Fubar Blogs 5

Unknown
Look I like everything about this site but understanding me is what matters.. I am Male I do prefer a nice ass over a big set of tit's I dont walk beside my baby and look at other girls I Walk beside my baby and never infront or behind I dont go to a stripper bar to look at the hookers on stage (I go for the drinks and sports on the tv's) I do spoil my baby ever chance I get I help others that want to help another that is on some bad luck Snakes, lizards, croc's and all things like that belong in the wild and not in a fish tank Life is a dedication to the one you love, charish, honor and spend your time with I lived my life to the fullest everyday I have died once before and lived to tell the (red cross story) I have owned everything from duck's, chicken's, pigeons, Owl's, CusCus, Dogs, Cats the list goes on I have two daughters that I dont get to see because of their mothers (miss them everyday) I like Rock, Metal, Rap, Hip-hop, Punk, Dubstep and a couple others

Lyrics
(verse 1) Cocked, locked and ready to go, the time bomb is ticking and I'm ready to explode. Let's start a riot and give the world a show, its pandemonium and I want the world to know. (chorus) Social media chaos has got me in a rage and everyone can see me cuz I'm locked up in this cage. As the lights go out we can now turn the page and everyone can see me cuz I'm on center stage. (Verse 2) It's time to pay back and give everyone their dues, like the ones in Iraq you don't see in the news. The political views have got our heads in a noose, and its time to fight back for the ones whove been used. (Chorus 2) Because, this Social media chaos has got me in a rage and everyone can see me cuz I'm locked up in this cage. As the lights go out we can now turn the page and everyone can see me cuz I'm on center stage. (Verse 3) There are kids in the street with no shoes on their feet and little Jimmy hates his dad because he got beat. And all you hear on

Random Thoughts And Rants
I live in a new section of Albuquerque. You drive down the road and there is still large pieces of undeveloped land here and there. I was excited that a Jack in the Box had opened up in the neighborhood, having never had it, the closest one being across town. I cook at home a lot but when i do not feel like it a few food choices are nice. There is not much selection in 5 square miles we have, McD, Burger king Carls jr, and a taco bell/kfc (meaning it does not have a full menu of either). Jack was having a promo, we are new to the area come in and try this combo, Burger, fries, 2 tacos and a drink. Now my thought was, hey trying to win over new customers with a hot fresh and tasty combo. Verdict: Massive fail to win me over as a new customer. Fries, while flavorful were cold, not warm but freaking cold. 2 tacos, at first I thought they were soft tacos being so cold and loaded with grease that the shell was more soft than crunchy. Might be on par with a taco bell taco, somewhat tasty but

A Poetic Minds Eye
(You Are Brave Young Dragon) You are brave young dragon so sore highSpread thy golden wings and truly fly.Leave this weighted world behind your feetFor a heavenly sky is there for you to meet.You are free blessed dragon of the blue skyUnchained are you to the unmoving stones.So stretch thy limbs and move thy bone'sFor you're a treasure to be widely known.© Copyright 2009 Andrew Reid

Boredom
writing about life? nope, more just about odd things i know or odd questions i may have, like why is a bottle of soda cheaper then a bottle of water? tid bit of info for ya - if you buy a new washer and set it up yourself, Remove the shipping bolts! you be amazed at how many people don't.. hinges on your door coming loose? slide a little sliver of wood into the screw holes and reinstall the screws waalaaa. computer acting stupid on start up? try replacing the internal battery before anything else ( yes they really do have one ) its like a big watch battery why did they stop making universal remotes with the new tv's ? and why can't all remotes use the same size batteries? okay, so do people think Mcdonalds hamburgers really taste good? i cant possibly understand how anybody could but hey to each their own. if you're going to buy a new dishwasher, measure the opening from top to bottom, can make a big difference on what you can buy.. btw i used to install built-in appliances b

