Fubar Blogs 5

Wow
All I can say is wow.. I haven't had Halloween off in years,, The trouble is since I hadn't have it off and some social circles that I am in have taken me off the radar. --Working third shift sucks some times. Now, That I have a nice 5 nights off. starting the friday before hand and ending when I go back to work Wednesday night.. What shall I do? Get with someone and say hey.. "Wanna pick me up and you and your family have me for 5 lovely days? " Find my old social circle of distructing souls... Get in touch with the ladies group?Find a coworker that is off that night?"Stay home and pass out candy?Take my nieces trick or treating? Decisions decisionsIf I go with the first most likely I need a costume...That would be another question all together.. what to get...I want a panda costume.. But Hell I can't afford that..Too late to make one =-(

Step Back
i'm stepping away for a while. right now i'm heart sick, and feeling hollow. i need time to clear my head and fix myself so i don't say things to those that i love and regret it later. i'm taking time away. for those that know me... email me. stepping away from yim as well. for my family on here... know i love you all deeply. for the one i love most of all.... know my heart is your's, even if my heart isn't worth much right now. thanks and well... for now... i wish you all well.

Snakebit
Different places ive been too and seen crack me up. its the little things such as , in Albany, New York there isnt any Sonics. Alot of people i talked to didnt know what a frito chili pie is, In Oklahoma there are Quiktrips everywhere, once again not in Albany. Traffic was insane. Seemed like you could take a cab anywhere for 6 bucks, which was worth it. For you smokers, cigarettes are like 10 bucks a pack. I did however meet alot of interesting people, had alot of different food, the weather was really awesome. The Catskill Mountains ,well everyone should take a look see.

Hailsss' Blog
Peace.Dont break the force of pure innocence.The vitality is invincible.Not quite like any color I once knew..A whole new spectum of lights and colors have been scattered in your eyes, and it leaves me breathless.If only the raw beauty and pristine white-ness of your soul could somehow brush my own, and make it all clear.Oh so immaculate and uncorrupted, I will follow thee.Until your colors become our colors.Until the day we finally get to be in each other's arms..Oh, how I long just to be by your side my love..Someday soon, we shall spread our colors across the world.. Making all anew and cleansed with peace and passion.With love and devotion.We will stand, like a strong structure, against any storm that tries to take us down. Forever we shall stand my love. Forever.

My Thoughts
I am a very simple person here to help those in need I do the things I do from the goodness of my heart I dont ask for much jus RESPECT me and my family please I will do whatever u ask of me cuz I believe if u are true to someone till the end ... U will bless others with ur kindness i pass around helpin people in random some jus block me some actually appreciate what i do ... All i ask is pass it around the FULUV I have shown my friends and Family. And for future friends all are welcome my Name Is Raul And I am a true friend and gentleman who will always have a hand to help and my Crazy Friday Bling Mania for all who needs points too... Thanx FUBAR !!

Exs
My ex is fucking up everytime i want to find a gf or anything. she says that we are still togather and i got a std of some sort. shes with a new guy but i cant be with a new girl idk what to do. she is psych and needs to leave me a lone.

New Admire
Hello THERE!!! I like to chat with any body from California or anybody wants to chat!!!!! I found out about this web site threw facebook.SO please add me on here & on Facebook / Y I M ,my id name is MDBONE33@yahoo.com .My name is Mike from Southern,California & Adore Gorgeous BBWomen

Economic Future
It's amazing to think that anyone would continue to believe in the economic paradigms of the past. Working "hard" for the company nets you absolutely no loyalty and even fewer benefits beyond being considered a necessary evil by ones employer. Does anyone seriously believe that a 401k is a legitimate means of filling retirement income needs? Especially with the world economy in constant flux. How much loss is enough to snap people into conciousness? or into action? Would your employer hesitate to lay you off to save a buck or two? Do you really believe that unemployment will last until you get another job? or will fill your economic need while you do? Do you really believe your stock broker is looking out for YOUR best interests? Helping yourself means creating economic value for yourself and others. Simple truth and effective truth. Success requires more risk than simply punching a time clock. If you enjoyed and/or agree with this post. Please visit my site for a legitimate w

Obama Jokes!
Q: Have you heard about McDonald's' new Obama Value Meal?A: Order anything you like and the guy behind you has to pay for it. Q: What does Barack Obama call lunch with a convicted felon?A: A fund raiser. Q: What's the difference between Obama's cabinet and a penitentiary?A: One is filled with tax evaders, blackmailers and threats to society. The other is for housing prisoners. Q: If Nancy Pelosi and Obama were on a boat in the middle of the ocean and it started to sink, who would be saved?A: America ! Q: What's the difference between Obama and his dog, Bo?A: Bo has papers. Q: What was the most positive result of the "Cash for clunkers" program?A: It took 95% of the Obama bumper stickers off the road.

Today
So there was a time in my life that I believed that happily ever after and forever exsisted. Then I had my world fall down around me and I said never again. I was never going to allow another person into my life who was just going to hurt me and leave me. It was working for me very well. I had a man in my life who was good to me and my kids, when he touched me I felt things I'd never felt before. But I kept him on the outside of the walls I had created. When I felt myself getting to close I left him. For his own good because I didn't believe in forever and he did. He wanted said he wanted it with me and only me. I wanted him though so we got back together even though I knew in my heart it was a mistake. It felt so incredible to be with him. When he held me I knew that I wanted him forever. Yes I said forever, even though I didn't believe in it. I was so confused and scared. The only time things made sense to me were when he was touching me and then all that mattered was making sure he

Craigslist + Prostitution
Something to think about Craigslist, prostitution, and child trafficking By Mrmugshot September 10, 2010 Recently there has been a lot of focus on Craigslist and their handling of certain sections on their mostly free advertising site. Namely the "Adult" or "Erotic" listings. What I am going to talk about isn't the rights of Craigslist, or any other sites, to post or not post, or the in depth legalities, or whether they do/don't have protection under the First Amendment or freedom-of-information laws. The Craigslist issue started me thinking about a few things, like the general idea of prostitution. And how a tiny fraction of undeniably unfortunate incidents are being magnified to manipulate the court of public opinion. Also the dangers a prostitute could be subject to in the different manors they use to market themselves. The following are just my views, opinions, or thoughts on these issues, being shared with anyone wishing to read them. I think it will make

Just Another Day
Today is just another day in this thing called life, it’s a day of realization and a day of understanding. Have you ever taken the time to really look at the people that you meet on the street, have you taken the time to see the fear in their eye’s or to see how haunted they look. Today I took my time and I watched the body language and I looked into the eye’s of those that I came across and for the most part what I saw broke my heart. So many people only want to be loved so many people only want to live and be accepted for who they are. But We have made them afraid to do so, we judge without reason and we let what we see on the news guide us into a world of fear and mistrust. It’s a cold world that we live in and yet no one is doing anything to warm it up. Love and blessings

In Memory Of 9/11 Let Us Not Forget
I prayed today Today, I prayed for the lives lost in 9/11 knowing that their lives were lost in vein, taken prematurely from their family's, knowing that I still have mine. I cried today because I know we lost so many soldiers because of this event, and knowing some of those who were KIA will forever touch my heart in a way that no other can. I smiled today because I know those who lost their lives are still walking the streets with their brothers who are still serving in Iraq and Afghanistan. I ask God to bless my son who is currently in Iraq and may he return safely. God Bless you all!

Our Soldier Is Coming Home
In memory of PFC Billie Anderson US ARMY 17-05-10 by Sussie Gineo Our soldier is coming home today :( ; our streets are lined with people awaiting to receive him. He will be draped in our precious flag for he gave not some but all! He would be proud to see our community remembering his sacrifice. I pray for the safety of all our Soldiers who both serve stateside, abroad, or deployed, past, and present. May PFC Anderson fly freely upon the wings of an Angels grace and watch over you. His memory will lead the way from our tears to bless our hearts. His soul will walk with his comrades because he is on his mission to the gateway of Heaven! His sacrifice is the ultimate cost to the oath he took to serve our country and represent the meaning of The United States Flag which has significant meaning to our country from our forefathers which continue to be carried out by all service members past and present. With this having been said and written by me, I ask that

Our American Flag, What Does It Mean?
In the wish to be totally fair, apparently the quote that prompted this blog was actually correct in that it is from a cadence that the writer learned while serving in this great country's military and was used to help boost the moral of our brave soldiers. So, though not academically correct, his definition is musically correct! Praises and thanks to ALL of our courageous soldiers! We love you! Hello friends and friends to be!Today I read a status that gave some information on what the colors of our flag stood for and I knew the information to be wrong. What was more upsetting was the fact that the writer is 50 years old and lives in New Hampshire. I figured that this was scary, many young people would assume that he should know the truth and so would take the information as the truth! So, me being me, I looked up the actual true answers, cross checked them and here it all is, and then some! Remember, always check information, people make mistakes. You are responsible for wha

On Eagles Wings Written by Michael Joncas Isaiah 40:31 "But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk and not faint." Refrain And He will raise you up on eagle's wings, Bear you on the breath of dawn, Make you to shine like the sun, And hold you in the palm of His Hand. Refrain And He will raise you up on eagle's wings, Bear you on the breath of dawn, Make you to shine like the sun, And hold you in the palm of His Hand. Refrain And He will raise you up on eagle's wings, Bear you on the breath of dawn

Problem
So one of my ex-girlfriends is in town and wants to see me. I told her my only available day to hang out is Saturday. Which of course isn't true, but the other two days she offered she wanted to hang out with this guy we went to high school with who I don't care for. The guy broke his babies arms and legs and just got out of prison for it. Why would ANYONE want to hang out with someone like that? Not to mention that he's a career criminal. whatever. I don't really want to see her all that much. We're on good terms after a decade of not speaking to each other, but I really don't see the point. What on Earth would we talk about? We have nothing in common. We were together back in the day only because we both smoked lots of weed and were physically attracted to each other. Nowadays, I don't smoke pot, and I'm not attracted to her. She's still says and believes most of the ignorant shit she thought back then and hasn't really grown at all as a person. So anyway, this woman

Healthcare
Dear Mr. President: During my shift in the Emergency Room last night, I had the pleasure of evaluating a patient whose smile revealed an expensive shiny gold tooth, whose body was adorned with a wide assortment of elaborate and costly tattoos, who wore a very expensive brand of tennis shoes and who chatted on a new cellular telephone equipped with a popular R&B ringtone. While glancing over her patient chart, I happened to notice that her payer status was listed as "Medicaid"! During my examination of her, the patient informed me that she smokes more than one pack of cigarettes every day, eats only at fast-food take-outs, and somehow still has money to buy pretzels and beer. And, you and our Congress expect me to pay for this woman's health care? I contend that our nation's "health care crisis" is not the result of a shortage of quality hospitals, doctors or nurses. Rather, it is the result of a "crisis of culture" a culture in which it is perfectly acceptable to spend money on luxuri

Mumming Idiots
so, yesterday I plunged head first back into the mumms after a couple years. I have commented a few, and posted a couple since early 2007, BUT yesterday was my first real treck back into them. I commented a few, and I actually posted 2. It was a good feeling when i woke up this morning and saw in my feed that someone commented on my mumm then checked me out. I read his first comment then knew he had blocked me before I even checked. After checking and seein he already blocked me, I replied to his comment, which led to a short conversation. Good times, I missed the idiots mumming brought to me.... Ur Next Sugar Daddy said: All I have to say is your screen name suits you well [image] theFUChead said: How very original. I have NEVER heard that before. Maybe someday i can be as whitty as you. Ever think that MAYBE I chose this name for a reason dipshit? Ur Next Sugar Daddy said: No....I think you've summed it up nicely.I was not trying to be original. I was trying

Pantera Medal Of Honor Video
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Useless Information...
Not sure why I am sharing this. I guess you had to be there because it struck me funny. If you don't know the rapper T.I., read no further. I was in the car today, and while driving, I was listening to the radio as usual. Well this commercial came on and I can't remember what it was for. This is what the announcer said... "What if T.I. surfed the internet often? T.I. would give TMI...and you'd be all like "OMG"...and he'd be like "LOL Mutha fucka!!" For some reason that struck me funny and thought I'd share. It is pointless info so get over it. Love, Peace, and Nappiness!

Sarge
hey denver singers and drinkers i have a show at the PIT STOP TAVERN 5110 Colfax ave. in denver. my karaoke show is about to be cancled please come sing at my show this next week. if no one comes and i cant bring revenue im done. my name is soni, also known as the nono. wendsday wendsday wendsday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!PLEASE HELP ME i have no life and this is what i do to get my rocks off!!!!!!!!!! DONT LET IT DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ridglea Theater
Official Statement from Ridglea Theater As you may have heard, the previous owner of the Ridglea Theater complex lost the building to FixFunding, LLC, a funding company based in Dallas. The complex has been up for sale and may have already been sold to a bank. Richard has shown the Ridglea to their "team" of architects more than once. However, the City of Fort Worth has requested that IF FOLKS DO NOT LIKE THE PROPOSED ZONING CHANGE, THEY SHOULD LET CITY COUNCILMAN W.B. "ZIM" ZIMMERMAN AND THE FORT WORTH CITY COUNCIL KNOW IMMEDIATELY! Richard and I would love to get this stopped - not because of what we do here (after all, we need to retire sometime) but simply because this is the last of the grand old buildings in Fort Worth. It would be a shame to lose part of the heritage of Fort Worth, and it should be preserved! The paintings are original! The mosaic floor could never be replaced, and the structure itself inside is beautiful. Of course the present owners are probably not

Anniversary Of My Sister's Murder
The anniversary of my sister's murder is creeping up on me. The asshole who said time heals a broken heart is a damn liar. She will be gone for 6 years on the 25th and it still feels like i was just robbed of my sister/ my best friend. I hope the money hungry bastards that murdered her are enjoying their blood money and got everything they ever wanted. Lets see if what that does for them when they stand before God and he ask why did they take such a precious life? Why did you kill one who love fullheartedly, one who would help anyone anyway she could. I would love to hear their answers for that. Just for money thats all just money is why my sister lost her life, why she was robbed of the chance to meet her nieces and nephew and her brother in law. This pain is so overwhleming i never knew i could ever feel a pain such as this. I love and miss my sister more with each passing day. There isn't a day that goes by that i dont think of her. Hilda i love you and i know one day i will see you

Picture Auction
For those who wish to be in this first Ever Naughty Folder auction all you have to do is send me the naughtiest picture you have then send me a offer of anytype that your able to forfill to my private message. Please sb me any questions if you have any question about the auction!!! TYVM

Datesters
So hes from out of town. I had the day off and thought live for the moment so i asked if he watned to spend the afternoon getting to know each other. It worked out. WE met at the waterfront. Initial eye contact great. Attraction level plus 1. Hug bonus 10 points. "Hi, how are you? " he says " Hey wow so nice to meet you" i replied. " Lets go get a tea. Time Lapse: 2 hours later after chatting and laughing and bee swatting and a great lunch. We ended up back at waterfront we watched a waterplane land and in that moment he wrapped his arms around me and hugged me from behind as we watched the plane land directly in front of us. I turned around and looked him in the eyes to even see if this would have been the moment to tell wether or not there would be a second date. I felt something. Sitting on a bench now he leans in and just steals my breath away by planting a kiss on me. I gasped for air and instantly felt tingly from head to toe. This kiss lasted for more than 5 min. We get up

Cabo Trip
Thanks to everyone who stopped by and left birthday wishes/gifts! I have been down in Mexico, Cabo San Lucas and in La Paz, on business and I'm just now getting some time to catch up with all of my family and friends here on Fubar. I'll stop by over the weekend and return the love, thanks again for everything. It's almost like I get to celebrate my birthday twice!!! lol!!

Found On Craigslist
atlanta craigslist > atlanta > community > pets please flag with care: miscategorized prohibited spam/overpost best of craigslist HUSBAND (aka DOG) NEEDS LOVING HOME (anywhere-I WILL DELIVER!) Date: 2010-09-15, 6:46PM EDT Reply to: comm-hzszx-1956097971@craigslist.org [Errors when replying to ads?] 40 yr old husband looking for loving, TOLERANT home. Don't let his age fool you. He acts like he is in his 20's. I must warn you, this husband is not loyal, does not give sweet sloppy kisses and does not lay in your bed at night. He is not very good with kids or other males but GREAT with women! Looking for a "multiple women" household that will be patient with this behavior. He comes with his own wardrobe and food. There IS a rehoming fee but it works like this: I will pay YOU to take him AND I will deliver. I'm not sure about his "health" as I have no records but you might wanna get him checked as soon as you get him home. I have not had him neutered

My Friends
Just a small note 2 thank the ppl who stuck beside me (even though your all nutters n weirdos) lmao jj uve been 4 me when ive needed you, made me laugh when ive been down,been there 4 me when ive cried, through the tough times as ppl who know me will know why i dont like october but have helped me though it, have added me to ya familys without me havin 2 bribe ya or pay ya (Are you off ya head?)lol,who have rated my pics (or perved)lol,what can i say ya the best (ok dont get a big head)even though ya will llf,anyhow enough of me gettin soppy im gettin a feeling of sheer horror lol as i dont do soppy urgh..............again thank you xx

The One I Want To Be
I don’t want to be that girl The one who sits at home and cries The one who thinks of him and always sighs The one who gets used The one who’s abused The one who’s seriously confused I don’t want to be her Her pain is great The guy she loves is late He has yet to figure out she’s the one The one thats beauty far surpasses her looks The girl you hear about in books The one who holds him as her world The girl who knows she doesn’t stand a chance The one who risks it all at a dance I want to be the one he loves The one he cares for with all his being The one he’s there for when she’s hurt The one he would never treat like dirt The one he know

Men Get A Clue!!!
I'm writing this in big letters so you men can see it! I have been online for several years. I have been on many social networking sites and it still amazes me as to the number of asshats who have no respect for women by coming into our SBs or private chats and saying "hey sexy" or "you're hot!" This is not a way to introduce yourself. This just tells us women that you're an idiot looking to get his dick off. Which is a BIG turn-off when we are definitely not looking for that sort of thing. It also annoys the hell out of us! So, here is a little tip from me to you...DON'T DO IT!! You want to talk to us women then be respectful and considerate. Take the time to read our profiles before you open your fucking mouth. You might actually learn something. Realize that not all women are 1-900 operators *plus not all those "women" are women...trust me!* Plus don't come onto our profiles and berated, cuss at, or belittle us because we aren't in the mood for your bullshit or don't want to pl

Mom
Spent some time at the hospital with Mom today.Not much change.They do have some other people that go to the same Dialysis center with the SAME infection.Makes me furious!!!! The ICU nurses were total bitches and I had to show my cunty side.My mother enjoyed it lol She is kinda twisted....... lol Gotta love her. I truly appreciate all the thoughts,positive vibes and prayers.They do mean a lot to me. huge hugs and lots of love Kit

How Awesome Is He!
"A Very Special Meal Mirabai Chrin Once there was a very poor and devoted woman who always prayed to the Glory of God, asking very little, if anything for herself. But one thought, one desire continued to recur and finally she asked: petitioning the Lord, that if it were possible she would love to prepare a special meal and have God share at her table. And God, in His Love for this goodly woman, said He would indeed come the next day and share a meal.Filled with ecstasy, the woman went out the following morning with her meager purse and purchased such delicacies that she felt would please the Lord.Returning home, she prepared a banquet and waited patiently for her most honored guest. Soon there was a knock on the door, and when she opened it, there stood an old beggar asking for something to eat. Being a woman of God, she could not turn the beggar away, so she invited him in to partake of her table. The beggar felt as if he was in a dream - such a feast set before him. He finished

Jobs
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Pet Peeves Really
I was going to type a buncha stuff here, but some stupid invalid HTML specified error came up. This site is about as helpful as a kick to the nuts on stuff like this, so here are the main ones. 1) STOP BEHING WHORES. Those of us who decide to get VIPs buy them ourselves. Quit fucking begging in your statuses for VIPs, Bling, etc etc etc because it's really fucking annoying. I repeat, STOP BEING WHORES. Goes for girls AND guys. If someone wants to buy you that shit they will out of their own free will. 2) I hate people who say brb and come back hours later, say brb and don't come back at ALL. Also, those who leave a conversation in the middle of it are fucking rude. That's all there is to it. Try to dispute it, you can't. 3) Fubat hates tits, that is all.

Ninam211
WHY DO WE DO THINGS THAT MAKE US SAD EVEN WHEN WE KNOW IT WILL... LIKE LOVING SOMEONE WHO DOESNT LOVE YOU BACK.. TRYING TO JUSTIFY WHY WE DO THESE THINGS THAT ARE BAD FOR US.. PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY WHEN WERE NOT...

Jared A.k.a. Shiloh Wolfe's Blog
I am hoping that you could help my dear friend Azu Gabu out in his time of need. His brother has just recently passed away and is in need of some funds to take care of the arrangements. He is a great friend of mine and I am helping him out the best I can and am looking for others to help as well. He creates jewelry that is really fantastic and is selling them to help raise money. If you can help in anyway, that would be the greatest! His site is: http://www.etsy.com/shop/DigitailCreations I hope that you can help in any way possible. Also, please pray for him and his family in this time of need.Thank you for your time and support, Jared A.K.A. Shiloh Wolfe

Dealing With Finding Out I Have Cancer
I have recently found out that I have been diagnosed with thyroid cancer.My cancer has spread to my lymph nodes and to my esophagus. At first I was like please just take me out now please,but then came back to real life and was like hell no this is not going to stop me,there is way to much fight left in me to go away this easily.I have been going to the doctors almost everyday since then and have been having lots an lots of test I have become a guinee pig but its all good as long as it helps me and anyone else that is suffering threw the same thing. I have had thyroid disease since 1992 I had a thing known as graves disease.I had a gioder that was treated with radiation and a few years ago the tumor returned and came back.Well there is alil bit for now. I dont want anything from anyone other then prayers for those fighting for cancer in an shape or form. I love you all.

Fubar Reflections
Hmm where do i start? I have been a member of this site for a while, I had a good run there for a while. Had my own lounge used to have a lot of friends on here, used to be somebody. I had to take a break for a while because the shit got thick I guess you could say. I liked how it used to be, key work USED to be. People were real, more or less. This site wasnt about bling, boomerrangs, 11's, and any other superficial or popularity VAMPIRES!!!! ALL women on this site have become whores that I have noticed, won't pay any attention to you unless you spend $$$$.. A woman can post her ass, her panties, you name it and the men crawl on them like worms. If you do this then you can see this. Or i'll just let you see it so you will make me popular and give me attention.. Maybe I'm jealous, so what. Maybe if I sucked up and gave meaninless shit then i'd get some attention to.. Who the fuck cares? I get likes from women that I would not even look twice at mostly.. Nobody ever looks or rates my

Wonder Why
i wonder why the ones u love the most are the hardest to love. wonder why the ones that mean the most are always so far away. wonder why ppl who say they are honest are the ones whos lies hurt the most. wonder why my heart feels so heavy. wonder why i lay here thinkin of her but cant touch her. i wonder why i have so much love and no one to share it with!

Turning Points
What is the point where a positive attitudeturns into wishful thinking?When sipping becomesdrinking?When lust changes to love?When busts become bosoms?Where do blossoms turn to flowers which last a few brief hours?Then hours turn into daysand time becomes a maze?When does maize become corn?And corn turn into porn?Does porn become art when we go back to the start,and see it's all just wishful thinkingintertwined with heavy drinking?

Time
Take the subway to the future,ride beneath the winds of time.A suitcase full of wishes,three dollars and a dime.The hours are lost in dreaming,of a place so hard to find,that I hide the darkest secretsin the tunnels of my mind.I search for station signs,but time passes by too soon.Each spark and then bright flashis a flicker of the moon.Let me soar free to the surface,let me know what lies within.Free me now from my own secrets,see the world that I live in.Time and wind move slowlywhen you have no place to go.Past and future blendwhen the present travels slow.I've caught this very moment,but it fades away, gray-blue.And I'm lost in fond remembranceof a time I never knew.

