so whenever any of my friends here tell me that im a hottie...i snap at them and say that im not n not to lie to me.... n they say that ther not lying...like the other day...my girl chelle said that one day shell make me believe her....BULLSHIT...its days like today that i know everone is a liar....i know that im ont hot..but im not a total lost cause...but sum people are just plain fuckin assholes!!!!!today at work this mexican lady came in and was talkin to my manager in spanish...livin in the town that speaks nuthin but spanish i kow i understand enough spanish to get along in a conversation....she asked him if i was his girlfrind...n he told her no that i was just the new girl....she then told him good cuz i was ugly....i was hurt...i know that im not that pretty...but when i actually heard it from sumone who thought i couldnt understand them was just....grr idk...i was sad....then she looked at me n spoke in english...thank you have a nice day...so i spoke back to her in spanish n told her thanks for callin me ugly...you dog...my manager n the lady were both surprisd that was able to speak back...the lady left embarrassed...n my manager thought it was funni....but yet i was still hurt on the inside...and it still kinda sorta bothers me...but itleast i know the truth...AND I BEG OF YOU PEOPLE TO NEVER CALL ME HOT AGAIN...IT REALLY BOTHERS ME ON DAYS LIKE THIS...IT MAKES ME THINK THAT U GUYS ARE LIARS...N I DONT LIKE LIARS....
