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Rip
Hoover official calls balcony collapse 'terrible tragedy' Published: Monday, July 05, 2010, 3:01 PM Updated: Monday, July 05, 2010, 6:06 PM Roy L. Williams -- The Birmingham News Follow Share this story Story tools Hoover fire officials continue today to investigate the collapse of a balcony at an apartment complex that killed one person and injured six others. Rusty Lowe, Hoover Fire EMS and public information officer, said this afternoon that authorities could wrap up their investigation into the mishap at the Waterford Landing Apartments sometime tomorrow. He called the collapse, which happened shortly before midnight Sunday, a "terrible tragedy." Lowe said an insurance company representing the owner of Waterford Landing Apartments, located in the 3200 block of Chace Lake Fairway near Alabama 150, has begun its own investigation of the deck collapse. Lowe said incident occurred when a third-floor deck at the complex fell onto the two decks b

My Sh*t
im 29 lookin to chill and meet new people... im layed back relaxed and take care of me and mine....im new to this so bear with me... but get at me... i date black men got 3 mixed children and love to live life to the fullest... let it do what it do... and remember u got 1 life live it to the fullest ...

Twizeled
put the drink down never. their should always be a back up plan! when to just say no cant . whouldnt know how to act! what is the stoping point you ask? no paints no short an you have no idea where your clothes are is 1 . then there is when walking becomes a problem 2 /

Realizing Life
i'm sitting here at 541am and thinking about my life... well heres what I need to get out... I'm sick and tired of being treated the way I have been by friends, family, employers and people who don't even know me.. she heres what I gotta say.. I AM ME... if you don't like the way I am, the way I look, my tattoos, my attitude or what I have to say on any subject then please feel free to go fuck yourself and get the fuck outta my life... I'm still going to be me no matter if you are here in my life or not... I'm going to be making some major changes in my life.. things that need to be done.. thing I want to do and need to do for ME... so if you want to be around me please I am very honored to have you as my friend / family... if you decide to leave.. feel free to have my size 15 EEE steel toed boot in your ass pushing you out of the door... so this is what I have to say... like me or hate me.. but damn it YOU WILL FUCKING RESPECT ME!!! and you will know my name.. so pissing me off

My Favorite
In helping in the weight loss category, the Acai berry helps cleanse the colon, which regulates the digestion of food. It also helps to boost metabolism, which gives you more energy. With a healthier diet and increased exercise, then the weight is more apt to fall off the body. Acai Berries

Sometimes I Like To Write Things O_o
I don't have a title for it yet so shh You stole my heart with just one look. Your beauty, I mistook. And now I finally see, the mask you wear must no longer be. Overcome with fear and pain, your tear drops fall like acid rain. They eat away the thing I hide, the only part I keep inside. It hurts for me to see you cry, alone again you want to die. With no more care and no more will, I suffered as you took that pill. And now I walk away to fight, the emptiness I feel at night. You left me here without a choice, the angels choke in mid rejoice. As I tie this noose you wove, I begin to sob and leave the grove. The mirrors all around I see, now paint this picture out for me. The girl I seek with all my soul, is the girl who, once, I used to know. My hand stretched out towards the face appeared, shaking as it slowly nears. A sick feeling washes over me, as the girl revealed...is me.

A Lesson Well Learned
as i sit here the days go bye and i think of you and cry and all you say is that i lie and dont care how i might die alone at night i think of you and wishing that i was next to you but rolling over and crying so hard knowing that my heart is scared and now i sit here battered and torn i remember the days and im forlorn boys may come and boys may go but you were the one that let me go its been days now and i still think of you crying so hard my face turns blue i loved so hard it cant be changed but forever my heart will be chained ty for the one man that will always be in my heart no matter what he has done to me! ty master i have learned well from your teachings

Stug
Stug is the essence of happiness. The feeling of bliss we achieve at our best moments. It's the high of being on top, and the courage to stay there. Stug is the swagger of a leader. It is the determination for better - and the quest for happiness. It gives you a the reason to get out of bed with a smile, master the day, and make dreams turn to reality. Stug is the aura that radiates from the heart and makes us who we are. Live Stug! Proper uses of Stug - 1. Noun: A. A name for "the best of the best" {example}"Through my hard work and dedication, I've finally made it to the top; I'm Stug. (suffix) - fy: noun-to-verb (...Stug → Stuggify) {example}"He looks like he can sure use some help, Lets Stuggify his life!" 1. Adjective: A. An implication of greatness. {example} “Mohammed Ali is a legend. He is Stug" B. A blissful state of being. {example}"When I’m taking long walks on the beach, I become filled with Stug." C. Without flaw; Perfection. {example}"Be Stug" (prefix

By, Bi And Bi Again
This is posted B(eye) me. I am B(eye)-Polar. I am B(eye)-Sexual. (this does not mean I am a 3some bed hopper so stow those comments thank you). I do not enjoy being B(eye)-myself. I have a LD so deal with my garmmer and my spelling. I am disabled and spend alot of time online to avoid being alone. I would love to make some friends both on and offline. I am a tad nuts at sometimes more then others. I have a furtile imagination and enjoy Fantasy and Sci-fi. If I just wanted sex I would go to the bar. Its less work then maintaining myself online. I don't care about your age or your gender as long as you prove that you are not a card carrying ignoramous. Imature is one thing Irresponsible is quite another.

Cowboys (posers)
This for all you cowboys and poser like them. Just because you got COWBOY in your name doesnt make you one. Why cant you be yourself? Is it becasue you cant let the real person out. All you posers think i am cowboy let me ride you. well the village had a more real cowboy than you. Get a life and try to be yourself. for the real cowboys and cowgirls more power to you. you all got my respect, but for the posers take a flying leap off my fu$* stick and get a life. I am tired of seeing perverted faggots like you. so if you think your a real cowboy or girl ask the real ones first.

Block Blog Pt 1
ERROR: sorry, the users permissions don't allow you to message them. === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:31:54'.. yupp..............your a CUNT === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:28:44'.. yupp === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:17:44'.. typical === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:15:47'.. nope, sorry === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 13:54:33'.. u making my feet salute?

Block Blog Pt 2
ERROR: sorry, the users permissions don't allow you to message them. === 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 14:55:12'.. Don't talk to me ugly girl .. your fam is right , you're ugly i do but i don't give it out to strangers, sorry :P=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 14:51:41'.. Im sure you're very hot in real life ... Do you have yahoo babe ? well i personally would say no...then again i barely find me "yummy" in my pics either...so I dunno, probably not...ask around i'm sure tehy can tell you i'm pretty ugly in real life...like on cam or something...like ask my fam they are honest about it i'm sure....=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 13:43:34'.. are you as yummy as the pics in real life ? yeah its just pics you are right, but thanks, I'm a good pic taker it seems :)=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 13:41:38'.. very yummy from the pics

Block Blog Pt 3
successfully blocked user Mmm, you're so kinky!=== 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:23:47'..>> > > well if you slap me in the face with it i will 1. not even see it and 2. not even feel it so who cares if it looks like a mosquito bite...whats make up for? > > === 'Vortex of Misery' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:21:24'..> >> > I will slap you in the face with it. If you try to call the cops on me I'll just tell them that mark on your cheek is a mosquito bite! Who's gonna feel silly then?> > > > > > === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:18:54'..> > >> > > great. small dick, small chance, small expectations...> > > > > > > > > === 'Vortex of Misery' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:17:18'..> > > >> > > > That will work!!! > > > > > > > > See i'm easy to please!> > > > > > > > > > > > === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:15:25'..> > > > >> > > > > bang? with what?> > > > > > > > > > want me

Poetry
MY ONE A wild heart beats in my breast, Longing to be tamed. Waiting for One strong enough. Waiting to be claimed. A lonely wind blows through my soul. I feel so incomplete. The empty place within my heart, Echoes with it's plea. It yearns for One who's strong and bold, Yet loving as can be. One who'll take me to my heights, And then set me free. Free to feel his loving arms, Catch me when i fall. Free to answer with a smile, To his gentle call. One who'll whisper his command, Sweetly in my ear. One who's words caress my soul, "Would you kneel for me, Dear?" One who's hand is strong and firm, Yet willing to caress. What other answer could I give, But a softly whispered, "YES" W/B Ylva

Stories
I am in a restaurant with my Master beside me......we are with a group of vanilla friends and family....but we only have eyes for each other....i am trying to concentrate on the conversation but Master is distracting me ...under the table......of course i started it by teasing his cock with my fingers as i chatted with the others like nothing was happening...enjoying the feel of his cock getting harder and harder ... then i glance over to him with an evil smile on my lips and now i am paying for it....Masters hand is between my legs and is pulling my skirt up higher and higher under the table....i am grateful for the long table clothes ...lol... he finally gets my skirt up high enough to slide his hand under it. he knows i am not wearing panties because he told me not to. my pussy is soaking wet just from touching him. i am doing pretty well to this point keeping up with the conversation........i look over at Master and see the evil look in his eyes and know that i am in for it now....

http://www.blackwhiteromance.com Why so many people are interested in an i-nterracial relations-hip. black woman want to date white man and black guys want to have relationship with white women. There are many sites focusing on this kind of relationships such as ********* (BlackwhiteRomance)* .*{C00M}********* i like this , and it is really amazing !I love black men. I have dated only black men for many years. I love the energy and a nice tight bod. white men just aren't the same, different mentality. I seem to have more in common with black guys. They're actually more fun and are usually more interested in me. I'm flattered. I meet black men on this website: DATE singles NEAR BY ~BlackwhiteRomance.com ~ i find many people here but i do not know whether i love them or not

You And Your Penises
Today I will: change the sink faucet at 9.5 months pregnant work a full time job running a coffee company raise a 13 year old live on 3 hours of sleep clean up the trail of shit you left behind make the bed go grocery shopping make dinner put the strollers away clean out the garage move all the tools you have left all over the house move a dresser tidy up before maids come... oh and to top it all off GROW YOUR DEMON SPAWN Thank you for your help ME THE 9.5 MONTH FETUS CARRIER PS THIS IS A FUCK YOU JEFF NOTE THAT I NEEDED TO GET OFF MY CHEST THAT IS ALL

Reapers_resurrection Memorial Service
Reapers_Resurrection passed away on Saturday, July 3rd, at approximately 5pm. He had a heart attack at home and was pronounced by EMS. Please remember Reapers! He was such a good man... And he liked Fubar!!! Leave any statements, condolences, and best wishes for his wife... I will give it to her... Reapers_Resurrections - A chance for you to talk about him http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73453

Guess Who's Back
YEP, IT'S ME, AND I'M BACK WITH A VENGANCE. I KNOW THAT I'VE BEEN AWAY FOR OVER A YEAR. THIS TIME, I'M A CHANGED AND BETTER PERSON. I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH A LOT OF CHANGES IN THE PAST YEAR WITH, RELATIONSHIPS, I WENT TO ORLANDO, FLORIDA AGAIN, AND I GOT A NEW JOB (WHICH IS LONG OVERDUE). I'M MORE STRONGER AND MORE TOUGHER MENTALLY AND I LEARNED FROM MY MISTAKES THAT I'VE MADE WHILE ON HERE FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS. THIS TIME I'M NOT GONNA LET ANYBODY RUN ME OVER ANYMORE, AND I'M GONNA BE CAREFUL WHO I ADD, AND I WON'T BYTE MY TONGUE EITHER, AND I WON'T BACK DOWN FROM ANYBODY EITHER. IT'S GREAT TO BE BACK AND I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS ON HERE. IT FEELS GOOD TO START A NEW BEGININNG AND BECOME A NEW PERSON

Perfectly Flawed
Why hello there, I am fairly new to this site, not new to blogging though... So let's see how this goes. I'm working right now, really I complain like hell about my job [warning you now] but hey... I have so much time to fuck around I should appreciate it far more than I currently do. On the prior to sitting in an office watching my ass grow, I used to run around in an art and frame shop constantly moving. Constantly burning the calories, interacting with people, and actually having non-computer based fun. So in order for me not to not to carve my brain with pens, pencils and scissors while at work... I explore the internet and it's numerous wonders. Thank goodness for Work Safe Mode :D

Lounges!!! Club Patron And Lost Souls
WANTED!! NEED NEW FACES IN CLUB PATRON AND MORE SO IN LOST SOULS. THERE IS GREAT PEOPLE IN THERE 2 CHAT 2 AND LISTEN 2 GREAT MUSIC AS WELL!!! COME IN AND SEE WHAT IT IS ABOUT!!! IF U LIKE IT, THEN WE WILL LOVE FOR U 2 JOIN THE LOUNGES!!! MORE THE MARRIER!!! HOPE 2 SEE U ALL THERE WHO COME!! THANKS AGAIN!!! ANGELGIRL7873

Marvel Comic Movies That R Going 2 Suck In The Year 2011-2012
The movies that in the works for 2011 & 2012 are going to bomb and this is going to be why....... Captian America the 1st Avenger...... You cant have another marvel comics character from another movie play another character Chris Evans played the human torch in both of the fantastic four movies and is now playing captain america in this movie, even thou tommy lee jones and samuel l jackson are in this movie as well it will bomb........ And in the Thor movie scedueled to be released in 2011 is also going to suck cause they got a bunch of no namers playing the gods in here.... Chris Hemswroth as thor, Tom Hiddleston as loki, and even with anthoney hopskins as odin this movie will also bomb in theaters....... also they have Ray Stevenson playing Volstogg part of the warriors three who played the punisher in punisher war zone again another marvel guy playing another marvel character..... And as for the new x-men movie in the works i dont thnk its going to make it either, the new spider-man

Blackrose
roses drippin blood just waitin here for it to stop, but it wont stop, roses drippin lots of blood im not waitin any more ............. drip drip drip my heart is slowin down, waitin here for it to fix, it wont fix........ roses drippin blood just waitin for it to stop, its slowin down........... drip drip my heart is is fixin roses drippin blood just waitin for it to start ......drip my heart is fixed roses not drippin blood just waitin for it to stop ,its stoped .................... didnt fix........................................................

Best Song
U.S. Marine Corps Hymn (Marine Hymn) From the Halls of MontezumaTo the Shores of Tripoli;We fight our country's battlesIn the air, on land and sea;First to fight for right and freedom And to keep our honor clean; We are proud to claim the title of United States Marine. Our flag's unfurled to every breezeFrom dawn to setting sun;We have fought in ev'ry clime and placeWhere we could take a gun;In the snow of far-off Northern landsAnd in sunny tropic scenes; You will find us always on the job--The United States Marines. Here's health to you and to our CorpsWhich we are proud to serve In many a strife we've fought for life And never lost our nerve;If the Army and the NavyEver look on Heaven's scenes; They will find the streets are guarded By United States Marines.

DEAR AGONY, by Breaking Benjamin I have nothing left to giveI have found a perfect endYou were made to make it hurtDisappear into the dirtCarry me to heaven's armsLight the way and let me goTake the time to take my breathI will end where I beganAnd I will find the enemy within'Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skinDear agony, just let go of meSuffer slowly, is this the way it's got to be, dear agony?Suddenly the lights go outLet forever drag me downI will fight for one last breath

My E True Hollywood Story Part 1
Ok so like many of you who have profiles on here not many seem to take the time to tell about the real you due to the fact that all u care about is who is gonna buy you your next bling or get you that vip or whos gonna give you money to see your nsfw pics. Like really people…… So with that being said I am gonna give you some real isight to who I am and I guess maybe ull figure out why I am the way I am and if not go FU yourself lol. So like any person theres a point in your life where u can remember your first images or first memories, mine starts when I was 3 almost 4. It was a warm spring day not hot but warm. A gentle breeze filled the air as the leaves flowed in it. Sitting in my bedroom which was pretty bare, a bed, dresser, closet , and one blue plastic dumptruck with black tires. As I recall my only toy. Peering out my bedroom door the sound of slamming and banging immurged from downstairs. Like any child curiosity kicked in, as I crept down the stairs not

Piss Up A Rope
Im going to dedicate my first blog to the band WEEN. Why? Because I love the way this band can be so versitile from hardcore sounds such as with their first band Moist Boys, to their country songs, Ween is fun for the whole family! From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia 12 Golden Country Greats Released July 16, 1996 Recorded November 2-November 8, 1995 12 Golden Country Greats is Ween's fifth album, and third for Elektra Records. This album marked the first time Ween limited themselves to a specific genre of music. Bringing in a wide variety of seasoned (and sometimes legendary) Nashville musicians (including Buddy Spicher, Bobby Ogdin and The Jordanaires), the album sought to recreate the sound of golden-age country music with a great amount of success, while also combining this sound with classic Ween on such tracks as "Piss Up a Rope." Later, Ween would assemble many of the session musicians again into a touring band dubbed The Shit Creek Boys. Th

Sina's Blog :]
"The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just have to find the one worth suffering for." "You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - You aren't either, the two of you may never be perfect together, but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice and admit to being a human and making mistakes. Hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break-her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze or expect more then she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad and miss her when she's not there." "The good times of today, are the sad thoughts of tomorrow."

Ok Boys
ok i am having some issues here. i hope that this helps all the boys on the site. i just want ya'll to know some things that you mihgt not be aware of. Just because you are on a web site dosen't mean that you can or should get all crazy i am still a person and i expect you to have some level of respect for me as a person. If you cant do that then dont talk to me cause i will light a fire under your ass ok. Also that just because your buzz meter says that you are shitfaced dose not give you a license to be a nappy lil man. F.Y.I. i dont care about your down south so dont tell me about it, i really dont want to know. Dont tell me that your horny. Another thing that i dont care about is your opinion about how i would look naked...you will never know...i dont have nsfw's and never will so dont bother me with that shiot...and no i dont want to see yours. dont ask me for my yahoo either...im gonna be the same way on there that i am on fu. No you cant have my number dont ask cause i will tel

Lost Heart
well i got no idea where to start just looking for something more in my life. i am 26 .m. leavenworth kansas. i have been hurt a lot so i dont let eole get close anymore but i have done it for so long it feels like i am running. to be alone is that what i am meant to be .

Life & Death
i sit here, and i think of the shit weve been thru, all the time's we were hit and down but stood back up, the thing's we shouldn't of been thru, but you had my back and i had your's cause that's what boy's do, but now i sit here reminissin you, should have been there wit you, but now on this day we look down at you, your mom and me can't believe tha peace we see with you, so here is my vow to you ima wake every day and think of you, i got mom's back no matter what she's goin thru just like you, and to your boy's ima make sure they know you, cause wile they young, they gonna hear the stories about you and comin from me you know they all tru , touch i love and miss you , you like my brother ill never forget you R.I.P touch

New Age Love
Really! What does love mean now? It's definately not like it was when our grandparents got together. They got married for life. Good, . Bad, Thick, Thin, Rich, Poor, Sickness, Health(etc...). Now people are only in it for themselves. First sign of things not going their way, it's over(bf,gf,wife,husband) Are we getting selfish? Is love a luxury or convenience? People used to yurn for someone to love them unconditionally. Have we forgotten that NO ONE is perfect? What happened to forgiving and not forgetting? Or Let it go? Is it the heat? Is it our media's influence on us? Maybe our government did this to us. WTF is going on? I needs opinions! Holla Atcha boy!

Life
What was the last thing you ate?pizzaHow are you feeling?bummedHow was your day?okLast person you spoke to on the phone?nickFavouritecolor?purpleWhat's something you want?to be with nickHow tall are you?5'6"Lastthings you asked for?i dont rememberWhat can you hear?the tv.What are you on besides this?facebookWhat'ssomething you miss?alot of thingsSingle or Taken?takenAreyou happy?yesHow many relationships haveyou had this year?oneHow many people have you kissedthis year?i dont knowIf one of your exes asked you out whatwould you do?i dont know thats a hard one probly say noIf your ex came upand hugged you what would you do?hug back What's thebest part of your day?i dont knowFavouritemovie?i have alot

I Need You
I NEED YOU NOW& FOREVER, FROM HERE TILL THE END OF TIME, IN LOVE WITH YOU I ALWAYS WILL BE. DEEP IN MY HEART IS WHERE YOU ARE, LOVIN MEFROM WAY BACK WHEN TO MY VERY END.NEVER KNOWING A LOVE SO STRONG YOU KEEP ME GOING ON. DAYBY DAY YOUR LOVE IS ALWAYS IN MY HEART KEEPING ME FROM FALLING APART. YOUR LOVE GIVES ME HOPE TO CLIMB THATROPE TO THE VERY TO . I NEED YOU NOW &FOREVER TILL THE VERY END OF TIME. WITH YOUR LOVE I CAN FIND MY WAY EVERY DAY REACHING FOR THE STARS . I NEED YOU NOW FOREVER TILL THE VERY END OF TIME

Today's Dilemma
Here are a few things I wonder about when waking up at 5 in the morning: a. how did that bastard convince me to get pregnant? b. how is it possible that the only girls i get along with come from this magical place called fubar? c. will I get everything i need to get done before Ham's arrival? d. why dont woman admit they burp, fart and turn and see what they left in the toilet? e. Why do my evil plans never work out, am I just a softy? What do you ask yourself at 5 am, when your partner is moving but wont get the fuck up so he tortures you till you get up and ponder?

Me
A doc told a man that masturbating before sex, often helped men last longer during the act.The man decided, "What the heck, I'll try it." He spent all day thinking about where to do it. He couldn't do it in his office, the restroom was too open & an alley was too unsafe. Finally, he realized his solution. On his way home he pulled his truck over on the side of the highway. He got out & crawled underneath as if examining the truck. Satisfied with the privacy, he undid his pants & started to masturbate, he closed his eyes & thought of his lover. As he grew closer to orgasm, he felt a quick tug at his pant leg. Not wanting to lose his mental fantasy or the orgasm, he kept his eyes shut and replied, "What?" He heard , "This is the police. What in the hell are you doing?" The man replied, "I'm checking out the rear axle, it's busted." The cop says, "Well, you better check your brakes too, because your truck rolled down the hill 5 minutes ago!"

Hey Wanna Know More About Me??
hey there..im new here and i dont know how to chat here..OMG!..but im online at yahu and msn now..if u want to chat with me im always online there and add me and drop me a message ok?.if ur interested add me there.. sophiamadisonsmith ..i hope that someone will try to chat with me there and teach me how to chat here..thank you..

