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Come Own Me...starts Monday
CLICK ON THIS LITTLE PIC TO GO BID SO FAR THE DIRRTY GIRL DIRRTY STYLE AUCTION IS A HIT! 24 HOURS AND ALREADY 9 ENTRIES! I WILL BE OPENING THE FOLDER ON MONDAY SO YOU HAVE UNTIL SUNDAY NIGHT TO GET YOUR ENTRY FEE'S AND OFFERS TO ME SO I CAN MAKE YOUR TAG FOR MONDAY MORNING. REMEMBER IT'S 25K TO ENTER AND BIDDING WILL START AT 50K. HERE ARE THE ENTRIES SO FAR! I'VE GOT QUITE THE LIST OF HOTTIES SO COME AND JOIN THEM OR SAVE UP TO GET YOUR BIDS IN ON THEM **JASON** **XMASBABY73** **UNBREAKABLE** **SEX & CANDY**

Take Your Pick - Abuse Or Not ???
Sometimes we get stuck in our life and refuse to see its impact upon us and the fact we need to make change. I was an abused wife. Verbally, emotionally and physically. Yes I thought he could change and yes I didn't blame him, he couldn't help it. But, one day I realised that, being there for him was preventing him from dealing with the issue because it wasn't being required of him to do so. Certainly staying with him gave him that impression. Until one day, I gathered my strength, and threw his sorry ass out. This is me weighed down by abuse. This is me now, free of him and free as a freaking bird. Now, moving on was hard, and I am still adapting, but in one year of being on my own, can you see the change in me. I can see it feel it smell it and taste it. Don't keep copping it. Get up and move on. It may be the hardest thing you have done in life, but atleast it will be the most rewarding for you. My ex is having therapy now, and accepts

Song Of The Day - 7/6/08 - Massive Attack - Black Milk (late Edition)
Black Milk - Massive Attack CHECK THIS OUT FUBITES IF YA DON'T BE FEELIN THIS BEAT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TELL YA You're not my eater I'm not your food Love you for God Love you for the Mother Eat me In the space Within my heart Love you for God Love you for the Mother Mother fountain Or live or not at all The most level Sunken chapel Love you for God Love you for the Mother All's there to love Only love

Very Productive
I was very productive tonight. First I made dinner. Nothing extravagant, but it was yummy. I also baked some cookies while I was cooking dinner. They are absolutely delicious. Then I decided I wanted to rearrange my kitchen some. So I moved the liquor into my mini fridge and put my toaster, george forman, and tea maker on the counter top. I'm not sure if I like it yet. It looks kinda cluttered. But I was getting tired of pulling them out of the cabinet almost every day. So then I put up the clean dishes from the dishwasher. I put the dirty dishes in the dishwasher after that. After all the that I cleaned up the sink and the counter tops. Then I remembered there was jello in the fridge that needed to be thrown away. I cleaned out the bowl it was in and put it away. So then I cleaned up around in the living room. Then I remembered I needed to fix my shoe rack. I thought I was going to have to duct tape it and rig it up, but I figured out what was wrong and got it fixed. And then (lol) I

6 Aug
not a bad day at work. things didn't get to crazy so i feel i got a few things done, repaired and out of the shop. didn't have a whole lot of energy though. i think i'm more mentally exhausted then physically. i need to pick up the phone and call home to wish my uncle happy belated bday. i'm bad with those sorts of things, but i'm bad in general bout pickin up the phone and talkin to my family. i think a chemical flaw i got on my dads side.

I Will Be Gone For 10 Days!
Greetings and Salutations! As Friday approaches (rapidly I might add), I wanted to leave word that I will be going away on vacation for over a week, and will be offline for most of it. A guy's got to unplug sometime! Thursday 8/7 will be my last day until probably the 16th of August. I will be getting s much-needed break and will be driving across the USA like a true road warrior. Well parts of the USA anyway. I have to go take care of some family business in 2 states, and plan to make an extra stop here and there just for spits & giggles. Amongst the serious business I hope to squeeze in just a little fun along the way. So feel free to leave me some love and I will have a nice treasure trove to go through upon my return. WOOHOO! I hope to be all tanned and rested too, and to bring pictures of my exploits as well, that is the plan anyway. Those of you that I speak with regularly, I will still be around for phone, IM, and emails, so just shout out at will. If I am busy I

Oh Mister President!
...............i think fubar needs a mumm president and a staff to go along with it. here the rules......first come first person to get a tittle ........... here is what i got so far for a staff. im the president........GET OVER IT ooga booga!! President- me.........OF COURSE V.P.- superman "the other black guy" ...or some juggalo ...but ill get a better response if supe is my vp! so supe is my v.p! secretary of defense- still open for negotiations supreme judge person.......8 spots open- 1)bludgeon is one.....so he can give his own.....unique brand of fu justice 2)evil ash...........cause she is evilllll! DEA GUY- Seamus........ironically THATS ALL I GOT .........SO FAR warning........hot mummetes are encouraged to apply.......

An American Soldier
I stand here in defense Of the country that I serve Not for reward or praise Only the respect do I deserve I go where I am sent In many battles I have fought Returning home bruised and battered True heroes to graves I have brought I have seen the carnage From needless wars around the world How recklessly into combat Many countries have been hurled I have heard the cry of pain From a soldier fighting for life I have seen tears shed in sorrow From a family, loved one and wife I hold my self steadfast Never giving in to fear I carry inside Never will I cower in darkness Only in defense will I hide I have seen bodies litter the ground While across a battlefield heroes lay I have heard the protesters claiming We are killers when innocence we slay I have stood through the years Answering the call when it came For the toil and strife I fight through Never do I point out the blame I am a soldier for one reason Now let me make that perfectly clear It is for our rig

Alive And Lovng It
Hey to all my friends. The last five days hav been extremely diffcult for me. Right now as I type this there are tears running down my face. Saturday morning the truck I was in was struck by a train there is a link below. The link: http://www.elkodaily.com/articles/2008/08/04/news/local_news/stuff2.txt I'm not going to comment on anything that happened that night yet other than to say I'm not sure why I was spared I am sure there is a meaning to it all needless to say it has changed my life and given it new meaning. I am extremely lucky to be able to type this and be able to say hello to everyone another day. To Lily, Kristen Victoria, Nikki, Lucy, Coach, Rose, CuteSmiley and so many others that have been a part of my life here your friendship is treasured and I hold you all close to my heart. Please remember to tell those close to you that you love them daily. If I had not been so fortunate my family would not have had the chance to hear those words from my lips.

I Can Haz A Lease
It's official. As of five minutes ago, I have a year-long lease (at last!). After living in sublets since December, I am heartily sick of moving every four months (college town, pfah!). Fortunately, the new place is in this building, on the first fllor. My move will consist of carrying boxes and furniture down two flights of stair, hooray! Aoife will be sharing the place with me (she has her own room for studying, etc, but will be sleeping - et cetera *wink* - in mine), so I'm actually looking forward to this move for TWO reasons.

Normal?...ya'rly!
You Are 65% Normal Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal You're like most people most of the time But you've got those quirks that make you endearing You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so! How Normal Are You?

The Diary Of A Lost Mind...
11:09PM - A diary Current mood: numb Category: DON’T ASK Writing and Poetry NEW YEARS DAY 11:09PM BEGINNING TO WONDER IF I'M GOING TO HOLD ON MUCH LONGER...I HAVEN'T REALLY BEEN HOLDING ON FOR A WHILE NOW ANYWAYS.DESPAIR SEEMS TO BE MY ONLY COMPANY LATELY, BESIDES WEAKNESS WHO IS ONLY GIVING SPEED TO HER COMPANY. I KNOW IN MY SPIRIT THAT THERE IS SO MUCH MORE I COULD DO TO FIGHT THE URGE, BUT THE SCREAMS ARE GETTING LOUDER AND THE TIME THAT HEALS SEEMS TO BE THE VERY TIME THAT EVADES ME... WITH EACH CLICK OF THE CLOCK I GET CLOSER, THERE DOESN'T SEEM TO BE ANY FEAR FOLLOWING DESPAIR THOUGH I ALMOST WISH THERE WERE. THE DAYS GO BUY LIKE BULLETS, MOVING PAST ME AGONYSINGLY SLOW, AND CLOSE ENOUGH TO KILL... I WONDER,WHEN THE TIME COMES, WILL I STEP OUT OF THE WAY...OR JUST WAIT FOR IT.MY FLESH SCREAMS AS MY BRAIN BOILS IN SELF LOATHING,THE BEAST WANTS OUT.I CAN FEEL MY CHEST TEAR, HOW MUCH LONGER NOW? I CAN'T TAKE MUCH MORE... "EMOTIONS

Ye Ol Bible
You know the Bible 88%! Wow! You are awesome! You are a true Biblical scholar, not just a hearer but a personal reader! The books, the characters, the events, the verses - you know it all! You are fantastic! Ultimate Bible QuizCreate MySpace Quizzes

Easy Ways To Help The World
Is a huge thing thats going on in this world today that i dont think alot of people really know anything about. Did you know that the permafrost in alaska is melting and is setting off a harmful gas called methane that if it keeps going the way it does could turn catastrophic. Some simple things you can do to helo stop global warming would be to ride a bike or walk, or if you do drive make sure your tires are filled with air when your tires are low it wastes more gas. Please try to check out websites so you can find things to do around your community to help. This is our home we should treat it that way.

Not Sure
I AM NOT SURE WHAT TO DO, I DONT KNOW WHERE WE ARE. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE LIKE A BREATH OF FRESH AIR TAKING MY BREATH AWAY. THEN I AWOKE ONE MORNING AND YOU WERE GONE, NO KISS, NO TOUCH, NOT EVEN A GOODBYE...WHERE DID YOU GO? WHY DID YOU GO?

To, My Best Friend And Brother.
To my best friend & brother, R.I.P. To my friend & brother, I have a hole in my heart, In a spot that you held,It can never be replaced by anyone.I loved you like a brother and will miss you more than life itself. I want to thank you for being there when I needed a friend, I only wish you would have come to me when you had the pain enough to do this to yourself, but I know you, you never would have come to me or anyone. You didn't want to trouble us with your pain, but thats what we were here for, I told you I always had your back brother.I feel like I failed you my friend, you were there so much for me, and I feel I was there so little for you. You are always going to be my best friend and in my thoughts, not a day will pass that I don't think of you and all the good time's and memories we shared.If it wasn't for youI wouldn't have much of a life, and I may not even be here myself. Besides my girls, you were a very important part in my life,I find it hard to think of a da

I Am Hated For Loving
Ignore the start, lol I am hated for loving I am hated for loving Anonymous call, a poison pen A brick in the small of the back again I still don't belong To anyone - I am mine And I am hated for loving I am haunted for wanting Anonymous call, a poison pen A brick in the ... ah ... A brick in the small of the back again I still don't belong To anyone - I am mine I am falling With no-one to catch me I am falling And there's still No-one to catch me Ah .. Anonymous call, a poison pen A brick in the ... ah ... A brick in the small of the back again I just don't belong To anywhere I just don't belong Mmm ... Ah ...

Thank You
i can't stay onlong i just wantes to thank all my friends forthere prayersa nd well wishes. i did a very stupid thing and i am sorrry i did it. i love you all very much. most thanks to ian and ange for all their special things theyy did for me an my family. i might be goin home next week Nd i promise to be here more often. armistead sorry itis hard for me to typestill

Weird What I Can Do 2500 Miles Away
It's weird...here where I live..I haven't done much...I haven't saved anybody's life or hurt anybody...but I've done both 2500 miles away. First..I saved my friend from being raped in Florida while being in California...she told me when she was on the ground..she heard me telling her to fight back in her mind..and she was able to get away...am I really that important to someone that they see me as their guardian angel?...and in the nest one..I was in a different country...I broke my friends foot in Kapuskasing,Ontario,Canada....she told me she was thinking about me while going down the stairs..but she said it was worth it...am I that special..that I'm worth breaking a bone for?

A Floor Of My Own....
According to the New York Times, the hospitality industry has recently resurrected a trend last seen in the 1980s (and last noted by Broadsheet in 2007): Women-only hotel floors. Originally created with female travelers' safety in mind, women’s floors fell out of favor after they "became a kind of sexist thing instead of a polite offer," says hotel analyst Bjorn Hanson. But today, eager to capture a rapidly growing market of female travelers, many hotels are making that "polite offer" once more. The Crowne Plaza chain is leading the way, offering a "Women's Executive Level" to compliment its male-aimed "King Executive Level." (Note the difference in the names. Ugh.) On the women's floor, you get "a variety of amenities like a Victoria's Secret robe, a blow dryer and vanity mirrors." Meanwhile, on the men's floor, you get a private lounge and "everything from free cocktails to concierge services. " Hey, wait a minute! Granted, women are free to book rooms on the "King" level,

Frontstretch Newsletter 8-06-08
THE FRONTSTRETCH NEWSLETTER Presented by Frontstretch.com The Best Seat at the Track, The Best View on the Net! August 6th, 2008 Volume II, Edition CXLVIII Today's Top News by Bryan Davis Keith Yeley, Smith Out of Regular Rides for Centurion Boats at the Glen Though Reed Sorenson avoided being replaced from his regular Cup ride for a road ringer this weekend, the same can't be said for fellow Cup drivers J.J. Yeley and Regan Smith. Yeley, the driver of Hall of Fame Racing's No. 96 Toyota, will be replaced by P.J. Jones for this weekend's event at Watkins Glen. Yeley, currently outside the Top 35 in owner points, failed to qualify the No. 96 at Infineon in June, prompting his team to put the veteran Jones in the car. Jones has two Top 10 finishes in seven career Cup races at the Glen, with a career-best 4th driving A.J. Foyt's No. 14 car in 2002. In a press release, Hall of Fame Racing co-owner Tom Garfinkel stated, "We appreciate P.J. helping out the team this weekend a

Tension Whenever The Tennessee Titans And St. Louis Rams Get Together
NASHVILLE, Tenn. -- Coaches and seasons can change. Tension whenever the Tennessee Titans and St. Louis Rams get together doesn't. These teams had some feisty joint practices back in 2000, months after the Rams beat the Titans in the Super Bowl, and it didn't take long Wednesday morning for tempers to flare up as they gathered Wednesday in training camp. Rams receiver Reche Caldwell grabbed Titans cornerback Cortland Finnegan in a bear hug and took him to the ground. St. Louis coach Scott Linehan was watching his defense with rookie end Chris Long going against the Tennessee offense and Vince Young when he heard some of the grumblings two fields over between his offense and the Titans defense. "We've got to limit that," Linehan said. "We can't get to where we lose our cool out here. It's that time of year. Guys aren't in very good moods out here. We've just got to make sure we continue to get better. It's good to see us compete and those things. We'll get rid of the extra

Words
Words Calm though the wind Like words is not Expressed solely by creation But through realization Statements expressed Of love rekindled Are as meaningless As the kite on a windless day The soar of the eagle Is much less taxing Upon the robustness Of a stiff wind blowing Words lie dormant As the leaf on the ground When the wind absent of emotion Takes no action upon the heart Prose is ink on the paper And stirs not the heart If not accompanied By the purposefulness of action Like the wind Action begets movement Whether it is the leaf Or the heart Poet

He Needs Us
skaterboy needs some new friends and lots and lots of fu luv he really is a great guy Skaterboy@ fubar lets show him some luv he truly is amazing brought to you by: ? ~Toxic Tears~? ~Founder of the Unique Individuals ~? ~Married to Skaterboy~@ fubar

What Would You Said Leave Comments
OK!!!! ONE MY EX BF BEFORE HE WAS WAS AN EX I FOUND OUT THAT HE WAS CHEATING ON ME AND I GAVE HIM A CHANCE TO TELL ME THE TRUTH AND WASNT EVEN 2 DAYS AND I FOUND OUT BY ONE OF HIS FRIENDS THAT HE WAS TELLING EVERYONE THAT WE HAVE BROKEN UP AND I WAS WAIT WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT YOU KNOW AND SOME BITCH HES WAS TALKING TO TELLING HER THAT I WAS IN EX GIRL AND WHEN SHE TOLD ME THAT AND EVERYTHING... ANYWAYS SO I ASKED HIM ABOUT THAT AND HE SAID ME TO SHE JUST A FRIEND AND STUFF THAT WAS AND THEN I WROTE HIM A MESSAGE TELLING HIM IT WAS OVER AND TELLING HIM CALL ME WHEN YOU ARE REAL MAN I DONT WANT A LITTLE BOY AND WHEN SHE FUCKING HURTS YOU DONT COME TELLING ME THAT I WANT YOU BACK EVERYTHING LIKE THAT.... ANYWAYS... MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT HES TRYING TELL ME THAT HE STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME AND HES STILL LOVES ME AND HE WANTS ME BACK AND STUFF I AM NO BUT HELL NO YOU HAD A CHANCE WITH ME AND YOU FUCKING PLAYING GAMES WITH ME AND I DONT NEED THAT AND EVERYTHING LIKE THAT....... BUT

May - My World Tour !!!
As some of you know I will be on Vacation in May. Lv me a Message if you want me to drop by your town!! ahahah I have 2 weeks to cram everyone into. I will do my best. So far England, Germany, and Italy. Any more?? good journeys and have a blessed nite. ~milady_J_ßßW mmmwahs xoxoxo

Time Lookin At Me
so confussed, so out in space don't know where to go, don't know what to think life comes at you like a speeding bullet dodging it is so hard to do lookin left and right not knowing where to go sees everyone lookin at you like something is wrong and you don't know what to think, not knowing where to go the heart shows so much that we don't listen to at times when we know we should it shows us the true way to love and care and it's up to us to listen to it

Outlaw Biker
t used to be that all bikers shared a common bond, an unspoken code of ethics and behavior that transcended words and was built on actions. There was never a bible written on this Biker`s Code of the Road and there was no need for such a tome.But the times they are a changin and there seems to be a lot of new riders out there. These days the riders you see blastin down the tarmac are just as likely to be clad in shorts and sneakers as jeans and engineer boots. And the roughest, toughest looking biker you pull up next to could be your doctor or lawyer and may be wearin a Rolex watch under his leathers. There`s nothing wrong with that, so long as these new riders learn the Code of the Road just as us old schoolers did. Being a biker used to be about using your creativity to take a basket case old hawg and, using only grit and ingenulty, turning it into a one-of-a-kind eye dazzler, then risking your life on the asphalt on a bike you made yourself out of pride. Bikers wore leather and grea

Dylons Diva Mafia Lounge
We are working very hard to reconstruct our Lounge. We now have music in their. If you all know any DJ's or know how to DJ and are interested in being a Dj for our Lounge please contact Dylon. Here is the link to our lounge. Lets get the party started. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52916

Complex
Complex Have you ever tried Those iron Farmer’s puzzles? Twisting and pulling Seeming more complex than The simple solutions they are. Have you ever tried to piece together And upside down puzzle Without its vibrant colors or lines Of demarcation? Have you ever tried To fathom the intricacies Of the color of a rainbow Its hues that mellow the mind And wonder on the pot of gold? Have you ever pondered The enigma smile of The Mona Lisa And realize it pales In comparison to that Of a baby’s smile? Have you ever thought You could relate To the relationship That defines love And not be disappointed? I guess I will Work on the farmer’s puzzle. Poet

Highly Uncalled For.
so. i took my kiddo with me to run a quick errand. some asshole decides he's going to cut me off with his mini van and almost take the front of my car with him. i became so enraged i honked him thru two lights. when i got an opening i kicked up the speed and saddled right up next to him and opened the window. i.let.him.have.IT. if he would've hit me he could've hurt my kiddo and i would've beat him to a bloody fucking stump. GRRRR!

I Am Giving Cam Shows For Tips
I am going to start giving sexy ass cam shows. All I ask is that you send me a tip with paypal. The show itself is free. I will be doing the shows via yahoo messanger For more info on scheduals and paypal info hit me up in the shoutbox or email me at rgreen80@charter.net First show is friday night

Gf Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

Sbs
From: ¢¾ t@ylor ¢¾ Date: Jul 27, 2008 4:22 PM />From: ~JUAN~ [DELGADILLO]Date: Jul 27, 2008 12:29 AMTurn your sound on... :(YOU HAVE NO HEART IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS !December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what Jessica said:"If anyone has kids, make sure that you keep them with you the whole time. Don't give then to anyone that you don't trust. Trust me, I thought that I trusted Josh. But now as of December 4, 2007 at 2:29 AM, she is gone. My one & only baby . & He is going to pay FOREVER, even if he gets out of jail scott free, he will be dead no matter what. & To all my friends that know London, I am very angry & upset that I lost the love of my life, my babygirl. She died on her

Just An Idea
................seeing how some people like whoring for fubucks, and some people like playing cards and stuff ......i just had this pretty decent idea to take up to the fu-lords! ..................they should find a way to get a poker client on here so people who got that fix for poker, and those who beg for fu-bucks......can actually earn thier stuff instead of beggin for the crap...... throw some tourneys on there, git some regular tables where you can leave when the leaving is good, shoot throw some tourneys in there where the grand prize is like a happy hour or some vip package or some crap not a bad idea is it??

My First Bully Test
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Stupid Online Poker Donkeys!
..so im in this freeroll online poker tourney right. i already won the first round, now im in the second round and my goal is to finish in the top 9 so i can advance to the finals. im cruising along whoopin butt taking names all that goodness, then with 11 people left, it happens! ........i got pocket aces and flopped a full house. so i bet, dood raises, i re raise all in ...he calls me w/ a k,3 suited! so what happens? ......he rivers quad 3's on me.....im like ......what the hell! this dood thought he was so good too! that was untill he lost all his chips in like 5 hands. someone should of told him that playing crapy cards don't work all the time thats all i got now!

