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Remember
True Meaning of Christmas Just a week before Christmas I had a visitor. This is how it happened. I just finished the household chores for the night and was preparing to go to bed, when I heard a noise in the front of the house. I opened the door to the front room and to my surprise, Santa himself stepped out next to the fireplace. "What are you doing?" I started to ask. The words choked up in my throat and I saw he had tears in his eyes. His usual jolly manner w

About Me
Hi My name is cody lenz, I was born in Coeur d'alene IDAHO on june 13th 1985.Many people know me, maby more than i would like but never the less, i am a very down to earth, open minded, caring, understanding, chill person. i try my best to put myself in "other peoples shoes." to get there prespective on things, most of the time i am farly good at it.You know this thing called life, We are all in it together. It's all a learning process everyone is learning somethimg about themselves and other people, It could be something you have already learned or wont learn for years, We ar all different and hence we learn different.So people end up getting hurt that you never even ment to, Or know how you did it. Its hard enough to live youre own life sometimes. And you know people do accedentialy do get in the way, And its hard.To who ever reads this, I am truly sorry for in any way hurting you, by any means at all or in the future if i hurt you. I am only human and i try my best to be the person

Funnies My Boys Say!
last week my youngest asks his brother.. do you ever have headaches? The oldest says..not much. The youngest says..I do..must be because I have a larger Brain! 2nd story..just done tonight.. we were watchin national lampoons vacation...theres a part in the movie where the boy is in his cousins room..they are looking at playboy magazines.. the cousin says..These magazines come in very handy..i use the alot The boy says.."how" anyways..my oldest who is 12 says.. how do they come in handy? how does he use them? Youngest says.."he reads them..duh!" as for me..other than laughing..I just went along with the youngest..I mean..seriously..how do you explain? LOL. Oldest is getting of age..but still clueless! :D

Quizes
Rules: 1. Put your iTunes, windows media player, etc., on shuffle. 2. For each question, press next to get your answer. 3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds. 4. Tag 25 people in your note that you want to do this activity. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 1. If someone says "Are you okay" you say? I Swear 2. How would you describe yourself? Hedwig's Theme 3. What do you like in a guy/girl? On A Night Like This 4. How do you feel today? Damien 5. What is you life's purpose? Something Like That 6. What is your motto? Behind the Blue Eyes 7. What do your friends think of you? Angels Anomg Us 8. What do your parents think of you? Everything I do 9. What do you think about often? Wild Thing 10. What is 2+2? Where the Green Grass Grows 11. What is your life story? Here Comes The Rain 12. What do y

I Will Survive (new Lyrics)
At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on.... But there you are, Another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it was bullshit, just a sad pathetic dream, Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans! Go on now, walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!!! {chorus} I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, with a handful of latex! I will survive, I will survive!....Hey! Hey! {2nd verse} It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw your little weiner standing tall and proud! But to hell with all your egos an

I'll Be Damned...
Check this, I have been out of the "loop" so to speak since a fall a few years back, The lure of easy money and the "lifestyle" caught me up, Yeah it wuzza nasty situation best described as a train wreck and the casualties were hard felt, the hate and discontent ran deep and friendships ended as they do in these situations... I walked away, left it all and never looked back, I counted my losses as blessings and wished no cruel intent or harm to anyone and lived as I do by what comes around goes around.... and I'll be damned if it hasn't!!!! As in every good story there is a plot and mine has just that, sex, money, dope, deception and more... add a twist of fate and you get new life in a new place surrounded by strangers that are clueless and not a trace of what was remains. Sadly the past has presented itself once again in a ugly way and I feel for the losses... not of what I walked away from but what has became of those who crossed me, the ""FRIEND" who had my back... Yeah Bro I kn

Put Some Fuckin Clothes On
ok first off i am sick and tierd of the women on here bitchin about being perved or something dirty posted about there pics if you dont want that kinda shit then put some fuckin clothes on and cover that shit up i mean damn more then half the women on here have there fuckin tits hangin out damn how do you think we are gonna respond i mean dont get me wrong i love women and yes im just as big a perv as the next guy im just tierd of the women bitchin about the comments theat some guys leave on there pics i do have respect so i dont go that far with it so long story short if you dont want the dirty comments then put some fuckin clothes on and cover your tits and no i like to see the tits hangin out myself but like i said i have respect .

Rants
ok so today i was looking at federal holidays (Holidays that schools, federal offices and most businesses are close) and i noticed something VERY odd. There are religious holidays that have been around FOREVER example: Christmas and Easter. then there are traditional holidays like Thanksgiving and Independance Day. And holidays like Columbus Day Or Martin Luther King Jr. day. now im in the Army and yeah we have Memorial Day, but what about Veterans Day¿ there are no school closing for the people who go to war and come back¿ yeah i understand well "thats what Memorial Day is for". NO WRONG NOT EVEN CLOSE!!!!! >Memorial Day is a federal holiday observed on the last Monday of May, formerly known as Decoration Day, it commemerates the U.S. Soldiers who have DIED while in military service.< >Veterans Day also known as Armistice Day, and (although rarely in the US) occasionally called "Remembrance Day", 'Veterans Day' is the American name for the international holiday which commemorates the

Smiling Bobs Fav Poam
was the night before christmas and all through the house everyone felt shitty even the mouse. Dad at the whore house mom smokin grass and I'd settled.. down for a nice piece of ass. Then out on the lawn there arose such a clatter I sprang from my piece to see what was the matter! He came down the chimney like a bat out of hell I knew right away that fat fucker fell. He filled all the stockings with pretzels and beer and a big rubber dick for my brother the queer! He rose up the chimney with one hell of a fart that son of a bitch blew my chimney apart! He swore and he cursed as he flew out of sight piss on u all and have one hell of a night! MONEY IS SHORT TIMES ARE HARD HERE'S YOUR FUCKING CHRISTMAS CARD!!!

Love
Was reading the news on my yahoo home page and saw this title "Disease Pushes Teen To Love". And I just had to watch it. It made me cry. If they could have a love like this at that age they ,why cant people have love like this no matter what age? http://news.yahoo.com/video/us-15749625/first-person-disease-pushes-young-couple-to-love-23568294

Do This For Me........please!!!
Hi all my fubar friends and family and to those that aren't yet!!! I am posting this link and some info for a WONDERFUL CAUSE and hope you will take the time to look at it and open your heart for me. I have two amazing boys, Justin whom is 21 and Sean 19, my Sean is Autistic and is the sunshine of my entire world, as they both are. We are looking to help the Special Olympics fund raising for the Polar Plunge this Feb. I am hoping I can get some or maybe with any luck all of you to help out. I have added a link to this that goes to the page directly so you can read and maybe donate to this amazing cause for ALL SPECIAL NEEDS KIDS. There is NO amount to small and you are not forced to do it. I am only asking as a favor. My boys are my world and what Justin is doing will help out ALL Special Needs Kids, maybe you have someone you are close to that would benefit from this as well. Thank you in advance to anyone that donates and to ALL that take the time to read this, it really means e

'twas The Night Before Christmas' Poem
Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the houseNot a creature was stirring, not even a mouse.The stockings were hung by the chimney with care,In hopes that St Nicholas soon would be there.The children were nestled all snug in their beds,While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads.And mamma in her ‘kerchief, and I in my cap,Had just settled our brains for a long winter’s nap.When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter,I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter.Away to the window I flew like a flash,Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash.The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snowGave the lustre of mid-day to objects below.When, what to my wondering eyes should appear,But a miniature sleigh, and eight tinny reindeer.With a little old driver, so lively and quick,I knew in a moment it must be St Nick.More rapid than eagles his coursers they came,And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by name!"Now Dasher! now, Dancer! now, Prancer and

A Perfect Jem
a perfect jem, a perfect jem is someone like you, who sees the soul of a person, and not what the person looks like, a perfect jem is when you smile. not the frown we sometimes see, a perfect jem is someone like you, who will be my friend to the end, and someone who we can call upon, when we lost our smile, you are a perfect jem, just remember that bedrock

Yes I Really Did Quote Bob Dylan
Every now and then I get on one of those kicks where I sit back and take a look at the morals and vindictiveness of others and think to myself or out loud if need be and wonder how a person can go through life being so deceitful.Is is that the person lacks the moral ability to actually be a decent person, is it something they were born into, maybe the social behavior they learned growing up in their happy little homes or is it something much more. Is it that they thrive on other people's misery or that their life has no true value and so they must mislead others by covering up their own insecurities by provoking fallacy amongst people within their social groups.This is not the first time I have sat back and pondered such thoughts nor shall it be the last. I often wonder what drives a person to act in such a way that they thrive on the deceptions they create. Do those people sit back and dream up evil little ways to make an others life so miserable and does this give them a greater feel

Life
I never asked for much. My pride wouldnt allow it. I never expected much. My sense of reasoning knew better. I coined the terms patience and humility. I speak not rather than to hear the voice of fools. I draw near to hear the wisdom of silence. I stand in the end not ashamed of who i am but of what i have become. I see the beauty of imperfection. I know that the right fit is always what is wanted but not neccesarily what fills the hole. I try to dim the darkness all around me rather than extinguish the light within myself. Anymore tho i am tired and bitter. I ask why every good deed goes unpunished. Where is the good in this world if i bring some one their wallet and somebody steals mine. Where is humility if i remain silient and people beleive me dim for doing so. If i give to one homeless man ceaslessly till i have no more and turn around and there is another. Why was i born with a congenative defect. Why are some people not afforded life at all. I try my best to ignore circumstanc

Atheism
It seems that being an atheist has become some sort of crime. I've been told that atheism is un-American. I've been insulted by so called Christians. I've been told that I should not speak to others about my lack of beliefs because it may "poison them. I was told that I could not support the military (which really pissed me off because my brother proudly serves in the Coast Guard and so did my father and that fact that they did that makes me proud to be part of the family) This all seems kinda of discriminating to me. If you replaced the word Christian, Jewish, or Muslim in any of those sentences you would be told you a discriminating and ignorant, which is true. It seems though that those that have decided to take that stance that there is no "supreme being" are not protected from being insulted or discriminated against. As an atheist I have exposed my children to multiple religious organizations and not forced any ideas on them. I have donated money to a Lutheran non-profit hel

Art Details
As I am now beginning to receive more and more requests to do pieces for various people, I am now posting a blog on the procedure in which I would like these requests taken care of (mostly because I seem to forget to bring a pen and pad with me and write down the names of various members I am suppsoed to draw). If you would like to be drawn by me (as either a character [in my own unique style] or as a detailed portrait) simply send me a PRIVATE MESSAGE TO MY INBOX with the title "DRAW ME". If you would like an original piece of art done that does not involve you but is created form the top of the artist's head, send me a PRIVATE MEASSGE TO MY INBOX with the title "DRAW SOMETHING FOR ME". Then simply put in a general description of how you would like to be drawn or what you would like drawn and i will return your message as soon as possible. If you do not do this I will not draw you or anything for you until you do. Thank you and have a great day. JDizzle - Josh

Tired
I'm a woman that is wearing a false face. I've been hurting since god knows when. I grew up with a man pretending to my father. When my real father tucked his tail in between his legs and ran off. I was bullied in school. And at times it felt like i was bullied at home. I grew into a woman thinking, believing that the love that was missing in me, i would find in a man. A man turned into a handful. And here i am...a single mother...back in school...trying to turn my wrong into my right. Trying to raise my daughter by myself. And go to school. And keep my high. I choke back the tears til i'm alone. At times i wanna run and hide. I have no true, real friends i can go see and hang out with. It's just me and my daughter. I love spending time with her, but i would LOVE to have a night or day where it's just me. I've made many, many mistakes and have faults. But i'm tired. I'm so tired. Tired of mr. wrong pretending to be mr. right. Tired of thinking about the pain my daugther will have wh

Written By Regina Brett, 90 Years Old, Of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio .
"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most requested column I've ever written.My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.5. Pay off your credit cards every month.6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't

What Is A Firefighter
What is a Fireman? He's the guy next door - a mans man with the memory of a little boy. He has never gotten over the excitement of engines and sirens and danger. He's a guy like you and me with warts and worries and unfulfilled dreams. Yet he stands taller than most of us. He's a fireman. He puts it all on the line when the bell rings. A fireman is at once the most fortunate and the least fortunate of men. He's a man who saves lives because he has seen too much death. He's a gentle man because he has seen the awesome power of violence out of control. He's responsive to a child's laughter because his arms have held too many small bodies that will never laugh again. He's a man who appreciates the simple pleasures of life hot coffee, held in numb, unbending fingers a warm bed for bone and muscle compelled beyond feeling the camaraderie of brave men the divine peace and selfless service of a job well done in the name of all men. He doe

What We Are
So, what is "Anti MFKN" you ask? Well it should be fairly easy to figure out at least the basics of it. But, I will explain in further detail exactly what we are and what we are all about. My name is Mark, most of you know me as THE Slut. I, at one time, was called a Founder of MFKN. So I am sure some of you will be confused to see me as a founder of this. I was not an original founder of MFKN, nor did I ever claim to be. However, as soon as I joined I fell in love with its members, its concept, and its core beliefs. I was almost immediately asked to add founder to my name. I refused at first because, no matter how strong my dedication and how sincere my beliefs in the MFKN creed, I was NOT a founder. But, after talking to Bubzy, AsH.WeeE, and Cruser about it extensively, I relented and added it to my name. MFKN continued to grow stronger everyday. Our lounge became a top lounge and we were THE premier family of fubar. This was NOT because of me, but was because our members busted ass,

2 Nephi
have 12/24/10 friday joe eduardo mrtimez 5;19p.m. 1 timothy 4/3 forbidding to marry, and commanding to abstain from meats, which god hath created to be recived with thanksgiving of them which believe and know the truth. 2 nephi 4/31 May the gates of hell be shut continually before me, because that my heart is broken and my spirit is cintrite! o Lord, wilt thou make make me that I may shake at the appearance of sin? Doctrin and covenants 10/54 Now I do not say this to destroy my church but I say this to build up my church: Mormon 8/28 yea, it shall come in a day when the power of god shall be denied, and churches become defiled and be lifted up in the pride of their hearts; yea, even in a day when leaders of churches and teachers shall rise in the pride of their hearts,even to the envying of them who belong to their churches. the articles of faith *We

Basic Information
So you want a profile skin, well I am going to explain how to go about getting yourself a profile skin that you like. There are a couple of ways that you can rip profile skins. First you can RIP a skin from another members profile page. At the bottom of every members profile page you will see the option to rip or browse their skins. when you click on that it will take you to your skins page. Another way of ripping skins is to go your My tab at the top of your page. This will take you to your skins options screen. In your skins option page you will see the Browse skins link. When you click on this it will take you to a screen where you can prievew all the skins and rip the ones that you like Now on to activating the skins that you would like to use with your profile. As Before if you click on the My tab then click on Skins It will take you to your skins option page. Once in your skins options page, you have the option to Preview

Random Thoughts
I sit here on Christmas Eve and I wonder what the hell has happened to most of the people. Most everyone is out for themselves. Want, want, want. Thats all everyone does. What happened to a time of giving. Something that comes from the heart. I am getting so sick of this place. I give without being asked. I help because thats what makes me feel good. But all I see in status messages is give me this and give me that. Its sad. You all wonder why this country is going to hell. Everyone has a hand out and wants something for nothing. It makes me sad. Makes me actually hate the Christmas that everyone else talks about. I celebrate a season of giving, but I dont do it just this time of year. I do it year round. So examine yourselves. Think about the real meaning for the season. And then do something for someone else without them asking. Figure it out before its to late. Merry Christmas Scott a.k.a. Venom

Alone Again
From the time the clock stopped, another break in time the moment's passed like a summer wind from love lost a part of me is empty a break in the cloud's sets a goal sun beaming on the path ahead darkness sets in whisking away everything i've loved another time another place alone again

What The Hell
wow...i swear there really are some douch bags on this site. disrespectful assholes! sititng here doing the fubar thing and watching christmas movies and i just happen to scroll up and this was in my shoutbox 5:17pm reply dork: Well I'm hungry, hungry and your pussy looks so good I wanna suck your asshole, wanna piece of...? I don't even care if your on the bloody rag I'll eat you buttplug, come on sit on my face I wanna eat you out, baby eat you out Open up your legs baby, I wanna eat you out Eat you out, baby eat you out I don't care if it's runny and I don't care if it smells Eat you out, baby eat you out I wanna stick my tongue in you and suck your cunt juice out Don't wanna finger fuck you, stick my dick inside of you I'd rather? Fat or ugly it looks like you don't care If your young or old, you gotta cunt? I'll lick you there (chorus) I wanna put my tongue so far inside of you Drink your piss and cum and you can drink mine too Wanna eat your shit, you can eat my dia

It's Worth A Look
I was watching the TV the other day, as I tend to do most days. Not that the TV does anything interesting, like double-back summersaults or synchronised swimming with the toaster in the fish tank. No, the TV kinda just sits there but, if I switch it on I get amazing glowing pictures that can amuse me for, well, almost minutes! So, there I was, watching an episode of Will and Grace, or Everybody Hates Raymond or something, when the adverts came on. Now, I hate adverts, so I try not to watch them but sometimes they can be more interesting than the programme you get to see two-minute clips of between the commercials. So, this time I started to half-watch an advert for Head and Shoulders, a shampoo for people with....well, I'm guessing a head and some shoulders. Maybe they called it that because it's difficult to keep the product on your hair? And, I don't know about you, but I have hair on other parts that need shampooing as well. The marketing world needs me!!! I guess calling it "Head,

The Promise
The Promise How time will heal? Make me forget, you promised me. Time will heal, make me forget, you promised me. Love will save us all and time will heal, you promised me. You promised me, You promised me. How love will save? Make me forget, you promised me. Love will save, make me forget, you promised me. Time will heal us all and love will save, you promised me. I trusted you, I wanted your words. Believed in you, I needed your words. Time will heal, make me forget. And love, love will save us all. You promised me another wish, another way. You promised me another dream, another day. You promised me another time, you promised me another life. You promised me, you promised me, you promised me. So I swallowed the shame and I waited, buried the blame and I waited. Choked back years of memories, I pushed down the pain, I waited. Trying to forget, trying to forget, trying to forget. Trying to forget, trying to forget. You promised me another wish, ano

My Happiness!!
My happiness, 3 wonderful names, Rachel, Vivian & Kamille. From the time they came into my life, I never new happiness like I do when I get to be with them. As they know my job keeps me away, a lot, but, ever time I walk out that door, I do it for them. They are always on my mind till I walk back through that door. With the dangers that I work with everytime I go on a job, i stay more focused than I ever have before, just Thankful to GOD up above for blessing me with the family that I have always wanted. I have pledged my love to Rachel, I will NEVER want another woman as long as I live. As I sit here on my birthday alone, my thoughts and heart are with them and PREY GOD guides them back home safely as he awyas does. Only matter of time till we are together again.

Song Of The Day Dec 27
I try to make it through my life In my way There's you I try to make it through these lies That's all I do Just don't deny it Just don't deny it And deal with it Yeah deal with it You try break me You wanna break me, Bit by bit That's just part of it If you were dead or still alive I don't care I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care I don't care I try to make you see my side I always try to stay in line But your eyes see right through That's all they do I'm getting tired of this s*** I got no room when it's like this What you are to me just deal with it So, if you were dead or still alive I don't care I don't care

Happy New Year
Here i am trying something new. I don't know how far this will go, but at least I'm putting it out there. I hope everyone trys at least something new for themselves at least once during 2011. I am even though I might get hurt.

2011 Ladies Of Fayetteville Calendar!!!
2011 Ladies of Fayetteville Calendar is now available in print or digital format, choose which one you want today!!! $2.50 gets full access to all the digital photos!!! www.lavenphotography.com/Calendar.html Happy Holidays Everyone!!!

Just A Thought
I want to be love again, the way u once loved me. That feeling, that high, the rush, the passion. how people go a day with out it i dont know. I guess ill have to learn it breaks my heart not having you here. For once you love someone the way i have loved you, nothing will be the same. It's an addiction your heart races, your body goes numb, you crave it, that dire need, your eyes, your lips, your hands running down my body. you were my drug and now i have to live with out you!!!!!!!!!!!!

Phoenix's Nsfw Pics
If you are wanting to have NSFW access, here is the list of things we can trade (these go to either her or me).. I AM ALWAYS ADDING NEW PICS TO HER NSFW WHEN I HAVE VIP...SHE HAS A VARIETY OF PICS FROM TOPLESS, BOTTOMLESS, ACTION STUFF AND MORE. Bling Packs 6 credit bling pack-1 Day 12 credit bling pack-1 Week 25 Credit Bling pack-2 weeks 65 Credit Bling Pack-1 month 135 Credit Bling Pack-3 Month The only bling that will get you into my family are polishers or god mode..I'm sorry but I'm not much interested in the 11s or cherry bomb at the moment... Polishers--Send me and my fuwifey a polisher for a 2 week add God Mode Bling will get you the same as a 135 bling pack--3 months in fam Blasts 1 Day Blast-1 Day 3 Day Blast-3 days 7 Day Blast-2 weeks

A Chance
When life has derailed youAnd has brought you to frightYou must bravely face itAnd put up a fight.For no one can do it,But you and only you.You must set a goalAnd then follow through.Whether you win or loseIs really not what counts.But if you don't even try,It will hurt in great amounts.I will try to explain to youWhat it is I'm trying to say,Through what could happenOn a bright shiny day.He could plainly see herStanding on the other shoreOf this treacherous river."Ahh." he could take it no more.He knew the river had takenSo many others before him.But he was so determined,That this time he would win.So without any hesitationHe plunged in the water so cold,And he started to swimWith a determination so bold.As he struggled to crossHe felt the river grow wider,And the trees beyond itSeemed to enclose and hide her.Because he had to reach her,Of two things he did know.He would surely prevail,.Or in the river die doing so.His arms were so heavyAnd his legs were burningFrom the tremendous exe

What Is...
What is... in the words of a poem?That sometimes makes it specialIs it hidden within the words?Or is it just simply superficial?Is it by chance what is said?Or could it be what is meant?And does it really even matterIf any kind of message is sent?When you read a poem,Does it have any meaning?And does what is said in itIgnite any special feeling?It is so very sad to thinkThat there are some of usWho simply skim the wordsAnd know not of their loss.Then there are a number of othersWho somehow take away much more,For they've read between the linesAnd of what they've read they're sure.And then there of course are thoseWho undoubtedly know a work of art,For the words are what their worthAnd they simply take them to heart.And finally there are thoseWho try to find some meaningOf that, which has been written?And are immersed in the feeling.It is only for you to sayWhich of these, are really real.But first you must ask yourselfHow it is you really feel.By asking what's in the wordsCan they make

Thinking Of Mom
Thinking Of Mom When I think of Mom, I think of all things good.I think of a time when I felt safe.Nothing makes me feel as safe as she could.When I think of Mom, my heart feels a little lighter and if the sun happens to be shinning it shines a little brighter.When I think of Mom, I see her face so clearly in my mind.The shape of her nose and her eyes.Her smile was oh so kind.When I think of Mom, the world is not the same. Just the thought of my Mom can ease some of this worldly pain.So I think of Mom all the time, whether I am happy or sad.My Mom is just a thought away and that makes me very, very glad. R.I.P. LORRIANE ELIZABETH CONNOUR BRYAN OCT.13,1941-JAN. 1,1996 I MISS YOU MOM SO MUCH Poem Source: Thinking Of Mom, Mom Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/family/poetry.asp?poem=1587#ixzz19STBvWc9

Lost..
I just need to voice out a little..please forgive me. But my mind needs to bleed out..For so long I had searched and waited..attempted and gave just to have that one chance of feeling the love I had lingered for for so long.Over 8mths ago I found it..and it was the most breath taking moment in my life. As it grew I became strong..strong enough now I see to love for the both of us.The dream now ended as a nightmare..a hurt that feels like nothing I've ever known. Was it such a waste..how can I be fooled so easily? I had believed every words..and now I wonder was it all just lies? My worth feels like nothing as of now..my dreams crushed and my life spiraling into a eternal chaos. All I have left is the memories..why would anyone want to pretend to love ..is that desire so needed its worth hurting another ..I just don't know if I ever want to try to trust again..Maybe I should just be thankful I was able to have this love even for just a short time...

