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Blog #1
Look at me I am blogging! Woo Hoo!
My First Blog!
i met an unreliable canadian girl! boo!
Bad Men
EVER WONDER WHY WOMEN WHO HAVE HAD A BAD RELATIONSHIP WITH SOME LOSER, ALWAYS MAKE THIS QUOTE  "all men are assholes"  but what they dont relize they all knew what they were getting into before they even got involved......but i do agree,  there are some assholes,  but dont put ALL in the same group
What Is Happening To Fubar?
Maybe its just me, or maybe not but I was gone from this place for awhile and last I checked you had to be 18/an adult to be here.  So perhaps someone might explain to me how it is that a male without a shirt on and pants on..yes I said PANTS!! has his photo yanked cause its not rated pg..really?? Well lets reflect shall we! since you only have to be 13 to get into a pg movie I guess we are expanding our clientel here at fubar, no? well then Get a freak'en clue and lay off the censorship! I'm not saying we have to all have full on porno profiles but we are all adults here.  Also the salute thing is a little out of control I can clearly ready all required info on the one I submitted yet it would seem those in power said no cause its a little blurry, again WOW!! really? uggg am I crazy here or are we turning into fu fu bar:P
This is my first attempt at a blog....Please, try too go easy on the criticism. Iwas just wondering...Is it too much to ask someone for a moment of their time to sign a guest register?
Jack Johnson@ fubar
The Time Stands Still
Our time together is something magical. Its unforgettable. The time stands still. When we kiss. My legs get weak. Im tongue tied I cant squeak. But I dont hesiate to throw my arms around you for another. Heart racing as time stands still. If this feeling is a illness I want to suffering it every moment of every day. I would not want to give this feeling away. Its mines for keeps. Without your love I would weep. The time stands still And silents fills the air. In my mind no other could compare. Kiss me once more. We have till night fall. You whisper we have all the time in the world. The time stands still.
Poetic Bitch
Liquify my demised reality to nothing but ink on my finger tips. scribble scrabble my soul in till I shed my skin. Hit the entire human sexual places. each time I reaseved was each heart beat I was missing. Each words they spoke became true. I am everything you want to call me. Needle deep back then. High like I was dieing. Crying like I was faking every sexual cum down my leg just to get a dollar for a food to swallow. days that turned to night I was the grim keeper  Creeping to the beat of the streets and letting my self die each time I fucked another. slept with another would the days just end. the metal on my vain was ready and I was young enough to bleed. hard enough to crave. deep enough to let it all go. this was my calling. To awake  To be re-born. ( to everyone that reads this. LET YOU KNOW THAT THIS IS ONLY A LITTLE WRITING SOON I BE POSTING UP ALL MY POETRY. EVERY POEM IS ABOUT MY LIFE WHAT I DONE,WHERE I GONE.)
got bored so i
True And Real
So the Rangers are in the World Series. Wow, who would have imagined that a team from Texas would knock off the defending champs in 6 games? Must say it is a GREAT feeling to be up here in Yankee land and calling myself a Texan right now. Good times I tell ya, good times. But I don't wish to talk about that. I want to point out something that, surprisingly enough, isn't being pushed to the back burner. Josh Hamilton. The coke addicted, alcoholic that was once suspended from MLB and sat out most of a year is now a ALCS MVP. Yes, he did coke. A lot. Yes he drank. A lot. But he rose about it. He came through the other side, standing tall, head held high. I was on someone's page the other day and happened to read a "status comment war" between two guys I won't mention. But one guy pointed out how the other guy was a drunk and coke addict, etc. He made fun of him cause he had been to  prison. So what? I say. We all have made mistakes. Some of us big ones, some of you small ones. Some of t
Statuses I Love Or Love To Hate
Ah, Fu statuses..... some are good, some are bad, and some are just plain ugly. I'm starting a collection. I like to categorize, so I came up with these categories LOL (feel free to suggest more, I'm diggin keeping these blogs updated!): POINT HOAR BEGGING I'M BORED (WAHHHHH) NAUGHTY/RAUNCHY THIS STATUS ROCKS I will not post who said what, only what they said.  HOWEVER, some statuses may be obvious....  If you see any that tickle your fancy, please PM me and i will add! Happy reading! (and giggling I hope, rawrrrr) POINT HOAR BEGGING   "I will pay you 35 mil and pimp you out for a god mode bling" (as IF LOL) "Send me a 25 credit bp and you might get a little sumthin sumthin" "Pimp me out and I will change your diapers when your old!" (LMAO) "I will rate ALL pics, Alteruize, pimp for 2 wks, 20 mil, add to family, for a god mod bling :)" "GOD MODE ON.. Come Luv On It.. Then Go Luv On My Awesome Family.. LIKE ME.. Bein Green Is Fun.. Want My Points For 12 H
Raw Fuck
Wendy walked out to get the morning paper like she did every Saturday. She liked to drink her coffee and read it before she took a shower.She heard a motorcycle pull in the driveway as she skimmed the want ads. She got up to see who is was."Hey Wendy!" Chad yelled as he revved the engine. "Like my new toy?""It's nice, but loud enough to wake the dead!" she shouted back."Hop on!" he said smiling."Come in for a minute." she said walking back inside.Chad shut off the bike and went inside. He grabbed a beer out of the fridge."Beer already?" Wendy asked looking at the clock.They had been friends for years and this was no surprise to her. It was always Miller Time for Chad."Come on girl, let's go for a ride." "I need to shower first, I can't go out like this." she whined."Fuck that, put a doo-rag on and let's hit it." he said letting out a belch.Wendy hurried up and took a quick shower. She put on a bandana and some make-up. She put on her favorite jean shorts and a pink tank top that matche
So High
Here's to all the guys who used to be her number one. The ones who waited all night for her to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning & be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, & moved on with your life, only to have her walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to her say, "I only want to be your friend", one day, and the next, listened to her say how much he loves & misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took her back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving her another chance, caught crap from our parents, & even snuck around to see her for while. We went through.
Just got back into tattoo'ing and would love to see and hear from other artits on what they have done !
My Iner Thouts
The Neoprene Dreamscape Peg arose just after dark. She seldom got up in the day. She hated the sun, and the poisonous burning light that emitted from it. Still encased in the shiny black neoprene outware that she had worn from the previous outing, she moved slowly, cautiously across the smallish vestibule. Soon she would need to shower; one of several that she was allotted each week. Although it rained nearly every day, the burning, black sheets of chemical residue falling outside could only be purified at a limited rate in order to meet the needs of the filthy populace. Electro-chemical deodorants and ultrasonic detergents became the alternative but less preferable method of cleansing. On this day Peg would be allowed two minutes of pure pleasure. She removed the elaborate outware that enclosed her naked human form. She stepped carefully into the foldout modular shower, and pressed the start button. Nothing happened. She pressed again. Again no response. She hated manual contro
Mafia Help
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My Poems From My Friend Blahme
                            Such a pure romance this is, passion and love and sex can coexist Closing your eyes, Amanda closes in...tender touches like this cant be a sin....from green and purple to black and white, we're going to make this one hell of a night                       Roses are red, I'm feeling blue, I love Richard.... you better not too                                                        Created by my awesome tallented friend, BlahMe=]]                                         
Driving, not sure whereDo I make the next turn, or continue straightDecisions today will determine tomorrows fateLook left look right, can't turn around, might be to late.adventures, and journeys all take you to where your goingBut it's the sights and sounds along the way you cherishHonesty and acceptance will make you flourish.Memories can be buried but not extractedYou can't change time or retract itChoices made are lanes in lifes highwayDriving confused into the frayWondering what would have happened if I went the other way?
Hello cowgirl in the sand Is this place at your command Can I stay here for a while Can I see your sweet sweet smile Old enough now to change your name When so many love you is it the same? It's the woman in you that makes you want to play this game.      
Dear Stupid People
1) Big 5 has nothing to do with the ordering of hunting and fishing license/stamps.  we get them when fish and game send them.  maybe you shouldn't have waited last minute to get them.  2) really you're going to buy a $5 item and then come back and return it.  how much is your time worth? and how much did it cost you in gas just to do that? 3) No i can't return that item.  why? because its not ours its sports authorities.  how do i know?  because it says sports authority on it.  No we are not the same company.  4) ohhh you want the shoe that is 19.99 in the ad?  yeah the black one?  ok i'll just put all 40 of the black shoe that is 19.99 in the ad.  just so i know i have the right one on hold for you. 5) me "hi how are you today?"  customer "-----------"  ok nice talking to you :) 6) customer "i want to buy a 9mm gun"  me "sorry sir we don't carry any real pistols" customer "well what do you call these!"  me "those would be bb guns" 7) customer "can i buy a gun if i have a felony
Just wanted to give a HUGE shoutout to all my Juggalo's and Juggalette's out there! Keep SWINGIN THOSE HATCHETS!   We'll ALWAYS have JUGGALO FAMILY!
Wedding Dresses
Filed Under: Sponsored Posts • The Blog Tags: Preowned Wedding Dresses • Sponsored Post So you’re engaged. Yipee! You’ve got the ring, check. The dreamy fiance, check. The perfect venue, check, check, and more checks. Now comes the fun part…dress shopping! Oh the dresses, the gorgeous, gorgeous dresses. This is by far, one of our favorite parts of wedding planning but sometimes a little thing called the dreaded budget can get in the way of your dream gown. Well, we’re going to fill you in on a fabulous secret… robe de mariée robe de mariée 
Wedding Gowns
Also know your built. An empire cut gown will work wonder on a petite woman because of its longer hem. An A-line wedding dress is perfect for a pear shaped body. Accents on the waist, like sash or ribbons, will look good on a slender body. A V-neck gown can give an extra shape to a heavyset woman.   The best part of preparing for a wedding is the opportunity of trying on as many wedding dresses as you can. As a child, we always have fun playing dress up. So the chance to do this again with the intention of looking your perfect self on a special day is always a dream come true.
Monday Nights Maulers
so far in this bowling league me and my hubby are in 3 place out of 6 teams which aint bad at all but we are only in the fisrt few weeks of this league lets see how long we stay before we get bumped down because of all the guys who are in it just for the money
Soul Mate
As a child you learn of a soul mate…a person made perfectly for you, your two souls become connected as one and are destined to be together until the end of time. Through adolescence you grasp on to this idea of a soul mate, believing you will someday find the one. But after much heartache and many rivers of tears, this notion you’ve held onto for years begins to fade. As time goes by, day by day, year after year, you move forward, accepting of your failures and proud of your successes…until that day. This is a day like any other, it begins no differently than yesterday and the days before, but it is a day that will change you forever, a day that the magic and fantasy of a soul mate becomes real. For each of us it happens differently…the holding of eye contact, an introduction, a smile.  Regardless of how it began, the moment is unforgettable.  It was a magical moment, frozen in time, the surroundings, the smells, the feeling you felt. The rush of war
Hi my name is Chad, im new to fubar and im single, looking for a female. im cool with any age over 18 but im not just looking for sex, i want someone i can talk to and has a good personality but anyway, if your interested, i live near mobile Al so hit me up!
I must admit that my life's not perfect, I’m not even close to getting there. But you know what? It wouldn’t matter if I do reach perfection cause with you in my life, it is heaven by itself.
Do you want to feel alive?then come here my lovelie down with me tonightI'm not your angel dressed in white'cause only fallen angelstread the other sidewhere tears are sweetand fears are warmwe're children of the nightand spirits of the storm    I swear I'm not the devil    I'm the savior for your soul    let this seduction be the light    that you looked for all your life    let me take you homeTake my body its your rightthe pleasures of the fleshare birthrights of the nightthen taste my tears of sweetest painthat all my lonelinessand sorrow have sustainedthey flow to give where words refrainthe understanding that yourtortured heart has craved    I swear I'm not the devil    I'm the savior for your soul    let this seduction be the light    that you looked for all your life    let me take you homeNight is just another time of dayblack is just another shadelet me be your canvaspaint me with your ragewe may have fallen from gracebut it never was our place    i swear i'm not the devil
Fire burned in my veins asI felt your fingers slide into my panties,Your mouth on mine mufflingthe sound of my moans,As I felt your fingers penetrateme,My hand began massaging your cockthrough your jeans,I wanted you so bad, To feel you sliding into mefor the first time, And just when I thought I couldnot handle anymore you had meon the edge,Ecstasy overtook me and I wastrembling there,You removed your fingers I lookedat you with seduction in my eyesas I took your hand and brought itto my lips,Sucking each finger clean of myjuices,I loved the way you moaned as I asked youif you would let your cock outto play,And you made me beg you,Willingly I pleaded to taste of yourcock and drink of your juices,I felt your fingers tangling in my hairas I took you into my parted lips,I heard your words telling me "Suck ItBaby, Suck it "And I complied so willingly as I deepthroated you,There in the park in broad daylight I once again took you over the edge asyour hot, sweet cum filled my lips,I looked
Are you there?Hold meA glow of heatIntimacyMoist pantiesInvade my sensesYour lips brush mineTongues dancingFingers curling in my hairA haze of pleasureDemanding cockAching cuntThrusting forwardA low moan escapes meOver takes meExquisite and sensualYou enter my veinsThe heatI dig my nails into your backMeltingOh joy!Glistening folds of feminine fleshI gaspI moanMindless passionGlistening bodiesSweet murmursOur sighs echo around the roomSafe and secureTogether at lastEnergies drainedAfter the storm of it all
Fuck It
FUCK IT Coming or going  Massive confusion  My head hurts from the uncertainty  Too much to think about  Too much to decide  Too fucken much of a burden....  Just want it to be over want it all to pass  Wish i could jump ahead, skip this shit  I want the transition to go by fast  I'm making lemonade from these sour lemons but the sweetness is not there  Silly girl where'd you get yourself? Why'd you make your world what it is...  Now you cry and complain...pout and mope  Over what? when you caused your own pain....  Going forward...moving on  Getting the fuck away  Turning pages, moving mountains...  Well hardly but taking a step anyway  Choosing a path but treading lightly  Staring fear in the face
In The Demons Eyes
In the Demon's Eyes "Be with me"  Words she wants to hear  Stupid, nieve, weak  Words her heart fears.  Heart worn on her sleeve open  Ready for a fall  What's one more knife through the chest? It hardly hurts at all...  He uses, lies and cheats  Just like the ones before  She's adapted, she has had to  Her heart has a revolving door  Looking up from the ground seems to be where she resides  Being trampled, stepped on, pushed around  Trust you? Nah, you fucken lied. Now he keeps her hanging on  Dangles her from his chain
Be My Shadow
MY SHADOW Hold my hand…..And  guide me to Where it is I need to be Hold my hand…And show me the way Show me what my own eyes cannot see Hold my hand…And lead me forward Block me when I try to go back Hold my hand….So that I don’t stray When my own judgement lacks Hold my hand…And pull me onward Push me even when I resist Hold my hand…And keep me aware Of the life that I have missed Hold my hand…And  keep me focused  On the future.,.not the past Hold my hand…And keep reminding me That I shouldn’t always count last  Hold my hand …And be my strength When my determination becomes weak Hold my hand….And  let me cry
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Help Give My Brother His Kids Back
will you please take 5 minutes and read a petition that my family has written. I am sure at the end of reading. you will also sign at the bottom and give these babies a chance at being with  their dad and having stability
In Memoriam By Proud American ~rip Jacob I Will Always Love You!~
when you we to say goodbye, we always think of the past, these memories we soon cherish because time seems to go by so fast. I hope I left you with good memories, filled with laughter and love, I'll take these memories with me, as I go to heaven above. Though I must leave you, tears please do not shed, remember the good times we shared, filled with laughter and love instead. Before I leave you, I just want you to know, Ididnt want to say "Goodbye", It was just my time to go.   RIP jacob 4-11-80 - 10-25-09
        Kill me now; shove me in the ice; dont worry about how I feel; Dont worry about being nice; I fell too hard; I fell too fast;  This time, this fall; will be my last; I shall sit in the corner of shadows; I will be here for all eternity; I will sit in this world of darkness; and hope one day the light comes to me; This is my soul; my heart and soul are one.         My mind will go forth and play in the light; So all that know me shall not know my plight;  As fake as it may be; Those who cant see wont see;  However those that already know can see it's for show;  My heart is no more; it has been destroyed;  It was by my choice; that I had it deployed;  So who is to blame but the owner themselves; Nothing matters nothing else;  So I go to the shadow; dont follow me there;  It is very dark; and full of despair; I will say these last real words to you; you know who you are; and you know its true; So as I go; when this is through; always know, I Love you. 
Fubar Stuff
Well the whole site is a Huge Game! Its all about getting points. You can earn points simply by meing active on the site, rate peoples profiles and pics by clicking the little cherrys that show up on their pages, fan people, and those people along the top line of your homepage, if you hover their pics, you can LIKE them, and that gets you points. You also earn points by people doing the same actions too
Firemans Sons Prayer
"A Fireman's Son"MY DAD'S A FIREMAN, and proud am I, indeed,For he is someone special, whose wisdom I still need.Dad and I are buddies and, to me, that means a lot,A bond to last forever, with love that forms the knot.He took me to parades, when other kids stayed home,And he taught me how to play baseball, on a field without a dome.He showed me how to fix things, even let me use his tools,What I learned from Dad, they don't teach in schools.The examples that he set, I follow everyday.Placing God and Country first, in showing me the way.Precious are those years, now tucked away with time,Tenderly remembered: I, as the leaf. He, as the vine.Dad, hear me as I say "I love you", man-to-man,And, I'm proud to tell the world, MY DAD'S A FIREMAN.
The Truth.......
I'm not good with words,so I will do my best. I am not myself and if people don't understand this,then I can't help that. I can't handle being around people right now. I just can't. I look right through friends and family and I certainly am not hearing anything you say. If there is a time limit to mourn,I have apparently surpassed that limit with some people and quiet frankly,you can kiss my ass. I don't see where there is a book on how long or how I should mourn! I am trying to find a job,raise my kids and clean a house that never seems to get clean! I am tired,stressed and to the point I prefer to be alone. I have to learn how to leave my kids home alone and not freak out about it. It's just me! Not me and a husband,me and a boyfriend or me and anyone else now. I am learning and if it pisses people off that I don't or can't spend time with them......well to bad!  You are more than welcome to stop talking to me and/or being my friend.  Little things piss me off now. I'm
Thank You
We have always Used the words Just in Different ways It was good To have someone To turn to That made us Feel That way Times have Changed But those Words remained And now Are more Accurately defined The things You have grown Comfortable in Sharing Keep you in My heart And mind
I don't normally ask for these things,but this person is less than 300,00 and she does return help   thanks   muahzz
Should I
Should I keep my NSFW pics up or should i delete them?  Hmmm... just a question?
Military Families
Loving a soldier is a high price to pay,loving him truly is hard when he's away.It's being alone with nothing to hold;lt's being young, but feeling old;it's having him whisper his love for you;it's whispering back that you love him too.There comes a kiss and a promise for more,as his plane slowly rises to soar;reluctantly, painfully, letting him go,while your insides are dying from wanting him so,watching him leave with eyes full of tears,standing alone with your hopes, dreams and fears.It's sending a letter with the stamp upside down,to a far away love in a far away town.It's going to church to kneel and pray,and really meaning the things that you say.Being in love will foster your dreams,of that far away soldier your mind fairly beams.Days go by, no mail for a spell,you wait for some word to hear that he's well.Then a letter arrives, and you've given in,to open his letter and read it with a grin,yes, he is well and misses you so,it's filled with the love you wanted to know.Weeks are
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Fallen Brothers
Could we please take a moment out of our busy schedules and think and pray for our brave soldiers . These people are having just as bad a time ....... or worse than we are . So please just take a moment everyday and think or pray for their safety and safe return home . Let us pray. 'Lord, please hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen.'   My Fallen Brothers R.I.P 6-14-2011 Katzenberger, Jeremy A. Staff Sergeant 5-29-2011 Blasjo, Aaron J. Sergeant 5-29-2011 Apolinar, Martin R. Staff Sergeant 5-29-2011 Schultz, Joseph W. Captain 4-23-2011 Bitner, Benjamin F. Sergeant 1st Class 3-12-2011 Park, Daehan Sergeant 2-17-2011 Hart, Bradley C. Staff Sergeant 1-28-2011 Venetz Jr., Anthony Sergeant 1st Class 10-01-2010 Vogeler, Lance H. Sergeant 1st Class 9-29-2010 Harrison, Calvin B. Sergeant 1st Class 9-18-2010 Gri
In a park I did dwell For there was a man I loved so well He stole my heart away from me Now he wants to set it free A small girl he placed upon his knee And told her things he didn't tell me Home I went to cry in bed Not a word to mother I said Father came home from work late that night He looked for me left and right Up the stairs the door he broke And found me hanging from a rope Upon the ground a note he found "Dig my grave dig it deep Place a stone at me feet Upon the stone place a dove To show the world she died for love"
I Am New At Fubar
ABOUT ME Name is Mike. Living in Panama City Beach, Florida. I am 30 years old. I am 6'0ft tall, slim and have hazel eyes. i work at a body shop in the city... and also getting my GED at the local Colleg. Also getting my shit together to were I will have my own plae once out of school.. i will be going to the local auto body school in they city after i have my GED. thats what new with me so far        
Fubar History
fubar is a social network launched in Summer-Early Fall 2005 as the first "online bar". In October 2007, they teamed up with Jangl to provide their members with the ability to call other members anonymously. The site is for users 18 and older, and is free to use. Registered members initiate conversations through buying each other virtual drinks with "fubucks" earned through using the site. Other features include the ability to buy a "Happy Hour" for the whole site (reducing drink costs for all members), file sharing, and the ability to ask the community as a whole for their opinions. History In October 2007, Fubar claimed over 1.2 million members. fubar began as Lost Cherry, then changed to CherryTAP in late 2006. In 2007, the site changed its name again to fubar. Site creator Mike Hedlund is also a member, using the ID "babyjesus".
Unemployment In Amreica
Ok people ill try to be brief...and please remember this is just my opinion based on what i see on a daily basis on the news the city..and most recently at the top of the exit ramp that take to get home after work everyday. Today just like every other day for the last 2 weeks, a man has been holding a sign that reads " NEED A JOB TO PAY MY WATER BILL" "PLEASE HELP"....Now listen carefully people..there is a grocery store, and 3 fast food joints with in walking distance to where this man stands everyday...he obviously is either a). doesnt need a damn job in the first place or is b). lazy as hell. Now on to the rest of America. Look around you people(talking to the people who dont have jobs), get off your high horse that your use to living. Maybe if you himble yourselves enough to lower your high class livin style and live within your means you could find a job. Maybe if you werent so damn worried about your stature or class in society you could get a job. Oh but wait thats right y
Submissive Test!
