Fubar Blogs 5

To Our Kids...
My Promise To My Kids(or child), I will stalk u,flip out on u,lecture u,drive u crazy,be your worst nightmare and hunt u down like a hound dog when needed because I Love You!! When u understand that i will know your a responsible adult. You will never find someone who loves u,Prays for u,cares about u and worries about u more than me. pssss...I love u!!! Mom(or mom n dad or dad...)

Need A Lounge Coder / Lounge Promotion Bulletin Made
Are You in Need of a Lounge Coder or Person to Make Lounge Promotion Bulletin's? First off let me say thanks for reading this Blog I will do my best to assist you in your problem or issue. In this Blog I will link you to different sections of Fubar to get you on the right track. Bulletin's - These are pictures or graphics that move flash shake etc. that make people wanna come and join your lounge or event. A lot of people lay claim to being able to make these but when it comes down to the doing the bulletin or graphic they have less or no experience in doing so. Here is a link to the FUBAR Coders Page where it show's the FUBAR Coder's who can help you with any kinda bulletin , skin , lounge coding etc.. you will need http://fubar.com/volunteer-coder-blog/b338751-1140803 ** Keep in mind FUBAR Coders are very busy and it may be 24 hours before they get back to you but please be patient. ** __________________________________________________________________

Scape
Interesting as it may seems,but lot of guys are not been control by their girls,they just are after something at first and many will fink they are bin controlled, after getting it,,,,,,Guess what THEY WILL BE DUMPED, THATS IS WHAT SOMEONE TOLD YOU

***nightdreamer***
AS IM WRITING MY BLOG I HAVE TO SAY I DID'NT WANT TO PUT MYSELF OUT THERE TO ALOT OF PEOPLE BUT IM REAL I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO HIDE ..JUST WANT TO TELL A LITTLE BIT OF WHAT I FEEL IM A DOWN TO EARTH PERSON WHO FEELS IM TRYING TO FIND MYSELF ..LOL HAHAH DID'NT KNOW I WAS LOST... WELL BACK TO WHAT IS I AM OPEN TO NEW THINGS IN MY LIFE AND KNOW....IF YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME ADD ME TO YOUR FRIENDS LIST OR NOT OR JUST CHAT WITH ME EITHER WAY YOU WON'T BE DISAPOINTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Been This Way Too Long
Time are changeing people change and thing are not so clear. echoed cries distroyed live just wanna disappear i dont know whats worth fighting for or if i have the right Cause its been this way too long...

Real Sdmf
Their are a few People on the net with SDMF on thier names and don't even know what it means. They make it out to be a net trend and its not. A few of them have went to other lounges calling people racial slurs. . These kind of SDMF are the net trend SDMF bylaw #7 says Respect all. I myself am sick of the racial bs that goes on here. Just because your of one certian race of people dont make you any better than anyone else. js In real life we may not get along with all people example if i have a friend i may not like some of his or her friends. I will not choose sides I am a grown adult not a teenager. There is a lounge ran by net sdmf on here and he trys to bully people if he dont get his way he will pull mods or bann you if you talk to me. He also has went to most of my family members on my page saying stupid stuff (harrassment and childish) I have only met a few real SDMF on this site just because someone has SDMF on thier names dont mean they are real js. I have been scamm

Voices
These voices in my head won't be silenced. They scream at me about my past mistakes. Carving a deep scar of regret. And current problems don't help. It's like everything I have ever messed up on is a weight. And all that weight is on my shoulders. Every time I screw up it adds weight. And I don't know how much longer I can take this. I am scarred, tired, and depressed. Just as I am losing something that holds me together...something else comes and keeps me from ending it. I say "you're the only thing keeping me alive." So when they leave, why does something else always appear? I always hear the same thing from everybody.."Forever and Always" Like that's the first time I have heard that. I have tried multiple things to get rid of the voices and the pain of living. I have tried drinking. The vodka only strengthens the memory and misery. I have tried drugs and painkillers. Nothing. I have tried being competitive, as to create a drive to succeed. I don't think that is working to well eithe

Candle
Why am I sitting here all alone, feeling so out of place, even though I'm at home Can anyone besides me see, the shell so tightly wrapped around me, from which no escape can be found The key is fit for only one who will bring me out into the sun Until the day she appears life will remain very drear The sun goes up, the sun goes down sometimes like a merry-go-round Yet there is no joy in riding alone always feeling some what out of zone Friends and realitives try thier best yet i wish they would give it a rest no amount of sympathy or understanding and ofcourse advice not withstanding can fill the gaps and holes seemingly made by the pieces missing from my soul Once in awhile someone will come who can let in a little sun for awhile it may even be fun even so the rough edges will cause friction turning the fun into fiction Dreams begin to tumble dark clouds start to rumble suddenly I'm back in my bubble the shell of which has 2x doubled th

Shake The Dust-by Anis Mojgani
"This is for the Fat girls. This is for the little brothers. This is for the school-yard wimps, this is for the childhood bullies who tormented them. This is for the former prom queen, this is for the milk-crate ball players. This is for the nighttime cereal eater and for the retired, elderly Wal-Mart store front door greeters. Shake the dust. This is for the benches and the people sitting upon them, For the bus drivers driving a million broken hymns, for the men who have to hold down three jobs simply to hold up their children, for the nighttime schoolers and the midnight bike riders who are trying to fly. Shake the dust. This is for the two-year-olds who cannot be understood because they speak half-English and half-GOD. Shake the dust. for the girls with the brothers who are going crazy, for those gym class wall flowers and the twelve-year-olds afraid of taking public showers, for the kid who's always late to class because he forgets the combination to his lockers, fo

Jlm Member Of The Week
The Justice League Mafia is going to be holding its 1st ever "JLM Super Hero of the Week Award"... The winner will be decided by their commitments to the JLM in better the group. Each week there will be a new member selected for their deeds and will get some cool awards... Each week the reward will vary but they will have there profile link added to the JLM Profile... The JLM Counsel Members will vote on the nominees the night before winner will be decided on Sundays profile, and announced in "Velvet's Playground" at 9pm EST... Good Luck to all thr JLM members and let's keep up the good work

Diva
By the sea a woman sits and waits for her love to come. She knows he will be there as soon as she falls asleep, but she is not ready. She wants to feel his arms around her, taste his sweet lips and feel the warmth of his body next to hers. Her dreams are filled with passion, but her nights are spent alone.

Health
I started to get really sick in August of 2007. After many tests, I was diagnosed with Sarcoidosis. The tests also showed indicated a brain tumor. Over the next several months, I underwent many more tests and my health continued to decline. After Krissy found me blacked out, I was admitted to the Mayo clinic in mid-August of 2008. Since my admission to the Mayo Clinic, I have been undergoing radiation therapy. These treatments have caused a number of side effects. The radiation treatments crashed my immune system resulting in meningitis and pneumonia. Additionally, I have lost my hair, my good eye sight, some of my hearing, and my voice. One of the worse parts is the never ending pain I have inside my torso! It seems that the pain is so bad that I can barely breath or think. I also feel like I have the flu but 1000% times worse than I have ever had. I have to have dialysis due to kidney issues from the meningitis. I started to have major respiratory issues in mid-September

Life In General
So..heres a blog about me again. Its been awhile. I am mainly posting this for those who have wondered where I have been or why I am not on here as much as I use to be. Well Back in July when I got a bunch of lab work done..I was told that I was borderline diabetic. My dad just fund out 2 yrs ago that he is..and I know it runs in the family but I have made up my mind that I am not going to get it at this age if I can help it. So..I started dieting. In september I decided to join curves. In the past I have never actually exercised when I dieted. This is the first time I have..and to tell you the truth..its true what they say. The more yu exercise the better you feel. Since then I have lost 38lbs and am just 13lbs overweight now. I have had more lab work done for a wellness program at work. I just got the results back this week. My bloodsurger and cholesterol and all is outstanding! :D It was a big relief not to see my A1c level normal (thats the test to test how your body

But If I Did...
I don’t lie down at night wishing you were beside me and imagining the feel of your arms wrapped around me tight… I don’t wake up each morning with visions of your sweet face filling my mind… I don’t dream of your touch, your kiss, your caress… I don’t spend my waking hours envisioning your smile and the light in your beautiful eyes… I don’t long for you with every breath I take… I don’t yearn for you… I don’t love you… But if I did, how would you feel about that?

Bomb Plz!!!!
Have i asked you to bomb me?(yes) Did i ask nicely?(yes) Did i rate/fan/add you?(yes) Did i look at your status update?(no) Are you feeling that I'm annoying you? Well just tell me, I will block YOU so i can continue to rate you. Thus no longer bothering you for bombs! Yay! Now that was polite and easy! Thank you for showing me the same respect.

Iam Not Leaving Fubar
so lastnight i said i wont be back on fubar after tuesday what i fail to say is this iam not leaving fubar i just might not ever log back in for some time due to the fact i might be going back to jail its not a for sure thing but firday i got some news around 10 to 10:30pm someone reported me to adult protective servise so i will know what will happen at tuesday that is all for now

Captivated By The Beauty Of You
You have most piercing eyes That are utterly astonishing How beautiful you are so mesmerizing Oh! how I wonder if your heart is as Wonderfully soft and warm loving as blissful, I wish I was one of your tear drops Because I would be born in your eyes Live my life across your cheek That blooms with such bliss!!! Oh! how I wonder, When you wipe me away If I'll be just a memory to you So when you shed a tear drop for that one Special moment, I'll be reborned and knowing I just wasn't a memory, I'll live on in your heart" To be a treasure to be cherished Like aTear that turned into a Gemstone!!! poem by Lester Copyright@2004

Make Someone Happy
"Who once free from Earthly illusion looks into the empty eye of the Sphynx, Forgets his seriousness out of overseriousness and looks back at you and only smiles; And if you lift his mask he only looks back at you and smiles." anon? Circa? Ancient Egyptian?

From My Mind To Yours
I have so many things that go around in my mind each day, but am afraid to share them with others for fear of ridicule. I am not really a crazy person. In fact, I was once told by my doctor that I'm probably the most sane person he's ever known. If that's the case, then why do I feel like I'm crazy? Is it because I'm normal and all those around me aren't, thus making me the abnormal one? What is normal really? The Norm is defined as "A standard, model, or pattern regarded as typical." So, if everyone around me is crazy, then that's the norm, and I am abnormal. I think I'm a pretty boring person actually.

Mi Vida Loca
I'M FAR BEYOND AN ANGEL. LONG GONE IS MY YOUTHFUL INNOCENCE, THE GLEAM IN MY EYES. NO MORE DO I BELIEVE IN WISHES OR FAIRYTALES. DREAMS OF DANCING FOR ALVIN AILEY, WRITING FOR ROLLING STONE, SEEING THE COSTA RICAN RAIN FOREST. SELF IN CLOSED IN A PIT OF DARKNESS AT THE BOTTOM STRAINING TO SEE THE LIGHT. THE ULTIMATE OPTIMIST HAS GROWN WEARY & TIRED. OVER BUBBLY & TOO TRUSTING, EMERGES FROM BELOW, THE BROKEN ANGEL. NOW A WOUNDED SOUL LOOKING FOR SOLACE AND REFUGE. FORGING THROUGH THE DOUBT OF THOSE CLOSER THAN MOST. EVEN BELIEVING ALONG THE WAY WHATS TOLD IS INDEED TRUE... FALLING ON BARE KNEES STILL BRUISED, RISES THE BROKEN ANGEL SHAKING, TREMBLING, CRYING

Blinded By The Light
One day you are online and you see an advert for discreet sex dating pleasure garuanteed, you feel a slight feeling stir deep within and think why not! Very nervously you fill in details and press enter. You now wonder why did you do that? But you hopefully they might not get back to you and you carry on with what you were doing. As the next hour goes past you get an email from the site about your request for a sex date and your heart skips a beat as you open the message and read on. It gives you a date a couple of nights later and an address and how to get there etc. Now your palms are really sweaty and all these thoughts run through your head like who might turn up and what might be in store it's so nerve racking just not knowing but also just the thought turns you on and even excitement makes you think 'stuff it!' and thats when you make the descision to go ahead and do it. over the next two days you get some nice a nice sexy outfit and shoes ready for that nite.

The Lightening Strikes
One evening the rain beats down while im walking along a long road to nowhere, fields all around. I can feel the rain soaking through to my skin so I decide to try and find shelter, and as I make that decision the thunder starts and my head just drops as i look around. In the distance I spy what looks to be a barn in the distance and a light coming from within so I head straight for it at a quick pace. I find the path or road unsure which all the way up to the barn, nothing but a farm well in the distance so im glad that I find shelter so soon. I call out as I near the barn to whom ever is inside so they wont be startled and as i get right up to the open door a female voice calls back so I enter. When I step inside I see what looks to me to be an angel, beautiful and blonde, about 5ft 6inches but the prettiest eyes and nicest smile ive ever seen. Then you speak to me and tell me to get my jacket and shirt off otherwise i will die a deat

A Sexual Encounter
I'm sat at a bar and i look over and see you sexily teasing a straw with your mouth. You don't notice me at first and im thinking you look hot when you turn your head and see me staring at you. I look away quickly knowing i've been caught, and after a minute or so i look back over to see you with a smile that says 'I seen you watching me'. I'm really nervous at this point but i smile get up and walk over to where you're sat at the bar and introduce myself, at which point i see your drink is nearly empty so offer to buy you one. You smile and accept, i ask is it ok if i sit next to you. I know you're alone and you offer the seat to me. As the evening goes on and we're chatting you occasionally brush my leg with yours just ever so slightly. As the night goes on and I am starting to relax i offer you another drink, but you decline put your hand on my knee lean over and whisper ' but if you walk me home you can have one at mine' well, my jacket was on so quick and before I knew it we were

Sex For The First Time
So sat here naked on my bed i wonder what your voice sounds like and i begin to drift off into my little sexual fantasy. I think of travelling to see you, all full of nerves because already i know you're interested sexually and i know i so don't want to dissapoint. when i first see you i think wow, i must've won the lottery and just think how strikingly sexy you are but i feel to shy to speak them. you obviously look at me and think i pass the first test, which is such a relief. We go into yours and have a couple of cups of coffee while we chat and get to know each other better. the more we talk the more relaxed we both feel. After about an hour or so we decide that we are both a bit hungry and decide on going out to a bar and having a few drinks and a meal at the same time, so both take turns to get ready. A little while later we both are in the local having a nice meal and getting nicely relaxed as the alcohol kicks in. At some point the conve

Ramblings And Musings..
Hai! Thanks for reading this.. anyway, alot of people really enjoy reading my about me section; and while humorous and to the point in its given form, it is far from complete, theres so much sillyness on the site its hard to even think of wear to begin, so in no order of importance, here goes my list of things about me: 1. I don't care about your tits or what you want to see them.. Did the Military thing for a while, wore a uniform, saw them in all shapes, sizes and colors. They all pretty much look the same, and if the urge to go out and see more ever comes up, strip club door fees are 10 bucks.. I also don't do the random "HERES A PICTURE OF MY COCK!" email thing ladies, so have no fear. 2. Guess I should point out the brutally honest thing now, huh? 3. If your twice my age, I'm really not interested. If your background is you in a nightie, I am beyond not interested. put your clothes back on grandma! 4. This Fu-Famous thing needs to just die in a fire. I don't care what

Ok So New To This Thing
Ok so I'm sort of new to a lot of this. I'm in that dreadfully long process of separation and the whole thing with final negotiations and what not. I'll post more about that when we see through to the conclusion coming soon. So now the other process of getting back out into the scene so to speak and while everyone seems to say that they want the nice guy, I'm quickly learning that the old adage about nice guys finishing last, well there's much of that that seems to hold true. So I'm beginning to rethink this nice guy shit as it's just not paying off. Hell, thinking back it doesn't seem to have paid off over time anyway so why the hell not. What seems to be out there? A lot of medical staffers. People that work shift work and end up with the mids. Obviously, my heart goes out to them. They are there at all hours of the night while people go do stupid stuff and get injured and go to the ER because no matter how bad they screw themselves or others up it's all fixable, right? Oh

I Wish You Enough
"I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."

If I Could Live Life Over
I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage.I would have talked less and listened more.I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded.I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth.I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains.I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life.I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lif

Thoughts
There comes a time when you must stand alone.You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams.You must be willing to make sacrifices.You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved.Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged.There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities.Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better.Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by.Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life.Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way. Work hard at what you like to do and try to overcome all obstaclesLaugh at your mistakes and praise yourself for learning from themPick some flowers and appreciate the beauty of natureSay hello to strangers and enjoy the people you kno

Journey
Life is a journey filled with lessons, hardships, heartaches, joys, celebrations and special moments that will ultimately lead us to our destination, our purpose in life. The road will not always be smooth; in fact, throughout our travels, we will encounter many challenges.Some of these challenges will test our courage, strengths, weaknesses, and faith. Along the way, we may stumble upon obstacles that will come between the paths that we are destined to take. In order to follow the right path, we must overcome these obstacles. Sometimes these obstacles are really blessings in disguise, only we don't realize that at the time. Along our journey we will be confronted with many situations, some will be filled with joy, and some will be filled with heartache. How we react to what we are faced with determines what kind of outcome the rest of our journey through life will be like. When things don't always go our way, we have two choices in dealing with the situations. We can foc

My Poems
AVERIL Has anyone here seen Averil; Dressed in a French Bikini? She lives in a world of Enchantment, Where no one grows much older than - seventeen. In Averil's eyes, Life is the seven wonders, Every star a wishing star, That shines for her. Take a leaf from Averil's book, Open your eyes, take a look, So much beauty to be found, Take the time to look around. D.L.M.G.OLEN ©1989

The Heaven 500
The Heaven 500The Heaven 500 was just getting started, an all-star race, for the racing departed. Heroes of the track, with nerves like steel, and sitting on the pole was a cat named Neil. Adam Petty was there, with his beautiful smile, Kenny Irwin, determined to finish in style. Lee Petty was glowing, with grandfatherly pride, with Davey and Clifford, each had a new ride. Fireball Roberts floated in on a cloud, while Tony Roper waved to the Heavenly crowd. Morosso and Nemechek, then Tim Richmond appeared, Kulwicki strapped in while the racing fans cheered. The honorary starter, for this Heavenly race, Ralph Earnhardt was chosen, a tear on his face, but the red flag flew even before it had begun, with every eye, wide open, and looking to the SUN. A last minute entry was the cause of delay, while the fans were instructed to kneel and pray. The Heavens turned black, and the clouds turned dark, the lightning was brilliant, the thunder did bark. Then out of the rumble, for all there to see

Good Bye Fubar
I have made so many wonderful friends here and I'm so very sad to say goodbye to all of you! I've been in tears the last half hour at the thought that I won't get to say hello to all of you anymore. For the most part, you all have been very kind and generous to me and I can't thank you enough for being my friend! To clarify, I am not leaving because of any fu-drama. It's just my own personal decision that I've made to better my life. I've become addicted to this site and addiction is a very ugly thing. I spend my whole days here. I get up and log in on my phone first thing in the morning. I've fallen behind in other aspects of my life because I'm constantly on here checking my messages and returning rates. I just can't do it anymore. I have 2 wonderful kids who need me to be the best mom that I can be. This site gets in the way of that. I am sticking around long enough for my fu-fiance, Razor, to get his money back since he has invested quite a bit into "owning" me, but once

I Love The Way
I love the way you touch meso soft and sensuously.It makes me tingle all over. I love the way you kiss me.It starts a fire deep down inside of meand makes me yearn for you even more. I love the way you look at me.It makes me feel beautiful and treasured.Most of all I love the way you love me. When you walk in my whole day gets better.And even when you’re not with meyou’re in my thoughts always. It doesn’t matter what we don’t have or what we do have.The most important thing is we have each otherand no one can take that away. I am the luckiest woman in the worldand I don’t need or want anythingbut you beside me loving me to the end of our days

Socio Paths/pathological Liars/antisocial Personality Disorder
My exwife was one and I didn't even realise it until a lot of damage had been done. PLEASE READ THIS and help safeguard yourselves and your loved ones. THE PSYCHOPATH NEXT DOOR (Source: http://chericola57.tripod.com/infinite.html) Psychopath. We hear the word and images of Bernardo, Manson and Dahmer pop into our heads; no doubt Ted Bundy too. But they're the bottom of the barrel -- most of the two million psychopaths in North America aren't murderers. They're our friends, lovers and co-workers. They're outgoing and persuasive, dazzling you with charm and flattery. Often you aren't even aware they've taken you for a ride -- until it's too late. Psychopaths exhibit a Jekyll and Hyde personality. "They play a part so they can get what they want," says Dr. Sheila Willson, a Toronto psychologist who has helped victims of psychopaths. The guy who showers a woman with excessive attention is much more capable of getting her to lend him money, and to put up with him when he

My Video Picks!
Pretty funny skit featuring two sexy babes, one has a sex tape the other does not have one yet, that we know of any way! Watch The Sexy Tila Tequila get all of the hosts attention and Jennifer Aniiston get jealous and angry! CLICK HERE TO WATCH FUNNY VIDEO NOW!

Why
i live in a town where everone looks down 0n me 4 my tattooes and i dont get it this is"nt tvland you know and im not crying about it like a lil bitch but you know there are other shit going that they go and look at and fix beside telling me im trash for haveing tatts and how im going to hell 4 being the way i am you know i always got black on and i love slipknot and mushroomhead but anyways i know there are others dealing with the some shit

Need Help With New Name
MY OLD WAS WAS REV DJSILLYWABBIT COS I OWNED THE WABBIT HOLE. NOW I DONT OWN THAT ONE ANYMORE, IM CO-OWNER OF HUNTERS HANGOUT AND FUMARRIED TO WHITEWOLF AND WANT A NEW NAME: HERE ARE A FEW UGGESTIONS, PLS TELL ME IF YOU LIKE ANY OF THEM OR HAVE ANOTHER SUGGESTION. THANKS 1. REV DJDEERWABBIT 2. REV DJWHITEWOLF 3. REV DJHUNTER 4. REV DJSILLYDEER 5. OTHER.............

Main Blog
http://fubar.com/the-schedule/b336200-1144692 So, There's a few shows coming up that i figured i would tell everybody about, because i for some reason feel compelled to AND it's kind of part of the whole, Promo thing that i do! First and foremost - to all my New York friends out there, 2.26.11 - NEXT SATURDAY at Tammany Hall in NYC, Acey Slade & The Dark Party will be performing at the Hate The Hate Benefit.. Here's the official press release - "Tim No 37 presents HATE the HATE is designed to raise awareness against Hate Crimes, Bullying and Discrimination that has been running rampant in the United States. Time for us to take a stand!The proceeds of this event will go to:The Hetrick-Martin Institutewww.hmi.organdThe Trevor Projectwww.thetrevorproject.orgCO-HEADLINING this phenomenal event are:THE AUGUST INFINITY and KHZalso performing are:Acey Slade and The Dark PartyStar KillerKristaKing Hell!Ghosts of EdenHosted by: Juliya of FUSE tv, Ms Jenncity and more

Suit Case Pimp
My ex and I decided to try swinging, it was very interesting. She was not the prettiest woman in the world, she have a great body and attitude. We invited to a gangbang and she got more attention than the woman who was suppose to be getting the gangbang. The guy who set up the event was a producer and asked if would be interested in doing some videos and we said sure. She never did any feature type stuff she not pretty enough, she did the fill in stuff to make gonzo videos and video clips for porn theaters. We were in South Florida working for someone doing some clips and someone had brought in a new guy who was very well endowed, this guy was scary hung. The actress he was suppose to be with was not going anywhere near him it was very funny. Everyone else said no too. My girl always looking for a challenge said I will try. So she went a freshen up and grabbed a bottle of lube , she laid back and I filled her up. It started the usual way, with a blowjob, she could hardly get his head i

My Personal Letter To You...
JDRF WALK February 27, 2011 Mall of America Dear Family & Friends, On February 27, 2011, I’m going on a 1-mile walk at Mall of America. I’m sure most people don’t write you to announce their walking schedule. However, this is an important event for me, for the hundreds of thousands of young people, like my daughter Triniti, who suffer from diabetes. On February 27th the walk to benefit the Juvenile Diabetes Research Foundation will take place. I will be there because I want to find a cure for my daughter's disease. Triniti was diagnosed with Type I diabetes when he was two years old. For the past six years living with diabetes has been a daily struggle. Each day, we test his blood sugar four to four-six times a day. She also receives bolus' through her insulin pump throughout the day. Often times, she doesn't want to check her blood sugar and get bolus' but she understands that she must take the insulin to survive. But insulin is not a “cure&rdqu

The Fall
So far of a fall So much waste So many years So much hate Fallen from grace Wasted oppurtunity Years spent wandering No Love shared A bright and promising future An intelligence highly evolved A lifetime of oppourtunity A real chance Thrown away on fear Paralized to move Hating thine own self Never knowing thy self Now later in life What do I have Nothing but emptiness and a desire to strive I feel nothing emotionally I fear nothing anymore Hunger has become a daily friend Longing just a memory They say people can change That we all evolvle We can change if we choose Chosing what choice For our life has dictated the choices to us People we once wanted have drifited away Becoming the one thing they always said they werent Lonely arent we the fallen The fall was great Our fall has never stopped Falling for it all Falling just because I made my fall I made my choice I made my mistakes I made my call.

The Adventures Of A Juggalo Tattoo Artist
I'm so fucking tired of all these bitches in Topeka saying they want a good man when they really want a guy who beats on them and is strung the fuck out. FUCK that I need a woman who can handle me and can suck and fuck like a porn star. I want to lick a bitch from head to toe and even the cracks

Poem
Fingers stroking So much time passed Touching the tiny mound of flesh A monotonous rhythm Each breath restrained The petite fold of skin Retracted from the glistening dot Beaconing sensitivity Controlling moments with Simple thoughts Rub forward then back Calculating the pressure Minute but agony producing No more control Release Hot daggers of pleasure racing down an arched spine The taste of blood from a bitten lip Clinching contractions of delight Moaning, neck twisting, distorted Convulsive ecstasy searing tension Beyond the limit Becoming darkness Awakening Coated in warm sweat The slippery sexual moisture Abundantly flowing Filling the air With the fragrance Of fulfillment

Kulture Shok Ent Beth's Beauty/fashiontainment Newz
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My Poems And Random Thoughts
Sitting here alone. With no room to say, Casting aside all I used to be Never to speak of it again. Traveling through time just to stop. Hoping that on day the life I've choosen to live by, Will never let me down. Running down the street, Chasing a future I can not see. Praying that through all this pain I may find a way to see. The path through the homeless prices. Letting the past not catch up to me. Holding on to the me thats already gone. The house which I never stayed. The place where a home was never made. Parents to whom I love, But never really wanted to stay with. Hoping they never really let go. Of that life they always knew. To the daughter they never gave up on. The life to which I hold in my hand. Placing the hope of all they are in me. The homeless people with nothing left to give. A homeless mind that may just end up breaking.