Wet
Soaked, Moist, and Glistening.I am so wet.Tightening, Contracting, Widening.I am so ready.Wanting, Needing, Urging.For you.Trembling, Quivering, Shaking.For You.I want to feel the length of you burrowing its head deep inside my heat. I need your touch.I need your kiss.I need your feel.Urging to please you.Urging to be pleased by you.I can not help this feeling,I can not help this sensation.Radiating between my legs,Hardening my nipples.Lost in a trance so deep.No longer in touch with reality but instead,Dwelling in our fantasy.

Yours
Your voice makes me trembleYour hand on my waist stirs my heartYour eyes staring into mine light a fire in my sexYour kiss unites our body and soulYour tongue invades my mouth; I suck as if it were your sexYour hand cups my breast, I cannot resistYour fingers pinch my nipple causing pain and pleasureYour command to undress is immediately followedYour smile widens as my nakedness becomes yours.Your grin brightens as my breath becomes rapid and deepYours, yes I am yours.

Haha Bitch
So I found out that someone very near and dear to me has been hiding fubar from me for a while now..... just gonna see how much i can piss him off just by being around to fuck everything up for him. Spineless dickface

Zen's Thoughts
So this is a great way to start a blog on Fubar (yes sarcasm is completely intended). I guess I need to just get this shit out of my head. I haven't told anyone I know including my family about this. I know that the would all be biased in one way or another so there is really no since in telling them because their feedback would be crap and someone would piss me off sooner or later. Honestly I just don't have anybody that I trust in my life enough to discuss personal shit with anyway and the only person I have ever trusted is the reason I'm writing this. So I'm fucked and the whole situation is fucked. Any way the question I can't seem to answer on my on or at least have been able to find peace of mind with is “what do you do when the only person that you have ever trusted and really loved betrays you?” I'm not talking about the kind of genuine but common love that you have for family and close friends or the kind that you bestow on your significant that you find a comfor

The Hh 2010
Ok well if you couldn't tell by my pics, I work at one of the local seasonal haunted houses. This is my 18th year working in them. We have done so many odd things just to get a scare, but it is the scare that counts most. The one i work at this year has 2 houses with over 1098 ft of walking path. It just keeps getting bigger. We have animematronics, live people, and just all around mess and gore in some scenes. Started working on the rebuild this year in April, so it does take along time just to get it where we want it to be. We started doing photo shoots for the advertising in July. We always have a blast dressing up and getting crazy doing the shoots. Can't wait until November, so i can take a break until February when we start the rebuild next year.

Hate List 2010
Just in a mood to whine a little, you can read further or leave.....whatever ~I hate having a headache EVERYDAY ~I hate people who ride your ass when driving, speed up to pass you then fuckin turn 2 feet in front of you WITHOUT a blinker. ~I hate the way this site and the people have changed (and not for the good either) ~I hate the fact Grey's Anatomy makes me cry almost everyday ~I hate the fact I honesty care about some of you people ~I hate I'll have to take 2 pills for the rest of my life to keep myself from going to the mental hospital again ~I hate the fact after 19 years of marriage and 15 years of being a mother, I don't know who the fuck I am anymore. ~I hate all of you

Friends For Ever
PLZ CHERRISH YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS SMUTHER THEM WITH LOVE ... YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT THE NEXT DAY IS IN STORE FOR US ,IV LOST MY FRIEND 6 MONTHS AGO MY FIANCE A MONTH AND NOW MY GIRLFRIEND IN MATER OF WEEKS TO COME THROUGH CANCER I LOVE AND MISS THEM ALL R.I.P. MY FRIENDS .YOUR ALL IN A BEAUTIFUL HOME WITH GOD http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oOCJAVlESEo

Mobster Building Tips
Mobster Building Tips:1) When you get up to 5 mil or more cf going. Buy territory 10 at a time.2) full fortified m16s are great for def and good for atk for mobsters under level 100Level 50 + weapons: ( have one of each for every member in your usable mob)Attack Weapons-Gun- Fortified M-16s + Remote Controlled Sniper RiflesArmor- body armorVehicles- tactical vehicles + tanks + apachesDefense Weapons-Gun- fortified m16s + gatling gunsArmor- full body armor + sheltersVehicles- tactical vehicles + tanksLevel 100+ Weapons:Attack Weapons-Guns- M2 Browning Machine Guns + Fortified M-16sArmors- body armor + bomb suitsVehicles- subs + apaches + leopard tanks + nuc subsDefense Weapons - Gun- fortified m16s + gatling gunsArmor- bomb suits + reinforced blast sheltersVehicle- tactical vehicle + tanks + leopard tanks + stealth apaches + nuc subsLevel 200+Weapons:Attack Weapons-Guns- M2 Browning Machine Gun + AK-74 Grenade LauncherArmors- bomb suits + SAM SiteVehicles- subs + leopard tanks + apaches

Shameful Conversations
Shomali11 messaged me on okcupid and I always answer back. Shomali11:Hello there :)How are you ?I stumbled upon your profile and simply couldn't resist writing to you:) Words can not describe such angelic breath taking beauty ... I was wondering if you would like to chat and get to know each other ? Me:Hey, thanks dude :)I'm good! Getting ready to edit some videos and make some music :)How are you doing? (if I call you dude, it's a sign to stop flirting...) So I went to his profile to get a closer look at his face and see what he had to say. There was nothing that really caught my eye, so I continued back to my profile to see if anything exciting was happening (sarcasm, but you get what I mean) Before I have time to think he im-ed me on okcupid's chat thing. shomali11:Checking me out? ;)rawrnerd:not in the way that you thinkrawrnerd:just wanted to get a closer look and see your prof after reading the messageshomali11:Are you loving what you are seeing? ;)rawrnerd:.... not rea

Contests
Let's take it from trashy and move to classy...shall we? So I've seen my fair share of NSFW salute contests for bling around here. Well I don't want NSFW or trashy salutes. (I know, I know, shock gasp) I want classy salutes. (ZOMG is there such a thing!?) Ya dont have to be in your Sunday's best (although if you want to, go for it), but you do have to be covered for the most part. I'm not saying to not flaunt what your momma gave ya, because some of you truly are blessed, but there is a way to do that without having it all hang out. Each person who enters will post a salute (to me) and I'll upload it to a folder. Entries must be recieved no later than 12am (midnight) on the 10th of October. Voting will begin on the 11th of October and I will announce a winner on the 24th of October which happens to be my 22nd birthday. They can be birthday salutes to me, or they can be regular salutes, doesn't matter to me either way. Submit a link to the salute in a private message to me and I

Exotic Dreams Staff Rules
RULES & REGULATIONS FOR STAFF OF Exotic Dreams.1. YOU ALSO NEED TO BE EXTREMELY ACTIVE IN THE LOUNGE CHAT, GREETING PEOPLE AS THEY COME IN, SAYING HURRY BACK IF THEY ARE LEAVING, JUST CURTIOUS COMMENTS, THINGS YOU WOULD WANT TO HEAR WHEN IN A LOUNGE. AND DON'T LET THE CONVERSATION DIE AT THE GREETING, ITS MUCH MORE THAN A "HELLO", ACTUALLY TALK TO THE PEOPLE IN THERE, GET TO KNOW THEM, MAKE AN EFFORT TO GET THEM INVOLVED IN THE LOUNGE AND THE CHAT. WHENEVER WE GET A NEW MEMBER TO JOIN, GO TO THEIR PAGE AND FAN/RATE/ADD THEM TO YOUR FRIENDS, BUY THEM A DRINK, SOMETHING TO LET THEM KNOW THAT WE APPRECIATE THEM BEING THERE2. GUARDIANS... YOU ARE THERE TO BE SECURITY FOR THE LOUNGES BUT YOU ARE TO GREET AND WELCOME AS MUCH AS ANY OTHER STAFF MEMBER.3. GUARDIAN... THERE ARE PROPER DROPS TO BE USED IN THE CHAT DEPENDING ON THE SITUATION. WATCH FOR THOSE SITUATIONS TO OCCUR AND DROP THE PROPER DROPS. USE THE DROPS THAT HAVE THE LINKS TO THE TUTORIAL IN THEM IF YOU DONT HAVE THOSE

This Ones For The Boys....and Some Ladies...a How To..
Cunnil-wha? Cunnilingus, silly! Oral sex, eating pussy, munching carpet, etc.; cunnilingus is the act of using the mouth to stimulate the female genitals. This can include sucking or licking the outer and inner areas of the vagina, and most often involves direct stimulation of the clitoris. Some women find cunnilingus to be the most satisfying sexual act. Indeed, a great number of women report that oral sex is the only way they can achieve orgasm. The mouth can create a uniquely intense range of sensations which many find unrivaled. So, I just take my tongue and start licking her clit, right? Sure, you could do that, but that's like being satisfied with the appetizer and skipping the main course. To give really great oral sex, you need to learn about the whole vaginal area, including the clitoris. Though the clit is the central pleasure mechanism on a woman, the entire area is fertile ground for your tongue, fingers, and toys. Tell me more about this clitoris thing! The clitoris

Birthdays
This is the month that we both shared Its hard for me that your not here. Every year that passes by I think of you and always cry. I will always remember the special times we blew out the candles one at a time. First it was you and then it was me I remember how happy the times can be. Now without you when the day comes I wait and listen to hear your song. Every year since you have passed I have heard the song and its hard to grasp. The love I have and always will for you my brother is quite clear. So on your day I will say a prayer and sing Happy Birthday like you are here. Happy Birthday I love and Miss you.......

My Brother
A brothers love last forever even when they are gone. I miss my brother its has been so long. I remember when we talkd at night when you came home from drinking and being out all night. Me asleep in my bed and you sitting next to my head. Telling stories about the night, laughing, joking and the almost fight. We shared so many special times besides being my brother you were a friend of mine... I Love and Miss You.....

Oh What The Hell....
So I'm sitting at my desk this night, sitting on my butt and watching the time pass and I'm thinking "what the hell..." I just got home from work like an hour ago and I should be tired but I'm not, so what the hell is with that? Honestly I have no idea. And as I write this I ponder what the hell...and What The Hell really means or implies. One thing comes to mind is, what the hell is wrong with people these days? the news is full of morons who do stupid shit and think it's funny. A man runs a red light and plows into the back end of a car or truck, there's a mess all over the damn road....what the hell was he thinking? I'm guessing it's something like this "oh look a car/truck. won't it be funny if I ran into it?". Overall society is screwed in the head, and people wonder if sanity is just a word that implies nothing, which in most cases it does. Sanity is just a word that has no meaning, due to the fact man kind get's away with some pretty dumb stuff that may or may not be all that wi

Fu...
So today I finished deleting 1200 people from my so called 'friend' list. Doing this has left me with around 150 friends. This decision was made in lieu of deleting my fu account. It wasn't an easy decision for me to make because I love FU but I'm not here for rates... I could really care less who rates me. In the last 9 months I have made some wonderful friends on here. I don't know what I would do without them in my life, even if it isn't in real life. My top family and friends are the reason I sign in every day. I love them for being my friend. I really have to say that I've had a great experience in the time that I've been here and I thank DOS for bringing me here. I just wanted to let y'all know that I do really love my friends and family. Thank you all!

Movies I Saw In Melbourne August/september 2010
Ok Hey People i am Back from my Holiday to Victoria Australia and When i was in Ringwood (Melbourne) I saw 9 MOVIES and they are in order 1.The Expendables 2.Salt (saw This on my Birthday 27/8/2010 or 8/27/2010) 3.Scott Pilgrim VS The World 4.Avatar Special Edition with Extra scenes (3D) 5.Beauty And The Beast (3D) 6.Tomorrow When Then War Began (Australian Movie) 7.The Sorcerer's Apprentice 8.Tomorrow When The War Began (Australian Movie) 9.Easy A so i Saw Tomorrow When The War Began Twice from Bruce

Be Yourself
why do people throw theirselves at other people,i can understand if they are single and want somebody but damn for them to just throw themselves at women or men its just rediciulus,why not talk to them and get to know them then you can do whatever you want,i mean their a lot pretty women on here but its a crying shame they have to just throw themselves at somebody for that person to take them.

School Is Cool?
I've had a little bit of writer's block, which is unusual for me. The past week's distractions have prevented me from sitting down and picking a topic for this week's essay, Problem Solving Essay. A penny for your thoughts....

Prayer Of A Trucker's Wife
Prayer of a Truck Driver's Wife Dear Lord,Please bless my husband while he's out on the road. Please protect him from the wind and rain and cold. Help him to keep that big rig between the white lines so he can make it to his destination on time. May he find his back-haul quickly and make it home soon. Please light his night on the road with your stars and moon. Let him rest peacefully in his sleeper's bed, and please let there be a good meal and fresh coffee at the truck stop ahead. Help me to keep the home fires burning while he's out there movin' on. And give me the strength and wisdom to take care of things while he's gone. May the road he travels be clear and dry, and may not temptation catch his eye. Help him remember when he's all alone that his loving wife and best friend is waiting for him here at home.Amen

History On Dr Pepper
One of the oldest major brands of soft drinks in the country is Dr Pepper. It was created by Charles Alderton of Waco, Texas in 1885, in response to customers’ requests for a new syrup flavor. They were getting tired of the limited flavors that were offered, so Alderton mixed up a variety of fruit flavors to serve at the soda fountain at the Morrison’s Old Corner Drug Store where he was employed as a pharmacist. He developed a flavor he liked, and it turned out, the customers liked it too. It became so popular in town that other pharmacy owners bought the syrup from Morrison and he soon found that he could no longer keep up with the demand for the new soft drink flavor. Morrison approached Robert S. Lazenby, the proprietor of the Circle “A” Ginger Ale Company, also in Waco, to see if he would agree to produce the syrup in his bottling plant. Lazenby had also taken a liking to the new flavor, and agreed to produce it. Although Alderton had created the drink, he

The Circle
A need for Friendship; that comes first for true friends can survive anything Communication comes in next for without it things go wrong Patience has a place here also time must be spent in quiet to learn about each other Openness follows close behind so we don’t keep things from each other and with that comes Understanding so we can agree to disagree not far behind comes Compromise so not one is just giving or taking and with that comes Acceptance of what that person is and wants to become which leads us to Encouragement so that we can grow together and not apart and the basic building block of this is Commonness which leads to Friendship

Fire And Ice
I love those around meThe family and friends I haveI give what I can, all that I canAnd they know itThey feel my loveNot wanting to give all of myself I live with my heart frozen in timeI love those that are close to meBut they never get all of meNo one ever gets all of me…And by pure happenstance I start talking to my other halfThe other half of my soulAnd a connection is madeOne from so long agoBut my fear is thereLike so many times beforeAnd my Heart is still frozenAnd I can not give all that I wantAnd I want to give ALL His words fuel the FireThe Fire burning in my soul Making it glow brighter and hotterHigher and strongerThen ever beforeTo free my HeartFrom all the IceI stepped into that FireHolding my HeartFeeling the Ice melt awayI stepped out of the FireWith a whole HeartA beating HeartA feeling HeartA loving Heart

These Is My Words
As i walk threw this life, alone, naked on the inside, i take a deep breath, look around and remember why im here. We come into this world not knowing where we are going or where we came from, but while we are here, if we are brave, god gives us the power to do as we want, in his name. So have shame, but also embrace hope, and that everyday is a day to better yourself, Eve ate the apple which to some changed Utopia, but in some aspects, without the diversity of this action there would be no induviduality, respect, or trust.... embrace our differences, thats what changes the world for the better!!!! by Amy Houston

Over You
I'm so over you Why can't you be over me too? All you did was push me aside Now that you are the one on the side You can't handle it If you can't take me at my worst and every day You sure don't deserve me now at my best I gave you all the support I could Patience when you were hurt Understanding when I wouldn't hear from you Now you can't let me go You knew I was someone special That someone you didn't want to lose Now that I'm gone, you realize your errors Too late to fix your broken promises Learn from losing someone Make yourself better for the next one Stop with the drama and head games Grow up and leave me alone I'm moving on Time for you to do the same

2nd Alarm Hottie's Coc
1. All 2nd Alarm hottie Prospect must have a verified salute and a minimun "10 new pics of yourself ,At LEAST 1 FULL BODY PIC. 2.All hotties must be female (no exceptions) 3.Must sign the COC (code of conduct)Agreement below as a comment I"agree"in order to be placed into voting procedure. 4.Shout Box and Fu_mail must be open to all officers for communications .(Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all officers are made friends) 5.2nd Alarm Hottie's homepage must be added to your family while being considered a Prospect and remain in your family after admittance.Fire Chief ( Founder)must be added to your famliy but doesn't have to be in top but as long as he's in your family so that he can contact you anytime when needed. 6.You must add 2nd Alarm Hottie prospect to your name while awaiting results of the Weekly Voting Done On weekends .All results sent by Monday Unless something comes up. Once Voting is done,a Chief Deputy will contact you to let you

2010 Boobies Contest
DaBLAST! did a contest last year called ShowUrTitsThursdays it did well. The contest brought us some notoriety along with some great friends(& great times) unfortunately the contest didnt move as fast as we wanted to so we shut it down. Now in 2010 it has been revamped & revived courtesy of F.L.O.Empire Going forward the new name is Tri state Edition of "ShowUsYaBoobs". Here are the rules of the game: You must be 21 & over. You must live in the tri state area(NYC/NJ/Connecticut) yes conn. is part of the tri stateYour pictures must be recent(no more than 2 weeks old) You must show your face(after all we looking at more than boobs here lol)You must be topless in the picture(wet t-shirts are allowed but we must see nipples) Only 3 pictures are allowed. Once the pictures are submitted my panel of judges(it's a gang lol) will select 4 finalists. The 4 finalists will recieve tickets to the Lights Camera Action show on October 14th presented by F.L.O.Empire. From there the crowd will look at

Don't Be Fooled By Me
Don't Be Fooled By Me Author-Unkown Don't be fooled by me.Don't be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a thousand masks.Masks that I'm afraid to take off and none of them are me.Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled.For God's sake don't be fooled.I give the impression that I'm secure.That all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without.That confidence is my name and coolness my game;That the waters calm and I'm in command.And that I need no one.But don't believe me. PleaseMy surface may seem smooth, but my surface is my mask.Beneath this lies no complacence.Ben

Playing Poker
I was playing poker online and had a Queen eight and hit runner runner quad queens then I get Jack four and floped quad fours what the hell has happened to poker people are stupid and play any hand they want and yet they hit nothing when I have the best hand plus I also hate it when people put you all in cause they have an ace if you have ever played poker would you get mad if someone did that to you and cracked your pocket pair

Have Fun Looking Into My Mind....
If only I really could express thoughts and feelings on here....but I don't know if everyone in cyberspace would like dealing with my nightmares....or my daydreams....I tend to think a little too deeply and loose people in the process...I forget that some just don't give a rats ass if my soul is screaming to be released from this physical prison.....and what that means......I tend to forget that I really do affect others as much as I do, and how much they affect me as well.....I forget that people don't really give a sh!t about what poisons are in our water supply, what the "energy crisis" is really doing to us....and I tend to believe that if I tell them about it they will magically start caring.......I forget to spend time on the people I need to spend time on....and I don't spend enough time with anyone, I really need to work on this one, but to all that have stuck by me and allow me to go off on my ravings know that I will always love you more than anywords could express in this li

Story! Looooong Lol. But Good Sex :)
When time began two beings existed – as different as light and dark, soft and hard – neither good nor bad, but different and they warred. The two beings were Gods, hardly the only Gods, but the only ones that mattered. One, a female with dark hair, like a raven’s wing come to life, and light features named Satiria who controlled the four elements. The second, a male with hair like molten gold, and features as dark as night, named Jaden who had unsurpassed telekinetic abilities. They battled endlessly, each assuming themselves to be the best. Wind blew, raging across the land, causing dust and land to spike uncontrollably as Satiria fought for dominance. Jaden struck with force, sending bonds to hold her in place for a mere moment before she broke free. On and on it swept, catching species in the crossfire, creating abominations not meant to see the rays of sun. Settling finally on the need to combat the problems thei

Leaving Fubar
Kind of a crude message, but it's all I have time for. I came to Fubar a long time ago, and the community of people here was great. Sadly, my computer couldn't handle it and I ended up leaving. A lot has happened since then. So, to anyone who wishes to follow and stay friends, my AIM is meekoxiii, my hotmail is komi_xiii@hotmail.com, and my yahoo is jax_2040@yahoo.com. It was nice knowing you and I hope that we talk again someday. I'll be deleting in about a week or so. :3

Who Am I
Who AM I Am I just a puppet on magic strings, For you to play with as you please? Am I the beast while you play beauty, ...And making me perfect is your duty? Am I the tortoise and you're the hare, Is that why you don't seem to care? Am I Mufasa and you are scar, Is that why you push me so far? Am I the ball and your the player, Where I end up, you don't happen to care? I am not a toy for you to play with. And I am not some stupid myth! I have feelings just like you, Although mine are probably more sncere and true! ...I am who I am, that you cannot change. And my life is something you cannot arrange! I am not someone you can behest. Because I am a person, no more, no less! I guess what they say is true, I will always love you!!!

I Try!
All my life I have tried my hardest at everything I do. My parents expected the most of me. Best grades and everything else. I did my best to live up to their expectations but it just seemed like it was never enough. Never made a D in my life let alone a F. Never smoked or did drugs. I go to school full time while taking care of my family what the heck else do you want from me?? (MOM) I made my life 100% better then you had made yours just like you wanted! So why are you so upset with the choices that I make for myself? UGH!

