today I fought age. I fought impulse. I fought instinct. And I lost. I want a cloneling miss. ...at least two in fact. I'm not sure why or when it happened. But I want a chill'n that will blow up the outside world even better than I could. I want a legacy. I want an empire of kung fu trained ninja-kids. Because everyone knows kung fu has nothing to do with ninja. Most of all though. This empire. This... militant insane dream of tomorrow. I'd like to build it with you. It'd be fun. Just make sure to keep the kids away from the sharp objects. And I'll teach them proper napalm handling. ... man. Home made tortillas really kick ass.

I Think Of You
I wonder if he realizes how much I care about him... That I spend hours thinking about him... Hours talking about him. I wonder if he realizes that all my friends know all about him, But he doesn't even know them. Does it even cross his mind that someone right under his nose cares so much for him? That everything makes me think of him.... Many song lyrics remind me of him. Does it occur to him that the person who loves him is right in front of him? I guess it's not that obvious. One day I'll tell him everything... How I've day-dreamed about us being together... That I've dreamt of kissing him or being in his arms... Maybe one day I'll tell him, But today is not that day.

I Think Better When I've Got A Few Sleeping Pills In Me
Sleep eludes me as usual, so I'm just going to get out a little...musing (thus would be the basis of this blog). I've been kicking around the idea of spending the summer writing a play or novella. Yeah, I'm one of those sorry bastards that thinks they have the great American story inside them just dying to get out. I'm taking medication for this. Tonight is filled with the sound of Annie Lennox and soothing music that makes me die to write. Alas, I don't have much depth to say this evening...I've taken sleeping pills as work is gonna drag me up in there in about 6 hours. Something keeps me awake tonight, I just wish I knew what it was so I could fix it to sleep. I wasn't sure if poetry was the right mood, somehow...and whether anyone reads this, or gives a fuck (as I know I don't sometimes)...I'm slipping into one of those holiday depressions that mean I'm looking for the meaning of it all and finding myself very disillusioned with myself and the world around me. I really fee

I Think I Finally Get It
I've had a lot of time this weekend to think about things. This has been a very lonely weekend, and I've been left with the ghosts of the past to deal with, and I think I finally get it. I'm alone. I'll always be alone. For whatever reason, things never work out for me.... "I'm more comfortable being alone," he says, and yet, he's got 'company' tonight. "I'm comfortable with the way things are," another one has replied. And I guess he was. He could still have his 'wife' and his mistress. Too bad for him he chose me to get his cake from... because this bakery closed shop when he wouldn't move out and get a divorce from a woman he claims that he was already divorced from. "I don't know what I want," from yet another guy. "I'm comfortable with the way things are right now," from yet another man. There's a pattern. They're all comfortable. Meanwhile, I'm lonely as hell. Maybe the kids would be better off with their dad. What exactly can I offer them? A less

I Think There Was A Mis Understanding
Okay this is all kind of written in reverse order the guy may not have went about it the right way and it all kind of got blown out of proportion at the end but in all reality all he wanted was to see some tits and I KNOW that many of you guys on my list have wanted the same thing and that's why you wanted on my friends list...and even if that's not why you wanted on my friends list at some point in time you have wanted to see tits and finangled your way into getting a female to show them to you...am I right or am I wrong. First of all, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH SHOWING YOUR TITS??? I did not HAVE to show my tits to GET A MAN as this person states. I show my tits cause I like to, I am proud of them, God gave them to me. And if I do bring them out and flash them it gives me extra chances to play with them and rub on them which feels good so who wouldn't want to. Just be cause you "HAVE A MAN" doesn't mean that you have to be some sort of sexual prude. "MY MAN" as you say is

I Think This Is The List. If I Forgot Anyone Please Speak Up Or Foreva Hold Yo Peace!
okay the S*U*P* family is just a little family.. We don't have many members but we are growing every day.. All is welcome to join.. This past week one of my S*U*P* boys joined a contest where a large strong bombing group was in.. I knew right from the start we were done but I have a problem with giving up. I don't like to do it.. I was overwhelmed by the out come of this contest.. Never had I been in a contest that scored so many comments.. My Posse could not of gotten nearly half that many comments alone.. It took specail people my ct friends and friends of others to come out and help in this contest.. We ended up having a fighting chance after all. Wow.. Its hard to compete with people who are your friends.. I have been friends with a lot of the confeds members for a long time.. Long before there was even a Posse.. I cant tell you this. Being up against friends has not only made us closers as friends but gave us a fair, fun, and exciting contest.. Ya I wanted to win but if we didn't

I Think I Need Help
So, I think I may have a problem...you see I take the subway to work every morning, and well, while looking at all the people (the women specifically) I wonder what cool and wonderful sexual things they do. Does that girl wearing the business suit looking so straigh laced like to take it up the rear screaming nasty things? Does the guy sitting reading the Wall Street Journal like to vist the gay baths and have sex without his wife knowing? Is that nun in the habit into water sports? I could go on, and I know I will go to hell for all my thoughts, but I wonder; do you think I need help?

I Think I Will Quit The Personal Sites After This Month
I should have figured that the same thing would happen. I join as standard... get responses (i don't think any of them were legit.) Now that i am a paying member I get nothing.