Deployment
well i depressed right now becasue i am here in iraq and my wife and son is back home i miss them so much ive been sitting in my room for almost a fucking week while everyone else goes out on missions i dont know why they are doin this to me im not hurt or anything but i still dont know y they are leaving me behind i just dont know what to do i fucking hate this fucking country i wish we never had to come here and the days that i do go out i really dont do anything i just wish i hold holding my son and my wife right now and i know they want the same if any of you vets went through the same thing please tell me how the hell did you deal with this because i am goin very insane right now and i realy dont know what to do or how to control it

R U Easy?????
Well according to a French poll,women who's names end in A are easy. (i'm sure that's just in France though.*cough*) Ok there was that Lolita chick but still. lol Also the men with the name Chris have the most success with the ladies,and the men with the name Ed,the least. (Edwars Scissor hands comes to mind) lol Gin-A lol :P

Just Thoughts
“When you smiled you had my undivided attention. When you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you. When you cried you had my urge to hold you. When you said you loved me, you had my heart forever.” “I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”“The worst thing you can do for love is deny it; so when you find that special someone, don't let anyone or anything to get in your way.”“You've spent your whole life running and running, trying to catch up with something that has never been there for you. And all you've done is go farther and farther away from the precious love that's been waiting for you all the time.”“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might b

What Is Love...
What is love... “When you look at love, you're looking into the face of appreciation.”Love is Accepting. Acceptance is labeling someone as "okay" and having no particular desire to change them. Who they are is perfectly fine with you. You pose no condition on whether you will love them or not. This is call unconditional love. When your love IS conditional, the moment they step outside your set of conditions, love evaporates.Love is Appreciating. Appreciation is one step beyond acceptance. Its when your focus is on what you like about another. We look at them and feel this sweeping appreciation for who they are, their joy, their insights, their humor, their companionship, etc. When someone says they are "in love" with another, they mean their appreciation is so enormous for this person that it consumes their every thought.Love is Wanting Another to Feel Good. We want those we love to be happy, safe, healthy, and fulfilled. We want them to feel good in all ways, phy

Sexy Thoughts
Tuesday a night of fierce passion and rough sex yes yes i no wedsday is hump day but y wait if ur arround a fun and attractive person grab hold and make ur day agree like this hate it then fu*** off ;)

National Guard
Ok ppl it's been awhile since I've done one of these. ok here it goes.I have a friend that is wanting to join the national guard.but she is getting flack from her family since she is a single mom.does anyone have any comments or suggestions that I can give her????Any feed back is appreciated.

Local Restaruant Scene
So this past Monday, my wife and I decided we were going to start checking out the local sit down restaruants that we have driven by hundreds of times and yet, never ate at. We start this week at Campestres Restaruant. Upon entering, we were immediately whisked away to our seat. I was asking if they had a sling to put the baby carrier in, when one employee came up and turned the high chair upside down and sat the carrier in that. It surprisingly worked really well. We took our menus and ordered off the lunch menu which was available from 11am to 3pm. Everything was really well priced, and in what seemed like 10 minutes, they hd our food on the table and ready to eat, mine on the platter was still sizzling. Gotta love fajitas! The wait staff was extremely friendly and professional. After completing our meal, they were very quick to clear the table. But for this guy, I will n0ot give a full on approval for any restaruant unless they possess one key essential quality, CLEANLINE

Petition To Fubar
I have mentioned this in the fuMafia Blogs, with many who agree with it, with no response from Admin about their oppinion on it, except to reject my Blog Posts. There are many who complain about the gap between Blingers and Non-Blingers. And many things have been introduced in the game to try to make things more "Fair" for both sides. But, it never fully addresses the issue, and it's never fully fair. It always favors 1 side or the other. When it's made fair for Non-Blingers, Blingers complain because they spent "Real Money" for their Wins, only to get easily beat by someone who has paid nothing (which is understandable, I would be pissed too). And when it's made fair for Blingers, Non-Blingers feel that they can't keep up with the pace because of the Gap that is there that the cannot catch up to easily (such as the 5,800 Skill Points difference in the Diamond Missions that now seperate Blingers and Non-Blingers who are the same level). What I propose happen is a "Bling Ranking"

Fed Up (tired Of It All)
I'm tired of being played. I'm tired of being treated like I'm in last place. I'm tired of being treated like I'm a no name. I'm tired of being lied to, why won't they just tell me the truth? Forget about my feelings, and let me know how you really feel. If you don't want anything to do with me or don't wanna be bothered by me, just tell me. Life goes on, friends come and go. I'm a misfit and an outcast anyway, so it doesn't make a difference. I'm tired of all the games and the fake people that pretend to be a friend. It makes me so sick and makes me wanna go off and go on a rage. It makes me wanna change into a person that's out of my character. To put it plain and simple I'M FED UP AND TIRED OF IT ALL!!!

Well It Is Wednesday
I remember that wednesday always signaled the middle of the week, now its a remind that i can never get anything done before friday... It used to be the break, now its the tell tail sign that laundry is piling up and most likely i'm running out of underwear...shit, i need some more pretty panties.... i used to get laid regularly on this day, but now i'm just to freaking tired, I think Wednesdays should be excluded from the week, serves no purpose at all, other than the clock ticking away... Well that's Me, and my complaining ass. Hope anyone that reads this finds it amusing Lilpandora XOXO

Poncie
A women was helping her husband to set up his computer, at the approiate point in the process, told him that he would now need to enter password ---something he will used to logn on. the husband was in a rather amrous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention . So when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... "P-E-N-I-S" His wife fell off the chair laughing when the computer replied: Password rejected...not long enough.!

Love And Tolerance
This is my first blog and I didn't really have a particular topic in mind before I started. I merely had the urge to write(type). I was bored. I am sure that never happens to any of you. :) So in case you may not have been aware, I am Shandy and it's a pleasure to meet you. I am a 30 year old Woman. I am not a child and this is not high school. I am not entirely sure what my reputation is but I am sure that it precedes me. When i decided I wanted to take the time to do this I had the urge to surround its basis on that of judgements and how we as a whole tend to harm one another. I am guilty of such things. Im human and completely fallible. However it is not how I choose to live my life. I sometimes sit here and wonder...who are you? What has happened in your life, which contributed to the person you are today. Were there struggles along the way, was there pain, joy? We all have our journeys which play a part in who we are and how we react and interact with other people. We all ha

Real Life
Hi if you are reading this, you are considering me as a dj! Well let me first say thanks! I don't just do one genre! I play any and all music under the sun! 1.country 2.rock 3.rap (not alot of this) 4. european music (gunther) 5.Korean (psy) 6.Japanese (anime music but will not play any unless requested) 7.pop (brittney spears) So if you still dont mind any of the music i play i would love to dj! I always have fun djing! If you cater to one genre of music I can try to play only that genre! If you need to know anything else, just ask! DJ CUPCAKE QUEEN!

Lyrics That I Can Relate Too
I fly above my self So cold and beautiful dead I've crossed the point of no return And now you understand A life in misery So full of sorrow and pain I couldn't face it no more I hope you'll always remember me [CHORUS] No pain, I'm free at last In paradise, sun moon stars Regret you were mean to me And regret that you sat me free Life depends on love And I depend on you [CHORUS] I lived for you There's nothing to say or to do I cared for you Then please realize that we're thru' I love you I no longer feel as you do I can't live without you But I can live without you [CHORUS] And now when I am gone I live forever inside of you And now when I am gone I live forever inside of you

Random Thoughts
Yes almost everyone would love to own one of America's most famous sports cars the Chevrolet Corvette . However like clothes some are just not made for each individual to wear or look good in . After intensive study and research here are the results for those who and who shouldn't think of purchasing a Corvette . 1st Generation 1953 to 1962 These beautiful Vettes are for the true Auto Enthusiast who respects the history of this vehicle who is in their late 50's and up . 2nd Generation 1963 to 1967 These babies were sweet and by 1965 Big Blocks were being dropped into them , these models are for those in their mid 30's and up . 3rd Generation 1968 to 1982 These sexy fast rides are for guys and girls in their late 30's to early 50's . 4th Generation 1984 to 1996 5th Generation 1997 to 2004 6th Generation 2005 to present These last 3 generations are nice but these are for the the 20 somethings and for most part are disposable cars . ' If your in your mid 40's and up " No

Wil Harry Reid Also Hide In Illinois?
Over the past week the nation witnessed the spectacle of Wisconsin and Indiana Democrat lawmakers fleeing across state-lines into Illinois, Bonnie and Clyde-style, though in this case in hopes that their absence would stave off having to make tough decisions. Back home, their votes were needed to rescue their states from dire fiscal problems, and that is the case in states across the rest of the Midwest and the rest of the nation. Budget deficits are bulging and competition for scarce financial resources is growing more alarming.This Prohibition-era retro replay may indeed spread to the federal government and Washington, as a new Congress grapples with its first tough budget debate. Will liberals duck responsibility again?The federal government has been operating under a Continuing Resolution that will expire on March 4th. The House, led by Republican Speaker John Boehner (R-IL) has already passed a new Continuing Resolution (CR) that cuts approximately $61 billion (too little in my o

Writing Of Another Sort
I sometimes find my heart lurching in several directions, searching for that one thing that will create a feeling inside me unlike any other. What will it be today? A song, perhaps? Maybe a piece of writing, or the soft, sensual touch of a lover. I yearn for the sensation to well up inside my soul until it floods my entire form, filling me with the life I so desire to attain. What does it mean to truly live? That life found me today in a song by one of my favorite bands, 30 Seconds to Mars. It reminded me to live my life on the edge, to take risks without giving thought to the consequences that would follow. I have been stuck in a rut for what seems like decades in a state of despondency that has eaten away at my soul like a cancer, slowly feeding off my emotion until eventually I succumb to its relentless harassment. I tried to suppress it, and have been for 3 years now, and told myself that it would just go away with time, yet here it remains in the forefront of my mind. My comica

2011
i was so upset to find out my level 34 account was somehow deleted. I was online on my old account via my blackberry at 11am, I was always logged in. Wanted to go on again around 1 and 2pm. I was logged out, tried to get back in but couldn't! So I waited till I got home to figure it out, that my profile was deleted.. I kind of cried it took me years to get to the level I was at. I have to start ALL over again! Can you folks help me? Rating, pimpin me, etc? To those who already helped me thank you so much! My account didn't deserve to be deleted. But it somehow was. The reason? I don't know. But please help out if you can. Ill fan and rate you and add as a friend back. Thanks! Claudia xoxo

Missy's Manor
Hello fans! Welcome to my very first fubar blog! To everyone who has sent me friend requests and gifts and messages I just want to say thank you for making my first night on fubar such a special and memorable one. I may not be able to talk to all of you individually as I would like to but I want you all to know how much I love you. And as sort of a special way to show my love i've decided to put together a little contest. My contest is simple. The prize if you win is my personal and private e-mail address. That's right you'll be able to e-mail me anytime and as often as you'd like to. I guarantee to answer every single e-mail you send me. This contest will only have one winner. To enter simply send me fubucks in any amount you wish. The one who sends me the most fubucks will win the contest and the prize (my e-mail). I will announce the winner right here in Missy's Manor. Oh by the way, did I also tell you i'll propose fu-marriage to the winner as well. The contest deadline is Friday M

Playground Asylum Hiring Realible Staff N Djs.
(d) Hey there all.Playground Asylum are recruiting staff n djs atm so if you want any spot sb me for info. Are you interested in games n music or just wanna hang out n talk or listening to tunes or having a laugh thn come & join The PGA Asylum. (sa)"http://www.fubar.com/lounge/77347" & join the fun!! We will be waiting for you to come n have fun n make friends with us!!! :@This longue is new and were trying to build up a fun and sweet longue for gamers, music and movie lovers. DRAMA of any kind will result in a ban without ANY warning we dont tolerate incompetent people making drama were sick of all drama on fu theres enough off tht crap allready. we are here for likeminded people for music, games n movies, any sexy attcks etc will result in a warning and not following warning will result in ban.We created longue to have fun not another damn hit n fck me or hit and marrie me longue, if thts what yourlooking for thn go any other longue we dont want tht crap in here. We want mature n nor

Brain Doodles
....that is the question. It is that time of year for the three Bs: Beads, Booze and Boobs. I suppose, depending on which part of your body with which you think, the importance of the order of aforementioned three Bs may vary. Beads, people. These are the holy grail, the most coveted of all trinkets during the season (and any night of the week on Bourbon St. if you happen to be that way). People will do just about anything for these beautifully crafted and colorfully painted plastic treasures straight for a Taiwanese sweatshop near you. I'm no different from the rest. Admittedly, I've shoved others to the side a time or two to bully my way to the front to yell, "Throw me something, Mister!" Granted, I was 7 or 8 years old, but I did it. Three parades in the next two weeks here. Krewe of Centaur, Krewe of Gemini and then whatever the parade is called near my house...that one doesn't matter so much as it is the "family oriented" parade. So, totally no fun. Last year at G

Lewis Random Blog
-1. Never deny Lust. -2. Respect And Follow Desire. -3. Live without regret. -4. Relinquish given morality. -5. Use fear as a guide to pursued action. -6. Strive for continued advancement of mind and body. -7. Die rather than fail or submit. -8. Reject illusions created by words. -9. Live life through action. -10. Develop conscious discipline. -11. Take full responsibility for your actions. -12. Always be aware from signs of the Satanic-aspect. -13. Seek all forms of power. -14. Renounce all rigid existence. -15. Complete all that you begin.

The World Today
You would be hard pressed to turn on the news and not hear the words record breaker or never seen before from the reporters. Whether it be the largest typhoon ever to hit Australia, the worst winter on record, the largest flood, drought, earthquake, tornado or volcano. Then there is the collapsing economies all around the world, protests and riots, wars and rumors of wars and corrupt governments all around us....Who is to blame for all this chaos? Not one person but all of us are to blame. We have experienced these things in our life before, if we are old enough to remember, but never before have they all happened at once and the intesnity and frequency of these events that are growing at a geometric ratio and the world is in extreme danger while most of us ignore what is going on around us for we don't want to disturb our life in a bubble, outside our comfort zone. What is truly amazing is that the prophets predicted this time thousands of years ago and now we see it

Experiment
So my boss (drill) informed me yesterday that I was KILLED! I still had no clue what he was talking about until now. With a lil bit of direction, I have discovered that some guy named 'Fat G' stabbed my ass in the hospital.....or something like that. My concern is....I have joined Boss Man drill's "gang" and he isn't protecting me properly!!! I need some guidence with regards to this formidable issue. Should I admit to MEL that I am male and unblock her so she can protect me? Or should I stand my ground and insist that she unblock me first? Is anyone going to kill Fat G for me? ...and....THIS seriously gives me the creaps: "Nipple Monster rated you an 11 by way of Kerri's famplifier" That is all I got for today

Goodbye Fu
Hello friends, Recently I realized I need to make some changes in my life to better myself, FU is 1 of those changes. In a couple weeks I will be leaving FU, and I wanted you all to know instead of just vanishing.. I also want you all to know there is nobody to blame nor am I mad or upset with anyone!! If anything I am happy for all the Love you all have shown me over the few years I have been here, there are a few very special people on here that I have grown very fond of, and of course I will not miss the drama LOL, I have made many friends on here, some real and true, I have also lost a few, but things happen for a reason... There is 1 lady I will always hold close to my heart because without her I would have never learned some things about myself I never knew LOL Thank you!!! (You know who you are) Walking away is not that easy because of all of you!!! But I must do this to go find me again, If anyone wants to keep in touch I do have Facebook and Myspac

Oh Yeah... By The Way
Thanks for checking out my blog! As you might have gathered already, I am new to fubar and realized that there is a lot of fake people on here. Therefore, for those who care I decided to write a little more about myself here. I am a full time student graduating this May 2011. I am really excited to finally be done with school. I started my college career after high school going to school to be an auto mechanic and within a couple weeks realized I cant work on cars the rest of my life... so i switched to horticulture and took that serious for a while until I had to memorize scientific names of all plants, herbs and shrubs.. So I got discouraged and dropped out. I ended up taking some time off and pretty much spent it partying all the time, and then one day it hit me that I need to do something with my life. So I wondered what I could possibly do with the skills in life I had already acquired. And ever since high school I started doing odd jobs for people such as painting, landscaping, c

Marine Prayer
Every Marine Should Know this by heart But i want to post it in honor Of my Fallen Family Members Marine's Prayer Almighty Father ,Whose command is over all and whose love never fails , make me aware of thy presence and obediend to Thy will. Keep me true to my best self so that I can face my fellow Marines and to accpet my share of responsibilties with viger and enthusiasm Grant me the courage to be proficient in my daily performance. Keep me loyal and faithful to the duties the Marine Corps and My Country have entrusted to me .Help me wear my uniform with dignity and let it Remind me daily of traditons which I Must Uphold For all My Fallen Family I say these words to Honor your Memory !

It's Not Easy Being Green Or Yellow Or Me!!
Do you know the saying it's not easy being green? Well in my case in December 2009 it wasn't easy being bright fluorescent yellow. I went to the doctor on a Wednesday and had a blood test and a urine test. I got a phone call on that Friday telling me that I have to go and get another blood test the next morning. So the next morning I go and get another blood test and the doctor explained to me that my Bilirubin was high. Now bilirubin is a product that results from the breakdown of hemoglobin. The total and direct bilirubin are usually measured to screen for or to monitor liver or gallbladder problems. So on Monday morning I was getting dressed to go and visit my grandmother at the hospital she had fallen and hit her head on that Friday and then my mom got another phone call from the doctor and the doctor said the bilirubin was still high to go the hospital and go to the emergency room so I did. Well after seeing one doctor in the emergency room they wanted to give me an

Love
So what is the real difference between love and hate they r both feelings they both get u hurt no matter what. So what i have found out is that th eonly real way to separate them is to find out the meaning of them. You know i wrote a poem about hatred and greed and u kn i honestly believe that they are the same because they cause the same shit and everything else. Both love and hate cause the same problem ii n life no matter what

God Mode Rules
Wanna Get Bombed??? No Special 11's or God Mode Running??? Here's How.... Either.... 1) Rate 50 of my photos (there is a special folder set aside for that but feel free to rate any 50)2) Pimp me out3) Bling me4) Get in my fam!!!I try to bomb family once every hour to 2 hours. Buy in for God Mode fam is 3 credits per slot. SB me for details.

Songs,poems+random Creativity
i dont mind if ur lazy,i dont mind if ur crazy take some pills to escape this world,tonight one last time without feeling,i dont know if god see,s us u and i werent made for these goodbye,tonight i think you are part of the problem i doubt that ur worlds as cold as mine dont u ever wonder why u never ever see me cry the madness has taken over me one by one we,re outta time i dont think that what here,s mine would u care if we lost our minds hell bound boy dont u see the world is not what it seems death comes quick so act real sick tonight goodbye i think you are part of the problem i doubt that ur worlds as cold as mine dont u ever wonder why u never ever see me cry the madness has taken over me death comes quick so act real sick death comes quick so act real sick death comes quick so act real sick words and music by me ..more to follow

Family Week
Since my family is so awsum i think u guys deserve a family week from urs truley:P So heres what im doing....I will be alturizing 3-7 people from my family thru out this week starting Monday. I will try and do it on bonus days so theres an extra benefit. If I choose you and u would like sumthing run just send it on over. I will polish bomb whatever...I will also be dedicating 2 or my 3 pimpouts to my family memebers everyday this week as well. I will try and look at leveling requirements and see if sumone needs a ton of ablilty points so i can help them as well. If you are close to leveling leave a message here or my pm and i will make sure i get ya:P I HEART YOU GUYS ssssooo much u are the absolute best and are always here for me when i need u! love always ur crazy rabbit friend:P

The Contractors Creed
I am a contractor. I look out for myself, the operators to my left and right, and no one else. I will always take advantage of the fact that I can finally tell Commissioned Officers to pack sand, kick rocks, etc and will do so at every possible occasion. I am my country’s scapegoat, the “plausible deniability” warrior, and I love it. Less than 700 dollars a day is unacceptable, but will take it until I find something better. I am trained to eat things that would make a billy goat puke, but will refuse anything less than 60 dollars Per Diem because I am greedy. I care not for ribbons, nor awards for valor. I do this job for the opportunity to kill the enemies of my country, and to finally get that boat I’ve always wanted. I will be in better shape than 99% of the active duty personnel, although this is not hard. I will equip myself with the latest high-speed gear, and will trick out my AR-15 until it weighs more than 24 lbs, not because it works better, but becau

How 2 Get Liked And Rated Back (by Me)
HI! JUST A LITTLE NOTE ABOUT THE "LIKE" BUTTON SOME OF YOU MAY OR MAY NOT KNOW. THERE ARE 2 TYPES ON HERE, 1 FOR FACEBOOK AND 1 FOR FUBAR. I BRING THAT UP BECAUSE SOME DO NOT WANT TO COMBINE FB WITH FUBAR AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO, BUT THEY THINK IF THEY CLICK ON A "LIKE" BUTTON (LIKE BEFORE) IT'S GOING TO LINK WITH FB, THAT'S NOT THE CASE AT ALL. THERE ARE NOW 2 DIFFERENT "LIKE" BUTTONS. ABOUT GETTING LIKES RETURNED: IF YOU SET YOUR PAGE THE WAY MINE IS USING THE fSB SETTING AND "NEW AND CLEAN" AND YOU MUST ALSO "SAVE" (ALL FOUND IN YOUR SETTINGS) SEE SAMPLE BELOW WHEN DONE YOU CAN CHECK IT BY CLICKING ON "PROFILE" ON THE TOP RIGHT OF YOUR PAGE , YOU ARE NOW VIEWING YOUR PAGE AS VISITORS TO YOUR PAGE SEE IT. IT IS EASIER FOR PEOPLE TO LIKE YOU FROM YOUR PAGE. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO USE THAT PAGE FORMAT IT MAKES IT MUCH EASIER TO "LIKE" YOU BACK IF YOU LEAVE A PROFILE COMMENT (NOT A STATUS COMMENT) THIS WILL ALLOW FOR THE "LIKE" BUTTON TO SHOW UNDER YOUR DEFAULT PIC. (as well as be se

Lost Chapter-metal Band
Please click/copy and paste the link below and check out Lost Chapter. They are a new band that just got signed to Deka records. Im on the street team to drive traffic to their website. My buddy is one of the guitarists and they need more support for their music. If you like metal then youll love it! Visit them, I am counted for clicks :) Thanks Melanie http://www.reverbnation.com/c./a14/1680508/219820/Artist/958765/Fan/MissionsAgent_88498_33577319/link

Jlm Auction
The JLM Auctions The JLM is going to be holding 2 auctions coming up... A lounge auction and a picture auction... The reason for the 2 auctions is for the people that can't make the lounge auction... Members can choose which auction they rather be in or they are able to choose if they want to be both... Both Auctions will start tuesday night March 1st at 9PM EST... The Lounge auction will be located in Velvet's Playground and be ran by Storm... The Picture Auction will held on the JLM Group Page and will be ran by Superman... If you want to be in the Lounge auction... Please send Storm a Private Message letting her know you want in and what you are offering so that she can add you to the the Lounge auction... For the People wanting to be in the picture auction... Send a private message to the "JLM Group Page" saying you wanna join the picture auction and what you offering in this auction... The picture Auction will run for ONE WEEK... closing at 9PM EST on March 8th.

Poems And Other Stuff By Me
What are these strange feelings, why can't I contain myself when you are near.Is this the feeling that I have alwayswanted or is it the feelings that I fear.I see your face and my heart starts torace so fast that I feel faint. Why this feeling, why you. All my life, nomatter what happens I feel so blue. Then, you come along and steal my heart. What am I to think, what am I to say. You areso perfect in every way. How can I livewithout you for another day. Even though its hard, I guess I'll have to wait.You're already taken. That is why Idon't understand these feelings I have foryou. Maybe one day I'll have my chanceto say I'm yours, but until then I'lljust have to dream and pray and inmy heart you will stay.

Hello
Hello everyone I just wanted you to know that Im expecting my first child in May and its a girl her name's going to be Danielle Marie and this is my honeys 4th kid he has 3 boys already so he's very HAPPY to finally be having a lil girl... "ANGELA"

Real World Vs Fubar World
So I am like every other member here. Go along with the rating and chat with a select few. I stopped by someone’s profile today and noticed that they have over 15,000 friends. An educated guess is that most on here and including this person, probably only talk to maybe 10 people on here closely. So I say that this online world we are in is just like life. We meet and even interact with many people. But who of them are your true friends? Not many I say. Who of them would you open up to? Tell them your real life..your past..who you really are. Yes..I am sure many on here are honest and I am not saying that people are different on here. I am saying that no matter how honest you say are, can you say that you don’t hold anything back? Doubtful. So being on here helps us practice the real world. We protect are selves to not letting too much out. We try to read and analyze people to see if they are “worthy” of knowing the real you. It is a game that we play dodging

Special Friend
I woke up one morning with a Fantasy of thee I could not believe it could Happen to me What Magic had she done to put The thought in me She must be a witch after all Can’t you see My defenses were strong With all kinds of logic My heart and my mind were protected From all that could cause it But alas the one thing I Had Not foreseen Was how powerful magic could Break through and be seen The moral is simple with form Clear and true When your Dating a witch this could happen to you

Grrrrr.. People Are Hella Lame Sometimes!
Theres a bunch of things that irritate the hell out of me on here.. But ima jus touch on a few for now.. Number 1 being that, just because you press the LIKE button on someone they think you wana fuck.. Sad but so very true.. Like i say on my profile page, i pressed your like button because i need the points (call me a point whore i dont give a fuck) im cool with you or i think your sexy.. Period!! It does not mean i want to fuck you in the slightest, neither does it mean im a lesbian for pressing another females like button!! I swear some people have some queer ideas bout how things work.. Number 2, being called, hun, babe, sweetie, baby, boo, when clearly my name reads Kay Kay.. Like seriously, you cant see my name?? Yall know how that song by Destinys Child goes right? SAY MY NAME, SAY MY NAME!! Number 3, being told what to do.. Grrrrrrrrrrrr annoying!! Im a grown ass woman, you aint my Momz or my Daddy so STFU!! Number 4, some people on here have no manners what so damn ever.