Just A Funny
It takes 7 seconds for food to pass from mouth to stomach. A human hair can hold 3kg. The length of a penis is 3 times the length of the thumb. The femur is as hard as concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. Women blink 2x as much as men. We use 300 muscles just to keep our balance when we stand. The woman has read this entire text. The man is still looking at his thumb. HAHAHA!!!

Lesbian Y
well to first say that i love females so much more then a man will........But i have a problem...why do some females NOW begin to become gay or whatever? It knocks the ones who r really into the gay industry but these bi and homo aren't gonna get it.....so wat u think....if bi just stop or if so wat....

Stuff
Nightmare Nation Rules!! 1.) NO DRAMA, drama will not be tolerated at any level. 2.) NO DIRECTING CAMS, directing cams will result in immediate ejection. 3.)RESPECT ALL STAFF. 4.)WHEN HIRED DO YOUR JOB, no slacking. 5.)ABSOLUTLY NO NUDITY ON CAMS!!!! In this lounge we want you to have fun, relax, be yourself, be respectful. FOR STAFF: Please if you have a problem take it to the head of your section. FOR GUESTS: Please if you have a problem with staff go to there Head person. If you have any furthure questions about the rules please do not be afraid to ask! Thank you N-N Staff

Punisher Tells All
theres 2 sections to this please read the 1st, then continue on...wrote by dallas angel nov 17 2008a little of what is going on.......me and punisher been talking on here for 2 years and were great friends then after a while we started having feelings, i knew of his feelings but untill 2 weeks ago he never knew of mine, i gave him my number and we talked for 9 days straight now i am living here i am truely inlove with him and he loves me i left a bad marrige of 17 years and never knew what love was till me and punisher started talking now that i am here it is so awesome to find my true love i know it sounds weird and the way things played out but we are both very happy if i had to do it over again tomorrow i would i truly love him so wish us the best of luck any questioins just ask we will try and answer btw just because we are inlove you can still be friends with him or me thanks dallas angel and punisher 4 life now for part 2, very important..wrote by punisher 12-28-10after a 2 year

Just Random Things.
Well on a lighter note I'm moving to Michigan to be with the love of my life and raise our daughter together. Sure he may not be the biological father, but he'll be a better father than the asshole that got me pregnant. I'm just really surprised that his family has accepted me so quickly. His mother loves me, and can't wait to have a grandbaby in the house again, and she's the one buying my plane ticket out there. So I'm really nervous about the trip up there, because i'm meeting him in person for the first time, but there's no doubt in my mind i'll love him as much in person as i do over the net/phone. I will be posting pictures soon enough of my baby belly and of the most recent me :DD so when i do comment on them and lemme know what you think. That's all i can think of to write about for now, so gimme blog ideas. Later guys

Victorias Thoughts!
here we are with another year gone by and i find myself reflecting upon it. for me this year has been rough and trying and ive learned alot about myself. finally getting the nerve to end a downhill four year relationship. rebuilding a new life for me and my two boys has been hard and i know i have a road ahead of me but i would not change my decisions at all. putting my heart out there to be broken taught me alot! i am stronger and will not put up with men and people who dont think im the world! i am entering into a new year with hope and strength

Walt Disney Syndrome
This is a view i developed a long time ago, and i wanted to publish it somewhere before someone else stole it. Unfortunately i don't the degrees needed to get my hypothesis published in a scientific journal, but a wise man once said "The internet has given every asshole in the world a voice..." so i figured why not use mine. that said here it is. Walt Disney Syndrome is my answer to the question "Why do most relationships fail now and days?". most of us were raised on television, and Disney are a parental favorite, because they are "QUALITY FAMILY PROGRAMS" with a strong moral message, but is this true? In any given Disney movie you find a beautiful "Princess" the classic "damsel in distress" who needs rescuing, so her "Prince Charming". You also find story of true love, heroics, and of-cores a happily ever after, however, that is the problem. Look at the world around you: do you see any "Princesses" in need of rescuing? How About any "Prince Charmings"? Hell

Obama Will Make You Pay More At The Pump
“What do you say to people who are losing patience with gas prices at $3 a gallon? And how much of a political price do you think you're paying for that, right now?” This was a question asked of the president at a press conference in August…of 2006. The president was George W. Bush. In fact, it was a question that was asked in one way or another regularly during the entire eight years of the Bush presidency, regardless of where energy prices stood at that moment.In May 2004, The New York Times reported that congressional Democrats “were stepping up pressure on the Bush Administration to ease gasoline prices,” when prices were still under $2/gallon. In April 2005, at another press conference, a journalist stated: “Mr. President a majority of Americans disapprove of your handling of social security, gas prices…” In 2006, Senator Barbara Boxer (D-CA) exclaimed: “Since George Bush and Dick Cheney took over as president and vice presid

Dallas Angel
TO ALL OF DALLAS ANGEL'S FRIENDS FRED AKA(PUNISHER) HAS HACKED DALLAS ANGEL'S SITE AND HER YAHOO ACCOUNT. SO ANY MESSAGES YOU GET FROM HER SITE IS NOT HER DALLAS ANGEL HAS NO SITE ON HERE RIGHT NOW. SO PLEASE DO NOT RESPONED TO ANYTHING THAT COMES FROM HER SITE. YOU NEED TO BLOCK THAT SITE AND HIS. THANK YOU AND SHE WILL BE BACK BEFORE LONG IT IS ALL BE TAKING CARE OF. DALLAS ANGEL

Bloodtear Darkness
"Then leave," - will this forever beThe answer you provide to meFor every difficulty I faceWithin the warmth of your embrace? So tell me, where am I to go? Whether the tide is high or low, You're tattooed upon my heart, Your face imprinted on each cardWithin my hands. A silver cord Connects us, and a mere discordWill not erase that one connection, My memories or my affection. I stood beside you for two years, Through disappointment, sorrow, tears, As both your lover and best friend, I'll be with you to bitter end. You are the star that lights my night, You are the sky when I take flight, You are my darkness and my laughter, All things between and thereafter. No matter what you do or say, I love you and I'm here to stay.

I Need A Job
Simon Burruel 8620 Ocean Hwy Sunset Beach, NC 28468 661-487-2365 Simonburruel@hotmail.com Objective A position that will allow me to utilize my experience, skills and training to learn and grow with your company. Skills and Abilities „X 3D Studio/3D animation „X MS Office 95-2000 „X Auto Cad R-14 – R2002 certification „X Architectural ACE R-8 certification „X Building codes „X Architectural Desktop R-3.3 „X Excel certification

For My Number 1
The last couple of months of my life have been so great...Been in Kansas with the woman I love that I have been with for 5 months now and its pretty great...It just brings me back to the day when I was in love with my best friend, a great girl, I mean great...We laughed together, we talked, we cuddled, we kissed, and kid around too...But with this girl im with now today, its the same but different in a good way...I have alot from my heart I can give her and I do...I care so much for her right now that I am happy when she is happy and when she is happy I am happy...She has been through alot the last few month that fate brought us both together...I do have faith that this will last in my heart forever til the day I die...I almost died a year ago from an infection in my kidney that god did tell me its not my time to go there is love for you out there for your friends and family...And that soon I will have someone new in my life that will care for me and comfort me as well...I knew what go

Lesson Learned
My kids are the best thing that have happened to me my whole life.But there momma decided to seperate us in 09. Which has really opened my love for my kids. I love them but now i see how strong my love is for them. I hate to hear mu kids cry on the phone because they miss there Daddy. I hate that they live far from me because that just gives there momma more power over me. Yes this will probably get emotional but has to come out because i can't hold it in anymore. My oldest is 7 years old and yes he is my right hand man. He is learning to ne a redneck but also a ladies man. He doesnt leave my side. He is autistic and has alot of challenges to over come in the world for others to accept him. He loves to go hunting with daddy. When he is with me you wont get him to do anything without me. He also has adhd and asperbers. So others look at him diffrent but to me he is my angel my pride and joy. The one reason i wake up every morning. I miss him layin next to me when he takes a nap.

This Is Just Plain Fun
pk_lucifer_pk: the weak do not deserve life and death is to harsh for them so where do they go,My vote is there all fucked from the start it doesnt matter if they are strong or weak everything ends up in the abyss. demon: everyone is fucked anyways the only thing we can hope is those who deserve it get a slow extremely painful demise *points at words above

What Is A Daddy/dom?
The term Daddy Dom got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically (beyond the occasional schoolgirl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children.I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel in, it is the safest place I have ever been, and it allows me the freedom to be all that I am without fear of reprisals. So what ma

Random Scheiße
I've actually been hanging out with friends during winter break it's awesome!Realized I never hung out with My friend Joe 1 on 1 today. He was worried my ex would want tobeat him up. He's the kinda guy that thinks every guy just wants to get in my pantswhich ok I'm not gonna say that no guy has ever tried befriending me to get in mypants but Joe isn't one of em. I think the real problem is that Joe is just one of thosepeople that is very comfortable to be around. He's been hurt badly by women in the pastand for that reason has been single for going on 8 years...crazy.So we ended up going out to eat then watching a B horror movie called"beware! children at play". It was horrible and I ended up liking it more then hedid but it was almost on the verge of bad bad.He owed me a drink so I got some really tasty beer that he bought thats really expensive.It's raspberry flavored and oh so yummy. I was also invited to the New Years party he's having, don't know if I can go yetbut it sounds like

The Most Functional English Word
THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD . HOPE THIS MAKES YOU SMILE THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language.You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit.Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, n

Internet Dating?:
Personalty i think this is a great forum to meet people. Really, Its all about your personalty, If it sucks, it shows. if your funny, respectful, kind that will show also. True, there is something is be said about physical attraction, but unless your "Orca the Whale" or A "man Ape" or a shallow as a dinner plate. If you meet someone, that you have a real connection with it shouldn't get in the way.

The Furgathon Continues On The Glow Radio
The Furgathon Live From Chicago The Reverend DJ Furg & His Church Of Rock is still Live on The Air Today through New Years Reverend DJ Furg has logged almost 20 hours of the Fifty-Six Straight Hours of non-stop talk & spinning music, stocked up with Monster Energy Drinks, Turkey, his Bible & Music You can call him and request music & talk to him live at: 1-843-874-3874 Come tune in and show him your support & help him stay awake starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & on Microsoft's Media Player's Internet Radio Classic Rock Section or you can go to our website at: ___________________ www.TheGlowRadio.com Tune in and enjoy the best tus anyhere on the Web. The music community for the coolest cats in town! p FREE Music/LIVE DJs: Pick Your Player! B&nb

Run Forever
So new year's has made me think about a lot of things. Really the last two years have really intense imbroglio. As a result I've written a lot more poetry than I've done in some time. This is a short one called "Anything But Mine" When we first touched it felt so fine It was hard to see you being anything but mine but later on I came to see the cold hard reality For while our fates remain intertwined You'll forever be anything but mine.

The Way I Feel
LIFE IT SEEMS WILL FADE AWAY DRIFTING FURTHER EVERYDAY GETTING LOST WITHIN MYSELF NOTHING MATTERS, NO ONE ELSE I HAVE LOST THE WILL TO LIVE SIMPLY NOTHING MORE TO GIVE THERE IS NOTHING MORE FOR ME NEED THE END TO SET ME FREE THINGS NOT WHAT THEY USED TO BE MISSING ONE INSIDE OF ME DEATHLY LOST, THIS CAN'T BE REAL CANNOT STAND THIS HELL I FEEL EMPTINESS IS FILLING ME TO THE POINT OF AGONY GROWING DARKNESS TAKING DAWN I WAS ME,BUT NOW HE'S GONE NO ONE BUT ME CAN SAVE MYSELF,BUT IT'S TOO LATE NOW I CAN'T THINK THINK WHY I SHOULD EVEN TRY YESTERDAY SEEMS AS THOUGH IT NEVER EXISTED DEATH GREETS ME WARM NOW I WILL JUST SAY GOODBYE

"sitting Here"
"SITTING HERE" I'm sitting here all alone,feeling so sad,empty and lonely. I think of you every minute and second of each passing day.Wondering how you are doing, what you are doing? I spend my time also wondering where you are right now. Wishing I could hold you again. I sit here remembering all we have shared,over the phone and in person,just dreaming of all that will be. Crying a tear every minute we are apart. At times I tell myself that I'm strong and these times will go by fast.Yet,at other times I sit here and wonder why I must hurt this way. Though some where in this emptiness I find myself feeling loved still. Then I realize that its not the sadness,emptiness,or even the loneliness that hurts me the most. It's the sitting here and being without you....

Wtf
Why is it that everyone wants your help only when they are stuck in a jam. People I don't mind helping others but people tend to prey on the help of others. Who says u have to help your family when they are just going to stab u in the back. I wish God would strike down with great vengence against all who oppose him. No matter what, family should come first in life, but in mine it is not that way. I am not going to be taken advantage of and I will not bow down to anyone since I live alone so I don't have to answer to anyone. Fuck everyone who is like this you are ignorant assholes who cannot manage their own lives so they prey on destroying others. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

2011
2010 on fubar left me sorrows and happiness. Goodness and naughtiness. Was friends with ppl that I would have given my life for. Ppl that I cared for deeply.. men and female. Maybe I am naive or just not understanding, but if I did something let me know. I also met some ppl some have shown me true friendship outside of fubar.. What I am shooting for in the new year is strength, guideness and the ability to understand more from people and to know where the bs is before it happens. I wish all of my friends and family much love this year and prosperity. Thank you for listening. Your favorite Robin.

Random Thoughts
Ever wanted something so badly you couldn't breathe without thinking about it? Ever over analysed something so much that the simplest concept turns to gibberish in your own head? Ever felt something was just "right" clear down to your bones, so deep that no one could tell you otherwise? Ever wonder if you were insane because your mind races so fast you can't make sense of your own thoughts? Ever lose yourself in something so wonderful you can't remember what life was like before it? Ever have to talk yourself down from an emotional cliff? Ever endure something horrible and come out better because of it? Ever teach yourself to love again? Ever wanted to drown in a feeling? Ever been so happy you don't see how anyone could deserve the luck you've found? I Have.... Have You? Be Strong... Be Loved... Question Everything

Contest
Looking at running a contest for a 1 month VIP and a Boomy. Just thinking and letting it evolve right now, but it would consist of the your pic (or 2, NSFW and a SFW) emailed to me (not ripping it as there are no points for ripped pics), a hot borderline SFW:) pic. The first one to 10,000 votes/comments wins.Saying 10,000 because I have pesonally bombed a picture for a friend in less than a week at that number. Enough interest i'll do it. And my status tells the tail. Vote and comment on this:D Just playin the Fu

Justaman2u Wants To Know If U Knew..
We truely live in a great country i must say. A nation that shows it can grow. A nation were we work on things that are wrong or were wrong. If u ever get bored read about . Anti-miscegenation laws - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia 40 years ago many of us would have gone to jail for breaking the law. Thank you American for being what you are. We are america and must make sure we keep the change going. just remenber u make a difference. Let me know what you think. Not sure anyone will read this but what the hell. never know.

Letting Go Isnt A Bad Thing
"LET GO" To "Let Go" Takes Love To "let go" does not mean to stop caring,it means I cant do it for someone else. To "let go" is not to cut myself off,it is the realization I can't control. To "let go" is not to enable,but to allow learning from natural consequences. To "let go" is to admit powerlessness which meansthe outcome is not in my hands. To "let go" is not to try to change or blame another,it is to make the most of myself. To "let go" is not to care for,but to care about. To "let go" is not fix,but to be supportive. To "let go" is not judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To "let go" is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,but to allow others to affect their own destinies. To "let go" is not to be protective,it is to permit another to face reality. To "let go" is not to deny,but to accept. To "let go" is not to nag, scold, or argue, but instead

Kirsten: Blackwood Book One
Fu friends, I am proud to announce the release of my first teen fiction novel, "Kirsten: Blackwood Book One" If you have teenage daughters who are bored with Vampires, check out a fresh start to a new series aimed specifically at teens who need some new reading perspective!! :) Follow this like to begin the journey... http://www.amazon.com/Kirsten-Blackwood-Daryl-J-Healey/dp/145641870X/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1293931118&sr=8-1

Shit
Well I don't write many of these but this year I am off to a good start I guess. Well any how I finally got to view a winter classic hockey game because of the circumstances in the last few year that I was in so I finally got to see it. And to even make it better is the team I least liked which was the Pittsburgh Penguins got their asses kicked So I am completely happy about that. I may be a Flyers fan but I was never in favor of the Penguins ever since Crosby got in. I just didn't like how there was so much spotlight put on him on his first year in the NHL. Well anyhow what makes this new year even better is my Ex who dated some guy while I was out to sea got engaged to this low life (the little shit works a low paying dead end job) said nothing broke up with the little shit. Knowing that I will never get back together with this bitch cuz and since I lost respect for her, I could never be any happier and in a way it has made me feel like I am worth something and that I am better tha

Things You Could Put Into A Friend Request
so many of people on here put blank requests, but here is a list of things you could put into one. just to make it seem a little more personal. 1. Hi, how are you?? 2. read over your profile, you seem cool 3. my name is so and so, nice to meet you. 4. hope you are having a good day 5. nice profile 6. Thanks for coming and rating me 7. looking for friends 8. if its the holidays, put something that says happy holidays 9. if its someones birthday, maybe just put happy birthday 10. If its a military personal. maybe put thanks for serving. these are 10 things you could put into a friend request. rather then sending a blank one. 10 seconds to write something goes a long way. P.S. just because this is the net doesnt mean we dont have to have manners. Think about the stuff you say to some people on here and ask yourself would you say it to a person right to there face???

Pixie Rocks!!!
A friend is someone who can sing you the song ofyour heart when you've forgotten it. Love Quotes by Anonymous I would rather have had One breath of her hair,One kiss from her mouth,One touch of her hand,Than eternity without it. Love Quotes by City of Angels A true friend is just like a piece of puzzle. Without that particular piece, your life wouldn't be complete~Source : Anonymous's falling in love quotes True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly~Source : Jason Jordan's falling in love quotes Love in it's truest form has no languageor words, it just has a thousand and oneactions we all wish we could describe. Love Quotes by Kenneth B. Emery Doubt thou the stars are fire,Doubt the sun doth move,Doubt truth to be a liarbut never doubt thy love. Love Quotes by William Shakespeare

Reina
I sit looking as the little charm that vibrates across the thing that keeps sending me never ending messages of a ghost I once knew. I hate the way I am filled with seduction at the very site of him, he seduces me with his presence. He is with me, but yet he is away. I have hurt him before, is he scared I will do it again, or has time made him the man he is. I fear that I have no meaning...no value. This love is a never ending battle that needs to end though I am persistent to not let go even though the spirit of the ghost has...... I wounder what I am to him, that he has no more love for me? I believe we are only to be in past not presence.

Something You May Not Know
I need to sleep, it is to scary to go to sleep. Its always in my mind. My dreams aren't safe anymore. I'm so tiered, and just want to go to sleep. I feel I am out of my body, and watching myself slip away. The last few days I've been running on about 3-4 hours of sleep per night, and 5 hour energy shots to stay awake. It's taking control of my mind, It wont go away. It has a grip of me. It is everywhere I go. When will It let me go? Sleeping was my only escape, It has found me even in my dreams. I don't want to, and can't leave. It is going to own me one day. I can't take It's feeling anymore. Its going to own me one day. I can't do anything to stop It. It refuses to let go. It says it is better than here. All I can do is keep on fighting It. God please help.

2011 So Far For Me
Hey Everbody 1/10/2006 or 10/1/2006 marked a very sad day in my life for me because on this date my friendship ended with my now ex best friend Geoff after a 16-17 year friendship got forced to end by the court system because of a jealous and a way over protective mother (GEOFF'S MOTHER)of her now 36 year old son and it's now been 5 years without any contact with him which totally sucks,and also i got to watch at the cinemas the day my friendship ended Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and i also held back the tears from crying inside the movie because of the sad day i had and this now marks or will mark on 10/1/11 or 1/10/11 5years without any contact without my now ex best friend and yes i miss my best friend alot from Bruce ps please understand it is a emotional date for me so i might be a bit on the edge and say stuff in a angry voice but it's only 1 day i took really hard to deal with so please be patient and understanding with me if you are goingto be speaking to me

Resolutions
In the past, I've had no luck with general new year's resolution such as "exercise more." Usually I don't even bother with them at all. I want to try something a little different this time. I'm going to blog a monthly goal. Nothing earth-shattering, nothing that will depress me if I don't get it done or impress anyone if I do get it done. But my goal will be here in my little blog, reminding me that if I have time to scribble my rambling thoughts to my internet buddies, then I have time to make some constructive changes in my surroundings. Resolution #1 is to reorganize and update my bedroom. Right now there is too much furniture, too many guitars and amps and cords, too many books, lamps that don't work in the space, outdated bedding and drapes, and old prints that do nothing for me anymore. I want it to be a warm, inviting, calm, beautiful space. My furniture is nice. I may update it with new hardware but it doesn't need refinishing. It's old, solid cherry and I've been stymie

Babysitting/nanny
Anyone who knows someone in need of a babysitter/Nanny, please notify me. I charge fair and have good references. May let them know of me and give them my number and name if they would like to talk to me. 316-617-8553 Danielle Enloe, Thanks for anyone who may be-able to help! I love kids and love to help take care of children who need to be taught a lesson. I'm fair with the kids and try to teach them the right. I feel that children are the most precious beings because of the fact they are innocent. They do not really know much and thats how i believe they should be, they should be a kid and have fun and play and use their imagination greatly. You only have innocence for so long before you never have it again. My ranges are between 2 months and 10 years old. If younger, it depends. Prices very on how many kids and for how long. I will discuss prices if you contact me. I do like to have a day where i come over and meet the kids and the family to get the know them and have lu

Credits, Bling Packs, Ability Bling....
12 Credit BP- Daily Profile Rate of 11 Daily Profile Comment Daily Bling Polishing 25 pics Rated an 11 Daily. 1 SFW Salute Added into my top friends. (Offered for 2 weeks)25 Credit BP- Daily Profile Rate of 11 Daily Profile Comment Daily Bling Polishing 50 pics Rated an 11 Daily. Added into my top friends. Fam Add for my NSFW's 1 SFW Salute 1 Bling of my Choice. (Offers for 1 month) 65 Credit BP- Daily Profile Rate of 11 Daily Profile Comment Daily Bling Polishing 65 pics Rated an 11 Daily. Added into my top friends. 1 Bling of my Choice Fam Add for my NSFW's 1 SFW Salute 1 NSFW Salute Link your Profile to my page.

Alittle Insight
The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. The wife was upset to say the least.“You are a disrespectful pig!” she cried. “How dare you do this to me! A faithful wife, the mother of your children! I’m leaving you. I want a divorce!”The husband replied, “Hang on just a minute love, so at least I can tell you what happened.” “Fine, go ahead,” she sobbed, “but they’ll be the last words you’ll say to me!”The husband began “Well, I was getting into the car to drive home, and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn’t eaten for three days. So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn&

Because I Am Who I Am Like Me Love Me Or Just Fuckin Hate Me
TODAY WAS ONE OF THOSE DAYS THAT I COULD HAVE JUST ROLLED BACK INTO THE BED AND PULLED THE COVERS OVER MY HEAD AND SAID FUCK IT PEOPLE SUCK......O WAIT MOST PEOPLE DO SUCK AND I AM HERE TO TELL THEM EXACTLY HOW I FEEL AND WHY I FEEL THAT WAY......

Watch Out For Christina
Well i was rating a girls profile named Christina. Her name was in pink and she was a blond. I was ready her profile and she was wanting bling packs anywhere from 15 bling pack all the way up to 1000 bling pack.. We started talking and she went over what was included in the bling packs and she tried EVERYTHING she could do to get me to ge her the 1000 bling pack. I told her i would start smaller and maybe work my way up and see how things go then get more later. So i went ahead and got her a 135 bling pack that cost 80 some dollars. So i was promised personal salutes, a album with pics for me, added to her family, her number to text and so on and so on. Well after i gave her the bling pack she did add me to her family. She never did give me her yahoo messenger to see her on cam. I forced her to give me her number as promised and she doesnt really reply to text. She has never done any salutes for me or even asked what pics i wanted taken for my album. So she has made excuses for

My Usa Dream
i have a dream girl in a dream place a place in my heart for ever and a day just a thought of her makes my heart race she shines up my youth and day she sure is my card deck ace coz i love her in every way..