I Think Of You
When I'm down and all alone,When nothing seems to matter,When I lose my hope,When I'm sad and confused When it all gets turned around and 'round,I can't seem to reach for solid ground,When everything I've believed in seems untrue,All I have to do Is think of you,I think of you and it's gone Like you chase away the storm,Making it all okay I think of you,I think of you and I'm strong And I know I can go on,It's like you set me free When life gets the best of me,I just think of you Now I know what love means,And whatever life may hold for me,Through the fire,Through the rain I believe Cause there's nothing I can't bear,Knowing that you will be there,If I fall I won't break,Through it all I'll make it through,Cause all I have to do For the good times and the bad times,I just think of you,Cause you know you get the best of me,I just think of you And when I think I'm all alone,I can't see the way to go,Lost in the rain of my own tears,To wash away the pain and fear

I Think I See To Much
I see so much working the job I do.I see everything from couples that have been married for 30 years all the way to the quick pop one night stands.I get to watch and read people and sometimes I don't like what I see,but it is also my place to keep my mouth shut...BUT YOU KNOW ME sometimes I just can't... I can not stand to see a young girl come in with someone that you can clearly see is useing them all the while they are standing there playing dumb,or if they are not playing dumb then they are acting like the king big shyt..then there's the ones that play the innocent "Who... Me" casting THEMSELVES as the humble servant ..Yea duhhh.. I think the way we are sometimes, is made up of not just the things we go through in life but what we are around..the things we see and hear..and I think I see way to much.I don't date in RL and I don't play online because it is my choice.I keep watching people, studying them, listening to what they say,wondering how much is really ment and how much

I Think You're The Father Of One Of My Kids!
A guy goes to the supermarket and a beautiful blond woman waves at him and says hello. He's rather taken back, because he can't place where he knows her from. So he asks, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I laid on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my ass with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm your son's maths teacher."

I Think I May Have To Cry...
It appears that my favorite NASCAR Nextel Cup driver, Dale Earnhardt Jr is going to be driving for Hendrick Motorsports next year. I'm not happy about this at all! I know it will be good for him, but I am not, nor have I ever been a fan of Rick Hendrick's organization. Jr will still be my favorite, and I wish him nothing short of the best, but I will be torn every race day seeing him in a Hendrick car!!!!

I Think You Should Think Twice!
As I countine to prove myself to you that everytime you fuck with me and sit here grinding my teeth wishing I could lay a world of hate you. For everytime You rub it in my face I want to hurt you even more. For all those people that say "I can't have this, You can't do that, you are a nothing, your worthless, I wish you were dead!" then this is for you. As I sit here writing this blog to hopefully release all my anger I have hidden will be unleashed in my blog. I'll make those of run for cover! I'm the quite guy that sits in the corner with people staring at me wondering what is on my mind. I'm the guy that you think you figured me out then I turn flip the script on you. For all those times that you say "Your to small, your to little!" Why the fuck did Ijust knock your sorry ass out to the ground. It's my turn to shine. For all those who tried to speak to me with a busted rhyme, you motherfuckers can't tell the differce from day and night. I have no excuses for what I do. Nor do I real

I Think It Is Only Fair!!!!!!!
There are times that you will not hear of me makeing a complant. But this time I am. And I only feel that it is fair that I do this. There are people that make request to have other people sign there guestbooks. Well I have been doing so .So now all that I am asking is if thay can be as kind to do the same for me??? Why do I have to beg???? I should not have to.But I am so get over it. I am not usually a person who makes a real big stink. But now I have to start to stand up for how I feel and can't let people walk on me like I an dirt.So pelase if you have the time to come into my profile than at least take the time to sign my profile. Please and thank you.

I Think You Already Know
There's something I want to tell you But I think you already know By the way I look too long at you And I smile when you are near Its hard to come out and say it Can I just assume you know I mean you must know Everyone knows I tried not to be obvious But what could I do My mouth goes dry My stomach flips And I feel dizzy I want to say it out loud But that might make it too real I think I like the thought of hope More than reality What do you think?

I Think It Is!!
Daily Horoscope: Gemini For June 23,2007 The bond between you and this special someone will grow even stronger, especially if you learn to deal with outsized expectations. Neither of you is perfect, but you might be perfect together, given some time and effort The more alcohol I consume the more I'm starting to believe that this is about me and Angelina Jolie!! I wonder if she's thinking the same thing?? Oh well, time will tell!!! :D

I Think Everyone Can Relate To This
"When You're Gone" I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now [Chorus] When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now [Chorus] We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were, yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I ne

I Think I Need To Cover My Eyes.
I has come to my attention that most of the women on this site are using their body for attention. I don't disagree with this.. but.. There is classy There is trashy Ladies and Gentlemen LEARN THE DIFFRENCE! Amen.

I Think I'm Getting Senile.
I could've sworn I had just put a cigarette and my lighter on my desk. I got up for a sec, came back and couldn't find it. LOL. I thought someone here took it because, well if it isn't nailed down here they'll take it. I looked in my purse, and there they were! LOL! God I need to sleep. :D

I Think I Have Issues
I don't know what it is about the "dark" guys. The Goth types, the bad boys, the BDSM types that I find so attractive. Seems like the scarier they are the more I like them. The sweet romantic types I'll be friends with but, that's about it. I think there is something wrong with me.