Auction
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The Life Of Jeebus Mice And The Rat Pack
My baby wrote this for me... I think its beautiful I had to save it... hehe Every night I dream of youAnd you sit and talk to meWhen I wake I only smileThinking maybe it could beErik, I'm dying for youThis love will never severIf you exist only in dreamsThen I will sleep forever.

My Writing
I stand out there in the rain It caresses my face and sooths my wounds The wind dances around me as I do not move Drenched and cold but unafraid I wander through the thickened wood Haphazard branches scratch my legs The sound of the earth surrounds me Parched and rough but unruffled I sit on the top of the cliff Waves crashing against the walls and spray The heat and salt mix and sting my eyes Hot and worn but unwavering I crawl across the desert floor Ground rubbing against my chest The friction causes my skin to break Dry and tattered but unrelenting I jump into the glistening lake Water engulfing and stealing my breath The chill of the liquid goes right through me Submerged and pressured but surfacing

March Maddness
Presents: March Maddness You are in vited to come battle with the Possessed and throw down tune's. Know one has won the Metal Genre Battle in Metal Dome. You can be the first to win the Metal Genre spot by: Sticking To Genre, Quality Of Intros, Music Sound Quality, Flow Between Song's and Transfering Of Air. Each Battle Set Is: 30mins To 40mins Long...... 75% Of Votes Is A Combo Of Three Judges The Other 25% Of Votes Is Crowd Choice Battle Time Is: 7pm Fu-Time Pleas Leave Comments To Lets

Firework
Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,drifting through the windwanting to start again?Do you ever feel, feel so paper thinlike a house of cards,one blow from caving in?Do you ever feel already buried deep?6 feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thingDo you know that there's still a chance for you'Cause there's a spark in youYou just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shineJust own the night like the 4th of July'Cause baby you're a fireworkCome on, show 'em what you're worthMake 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"As you shoot across the sky-y-yBaby, you're a fireworkCome on, let your colors burstMake 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, aweYou don't have to feel like a waste of spaceYou're original, cannot be replacedIf you only knew what the future holdsAfter a hurricane comes a rainbowMaybe your reason why all the doors are closedSo you could open one that leads you to the perfect roadLike a lightning bolt, your heart will glowAnd when it's time, you'll knowYou just gotta

Mean Lyrics...hmmm Makes Ya Wonder!
Mean by P!nk You used to hold the door for meNow you can't wait to leaveYou used to send me flowersIf you fucked up in my dreamsI used to make you laughWith all the silly shit I didBut now you roll your eyesAnd walk away and shake your headWhen the spark has gone and the candles are outAnd the song is done and there's no more soundWhispers turn to yelling and I'm thinkingHow did we get so mean?How do we just move on?How do you feel in the morningWhen it comes and everything's undone?Is it 'cause we wanna be free?Well that's not meNormally I'm so strongI just can't wake up on the floorLike a thousand times beforeKnowing that forever won't beAlways sentimental whenI think of how it wasWhen love was sweet and newAnd we just couldn't get enoughThe shower it reminds meYou'd undress me with your eyesAnd now you never touch meAnd you tell me that you're tiredYou know I get so sad when it all goes badAnd all you think about is all the fun you hadAnd all those sorries ain't never gonna mean a

Mr.charlie
(sung to the tune of "Mr.Crowley" - by Ozzy Osbourne) Mr.Charlie, what went on in your head? Oh, Mr.Charlie, don't you know you look dead? Your lifestyle to me seems so classic with the ho's and the blow You talk with your hands always spastic Yeah, you said what we already know Mr.Charming, did you say you were pure Mr.C.Harper, piss in this and we can be sure When babbling things incongruent your DNA is not of this Earth believed that your brain is so special ...yet smoking up thousands worth... Mr.Charlie, Please get off your high horse! Mr.Charlie, You've got talent, of course! Your ranting this time is so drastic I hear that 911 call Approaching a time that is tragic CBS has their backs to the wall Are you polemically bent? We want to know what you meant We want to know... We want to know what you meant, yeah *originally written 4:09am - 4:28am 3/1/2011 - by Bare77

Fubar= Hypocrites
How is this for hypocritical, I get a pic flagged by fubar, and its an old work of art that is very well known, but Babyjesus can post a video of protestors getting shot on the street and dying. All the colorful blood showing. I get flagged for a black and white work of art, with no blood showing. For those of you that would like to know what it was that I posted. Just look up Dantes Inferno Canto 28. The pic with an elderly man holding his own head is the one in question. Now, go to Babyjesus page and look for the video, if its still there and tell me where the logic lies on this one. He may be the creator or site owner or whatever he is, but that doesn't mean he should be above his own rules. Feel free to leave comments and share this with others if you don't think this is right. Hate me if it makes you feel better for ragging on Fubar or its owner, I really don't care.

Xbox Live
I just recieved my monthy email from the powers that be at Xbox, although I admit I almost liked it better when Microsoft did not send out these "freindly" emails. It reads as follows: R4Bulletz, here's your personalized Xbox News and Info: Gamer Score 12055 Total time on Xbox Live last Month: 94 Hours 58 Min Your Most Frequent Activity Last Month: Call of Duty Black Ops 48 hours 22 Min. Other Activities You Enjoyed: Assassins Creed Brotherhood 21 hours 32 Min. Netflix 15 Hours 30 Min. Its almost depressing. Add me if you want to play: Gamer tag r4Bulletz

The Church Of The Flying Spaghetti Monster
About The Church of the Flying Spaghetti Monster, while having existed in secrecy for hundreds of years, only recently came into the mainstream when this letter was published in May 2005. With millions, if not thousands, of devout worshippers, the Church of the FSM is widely considered a legitimate religion, even by its opponents – mostly fundamentalist Christians, who have accepted that our God has larger balls than theirs. Some claim that the church is purely a thought experiment, satire, illustrating that Intelligent Design is not science, but rather a pseudoscience manufactured by Christians to push Creationism into public schools. These people are mistaken. The Church of FSM is real, totally legit, and backed by hard science. Anything that comes across as humor or satire is purely coincidental. Further Pastafarianism is a real religion. Most of us do not believe a religion – Christianity, Islam, Pastafarianiasm – requires literal belief in order to pr

Me On Fubar
sorry for the miss leading but i know for a fact some people only care about one thing and thats pussy and dick dont say you dont becuse about 98% of people on here do i should know i seen some of peoples names in folders that they view so by sitting there telling me you dont is making you a fucking lier thank you very much now why iam i writeing this oh its simple iam tired of the drama but more then anything else iam tired of having my mind fucked and played with you want to know why i honestly have a complx when it comes to my looks and my self esteem will its purely simple and ill tell you and no its not just the people on fubar its everyone around the world even in my area iam tired of people just looking to get off either to my pics or what i can do for them i notice i get check out alot more for my nsfw then i do for my own photos that tells you something there also i get told there are some people who seem to be attacted to me and how much they seem to want me will here th

Happiness
When I think about you I think about Happiness. I think about joy, laughter, smiles. Walks in the park holding hands. picnics in a meadow. Looking into your eyes and seeing the Love you have to give.. It warms my Heart to think about you. nothing in this world can ever take your place. no amount of gold or riches can equal the feelings you give me.. I LOVE YOU......

Random Lyircs
I wanna cut through my skin And pull you within My heart burns like the sun As our flesh becomes one In the darkness My heart aches at the sight of you Trembles and quakes within sight of you In the darkness Our bodies burning Tides are turning Somehow stopping time What is becoming of my heart and mind? In the darkness All that you want from me is all I have to give In the darkness Coming so easily, learning how to live In the darkness All that you want from me is all I have to give In the darkness Coming so easily, learning how to live I will surrender my soul And give you control Make me a Martyr for love To the heavens above In the darkness My heart aches at the sight of you In the darkness Trembles and

Being Lied To And Played For A Big Fool
I am not aure what gives people so much pleasure in playing games with someones emotions and their trust . I tried to figure out why this person felt it was right to for the past year lie and lie and lie thinking I wouldnt soon figure it all out , sad part is I had to find out due to her partner "friend" joined her in this game and then used me as the big joke . You will know her when you come across her she is arrogant bossy and very very untrustworthy . aim My god I was raised so much better then to toy with someone like this , I mean am i the only one who believes in honesty , truth , and all round being decent to someone you claim to care about ? . I am now burned for the last time am very very careful now who gets my trust.

Good Vs Evil
I am looking for some input on this but I just realized I am probably posting it on the wrong thing. it not like I have the 10 mil to pick anyways.... would it be wrong to ask for a donation :-) thanks for stopping by to take a loon anyways.

Attention Recruits Must Read
Hello Ladies, So you're interested in joining The Titty Committee. I've just started the page and we're looking to recruit beautiful girls thick or thin you're in, but there are some rules and requirements. If you want to be recruited into The Titty Committee you have to have a recent Salute on your page and must comment this blog saying I Agree, to allow me to post pictures of your choice in the Titty Committee Girls folder on our page. You have to take a picture or have a picture of your face and chest, your chest does NOT have to be fully exposed just flirty unless you would like to.. Show some love by adding the family of this page keep your eye out because new girls will be recruited. Show love to all your titty committee family If you agree to joining The Titty Committee, after agreeing so you must put The Titty Committee Member at the end of your name.. We will aslo make sure you're pictures can not be ripped.. Well thank you for your time If you chose to joi

Some Women, Really
I have been seeing a woman off and on for a few years now. things were good for awhile but she was married so that put a dampener on things. When she divorced her husband things got better, for awhile. My ex-best friend for over 25 years comes into the picture and she loses her damn mind. Friends of hers and mine start telling me all kinds of stupid stuff she and him are doing, alot of the stuff comming strait from him to my friends. Nice right? I have never told her who she cant and cant be friends with but have told her just exactly what I think of him and why our friendship ended. It wasnt pretty either. I have been hearing for months now she and him are sleeping together, she denies this of course. BUT, from her own mouth to a friend of our she says she has. she doesnt even care to fight for what we once had and that hurts the most. I guess I know where I stand now, ALONE.

It's My Percection
Yes...I see the green grass. And I set off to explore it's firm, fertile, lushness. Feeling Bold & warm, & Energetic... Like the the midday rays that explode in the Spring sunshine. With the slightest of momentum; & the best of intentions. I strike out...onward & forward I trek. To the call of the wild. Then snap! instantly; without warning. My feet are voilently yanked from beneath me. Jaw contorted...mouth wide open. Air once fresh & pure; now rendered stale & toxic... Convulses angrily out my mouth. Coating my tongue with the vilest stench of tasteful cofussion. Now dazed, furious, & translucent....it hits me! Bam! right between the eyes...Like a Mike Tyson left hook! I am but a Dog...Teathered to a leash! Made of man made rules...& spiritual beliefs. In the land of Milk & Honey.... JWL aka "UknoWho"

These People Are Crackpots!!!
The father of Matthew Snyder, who was killed in Iraq in 2006 and whose funeral was protested by Westboro Baptist Church, sued the group in 2006 and won $11 million in damages. (The figure was later reduced to $5 million by a judge.) But in the 8-1 ruling on Wednesday, the Court said the church could not be held liable for inflicting emotional distress on the families of deceased soldiers. The church is best known for protesting the funerals of military servicemen, and famously carries signs with such sayings as "Thank God for Dead Soldiers" and "Fags Doom Nations." (It has also, however, picketed such events as theater productions and high school graduations.) I Fucking dare these crackpots to show up to a funeral if, God forbid one of my friends were killed serving there country......So Help Me God!!!

My Wish For You...
My wish for you: Comfort on difficult days Smiles when sadness intrudes Rainbows to follow the clouds Sunsets to warm your heart Laughter to kiss your lips Friendship to brighten you being Beauty for your eyes to see Faith so that you can believe Confidence for when you doubt Patience to accept the truth Courage to know yourself Love to complete your lifee

Expressed Thoughts
I am sitting tonight watching a movies on hulu, and I began to think about the things gonig on in my life the people I've had the liberty to meet and the people I've seen leave out of my life. What comes to my mind is change and it some way we've all experienced it whether it be good or bad someone passing away or someone coming into our lives, but the fact is that change is everywhere and there is no wat for us to stop it from happening. My Question to all of you as I write this blog is this how do you cope with change what are some of the things you do to make it better or make it easier to deal with?

How Obama Is Making Gas Prices Higher
Yesterday, for the first time since September 2008, the price of a barrel of crude oil topped $100 on the New York Mercantile Exchange. But while the recent unrest in the Middle East has had some marginal effect on rising prices, the most significant factor has been increased oil demand worldwide. That is why, long before the recent protests even began, analysts were predicting $4 a gallon by this summer and $5 a gallon by 2012. Anyone could have predicted that the recovering world economy, coupled with the continued growth of India and China, was going to push oil prices higher. So if an Administration wanted to keep gas prices down, they could have mitigated increased oil demand by increasing domestic oil production. But that is not what the Obama Administration has done. Instead of increasing domestic oil supplies, the Obama Administration has cut them at every opportunity, and Americans are now suffering because of those choices.Back in February, when the protests in Egypt were fir

My Writing
You center your anger and point it at me You load your hatred and pull the trigger It'll destroy you in the end you'll see Empty your rage and drop it in your holster You went for the throat to leave me bleed out Can you see the harm you caused yourself All you gave me was your doubt I'll be stronger on my own by myself.

Dorks Nation
would you like to go some place and have alot of fun and not worry about the crap that goes on and bullcrap back and have fun and have alot of laughs then join dork's nation where u can help others while they help u dorks nation is just more then a lounge.. its a place where u can chill but i'm looking past all that lounge crap really and want ppls to join me into having a lot of fun intead of worrying about this and that on fubar just to sit back and relax and have fun when was the last time u actully cracked up with a bunch of friends well heres ur chance if u seem a bit intersted into it pls let me know i would like some kind of info ..this is just a hard draft so if anyone got any idea pls let me or my friend chelle know http://www.fubar.com/chellebelle82 its great to be a dork so y not

Hotties :)
Hotties,and fellow friends lol idk any othre wayt to put it. Here is the deal,I need everyones participation especially from all my hotties and officers. I have seen numerous changes,but just because i give you a good nod that your doing good,doesnt mean for you to stop. In order for us to keep the hotties going i need everyones help, So first off i would love to hear everyone out what is something you wish the hotties had? Something we should change? and any others ideas you may have,you can place them here,but most likely they will be read faster if you come to me directly on my homepage. my officers know what they should be doing,and i do hope to see messages from you guys on Sunday in regards to your teams. Another thing is im looking for 2 new hottie officers Some of the things officers would need to do is 1.show love to the homepage/chief 2. You will be assigned a team,you need to show your team love,make sure they show it back,keep track of your team m

This Might Piss You But I Don't Care
Ok 1st off I have a few friends are here that are great. However, this is supposed to be an online bar. How is when I go to a real bar I see real people that will talk to others. It seems like that you have to act like whore or be a gangster to make new friends on here. Hell there is lounge on here that I have real life friends that DJ and Greet for them. I go into the lounge and get fucking ignored. I ask for a song that is METAL, and I get shot down. I guess I'm not in the click. Hell they need DJ's, I am an experianced DJ and I was going to try out for the job. After tonight fuck that. This place is like pissing contest most the time. I'm staying cause of my real friends. Maybe cause I'm not on here to pick up a chick or something is why I don't get talked to. Might just be me.

Auction
FEELSGOOD'S AUCTION HOUSE PRESENTS: THE 2013 CHRISTMAS AUCTIONNOW ACCEPTING AUCTION ENTRIES Start Date: 12/9/13 End Date: 12/31/13 @ Noon Fu Time(Entries may choose to accept any bid and end their auction at anytime.) HOW TO ENTERFupal me Three (3) Credits with a list of offers & link to the picture you would like to use for the auction. I'll do the rest! It's that easy!! RULES#1) NO DRAMA!#2) HAVE FUN! WARNINGIf you choose to cause drama, you won't be blocked, but will be banned from bidding and/or participati

Earn Some Nsfw Anyone?
THANKS!!!same ol REDHOTMOMMA... just a new account!500 WINNER! help me please!!! Go like Bodyartforms on Facebook.I love these guys!Then after you have "liked" them please visit this link and "like" my photo!www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150098036951924&set=o.149344708430326&theaterWHAT YOU GET!ACCESS TO MY NSFW FOLDER! i will be adding this folder asap... i have the weekend off so its my prority... i just signed back up so lil slackleave me a "GOOD LUCK RED!" comment for an extra goody!THANKS! silly i know... but worth a shot...DO NOT ADD ME ON FACEBOOK! NO ONE WILL BE ACCEPTED INTO MY FRIENDS ON FACEBOOK. KEEP IT TO FUBAR THANK YOU! THE PHOTOS WILL BE WORTH THE TROUBLE.

Friendship On The Fu
In a comparison of personal relationships, friendship is considered to be closer than association, although there is a range of degrees of intimacy in both friendships and associations. People have several different types of friendships. Best friends, Friends with benifits, a person you know by repution but arent really freinds with, we all have a few frenemies, and I could go on and on. The hardest part about being that close to a woman is because well, we are some crazy, catty bitches who enjoy keeping shit stirred up, not letting things die down, hiding in the bushes like a hungry lioness to pounce and devour your best best friend. When I was little friendship was about who could jump rope the best, play hop scotch better, was it longer in a game of tag, whoever was the better hidder in Hide and go Seek. Now as my children are getting older (my son is 15, my middle daughter ie 13 and my "baby"is 10) I notice how their ideas of friendships differ from the way ours did

Dork Digital
The best thing about technology and computers today is how diverse everything is. While it can be overwhelming when you're having to look into new computers, phones, tablets, hardware, touchscreen monitors and much more, there is something out there for everyone. This is one topic that always comes up between people a lot today that use these technologies as tools in their everyday life.Which one is better?Is one system better than another?I don't write a whole lot but this topic is one that I would like to get off my chest; from my point of view. I have a Bachelor of Computer Science and regularly work with different types of computers, operating systems, tablets, phones and networks. There is one thing that almost every technology has in common. Keeping you connected to the people/information you need and use in your everyday life. With desktops and laptops people become divided into three groups. Mac users, Windows users and Linux/Unix users. These are just the three common group

Wonder
has anyone wondered about how much fun you can have in a chat room? i mean seariously its fun as hell trying to figure out wat other people is talking about. an wondering how to jump in on the conversations

Babyboo
I am tired of people playing games i am tired of being taken advantage of tired of being used like a kleenex then being thrown away...wish that there was a decent guy who would not do stuff like that to me and not be a creeper or use me for anything..i wish that every girl had a decent guy even my worst enemies!!!!

My Frist Blog Ne Where
I love metal to me it's the best kinda music there is,although I admit I listen to other kinds of music too. I prefer metal to all else. So Raise Your Horns High In The Air And Scream..."METAL UP YOUR AZZ!!

Plus Size Nightclub
am i a fool to have a dream to one day open a bar/nightclub??? not just any nightclub but a plus size night club... is there a place in this world for a place that is themed for plus size people and the others who love them? could it be a real idea? is it wrong to make a club such as this? i mean it wouldnt only allow plus size people but dont you think that it could be nice for the people who who are of a larger size to have a place they can feel comfortable with going no matter there size... i believe there are to many people of a plus size that are afraid to go out have fun and dance just from fear of being looked at in disgust or being judged for there size or shape... im not sure if anyone shares my views but i just wanted a place to vent and let my voice be heard... please let me know if you agree or disagree no judgement here i only want to know how people feel on this topic.... thank you for reading :)

The Abduction
The Abduction We met at the fubar and seemed to hit it off and began talking and just having a good time. After buying you a few drinks, and both of us getting a little drunk, you excuse yourself to the ladies room. You return, finish your drink, and order another and suggest we get out of here... I agree and we finish our drinks, and get up and walk to the car... .... You awaken and realize you're tied and suspended from above by the harness you are bound by. Blindfolded and gagged, and not a stitch of clothing on... (guessing you would be somewhat panicky and somewhat aroused) Not knowing what's going happen next... you hear music and someone moving about the room... a few minutes pass "Oh, you're awake... good," then you feel a warm hand caress your arm... to your shoulder... to your neck... to you chin... to your cheek... Lightly touching your cheek and gently caressing... moving your hair away from your face... you hear the words: such a beautiful face.... you f

Sitting In A Cell
I sit in a lonely room. no one around. looking to the left, I see a guy wrestling with a dark figure.not knowing what it is, i go to look furthur. I see it's a shadow. In my mind, the face looks very familiar, I then, realize it's me. I look to the right. I see a mirror on a lonely wall. I walk to the mirror.As i gaze into the mirror, I see that i have no relection. Stunned, I look back at the guy wrestling the shadow.the guy now looks old, withered, and beaten down. I look back into the mirror, I see my face half beaten. Hoping for an escape, I go to the door, but the door is locked. I look through the keyhole and see an angel. The angel looks fimilar as well. finally it dawns, its my best friend and my lover. The one that always makes everything right when the skies are dark and gray. I start to feel better about the situation, but yet, I amstuck in this room with no key, no windows, and no way out. Feeling lost, I look back to the guy wrestling again,its me again. What can i do to g

One Term Windfall
No one has been able to explain to me why young men and women serve in the U.S. Military for 20 years, risking their lives protecting freedom, and only get 50% of their pay. While politicians hold their political positions in the safe confines of the capital, protected by these same men and women, and receive full pay retirement after serving one term. It just does not make any sense. Monday on Fox news they learned that the staffers of Congress family members are exempt from having to pay back student loans. This will get national attention if other news networks will broadcast it. When you add this to the below, just where will all of it stop? 35 States file lawsuit against the Federal Government Governors of 35 states have filed suit against the Federal Government for imposing unlawful burdens upon them. It only takes 38 (of the 50) States to convene a Constitutional Convention.

The Black Rose
No one ever really listens to what the black rose is trying to say,Many people think that to get black roses it means they are unwanted and unloved.For those that cannot see it`s real meaningthis is what I wish to say...The Black Rose is immortalized, It can neverdie.While you look upon it`s bloody red sisterremember that it will only last but a day.If you wish to give me red roses,Remember I will turn them away.While I look upon the roses, I shall smileand say..A red rose is forever, but a black rose is for an eternity.

Insert Clever Title Here.
I recently read something that was so simple but so brilliant. It's about Buddhism but can be applied to any religion or any way of life. It's by a man named Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche who is known as the happiest man on earth (and it's even been scientifically proven! LOL Sounds funny but it's true and I'll tell you why in a minute.) He says that Buddhists don't think of Buddhism as a religion but rather a scientific method of exploring your own experience through techniques that enable you to examine your actions and reactions in such a nonjudgmental way that recognizes, "Oh, this is how my mind works and this is what I need to do to experience happiness; this is what I should avoid to avoid unhappiness." Yongey Mingyur states that "at its heart, Buddhism is very practical. It's about doing things that foster serenity, happiness, and confidence, and avoiding things that provoke anxiety, hopelessness, and fear." He says that the essence of Buddhist practice is not s

Punk Photography In La
I dedicated a lot of my time to photography punk bands in the early days of the movement. I'm probably best known for my punk photography, but I have done many types of photographs over the years from portraits, street photography and assemblage art to architectural photography.

Just Saying
I have came to the conclusion that if it wasn't for the internet, i dont think young females would have an identity. If there wasn't an outlet for them to show their wares, they would be nowhere...claim to notoriety is showing their tits and ass. And of course , we as men and some women...perpetuate the idea that this is what difines them...it saddens me that what are probably really sweet young ladies, feel this is their worth... It will take a special kind of guy that doesn't mind that thier g/f or wife showed all the goodies all over the web...maybe it's just me... peace out...\ /,,,

Here Goes Nothing....
Its the dead of night. The darkest before dawn. And Im wandering the woods in search of the unknown. The soft breeze in my hair, and the only light is that of the stars. The only sound is of my feet on the ground. The sound of a twig snap catches my attention. I stop, my breath caught in my chest. A pair of glowing eyes are looking at me through the brush. I'm frozen with terror. Then a lone howl pierces the night. I start to run, where I don't know. I trip over something in the dark and look up to see those eyes again. Then the unthinkable happens. In the voice Ive heard a million times speaks. "I love you", he says. As I get up, hes gone. All is quite again, out here in the woods.