Show Updates!
Donny Buford In Concert (Afton Entertainment Showcase) When: Sunday, July 25, 20106:00 PM - 11:00 PM CDT Where: The Prophet Bar2548 ELM STDallas Texas 75226 For Ticketing Info: http://www.AftonShows.com/DonnyBuford

Family Pic Access
Hey everyone! If you would like to be in my family here is what you need to do: 25 credit bling pack gets in my family for two weeks 65 credit bling pack gets in my family for 3 months 135 credit bling pack gets in my family from now on & add to my yahoo anything over 135 credits get all above plus a few phone calls they can get hot & steamy So if you want to see all of me bling pack is the only way to go. Thank you

Breathing Spell
Breathing Spell by EvanescentMoonWhen the pain of loneliness and a drunken tongue collidebeneath the emotional skiesborn...was an unsung child...Dead to the world, I took the leap, yet on my feet I can never land.(Just a sore--only to soara distant past)For I have lostmy life's road map, amongst the byways of reality andlanguid petitions of the heartNot to realize that happinesswas just an imaginary path through time. A course where untrodden wonders residenow far-gone...To smell the home fragranceof scented caring and nurturing,away with the fairies let me beoh please, just for once![There is no revenge so sweet as forgiveness].

Unforgettable
I have not touched your lipsSave, for in my dreamsBut their memoryFeels so soft and realFingers tangled in hairGrasping, pullingReleasing a passionOnce thought forgottenFear stands in the wayUncertain feelingsSometimes as thoughMy past holds my future hostageBut this fireThe burning you have createdDeep in the pit of my chestWhere my heart once beatIt has made me feel alive againMemories flood my healing mindReminding me that loveCan never be forgotten

In My Stars
ConstellationsScream aboveBelow themTwo hearts live for loveTouch me onceTo take my breathTo save me fromThis living deathInside your eyes so blue, there hidesSilent wavesAnd setting tidesI wish to floatAway with youAnd never wakeTo what we knewIf once, your lipsCould steal a kissThere'd never beA thing we'd missOur flesh would burnWith passion's flameA pyre of loveTo prove the claimImmortalizedTwo lovers lieHere foreverYou and I

Azzhats
Playmate69...: ill hook ya up with a bomb if u still looking 8:58pmTo Playmate69...: how much?9:00pmreplyPlaymate69...: 12 mil 9:00pmmoreTo Playmate69...: done deal 9:00pmmoreTo Playmate69...: ty ty ty doll 9:00pmmorereplyPlaymate69...: lol no prob.. 9:02pmmoreTo Playmate69...: money is sent 9:03pmreplyPlaymate69...: ok my bussy is name is wbevel74 he is #1 in my famil he should be sending it any sec. ty hun show him luv he is the best 9:04pmmoreTo Playmate69...: well i deg appreciate it will make sure to get him also 9:05pmmoreTo Playmate69...: def** 9:09pmreplyPlaymate69...: he sen it yet.. ?9:09pmmoreTo Playmate69...: no 9:10pmreplyPlaymate69...: lol hold on he might still be in the bathroom he was leaving his comp for just a min hold on ill call him k hun 9:10pmmoreTo Playmate69...: lmao ok 9:13pmreplyPlaymate69...: ya hun can i wate 5 min.. he is a lil sick and has been for like 2 days he will get if for u as soon as he is back at the comp.. he said he is sry for the d

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Wanna Meet Someday?
hey..whats up?.this is sophia madison but u can call me sophia for short..im from missouri and i really love to travel!.i want to meet new friends and im single for almost 2 years..never been married and i have no kids..but u know what im bored..wanna chat sometime?.im always online at yaho and msn..try to add me there if u want to chat..and drop me a message ok?.mine is sophiamadisonsmith ..take care!.muuuaahhh -_-

Forbidden Army
FORBIDDEN ARMY This is an offical doucument of the Forbidden Army. The Forbidden Army is a family of lounges. We believe in this family and have built a strong battle plan to become one of the #1 familys on fubar. The Forbidden Army is not a Anti-Fu Family but a family of lounges working together as a Family. The plan we have made is to help every one of the lounges in our family. It is our belife that no lounge should be dead when they are in a family so this family will help the lounges to grow and contenue to grow. The lounge owners have the right to refuse any of the services that the Forbidden Army offers it is there right as lounge owner. The forbidden Army will supply every lounge with the exception of the lounges that rufuse to have certin services with a Greeter promoter and gaurd for a 24 hour period of time. Each lounge will have a unit manager it is the unit managers job to make sure that the lounge is growing running smoothly and that if the lounge owner should need a

Al Qaeda On Strike
al Qaeda on StrikeMuslim suicide bombers in Britain are set to begin a three-day strike on Monday in a dispute over the number of virgins they are entitled to in the afterlife. Emergency talks with Al Qaeda have so far failed to produce an agreement. The unrest began last Tuesday when Al Qaeda announced that the number of virgins a suicide bomber would receive after his death will be cut by 25% this February from 72 to only 60. The rationale for the cut was the increase in recent years of the number of suicide bombings and a subsequent shortage of virgins in the afterlife.The suicide bombers' union, the British Organization of Occupational Martyrs ( or B.O.O.M. ) responded with a statement that this was unacceptable to its members and immediately balloted for strike action. General Secretary Abdullah Amir told the press, "Our members are literally working themselves to death in the cause of Jihad. We don't ask for much in return; but to be treated like t

20 Ridiculous Complaints Made By Holidaymakers
We present 20 of the most ridiculous complaints made by holidaymakers to their travel agent, supposedly taken from research by Thomas Cook and ABTA. A tourist at a top African game lodge overlooking a waterhole, who spotted a visibly aroused elephant, complained that the sight of this rampant beast ruined his honeymoon by making him feel "inadequate". A woman threatened to call police after claiming that she’d been locked in by staff. When in fact, she had mistaken the “do not disturb” sign on the back of the door as a warning to remain in the room. "The beach was too sandy." A guest at a Novotel in Australia complained his soup was too thick and strong. He was inadvertently slurping the gravy at the time "Topless sunbathing on the beach should be banned. The holiday was ruined as my husband spent all day looking at other women." "We bought 'Ray-Ban' sunglasses for five euros (£3.50) from a street trader, only to find out they were fake." "No-one tol

Models Wanted
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Fu Drama
If I choose to stick my ass in the air for all to see that is my right!!!! If I want to show my body! that is my right! if you dont like the way I look then don't fucking look at me!!!! I am NOT your baby girl.. your hun.. your sugar!!! Im not looking for a booty call! a hookup! or ways to show my pussy so that you might hit my like button more than once!!! Fuck all you haters!!!! Lots of love to my lovers :) And If I prefer military guys get the fuck over it!!! ITs my choice! dont tell me why I shouldn't like them!!!!

Night Shift Radio Bling Auction/date To Follow
NIGHT SHIFT RADIO AND IT STAFF WOULD LIKE TO PRESENT OUR FIRST BLING AUCTION..........LOW ON BLING,NEED A BOMB OR BOONY TO LEVEL....WELL COME HERE,DATE TO FOLLOW FOR GOOD TUNES,FUBUCK GIVE AWAYS,AND THE BLING AUCTION TO FOLLOW AFTERWOARDS. WE WILL ALSO BE DOING TRIVIA TO WIN 1 CREDIT BLINGS. SO IF YOU LIKE GOOD TUNES AND NEED BLING STOP BY AND BID......ALL BIDS WILL START AT 1MILLION FUBUCKS. c u there http://www.fubar.com/lounge/71194 DJ US Border Patrol- Owner Night Shift Radio

Wwwedollarbusiness.blogspot.com
6 EASY STEP TO MAKE UNLIMITED CASH WITH YOUR LIBERTY RESERVE ACCOUNT AT ANY TIME I call this method ONE DOLLAR CAN MAKE YOU THE RICHEST MAN ON EARTH! This is absolutely free, very easy all you need is an internet facility and a pc. I have been using this system for some time now, I will be showing you how to make unlimited cash with your liberty reserve account and a perfect money account . I will try to make it as short as possible. But clear, just like every other business your interest and seriousness counts stop procrastinating and make a move to life time financial success "The reward for hard work is success" THIS IS HOW IT WORKS 1. Open a liberty reserve account at www.libertyreserve.com ( 100% free) 2. Open a perfect money account at www.perfectmoney.com (100% free) 3. Fund your liberty reserve account with a minimum of $21, because of transaction charges, actually you needed a minimum of $20. (Note: To fund or sell your liberty reserve, go to www.goog

Romance
I am a cute black girl with perfect sexy stature I am eager for a good man online. Feel free to check my crazy hot personal photos under "TinaSw" at _____ B l a c k w h i t e R o m a n c e. c o m _____, which is my favoriate afro babes' clun for fun, meeting good men ONLINE

Asshole
MY WIFE THINK CAUSE I CHEATED ONCE I WANT DO IT AGAIN WITH THE SAME WOMAN. GINA IS THE WITCH I'M WITH AND SHE KEEPS TEXTING AND I KEEP BEING THE FOOL TO LISTEN AND SEEING AGAIN TO BREAK UP MY MARRIAGE. I THINK I AM SO HAPPY WITH HER.

Forex Demo Account
The automative forex trading system has become a great way to make a profit by dealing with currency trading. Investor can be use this forex trading like the same way they play the stock market. There are numberous advantages in forex trading instead of trading stocks.Most people have seen successfull with this business but they have not created all packages equally. It might be that some are a little better than others.. The majority of software packages have been tested only for back end functionality.. So we need to find the right software package which has been tested in both the front and back end. forex demo account

Pray (just Something I Wrote)
....One minute your hot the next your coldone minute you want me the next you don't knowwhat should i do when my feet wont moveI'm stuck on you and cannot movei don't know why i can't roam but i know i shall move onYour made of stone, cold as iceI don't know how i could believe your liesyour a dog, a man of sinsomeone doomed to never winyour twisted games i shall not playmy will gets stronger everyday so as far as you i shall pray.

Songs
This song is rather appropriate regarding a recent relationship. Though, he'd be saying it to me...Oddly, I liked the song before I truly listened to the lyrics...now I have mixed feelings depending on what mood I'm in. Remember all the things we wantedNow all our memories, they're hauntedWe were always meant to say goodbyeEven without fists held high, yeahNever would have worked out right, yeahWe were never meant for do or dieI didn't want us to burn outI didn't come here to hurt you nowI can't stopI want you to knowThat it doesn't matterWhere we take this roadSomeone's gotta goAnd I want you to knowYou couldn't have loved me betterBut I want you to move onSo I'm already goneLooking at you makes it harderBut I know that you'll find anotherThat doesn't always make you wanna cryStarted with a perfect kissThen we could feel the poison set inPerfect couldn't keep this love aliveYou know that I love you soI love you enough to let you goI want you to knowThat it doesn't matterWhere we

What Angers You
I am doing a survey and need your help. Please just answer the questions in a private message to me. If not all, just whatever you want to answer. 1. What angers you or upsets you while at in public? 2. What angers you or upsets you while at work? 3. What angers you or upsets you while in a car? 4. What angers you or upsets you while in yours or someones house? 5. What else just angers you?

Social Media Marketing
Tasting The Internet, One Byte at a Time is a menu of Internet Marketing and social media marketing offered by Certified Social Media Trainer and Consultant Terri Brooks of A Tasting The Internet. We provide Internet Marketing and Social Media tools and support for marketing your business on the Internet and establish an online brand using social media.

Love/hate
Have you ever just wanted to throw your hands up over the ignorance and stupidity of games that are played. I only come to fubar to help me maintain my sanity,because at times life is to stressful.I don't need your games,those are for kids.I have a 2 year that acts more mature than some of you. So listen up all those that act as such. I don't care if you get mad because I buy someone that you own,It is a game and gives that person more fubucks,if that person doesn't want to be bought then he needs to block it,otherwise close your mouth and stop acting inmature.Seriously do you really think you are at a real life bar meeting them.If you have grown to like them then fine,I am happy for you,but if you are not secure in what you have,tell him about it and stop whining. I also don't care if you have more bling than I do,now that was a real winner.Are you for real.Come on. Now the same one I always fuss about.What does it matter where you are at on a family or friends list,now how

Songs...from..."da Bricks"...
We've been in this city now for 2 years this August...my son and I...& we haven't lived together since we were separated...he was 17 at the time...living on the streets with his 16 yr old gf...for close ta 6 months...I didnt get to see him on his 18th birthday...we had no cell phones ..I had to take "temporay" shelter in this city...& he landed in the projects downtown...I am at the other end...My kid learned a whole lotta "stuff"...ya gotta know...to survive here...and he taught me...k???...And we both agreed the other day when I saw him...It's HARD WORK...being poor...& amongst other things...We are all in this hell here together & nobody"wants"to be here...& once your here...It's real hard to get out. One of the most important things we learned...is that we are ALL just people.Human beings.You Give Respect.You Get Respect.Pretty much the law of the land here. There are a few more which I really can't write here,but, some of these songs tell it all. It truly is "An Every Day Struggl

A Friends Wish
***My wish for 2010 is that people will understand that children with disabilities do not have a disease; children with disabilities are not looking for a cure but ACCEPTANCE........93% of people won't copy and paste this, WILL YOU be one of the 7% that does?***

Her Arrival.........
I arrive at Your hotel room door hoping I am on time. I stand outside the door trying to compose myself and slow my heart beat down. It has been racing since I got Your call that You were in town. I touch my hair to make sure it is in place, check my makeup in my compact mirror and straighten my dress, checking that my stockings are in line and straight. Taking a deep breath I knock on the door. My heart is racing, I feel my juices starting to flow with the throbbing in my pussy. The door opens and You are stood in front of me. Lowering my eyes to the floor I stand waiting to be invited in, you motion for me to enter. As soon as I get in the door You motion me to remove my jacket. Hearing the door close behind me my heart starts to race again. I feel You behind me smelling my hair, feeling Your hands on my shoulders running slowly across the nape of my neck, Your fingers gently caressing my neck and shoulders. Your touch sends a shiver down my spine making my body tingle and my nipples

You Still Like Obama???
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Wheres your political savior now? Wheres the Democrat Jesus to make your country better? Wheres that fresh faced senator with no experience that is going to kiss everything Bush did and make it better? Wheres the manufacturer of hope and change? Wheres the guy who was gonna close Guantanamo? Wheres the guy that would BRING OUR TROOPS HOME ON DAY ONE??? Wheres the guy who's gonna balance the budget? Wheres the answer to all our problems? It certainly isnt with Obama. I think its HILARIOUS that all these people that were rallying and supporting Obama, the ones out in your streets with huge gatherings, the ones wearing a politician on a tshirt (that is a new one, treating politicians like rock stars) have learned quicker than we learned about Bush that he isnt shit and cant do shit about anything. Oh how the mighty have fallen!!! But its too late now because hes in office extending and progressing all the things we hated Bush for. We get pissed at Bush for

Carpe Diem
A wise man once said... Though there are many fish in the sea, we are all just looking for one. The problem is that you have to be willing to take it off the hook before you can take it home. Keeping that in mind. I've been here on and off for 3 1/2 years now. I've watched people fall in and out of lust and even love. I've even seen some people from here to the ends of their lives. Unfortunately, the one thing I haven't seen much of is people being honest, both with who they are or how they feel. The fu world has become a place more suited to daytime television than a social networking site for adults. The point is this... If you meet somebody on here and develop feelings for them, TELL THEM! You never know when it will be too late. If they don't feel the same way then move on. Weather you want to believe it or not it does take two to make a relationship work and hanging around causing drama does NOT help. Take the chance and tell your special someone how you really feel. You never kn

Leveling Up!
Ok, I am now working on leveling to 25. As I figured, the further up you move, the harder it is to move up. I'm not whining, or crying about it by all means. I love rating pics, voting on mumms, hanging out in lounges, voting on stash, etc. I do all of this daily. I even help people that are willing to pay for rates, and don't even care if they pay me or not just because I know they need the help. So, seeing as I'm not a Fubar "hotty" and I'm not a VIP, I'm sure leveling is going to be pretty hard for me, but I'm up for the challenge! All I am asking is for a little help from my Friends/Family/Fans. I return all the luv I receive in one way or another. So, below is a list of what I need to achieve Level 25! Thanks to everyone that helps me with this! Maybe one day I can get myself a VIP and some bling packs and return the favors to all who have helped :)

Because I Can...t
For once the name fits...I seriously have a CRISIS! This thing is kicking my ass and figured I would give an update. I still can't get to my Crisis account on my work desk top. So here I am yet again, sitting at my cube mates computer on this account (which Fubar made automatically for going to the page). I have tried everything. Including trying to decode the cookie files to see if I can get my username and password on my computer so Fu will autoload for me. Freakin thing is BLOCKED! This happened for 2 days back around April. I paniced. It went away. It does not seem to be going away this time. My computer has been fixed since last Wednesday and still nothing. My LAST hope is a Face Book page my good friend Witchie has set up for me. According to her, I can log in through face book. Of course...I have it working and I can't find the link. AND...what the hell is all the hype about Face Book? It looks so plain, simple and boring it aint even funny? Where is Wicked? I need

In Loving Memory Of Plaques
I will make up Memorial plaques for you and to post in my lounge. I can also make one with 2 people on it. If you would like one done up for you to post on your page and in my lounge let me knowleave a comment with this info in it*Color *EndearmentBeloved SonBeloved DaughterBeloved WifeBeloved HusbandBeloved FatherBeloved MotherBeloved Daughter and SisterBeloved Son and BrotherBeloved Husband and FatherBeloved Wife and MotherBeloved Wife and DaughterBeloved Husband and SonBeloved Father and MotherBeloved Daughter, Mom and GrandmotherLoving WifeLoving Wife and MotherLoving HusbandLoving Husband and FatherHusband and FatherWife and Mother

Mizz's Thoughts...be Afraid
Why do we revel on what is to come, when the past has taught us to expect conundrum. Twists and turns and times of stress, the downfalls have become relentless. My heart says hold on, please keep hope, but my mind is tired and cannot cope. Please do not pity me or give me sorrow, for in time it is my strength you shall need to borrow. Some gripe, some sob, on pain they moil battling the horrors of inner turmoil. Silently, gracefully, I stand alone, Ontop of my paradox I am enthrone. Knowing peace only comes from within, I will uplift my life from this chagrin. I will change the path of my future conundrums, by steadily living my life as it comes.

Elf Blog
Alright! Yeah! C-C-Come on! Fuck Facebook Fuck MySpace Cut of their heads And fuck them in the face! Yahoo and Bebo Total fucking disgrace! I'd like to see their bowels All over the place! Death to all but fubar! AOL and Friendster They are fucking lame Sucking each other off In the closet, what a shame! LiveJournal and MyLife Ning and Twitter These sound like splashes I make Sitting on the shitter! Vampire Freaks, They fucking suck What about Yelp! Yall need fucking help! Faceparty, Digg, Gaia Online All day you east ass and listen to each other whine! Death to all but fubar! Stickam's where you go when you want so see some cock StumpleUpon you trip into and swim through some snot Netlog and MyChurch, CafeMom and BlackPlanet? Are you nucking futs? I'd rather be on LinkedIn than licking delicious' nuts! Death to all but fubar! I like BabyJesus, his website is really pretty If you don't join fubar, he will shoot a sweet little kitty WoW is for pussies, Masquerade is kinda stuf

Love Horoscope
Love Zodiac Profile- Aries If you are Aries:You are very romantic. You do not hold back your feelings and are very expressive in love and romance. You are very charming and amiable. In any social gathering, the opposite sex is attracted towards you. The opposite sex likes you because of your good looks and sociable nature. Since you attract so much attention from the opposite sex, your steady partner may feel jealous and possessive about you. But you are faithful to your partner. You are a very spontaneous lover. Your partner loves your little ideas of love and romance. You are a dynamic lover and wear the pants in your relationships.Your kissing style:You are a fantastic kisser. Your kisses are unforgettable.To attract you, the opposite sex must be:passionate, very active, not very sensitive, effervescent, etc.You are more compatible with - Sagittarius, Leo, AquariusYou are less compatible with - Cancer, Gemini, Pisces, Virgo

Wanna Meet Me??
hey there..i felt bored right now..i dont know how to chat here!.and i want to meet new people here..wanna chat at yahoo?.heres my id!.sophiamadisonsmith at yahoo.com..i also have msn.sophiamadisonsmith at hotmail.com ..hope theres someone wanna chat with me..im online now!.

Saddness
love is pain its true I know Ive been through love and its killing me slow and right now in my life I don't know which way to go becuase she tore my heart and stomped on it to she through a knife through my heart and beat it black and blue , she played me like a record going round and round why did I let her get to me I should have stood my ground but I kept playing the fool and now that I think about it I know that was not at all cool but now I'm here standing with tears falling from my eyes and I geuss this is way it feels when love dies.

Loving You
Loving youIt's like feeling soft soft rainFall on my faceLoving youIt's the comfort of myHeartLoving youMakes me laugh and smile at the same timeIt makes my heart warm, it gives me lifeLoving youIt's all very new to meIt's very goodLoving youTo feel your hand in mineTo feel your breath slide along the side of my cheekTo feel your heart pounding beneath my earAs I rest my head upon your chestLoving youSo many words to describe itYet so fewLoving youI want to take care of youAs you take care of meI want to hear your troubles and your joysI want to encourage youAs you choose to follow lifeLoving youIt is an honor to be trusted soWith your deepest, darkest worriesSecretsWith your most heart feltDreamsLoving youSharing little moments with youLooking into one another's heartsReading each other's soulsLoving meLoving youThere is nothing else I wantBut to be held by youLoving youIt is such a rarity to findIt is such a blessing to doIt is such an inspirationIt is such a dream come trueLoving yo

Meet Me In The Stars
As I am saying good night at the end of the day,And you are not here, but many miles away,My heart is so empty and so lonely inside,As I wipe away a tear I am trying to hide.I close my eyes and try to go to sleep,But with the sadness inside I begin to weep.Suddenly I remember what you once said to me,Just meet me in the stars, waiting for you I will be.When distance tends to keep us apart, Remember I still hold you near in my heart.When the night together, can't be ours,Just close your eyes and meet me in the stars.Meet me in the stars, I'll be waiting there for you.With a bottle of wine and glasses for two.Just close your eyes and there you will see,Waiting in the stars, just for you I will be.Remembering those words, I begin to smile,And gently close my eyes, lessening the miles.I can see the stars, oh how beautifully arranged,But you are not there, no hug to exchange.I sit alone waiting, with hope in my heart,No longer wanting to be kept apart.Suddenly in the distance, a shad

Can I Love You
I gave my heart to youI set my standards highI laid my eyes on you,I laughed and cried with you,I told you my hopes and dreams,My Love and Fears.My tears I shed all over your shoulder.In the end,I came to see that you werethe only guy I could ever trust.When I see you,my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness.When we talk, I can feel the load unloadwith soothing words from you.I have the feeling of love in my heart.In my mind, I say "You don't mean a thing. "In my words, I say "You are just a friend. "But in the deep end of my heart,I think of only youWhen I tell you my expectations of a guy,You tell me never to fall short of what I want.But only one thing stands in the way -You are a friend.Can I still love you the way that I do?