I Think I Know This Chick
Seriously! She's been in my Yoga classes!! Police: Woman Burglarized Cars with Her Kids (CBS) DALLAS An Arlington woman is facing charges after police say she got her children to help her steal car stereos from a local Chevrolet dealership. On June 17, security cameras at Lynn Smith Chevrolet in Burleson showed what appeared to be two adults breaking into cars and removing the stereos. Police say this morning they arrested the woman responsible, 34-year-old Heather Gehring. In fact, according to police, the person in the video who looked like an adult male was actually Gehring's 16-year-old son. Officers say Gehring and the 16-year-old burglarized several cars at the dealership. Police say the other child shown in the surveillance video is Gerhing's 8-year-old son. Officers say the younger child acted as a lookout for his mother and brother. Police say about 90 minutes after the burglaries, Gehring pawned one of the stolen stereos at a Fort Worth pawn shop. Offic

I Think Im Ugly
nobody ever wants to rate all my pics, they just rate 1 pic an leave my profile, its very disturbing, im starting to think i should move somewhere deep in the mountains where people wont have to see me anymore

I Think The Longest Hour Of All
I think the longest Hour of all Is when the Cars have come -- And we are waiting for the Coach -- It seems as though the Time Indignant -- that the Joy was come -- Did block the Gilded Hands -- And would not let the Seconds by -- But slowest instant -- ends -- The Pendulum begins to count -- Like little Scholars -- loud -- The steps grow thicker -- in the Hall -- The Heart begins to crowd -- Then I -- my timid service done -- Tho' service 'twas, of Love -- Take up my little Violin -- And further North -- remove. "I think the longest Hour of all" by Emily Dickinson

I Think It's Tuesday!
Good morning/good afternoon, dear friends! My daughter Jessica and her crew just left, driving back to Garland, Texas - hope it's not under water, lol! It was a rather turbulent visit for me. If I wasn't feeling disconnected, I was wallowing in deep sadness, wanting to cry. What a mess! I've come to the conclusion my Empathic ability is powering up a few notches. Haven't learned how to balance out the pain - lots of hurting people in this world, especially right now! May the Goddess help us all deal with the changes taking place in all of us, the changes taking place in our Mother Earth as well! I extend a heartfelt thank you to Wiz and Becky aka Mistress of Wolves! They threw me a lifeline when I thought I was going down for the last time late yesterday afternoon. May the Goddess bless you both! Muahz! I revel in the joyous highs of my life! I'm learning that, to maintain balance, I must deal with the darkest of lows as well! I'm still acquiring the personal tools to accompli

I Think I'm Leaving Ct
I haven't been able to be on here as much, if at all. Alot of you seem to be taking this personally, when I've explained in more than one bulletin, that my life outside of CT is very busy. Before CT, I'm a wife, mother, bestfriend, teacher...etc. I'm not totally sure I'm going to delete my entire profile yet, or just leave it like it is. However, I've deleted all of my pics with the exception of a few. I may just pop in here now and then like I have been. If I completely leave, I'll let everyone know. If you guys would like to send me your Yahoo's and email addy's that would be cool. Still feel free to email/CT Mail, and so on. :) I ♥ you all....ok, MOST of you. :P ♥ April Marie ♥

I Think
SINCE THE NEWBIES NAMES ARE GREEN FOR EVERY LEVEL IT SHOULD BE COLORED AND THE ONES THAT PAY SOLID GOLD!!!OR THE HIGHER YOU GET THE NAMES START TO CHANGE COLOR!I KNOW I DONT PAY BUT I WORK DAMN HARD TO LEVEL UP JUST TO ADD PICS OR DO OTHER THINGS.JUST THINKING OUT LOUD!!!

I Think You All Should Come Here
you know in youyr country you get done for persecion of dope here they let you smoke it fopr your own personal use this worls scewed lord jesus god the hollyspirt help all contryed build you know everything in your country tecnology britain is 10years behind you for it you knowe i sell computers cheap to yous but i know about independans day spend it on cherrytap i will allyas call it that as its underneath and site shold be larget chat rating etc better than myspace yahoo360 flixter derekxxxxxxxxxx

I Think I Am Destined To Be Alone
I don't understand it. I fall hard for women who have, at the most, liked me as a great guy. The one or two times I have found myself where the attraction was mutual, it has always failed for one reason or another. I am not giving up, but it is getting harder and harder to get up the nerve to open my heart. I know I don't open my heart as much as I use to, but 2002 tore so much out of me, I know I will never fully heal. The day is coming sooner than later when I will be torn apart that way again, and if I have no one to lean on, (I'm talking about a significant other), I am very scared what it will do to me. I almost didn't survive 2002 if not for some VERY important family and friends. I am pretty certain the next time it will take someone who will be able to hold me at 3 am when I am staring at a gun, or any of 1000 ways to end it. I know this is bleak, but right now, my future is bleak.