Stare At Boobs For Longer Life
http://bodyrockin.wordpress.com/2011/03/05/stare-at-boobs-for-longer-life-study/ Body-rockin.com's News-Thrills & Sex Just stuff for grown folks, nice or a lil naughty! « ‘I love porn!’ Upfront Cameron Diaz reveals! Stare at boobs for longer life: Study Posted by Body-Rockin Interactive Fun Zone Frankfurt, Germany, December 6 — A rather bizarre study carried out by German researchers suggests that staring at women’s breasts is good for men’s health and increases their life expectancy. According to Dr. Karen Weatherby, a gerontologist and author of the study, gawking at women’s breasts is a healthy practice, almost at par with an intense exercise regime, that prolongs the lifespan of a man by five years. She added, “Just 10 minutes of staring at the charms of a well-endowed female, is roughly equivalent to a 30-minute aerobics work-out.” A five-year research on 500 men: Researchers at three hospitals in Fr

Pray For You
I haven't been to church since I don't remember whenThings were going great '˜til they fell apart againSo I listened to the preacher as he told me what to doHe said you cant go hating others who have done wrong to you.Sometimes we get angry, but we must not condemn.Let the good Lord do His job and you just pray for them.I pray your brakes go out running down a hillI pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I'd like toI pray your birthday comes and nobody callsI pray you're flying high when your engine stallsI pray all your dreams never come trueJust know wherever you are honey, I pray for youI'm really glad I found my way to church'Cause I'm already feeling better and I thank God for his words.Yeah I'm going take the high road,And do what the preacher told me to do,You keep messing up and I'll keep praying for you.I pray your tire blows out at 110.I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos.I pray your brak

Ignorant People..
So I logged on to my account today and was checking my pending requests.. When I recieve a friend request from a member who is "anti-Juggalo" which seemed quite odd to me since I'm a Juggalette.. Now I know there are people out there that like them, Love them, hate them and or despise them, which is all dandy, what ever, that's your choice which ever it is.. But what makes me laugh the most is when someone is soooo ignorant as to actually dedicate a folder to hating on Juggalo's or the whole Psychopathic Genre considering that's just giving us more attention.. That would be like me posting how much I hate sports and posting a bunch of photos of let's say New York Yankee's team members and putting the circle with the cross through it to show just how much I hate sports.. It's rediculous and quite frankly childish.. NOW, I am not your typical Juggalette, I do not think the world revolves around "FAMILY" aka "Juggalo's/lette's." Or even ICP for that matter.. I do not bitch about missing

Family Spots
Hello Fus...If you happen to find that you have been removed from my family, please dont wig out. One of two things has happened. Either you have removed me without notice, or I am just making room for a god mode run. If it is the latter, rest assured I will readd you. Sometimes moving things around is necessary in order to sell the spots for what I need for my page. So please dont be offended. I will try to get with those that I move around, but sometimes this is not always possible. For those family members that have consistantly helped me along the way, your spots are permanent unless you remove me without notice for some reason. My family rocks!! that is all

Facebook Contest See What U Win If I Do
so here is the link http://www.facebook.com/Torrid?sk=app_154590284599797 plz vote on the last one idk y it uploaded twice if we can reach 100 votes i will open my family folder as well as upload some more naughty ones... YOU MUST CLICK ON MY PIC AND PUSH VOTE FOR IT IF I WIN I WILL MAKE A SEXY VIDEO FOR ALL MY FRIENDS TO SEE! SO LETS SEE IF I CAN WIN :D

My Friends N Family Are Amazing Tysm
BURG@ fubar Thank you guys so much for everything i love you Hubby: Xx TRU xX@ fubar Bff Bronze BRONZE xx fe to my BANDIT@ fubar Badgirl xoBADGIRLxo@ fubar Wicked xWicked ZombiexORGYxECS@ fubar Scoop Scoops BabeZNBrewZ Fumarried to Tweety@ fubar RY RY DANGER RYAN@ fubar Dessert DesertOutlaw GFR RL BF to LaceyBunnyTuFFy@ fubar LUcky Lucky Stripe xOrgyx FM2 RL Wife Blue@ fubar Rich RKMrBig

Rip Cassie
This past Saturday, at about 4:00 in the morning. Cassie Johnson passed away after being involved in a motor vehicle accident. She was heading to Wal-Mart to pick up some supples among some other personal items, when a car driven by a 2-time convicted drunk driver swerved into her lane and smaked head on into her car. The man was again drunk and is in critical condition. According to the paramedics I talked to, our Cassie probably died immediately upon impact. I hope and pray that was the case as she had seen too much pain in her young life. Even with that pain, she had this infectious way about her, you couldn't but not help liking her and in some cases loving her. She will be missed by many and for some that pain will be hard to overcome. Cassie would not want her to mourn her passing but to rather celebrate her life, abliet short as it was. Being her closest friend, It is my honor and pain to pass along these words to you. I hope you find it in your hearts to pray to your

Privacy Tips For Fubar Residents
Greetings, fellow Fubarians! This is the first in a series of blogs that I think may be of interest to all. In surfing the internet I've discovered all sorts of fascinating reasons to believe that it's NOT paranoia because they ARE out to get you. Ok, well maybe not. All joking aside, it IS important to know that your 'private' photos on fubar are NOT as private as you might believe. Ok so you're one of those people who has your private photos in an album that you don't really care who sees them as long as they at least go to the trouble of friending you. So you make the folder NSFW, which in the past would only be visible to friends. Guess what? That changed not too long ago! If your folder is set to 'everyone', that means, well, 'everyone' can see it. INCLUDING NON FRIENDS...and, get this...INCLUDING NON MEMBERS! That's right, fu-friends. "No problem", you say..."I'll just make my profile visible to 'Friends Only', that way no one can see anything." HOW WRONG YOU ARE. ANY of the p

Blowing Off Steam
Okay i am getting so sick of keeping my mouth shut because i dont vote so "my oppionion dont matter" well guess what it matters and im voicing it...... the goverment needs to step up and stop crying like little babies about loseing half the money they earn when they dont have to spend it like we do.... we have to pay for gas food clothes etc... they dont have to pay for any of it, it gets handed to them.... and for goodness sake who in the hell needs a new freaking car every damn year, i sure dont. this is the only reason why the reps wont pass any of the presidants bills... because they dont want to lose half their "glory" money. as for the gas prices rising if they keep rising the economy will be worse off than it was a couple years ago. and for those who will pm me or post their opionion about it to me idc what you write i'm speaking the truth

Nanny
My aunt will be 90 this summer. She gave us a scare last week when we thought she had a bad cold and it was actually pnuemonia along with congestive heart failure. She has been in the hospital for the last week and has responded well to treatment. She should be home either Tuesday or Wednesday barring a relapse. Dealing with social security, Humana insurance and one or two obnoxious family members has made the week a trial.

Six Truths In Life
You cannot stick your tongue out and look up at the ceiling at the same time, a physical impossibility due to the tendons wthing your neck. All idiots, after reading #1 will try it. And discover #1 is a lie. You are smiling now because you are an idiot. You soon wil tell this to another idiot There is still a stupid smile on your face. I sincerely apologize about this but I'm an idiot and I needed company. :P

The Funny Stuff
More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can’t wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that’s not only better, but also more directly involves me. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you’re wrong. Have you ever been walking down the street and realized that you’re going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yourself to ensure that no one in the surrounding area thinks you’re crazy by randomly switching directions on the sidewalk. That’s enough, Nickelback. I totally take back all those times I didn’t want to nap when I was younger. Is it just me, or are 80% of the people in the “people you m

Problems
To: Jeff SkollFounder and Chairman - Participant Productions (www.participantproductions.com)Dear Mr. Skoll My name is John Hansen; I am a new member of "fubar" 5906766. I am both upset and angry for the actions of a "board" member and the abuse of what I perceive as his ability to rate members of the site, via the use of "fluffy." I am not the only one this has happened too, but I took the time after the first action to "ban" this person from posting to my site. I worked within the system; I advised the parties responsible for this action and received no replies or actions, as requested. Now, it has happened again and to be honest, I am even angrier. I wrote another note (see 23.03.2011) expecting again to solicit a response. No response has been forthcoming. If the purpose of having a rating system is intended to provide information to other members the elucidation of what members think of the person being rated then it should not be skewed by a non-humorous miss-guided actions

Thc Extraction From Marijuana
THC Extraction from Marijuana"If you ever had to think twice about lighting up a joint for fear of someone smelling it. If you were ever forced to blow the smoke out a window and pray you don't reek of weed. If you ever had to sneak around and couldn't enjoy a good buzz..."Easy THC ExtractionThis article will describe, in detail, a technique of extracting the essential oils from hemp. The final product will be a dark, oily liquid that contains 70+% pure THC. The following steps require nothing more than simple, easy to find materials and a little time.Advantages of THC oil: * No hot, harsh smoke to irritate your lungs * No tar to stain your teeth and fingers * Very little smell * 5 times as much THC in bloodstream * Get 5 times as many trips per $$$ as compared to joint/bong smoking * No carcinogens to give you cancer * The list goes on and on but let's get down to business...Materials you'll need for extraction: * A glass jar with a watertight lid (widemouth Ma

My Love!
this girl sits and wonders can she do it? can she really please Him, He has others that call Him Master and this girl trys hard to stand her place.. but the other feelings she has for Him scream for the pain to stop that she wants Him all to her self, she knows she can never have him she knows this in her mind but her heart will never listen instead it just goes on and breaks everytime she realizes that He will never be hers and hers only. she loves Him more then she thinks He knows.. yea there has been some come and go but none have ever compared to a Man she has never touched nore ever kissed.. Why does she subject herself to this type of love why does she let her heart feel this pain daily, ill tell you why because she is a slave to His love and to Him she will always belong even when she is weak and He has to remind her to be strong...

Who I Am O/
A comment I recieved this evening has inspired me. It's not the first time I have heard this and it bothers me. I shall start it like this: I am who I am. I am beautiful. My skin is as Black as Midnight and my lips are as full and lucious as ripe fruit. My hair is as Curly and kinky as if I were fresh off the boat. This is who I am. This is what makes me beautiful. My body is full and oh so earthy that men can help but to wish for a chance even when they know not why. My fertile curves can attract men on an istictual level, and i say men not boys for only real men can feel it's call. From the darkness of my skin to the light that is in my eyes. I shine! So for those that do not know, I say this. Don't ever tell me "I have never really liked black women but you are attractive" Or "your attractive for a black girl". It is insulting. Women fight hard to find the beauty within themselves. Black women especially. I am the epitome of what a brown skinned woman is. In my eyes. And

Life Changing Realizations
Have you ever felt like you are standing at a fork in the road of life? Standing there in the middle of the road looking at both paths that lay in front of you. All you know that the road behind you. is definetely not the way you want to go.The road that has lead up to this point has been full of ups and downs. I don't ever want to look back on that road again. I have experienced some of the greatest joys and some of the worst pain and sorrow that a human can experience. You will not ever hear me complain or whine about it because I firmly believe that I created most of the situations directly or indirectly. Besides, nothing can change the events that have already happened. All I can do is learn from them and make sure I do not repeat them. The one thing I have been struggling with, is not allowing my heart to grow cold from the things that have happened. It is hard when every male figure in my life has let me down or hurt me in some way. After the murder of my fiance, I decided to

Best News Ever!!!
I'm not sure how many of you know (or actually care) but for the past 2 1/2 years I have lived with my husband's parents and his brother and his demon seed daughter. Well this weekend we will be moving into our own place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am sooooooo excited words cannot express it. I plan on drinking and smoking and doing it all while naked in my living room. YAY ME

Moonshine
How To: Make Moonshine The more civilized among us have never had the opportunity to taste moonshine, choosing instead to take advantage of the convenience, safety and legality of their local liquor store. However, like bungee jumping and replacing a shower curtain, it’s something every guy should try at least once in his life. If it doesn’t kill you, strike you instantly blind or get you arrested, indulging in this hardcore hooch will certainly put hair on your chest and give you a great story to tell the boys. However, unless you have a relative down in Hazard County, you probably don’t have the number of a moonshine supplier programmed into your cell phone. If you want to make moonshine, you’ll have to take this into your own hands. If you can keep a secret, we’ll give up our ol’ Uncle Vern’s Magical Moonshine Recipe. Keep in mind that he was a little slow. And illiterate. And this recipe was scrawled on the back of a bloods

Why
ya my life people all i wanted was a man to love me that aint happening yet my baby father beat me alot ive been awayfrom him for a year and dude im wit now dont let me go out wit the girls or go have fun he wants me to b up his ass 24 seven but he only loves me when it benifits him like i tryed to give him a kiss last week he pushed me off who does that who? anywho im lost now cause i keep getting hurt and i hate it..................... were do i go from here???????????? im stumped if anyone one has feed back leave a comment

Is It You
FOR FAR TO LONG DO I SPEND TIME SERCHING FOR YOU, THE ONE THAT WOULD BRING REAL LOVE INTO MY HEART, THAT WANTS TO SEE WHAT LURKS IN MY SOUL AND WANTS TO BE A PART OF. ARE YOU THE ONE THAT WOULD APPRECIATE THE LOVE I HAVE TO OFFER, TO TREAT YOU LIKE A QUEEN IS ALL I WANT TO DO, TO BE YOUR KING IS ALL I WANT TO BE. IF YOU REALLY THINK YOU ARE THE ONE IVE BEEN SERCHING FOR IN THIS GOD FORSAKKEN WORLD THEN LET ME KNOW, TELL ME THAT IM AM YOUR DARK ANGEL, HELP ME LOVE AGAIN.

Men!!
Quote from a friend of mine: Who needs a man when I have my shower head and vibrator, they get the job done quickly or slowly, depending on my mood, and after I have had my orgasm, I can go read a book or watch television without a whiny voice asking for more. lol.......so fucking true...

My Blogs
In the heart of a woman, There's secrets and doubts, There's fears and there's pain, But she tries not to show it. In the heart of a woman, There's love in all it's forms, There's kindness and good will. The heart of a woman is complicated to understand, One minute she could be sad the next she could be happy, The heart of a woman is beautiful and precious to have, She tries to make you happy, To feel you are the only one she ever wants. But in the heart of a woman can also be sadness and pain, She feels the sun will never shine, all it does is rain, When she doesn't get the proper love and treatment, The heart of a woman dies, It's like a flower, It needs the sun, the happiness that fills it, That puts the sparkle in her eyes. When the heart of a woman get's the attention it needs, She will hold nothing back and she does succeed, She's always happy and her eyes always sparkle, She does everything she can to help the one she loves, Because she knows he's the one she will

Not Prefect,
I am not a perfect person,And I don't try to be.I am just another imprisoned soul,That is longing to be set free.I don't want to be in this place anymore,I don't want to shed anymore tears.I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself,This has gone on for too many years.I don't want to show my emotions,Or to tell you how I feel.I just want to know the difference,Between what is fake and what is real.I'm just another lost soul,That is waiting to be found.I'm just another liability,That you don't want around.I'm just falling through the air,And I'm about to hit the ground.But I don't expect anyone to catch me,Because no one wants me around.No one really cares about me,They just ignore me everyday.No one really cares enough,To even ask me if I'm okay.

Belajar Bikin Web
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Something Differant
a little girl runs to her gramma and tells her " grampa burned his hand in the kitchen" so naunie and her grand daughter rush tothe kitchen to see if grampa is ok. they see grampa cooking with a cold towel wrapped around his arm like it is the most natual thing to do. later the lil girl asked her grampa " grampa why didnt you cry or anyting when you burned yourself?" he hugged his grand daughter and softly told her " i am a cook, i am differant than normal people. when i cook i dont think about anyting but making good food for you and your naunie.' some people say that a cook has oil for blood and that they use eggs to comb their hair. we clean our fingers with french fries and we shave with our kitchen knives. we work hard to take care of our family and we love our families forever no matter what. so if you ever marry a cook remember he sometimes burns himself but he will always do his best to ake everyone happy no matter what the cost to himself.

Breaking News!!!!
Breaking News: The Pity Train has just derailed at the intersection of Suck It Up & Move On and crashed into We All Have Problems before coming to a complete stop at Get the Hell Over It. Self proclaimed victims of the crash made their way to Whiner Memorial and received medical treatment from Dr. Snivel. Reporting LIVE from the town of Self Pity, this is Quitchur Bitchin'. Now back to you, Jerry Springer.

Prizes
PIC CONTEST!!!!! WIN BLING !!### ENTRY WILL BE "1" WEEK BEGINNING 5/01/11 @ NOON ends 5/07/11 NOON CONTEST WILL RUN "1" WEEK BEGINNING 5/07/11 @ NOON ends 5/14/11 @ NOON ALL TIMES R FU TIME.... ENTRY FEE IS 1 CREDIT.. PICS CAN BE CUTE, FUNNY, WIERD, OR STRANGE... PICS MUST BE "SFW".. PICS CAN BE OF U, UR MAN/WOMAN/, CHILD, DOG, CAT, HORSE, R WHATEVER.. U DECIDE!!!! U CAN EVEN MAKE ONE UP.. THE POSSIBILITIES R ENDLESS..... THE WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE "COMBINED" TOTAL OF "RATES" AND "COMMENTS"... IF LESS THAN "15" ENTRIES, ENTRY FEE WILL BE RETURNED IN "BLING" EQUAL TO ENTRY FEE! 15 ENTRIES WINS BOOMERANG 20 ENTRIES WINS MEGA POLISHER 25 ENTRIES WINS FAMPLIFIER 35 ENTRIES WINS CHERRY BOMB "OR" AUTO 11'S

Random
1. First Important Lesson - "Know The Cleaning Lady" During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions, until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. Second Important Lesson - "Pickup In The Rain" One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alab

Leveling
well i keep leveling however i am at the level to become angel or demon i chose angel and i get to pimp out ppl and i don't even no how....lmao thank you to every one who has helped me along the way.. i would love to send bling but i have no credits and cant bring my self to buy credits...lol is it really worth the money they want for that stuff hell hubby wants to get fu married and they want 80.00 to do that really i didn't pay that much for our real licence... lol well I'm just babbling trying out this blog thing... stay sweet you all and keep the love coming... trish

~the Black Knight~
I was a good man once... Admired by women, Adored by children and respected by men. My armor shined as bright as a thousand sun's, The love I carried in my heart was infinant. I slayed dragons, killed in the name of my country and fought to protect those I love and cherish the most. Upon my white steed I rode to defend justice and honor. I was good once..... I was a father, a husband a hero. The loves of my life, how we danced through day to day.. They were the best parts of me. But as most good things in life, they come to an end. My daughter taken away, my wife killed. Bitter, enraged I ride out upon this world now to kill in the name of vengeance. The innocent I once protected, now fear me. I was once a great man. My armor no longer shines, tattered and dirty, black and bloodstained just as my soul.... My heart, cold and infested with maggots I raise my banner of hate.... Fear me if you cross my path. I'm a beast, an animal my joy is to kill. I raise my sword to behead and skin m

~bill Cosby For Prez In 2012~
There are four boxes to be used in defense of liberty: soap, ballot, jury, and ammo. Please use in that order. Bill Cosby has a great way of "distilling" things. Looks like he's done it again! AMERICA NEEDS A CANDIDATE WITH THIS PLATFORM!! I HAVE DECIDED TO BECOME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE FOR PRESIDENT IN THE YEAR 2012. HERE IS MY PLATFORM: (1). Any use of the phrase: 'Press 1 for English' is immediately BANNED!!! English is

One Day (a Poem )
One day you'll open your eyes and it'll be too late. One day you'll wake and feel the hate. One day when you need him to love you it wont be there. The way you weren't there when he needed you. One day when you wonder where things went wrong, you'll find yourself asking yourself why. Holding your head toward the sky,tears streaming down your eyes,"What did I do to deserve this." All you wanted was the love one could give. But where you went wrong you'll never get the answer. The answer is within. Search yourself and you will find, Why you werent there for him. Why you turned your back and walked away... One day you will wake,you will see that you were the one who couldnt love him, One day you will open your eyes and see the hate and know Its too fucking late.

Why Do Women Hate The "p" Word So Much?
ok.. I am sitting here thinking about the first thing that comes to mind. Why is it that so many women hate it when men say the Pussy when they can say "dick" "cock" as much as they want and when they want to? Is it a respect thing for women as that what it is? Personally I think its kinda over rated. I mean come on. I have tried my hardest not to say it around women or women I am closest to. Why is it that it don't bother us guys when you say "dick" around us? Maybe its just me. Ok rant away.

Frozen In Time.
Frozen in time.The icy soul of winter, though to some winter is full of beauty, with glistening strands of illuminated flakes toppling the earth.To me is a haven, a home, a one last fortitude, a shelter.The natural freeze is meant to bring death to all it covers in order to bring new life once again.I used to see winter as this.Though i do not any longer, i still see it as a greaat friend.it calls, it leads, the bitterness of it, in a reckless abandon, but meticulously careful environment to push me past the safety of the warmth of the sun and the sounds of life later on.I love its silence, winter. Its dark cold, frozen, silence...therein where true peace lies, lies waiting for me, to trade its bitterness for mine, its sharp coldness for mine...a communion, an agreement...terms i fully understand.I know longer crave the warmth of human companionship.The cold, winter, is where everything becomes frozen, my tears, my thoughts, everything i ever knew or cared for.Winter will take care of

Auctioning My Points
AUCTIONING MY POINTS FOR A DAY AUCTION!!! It's my first auction that I'm hosting and up for grabs are my points for the day and not only THAT but my points for the day as I run a BOOMY and POLISHER combo!!! The Rules are as follows: 1: I am auctioning my points and will be giving my points to the highest bidder. Day of alturization will be on the days of Sunday-Wednday. The day can be picked and agreed on by winner and myself 2: I ALONE will determine which is the winning bid and when the auction ends 3: On the day of the alturization I will be running a BOOMY AND A POLISHER,so know that the points you get will be substantial,please take that into consideration when bidding. 4: All bids are to be left as a pic comment on the pic located in the AUCTIONING MY POINTS FOLDER...ONLY BIDS WILL BE ACCEPTED AS COMMENTS IN THAT FOLDER OUTLINE FOR THAT DAY I will begin at 3 am eastern standard time whi

Ramble Bramble.
Ok, so if you you want me to do a sketch of you for free, comment or message me a crazy or interesting idea you have for it. I'll pick the best one. I usually charge upwards of $500 for 4 hours so this is a steal. I'm just bored with most my clients.

Salmanehsaan123
There are various slipway you can figure your tract. The alternative you terminate would patently depend on how often moment and money you need to expend on business it. You can forward create it completely by assistance using HTML - the programming communication old to build web pages or use an HTML Application like Microsoft FrontPage. In this container, HTML knowledge is no needful. Obviously learning HTML is the most economical way because you won't condition to get an application or use a programme friendship to progress your parcel. But if you're a conceiver, it's also the most measure intense method. Don't get me wrongdoing, HTML is not rattling fractious to larn and it's echt to know the basics for making secondary edits to your pages. But for genuine plan, it can get a slight untrusty, and for that saneness umteen people favor to use HTML editors. Construction your web tract in a issue hosting surround is a lot equivalent antiquity your accommodation on soil. It may seem alr

Taps
THE HISTORY OF TAPS If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps was played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, 'Taps.' It's the song that gives us the lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man bac

...not Trying To Be A Supa Fu-hero...
not trying or wanting to be a top dude, or a green, or most liked (facebook/fubar),or start an enormous bling collection..just trying to meet new people, stay in touch with the ones i've already know, have fun & keep it ma' fukkN real yo..leveling will eventually happen, but u will not see me post a pathetic status begging for help, or for bling, or bling packages, cause having fu-celebrity status, is definitely not in my interest..just keeping it one hundred, is all ;-)

Love And Light To All
The news of the earthquake in Japan and then the Tsunami following the event have sparked a world wide focus on doom and gloom. I encourage everyone to look at it in a different light. Let me explain.... Some of you know me, but most of you don't yet. For those that do know me, they know me as a Peaceful Warrior. I am a follower and huge proponent of 'The Law of Attraction'. The Law of Attraction was first introduced to me when watching the movie, 'The Secret'. This then led to the teachings of Abraham through Jerry and Esther Hicks. As I delve deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole these principles become more real to me. Thoughts are things. Everything that has been created on this planet was first a thought, then that thought manifested itself into reality. The car you drive was first a thought. The coffee mug you are picking up at the moment was first a thought. This webpage was at first a thought. There are negative thoughts and there are positive

Joe And His New Harley
Joe wanted to buy a motorbike. He doesn't have much luck untilone day, he comes across a Harley with a 'for sale' sign on it.The bike seems even better than a new one, although it is 10 yearsold. It is shiny and in absolute mint condition.He immediately buys it, and asks the seller how he kept it in suchgreat condition for 10 years.'Well, it's quite simple, really,' says the seller, 'whenever thebike is outside and it's gonna rain, rub Vaseline on the chrome. It protects it from the rain.'And he hands Joe a jar of Vaseline.That night, his girlfriend, Sandra, invites him over to meet herparents. Naturally, they take the bike there.But just before they enter the house, Sandra stops him and says,'I have to tell you something about my family before we go in.''When we eat dinner, we don't talk. In fact, the first person whosays anything during dinner has to do the dishes.''No problem,' he says. And in they go.Joe is shocked. Right smack in the middle of the living room is a

Poems
In the passing days when we would talk I would think of you as more then a friend The more we had talked The more I began to like you But in my eyes I know you’d never like me in return Everyone can say what they want you don’t have to listen Because this is unrequited love So this will be my lesson The days pass on and we still talk together I have come to love you But still I know you would still never like me in return You have someone and you don’t need me So hear this and listen well Even though there’s no space left for me in your heart Just think that there’s someone out there that really cares for you And will be there to help whenever you fall apart This is my unrequited love.

Walklikeazombie
No I'm not a complete bondage freak. And being choked out isn't a preference or favorite past time. In fact I like making love, real love. Not the freak kind of love. But I am not going into specifics about my sex life. This is more of an explanation of why I go by Asphyxia. Here is the definition. as·phyx·i·a /æsˈfɪksiə/ Show Spelled[as-fik-see-uh] Show IPA –noun Pathology . the extreme condition caused by lack of oxygen and excess of carbon dioxide in

Molly
I was a Flower of the mountain yes when I put the rose in my hair like the Andalusian girls used or shall I wear a red yes and how he kissed me under the Moorish wall and I thought well as well him as another and then I asked him with my eyes to ask again yes and then he asked me would I yes to say yes my mountain flower and first I put my arms around him yes and drew him down to me so he could feel my breasts all perfume yes and his heart was going like mad and yes I said yes I will Yes. "

Academic Papers
Good Night and Tough Luck An Essay by: Rob C. Wilson MC 40-317 Dr. Doug Sudoff Sec. 1.1 - Introduction and Focus Edward Murrow is often lamented in the field of journalism and broadcasting as a pioneer and innovator that shaped the industry for those who followed him. His courage in standing up to the pressures of the Second Red Scare (and specifically Senator McCarthy) gave focus to not only media power, but also media responsibility. The film “Good Night and Good Luck” tells a narrative of this history in a very engaging and convincing manner. Using the textbook Mass Communication Ethics and the contents of classroom lecture, this essay will analyze the film and offer support for the following three contentions: Murrow and Friendly were primarily motivated by a desire for “truth”, knowing full well the potential backlash of their actions. External pressures f

Sometimes You Just Gotta Blog...
This is a long story, so I apologize in advance. In 2006 I originally joined Fubar with some friends. It was fun. This was before it got with crazy with the leveling, spending money, and being green etc. I met a guy. I will call him X. He was charming, funny, and seemed really sincere. We eventually moved our friendship to myspace, then facebook, etc. X was a successful business man. Tall, dark, handsome. The entire package. He was a dream. Sadly, that all he will ever be... a dream. X knew I was (IRL) married so he never really pursued me in that way. He claimed to be a churched person and was very much into his religion. Innocent right? We became fast friends. Yes, I will admit there was a flirtation, and a attraction. I won't lie. I knew it was wrong to have these feelings but I kept telling myself it was innocent flirting. We talked on the phone constantly and endless amount of text messages. We lost touch for a year or two then, last year when I got divorced and we sta

Leveling
You know in the beginning leveling was fun and easy. Now you have to give an arm, a leg, someone a blow job (still haven't out who yet), or sell your saggy titty shots and roast beef looking pussy to get ahead. I'm in a manic stage in my Bi-Polar depression so excuse me if I go to fast. Ooooooo which reminds me Prince is making an appearence at the Bi-Lo Center in Greenville and I soooooooooooooooooooooooo wanna go. He is one adorable little black man who has the best taste in shoes. :D

Tragedy In Japan
Well, I suppose all n all it could be worse. their could be giant monsters doing battle in the city's while a moth and a flying turtle take out all of the high buildings. [ Godzilla VS megalon ] [ mothera VS gamora ]See and everyone laughed at all of their monster drill's.But in the end it paid off ;)

Mind Reflections
Of course Grindpa Harvie is not my real name. That name has a story which I am about to share with you. Once upon a time, at the end of 2004, I frequently hung out on Yahoo! chat. Especially in the Metal:3 room. My screen name at the time was Blood Harvester, which came from a song I used to play with the band I was in. Then a lady I knew came in the room, telling me my screen name was too difficult to write or remember. Which is silly because all names in the Yahoo! chat rooms are always visible. Anyhow... The lady in question said she would call me Harvie instead. I thought that was really cute and I immediately changed my sn to that. Since that day on the net I am known as Harvie. Like everybody else I have real life friends. A couple of them can be found in both Wacken 2009 and Wacken 2010 photo albums. Since like forever my friends call me Opa, which means Grandpa, because I am the oldest of the gang. Well, I am not the oldest anymore since the gang grew in numbers but oh well.