Say Goodbye
its been almost 2 years since my granpa died. He was my rock, he was the one that kept me going, he was by my side no matter wut i did. And when he died it crushed me, he was the one that protected me. He loved me so much that just seeing me made him soo happy that somtimes ppl wondered if he was on drugs. and him feeling like that made me like myself alot better, cus if he could love me like that, then he must see somthing good in me. Im stil mad, im stil pissed, im stil crushed that he s gone, and the reason why it keeps bringin me down is, i cant move on becaus i never got a chance to say goodbye.So i got an advice from someone to write down a letter to him, with all i want to tell him so here it goes: Dear granpa: u have always been my rock, my guid in life, the one that loved me uncoditinaly. i remember the summers u came n got me, n toke me to ur farm, just me, so i could get away from my crazy family. u n granma always treated me like a princess and that i could never

Just Speaking
I've been on this site for many, many many years...deleted a few pages and yet keep coming back and creating new pages, all due to the many people and "friends" I have made on here. I must say this site has changed...there are so many self centered, selfish, begging, need to be center of attention human beings on here and lately (the past year), I've noticed that if you don't have money to spend or lies to spit around or promises to meet in person with others or if you ain't a model or have model looks, then you don't get no where...and this is MY OPINION, so if you don't like it, then so be it. I ain't one to hold my tongue on anything and I've pissed off quite a few people with this aspect of me but those that really know me and are a true friend in my life, then you all appreciate that aspect about me. I have spent thousands of dollars on here over the years and never ever asked for anything in return and yet I do get something in return...I get blocked/deleted/cussed out/talked abo

Omega Replica Watches' Legend
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Love Is
You can shed tears that she is gone, or you can smile because she has lived.You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,or you can be full of the love you shared.You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday, or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.You can remember her only that she is gone,or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back.Or you can do what she'd want:smile, open your eyes, love and go on.”

Sex Survey
Dirty survey Are you daring enough to answer this for this person? Rules: TELL THE TRUTH!!!!! Answer this for the person who posted this and then repost it for yourself! 1. Would you have sex with me? 2. What positions would u want to b in? 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? 6. Would u pull my hair while you did me? 7. Would u do me in the shower? 8.Would u handcuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? 9. Would u have a 3-some with me? 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? 12. Where would you do me? 13. Would u do me in front of people? 14. Would u do me again and again? 15. Would u do me in the rain? 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? 17. Would u have phone sex with me? 18. Would u cheat on me? 19. Would you like to roleplay? 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? 21. Would you do me once and leave me the next day? 22. W

I"m Sorry
1. I'm sorry I don't run God Modes and Famps Daily. 2. I'm sorry I don't feel the need to bling everything that walks to be cool or for attention. 3. I'm sorry I don't take one on one personal drama and blog it on your behalf. 4. I'm sorry I treat people like people. 5. I'm sorry if I don't perv on you or give you that attention you might need from elsewhere. 6. I'm sorry if I hold people close to me in high regard and hope they do the same by actions and not lip service. 7. I'm sorry if your name color today, level or rank mean nothing to me. 8. I'm sorry if I question things. 9. I'm sorry if I call it like I see it, even though you may not like it. 10.I'm sorry I didn't rate your page today. 11.I'm sorry if I didn't reply to your message fast enough. 12.I'm sorry if you are a coward and block me without ever speaking to me. 13.I'm sorry if I think your boyfriend is a douchebag, because if I think that, he probably is. 14.I'm sorry if I think your girlfriend is a user, be

Hit Squad By:t-ride
Awesome Band that Came Out In 1991-They actually in my Opinion Got ripped off cause of the Grunge had came in those days..dont get me wrong Grunge was awesome...and anytime theres Change-Somebody Gonna get cut...It was a Band That When You heard You either was gonna Like or Dislike...But it took them 7 years to Write this Album and Record it,Which Probally had alot to do with they was late..But sometimes thats the Price to Pay When You Seek so Hard for Perfection...I Am gonna Add the Lyrics and it will be more fun to listen to-You may think Wow Thats a way of Putting Something or that didnt sound like that....lol...But anyways Hope You Enjoy-I am Blessed to get this-Cause it is so Hard to Find it anymore..Thanks Youtube.. You call me up in the midnight To get them when they're asleep You want to know that there're shaking And hear the sound of their shriek I know somebody told you After I'm done I'll be gone I ain't a genie in a lamp You rub me wrong and I'l

Change
Change Tired of these games you play, It’s only for the kids I stay. You don’t treat me like you should, And you’ve said you never would. You call me names and put me down, Then your mad when I’m not around. You don’t value who I am, Don’t think you even give a damn. You never listen when I speak, always the same every week. You come on in, tired as hell, And right off you start to yell. Always with the same rebuff, About how I don’t do enough. Mad that I don’t talk to you, And that you don’t get a screw. But why should I even let you hit? &n

If
IFIf I could…hold you in my arms, You’d be in them today.If I could…kiss your lips,I’d do it without delay.If you want… a friend for life,I’ll never go away.If you need me…night or day,With you I’d always stay.If you hurt…I would heal.If you ache…I would feel.If you cry …so would I.If your high…I would try.If I could…have a love,You’d be the first that I’d think of.If I could, If is was, If you wanted, If it does.All these If’s to think about,But only one that I cry out.If I could, Oh…I would. By: josie

Please Help With Huge Favor
Please help me win this contest and vote for my bandSpanish Fly!! Vote more than once if you can!! Thank you and send me a message if you do help so Ican thank you!! We're about 8k votes short. Ugh!! Thanks in advance!! http://www.safeauto.com/dothejingle/Entry/pwrW5zwLcNc

Got Myself In A Mess
People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.

The Mark Collins Scam
SCAM BEWARE !!!!!!!!!!!!! IF ANYONE GETS THIS PLEASE REPORT IT ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RE: Federal Bank Fraud Case # 627772 Defendant: CC: IRS Enforcement Division Dear Sir or Madam, Section 1278-4b of the federal UCC Code states that federal or state tax liens may be placed on your individual tax returns. We havereason to believe that in the matter of your account with Bahamas Marketing Group, that you are involved or have participated in a scam to manipulate the federal banking system. Our firm is investigating possible violations of the US Patriot Act and several check kiting allegations. When a judgment is filed we will ask that the funds be released to court to satisfy the judgment. Sincerely, Mark Collins Phone: (877)349-6951 Allied Group Litigation and claims officer

From Rev
Do not ask What is in My heart Or try to Guess What's on My mind It is just Too difficult To explain The charred Remains Of what Others Have left Behind Echoes of What's been Lost Is really All you'll find Memories that Never were Is what lies Beneath The rind Thank You..You seem to always know what my soul is sayin I Love You Joe

For Everyone Who Is In A Long Distance Relationship
You're a million miles away but you are close to my heart I knew you were mine from the very start You give me goosebumps, you make me smile For you I would run many miles Just to feel you and treasure your touch To hold you close, to feel your clutch I want you and I need you now If there is away please show me how For you I would sit here and wait Even though you are in another state You are my love and my soulmate But in my heart I know your real Cause you are the one who got a good deal When you met me you stole my heart And nothing can tare us apart Cause you are the one who is in my heart Wow can't you tell that I'm bored lol

Love Lives Online
I COME FROM A SITE NAME MOCOSPACE MANY OF YOU PROBABLY ALREADY HEARD OF THE PLACE WELL ONE DAY I FOUND LOVE THAT LIVES ONLINE AND I'M SO HAPPY THAT SHE IS MINE SHE WAS ON HERE BEFORE WE MET SO NO ONE GET IT TWISTED ABOUT HER FUBAR MARRIAGE YET LOL SHE'S TOTALLY HONEST AND TOLD ME OF THIS PLACE AND I CAME TO SEE BEEN HERE ONLY ONE DAY AND THINK IT'S A PRETTY COOL PLACE TO BE BUT MY XASIANBEAUTYX IS NEVER HERE ANYMORE SO SOMETIME TONITE SHE MAY COME AND PERMANENTLY CLOSE HER FUBAR DOOR SHE AND I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE SHARED IN BLOGS ON MOCO AND IF SHE SEES ANY PRETTY LADIES GIVING ME DRINKS THAT MAY DRIVE HER LOCO ALWAYS UNDERSTANDING, WHEN SHE CLOSES HER DOOR I'LL CLOSE MINE TOO SO EVERYONE THAT TRULLY MISS HERE Y'ALL KNOW WHAT TO DO DROP ALOTTA LOVE ON HER PAGE BEFORE SHE GO MUCH LOVE FROM HER REAL LIFE SOON TO BE HUBBY LORENZO AND IF I CAN CONVINCE HER TO STAY THEN YOU GUYS WILL HAVE TWO OF THE PUREST LOVERS IN THIS PLACE! PS. GO TO MOCOSPACE AND LOOK ME UP, SAME NAME D

Leveling
The new leveling requirements are driving the fun and joy out of Fubar. Not to mention all the glitches that have arisen since baby j switched the servers...It is a test of wills to even stay on here. It is my love and devotion to my family and friends that keeps me on Fubar

Very Touchy Issues
Ok I'm going to start this one by warning everyone its going to be pretty long. This is something i dont tell everyone but i feel that it will help people understand me better and why i have trust issues with people. Well when I was 6 weeks old my mother had a heart attack with me in her arms. As she went down to the ground she flung me and i landed in the middle of her bed. My two older brothers took care of me for 3 days until the downstairs neighbor came home and they got his attention for mom. At that point we went to live with my grandmother. We eventually went back to live with mom and along came my little sister. From there the details get kinda spotty at best, but from what I have come to understand is that mom was heavy into drugs and alcohol and wasn't able to take care of us kids properly. We all got pulled by the state and of us four kids, I was the only one that got placed with the family (grandma). Now grandma raised me for the rest of my life but was in and ou

Pink Bermuda Triangle
I guess IDid notMeasure upTo what He thoughtA manShould beBecause when I wouldn't DrinkThat shotHe just had To call me A PussyI told himThat's alright With me My womanLOVESTo eatThat stuffSo there areMuch Worse thingsI could be So True Love Ya Rev

Missy's Poem
Is that you i feel close by, or am i dreaming,is that you coming closer to me, or am i dreaming, is that your body i feel upon me, or am i dreaming, is that your hot breath i feel on me, or am i dreaming, is that your strong hands touching me so softly, or am i dreaming, is that the sent of you i smell, or am i dreaming is that you lips i feel kissing me ever so softly, or am i dreaming, is that you wispering my name, or am i dreaming, i open my eyes to see you but then i new that i was dreaming. [ the man i wrote this for Russ Alan Scott Tate died April 18th 2000 from a head on collision from a drunk driver] DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE you never know who life your going to for ever change!!!

The Dj Joe D Show On Sunday Morning Glow Radio
The Debut of The DJ Joe D Show Sunday Morning at 7am PT/8am MT/9am CT/10am ET/3pm GMT Every Sunday Morning DJ Joe D will be Live from Toronto, Canada The show will include DJ Whitney and her Springsteen Minute Jonah is back in time for the playoffs on his NFL Minute. The ever-popular DJ Joe D Blog Review returns as does both the Canadian Content and Novelty Songs of the Week! Joe D's show with The Glow Radio is much longer from his previous shows. A longer show each week also means more music, more interviews and talk, more shoutouts and of course, more opportunity for all listeners to interact with the show! We will shortly provide details on the multiple ways to you will be able to reach The DJ Joe D Show while live on air as well as before and after the shows! We want to know that you're out there listening each week. And that you let your friends, family and acquaintances know about The DJ Joe D Show. We want all the listeners to once again make the show p

My Realization
i have come to realize that the reason for me being on this site is because i am a loser with no friends out side of here and thank you all who have become my friends on here. outside of here my life is very boring. i hangout with my self i wallow in self pity cause i have nothing else. i am dreading going home cause i haven't got much waiting for me at home. i live with my mom still i have no job and i have no friends to hangout with. i don't know why i have no friends i try very hard to be friendly with everyone. but apparently females don't like nice guys and the guys i have hungout with treat females with disrespect and that is something i can not do. and no i am not gay for those of you that read this and may think that i just happen to have a great deal of respect for the opposite sex.

Family
Fuabar family..... I am going to be disappearing for the next few months. I have a family outside of fubar that I need to push my energy to more... and work need to be more about addition to detail.. You guys were what got me through 2010 and I will never stay gone long.... I will still stay around on FB and will kind of hit skype every now and again. If you really need to get a hold of me you know how..... Prime

Irritating People
I'm venting and I'm sorry but this really bugged me. *disclaimer: My status said "Off to be domestic.. I need a fukkin maid. Any takers? ♥" and I was marked as away. I guess I shouldn't clean my bathroom huh? I met EX PRESIDENT BANDIT a few days ago. We had a few great chats and seemed to be a lot of fun and a possible great new friend. Anyone that really knows me knows that when I run bling that I don't chat much. Evidentally I offended him since I wasn't at my laptop when he wanted to chat again. I come back from cleaning and find this in my chat box: :14pm reply EX PRESIDE...: so what happened of you ever getting back 2:14pm reply EX PRESIDE...: to me 2:15pm reply EX PRESIDE...: ok later gator 2:19pm reply EX PRESIDE...: ok your off my list looser sisne your not getting back later and then I was blocked. I know this is fubar but it really ticked me off because I dislike drama so much. Thank you for listening to me whine.

My Children's Books Fan Site
Hi guys, I have created a new fan site on Facebook for my new books and future projects, be sure to visit and "LIKE" the page so you can stay updated. Fan site: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Robert-Harris-Writer-3D-Artist-Childrens-Book-Author/168264799877307 ----- You can also follow me onTwitter! http://twitter.com/#!/DarkLimitArts ------ I will be hosting a contest as of Jan 10th - Jan 17th, where you can name two of the characters that will be featured in my upcoming book "MONSTERS IN MY MILK" and win a free copy if your suggestion is selected. http://www.facebook.com/pages/Robert-Harris-Writer-3D-Artist-Childrens-Book-Author/168264799877307 ----- My Site/Gallery! http://darklimit.deviantart.com/ Thanks for the support. DARKLIMIT ARTS@

My Points For 12hrs
I am offering every single point I make in a 12 hour period to people who get me a 135 credit bling pack. You can pick the 12 hours, to a point.(This is the new ability that Angels get when they reach Virtual Virgin.) The price of the bling pack includes me running an auto during your time. If you would like a HH to run, then you would have to get me that and tell me when you want it scheduled. Anything else you would like to do to promote more points is fine - within reason. Now of course I wont sitting here nonstop through out your 12 hours. I do have a life outside of fubar as hard as that be to believe, lol...But I will do whatever I can to help you make the most points possible, I promise you that. If you are interested or have any questions and want to make other arrangements on this, including those on a tight a budgetplease send me an private message or a shoutbox aka my chat message and i will reply when i get time. Thank you so much, JT

21 Pimpouts
IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN GETTING 21 PIMPOUTS FROM ME THEN BID IN THIS BLOG. BIDDING WILL START AT 10 MILLION THATS BASED ON 500K FOR EACH PIMPOUT...YOU CAN OFFER FUBUCKS, BLING, PRETTY MUCH ANYTHING, WHEN I SEE AN OFFER I LIKE I WILL NOTIFY THE WINNTER!!!

Auction
MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO QUALIFY!!!! I am willing to do a 1 time give away of 1 bling pack up to 25 credits. What would you be willing to do in order to get it? Additional credits can be negotiated in private with the winner for credits up to 65. How bad do you want it?

New Here
I'm slowly learning my way around.. my wonderful friend invited me to this site and well it can be a bit overwhelming at first.. I look forward to meeting all sorts of new people and making new friends.. I like that there are blog spots on here .. I enjoy writing short stories so I will have an outlet to post them at on here.. very cool as I have not had an outlet to post to in quite awhile.. and as much as I enjoy reading my own stories *eye roll* I'd really rather have feedback on them.. or at least have other people read them.. so if you read them or this.. hope you enjoy.. and if not.. that's ok to!

My Stuff
Lounge advertisements: I rarely actually go to that lounge. And on the rare occasions that I may visit, I never join. Random SB's from people asking for MSN or something: Not happening, sorry! People who insult based on appearance: It's the internet, why do you care what i look like? E-drama: Not interested. People who wanna argue: See 'E-drama' answer. Cliqueyness: Just because you don't know someone, doesn't mean you should pretend they don't exist. There's probably more but whatever, i don't care. BYE! =|

Looking For 1st God Mode Bling
I am in search for my first God Mode bling.. I can offer to whomever gets it for me, family add, daily ratings, bling polishings, and lovins. 2 ticker messages promoting you, your name in my status thanking you during God mode, bomb and polish 10 of your family members during my god mode, 1 day blast promoting you. TOP Family & friend, salutes every time I make them, and much more.. please sb me if you are interested.

Texting For Seniors
This is no way applies to anyone specific...age or otherwise...LMAO Got suggestions to add below? leave a comment!!! Since more and more Seniors are texting and tweeting there appears to be a need for a STC (Senior Texting Code). If you qualify for Senior Discounts this is the code for you. ATD: At The Doctor's BFF: Best Friend Farted BTW: Bring The Wheelchair BYOT: Bring Your Own Teeth CBM: Covered By Medicare CUATSC: See You At The Senior Center DWI: Driving While Incontinent FWB: Friend With Beta Blockers FWIW: Forgot Where I Was FYI: Found Your Insulin GGPBL: Gotta Go, Pacemaker Battery Low! GHA: Got Heartburn Again HGBM: Had Good Bowel Movement IMHO: Is My Hearing-Aid On? LMDO: Laughing My Dentures Out LOL: Living On Lipitor LWO: Lawrence Welk's On OMMR: On My Massage Recliner OMSG: Oh My! Sorry, Gas. ROFL... CGU: Rolling On The Floor Laughing... And Can't Get Up SGGP: Sorry, Gotta Go Poop TTYL: Talk To You Louder WAITT: Who Am I Talking To? WTF

For My Love
You're the first thing I think ofEach morning when I riseYou're the last thing I think ofWhen I close my eyesYou're in each thought I haveAnd every breath I takeMy feelings are growing strongerWith every move you makeYou're an angel from abovewho takes away my painMy love for you is so strongIt's always just the sameYou're the miracle in my lifeWho can always make me smileJust knowing that you care

Lfsf Family Rules
RULES AND GUIDELINES FOR FAMILY1. WE ARE HERE TO HELP EACHOTHER AND OTHER MEMBERS.. IF U NEED HELP LEVELING OR SUCH HIT US UP AND WE WILL HELP YA AS WE CAN...2. NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED FROM EITHER OUR STAFF IN THE LOUNGES OR OUR FAM MEMBERS SUCH DRAMA WILL RESULT IN TERMINATION OUT OF SUCH..3. WE DO NOT DISCRIMINATE AGAINST ANYONE AND WILL NOT TOLERATE SUCH BEHAVIOR..4. WE ASK THAT AS A FAM MEMBER U JOIN AND BE ACTIVE AS U CAN BE IN BOTH cLUB LIQUID AND FREAK SHOW LOUNGES..5. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN OR KNOW SOMEONE THAT DOES PLEASE LEAVE US A PM AND WE WILL BE GLAD TO ADD YA..6. PLEASE MAKE SURE TO CHECK THE STASH FAM LIST AND ADD AND RATE THEM DAILY SO WE CAN ALL HELP EACHOTHER OUT.7. LETS REMEMBER WE ARE HERE TO HELP OTHERS AND HAVE A GREAT TIME NOT TO COMPETE OR DESTROY ANYONE...8. IF U HAVE ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE DIRECT THEM TO THE FOUNDERS TWIZID/TOXIC OR FOREVER HIS/JONDO31 AND WE WILL GET TO U AS SOON AS WE CAN THANKS...9. IF YOU HAVE A FAMILY IDEA OR SOMETHIN

Death And Responsible Behavior
Six people are dead, including a Federal Judge, a nine year old girl and a 79 year old woman. It has been reported that 19 people were shot, fourteen of them are critically wounded – including Representative Gabrielle Giffords. It happened outside a supermarket in Tucson, Arizona on a crisp, clear Saturday morning. A motive for the shooting has yet to have been determined. The shooter is said to have been a “deranged young man” who acted alone. Everyone on both sides of the aisle is, of course, decrying the senseless violence. Republicans are scrambling to distance themselves from the folks on the fringe while some Democrats are seizing the opportunity to foist them on their own petard. Yes, there is a direct link between the rhetoric of violence and acts of violence. That point is so obvious to me it boggles my mind to think that there are some – apparently a great number – who actually don’t get it. This quote from this morning’s NY Times editorial clearly summaries the pr

Jail Talk
welcome tp jail talk! has a loved one or you ever been to jail? how long were you or them in for? did anyone write or visit you? what were the charges? I am not trying to pry;just lost my love to the systom for how long i dont know but miss him terribly so for all you looking forsome kind of support come blog with me on blog jail talk.............................................

Fu_marriage
Ok, if you want to fu-marry me then this is all I ask that you do for me. Send me a mail explaining why I should fu-marry you. I'm not making it a requirement but I just want to see the reasons why someone would want to fu-marry me. The mail can be short or long, it doesn't matter to me but I would just like to know why.

Darkness
my soul is empty my heart is black when u look in my eyes u see saddness and dispare u cant help but love me for who i am. my blood runs cold as ice i breath slowly and deeply trying to get theses dead throughts out of my mind not knowing where to go but in my corner the place i call home im tired of being abused and hurt by everyone i know it seems when i start to love them they dont love me back it scares me that i might just never wake up from this hell hole of a place that i seem to call my home but truly im locked up inside my own damn body trying to get rid of this damn demon that lives deep within my body screaming and clawing trying to find a way out to consume me and hurt the people that i know. i shiver at night in my cold bed just wanting u here with me holding me close keeping the demon locked away for good. all i want is to be able to love but am i even given that chance? no never have i been given that because my mind just turns everything good in to things

Short Story By Me =)
We All Die By: Tina Louise W. "You are such a fucking hypocrite!," screamed Pamela. "Well if you weren't always being a cunt I wouldn't have to resort to being a dick now would I?" Ben said in a flat tone. "Fu-" "No fuck you Pam, I'm sick of your shit." The Andersons... typical family in the local hell of Nashtown suburbia. Sure they have their bad points but also their good. You know?? Take their kids for a walk in the park on a leash, push the dog on the swings-set, have their holier-than-thou perception on others, laugh at the expense of one's misery. Yes, a normal life. It wasn't that the family is odd, well not all of them. It was that the mother was nuttier than a half eaten payday melting on a summer afternoon. Pamela would be the sweetest woman in the world unless she didn't have her swiss army knife keychain. From what is known, this keychain was given to her by her mother which told her, "Always keep this by your side or you will surely die

Peacejoylove
I originally, came to this site, after months of being irritated and bored with my life, after a recent seperation with my -ex; wanting some attention I suppose. Who am I kidding, I knew what I was doing and I liked it ALOT. Although in the back of my mind, I knew better than to do what I had been doing. The encounter I had this evening was everything that I have been missing for the past year. I used to be a Christian, back-slid, and now have "come back", and I can honestly say that I wouldn't trade what and WHO I have now for anything. So, say what you will, I truly don't care, because I have PEACE, JOY, and LOVE, the best wave I could ever be riding.

