Fubar Blogs 5

Ramblings
Why do I self-sabotage? I pick up a rock, hit myself multiple times on the head, and then wonder why I am bleeding profusely? Perfection is a myth. Bros before hoes. There is always a choice. The power people have over us is only present because of the power we give to them. Nobody can munipulate us unless we allow them access over our lives. It is healthy if we hold the key to the power over our lives. Live honestly and be authentic. The pursuit of happiness is a basic human right. I am with you because I love you, not because I need you. Only the proud refuses help. I am not here to entertain you. What I can do is support you. I cannot fulfill anyone's expectations unless I am told what the expectations are. The only time to do the right thing is all the time. When you are not sure what to do, do what you are suppose to do. When you have a long list of things to do, prioritize and learn to delegate.

Poetry By Others
"I'm nobody! Who are you?" by Emily Dickinson I'm nobody! Who are you?Are you nobody, too?Then there's a pair of us — don't tell!They'd banish us, you know. How dreary to be somebody!How public, like a frogTo tell your name the livelong dayTo an admiring bog! "The Road Not Taken" by Robert Frost Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,And sorry I could not travel bothAnd be one traveler, long I stoodAnd looked down one as far as I couldTo where it bent in the undergrowth.Then took the other, as just as fair,And having perhaps the better claim,Because it was grassy and wanted wear;Though as for that the passing thereHad worn them really about the same.And both that morning equally layIn leaves no step had trodden black.Oh, I kept the first for another day!Yet knowing how way leads on to way,I doubted if I should ever come back.I shall be telling th

Thinking
I love my friends on here dearly and can't imagine not being on here anymore but recently a negative emotion is growing inside me that makes me question why I am here..That feeling is hate towards baby j and this whole game called fubar..All the fake profiles, bouncer checks and ridiculous leveling requirements. Not to mention that when you reach the top level, 45, game over. Tired of the clic of the top 200 chicks/dudes, keeping a lock on their positions through alliances and big bucks, actual money, not fubucks. Simple fixes...New profiles have to have a salute pic no more then 2 weeks after posting the profile or that profile is cancelled Keep the bouncers to address problems but eliminate the bouncer checks Keep the point requirements to level and maybe increase them but get rid of all other leveling requirements Increase the levels above 45 Keep the cost of bling in actual money If necessary to increase revenue, think about opening up Fubar to advertising. But the bot

Random Poems
i remember the days when my mind used to beoverrun with emotions and thoughtsof all things good and the worst;as time went by,with each new day,and with a brand new life to look forward to,my mind emptied itself in a flash, just like that;with a cup of coffee in hand,i sit back and think about the yesteryears,smiling at the change that has taken over meand the life that i have been blessed with now;strolling down the memory lane,unafraid of the future,blinded by the ecstasy of livingeventually, with eyes wide open,i’ve come to understand, thatsome things, including life, change for the better;

Was Just Thinkin
I've been doing some thinking on the state of affairs that the world has brought it self to. You've got almost every damn country in the mid-east at war with themselves or their neighbors. You got the earth quake and nuclear reactors and tsunami in Japan. Then there's is China with its massive over population problem ( what? so they don't make condoms for asians?). In the southern part of the world (both Africa and South America) poverty and disease run so rampid that no amount of medicine, vaccines, food, or international aid will help as much as we would hope. Oh boy!!! We helped a half of a percent of the population overcome their misfortunes. Now don't get me wrong, I am all for helping and doing my part to make things a little easier, but there is only so much we can do. Which brings me to our own part of the world... America. I love our country. I love the people in it. The diverse social attitudes that can be found in this wonderful land are astounding to say the least. To thi

Tonic Rules
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Eleanore Says
I have always consider myself a tolerant and open-minded person. Or at least i try to be. I am so glad that i am not one where first impressions last. For when i first joined fubar, i had encountered not just a few really weird ones. I found me some nastty ones, indeed. But I am real happy that i decided to first look more closely, be more observant and patient. And it paid off. For i found me some real friends. Not just those who want to talk sexy or interested for a brief fling, but real friends. Who would have thought that beyond the exterior of dirty and graphic talk of some, is a caring, thoughtful and loving heart. Friends who listen, cared to know me better, friends willing to share their time. And that is so hard to find during these hard times. Even in real life. So serendipity! I can be so lucky.

Metaphysical Love
Images of sorcery, Outlandish views of clouds.. Ill concepted meanings, of psychedelic sounds. Bizzare imaginations of sights so obscured, Come face to face with terror, Before the vision blurrs. I've loved you from the start Before you were concieved I built you from my passions And killed you in my dreams Once I stood before,a council of the lords, Their grim eyes gazed upon me, like shiny, deadly swords. There was one there named Michael.. Contempt was in his eyes.... His laughter was eternal when they sentenced me to die. It's a hazy recollection of another time I lived My death was oh so violent tho I know not what I did. Distorted glimpses into, a medieval time I struggled to possess what never could be mine. Viciouse dogs attacked me yet I cut them one by one!!! I bowed down to the laughter, knowing the fight had just begun. Ahhh!!!! the pain is tearing my very soul to shreds, Forever alone in random worlds outside and in my head. How could I ever love you... When you are bu

To Clear Up Any Confusion
You can't hurt me, it's impossible you see. You would have to matter, you don't count, not to me! The walls are so high, i won't lie. You have no chance to get in, once, someone did. He mattered, i let him count. He had my heart, without a doubt. Then, he ripped it out. Tore me apart, shattered my soul, he took his toll. He made me feel, things i though were gone. He destroyed, what i thought was strong. What i had been building, for so long. Now he is gone. i have rebuilt, stronger and higher. No one in, no one out. No more love, but no more pain. It keeps me happy, it keeps me sane! So, before you even try, know that you can't hurt me. Know...that you don't count!

You
Its the first time we meet....... Its been building up for weeks. Anticipation, lust, desire, love, animalistic needs. You know exactly what I want. The short tight skirt, no panties. Clean shaven and dripping in need of me. I tight top showing off ur cleavage, nipples hard with desire. Flawless make-up. Just the way i want you. You knock on my hotel room door. Im shaking with desire as i go to answer the door. Our eyes lock. It feels like destiny, your everything I need! Everything I want! Everything I desire. You step in the door. As it shuts behind you, we cant hold back. Our lips meet with passion. Our hands roaming wildly with out control. Our bodies become one. I push you to the wall with our lips still locked. Our tongues dance in unison. No 2 people have kissed so much alike. My hand slides up ur thigh and into ur skirt as I have u pinned to the wall. I can feel your heat and wetness before i even make it to your tight pussy. My fingers slide in effortlessly. You moan in de

Two Brothers
Two brothers sat on the shore They saw that the tide had washed up new shells on the shoreline They could see some were encrusted with pearls There was one shell that appeared empty One brother gathered all of the pearl encrusted shells and began to take his treasure home to protect it from theft The other brother picked up the hollow shell A gentle breeze blew in causing a whistling sound to eminate from the shell He picked up the ordinary shell and held it to his ear He closed his eyes and he could hear all of the mysteries of the ocean He heard trumpets echoing through from a far shore He heard deep cries of ocean birds.. life and death of many from other times and places He smiled as he strolled carelessly down the shore Sometimes I tell a story and no one is there to hear.. smiles walking carelessly away

Destruction Of The Great Gatsby
I pondered when i heard that they had bulldozed the old mansion located on the shores of Great Neck, New York destroying the old mansion that F. Scott Fitzgerald viewed as he wrote the Great Gatsby and here is what fell from my mind. There was a distant white mansion with large pillars of alabastor Small snippets of conversations dirfted across the water Music seranaded the patrons.. soft tinkling noises permeated the air Lights.. soft pastels.. illuminated.. reflected ..soft echoes across the rolling water Gayly they mingled.. the waters sending their siren song of vague rememberence Sadly as the night waned.. the lights dimmed... And the water had forgotten the songs earlier remembered and they faded as dust in the wind someone asked "how can water fade as dust?" Doesn't matter.. my story All things earthly wane.. it is as it should be.. but not completely forgotten This is the story of the great gatsby mansion of f. scott fitzgerald's 1920 story.. i was sad by its pass

Punky
A Austin Tx woman is suspected of killing herself after being arrested for DWI in Texas. On Tuesday afternoon, Katie Lynn Prentice was stopped by the Port Aransas Police for drunk driving and placed in a holding cell at police headquarters until she could be transferred to the Nueces County Jail. During a routine hourly cell check around 8:30 pm, it was discovered that Prentice had hung herself.Police and local EMS services administered CPR, and Prenitce was transported to a nearby hospital where she was declared dead.The Chief of Police in Port Aransas said that Prentice was "a resident Austin Tx and we are going to miss her very much". The family issued a statement saying that she was a loving daughter and friend and she would be missed by all who knew her.

Lonely Vistas
there are beautiful views that are shared by many and the masses..these hold little attraction for me i crave those wild places rarely touched by man..seen by few..the road less traveled many desolate locations at first are not so attractive but as i sit a bit i find a bird shooting from the brush or some large fish jumping from the water leaving ripples of its passing it is then i perceive its true beauty..its in my very loneliness that i truly feel connected to nature sometimes this beauty is so great it hurts..this is when you know you have found that special place sometimes beauty cannot really be shared with others..its very ephermal quality..fleeting..never being recreated others can pollute your simple vision or moment unwittingly thus i seek the lonely vistas

Boat Trip
part 1 It was loud and rhythmic..sounds emanating from the platform off the tiki hut bar and grill. Friday nights are live music and reggae island music was this week’s flavor. Rick and Steve sat at the bar watching the sun draw down across the water as the bar was adjacent to marina where their boat was moored. Rick had been drinking..the music soaking into his bones with Steve feeling it too. There was a small dance floor where there were some couples and several single woman dancing. Pina Coladas were half price so Rick and Steve were soaking them up. Then Rick noticed a woman calmly sipping a scotch and water alone across the bar from them. She eyed Rick as if he was her type..she got up..walked around and close up to Rick. She had on glossy black high topped boots, thigh high black nylons with the lace clearly visible above her boots. She also had on very short short jean shorts and a black leather jacket over her dark blouse. Rick noticed right away the necklace made into

Looking For Advice
April 24, 2011 To whom it may concern, I have been having a problem lately with my boyfriend and i don't have any idea what i can do to help the situation. Let me tell you first of all that I am not very good at comforting people and making them fell better. A while back my boyfriend has killed his best friend in a car crash, he was drinking, but from what he told me, he wasn't drunk. The road had a bunch of gravel on it and he lost traction. He was also speeding because his ex dumped him to go out with this firend. SO now that you know this back story, here's my issue. He his getting very distant with his emotions with me. Everytime I ask him to tell me what is wrong with him he tells me everything is fine and not to worry about it. Yesterday he told me that the anniversery of the crash was coming up and he had to get through it. Now and then he will drink alot and try to drown the pain in alcohol. And everytime he does I have to make sure that he doesn't do anything stup

Feelings
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will. I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know. Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life

Just Found This...nuff Said...k???
No words needed here...couldn't paste a video in here for some reason...???... Sooo...I commented on this...the video...s h o u l d be...in my comment...(but...ya never know around here...nope!!!)...

Tewsmooth18
I'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorryThat my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy"I'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not an assholeI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just f**k youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I am always the one you need to talk to,but never good enough to dateI'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,but not good enough to listen t

If Your Bored Read!!
Love starts from our inner self. You can't really love someone else unless you really love yourself first.when we love ourselves, we have a reserve of love inside that allows us to give love to others with greater freedom. Smile and say, "I love you," whenever you see your reflection! Do it as if you are happy to see you! Every single time you see your own reflection, smile, look you in the eyes, and say, "I love you."

2011 And Beyond
So....I havent been on this site in a cpl years. Its great to be back but I see that the drama has gone nowhere lol. Since I last wrote, I have continued to grow and evolve and couldnt be happier. I am finding out things about myself that I couldnt put a finger on or find a name for. I am finding that I am many things and am no longer afraid or ashamed to admit it. I wont deny myself or turn on myself any longer. I am polyamorous and there is no getting around that no matter how inconvenient it might be at times. This means I had to admit that monogamy just isnt for me. I have tried that way it its not working. I am also bicurious and there is no getting around it because I love the look and smell of some women. How do I deny that? I cant. This next one is a bit newer but fits like a glove for me. I am a PAGAN...! I have long thought that christianity didnt work for me but I didnt know what I had for options so I just chose NOTHING. I have now figured out that I DO ha

The Dark
Standing there, in the mist, of fading shadows. some silent, some not, the prince, has found himself in a place, that even he did not know. Yet be that as it may, fear is not in him. for, up to now, He has been, the only fear, any have ever known. Gazing back and forth, bits of red glistened, from the corners, of his, eyes. Through the nite, slowly he makes his way along the blackened, place, she had led him, The only one, he had ever, dared let into his, Souless heart. Find her he must! for he knew after all, there would, surely never be such a love, like hers , again in his time . Where had they taken her ? and why? what blackness has he, found himself in? Though it matters not! for in his mind, someone, or thing would soon , feel his wrath ! For he is the prince, of pure evil! And she owns, his souless, heart.

My Laptop Backpack - Mobile Business
I travel extensively with my laptop computer, often storing it in a car trunk loaded with gear. The Ebox Laptop Carrying Case, which is strong enough to stand on, provides peace of mind that my computer won’t be smashed. Indeed, the case is waterproof, crush-proof, pressure sensitive, and lockable. For use in the field—say you’re an archeologist recording data at a dig—the Ebox Laptop Carrying Case is an alternative to something like the Panasonic Toughbook CF-30, which is a laptop made for the outdoors that can cost more than $3,000. A the case essentially converts a workaday laptop computer into a “Ebox” model for use in the outdoors.

Love
There has been many times I thought I was in Love and the feeling's I was having was like nothing I have ever felt in my whole life. My heart was filled with these feeling that I never felt before and it made me so happy and filled with joy. I have felt Love for my family and friends but never a feeling like this ever before and I'm still wondering sometimes was it Love I was feeling or was it just lust, me being horny or just heartburn lol. There has been times in my life that I seen a woman that I knew that it was just lust and just wanted to sleep with her and that was for a long time in my life until the first time I had sex with a woman and that was when I was 27 which was 17 years ago. But after she told me that it was out of pity I was hurt and lost inside and then my second time was the same thing it was just because I brought her out on her birthday and showd her a good time she felt like she owed me for doing that for her. Now it's been a long time because the first wo

Warning!!!
Everyone be warned there is a pro stalker and fake on fubar she is the owner of naughty playground and is posing as a 26 year old blonde but she is really 65 she says she is a teacher but in fact she is a lunch lady she says her name is Ashley but in fact her name is Debora she steals pics from other members on fu posing as herself which it is not she has taking girls at her school to take pics to pose as herself and has been investigated by the law her in the United States and in England Be WARNED she is a pro con and has to be stopped don't be fooled her and the naughty play ground lounge is full of her cons she has several accounts as cutie and as love ....YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!

Want Free Points
FREE TO ONE PERSON ONCE A WEEK ****Once a week I will give my points to a member for free. Just leave a comment with the phrase “points for free” and one of you will be chosen randomly. You will receive my points for 12 hours with or without ability bling.**** Drawing will be done after 6PM FuTime Thursday evening 5/5/11. Winner will be announced 8-9PM FuTime 5/5/11. PLEASE ONLY ENTER ONCE. I will choose the time to altruize you no later than 6am the following Thursday. Good Luck and Enjoy the Game! ALL LEVELS - SB or PM your offers for my points. I will accept fubux, ability bling, or bling packs and altruize 12-24 hours with or without running ability bling depending on the offer. I can also help with other leveling requirements. Talk to me!

In The Still Of The Night
In the still of the night In the still of the night..stars visible with pale lights illuminating faintly the surrounding countryside. The wind stirred the palms shaking their dry winter fronds. Time marched and along the eastern horizon, a shallow pink touched the earth signaling the arrival of the morning. Slowly twisted shapes emerged like grasping fingers reaching to the sky and materialized into shrubs and pines..first black, then grey, and finally green. The pink became more pronounced and shades of red pierced the edge of the horizon. Deeper red pushed hard at one point in the horizon, then yellows and oranges competed for dominance chasing the reds and greens away. A bright, sharp edge of magnificence pierced the edge and washed all other colors away. Morning had arrived. Good morning.

Pictures
hi fubar.. i will not be doing NSFW pics..so please don't ask!!!! i can do clothed to bikini i am ok with that...yes i have been here before well its been a few yrs..i decided to come back and i see alot of changes here..wow. i like it so far and i like the people here so far=) very nice and understanding..i don't take drama or well u get the point!!! enough said...i am playin fu-mafia so add me if u like...and i am trying to reach my achievement's if u help me i will rate and fan and like admire and rate all photos of course if u have a lot it goin to take me time to=)and make a pg salute and a family add if i have room...Please help and thank u..and i do watch out for my friends...be safe and have a good day and good eve and a good night... lady ice hawk thanks for reading

Online Poker Article For Thought.
There are so many aspects of the Department of Justice’s (DOJ) recent actions against online poker that I don’t understand. I don’t understand why the very government that was built to champion personal liberty would take away our rights to play online poker, a game that citizens of almost every other country in the world are allowed to play. Why don’t we have the same rights as those who reside in other countries? I don’t understand why the DOJ has spent so much time and money trying to shut down a game. Wouldn’t their time be better spent trying to crack down on some of the truly destructive crises in our nation like terrorism, drug dealing, and crime? I don’t understand why our government chose to make the jobs of tens of thousands of Americans vanish overnight. And it’s not just the players who have lost their income source. What about the poker media, customer service agents, event planners, and developers in the online

Nlrb Fighting Losing Battle
One of the defining characteristics of the Obama administration thus far has been an unbending loyalty to the labor unions who served the Democrats so well during past election cycles. Americans, however, may be continuing a pattern of cooling in their attitudes toward unions as this recent Washington Examiner editorial explains, and it all comes down to the numbers. A New York Times headline in January told the story: “Union membership in U.S. fell to 70-year low last year.” The actual numbers from the Bureau of Labor Statistics were even more dismal than suggested by the headline: Whereas at its peak in the mid-1950s, nearly 40 percent of all employed Americans were union members, by 2010, it had fallen to a mere 11.9 percent, counting both public- and private-sector employment. In the private sector alone, a mere 6.9 percent of all workers were unionized, the lowest in more than a century. Also notable here is that in 2009, for the first time ever, more than half of al

Hi Hunnies
It went ok and stuff at the dr. I am still broken..imagine that lol still waiting on appt dates..imagine that he gave me pills for insomnia and is concerned :) lawdefawkingdaw.... I am in lots of pain,but it will be okies and stuffs my peyton turns 10 saturday and I turn old monday.... that boy is the best birthday present in the world lots of love and all

Columbine High School Shooting.
Guess our national leaders didn't expect this, hmm? On Thursday,Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful. They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness.. The following is a portion of the transcript: " Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rachel Joy Sc

Fubar Lounges
Its Curious how lounge owners post rules in their lounges that you don't obey your self? You expect ones to follow your rules and then You violate them at every turn.One main rule of leadership is "lead by example"! You and your staff Ban people for the dumbest things and then you expect to be respected?i don't get it? I get banned by every turn i make in lounges,and for doing nothing wrong.I have only found one good lounge so far that has one of the best leaders i have ever met,wont mention it here as to not put her on the spot.She rules with a lite but fair touch and this is the way it should be. Some of you lounge owners expect people to worship you and revere you,I wont,to put things in perspective it's the Internet nothing more,nothing less,Most people in the real world could give a shit ,that you run a lounge on a social web site.In the real world you would get eaten alive and spit out! i think you are crazy for even submitting your selves to such head aches! i for one am not t

The Freakish Thoughts Of A Red Head From Alabama...
First of all, I would like to let everyone know that myself, my family, and my friends are all ok. Luckily the tornadoes didnt reach down this far south (closest one was about 10 miles north of us).I went to work yesterday morning expecting it to rain, and to rain hard. I even tried to beat it, unsuccessfully, and tried to unload all my beer before it arrived. Little did I know that north of me the Tornadoes had started already. A friend's relative was killed near Anniston early that morning. The NW corner of Alabama and Huntsville were already getting rocked. The first of the Cullman Tornadoes had already touched down just before noon.All those red 'dots' were either already tornadoes on the ground, or the storms were about to form them, especially the storms out by themselves that were just lil circles. That is how it looked all day. I get home, and I see some stuff on facebook about the Cullman tornado (north of Birmingham) that was live on the news. They had caught it on the weathe

Wave In Your Ocean
I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE WAVE IN YOUR OCEAN I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE HEAT IN YOUR SUN I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE LIGHT OF YOUR MOON I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE RAINBOW IN YOUR SKY I WOULD LIVE TO BE THE MOUNTAIN IN YOUR LAND I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE RING IN YOUR HAND I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE WORD IN YOUR POEM I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE SMILE IN YOUR FACE I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE PERFUME IN YOUR NECK I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE ONLY ONE YOU WANT I WOULD LOVE TO BE AROUND YOU ALL THE TIME I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE TOUCH OF YOUR LIPS I WOULD LOVE TO BE YOUR HUSBAND,FRIEND,FATHER,MOTHER,BROTHER,SISTER AND THE LOVER I WOULD LOVE TO BE ALL ME JUST FOR YOU I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE SNOW IN YOUR WINTER I WOULD LOVE TO BE LEAVES IN YOUR AUTUMN I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE TREE IN YOUR JUNGLE I WOULD LOVE TO BE WITH YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE SUGER IN YOUR TEA I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE FATHER OF YOUR CHILD I WOULD LOVE TO BE THE SOUL O

4 You
I see You here next to me I feel you in my dream You are the only OneYou are the Best One I 'll Always be hereWaiting 4 you 4 you I'll do anything4 you I'll beat The beast 4 you I'll sing 4 you I'll Dream I'll Change 4 you I'll Dry all your tearsI'll Kill All your fearsI'll be there always When ever You Need Come On Touch My soul My soul Is Asking 4 youAnd you only heal my Heart From painCoz you are the Cure 4 me 4 you I 'll try To BeThe Dream That You Want Me To Be

Goodbye My Sweet Heartbreak
HOW MUCH LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU HOW MANY TIMES THAT I TOLD YOU HOW I COULD LET MYSELF WITHOUT YOU HOW COULD I SMILE WITHOUT YOU YOU CAME IN TO MY LIFE YOU SWIFT ME OF MY FEET SO SWEET AS ABABY FEET YOU ENTER MY HEART YOU SHARE YOUR SMILE THEN...... WELL THEN YOU ARE NOT FOR ME YOU ARE NOT WHO WILL BELONG TO ME SO...... SO WHY ALL THE WASTE YOU TOOK MY HEART FROM THE EAST TO THE WEST YOU LET ME SO IN TO YOU YOU LET ME USE TO YOU AFTER.. AFTER I WAS ALL BY MY SLEF WITHOUT YOU TO SHARE IN THE END.... AM SORRY AM NOT GONNA COME BACK AGAIN EVEN IF YOU WILL BE MINE AGAIN LET THIS TIME WILL BE THE TRUE LESSON I WISH THAT I NEVER LEARN THE LIFE THAT I WILL NOT LIVE AGAIN AND THE LOVE THAT I WILL NOT GO THROUGH AGAIN SO.....SO GOODBYE MY SWEET HEARTBREAK

I Feel
I FEEL ALIVE WITH YOU I FEEL GOOD WITH YOU I FEEL THE WORLD IS MOVING UNDER MY LEGSI FEEL THERE IS NOTHING LIKE YOU I FEEL YOU DO YOU FEEL MEI FEEL AM DEEP IN YOU I FEEL OHH WAHT THIS IS FEELING THAT I FEELI FEEL MY BLOOD BOILING SCREEMING YOUR NAME YOU FEEL I FEEL SCREMING YOUR NAMEI FEEL THAT I NEVER HAVE THIS FEELING BEFOR I FEEL YOU ARE MY QUEEN I FEEL YOU ARE MY CROWN I FEEL YOU ARE THE BEST THING HAPPEN TO MEI FEEL THAT YOU ARE IN ME I FEEL YOU TAKE MY BREATH AWAYI FEEL YOU TAKE MY AIR I FEEL THAT AM NOTHING WITHOUT YOUI FEEL YOU ARE EVERYWHERE I FEEL YOU ARE IN MY HEARTI FEEL AM SAFE WITH YOU I FEEL I FEEL YOU ARE MY SOULMATE I FEEL YOU MAKE ME WANT TO BE BETTER MAN BE BEST EVERYTIME THANK YOU THAT YOU MAKE ME FEEL

