Well who knows, is life what I wanted it to be? I was going to be married soon, I was living my dreams to the fullest.
He cheated on me.
He left me to feel like I'm a piece of shit.
Now I'M HERE TO PICK UP MY OWN PIECES.
I dont need a man to complete me, I dont want that.
But it's still hard, I see pictures sometimes, and I think what if, what if I had done something better, what if we could have made it work. Oh well I'm a better person since I left him.
Then my bestfriend asked me out, I had said no...but was jealous when he started dating someone else, that's my fault for being the way that I was.
I don't think i'm ready for anything else anyway.
Through the tears of heartache more has come into my life. Emilio died this week. I just found out today, I was at work crying, crying over his lost life. He was an amazing person, loved his family more than anything.
Life finds ways to mend itself when you think it'll never be fixed again. Everything happens for a reason. We'll just have to see what those reasons are....
Until next time loves.