Woke Up
WOKE UP I wake in the middle of the night, and see you sleeping... with a smile... I lean into you and lightly kiss your shoulder, and begin to caress your arm. Then I kiss your cheek, and whisper in your ear... You're the most beautiful woman in my world and thank you for being here... you moan softly as though you heard me in your sleep... I caress your arm and shoulder with a light touch and kiss your neck softly, then your shoulder... then the back of your neck... my hand wanders across your collar and down your chest, lightly brushing across your breast... you lightly moan again... and ask: are you trying to start something?" I reply: "I don't know, Is it working??" "oh my, MMmmm... yess..." you quietly reply Good.. was hoping you'd say that... now where was I??? oh yes... rolling you over, laying face down, I give you a slow back massage starting at your neck and working slowly down across

Gently
Touch me – not only with your fingertips but also with your soul. Reach into my mind and explore the deepest part of me. Hold me in your arms and know me. Know my body, yes, but don’t forget to know my heart as well. Go slowly, softly, gently… When you reach out to me, you’re holding so much more than my flesh. When you caress my face, you are also tracing the contours of my being.Remember, my love, that you hold my very passion in your hands.Remember, and remembering, tread softly so as not to crush my essence underfoot.

Whiskey Voice
Your voice is like whiskey and honey – warm and golden; smoky and sweet. It slides down inside me creating heat wherever it touches. Your whispered words intoxicate me. Tip the bottle, my love, and drench me in your thoughts, your ideas, your emotions… I’m dying of thirst and only you can quench me.

Custom Skins
First off I DONT NOT DO THEM FOR FREE UNLESS STATED OTHER WISE! You will need to buy me a $20 bling pack or Transfer 25 credits to me.I do put a lot of effort and time into the things i make and i dont do ugly so if i think it looks bad it wont be getting made unless i make the way I WANT. I will do everything in my power to get u what u want tho! If you would like to see skins ive already made look at mine and my number one in my family! also keep n mind i do have a 9 month old and a new job that take up ALOT of my time so if i dont get it done right away please dont be pissed because it will get done!!! just shoot me a message with what u want colors ect. pix if u want them and so on. once i get the images made i will show them to u and thats when u buy the bling pack or tansfer the credits it will not get coded until then! thats really about if u have any questions post them n a comment or send me a message...kthnsbye

Guys, This Case Pakistani/asian No Speaka Da English
nline Buddies (50+)ClearPop Out 3:51am reply chitta: hi 3:54am more To chitta: hi 4:03am reply at Online Buddies (50+)ClearPop Out 4:03am reply chitta: how are sweety 4:04am more To chitta: never been called sweety before 4:09am reply chitta: you like or not 4:10am reply chitta: if not i will not call you 4:13am more To chitta: im in here if u want to say hello fubar.com... 4:13am reply chitta

Precious
precious and fragile thingsneed special handlingmy God what have we done to yuowe always tryed to sharethe tendnest of carebow look what we put you throughthings get damaged things get brokeni thought wed managebut words left unspokenleft us so brittlethere was so little left to giveangles with silver wings shouldnt know sufferingi wish i could take the pian for youif God has a master planthat he only understandesi hope its your eyes hes seeing throughthings get damaged things get brokeni thought wed managebut words left unspokenleft us so brittlethere was so little left to givei pray ypu lean to trust have fiath in both of usand keep in your heart room for twothings get damaged things get brokeni thought wed manage

A Story
I was asked "Why do you do what you do girl?" Oddly I looked at the person asking and asked them "Why do I do what boy?" He gives me that, I'm not happy you just called me that I'm a Master! to which as always I just smile sweetly a smirking evil smile. Again the question "Why do you do what you do?" To which my chin lifts with pride, eyes shine with a dark light in them as full lips curl into a sadistically sweet smile showing sharp points, back straightens from where I kneel on my pillow, as he said when I did it, the picture of slavery in motion. "Because I am who I am, the secret in the shadows. I am there when I am needed, or wanted. I am there to see when those that have a piece of my shattered heart are in need of me. I am who I am, the girl held in a crystalline prison able to reach through the darkness to touch those needing that touch to ease their pain or claw to make it worse if they fuck with what is mine." That look of male superioriety "But you are a girl,

Her Doomsday
The moonlight brushed her cheek As she began to wheep Why is her beauty held so deep Her teeth started to cringe When she started to scream The feelings she held within While the pain that made her misery sink in so deep Clawed it's way through her tortured soul And scarred her porsalin skin so sweet With one deep breath she muttered love And found herself alone She gripped her pillow so close to her chest And felt her heart grow cold Couldnt there be anyone She asked herself aloud And a whisper softly fluttered past Darling there's no chance for that Then she closed her blood filled eye

Stfu
Oh, really. I can save more than zero? Because that's what I pay now. Who actually uses Vonage? WHO doesn't have a cell phone that includes long-distance? You don't need a Vonage or any other long-distance provider. Vonage is annoying.

Message To A Son From His Mother
I make mistakes...sometimes more than I would like to admit....But I will always be there for you..to hear you..to cheer you..to laugh and cry with you...to protect you with my life...I will love you for eternity with all my heart,uncondionally. I,m your mom!! Shout out to my son, I love you!!! I am the luckiest mom in the world, and I am so very proud!!!!! Work hard, I am with you every step of the way!! Live your dream, it is within your reach. And God bless you for being here for me.

Feelings.......
When I fell in love with you I knew I was taking a chance. When we were together I fell more in love with you everyday! I wish I would have realized then what I realize now. I wish I would have seen that I was smothering you and pushing you away. I understand that now ....... and I am sorry!!!! I am glad that we were able to remain friends. Months went by with no face to face contact and a little bit of chatting online once in awhile. After over eight months of not being with you I was able to go out on a date. You see I thought that I was finally getting over you. Then one saturday night when I was out to dinner you sent me a text asking if I wanted to go out to see a favorite local band. My heart skipped a million beats!! I knew then that I was still in love with you. I just buried my feelings. So.... I figured I would send you a yim with a flirty question. Didnt think you would respond. But you did. Next thing I know we are making plans to meet up and get together. I was both nerv

Profile
You know, in the beginning I really liked being on here cause of my one friend. After awhile, I got so busy that I was only able to check my messages and that was that. Now that I have been deleted from a lounge, I think it is now time to delete my profile. Just don't have time for work, FB, and the Fu anymore. I love each and every one of you that I have met on here along the way and you can still keep in touch with me on FB and yim(Hott7Syde9), but as of this weekend (hopefully), this profile will be gone. Send me a message anytime on Yahoo as well. Hott7Syde9@yahoo.com. I will still be around, just not on here anymore. I have finally grown out of the FU. Time for me to concentrate on myself and getting some things on track and rebuilding friendships that should have never been lost in the first place. It's not just one persons fault. I have grown a lot as a person and I have made mistakes along the way, but I am sorry if I have hurt anyone or pissed anyone off. You can hate me, love

Info For My Friends
Most of you know that I have MS. I have had it for 14yrs. I am leaving on Fri to go to California to get a new procedure done.It is not available in Canada. I will be back on the 27th of March. and will try If I am able to leave a stat letting you know how I make out...Any questions just ask me:) HUGS

Downloading Porn Is Bad...mmmkay !
Aight here goes. Was towards the end of work tonight and I get an email on the phone from Charter Cable saying I have comitted a copyright violation an a recent DL. First I thought was bullshit until I got home and clicked the link,lol. The email had all the info of what time and what I downloaded with a bit torrent on vuze (needless to say vuze is now gone). Reading on in the letter it said I may be responsible for monitary reinbursement. Dohhh ! Well I clicked the link with tha case file and what not , and says the settlement offer is $125 if I pay by a certain date, if not then I may be resposible for more and will be turned over to there legal . So a warning to you all dont download Hornt Black Mothers #10...rofl......wasnt worth no hundred and tweny 5 fuckin dollars. So dont download any movie from the company Evasive Angles Entertainment, bunch a turds. Guess Ill stick to the good ole white bbw and mature ladies porn. Lesson learned. So anyone esle ever gotten one of these le

End Of World Is Coming
Sept 11th (New York) Jan 11th (Haiti) and March 11th (Japan)........Luke 21:10-11 Then Jesus said to his disciples : "Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be great earthquakes', famines and pestilences in various places, and fearful events and great signs from heaven. 'Jesus says for behold I come quickly,' So ask yourself r u ready? Sad to say, many won't repost this message!!

Just Blah
You knew what i felt you knew what YOU felt and still you decide to stay until the day, which is today. You broke my heart and still i love you....why couldnt you be honest? if i woul guess, i would say you were scared, scared of loving me back instead you pushed me away IS THAT WHAT I GET...FOR LOVING AND CARING FOR SOMEONE SO MUCH?? you know i love you I just wanna know do YOU LOVE ME??

Bling/credits = Friendship?
I came to this place as a little escape from reality and to meet some new friends and have some fun. I know that Fu is a game and its here to make money but why can't the people seperate that from the true friends and people they meet here. Am I less of a friend if I don't buy you bling, credit packs, pimp you out etc? Once you establish a friendship is that friendship defined here soley by how much money you spend on a friend? Why must the only time anyone pays attention to you is when you are buying them bling and credits? I have met some people here that I consider to be every bit of a real friend as the ones I physically interact with on a daily basis. I guess when money and attention are involved I am simply expecting too much out of people. Recently limited my spending here and wow you know who your real friends are when you have no credits left. :) When you are rolling in credits everyone wants to be your friend and is always so thankful for what you can provide them. How a

Dear Fulings
First Blog; March 16, 2011 Dear Fubar, I hate you, you're flawed. The way you make me ache for rates, comments, friends, fans, and drinks is appaling. Yet, I love the way you introduce me to new people, especially cute military men ;) I feel a little bit pretty these days, because of all the attention. But at the same time kinda like a hoe because of all the "dirty old men" that are into. Good thing I'm intpo dirty old men... Well ttyl Morgono

The World Of Fu
Well to start things off, I've been on Fubar now for a few months and I have to say that the ride so far has been very interesting. I've met some truly decent people on here from all walks of life, there's been bankers, Lawyers, housewifes, students, dancers, waitresses and waiters, the variety is endless. Some come here to try and "hook-up", others come here to just chat and make friends, others because they need an escape from every day life or to get the attention that they are not getting in the "real" life. Fubar is a very demanding game also, a person has to earn points to advance on here, it opens more doorways for people to explore and I admit, I have gotten caught up in it at times also...lol. Fubar gives people a chance to go live and let others see them and chat with them, I've chatted with several people on here and have found them facsinating , everyone has a different story to tell and a different outlook on life. People talk about all kinds of things on here and if yo

Song Info
I need dj's with voice recording abilities and with a good voice to make a sample of their voice for me. I am currently working on a song and I would like to put a sample or two at the beginning of the song and maybe 1 or 2 at the end. I am willing to pay fubucks and make an voice promo for shows on the stations that you dj for. The way I am thinking it should be is i need a male voice and a female voice. The sample should be about the song in general which is called "Porcelain Doll". It is an industrial/goth song so the sample should be slightly dark but slightly seductive (hence the male/female vocals). I can always put slight effects or heavy effects to fit the song. If Interested please contact me stateing on what I can do for you and I will give you me email address to send it to. ALL SAMPLES MUST BE IN WAV OR MP3 FILE FORM. Anything else will not work with my music program.

Disaster In Japan
The rising death toll is not the only measure of devastation in the multiplicity of disasters that have engulfed Japan. At least 3,570 people were confirmed dead as of today, March 16, 2011. But the story is far worse than that. It has been estimated that in Miyagi Prefecture alone, the toll will exceed 10,000, and it may do so in one small town of 17,000 alone. In addition to the death toll, 140,000 people living within 20 kilometers of the dying Fukushima Dai-ichi nuclear plant have been ordered to stay indoors to avoid radiation, and another 180,000 were evacuated from the immediate area of the plant two days earlier. In Europe, some 500 bone marrow transplant centers have been put on standby to treat radiation victims from Japan. In total, nearly a half million people have been evacuated from their homes, or from hometowns where they have no homes remaining. Tens of thousands more await rescue or delivery of food, water and medicine. Nearly a million households have no ele

Public Profile Skins
Have you recieved this message? If so your not alone, this message will most likely pop up when running "Google Chrome" as a browser. You may see it when viewing your public profile, or as you are rating others. What does this message mean? Google Chrome has a malware detector built into the program, and this is its warning before letting you as a user enter an area of a site that contains or may contain malware. Unprotected sites such as "Imageshack"and "recoverygraphic" can attach malware to the pictures you have saved to their site. So if you are recieving this message its a warning from Google. How can I prevent this from happening? The best way to handle the problem if users are informing you they get this message while rating or viewing your profile, is to use a secure site for storing pictures in which you would like to be able to pull "html" or "direct link" codes from. Photobucket is a secure site that doesnt attach malware to pictures when they are stored, and gives the

Gov Fix Solution
point one: well i have noticed a few things from the news and also being over seas myself. the biggest thing i noticed is other govs make cash hand over fist when anything is brought into thier country. for example korea when i was stationed there has a double tax policy on cars made from out side thier country so 80% of the cars there are made there. like if they bought a car in the us and paid lets say 50k then they have it shipped to korea they have to pay 50k in taxes. so if we adopted this policy out US car companies would be able to basicly sell more cars and would beable to creat more jobs to make these cars since no one would wank to buy a 30k handa and then pay 30k in taxes. it would bost the econamy a lot. now if we did this with other things like all the crap made in china we would creat even more jobs cause now we in the US would have to make these things. and the bonus to this is we wouldnt as i like to call it hemrage USDs to all these other countries that import go

Wife Had Surgery Show Luv
Show a sweet woman my wife that loves her fu family and friends, she had surgery today and she is gonna miss all of you and would do anythiing for any of you, so please give her all the love you can she would you and keep her in your prayers. Love Shawn

Rolling Stone Cover
thanks to all that voted for lelia broussard for the first round. She made it to the second round thanks to all of us who voted for her. We still not done yet there is three more rounds to go so we still need more help and votes. Please take some time off and vote for her once more at the following link. http://www.rollingstone.com/choosethecover/artists/lelia-broussard Once again thanks to all those that voted and lets do it again. Lets get her to the cover of rolling stones. Luv you all fubar friends and family.

Heartache To Hope
This note is for every man that has ever let me down, hurt me, abused me, brought me down, broken my heart, diminished my faith and hope, destroyed my mind, heart, dreams, faith, and spirit....for any and every man that has caused any negative feeling in me at all whether you were in my life a day, a year, or a decade; whether you caused a little pain from a simple let down or a lot of pain from whatever; whether you're still in my life or not....and to any one that knows any of those men, feel free to tell them this for me.... THANK YOU!!!!!!!!! Thank you for all the pain, all the heartache. Thank you for ever single time you let me down and hurt me. Thank you for all the mental, physical, emotional, and psychological abuse. Thank you for dragging my heart and spirit through the dirt Thank you for everything you've ever done to ruin me. Thank you for bringing me to the lowest depths that you could possibly bring me. I know I've been strong enough that MOST people h

Falling In - "this Is For You Ct"
Babee - you introduced me to their music, and my god!!! how appropriate is this song to me. Everytime I see your face My heart takes off on a high speed chase Now don't be scared, it's only love Baby, that we're falling in I can't wait to tomorrow This feeling has swallowed me whole And know that I've lost control This heart that I've followed Has left me so hollow That was then, this is now, yeah you have changed everything Everytime I see your face My heart takes off on a high speed chase Now don't be scared, it's only love That we're falling in I would never do you wrong Or let you down or lead you on Don't look down, it's only love Baby, that we're falling in I'm standing in your driveway It's midnight and I'm sideways To find out if you feel the same Won't be easy, have my doubts too But it's over, without you I'm just lost, incomplete Yeah you feel like home, home to me Everytime I see your face My heart takes off on a high speed chase Now don't

Supermoon 3/19/11
'Supermoon' Rises: Biggest Full Moon in 18 Years Occurs Saturday Night. Thanks to a fluke of orbital mechanics that brings the moon closer to Earth than that it has been in more than 18 years, the biggest full moon of 2011 will occur on Saturday, leading some observers to dub it a "supermoon." On Saturday afternoon at 3 p.m. Eastern Daylight Time, the moon will arrive at its closest point to the Earth in 2011: a distance of 221,565 miles (356,575 kilometers) away. And only 50 minutes earlier, the moon will officially be full. t its peak, the supermoon of March may appear 14 percent larger and 30 percent brighter than lesser full moons (when the moon is at its farthest from Earth), weather permitting. Yet to the casual observer, it may be hard to tell the difference. Spotting the supermoon The moon has not been in a position to appear this large since March 1993. In December 2008, there was a near-supermoon when the moon turned full four hours away from its perigee

Bullies And Babies
heres whats on my mind.... NFL players, yea the ones who make MILLIONS a year, are crying poverty because of the lockout and they don't know what they are gonna do without a paycheck..GROW-UP ya bunch of BABIES, now you know whats its like for 85% of the people in America. #2 President Obama has said that the USA will lead with the airstrikes on Libya...ummm HELLO, there are 2 wars going on right now or doesnt that bother you and another thing who is the USA to be leading other countries in airstrikes, my vote would be to sit back and relax and let someone else take care of things!

Red Friday
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.'Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed One of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As t......hey began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering.When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and Cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families.Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal.Just when I thought I could not be more proud

Sexy Portrait Contest
As a graphic artist, I've always appreciated the beauty and sexiness of a woman, and have tried to capture that in my artwork... What I would like to do is come up with a contest that would allow friends & family to enter a sexy pic (nsfw allowed) for a chance to have it done by me in an original piece of art -- actual, hand-drawn artwork, not photo-manipulation! My portraits have gone for up to $100, but I haven't done any in a lil while, so I'd like to do some now. What I would like to request is this, as far as pics: a decent sized pic w/ clear definition (video cams don't really make pics I can work from) color or b/w, doesn't matter a pic you would like drawn, not just some random pic... did i mention sexy? topless/revealing welcome & the art will be respectful I may decide to go with both a (nsfw) and "clean" winner, should there be enough entries -- I may even do top 2 of each! I will also be awarding a bling pack (25 creds) to the Top 5, and possibly more

Chrome Issues I Have Solution
Chrome 10.0.648.119 beta (just upgraded today, but been having issue for several weeks)Flash version(s) below...1. In your Chrome browser navigate to Chrome://plugins. 2. Click the plus sign next to Details on the top right of the window to display more information. 3. If you see two versions of Flash, look at the path to the program. 4. Click the Disable link next to the version that starts with C:\Windows\SysWOW64\Macromed\Flash\. 4. Leave the version enabled that starts with C:\Users\[your-username]\AppData\Local\Google\Chrome\ (or similar path that applies to your operating system).5. Open a new Chrome window.6. Navigate to a website (such as YouTube) with Flash content to test.

The "after-life"
When I was growing up, I recall wondering what life would be like at various stages and ages- 13, 16, 18, 21, 25, 30.., maybe even 35 or 40, on many different occasions. In recent years it occurred to me how little thought I gave to life beyond that point; the one in which I find myself at; struggling to discover a sense of purpose & direction after my life grew up on me. Without any ideas or imaginary scenarios to conjure up from my memory banks, I feel a blank; with out any inspiration, or clue as to what to do or where to go next. Utterly lost!!

You Might Be A Fubarian If...
You might be a Redneck if...your 1 year old has more teeth than you do. Thanks to Jeff Foxworthy, I've decided that Fubar, is in need of it's own version of this. This would be an original idea, please do NOT copy and paste/mimick this. If you can come up with your own, please sb or pm me and I'd be more than happy to add it onto here. ENJOY! You might be a Fubarian if.... 1. you're 97yrs old, and posting bikini pics. 2. you run a porn site out of your bedroom. 3. you run straight to your computer after getting paid. 4. your yim&&skype are full of perverted old men. 5. the only pussy you get is cyber. 6. it only takes $100 to be a god. 7. you find yourself "LOL'ing" in reality. 8. you refer to your friends as screen names. 9. jesus stays a baby forever. (where's Ricky bobby when you need him?) 10. after a nice restful sleep, you find a spacebar on your forehead.

Totally Need To Vent
My brother is the town sprem donor and I have several nephews and a niece I try to see and take care of as often as possible. Well I just found out my nephew (who is 2) just climbed out his brothers window and went to the neighbors house to pet their dog. His mother had no clue he was missing until the neighbors knocked on the door asking if she lost anything. The window he "climbed" out of had a TV in front of it and is at least 6 foot off the ground. She says he is perfectly fine and has no bruises, scratches or anything. I am freaking the fuck out here and she is saying it's no big deal. WHAT THE FUCK?????????? She is a poor excuse for a mother and I am going to do all I can to get custdy of him. She posted this shit on her Facebook page which I saved in cause I need it later and is telling me I should calm down. I am in full panic attack mode and this so didn't help with the pounding in my head. You may continue with your Fu experience and thank you

To My Daughter!!!
*Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. *Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. *Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. *Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by. *Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. *Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them. *Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys. *Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about how you were bor

Attitude!!! Something I Learned In Bootcamp!!!
ATTITUDE The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of Attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make of break a person, company, church or home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have..., and that is our ATTITUDE.... I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you.... We are in charge of our attitudes.

Maybe I’m Amazed!!!
I simply can't tell you how many times I have received messages or read blogs that have underlying tones that would indicate that a relationship did not work, or that they miss someone that used to be a part of their lives. I understand that hearts do get broken and feelings do get hurt. There are constants in this world. Most people loose site of the fact that PEOPLE are blessed with free choice. Some of the choices that we make are not correct. Some of the people that we meet are not "real". It is tough to decipher the code. Most of us place way too much value on the tangible and not the intangible. You must get to know people from the inside. Darwin's theory on evolution is flawed. You must factor in the "human factor". People make mistakes. The important thing is that we learn from our mistakes and become better people. BETTER PEOPLE...., not closed minded, regretful, remorseful or angry people. BETTER PEOPLE!!! You will not always reap what you sew. You don't always get you

From A True Woman!!!
For the guys who aren't half the men that they lie to be...... Alot of women so call "Men bash" right? I think its a lil more involved than what guys may at first assume. I can understand how that may irritate a MAN. Maybe I can explain a bit for you guys.A true MAN is Loyal, Honest, and Responsible as so a true woman. A woman can't bash a true MAN. They only bash those who PRETEND to be a MAN. Not all men are jerks, its just that they give the good ones a bad rap. It's hard to regain the trust that a woman or a man takes for that matter.And as women do, we hold on to that angry bitterness for a long,long time. I've had many angry bitter days and nights. So, we tend to make every MAN pay for their mistakes. It's not fair, I know, but it's how we cope during those hard times. I don't want to be that person. I've been able to let go of alot that baggage. But it's hard as heck. I still catch myself at times saying---"Screw guys, I dont understand them and I'm tired of

I Am This Kind Of Guy!!!
We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.let us pay for you!dont "feel bad"We enjoy doing it.It's expected.Smile and say "thank you."Kiss us when no one's watching.If you kiss us when you know somebody's

Just Walk Away!!!!!
It's about learning to dance in the rain!********************************************************************************** There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not forus. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've gotto know when people's part in your

The Perfect Wedding.......lmao!!!!
You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It made the local newspaper; even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's family & to especially thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, were an envelope. He stressed that this was his gift to everyone, & asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8 x 10 glossy of his bride having sex with his best friend, the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them

I Fuck Up Big Big Big Time
on march the 23 my car was makeing a turning lef on yellow a and one car was comeing straight on a yellow ligh and he hit me and the fucking man was speeding do you guys thank it was my fault the cop say it was my fault but he was speeding and now i will have to pay that fucking cop $150 thanks to him now we dont have a car fuck him you know what i know %110 i will wim when i win i want that fucking to get fire or i want $450.

Me
I LIKE GOING OUT HAVING FUN AND MEETING NEW PEPOLE .I ALSO LIKE WATCHING JERSEY SHORE BEING ON THE COMPUTER IS WHAT I DO MOST OF MY TIME MY FAV COLOR IS BLUE I WAS BORN AND RISED IN OHIO WHEN I TURN 21 I WANT TO MOVE TO NEW YORK CAUSE I ALWAYS DREAMED OF LIVIN THERE I LOVE ANIMALS SO PPL THAT ABUSE ANIMALS SHAME ON YOU I ALSO HAVE A BOYFRIEND THAT I'VE BEEN DATING FOR 1 YEAR ALMOST MARCH 27TH...I LIVE WIT MY BOYFRIEND FOR 4 MONTHS NOW AND I LOVE IT BEEN ON MY OWN IS GREAT AND SOMEWHERE DOWN THE ROAD I WANT TO HAVE KIDS I REALLY ADORE CHILDREN.MY FAV FLOWER IS WHITE ROSE THATS THE ONLY FLOWER I LOVE OTHER FLOWERS TO ME STINK...BUT DATS ALL YOU GUYS REALLY NEED TO KNOW ABOUT ME...