:)
✿The peace you experience comes from who and what you are,and how you choose to be.The world around you can be full of turmoil and strife,and yet you can be completely at peace in your own heart.Peace is one of the surest signs of strength.Inner peace brings true outer strength.Those who lack confidence feel the need to lash out.Those who are strong have what it takes to stay calm and peaceful.When your identity and fulfillment are tied to fleeting,superficial things, it is impossible to remain at peace.When you invest your being in true and lasting values,and when you remain ever vigilant to those values,you develop the confidence and strength to be peaceful.✿Ralph Marston✿

Poem For Me
I FOUND A GIFT FOR YOU TODAY.IT'S JUST A ROSE YOU MIGHT SAY.AH, BUT TAKE A LITTLE CLOSER PEEK.IT'S WORTH MORE THAN GOLD AS OTHERS SEEK.THE FRAGRANCE OF THIS LITTLE FLOWERIT HAS SUCH AN AWESOME POWER.IT HAS THE POWER TO CALM THE SENSES.AND TEAR DOWN ALL THOSE DIVIDING FENCES.THE FLOWER YOU NOW HOLD IN YOUR HANDIS JUST A ROSE TO THE COMMON MAN.BUT IF YOU LOOK REAL CLOSE YOU WILL SEEHOW MUCH GOD LOVES BOTH YOU AND ME.ITS DELICATE BEAUTY IS A WONDER TO SEE.PETALS SO SMOOTH IT AMAZES ME.HOW GOD COULD CREATE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL THING.SO FRAGILE AND SOFT LIKE A BUTTERFLY'S WING.HE CREATED THIS ROSE

Just Some Thoughts....
I'm constantly amazed how we seek redemption through actions. Yet, most of the actions we undertake, are harmful to us. When does that stop? When will self-destruction finally impact you enough to know you are destroying yourself? What are your limits?????

Random Thoughts
Earlier today I was searching google, looking for "How much it costs to get an associates in nursing" and Google decided that when I got to "...an a..." I wanted to know "How much it costs to get an abortion". Nice, google. I've noticed it gives me a LOT of odd suggestions...maybe I should stop searching for so much porn. anyway, abortions were so cheap I got two and now I'm addicted.

Foil Nimrod's Plot!
Humanity. Mankind. Earthlings. I have been given these words by the Creator to announce to every human being on this planet. These words will explain and reveal what the number 666 (mentioned in the Bible book of Revelations) means and who bear that number. Also, how to get out from among those who bear it. This message is comprised of truths which every person on earth must know, so if you know how to translate this into any language which it has not yet been, you are invited to do so, please translate it for the sakes of those who have not yet heard the message. The message is important, I am not. First, a little background. Earthling man was created in the image of the Creator, meaning we each have the qualities of Love, Wisdom, Justice, and Power. To the extent we individually choose to exhibit those qualities, we show the image of our Creator. Our Creator also gave each of us a free will, so we can choose whether or not to be like Him. Necessary t

Life Update 7-15-10
Today is my son's birthday, he turns 15. It makes me feel old, I mean I can remember when I was 15. :( I totally feel like my nephew's mom is taking advantage of me and my heart of gold when it comes to my nephew and neice. It's taking the goddamn IRS for fucking ever to send my tax return back. My hair is still falling out. My migraines are still happening and getting worse. The ER doctor asked me the other day what I did for money, I told him I hooked. He then proceeded to ask me if my spouse hit me. (Fucking dumbass) My glasses are broken and the eye doctor doesn't carry this frame EVEN THOUGH I bought the damn glasses from his office. My insomnia is in full blown mode. I have a psychatrist appointment in the morning. I'm seeing my dead Uncle. I'd love to run away and hide.......but I'm scared of being alone. I've had thoughts of suicide....often *sighs*

This Country Is Fucked Up.
The 'disaster' in the Gulf of Mexico is beyond a false flag; it's an illusion. What I'm about to reveal will more than likely go by the wayside, and the charade will continue. The reason for writing this is not for attention, games, or folly, but to expose the biggest scam in the 21st century, and to relieve some aching hearts. There is no need for fear as this is a staged event. I cannot reveal my sources, they do go straight to the top, but hopefully what I write will echo inside of each person reading this as the truth.Much of the information I present here cannot be easily verified, fast checked, or ever presented as anything, but hearsay, as they are just words of an anonymous online entity. The Government, corporations, and the people behind them have pulled out all the stops to insure the truth doesn't come out. They are the reason why the beaches have private security contractors, insuring no one is able to gain access to the oil on shore. They are the reason the

Kulpmont Fire 7-15-10
Northumberland CountyKulpmont FDE-21Utility 21R-5T-2E 215 Squad 66Truck 34Unit 112Station 5E 151E 294R 77R - 177Station 6E- 721Truck 542 E- 721E-11E-63 R - 552E-741Station 60Squad 51Station 80Station 180 Station 170Station 290Station 300Clombia CountyStation 330Station 50 (Catawissa RIT)Schuylkill CountyTruck 38-25E-369 (Englewood RIT) S-366Mountour CountyLadder 19Standby E 24E 25E-1 (moved to scene ) http://coal-region-fire.smugmug.com/JULY-INCIDENTS-2010/KULPMONT-BUILDING-FIRE-7-15/12939306_zsqKu#935494201_V76dJ In pictures 420-423. I am the guy with the mustache, light, and water bottle.

Breath
I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like.Is it over yet, in my head?I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind.Is it over yet? I can't win.So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.I'm going all the way, get away, please.You take the breath right out of me.You left a hole where my heart should be.You got to fight just to make it through,'cause I will be the death of you.This will be all over soon.Pour salt into the open wound.Is it over yet? Let me in.So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.I'm going all the way, get away, please. You take the breath right out of me.You left a hole where my heart should be.You got to fight just to make it through,'cause I will be the death of you.I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating.You take the breath right out of me.

Looking For Local Ladies!
New to this, but ima easy fun guy looking to meet some girls who are looking to have a drama free good time. If that sounds like you and you like what you see hit me up anytime.....always looking to meet fun new people!

Dont Understand
is having your way all the time worth more to some people than keeping the people they "love" in their lives? i'm sorry but that doesnt show me you truely love me!!!! IF you truely loved me you'd at least hear what i had to say without being arguementive about it!!!! yea you dont see what your actions and words and do to me till i point it out to you and that sucks that you dont even see the hurt so obviously plastered all over my face and in my eyes!!!! why do you say you wanna talk about it when you dont wanna listen to what i have to say!!! i'm sorry but sometimes just saying "i'm sorry" isnt enough specially if you wont change the actions that caused the hurt in the first place!!! if you cant listen to a simple suggestion without turning that arguementive then why should i bother being with you and trying to have a relationship with you!!! NO i'm not saying i'm always right cause i know i'm not but that doesnt mean you can just ignore everything that i say!!!! i'm NOT LET ME REPEAT

Stop This Shit Right Now, Boys And Girls!!!!
OK...listen up, people. Who thinks it's right, ok, appropriate to hit your significant other or spouse????? IT IS NEVER OK TO HIT THEM!!!!! OR YOUR KIDS!!!!!!! Men, if you have a testosterone imbalance, or you're just one of those that think you're all that and a box of whupass--- THINK AGAIN! That is, if your neanderthal upbrining/brain will allow you to. You think it's impressive that you either: drive the muscle cars or the trucks?? Or those redneck trucks that double as elevated hunting platforms?? Or how much alcohol you consume??? Or how much pipe you've laid in town??? Or how much you're feared at work-home-the local bar??? How much you make on your job??? How much better you are at keeping up with the "Joneses"??????? Or all the rest of that bullshit you think is so damn important???????? You're NOTHING. You're not worth the dogshit on ANYone's shoes! You are THE most pitiful excuse for a man. A REAL man. Bunch of fucking, stupid, cavemen is what you are. I don't give a fly

Just To Help Someone
Thursday, July 1, 2010 at 11:45am MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The w

Self Infliction
You cut yourself wide open over and over again and you find yourself bleeding all over me and who I am. Just because you can't say no. I'm constantly running to your aid, helping you recover. Stitching ur wounds closed, keeping the stitches small so hardly any scar will show. The moment I turn my back they get ripped open again. My eyes water, to keep myself from screaming so hard and loud to where my throat bleeds. My fingers tremble and the needle pricks me everytime. But I'm still here. Sewing you shut. Days go by and you're healing so well. Then you disappear again. This time I can't find you. Its too dark and cold. I smell blood and my heart start pounding. The smell is getting stronger and I'm feeling more and more sick to my stomach. And in the distance I can see a light. Faded but just enough to see the glare off my clothes. I run as fast as I can. Limbs lashing at my face and neck. Shoes rubbing blisters on my toes and ankels, soaked with sweat and water from the dew on the gr

Plastic Surgery
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Fun
Two in the pleasure, one in the treasure.Two in the friend, one in the end.Two in the crack, one in the back.Two in the kitty, one in the shitty.Two in the moose, one in the caboose.Two in the poon, one in the moon.Two in the girl, one in the swirl.Two in the gash, one in the stash.Two in the twat, one in the balloon knot.Two in the punanny, one in the fanny.Two in the beaver, one to check for fever.Two in the bush, one in the tush.Two in the pink slot, one in the stink pot.Two in the flap, one in the crap.Two in the cunt, one to make her grunt.Two in the fun, one in the bun.Two in the giney, one in the hiney.Two in the goo, one in the poo.Two in the grass, one in the ass.Two in the gutter, one in the turdcutter.Two in the hair pie, one in the brown eye.Two in the humper, one in the dumper.Two in the junk, one in the trunk.Two in her meat, one in her seat.Two in the bank, one in the stank.Two in the muff, one in the stuff.Two in the cootie, one in the booty.Two in the pocket, one in th

Hmmmmmm?
I know the stuff about Gem Girl has been going around the past couple of days that she scammed ppl out of stuff on here and then blocked them after wards. As well she came out and said she is married. As u will see in this SS of her page. Then u go to his page and it's a little different from hers. It says that he is actually engaged in his martial status on here as shown in the screen shot below. Now here comes something else on the matter. In those 2 screen shots above. Take a look at the crushes. Do u see what is odd in those 2 screen shot above? This is where it actually gets very interesting on the whole matter of them being so called married to each other. Take a look at this screen shot and what the caption says and what actual album it is in too! So what i'm thinking right now. If they're actually married and then that is her uncle. Then he is pulling a Jerry Lee Lewis act lol! As well there is NO actual pics of them together except for the ones t

Why I Came Back
Well, I am back. The reason? Missed talking with Shay. But, I am still open to reconnecting with my old friends. But, you have to prove you care that I left. Come find me. Tell me you enjoyed having me as a friend. That's why I came here originally. For friends.

Love?
ok so my life has sucked pretty hardcore for the past 23 years that was untill i found something. something so specular something i thought could never be found. the kind of thing that could last a lifetime. the greatest thing in the world. i hope you all find it someday. everyone deserves to be as happy as i am now, and forever will be. thanx to you my very special someone this is for you. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U4fI93DHrY0

Album Skinz
Today i started to work on a couple skins for my albums and thought i would share them.They're nothing too fancy or anything but they're there to RIP anyways.Here's a sample of what one looks like, they're all the same just different color scheme.The other colors are Blue Pink Check Them Out P.S Yes this is marked NSFW cause my pic with me dishing the bird

My Book.
It was a brisk morning and pilots briefing had just completed. The Talons were as usual at the top of the briefing with accolades of their last mission, and the news that they will not have any time off to relax after another Rebel faction started terrorizing the sector once again. The low grumbles filled the room after the disheartening news came to the squadrons of the 31st space fighter wing. For three years The Talons have been instrumental in keeping the peace in the Seti Sector of the Galaxy. This Sector is the farthest from the “civilized” Central Core of the galaxy and is prone to terrorism and acts of extreme rebellious activities, but the largest problem growing is a growing militia with outside the galaxy influence. For this reason alone, the 8th fleet has been permanently based in this sector. Morale has been low for every squadron and wing due to the heightened activity within the sector. Six months of either being on high alert or engaging insurgent factio

Web Solutions
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Smokes An Pills
Street lights on the walls, Cold seeping through the cracks in this house, They say joy comes with those you love and hold close, Then why does my world seem to be filled with so much pain, No distance seems to take me far enough, Away to a world where memories fade....~Darkness is my best friend, hiding my falling tears, pills making me numb to the physical world, smoking to see the brightness and its affects curling, no way for others to see my fears, all this in hopes to see a sooner end... The trains heard on a distant track, Some oldies song playing down the block, Trying to find hidden meaning in all my bad luck, Wondering why i remain silent when screams lay on my tongue, When the want to disappear is strong....~Darkness is my best friend, hiding my falling tears, pills making me numb to the physical world, smoking to see the brightness and its affects curling, no way for others to see my fears, all this in hopes to see a sooner end...Listen to the lies of daily life say things

Poetry
It trickled down with sadness. Tear stained forgoteness. All that was left was emptiness. Screaming please ! Please! Don't forget me! Then you came.... Crept up like fire under my skin. Peeling back my bitterness. Burning up my soul like acid eating paper. I loved it. I craved it. GIVE ME MORE! I would kill to be in your arms... I would die to have your lips on mine... The blinding salvation of deaths' sweet call, only if will have me first. Take me completely. Forever yours...

Xxfuctxx
TEAM F.u.c.T. It's A thick blanket of nothingness. Nowhere to go and nowhere to turn! It's us versus the world! Fighting for what we've earned! Spin that chamber, live it up to the fullest. Insert the gun into your mouth, inhale every last bullet! All of Fu's little trills.. all of Fu's little gaines. Let down by disappointment, ignited by the pains. Our relationships are pill form. Our poison of choice is apathy Our lifestyles our anything but the norm. Fuck it! We're fresh out of sympathy. Affection please? Just a little for the pains? Guess not, suppose we're all just out of luck! Our minds grow darker, we're going insane! the rest of you are all just Fuct! Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls step right up and let me embrace you with an amazing tale! In a distant online paradise there awaiting an amazing browsing grounds known only as Fubar. This land has seen many changes in its time, but only continued to grow! People of all genders, ages and races flocked this evergrowing websit

Fantasies And Dreams
It started the same way any other Friday night would, I thought, as I walked into the same club I had been to what seemed like a thousand times before. I made my way to the bar, zigzagging through clouds of smoke and waves of endless chatter. I arrive at my usual spot and take my seat as the bartender nods his normal greeting. Issuing back nothing more than a nod, he starts mixing my drink. What seems like hours go by before I notice her staring at me from across the bar. She's with two guys, but it's obvious that their attempts at seducing her are falling on deaf ears. Her gaze is focused on just one thing and the two would be suitors realize they are vying for the attention of someone that don't realize they exist. She is wearing a short black dress that isn't old fashioned yet still leaves a little to the imagination. Her legs were long, and her thigh high boots barely made a sound as she seemed to glide on air walking to me. I pretended not to notice her standing beside me

Fucking Hot..
hey everyone..im bored and alone!.im here in Canada right now for some reason..anyway..meet me at yahoo or msn if u love too..im online there right now and im sure u will love to chat with me there..i will just leave my id and if anyone are interested u can try to add me and try to drop me a message ok?. sophiamadisonsmith at yahoo dot com and i have also msn..sophiamadisonsmith at hotmail dot com ..lets get to know each other ok?.by the way im sophia but u can call me sophie..take care..hugs and kisses to all of you.. -_-

Night
Night What is it about the night that makes us mad? The stars shine, black velvet is the sky, and the moon glows bright. There are creatures that roam, and others that hunt in the dark, prey and predators. Yet we hold our loves hand, and look into their eyes, and feel love. We tell ghost stories and say endearments to one another, all actions done at night. As for me, my thoughts are of you and when will we able to hold each other again, and walk by moonbeam filled autumn pools, to see your hair shine and eyes sparkle. At night when other sleep, I think of you and DREAM.

No More Love For You
you left me for a fat toothless old man that mat's embarrassed to call dad.but now i'm blowin up and your missin what you could have had.to bad bitch it's over now...no respect, no love and your cryin as I take a bow.yu mad your bed with the fat old saggy balls now lay in it.and every time I bang a different girl I hope you feel like $#!t. you got a diabetic I gotta line of honeys.I got girls buyin tickets just to give me money.you left me so what but the kids miss you.And my toungs bleedin from biting on it not to dis you.Quintins to young to understand but maryjane is smart.you can see it in her eyes she has a broken heart.but the kids are strong and she trys not to show it.I dont knowwhat to tell her and It makes m feel like $#!t.go head and snort the pills with yor giant nose.what comes around goes around thats just the way it goes.It's a smal world I know we'll see you soon.I just hope she dont catch you with a burnt spoon.white powder in your mustache is gonna get you caguht.yuor

Speely's Blog
LMAO! Some girl (NatalieSparks) asked me for my messenger, and I told her she could have it as long as she wasn't going to ask me to sign up for a cam website - and she blocked me. Oversensitive webcam girl? Yep. Listen, I have nothing against camgirls, and I would be more than happy to be friends with you (and may even seriously consider dating), but I'm not going to sign up for (and give my CC info to) a webcam site to see you strip - even if you claim it's free with your "access code" - and no amount of begging, pleading, rationalizing, or pouting will make me change my mind. I *might* consider signing up for your site if we're actually dating (or even just good friends) and have been for quite some time (days won't cut it - weeks might.) So please, if you happen to be a camgirl, don't be repelled by all this. I'm here to meet new friends, online or off, and who knows, maybe meet a potential GF, and camgirls are no different than any other girl. Just, please, seriously. Do

Goth Poetry (nsfw)
Butchering and slicing his way through the battlefield, my-lord Beloc make's his way to his loathed enemy....the one that has hunted him and his people almost to extinction....fighting hard and swiftly with his brutal attack's on the enemies army,he finally reaches his targeted prize . In the midst of the hard battle blazing around them their sword's raise as their eye's meet once again,......Louwyn, his foe, has taken his stance and has braced himself, for he know's from his previous battle's with my-lord, this will be no easy task. Beloc slowly circles Louwyn, tracing his step's before he land's his sword's first strike....while in his mind's eye, his attack already reign's victor. In a sudden wink, it has begun....muscle's tightened...teeth are clinched as their sword's clash together in a mighty rage....bending and twisting, they fight harder with each strike more powerful and mighty then the one before. As I watch from the safety of the tower's...I see the sign's of

Fairy Tales
I guess maybe I was raised up on too many Disney movies. I believe in happily ever after, maybe it's use to believe; I'm not sure at this point in my life. All I've ever wanted was a simple truth; I want the dream, forever with the woman I love and a meger stable life. There are alot of people that think I have more to offer, but what I feel I was ment to offer is already here. My children are what I feel I was put here to create or do, so it's kind of simple for me. At this point all I need to worry about is being happy and creating a stable life for them. But, no matter how hard I try neither of them seem to be achievable for me. I have to wonder, is my search for stability and happiness actually counter productive to creating stability for them. Women come and go, and all that has done has created the womanizer imagine in my childrens minds. My oldest doesn't view anyone I see as anything more than a passing thing. Due to me being poor she doesn't seem to be able to bring herself to

I'm Trying
i'm sorry i have not been on very much just find out my blood purser is high and trying get low it . if u need help or pimpout i can do my best that all i can give u . so please pray for me ty muah big hug fallingangel

I Am Sorry I Can T Tell You What
I'm sorry I can't tell you what I'm sure you'd rather hear,But there's a burden in my heartI can no longer bear. There's an anger I must crossBefore I come to youAnd make my peace with who you are,And try your soul anew. I know I wasn't what you wantedWhen you wanted me,A healthy, happy baby girlYou could raise easily. I was born impaired, and youHave never understoodThat what I am is whole and fairAnd beautiful and good. You were sorry, first for meAnd then for you, and wept,But I would not be me withoutThe fact that I am deaf. I am a gift to celebrateAnd not a cause to grieve.As a child this was whatI needed to believe. I needed but a different roadTo reach the common goal,But you decided there were thingsI couldn't do at all. And rather than accept what lifeHad given in its grace,You looked at what life had withheldAnd turned from its embrace. Ah, Mother! How you injured meBy what you would not own!To love myself I had to leaveAnd make my way alone, And have

Hmmmmmz
its hot the sound of the AC is tink tink tink crinkle like winter snow under my boot in july im not cold im not cold cold cold if the heat wont stop i will cold stop if you could here it would you think the same hear wondering this makes me smile but not that smile its bitter cold stop i tell myself, but i wont because i cant stop cold so i sit and listen to the tink tink crinkle tink and wonder what you are thinking cold stop and because i cant you will do it for me stop cold tink me you nothing and everything is gone and where that makes any difference i cant see stop cold stopped cold

In Support Of Our Troops
I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle andfilled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided tostart a conversation.'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and thenwe're being deployed to Afghanistan ..'After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sacklunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hoursbefore we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would helppass the time...As I reached for my wallet, I overheard a soldier ask his buddy if heplanned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just asack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks.. I'll wait till weget to base.'His friend agreed.I

Love
I love you Tim you are my soul mate and best friend for life. I cant wait till we get fu married and someday marrried in real life. I know that Friday is going to be really special for us cause i am going to get tears of joy cause we belong together. You make me smile big and i am not going to loose you cause we belong together. You are the joy that makes me smile the happiness that i look forward to cause when i have a bad day you are ther to cheer me up

Politics
http://articles.latimes.com/2010/jul/18/local/la-me-cap-20100719 if you dont want to read it all, here are the highlights The problem is California's unique and unworkable system of governing, an awkward contraption of conflicting parts created mostly by the electorate. In November, we'll elect another governor who's destined for more frustration and failure without significant systemic change in Sacramento. Change such as allowing state lawmakers to pass a state budget on a simple majority vote, overhauling a broken tax system, controlling runaway special interest initiatives with their ballot box budgeting, requiring a rainy-day budget reserve, easing up on legislative term limits and making local governments and schools less financially dependent on Sacramento Voters already have approved changes aimed at electing more centrist, pragmatic lawmakers willing to compromise. The changes -- snatching legislative redistricting from self-serving lawmakers and creating an open prima