You are 76% Submissive!   Submissive and dominant personality traits are part of everyone's natural make-up. You may be very dominant in the workplace or in being the head of your family, and yet still be submissive when it comes to relationship or sexual matters. If you scored high you may want to look into BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to serve and obey. If you scored very high it's likely you have already done so.If you scored very low you may want to take my test on dominance, and may have already explored BDSM as a healthy outlet for your need to control and direct others.  You are 34% dominant!   Dominance is a personality trait that all of us have to some degree. Some people are just happier when they are the ones in control and they enjoy knowing people are following their lead.Others enjoy being guided, and enjoy letting others take charge. In a sexual/relationship context Dominants love the power they get from having a partner trust them enough to submit t
I've got a cold beer in my right hand In my left I got my weddin' band I been wearin' it 'round now for way too long And I'm more than ready to see it gone And I'm the only one who can set myself free So I'm takin' off this pain you put on me I remember when you gave me that ring It was supposed to mean somethin' Instead didn't mean a whole lotta nothin' You don't never even talk to me I just get to do your laundry You sit there and you watch the TV Even when I'm lookin' sexy But now I got this cold beer in my right hand In my left I got my weddin' band I been wearin' it 'round now for way too long And I'm more than ready to see it gone And I'm the only one who can set myself free So I'm takin' off this pain you put on me And right now I'm feelin' so right Hey, I'm havin' a ball tonight And I'm bein' Noticed for the first time in a long time How 'ya doin' Sittin' at home I hope you feel lost and alone And I hope 'ya Miss me every second that I'm gone While I got this cold beer in my ri
Over And Out
I'm a modern man, a man for the millenniumDigital and smoke-freeA diversified, multi-cultural, post-modern deconstruction who's politically and anatomically ecologically incorrectI've been up-linked and down-loaded, I've been in-putted and out-sourcedI know the up-side of down-sizing, I know the down-side of up-gradingI'm a high-tech low-lifeA cutting-edge, state-of-the-art, bi-coastal, multi-tasker and I can give ya a gigabyte in a nanosecondI'm new-wave but I'm old-school and my inner child is outward-boundI'm a hot-wired, heat-seeking, warm-hearted cool customerI'm voice-activated and bio-degradableI interface in my database, my database is in cyberspaceSo I'm interactive, I'm hyperactive, and from time to time I'm radioactiveBehind the eight-ball, ahead of the curve, ridin' the wave, dodgin' the bullet, pushin' the envelopeI'm on-point, on-task, on-message and off drugsI got no need for coke and speed, I got no urge to binge and purgeI'm in-the-moment, on-the-edge, over-the-top but
CariñoCariño is what you are .Thoughts of you …are never far. Laughter is…what you bring. Making me smile… making me sing. Words of comfort…words of care. Good to know your always there. A closer friend I  could never find,  What we have is one of a kind. Never have to say how I feel, Always know that you’ll be real. Dreams about you come at night, Wishing you could hold me tight. Imagining the feel of your lips, Wanting your hands to caress my hips.
Im so board that Im concidering dressing up as the grim reaper and heading over to the local retirenment home and tapping on the windows, and waveing for enterntainment.
Sometimes I just mess with people.....     Atul: i want to put my cock into ur vagina   cancel Chat 1:09am more To Atul: only if you let me stick it in your butt,will you let me do that?   cancel Chat 1:09am reply Atul: ya   cancel Chat 1:10am reply Atul: ur age   cancel Chat
Rules Of Texas
Rules of TEXAS:1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot.2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. They are cattle & oil wells. That's what they smell like to you. TheySmell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-20 and I-10 goEast and west, I-35 goes north and south. Pick one.4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven Only 3 weeks a year.5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly.Try to understand the concept. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, weWILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time.7. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop.8. The "Opener" refers to the first day of deer season.
TEXAS        read below Have you ever looked at a map of the world? Look at Texas with me just for a second. That picture, with the Panhandle and the Gulf Coast , and the Red River and the Rio Grande is as much a part of you as anything ever will be. As soon as anyone anywhere in the world looks at it they know what it is. It's Texas.  Pick any kid off the street in Japan and draw him a picture of Texas in the dirt and he'll know what it is. What happens if I show you a picture of any other state? You might get it maybe after a second or two, but who else would? And even if you do, does it ever stir any feelings in you? In every man, woman and child on this planet, there is a person who wishes just once he could be a real live Texan and get up on a horse or ride off in a pickup. There is a little bit of Texas in everyone.. Texas is the Alamo. Texas is 183 men standing in a church, facing thousands of Mexican nationals, fighting for freedom, who had the chance to walk out and save them
Everyone With Care Should Read This...
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im so fucking sick of this feeling. im sick of feeling passed up, over-looked, left behind, used, unworthy, not good enough, irrelevant.....i dont want to do it anymore. i guess ive always felt that putting up w/ the bullshit proved your dedication. ride or die, right? thats ok, you go for that other girl. ill be waiting right here when thats over. im always here. always waiting. and it just seems to be one guy after another and another. they dont want a gf right now. at least thats what they tell you. then they meet someone else, and suddenly do. im like fucking "good luck, chuck". cant find a gf? date amanda casually, and refuse to make a commitment, you'll meet the girl of your dreams in the process. fuck, actually DATE amanda and that seems to happen. im sick of being treated like im so insignificant. as if its just ok to treat me this way, because what am i going to do about it, right? cry? oh well..... im done. i mean that. i really cant take it anymore. im
Love Hungry
Forever shall you crave me longing, lusting, needing.  Your love will never save me, tho you try never suceeding. Your eyes they may inslave me. Yet still they will see me leaving.
The Glow Radio's Annual Halloween Bash
The Glow Radio Annual Halloween Bash Saturday Oct. 30th & Sunday Oct. 31 24 Hours of Stacked DJs   Saturday October 30th All Times are Eastern Time   DJ Blizzard: 10am to Noon DJ Siren: Noon to 2pm Deejay Dovey: 2pm to 4pm DJ Summer: 4pm to 6pm DJ Rev Furg & Thee Witch's Special Halloween Show 6pm to 10pm Tony the Misfit's "Freak Show" 10pm to Midnight Sunday October 31st James Bound: Midnight to 4am Tony the Misfit's "Freak Show" 4am to 7am
Some Things I Like...
i like to take long walks in all sorts of weather.i like the feel of the pounding rain on my skin. i like walking in the woods. i like the feel of soft touches on my skin. i like the feel of a soft breath on the back of my neck. i like the way my body tingles at just the thought of You touching me. i like the thought of me giving You total control over me. i like being tied up and feeling helpless. i like the little shiver of fear i feel when i think of You having complete control over me. i like being blindfolded and not knowing what is coming next. i like how i feel in the morning when i see Your first email or text. i like being tied to the bed, the soft sound of Enigma MCMXC a.D., and the soft glow of candles lighting our room. i like my hair being pulled hard. i like to be bitten. i like to be forced. i like to be tied up and made to obey.
Watz Good
how iz everyone doing 2day
Nsfw Makes Me Laugh
NSFW makes me laugh. Fubar is a website for adults, if you like someone you will add them so why would you want to go in to their pictures and start telling them that they can not have that picture on there as it has an adult theme to it. If you don't like adult pictures then dont click on the pic to look at it. lmao  
She is intent on the computer - sitting at her desk, her back to the door.  Music softly flows around her as she taps away on the keyboard, unaware of the erotic pain and dark pleasure awaiting her...  Work has consumed her and she has neglected her Master for too long...    Master watches quietly, a silent predator patiently waiting for the right moment to attack his soft prey...  The bedroom is ready and waiting for his little whore - it has been ready for a while and she has not presented herself to him - and his patience is at an end...  He knows she needs to relax but also knows how stubborn she can be when there is work calling...    He waits until she saves her work, watching her stand and stretch tiredly - she has been so intent that she is unaware that he has arrived.  He enjoys watching her - dressed in a tank top and comfortable, loose skirt - it will be easy enough to strip her naked and expose her soft flesh to his dark desires.  He retreats to the shadows of the bedro
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Out Dreaming
Hope   Hope the thread that binds our souls with Those that have gone before us and those that Will come after we ourselves have passed. Hope is the what follows the last drop of blood that is shed, the last tear that falls, and the last breath that is taken. After all these things have come to pass hope is there to hold our hands, wipe our tears and bless the future with its undying certainty that all the comes down our path is meant to be.
i'm in a salute contest.... i need comments for votes...would my friends please help me out??? here's the link.... thanks to all! [ photo: shy baby ]  
Prayer Agianst The Power Of Darkness
On Terra (earth) in this fateful hourI place all Heaven with its powerthe sun with its brightnessthe snow with its whitenessthe fire with all the strength it haththe lightning with its rapid wraththe winds with their swiftness along their paththe sea with its deepnessthe rocks with their steepnessthe earth with it starknessall these I placeWith God's almighty help and gracebetween myself and the powers of darkness
Sometimes you dont realize what you have until its gone whether it be friends family or someone you truely love..  u deal withwhat life hands out and im thankful for HAVIN  all the above
Come Rate And Comment Me
come rate and comment me here....
Salute Contest
hello. i am i my first salute contest on here. i need lots of coment to win. i hope all my sexy freinds and all you sexy fu people can come vote for me. ty and have a great day. [ photo: sexynymph ]
                                           Why did you hurt me so bad                                        Just cuz you got really mad                                       You just couldn't love me right                                    you were selfish and just had to lie                                          There's so many times                                            that you made me cry                                     But why, what's the reason for                                          doing all you did to me                              
Flitting About
Trip to the grocery store for a pop - walking with my head down reading to see what my gas points were up to. I almost run into a cashier walking in an intercepting path with mine. I attempt to avoid plowing into her by flailing to my left, and walk directly into the path of the poor kid pushing a whole line of carts back inside the store. In an attempt to miss me, he plows his row of carts directly into the lady bringing a large selection of flowers from the outside of the store into the inside. Flowers sway ominously, but manage to stay in cart. I could NOT slink out of there fast enough!
Comment On My Girl
hey all. my girl is in a salute contest. she needs lots of comments. please go check her out and leave comments for her.
On My Mind.
The Irish brought the tradition of the Jack O'Lantern to America. But, the original Jack O'Lantern was not a pumpkin.The Jack O'Lantern legend goes back hundreds of years in Irish History. As the story goes, Stingy Jack was a miserable, old drunk who liked to play tricks on everyone: family, friends, his mother and even the Devil himself. One day, he tricked the Devil into climbing up an apple tree. Once the Devil climbed up the apple tree, Stingy Jack hurriedly placed crosses around the trunk of the tree. The Devil was then unable to get down the tree. Stingy Jack made the Devil promise him not to take his soul when he died. Once the devil promised not to take his soul, Stingy Jack removed the crosses and let the Devil down. Many years later, when Jack finally died, he went to the pearly gates of Heaven and was told by Saint Peter that he was too mean and too cruel, and had led a miserable and worthless life on earth. He was not allowed to enter heaven. He then went down to Hell and
Interracial Love Lounge
This song explains how I feel about relationships, mine and other peoples . I sort of feel like I'm one to hang on much longer then I should and I dont know when to just cut my losses and let it go. I am also tired of wasting life away unhappy when I know happiness is out there . Im struggleing to make some tough decisions about my life and its a long road to find the right answer.   Standing at the back doorShe tried to make it fastOne tear hit the hard woodIt fell like broken glassShe said sometimes love slips awayAnd you just can't get it backLet's face itFor one split secondShe almost turned aroundBut that would be like pouring rain dropsBack into a cloudSo she took another step and saidI see the way out and I'm gonna' take itI don't wanna' spend my life jadedWaiting to wake up one day and findThat I've let all these years go byWastedAnother glass of whisky but it still don't kill the painSo he stumbles to the sink and pours it down the drainHe says it's time to be a man and sto
Time, lately....for some unknown but palpable reason, seems short to me...or maybe FOR me. Irregardless of which it is, short is a measurement of oppotunities becoming less numerous. I am not afraid, but uncertain...I simply desire to get things right. I have to let some things go, walk away from some things, from some people, and make amends for others, TO others. No one can do these things for me. The crossroads stand in sight.
                                                    A Quiz about me                                                 (1-25)                    1) What's your middle name? Cassandra                                                 2) What's your top three favorite colors? purple, pink & blue                      3) What's your favorite fruit? Grapes                      4) How many siblings do you have? 5                      5) Do you have kids? If so how many? What gender and age(s)?                      &nb
Whats New With Fu-bar
 FST Please repost these often!  Lets keep gettin the word out about the Fubar Street Team!  We need to show love to the swag shop also!!  Please repost these bulletins often: Want To Join the Fubar Street Team?  Got FuSwag?  Thanks to all FST members! Keep up the good work!
Truth Hurts
1.  Americans spend $36,000,000 at Wal-Mart Every hour of every day.              2. This works out to $20,928 profit every minute!3.  Wal-Mart will sell more from January 1 to St.  Patrick's Day (March 17th) than Target sells all  year.4. Wal-Mart is  bigger than Home Depot + Kroger + Target +Sears  + Costco + K-Mart  combined.5. Wal-Mart employs 1.6 million people, is the world's largest private employer, and most speak English.6. Wal-Mart is the largest company in the history of the world.7. Wal-Mart now sells more food than Kroger and Safeway combined, and keep in mind they did this in only fifteen years.8. During this same period, 31 big supermarket chains sought bankruptcy.9.  Wal-Mart now sells more food than any other  store in the world.10.  Wal-Mart has approx 3,900 stores in the USA of which 1,906 are Super Centers; this is 1,000 more than it had five years  ago.11. This year 7.2  billion different purchasing experiences will occur at Wal-Mart stores. (Earth's population is 
Have you ever felt like you don't get any love from fellow fu's? Are your fufunds low and you just can't get any kind of attention? Well come see Madame Rain And Lady J in WYKD and let one of us be your personal slave for a week... We will love on you, comment your page, rate pics, send random gifts. We will also add you to our #1 friend spot, and we will also randomly put you in our status. Depending on what it is you have to offer will depend on what and how much we will do for you. Ownership is only for a week. If you are a perve, and think you will be getting a freak, you will, but we aren't like most fufreaks on here. We do have our limits. THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA WHAT SO EVER!!! If there is any kind of drama, you will be blocked from both Madame Rain and Lady J. You do have to be a member of WYKD. There will be no exchanging of numbers, addresses, personal info of any kind. No cam for either Madame Rain and Lady J. There will also be nocybering, no sexual acts of any kind. There i
Lookin To Pay For A Model To Pose With Truck Club Vehicles
Me and a friend just started a Truck Club and are looking for some attractive girls that are in shape dont need the next Barbie but please have enough sense to realize if you look good enough to do any kind of modeling before contacting me... We will be paying for the model to pose and it will be paid per truck they model with.... so if you are interested let me know and we can talk and have a pic ready to send over email so that we get a preview of what you look like....
Turf Rules
                                                  Juggador Mafia Turf rules   Standards for promotion..1. Be an active member for at least one week.2. Show Improvement.( Not by leveling, but by Showing Excitement for your turf).3. Show consistent improvement (Based on Character strength and Skill).4. Other criteria include ability to train, Following all the turf rules and regulations, recruiting and working as team member.Once in a leadership position( LT and Up ), you are expected to be an active participant. If you are going to be inactive for longer than three days, let someone know and we will temporarily put someone in the position so the turf funds are maximized to improve the turf. Not letting the Boss or Underboss or Lieutenants  know can result in demotion to Associate. UPON PROMOTION:  The new soldier will need to provide a list of territories/equip to his/her mentor/trainer for an evaluation and/or recommendations on how to improve his/her mobsters. Unless we already kno
Wtf????!!!! Roflmfao!!!
ERROR: i _really_ fucking hate you!     I FUCKIN HATE YOU TOO!!! :P
I'm not very good at blogging so I will try my best   Why is it that everytime I see you I go nuts inside, I look at you and the feelings are real, they wont go away and I get hurt everytime without you really knowing. I dont know what to do or what to say. Whenever we get close you end up pushing me away and the pain and failure is there. I truely love you but I dont think you see it. The words are eal and will always be true. You mean the world to me and I want to have you but you wont come near me to see the true person I really am. if you could only truely spend the time with me you owuld see the real me is not fake like most, my love would be true as the words coming from my lips. I truely hurt inside everytime I get to even see you talked to me. I hae to get this off my chest and stop holding it inside. I cry to let the pain ease but it doesnt always work.
Dumb Fucks!!!
OK This is a Convo in YIm between me & a certain someone who thinks he is the total package. He starts out by hitting on you & then when you keep turning him down, he blows up on you. An I will not name him but I will show a convo we had in yim that caused him 2 block him on fu after cussing me in my sb. I never even got the chance 2 respond:( Lol Oh well he will learn one day I hope that not all women want him or 2 get on cam 4 him. Some of us women have more RESPECT 4 ourselves & the ppl we are with. He just lost the chance @ having a good friend cuz he could not accept that I did not want more & he could not take a joke. But this convo ya'll are about 2 see shows just how much of a dumb fuck he really is.   YIM CONVO: Marko: All right it's time to send me ur cam? dixiedevilwendy: Lol no can do Marko: Ahh you just don Marko: t want to... dixiedevilwendy: Lol  dixiedevilwendy: I look beasty Marko: I don't care baby! Marko: I just wanna get you in my ride...*Smiles* dixiedevilwendy:
Ok people... Ive noticed that when people have that nice shiny god bling that they become snobs. I know us less important levels are sometimes ignored. I chase booms and gods just like everyone else on here. And while I had my god i rated bombed and loved my fam and friends and then people who asked that werent in my fam and friends. But now that i dont have that nice shiny cross not as many people even like me. I know that this is just a website. But if you are in my friends and fam and you are bombing and I show love, rate, like, fan and whatnot yet you ignore it and only pay attention to the more popular ones, you arent gonna get my fuckin attention anymore.  But if you do return the love, then I will continue to show you attention everyday. ...but when I do have the ability bling and you all of a sudden want my attention... remember.... outta sight outta mind yo!
How I Feel
Some times in our lifes we dnt get to see the whole picture. but then somethings we get to peek at it. for me peeking is all i ever get to do  i dnt see why i get treated the way i do ., my heart is so big, im the nicest person that you could ever meetbut my feeling are getin hurt here latly. and i dnt understand anymore. the ppl that are round me love me for me but then there are a few that only see me as a prize to b won. but im not im a person that wants to b loved in life. that wats to b happy with her friends and fam i jus want to hav the one man in my life i cn turn to when i need him the most and hav him love me for me not for what he will reek off me when he gets with me.. i mean .. what is it that ppl see in me anyway.. all i ever hear is a hot chick.. but my beautiy goes so much deeper then skinn deep.. i am well loved and well hated at the same time. but more less equal in both. i love you all but someone can only take so much .. my heart is broken .. more shattered then any
I Shall Return, Lol=]]
                                      I Just wanted everyone to know that I am coming back on here whenever I can get to a computer, until I can get another one.... My Laptop I was using was a rental and we can't afford 2 keep payments on it, with Christmas coming and all.... But, I won't be gone forever.... R U kidding me?! lol=]] I love fubar, hehe lolsXDD And I luv yah all, so plz just keep me as ur friend/family=]] I won't 4get about u either.... ~hugggs~ and c u whenever I can!                                                        Luv,                                                Danielle Adair                                                          a.k.a.                                                 Hisangeleyes                                                          (me)
when to se hallowicked alot of asshole touching girls sexualy i think its fucked up we spost to be family and dude be grabing other mens woman wtf anyway not shure when my lifes headed but i know the dark carnival with have a strong message with the might death pop its coming ppl u been warn  its neer change youe ways or u know where u will go and it wont be shangrila  well that all mcl to those who are real juggalos and lette  fuck thr  other the fakes and haters u kow where your going id hate to be u living your life hateing and not being happy losers mcl peace 
Back Again
Dumb Asses In My Sb
Ok I have these rules that some think to not EVEN consider b/c they are just plain stupid. Then there are the ones that are young AND stupid.....People say age is just a # but when you come across the young that are just omfg are you kidding me?... age really does matter lol. Well I just had the pleasure of coming into contact with one of the omfg are you kidding me kind........heres the SB convo.... Michael: are you single 11:42am To Michael: no and i am too old for you 12:02pm Michael: when can we meet 12:21pm To Michael: excuse me? 12:22pm Michael: when are we going to meet 12:27pm To Michael: ok I can tell ur age and lack of maturity is showing.. you asked if i was single I said no and im too old for you yet you STILL ask if we can meet? You may think thats attractive but a true woman that respects herself wouldnt. You want the little young tramps that think fucking anything is "hawt".Look here kid. this may be the
The Liar And The Thief
To All Juggalos And Juggalettes.
If you claim to be either a juggalo or juggalette, delete yourself from my friends list. I choose not to associate myself with someone who cant accept the fact that ICP is just a couple of bad musicians that paint their face and your taking this thing WAY too far. BTW your hatchet, is a fucking meat cleaver! Go to school. 
Earlier today a friend showed me some stuff on the obvious sides of fubar. Normally I knew about stuff like this on Fubar, but I began to see some horridly ugly things turn after turn the harder I looked. For instance: How fucking sad is it to sell yourself online for digital stuff? What is this pray tell? Well how about I whip my nuts out, write your name on them, take a pic, and post it on fubar for the mere cost of a 65 credit bling pack? Wtf right? Not gonna happen, especially on my end with me being a dude and any relatively smart woman out there knowing than the vast majority of men will just whip the whole fruit basket out to any woman who will ask. A vast sterotype obviously, but you get the idea. Besides, only 1 person I am sure of would even want to see that, and she has permenant free access anyways. :P ANYWHOO- Primarily, it is just deplorable to do such a thing. Don't get me wrong, the ladies on fubar kick ass and it being an adult site you can do whatever the fuck yo
i'm selling my pimpout for 2credits because they 6 Ability points and i can give out just 2 of them a day . so plzz help me get to my goal to get rock star bling . ty so much angels wings
*just Bout Stuffs!*
Heyyyy Everyone!!!!    Feel Free to add me on myspace..Here the Url..   Feel Free to add me on Facebook...Find me from the Email..      My Email for the facebook is   Plzzz Sign My Guestbook in my Fubar Profile!!!!                        Thank You Very Much Everyone!!!                             xo Muah ox
"special Someone" A Song By Me(gabe Haney)
1st Verse:   In the darkness of the night, you were my bright and shining light. I just wanted you to see, that I wanted you closer to me. You have brighten my pathway, to a better day. I just want you to stay with me, please darlin please   Chorus:   I want you to be my special someone, someone I can love. My special, special someone like an angel from above. I just want hold you, hold you tight, and protect you with all my might. I hope you can be that special someone till the end of time. My special, special someone that I want to be mine.   2nd verse:   You give me a great big smile,I just want to sit with you for awhile. You are so beautiful to me, and I just want us to be. I know that in my heart, I don't want us to be apart. This is my plea, I hope you can see, that I want you to be with me   Chorus:   I want you to be my special someone, someone I can love. My special, special someone like an angel from above. I just want hold you, hold
Idiotic Stupidity Or Plain Dumb
do not ask me for my yahoo then ask for my messenger after i have said i cant load messenger.
A Little Of This And That
My mind wonders, I think of you, the flame inside my soul alights, I hear your voice in my ear, although you are not in site. I feel your teeth on my neck, like a candle, I begin to burn. Your arm encircles me, I hear your whispering words, "My sweet, my beautiful one, my love" Your tongue on my ear, sending shivers down my spine.   You tug at my hair, pull back my head. Lost in your kiss, your fingers pulling me closer still. You sense my lust, my heart beats fast, The flame burns more, my desire unfolds. You claw at my breast, your lips scattering kisses. I relax, trusting in your love and touch.   Then you sink your teeth into my flesh, I cry out in pain, Mixed with a pleasure, praying you do it again. Your fangs peirce my skin once more, again a moan flees. I feel the flame more keenly, slowly burning up inside of me.   You grab my arm and pull them back, Holding my wrist firmly in your hand I feel the kiss of the harsh leather embracing them. Then the click o
The Meaning Of Fu.....