Misc
CONSCIENCE The name In English we have done with a Latin word what neither the Latins nor the French have done: we have doubled the term, making "conscience" stand for the moral department and leaving "consciousness" for the universal field of objects about which we become aware. In Cicero we have to depend upon the context for the specific limitation to the ethical area, as in the sentence: "mea mihi conscientia pluris est quam omnium sermo" (Att., XII, xxviii, 2). Sir W. Hamilton has discussed how far we can be said to be conscious of the outer objects which we know, and how far "consciousness" ought to be held a term restricted to states of self or self-consciousness. (See Thiele, Die Philosophie des Selbstbewusstseins, Berlin, 1895.) In the two words Bewusstsein and Gewissen the Germans have made a serviceable distinction answering to our "consciousness" and "conscience". The ancients mostly neglected such a discrimination. The Greeks often used phronesis where

Help Me Win This Contest
Please help me win!!! To help you can do any of the following....... CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO HELP ME!!! I will pay 10k in fubuck for every 15 comments left. Just PM me that you left the comments and I will send you the fubucks. THANK YOU!!!!!

Gf Application
The Ofﬁcial Girlfriend ApplicationThis application must be ﬁlled out in its entirety in order to be considered for the position that you are applying. Photographs may sway my opinion one way or the other, feel free to attach any that you think may help you gain this position.Just a reminder: be completely honest with all your answers, I will be double checking applications using Google to ensure honesty. Any false information will automatically nullify any chance you might have had. Thanks, and have fun. BASIC INFORMATION 1. Full legal nameLast First Middle 2. Age 3. Height 4. Weight 5. Natural hair color 6.eye color 7. Measurements CONTACT INFORMATION 8. Home phone 10. Email 11.Cell Phone GETTING TO KNOW YOU 12. Are you a virgin? Y N 13. If no, how many past sexual partners have you had? 14. Do you smoke? Y N 15. Do you use any illegal substances? Y N 16. Have you ever had a sex change? Y N 17. Do you have kids? Y N 18. Who do you currently r

Failure Is Obama's Strategy
On March 2, President Barack Obama anointed Vice President Joe Biden as his lead negotiator on coming to an agreement with congressional conservatives on this year’s federal budget. Biden then spent half a day on Capitol Hill talking with Republicans before jetting off to Europe. The next week, Senator Joe Manchin (D–WV) attacked the President on the Senate floor: "Why are we doing all this when the most powerful person in these negotiations—our president—has failed to lead this debate or offer a serious proposal for spending and cuts that he would be willing to fight for?" What Manchin doesn’t seem to realize is that failure is Obama's plan.After an unprecedented two-year spending spree, President Obama is not looking to change Washington's bad habits anytime soon. However conservatives got the message in last November's elections. The American people want them to take substantive steps towards scaling back an out-of-control government. House Republicans

Tony
The Confederate flag and free speech: It's long past time to stop mythologizing our ancestry Published: Wednesday, March 16, 2011, 7:00 AM By Guest Columnist By Jeffrey Fuller After reading about Ken Webber, the Medford school bus driver who was fired for refusing to remove a Confederate battle flag, which he called an expression of his "redneck" identity, from the antenna of his truck while parked at a local school, I was reminded of my own upbringing in Missouri near the home of the notorious Confederate guerrilla and outlaw Jesse James. Coming of age in an area where Southern sympathies still exist, where Jesse James is still celebrated (even I, a liberal historian, struggle not to brag about the nearness of my roots to this legendary and murderous man), and where the "Dukes of Hazard" just made sense, I've often found contradictions in the realities and fictions surrounding the South and an understanding of who we are as individuals. The brief background information about Web

Fu-whores
So i have been here on Fubar for 3 years now, and I have seen alot. NSFW pics for friends and family...selling credits for fubucks..selling NSFW pictures for bling credits. But now its a new low..I have seen it...selling NSFW pictures for fubucks. and not even stopping at pictures...NSFW Videos... I came across a member who had videos that was posted and was selling for 5 mil fubucks each. Really?? Dont you have more respect for your self than that. Selling your self for fake money on a social network site??? Here are a few videos that was being sold by the member for 5 mil a piece... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vcl8wd_x-m8 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9E9sbHBUEY http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aYcmihyOud0

Why I've Been So Blaaah Lately
Ok first off...I've been feeling out of it lately,not my ususal self,some of you have noticed,other haven't most of you don't care to notice and that's cool too,I've been there when ur busy playing the fu game you don't have time for things like that. Before I go INTO why I am feeling blaaah if I even DO go into it because its no one's business but mine and the very few I allow into my personal circle of trust I will post the lyrics to the song "Aenima" by the band Tool...if anyone knows me they know that I am...into music to put into laimans terms and my moods a lot of times are best served by songs. So here are the lyrics to the song. Aenima Some say the end is near.Some say we'll see armageddon soon.I certainly hope we will.I sure could use a vacation from thisBullshit three ring circus sideshow ofFreak here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LAThe only way to fix it is to flush it all away.Any fucking time. Any fucking day.Learn to swim,see you down in Arizona bay.Fr

Family
It seems that a few family members have just vanished from list ..I didn't remove you ...some I have found and added back but I'm still missing some ..so tell me or bare with me until I find you all again. I know a boring blog but hey its been awhile since I blogged .. now I'm gonna go make me a funnel cake weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Fall From Gracelessness
When the waves crash through the walls we build,where will we lay our heads at night? I’ve followed this pattern of unjust recollections just to satisfy my tattered and torn sense of self. With an undying lust for higher appraisals we prop ourselves upwith no regard to those whom we value. I’m sharing as much light with you as I can, but I've never had enough to even light my path. If you’re standing with me the fall would be greater than if we stood alone. The greater the fall, the greater the cause. This void of eternal misconceptions is where we dwell when we descend from gracelessness.On the eve of our desolation, we will not appease the fastidious demons yearning for our souls. They will suffer our wrath as we stand in defiance of this meaningless devastation. So stand with me under this fading light.This path cannot be traveled alone.No matter the outcome it will be beautiful. So stand with me until the night eclipses all the days.No matter how far

Cbo: Obama Understates Deficits By $2.3 Trillion
A new assessment of President Barack Obama's budget released Friday says the White House underestimates future budget deficits by more than $2 trillion over the upcoming decade. The estimate from the nonpartisan Congressional Budget Office says that if Obama's February budget submission is enacted into law it would produce deficits totaling $9.5 trillion over 10 years — an average of almost $1 trillion a year. Obama's budget saw deficits totaling $7.2 trillion over the same period. The difference is chiefly because CBO has a less optimistic estimate of how much the government will collect in tax revenues, partly because the administration has rosier economic projections. But the agency also rejects the administration's claims of more than $300 billion of that savings — to pay for preventing a cut in Medicare payments to doctors — because it doesn't specify where it would come from. Likewise, CBO fails to credit the White House with an additional $328 billion that

Song Lyrics
When you feel you're alonecut off from this cruel worldyour instincts telling you to runlisten to your heartthose angel facesthey'll see you to youthey'll be your guideback home where life leaves us blindlove keeps us kindit keeps us kind !when you suffered it alland your spirit is breakingyou're growing desperate from the fightRemember your loveand you always will bethis melody will always bringyou right back homeWhen life leaves us blindLove, keeps us kind!When life leaves us blindLove keeps us kind!Ohhhhhh Ohhhhhhh!Ohhhhhhh Ohhhhhh!Ohhhhhh Ohhhhhhh!

Questions....
So I got a gift of a Sin Collar this morning when I logged onto Fubar......I get this gift a lot from friends I frequently talk to as a joke cuz they know how head strong I am....but this time it was a RANDOM person who sent it and enclosed was this message: "hello, i have to admit that you have a very submissive appearance to me. it seems as if you are waiting for someone who takes control. you have a sort of body language as if you are that sort of female i prefer to see with a collar around her neck instead of a necklace. and i am sure i am correct about your personality, in that case you see it as pleasure and privilege to show the needed respect by addressing me as sir when you thank me for this little gift" For those of you who even think that I am that type of person, think twice before you try messaging or talking to me cuz here is the response you will get: To SirAlex: hahaha boy do u have me all wrong...I am NOT a submissive woman nor would I be any mans sl

Save Public Education In California!!
Here is some info for you to send to assembly members. It's especially important to send to Republicans because we need 2 of them to vote with the governor. Norwalk's assemblyman is D Tony Mendoza district 56, but you can send e-mail to anyone. We want to adopt the governor's budget and extend the current tax rates in order to save public education. http://www.assembly.ca.gov/clerk/memberinformation/memberdir_1.asp Obviously calling is great too. =)Talking Points •Public education is in a state of financial emergency, and this budget does not restore any of that much-needed funding. The $2 billion deferral in K-12 funding and the proposed cuts to higher education will directly impact students and programs. •Our students are facing larger class sizes and the reduction or elimination of art, music, career technical education programs, and transportation. According to a California Watch report, more than 1 million students are losing up to 5 instructional days as dist

April 1st Battle Hellpit Radio
HELLPIT'S TWISTED COMEDY NIGHTdon't be a fool get in on it 30 min sets,in stand up comic fashion each set 50% metal music 50% comic skits/intro style bumps and anything else the twisted creators can pack into it to get a laughAPRIL 1st6p FU time start100% crowd choice crowd will be asked to Rate three qualities1. flow of the set2. laughter factor3. Variety of contentcomment on this blog to enterif your twisted enough to join in bling to crowds choice

Radiation And Strip Searches
In the past, I've written of abuses by the TSA, including its belief that you check your 4th Amendment rights the moment you purchase a plane ticket. The TSA's invasive screening tactics shame passengers into their potentially harmful porno scanners with the horrific thought of being groped by an agent if you refuse.As it turns out, while conducting tests on the radiation levels of these scanners, a number of them were coming back with higher levels than expected. "It would appear that the emissions are 10 times higher. We understand it as a calculation error," TSA spokesman Sarah Horowitz told Wired.A "calculation error." And yet, these are the people we are told are "keeping us safe?"Nevertheless, without hesitation, the government continues to install these scanners in airports across the country.If you thought virtual strip searches were a violation of your privacy, just wait until you hear the latest claim from the Department of Homeland Security.During oral arguments in a lawsui

Serial Stories
Kaplin paced through the halls of the castle. A final night loomed ever closer now and he worried for the outcome. Years spent planning, working and striving to bring things to this point and if they failed it would all be for nothing. The halls were empty and the sound of his boots were hollow in the vast corridors. It was the sound of death walking ever closer. His mind wandered and his feet did the same. He had been looking forward but not seeing where he was going. He stopped in front of a plain wooden door, unadorned with the crest one would normally find on rooms of such importance. This was a special room indeed though. Behind this door was the most treasured possesion he had. Hesitating as he placed his hand on the knob, his breath caught in his chest. Closing his eyes Kaplin was able to gather himself and open the door. He walked into the bedroom, red velvet on the windows blew in the wind, the ornate posted bed in the center was shrouded in pale yellow s

The Reason
THERE COMES A CERTAIN POINT IN YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU REALIZE ...WHO MATTERS WHO NEVER DID..WHO WON'T ANYMOREWHO ALWAY'S WILL ... SO , DON'T WORRY ABOUT THOSE PEOPLE FROM IN YOUR PASTTHERE'S A REASON WHY THEY DID'T MAKE IT INTO YOUR FUTURE LIVING IN THE PRESENT .. HERE AND NOW .. IS WHAT LIVING IS ALL ABOUT ..YESTERDAY .. IS IN THE PAST TODAY IS IN THE MOMENT " NOW " .. TOMORROW IS NEVER A GUARANTEE ..

Entry Way Quickie
Nikki walked in the front door and before she could turn to close it, she found herself backed against the entry way wall. Hands began to roam over her body and in the darkness she felt her lover's lips meet her own. God Jess knew how to kiss. Her lips teased Nikki with just the right amount of want and need. Her tongue knew just the right way to caress Nikki's lower lip. It wasn't long before both women were on the road to overheating. Nikki let her keys drop to the floor on one side of them and as her free hand found her woman's face, she felt the buttons on her blouse pop open. Jess didn't want to waste anytime when it came to getting Nikki naked and ready for her. Between the buttons hitting the floor, small sounds of sexual need could be heard coming from both of them. Nikki felt herself pulled away from the wall long enough for her blouse to be pulled completely off. All that was left on her now was her skirt and panties and she knew by the way Jess was going at it,

Toy Shopping
"I have a surprise for you..." I say as I open the door. I pull you inside and brush my lips against yours. "I'm driving." Usually, you drive, the truck's sexy, but I want to make an impression that only a little red car can do. I think you figure out where we're going when we're half way there. I notice you fidgeting next to me and I can tell you're thinking about that conversation we had a few weeks ago. I have this fantasy... I take your hand in mine and place them both on my thigh. This gets an askance glance. I slide your hand higher and part my legs just a little. I smile and you relax. I meet you behind the car in the parking lot of Centerfolds. I pull you to me and back against the car. My hands slide down your back to your ass, pulling you into me and pinning me against the warm metal. I want you. Your breath comes short. I break off the kiss and whisper "Do you trust me?" in your ear. Taking your hand, I pull you towards the little store. We pass through the met

Dance Fan
When I am on stage I feel like I am in vacuum. My fellow dancers almost seen like they are surreal, the audience is dimly light to the point that they are blurred faces. I often feel like I am alone moving with the music, feeling it's vibrant impulse on my body. My senses are alive; when it is going good I feel it in my heart. A feeling of completeness a feeling of joy.On opening night last winter that whole experience for me changed, and changed in a way that it will never go back. It changed with a glow of a face in the crowed. A face that stood out where faces never have in the past. A soft beautiful face with a glowing smile, warm, inviting and intriguing. It took me out of my rhythm and subsequently helped to contribute to one of my personally worst performances. Oh, while everyone congratulated me on another great performance I knew better, and I knew because I didn't feel it nor sense it. Rather my mind and body were focused on that face.As we stood in finale and

Default Pic Contest--win A Boomy
DJ HARD DRIVE IS HOSTING A CONTEST FOR A BOOMERANG! IF YOU WANT TO PARTICIPATE ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS MAKE ME A PICTURE OUT OF ONE OF MY PICTURES OF MYSELF AND THAT'S IT! WHATEVER IT IS YOU WANT TO USE TO MAKE IT IS UP TO YOU, PHOTOSHOP, IMIKIMI, FLASH, AS LONG AS YOU CAN UPLOAD IT TO FUBAR ALBUMS. THEY WILL BE CHOSEN UPON WHO GETS THE MOST RATES! IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE HIT UP DJ HARD DRIVE FOR MORE INFORMATION! DJ HARD DRIVE COMPUTER ASSASSIN C51sUSB@ fubar

Why Get Close To Someone Only Thing There Going To Do Is Hurt You!
Never thought I could get hurt and my sprits be broken down so much like they have sense friday... Friday I had been Dating this guy I took a Whole day to go spend with him and the whole time he did nothing but txt and talked on the phone to me yes it was very rude... So of course i was very upset and on the way home i didn't say much we got back to his house he like whats wrong and kept on well I am the type if you keep on i am going to say what i have to say well i told him how i felt he got pissed and about 2 hr after i left he txt me said he done ok not a problem yeah i cared about him but if your going to give up on me that easily then you don't wanna be with me anyways....yeah i was hurt more my feelings then anything but so one of my friends i thought was a good friend but apparently also really could give a shit less about me or he wouldn't of let someone do there kniving bullshit that they done..but anywho i went over there for some conf this person has always been there for

Nut Kicks!!!
Can someone explain to me when flirting on the web became HEY you're cute, come check out and rate my junk,,, I love men...really I do but If I wanted to see your peen, I'd look, and trust me... some of you don't want me to rate your peen mwahahahahahaha Also It's a LIKE button, I clicked it, it doesn't mean I want to marry you, get naked for you, cyber with you, show you my boobs, or have your children..it's a BUTTON relax ;) I love meeting people and talking to new people, but let's get a few things straight first.. I am a nice girl, if you start with the sex convo, you've lost my attention.. I'd much rather be appreciated for my mind then my body. You may be outstanding in bed... it doesn't matter to me if you can't engage me on an intellectual level. So to sum it up...if you are asking/looking for some hot convo, NSFW pics, or junk ratings... this nut kick is just for you

Touches My Soul!!
Flowers at bloom, birds in there nest. I looked at the time and knew it was time to rest, Laying in my hammock while the wind danced with my hair. I felt like I was in heaven,but realized I was already there. An angel approached me and took me by the hand, and asked me this question. "Are you ready to see your little man"? I shook my head yes with a smile on my face then we started walking with a graceful pace. All of a sudden I heard a small cry, when I looked up baby Jacob was dancing with a butterfly. He flew down to greet me and whispered in my ear, said that he loved me,but I wasn't suppose to be here. I gave him a big hug and said I loved him, and before I knew it he dissappeared. I know I have a job right here on earth to take care of my children before I go there.But when I do get there, I would know for a instant that I would be dancing with my baby like the wind dancing with my hair, singing beautiful songs like the birds in there nest and resting in my hammock

B-movie Bitchin' (movie Reviews)
After seeing South Park's episode The Human CentIPad, I really felt reviewing the movie which inspired Trey Parker and Matt Stone to create their hilarious version. Good job! I laughed my ass off :D For those who haven't seen the movie, here's the plot: Two pretty but ditsy American girls are on a road trip through Europe. In Germany, they end up alone at night with a broken car in the woods. They search for help and find an isolated villa. The next day, they awaken to find themselves trapped in a terrifying makeshift basement hospital along with a Japanese man. An older German man identifies himself as a retired surgeon specialized in separating Siamese twins. However, his three "patients" are not about to be separated but joined together in a horrific operation. He plans to be the first person to connect people via their gastric systems. By doing so, he plans to bring to life his sick lifetime fantasy, the human centipede. (Source: IMDB.com)Director: Tom Six Sounds pretty sick, do

30 Day Photo Challenge
Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten factsDay 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longestDay 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite showDay 04 - A picture of your nightDay 05 - A picture of your favorite memoryDay 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a dayDay 07 - A picture of your most treasured itemDay 08 - A picture that makes you laughDay 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the mostDay 10 - A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things withDay 11 - A picture of something you hateDay 12 - A picture of something you loveDay 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artistDay 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life withoutDay 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you dieDay 16 - A picture of someone who inspires youDay 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recentlyDay 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurityDay 19 - A picture

Me
I thought it was time that I told all my friends here more about myself and my life so far in this world. My name is Jessie, I am 19, soon to be 20. Was born in a small town and still live in one. I can't ever imagine myself living in a bigger city. Nothing against those who do, but I like the wide open spaces where I can spread my wings and explore. When I was 12 years old I was diagnosed with a rare Non-Hodgkin Lymphoma. From that moment to this very second I have tried to live my life the best way possible. I have failed at times and when I was 13 I had sex for the first time with a boy from school. I thought it would make me feel older, all it did was make me feel worse than before. For about a year or so I was what some would call a slut, my grades where dropping and I was having sex with boys and I even started smoking pot and thought about but didn't smoke crystal meth. It was my lowest part of my life so far but it got worse. After years of emotional abuse to my mom

You Deserve What You Get...sometimes
Okay, so I posted a status after seeing many status changes from women about men and how they lie or how the woman had been hurt by some dipstick. Here is the status I posted: "Dogs won't bury their bone in the same hole twice." Not even 30 seconds later the following conversation took place in my sb.... 6:33am BlueEyed Soul: Ew...really...? 6:34am To BlueEyed Soul: just something I thought up quickly due to the fact that I see tons of status changes about dudes lying to women to get what they want 6:34am BlueEyed Soul: So you relate women to dogs...good thinkin... 6:34am To BlueEyed Soul: im sure once they run out of yard they will go back to a previous hole

Just Looking For Some Help
Hello, im starting to market and advertise products for amway, and im looking for some customer support. I'm not asking you to buy anything extra just to help, but something that you use everyday or something that your thinking about starting to use. We have a wide range of products from Vitamins & Supplements, makeup and skin care products, energy drinks with no sugar, and so much more. My personal website is www.amway.com/joshuabaker and if you have any questions please email me at bakerje1985@yahoo.com. Thanks for looking and have a great day.

Somethin I Saw And Liked
This TimeAnother round of funerals, another picture collage of grief stricken families, innocent victims, and an outraged populace. Another round of calls for an end to the madness. Another time for the cynics whose actions have foisted this savagery on us, waiting for everyone to calm down and go back to business as usual.When it was Columbine, Virginia Tech and Denver the gun crowd said the killings would have been prevented, if we allowed everyone to carry a gun. As if a bunch of people shooting guns blindly in a smoke filled darkened theater wouldn’t have elevated the death toll, as if our students would be safer with more firearms in our schools and universities.This time was different. This time it was our children each of them shot multiple times at close range. What do they say now? Do they expect us to believe the murdered six and seven year olds would have saved themselves if only they’d been allowed to keep a Saturday night special in their desks?This time it was

Weekly Meetings
Weekly Meetings Starting very shortly we are gonna start having weekly meetings. This will be a time for all the officers to get together and discuss everything that has gone on in the fast week. This is also a better way for us to keep up with what's going on with teams to make sure our Hottie's are following COC. I haven't decided what day the weekly meeting will be on, but once I know I will let the rest of you know. Meetings are gonna be held on YIM because there's a few people who have a problem with the lounge loading and what not. On that note, I need for every officer (that includes SWAT, team chiefs, deputy chiefs, and promoting) to send you YIM name in a pm to the homepage so it's on file and we can start sorting out the meeting. Please leave a comment stating that you read this. Also let me know what time zone you are and when is the best time for you (ie Weekday or Weekend and day or night)! Thanks for all your hard work ToniaNicole per Chief Founder

Speed
a car hit my mom car when i drive it and that guy was speeding and now i cant drive my mom new car so i will need to buy a car and i am a new driver i am 21 year old so it is bad to get a car insurance now but my dad save alot of money for me and my dad say he will buy me a car befor i was driving my mom car.

Drama..drama
Seriously..I have had as much as I can take of it all. Woke up to a friend deleting me. One i am close to. Guess someones been sending them little msgs saying that they are nothing to me. Not sure who it is..but obviously they must know I care about this person.. or why else would they try to get under there skin? Either way..I am tired of it. Also.. let my dogs out this morning.. to watch them take off after the neighbor lady. I seen them circle her..and little one jumped on her..but she said that he bit her. When seen the would it looked more like a scrape..from his toe nails. There was no puncture wounds..but she called the dog warden on us. Then she called zoning people..bitching about the wood shed we put up 3 yrs ago. Its not 8 feet from property line. So they showed up. The prblem is.. her mom was our neighbor. she died last tuesday. We knew once she died that we would have problems with her daughter. Well she hasnt even waited a whole week without starting s

Personin Need !!!!!
Hello to all that is reading this and thank you for taking the time to read this. This is really hard and embarrassing to put on here and to hard to say so ....Ok here it goes. I am asking for help to all that can or is willing to give what they can. You see i have had some really hard things happan to me and now I am homeless and living in a tent. this would not be to bad if I was in good health but sadly I am not. I am a type one dieabetic and when I found out about it I was told "after all the test's" that I had it for at least 12 or more years without knowing it. Going that long without it under control did damage to my nerves and muscle's. I now have it under control now but the damage is done. I have ruptuted tendens in both my nees do to it. So being a diabetic I have to keep my insulin cold or it will not work. this is hard to do with just a small thing to keep it in with ice and it being summer it is getting harder to do. Now i was just told by my doctor that I am having sm

The Past
THE PAST BY. LADY NOK. the past is like a shadow it will always follow you no matter where you are no matter how bad or good you can try to run from it but its still there the past is like the fog some days it's thick in your memory if you just wait it out it will fade little by little but then it will hit again later on in your life the past will often attack your present with the pain of your memories

Fubar Vs Real Life
I'm in a foul mood and needed to vent and what better why to do that is to talk nonsense on the Fu that may or not be read. A. People don not actually love you on here, hell chances are you're lucky if they tolerate you. B. If it weren't for the shiny "fake" things you but them, they wouldn't give you the time of day in real life. C. You couldn't get a chick to show you her tits or vagina for some virtuial piece of "bling" in real life." (Okay, MAYVE some chicks you could) D. This place is so worse then high school it isn't even funny. The gossip circle goes non stop around here and 9 times outta 10 the people being talked shit about doesn't deserve it. E. People seriouly are NOT as tough online as they are in real life, I don't give a fuck what they say or try to make you think. F. Stop letting people have control over you with words, grab your nuts and be just as bitchy and assholish as them. There are very, very, VERY few people on here I would be willing

Reasons For A Tea Party
Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table, At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his work, Tax his pay, He works for peanuts anyway! Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his dri

Drama Free Life..? Could It Be?
Well yesterday went a whole lot better than the day before (see previous blog to understand why) We got called by the humane society yesterday. They said they were nt labeling duke as a biter. Said that they put in there notes that when they looked at the neighbors leg..that it looked more like a scratch too them. So at least that part is good. They also said that she never went for medical check up..and that shes kinda running out of the time span for her to do anything about it now. Like my mom said..shes more or less just trying to start crap up..stuff that is free to her. I was worried that she might do a lawsuit just for the fact shes a bitch like that. Mom said she wouldnt want to waste money and shes only done what she has..is because its free to call people up. I hope so. Anyways.. work was also great. One of the best days I have had lately. I swear the hospitals done about every person in this county and next counties next to us. So many total knees.. and hips.