Thank You
Two very simple little words that brought tears to my eyes! Why would those two words bring me to tears? Because they were said by one of the many people I respect and pray for each night. His a member of the finest group of people this country has, OUR MILITARY. He said it because I used my voice to recognize him and all those like him that chose to put on the uniform and protect this country. They chose to protect you and me, people they don't even know, so that we can sleep in peace. So that people like me have the freedoms like being able to use our voice, and all those others that we take for granted everyday. Those two words meant the world to me. Imagine what those same two simple words mean to them.The ones that will look you in the eye and say "I'm just doing my job", when we all know they are doing so much more. When was the last time you stopped one of this country's HEROs, past or present and said those two very simple but powerful little words? To al

Real Heros
The Last Six Seconds On Nov 13, 2010, Lt General John Kelly, USMC, gave a speech to the Semper Fi Society of St. Louis , MO. This was four days after his son, Lt Robert Kelly, USMC, was killed by an IED while on his 3rd Combat tour. During his speech, General Kelly spoke about the dedication and valor of our young men and women who step forward each and every day to protect us. During the speech, he never mentioned the loss of his own son. He closed the speech with the moving account of the last six seconds in the lives of two young Marines who died with rifles blazing to protect their brother Marines. "I will leave you with a story about the kind of people they are, about the quality of the steel in their backs, about the kind of dedication they bring to our country while they serve in uniform and forever after as veterans. Two years ago when I was the Commander of all U.S. and Iraqi forces, in fact, the 22nd of April 2008, two Marine infantry battalions, 1/9 "The Walking Dead," and

Private Party In Jc
I am looking for people who would like to go to a private nsfw party in the Junction City area. Cost is $30.00 at the door and bring a bottle. There will be dancers there so bring lots of ones:) If you are interseted email me bettyparties@yahoo.com

Wanna Own Some Sexy?
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The Wandering Poet
Casualties of War When it’s over will I cry Will I loose and want to die Will it hurt beyond what I can feel Will I question ,”was it ever real?” Questions that answer themselves too true I know what happened between both me and you The love was real and true love never really does die Distance killed any romance between you and I Three years at war and so far away I return a changed man on that fate filled day I have seen too much and you can’t ever understand Watched men live and die by a far off command Till life and death became one in the same And nothing can change what I have became People think that death and injury are the toll of war But I know the truth so much better than ever before Loss of a freedom took for granted the next moment we share Loss of wanting to have passion and to let myself care For knowing what I do can give no one peace And it far kinder still to give one I loved their release For to be loved in this worl

Just To Make Someone's Day
What ever happened to the days when people would help you level and things as such on here without expecting things in return? I mean it's not just here either, no one ever just does something to put a smile on someone elses face. It's more and more about "What can you do for me'? now a days. P.S. Not EVERYONE is like this but it was something that had been on my mind a few days and finally decided to getting around to share my feelings. I like the majority of you, love some of you and wanna see you all naked at some point :P

Dj Spazzy's Blog
I have been following a court case In which my adopted mothers cousin was murdered in Florida. Her name is Stephanie and as the story goes a guy did not like what she was doing so he shot her at point blank range in the head and killed her. The man that did it turned himself in and confessed to the crime. The family waited months for the case to go to trial. It went to trial the original charges were 2nd degree murder which got dropped to 2nd degree manslaughter, It was turned over to the jury on 1/23/2012 they came back with a verdict on 1/25/2012. This guy was found not guilty, go figure he confesses to murder and gets found not guilty of it. This is how it was placed on facebook to let the family know how the verdict came out. So the justice system has failed again if anyone wants to get away with murder just come to Florida. It seems like they get everyone off for it, there will be no legal justice for Stephanie. I guess that is why the street people have started t

Some Thoughts
Ive never been much of a person to blog whats on my mind. It seems as if now is the time. I am sick of hearing the he said she said bullshit. The this isnt real life.. bullshit, really? What is this make believe? Grow the fuck up its real life but ur just on the internet not face to face. For some ppl it gives them bigger balls being on the internet. for some it gives them the feeling to be more open on how they feel. For some it makes them act completely fake as they believe its not real life, so why not act like a complete ass and make a fool outta their self. Heres the deal lately.. My "friends" have acted one way yet talked a different way. Do u realize how many of you are being played? No, u sure dont.. Kinda sad. Yet most of u are being played by the same circle even more funny in my eyes. Then lets move on to ppl mistaking IFLY to omg I really love you as if im marrying you 2moro. Come the fuck on and get ur panties out of a knot. There are so many ppl that seem so