Notes From Rkl
Not sure what to say, so I will tell you a story, well the first part of a story I am writing...let me know if you want to read more??? A Simple Tale Written By Rebeca Reagan Chapter 1. Arrival Deep green grass and fallen leaves tickled his white fur covered paws, as the long eared creature silently moved amongst the living trees of the ancient forest. His foresters highly honed intuition peeked by the sour scent assailing his delicate nostrils, eliminating from a pair of unusual young humans making an unexpected arrival in his woods. However, instead of using any normal form of conveyance, that of horse, wing, or fin. The strangely dressed female, accompanied by her male servant had arrived by way of a most unfamiliar mode of transportation. The females male servant had rode into his world through a tunnel of swirling rainbow of colored light, born on the back of a snorting metal beast that breathed flame and smoke from its twin nostrils. The two y

Creepy
hello...i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles. you have a sort of submissive appearance to me. and i would like to know if your submissive behaviour is as good as your outer appearance.have you ever thought about serving as submissive, to submit... to follow?you like the idea to be in contact with a strict dominant german, to be guided and lead at times and to show your true nature as submissive female?i am 27... single and as you can see in my profile, i live in germany. i would say that i am a very intriguing person. i like art, music a good wine. i am addicted to the bdsm lifestyle since 9 years. it started a long time ago and that passion never went away. during that time i have had several slavegirls and submissives.at times i choose an online slavegirl. that is mostly at the begin of a new year. due to my job i am a lot on meetings and not that much at home for the first months of each year. then i am mostly on my own at late daytime or night in germany. during

True Love
the paths we choose in life are so very different from each others . i met someone on here maybe a year ago or more we became friend a and eventually we professed our love to one another . we had a nice ride for awhile and then do to circumstnces beyond our control he had to let each other go . so there we are or should i say i am with no purpose . i try to survive and i do but not with heart ache and pain by others . being used and being in the background and always getting hurt . so i decided to contact the one i new i loved i hopes that she will talk to me . not knowing what will happen and not knowing the path we would take . the old saying goes in you love someone let them go if you find your way back to each other it is true love . so i waited and then the moment came that she answered me . we talked about life and about each other . now i have my molly back in my life and will never let her go again under any circumstances. we found each other

Help From Fubar Support
I WILL BE THE FIRST TO ADMIT I OVER REACT ABOUT STUFF, BUT THIS JUST PISSED ME OFF! IF I WAS ONE OF THE POPULAR PEOPLE ON HERE OR SOMEONE WHO SPENT TONS OF MONEY, I GUARANTEE YOU MY ANSWER FROM SUPPORT WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT. THEY REFUSED TO HELP ME ONCE BEFORE WHEN I HAD MY ACCOUNT STOLEN. THE BITCH WHO STOLE IT STILL USES IT ON HERE. I LOST A YEAR PAID VIP, DONT REMEMBER HOW MANY BLING CREDITS, LEVEL 26 AND HUNDREDS OF FRIENDS. I WAS TOLD I MUST HAVE GIVEN OUT MY PASSWORD TO THIS GIRL....DUH. I HAVE NEVER GIVEN MY PASSWORD TO ANYONE AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHO THIS PERSON IS. I KNOW THE PEOPLE WORKING ON HERE HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO TAKE CARE OF BUT I FEEL LIKE I WAS PRETTY MUCH CALLED A LIAR AND I DO NOT APPRECIATE IT. MY RESPONSE TO FUBAR SUPPORT: the one referral that is showing doesn't have any photos. the one that is showing as the same IP as i'm on now is a woman i work with and the other two are pretty real people last time I checked. Maybe those IP addresses shou

The Power Of Woman.....
I would love to have a strong woman just throw me to the ground and pin me there. To have her look down upon me with amusement and confidence as I put up a useless struggle knowing that no matter how hard i try i am at her mercy. Her verbal humiliation of me serves as reassurance of my inferiority and further drives me to mental as well as physical defeat. I continue to struggle but the more i do she just laughs because she knows that I could never possess the strength to overpower her. She begins to taunt me...calling me a weak pussy boy and by this point i was broken...mentally and physically. She senses my destruction. She tells me that I never stood a chance against her........she was right. She told me that Men are so weak. She whispers to me..."Im gonna finish you off....lights out pussy boy.." All i could do is lay there...looking up at her magnificent body....waiting for my ultimate end. She stood up...slowly turned around...positioned her incredible ass right over my

Contest Wanta Auto 11
having my first contest for the best clevage first prize is a auto 11 or cherry bomb 2nd prize is a boom 3rd prize is a 5 credit bling pack, , the one with the most rates wins, love Bill. Hot Stuff2@ fubar

Wsr
how to make a audio clip if u have a mic. Goto the Start Menu -} All programs -} Accessories - } Sound Recorder (or something similar) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- record your voice. press the record button when finished click stop then replay it if your not satisfied redo it to start a new one.... close it and reopen it

Lounge Bullies
Link to Mafia may not work. You may copy and paste this into your browser to visit us: http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=1837 Here ye, Here ye. Come one, come all. Come hither ye to the kingdom of The Lustful Dragon. Our lords and ladies are some of the best in the land and our court musicians play any and all requests. So come to our court and rest a spell, request some tunage and have a drink of ale.

The Lustful Dragon Mafia
Looking For a mafia home? Come where you can be yourself, chill with friends and show off your unique talent. Click the picture below to join The Lustful Dragon Mafia or copy, paste and enter http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=1837 into your browser to come to us. http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=1837

I Need To Vent Is All
The Heart That bleeds Why I let you toy with the my heart that beat pure I guess inside i'm still holding on to something untrue I let you talk me into talking to you knowing i shouldn't and all you do is take needles and prick my heart so it bleeds slowly slowly it bleeds the life out of the my heart I really think it would be better to rip it from my chest In one quick blow break the ribs Pull the lung for the air I breath is hard and heavy the pain is near its end for I will never love again Make my heart cold and black so I can never love again Love in the true pain that is unseen But felt true and deep. Rip it Rip it I say take what was pure and true and Bleed it dry Cause it will never beat for the heat of you. By Warlock

Annoyin Creeps
9:12pm sean dolata: hi katie my name is sean i need to talke to you cancel Chat 9:13pm sean dolata: hello cancel Chat 9:16pm sean dolata: hi katie cancel Chat 9:22pm sean dolata: hey kaatie its sean i need to talke to you right now cancel Chat

Determined Little Ham
Quick update: I was in labor last night, enough contractions to warrant my ass going to the hospital. The contractions slowed down when Little ham decided to perform. Her heart rate shot threw the roof and then spike real low. So much they thought she had her umbilical cord wrapped around her neck. I kept telling them she has adhd just like her dad and that she was just being active... Finally after the normal doctor listened to me and let me lay on my side did she finally go to sleep.. We got to leave the hospital at 6;30 this morning, Im exhausted from my daughter playing gymnast in my belly all night. she sure did get a crowd. Needless to say im here to update people that knew i was in labor last night and had to come to fu to find my baby's daddy "witchie" Im going back to bed, just wanted you all to know HAM WILL BE A LEO love ya Wicked

Paramore - The Only Exception
I saw this video this morning as I was flipping through the channels and I was impressed. The lyrics are below. Enjoy!!! When I was younger, I saw my daddy cryAnd curse at the windHe broke his own heart and I watchedAs he tried to reassemble itAnd my momma swore thatShe would never let herself forgetAnd that was the day that I promisedI'd never sing of love if it does not existBut darling, you are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionMaybe I know, somewhere deep in my soulThat love never lastsAnd we've got to find other ways to make it aloneOr keep a straight faceAnd I've always lived like thisKeeping a comfortable distanceAnd up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with lonelinessBecause none of it was ever worth the riskBut you are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionI've got a tight grip on realityBut I can't let go of what's in front of

I Hate People
Okay. Patrons of a place known as Taco Bell: Please stop being retarded. I know how much things cost and we dont have the same item at 2 different prices. Pay attention when you order. Have a pretty good idea of what the f*ck you want before you get there. Dont throw your trash outside of the drive thru window because you feel like being a lazy twat. You are not the only customer so dont excpect to be treated special. Please keep in mind that if you feel the need to be a douche bag towards me when you order, i am the one who gets to decide how much your food is spit in. If you have a large order, go inside. Don't order a diet anything if you get extra sauce on EVERYTHING. I don't care about you, so don't expect me to. Thanks for reading, Taco bell drive thru girl

Scrapper Explains Blocked Accounts And Numbers For Names
It seems there are some users who are not playing straight with you about the facts. fubar is for fun but there is also a business side. We do not like to delete or ban good users. Our good users will attest to it. If you are a person who is not playing straight or who has spent over 400 bucks and isn't willing to verify they are who they are, then don't be butthurt or make excuses about this. You are the problem. Clear up your account and quit whining to your friends. If you are a rincarnate, you will be deleted. The following are the reasons you will see people in numbers or banned. 1. They have chargebacks, disputes or are contesting services they have received and used. (They stole from us) Often times these people hustle people to log in and spend money on them and then whatever friendship they have goes south. The person who spent the money charges back and the account holder who hustled the money plays dumb and tells fubar we are the big bad assholes. Please don't

Fed Up With Haters
TO ALL YOU FU BITCHES AN HATERS GO FUCK OFF! I'M TIRED OF KEEPING MY MOUTH SHUT AFTER ALL THE SHIT YOU SAY TO ME!! YOU DON'T HERE MY COME BACKS BUT IHAVE DECIDED WHAT THE HELL, TIME TO SHARE MY FEELINGS!! FUCK OFF ALL YOU OVER POSSECIVE STALKERS THAT NEVER REALLY CARE IN THE IRST FUCKING PLACE!!! TO ALL THOSE ASSHOLE THAT THINK IM TOO BIG. YOU CAN GO FUCK YOUR SELF RIGHTEOUS ASSES AND D SUCK A BIG BAG OF DONKEY DICKS!! yOU ARE TO INSECURE TO TELL ME YOU WANT ME THAT YOU TRY TO BREAK ME!! YOUR SHIT WON'T FLY NO MORE IM NOT DEALING WITH IT NOMORE!! HAVE A GREAT FUCKING DAY AND DON'T LET HE DOOR HIT YOU ON THE WAY OUT.

Freaks!
People can be so strange....this was in a friend request...I'm sure I'm not the only one but lordy... hello... i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles. you have a sort of submissive appearance to me. and i would like to know if your submissive behaviour is as good as your outer appearance. have you ever thought about serving as submissive, to submit... to follow? you like the idea to be in contact with a strict dominant german, to be guided and lead at times and to show your true nature as submissive female? i am 27... single and as you can see in my profile, i live in germany. i would say that i am a very intriguing person. i like art, music a good wine. i am addicted to the bdsm lifestyle since 9 years. it started a long time ago and that passion never went away. during that time i have had several slavegirls and submissives. at times i choose an online slavegirl. that is mostly at the begin of a new year. due to my job i am a lot on meetings and not that much at

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BIKINI CONTEST GOING ON NOW HELP MY FRIEND OUT AND VOTE FOR HER ALSO LEAVE A COMMENT SAYING YOU VOTED AND THE END OF THE CONTEST A WINNER FROM ALL THE VOTES WILL BE PICKED FOR A 3 CREDIT BLING:MOREOVER I WILL BE RUNNING RANDOM BOMBS IF YOU WANT ON THE LIST THE ONLY WAY IS TO VOTE ON HER THEN SB YOUR VOTER NUMBER TO ME AT THE TIME THE BOMB IS RUNNING. NO EXCEPTIONS http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=262812&albumid=2113303&i=59785435&idx=5

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Lame Pick Up Lines
i play basketball and jumped up and was hit very hard in the dick. so hard that it closed up quite a bit and im unable to get anything out. but anyways the doctor say the only way to six this is to somehow ejaculate and you are really sexy and i think u could help me with that

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WELL WELL I FIND MYSELF ALWAYS NEEDING TO CREATE NEW ACCOUNTS BECAUSE WELL IN REAL LIFE NOPE IM NOT THE HOTTEST CHICK, ATTRACTIVE YES BUT NOT ACCORDING THE THE FUBAR WORLD STANDARDS SO I GRABBED 2 PICTURES FROM THE NET AND PUT THEM UP! I GOT TIRED OF EVERYONE BITCHING AND MOANING ABOUT SALUTES AND SO I FIGURE FUBAR IS FUN SO WHY NOT JUST GO UNDERCOVER AND FIND THE FAKERS LIKE JOHNNY DEVIL AND STRYKER DO! EASY ENUGHT RIGHT ??? YUP YUP WELL AS I WAS ABOUT TO UPLOAD THE BLONDE CHICK I HAVE UP THERE SHE WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME ON ANOTHER PROFILE, OK LADIES AND GERMS THE PICTURES ARE EVERYWHERE! HOTCOLLEGEGIRLS.COM/ SEXYGIRLS.COM ETC...... YOU GET WHERE IM GOING WITH THIS! STRYKER DID SHOW ME A COOL WAY TO FIND THEM, IF HE READES THIS HOPEFULLY HE WILL CALL ME, WE SPOKE ONCE AND HE IS A REALLY BIG SWEETHEART! LOVE YOU STRYKER XOXOXO ANYWAYS SO I WANNA BE THE FEMALE VERSION OF THE 2 GUYS AND JUST SEARCH OUT ALL THE FAKERS AND YES THAT INCLUDES ME BECAUSE MY PICTURES ARE NOT ME BUT I AM N

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READ THIS VERY SLOWLY... IT'S PRETTY PROFOUND.Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word 'refrigeration' mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , 'How about going to lunch in a half hour?' She would gas up and stammer, 'I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty.

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WELL THE ONLY THING I CAN SAY IS THAT I FIND IT FUNNY THAT JOHNNY DEVIL BLOCKED ME, DO I CARE NOPE NOT IN THE LEAST BIT BECAUSE IM GONNA TELL YOU HIS REALITY! JOHNNY LOOKS PRETTY SKINNY AND TINY AND REALLY NOT THE MOST ATTRACTIVE MAN IN THE BUNCH, SO I WOULD IMAGINE IN HIS "REAL" LIFE HE PROBABLY GOT PICKED ON, MADE FUN OF ETC.... SO HE FOUND THIS SITE AND AS AN ADULT HE IS DOING WANT HE'S ALWAYS WANTED TO TELL PEOPLE AS A CHILD BUT NEVER HAD THE BALLS! SO HE RATS OUT THE FAKES WHICH END UP WITH 30,OOO FRIENDS ANYWAYS BECAUSE THIS IS FUBAR AND NOT THE SMARTEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD! I HAVE ALREADY SAID THAT NONE OF MY PICTURES ARE ME YET I HAVE COMMENTS OF HOW GORGEOUS I AM, SO THERE YOU GO PEOPLE ARE REALLY STUPID ON THIS SITE! ANYWAYS BACK TO THE BLOG, SO YOU SEE HE REALLY IS JUST AS WEAK IF NOT WEAKER THAN EVERYONE ELSE, WHO REALLY CARES THAT MUCH IF PEOPLE ARE FAKE???? HERE IS A CLUE STOP BUYING PEOPLE THINGS THAT COST MONEY, BLING, VIP, BLASTS, WEDDINGS ETC.... IF HE CARES THAT MUC

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In just five months, the largest tax increase in the history of America will take effect. They will hit families and small businesses in three great waves on January 1, 2011: First Wave: Expiration of 2001 and 2003 Tax Relief In 2001 and 2003, the GOP Congress enacted several tax cuts for investors, small business owners, and families. These will all expire on January 1, 2011. Personal income tax rates will rise. The top income rate will rise from 35% to 39.6% ( this is also the rate at which two-thirds of small business profits are taxed). The lowest rate will rise from 10% to 15%. All the rates in between will also rise. Itemized deductions and personal exemptions will again phase out, which has the same mathematical effect as higher tax rates. So much for only soaking the rich! The full list of marginal rate hikes is below: The 10% bracket rises to an expanded 15% The 25% bracket rises to 28% The 28% bracket rises to 31% The 33% bracket rises to 36% The 35% bracket rises to

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In my opinion this country needs to change.A change frome the outside in cause inside out is turning us upside down.You cannot trim a redwood from the roots if you do it will wilt.The branches are the key and we are the branches.But like the great redwood we have to stand strong.The people make this country the country does NOT make the people.The constitution was built upon equality,and every day we have our rights revoked.We have the right to free speech but we cant say this.We have the right to malitia and to protect ourselves but we cant do that.When all is said and done we or our family will be controlled,and that is a direct effect of violations of the constitution that made this country great.It was created from true grit,guts,and glory forming a bond with one another aginst tyrany against a one world order against the ways and actions of a facist government.The wool has been fabricated and firmly pulled over our eyes.This is a time for us to affirmativly raise up against tyrany

Operation Insomnia
I do not have much time to explain but our constitutional right are being systematically stripped as we speak. Those of us is a representation for Those-Of-Us.com The site is dedicated to awareness about our society and the things that are going on to undermine the very papers that make our flag Holy to us. The preservation of our rights as humans wrote out unto the CONSTITUTION. We must realize that right now their is a war on us as the populace to keep divided over things like religion, sex, race, sexual preference, "clicks" social groups as well. They use things like flouride in the water to control, and dumb you down knowing there are severe side effects. look it up do not take our word for it.They systematically reguard internet bullshit as the topics of discussion through the media. THEY DO NOT CONTROL THE WEB YET!!! THEY ARE TRYING TO SHUT IT DOWN HOWEVER... THAIS IS OUR LAST STAND TO STAY TOGETHER. These youtube videos are done by ALEX JONES - You tube: POLICE STATE 4,&, THE

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My name Desak Amik, i was Born in Denpasar-Bali-Indonesia. I am Wholesalers, Suppliers and Manufacture of Handicrafts BaliCv. Batu Cantik .Our Website is Legal verified registered business handicrafts manufacturer by Government in Bali and also has been verified and registered through National Agency Export Development ( NAFED ) Ministry of Trade Indonesia, We start our business since 2000. Bali is the most popular of Art and Crafts Handmade with high quality Products, I love all Fashion Art and handicraft so i start to design in Handbags, Purses, Gift, Crafts, Handicraft, Jewelry, Accessories, Shoes, Sandals, Beach Wear, Sarong Batik pareo with very high quality Export and very low in price. For now, we have more than Thousand design in all of Body Jewelries Costumes such as Wooden Bangles, Shells Bracelet, Wood Necklaces, Shell Earrings, Pearls Jewelry, Finger Rings, Home Made Woman Belt,Hair Accessories and all design very interested Buyer from Europe ,United State, U

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I have been viewing profiles of women (In my age catagory 38-47), whom I would assume are "fully cooked" adults and mature. Then .. there they are in all their glory... BREASTS... and the other one is close ups of their mouths....I can only imagine what kind of conversations that these women have had with men to make them to post such an image, I say this becasue on several occations the lady (term used loosley) added either the breast or mouth close up after the fact.... I sat back and wondered, she looks like a nice and decent woman who appaers to be intelligent and respectable (Now no flames here from the exobitionists, I just mean that if you are a woman in yor 40's with children you are an example whether you like it or not)....so why on earth is she resorting to having herself on display like this.... ? .. Photos are optional and are by choice... so perhaps I should amend my statement to be,,,, not only are photos optional but photos of body parts are are also...... If

Strong
I always believed you when you said I was weak, Afraid to hold on – afraid to let go; Terrified of failing – running from success; Standing in confusion despite everything I know. But I figured out that everything you said Was just a part of chaining me to your side; The words that you screamed at the top of your lungs Were carefully chosen to wipe away my pride. And now that my eyes can see your truth, Now that my tears have washed away the lies, I’ve come to the conclusion that all of the weakness Was part of the man I have come to despise. And now I’m strong – Stronger than I ever thought I’d be; And I’ll move on ‘Cause giving up is not a part of me; And I’ll find joy In everything I’m leaving far behind; You cannot win ‘Cause I’m the captain of my own mind.

Sly's Crib
Three passions govern my life:The longings for love, the search for knowledge,And unbearable pity for the suffering of others. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.I thought I knew what love was, but now I see the prefiguring vision of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.With equal passion I have sought knowledge.I have wished to understand the hearts of people.I have wished to know why the stars shine.Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,But always pity brought me back to earth;Cries of pain reverberated in my heartOf children in famine, of victims torturedAnd of old people left helpless.I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,And I too suffer.This is my life; I find it worth living.