Fu-peeves
Not doing this for ratings, but to merely point out that ignorance is abound. 1) because it's hip to put your age at 69, though you're not 2) vips' scrollin with there like/rate/fan/add collage pic, but are friend locked 3) people who friend lock to block their galleries, but not realizing you can still access through the salute pic. 'Ass-Hat! Lmao!' 4) those who post nsfw only to act shocked when they're naughty bit pics are commented with just as equal comments. 5) drama queens, & kings 6) fan/add by someone who immidiately blocks you. 'WTF! really?' 7) guys pretending to be girls to rake in the fu-bucks 8) #7, being obvious about it by putting from the Philippines. 'Need I say more.' 9) Dudes, stop using your dick as your default pic. The ladies, or other guys, will look if they want to. 'Eye rape!' 10) people abusing 'Bi-". It's a made up badge so those who use it won't feel discriminated as being gay. 'For shame....' 11) Haters... 'Folks, please abuse the block button

My Stories
so i was thinking about it and i just might start posting some stories i wrote on here in a blog for those who enjoy reading if you have any type of story you like (horror,scifi,action, ect.) let me know i might just come up with something pretty fuckin fantastical :D

The Man And The Plan
If andyone is interested in joining FUmafia all you need to do is to follow the bellow link, make you a mobster, join my mob and start becoming a top dog. http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=174731

Can't Stop Thinking About You When I'm Not With You!
All night, staring at the ceiling.Counting for minutesI've been feeling this way;So far away and so alone.But you know it's all rightI came to my senses.Letting go of my defenses.There's no wayI'm giving up this time.Yea you know I'm right here;I'm not losing you this time.And I'm all inNothing left to hideI've fallenHarder than a landslide.I spentA week away from you last night.And now I'm calling,Calling out your name.Even if I lose the gameI'm all in.I'm all in tonight.Yea I'm all in.I'm all in for life.There's no taking backWhat we've got.It's too strongWe've had each other's backFor too long.There's no breaking up this time.And you know it's okayI came to my sensesLetting go of my defenses.There's no wayI'm giving up this time.And I'm all inNothing left to hide.I've fallenHarder than a landslide.I spentA week away from you last night.And now I'm calling,Calling out your name.Even if I lose the gameI'm all in.I'm all in tonight.Yea I'm all in.I'm all in for life.I want it.Yea I wan

The Bishops' Sex Laws
1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories so eat up. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you've got and 50% what people think you've got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man's wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that most attract a woman to a man are usually the same ones she can'

What Is Your Favorite Disney Princess?
My 2 favorite Disney princesses would have to be Jasmine and Bell... I feel the need to explain this for some odd reason. Aurora gets to take a long nap and miss half her movie. She is lucky enough to be enchanted with beauty and talent instead of working for it and even gets the opertunity to cheat death so to speak. She gets the pleasure of being blessed by fairies. Which brings me to: Cinderella who also gets to have a fairy who makes all her dreams come true simply because she cried a little and pittied herself instead of taking a stand and making a better life for herself. After having happiness handed to her she continues to lay down and take it until finally she realizes she needs a man to get a life. Ariel is a 16 yr old that isn't comfortable with who she is in her own skin, so she gets to change completely without even taking the time to study what she is jumping into. Once she figures out that she isn't prepared for what she has gotten herself into she de

Benefit Show @ Alrosa Villa
Sometime in June we are playing a benefit show at The Alrosa Villa in Columbus, Ohio to raise $ for our friend Rich-O who has cancer in his face. I will keep you updated with info as I get it. Please keep him and his family in your prayers. Why.. if we can clone a person.. split atoms.. and all these amazing things can't we destroy this disease?

Jealousy
This was what I got when I got fu-engaged to her ex............ 43pm reply Submissive...: Woot Woot! I know all about you now! Ive got the truth and it will be known asus told me everything! your sick you need to be put on meds! And its no wonder why your damn husband hung himself if i was married to your ass i would have done the same fucking thing! Stop being such a begger on here for love and trying to buy every guys love save ur money on ur kids! Damn your sick! and I'm sick well guess what when someone you loves kills himself one tends to question it and saying mean and hurtful things only makes you look bad submissive bibrat!

Suggestions...
Trying to come up with a title....help! Swallow it down you filthy little whore dark and dirty down on your knees possessed by something you just cant feel anything....anymore begging for mercy you just cant win twist the blade rusted, jagged and lost somewhere in oblivion acid pills are deaths design your image is gone replaced by shame the last supper is upon you swallow it down and bleed no more.

I Don't Know You, But I Probably Don't Like You
I recently read an old article in the New York Post (which I don’t make a habit of reading, I promise) that was written by the guy originally tasked with writing one of the biggest cinematic dog turds of all time: Battlefield Earth. Battlefield Earth, for those of you who don’t know, is a novel penned by L. Ron Hubbard; the guy who invented (yes, invented) the “religion” known as Scientology. The Post article (written by J.D. Shapiro) chronicles how he basically visited a Scientology center in Los Angeles in an effort to meet women. That visit led to him writing the screenplay for the cinematic version of Hubbard’s Sci-fi story. It’s a good article, and you should check it out if you can find it. Anyway, the article reminded me of my very own brief brush with Scientology. I’m always looking for great topics for my blog, so I thought I’d tell all of you about my experience. This takes place way back before your ole’ pal Judge Fudg

Problems
I swear I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders right now. Though I am still blessed to be alive and in good health, it seems I never make th right choices and decisions. I can't relate to anyone I am around or any one I meet. It seems I push away love instead of embracing it and here is where the problem lies. I have been in and out of physically abusive relationships since I was 19. At first it was more of a survival decision than an option, but now, it seems the only guys that I am attracted enough to start a reltionship with, are the abusers. When I finally muster up the courage to leave these relationships I try to give myself time to heal. Usually its not enough (I am attractive and get approached by men often) and the guy who insists on being with me is a pretty good guy. What happens then is I end up verbally abusing him, taking out all the pain my previous relationship caused me, on him. I know it's not fair, and I realise what I have done after the fact, but by

The Way It Is
Seems like no one or very few want to talk to me anymore..I guess I am not that important or have anything interesting to say. Myabe it is just one big game and it is all about popularity, points and leveling. If that is what it is; that is fine. I'll just spend the last days on Fubar playing the game and racking up as many point as possible...I would rather have one true friend then a million fake ones anyway.

Homemade Cherry Pie
Your lips are there but i can not kiss them your heart is there but i can not hear it beat your eyes are there but they can not see me your hands are there but they can not touch me for you i would die a thousand deaths just to feel your breath on the nape of my neck luv my heart becomes twisted and filtered by the very thought of your touch, it sends my mind in a rush I crave everything from you with the love i possess in my heart I have a need to devote my entire being to you my living heart my bleeding soul for there could be no one whom could tear us apart. All that u need I shall be waiting on you heart to grant me clemency. Yes it must be true that love exist at first sight becuz the passion I have for you burns me every night this love could cause me to com-bust something u can not describe with just simple lust. I will never pledge my heart to another only to u my luv; becuz someone like me most definitely has fallen in luv with some one like you!!!

For ♥ Jen ♥
I'm going to be 100% honest here and say that Jen is an amazing woman who I admire for everything she does and for making a semi soft hearted guy outta Ryan (♥ you too dorkface). She has been down in the dumps and apologized for not being perfect in her status messages a few times and made me think of this song and to let her know, to me, she is perfect. I love you dollface!

How I Really Feel Iam
iam so sick of being alone not being good enough for anyone to keepi have alot of females who say h iam this cool guy who they like and i can make them laugh they enjoy my company iam a great fuck etc etc etc but when it boils down iam not good enough for anyone to keep much less for them to really try to make a effort i dont no why i keep thinking it will change it never will no matter if i try my best it still has the same ending results i begin to question why should i not just end my self i mean what do i have to really look foreword to more pain more loneliness i been alone for a very long time even tho i had someone alot of my so called gf in the past had tons of problems what is so wrong that people just dont want me i feel like i been cursed to have really bad luck like i pissed someone off really badly in my last life i never really belive in reincarnation but it does make sense more in more i think about iti keep saying iam done with woman altogether and i joke

Points Auction
I am Auctioning Off my points to the highest bidder. The bidding will start at 20 million fubux. If a 25 credit pack is offered I will do the altruization during bonus points and will do all the work to get the points If a 65 credit pack is offered I will Altruize with a boomy and a famp and add you to the family for it if more than a 65 credit pack is offered I will altruize you with A god mode and put you in the family for it. I do most of the work of pimping you out and getting the points. Have I mentioned I do most of the work? See the first pic in my default for bidding! Ends on Friday April 8th 2011 at Noon Futime. If no bids I will extend it for another week! Good Luck!

Neothink
What Is Neothink?Henry Ford pioneered the automobile; David Sarnoff pioneered radio and television; Juan Trippe pioneered world air travel. Those men were labeled as visionaries because they seemed to predict the future. In fact, they actually created the future. All of them started off with very small businesses. But, each of those men formulated wide-scope goals and then relentlessly drove toward achieving those goals. Those business greats built empires of value production and wealth that changed the world.Those empire builders were viewed in awe because they had the ability to direct the future of business, technology, and markets. Those empire builders seemed to make all the right moves, becoming powerful and successful on a mighty scale. That contrasted with their business peers who dealt with one aspect of business at a time, never really succeeding beyond a mediocre level.The same dynamics that those business greats employed to build world-changing empires can be mastered by es

Me
This was written and is the best way to describe what life is like for me. The Spoon Theory by Christine Miserandino www.butyoudontlooksick.com My best friend and I were in the diner, talking. As usual, it was very late and we were eating French fries with gravy. Like normal girls our age, we spent a lot of time in the diner while in college, and most of the time we spent talking about boys, music or trivial things, that seemed very important at the time. We never got serious about anything in particular and spent most of our time laughing. As I went to take some of my medicine with a snack as I usually did, she watched me with an awkward kind of stare, instead of continuing the conversation. She then asked me out of the blue what it felt like to have Lupus and be sick. I was shocked not only because she asked the random question, but also because I assumed she knew all there was to know about Lupus. She came to doctors with me, she saw me walk with a cane, and throw up in the bath

Top Ten And So On.
1. Grocery storeGermiest items: Shopping cart handles and seat bucketsWatch out! Shopping cart handles are a breeding ground for infectious viruses and gut-wrenching bacteria. “Customers may sneeze, wipe their noses, then touch the cart handles,” 2. Children’s playgroundsGermiest items: The swings, jungle gym and other equipment Playgrounds are germ minefields. Kids touch everything they see and often put them in their mouths. The largest threat is from fecal bacteria from bird poop on playground equipment and diaper-wearing tots. 3. Public restroomsGermiest item: SinkMost women worry about public toilets. Well, you can sit a little easier now: The porcelain throne is not the biggest restroom offender. It’s the sink.Bacteria swarm on the sink tap or faucet handles, because we touch them right after using the toilet. Also, “the sink tap is a wet, moist environment,” so bacteria can survive there longer. Watch out for soap dispensers, too, beca

Fubar Help
HOW TO: Bring Back Photo Tab Or Hide Photo Tab On New Skin Public Profile.. If You Need Any Other Video Help Send Me A Private Message And I Will Make A Video To Help You Thru What I Can.... Here Is The URL If You Can Not See The YouTube Video Posted Here..Click On The Code Or Copy & Paste White Code Below Into Browser And You Will See The Video... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hpp1TekLmF8

Rest In Peace
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: - Knowing when to come in out of the rain; - Why the early bird gets the worm; - Life isn't always fair; - and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place.. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing

Cap Crazy???
They Say I Am Cappy Crazy They Always Ask " Why Do You Cap Every First Letter?" Most Already Have Their Minds Made Up That I Am Strange Or Trying To Do Some Power Text Thing To Show Off Or Seem Uber Proper.....The Fact Of The Matter Is That I Was Born Into This World With Congenital Rubella Syndrome (CRS). Now A Little Lesson For Those Who Don't Wanna Google,Congenital Rubella Is A Group Of Physical Problems That Occur In An Infant When Its Mother Is Infected With The Virus That Causes German Measles. With That Being Said There Is Real Reasons That Are Behind My Cappy Madness. Here Are Some Of The Many Complications A Person With This Can Have:(copy & paste) Complications may involve many parts of the body. Eyes: Cataracts Glaucoma Retinitis Heart: Patent ductus arteriosus Pulmonary artery stenosis Other heart defects Central nervous system: Mental retardation Motor retardation Small head from failed brain development Encephalitis Meningitis

Destruction Crew Ii Blog
Mike and I have decided to make this blog to help out the players in any turf that may read this. THIS BLOG WILL BE EDITED FROM TIME TO TIME. COME BACK TO SEE IS THERE ARE ANY CHANGES. OTHER BLOGS TO HELP YOU ALONG YOUR WAY IN MAFIA MADE BY: xxSIRIUSxx http://fubar.com/new-players-getting-started-part1/b339347-1143487 THINGS TO REMEMBER AND HELP YOU PLAY THE GAME.... YOUR ENERGY LEVEL WILL BE ABLE TO INCREASE AT LEVELS 50, 100, 150 Get your mob up to 750 ASAP If you are using I.E. it would be better for you to switch to either Fire Fox, Opera, or Google chrome. Fire Fox and Opera gives you the ability to use the ENTER KEY to refresh the page to give you a better chance at the bounties. You get 5 mob members per level so equip each of them with the highest weapons and armor possible. (EXAMPLE - if you are at level 10 you have 50 mob members) The Mafia Guide - http://www.fubar.com/mafia/guide.php FuMafia Wishlist - http://fubar.com/fumafia-wishlist/b312010-1

Insanity
natediggity009: what does fap mean anyways?unknown: masturbatenatediggity009: ok but why?unknown: why masturbate?natediggity009: why does fap mean masterbate?unknown: idkunknown: i think it is something someone on fubar came up with cause masturbate is NSFW and therefor cannot be used in a lot of mummsnatediggity009: all i can come up with is finger anal penetrationunknown: that is kinda hot tho....LOLnatediggity009: lolunknown: did I say that out loud? natediggity009: not what im thinking of when someone says masterbate thoughunknown lol!natediggity009: so if i asked someone if they wanted to watch me masterbate im sure they would be shocked if all they saw was me sticking a finger in my assnatediggity009: just sayinunknown: lmfao!natediggity009: fubar people are wierdunknown: that explains why I fit rit in huh?natediggity009: nobody should fit in with themunknown: hahaunknown: The onomatopoeic representation of masturbation. Often used to suggest that something is attractive.unknown:

Photo Editing
Good morning fellow Fubarians. This, in short, is a representative of some of the photo editing and video editing that I can do and also a guideline for pricing. It's not really a rule book per say, but it's a guide for me and you. It's also to help me remember a few things that my mind has a tendancy to randomly forget. Brain Farts pwn all. So without anymore delay...here we go! As some of you know I've been doing Photo Editing for quite some time. I love it. It's a passion for me. Am I God's gift to it? Hell no. I do think that I'm pretty good at it though ;). I have offered editing for donations and people have generally been really, really, really awesome and generous, and to you, I thank you! There are some that have just taken and given nothing....which kind of sucks. I mean even a simple Thank you is good enough ya know? Anyhoo, this isn't a rant, more of a reasoning as to why I'm making this blog. I'm going to apply pricing to my edits now, as most people do on here. Not

Education
I have been away for the past week talking with lawyers and bankers. My aunt as some of you know is nearly ninety and suffering from Alzheimer's and recently went to the hospital with congestive heart failure and pnuemonia. This hospital stay caused some questions to be raised concerning the handling of her finances by my cousin who has power of attorney for her. It now appears that my cousin has used her funds as if they were his own by making loans for personal use such as cars, home remoldling and in one instance to pay a judgement against him for hitting a pedestrian. It looks like the amount he has used for himself may be between 48,000 and 80,000 dollars. The amounts represent her being able to stay in her home with sitters from one to three years. Based on our findings, our lawyer has requested that he remove himself from all accouts belonging to her and that he present a detailed accounting of his tenureship of her accounts. At the same time our lawyer has engaged an ac

Lawl
Hey famYou know who it is I aint trippin when.. I said fubar is my life (my life) I said fubar is my life (my life) Yeah [Chorus:] Log into fuNew bling looks niceLive broadcasting all night, Baby you can be in my shout box all night (all night) Baby you can be in my shout box all night (all night) Yeah Baby i can treat you so special, so nice come into PDP, Chill for the nightBaby this place is alright (yea its alright) baby this place is alright (yea its alright)Yeah [Verse 1:] Anytime you want to click on my auto's, You know it ain't nothin to drop a couple boomies on you Want it you could get it you hear ten million fudollar gets you in my fam Yeah I want'cho rate, I need yo rate Long as we fu married you wont need nobody You want it I got it, God modes I'll buy it Tellem other n00bs to be quiet [Chorus:] Vote on MUMMJoin my mafiaAnd we can shank mobsters all night Baby you can have whatever you like (you like) I said you can have whatever you like (you like) Yeah 1000 like

Charmys Feelings
WE CAN ALL LOOK AT OUR LIVES LIKE A FILM. WE SEE ON THE BIG SCREEN THE DAY WE WERE BORN WITH OUR PARNETS LOOKING DOWN AT US WITH TEARS IN THEIR EYES AND SMILES THAT ARE FILLED WITH WONDER AND AMAZEMENT. THEY ARE THINKING HOW THEY COULD HAVE MADE SOMETHING AS WONDERFUL AS THIS LITTLE PERSON. IT TAKES TWO PEOPLE TO MAKE THIS LITTLE PERSON AND IT TAKES ONE TO BRING IT INTO THIS WORLD. THERE ARE MANY THINGS THAT AS THIS LITTLE PERSON GROWS UP THEY GO THROUG. WE CAN ALL AGAIN SEE THESE ON THE BIG SCREEN. FROM THE FIRST TOOTH FALLING OUT. TO THE FIRST BIKE WE FELL OFF ALL AND GOT THAT BIG BOO BOO AND HAVING MOM AND OR DAD PICKING US UP AND TELLING US TO GET BACK ON THAT BIKE AND TO CALM DOWN WE ARE GOING TO GET IT RIGHT THIS TIME. BUT, THEN WE HIT THAT AGE WHERE WE START SCHOOL. WE DON'T KNOW WHAT GROUP WE WILL BE IN THE ONE THAT IS THE BULLYS OR THE ONES THAT ARE PICKED ON FROM THE BULLYS. THIS IS WHERE WE LOOK BACK AND THINK REALLY HARD DO WE WANT TO BE A LEADER OR A FOLLOWER. FOR ME I

What Is Money?
Money is the DNA of this society which holds this society in servitude. Money is created from nothing which is called debt or credit which we spend the rest of our lives paying back. They use this thing called money to enslave us. "Money is a flawed system that is holding humanity back" "Money bewitches people. They fret for it, and they sweat for it. They devise most ingenious ways to get it, and most ingenuous ways to get rid of it. Money is the only commodity that is good for nothing but to be gotten rid of. It will not feed you, clothe you, shelter you, or amuse you unless you spend it or invest it. It imparts value only in parting. People will do almost anything for money, and money will do almost anything for people. Money is a captivating, circulating, masquerading puzzle."

Cancer Awareness
ASKING if everyone could please put this as their status for one hour. I know my family will. Think of someone you know or love who has had cancer. My prayer is that in 2011 a cure will be found. Will you post it? Just one hour. Do it for all of us.

Profile Skin Ex {feel Free To Use}
The following is working example of a profile skin that i had made and it works great. All you have to do is add your desired images from your photobucket, imageshack, tinypic, or other hosting service and then you take and go to your skins and create a new skin and copy and paste this into the big box and then name your skin and then save the skin and poof you got a profile skin of your very own. You can customise this skin with the desired Font style that you want as well as the desired color for the text. For a list of CSS COLORS you can visit this link: http://www.somacon.com/p142.php HAPPY CREATING AND HOPE YOU FIND THIS USEFUL~Dj Iceman Coder #userpagecontentstyle { color: #FF0000!important; font-style: Posca Mad Thrasherz; background-color: black; border: none; border-width: 0px; -moz-border-radius: 2em; background-image: url(background image link here); background-attachment: fixed; background-position: center;

Junk And Stuff
My name is Rebekah Allman, I'm a 20 year old psychology student with a passion for baking. I have been leisurely baking at home for about 5 to 6 years. I bake regularly at home (at least 2 to 3+ times a week). My favorite recipes include: - Cakes (such as: Guinness Chocolate Cake, Banana cake, Chocolate cake, Homemade Funfettie [NOT from a box], Strawberry, Vanilla, Pineapple Upside Down, Carrot Cake, Pound Cake [Vanilla, Lemon, Spice, German Chocolate, Almond Chocolate], Anything on request) ALSO AVAILABLE AS CUPCAKES - Cookies (of any variety: Sugar, Shortbread, Chocolate Turtle cookies, Macaroons, Snickerdoodles, Chocolate Chip, Oatmeal Chocolate Chip, Chocolate Chip/Mint Dipped, White Chocolate Macadamia, Toffee Bars, or Anything on request) - Cheesecakes (Plain w/ various fruit toppings, Chocolate Raspberry, Crème de Menthe, Chocolate, Pumpkin, Peanut Butter Chocolate, Cheesecakes on request [Reese's Pieces Cheesecake, etc]) AVAILABLE AS SMALL-INDIVIDUAL SIZED CHEESECAKES

Here Comes The Music.
Time to make some music. So far, I've got two songs in the works. One is a "tribute" to rap-rock. The other is going to be a super-long punk rock sing-a-long about the things we're appreciative of. Anyone wishing to contribute to Pure Horseshit, hit me up. Just remember, we're not out to change the world. We're out to make that dollar off of people dumber than us.

Hot Story 2nd I Wrote
I was sitting at home bored and lonely when I received a phone call from Rick. He is what I would call a friend with benefits. Sex with Rick was great and lasted for hours, however the tone in his voice this time was much different. He told me to come over for a good fucking which I gladly accepted. Rick is 5'10 with brown hair, blue eyes, baby face, well defined body and thick 6 inch cock with a slight curve to it. So I was thrilled to get the call to go over his house for a good fucking. I took a quick shower to freshen up, put on a jean skirt no panties a low cut top with a black bra and headed out. The whole 30 minute drive to Rick's house had my pussy throbbing thinking of what he was going to do to me this time. I loved how rough he was and the convulsions I would go into when he was eating my pussy. I knew the tone in his voice he had something planned and it was going to be amazing. I pulled up out front of his apartment and gave him a ring to let him know I was there. He met

Omgd
So, my sister's boyfriend/ baby daddy is so effin sorry! Today, he called her a lazy b*tch. He blanks on her because the house is not as clean as it should be. So, I get it, he works fulltime, during the day. BIG DEAL! She works too, 3rd shift and sometimes 2nd and she takes care of 2 boys, a 2yr old and 5yr old. She does the best she can in that house with her job and 2 kids and all his ridicule and scrutiny. I have never seen him lift a finger in that house unless one of his friends are coming over. So I have 2 questions. What the f*ck is wrong with his hands? and Who is the lazy b*tch now?

Checkbook!
Dear Congress, Last year I mismanaged my funds and this year I cannot decide on a budget. Until I have come to a unified decision that fits all of my needs and interests, I will have to shut down my checkbook and will no longer be able to pay my taxes. I'm sure you'll understand. Thank you very much for setting an example we can all follow. Repost if you agree!!

The American People
First and foremost before I get started I would like to reinterate that I am not Anti-American. With that said let me continue...... Everyday I hear someone, whether Democrat or Republican, in some form or fashion complain about one thing or another about the government of our great nation. Whether it's a complaint about the President or our congress men and women. For those that want to complain "WAKE THE FUCK UP"!!!!! Yes the President has made mistakes. Yes Pres. Obama has spent considerable amounts of money. Yes our congress men and women are doing what they please on Capital Hill and not what the American people are wanting. I ask each and everyone of you these two questions: 1. Why are they able to do the things they are doing? 2. What can be done to put a stop to the "word" of the people from not being heard? Ask yourself these questions and feel free to either post your answers here or you can send them to my email: calvirius at gmail dot com. I will not

I Like Me
I want tattoos, so I'm a trouble maker. I have curves, so I'm fat. If I wear makeup, I'm fake. If I say what I think, I'm a bitch. If I cry some times, I'm a drama queen. If I have guy friends, I'm a slut. If I stand up for myself, I'm mouthy. Seems like you can't do anything now a days without being labeled. So what, go ahead and label me, see if I care. I'm proud of who I am!

Friends
I wonder you become friends talk and share things then all of a sudden stop talking to ya...won't even say hello..to me if I plan on stop talking to ya I would at least tell you and why ...still share occasional Hi how are ya...

That Aint Right
They cut the pay of those who protect us from harm.After 9-11 they should be paying them more.So our solders are supposed to give thier lives for us but we cant pay them wtf.if anything we are in debt to them for our lives and thier pay should reflect that.If you agree with me contact your local congress and file the complaint.They need to know that its not ok.

Unlove
I’m not questioning the amazing feeling you get when you think you’re falling in love with someone. I am, however, wondering what exactly it is that makes us want to fall in love (especially for those of us that have a plethora of broken-hearted memories, some of which may live on when the right subject or name is brought up). Why should we put someone so far up on a pedestal that they mean more to you than yourself? One of the worst feelings a person can endure is realizing you mean absolutely nothing to the person that means the most to you. Could love possibly trigger the manifestation of otherwise unrecognized insecurities in our heads? That would prove to be another downfall in the concept of love. Is there some kind of void that needs to be filled with the affection of another? It’s your own decisions in life that make you the happiest. That certainly doesn’t require the presence of another, although there is no denying that good things never feel

What A Mother Huh ?
http://www.state.mi.us/mdoc/asp/otis2profile.asp?mdocNumber=157630 THIS IS MY FATHER< THE ONE WHO SEXUALLY ABUSED ME AND MY SISTER< AND MY SO CALLED MOTHER PROTECTED< HIS ASS, AND NEVER DID ANYTHING ABOUT IT!! WHAT A MOTHER HUH ? http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100002245090119. LET ME KNOW WHAT YALL THINK OF THAT, goe to her page and let her know how u feel bout it, let her know shes a piece of shit!! Peggy Mcnees

Uncut
Do money and women go together? I seen the difference on my road trip.... I'm from the West Coast, most women out here is about having men take care of them financially. Not all women out here..... Although in the South where I just traveled from, seem to be more Independent and have there own shit that they brought with their own money!!!!! Without the attitude of saying I don't need a man to be with. Yeah, I know that's a double edge sword in itself; however, I could appreciate the women down there oppose to these women out here. Not belittling any of the women I know that are true stand up women....

Flash Or Flame
Ok Fu~Boys & Fu~Girls, I've reached a pinnacle for me here and I'm interested in Your input. Recently I've leveled up into godfather so now must decide which side to join. I feel angelic but I think I am a demon. Which side do you think I should join??