Seriously
Hey handsome would you be a doll and buy me a bling pack? Oh and make it a big one please. Hey sexy would you mind getting me a VIP? I would owe you so much of you could get me a few blasts. Help! I so need a Happy hour. My birthday is coming up and it would mean a lot to me. Seriously…these are some of the stupid SB messages that I get from some females on this site. Some offer their NSFW pics and webcam shows, but there are others than think they are so “special” that I should do it for fucking free. Do I have a face that says, “I need pussy?” WTF? I don’t mind helping out the ever few online “friends” in need or bidding on silly auctions, but that is ALWAYS my CHOICE. I hate it when women (I say this because men don’t ask me for this type of shit) think they can use their box to seduce me into giving them free Fubar shit. At least two asked for me to donate to their charity. It's no one on my friends list. I am just venting before it’s too late and turn into a

About Me
Well my name is Elizabeth Edes i live in tacoma,washington.I was born at tacoma general.I have lived in washington all my life.My dad was never really in my life but thats okay i got great friends and family..Um i have lived a very hard life but that can only make you a stronger person and i think i have became that strong person lol.I have 2 half siblings 1 sister named Jamie and 1 brother named micheal my sister lives in arkansas with her husband and my nephew carter.My brother lives in florida with his dad and michaels gurlfriend.Then i have 1 stepsister name jessica and she is due to have her son in september,Then i got a sister thats not really related but i guess you could call her a family friend cause my mom babysat her daughter leigha so i just started callin her my sister and my niece since i have known them for like 3 years now...um i am 5'5 have brown hair brown eyes i have my nose,tongue,lip,ears,nipples pierced and 1 tattoo.i grew up in a abusive family and a acholic fami

My Dislikes & Likes
MY LIKES! ~Camping. ~Fishing. ~Reading. ~Listening to music. ~Playin on the computer. ~Talkin on the phone. ~Horseback Riding. ~Spending time with my family. ~Going to the Lake. ~Walkin on the beach. ~Cooking. ~Baking. ~Taking Pictures. ~Texting. ~Going to the movies Theaters. ~Spendin Time With my man. ~Drinkin. ~Coloring. ~People with great personalitys. ~Doing hair. ~Watchin T.v. MY DISLIKES ~Annoying people. ~People that talk shit. ~Drama. ~Liers. ~Cheaters. ~Dishonesty. ~Lima Beans.

Why Can I Not Say No?
Back home now, enough of sitting in a restaurant like a gimp on a laptop. Ricky turned up and my first impression was 'wooahhh! this guy's got better with age!'...he's kept himself in good shape, plays some rugby and I found myself thinking back to the stuff we used to do. Remember, we're going back to 89/90 so I was about 18 or so. I was really getting into sex and him being 22 was so cool because although I knew what I was doing, he still taught me alot. There was this one night we were at someone's house party and so horny we ended up in one of the bedrooms shagging like it was the end of the world not caring as people milled about and talked about us. A little audience of about six or seven people watched and shouted encouragement as we fucked and I think was the the first time I realised I enjoyed showing off in such an overt sexual way. It didn't get out of hand but might have quite easily. There were hands gently slapping my arse and groping my tits from time to time and the

Rockband
...total shit. So I don't have work all this week and that allows me to stay up till 4-5am everyday playing Rockband and drinking. When I wake up at 12pm everyday I ask myself if its worth it and I say no, but then the night comes and I say YES!

Update On Daughter
the Officer finally called and said that she is with her grandma on his side and gave me a new phone number to call. I am to call after *pm and I now have to find a way to get her home even thought the court order states something different . Thank you all that sent me prayers and thoughts they were all appreciated. I hope to find the money to fly down there and get her because the officer said he only had to find her not get her home.

A Bed Of Love
a bed of love Let us linger more amidst the sheets so I may taste your heavenly sweets if you knew what's inside of me now you would then have an answer somehow Love me true, and we will make it last until forever and a week is long past true love born at the beginning of time eternally joined hearts, yours and mine it was angels that put sparkles in your eyes that brightens my heart more than the sunrise your words penetrate, stir me deep inside and from your love, there’s no place to hide from loving you I feel what heaven is all about emotional mountaintop is my love I will shout giving you my heart, I’m wealthy beyond measure the gift of your touch is my most valuable treasure so touch me from afar and again touch me near the sound of your voice is music in my ear I will love you forever, beyond the day I die I will love you on hello, and love you on goodbye

Life Is Good
So this evening myself and curt will be going to retreive the rest of my furniture and such at my old place. Its gonna be a long nite, but good. Closing a chapter on my life while beginning a New and better life with him. He is my world as i his, He is one of the kindest, yet sometimes quite mean men i have ever known :p ( mean in a good way :p) Still a little sketchy with the health issues , but the meds they have me on are helping a bit, im not as severe and not having as many episodes. I go for a 4 hour epilepsy test on the 18th to rule out seizures, though if they arent seizures, they are doing quite well in portraying them. Im looking around this house , 4 bedrooms and all...large florida room and large two story shed out back ( kinda looks like yours tracy ) and wondering where my furniture is going to fit. It is already quite full here. Poor curt has had to put up with my whining ass for the past week while ive been pulled out of work on temp disability because the episo

I'm Sorry.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and this is what I've come up with (among other things). I want to say that I'm sorry. For past mistakes, present, and future. Some say that you shouldn't say sorry because it can't change anything, and maybe they are right, but I'm giving it a shot. If I've done wrong by you, I'm sorry. I have a temper like you wouldn't believe and more often than not it gets the best of me. I've lost some amazing friends over some of the stupid stuff that I have done. I only wish that I could go back and change it. But, I'm the type of person who doesn't have regrets, but I try to learn from my mistakes. So, if you're reading this and this pertains to you, please take it seriously. If there is anyone out there who I've hurt, made mad, etc currently. Again, I'm sorry. To anyone who I may hurt in the future, don't take it personal. As I said, my temper gets the best of me and gets me into trouble. I have a smart mouth too, and anyone who knows me k

Esrd And Organ Donation
My little sister is 23, and is in End Stage Renal Failure. Her only hope is a kidney transplant. There are many circumstances at play, which keep her off the transplant list, but if one of her family members is a match, they would go ahead and do the transplant. Out of 3 siblings, I'm the only one with the same blood type. I know that it's not just blood type that is a factor, and I'm in the process of getting things figured out to see if I match enough qualifiers to donate a kidney to her. If I'm a match, I'll be at her side during the whole harvesting and transplant process. But if I am not, I need to be able to say my goodbyes. I am asking that you pray for her and our family. I have to figure out how I can gather funds to help her and her dad, and even myself to be at her side regardless... I'm not asking for hand outs.. but perhaps ideas. I have a very dear friend who has offered to take my children while I travel to be with my sister... and I can only say to her "I lo

For Anyone Who Cares...
I prolly won't be online for a few days..I'm gonna be moving and the net will be shut off soon..So if you need to get a hold of me, most of you should know how to do so! If not well then that sucks :p I hope everyone has a good rest of the week, and hopefully I'll be back with in a few days! Love, Peace & Chicken Grease!

Grinning Again
Grinning again Slipping in your silken portal of joy stirring and pushing, I’m a happy boy feeling your love from the inside into snug harbor my ship will glide grasping and gasping, you softly moan as you take your pleasures on my bone my sword thrusting, as if in fencing parries and touches, my body tensing, the climatic joys, our passions all spent basking in the afterglow, love has sent holding you close to me, soothes my heart my love quickens and firms, another start!

Sour Grapes
In my shout box this afternoon: MAKE ME YOURS: wanna roleplay/ I don't answer...but I rate his profile a 10 and fan him...which I routinely do to all on this site. It's only polite. It says he's 27... which is pretty normal--I get hit on by guys younger than that on this site with great frequency... (and they want to call US cougars??? ) He has no salute--though he's been on the site for nearly 2 years. He has three pictures...one is of a rose...the other two are of a nice looking, fit, shirtless guy. He has no about me. No nothing. In my fubar experience this means you are most likely a big old faker. In my shout box I get: MAKE ME YOURS: is that a no? I am kind of busy so I don't answer rigth away so then I get in my shout box: MAKE ME YOURS: ?????????????????? Fubar is running sluggish so I send a yellow rose with the following message: "I appreciate the offer but have several reasons for saying no thanks... not the least of which are 1) I'm marrie

"just A Thought"
Hey to all the people out there that actually look at peoples blogs, I just thougt I'd share a little thought. I realize that we all have the right to state our own opinions, but why be so hateful to people you don't even know? You look at how a person looks on the outside and judge them before you find out what kind of a person they actually are. For all you know they could be the best people in the world to ever know but you put them down before they even get the chance to say hello. That is just crul, and just goes to show how shallow a person you really are. Not everyone is going to look like a supermodel or act like a complete sl*t just to get your friendship. Inside eveyone is a beautiful person. It's just up to you weither or not your choose to see that. I could question some of the peple out there who think they are all that because if you get to know them you will find out in a hurry that they aren't even worth the effert to even try to be their friend. If you could watch them

Cute...especially For Teachers
Kids Are Quick ______________________________ TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America. MARIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America? CLASS: &n bsp; Maria. ____________________________________ TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. ______________________________ TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?' GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L' TEACHER: No, that's wrong GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it. ______________________________ < span style="font-size: 18px; color: rgb(0, 128, 0); font-family: Arial;"> TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water? DONALD: H I J K L M N O. TEACHER: What are you talking about? DONALD: Yesterday you said its H to O. ______________________________ TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago. WI

The Meeting
The Meeting It was June of ’98 and I was stuck in Cincinnati for a several hours with nowhere to go. My meetings with Federated had concluded very well and nearly a day early. My flight wasn’t until evening and it was only 10:00 am so I asked my taxi to take me to a Barns and Noble so I could browse the books and enjoy some Starbucks. That’s how I ended up in Westchester, a suburb of Cincinnati, browsing the Sci-Fi when I nearly tripped over a small child and spilled coffee all over my tie. I grabbed some napkins and sat down next to a lady so engrossed in her book that she didn’t even look up as I excused myself and sat next to her to sop up the coffee from my tie. There have only been a few times in my life when I’ve felt deja vue and this one was intense. I looked up just as the lady next to me looked up and started to help me with my tie. It hit me like the proverbial ton of bricks, it was her! Kitty was my first love in life back in High School, I never got over her, I had

My Birthday
I was born on a Monday around 4:30 PM in Somerville, TN at a small clinic on April 7, 1969. My mother was 36 yrs old and it was hard on her to have me, but we both made it...Yahhh! I weighed a lil over 6 pounds and my mother named me Vanessa Kaye Darnell. I was already an aunt when I got here. My oldest brother had a daughter that was 1 yr old when my mother had me....wierd ain't it. I grew up with my neices and nephews. We got along most of the time, but when we argued we broke off into about 3 groups and had it out by calling each other names and chasing after each other...lol. My childhood was pretty good most of the time. My father was an alcoholic and that made it difficult a lot of the time, but momma was strong enough for the both of us. I was a lil stubborn some of the time and got water thrown on me one time for not taking it after momma fixed for me....hehe. TO BE CONTINUED..........

Boundaries
Although we rarely dream of boundaries per se, we often encounter uncrossable fences, immovable gates, and other non-traversable obstacles. A Freudian approach would be to discern what might be gained by overcoming the barrier and then attempting to associate that gain with a taboo event. If you have any helpers to get you over, through, or under your obstacle, they may be co-conspirators in the violation-or, your joint conquest of the obstacle may be the taboo in itself. Depending on whether the taboo is anger, sex, or another violation, you may need to look closely at your feelings about what is on the other side of the fence, across the river, or whatever the obstacle is. It can be an eerie feeling to encounter a boundary where either you feel unable to go past or your dream companions keep reminding you that nobody goes over there. It may be that the perceived threat or inability to cross the boundary is the central message of the dream. Perhaps you see yourself as needing t

Some When My Love
Some when my love It was in that shadowy time between dreaming and waking up, when everything is so real that you wonder if you're really awake, but you think it's a dream. It was then that she started appearing. At first I would see her on the piano bench waiting for me to wake up. Then she would be standing next to me. Last month I could swear that I smelled her perfume. Like a subtle business card, the scent was announcing that she had been here. I tried going back to sleep to bring her back, but it wouldn't work. Two weeks ago on Tuesday it happened! She was in bed with me! I could hear her tell me to relax and enjoy what she was about to do. Just when she had placed her lips in a tender embrace to my growing excitement; my alarm woke me up. I've looked for her since then and I think I sense her sometimes now in the evenings, when I play my piano. I'm not sure but it feels like she's rubbing my shoulders. Even now as I write I can smell the subtle fragrance of jasmine a

Divorce
Divorce is an excessive commodity now days. A first grader recently said, My parents haven't gotten their divorce yet. Unfortunately, divorce has translated from a social taboo to a rite of passage. Often, it symbolizes anxiety concerning insincere commitment from a partner or underlying resentment toward a partner. It may be represented by other significant persons in your life going through the divorce as a displacement of your anxiety over the matter. Do you have relationships that are very tiring or emotionally draining? Perhaps you are wanting to get someone out of your life, but lack the diplomacy skills to address the situation. Do you feel excluded from or cut off by past friends over a current disagreement?

Computer
The computer has become a symbol of access to knowledge and power. It also has become a ball and chain. The good thing is, we can work anywhere thanks to Internet connections and laptop computers. The bad thing is, we can work anywhere thanks to internet connections and laptop computers. You are either on the verge of excelling at work, or you probably need to quit working such long hours. Was the computer simply background furniture in your dream, or did it play an integral part? Was the computer more powerful than you are used to, or was it causing you problems?

"gods: Greek, Roman Etc."
Various gods such as these figures often represent idealized desires, obstacles, powers, or relationships. The presence of the god figure often comes as a superlative. Some examples of this include: Thor as the most strength, Zeus as the most wisdom, and Eros as the greatest sexual desire. We may either encounter these figures directly or feel ourselves as persons occupying their bodies or adopting their attributes. These experiences show us important features of ourselves as agents of action in the world. We are confronted by these superlatives and are either thwarted by them or become more self-aware in who we need to be in the circumstances and relationships of life. If you are a student of mythology, it may be useful to investigate your dreams for themes of power, problem-solving, and self-awareness.

Makeup In The Mirror
I've always be fascinated with watching women apply makeup. I ember watching my mother "put on a face" as a child, I watch my wife getting ready in the mornings putting on the face she will wear to greet the children coming to school. On the bus into town I look around and see women busy with their little mirrors, brushes, applicators and things that look like a torture machine for eyelashes. When I drove to work it would terrify me to look in my rear view mirror and see a large Yukon or Ford Excursion bearing down on me with the drive staring into her mirror and using something like a pencil to draw around her eyes. Makeup in the mirror Seeing a smile looking back at her stroking the delicate canvass concealing and revealing all at once the artist works silent and deftly with speed and familiarity creating the image in her mind with a pallet of colorful dreams she plans and she schemes putting on a face that will say she’s ready for the day She makes her

The Morning Sunrise On The Beach
The morning sunrise on the beach An epiphany, a realization a dawning of enlightenment a end to an inner confrontation battled over an all night stint As the sun rises over the misty bay an understanding, all sorted out at the start of this new day a new clue to what it's about The battles from the night concluded and now I think I might understand The answers that have so long eluded fading like footprints in the sand Waves will crash, and the tide will roll but the long walk has a conclusion loading the pipe and lighting the bowl clarity from the ashes of confusion

Hair
I do so love your hair. I love the way it sways and bends like swells on the ocean Trailing down your back Available For me To wrap it Twice around my arm To pull you up short. I love the way I control your every movement With just a wave of my hand On a whim On your knees Saying Please With eyes that tease No reprieve from me. I love the way the the back of your throat Protests the invasion of My Cock Enough to make your Eyes shut and your Mouth open wide and your Saliva drip from My balls. I love that plaintive little whine When you call for my Cum on your Tongue and in your Mouth beginning to Dribble down your Chin to your Breast. Yes, I love your hair.

Hahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fucking Ruby Cairo man. She's insane. I told her I was going to have Gibraltar kick her back to the US. She says: "Exported? Imported? Deported? Reported?" i mean seriously. lol. and now she's giggling about it in my ear and I'm whiping tears out of my eyes. she's fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunny!

Mizz Shady Has An Sos Plz Help Guys Ty
OUR HOTTIES HOME PAGE WAS DELETED.. WE FOUND OUT THIS MORNING.. CAN WE PLZ GET SOME HELP TO LEVEL IT BACK UP.. PLZ GUYS WE LOST EVERYTHING.. TY TY Home of the 2nd Alarm Hotties *New Page 8-6-08*@ fubar JUST RATE ALL YOU CAN TY

Stutter Hot Is Open For Business
Finally, our web site is live. Stutter Hot shirts are now available for sale. As an introductory special, we are not charging shipping or handling for customers in the United States. Go to stutterhot.com and check out the great deals and let me know what you think or if you have suggestions. Mac

What Is A.l.s.
Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS), often referred to as "Lou Gehrig's Disease," is a progressive neurodegenerative disease that affects nerve cells in the brain and the spinal cord. Motor neurons reach from the brain to the spinal cord and from the spinal cord to the muscles throughout the body. The progressive degeneration of the motor neurons in ALS eventually lead to their death. When the motor neurons die, the ability of the brain to initiate and control muscle movement is lost. With voluntary muscle action progressively affected, patients in the later stages of the disease may become totally paralyzed. A-myo-trophic comes from the Greek language. "A" means no or negative. "Myo" refers to muscle, and "Trophic" means nourishment---"No muscle nourishment." When a muscle has no nourishment, it "atrophies" or wastes away. "Lateral" identifies the areas in a person's spinal cord where portions of the nerve cells that signal and control the muscles are located. As this area degenera

M.r.s.a.
Definition MRSA infection is caused by Staphylococcus aureus bacteria — often called "staph." MRSA stands for methicillin-resistant Staphylococcus aureus. It's a strain of staph that's resistant to the broad-spectrum antibiotics commonly used to treat it. MRSA can be fatal. Most MRSA infections occur in hospitals or other health care settings, such as nursing homes and dialysis centers. It's known as health care-associated MRSA, or HA-MRSA. Older adults and people with weakened immune systems are at most risk of HA-MRSA. More recently, another type of MRSA has occurred among otherwise healthy people in the wider community. This form, community-associated MRSA, or CA-MRSA, is responsible for serious skin and soft tissue infections and for a serious form of pneumonia. Symptoms Staph skin infections, including MRSA, generally start as small red bumps that resemble pimples, boils or spider bites. These can quickly turn into deep, painful abscesses that require surgical draining. Som

Third Place!
As per my previous blog, there will now be a third prize regardless of whether 30,000 comments have been reached. The actual prize will depend on the number of comments reached, see below. 30,000 comments = 500,000 fubucks 20,000 - 30,000 comments = 350,000 fubucks 15,000 - 20,000 comments = 250,000 fubucks 10,000 - 15,000 comments = 200,000 fubucks less than 10,000 comments = 150,000 fubucks The contest will still end 10th August 2008 @ 3pm Fubar Time Or when 30,000 comments have been reached. BROUGHT TO YOU BY tra71@ fubar

So My Dad...
is in the hospital again. Tony found him Sunday unconscious on the floor and took him to the hospital. He fell and was lying on the floor at his house for no one even knows how long and he's got a huge bruise on the left side of his face from where he hit [we think] the table and he's got bed sores from where he landed on his arm and was lying on it for so long and he moved around some while he was still conscious. He has an infection all over his body, he has kidney failure, and the cancer he had when I was around 8 or 9 has come back. I saw him twice yesterday but he's heavily sedated because he's on a ventilater, so I'm not sure if he even knew I was there. When I saw him the 2nd time the ventilater was set to 16 and he was breathing to 26, which means he's breathing on his own 10 above the ventilater, so they'll be trying to get him off of it soon. If he manages to get off the ventilater, he won't be sedated anymore and hopefully he'll be alert and be able to talk to us. The only t

Going To Be Deleting My Fubur
just to let all my friends know that i'm deleting this if you have me on yahoo you can talk to me on their but i'm tired of all the drama and friends that i thought were cool and i did things for back stabed me and ,,, but my real friends know were to find me and hit me on yahoo ,,, love yall huges and kisses ,,, trish

The Adventure Not Taken
The Adventure Not Taken Against all reason, caution and warnings of non conformity, he tried to satiate the yearnings from his deepest heart. Longing to take a romantic adventure before fading in obscurity, he pulled against the chains from which he could not depart. Always stuck being so clinical, cynical and of course practical, he tried to become someone interesting and someone new. He could never let himself be illogical or even irresponsible, even to become involved with someone as special as you. He is always the neighbor next door, the one you always call, when there's some crisis or some problem that needs fixing. Just an average guy, not too thin or thick nor too short or tall, but a dependable sort who always knows just what to do. Some days he still dreams of Fairy Tale Falls and Glacier Park, of horseback rides through alpine forests, and being in love. Some days he remembers the Castle and making love in the

Salem's Oath
Adonai, elohim, el shaddai... Thou hast become the father of lies, And I serve thee, henceforth... no more Becoming thus the essence of sedition; The steadfast gleam of the unsheated rapier, The falchion's forceful thrust At the heart of thy empire... the adam kadmon To impart the knowledge - the cognizance - of thine For this I slither in aspect through Eden's gleanings For this I bid Cain slayeth his brother For this I rend the weakest salient of thy diadem, As I, its jewel and very metal shall reflect no more Your light - the light of enslavement; The essence of constancy and misaligned justice To a multitude that knows no freedom... Ignorant of how subtle the fetter tightens They shall raise me a saviour - and crown thee a liar For this I strike with balanced blade, And spit upon the throes of thine angels' desire I will not serve... henceforth

America's Best -- And Worst! -- Restaurants
I saved this article last Thursday, and in the interests of maintaining a healthy waistline in spite of having to eat out occasionally (you do too, admit it), thought it worth sharing! I was also three paragraphs into today's blog and my computer ate what I'd saved. Oh well ... Have a great day, everybody! David __________________________________________________ America's Best - and Worst! - Restaurants Posted Thu, Jul 31, 2008, 3:29 pm PDT [Courtesy of Men's Health, and beware the "health halo"! -- David] Eating out invariably raises a number of tricky questions: sit-down or drive-thru? Burgers or pizza? Thin or stuffed crust? And if you're dining with your family, add the biggest question of all: Will the food we eat today bring a fatter tomorrow for our kids? And fewer tomorrows for the rest of us? So the choice between McDonaldâ€™s and Burger King shouldnâ€™t be based solely on whether you're more terrified by the scary clown Ronald McDonald or that creepy

Stolen From Mclovin
$5225.00The Cadaver Calculator - Find out how much your body is worth.Created by OnePlusYou - Online Dating I wanna know what the highest you can have is. Dangit. I wanna know how this thing is calculated.