General Bs
Frack, I need to get a different life.... Get a real boyfriend, not just someone that wants to be around for a booty call. Some that wants me around for more than an hours time until they get off.... Seems that everyone I meet just wants to 'hook up' and then when they get tired of the game, your back on the streets again. Frack, I'm tired of this frackin game.... Is there no one out there looking to find their one and only? Or is it just game on for everyone? Ok let me get off my b1tch box before I get violent. *sigh*

Dont Cry For Me ..
1932-2004 R.I.P. MOM I MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW IS NOT THE SAME HERE WITH OUT YOU MOM , YOUR ALWAYS MY BEST FRIEND AND MY MOTHER,NO MATTER YOU HERE OR HEAVEN I LOVE YOU DONT CRY FOR ME WHEN IM GONE Don't Cry For Me When I'm gone; don't cry for me ...I am not dead; I'm in sweet eternity I'll live forever; I'll wait for all of you When it’s your time; it’s what God would have us do. He called my name; He said come home I did not die; please do not cry; I will no more roam I'll be by our Savior forever; soon, you too We’ll walk in the light; praising God in all that we do. Do not mourn for me; I have sweet victory I'll walk in Gods’ garden; and glories see I am not dead; He set me free; an Angel called to me Its beautiful here; Heavens’ full of cheer; you'll see. I did not die my love; I only went ahead I knew you’d understand; though I know this, you'll dread That will pass too; do all God would have yo

My Thoughts
The events over this past week have really made me think, as a country are we still dwelling in the past? I'm a firm believer in you treat someone how they treat you, you get what you give, and if something bad happens to you it happened for a true reason. I was never raised to value someone based upon the color of their skin, rather how they treat you and others. This week has really made me question the values that many Americans have in regards to race. About a week ago I got a call from my son's 4th grade teacher in regards to a little girl claiming my son said he was going to bring a gun to school. The teacher said she didn't think this little girl was telling the truth, but still had to report it as the girls mother is the one who called her about it. The mother wanted to have a meeting with me, okay fine I agreed because it was best to let this mother know that I don't even have a toy gun in my home let alone a real one. When I questioned my son about this and about the litt

U Smile I Smile Lyrics Soo Love This Song!!
OhYeahMmmmI'd wait on you forever and a dayHand and footYour world is my worldYeahAin't no way you're ever gon' getAny less than you shouldCause babyYou smile I smile (oh)Cause wheneverYou smile I smileHey hey heyYour lips, my biggest weaknessShouldn't have let you knowI'm always gonna do what they say (hey)If you need meI'll come runningFrom a thousand miles awayWhen you smile I smile (oh whoa)You smile I smileHeyBaby take my open heart and all it offersCause this is as unconditional as it'll ever getYou ain't seen nothing yetI won't ever hesitate to give you morehttp://www.elyricsworld.com/u_smile_lyrics_justin_bieber.htmlCause baby (hey)You smile I smile (whoa)You smile I smileHey hey heyYou smile I smileI smile I smile I smileYou smile I smileMake me smile babyBaby you won't ever work for nothingYou are my ins and my means nowWith you there's no in betweenI'm all inCause my cards are on the tableAnd I'm willing and I'm ableBut I fold to your wishCause it's my commandHey hey heyYou

Life
Well 2010 has been a crazy year. I have learned what i want and dont want thank god its about time lol. I have done somethings im not proud of and hurt some people that i should have never hurt or been with! I found someone to love and i have lost love but it only makes me stronger! I'm talking to a new guy and he seem very sweet! We are not together just yet i'm going to take this one a lot slower which it needs to happen like that bc its seem to make things better when u wait in stead of jumping in something and wasteing time being with someone that is very wrong for! So i found some old friends i have not talked to in forever omg and they are still goofy lil boys lol. I still have my best friends which dont have a fubar which sucks lol. I also made some new friend his name is jacob he is a country boy in and out omg!! Which i love country guys dont get me wrong but he just anit my type and we are better off as friends His idea of a fun time is hunting and mudding lmao ugh nooooo!! M

A Dream
she stood in the middle of the room, her heart was beating hard against her chest.. she could feel eyes of the Free drinking her in.. she stood motionless waiting for her cue listening for the sound of the rumbling drum to play.. her breath was heavy against her red stained lips.. slowly she raised her sunkissed arms into the air crossing her rists and stretching out her limber fingers as if she was reaching for the stars.. the drum began to roll softly and she could feel the beat swimming thru the air.. slowly she began to sway almost afraid to move.. she there was a crowd watching her waiting judging her almost.. her hips began to slowly sway the scarf that was tide around her waist bellowed with her graceful movements.. lifting her golden gaze breifly to the crowd seeking the glance of her Master.. then pulling her stare away hesatantly.. her wild tresses fell around her bare shoulders as she began to move with in herself.. the beat of the drum getting louder as her hands dropped f

Poem
My name's sky I'm three,My eyes are swollen.I can't see,I must be stupid.I must be bad,What else could have made my daddy so mad?I wish i were better i wish i weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy would still want to hug me.I can't do wrong i can't speak at all or else i am lockup all day long.When i am awake i am all alone.The house is dark my folks aren't home.When my mommy does come home.I'll try and be nice,so maybe i will just get one whipping tonight.I just heard a car,my daddy's back from charlies bar.I hear him curse.My name's called,I press myself***gaist the wall.I try to hide from his evil eyes.I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping calls me ugly words,He says it's my fault that he suffers at work.he slaps and hits me and yells at me more,I finally get free and run to the door.He's already locked it and i start to crawl,He takes me and throws me agaist the hard wall.I fall to the floor with my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues with more bad words spoke

Firefighter's Blog
As a Firefighter I'm use to responding to people's plead for help. But now the tables are turned. Now I, The firefighter, am pleading for YOUR help! Besides Firefighting, I am also a Certified Fire Police Officer. And a topic was discusses recently that shocked me! If i wasn't a firefighter, and I was doing traffic control with Fire Police and got killed...i would NOT receive a LODD ( Line Of Duty Death) Coverage!!! Currently, Firefighters, EMTS, Soldiers, Bishops/Chaplians, and Police Officers are covered in case of a LODD. But Fire Police are not. This shocked me because Fire Police are a unit of a Fire Department therefor considered FIRE PERSONNEL! But according to LODD Coverage Information...Fire Police Officers wont be covered unless they are firefighters. Which is a issue because many people who are Fire Police can not be firefighters due to medical issues such as Asthma. Me, Im one of the few Fire Police who are ALSO a firefighter! I AM BEGGING FOR YOUR HELP! Please sig

Just My Feelings At Da Moment
just yesterday you said you loved me that there was nobody else above me that i was yours and you were mine but the words didnt image you to fine but then you had to put our love on hold when it came to makeing love it wasn't you any more now your telling me i got to walk out the door can't you see this is killing me it's hurting my soul (oh baby) how am i suposed to leave you when my heart tells me to keep you how can you ask to let you goooo (no i just cant let you go) can't you see im slowly dyin but im gunna keep on tryin please don't ask me to let you gooo let me start by telling you i love you wit all my heart but i cant understand the reasion girl you and me were supposed to be for ever n ever now instead of being in love its like we used to eachother how could we do this to eachother we used to ride for eachother die for eachother cry for eachother now its like all of us wanna say bye to eachother i cant let this happen i refuse to loose you i love you baby its the truth as u

You Just Never Know
So I'm not the blog type, but what the hell. Sometimes I got shit I just wanna say even if no one listens. So if i write this then, it's cool. I said it. So today my thing is this regret. I don't know if you can say what I'm talking about is regret per say so much as just this whole,"where did I go wrong?" or why did I do that or whatever. Whats the point?What good does that do you. To spend so much time thinking that sort of thing. We all have things that we would change if we could. God knows if you guys knew the screw ups I've made along the way, I'd hear "dumbass" from every direction. The thing is every time I've screwed up or let that just perfect thing go, I've learned from it. To me that's the key. Our screw ups make us better. Build our character. Alow us to form ourselves into better people then we were before our error. This is in itself a good thing. You wont make that mistake again. So I understand kickin yourself, but give yourself a break. I just had someone go on and

Mfkn Family
MFKN Family Back in the Summer of 2009 a family was created here on fubar. You will know this family as MFKN. When this family first started it was founded by MFKN Bubzy and MFKN Cruser. For those of you that where around back then, you will remember that MFKN took over fubar. It became HUGE! There were over 200 members within the first 3 days. Over the last year MFKN has become very quiet up until the last few weeks. MFKN Bubzy and her hubby Playinhard had taken a long break to deal with real life. Congrats on the new baby by the way! Your baby is absolutely precious. While they were away MFKN The Slut and MFKN Cori were the ones that volunteered to run things while in their absence. In the last two months there have been two homepages created and then deleted. There was a homepage created by former MFKN member Seed of Filth. This homepage was created when The Slut and Cori had problems accessing the original homepage and Seed was trying to keep MFKN together. Once the homepage w

Animations
The Process: • First, you see something you like. Either in my Anims album or in the scroll, or someone told ya where to get it. You've come to the right place :D • Second, You -can- shout me to confirm, BUT ….. for a certain project you would like, I need your favorite color and any pix that you'd like to see in the animation. PLEASE PM me the links to the pix and the colors. (I get hundreds of shouts a day, i WILL lose your info !!!!!) • Many have asked 'what's the cost?' … it usually depends on how much time it takes to create, render and upload your animation. Right now, they're averaging 20-50 mill fuBux and the usual bling/credits/pimpouts etc. It really all depends on complexity of the animation. I'm easy, i just like making em :D:D • Depending on how busy I am, you'll have it in 30 mins up to a day or two. It really all depends, and I'll let ya know when i get your PM. :D:D effective 05-2011: I'm s

Angels Blog
well i have a feeling like tonight is going to be like every other night. I am going to be alone once again and its something that i want to quit. I have been looking for mr.right but i am starting to believe that he doesnt exist. I just dont get it. I am pretty smart caring and affectionate and smart so how come every guy i meet does not seem to work out. I will not give up though i will find the guy that can make me smile just by looking at me. The guy who will send shivers through me when he kisses for the first time!

This Is Our Time
This Is Our Time We wake up in the morning at the dawn of a new day, And hope and pray to God above that things will go our way.There are times we reach that mountaintop and think we have it all, Then there's moments that are rocky and we stumble and we fall. As your world comes down around you, no matter how hard you try, And the darkness fills up in your heart and you don't even know why.It's seems like one step forward, two steps back, and we're left so hard and cold, 'Cause it seems like it'll be forever until our destinies unfold. Then your heart cries out into the night and hope that someone hears, And you pray that they will take away your doubts and all your fears.The hell you're in is way too much and you can't take anymore, And you want that feeling in your heart like you've never had before. In a tiny, single moment, someone whispers your name, And it changes your life forever and you'll never be the same.Those s

The Divine News
Lifestyle Domme. ProDomme. Anachronistic.Poly.Bi.Sarcastic.Sadistic.Protective over Mine.Cruel & Compassionate. I never mix Pro D/s with Personal D/s so when contacting me make sure you know which end you are on. I am not nearly as mean as I seem. I keep my guard up but deep down I am a cool ass chick...lol. Goofy as all hell. Sarcastic and nerdy. I am here to stalk total strangers. Oh yea and make some friends along the way. I welcome conversation from Dominants as well as submissives so feel free just remain respectful. I have quite the sadistic streak and have a soft spot for pain sluts and for sissies. For those that enjoy pampering a Goddess feel free to do so here: http://amzn.com/w/1W71P2GSFELHO Wanna know more feel free to ask. Either I'll answer or tell you to go fuck yourself. :-) ~M

I Miss You More Than Youll Ever Know
I came home from work about a quarter to 3pm. I ran upstairs so excited to tell you about my day. Then, I saw the door. It was closed, but I knew what was going on. So, I knocked. "Let me mute the tv", I heared. I waited. Then a reply of "what do you want"? " I just wanted to let you know I'm home from work......hey did you ever get the dining room table or the christmas tree"? She simple replied back "yeah, they're both in the garage". The last words I heared from my Mom. 45 minutes later I hear my father calling my name. So, naturally I went to see what was up. I was only down the hall. First words I hear out of his mouth is "I can't wake your mother up". "What the fuck you mean you can't wake her up", I replied. I look in the bedroom and I don't see her anywhere. I run around the corner and she's laying on the bathroom floor. I just panic. I run over to her and see she's not moving or breathing. She's laying there lifeless with purple & blue as her skin tone. I had no

The V Sign
This is taken from the Urban Dictionary. V Sign A hand symbol usually performed while drunk, in public, in front of a camera by an ugly wannabe scenester chick. It is performed by holding up the middle and index fingers accompanied by some hideous snarled lip or grotesque tongue wagging. While originating with British folks, and a sign used by gang bangers, and most commonly done by Asian people whenever they get their pictures taken these stupid scenester wannabe hookers seem to think it looks cool or hip. While in all reality they look dumber than ever and every guy and cool chick is laughing their asses off at them both in person and every time they blind themselves by looking at their pathetic myspace pages. Hey check out that fat ugly aging emo/punk/rock-a-billy/wannabe scenester whore doing the whole stupid V sign in front of her own camera so she can post pictures on myspace of how cool and stupid she is.

Fubar Needs To Fix Its Mistakes!
Ok seriuosly i had this real long thing typed out so im going to try and type out as much as i can remember from it so here its goes Fubar has been talkin about making changes and has been asking its users to make suggestions so heres a few of mine IM SICK AND TIRED OF FAKES...and fubar thought they would make us post salutes to prove that we are real people...but most users have found out that theres a way around fubars salute rule Take Dark Ang3l Owner of hot women and Hot Cars lounge for example shes a lvl 28 i believe and has NO SALUTE... how is this so you may ask well shes running an incredible head game on MANY MANY MANY people... she will cyber you and make you think theres a chance of a relationship...but there isnt see shes good like that she plays head games so bad...she done it to a friend of many on fubar and hes no longer with us... if you cant buy her something then she gets pissed and turns on you... she has skype and YIM and claims shes got

Let Me Rant! Rebeljewel
This one is for you. Honestly…All those who go around looking for content to shout spam on, in my opinion is very sad! Think about it… THIS IS THE INTERNET, you can choose what you do or do not view, yet you take the time out to eye someone else’s space and then even more time out to tag spam or report it…After they posted one, YES ONE, link! Why was it so hard for you to just ignore it? Don’t get me wrong I know there are folks that do abuse the internet, corrupt and clutter it with crap… But someone, who is, trying to promote their legit business why would you try and get in the way of that??? Yet you don’t take time out to report the repeated adverts on T.V that consistently and continuously promotes junk food, and what ever other sleaze you can think of!?? You confuse me… Internet police, you all have too much time on your hands!!! Perhaps I do too for even writing this, but it is REALLY jarring arrrrrrrr

Poems
WHAT DO I MEAN BY (NOT BORN FEMALE) I AM A TRANNY?? I AM MALE TO FEMALE. HERE: A trans woman (sometimes trans-woman or transwoman) is a male-to-female (MTF) transsexual or transgender person and the term trans woman is preferred by some individuals over various medical terms. Other non-medical terms include t-girl, tg-girl and ts-girl. Transsexual is the more common term. Transsexualism is when an individual identifies with a gender that is different from their biological sex. A medical diagnosis can be made if a person experiences discomfort as a result of a desire to be a member of the opposite sex, or if a person experiences impaired functioning or distress as a result of that gender identification. Transsexualism is stigmatized in many parts of the world but has become more widely known in Western culture in the mid to late 20th century, concurrently with the sexual revolution and the development of sex reassignment surgery. *** I DON'T HAVE TITS YET AND I WILL NEVER HAVE SEX REASS

Earth's Black, Scorched Heart By Brad Hursey
I'm speaking on behalf of our planet right now When everyone in the south was gettin' everyone crunked up Corporate america must have paid mother earth To keep her mouth shut the fuck up Americans will put up with anything as long as it doesn't block traffic But we're ready at the drop of a hat and shit To see a motherfucker get his ass kicked If he's fuckin' with our pussy, our paper or plastic We're quick to get the gat quick and clap shit And put his bitch ass in a casket If he makes us insecure or does something drastic Now when you take this theory and grasp it Get realistic and graphic Maybe you'll think about it like that's sick And not sick like when I'm writin' these rhymes But sick like someone who really isn't right in his mind Cause we walk around ignorant I don't care so long as it doesn't affect me We can stand up to eachother but we can't stand collectively Up to a bunch of stuffed suits that govern us deceptively And rape our planet that we all s

I Give Up!
I have come to the realization that I need a fu-break. I have been trying now for about a month to get into the top 10 chicks. I see how hard it is to get there and not that I am not up for the competition so dont get me wrong. However, I just cant afford to buy into the 40 or 50 families it takes a day in order to rank. Nor do I have the money to run the ability bling. I want to thank a select few for all they have done to help me in the ranking game. Red Hot Candy Apple, Smalltowngirl, Suby, KMP, Psycho Bytch, Simply Brina, Freedom OG, Thatguy, Uniquelyme, Luckyfknbitch, Mz Cuffed, Secret Huntress, Shnookums, NaughtybyNature, Stonez, Seed, Temptress, Steve, Chelley, Candi, WillIam, & MFKN BigMarine. These guys and gals have kept me in family and in boosts with out any question. If I failed to mention your name I apologize. But so many of you have been really good to me and I love you all. I am going to be finishing up the ability bling I have at this point and then taking my m

Super Naught
In this day and age of Facebook, Fubar, Myspace, how did people find each other 30 years ago? Don't get me wrong this is cool stuff, but how much farther can this go? I think more about what is going on in my computer world more then my reality itself. With texting, and email, and Photoshop I still have a family, a job and a list of other things that I have to do. i think i put that in my black berry in the "Things to do folder". I feel that the world is driving us to sit in front of a computer for the rest of our lives. My kids who are 3 and 5 already know how to go on Toy Wiz and look up Star Wars action figures. WOW What is next. You back in the day people who lived off the grid were like the people who lived in the hills. Now is like if you don't have a T1 line or cable modem you are out of the loop. Remember Pagers? Everyone had to have a pager. I don't think doctors have them now, or intergated into their 600 dollar phones. Has there ever been a time that you didn't want to both

Mma
I absolutely love Mixed Martial Arts (MMA). I never miss to watch a UFC event and love catching up on the newest mma gear ! My top 5 favorite fighters are: Randy Couture, BJ Penn, GSP, Fedor and Lyoto Machida.

It's Amazing
It's amazing how I feel when I'm around you,How my heart pounds when you come into a room.I look at you and think: My God! How lovely!And everything I am bursts into bloom. I feel as though you must, you must be mine,Not as a possession but a goal,Something almost unimaginable:The free devotion of another soul. As though I were about to enter heavenOr just within the hour condemned to die,My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over,With you, and only you, the reason why.

It's Always Me!
I wish i knew why it's always me that gets my feelings always hurt. I lost 2 friends today who i really deeply loved until and so i thought i could tell them how i feel and try to get them to understand. Through out my life i was physically & emotionally abused by my real father who lives in the UK now and has always. These 2 friends knew i was having a hard time when i met them and neither of them even cared about me or my feelings or even tried to comfort me anyway they could. They both left me on myself really emotionally sad and feeling not loved at all. I have always been there for my friends but why cant they be there for me? . It's not easy at all infact you'll be pretty damn lucky if you can get over the abuse because i know i can't and it's haunted me ever since it's happened. After i told these 2 friends my exact feelings about them they blew their pipe off and ripped me up for telling them. I already had a feeling about these 2 ex friends and today they confirmed it for me

Just Me
I sitting here on this site listening to music by my # dj and all i can think of is how and why peopl cant take me for me? back n day when i was on this site people were nice,now dont gte me wrong some people on here are awesome and then well there r some that are jus plain rude and full of themselves.This sote makes it so easy to friend,rate,crush etc on different people which aint back but when u rate someone and then friend them and they send u a message that says " umm ur not good enough to be on my page" or my favorite k umm i dont talk to fat people....right there that "FAT"word i dont know but damn that word pisses me tf off more then nething,i know im fluffy as i call but heres something the idiots who commented that was....yes im flufy but u either hate or love me either i really dont give a fuck either way u can watch me walk away..so heres my lil quest......i challage neone reading this right now to go and talk to a "fluffy" person....ud b surprised what a HI means to them a

My Life..or Lack Thereof
Well, I am a teacher, of 2 year olds, so yes there is a lot of stress in my job. But also in my life. My youngest has moved out and yes normally that would be a good thing. My son on the other hand has decided to do it in a bad way. Got fired 2 weeks after moving out and is now on Welfare I hear. Turns out you can't argue with Safety officials about their jobs...Go figure.. Why do kids have to be this way? What are we doing wrong in raising them nowadays? I hear we ask too much of them, yea right, not enough if you ask me. My son who is a brilliant young man (with no social skills) is destroying his life because he thinks it is ok to talk down to people, to make fun of them, and just ignore what was helping out at home (that's why he moved out) I wanted him to have normal hygiene, to put away his clothes (which I washed) and to rinse and put his dishes in the washer. No rent (so he could pay student loans) and no bills (same reason) and I got too much crap in return. No, I didn't

Friend Vs. Juggalette
Friend vs. Juggalette Friend: Will leave you hanging to be with a crowd. Juggalette: Always has your back. Friend: Runs for help in a fight. Juggalette: Jumps in the fight to help. Friend: Will bail your stale ass out of Jail. Juggalette: Will be sittin' right next to you saying "That was f*cking awesome!" Friend: Will help you move out of a house. Juggalette: Will help you move a dead body out of the house. Friend: Bums you a cigarette Juggalette: Bums you her last pack Friend: Is there when you need them Juggalette: Is there even when you dont need them Friend: Gets drunk at a party and pukes on your carpet Juggalette: Feels worse than you do about puking on your carpet in the morning Friend: Hides you from the cops Juggalette: Is probably the reason the cops are after you in the first place Friend: Lets you make an a** out of yourself in public Juggalette: Is up there with you making an a** out of themselves too Friend: Likes you cause your always doing stupid sh*t Jugg

My Hobby
Some of you may know that I build plastic models as a hobby ... makes me good with my hands (nod,nod nudge,nudge wink,wink) ... anywho ... I use a webnetwork called Kitmaker network to help with what my dr calls AADD ... someone on a given subject site (Armor is Armorama , aircraft is Aeroscale ... etc etc) Will come up with an idea for a campaign ( Helicopters or The Battle of Britain or COD:Modern warfare even) ... Participants are then given a set time in which to build a kit for said subject ... I am completing one such campaign now PIN-UPS ...as the name suggests these are aircraft with scantily clad or even nude women on their noses ... I have 2 more ending before the end of the year and 8 so far for the coming year ... If I can figure this all out I may try to post pics here or on my page so come by and check me out ... You never know you may like what you see ...

"circumcised Vs. Uncircumcised"
"circumcised vs. uncircumcised"I was wondering and curious if females/women prefer a male to be circumcised or uncircumcised?which brings me to the next question i'm curiuos about is if you had sexual intercoarse with both in the past, is there any difference to what yous feel during sex intercoarse with being cut/uncut(natural)? I am alsowondering if one or the other gives you/make you orgasm faster or better between the two? or doesn't it make any difference? I would like to hear your input on this curiousity. My mom made the choice to have me "circumcised" at birth, so I never had the choice to decide in the matter.

Links
Facebook Our Official Website Myspace Page Reverb Nation Page Pure Volume Page Jango Page Purchase our Cd Amazon Mp3 Cd If you have Itunes then you can purchase our cd on Itunes. WE HAVE OUR BAND APP AVAILIABLE FOR SMART PHONES IPhone App Android App

Free Software
I often get questions from friend looking for an alternative to the expensive Microsoft Office software. Spending hundreds of dollars isn't an option these days and the Office sutie can cost as much as the PC! Fortunately, there is an alternative. It's been around quite a while now. LibreOffice, formerlay OpenOffice, is an Open Source solution and is available at: http://www.documentfoundation.org/download/ It's worth giving it a try and now supports Microsoft document styles as well as XML styles (if you even care). Let me know if you have tried it and have any other software needs! Pete DeathwishDuck

Gosh Darn Pics
I must have made the person mad Its time t...: U BITCH cancel Chat 12:01pm more To Its time t...: you nasty cunt cancel Chat 12:01pm reply Its time t...: FUCK YOU cancel Chat 12:01pm more To Its time t...: try some feminine hygiene cancel Chat

Me!!!!!
Well I just want to let you know that it is ok for you to hate me when you don't know me.... It is ok for you to say what you want...But know this if you thought I was well a *itch before you started rollin on me ...Well I can be a bigger one if you push ..... I am not here to take you on. I am here to have fun sooo shut up and have fun!!!!! I am sorry that your life is bad enough that you feel you must strike out at me but that's ok cus I can take it and well I am sorry for your loss!!! -Lisa

You Need To Be Aware
Lohan, 24, is all over the news because she's a celebrity drug addict. While Justin Allen 23, Brett Linley 29, Matthew Weikert 29, Justus Bartett 27, Dave Santos 21, Chase Stanley 21,Jesse Reed 26, Matthew Johnson 21, Zachary Fisher 24, Brandon King 23, Christopher Goeke 23, and Sheldon Tate 27 are all Marines that gave their lives this week, no media mention.Honor THEM by reposting!!!

What Would You Do?
Questions where the question "What would YOU do?" applies to them. Answer the question, then repost a new question for others to answer as well :) This should be an interesting experiment. Question Number One: What would YOU do if you were locked away in a room with me for 24 hours and all that was playing in the background was love making music? :P

Selfishness
So have you guys noticed that selfishness has no bounds here on fu? That no one does anything when these users do shit to people who place a lil bit of trust on them? Who can you go to when no one will correct these issues? This is supposed to be a site for ADULTS. But no one cares about being fair or being honest you know those things most of us where taught as children. They assume that because its ONLINE it has no impact on real life. to those who are wondering how.. heres a real life example: I sold a person who was a part of my fu "family" for the whole time I've had this page. This member told me if I'd sell her a boomerang for fubucks. I told her that I didn't need the fubucks, but I hate telling my friends NO when ts in my power to help (a habit I've broken) so I told her that I really wanted that diamond bling they had and it cost 50cr. and that I found it tacky to bling myself so how bout if I sent her a 65 cr bling pack for 5 mil (THATS RIGHT NOT A TYPO 5,000,000) and ou

How Is It Fair?
So I wrote this blog like 4 months ago but someone magically had it deleted so ill try again and if that doesn't work then I guess I can go through blogger where I can even include specifics. I spent a lot of time and money getting to level 45. It took a lot of friends to help me get there .. trust me when Isay my wallet complained day in and day out, and I even can say that this whole leveling thing took a toll on my personal life and that of a person who helped me from the first in the sense that i couldn't go places I wanted to go so that I could do it here,and that arguments ensued from bombing 6 times a day.. anyways one day I was going around fu comparing how good people are at leveling like for example i was like 900 something to 34 but I was like 74 to 45 thats pretty good .... and I just wanted to compare how fast the people on fu leveled who leveled first whose the most recent it.... it was my "I'm bored out of my mind nothing to do once you level" thing right .. then

Life's Full Of Hard Choices.
Well, life is full of hard choice's but the one I am going to talk about is the choice to ask someone the one question that could hurt even friendship. I have this one gal I really like and thinking it really might go to the point of love but I really don't know if she likes me that way or just as a friend. I really like being her friend but wish it I could have more. I really don't know if it is worth asking her. On the other hand I think I am just being a coward because I just won't tell her but worried that if I do ask she would not talk to me even as a friend. Life and it's choices really suck but I guess we must all live thur them.