I Think It's Nice.
My sister calls me yesterday to tell me that the people at her job want me to do their craft fair this year. They think my bracelets will do really well and especiall my rosaries since they are always the first to go. I don't mind since it's around the holidays and that'll be a good time to get some extra cash in. If that one goes well there was another one I wanted to do. So let's hope for the best! Guess I better get cracking this weekend and start making bracelets and rosaries! :D

I Think Ur The Father...
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She says hello. He's rather taken aback because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, "Good grief, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with a piece of celery???" She looks into his eyes and says calmly, "No, I'm your son's teacher".

I Think I Got A Viras From
hello im sorry i am not going to be on for a bit .i was at the docters on monday an now im sick .havent been sick in years then all of a sudden bang it got me . take cre an see yous all soon .God Bless you all. Darlin Mother

I Think I Got It
yayy i have go the hang of fubar...its fun and it gives me something to do with my time..when my lil girls arnt bein pains lol....i just realized that saphyr my baby is now 3 months old jeeze she is getting to big too fast....Heaven is about 28 days aways from bein 8 and Stormy is 4months away from being 2 my kida re growing up and getting soo big.....i just cant believe it well i guess thats it for right now ta ta

I Think We Should Break Up
Dear Internet I can’t believe that I’m going to write this but I think that it’s finally time that we break up. You haven’t been the same lately and I can’t take it any longer. I remember when you used to be my best friend. You used to get me laid via plenty of fish or fubar. You used to help me to stay in touch with friends and family across the world. We would buy tickets for concerts together, watched porno and instant message our friends. You even helped me do my taxes. What a pal you were. Lately all that’s changed. You’re boring. I’ve seen all you have to offer and frankly I’m no longer impressed. I know that breaking up can be hard to do but I’m sure that you’ll move on and find some other schmuck that loves you as much as I did. I think it’s best that we don’t see each other again, K PS – you filthy, cheating whore, I know you gave me that virus.

I Think My Ex's Are Stalking Me!!
Last night I saw another of my Exs. I would like to thank Annon for the heads up or I would have freaked out. I mean I don't see him that much and well it would have freaked me out. Needless to say I was not feeling my best. Upset Tummy and all that. So of course all I wanted to do was go up to him and put my head on his shoulder and have him hug/hold me like he used to. I knew that I was feeling sick if I wanted that. I love the guy don't get me wrong...but the relationship is over. No matter how much we love each other love is not all that is needed. Thats the biggest lie told to everyone that love is all you need. That love makes the world go round. Bull-fucking-shit...It ain't. We just aren't meant to be and thats fine. He wasn't crazy dominant to me but submissive at the same time. I don't know I don't want to talk about it ne more. Blah blah...

I Think It Is Funny....
I really think it it funny that my mumms have been reported everyday, every week, for how long? now that it is bothering some people, they want to have these mumm compaigns. THIS HAS BEEN GOING on for along time and it doesn't really matter until it happens to you! LIFE GOES ON.... AND I broke up with SUGA for good :) CARRY ON

I Think I Had A Seizure
I cant type it all out again im too tired, im going to copy and paste the events from a instant message with my boyfriend. FaerieLust (12:37:22 AM): when i fell i hurt my butt pretty bad, and ive got a scrape near my eye where i hit the wall on the way down FaerieLust (12:38:13 AM): We were in the bathroom, mom was checking a zit on my back and i just rememebr feeling dizy and then dreaming about SG1(we were watching it before hand) and hearing my mom call my name a bunch. I woke up face down on the bathroom floor FaerieLust (12:39:15 AM): She said i fell backwards and my eyes were open but she said my pupils were completely dialated, all she could see was black, and i was looking at her and i couldnt breathe, and she said i looked scared and had my hands in front of me like i thought she was going to hit me, and i wasnt responsive to her touch or voice FaerieLust (12:39:56 AM): and then i rolled over onto my stomach i guess and got really stiff and shook a few times, my eyes s

I Think Its Funny
how having a few people dropping off your friends list can reduce the drama amount on your page by 100%... Just an interesting observation, that's all.. Anywho, I have a lot of trips to take here in the next few weeks so I will be on and off.. If I dont get right back to you, its not because I dont love ya, I just have a lot going on :)

I Think You're The Father Of One Of My Kids
I think you're the father of one of my kids- FUNNY Body: A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She says hello. He's rather taken a back because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and he says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and says calmly, "No, I'm your son's teacher."

I Think I Have Spoken To This Guy Before.
Mujibar was trying to get a job in India . The Personnel Manager said, "Mujibar, you have passed all the tests, except one. Unless you pass it you cannot qualify for this job." Mujibar said, "I ready" The manager said, "Make a sentence using the words Yellow, Pink and Green." Mujibar thought for a few minutes and said, "Mister manager, I ready" < B> The manager said, "Go ahead." Mujibar said, "The telephone goes green, green, and I pink it up, and! say, 'Yellow, this is Mujibar.'" Mujibar now works as a technician at a call center for computer problems. No doubt you have spoken to him. I have.

