Fubar Blogs 4

This Is Messed Up
jus a quick note to let everyone know i'm back now i guess its over the damage has been done in the battles of the heart its hard to know who's won my heart is slowly breaking i feel so empty inside i walk away the loser all my feelings i will hide you always said that you would love me no matter what it turned out to be one big lie how could i be so stupid now i sit and cry overnight card games,fishing,and coming home late too many times i've felt alone something isnt right you wont touch me and you shower twice a day why do you feel so dirty what are you trying to wash away now im left here and you are gone you took nothing but the blame with no more lies or secrets now this time i will set you free

Keggula
holy shit Current mood: sad I've had vivid dreams in my day..but this one's a killer. It was right here in B'ville, but wasn't really, like a parallel dimension. I came home from where i was to find my dad, healthier, able to talk. and my late gf, just alive and well. there were signs of welcome home and such. Staci held open her arms and said...my dear, i missed you so much and gave me a kiss. But i looked around my place..the tv and pc were in the same spot but pictures were different, She told me "lets take a walk" . i saw friends on the street i've haven't seen since their untimely demise...then it hit me..."oh shit, I died" She took me to a viewing room and i saw my funeral on a monitor...seeing people cry over me was probably the most heartwrenching thing i've seen. The "mayor" said i died saving the lives of my mom and friends at the mall. i woke up at 430 am wide awake..after i fell asleep in her arms in the dream..i thought i died for a minute..it was so surreal

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Erotica Poems
Like a soft soothing melody you wrap the words of my heart as they tumble and swirl endlessly in cascades of pleasure. They rush like a river to flood you in captivated enchantment, filling you with every drop of love and sincere devotion. Songs of love echo from my soul and sparkle from my eyes, drifting across the mind in haunting and intoxicating magic. Your notes of love cling to my heart in continuous rhapsody, creeping across the boundaries to deliver the kiss of life. Minds met and faces smiled Imagination running wild Eager heart did take control Fascination's mind beguiled Stealthy web is wound around, Familiar vessel ran aground Concealed purpose was not seen Then too late a heart is bound Unseen ties, but bondage still Applied with most superior skill Holding firm I cannot go Alas I stay by my own will Just one touch of the bow sent shivers across the strings of her violin as she began to scream her melody of passion. Soft and gentle it

Redneck Stuff
Yes, the new one is out! Brand new edition of... "You know you're a redneck when...... 1. You take your dog for a walk and you both use the same tree. 2. You can entertain yourself for more than 15 minutes with a fly swatter. 3. Your boat has not left the driveway in 15 years. 4. You burn your yard rather than mow it. 5. You think "The Nutcracker" is something you do off the high dive. 6. The Salvation Army declines your furniture. 7.You offer to give someone the shirt off your back and they don't want it. 8. You have the local taxidermist on speed dial. 9. You come back from the dump with more than you took. 10. You keep a can of Raid on the kitchen table. 11. Your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat. 12. Your grandmother has "ammo" on her Christmas list. 13. You keep flea and tick soap in the shower. 14. You've been involved in a custody fight over a hunting dog. 15. You go to the stock car races and don't need a program.

My Life
some poeple just don't know how to go away and live someone be and just keep to them self and know when someone tell them they don't love no more so when someone tell u they don't love them just go away plz and have a new life ok. Sad love is some that come to u when u think it going to be ok and u put ur hops up high and then they come down like a hammer out of the blue and hit u when u don't want it ot.i I have nowing what it like to have that hammer come down on me is like it can take a long time befor u come off the ground and when u do u see if u can still walk at all.i I like to say to all if u get like that plz do take it easy at first ok.It like riding a bike u may fall off but u get back on one day it may not be that day it maybe the next day but never give up just get on and rid the best u can. if u had been like this befor plz do let me and tell how u got back up on ur feet. kennye eckert. to somepoeple think life is a game and they got to play it to the max a