I Found Love Again
I FOUND LOVE AGAIN ONCE I SAID LOVE HURTS SO I WILL NEVER AGAINBUT WHEN TIME PASS BY YOU CAME IN MY LIFE AGAIN THAT SMILE IN YOUR FACE IT MAKE ME A LIVE AGAINTHAT FACE SO PRETTY THE SUNRISE IN MY LIFE SHIN AGAIN THAT BODY WHAT YOU GOT TAKE MY BREATH AGAIN THAT HAIR LIKE PEARLS COME OUT FROM THE SEA AGAIN I FOUND LOVE AGAIN I FOUND IT IN YOU AGAINI FOUND MY HEART WHAT I'VE LOST BEFORE I FOUND IT ONCE AGAIN I FOUND MY DREAM AGAINI FOUND MY SOUL AGAIN I 'LL CATCH THIS LOVE AGAIN I'LL HUG YOU FOR EVER I'LL GROW OLD WITH YOUI'LL ERASE YOUR FEARS I'LL DRY YOUR TEARSI'LL SHARE ALL MY DREAMS YOU WILL BE MY HEARTBEAT WE WILL BE TWO SOULS IN ONE BODY FOREVER I FOUND LOVE AGAIN I FOUND IT IN YOU AGAIN THANK YOU FOR COMMING IN MY LIFE AGAIN

I Miss You
I MISS YOU WHERE YOU AREI MISS YOU WHERE EVER YOU ARE I MISS YOU WHEN I REMEMBER YOUR MEMORY IN MY HEADAND IN EVERY PLACE THAT WE SHAREYOU REPEAT YOUR SELF IN MY DREAMS THAT WILL NEVER WASH AWAY I MISS YOU MORE THAN THE AIR I BREATH MORE THAN THE HEART THAT NEEDS BEAT YOU ARE THE ONE WHO SWIFT ME OF MY FEETAS SWEET AS A BABY FEET I MISS YOU AND I'LL LOVE YOU FOR EVER STILL I REMEMBER YOUR FACE LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAYSTILL I HEAR YOUR VOICE IN MY BRAINSTILL I REMEMBER WHEN YOU TAKE MY HAND TO DANCEWHEN YOU MAKE ME SING FOR YOU TO SLEEP NOW TELL ME HOW I WILL LIVE WITHOUT YOUR FACE SMILE MOVE HUG I HOPE I CAN SEE YOU AGAIN TO SAY I LOVE YOU ONCE AGAIN

1. I Miss You Everytime You Are In My Mind
1. I MISS YOU EVERYTIME YOU ARE IN MY MIND 2. I MISS YOU EVERY SECOND IN MY LIFE 3. I MISS YOU WHENEVER AM NOT WITH YOU 4. I MISS YOU WHENEVER YOU ARE NOT AROUND 5. I MISS YOU EVERYTIME I THINK OF YOU 6. I MISS YOU WHEN AM ALONE BY MY SELF 7. I MISS YOU A LOT I CANT BE WITHOUT YOU 8. I MISS YOU SO WHEN YOU WILL BE WITH ME 9. I MISS YOU I MISS THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND 10. I MISS YOU I MISS THE BREATH FROM YOUR MOUTH 11. I MISS YOU I MISS THE WAY YOU LIGHT MY LIFE WITH YOUR LAUGH 12. I MISS YOU WHEN I WILL SEE YOU’RE EYES 13. I MISS YOU AND I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU EVERY DEATAIL IN YOUR LIFE 14. I MISS YOU LIKE A CHILD MISS HIS DAD 15. I MISS YOU LIKE THE BEE MISS THE ROSE 16. I MISS YOU LIKE THE DEASERT MISS THE RAIN 17. I MISS YOU MORE THAN I CAN BARE 18. I MISS YOU ALWAYS YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY MIND

I See You
WHEN AM WITH YOU I CANT TALKI CANT SPEAK YOU TAKE THE BREATH FROM MY MOUTH I SEE YOU AND AM IN MAGIC WORLD I SEE YOU'R EYES AND IT SWIFT ME AWAY I SEE THE HAIR IT IS LIKE PEARLS FROM GOLD I TOUCH YOU AND I FEEL WARM INSIDE MEI FEEL LIKE YOU ARE A STAR THAT I NEVER SEE IN DAYLIGHT BUT HERE YOU ARE IN FRONT OF ME AND AM TOUCHED IN MY SPRITIN MY SOUL WHAT I CAN SAY WHEN THERE IS NO WORDS DESCRIBE YOU NOTHING CAN COMPARE TO YOU I WISH JUST I CAN SAY WHAT I FEEL WHEN AM WITH YOU YOU PUT A STROM IN MY HEART A TWISTER IN MY SOUL YOU ROCK MY LIFE MY SWEET MOONLIGHTI LOVE YOU....

I Think
I THINK I WILL LET GO THEN YOU COME I HOLD ON I THINK I FLY AWAY THEN YOU LAND ME IN YOU HEART I THINK I RUN AWAYTHEN YOU MAKE ME SLOW DOWN I THINK IT WAS TOO LATETHEN YOU SHOW ME IT WAS EARLY I THINK I WAS LOSTTHEN YOU FOUND ME I THINK I DIETHEN YOU GIVE ME LIFE I THINK I LOOSETHEN YOU MAKE ME WIN I THINK AM IN LOVE WITH YOUI KNOW AM IN LOVE

I Want To Be Loved By Some Angle From Us
I WANT TO BE LOVED BY SOME ANGLE FROM US I WANT TO TOUCH HER FACE TO TASTE THAT LIPS TO FEEL THAT WARMTH I WANT TO BE HER ONLY ONE TO SMELL HER HAIR TO HOLD HER HAND TO FEEL HER HEARTBEAT I WANT TO SEE HER EYES TO WATCH HER SMILE TO FEEL HER SOUL TO TOUCH HER WORLD I WANT TO BE THERE TO SAY HI TO SAY GOODBYE TO SAY I MISS YOU ALL THE TIME I WANT TO FEEL HER HUG TO HOLD HER TIGHT TO DRY HER TEAR TO TAKE CARE OF HER I WANT TO SMELL HER HAIR TO LISTEN WHEN SHE TALK TO SMILE WHEN SHE SMILE TO SHOW THAT AM ALWAYS THERE I WANT AN ANGLE FROM EARTH NOT FROM THE SKY I WANT TO FEEL HER AROUND I WANT AN ANGEL THAT I CAN SEE IN MY EYES NOT IN MY MIND I WANT TO DREAM ABOUT HER WHILE SHE IS SLEEPING IN MY ARMS I WANT ,BUT IT NOT EASY TO GET

I Wish You Linger In My Eyes
I WISH YOU WILL BE MINE AND I'LL BE YOURS I WISH YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART I WISH YOU LINGER IN MY EYES I WISH I CAN TOUCH YOUR HAND I WISH I CAN FEEL YOUR LIPS I WISH YOU CAN TOUCH MY WORLD I WISH YOU CHANGE MY SOUL I WISH YOU WILL BE IN MY LIFE I WISH YOU WILL BE MY GOAL I WISH YOU WILL BE MY ALL AND I WISH AND I WISH AND I WISH I WISH YOU WILL BE MY ROSE I WISH YOU WILL BE MY BABY MY MIND AND BE MINE FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS I WISH YOU ARE HERE WITH ME TO TAKE CARE OF ME AND I OF YOU I WISH THAT I NEVER WISH FOR YOU AND YOU ONLY BE TRUE.........NOT JUST A WISH FOR ME

If You Was A Rose -then The Honey Will Be Your Lips
IF YOU WAS A ROSE -THEN THE HONEY WILL BE YOUR LIPS IF YOU WAS A STONE-THEN THE DIAMOND IN THERE WILL BE YOUR EYES IF YOU WAS A MAGIC-THEN THE MAGIC WILL BE YOUR TOUCH IF YOU WAS A CHILD-THEN THE ONLY THING WILL SHINE IS YOUR SMILE IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS A HEART-THEN IT WILL BEAT SO HARD IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS A WALK-THEN I WILL WALK ALL MY LIFE IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS TO FLY-THEN I WILL FLY ALL OVER THE WORLD NEVER LAND IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS A WORD-THEN I WILL NOT STOP SPEAKING IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS SECURITY-THEN I WILL SAFE YOU IN MY HEART IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS A KISS-THEN MY LAST BREATH IN MY LIFE WILL BE YOUR KISS IF THE LOVE FOR YOU-IS CARE-THEN MY SOUL WILL BE YOUR HOME IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS HOW FAR-THEN I WILL BLEED FOR YOU DRY IF THE LOVE FOR YOU IS LOVE-THEN MY LOVE WILL BE UNTILL THE END.

Life I Never Understand You
Life Life I never understand you Sometimes you give Sometimes you take Sometimes you live Sometimes you Die Sometimes you Love Sometimes You hate Sometimes You help Sometimes you Don’t Life I Never get you Sometimes you Smile Sometimes You frown Sometimes You wait Sometimes You don’t Sometimes You Win Sometimes You lose But Why you should Chose For Us Why You Take From Us Why You Play With Us Life I love You Then I Hate You Then I love You Again Life We Will See Who Will Win You Or Me Life We Will Meet Again Somewhere Else And I Will Take What You Took From Me And I Will Live My Life Again……Life

Love
love is the greastestlove god make it love is the bestlove is the net love where did you leftlove can you come love am waiting for ulove I'll do my best love where did you leftlove can you come love make you smilelove make you try love can joy your lifelove can make you fine love can change your mindlove can make you kind love can make you dreamlove can take away your shame love Me lovelove me love Love please love take my pain away

Love Can Change Your Life
LOVE IS MY DREAM IF IT IS NEAR LOVE IS MY NIGHTMARE IF IT IS FEAR LOVE CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE PUT A SMILE IN OUR LIFE LOVE CAN MAKE ME HAPPY WHEN YOU ARE AROUND LOVE WHERE I CAN FIND YOU I HAVE SEARCH ALL MY LIFE FOR YOU I FIGHT ALL YOUR FEARS I DRY AL YOUR TEARS I SAVE YOU IN MY HEART PUT YOU IN MY EYES PLACE YOU IN MY MIND LOVE WHERE I CAN FIND YOU I CROSS ALL THE OCEANS FLY ALL THE LANDS CLIMB ALL THE MOUNTAINS CRAWLED ALL MY SPACES RUN THROUGH MY LIFE LOVE ARE YOU TRUE CAN YOU BE THERE CAN I FIND YOU SOMEDAY LOVE COME TAKE ME I'LL WAIT FOR YOU UNTILL THE END OF MY LAST BREATH LOVE COME LOVE MAKE ME THE ONE THAT ALWAYS BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE THERE FOR ME

Love You
love you dream of youlove you my only son love you even if you are farcoz you are my star love you even more than my soullove you in every heartbeat my son one day we will meet and I'll touch your face touch your smiletouch you heartthat is my goal in this life one day we will meet we will meetthen I ll come back ALiveAlive Alive yes you Always be in my dream YES YOU WILL SHINE ALWAYS IN MY MIND

My Love Break My Heart
My love break my heartI dont understand that my love change my heartmake me feel all that my love fade my soulshame on that my love beat me downhow can I get up now my love tear my smileSee in your eyes my love see me now in pain dont know how come love make me a live againpromise you'll not be A shame come change that painput my smile again I'll not say goodbye Coz I know You Will come again

New Dream
am broken in to piecesam falling in to my sorrowes am trying to get upam trying to mend my pieces how chould this happenwhen someone is good am trying to change my point of viewwhen all I can see is you am trying to change my lifewhen everything is a lie how to see my painwhen you make it happen you put it here you put it here am broken coz you dont carebut life is shortI'll stand Up AgainEven If I know I'll Fall again I'll Fight My WayEven If You Choose Not To stay I 'll wake Up from My old dreamI'll make new Dream dream That WILLShow ME the right way The way that love how should be

No One
no one know what am going throughwhat feeling i have in my heart no one know what is like to be hurtto be destroy and desert no one know how this hurt is beating me downand that i cant get up if you are around no one know what you have inside untill they tried my side people will never understand coz they dont give a damn no one know how much you fightcoz it is in your sight how you should knowhow you should care if you dont share you know i was cool you know i was fool when i fall in love with you no one know what is deep in youuntil they go throught no one know what is regratthey only fell for the best i dont care about all of you coz you dont know what am going throught so leave me alone i ll go by my own see love what do to youif you care like a fool just dont breath my pain and i ll do the same so leave me aloneleave me alone

Now All The Tears Are Dry
NOW ALL THAT WHAT YOU HAVE IS GONE NOW ALL THE TEARS ARE DRY NOW ALL THE PAINS IS GONE NOW ALL THE WORDS IS SAID NOW ALL THE LIPS ARE SEALED NOW ALL THE HOT ARE COLD NOW ALL THE CLOUDS IS CLEARED NOW ALL THE AIR ARE BREATHED NOW ALL THE WALKS ARE TAKE NOW ALL THE RAINS HAS FALL NOW ALL THE SEAS ARE CROSSED NOW ALL WHAT INSIDE THE HEART ARE TALKED NOW AND THEN AND AFTER I STILL MISS YOU AROUND

Once You Ruled My Mind
once you ruled my mindonce you ruled my move and always I thought that you will be here Time will tell if I'll see you again If I'll say I love you againIf I'll Be A Fool again Time will tell If I'll Do That again You've taken my heart You've stolen my soul Once you make A move You destroy my mind Once you touch me I lose control Time will tell If I'll Do That Again Once you was my star that guide me to you Now I dont Know If I want that Again Time will tell If I'll Do That Again

Thank You
THANK YOU FOR YOUR KINDNESSTHANK YOU FOR YOUR SWEETNESSTHANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVETHANK YOU FOR BEING BESIDE ME THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE YOU CAME IN TO MY LIFE YOU CHANGE IT IN MANY WAYSYOU ENTER MY HEART YOU CAPTURE MY MINDYOU TEACH ME HOW TO LOVE AGAIN TRUST AGAIN BELAIVE AGAIN THANK YOU FOR YOUR SMILESTHANK YOU FOR YOUR WORDSTHANK YOU FOR YOUR DREAM THANK YOU FOR BEING IN MY LIFE THANK YOU FOR YOUR BEATIFUL SOUL YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME THE ONLY ONE WHO COMPLATE MEYOU ARE MY NOW AND AFTER YOU ARE ALL MY LIFE THANK YOU FOREVER AND THANK YOU FOR BEAING MY ALL

Not Dream But True
I KNOW AM DIFFECULTI KNOW AM CONFUSING I KNOW THAT I LOST MY WAY BUT I AM ALSO A MAN WHO WAS HURT VERY BADLY I WONDER IF THIS PAIN WILL REMAIN WILL STAY LONG I AM TAIRED FROM MY DREAMS THAT SHOWING ME YOU I DONT BELIAVE THAT COZ IT JUST A DREAM THEN YOU CAME IN MY LIFE TRUE SO NICE AND SO SWEETI WAS HAPPY THAT I SEE YOU IN PERSON NOT DREAM BUT TRUE AND I TOUCH YOU AND IT WAS LIKE MAGICLIKE I TOUCH THE MOON IN MY FINGERTIPSLIKE I TOUCH AN ANGEL IT WAS YOU WHO BRING ME ALIFE AGAINWHO SEE THROU ME WHO UNDERSTAND THE MEANING IN LOVE AND WHAT IS TO ME SO NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU UNTILL THE LAST BEAT LAST BREATH .....

You Kill
you kill the love what I loveyou kill the heart what I haveyou kill my soul When you leave you kill the feeling what I've madeyou kill my hope in my dreamyou kill The Smile In My Face you make my heart like stoneyou make my life Without soulyou make me hate What I Feel you make me feel empty insideyou make me see All My Fearsyou make My love Disappear you kill everything inside me and then you leave I wonder if you are humanI wonder if you are my nightmarethe nightmare that become real you kill the love what I Dear

Your Love Kept Me Strong
YOUR LOVE KEPT ME STRONG YOUR LOVE MAKE ME RISE I AM LIKE A MOUNTAIN PEAK I AM LIKE OCEAN WAVE I AM LIKE EAGLE SOUL FLY SO HIGHT IN THE EYE OF THE SKY YOUR LIFE MAKE ME FIGHT YOUR LIFE MAKE ME GROW I AM LIKE THE HEAT OF THE SUN I AM LIKE THE RAIN OF THE CLOUDS I AM LIKE THE RAINBOW IN THE WINTER SKY ALL FROM YOUR LOVE YOU MAKE ME THE MAN I SUPPOSED TO BE THE GENTEL IN THE SILK THE WARMTH IN YOUR TOUCH THE HEAT IN YOUR LIPS THE BEAUTY OF YOUR EYES THE STRENGTH OF YOUR MIND I AM NOW THE KING OF MY TIME COZ YOUR LOVE GIVE ME WINGS TO FLY SO HIGHT LIKE THE EAGLE IN THE SKY I AM NOW AND THEN DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU LIKE THE DESERT IN LOVE WITH THE SUMMER RAIN I AM LIKE A MOUNTAIN PEAK COLD FROM THE TOP BUT BOILING INSIDE I AM LIKE A MAREMAID FROM THE SEA WHO IS COVER WITH PEARLS I AM LIKE THE ROSE IN THE DESERT I AM LIKE THE SMILE IN THE CHILD I AM LIKE A MOUNTAIN PEAK COLD FROM THE TOP BUT BOILING INSIDE

Funnies
HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Arizona chemistry mid term, and an actual answer turned in by a student. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. &

Thinking
As so Happens every once in a great while I find myself with time on my hands and nothing of any importance to think through and I begin thinking of decisions that I have made over the course of my life. Yeah I know, thats a lot to think about but it is like they say... Hind sight is 20/20. Most of the thoughts I have keep going over the wrong decisions, the if only I had done this or not did that sort of thing and I keep asking myself why? Why keep digging the past up and the only thing I come up with is.. I hate to lose. I have always taken pride in the fact that I have never let anyone beat me so bad at anything in life that I couldnt look them in the eyes and ask Is that all you got? My most current situation is the fact that my wife of 18 years and I have finally decided enough is enough. I should say she finally agreed with me that we have burned too many bridges between us that our paths lie in different directions. The main reason for this is she hates my new job where as I lov

Not Breathing
She will not hold her breath, which is as well,For he'd not suffocate her with his need;Her eyes wide-open, as she sucks the seedFrom deep within him; she can almost tellWhen she will sense him coming: let him tenseAnd find his heart-beat surging, see she's wrappedHer tongue around the eagerness she's mappedWith her lips and her mind - a recompense;Is this the reward sought by both of them?The taste that washes round - an afterthought,An afterworld, beyond that little death,To which he will succumb, when she won't stemThe flow of his excitement, for he's taughtThat it's as well, she will not hold her breath.

Dream Lover
I feel you near me when I close my eyes.Your touch upon me when I close my eyes.Who are you? Where are you?The way your hand brushes my cheek.And still I wonder and I seek.Who are you? Where are you?Your lips press to mine, so warm and sweet.But still to find you’s an amazing feat.Who are you? Where are you?Are you a dream I long to see?Or is it your voice saying “Wait for me.”Who are you? Where are you?Will this feeling fade with time?Or is this love real and divine.Who are you? Where are you?Are you imagined or are you real?Could I imagine this feeling I feel?Who are you? Where are you?So often have I dreamed of you.Could all those dreams just not come true?Who are you? Where are you?Would I get over you if I could?Would I want to? I know I should.Who are you? Where are you?I stand here thinking “Should I wait or should I go”And though I wonder I still don’t knowWho you are. Or if you’ll come

His Hands
Pianist’s hands, surgeon’s hands, hands of a God.Long fingers stroke,Caressing, kneading, Taking me higher Until there’s no where else to go.Higher still, strong fingers Taking me where I’ve never been before.Taking me to the moon, Taking me to the stars,Taking me to heaven on earth.Gentle hands love me,Bringing sweet ecstasy in their wake,Entrapping my senses until nothing is left But the feel of his hands,On me.In me.Consuming me.

Thoughts From The Ride
Last year at 52 years of age I started riding a motorcycle. For the last 30 years the only two wheeler I had came with pedals. I was a little uncertain if this was a good idea, but I was at a time in life where I felt the need for something new and different. I got enough parts off of e-bay to piece together a 1981 Honda CB900 Custom and started my journey. I am so glad I took the leap! Rolling down these old county backroads has been a time of reflection I would not have had if I had remained on the couch. I think about everything and the ride usually gives me a fresh perspective. It is just a different way of seeing the world and you have to do it to understand. I was sharing this with my friend Bill, and he told me a story about him and his riding buddies trying to beat a storm headed their way as they were two states away from home. He said that they were fighting the wind hard trying to keep the bikes up and on the road for miles and keeping an eye on each other hoping no

Hmmm...
So, here goes. I've never ever written a blog. I have so much on my mind right now I figured I'd give it a try. In the past 3 years I have lost 3 important pepople in my life. My twin sister, my uncle, and recently my mom. I just don't understand why God takes the ones you need the most when life is hard and you need them. I have 4 young kids who have noone now but me and my gramma. Our family is dying off. I hate this and it sucks! I don't know what to say or do to make it easier on any of us. All I wanna do is cry. I just don't know anymore.

Marriage.. Read This Even If Not Married.
In a relationship, married or not... YOU SHOULD READ THIS! I got this off a friends facebook page, an wanted to share it MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our h

Cystic Fibrosis Awareness
Please watch & share this! My friend Robin made this wonderful video, to help spread awareness about Cystic Fibrosis. I have never met anyone who fights so hard for their child! She is an amazing mother! http://youtu.be/kgu5PhhUu18

I Love Hearing Females Complain
I love hearing women complain about "minute men" or how the last guy they were with sucked in bed. Blah Blah Blah... Any sane person would think about it differently... Like me.If a guy sucks in bed.. you should be greatfull that you were only disappointed for 30 seconds rather than being disappointed for 30 minutes... I mean it's only logical that you'd want such a negative feeling for the shortest amount of time. It's like dying from cancer... do you want a long suffering losing battle? or do you want it over and done with as quickly as possible?When a woman sucks in bed.. or just lays there like a dead fish... do you think we try and make it last as long as possible? No sir. We're finishing up business while thinking of excuses of why you have to leave right away.. and how to tell you without getting slapped.So stop complaining.. be greatfull that the bad experience is over quickly and you didn't have to endure hours of bad sex. It's almost as bad as us

Thanks!
Now I lay me down to sleep,One less terrorist this world does keep.With all my heart I give my thanksTo those in uniform regardless of rank.You serve our country and serve it wellWith humble hearts your stories tell.So as I rest my weary eyes,While freedom rings, our flag still flies.You give your all, do what you must.With God we live, in God we trust .... Amen

How I'm Feeling Right Now
May 1st, 2011, today im feeling...heartbroken(not cuz youre leaving but because you gave up on us) unworthy(you chose an xbox over me and that hurt), exhausted(from a year of trying), lost(dont know how to feel...happy but sad and scared all at the same time.) a poem: Broken Promises. You told me you loved me I told you I loved you too You said together we'd always be I said I would be true You promised you would hold me You promised you'd be there I promised I'd cross the stormy sea To give you my loving care But you never kept your promise You aren't the way you used to be You just gave up on us And you just gave up on me You said let's take a break You said let's just be friends But please for my sake Just say the truth, cause it's the end You promised every day That you would be there You molded my heart like clay Into the shape of a broken chair You promised to me That we'd always have our love You said to me I was all you could think

America Stands Strong
"AMERICA!" I don't know who put this together but, they deserve a lot of credit. Osama Bin Laden, your time is short; We'd rather you die, than come to court. Why are you hiding if it was in God's name? You're just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame. I have a question, about your theory and laws; "How come you never die for the cause?" Is it because you're a coward who counts on others? Well, here in America, we stand by our brothers. As is usual, you failed in your mission; If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishing.Americans are now focused and stronger than ever; Your death has become our next endeavor. What you tried to kill, doesn't live in our walls; It's not in buildings or shopping malls.

Someone Dissing My Orgy Fam!
The Gothic...: but you never do when is the last time you bothered to shout me or anything along them lines Jaze MrsWil...: when i'm on here i've told u i'm usually workin... it's impossible for me to be able to talk to everyone... wish i could but it aint gonna happen Jaze MrsWil...: i am only 1 person Jaze MrsWil...: y should i Jaze MrsWil...: u already said u sb me The Gothic...: I can understand not talking to much if you're busy or what not but you never talk to me unless I get pissed Jaze MrsWil...: i dont sb ne one else Jaze MrsWil...: well unfriend and have a nice life bye The Gothic...: see The Gothic...: I'm talking to you trying to sort stuff out and you bounce Jaze MrsWil...: no u talked down to me should i copy n paste it for u? Jaze MrsWil...: i dont have time for drama like this bs with someone that claims to want to know me Jaze MrsWil...: i'm entirely too fkn

Osama Bin Laden
Let's be clear on this: OBAMA did NOT kill Bin Laden. An American soldier, who Obama just a few weeks ago was debating on whether or not to PAY, did. Obama just happened to be the one in office when our soldiers finally found OBL & took him out. This is NOT an Obama victory, but an AMERICAN victory!!