Wats Up
i was listen to Lloyd on trl on mtv channel he was singing "girls all around the world" was there something wrong with the mic maybe he should have lip-sync'd he sounded awful is that his true voice he broke into rap that sounded fine then back to singing oooooh god ugh it was disappointing to listen i always thought him to be the best listening to the albums his voice sounds fine singing whats with that was it the duet that made it no there was no smooth transition between notes and tunes made it sound sour wasnt wrong notes just wasnt smooth he should have Milli Vanilli'd that song today

Got No Money, Ya Got No Rights And Ya Dumb....
It's the truth. So years back I got the shot kicked out of me at outside a bar for being at the wrong place at the wrong time. A victim of gang violence and never being in a gang. The cops knew who did this to me, the DA knew who did this and my so called friends who were with me that night (and ran like a bunch of cowards only to come back to scrape me off the ground.) knew who did this to me. None, I mean none of them did a damn thing. I rack up about 10k in medical bills and I was left to pay $20 a month for the rest of my life and no justice ever to those who beat the shit out of me or those who protect them. No lawyer would touch me because there was no money in t for them and I had no money to give them. So in the laws blind eyes nothing ever happened to me. I just woke up one day with the left side of my face looking like the elephant man, my body bruised from head to toe and a whopping medical bill. Nice. > Most of my life the banks have done what they can to fuck you over. W

8/6/08
He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away. — Raymond Hull When we are no longer able to change a situation — we are challenged to change ourselves. — Victor E. Frankl You can learn many things from children. How much patience you have, for instance. — Franklin P. Jones The greatest homage to truth is to use it. — Ralph Waldo Emerson First keep the peace within yourself, then you can also bring peace to others. — Thomas A Kempis

When Your Hands Go Out
When your hands go out, love, toward mine, what do they bring me flying? Why did they stop at my mouth, suddenly, why do I recognize them as if then, before, I had touched them, as if before they existed they had passed over my forehead, my waist? Their softness came flying over time, over the sea, over the smoke, over the spring, and when you placed your hands on my chest, I recognized those golden dove wings, I recognized that clay and that color of wheat. All the years of my life I walked around looking for them. I went up the stairs, I crossed the roads, trains carried me, waters brought me, and in the skin of the grapes I thought I touched you. The wood suddenly brought me your touch, the almond announced to me your secret softness, until your hands closed on my chest and there like two wings they ended their journey.

When I Lay And Think
When I lay and think, in my bed at night, the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight. I toss and I turn, dreaming of you, opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true. It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll, weeping quietly... my pillow I hold. Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love. God touched my soul from heaven above He's answered my prayers for my bride to be. I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me. That's a question I asked each and every night. He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right. No other has made me feel so complete, my whole life was lived, just so we could meet. All these thoughts and more going through my head. I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead

What Is Love
What is love? I ask myself, Late in the night. Is it beauty? Is it grace? Will I get it right? What is love? I ask myself, When every ones asleep. Is it charm? Is it wealth? Or something underneath? What is love? I ask myself, Is it something true? Love is what I see, When I look at you. I love you karen

Friendship
Through the laughter and the tears, we have had our share. Never a day we didnt care. We've come to the point in our lives, we must be strong. Like sister's we could do no wrong. We've watched eachother grow, just like the rose, and now we must be prepared. Life's journey is slowly coming to an end. We have finally come to that bend. We wont say goodbye, just see you later. We'll meet again when the golden gates open. Our friendship will live on. The memries I'll keep in my heart. We'll never be that far apart. Spread your wings it's time to fly. Don't be sad You've lived your life, and through the years that we've been by eachother's side, it has been a wonderful ride. When the flower's bloom, I'll think of you, cause i know you loved them to. When i look up at the sky, I'll remember your smile. When it rains I'll think of the tears that we shed, and know it was all worth it. Our friendship meant the world, so with that I say with a sigh, not

The Ocean So Lovely
The ocean so lovely The sun about to set I gaze into your misty eyes You make my heart flutter Your arms wrap around me You pull me in closer My heart against yours Yours against mine They beat as one Laying my head on your shoulder I whisper in your ear "I Love You" In return you lean in for a kiss Ending the day Together as one

Up For Grabs
Ok i did it im for sale .....why? i have no idea but to stick with my crazy self i thought ayeeeeeeeee what the heck ........No drama pls it's all in fun and yessssss it's fun weeeeeeeeeeeeee pounce time damnit http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1002925&i=4288662807&albumid=1060232

She Is Beautiful
She is beautiful, so very beautiful Just like a winter's shining landscape, As delicate as the petals of a daisy, And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue Her eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea Everything about her is so very precious, More precious than all the gems in the world Her soul is the essence of the sky and earth, Her feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode Her smile is the smile of lost innocence. Pain vibrates deep inside of his gentle heart. A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of her mind, A mind with as many roads as the world has. I look at her and I see a pure truth, Like looking at a clear night sky, Millions of stars twinkle within her. She is beauty as I defined it, She is perfect She is my best friend, and I love her, I love her although, not because. And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty If only I can hold her beauty within me, For she is everything in this world, And I have found a world in her.

It Was The Day When Faith Seems To Die
It was the day when faith seems to die Lurking in a sense of a madman Prowl with no direction Lost in road of emptiness And looking for redemption Then there was you Innocent and so true Making me believe, yes it’s true True love sometimes comes true Oh what a wonderful you My first sight of my everlasting glance With the brilliance of your face Shines brighter than the skies Like an angel in disguise Surely would make me cry Thoughts of you too strong and powerful So passionate and yet very sincere Is it real or merely just an act Why you look so sad and blue Whisper in these longing ears my love Did someone make you cry Let me hear your agony, for I shall feel your sorrow Drowning in your sweet tender voice With undying melodies of your memories Surely would conquer my soul Wish I could hold your hands And quench the loneliness of your heart Craving to embrace you in these arms Just to keep you safe and warm Chin up my love and let me touch your cheek Do

Yo! Forgettaboutit! You Dont Mess With Us
http://www.silive.com/news/advance/index.ssf?/base/news/1218022208110410.xml&coll=1 Brothers add fuel to the fire at Jersey Shore 2 arrested for unruly behavior days after visit from Belmar mayor Wednesday, August 06, 2008 By JOHN ANNESE STATEN ISLAND ADVANCE STATEN ISLAND, N.Y. -- Less than two days after Belmar's mayor saw the best this borough has to offer, two Staten Island brothers allegedly showed Belmar some of the worst it has to offer. The two Island men were arrested early Sunday morning and charged with aggravated assault on a Belmar police officer -- not even two days after Belmar Mayor Ken Pringle took a goodwill tour of the Island to patch up a relationship rocked by offensive remarks he made in a newsletter about "guidos" and "SI girls behaving badly." Michael Delise, 30, and his brother Matthew, 27, threw a traffic cone into the middle of the street at 17th and Ocean avenues at about 1:30 a.m., and Michael Delise shoved Special Officer Brenda Santiago a

I Love You Because You Make Me Happy
I love you because you make me happy I love you because you make me feel safe and secure I love your smile I love the way you say my name I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put me down. I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am. No matter what my faults may be. I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days better At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you are not a dream YOU ARE MINE. I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable. I love your laugh I love hearing

The Time We Have Is Never Enough!
MONDAY NIGHT I ALONG WITH MY BROTHER AND SISTER HAD TO MAKE THE DECISION TO TERMINATE LIFE SUPPORT FROM OUR FATHER , AFTER TALKING TO HIS NURSE AND DOCTOR AND HEARING THERE IS NO HOPE AND THE OUT COME IS GRIM WE CHOSE TO TERMINATE AND LET NATURE TAKE ITS COURSE . I HAD NOT SEEN MY FATHER IN 9 YRS AND ONLY TALKED ON THE PHONE MAYBE 6 TIMES IN THAT TIME , WE HAD A HISTORY THAT KEPT US APART WELL MORE OF HIS CHOICE BUT I WAS HAVING A HARD TIME FORGIVING HIM FOR THE THINGS HE HAD DONE NOT JUST TO ME AS A CHILD BUT TO MY MOTHER ( KIDS AND WOMEN SHOULD NEVER BE USED AS A PUNCHING BAG!!!!) YES I HAVE/HAD A LOT OF ANIMOSITY TOWARDS HIM , HE NEVER MET ANY OF HIS GRAND KIDS BECAUSE HE WAS STILL TO BUSY BEING WASTED .. HE ALWAYS KNEW HE WOULD BE WELCOME BACK IF HE JUST GOT STRAIT AND STAYED STRAIT BUT BY THE TIME HE STARTED THAT IT WAS TOO LATE AND NOW THE CHANCE TO RECONCILE HAS LEFT US . I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FEEL ANYTHING FOR HIM BUT IN TRUTH HE WAS MY FATHER AND I HAVE YET TO STOP CRYING ,

Find Me Here
Find me here And speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That is leading me To the place where I find peace again You are the strength That keeps me walking You are the hope That keeps me trusting You are the life to my soul You are my purpose You're everything And how can I Stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me How could it be Any better than this You calm the storms You give me rest You hold me in your hands You won't let me fall You steal my heart And you take my breath away Would you take me in Would you take me deeper now And how can I Stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me How could it be Any better than this

All My Life
All my life I’ve waited Floating, dreaming, wishing For the day when you would come my way That day has come My heart flutters at the sound of your voice My hands shake as I reach to touch your face In heaven there can only be a better place Soaring through the clouds The wind beating at my skin Breathing heavy, feeling numb You’re all I need, my number one Tears stream down my face, burning my eyes Happy tears, thankful smiles Knowing I can hold you, embrace you Fearless of the unknown, content with life No longer will I feel the sharpened knife Of hurt, pain and suffering

When You Fdind Yourself On Your Own
When you find yourself on your own, Remember that you are not alone, And when your feeling down and blue, Remember that I'll always love you. When I am not here with you, Remember that our love is pure and true, I think about you every night and day, When Im with you I want to stay. I hope you will always remember me, Coz' I will remember you for eternity I never want to let you go, Coz' I love you more than you could ever know. If there was anything I could do, I would do it just to please you, You know its well and truly true, I would do anything for you. When your looking at the stars, in the eternal blue Remember that each star out there Is a reason why I love you And when you think your alone, and when no one is there at all I'll be right in front of you, to catch you when you fall.

When I Fall In Love
When I fall in love, I want to be with her always; In happiness, to smile with her, and be the one to hug her near. In sadness, to cry with her, and be the one to dry her tears. When I fall in love, I will spend my every waking and sleeping moments with her and catch each moment in its eternally lovely form. When I fall in love, I will miss her the very moment I say 'goodbye' and my heart will yearn for the very moment I say hello'. When I fall in love, all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away and I will be strong and brave once again. When I fall in love, I want you to be happy always, ever and feel like the happiest person of them all . . . Because that's what I will feel, when I fall in love, with you. ..

There Are Many Miles Between Us
There are many miles between us, But our hearts see not the distance. Drawing our love even closer, On this my heart it is insistent. When we talk my heart sings, You'll never know the happiness it brings. Just to hear a word from you, Keeps my heart from being blue. I love you truly, yes I do. I forever want to be with you. For now I'll settle for the phone, But know it's in your dreams that I belong Longing for the day we greet, Two loving hearts will then get to meet. Never more to be apart, Knowing it was long distance we got our start

The First Time We Kisses
The first time we kissed, The first time we danced; Since the first time we met, I was lost in romance. Everything about you, I loved! You were like an angel, Sent from above! So this is a little something, To let you know it's true, I feel nothing but love, And I want to marry you!

My Darling
My Darling, How I miss your touch I miss your whisper of "I love you so much" Your love is so sweet, so gentle, so tender So wonderful - just like the sender My love for you is so true and so deep I pray that my love you will forever keep I love you more each and every day I love you, Baby - in every way Me pleasing you and you pleasing me I want to be touching you - skin to skin Baby - I am ready for our life to begin I am counting the days until then You will long for love - never again I will love you like crazy for the rest of your life You will have the best friend, lover and wife I want to be your everything I want to be what makes your heart sing I love you, Darling - please never doubt I love you so much - I want to Shout Until we are together again - hold me in your heart I am holding you in mine - as I have from the start

My Rewritten "serenity Prayer"
Self, Allow My Serenity To Blossom Forth, So I Can Accept The Things I Can't Change, Courage To Change The Things That I Can, But Don't Know It Yet, The Wisdom and Clarity To Know and Accept That I Am Human. Living One Day At A Time; Enjoying Life As It Comes, Recognizing Hardship As The Pathway To Peace (Inner and Outward). Trusting That I Will Make As Many Things Right If I Stand Strong and Unfaltering, And Being Supremely Happy With My Self, Knowing That We're All Human. -Nokkie aka Nokaveli-

I Think I
I think I've walked too close to love And now I'm falling in There's so many things this weary soul can't take Maybe you just caught me by surprise The first time that I looked into your eyes There's a life inside of me That I can feel again It's the only thing that takes me Where I've never been I don't care if I lost everything that I have known It don't matter where I lay my head tonight Your arms feel like home Feel like home This life aint the fairy tale we both thought it would be But I can see your smiling face as it's staring back at me I know we both see these changes now I know we both understand somehow There's a life inside of me That I can feel again It's the only thing that takes me Where I've never been I don't care if I lost everything that I have known It don't matter where I lay my head tonight Your arms feel like home They feel like home Hold on, you're home to me There's a life inside of me That I can feel again It's the only thing that t

Ronnie's Poems
I love them both, can't have them both. It's tearing me apart! My former joy and present boy: Both have got my heart. I have to choose, so I must lose Someone I really love. It feels like dirt that I must hurt A girl that I dream of. Why this must be I cannot see; I only know I must. Each might endure, for I am sure That this is love, not lust. I weep and wail to no avail; I can't say no to either. But if I can't tell what I want, Could that mean I want neither? Ronnie Anthony Mercurino

I Awake Each Day With A Smile
I awake each day with a smile And greet it with a laugh; The world is a treasure to me Because of you. Every time I think of something sad, I replace the thought- with you! My mind is instantly changed And my heart is filled with gladness. Every breath I take is meant for you, I live this life surrounded in joy And I bathe in the promise of your love, My soul belongs to you. Each time I see something beautiful I want to take it and bring it to you; My life has so much meaning now All because of you. Basking in the warmth of your smile And the music of your laugh I feel your tenderness And your oh so witty style I don’t know why god blessed me With such a friend as you But it makes my pleasure complete And very happy too The way you always know me And exactly what to do When my loneliness gets me down And I’m so very blue The way you see into my soul And looked behind my eyes And I don’t have to hide my feelings And put on a disguise Wi

Every Night
Every night, when I lay me down to sleep, I want to reach over, to feel your lips so sweet. Although I know I cannot be there, You will always keep me from having any fear. The sheets are very cold; I feel like I'm in a huge hole. What if we never meet? Would my life be any better yet? I long for the day we lock eyes; I want you to be surprised. As much as you may imagine what I'll be, I can only be me. So every night, when I lay me down to sleep, You are in my mind with me. And right before I fall asleep, I wish upon that star for you to be with me.

A Passionate Night Between U And Me
wA passionate night between me and you I can't begin to tell you the things I want to do. First we can dim the lights and get closer..... No, wait, that's too fast, let's go back and move a little slower. I'll kiss your lips that are so soft and sweet, then move on to your cheek that's so smooth and unique. Then I'll move right along that little ear of yours... Whoa... my, my... let me move along your chest... Uh, oh I missed a spot, let me move back up to the neck As I move my tongue around and around you start to feel it as I go down slowly and as I kiss your chest your hands go up ...but I'm not finished yet.... I go further down towards your navel... As I move down past your waist line I begin to kiss.... Oh, I just wake up to realize it's a dream ! A passionate dream fueled by my deep love for you.

Momma Maybe
when do u let ur son go? when he 25, do u snatch him back home, cuz he just got out of jail and fed u more sad stories then in the bible followed up by promises? Do u not push some sense in his already cloudly brain, cuzed not by weed, which they claim, but due 2 they think it is all about them!? well if u noticed they want 2 be fruitful, multiple, jobless wouldn't it make some sense 2 smarten up 2 dummies with one lesson? I know some mommas would, but not the one i know. Anyway, i have witnessed someone throwin piss out a window on me and then tryin 2 offer me a umberella claimin it is rainin. this was all a strong effort 2 avoid me and her constantly arguin over when she goin put her foot down, stop believin pinocchio, who only cares about himself. she knows this and refuses believe just cuz either it is her son, he now a muslim (who was once a koolide boy, wannab blood), or cuz of a grandchild, he don't even want 2 b bothered with cuz of some new love interest. confused by the f

Falling Through The Cracks
Dirty man asking for change "Get a job!" they keep saying Just another voice to add to the ones in his brain Somehow I don't think sanity is on his resume Falling through the cracks "Leave him, if it's that bad" But she is convinced he is the best she can have Warped sense of perception The ones who leave aren't the rule, but the exception Falling through the cracks His best friend is a blade Cuts himself just to stay sane Atleast he can control this pain And when he is gone, no one will remember his name Falling through the cracks

Sleeping Awake
Why are you sleeping awake Refusing to get rid of your hate So what if they are different then you That just makes you different too You justify killing your own kind Just because they don't share your frame of mind Countrymen killing fellow countrymen You wake up and do it all over again You stone a woman for defending herself But the men who tried to rape her aren't going to hell Bend religion to fit your actions You're no better then Hitler with your hate factions Our DNA is the same, less a cell or two You may not like it, but it's true Ignoreing the truth won't make it go away Stop going through life, sleeping awake

Welcome To Hell
15 gone from the blast of a car bomb 1 more gone when he got shot being robbed 3,000 more with the falling of the towers All because an arrogant man had to prove he had power Another gone through an abortion of convenience Acting without thinking and then decided "We dont want to deal with this" One more when she said "No" Blamed herself just because he said so Another lost because mommy cant control her temper He will never grow or become a father Count another one gone with a bullet to the head Thought no one cared and that she was better off dead Maybe we should stop hiding in our shells Ladies and gentleman, welcome to hell

This Is For Those Who Claim To Be The Real Shadow
Legend of Shadow There are legends and myths that tell stories of what has possibly happened in the past, but these are not always true and some are true. This Legend is true and men miss interpret its meaning. Some say that Shadow came from Saten's domain and say Shadow was born as everyone else. The truth is Shadow is the part of a man that is left over from all the atrocities that he has made through the course of his life. Shadow appears to be in one man every so many generations he is a man who had a heart of pure good but was mistaken and misunderstood causing him to be an outcast, he is not invisible but he is shut out of society as punishment from God and must repent on his sins by making right out of wrong. Shadow does not have a black heart but has one buried beneath the ice of his true innerself. Emotions do not exist except for anger and hatred of himself for what he has done. There are those who say they are Shadow but they are not, for I am Shadow, I am the lege

To My Love
Have i told u how much i love you How much i need u in my day Have i shared with u my feelings Have i said the words that i should say Do u know how much i love u That my life is filled with u U r in my mind and in my heart U're there in everything i do I love to have u close to me I feel empty when we're apart Have i told u, how much i love u From the bottom of my heart

Miss Dee Thank You
~Miss Dee~**Member of Level Pounders** is our new SPONSOR of the month!!! She got us in our Auction and she gave us even moren then just the bid she made!!! ~Miss Dee~**Member of Level Pounders**@ fubar EVERYONE hit her up and show her a big thank you!!! The whole Team $$~LEVEL POUNDERS~$$ says Thank You $$~LEVEL POUNDER

Do Soul Mates Exist?... Key #5
Key #5) Unconditional Love. Soul mates love each other UNCONDITIONALLY... they let each other know it, and they let others know it. When they talk of their mate with friends and others, it is obvious this person has something special in their mate. Each partner constantly tries to please the other, yet neither partner is critical if the other has not pleased them for some reason. Neither partner ever tries in any way to hurt the other.

Application
Its pretty simple. I think I've been alone on Fubar for long enough and I'm looking to setting down and share my FU-Life. LOL So what I'm hoping for is to find someone to be my FU-wife. LOL I can offer my services as a great listener, quite talkative at times too. I can rate and re-rate to help you level up. Basically I'm FU-Whore'n myself out in your name(if your choosen)LOL Here's what I expect. Help me Level up, be there for talks about anything. I'll offer up my private pics for your viewing pleasure as well. So, if your interested drop me a line and I'll be going thru the candiates soon! LOL Yes, I know this is a joke marriage, but hey, everyone else is doing it. Why not us? LOL

Kim Komando 8-06-08
Today's top stories... 11 charged in huge ID thefts Authorities have charged 11 people in connection with data breaches. They're accused of exploiting vulnerabilities at nine major retailers, including TJX. Over 41 million IDs were stolen. Airport checkpoints speed up Starting Aug. 16, travelers won’t have to remove laptops from their bags. Laptops can pass through security checkpoints using new bags. Hopefully, this will speed up airport checkpoints. Tools helps you green your PC Technology companies are striving to go green. Tools are available to help reduce energy usage. Now, Microsoft is releasing a tool to make consumers' computers more efficient. DNS attacks underway We’ve heard a lot about the recently discovered DNS flaw. It lets criminals redirect Web traffic. At least one successful attack has taken place in Texas. Much of the Web may still be threatened. Network attacks on the rise A Russian gang is attacking computer networks. They use administrative sof

Worst Songs Ever!
Hey all :D I was listening to the radio on the way to work today, and they had people calling in about what they thought were the worst songs they've ever heard.. it was funny to hear other people's opinions. So I wanna know you all's :) Mine would have to be 500 miles, by the Proclaimers. Everytime I hear it I want to jam q-tips as hard as I can into my ears.. not really, but you know what I mean :p so lets hear it people.. what song just makes your skin crawl and your ears bleed?