I have been on fu over a 2 years now and have seen and heard things I would prefer to forget about.  Like most here, I was invited with no warning or explanation of what Fubar is.  I almost didn't stay but I looked around and tried to figure out the "rules" and how "the game" was being played.  I soon found out the posted rules are often broken or ignored completely and the game was open for interpretation.  I read the blogs written by the yellow names and still find myself confused as to what the hell I am supposed to be doing here.  The game even changes by it's creator quite often.  I always joke that fubar must be baby jesus thesis or a cruel experiment on human behavior.  When you combine people from all walks of life and give them the anonymity of a computer, you are bound to see people acting like they never would in real life.   Which brings up the question, why does fubar say this is "real fun"?  Cracks me up every time I read it.  There are those here that only ask you to be
Trippy & Kidkel69 Make Metal History On The Cover Of Rsm : Read Their Long History Ft: Zakk Wylde
Trippy and I go way.........back. I first met Sandy and Tim (Trippy's brother) viewing their awesome art and amazing videos on YOUTUBE. Although Sandy and Trippy have a love /hate relationship, Sandy referred me to Trippy. Trippy was invited to join ALL~MOST FAMOUS REVIEW over on Kick Apps , as an entertainer, but our sponsors suspended him for his profanity. I tried to explain to my affiliate's , that Trippy may have been suffering from an un-treated case of Tourette syndrome. I was unable to resolve the issue. I  followed Trippy everywhere he went, but  I believe Trippy was always sour over the incident. ( HIT BIG BLUE KICK APPS LINK   I especially enjoyed the  subjects of Jimmy Hendrix and Jim Morrison presented  by ONE BLACK ROSE. (see art and bio here)  I asked the ONE BLACK ROSE  team to be showcased in our Halloween edition of,  ALL~MOST FAMOUS FAMOUS VIDEO REVIEW MAGAZINE with Kidk
Random Ramblings
For about a week now, I have been offering to pay people to rate all my pics.... I currently have around 350 pictures with about 30 being in a "Family Only" folder.... I understand that not everyone can rate those particular pictures and that is fine with me.... They will still get paid for rating all of the rest.... I am currently paying 140K which I believe is more than fair.... I ran into an issue this morning where someone said that they haven't been paid.... So, to avoid any further confusion or delay I have made a folder with screen shots of the payments.... This will not only protect me from having to double pay someone, it also proves to others who are rating my pics that they will indeed get paid.... Another issue that I have run into is people commenting on the pictures that all have been rated.... In my status it clearly states: "Paying 140K for rating all my pics.... PM me when you are done...." If people do not send me a Personal Message to my inbox I cannot guarantee paym
Loving Fubar
Just like to say hello to everyone in fubar land. I am really liking it here and keep the drinks coming 
Salute For A Free Happy Hour Contest
CONTEST IS ON GOING!!!!!  NO END DATE!!!! Im gonna steal an idea out of Babyj's play book and try something new.  How about a simple little contest where I give away a happy hour to those ladies willing to participate in my lil game?  To be entered in the contest, all you have to do is create a salute photo for me in your fubar album that you'd like to submit, anything goes. Ladies you can do teasers and nsfw salutes in addition to sfw salutes as well...Just click the 'link to photo' link under the photo and copy the html embed code with the thumbnail and paste it into a comment in this blog post. the photo should contain at least YOU and my name JT of course...You can customize the photo any way you want, so be creative now lol.  Bonus points will be added for members of the armed forces who are currently deployed, female strippers, pic text messages for those of you that have my number. I'll periodically give away a Happy Hour to the winner/winners, based on style, sexiness, and

loverboysuch a sexy man and he is all mine in real life.....@ fubar
The Store
My website is up. You can view it at   Also my store is up. You can view it at   Check them out and tell me what you think.   Thanks.
    Everyday i come on here and see all sorts of shit. I've noticed one thing in particular that lets me know that some on here are actually snobs and kind of reminds me of high school. The GOD MODE.     People run it for many reasons. Some use it for a majority of the blings it has like the boomerrang, famp, 11s, polisher, and bombs. I see some use the pimp hand, which I think is stupid. Why would someone WANT to stop someone from gaining points? Plus if you pimphand someone doesn't it stop the peoole in their fam from gaining points as well? i think it just shows hatred and immaturity. I dont care who gets upset about me saying that, but it's just my opinion. I've seen someone pimp hand someone while running a blind out of sheer spite because they are friends with someone they hate. Isn't that kinda childish? Like being in high school?      Anywho. Another thing I've seen is trading fam spots just to benefit the points. For whatever reasons. To rank, gain more points, whatever. Isn
Apple Does It Again!!
   Christmas gift idea   APPLE DOES IT AGAIN Apple announced today that it has developed a breast implant that can store and play music. The iTit will cost from $499 to $699, depending on cup and speaker size. This is considered a major social breakthrough, because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them.
My First Buy...
appledumpling@ fubar
Dirty Little Secrets!
I may just break out with some pics if it's ok!
Not Ready To Say Goodbye
I need to vent. I need to get and express the hurt that's going on inside before it bursts. It feels like a losing battle - treading water with a ton of weight pulling you down; I'm swimming, yet still sinking. My gandfather grew up a in a broken home during the depression. At that point in life, already off to a bad start - a very poor family sometimes eating turnips for days on end, and also being very unwanted - his grandmother at one point tried to kill him. Time went on, he grew up. He found work, got married, had a son. The marriage fell apart, and the little boy, an uncle I'd never meet passed away at the age of 6 to leukemia. Fate still was not done dealing him bad hands. He wound up a medic on the front lines in World War II. Many of the scenes at the beginning of the movie Saving Private Ryan, he witnessed first-hand; more than enough to scar anyone for life. You'd never know it. Life went on, he met my grandma, married, had 5 more kids and eventually 10 grandkids. Me, b
i hate posers that call people about a kill joy. i mean what exactly am i faking anyway lol! and if i were lame why do i have a high rating ... unless u of course are a fat ugly man behind a massive computer i see no need for u to insult me. well i am just saying nice try to get me down. to tell the truth ur insults just make me laugh at how childish some people can still be.. i know i am not the "sexiest" man in the world but i am at east attractive enought to have had three ways with beautifull women my own age. i get flirted with constantly and ect ect... so there for im not fake but real... and u are jealous lol how adorable..... u little fukin little posers!:) dont hate on people is all im saying. 
The 8th Of November
On November 8th, 1965, the 173rd Airborne Brigade on Operation Hump, War Zone D in Vietnam, were ambushed by over 1200 V.C. Forty-eight American soldiers lost their lives that day. Severely wounded, and riskin’ his own life, Lawrence Joel, a medic, was the first livin’ black man since the Spanish-American War to receive the United States Medal of Honor for savin’ so many lives in the midst of battle that day. Our friend, Nialls Harris, retired 25 years, United States Army, the guy who gave Big Kenny his top hat, was one of the wounded who lived: This song is his story. Caught in the action of kill or be killed, greater love hath no man than to lay down his life for his brother. Let us NEVER forget the heros who have given their lives so that we can live free.
back in April I finally explained to the family about my daughter Sara Elizabeth Land. when she was born, died etc.... Holidays and such before that just passed by as I was usually working or busy with visiting family. this year is different. Now that everyone knows about her, it is getting harder for me to be happy as the Holidays approach (Thanksgiving and Christmas) I will never know the joy of seeing her walk her first steps. her first words spoken. first day of school. birthday parties, lil girl tea parties. watchin her open presents on Christmas morning. see her go on a first date, teach to drive a car. Graduate highschool and maybe college. get married??? well my point is to all my true friends and family here on the website, if im not as cheerful or seem frustrated, please understand why... Thanks..   PS - i was 16 when she was born. I helped deliver her ... her mom took her away a few months later and i never heard from either for a year. she died at the age of 4 i
It's Not Just About Sex. goes my 1st attempt at a blog....My fiance and I used to have a really healthy sexlife in the beginning, but over thew last 6 to 8 months, it has been drastically reduced:(...about 4-6 times a month...I have tried to talk to her about it, but it usually turns into a fight, and leaves her thinking that, this is all a relationship means to me. Its not all about sex to me, but I also believe a healthy sexlife, helps maintain a healthy relationship...If you people, could give me some positive feedback on this, it would be great....And please no rude comments
Drink, Steal, Swear And Lie
                                                                               *I met this guy while I was in Albuquerque and he has a motto he lives by                              everyday.  He said listen carefully and live by these 4 rules : Drink, Steal, Swear, & Lie.*                              * I was shaking my head 'no', but he then told me to listen while he                             explained his four rules. So here they are :*                              *1. "Drink" from the "everlasting cup" every day. *                              *2. "Steal" a moment to help someone that is in worse shape than you. *                              *3. "Swear" that you will be a better person today than Yesterday. *                              *4. And last, but not least, when you "lie" down at night*                             * Thank God you live in America and have freedom.  *                              * I am not as good as I should be.*                              * I am not
Okay so I am a total blonde and was going to do a really nice blog but since I am a total blonde and I forgot how to do one I have  to make due with a simple one for now. I am hosting an auction and there are 10 of us up on the auction block!!! Everyone that is up on the auction block are wonderful people so go and take a look and make a bid!!! Have fun!!! The auction will run from 11/9/10 to 11/23/10!!!
AN IRISH BLONDE IN A CASINO An attractive blonde from Cork , Ireland arrived at the casino. She seemed a little intoxicated and bet twenty-thousand Euros on a single roll of the dice. She said, 'I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I'm completely nude'. With that, she stripped from the neck down, rolled the dice and with an Irish brogue yelled, 'Come on, baby, Mama needs new clothes!' As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up and down and squealed...'YES! YES! I WON, I WON!' She hugged each of the dealers and then picked up her winnings and her clothes and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumbfounded. Finally, one of them asked, 'What did she roll?' The other answered, 'I don't know - I thought you were watching.' MORAL OF THE STORY - Not all Irish are drunks, not all blondes are dumb, but all men...are men.
Crazy O-clock Bloggies
Well it's heading towards 4am here so I'm apologising upfront for the typos, babbling and general theme of this blog. If people are reading this who have actually taken time to get to know me then you will know I'm an optimist, a good friend of mine recently described me as "the happiest person they know" - bold statement! I am a glass full kinda gal but it doesn't mean that I still don't have problems to face and issues to deal with. I don't think it's good to completely bottle it, nor is it good to dwell... so here is me, processing, in my own personal and probably non-sensical fashion. When things go bad, I like to deal with it by taking a moments thought on the situation and then taking appropriate action, if necessary. I guess I'm kind of logical, next I'll be saying my ears are pointed and I'm from the Planet Vulcan... I better move on, this blog is taking a dire turn into bad joke avenue - one that I tend to visit every day! Back to the point... So I then like to go to sleep, Ops
I was wondering if it would be possible to get enough players from this site, to make a private match on COD..Black Ops.....Im kr09ik on the ps3 network...either msg me on there, or on here...lets see what what can do...Till later, happy
Little girl sits staring into the sun, Visions from the past haunt this little one. Laughter and smiles, Angers and fears, All of the cryin through the years, Dancing and cheering there is no more,  The Life of her guardians of which she isnt sure. To her this world is a harsh Place better then others but in poor taste. True her happiness shines on the outside, BUT  HURT IS WHAT SHE HIDES
Just Another Day...
              It started pretty normally, Debbie arose, brushed her long, red hair, and turned on the hot water in the shower. Looking in the mirror, she practiced the dance she wanted to do for Master, a slow striptease, and removed her nightclothes slowly, undulating and swerving her lithe body.               The water made steam on the mirror, and it was time to get in. Debbie stepped inside and slid the door shut, the hot water making her skin cold for just a second, then opening her pores, her skin ready to be scrubbed.                Holding her head back, the hot water flowed onto her scalp, making her hair weigh twice its normal weight, and shimmering. Debbie's little mirror in the shower showed her hard nipples, and she moved her hands over each one. The erect little buds lept at her touch, and she began to move her hands to other parts of her body.                Her palms moved wetly over her tummy, and her fingers swirled around her mound, grabbing the soap and making it
My Poem
Indian Heritage by Christina Maria Ennis   I call upon my brothers and my sisters of the tribe.I call upon you all to help me to survive.\Take me from these white lands back to my native blood.I call upon you all to call upon a flood.\Take away the people who belong not in our tribe,and the people who are with us will know how to survive.\I was born on white lands and raised the white man's way.If I had a choice, I'd be back in the olden days.\Then the land was plenty and we traveled near and far.If at night we lost our trail, we'd look upon a star.\Now the white man uses cars and tools to find his way.I'll tell you something, white man, our native blood will stay.\So again I call upon the true blood tribe I love.I also call our blood spirits to help us from above.\Let us make a comeback to show them we are here.We'll take back what they had taken without a drop of fear.\So I'm proud to say I'm Indian; it's the blood that flows in me, 'Cause without all my ancestors, I would neve
It Is What It Is...
If you're a girl..1) Get something small if it's your first time, like a lip gloss container. Make sure it's got a rounded tip.2) Put a little water on it. 3) Get yourself on the ground or your bed. Make sure you're comfortable.4) Put your feet up on something. Make sure they are higher than your head. Spread your legs.5) For the ultimate experience, relax first. Just lay there. Think about nothing. And DON'T BE NERVOUS.6) Slowly begin to touch your breasts. Feel them (have your eyes closed or open but if they are open make sure you're not focusing on anything)7) Keep one hand on your breast and slowly move the other one down to your thigh. Move your hand up and down your thigh while massaging your breast.8) With your breast hand, slowly take the lip gloss container or your object of choice. Your clit might start to get a weird feeling like you really want to touch it. DON'T.9) Tease yourself with the object by gently rubbing the spot between your poophole and vagina. This will drive y
Mad Hatter Reality
Once upon a most fukked up time, I came across a psycho mime. Something was strange to my naked eye, to this very day I couldn't say why. As strange as he was it doesn't really matter, My friendship doesn't waiver and my best friend is the fukken Mad Hatter.   Now, just a minute ago I made all this up none of it is true. If you took my word for it , what does that say about you? think about this question don't answer too fast cuz in this Mad Hatter Reality , lies just don't last.                      Written By: Jessica Auzelia Tiffin 2010
I Need A Real Woman
to  all females get at dady for fun
Facebook Sex
I'm trying to connect with my cool friends from here so add me on Facebook if I love you.   My name comes up as "Anthony Stephen."  It's my porno stage-name.
Usmc - Today In History 11-10
During the American Revolution, the Continental Congress passes a resolution stating that "two Battalions of Marines be raised" for service as landing forces for the recently formed Continental Navy. The resolution, drafted by future U.S. president John Adams and adopted in Philadelphia, created the Continental Marines and is now observed as the birth date of the United States Marine Corps. Serving on land and at sea, the original U.S. Marines distinguished themselves in a number of important operations during the Revolutionary War. The first Marine landing on a hostile shore occurred when a force of Marines under Captain Samuel Nicholas captured New Province Island in the Bahamas from the British in March 1776. Nicholas was the first commissioned officer in the Continental Marines and is celebrated as the first Marine commandant. After American independence was achieved in 1783, the Continental Navy was demobilized and its Marines disbanded. In the next decade, however, increasing c
I have been on this site since March 2007 and have seen many changes in the site, in people, in attitudes and "cliques". Now I await all  those who will say "I'm not in any clique. I'm friends with who I want". Sadly, we DO allow others to influence how we act, what we say and who we are friends with. Everyone is quick to jump in and defend their "friends" yet if the situation was on the other foot I don't think  many can say their "friend" would defend them.   There is A LOT of hype about who you are friends with on here, such as colored names. I have friends with green names, pink names,  blue names, grey names, white names, red names and OMG some yellow names.  I must be a traitor to the "mummers" or something.  Another thing, if you have EVER wrote a mumm or answered a mumm YOU ARE A FUCKING MUMMER.   (Waiting on those who will protest and say Don't put a label on me...blah blah blah. Labels are a part of life so deal with it.)   Discuss amongst yourself or not.....I don
Th Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?:  Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?:  How often do you like to have sex?:  Is sex a top priority for you?:  Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?:  How do you feel about one night stands?: How many one night stands have you had?:  What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?:  Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Have you ever watched porn while having sex?:  How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?:  Do you like kissing during sex?:   Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?:  Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?: How old were you when you lost your virginity?: How many sexual partners have you have in the last month?:  What does your fav
Remembering Our Veterans
Thursday November 11th our nation celebrates Veteran's Day.  On this day we pay tribute to the brave men and women of our country who have served in the military.  This day was orginally created to commemorate the end of WWI when the armistice that ended the war was signed on the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month. Growing up I would think about "older" veterans who fought in WWII; Korea and Vietnam.  However today "Veteran" has taken on many faces and many generations of soldiers.  With the war in Iraq and Afghanistan and many other countries, our generation has sent loved ones and friends to fight on foreign lands.  As a result we now have immediate faces that pop into our mind when we think of the word Veteran. Tomorrow, whether young or old, take the time to find a Veteran and thank them personally for the service they have put in defending our country. Not only will it put a smile on their face, they will know how truly appreciated they really are. To all the Vets here
True American Heros
  As Veteran's Day is upon us once more, a day set aside to celebrate the men and women of the Armed Forces. I would like to tell you about a wonderful Veteran I know and Love. My Step-Dad Mike who was always more like a father to me then my own dad.   I met Mike when I was 9 years old for all intents and purposes I hated Mike. He was set to ruin my life I thought. He was after all, after my Mother!!! Through time and understanding on his part he became a very important part of my life. Mike served from 18 -25 in Vietnam. In that time he was also a POW. I remember having to wake him up with broomsticks because the nightmares were so severe for him. He used to drink to much he was never mean to us but he would cry and be devastated about the things he saw and did in Vietnam. It was kill or be killed. They were a bunch of young men sent out into a jungle they were completely unfamiliar with, no amount of training could prepare you for fighting an unseen enemy. Mike was captured in 1968
Remember The Fallen
Think about this for just a minute: Men and women pass on all the time. Most have fancy headstones and expensive caskets. Some even have giant mausoleums. The men and women that have sacrificed their lives to serve and protect us and our families get a small marker in the ground. Some get a small marble plaque. Many of them never even make it home. Remember them and show them the respect they deserve.
Had To Delete Newds
I had to delete the Newds folder, because the site I model for doesn't want me posting freebies.
Who Am I?
IS THAT YOU? Is that you I see in the distanceIs that you I hear when needing adviceIs that you coming into my dreamsIs that you holding my aching heart I see shadows of places you've not beenI hear echos of your voice unspokenI visit memories of moments we've not hadI feel marks you've left on my untouched heart Is that you I see behind meIs that you I hear asking adviceIs that you I visit in my dreamsIs that you I touch of aching heart I cast shadows of places we will goI speak ehcos of words we will knowI share memories of times we'll haveI place marks on your untouched heart Is that you beside meIs that you that I hearIs that you in my armsIs that you in my heart MELANIE
Discovering Mr Right
Day 1: So I am on a mission to discover the characteristics and qualities I want in MR RIGHT. More often then not I tend to focus on the wrong things but i have decided to find the things that make me get butterflies no matter how many times they happen. Looks fade, people change but there have got to be some lasting characteristic that won't change. So here are some things. #1. Someone who makes me laugh. Not just by telling a joke or by being silly. Someone who no matter how tired or sad i am that can remind me of how fun life can be and make me laugh until my tears are gone. #2. Someone who wants me in as many pictures as I want them in. You see I am always the one behind the camera, I want a man who will pry it from my hands to take my picture. No matter how much I grumble I hate having my picture taken. #3. Someone who is not afraid to dance to there own music. I like original, I like the one who isn't afraid to sing off tune and to be laughed with not at... I want someone who
Oral Solution
It always Makes us Both Feel better Providing that Needed relief After wards I will listen Fully And attempt To understand Your beliefs Treat it Aggressively Take out those Frustrations Beneath If you require My undivided Attention Just do not Dig in Too Deep With your Teeth   You always have the best solutions babes
United States Veterans!!
Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock , did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. "Ms. Cothren, where're our desks?” She replied, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn the right to sit at a desk.” They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades.” "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior.” She told them, "No, it's not even your behavior.” And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period. Still no desks in the classroom. By early afternoon television news crews had started gathering in Ms. Cothren's classroom to report about this crazy teacher who had taken all
Great Oppertunty
Dear community leaders, Do you enjoy your job? Are you paid what you're worth? Do you dream of doing something specail or being your own boss? Then we may have the right opportunity for you!!!! I represent Prepaidlegal, one of the Nation's leading financial services companies we help families build financial security for the future through income protection, dept reduction and asset accumulation. We also offer them thyhe chance to build a business through our unique, entreprreneurial opportunity. We also offer other things like 25% off of the attorney fee like instead of having to pay high attorney fees that we all know that we can not affored so say that a attorney wants 5000 to take your case well 25% of that is 3,750 instead of 5000 wouldnt you like to save instead of spending money we really dont have right now You will also get identy theft that will alert would you when some thing new may appear on your credit report and we also cover wills and so much more if you want to know mo
Plastic Surgeons And Plastic Surgery
Nowadays, plastic surgery is shifting to less invasive techniques that result to shorter recovery, more natural appearance, and less risk of complications such as bleeding, scarring, and infection. Because of this trend, fat transfer is becoming a popular option for people who want to augment a certain body part, usually buttocks and breasts, without the use of synthetic materials such as the saline and silicone implants. The Brazilian butt lift is one of the newest procedures in plastic surgery which involves the use of a patient’s own fats to augment her buttocks. With this, the risk of adverse immune reaction and rejection is almost eliminated unlike when using synthetic implants.   How the Brazilian Butt Lift is Usually Performed   Plastic Surgeons start the procedure by collecting fatty tissues (through liposuction surgery) from areas where they tend to accumulate such as in the abdomen, inner and outer thighs, back, and around the buttocks. To reduce the surgical tr
For Cuddle Baby 2010
For A Dear Friend
Time To Realize
I have come to the conclusion that it is time to realize the changes that need to be made. But the only way to make that change, is to look at the "Man In The Mirror". Looking at myself and telling myself to change is the biggest step i will take. The step to making that change and looking in the mirror is admitting to myself that i have been doing the wrong things. What i mean by this is, i haven't been living my life right. I'm sure many out there can admit that to themselves. Yes! That is the easy part. But try the next step. After you admit you are doing wrong, try to change that. Try to change the fact you have been doing all the wrong things. Make a change, make things better. Try apologizing, thanking or even telling someone you have done wrong. By admitting to someone else your wrongs, it can make it easier to make that change. Now, the first step to making the change is telling yourself that you want to change. Making yourself change. This world is changing in many ways, but t
A Night Of Thunder
I have taken you camping, into the woods and tonight I have set up camp and you are in the tent with me. I have you undress and I cuff you as usual and in the close distance you hear the thunder and see the lightening close by. It is time as I lower the lantern light and have you lie down on the floor of the tent as I uncuff you and spread you out to the steaks I have made ready. Each steak is just the right distance apart as I take each hand and cuff it to one metal steak and then each ankle in the same manor.I then attach the metal nipple clips to each of your nipples and let you see as I attach them to wires leading out of the tent to the ground around us. As I tell you that I have laid wire all around our campsite I can feel your nerves start to unwind as the thunder and lightening come closer to our camp. I have you naked and spread-eagled on the floor of our tent and I can feel you begin to struggle as I light a candle and turn off the lantern light. There are now two candles in
My Acheivements
  HOW  DO I START   TO HAVE  Had  my  songs  played and aired  to  thousands     out  west   on  one  a the  largest  internet  stations   across  canada  and  usa    was   exciting   and to  have seen  them   up  beside  all  the  greats  on the  charts  was  also    something  i  thought  ide  never  see    i have  to thank  all  my  fans  here  and  all  over the world     for  this  first  and  freinds  and  family   for  haven     the  confedence  in  me   and  never ever  giving  up   on me    also   the  many  other  things  ive  done  for cheritys  singing  to  help  others  is  one a my  greatest  rewards  of  all       ps .    this is  my  first  blog  on me  so ill   keep  it  short   and in saying    ty  to  any  and all  stations    sites    that  have aired  me   played  me    a  big  big  ty     goes  out  to  them  also  and am  looking  fwrd  to  a wonderful    2011    if  my  songs  have  touched   anyones  heart  or    made  there  lives  better   im  so   pleased  i
Hate Is A Strong Word...