Lord Scumbag's Royal Decree
Greetings friends, Romans, and devoted fans of the FuNation: Welcome to my first installment of the Royal Degree, where I'll give you my take on all the goings-on in this world-gone-haywire, as well as whatever whimsical nonsense that may come to my wicked, wicked mind at any given moment. For starters, I am not looking forward to filing my federal and state income tax forms at the nearby H & R Block tax office this year. When I filed my taxes last year, I only received 64 buck from my federal returns, while I owed the state somewhere between 300 and 500 bucks. It was as disheartening as it was disappointing, I don't mind telling you. And while I'm hoping things will get a little better when I plan to file my this year's taxes either sometime this weekend or the early part of next week, I'm afraid I might end up owing Uncle Sam more money in state and / or federal taxes. I may be sound like I'm too paranoid for my own good, but I must be strong and deal with whatever hand the

Meaning Of Life
what is this life for? Are we here for a purpose? Is there a reason for the suffering that every man and woman suffers? why do we have to suffer? is there really a god? if there is why dose he let us fight each other? so how do we know joy is joy at all? what is this world coming to? the world is changing as we speak is it changing for the good or bad? life is full of questions and the goal with any life is to answer as many of the important questions as we can before we move on to the next chapter of life which is death. as a wise person once said there are only 2 garentees in life. death and taxes. but i have to add one thing to this and if someone says its not true they are suffering more then anyone else. pain is a garentee in everyones life. pain is there so you can learn what life is about and how could you love if you have never hurt before? have you asked your self these questions? if so leave a comment on your feelings it feels great to share

Love Is Sent From Heaven, But Hurts Like Hell.
I have absolutely nothing interesting to write about but I am so bored. Today I went to the store, and well, that's about it. I am feeling pretty tired and just down as usual. Went out last night with my girls, Bonez and Camille. I had a nice time, listened to peope karaokee drank a bit. Didn't get sick so I know I didn't over do it. Why am I so tired all the time? I have no motivation, I'm just too dragging ass to be motivated.

The Best Divorce Letter Ever!
Dear Wife, I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. ... Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore, you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore, whatever the case, I’m gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don’t try to find me, Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It’s true you & I have been married for 7 year

Personal Auction
THIS IS A DAILY AUCTION THAT I AM HAVING FUBUCKS: daily profile rates for 2 weeks daily point boost for 2 weeks 250 pic rates for 2 weeks 25 CREDITS: daily profile rates for 3 weeks daily point boost for 3 weeks 250 pic rates for 3 weeks sfw salute bling of my choice 65 CREDITS: daily profile rates for a month daily point boost for a month 250 pic rates for a month sfw salute 2 bling of my choice my points for 12 hours 125 CREDITS OR MORE: daily profile rates for a month daily point boos for a month 250 pic rates for a month 2 sfw salute 2 bling of my choice with one being a boomy my points for 24 hours

Chronicles Of A Bitch
Ok.. so here it is.. obviously guys would rather stay with a bitch than with someone who cares for them and loves them with their whole heart.. Case in point.. ex bf stayed with a bitch for 15 yrs.. stayed with me 4 months Case 2.. exhusband just married a bitch that has him on a leash.. so I am going to try my hand at being a bitch.. not sure how successful I will be but in the end it has to be less painful then handing over your heart and having it stomped, crushed, broken, mutilated, etc.. you get the point..