Hope
$20.00 Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are wor

Spanking Our Kids ...
OK.. So normally I don't blog about these types of things. This is one topic that has really made me upset. I'm sure some of you have heard that California legislatures are trying to pass a law saying that you can not spank a child under the age of 3. I'm not to sure about all of you but as a child I was spanked when I did something bad. I spank my children as well when they do something bad. There is a difference between spanking your child to let them know that they did something bad and beating your child. I think if you beat a child you should go to jail no questions asked. I think it's absolutely disgraceful that we have teen-agers now that scream child abuse because we won't let them go out with their friends until midnight when they are 12. What is this world coming to??? I just don't understand how anyone can tell us how to raise our kids. One of the reasons that there are so many "bad" kids today is that no one cares enough to discipline them and if they do care enough to they

Loop Hole?
He says there is a loop hole? What the hell does he think he`s trying. He said I can rot in jail, I know now he will start lying. Come on now how low will you fucking drag yourself for this shit. You ADMITTED it was in her best interest for you to sign over your rights. Now you`re telling me you found a loop hole to this whole fight for your daughter. YOU HAVE NO DAUGHTER! THE ONLY LOOP HOLE YOU COULD EVER FIND WAS IF I KIDNAPPED THIS LITTLE GIRL! YOU`RE THE ONE WHO TOLD US TO LEAVE, THAT DRESDEN WOULD HAVE A BETTER LIFE OUT HERE ANYWAY! AND FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE YOU WERE ACTUALLY RIGHT ABOUT SOMETHING! THE ONLY WAY THIS MIGHT ACTUALLY WORK FOR YOU IS IF YOU LIE. WE ALL KNOW YOU`RE AN "EXPERT" AT LYING HAHAHAHAH. YOU`RE EASILY SEEN THROUGH! HERE`S ONE. IF YOU CLAIMED I KIDNAPPED HER, THEN HOW WILL YOU EXPLAIN THE 7 MONTHS YOU KNEW WHERE SHE WAS SENT 2 CHILD SUPPORT CHECKS OF WHAT OH 125 DOLLARS! HOW WILL YOU EXPLAIN WHY ITS TAKEN YOU THIS LONG TO EVEN INTIATE ANYTHING IF YOU BELIEV

Friends And Family
travis you were allways there for me and i couldnt be there for you miss you lots Music Video:FALLEN (by Sarah McLachlan)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Dani my sweet Dani passed away Jan 21st 2006 love ya BF4E Travis Johnson passed away Jan 21st 2006 BF4E John Glore passed away Dec 11th 2005 miss you dad Music Video:ANGEL (by Sarah McLachlan)

Here I Come!
Ok..So I am noew here!! Ive only been here a week or so, and I really like it. Ive seen MANY fimilar faces and it is awesome. I just wanted to say thanks Owly..for bringing me here, Im sure we will have times like we use too! I am SOOO Looking foward to it...Love ya GF..and if anyone wants to add me, please do! Take care and have a wonderful day!

Hello..
Love all of you... Just been really busy at work to do much on here.. Riddle me this? Why is it people use this stuff to get you to some other site that you really have not interest in. Not saying everyone does it but... I am here to make new friends, maybe chat and see what goes out from there. OH well must just be me... Leave comments like crazy, for a contest. {my first} http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=252908&albumid=167947&i=639950535

New Pepsi Can
Don't buy Pepsi in the new can. Pepsi has a new "patriotic" can coming out with pictures of the Empire State Building , and the Pledge of Allegiance on them. However, Pepsi left out two little words on the pledge, Under God." Pepsi said they didn't want to offend anyone. In that case, we don't want to offend anyone at the Pepsi corporate office, either! So if we don't buy any Pepsi product, they will not be offended when they don't receive our money that has the words "In God We Trust" on it. HOW FAST CAN YOU FORWARD THIS ONE?