My Poem
Baby when I look in your eyes I see a future with you Baby when you touch me I feel your love Baby when you whisper to me I hear your sexy voice Baby when I'm with you I wanna be with you all the time My heart beats so fast that I can't live without you It seems that when I'm away My mind is always thinking about you It don't want to stop All I ever wanted is to be with you forever & always

In Memory Of Miranda (roxxy)
This is a page for Roxxy, the people who knew her here respected her alot. As some of you may know what has happend in the last 4-6 months, she has been through to hell and back. Not long ago she had twins a boy and a girl, not long ago she lost her precious daughter, who was very ill, now it was roxxy's turn, she was sick with diabete's and needed a kidney transplant, wich we could not find a donor for her, suddenly her last kidney also failed, wich made her incapable of doing anything. Later to find out the doctor's said she had turned for the worst. An infection started and spread to her heart quickly (endocarditis). Later that evening the doctor's took a MRI and realized the infection spread to her brain, then she was put on life support for a very shot period of time. She was pronounced dead this morning at around 7:18 am. I will be posting from other's that may have there last words for her, and some pictures. may you rest in peace with little girl... I'll see you soon angel's.

My breath catches and my lips part as a moan softly escapes me. The way my flesh reacts to the memory of your touch and my heart races at the thought of your voice, it is so intense my eyes close to the world around me. I return to the feel of your fingertips on my cheek for the first time and the sound of your whispering voice in my ear. Every nerve in me is on fire as I relive the moment your lips caressed mine. As your tongue sweeps across my lip as soft as a feather and my fingers grasped your shoulders. Your hand moved down my body and as your thumb passes slowly over the roundness of my breast my body arches into you, a hunger so savage and so comsuming. Pulling me close I feel the need in you matches mine. They way I begged you with my eyes was stronger than any words I could have uttered. You continue through the night to take me place I have never been, and will only be in my memories......

Jokes
1. OF COURSE I'LL SWALLOW IT ALL; I LOVE THE TASTE!!!!!!!!! 2. ARE YOU SURE YOU'VE HAD ENOUGH TO DRINK?? 3. I'M BORED LET'S SHAVE MY PUSSY!!!!!!!!!!! 4. OH, COME ON LET'S GET A PORNO, A CASE OF BEER, & INVITE THE NEIGHBOR LADY OVER FOR A 3SOME!!!!!!!!! 5. IF I DON'T GET TO BLOW YOU SOON, I SWEAR I'M GONNA SCREAM.... 6. I KNOW IT'S A LOT TIGHTER BACK THERE, BUTT WOULD YOU PLEASE TRY AGAIN??????? 7. YOU'RE SO SEXY WHEN YOUR HUNGOVER.. 8. NO, I'D RATHER STAY HERE, WATCH FOOTBALL, DRINK BEER, & SUCK YOUR DICK, THEN GO SHOPPING 9. I SIGNED UP FOR YOGA CLASSES SO I CAN GET MY ANKLES BEHIND MY HEAD FOR YOU, HONEY.... 10. YOU LOOK TIRED; YOU SHOULD GO RIGHT 2 BED AS SOON AS YOU FUCK ME IN THE ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!

New Videos Posted
I posted 25 links to youtube videos today. I did a little mixture of music so I hope everyone enjoys them. Also, I am trying to get my achievements and level up again so any and all help will be greatly appreciated. I need over 200,000 points yet to level up and I need bling and activation of special abilities and a blast and so forth to get my achievements. Also if anyone wants to be gracious and help me to become VIP status I would appreciate that as well, but I know that is expensive so I am not going to expect that one to be done. But yea if anyone wants to really truely help me get ahead on FU then please do so. I will do what I can to return favors for my friends.

Who Do You Trust
I used to work for an airlines at LAX; Los Angeles for those who don't know. I checked in former Governor Jerry Brown and his aide back in the late 1980s...for their flight..I questioned Brown and his responses were to say the least, relative to someone who was stoned out of his mind as his responses were slurred blah, blah, blah. He couldn't even provide his I.D. Do you really want this guy as the new Governor of California?

No Matter What
TroubleStrifeTrue love?Ending? Dear friend.Don't worryI am hereI won't leave you I,.... I can't leave her Found the one.She sees in me.I see her soul.Her most amazing mind.Her lushious body.I can't let anyone else see.Why do i feel like i need her? Because i do.I need her like i need air.I need her like i need the sun.Her brown eyes,As deep as the ocean.Hiding wisdom in the depths.Strange for one so young. She's not young. Not in realityHer years have seen horrors.Pain,Death,Lost love, Why is it she must feel these thingsI would do anything to take the bad memories away. She knowsI told her, Or is she even smarter than i first thought?She is.I know her.I love her.I tell herI ask her She tells me, she can't. I ask whyWhy after all the time i've stood by her Why can't i, like all the men Have One Chance. Did i do something wrong? Is something wrong with me? No I know how i feelI think she feels the same.I will fightI must fightTo show herShe won't lose me No Matter W

What The Fuck!!!
Im not sure how to take this or even what to make of it. The other mornin maybe 10 mins before I awoke, in my Dream I was runnin through a corn field, with my arms full of what I can only assume is sweet corn. Anyway, when i was crossin the road back to the house, out of the corner of my eye to the right, i caught this Black shadowy figure of a dog. But this wasnt any normal dog. An much to big by the looks of it to be a normal Wolff. It stood (on all fours) at my mid~section, jus beloew my chest. Thick furred, and as black as the night herself. This, figure was in my neighbors yard, middle of her lawn. As i started to take another step, out of the corner of my eye, I saw one right to the left of me. I mean I could reach out and pet it, thats how close it was. They were both identical in color and in height. They were eye to eye with me, almost. Now the only things Ive ever seen that big were in the movies, and that would be the Lyconthrope. NOt sure what alot of you think, but i fo

A Slave Is:
A slave will never be truly happy or content in her life if she is un-owned. A slave's most profound freedom is found within her Master's chains. Within these chains, she is free to live as she is destined to live to serve and please, and to be pleased in return for the privilege to serve and please her Master. A slave should never think of herself as a weak person for it takes a strong female to commit to the drive inside her, to serve, to obey and to please a Master. A slave chooses willingly to be her Master's property. As a slave is her Master's property and an object of great value she is an instrument Master will use to draw out His pleasures. Above all else a slave's primary and foremost focus shall be to please her Master, hoping that her Master finds her pleasing in all that she does, whether she is in her Master's presence or not. All of a slave's choices shall be based upon whether or not they will please her Master. A slave and a slave's behavior are a direct reflection

"burn The Bridge" By: Mushroomhead
its a far flung dream to die in, cant wake up & the scars we leave behind us, aren't enough to somehow free us & the tragedy between us, is a mountain we cant climb together we keep getting lost inside the rhyme..... this is not the ending just the start everythings something, yet your not above me, im under here bubbling, sweet the explosion sing witness the bitterness, shattering ending bliss, only thing left to achieve is a reason to be....FREEEE!!! burn the bridges & try to tie the lies together in verses of worship and pain....all that remains you dont own me....died in a dream....you dont own me....or who im supposed to be this reality, sobriety can leave you blind....your insincerity can brun the bridge you leave behind

Mel Maintenance
I just got this email that reads: "MEL will be performing maintenance at 2:30pm. Please log out before that time. I am sorry for any inconvenience this may cause." I am stupified. Help me out here. Does this mean my FuWife wants to have sex with me at 2:30 pm sharp and wants me to log off? She didn't leave me any messages this morning. I don't know what to do damnit!!!! Where is Tutti? Maybe she can help me.

His Lil Red
You lay in the big rumpled bed still in a deep sleep, one hand gently stroking and pinching your nipples, the other stroking your already hard and wet clit... Your long red hair a sexy cloud on the pillow, waiting for my big hands to tangle in the long silky strands. You hear my whisper in your ear and increase the hardness of the pinching and twisting of your small sensitive nipples, causing a muffle moan of pleasure. You don't want the painters to hear... But you hear my voice - "Let them hear you moan, let them hear how hungry you are..." your whimpers of distress make me smile... "My naughty, nasty lil one wants to be fucked with all these men watching, don't you?" Your head shakes 'no' even as the juices overflow from your dripping shaven cunt, dripping down your fingers, aching for the savage invasion of my hard, thick cock.... Suddenly you are startled , awakened by a sound in the bedroom, your eyes fly open, landing on my tall frame filling the doorway. I have return

My Old Gal
I knew it was coming,but crap it still makes me sick :( My old gal , my yellow lab "Daisy",passed today. I am broken hearted,I am still grieving over,my kitty "Spike". They sent me a sorry driver today for therapy that drove like a maniac,that was so nosy and annoying ,when hubby told me this news over the phone.Grrrrr... I didn't want to talk to this stranger and wanted to grieve quietly while he slung me through the damn curves.I am hurt and mad this evening.I am also not a big fan of people. just needed really to vent a little...you know how I am when I vent..not sure if I will delete this

Fucking Pigs!
2:16pm reply hmmm: Hey cutie... will you rate my NSFW pics with brutal honesty please? cancel Chat 2:20pm more To hmmm: thats like the 5th time you have said that to me and my answer will always be the same .............NO! cancel Chat 2:21pm more To hmmm: I want to see a naked man i will wait for my man to come home from work... cancel Chat

Bring Unto Me
Bring forth your warmth upon me Flesh intertwined Seductive and slow Passion unyielding A sensual flow Scent of sweet seduction Lingers in air Fantasies fulfilled Ecstasy in what we share.. Tantalize the senses Beyond whats ever been A ravenous indulgence Of love ..Of lust ..Of sin

Why Woman Cry
Emo Images at ImageHousing.com "A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman , " she told him. "I don't understand , " he said. His Mom just hugged him and said , "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father ,"Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man , still wondering why women cry... Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone , he asked , "God , why do women cry so easily?" God said, "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up , and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity

Important Stuff :)
OK If you know anything about me, you know I support the cause! Breast Cancer doesn't run in my immediate family but it is a cause that I have always felt very strongly about....Every year I try to make sure to get the word out especially during October. A little awareness goes a long way! So with that said please be aware that October is all about the Pink.Its breast cancer awareness month so please show your support and wear some pink!! If you are like me and you don't really like pink....make an exception this month! I do it every October I wear something pink to show support! Breast Cancer knows NO Age, Sex, Race or class it does NOT discriminate everyone is fair game! Women as well as men. please don't think, It can never happen to me, or to someone I love. Truth is it can and does happen to anyone. Please take the time to remind all those people you love so much and hold close to your heart that its that time of year again to get checked out so sit your Mom/

Heaven Poem
Just one little peek into heaven, Is all I'm asking for today. I just want to know how she's doing, And heaven seems so far away. Is she playing on the clouds with angels? Is she laughing and running today? Does she miss me? I guess only she knows. Oh why does heaven seem so far away? If you just let me look for a moment, To catch a glimpse of her sweet smiling face, I promise I won't try to take her, I know, she's in a better place. Just one little peek into heaven, Is all I'm asking for today. I just want to know how she's doing, And heaven seems so far away...

I've Got A Sweet Tooth
I almost died but it felt greatFaking perfection wasn't worth the waitI may be easy, easy to hateBut you're so fucking easy, easy to breakCHORUS:I've got a sweet tooth and strawberry youthYou wanna be my licorice and misguided truthAnd right now I'll show you howI'm a beauty killer!!!! muahahahaha Jeffree Star is amazing. I love him

I Bleed Willingly
Bleed me dry of this jaded passion. Plunge the jagged edge of your love deep within my beating heart. Watch the blackness spill across the innocence of your torn soul. l open this mortal shell to show you the beauty of the inky passion coursing through the tattered lacework left of my soul. Watch as it shines with the shameless desire to consume all your pain within my pleasure. Feel it's beat as it poses to feast of your darkest need. It's rage will gorge on your willing submission Hear the beating slow to silence. l take one last breath of your sweet inspiration, just to feel your name upon my lips, before it escapes.

Pink Ribbon
My Pink Ribbon ( in memory of Sandra Conrad ) I never thought, it would happen to me after-all I was always so Healthy. No family history just out of the blue, neither me nor my family had a clue. They seemed so normal and always there, it couldn't happen to me, so I never cared. Then one day, I would be stumped, while taking a shower I felt a lump. " Dear God" why did this happen to me?, I sit her and wait for a mastectomy. Will I still be a woman?, Will I still be the same?, or will I be some kind of freak, living in shame? Would it have been differant, if I had checked before?, instead I just stood there it was something I would ignore. I feel differant, but I'm still the same, and it's somethingof which, I no-longer have to live in shame. So please check yourself, it's embarrasing that is true, but it

Poetry
A Broken SoulWhen all light is darkand sky is grey,I fear you'll wishme not to stay,Rip from my chesta heart so torn,Beat from my breasta soul thats worn.Some endless nightsdark clouds, no moon.Deep unknown pitswhich bear my doom.That scared darknesscontrolled by pain,disquised by hateunknown by name.A secret blanketwhich holds me tight,no longer feels whats

My Pink Ribbon
My Pink Ribbon ( in memory of Joella Goodwin) I never thought, it would happen to me after-all I was always so Healthy. No family history just out of the blue, neither me nor my family had a clue. They seemed so normal and always there, it couldn't happen to me, so I never cared. Then one day, I would be stumped, while taking a shower I felt a lump. " Dear God" why did this happen to me?, I sit here and wait for a mastectomy. Will I still be a woman?, Will I still be the same?, or will I be some kind of freak, living in shame? Would it have been differant, if I had checked before?, instead I just stood there it was something I would ignore. I feel differant, but I'm still the same, and it's something of which, I no-longer have to live in shame. So please check yourself, it's em

Whiners
Is it me or is it we have whiners everywhere still lol. It dosnr matter where you are, regular Fu or in mafia this is all just a game and a place to have fun. If you dont get what you want, not enough like's, to many dislike's, not enough page rates comments picture rate's or bling, then get a job and buy it yourself and get yourself out there and get known and be friendly. If you get beat up in mafia, learn the game, play the game, join a turf or stay turfless. You cant beat everyone and no one is unbeatable, yes people bling, it's part of the game, it's where you have the opition to so if you want, if you dont want to do whine, it's still an option for other's not just for yourself other's just choose to take that option. All in all, and at the end of the day wether you spend all day, part of the day, everyday, or every other day here, it's still just a game and it's to have fun. I wish you the best and a greta fu time ;)

October Is Speak Up Month. Are You Brave Enough To?
I met him when I was 16. We started dating in December 2005. I thought that life couldn't get any better. He was handsome, and funny. He cared about me, truly cared about it. It wasn't about sex. Fast Forward to February, things started going down hill, and FAST. At first it started out just pushing, eventually pushing led to pushing off of a 5FT tall porch flat on my back. He apologized, as he had SO many times before. I forgave him, I'm clumsy and I always know how to push his buttons. Soon after he began the hitting. It kept getting harder and harder. Mostly after we talked about "having children". He NEEDED a son. He wanted to be a father. Granted, I was 16, I was an only child, I wanted NO kids. I wasn't even sure if I wanted children down the road. I was young, I wanted more out of life. That's when it started getting REALLY bad. I was used to covering up black eyes and bruises on my body. I was used to covering up busted lips. I was NOT used to going to the emergency room for br

Woo Hooo
Stepped on my scale Monday morning and I was 108 lbs. Today (Saturday) I am only 101 lbs!! So I lost 7 lbs. in only 5 days,most people can't lose 7 lbs. in a week. Not bad for having had 3 kids huh? Will only be a few days and I will be back to 98 lbs.which is just a few lbs. more than what I weighed in high school. SOO happy to be in size 3 jeans again,(although I was only wearing a size 5 or 6 before I lost weight),yay me.....lol. Hope you're all having a great weekend.

Alone...not For Long Pet
I opened my eyes to find myself in a cage. A cage! I moved to stand from my lying postition but something was restraining me... I looked down to see ropes intricately bound around my naked body, the friction was painful on my nipples and pussy lips when I moved even a fraction. My mind raced as I tried to remember how I got into this situation. My last clear memory was my Mistress yelling at me- “Fucking whore, I’ll be back in half an hour, fucking clean that shit up.” I admit I was feeling light-headed after orgasming so hard...maybe I had passed out? Somewhere above me I heard a door opening and the familiar sound of heels tapping on hard floor."So, has the filthy whore woken up yet?" came the wonderful, but chilling voice of my Mistress."Y-yes Mistress," I replied, my voice a little hoarse. "Good, because I'm not going to wait all night- I have a visitor for you," she said coldly. My heart leapt with anticipation but also nerves. Another stranger? Before I had time

When Master Took His Kitten
I am standing naked in the cold cellar, the cool air causing my nipples to stiffen. Michelle, my gorgeous friend with her lovely blond locks, is walking toward me. Naomi, the sultry brunette, is following behind her. I am standing with my brown hair resting on my shoulders, my arms raised above my head, wearing nothing but my tall black leather stiletto heels. Michelle opens the bucket of black liquid latex, as Naomi finds 2 paintbrushes. Each beauty dips her brush into the latex and begins to paint my skin with the sticky material. Michelle is working on my front, while Naomi is carefully taking care of my back. Michelle takes her brush and begins right above my nipples, tickling me, but I stand very still. She has a job to do. Meanwhile, Naomi meets the line Michelle has drawn, and continues to paint my back. Each girl is moving her brush down lower now, Michelle covering my stomach, and Naomi the small of my back. Michelle dips her brush into the latex once again and begins to paint

Newbies
I here to claim that with all the fake profiles and ppl on here, that it doesnt seem like a bad idea to make ranks and get fakes out of here or less to deal with to make it a requirement for someone to have to have a salute in order to get passed rank 5. i know i ain't the only person to think this just think it would be better off. Thanks for the time, Checotah

Dating Survey
Y = YesN = NoM = Maybe Would You? [_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?[_] Slap Me?[_] Kiss Me?[_] Let Me Kiss You?[_] Watch A Movie With Me?[_] Take Me Out To Dinner?[_] Take A Shower With Me?[_] Take Me Home For The Night?[_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?[_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?[_] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?[_] Let Me Make You Breakfast?[_] Tickle Me?[_] Let Me Tickle You?[_] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down?[_] Instant Message Me?[_] Greet Me In Public?[_] Hang Out With Me?[_] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You…

.anna.
fact about sex Men:1) 94% of men lie about their penis size.According to condom manufacturers, only 6% ofmen use extra large condoms.2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect(no matter what you have heard ladies, that's thetruth).3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Eventhough Pediatrics say it is not necessary.4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing canmake your penis grow but time (most men reachthe end of their growth by the early 20's)5) There is no correlation between penis size andshoe size, hand size, or nose size.6) Blue balls does exist! It's technicallycalled "prostatic congestion."7) Only 16% of men shave their privates.+Some stuff on the ladies+------------------------------1) Only 9% of women around the globe considerthemselves "attractive" (20% of British womendo).43% of women use the term "natural", 24% saythey have "average" looks, 8% prefer theterm "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking",and 7% say they are "cute", and finally only 2% ofwomen say they are

Nsfw
Please get rid of this NSFW nonsense!!! This is NOT a kid's site, that's why they have myspace, facebook, or twitter for. If u don't want to see adult photos on someone's profile, then either don't look or delete ur account on here...you can use those other sites that are censored. I'm sick of the idiots that cry and moan until someone's picture is removed...Get a freakin life and join the rest of those stupid holy roller hypocrites out there and stay off FUBAR!!! Censorship is definitely way too overated on here!

Tragedy Opened Doors To Change
Its been almost 2 years since my husband got robbed and shot. The memory of that day is as fresh as if it happened yesterday.I have to say that day I lost respect and faith on Albuquerque Police Department. Everything about that day was unbelievable. I mean "EVERYTHING!", from apd loosing the police report, to them not following through finding the robber. Soon after I went back to work everyone i have met working at the convenient store shared their stories on how apd had failed them as well, some share the same fate as my husband and others where worse, "they won't do anything Ceci" they said. and as hard as it was for me to swallow it was true. It took almost 3 months before they did anything at all and thats because I had call the media, internal affairs , mayor etc. Yeah, I even emailed the Senator and they emailed me back " we do not take care of things like that" wow. Its weird the kinds of thoughts that floods your mind when things like this happens to you. Now he is kinda h

Merged Friendship
Merged friendshipYou couldNever beJust anotherPieceOf assSomeone whoI fornicateThen letSlipFrom myGraspWe knowToo manySecretsTo ever putOne anotherIn the PastIt wouldSimply beSomething elseWe didTogetherEven ifIt wasJust one timeThe rest Of ourLoveWill last RevJoe wrote this for me thank you babes for everything the 6 years(h)

4 Those W/ Kids
Yeah, well, funny thing, or not so funny thing happened at WalMart today, when we bumped into my sons 3rd grade teacher. As we turn to go our separate ways, my oh so sweet 5 y/o belts out, "She has got a Huge Booty!" Yes, those exact words. OMG!! Must they embarass me all of the time?? Poor thing, lol. I hope she doesn't think of that during our meeting tomorrow.

Standardtristan
Doing my homework with jeanie and alison. homework party in the lounge :) best day kind of :\ ... Looking for some gum that jeanie just spit out... having some great laughes now only to crawl on this floor looking at shows and wondering "Where's the fucking green gum.?

What's This Life For
Hurray for a child That makes it through If there's any way Because the answer lies in you They're laid to rest Before they know just what to do Their souls are lost Because they could never find What's this life for What's this life for What's this life for I see your soul, its kinda grey You see my heart, you look away You see my wrist, I know your pain I know your purpose on your plane Don't say a last prayer Because you could never find What's this life for What's this life for What's this life for What's this life for But they ain't here anymore Don't have to settle the score Cause we all live Under the reign of one king But they ain't here anymore Don't have to settle no God damn score cause we all live under the Reign I said we live under One king One king One king But they ain't here anymore Don't have to settle no god damn score cause we all live under the reign I said we live under One king One king One king But they ain't

World Series Pool 2010
2010 World Series Pool! Here's how it works! Pick anyone of the following teams to win the World Series. American League Yankees (Wild Card) Rays Twins Rangers National League Phillies Braves (Wild Card) Giants Reds Pick ONE team ONLY! ENTER ONLY ONCE! Tie Breaker #1 Pick the amount of games you think it takes your team to win the best 4 out of 7 games. YOU MUST PICK EITHER 4,5,6 or 7 games! Tie Breaker #2

For You
I wish that you were mine and no one else’s. I long for the end of a hard day where we sit on the couch and you stroke my hair. And kiss my cheeks. I want to argue over the remote and whether or not to screen calls during dinner. I wish that you love me as I love you. And when you look into my eyes you can see the depths of my soul. And I touch you and feel the smoothest, softest feeling I’ve ever felt. I wish I could wake up to your smile and go to sleep with you lying peacefully next to me. A perfect day of you and I together without hesitation or fear of the outside world. I wish that you could understand the heart of a woman and the soul of a man. Meet me in my paradise.

I Have Always Wondered...
(Well being that this is my first blog on here and honestly very few people will even read this, I will do my best to keep it short.) Several times in my life I have often wondered why it is, that until someone is missing in your life, whether it be from them just not being a part of it, or from illness/injury that no one truly cares? That person just exists sometimes, until they are gone, it is like a realization that "Oh Shit" I lost someone important, especially when someone dies. It irritates me to no end, when your at a funeral and you listen to all these people who where never there for the person crying and all like "I miss them, they were so great, why did this happen" ect ect ect. this applies applies to non death related as well! Seriously if you really gave a shit why didn't you say something then? why didn't you remind that person how much they meant to you. Why does it take them being gone and you losing out for someone to get a clue about what they meant... Too ofte

Shatner
Anyways, ill post in comments. If anyone can refresh me on how to make VIDEOS postin blog entries, do tell. Ive disabled Java in chrome like Ninja told me once, butt that was a long time ago. Maybe theres a different way to do it?