Interesting History Where Sayings And Customs May Come From
Have you ever wonder where the saying 'Piss Poor' came from? Will I got this e-mail about 'Interesting History'. I hope you enjoy this as much as I did. They used to use urine to tan animal skins, so families used to all pee in a pot & then once a day it was taken & Sold to the tannery....if yo had to do this to survive you were 'Piss Poor' But worse than that were the really poor folk who couldn't even afford to buy a pot...they "didn't have a pot to pin in" & were the lowest of the low. The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts avout the 1500's: Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and they still smedded pretty good by June. However, since they were starting to smell......Brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting Married. Baths consisted of a b

Random Shit
FIND MORE HERE http://www.youtube.com/user/TheAnonMessage Things you need to know about the ACTA bill. Citizens of the united states, you need to understand what the bill ACTA is and why it's so dangerous. Here are some things you need to know about ACTA. It isn't the european SOPA. It's nearly global, and will apply to every country that signs the treaty. ACTA is far more aggressive. ACTA will not simply affect websites and have them blocked out of the internet - its measures go as far as surveillance of anything you share through private channels. ACTA doesn't have a campaign against it that is as wide spread and organized as the SOPA one. This is dangerous, and there's less time between now and the final signing of the bill. It has effects on healthcare, trade, and even tourism. ACTA has to be stopped. Let's start spreading the word and organizing a good, solid response to it. We are legion. We do not forgive. We do not forget. We are anonymous. Expect us. Together we st

Poems
100 Days by Ernie GrantDedicated to the most wonderful woman I have ever known : My mom, my best friend, my conscience, Elizabeth Grant100 days have passed between us Thanksgiving, Christmas, Birthdays missed Days of sadness, days of joy Days spent wishing I was still a boy In your arms is where I would be As you show me things, a ball, a rock, a tree 100 days since we said our goodbyes 100 days spent with tears in my eyes My best friend, my conscience, my rock I'm reduced to feeling like a broken clock For a moment we shared a dance together Now, in my heart, that dance goes on forever100 days I have spent missing you Your lessons and love I strvie to keep to Being a man, I'm not too proud to cry Mommy, you left me, may I ask why?I told you I needed you, that is no lie Come see me again so we can really say goodbye 100 days since you left me Please show me the ball, the rock, and the tree

Porn Link That I Like
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Hehe
I wonder what my wife would think if she knew that I had secretly created this page and didn't even mention that I'm in a relationship. Oh well hope she doesnt mind that I plan on adding single girls from nearby. I almost feel a little shame when I tell her that she's the only girl I want to look at I mean she does have my two kids and is expecting my third. Do you think this makes me a full blown prick? anyways Hit Me up people on my days off the wife wont know and I'm not telling ;) lmao

Avg Antivirus Ergent!!!!!please Read!!!
FOR THOSE WHO DO NOT KNOW ABOUT ANTIVIRUS SCANNERS AND WHICH ONES TO AVOID HERE IS 1 SCANNER YOU DO NOT...I REPEAT DO NOT WANT TO GET!!AVG ANTIVIRUS SCANNER IS A VIRUS. IT CAUSES MAJOR LAG ON OTHER PEOPLE WEB PAGES EVEN THOUGH YOU MAY NOT SEE THE EFFECTS OF IT.THE ANTIVIRUS PROTECTION AS LONG AS IT IS ON YOUR COMPUTER IS RECORDED AND TRACKED BY THE MAKERS OF THE AVG VIRUS PROTECTOR..FIND ANOTHER ANTIVIRUS PROTECTOR TO USE LIKE MICROSOFT SECURITY ESSENTIALS WHICH IT IS FREE TO DOWNLOAD AND LIKE KARSPERSKY'S.NORTON ANTIVIRUS IS THE EXACT SAME WAY THEY RECORD YOUR INFORMATION AND KEEP TRACK AND RECORD OF WHAT YOU DO ON YOUR LAPTOP OR DESKTOP.SO IF YOU HAVE THE AVG ANTIVIRUS PROTECTION ON YOUR COMPUTER GET RID OF IT IMEDIATELY!! YOU WILL SEE THE DIFFERENCE OF HOW YOUR COMPUTER RUNS WHEN YOU DO!!