Adult Story-milk And Cookies
Story- Milk and Cookies We are in the kitchen, baking chocolate chip cookies...we are laughing and teasing and having fun....We have some of the batter left over and we start out by licking our fingers, but soon I put a little batter on your nose and you tell me "NOT FAIR"...I kiss, suck, lick off the batter from your nose and you get a wicked twinkle in your eye and ask me if I'd mind helping you clean the bowl....I agree and you drop to your knees and look up into my eyes and pull down my pants zipper and pull out my half hard cock, you give it a few strokes with your hand, getting me harder and then position the bowl so you use my cock as a scraper to remove some of the extra batter from the sides of the bowl and then you take my cock into your mouth and give me a very sensous blow job, starting at just the tip of my cock and then taking me deeper and deeper into your mouth. You taste both the sweet batter and my cock and you moan in delight as the two tastes mingle in your m

Tristens First Day
So today was Tristens first day of preschool. I sent my alarm on my cell but forgot to turn the alarm on so I woke up at 7:35am instead of 7am. Got on the bus and when to the preschool at the YMCA. We walked in the door and this little girl was talking to him and she said lets go play toys. He wouldnt even say bye to me. So I came home till I had to go pick him up when I get there and he sees me he comes running gives me a big hug and says "I stay here" there was no fight to get him to come home with me. I didnt cry like I thought I would I was kinda happy to see him go. They said he was really good. So tomorrow and Wednesday he gets to swim. Well just wanted to update everyone. Have a great day Stay at home mom ~Member of K.O.T.~

Here Is Pics Of Us
Ok we got an album up for you all. Its called MORE PICS OF US and yes they are NSFW....HOPE YOU LIKE IT.....AND YES ALL PHOTOS ARE US.....WE GET REAL BORED ALOT...LOL We dont think that we can post the pics we take here....but they arnt anything more then us having fun trying to do eroticica without showing everything....lol we try http://360.yahoo.com/my_profile-NvTZp1Eib68zoVUrtzHT5K4Vc8N_;_ylt=AvcnCS5VN.RAVG7kvichO82qAOJ3 http://img299.imageshack.us/my.php?image=thjustme5oz.jpg http://img318.imageshack.us/my.php?image=thcamo0rr.jpg If you allways want to see more of us you can always go to our 360 here is the link http://360.yahoo.com/my_profile-NvTZp1Eib68zoVUrtzHT5K4Vc8N_;_ylt=An6W14waQUrGwma9jtMiDB.0AOJ3

Patriotic ... Support The Troops
ALL GAVE SOME ... SOME GAVE ALL TRIBUTE TO OUR AMERICAN HEROES ‘TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS' 'TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, THEY LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP

I felt this was worth passing on! The Present Creates the Past There is but one moment in time and that moment is now. No other time exists. The past and future are only ideas… illusions. Our power to create, to inspire, to build, to grow, to love, to change, and to live comes from this one point in time; this now moment. Given this, we can come to the realization that it is not the past that creates the present but the present that creates the past. The experiences all of us have had in the days, weeks, months, years, and decades past have caused us to make certain decisions. If those decisions were strongly impressed upon us, we chose to continue to make them over and over and over again. These choices became habitual and now we make them without even thinking and we say, “Well, that’s just how I am. I can’t help it.” Due to this perspective, we make the assumption that our pas t experiences have created us to be the people we are now. In truth, however, we are

Random Poetry
I wonder why the last woman I said I love you to didn't love me back, I wonder why she left & why we went our seperate ways like that. I wonder why I don't look at women as I should, I wonder why sometimes I feel no good behind this darkness and neon glow. I wonder why I sit and watch the sun come up, this ones for those I loved who I lost and for all my wishes and plans. I cast my shadow on a darkend wall,like bare hands. I wonder why my life won't move ahead, having nightmares of demons, devils, you and the dead instead. So to the last woman I said I love you to, I'm not sorry for saying it because C.R. I do love you. I always have, and I'm sure I always will, with all my heart and free will as long as my heart beats red. Beats still. Now I regret not telling you sooner, but it was said. To have your kiss and die, I would happily be dead. Like night to day, I'll live to die another day or just simply into darkness, fade away. The water will run, the rain will fall, the sun will si