Floods
For those that do not know or have not heard about the devastation that my country is facing i thought i would write a blog to tell all of it's extent. Queensland is on the Eastern side of Australia and is currently battling floods. The floods started before christmas and are continuing as i write this. So far over 75% of Queensland has been affected. Livestock destroyed, Houses destroyed, Plantations destroyed, People have drowned and many more are missing. 75% of queensland equals to the area contained if you join France and Germany together!!!!!! 36 towns thus far have had to evacuate, some have even been air lifted to safety. Roads are closed and people are being told to leave. But where the heck do they go????? The flood waters are even reaching the border of New South Wales and eventually will affect the Murray Rivers and therefore affect Victoria. However, if we stand back and see the bigger picture we soon realise that Queenland is one of the most primary sources of our fresh

I Love You
Sometimes what we care about the most gets used up or goes away, never to return. Sometimes we never get to say goodbye or I love you! Life is short and precious. Suppose 1 day you never woke up... Do your friends and family know you love them? Let everyone know how you feel even if you don't think they love you back. It's amazing what 3 little words can do. Just in case I am called home, I just wanted you to know... I LOVE YOU!!! Live everyday to the fullest and forgive those who are wrong Because tomorrow is never promised. We got 1 shot in life, Don't let pride or anger ruin your chance of happiness!!! ♥Much Love♥ ~Jodi~

Hideing From Thyself
Like a puppy Whose tail Has been Cropped You chase after Nothing And cannot be Stopped Trying to follow Memories Of what No longer Exists May cause pretend Happiness But will Never provide Actual bliss Sometimes Hideing Is Just The Best I Can Do

Missing!!!
HOUSTON TX Last Saturday January 8 My Boy friend took me to my job around 6PM and we was having a discussion because his actions seem a little shady, and I confronted him If he had use drugs lately. He deny being on drugs, but got really upset about it. He has problems in the past, but I was hoping he has gotten the message, and was finally on his way to recovery. The last thing he mention, was that he was going to an AA meeting, and that was the last time I saw him. Today its Wednesday and I still have not heard anything from him. He is driving a green Ford Explorer Sport. With two doors. It has the temporary paper plate in the back and no plate in the front. It also have a San Jacinto Auto Sales Sticker on the back. If anyone has information about it please contact me here or at 936-242-9045

Opsec!!!
While going through and rating alot of pictures the past few days, I've noticed alot of OPSEC concerns as far as military pictures that military personnel post. I know this is supposed to a fun site and a place where we can all come to play the Fu Game, but it concerns me when I know some pics that I am rating should not be up on a public site like this. I Know i have gotten emails at work about what pics can and can not be posted on social networking sites so I am fairly certain that my fellow military members have gotten the same email as well. Please be careful what kinds of pictures we all are posting, especially pics from overseas. Hate to sound like a hag, but OPSEC is very important even today still. If you are unsure or haven't read the email/message I am referring to, ask someone in your unit or chain of command and I am sure they can get you the verbage. I just want all of us from every country to be safe from the evil that is out there and the saying is true: A pic speaks a

Crazy
Once again I've lost my way. Going nowhere fast, I dread the return. Spend my days in this self-made cage. Where my soul can dwell, and my loneliness is thriven far to well. All and none of the answers I've found. Alone I stand on hollow ground. Too many years have passed. Too much blood has been spilt. I realize it's my destiny, my will. Things aren't always what they seem As the scars on my skin will show On hollow ground I stand On hollow ground repent The sins were mine. I'm gone, I know. Dazed and weakened by the haze. Went nowhere fast, I dread the return. I've lost my ways, am I losing my mind? Maybe then my redemtion's there to find.

You Heal Me .? Listen Dawg , Shits Fo Realz . Ah Nickel Needz Mulah Rye Now . Hand Ova Dah Lunching Gwopp . Ah Nickel Gattah Make Mad Dumbnations . Y
If I only smurfing knew . Your a smurfing monster . Run for your smurfs . Its smurfing right for us . Where in smurfs name can we be our smurfs selves and smurf along .

Fucking Morons
WTH!?!?!?! Why do ppl get so bent out of shape on here when someone buys a FRIEND in fu owned??? Seriously? Why get pissed off about it? Why harass the person for playing a damn game? Is it seriously hurting you and causing you pain when they get bought? If so......GET THE HELL OFF OF FUBAR!! ITS A FUCKING GAME!!!!!!!! Oh yes i put words in caps. Im so fed up with shit that im at the point that i dont care who i piss off anymore. Whether its online or in real life. Its rather funny and pathetic that you can piss ppl off online when FUBAR is not real life at all. Its a damn site where ppl get on chat to friends,chat to strangers,make new friends,and possibly meet a decent person. And some just get on here looking for drama,looking for someone to use,or abuse. Which ever you choose leave me the hell out of it. I have my man. Been with him a year. If you want to be ignorant and not read someones profile to see why they are this site....well then you deserve the out c

You!!!!!
You are the reason i wake in morning with a smile.You are the reason i look forward to getting home at night after work.You make me feel wanted an loved .You are the one i have been looking for all my life .You make me feel feelings i have never felt before.You being in my life now completes me.You give me reason to believe again in love an life .You are my soul mate an i so love an adore YOU!!!!!!!!

Start Before Its Too Late
i believe in the right to bear arms but there are certain people that dont deserve that right. passing a bill isnt going to stop the violence or stop the insane person that carries out that violence. sure, there is a law about not having gu...ns near schools...but open your eyes government officials!! it hasnt stopped anything. in the past 10 years take a long look at the school shootings and the innocent lives that have been lost because of some moron that had something to prove. its time to start looking at the people! like when that teacher was talking about when he'd turn to write on the chalk board he was scared because he thought that guy would shoot him...come on!! if you feel like that, turn his ass in before its too late. trust your gut feelings and do something about it. if laws meant anything to these sick people, there wouldnt be a columbine or a va tech. its not about laws... its about trusting your instincts on people and taking actions to prevent it from e

Letter From A Marine
21 Dec 2010 07:12 PM PSTFrom : A Recon Marine in AfghanistanFrom the Sand Pit - It's freezing here. I'm sitting on hard, cold dirt between rocks and shrubs at the base of the Hindu Kush Mountains, along the Dar 'yoi Pomir River, watching a hole that leads to a tunnel that leads to a cave. Stake out, my friend, and no pizza delivery for thousands of miles.I also glance at the area around my ass every ten to fifteen seconds to avoid another scorpion sting. I've actually given up battling the chiggers and sand fleas, but the scorpions give a jolt like a cattle prod. Hurts like a bastard. The antidote tastes like transmission fluid, but God bless the Marine Corps for the five vials of it in my pack.The one truth the Taliban cannot escape is that, believe it or not, they are human beings, which means they have to eat food and drink water. That requires couriers and that's where an old bounty hunter like me comes in handy. I track the couriers, locate the tunnel entrances and st

Redneck Heaven Lounge Staff Appl
` Redneck Heaven !!!!!!!!!!!!!ATTENTION PLEASE READ CAREFULLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SCREEN NAME: FIRST NAME: Yahoo Messenger Name: Email:POSITION APPLING FOR: Need to be a member for at least 10 days to allow other staff members to get to know you.If applying for DJ we ask that you DJ a minimum of 2 times a week.We expect greeter to greet EVERYONE who comes in the room and ask them to join if they are a visitor, greeters are not to do the enforcers job your job is to greet.Enforcers are there to keep the peace you are to defuse a problem before it starts you are to insure the rules are followed so always have your eye on the lounge and whats bein said.(DJ Position Only)WE KNOW LIFE AND KIDS COME FIRST LET THE DJ MANAGER KNOW IF YOU CANT MAKE A SHIFT,BUT WE ASK NOT TO MAKE IT ALL THE TIMEWE ALSO ASK TO BE TOLD AHEAD OF TIME.WHEN IS THE BEST TIMES YOU ARE AVALIABL

Life Bitch!
Fuck. When ur husband cheats n leaves it is normal to want to date again. And, I did. I started to see my ex-best friends brother. Even tho I knew he had issues with his relationships in his past. Idiot me! So, I started having second thoughts and I wanted to work things out so I started to lie. I didn't intend to hurt ne1 and I didn't mean to cheat. My husband who I want to be with has no idea, And, I broke things off with the othger guy but he came to my house with a gun. I dont no how 2 get out of the situation... HELP!

Making My Kid Famous!
PLEASE HELP ME HELP MAKE MY KID FAMOUS!After 8 years and many successful shows and battle wins, My sons band, Scarecrow Hill is now in an on-line battle fora $25,000.00 recording deal and US tour. Unfortunately, we are 10 days BEHIND all the other bands (due to some computer problems we didn't get the e-mail until 2 days ago)SO, I am asking EVERYONE I know, personally, for help with this.the battle ends in March.you can vote once every hour, every day so I'm asking all my friends to vote as often as possible. every vote helps!They have climbed from the 17th spot to the 4th in just under 3 days but we NEED to get them and keep them in the # 2 spot until March!the link for the site is http://www.gorillamusic.com/25000-record-deal-contest-voting/?c=101&w=t&n=20 PLEASE, VOTE FOR SCARECROW HILL!!! ITS A SHOT AT A RECORD DEAL! & US City Tour Contest Voting | Gorilla Music www.gorillamusic.com PLEASE, help if you can!ask friends!ask neighbors! get the kids in on it!lolThanx! I'm N

My Dad
The final inspection:As the policeman stood and faced his god, which must always come to pass.He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass."Step forward now, policeman. how shall i deal with you?Have you always turned the other cheek? to my church have you been true?" the police man squared his shoulders and said, "no, lord i guess i aint, because those of us who carry badges cant always be a saint.i've had to work most sundays, and at times my talk was rough, and sometimes i've been violent, because the streets are awfully tough. But i never took a penny that wasnt mine to keep....Though i worked alot of overtime, when the bills got too steep.and i never passed a cry for help, though at times i shook with fear.And sometimes, God forgive me, Ive wept unmanly tears.I know i dont deserve a place among these people here, they never wanted me around, except to calm their fear.If you've a place for me here , lord, it neednt be so grand. I never expected or had too much, But

Treasures
I am done..and i'm movin on from my past for those of u that doubt u can kiss my ass, i've fought and i have fallen but now i can hear my destiny callin...For those that have lied, and cheated and stole i will take ur abuse no more......i am beatin but far from broken, and it is about time my words are spoken.....i will leave this place never to return and when that happens i hope u will learn....that i was the good one who deserve much love and respect....but if you dont see it now than u will always regret.......my time is coming and for those that are with me good on u for those that are against me well FUK U too.....but the time is coming and soon you will see.....that u will find no greater treasure than me........

The Truth N Nuttin But Da Truth
What I'd like to know is why every time something goes wrong withing this city's local government, we the people, suffer the price...pun intended? y? y? y? I'm sick and tired of seeing my taxes go up, fares, tolls, sales. c'mon... I thought we elected people so that we wouldn't have to deal with micro economics, but unfortunately we are the bail out, and y should the city spend our money on nonesense like street signs? I want revenge. I want justce. I want my god damn money back... all of it. Love Always, NYC Resident

Astrology
Capricorn: Jan 20 - Feb 16Aquarius: Feb 16 - Mar 11Pisces: Mar 11 - Apr 18Aries: Apr 18 - May 13Taurus: May 13 - Jun 21Gemini: Jun 21 - Jul 20Cancer: Jul 20 - Aug 10Leo: Aug 10 - Sept 16Virgo: Sept 16 - Oct 30Libra: Oct 30 - Nov 23Scorpio: Nov 23 - Nov 29Ophiuchus: Nov 29 - Dec 17

Miss Hightimes Can I Win????
Hello everyone, If you get a chance please go to http://misshightimes.com/hot/rate/single/35599 and vote on my 5 pics. You can vote every day on there site. Sometimes you get a 404 message that is a busy message so please try again in a few sec's. Please share this blog with your friends and spread the word a Fubar girl is running for miss Hightimes. Thank you all very much Much love your SexyPirate

How To Treat A Lady
The kind of girl that calls you handsome, The kind of girl that will sit & watch sports, The kind of girl that wants to help you work on your car & doesn't care about getting dirty, The kind of girl that will cook for you The kind of girl that likes to go fishing, The kind of girl that doesn't care about your wallet, The kind of girl that stands by your side, The kind of girl that gives you a massage because you had a bad day, The kind of girl that will say go have fun with the guys, The kind of girl that is happy just being in your arms, The kind of girl that you can talk to because she doesn't judge you, The kind of girl that can say sure the guys can come over & she'll cook for everybody, The kind of girl that won't try to change you, The kind of girl that will respect you as a man, The kind of girl that will be faithful when you are not there... Not many guys appreciate a good woman anymore. Because of this, there are not many left out there. I bet almost 90%

Botb
So, this is what a blog is huh? Just click a few buttons and here I am, typing in an extremely TINY box about nothing...so, if you are reading this, maybe you should mosey on a long unless you want to fall asleep out of boredom. Many blog about the dislikes of fu, others? The friends they meet on here and others? Heck what am I talking about? I have only read two people's blogs on here and I likely can't top their creativity, but I will give it a some effort. If anyone can come up with what BOTB means, then they win a hot tub, yea a fu hot tub, but an hot tub none the less. Good luck folks! Darleen

Time To Handle Some Business
Some lil boy at school, slipped a note in my daughters backpack with his telephone number, saying "call me"...................... Part of me wants to track this kid down, and introduce him to my steel toe boots...... But he didn't even have the nerve to leave his name on the note, so i guess i'll give him a break this time. Even my daughter who is 11 said it's pretty sad he was afraid to talk to her and give his number in person....... Besides that, me and my daughter have an agreement in place, She wont start dating or liking boys until i say it's time, and I promise not to hurt any of these lil evil spawn that want to get near my daughter..... I may have to start homeschooling her...........

Penialvanwrinkle
So after six long years I have made a conscious decision to close up shop. I'm gone, I'm outta here! Next stop, real life. Because what most of you fail to realize is that there is a real world out there. The sun rises, the sun sets, people live their lives. You? You sit behind your little computer all day whoring yourself for virtual goodies. Things that have no monetary value in reality. You can't pay your bills with that. “Please don't shut off my water! I'll buy you a God Mode?”What do you have to show for yourself? That you're essentially a virtual con artist or prostitute, degrading yourself in front of thousands of people for what... self esteem... ego boost... pat on the back? You're pathetic. Maybe if you got off your ass and did something with your life you might realize that you're actually worth more than a couple of virtual tokens on a web site that if closed tomorrow, you'd lose all of it. What then? If tomorrow was the last day of your existence, what do you

Goth Bitch Blog
Every time you get mad, you take it out on me like it all my fult , Every time things dont go your way its my fult , You dont understand when you bitch all the time and yell all the time you hurt me , you know little me who you say you love every night , Its not my fult you are having a bad day , why do you sit here and say you love me when in fact all you do is hurt my feelings all the time when i talk about laevein you dont want to do that and i have done is try to make things work out and i feel like i keep hitting a brick wall ,a dead end , no way out you name it i feel like it . I will keep tryin ether untill i am stoped or dead but i will keep trying no matter what i wont let my family fall apart . i love you alot and i know you will never read this but at leaset i got to say something somewhere and i really dont feel any better. Maybe later i will hopfuly .

Gastrc Bypass
Well it has been over a year with alot of test,doctor appointments,and even another surgery but its finally gonna happen in 11 days i am getting the gastric bypass surgery. I am nervous and excited i will be posting alot of picture of my progress just look in my pics in the "Gastric bypass" folder leave comments and rates please. and for those that feel the need to leave negative comments they WILL be deleted i have worked very hard for this even though i know its my fault it got this bad in the first place. so please be kind when leaving comments

My Hearts Desire
pleasing You is what i posess giving all to You with no recess my heart is full of unbounding ties my body cries from deep inside to please You Sir is what i crave for all my life was such sharades cause no one wanted my parades paridise is what i seek or am i being so very meek Soulmate i have not found but then again You weren't around to find each other would be profound when all we would do is turn around bound by others we are now but true love will prevail i pray that my search will soon be over like finding a four leaf clover bowing down at Your feet just now wondering when why and how i have lived my life thus far knowing You and i have been apart makes my passion even stronger don't make me wait any longer i long for You to be pleased by me to open You up to be made complete .

Models
trying to put a website together for new models so they can get their face out there. Some of my portfolio is on http://www.modelmayhem.com/240799. Please be sure to check it out. If anyone is interested please email me, photo_chuck98@yahoo.com

Wtf
Its your favorite dirty little slut with another tale... but this is one filled with adversary and disapointment. So I go out of my way to make a sultry dirty little add for 3 different things... One for a woman, one for a couple and another one for a man. After many disappointing emails messages and pictures we discover we are stuck with finding another man because most people aren't quite ready for us... So we start screening the tons of cock and face pics out there and come across two people we already know... One a guy I went to school with and another that we had hung with at the bar once. There are freaks just crawling out of the seams at this place!!!!! We go on and narrow it down to a handful and make sure our specifications are clear... We want a man.. We BOTH want to get fucked and we both wnt to play with you!!! By this point it is 1 am on friday so we postpone our endevours to a later date. One of the cantidates sounds most interesting... He has the same name as lovey and e

Personal Opinion
Why is it that men tell lies to women because they think this is what they want to hear. Well wake up we want the truth. Honesty is the best policy. Truth hurts but makes a person a better person for not lying. Life sucks but they are so much out there for people who is honest instead of telling people what they think they want to hear, which is for the most part lies. If honesty is something ur not about then move along because I am and do not want to be involved with someone who is not.

How Charming
1:08pmreplydork: Well I'm hungry, hungry and your pussy looks so good I wanna suck your asshole, wanna piece of...? I don't even care if your on the bloody rag I'll eat you buttplug, come on sit on my face I wanna eat you out, baby eat you out Open up your legs baby, I wanna eat you out Eat you out, baby eat you out I don't care if it's runny and I don't care if it smells Eat you out, baby eat you out I wanna stick my tongue in you and suck your cunt juice out Don't wanna finger fuck you, stick my dick inside of you I'd rather? Fat or ugly it looks like you don't care If your young or old, you gotta cunt? I'll lick you there I wanna put my tongue so far inside of you Drink your piss and cum and you can drink mine too Wanna eat your shit, you can eat my diarrhea Wanna... bring your cunt right over here

Looking For A Romantic Fool
I'm Pretty Easy Going, not VERY Shy but do tend to have quiet moments Brown eyed, redheaded ( by choice ) Acuarious by birth I can be a spontaneous, unpredictable & charming if I wanna be. I'm conservative about some things, yet open-minded some others. One of my favorite quotes is: (IM A SHY TEASE & SHAMELESS FLIRT ) I'm addicted to cell texting... I Believe That at the end of the Day ,it's the little things that Count The most..... I DON'T do one-night stands, NO casual sex, NO friends with benefits, DONT date someone who is already in a relationship, DONT have sex on a first date, WONT trade naughty pictures, OR meet anyone I haven’t been texting for a while ARE YOU UP TO THE CHALLENGE? 1. How do you know to get me interested in you? Well, I don't 'waste' time seeing a personI'm not interested in. If someone gets a date from me that means I am already interested. If I go on a third or forth date you KNOW for sure you've captured my mind. At that point I'm still not i

Humor
Scientists have recently began an investigation into the cause of an unexpected yet devastating combination of an earthquake which reached an unbelievable high on the Richter Scale: a massive 11 points; and an F5 tornado which are also known as the "Finger of God" because of it's destruction capabilities, in southern Florida last week. Local reports confirmed that the two natural disasters did in fact occur at the same time, which greatly increased the fury. After 3 long days of sifting through the wreckage, a team finally located what they believe to be the epicenter - the residential home of local businessman Kyle Brattley. Mr. Brattley and his wife are currently missing so were unavailable for comment. We asked next-door neighbor Pyke Fenrunner to explain in detail what he remembers: "Man it was just darn crazy, I ain't seen nothin like it before. Everything started shaking and gettin so loud you couldn't even hear anybody screaming. Things were being tossed and thrown aro

Emma
well, i met a lady on here from aussie.fuck colt! she is really awesome. fuck colt! we are getting to talk on skype and fubar everyday now, for hours. fuck colt! she is a down to earth woman. fuck Colt! i enjoy myself when i am in her presence. fuck colt!

Leveling Requirements
Striving for level 36 and getting close. One of the requirements is to push 5 who are a minimum level 10 to the next level. I have pushed at least 5 in the last week but I show zero credit. I asked Fubar support why and was told they can't be above level 19....If you check level 36 requirements, you will see nothing about a maximum level. This is bogus

Government More Like Organized Crime!
In lieu of my constant let downs by State, Federal and local government I've decided the following !! I will rip off all tags from pillows and mattresses in my home challenging all authorities in total disregard of the consequences.. They now will find out not to test my resolve.. The very thing the government trained me to do which is never say die will now be there demise!!!I feel as i've been cast out by my own country so there for feel as though i have one. pretty sad for 13 years of my life!!!! Paying into a system that only helps those who A) Are not from this country.. B) have never worked an honest day in there lives.. or C)just plain fucking lazy!!! so someone please tell me where on gods green earth is the money i paid into a system supposedly designed for this very situation.. As sad as it may seem every day you read about someone just going off and everyone who makes policy wonders. Yes there are some sick crazy fucking ones out there but what about the

Supahhoor
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Looking For Models In Dfw, Texas!
Currently scouting prospective models for Boudoir style photo shoots at a professional studio in the Dallas/Fort Worth area. Many other styles available! Literally ANY style of photo services you need.Over 40 years professional photography experience in a clean professional studio. All models are treated with the utmost of respect and professionalism. Many props and costumes available, and welcome to bring your own. Newest props are a custom stripper pole and a false bottom stage with a fan under it purposely to get the famous Marylin Monroe skirt blowing pose. Build your portfolio! Most shoots are free, ask me for details. Jason, Wileyharr2003@yahoo.com

Administration :) (for Dummies.)
So, you need to install Java on a RedHat system? Don't know the easiest way to do it? I, personally, prefer using the alternatives route. Helps ease the Java installation management (no, I don't like Java.) Here are the steps: 1) Download the .bin. I didn't bother with the .rpm.bin. 2) sudo chmod +x .bin 3) sudo mv /opt/ * Keep it clean folks. The next admin will slay you for mangling their tidy system, and I'd support them if you did that. 4) sudo vi /etc/profile.d/java.sh Throw the following in: export JAVA_HOME= export PATH=JAVA_HOME/bin:$PATH (Hit escape here) :q 5) source /etc/profile.d/java.sh 6) sudo /usr/sbin/alternatives --install /usr/bin/java java [bin/java after the JAVA_HOME value] [usr/sbin/alternatives --config java to see which you should use] 7) sudo /usr/sbin/alternatives --config java * NOTE: If done properly, you should see your new and shiny java binary and install listed. If not, check your steps. 8) Type the number of the java binary you want to use and hi

Happy Martin Luther King Day
Happy Martin Luther King Day, you ungrateful crackaz. Man, gave his life in pursuit of equality for all. Men, women, chi'ren, black, white, women, Stankin ass, cheap ass Jews and the rest of us. 'Bout all I have to say 'bout that shit. But um...er...ahhh....looka' here honkeys. We got a game coming up on Sunday. And 'Ol Enis gon be there. How I get the tickets? The way I always do when I want something from a group of people who act like 16 year old white girls. I rape white men. I found my way into a Christmas Party in mid-December. Wasn't my party. I just walked into the building, and picked a floor. Saw this white dude with tight jeans on and a tight sweater, and thought to myself, "Dirt Dog (my other nickname)....we need to introduce this punk bitch to the 9 inches of booty food you got tucked in your pants. Needless to say, I caught the bitch slippin, and fed his ass my dick for about 15 minutes. I put my foot on his neck and rode him out. He started cry

About Me
I am from Pickering Ontario Canada Born in Grand Falls Newfoundland Currently on a Disability pension, but work when I can under the table. Currently suing the Toronto Catholic Children's Aid Society for abuses suffered in group home and foster homes. I'm hoping to possibly come out of the suit with a multi million dollar settlement. My dream is to open a paintball field, as paintball is one of the things I do for fun. I'm not a hard guy to get to know, I do have honor and morals, I have good days and bad days, I do get angry about certain things, especially when it comes to morals and ethics in general. I do like women in moderation, I don't drink alcohol, but do smoke pot. I don't have a woman in my life, so I'll flirt with whoever till I do get one. It doesn't mean that I'm going to beat my head off the wall finding a woman, not into exercises of futility, if a nice one comes along great, if not I'm busy with things and playing paintball as much as I can with my Bros.