Favorite Lyrics!
I don't believe you And I never will, Oh I can't live by your side with the lies you've tried to instil, I can't take anymore, I don't have to give you a reason For leaving this time Cos this is my last goodbye It's like I hardly know you but maybe I never did. It's like every emotion you showed me you kept well hid, and every true word that you ever spoke was really decieving. Now I'm leaving this time cos this is my last goodbye I've gotta turn and walk away, I don't have anything left to say

Yes Sir...
Black Man - A Poem for You The truth of the matter is There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Whether five-two or six-seven, Yellow fabulous or chocolate heaven There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Long and lean With deep brown eyes Wavy hair or dreds With strong thick thighs There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Bald head with goatee Cornrows or a fade A little thick, a little thin Oh the choices to be made There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Scholarly or not Wall Street or hip hop I'll sing your praises To the mountain top Head of the home Provider and love Obedient son and loving brother There's nothing more beautiful Than a black man A mighty provider you've proven to be Sacrificing your life to keep me free Working for crumbs When the table is bare Praising the Lord Leading the family in prayer There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Holding my hand When fear emerges Remaining faithful, suppressing your urges Provin

Some Constructive Criticism Please.
I'm writing a book.I need feedback.Honesty and any helpful remarks will be greatly appreciated.Below is a blurb from my book. Prologue The Dreamer Awakens I guess if it werent' for the recurring dream I have I would never have survived what came next.Alerted to wakefulness,I could hear a chittering sound,like teeth...LOTS of teeth and the slithering of something wet across the floor.My head was pounding.Something was wrong here,VERY wrong.I dove out of bed just in time to see the giant sluglike creature leap onto where I had just vacated.A Hellworm.....All teeth and VERY hungry.Rows of needle-like fangs lining its gullet.I dove naked for the window as it slid off my bed,its body making a loud,wet plopping sound.It lunged at me as I threw myself through the glass.I quickly got up and ran along the fire escape,not daring to look back.A loud keening sound came from it.I dropped to the ground and hit it running.Where I didn't know.Glancing back I could see it's h

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Our Father who art in Dallas. Football Be Thy Name. Thy 6th ring come, Thy will be done, on the road and in Cowboys Stadium. Give us this day our daily arrest, and forgive those who false start against us. Lead us not into overtime but deliver us to home field advantage. For Thine is The Kingdom, The Power, and a Cowboys Fan Forever. Amen

A Weekend Of Fun
I pick you up on A Friday for a weekend of fun. I tell you not to bring a bag of clothes with you so we can go shopping together you get in my car wearing a short sun dress with no panties on as soon as you get you spread your legs and put your right leg on the dash and your left leg on my sit and begin to play with your pussy as we drive off. we go straight to victory secret and pull into the parking lot as soon as i park the car you lean over and pull my cock out of my pants. you then take it and start to rub your lips around the head and up and down the shaft. as you start to lick it and stick it deep down your throat I am rubbing your clit and spreading your pussy lips wide open as you begin to suck my cock deep,hard and fast i am, finger fucking you in both holes as you cum hard all over my fingers i cum deep down. After you swallow every last drop as you get back into your seat to get ready to get out of the car i suck your cum off of my fingers. We get out of the car and begin t

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I spend little time online these days, but because I still like to keep up a robust communication with friends (and by “robust communication” I mean “random smattering of postcards from various locales”), I buy a lot of stamps. And I send a fair amount of mail. This week, I intended to send a half-case of nice wine to a newly married couple, mostly because I can’t think of anything else to give people who just voluntarily resigned themselves to a lifetime of boredom and misery. Unfortunately, though, new US postal service regulations prohibit the mailing of alcohol and tobacco products. Little wonder no one has any use for the mail anymore. What the postal service really needs is porn. When the whole dot-com bubble popped, the only online businesses staying afloat were porn and gaming. And though I know of no way to put games on stamps, I am certain that you can put porn on stamps. All the kids would collect stamps again! And the dads! Sadly, the

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The room smelled strongly, of worn leather, metal, and sex. It was lit with the glow of candles placed in such a manner as to give him ample lighting so that he may linger upon the faces of pleasure and pain assuredly to come later. The Scarf so gingerly draped over the railing of the ancient oak canopy bed, a symbol of trust, lays innocently until it is called upon to guide his charge into the silken darkness. His fingers caress it in both anticipation and remembrance. Preparation and inspection of the thick restraints and equipment are in definite order to be sure the flesh to be held in them will be able to remind her of this night for days to follow. Other surprises lay just within the shadowed corners of the room. But those will be brought to light after her darkness is secured and total.The chime of the doorbell sends voltage through his body as he lights one last candle, to be placed by the bed to remind his trust that the only light in his life is her and that he would do

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OMG, I was in a really weird mood a lil earlier. I recall a chat I had a while back with my boyfriend. And something we discussed tickled me so much. I had to write to him today about it. Here's the message I sent him: I remember you asking me "Why do women orgasm?" and you said "Men orgasm to deliver sperm"that's the funniest thoughtmen delivering sperm*snickers* so like, do women call up a place and order sperm ? Like pizza or Chinese take out ? and a big strapping dude shows up at her address wearing nothing but native beads, loincloth, tattoo'd, pierced, with a full mast erection ?Can I order the sushi boat with that ? With extra pickled ginger. Don't forget to add the chopsticks. Can't eat Asian with a fork, that's fucked up.I'd like to order the super sperm with GPS egg locator technologygimme some of the dual head ones, XY chromosome.....I'm going for twin boys hehehehehe

Grandpa Gets An Audit
The IRS decides to audit Grandpa, and summons him to the IRS office.The IRS auditor was not surprised when Grandpa showed up with his attorney. The auditor said, 'Well, sir, you have an extravagant lifestyle and no full-time employment, Which you explain by saying that you win money gambling. I'm not sure the IRS finds that believable.' I'm a great gambler, and I can prove it,' says Grandpa. 'How about a demonstration?' The auditor thinks for a moment and said, 'Okay. Go ahead.' Grandpa says, 'I'll bet you a thousand dollars that I can bite my own eye.' The auditor thinks a moment and says, 'It's a bet.' Grandpa removes his glass eye and bites it. Grandpa says, 'Now, I'll bet you two thousand dollars that I can bite my other eye.' The auditor can tell Grandpa isn't blind, so he takes the bet. Grandpa removes his dentures and bites his good eye. The stunned auditor now realizes he has wagered and lost three grand, with Grandpa's attorney as a witness. He starts to get nervous. 'Wan

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Hi all, Yes it is that time again and probably a repeat once again. Did you guys see I have like been neon green for 3 days.I ranked a 5 then 4 and now 8 as the most liked on fubar.I was so cheesing knowing that.Thank you. Anyway some drama hit my door and didn't and they didn't have the courtesy to even knock,now that is just rude. If you guys saw it with the status messages then you know something was going on.I was called a (cunt) and so on.Sorry for the language but it is what it is.It showed who had class.Right? I on the other hand have never been talked about in this way or ever called that,so in a way it hurt my feelings,in the long run it had nothing to do with me.It was over her wanting someone to buy her a bomb and this person would not do it,simply because she had played him with some other guys on here and he found out,she tried to squirm her way back in and when she saw it wasn't going to work she started in on me knowing he cared for me now and not her.Now how stupi

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She reads his letters while alone at night, under starlit skies, Folds the paper when she's done, hangs her head and cries. She kisses every new letter, holds them close to her heart, Can't forget the day he went away, the day they had to part. Prays to god to keep him safe, to have the strength to survive, Remembers his promise before he left, to come back home alive. Until the day he comes back home, she'll wait beneath the stars, Afraid the war may kill her love, the letters become her scars. While she sleeps and dreams of him, her soldier has to fight, The summer stars shape his face, protect her through the night. When she awakes in an empty bed, she stretches way out wide, Touching that old feeling of emptiness, he isn't by her side. She eats her dinners alone, wishing he could be there. For now she talks about her days, to an empty chair. Sitting in the romantic candlelight, of a table set for two, She reads the letters that he sent, to help her make it through

Every Moment Comes To An End
Today the world is brokenBleeding hearts bled all but dryA silent figure sits down next to meAnd we watch fire touch the skyRoots break to dust and crumbleThey try to find solace beneath our skinWe block out the screams of machineryWhilst the roots burrow inThe Sun, eclipsed by apathyBurns the heaven from your smileAs metal replaces anatomyThe final truths break our denialRealisation by TelevisionThe silent figure takes the stageThe final light within the darknessJoins in the final fadeCalmness fills the forestsThe oceans take a breathThere's a sigh from all there ever wasAs my last heartbeat fills my chestToday the world is brokenSo I'll kiss you, my silent friendAnd we'll watch the clocks come to a stopAs every moment comes to an end

Take A Few To Help Pass Some Laws
Dear Friends,I have just read and signed the online petition: "Kill a Biker, Go To Jail"hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petitionservice, at: http://www.PetitionOnline.com/sabiker/I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you mightagree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and considersigning yourself.Best wishes,stacy R.I.P. Tj I LOVE AND MISS YOU KILLED JUNE 11,2010

Even When
Even When Even when you say you need me My desire for you is the key Even when the stars shine on me so bright your image is the one I see at night even when your so far a way your in my every thought night and day even when I wish not to grow old I know you will always be the one to warm me when I'm cold even when I say I love you remember I will always be true As always, Sapphire Jewel aka Valarie A Laboy

News
I really don't share too many personal things Fubar; but the following is such a special part of my life, that I couldn't wait to let people know. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Some good news happened today. Becky got engaged to Tim, her boyfriend of at least a year and a half. They went to New Jersey State Aquarium and after they left, he proposed to Becky at the waterfront. It was a surprise to her. Tim caught Ed and me by surprise also this morning when he told us of his plans and asked us our opinion. Of course, we gave our blessing. He has been with Becky through her toughest times (her surgery) and never left her side. He showed us how much he cared for her then and that was a year ago in May and how much he cares for her now. Tim said he was not sure whether he would ask her today or on her birthday, but in the end, he proposed around noon today. Welcome Tim to the family.

This Is Life Not A Dress Rehersal
Providing everything goes as planned - I will be taking a road trip to louisiana!! (obviously) I can't wait - I've always wanted to see it and the voodoo muesum in new orleans is calling my name. So - I'll see all the sexy cajun girls in a 7-8 months (Man it seems like a long time to wait doesn't it?)

Voices From Upstairs
OK ENOUGH IS ENOUGH ...YOU TWO INVADE MY FUCKIN TERRITORY, TALK SHIT ON ME, AND IM THE ASSHOLE??? REALLY??? WHY DONT YOU SIT AROUND AND LISTEN TO WHITNEY HOUSTON TUNES ALL DAY AND FUCK OFF.I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU WERENT STAFF I WOULDVE BANNED YOUR ASSES A LONG TIME AGO!!! YOU ARE TWO OF THE MOST MALICIOUS PEOPLE IN THE FU WORLD EVER!!!!

Always There
24 July 2010 Ever since that day, you are always on my mnd. A place where I keep you, watching you, taking care of you. Being there when you need me most. Making them special days memorable to you. Always There My Darling, you are never forgotten. Whenever I close my eyes, it is your beautiful face I see. Your loving hand in mine. The smell of your breath. Wrapped delicately in your blanket. Always There. Your loving fingers, around two beautiful roses with care. Into them gorgeous eyes I loved to stare. All I saw was Darkness, nothing there. Into te Dark Abyss I do stare. Always There. My life without you, it is painfully incomplete. The tenderness of your touoch, I miss it so much. Not a day goes by that you are not on my mind. You were my life. Always There. My baby, I miss you so,I hope this you surely know. Can you hear me? Are my words loud enough? Are they getting through? Luna Sylene, you have my heart. To you this I bestow, no other woman shall have it no, no, no. Alw

Date From Hades
Some time ago , I had one of the worst 1st dates that I could ever remember. I worked with this lady , and we always talked at work ,so I ask her to go out to dinner with me one night...Well that night arrived ,and I drove over to her house to pick her up ,walked up to the front door ,and escorted her back to my car ,opend and closed the car door for her . We got to my favorite Italian restuarant ,and once again I opend and closed the car door for her ,then the door to the restuarant ,and were seated at my favorite table .The waitor come over and presented us with a wine menu as well as the dinner menu .I already knew what I was having on both ...my date looked over the menu and was having problems deciding on what to hav...so she ask me to just order what I was having. At this point the waitor returned to our table with the dozen longstem roses in which I had gotten earlier and had dropped them off there before going and getting her .While he was giving the roses to her I orderd dinn

Welcome To Deviant Angel Levelers!
Welcome to Deviant Angel Levelers Homepage! First of all, we'd like to extend a warm welcome to everyone, we are here to help others level as well as helping ourselves in the process.. We can not do this alone... You must help as well! Details: This is how the group works.. We find people that need leveling, we will go to the utmost of lengths to make you level, we don't expect anything in return other than a simple recognition and a simple thank you. We aren't out for a popularity contest, we just see members on here that have been here as long as most of us that haven't excelled anywhere.We are a group of family and friends. We work together, not against each other.. A Few Things That We'd Like To See Are As Follows: 1) If all at possible.. (Depending on your level) try to have at least 250 photos ( That consitutes a bomb folder) 2) ATTEMPT to have a VIP ( Which allows room for more photo uploads) 3) If you need help, ASK! Don't hesitate! That's what we are here for.

Me Nsfw Style
25 credit bling pack will get u: added 2 fam for nsfw pic access and 3 NSFW salutes made for u either posted on fubar or sent 2 ur email. 65 credit bling pack will get u: added 2 fam and have 9 nsfw videos emailed 2 u lol 1 of my tits being played with 1 of my kitty being played with a pink vibe 4 of my fingers playing with my kitty 2 of me sucking a cock and 1 of me riding a cock. WANNA SEE ME LIVE??? 135 Credit Bling Pack gets u all above and me on cam live!!!!

Mercyhursey Friend
Featured Testimonial from Anne CI am very honored to be given the opportunity to sing Don's praises. He is, quite simply, an AMAZING man!My life was enhanced when I met Don. Time spent in his company has never been anything but wonderful!! He is one of the most stimulating people I have ever had the pleasure of adding to my life.Conversations are endless and always enjoyable. He has led quite a life and is happy to share it. In turn, Don is an incredible listener. He absorbs everything you tell him and is not a judgmental person.Talent? He's got it!!! If you enjoy music, HE IS THE MAN!!! Don is a born entertainer!!! I could sit and listen to him play and sing for days!!! There is nothing like it! My daughter has me play tracks he's recorded over and over for her, LOL!I could go on and on (and on some more) about this man! Don has truly touched my life and the lives of my friends and family who have had the pleasure of meeting him and spending ANY amount of time in his presence!!

To All Fu Friends, Whom I Truly Adore!
Dear Fubar Friends, I'm writing this quick note to let you ALL know that I appreciate your fu-friendship greatly. I am amazed and dazzled by the fucking crazy amount of friends and fans I have on here. It's really rad, and I'm psyched!! Sadly, I am finding it IMPOSSIBLE to keep in touch with all you via my shoutbox. The conversations in that thing alone are confusing, and sorting through the absolute bullshit messages to find the meaningful ones is a hard job. So. I've closed it down to family only. This doesn't mean you can't send me private messages! I'll check them and get back to you asap... Again. I wanna stress that I'm not trying to be a BITCH. It's just truly impossible to keep up with all of the shouts, and by leaving it open I'm only letting you all down. And I don't wanna do that

Next Level
Mass-- Ok you can chalk this up to my mood. or the day I've had or whatever reason you may want to ignore or dismiss this. But I STRONGLY SUGGEST YOU TAKE THE TIME. 1. if u want to DJ here that's fine. I appreciate your help. but if u have Committed , Asked to be placed on a steady schedule. do what u have committed. and no I'm not bitching about real life getting in the way I'm talking about .. the whiny ass "I don't wanna Dj to a lounge with only a few people in it" .. .. Fubar is a social networking site... u should have friends that want to listen to u .. if u don't go fucking make some. I don't have the time to deal with that and I WILL NOT DEAL WITH THAT. 2. I don't ask any more of my DJs than I would do my self ...I have never said I am the best coder on fu nor will I, However, there are quite a few people who would say that. It didn't happen over nite. Nor did the ppls who tune in to the BoneYard where ever I do .. sometimes it take years of work to be an overnight succes

A Sidewalk Cipher Speaking Prionic Jive
If you see this profile, and realize who I am, that's fine. They never deleted it, and with the new invite only rule I thought I'd keep it as a backup. I won't be looking at it much. There is plenty of bling to polish though. Friend requests may or may not be accepted. Without a salute, not much point to it.

Unconditional Love Despite The Imperfections
Tears can not stream down my faceMy mother, now in a better placeHer suffering, and her pain, are goneBut with me her memory will live onMy loss is great, my heart is brokenI remember every word that was spokenI hear it, like it was yesterdayI almost don't know what I should sayShe now watches over me from aboveSending me her unconditional loveEven despite my imperfectionsShe offered me her protectionFrom all the unjust things in lifeShe endured the pain and strifeDoing the best that she could doAlways telling me to think it thoughWhen I was quick to let my anger goMother, I will miss you soMy voice is cracking, with unshed tearsShe was there though my toughest yearsLoving me unconditionally, until the endNot just my mother, but my best FriendShe meant the entire world to meBecause she's the one who helped me seeThat love is unconditional, despite the imperfectionsAs I look at my mirrored reflectionI realize that she made me what I am todayMother, I love you, is all that I can say.

I Have......have You?
Have you ever sat on a doorstep late at nightwondering why nothing in you life is going right?......I HaveHave you ever went out to sit in the pouring rainletting your tears wash away your inner pain?......I HaveHave you ever experienced death, a loss so greatthat you felt nothing inside but anger and hate?......I HaveHave you ever laid a razor blade against your skinpretending to release to demons that reside within?......I HaveHave you ever drink to erase a problem in your headthinking to yourself you would be better off dead?......I HaveHave you ever lied, to those who cared about youbecause you were so lost you didn't know what to do?......I HaveHave you ever forgot what really matteredjust because one of your dreams shattered?......I HaveHave you ever stayed up all night, doing dopethinking it was the only way that you could cope?......I haveHave you ever just given up, not wanting to go onbecause all that you once loved was already gone?......I HaveHave you ever prayed to God, no

Today
Today will be a busy day.. what am I saying? Everyday is busy anymore. I am sorry I have not been on much. I will be leaving here around 1030 or so.. running to pay water bill, going to Dr for follow up, Going to get my vehicle a estimate on it..Yes..I got hit again. I don't know what it is about me..If I got a sign on my car saying hit me..or what. Also.. after that..got to do the fair booth...from 2 to 4. Then maybe later I can come home to relax some..before heading to work tomorrow..then watching the rough trucks tomorrow night. (Damn I will be tired). Anyways..this just to let ya all know what I will be doing next day and today.

A Life Of A Soldier
u stay up for 16 hours . we stay up for days on end . u take a warm showerto helpu wake up. we go weeks without running water u complain of a headache and call in sick. we get shot at, as others r hitand we keep moving forward u talk about ur buddies that arent with u . we nowe may never see any of ours again. u complain about how hotit is . we wear ourheavy gear, not daring to take off our helmetto wipe our forehead. u get mad at the waiterfor getting ur order wrong. we dont eat today. ur mad that ur class lasted an extra 5 minutes. we're told we will be held over an extra 6 months. u roll ur eyes when ur baby cries . we get a letterw/ a picture,and wonder if we'll ever meet our new borns. u pay the price for ur living arraingements. we volunteer to live in tents. we r not complaining. all we ask for is some respect and for u to extent ur hand. give us ur love. because we have volunteer to die for ur freedom. for we r soldiers for the rest of our lives, and we will protect

Fire Safety
Before I pass on a few fire safety tips let me start by saying that I am the Fire Prevention Officer at a 60mil doller facillity. I only mention this so that you can get an even bigger kick from the inferrences you will surely create. 1. Check your fire exstinguishers regularly..if a member of your household uses one and does not inform you..this could have tragic results when it is needed. 2. Ensure you have enough garden hose to reach any space in your house that may possibly need extinguishing. 3. Keep all drop ceiling tiles in good repair and in place..these are crucial fire safety items when there is a void between floors that contain highly flamable items such as insulation..plastic/flexy piping..ect. 4. Check/clean your dryer venting duct on a regular basis..ensure that there are no obstructions or excessive lint build-up..this is crucial in households where 40-50 loads of laundry are done a week. (No exageration) 5. Always use hard metal pipe for venting whenever possible

What A Rough Month
So being in the military takes its toll on someone but yea thats expected. But this month has just been pretty damn rough, on the 3rd my father past away and that was pretty hard on me, that was and unexpected thing, so i had to leave right away from colorado and fly out to ohio, i got there ok my aunt helped me get the things settledand dealt with, so that was the beginning of the month for me. then me and my wife seperated so now im back in colorado just bymyself, then i was back for only a weekend then had to fly out here to westpoint, ny were i will be at till mid august, have a weekend off there then go out the field for about 2weeks, man just no breaks, im jus hoping things start to slow down a bit, just some time to get away and relax

Okayy.
My name is Kendra. I'm bisexual and i really dont care what you think about it. Im agnostic so dont preach to me about god i really dont want to hear it. I have 3 older brothers mark, brandon, and will. They do get on my fubar so watch what you say. Im really sweet when it comes down to it. But dont piss me off.

Relationships
Somebody wrote this but I don't know who. I can relate to it in SO many ways!if i ever push you away, i don’t really mean to. when i tell you i don’t want to talk about it i do, i am just looking for the right words. give me a minute, and if i can tell you; i will. i try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time. at the moment, i am working on the ratio. when i get really quiet sometimes it is because i have too much to say i have thought of too many things to tell you all at once and i don’t know what to say first. i get immaturely jealous of anyone who gets to see you on a daily basis. i miss you real easily. but i also like it that we can be a p a r t and we are both okay. space is good, too. i love the way we love some of the same things. and i love how we love entirely different things. my head is a complicated pile of thoughts, and fears, and cravings, and dreams, and this tangled up nostalgia for the past and, somehow, t

Open For Your Business
Hey all you mooshers and monsters out there. Just a quick hello unto you all, and tell you that my so called "shoutbox" as they call it, or the litte thing called chat haha, is open for your interests. So lemmie know who, what, when , where, and anything in the middle you wanna know or talk about, and it can range from anywhere in singing in the rain, to being the only guy or girl out there who still try to get into chuckie cheese games, and mcdonalds play places. Hey who knows what kinda things people are doin out there. Hit me up day or night and I will try to get back to all my minions or mooshers. Later

Marriage..
MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life

Happy Birthday My Sir
To: my Sir, Birthdays are inevitable, as is the passing of time. Nearly four years have passed since W/we began spending time together. At first, it was by chance, when both of U/us were on line and not busy. Even then i felt drawn to You. It wasn't long before i started to squirm and wiggle my way out of other on line *clears throat* conversations when You showed Yourself on line, even if only to get a moment of Your time and attention. Weeks passed, some with little communication, some with a lot. It seemed, though, that W/we started to seek each other out more and more often. Just a couple short months into O/our friendship, i knew something special had begun. The word love had not yet occurred to me though it would have fit. You had become an important person in my life, showing me more respect than i could have shown myself at the time. O/our conversations ebbed an flowed easily, sometimes touching on the erotic, but usually just day to day stuff. You let me vent about m

Hot Or Not
So listen i just got told by some like guy that i was totally not hott. but then like his friend was like dude what the fuck look at her she is totally hott. Are you like blind or something. So i'm really hurt right now. Am i hott or am i not. rate me 1 to 11 please and thanks. i could really use the confadance boost.

Bregalad's Song
O Orofarnë, Lassemista, Carnimírië! O rowan fair, upon your hair how white the blossom lay! O rowan mine, I saw you shine upon a summer's day, Your rind so bright, your leaves so light, your voice so cool and soft: Upon your head how golden-red the crown you bore aloft! O rowan dead, upon your head your hair is dry and grey; Your crown is spilled, your voice is stilled for ever and a day. O Orofarnë, Lassemista, Carnimírië!

Coders
Trying to get your lounge looking good, or are you just having trouble getting things to work right. Just let one of our trusted coders know in a private message, and we are sure to help you out!! WE ARE THE FU-CODERS Please be patient with the coders, some of these members may already have a list of lounges that need help, but they will try to get to you in a timely manor. Just sent them a private message, if you think it is taking to long, than feel free to send another, but again be patient and wait a little. Click any one of these below to get help!