Written Words, Thoughts And Poetry. All Copyrights To Arizona Dave
We sit on our porch sipping iced teas The Sun is sitting high and no breeze Inside the house, grab my shades & keys As all I need are you and these Lets go and drive Hop in my car and fire up the beast Hearing it rev is an adrenaline feast Drop in gear and back out of the lot Driving is a love story with no plot Lets just go and drive One hand on the wheel and one on your leg Romp the gas watching the guages peg Tires scream before they burn Let off enough to make the turn Now we go and drive Glance your way see your hair blow Scenery is a blur as faster

Online Shops
Changes in our shopping habits over the yearsl remember when my children were small, holding a thick, heavy, glossy catalogue in my hand. l was very pleased with myself as l´d become an agent for the company for the 1st time.l was always looking for little jobs to work from home , so that l could be a full-time mum but still earn a small amount of money. My husband earned the main share.Catalogues were a good idea for people who wanted quality goods but could not afford to pay out a large sum of cash all at once, but they COULD pay a little each week , regularly.These catalogues sold everything from womens and mens clothes, to childrens´clothes and toys, to furniture or tools... Almost anything you could think of.The more customers l had, and the more money they spent, naturally would mean the more commission l received.l once left my commission with the company until there was enough to buy a three piece suite.Very nice it looked in our sitting room and l felt as though it had cost me

All About Me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=M6wbA1iVS_U I don`t honestly know what my life has in store for me. I don`t think I care now...but I know I am what I am for a reason. I have had good friends...and lost them. I have such a complicated life that no-one understands just what it's like to be a lesbian....it's not easy...nothing ever works...something goes wrong somewhere. Just maybe it's not other people..maybe I need to look at myself...maybe it's me. God I have such a long time to think about all my life and look at who and why I let these people into my life. I hide allot of stuff inside me...and there's no easy way out of my feeling for what I feel. this is why I wanted to put this music to this mail of mine "have you ever by west life " and this song is exactly what happened to me...and now I sit here and think back to why I let this happen to me. I just wished everything would change for me...in ways I would like to see my life...but you know what.

America's Got Talent
Ok! So all the paperwork is filled out. Agreements with NBC signed. Now to deliver! On Feb. 4th, 2012 in Charlotte, NC on Convention Center Drive, I will be awaiting the biggest Audition of my life! And I thought trying out for the High School Show Choir Concert was HUGE! America's Got Talent producers will be watching over every inch of me and hearing every crack in my voice. I am nervous but confident, scared but grounded. I feel that I am going to go where the road decides to take me on this journey. If it is no where, then at least I tried. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. So whatever happens will lead to what is supposed to happen next for me! Cross your fingers for me please if you believe in me

Valentine Auction
Its a Valentine Auction. Go bid and be our Valentine. We are hot and sexy as fuck. You know you want to. Here is my link http://fubar.com/cupid-s-auction/photo-506188-1782771-2527725910 Just highlight it and right click and open window, that is it or put it in your browser. Will you win me or my wife ? This is my sexy ass wifes link to hers http://fubar.com/cupid-s-auction/photo-506188-1782771-2527725910#sky/photo-506188-1782771-3756236630 - Can you handle us both? Come be our Cupid. Do you dare ? This is my very first auction, show me how it is done !!

Nature's Corner Newsletter
http://www.naturescorner.com/ ADVICE COLUMN Clyde's Corner Q: Who was Edgar Cayce and what was his “wet cell appliance”? – Johm Wyatt - Houston, TX A: Edgar Cayce(3/18/1877) to (01/3/1945) is one of the world’s best known psychics. Born in Hopkinsville, KY, Cayce at an early age, displayed talents

Nice Guys
What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you. At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald,

Airline Tickets
airline tickets My recent troubles began when I booked three flights from Florida to Hong Kong. For the past few years, I've been using a local travel agency for most of our travel. Once I've thoroughly researched online consolidators, I went back to my local travel agent armed with a firm idea of options and good pricing. They were accommodating in my dictating my desired price for them to match. I like to use a travel agencies because I like to have someone to blame, if anything goes wrong besides me. Someone with a face and a place I can visit, if need be. Seriously, for me, it's a backup plan, as it can give extra clout should a traveler need help.I originally booked these flights more than eight months ago. So, imagine my surprise, when I wasn't able to get our necessary ebookings or tickets from the travel agency upon demand. They kept putting me off. All I had was my cancelled check and a couple of emails.Finally, two weeks before we were due to leave, I made a trip to their