User/scammer
There is a new scammer/user on here http://fubar.com/william_napier. There are other blogs on this guy. Yes i am the ex fu-fiance that was used and lied to and backstabbed. He was new on here so i thought i would help him and show him how to enjoy fubar. I gave him my points off many god modes and famps and even bought him a Boomy. Yes i know im a dumbass but i wanted to help. I leveled him 5 times and inroduced him to other family that he used as well. He promised to get me bling and pay for fu=marriage and pay my friend for the skin and pics and tags she made him. when it came time he had excuse he did not get pd. We let it slide. Then he promised to pay this past monday. Never happened. I went to another friend he was talking to and found out he was slandering me and saying same things to her as he was to me and he made same promises and never pd. He claims his mom died the day he was supposed to pay us and start running all these famps he promised other ppl. Well i looked

Its Just One Of Those Days
Does anybody out there know what i am talking about? have you ever just had one of those days, where you were down in the dumps, and felt like it was you against the world? And when people ask you whats wrong you say nothing, because in all reality you dont know. its just one of those days......come one somebody knows dnt just leave me hanging.

Death
My Death... Unfortunately it won't be anytime soon.. maybe years from now... No one will be there mourning for me.. I will be laying in that cheap $5.00 pine box alone... No flowers... No Tears.... Just me in my little pine box getting ready for the termites!

Tattoo Ideas
So here is the deal. My Fiance is pregnant with my first baby. She will be having it sometime in September. We have confirmation through ultrasound that our baby will be a girl. So I came up with the thought that I might want to get a tattoo with the baby's name, and date of birth on it. But I want to make it special. Like I said, she should be born in September, so I want to come up with something taht will be special to signifying her. So, any advice, or input on different ideas on what the design should look at will be welcome. Thanks to everyone in advance who helps with this one.

Announcements!
Today, some jealous chick tried to turn one of my close friends against me. She told him I was only using him for bling and that her fu-fiance always complained to her about me begging for bling. Ever since her fu-fiance friended me, and helped me out, she has stalked my page pretending to be nice to me. Yesterday I ran a boomerang and the name of the sender was private. She felt the need to sb me and ask me who sent it to me, as if it was any of her business. Anyways, after my friend told me that he hadn't spoken to this chick's fu-fiance directly, I contacted him, and of course he had no idea that this was going on. So, by being selfish and immature, this chick managed to lose her fu-fiance and to lose my friend as well. Instead of accepting that she messed up, she felt the need to message me and say what I did was petty and that she lost a close friend because of it. Well, sweetie, I didn't do anything. You brought this upon yourself. Anyone who knows me knows that I do

United States Of America Proud
This was received by my sister, "from a friend", in May of 2011. I have edited it for effect. Tomorrow is May fifth. Most Americans, through news media, will think it is ONLY Cinco de Mayo. On five May 1961, LCDR Alan B Shepard was the first American to go into space. I know this as I was a crew member on the aircraft carrier USS Lake Champlain (CVS-39) which was the recovery ship. All I did was to stand on the flight deck and watch his descent by parachute to a landing about two miles from ship. I watched as Marine helos picked him and capsule and deliver them to ship. This was one of the greatest moments in my life. Alan B Shepard is also only one of twelve persons that have walked on the moon. Dad Jim JJ Red

Houseboy
I want be your houseboy by that I mean clean your house, do household chores. Reward me whenever with whatever you desire. I enjoy the followingWhat I like..• Fantasies and role play• Chastity• Humiliation• Sensual teasing• Bondage• Spanking, whipping, caning• Foot and shoe fetish• Rubber, leather, burlesque,lingerie, tight office suits• Worship• Strap on training• Interrogation

Song Lyrics
Give Them What They Want - Pitbull Fuck that club (shit) They want that thug (shit) But I ain't no thug, bitch And I ain't no gangsta, bitch I'm a hustler, ho And I got no problem If you want it you can get it, boy I bust you Anybody wanna test? Hi, who? Me P-I to the motherfuckin' T It's not my fault that your bitch chose me, now her and her girlfriend wanna do me This is for those boys in those Chevys sittin' on them King James, them 2-3s And if you got a problem with me, holla at my lawyer, bitch, sue me I'm tired of the fuck-boy rap, fuck-boy this, fuck-boy that Watch a couple movies and they put it in they rhyme, those wanna be fiddlers I'm straight, you get shot 9 times 10 years in the game, since 99, I was speakin' my mind (Yes sir) And then shit changed, if you got a problem, bitch cross that kinda line [Chorus:] I'ma give em what they ask for What they want, that street talk I'ma give em what they ask for What they want, that chopper talk I'ma give em what they ask for What t

I Surrendeer...
Yo hands, yo touch, yo kiss oh so tender. Yo love, yo body, yo heart & soul something I will not render! I surrender to yo love! I'm devoted because you are mine! For miscellaneous reasons I want to take my time. Wait for me & stay true to me. Show the love, that makes yo heart so true. The sky is the limit, but time don't last forever. If you was my girl I'll give you the world, only if you treat me right. Let yo feelings go try to submit to me. I surrender to yo love, here's my heart & only you hold the key unlock it & I'm urz! A good man is hard to find, but I ain't hard to keep! I'll cater to yo needs, massage you from yo head to yo feet. At night I'll serve you dinner under a candle light. Just relax, I'm romancing you tonight surrender to yo destiny. I did cause I think you are the one for me, I surrender! Invest in me, I'm yo destiny. I'm that man in yo fantasies, relax with me in a realm of ecstasy. Can you see me, can you feel me, can't you see there's no other quite like me!

About Me
Since tomorrow is my 3 yr anniversary on Fu I figured I should finally write up something about myself... I'm not the easiest girl to describe, best bet is to get to know me for yourself. Then again I don't often let people in so that may be quite a job. First and foremost I am a mom 24/7. I am disabled but MS is something I have not who I am. I stay pretty damn busy and love being with my family and friends. I try to keep things light, live with humor and I am a smart ass. I'm very private, insecure, shy, often lonely and moody. I rarely seek out others and if I do them must be pretty damn amazing. I'm spoiled but not a brat, come off as a bitch to those who don't take the time to see through it. I don't believe the compliments I get, not saying I don't enjoy getting them... I do like a laugh after all. I don't like being alone. Attention, affection, a kind word even a random txt goes a long way with me. I love with all that I am and have a heart that doesn't let go long

Just Wish Few Of You Give Me Hints What Should I Do Thanks ?!
as you read of my subject as i love animals and wish if i can work for them for real i tried working with some assholes who always keep saying shit while you work your ass hard and get shit from.the problem is this as i live in Egypt and they consider animals like something we should never think about but hell i think more about and i got a degree in Translation( English) and the course i am having which is( web site design) seems like i am not getting good in as i mostly want to be around animals and make my life useful and help other animals.what should i do as in other foreign countries people give cash to the people who take care of animals and stuff like that? i want to do the job of helping animals and get paid as well as i am a diabetes and the medicine stuff need cash. give me hints what should i do and what do you think thanks all.

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
WHEN TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT MEWhen tomorrow starts without meAnd I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise & find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry,The way you did today; While thinking of the many things,, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me ,I know you'll miss me too.But when tomorrow starts without mePlease try to understand;That an Angel came & called my name And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, in Heaven far above; And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away A tear fell from my eye; For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for So much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible; that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays the good ones and the bad; I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I would relive yesterday Just even for awhile; I'd

Native Indian Prayer
I give you this one thought to keepI am with you still--I do not sleep.I am a thousand winds that blow,I am the diamond glints on snow,I am the sunlight on ripened grain,I am the gentle autumn rain.When you awaken in the morning's hush,I am the swift, uplifting rushof quiet birds in circled flight.I am the soft stars that shine at night.Do not think of me as gone---I am with you still--in each new dawn.

A Soldiers Prayer
Memorial Day, originally called Decoration Day, is a day of remembrance for those who have died in our nation's service. There are many stories as to its actual beginnings, with over two dozen cities and towns laying claim to being the birthplace of Memorial Day. There is also evidence that organized women's groups in the South were decorating graves before the end of the Civil War: a hymn published in 1867, "Kneel Where Our Loves are Sleeping" by Nella L. Sweet carried the dedication "To The Ladies of the South who are Decorating the Graves of the Confederate Dead". While Waterloo N.Y. was officially declared the birthplace of Memorial Day by President Lyndon Johnson in May 1966, it's difficult to prove conclusively the origins of the day. It is more likely that it had many separate beginnings; each of those towns and every planned or spontaneous gathering

Quotes N Jokes
So, Osama bin Laden is standing before God waiting to hear his punishment, when God gets a tap on the shoulder. Behind him stands 343 firefighters, 72 police officers, one K9 officer, 3,000 American citizens & over 5,000 soldiers. "Don't worry, God, we got this!"

About Me
hello Fubar friends and family Hmmmm a little bit about me lets see... friends tell me i am a great and sexy friend. i try to be i guess i love my friends and family but sometimes i dont feel apprieciated. i guess thats why i am on my computer alot i live in a fantasy world so i dont get hurt or i try to not get hurrt but it dont always seem to work that way. I do know one thing if i could i quit my job and become a phone sex operator or maybe on the video cam we shall see. right now i just want to loose some weight and feel better about myself.

Emotions
Today is a day of celebrating. But also a day of mourning. There are mothers who have lost there children from war, drugs,,addictions,,murder,drive bys. There are mothers who cant hold there children today due to the fact that the fathers will not let them see them. Living in diffrent states and mor. My heart goes out to you and and my live goes to you. I know what your going thu as I cant see my kids today. The bond of that love is undesribeable and I want to say..I honoror you for your courage and fight th get thru everyday. In life we all go thru challenges. Mothers and fathers both as parents face the hardest ones when it deals with our children. To provide shelter, chlothing, food etc for them also. When the kids are sick we are the ones who nurse them to health. We have to make certain choices in life~ some good~ some bad. When they include our children its even harder..hurts even more. Ans some mothers and fathers wake up without there kids there. Its not the best feeling at a

Kitty Love
This thing we call life, how can be happy one second and ready to give up the next? Me personaly the way I look at life you get out of life what you put in it . IF you put nothing but anger and hate in it that is what you get back . If you put nothing but positve in it then you get back nothing but postive . Its called KARMA. and no its not a hot new porn movie out on the market! lmao JK!! I dont let myself get down in the dumps what is the use? we suck it up and say oh well and then live on. OR at least I do. Why cry over something you cant fix. And generally speaking rather we know it or not life gets better the wounds close and you become stronger or weaker the choice is yours why am i saying all this you may ask if i help just one person become stronger and help them then my job is done

Alabama Storms
So much has went on this last week and a half. Alabama was devastated by tornados last week and there is so much loss and damage it is heartbreaking. To see it first hand and relive it again stirs up so much emotion. Back in 94 a tornado hit here and I was directly effected by it so I can understand how and what my neighbors are dealing with. My family and I were very lucky this time with no loss of life and just minor damage to our homes. Back in 94 we had several family members lost and most of my direct families lost their homes including me so I can feel and understand what is going on all around. This time just 3 houses down from me, neighbors I grew up with lost everything they have. What is most important is no loss of life in our community. Our power has been out for a while and we just got a stable Internet connection back today, well I hope it is stable. I have posted some pics from around the community of the damage here. Luckily my home has minor damage with t

Night @ The Movies....:/
This will be the first of many blogs i'm sure as I have many exciting nights at the job. For those of you that don't know I am an assistant manager at a Movie Theater. Working in the customer service industry has its ups and downs more downs than ups and sometimes its just so out there I want to share when something good happens :) Tuesday May 3, 2011: I was finishing up in the back filing paper work and such we had just locked the doors because the last movie had just started oh around 11pm. Around 11:45pm the other manager and I hear alot of commotion at our guest services desk. We proceed to see what was going on and now wish we hadn't lol. Normally around this time the lobby is pretty empty with it being close to the end of the night and the last hard go movie watchers in their movies at god awful times js...but this time the lobby was almost packed with people. A lady yelled out "Yall got a fight in the theater" *FACE PALMS* not only was it almost the end of the night but we got

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My Serious Side... That Cant Be How You Spell Serious.
So im not sure why but all the sudden i feel serious... i dont know exactly what i want to get off my chest but i gotta say... something... well i dont know what to do for mothers day... i was trying to make a song for her and perform it in church sunday, but my perfectionist side kicked in and i cant fuckin get it right enough! my bill are too big, and checks are too small, my truck is thunder fucked. huh... im not sure what im gonna do but i have to admit... this is all too familure. hell, my whole life has been spent struggling to make ends meet. All i've ever wanted to do is sing my songs on a stage and finally get out of that bottomless whole... the worst part is, i have not a damn thing to offer... sure im in shape, funny, kinda smart, i work hard, sing, play the guitar, and i've been accused of giving one hell of a massage, but pairing with me is like climbing abord a sinking ship. i cant do anything but bring someone down with me... so i counter measure by chearing up

The Enemy That Is Love
The enemy called love is shapeless, faceless, and it envelops us all in a cloud of jealousy, ignorance, stupidity and outright madness. Most of us take it for granted and are too afraid to face the reality of accepting true love when it looks us dead in the eye. Most people run and hide because they are too afraid of true love, or they blame the world around them, or their own problems, or whatever pathetic excuses they use to mask their ego and their own self hatred. If you love someone, why run away and hide? I always thought true love was not being able to live without someone, yet why do people say they need time, space, closure, whatever? Maybe I am way too cynical, but I do know this. Eventually TRUE love will find me. And that true love will not run away and hide when the chips are down, love will not cheat on me with people I am close with, love will not blame everyone else for how fucked their reality is. When love finds me, even though it has beaten the shit out of me, I will

Firefighters
A Hero at a Glance Smoke showing in the distance as the fire engine draws near, You see the firefighter reaching to fasten his gear. And to look at the firefighter after the job, You see this man and think, "My what a slob!" On top of his head is that ugly helment made of leather That protects him fire and the coldest of weather. It's bent and deformed. What shape really is true? It stands as a proud symbol of the hell he's been through. Covered with ashes, and sweat, ceiling plaster and more, You wonder why he went through that smokey front door. His facial expressions seemed to have changed in a split second or two, At least a thousand times as he gave that Red Devil his due. His face showed excitement, determination and fear, Exhaustion and sadness and then even a tear. You might now see him laughing, smiling, and joking, But did you see him when he was coughing, gasping and choking? You squirm as you see the mucus running from his nose, Did you know this man

The Naked Enchantress
Weaving her beauty on the wallShe stands before the lamp slim and tallShedding her clothes on the floorShe gets ready for the amorous tourThe protruding tips of her high breastsAdorn her body as if two unconquered crestsThe glistening bunch of pubic hairsIs guarded by untouched thighs, tight and fair The soft buttocks are perfectly roundSway with the flame with a swishing soundHung on each side of her pink templesStrands of hair swing like thin ripplesLove and lust drip down her dark eyesCupping her breasts she gives passionate sighsThe bunch of hennas dangles over her napeFor the wandering bees it sets the trapThe soft twist at the corners of the lipsCan send the royals into subliminal tripsThe thin lips flutter like petals of colour redAre enough to drive an emotional heart mad;The silky thighs, the ways they move and shine Have in them intoxication of a hundred bottles of wine.

Devilish
The Top 10 Health Benefits of Kissing... Have been documented in medical studies offering amazing advantages for a long and healthy life. Those who kiss their partner goodbye each morning live five years longer than those who donâ€™t. Kissing is great for self-esteem. It makes you feel appreciated and helps your state of mind. Kissing burns calories, 2-3 calories a minute and can double your metabolic rate. Research claims that three passionate kisses a day (at least lasting 20 seconds each) will cause you to loose an entire extra pound! It's time to start that kissing diet! Kissing is a known stress-reliever. Passionate kissing relieves tension, reduces negative energy and produces a sense of well being, lowering your cortisol â€˜stressâ€™ hormone. Kissing uses 30 facial muscles and it helps keep the facial muscles tight, preventing baggy cheeks! The tension in the muscles caused by a passionate kiss helps smooth the skin and increases the circulation.

Mom
Mom ♥ I said a Mother's Day prayer for you to thank the Lord above for blessing me with a lifetime of your tenderhearted love. I thanked God for the caring you've shown me through the years, for the closeness we've enjoyed in time of laughter and of tears. And so, I thank you from the heart for all you've done for me and I bless the Lord for giving me the best mother there could be!

The Dll Paranormal Society
Hi everyone! This blog area is going to be for the Paranormal Society I run here in Baltimore, Maryland. I've been educating myself in the Paranormal for the last 10 years. And in 2008 founded The Divinus Lux Lucis Paranormal Society. In April of 2011 we were sanctioned as a student organization through The Community College of Baltimore County. I wanted to post this blog, just to put it out there in case anyone from Maryland here on FUBAR was interested in the paranormal. We are open to ALL people in the state of Maryland and anyone can become a member. We meet on the Dundalk Campus of CCBC every Thursday from 6-8pm, and hold investigations on the weekend. Not every week but 1 to 2 times per month. We have also have many on campus events each semester plus we have a CCBC Television Show in the works. If you are interested in joining please email us at DLLparanormalsocietyccbc@yahoo.com Let us know you would like to join, and just let us know that you heard about us via FUBAR!

Facebook
OK SO YEAH I HAVE A FACEBOOK ACCOUNT...I KNOW, BIG SURPRISE THERE RIGHT? IF ANYBODY ON MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY LIST ON HERE WANTS TO ADD ME TO FACEBOOK, THEY ARE MORE THAN WELCOME TO DO SO IF THEY SEE FIT TO DO IT. CLICK ON OR COPY AND PASTE THIS LINK IN YOUR BROWSER THEN ONCE THE PROFILE LOADS UP JUST CLICK ADD AND I WILL ACCEPT ASAP. http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=515494590

Baby Pool Fun With Hellyeah And Marcus Rafferty
The fat bald dude who does the belly flop is one of my closest friends and is a guitar tech for HellYeah and has toured with Korn, Pantara, FlyLeaf, Silent Civilian and learned to play guitar from the great DimeBag Darrell. This is some of the wild shit they do when they have down time between shows. Headbangers Ball

Suchaslife
What makes you better than me; what makes you better than the homeless man living under a bridge? Do you judge me? Do you know the choices I have made or haven't made? How do you know what I've been thru? YOU DON'T. Do you judge the homeless man for the decisions and choices he has made for living on the street? How do you know that, the homeless man didn't have a career a year ago? That his wife and children were killed in a car accident, that he was and still is overwhelmed with grief and lost everything. That is just it - you don't know, you assume. Just because the decisions you've made are right for you, doesn't make THOSE decisions right for me or anyone else. -(and vice versa)- Everyone lives their life accordingly. According to their own standards, right or wrong. The sky is BLUE - water is WET. You don't know why, it's simply what you're used to. It's simply what you were told, what you learned. Change your perspective, don't judge, open your eyes and your heart.

Words Are Weapons
these words are weapons and im like a sniper on this beat these words are weapons and im hotter than satan bringin da heat these words are weapons you prolly sick of hearin this line these words are weapons cuz im crazy out my mind these words are weapons to slaughter ur ego and vanity these words are weapons to shatter ur chances at sanity these words are weapons that can cut you to ur soul these words are weapons to leave ur mind shattered and ur body whole these words are weapons ......... (to be continued?????)

Mom
"Letters For Mom" @ Growing up he had no clue, What the future held, And what he would do. The only one to stand by his side, Even wiped his face when he cried. Mommie is what she went by, She watched him grow as time passed by. He grew from a boy to a man, Takin on a task that most wouldn't understand. She has to let go of her young boy, Because he wants to go play with his guns and toys. He leaves with his bags packed, She always has a home for him to come back. He's entering a stage in his life most unknown, But courage and honor he's willfully shown. A moment comes when he has to be strong, Mom at home praying nothing will go wrong. People screamin and shouting in the middle of this fuss, A friend finds him amidst the dust. Wounded he begings to think, "Is it my turn?" At home she thinks, "Is he ever to return?" Two hearts seperated by oceans, In the middle of all this comotion. A hero returning home escorted by cops, But never thought he, Would return

What's The Deal?
How is everyone? Im good, What's new in my World. Djing in what I "love to do!" I'm good at it. Everyone should come Check me out at http://jflmix.com. The best dj choice station. You can also find me here on furbar. http://fubar.com/lounge/jflmix We are the best mix of old school new school and every mix of music (Country, Rock, RnB, Jazz, Hip Hop, pop) Come check us out. We love what we do. You can catch me on Fridays 5pm To 9pm, Saturdays 3pm To 7pm and Sundays 10pm To 2am for out love show. Verious times during the week from Midnight to 4am. Come show me love. Have a drink with me. Let's have some fun together.

Mothers Day
I used to think my mom was judgmental...and impossible to please no matter what i did...that she just didn't understand me. because i knew it all.. I realize now that..i knew nothing..im still learning every day....about life..about myself.. and how with years..comes clarity...my mom wasnt judgmental..or impossible to please... she just always knew the real me..and saw the person i really was inside .. and would accept nothing less..she stood by me when i was in the trenches...when noone else would....thats what amazes me about her..saying sorry isnt what she wanted from me.. she just wanted me to be happy..thats what love is.. mothers put themselves on the shelf.. to make sure their children are happy.. its that true selflessness that amazes me.. without that..i dont know where i would be right now.. im happy and i have peace in my heart and im content with life..thank you mom.. i see now..what i didnt even know existed before.. happy mothers day mom, i love you.

The Long Train Ride
I was sitting in the railcar, listening to the rat tat tat of the car passing over the tracks. I was travelling in the dining car and was watching the beautiful California coastline running along highway 1 as it approached evening. That is until I heard a soft voice ask, “Is this seat taken?” I was sitting alone at white clothed table and was surprised to see this petite brunette woman, well-endowed, with deliciously crimson lips who had spoken. Somehow I murmured “sure”, but for the life of me I didn’t know what part of my brain that came from cuz my conscious one had no fuckin clue. As she seated herself, I realized I couldn’t decide between the beautiful ocean views or the vision of this goddess before me..wait my hardening member was speaking up for me. I wasn’t sure what held the intensity of my reaction, but I did note that there was a strong musk scent that I hadn’t noticed before. I mentioned I loved her perfume and she replied sh

Soap And Water
A minister was asked to dinner by one of his church members. He knew she was a bad housekeeper but agreed. When he sat down at the table, he noticed that the dishes were the dirtiest that he had ever seen in his life. "Were these dishes ever washed?" he asked his hostess, running his fingers over the grit and grime. She replied,"They're as clean as soap and water could get them". He felt a bit uncomfortable, but blessed the food anyway and started eating. It was really delicious and he said so, despite the dirty dishes. When dinner was over, the hostess took the dishes outside and yelled, "Here Soap! Here Water!" (Can you say "Ewwwwwwwww")

"thank You"..just Because
Everyone can admit we are super busy these days and often take things and people for granted. It's difficult to find time in the day to let everyone you care about know how much of an impact they make on your life day to day. Well I wanna take a minute to say "Thank You" to anyone who has made me smile, feel better when I'm down, listening when I bitch and moan, put up with me and love me. I don't have the funds to buy bling or anything like that to show my appreaction for your friendship so I hope this will do. THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU ALL (h)

Creation In Progress
Jolted out of his light slumber, Jericho quickly pointed his gun around the abandoned room, searching for any fiend that might have found its way to their location, his heart racing like a sprint runner, until he finally remembered where he was at, easing back into his makeshift bed. He looked over to see if his love, Lydia, was still by his side. Poor thing, he thought to himself, she looked so peaceful in the wake of yesterday’s events. When Jericho got his heart to stop thundering and his core temperature to normal, he slowly eased out of bed, which was nothing but a couple of blankets on a cold cement floor, careful not to awake his sleeping beauty. Slightly peeking out of the black shirt that he hung over the window, he observed the threat quietly, careful not to make any sudden movements. The sun was already beating hard on this September day for there wasn't a single cloud in the sky. This old abandoned factory provided enough shelter for the time being, but with the thre

The Virtuous Woman: From Proverbs 31
The Virtuous Wife 10 Who[b] can find a virtuous[c] wife? For her worth is far above rubies. 11 The heart of her husband safely trusts her; So he will have no lack of gain. 12 She does him good and not evil All the days of her life. 13 She seeks wool and flax, And willingly works with her hands. 14 She is like the merchant ships, She brings her food from afar. 15 She also rises while it is yet night, And provides food for her household, And a portion for her maidservants. 16 She considers a field and buys it; From her profits she plants a vineyard. 17 She girds herself with strength, And strengthens her arms. 18 She perceives that her merchandise is good, And her lamp does not go out by night. 19 She stretches out her hands to the distaff, And her hand holds the spindle. 20 She extends her hand to the poor, Yes, she reaches out her hands t

4 Years On Fubar
Wow, today's my 4 year Fu-Anniversary. It's been a fun and crazy 4 years on here and I'm not regretting being on here. Yeah I know that I've deleted my page a couple of times but I still remember when I started. I would like to thank the people who been there from me all of these years and stayed with me. I dealt with a lot of fake friends and made a lot of mistakes but the real people stuck by me and I'm greatful for them. I know I may not be the most popular person on here, or a bad boy and I may be a misfit, but I'm real. I think it was the best thing for me to be the person from the underground level. I would like to thank all of the people who showed me love when I decided to come back here back in July of 2010 after a year absence from here. I've been going through a lot of stuff mental and in my life. I know I don't have many friends outside of here but it's better than none. Thanks again for being there for me throughout my past 4 crazy years on here lol. Love and re

Johnnydevil Im Not Fake (joke)
So there have been some rumors floating around lately that I'm fake.. *cough cough*JohnnyDevil... I decided to write this blog and hopefully put those rumors to rest.. These pics are 100% real and not edited.. On this first pic.. my face is a bit blurry.. i need a new cam..I also hear Jessica Alba put her damn face on my body.. what a fake! For those of you boys that don't like the chest hair.. I'm open to the idea of shaving it.. yes yes I know..half of me has a sunburn. Scrapper edited his face on this one and claimed the shirt as his own.. "I forgive you scrapper the shirt is awesome" umm.. I plead the 5th on the last one.. so.. I hope this proved to all of you... but most of all to JohnnyDevil that I'm not a fake.. quit trying to catch me already!!!