Whatever
Do you ever wonder what a blog really is? I mean people blog so to say about what's happening to them and what's happening in thier lives. I guess a blog is a good place to put your thoughts down so whoever wants to read can. So I guess I will start mine. I'm the youngest of three kids and always wondered what would have happened if I had took the other road in life. Sometimes I'm glad I didn't but then there's sometimes where I wish I had. Then I think of all these popular girls with thier sexy bodies and mine...will normal I guess. I was so jealous of them. Now it's just a normal thing. You should just live your life as it is and hope for the best. The best family,friends and all that. So I hope somewhere out there I have more friends waiting to find me.

Taking The Militarty Regs On,... And Winning!
PLEASE READ THIS FULL POST... With the buckling down and strict rules and regulations now being emplimented now days causing over 49K soldiers to be released from duty, soldiers are now being released from duty because they fail their tape tests. I can help. I have helped over 200 soldiers thus far make their tape with very good results. IF you FOLLOW my directions on how to use the applicators that I offer, you will have great results too. My applicators will shrink the fat cells, detox your body and firm y our skin..it takes 5 minutes to apply it and you keep it on for an hour or you may sleep with it on. What is an Ultimate Body Applicator you ask...well... It is an herbal topical ointment that is infused into a non-woven natural fiber that you wear on the target area for 45 minutes to an hour. How it works is basically it is absorbed into the fat cells where toxins and lipids are stored, they are what make the fat cells plump, and forces the fat cells to release the t

Mom
Her hands held us gently from the day we took our first breath. Her hands helped to guide us as we took our first steps. Her hands held us close when the tears would start to fall. Her hands were quick to show us that she would take care of it all. Her hands were there to brush our hair, or straighten a wayward bow. Her hands were often there to comfort the hurts that didn't always show. Her hands helped hold the stars in place, and encouraged us to reach. Her hands would clap and cheer and praise when we captured them at length. Her hands would also push us, though not down or in harms way. Her hands would punctuate the words, just do what I say. Her hands sometimes had to discipline, to help bend this young tree. Her hands would shape and mold us into all she knew we could be. Her hands are now twisting with age and years of work, Her hand now needs our gentle touch to rub away the hurt. Her hands are more beautiful than anything can be. Her hands are the reason

Fu Mafia
I have been playing for just over a year and have sat back and watched as people in mafia have made such silly remarks never mind the vulgar talk common in most turfs. like this turf comment We are hated by most but respected by all gee can you believe the conceit in that one lol Or the people want to come into a turf and cry because they were milking your turf and then they got it back 10 fold with questions like hey why are ya down attacking lol because you were a fool and thought you were all that so here is your box of tissues bye bye have a nice day lol And yes these are my thoughts my words and if you do not like them let me know you can leave my page and be removed as a friend as well as blocked from my profile I am not here to impress anyone nor pick up a man so I will handle my profile with in the fu bible laws and my own There are many more of these silly events but these 2 I just had to share Anna

Sassier Single
i'm happy soloi am loving the freedom to finally be myself, to do the things I like to do, to live my life the way I want to. it's been awhile since i've had this chance, i'm in no hurry to "find someone"this is such an incredible feeling to be who I want to be w/o the burden of another's expectationsi want to enjoy this for as long as i can, this is my life now and i can take it in any direction i wanteveryday is what i make of it and so far all the things ive done fill me with a sense of pride and accomplishmentdoing things i've never been allowed to do myself before, no one to stop me, to tell me i can't do iti laugh at myself these days and realize i've missed being a happy klutzi'm not "alone", i'm just flying soloi dont need someone "waiting in the wings" to feel securei suppose one day i may meet someone who's willing to share my life with me without trying to take it oversomeone who wont want to change anything about me, much less HATE certain things about me. maybe then, not

Boomy Contest!
BOOMERANG CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!! runs till Feb 2nd THE FU WITH THE MOST POINTS WINS! 1ST WINNER= BOOMY 2ND WINNER= 3CR BLING 3RD WINNER= 1CR BLING ******rate and comment the Fu you want to win****** how can you help? 1) R/F/A the hostess (remeber to tell the hostess who sent you) 2) rate your fave Fu's pik 3) drop a comment or 2 for good luck 5) BONUS POINTS send the hostess a... Bling Ticker or Pimp The hostess (remebe

My Poems
Two lovers of day and nightneither could live without the otherboth can shed plenty of lightbut they could never live together \while most prefer onethe other gets praisethough praise is fun power enters the phase \the praise of the moon,not something to be trifled with.just like the praise, the powerof the sun is just a myth. \praise follows myth but never seems to trymyth waits as long as it can,but keeps going and begins to cry \thus is the way of life,even if it fills u with hatenothing can be helpedthis is the Threads of Fate.

Venting About Abuse Of A Friend By Her Husband...
Sometimes I wonder how many more late night phone calls or texts I'm going to get from her before she realizes when enough is enough.But as one who has been down that road of terror,utter embarrassment,and fear....the uncertainty of a a world that is so upside down can be paralyzing. It is not the road we fear to walk along,but everything that lurks in the shadows on the path that holds us...and for her,well she has 2 small kids to think about as well. My friend has epilepsy and her husband when going into his self proclaimed battle* goes so far as to head butt her,take a flashlight and turn it off and on in her eyes,hits her upside her temples all in hopes of forcing a seizure upon her and won't do anything but,watch so he can claim her to be an unfit mother and her lose her babies. His mind is not right. He thinks he knows everything b/c he is an x con and tells her time and time again that if she ever tries to escape or leave,he knows all the laws. This coming from a man who smokes

Where Are The Good Girls Gone
We seem to search in spots that were meant to be found by someone else. We try to make it work with the person that was never your type. we look for looks and to be honest the girls with the looks are the worst ones. They get cocky and get to thinking they can have anything they want. Not understanding all they need is one. I found mysef trying to change a hoe into a housewife and i thought i did it but it was all a lie. So tell me where have the good girls gone

Rate Fan Add Me And I Will Return The Love
i just want to say ty to my real friends that have helped me gain the 50 k in points .. i have went from lvl 23 to 24 mostly by my self other than the friends that got me about 50k in points .. no thanks to all you points whores you have made a few good people leave this site made some hate you with your so called good looks that take a dive in the shitter with your better tan you attitudes.. i promise you will not get another point from me.. when i get lvl 25 the rank of godfather and become a bouncer dont ask me for shit.. you dont want to return any thing thats given to you then you can go fuck your self !!!!!!

It Bout Me
I FEEL LONELY WHEN SINGLE BUT IT SUX IT TRUE.. I HATE BEIN SINGLE AND NO ONE DONT REPECT WHO I AM I JUST RLLY LOOKIN FOR SERIOIUS RELATIONSHIP.. I HATE GUYZ WHO IS PLAYER OR HEADGAME WIT ME DAT ALL I CAN SAY

Oh Hell I Love Caffine Drinks
oh why do i love caffine it keeps you awake whilst on fu and stops you from falling a sleep and counting sheep if thats all whilst you should be ratein instead so if you feel the need to drift off to the land of nod just get some caffine in ya and it perks you and ready fo more ratins and what ever the hell you like so happy drinking heheheheheh :D

Love
LOVE is a special word to say when u are in love with some1.... Love means alot in so many ways but it only used when i mean it..... Love isnt just a word,its feeling on who u care bout and will be with forever..... Like i said Love is used for so many reason so if ur in Love with the person your with do not lose them

U Kan't Make Someone Love U ~or~ Be With U!
The next time you challenge yourBorderline Personality Disorder/Narcissistic Personality Disorderpartner’s points of view, lies, distortions, unilateral pronouncements or unfounded accusations, notice how she responds. Your discussion probably turns into a one-sided argument replete with vitriolic theatrics and threats very quickly.Here are some common communication control tactics of emotionally abusive narcissistic and/or borderline woman:1. The Big Bamboozle. Here’s how it works: Emotionally abusive woman begin a conversation/attack with one topic. When you present facts that contradict her beliefs, she bamboozles you by going on off-topic tangents, changing the subject or making a brand new accusation. While you’re still defending your original point and why it’s valid, she blows you off (because you’re making sense) and distracts you by jumping to another topic that’s completely out of left field.2. SHUT UP! When you try to explain your feelings

Me In General
I am straight forward i am a cold heartless bitch to be honest about things! But dare tell me you care about me and then turn around and ignore me all day and lie about what you are doing! I hate a liar and a cheater! I am so sick of men thinking that they can do whatever they want and get away with it well sorry fellas this is one girl who could care less! I have been hurt one to many times that the blood in my heart is all iced up and ain't nothing gonna melt it away! I am lucky to have the guy friends i have though there is 2 special one too me that mean the most and they know it too! But this is one girl that is not that easy to fuck over on so if you wanna play games and try to be a playa don't add me as a friend i don't need your ass as a friend i don't need the life!

My Ramblings
I drive home after a long hard day at work, I call home to let you know I am on my way and when I get to the door you are waiting for me on your knees dressed only in your bra and panties and your new collar. I walk through the house and notice that you have cleaned it as you were told and went into the bathroom to take a shower. My inspection of it reveals that you have forgotten to wipe out the shower and you lower your eyes when you see I am displeased. You know that you will be disciplined for this.You start the shower so that it is the perfect temperature and I get in. You strip down to nothing but the collar and get in where you take the soap and washcloth and begin to wash me. You wash my body and I notice your flushed appearance. I look at you and see your nipples are in a high state of arousal as you go to your knees and wash my legs and feet before you move to clean my cock and ass. Getting out of the shower you take a large towel and dry me. Moving into the bedr

Monsters
When we're little we're told that there are no monsters to be afraid of. However that's not the case monsters are very real, but they don't look like how we thought they would when we were little, no they wear masks to hide what they are. You see the scariest thing about them is we walk by them everday they could be our neighbor, our best friend, or even our family you just never know until it's to late.They act normally,they talk just like we do,but they are nothing like us they do things which i won't go into detail about but these things to them are perfectly ok, but to the rest of us it's just sick and wrong, monstrous. If it were up to me I would hunt all these monsters down and I the things I'd do would make them beg me for death just so they wouldn't have to feel the pain anymore. But hey thats just my own opinion.

Touch
I await you're touch although I know it shall not come, but I dream of it I seek it all the same, No other can touch me the way you do, the way you did and my heart and soul is lost and still within your very control.... You are still here with me although you lie beneath the earth so cold and I wonder will I still be loving you once I am gray and old? Life for us was not suppose to end this way, but kids and the American dream should have been out fate..but I cannot question God and the soul he takes. You're scent is still within my bed as your shirt I still wear and I am consumed by the very though of you and my heart, soul and body explodes with rapture divine and oh how I wish you were still here with me and mine

The Box
there is something inside my being that is locked up with no key never has been One to pry to find me inside my desires and hungerings can noy be ignored as if my soul could explode there is a box deep inside that tries and tries to hide Soulmate Soulmate where art Thou for now i know You hold the key to that box inside of me please hurry now so i can see You unlocking that box inside of me True submission i will be all of Yours and none of me Your loving arms i long to caress while Your holding on to the one thing You have waited for Your everything the key You have i know is true please hurry and unlock Your wants and desires from me.

Fustitutes
I always laugh when i see status's that say things like "$25 bling pack to see my naughties" "bling me for access to my private pics" "$65 bling pack gets you a nsfw salute" "buy me a god mode and i will let you see my goods" "buy me this and i will give you my yim" "buy me that and i will give you my messenger, let you text me for 1 hr, let you see me on cam for 5 mins" Really? Do guys really give these fustitutes these things to have a peek at their snatches? Guys really toss money at them just to have a peek at nsfw folders? Why dont these gals have a lil digital sign on their profile "now serving #1032" I speak only for myself when i say if i want to pay to look at snatches or naughty pics i will go to the newstand and buy a playboy or hustler. Not only will i save a ton of cash but I will be guaranteed that the pics i am looking at will be pics taken by a professional photographer and be of a professional model. Not a nasty skank with a yellow cooter thats just dripping with dise

My Entry Essay For School...
Slaying the Monster By Sally M Smith This isn’t going to be a typical essay; you may not consider it an essay at all, but a story. This is a true story, this is my story. Let me share with you how I got here, how I came to know exactly what I am meant to do with my life. I plan to spend my life helping kids slay the Monster named addiction. I say Monster because it takes over, eats at you bit by bit and is out to destroy not only you, but those who love you as well. We often find ourselves asking why we are here. What is the meaning of life? Why was I created? I feel that I have found the answer to those questions, and while I know I may be wrong I honestly hope that I am not. I believe we are here to struggle and suffer and use what we have learned from our own experiences to help others overcome similar struggles in their own lives. As a child I was introduced to drugs very early on by my mother. She would give me prescription pai

Writing
when I write aloneI visit a friendI find her sulking, pacing,waiting her turnin her dark secluded cornershe shies awaybut when I write alone I let her playshe makes visiblewhat superficial lenses missshe carries my baggageall my burdens and shamethrough her eyes I’m a slave to expectationbut when I write alone she says “Fuck perfection”throughout the day, no one can hear hershe never fights inside her cella good girl, she sitssilently suppressedbut when I write alone we’re a vessel possessedset free under lamp lightI let her write, write, open her veinssometimes it’s heartfelt, seductive, or lamebut she scribbles and scratches whatever comes outfor several minutes or pages, until nothing remainsand our hearts beat with a sated tonethen I tuck her away for next time, when I write alone

Cum For Me
Pink is the tongue that licksFlicks the tip of your cockAs I look into your eyesWatching them close with desireWarm and wet is my mouthTaking you deep insideWorshipping the part of youThat brings you such pleasureMy eyes close as I enjoyThe salty taste of your skinHow smooth you slide in and outI lose myself in youMoan for me, beg meTo let you have sweet releaseTighten and tense your body, grab my hairYes, that’s it, cum for me

Curves Of A Woman
Soft, sensual and roundMimicking the mother's groundThey leave you breathless upon viewMaking you all wet and your mouth cooSensitive to the touch of a handLeaving a lovely impression in the sandLuscious for the eyes to look atWhile slinking around like a wildcatKnowing you want to take her homeSo your mouth and hands can roamAcross her breasts and deep into her thighsUntil the room is only filled with her sighsThose are some words aboutThe beautiful curves of a woman

Elevator Ride
The elevator was crowded,He was backed up against the wall,Then he felt my rump press into him.At first his mind became clouded,And then he had an urge to squall,He got an erection on the drop of a pin!I pressed back against him harder,And I felt his hard cock pressing,Between my soft warm yielding crack.This inflamed and fired his ardor,My warm heat felt like a Blessing,He began pressing slowly back!That elevator ride was long,And our hip movements were real slow,He was thrilled with this happen-chance.His exploding climax was strong,When I left he felt such a glow,I left him with real messy pants!!

A Year Of Hell
How does someone make it back from a year of hell. I'll tell you how they do it. Well you start the year off with some great friends (never lose those friends no matter what). You move into the 2nd month by getting get 3 new tattoos all along thinking its going to be good month only to find out that someone in your family has cancer (I love you Tony. You are the best lil brother I have & I better not lose you). Then you end the month by going to the hospital yourself. You then start off the 3rd month in & out of the hospital for a total of 2 weeks for what you would thinking it has to do with hard time breathing but it is something else all together & end up having 2 surgerys. Along the way making some new friends (Carlos & Tray). Then move into the 4th month happy as hell your grandpa made it to be 81 years old & is still going. Then come to find out with out knowing its the last birthday you will have with your mom (R.I.P. MOM). Then you move into the 5th & 6th month with no problems

Another Moment In Time It Was So Much Better
First of all I'm as hormonal as fuck trying to keep myself from not being that way.... No one needs to deal with the homonal pregnant chick at work or durring sex. However I must warn you I still aam that way so this may be bitchier than I mean it to be, just bear in mind that that i want and need is a little different from what most people need. I love lovey! i love him inside and out and he loves me the same way!! He makes my sun shine brighter my moon glow bigger and the stars when he is around are so bright that people come out thinking it's noon, when it's only 3 am. However we both have sexual tendencies toward things that are unique and not exactly what you are expecting when you meet us. I want sex in general... I don't so much want to get flounced upon by a fat hairy dude or pretty much have you cheat on your wife/girlfriend/fiance to fuck me. Lovey wants me and a good stiff pound in his ass... Pretty much thats it. We have varying levels of intrest into almost all thing

Perverts
i love how guys in their 40's hit on women my age, its kinda shameful that i can find real classy women in their late 20's, 30's, and early 40's and they cant. what makes it worse is the young women fall for the stupid bullshit the old nasty wrinkly balled old men dish out. Im not gunna act like im missing out on anything because im not, i prefer a lady with a little class as opposed to some skank that will spread her legs for anyone that will talk nice to them. i guess im just different, i dont need sex to be happy with a woman. im part of a dying breed of gentleman.

My Soapbox
So lets discuss the double standard applied to men and women. I don't mean the typical things where women are treated unfairly, I am not going to beat that dead horse I mean something a little different. If a man says I wont date her because...she has small breasts, she has glasses, she has curly hair or what ever he is considered a superficial dirt bag that needs to look beyond the outer packaging. I ask then why is it considered to be well with in reason for a woman to say " I can't date him because he is not tall enough". I can almost understand a woman that is 5'9" being somewhat picky, but only slightly. I do not on the other hand accept that a woman shorter than me at 5'5" should be allowed to say they will only date a man unless he is 5'8" or taller. I know what you are thinking, ok so you found one girl that said that. I would like to inform you that it is more common than you might think. So I explored some dating sites to see how common it was. As a general rule almost

Life Challenges
Been a long night. One night i dont ever want again in my life!!!!!!!!!!!! Some people like to trigger others buttons and try to ruin there lives. Well Jess.......I love you with all my heart and soul. You are the reason i breathe everyday. I learned last night exactly how much I love yo.Yes alot of peeps went on a search party and im sorry. but this blog is dedicated to you...The future MS Peacock. I never knew there would be a better tomorrow But you've come into my life and taken away all my sorrow . My days of emptiness are gone for good.Because you fill a void in my heart that you should You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart. Without you life has no importance

Fear
We all fear something it could be something small or something big. We choose to try and not let it hold us back from things, some of us try to pretend it doesn't exsist. The real problem is what do about it when we come face to face with? I mean we could try to beat it, but sometimes we just can't no matter how much we try. Me I accept it but I don't let it control me, I don't let it prevent from living. I live my fear everyday so I really don't have to worry about facing it in the future. So I say face your fear cause win or lose it doesn't matter cause once you face it,it doesn't hold power over you any more.

Beauty
I've heard it said that,"beauty is in the eye of the beholder",and I'd have to agree. You may be with someone that is perfect to you in ever way, but sometimes people are influenced by others. They hear other people make comments about them or the person they're with and all of a sudden start to see flaws that they didn't see before. All I have to say is fuck what other people say. I mean if you think you look good and the person you're with looks good to you and you to them then who gives a shit whats others say. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder so don't let other peoples views mess with the beauty you see weather it's inner or outer it doesn't matter as long as it's beautiful to you.

Judging
We all judge others by there apperance, the way they walk, even the way they speak. Im sitting here thinking of that and Im reminded of a saying and im paraphrasing here "you shall be judged in the same matter in which you judge others". So for those of you out there who think you're perfect I got a news flash you're not. So don't stand around judging others because chances are you have more faults then they do. Me I know Im not perfect I've made mistakes and I do judge others but not by their looks, their speech or anything like that. I judge others only on the actions that they do no more no less and that is exactly how I wish to be judged. Also if you make a mistake try to learn from it so you don't make it twice.

Life
I've been thinking alot about life these days. Like why are we here, and I think the answer is to make the best of what we have in this life. I look at it this way you can be all pissed off for how little you have or you can be thankful. Look I know there are people out there with hardly anything and if you're one of these people be thankful because there are others in this world with alot less. I don't have much myself, but I thankful for what I do have because I know that I could have a hell of alot less. Also be thankful for those in your life because you or them could be gone tomorrow also because we are who we are beacause of them . I know that I thank God everyday for those that I have and have had in my life. I just hope that before my life ends whenever that may be that I can make a difference in at least one persons life if I can do that then I believe I will have lived a full life. And with that being said I bid you a good day, good evening, and good night.

Random Thoughts Of My Love!
Woke up about 6 am still groggy from my meds. I wish that I could b close to u. U make me laugh, u make me smile,I think of u often well always. Just to have u in my life makes me want to continue. I would b nothing without u! I would give anything to have u here with me even if it were just a few days that would make me ecstatic. And as for all those that say they care........ I call b.s. On that cuz betrayal doesn't show care just selfishness!

Just A Biker
JUST A BIKER But, You Didn't See Me I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, a

About Me
Hello To Anyone Who Reads: Since the about me and interest sections are so small I thought I would write a blog and therefore I can say anything I want and express myself thoroughly . Hey My name is Amber and I am a Aries. As for now my life is so complex and there is little time for myself much less a special someone or a relationship for I shall remain in Baltimore until 2012 where I reside as a pediatric resident. I work long hours , and so far have filled my grief filled days with a purpose in life to continue breathing. I lost both my mama and my fiancée within such a short period of time that in a way I became a recluse and I truly forgot how to breathe and how to smile, yes me (Smiley) forgot how for awhile. I have never been much for the net, but I started using it and finally I am coming out from under the rock I was under for 16 months and have started living again. I am only sharing this with my friends because I have came so far in my life and went to school al

True Love
To the readers of this, I sit back daily and watch many things on this site. I have watched fu marriages and fu divorces. I have watch real relationship come together because of fu and break up because of fu. About Five years ago I meet my perfect match. We meet at the oddest of place during the oddest of times. He became my best friend and nothing more. As time went on and him trying to hook me up with a friend of his and that not being what I wanted. I just was takin a break from the relationship world. The drama and the headaches of what he wants or what I want and it not working. I wasn't looking to be with anyone, just my children and myself. Over months of becoming good friends with this man and him being there for me as nothing more then just a good friend, he stopped and asked to be with me. Not in any sexual way. Just be my partner. I remember this day as if it were yesturday. As he asked me to be in a relationship with him. I told him to call me later and we woul

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About Me
Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz. You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Stability |||||||||||| 43% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56% Accommodation |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%

Alone, As Usaul...
like anyone will ever read this.... so here i am sitting here alone and probally listening to the wrong type of music to be writting anything less than a letter 2 someone. what have i done 2 deserve a pain wieghing so heavily on this torn, tattered , soul. did i not love you the way you deserved? did i not tell you that i loved you enough? was i not there when you needed me most? did i not linger on your every word? did i not any of this? is this why im alone, as usaul.... did i not share the teers, was it not enough to brand my heart with your name upon it? was i not kind enough? did i not make laugh enough? all these i ponder every waking moment of every day! Did i not sing to you the love songs of our life? did i not hold you tightly as we danced? did i not say your name softly? is this why im here alone, as usaul... none of these questions can i answer, but just know i will love the next in all the ways i asked of you, and maybe i wont be here alone, as usaul!

Random Stuff In My Head
Just some stuff going around in my head....The State of the Union Address: Why during prime time ? You're fucking up my television schedule. And why so long ? All he really has to say is "Shits fucked up and I'm gonna try and fix it"....people will clap, and I can get back to some fine television viewing. Anteaters and aardvarks. Why is there both ? They're basically the same damn animal. Does the world really need both ? Cleavage. Ladies, if you're going to put it out there, we will look. Just a fact of life. WAR. What is it good for ? Well let me tell ya. It keeps me employed and getting a paycheck. Boredom. I am suffering it from it right now and thats why I'm doing this. I'm not doing it because I think anybody is interested in what I have to say right now. If you are reading this, are you bored too ? Well that's all for now.

Letters To Richard
Dear Richie, Here I am, writing to you once again. Isn't it crazy how you are still the person I write to for advice and comfort? I guess you could say I still have a bit of Hero Worship going on with you. Even if you aren't fighting to get home anymore, you're still fighting with the demons from your past. I guess that's why I turn to you, and yet you never see these letters. I always say I'm going to send them to you, but it never happens. I have a question for you, but being me, I won't come out and ask it. Ok, yes I will. What is wrong with me? I mean, other than being totally crazy, seeing things, and having panic attacks if I get stuck in a confined space. Why do I attract men who want either just sex, or they want a wife to make them feel good about themselves. I have no problem making my man feel amazing. I love to make him feel like the only man in the world. I delight in seeing his chest puff up in pride, I love letting him know that he is super-man in my eyes.