I Think This Is Funny
I,m not puttin this up to self promote I just thought this might make you smile. Some people have bought my book out of friendship. Some have bought it to see my photo,s. Some have bought it because they enjoy reading but some have bought it because they like puzzles and cracking codes. Dozens have retended that they bought it to get a password out of me. To everyone who has mailed me or given me a shout and asked what is the password I have always replied honestly Its in the book but now I have had to change the password because these super duper Da Vinci code busters could,nt find the password which was "IN THE BOOK" lol

I Think I Have Pissed Off The Gods!
Ugh! Today was not a very good day. I wonder what is out of whack with my universe? I wrote a blog earlier and a guy that I thought was my friend just berated me in my blog. It wasn't a nice comment at all. So I told him he knew nothing about me or my family and that he wasn't very nice leaving me that comment. I deleted his comment, the blog and him! Today is my son's birthday. It should be a great day, right? I got a phone call from my son's teacher saying that he wasn't doing anything in class. That he just sat there during a math test and she had to send him to another class room to see if he would do something and still he hadn't. I was shocked to say the least. It is his birthday. Why is he not having a good day? I talked to him on the phone and asked him if something had happened and he said no. But he was not really talking. I dropped him off at school all happy and then this. His teacher sent me an email telling me she would call me after school about an i

"i Think We Should, Most Definitely."
He sat on the side of the bed with her in his lap, her legs to either side of him. He wore loose pants and shirt. He kissed her gently, his lips sliding over hers as he sucked at them. The girl wrapped her legs around his waist as he sat, following the movements of his mouth with hers, sliding her hands down his back. He kept kissing her, his lips coming forward and backing away in rhythm. One arm wrapped itself around her waist, while the other went up her back underneath her shirt. She pushed away from the cold touch and into him, slowly removing the belt of his pants as they kissed passionately. He kissed back, sliding his tongue into her mouth. His hands went up around her back and rested on her shoulders, and he pulled her into his close embrace. She sighed contentedly in the warmth of his arms, relishing the heat between their chests. He enjoyed the feeling of her chest pressed up against his, and gave her a french kiss. One hand slid down her back towards her w

I Think Beein A Lo Or Lette Means
I THINK BEEIN A LO OR LETTE MEANS THAT YOU\'LL ALWAYS HAVE THE FAM ON YOUR SIDE WEITHER U FUCK UP OR SAY SOMETHIN STUPID ... I HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS SOME FAM SOME NOT AND THE ONLY ONES WHO R TRUE AND SHIT IS MY FUCKIN JUGGALO/LETTE FAM AND I LOVE ALL YOU MCL I THINK THAT IF SOME FUCKIN NINJA CAME UP TO ME ON THA STREET AN SAID \" HEY NINJETTE HOW ABOUT A PLACE TO STAY FOR A NIGHT\" FUCK YA ID LET EM THATS WHAT FAMS FOR ... I DONT THINK U SHOULD CALL SOMEONE A JUFF IF THEY FUCK UP ONCE .... FUCK IM ONLY HUMAN......AND THIS IS OFF SUBJECT BUT I THINK THA FUCKIN GATHERIN SHOULD COME TO OKLAHOMA I NEED TO MEET SOME FAM ...... AND I CANT LEAVE THA STATE YET

I Think This Is Really Rude
ok i think this is rude. when someone ask you can you come to rate there pics or them and they well rate you too. you go to help out then they never come to your page. i think thats really really rude and im not going to rate them again

I Think....
I think I am going to leave fubar. It has been great, but I am tired of the drama. Getting blamed all the time for things you DO NOT do, is not fun, and it can piss you off when you are blamed for shit others do. Would be nice sometimes if they would say, "Hey, did you talk to so and so?" But no they go straight back to their old ways, when you are starting to try and forgive them and become their friend. Guess being their friend doesnt make them happy either. Oh well thats on them. I am just tired of the lies and drama of their life that they try to blame on me. Bye Fubar! Its been fun! NOT!

I Thinken About Deleting This Profile
I know just seems so boring a round here am happly in love spend most my time loving her. Being with her really don't care about this place any more. When love takes over your heart you really don't care about chat rooms you only care about the person your in love with. haven't decide what am going do yet..Wanted give everyone heads up.

I Think My Heart Just Skipped A Beat.
I just found out that mine and ruby's favorite band, Every Time I Die, is going to be playing at an AMAZING VENUE. Keith will be easily attainable there and I will once again bask in the glory of the word of the Lord, Keith Almighty. I may just have to present him with this: Praise be to Keith Almighty:

I Think This Applies To All Of Us Fubar Junkies...lol
What to do in case the Internet is gone Every year we grow more and more dependent on the Internet. But would you know what to do if your connection suddenly went down No one knows when the Internet will fail. It could happen at any time, leaving you bereft of your e-mail, your sports scores, and your Blogs. Therefore, it's important that you and your family have a contingency plan for just such an emergency. If your connection to Cyberspace were to ever get severed, you should at least be prepared. We have included a few key points that should assist you if that were to happen. 1. Panic! An excited, agitated state will give you that heightened sense of awareness and will increase your thought processes allowing you to come up with rational solutions. Panic is just nature's way of putting your body into over-drive. It's a defense mechanism that gives you an edge when dealing with potentially harmful situations, such as a severed arm or the loss of your Internet. 2. Find A