A Little Bit More About Me
in the past year a lot has gone on for me and my family..Fubar is an escape for me. i come to fu to rate pics which i love to look at.. i am not big on the nsfw pics fact for me is YOU SEEN ONE YOU SEEN THEM ALL SOME ARE BIG SOME ARE SMALL... the size of your penis is not important to me...your kindness and respect are important to me.... as i said i have had a lot change in my life in the past year....my sister my father and my son in law have all been diagnosed with cancer..so far no one is dying but my money and my attention goes mostly to the fam. traveling for treatments and traveling to visit sister can be stressful.... i enjoy chatting just as much as anyone else... as far as hooking up with anyone i do not have time or patience any more to try to get to know anyone on a romantic level....i did try a few times to get to know a few people but after being yelled and over the computer and told what i should or should not be doing i said enough is enough. I AM A FREE SPIRI

Wondering How
Starting off a little guy, never really knowing my mom, always wanted to be with dad. That didn't go well, always ended up waiting, and sad. Well when i was older i got my chance, my mom said u wanted it, now take your chance, was it everything i thought it would be? Hell no, now i know why she kept him from me. Needles to say i never gave up on him, time after time, he would be in my life here and there. I should have turned my back on him, deep down inside I justed really cared. Growing up, becoming a man with out him, I did it with help from others, no thanks to him, they are all my brothers. It's something that never leaves my mind, shit i don't think it ever will, as everyday goes by, as fast as the time, all the wounds i ever had healed. I guess what I'm trying saying is Thanks dad, If it was not for you, I don't think I would be the man I am today, yeah it's true i don't talk to you any more, but really their is nothing to say.

Soulriderthebluelight
SoulRider The BlueLight Falling from grace reborn in to a world unknown somewhere between heaven and hell the blue light burns with in my heart pure my soul memories of a life once lost fade within me I walk the line between heaven and hell to find the light within the darkness to free the tortured souls from within. I'm the SoulRider. The darkness devours the light as the city comes to life with sweet stench dispersion in the air as city lights toxicants souls this is where my story begins. One night on my way home form work a last minute decision to a shortcut through the cities dark alleys leads me to three jackal like men attacking their prey a young women. My first thought was to get the hell out of there something compels me to move forward getting closer to them my chest began to burn from within as my body trembles a cold chill ran down my spine as my skin crawls with the sensation of electronics the lights around us begin to flicker and dim my eyes starts to shimmer and glow a

Stuff
A dog, cat and mouse was sitting at a bar. Now, the poor mouse, notices the cat eyeing him, while he orders. Finally, looking at the cat, he asked "If I tell the dog to leaveyou alone will you promise not to eat me?" The cat shrugged and said, "Sure." The mouse jumped up onto the bar and ordered another shot. Afteer downing it, he swaggered and planted his paws onto his hips in front of the dog. "I want you to leave the cat alone." Now, this dog was a Great Dane. The dog looks at the mouse, looks at the cat, looks at the mouse and 'GULP' sallows the mouse. The moral of the story is: Don't mess with the big dog just because the pussy looking at you strange.

The Insane Genius Ramblings
Short inspirational quotes could be the motivation that some desire. Being inspired to reach a goal that seems so far away is the base root of your dreams. Inspirational quotes can sometimes help lift us up when we are feeling let down. For we must never forget that there is always someone there to help us when these dark hours seem to cover us. We must learn to reach inside of our inner soul and search for that beacon of hope. It is there and it does exist, although at times it seems hard to believe and we feel all alone. Sometimes it may take a little short inspirational quote to realize that the beacon of hope is there. Deep within our inner soul it rest, waiting for you, watching over you, and keeping the light within you alive. The greatest human desire that could ever be reached is to know that you have touched the inner soul of another human. For when you achieve this then and only then will you realize that your own soul has been touched by the hand of

Random Thoughts
As I sit here and think back, it seems like it was yesterday. The hurt you caused me was nothing compared to the aftermath that has become "who I am." Why can't I just let myself forget about that day, forget out what you did and just move on with my life? Why do I continue to let it control my feelings and my subconsious? I want nothing more to be able to let someone in again, but how can I? How do you undo something that has shapped who you are in present time? Every morning I wake up thinking will today be the day, and each day I go to bed with the nothingness that was a careless whisper. I'll never forgive you, not for what you did, but what you continue to do each and every day.

Poems
I'm not perfectI make mistakesI have regretsAnd I tend to forget dates I've lost my temperAnd I've let it showSome times I hold grudgesWhen I should let it goI'm very sarcasticAnd some days I don't careI've hurt many peopleAnd the punishment I bearSome days I can be meanBut some days I'm niceSome times I say thingsWithout thinking twiceI always hate morningsAnd some times I ramble onSome days I need my friendsAnd some days I'm withdrawnSome days I don't eatAnd some days I stuff my faceMost days I'm cool and collectedBut some days I'm all over the placeI can be indecisiveBut still need a planSome times I depend on others

You Never Know Who You It Is You Talk To Online
A woman, who claims she was deceived in an online relationship spanning 18 months, is suing a Batavia woman for fraudulent misrepresentation, seeking $100,000 in punitive damages.Paula Bonhomme, of California, said she believed she fell in love with a man online in 2005, and she was befriended by a collection of 21 of his friends and family online, even being comforted by them when he “died” of liver cancer in 2006. But Bonhomme, 50, never met Jesse Jubilee James in person, though she talked to him on the phone, sent him gifts valued at $10,000, planned to move in with him and then mourned his “death.”Bonhomme was introduced to her online love – said to be a Colorado firefighter – and his online entourage, through Janna St. James-Priggie, 58, who lives on the 800 block of Washington Street in Batavia. Bonhomme’s suit claims that St. James posed as Jesse James and his extended family and friends in an elaborate online bamboozle that ultimately d

How I Feel
the way i feel that im alone if your bf or gf dont talk to u and u feel ignored what do you do i mean is hard that you and your partner is states away but u dont know whats going on when you are not around and when you talk to them they dont talk back what do you do i feel empty when the woman i love ignores me or dont talk to me have you ever had that feeling why is your partner is ignoring you or dont want to talk to you i feel like there is somethin goin on but i dont know but all i know is you got to have faith and hope to be in a relationship cause without that the relationship wont last long and i want people to know about her im on fire for her longing for her need her with me to be whole again im lost without her i need her by my side to give me strength to give me confidence the passion the drive without her i am worthless and nothin basically whithout my and the person you are with we r nothin but a lonely empty shell needing and wanting your soul mate and the one i miss is m

Illegal Immigration Is No Laughing Matter
The White House correspondents' dinner might have been two weeks ago, but President Barack Obama continued his comedy routine yesterday in El Paso, Texas, only this time Donald Trump wasn’t the butt of the jokes. Instead, during a speech on immigration, the president mocked Republicans at large, the rule of law, and any American who takes the defense of our nation seriously.Respectfully, Mr. President, illegal immigration and border security are no laughing matter.But to the president, they apparently are, especially when it provides fodder for a purely political speech, delivered amid a round of campaign fundraisers in the Lone Star State. After claiming that his administration has "gone above and beyond" Republicans' calls for immigration reform (which he hasn't), Obama launched into an all-out assault on the GOP: We have gone above and beyond what was requested by the very Republicans who said they supported broader reform as long as we got serious about enforcement. All the

Little Bit Of This And A Lot Of That
There is really a lot I have to say about this site, but first I really have to thank baby j and Scrapper for keeping this place possible (even though at times i don't agree they do the best job, but i'll cover that in my rant later) & allowing me to meet the man that I fell in love with, my amazing fu-hubby and RL bf, Jacob. MANY of you who know me, know Jacob and i have been together for a while, but haven't gotten to meet in person yet. He is stationed in Japan and had to stay over there longer because of the (stupid) Tsunami. HE IS COMING HOME IN LESS THAN A MONTH! We are both super excited about this. A lot of you who are my friends on here have seen the SS or heard about our problems, and I thank you guys for standing by me (and us). I know I have not been the easiest person to deal with during this time. I have gotten super emo and whiney, sometimes not talking to people for hours or days at a time. && I think it's about time.. I want to thank some of those closest to me perso

Why We Should Love Our Enemies
Why We Should Love Our Enemies by Paramhansa Yogananda From Inner Culture Magazine, March/April 1936. Ye have heard that it hath been said, thou shalt love Thy neighbor, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; that ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for He maketh His sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and unjust. For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? Do not even the Publicans the same? And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? Do not even the Publicans so? Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect. —Matthew 5:43-48 Jesus says it is not enough to love your neighbors only and exclude your enemies. He says that a wise man beholds in the circumference of his heart not only the presence of fri

The Dark Knight Rises Filming In London Next Week
The Dark Knight Rises just wrapped up in India, and now it’s moving to the next location. I’ve received word from multiple sources that The Dark Knight Rises will be filming next week on St. John Street in London. The shoot will last about four days, from May 16th until the 20th. Local businesses in the area have been told that they’ll hear gunshots during this time. It’s likely that they’ll film at The Farmiloe Building on St. John Street — this was used as the Gotham City Police Station in both Batman Begins and The Dark Knight.

The Philosophy Of King David
Compliments of THE GREAT PURSUIT: The Message for Those In Search of God, by Eugene H. Peterson and Randall Niles (NavPress 2007). Life of King David – The Philosopher Many remember David as the fair-haired shepherd boy who defeated a giant named Goliath. Others recall David as the wise Jewish ruler who brought the tribes of Israel together as a united nation. The ancient texts also present David as a powerful warrior, cunning diplomat, and talented musician. However, with all these tremendous accolades, the foundation of David’s fame and faith can be traced to a period of severe trial and doubting in his life. Indeed, David was a true philosopher. Early in his journey, David was chosen to succeed Saul as the king of Judah. Although Saul was initially impressed by David’s skills as a soldier, politician, and musician, Saul became wary of his successor, so he put out a contract on David’s life. David was forced to live on the run, often spending weeks hidi

"i Sing The Body Electric" By Walt Whitman
"I SING THE BODY ELECTRIC" By Walt Whitman 1819-1892 1 I sing the body electric, The armies of those I love engirth me and I engirth them, They will not let me off till I go with them, respond to them, And discorrupt them, and charge them full with the charge of the soul. Was it doubted that those who corrupt their own bodies conceal themselves? And if those who defile the living are as bad as they who defile the dead? And if the body does not do fully as much as the soul? And if the body were not the soul, what is the soul? 2 The love of the body of man or woman balks account, the body itself balks account, That of the male is perfect, and that of the female is perfect. The expression of the face balks account, But the expression of a well-made man appears not only in his face, It is in his limbs and joints also, it is curiously in the joints of his hips and wrists, It is in his walk, the carriage of his neck, the flex of his waist and knees, dress does not hide him, The strong s

"a Woman Waits For Me" By Walt Whitman
"A WOMAN WAITS FOR ME" by Walt Whitman A WOMAN waits for me—she contains all, nothing is lacking, Yet all were lacking, if sex were lacking, or if the moisture of the right man were lacking. Sex contains all, Bodies, Souls, meanings, proofs, purities, delicacies, results, promulgations, Songs, commands, health, pride, the maternal mystery, the seminal milk; 5 All hopes, benefactions, bestowals, All the passions, loves, beauties, delights of the earth, All the governments, judges, gods, follow’d persons of the earth, These are contain’d in sex, as parts of itself, and justifications of itself. Without shame the man I like knows and avows the deliciousness of his sex, 10 Without shame the woman I like knows and avows hers. Now I will dismiss myself from impassive women, I will go stay with her who waits for me, and with those women that

Won't Do Anymore
Have you ever laid on your bed at night, and just cried? Cried because you’re ugly. Because you’re not good enough. You counted all your flaws from head to toe, to punish and feel worse about yourself. Cried because the comments people blurt out, actually hurt your feelings. Cried because your family is dysfunctional, but you’re just a kid, who can’t do shit about it. They tell you to stop complaining, that you have it much better than the kids in Africa. You don’t want to be a burden, so you bottled it all up. Around people, you’re the happiest ray of sun shine. But nobody knows, that at night when you’re alone, you break down and just cry.

Buchanan To Obama
BUCHANAN TO OBAMA Finally............It is Said Publicly. I have never seen the white side explained better! Pat Buchananhad the guts to say it. It is about time. BUCHANAN TO OBAMA By Patrick J. BuchananBarack says we need to have a conversation about race in America .. Fair enough. But this time, it has to be a two-way conversation.. White America needs to be heard from, not just lectured to.... This time, the Silent Majority needs to have its convictions, grievances and demands heard. And among them are these: First, America has been the best country on earth for black folks. It was here that 600,000 black people, brought from Africa in slave ships, grew into a community of 40 million, were introduced to Christian salvation, and reached the greatest levels of freedom and prosperity blacks have ever known.. Wright ought to go down on his knees and thank God he is an American.Second, no people anywhere has done more to lift up blacks

Sexorexia
Hello everyone. I want to share a bit of myself. I have Sexorexia. It is a real disorder that makes a person starve themselves of sex. I have been for five years. My ex used to call me ugly and fat all the time and other factors caused this.. And now I have developed Sexorexia, it is like anorexia (which I have as well.. I am a recovering anroexic) Anyways, the reason I have it is because I think my body is horrid, grotesque and nasty, I haven't been naked infront of a man in about 9 years. Sure I have had sex in the past, but its only been in the dark Or I have kept my shirt on. I hope you understand me a little more now. Below is some information on the disorder I have. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Do you avoid physical intimacy because you are a control freak or think you are too fat? Here's how to wipe out the demons in your love life. Sexorexia, as it's been dubbed, is on the rise among 20 something wom

Rants
Why do people feel the need to state every little bit of their fucking relationships on Facebook. Who gives a fuck seriously. The worst ones are the ones I knoooow see each other on a daily basis, and still feel the need to argue via Facebook status, or make up, or all that “I love you so much, I can’t live without you” shit, the personal stuff you would normally either tell them, via phone, in person or a letter. *Gasp* A real pen and paper letter! Since when did publicly announcing every private inch of your personal relationship become common thing? I already put up with people making statuses about every thing they do every minute of the day [I am at McDonalds, Now I’m at a gas station, Now I’m in the bathroom,etc-UGH] Now I have to read when you people are arguing, or about to make out. Seriously. No one wants to read that shit. & I’m not complaining because I am some relationship hater or unhappy with mine. I have been in the same relationship

Metalicious
Lately i been wondering why the hell am i a VIP, apparently VIP doesnt mean what it should cause lately , i been having a difficult time doing just about anything on the site without being kicked off or getting this new annoying membership sign in, or bouncers checking what the hell im doing on the site. Go figure, ill think ill just become a regular member again. if 2000 people feel the same way then that would be 29,900 dollars fu would seriously think about when it comes to people re-upping there VIP when all it does is give people A Very Ignorant Perspective of what a VIP really is.

Poetry And Rants
i see you so clearly watching me as i fall ever drop of your blood smeared against my wall the tears running down your face as you begin to pace back and forth screaming and yelling feeling all alone the temptation to end this drone , meaningless existince who would care, you? me ? but why should i matter to you im just a mirror, i dont speak but what you see in me speaks to you see wh tyou like, or that you hate despise and realize everything about yourself so as i shatter and begin to clatter liek your mind unravels from its tight wound ball realize this im just a mirror i dont lie, i just show you what you refuse to accept and come to terms with

Rates
I have been thing alot here lately and have decided that i am gonna rate 500 people a day.Who gets my rates and likes depends on who gives them to me.Im tired of rating people that dont return what is given.If you want to be one of those i rate and like everyday then make sure you give yours to me.

This Is A Job?
I copied this from NBC news. The U.S. has found so much pornography in the possession of al-Qaida operatives during previous raids that it spurred investigations into whether porn photos were being used to send coded messages, a former U.S. counterterrorism official told NBC News. At one point, U.S. officials had pursued a probe into whether al-Qaida was using special software that would allow the email transmission of porn photos implanted with hidden messages that could be deciphered by recipients with the right code. "We thought this was the way that messages were being transmitted," said the official.At one point, U.S. officials had pursued a probe into whether al-Qaida was using special software that would allow the email transmission of porn photos implanted with hidden messages that could be deciphered by recipients with the right code. "We thought this was the way that messages were being transmitted," said the official. My words-----someone had to "decipher" the porn

On The Turning Away By Pink Floyd
"ON THE TURNING AWAY" by Pink Floyd On the turning awayFrom the pale and downtroddenAnd the words they sayWhich we won't understand"Don't accept that what's happeningIs just a case of others' sufferingOr you'll find that you're joining inThe turning away" It's a sin that somehowLight is changing to shadowAnd casting it's shroudOver all we have knownUnaware how the ranks have grownDriven on by a heart of stoneWe could find that we're all aloneIn the dream of the proud On the wings of the nightAs the daytime is stirringWhere the speechless uniteIn a silent accordUsing words you will find are strangeAnd mesmerised as they light the flameFeel the new wind of changeOn the wings of the night No more turning awayFrom the weak and the wearyNo more turning awayFrom the coldness insideJust a world that we all must shareIt's not enough just to stand and stareIs it only a dream that there'll beNo more turning away?

To Anyone That Has Ever Experinced Child Abuse! Mine And Also My Mothers Childhood And Adult Personal Fight!!!
Tell me what I did to make you treat me so cheaply, What did I do to make you so angry and make you beat me, You could see I was broken up inside and you just threw me around, You left me lying dazed upon the ground. I did not dare to meet your eyes but prayed you would see what you had done, You picked me up and told me "we’d just have some fun". A lump lodged uneasily in my throat, my eyes glistening with tears, My tiny body exhausted, yet knowing the worst was near. I wanted to scream and fight you and run for the door. You broke me ..you wore me down.. but still wanted more, incapable of movement,frozen to the core. Bit by bit ripping my dignity, You left me on the bed shaking and broken. I prayed someone would come, please let someone waken, I would lay and go to a place where when I cried for help someone would come, And where people didn't hurt people who love them "just for fun". I’d talk to my friends who’d come and rescue me from the

Girlenvy Rambles
just wanted to share...... MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then

My Love My Life My Soul
will you let me love you will you let me be the one the one to hold you listen to you be there when your day has gone bad. let me show you the love you deserve let me be the woman she was not let me be the one.

Why Am I
The Reason Why i am deciding to leave Fubar for forever is people treat me like shit and the site i remember it as 4 and a half years ago called Lost Cherry Has gone but back then people were fun to have around but fubar has now become unfun and treating me like noone gives a fuck about my feelings on here i admit i have got good friends on here but most of them aren't on here that much anymore and people who i thought were my friends have changed and now they treat me like a ex friend they wish would just die and leave them the fuck alone forever things i dislike on fubar are having 2 my bar tabs the so called video chat the stupid fubar lotto and this totally stupid idea of a daily fubar ranking noone gives a shit abouttheir ranking on here oh and the my stats thing noone cares about that either but on the other hand fubar has it's good points but right now so much of the ugly side of fubar is making my mind up to leave forever so therefore i have decided to mark my 5 years on fubar

Human Race
How in God's name can the Hunam Race, quantify it's existence, when half of it's population is slated for retro-active abortion on the grounds for being a complete and utter bunch of DUMBASS's and should report to their nearest military installion for early termination has a human target !

Www.expressgiftsindia.com
You have sorted out and have bought the chosen gift, and its time to make sure that it reaches to your loved ones on time. ExpressGiftsIndia.Com is right at your service to that with pleasure, courtesy its wide coverage over the numerous locations in India. A click at www.expressgiftsindia.com/delivery_locations.asp brings them to you.

Life
EVERY DAY WE WAKE UP AND WHT IS THE FRIST THING HTAT WE DO ,IS IT BRUSH OR TEETH N WASH OR FACE OR MAYBE EAT BREAKFAST.bUT I DONT THINK SO CUZ THE WORLD IS VERY DIFFERENT NOW AND ITS ALL ABOUT TXT THS TXT THT ARE E-MAIL THS AND THT 2 THE POINT THT WE STOP DOING THE THINGS THT MAKE R DAY MORE FULLFILLING LIKE COOKING 4 OR LOVE ONES OR JUS TAKEING THE TIME OUT OF OUR TXTN FILLED DAY 2 HELP SOME1 ARE 2 STOP AND JUST TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND ENJOY THE DAY.SO WHT IM SAYING IS THT lifeHAS BECOME SO SMALL THT US AS A WHOLE WILL NEVER EVER GET THOSE SECONDS AND HOURS THAT WE WASTED ON OUR PHONES AND ALL THT TIME SPENT TXTN BACC AND FORTH 2 THE SAME PERSON THAT WE JUST LEFT,WHEN WE DO LOOK UP AIR IT WILL BE 2 LATE CAUSE LIFE HAS PASS US BYE AND NOW WHERE LOST IN LIFE TRYING 2 GET BACK WHAT WE ALL READY HAD,tIME 2 ENJOY THA SIGHTS THE BIRDS AND EVEN A GOOD CONVERSATION FACE2FACE.SO JUST REMENBER THAT lIFE IS ABOUT LIVEING AND ENJOYING LIFE AND NOT WASTEING IT PUNCHING KEYS ON A COMPUTER R STAREING

Letting Go
There comes a time in our lives when some people just have to go either because we don't want them there or because they feel the need to leave. I have over the years watched to their own dismay people who have walked out of my life only to return again begging to come back. Yet as I sit before my computer all who have parted ways with me have stayed in the past where they left me hurting and in tears. The day has come when this time I will cut some people out of my life never to bother me again. I am sure it will hurt them for a lil while but it is better that they take that bitter sweet pill now then later. I have learned since my first ex that an ex is an ex for a reason. So to go people I thought were friends and family. I have been reborn to start a new I bid those of you I choose to leave behind a parting farwell and I wish you happiness. I can forgive things such as holding on to someone until it becomes crystal clear that their intentions are to hurt me or hold me back. I have

Show Us Support
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Presidential Decree
Dear Citizens: In our haste we've created our own perils; this injustice has taken our hopes of tomorrow. We pride on being Americans and yet have no pride. We depend on our nieghbors to spend money to make a living to provide for our own. We are so proud of new innovations we spend more time concealing these secrets instead of sharing as our forefathers have done as neighbors. Crime is high on many levels; well don't you think if we all at least could live the means of living there would be as much? You say give us a chance; I say okay. Breaking Poverty If at the present time you do NOT make more than $250,000.00 a year your Salary Account is now being automatically started with the AGREEMENT. You will sign for this Contract with the knowledge if you BREAK your word of honnor execution is the penalty of Treason. 1. You'll receive a house and Tranportation (one time gift) 2. Employment of choice 3. Education of choioce 4. Retirement after 25 years 5. Month paid vacation onc

Polestar Eclipse
Polestar EclipseStage One "White Noise"Sudden intense betrayal constitutes unfortunateInability to see the flame come apartBurning on the other side of the heartIt is so bleak & so terribly darkStirring life inside a deciduous parkSelect emotions try to cease flowingDangerous feelings if no light is showingThey battle in static, stubborn & slowingFaith is unhinging, experienced & knowingLeaving behind a shock, rippling & numbingBarriers shift as new things are comingNumb is peaceful, although away peace is runningMolten rock pain rising from depths, quite stunningStage Two "Unhinged"What a site to see; monkeys going crazyConfusingly lying to themselves & can't seeFrightening creatures lacking consistancyKnow what they want, then change their mindsAllowing assumptions in between linesContributing idiocy unto their peersBuilding useless walls around all their fearsDisgraceful these morons w/ their hateful tearsSuch disappointment to be in the gene poolAdding pain to more pain right along

Me
Do any of you know what its like to suffer from a mental illness? Because of the traumatic things in my past its left me with some very deep emotional scars in the form of illnesses I can't get over. I have been diagnosed with bipolar 2. Which I heard is pretty common. I also have PTSD. Which untill recently I thought was something only soldiers get but evidently anyone with severe trauma can have it too. And the worst one I believe is anti dissasociative personality disorder. Which comes in the form of multiple personalities. Why am I blogging about all this...I dont know maybe somehow I really dont want to feel alone in this. Maybe me reaching out is kind of a cry for help maybe seeing if anyone else sufferes with the nightmares the torture the pain I endure every day. Not to mention the people I've hurt and all my shattered dreams I just would like to know is there anyone out there that can see this...that knows this pain that can identify with it like I do...please if your out ther

What Happened..
Hubby wanted me to let him have the house and boys and I should have gone wherever.. so that his GF could move in..So we went to a lawyer and prepared for the divorce.. Fred got a job in Thailand, starting mid April.. Our plan was that I should follow asap.. around June/July, but bring my stuff 6 weeks in advance for the container The day I took my 5 boxes, a table and my sewing machine to be put into the container for Thailand, hubby killed himself (I was 500 km away) His GF (27) refused to join him here in Germnay.. So now am stuck here in Germany.. with a boy at school, the other soon to start studying and not yet know how to juggle things to be able to stay with Fred and keeping an eye on the boys..