I hate weather talk...if it's 104 degrees outside, we're all aware...we don't need to discuss it with every person we see just to fill silence. Silence is golden, don't tarnish it. I hate when parents spank their children in public. Not only are you not getting the point across to the child, but SHES SCREAMING IN MY EAR while I'm trying to eat dinner. I hate when you are forced to ask someone how their day is and a total stranger answers with personal problems such as, "well my wife and I are in the middle of a divorce and she's taking all my money"....maybe you should have started off with the weather... I hate when people don't follow the rules at four-way stops. I understand you're trying to be polite by letting me go ahead, but YOU'RE F'IN IT UP FOR EVERYONE. I hate that stereotypes consistently define makes me feel racist...and I'm not...I'm stereotypical. On that note, if we quit labeling everything "racist" it might eventually fade. I hate palindromes. I'm
If Intrested???
here is my cell, if your intrested in talking to me , jstu send me a text, (sorry, females only) thank you and have a great night.606-231-5684
Working Out
Today, I have made a decision. I am going to better myself. I am going to start working out. I want to lose weight and gain some muscle definition and mass. I saw an old photo of me today, back in the summer of 2001, I was going into my junior year of high school. I was thin and while I wasn't buff, I could tell my arms had nice defition. My goal isn't neccesarily to get back to that, back then I weighed 125 lbs. at the most. However, I now hover in the low 200's and would like to get to about 140-150. I am only 25, so it's not like this is an impossible goal. I just have to buckle down and do the work.
Death Of Love
though i waited for u in the dark i still cant seem to find the light. you faked youself out like you were a whole diff human. i dont think i was in love with u.. u were someone that faked urself out. u butt fucked ur game up. i cried a river of blood, hurt,love and pain. i wasted my moments of life on u for way to long but came to find out u were just a fake human tyin to change yourself.but u failed. i could had shot myself and lay in ur arms in die. i wanted to save u from urself. save u from hurt and the pain. but me 'billie jeanette jones" failed at saving u. but do u think the drugs are going to be there when u fall? do u think a hand is going to pop out from a dream and help u up? i felt the pain of love when u said the things u said. even my dreams were screaming at me while i ran from me. i ran while tryin to pick up broken glass.. and failed when i cut my fingers up leaving the bleeding me everywhere. my heart dropped and the old scars re opened leavin my heart open for clots
~till The World Ends~
  ~Till The World Ends~  Seasons change and summer's gone Another year of love I've known Fades like a dream Rearrange, boy, make yourself strong You're not the first or last who's lost everything And you can bundle up your feelings Hang them in some closet Until you need them again All of us brokenhearted young lovers Oh, we'll search for one another 'Til the world ends Frosty window, scribbled name Stabbing sad refrain of What's come to pass The candle glows, so follow the flame The light of hope can ease the pain of loneliness And you can bundle up your feelings Hang them in some closet Until you need them again All of us brokenhearted young lovers Oh, we'll search for one another 'Til the world ends You know we all live for once Using is a part of living your life Daylight always follows the night Looking at life as it's always been It will be that way here 'Til the world ends 'Til the world ends ..............Peace.
Whats On My Mind
I think this one is cute and worth sharing Growing up..your best friend becomes your worst enemy. lollipops turn into cigarettes. the innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Undies turn into g-strings. kisses turn into sex. remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? when protection meant wearing a helmet? when the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? your worst enemies were your siblings. race issues were about who ran fastest. war was only a card game. the only drug you knew was cough medicine. wearing a skirt didnt make you a slut. the only things that hurt were skinned knees. and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? ...and to think we all couldn't wait to grow up.
Fumafia For Dummies!
This is a fast reference guide for new players in fuMafia, based on my personal recommendations. I've arranged the information to correspond with the various tabs in fuMafia. [Home, Missions, Territory, Favors, Bank, Attack, Journal, Hitlist, Equipment, Hospital, My Turf, Turfs, Lottery, My Mobster, Ranks, New Players, Help] ***Home*** This is where you get the latest news and broadcasts from your personal mob as well updates on your players status and other useful information. This is the default tab that loads when you first enter Mafia ***Missions*** Energy points are required to perform missions. Doing missions will level you quickly so try not to get carried away. Regular missions will earn you money & equipment in addition to experience/skill points so pace yourself. Loot missions earn you specific items or upgrades. Chance missions allow you a slot-machine spin and you either win or lose energy points. Nuclear Arms Race missions are available after level 100.  NOTE: If you
Nov 2010
I'm sick of being back burner around here.  I know a lot of people have things going on right now, but it's been going on for more than a few weeks. It's not just me that this is happening with, several friends and acquaintances are noticing and/or becoming part of these stats; leaving, ignoring, overall just not being friends. I should be more vocal about my opinions and feelings on this, but it's just not in my nature There again what does complaining really do? Maybe I'm just irritated that everything in my life seems to be changing but falling apart at the same time, though not to the catastrophic level at least. The situation around this place doesn't help any; I originally came here to have fun and meet people, and while I have met some really great people, there so many crappy ones here now it's getting harder and harder to come back.  I'm down to trying to talk to one or two and then "playing" secret admirer, though that holds no benefits other than killing t
Wet Dreams Lounge
Spotlight Will Run From Sunday To Sunday at whatever time Staff Can Switch It Over. Bids Are to Be Sent To RedRum420 To Be Used As Lounge Promotion Funds ONLY! Bids END @ 11:59pm On Saturday Night! You Must Have A Link To The Photo You Want Used Placed With Your Bid. NON NSFW PER MY STANDARDS! NOT FUBARS! Tho Fubars Will Be Used As A Generic Back Bone. MY CALL IS FINAL Invalid Links Will Be Disregarded & Next Highest Bidder Will Win If I Cannot Get In Contact With You B4 It Is Changed. BIDS ARE FUBUCK CURRANCY ONLY!   I Reserve The Right To Refuse Any Bid With Reasonable Cause. Place Bids Here As A  Comment!
Scrolls To Success
  Today I begin my life anew. Today I shed my old skin which hath, too long, suffered the bruises of failure and the wounds of mediocrity. Today I am born anew and my birthplace is a vineyard where there is fruit for all. Today I will pluck grapes of wisdom from the tallest and fullest vines in the vineyard, for these were planted by the wisest of my profession who have come before me, generation upon generation. Today I will savor the taste of grapes from these vines and verily I will swallow the seed of success buried in each and new life will sprout within me. The career I have chosen is laden with opportunity yet it is fraught with heartbreak and despair and the bodies of those who have failed, were they piled one atop another, would cast its shadow down upon all the pyramids of the earth. Yet I will not fail, as the others, for in my hands I now hold the charts which will guide me through perilous waters to shores which only yesterday seemed but a dream. Failure no longer
Connected Misconnection
I do not mindwhen you placeall the blame on mebut can't you find another make believeenemysomeone who doesn't hurt youeitherthen take me off the hook forgive me forthe sinsI did not commitfree me from the place inside your headwhere I standunconvictedbut stillsentencedas deadcan you pleasecreate anotherfoeand get backto plain oldyou and meI'll still takethe blamebut you can't act the sameI am not your nemesisYes, I canlove youlike thisbut you aremaking forevershorterit will nottakemuch ofa pushfor meto crossit's border     From RevJoe i had nothing to do with the writein of this poem but the words touch me to the soul thank you Rev for being you..lovez ya
A Realcountrymans Code Of Ethics
so, lately i have been into girls moreso than guys. i guess i am figuring that with guys, theyre just not the same. i have only had a string full of bad encounters/relationships with men, and at this point, where the father of my first child (8 months), couldnt even stay faithful during my pregnancy and even further down the line, until now, i am getting pretty fed up. do not get me wrong, i love men. at this point of my life, i think that being with a woman would be best for me. to anyone who may read this blog, please keep your hate and negativity to yourselves. it is not wanted here. thank you.
Nov 14, 2010
From the moment I knew for sure That you were on the way My heart stood still, the words were lost I knew not what to say   Was I ready? However would I know? I guess it doesn't matter; I just knew I'd love you so   And as I know you are growing, Little miracle of mine My eyes grow large with wonder Like emerald stars they seem to shine   Dear Lord, please, let me be worthy To receive this treasured soul. This tiny innocent little person That one day will make me whole.   
Car Hits Bikers In Socal ;5 Killed
A rural highway in Southern California was reopened Sunday after a collision that killed five, the Highway Patrol said. Four members of a San Diego-area motorcycle club were killed Saturday along with a passenger in a car in the collision near Ocotillo in Imperial County. Highway Patrol officers told the Los Angeles Times seven bikes from the Saddle Tramps were hit by an oncoming car that swerved to avoid another vehicle that was passing the motorcyclists on Route 98 Saturday afternoon. The victims included a husband and wife who were riding on one of the bikes. Five people were injured, including one critically, and were airlifted to area hospitals, Imperial County firefighters told The San Diego Union-Tribune. The Saddle Tramps were marking the club's 10th anniversary with a ride along the desert highway 80 miles east of San Diego. A rural highway in Southern
    It's been said countless times around a campfire and in songs that a cowboy is born with a broken heart. I reckon this is true but it's not for the reasons most think.     You see a cowboy longs for the days of old when we could saddle a horse and ride into the wild blue yonder and not see a living body for weeks at a time. We long to see the rolling prairies and not all the steel and concrete of the world today.     We long for the love of a good woman and will sit by a fire many a night and dream of who she might be and where she might be. We long for the days of old when everyone was a friend and always had a hot cup of coffee in a old tin cup.     I reckon we are the last of a dieing breed but we're not gone just yet. There are still a few of us ole boys around trying to make it the best we can with a fake smile upon our faces as we die a little inside with every new building that goes up.     We won't make a big ruckus when our time comes, we will simply just fade away int
Any Man Of Mine
My best writing ideas come to me as I'm cleaning. Someone said the increased blood flow sends more oxygen to my pathetic little brain. If so, this is what happens when the song on my playlist and my peak oxygen flow converge in one brilliant, shining moment.   Shania. Gotta love her. She's beautiful and spunky and looks like she could give any man a run for her money. When I first heard the song Any Man of Mine, I was young and no where on the dating scene. However, I have always looked at life with the views of an older woman.  marriage should be equal and each person should do their share and all kinds of looney-tunes that I've since learned are total horse manure. Men are men, women are women. We respond to things in different ways. the immortal words of the ever-gorgeous Shania...THIS is what a woman wants.   Any man of mine...   Better be proud of me. Oh yes. This is probably the most important one of all. There's nothing worse than a man who condescends to a woman t
Color Me??????
So what's your fav. color say about you? When I saw this I was a bit skeptical til I read what my Fav. color said about me. Hmmmm.. was pretty acurate! LOL So how acurate is yours??? Comments welcome. :)   Most of us have a favorite color. Maybe you’re drawn to sky blue because it makes your eyes stand out or you find forest green particularly comforting. Whatever the case, your preferred hue can reveal a lot about what makes you tick. And the same holds true for the people you date — you’d probably have a different impression of a date if he or she said, “My favorite color is yellow” versus “My favorite color is black.” That’s because color speaks a powerful, silent language. And I can help you understand it. I’m a success coach and best-selling author of Simple Spells for Love and other books, and I’ve studied color theory. So, look up your favorite color below — then, your date’s best-loved shade &mda

Wish I was too dead to cryMy self-affliction fadesStones to throw at my creatorMasochists to which I caterYou don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won't let go 'til it bleedsWish I was too dead to careIf indeed I cared at allNever had a voice to protestSo you fed me shit to digestI wish I had a reason;my flaws are open seasonFor this, I gave up tryingOne good turn deserves my dyingYou don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won't let go 'til it bleedsWish I'd died instead of livedA zombie hides my faceShell forgottenwith its memoriesDiaries leftwith cryptic entriesAnd you don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won't let go 'til it bleedsYou don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on:I'll never live down my deceit
If I Die Tomarrow
If I Die Tomarrow If I Die Tomarrow, And you broke my heart today. Will it still be broken. If I Die Tomarrow, Would your heart be fill with sorrow. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you really know how much I Love You, When you did'nt give me chance to show you. If I die Tomarrow, Would you Regret not letting me Kiss or Hold you. If I Die tomarrow, would you forget about me. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you regret not telling me You Love Me. Would you have me to die ,not knowing or showing me. If i Die tommarow, Would you miss the way it felt to to Kiss me Knowing how much Love I Had for You. If Die Tommarrow, would you not feel empty and lonely inside. If I Die Tommarrow, would you wish that you told me and showed me everthing , You wanted me to know. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you blame your self for me dieing, Not knowing how much you really Loved me. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you feel a shame, Because all I wanted, was to Love and give you evrything in Life that you wanted that I could give you.
~top Ten.....~
Top 10 Things to do at the Mall 10. At the bottom of an escalator, scream "MY SHOELACES! AAAGH!" 9. At the stylist, ask to have the hair on your back permed. 8. Ask a saleswoman whether a particular shade of panties matches the color of your beard. 7. Sneak up on saleswomen at the perfume counter and spray them with your own bottle of Eau de Swanke. 6. Collect stacks of paint brochures and hand them out as religious tracts. 5. At the pet store, ask if they have bulk discounts on gerbils, and whether there's much meat on them. 4. Hand a stack of pants back to the changing room attendant and scornfully announce that none of them are "leak proof". 3. Ask appliance personnel if they have any TVs that play only in Spanish. 2.
Barsoom And Gor ~ A Comparison
John Norman's Gor world was clearly inspired by several sources, including the slave societies of Earth; namely, ancient Greece, ancient Rome, and ancient Egypt.. it is also clear that one major source of inspiration for the Gor series are the John Carter of Mars, or Barsoom, novels. When compared side-by-side, it is clear that John Norman plagiarized a huge amount of Gor from the author of the Barsoom novels, Edgar Rice Burroughs. Burroughs' works have inspired many science fiction and fantasy books; however, the similarities between Burroughs' work and Norman's work are too close to be a coincidence. Edgar Rice Burroughs (1875-1950) is best known as the creator of Tarzan. He wrote 24 novels in the Tarzan series. He was an astoundingly prolific author, and also wrote the Barsoom novels, the Pellucidar novels, The Land That Time Forgot, and numerous other novels. Many of his works were first printed in the "pulp fiction" magazines of his day, and were later published as books. The firs
~gorean Humor~ Let's Laugh A Little! ~
~DISCLAIMER~PLEASE NOTE~ this is a parody~ a joke~ a humorous lampoon~ it is not serious and these quotes are not real~ enjoy and laugh! ~THE "LOST SCROLLS" OF GOR~ I looked at her, and replied with a stern voice. "On Gor," I continued, "all men are stoic and without flaws, and all women are docile slaves." "Yes, Master," she replied. ~Boring Numbskull of Gor~p 234~   "What weapon do you carry, warrior?" he asked. I drew the gladius from its sheath, and showed it to the captain. "How long," he asked, "is this blade?" I paused, and looked at the blade. "59 centimeters," I replied. It was a guess. He frowned as he replied. "The Gorean gladius," said he, "is 64 centimeters long." I looked at him, perplexed. He flicked a switch, and bared his teeth at me. "You ignorant fool," he snarled, "you know nothing of Gor!" My eyes went wide. I had been banned. ~Supercilious Fool of Gor~ page 342~   "Slave," I said, "you will clean the bosk pens."  "Yes, Master," said she. "Yes," s
~ More Lifestyle Humor ~ Let's Laugh Some More! ~
~BLACKBOARD LESSONS FOR THE NAUGHTY SUBMISSIVE~   i will not carve the flogger handles~ i will not spank others~ i will not aim for Master's head~ i will not yell safeword in the tavern~ i will not read and giggle at Master's blogs~ i will not yell "fire!" every time Master lights a candle~ funny noises are not funny~ i will not slap Master with wet dish cloths~ punishment is not boring or pointless~ i will not call Master... Dr. Death~ i will not put laxatives in the cocktails~ i will not bring pets to the slave classes~ a burp is not an appropriate response to Master~ i will not eat all Master's pies while he is at work~ Master's ball gags are not to be used as slingshots~ i will not call Master, spud head, butt head, or any kind of head~ Masters ARE perfect~ Mud is not an acceptable side dish for dinner for Master~ i will NOT wear panties~ i will not peek out of the blindfold~ there is no such thing as "slave immunity"~ i will not hide all Master's toys~ all
Jeff Dunham
So, after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, I lasted less than a day......About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, ugly, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. As I had been instructed, I said pleasantly, 'Good morning a...nd welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?'The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?'So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe that anyone would fuck u twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.
Getting Older
Getting Older I'm getting older now. I can tell. I can feel it, though it's different from what I thought it'd be. It's just not what I thought. There's a lot said and written about this aspect of life, some of which is true and some not. Some is humorous, and some not. I wish I had recorded it all, to do a sort of comparison as to what's been said, and what I know. It is because I didn't that I'll have to give you the “quick and long” story. Such as things always seem to be.             To begin with … I don't know where to begin. It seemed to sneak up on me, as so many told me it would. One day I was young, and then another I'm not. It's not that I'm so old that I can't do for myself. Hell, I still can and often do, ride a bicycle 600-1000 miles a month. It's just... well... I mean at 50, I'm not really old, not in the physical sense anyway, however I'm older than most my bosses. Certainly more than my fellow associates, but that's not what I've noticed that led
I Am Inzombiac
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The True History Of Man
For those that don't know about history ... Here is a condensed version:Humans originally existed as members of small bands of nomadic hunters/gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains during the summer and would go to the coast and live on fish and lobster in the winter.The two most important events in all of history were the invention of beer and the invention of the wheel. The wheel was invented to get man to the beer. These were the foundation of modern civilization and together were the catalyst for the splitting of humanity into two distinct subgroups:1 . Liberals2. Conservatives.Once beer was discovered, it required grain and that was the beginning of agriculture. Neither the glass bottle nor aluminum can were invented yet, so while our early humans were sitting around waiting for them to be invented, they just stayed close to the brewery. That's how villages were formed.Some men spent their days tracking and killing animals to BBQ at night while they were drink
Slow Dance
SLOW DANCE         Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask "How are you?" Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi' You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It is like an unopened gift.... Thrown away. Life is not a race. Do tak
When a man appreciates you for who you are and makes you feel like a real, beautiful woman and not some ugly, disgusting nobody. I haven't felt this way in the longest time
Energy Medicine
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Fort Hood Shoting
If you were away from your loved ones (like say a girl friend / boy friend, husband / wife )... Would you get on craigslist and look for a one night stand or more? After being away for say 5 days... If you have one do this to you - how would you feel?
Nick's Blog
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A Lil Humor : )
I Am passing this on because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives? By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil Show, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have not finished. So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Crown, A bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, about a quarter ounce of pot, a package of Oreos the remainder of my old Prozac Prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some doritos and a box of chocolates and the rest of my Xanax. You have no idea how Fucking good I feel right now. Pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner peace :)
We All Want To Fall In Love...why?
"We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, Every emotion is magnified, Our everyday reality is shattered And we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives."
How To Kill A Rockstar
"I was only a childWhen I learned how to flyI wanted to touch the colours of the bleeding sunAnd then I fell from the skyYou never saw me againNot even when I returnedYou never noticed my broken heartOr how my wings were burnedBut if they tell you they saw meDo a swan dive off that bridgeRemember I was always more afraid to dieThan I ever was to live.And on the day I disappearYou'll all forget I was ever hereI'll float around from coast to coastAnd sing about how you made me a ghost..."
To Live In A Moment Is Posible?
i tried to live in moment but i couldn't because the moment i start doing something i have to be somewere else or doing something .i wonder that is there somebody who can do it. because the psychologist don't tell how but they to live a moment is the best way to live without stress.
What is a Fire Fighter? He's the guy next door - a man's man with the memory of a little boy. He has never gotten over the excitement of engines and sirens and danger. He's a guy like you and me with warts and worries and unfulfilled dreams. Yet he stands taller than most of us. He's a fireman. He puts it all on the line when the bell rings. A fireman is at once the most fortunate and the least fortunate of men. He's a man who saves lives because he has seen too much death. He's a gentle man because he has seen the awesome power of violence out of control. He's responsive to a child's laughter because his arms have held too many small bodies that will never laugh again. He's a man who appreciates the simple pleasures of life - hot coffee held in numb, unbending fingers - a warm bed for bone and muscle compelled beyond feeling - the camaraderie of brave men - the divine peace and selfless service of a job well done in the name of all men. He doesn't wear buttons or wave flags or
Personal Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person. let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways. iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any more my father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one. as for my mother like i said she rejected me when i was born
Whats In A Name....
You Are Spontaneous and Whimsical You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but
How To Add Pics To You Profile Using "http" Codes
To add pictures or comment pictures to you profile for all to see: Go to your Home page. Above were you see your name you will see "Edit" Then when that pages opens click on the "About Me " tab Then copy the Http code given from the picture you want to show on your profile for all to see Then Right click on the about me section, and hit paste to put the code you just copyed from the picture Remember to put in the Bouncer Check id code before hitting submit Check out your profile it will show up for all to see, you can put more then one code in the about me part Enjoy ~MamaKat
Dana Says Some Shit
Faint sounds of breath, I hear them echo in a crowded room. It's easier not to know, to ignore, this pain I feel inside. I want to forget but, live in the now. The lights, The party, The bliss, surrounding myself with people, but I still feel alone. Because When things are going good, Things go bad. Like I don't deserve it, but I deserve more. Selfish I am. Life has been cruel to me too.. so close to happiness yet so far. Cronic sadness. I hate to look in the mirror cause it doesn't get better, it doesn't change. I have came so far, but I'm never good enough for me. I sit and watch people scurry around like ants. I watch them change, Watch the troubles, the outcomes. The cycle of Earth. No one makes it out alive, would you want to?
Broken Promises And Shattered Dreams
Broken Promises And Shattered Dreams I'm afraid to love again and I'll tell you why, everyone I ever fell for, soon would make me cry. With Broken Promises and Shattered Dreams, you left me down and out, Battered and Bruised the longer I stayed the more you abused. Blinded by love I was unable to see, you never really cared about what you were doing to me. With Broken Promises and Shattered Dreams,
Being There For You
Being There For You My love for him it will be forever I promised him to work out the problems together If he ever needs me I'll give it my all And work out the troubles be they big or small I'll hold him when he's down And from his face I'll take his frown I only wish to make him see I'll give him nothing but honesty My goal in life is to make him smile And as for that I'd walk more than a mile If he ever needs anything all he needs to do is ask Because I feel that's an easy task I really do love him so There is nowhere I wouldn't go I'd cross deserts and mountains and even the sea
What Kanye West Needs To Do To Help Himself
I think Kanye West should make his new album his final one. He done way too much damage to his career and made way too many people hate him and made a lot of enemies. I'm a fan of his and I'm not bashing or hating on him or anything, but I think that's the best thing for him to do. His ego got him in a lot of trouble with everybody and I think he should stay out of public eye and get his life and himself in order cause he gotten way out of control in the past couple of years. He's gonna go down as the most hated and the most despised rapper in the history of the music industry. He even admitted himself that he messed up his career and people care less if he was dead or alive, no offense.  He's trying to change now to make people change his views of him, but I think he's too little, too late.  It showed that he couldn't handle fame or being a celebrity and he let it get to his head.  That's what I would do if I was him.  It shows that it's not for e
i work day in and day out trying to find u trying to save u but i never seem to do u any good and i never seem to help u out u always seem down but u tell me your ok u sound like something is wrong but u smile and play it off telling me its alright i worry about u only bc i love u so much... im scared to lose u and im scared to hurt u... i swear that i am worse forever more
Family Add
if you want in my family you have to get me bling packs I am new here but I have friends that are on here that told me about this site 25 credits gets you in for two weeks 65 credits gets you in for a month 135 credits gets you in from now on plus yim add 1000 credits gets you in from now on plus naughty cam show plus private pix
Just Hand Ovwer The Chocolate And Coffee And No Will Get Hurt!!
What a night! Someone had set the alarm on the kitchen timer last night. It went off 2 hours before I was to get up. I could not go back to sleep. So, it's one of theose strong black coffee mornings! If the coffe doen't work I'll need sto get the jumper cables out!
everything happens for a reson and if you can't do anything just smile
Great Site!
