I'm going to warn you this will be a venting /pissy/non-happy type of blog.
But it's blog or I go off on someone and I might kill them..
So I blog...
I have housemates..ok more I have a very killer cool bandmate/best friend who allows me and the rest of the band to live at her place along with her 2kids her mate and Kin(i've lost count of all of them).
So they've had alot of stress going on. They've both been on edge & needing a break. So they have the chance to go on a mini holiday from today-sunday morning.It took all I could do to talk them into it & convince them that Gypsy N I ,CC& Rikk-I could take care of the 2 kids and we didn't mind at all. (It gives me n Gypsy a chance to rehurse for when our child is born in 9 months).
Sooo they're ready to go n some....people stop by.
This is where I get pissy. They saw the bags n the fact that it was clearly just the 2 going and they proceeded to make them feel guilty! Now what that fucking fuck? WHAT? Parents aren't allowed downtime to recharge n refreash? What the fuck?
And when they lernt I was taking care of the kids with Gypsy n the rest..well I take exception to being told I cannot care for children. I adore the Bella n Tman as if they were mine. I'd die b4 I allowed them to come to any harm. D& Rave trust me. THAT should speek volums for me.
But NOOOOOOOOO! They were made to feel guilty. So much so they damn near didn't go. It took some fast talking from Gypsy and a sweet outburst of"MA DA u go bi bi! Me toto b k. pipi goos"
from the fair wee bella(Which in Bella talk was"ma& da you go on.me &t man will be ok.Perri is good")to get them to go.
So why am I pissy? Welll other then the fact I was questioned on how i'd care for the kids...I feel it took brass balls to make D n Rave feel guilty and like they were bad parents just due to them needing a little get away.
I got a fucking news flash for y'all!! Parents are people too! They need a get away every now and then tooo.
And D n Rave are the most remarkable parents I've seen in a long damn time! Much much better then mine ever were...
So i'm not trying to defuse myself so the kids don't feel the anger and think they did something. Bella would cry n go "me bad" and she's NOT bad at all. Poor little sweetheart. She just feels the feelings of those around her so deep. And Rave feels she has remembered being tossed in a trash bin.(How she came to be adopted by D n Rave).That's another thing I get pissy over. How anyone could toss a baby away. I am glad D n Rave found there way to Bella. None could love her more. But what kind of monster does that? Tosses a baby? The mind boggles.
Esp when i watch her n Rave and I see the joy bella brings her..well the joy bella brings all of us. the way she healed Rave & D after they lost a child. She's a specal little girl...
SEE?? I gush on her! LOL
I adore her. Tman too!
And to be questioned just burns my "oookies"