I Think He Is My Soul Mate
I think he is my soul mate I say this because it is just remarkable that we are nearly the same person. He is a guy who although has his own favorite genre of music, still listens frequently and enjoys other types of music and from all generations. He gets frustrated about work and vents it out in one long breath. In happening, the person hearing it almost lives it or in fact has. He will sit there with phone in hand not saying a word and not necessarily expecting one either. It’s like in the distance, two people at that moment are closer without having said anything. He makes you laugh as much as you make him laugh. He can make you cry without knowing. He is overly flirty in trying to just be nice to someone. Leading to a bigger picture and that is feelings no matter how strong. Thinks more about how something will effect others now rather than how it may effect him in the future. He has a great sense of humor. Sometimes surprising you because his littl

I Think I Get It
FUBAR is for the 20something to 30something generation ... hence the some what crass approach to "customer service." That kind of reinforces my earlier statement not to take it too seriously. Just sit back and watch the show. Nice to see the kids having fun with a technology that I helped to bring in. Of course, I am not supposed to say that. Right? Heh Heh Heh.

I Think It Is Safe Now....
Ok, here it goes.... Brian aka kl0wn came to see me, he is here now and I have to say i really like him, he is freakin awesome!!! Shannon is here too, and we are having a great time!! I am really glad that he came, and I hope he plans to stay a while, he is great! Don't worry, I still love my fu-wifey, but if she can be married in real life, I can have a boyfriend in real life:P I will keep you all posted on how things are going:D

I Think I May Have Found Him
Soooooooo about 2 months ago about. I met not only one of the most georgous guys ive ever seen but the nicest most kind hearted peroson i've ever talked to. Eventhough i've known him for a short while hes amazing and i cant wait to see him someday. So this blog goes out to u baby u know who u are .. No matter where u are or how far u maybe know that i care for u oh so much and ill be waiting here for you. As long as u still want me =) ** muah**

I Think Too Much....
LOL At least I think so. I was listening to some sad love songs today at work. Only station I can get in besides country...LOL. They played a few that made me almost cry...I did say almost. They played Garth Brooks, The Dance. Which that one is a instant tear jerker for me. That one and Friends in Low Places. They have meaning to someone I knew long ago. But dont most songs. So...it brought back bad memories. Hence why I dont listen to Garth Brooks...lol no song has even been worth me listening that he sung that makes me happy...maybe some year. LOL Then I started listening to a few others. The ones I did listen to made me think of my marriage to Jeff. We would have been married 7 years as of the 14th and the 26th we would have been together for 10 years. I just cant believe that he just changed in that instant right after marriage. I mean how many wives do you kno that would set up a FMF 3some? He wouldnt take advantage of it. He wouldnt tell me anything sexua

I Think My Roommate Is Trying To Kill Me.
As I lay slumbering this morning….I’m in the midst of the most wonderful dream…….corset is being slowly tightened from behind…….hair lifted and brushed over my shoulder as a small kiss and nibble is placed at the nape of my neck…..then suddenly…. “Hey, are you going to get up and take the kids to school?” I glare at the clock…..trying to focus….trying to find my voice …..”what time is it?” I groan huskily…. “6:30.…..I just got home from work and I am beat.” she says over her shoulder as she heads for her bed….. I do quick calculations in my mind…ok, as fast as my sleep numbed mind can handle and realize, damn….I have less than 20 minutes to dress evil children……..get teeth brushed…..hair brushed and put up in pigtails……..and not to mention that the roommate could have at least made me coffee before she went to her room…but no, there is no coffee…. I stumble out of bed…..walk to evil children’s room and open the door….oh, those little girls look so sweet when they are sleepi

I Think It's Wednesday!!
Thought I would jot a few lines before I head for work. Such a week it has been already! If you haven't noticed the Mercury Retro energy up until now, you surely will this week!! Such a restless, stirred up quality! I have a feeling we will all be pushed to make many changes this week, painful as that might be, lol. I know I'm getting used to the pain, lmao!! Yeah, no comments, please, lol! I have had 5 new clients so far this week - it's only Wednesday! Changes are coming quickly for my business, as well. Both Dakota and Taylor are doing so much better in school this year. Don't know who or what flipped the switch in Taylor, but he's getting all A's and one B!! WTF! Last year we couldn't pull a D out of him - he failed almost everything, lol. So glad his brain got switched on - have always known he is a very smart guy!! Tim, on the other hand, is spiraling downwards - not to be confused with The Downward Spiral by NIN, lol. Won't go to school; can't keep a handle on him;

I Think I Am Done With Fubar
This site has had its ups and downs since I have signed on to it back in February. It was new and exciting for a while. I met some great people on here as well. Without Fubar, i would have never met Martin and for that I am grateful. I consider myself to be a nice person. I do anything for anyone and I don't like hurting people's feelings, at least not on purpose. I had a miserable Fubar day yesterday with the whole contest thing. Having 4 people keep coming into my picture constantly to check up on me and then keep coming into my profile constantly. I consider that stalking! These ladies must have been afraid I was going to catch up to "their family member" in the contest. Accused me of bashing other contestants and the hosts. I will just say this, that is not what happened. This is make believe. People can be anyone or anything on this site. Sad. I am who I am and I don't pretend to be something I am not on here. I tell the truth. I don't lie. I have a big