Everybody should check out this site it has cool little gadgets and novelties. I recently purchased the SPIKE YOUR JUICE, its a make your own HOOCH (wine or champagne) KIT it taste awesome cuz you just use your favorite juice. Anyway just thought i would share that
Rantings Of A Wolf
Just now discovering that hey there's a blog on this site.  So anyways usually just use these things to post my poetry/lyrics so that's what's goin to happen here.  Feel free to comment/critisize, just be respectful, even if it's a negative comment about my work, keep it civil is all I ask.  Anyways, here's a couple of my more recent ones...... enjoy?   drone Wake upWork Shit Sleep Repeat  Wake upTime to workBust your assMove fasterTry harderHere's some paperAll you're worthThat's rightPayment doneThis is youJust another number Buy nowEat this shitNeed insuranceSuch a dealTry this drugLimited time offerWhile supplies lastHurry hurryAs advertisedPay the priceSome restrictions applyGo homeWatch t.v.Drink alcoholTake your medsElectrical needRepeat dailyNo deviationsChoke downSet alarmDown you goLights outAnother day awaitsWake upWork Shit Sleep And DieHypocrite Contradiction of self Despise all that you are Do as I say Not as I do Fuck that Learn to admit Learn to sub
Sad Thursday This Nov 18th 2010 of three missing people found in Knox County Tina Herrmann, 32; her 11-year-old son, Kody Maynard; and family friend Stephanie Sprang, 41, disappeared a week ago Wednesday.  Matthew J. Hoffman's attorneys Thursday told investigators where to find the bodies of three people missing for more than a week, leading them to a hollow tree in a state wilderness area. The bodies of two women and an 11-year-old boy were found stuffed in a hollow tree in the Kokosing Lake Wildlife Area in northwestern Knox County, an area that had eluded a series of non-stop searches. White hearses headed into the area just before 5 p.m. Thursday. Sheriff David B. Barber said the bodies were found in garbage bags inside a hollow tree. Hoffman, 30, was a tree-trimmer with his own tree-climbing equipment. Prosecutor John Thatcher did not address whether Hoffman had confessed to the slayings and said he would s
I pace around my apartment as I wait for what is to come this night. Tonight is the night  my dream comes true tonight I become the submissive and let my partner  do as they wish with me. As I pace around my place I make sure everything was set for the events to come. As I went to check the time I heard a knock at my door and go and check to see who it was.  I opened the door  and there stood Christen. She was dressed in a black and red corset and a long tight black skirt. “Hello Christen how are you tonight?” I say to her as I open the door and step out of the way so she could come in. As she steps in she looks at me and tells me to go to the bedroom and wait for her. I do as I am told and close the door and go into my bedroom and wait for her to come in.  As Christen enters the bedroom I look at her and smile as she starts to pull bed straps out of her bag and begin to tie them to the bed. When she was done tieing them to the bed she looked at me and told me to take my cl
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Self Conclusion
If I could go back, 5 minuets of your time is all I ask. 5 minuets to explain what this world would be without you here. To explain the pain we'll carry day after day. To explain that I too feel like you do at this very moment... all the time, But by giving up you end your misery but add to everyone elses. I'd ask for you to take a walk, along the side of that highway, so I could tell you youre not alone. Take a walk along the shore, and let you see that things arent as they seem. If I could go back, I'd hold you, till the pain faded...till the tears ran dry. I'd hold you down, and yell all the love in the world. If I could go back, I'd show you what I see. I'd show you that we're very much alike. I'd give you every reason to live, one by one. I'd show you how dead I am inside, but show you that still I fight. If I could go back, I'd look you in the eye... take your hand in mine, and pull you away from the pain... because while they may not understand why, I do.
Scientists currently working on the herpes virus have found that they are slowly inching towards a cure for herpes.In a study published earlier this year in the Virology Journal, MSU virologist William Halford showed that mice vaccinated with a live,genetically-modified herpes simplex virus type 1 (HSV-1) showed no signs of disease 30 days after being exposed to a particularly lethal “wild-type” strain of the virus. This type of behaviour may show that a vaccine may be a possible way to get ride of the disease that currently has no cure.   cure for herpes
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I Need Advice Please
ohh where do i start   For a long time ive been looking for girlfriend. Ive had girlfriends, we broke up, then id look for another one. I looked anywhere, from my friends on facebook, to any variation of a social networking website i could find. If i saw a pretty face, regardless of if it was someone i knew since the first grade or someone i never met, i felt like i had a crush on them or w/e you want to call it. Things have changed. I look back at those habits and find them rather....disgusting.   Ive had..idk..5 and a half girlfriends since i started actively dating. Im not going to name any names. But as i look back on these relationships, it turns out i didnt have very strong feelings for most of them. The one i really did care about got away from me, like it does in all the songs, movies, stories, and poems about lost love or whatever. This girl left a "hole" like they often do.   For a long time i thought that failing in that relationship ruined me. Ive recent
Thats What I'm Talkin Bout'
I know I hadn't been on here in yrs mainly due to the fact that I have dialup these days and for a couple yrs now. Anyways I couldn't pull this site so I jsut stopped comin on. I had almost forgot about this site til a friend mentioned it again and I figured I should check it out again. I tell you if it wasn't for the facebook theme on here I wouldn't be able to pull it on dialup still thanks to fubar for doin that for us dialup users. Anyways these days I'm so busy I run my own blog and do product reviews for companies and do giveaways as well if you want to check it out. So far most the companies I work with are usa based or Canada at most for anyone gettin entries into my giveaways. Anyways my link is below and I will try to check in here at least every couple days so stop by and drop me a line. Remember its been yrs since I been on here so may take me a bit to get ratings to you or anything like that due to that....
I'm Thankful For........
I am thankful for.....   1. God : No explanation needed 2. My parents : I am the daughter of two wonderful parents who have always been there and believed in me and given me so much. 3. My children : I have the most two amazing children I could ever want or hope for. They are my reason for living and my reason for striving to be a better person. 4. My family : My family is everything to me. Without them I would be lost in this crazy world 5. My friends : I don't have a large number of close friends, but I do know there are a lot of good people, near and far, who I can count on, who care about me, and who want only the best for me. I truly value my friends and will never have "enough" or too many. 6. Being an American and our Soldiers : I love my country because it is mine. It may not be perfect but what place is? I love it none the less. A soldiers job is an admiral and brave thing to do. Our men and women in uniform, past and present, have, do, and will give so much for us
Amanda's Stuff
Blake Christy@ fubar I love you him sooo much. He's mine all mine :D
Smotri Cams
A Big Shout Out Thank You
I just wanted to tell  my friends and family the ones who take time to rate me and blings  me how much I really appreciate it I know I cant offer the same with the blings and sometimes I feel bad that i can't return the Fav but I'm glad to be back and Have the friends I do have here now. its so much better this time. thanks for taken time to get me where I am today on fubar I hope you all know that all of you are special to me and I'm glad to have you in my internet life..   wishing you all a wonderful Holiday seasons.   Much love   tinks
Eatbliss' Semi-live Blog!
Hey there fellow fubar citizenry. How ya doin'? Thanks for reading this, for this happens to be my very first fublog! That is right! The fublog cherry is busted, and you are now a part of the eatbliss experience. I plan on porting some of my previous blogs from around the web, along with lyrics, Q and A's, and other musings, here, to this blog, for safe keeping. Anything that is not duplicated on the web will even tually be lost, so this is my duplication repository...or soon will be. I may also throw a new thing or two in here, so stay tuned. It may become very interesting. Thanks for reading, and please follow, if you wish. eatbliss -not sure I know how to post pics yet, so forgive me if there is no image below. Thanks.-
The Invitation
The Invitation By Oriah   It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living.I want to know what you ache for.And if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are.I want to know if you will risk looking like a foolfor love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon...I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrowIf you have been opened by life’s betrayalsor have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your ownwithout moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your ownIf you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning usto be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is
An Old Poem
A rose called love   Love is a rose, it's an old cliché... but it's true anyway... It grows no matter where you plant it... in good soil or bad... If it is not tended, it will wither and die... Or turn bitter and thorny... Or even surprise you with a big bright bloom where none should be. But tend it carefully, feed it, and keep the weeds away... And patiently watch it grow... And soon you are surrounded by your own beautiful garden of love roses.
i dont know what to think i am told that she loves me and that makes me feel happy but i have someone else that i am happy with i just dont know she is my daughters mom and of course i love her but i love my angel also i am so damn confused why does this always happen.
im not normally this crazy about leveling and stuff buttttt i want to level up since i can, in just need my buzz at 50% so someone be nice and buzz kill me :)
Love Like Woa
Hi I'm courtney Howard a17 year old girl from boothville la I love tonight ,kill not, but love animals I'm like a kidstill I still am Yeh son I'm cool an I love y'all I am a black female and I don't ilk it when haterz mess around with me it just starts shit ok well that's all if u dot like me get over it and u can actually message me if u feel like we need to talk in private well that's all folks
this bitch just got hacked by the bestiiee....freakindsheets15 this girl is amazing and has the biggest titties and ass ull ever see......i love this grll i wood bend over backwards for this grrl she has the most amazing personality and deserves respect and if any of u guys break her heart or fuck with her ill kick ur me im in brazilian jujitsu bitch!!!!!!
What I'm Looking For....
WHAT DO I WANT? IS IT TOO MUCH?.... What am i searching for....... am i searching for too much....... what am i asking for....... is it too much to be asking....... i would like someone who won't cheat....... someone who understands why you don't go to bed mad....... someone who will be my best friend....... someone who will love and except me for who i am....... someone with a great personality,.... lovely smile,.... deep eyes (right to the soul),.... someone who understands my sarcasm,.... someone who loves my daughters,.... someone who understands that i can get jealous,.... someone who trusts me,.... someone who will be 100% open and honest....... someone to CARE!....
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My Fu Owner
My fu owner Majestic Dreamer is the best most beautiful in all of fu land check her out and give her mad love Majestic Dreamer XxOne NationxX@ fubar
Favorite Christmas Song
Ok! It's that time of the year again. What is your favorite Christmas song? I want everyone to post a YouTube link to your favorite version of your all time favorite Christmas song :)
**my Auction**   PLEASE BID ON ME! THANKS!!
With all the improvements we have had in solar energy since the 80's. Why are the new homes and businesses not being built with solar panels instead of using the old electrical system that is very unfriendly to our enviornment?
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What U Need To Know About Me
hi everybody my name is Joyce, i'm 43, married ( to Chalo2916) he is my world, with one son named Keke (also my world).  I'm here for friends only,, If u ask for my yahoo addy, or ask me to cam u'll be blocked.. I don't care about ur nsfw pixs.. You have nothing i wonna see.... I don't appreciate u talking shit in my shoutbox.. if that's all u got to talk about don't waste ur time u'll b deleted or block. Also i don't do lounges, I'm sorry..  I love my family, and friends on here and will take special care of them....I'm just old fashioned and will prolly stay like this ..  I love making new friends so if u like let me know, and i'm sure we can be good friends
For Someone Special
This Card was Originally intended for someone else, but it was never delivered.  The meaning behind it goes to someone special in my life.   You can't imagine how many times, I've thought about you and how thankful I am that you're such a good friend to me. You and I have a once-in-a-lifetime friendship, the kind that isn't based just on fun, but acceptance and caring instead. It's so reassuring to know that all one of us has to do is call, and the other will respond immediately-without question, without reservation. I never feel quite as "okay" or understood with anyone else as I do with you. Your a true friend - a constant friend - and no matter how much time passes or where we are in our lives, nothing will change that. :) James  
Tattoo Artists
Does anyone have any references for good tattoo artists? My two favorite that I've seen so far are Nick Baxter and George Campise, but I'd like to look into more tattoo artists.
Manage Photos/mainstreethost
It's a good idea to make a nice portfolio on line, it makes potential employers easier to access. Just be creative and informative but the biggest problem people have is spelling, make sure you spell check it and look it over multiple times. On resumes spelling is the number one problem that potential employers look at, seems trivial but it can be the difference between landing a good job and not. Just start one up and take your time and think it through and get other peoples opinions first before you post it.
Fubar Douchebags
So just a few minutes, I had some random person I "fu-owned" bought from me by some random douchebag dude.  Normally, no big whoop, but this guy decided he had to SB me a "Yeah bitch, take that!" comment.  My simple response was "???" to which I received a "I got more fu-bucks than you can ever hope to have, so don't even think of trying to buy her back!" If you have to live in a fantasy world of fu-bucks to validate your value and self-worth, I strongly suggest you nibble on the barrel of a large caliber handgun, pull the trigger, and rid the REAL world of your fucked up DNA from the gene pool.  I'll even donate the gun!  LOL
Thanksgiving 2010
I usually think the whole "what are you thankful for" speeches are a laod of crap but this year I actually have some things to be thankful for and wanted to write them down.....   1. I am thankful my kids are healthy, running around and able to get on my nerves.   2. I am thankful for my online friends who listen to me bitch, whine and moan daily but still love me.   3. I am thankful my sanity is somewhat stable for the time being and I am not spending Thanksgiving in the mental hospital.   4. I am thankful my mom's cancer is still in remission   5. I am thankful my nephew is in my life and thankful for the joy he brings.   6. I am thankful to be loved   Feel free to let me know what you are thankful for.
What's On My Mind
Please read my poem. If you like to write, the company Associated Content is really great because you can get paid to write about pretty much any topic that interests you. So even if you don't like my poem, if you like to write, this is a great opportunity for you to do what you like, and make some money at the same time!
All Time Low
Well, had an emotional breakdown.. guess from years and years of pent-up with me saying  "I want you to be happy and I will be ok" bullshit.  To all the lying/cheating chickys that boke me off, piece by piece and devistated me emotionally..  a big FUCK YOU!  ok, I'm better now. WHO'S NEXT!
The Safe Schools Improvement Act And The Student Nondiscrimination Act
The Safe Schools Improvement Act and the Student Nondiscrimination Act will help make the lives of LGBT youth betterThe recent tragedies of several LGBT students taking their own lives across the country have highlighted the fact that anti-LGBT bullying and harassment in schools can have a dramatic and heart-breaking effect on LGBT students, their families, and school communities. Studies over the last decade provide firm evidence of higher rates of suicide attempts in LGBT youth compared to heterosexual adolescents and young adults. Schools can play a key role in helping to reduce the tragic consequences of bullying by having policies in place to prevent bullying and harassment, and by responding to these incidents by enforcing those rules. Such actions will help to protect all students from bullying, harassment and discrimination.The Safe Schools Improvement Act (H.R. 2262/S. 3739) and the Student Nondiscrimination Act (H.R. 4530/S. 3390) have been introduced in both the U.S. House o
Famous Drinking Quotes
It takes only one drink to get me drunk. The trouble is, I can't remember if it's the thirteenth or the fourteenth.” “I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day.” “Basically, I'm for anything that gets you through the night - be it prayer, tranquilizers or a bottle of Jack Daniels.”  
Anger Management
This be some Funny stuff...But then again,its anyways I Just got out of My 2nd of 12 Classes of Anger Management,But it all good,6 months ago,a 17 yr old boy popped my daughter in the Mouth and knocked her braces loose....And I Just told him that I had Hunting liscence that I was gonna take care of His Ass...lmfao...I Just thumped him in he head and he fell out,omg Plz!! But anyway The Cop locked me up,not because of that but Beccause I Walked Up on him when he pulled up and accidently stepped on his foot...lmao...Prolly Lucky he didnt charge me for assaulting Police anyways He said Im locking You up,but No worries When You go to Court I Am On your side,we know what the deal is and any man that love he Children would feel this way...Im like aight...So I Stayed thru the Night and Called My Bonds Woman haha Yeah She Love meeh.....Came in her Pajamas to get me out yo...But anyways 2 Months later,Went to court thinking yeah this Cop on my side and I wil
Random Stuff
so today im goin to my moms for thanksgiving this ought to be interesting
Original Poetry
  Future Tense by Anna B.   What would you do if I died today? Will you miss me when I go away? What would you give to have me stay? Would you give your life for one more day? What'll you do when I'm dead and gone? Will you stumble or will you carry on? Will you regret the things left unsaid? Will you feel the lonliness in our bed? Will you be able to say goodbye? Will you shed a tear for me when I die? Will you smile when you think of me? Or do you long to be set free? Was I a fool for handing you my heart? Were we doomed together from the start? If you could go back and change the past, Would you want our love to last? I would do ANYTHING for you.. Just to keep you from feeling blue.. But you always seem to want your space, Though I never get tired of just looking at your face. © 11-24-2010
Funny Stuff
A Shopping Story   After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on her trips to Target. Unfortunately, like most men, I found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunate, my wife is like most women - she loves to browse. Yesterday my dear wife received the following letter from the local Target.Dear Mrs. Samuel,Over the past six months, your husband has caused quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and have been forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against your husband, Mr. Samuel, are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras.1.  June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in other people's carts when they weren't looking.2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5 minute intervals.3. July 7:  He made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the women's restroom.4. July 19:  Walked up to an employee and told her in an offici
My Xmas Wants,,/
Here are a couple things that you can get me for X Mas. 1. 2. 3. (4of thease) 4.
You're a liar and a fake  I am gonna break your face I hope you can keep up with the pace CHORUS:Promise to promise lie to lie  U took my soul and left me to die Now I'm empty inside The only thing stoping me is the space  There will be a day we will meet face to face I will finally put u in your placeSix feet under the world will wonder Fist to face I will beat you to the firey gates Hahhaha do you feel that empty spacePromise to promise lie to lie  U took my soul and left me to die Now I'm empty insideTime to lock the gateAnd spit in your face Hahahaha welcome to that empty place  Copywright 2010   
The Perfect Moment
What is the perfect moment of passion well let's see...   The perfect moment would as follows..Coming home to find the one you love waiting for you patiently. Longing to hold you and kiss you.As you walk through the door and say you are home the glistening of the eyes as you meet the gaze tells you all. The sudden rush to greet the other with a loving embrace and words welcoming you home. The longing of the first kiss as you are being held...Cuddling closer to one another after loving words have been exchanged to one another and then that faithful kiss that was waiting to come around. As you kiss one another each others hearts beat faster as the embrace gets slightly tighter to hold each other closer. Feeling the rush of love and compassion you both wonder aimlessly around to find a comfortable spot to sit and relax and talk about each others day briefly. Knowing that there is time for everything in a single moment that stretches beyond time. After knowing that dinner is already made
Rusty Venture
Rusty Venture buy rusty venture mugs, tshirts and magnets A sex act. Has a variety of definitions depending on your region in the States, but it's generally associated with male homosexual sex. The term originated in the 80s, possibly started by "Horace Gentlemen" out of Provincetown, Massachusetts. Whenever The Rusty Venture is brought up in conversation, they almost always argue about what exactly it is. Depending on who you ask and in what region of the States, a Rusty Venture is:1) taking your finger and running it around a guy's asshole while you jerk the guy off and he's uncircumcised 2) where two men 69 and they fill each others mouths with seamen, then turn over and blow splooge into each other's assholes (not to be confused with a Snake Venom) 3) where you take a SCUBA snorkel and put your dick in the mouthpiece, then snake the other end up into your ass, then jerk off until you manage to ejaculate into your own ass (not to be confused with a Double Frogman) 4) when
Cavila Mafia    Here it is just click and join the fun
Mrs Chalmers
Im Been Married For 8 Years With The Best Man In The World Daniel Chalmers.....I Have 3 Kids....One Is Mine And 2 Are My Step Kids!!!!!
Not Every Woman On Fubar
Not every woman on FUBAR is on here for sexual encounters!!! They want a friend with understanding and one that will respect them.  Girls who agree repost and to the guys on FUBAR who truly respect women and enjoy their friendship..please repost and show your support. Thanks  support. Thanks!
Wont Be Read Anyways
I guess you think I'm a fool,I suppose you believe that you can out wit me.Day after day,I watch you try and bullshit me.Day after dayI wonder why I listen.I guess in a way I am a fool.I suppose in a way you do out wit me.Day after dayI hope you will be honestIay after dayI pray you will speak the truth.I guess theres no pointI suppose i should stop dreamingDay after day Im bleeding withinDay after dayThe knife twist a bit moreI guess I should stopI suppose I would be better offDay after dayI wonder whyDay after dayI blame myself.I guess its time to let you goI suppose if best for you and meDay after dayI cope with lifeDay after dayI will let go of you
What For?
Lady Fingers dipped in moonlight. Writing, "What For?" across the morning sky.
I sit here with the music blaring through the speakers, my fingers floating across the keys, my baby at work and I can't help but think about what how wonderful my life is. I have a wonderful husband who loves me dearly and would do anything for me if I ask. I have a wonderful family. I have everything I could possibly think of. I lucky to be alive. I know now that I made the right decisions for my life for me to be where I am right now. I recently found out that my ex boyfriend who I spent 3 years of my life with was murdered. He was shot multiple times in his apartment by his best friend. He was into some shit that got him in trouble. When I was told I was a mess. I couldn't help but crying. The love of my life stood by my side. Hurting for me and trying to take some of my pain away. He tried to make it easier on me. The family got together on thanksgiving and had a wonderful day. In the back of my head I was still in mourning for the loss of someone who made an impact on my life.
An Understanding..
So I get asked from time to time why I have such ill feelings towards men. No I'm not a lesbian bashing hating women or anything (no offence to those who do). To have a better understanding and so I don't have to explain as much, I thought I'd give a better understanding to this issue. I'm ill towards men because frankly I think every man I have came in contact or had a relationship with, has personally ripped me a new one each and every time, and sometimes multiple because I try and forgive men and give a second chance some. I have never liked being lied to and especially at face value. Nothing ticks me off more than to have a man lie directly to my face and think I am supposed to be that damn stupid. Do not try and make me think I am just paranoid or forgetful. I mean seriously that's just bloody damn wrong. I have always been upfront and honest about myself and although I am not perfect, I expect a man to treat me with respect. If I can come to a man and tell him that I think we nee
Have You Ever?
Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?Close your eyes and trust it, just trust itHave you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?Have you ever looked fear in the faceAnd said I just don't careIt's only half past the point of no returnThe tip of the ice burgThe sun before the burnThe thunder before the lightningThe breathe before the phraseHave you ever felt thIs way?Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?You're whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not aloneHave you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?It's only half past the point of oblivionThe hourglass on the tableThe walk before the runThe breathe before the kissAnd the fear before the phraseHave you ever felt this way?La La La La La La La LaThere you are, sitting in the gardenClutching my coffee,Calling me sugarYou called me sugarHave you ever wished for an endless night?Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tightHave you e
Live, Love, N Laugh
Below The Belt
I've been thinking a lot here lately about getting my *clears throat* hood pierced. I've heard it can make you cum just from walking! A  friend of mine has hers done and LOVES it. She has assured me if I go to a decent piercer it won't hurt and there won't be any chance of her slipping and making me unable to cum. The kicker is there can be no sex for six weeks :(   So any advice from my pervy friends?   (P.S. Yes there will be pictures if I do get it )
Collective Thoughts
I woke up in heaven; just at dawn the sky seemed to have been painted by no less than the hand of God. The clouds glazed across the sky like ocean waves, one after the other. They were soft hazy clouds, and they seemed to have been copper plated. Indeed they shined in copper red orange shades. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth one could see shinning clouds, which seemed to be blazing copper. The sun was coming up in the horizon and in just seconds the copper clouds turned into a gold that was like no earthly gold. This golden clouds shined with no less than the majesty of the sun itself. The sky was blue so deep it almost seemed purple and the trees around me couldn’t be greener. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth dawn could be this pleasant. It isn't hot nor cold and I just saw shinning clouds turn from copper to gold, and the only sound I hear is birds singing away sweetly. Earth couldn't possibly feel this amazingly good; I must be in heaven. I'm not dead but instead more ali
Poser's Position
Ladies and Gentlemen I'am gonna address something in this blog that some people may avoid reading just because of the topic. As many of you, I am sure have heard, the problems the other social networks have had with young teens and the influx of pedophiles into those networks. The sole purpose is to stalk the teens and on some occasions, even persuade the teens that they have nothing to fear from them. The pedophiles gain the trust of the unsuspecting teens and pretty soon the next thing you hear is either a close call with being assaulted but managing to get away. or the teen is assaulted and has to face many agonizing years of trying to figure out why it happened to them,and finally the worst case scenario something goes way wrong and the attacker feels they have to make sure that no one ever tells what happened. Then the pain and anguish has to be shouldered by the family, friends, community, and any organization associated with where the teen was when they were abducted. This brin
In All Seriousness
     I know what many are thinking right now, he is here to bad mouth the ladies well hate to burst your bubble not even close.  Ladies you are great no matter what you look like or how you may come off at first....Anyway the reason I am posting this blog, I recently got with a great woman and our happiness is most important to each other unfortunately I cannot do for her what another woman can so it is this I am asking that only ladies who are serious answer.  We are both looking for a woman who is willing to play with us both, not at first as I want her to have the first joys of the experience, we are in Omaha, Nebraska so I am only expecting those in the area to answer this.  This is not something temporary either we are looking for a lady that is fully willing to committ to us both and only couples.  Anything more you want to know you will just have to write me to know or the lil' woman here.
