I just feel like no matter what choices I have to make I'm trapped inside one ultimate choice. It seems to me like no matter which one I make it all comes back to the same thing....frustrating as it may be, I think that's how my life goes.
I feel like I'm stuck on a ride and theres no way to get off of it.
Oh well such is life...
this is how mines been going though, David moved back to KY, and I have to deal with a long distance relationship again.
I'm working 60+ hours a week, plus school (which just got out for a month and 1/2 thank god)
Then I have to hear David complain about how he wants to come back and live in Maryland because he can't take living with his family again. I'm sorry, but that's just putting too much stress on me right now.
a. he wouldn't have a job if he came back here
b. he wouldn't have a place to live if he came to Maryland.
c. he can't just up and move himself everytime something doesn't work right for him.
d. I just moved him back, and I'm not about to make another trip with all of his crap back down to maryland...especially if we both know he wouldn't have a place to stay!
He just doesn't understand the stress he puts me under when he tries to do stuff like this! He says "it's my life it doesn't affect you" BULL SHIT. I'm part of his life too...it affects me A LOT.
And I'm not ready for the stress.
I'm done for now. Might write later, but it'd just be a waste of everyones time to read it.