I Think Bfg Needs To Go Back To Bed And Wake Up On The Other Side Again Grumpy Ass Bastard
bfg3man: not now Jessa Farris: i know but it was a mass you silly boy you bfg3man: Yup. And im not special enough 2 be on ur gnite list lol Jessa Farris: bfg3man: Mmhhmm. I k im not special now lol bfg3man: U provd it ha ha bfg3man: c no response lol Jessa Farris: lol bfg3man: Bye Jessa Farris: ohh wow wtf uhh ok toodles then bfg3man: yup bfg3man: Right bk at ya Jessa Farris: grow up bfg3man: Same 2u. bfg3man: Friendship is shown 2 me it was a shot Jessa Farris: all because i didnt say your name when i went to bed last night? wow ok and im the one who needs to grow up look in the mirror jackass

I Think I Am
hey everyone whoa ctually cares enough to read my shit i think i might delte my fubar account because i dont want fake friends its pointless and people just use it to look at ur photos which is kool and all love the comments but i dont know i dont beleive half the stuff people tell me on ti and i know its funny i just think i will let me knkow

I Think I Have It...
Doing that "thinking" again...I kno...you better run huh? LOL. I am just gonna let things go...if things happen then they happen...I am not gonna plan. I am not gonna whine for things to be one way...at least I am hoping not to whine. I am just gonna be. Go with the flow. When I think about everything in my past...going with the flow has always worked for me. So I am gonna give that a shot. What can it hurt? Jeff called me again...begging for money...again...when will he just learn??? I told him kno. I am seriously thinking about getting my cell phone number changed. Screw this shit of him calling me. Just stay away from him as much as possible. Have to get the divorce final tho. I am putting my surveys and stuff in my stash on Fubar. So any websites, surveys...what ever I find and want to share...go there. :) Check out my joecartoon.com stuff too. :) I did my laundry. Oh yay! LOL Cleaned house. Just need to pick up my bedroom. I will be done. Gonna do

I Think You Wanted To...
I think you wanted to taste a sweeter wine Running through the Pages I've got nothing left but time To look back on my life find out where I went wrong Life is never easy when all the love is gone No one cares about the lost and self-pity is a waste So dry your fuckin' tears That lay upon your face! Get up & get over the pain it only lies You can't believe your heart, when all it does is cries So toughen up they say no one wants to hear Life goes on forever it's not over in a year!

I Think I May Have Found Her But.........
ok, i have no clue what im doin, so im just gonna write whats on my mind. This site is pretty cool and i seem to be gettin a fair response from yall girls to my profile, but all i really care about is findin the girl to spend the rest of my life with. So if anyone has any ideas, or if your a interested girl, i hope you know what to do cuz i am completely lost.

I Think "i Luv You"
I Think "I Luv You" by BlueWolf © I can't put myself to say "I luv You" But I do so much I think When I look at you I can't turn away When I hold you I can't let go Does this mean I luv you? I can't stop thinking of you I can't stop dreaming of you I lose my breath when I'm around you No one has made me feel this way I think no I know we are meant to be.........

I Think Too Deeply.
I sit before the fireplace, and my hands silently freeze. Has life become too cloudy? Or am i just too blind to see? The seasons have slipped from hot to cold, the nights growing longer, and the days shorter, as i just grow more old. I think about the past, and how it has effected me, but all i can think of is how you shunned me away and told me you never loved me. Now how can that be possible? I have tried to give you everything. I dont think ive cried too much, and ive been waiting to see what the future would bring. But im not getting any younger, my body isnt aging less, but here i sit, decaying, because you told me being without you was best. I dont think i can do this, the storm has grown too strong, im going to let myself lay silent now, but i know it wont be for very long.

I Think I Finally Have A Clue...
Well, after getting off to a little of a rocky start due to brutal honesty (even 9's wanna be 10's) and making a few friends who took the time to show me the ropes, I think I am finally figuring this Fubar thing out. Be patient with me, I'm an internet radio geek! I must say I have met some great people so far, and am looking forward to getting to know many more of you. And if you happen to have nothing to do at 10am ET/ 7am PT, check out my show on NowLive - MegaByte Me! I'm on the air daily for an hour. I would love to have some of you join me!

I Think I Need Help
I am so hooked on making mumms that I reached my limit for the day and now Im fiendin' Why is there a limit? DO people get sick of seeing the same person mumm? Not of me? Im special. SOmeone help me!

I Think Lately
I think lately I've been feeling ok I often stay awake til dawn and sing the night away I think i seen ya just the other day and I was wondering if you still feel that way I think about all those nights when you'd watch me play then wed make love 'til the light of day ill bet you didn't even know that I moved again I picked up my guitar and took that train you know the one that always takes me home the one that keeps me from being all alone and its been lately I've been doing alright i go through my list of memories by candle light and if i seen ya hanging around some day I think id ask you if things were ok then id take that old train alone you know the one we always said would take us home and id end up singing the night away and id be asking for forgiveness like it was yesterday

I Think This About You
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He said...no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said...You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...