Wtf
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A Gift From God
Dreaming In The Dark Just you and I togeather, dancing in the moonlight. You'll have my heart forever and a day. I give to you all of me, the best I have to give, your love for me is all I'll need to stay. In the world I go, there is life and a soul, happiness and a time for being, a fantasyland? maybe that's so, but with love so freely given. Take hold of my hand, walk with me awhile. I am the sun that warms your face, the rain that quenches your thirst. I am the soft gentle breeze blowing through your hair. I am the dew that softens your lips, the song that warms your heart, the stars upon your eyes, the happiness in your heart. How I long for the darkness of the night to fall, so I can close my eyes and dream of you. No one can hear what I say to you, or the words you whisper to me. Softly the wind touches my cheek, your hand is what I feel, the tender brush of your lips upon mine in the darkness of a dream. A child so pure and innocent as she lies asleep in

Your World View... Are U A Idealist ?
Graphics & Layouts True Friendship None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card-just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard, or bi-otch, who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will kn ow you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared --Iwill rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be... until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. W

Insidemymindyou'llneverfind
you ask me why i say these things i tell you that you'll never understand you think that i'm just lying but i'm telling the truth deeper than you'll ever know my tears you'll never see nor taste my fears you'll never get to know i'm not your amusement, your doll to enjoy i'm human and i have a heart you want to tear me apart but i laugh i want to fall to the ground but i stand my sheild is made of iron, your weapons but of glass i fear you not, i never have you fear me now, you always will (c)malice in wonderland, 2007

Dear Die-ary
well it's so hard in life right now. i still have gone nowhere and it's killing me i need to exist in society why am i the cast away. well fuck em and omfg i sound like a fuckin emo blah eww... any-who still looking for that juggalette (or two) to stand by my side hey you i can't wait for tonite i am going to get so fuckin wasted i cant help myself finally i get away from my mom and have some fun. i'm goning to rupert to meg's birthday party. she kewl cuzz she's down with the clown. i got her some bath stuff, a haloween candle, and a hachet. well g2g. TOY well this is new to me. well life sucks as always i just got this new thing cuzz a friend told me about it

Instant Messengers!
You ever go on MSN Messenger, AOL Messenger, or Yahoo Messenger? Fuck theres like a million instant messengers, why? But thats a totally differant bitch post. You have girls/guys on that? Anyway..... Then you'll know where I'm coming from with this. PLEASE STOP CHANGING YOUR FUCKING NAME TO FUCKING SONG LYRICS! I want to know who the fuck is online, not a transcript of my local radio station. Seriously, stop being a 12-year-old girl (who shouldn't be on the Internet anyway) and fuck off with that nickname bullshit. Yeah you heard me, that's nickname, not name every fucking line. If you're going to torture me, at least spell everything properly.

"one Of Those Nights" Filming/production Notes
so once we get a bit underway an I can actually get a website running for the movie I'm setting up... I'm going to post parts of it here... that is until I get bored with doing so which will probably be in about a week heh... so I'll just link up to there in the meantime otherwise...so today I've started up the financials for the "One of those nights" movie project which will be a labor of loathe for the next 6-8 months... after Sinmora and I scouted out the location at "the vault" the other day, we found that it would be perfect for what I'm looking to do, but this is going to take a small amount of $$ to fix up and make it look right... Eric Freeman (cleveland artist with a taste for the dark and macabre, and also works tight with Stanton LaVey and crew) is totally going to hate me after this project im sure as we will be in tight contact and also working a bit on his spot as well... so we'll just see how much of this we can actually film there hahaha... casting calls have

Help!!!
Yep our great friend Wishful Thinking as entered a contest and needs our help...She is behind right now but with some help she can win this! It ends Oct. 10th at 9 pm eastern...So come one and bomb away!! Thanks everyone!!! Thats right our ~hot momma~ is in another contest and is behind...She has enetered ~Tracy~ Manager of the O.C.L & Pit Bull Bomber's hobby contest...We all know what ~hot momma~'s hobby is because we all have benefited from it...Its awesome graphic and tags she makes us all!!! LETS SHOW HOW MUCH WE LOVE HER HARD BEAUTIFUL WORK!!!! BOMBS AWAY!!!!!!!!!! Yep ive enetered a giveaway...I need 15,000 comments....So if your feeling bored stop by and drop a few comments! Thank you!!!!