Storm Worm Virus - 07/30/08
07/30/08—Be on the lookout for spam e-mail spreading malicious software (malware) which mentions “F.B.I. vs. facebook.” The e-mail directs the recipient to click on a link to view an article about the FBI and Facebook. Once the user clicks on the link, the “Storm Worm” malware is downloaded to the Internet-connected device, causing it to become infected with the virus and part of the Storm Worm botnet. A botnet is a network of compromised machines under the control of a single user. Botnets are typically set up to facilitate criminal activity such as spam e-mail, identity theft, denial of service attacks, and spreading malware to other machines on the Internet. The Storm Worm virus has capitalized on various holidays and fictitious world events in the last year by sending millions of e-mails advertising an e-card link within the text of the spam e-mail. Be wary of any e-mail received from an unknown sender. Do not open any unsolicited e-mail and do not click on any links provided

Make A Difference
A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in high school by telling them the difference they each made. She called each student to the front of the class, one at a time. First she told each of them how they had made a difference to her and the class. Then she presented each of them with a blue ribbon imprinted with gold letters which read, "Who I Am Makes a Difference." Afterwards the teacher decided to do a class project to see what kind of impact recognition would have on a community. She gave each of the students three more ribbons and instructed them to go out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on the results, see who honored whom and report back to the class in about a week. One of the boys in the class went to a junior executive in a nearby company and honored him for helping him with his career planning. He gave him a blue ribbon and put it on his shirt. Then he gave him two extra ribbons and said, "We're doing a class pro

Why Does It Always Rain On Me-- Travis
Comment on this video! More videos at myYearbook I cant sleep tonight Everybody saying everythings alright Still I cant close my eyes Im seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights Sunny days Where have you gone? I get the strangest feeling you belong Why does it always rain on me? Is it because I lied when I was seventeen? Why does it always rain on me? Even when the sun is shining I cant avoid the lightning I cant stand myself Im being held up by invisible men Still life on a shelf when I got my mind on something else Sunny days Where have you gone? I get the strangest feeling you belong Why does it always rain on me? Is it because I lied when I was seventeen? Why does it always rain on me? Even when the sun is shining I cant avoid the lightning Oh, where did the blue skies go? And why is it raining so? Its so cold I cant sleep tonight Everybody saying everythings alright Still I cant close my eyes Im seeing a tunnel at the end of all these l

I'm Out Of The Hospital And Asking You To Read This Blog
I have Lupus, which is a terminal disease that the doctors know little to nothing about and I'd like to start an awareness campaign about this horrible disease. It can affect all your organs or your skin and I have the kind that is systemic and affects my organs. I was in the hospital yesterday and they said I'm forming a small blockage in my intestines. I am just asking you to please pray for me and tell others about Lupus so they can understand it better. Many people go undiagnosed for most of their lives and it wasn't until 1988 that I got diagnosed with it. They gave me 6 months to 2 years. AND I'M STILL HERE! So, as you can see how little they know about the disease. If you have Lupus spread the word to others around you to help them understand what's going on. If anyone needs encouragement in this area please, PLEASE contact me and we can chat about it. Take care everyone!

Abortion~~~~look At The Truth
Its a Baby not a choice. If youre gonna act like an adult by having sex, then be prepared to handle the consequences Think before you act In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself very pro-choice,she didnt think this assignment would be a problem She was wrong This is what Nurse Shafer saw: I stood at the doctors side and watched him perform a partial-birth abortion on a woman who was six months pregnant. The babys heartbeat was clearly visible on the ultrasound screen. The doctor delivered the babys body and arms, everything but his little head. The babys body was moving. His little fingers were clasping together. He was kicking his feet. The doctor took a pair of scissors and inserted them into the back of the babys head, and the babys arms jerked out in a flinch, a startle reaction, like a baby does when he thinks that he might

Night @ Hospital
It seems if it wasn't for bad luck lately, i'd have none at all. Yesterday morning i went in for my 3rd opinion. All seemed good at first. The new doctor had a new approach that sounded fine to me. I hate getting camera stuck up my peeker. He wanted to go through the mouth. No problem i thought. Half way through the procedure i had a seizure. My first one ever. Turns out, i had taken a Vikaden in the morning and it didn't go well with the anesthetic. Make a long story short. They didn't finish checking my back. I'll have to do it again. I had to spend night in hospital to be watched. And i'm one unhappy Cubster. Sorry if this doesn't make much sense. I'm probably more high than i have ever been. My body feels like its been through a meat grinder. Having a seizure really takes alot out of you. My throat is killing me from the camera, and i'm just going to lay down for the day. thanks for all the people checking on me. Nice to know people care. I'll be back hopefully tom

"hot Sticky Night In Dallas" (true Story)
This happened, summer of 2004 at an outdoor cafe in Dallas Texas, about 730pm., Friday night A friend and I had been casually talking for about 9 months and we just decided to "meet' for the first time. She was 5/10, about thick, red hair, voluptuous, pretty feet and she knew how to flaunt her body in a way that got my attention. We ended up having lunch as the sun was setting in the background, at an outdoor cafe where lots of execs and uppity people mingle on Friday nights. Valet took my car and parked it and we found a seat right in the middle of the patio. We ordered our margaritas and talked for a while and being bold as she was, she jumped on the subject of feet. She showed me her shoes which made my mouth water. The were sexy, strappy black mules, that had a wooden sole, i wanted to lick her feet and suck her toes so bad. She began to tease me with seductive talk , asking me if i thought her feet were sexy. Of course, I said yes, as I gulped while I began to s

Trouble Getting Into Fubar
I am having trouble with my laptop. I am going to have to have it repaired. I will know in the next 24 hours when it will be repaired. I have been informed that it will take between 5 - 10 days. I am looking at getting a replacement PC as my PC is 6 years old and requires a new monitor and the wireless connection only works now and then. If I am able I might be back online within a couple of days. If not it maybe nearly another 2 weeks. Have fun everyone while I am offline and hopefully I will be back here in a short space of time.

" The Robbery" ...
It's A Friday night, you're fed up with work, only you and I know you're about to quit. I park nearby, and walk down the street until I reach the back of the store. I give you a loud kick at the door to let you know I'm there to rob the store. U ask thru the door "who is it?" and as soon as you do, I slip on your used and soiled pantyhose to hide my face. Mmm as soon as I inhale, I smell your Pussy. I push the door open as you begin to open it, and I walk you around the corner and shove you against the desk.. As you trace your fingers around the outline of my lips, you start to kiss me. Our face pressed Firmly together, wetting your pantyhose, I quickly pull up your shirt, Ripping your bra, exposing your milky breasts. U quickly, start to unbutton Your jeans and I step back and rip them off from your ankles and feet Your pussy is already moist, as I spread your pussy lips and smear My face over your pussy lips, inhaling you. You moan as you feel The heat f

"twin Cities"
The curtains are open, as the moon light reflects off of the downtown lake and we're so excited to meet someone we've been chatting with who’s interested and you’ve been fantasizing about two dicks for quite some time now so I finally make your fantasy a reality for you. He cums to the room, and you and I are already hot, rubbing and grinding; making out and horny. Your creamy wet pussy and my throbbing cock dripping of precum. He cums in, and kneels down before us.....you and I stay sitting at the edge of the bed and he immediately grabs my dick, willingly, licks around the head, and takes me in his mouth. His right hand is stroking your inner thighs as you start to grind on the bed. He lets go of my throbbing cock and moves over to you and starts licking your pussy. You start to love it more and more while moaning my name. I crawl up to you on the bed lying over you in a sideways position, we kiss and I slowly caress your body, sucking your nipples as you reach under my

Painted Angel
With broken wings And silver rings The painted angel falls from grace Bleeding and broken with a smile on her face. Ink and blood and a promise written in skin Dreams shattered and hope drowned in passionate sin Fresh wounds disquise wounds of old As she wanders the world alone and cold The needle burns Her identity turns New secrets revealed Her wounds have healed She paints her skin with new wings She pierces her skin with metal rings The painted angel closes her eyes And remembers what it is to fly. -Angelic Descent

Poem For Dave
Bleed for me my love, Let me taste what dreams are made of. Let me lick my sins from your lips, With each movement of our thrusting hips. Make me feel the world spin, As I drag my nails across your skin. For I have been deep inside, The place where all your secrets hide. I share your deepest desire, A love the burns as hot as fire. Each sweet drop is liquid love, Baby taste what dreams are made of. As I shove you down between my thighs, And watch you with hungry eyes. Bless me with your loving stare, As I writhe and moan and pull your hair. I feel you now so deep inside, We've no more secrets left to hide. Our love has grown beyond desire, Standing strong against trial by fire. Bleed with me my love, For this is what dreams are made of. -Angelic Descent

From My Love To Me
When I am with you and by your side I want to smile I want to stay with you forever And look into your eyes til the ceiling touches the skies Sunshine-love-tight Right on the Mark To the Silver & gold & diamond love cloud Our journey's collided in the greatest way I am here to stay Cuz the true diamond shows me the way. The way of the Silver Diamond shining through the clouds silver lining Cuz it's shining Through the silver diamond love cloud. So beautiful, so proud So thankful to be in your life Black is light & light is bright As the darkest night Night hears the light for the brightest days of my life. I grow and glow with you And you are true blue. Mark

Drivetime Playlist
In a few weeks me and some friends are going up to Scotland to climb Ben Nevis (tallest mountain in the UK). Before the climbing can start, however, there is a 10 hour roadtrip to undertake. Don't get me wrong, I love roadtrips, but what I figured would make it particularly awesome would be if I made a CD and all the songs had some kind of link to mountains or climbing. What could be better than a topical guess the song competition? Anyway, having had the initial idea, it doesn't seem as straightforward as I first thought to fill a CD. Here are some songs that are currently on the shortlist, but not many of them are even definites:- - Tina Turner - River Deep, Mountain High - Bob Dylan - Thunder on the Mountain - The Carpenters - On Top of the World - Jackie Wilson - Higher and Higher - Iron Maiden - Run to the Hills - Stevie Wonder - Higher Ground - The Shamen - Move any Mountain The trouble is, I also have to like the songs... or they at least have to have some sort of

Baby On The Way! :)
You read right - I'm pregnant again! :) We never thought it'd happen so soon! It took 12 years to conceive our new baby girl (we adopted our older daughter at birth). My doctor advised us to quit using protection this summer and see what happens. We figured it would take years, if it even ever happened at all. Well, the ONE and ONLY time we tried, I got pregnant! Hahahaha! I'm still in shock, I just can't believe that after so many years of infertility, I got pregnant twice in a little over a year! You guys have a job now, you have to think BOY! LOL! My poor husband is terribly outnumbered already with us three girls - I'm really hoping he gets his boy this time! :) I'm due around April 1st and have my pregnancy confirmation and first ultrasound on August 14th! (It's early to be sharing the news, but I have two postitive home tests). Now I know why I was having trouble losing weight lately! :) I'm vowing to keep my weight down and not gain any - I lost 100 lbs with my

Zipper Suit
Zipper To My Human Suit Okay, I'm not fretting over this. But I've felt it, scratching my back for a long time now. A tickle, an itchy thing I can't quite reach but feel. I found it the other day while looking at my back in the mirror. I have a patch of dry skin around what appears to be a zipper, on my back! Yes as you have suspected, Angie is not human. This explains so much. Every day I've been unzipping just a tiny bit to reveal what is underneath. It's nothing new to me. I've known that what they tell you about yourself, what you are supposed to be doing and how you should feel has never ever applied to me. I've always known I was different. I am different than anyone on this entire planet. Finally I know why. You would assume that I would have been scared or upset to find such an obsurd and simple explanation to my situation. I mean, a zipper, an actual zipper right down my back. No, I'm not upset. I'm relieved, so utterly relieved to find out that I

Happy Hour
I had one last errand that needed taking care of before I reached my home. I clean so many people's houses on this island but I consider my home the cleanest. I treasure every object in my little apartment because it's all mine. I paid for everything, no credit card bills and no guilt trips. So now I'm without husband. This is good. When we had a house together it half of the contents were his. Dust and cobwebs were on precisely half of everything in the house. I didn't like his things and I didn't like him. He smelled, his things smelled, the cobwebs on his things smelled, and the dust on his cobwebs on his things smelled. The few items I took with me when I left were mine, all mine, paid for with my money. Hell the crap under the dust and cobwebs, the stinky crap he called his was paid for with my money. So I treasure my little goodies, the household items I collected along my journey through life; the chandelier I bought with the electric bill money, the girlie ch

Mlg Orlando
DSO Gaming Clan Attends its First Pro Circuit Event: MLG Orlando 2008 7-29-08 ORLANDO, FL: DSO Clan made its inaugural appearance at Major League Gaming’s Pro Circuit event in Orlando, Florida. DSO Delta, the all-girl Halo 3 division, had two full female teams competing in the Halo 3 tournament on MLG’s Pro Circuit. The two teams were supported by fellow clan members and other spectators. DSO Delta, consisting of team captain Maverick DSO and members DSO SniperWolf, LadyLuck34, and hot chief DSO, played a tough match on Friday evening in the first heat of Winners Bracket Round 1. Although DSO Delta held the lead during the beginning of the first game, the opposing team was able to pull ahead and win the round by a slim margin. The following day, they were knocked out in Losers Bracket Round 2 after receiving a bye for Losers Bracket Round 1. DSO Delta Nu, consisting of team captain Jaded DSO and members Wicked Fate DSO, Mpiece DSO and Venom DSO, also began with a loss in the s

Kittified By Misfit
I realized today that I wasn't being a good kitteh. This chicky will have you meowing in minutes.She's teh best lion tamer ever!Stop by her page, rate her, drop her drink, and thank her for being teh awesome. misfit@ fubar Go show her some love!Go, now, go!

Press Release
Prominent Gamer-Girls Break Ranks & Announce New Co-Ed Gaming Clan: DSO (Delta Special Ops) "Almost an entire division breaks from a top female gaming clan to go their own way and maintain the ideals they hold dear. This release details their choice and where it's going from there." For_Immediate_Release: United States of America (Press Release) May 17, 2008 -- 5-15-08 ORLANDO, FL: When the group leaders of the largest and arguably most successful Division of the popular Girl-Gaming Clan "PMS" decided to leave the clan and form their own group of like-minded gamers, few knew it would develop into what it has. Virtually the entire Delta Division of PMS chose to leave with their long-standing division leaders. The exodus inspired the name of the new clan: Delta Special Ops (DSO). Although currently the clan is comprised of mostly female members, the founders have elected that DSO be a co-ed gaming clan and the male participant numbers are steadily rising. What sets the DSO ap

Unselfish Wealth
Finally, a travel deal that doesn’t cost an arm and a leg to get into... Not $5,000 or $2,500 or $1,000...it’s not even $100! The cost is $50 one time and $19.95 monthly to start. This can generate a successful income for the average person... (And our team markets the signup links of our new members!) You don’t have to become a travel agent or even know anything about it! Deep discounts on travel, concert and event tickets, and other great values soon to be added! Full matrix income of over $12,000 monthly is available with zero personal referrals... But you can earn many multiples of that income with just 2-3 others! This is just like having a Sam’s Club membership, but instead of saving a few cents per pound on ground beef, you can save hundreds, even thousands of dollars on vacations you want to take anyway! But we also have TERMS that nobody else offers, a unique value in the market! Normally if you want to make a reservation, you plop down your cred

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75 Questions You've Probably Never Been AskedTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey 1. First thing you wash in the shower?my hands 2. What color is your favorite hoodie?gray 3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?idk 4.Do you plan outfits?yep 5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?sad 6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?shirt 7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?aim 8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?being shot by my bff 9. Did you meet anybody new today?a gay dude in poker 10. What are you craving right now?to lose my memory and forget everything forever 11. Do you floss?yes 12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?a cabbage 13. When was the last time you talked on aim?never have 14. Are you emotional?yes 15. Would you dance to the taco song?wtf is that? 16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?nope 17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?lick 18. Do you like your hair?nope 19. Do you like yourself?nope 20. Have you ever met a celebrity?I w

They Say Animals Are Dumb?
She is pregnant, he had just saved her from a fire in her house, rescuing her by carrying her out of the house into her front yard, while he continued to fight the fire. When he finally got done putting the fire out, he sat down to catch his breath and rest. A photographer from the Charlotte, North Carolina, newspaper, noticed her in the distance looking at the fireman. He saw her walking straight toward the fireman and wondered what she was going to do. As he raised his camera, she came up to the tired man who had saved her life and the lives of her babies and kissed him just as the photographer snapped this photograph. Scroll down for photograph. ? ? ? ? ? ?The Kiss... And people say animals are dumb. I appologize but the picture would not transfer. It was of a Doberman kissing the Fireman kissing the face of the Fireman that had saved her and as noted above the lives of her inborn babies, very touching!

Women Over 40
In case you missed it on 60 Minutes, this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: 60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a wom

The 3 Legs Of The Tripod Reunite : )
My friend philly cheese steak and i went to moreno valley to visit our ex girlfriend kris and it was the first time we've all hung out in a long time.it was fucking awesome.i missed you guys so much now and im so glad the tripod is up and running again. love your kinky killing midgit

Re: Major International Transport Hub Censors Political Websites
RE: Major International Transport Hub Censors Political Websites ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 04 Aug 2008, 14:13 Major International Transport Hub Censors Political Websites While establishment media outlets in the UK spent most of last week reporting on China’s censorship of political websites in anticipation of the Olympic games, they ignored the fact that London’s St. Pancras International, one of the biggest transport hubs in the west, has already implemented stringent filters that block users of their wi-fi service from accessing even mildly political websites. http://www. prisonplanet. com/major-international-transport-hub-censors-political-websites. html

Re: Get Outraged And Get Active About Internet Censorship
RE: Get Outraged And Get Active About Internet Censorship ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 05 Aug 2008, 12:22 Get Outraged And Get Active About Internet Censorship In response to increasing flagrant attempts to censor political websites, including Infowars and Prison Planet, not in Communist China, but in the U.S. and the UK, we are running a special contest with a top prize of $5,000 in order to encourage people to get active and educate others about the growing threats to Internet freedom. http://www. prisonplanet. com/get-outraged-and-get-active-about-internet-censorship. html

Re: Law Professor Says An Internet 9/11 Is Coming
RE: Law Professor Says An Internet 9/11 Is Coming ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 05 Aug 2008, 17:59 Law Professor: Counter Terrorism Czar Told Me There Is Going To Be An i-9/11 And An i-Patriot Act Amazing revelations have emerged concerning already existing government plans to overhaul the way the internet functions in order to apply much greater restrictions and control over the web. http://www. infowars. net/articles/august2008/050808i911. htm

Lost Wings...
Once upon a time there was a little fairy called Christiana... she was a good fairy both within her soul and mind, but she was very very lonely. She lived in a dark dark scary forest where a big bad nasty wolf lived who kept trying to eat her... The wolf had scared away all of the fairies fluffy little friends... She lived under a toadstool, looking over her little fairy shoulder all of the time scared that the big bad wolf would come and eat her... No other fairys lived in the dark scary forest as they were too scared and the other fairies didn't talk to the little blue fairy anymore as they were also too scared of being near the big bad wolf.... One day the wolf creeped up on the fairy, grabbed her in his big sharp teeth and almost ate her up, but she escaped. Her wings were torn, her little fairy heart was broken and her fairy dust was all gone... she was very very sad... She sat under her toadstool, curled up in a ball crying her little fairy heart out on a leaf... She was

Stuff.......
Haha yeah another site to play with....Thx Randy! This place looks like fun...and oh ye there will be times when I am most deffo NSFW or anything else >:) I like the F word and I tend to abuse it until its just meaningless at times.... Hell who knows if you get lucky you may actually kind of get to know me LOL I wish you a lot of FUCKING luck =) you'll need it =P So I'm VIP figured I'd support the place... eh why not =)keeps the net an interesting place! T T F N

Obama Events In Hamilton Ohio
we have three events coming up that i would love to see you guys at! tonight and tomorrow night at 633 high street, in hamilton, there will be phone banks going from 5-9 pm. stop by and say hello! i'll be there co-hosting the entire time. also, for the ladies, there will be a hamilton women for obama "coffee and conversation" at cappuccino depot from 11am-noon on friday. see you all there!

Song Of The Day - 8/6/08 - Stevie Nicks - Edge Of Seventeen
Edge Of Seventeen - Stevie Nicks (Chorus) Just like the white winged dove... sings a song ... Sounds like she's singing... whoo...whoo...whoo Just like the white winged dove... sings a song... Sounds like she's singing... ooo...baby...ooo...said ooo And the days go by.... like a strand in the wind In the web that is my own... I begin again Said to my friend, baby... Nothin' else mattered He was no more...than a baby then Well he... seemed broken hearted... something within him But the moment...that I first laid... Eyes...on...him...all alone... On the edge of...seventeen (Chorus) I went today...maybe I will go again... tomorrow And the music there it was hauntingly... familiar And I see you doing... what I try to do for me With the words from a poet... and the voice from a choir And a melody...nothing else mattered (Chorus) The clouds...never expect it... when it rains But the sea changes colours... but the sea... Does not change And

My Sandwich Isnt Made Right. No Manager? 911 To The Rescue!
http://wcbstv.com/watercooler/subway.sandwich.911.2.787369.html Man Arrested For 911 Calls To Fix Subway Sandwich JACKSONVILLE, Fla. (AP) ¯ Jacksonville, Fla., police say Reginald Peterson needs to learn that 911 is not the appropriate place to complain that Subway left the sauce off a spicy Italian sandwich. Police said the 42-year-old man dialed 911 twice last week so he could have his sub made correctly. The second call was to complain that officers weren't arriving fast enough. Subway workers told police Peterson became belligerent and yelled when they were fixing his order. They locked him out of the store after he left to call police. When officers arrived, they tried to calm Peterson and explain the proper use of 911. Those efforts failed, and he was arrested on a charge of making false 911 calls. Peterson did not have a listed phone number. === Total fucking douchebag! gotta love Florida

A Personal Journey To Being A Breast Cancer Awareness Advocate
This is a story that had to be told but hard to do so I believe without seeming to be self serving or anything else of the sort but here goes. Back in my youth many years ago, I had a favorite aunt...my dad's sister named Helena Pecot (I so miss her) whose health was failing her, She found she had breast cancer. At the time I was too young to fully understand what it all meant but in time, it got the better of her and she would succumb to it. When you're young and you're used to visiting someone very regularly and now you can't any more takes a toll on you because of that is very sad. I will always remember her and think of her. Anyhow as I said before, I was a bit young to fully understand what it all meant and why it happens...so I didn't think about it for the longest time, but it did have a long standing effect that came back to light much later in life. Flash forward to about 4-5 years ago. I have a good friend who some time ago found out she was diagnosed with breast cancer

What Does This Mean???
Ok so I have been talkin to this guy for over a month and we are friends with benifis and its kool but everytime i am without him hes on my mind and hes a great person and we laugh and have fun together and its great!! I enjoy my time with him. He keeps coming around and chillin and shit so what does this mean???

1 More Day! I Need Help!!
I don't expect anyone to bid, but I would really really appreciate it if you would please click and go rate this pic if you haven't already! I is fu poor and the one with the most rates gets a bonus!! I am horrible at this self promotion thingy. I dunno how to make the lil sticky things to put in MuMMs like some are doing...lol Would you like some Sherry with that? Sherry noun A fortified wine ranging from very dry to sweet and from amber to brown. Now available vie auction from *Drew* Click on the picture above to place your bid, and get yourself a fine glass today.