Best Friend
One time I sat out in the cold. Shivering and frozen through to the core. A light shone and came though to warm my heart though. Wrapped a blanket around me and gave me faith. When ever life gets me down, I look into your heart and smile. One time I sat out in the cold then you came and warmed my heart. I know your there for me to, so I'll be there for you. 17th November 2007 I got given a task at Pallion Action Group (the place I volunteered at). My task was to take the girls group bowling. I stood outside waiting for the taxi and then I seen the girls. Not gonna lie, I was like OMG I’ve been screwed again. One of the girls was in tracksuit and had a cap on. That girl seemed the mouthiest. The taxi came and after we got lost and turned up at the wrong place we finally reached the bowling place, which was a huge let down and its safe to say everyone was pissed off at that point. We thought it was a night of 10 pin bowling, not carpet bowls, but hay ho. We went inside had some fo

Banned Breed?? What About People???
MANY PLACES IN THE LAND OF THE FREE HAVE BANNED PITBULLS.READ THE FOLLOWING...The Case: The Clark County Animal Shelter gives the following account: On Friday morning, a Clark County resident reported finding a seriously injured dog in their barn. The Clark County Animal Shelter director responded immediately and rushed the dog to the veterinarian, but the dog died shortly after his arrival at the veterinarian’s office. The Clark County Sheriff’s Office investigated the matter and discovered that the dog had been dragged behind a car for more than a mile—from an elementary school to a home on Calloway White Road, where his body was left in the street. In spite of his broken bones and other horrific injuries, the pit bull apparently crawled from the road to seek refuge in the barn. “This dog suffered horrific pain and a needless death, and anyone responsible for intentionally dragging a dog behind a car should be prosecuted,” said Pamela Rogers

Her Teasing Body
Master approaches his little one quietly - he likes to observe her before he announces his presence - she can never seem to lay quietly and wait for him until expressly ordered to do so. She sits on the bed, staring out the window, brushing her long hair absently, then twisting it in her hands and combing the strands loose with her fingers. The pattern is repeated as she sighs quietly while waiting for him. Music plays softly in the background and covers his quiet approach. The bed dips under his weight and her gasp of surprise is soft but welcoming as her Master comes to sit behind her. His strong arms wrap around her as her head lifts to meet his for a soft, yet possessive kiss. Her body melts into his as his hands stroke the silky soft skin of her arms. His submissive rests her head back against his broad chest, feeling very warm and loved, her body soft and pliant - awaiting his desires. Her hands absently caress his forearms - always enjoying the feel of

Quote Of The Day!
"Everyone should be respected as an individual, but no one idolized." - Albert Einstein This is true in the sense as we are all human beings, and not one being created better then the other. Rather, we are all created equally, only with small differences that set us apart intellectually, spiritually, and in our souls. We are all different for a reason, but equal at the same time as human beings, so why do we idolize those who are in the music/movie/sports industries? Rather then idolizing someone and following their every move and practically stalking them as I call it, make something more of yourself and become better then them. Idolizing to me is just a way of settling for less in my eyes, and I shall settle for nothing less then the best I can be.

The Ten Commandments Of War
1) I am the War Load, the wrathful God of Combat, I will always lead from the front not from the rear. 2) I will treat you all alike-just like shit! 3) You will do nothing i will not do first,and thus you will be created Warriors in My Deadly Image. 4) I shall punish your bodies, because the more you sweat in training, the less you bleed in Battle. 5) Indeed, if you hurt in your efforts and you suffer painful dings, then you are doing it right. 6) You don't have to like it-You just have to do it. 7) When it comes to planning, Keep it Simple,Stupid! 8) Never Assume Anything!! 9) You are not paid for your methods, but for your results,which means you will kill your enemy, by any means necessary, before he kills you. 10) Deep in your Warriors Mind and Soul, always remember MY Ultimate and Final Commandment: THERE ARE NO RULES-YOU WILL WIN AT ALL COST!!!!!!!!!

Being A Soldier In Today's Society.
It would appear, that our society has managed to put a new amount of pressure on people and how they live their lives. For most of my adult life, I've been overlooked, second guessed, and ignored by the majority of people. I was never considered for promotions, nor was I considered a catach by the girls. In fact, I was quite the opposite. I was often given a long list of reasons as to why I wasn't the one when I tried to advance in the work force or tried to start a relationship. But the second I enlisted in the military, all of that seemingly changed overnight. I came home from bootcamp, and found I have my choice of jobs, simply becasue I now had the military backround. Girls who in the past, never gave me the chance, were now being sweet and kind to me. I foolishly thought it was due to them growing up, but I was, as usually, blissfully unaware. It would seem, that people have forgotten to look past what a person has to offer or what a person does for a living, and to realize that

Blog Cherry Popped
Ok, so here is my first blog on this thing since I have been part of this site, twice removed. I have known it as lost cherry, to cherry tap, to this. Guess it is time to start getting into the game a little and see what happens. Purpose of me blogging here? Putting my demented thoughts out there for those that would share similar interests, random thoughts, ramblings, possible poetry, psycholoigical discussions, anything that may be interesting, or offensive yet itneresting *lol* however there needs to be a little bit of respect in accordance with this as well. I have seen on this site and others the careless ramblings and comments made to other peoples blogs. If you dont like it, leave it. What is the purpose of insulting it? What am I supposed to do, go to my room and cry because you dont like it? So with that being said, I guess this will be a way of possibly connecting to other people that does not seem to be working in other applications on this site. If there is anythin

Store Run In
Run in at the store: It is a hot summer day, I was wearing a half shirt, daisy dukes (that barely covered my fat ass), and the highest of high heels, 5” white open toed strappy high heels that tie around the ankles. I was rushing through the grocery store trying to pick up what seemed like a thousand things before heading back home to make dinner. I must have spent an hour cruising from one aisle to the next trying to make sure your cart was filled with everything I needed, yet the entire time there is an uneasy feeling that I am being watched or followed. Shrugging it off as crazy, I kept moving and made it to the check out line just in time to spend another 20 minutes behind the lady with 2000 items and a pouch full of coupons that she was going through one by one. I wasn’t sure I could be more frustrated than I was right then and added to that the hair was still standing up on the back of my neck about something or someone around me.

We Are Awesome
WE ARE AWESOME!!!! OUR Lives are LIVING PROOF!!! To those of us born 1925-1970 At the end of this is a quote by Jay Leno. If you don't read anything else please read what he said. ~~ TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED THE 1930's, 1940's, 1950's, 1960's, and 1970's!! First, we survived being born to morthers who may have smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then, after the trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, locks on doors, or cabinets, and, when we rode our bies, we had baseball caps, not helmets, on our heads. As infants and children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, no booster seats, no seat belts, no air bags, bald tires, and sometimes no brakes... Riding in the back of a pick-up truck on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water freom th

101 Kinky Questions!!!
Hot Survey... 101 Kinky Questions (Enjoy!!!) 1. Have you ever slept naked? : Yeah2. Have you ever masturbated? : who hasnt at one point in time3. What's your bra size, or dick length? : 38c4. Where was or would you want your first time to be and why?: 13 was first time, and it was in the back of a car.5. Have you ever gotten sexual with anything that wasn't a person? : maybe6. Have you ever shown anyone your body parts and asked advice? : haha....not that i know of7. Have you ever seen any of your relatives naked? : dude, it aint pretty to come outta ur room and see mom naked growin up8 . Do you prefer doing it in the dark or in the light? : dark9. What's your greatest fantasy? : Thats for me to know and you to find out maybe10. Would you suck on anyone's toes? : No11. Where do you think would be the weirdest place to have sex? : a church12. Would you have

Say Something
Its so hard trying to get out the right words to say, or when to say it. what does it mean when you have dreams about someone you liked for so long but you feel if you make a move , it would possibly be a waste of time because chances are that certain someone hasn't thought of you since 2002. so what do you do, can you make a move and tell them how you really feel or maybe save the time for another embarrassing moment well.. Ill leave it up to you to answer that question!

Pdp Get Together!!!
I WANT IDEAS!!! So the idea was thrown out there for a plan on a pdp gathering so we call hang out in person and have a fucking good time! Here is what was talked about before: A beach house gathering in VA and rent a beach house.. (we could all chip in for the cost of renting a beach house) OR If someone has a big enough place to have it at someones house and have chaos for a couple of days OR We all go camping next summer and have a wild outside party ! if you have any other ideas please comment and let me know! It would be awesome if everyone would want to do this that we get it started! Fallen and I and anyone who wants to help us will head all this up and try to get things worked out! Also just let me know if you think this would be a good idea and if you would be up to helping getting all the pdp family together!!!! Thank you for ur time... the awesome MANNA! :P

Things To Make You Smile
>> Chili Cook-Off>>>>>>>> If you can read this whole story without laughing,>> then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end.>> This is an actual account as relayed to paramedics at a chili cook-off in >> Texas.>>>>>>>> Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the >> first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better.>>>> For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is.They >> actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time>> Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at >> the San Antonio City Park.>>>>>>>> Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named>> Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL.>>>>>>>> Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a>> judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last >> moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking >> for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was >> assured b

Sexual Fantasy Story 1
I was working late one evening, closing, I’m a waitress and sometimes late hours come with the Job. I don’t really mind all that much and usually the most interesting people come in late at night. I got a table of 4 men to serve. They were all slightly dressed up, possibly business men. They looked like maybe they themselves just got off work from a late night and before they wont home to their wives already sleeping, they wanted to get some food. So, I approached their table to take their order and they looked at me with that look like, whats a girl like you working at a place like this. They were pretty nice however and struck up some pretty interesting conversations with me. They asked if I was single, if I was getting picked up after my shift and being as interested in these men as I was I answered their questions with flirty smiles. They never stopped looking at me the whole time. I was wearing a white dress that went just above my knee, it buttoned up the front b

New Here
I'm new here and kind of lost. I am learning the ropes and trying. If I do not respond to you or something, do not be offended...I may be confused. There are a lot of cool people one here and I am enjoying myself.

Just My Feelings About Whats Been Goin On In My Life Lately
sorry to all my friends on here if i havent been very talkitive or myself lately .. i found out about a week or so ago that my gma has been gettin sicker an they said she might have 12 months left of life if shes lucky ... an needless to say i havent handle it to well..shes was like my 2nd mother an a hero to me ..i even broke down after talkin to her on the phone today ...cuz i wish i could stop this but i no i cant ..its gods will an i guess he feels its time for her very soon .. i guess in my eyes heros cant die so its a shock to me ...but im makin it threw this slowly .. an tryin to keep my head up threw all this ... but i thought i would give you all a heads up .. xoxo summersweets

Boyfriend Rules
The greatest boyfriend would be in a way like this;; When she walks away from you mad=[Follow her] When she stare's at your lips=[Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you=[Grab her and don't let go] When she starts cursing at you=[Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet=[Ask her what's wrong] When she ignores you=[Give her your attention ] When she pulls away=[Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst=[Tell her she's beautiful] When you see her start crying=[Just hold her and don't say a word ] When you see her walking=[Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared= [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder=[Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steals your favorite hoodie=[Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you=[Tease her back and make her laugh] When she doesn't answer for a long time=[reassure her that everything is okay ]

Smile's.. Cheats
hey everyone, just seeing if there was any other crazy ideas of what to dress up like for the upcoming comic book feast I am going to? I ended up with a block, having trouble decided on what to wear...My friend and I where doing the GI Joe thing, but two guys bailed...I have something like doawn of the dead, but wanted to try something different this year...it is my inner geek per-say... any ideas would be great, expand my relm...

Should Women Have The Right To Castrate Men?
So tell me ladies. Should a woman have the right to castrate a man, say if she found out he was cheating around on her? or if he was caught doin some type of infidelity?

The Man I Love Deeply!
The day that I met Leon I knew in my heart that he was the one for me.... Not a day goes by that we are not on the phone talking, texting, or on skype for 12- 14 hrs a day together. My sister absolutely loves him and he has a place in her heart. He also holds my family close to him as well. I laugh, am free, and loved by him you can tell by all the pictures he takes of me daily and uploads. I will be in his arms in his arms soon. December as a matter of fact. Everyday a little bit more of me appears and everyday more and more of me falls in love with him. I hate to close my eyes because I am afraid of losing him but I know this is not true. He has shocked me so many times over the pat few months and I love it. His entire family knows all about me and a first I was a little scared wanted to dig a hole and crawl in but today I know I don't have to do that anymore. I wake up to some beautiful txts during the night since he is working while i am sleeping. Leon I love you now and forever. L

Easy Life
When you realize mistakes youv made have made life a little more difficult to bare then neccassary. So the only thing to do is instead of prolonging your mistakes which makes it worse just suck it up and take responsibilty for your actions because of your own stupidity. Realization of this has helped me become a better person and more thoughtful in my choices

America
"AMERICA!" I don't know who put this together but, they deserve a lot of credit. Osama Bin Laden, your time is short; We'd rather you die, than come to court. Why are you hiding if it was in God's name? You're just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame. I have a question, about your theory and laws; "How come you never die for the cause?" Is it because you're a coward who counts on others? Well, here in America, we stand by our brothers. As is usual, you failed in your mission; If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishing.Americans are now focused and stronger than ever; Your death has become our next endeavor.

Standing Up For Myself.
I have done my research since I have had blogs,stash and status removed when others are free to say as they wish. So I will not mention any names in theis entry.I have had so many responses over this person trying to cyber bully me.I need to say this. NO-ONE has the right to talk you down to anyone and just because this is the Internet does not mean it is not real.Cyberbullying does not just apply to children. Never Respond to Cyberbullying Directly, The most important thing to remember about dealing with cyberbullying is to never, ever respond to the bully. I know it's difficult to do. I made the mistake of this. Remember that bullies are often lacking something crucial in their lives and they seek pain in others, so do not fill this void for them by giving them a reaction. Your re

Selling Some Stuff
Im selling some stuff on Ebay. Check it out and bid bid bid!! Swans My Father Will Guide Me Up a Rope 2xcd tour edition signed by Gira:http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=320600696353&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:ITThrones "Sundries" 3" 2010 Tour Cd:http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=320600690970&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:ITEmeralds "Weed Diaries Vol. 2" Cd #65/85http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=320600685599&ssPageName=STRK:MESELX:IT

Status
Warning: I think I am going to be all over the board this morning. Also...I can already tell that I am easly distracted by a beautiful face scrolling across the top, which means my attention span is short. To the real blog....... This morning I decided to put the definition of 'status' in my status. Interesting enough, I discover that the definition according to Websters doesn't really fit the intent of Fubar. status , n, 1: the condition of a person or thing in the eyes of the law. 2a: position or rank in relation to others. 2b: relative rank in a hierarchy or prestige. SO.....my "status" on fubar (according to Websters) is: 1: INNOCENT, 2A: BETTER THAN YOU, 2B: LOWER THAN MOST OF MY FRIENDS. That is all for now. Carry on smartly.

Fumarriage
Ok ladies it's that time again..Sinner is looking for a fuwife! Yes it's no secret I'm a point whore..everyone on fubar knows you have to be in order to level on this site...I have had several fu-wives in the past some may call me a fu-whore for having so many fumarriages..call it what u will!! The fact is I have paid for 97% of those fumarriages/spoiled each and every one/and paid for 97% of them when things ended. Now let it be known in this blog I have no ill feelings towards any of my ex fu-wives/ex fu-fiances...it just wasn't meant for us to stay fu-married or fu-engaged... Now I am picky when it comes to who I fumarry these days because I refuse to carry useless weight around for a fu-wife*no pun intended for all you BBW women* I got mad luv for all of you.. This is what I can offer as a fu-hubby: Profile rates and comments every day! Rate as many pics of yours allowed each day/time allotted cuz I do have a life outside fubar Shitface you 2-3 times a day unless othe

Fakers And Scammers On Fu
OK WELL I HAVE BEEN ON AND OFF OF FUBAR FOR A BIT, YEA I ALSO AT POINTS HAD FAKE PROFILES WHATEVER! BUT THERE IS A GROUP OF PEOPLE THAT ARE ON HERE WHO ARE MOSTLY WOMAN WHO THINK THEY RUN THE SHOW! UUMMM NEGATIVE ON THAT ONE SISTERS, IM 37 YEARS OLD AND YOU DONT BOTHER NOR SCARE ME! I HAVE DONE NOTHING TO ANYONE WHO TALKS CRAP ON ME! ONE DAY YOU MIGHT GET SURPRISED AND SOMEONE ON HERE CANT HANDLE YOUR GARBAGE MOUTHS AND EVIL BEHAVIOR, AND THEY TAKE THEIR OWN LIFE BECAUSE OF YOU???? WELL THATS FLAT OUT STUPID TO LET ANYONE GET TO YOU THAT WAY BUT THATS GONNA BE YOUR FAULT..... DO YOU WANT THAT ON YOUR HEAD, AND SOMEONE JUST MIGHT TAKE YOU TO COURT FOR BEING YOUR FAT UGLY ANNOYING SELVES???? IM REAL AND IM ME! I HAVE AN AMAZING MAN IN MY REAL LIFE AND A GORGEOUS 7 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER WHO MAKES ME SMILE EVERYDAY! THIS SITE FOR SOME OF YOU IS YOUR ENTIRE LIFE, YOU HAVE SPENT TONS OF MONEY FOR WHAT?????? WHAT'S THE PRIZE??? OOHH RIGHT THERE IS NONE!!!!!!!!! SO ALL I CAN SAY IS GO ON WITH YOUR

Punishment Or Play?
After an unexpected but satisfying fuck session which started off with him innocently applying lotion to her body and quickly turned to a savage invasion of her tight ass, she lay exhausted in bed. He cuddles and strokes her for a little while until her mind is floating and her body relaxed. Suddenly his warm body leaves hers, he shushes her automatic moan of protest - and she hears the smile in his voice, "Greedy little whore, I'll be right back." She lay on the bed on her stomach, her face turned towards the window and Cannot see his movements in the room. Would she be so still and peaceful if she were able to see him? probably not... The dip of the bed signals his return and she starts to roll over, wanting to return the kissing and stroking he rewarded her with a few minutes earlier. However he stops her movement by pinning her arms above her head and straddling her legs. She moves in lethargic protest, wanting to touch and caress him. Her soft plea, "Master?"

Help Me Please
Hello and thanks for reading. at this moment i am not getting any points. This is because i don't have a cam and can not make a salute to level up. If anyone can help me a would love you far ever.

Halloween Costume Ideas
2010 Top 10 Uncharted Halloween Costume Ideas *think outside the box* Every year. for those with vaginas, the Halloween Costumes are for the most part all "sexy". I made a compilation of different Halloween Costumes that still keep the "sexy" part in the equation but adds some gore as well....Bon apetite 10. Sexy Gary Coleman Ghost 9. Sexy McKinsey Philips *circa 1984* 8. Sexy Anorexic *may take a while for planning though* 7. Sexy To Catch a Preditor 6. Sexy Priest/child molester 5. Sexy Aborted Baby 4. Sexy Scientologist *okay, this one may be hard to do, but imagination people* 3. Sexy Yeast Infection 2. Sexy AIDS person 1. Sexy Hillbilly I hope that this Halloween season you can come up with the best costume that will be talked about for years to come. Of course, there are many ideas left behind, but any variations made to the previous list should result in bringing all the boys to the yard.

Just Not Only Tgif Its Stick Out Our Tongues Friday
So RainBowBright Did The Bully And Here We Are ..... Brewski said I'S STiCK OUT TONGUES FRiDAY LOL SHE DO iT HE DO iT I DO iT NOW JOiN US AND STiCK OUT YOUR TONGUES RainbowBriteKilla FuEngaged to LetsDoThis@ fubar (repost of original by 'RainbowBriteKilla FuEngaged to LetsDoThis' on '2010-10-08 10:56:

She Can Roll Her Own
ok these are not blogs but jokes I will be posting on a daily basis....... I guy walks into pharmacy and asks girl behind counter for tampons... She says they are in aisle 5. Guy walk to the counter with cotton balls and string. The girl asks,"Didn't you just ask for tampons?" The guy responds well you see last week I sent the wife to the store for Marlboro's and she came back with bugle tobacco and rolling paper. So I figure if I had to roll my own so can she..... LMAO

God Was Busy...
f you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!! A United States Marine was taking some college courses between assignments. He had completed 20 missions in Iraq and Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist, and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "GOD, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform... I'll give you exactly 15 min." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am GOD, I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking

Update On My Wreck
10-8-10 Hey everyone! I wanted 2 let yall know what is going on! I was in a car wreck yesterday 10-7-10! This guy ran a red light & hit me so hard it tore the tire & axle from the transmission on my car! I had 2 cars in front of me..they went through our green light & I followed! I got about 50 feet from where I was going about 10 miles per hour at this point..this guy comes from my right going about 35-45 miles per hour & hits me in the front passenger side full force! He did not even try 2 slow down! After he hit the front he bounced off & hit the back passenger door! The air bags deployed when he hit the front passenger side! There where 2 cops behind me that saw everything thank God! I was driving, my mans mom was in the front passenger side, my baby girl was in the back passenger side & my mans oldest was in the back driver side! We all got taken 2 the hospital by ambulance! My lil girl is ok..she just was more scared hen anything! My mans mom is ok..she is just a lil banged up

Love
peom 1 my heart is breaking i don't know why i thought it be ok when i walked away i thought it would pass but now its just like glass but no no not today the pain is more then yesterdayi wanted our love to be forever hurt today more then ever why i thought i could walk away never say never the tears i cry cut so deep like a knife under my feet why should i belive my heart could heal when i know the love is for real when i think about what was lost now i feel the cost the heart bleeds just like some one needs a breath of air to move a hair it hurts so bad but u can not tell bc if it was known how i felt alone u would see how much i am falling apart no i won't let u see that side of me the love i had was so deep and true i just wish i saw that side of you By Cynthia C poem 2 i think about you all the time there not a min you don't cross my mind i look at the phone but nothing there just the pain of you not being around that has my heart so down miss you more everday like the dra

Going Up In Flames
CHAPTER 1: "Jenny? Jenny!" Rachael Park says trying to get her best friend's attention. Jenny looks around her long black hair glinting in the light. "Oh hey Rachael, sorry I had my music turned up." Rachael rolls her eyes and says "You and your music!" Jenny says "what about me and my music? Do you know that guy over there? He keeps staring at me." Rachael looks over and says "Who him? No." Jenny says "Hmm. I don't know why though I'm not that pretty." Rachael raises an eyebrow at Jenny and says "Girl please, you are the prettiest one out of our entire group. I just wish you would realize that. The dark hair, dark eyes, milky skin, who wouldn't think you're pretty?" Jenny sighs and says "Let's see: the millions of bruises I have, the millions of scars I have and the couple dozen pimples I have. Not to mention my low self esteem, my insecurities, and my lack of confidence. Shall I go on?" Rachael says "Jenny forget about Brandon. He was only looking for someone to bring down with him,

Therapist Joke
a man is upset with his sex life from his wife so he looks for a therapist while searching he finds a guy who is TheRapist the guy goes into the office and starts talking the TheRapist asks what his problem is the guy goes its my wife doc she hasn't laid me in a year TheRapist says ok sir and where do you live and work what hours do you work and when is she home the gentleman thinks this is odd but tells TheRapist anyway TheRapist says ok sir see you back next week next week comes and the guy goes back with a big smile on his face and tells TheRapist how happy he is and he doesn't know why she started putting out againTheRapist responds with it's my job sir the guy says how did you do it. TheRapist says well i went and raped her two days after you last saw me and told her she needed to start fucking you or i would be back

Nerds...what Comes To Mind When U Think Of Them ????
♥ what do u think when you here about nerds ? [IMG]http://i93.photobucket.com/albums/l59/livid120/made/nerdy.gif[/IMG] [IMG]http://i254.photobucket.com/albums/hh117/popstarz49/doodles/NIsForNerd.png[/IMG] [IMG]http://i890.photobucket.com/albums/ac102/dvd1k/geek_nerd.png[/IMG] [IMG]http://i335.photobucket.com/albums/m479/operator23/Einstein_Quote.jpg[/IMG]

Submission
I kneel, supplicant before youmy willoffered up in quiet acquiescenceawaiting your approvalor reproachthe fine line between pleasure and painbecomes ever sweeter with your controlwith every touch, kiss, wordsmoldering embers are kindledtormenting desires awakenedI quivercaptured by heat and hungerbend me to your willMy Lordshow me what you most desiremy purpose but to servethrough your dominion I find myselfYou, the Master of manymy only

A Little About Me
Well, first and formost I am a proud father of to little ggirls who are 8 and 10. Both are my life and will now and allways comefirst. I am going through a divorce, but its going good cause were getting along...fineally. I love cooking, most music, and spending time with my daughters when they visit me from massachusetts. Im hardly ever shy with people, and im out going and crazy, in a fun way. Anything else feel free to ask.