No ones love can make you happy that you must find for yourself. Then, happiness shared is unsurmountable. (My status 11/27/2010) I have spent a lot of time trying to grow and blossom as the woman I am today. I have paused often and frequently to see where changes have needed to be made in me and not the world to bloom as butterfly from the chrysalis many times. Each time emerging stronger and more resilient. For me it is key to learn from my experiences. Everything has happened for a reason. Sometimes the reasons are beyond reach at the time but more is revealed if I choose to look and reflect and see the changes I need to make. Sometimes that is letting go of people, places and things. True lasting happiness has come from loving and accepting myself for who and what I am.  I many things. Most importantly I am me. Have I discovered my purpose in life? Probably not completely, but I have discovered that accepting me for my positives and my faults is loving myself. At one p
Mental Health 11/28/10
Some of you may recall back to the first week of August when I was admitted to the mental hospital due to increased depression/anxiety,    suicidal thoughts, had a very graphic and totally workable suicide plan, and hallunications of my dad uncle. I ended up staying a week    including a three night stay at the ER under suicide watch.   When I was first discharged I felt great and felt like I could tackle the world with my new found "sanity" but in the fast few weeks I've been    hearing voices telling me I will be back in the hospital in 6 months or less, constant whispering and snickering, and my increasing collection   of vivid and graphic nightmares about being readmitted.    I have an appointment in the morning with my therapist and I'm not to sure what these new developments in my mental state will mean   to him and the course we will take in my therapy. I just wanted to give anyone who cared a head's up in case I suddenly disappear and    go M.I.A. for an extende
Let's Stop Child Abuse
I have A 7Yr. Old son that in in no danger. But I Have seen kids hit in stores. also worked with abused kids 20 years ago and it pains me to see what a growen adult whould do to young kids. And how many get away with it. I know I can't stop this on my own. but as a growing of people it can be slowed down. I have put a few videos on my home page. Try and watch whem and think what you would do if only one of them were yours. Then leave a comment here and there.
Drakus@ Fubar
I opened my heart and found a garden therewith birds and flowers and treesthe sunlight shonewarm and invitingthe colors so bright, so clearradiating life and feeding my soulIt was there I stoodNaked, raw and exposeda goddess, a maiden, a queencome be with mecome feel with mecome see with melets play amongst the fairiesand laugh and cry and dance the dance of lifefor this is what we came for lets show its real and trueto fly with the butterfliesand honor the spirit withinI opened my heart and found a garden there.
Thoughts On Post Rock
to me music is, is one of those things that typically you don't get into conversations with your friends religion or politics, it's one of those things that can only lead to an disagreement.but recently, while i have been at work and put some kind of music on in the background just for some kind of extra noise that isn't the hustle and bustle of passing through customers at our establishment. people have been liking it. most of what has been played has music of the post-rock genre, with the exclusion of the staples of music that anyone actually likes music will like, (i.e. bowie, hendrix, miles davis, etc..).post-rock is to me a loose genre of semi-experimental, mostly instrumental form of music with a high demand for strong with that being said it incorporates a lot of musical influences from varied styles and genre of music, making it a very universal form of music.i believe that almost any person can find a part from some song of the genre and associate with
The Battle Of Our Minds
life is not a given thing like a bird it can take wing it will not let us know our fate it cannot give us a time or date life as we know can come to an end the rules and limits will never bend we all have standards low and high we must give them up by and by sometimes we burn bridges because we fell we have to as life evaporates like the morning dew our minds grow weary withered and weak our lives are not endless at best meek we are all poor money or not we are all cold not warm or even hot we all have loved ones that hold us dear but we will never know happiness not even near dont try to understand for you never will you can nevre stop my urge to kill like the winter snow or the summer rain you can never understand my hurt my pain
Popping My Blog Cherry
Hope every one is having a wonderful first day back to work after the Thanksgiving Holidays!! If you are bored and need a little pick me up please feel free to check out another free site that I am on. Hope to see you there soon!!! Tomme Gunnz's Other page Hoping more than One person reads this and at least one person checks out my link.   Love ya Andru
untitled  The skies are dark & grey,  it seems the sun just went away,  the days have now turned to night  all hope gone out of sight.    I sit here and wonder,  what it is I now see,  something strange  and sad to me,  Teardrops falling from the sky  I didn't know, Angels could cry.    Here I am,  cold and wet,  trying to remember,  while trying to forget,  cries of pain all around,  so we become deaf to hide the sound.    I sit here and wonder,  what I now see,  something strange and sad to me,  Teardrops falling from the sky,
Hey There. Tease here!       So I really don't know what to write about..I dont want to get bashed or anything...LOL I have never done a blog before not even on FB!!!So hmmm I'll write about what I have been thinking about like crazy! So one of my  EX bf's from the beginning of the year is missing....NO one knows where he is! and I have been searching like crazy for him..his gf contacted me because she had no clue where he is too and now we are both freaking out I might go to his house thats my next step! SO THATS THAT STORY! Thanks for listening! LOL Bye now   XoX Tease!  
Fu Life
Well it seems someone has to show people the difference between real life and fu life because it seems people  have forgotten.  Here on fu we lie, we cheat, we steal, we beg, and nothing else seems to matter cause its just a website anyways. In real life we work, we pay bills, we live our lives to what we can and do the best at it. Now it's when you bring em both together seem to get things twisted and butthurt over. If you have a relationship in real life then it shouldnt matter what people think on here, if someone writes about you on here does it really matter in real life? Not really cause its the net and people don't give a damn. Seriously people get a damn life and know the difference this place is for fun for us to get away from real life. If you got drama leave it before you come on here or thats all you will get. Now go back to your fu lives and have fun :p 
Vacation Ideas...where To Go?
So I finally am graduating with my Associate's Degree...yea it's only the first step to a much longer road ahead of me to get where I"m going in life, but still...after quitting school so many times,I'm finally happy to be at this point! Since I graduate in a week and a half from today, I decided what better way to celebrate than with an awesome road trip with my best friend, we need to take a vacation!! Where to go...beach even though it should be cold, or to the mountains? I love Tennessee, have family in Alabama, or should I just go to Florida for an out of season beach getaway? Help me decide!!
Friends To Be Proud Of
Recently I just had this friend, open up and let me into his world and his mind. I couldn't be more proud of him for maning up and telling me the honest truth of what was going on. When it comes to new friends or acquaintances you have in your life it takes them a while to feel comfertable to open up to you. I am just saying this as a mad shout out to my one friend and he know's who he is.  I want you to know that your an  amazing person and here is why:   1.) right off the bat you showed respect for yourself and for me 2.) you listened.. you didn't just hear me but you listened to what i had to say 3.) your all around conciderate to anyone around you 4.) you care about other's feelings even if they may or may not be directally related     So for those that don't know i am currently only really asking for three things out of my friendships with people and that is:  1.) TRUST (that i wont hurt you or stear you wrong)   2.) RESPECT(that i am willing to be there for you)   3.
Blog, Blog, Blog !
Michael Hankins Michael's. Alternative power. Would you like $150,000.00 for $ 10,000 ? Collage Education Financing ?
Not Nice
Ok so I am sitting here tonight confused beyond all belief. So about three weeks ago I started talking to this great woman. We kinda fell into a pretty good click. She was easy to get along with and always made me smile. Problems is that about four days ago she just stopped talking. Whats up with that?     My thing is ... if you dont want to talk to someone anymore just say so. Tell them. That way.. in case they actually have truelly started to care.. they dont keep their hopes up for nothing.
The Paul Revere Show
Love Is...
What Love means to a 4-8 year old....Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouths of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined See what you think:"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."Rebecca- age 8"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."Billy - age 4"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."Karl - age 5"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."Chrissy - age 6"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4"Lov
Military Then And Now
i grew up in the military life i saw different places, met different people , and made many friends some friends i remember, some i haven't seen in years i married in the military i saw different places, different countries, and met and made many friends family members have also gone into the service and never have i been more proud older brother is Air Force, younger brothers are Marines, husband was in the Army i have seen many things, experienced alot of heartaches, disappointments to be on the soliders side of deployment and see what they do, well that would be impossible. to feel what they do in the dangerous places they go to , all i can do is pray for their safe return to their loved ones back home. i have been on both ends of the stick as a wife , and child the military is hard on both sides, anyone thinkin it's easy needs to see what both sides do before , during and after the deployments. it takes alot on both sides to keep goin while the other is away. both si
Grope Me Gently, Airport Security Guard
Grope me gently, airport security guard   Run your firm hands along my thigh  Remove my shoes and softly stroke me feet You're the only reason that I fly Rummage through my dirty underwear  Touch my toothbrush with those same hands  Ball my dry-cleaned shirts into a wad Then take a closer look inside my pants Detain me and search me  Make your country proud Grope me gently airport security guard  Run your firm hands along my thigh  Brush you big wand across my butt cheeks You're the only reason that I fly!!!
The Happiness Experiment Pt1
Married to A loser Now a Full fledged Dyke I knew It was a Long shot But there is Just something About her I like Then she Flashed me On her cam Maybe I could Be her Man More pics Of her Breasts Followed by Many views Of her Beaver I am still Not certain But am Becoming a Believer I kept Sending her Poems As I am Her favorite Writer Then she said The magic Words She wants My penis Inside her This one is now my fave love ya Joe
I Wish You Could!
I Wish You CouldI wish you could see the sadness of a business-man as his livelihood goes up in flames, or that family returning home, only to find their house and belongings damaged or destroyed. I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen beneath you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife’s horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively that it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke ~ sensations that I have become too
Random Shit
Just once when I apologize and try to work things out with someone, I wish it wouldn't get talked about or whispered about or brought back up again, oh yeah..i also wish something could just stay personal. Like a fight or argument could be just between the people having them. It's no wonder a person feels awkward and out of place. Maybe airing ones dirty laundry to the group isn't exactly the way to bring people together. Or make one feel welcome or that they belong. But its just my opinion.
Dirty Old Stories
It's crazy how good ad-men are. I'm sitting watching some afternoon telly while updating my audio collection and this add for Las Vegas, NV came on. Now this isn't the first time I've seen this particular advertisement and it's nowhere near the first time I've had the thought that came next but I felt as if this was the right time to share my entertaining brand of chaotic nonsense.  I've never really been to Vegas, I've never really had the money. Nor have I ever been attached to someone who had the funds to take a few days to gamble an abuse a hotel room in another state.I hope that one day I will have the luxury to just let loose in a hotel and break loose the doors of debauchery. When I do, I pray the hotel staff has a great sense of humor because I know I wouldn't want to pick up that much animal poo. So here's the plan. Once checked in, load each lift with puppies, kittens, bunnies, etc. That would be ridiculously funny.
Things I Dont Understand
ok things i dont understand .. first off what to do with a husband who you want to believe but cant because he lies. how do you tell if you just want to believe him or if hes telling the truth? wow this really sucks.. ive srpent the last few hours making two fubar accounts one with and invite and one with out and invite, i wanted to see if you could add a person to your profile page if they didnt invite you to fubar. from what i have found you cant... the only way to have the invite by "......" is to have been invited to fubar by that person in an email. so why is it i want to believe my husband when he tells me he didnt invite her??? wow i must be stupid.. he told me he didnt and i believed him for a few days but now im like wow im stupid, and what the hell am i going to do about it anyway i have done what i can to make things right for us, i gave him a second chance, but i guess when there is a will you will find a way.. he bought me a car and a house to try to make things look ok li
The Journey Of Fubar
I cant remember  who or how i got to know the site called fubar . my journey has had its up and downs .  i have made alot of friends and have lost alot of friends  on here .  when i say lost  it wasnt my doing  these people would listen to others  and form thier own opinion oif me  and then  they were out of  my fubar life .  you have  people who own lounges  but think that thier  lounges will prosper if they were run like a military camp.  that is furthest from the truth  most of those lounges are gone by the way say  through their owners wrong doing .  i was staff in these lounges  and when i was out of work i would camp in their lounges sometimes 10 hours a day . kept them open  and when the owners  got one complaint about me  they fired and banned me from the lounge   after putting more than a 40 hour work week  in  their lounge . this happened  many times to me  not asking if anything happened  just shutting me out  kinda left a bad taste in my mouth and ruined my lounge experien
Innocent Sexy
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A Lil Something I Wrote May It Enlighten U All
Complete engolfment in this mutitude of passion and fury spent on relentless rage, nevermore will lust be a key to ones soul feeling for a moment what one should for a lifetime.L.P. 2010Living life on the backburner of someone elses life, knowing the grass is not greener on the otherside, but yet wanting to know the otherside for all it's worth.L.P. 2010To feel you bodily is not enough in this physical form, to have your soul in my heart is the void that needs to be filled to complete this emptyness that remains in a soul that still yearns for more.L.P. 2010Showcase your love in my eyes, feel all that is to be felt in your heart, make known what is to be said, fullfill every lustful movement in my arms, and feel no pain within this body.L.P. 2010
GF application.Name:Age:Phone Number:Hair Color:Eye Color:Piercings/tattoos?:Drink/smoke?:WHAT D0 Y0U THINK 0F MYPersonality:Eyes:Face:Hair:Clothes:Humor:Manners:Friends:Decisions:W0ULD Y0U...Go out with me:Give me your number:Kiss me:Let me kiss you:Watch a movie with me:Drive me somewhere private:Take a shower with me:Be my gf:Take me home to meet your family:Let me sleep in your bed if I didn't have one:Tell me the truth no matter what:Lie to make me feel better:Hold my hand:Keep in touch:Try and solve my problems:Love me:Ditch me:Use me:Fuck me then fuck me over:Call me right after I saw you:Come see me when I needed it:Drive around all night and be with me:D0 Y0U...Think I'm cute:Want to fuck me:Want to kiss me:AM I...Smart:Hot:Funny:Cool:Interesting to talk to:HAVE Y0U EVER...Thought about me:Thought there might be an "US":Found yourself wanting to kiss me:Wished I were there:Wanted to ask me out:Flirted while you had a girlfriend:Cheated on anyone:WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 IF...I said I
My Most Dedicated Sub..hes All Mine
The Idea Behind King Size Bows To Find Successful Business Ideas, Satisfy an Obvious Need Anthony Vultaggio Good business ideas come from necessity. In 2001 Lynda King and her husband decided to surprise their daughter with a car for Christmas. She called 10 car dealerships looking for a big bow to complete the gift. “The dealerships told me they wished they had a company to refer me to,” recalls Lynda. “That’s when the idea struck.” From Great Idea to Business Plan Lynda made the bow for her daughter’s gift then began designing another for production. Playing off of her own last name she named the bows the King Size Bows. “I wasn’t the first to have this idea,” says Lynda. “A lot of people had the idea before me. But I was the first to take action and create a business out of it.” Lynda King is no stranger to action. She had a happy upbringing with parents who encouraged her to think big. &l
My Life
Me and my husband meet when we were 5 y/o in kindergarten. You might say it was fate or destiny it was going to happen.  I've never meet a man as caring loving and sexy as he is, he is most definitely my everything and more. Not one man in my life has loved me as much as he loves me, and he treats me like a queen just like royalty. So where i am going with all this is i love John Pixley with all my heart soul and being and if anyone was to get in the way of him i would eliminate them all togteher. FINE                                              love star pixley
And So It Goes.....
In every heart there is a room A sanctuary safe and strong   To heal the wounds from lovers past Until a new one comes along   I spoke to you in cautious tones you answered me with no pretense And still I feel I said too much My silence is my self defense   And every time I've held a rose It seems I only felt the thorns And so it goes, and so it goes And so will you soon I suppose.   But if my silence made you leave Then that would be my worst mistake So I will share this room with you And you can have this heart to break   And this is why my eyes are closed It's just as well for all I've seen And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the  only one who knows   Ss I would choose to be with you As if the choice were mine to make But youc an made decisions too And you can have this heart to break And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows.
Going Numb
sad in my head cold in my heart becoming numb from the pain tearing my reality apart i know i have to face the truth your just like the rest dreaming of you thinking that you were the best but now i know i cant trust anyone in this world im going to die by the sharp end of the sword that was shoved in my back when you said "i love you" last keep these words close to your heart i hope you find love but with me is not where you'll start i hate to be used i hate to believe i hate to try to love i hate that i now see love isnt my thing and neither are you i say goodbye i hope to never see you soon
Awesome News
I won some meet and greet passes to go see Trapt on December 9th plus I found out Kid Rock is coming back to Greenville and will be   here in February. I am uber excited :D :D :D
Let's Hang Out La!
DECEMBER 4th at 9:30 PM til DECEMBER 5th at 7AM!  Not busy Saturday come check it out!!! (: Buy Tickets from me $10!! $20 @ the door $15 @ the door with the flyer FULLY stocked BAR! GOGO Dancers! HOT DOG STANDS! and much more!! 4 ROOMS OF CULTURE: Local Performers: Mother Echo, Expect Violence, 2DNB & Many more Locals! DJ Line-Up: Surge, Jonny Jon, Bowzer & Ganjamann Spinning the latest in Hip-Hop, DUB, House, Tribal, Electro, & NuDisko Art Gallery from Local Artists: Eric Valdez, Jackie Valdez, Liliana Rodriguez, Cyde, Joseph Munsters, and John Gonzalez Message ME for Location. 
New Poem I Just Wrote
as i sit and ponder what it is to wonder why it is that hearts shatter so i cant help but to think on all the relationships past that just had to blow my mind it scrambles onward thinking harder and harder about all the pain and suffering i have felt and all i think is it would just be easy to let go to finnaly be rid of the pain to love never again and yet i cant help but forage on thinks will get better they say things will be better they say the hurt only lasts a short while they say but what is that they know i would rather feel the sting of a billion bees than to be hurting so bad it puts me on my knees at least then all i have to do is let go to stop trying so hard to just let go
Christmas Sprint
I got this link from one of my uncles this morning, After watching it it brought tears and a chill came over me . Happy Holidays to all .
Ally's Basketball :)
Lebanon eighth-graders off to 2-0 start LDR staff editor@lebanondailyrecord.comDec 2, 2010In its second year playing under coach Matt Jernigan, the eighth-grade girls’ basketball team is off to a 2-0 start.A year ago, the class played under Jernigan as seventh-graders, and after starting the season 0-4, they rebounded to win their final six games of the year to end the season 6-4. Lebanon faced the Rolla Bulldogs in its first game of the season on Monday. In the ‘A’ game, the ‘Jackets led at the end of the first half, 18-8, despite a 1-for-8 performance at the free throw line. In the second half, Lebanon heated up and went on to win 43-21. Ashton Light led all scorers with 20 points, while Becky Brooner and Ashley Schafer added seven points each. Lebanon also won the ‘B’ game, 31-21. Renee Hudson and Lauren Pentecost led the team with six points each. Playing its second game in two days, Lebanon traveled on Tuesday to Jefferson City to take on the T
The Last Ride
He rides his trusty steed made of steel chrome and rubber,cruising the blacktop highways in the spring and all summer.Its the ride not the destination that matters the most,sometimes he takes the lead,sometimes he won't.He rides all day he rides all night,the moon and the stars are so pretty and bright.He lives to ride,He rides to live,he ride for charity,its important to give.When people ask where is his home,He says there it is,His trusty steed made of steel,painted black and lots of chrome.When he gets to old the bikers will say,remember that guy...he was ok.He was to tired to ride that sunny day,so he pulled to the side and died in his own way.He went as he lived with the sun in his face,He died next to his trusty steed with dignity and grace.Lee aka EZ RIDER.
Naughty Files
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A Poem To Mom
Im pretty sure you feel the same way for your dadThere is a sad but sweet remembrance,There is a memory, fond and true;There is a token of affection, mother,And a heartache still for you.Loving and kind in all her ways,Upright and just to the end of her days;Sincere and true in her heart and mind,Beautiful memories she left behind.One year has passed since that sad day,When the one I loved was called away;God took her home, it was His will,But in My heart she lives still.The world may change from year to year,And friends from day to day,But never will the one I lovedFrom memory pass away.No one knows how much I miss you,No one knows the bitter painI have suffered since I lost you;Life has never been the same.In My heart, your memory lingers,Sweetly tender, fond and true,There is not a day, dear mother,That I do not think of you."May Dream's Become Reality"
Ok so I go to this birthday party with my son its for little children hes 4 so they all are around that age. Everything is going ok and then the clown shows up, well it was a female clown and she was all decked out in her outfit wig makeup clown suit. So Im sitting there and watching the kids play when I notice something her clown suit is not like real clothes its got buttons in the back only not all the buttons are buttoned, and its kind of weird shaped like around the waist it bows out so she looks like shes round I guess. Well I noticed something when she bent down or moved a certain way the costume would open up some in the back and bam she was naked underneath. So Im there with some other fathers and we are kind of looking at each other like did you see that. The whole time shes doing her act for the kids we are getting full view of everything lol. That was my first expierence with a kids birthday party clown. She comes up to us and asks us if we liked the show lmao, one guy yells
Actual Letter To Passport Office
  Dear Mr.. Minister, I'm in the process of renewing my passport, and still cannot believe this. How is it that Radio Shack has my address and telephone number and knows that I bought a t.v. cable from them back in 1997, and yet, the Federal Government is still asking me where I was born and on what date. For Christ sakes, do you guys do this by hand? My birth date you have on my social insurance card, and it is on all the income tax forms I've filed for the past 30 years. It is on my health insurance card, my driver's license, on the last eight goddamn passports I've had, on all those stupid customs declaration forms I've had to fill out before being allowed off the planes over the last 30 years, and all those insufferable census forms that are done at election times. Would somebody please take note, once and for all, that my mother's name is Maryanne, my father's name is Robert and I'd be absolutely astounded if that ever changed between now and when I di
FINALLY - A great alternative to body scanners at airports . . .The Israelis are developing an airport security device that eliminates the privacy concerns that come with full-body scanners at the airports.It's a booth you can step into that will not X-ray you, but will detonate any explosive device you may have on you. They see this as a win-win for everyone, with none of this crap about racial profiling. It also would eliminate the costs of a long and expensive trial. Justice would be swift. Case closed!You're in the airport terminal and you hear a muffled explosion. Shortly thereafter an announcement comes over the PA system . . . "Attention standby passengers - we now have a seat available on flight number 1234. Shalom!"
Like A G6
HookPoppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzardWhen we drink we do it right gettin slizzardSippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6Like a G6, Like a G6Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6Verse 1Gimme that Mo-MoetGimme that Cry-CrystalLadies love my style, at my table gettin wildGet them bottles poppin, we get that drip and that dropNow give me 2 more bottles cuz you know it don't stop(808) Hell YeaaDrink it up, drink-drink it up,When sober girls around me, they be actin like they drunkThey be actin like they drunk, actin-actin like they drunkWhen sober girls around me actin-actin like they drunkHookPoppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzardWhen we drink we do it right gettin slizzardSippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6Like a G6, Like a G6Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6Verse 2Sippin on, sippin on sizz, Ima ma-make it fizzGirl I keep it gangsta, poppin bottles at the cribThis is how we live, every single nightTake that bottle to t

Hello: to all my fubar friends on here! I am on here to make new friends! I am currently single and divorced and hope to find someone who is single  and looking to start a new friendship with me! He must meet these qualifications and they are must be attractive,have a good job, and sorry guys ,he has to live in Texas! I do not want any perverts on here to send me any friend requests! I always check out your profiles and some of you guys are really perverted! This is my opinion and sorry if you are offended by my comments, but I am just telling you the truth! I hope to meet you real soon ! Take care of yourself on here!Sexymama!