Humanity
The Elitist propaganda that influences the individual to look at someone or something in order to increase the perception of difference and persuade the individual and/or groups against another individual and/or group is social psychological manipulation. If citizens of the world were to look beyond government and religion at the true cause of the human condition and our current socioeconomically situational, would they become more aware and accept that religious, racial, geographic, and economic difference is a form of propaganda to manipulate the masses so the masses CAN"T organize and CHANGE their current individual and social situations? Is the simple truth the majority of world citizens are allowing themselves to be manipulated? Is the simple truth the majority of world citizens have been lead to believe that they have to rely on authority such as government, religion, and money/corporations/material luxury? Is the simple truth that the majority of world citize

Some Of The Vamp!
Hey, im Amanda.. 26yr old lesbian.. bi tendenicies lol... i love to party..dance.. anything outdoors.. im a country girl at heart.. bout to make a huge change and head for city life!.. wish me luck!... i have a HUGE desire and crave.. to know all i can about vampires... their ways blind my thoughts.. its tantalizing!.. i have about 13 tattoo's and 6-7 piercings.. yes yes i lose count.. but im a stoner sooo im aloud!... want to know more.. hit me up! FUBAR LUV!!!

Just 2 Read
THE GIFT OF FRIENDSHIPFriendship is one of God’s greatest gifts to us, to which no earthly wealth can compareThe ability to give and receive love between friends is one of the blessings we get to shareWe are told the giving of ourselves for the good of someone else is love put into actionPutting the interests of someone else ahead of ours is what brings real joy and satisfaction.Christian friendship goes far deeper then just the surface and transcends any earthly bondFriendship founded in Jesus will not end in this life but will continue into the life beyondJesus said we are to follow His example and be willing to lay down our lives for our friendsHe said there is no greater love between friends then to give and sacrifice without any ends.A friend is someone who will always seek to encourage you and speak grace into your earThey will never tear you down with words because they know that will fill you with fearKnowing you are accepted and loved by someone is one of the greatest joy

Show Some Love For Fubar
Fubar rocks out.. there are so many lounges and too many cool ass people that are funny... Love the site and once I started it I can not walk away. Met some awesome fucking people that are great.

Addicted
Addicted to Bush By PAUL KRUGMAN For a couple of years, it was the love that dared not speak his name. In 2008, Republican candidates hardly ever mentioned the president still sitting in the White House. After the election, the G.O.P. did its best to shout down all talk about how we got into the mess we’re in, insisting that we needed to look forward, not back. And many in the news media played along, acting as if it was somehow uncouth for Democrats even to mention the Bush era and its legacy. The truth, however, is that the only problem Republicans ever had with George W. Bush was his low approval rating. They always loved his policies and his governing style — and they want them back. In recent weeks, G.O.P. leaders have come out for a complete return to the Bush agenda, including tax breaks for the rich and financial deregulation. They’ve even resurrected the plan to cut future Social Security benefits. But they have a problem: how can they

Anything
Hey, ya'll this is Judith Gable. The reason I am sending you this message I NEED YOUR HELP. I just opened my own office. I am trying to just get my name out. What I would like to do is meet with you and show you what I do. Maybe you might be able to refer someone who might need my services. I only need about 30 minutes of your time. If you can HELP ME out that would be great. Please email me at her, so I can set up a time to meet with you. If I don’t hear from you I will E-mail you in a couple of days to see if we can get together. Let me take a moment to Thank You now for your HELP. I look forward to talking to you soon.

Test
HOW TO UNLINK FUBAR AND FACEBOOKSTEP 1OK THE FRIST THING YOU DO IS OPEN YOUR FACE BOOK THEN IN THE RIGHT CONER CLICK Account STEP 2OK NOW OK NOW YOU WANT TO CLICK ON Application Settings STEP 3NOW FOUND THE FUBAR ICON AND CLICK THE X THEN IN THE BOX CLICK REMOVE AND YOU ARE DONE

Ericlinks
if you wanne have a music player i made one for fun its just a icone width radio stasions in it you can click forward for a new radio stasion it will open in windows media player here is the code sample Music player if you have a nice radio stasion thats not in yet mail me and i will put it in

Songs
Another song of mine.. I thought this one was especially good, so i decided to post it and see what you guys thought. Put on this Earth just to fuck me Burn in Hell and Rot for eternity Everything you say is to spite me Behind my eyes I see you die painfully I feel no emotion when I see this in motion I'm thinking 'bout slipping you some Jesus-juice potion Chorus: Don't try to run, it'll be all right In my machete dream tonight You've made it wrong, bitch, i'll make it right In my machete dream tonight Don't ask no questions, Don't tell me lies I don't want to hear your sobs and cries It's a bumpy ride, you'd better hold on tight In my machete dream tonight Never know what you've done to me The horror I endured subsequesntly Your actions will never surprise me The pain that you've inflicted mentally Don't get the notion of simple facial erosion I'm gonna give you a full-on nuclear explosion Chorus: Don't try to run, it'll be all right In my machete dream tonigh

This Woman
This woman takes on the world Picks me up when I'm down and keeps it together somehow This woman melts with my touch And doesn't want to feel what I've felt. This woman wants a safe place to live The strength of my hands To know I know that this woman needs somewhere to cry Solely by my side. And I know that this woman needs to be reassured That my heart is her home and my love is what can will her to stay I need this woman to see me in every light And hear that she'll love me always.

Feelings
Hello, can u see me? im right here, look at me plz no i mean really look at me can u see me hurtin? can u see me smilin? look me in the eyes, they say eyes is the way to someones soul look into my soul what do u see? im tryin to smile when all i wanna do is cry, can u see that? ur supose to know when my smile is fake or true god i cant breath, i really cant breath dont know wuts goin on my mind is gone i need u to see me look at me plz into my soul why cant u see me? am i that good actor? it dosent matter if i am u should see me look at me plz

About Me
First let me explain what this blog is for alright ; There's a few people out there who claim they know me but in reality only a handful of people truly do know me ; in fact they are my blood family or very close friends . Whom I have known for countless of years because I'm a very private person and it's hard for me to let just anyone get to really know me . I'm pretty sure alot of you understand what i mean by that........... I'll write more when i get a chance to

Trouble
why do some men just lead you on??..then you don't hear anything back from them after awhile? Is it because they are scared to commit?? Or just plain scared of the unknown? If that's the case.. he's NOT my type anyways..and time to move on!!! :)

First Blog On Another Site
Well, let's see here, maybe I should make a pact, or a promise, anthing that really kills the time. I guess I can list off my goals and endeavours for random people I may or may not know... like it matters though right, after all these are personal, spiritual, and meaningful goals; made for all of us or some of us... Here goes nothing... 1- World peace, no not the stupid bull shit that means we all hug and get along, but anything but demonizing muslims, and communists. More of a peace that comes from the wise and simple phrase "Live and let live". How is this achievable, instilling these values into our children. "Who cares what the Jones are doing, as long as he isn't fucking the goat on my property I'm cool with it." Nothing too bizare or stupid, nothing like unachievable expectations, but simply agreeing to disagree and leaving the person alone. Differences exist and should exist there is nothing wrong with no liking some as long as you don't infringe on it's existence and d

Imprint
One day I will move on,Someday all your empty words will be gone.Memories of you will hold no significance,I just wish that it could be now,why must I endure such longing,Such hope that you will find your way back in,You were such a small part of my lifeand yet one of the greatest.The pain from your absence should be long gone,Your kiss still lingers on my lips,The warmth from your embrace I always miss,your smile set me on fire and made me feel at ease...

Blinding Amber
Amber ring,encompassed my pupil,hopelessly blinded;hypnotized to gazeat the scorching sun.My subconscious mind,detached me from the physical world,where my insatiable quest for loveknows no boundaries;crossing borders, sea of poison.In search of a distant memory,where our dreams once stood.Reclaiming the passionthrough small gulps of air.Overturning pale yellow grass,with daisies and wild roses.Multi-colored rainbowmay once again appearover this luscious meadow.Drought will be filledwith pristine green ocean,where luminous coral reefwill bloom from underneath.Empty spaces painted with vivid life;stroking euphoria in each darken spot,where beauty is definedyet visible only to the blind.Waves of ecstasy,keep me awake in this hallucination.Altering my mind to sleep(not now, not never)But when the sun sets,my soul transcends me back to reality,where my eyes are wrapped in fire;screaming to be extinguished....Knowing that it's worth the pain,just to think of you. Just for you!

Linger.
In an attempt to eraseaching recollectionsfailed, for you still...lingerThat arousing aromaonce tousled my lockswith it's devilish hooks.Now remains as a stenchdug deep within my skinspewing rancid memories.Teasing of has been'sand forget me not's,all you do is...lingerThose enticing eyesonce girdled a fairytalewith no ending in scene.Now stitched in tormentcarved by a lover's allure.Reminiscence of yesterday...yet you linger.Perhaps your presenceshadows my every movefor I wish to cling to faitha moment longer, in hopesit does not betray my trust.I catch sight of those eyesin the distanceas they lockwith mine.And your haunting scentinvades my essencefor I am not ready,to releaseLinger...and we'll intertwinein my dreams.

Essence Of Bliss
Beyond the surface of a lost dream lies a heroWith mocha eyes that carry a tale twice ignoredFragile, yet scripted with tints of devout strengthAn aroma drizzled with innocence but held a secretWearing her hopes as a cloak to disguise...maybe hideJust to keep that smile plastered on full lipsLured by a kiss into a lap of deceitTrust...is that even possible?[let me sing a song full of fantasy,Will you listen? Or at least pretend?Who am I to say how you receive meThat last step into love looks higher nowAnd the hand to guide me throughIs tainted with fear.]She would always hear life is a journeyLooking at it through naive eyesShe saw life as good, pure, full of loveNow the bitter taste of turbulence stingsUnable to free a soul from years of painNot the type of pain erased by new loveNo, the kind that's made a homeIn the crevice of a heart scared to openTake the time to look into those mocha eyes once againYou might see dreams, maybe a hint of hopeBut do you see the suffering? The darknes

The Best
I wounder if people know how easy it is to Love and how much Energy it takes to hate? Love never comes so easy. I believe most couples are not in love at all. Love is respect and compramise as well as sacrafice. I was told this by my Nana Christine Guiliano. "You have to find somebody that loves you more then you love them." I really was taken by that statement. I have always given myself more to my partner than they for me. Love is like a flame it burns fierce and wild at first. Over Time it becomes coals hot and stronger. Love is all about respect as well. For guys we just want to be respected by our partner and loved. Woman desperately just want to be loved rather than respected. If she feels loved than she will feel respected as well. Guys want to always offer solutions to problems woman want to tell and know that someone will listen. Love and Respect its as easy and as comlicated as that! Hate is so much easier than love. It takes more energy to hate someone than it does

Non-html Codes
Welcome to FUBAR Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around! Erotic Desires, Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!! Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73829 2 HEY!! WELCOME TO FUBAR! Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around! Erotic Desires, Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!! Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73829 3 HELLO Welcome to FUBAR Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around! Erotic Desires, Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!! Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73829 4 HELLO Welcome to FUBAR Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around!

Fake Ass Bitch Finding Tool
http://www.tineye.com/ I've been using this for about year. Search any image and you can see other locations of that image on the net. It's free without spyware or any crap like that. It's very useful to weed people out and verify info. Happy hunting!

When It Crosses The Line...
When it crosses the line from being upset and feeling a certain way about things to harassment, slander, liable, and defamation of character, then enough is enough. We can appreciate the feelings that people have and why they may feel that way, but what people don’t seem to understand is that you may not attack, smear, or launch campaigns against people in order to make yourself feel better, especially if what your doing is for yourself and not for those whom you proclaim to be advocating for. Those of you who know us know that just over two years ago, we inherited a few new members to our family. We were asked to take in 3 children; first and foremost so that the situation that was playing itself out did not result in the children going into the system. It is well documented that we were asked to take these children in. Once again due to the situation that was playing itself out, once the children arrived and events transpired, it was apparent that these children would be her

Please Read
Okay, Normally I do not write blogs to complain or anything BUT...... Some ppl on here seem to think that I should spend every waking moment I have on Fubar and complain that I spend to much time with my son. Let me tell you a little secret you azzwhipes, MY SON COMES FIRST! Yeah fubar is fun and all to talk to people and what not BUT, I do not and will NOT let it run my life. I will not let you run my life either. I am a damn proud mommy and will always put my PRIORITIES first. If you do not like that then you can just Kiss My Azz!

How Do You Fu??
Everyone knows that using IE to FU is pretty ineffiecient. Firefox, Safari and others are much better. However, I have found that Google Chrome is the best browser in which to FU. It works for the PC, MAC and Linux. You can download it here: DOWNLOAD GOOGLE CHROME Happy FU-ing!

Words Sent To My Sb
Tell me the darkness will lift from our eyes. That the numbness will soon be a memory. Taunt me with the radiance of you smile and laughter. Sever the clouds to show me your silver lining. Strike me with the bolts of your lust and passion. Show me the pain of being mortal and sinnful of caring...

Pain!!!
WHY DID I JUST THROW AWAY 3 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP, BECAUSE I AM A JERK!!! WHY DO PEOPLE DO THE STUPID THINGS THEY DO WHEN THEY KNOW IT WILL CAUSE THEM PAIN IN THE FUTURE THIS SHOULD ACTUALLY BE IN GREEN BECAUE I LOST THE CLOSEST FRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD BECAUSE OF MY OWN JEALOUSY. I KNOW I WILL NEVER GET THIS WONDERFUL PERSON BACK IN MY LIFE AND WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO ERASE THE PAST 72 HOURS, i CAN ONLY HOPE THAT WHEN I AM JUDGED I AM GRANTED MERCY FOR THE AWFUL THINGS I SAID AND DID. I PROBABLEY WON'T BE ON HERE FOR VERY MUCH LONGER AND DESERVE ALL THE PAIN I AM FEELING NOW. LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES AND THE MISTAKES OF OTHERS

Fu Bar
ok Ladies and gentlemen......... After being blocked just for trying to get points to level with while playing the silly liked game I have decided to take a break from the fu side and just play mafia I do not care any more if I level or not so the people in my family will be rated and a few friends that have stuck by my side for all these years will be re rated and have drinks sent to them. If the bs in mafia keeps getting worse I will stay away from it as well. I come here for relaxation no drama no lies no bs So for all you block happy block heads hope you all eat dirt. All the sefish people same thing. Happy point searching for all the others and happy hunting to all the fu mafia plyers. Anna

Fu-family
Let me start by saying I will not be running famps any time soon so if I am in your family only as a trade you can remove me and I won't be hurt at all. I'll explain reasons why. Family to me has always been people I care about, people who have helped me, and people I want to help. With only 50 spaces I have had to juggle and move between top friends and family so I can find people easily. When I ran my 1st 2 famps I found people benefiting from me that had pulled me from their family during their famps. This last run a girl complained to my hubby that I was in her family but she wasn't in mine even though she had never run a famp. I realize I am in more families then I have space to return.I found myself having to pull people to make room. While I have greatly appreciated the people who have included me and have made new friends, it has taken away from what I care most about. I have gotten caught up in the rank game which really doesn't mean anything in the long run. What I like

Everything Else
ever wanted to scream because you wanted something so much even if it was something so simple as a few words. knowing time was the reason you havnt heard any of them. but still not understanding why u havnt heard something. Nothing sucks more then caring about someone and knowing they care about you but not hearing any variation. damn men are so dificult. the smallest comment can mean the world. makes me want to scream but i refuse to give up on something i want so very much.

My Pre Fight Playlist
1. Through Struggle- As I Lay Dying 2. Unholy Confessions- Avenged Sevenfold 3. Indestrucible- Disturbed 4. White Knuckles- Five Finger Death Punch 5. I Will Be Heard- Hatebreed 6. Raise Hell- (Hed) PE 7. Set to Fail- Lamb of God 8. Eat You Alive- Limp Bizkit 9. Determined- Mudvayne 10. Sun Dosen't Rise- Mushroomhead 11. Miracle- Nonpoint 12. New Noise- Refused 13. Her Comes The Pain- Slayer 14. Before I Forget- Slipknot 15. Step Up- Drowning Pool 16 Indiffernt to Suffering- Chimaria

What I'm Looking For In A Relationship
What your getting ready to read I wrote a while back and f that on trying to type that over and over again lol...so I copy and pasted it like any smart man would do!!!>>>!!! I am definitely a person who takes personal gratification in placing others needs before my own and people/relationships are very important to me. I believe that true love means caring about the needs of others and wanting what's best for them. Don't get me wrong though, like my G-ma has been telling for yrs...(which whom is the heart and soul of me) "While you may be speaking from the heart... do it with your future in mind". Helping people can sometimes hurt you :( I wish people came with instruction manuals saying "This is how I really am after 6 months... and if you were smart you wouldn't even try to get into my pants much less want a future with me" lol I like to be funny and make people laugh but when it comes time to be serious... yeah, they call that "life"! I believe in learning

Random
I have been thinking about the most painful stuff that some people have to live with and come to realize the "mentally and emotionally" unstable people are where they are for a reason they trust friends to always help them out when times get rough but sometimes we take that for granted it's something stupid that we all do.. well what happens when those friends turn there back on you and everything falls apart this a stupid fuckin blog . I know im not the nicest or coolest person to talk to or be around especially on my bad days and the more and more i i think about it the more and more i realize that i treat people like shit because i'm unhappy or depressed well maybe it's time for me to step up and try to make a change for the better and maybe by doing this i wont hurt the ones i care about and that care about me the most. We often take things in our lives for granted and maybe we should give our head a shake well all in all i guess this is just me giving my head a shake

Illegal Immigration
Recently large demonstrations have taken place Across the country protesting the fact that Arizona Is addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that The US might protect its own Borders, might make it harder To sneak into this country and, Once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand The thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover Me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, 'No! I like it here. It's better than my house. I've made all The beds and washed the Dishes and did the laundry And swept the floors. I've Done all the things you don't Like to do. I'm hard-working And honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your house You are required to feed me

My Baby
The day i ment my baby i knew there was something special about him i just couldnt figure out exactly what. The more we talked the more my feelings grew for him.It didnt take long for me to know he was the one i wanted to be with for the rest of my life. When i finally got the chance to show him just how much i really do love him and how much i wanna be with him till the day i die. Tje day i told him that he could move in with me i was prayong he would say yes so i knew i would have my baby for the rest of my life.He said to give him some time to figure out what he ahd to do and i got the message that my baby was gonna move in with me and my heart skipped beats when i found that out. I had to wait for the day of him coming up to be with me and it seemed like it was never gonna happen. When he texted me saying that he was coming up that day i was so excited i didnt know what to do with myself. I waited and waited for him to be here so i could finally kiss him and hug him. Then i went ou

Cowboys From Hell Paso
Ok freaks! Ck. Thease cats out . They are truly The real deal. The are a Pantera Tribute band hailed from El Paso. Cowboys From Hell Paso. If you dig pantera and Dime Bag as much as the rest of us they will truly will blow your mind and for be written in stone. Just search there name and you will find them. I cant speak highly enough of them. For you that are fortune enough to live in El Paso get out and support them,www.myspace.com/cowboysfromhellpaso Copy and paste there link.REmber this: We are making HISTORY\,,/\,,/

Makes You Think
First let me say i am not posting this because i want you to feel sorry for me...or her. She is in remission and this ordeal will only make her a stroger person in the future. If she can overcome this......nothing will stop her. I guess i am posting this because FUBAR seems to have alot of drama lately......people have forgotten what is really important in life. So seriously....quit feeling sorry for yourselves that you dont have that bling or this bling.....that that person bought this for someone and not you................ This slideshow design generated with Smilebox

Haven
... is it filled with rainbows and flowers or is it just a meeting place for lost loved ones? to me it is a place yet to be seen but hey i can wait a nother 50 yrs because i have many loved ones here yet i want to spend eternity with.... to all we make life what we can and soon this earth will be filled with rainbows and flowers for me......

I'm In The Mood For A Melody..
After only making an outline for last years WT I've decided to type up a quick blog mostly for my personal records because I do not think anybody reads these things anymore. Ended up leaving here early and getting there at about 11:30am which was the earliest I think we've ever made it there. Instead of having the bands and everyone on the concrete as in years past it was on grass which was better for the heat, but not better for my shoes, stepped in gum somewhere along the way, but that could have happened on concrete too. There was a nice hill to sit on and could see and hear the main stage while taking a break from walking around in the large crowd of people. After finding where all of the different stages were we looked at the big board for when the bands play. Three of the 10 bands that I wanted to see played at the same time roughly 1:30. I ended up seeing the last 4 songs of The Cab and the last 4 songs of Pierce The Veil so I'm not quite sure what I missed from them, but

Simply Facts
To Those Who Alter, Use, & Claim/Tag MY Copyrighted Pix as Your own... First of all Get an effin Life and Take Your OWN pix to toy with!!! The person(s) in the photos have every right to display them, but not to alter them. I honestly don't mind so much with Certain random photos, but there are certain sets in particular that were set and posed specifically for use in projects I concieved, designed and created. I've seen these photos altered, tagged, and displayed by SOMEBODY else trying to take credit for My work. Read it and weep - Stop altering My Work WITHOUT MY PERMISSION YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, AND YOU DO NOT HAVE MY PERMISSION and Won't - EVER. I find it to be Very disrespectful to take my work and alter parts of it and then stick YOUR tag on it claiming it to be your own. I'm a Professional Photographer/Digital Imager, And the copyrights to the pix I Took are OWNED by Me - NOT the person(s) In the photos. I put a lot of work into some of the Photography and Graphics I've don

With Me......or Against Me
This blog has been past due for some time now but I feel now is the perfect opportunity to enlighten ppl in understanding WHO I am,WHAT I believe and stand for and why I no longer will allow myself to not be true to me. WITH ME......Or against me In the past 3 months I've used this saying more and more frequently and I'm sure I will continue to keep on saying it. The past 3 months have been an eye opening,life learning expirience for sure in many aspects of my life. So here are the things that are important to ME.....so that if you take the time to read this blog,you can understand me better,understand my actions whether we are friends or no longer friends,this blog will answer many a great things about me,my beliefs and convictions,what i stand for in life and what I will not tolerate. HOPEFULLY by reading this you will be able to answer ANY questions you may have as to why certain things happened,are happening or could POSSIBLY happen in the fu

The Reason Why Decent People Cannot Have A Good Time Here.
I have a friend on here, and several other friends of mine have noted this, that they are continually being hit on by men and women who want them (my friend(s)) to exchange NSFW pictures, or webcam with them naked. My friend(s) say "No", but that doesn't seem good enough. I have advised them to inform the webmasters and real life managers of this site, of the offenders. Hopefully, they will eradicate these violators. In many states, webcam'ng in the nude is a felony cybercrime, and you can (men and women both) be arrested, should the offended party take it to that level. Extremely embarrasing to be put on the "Sex Offender" list of you local, state, and Federal law enforcement agencies. Plus, most sex offenders are on this site and many more like it. To you, who are on that list already, you can be arrested and your suspended sentence will become active and you will go to prison. You will serve your remaining time, and the time for this conviction. So, my advice: when a woman, or man

Talent Investment Plans& Collaborations
scout , sponsor since 1997. attempted show / contest in 2009. learned to improvise poems, jokes, jokestories, songs, short stories in 2009 - 2010. Long short story is suspense thriller fast & furiously vocalized which takes 35 minutes. Longest jokestory about 30 pages. Longest career assistance research effort 8 years. late 2009 - 2010 humming bass voice vocals sounding like bass trombone jazz in accompaniment to any tune in any musical genre, done improvisationally.