Lessons I've Learned
"A wife of noble character who can find? She is worth far more than rubies." The Hebrew word chayil, translated here "noble," or "virtuous" (KJV), means a wife of valor — a strong, capable woman with strong convictions.Her husband trusts her management of their resources. Her industriousness adds to the family income. "She brings him good, not harm, all the days of her life." This woman does not do right only when it is convenient and profitable. Her actions are not based on how she is treated by others or by what others think. Her character is steady. She is reliable and dependable. "She selects wool and flax and works with eager hands." This woman enjoys working so much that she plans ahead for what she needs in order to accomplish her responsibilities. "She is like the merchant ships, bringing her food from afar." The trait not to settle for the mediocre is portrayed by a woman who goes the extra mile for quality items. "She gets up while it is still dark; she provides f

New Level Up Requirements
I just found out to level up to level 20, I have to jump up and down on a 3/4s inflated WNBA game ball used in a LA Sparks playoff game (any LA Sparks playoff game will do) in a pattern including a 3 to 1 ratio of left footed jumps to right footed jumps while juggling a running chain saw, a half eaten marshmallow peep (pink, not yellow), and a mylar get well soon balloon. In addition, I must be chewing grape Bazooka Joe bubble gum without reading the comic, wear a flannel tuxedo with a striped lace cumberbund and have my hair cut into a mullet with the word FUBAR etched in the back of my skull. I should be level 20 any time now!

Caveocaterva
You walk as If you were great like me(he said) You would be strong if you had heart. I would be a good suit to teach you son. I am the master and the beast..(he said) I wish you heard your own sound.(I thought.) I don't think you'd speak very often.. You would teach me of greed and bigotry.. Which is a beast I've already mastered.(I thought) And then declined.. Imagining my escape. Only to be stopped. By another slave. You talk like you are better than us.(she said) You must not have had a good beating boy. I should get my husband to show you a man I bet he would knock your head clean off..(she said) I wish you could see yourself..(I thought..) I have been bathed in blood and violence. You could do better than a war machine. You will want new toy when it's broken.(I thought) So I apologized. Looking for an exit. I heard a voice. Calling me out. You act so unaffected by them.(he said) You must not have a care in the world. I bet you never had

Worst/nastiest/dumbest/lamest 1st Lines
Worst/Nastiest/Dumbest/Lamest 1st lines received by beautiful women on Fubar; I am writing this blog just for fun, so enjoy! ____________________________________________________________________ This blog was inspired by Kilala 911 Girlz (thanks Kilala!), one of the many beautiful sexy women on Fu. So, I asked some of the sexiest, most liked, and most popular women on Fu: “What’s the worst first line you’ve gotten?” Some of these first liners are hilarious, some are rude, some are JUST PLAIN SAD. When available, I included the replies given (which RAWK). Men of Fu, read carefully, and learn what NOT to say, PLEASE….! Saying things like these will get you blocked or in some "Futard" or "FuPervs" folder. =) From Kilala 911 Girlz: “hey sweetie how do you look topless?” “are you looking for master?” From jeanniejeanster: (Yup, that's me...) “You look like your pussy tastes like strawberries”

Pink Ribbon Continued On From Proud American
My Pink Ribbon ( in memory of Joella Goodwin) I never thought, it would happen to me after-all I was always so Healthy. No family history just out of the blue, neither me nor my family had a clue. They seemed so normal and always there, it couldn't happen to me, so I never cared. Then one day, I would be stumped, while taking a shower I felt a lump. " Dear God" why did this happen to me?, I sit here and wait for a mastectomy. Will I still be a woman?, Will I still be the same?, or will I be some kind of freak, living in shame? Would it have been differant, if I had checked before?, instead I just stood there it was something I would ignore. I feel differant, but I'm still the same, and it's something of which, I no-longer have to live in shame.

Best Place To Buy Books Online Ever!!! If You Love To Read Check This Out!!!
If you want some cheaper ways of buying books, you should check out www.thriftbooks.com. They have free shipping on all orders and most of the books I've gotten from them have been about $3.95. I belong to like seven book clubs, and am a member at barnes and noble so I buy like on average maybe 30 to 40 books a month s...ometimes. We book lovers need to stick together, especially since too many people are doing the books online thing. We need to let authors know that there are still people who like the traditional books instead of them just putting them online and not on paper.

Smutty Stories From The Masturbation Station
I’m really excited to FINALLY tell you about what I’ve been buzzing about for over a month now… THE DILTRON! Okay so I’ve mentioned on my twitter/face book/myspace updates that my main cam site that I work on and LOOOOVE was sending me a sex machine called a diltron to Beta for their site. As far as I know they only picked 3 girls to send this awesome sex toy to for FREE in exchange for trying it out and introducing it to the site as something they might have more girls use in the future. The model manager sent me this email asking me if I’d be interested and I checked out the attached video and I admit I was kind of scared. It looked really hot and all but I had no idea who was controlling it (the dildo that was pounding the girl in the video) as it was attached to a stick type thing that was coming from off screen. I asked him how it worked and explained it to me; Basically it was a sex toy that the dudes that get shows from their diltron girls on

Maleenhancement
All Natural male enhancements Once More in the limelight As new research results and studies are being presented to the public as to the efficiency of Natural Male Enhancement, they are in the limelight once again. There will certainly be an influx of these products in the market within a year or so with the proliferation of companies manufacturing natural Male Enhancement Pills and supplements. When it comes to all Premature Ejaculation Treatment supplements and male enhancement pills there are several companies that have made a major breakthrough as they are naturally effective and safe and do not end up in common side effects feared by most men who are planning to use these products due to various sexual problems.

Losing Someone Special
That day you broke my heart My heart tore and I just fell apart I didn't really know what to do or even what to say But, when I looked back I regret watching you walk away I should of done something I don't know, anything, instead of just standing there with tears running down my cheeks &nb

Support The Causes!!
I would like to suggest we start a causes section (troops, breast cancer, feeding the poor, shelter for the homeless etc..) We donate portions of our fubucks which makes us feel like we are helping our communities etc. Then we have a sponsor pay the diff of what we dontae. I believe Fu could make a big Difference. So holla "hell Yeah" if you think we should help our communities. DJ TRIX

Life In General
I was wondering the other day why people are the way they are. I recently moved to the states last year, even more recently going through a divorce. Life has been pretty shitty, I find out great news and then my electric is shut off. Then all my food was ruined. It's been a pretty shitty week. Now it's the beginning of a new one, hopefully I will meet a really cute cowgirl, that would be just spectacular, lol. Something about boots and a jean skirt are just really powerful tools in a girls aresnal when it deals with this guy. I also give up one of my dogs since I work way to much to be able to show him as much of the attention as he deserves. It's really kind of sad. When posting an ad for him on Craigslist, it's been deleted 3 times almost immediately after being posted. Why can't people just fuck off? Know what I mean? Well, I'm going to the bar Saturday and gettin pissed! Cheers! Rhyan

Really Folks Of Fu??
Issue 1- How can you complain when people use you for rates? Isn't that the point of Fubar? You pay $100 for god mode or something DO NOT COMPLAIN because all of us use your wasted money to level. Fubar is here to make friends, hang out and kill time, and to LEVEL! Accept it you whiney baby. Just cuz you can afford to waste the money does not mean you control what all of us out there do. Issue 2- Folks if you won babyj's HH contest do you really feel it important to keep your need for attention on here out there for everyone? If you won a free HH congrats to you really but dont keep entering the same salute into the contest. Want to win twice fine be more creative than that. You wonder why many of you are disliked? Try being less of a point/attention whore and more of a friend to the people around you it works out better at the end of the day. Issue 3- STOP CRYING ABOUT THE DISLIKE BUTTON THERE ARE NO POINTS INVOLVED! Many who use the new dislike button do it for fun bec

Why Do We Hurt The Ones We Love
this quote brought up lots of my memories and past experiences. Many of those questions or insecurities are also the very same ones I had until a couple of months back when I truly understand what I need or wanted.It was only then that I realized giving in all the time and bottling up frustrations are really not they way it’s suppose to be if we expect the relationship to grow, mature and stabilize. Avoidance of negative issues only makes matter worst. As these issues wouldn’t simply just go away by ignoring it, as it would only start building up and silently gnaw away our inner self - especially our self-worth. Losing our sense of self and dignity in a relationship would only lead to a stagnant, stale and unhappy outlook. I kept stalling the matter, thinking if I just continue to give in and try to change or mold myself according to his ‘idea’ everything will eventually fall into it’s place. However, unfortunately that wasn’t the case, and I found

I R Sad :-(
Okay...So, being the good point-hoar that I've become....and talking to FangBanginCannie, I changed my default picture. The first one I had got flagged. Too much boobage or some such rot. Which is also a crock of shit coz I've seen more cleavage scrolling up top than..well, I can't think of when. :P Then I found another, of Hillary Duff, didn't really care who it was, it was a hotish picture. lol Then FBC said I could use hers...so here it is. So, since I've put this one up yesterday evening, I have gotten more likes, points, rates, likes (no bling dammit lol) than I have in all the 4 years I've been on this site. Sad really coz these people see some hot chick who if they actually looked more doesn't look 52 years old. haahaa I've always been told I look good for my age or young for my age but damn. lol Anywhooooo.....I probably should take this down and put up my real one. I dunno....What say youz?

Apoet
Swirling destiny dooms his mind, He trips over the answers he can't seem to find, mentally instable in his current state, Heroic suicide defines his fate, He'll die for your right to break his heart, Maybe you'll see how you tore him apart, His addictions are marked with your name, defying truth you'll neglect any blame, He held your heart too close to his own, You were the warmth he'll never know, Now He's a soldier ready to fight, Fighting for you took all his might, All the might he had to live, All his power to forgive

Vi R Us
This is Dylan.Dylan is five years old and has a sever case of Hemophilia B. Hemophilia B is a rare blood clotting disorder that doesn't allow for Dylan's body to heal when a blood vessel is broken. Thus a scab is never formed, and blood can poor from the open wound. In sever cases, bleeding can occur for weeks.Dylan has to be very careful about what he does, so he spends most of his time inside with his action figures and video games, because even a small cut could be devastating. October 17th is the Hemophilia walk and Dylan needs to raise $200 dollars before this point. We're almost there, sitting at $71. Care to help?You can donate as much as you wish, and it only takes a couple of seconds.I'll even provide the link! http://my.e2rm.com/personalpage.aspx?registrationID=872747&langPref=en-CA&sms_ss=facebook&at_xt=4cb3a1b4f6f0e9b9%2C0 It would mean a lot to me, Dylan, and his family. Thank you.

This Is What It Is
YOU ARE SO AMAZING, TO ME YOU ARE A BREATH OF FRESH AIR, THAT MY SOUL IS CONSUMED BY, WHAT SPELL HAS BEEN CAST UPON ME, THAT I CRAVE FOR THIS WOMAN EVEN AS I DREAM. OH THE AGONY AND ANTICIPATION OF WANTING HER. THINKING OF OUR FIRST TOUCH AND OUR FIRST KISS AS THOUGH IT HAS ALREADY HAPPEN. EACH DAY THAT PASSES DRAWS ME CLOSER AND CLOSER TO HER, AS THOUGH I WERE BEING PULLED BY SOME UNSEEN MAGNETIC FORCE. HOW DO I ESCAPE? I DO NOT WANT TO ESCAPE, WHAT I FEEL FEELS GOOD!!!!

Looking For Cherrytappers!
Well it's been a while and now that I'm back it's a lonely and sad one. Some of the ones That used to be around aren't around anymore, ones I actually talked and enjoyed being around on here are gone. I come back and now it's FUBAR and I don't have the friends/fans that I once had and I have to re-rank since I had deleted my old profile. I still have a low 1million user number so woot! On top of that I have someone I care about on here that it seems they don't care much about me anymore which is a contrast to how they act sometimes. I don't know why they act that way when I really want the best. On top of all of this I want my old rank back and all the old cherrytappers to hit me back up but I don't even know how to get back to it! If anyone knows the best way to get back hit me up :) Also if the one I care about reads it, ha! I re-iterated it. :P

I'm A Failure...
I Went To Maine For The Weekend To See Both My Sons Cause Of A Call From Them. It Been A Hell Of A Roller Coaster Ride Wthe Them And Thier Mother. I Went Up To See Them And Try To Find Out Whats Going On. Spending Time With Them Was great But On The Ride Back Home All I Did Was Cry Most Of The Way Home. I Feel Like I Failed Them I Feel Like I Failed My Mother And I Feel Like I Failed MySelf Too. I Really Hate This Feeling But Yes Its This Bad To Me. When I got Married It Was For Life UnLike My Parents I Wasnt Going To Get Divorce But After Enough Cheating On Her Part I Filed For It. At That Point I Let My Kids Down. When They Both Were Living With Me It Was Alot Better Cause UnLike Thier Mother I Cared For Them First. So When My Oldest Had To Mover Back With Her A Couple Of Years Ago I Failed Again. Then This Jan My Youngest Had To Move Back With Her Again I Failed Again. My Whole Life Has Been Nothing But Failures After Failures. So All In All I Feel Like A Big Fat Failure. I"M NOT LO

Broken Hearted
I Want to cry I want to scream I want to tell you mostly.I hate that im afraid of everything I hate that your the one thing i want most but cant have I hate that you let me go before i even got to say goodbye I wiish that you would come back to me I wish that i were strong enough to say NO to you I wish i could believe my own lies I tell you to cover up the pain you left I need to move on says my head I need to hold on says my heart I envy the way this hasnt hurt you at all I envy her I envy the fact that you dont understand what this feels like at all I want to hurt you I want to be with you I want this nightmare to be over I wish i could make things to the way they were before I wish i could change time I wish I could change you I wish I could have hurt you before you hurt me I need you out of my thoughts I need you out of my heart I need to start doing things for me I hate that i gave you something that i can never have back Im tired of hoping aimlessly

My Poems
As they walk hand and hand, theirs hearts intwined. Always meant to be on forever and ever. Lost to this world, forgotten and forsaken. They wait for the time when they will be together forever more. Lost in the sorrow of long ago. Broken and battered. Waiting for time to end, yet it drifts by so slow. Take me by the hand fight this dream we are lost in. Teach me that love is still what it was so long ago . Take me home where we both belong , my love my soul. Their hears intwined forever . Never to forgot what we lost so long ago. Then we can be as one. Once more.

Team Brandon
Young man Brandon Allen 11 years old was hit by a car oct 1st, was med flighted to childrens hospital in birmingham alabama,Were he lost his fight for life,at 10:29 am 10/6/10 God bless this family!! They saved FIVE lives by donating his organs!!! The family had no insurance, there has been two accounts set up to help the family cope with and help pay for this tragic accident. If anyone would like mske a donation to help this family Regions bank The Brandon Allen Fund account number 0145147485 A huge Thank you to everyone for all there support and prayers Also Team Brandon is working hard with, Ryan Lovell to put togrther a music festival in honer of Brandon! Hopefully it will take place november 6th we are still working on all the details. So far we know there will be 5 to 7 bands playing also a bake sale as more details become availeable we will update everyone. We alo............... want to thank everyone for their prayers and support, but the job isn't finiised go to http://www.fa

Cowboys
A REGULAR GUY- WILL WATCH SOMEONE IN NEEDA COWBOY- WILL BE RIGHT THERE HELPINGA REGULAR GUY- MIGHT HAVE SOME MANNERSA COWBOY- KNOWS THE MEANING AND DOESN'T KNOW HOW NOT TOA REGULAR GUY- DOESN'T KNOW RESPECTA COWBOY- KNOWS AND SHOWS IT TO EVERYONE EVEN WHEN NONE IS SHOWED TO HIMA REGULAR GUY- HIS DAY STARTS AT MAYBE 7 IN THE MORNINGA COWBOY- MOST OF THE TIME ITS AT OR BEFORE THE SUN COMES UPA REGULAR GUY- WILL LOOK FOR A FIGHT SO HE CAN LOOK TOUGHA COWBOY- WON'T START A FIGHT BUT WILL SURE END ITA REGULAR GUY- DRINKS TILL HE PASSES OUTA COWBOY- DOESN'T KNOW THE MEANING OF PASSING OUTA REGULAR GUY- DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WHEN HE IS BORED AND HAS NOTHING TO DOA COWBOY- DOESN'T HAVE THE TIME TO KNOW WHAT BEING BORED ISA REGULAR GUY- WILL TALK SHIT AND THREATIN TO KICK YOUR ASSA COWBOY- DOESN'T TALK SHIT HE WILL JUST PLAIN OLD KICK YOUR ASS THEN LISTEN TO YOUA REGULAR GUY- WILL TELL A WOMEN HE LOVES HERA COWBOY- HE WONT JUST TELL HER HE LOVES HER HE WILL TELL HER SHE IS THE ONLY ONE FOR HI

Fake This...
Now I have heard it all.Can you bust a fake saying she'he is a fake? Haha.Stupid Bishes. Ok listen up because you guys story is getting old and making me sleepy.Yawns...Sorry First off READ MY PROFILE.How much clearer is that,now let me address something here without adding there name to it.Yes I know the fuct up rules.like okay... This one cracked me up and wasn't sure if he was coming at me or what. Fake or not, whatever idiot bouncer approved this "salute" should be fired since it lacks one of the three "required" (and I use that term QUITE loosely) elements. Ok salute was not approved even though there are some idiots on here that wag there tail behind the other to get liked.If it had been approved it would have showed in the little section to the right of your homepage under your profile picture that says salute,Don't believe me go look.I use the old and janky style myself to view my homepage and that is what I see. The next one I will address. My only question about

Things I've Noticed.
Some of the things I've noticed lately are somewhat alarming to me. Appernatly, people are no longer judged by who they are on the inside, but rather by what they chose as a career, how popular they are, where they live, or what their backround is. I realize that while one must be mildly attracted to a person physically, one's physical apperance should not be the end all and be all. In today's world of social sites, instant messaging, and other high tech advancements, people are putting too much stock into a person's popularity, career, or other marteriallistic status, ie how much money they may or may not have, or what kind of car they drive. I for one, who expierenced first hand this type of behavior. Before I enlisted in the military, people never gave me a second look, or a second thought. I was simply another person who blended into the backround or was overlooked. But once I returned home from Missouri a soldier, it all changed. People started wanting to shake my hand, ask for m

Share Button V. Promote Button
IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT PEOPLE ARE UP IN ARMS ABOUT THE WHOLE SHARE AND PROMOTE BUTTONS. THESE BUTTONS ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT. BUT YET PEOPLE STILL THINK THEY ARE THE SAME. IT IS SAID THAT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE SHARE BUTTONS IN A NSFW LOUNGE AND IT IS AGAINST THE TOS OF FUBAR.COM WHICH IS TOTALLY CORRECT, BUT YOU ARE ALLOWED TO HAVE THE PROMOTE BUTTON IN A NSFW LOUNGE. THE PROMOTE BUTTON IS THE BEER MUG THAT YOU SEE IN YOUR LOUNGE WHEN YOU FIRST CREATE YOUR LOUNGE. YOU CAN CHANGE THE BEER MUG TO WHATEVER YOU WANT IT TO BE AS LONG IT FALLS INTO THE GUIDE LINES OF FUBAR.COM. IF YOU ARE WONDERING WHAT THESE BUTTONS LOOK LIKE HERE IS A PIC OF ALL THE BUTTONS: THE PICTURES OF THESE NEXT FOUR BUTTONS ARE NOT ALLOWED BECAUSE THESE FOUR BUTTONS ARE ASSOCIATED WITH UNDERAGE PEOPLE, WHICH FUBAR.COM ONLY ALLOWS PEOPLE 18YRS AND OLDER: THE NEXT PICTURE IF OF THE BEER MUG, THIS IS THE ONLY BUTTON THAT IS ALLOWED IN ANY LOUNGE INCLUDING NSFW LOUNGES ON FUBAR.CO

Princessjenny"s Blog
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Survivor
A childhood that one would cringe at Becoming a mother in high school Leaving your child behind to fight for your country Losing your child to death Losing your sibling to a terrorist activity Meeting someone you love... Becoming happy again... Becoming a wife... Becoming a mother to two more beautiful children Becoming an ex-wife Feeling not happy once again Picking up the pieces and starting over Homeless Alone Afraid Put that wall back up around your heart Learning to trust again Slowly Letting Someone Into Your Life Again Hurt again Pain again Never again Cement That Wall Into Place Survive Live Love yourself Love your children Breath Laugh Live Survive Again...