Dissertation Writing Is A Tasking Job
Preparing a dissertation takes a considerable deal of time and its one of the hardest jobs, which are faced by students. At the same time, writing a dissertation is helpful in developing an understanding about the topic. One has to put a lot of effort, and enough time to gather information, and compile them in a systematic manner. Also, the dissertation writer must have excellent writing skills, in order to make the dissertation impressive, presentable and understandable. Remember, the goal of writing a dissertation is to pass on the information to the general public. Therefore, the language of the dissertation must be simple, and not highly technical. The basic thing in dissertation writing is associated with the choice of topic. If the person is provided by the topic, then it becomes a compulsion to write on that topic. If the dissertation writer has the independence of choosing the topic, he must choose the topic according to his taste. It becomes easier to write on t

My Song Im Bout To Cut It Comes From The Heart
IF YO'VE EVER BEEN IN LOVE THEN YOU KNOW JUST WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT ITS LIKE WHEN YOU REAALY KNOW U'VE FINALY FOUND THE PERSON U WANT TO SPEND YOUR LIFE WITH I THOUT ID BEEN THAIR BEFOR BUT NOW THAT IM SURE IV FINNALY FOUND SOMMBODY THAT CARES ILL GIVE MY HEART AN SOUL TO HER AN I JUST WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW YOUR THE REASION THAT I BREATH I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT

What We Are
Wicca is the largest of the Neopagan religions. Wiccans have great reverence for the Earth and for their Goddess and her consort, the horned God. Their main rule of behavior is the Wiccan Rede which forbids them from harming people, including themselves, except in some cases of self-defense. Many, perhaps most, are solitary practitioners. Others form small groups of believers, called covens, groves, etc. Because of centuries of religious propaganda and misinformation, many conservative Christians, and others, associate Wiccans with Satanists even though the two belief systems are as different as Christianity and Atheism. Our essays on Wicca are very different from those on Christianity. Wicca is a very decentralized religion; many Wiccans develop their own beliefs, rituals, and other practices. The latter are often not known outside the solitary practitioner or Wiccan coven. So we describe the beliefs and practices that most Wiccans hold in common. Most of Christianity is

Stuff That Has Touched Me
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the outside world.The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake, the man said. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Lovers walked arm in arm amid flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand o

Random Encounter
It's a beautiful day, he's a regular guy, about 5'7, brown hair, neatly dressed and clean shaven. He enters the coffee shop, grabs a quick black coffee, and finds a place to sit. She enters, nicely dressed, long legs, nice shape, very pretty. she orders, and looks for a place to sit. The place is kinda full, and the only place to sit is at his table. she approaches, and politely asks if he's expecting company. He responds no. and invites her to sit. They chat a bit drinking their coffee's and laughing. As she finishes her cup, she rises to leave, and coyly passes him a slip of paper with her number. She smiles as she walks away thinking, "Possibilities, definite possibilities"! ~~~~~~~~~~~~------------------------------~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Rummaging through his pocket, he finds the slip of paper. He looks it over, and remembers the lovely lady that gave it to him. He considers for a moment or two what to do, then on impulse picks yo his phone and dials. it rings once, t

Round One
Decided to make my own drink tonight, which is a big deal and damn if that wasn't good!! mmmm.... now back to regularly scheduled programming or some such shit... tasty drink... didn't think I'd like it...

Expresscakesindia
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Glitter Graphics Malware
Safe Browsing Diagnostic page for glittergraphicsnow.com What is the current listing status for glittergraphicsnow.com? Site is listed as suspicious - visiting this web site may harm your computer. Part of this site was listed for suspicious activity 5 time(s) over the past 90 days. What happened when Google visited this site? Of the 659 pages we tested on the site over the past 90 days, 81 page(s) resulted in malicious software being downloaded and installed without user consent. The last time Google visited this site was on 2011-05-19, and the last time suspicious content was found on this site was on 2011-05-19. Malicious software includes 72 exploit(s). Successful infection resulted in an average of 3 new process(es) on the target machine. Malicious software is hosted on 8 domain(s), including aaaooo.co.cc/, fereeeppp.co.cc/, traff-ins.co.cc/. 3 domain(s) appear to be functioning as intermediaries for distributing malware to visitors of this site, including js-ghost

May 20, 2011
Ugh... I am so damn bored. I am sittin here in this house all by my lonesome. Still I'm bored as hell. Hoping to be moving from Valdosta up by Macon soon. I stumbled across this site by accident. I'm just looking for friends maybe more. Anyways, I'll add more later...

The Rock
Okay, everyone knows “The Rock” the professional wrestler, right? Well, now everyone is getting to know Dwayne Johnson, the actor. Though it wasn’t the goal, it was probably inevitable that Dwayne Douglas Johnson (born May 2, 1972) would become a professional wrestler as he comes from a long line of them. His father was “Soulman” Rocky Johnson, a Canadian professional wrestler and his maternal grandfather was “High Chief” Peter Maiva, a Samoan professional wrestler. Also, his uncles, the Wild Samoans (Afa Anoai and Sika Anoai) and three of his cousins (Rikishi, Rosy, and Umaga) were all professional wrestlers. Pre-Wrestling Days When he was in high school, Dwayne played football, ran track, and wrestled, but he receive scholarship offers in football. He decided to go to the University of Miami where he played football (defensive tackle) for the Miami hurricanes. After college, he was turned down by the NFL, but was accepted into

Mr. President, You Do Not Speak For Me!
Since 20 January, 2008, I have watched as our President, supposedly the leader of our great country and a representative of Americans everywhere, bow and scrape before the leaders of other countries as he apologized for one transgression after another. I found the pictures (photo ops?) of the president bowing to the Saudis and others offensive. True, they should be treated with respect, but gravel? Never! Surely, he has someone on his staff who knows something of ettiquette, someone who knows the proper way and the meanings of the ways to bow to the Japanese Emperor, for instance. So, either he did the bowing and apologizing by mistake, or he did it intentionally, believing America has a lot for which to apologize. Mr. President, you do not speak for ME! I am an American! I will not apologize for being an American! Yesterday, he made a speech laying out his vision of the Middle East, calling for Israel to go back to the pre-1967 borders which would provide little or no security for th

Great Song By Dan Balan
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Wickedghost
To feel to deeply is to open her soul to self destruction is to expose her heart to more pain, to risk shattering there is one from whom she hides no longer and from those who she once shared her everything with she once again hides, defends and guards against them whereas this one soul is linked, intertwined with hers to once again be cherished and protected to once again feel the care from another it is in his shadow she now resides until the time comes for her to cast all shadows aside (BY xox wickedghost)

Sexy Sounds
Undulating softly against the riseFurther tempting your erotic sighsMounting passions begin to flareEyes locking in a heated starePulses racing under searing fleshTongues dancing as our lips meshErratic breathing as your fingers danceAcross my nipples and down my pantsCaressing eagerly as we start to petFingers penetrating; I'm soaking wet!

Feeling You
I feel your voice as much as hear itWhispering hot promises In my ear, against my mouth, on my skin.I feel your mouth and tongueGentle, plundering,Wandering from lips to neck to breastsSucking, kissingSkimming down my bellyTeasing, lickingProbing, tasting.I feel your hands ExploringTender, roughCaressing, liftingDemanding, claiming.I feel you Strong and warm beneath my handsAll power and control between my thighsMuscles bunching, strainingRock hard and throbbingStretching me, filling meThrusting, urgent, demandingTaking, giving, cummingShuddering, relaxed and heavy against meI feel your voice as much as hear itRelaxed, murmuring words of loveIn my ear, against my mouth, on my skin

Now I Want A Hubby
This is so funny... Have some tissue near by, you may need it This is long, but worth the read.....too funny...Why do men have to be so macho!?ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THISJust try reading this without laughing till you cry!!!Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife.A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversarysubmitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparkedmy interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking fora little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer.The effects of the Tazer were supposed to be short lived, with no longterm adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time toretreat to safety...??WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought ithome... I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed thebutton. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if Ipushed th

Colin`s Blog
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Constest
The easiest contest ever! From now until i level ALL fubucks are being GIVING AWAY to who ever HELPS the MOST!! Meaning who ever sends the most people to rate profile & photos rate blog & stash fan me friend me like me will get ALL fubucks made when leveled!!!! to enter please comment here & change ur status so i can verify it!

Circle Of Life
I was up early today preparing for the Rapture. I mowed the lawn, wash the sheets, went ot Cub and bought $400 in Rapture preparatory supplies including 100 gallons of bottle water and enough batteries to light up my neighborhood for 3 hours. Then as Rapture time approached, I took a shower, brushed my teeth, pulled my recliner in front of the patio window(facing East of course), took off my clothes and reclined and readied myself for the coming of Christ. I lit a bud and cracked open a Coors light, sat back and closed my eyes, and then..................... I heard the sirens go off and said to myself....."self, this is it." Rapture came and went ....it was just a fucking thunderstorm and the hail pounded the shit out of my truck. goddammit!! I hope I never run into the asshole who predicted the Rapture. If I ever do, he will for sure meet his maker then and there.

Why Are Things The Way They Are?
The questions that I always ask myself. Why are the women in life always looking for things that I am not? I want to have a wife and kids. Is their any women left that want the same things that I want? If their is please get ahold of me. I am just so tired of being alone. I know that this site is not really a place for such things. But at this point their is no other place I can think of thank I can vent and get shit off my chest. I look at all these sites and see all these different women look at my profiles and not say a single word to me. What is so wrong with me that I do not even get a hello? Am I that ugly? What the fuck is it? Can I get something from someone to atleast help explain to me what is so wrong with me?

You're Losing.
Stop being in love with pain. Love is pain, but pain is not love. Stop changing your mind. You wanna fix things, next day you wanna break up, next day you wanna fix things, next day you wanna break up. It really is alot to deal with. I'm willing to smash my pride to pieces and forget all of the hurtful things we've said, all of the fucked up things we've done and be done with it, clean slate. But your pride forces you to hold on to these things. You can't push someone away and then be mad that they are trying to connect to other people, and then when they do connect with someone, change your mind and try to make amends. That's mental chess with the objective to control. Which only pushes that person away farther. It really doesn't have to be like this. But you can't feel what you want to feel from me, so pain will just have to do. You can't control me, but you can do things to hurt me, which will have an effect on me, cause effect is as close as you can get to control. If you can't fee

Blood Spills
We all think that when we live the life of a liar that we will never be affected. The one that starts a lie is the one that trys to Spill the Blood of the innocent. The innocent is the one that lives a life of grace, honesty, and devotion. What fun is it to live such a boring life. I live for the fun in making your life miserable. The one that has made me into the mass of destruction. The one that has made me into a Living Dead Doll. The dead only has one wish to see the wicked be punished for the crimes that they committed. Our lives are made by the actions we do to others. They will never end and they we never subside. So that is why to end this life you have made for your self pray for the forgiveness of the dead to have mercy on your soul. Once you leave here you will be tormented for eternity. Living the lie of lies over and over again. So i raise my glass to the ones that have always stood in the shadows. Because they are the ones that have never spilled the blood

Unedited Me :)
Pretty much anything anyone of my so called "Fubar" friends knows about me is information I have allowed myself to share. This might not be a big deal to some people but I do have trust issues and only allow certain people to know any "good dirt" on me, something that can later be used against me! This is the unedited version of me: ~ I swear and take the Lord's name in vain often ~ I drink to pass out ~ I take drugs to escape my reality ~ I love a tall brunette, 36 C's, nice firm ass, a few tattoos and a few piercings. ~ I love tall men with dark eyes and hair. ~ A sexy guitar player could cause me to sin 7 ways from Sunday ~ I'll end up back in a mental hospital before next year. ~ I could very easily close my eyes and sleep forever ~ The smile on my lips doesn't mean I'm happy.....my eyes hold all my pain inside them.

My Writings
As i lay beneath the mighty walnut tree my skin warmed by the sun and kissed by the wind,i think to myself my dark lord how i wish it were ur kiss apon my warm and wanton skin. As the light of the predawn shines through the window i look to u but can only smile like a fool over the night we have spent together with much pleasure and pain tortures and raptures and exstacy i look to u and think ohhhhh my sweet dark lord the many ways that i love u. As i lay here cryin drifting in and out of my slumber i hear the words to a familar song repeating in my head and cant help but sing them quietly, I TEAR MYSELF OPEN I SEW MYSELF SHUT MY WEAKNESS IS THAT I CARE TOO MUCH THE SCARS REMIND US THAT THE PAST IS REAL I TEAR MY HEART OPEN JUST TO FEEL and i wonder where are u my lord my darkangel in the night???? laying in the darkness i wake to look for u and find u gone i rise from my bed to look for u as i search i find u know where , i think to myself my love where are u??? why have u gone

Today's Rantings
OK, not the easiest job in the world, but a necessary one, no? Now, my parents divorced when I was 6. Mom brought us back to Jersey so she'd have family to help support us kids. (my brother was 3) My dad very quickly remarried, & without meeting us, my "stepmom" wanted us little kids to call her "Mom". Fortunately, my Mom said no, we were too young & it would be confusing. However, if, as we got older & developed a relationship with her, we decided to call her mom, that would be ok, but at 3 & 6 it was too confusing for us to call some strange woman "Mom". Needless to say, she never created a relationship with us, & instead interfeared in our relationship with our dad. So, I always said if I were in a position of being a stepmom, I would not do what that bitch did. Now I have never interfeared in my stepchildrens relationship with their dad. As a matter of fact, his son (who does NOT live with us) only comes over every other weekend, & I encourage them to spend time together to bond. I

Sex
A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply!Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories.Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teethHaving nice sex burnes 358 calories.Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories.Take off her clotheswith her consent.........................12 calwithout......................187 calTake off her BraWith two hands..........................8 calWith one hand.........................12 calWith mouth.............................85 calPut on Protectionhard ........................... 6 calsoft..........................315 calForeplayLooking for target...................8 calFinding

Grip Your Faith
you don't even see how fast the ball moves speed time up to past the plastic groves round smooths us around chance to lose us inside trust damn wild vines of impermanent permanence too soon bitter taste too late vane with waste grip your faith

Sick
so sick i am so i am i am sick, so disease i spread not noticeable at first different you be, even if not known sick, so i am, i wish to spread disrupt what is pure and taught you only know what is preached year after year there is no right there is no wrong only popular opinion sick am i or sick are you?

Childhood Lost
understand me, that's all i ask comfort me when i am in pain, lift my chin when i feel ashamed realize the emotions that i claim realize that they can't be cast away but you couldn't do that. feel me that's all i want realize the person that i am don't focus on the bad don't turn your back and don't start an attack yet you ignore my touch love me that's what i cry come to my games, be proud of me don't be indifferent to my pleas see the person i want to be and shape me with your expertise yet you make me want to die listen to me, what i say hear about the things i enjoy don't treat my words like a ploy i don't mean to interrupt or annoy my life's not a game, I'm not a toy. yet you orchestrate me in your play see me, look into my soul see me for what i am not some rebellious sham look from where i stand look at me like I'm a man but you eyes are distant and cold when i leave, miss me dear a crushed childhood

Heaven And Hell
Work with me on this one.. OK... Here's how it all went down... See in this life we are...well ill save that for another blog... OK.. Seriously...kind of, I would like to say for the record, I believe in god and all that fun stuff, but just for kicks I thought of the beginning of time, evolution, religion, heaven and hell and I was thinking... how far off would this thought be... OK. We have God, and we have the Devil. my thoughts were, God is a man, the Devil is a woman. See they lived happily together in harmony till Ms.God started complaining about who knows what, all the power in the world, everything handed to her on a silver platter...at home doing what gods do...and probably pissing and moaning about Gods "complex"...or just your typical stirr crazy situation... Maybe complaining about how he never has time for her, always up, taking care of everyone elses needs but hers... So God was like..."Don't make me curse you woman, I am God...you will obey me! I am needed

Natural Love
exaggerate the green blood in grass the music of leaves scraping space multiply the stillness by one sound, by one syllable of your name to rest to rest with my mouth upon yours, as somewhere a star falls the earth takes it softly, in natural love... exactly as we take each other.

Im Tired
I'm tired of putting shoes and socks on, tired of drinking cups of teaTired of eating eggs for breakfast, tired of you and tired of meI'm tired of getting up in the morning, tired of going to bed at nightTired of being asleep in darkness, tired of being awake in light An' I'm tired of shirts and tired of trousers, isn't there something else I can wear?Tired of brushing my teeth each morning, tired of endlessly combing my hairAn' I'm tired of listening to music an records, tired of a couple of beers at the barTired of closing the door behind me, tired of putting gas in the car An' I'm tired of sitting, tired of standing, tired of leaning up against wallsI'm tired of walking, tired of talking, tired of doing nothing at allI'm tired of now and then washing the laundry, tired of trips to the grocery storeTired of putting my nose to the grindstone, tired of getting my foot in the door An' I'm tired of being suspicious of strangers, tired of being suspicious of friendsTired of hoping that

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Easy Choice, Hard Decision We are all faced with difficult decisions in our lives where a choice must be made for better or for worse. Many battle with career choices, how to spread out their next pay check, which mansion they want to buy, cat or dog or both, a dozen kids or none, even Pepsi or Coke. For a little known number of us, the most difficult decision we will ever face is between drugs and love. Some will read this and think it's a simple decision, choose joy over artificial joy, but for those with parallel experiences to mine know that it's hard to decide even though we know what we should do. Love is a wonderful thing, don't get me wrong, but your favorite high can be just as good as any lover. The problem with our drugs that we try not to face is that they will not be there when we run out of money (or good friends) whereas a good woman (or man) could stick it out through tough times and maybe even be your "sugar mamma" for a while. A lover can make you feel better when y

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AWE SNAP!...I FOUND MY SPIDER!!!!!! People...Let me tell you...right now were in the middle of the biggest small spider search this generation has ever seen...phew...im exausted...i don't have a lot of time...i haven't caught him yet,however he as been spotted...and currently under heavy survelience...check it out...i had a web cam but cant find it so I'll keep posting and make sure everyone is up to date, play by play, man this is exciting....can you feel it people....pulse racing, sweat beading, anticipation generating an insatiable appetence for judgment day...gotta go for now, I've got him cornered in the ...well he unfortunately has two corners to hide in but i saw him go to the wall and dip out to the left, giving him 12 feet to crawl between the carpet and the wall, Lil bastard knew that was the way i couldn't see his entire escape root...times like this i wish i didn't have a frickin desk that wrapped 3 walls... i cant even move part of it out of the way, the design complicate

Spider Bite (part1)
i think its only fair that i get to meet this infamous spider.... come to find out there was some things left by a past roommate and i had promised to tend to them while he was absent...and i kept my word, for this i get rewarded by this fuck ass spider....biting my foot. there was a heated argument over the necessities of the possessions left behind however i had to keep my ground and fight for my beliefs...in doing so i proceeded to house or store these items in my room for safe keeping's....little did i know what was about to transpire.... there i was minding my own business and along came a spider.... wow!~ that sounds like a children's night-time story.... however, i assure this is not . I DAVID PRESCOTT hear by swear i will get revenge on this ill mannered, heartless, unappreciative social misfit of a spider, and we will stand before each other again, and i shall judge him. this is not me folks, i do not judge people nor animals, insects, amphibians, or even arachnids...

Spider Bite (part 3)
spider update... it disappoints me to have to tell you this......:(i didn't get him.......i am sorry....i believe he had the upper hand.after all he is a killer...by nature.he is born with the sense of destruction...and was equipped with weapons of death, provided thankfully I'm sure by his ancestors...lucky bastard...he knows the highways and byways of my floor, the walls, and has probably entertained himself by parading around on my clothes and flesh whilst i intensely test the integrity of my superior oblique muscles and of course my inferior oblique muscles, and numerous others as well...in my deep dark...slumber....moving on....i have giving you my word on this matter and i intend to keep it...as night turns into day, and days turn into weeks, the actuality of a potential encounter diminishes as well,but i have faith...and a strong will to achieve my goals...this is a dawning of the age of...oops...damn song...where was i....oh yes...you will not be let down...you will have closu

Spider Bite (part 4)
so...now a decision has to be made.... first let me start of by telling you whats happening.... there i was.... minding my own business... i just got out of the shower, it was quiet refreshing after a workday that lasted well over 16 hours, i was tired, i was sore, and weak from the physical demands of my job... see i have a situation with my back that prevents me from enjoying my youth to its fullest, and sudden jerks and sporadic movements puts me in a near paralyzed state. this was the how mister spider fuck greeted me with just last night!... in a confident strut to my closet, dripping wet from this amazing shower well deserved in closure of my strenuous work effort, i almost got he-bitch spidey slapped by the notorious Mr. trying to kill me till I'm dead, bite everything that walks, thinks he's mister bad ass cause hes got advanced weapons of destruction... had i not attended spider sensitivity 101 shortly after my first encounter, i think i would have kicked that bit

Spider Bite (part 5)
Spider Update!! Well it’s been a little while and I have been making progress with Mr. Spidey, as to what his issue is with me. It has taken a lot of attention and patience to get him to come around but I think its working. Most people at this point would have just ended his life, but like I told you before, I am not that guy. I don’t judge people, nor arachnids; I have faith in the greater good of all living things. It just takes time and patience to figure out what it really is that causes good things to go bad. This guy has allot of brawn; I wonder how much brain he has. So far what I have figured out is that he is smart, and creative. I left a box of spider crayons, and pencils, along with a notebook and drawing pad in his jar so he could entertain himself whilst he huff and puff about his new living arrangement. To my surprise he's quite the artist! I have never before seen multiple extensions of a being, create art before my eyes, and let me tell you, it&

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Instead of banning smoking in family friendly places they should be banning gang bangers from public and family friendly places they are far more dangerous than second hand smoke its not right to banning smoke without banning cars and industry you are breathing second hand smoke from more cars and industry than smokers and banning gang bangers will help far more than banning smokers it will cut out violent crime and we should boycott those states that have smoking banns

Prayers Are Appreciated
I will be off (maybe checking stuff i don't know) for the next week. I am going to become a human pin cushion and hopefully be fixed up after a car accident i had last year destroyed most of the disks in my neck. They tried to fix me up last june but that surgery only made things worse for the disks above it, so i have to go get myself fixed up tomorrow, I will be out of it for a week, praying that I don't freak out on the table etc thank you to all the friends that have stuck by me and be as loyal as i could have hoped for, true love from friends is rocking sweet and i love you back

Just Some Random Thoughts...
Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.

25 Ways To Help A Fellow Human Being
25 Ways to Help a Fellow Human Being Today “If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion.” - Dalai Lama Too often the trend in our society is for people to be separated from either other, to be cut off from the great mass of humanity, and in doing so to be dehumanized a little bit more with each step. Cars have taken us off the streets, where we used to greet each other and stop to chat. Cubicles have taken away a bit of the humanity in working, as have factories and even computers to some extent. Television has planted us firmly in our living rooms, instead of out with other people. Even movie theaters, where many people get together, cut us off from true conversation because we’re staring at a big screen. And while I’m not railing against any of these inventions (except perhaps the cubicle), what we must guard against is the tendency of that individuality to have us focused on ourselves to the exclus

Comfest
I'll be at comfest at goodale park in columbus ohio june 24th and 25th, I'll be walking around with my shirt off, so just look for the big Anarchy symbol on my back. You'd better bring ALOT of people. 'Cause I'll have my kamp with me =) DO SOMETHIN'.