Steelers
I think this will go down as one of the best SuperBowls of all time. I'm a rabid Steelers fan...born and raised in "the Burgh". I have mounds of respect for the Pack...espically Aaron Rodgers. In the bitter AFC...as a Steelers fan we dislike the usuals, "Belicheat" and his " butt puppet" Brady, Clevland "Brownstains", Cincinnati "Bungels"...and of course the biggest wanna-be Steelers and cry baby Baltimore "Pigeons". But after much soul searching, I can't really find anything wrong with the Pack. Great orginazation with traditions steeped in "Blue Collar" hard working American people...(sounds like another famous "blue collar" town..hmhm). We as teams don't fall into the trash talkin, mud slinging like the rest of the NFL owners seem to allow their teams to do. To bad we have to play in Dallas..the perfect example of wasted money and "know -it- all" owner orginazation.Maybe together we can bring class to an classless Nfl...starting in Dallas!! If the Steelers come out with another vic

If You Need A Good Laugh
do you want to hear something funny Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married......If this does not make you laugh out loud, you have lost Your sense of humourThe other night I was invited out for a night with the 'girls..' I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, 'I promise!' Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I heade...d for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed... 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals = 12 cuckoos MIDNIGHT!)The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him 'MIDNIGHT'.... He didn't seem p***d off in the least. ........Whew, I got away with that one! Then he said 'We nee

Ex Husband
Ok I wrote this back in 2007 when my ex husband and I were having so many problems and were splitting up. I share it now only for feedback on the writing. The pain behind these words is gone; but I'd like to get everyones opinion. Thanks. My Dearest Love, Will you be mine? I tried to let you go, But Alas, I cannot. The love I feel for you is too deep, This pain could kill me. A life without you is just that, A living death. A future without you is not one that I can see, I cannot even begin to dream it up. I know I've done things that made you angry, And I apologized for them, I am only human after all. Change is not one of those things I do often, But for you, I would flip this whole world upside down Just to see you smile at me the way you once did. You feel it, Just as I do, This love is too strong, Our happiness comes in each other. Together, we are an unbeatable force, Alone we are cold and defenseless. I don't fear facing this world without you, I

Auction
The page will be hosting it's first auction for St. Patrick's Day. All Angels and Hotties are free to enter and all others will pay 1 million fubucks. I am going to place a 2 million fubucks minumum bid on it. If you are interested, please see the picture in our default folder for rules and info.

Ignorant People
PEOPLE KNOW HOW TO MAKE MY DAY! i just wanna say im new to this site and i have ignorant people blocking me for no reason today is actually the first day that i have been on in awhile cause of my work, he asked me to add pictures of myself and i did than he went and blocked me and had other people block me also!!!I dont know why because i am new here and i am only trying to enjoy the site and meet new people!!!THIS ONE PERSON EVEN ASKED ME IF I WAS ON HERE FOR SEX!!!!! AND YES YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!SO WHY I 'AM BEING BLOCKED BY PEOPLE I HAVE NO IDEA!!!!IS THIS HOW YOUR TREATED ON THIS SITE!!!!IF SO ILL DELETE IT CAUSE I DONT WANT KNOW DRAMA!!

Random Thoughts
I wanted to get some comments or opinions on the subject of "sub/dom" vs "master/slave" The way I see it, being submissive means just that. It doesn't mean subservient to anyone. So the realm of "master/slave" is really far removed from that of a dominant and submissive relationship. The following is my personal understanding, PLEASE don't take it as anything other than me putting my thoughts down in order to have a greater understanding. I'm perfectly willing to accept constructive criticism and alternate explanations. Dom vs. Master: To be dominant over someone means that you have a responsibility to the one or ones you "dom" over. You are a leader and a strong personality. You have accepted the role as teacher and guide and you are willing to do your best to show your sub more about themselves. To help them to look inside themselves and find that place where they are truly happy and able to release any inhibitions. As a dom you may use means that seem to others to be cruel or pa

Yippie And Stuff!
Yesterday, while driving to get the kids from school, I heard a commercial come on The Michael Baisden Show. It was a commercial about a company that works for Disney that finds child talent for TV shows, commercials, movies, and appearances on The Disney Channel. I figured since my daughter has my artistic side (singing, dancing, acting, etc.) that she would like this. So I called the 800 number and what do you know? I got her an audition!!! I will be taking her on Saturday. Her audition is at noon. The lady on the phone said they are looking for child talent for a TV commercial, so that is what she will be auditioning for. Wish her luck!!! We are both very excited and I know my little lady will do very well! P.S. I already researched the company. They are BBB accredited and it is not a scam. I know someone will come in here and say be careful. Just know that I already thought about it before you did :P

Random Scribbling And Rants
living in my own hell no one cares or understands all alone in this worldalone with my thoughts thoughts vile and dark matching a soul black as night so many faces and layers no one really knows what lies under the dark they see what is projected but never the truth the hurt and scared girl afraid of what is next cant go forward wont go backward stuck in the darkness no sees her tears or her fears so she stands brave and tall as long as she stays in the dark

Rizzle Dizzle
With our futures just beyond those doors, I agonize over what I could possibly say to inspire my fellow ppers and those of you looking on before us this evening. A good friend once told me a story about a special woman. Knowing she was soon to die, the woman wanted to arrange her own funeral, as to make everything the way in which she wished it to be. Sitting with the funeral director, she laid out all her plans, of which consisted of a simple oak coffin, lined with silken plush, and one simple flower arrangement that would adorn the wooden casket. After several hours the director finally asked her if that was she desired to have, and in the sweetest, firmest voice she replied with this simple answer; I wish to be buried with a fork. The look on the director's face was one of bewilderment, curiosity getting the best of him he inquired as to why she would want such a thing. The reason was simple, after dinner waiters always tell you to keep your fork, because the best is yet to come.

Interracial Dating Questions
i was looking a am/wf or am/bf dating. (being a half-er im obsessed with interracial dating) well the question was would a wf, a hf, or bf date an asian guy? all the answers can from guys. dudes nobody cares what u think it was a question for girls. why do u feel the need to answer? and if u are going to answer at least have something intelligent to say. actually forget i said anything, the lack of brain cells displayed every time u type make me feel and look better. keep up the good work

A Poem I Wrote For A New Friend That Touched My Heart
Look at the stars tonightAs we see the same lightAnd in that momentIt will be alrightIf you miss a falling starI'll catch it for youKeep it in my heartAnd we can share it tooKeep holding onAs life goes alongPain is short-livedAs you are so strongI will hold your handAnd look in your eyesBut it is only thenThat our star will shine.I wrote this poem tell me what u think

A Melancholy Moment
Well there you are just going along through life and you think all is just fine,but then along come those past ghosts that creep in when you least expect it.And you're all out of Ghosts Be Gone spray,so you have to allow those pesky thoughts to run their course. (Shutter) Well so while I go through my ghosts,I will post some of my favorite poems and some love quotes I like too. Here's hoping your ghosts skip your house tonight. :) Quotes: "If you press me to say why I loved him,I can say no more than because he was he,and I was I." "Love is like War.Easy to begin but very hard to stop" "Love that is not madness is not love" by Pedro Calderon de la Barca "Time is too slow for those who wait,too swift for those who fear,too long for those who grieve,too short for those who rejoice,but for those who love,time is eternity" by Henry Van Dyke Poems: Let it be forgotten Let it be forgotten,as a flower is forgotten.Forgotten as a fire that once was

My Sense Of Humor
So there's this guy Tom that is deeply in love with his girlfriend Tonya. So Tom decides to get her name tattooed on his penis. So when his penis is not hard you see the letters TY. Tired of the hustle and bustle Tom decides to go to Jaimaca and while he is there visits a nude beach. He comes across this man known by the locals as the Tha Major and notices he has a TY on his penis as well. Tom says hey man I notice you have a TY on your penis I have the same tattoo for my girlfriend Tonya what does your say? Tha Major looks at Tom and replies...Mine says "Welcome to Jaimaca and have a nice day"!!!!!!

Sorry
Ever get the Feeling That is you Do not die In public No one Would even Notice That you Were gone That you try To follow The right path But everything Just turns out Wrong All your Pall bearers Would cop out Citing something Better To do I guess we All Have days Like this When the dark Embraces you It gets hard To find A way Through

Deception And Hurt.
So just recently I was cheated on for a 8th time. Her excuse was just like all the others, I can't be with a soldier and college student. I feel it's shallow and somewhat selfish for one to expect anyone to give up what makes them happy because one partner feels that all free time should revolve around them. All I want is someone who can accept me for who I am and what I do. It shouldn't be this hard to find one decent female, should it? It seems that we now live in a society where people almost have come to expect to be used and cheated on, or hurt in another way. I for one, refuse to settle into a relationship with the knowledge that I'm more than likely going to be used and cheated on. People need to start treating others with respect, respecting what they do, and take pride in the fact that they're with someone who does what makes them happy. If one's spouse is working and going to school to better themselves and possibly their relationship in the long run, be supportive, don't go

Windows Of The Soul
eyes. are like windows,the windows of the soul,for a person to peer in,to see whom what has been,see whom what is,see whom will be.'tis a gift,to not be taken lightly,for tis has potence of,enlightment or choas,for the soul,is a powerful force,seer be warned,seer be wary,for that window,is two way mirror,no matter,you will not escape,unscathed of what,you've seen in,thy eyes,the windows of the soul.

Remembrance
the skies so dark with evil and torment,the earth so scorched with rage and fury,the soul....so ravaged by time and despair,when it seems theres no hope,look up, remember the skies,like it once was,look around you and remember,what the earth once looked like,look within yourself,remember wom you were,then gather up courage and hope,to let others see for themselves,that they, are not alone on this,cursed place, help them remember themselves,till everyone remembers...if they do,then whos to say its racked with evil and grief,when all they see is hope and remembrance,of whats past, and work to build the future....

The Vampire Wars
It was a night so dark and treacherous, filled with the shadows of the monstrous creatures born of nightmares. I could hear the wind howling at my back like the sound of an animal left to die in the woods. It sent chills along my spine as it glided over the grass like a snake in the water, moving flawlessly. My great lion paws padding the earth leaving barley a mark as I shifted back to my human form. My tail was always the last bit to go back to place as I walked upright on my two human legs. I swept my strawberry blond hair from my face as I used the back of my hand to wipe the still warm blood from my mouth from the kill I had just made deep within the dark forest. I walked to my car, parked just to the side of the road in the edge of the shadows just as I was about to open my door a figure swooped from the darkness much faster than a normal human, or even animal that I was aware of. Before I even knew what was happening I was on the ground and I felt fangs sinking into me. Fangs

Access To My Private Photos Woman Only.please Read
Ok ladies you want to see some man meat well ill let you see all you want.. all i ask is you send me a salute. and since its only fair your seeing me naked. That salute should be as well. with my screen name... i promice you wont be disapointed. Oh their are other ways you could get access but thats for you to offer up.. so send a message and lets have some fun with this.

Bliss
What are you Thinking I ask As if I care I listen To you stumble Through Your explanation As I pretend To remain Aware Not exactly What I Signed up for A love that Becomes this Watching you Smile As you babble Defines the fact That ignorance Is indeed Bliss

Life Comes At You Fast!
Life comes at you when you least expect it, and in so many ways. When your kids grow up, when you notice they have kids of thier own. When one day a child walks up and says Grandma!! LOL! You expect life to deal you certain cards along the way, getting older, getting fatter(maybe), even getting those grandkids! But it doesn't prepare you for when your youngest son to come to you and say " I'm joining the ARMY", that tore my heart out. That's when life hit me full force and I knew I was getting OLDER! He left on the 24th of Jan. and things have not been the same in the house. A little more empty, a little more lonely, a little less laughter. AH! Ain't it good to be a MOM!! Life comes at you fast and you hold on!

Lovely Rita
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Hurtful Sarcasm
Sarcasm can cause discord in both romantic relationships and friendships. Sarcasm is a large component of social interaction and conversation. To demonstrate a sense of humor, people frequently use sarcasm as a means of “breaking the ice” during initial encounters with others. People also use sarcasm as a means of being comedic with groups of friends. They say something contrary to what they feel and/or believe for the purpose of being funny. Sarcasm, in these instances, seems harmless and playful. But is it really? Too much sarcasm is annoying and hurtful, but can even a minimal amount be too much? People often joke around by saying the absolute opposite of what they mean. Sarcasm is an indirect form of speech intentionally used to produce a particular dramatic effect . The subject of sarcasm is complex because many factors are involved:exaggeration, nature of the speaker, relationship of speaker to victim, severity of the criticism, and whether or not the

Writers Blog
Theo watched as Soli disappeared back into the jungle then began to unbutton his ragged shirt sliding it off his arms followed by his torn trousers and undergarments. He grabbed his locket and opened it. He looked at it for a moment then closed it and tossed it gently on his pile of clothes before he lowered himself into the pond. While he washed his short angel blonde hair he saw Malinshin in the distance gathering wood. He swam to the pond’s edge. “You’re not here to see me naked are you?” Theo called out to her jokingly. She dropped the wood startled and looked around. He chuckled briefly “Sorry to alarm you” he smiled slowly shaking his head side to side. She saw him in the pond and came over after regathering the wood she dropped. “You scared me half to death” Malinshin admitted as she placed her hand over her racing heart. “I guess I’m good at that.” He replied. Malinshin picked up his locket and opene

My Random Stuff
If you'r going to add me to your friendlist, the following requirements are a prerequisit... 1) You're female and were born that way. 2) You write something in the friend request so I know you're not just looking for people to add and give you points. 3) You're not a member/owner of a lounge I've been banned/ejected from. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The 3 requirements listed above are the requirements for me to add you. I'm not being conceited or trying to make myself sound cool or whatever else you may try to accuse me of trying to be, I'm just being honest about my preferences. That's all. Bye =)

Love
A boy gave his girlfriend a challenge; To live a day without him & if she did it, he would love her more. The girl agreed and she didn't talk to him for a day Without knowing he had only 24 hours to live because he was suffering from Cancer. She went to his house the next day. Tears falling from her eyes as she saw him lying in a coffin with a note on the side: "You did it baby, you can do it everyday, I love you

Games
Wondering why some would be on a site like this one (also, wonder where all the stuff goes that seems to be censored ?); if always angry & venting at others ? And ...What is up with the age discriminations. Fear of their own future reality ? Maybe that is why the term; "Grow up" was started ! Seems like older ones have been here longer; so maybe they have more longer inheritance rights to be here. And like made room for newer ones to sponge in on all of their stuff. It is not very smart to mess, with anyone; of any age. But older ones always seem to know which wrench to use when no one can fit it. Plus, they don't care about the future consequences if someone crosses them . That is something to overlooked by immaturity. I saw an add ; "Don't mess wiyh older people because they are already pissed off, at all the ways they are disrepected." Age has nothing to do with anything, but each person's individual number record, of days alive on Earth. Average person hangs out on Earth for abo

Just A Bit About Me
Hello family, well if you've taken the time to read this than I suppose i've peaked your interest, thats a good thing, we're all on here either out of boredom or looking for something, right?? I realize there are alot of people who play and look at the pics only but I'm so much more than that I am an older woman who has seen alot of life good and bad, and like all of us I do have the playful side that can talk nasty but its soo much better when you establish a rapport with the person, get to know who I am as a woman, I'm that before I'm anything a person with feelings and the best turn on and compliment you can give me to peak my interest in you is to come real, yea you take a chance but how else will I know you, I will if you will and i don't bite my tongue, if I dont respond to you I'm not interested, if I do come with some degree of respect because I'll give it till you don't! I'm a nurse, and getting ready to relocate back to alif to be closer to my sons who ,mean the world to me,

Relationships
Relationship.....The definition of relationship in the dictionary is this Definition of RELATIONSHIP 1 : the state of being related or interrelated 2 : the relation connecting or binding participants in a relationship: as a : kinship b : a specific instance or type of kinship 3 a : a state of affairs existing between those having relations or dealings b : a romantic or passionate attachment Love.......The definition of Love in the dictionary is this Definition of LOVE 1 a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3) : affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests b : an assurance of affection 2 : warm attachment, enthusiasm, or devotion 3

Polar Plunge Donations For Special Olympics
Link to page for donations!!! One of my friends needs your help raising money for the Special Olympics!!! This is about more than giving it is about helping children and adults out that have disability's. I'm not asking for a ton of money all that I'm asking is for my friends to donate $1 which will help out greatly. So dig that change out from the couch and help out. Click on the link above to read more about it. The first donation has been made, I challenge all of my friends to at least donate $1 dollar. DO YOU have what it takes to take on this challenge? Help out the Special Olympics!!! Put a smile on there faces and show them that in this world people do still care!!!

Beneath The Skin
Don't love me because my hair is pretty and I look fineLove me when I am at my worst, When I am down and out and need you the mostAm comfortable with me, The untamed mane, the quirksNot tolerating the abusive jerksWith all this emotional baggage I don't wear my heart on my sleeve I can't or I wouldn't be able to breathe I know my short comings and my pitfalls But can you love me, for me And just pretend to be in it for the love and care? Not he who dares to only strip her of her virginity But who will love her the mostThe one who can look past the rags and the bags Under her eyes when she criesThe love that knows no boundsThe type that comes from deep inside, Just trying to hide from that heartbreak And take, take that the world seems to want from us daily, But maybe, Just maybe We can find one another through this fog of reality? I am hereShe is waitingWe are ready.

My Personal Life Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person. let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways. iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any more my father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one. as for my mother like i said she r

My Baby Daddy
My sons dad can not keep a girl friend maybe that is because he can not pay his child support or even have the money to see his child and no this isn't his only child,He has 2 other children too.His 4 year old he doesnt has rights to anymore.His oldest son his is pride and joy fuck his other 2 kids.I wish I had a differnet baby daddy.one that will step up and be dad

Love
When love strikes us hard and makes mush of our brain,When love sneaks in and makes us insane,All sense can depart and leave the brain blank,When love like that strikes it can drain our whole tank. So beware of the power you exert over me,For I’m under your spell; that’s clear as can be.Whenever you’re near, my brain slips out of joint;I fight my love, but what is the point? You’re my strength and my weakness, for I love you so dearly I love you Babe with all my heart!!

Nasa’s Constellation Program
NASA’s Constellation Program Will the Unites States surrender its leadership role in every conceivable area of importance? The new Congress should demand the reauthorization of the Constellation Program. Beyond the obvious, of being able to fly ourselves to the Space Station, maintaining the infrastructure and programs necessary for space leadership continuity and maintenance of military, commercial and scientific space projects and research, there are other extremely important reasons to fund the Constellation program. It is a very sad fact that a history of disastrous policies like this one defunding our space program has left our nation on the brink of surrounding our super power status. In addition to cutting wasteful spending and pumping up the environment for American business, there are some extremely important actions that must be taken if we are to climb out of this huge economic hole we find ourselves in. We are going to need something like the info

Titus
INFO: SANTASOURS IS TIMOTHY EDWARD SOURS # 1-541-994-4555 & tsours2@hotmail.com +GOD+BLESS+Charities: DAV. and I give to any and all of my fellow human-beings(*:*)my time and $.$$Clubs / Affiliations: AMERICAN LEGION/DAV. Education: 12 + years of military schools all over the (USA.) bases & overseas; also civilian city schools systems. Plus, 27 years active soldier with ARMY Airborne Rigger/OCS., training. With a (AAS.) 4 YEAR DEGREE, in Hospitality & Tourism Management.Family / Pets: I'M NOW A WIDOWER AGAIN{@

True Love
What Is True Love?True love is...Personal freedom for both people.Good communication on all levels-Verbal, Energetic, And Emotional.Individual space.Responsible behavior towards yourself and your partner.Personal empowerment.Affinity and friendship.Compatible goals(but not necessarily the same goals).Caring.Bliss(At times).Delight in each other.An ability to say NO, and to say Yes.Allowing the other(person) to be negative, as well as positive.No coercion by either person.Non-possessive behavior.Mutual understanding on the basis of attraction.Based on truth, Not fantasy.Respect for both people's needs.Knowing when it's time to move on and say goodbye.True love is more than just wanting that person to be 'The One'.

Read This If You Can...
So I have pulled way back from Fubar. I was trying to decide what to do with my profile here. I still haven't really decided exactly in what capacity I want to participate in the game called Fubar but I have decided a few things... If you are on my friends list please refrain from the following... 1. Asking to be added to my family 2. Asking for my IM address 3. Asking for me to text you 4. Asking to see NSFW pictures 5. Asking to have me add "your name" to my name 6. Asking for me to lock you in as my fu-owner 7. Asking to fu-marry me 8. Asking for salutes Do you see the general theme here? Stop asking for shit from me. Thank you. xoxo Mia P.S. Refrain means STOP

Misc.
Dreamlike silence shrouds my sullen worldWith loneliness keeping me companyA feeling of dejection creeps inside meAs a moment of mourning shares the tearful reality I find myself in solitudein the vast expanse of immense emptinessQueries overflowing, wailing and wonderingfor things still left unspoken All the things turn out to bebleary, bleak and drearyAs tears trickle tenderlyKnowing failure has come my way

Seducing Mom
I’ve been thinking sexual thoughts about my mother for the last year. I’m eighteen years old now and when I was seventeen last year, I started looking at my mother not as my mom but as a very arousing and sexy woman. It all started with me looking at her sexy panties in her underwear drawer of her dresser. As I gazed upon the sheer lace material of her panties, I became very aroused. I started masturbating into her panties, stroking my hard cock for several minutes until I would cum into the soft cotton crotches. At first I unloaded small amounts of cum but as I grew up, my ejaculations grew too. I graduated to searching the clothes hamper and looking for a sexy pair of mom’s worn panties. I was rewarded several times as I found them and brought them to my nose. Oh the enticing smell of my mother’s sexy juices would send me quickly into an intense orgasm, time after time. My lust for my mother continued to grow. Some may think it was weird but I occa

Life And Living
There comes a time in your life, when you walk away from all the drama and the people who create it. Surround yourself with people who make you laugh, forget the bad, and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, and pray for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is a part of LIFE, Getting back up is LIVING

Please Read & Respect
Not every woman on FUBAR is on here for sexual encounters!!! They want a friend with understanding and one that will respect them. Girls who agree repost and to the guys on FUBAR who truly respect women and enjoy their friendship..please repost and show your support. Thanks!

Vote For Me In Playgirl Magazines "real Man Of The Year" Contest
I guess it’s not everyday that you get an email that says “Guess who’s in the Winter 2010 edition of PLAYGIRL?” (It has fellow drummer Phil Varone on the cover)…Seems that there is a contest in which winners of the “Real Man of the Month” ( I won in the July/August 08 issue) are entered in a contest to win the title of REAL MAN OF THE YEAR…The top 10 vote getters advance to a 2nd round…..The winner of the entire contest gets a trip to New York City and his own shoot in an upcoming issue of PLAYGIRL… I’ve been so busy with my music and my band Brent Bly’s Dark Ambition, and my new CD (only 3 bucks at cdbaby.com/brentblysdarkambition ). I haven’t done any modeling recently. I didn’t even know about the contest until a friend of mine emailed me and told me. Despite what some of the idiotic narrow minded rednecks that I’m surrounded by on a daily basis might think of me I don’t

I Want To . .
I want to give someone my money right now and let her know that it means nothing to me. I want to hold someone right now and let her know she has someone that loves her. I want to kiss someone right now and let her know she is the only thing i need in this world to be happy. I want to cry for someone right now and let her know I am a real man and I would do anything for her. I want to stand in front of someone right now and let her know I would die for her. I want to cuddle with someone right now and let her know I am content with just being with her. I want to drop everything I an doing right now and go to someone and let her know she is my first and only priority. I want to donate all my free time to someone and let her know how much she means to me. I want to cross the seven seas to find the perfect diamond for someone and let her know that without her it's just a diamond. I want to waste all my energy pleasing someone and let her know it was my pleasure.

Ride Till You Die
I get on my scoot and point it in one direction. I take a deep deep breath and let it out and all my troubles disapear. They just go away. Not matter what has happened, no matter what I've been thinking about, it goes away. I love it. I feel that the day I can not ride anymore is the day I die.