Officer Harrassment And Civilright Violations
On Saturday Oct 7th at 11:00pm to 1:30ish on stand off with 15 offericers carrying M-16s and police dogs. The Situation begins while I was sleeping I woke uo to police surrounding my aunt and uncle that I help take care of as both are very sick and uncle is not looking to last much longer. Anyway my uncle shot three round from a pilot gun into the side of sheild to scare stupid as cats of the property because we own wolfs. Anyways this drug dealer setting down at the end of our drive thought some how 30 rounds of shout guns went off at her which was not the case. This lady called and stated we had high power guns which we aren't even carrying. Next thing I hear is offers surrounding our house and using blow horn for my uncle and myself to come out with hand up. Get this my uncle was little over 200lbs just about a year ago and now weighs less tahn 135 lbs. He was sick on the toilet and can barely move around because of having a broken back a while back. I had to help in out of the ho

Lyrics
found this to be fitting to many aspects in my life as pathetic as it is.... It hurts but I never show, this pain you'll never know If only you could see just how lonely and how cold And frostbit I've become, my backs against the wall When push come to shove I just stand up and scream 'Fuck them all' Man it feels like these walls are closin' in This roof is cavin' in, but it's time to raise it then Your days are numbered like pagers And my book of rhymes got them crookin' boy This crooked mind of mine got them all shook And scared to look in my eyes I stole that fuckin' clock, I took the time And I came up from behind and pretty much snuck up And butt fucked this game up Better be careful when you bring my name up Fuck this fame, that ain't what I came to claim But the game ain't gonna be the same on the day that I leave it But I swear one way or another I'm a make these fuckin' haters believe it I swear to God, won't spare the rod I'm a man of my word, so your fuckin' heads better

Fubar
is came across this site through a favorite cousin of mine it looked really complicated and i didnt think i was going to like it but after being on it for 4 hours and going to sleep this site was all i thought about.. im really getting the hang of things here and just may end up leavin facebook and myspace!! lol well not really but this site is really cool thanks to whoever founded this... xoxoxo

Just Like You
I could be meanI could be angryYou know I could be just like youI could be fakeI could be stupidYou know I could be just like youYou thought you were standing beside meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youI could be coldI could be ruthlessYou know I could be just like youI could be weakI could be senselessYou know I could be just like youYou thought you were standing beside meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youOn my own 'cause I can't take livin' with youI'm alone

Trapped
Dried up from the inside out, I kinda wanna die What's worse than living empty? No tears left to cry.. Each day is getting longer and harder to get through Waiting for fatigue to close my eyes so I no longer think of you. You came to me like a ray of hope, sunshine in my darkness I saw light through the sadness, I saw the storm clouds clear But you were too far away for me to reach and I was trapped by all my fears. The rain fell too hard, the wind was too strong I couldn't make it to you...and you couldn't wait that long I wish things were different, I wish that ray of light did stay I wish that you could have fought through the storm to meet me half the way. Now all madness has subsided because I've given up the fight But your ray of light isn't present, I'm still lost in the night. Darkness surrounds me, I don't pretend anymore I don't smile to make it seem better like I always did before. I'm done pretending, I'm sick of lying and saying that I'm fine

Be Still My Aching Heart
My father passed away almost two years ago and he was a wonderful writer. He was very gifted. I found this poem he had written last night and I broke down reading it. I actually chose to read it at his funeral. Wandted to share it with whoever cared to read. In your hour of bereavement, when the nights seem ever long When the heartache you are feeling lives only in a song In your secret, private moments, when tears wash at your soul When an end to all your suffering is your solitary goal When even cherished memories are hidden in the dark And a scream lights up the darkness, "Be still my aching heart" When the darkness that engulf you seems never more to end And the hour glass seems filled with mounds of never ending sand When the panes of life seem shattered and you feel cut by every shard And though still unheard, you scream aloud, ""Be still my aching heart" This is the time for silent song when prayers can best be heard When peace can glide from heaven, on

Maumee Homes
Welcome To Toledo and Northwest Ohio!! Maumee homes Hi, I'm Rick Turner. My site has been optimized to search for all Toledo foreclosures & new homes actively listed by Realtors in the Toledo area. Listed here you'll find new homes for sale in Toledo, Perrysburg homes for sale, Sylvania homes, Maumee real estate, Holland homes for sale, Oregon homes, Rossford homes for sale, Waterville, Monclova, Whitehouse, and all of Northwest Ohio!Are you looking to relocate into or out of our area? Let my 17 years of full time experience go to work for YOU! From distressed home owners looking for expert advice about Short Sales to Asset Management Companies looking for a local expert with the experience with Broker Price Opinions and Property Preservation I can help you with Toledo property for investment, foreclosures, new homes, & more! Are you a parent looking to purchase rental property for students attending UT? As an active investor with these types of properties I have assisted dozens o

Breast Cancer Awareness
Many of you know "THE Slut", some of you don't and whether you like him or not he has a way to show some support for October's Breast Cancer Awareness month. He is auctioning off his points for 12 hours during a Happy Hour. You get to choose the date and time of the HH and he will be running some special ability bling as well during this HH. The ONLY offers he is accepting for this auction is Breast Cancer Awareness Ribbons. He has two Happy Hours to auction off. Also, he will give is points away daily for just 3 ribbons if you are not interested in the HH. So, if you need some extra points and can spare the credits for the ribbon stop by "THE Slut" and give him a hollar. http://www.fubar.com/theslut

Just Some Thoughts To Share...
What I am typing right now will hopefully help out more than one person. It’s no exactly a lecture, what I’d rather call it is a statement of hope. In the event that something not so great happens to whoever reads this; just read on, because it might help you in the end.A lot of people in this world feel that they have entirely too many problems that they are dealing with, and regardless of everybody else, they may find themselves isolated from the rest of society, leaving them in a void of hopelessness. Some of these people may turn to different ways of handling these problems, several good, and several bad, and depending on the choices they make, there may be alternate turnouts for them.Conflicts tend to get the worst of people, and if they are desperate enough, they will be willing to do anything to get out of it, even if it means ending themselves altogether. Well, hopefully if your reading this right now I will be able to help you in some way, shape, or form. Try to th

I'm Just Sitting Here On The Toilet
A drunk gets up from the bar and heads for the bathroom. A few minutes, a loud, blood curdling scream is heard. A few minutes after that, another loud scream reverberates through the bar. The bartender goes to investigate why the drunk is screaming. "What's all the screaming about in there?" he yells. "You're scaring my customers!" "I'm just sitting here on the toilet," slurs the drunk, "and every time I try to flush, something comes up and squeezes the hell out of my balls." With that, the bartender looks in and says, "You idiot! You're sitting on the mop bucket!"

Confession
A drunken man staggers in to a Catholic church and sits down in a confession box and says nothing. The bewildered priest coughs to attract his attention, but still the man says nothing. The priest then knocks on the wall three times in a final attempt to get the man to speak.Finally, the drunk replies: "No use knocking' mate, there's no paper in this one either."

Beer Labels
Top 13 Warning Labels the FDA is considering placing on beer and alcohol bottles 13. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. 12. WARNING: consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an asshole. 11. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again until your friends want to SMASH YOUR HEAD IN. 10. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. 9. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at 4 in the morning. 8. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your pants. 7. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see something really scary (whose species and or name you can't remember). 6. WARNING: consumption of alcohol is the leading cause of inexplicable rug burns on the forehead. 5. WARNING: consump

Celebrating Mom!
If you have been a friend of mine for at least a year, you might remember me losing my mother last October. This Saturday, Oct. 16, will mark the 1st anniversary of her passing after an almost 12 year battle against breast cancer. How ironic that she passed during breast cancer awareness month. I think about her often and remember, as if it was yesterday, watching her take her last breath in my family room with everyone who loved her at her bedside. She was the toughest person, not just woman, I have EVER known. One of the things she insisted upon until her final days was to enjoy life. With that being said, I will try to do just that by running a famp, rang, and auto 11's on Saturday to remember and CELEBRATE her life. Please stop by to say hello as this is the first time I will be running all three together AND might even throw in a bombing at some point during the day. Thank you for reading this and IT IS TIME A CURE IS FOUND FOR THIS HORRIFIC DISEASE!

Original Poem, In Loving Memory Of My Grandmother, Jeanette Mansfield
I RememberI remember my first birthdayChocolate cake in my hairPlaying peek-a-boo around my high chairI remember every holiday togetherA feast on the tableEverybody gathered 'round tellin' fablesI remember Grandpa's workbenchWhere he built so much with his handsWhere I pounded my first nail, turned my first wrenchI remember playing with my cousinsIn that old blue Buick out backCops and robbers, and pretending we were on a recetrackAll these years pastHair disappearingWrinkles upon my faceFamily moving on, some to a better placeAnd I still remember it all like it was yesterdayAlmighty God, thank you for the gift of such a vivid memory,For without it, I would lose my identityA little more as each memory slipped awayAnd thank you, O Lord, for those whoHelped make the memories I hold so dear;So close to my heart.And thank you for the timesI remember. * * Dedicated to my wonderful grandmother, Jeanette H. Mansfield 14 October 1923 -

Another Women
Today another woman died and not on a foreign field and not with a rifle strapped to her back, and not with a large defense of tanks rumbling and rolling behind her.She died without CNN covering her war. She died without talk of intelligent bombs and strategic targets The target was simply her face, her back her pregnant belly.The target was her precious flesh that was once composed like music in her mother’s body and sung in the anthem of birth.The target was this life that had lived its own dear wildness, had been loved and not loved, had danced and not danced.A life like yours or mine that had stumbled up from a beginning and had learned to walk and had learned to read. and had learned to sing.Another woman died today. not far from where you live; Just there, next door where the tall light falls across the pavement.Just there, a few steps away where you’ve often heard shouting, Another woman died today.She was the same girl her mother used to kiss; the same child

Shiloh'sspace
Hi baby!!! I just wanted to say I had a blast with you tonight. And I want you to know I’ve never cum so hard as I did the first time in the shower tonight. Just the thought of your beautiful ass and that sweet pussy of yours, and those big, amazing, suckable nipples … thinking of you made me cum so hard that I thought I was gonna fall and bust my ass right there in the shower. LOL!!! Had to actually sit on the side of the tub for like 5 whole minutes just to be able to stand up again. And sending you nakies of me, my pussy, my titties, just knowing you were looking at those … that has me ready to go again right now. I’m sitting here at my desk and every time I squeeze my thighs together it brushes my clit against my panties and it’s fucking making me sooooo wet. I’m sorry I hadn’t shaved my pussy in that last pic I sent you. I usually shave it bald every third day or so but that day I just wasn’t in much of a mood for it. L

Search + Win
What a great idea, Free merchandise!! Simply useing a search engine to gain randomly awarded points (collected for merc.) and automatically entered in a larger drawing for bigger prizes!! Every search is a possible winner! CLiCK BELOW!!!!!

Free Show10-21-10
WHO'S READY FOR ONE HELL OF A FREE PARTY???? TIME TO BLOW IT UP!!! SCAREFEST 2010 @ SPEAKING ROCK...FREE show @ Speaking Rock In El Paso , Texas Oct. 21st !!!!! With opening acts TBA.... SPREAD THE WORD!!! Time to get ya liver's ready!!! SCAREFEST @ SPEAKING ROCK!! DOORS OPEN @ 7!!!

Sent To Me By Revjoe
That type of Beauty Is best Described As rare The kind That seems To draw You in And urges you To share I thought I saw A wondrous Glance So I felt It may be Time To take The chance It is hard To say Whether Or not I am Back In the Game All I know For certain Is I am Not sure If you feel Anything Even close To the Same Its beatiful ty REV

How To Navigate Your Profile & Make The Most Of Your Fu Experience
There are two types of statuses that you can change. One is your relationship status. You can change this when you click on the "MY" tab above your Live Feed box. A drop down box will appear and you will select "Settings" from that menu. It will take you to your Settings page where you will click on the box marked "Relationship Status" and a drop box will appear. There are eight (8) statuses to choose from and they are: 1. Private (this status is if you do not feel the need to tell everyone your business) 2. Single 3. In a Relationship 4. Married

College Nudist Society
Just trying this whole fubar page out. Not sure what to do yet. This is my first blog. I attended a College Nudist Seminar at a Nudist Camp for the first time this summer. It was awesome. I downloaded some pictures and did the NSFW thing. I think only my friends can see the pics. Does anyone know if I can download pictures of my friends that were at the Camp with me? I don't want to break the rules... This is still WAY new for me.

Government Coulddiscourage Preventive Services Access
A recent letter from the Congressional Research Service (CRS) reveals how Obamacare will erode patients’ access to certain preventive services. The new health care law requires insurers to cover all preventive measures rated “A” or “B” by the U.S. Preventive Services Task Force (USPSTF) with zero cost-sharing. Otherwise, “a plan or issuer has the discretion to either cover or not cover additional preventive services not recommended by the USPSTF,” according to the CRS letter. While many of the more specific task force recommendations are already included in most health plans, some are less clear cut. Before the passage of the new law, Heritage expert Ed Haislmaier wrote that turning these general recommendations into requirements means the “HHS would need to draft and promulgate regulations detailing the type, scope, frequency, and duration of the specific services that must be covered—along with rules on which prov

The Real Me
I'm calling this blog Love...is it what we seek because after reading a romantic novel, it got me thinking about it. Love is a complicated emotion. We all want to find that one person we want and need. The one that takes our breath away and we can't live without. It confuses us and complicates our lives. We sit there day and night thinking of this person and wanting more then life itself for them to love or want us in return. I write romantic poetry and novels myself. None have been published because of the fear no one will enjoy my work as much as I do. I also read romantic novels and wonder "Will my life ever turn out as perfect as this?" The answer to that question is simple "No". Real life and real love are not a fictional novel. It is not made up. But it is what we make it to be. We can get the love we seek and have that fictional love if we really work hard at it and desire it. So, as I sit here in my bed I just think about it. How hard do we really try to get what we reall

This Is So Sad
Morgan Darren Grace Spradling URGENT PRAYER REQUEST!!! Please re post! Kayla Scott's 22 month old son shot himself in the chest with a brad nailer. It went in his heart. He is now in critical condition and not doing well. Neither is his Mom. Please start a prayer chain for this baby!! Please copy and repost, as you would want someon...e to do it for you. Thanks (Passing this on from a friend) pass this on to all your friends

Hcb Rules And How To Join
HCB MEMBERS Shell (founder) Lucia (co founder) Dixie Mia Rainbow Wikid Bella NEW PROSPECTS RULES 1) Must prove hardcore (tell someone off in sb) 2) No fuct in name or member of fuct nation 3) Must add hcb homepage to friends and family list. 4) Must make salute to be approved for the homepage 5) Must have an approved fubar salute 6) Must add HCB Prospect to ur name. 7) Once you have been accepted into the group by proving ur hardcore you must add HCB to ur name

I Dont Give A F*ck
I DON'T GIVE A F*CK BY DOPE.. This is a song about five simple words, That when used together properly can help to relieve the stress, frustrations, And aggravations caused by all the people that make you wanna freak the fuck out.Why do you have to go and make things so hard?It doesn't have to be like this.Who the fuck do you think you are?That's it, I'm walking away, just one more reason for me to say... I don't give a fuckI don't give a fuck (what?)About you, or your point of view, or your stupid selfish attitude.Cuz it seems, to be, that you never really gave a fuck about me.So I don't give a fuckI don't give fuckTo my boss who's always hasslin' me, And the people that I work with harassing me, And the ones talkin' fuck with their backs to me, And to my loving parents through my wonderful teenage years.To my ex-girlfriend that cheated on me, My ex-teachers that never believed in me, To the people who always want something for free, And to the president of the United States o

~*~*~*~*~* Swt Cougar 's Rules Of Fubar *~*~*~*~*~
****READ THIS BEFORE YOU SB ME AND ASK QUESTIONS THAT CAN BE ANSWERED HERE. *** THANKS FOR " VISITING MY PAGES.I APPRECIATE THE GREAT, GENUINE MEN & LADIES THAT I'VE MET HERE. AM VERY APPRECIATIVE OF MY FRIENDS..SITE IS ADDICTIVE ~ WHAT IS SLEEP? ~ LOLJUST A LITTLE HEADS UP: ***IF YA ROCK MY WORLD WITH: BLING-BOMB- NICE GIFTS- YOU WILL BE LOVED BACK IN SAME!! VERY SWEET GURL HERE!!*** *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ THANK YOU 4 ALL THE LOVE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~FOR THE RECORD: NO I DO NOT CAM- HAVE NO INTENTION OF GIVING A LIVE SHOW..AND ANY CRASS REQUESTS, TO SEE MORE THAN WHAT I CHOOSE TO SHARE IN MY PIX, GETS YOU BLOCKED. MY TIME HERE IS MOSTLY STRESS RELIEF FROM MY JOB- WHICH IS TECH RELATED.IF YOU CHAT ME-AND I DON'T ANSWER DON'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY -IT MEANS IM FOCUSED ON SOMETHING ELSE. IF YOU CAN'T REACH ME BY SBX, IT MEANS IM BUSY OR IM ONLY CHATTING WITH FAMILY. 70% OF TIME ITS OPEN TO FRIENDS WITH SALUTES..EVERYONE ELSE PLS PM ME..TY.*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HOW TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME *~*

The Girl I Was With 4 A Yer An It Was All Liys
i told u to stop fuckin calln my friends and u didnt u called my friends tiff ,and she old u off ....u didnt listened to me know im ganna have to call the cops ..oh and forget about everything im moving on ok u do the same to . stay away from my friends just cuz ur buggin tiff and erica i don ever want to hear from u again ...im letting them do wat they want or tell u off if they have to ....i cant believe u tried goig behin my back and calling them when i told u not to ok so know i have pitty for noone se my friend wtf oh i called u today like at 7 or 8 and rob told e he looked for u all overthe house and u werent there so i told him to tell u tostop buggin my fiend and me evrytime i have to deal with shi like this i dislike u so im sorry ...i wont be trying to respond to u . fuck u what tif tald me is she is las sis and all the other stuf plus what i no my mom us to be famly low an cuz how u bin now im going to give u sum pay back cuz she sid that you are with lases u are dum cuz

Irish Proverbs
A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush. About evening a man is known. A boys best friend is his mother and there's no spancel stronger than her apron string. A buckle is a great addition to an old shoe. A closed mouth--a wise head A dishonest woman can't be kept in and an honest woman won't. A fool and his money are easily parted. A foolish woman knows a foolish man's faults After the gathering comes the scattering A golden ring can tie a man as tight as any chain. A good beginning is half the work. A greyhound finds food in its feet. A guest should be blind in another man's house. A handstaff of holly, a buailtin of hazel,a single sheaf and a clean floor. A heavy purse makes a light heart. A hut is a palace to a poor man. A Kerry shower is of twenty-four hours. A king's son is not nobler than his food. A list full of gain and a village full of shame. A little dog can start a hare, but it takes a big one to catch it. A little of anything isn't worth a pin; but a wee bit of

Ssdd
I thought I had it all figured out.............. I was fine with being alone, I had the mindset that it was just going to be De'Vonte and I until he went to college and started his own life. We would do the same things we always did, we would just take everything one day at a time and make the best outta what we have. But now things have changed. Some for the better and some for the worst. I've found a great man who says he loves me and De'Vonte and wants to be with us forever! I have a good job (I don't love it, but it pays the bills). The love of my life (De'Vonte) is still happy, loving life, and driving me crazy (I know, it's his job.). But for some reason I just don't feel like all of this is going to last. I'm trying to live it and love it while it's happening, but something is just telling me to go back to the way things were, before it all comes crashing down. You know that feeling of "It's too good to be true"? It's kind of like that, but it seems like instead of the out

Freedom?
can some one plz tell me why freedom coast so much. and one more thing why in America when i bye some thing do i have to contenu to pay and pay for it i mean where the fuck is all the tax money going ?

Remember Me
Whatever you do in life will be insignificant but it is very important that you do it because... You can't know... You can't ever really know the meaning of your life... And you don't need to... Just know that your life has a meaning... Every life has a meaning... whether it lasts one hundred years or one hundred seconds... Every life... And every death... changes the world in its own way... Gandhi knew this. He knew his life would mean something to someone, somewhere, somehow. And he knew with as much certainty that he could never know that meaning... He understood that enjoying life should be of much greater concern then understanding it. And so do I. You can't know... So don't take it for granted... But don't take it too seriously... Don't postpone what you want... Don't leave anything misunderstood... Make sure the people you care about know... Make sure they know how you really feel... Because just like that... It could end.

Cleanin' Up Family List On Here Please Read
Ok, There are 3 groups on each of our pages, Fans, Friends and Family.... Fans..... these are people we all probably have from when we first started fu/cherry tap/lost cherry or whatever it might have been when we joined they gave us points and now it's needed once you start getting higher up in the levels... so these are probably at best casual acquaintance's and or people who ran past our profile... Friends....again this is how some of us become actual friends where we interact on an every now and then type of scenario and then there is Family Family..... people you can count on to help you level if needed, people you talk to more than just when they want something from you, someone you can trust if they say they are going to do something the DO IT, and in my case my family is people I chat with or atleast trade daily rates and or status comments with.... NOT trying to be a bitch but I kind of feel like if I'm not good enough to be in your family then maybe you don't nee

Life Lessons
- I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. -I've learned. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. -I've learned. . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. -I've learned. . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. -I've learned. . . that it's taken me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned. . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. -I've learned. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. -I've learned. . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. -I've learned. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned. . . that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had b

Vengeful Words
Vengeful wordsSo easy to sayThey fall from lipsLike birds of preyThey bite like teethCut like a knifeCausing such painInfluencing a lifeWord are just wordsIt has been saidSo why do they lingerBouncing around in one’s headSome just don’t thinkBefore they speakIt’s all just a gameHavoc to reekThe simplest of thingsSaid without thoughtCan fester and stewCausing love to rotSo choose your words wiselyBe sure they are trueBecause one day they mayCome back to haunt you.

Something Different
Today was a good day! I know there were a few ick moments today,but it seemed like old times. People seemed to actually be having fun and enjoying themselves on here today. It reminded me of the old days on the site and it took my mind off the hellish stress and pain I am dealing with. I want to thank everyone for that! (h) I needed a good day. Positivity is something I need to be surrounded with at the moment and negativity is eating me alive and has to be gone gone gone! love ya..well most of ya! hugs and stuffs!

C'mon Really
Do you like it rough or sensual?:both, there is a time to be rough and a time to be sensualDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?:opposite sex, at this time i just like kissing the same sexHow often do you like to have sex?:alotIs sex a top priority for you?:no my relationship is way more importantDo you have sex face to face with your partner?:opposed to what lol yesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?:neverHow do you feel about one night stands?:not for meHow many one night stands have you had?:0What's your favorite position?:i have to pick one damnWhere's your favorite place to have sex?:sensual on a bed, rough up against a wallDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?:both Have you ever watched porn while having sex?:yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?:i dont time myselfDo you get off first or do they?:i probably doDo you like kissing during sex?:yesDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?:yes a

Feelings
time to go into the darkness and let it flow into me let it embrace me and become one with the cold uncaring void let it flow freely from me and become the darkness and take in its power and make it my own and watch all the beautiful destruction that is left in my wake it is time for me to have fun i am going to let the darkness be my home and reside there and learn its dark ways and use them to destroy the ones who have brought me pain and misery and see how they like the new me and how they enjoy their own destruction that they have brought upon themselves by pissing off the one who is not scared of the darkness and everything that dwells within it lets see if they like the monster that they have unleashed.

Don't Understand
Just when we thought it disappeared for good It came back and we never thought it would You shed so many tears cuz you have alot of fears But, you have people by your side all the way through I believe god will heal you he's done it before He loves you more than you can ever imagine

Wish You Were Mine=]]
I see your beautiful face and wish you and I can be together I have been crushing on you for a while I love how you are, and I love your sexy smile I crush you more than ever before I think its cuz I know you more You are an amazing woman and very sweet to me Please tell me everything will be alright and don't worry cuz soon

I Need Some Help Picking A Topic...
Ok , so for my Composition 2 class I need to come up with a topic that I can write a 5 paged paper. My creative mind is failing me and I am having a tough time trying to decide what to write about and I really could use some feedback. The topic can basically be anything but it must either be controversial and/or debatable in some way. I must take a particular stand point on a topic or issue. Please help me out and give me any ideas you have. Thanks!! The topics that it CAN'T be about: *legalization of drugs *prostitution *murder *religion *capital punishment *assisted suicide *pornography or sex

Trance
We hold each other closeand long to stay just soin your eyes I see my dreamseven ones I don't yet knowour hearts soar and energies surgeas together you and I, oursouls and bodies do mergelike a bowing willowwe bend and entwineto the heights of sensationour passion does climbstrumming and hummingour heart beats dancethrumming drummingwe're caught in a trance.

Three Times Better
you masterfully massage my most delicate placeas she feverishly french kisses yoursyour firm thighs have her face in a leg lockwhile i'm positioned on all foursher famished mouth is placed perfectlyto devour your moist inner and outer lipsi'm bouncing my booty for both of youlike a stripper earning her tipsmy almost hairless moundhovers over her innocent faceyou're tasting me from behindat a slow, sexy pacemy 38 dees are danglingtheir nipples are as hard as stealwe thoroughly enjoy one anothermuff diving is the ultimate mealher pointed tongueplunges in and out of your holeyour bountiful breasts jiggleyour eyes begin to rollyou spread my soft cheeks smacking my cute bottomand give my sweet salad a tossi moan in utter delightas for words i'm at a total lossshe's touching herselfi'm rubbing methese types of interludesare always better with threeso you two can be snatch to snatchyou slide your beautiful body downit's my horny turn to sit on her faceand i quickly turn aroundyou and i lock e

Sleep
I look down upon the bedAnd see you fast asleep.Dare I wake you up insteadOr leave you fast asleep?You smile gently in your sleep,Against your neck I lay my headAs your arm around me creepsAnd we shift upon the bed.But do you open up your eyes?Oh, no, you leave them closed.I place my legs between your thighsAnd place a kiss upon your nose.I run my tongue across your chestAs my desires begin to riseI look with longing at your cock nestled on its hairy nestAnd plan for something to arise.I place its smallness in my mouth,Sucking upon it, while I fondle your balls.Then I lick it from north to southWhile it grows forever tall.Your eyes are no longer shut,Plus your hands begin to creep.They're holding tight onto my butt...Tell me why you're not asleep.Your ardor, too, has started to rise.You lift me up from your rampant cock.My legs apart you gently prise,While deep inside me, your legs around me lock."What a pleasant way to awake,"You whisper in my ear."It is so nice make no mistake,"As we

Maybe
The deception and hurtHow it fills me more The emptiness slowly creeps.I step away....fear of it touching me.It beckons me to enter, dark as it is.It promises relief, as it beckons me to it.I'm tired, tired of this pain and deception of being empty like a sea shell.The emptiness edges closer as i stand on the edge no were to run or go. I turn to find nothing but a black wall that I can't break through. Maybe...maybe... if I enter I can escape this....Maybe the pain will stop...maybe....Maybe...I can break free...Maybe someone will save me....Maybe....