You Probably Don't Want To Know.
It's gotta be me. I just has to be. I scare them away, or something. LOL. I always thought I was pretty rad...I have a huge heart and a huge ass...whats not to love? LMAO. Meh, Ya win some... Ya lose some. Tis life.

The Kiss
This Kiss we stood in the doorway his hands on my waist the clock tickling loudly almost in haste he moved in closer his eyes locked in mine I long for his kiss For just a moment in time his lips meet mine and I feel the sensation no longer must I wait to give into the sweet temptation my knees go weak my palms become sweaty I go back to that place I have been so many times already the world disappears all that's left is him and I and as we pull away I feel as though I could fly

Balancing The Line Between Sanity And Whatever Else There Is Out There.
In a little less then 2 months will be the one year anniversary trip to Patrick B. Hassis, which some may or may not know is a mental hospital and I spent a week there the first week of August 2010 due to a psychotic episode when I had and was planning on carrying out a suicide plan. I planned to soak my wrist in ice water until the went numb, the to put three vertical slits in my wrists then let them bleed out in wartm water to pull the blood out faster. I was also cutting myself to release the pressure. I know many people don't understand why girls cut but for me it's like letting the air out of a balloon, the bad stuff just goes "woosh" with the air and it really does make me think clearly for a bit. Iadmit, the past few weeks, I have been thinking about suicide a lot more recently then I had been. This is totally my fault for not keeping my therapist appointments and psychiatrist appointments, but now I'm getting that knot in my throat and trying to relationaze the effect me ta

The Beach
i was strolling along the beach in Venice..looking for shark's teeth. It was early..dew still upon the slender grass. reaching down i licked it off with my tongue..the salty taste lingered and reminded me of another similar taste. Stepping over a sand dune I practically fell over this godess blond beach bunny... ummmm. Man i've lost my train of thought cause all i could do was enjoy this little bit of bliss laying on that pale blue towel.. I could hear words, but they didn't mean anything to me.. oh shit, it was me talking "sorry 'bout almost running you over". I had kicked sand on her blanket and offered to help brush it off. I held one end and she the other..pulling on the towel i fuckin couldn't get my mind around getting her towel clean as i was enraptured with her silkin tongue speaking to me and her full, ample, well-formed breasts.. thank gaud for bikins. She then offered to share some of her iced coffee with me and handed me a clear plastic cup filled with coffee. Beads

Funny Shit
A fly was flying along when he saw a stream wth a rock. He thought if i land on that rock i will have me a good rest, but he didn't see the fish in the water . The fish said if the fly comes down and lands on the rock i will have me a fly supper, but the fish didn't see the bear behind him. The bear said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up and i will have a fish supper, but the bear didn't see the man behind him. The man said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up and the bear will go down and i will stand up and shoot the bear and i will have a bear skin rug, but the man didn't see the rat behind him. the rat said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up, the bear will go down, the man will stand up and the cheese sandwhich will fall out of his pocket and i will have a cheese sandwhich supper, but the rat didn't see the cat behind him. The cat said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up, the bear will go down, the man will stand up, the rat will go down and i will

Loving Thoughts And Poems About My Beautiful Dragon Gal, Deb
DaydreamWhenever I day dream,and day dream I do,in my secret garden,I day dream of you.I day dream of you,in a faraway land;embracing me tightand holding my hand.Holding my hand,and touching my face.Just you and me,in this peaceful place.In this peaceful placea pristine river flows.Where the unicorns run,a breeze always blows.A breeze always blowsand sings of a song;our love in a placewhere you're never gone.Where you're never goneis as it would seem,from dusk until dawn,

Changes And Changes...
Ok so here we are playing on a stupid website where the name of the game is flirting, getting drunk, and having the opposite sex (or in some case the same sex...lol) buy you things therefore raising your popularity level. Why is there so many people on here that are taking this so seriously and why is there so much bullshit and backstabbing going on to others lately???? Omfg people!!!! I thought that we left the bullying, name calling, and rumors back behind in Elementary school. I know that I did. I feel that things are just getting outta control and there are alot of people that are getting hurt out there and I think that we should stop and look at ourselves instead of joining in on one group or another thats out to destroy someone for some stupid reason (that half of you dont even know but hey your right there following whatever leader is setting fire to someone for whatever unknown reason) and agreeing wholly with them. Think for yourself again and stop being sheep... We were give

Fumafia Mission Completion Loot {little Bastards}
This is my first blog and will be added to with more info and hints/tips for playing FUMafia as and when. Below you'll find a description of Mission Completion loot for the FUMafia missions. Little bastards *Mission completion Loot* -=-High Stakes Gambling - Platinum: 10 Office Building 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 100 Doctor's Scrubss. -=-High Stakes Gambling - Diamond: $102,400,000,000 cash 400 skill points 20 Napalm Launchers 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 5 Armed SCB-304 Submarines 20 Outlet Shopping Strip. -=-The Italian Job - Platinum: 10 Radioactive Bomb Suits. 10 Office Buildings -=-The Italian Job - Diamond: $51,200,000,000 cash 400 skill points 20 Napalm Launchers 4 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 4 Armed SCB-304 Submarines 20 Outlet Shopping Strip. -=-Mafia War - Platinum: 5 SCB-304 Submarines 5 AH-64 Apache Helicopters 4 Outlet Shopping Strip 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 90 Doctor's Scrubss -=-Mafia War - Diamond: $25,600,000,000 cash

Whining Ass Cry Baby
chicks wanna make a nigga look bad ha you got another thing coming if you think you that bad runnin they mouth looking for sympathy from niggas bitch grow the fuck up handle your own business lil cry baby why you ignoring me only reason why is cuz bitch you annoying me yo one thing you dont know bout me is I DONT GIVE A FUCK what you or anyone else gotta say about me tryin to get me set up by ex supposed girlfriends ha you trippin that shit whack the bitch is inher 20's acting like she back in high school with the childish bull crap so yea yo this is my blog my flow what ever you wanna calll it but check this out bitch your like an illegal imagrant in my book you just been deported so fuck you and your littel childish shit you wanna talk about me this is what you fucking get you run your mouth bout me talkin shit believe this will be only the beginning for what ill have in store for you bitch dj papi chulo the one and only all the real chicks get the fuck at me

I Just Wanna...
i just wanna be your friend and we can hangout and smoke weed til the very end, and when it ends we can roll it up again, man we gonna be the best of friends i can tell, and i can tell we're gonna hangout a lot, hot box your car in the parking lot before we go up stairs and play with each others hair, and when we're done we can watch some crazy movies man the time we spend it really moves me makes me wanna be your wife, i don't wanna go oh can i spend the night ? can we have a slumber party pillow fight? can i borrow a shirt? oh, your swag is so nice!can you show me where you shop? anyways, i think you're really cool and thats about it and if you wanna hook i'd be down with that shit, but until the time is right i can be your friend, and we can go out and dance on the weekend, maybe go to a bar when i'm 21, and mob on any bitch who try to say sumin, see the time we spend is gonna be different cause the two different lifestyles we livin....

Forgetful Heart
I hate this forgiving, forgetful heart, That keeps me wishing wondering if our relationship we could restart, Reminding me the way it was, remembering the fun, Forgetting how you were and what you’ve said and done. Thinking of being with you the times we shared, But what about the way you left me, with no reason, as if you didn’t care. I never seem to remember how ripped my heart out, But I seem to come back to the conclusion that you’re the one I can’t live without. I know I’m supposed to forgive you, for the things that you have done, But why can’t I forget you, why is it always back to you that I run. It’s like my heart blacks out, how it was towards the end, And I end up going back to you, and then it starts again. I slowly start to remember, as I start to get annoyed, Exactly why I left you, as that feeling that I miss you starts to be destroyed, Because those things that I despise, the lies start up again, As you argue and

Random Shit
just another random thought,sitting in the silenceof my disturbed thoughts,i refused to think about it;i closed my eyes,tried to shut it tight,carried everywhere by the wind,it seemed so real and so true;gazing deeply into the pool of water,i see my face staring back inamazement and in wonderat the emotions that i am overcome with;drawing me closer and closer,stirred by the depth of passion,torn between the life that isand the life that will be, i struggle;trying to find a solution,i try to claw my way out,i try to fight the feelingsand all the emotions i have been overcome with;sitting in the dark,thinking of you,wishing you were here,realizing i am a prisoner of love

Eighteen Days Of Death
Eighteen Days Of Death Eighteen days of death is how I refer to my eighteen days of being comatose in a hospital in Loma Linda, California, starting on the night of November 27, 1987. They are days and nights that I will always remember, and are hard for me to forget. This is about what caused my being comatose, and about my mental and physical traumas from being comatose. On the night of November 27, 1987, I went to a friends birthday party, where there were a lot of drug and alcohol abuse all around, of which I was a part. While at the party I consumed, an equivalent to, one case of beer out of a keg, and one-fifth of tequila out of a gallon bottle. I also had smoked some marijuana. To say the least, I was well over the legal limit of alcohol consumption. The party had gotten a little too loud and out-of-hand for the apartment where it was held so, we decided that it should be moved to a place in the desert, known by all the partygoers in Ridgecrest, California as Cherry Hill.

A Sweeter Side Of Life
Ok so I have come to find that unless you've been here forever some people really dont knowo what they're doing. So instead of having to repeat myself over and over here is a tutorial for those who dont know how to post or re-post a bulliten. Posting a bulliten: If you are part of a lounge and youre a dj or cammer person you are usually made a bulliten to use when youre on cam or on air. It comes in the form of HTML. When you are given the file that holds all those random letters and what not all you have to do is save it to your computer so you always have it available. When you go to post it make sure you pull that file up and copy everything in that file. Then on the fubar side this is what you do... 1. go to your bulliten board and hit post new bulliten. 2. Paste all that stuff you just copied into the white box. Make sure you title it or it wont let you post it. 3. hit preview and post. There youll be able to see what it looks like before you post it. 4. hit post :)

Freedom Is'nt Free
MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU TODAY AND ALWAYS. ENJOY YOUR MEMORIAL WEEKEND BUT PLEASE LET US REMEMBER WHAT MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND IS AS YOU HAVE FUN AND ENJOY BBQ'S OR OUTTINGS TAKE THE TIME OF TO HAVE A MOMENT OF SILENCE ON THAT DAY LOVE CHINA I watched the flag pass by one day.It fluttered in the breeze.A young Marine saluted it,And then he stood at ease.I looked at him in uniformSo young, so tall, so proud,He’d stand out in any crowd.I thought how many men like himHad fallen through the years.How many died on foreign soil?How many mothers’ tears?How many pilots’ planes shot down?How many died at sea?How many foxholes were soldiers’ graves?No, freedom isn’t free.I heard the sound of TAPS one night, When everything was stillI listened to the bugler playAnd felt a sudden chill.I wondered just how many timesThat TAPS had meant “Amen,”When a flag had draped a coffinOf a brother or a friend.I thought of all the children, Of the mot

Go Figure
A woman wants a man to: Wild and rich Be there for them- just not to availabe Lust after her beauty- just not in public it's sexual harrassment Man handle them- Be cafeful you could wind up with an assult charge Take charge- as long it's her decision that's RULED Let her act like a man without consequences- the law let's her be violent and you can't do shit about it Let her have the "Wallet"- she can always have her "Side" fun Get her that "Pickett fence" for her- so she gets it for free when you divorce Need I say more... Why do you think they get in where they fit in when it SUITS them In the END you got Screwed only for what they can get out of you~ then she'll leave or you leave her KARMA is a BITCH in the end though It's been me & my boys for 4 years without a woman around ~ I might be a nice guy & lost everything to pay for my 3.5 year divorce~ It was worth it I saved my boys from abuse, I have full custody. So all you disrespectful BITCHES could only wish~ In

Intro Party Blog
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Bro Sis Conflict
Ok im just getting back from overseas, my sis and her husband are living in my house becouse her son got expelled for the school year. I love that shes here been years since we were close. Now they are remodling my house yard garden lol and those are things ive been thinking about for 8months, its the stuff i love to do. Makes me feel like there stepin on my toes but i dont know if im just being a petty douchebag. There trying to thank me but its my house, could use some non family advice

My Tarot Card
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test

Random Stuff
Swimming in the dark, bound to drift apart, we're in love, we play with matches in the rain, But never learn, we're trying to light a fire that can't burn. You thought that love was just a casting call, well it's our turn to quit before the curtain falls. Don't need to pretend you love me, we just never meant to be, Am I wrong? Am I right? Have I lost my mind. I dance around her heart, like an actor plays his part. I hit the stage and get, blinded by the light,

My Writings
"Lost In My Thoughts"by Double PMazed thoughts of Pondered QuotesSit on my brain as I rumble through jumbled notesTrying to find where the love was lost vanishing with no tracePains sheltered by a smile upon my faceDisguising what no one knows deep down insideJust staying with the flow along for the rideJesters of a Laugh creep through a somber gloomWhat use to be a beautiful red heart no longer bloomsLost in my thoughts that keeps me consumedTore between what use to be and now what turns out to be my doomHateful feelings of a love that was never ment to beThought i was special but now I know that will never beBe it as it may i have come to the realization that my time will never comeMad at myself beating myself down how could I be so dumb Dumb Dumb DumbThese thoughts need to leave my soul alone please go homeBut my home is there home what use to be a reminisce of what use to be my domeOneday soon I will have back what the once called a clear mind

Trying To Help Out
Trying To Help Out A City In Need Of Everyone's Help.I'm Sure Most Of You Have Heard Of The Tornado That Went Through Joplin Mo.Touching So Many people's Life's Including Myself.The Pictures You Have Seen On The News Doesn't Come Close To Being There In Person.I Have Spent All Last Week There And Going Back This Coming Week Just To Give A Hand To Any One Needing Help.I Am Writing This Just Asking Anyone Who Can Donate $5.oo Or $10.00 To The Red Cross To Try To Help Rebuild Joplin Mo.Thanks.And Thanks For Taking Time To Read This................I Love You Joplin Mo.Stay Strong We Will Rebuild And Be Stronger Then Ever...................

Vets Among Us
To my brothers and sisters in arms. THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE. Never ask why you served for it is enough that you did or do. For it is the few who gave so much that all can enjoy the freedoms we have. THANK YOU and may you find the peace you deserve.

The Shadow
The Shadow I am a shadow, a lost soul, Wandering through life, searching, Searching for the illusion that is happiness, an illusion that temps all men. This happiness which is both a blessing and a curse. A blessing that provides peacefulness, joy, pride and love, a blessing that gives the soul reasons to live. It is a curse for happiness is only temporary, an illusion, a curse for it shows the soul what it may have but never hold. This glimpse of happiness seen by the lost soul, slowly drives him apart from those around him. Slowly it drives him mad, torturing him, taking his mind and turning it away from life, and any chance of holding the illusion. For he knows that happiness is not his to hold or to keep, that this illusion will torture him until the day he dies.

Back Again!
So as some of you may already know, I'm back! My last profile has been active for over four years now. I have been back on the Fu for about a month now and I have already surpassed my level on my other profile.WOW, how things have changed.... Johnny Devil is still here, FUDADDY, CowgirlXtreme, but I see a lot of new faces. We didn't have Cherry Bombs, or Boomerangs, or anything like that the last time... Happy Hours were $100. We did have Bling, and the FU was always awesome!I am glad to have made some new friends.... I'm glad to e back.. Glad to be back.:) Just wanted to kick it off with a Blog, it's about time. Oh yeah, and I know I'll have some haters, oh to the well.Later!

Foodgasm Recipes
I love tamales! You love tamales! We all love tamales! I will give you a detailed How-To for the meat, the masa, the prepared tapas (cornhusks), the fillings and cooking. If you have any questions, just let me know. Puerco en Chile Colorado (Red Chile Pork) Ingredients This recipe makes enough meat filling for 90-120 tamales. Leftovers can be frozen and eaten later in tortas, tacos or burritos. Pork This is best made the night before. 10 lbs. Pork picnic shoulder (with bone and fatty skin still on it) 4 lbs. Pork neckbones (espinazo de puerco) 2 tbs. Ground cumin[/li][li]2 tbs. Minced garlic 2 cups La Lechonera Naranja Agria or 1 beer of choice or 1 cup of vinegar 8 medium-sized tomatoes, sliced[/li][li]2 large-sized yellow onions, sliced 2 tbs. salt 1 tbs. pepper Water Dutch oven pot, or any heavy large stew pot When ordering the pork at the meat counter, make sure to have them cut the pork shoulder in medium-sized pieces. The pork neckbones already come in man

Embrace
He embraced the morning looking out over an early fogHe searched thru the mist for some inkling of her presenceAt the horizon a glimmer of yellow pierced the fogShredding the fog like a single blade hacking thru a throng of enemies It colored the trees in glistening gold and the fog retreated into the shadows. Morning dew slipped between her toes, the grass tickling, kissing and inviting. Darkness banished, songs of delight echoed in the air. Flickering wings flashed by, cutting the light with a swift shadow. Water glistened off his torso as he looked upon her physical form and was enraptured with her beauty..His hand reached out pulling her to his lips..crushing her with his wanton passion unsatiated.Long had he waited ..deep was his desire which would not be deniedLaying her among the sand..he took his hands gripping her roughly brooking no opposition. She gave before him, accepting him even as he plunged deep into her golden light. Her fingers traced enigmatic signs upon his fles

Kids Say The Damnedest Things
My youngest who is 11 was at the Mexican restaurant the other night. When the waitress came to take our order she was speaking in Spanish to which my daughter replied "I don't speak Taco Bell". I almost died. I guess the old saying is true.......the only honest people in the world are dunks and kids

Weird People On Fu
This guy really made my day n pissed me the F*CK off MATT@ fubar See what he had to say Now how come he 26 n talking like that when back then when it all happened he wasnt even planned yet??? I n also all the germans now dont have anything to do with what happened back then.... Well after me not responding n ignoring the guy i just got this from him again wowers it keeps going now all germans in his status

This Is The True Me - Sagittarius
The Archer November 23 to December 21 Traditional Sagittarius Traits Optimistic and freedom-loving Jovial and good-humored Honest and straightforward Intellectual and philosophical On the dark side.... Blindly optimistic and careless Irresponsible and superficial Tactless and restless Sagittarius About Your Sign... Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. Their strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. They are usually on the side of the underdog in

Usmc And John Wayne
THO' HE NEVER SERVED IN UNIFORM, HE DID A HELL OF A JOB FOR OUR ARMED FORCES' MORALE AND NATIONAL PRIDE HOW JOHN WAYNE SAVED THE MARINES (GOD BLESS HIM!) Today is John Wayne’s 104th birthday. He was born on May 26, 1907 in Winterset, Iowa, as Marion Morrison, weighing 13 pounds. His birthplace is a museum. There is a guest book, opened to a page with the entry, in the entrant’s handwriting, Name: Ronald Reagan. Address: 1600 Pennsylvania Ave., Washington DC. To celebrate the birthday of a truly great American, let me tell you how John Wayne saved the Marine Corps. In theaftermath of World War II, the psychological letdown after years of war and bloodshed, the huge demobilization of servicemen, the desire to slash military spending, and the antipathy towards the military by left-wingers in the Democrat Party all combined in a call by a number of Senators and Congressmen to abolish the Marine Corps. In this, they were supported by the Doolittle Boar

Somewhere Between Heaven And Hell
So last night in the back woods of the blackest forests, past the swamps, past the gators nest and past the pelican nest...right when you think you have gone to far, there it was. A little wooden church. One that looked like it had seen the tests of man kind. So beautiful. Like a dream, standing in a silhoutte of light. As i got closer i began to see all the little forest creatures gather around me as i walked up. The aromua of such sweet herbs began to engulf me. From the angelica root, the basil, the ginger to the sweetness of the blackberry bush growing around. As i walked threw the door i heard what sounded like angels singing. But it was the preacher praising the sermon he was teaching. As i sat there and listened to what he had to say. I got the feeling of enlightment taking over my body. As i looked down at myself sitting there i wondered if i ever had to go back to my body. For it was the feeling that i didnt want to ever lose.

My Broken Rantings.
First off id like to say hi to many fu-friends who care about me(the real me) and who have shown me loves while ive been gone. Im sorry ive been gone for so long. *hugs to ya'll*. Well as im sure you are all mostly aware, im a work-a-holic. Ive been working basically seven days aweek,12 hour shifts for months now. Thus my lack of free time to do anything except think. Im really in a love/hate time of mylife right now, thats been causing me some sadness. I feel blessed to be working like i do, so i can accomplish goals that ive set for myself, and so i can have a lil piece of mind knowing im a lil secure. But i hate the rest of my life...The lonliness is unbareable at times. (And before i go any further...these are my personal thoughts and feelings, me thinking outloud. Im not looking for sympathy or anything. Infact i would prefer not to recieve sympathetic types of comments.) I have been attempting to put myself out there and get out and try and meet new people, in hopes that i will

To Be Passed Around, Or Not To Be Passed About...
To be entirely honest, I think I could stay at level 23 permanently. I'm not going to put any money into this game and I don't expect you to put money into it on my behalf. I'm really not enthusiastic at the thought of several people having to 'own' me... I mean, ffs, I do understand that it is a game. The point of the game being to make passing e-acquaintances and maybe see naughty-bits belonging to members of the sex one happens to be attracted to. Well, if that's all it is.... I'll just stick to the social aspect of it that doesn't include trolling for women and begging them to show a breast here or whining them to stand up.... If you see my webcam broadcast on, expect me to be wearing pants. The "I've seen Grey's Cock Club" doesn't need e-members. I honestly am not looking for more real life members for that club either. If you see me pop up in your broadcast, assume correctly that I'm at werk and killing time, or that maybe I want to hear a glimpse of your voice over the wail of

Some Of My Poetic Works
May 31, 2011 5:45 For "KrissyKat6" @ fubar "don't know why" For a gal who's not fickle, I'd risk being in a pickle. If she were sweet and kind, We'd share a long unwind. Peace is a deep abiding love, sent to us all by heaven above. Why we have wars, I don't know, But they cause an awful mess here below. Why wonder about the light of life, soon snuffed out by the enduring strife? Why take away the beauties of love, delivering the bearer to heaven above. Once upon a rainbow, early in my sojourn, I considered the joys and dreams I'd mourn. Had I but known of all these things then, A sad and disillusioned child among men, A poets soul, A dreamers mind I ken. As "Reap the Wild Wind" was a playing, I saw the world as a place of slaying. The pain of loss and threats of care, With my new and long-time love I'd share. 5:59 AM, fine ~~

I Hate Feeling Nervous!
After two & a half quiet years, a man who has literally stalked me has reappeared.. This was a friend, or so I thought, at one time.. A friend of my husband. I babysat his 3 boys for a few months. Shortly after my husband & I split up, I told the freak that I couldnt babysit anymore, that I needed a good paying job for security.. He didnt take it well, at all. He showed up at my home, knocking on the doors & windows at anytime of the day or night. He would park outside my home, blocking my vehicle.. On several occassions, he was in his car passed out at 6 am.. I'd have to call the freakin' cops to get him the fuck out of my driveway. I've had too many coincedences w/ this fucker.. At the hardware store, Walmart, every fucking where I went, I'd see this freak.. Hi, Suzy..Hi, Suzy.. Like I was his fkn friend, after acting like a fkn crazed lunatic... UGH!! Good lord ppl are fkn crazy! So, the last real incident was when I woke up to no water.. Which didnt surprise me, since I always hav

Party In Columbus
Attention: For anyone who is in or near Columbus Ohio, I got a few friends who is throwing a Late Memorial Day BBQ. Now I was asked to have a more people to join. There is swimming, drinking and SMOKE if interested. If you want to attent, shout box or leave me a message and I will give you more details. If you want you can BYOB (bring your own beer), but its not nessecery. Hope everyone has a great day and hope to hear from you soon :)

....i'm A Fubar Man
I’m a FUBAR man, A man for the millennium, Digitally enhanced and smoke free. A diversified multicultural postmodern deconstructionist, Politically anatomically and ecologically incorrect. I’ve been uplinked and downloaded. I’ve been inputted and outsourced. I know the upside of downrating. I know the downside of upgrading. I’m a high tech lowlife. A cutting edge state-of-the-art bicoastal multitasker, And I can give you a gigabyte in a nanosecond. I’m new wave but I’m old school, And my inner child is outward bound. I’m a hot wired heat seeking warm hearted cool customer, Voice activated and biodegradable. I interface from a database, And my database is in cyberspace, So I’m interactive, I’m hyperactive, And from time-to-time, I’m radioactive. Behind the eight ball, Ahead of the curve, Riding the wave, Dodging a bullet, Pushing the envelope. I’m on point, On task, O

Same Shit
It seems like i dont have to actually do anything for people to be pissed off at me or to be a hater. Whether i am the nicest person ever, or a bitch, it really doesnt matter, people still will piss on you. So this is what i have decided, im just going to be me and if you dont like it then get the fuck on somewhere, cause i am tired of the hating fucking drama makers of this world. Seriously grow the fuck up people, you know who you are.