Yep ... It Was Time ..
well this is the stuff i kept that i liked from the blogs i just deleted ... and yes .. it was time ... needed cleanin lol HERE'S TO THE WOMAN ...who knows where she's going and will keep on until she gets there; who knows not only what she wants from life but what she has to offer in return... HERE'S TO THE WOMAN who is loyal to family and friends, who expects no more from others than she is willing to give; HERE'S TO THE WOMAN who guides and inspires not by quoting others philosophies but by living her own good example; who accepts both victories and disappointments with the same grace, and who can rise above life's challenges and move on... HERE'S TO THE WOMAN who gives the gifts of her thoughtfulness, who shows her caring with a word of support, her understanding with a smile; a woman who brings joy to others just by being herself... A GOOD WOMAN * A good woman is proud. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the p

Fu Owned Auction
Come and bid on me and rate me! My first Fu Owned auction!! http://www.fubar.com/fu-owned-auction-17-pirates-of-fuisland-open-this-sunday-8pm/photo-429545-2303901-253924657#twinnie-bid-staring-off-at-500k-fubucks/photo-429545-2303901-3861899542

Monster Man Gang @the Sunset Strip
HAPPY B-DAY CEO HALLY!!! MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER 4 LIFE!!! YALL GOTTA READ ALL THE INFO ON DIS EVENT!!! 3 WRDS... A FUCKIN BANGER!!!http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=165424500180833 MONSTER INDUSTRY NITE + CEO HALLY B-DAY BASH Location: Sunset Strip~ formally known as Starvin Marvins Exclusive Time: ‎8:30PM Tuesday, April 12th MMG ENT IS SEARCHING FOR FEMALE DANCERS SINGERS AND MODELS. HIT UP SEDUCTION AT 3137843498

Who Fakes Thier Own Death?
WHO FAKES THIER OWN DEATH?? (OLD account link/pic here, NEW Account link/pic at the end) Adonis God of Heartbreak http://www.fubar.com/978026 He is NOT DEAD.. He is ALIVE but certainly NOT well. I was told on March 31st that he died from lung cancer he tried to fake his own death by claiming to be someone else's (his brother) by texting me and sending me pics of a poor soldiers funeral who died in Iraq and Of a poor firefighter who died in a fire in NY. But anyway The pics will be included further down.. I spoke to his real brother today and was told: (Hes alive and kicking, but I don't see him that much. I sure haven't been using his cell phone and texting anyone. I have no clue whats up with him. This is the 2nd message i've gotten from someone claiming that hes dead and I told them... Wasn't me.) As I suspected he is ALIVE, I was his friend and he made me think he was dead so that I would contact his ex girlfriend in an attempt to make her regret leaving him and in hopes it

For The Men And Women That Fall Into This Category!
Why do men?women feel the need to lie over the internet more so than in person? Is it to much to ask for a bit of honesty? I am so tired of guys thinking I am looking for a relationship on here or when I do like someone and THINK they feel the same because THEY tell me they do only to find out they are nothing more than liars. I don't ask for anything from anybody on this site or any other site, just HONESTY. I am a very straight forward, honest, trustworthy and sincere person and yet I seem to get poked and a few times stabbed in the back. I am tired of trusting in men in general because it seems when it comes to any online they are either hiding things or just straight out telling lies, then they have the nerve to act as though I done something wrong when all i did was give my friendship, love and sincerety to them. I do have private pics on here because I am proud of my assets if you will... at my age I should be. This does not mean I want just anyone viewing them. It does no

Auction
I'm marking this as NSFW just on the off chance I find a joke I WANT to post, but has NSFW attached to it. :) ------------ A man calls home to his wife and says,"Honey I have been asked to go fishing at a big lake up in Canada with my boss and several of his friends. We'll be gone for a week. This is a good opportunity for me to get that promotion I've been wanting so would you please pack me enough clothes for a week and set out my rod and tackle box. We're leaving from the office and I will swing by the house to pick my things up. Oh! Please pack my new blue silk panamas." The wife thinks this sounds a little fishy but being a good wife she does exactly what her husband asked. The following weekend he comes home a little tired but otherwise looking good. The wife welcomes him home and asks if he caught many fish? He says,"Yes! Lot's of Walleye, some Bluegill, and a few Pike. But why didn't you pack my new blue silk panamas like I asked you to do?""I did, they're in your tackl

Random Stories
Every where he looked, he saw a void of gray, shapeless shadows. If he moved, they seemed to move with him. If he reached for them, they’d retreat further. He’d hear murmurs all around. Any way he turned, there would be nobody there. He’d walk for what felt like hours, and nothing would change. He could have just been walking in place for all he knew. It didn’t occur to him that he didn’t grow thirsty, or tired, or hungry. He had no real way of discerning the time. There was no sun or moon, and therefore, no day or night. It seemed to be a forever gray twilight. He had no way of knowing where the small amount of light came from. It was just there – giving enough light to see that there really wasn’t much to see. He’d hear soft cries in the distance. Snatches of conversations floated around him – accusations (those were the loudest), crying, arguments, and apologies (these barely audible). He could never hear the words; j

Where Possibilities Are Endless...
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Dragons
Greetings Dragon Lovers!!!!!!!!!! The reason I sound so serious aboutthis topic isbecause it has to do with a wedding, someone very special to me is about to be married come August. You know how traditions work, everybody are against certain likes about what people choose for entertainment. I want my girlfriends wedding to be spectacular like never before seen or created. I have till August to get this done. PLEASE, I beg of you, any who are interested or have ideas in helping me with this topic, anysuggestions, photos, I would be most greatful for the help and more impotantly for your friendship. Sencerily Saphira

Broken Pieces
a heart beats inside that a certain person tries to find...but nothing is there....nothing but broken pieces and scars are left to share....how can you tell if something is real we all need something to lean against....don't bother attaching the pieces....they will be back together one day

My Life In Hell Oops The Keys!!
Ok a few knew that at the first of the year the last job I was wotking closed down.. So it left me jobless and looking for work.. I had enough to pay a months rent and bills saved up.. But after that jobs were hard to get where I am.. Especially in the winter thanks to snowbirds.. Well after 2 months and help from my family I got a job making barely enough to pay rent.. But then I had a stupid moment and lost it after a month.. All I can say is never work as a civilian for the military the job sucks ass and the pay is even worse.. Well 2 days after I lost that job I had a call from a store down here the day after I applied online.. Apparently they needed a manager and offered me the job if my background check came back clean.. Well duh I'm a goody goody type never been in any real trouble so of course I knew what it would say.. But when they didn't call me after 5 days I started to worry because of the shit at my last job.. But finally I got the call today to start immediately and t

Memory Of Dan Bailey
A man we all once knew Their a man we all once knew; Their was a man we all could count on; Their was a man who was so sweet and so kind were a hug was not hard to come by. their was a man who had your back know matter what kind of bind . their was a man who always cared about his friends an his family during rain or shine their was a man who loved his music no matter what time . You would just know the music he played would just chime. Dan bailey was the man we all once knew! who will be dearly missed by me and you and others too. But have no fear he will always be with you!

When I Was Young
I used to live in a house right beside a neighborhood bar. They had a small parking lot that connected to our yard. There was a small shed and a broken down fence along the property line. I used to sneak out my window to go have smoke behind the shed. I was 15 at the time and it had to be around 3am on a Friday night. I lit my cigarette leaned back against the shed and took a few slow drags and closed my eyes to relax. That's when I heard a voice, "hello". I replied "hello" and he started trying to make conversation. He appeared to be in his fifties, I wouldn't say he was dirty, but definitely not well groomed. He was wearing blue work cloths and work boots and appeared to have recently gotten of of work. After a few minutes of making small talk, my cigarette was spent and I was about to go back to bed. That's when he said it. "I have $17 and a pack of cigarettes, suck my dick and you can can have it" I was stunned but horny and running low on cigarettes. I took a step back into the sh

Win A God Mode
I figured it was time for me to have some sort of Contest...and what a better way to kick it off by giving away 2 GM's. Hey...I got $$ to burn. LOL. I will be giving away 1 for the best SFW salute to me, and 1 for the coolest GIF salute to lil ole me. So go ahead, give it your best shot!!!!!! GOD MODE'S CONTEST 14 APRIL - 28 APRIL L00king forward to see what you fawkers come up with.........

Drowning In Your Soul
I HAD TO GET AWAY, I HAD NO CHOICE. BECAUSE OF YOU I NO LONGER HAVE A HAPPY SOUL. I AM IN A WORLD SO COLD. I TRIED SO HARD TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT. YOU MADE ME HATE YOU. I HAD TO GET AWAY. YOU NEVER CARED IF I STAYED. YOU TOOK AWAY THE ONE THING THAT MADE ME HAPPY. AND I WAS THE ONE TO BLAME. YOU MADE ME BELIEVE SHE DIED BECAUSE OF ME . YOU TURNED YOUR BACK ON ME WHEN I WAS IN NEED. MY HEART BLEEDS FOR YOU. IT BLED FOR YOU INDEED. YOU NEVER CARED FOR ME . MY DAYS ARE NOW LONELY AND MY NIGHTS ARE SO COLD. I AM FOREVER LOST. SECRETS ARE LEFT UNTOLD. I AM LEFT WITH A BROKEN HEART, DROWNING IN YOU SOUL.

Bored
You know with everything plays out in people’s lives whether it is good or bad you are left to sit and wonder do they have their own theme song playing in their head while it's happening like you see in the movies? Like when you see a woman in the store shopping for this season's swim suit. Would you hear "Pretty woman" by Roy Orbison because cause of the nice little struggle every woman thinks of when they are looking for that suit for the season, can I rock it? Or how about when you see a guy checking out a woman at the beach do you think the song ”wild thing" by The Troggs or "Sexy Bitch" by David Guetta. How about when the negative things in life happen in life. You loose your job or get a cut in pay does the song "Hate My Life" by Theory of A Dead Man? Or how about when you find that one person that has you all strung out and twisted over them does Keith Sweat's song "Twisted" start playing in your head. There are many songs out there that could be your them

It's Not Easy Being "green"
This is my first blog so bare with me here. I am not the greatest when it comes to grammar so, I am sorry about that. First of all let me say I love the Earth, I don't litter and I recycle. I try to pick up trash when I see it and I don't keep lights on in my house when I am not using them. With that being said, I think we are going a little overboard on this whole "Green" deal. The Earth is a strong place and I don't think anything we can do will destroy it. Al Gores movie has been proven to be a lie. The polar ice caps might be melting but, they have melted before. The Earth changes..it happens and it's not our fault. But, we are expected to change our lifestyle and adapt to a new way of thinking just because some scientists think that the we are responsible for everything wrong with the planet. Well, what about the scientists who don't think man has anything to do with the changes the Earth is going through. Do their opinions not count. I have yet to see

Poem By Me
The Withering Flame It seems that at this point,all my tears are gone...and so i sit there,until all at once, a light comes on.Then out of the shadows,comes that man...and i wake up,as he reaches for my hand!It makes me sad,to know i still love him...but thankfully,the light for him is dim.He used to light me up,with a flame of desire...but now it's just a spark,rather than a fire. By Peggy Sue Masters Copyright © 2009

How To Win Her
Step 1: Make her think – say something intelligent and unexpected that catches her attention. Step 2: Make her laugh – in such a way that the joy and humor glow from inside her very being. Step 3: Make her melt – talk to her as an equal; treat her like a partner as well as a lover. Step 4: Make her burn – touch her like she’s the only salvation you will ever need. Step 5: Love her without conditions; adore her because of her flaws – not in spite of them. Step 6: Spend the rest of your life making her glad she chose you.

Shoutout To The Ladies
Sending a shoutout to all of the ladies here on Fubar. I salute you, and keep your head up and don't let anything or anyone bring you down! Continue to stay strong and remember you're beautiful inside and out. Always keep God first in your heart and accept people for who they are.

Welcome To The New Way To Advertise Your Property!
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This One Is Hot!
Kate and Linda were sitting at Kate's small dinette table one summer morning, discussing the neighborhood gossip and local news. Their husbands were out playing golf, and as was their wont, Kate and Linda got together to chat, shop and generally goof off. Each was wearing short shorts and a light blouse, as the summer weather was quite warm. "I tell ya, honey, that husband of mine is a real dud in bed sometimes. I dress sexy for him and talk sexy, and all he wants to do is shove it in me, jerk a few times, come, and roll over and fall asleep. I really do miss the wild times I used to have when I was younger, you know?" said Linda as she slowly sipped at the cup of coffee in her hands. "Exactly, I mean... I love Roger dearly, and wouldn't really want to spend my life with any other man, but jeeezus, I do get HORNY once in a while." Kate responded. "What's the sexiest thing you've ever done, Lin?" she asked almost shyly. Linda looked at her for a few minutes, gauging t

How I Feel
This is to my family and friends who know whats going on.I'm glad that you are going to help me get thru this I love you all very much & I'm sorry I have been lying to protect people,I have been running for years and I'm just tired of it.It is time to stop running and face the music again I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH.I really wanna say thank you to Lenda cause her,her kids, and her husband have been so great towards us Ok People on fubar...I feel better now that I have told the truth and God is helping me thru prayer...so will u all grab fubar hands and we will pray 2gether "dear lord we I am praying to u for ur forgiveness and strength to help me to get thru this all right now and please watch over my family and friends for they have been here for me and now its time i return the favor and be there for them....AMENwe all know that i dnt pray a lot but its time to start praying for ourselves,friends,familys, and pray for people u dnt know Ok for those who know whats going on today is

Remembering The Good 'ol Days
PETER and the WOLF Music by Sergei Prokofiev Narrated by Boris Karloff The story was on a 78 LP. When you opened the Album cover, there were pages inside with the pictorial story of Peter and the Wolf. (Imagination Needed) ENJOY http://youtu.be/IB66bInIXAY

Never Take Life For Granted
On March 29, 2011, I posted a picture of my daughter Mackenzie (left) and her biological half sister Lindsey (right) whom my daughter had met for the first time in her life on that day. Sadly, Lindsey was in a fatal car accident on Friday, April 15, 2011 which took her life. Although I didn't personally know Lindsey and God took her before Mackenzie had a chance to get to know her sister, I feel a deep loss over her death. My love and prayers go out to Lindsey and her friends and family at this difficult time! RIP Lindsey September 22, 1990 - April 15, 2011. “Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy.”

A Promise
All the people Ive been there for and helped and cared about, who never helped me out and could've and didnt, and even to the people who did but made me feel like a hindrance and embarresed .And especially to the ones who said they would help and bailed on the last second. I will return the EXACT treatment to them. I will not forget the ones who WERE truly there for me when they could, and who reminded me that I was important and mattered. I hold close to me those things. All of the little things also. Which tend to mean the most to us all.. I have come to find out that at my weakest times and sickest times with a disease that is trying its best to rule me and defeat me, That I have been virtualy alone. Through alot fo the worst times. Alone is scary enough without being sick too. Yet everyone claims they love me and family claims im family . But it has been proven false over and over again. If you ever need anything line (false) you can come to me line (false). I know cause I've as

Family Issues
i know alot of people has money prombles and family prombles but they may always have some one talk to i have no body not evening my best friend like we use too before her husband pass way going on two yrs already he is gone . he die and he shouldnt of die the way he went . i have the issues with my 90 yr old mom and 24 yr old daughter .we all live together ,. i am on ssi i cant help it we are rented a very hig rent house for our incomes. but we didnt know we was goin gto put alot out for propane heating for four months/we like it has a washer and dryer in and the landlords buys the parts if they break down and i dont have to beg any one to cut the grass klines our landlords do it

Never Looking Back
I can never take back the three years. I can never take back the tears that I have cried. I can never take back the heartfelt feelings that I have shared. I can never take back the laughter, the joy, the happiness that I have given. I regret everything that has happened. I regret the moment that I met you. I regret the time I fell in love with you. I wish that our paths have never crossed paths. I wish I can take back everything but it's too late to take any of that back. The three years with you has been a lie. The first word that ever came out of your mouth was a lie. Everything about you was a lie. I was foolish to believe every word you have said but I was in love... a fool in love that I was. I have lied to people and made every excuse out there to make you look good, lies to make you out to be this perfect guy.You have told so many people on here and outside this Fu-world that I am this terrible person who can not stay faithful to you and that I have done nothing to make this so

Good Friends
People come to fubar for many reasons. To play it like a game. To make friends. Whatever reason, I have made some really great friends. Some I have been friends with for 5-6 years now. One friend in particular has been a great friend, The Dark Knight 4u. I hear that some ppl are talking shit about him but, from talks with him he has been really cool. He works hard, he's a great father and a great friend. He doesn't sugar coat anthing. He doesn't play people. For those talking shit about him.. why? Drop it already. Much much love to my other great friends on here. Ya'll are awesome. Very greatful for those friendships. Ya'll crack me the fuck up. I know ya'll have my back and you're there for me and it goes vice versa.

If This Makes You Mad Read It Again
Ladies and gentlemen, on this the ninth anniversary of one of the most horrendous days inAmerican history, I urge every person of every faith to shuck the chains of organizedreligion, to instead of saying that we are Christians, Catholics, Muslims, Buddhists, Ect.To start living by the teachings of your chosen prophet, to love and except, rather thanhate, kill, and abuse in the name of a god that wouldn’t ask for that ever. Not to rape, notto kill, not to steal these are all actions that are deplorable in every faith, so why can’t wecoexist if we all share the planet in which we all have no choice but to live on. Yes thereare actions of solitary organizers that claim that which ever god you subscribe to, talk tothem and tell them that these atrocities are necessary for the further of their selectedreligion, when actually it does nothing to further your cause or anyone else’s for thatmatter. I ask you to open your eyes and stop following these people who teach intolera

An S.a.s. Soldier's Prayer
An S.A.S. Soldier's Prayer I bring this prayer to You, Lord for You alone can give what one cannot demand from oneself. Give me, Lord, what You have left over,Give me what no-one ever asks You for. I don't ask You for rest, or quiet,Whether of soul or body;I don't ask You for wealth,Nor for success, nor even health perhaps.That sort of thing You get asked for so muchThat You can't have any of it left. Give me, Lord, what You have left over,Give me what no-one wants from You. I want insecurity, strife,And I want You to give me theseOnce and for all.So that I can be sure of having them always,Since I shall not always have the courageTo ask You for them. Give me, Lord, what You have left over,Give me what others want nothing to do with. But give me courage too,And strength and faith;For You alone can giveWhat one cannot demand from oneself. Lt. Andre Zirnheld, SAS, died in battle July 26, 1941,the preceeding was found in his uniform.

Howdy
Ode to T.C.L falling sideways holding on tight its a ride that doesnt turn out right i hold you dear only wanting you near turning away i tell you to stay i hold onto you not letting you go wishing waiting wanting your voice calms my soul your smile eases my pain. through tears i watch you go a kiss on the cheek becomes an ordeal so please forgive me as i watch the blood drip down to my toes my tears are replaced by some other pain i reach out to you not really knowing why

My Random Days...
Hey gals, guys, and wonderful couples! I hope you’ve been doing good I’ve been well and this evening I just got back home from my mum and dad’s house and we watched Day and Night, and also a few episodes of The Sons of Anarchy. I missed the ending of the movie because I had to run out to the store but I did get to watch the episodes of the Sons of Anarchy and holyyy smokess that is one intense, seat gripping show!! I don’t have Netflix unfortunately, but if I did I know what I’d be watching haha! Now i’m home watching a show about a missing girl on TRUtv. And while doing so I’m looking up some cute quotes as well. I found a website that has toooonss of different types of quotes so here a few I liked “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.” “Beauty is eternity gazing at itself in a mirror.” “The beauty of the world has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder.” “The

Just Reposting
######IF U KNOW A BIKER" PLEASE" REPOST!!#######I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant.But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children.But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you stare at my long hair.But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to

Weddinggown
Wedding dresses are worn by brides worldwide so there is a huge profit in the dresses market. Obviously, producers and sellers understand this long before and the competition in this market is very fierce. There are many well-known brands in the field, for example ImpressionAEnzoaniAGionanna SbiroliAGalatea and so on. They are high praised for the exquisite designs and excellent quality. They lead the newest fashion of wedding dress and their products are welcomed by brides all over the world though many of them are not able to afford the high price. Besides the brand wedding dress, the custom dresses, such as the Custom wedding dresses, Custom wedding gowns, Custom bridesmaid dresses, Custom flower girl dresses are in great demand, too. The most important reason is that they are made according to the buyers dream pattern and measurements. They are more fitted and satisfying. And what’s more, they are usually offered at a very low price. Custom wedding dresses makers are in mo

The American Dream Is In Jeopardy
Companies like General Electric and Caterpillar might sound as American as apple pie, but like many other multinational firms, which employ a fifth of all American workers, they're cutting back on their domestic workforces and increasing hiring overseas. That disturbing trend points to a serious problem in the United States: the Land of the Free is not the attractive place to do business that it once was.Big government policies are setting us on a path away from a fundamental freedom we cherish—one the Founders strove to preserve. It's the freedom to pursue the American dream—economic freedom—that, tragically, is in jeopardy. When many folks think about freedom, the first thing that comes to mind is the freedom of speech and religion, the right to bear arms, to vote, or to have a trial by a jury of their peers. Though it isn't enumerated in the Bill of Rights, economic freedom is just as important. In The Heritage Foundation’s "Understanding America" series,

Personal Thoughts
Personal Life: I have struggled with depression for 37 years. Finally, when I reached 32, I humbled myself and chose the wise path of seeing a medical doctor. For years, I thought I could handle it all on my own. I will use herbal medicine and self-help books. After 32 years of wandering in my own desert, I finally accepted the fact that my depression is a chemical imbalance. I was diagnosed with clinical depression that is low grade but constantly present known as chronic Dysthmia. In retrospect, I graduated high school (with not so good grades) and I graduated college (with so-so grades). But I could not keep a job for more than a year once I graduated college. I went from one job to another to another to another. Also, I lived life not having many friends. I recall very few times when I would eat at the lunch room with anyone when I was in school. I certainly didn't go to parties or hang our with anyone. I was a loner most of my life until high school. It wasn't until

Philadelphia Area Get-together!!
There were a few of us that are in the area that were thinking....why not have a get-together for all of us Fu-Folks!! If you would be interested...please let me know....we were thinking of having everyone meet up at the Dave & Busters up in the Franklin Mills Mall. This way there's no $$ out of pocket for anyone (accept for the cash bar) There are games, billiards and a ton of TV's....and is easily accessible from I95. Possibly on a Thursday night..later on in the summer....this way we avoid the weekend crowds....and it's not called thirsty Thursday for nothing!! LOL So, if you're from Philly or anywhere in the area....pass the word on and let's make this get-together a huge success! Once we see how many would be interested, we'll finalize the details and set a date!

Philly Fu Get Together
There were a few of us that are in the area that were thinking....why not have a get-together for all of us Fu-Folks!! If you would be interested...please let me know....we were thinking of having everyone meet up at the Dave & Busters up in the Franklin Mills Mall. This way there's no $$ out of pocket for anyone (accept for the cash bar) There are games, billiards and a ton of TV's....and is easily accessible from I95. Possibly on a Thursday night..later on in the summer....this way we avoid the weekend crowds....and it's not called thirsty Thursday for nothing!! LOL So, if you're from Philly or anywhere in the area....pass the word on and let's make this get-together a huge success! Once we see how many would be interested, we'll finalize the details and set a date!

Poems
Some people say do the best you can and do what feels right. Stand up for what you believe in don’t take any shit from anyone. Keep doing the best you can and pray that others will follow in your footsteps. Live everyone moment like your last but live it the best you can! Don’t have regrets if you live a selfish life, don’t complain when compassion isn’t shared. If you have a thirst for love but you only dish out hate then its misery that you’ll be drinking. What creature that is man? Is it warm? Compassionate? Or is it cold and hatful? Out of all the animals in the kingdom we’re the only ones who kill each other over race, beliefs, and cruel hatred. Since when is proving your better than someone else the logic in life when we are equal in the eyes of God? Since when does money, a car, and job define a man? Was it supposed to be ethics, kindness, passion, respect, and peace and Prosperity towards your fellow man? We replaced it with

Team Mother Pt1
I listened outside the motel door with nervous excitement. This could either be the beginning of a very exciting trip, or a complete disaster. Knowing the hormonal appetites of teenaged boys, I was pretty sure I would get away with the various sexually depraved acts I was contemplating.My son’s high school varsity lacrosse team was playing in the state finals, which meant a three night road trip. As one of the ‘Team Mothers,’ I had volunteered to help chaperone the twenty-two boys on the team. Yes, that’s right...twenty-two 17- and 18-year-old, athletic, horny boys. I had gotten myself off several times while conjuring up all manner of wild fantasies about this trip in the months leading up to it, and now I was actually about to attempt to make them real.There was a chill in the night air, but I didn’t even feel it as I waited and hoped no one would spot me. Especially coach McGowan. It was almost one o’clock in the morning and all the lights in the

Team Mother Pt 3
“Alrighty, big boy,” I gave him a slap on the ass, “ride’s over. Cory, hop on!”Michael gave one of my nipples a quick suck before climbing off. Cory rubbed his hands together as he waited for Michael to get out of the way, then took his place.“Looks like I’m getting sloppy thirds,” Cory observed with a wry smile. He didn’t seem the least bit bothered by the idea of putting his cock in my pussy along with the gooey loads of his two good friends.“Lucky you,” I said with a flirty giggle. I’d been thinking about this moment all day. I was looking forward to taking on Cory’s fat cock more than anything, and I noticed the butterflies were at it again.“I don’t think we’ll be needing these.” He pulled my panties down. With my legs together, I lifted my feet straight up into the air so he could get my increasingly wet lingerie all the way off.I was left in just my stockings and black high heels

Life
"There is a very dark and painful side to life, but that is natural. People in our culture think they should never be unhappy. They think that being unhappy is unnatural. They try to make it go away. They take pills or they go to therapy to “fix” themselves. They blame themselves or others for their suffering. We need to understand that sadness is as much a part of life as joy. It would be easy just to get bitter and cold while focusing on the dark side, but there is also an amazing, wonderful side of life. If you look for it, there is true magic all around us. Maybe that sounds trite to the hardened, self-protective modern ego, but there is magic in this miraculous life. If you open yourself up, you do make yourself vulnerable to pain but the deeper the pain you experience, the deeper joy you have."