In A Blink Of An Eye
Her pale, soft skin, in warm evening’s glow Green eyes, brown hair, in flirty blown flow She opens herself to something so new What is it that she thinks she should do? A mirror reflection, with dark hair & eyes Thoughts & journeys, connections & ties Words softly spoken in star fingerlight What is it that she thinks should be right? A kindred spirit encompassing all A soul mate of sorts passed by in the hall Turn a different corner by twist of fate What is it that she thinks is too late? Her fear is so true and cannot be dead Those images & feelings that roam through the head A lifetime in seconds & in a blink of an eye What is it that keeps driving her why? Happy thoughts & good wishes Just like a butterfly on the wind Keep on living & loving Until the very end
Just For You
Sometimes when I am depressed or drowning in self-doubt,I know i can call your name and you will pull me out....You tought methat im worth much morethan what i always gave me strengthand confidencethat so long i had showed me that i am beautifulboth outside and proved that i am not second besttime and time again.
A Diamond
Never take someone for granted. Hold every person close to your heart, because you might wake up one day and realize that you've lost a diamond, while you were too busy collecting stones...
I Was Never There
Aren't you sick of pretending everything is okay? I wanted to offer you my love But you tell me you're doing just fine today Next, I tried to embrace you and offer you a kiss- but you tell me emotions can't hurt you If they cease to exist. You hide the truth well in those eyes But while doing so you tell yourself the ultimate lies. Now you're in a world free of emotion and pain. You say you're learning strength But emptiness is all you gained.
I Was Never There
I say I’m happy for you But I’m really not. I have to leave this place So I’ll never have to see your face Or meet your eyes So I’m saying my goodbyes. At first you might miss me But after awhile It’s like I was never there. No more glances And uncomfortable stares. Every now and then We might wonder What mighta been But there’s no point; Cause I’ll never see you...
I Wish
i wish i could have quit you. i wsh i never missed you, and told you that i loved you, everytime i fucked you. the future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. obsessed with the thought of you the pain just grew and grew how could you do this to me? look at what i made for you it was never enough and the world is what i gave to you. i used to be love struck now i'm just fucked up
                                                                Seasons   In the spring the flowers grow and your heart gets filled with love, In the summer the weather`s hot from the sun from up above. In the autumn the leaves they fall gently to the ground and in the winter the snow it lay so still quietly without a sound.   Jocko65rs
Just Baffle Them With Bull#$%t
Well being a noobie is okay i guess, peoples have been really cool to me so far. No complaints from me. There are alot of beautiful women on fubar. Too many to to be able to look at all of them. Anyways just a few words of pretty much alot of babbling, lol. Peace to everyone and have a really great christmas and a happy new year.
the snow storm's are getting bad and i see the news how your department say's all the truck's are lined up and ready to go..then why is it then if that was the 6 o'clock new's that on my drive home i almost slid off the road's any way ? i hear talk about how ready your road crew is and yet not a one truck on the highway or street's any where to be seen i feel if i'm paying my tax's for the street's to be safe to drive one i'm not seeing it or feeling safe this is just tonight 2 hour's after the snow started wensday night there was alot of ice out on the highway's that could of been stoped if the truck's where out like your department clams what hapen's when some one get's hurt driving at a responsable speed and has a wreck who is to blam your department say's them my self and i sure alot of other people all feel that it's unfair that we haft to go to work and can' get there safe the highway i haft to drive every day east and west is always bad because there is never a truck on that hig
Baby Fu-gettable
So, like, back in August, of, like, this year, me and. like. Cowboy had, like, a baby. No, like, seriously! We had a, like, baby!Baby-Fu-Gettable! Her name is Lydia and she is,like, now 3 1/2 months old. OMG. And she is cuh-uuuuuute! She's on my picture thingamajigger, if y'all want to peekaboosy. Soooooo, like, yeah, lemme know what you, like, think, kay?O.K. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Night Before Xmas (pdp)
  The Gay Before Christmas PDP By Zodiac   'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through PDP Not a chatter was chatting, not no one just me; The cams were empty and the guestlist was bare, I'd hopes that some boobies soon would be there; The staff were all nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of buttsecks danced in their heads; And mamma in her 'good bra, and I in my cap, Had just settled down for a long phonebone fap, When out on my 'puter there arose such a clatter, I hung up the phone to see what was the matter. The lounge started to flicker I thought it would crash, I refreshed the window and upgraded my Flash. The moon it reflected on the new-refreshed screen Gave the lustre and glow I had not before seen, When, what to my pedo-stare eyes should appear, But a miniature sleigh, and crowd of gay queers, With a little gay driver, with a thick stench of ass,
Central Contracts
Companies are deciding to try BMW leasing rather than buying it outright. Perhaps this is because car leasing firms, such as , are taking advantage of this increased enthusiasm by offering competitive terms. There is also no compromise in terms of quality and choice too. The credit crunch came and this affected most people's jobs and businesses now they want less risk and reduce the amount of debt that they owe. A good way to ensure this is by signing a BMW lease rather than financing the purchase of one. You won't miss out on the choice of colours or BMW models and you will get a cheap monthly bill. You can get the benefits of a new BMW without the added stress of keeping up repayments for longer than you need to and once your lease expires you can decide on a new BMW. A standard leasing term is two years or more and you will pay an initial fee, it is up to you what you think is best. You might find that some individuals like to change their car at
Come Out clik and come out
Human Waste
You attempt To remove The knife From my Back But all the Tears and words You offer Will not heal The scar From your Cowardly Attack Next time At least Do it to My face So I can Have the pleasure Of putting you In your Rightful place Call it What you will You define The synonym Of human Waste
Well obviously pigs are terrible. And thus I should make sure this blog is NSFW. Or at least this pic is. I know it's an illusion. It's supposed to make you look twice. That's all. Then we all laugh and go on our merry way. Simply wondering here, why is that bad and not let's say a pic full of tits with half a face in it? :/ This one is at least supposed to make you laugh. Not make you horny. Thus follows the obvious question. If this is so bad, then how is bling prostitution not? "This is not this kind of site" when it comes to illusions, but it is that kind of site when it comes to blings/money for amateur prostitution, since it brings money to the company, right? Here's the chat with the bouncer. Name of the bouncer blurred. Don't want to get the poor guy in trouble or anything lol.
True Friends
I am so happy that when people choose who u r rather then on the outside. i am Autistic and it is hard sometimes to make friends on the internet and the world around me. But im takin some classes on how to act the right way to talk to people. I talk sometimes werid and it makes people think that im an idot. I love people, no matter what they say, i still will be kind to them.  
The Whole Story!
UPDATE............. They IP banned me for sharing my blog........... Guilty conscious? When they changed the godmode bling without warning I happen to be running one, I came home from an appt to find it over with no explanation, so I forwarded my report to support inquiring why it ended  after LESS than 5,000,000 pts and 24hrs and almost 15 minutes..... While awaiting I saw Scrapper scroll thru my live feed indicating the rules had changed. I asked him in an sb "why did they change it without warning?", his response "why does it snow when the weatherman says it won't?" then blocked me immediately...... Ok first, I don't pay the weatherman to be wrong or screw up, no money out of my own pocket so no real harm done to me..... 2 really? that's how you handle customers? I have spent several THOUSANDS on this sight and that is how I am treated? I wasn't rude or difficult, did NOT deserve such disrespect.  After talking to a few ppl about this issue I was informed that Scrapper likes to "PU

 These days people put on a huge front acting as if they are goody goody. Then you get  to know them and find out they are not the person you thought they was. People to be my friend you must first be honest with yourself then to others. It is like this to get respect you must give it to get a smile you must give one. I do not like people who is not honesty with theirself and others. Best things to do is get your head out of clouds and back on earth.
Fu Engagement!
Sledrunner Renegade Rebels@ fubar
You Have To Pass This Amnesty Bill To See What's In It
The nation’s unemployment rate stands at 9.8 percent, a post–World War II record 19th month that unemployment has been over 9 percent. President Barack Obama is the largest tax hike in American history. So what do Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid (D–NV) and House Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D–CA) have Congress voting on today? Amnesty. Specifically, the House and Senate will be voting on the fourth and fifth versions of the DREAM Act, which would legalize anywhere between 300,000 and 2.1 million illegal immigrants.Supporters of the DREAM Act claim the bill would provide citizenship only to children who go to college or join the military. But all any version of the legislation requires is that an applicant attend any college for just two years. And if President Obama wants to reward non-citizen service members with citizenship, he already has the power to do so. The Secretary of Defense already has the authority under 10 U.S.C. § 504 (b) to enlist
Blak1veil Stands!
ok i ask ask whats wrong with humanity.  why so... i have been threw a shity life. no exaggeration here. since i started school i have always been the one that was left the last for everything because of the way i looked as a child. never was someone there to ask "hey how are you" or "hey buddy wanna play with us". i am writing this blog so my voice can be heard about how people judge and insult guys and girls buy what they wear, what they look like, what they like, who they are with, who they date, and so on and so forth. the way how people judge other by what they see is completely inhuman. since i started school when i was a kid till the day i graduated high school and to this day i am called out for i what i like and what i look like. no, i wasnt the cutest kid in school, no i wasnt the most popular. i was the kid who was forced to be alone. did i want to be alone? NO. but i was.  my childhood wasn't as bad as my life of high school high school was worse. people i have never even
First Blog
so im not sure what to wright about, or if anyones eyes will see these words, but i will still wright, so on the sub of hmmmmm what, life? well thats easy .... its fuckt! as for love well theres a leeway to some salvation, sometimes its a curse, i mean to ....As many times as people have been asked to tell about themselves they never give the same answer twice. Reasons for this may be because of the many aspects we all partake in, making this our reality, but not to define reality but only to have our own perspectives. And everyday we grow and change into something more focused. And I have not yet found one word to describe myself nor others. For everyone is capable of destroying the world but never plant the seeds to show another generation life. That the real beauty is the Nature and how we perceive it is our Nurture. the dreams to be like nightmares and awake in sweat to see a red sunrise as sort of a balance to connect back into our reality we define, our perceptions...hope you enj
Why You Should Think Before You Speak....
You wear your sunglasses to shade your eyes from the sun so bright, But for me, they shade a totally different light. You see and hear a beautiful person, I try very hard, But hidden deep inside, I am permanently scarred. You see a twinkle in my eye and a smile on my face, But hidden deep inside, I'm in a darker place. A place of hurt and a place of shame, I was put there by a person who staked his claim. You see, I wear my sunglasses to hide the agony, to shield the pain, To cover the tears, realizing there is nothing left to gain. He said he loved me, I thought it was true, Maybe he did, but why oh why did he treat me so cruel??? The harsh words, the name calling, the implications to blame, Oh right, we can't talk about this right now, it's time for the pregame. The despair and the loneliness have gone on too long, So I've decided to stand on my own two feet and be strong. These feelings of never being good enough I can't deny, the damage is done, They are very permanent, and impossi
*WHAT A REAL WOMAN DOES* A real woman is a man's best friend.  She will never stand him up and never let him down. She will reassure him when he feels insecure and comfort him after a bad day. She will inspire him to do things he never thought he could do; to live without fear and forget regret. She will enable him to express his deepest emotions and give in to his most intimate desires. She will make sure he always feels as though he's the most handsome man in the room and will enable him to be the most confident, sexy, seductive, and invincible. . .    
And The Cow Jumped Over The...
Hello family, friends, and various haters!  It has come to my attention, as of late, that I needed to change a few things in my account. And for those that have been to my pages before, you may have noticed that something is missing.  That would be my old blogs.  They were decidedly dark, and depressing.  But, for those that don't know, or never read, it was my realization that my M.S. was destroying my life like a worm in an apple.  Yes, it seriously caused a bout of depression.  From moving from the greater Chicago area, back to the southern tip of Illinois.  I grew-up in the area I'm living in.  And things have changed.  More stores, more vacant stores.  A new strip club (never been to one down here, even when I was younger, all I can picture of them here is meth addicted, toothless yellow-hammers) or two have been built. More banks and churches.  Less enrollment at Southern Illinois University (home of the Salukis, hence my name here).  Friends from grade school to high school pret
The decoration of Veterans’ graves with wreaths from Wreaths across America will take place this Saturday Dec 11.   The plan for  the   Augusta cemeteries is to start at Togus National Cemetery West – Hallowell Rd , at 9am, and then proceed to the Maine State Veterans’ Cemetery on Civic Center Drive in Augusta around 10 am, immediately followed by the Maine State Veterans’ Cemetery – Mt Vernon Rd , this should be around 11 am.  There will be a formal ceremony at each cemetery at noon to coincide with the ceremony taking place at Arlington National cemetery in Washington , DC . This is a scripted ceremony with the laying of wreaths for each branch of the service, merchant Marines, and a POW/MIA wreath. It would be great to have a Veteran of each branch present at each cemetery to lay the wreath from their branch of service. If you are assisting in decorating graves please plan to return to the Cemetery at Noon for the Ceremony, this is a very important
The Past
Every girl and Every boy is meant to be loved by someone but this girl has been used for far to long  so from now on i shall love myself for who i am  not what you want me to be  i tried to be someone im not to keep you  but that someone wasnt good enough  i tried to be myself and you looked the other way  no matter what i do its never good enough for you  so today and everyday from now i shall do nothing for you or anyone else this is my life not yours now your thinking something different and i want you to know i am done you are not the one for me you hurt me you betrayed me i can forgive but ill never forget so im starting anew i will shed no more tears for you    i wrote this like 4 months ago and just now wanted to post it 
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The Physics Of Santa
1. No known species of reindeer can fly. BUT there are 300,000 species of living organisms yet to be classified, and while most of these are insects and germs, this does not COMPLETELY rule out flying reindeer which only Santa has ever seen.    2. There are 2 billion children (persons under 18) in the world. BUT since Santa doesn't (appear) to handle the Muslim, Hindu, Jewish and Buddhist children, that reduces the workload to 15% of the total - 378 million according to the Population Reference Bureau. At an average (census rate of 3.5 children per household, that's 91.8 million homes. One presumes there's at least one good child in each. 3. Santa has 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, and assuming he travels east to west (which seems logical). This works out to 822.6 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with good children, Santa has 1/1000th of a second to park, hop out of his sleigh, j
If This Is My Destiny
I sit back in the darkness and watchuntil this is done. a destiny such as this is pleasant for no one.the fake laughter makes my head ache and the fake love makes my heart break to look into your eyes makes me sigh-somethings will never be understood so im not going to try id rather wait here in the darkness till its done all these words mean nothing to me i want to close my eyes if this is my destiny.
Don't Say A Word
we pass without words- all the words have already been said. (why is your memory still in my head?) i loved you more than all men; loved you for what could of been. nothing matters now, nothing was ever real. (why cant i pretend like i dont feel?) i dont know what to say, dont know where to start. what good does it do to have a broken heart? why do i cry? why am i sad? i should hate you; im supossed to be mad. dont talk to me; please dont say a word. everything you could say ive already heard. .
smoking a blunt rolling a joint doing this shit is what i enjoy getting a fix from a nickel or dime already rolled up it’s time to get high my legs are dead my body is numbedI'm trying really hard to reach the tip of my tongueit frees my spirit and opens my mindit leaves my worry's, depression, and problems behindi feel like a butterfly because i feel like I'm freewhy do i only feel like this when i smoke on this weedwhy can i feel like this all the fucking timei could only feel like this when i get high foolish person this is no game because when you smoke it, you are not the same but why can't anyone let me be me? what can i say i love smoking weed
in 1972 dr kirk alsher did a study on monkey's to test the effects of marijuana his experiment failed he had all the wrong study's so he said marijuana kills brain cells people are to stupid to look it up it was in fact his experiment going wrong he put the monkeys in a room for 30 days straight filled with pot smoke then when he took them out of the room there brains desolved  
Jdizzle's Poetry/music/stories
Fire back like a bullet proof round When the world beats you down, get the fuck off the ground. Cuz if all you’re gonna do is just sit there and cry Then you might be better off to just lay down and die. Nobody’s gonna carry you or hold you high Its your own fuckin choice if you wanna survive! Times up! I’m done talkin to you Times up! What you gonna do? Times up! I don’t give a shit! Take a swing, hit or miss Your times up! I aint superman, got no bulletproof vest But go ahead, take the shot I gotta big fuckin chest! My shoulders’ big too, I can carry the weight, All the chains from your pain and even your hate. If you think that what you say is gonna make me hurt Im gonna laugh, cuz you’re a fool and Ive tasted dirt. I’ve been right there in the fire and flame Screaming at the sky while it was raining PAIN!!! Times up! I’m done talkin to you Times up! What you gonna do? Times up! I don’t give a shit! Ta
Mensa Awards-too Funny
Mensa Invitational Winners:    1. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying a house, which renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period of time.  2 Ignoranus : A person who's both stupid and an asshole.   3. Intaxicaton : Euphoria at getting a tax refund, which lasts until you realize it was your money to start with.   4. Reintarnation : Coming back to life as a hillbilly.   5. Bozone ( n.): The substance surrounding stupid people that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The bozone layer, unfortunately,   shows little sign of breaking down in the near future   6. Foreploy : Any misrepresentation about yourself for the purpose of getting laid..    7. Giraffiti : Vandalism spray-painted very, very high    8. Sarchasm : The gulf between the author of sarcastic wit and the person who doesn't get it.   9. Inoculatte : To take coffee intravenously when you are running late.   10. Osteopornosis : A degenerate disease. (This one got extra credit.)   11. Karmageddon : It's like,
Dark Musings
   We all occasionally feel the pull of the darkness attempting to envelope us in it's never ending blackness. It wants to claim us as it's mistress. We must make a choice. Do we resist the temptations that hide in it's nether regions or do we give in to the touch of it's icy grip on our shoulders and it's hot breath on our neck as it whispers in our ear.......Surrender to me.
69 Girls
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Rebecca Dupree
      I need to let you all know that our friend Becca has passed away this week. "Pervert Proof" was her profile name.    She disappeared last weekend and I went on a search for her. After calling the jails and hospitals, I was told that she was a patient at one of the hospitals here. I went to visit her to find out what happened, and was told she was in an ICU unit in a coma. I could only see her through a window. She was hit by a drunk driver as she was driving home from work.  I won't go into gruesome details of her appearance as we all wish to remember her beauty as she is in Heaven. But after fighting for her life for several days, she could no longer hold on. She went with God on Thursday. She was, is, and always will be my best friend. She had a way of letting you feel loved no matter how much you screw up. She understood the power of the heart. She understood the power of friendship. She is a part of my family. I will miss the conversations with my friend. Her appearances
Stumbling Through Life
I've taken to exploring a new web site/tool called 'stumble'. It's a tool that supports me in exploring the web. I identified subjects I like, and stumble finds sites that have those subjects. I will share things I have found now and then...below is the first thing I want to share... A few rules.   1.Never stop thinking. This is important. If someone ever says to you ‘You need to stop thinking so much,’ call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have, if you stop using it, it will atrophy. Question everything. 2. Stare into space blankly and don’t mentally punish yourself for doing it, even if it is for that split second. If you have a problem with staring blankly, think of it as daydreaming.3. Root Beer sucks after having spicy food.4. Everything is going to be just fine. If
Life.... no one knows how life is gonna go or even end up...we roll wit wat we have or make wat we is like a roller coaster it goes up but always goes down and has twist an turns...some are sharper than others and some are smooth and steady but we live them up and go wit the flow...we even get wat we want but always loose wat we need...its just wat we do and deal wit in "life"....we hate it at times but love it all the is precious cause we only have one chance to live our dreams...some are to be famous some are to just have a simple easy life but neither of those lifes are easy to live....we have to give up dreams to make better ones or loose them cause life can make drastic measures that we cant live up to....all im really sayin is that we have to grab life wit both hands....grasp it softly cause it can shatter at any moment and you dont want loose the moments that mean the most to watchin ur baby girl/boy take their first steps in life or when ur fa
Why Is It Hard To Say "i'm Sorry"
im sitting here this morning and wondeing why is it hard to say "Im sorry" to someone. Wheather its your kids or your husband or firiends or family. Why is it hard or difficult for some peopole to say im sry after they miss up? Just my question to this world wide web and fubar.....
Today i realize Karma is not real. It was made up by the rip off blood sucker of the world to trick nice honest people to be chumps. If you try to do the right thing the good thing, you lose. They will suck until your dry and leave youhomeless left without anything. Well I'm done trying, as I burn all my stuff and go bad to the streets everyone had better watch out because now I'm going to be a winner too. FUCK KARMA FUCK CARING FUCK LOVE Love it just a word that is used to trick you into being a dumb fuck.
Enigmatic Conundrums
For the record, I never truly left this site...I just took a 6 month vacation! OK  So now that I've paid my "Hell Freezes Over" tribute (fans of The Eagles would know what I am talking about there), time to answer the question on a lot of my friends' minds...where the hell have I been and what's been going on?  (I seem to answer this one quite a bit!) I like to think of myself as one of the most liked and most respected people on here...and I have/had the messages to prove it!  Yet in the last 6 months I have found myself wondering who is a true friend and who just takes me along for the ride.  I have heard friends talk to me about what other friends have said about me and I consider myself betrayed once again (and the ones telling me are not the lying types...I've looked into their souls and seen the integrity they have).  I've been called a player to a fraud...hell, I've even heard the comment about being a "Jeckyll and Hyde" (I gotta admit, that one was creative)...makes me wonder
Isnt She Sweet, & Smart Too
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's okay to get angry. You have the right to be mad, but you don't have the right to be cruel. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's okay to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. 16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying. 17. You can get th
Royal Wedding
by Dr. Jeffrey Lant After 8 years of dating, canoodling, breaking up, making up, breaking up the on-again-off-again relationship of Prince William of Wales and long tressed Kate is officially on.  The airwaves of the planet dutiful report the expected congratulations.  Her Majesty and Prince Philip are "absolutely delighted for them both".  Prince Charles is "thrilled". And no doubt they are, for it's time for the next generation of royals to get on with their important work. There is much to do. Amongst the royals monarchy is referred to as "the firm"; they say they "live above the shop." Exactly so. It's time for the next proprietor and his spouse to start doing what they're supposed to do: bring Britain together. help the tribe of those battening on the monarchy sell their trinkets and reap their profits. provide us promptly with an equally photogenic man child ... and then promptly, another. "The heir... and the spare." And above all else do what's necessary for an endless s
Self Improvement
I've been divorced for almost 10 years now and have dated often. Having had a few relationships lasting 2+, 1 and 1.5 years none have been of real quality. Yeah there have been the short lasting flings here and there but little that would produce real connections. I have done some reading and learned a lot about who I am and what I project about myself. But there is a point when too much is to much of that crap and ultimately we are who we are. the biggest thing I gained from that is "I don't seek approval" any more. either she likes me or not as is with me to her. I'm have an E/d personality and simply don't find attraction to those who won't open up and talk about things and I'll get bored prety quickly with someone that isn't into exploring or adventure. I blew out my abdominal wall years ago and along with that my stomach muscles spread in the middle, (a diticulitus). the fix isn't covered by insurance and runs about 12K. Well, that just wasn't worth the investment yet it leaves
Random Thoughts & Opinions
I've been on this site a little while and yea I've navigated around to get an overall feel for what goes on here. It is true that I do not accept friend adds from guys, Fact is, I have male friends in the real world. We hang out, watch sports, play sports, have drinks,(usually a few beers) and we talk about anything and everything. Guess what, I also have several female friends and take a guess what we do. Exactly the same thing. So here it is guys. Despite what you may have been taught or told, Women are not toys that were put here for your amusement. When you are rude, disrespectful and downrite stupid it is not funny it is not charming and it ain't cute. News Flash....Women are precious Human beings. They too have feelings, wants, desires and dreams. So here are some things to know. 1st, if you want a gal to show you her body and make you masterbate you ain't getting laid anyway. Go try getting a job in the porn industry odds are you don't have what it takes and would be laughed out
Lounge News Letter
Body Jello Shots 2010 Lounge News letter Rules and Regulations@ Body Jello Shots 2010 To be a staff at the lounge you must be a active lounge member . You need to set time to be active in the staff position u run for. You must run a campaign and be voted in by the members. You must agree to the duties of the position you run for. If you no longer are able to fulfill your duty as staff at lounge you must resign and hand your position to the next person in line or runner up. Each term is 3 months and then u must run for re election. If you are a manager. You must notify presidents of any major decision making. As always entertain the lounge as much as you can and have a great time.  Enjoy the work that creates a great lounge.    Events @ Body Jello Shots 2010 The more we get to join the events the more fun it will be in the lounge ect... Staff that runs the event picks the winner prize ect.... Event list  Trivia “any”
A Touch Unfelt A Poem By Me
How can you ache and crave for someone's touchWhen you have never felt it?I do this for yours, though,And the yearning grows more each dayI have never wanted anything in my lifeAs much as I want youWhen you whisper such sweet loveIn my ear when we talkYou make me melt into a puddleOf complete helplessnessYou have become my every waking thoughtAnd my every dream at nightI breathe in so hardTrying to catch my breath when we can't talkI close my eyes so tightHoping when I open them you will be thereBut I know I have to waitUntil the time is rightIt seems so far awayThat I think I am losing my mindI want to breathe in your scentAnd keep it with me all day longI want to taste your love for meBy kissing your sweet lipsI want to feel your body next to meSo when you leave for awhile I can hold onI just want you to knowThat I really do love youWhen the day comes and we are togetherYou will always know and feel thisI will always hug, kiss and love youEvery moment of the day and nightYou will nev
Snow N Shit
dude, i recently moved to michigan from florida.  as a kid i always wanted to play in the snow.  well, i can say now that snow fuckin sux man.  it stix to u and its cold as hell.  boooooo!!!!!!