The Value Of A Buck
So I get that Fubar is a "social networking site" of sorts. The difference between this and Facebook is that you generally don't know more than a handful of people before you get on here and you can't show your tits on Facebook. Now the guy running this site is probably a great guy...he's no Zukerburg, but he's doing ok for himself. But I want to talk about what this site's REALLY about...and that's perception. I am a "hold it in my hand" kinda guy. I like to buy things...I don't have a ton of extra cash laying around...but I still keep up with the latest electronics....for instance I just bought a Kindle. For those of you "out of the loop" that's a device that allows you to READ BOOKS...electronically...you can take them with you anywhere. It cost me just over $100, but now I can take my electronic library of books anywhere I want to go. For that SAME $100 I could buy a "God Mode" on here...roughly 24 hours of "abilities" and whatnot. At the end of that 24 hours...what do I h

Rambling
its like i cant control anything anymore. my life is a whirl wind of movements and causes but nothing is ever complete. its go here, go there, forget who you are and pretend to be what you want to be. those two things shouldn't be too far from each other. i hate not working. the last week has been nice other than the lack of money. girl scouts and new friends. lots of old friends. that makes me really happy. my old friends. the ones that have been by my side since i was 13. the ones that never have faltered and never done me wrong. right now, its almost like my life is complete with out a man. but then there's that trickle of feelings i have for a man. i don't know. men drive me insane. i don't know where i would be with out katie right now. she is my rock. my common sense because i clearly don't have any. one of the few people i can be my real self with. i can sit back and be ridiculous and laugh. not wear makeup and not care that i live in yoga pants. even better we ca

Story Time
The sound of the running bath could be heard, a trickle of water splashing into the hot bath awaiting her body. Oh how she ached. She longed for a back rub that would ease it all away, all her pains and worries rubbed away by his strong hands, but he was miles away so a hot bath would have to do the job. She knew it would provide limited satisfaction, but she also knew it wasn’t what she craved. She had had the thought before, wondering what his hands would feel like against her skin, how gentle a lover he would be, or would he be wild and passionate and catch her by surprise. Would she be able to last the attention she craved, the kisses she knew she wanted to experience..She sighed and picked up the towel. The scent of the bubble bath filled her with a cloud of hope and desire, she lit the candles and turned off the light, she didn’t plan to be disturbed for a while. This was her time to just let herself think about him in the detail that would please her, would t

Wanna Be Altruized?
Wanna be Altruized? Let's Make A Deal!FAMP or BOOMY ~ 12 HOURS OF ALTRUIZING AUTO 11 ~ 2 DAYS WORTH OF ALTRUIZING GOD MODE ~ 1 WEEK OF ALTRUIZING I will make my list as of FIRST COME FIRST SERVED basis!

123 Punch Nba Finals!!!
How i see it, this is a young , strong and talented group of superstars that somehow came to that agreement, "lets win a ring". And with the way they're bulling those lil guards in the league, no one really has a chance against this team. Yeah Dirk going to get some, some you here me thats all. Time for Wade to get another ring!!!

I Am Not A Millionaire
I am just me... Prisilla I want you to know If everyday I won millions I'd walk away from it... My being rich is just to be with you A simple life ...with you is the greatest treasure. Thank you for choosing me

Fubar Scumbags
I was talking to another long time Fubar member about times past here on Fubar and the subject of Baby Alijah came up. Some of you who were not members at the time may even remember the case since it was so high profile, and so horrific. The mother Caren Kohberger (aka "I Love Sporks) and the father Travis Mullis (aka DJ Roc) were both members of Fubar at the time. The mother was a legend (red member). I was just thinking what ever happened with the case and what if any sentence was handed down to the father so I did some digging around on google. I couldnt remember either of their fubar names nor their real names, but luckily for me Google understand stupid so I type in "texas baby thrown from car" and voila Baby Alijah was the first to come up in the hits. Some of you may remember this woman at first began passing out pictures like the one above but with ribbons on them acting as though she didnt know what happened to her child. So many people felt so badly for this piece of shi

Getting To Know You
1.)Q. Can you cook? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 17.)Q. What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are scary? 20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be??? 21.)Q. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22.)Q. What color eyes do you have? 23.)Q. Ever been arrested? 24.)Q. Bottle or Draft? 25.)Q. If you won $

The Many Sides Of Me
On the Wings of Faeries Steps light as Air Seraphim Diablo floats on a breeze With the Spirit of Dragons Eyes of Fire Seraphim Diablo tempers soar higher In the Arms of Vampyers Movements like Water Seraphim Diablo hearts of desire At the Feet of Mother and Father Stronger then Earth Seraphim Diablo brings life to the hearth

Cajun Sex
Last May, Boudreaux married an attractive woman, Lola, half his age. After several months, Lola complained that she had never climaxed during sex; and according to her Grand Momma, all Cajun women are entitled to a climax once in a while. So, to resolve the problem, they went to see the large-animal Vet since there was no trustworthy doctor anywhere in Pierre Part.The Vet didn't have a clue, but he did recall how, during the hot summer, his Momma and Daddy would fan a cow with a big towel that was having any difficulty breeding. This would cool her down and make her relax.So, the Vet told them to hire a strong, virile, young man to wave a big towel over them while they were having sex. This, the Vet said, would cause the young wife to cool down, relax, and then climax.So the couple hired a strong young man from the big city of Houma to wave that big towel over them as the Vet suggested.After many efforts, Lola still had not climaxed! They w

My Attempts At Eroticism
After I bathed her, I dried her off and applied baby lotion all over her body, I started by kissing and sucking on her luscious lips. I began nibbling on her neck and slowly kissed and nibbled my way down to her breasts. As I massaged her nipples with my tongue, I fumbled around her genital area until I found my index finger stroking gently between the opening of her vulva. by this time she near oozing with anticipation. Feeling the wetness of her lips I gingerly inserted one finger to feel inside of her which caused her to moan lightly. I then inserted a second finger. She moved slightly against my fingers, so I moved them back and forth, in and out of her now dripping pussy. At the same time I manipulated her love button with my thumb. I noticed by this time she was biting her lip. Seeing her do that made me even stiffer, almost to the point where my eager cock was aching. Still working at her vagina, I slowly kissed my may to her navel then to the edges of her pubic hair. By this t

Lets Get Real About Love & Relationships
In my humble opinion, promising to love someone for the rest of your life is not reasonable. Love is an emotion, a feeling one has for another, and in its purest form has nothing to do with chemistry or physical attraction. There are many types and each type with its varying levels. Love is alive. It consumes, it grows, it changes, it rises and falls, it sparks and burns, it takes you to the heights of heaven and can drag you to the depths of hell. Love is spontaneous, untameable, unpredictable, a joy, an affliction, an intangible passion rarely the same from day to day, beyond human control, much less clear cut solid definition. Promising to love someone til death is not unlike swearing you will feel happy everyday regardless of the trials and challenges facing you along your journey thru this life. Promise honesty, promise respect, promise no matter what happens I can count on you to have my back the best you can. Those are reasonable. Two lovers bound by vows before the creato

Gif Images Like My Default Pic
Its 2 mil fubucks or 2 credits. Requirements I need you to send me a video clip of what you want the picture to do. The video must be off a webcam or digital. Cant be a cell phone format If youd like any sb me and let me know ty :). They can be sfw or nsfw.

Nsfw Folders
Alright guys, here's the deal. I'm assuming you've went to my picture folders and saw the fam only folders, and if you're here, you would like to see them. Here's what I think. Family Spots : For a perm spot in my family, I will ask for: - A 65 bling pack // 50 credit fupal transfer or a HH For a temp spot lasting 6 months: - A 25 bling pack // 25 credit fupal transfer For a temp spot lasting 3 months: - A boomy // 15 credit fupal transfer For a temp spot lasting a month: - A 12 bling pack // 10 credit fupal transfer For a temp spot lasting a week: - A 6 bling pack // 5 credit fupal transfer

Narcos
Despues de las olas de violencia generadas por la disputa entre la mafia del narcotrafico en México, la Secretaria de Educación y Cultura empezo a distribuir en las primarias este libro con corridos que hacen elocuencia al narcotrafico, entre los corridos que incluye este compendio que prentedia ilustrar a los niños de primaria un poco de folklore popular estan: La Avioneta de Colombia, La Banda del carro rojo, El Señor de los Cielos, entre otros. Que en lugar de culturizar fortalece el culto a el Narcotrafico, sobre todo en los niños que son los mas influenciables. El Estado de Sonora se opone a este tipo de material en las escuelas, dado que contradice a la SCT que prohibe la difusion de corridos.

Saving Friends
Thought I would say I won't be around much anymore. I don't want to be a burden on anyone and I know you all think I'm mental enough and I don't need to feed into it. I've lost so many people, I can't afford to lose more. I figure if I wasn't here, I wouldn't lose anyone. So...be happy...love each other and peace out. I love you.

My Quest To Quit Smoking.
I have smoked my last cigerette as of the end of December in 2010. I have turned to the e-cigerette. Now from time to time you will see my status reflecting vaping comments. I have talked to a few people on here about it. It may also seem to them that I may have "preached" it to them, but let me now say I did not mean it to sound that way. I was just trying to inform them what I have learned through my "vaping" experience. As I know that it is up to the individual to determine whether or not that they want to quit smoking, I am only giving information that they can do with what they want. That being said, I have managed to reduce my nicotine levels on my own time frame. I do this by mixing my own juices myself. when I first started, I was at 14mg of nicotine. I am now down to 4mg. This e-cigerette has not been a cheap thing for me, as I am always trying out the new technology that comes with it. But others don't have to. If you are doing this, it is totally up to you how you spend

Whats Love Got To Do With It?
Many people gripe about not knowing how someone can fall in love with someone online or even in person so fast, and is there such a things as love at first sight? Well people let me let you in on a little something. There are many kinds of love and where it blossoms does not really matter. But in cases that there are the people out there that are not honest and I totally get that. But man, whats with all the whining, if you go on a site there there are people, someone is bound to click. Dishonestly really pisses me off tho, Since there have been many times, I have been nice and cozy in my bed and the man I was supposed to marry was making plans to run away with some girl on the internet. Yah there's people out there that totally need a good bitch slapping for sure.

Mm
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe

Oh Well Life Goes On
So after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, I lasted less than a day.... About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. I said pleasantly, 'Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or stupid?'So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe someone slept with you twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Why Me Lord ?
In my shoutbox grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr going back to salute and friends only lol Dean S Wil...: would you think that a person in a wheelchair who has never known what it's like to walk like me would be nuts to want to feel what it's like to walk by having a person literally walk on their chest so they can feel the motions of feet walking and then envision in their own mind as if the feet they're feeling walk on them were to be their own feet moving if they were to be able to walk, and would it be something you think you'd be willing to help someone feel?

A Second Life?
Life begins at consecption and its been a wild ride....I'm talking about being on line....Been there since '89 or about since Windows came out with WIN 3.1....Today we have Windows 7....and what a ride.DOS 8089 dont count..Why? No online....rofl. People think going to the moon was great. Well back in '69 it was...Today, its,to me, it just isn't online, it's inner space. From Pac-Man to creating an Avatar, for self, and diving into what's called,"SecondLife." Secondlife allows one to be anything they desire and to live out in innerspace and enjoy.....I've tired RedLight...for about 5 minutes.....I poofed fast....IMVU.......there you bounce your avatar from one spot to another....I actually became a millionaire..I know others who became billionaires.....Nice.....then I heard secondlife.... Secondlife you create a nifty avatar.....and believe you and me, you're out there. One of the first thing you learn is, YOU FLY.Fantasy right?You can ride motorcycles, drive, sail, even fly planes.

More Privacy
I feel it is very important to increase the privacy setting to make salutes & the default album only visible to friends. Once you post a salute your privacy is gone. I dislike this very much! There are trolls who like nothing more than to cause problems & the more we limit them the better. We should flood fubar with requests for these privacy options

Marine's
As I came out of the supermarket that sunny day, pushing my cart of groceries towards my car, I saw an old man with the hood of his car up and a lady sitting inside the car, with the door open. The old man was looking at the engine. I put my groceries away in my car, and continued to watch the old gentleman from about twenty five feet away. I saw a young man in his early twenties with a grocery bag in his arm walking towards the old man. The old gentleman saw him coming too, and took a few steps towards him. I saw the old gentleman point to his open hood and say something. The young man put his grocery bag into what looked like a brand new Cadillac Escalade. He then turned back to the old man. I heard him yell at the old gentleman saying: 'You shouldn't even be allowed to drive a car at your age.' And then with a wave of his hand, he got in his car and peeled rubber out of the parking lot. I saw the old gentleman pull out his handkerchief, and mop his brow as he went bac

Dharqest Soul
The twisted black soul resides within this vessel..Laughing at those that stands before me,yearning for the taste of flesh,craving the pure spirit which fuels the burning within...This old soul ripped and torn vengeful waiting for the crys of war...Smiles "soon the fallen will be mine",moves into the depths of the Dharqness and waits,content in the fact that soon very soon i shall be looking down upon your carcass as the crows feed opon you,flesh on top of bone makes this vessel,evil and Dharqness consumes it,rage drives it, battle feeds and inspires it,the crys of pain pleases it,it smiles down upon your weak soul yes my brother i will feed upon you this day,and consume your soul, spite it within my deprived twisted black evil soul,for all the ages you will belong to me....

Alarm's Strong Arms Coc
1. Be respectful to all Alarm Strong Arms and 2nd Alarm Hotties 2. All Alarm Strong arms must have a verified salute and a minimum of 10 new pictures including one full body picture. 3. All Alarm Strong Arms Must be male. 4. All must sign the COC in a comment below saying "I agree" and then will be put through an interview process with Mr. Bounty Dj. Thunder. http://fubar.com/mfknmrdjthunder 5. Shoutbox and fumail must be kept open to all officers for communications (Profile can't be set to friends only unless all officers are added). 6. All must add the 2nd Alarm Hotties Homepage and Alarm's Strong Arms & all officers must be added to friends list. 7. After passing interview process you are then a verified Alarm's Strong Arm's and must add to screen name. **If you are in need of any help or clarification of any of these rules don't hesitate to ask Mr. Bounty Dj. Thunder or Jazzy Chief Deputy of the 2nd Alarm Hotties for calrification. We will work with you to make sure an

Did Ya Know ???
The natural high we reach, through the release of chemicals, at the time of orgasm, is one of the greatest and most powerful healing we can get. It cures everything, if we can stay on that high. The vibrational energy of an individual is lifted by the release of endorphines at orgasm. Have you noticed that sometimes you feel sluggish and low, the best vibrational adjustment to energy is an orgasm. And, it's cheap. How is that for motivation ??? Go forth and copulate ... It will alter the way you operate ... Hit it quick, Hit it fast Don't become a part of the past. Works for me ... :D Namaste Xena Isagun This is copyrighted material ~ Xena Isagun 2011

Who Knows
Ok, so here's the deal, for some reason I am totally bored outta my mind tonight. I tried to watch a movie, but couldn't pay attention. chat with people, but surly the chat dies down. rate like and comment, yup all bombed out, and ultimately I'm still bored. so now comes the fun part. Im going to ramble on about who knows what amd see if anybody reads this. If you do read it, ;eave a comment, simple as that. So here it goes... There once was a l00 who lived is a chaotic land known as fubar. In this land purple dragons RAN, and Green dolphins flew. l00 was neither a human nor an animal. In fact sadly she had no idea what she was, nor why she lived in such a place. There where golden ponies, and feathered frogs, why you ask, she had no clue. Day after day she pondered this place, and day after day it overwhelmed her head. In this chaotic land, all the creatures could talk, all except for poor little l00, for who ever created her, didn't grant her a voice. She hopped along Happy as can

Aluminum Carrying Cases
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Avon Rep
Hi Im an avon rep and looking for peple to help me out with spreading my website and of course check it out there self can u pls support me and let me know u did do that by comment ty hunsssssssss :) much love www.youravon.com/cmundy Ill do the same if u need help making business p.s. im putting my 1st order in tomorrow being june 7th

Bawhahaha
AN INTERESTING OBSERVATION1. The sport of choice for the urban poor is BASKETBALL.2.The sport of choice for maintenance level employees is BOWLING.3.The sport of choice for front-line workers is FOOTBALL.4.The sport of choice for supervisors is BASEBALL.5.The sport of choice for middle management is TENNIS. And....6.The sport of choice for corporate executives and officers is GOLF. THE AMAZING CONCLUSION:The higher you go in the corporate structure, the smaller your balls become.There must be a ton of people in Washington playing marbles

Horoscopes..
ARIES - The Aggressive (March 21 to April 19) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny... Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward. TAURUS - The Tramp (April 20 to May 20) Aggressive.

Handsomefloridaguy
Hello my name is dan, i am originally from Jackson Michigan. i am a laid back person. one thing about me i am a person that is blunt and straight to the point. I am a nice person until someone does me wrong. I also think its better to be up forward than lie. I have been deceived by people. But i also dont let it bother me. I have three kids 2 boys and 1 girl. I am a loving father and will do anything for my kids, Also if anyone has questions to ask me dont be shy to ask me cause i will respond to you. If you want to know more about me just ask. lol

Make Me Want To
make me want to if you want me its your chance to take or brake make me want to lust for you to never stop thinking of you make me if you want me its just as difficult as before make me touch you all over your heart make me want to hold u close in the dark night is come make me never want light just as long as there is a me and a possibility of you nothing will stop you so make me want you make me yours

Flashy Images
If you want a flashy or bright pic something that will catch ppls eye i can make em for ya 3 mil each bring a get a friend to buy one and ill make you one free for each friend u can bring to me that buys one.

So, You Think You're A Player....
I heard you're a player,so let's play a game....let's sweet talk,let's play fight.let's talk 24/7,let's tell each other g'morningand g'night.everyday,let's take walks together,let's give each other nicknames,let's go on dates,let's talk on the phone all nite longggg,let's hold, kiss and hugand whoever is the first to fall in love....LOSES!!! ~unknown

Dumb Ass
1:17pm NiBBz: would you like to earn a happy hour bing pack and a lot more 11:18pm His Kind O...: depends 11:18pm NiBBz: r u willing to get on cam for me topless or nude 11:19pm His Kind O...: fuck no..im not a whore .. 11:24pm His Kind O...: im sure you`ll find someoen on here to do atht for you theres plenty girls on here that have no morals or class

Bs
i found out tonight that if your not a hot smoking guy u get ignored . its bullbutter everyones the same as if there skinny ,fat, muscular,.. im tempted to delete this site cuz thats real hurtful i cant help how i look .. bunch of assholes .. ciao

I Wonder!
I just am wondering how everyone makes and keeps new friends. I am new to fubar and have had fun making new friends and posting pictures on this site. I do want to meet and talk with my friends, and how the hell do I get some bling!! I need someone to show me the ropes on what to do in this site!

Weight Loss Here I Come!
ok I got tired of being heavy and so on the 8th of June I put my foot down, I weighed 231.2 lbs. Now on June 11th I weighed myself with the same scale and Im 224 lbs! I lost 7.2 lbs so far! Whoop! Fucking Whoop!! Go me! :)

Stuff
Why...?... Why is it that i can't find that right one?The one that wants to settle down..the one that wants to be true...why is it no1 my age is looking to get their life on track...what is so special about going to clubs...why do they feel drinking is fun...why can't they understand that some people have more important priorities...why is it our generation is sitting back watching their life’s slowly go down the drain...do they like the stereotype that we have... do they like being called slackers...do they like that everyone thinks we don't care about our futures...is it too much to ask for someone who cares...is it too hard to understand that i am not looking for the whole dating bs...and that i am sick and tired of all the high school drama...Damn i am just sick and tired of drama in general...i would love it if drama could be kept out of my life...will it ever happen...who knows... but then again who cares enough to read this right.

Busy Me
Sorry not been on much..just feel like it doesnt matter if i am or not.. noone will care. I been busy alot ..with work..kids..etc. I also not been feeling well. My allergies..the heat..etc.. just has me totally drained. I havnt even had the energy to want to go work out. Anyways.. past day or 2..its been getting a little better. I hope I start feeling better..where I dont feel this way. Again..sorry to those who care or do miss me. Just going through alot here. hugs..

Meet Us To Have Your Favorite Books In Nepali
RightBooks.In is set with a mission. It believes in spreading the quality book contents to wider range of readers, and in order to ensure the feasibility of this mission, it has decided to in a language specific mode of operation. Now all the books that we host are translated in regional languages, and for your mother tongue Nepali, we are glad to host a separate language segment at us. Simply drive into www.rightbooks.in/Items.asp?cid=1&fc=Nepali&pt=6 to get your searched book in Nepali.

I Am Who I Am
God know I know I feel like can't nobody fuck with me God got my back so Lil boosie keep his mind at ease And god kno I kno That somebody gon hate on me But god kno I'm thug so U kno lil boosie go and get skeet Now god know my situation, he know what I be facin He know I'm so impatient when it come to money makin From school, to the blocks, from the tool, to the rocks For the lil nigga with that pistol ridin around in somethin hot Now it's bout time we hit our knees and tell god truth Can't stop the way we livin, just help us make it through When I die take me through, up to heaven up with you Gotta holla at my daddy and my nigga griles to And god kno And god know I'm thug life, u fuckin right So if ah nigga play with me of the top I gotta get him right And god got my back so, when I act wow I'm comin home safely through the back do The murder rate is sky high, nigga hollin ride or die These youngin slangin iron it ain't no mo takin pride So put yo fist up in yo pockets and them bull

Blog 1
First blog ever. I have been on fu for several years now, and have met some interesting people(good and bad). Most good. generally the only reason I am on fu is because it is a quiet easy time-killer when I have too much time on my hands. I have read quite a few blogs and Mumms ( prior to this place I did not know what a Mumm was), quite a few of them have been really well written, quite a few of them have been the most intelligent rant and rages that I have heard in years. Some are inflammatory and meant to be so. there are silly ones, insane ones. NSFW ones, and a blog about most anyhting you have ever heard or thought. its nice to see that so many people have the ability to put their thought, worries, beliefs into a written form to share. definitely one of the good things about fubar Frank

The Tales Of Xcylencex
If you act like a dumbass, i WILL share it with all of Fubar. Just sayin.This guy sends me a message that says "boing". I said thanks but no thanks and then I get blasted with this chat. Enjoy :) cyberstud11:what fucking whore comes on here if shes married go die cunt me:LOL poor baby never been rejected before? cyberstud11:your ugly as fuck nigger i would rape your ass for power because i can me:and THATS why you tried to hit on me with "boing" really? lol cyberstud11:bring your dude i will beat his ass nope i do that to everyone u fucking fat ass so do us a favopr and fucking die me:roflmao i gotta say, thanks for the amusement. this is quite entertaining. cyberstud11:u arent hot i rated your ass a one me:no, actually i am. you're just pissed off because I turned down your lame attempt at a comeon. Get over yourself, seriously. cyberstud11:look here bitch if you keep talking i will find you and kill you im fucking serious ill kill you and your kids me:suuuuuure you

Deez Nutz
Hey ladies and gentlemen I sell Avon now so if you want to get your special someone something for Christmas or you want to get something for yourself come to my page and be one of my first customers at www.youravon.com/jamesherring

Do You Want My Points For `12hrs? Read To Find Out How!
ARE YOU STUCK AT LEVEL 32(33) or cant daily rank 1000(lil tip u need to net 3 mil points in a 24 hr period to daily rank in top 1000) & 2tip:( ur daily rank is based on YOUR CLICKS PER DAY!) not others clicking ur buttonz..so put in more "finger work" HAHAH if ur not daily ranking top 1000..OR if cannt Daily Rank:top 500 daily ranking at time of levelup check..than u might need me or someone to altruize you! ONLY come to me for ALTRUIZATION once u have the POINTS U NEED TO LEVEL AND JUST STUCK WITH THE ONE REQUIRMENT TO DAILY RANK AT 500 or 1000! I do like to switch sides in the game. i get bored with being an devil.(which is my preferrable side) i do jump onto the angel side on occasion ..if you catch me when im an angel i do sell my points. If im a Devil when you need altruization.. ask for the 10 milfubucks up front so i can pay to swtich sides to Angel &and back to devil when im dont ALT-ing you.. etc.(sometime i pay the 10 mil fee if the deal we make for me to altruize u is ge

Mafia Stuffz
i'm posting this now just to clean out the turf innner wall for now. will figure something out later. so far i havm't received any input so just rollin with the flow :) will update or create another blog later. some of this stuff is currently ourdated. plan to reupdate later. check out our friends in WHS,SDS,WTR,SYNERGY and OBLIVION lounges! [ http://fubar.com/lounge/wickedhotspot ][ http://fubar.com/lounge/76533 ] {--- Oblivion[ http://fubar.com/lounge/silverdollarsaloon ][ http://www.fubar.com/lounge/77456 ] {--- wild & tame radio lounge[ http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73940 ] {--- Synergy lounge will be revising this soon,maybe dumping it into a blog to cut clutter in here....welcome to the team everyone. this part of the wall is seen by turf members only. this turf is typically a laid back turf,but we protect/back our team/turf mates when we can. not all of us can be online regularly and this is meant to be fun for socialising and meeting new peeps. this turf will consist of p

Here More To Ck
About Me http://profile.fanbox.com/Profile/MyProfile.aspx?u=nlasecki331742768http://www.ratherstayhome.com/http://stormsfire.blogspot.com/http://www.stormsfire.com/http://www.facebook.com/nlasecki1974http://bizoppers.com/users/333421-norman-laseckihttp://www.thebestdealyet.com/?nlasecki

Via Fubar
i would like to thank misfit for sharing and using her ability points on a friend of mine. my friends list, consists of roughly 70ish ppl. and she was the only one who stepped up to help out a girl she doesn't even know. that is Quality right there! THANK YOU Misfit, i appreciate you! x0 ♥ C. **update ::: my friend Silveroak helped Tee as well. :) thank you Silveroak!

