I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and this is what I've come up with (among other things).
I want to say that I'm sorry. For past mistakes, present, and future. Some say that you shouldn't say sorry because it can't change anything, and maybe they are right, but I'm giving it a shot.
If I've done wrong by you, I'm sorry. I have a temper like you wouldn't believe and more often than not it gets the best of me. I've lost some amazing friends over some of the stupid stuff that I have done. I only wish that I could go back and change it. But, I'm the type of person who doesn't have regrets, but I try to learn from my mistakes. So, if you're reading this and this pertains to you, please take it seriously.
If there is anyone out there who I've hurt, made mad, etc currently. Again, I'm sorry.
To anyone who I may hurt in the future, don't take it personal. As I said, my temper gets the best of me and gets me into trouble. I have a smart mouth too, and anyone who knows me knows that (Shut it, Freak :P). I also often speak without thinking first, which also gets me into trouble a lot. It's something that I need to work on, I'm aware of that.
As for the friends that I've lost in the past (some in real life, some on Fubar), I honestly wish I could change things, but I can't. If you feel that you can't forgive me and put it behind us, that's fine. If you can, that's great. There is one particular person (on Fubar) who I lost because I was being selfish. He knows who he is, as do a lot of others. I just want him to know that I do still deeply care about him and I wish him nothing but the best.
I really don't even know why I'm writing this, but I just kind of felt like it was something that I needed to do.