Not Sure
Well not sure just what to say. Figured I had some things on the brain and here was as good as anyplace to put them. My boss chewed me out because I was thinking of signing up for overtime on Christmas eve and Christmas. He said I hadn't had a Christmas off in over 15 years, maybe he is right. I guess not having a reason to stay home has been the reason, or maybe afraid of having to spend the day alone. Either way I am not sure which way to go on this. I dont need the money, even if it is very good, but I dont really need the time off either. Just not sure how to spend a Christmas home alone and not sure if I want to know. Well I dont know who will read this or if anyone will but maybe if you do you can give me your opinion.
Why Must Your Hollow Heart Of Stone
  Why must you stay alone if you know your hollow heart of stone is alone Why must you wait for something so great if you know that our love is fate Why must you hold back on something so stupied if you know that im your cupid A hollow heart of stone can be heald in time with love an care holding back on something that isn't fair A hollow heart of stone can loved holding you in love is to be loved holding your heart of all hearts will fill will happyness and shine like dimonds holding your love is holding a royal flush of hearts holding your qween of all hearts and you holding my king of all hearts keeping our hearts whole and safe will never bleed and never feel sworrow
You’re too sexy for my love too sexy for my love My love is in vain   You’re too sexy to be hurt too sexy too sexy to be hurt Too sexy to flirt And you’re too sexy for my hand too sexy for my hand You won’t hold my hand   And you’re too sexy for my wit Too sexy for my wit Just one laugh is all I’m asking   You’re a model you know what I mean And you do your little turn on the catwalk Yeah on the catwalk on the catwalk yeah You do your little turn on the catwalk   You’re too sexy for this bar too sexy for this bar Too sexy fubar And you’re too sexy for all that too sexy for all that Is nothing worth holding   But I'm a person you know what I mean And I do my little dance on life’s catwalk Yeah on the catwalk on the catwalk yeah
True Family And Friends
On Sunday December 12, 2010 I recieved a call at work from my mother.. "your father is going to the Hospital, he's having a heart attack. can you come home?" well of course i told my boss and such and went straight home. We went to the hospital and since sunday this is what happened. the doctors ran some tests (SOP) EKG, cat scan on sunday and had no answers. but dad did have another episode after the cat scan... Monday morning at 0530 dad had another episode. monday afternoon (late) he under went a Heart Catheterization. (lil history on dad - in 1974 he had a heart attack. in 1994 underwent a quadruple by-pass) 2 arteries were 100% blocked. 1 was only 99% blocked, the other was ok. doctors are going to attempt to open the (native artery) first.. if that doesnt work, then the by-pass artery in a second attempt. if that doesnt work they will use another artery for a complete by-pass operation.. the good thing is he didnt have a heart attack on sunday. heart muscle was good. all
"Without you being just the way you are, we would not have such beauty."The feeling of hopefulness sometimes comes from someone helping us. Think back to a time when you had lost hope. Many times we regained our optimism because someone gave us a
The New Guy
Here i am just tryin to figure this all out place looks great so hope yall can be patient with me lookin forward to meetin lots of new people an makin so friends round here thanx all
All About Him
Cause I'm all about him him him him him And his all about me me me me me And we don't give a dang dang dang dang dang About nobody-e-e-e (x2) Well Had him shooting for me like a? Every guy was a knock out, ? But not none of um had? That's my thing It's not enough to have boss Small? One day by starbucks I bumped into a guy rocking black chucks He said excuse me beautiful I said aww chucks Then he asked for hey wanna grab lunch? Never ever ever met a guy so fly Got me hooked like apple pie-i Think I'm falling and I dno why But I won't fight these butterflies Cause I'm all about him him him him him And his all about me me me me me And we don't give a dang dang dang dang dang About nobody-e-e-e (x2) And I swear what we have just is super cool The way his always in my head like a blue? I got a text from him he said just come through Told me he wants to kick it kunfu Don't do nothing much at all Just me and his boys watching football He asked for a kiss so I gave him two He said why t
From: RobSent: Nov 01 11:20AMMsg: I love you Michelle Lynne Baar with all my heart and soul, all of my love, everything I have, my love and dedication for you is endless and overflowing baby.   From: MichelleSent: Nov 04  6:52AMMsg: (1/2) Rob you make my world everything ive always known it should be. Full of love & emotions that are returned & a place where i can smile n b myself w/out fearFrom: MichelleSent: Nov 04 10:45AMMsg: The sound of your voice always touches  me so deeply baby. Music to my ears. I love you RobFrom: RobSent: Nov 04 10:57AMMsg: As yours to me, sound of your voice is the most beautiful soothing sound I've ever heard. I love everything about you Michelle.From: MichelleSent: Nov 04 11:09AMMsg: Every day proves again that your the one for me. Ill never let you go Rob my life is meant to b spent with you, by your side always loving you.From: RobSent: Nov 04 11:19AMMsg: Oh honey, you continue to make me the happiest man in the world.From: MichelleSent: Nov 04 11:46A
The Sentinel
The Sentinel He stood at the prow of a mighty war ship He looked for an omen of the coming battle ..then suddenly His shield was shattered by a bolt of lightning into a thousand shards Each reflecting an image of the moon so that a thousand moons spoke to him as they fell into the ocean Deep splashes of flickering color and sound At first they shimmered in great brilliance like a thousand stars in the heavens..then They grew dimmer as they sank deeper into the seas Dimming and soon extinguished of all light He saw them like the days of his life Fleeting and ephemeral The battle was lost   By me
Marine Corps Christmas
Twas the nite before Christmas, they lived far from home, in dark,sandy quarters, but not all alone After clearing the checkpoints, and with presents to give, I wanted to see the Marines Who in these quarters did live. As I looked all about, an awesome sight I did see, some of the few and the proud, U.S. Marines Some young, some old, with boots full of sand, Marine Corps brothers with rifles in hand. Seeing bravery, courage, and toughness of mind, a sobering thought came thru my mind For these quarters were different, housing hardcharging Marines; Who make it through with various routines The only easy day was the one they just got thru; Uncommon valor, still a common virtue Yet their spirits were high, Minds and bodies were strong; Despite the months that were trying and long These were the heroes of whom I had read; Whose main purpose was to make the enemy dead I knew the Americans who i saw on this night owed their lives to these men, the first ones to
                                                    Stardust   One day I was telling you all about coming from dust, cashed it in to buy a few locks I knew would'nt rust, If I lock you up,will the edges fade, would you understand, how simple I am?   I can walk for many miles thinking that I'll never comprehend, I can't argue worth a damn cause I know my questions never end, If I walk away,will the phrases play or would they all become one, under the sun,   And when the pleasure is done, why don't I wanna know it all,why don't I want to know it all? And when the measure is done, Said how I already know it all.   Answers never satisfy,I wear them out as soon as they come, I lye in between the sides,I'm happy when the fighting is done, So I'll read the news and I'll get the blues, And I'll make it matter, for a minute or two,   And when the pleasure is done, Why don't I wanna know it all,Why don't I wanna know it all? And when the measure is done, Said how I al
A Navy Wife's Thoughts
Tossing and turning.. Seems to be part of my nights since he's left. I miss my Hubby and Sailor so much. A night hasn't gone by that I don't lay my head on my pillow and tears slowly begin to fall.. I grab the pillow next to mine and hold on tight and breath in the scent of his aftershave. Not many people understand or even can begin to imagine how my heart feels. I can't help but miss him. I can't help but feel empty and like something is missing. The obstacles we have overcome and here we are. I love this man with my whole heart. Counting down the days till he comes home is all I can do. Staring at pictures and hanging on to his last words. Writing emails and hoping he has time to read them or hope he even receives them. Tonight is just one of those nights where I miss my other half. I miss laying my head on his chest and falling asleep. Send him home soon my heart misses the other half to it!
Terms For Being A Sexy Siren
  Hello Ladies and thank you for your interest in participating with the Sexy Sirens. Detailed below you will find all the info you will need to participate. Satyr's Sexy Sirens are the lovely Ladies of Fubar that allow me to post their photos to help attract more attention to their individual pages. The Sexy Sirens Homepage is Ladies Only! ALL INTERESTED MUST have a Fubar approved sfw salute to even be considered, this is required to ensure the page remains LADIES ONLY!! Also you can NOT share an account with your boyfriend or husband or allow access to the Sexy Sirens Homepage via your account to your boyfriend, husband or male friends. You and your photos will be deleted and blocked immediately! To participate you will need to post 2 photos minimum. The first is a SFW photo. This photo is public and will be cycled through the Profile Pic to bring attention to your page. The other photo is a NSFW ( frontal topless minimum ). This photo is Family Only! This photo was suggested b
Not Necessarily The News
Study Confirms That Fox News Makes You Stupid A new survey of American voters shows that Fox News viewers are significantly more misinformed than consumers of news from other sources. December 15, 2010  |     Yet another study has been released proving that watching Fox News is detrimental to your intelligence. World Public Opinion, a project managed by the Program on International Policy Attitudes at the University of Maryland, conducted a survey of American voters that shows that Fox News viewers are significantly more misinformed than consumers of news from other sources. What’s more, the study shows that greater exposure to Fox News increases misinformation. So the more you watch, the less you know. Or to be precise, the more you think you know that is actually false. This study corroborates a previous PIPA studythat focused on the Iraq war with similar results. And there was an NBC/Wall Street Journal poll that demonstrated the break with reality on the part
Thoughts From The Padded Room
You Know Youre Old Skool Fu..... If you can remember only being able to rate a profile ONCE in a lifetime Making it to the rank of Godfather was a big deal If you remember leveling groups If you competed in contests with the prize being a Big Pimpin Gift If you use to win spotlight every couple weeks with a bid of 32,000 fubucks.  If you remember Sporks You remember big nasty dimple ass pics being OK to run as default If you said to yourself... "Yeah RIGHT!" when 1 credit blings came out If you ever comment bombed  If you can remember JD being a chick ;) If you couldnt use a credit card on here if you wanted to. If you remember only being able to rate a pic once in a lifetime VIP? WTF is that? If you actually spent most of your time on here rating pix You paid attention to Bulletins If shouts were shitty... Oh no, that hasnt changed. Sorry If you use to trade stash rates If you can remember WTF a st
Cheap Flights
Coming across cheap flight to Orlando is not as difficult as major media sources put it out to be. With the improvement in the country’s overall economic condition, the major airlines are reporting higher revenue and increased profits in their quarterly disclosures. To further fuel the demand for international aviation from all quarters, these flight operators are providing lucrative discounts and deals on air travel between continents.This has put the travelers in a very convenient position to fly back and forth between international destinations, especially the cities that are important from an economic perspective. The vacationers are also not left out as the airlines announce packaged or groups discounts for them, even during the peak holiday season. In this case, though, the major criterion of advance booking becomes operational.Last minute flight to Orlando does not necessarily have to cost a fortune. There are also just in time cancellations and carriers gladly offer these
Today I turned 41 yrs old and had a birthday lunch with my 18 yr old daughter. I can remember back over the years at all the scrapes, cuts, bruises, getting bucked off a horse, etc etc. Sitting there talking to my little girl over lunch,watching her mannerisms, the way she spoke to people, you name it i gleamed with pride. For this little girl over the past 8 years has been through a lot since her mother and i divorced. But through it all she has lasted with a smile on her face. As we left the restuarant she asked if we could make a stop before she dropped me off and we went our seperate ways. She pulled into the cemetary where my mother, father, and sister are laid to rest and quietly place flowers on each of their graves. It was at that moment that i realized shes not a little girl anymore, shes a young lady, and i'm proud so very damned proud to be able to call that young lady my daughter. This might just be ramblings from a old saddle tramp, but by god I'm a damned proud saddle tr
Bored, Lol
So I don't know what to post and just wanted to post my first blog on here for shits and giggles I guess. So I guess I'll put some old poems I wrote. Enjoy with my boredom.   True TearsChaos,Pain,Death,Small breaks,Huge chunks,The pain over bearing,How could this happen,So full of life.Then cold,Why,Kind and caring,But still taken,My heart can't hold it,My mind can't wrap around it,My whole being over loaded,Will the pain stop,Or must I die first,To over come this,My tears wet upon my face,I wipe them away,And still I cry,Surrounded,Everyone crying,But they didn't care,They destoyed,By simple words,Introduction to death,My tears,They are real,Not out of shame,My feelings true,With the tears I cry,And the pain in my soul    And another I guess The Curse Pain and suffering,Loathing and hatefulness,Anger and fear,Cause clear,Hurt by the one,The one who wasn't surpose to,Turning on me,Coldly killing dreams,Telling me it is for the best,It is not,I am grown,I can live my o
My Nickname-posthole Digga
I Am Writing this Thanks To You Chrissy,lmao...How We got on this Subject I Do Not Know...Oh yeah Kicking Peoples Ass....And I Said I Am a Lover not a Fighter....And It takes alot to Make me Mad...But the Easiest way would be to Mess with those Ones that I Love....Im Sure We all can vouch for that....But anyways I Worked at My Brothers Club [Dewalkers]...for 16 Months...Its Closed Now,cause they Sold it...But Anyways It was a Great Experience and I Met alot of Nice Peeps during that time....But I had Been Working there for about 2 Months and DJ-ing and Bouncer and then they were another bouncer we called Big Bam cause He was Huge and he was from Alabama...But anyways My Brother this Night had Hollered My Name-and of Course My Brother-I Ran over to see what was Up....He said Bobby!!!! get him.....lmfao...and I turn looked at the guy and back at My Brother-I said Bro are You Sure?He said Yes!!!I Looked back at the Guy and back at My Brother and said are You Sure?He said Yes!!! Get Him!!!
Kitty's Grown Up To Be.... ;)
Ok, short and sweet... I lost my cherry in the lounge tonight.. Roooarrrr.... ROFLMAO!!! Thanks to the guys and gals in Military Brotherhood Radio!!!  Woot Woot Thanks Camaro and all the rest of you cammo nuts... And they got to meet my crazy self... watch out Fubar... This Kitty/Cougar is on the prowl... puurrrr.... Lovin it here.... My FOURTH day!!  ROFLMAO!!!   I now have another addiction.... oh, that sounded bad... or good, depending on who you are and how you look at it!!  
The Tea Party Stands Firm
Two hundred and thirty-seven years ago last night, a group of colonists disguised as Indians boarded British merchant ships and dumped an estimated £10,000 worth of tea into Boston Harbor. This Boston Tea Party, which John Adams described as the “grandest event which has ever yet happened since the controversy with Britain opened,” was not just a protest about taxation. Our forefathers did not destroy tea because of a simple tax dispute. The 1773 Tea Party were protesting the process by which the British government taxed them. They were fundamentally rejecting the way the British were governing them.Last night, the spirit of the Tea Party won another major victory when Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid (D–NV) was forced to drop his $1.27 trillion, 1,924-page omnibus spending bill. The problem with Reid’s omnibus spending bill was not just its size—although our federal government does spend far too much of other people’s money—but the way it was
Motd Section Codes
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The mountains are my homeThe forest animals are my brother and sisterThe wind through the trees calls my nameThe moss on the forest floor is my carpetThe river washes away my aches and painsThe mountains is my home at heart
Recipe For Eggnog
Here is a great home-made recipe for eggnog that I have used for years, and I have always received great compliments on it.....   Ingredients 2 dozen eggs* 2 qts. milk (whole milk or low-fat) 2 cans evaporated milk 8 oz. vanilla extract 4 c. granulated sugar 10-12 dashes cinnamon 10-12 dashes nutmeg 1 pt. 151-proof rum 1 pt. bourbon 1 c. brandy DirectionsPut eggs in a blender and blend until smooth. Pour mixture into a bowl.Add milk to the mixture, keep stirring constantly. Add evaporated milk, keep mixing. Add vanilla, keep mixing. Add sugar, cinnamon, and nutmeg, still mixing, of course.Add rum, bourbon, and brandy. Refrigerate after it is made. It tastes best when chilled. It is very powerful and tasty!Makes approximately 1 gallon (fills a giant punch bowl).*Food safety experts warn against eating raw eggs. I, like many others, am willing to assume the risk of using raw eggs in this recipe. Raw eggs may contain salmonella which can make you very sick and in ra
Ladies Only!!
Hello, and thanks for reading!!  I need more of opinions from females, married and not married.  So I have a situation...  Here goes...   I am almost 8 months pregnant with a baby from a man who is married.  Now, before you go judging, read on!!   He and I dated several times before we decided to become intimate.  He was VERY good at hiding his marriage.  I trusted him and didn't even think to look for signs that he was lying about being single.  After we had slept together a few times (I was on birth control, but it failed), I really began having feelings for him, and wanted it to be a little more serious.  I brought the subject up to him, that I wanted to pursue a relationship with him, and he freaked out and didn't want to see me anymore.  Few weeks later, I found out I'm pregnant.  After a few phone conversations with him, I find out he is MARRIED!!!  He denies the child is his, because he swears he's had a vasectomy but cannot tell me the date, the facility, or even the CITY i
Hunter's Sayings
Took me forever to figure this out. He kept saying "Koolatin, koolatin". Suddenly a skull apeared on the tv and he shouted "LOOK!!! KOOLATIN!!!!!" Koolatin= Skeleton
Guess Who
Opening Jan 1, 2011
Voodoo Penis
The Voodoo Penis A businessman was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a flirtatious sort with an extremely healthy sex drive, so he thought he'd buy her a little something to keep her occupied while he was gone. He went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around. He thought about a life-sized sex doll, but that was too close to another man for him. He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation. The old man said, "Well, I don't really know of anything that will do the trick. We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of anything that will keep her occupied for weeks, except---" and he stopped. "Except what?" the man asked. "Nothing, nothing." "C'mon, tell me! I need something!" "Well, sir, I don't usually mention this, but there is The Voodoo Penis." "So what's up with this Voodoo Pe
My Existence
El DoradoGaily bedight,A gallant nightIn sunshine and in shadow,Had journeyed long, Singing a song,In search of El Dorado.But he grew old -This knight so bold -And - o'er his heart a shadowFell as he foundNo spot of groundThat looked like El Dorado.And, as his strengthFailed him at length,He met a pilgrim shadow -"Shadow, said he,"Where can it be -This land of El Dorado?""Over the MountainsOf the Moon,Down the Valley of the Shadow,Ride, boldly ride,"The shade replied -"If you seek for El Dorado."by Edgar Allen Poe
Soldier Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, He lived all alone, In a one bedroom house, Made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, With presents to give, And to see just who, In this house did live. I looked all about, A strange sight i did see, No tinsel, no presents, Not even a tree. No stockings by the mantle, Just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung a picture, Of a far distant land. With metals and bages, Awards of all kinds, A sober thought, Came through my mind. For this house was different, It was dark and dreary, I found the home of a Soldier, At once I saw clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, Silent, Alone, Culrled up on the floor, In this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, The room in disorder, Not how I pictured, A Canadian Soldier. Was this the Hero, Of whom I just read, Curled up on a poncho, The floor for a bed. I realized the Families, That I saw this night, Owed their Freedoms to these Soldiers, Who are willing to figh
Do It
"What are you doing to me? I moan deeply, breathlessly as this magic, this voodoo you do takes over my body. Mmmmmm........I have no control over me; my body is so hot. I tingle. There's electricity in your touch and it feels like heaven. My body moves at your control-a delicious spasm of pain and pleasure. My insides feel so weak yet this urgency inside me is so strong........I long; I languish for more of this spell you've cast upon me." "I feel as if I am years younger than now and my love is needy. My body has never known the things you do to me....I am silently enslaved the devilishly decadent things you do. I never knew, I never knew.....and now you show your hand; you play me so skillfully and  so well. I can only toss in my hand at this game...." "The insides of my thighs twitch; my skin crawls as your hands invade my  bodies most private of spaces. My legs, I can't keep them closed. I am under your spell. My conciousness rises above me now as to observe my uncon
Go Ahead Dear
Do not become a drone, dear, While I am far away. Just have a lot of fun, dear, Step out each night and play. The lads I left behind, dear, Must have their fling. Be sure to treat them kind, dear, And dance and laugh and sing. Do anything you will, dear, Just pet or flirt or park With Jack or Joe – with Bill, Dear, be careful after dark. The years are too few, dear, Your happiness to wreck. But if these things you do, dear, I’ll break your little neck.   by Anonymous
A Soldiers Christmas
A Soldier’s Christmas Eve published December 27, 1862 In a southern forest gloomy and old, So lately the scene of a terrible fight, A soldier, alone in the dark and cold,    Is keeping the watch tonight. As he paces his round he sees the light     Of his comrades’ campfire, gleaming far,     Through the dusky wood, and one bright star Looks down with a twinkle of light and love From the frosty sky that bends above.     Large, cler and bright in the far-off skies It twinkles and glimmers there alone Like the blessed Bethlehem star that shone     On the shepard’s wondering eyes.   As he watches it slowly, sweetly rise His heart is touched by its gentle ray.      And away, away, His thoughts on the wings of facny stray, He forgets the night with its frosty air, And cheerless blast, that every where Moans load through the branches black and bare, He is thinking now of the little band   In his boyhood home, whose faces bright Are beaming with happin
"A man goes to war so his son doesn’t have to. Yet throughout history, every son has a war to fight." ~ David Michael Bunnell“We the willing, led by the unknowing, are doing the impossible for the ungrateful. We have done so much, with so little, for so long, we are now qualified to do anything, with nothing.” ~ Unknown"There he goes. One of God's own prototypes. A high-powered mutant of some kind never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die." ~ Hunter Stockton Thompson

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