Born Under A Bad Sign
Born under a Bad Sign We are all products of our upbringing and environment - Duh. We are taught which political party to belong to, what our religious beliefs are, that minorities are dangerous, that whitey is the devil and all matter of whatnot by our families. Then we are placed into schools primarily made up of like-minded people and these ideas are fortified. We are not really required to make decisions regarding these matters along the way. If we are fortunate (arguable), we find our ways into colleges where other people teach us that we are in fact not Republicans but Progressives and that God is a great lie invented by weak minded people to lull them thru a life of mediocrity. They convince us that we evolved from primordial goo and that monkeys are our former selves. I often wonder why the current monkeys didn't evolve... but, I digress. It is not unless we are very fortunate that we get the chance to explore our planet. This opportunity enables us to call into question our pr

Every Now And Then
What if all the love inside meIsn’t enough to make it?What if I choose to believe? But everything around me is Is an illusion?What if everything I want it?Just a creation of my dreams…And every now and thenI try to pretend all this is realAnd every now and thenI find myself crying again And every now and thenI am still in love with youWhat if I can’t make a sound?But I want to screamWhat if my soul is burning?But find myself afraid to seeSo afraid to see…What if I had belong somewhere?But I got pushed away….And every now and thenI feel a little bit of lonelinessAnd every now and thenI find myself bleeding againAnd every now and thenI am still in love with youWhat if you became apart of me?And I can’t separate myselfWhat if I know what's worth fighting for?But I don’t know whom to trust…Will I ever know?What if it’s right before my eyes?But to busy waiting for the second chance?And every now and thenI would open my heartAnd every

The One You Forgot
A simple word can break my soulRip me in half, no longer whole.I'm shaking at the very thoughtOf being the one you forgot.You're everything in life to meThe reason why I want to breatheI smile just when I think of youAnd all those things you say and do.Yet, if you don't feel the sameNo one can we really blame.It's just the way life sometimes goesYou can't escape all of its blows.But I wish this once to be freeOf the hope we'd never be.That's something I don't want to face.Don't want to feel so out of place.I've planned everything around usNow it may not be enough.Threads are barely holding onAnd your words can break their bond.Or you can make them tighter stillRenew my strength and my will.Keep me believing love is realIf you return the way I feelPlease don't hurt me, but if you doMake it gentle. Help me through.I love you and fear that timeWill cost me my peace of mind.I pray I didn't wait too longTo let you know my love is strong.And without you it's merely wasteOnce so sweet, now bi

My Life!
When you are with someone you love and they say they love you too what are you suppose to do when it gets turned upside down? I love my guy he is great but a few weeks ago he told me he wasn't attracted to me physically and desired to sleep with someone skinnier and at first I didn't know what to do so I agreed with certain rules set down and he swears that I will not loose him to some one else. I have said yes so that I wont loose him because the only alternative I had was to leave him and I execpt the fact that I may not be able to please him in every way. And yes it does hurt but i tough threw him sitting on the computer looking for friends and maybe friends with benefits. I have the right to do the same but do not feel the need to so I just look for someone to talk to about everything thats going on.

Life...
I have climbed so many mountains to do nothing but to fall back down. I'm tired of putting feelings into something to watch them fall down the mountain that I have climbed. I know I'm young and have plenty of things to experience but the way that I see is that I'm mature in ways that some girls my age are not. I'm tired of feelin a certain way and know that I'm the only that can change things. I have told myself that God cannot and will not bless me until I start to do right... I must admit that so far I'm on a pretty good start, deleting certain phone numbers and just praying that God lets "us" one day be together... Climbing mountains by myself is tyring after a while things seem like they would be better if I had somebody by my side encouraging me as I'm encouraging them. No matter we're both in it till the end. I want to be with someone that isn't going to get to the top of the mountain then give up... Heck we still have to go down. There are plenty of other challenges we

Tangled Up In Me
You wanted to know more,More about me?Then watch the world spin around,To get a clue about what you see.Hey, you wanted to understand,Why I push you around,Why I push you away?Take a closer lookAt what’s right in front of you today.What makes you thinkWhat you see is what you get?You think you know meBut in reality you haven’t realized it yet.Everyday you search for her,The damsel in distress,The perfect girl you’ll one day meet;But what you don’t seem to recognize,Is I’m the girl sweeping you off your feet.You wanted to know more,More about how I dream?Well, I’ll have to admit thenThat’s not as complicated as it seems.All I ever wanted was that sunset escapade,Fireworks and shooting stars,In a secret moonlit rendezvous That’s going to end upBetween me and you.Hey you wanted to find love?Open your eyes then and see-All you need to do to find itIs get tangled up in me.

"i Am Your Peace"
I long to give you rest for your soul and peace in your heart. i know sometimes it looks like life has no peace to offer~~just one big problem after another. its true that the world is filled with hatred,envy,and every sort of evil,so please dont be looking for peace in people or attempting to position yourself where there are no problems.The kind of peace the world tries to offer is built on false hope and man-made idols that will eventually crumble. The peace i give you will transend any trial or tribulation that comes against you because its supernatural. So position yourself completely in my care,and let go of all those things you cannot control. Then you will find true peace. In the middle of chaos and confusion,I will always be your safe place~~a place of peace. Im asking you my child, to share with others the peace i give freely to you. Love, Your King and Your Perfect Peace...

There Was This Woman
there is this woman i once knew who had four kids...three beautiful daughters and one handsome sonshe had a boyfriend who she loved more then her kids...sad to day but trueone day something had happened and her kids where taken away from her and went to the foster care systemthe question is...did she care...i think noteverytime she went to go see her kids she would tell them that she was trying...and one day she would bring them back homedays turned into weeks..weeks turned into months...and months turned into yearseventually all her kids became adults and left the systemall her kids did go back to her just to realize that she had not chamged...she was still with the man that hurt them and was still making poor choicesthey all eventualy got kicked out or moved out because they couldn't put up with her bullshitone always kept on going back...but nothing ever changed...she just kept on getting hurt and and leaving orgetting kicked outnow two of her kids are parents...one is about to be a

Why Me
know that its been a while since i have wrote on here but i am need to get some feelings out, its been a year since me and my ex broke up i think about him all the time i know that he is happy and thats a good thing, i just wish that i could be happy my kids are still in his life and they will always will be. i love his mom and dad and his grandparents and his sister. its just really hard letting go because we were together for 5 years. he wont talk to me or anything he told me that we will alwys be friends but i do not see that happend at all i just wish the best for him. he was my best friend and in my heart he will always will be,

Can This Be Real!?!
Just over a year ago my life was shattered when I became seperated from my now ex wife after she made it clear that she is no longer inlove and is a homosexual. Trying to get my life back in order I had met several women over the year but nothing had panned out. This June (2010) I met a wonderful woman here on Fubar but she lived in Florida. We had such a connection from our first conversation. Our likes and dislike, our outlook for life and the many things that we have in common. But alas again she lived in Florida and I never thought anything would become of our conversations and flirtations. Having PC issues I was unable to use FU for nearly a month and lost contact with her. On July 14th 2010 my daughter had surgery and I had to stay at the hospital overnight with her so I took my now repaired laptop with me to kill time. Out of the blue I got a IM in my shoutbox and it was her. We tallked for hours and she surprised me with saying she was moving to Pennsylvania and maybe

Newbie Here :)
I have some questions that i would love some answers to. !. What does it mean to be cherry bombed? 2. What determins how many points you get for being bombed? 3. How do you pay someone in fubucks? 4. What gets you more points, rating someone with the boomerrang or auto 11's?

The Obama Elite Vs. The American People
This Tuesday voters in Missouri, by a 40-point margin, approved a ballot measure rejecting the individual mandate at the core of President Barack Obama's health care law. Asked what the vote meant to the White House, press secretary Robert Gibbs said: "Nothing." Yesterday in San Francisco, federal judge Vaughn Walker gave the exact same weight to a California ballot measure that affirmed marriage as an institution between one man and one woman. Specifically Judge Walker overturned the California Marriage Protection Act after concluding, as a matter of fact, that the majority of Californians who voted to protect marriage were bigots who had no rational basis to define marriage on their own terms. Here are just some of the "facts" Judge Walker found: Religious beliefs that gay and lesbian relationships are sinful or inferior to heterosexual relationships harm gays and lesbians. The campaign to pass Proposition 8 relied on stereotypes to show that same-sex relationships are inferior t

Dropping My Sanity Basket
As some of you may have (or may not have) noticed I have been MIA for a week. There is a really, REALLY good reason for this. I was officially admitted to Patrick B. Harris Mental Hospital for major depression, suicidal thoughts, a suicide plan, anxiety and hallucinations. I was released today at 1pm. I missed all of you and some more so then others ;) Please be gentle with me, I'm bruised currently and slightly fragile.

Why Do I Smoke?
I sometimes ask myself: "Why do you smoke?" But do I need a reason? Well, everything has a cause, but not everything has a reason. As a matter of fact, almost nothing has reason, or good reason, for that matter. But I'm digressing. I smoke, and I see everything in a different perspective. I almost have a Jeckyll Hyde reaction. When I am clear headed, I hate the world and everyone in it. Rotting in their filth and petty lives. Black and white, there is only good and evil. I hate myself for thinking that I am somehow not like the world. I am just like it. I can only think about my petty needs and desires. You see, this is the crap that goes through my head. But when I smoke... I am everything. The world is everything. People are good. I am now a people person. The world is quiet. Frozen in beauty and splendor. Grey and colorful at the same time. I can conceive physics and metaphysics. I can understand infinity plus one. With the right

10 Things To Do On Fubar To Get Points (2 Extra Hints)
10 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money! Polish Bling: This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 Refer some REAL friends and earn some points. http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php Go to the game room and blow off some steam.http://www.fubar.com/gameroom/selfaware/index.php?appid=5 We also have the arcade. http://www.fubar.com/gamehome.php Hang out in the multiple of lounges. http://www.f

I Will Not Bow
What is IWNB? It stands for I WILL NOT BOW. I want a crew of people that are close knit and have the personality to never back down from anyone. People that will stand up for their members and will stand up for themselves. I want every member to work to help each of the other members level. I mean lets face it fubar as a whole sucks badly. Everyone for the most part is out for only themselves. I want to have people that are not out to just help themselves. I want to see everyone level thats in our group but i want the main theme to be that we leveled because the other members of our crew helped us to get there. This is my corner of fubar. I want to make this corner the best that it can be for us. so those of you that are tired of being stepped on, ignored, blown off cause you are not running famps, boomerangs, autos, or bombs, come seek entry. There is an entry process. Before a member is granted entry into IWNB, you need to have a salute, just to petition for entry, a

10 Free Things You Can Do To Get Points On Fubar
10 Things you can do for FREE on fubar that will raise your level! (Two bonus tips) http://fubar.com/blog/333299/1125148 10 cool things to do on fubar that don’t cost any money! Polish Bling: This is a huge opportunity for anyone looking to earn points. Go to that user’s page and click on http://fubar.com/mybling.php?u=22 Get on fullette and video chat. I was jamming guitar on it and there are people making points. http://fubar.com/videochat/ Rate your friends: even if you are not VIP you are still earning points. Go after some of the achievements. http://fubar.com/achievements.php?u=22 Refer some REAL friends and earn some points. http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=22 Write up a blog on some of the tips you have found on the site to be useful. http://www.fubar.com/myblogs.php Check out the MuMMs and see if you can handle the heat. http://www.fubar.com/mymums.php Go to the game room and blow off some steam. http://www.fubar.com/gameroom/sel

The Final Goodbye
This is the end of the road. Reflecting back on 3 years of Fubar, I find myself smiling at the close friends I have made, cherishing the times where I could be a listener and help people through their troubles (which I'm actually pretty good at, for those of you who didn't know), and knowing the thrill of anticipation at a few of yo uwho were seriously an integral part of my life. I am also nearly dumbstruck at the level of pettiness, misunderstanding, jealousy, and outright rudeness I have seen here. I guess this is really a microcosm of society, which is what I have always seen Fubar as...a social experiment. If this were a Master's thesis, I would be curious what the author's conclusions would be. Anyway, there comes a time in everyone's life where he has to re-examine his life and priorities, and make necessary adjustments. This is that time for me. Fubar no longer holds any draw or desire for me, and while some may think it rude or shocking that I just end it like this, my

I Need Your Ideas Please
I want to host a contest for men to enter about their legs. I love a mans legs! But I am a single mother of 2 so I can NOT offer stuff like bling packs or an auto or that kind of stuff as a reward. So I need some help. I would like to know from YOU what you would like from ME as a reward. Dont be shy. I want honesty. Once I figure out from you what you want as a reward then I will figure out when I will place the contest & how long it will run & all that good stuff. Remember HONESTY Thank you

Acai Complete 6
This supplement helps you to promote rapid weight loss, boost metabolism, increase calories burned and suppress appetite. You can see results in as few as ten days! But Acai Complete 6 is more than a supplement with six vital ingredients to help you achieve these results. In combination with the Diet Success Kit, you will have all the tools you need to build your stamina, lose weight AND get ripped. What more can a guy ask for? (Don't say it! Don't even think it! The ladies come next.) acai complete 6

The Truth
TO GET SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD,YOU HAVE TO DO SOMETHING YOU NEVER DID.. WHEN GOD TAKES SOMETHING FROM YOUR GRASP,HES NOT PUNISHING YOU,BUT MERELYOPENING YOUR HANDS TO RECIEVE SOMETHING BETTER.. THE WILL OF GOD WILL NEVER TAKE YOU WHERE THE GRACE OF GOD WILL NOT PROTECT YOU...

Things To Think About
MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life

Standing Alone
Another day another thing gone wrong. Yet i still find myself in the same situations over and over again. I tend to always hit that friend status but nothing more for the people i fall for. yay. I sit here with a fake smile on my face pretending to be ok as i listen to you go on and on about this girl or that one. Yet i cant help wonder when will it be my turn if ever. I find myself slowly drifting from you in the darkness of my mind. no light to guide me back to you. Am i not pretty enough for you or do I not have the right personality for you. I rack my mind trying to figure out what it is that isnt good enough for you and yet i still have nothing. frustrated an jaded is all that I am. Slowly falling with no one to catch me. All is lost and all is gone

Wannabe's Or Real
Which are you..a wannabe or Real friend For most of the people on my friends list i would assume are wannabe friends that only stick around on the off chance that a cherry bomb is activated...For the remaining friends i have that actually talk to me and or rate me i appreciate it... IF YOU ARE A WANNABE FRIEND AND ONLY SAY SOMETHING WHEN THERE IS SOMETHING TO BE GAINED THEN GET THE FUCK OFF MY FRIENDS LIST.....I AM NOT INTERESTED IN HELPING THOSE THAT WILL NOT HELP ME BACK......I HAVE CHERRY BOMBED AND BLING AS MUCH AS I CAN AND BARELY RECEIVED ANYTHING BACK IN RETURN.... TO THOSE THAT HAVE RETURNED THE FAVOR I THANK YOU... NOW FOR THOSE THAT HAVE NOT BOTHERED TO NOTICE I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET TO LVL 28 FOR ALMOST 1 YEAR NOW AND STILL WORKING ON IT....SO GET YOUR ASSES TO MY PAGE BLING ME RATE ME SOMETHING TO LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE EVEN THERE OR EVEN CARE ENOUGH TO HELP OUT....LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES FOR YOU ...

Women -vs- Girls Current Mood: Chillin Category: Life
Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controling. Girls checc you for not calling them. Grown women are too 6usy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to 6e alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the 6ad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you WANT to come home. Girls leave their schedules wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry a6out not 6eing pretty, the right size and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are more than good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (I.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' 6it of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends. Girls think a guy crying

Just My Scribbles...bout..."promises"...
Always dream..."Promises" or no...Always dream...promises or no...as one will eventually...at one moment or another...at sometime during our journey here...learn...that a "promise"...is made just of words...and words...are just sounds...and sounds dissipate...and any simple fool or intensely evil mind...can and will...utter "sounds"...Animals make sounds...animals kill to survive...but...animals have no options... Never trust sounds...nor your ears...not even your eyes...for to blink might be a folly... Only...the "gut" can feel the truth or the deception...leaving one's own "self" to be "the" one and only "promise"... The final and pure "truth"...so there..."Be True To Yourself"..."To Thine Own Self Be True"...such old words...so long ago said...by who...I do not know...but...still they ring...and louder yet...as each moment in time flicks past us... Belle...a.k.a....HellzBelle...Friday, 08/062010

Communion Of The Slave
There is the reverence the spirit walk when my acts crawl up your spine and electrifies your mind when the clash of flesh against flesh becomes the unknown in the darkness of night you seek across this sprawling mecca You sprawled across my rack contemplate the human condition through pain I bring you truth through pain I bring you the freedom the world cannot take from you through my dominance I show you freedom from the ties that bind in other realms your tears salt of the Earth still we seek the intermission from the mad circus only to find it in center ring with your master holding the whip the keys to the kingdom Laid out before you

Reflexx
My brother and I decided to go out last night to a local bar just for the hell of it. Usually the place is pretty packed, and I was in the need of male to female interaction. We get to the bar...and its dead. There are only a handful of people in the bar...at 11:00 at night?! I was kind of disturbed, but we knew the bartender, so we stayed. The only people in the bar were a bunch of hillbilly white trash rednecks and the waitstaff. Our drink server just happened to be a well past her prime grandmother who still thought she was in her 20's and for some ungodly reason, thought she looked good in stonewashed short shorts. She was hitting on ME. Fuck my life. Why couldnt we get the cute, albeit socially awkward server with the nice ass? Nope, we get grandma who wants to touch me. So my brother is teasing me about grandmas sexual innuendos and blatantly obvious advances towards me, when one of the sloppiest drunk women I have ever seen strolls by. The woman was hammered...or retarded, I am

My Fav Song Lyrics
Incompatible, it don't matter though'cos someone's bound to hear my crySpeak out if you doYou're not easy to findIs it possible Mr. LoveableIs already in my life?Right in front of meOr maybe you're in disguiseWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneHere we are again, circles never endHow do I find the perfect fitThere's enough for everyoneBut I'm still waiting in lineWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneIf there's a soulmate for everyoneMost relationships seem so transitoryThey're all good but not the permanent oneWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ownIf there's a soulmate for everyoneWho doesn't long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I'm on my ow

The Biggest Player On Fubar
Now, I know everyone hates players and hates to be play. But, tell me what would you do if you played by someone on here? I mean I think personally I am too much of trusting person. Which I don't know that good thing or bad thing? I like to think of myself of person that think about others however, after this experience i probably will never trust anyone on the internet again. Especaily Patrick883, the world biggest player so if anyone of my friends come across this guy my only advice is to stay away unless you want to be play. This guy goes for woman to woman tell them that his loves them and that he wants to marry them but he is nothing but a scammer that is out to break your heart and take all off money. And his so called gf who also on here is the biggest liar in the world. BTW also threaten to kill me. I think she be locked up but that not up to me . So fubar fans tell me what should i do and how i am ever going to be able to get pass this.

A Scammer Is Someone Who Lies About Someting To Try And Get Your Money Or Other Things.
A scammer is someone who lies about something to try and get your money or other things.THis is a defintion of a scammer. I am going to post a conversation between me and a scammer but I have to take her name out because she whines to fubar even though it is nothing but the truth being told and they delete my blogs.I will tell you in private who it is and can also send the conversation with her name there.What I am posting below is only the scam not the full conversation and her so called real life husband come to me minutes before the scam started telling me that no one messed with him,so if I have any trouble to come to him,now thinking back I think there was a point to all of that,like in scaring me or getting me to keep my mouth closed and as I said before there is only one being that I am afraid of and that is God and with him I am strong.PERIOD!!! Scammer: Thank you hun! I love it! You talked to my hubby, I am going to ask you a favor...... if I can pay you back tonight with

Fubar Ids, 3 Pic Slide Show For Dis Play Pic , Bullys Name Tags
I am making display 3 slide show pics , name tagges , bullys for lounges, fubar ids and i code lounges if you are intrested send me a private message or comment on this blog and i will get back to you make sure your shout box is on so i can get back to you for all its 500k for 1 it is 1k for 4 its 4k if you bling or a bling pack or a vip you get them free and doubled for bling packs and vip

Stop
I found it interesting. http://lifehacker.com/5676149/how-to-ditch-big-brother-and-disappear-forever?skyline=true&s=i Imagine desolving your history, your name and starting again. Maybe in a super secret underground community that members only go by call name. I think it might be cool...for a bit.

The Family
Below is our family The founders of our family are: TFO Vicious @ fubar TFO CoDeKillEr the WHATEVER@ fubar The Members are: TFO Sexy Sabrini @ fubar TFO hells shapeshifter@ fubar TFO ZIGZ @ fubar TFO Kayla Khaos @ fubar TFO Stompy The Nice English Guy@ fubar TFO WIKED GOTHIC BYTCH@ fubar TFO PM and DJ BM @ fubar

Rants, Raves, And Other Obscenities
So, to keep from having to say the same thing over and over, let me explain. Somehow my old account got deleted last night. I do not know why it happened. I remade my profile and all that jazz. Maybe it wont happen again.