Hynm To A Good Wife
"A good woman is hard to find, and worth far more than diamonds. Her husband trusts her without reserve, and never has reason to regret it. Never spiteful, she treats him generously all her life long. She shops around for the best yarns and cottons, and enjoys knitting and sewing. She's like a trading ship that sails to faraway places and brings back exotic surprises. She's up before dawn, preparing breakfast for her family and organizing her day. She looks over a field and buys it, then, with money she's put aside, plants a garden. First thing in the morning, she dresses for work, rolls up her sleeves, eager to get started. She senses the worth of her work, is in no hurry to call it quits for the day. She's skilled in the crafts of home and hearth, diligent in homemaking. She's quick to assist anyone in need, reaches out to help the poor. She doesn't worry about her family when it snows their winter clothes are all mended and ready for wear. She makes her own clothing, a

Nice Guy
"Nice guy" is a term in the general public discourse and in popular culture for a male with certain personality traits and behavior. A typical "nice guy" is a man who is likely to put the needs of others before his own, avoid instigating confrontations, do favors, give emotional support, and generally act in a way consistent with the general meaning of "nice". It is an active debate whether these traits, which have historically been considered valuable in courtship, may actually make a man less desirable from a sexual perspective. This leads to justify hypocrisy that may exist among some women; those who "want a nice guy", yet usually end up with the more confident, experienced and less considerate male that may be more subconsciously desirable. That's basically what it's like to be in my shoes everyday . . .

Never Take Love For Granted
"Do you know the saying, "Drink from your own rain barrel, draw water from your own spring-fed well"? It's true. Otherwise, you may one day come home and find your barrel empty and your well polluted.Your spring water is for you and you only, not to be passed around among strangers. Bless your fresh-flowing fountain! Enjoy the wife you married as a young man! Lovely as an angel, beautiful as a rose---don't ever quit taking delight in her body. Never take her love for granted! Why would you trade enduring intimacies for cheap thrills with a whore? for dalliance with a promiscuous stranger? Mark well that GOD doesn't miss a move you make; he's aware of every step you take. The shadow of your sin will overtake you; you'll find yourself stumbling all over yourself in the dark. Death is the reward of an undisciplined life; your foolish decisions trap you in a dead end."

The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
"A touch of skin soft and slippery, with the hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, as the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, to abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, probing gently as if drawing sex, from a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece,Until there were no hiding places, for the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, as the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, and lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, your hands stroked the stray strands, away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way,to urgent and demanding thrusts

Boomy Contest Winners
> > > > > > > > > Thank you to everyon who entered my Boomy contest! > > the winners are... > > > 1st place > Funsized Gothlette XxGDxX@ fubar > > 2nd place > Hypnotiq xx ecs xxFuCTxx@ fubar > > 3rd place > VivaLaMFKNOGxDOLLxECSxFE2x3vilxPdPx@ fubar > > and the booby sitting in 4th is.... > H3rbalR3m3dy@ fubar > > > xox congrats to everyone for the effort! > best of luck next time!! > thank you! > > THE MUTHA FUKN PRINCESS TO YOU@ fubar > > > > > >

The 2011 Girfriend Application! Lol
2011 Girlfriend Application: Please out and send to my Inbox. Have fun!!!! Name: 1. Date of Birth? 2. Height? 3. Hair Color? 4. Eye Color? 5. Waist size? 6. Bra Size? 7. Piercings? 8. Tats? 9. trimmed, shaved or Natural? 10. Do you drink? 11. Do you smoke? 12. Condom or Bareback? 13. What would you say is your best quality? 14. # of kids/want more? 15. do you work? 16. Living situation? 17. What do you like to do in your free time? 18. What do you think is my best quality? 19. Do you like your family/family oriented? 20. Have you ever cheated? 21. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 22. What’s your worst quality? 23. Are you still in love with your ex? 24. If not, Do I need to kick his ass? 25. Do you have a problem with any of my activities? 26. Would you have a problem with my friends? 27. would you have a problem if I have female friends? 28. Would you go to a strip club with me? 29. If I had a car or truck you didn't like, would you make m

Nothing Like This
There’s nothing in my life I’d say I regret But there’s something in your eyes that makes me forget the times that I believed That love was good as love could be I had it all but I was wrong Thought I’d been touched Thought I’d been kissed Thought I’d been loved But it was nothing like this You can’t describe the sea unless you’ve been there before It’s just a mystery until you’re standing on the shore And moved by every wave Taking your breath away Like you do to me Thought I’d been touched Thought I’d been kissed Thought I’d been loved But it was nothing like this It’s like another life Like I hadn’t felt a thing Until you Thought I’d been touched Thought I’d been kissed Thought I’d been loved But it was nothing, nothing like this It was nothing like this Nothing like, nothing like this

Some Of My Old Poems...
My windows are my eyesThey let me see the worldThrough different types of glassI see different types of moods Through tempered glass I seeThe chilling realityThe bitter losses of those lessFourtunate than I Through stained glass I seeMany different colorsThat blend into harmony with easeBut sometimes they collideInto thoughtless war I see this from my windowsMy windows are my eyesThey let me see the world. Copyright © 2009

Profile Pic
I was told by someone on here that I look like a whore in my profile pic.This was quite disturbing to me considering the person who told me this likes slutty looking women.I can't for the life of me figure him out.Just wondering if anyone out there agree's.I'm a slut because I showed some clevage?

Kinleigh's Hoops For Heart
Heey there My lil girl Needs Help With donations in rasin money for the American Heart Association if youd like to help please click here THANX http://honor.americanheart.org/site/TR/HoopsforHeart/SCA-SouthCentralAffiliate?px=2413713&pg=personal&fr_id=1436 Help Kinleigh Make a Difference! I'm joining millions of others to help save lives with the American Heart Association's Hoops For Heart Program! I'm doing Hoops For Heart at my school and learning how I can help make a difference by raising lifesaving donations to help kids with heart disease. I'm also learning about my own heart, and how to keep it healthy. And I'm getting active playing basketball! I'm excited about raising money for other kids - kids with hearts that don't exactly work right and to help fund new medicines and treatments to be discovered. Please help me make a difference! Thank you!

Whats Love Got To Do With It?
As we all know that holiday most of us despise is rapidly approaching. In my opinion "Valentines Day" is a made up holiday by chicks. They wanna feel validation from their S/O buy receiving flowers, jewelry, a nice dinner out at a fancy restaurant, a card or any other token to show their "love" I wanna know I'm loved everyday, not just one day of the year. Send me flowers just because it's Tuesday. write "I love you" in the fog of the bathroom mirror, run your lady a hot bath and light a bunch candles, turn on some soft music and wash her hair. Trust me chicks will appreciate these simple signs a lot more (and if not then she is a gold digger and you should dump her ass.)

Psychology Talk About
1. Should someone accused of a crime be able to plead not guilty on the grounds of brain dysfunction or hormone imbalance? Would this be similar to a defendant pleading not guilty because he or she was under the influence of drugs? When making your statement keep in mind of the Pro's vs con's of the topic also the issues such as moral ,legal and ethical this should be a good debate lets all have fun i enjoy my phys class and would love to share this topic makes you think

Lil Red Riding Hood
I would love for someone to dress up as "lil red riding hood" and do me a salute for this big bad naughty wolf ;) and i'm thinking of putting something similar together for surprise salutes of me in in my wolf form ;) Granny gown and all if I could find one that is :)

Things I Want To Know
Do you think that FuMisfitAngel have a nice body? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel would do anything to succeed? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a good friend? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel needs to lose weight? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel has ever lied to you? Is FuMisfitAngel fun to be around? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a gold digger? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a freak? Would you make-out with FuMisfitAngel for $10,000? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is materialistic? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is a smart ass? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel puts 'hoes' before 'bros'? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel dresses well? Would you trust FuMisfitAngel with your life? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel is cute? do you think that FuMisfitAngel is religious? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel had a bad haircut? Do you think that FuMisfitAngel could be a gangster? Is FuMisfitAngel a reliable person? If you were being chased by a bear, would you trip FuMi

Heaven Or Hell Tattoo
heaven or hell on my upper back and a angel on my front right shoulder an the devil on my front left shoulder is something i have thought about for a long time now. I have been trying to look up art online to find some stuff i might like and it's been so so, but i would love some help. So if you have any heaven or hell thoughts and or ideals please feel free to post.

Down The Rabbit Hole
So at my weekly therapy session and saw the psychiatrist to discuss my current meds and talked about penguins for 45 minutes. (This man is a literal genius but has NOOOOOOOOOOO interpersonal skills what so ever.) Any who, he left me on 120mg of Cymbalta but added 5mg of Valium twice a day. Now I normally have a very high tolerance when it comes to narcotics but this stuff is kicking my ass. I haven't been able to drive for a week because I almost totaled the truck because I was seeing 2 cars in the on coming lane. On to some better news though, I have been trying for almost 2 years to get on disability due to my severe mirgainrs and depression/anxiety. I got my letter yesterday stating my hearing is in April. So hopefully things will go my way because lord knows we could use the extra cash, and I only plan to spend a small amount on strippers and blow. Just kidding.........maybe ;) P.S. I honestly, truely love some of you. You make me smile and pull me outta my depression funk a

Blueyezes Blog
Today is one of the worst days of my life. Today was supposed to be my one year anniversary with my bf. He broke up with me in december. Now he has a new girlfriend and today is his birthday. I sent him a webpage that I had made him and told him happy birthday and nothing. He hadn't even checked his messages. then a mutual friend comes into my live (how convient) and I asked if she had talked to him this morning and she said she did on her way home from work. I take it he called her because she would have been texting and driving...either way he messaged her and talked to her so he was up and online. I am so fucking mad right now!!! I feel so used and under appreciated and he was acting like we were so close and wonderful and then he just slaps me in the face with this. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU !!!!!!!!!!

In The Wake Of Rising Oil Prices
Anyone who has ever watched Law & Order knows that someone is held in contempt of court when they egregiously disrespect the role of the court and the rule of law. Holding someone in contempt is a powerful sanction in a judge’s arsenal to redress an intentional disregard for the law and the courts. So it is no small matter when yesterday Federal District Court Judge Martin Feldman held the Obama Interior Department in contempt of court for dismissively ignoring his ruling to cease the job-killing drilling moratorium imposed by President Obama last year. Feldman wrote: “Such dismissive conduct, viewed in tandem with the reimposition of a second blanket and substantively identical moratorium and in light of the national importance of this case, provide this Court with clear and convincing evidence of the government’s contempt of this Court’s preliminary injunction order.” President Obama first ordered the halt of offshore drilling in response to the BP oi

The First Kiss
The First KissI see passion and hungry in your eyes across the room.You walk towards me. It seems like a slow walk. But you are here before my eyes.You wrap me in a warm embrace, You head leans down as my leans up.Your lips touch for the first time.My heart starts to beat faster with each seconds your lips are one.The kiss was warm.The kiss was soft.The kiss became passionate.The kiss became hungry.My knees grows weak under your embrace.Your hand on the small of my back.Your strength holds me up. But your lips never part from the passion.From the hungry of the kiss.This is my first kiss with you.

Oh Really..
There is nothing more hilarious than a woman who tells me I am wrong about women... Really? Well let me ask you this... Who knows more qualified to work on cars... An auto mechanic who takes a bus to work every day, or someone who happens to own a car? Ladies, just because you have a pussy doesn't mean you know a single thing about other pussies. So I am telling a girl about how another girl was driving me crazy... Then I make the statement, "This is the kind of shit that drives me crazy about women." She said, "Most women aren't like that." How the fuck would she know? Does she date women? Does she fuck women? Does deal with the emotion swings of this woman then that woman? No... I am dead certain that most women know jack dick about other women which is why women don't have many friends... They fucking hate each other too. The best part is when a women will tell you she is the "exception to the rule" but is 30 years old, single, and lonely... Yeah... Loads differe

Where Your Heart Really @ When U Dish Out The Bsu Should Be Able To Handle It Also Right?
Guess I'm a go for the gold & force your hand. Don't really care for the out come.... So Do what you.... [ fubar.com photo: ] check this out tho. Can u say cry baby cry.....

Have You Ever Been In Love??
Have you ever been in love? It makes you vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it mean that SOMEONE can get inside you and MESS YOU UP!! You build up all these DEFENSES, you build up a whole suit of armor so that nothing can hurt you. Then ONE STUPID PERSON, no different from any other STUPID PERSON wanders into your STUPID LIFE... YOU give them a PIECE of YOU. They didn't ask for it! They did something DUMB one day, like KISS you or SMILE at you, and then your LIFE isnt your OWN anymore. LOVE TAKES YOU HOSTAGE!!! It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you CRYING in the DARKNESS. So simple a phrase, like maybe WE should be JUST FRIENDS turns into a glass splinter working its way to your HEART! IT HURTS!!! Not just in your imagination! Not just in the MIND! It's a SOUL-HURT, a REAL gets inside you and RIPS YOU APART! I HATE LOVE! Sometimes the GREATEST Wounds are the ones WE try the hardest not to inflict. The heart wants what the heart w

Thoughts
Got to thinking this week, I know a dangerous thing. I'm new at this, so forgive me.... Recently I got hurt by a guy I cared alot for. The funny thing is, like an angel, I made a friend just before it ended.. That friend has been absolutely wonderful. He stood by me and listened to me cry, he helped me to be strong, to hold to my values when I wanted to sell myself short. In just a few weeks he has come to mean alot to me.. So as I sit here and think of him, I got to wondering, how long does love truly take? I have often told people to beware of infatuation, that soulmates don't exist. Lately I have begun to wonder if I was kidding myself. Friendship is a wonderful thing. Never before have I felt that I can just call him, depend on him to be there. I am very independent. I never lean on anyone for long... and I am not used to having someone that knows what a friend truly is. And in teh same way, although I would do much for my friends, I have never truly done all that he h

Return To The Darkness
I'm feeling like I've burned out, like the words won't come no more, I close my eyes, all I can see is the darkness, trying to reach deep down, find the words that I used to have, Have I given up? Do the words not flow anymore? This poet,has a feeling, like he's lost skill, like he's lost that will, like he lost his edge, the darkness that he used to have, I'm digging deep down in my soul,trying to find that darkness,it made me legendary, it made me who I am, It's time to listen to thos voices again, time to find that inner hate,time to find that inner darkness, time to return myself to my roots, it's time for me to return to the darkness,

******blowjobs******
-SEX: can't get enough of it, and for you married men/woman who bitch and complain and constantly accuse your man/woman of cheating and you hardly ever have sex anymore... Somebody once said.. "What you don't do for your man/woman in bed somebody else will" So turn your freak on.. Here is an idea.-Because for me,if you truly don't let go of your center and only do it because it's what he wants, you'll always "suck" at it.. You have to want it, and it will turn you on like you have never known. Try fucking yourself while giving head.-C'mon, girls naturally it should just make you feel dirty when on your knees.. How can you not want to get naughtier?-GIVING HEAD:Recommendations:1. Spit on it..gag on it.. (OMG they will love you)!2. Talk dirty to it, and during it!3. Don't ever be afraid of it! Look up at him!4. Call out your name while you're cummingg...(that's a favorite, JK)5. Always, Always, learn from your mistakes (keep trying)6. Yes they do like being fingered too.. (don't let em l

Life 2011
I just started my day, as if It could get any worse, I have a cold, my nose is stuffed up, my throat is bothering me, I slept the wrong way and my neck and back is screwed up. I was hoping to go visit my mother, and my dad and brother, as well as my dog Jasper I miss them but with how I'm feeling I dont think I will today, however next weekend my fiance is off so we can go together and come home together. I think thats what I'll do instead, and just rest today, and relax, but I really want to get out and go visit. I also need plenty of rest for work tomorrow morning. I also have to put in my orders for Avon and fax in my time card for my actual work. I sell Avon for fun. Thats not my real job. Anyway I think I'll end it here, talk to you soon everyone!

*****
"Life-altering, the Ones, allowed trespass into our very depths, imprinting our souls for the entirety of time. Their faces, the whispers of love, touch, movement....every present in our consciousness and the haunts of our dreams. Tormented hearts unreleased...screaming anguish seeking some solace...a temporary reprieve from the terminal agony. Calm, sanctuary; yes, found within the arms of an adoring heart, meek heart....disposable....the tragic substitution for past..."

Do The Math
My first blog..wowzer. I used to just long onto this site every other month or so. The past week I kind of stuck around. Mainly because the site seems a lot more colorful than I remember. One thing I have noticed is the amount of money that gets spent on here. I am a college student paying my own way through school. I did not get any grants or loans, I am paying cash up front for everything. Now I know that my college tuition is not near as much as actually living on your own with bills and family. There are some members that on a daily basis have a boomerang running next to their head. That is $15 a pop and they run one atleast every day. That is $105 a week and $450 a month. WOW that is a lot of dough. Then you got to add in the VIP and then the bling packs. I have come to the conclusion there are some rich people on this site. Could you please tell me what your profession is because I might want to change career paths.

Thoughts
2/6/2011 8:03PMI lay awake, In our room, there's nothing left just me and you. we seem so cold, distant and used. I'm all alone, even when I'm with you. I reach out for you, Though nothings there. Where'd we go? what's with this dispare?At night I cry, wondering why? Why is this love so bitter sweet? What happened to us? You tell me it's all in my head, Tonight I'll cry in our bed. I feel so numb, So left out in the cold.Where you went? I do not know. I miss you though. You're out of reach, where does that leave me? Who'll hold me tight, As the nightmares creep in? Who'll tell me it's alright, when I cant take it anymore? Baby it's cold, I whine and I plea, But no ones here, Not even me.

Life.
Finally, there is one guy, I feel alright possibly giving my heart to. It's weird, because I'm totally messed up in the head because of certain ex's, but I trust him. I trust that i'll never be hit again, i'll never be yelled at again, and i'll never be forced to do things that I don't ever want to do again. I realize, at times i'm completely hostile towards him but I really don't mean to be. At night, I think about the events that went on that day and sometimes wish I did things different. He knows I don't mean the mean shit I say or do. Well, atleast I hope he does. PCS.

Jod 2/7/2001
The insurance side of sex........ Sex with your wife - Legal & General. Sex with your future wife - Mutual Trust.Sex with long-term partner - Standard Life. Sex with your secretary - Employer's Liability. Sex with a prostitute - Commercial Union.Sex on the telephone - Direct Line. Casual sex with different partners - Go Compare.Sex with a lady boy - Confused. Com

Super Bowl
Lets See How Many Of You Bandwagon Fans Will Stay True To The Steel, I Bleed Black And Gold Till The Day I Die! Bottom Line It Was A Great Game And We Got Out Played! At The End Of The Day, We Still Have 6 Rings! 6 Rings No One Held Our Hand While We Earned, 6 Rings To Show Our Skill, 6 Rings YOU DONT HAVE! Congratulations Packers I Give Credit Where Credit Due But Don't Let This Go To Your CheeseHead, You Have A Long Way To Go To Take Us Out Of The #1 SPOT!

I Know I Am Terrible!
Want to earn either the boomerang OR pimp hand bling? I bet you do you greedy people you! :P Well....here is how!! I have been DYING to own the movie "Hidalgo" in FULL SCREEN on DVD. That widescreen crap is for the birds! Did I mention FULL SCREEN yet? If not....the FULL SCREEN DVD!!! :P First person to send it to me in regular mail (not on the computer) will get it. Each person that offers to send it will get 7 days to do so from the time they say "I will!!!" If I recieve it in the mail within those 7 days, you win! I will go in order starting with the first person to comment this blog saying "I will". That person will recieve my mailing address in a private message. You will have 7 days starting the day AFTER I give you my address. So if you want to be a technical butt monkey, that is 8 days total. Or it could be 7 days, 9 hours, 22 minutes, 38 seconds.....oh whatever :P Shut up! :D Get it? Got it? GOOD!!! Enjoy!

Food Recipes
1 Box Devils Food Cake mix 1 cup Cheerwine 1 tsp Almond Extract Prepare cake mix as directed except substitue 1 Cup Cheerwine for the water. Add Almond extract. Pour into 9 x 13 pan. Bake as directed. FROSTING: 1/3 Cup Cheerwine 2 1/2 Cups powder sugar 1/2 tsp Almond Extract 1/4 Cup Cocoa 1/2 cup butter Heat cheerwine, margarine & cocoa together until it comes to a boil. Pour misture over powdered sugar & blend unil smooth. Stir in Almond extract. Cool. Spread over cake.

Again
Ω Ever wonder where its all going? I mean every day some hot but dim asain girl or blonde is on the news telling me things are getting better but I still dont have a job. Id very much like the government and corperate masters to just admit publically that they doint give a rats ass whether or not the poor starve or freeze or what have you. I mean, they clearly dont but INSIST on maintaining this pseudo-christian pantomime of caring. Id rahter be dead. Frankly Ive been advertising for an axe wielding maniac to come extinctify myself for years on here. It was my first ever craigs list ad "Seeking Psycho Killer". Its just revolting, the whole fucking country and its leadership. Im really not too keen on most of the people either. Complacency is in its way much worse than outright evil. If this were France, or even England, wed all be up in arms defying the facistic policies of the wealthy elite. Instead we bitch about it and give em all our money just the same. Oh no, Im starting

Love?
what to do? oh what to do? why is it we struggle so much with love. recently i got stuck in a tough position and cant decide what path to choose. I have meet a woman that is had a crush on a long time ago. she had got married and moved away. now seven years later she reappears and tell me that she is divorce and she really liked me. will i have went on a couple dates and still feel something for her. Now for the twist in the road. i have been in love with another woman for 7 years but i believe that she does not have the smae feeling for me any more. So what do i do go with the one the think that i am the greatest thing to happen to her. or the one that says see loves me but never want to do anything with me and acts like she is ashamed of me. i dont what to hurt anyone but i want to be happy. all i ask for is a little sign on what path i should choose.

Stars
A little girl sat by herself in class ignored by the peers and stared at by teachers. Subaru was not liked for she was from another country. It was hard to understand the culture and sometimes she would cry in the bathroom when it was lunchtime and picked on once school was out. Today was no exception three older students waited for her by the entrance on her way out dragging her to a vacant lot only to have some fun with her. Beaten, spat on , kicked, punched tears poured out from her eyes like a waterfall wishing for god to come and save her. After awhile the students stopped and left her alone. She was curled up on the ground for a long while almost to till the night sky was in full swing. She finally came to feeling a massive amount of pain from her bleeding wounds. Tears rolled down her cheek slowly this time standing up and walked on home. Upon her arrival a voice called out form the door. "Subaru, are you ok we I was so worried about you." It was a sweet voice, mother

True, True, True
I am sorry to tell ya but I don't feed egos...I starve them. If you are looking for me to drool over you or say how hot you are then you are looking at me in the wrong way. I can't stand people who think they have to be fake in order to look real. I mean seriously? Your choice is your choice but if you do it for attention and you still need people to tell you how hot you are then obviously the problem isn't in your looks but your attitude. I am honest and don't care. I don't lie so be prepared. I don't add people for looks but because they actually can strike up a conversation and become good friends. So, sorry to tell ya but I won't feed your stupid ego...

The Art Of Suicide
Oh how bitter the air got. Bitter, but not being able to see my breath. Tears trickling down my face like blood at the back of my throat. The heartaches..the pain. It will now all be over. Sooner or later. Hearing knocks at my door, I give no response. The worried sound of my people. Calling my name, shouting. Still I give no response. All I can do is cry. I beg of no mercy. I beg of no help. My life is slipping out of my hands centimeter by centimeter, inch by inch. It was only then I felt rejected by heaven, but welcome by hell. The darkness coming over me. The shallow inhales. I knew that only then that I'm about pass. More banging, and screaming. The door breaks open. Screaming and crying were the last things that I heard. I felt her arms caress me one last time before I slipped away. My soul now gone, but my spirit lives on. She took the note from my hand. The words "I love you" written in my very own blood. She knew this was the end. I knew this was the end. They knew this was th

Randomness
So, with the recent sucess of the movie The Social Network, comes also the age old question, "Are we becoming too dependant on technology"? How many of you out there remember, in the not too distant past, a time when you actually rememberd your friends' phone numbers? When there was no 'Fave Five' to put them in, and catagorize them as a face, or a name? Much like the Cartographers (map makers) of old, is personal interaction going the way of MapQuest? Punch a few qualities about a person that you'd like to have in a companion, and Viola!!!! ???? Ok, so maybe that's a little too I Robot, but you get what I'm saying here, don't you? The very same thing that is suppost to bring us closer, is actually teaching us to become more 'personally reclusive'. Now I just made up that phrase, but the best I can explain its meaning would be as follows..... Shying away from tangible human contact in order to contact humans thru mechanical means. Did Native Americans send smoke signals to each other?