Saturday 6/11/2011
Well, this morning I got up at 4am to get ready so I could go serve the homeless breakfast here in Phoenix, AZ. What an amazing time. The need is so much. We served about 100 people breakfast and that included families with kids. I have a "Socks to the Street" ministry and I gave out about 150 pairs of brand new socks. It was a time to really see how bad people are hurting here in Phoenix. I'm sure it is like this all over the USA. If you ever want to donate new socks, let me know. I'll tell you where you can send them. It really does make a difference in peoples lives. That's all for now, everybody have a great Saturday! Rob

The Average Soldier
The Average SoldierThe average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either.He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm howizzitor. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk.He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field

Missing Kids..
My name is Hailey Dunn. I went missing on December 27, 2010. I am now 13 years old. The Department of Justice found that while most are recovered quickly, almost 800,000 children like Sarah may be reported missing in a single year. That’s more than 2,000 children each day. You can help in the effort to bring them home by looking at the photos of the missing children featured here. If you have any information about the children you see, call The National Center for Missing & Exploited Children (NCMEC) at 1-800-The-Lost® (1-800-843-5678) or email hotline@ncmec.org. You will be receiving photos of other missing children on a regular basis. Look at their photos, review their descriptions and contact NCMEC if you have any information that might help find them. You can help bring a missing child back home to their family. Click here to get started.

All I Am, All I Will Ever Be
BLACK Pearl Jam Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clayWere laid spread out before me as her body once did.All five horizons revolved around her soulAs the earth to the sunNow the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turnOoh, and all I taught her was everythingOoh, I know she gave me all that she woreAnd now my bitter hands chafe beneath the cloudsOf what was everything.Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...I take a walk outsideI'm surrounded by some kids at playI can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my headI'm spinning, oh, I'm spinningHow quick the sun can drop awayAnd now my bitter hands cradle broken glassOf what was everything?All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...All the love gone bad turned my world to blackTattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah...Uh huh... uh huh... ooh...I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,I know you'll be a s

Yea~ It's Me , Still The Same.
Decided to go church with hub and he's family, but, stupid sleepyhead late, and blamed me that din't wake him up=.= Duhh~ Well! as usual, he went to my house and pick me up, then eat b.1st together with family..after eat, back to he's home. Nothing can do, watched tv, and talking around with him ^^ We went to back of house and fed the fishes, and and we went to fish shop and bought some super duper chubby golden fish and fish lily. Back to house again, and put the new fish into fish pond, then both of us just sitting there and stare with the golden fish...swim swim and swim....talking around again! It's my Sunday=) " Talked like B.friend, Act like little kids, care like sibling, kiss like Lover"

Adult Truths
** Adult Truths *** 1. I think part of a best friend's job should be to immediately clear your computer history if you die. 2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. 3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 4. There is great need for a sarcasm font. 5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 6. Was learning cursive really necessary? 7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on # 5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my own neighborhood. 8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died. 9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired. 10. Bad decisions make good stories. 11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day. 12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatev

I Told You
itold you so i told you that you were ganna miss me an i told you that we were meant to be itold you so i told you things that id never tell another an that we were right where we needed to be i told you id make my mark an its hard to say that i was wrong when i know it was so much more i told you so just why couldnt you see see that we were better together i told you so going in all the right directions now i see just what all you did to me but lookin back now i can tell you i told you so an i can see it in your face that you need me like the ground needs the rain yet in the end i can now so i told you so and turn and walk away

4 The Friends Of Jason Cant Be Ur Superman Get A Clue Dumb Fucks
2 ALLL OF JASONS MENTALLY CHALLENGED FRIENDS JEZZI BROWN ILLEST KATE SUCCUBUS ETC ETC ETC ETC if ur such good friends with jason call him or text him or whatever it is you do ask this effen worthless piece of shit why is it that he cant pay more attention to his kids instead of this garbage ass fubar crap ask why does he have to hurt them by not showing up to get them on the days its court ordered for him to have them let him know hes in contemp with the court so ur lil bling giver u know the one who rather spend money on every other skank on here instead of spending the money on his daughters who is 2 and 6 might go to jail this guy is a dead beat he abusive a rapist that takes advantage of his wife when she is passed out cold from out having a good time with family and friends for a gathering thinks its ok to have sex with her when she cant move or tell him to stop who the hell does that and when his daughter kayla the oldest was 4 he got her ready for bed and was laying down with he

Obessed
what is ur obession.. you think u can have all my hidden postions. u try and unlock me .try and see your obessed needs kills me . im not your obession just an illustions of me are not so simple to the mind you have. posseing is of the nothing let me be .. i want to breathe free .. not have u over me.. let me go . never to love .. im just your obessing.

I Am I
Writing is the form of knowing who someone is or wants to be; in measures of self expressing to others' without expectations nor having to answer to anyone. I really can care less of any external acceptance. Nor will I tend to your fetishes of just having someone to talk to so you can get off knowing your fucking my head up with lies... I'll smack you in the mouth and lift you up on the nearest wall and FUCK YOU against it! I do pics for pics you want off I get off fair trade....lol I won't marry again don't bother trying to think you gonna cage me ----been there done that. I have other things to think about; Like my business; and my two sons who and YES I am a single parent and full custody of them. She FUCKED UP BADLY for a long time and I learned to not let things go for the sake of being with someone. YOU want to know me you fucking earn it ~ I don't give CHARITY out. PEACE I'm saying it like it is

Asyahafidha's
Hello! hari senin gua ngerjain ukk math yaAllah jujur ya itu gak susah susah banget malah biasa aja tapi gatau dah ntar nilai gua berapa-_-hhh banyak yg salah tau ya pgnya lumayan banyak terus essaynya salah 1 aaa pusing dah gua kalo bakalan remed terusnya biologi nilai gua kurang gua disuruh bikin daur ulang.oh feel like shit. udah tau gua gak bisa tapi ya mau gimana lagi namanya nilai yaudahlah dadaah

Random Shit
Spinning, wheeling, My head is reeling, Love and emotions, Feelings and motions, Love is strange, Works in funny ways, Shows you things, You never thought were real, Shows you emotions, You never thought could be real, Shows you what, Your heart most desires, Gives you a happiness like no other, And I have found this, In you my lover, I never thought I could feel for you so, But you have opened my eyes, To a place I have never known, You have brought light to my dark, Peace to my war, You have brought me a peace, I have never felt before, It drives me insane, That we cannot be so close, But im happy to know, That when we talk, When we see, Each other we bring out, Emotions unfelt, Emotions unknown, We take each other to place we never knew, We’ve never known, We take each other, To a thing we never knew. To love is an urge, All people will know, But to succumb to that emotion, Is like finding the end of a rainbow, Ita joyous, Its wo

Prayer For Our Soldiers
Now I lay me down to sleep....one less terrorist this world does keep....with all my heart I give my thanks...to those in uniform regardless of ranks....you serve our country and serve it well...with humble hearts your stories tell....so as I rest my weary eyes...while freedom rings our flag still flies....you give your all, do what you must...with God we live and God we trust....Amen

My Time To Vent
Okay it seems that I have to let some of this out and not sit in a corner letting things go! There has been so many things in the last year that has happened and I am done just sitting back and keep my mouth shut. I know a few people on here online and off and I have come to find out exactly how some truely are. It is not how it seems online as in the real life! You want to sit and act like your innocent and have never done nothing wrong so that people do not turn away from you but, yet in the background offline you hate on half of the people you call your "friends" to me that is absolutely funny and when people let others know exactly how you are you write a blog trying to cover yourself. Lmao thats good and hmmm sooner or later the whole truth will come out and all those that thought you were that way well their blindfolds will come off and reality will kick in! I am not on here to play highschool games I am on here to have fun meet new people and that is it. Because in reality this

Should I Take A Long Fubar Break?
This game is no longer fun...I show daily devotion to family and friends on here. I enjoy sending my daily comments and pictures. I enjoy rating and commenting on pictures. I enjoy the interaction but that is getting harder to come by...Some, out of the blue, rip me a new for my daily comments and I even had one trying to direct me on which ones they want to receive (I like this one but not that one) Then there are those that come around for one reason and one reason only- like me, bling me, rate me,, help me or my friend level, etc.....I accept this as part of the game but that is the only time I ever hear from them...That brings me to the stupid leveling requirements. Let's face it, this site is all about the money and how they try and squeeze out of us. They want us to spend our hard earned and limited resources without providing any tangiable product or service in return. I have been on this site for over 4 years now and have made friends, played the game and done things the old

Life Love Hate And Pain
Everybody needs insperation,and everybody needs a song,when the night are always long,cuz there is no gerintee that this life is at all easy. and when my world is fallen apart.and theres no light to brake up the dark.thats when i look at u.and when the the aves r flooding the shore,and i cant find my way home anymore,thats when i look at u. when i look at u i see forgiveness,i see the truth,you love me for who i am,like the stars hold the moon,right there were they belong,and i know im not alone,when i look at u.u sometimes feel like A DREAM TO ME THATS WHY I ALWAYS TOUCH U. thats why i look at u. Marryjane cain luvs nick1982 4 ever

Without Love
We all have songs come and go in our life that stick in your head ,but when i came across Beyonce's new song 1+1 =without love i was so blown away by the words so for my first ever blog i would like to post the lyrics of that song as the words really hit a nerve with me if u wanna hear the song i have it posted on my fubar page ... 1 + 1= WITHOUT LOVE By Beyonce If I aint got nothing, I got you If I aint got something I don’t give a damn, cause I got it with you I don’t know much about algebra, but I know one plus one equals two And it’s me and you, thats all we’ll have when the world is thru Cause baby we aint got nothing without love Darling you got enough for the both of us So come on baby, make love to me When my days look low, pull me in close and don’t let me go. Make love to me. So that when the worlds at war, that our love heal us all Right now baby make love to me…me…me…mee&hell

My Website
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For Us Astronomy Nerds
WASHINGTON – The sun is heading into an unusual and extended hibernation, scientists predict. Around 2020, sunspots may disappear for years, maybe decades. But scientists say it is nothing to worry about. Solar storm activity has little to do with life-giving light and warmth from the sun. The effects from a calmer sun are mostly good. There'd be fewer disruptions of satellites and power systems. And it might mean a little less increase in global warming. It's happened before, but not for a couple centuries. "The solar cycle is maybe going into hiatus, sort of like a summertime TV show," said National Solar Observatory associate director Frank Hill, the lead author of a scientific presentation at a solar physics conference in New Mexico. Scientists don't know why the sun is going quiet. But all the signs are there. Hill and colleagues based their prediction on three changes in the sun spotted by scientific teams: Weakening sunspots, fewer streams spewing from the

Do You Like Coffee?
Do you like coffee or know someone who dose? Why not profit from? Coffee is the second most consumed drink, only surpassed by water. It's also the second most traded commodity only surpassed by oil. 200 Billion cups are consumed daily around world and 400 million cups are consumed daily in the U.S. If you more more information send me a message and I will be glad to give it to you.

A Song!
Ayer me dijistes que me amabasQue no había quien nos separaraQue yo era tuyo y tú eras míaPara nuestro amor no habían medidasPero de repente todo cambióYa no eras la misma cuando hacíamos el amorHoy me pides que me vaya sin ninguna razónTu no sabes cuánto daño le hace a mi corazón, perderteDime como olvidarteSi no quiero alejarmeNo me pidas que me vaya, no(Que no me vaya no)(Que no me vaya no, no)Que no ves que ya no puedoQue sin ti me desespero(Muñeca tu eres la razón que yo hago)(Todo esto es la razón que yo he trabajado tan duro)No me pidas que me vaya, no(Yo te quiero dar una vida diferente)Yo te quiero con todo mi corazónPero no entiendo la razónPorque siento como tú y yo no somos lo mismos, a lo mejorEstamos acostumbrao'Y no estamos enamorao'O maybe es algo que da algoY viene y se va como un moraoPero mami let's work it outEs un daño profundoPensar en los añosQue tu y yo vivíamos juntos¿Y que todos esos años se fueron por gusto?(No, no)No me digas eso mamiEso yo no lo puedo acept

Dear Anonymous, Those Who Have Hurt Me...
Dear Anonymous, Those who have hurt me... I'm moving on, letting go of all the pain you've put me through. I have trouble letting go of things long ago, but the recent times don't phase me at all anymore. I'm not who I used to be nor will I be that again. I've changed and grown; I'm stronger than I ever will be. I'm not gonna let you bring me down....I'm grown and living my life in a way that makes me happy. I'm leaving you in the past to stay there and I'm not looking back with no regrets of my decision to leave you there. There is a small amount of love for you because who you are but past that you're nothing to me anymore. Good bye Here's a song for you, Carrie Underwood - Undo It I should have known by the way you passed me by There was something in your eyes and it wasn't right I should have walked, but I never had the chance Everything got out of hand and I let it slide Now I only have myself to blame

Things To Know
With all the status's I seen lately I just wanted to touch on the bling and credits and whatever else people ask for. I do not give out blings or other shit to anybody. You wouldn't just walk up to someone and give them money would you? With that said if I get something for myself which is like never! lol. If I got some left over and I feel that someone has been a good friend lately I will give the rest since I dont really use credits. If your on my friend list its for a reason but don't think it entitles ya to crap. Nsfw folders, I dont view them much unless someone needs photo rates. I am sure as hell aint paying to see them, why when there is free crap on the net?? Its nothing against the person with the folder. go do you and I will do me type of thing. Just get tired of sb's asking for credits to view people's NSFW folders. GM I will be running gm's eventually just to get the damn points easier. Unlike most people I wont have fam spots open my family is for people I feel wit

Cale's Place
Most people have no clue what love really is or how to express it. So, I’m going to walk you through it. I like to start out by asking a question. What is the opposite of love? No doubt you’ve already formulated the answer in your mind and you came up with HATE! Number one answer but incorrect. You see, love is much more than just a feeling or emotion. Love is an action word, a verb; it’s something you do. There are four fundamental or basic principals to love. They are, taking into consideration the Thought’s, Feelings, Desires and Needs of the other person and putting theirs above your own. Now what do we call it when someone puts them self first? Yes it’s selfish. Selfish is the opposite of love not hate like most people think. This is where communication is very important. It’s necessary for us to communicate with each other on a level that the other person understands. Don’t assume that because you know what you’re saying that the ot

Turn This Raksha Bandhan Festival Into A Colorful One
Few things in life are there, that makes life beautiful, and relationships are certainly priority among them. Unconditional love and care are the pillars that make a relationship stand firm, and really the terms that you share with your siblings top that list. Rakshabandhan lets you have the opportunity to greet their presence in life, and it's GiftsToIndia.Com that has hosted plenty of collections to make this sacred event a worth appraising one. You just guide yourself towards www.gifts-to-india.com/rakhi.asp to enjoy the shopping for your most beloved brother or sister, and the various sub segments, covering the brilliantly floral crafts, mouthwatering dishes, stylish and designer apparels, and most importantly, Rakhi threads in numerous categories, from ordinary ones to the designer ones, will surely blow up your minds. Combination gift offering is the specialty that GiftsToIndia.Com is known for, and your Rakhi celebration will surely be an worth mesmerizing one with our Rakhi spe

Judgement And Society
As a woman of my age i come to realize that society can become a very cruel and judgemental on a woman just based on her looks alone. If ur not barbie blonde and skinny and blue eyes then a man wouldn't dare give that woman the time of day.What i don't get is why a man can say he accepts a woman for who she is but then when another pretty face walks by the other woman becomes invisible. I'm sorry but not all women are born to be model barbie types and there are real women like myself have a good heart but only get judged from the outside. I'm proud of what i am and who i am but and should be judge on whats inside of me not based on what someone sees on the outside. But im a woman who isn't tiny and barbie type have seen how cold a man can be when a itty bitty barbie blonde comes along and can see how the tables turn and how i became invisible. Society thinks that's the only way a woman can be accepted by society is if she looks a certain way, acts a certain way etc instead of the real

Things Worth Knowing About Business Process Outsourcing
In case you do not know so much about Business Process Outsourcing, or what is more commonly known all over the world as BPO, read this article and find out more about such business strategy to improve your business. It is actually the process of taking into service an entire company to manage one or more aspects of your business for you.In other words, if you are running your own business and you do not have any idea how Business Process Outsourcing can help you grow your sales and profits, then it is high-time you learn about the practicality of getting BPO. It is not only fast becoming a trend in business but it has actually emerged as a business model used by lots of businesses and companies. If you would like to discover more about how such booming industry can help your business profit more, here are a few other things you might just want to consider: Business Process Outsourcing can be essentially classified into 2 types - the onshore and the offshore. The offshore type of out

Give A Flip
So this was on my "fubar list of things to do", so that I can earn all of those extra points, so that I can level so that I can win fubar. I'm sure by now you've all figured out exactly how important it is for me to level given the effort I put into selling my cock pics for VIP's and trying to get every single person on this web site to enjoy my company and crave more. All sarcasm aside, I could give a shit less what you think about my blog, and for that matter I certainly don't give a shit about what you think of my general thoughts. Blogging would totally be useful if I wanted any of you to share your opinion of my opinion. I'm sure on some level most of you want to be reassured in your path, or at least need minimal support by the general public to "go with your heart" or "do what ever you want with your life" or "seize the day", but I don't need any of your opinion's for anything so.... FUCK OFF

Life In General!
1. I can't wait to see what you're doing for my Birthday! 2. Are you....crying? 3. If we leave right now, we'll have time to stop by Bed Bath & Beyond. 4. Do you need help lighting the grill? 5. I'm putting the whole conversation on my Blog. 6. You had so much hair back then! 7. I don't care how big and drunk he is, he shouldn't be talking through the movie. I'm going to say something! 8. Actually it doesn't happen to EVERY guy! 9. We're vegetarian's now! 10. My dad can fix that, you should call him! **I hope I don't have to explain WHY women should never say anything listed above!**

Lyrical Brilliance
Flash that buttery goldJittery zeitgeist wither by the watering holeWhat a patrolWhat are we to heart Huckabee art fuckery suddenly? Not enough young in his lung for the waterwings? Colorfully vulgar poacher out of mulch Like "I'm 'a pull the pulse out a soldier and bolt"Fine, sign of the time we elapse When a primate climb up a spine and attachEye for an eye by the bog's life swamps and vinesThey get a rise out of frogs and fliesSo when a dog fight's hog-tied prize sort of costs a lifeThe mouths water on a fork and knifeAnd the allure isn't rightIt's gore on a war-torn beach Where the cash cow's actually beefBlood turns wine when it leak for police Like that's not a riot, it's a feast, let's eatAnd I will remember your name and face On the day you are judged by the funhouse castAnd I will rejoice in your fall from grace With a cane to the sky like 'None Shall Pass'If you never had a day a snow cone couldn't fix, you wouldn't relate to the rogue vocoder blitz, how he spoke thru a no-do

Birthday
If You Were Born Today, June 17: You are wise, intelligent, and communicative, always desirous of increasing your knowledge and staying informed. Many of you are authorities on a particular subject. You can also be quite driven once you've found a goal to focus on. You tend to loosen up and enjoy life more as you grow older, and you age well. While you can be sociable when you are around others, you often choose relative solitude and don't always seek out social events. Others admire you for your dry sense of humor and intelligence. Your Birthday Year Forecast: Your birthday falls just after a Full Moon this year, suggesting a period of communication and teaching. You may be turned to for advice more frequently, and you are very willing to offer your help. This is a strong year for publicity and any other endeavors that involve spreading the word. As well, your ability to be objective--or to see the "big picture"--can be especially rewarding this year.

Life
I was watching the news the other day . These children built them a lemonaide stand in thier yard to raise money for the childrens cancer center or soething to do with cancer and children and then the city came by and gave them a fine of 500.00 dollars because they didnt have a license or something .. WHY on gods green earth woould do that to the children who were trying to help people in need ... are they that damn greedy now days ??

Blessed
Some may think sisy, some may not even care, but as of the 30th of june 2011 The fitness center I call home and have made many fine friends will have been assumed and I will be unemployed. It has been gratifying and I have deep gratitude for the members there that have come up to express their displeasure at the new company not keeping the current staff. The most intese has been the members that have come up and told us how we have changed their lives through the atmosphere we provided, the positive, comfortable and relaxed atmosphere that allowed them to feel at home, at ease providing them with what the looked for to succeed in their fitness goals. It has brought tears to our eyes and lumps to our throats as they tell us their story of which we as the staff are a deep part. Had a lady that told us how she was near 300 lbs, she was shopping gyms and felt like she was too big for some, wouldn't be able to dress right for other or they were just to pushy trying to sell her the moon,

Me Vs Icp
So this shit was so crazy I had to blog it. Im workin on some beats that a fiend of mine asked me to do for his lil cousins. He sent me the samples they wanted to use and a general description of how they wanted it to sound. So I get to work and slam this thing out within like maybe 2-3 hrs...real quick. I send him the demo of it so they can decide if they like and move onto price and contract negotiations. Long story short they love it they want it what do we gotta do to get this beat??? So I hit them back and tell em the price scale... $1k if they wanna own it or $275 if they wanna lease it. Now when you lease a beat from a producer you are agreeing that the producer can still sell that beat after a certain period of time OR you can modify that agreement to be you can own it for that $275 price but you have to record the song and the producer (me) has to like the song enough to give you the blessing to keep the beat. This is structured so that when I make a dope ass beat someone ca

My Rules
Rules If you just have pics of stuff...nope not gonna add u.... If you only have one pic of yourself...Im not gonna accept your request.... If you send me a request and ur page is private where I cant check you out first...Denied If your a newbie.....sorry not gonna add you... unless u have a salute If you come at me disrespectful at ALL....wont add u and uget get blocked. If your 18-22 probably not gonna add u....I have a 23year old niece too weird..(if your part of my lounge ok thats one thing) even still kinda weird :/hehe Im on here for fun not bullshit....So Come correct or not at All..... Thanks

Need Opinions
So here's what I want some opinions on: I came back from the hospital yesterday (was in for 2 days), and about 20 min' ago my husband said he wants to go out and is asking my permission. I said search within your heart and make your own decision. He said that it'sjust a trap, and then said that he wants to go out and be "himself" and not just "your husband". To which I asked so when you go outyou're not my husband? and when you're with me you're not yourself? He said no, I didn't mean it. He got angry and said I say things I don't mean sometimes too, because I didn't fully believe he didn't mean it. What do you all make of the situation? (He obviouslywent out, since I'm on here)Any comments would be appreciated! (Please remain respectful)

Crazy Sane Thoughts Of A Mad Man
im me and thats all i can be... me is as who i am. i like long walks on the beach..... i cant even say that with a stright dace. its all about gettting your unit wet and you guys know that as well as i do hehhehe im a crazy dude i like to have fun by drinking shoot guns and driving really fast and lost of lound music the whole time... much love the crazy wicked clown andyroo

Call Out
A good man is not something made. He is not built he is not created. he is born who he is and molded by his own actions and abilities to be who he is. It is his own choices and outlooks that create what he turns to be. The way women think we are isn't as it should be.DON'T judge me from your ex's actions for i am not him. DON'T judge me from my race for i am one in a million. DON'T judge me from things you have heard unless you where there to actually witness the "story" being told. DONT JUDGE ME. you are not my creator and or mother you are not my god and you will definatley never be my hero so you have no right to judge the matter that makes me. "A good man can realize what is right and wrong. He never strays from love for the simple fact he knows he has promised his mind and body to another." - Jarrod hudson also for a final fact a good man knows what he has and will work not to lose it so if you have issues with one, that doesnt mean you have it with all. unless you