Thought You Should Know
Lindsay Lohan, 24, gets her name and face all over the news because she went to jail. But did you hear about any of the following? Justin Allen, 23, Brett Linley, 29, Matthew Weikert, 29, Justus Bartett, 27, Dave Santos, 21, Chase Stanley, 21, Jesse Reed, 26, Matthew Johnson, 21, Zachary Fisher, 24, Brandon King, 23,

Lounge Do's And Don'ts
Do to some repeat questions, thought we would set the record straight as to what is NOT allowed in a lounge.... 1. NO Tip jars for the DJ or other staff members 2. NO Soliciting or any logos for ANY other site (including server hosts) 3. NOONE is allowed to use fubar for monetary gain...if anyone (server hosts for example) tries to talk money and pricing please link them to a bouncer to be turned in. 4. NO bulletins or promos bashing other lounges or members, however you may link lounges as "sister lounges" as you please. 5. You may post rules, but those rules must not contain NSFW language unless you are an NSFW lounge. 6. You CANNOT remove the fubar logo and HH sponsor at the top, or the TOS and other stuff at the bottom of ANY lounge for ANY reason 7. If you choose to have cams, we recommend you make your lounge NSFW unless you are 100% sure that no one will do anything on cam that can be considered NSFW (strip teases and cleavage shots, simple flashing even) 8. Videos may

Juggalo Family Stuff
"This shit is soo true we need to love this family more!" -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows. That's BULLSHIT! Does

Relationships
Relationships have a big learning curve... If you're not willing to learn, to change, to grow as person... it will never work. Relationships are a work in progress. Just "loving" someone is not enough. You need to work at it everyday. You have to put your ego away. As Bob Dylan said "...Swallow your pride. You will not die. It's not poison". True love is selfless... but.... There has to be a balance. My parents met on Valentine's Day 55 years ago. This August, they will celebrate their 53rd anniversary. I'm still trying to figure out the secret, but they teach me something new every day. Love isn't always a fairy tale, it isn't always what we see in the movies. Sometimes, it's just two soulmates, 50+ years, sitting on a porch holding hands, and knowing what life is all about :)

Overwhelming Hate!
Devotion, Unconditional Love, The ring of eternity I offered your finger. You saved me from the darkness and once again showed me happiness, but now you've taken it from me. Was it all for nothing? My family and friends, their strangers to me. You were my only reason to breath, I gave you every fibe of my being. The last shard of my shattered heart, I gave to you to mend and you did nothing but step on it. The festering hate and the boiling rage, a broken mind that is sick. It's all returning like before. I don't want to live this way. What's to stop me from putting the bullet in my head now? I hope he makes you happy, but now I have to think. I have to come up with a reason not to use the bullet and right now? I have nothing. I hope your happy, because if I go to hell. I have no doubt I'll see you there soon!!

Life Is To Trifle With....
Life There are many times that ive sat awake and woundered whats the point... Then i look back on the little things i miss about people that have made mine so wounderous Oh man, i wounder if im in some of those peoples thoughts about their own lives The thing is, I wish i didnt take so much for granted, there are so many memorable things i wont get back Like the way someone makes you feel when your tree is on its last leaf... So many times ive woundered if ill ever get some of those feelings back But all the good things ive done for people always come back somehow I wish i hadnt made myself so distant to those i cherished, now i can only hope the feelings make out alive Point of the matter is dont take the little things for granted, because youll never know when youll get that chance back!

Lost Thoughts
Ever wonder how guys have a fuk it switch and girls are consumed by emotions?Ever wonder if one day it will all be okay? Ever wonder what the purpose in life is?Ever wonder how long our lifetime will last? People have a million random thoughts... No one person can answer every question....

Yea, Okay
Well.. I guess I shouldn't have things bother me lately , but I have so much that I am thinking about that I feel like a ticking time bomb. I am losing my patience, and money on one thing, losing my mind on many other things. I can't say one thing lately that is bothering me or or say anything That something I get mad of because 1 thing that bothers me with a passion. I can't help it if I can't do something , or say things right because of how my mind works... If you really knew me, my feelings and gave a rats butt.. that person(s) wouldn't think it is on them... Mostly, I can take a few joking aside... But if it is constantly... then the other part of my mind works and might get irritated or mad. Normally, I don't care... but if I FEEL pushed I do. I can joke with the rest of them... I can take a lot of being joked on..,, but Like I said if constantly on a certain matter I feel strongly? I am usually the person who would either say nothing or leave if i get fed

Lyrics So Dont Trip Their Just Good N Resonate W/me
[Intro] I don't know what to do anymore After I quit with medicine I became psycotic I suffer from depression Complete depression Had it my whole life I have had it so bad that uh... I had anxiety Been diagnosed with major depression Lots of phobias, lots of fears Anxiety, panic attacks Manic depression before, I didn't think that Depression could be so bad [Verse 1:] Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it's starts to grow colder It's like I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you know what it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of pills Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay bills Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending this shit Flames rising from the action

Pandasbook#0.1
Whew new online blog, I think the last time I had one of these was about a decade ago in middleschool lol. Anyways, i'll be using the PandasBook to rant and rave about my YT project going on so people know what the hell i'm talking about. I'll make another journal down the road for this and that but i'm trying to focus my attention for atleast 5 min to this :-p OK to business... What is the YT project? Well, project name is "Horsemen of Chaos" which derrives from the people involved in the project [The Horsemen of Chaos Company 1-18INF] lol. What it's going to be is the four of us and some friends creating a series of vidblog messages to eachother on random topics of conversation before, during and after Iraq] Who are the horsemen? The Horsemen of Chaos are four individuals from the company that most resemble the horsemen of the apocolypse and have been given the titles of WAR, DEATH, FAMINE, and BEAST. Myself being WAR, Richard being DEATH, Matt being FAMINE, and Tanner bein

Random Thoughts
Ya know, for the sake of your children, you should be nice. At least care enough to put your child first and be civil with your ex. It's not that hard. It doesn't take a lot of energy to do such a thing. I do it EVERYDAY of my life. As much as I HATE my ex, I care enough about my child to put him FIRST and be civil. It wasn't always easy at first, but we made it work. So to you, you know who you are, quit being a selfish ass cunt and for the KIDS, who are starting to become the VICTIMS, put your anger aside and be an adult here. You may not have to care enough to want to talk to him, but you do NEED to talk to him and be civil with him for yalls kids. THAT is what matters. Have a nice fucking day.

Do I Or Dont I?
Things seem to fall apart fast, it dont matter when you try or when you dont try, things still just go where they may and it brings me to wonder, do i or dont i care enough to deal with whats going on around me? sometimes i just want to close my eyes and hope it all goes away. the problems we face i guess are just a test of what will either break us or make us.

Poetry
Baby when I look in your eyes I see a future with you Baby when you touch me I feel your love Baby when you whisper to me I hear your lovely voice Baby when I'm with you I wanna be with you forever and always My heart beats so fast that I can't live without you It seems that when I'm away My mind is always thinking about you I don't want to stop No one is ever gonna get in the middle of us I won't let them I love you so much that when we our together We just have that connection that will never die I wanna give you everything that my heart desire's I wanna be with you forever and always

Why
Why is it so hard to find that special someone? All I keep hearing is that don't worry she is out there. I have heard it most of my life. Im starting to get really tired of hearing it. Why can't that someone just finally come along? Up to now everyone that I meet that seems intrested turns out not to be. The ones that I think are the one run and never want to speak to me again. I want that special someone to prove to me that not all girls are the same. maybe one day it will happen but im beiginning to think at this point its not going to. Any one want to prove that not everyone is the same...........................

The Truth
WHY IS IT THAT I ALWAYS GET HURT? I GIVE MYSELF COMPLETELY OVER TO SOMEONE AND HE TEARS MY HEART OUT OF MY CHEST AND STOMPS ON IT... AND I STILL LOVE HIM... DAMN IT WHATS WRONG WITH ME... SIGNED, EXTREMELY HURT

Friends To Rate
ChronicTheHemphog ChronicTheHemphog@ fubar evillilfuk evillilfuk@ fubar Blue Rose Blue Rose@ fubar Moonlight Loverboy Moonlight Loverboy@ fubar SunshineRoss SunshineRoss@ fubar ToughCat ToughCat@ fubar Alyssa Johnny Girlfriend Alyssa Johnny Girlfriend

Mesmerized
man i don't know what has come over me, but cant stop the feeling. I wonder what will come of this by chance thing, I hope something eternal comes of it, man this shit just has me mesmerized point blank period.

Ummm Ya!!
Why does it seem like every manager i've every worked for (with few exceptions), as been lazy, fag, too skinny (nerd type). why do i never see any FIT/Active managers.. ppl whom are proactive and solve problems instead of standing around iwth other fat/lazy manager and *discussing* the problem. This shit annoys me. This is why in the next few yrs im gonna be in management and show them how its done. I hate these fucks. I'm sweating busting my ass hussleing. and all these lazy fucks so it stare and try to critic me. I don't MIND critic, but when its unnecessary just for a manager to SAY SOMETHINg.. come on douch bag.. do something.

You Love Another Person
You tell me these things "i love you", "I'll protect you" but at the end of the day it's not what you do cause i've waited for hours without a reply and stayed up all night to the sound of my cry and you never worry you're carefree and fun while i stress all day wondering if we're done You look at other girls the way you used to look at me and the hardest thing about it is that you don't even see that you're breaking my heart with each passing day and its not just what you do its what you don't say you'd tell me i was beautiful and look deep in my eyes even my worst day you'd easily revise you'd hold me in your arms no need for a kiss just the sound of my breathing and my eye brought sweet bliss but now we sit in silence and look away from eachother and i'm just waiting for the day when you tell me you love another person

What Women Want!!!!
women want to know.. where have all the good men gone..i can tell you where they all are... with a woman who not only cooks, bakes, cleans, and does laundry. we do not want slaves, but those are the rare women that men are looking for,old fashion and ladylike. and when they find them, they keep them by respecting and caring for them, or at least they should!!!!. you all on the other hand. want to travel( we men see this as you want us to pay for you to go on a trip!!!) you want handsom, well built, wealthy to a degree, so they may buy you clothes and jewelry and pay for bills that "you" made and can"t afford to make. u always say how much you like fine dining..as long as the man will pay for it..because you are too cheap to pay for it yourselves! then you want walks on the beach... i dont know if you noticed... you are in vegas and there are no beaches!!! just a bunch of rocks by the smelly water!!! and the other thing... you want "all that"??? hit a bar and find one!!!! men are not "a

Work
I'm so fucking sick of my job right now. I'm underpaid I'm over work. I mean such as we don't have an airconditioner in are area of work. my boss is to fucking cheap to give any of us a raise or get us what we need so we can do the fucking job and to get it done faster and I'm sick of being the only one to has to clean the fucking back bathroom when there are 12 other people in the back.

Questionare
Mark all that apply Would you kiss me? []Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] you look to sweet to fuck [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... 3 things you would like to know about me? 1.) 2.) 3.) If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Marry me [] Friends [] Do me What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [] boxers [] whitie tighties [] thongs [] g-string [] granny panties [] boy shorts [] none What's ur favorite position? On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you or what do you think about me? [] Friend [] girlfriend/Boy friend [] Fri

Perception
Our happiness lies in how we percieve things. 5 years ago,I was happily married to a beautiful woman,Deana, whom I loved very much. we lived in a run down doublewide trailer that I seemed to always be working on when I was not working at my job, which was in construction and kept me away from home alot. Even though Deana and I loved being with each other, we did not allow ourselves to be happy because we wanted better than what we had. The trailer we lived in was falling apart around us, I was never home much because of my job. WE dreamed of getting away,owning our own house, and me not having to work at a job that kept me away from home so much. It was just a dream until fate played a hand. I was run over by a truck on a construction site. As a result,my back was broken and I could no longer work at that job. I got a settlement and with the money, Deana and I could afford to get the house we dreamed of. Happily ever after right? Fate wasn't done yet. The settlement that I got was en

Life
I feel like all i do is work, i never have time to be with friends or even have the choies not to be with friends lol. I work at a adult sperstore and i love it there ( thats one of my jobs ) so i sign up to test California Exotic Novelties and all i have to do iblog anout them and the toy are mine yay. So am hoping that i can do it. That one good thing going on. Sill looking for some thing i have no idea what it is yet but i still looking lol well that all for now talk to you all later Fu

Me
So i am in the ntiedstates army. its alright but after a while it gets boring i really have no clue `why i am in states when my mos is an out of counrty job. makes no sense to me but yeah i am right now out at the feild doing demo its boring but i can say i now know how to set up a minefeild that is all i gt to say foe now

Idk What To Call This
i have no clue bout this blog but try to stay with me..... im 22 and trying to do the right thing in life for once but the gharder i try to do the right thing the more it shows that ppl dont give a flying fuck about me or trying to help. i tried of trying to do the right thing and it end up the worst possible choice to be made, i think sometimes that i sould just go back to my previous lifestyle and fuck the rest but when i do that iall i c is my little boy andf asking grandma y he doesnt have a monny or a daddy. then i relize y i trying with all my strength and all my power to keep in the "new" life style. but theres time i get to where i dont give a fuck and wish that none of my life would have happened i think im crazy and think this world is a joke and wish that i was 6 ft under rotting. honestly i would be better off i wouldnt be fucking up someone elses life like i might do to my child i think i shgould leave him with his grand mother but then if i do that there is a big hol

Usms
A Soldier's Heart They don’t know why we do it. They don’t see what we see. They don’t know why we risk our lives for a war that isn’t even ours. It’s not for publicity but for love. That is it. It is all for love. It is as simple as that. For the brotherly love of the men next to us and for the loved ones we have left back home. The times are changing and freedom is no longer free. So we must fight to keep our families free and safe. For we are not afraid to die because we will know in our hearts that our family will be safe. It is truly an honor to give your life for the ones you love and know. So we do this for our moms and dads. Our brothers and sisters. Our friends back home. For the stranger on the side of the street. For the people who have crushed our hearts. And for the guy who said that we would never amount to anything. Because we love and care about them all and always will no matter what they have done. That is why I am a s

Yahoo-bots
What is sad, like corporate corruption, people are after money, for the most part. Why? because they're insecure and they're out to buy a new Mercedes or some other materialistic crap to try to cover up their insecurities with. Why are people so greedy? Really, why would someone need to make millions and millions? They're insecure. Why would someone not be content with a few million dollars a year, instead, scam others out of tens of millions of dollars? Think about it.. security is one thing, but why not settle for $5 million dollars instead of $50 million?? What good does so much more money do? Just allows these people to live such lavish lifestyles, and why would they do so? Back to them being selfish and insecure, they've got to try to show up others and why do they feel the need? They're insecure, truly insecure; they're scared. This cracks me up though, stupid Yahoo bots trying to get people to go view some half-naked girl on a webcam. Personally, I've never and would never, hav

My Ramblings...
(This is an important true story of my life I wish to share with you.)..: I had met him around Sept 11th 2001- that should have been ominous enough. I was out dancing at my usual spot with my usual hommie- Nina. He was the first good looking white guy to ever dance with me- I usually get the dirty Mexican or the black guys all over me =( He was VERY good looking> tall, dirty blonde, clean cut. I wanted him. I kissed him! I hadn’t even known his name yet. WE exchanged numbers and went out on a date. Well...that date didn’t end up a one-night-stand. In December-of the same year- we moved in together. He was in the Army so the moving in and finances were easy. Month later I got pregnant....he was happy about it even though unexpected. I had a miscarriage in February. That’s when the darkness came. He as partier from the beginning...but nothing unusual for a just turned 21 year old. After the miscarriage he became an alcoholic. An abusive,violent,erratic drunk. I was the

I Dear You
Hi, I'm Ronnie I'm locked up, but a damn cool cat to talk to, getting mail is like getting gold to me, So I dear you to write me ( PLEASE PLEASE) NEW ADDRESS, RONNIE LINNEMON P.O BOX 5244 CORCORAN,CA 93212 V-04863 HOUSING C-7-216

Raise My Taxes Please!
Raise My Taxes, Mr. President! We can’t afford the Bush cuts anymore. For the last few months, we have heard powerful, passionate arguments about the need to cut America’s massive budget deficit. Republican senators have claimed that we are in danger of permanently crippling the economy. Conservative economists and pundits warn of a Greece-like crisis, when America can borrow only at exorbitant interest rates. So when an opportunity presents itself to cut those deficits by about a third—more than $300 billion!—permanently and relatively easily, you would think that these very people would be in the lead. Far from it. The Bush tax cuts remain the single largest cause of America’s structural deficit—that is, the deficit not caused by the collapse in tax revenues when the economy goes into recession. The Bush administration inherited budget surpluses from the Clinton administration. What turned these into deficits, even befo

My Heart And Soul
There is peace in my soul For such a long awaited time There is love in my life A love of and rhyme Once you took hold of my heart I knew no other could have reached As whispered fate took my hand To levels only you could reach With you in my life I will live eternally I knew the first night we met YOU were meant for ME I Love You Baby Heart And Soul

Fuland Bs
When you sign into this site some days you feel like you are walking into a really bad bar. Not even a really low class strip joint because of the fact, at least there there's already naked women to somewhat distract the men. At least until they step off "stage" that is. Fubar is set up on a level to where everyone knows what to expect. Most men bitch that because they don't have tits it takes them longer to level, or they bitch because they can't find anyone and they are lonely. I may be here to level but I'm also here to make friends. As I damn well have. Some of the best people I've met in life I've come across right here...to name a few but of course I can't get y'all. Mags, Sim, Jay, Ninja, Java, Kari, Storm, Dory, Princess, Nova, The rest of the NL crew because well frankly you ALL rock my world, Chi, RP, Irish, Jeremy, DH (who, regardless of what you are calling yourself, you will alwayz be DH to me), Jedson, Pamp. Too many to name em all. But you catch my drift. You are all th

Mistakes
"Times will come in life when you realize you've made a mistake. At that moment, you have have 2 choices: YOU can SWALLOW your pride & pull a few nails, or you can FOOLISHLY, continue your course, hoping the problem will go away. Most of the time the problem will only get worse. When you realize you've made a mistake the best thing you can do is tear down the wall and start over."

Fuck All The Bullshit
ok well lets see what all has happened that has me ready to die soon hmm the one person I loved and have cared for for the past 8 well almost 9 years is now telling me that they never want to see me and they are talking to a bunch of guys and they r gonna fuck all of them I got court on the 11th of april where I might end up going to prison for life right now Im facing 250 years in prison for some shit I didnt know was gonna happen but got charged with it cause I was there but yet Im supposed to be happy and keep holding my head up if u ask me my life is over if anyone cares to comment then feel free I will be on here most of tonight and will check back to see if anybodys on here that wants to talk to me all through the week well thanks for reading this

Absence
My love is like the sun that warms me when im cold and like the cold water of the brook that refreshes me My love knows the secret pleasures of my soul and delights with me in fulfilling them Who is my love but the soul of my soul and the reason for every beat of my heart Who fills me with life just being in his presence and returns to me more then i have given Come to me my love I die without you Each day is eternity waiting for your touch Remove the tears from my eyes and the ache in my heart Be closer to my breath for all my day and all my nights

Any Answers?
Why is it that women always complain about not having/meeting the perfect guy. They always want somone who is compassionate, careing, honest, sweet, romantic, and a few other personality traits that depend on the type of guy your seeking... (bad boy, emo, southern, ETC...) However when that guy finally comes around, "your too nice for me!" Ladies, I have herd it many times... If you want your heart broke, go on... Pass me up, because I dont cause heartachs.

Them Damn Sheet's
DO U KNOW WHAT THEM SHEETS WOULD SAY IF THEY COULD TALK WE PROBABLY WOULDN'T WANT TO HEAR IT,WHO WAS ON THEM BEFORE WE WAS OR IF SHE WAS WITH BEFORE SHE WAS WITH YOU,OR WHO YOU WAS ON THEM WITH BEFORE YOU WAS WITH BEFORE HER ON THEM SHEETS,WE THINK WE ARE GONNA BE ALRIGHT LAYIN ON THEM SHEET'S NEXT TO WHO WE THINK WE ARE COMFORTABLE WITH ON THEM SHEET'S UNTIL WE FIND THE NEXT PERSON OR PERSON'S,THEM DAMN SHEET'S GOT STORIES AND WE KNOW IT,YOUR'S,MINE,THEIR'S,AND WHAT ABOUT THEM MOTEL AND HOTEL SHEET'S UUUGGGHHH,DONT WANT TO ASK THEM NASTY MOTHERFUCKER'S. REAL WORD'S FROM DEEEZZZNNNUUUUTTTTSSSS

My Life
Well I LOVE my life right now... a dear n close friend of mine got in touch with me..nothing but awesome times when i talk with this person......u know who you are ;) what i wouldn't do to drive a Lincoln ;) well I hope everyone is enjoyin what they have in life because if u lose it don't bother gettin it back unless it means the world to youuuuu so fight for what is right...n dang baby ur right for me :)

Just Venting
Homeless In Our Home Land Not that many people know that it is happening but it is. Those that doknow are either trying to do something about it or they just don't care and are just ignoring it, We have a big problem with homeless in our home land and the government are not wanting to help nor do they want anyone else totry and help the homeless. The government is just punishing the people who are trying to do something for the people who are homeless. As a matter of fact the government are a big reason there are so manypeople out there livin on the street's in our home land. The people that are livin out there on the street's didn't necessarily chose it. Now do notget me wrong there are those out there on the street's that have chose to be there by either drinkin up all there money, druggin up it all, just think it is kool or would rather live on the street's instead of being confined to a apartment or house. I know that not all people are out therebecause of

Newest Poems
How could you do this to me?How could you leave me like this?Sad and dying inside.I feel like Im rotting away inside.Little dead pieces of me fall off as I fade away slowly,drowning in depression.My heart stopped beating when you stopped talking.My mind focused, like a starving dog staring at a piece of meat,waiting for some glimpse you might care.But you never call.Even the air freezes around me in discontent and sadness.A feeling of empty, a feeling of grief and sorrow.My stomach aches with knots of confusionand head fills with clouds of misunderstanding.Boxes of information opened and poured out without hope of solution.Fingers of blame thrown in the airand words of anger fill the ears of a negativity drowned victim.Falling into pieces that can’t be glued.Beyond hopeless, suicidal and filled with doubt of life’s meanings.You left me here like this.Not giving me the time of day filling your self up,like a glutton, with selfishness.Warped sense of mind.How can you separate

Want To Know Me :) Www.dragdreams.com
Im a model and a racer...I like to drive fast :) Driving is my passion. Some say im better off the road but im not. They say i can drive you crazy but i know i can get you nuts... :)If you want me.. then you got to have the nicest car in the town... you should have the pimpest car when we stroll around the city till the sun drops... I like to party.. I get wild at times when my guy is hot.. :)My favorite cars are Lamborghini and Bentley so if you have one thats a great teaser for me...Most of the time you'll think I'm retardedCause most of the time I act like I am.But no. I'm not ;) Oh, by the way, I always have a mirror with me. I just love staring--no, ADMIRING myself :)Sometimes, I become really weird, having opinions opposing that of the norms, others may find this amazing while others condemn me for being foolish.i always put this in my mind :""You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself, any direction you choose"I know when to be serious a