Sad But True
im just trying to set the story straight,,,there is to many people here in fubar that fall to easy for lies and game players,,,im here to say it happened to me twice and both times has cost me alot,,im very easy to get along with ,i can be your friend or your enemy or nothing at all,,i like to help out when and where i can,,,problem is i get close easy and very easily hurt i try to give my all to everyone and it seems 8 out of 10 times i getfucked over,,,but when i do i go by the old sayin what comes around goes around,,,there is a certain couple people that have hurt and played me so hard ,,i i forgave and kept the friendship till lately,,the other who 99%of fubar knows what kind of person she is ,cut to deep and the cut wont be repaired now she is spreadin lies and adding her own versions to things to make me look bad and all its doing is hurting herself. yes i love the game on fubar but get very sick of the drama,,a certain fubar whore which will remain nmeless but you all know who

Life
About a week ago, a friend of my little sister, was stabbed by an ex-boyfriend. We are passing around a donation list, whether it's a dollar or so, please help. And a petition, to help stop monsters like her ex-boyfriend stay off the streets. This is all for a good cause, if you could find it in your hearts to please help out as much as you can my friends. Any PayPal donations can be deposited to edohme@aol.com http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/melissas-law--mandatory-monitoring-of-violent-domestic-offendersrestraining-orders/

Smarter Faster!
In less than six years yours and mine home p.c. will be able to think faster and learn faster than the human mind. I would like to know what your thoughs or fears are about this or if you have any concerns at all.

Darkness Falls
Darkness falls on to the mind of a man his emotions all fade to black as if blinded from a hot iron. His soul tarnish from years of pain and anger caused by his own blood. Tears never come anymore, no empathy, no remorse just dull pain from a broken back and voices that scream through his mind like banshees wailing whom rarely relent for a moment of silence. Struggling through the voices to find his true conscience he breaks inside every time they scream for self mutilation and despair. Then at night his eye's play tricks on him the shadows come in the dark everyone being just around the next corner. Though not scared of the dark or the shadows that lurk just inside, he does become scared in crowds of people sometimes as their faces contort into demonic masks of death. Sometimes he has conversations with others he never remembers having. Always struggling constantly to stay in the realm of reality, people look at him as if he is a monster. Very rarely finding true peace with in himse

U HAVE LEFT US ON EARTH WONDER WHAT U DOING NOW IN HEAVEN AND WONDER WHAT U ARE THINKING NOW .U HAVE LEFT US ON EARTH NOT SAYING GOODBYE OR LOVE YOU ONE MORE TIME . NOW U ARE HEAVEN WITH UR LOVE ONE THAT U HAVE LEFT US ON EARTH. U HAVE LEFT US THINKING WHAT WE COULD DONE SAVE U FASTER AND KEEP U SAFET LOT BETTER . NOW U ARE IN HEAVEN WITH UR LOVE ONE WATCH US DOWN HERE ON EARTH AND GUIDEN US IN UR OWN WAY. U HAVE LEFT US HERE ON EARTH LOST AND MISS U EVERY DAY AND EVERY MIN OF OUR LIFE .

The Goddess Speaks
No one came up with rules on how to enjoy social networking sites, like Fubar. But personally, one shouldn't enter this site in the hopes of finding their one true love. I didn't say it's wrong, we just shouldn't get our hopes up or expect that there's one member on here who is made especially just for you. Chill. Take it one day at a time. Enjoy making friends, levelling up, or hitlisting someone on FuMafia. If you pressure yourself on finding that special person, it could go downhill from there. There are lucky souls on here who had their happy ending. I can't say I am truly lucky, but I found a guy who COULD be the one and who makes me happy. Reality check: He is from North California and I am from Manila, Philippines. I can't say what the future holds for us both, but sometimes you just gotta take that crazy leap of faith, you know? Let's just say I like living on the edge and this person is worth spending time with. Wish me luck, please? I really didn't come here to find someo