Song Of The Week 10
Song Of The Week 10, it's now in double figures...lol. This weeks song is PULL HARDER ON THE STRINGS OF YOUR MARTYR by Trivium Song Name - Pull Harder On The Strings Of Your Martyr Artist - Trivium Album - Ascendancy Song Number - 3 of 12 Song Length - 4:51 Lyrics The face and the lips tremble as it rips Your breath quickening as heat rushes in Pull harder strings martyr Stop you cry that's a lie Flush gasping white reddening You smile and destroy it- it's time that we end this It's our curse that makes this world so hopeless Allowing our king to spread his genocidal wings Clawing the skin each kill your weakness Annihilation your masturbation- tyrant, I'll burn you down PULL, HARDER, STRINGS, MARTYR, STOP, you CRY, that's, a LIE!, FLUSH, GASPING, WHITE, REDDENING!, You SMILE, and destroy it - it's time that we end this! It's. our curse, that makes this world so hopeless, Allowing, our, king to spread his genocidal wings! It's, our curse,

In My Head
HOBO WARS!!! like an online game, community seriously i just joined but its fun and very funny... i also get rewards.. hit it up! http://www.hobowars.com/signup.php?ref=972366 thanks, ]V[assacre Cupid's Chokehold Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma I fell in love again It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend And I know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And I'm afraid I might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then I don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) T

Something.............naughty!
Things around the dungeon were quiet no screams or whimpers or moans Just silence that is when I realised that I still had my earplugs in. everything was still quiet I wandered from room to room everyone was there right where they wer supposed to be. ties still tied buckles still buckled masks, gags and muffles still in place I believed I had gone deaf it was not the case I was just bored I needed new sounds to come forth So out came a new whip paddle and slap and lo and behold I had a rather raging a'hem thing going so slap whack spank paddle whip scream moan cry yell nothing but pure joy and my arm starting to ache it was new happiness I had found the new sounds were rapturous and so was the sting i felt from my own whip as i drew it back across myself oh what an evening I came home with a new box of cane rods, sent to me by a friend in Hawaii, he said tht they would be the best thing since saddle leat

Just Great!!
First off, I got up a couple minutes late. BUT the car started fine and didn't die on me (thank bob) I got it all warmed up and was trying, unsuccessfully, to use the windshield wipers to take off the ice.... Wasn't working. Out of desperation I turned on the defrost... praying the god the beast didn't blow up... It didn't work, just made a REALLY ugly sound.... THen, I got out of the car, came inside, got a thingy filled with water (because the hose wouldn't reach) and dumped it out the window while I had the wipers on. Didn't co-opperate..... I then preceeded to get out of the Beast, again, and scratch the ice off with my hand... that worked... for about a minute... until my hand turned into a lobster in the arctic.... The clock turned to 6:22am and I knew there was NO way for me to get to the hall by 6:30am.... since it's acrossed the damned town! Just fucking great! Why does this shit happen to me!?!? Here I am trying to make a name for myself, and he

X-rated Industry Finds High Definition Is Too Graphic
SAN FRANCISCO: The X-rated industry has gotten too graphic, even for its own tastes. Pornography has long helped drive the adoption of new technology, from the printing press to the videocassette. Now pornographic movie studios are staying ahead of the curve by releasing high-definition DVDs. But they have discovered that the technology is sometimes not so sexy. The high-definition format is accentuating imperfections in the actors — from a little extra cellulite on a leg to wrinkles around the eyes. Hollywood is dealing with similar problems, but they are more pronounced for pornographers, who rely on close-ups and who, because of their quick adoption of the new format, are facing the issue more immediately than mainstream entertainment companies. Producers are taking steps to hide the imperfections. Some shots are lit differently, while some actors simply are not shot at certain angles, or are getting cosmetic surgery, or seeking expert grooming. The biggest problem