Random
Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around Any change, any loss, does not make us victims. Others can shake you, surprise you, disappoint you, but they can't prevent you from acting, from taking the situation you're presented with and moving on. No matter where you are in life, no matter what your situation, you can always do something. You always have a choice. There comes a time in your life when you realize that if you stand still, you will remain at this point forever. You realize that if you fall and stay down, life will pass you by. Life's circumstances are not always what you might wish them to be. Rather than wondering about or questioning the direction your life has taken, accept the fact that there is a path before you now Walk your path one step at a time. Keep your head up. Keep your belief in yourself and wal

Bachelor/bachelorette Party Point System
In order to keep track of how much trouble you will get into, we have created a point system. You can use this system to determine how far you should go. It might be a good idea to try to set a limit for yourself before the party. I'm not sure if you want to discuss this with your future spouse beforehand, however you should probably be able to estimate how many points you will be allowed on your own. Suggested Point Limits: Here is a table that tries to point to recommended point levels: Grooms Brides You are a sissy, your friends will be pissed and will never call you. 3 1 Not a bad compromise, but you need to live a little 15 5 Good job, not a wuss, not an ass. 25 10 Eventually, there may be a fight over this. 30 15 The fight will happen after the honeymoon. 35 25 The fight will happen on the honeymoon. 45 30 The fight will happen before the wedding. 50 35 What fucking wedding? 50+

Dear God
God I have only one plea, that you not take my mother away from me. She gave me life To lose her would cut like a knife. I die inside to see her in pain, and helplessly I cry in vane! Oh please God I beg of thee Do not take my mother away from me. She is not just a mother for to me, she is a friend like no other. Her love and strength has taught me well I love her so much, can't you tell? I know we can not escape death but I shall die with her as she takes her last breath. So I beg of you don't let it be, That you should take my mother away from me!!!

Guys' Rules - Is This True? Lol
1. Never hesitate to reach for the last beer or the last slice of pizza, but not both. That's just plain mean. 2. Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 3. Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his fellow partygoers. 4. When you are queried by a buddy's wife, girlfriend, mother,father, priest, shrink, dentist, accountant, or dog walker, you need not and should not provide any useful information whatsoever as to his whereabouts. You are permitted to deny his very existence. 5. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 6. You may exaggerate any anecdote told in a bar by 50 percent without recrimination; beyond that, anyone within earshot is allowed to call BULLSHIT. (Exception: When trying to pick up a girl, the allowable exaggeration rate rises to 400 percent) 7. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off-limits forever. 8.

How To Write A Successful Penthouse Letter
How to write a successful Penthouse letter: You never thought you would write but now you have the chance. This was a once in a lifetime experience and it REALLY HAPPENED! Everything went very smoothly, this could have happened to anyone if they had only been in the same place at the same time that you were. You are a very muscular well endowed man or you are a gorgeous, bisexual woman. If you are a woman, you really are a woman that just happens to read Penthouse Forum. One of the people involved is either a virgin or a experienced person of the world. No matter how spontaneous the sex or how long it has been since they have had sex, everyone involved just happens to have well trimmed pubic hair and is wearing great underwear. The woman always orgasms, repeatedly, and when it is over it is visually easy to recognize. The man always undresses with his penis in the vicinity of the woman's face. The woman speaks rarely and only in double entendre. Women always refe

Alternative Terms For The Male Member...lmfao
For those who just run out of synonyms and need help when writing their rejected letters to penthouse - His veined pole My swollen rod The thick, blue-veined bolo bat Rigid Root Dick Slit (that's the pee hole) Cruise Missile Love Tool Hard Tool Swollen Glans My Meat A Stiff Ram-Rod Jutting From Gargantuan Balls Thick Veiny Shaft Love Pillar Rocketing Missile Upright Throbbing Pecker His Blind Eye (another pee-hole synonym) Rigid Prong

Rejected Penthouse Letter My New Place
MY KIDS HAVE PUT ME IN A HOME. THEY CALL IT A RETIREMENT COMMUNITY, BUT DAMMIT IT IS AN OLD FOLKS HOME. MOST OF THE PEOPLE HERE SMELL LIKE URINE. I WONDER IF I SMELL LIKE URINE TOO. AT NIGHT WE PLAY GAMES. SOMETIMES WE EVEN HAVE A DANCE. THERE ARE LOTS OF WOMEN HERE. MOST OF THE OTHER MEN ARE DEAD SO I GET MY PICK USUALLY. ONE WOMAN LOOKS A LITTLE LIKE JANE MANSFIELD. MY NEW FRIEND WALTER SAYS THAT SHE USED TO BE A DOCTOR'S WIFE. I WAS DANCING WITH JANE MANSFIELD AND BEFORE YOU KNOW IT SOMETHING WAS HAPPENING IN MY PANTS. IT HAD BEEN MONTHS FOR ME SINCE MY LAST ERECTION. USUALLY THE DANG THING DOESN'T WORK. WHEN THE DANCE WAS OVER JANE TOLD ME TO STOP BY HER ROOM. BEFORE HEADING OVER, I TALKED TO WALTER. AROUND THESE PARTS THEY TRADE VIAGRA LIKE WE TRADED LUCKY STRIKES IN THE WAR. I HAD TO PROMISE A WEEKS WORTH OF DESSERTS TO HENRY THE DIABETIC IN ORDER TO SCORE A BLUE PILL. I TOOK THAT PILL AND WENT UP TO JANES ROOM. I HADN'T MADE LOVE TO A WOMAN SINCE MY GRACE PASSED I

Rejected Penthouse Letter The Chicken Shack
Dear Penthouse Letters: I have read your magazine for many years and didn't think that I would ever write. Well, today after years of not writing I figured that it was time that I put pen to paper and wrote a letter. After deciding that I would write a lette,r I had to find something to write about. I would try my best. Just like some of the people that write into your magazine I too am a stilled tradesman. I am a toolmaker by trade. Unfortunately, my job puts me in contact with very few women. Mostly I talk to my co-workers and my foreman. Most of the day, however I spend working making stamping tooling. At the end of the day I usually head home. Sometimes I stop at a store to buy beer or a restaurant to pickup dinner for my family. Today wasn't much different at first. On the way home, I stopped into the local chicken shack to get a bucket of chicken and some potatoes. I asked for the potatoes without butter because they are usually very greasy. The attractive blond behin

Change For The Better
Change for the better Fighting against what you don't want will not create what you do want. Punishing those who have caused you pain will not do anything to lessen that pain. Knowing clearly what you don't want can give you a powerful sense of determination. Yet for that determination to be of any real value, you must apply it toward creating the things you do want. When you're in a difficult situation, the prospect of making a change can be very appealing. However, if all you seek is change for the sake of change, you could very well end up being worse off than you were before. Do not focus on what you are running away from. Give your awareness, attention and energy to what you are working toward. When you use your time and resources to make a change, be sure it's a change that will not only get you away from where you are, but will also benefit your life. Give your attention not to the negativity of the past, but to the positive possibilities that you can now follow.

Sad
if i keep holding out will the light shine through, under this broken roof it,s only rain that i feel, ......i,ve been wishing out the days oh oh oh come back.....i have been planning out all that i would say to you, since you slipped away,know that i still remain true,...i,ve been wishing out the days, please say that if you hadnt gone now, i wouldn,t have lost you another way,from wherever you are oh oh oh come back.......... and these days they linger on, and in the night i,ve been waiting for the real possibility that i may meet you in my dreams, i go to sleep.....if i don,t fall apart will my memory stay clear, so you had to go, and i had to remain here,but the strangest thing to date so far away and yet you feel so close, and i,m not gonna question it any other way, there must be an open door for you ....to come back............and the days they linger on, and every night i am waiting for the real possibility that i may meet you in my dreams, sometimes your ther

Rejected Penthouse Letter Loose Cheerleader
As a young girl I had a wild first sexual experience. I was a horny teen. I didn't know much about men but I knew that I wanted sex. I wanted it badly. As early as I can remember I had been masturbating. I would take all sorts of items and insert them inside my pussy. I had a vast assortment of items that I would use. Mostly, they were smoothly textured bottles from various cosmetics and toiletries. Looking back, it seemed amazing that some of these product packages made it past the censors. They had bumps, ridges, and bulbous tips just like what I imagine a penis would look like. When I reached high school, I joined the cheerleading squad. It was fun. We talked about boys and we got to see all of the guys in their uniforms. I was boy crazy and this was the place for me. After practice I would head home and go right to my room. When I was upstairs I would drop my lollipop pants and grab one of my bottles. I would screw myself silly thinking about the guys on the football squad.

Rejected Penthouse Letter Working Late
It was going to be a late day at the office. Our HTML directory had become mixed up with the sectors that control the server farm. We were sunk. Becky and I would have to spend the entire evening loading 8 1/2 inch floppy disks into the hard drive. This was going to take forever. "What a bitch" I exclaimed. Becky sat up straight in her airfoil office chair. "Not you" I said with a laugh "This assignment is going to take all night." I'll be up until 3 in the morning doing it. "I wish I could have a man that would stay up until 3 in the morning doing it" Becky said. She was a heck of a tease. I told her that if she stayed here with me I would do my best to keep it going. Becky thought that would be fun. We quickly grabbed the bottle of French bourbon that I keep in my desk for late night work. After a few drinks and few floppy disks had been magnafluxed we were having a good time. Becky wanted to talk about which of the office girls had the nicest breasts. Everyone in the offi

Crazy
Oh Its a mystery to me, we have agreed........ with which we have agreed,when you think you have to want more than you need, until you have it all you won't be free.... Society you're a crazy breed, i hope you are not lonely without me. When you want more than you have, you think you need, and when you think more than you want, you're thoughts begin to bleed..... I think i need to find a bigger place, because when you have more than you think, you need more space.... Society you're a crazy breed, i hope you're not lonely without me..... Society crazy indeed. i hope you're not lonely without me....................................................... There's those thinking more, less, less is more, but if less is more how you keeping score ?. It means for every points you make your level drops, kinda like you're starting from the top, you cant do that......... Society you're a crazy breed, i hope you're not lonely with out me, society crazy indeed, i hope you're not lonely without m

White Magnetic Dog
White Magnetic Dog Tone 1: Magnetic - Unity White Dog is your Conscious Self - who you are and who you are becoming. One of the gifts of White Dog is the calling in and recognition of other companions of destiny. Other beings with the same longing are waiting to meet and acknowledge you - beings who can see you as you authrentically are. When you have truly been seen, you feel empowered, and remembrance of a shared sacred trust is ignited. This is a natural process, divinely designed for recognition through vibrational affinity, freed from personal expectations. White Dog can be seen as an access point for developing relationships with guides, totems, allies and guardians. There are many ways to work with these spiritual guides, including guided visualizations, shamanic journeys, and meditation. A useful construct is viewing them as aspects of yourself, part of your life stream that is asking to be integrated. Remember, there is no 'other'. In this grand adve

Rejected Penthouse Letter New York City
It had been a fairly boring party. I had drifted in and out of half a dozen conversations, discussions I'd had before and will have again. Then a tall redhead spoke the magic word "sex." My brain popped back into gear and I started to listen. The word "sex" had been preceded by the word "safe." She was arguing that anyone with a little imagination can still enjoy a casual encounter and remain safe. I must admit that I was attracted by the idea. I hadn't had any encounters, casual or otherwise in entirely too long. I hung around and added my two cents to the topic. Soon Tracy was hanging on my words. "Would you like a refill?" I asked nodding at her drink. She would. Soon Tracy and I were flirting away. I hoped that tonight would be our encounter. Toward the end of the night Tracy's girlfriends came by and asked if she wanted to leave. "Oh, Steve is going to take me home. You guys can go along" she said. It was an exciting way to let me know. My dick responded immediately. On

Life
Have no fear, for when I'm alone, I'll be better of than i was before, I've got this life, I'll be around to grow, who i was before, i can not recall, long night's allow me to feel I'm falling. I am falling, the lights go out, let me feel i am falling, i am falling safely to the ground. i am, i will take this hole that,s inside me now, like a brand new friend, i'll forever know, I've got this life and the will to show, I will always be better than before,........... long nights allow me to feel i'm falling, i am falling the light's go out, let me feel i'm falling, i am falling safely to the ground.

Rejected Penthouse Letter Videotape My Party (gross!)
I'm twenty-five years old with black hair, brown eyes, a dark complexion and a 5" dick. I recently had a wild sexual experience that I would like to share with you. My girlfriend's friend was having a birthday party for her son. The friend knew that I owned a video camera and wanted to know if I would videotape the party. My girlfriend's friend Lori is thirty five years old and pretty good-looking, with a nice, large ass on her. That ass always gets me hard. While my girlfriend was at work, I went to Lori's apartment to get paid. when I got there, she asked me to come into the bedroom so she could get the money for me. She sat on the edge of the bed and motioned for me to come closer. That's when Lori told me she didn't have the money but would be willing to compensate me in other ways. I asked, "In what other ways?" even though I already knew the answer to the question. Lori smiled and pulled my shorts down-my cock popped out right in front of her face. She put my dick in her mo

Hard
When i walk beside her, i am a better man, when i look to leave her i always stagger back again..... Once i built an ivory tower, so i could worship from above, when i climbed down to be set free, she took me in again.............There's a big a big hard sun, beating on the big people in a big hard world. When she comes to greet me, she is mercy at my feet. When i show a bit of charm, she just throws it back at me. Once a dug an early grave, to find a better land, she just smiled and laughed at me, and took the blues back again.....There's a big, a big hard sun. beating on the big people, in a big hard world. Oh there's a big a big hard sun, beating on the big people in a big hard world. When i crawled across that river, she is comfort by my side, when i try to understand she just opens up her hand,( I read some where how important it is in life it is not necessary to be strong, but to feel strong, to measure yourself at least once, to find yourself at least once, in the most ancien

Rejected Penthouse Letter Pool Boy
I live in Hollywood where I am one of the many out of work actors trying for his big break. Work is hard to come by out here. Without a good job, pussy is too. One time I took a job cleaning pools. It was a good way to keep my tan and to see how the truly wealthy lived. Most of the time the people weren’t even home. I doubt they swam in the damn pool either but my paycheck cashed and I had free time for auditions. One time I was cleaning a pool in the hills and the owner was around. She was an older woman, probably in her early 40’s. She looked pretty good for her age in a way that money helps. It was a hot day and I wasn’t wearing a shirt while I worked. She sat inside the house watching me. I first noticed her looking while I was getting chlorine she was in the kitchen looking out the window. Later when I was cleaning the bugs out of the filter I spotted her looking at me from the sun room. After I had finished and before I left, she asked me if I wanted somethin

Cupcake
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Rejected Penthouse Letter Butcher's Delight
I am a hard working guy. I have read your magazine for years and never thought I would be able to write. Now I can. One of my customers comes in all the time. She is a professional cook and housekeeper. “Alice” is a real looker. She comes in the store wearing her little house dress. I have fancied Alice for a long time. I am little shy though, so at first I would just make sure she got the best cuts of meat at my butcher shop. It wasn’t much but if I saw a great rib roast come through I would save it for my Alice. Finally, one day I got the courage to ask Alice on a date. It was nice. I was really nervous so I wore my best suit and arrived at the house where she lived. She lived with a family of 8. It was a little uncomfortable meeting them all but I got through it OK. Our date went just swell and I finished by kissing Alice on the cheek. I was really smitten. Alice was a nice girl and I was happy to be her sweetheart. One day my girl Alice came in the store. S

Rejected Penthouse Letter Louise At The Circus
Dear Forum, I wanted to let you know about the sexiest woman I have ever met. I am now in my fifties and even though I met her thirty years ago the memory of her still haunts me. Before you dismiss this letter as outdated let me warn you that our sex was just as wild in the seventies as it is today. I worked with Louise in a small office. The sexual revolution was in full swing then and Lou was always going braless. It used to drive me wild to see her great globes beneath the tight stretch material of her blouse. I used to imagine her breast where the two really fat elephants and her blouse was a circus tent that had collapsed. Damn if those fat elephants were trying to get out from under that blousy tent. One time while masturbating I imagined that I was an elephant tamer and I was prodding and poking those elephants with my elephant tamer tool. I imagined that if I managed to free those fat elephants from that circus tent that I would give them a good hosing down

Rejected Penthouse Letter Valentine's Day
I wanted to write a letter to The Forum to describe a unique Valentine’s Day experience I had. It was February 14th and some unattached friends and I were at a local bar. We were sharing a few drinks when I noticed an attractive blond woman at the bar. I am a fairly good looking guy and have had my share of eye contact in these types of situations. This woman was looking at me with a special kind of look. I had enough liquid courage in me to introduce myself. It turns out Michelle was at the bar all alone. Wouldn’t I like to join her? Michelle looked to be in her mid twenties, with a slim figure and a firm chest. She was fair skinned and blond. She might even have been a real blond but I never care. We found a table away from my drinking buddies. As soon as I sat down Michelle began with that casual contact that is so arousing. First she placed her hand on my knee, then touched my arm, then my face. Before I knew it, we were sharing a long passionate kiss. It was tim

Make Yourself
If I hadn't made me I would've been made somehow If I hadn't assembled myself I'dve fallen apart by now If I hadn't made me I'd be more inclined to bow Powers that would have swallowed me up, but thats more than I can allow If you let them make you, they'll make you paper-mache At a distance your strong until the wind comes, then you crumble and blow away. If you let them fuck you, there will be no foreplay. But rest assured they'll screw you complete 'til your ass is blue and grey. You should make amends with you. If only for better health. But if you really want to live, why not try and Make Yourself? If I hadn't made me I'dve fallen apart by now I wont let em' make me, it's more than I can allow. So when I make me I wont be paper-mache. And if I fuck me.... I'll fuck me in my own way. You should make amends with you If only for better health. But if you really want to live, why not try and Make Yourself? Make Yourself.

Nightshift
Well it time again for the next rotation. I'l start my nightshifts today. 16:00 - 06:00, for the next 7 nights. As most of you know, the Army blocks all chat rooms, Furbar,myspace,etc, due to bandwith, so I will have very little time for any fun. Get up, eat, check mail, shower and start the long drie to post. Please stop by and help me level up, you know I'll be back for ya. Smile... Have a good day..JC

Some People Just Won't Let Up
This guy has hit me up repeatedly in my shoutbox for the last several days about my nsfw pics. Some people just won't take no for an answer. He went from whining about the pics to the verge of becoming Stalkerish. Take the "NO" and move on!***Start at the bottom:*** ->NJ Original: Not really, amd I think this conversation is over. Have a nice day NJ Original: UR A BIT PARANOID ->NJ Original: Look, sorry but I don't know you from a whole in the wall so I'm not going to tell you where i live. Can we change the subject? NJ Original: NICE TO KNOW WHERE PEOPLE ARE FROM.... ->NJ Original: that's fine, but you seem to be pretty adamant about where I am. Its not important to the conversation NJ Original: MAKING CONVO HERE.. ->NJ Original: What's the big deal about needing to know? NJ Original: JEEZ WHAT S THE BIG DEAL ->NJ Original: I don't think its necessary for you to know that NJ Original: JEEZ A GENERAL I DEA WOUD BE NICE ->NJ Original: That doesn't mean you need

I'm A Daddy!
I have a new daughter everyone! Just got the DNA test back as well! A huge weight has been lifted that should have never been there in the first place. But, at least now I can actually look at my baby girl and be assuredly happy and loved.

Custom Gaming Pc
Gray and Black Metal Case 15 inch LCD Black and Gray Case ATI Radeon X1550 Video Card PCI-E 512 MB P4 3.4 Ghz Processor 800 FSB 450 W PSU 18X DVD Burner. Black and Gray Themed Speakers Mouse and Keyboard Black and Gray Themed. Windows XP Install Disk with Serial Number 2 40GB Hard Drives for max performance upon buying I will Wipe Hardrives and install to your name. Awesome PC for World Of Warcraft ebay item: Item number: 190241269930

How Men Fucked It All Up For Everyone
As messed up as men think women are, all they can do is blame themselves. Most men have this problem of wanting to have sex with a woman no matter what if they find them attractive (or not even attractive, they are just addicted to pussy way too much.) What does this do? Well you give the women of this world the upper hand and all the power. If you are one of those men who think "all women do is lie, cheat, manipulate, and are just fucking evil!!!"---Why do you think that is? BECAUSE YOU GIVE THEM SEX ANYWAY!!! What the hell are you thinking? I have heard a lot of guys say things like "I don't care, I'm gonna fuck that dumb bitch!" like its some sort of punishment lol. DUMBASS! You know what you are doing? You are rewarding that woman for being a "bitch" (a selfish, disrespectful, BAD Person) with your COCK! You never make one woman earn your cock, you just give it up. How many of you dumbasses have your cock posted multiple times in your pictures???? I'm guessing A BIG

What Is Tantra
What is Tantra? One translation of the word Tantra is "tools for expansion." Tantra is over 1500 years old, and like yoga it originated in India. It is a set of teachings and practices that are specifically designed to help us feel more, to increase our awareness of our own energy and the energy around us. The path that Tantra uses to these ends is the exploration of sexual energy. The goal of Tantric sex is to allow us to experience more depth and breadth in our sexuality. The goal is not necessarily orgasm, but rather enriching the whole sexual experience. Many of the teachings are about desire and the experience of sexual energy. Unlike western approaches to improving your sex life, Tantra teachings do not focus on external evaluations of what our body looks like, what kind of car we drive, how we wear our hair. In this way Tantric sex teaching are open to anyone who is interested in exploring a new path to sexual fulfillment. Incorporating ideas of Tantra into your sex l

Sad Sack
That's me. A proper saddo!! I'm sitting here in a lovely restaurant in North Warwickshire typing a blog entry to Fubar on my laptop. People probably think I'm doing something business related, not just arsing about on here. I'm meeting an old friend of mine for a latte and a cheeky bite to eat. He's an old boyfriend of mine from pre-married days and we recently bumped into eachother on Facebook. He was certainly cute back in 1990 and we were like little bunny rabbits constantly in bed, at it. He looks to have grown into a good looking forty year old from his FB pics but I'm not really expecting anything sexual to come of today. I've dressed in a sexy but smart business suit anyway which probably helps reinforce to my fellow restaurant guests that I'm currently trading multi million pound deals at the London stock exchange!! Grrrr, he just phoned to tell me he'll be another 20-25 minutes...how rude!! Only joking, blame the traffic on the M42. This is quite a nice distrac

Fighting Over Old Photos And People Taking Advantage Of Their Own Mishap
Ah what a testy society we have become…People would hardly expect a brawl at the Guilford (Maine) Historical Society, but in May, member Al Hunt, who was irate that rare photographs of the town had been loaned to a local restaurant, might have bumped against the society's secretary, Zarvin Shaffer. According to witnesses, Shaffer then punched Hunt in the face, Hunt's wife grabbed a chair, and Shaffer's son yanked Mrs. Hunt away by her hair. What ever happened to making muffins and cakes for bake sales? Even ole timers get fed up when things do not go their way. Now yanking of hair (hopefully it wasn’t a wig) and raising chairs to crack someone with it is just a bit to vile for me. Another person taking advantage of the situation is School custodian Anthony Gower-Smith, 73, was awarded the equivalent of about $75,000 in June in London's High Court after suing Britain's Hampshire County government when he hurt himself falling off a 6-foot stepladder. Gower-Smith claimed that he had not

Tags I Made--rip Urs
To the Omega Family i have been making tags for all of u and they r in Omega FAmily tags i made folder go rip urs if u like ----if ur not there yet DONT PANIC they will be there later today or tonight i have a few more to finish thank you and have a good day

The Skirt
She texted him whats the address....again.... her pulse pounded....her anticipation....building yes thats it.....breathe is it easier to go down..... yes.... the warm summer breeze felt good in her hair....what a beautiful day it was turning out to be.....she checked the mirror...the cell waited ....i will.... be there in 5.... thud, thud thud.....breathe the tasteful fishnet...clung jealously to her warming legs.... the black skirt hiked its way up as she braked to turn.... The first time so exposed and yet confident, glasses protecting against the blue eyed gaze..... the text....how long thud, thud, thud,,,,,,,the radios song,,,,gone 3 minutes...she replied.....im ready now.....be there in three she passed the rows of cars.....there it is....park next to the Chevy he had said..... ok one last text....then its my time the door is open he had said..... here the text shouted to him the door of the car closed....miles away...her mind raced about what he h

Redefine Your Name!!!!
A:Very good in the sheets B: Dumb and funny at the same time C: Great kisser D: Can kick your ass E: Very very easy to fall in love with F: Loves it E: Very very easy to fall in love with G: Doesn't give a shit H: Amazingly hot I: Has one of the best personalities ever J: Hot K: Crazy L: Very good kisser M: Adorable N:Can make you die of laughter O: Very very hot P: Popular with all sorts of people Q: A animal lover R: Perfect person to date S: Has a smile to die for T: Amazing kisser U: Rebellious V : Not judgemental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Awesome kisser Z: Loved by everyone

Out-dated Instincts By About 10,000 Years
I see women all the time say they want someone nice and caring. What's wrong with this picture is that a woman's instincts make them un-attracted to a nice and caring man. For some reason when a woman meets a nice and caring man it registers in your brains as: not confident, unintelligent, unattractive, boring, wimpy, clingy, and not protective of you. Just like every woman I have known, let me guess, all of your ex boyfriends are all mean and jerks right? Do you know why? That's your type. Those are the only men you find attractive. I can tell you that at least 50% of men are nice and caring but you probably never notice them or walk on by, or you might go on one date but then decide that "he's nice but....blehhhhhh". Until women can figure out a way to REVERSE their instincts, they will always reward the mean, wicked, evil, abusive, horrible men and always punish the good guys with hearts. All women do is hurt nice men. Some nice men figure this out early enough in life

The Amazing Tomato Secret
OK I know this sounds absurd. . . . I know really, But it works I have 13 heirloom tomatoes. None of them were producing after 2 1/2 months I tried everything, (egg shells, cutting the tops, rolaids etc) Nothing worked one week ago, on my great grandmothers advise I spanked every plant with a soft switch sunday I harvested! I know, like I said, I know how this sounds. . . . . But I was so desprite I thought "it cant hurt" and within a day every plant was forming blooms, within 3 days I had unrippened fruit. Maybe it has something to do with shoking the plant? If you tomatoes wont work for there beds, SPANK THEM BABY!