Tranny Doll Ramblings
Finally I got together and managed a proper jam session in Renoise. Renoise, for those that doesn't know, is an old school tracker style music composition application. Neatly updated to modern standards though so old school does not necessarily have to be applied to the sound. A Sunday well spent and god knows if there weren't actually a song forming in between all the keyboard hammering and settings fiddling. Reccomended listenings: And One - Traumfrauhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mZ7aEm_Ex8

Walden Co Police Report (funny)
So in my travels for my interview a few weeks ago I picked up the local newspaper. It was a whopping 8 pages! I stumbled across the police report and thought I'd share a few bits from it. Yes these were really published. Jan 3, 2011 Officers were sent to the school because no one was answering the phones there. Everything was ok. Jan 9, 2011 Several horses wandered through Corkles' construction yard south of town. They weren't looking for jobs; they had just wandered off from a nearby property. Jan 9, 2011 A deleviery truck got stuck in a driveway outside Walden. When he spun his tires to get out, the tires picked up a rock and sent it through a window of the home. That wasn't really the type of delivery the homeowner wanted. Jan 11, 2011 Officers provided traffic control for a cattle drive through town. Oh my... Life in a small town

Pervs On Fubar
I cant get over all the Pervs That all they have on there minds it to ask the women to show there tits and ass.. Instead of just chatting with them they ask over and over for the same thing. What is there problem. If the women are going to show there beautiful bodies then they will do so on there own. They dont need some ass hole to keep asking them to show. Sorry about this but I just had to say my peace.

Music Lyrics
**** This one I feel like right now **** So I'm the king of all these things of this mess I have madeSuch a waste what a shame my whole life is a fakeWell I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at you for years The alcohol the demerol these things never could replaceWhat a minute with you could do to put a smile on my faceI'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at me for years I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skinI'm not sure where to beginI can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skinCan I sleep 'til then Phenobarbital and alcohol these two surely will doTo knock me out keep me down at least a day or twoWhen I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've becomeAnd it's more than I can bear some days I pray someone will blow me awayMake it quick but let it burn so I can feel my life fadeWell I'm a waste and I can taste how bitter I've becomeAnd it's more than I can bear I can't get out of this dead skin I

What Killed Saturday Morning Cartoons
Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because Kids Grow Up FasterIn the year 2010 kids grow up faster than they did in 1987. Not grow up faster physically, most kids I know are twerps. But the kids now face things in the real world at a much younger age. They grow up so fast that it is no longer cool to watch cartoons once you're 10 years old.Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because Cartoons are For AdultsIf you think about a lot of the cartoons beings made, most of them are being made for adults. Shows like the Simpsons, Family Guy and Futurama are not for young kids.Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because of Home Video PopularityIf you think back to when you were a kid, assuming you weren't a kid like five years ago then home videos were probably not as huge as they are today. Sure you probably had a video or two that you liked but now kids are practically raised on videos rather than Saturday morning cartoons.Saturday Morning Cartoons are Dead Because of Cartoon Netw

Wishes
I see you standing there, you do not see me at all your attention is on the guy you are talking to, Yet You feel someone gazing at you when you look he isnt there, that someone is me, im there but not, You see im out of site to you, because i dont have the courage to say what iwanna say to you, i choke at every chance i get. I stand in the bathroom into the mirror and repeat the words i want to say to you, its so easy, its is so very easy but when i see you in the coffee shop, or i see you in the store all ican do is smile, and all you do is give something that looks like a smile....i turn and walk out the door...pounding my head with my hand repeating..IDIOT! I go home, eat, and think nothing else but you, i dream of you in my arms, and i watch you sleep..waking see them empty...null and void, and then again..it starts over...watching but never getting my wish

Vibrant And Radiant Health In 2011
I'm a super duper health nut. I eat organic veggies and fruits, I drink kombucha mushroom tea, I exercise daily, I read the ingredients on stuff at the health food store (every ingredient). My lifestyle has changed over the years and today I enjoy much improved health thanks to my growing awareness. I urge my friends and loved ones to learn more about nutrition and stop eating crap, although they are not always receptive. (especially my family). Since most people are resistant to this knowledge, I really don't get pushy about it, I just state my case and then I drop it. Later if they are interested in learning more, they will approach ME, at which point I will expand further. I really try not to give advise unless I am asked, but sometimes its hard not to say something. For example: Pork is the most WORMY of all meats, and is among the MOST likely to develop mold. Apparently, pigs don't sweat, and so they retain all their toxins in their flesh.Its not always pretty, but someti

Female-nature Versus Male-nature Experiences And Feelings
A number of exclusive male or female emotions and experiences can never be fully experienced across sexual boundaries. Two examples are illustrated below; ENJOY... Female An implicit, constant physical threat toward women exists from essentially every man. That threat exists because the different physical and psycological natures of man and woman leave most men with the power literally to kill any woman at any time. Even smaller, weaker men could kill most bigger stronger women in a bare-hand fight to the death. So most women are perpetually at the physical mercy of men. Under that threat, women often must silently take the degradation of being bullied or treated as sex objects as their earned qualities are ingnored. No man can fully know that particular degration because he has no way of duplicating the conditions which create that uniquely female stiuation. Even if the man were unjustly treated as a sex object, he would still hav

Temporary Thing
I'm having a rough time recently...for multiple reason, but lets just focus on one for right now. My cat, Bandit, has been sick for the past week or so. I took him to the vet a couple days ago, since he wasn't eating, and it is quite apparent. They found some prety heavy amounts of plaque buildup and a bit of infections in his gums. Nothing too serious, so they gave me some meds to give him, and told me they would help a bunch. Vet said he didn't want to automatically run the gambit of tests and run a bill up for me, as everything else checked out. Fast forward about 48 hours later or so. I have only successfully given him one pill since then. Every time I have given him pills, he has turned around and vomitted shortly after. Not sure how he can get better if I can't get him to take the meds. He turns 12 this April as we got him shortly after we got married. I'm not sure what to do. :(

Me
i am just who i am i will be up front with you and im looking to have fun dont like to be lied to dont have time for drama keep it to your self im a stong and smart sothern female if you cant handle it step wont to be my freind be honest and true and we can get along wont to know anything ask and if you can handle all that you wont to date we will see and you will see that if you date me you will be loved

Bernanke Helps Defuse "default"
Our federal government is currently $14.1 trillion in debt. The vast majority of the American people believe this number is far too high and on track to go far higher. Fortunately, Congress created a mechanism to force itself to reexamine its spending habits when budget deficits got out of control: the debt ceiling. Once total outstanding federal debt reaches the limit, the Treasury Department is no longer authorized to issue new debt. Like the states and family budgets, the federal government would then be forced to make do with tax receipts. The current debt limit is $14.294 trillion. The Treasury Department predicts that we will reach that limit sometime this spring. Somewhere between 62 percent and 71 percent of the American people oppose raising it. Will Washington listen to the American people? Or will they heed the Obama Administration and just continue their reckless spending ways?In defense of never-ending reckless spending, Treasury Secretary Timothy Geithner has been trying

Everything In General
Why do men have be so hard to deal with. I have a male friend. He is really high strung. He and a few of his friends went grocery shopping last thursday. He bought some beer. Well we finally get almost home and another guy who was with me say that this guy was having a hard time carry all this beer. So My other friend offered to put one of the packs of beer in his backpack. And this other guy matt had a cow and thought we were stealing it from him. I want to know why men need to be so high strung.

~love's True Essence~
One of My Favorite Readings....Hope You Like It... Kahlil Gibran on Love, from the Book- 'The Prophet' When love beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pliant; And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast

Why People Hurt The One's They Love By Cheating Part 2
My last blog I discussed how sex contributes to the reason why people cheat in a relationship. In this blog I will go over the lack of team work that there is in the relationship and how this in turn contributes to cheating in the relationship. We all have this, and it doesn't matter if one person is older, younger, more intelligent, stronger emotionally, wiser, or even just more experienced. We all have our expectations on how the relationship we are in should be like. No matter what type of relationship we would like to have it takes a lot of hard work and determination. The real problems start probably for the most part after the first 4 months of a relationship. In the first 4 months usually everybody is on there best behavior trying to impress the other person do whatever they can to make them happy. Thinking they don't want to say the wrong thing or do the wrong thing. Then after the four months everything changes. For some reason people tend to think that it is there primar

People Who Think They Are Special
You know it's funny when you actually sit down and analyze not only yourself but others as well. There is one thing you come to realize and that is that everyone in the world is the same, no one is better than you and you are no better than anyone else. For the most part people in general are often selfish and think of themselves above others. They tend to think that the world owes them something. Most people usually don't figure this out until later in life when it is to late and their life is almost over. They wasted their whole life trying to be the most important thing in the world, when the world is so much more important than they are. If you ask yourself if your were to die tomorrow would anybody miss you other than family and close friends. Would people remember you in 10 years, would people say nice things about you, would they have plenty of fond memories of you that they would cherish for their entire life, or would they just move on to their next friend or loved one, while

Why People Hurt The One's They Love By Cheating Part 1
Cheating, you can ask your friends or family. And I will guarantee you that the majority of them will tell you the same thing. Either the man could not keep it in his pants and he is such a bastard or that the woman is a slut and just a whore. Or perhaps the person that they cheated with, is a slut or a whore, or just an asshole trying to get laid. You hear this all the time, and the funny thing is that this is the first thing that friends and family will tell you. You don't hear them tell you that it was your own fault. It is always easier to blame someone else rather than take the blame yourself. People always think to themselves why did he/she do this to me. What have I done to deserve such a betrayal from this person. And the question that everybody should be asking is what have I or could have done to prevent this from happening. The truth is that people cheat for two reasons. The first is lack of team work that is there in the relationship. Which I will discuss in pa

My Random Thoughts
There once lived 2 computers that met on the net, the lived hapily spamming eachother over the years. One day they swaped coolant fluids n made beautiful hardware. They grew fast and constantly needed to be updated. They later grew up and tookover the net as their parents did n made beautiful malware which spread across the net. The parents grew out of date as their hardware soon grew to be full grown towers as they were. Soon they moved onto other sites n made more hardware n made many processors and became one big happy station. That is all for this random thought of the week.

Random Thoughts In The Night
You know these days I just don't sleep to much anyway. Tonight, sleep eludes me all together. Anyone who has talked to me for a while knows that I don't do well alone. Maybe thats why I can't sleep tonight. Maybe the weight of my loneliness is weighing me down. But I don't think thats it. I think tonight, I am simply thoughtful. I think about what has been... What could be. There isn't a whole lot of could be these days. Could that be whats keeping me awake? Just because I can't see whats around the bend? Could I ever see around the bend? I don't know. I suppose in the past I've had some insight into what would come tomorrow. It is not to say that I cannot tell you what I'll do tomorrow. Its that I know tomorrow will only bring more of the same. I remember a time when I slept like a rock. I had a reason to wake up. I knew that in the morning, everything I loved would be there waiting for me when I opened my eyes. I was happy then. I worked hard. I sweat and bled and loved every

Dumb Ass Ex's
What is with with the ex's???? why is it they think u dumb enough to take them back. Cant they get that the is a reason u left them.... OR u got lleft bye them cause they was not happy... what makes them thiink that things have changed . why is it some of them cant get the hint u are happier with the person u are with and they (the ex's ) try to break up. Why cant they move on and for get what has happen. Why is it when they choice some one new they still will not leave u a lone and they become berry werid....

::deployment Diary::
Breaking it down barney style; Bf lands in USA two Saturdays ago for emergency leave for a family death...doesn't contact me or his dad's family here in Cali until last Friday...and he leaves to go back for Iraq the next day....haven't heard from him since and I gave him both my email and skype addy. I'm pissed, I'm hurt, I'm upset....I don't deserve this treatment. Looks like I got another Wolf on my shit list.

Wow!!!!
So I wake up this mornin to find a nice little message from a woman in "F.A.S." and her name is Babii. Here is the message: BaBiiLoVeS...: hello my name is babii. and im with the females against suckage committee. or f.a.s anyway im here to let you know you fall on the suck scale. i know thats horrible news. but alas its true. you sir suck in fact you sir should of been swallowed. your mother failed.. to pay for your crime you have been downrated. you should also consider killing yourself to avoid further ridicule and suckage. have a wonderful night. sincerely the f.a.s I am sure I am not the only one to get this message. But I can say one thing about this person. She is a very insecure little princess bitch that thinks everyone should be the same. Also if you read this Babii at least have your profile open so I can at least respond to your message. Oh wait that's right you don't want to leave it open since you will probably get a lot of hate messages. Also who are you to deci

Old Love
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Friends
you know life is funny, as you grow older you look back at the things you have done in your life, and the ones you have done them with. then you think well dang have the friends i have are no longer around, some have passed away, some have moved, and some even in trouble. we take things for granted , and when you get older you think why was i like that, then you come to grips , your life is geting shorter, and things will never be the same. friends come and go , and life moves on, but true friends will always be there for you , now i know what liveing life to the fullest means, i will always be true to myself, and be the best i can, and to be the friend i need to be. just always be yourself and always remember you are never alone in this world, cause your friend will be here for you, and you for them, so to my friends, remember i have your back, and are here to listen if you need me, and to my friens up in maryland miss you guys and see you soon, and to my friends on fubar, ya'll are

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Tired Of Woman
it does not matter if you find someone either online or in person they can still be the same shady person i don't believe there is someone out there for everyone that's a old day cliche and it gets old hearing it when in fact there is no one for everyone some people just don't want to hear it but its the true i really hate people who are superficial materialistic stuck up and sad to say there alot of that in the world today but what i hate more is people who lead other people on they don't stop and think when they got hurt before how did it feel to them age is overrated it does not matter how old you are age from 18 and up people still feel the need to lie use and lead other people on saying iam not like most woman but how do you really know that to be true only way is by getting to know them thu in thu most of who i talked with in a week or a month i can tell if they are or not before any female reply to this blog yes iam fully aware most men are the same as will

Don't Be Selfish & Greedy!!!
Ladies & Gentlemen, I would like to take this time to tell you ALL HAPPY VALENTINES! May this day and every day be filled with tons of love, joy, happiness, smiles, hugs, kisses, adventures, faith, hope, surprises & BLESSINGS! Please take the time to tell your loved one how much they mean to you and how much you love them. Don't take this day for granted. Don't fight over STUPID things especially on the "oh i wanted this or that" and be happy with what you got. Its what comes from the heart that matters most. Just stop and think at how LUCKY and BLESSED you are to even be able to be there physically with your loved ones. For there are those such as myself whom are not able to have our loved ones with us on this special day! Never take any holidays for granted because you never know if you will get to spend that holiday with that loved one again......I would love to take this time to say:Deon Christopher,I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL! YOU ARE THE AIR THAT I BREATHE, THE EVERY BE

Stuff
I was in a relationship for over 5 years and it ended just a little under a year ago. Sadly it was mainly distance and a lack of ability...or maybe interest that split us apart even more. We fought a lot, but we loved each other a lot, apparently not enough to keep things giong though. In the end, she decided that she'd go with a guy that she met while in Law School that she had become friends with. I told her that no matter what I loved her, but I just couldn't stand to talk with her and keep in any kind of contact with her, knowing that she was with someone else. Some time in June I was looking for a girl that would be a good match for me and I came across a wonderful woman. She and I compliment each other quite well and we have tons of good times together. I love her and care for her deeply...but as of late, I keep having thoughts of my ex and how much I miss her and want her back in my life. So far, I've kept my promise to myself that I wouldn't call her, write to her or anything a

Recent Events
I had to work Saturday for my sister who was out of town. It was a normal day just like any other day I've had to work. I flirted with guests and chatted with friends online. Nothing out of the ordinary. My day ended at 3pm and I decided to do a little shopping for a friend. I went to a store and didn't like anything there so I proceeded to go across town to the other store they have that has more items. I get about a 1/4 mile away from the store and all of a sudden my heart starts racing really really fast. I feel like someone punched me in the throat, my arms went numb underneath from my shoulder down to my pinkies. My shoulders got stiff and my neck did as well. My breathing changed as well. Now I've had my heart race before but it always went away after a few minutes. This time was completely different. It just wouldn't stop no matter how calm I tried to be. I wasn't gonna go to the hospital but I talked myself into it. I get there and they rush me back. They did an IV and hooked m

Random Shit!
"Shit" may just be the most functional word in the english language! You can get shit faced, be shit out of luck, or even have shit for brains. With a little effort you can get your shit together or find a place for your shit or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit and tell others to eat shit. There are lucky shits, dumb shits and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. When you stop to consider all the facts, it's the basic building block of the english language. And remember, once you know your shit, you don't need to know anything else

Valentines Day Vent
February 14th, the most overrated day.All the flowers and the chocolates, it's so fucking cliche. Cheesy cards get purchased and reservations get made.But it's obviously just done so the guy can get laid.And yet girls eat it up, cause it validates their life.As if they only have value as a girlfriend or wife.Good for you, congrats, you got a Valentine's Day Date.And I'm oh so sure that you've found your fucking soulmate.Cause those obnoxious couples full of love, having fun.More than half of those couples in six months will be done.Seriously, google it, the statistics don't lie.In fact fifty-three percent will break up by July.So why get sad or depressed if you don't have a date?Who gives a shit, you can still masturbate.And don't get me started on that dude they call Cupid.A flying sniper a diaper, how fucking stupid.So how the fuck did this day get so big and pervasive?Because Corporate America can be mighty persuasive.Big companies love it, they think it's the bomb.Fucking Halmark a

A Love Letter.
The following is a letter written from a civil war soldier to his wife. I find this letter to be very lovely & profound aswell as sad. the man died in battle a week later. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sullivan Ballou (b. 1829?, d July 21, 1861), Sullivan Ballou was killed a week later at the first Battle of Bull Run, July 21, 1861. When he died, his wife was 24. She later moved to New Jersey to live out her life with her son, William, and never re-married. She died at age 80 in 1917. Sullivan and Sarah Ballou are buried next to each other at Swan Point Cemetery in Providence, RI. There are no known living descendants. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Unjust Days
The day may pass with or without a cloud a night will pass when only you can shed a tear but will the life pass without any fear? we all have pasts we all have regrets its what we do with our faults so we dont repeat and be last. Some hold on some let go some are just so confussed not knowing what they should do. The idea is simple together or alone happy or sad the decicion is yours good or bad. some words were said meant or not the hole was dug that brought silence and regret. anger flew and damage was done a friendship ended that will be missed. The ring still hangs there needing to be reached to be grabbed by one and held onto by two. but who wants it more or wants it at all it could have been special it could have been. Bikerlkn4you

Muslim Women And Sharia Law
20 years from now, I will be in Heaven --bye !! This was written by a woman born in Egypt as a Muslim.This is not hearsay, and it will scare the life out of you. Make sure you read the paragraph (in red) towards the end.Joys of Muslim WomenBy Nonie DarwishIn the Muslim faith a Muslim man can marry a child as young as 1 year old and have sexual intimacy with this child.Consummating the marriage by 9.The dowry is given to the family in exchange for the woman (who becomes his slave)And for the purchase of the private parts of the woman, to use her as a toy.Even though a woman is abused she can not obtain a divorce.To prove rape, the woman must have (4) male witnesses.Often after a woman has been raped, she is returned to her family and the family must return the dowry.The family has the right to execute her (an honor killing) to restore the honor of the family. Husbands can beat their wives 'at will' and he does not have to say why he has beaten her.The husband is permitted to have (4 wi

Movies
Everybody has a favorite movie. I have movies that I HAVE to watch when they come on no matter how many times I've seen them. 1. RoadHouse 2. Urban Cowboy 3. Mommie Dearest 4. Face Off 5. Wizard of Oz 6. Gone in 60 Seconds 7. Gone with the Wind

Monster
The secret side of me, I never let you see I keep it caged but I can't control it So stay away from me, the beast is ugly I feel the rage and I just can't hold it It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls It comes awake and I can't control it Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end? I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin I must confess that I feel like a monster I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun I must confess that I feel like a monster I, I feel like a monster I, I feel like a monster My secret side I keep hid under lock and key I keep it caged but I can't control it 'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end? I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin I must confess that I feel like a monster I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun I must confess that

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Why Do I Have A Po
back in June 29 2009 i ended up pulling a knife on this guy who was my ex roommate for hitting my now ex gf i told him i would kill him if he did it again blinded by rage and poor judgmental i almost took his life he ended up calling the cops on me the man is 33 years old and he is alot more fucked up then i am and he was off his meds my family was in danger and iam sorry but most cops don't give a flying fuck when you do call them at least in my experience that's what i have learn from when i called them before in the past specially in mesa and they either just write a report or they just think its a joke i had my grandma who was living with me at the time my dog and 4 cats i was not going to just stand by and watch him do what ever i realize it was poor judgment but no one in my same shoes would not do the same thing i was facing prison for my act even tho it was in self defensive i was facing 2.5 years since they lower my charge i now am on probation for 3 years they s

Music Projects
I've put both projects online on myspace with several songs Black Metal project: http://www.myspace.com/realitydeformed Acoustic/Atmospheric project: http://www.myspace.com/winterdea All writing, playing, recording and mixing done by myself Please check it out and let me know what you think

A Story I Wrote When I Was Bored
Graveyard Of Heros By Shane Ross this is my first time writing something im going to show other people so please if you have any ideas that could help me feel free to let me know my story is about 4 Orbital Drop Shock Troopers who lived and died on reach i hope you enjoy it logan-team leader Kyle-riflemen mac- sniper shane-heavy weapons august 30th 2552 outskirts of new Alexandria "So this is it "Mac said looking at the mass of covenant troops that stretched for as far as the eye could see "We make our stand in this bunker surrounded by thousands of grunts and brutes led by a few hundred elites well id say we've hit the jackpot boys this is our ticket straight to hell" " If im going to hell mac then im taking as many of those bastards with me " replied shane as he went back to reloading his rocket launcher and checking to see how much ammo he had for his assault rife "i got 6 clips left for this thing how about you guys" kyle looked at him " iv got 5 clips for my D

Nevaeh's Heaven
are you free like me? do you see what you see? do you hear what you hear? im free as can be. i see through my eyes i hear only me... you cant penatrate my mind i wish you were free like me its a shame..

Geeks 'vs' Norms
once i thought that geeks and normies were all the same people....Boy was I wrong. geeks think they know it all and they think they are better than someone else just because they have more knowledgwe than the other person. then they take advantage of that person's weaknesses,thinking they are having fun and not doing any harm at all to that person!! well I have news for the geeks'vs' the normies on fubar...This crap is a boldfaced lie!! You are a fool and an outkast if you take advantage of someones weaknesses,make fun of them and the like. it shows that a geek will be a geek forever and that they have no self worth because they care less for others and their feelings!! they are selfish in many ways that hurt others but might be generous in other ways. I think that is an abuser's and a geeks way of keeping a leash on their victums!!! So for all you geeks out there who think they got it good...and know it all??? You really do not mean anything to me,and I could care less what the ge

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For The Ignorant People Who Uses God For Their Own Means
Well I guess I'm headed to Hell in a homemade hand basket made by Aunt B. just with my marriages alone. People look at religion for everything, God please get me thru this and I promise " blah blah blah" ..... Countless wars & bloodshed all in the name of "God" babies born and died within a few hours, days,months cus of a disease or other factor that we have no cure, so innocent children die and people say " it was Gods way, or his plan. No you don't carry a life inside you for 9 mths to have someone tell you that BS. It's not a plan life is screwed up, yeah you can't stop everything that happens, but don't put everything on GOD, he didn't make a full scale plan to kill a baby. SHYT HAPPENS!!! A drunk driver can hit a kid, go to jail and in a yr or too he gets let out on parole " cus he found god" and he honestly believes god forgave him for killing an innocent child, but what do you hear at funerals when someone dies by the hands of another " god has a plan, or god does things in myst