To My Friends & Fans
Hello Guys I was just wanting to let yall know that I am looking for a FuHubbie!! lol!!! but for real I want one. If you are interested send me a private message & let me know about you & what you have to offer such a sweet & sexy woman. Hello ya'll. i'm so sorry that i havent been online much... i miss everyone!!! expecially my N.A.P Family... i have been having sum major health problems. i will be back on my feet & back online asap. please yall keep me in ya prayers. i will hopefully be back online n about 1 week... hope yall is doing good. & love ya N.A.P Family!!!!! **huggz** HEllo yall jus a lil note to let everyone know that i'm finally back on fubar.. I had to leave for a lil while to get my health under control so I have got a handle on things & now i'm back so please come & show me sum love ... **huggz**

Live Sex Movies In A Hotel Room Near You
Digital Journal — You’re staying at a hotel and feel like watching a movie using on-demand video. But you’re feeling a tad randy so you decide to check out a skin flick. Little do you know this hotel offers video of live sex through its pay-per-view service. If an adult entertainment industry insider predicts correctly, this scenario will be reality in the near future. According to the New York Times, Gregory Clayman, the owner of the live-action company Video Secrets, anticipated selling not just videos in major hotels, but also images of porn stars having sex live over the hotels’ entertainment systems. “We feel that live, right now, is coming of age,” Clayman said during a panel discussion at Internext, an annual trade show for sex entertainment industry producers. “We are planning to make the jump to hotel rooms.” In light of computers and TV sets continuing to marry their services together, Clayman believed live-action sex would find a home in on-demand

Love Always
I WAS WALKING AROUND WITH MY HEAD HUNG LOW, I WAS WANTING TO DIE BUT LIFE WAS GOING SLOW. I WAS TRYING TO HAVE FUN WITH LOTS OF BEER AND CHEER, BUT ALL I DID WAS LOOSE ALL THAT WAS NEAR AND DEAR BUT I STILL DONT KNOW WHY I HAD TO BE HERE. WHEN I MET SOME PEOPLE-A FUNNY LITTLE BUNCH- WHO LAUGHED AND TALKED AND SAID THEY WERE ADDICTS AND DRUNKS. THEY TAUGHT ME TO WALK WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH THEY TAUGHT ME TO THANK "GOD" WAY UP IN THE SKY BUT WHEN I ASKED THEM HOW IT ALL CAME TO BE. THEY ALL STARTED LAUGHING AND THEN SAID TO ME. "WE WERE WALKING AROUND WITH OUR HEADS HUNG LOW, WE WERE WAITING TO DIE, BUT LIFE WAS GOING SLOW. WHEN WE MET SOME PEOPLE-A FUNNY LITTLE BUNCH- WHO LAUGHED AND TALKED AND SAID THEY WERE ADDICTS AND DRUNKS. wherever life takes you... on gentle breezes,beneath bright skies,over smooth waters.... love goes with you. through stormy weather, under dark clouds,near rocky shores, love goes with you. from the safety o

Naughty Japan
Swinging couple 'Jack & Rose' to hold Osaka gangbang today Take my wife... dozo." This is not a one-liner by a Japanese clone of Henny Youngman, but a topic of rapt reader interest in Shukan Jitsuwa's (1/11-8) first issue of 2007. It seems that swapping has been taking off with a vengeance, bringing together couples whose ages range from still wet-behind-the-ears kids in their 20s to white-haired swingers in their 60s. And what's more, it's doesn't stop with simple swaps that just involve pairing off and retreating to dark corners of the room. Oh no -- these are full fledged orgies with multiple participants of both genders. Shukan Jitsuwa estimates the number of Japanese who engage in swapping -- or "ero-couples" as it prefers to call them -- presently number in the several hundreds of thousands. "We've been married for seven years now," says a dyed-in-the-wool enthusiast who goes by the name "Jack." "And thanks to perverted play, we've still got the hots for each other."