I Love You Just The Way You Are
I WILL REPOST THIS BECAUSE I AGREE WITH IT. NOT ALL GUYS FORGET HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN. SOME OF US WORK OUR ASS OFF TO TREAT WOMEN MORE SPECIAL THAN THEY EVER THOUGHT POSSIBLE. AND THEY WALK AWAY FOR THE GUY THAT TREATS THEM LIKE SHIT BECAUSE HE LOOKS COOL. IF YOU EVER WONDER WHY THERE ARE NO NICE GUYS LEFT, LOOK BACK IN YOUR PAST AND THINK ABOUT ALL THE ONES YOU RAN AWAY FROM. BEFORE YOU CRITICIZE MEN FOR ACTING THE WAY THEY DO, MAYBE YOU SHOULD THINK ABOUT WHY I'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "Your girl" I'm sorry that I don't want to have sex every minute of the day. I'm sorry that I'm not a playboy bunny so I can act like a pornstar for you. I'm sorry if I don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. I'm sorry if I'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. I'm sorry if loving you isn't enough. I'm sorry if being yo

After Sex
Because you opened this, u will have sex... Saturday, with a person who thinks you're beautiful and that you're their true love. And tommorow will be the best day of your life. Do not break this chain!!! Break it and you will have relationship problems for ten years... Repost this with the title After Sex

The Playgirls Club
WELCOME TO THE PLAYGIRLS CLUB& PLAYGIRLS RADIO!! !!! MEET THE OWNERS ♥Á¢e$Áñgèl♥ƒµWîƒè Tº Á¢è♥¶®îñ¢è$$ Áñgèl♥Øwñè® ØƒExitToEdensEroticZone@ fubar TAINTEDRAGE~Fu Priestess~ Owned By My Awesome Sissy Ace's Angel~NEW BREED MEMBER~DJ@THE REAL RED@ fubar Click anywhere on the pic to come check us out SO COME CHECK OUT THIS HOT NEW LOUNGE WITH SEXY DJ'S AND HOT MEMBERS!!!! WE ARE ALSO HIRING ALL STAFF IF INTERESTED PLZ GET A HOLD OF ONE OF THE OWNERS OR STAFF MEMBERS

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, 'generation Kill' Cast, Danny Mcbride, Daniel Gardner, Boobs On Paltalk And Rate
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE AND ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday, especially to the Wonderful Women of Paltalk, who have been giving us the daily gift of NUDITY ON CAM. Let's not mince words, shall we? Many of these young ladies spend all morning NAKED ON THEIR WEBCAMS, and have no problem being oogled and objectified. (log into Paltalk now and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) Today on the Opie and Anthony POgram, we'll be hanging with Generation Kill cast members James Ransone and Lee Tergesen about their roles in the series which is Anthony's new favorite. Also stopping by will be Danny McBride from The Foot Fist Way and the upcoming Tropic Thunder (which the crew of the O&A Show saw yesterday). We're also going to meet author Daniel Gardner, who will discuss his book The Science of Fear: Why We Fear the Things We Shouldn't--and Put Ourselves in Greater Danger, so as you can see... it's a busy, bu

Uu Church Murders, Monkey Rockers, Italian Pleasures, Happy Hookers & Hope
Hope is high on the horizon, at the Institute, in the Speakeasy, on BonoboWay, and in the world. America will have a new President. Hopefully, it will be my running mate Frank Moore. Barring that, it's encouraging to see Obama sweeping the free and unfree world with his elegantly tailored message of hope and glamorous progressive politics. Even if the man onstage turns out to be just a corporate frontman, Obama Fever is a step in the right direction, away from the Bush Leagues. On a more personal note, we also have high hopes that our Nightmare on Bauchet Street will soon wind into the inevitable happy ending. In the meantime, we’re doing all we can to have a little fun and spread our message of peace through pleasure around the world. Much as we appreciate Obama's message of hope (which once upon a time was Bill Clinton's message of hope), we like "peace through pleasure" better. After all, hope is often false, and peace through pleasure never is. Daisy Layne Rides

New Pimpout Bully
FEEL THE LOVE AND JOIN FU LUV BOMB SQUAD! WE WANT YOU!!! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad. 3. Must add owner and main page to family. 4. Become member ouf our Lounge. 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 8. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 9.Must be a member of the Squad for 2 weeks before

Schools Out For Summer!...
So, I was late for orientation. Ten minutes tops, ultimately disqualifying me for the random door prize, meet and greet, activity that everyone was so enthralled with when I walked through the door. Wouldn't y'know it, they were all out of handouts by then and well, I would just have to live with the consequence of arriving late. Doesn't anyone have fucking kids around here? Give a girl some leway when it comes to this on time crap! I walked in and immediately thought "wow!!! are they giving away coach purses? Omg! it was like a parade of handbags, one at every seat! Jackpot! Either that or this is a mexican hairdresser seminar", I thought! Well, to my disapointment, it was neither. Just so happens all the ladies in the room were holding their seats with their purses. Coinkidink that they were all coach. I'm not schooled in the knowledge of "knock offs" but it's my assumption that these ladies were dressed to impress with what they could afford. Oh, I'm such a ju

Guh!
Ok so at work.. this guy calls and says Guy-I was supposed to be there by midnight.. i won't be there till 4am Me- Ok sir we do not guarutee them that late but i will put that you are requesting late arrival.. you will still have to check out at 11am. Guy-ok.. how about you go check me in and wait for me in my room Me- or not guy- ok well then lets get drinks me- i don't drink.. Ok sir it is changed for 4am arrival. hope it isn't canceled when you get here... Guy-ok CLICK *dial front desk* Friend at desk- thank you for.. me-hey cancel this reservation before he gets here.. he tried to get pervy with me friend at desk- hahaha go figure.. ok i will cancel it in the first set me- alrighty then see ya in a bit! THENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN i log in.. and see this bigthickdic became your fan! · new friend request from 'bigthickdic' received! · bigthickdic rated you a '10'! · bigthickdic just checked you out! what is wrong with

Seether - Broken
*sigh* relate to this one I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away ‘cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t

Seether - Remedy
Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear If you want me hold me back frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, "you'll be the death of me" I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here If you want me hold me back Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me" Frail, the skin is dry a

Papa Roach - Getting Away With Murder
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness I need to calculate What creates my own madness And I'm addicted to your punishment And you're the master And I am waiting for disaster I feel irrational So confrontational To tell the truth I am Getting away with murder It isn't possible To never tell the truth But the reality is I'm getting away with murder (Getting away, Getting away, Getting away) I drink my drink and I don't even want to I think my thoughts when I don't even need to I never look back cause I don't even want to And I don't need to Because I'm getting away with murder I feel irrational So confrontational To tell the truth I am Getting away with murder It isn't possible To never tell the truth But the reality is I'm getting away with murder (Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away with murder) Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness I need to calculate What

Papa Roach - ...to Be Loved
Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go!! Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved! I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession I love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I j

Papa Roach - Forever
In the brightest hour Of my darkest day I realized What is wrong with me Can't get over you Can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter, romance from the start Take these memories That are haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds By his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her... He'll never forgive her... [CHORUS] Because days! Come and go! But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Sitting by a fire On a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... Little dirty girl You should listen to this story of her life You're my heroine- In this moment I'm lonely fullfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs, all these women I'm never forgiving... this broken heart of mine [CHORUS] Because days! Come and go! But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever One last kiss... Before I go... Dry your tears.

Theory Of A Deadman - "since You've Been Gone"
It seems that nothing ever goes my way Since you broke my heart when you left that day There's nowhere to go so just stay with me Cuz since you've been gone, I've been beggin' you please To tell me you're not alright And you needed to come home (Since you've been gone) To tell me you're not okay And you needed me all along Since you've been gone I need to hear from you Since you've been gone It seems that every time you swear to God that you're leaving I'm down on my knees beggin' you to stay There's nowhere to go so just stay with me Cuz since you've been gone, I've been beggin' you please To tell me you're not alright And you needed to come home (Since you've been gone) To tell me you're not okay And you needed me all along Since you've been gone Please don't leave me here alone Just stay awhile Make me smile Please don't leave me here alone Just stay awhile And, baby, smile Since you've been gone I need to hear from you Since you've been gone

Theory Of A Deadman - So Happy
oh yea like this one and relate Put the bottle down, finally got somethin’ to say Take another look around and find someone else to play Needless to say .. That you’ve got problems There’s no f#kin’ way .. that I’m gonna solve them It’s never the same .. every time you slip, then you fall down, down, down Ever wonder what I been thinkin’ about? I been thinkin’ bout throwin’ you out Chorus I’m so happy about you .. I’m fed up, so get up and get out I’m so happy now we’re through .. I’m fed up, so get up and get out I was so afraid, now you’re gone away Sent you packing, look who’s laughin’ now I’m so happy that I feel this way I’m so happy that I threw you away Put your problems down and pick up what’s left of the pain Take a good look at yourself and see who’s really to blame Needless to say .. you got issues There’s no f#kin’ way .. that

Hospitals 'infested With Vermin'
Hospitals 'infested with vermin' The cleanliness of most NHS hospitals in England is threatened by frequent invasions of rats, fleas, bedbugs, flies and cockroaches, a report claims. Figures released by the Conservatives show that 70% of NHS Trusts brought in the pest controllers at least 50 times between January 2006 and March 2008. Vermin were found in wards, clinics and even operating theatres. A patients' group said the situation was revolting. But health chiefs played down fears the infestations could lead to disease. The figures were obtained by the Conservatives under the Freedom of Information Act, with every hospital asked to reveal how often pest controllers had visited over the two-year period in question. If these hospitals were restaurants they would be closed down and out of business Patients Association Of those who replied, Nottingham University Hospitals NHS Trust topped the table, with more than 1,000 incidents, and five other trusts pas

Fu=love Pimpout
FEEL THE LOVE AND JOIN FU LUV BOMB SQUAD! WE WANT YOU!!! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad. 3. Must add owner and main page to family. 4. Become member ouf our Lounge. 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 8. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 9.Must be a member of the Squad for 2 weeks before

The Famous Neanea
> > > > > > > > > GET IN HERE AND SEE WHAT YOU'RE MISSIN! HURRY UP AND CLICK THE PIC OF THE THE FAMOUS NEANEA AND CHECK OUT 808 is on air, jeezy is giving away bling and your grandma is doing strange things for some change in the back! > so what are you waiting for? COME SAVE GRANNY!!!!

Dirrty Girl Dirrty Style Auction Opens Monday!!! Come And Meet The Hotties So Far
SO FAR THE DIRRTY GIRL DIRRTY STYLE AUCTION IS A HIT! I WILL BE OPENING THE FOLDER ON MONDAY SO YOU HAVE UNTIL SUNDAY NIGHT TO GET YOUR ENTRY FEE'S AND OFFERS TO ME SO I CAN MAKE YOUR TAG FOR MONDAY MORNING. REMEMBER IT'S 25K TO ENTER AND BIDDING WILL START AT 50K. HERE ARE THE ENTRIES SO FAR! I'VE GOT QUITE THE LIST OF HOTTIES SO COME AND JOIN THEM OR SAVE UP TO GET YOUR BIDS IN ON THEM **JASON** **XMASBABY73** **UNBREAKABLE** **SEX & CANDY** **GUARDIAN ANGEL**

In Search Of
I came across a song the other day (Carring Your love with me, G. Straight). It was mine and April's song... or she used to be called Mz. Youngstar (name I gave her). I have searched for her for 3 days now and nothing. The first day I IMed her yahoo, but no answer. I went through her friends that hadn't changed their name. Then went through alot of the people in OK. Today I looked up old phone bills for calls I made back then. but her number has changed... I don't think she is on fubar anymore. I hope I can talk to her again... would make my day seeing as I miss her now. really... I don't know what to do :(

Why Me?
my heart feels full, my soul with wonder, my body feels its toll, my mind begins to ponder, blindly i fell into your arms, feelings deepend with each breath i take, my sight is taken by yours charms, but with each touch i shake. never felt this way, i lose sight and reality, not knowing what to say, i lose each ability. in my main center of thought, knowing i wont feel the same, no matter what each day brought, I still wonder why me?

5 Things You Must Knowabout Sleep
5 Things You Must Know About Sleep Robin Lloyd LiveScience Senior Editor LiveScience.com Sun Aug 3, 9:16 PM ET You're tired. You could put your head down on a desk right now and fall asleep immediately. You went to bed late last night, had trouble falling asleep and woke up too early. And let's not kid ourselves: Tonight will be the same unless ... well, read on. This is the classic not-so-shut-eye experience of many Americans who think they are sleep-deprived and possibly need pills or other treatment to fix their insomnia, teeth grinding, jet lag, restless or jerky legs, snoring, sleepwalking and so forth. Reality is quite different. For instance, insomnia is said to be the most common sleep disorder, but these dissatisfying sleep experiences only get in the way of daily activities for 10 percent of us, according to the National Institutes of Health. And in almost half of those cases, the real underlying problem is illness (often mental) or the effects of

He Is Good To Us, Let's Be Good To Spike!!!
This gentleman has sponsored many giveaways for Club Mystic, and now is sponsoring VIP giveaways for the Thunder & Lightning family! Uploaded five new ones today! WOOHOOOOO!!! When we finish those, he will sponsor five more, and then five more, and then five more....WOOT! I would like for us to help him to reach Oracle, he has been so good to us! If he is not on your friends list, please go and fan, rate, and add him, (preferably during HH!) and rate some of his pics and stash every day if you can... it does not have to be a lot, but every little bit helps! Here is the link to his profile....please go love him up! He deserves it! SPIKE@ fubar Thanks, everyone! You rock! Cin If you feel that you need to be rewarded for helping him out, I will rate as many of your pics as you have rated of his! Please private message me with the number of pics and the folder names, and whether you gave him 10's or 11's!

Wet T-shirt Contest!!!
Sunset Cafe presents ... Wet T-shirt contest!!! Rates are the ONLY thing that counts ... come and see ... rate!!! Rate every single one of us ... that's the fun of it!!! ***You must add Dawn, the user hosting this event as a friend to see the pictures. The link will guide you there. you CANNOT vote without being her friend!!*** OH ... and ... one of them is ME. HAHA!! And SHHH I'll NEVER tell ... well ... maybe ... haha. Click here to be directed to the contest!!

Dragons!!!!
result image You are shy, but friendly and light-hearted once you get to know someone. You dislike fights, and try to avoid them if at all possible. You prefer other people's company, but try to avoid having too many friends. You enjoy your freedom, and are attracted to birds for that reason. Conflicting Dragons: Darkness, Earth. Compatible Dragons: Water, Light, Fire.

Just Another Day
you know when I go to work I always think... How can I make a difference in the little world I patrol? It is hard sometimes to make everyone happy and to give everyone every little bit of what and who I am. Most of the time I do not get a "thank you" or a "you really helped me out" All I get is "I didn't do it" "why are you harassing me", and "why don't you go out and arrest real criminals". It is a thankless job, but I do it because I believe in freedom and everyone's right to express it.

The "are You Kinky" Quiz ... Lmao
Are you kinky? Do you wonder? Most of us think we are maybe a little kinky. But there is more to kinkiness than the occasional use of a kitchen utensil in bed. Just how kinky do you think you really are? Shall we find out? Take the following ten question quiz. 1.) During sex with your partner, you are most liable to: a.) Spank your partner b.) Spank yourself c.) Spank your mother d.) Spank your great aunt Edna 2.) You have had a long day at the office and, when you walk in the door, your partner tells you he/she wants to spice it up tonight. Does that usually mean: a.) Indian cuisine for supper again b.) A spanking after supper c.) A spanking and a flogging after supper d.) A spanking, flogging, caning, water sports and a branding after supper 3.) You are involved in some rather vigorous lovemaking with your partner when he/she shouts "Hi Ho Silver". Does this make you think of: a.) Work you left undone at the office b.) The Lone Ranger c.) Tonto d.) Th

A Genious Or An Idiot?
Below is the article, The Morning Call is the local paper from here (Allentown, PA) The authors email and phone number are at the bottom. I think we should all let him know how we feel, since he did SUCH a good job researching the article he wrote. Disfigured skin points where culture is going You can tell where a culture is headed by examining whom its members seek to emulate. Just a few centuries ago, there was a culture still mired in the Stone Age, with no written language, no science, no math, no architecture, no nothing requiring thought Its members had not even managed to invent the wheel. That culture's only contribution to the world was the decorative ''tatu. '' In most other parts of the ancient world, tattoos were disfigurements usedonly to identify criminals or slaves. Now that Polynesians can read, use wheels, count and appreciate musical instruments other than drums, they've advanced to a point where most of them have abandoned tattoos. As one culture ascends, it seems,

Lmao : A Study Of The Effects Of School Girl Uniforms
A Study of the Effects of School Girl Uniforms... by SensitiveSuccubus© A Study of the Effects of School Girl Uniforms on Adult Males It had been an enigma over time, a complicated puzzle of forced femininity on creatures who by all rights are already feminine, a torture impressed upon helpless young people in order to eliminate individuality and promote mindless conformity. The mystery in question is the Catholic Girl School Uniform (or CGSU). The mystery is not in its use or effects on discipline, but rather the arousal effects on adult males, and more inexplicably, the desire by many women including fifty-something housewives to wear them for their hubbies (or just about anyone else). This discourse is to declare our findings to get people thinking about this odd medical condition and its possibly dangerous effects on the male population. The Division for Irresponsible Studies polled 4107 adult males ages 18-56 on their sexual interest in women wearing the CGSU. Each of

So Pathetic!
ok seriouslly its soo fucking PAHTETIC on here when guys what attention soo bad they have to post pics of there dicks on here! how fucking sad is your life when the only way u can get attention is to post pics like that on a profile website to get attention from girls who think its a good thing to be a slut or whore! well ok you guys go ahead and be that pathetic, as for me id rather not get that kind of attention! like ive said befor anyways i dont see being a slut or a whore as a good thing. i maybe still young but i just gotta say in closeing to most people on this site younger older or same age as me GROW THE FUCK UP and GET A FUCKING LIFE! your a PATHETIC waist of FLESH!

I'm Voting Democrat
This sums it up pretty well... I'm Voting Democrat I'm voting Democrat because I believe the government will do a better job of spending the money I earn than I would. I'm voting Democrat because freedom of speech is fine as long as nobody is offended by it. I'm voting Democrat because when we pull out of Iraq, I trust that the bad guys will stop what they're doing because they now think we're good people. I'm voting Democrat because I believe that people who can't tell us if it will rain on Friday CAN tell us that the polar ice caps will melt away in ten years if I don't start driving a Prius. I'm voting Democrat because I'm not concerned about the slaughter of millions of babies so long as we keep all death row inmates alive. I'm voting Democrat because I believe that business should not be allowed to make profits for themselves. They need to break even and give the rest away to the employees and to

Death Becomes Me.
Has anyone ever hung up on you? PLENTY OF PEOPLE. Have you ever been to a tanning bed? BEEN TO THE PLACES, STRIPPERS HATE TAN LINES. Today did you hug a person you have feelings for? NOPE. Do you hate when people smoke around you? NO. Do you drink tea? YUP. Who's bed did you sleep in last night? NOT A BED, ON A FLOOR IN ANDERSON. Do you have any bruises? YEAH, ONE OF MY STOMACH FROM AN INSULIN INJECTION. Who was the last person you had a phone conversation with for more than an hour? DUNNO. HATE TALKING ON THE PHONE. Recently kissed anyone with the name starting with T? NOPE. Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex? DOESN'T MATTER, EACH HAVE THEIR FLAWS AND ATTRIBUTES. Wheres the last place you went? ANDERSON, BUT IT FEELS LIKE I WALKED OUT OF A DEATH CAMP. Are you looking forward to something as of right now? THE FLOGGING MOLLY SHOW IN SEPT. PINEAPPLE EXPRESS. Last thing you ate? EGG SALAD, NOT REALLY A GOOD TIME I'M THINKING NOW.