I Think I Posted This In My Stash But, I Love It
DEDICATED TO THE BUTTERFLY. I was maybe 7 years old. My brother Rob was around 8 or 9 I guess. We were outside playing in front of our house in suburban Berkly, MI. I remember it was a regular summer afternoon, we were hanging out in the yardor whatever when my brotherRob screamed "Joe I caught a giant butterfly! I caught a giant butterfly! Hurry up and get the jar! I grabbed the jar off the steps and ran over to him. Somehow, some way, he had actually managed to catch one of them big ass, pretty, orange yellow and black butterflies right out of the air with his bare hands. Unbelivable. If you remember anything about being a kid, you remember them things are un-catchable. They'll fuckin' sit there and dance, slow motion, in the air style, right around your fuckin' face while you bust your ass trying to catch it. Somehow, on this regular summer afternoon, Rob happened to scoop it right out of flight with his bare hands. "Hurry, get the jar opened up and ready. I can feel its

I Think I'm Going Into The Porn Industry!
Ok not to sound even more fucked up than I'm sure I already am at times. LOL BUT... I was thinking about horror movies and how they turn me on. (In Particularly Michael Myers and the Halloween series.) So I was thinking, why don't they come out with these hot gorey horror movie based porno flicks? I mean come on! I know I can't be the only chick who is turned on by watching horror flicks. I can just see it now...they can do a parody flick of Halloween Ressurection and call it "Halloween Erection", "Halloween H2Blow", "Halloween: Whores of Haddonfield" and etc. LoL! Hotness I tell you! I always joked around with boyfriends in the past and told them good thing a guy in a Michael Myers outfit never showed up at my door, cause he'd be getting laid! Haha. And who knows...maybe if someone is really into the Friday the 13th flicks or Freddy Kruger and etc. they could make parody flicks of them as well. Ok I'm done discussing my concept. Woo! :)

I Think My G-pa Is Diein..
See my anut is comin up to have thanksgivin with him and she never does that. He does have old timers, hello he is 95yrs old. My g-ma is talkin about gettin a new house when he dies, i think im not bein told something, what ya think?

I Think I Might F Somebody Off For The First Time In My Life
My husband told me he'll in time just wonder how I'm doing and hope I'm ok...these are the times when you really want to f ppl off WONDER IF I'M OK???????????????? after we were supposed to have a family together? you piece of crap!!!!

I Think You're The Father Of One Of My Kids
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She says hello. He's rather taken aback because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, 'Do you know me?' To which she replies, 'I think that you're the father of one of my kids.' Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithfulto his wife and says, 'My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery?' ; She looks into his eyes and says calmly, 'No, I'm your son's teacher.'

I Think Caucasians Are Hot Is That Bad !! / But I Love My Latinas!!!
I THINK CAUCASIANS WOMEN ARE HOT IS THAT BAD !! / BUT I LOVE MY LATINAS!!! Message: A QUESTION IF WE ARE ALL AMERICAN. AND I HAD KIDS WITH A CAUCASIAN WOMAN WOULD THAT BE BAD? SO IF NOT WHY DOSE THE ONE DROP LAW EXIST? DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT LAW IS? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH TURMOIL IT CAUSED? IF HAVE ONE DROP OF BLACK BLOOD I'M BLACK, ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY!!!!! IF MY FAMILY IS FROM PUERTO RICO MY BLOOD IS FROM PUERTO RICO MY DESCENT IS FROM PUERTO RICO MY CULTURE IS FROM PUERTO RICO AMERICA HAS NO CULTURE NOW IF THEY DO IT'S FROM PEOPLE WHO CAME FROM OTHER CULTURES OF IMMIGRANTS WHO MIGRATED TO ELLIS ISLAND. QUE DIOS LE BENDICE LA FAMILA, LA MEMORIA DE INFANTERIA 65 DE PUERTO RICO . QUE NO RECONCEN LOS AMERICANOS,O LOS ESTADOS UNIDOS. GOD BLESS THE MEMORY, AND THE FAMILY OF THE 65TH INFANTRY OF PUERTO RICO. AND ARE NOT RECOGNIZED BY THE U.S.A , OR THE SO CALLED AMERICANS.. JESUS R CALDERON THE INSANE POET A PERSONAL PROPHET OF GOD

I Think Santa Claus Is A Woman...
I hate to be the one to defy sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. It's as if they are all frozen in some kind of Ebenezerian Time Warp until 3 p.m. on Dec. 24th, when they - with amazing calm - call other errant men and plan for a last-minute shopping spree. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. (You might think this would send them into a fit of panic and guilt, but my husband tells me it's an enormous relief because it lessens the 11th hour decision-making burden.) On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, everyone in the universe would wake up Christmas morning to find a rotating musical Chia Pet

I Think Not Yet
I don't think I've ever had the feeling of love. It was never given as a child much less an adult. When you grow up in a detached emotion void how do you know when it it real,or just like a toy? Now I have cared very deeply for some of the men in my life. But is it a real lasting love or just simply a lie? I know parental love I feel that for my kids but the type for a man? I'm not sure if I ever did. Does anyone really know or is it just a lucky guess? Someday I may find out, but I think not yet.

I Think I Want To Do It Again!
i think it's time to blog again so here i go! blog blog.......... blog blog blog....... blog blog blog blog blog blog!! just remember you're only as young as you feel or maybe it's as young as you act! act your shoe size once in a while, it will make you feel better on the inside! : )