Mom Was Wrong, You Won't Go Blind!
According to Health24.com So what is it about this topic that freaks people out? Why is it the topic of so many jokes, locker room and otherwise, and why is it guaranteed to get a giggle out of the audience in cinemas and theatres? Masturbation has received rather bad press over the centuries. It’s still one of the conversational taboos in our society, and has been viewed as sinful and bad in many religions. Many teenagers, who masturbate frequently to get rid of pent up sexual frustrations have been wracked with guilt - and all for nothing. But religion isn’t the only thing to give masturbation a bad rap. All the scare stories dished out, often by older family members, warning about horrors such as getting hairy hands, going blind, getting permanent erections (in the case of boys), going insane and so forth, only underline their discomfort with sexuality in general and the emerging sexuality of a child or sibling. None of these stories have a smattering of truth in them

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Metal Radiocast/podcast
Episode 13 of our Metal Radio cast is up You can find it at http://www.mhmetalradio.blogspot.com BELIEVER- Not Even One Let's face it, there isn't a lot out there in the world of Christian metal that can hold up to even the most lenient of scrutiny, but BELIEVER were the exception. Not only could did they get released by Roadrunner, they once toured with ANACRUSIS, BOLT THROWER and SACRIFICE. A highly creative and talented Thrash band, BELIEVER never got the credit they deserved for being a kickass metal act, despite which team they played for. SCORCHED- Just Finger Yourself Pittsburgh, PA based Death-Thrashers letting you know how to kill some time (besides listening to us...) from their 2006 Demo http://www.myspace.com/scorchedmetal VANMAKT- Undying The Master From their Diaboli Iubeo, Para Vindicta demo, this Black Metal Horde hail from Karlskrona, Sweden. They recently signed with Pulverized Records, and will be releasing a full length album with them later this y

Stuff About Me
Hosted by HitupMyspace.com NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?More than 5 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Regular Panties 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Nope, never 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?No, I'm straight as can be 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Never done either 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Hav

Mindless Rambelings
Alone underneath the midnight sky I lift my face to the stars And imagine each one a kiss Sent from you to taste my lips Alone underneath the midnight sky I lift my hands toward the moon And imagine its light as heat Sent from you to keep me warm Alone underneath the midnight sky I close my eyes to feel the wind and imagine its gentle touch Sent from you to caress my body Alone underneath the midnight sky I feel your arms wrapped around me And imagine a whisper in the silence Sent from you to tell me I'm not alone RAISING BOYS a) For those who have grown children, this is totally hysterical! b) For those who have children past this age, this is hilarious. c) For those who have children this age, this is not funny. d) For those who have children nearing this age, this is a warning. e) For those who have not yet had children, this is birth control. The following came from an anonymous Mother in Austin, Texas: Things I've learned

Bonny And Clyde....
Hey guys...have done a couple of pics fpr Carlos..would really appreciate a comment...i think they are ace lol... I am fascinated by Bonny and Clyde..i have a site at Tagworld with a page devoted to them..if anyone has any information they have found to do with them on their travels..plse let me know... You've read the story of Jesse James of how he lived and died. If you're still in need; of something to read, here's the story of Bonnie and Clyde. Now Bonnie and Clyde are the Barrow gang I'm sure you all have read. how they rob and steal; and those who squeal, are usually found dying or dead. There's lots of untruths to these write-ups; they're not as ruthless as that. their nature is raw; they hate all the law, the stool pidgeons, spotters and rats. They call them cold-blooded killers they say they are heartless and mean. But I say this with pride that I once knew Clyde, when he was honest and upright and clean. But the law fooled around; kept t

Can't Nobody Stop The Rain Bitch! Bring It On!~icp
This illegatimate son of God, raised by the devil's coming back. I'm taking hell over, then We'll march on heaven. Lilly said she wants to come along. You're all welcome to join the party. The world is OURS. There ARE no excuses. If you want something, you gotta do everything you can for it. I wasted my teen years, and the last few to alot of things. But I'm not letting it waste me. I fucked my life up REAL good. I LIVED, and had friends and to much illegal fun to be good for anybody. And it was fun, but a hollow life. And I learned ALOT going through it all. I stumbled without direction the last year.. barely abel to figure out WHY, let alone any reason to worry about a future. I had made the first step. Fuck the past. and was living in the present. but the 3rd had yet to come. i was blindly living a day at a time, not worrying or caring what the future holded. doing what was fun when i felt like doing it. It all crashed hard and taught me the value of being happy for the sake of