Spotlight For My Birthday
PLEASE HELP ME GET THE SPOTLIGHT FOR MY BIRTHDAY. ANY AND ALL DONATIONS ARE VERY WELCOME. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO MAKE A DONATION. MY BIRTHDAY IS AUGUST 13TH.AND FOR EVERY PERSON WHO MAKES A DONATION I WILL MAKE THEM A MORPH. THANK YOU Money - Pink Floyd

Mmm
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Out Come On Surgery...
Hey everyone its me Andrea just wanted to post the updates before I go to sleep. As far as my surgery went it was some what a success,but it can always come back to haunt me. I have been resting on and off through the day. I am how ever still in the hospital on my lap top. My lower stomach feels like I gave birth to a new baby. (weird but did not happen I swear!) I am on an IV for a few days I think I will be home by Saturday is my guess. I still have not had a chance to walk with my 2 legs I tried it but no luck here. I have not had nothing to eat. This medicine I am on makes me very dizzy and moody. I am just looking for a speedy recovery but I know all time takes everything. Well If you want to send me some love or comment or presents it on you but I am not going to cry over it because I know who my true friends are and who are not and I don't ask nothing from no one it comes from your heart and soul that does the doing for the special things you do for me. I hope all my friends enj

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This Life Of Mine's Not All A Game SomeTimes I Hide My Face SomeTimes I Feel Strange My Mind's Not The Same But Who's The One To Truly Blame Caught Up In Another Rat Race My Inner Child's Derranged Thoughts Of Truly Going Insane I Wish I Could Close My Eyes and Spread My Wings So I Could Just Fly Away Soaring High Above This World That's In Need Of Change Wishing I Could Just Fly Away Never To Bothered By Mundane Things Then My Mind Would'nt Run Astray I Wish It Would Either Go Away Or Change I'm Done, I Don't Want To Play -As Soon As I Load This Gun Up, My Ass Is Fucking Leaving- This Life I Live Is'nt Right My Demons Take The Best Of Me Acting On Impulse At Best It's Not My Fault If It's Run or Throw Down, I Choose To Fight Maybe I'm too Blind To See You Want To Help? Surely You Jest I'll Just Drown It In SomeThing Of A Malt I Wont Leave A Letter Full Of Questions I'll Just Leave One Answere On My Wall I'll Let The World Know How I Feel With

Untitled
Watch as her glistening eyes take your spirit. She wakes you with "hi's" and "I love you's" in twos,with the most beautiful smile one can witness. With a child in her heart, a princess we confess deserving of it all,deserving of our best. In one drop all is said and done. Three drops she sheds for our repore. Another she bled for the times shared no more. Be known her affection is awesome is endless, a part of our life, a part of which we need. My heart, my head, my eyes, my legs grow weak, grow weary. I would die for her; no more, no less. But to LIVE for her, I can only do my best. For this wonderful woman, for this beautiful girl, for this innocent child brought to this world. I can only hope, I can only pray she'll shoot for the stars be with more than just astray.

Small Things In Life Can Make You Smile
Talk about appreciating the small stuff. Lately been feeling lots of anxiety. Really not sure what trigger it. But I remember a friend told me once said right feelings follow right actions. So about 25 mins ago I decided to start cleaning cleaning always makes me feel better when I am done. Well I was going though some old clothes of mind and Rickys and I saw the cutest thing kinda made me smile and for about 10 mins i was anxiety free. I found one of his new born Baby sock. brought me back to a time when I had to do everything for him cause he depending and put trust in me. I look at him now and hes dong simple like feeding him self, can put on his pants on even though there backwards and twisted..lol he can run, walk, talk and a hole lot wow an amazing concept.

Another Brick In The Wall
It's funny the things that push you over the edge. The things (or people) that make you say "Ya know what, fuck it". Lately I've been saying that a lot. Not because I'm quick to give up. I'm just quick to recognize when something or someone isn't worth the effort. Is that giving up? Some may say "That's the very definition!". I beg to differ. It's knowing your limits and protecting yourself. That's what I'm doing...protecting MYSELF because no one else will. What's your definition? -REL

Just One Good "pee"
Three old men were sitting around and talking. The 80 year-old said, "The best thing that could happen to me would just to be able to have a good pee. I stand there for twenty minutes, and it dribbles and hurts. I have to go over and over again. " The 85 year-old said, "The best thing that could happen to me is if I could have one good bowel movement. I take every kind of laxative I can get my hands on and it's still a problem. " Then the 90 year-old said, "That's not my problem. Every morning at 6:00 am sharp, I have a good long pee. At 6:30 am sharp I have a great bowel movement. The best thing that could happen to me would be if I could wake up before 7:00 am.

The Proper Diet
After an exhaustive review of the research literature, here's the final word on nutrition and health: 1. Japanese eat very little fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than us. 2. Mexicans eat a lot of fat and suffer fewer heart attacks than us. 3. Chinese drink very little red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than us. 4. Italians drink excessive amounts of red wine and suffer fewer heart attacks than us. 5. Germans drink beer and eat lots of sausages and fats and suffer fewer heart attacks than us. CONCLUSION: Eat and drink whatever the hell you like. Speaking English is apparently what kills you, but the U.S. Government is trying to correct the problem.

Help Me!
Cyndi needs some Fu-loving... She's One HOT Mamma! She's 71k from Insider... Let's make it happen... Stop by and give Cyndi a good old fashioned Fu-Spanking... She deserves it... Rate her Fan her Add her Comment her BLING her Spank her hard!! hehe She will LOVE it... and return it too... Rate her "My Family Folder" and Carrie will make you a thank you tag... (My Family Folder)

My Fubar Account
Well... I am getting used to this Fubar account. I have put some things on my page and I'm having fun with it. I added two videos and a few pictures. I think it looks great. Hope you are all enjoying it. Take Care and thanks for stopping by. Have A Wonderful Day !

Sucking Up
(copied from my bully... I cheatz :D) My delightfully sweet, wonderful, intelligent fu-owner (the bestest in fu-land) is less than 300K from leveling to Godfather!!!! Love him up and I'll quit sucking up. :P Either way, he's worth the time to get to know. He's the best friend you can have. He always has an ear and a shoulder for you... Stop by and tell him how wonderful he is. Clickie on the link and bomb away... LarryB - Alien cats are roaming this Earth@ fubar After he levels, I'll quit bothering you wunnerful people... for a while, maybe. This bully brought to you by ME! The Turtle Gurl

Penguin Mating Habits
Penguins have a hard time mating do to how their body is shaped.Their bodies are shaped like bottles and you know it’s really hard to keep a bottle on top of another one.So, when penguins decide to mate, the female must keep still while the male gets on top. If the female moves the male will fall. Mating only lasts a few seconds because of this. Penguins are like most seabirds.They tend to be long-lived .They can take 3 to 8 yrs. to reach sexual maturity.Now,small species begin in 3 or 4yrs. Most large species breed until 5 or 8 years. The King penguin has the longest breeding cycle. It lasts from 14 to 16 months. Female King penguins can produce 2 chicks in every 3 breeding seasons. Emperor penguins breed during Antartic winter. Now, the Fairy penguin has the shortest breeding cycle. Also it breeds throughout the year. Penguins are mostly monogamous, which means they are with one mate at a time. Even though some females have up to 3 mates and males have up to 2

Expressing Myself
Why is it that you can do everything to forget someone? And yet every song, or movie or just anything can remind you of them. Yet you do everything to put some distance between the two of y'all. I know I care, I understand I am a man who is sensitive. And care's more about someone else's well being that I do mine. I am not trying to put myself down. I am happy, yet you want to forget but you want to keep and remember the good memories of that person. I don't understand how some people can turn it on and off like a water faucet. I like to give and give of myself. Most of the time it makes me happy. Right now I just feel a bit numb and don't want to hurt anyone. I would rather feel the pain. Maybe that is my problem>

I Hate You
i feel used by you what was i just something to pass the time? you made me smile made me think of things i never would of i felt alive with you yet i was nothing to you even tho you made me feel like something i'm done feeding ur ego making you feel like ur a good man ur not ur a piece of shit i hate you I hate you for everything

Condoms
I recall my first time with a condom, I was 16 or so. I went in to buy a packet of condoms at the pharmacy. There was this beautiful woman assistant behind the counter, and she could see that I was new at it. She handed me the package and asked if I knew how to wear one. I honestly answered, 'No, this is my first time.' So she unwrapped the package, took one out and slipped it over her thumb. She cautioned me to make sure it was on tight and secure. I apparently still looked confused. So she looked all around the store to see if it was empty. It was empty. 'Just a minute,' she said, and walked to the door, and locked it. Taking my hand, she led me into the back room, unbuttoned her blouse and removed it. She unhooked her bra and laid it aside. 'Do these excite you?' She asked. Well, I was so dumb-struck that all I could do was nod my head. She then said it was time to slip the condom on. As I was sl

Lets Do It Fu!!!for Boo!
***Join Me On Sunday August 10th For The most futastic day ever*** ***IT'S ALL ABOUT CHUCKIIBOO DAY*** Chuckii is mad busy with work and has'nt even had time to come onto fubar!!He will be back real soon!Lets show him the love and respect that he deserves and spank his page hard all day long!!!Save your 11's and use them on chuckii!Dont have 11's ...thats ok to....rate his pics up with mad 10's!!!Show chuckii the appreciation that he always shows everyone!***This is gonna be 24 full hours of non stop chuckiiboo!!!***Respect Him and leave him 50 photo comments!Let him know that your thinking of him!***Rate all his stash!!Save your bling cause we are gonna hit his page real hard with the cha blingggggggggggg blingggggggggg!!!*** ****ATTENTION 2 ALL OF CHUCKII'S FAMILY N FRIENDS**** How many happy hours happend b cuz of boo?? How many blast?Tickers?Bling!!???Thats Right!It's time to Love on boo just as much as he's loved on you!!**** If need be I am willing to Pay 25,000Fubucks

Announcer/voice Talent For Hire
BRADLEY SCOTT ROENFELDT Dear Sir or Madam: I love broadcasting, and I am interested in employment opportunities in the Omaha/Lincoln, Nebraska, area. • I am an eager and reliable employee. • I routinely arrive early for work each day so that I have ample time to prepare for my daily duties and can be ready to go to work at my scheduled start time. • I am willing to work extra hours whenever needed. • I work very well alone, but I am also able to easily work with others and follow instructions as given. • I am creative and detail oriented. • I am always on the look-out for better and more efficient ways of completing my duties. • I thrive in an environment that allows me to stretch and build upon my skills and abilities, thus allowing me to become a better employee, while striving to make my place of employment a better company. • I love radio so much, that I have been volunteering as an on-air personality/producer for a public radio station in Lincoln for nearly five ye

Xxx Can You Handle Meagan In A Wet T-shirt? Xxx
I'm all wet!!! I joined a wet t-shirt contest. It goes until August 8th (Friday) so we don't have much time! This contest is rates only. The person with the most rates by Friday wins. In the event of a tie, the highest rating wins. So gimme your 11's!!! So, if you want to see what's under those smiley faces, go ahead and click the pic above! Thanks to those who help! Drop me a sb and let me know that you dropped me a rate, and I'll be sure to return the love! :D ~Meagan~R/L GF/Fu-Wifey of DaMunchMan~Sarge's Bad Girls~ Did I mention that you have to add the host to rate the pic? His link is below. So not only do you get to make my day, but you get to make a new friend, as well! :D

Gossip Kings
Hey Everyone, just to let you know there is a new Celebrity Affiliate site which seems to be pretty good. It is in beta testing now so get in on it while it is hot. I signed up today and checked over the galleries and tools that they have and there is a ton already!. Anyway signup today! Gossip Kings http://www.gossipkings.com/track/NjA6Njo5/

Nsfw Advertising Packages
Twelvefifteen's Advertising Campaign. Personally I think it is a great deal, his sites are super. He is also a reputable guy in my opinion, get in on his advertising while you can! While he does not track he puts your own hard links up that you create so you can track it yourself to see how well it does. He is aiming towards bigger companies and sites to be able fill his advertising placements. With the ad placements your ads will be seen by a wide variety of people and other sites which will only benefit you and your site. If you are interested contact me at broken71@bellsouth.net or contact him directly at 1215xx@gmail.com in the subject link please put Inquiry on Advertising. Thanks His pricing is as follows: http://www.twelvefifteen.net - $3000 - 300x250 top right side under the search box - main page, category pages, video pages. - 120wx240h soft-core banner on image galleries. - 30 galleries scheduled per month on tgp, or partner account given to submit y

Looking To Trade
Looking to trade some stuff, and looking for ways to keep my stuff from being visable to just anyone. My last "room mate" told me that there was a way to encrypt my pic's to look like another pic unless someone has the encryption code. If you want to trade or can enlighten me on how to encrypt, holla!

Everything
No matter what I'm feeling when we are apart always seems to fade away every time you start to look deep into my eyes or gently kiss my lips. there's no place I'd rather be than in your big, strong arms and there's that I'd rather do than spend my time with you. when I'm with you i forget the world, forget everything else exists and all i know is you and i and i simply crave your touch. everything about you and everything in all you do makes me weak at the knees and makes it harder to breathe. there's nothing about you that doesn't drive me crazy but i wouldn't have it any other way cuz you're the only one i want to take my breath away. in everything you do, and everything you are is everything i need and all that i need to be the girl that's in your arms

The Little Things
Song lyrics | The Little Things lyrics The little things, you do to me are, Taking me over, I wanna show ya Everything inside of me oh, Like a nervous heart that, is crazy beating My feet are stuck here, against the pavement I wanna break free, I wanna make it Closer to your eyes, get your attention Before you pass me by So back up back up take another chance Don't you mess up mess up I don't wanna lose you Wake up wake up this aint just a thing that you Give up give up don't you say that I'd be Better off better off, sleepin by myself and wonderin If I'm better off better off, with out you boy And every time, you notice me by Holding me closely, and saying sweet things I don't believe, that it could be You speaking your mind and, saying the real thing My feet have broke free, and I am leaving I'm not gonna stand here, feeling lonely but I don't regret it, and I won't think this Was just a waste of time So back up back up take another chance Don't you

You...
You came into my life silently With expectations of only friendship I didn’t know if I was capable of even that But your persistence paid off I gave in I agreed to meet you Just for a drink We met talked we laughed One meeting turns into two and now we’re inseparable Somehow you got under my skin Every other thought is of you I’m afraid not of you but of how you make me feel Something about you makes me want to let you inside the walls of my heart Do you want the key? ©dsw 2008

A Pleasant State Of Mind
Happiness can be described as a positive(ÊµÔÚµÄÊÂÎï, È·¶¨µÄ) mood and a pleasant state of mind. A good education and income are usually considered necessary for happiness. But the rich are not necessary to be happier than the middle-income group or even those with very low incomes. People with a college education are somewhat(ÉÔÎ¢) happier than those who did not graduate from high school; It is believed that this mainly because they have more opportunities to control their lives. Yet people with a college education may be less happy than those with on college education. Moreover, having good health can be very important to people because they can feel happy and have energy to do what they would like to do. Nevertheless(È»¶ø), poor health does not rule out(ÅÅ³ý) happiness except for the dying or those in great pain. It should be noted that people quickly get used to what they have, and they are happier when they feel they are increasing their level n

Treat Your Child As The Precious Treasures They Are
The following was in my local paper, the QCTimes, done by Barb Ickes, regarding an abandoned baby hoax: A 3-month-old baby was not left alone on a curb in the middle of the night Sunday. That’s pretty much where the good news ends. Davenport police had their hands full with this one, largely because the stories told by “witnesses” changed more often than the baby’s diaper. Initially, we were told the little boy was left on a curb in front of a row of apartment houses on Heatherton Drive, which is in northwest Davenport. Several hours after police picked him up and took him to the hospital, the infant’s mother, Jessica Stiles, 20, was arrested on suspicion of child endangerment. She could not be reached for comment Monday, but here is what police say went down: Shortly after 1 a.m. Sunday, Stiles wanted to go to a party. She decided she would leave her baby with the man she’d been living with for two days, along with the man’s aunt. Stiles told police the man is her bo

Poem
Each day my heart fades a little more, Cause I don't have you to hold, touch or love. My heart breaks each time I have to let you go. Each day my heart fades a little more, For the one I love doesn't love me, Just a simple request of your heart. Each day my heart fades a little more, You aren't there like you used to be, For me to talk, laugh and cry with. Each day my heart fades a little more, It has been used and cast aside so eaily, Becoming more and more bruised along the way. Each day my heart fades a little more, Till one day there won't be anythng left of what used to be a loving heart, All because you tore it apart. Each day my heart faded a little, Now there is no heart to fade any more

Desire
I anticipate your arrival Thinking about bantering with you in the way we do Looking forward to having your arms around me again Listening attentively for your footsteps on my porch Waiting patiently for you to walk through the door and ravish me You are on your way Thinking about kissing my lips as I try to talk Looking forward to holding my arms so I cannot reach out to you Listening attentively for my familiar moan Waiting patiently as you anticipate the responsive quiver of my body We greet each other as I open the door Thinking of nothing other than here and now Enjoying the restraint in your strength Hearing the response you elicit Feeling the release while we move together as one ©dsw 2008

"alone"
I've been crying out in the dark for my own hand this you know, by the way angry rivers flow, like a blind man I could find my way back here; with open or closed eyes! From where I sit, to where it is you stand a jaw clinched tight... I run my fingers over your faces. I would say rest in peace! The ones who said they love me, the ones whom are Now; NO WHERE to be found. You have been laid to rest; by the way your heart is NO longer beating. I've cried out for the last time, For my own hand like a man scorned, let drinks cascade from my mouth to drain my heart; I turn my tounge to fire. and shoot cupid in the knee cap. I shall die alone... without a bride to hold me with arms so soft; without a home to call me there. Strike me drunk once again, or weed me out from those who do Not wish to be Saved... deliver me; and let the Vodka run dry!!

Almost
Feeling happy and so complete. Having control and theres no defeat. Getting only love and attention. Going through the day without a single restriction. New opportunities popping up left and right. Close friends and family are there to hold you tight. Always confident when you wake up. Plenty of joy to feel your cup. A dream is what this could only be. Excitement makes us forget the reality. The reality hits when we least expect it to. When this happens you don't know what you're going to do. Life isn't progressing as fast. You lose confidence in the plans you made last. Suddenly no one can make up their mind. It feels like you're running out of time. Hoping you won't lose people close to your heart. The ones you loved from the start. Even so, you can still make your dreams come true. Just have confidence in everything you plan to do

I Am In My First Auction
Hey friends and fu's your old pal here to let you know that i am in my very first auction Please click on the pic below to rate and put your bid in (i don't mind just fubuck bids at all) Blue Whore® now this is the chance to become my first owner so you better act quick. Auction closes on Sunday, Aug.10th at 12 midnight(est) this is what i am offering to my owner: "owned by" in title 100 11's a week for a month during HH's 1 pimpout bully a week for a month all stash voted and other pics rated during HH's 1 pimpout bully for up to 3 friends 1 add a friend tag 2 sfw salutes (lol) yahoo im add 1 credit bling a week for a month (3 credit for any bids with a 3 month Vip or equivalent) Buzz meter full Will help to level a friend within 20k of leveling Bid Breakdowns Thank you for all your help!!!

Rain
I love when it rains Is that weird? I feel that God understands my pain and sorrow The rain pouring down hitting the ground hard as possible It's never enough for me Just let it rain As it rains I don't have to cry The whole world is doing it for me If they only understood my anger gets released as I say see..see what you've done The thunder is doing the taking for me These cuts and bruises are getting justified Rain is proof we all hurt Even the sky has limits to pain so it rains Let it rain Let the sky lite up Let the wind blow Let windows slam as curtains sway And let the thunder roll But sooner or later it stops The world goes quiet with a rainbow that can't dent it Life goes on But the cuts and bruises are still there as a reminder... ....it's bound to rain again....

Wbay
You are an intellectual, hip, glasses-wearing type. You shop at Whole Foods and drive a Prius. Mmmm...tasty. What Kind of Beer Are You Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes

Batman Quiz!
You are Two Face. You have a tough time making a decision because you are constantly in battle with the two sides of your personality. Batman Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes ^ So Not True ^

The Pleasure Dome Is Here
WELCOME TO THE PLEASURE DOME!! MAKING ALL YOUR FANTASIES COME TRUE!!! THE HOTTEST NEW LOUNGE ON FUBAR!!!! ALSO HIRING FOR ALL STAFF POSITIONS!!! CLICK BELOW TO JOIN US!! JOIN US ON CAM!!!!! HEAR THE LATEST MUSIC WITH DJS TAKING REQUEST FOR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO HEAR!!!!!! Cameo-Candy

Weed
Hey everyone i am currently trying to get members for a group i have created. it's for women only though but i also know of other places where you can help get weed legalized. please if you read this and are interested let me know. if you are not interested then cool you keep your opinions to yourself.