Random Rants
Why can't Mountain Dew just keep the throwback version? Can the Dallas Cowboys win with Tony "I took Jessica Simpson to Cabo San Lucas instead of putting in more time to beat the NY freakin football Giants of East Rutherford New Jersey" Romo as thier QB And another thing either the Giants and Jets drop New York from thier geographical indicator in there name and change it to where they really are, or in the Jets case move back to the actual state of NY or they both drop the NY and just go by the team name. Last I looked at the calandar we are in the 2nd decade of the new millenium and the 21st century. Where the hell is my hover car, food replicator and holographic TV set?

Moving Forward
I Thought living without him is like an endless day. A day with darkness & sorrow. But now that he's gone. Daymm i cant believe im moving on. This on & off relationship finally end, Maybe am a lil bit hurt now but i can get this through. I thanks him for stopping by into my life Glad that even though were over, our friendship didnt end. Goodbye lover & hello friend. & hello new commer! lol :D

A Legal Victory On The Road To Repeal
On October 23, 2009, a reporter asked Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D-CA): "Madam Speaker, where specifically does the Constitution grant Congress the authority to enact an individual health insurance mandate?" Speaker Pelosi shook her head dismissing the question: "Are you serious? Are you serious?" Pressed for a more substantive response later, Pelosi's press spokesman admonished the reporter: "You can put this on the record. That is not a serious question. That is not a serious question."Yesterday, Roger Vinson, senior federal judge of the United States District Court for the Northern District of Florida, found it to be a very serious question indeed. Judge Vinson characterized the Obama Justice Department's motion to dismiss the constitutional challenge to Obamacare brought by 16 state attorneys general, four governors, two private citizens and the National Federation of Independent Business (NFIB) as "not even a close call." Addressing the Obama administration's claim that Congress had th

Scrap's Word's On God Mode Bling
God Mode Explained! http://fubar.com/god-mode-explained/b333299-1133386 God Mode is very simple. Please read the description. 1. Some of you are expiring your God Mode in a day or two. This is because you maxed your 10 million points. 2. God Bling will not expire early. It is a very simple bling that fubarbarians are confused about. 3. If you are locking down your albums thinking you are getting one over on everyone. You are not. I am not going to explain why. Just knwo you are not. 4. If you are coming to support asking why your God Bling is expired. YOU REACHED YOUR 10 MILLION POINTS! Please do not use the excuse that you did not get it or got ripped off. Bling is for fun! 5. There are no refunds for bling. There are 101 and more ways to use bling. If God Mode is not working out for you, then please try something else. I am sure many will attest. God Mode does work.

Cynical Vs Trustworthy
So this is a true story one name will not be revealed to protect the not so innocent. SO I signed up for this site in 2006 but had never came here to see what it is all about. I started here about 3 weeks ago. Now mind you I have been online many years ( and should probably no better) but as a person i want to truly believe people are good and trustworthy I mean who wants to be know as the cynical b****. ANyway I had this person who was talking to me for about a week who eventually said would you mind calling me just for a few minutes so i can say hi and really know who I am talking to. Me being the person I am thought no harm in that I will call on my way to work, now mind you this person expressed interest....anyway I call talk may 15 minutes tops. So Friday night I decide at about 2 am to get some sleep said goodnight on Fu go to sleep.....about 4:20 am my phone rings....I do not even know my own name at this point and my brain cells are firing on less than 2 cylinders this is w

Hey my name is Margarita and yes that is my real name if you are wondering. I am 24 years old and I am a single mom. My son's name is Jamison Jordan and he is 17 months old. He is the love of my life. I am Native American, German, Italian and Mexican haha what a combination. I bet you wouldn't think that looking at my picture huh haha lol. Anyways I am single and it kinda sucks but I think it has to do with being a single mom but oh well at least I got my lil man :) I am 5"7 .5 i weigh 165 pounds I am in good shape for having a kid. I originally have black hair but I like to dye it light brown it looks way better with my complection. I am outgoing, funny, happy, sweet, loving, romantic, flirty, sexy, honest, caring, respectful, non jugemental, and most of all I am just me and I am real I will tell you what's on my mind I dont hold back anything. So if you like what you just read and want to know more ask me dont be shy because im not at all.

My 100 Truths
"Jar Of Hearts" I know I can't take one more step towards you ‘Cause all that's waiting is regret Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore You lost the love I loved the most I learned to live, half alive And now you want me one more time [Chorus:] Who do you think you are? Runnin' 'round leaving scars Collecting a jar of hearts Tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul Don't come back for me Who do you think you are? I hear you're asking all around If I am anywhere to be found But I have grown too strong To ever fall back in your arms I've learned to live, half alive And now you want me one more time [Chorus] It took so long just to feel alright Remember how to put back the light in my eyes I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed ‘Cause you broke all your promises And now you're back You don't get to get me back [Chorus x2] Who do you think you are? Who do you think you are? Who do you think you are?

Stock Picks
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Fubar
I resently joined thise site i am loving it i hope i meet friends like i do on a regular basis.I am frim South Africa the coolest place to be dam is a blast to be part of that country a comment that most South Africans say is in America they make movies and in SA we act then live.LOOK IN MY PHOTOS to see why

Mornings
Here are just a few of my favorite good morning text messages from my honey...I love you Rob and I start everyday with a smile on face and tingly feeling all over because of the way you love me. Thank you baby for all you do, I love your forever. From: RobSent: Oct 23 8:24AMMsg: Good morning honey. Mmmwah! I love you so much Michelle. How's my beautiful Sleeping beauty?From: RobSent: Oct 21 6:38AMMsg: Good morning honey. How's my beautiful Angel? Mmmwah! I love you Michelle Lynne Baar.From: RobSent: Oct 20 6:12AMMsg: Good morning sweetheart, I miss you so much Michelle. Mmmwah! I love you honey.From: RobSent: Oct 19 6:41AMMsg: Mmmwah! Good morning honey. I had such sweet dreams of you Michelle Lynne Baar. You and corn. I love you Babydoll. Ones of you were heaven...corn a nightmare lol. From: RobSent: Oct 17 9:00AMMsg: Good morning sunshine. I love you Michelle Lynne Baar. Mmmwah!From: RobSent: Oct 15 6:45AMMsg: Here comes the sun (du dn du du) Here comes the sun And I

Bikers Are Amazing People
I never cease to be impressed by some of the amazing people I randomly cross paths with. I just got back from Daytona and was there were with my girl and friends. My girl and I had breakfast and we rode up to main street. It was in the mid-80's and the sun was beating down, we had gone for a short walk up the street to look for our friend's bike which we found and and we looked at some T-shirts in a adjacent store. We crossed the street and were looking in another clothing store and my girl let me know she was feeling nauseated and she walked out into the alley way because she felt like she was going to throw up. She'd been having a headache and started feeling weak from standing in the heat, that and she's been having a bit of dizzyness when she gets up from low blood pressure. I got her back inside the store and had her sit down while I could step two doors down and get her a bottled water because I felt like she may have been a little dehydrated because it had b

My Poems
I felt an angels presense on the day you left my side A gentle touch upon the cheek to wipe the tears I cried. I seemed to hear her whisper your loved ones in gods care. Just turn your eyes to heaven And know hes resting there. Her presense brought me comfort. It was as if she knew My faith in god was tested On the day I lost you. The months have swiftly passed yet I still sense you near And know whatever comes my way youll help me through each year

Ummmm
so this site is waaaaaay overwhelming..... but it cool that the people are real and not suppermodels who pretend to be real thats the cool thing i do like bout it.. and seeing as how i cant drink cuz i get drunk on a table spoon of jack daniels .... irl...... this is good.. ^_^

Life Sucks At Times
I really give up on guys anymore. everytime i think i've found the right guy for me he goes and cheats on me. i really thought Anthony was a good guy,but it turns out he's just like all the rest. I found out (Oct 4th) the day before my birthday that he was cheating on me. it really killed me to find that out. i was really falling for him,then my whole world came crashing down. the worst part of all this is that he cheated on me with a girl in a wheelchair. i have nothing against her at all. the first time i confronted him about it he said she was just a friend that he had known for years and that she is a lesbian. second time i confronted him about it i had him on a 3 way phone with me anthony and the other girl. after that call i called him back and told him what just happened and then dumped him. he had nothing to say to me and just hung up. sweetests day he calls me at 6:45am and tells me that he misses me and he knows he messed up with me and all that stuff. then he tells

Charging For Fam Add
ok first off im not into blogging at all so if i somehow make this blog F.U.B.A.R. please forgive me. Secondly I will admit i have done what i am going to write about and I understand the hypocrisy of me writing about it none the less i still feel strongly about it..... I am totally sick and tired of People on here guys AND girls but mostly girls (not all girls mind you) Begging or whoring themselves out for points and Bling credits and Bling... First off people, just because you are doing this online does not make u any less of a whore you are still sending your pics out on line for money u might as well be a stripper. As a matter of fact I'm going to go farther and say that you are worse than a stripper mainly because you are doing this for some thing that has no substance out side of this site. Further more no offence to any one but if you are on here enough to be beging or prostituting your pictures out saying like that and saying you need bling than you have probably been on her

Reality Show Audition
Do you have drive and determination?Are you self-motivated?Can you create something out of nothing?Are you computer literate?Are you an overachiever?Will you stop at nothing to win and achieve your dream?Than we are looking for you! We are looking for a few select people with heart, drive, and determination. A few people who are motivated enough to produce and make things happen. $10,000 will be given to the last man standing. There is a very well off anonymous philanthropist who just loves to give away money. He has been giving anonymously to many nonprofit organizations and charity causes. He is a true believer in talent and giving back. Now he would like to give money away to you, but you must prove that you deserve it. Can you finance my dream? Yes, and all you need is a burning desire and the passion to succeed. Do not respond if you are timid, lack self-confidence, or cannot get results. YOU MUST HAVE THE ABILITY TO MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING.To enter the contest all yo

Why?
Why is it that if u start once talkin dirty to someone, after that they can never seem to hold a decent conversation without getting all nasty with it... And just when u think dam I'm actually gonna have a real conversation and u ask "So what are you getting into today" you get a reply that reads "On my way to work but i had to cum first" really? seriously? Sorry for singling out this one conversation (if ur reading this and know who u are) believe me u weren't the first one today just the "straw that broke the camel's back" so to speak.... So here it is... my vow.... for every one that i know and all the new people i will meet......... until u prove to me that u can hold a decent conversation there will be no dirty talk from me PERIOD!!! I got out of the swingers lifestyle because I felt like a pussy not a person... please don't make me have to leave FUBAR as well.... And that's all I have to say about that!!! Good'day

My Daily Take..
GRRRRRRRRR..WHERE DO I BEGIN TODAY?? IT SEEMS LIKE YOU CAN EASILY GO DAY TO DAY, MICRO MANAGE STUFF AND THEN ONE DAY WAKE UP AND BOOM! I WORK IN TECH SALES AND HAVE INTRICATE KNOWLEDGE OF WEBSITES AND BUSINESSES THAT REQUIRE ACCEPTANCE OF CREDIT CARDS FOR PAYMENT ONLINE. MY JOB IS VERY STRESSFUL..THERES A LOT OF DEADLINES, CONFERENCE CALLS AND LOT OF TECH TO KNOW FOR EACH CLIENT..AND THE MORE YOU KNOW, THE MORE YOU FIND OUT HOW MUCH YOU DO NOT KNOW. I WORK WITH ENGINEERS, PROGRAMMERS, WEB DESIGNERS & DESIGN FIRMS, MERCHANT PROCESSORS, BANKS, OFFSHORE MERCHANTS, AND SOME OF THE BIGGEST NAMES IN RETAIL HAVE CONSULTED WITH ME FOR SERVICES..& CUSTOM PAYMENT SOLUTIONS. ITS CRAZY. AND THE FALL QUARTER IS THE BUSIEST BECAUSE EVERYONE WANTS TO "OPEN" FOR HOLIDAY BUSINESS. TODAY..IM NOT FEELING GREAT..HAVEN'T BEEN FEELING GOOD FOR A WEEK NOW.. MY IMMUNITY IS A LITTLE ROCKED..AND REGARDLESS HOW I FEEL, IM USUALLY UPBEAT, FUNNY, SARCASTIC AND GOING WIT THE FLOW.. IM LOSING MY VOICE.

Looking For Love
I been looking for Ms. Right for a long time now. I just turned 31 on oct9 and I dont have any kids. Maybe in time if i ever find the right woman who i can make my wife. I dream about holding her close and looking into her eyes and tell that I love her and I thank god that she is in my life.There are lots of times i miss jsut holding hands while we walk or just waking up in the morining after a long night of making love in every room in the house.The way you look after a hot night of love making. And the smile that comes on your face when you are thinking of wild things to do. But most of all i miss the tasted of sweet soft lips when you kiss someone with all your heart.And the smell of her skin when you kiss her all over here body and she tells you how go you feel

Abortion
Every day in the United States of America over 4,000 American citizens are silenced against their wills. They have their voices permanently silenced and they never get the opportunity to speak on behalf of themselves. Today we stand in silent solidarity with those who have been silenced. Today my family and I stand in silent ,but by doing this we are being a voice for the one-third of our generation that will never have a voice. these victims are not only being silenced; they are being killed. The victims we stand on behalf of are not going to be mentioned on the news or have a funeral. The victims we stand on behalf of were ripped from the safety and warmth of their mother's wombs. The victims we stand on behalf of were not blobs of tissue, but beautiful human persons, with hearts that beat, brains that gave out brain waves, and a soul. These are the victims of the abortion holocaust. Every day over 4,000 babies have their lives ended in the name of choice. Since January 22, 1973, ove

Friends
I've always been one to say what's on my mind. If something bothers me, I'll say something. If people get offended by it then that's on them. I'm just being honest and I don't sugar coat cause someone can't take honesty. Whether it be bad or good. i try to lean more toward the good. Like the people i associate myself with. People I call associates and people I call friends. Even the ones I call "family". Last year in march I joined fubar b/c a friend encouraged me to. Well as I explored Fu and met people, I got close to some and got away from others, but as I got to know the people I met, and I know this is the internet, i learned that alot dont follow through with the word "friend" or " family" when they used it. There are some I still talk to but not as much as I'd like and there are some that don't even talk to me. If I were to take of the people in my friends and fam that I didnt talk to on a regular basis id have less than 50 on my list. There are some, the lucky few, that Ive t

Given Up
You know, men don't want the fat ugly women.. not one single one. I reciently met someone from here offline.. before I met him.. he was always calling me.. my name from him was "Baby" and he couldnt get enough of me.. but once I met him offline.. things have changed, he doesn't call anymore, calls me "Hey you" and nothing is the same now.. that was THE BIGGEST MISTAKE I have ever made... SO..... I have given up thinking anyone will ever want me.. I can not wait until the day I die.. this amount of pain shouldn't happen to anyone..I can't deal with it anymore.. Being punished for being sick and gaining weight isn't right... VampyYourFutureExWife .... yeah whatever.. No one wants me as their girl.. forget the ex wife part.. I will be changing my name too.. Maybe to VampyTheOneNoOneWants... bcd9e48a-9977-4871-ae32-f6b2858e575b 1.03.01

Really?!?!?!
Lmao!!! Ok so I got told this morning that the God Mode bling should ONLY be used for ranking on fubar.... Hmmmm.... Then I was told that I was completly oblivious to what the God Mode is supposed to be used for nor how anything really works on here.... Well the way I see it, I BOUGHT IT.... I will do with it as I please and use it for whatever it was i used it for.... Fubar has become a popularity site, and I'm not all about being popular on a GAME site... Do people fight to be popular on a game site simply because they can't be popular in real life OFF of fubar??? Has God Mode actually gotten to that many peoples heads that they feel they need to TELL others how its supposed to be used??? Last I checked it didn't say anything about WHAT God Mode was SUPPOSED to be used for on fubar.... So as far as I'm concerned, YOU use your God Mode bling how YOU want to use it.... and Ill do the same.... Dont come to me asking me to add you simply because you want more rates... i dont give a shit

Dating=difficult?
As a woman, as a big woman. Everything is ok but finding my lover, why is it so hard for fat women to find dates and ideal matches? I am an unyielding woman, I believe I can find a boyfriend. So I think, why cannot have a boyfriend now? Because the people we met in the real world are too limited. So I decided to go online to seek friends and match! So I signed up Facebook, myspace, etc. created website accounts and personal profiles in which I uploaded my photos, wrote my hobbies, characters, merits, ect. But, contrary to expectations, I haven't found my match yet. Suddenly one day, I searched in google a BBW=big beautiful woman dating site PlusMeet.com. It is a dating website exclusively for BBW singles and their admirers. I joined with hope and upgraded to gold member later. 10 days after my registration, I found a boyfriend. He is a BBW admirer. In his eyes, big is beautiful and size is only a number! Thanks to PlusMeet, I can find my other half. So I draw two conclusions, If yo

Dreamers
"Man on the Train: Hey, are you a dreamer? Wiley: Yeah. Man on the Train: I haven't seen too many around lately. Things have been tough lately for dreamers. They say dreaming is dead, no one does it anymore. It's not dead it's just that it's been forgotten, removed from our language. Nobody teaches it so nobody knows it exists. The dreamer is banished to obscurity. Well, I'm trying to change all that, and I hope you are too. By dreaming, every day. Dreaming with our hands and dreaming with our minds. Our planet is facing the greatest problems it's ever faced, ever. So whatever you do, don't be bored, this is absolutely the most exciting time we could have possibly hoped to be alive. And things are just starting "

Angry Atheists
http://gretachristina.typepad.com/greta_christinas_weblog/2007/10/atheists-and-an.html one persons answer to the question *why are atheists always so angry* here is a snippit ATHEISTS AND ANGER I want to talk about atheists and anger. This has been a hard piece to write, and it may be a hard one to read. I'm not going to be as polite and good-tempered as I usually am in this blog; this piece is about anger, and for once I'm going to fucking well let myself be angry. But I think it's important. One of the most common criticisms lobbed at the newly-vocal atheist community is, "Why do you have to be so angry?" So I want to talk about: 1. Why atheists are angry; 2. Why our anger is valid, valuable, and necessary; And 3. Why it's completely fucked-up to try to take our anger away from us. So let's start with why we're angry. Or rather -- because this is my blog and I don't presume to speak for all atheists -- why I'm angry.***** I'm angry that according to a recent G

I Want To
I want to I want to stab you in the heart, and kiss away your pain; Bathe in the blood of memories that drive your soul insane. Inhale all the darkness that lingers in your mind; And drown myself in the bitterness of every tear you’ve cried. I want to slice into your soul, releasing all its rage; Caress away the confusion that binds you to this cage. I want to dance amongst the shadows of every lie you’ve heard; And sing to you a ballot of truth in the song of a mocking bird. I want to dive into your sorrows and drink of all your fears; Swallowing the heart ache you’ve gathered through the years. I want to set your eyes on fire, and lick away the ash; Erasing the illusions that were left there by your past. I want to take you from my dreams, wrap you in my soul; Get drunk on the passion of our story not yet told! I want to turn the page, take all of you in; Devour all that’s left of the suffering you’ve been in; I want to wipe the slate clean, seal this pr

Weirdness!!!!!!!!
Those of you very close to me,knew my appointment today with the w/c doc was wrecking my nerves.Shockingly it went very well.I still don't know how to react and have been burnt so many times...I refuse to get my hopes up. He is sending me back to the surgeon that I like.He is also going to agree with him and the surgery. He said he is going to reccomend that they give me water therapy again and to put me back together. I just can't believe I heard those words out of his mouth, after what he spewed out last time we spoke. If w/c finally approve's this surgery,it will be a spinal fusion done through my abdomen and a couple other tweeks. Don't hold your breath...I am not hugs and stuffs....the spasms from the ride made me sick on the ride home,so I will be off and on thanks everyone who has been up and down this rollercoaster with me!

Fubar Fun
Fubar Fun is their anyone that sint into the DRAMA I cant stree it enough i hate that word but its all you here from other. I want to have fun and fun is what I want where is the fun and not the drag me down people

Fml ...
I thought I saw a man brought to lifeHe was warmHe came around and he was dignifiedHe showed me what it was to cryWell you couldn't be that man I adoredYou don't seem to knowOr seem to care what your heart is forWell I don't know him anymoreThere's nothing where he used to lieMy conversation has run dryThat's what's going onNothing's fine I'm tornI'm all out of faithThis is how I feelI'm cold and I am shamedLying naked on the floorIllusion never changedInto something realI'm wide awakeAnd I can seeThe perfect sky is tornYou're a little lateI'm already tornSo I guess the fortune teller's right

My Book I Am Writing
welcome to my first blog of many for the book i am writing this first blog is just to give u a little about the book to see that people think and if they have any ideas to give there imput its a fantasy book a good vs evil storry i know its been dont smore times than there are numbers but i love fantasy books robert jouran and terry goodkind are a few of my favorate authors i been getting into brandon sanderson ever since he picked up the wheel of time series after robert jordan passed away this blog i dont want to get into the story much but the next fre i will be posting the book an a simple short storry form when i write i do it alot different than mpst people who write so i start off with just a simple outsline og the places and what happened there ususly just a few lines for each place after i get all that done i go back to the begining and take my outline and start doing a simple story of everything verry little detail just a basic story that what i will be posting for the nex

Gettin Married
ok ladies out there im gettin married in 10 months and cant find a church to hold all the people i have invited. thinkin bout an outside weddin but not so sure i want to do that if you have any ideas could you let me know.

Adam And Eve
ok 1st off no offence to you wonderful men out there but this is hella funny lol A little girl asked her mother, "How did the human race start?" The mother answered, "God made Adam and Eve and they had children, and so all mankind was made." Two days later the girl asked her father the same question.The father answered, "Many years ago there were monkeys from which the human race evolved." The confused girl returned to her mother and said, "Mom, how is it possible that you told me the human race was created by God, and Dad said they developed from monkeys?" The mother answered, "Well, dear, it is very simple. I told you about my side of the family and your father told you about his."

Local Metal Show
DFW Metal Garage's Halloween Party 2010 on Fri. Oct. 29th. @ The Ridglea Theater The Halloween Party of the year with: Arms Of The Sun (featuring Rex Brown of Pantera/Down), Saints of Los Angeles ( Ultimate Motley Crue Tribute ) Hillbilly Orchestra, Revengeance, Sedated ( Ramones Tribute ) & More!!! Plus Special Guest MC's all night. When: Fri, 10/29/2010 7:00 PM Where: The Ridglea Theater 6025 Camp Bowie Blvd., Fort Worth, Tx 76116 * DFW Metal Garage's Halloween Party 2010 on Fri. Oct. 29th. @ The Ridglea Theater The Halloween Party of the year with: Arms Of The Sun (featuring Rex Brown of Pantera/Down), Saints of Los Angeles ( Ultimate Motley Crue Tribute ) Hillbilly Orchestra, Revengeance, Sedated ( Ramones Tribute ) & More!!! Plus Special Guest MC's all night. Public Event: This is a public event, i.e. one that is accessible without an invitation. Since this is a public event, you may only send a private message if you've received a personal invitation from the event creator

Torn
Okay, So this is very hard for me. I have realized over the last week I am in love with 2 men. How can that be you ask? I am not 100% sure either. Here I was happily engaged, and didn't think I could ever want anything more in my life. I recently started talking to a friend I hadn't talked to in almost a year. He told me all about everything that has gone on in his life since we last spoke. I was so happy and thrilled for him until.... I realized I was very jealous. He was always there for me, he's a great person and for the most part I am very happy for him, cuz he is happy. I never realized I had feelings for him, until now and he's happy. I am driving myself crazy. I don't know how to talk to him anymore, because I am crazy jealous, and all that crap. I hate to think anything would come between us, but I am just a mess. I KNOW this friend and I could NEVER be together. I have never felt like this before, and I don't want anyone's BS comments saying I'm a slut or whore. This is just

Fu-robbery
FU-Robbery I just had $3 mil in fu-bucks disappear, what's up with that? Fubar took it! Where does it say it will cost you up to $10 million to choose between demon or angel the first time? Notice the sceenshot of the support lounge, I never got an answer! So much for support! >

My Broadcasts
I broadcast my friend and I having fun watching tv and smoking. She will not flash and I do not flash with her in the room. Dont be rude. Say please. We will zone out and I may forget about the cam and laptop althogether. I am sorry but this is just what happens lol.