I don't think I've ever
had the feeling of love.
It was never given as a
child much less an adult.
When you grow up in a
detached emotion void
how do you know when it
it real,or just like a toy?
Now I have cared very deeply
for some of the men in my life.
But is it a real lasting love
or just simply a lie?
I know parental love
I feel that for my kids
but the type for a man?
I'm not sure if I ever did.
Does anyone really know
or is it just a lucky guess?
Someday I may find out,
but I think not yet. 