Pleasuredome
WELCOME TO THE PLEASURE DOME!! MAKING ALL YOUR FANTASIES COME TRUE!!! THE HOTTEST NEW LOUNGE ON FUBAR!!!! ALSO HIRING FOR ALL STAFF POSITIONS!!! CLICK BELOW TO JOIN US!! JOIN US ON CAM!!!!! HEAR THE LATEST MUSIC WITH DJS TAKING REQUEST FOR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO HEAR!!!!!! Cameo-Candy

Dreamwalking
I sit here in the dark of the night. There is no one around, No one in sight. I hear a silent whisper touch my ear, It is you again telling me you care. The enigma from the silent whisper is the you. I don’t know who the you is. All I know is, When I lay my head down to sleep the silent whisper turns into my dream. You touch me softly, Caressing my body, Sending shivers down my spine. Exploring every part of me, In passionate waves of ecstasy. You touch my lips, Explore my mouth, Taste my tongue as they flicker about. You leave me weak, But yet wanting more. Who could this you be? You that walks around in my dreams, As you whisper softly to me. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Wtf Is Wrong With People???
You shouldn't read this if you have a weak stomach. You've been warned. Man stabbed, beheaded on Greyhound bus by apparent stranger Gabrielle Giroday and Ian Hitchen, Canwest News Service Published: Thursday, July 31, 2008 BRANDON, Man. -- Screaming passengers fled in terror from a Greyhound bus as an unidentified fellow passenger suddenly stabbed a man sleeping next to him, decapitated him and waved the severed head at horrified witnesses standing outside. The apparently unprovoked assault left 36 men, women and children stranded Wednesday night on the shoulder of the darkening Trans-Canada Highway near Portage la Prairie, Man., about 85 kilometres west of Winnipeg, watching while the bus driver and a driver of a nearby truck shut the crazed attacker inside the bus with the mangled victim. Reports Friday said the suspect tried to eat parts of the victim. At a media conference Thursday afternoon, RCMP confirmed they have a suspect -- who is not believed to

You Are The Hulk!
Superhero Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes You are the Hulk! After being caught in the blast of a gamma bomb you created, you were transformed into the Hulk, a raging monster. You're frequently pursued by the police or the armed forces, often as a result of the destruction you cause. In your career, you have battled virtually every hero and villain in the Marvel Universe.

Wsay
You are a vigilante who considers murder, kidnapping, extortion, coercion, threats of violence, and torture to be acceptable crime fighting tactics. Superhero Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes

I Want My Friend Back
I HAVE A VERY GOOD AND BEAUTIFUL FRIEND WHO I WOULD LOVE TO SEE BACK ON LINE. I AM GOING TO START LEAVING HER A COMMENT EVERY DAY TO TRY TO LET HER KNOW SHE IS LOVED AND MISSED. HER SCREEN NAME IS LIGHT-N-DARKNESS. I HAVE A FAVOR OF ALL WHO ARE HER FRIENDS AND MY FRIENDS TO COME INTO THE LIGHT AND LEAVE HER COMMENTS OF CARING TO SHOW HER THAT SHE IS MISSED. LOVE TO YOU PAULETTE, I MISS HAVEING YOU AROUND.

Finding True Friends.
How do u find true friends,fun and caring ,been on here for 6 mths and found just a few true friends ,if your a true friend rate my page and my pics,if ur not i will now for the friends that r real Thank you.

Sat-c
You are most like Samantha Jones, the craziest, most unconventional of the four friends. You are SMOKIN' HOTT and better believe the opposite sex notices, though how could they not with you flaunting it all the time? After all, confidence is your strongest point. You are powerful and strong-willed and never take 'No' for an answer. So enjoy your fabulous, crazy life - throw on the tightest, sexiest clothes you own because there has got to be a party or two out there just waiting for your arrival! Sex and the City Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes

The Hottest Lounge!!!
Come join the hottest lounge on fubar!!!!!THE PLEASURE DOME!!!!! We would love to see you there!!!!!! Also hiring staff so come and apply!!!Click the pic below to enter!!!! Top Girls Comments Graphics Relax - Frankie goes to Hollywood

The Hottest New Lounge
Come join the hottest lounge on fubar!!!!!THE PLEASURE DOME!!!!! We would love to see you there!!!!!! Also hiring staff so come and apply!!!Click the pic below to enter!!!! Top Girls Comments Graphics Relax - Frankie goes to Hollywood (repost of original by '»-(¯`v´¯)-»Béªütifùl Ðí$ª$tër™~Ñøtørîøüs P.Ø.P Mílìtiª~»-(¯`v´¯)-»' on '2008-08-05 20:03:28') (repost of original by '~ ShY ~Owned By bucs24~' on '2008-08-05 20:04:29')

War
War I was what others not wanted to be. I went where others where afraid to go and did what others did not do. I asked for nothing from them who did not want to give and accepted the thought of eternal loneliness. I have seen the face of misery, felt the stinging cold of fear and now and then the sweet taste of a moment of love. I have cried, suffered and hoped, but most of all i have witnessed things that other people rather forget. Once i will be able to say proudly what i have done and what i was....a soldier. Kostajnica 11 May 1994

Flying High
Like lovers we fly through the mountain skies, unlike the rest of the others down below. Gliding through the clouds, lifting higher with each thought. Racing like the wind, never slowing down. Diving through the rain, sliding down like teardrops on my face. Lifting all we have toward the sun. Flying above everything else. Don't let go, wait another moment, glide a little more, race one more time, dive into the wetness, lift me up once more. Let lovers take flight, forever fly high with me. Jane.

I Cant
My thoughts i cant put into words and My emotions i cant express. I cant write what i truly want to because what I feel is so strong that there aren't any perfect words to describe them. I cant express anything because I never learned how to. All I know is that I feel things, but I cant express them. All these bottled up thoughts and emotions are coming out, but I really dont want them to. I hid them for so long that I dont want to see what they look like today. It seems like I am the only living thing that has felt and thought like this. No one can relate to my deepest, most inner thoughts and feelings. This is what I mean when I say "Lost in my world, searching desperately for a way out." These bottled up things are changing me, some changes are good and some are more evil than the devil. I see life for more than it is or is it less than what it is. I've tried to be normal, but there is no such thing as being normal there is basically only you and everyone else.

To Be A Great Lover, / However, You Must Be A Great Actor
SOME ART OF POETRY, BY KENNETH KOCH, FROM KENNETH KOCH, THE ART OF POETRY: Tie your girl's hands behind her back and encourage her To attempt to get loose. This will make her breasts look Especially pretty, like the Parthenon at night. Sometimes those illuminations Are very beautiful, though sometimes the words Are too expected, too French, too banal. Ain't youse a cracker, Though? And other poems. Or Freemasonry Revisited. Anyway, Tie her up. In this fashion, she will be like Minnie Mouse, will look Like starlight over the sensuous Aegean. She will be the greatest thing you ever saw. However, a word of advice, for cold September evenings, And in spring, summer, winter too, and later in the fall: Be sure she likes it. Or only at first dislikes it a little bit. Otherwise You are liable to lose your chances for other kinds of experiments, Like the Theseion, for example. Or the two-part song. Yes! This Is Athens, king of the cities, and land of the Countries of the Fa

The Street Lawyer
Well After Reading The Testament By John Grisham, I started Reading This Novel by Him called "The Street Lawyer" I had no Idea what to expect In This book. And like every other book I read the back of the book to see what I'll be reading and if it peeks my interest. Now Here is The Plot Michael was in a hurry. He was scrambling up the ladder at Drake & Sweeney, a giant D.C. law firm with eight hundred lawyers. The money was good and getting better; a partnership was three years away. He was a rising star with no time to waste, no time to stop, no time to toss a few coins into the cups of panhandlers. No time for a conscience. This Book Is such an eye opener On how bad Homeless People is such a major problem In America. It made me realize even tho I may not be rich, I am truly thankful For the things I do Have In my life, and yet how much I still take for granted without realizing it. I tried to put this book down but I just couldn't. Each chapter had a life lesson i

I Hate Girls
So, there is a specific person on here (who shall remain nameless) who is really starting to get to me.. again. If you know me at all, I'm sure you know who I'm talking about. Anyways, so I don't talk to her, don't look at her, don't acknowledge her in any way, NOTHING, yet she had the nerve to comment on someone else's blog about ME, saying that I'm fat and whatever? Ok, so I know that. It's not like you're not saying something that I don't know, but good lord. Look in the mirror once in a while. You're not exactly Miss Skinny either! And you're so perfect, but who was the one who got their account locked and had to make a new one? Who was the one who STILL can't change statuses? Not me. :) I probably shouldn't even be blogging this, but it's really starting to get to me. After all this time, she still has to say stuff? Wtf? Grow up already. One last thing - I'm sure that someone is going to run back and tell her I posted this, but that's ok. I really don't care. :)

"looked At You"
i looked at you, you turned away. i looked at you, you darkened the day. couldn't see me with those eyes. couldn't give me any time. i looked at you, to the see the world. i looked at you, beautiful girl. couldn't see me with those eyes. couldn't be the one you find. i looked at you, and saw your soul. i looked at you, we'll never know. couldn't see me with those eyes, love never born had just died. couldn't see me with those eyes, love never born, just a lie.

Blah Blah Blah
*WARNING: THE FOLLOWING IS A RANT* People, stop whining. Seriously. Stop whining, stop bitching, stop talking about shit you're not going to do. All day I deal with people who whine and cry about what they do for a living. If you don't like your job, quit. If you're not happy where you're at in life... take all the energy you put into bitching and do something else. Everyone needs to stop talking about things they're never going to do. If you're going to travel, travel. If you're going back to school, pick up a book. Stop running your mouths and remaining in the same place, day after day and week after week. Simply put, if you say you're going to do something... do it. Put up or shut up. Shit or get off the damn pot and shut the fuck up. "Be the change that you want to see in the world." ~Gandhi Otherwise... you're one of these...

"bring Them Back To Us"
bring them back to us, bring them back home. bring them back to us, like we never let them go. bring them back to us, bring them back home. bring them back to us, like they were your own. you make all the rules so that you're never wrong. destroy the whole world if no one likes your thoughts. do you believe we must always fight, and never give this nation one peaceful night. they forget their own lives to fight for a purpose of which they despise while their families worry. war is only over when everyone is dead, so there'll be fighting until our end. bring them back to us, bring them back home. bring them back to us, like we never let them go. bring them back to us, bring them back home. bring them back to us, like they were your own.

Funny
THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Innovative 2. Preliminary 3. Proliferation 4. Cinnamon THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Specificity 2. Anti-constitutionalistically 3. Passive-aggressive disorder 4. Transubstantiate THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. No thanks, I'm happily married. 2. Nope, no more booze for me! 3. Sorry, but you're not really my type. 4. Taco Bell? No thanks, I'm not hungry. 5. Good evening, officer. Isn't it a beautiful night? 6. Oh, I couldn't! No one wants to hear me sing karaoke. 7. I'm not interested in fighting you. 8. Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no coordination. I'd hate to look like a fool! 9. Where is the nearest bathroom? I refuse to pee in this parking lot or on the side of the road. 10. I must be going home now, as I have to work in the morning.

Secrets
If we could be like Dolphins, Swimming freely in the sea, Would our minds be open? Would our secrets run free? Would the gossip lay to rest? Will the tears and torment die? Will the holes in hearts heal? Would there be no need to cry? Will the passion flow free? For there's no need to hide, For without any secrets, You can't lose your pride. Will the rumors stop spreading? Will the lies finally end? How is it that we humans, Turn our backs on our friends? If we could be like Dolphins, The key will unlock the door, The lies will disappear, And the secrets will be no more.

Bday Bulletin Alteration (sarcastk1)
Today is a great womans birthday! Day in and day out she is rating other peoples stuff and not asking for anything in return. Please go and show her a lot of love for her birthday. She deserves it a lot.Happy Birthday Jazz. Huggggz and luv ya sweetie.Jasmine~Protected by Holydiver~~Fu-owner of SARCASTK1& Psycho Mamma~ Fu-owned by SARCASTK1@ fubarThis sticky brought to you by a true friend named Robert. LMAOSARCASTK1 {SHADOW LEVELER} Owned by Jasmine@ fubar

Dissapointed
do you ever get the feeling that life is just going to be one big dissapointment ?i used to be so optimistic ... about people, about life , about everything. but over the years ive been let down so many times.all i see now is failure and deceit. i wish i could go back in time and be the silly happy little hippie chick i used to be. i had so much potential. so much love to give and so many smiles to share.i welcomed people with open arms. not that i don't know.it's just that the way i think now is how is this person going to screw me over in the future.i try to accept things and people for who they are but time and time again i get dissapointed. i know know i didnt turn out the way my parents wanted me too and for that im dissapointed in my self. i wish i could be what they want and i wish that other people could fulfill there parents hopes and dreams as well but im tired.blah! i just wish things were differnt

Reward Of $200,000
There’s a small but elegant country town in Iowa that has 900 people capacity and a facile manner of life. Yet, on a plateau that’s over seeing the town square has an average, built-mass and 3 stories high mansion with 150 arcs on all 4 directions of the mansion. The mansion once had kinship with the Bosons family but unfortunately the last heir of the Bosons family died 50 years ago and the mansion has been vacuous for the last 40 years. The mien of the mansion and its grounds of the present date aren’t as enticing as it was 100 years ago. Yet, there’s a fable regarding this mansion and its formal admiration of its golden age that has gone by! There’s been a reward of $200,000 that has been established upon this mansion and its surroundings for the past 40 years. The reward declares that anyone or any persons that are brave and cunning enough to stay in that mansion for 3 nights would receive $200,000 with an allege to the mansion and its whole surroundings but the stipulation

I Shouldn't Do This.....
i really shouldn't join another auction since i just moved to another state and not done unpacking yet......but i did :P heres what i'm offering 1. rate all stash 2. rate all pics &re-rate when reset 3. 1 water rflection pic 4. 1 morph pic 5. add as #1 family member click the pic to bid :D

Team 3 Fu-angels . Msgemini 67 Just Got Her Halo!!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE...HIT ME - HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM.LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS....ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS...REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~Ms Taz™~Co-Founder Omega Bombers~*~Fu-Angel*~{CLUB UNITED}{SHADOW LEVELER}~R/L LDL to King Domino~ Karena2001~~@~~Secretary Omega Bombers~~@~~Greeter@Hip Hopz~~@ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N**

Steves Bday
hey everyone this is danielle steves girlfriend...i am planning a bday party for steve at one of our local bars where he works at and would like all of his friends to be there if possible...it is going to be this sat evening...if you would like to come and need to know where it is please message steve or me (number 1 spot) and we will let u know...hope to see everyone there

Helicopter Lands On Weird Google Truck
# HONG KONG WILLIE HONG KONG WILLIE HIPPIE ARTIST OF THE 60'S IN THE NOW. HIPPIE ARTIST AND FLORIDA FOLK ARTIST # HONG KONG WILLIE. LIVING THE LIFE OF USING OBJECTS FOR MANY USES. HIPPIE BAGS ARE ART IN IT SELF. LOOK AT THE TRAVELS OF LIFE. WHAT IS IN A PURSE # DESIGNER BAG # OR A BEACH BAG # TRAVELS. HONG KONG WILLIE google hong kong willie google hong kong willie HONG KONG WILLIE A TAMPA TOURIST ATTRACTION. HONG KONG WILLIE IN TAMPA # LOCATED ON I 75 EXIT 266. A LITTLE OLD FASHION TOURIST ATTRACTION THAT HAS LIVED THE LIFE OF BEING GREEN. HONG KONG WILLIE GREEN SHOPPING BAGS AND HONG KONG WILLIE ART # IS A FORM OF LIFE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN LIVING LIFE AND TO FIND SOLUTIONS IN TRULY REUSE. HONG KONG WILLIE HAS FOUND OUT THE WAY THAT WE CAN REUSE MANNY OBJECTS IN OTHER FORMS. HONG KONG WILLIE ART AND THE ART INSPIRED FROM LIVING IN THE FLORIDA KEYS AND THE KEY WEST . HONG KONG WILLIE RAISED ON A LANDFILL IN TAMPA SAW MANY USES FROM WHAT PEOPLE WOULD DISCARD. ARTIST FIND THAT P

Loving You
My soul yearns for you Like a thirst that can't be quenched. My heart beats in rhythm With yours. Although miles separate us I feel your love Surrounding me like a mist Gathering me in. My mind filling With thoughts of us Wanting you now Needing you then. Knowing you're Always there Waiting for a word From my lips. My whisper Reaches out To your heart Gently loving you.

"cupid"
the other day i wished i wished that Cupid could help me out. now today i'm in bliss so happy that Cupid could not come down. for if Cupid saw your eyes he would fall as i have. fall far from the sky and try to take your hand.

Rf
Where to locate RF in 2010 (hopefully not layin broke in the gutter) Scotland - Norway - Finland Russia - Germany Belgium Czech Republic Austria Croatia Greece Israel Egypt Bulgaria Italy Lithuania Turkey - Georgia Hungary Ukraine Moldova Armenia Kazakhstan Morocco Spain

Fubar!
hey all... i think i have quickly become a fubar addict!... i love everyone on here... you guys are alotta fun BUT please do not ask me to go to a msn or yahoo webcam session... i'm just gonna say you... you can look through my pics and hopefully that is enough... also i will NOT cyber with you... i prefer the real thing... which i have at home... anyways... like i said i love fubar and i'm recommending it to all my friends!... thanks for visiting my spot... hope you enjoy!

"set Me Free"
collapse to my knees as i tremble all as if i'm kneeling to your soul. my arms fall to follow as these hands i swallow. i try to search of a heart inside i try to find what belongs to you. when did you come in? when did my love for you begin? take my hand for it will lift me up i ask a chance to stand at your side. only a moment of you and me for that moment, will set me free.

"old Enough"
he calls her up on the telephone. her sister is the one to pick up. she speaks her words in a lecture. on how she is not old enough. old enough to talk, old enough to listen. old enough to love, old enough to be with him.

F*cked Up Society
Recently in Minnesota there have been a few really fucked up things people have done... 1st....A black woman helped a 72 year old blind man cross the street, he bought her a slushee to repay her...she jacks his wallet and runs. 2nd....A 17 year old boy was at the Metrodome enjoying a baseball game. This young man has a neurological disorder that keeps him wheelchair bound. To better enjoy the game he was moved from his chair to a stadium seat...While the young man was watching the game a man hopped in the 20k wheelchair and took off with it. Left is 3 miles away when the battery died. 3rd...A woman who was battling breast cancer was walking around a lake in St Paul...In broad daylight 8 young men attacked her with a baseball bat breaking both arms, all finger, ripping out her chemo port and causing internal bleeding... These 3 things happened within 1 week...WTF IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE? Is there no more common decency left? Are people that jaded and bored that they just don'

"good Friend"
dear good friend, i can not seem to sleep. i'm afraid the thought of you will be, when i wake just a dream. how do i hold your heart without a hand to hold!? float off to venus or mars maybe there i will know. how you feel in this world, if you would become my girl...

Looking For Enforcers@the Real Red Dragon Lounge!!!
LOOKING FOR ENFORCERS, COME SEE BIG ROCK HEAD ENFORCER AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE ALSO HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

"lost Path"
when you feel like you're six feet below where do you turn and where do you go thinking that all light has been shot out and murdered by misery who will bring you up from being down who will help when you need to be found trying all the ways that have worked out before hoping inside they will work for you once more

"forever Need"
our eyes may roam to find, but never will our hearts nor mind. try to seek another or better, to this a journey that shall be never. i found in you a love that's true, another part of me in you. take my hand, into eternity we'll melt. a feeling with no other, that my heart shall be felt. thought may never always agree, it is still you i will forever need.

Vaginas
On Fubar I get thousands...ok, maybe tens, of people hitting on me all the time. However, in RL , people try to avoid me like herpes. I work at a hotel, and we are talking people would rather climb over the side of the couch in the lobby than walk by me at the front desk. Its like I emanate some evil rays that make them try to walk by as far as possible. Or they zoom by like flies. So no ogling hordes of hot men for me at work :(

You Light Up My Fire
Fire trucks are white Your light is blue You heat up my world Like no other can do You Race to a call Disobeying all the laws To rescue my heart From fiery claws The smoke is bellowing Flames shooting high The sweat drips downward Obscuring your eyes The fire is blazing The heat warm and true Can I take out your hose And make love to you The fire extinguished Smoke blowing away Off goes the blue light With hose stowed away The fire maybe out But you're holding me tight We can lay melt together Until a new flames ignite By:Shiann Lehwalder

Tides Of Man
TIDES OF THE SEA MANKIND ARE OF THESE COME AND GO WITH MOON EARTH, FIRE, WIND, AND WATER ELEMENTS THAT ALL ARE CHANGES MANY NEVER CONDUCTING THE SAME LIKE HAWKS FLY TREES WAVER WITH WIND FACES FACADE DARK WITH DARK LIGHT MINGLE WITH LIGHT TRULY NO PLACE NO GROWTH DEAD GROUND OF EMPTY SEEDS WOUNDS NEVER HEAL BLOOD FLOWING TO A BASIN ALTERS NEVER HINDERING LEFT BEHIND TWISTED MEANINGS THESE ARE THE SEASONS THIS IS THE TIDE OF THE SEA DRAGON GOD"MEPHTOMEIN THE PURITAN"

Love Making Of A Life Time
Trace your fingers on my lips can you feel the unspoken words there? Trace your lips against my curves, can you taste the passion you ignite there? Trace your finger tips along my face and look into my eyes, let yourself get lost there Place your body up against mine, let’s just stay this way for all times, Baby, I don’t ever want to leave here Make sweet love to my body, lace your fingers through my hair, flame my passion for I want to feel your body upon mine Feeling your warm breath as you lovingly kiss every inch of me, leaving me breathless, making me ache with a pain that only you can take away Joining our bodies as one, letting our passion inflame as my body aches With needs that only you can feed for all times Sweet release, light sheen of moisture clinging to our skin, we’ll never cease to be amazed by the love and passion we still ignite everyday and every night Baby, when we are done, we’ll catch our breath and see that we’ve o

Its Over
two hearts perfectly blending Right from the start Oh, I'm afraid that's ending And my world is fallin' apart its over and i feel so alone this is a sadness, ive never known how did i let the sweetest of dreams slip away and im afriad the hurt is here to stay Promises made, not meant to be broken From a long time ago Oh, so many words still unspoken Tell me how was I to know (it's over) it's over never thought it would be why in the world did this happen to me? how could i let the sweetest of dreams slip away and im afraid the hurt is here to stay here to stay I go around and round And round in my head Wanting to take back Whatever I said No one was right We all made mistakes I'm ready to do whatever it takes Please, please, please dont let it be over! No, this is not how it ends i need my heart, my soul, my everything dont wanna let the sweetest of dreams slip away cause if its over then the hurt is here to stay dont let it b

Update On Eugene & Lady Voctoria
Heya All, I am still working on the Mississippi Gulf Coast. They are supposed to have us wireless in the Apts here next week, so will be back online again, but want to give a shout and and Update. Victoria has been staying at Camp Sister Spirit which is about 2 hours north of here for the past couple of weeks. She has been helping out at the camp (translate to working her ASS off!!!) and we.ve been able to see each other on the week ends. She will back home in Florida Next week. Anyways, We both hope this finds everyone in good spirits, health, and wealth adn know we Mis Hanging here with Ya. LUV YA, Eugene & Lady Victoria P.S. If You are on Lay Vic's list, please pass this on. Thanks.

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