Adult Content
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one

Life And Music
Mister, mister push button junkie lookin for some dirt to buy. Landslide, it's a corporation landslide waitin for a kiss from an atom bomb. This situation's critical, my back's against the wall but we like it. You're walkin' in our sleep and I can't feel at all. I said, "Hey man, just gimmie some truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel. I don't wanna know, I don't wanna deal, I don't wanna be any part of your stupid mother fucker machine. Do what ya wanna do, kill if ya gotta kill, 'cause I just don't believe your point of view. Welcome to the numb, fools. Welcome to the numb. Welcome to the numb. People, did you ever feel like you're going insane? Sister, I'm feelin pretty safe, dead in this home-made grave. This situation's critical, have I lost my mind? And I like it. There's too much information, can you see it in my eyes? I said, "Hey man, all I want is the truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel. I don't wanna know,

A Love Poem
My Love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My Love is like a rose Sweet beauty I want you to keep My love is like a wild river So raging and so true My love is like a spring bird It's feathers soft and new My love is like an echo That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender

Tired Of Being What You Want Me To Be
I'm not removing my previous blogs...why you might ask? just because I want them there as a reminder to myself and others...I've made peace with myself and others...but I still want to remember what happens when I trust too much or I care too much...and I want people to realize that I'm not the same lil pushover I used to be...I will stand up for myself this time around...and I won't rely on other people to do it for me...I love all of you...and hopefully there will be no cause for any further problems or drama...have a happy valentines day everyone...I'm celebrating my 1 month anniversary with my bf...go us!!! lol so yeah...maybe I can't just walk away no matter what claims I make to the contrary...maybe I just care too damn much...and it'll be the downfall of me...or maybe people will take a look...and see the fact that I care...and maybe then I won't be crucified every time I try to help...if I didn't give a shit I wouldn't look...I wouldn't even try...and no...before you even try t

Pain
Pain By Steve Cook No cuts, no bruises, no broken bones There’s nothing like this pain of being alone No blood just pain and tears to gain Heartache that can drive you insane Emptiness fills my body, a soulless shell I feel like I’ve been put through the fires of hell Sleepless nights with no one to hold My heart is growing bitter and cold Drowning my tears and sorrows for years With this empty liquor bottle I have no fears Hangovers from hell I sit and dwell About the cards I was dealt and the way they fell When someone gets close I push them away See no one can hurt you if there not here to stay You’ll be lonely and sad, depressed for a while But one of these days you’ll learn to smile So hold your head up have patience you’ll find That every heartache heals with time

So Sad
My dog Tiki had her first puppy on December 14 of 2006. Her name was Noel. She was 5 weeks and 1 day old to day. We took her outside today to play in the snow. My 2 year old son fell on her and she died today. We are all sad and upset because she would have been a wonderful dog. Please take some time to say a prayer for my kids to help them get over our loss. December 14, 2006 - January 22, 2007

Elfie Babbles....
Why oh why oh why do I ALWAYS find the ones who lie? Either they are lying to me or to someone else. Why do I stay in a job that seems to get worse by the minute? Why can't I keep the other job I love? (ok I can answer this one... it's only 9 months of the year) Life is unfair ain't it? (yeah yeah I know that isn't a word.....) I'm either way to forward for one guy, not forward enough for another and lied to by another. My question for those of you out there... what does handfasting mean to you? To me it means you are engaged. How come I can't seem to make ends meet even with two jobs? Why do I feel like I've gotten the short end of the stick when comes to relationships? and why does this damn blog sound liek I'm fucking depressed? LMAO I'm mostly just ranting here but I would like at leat ONE of those questions answered! Elfie I just discovered I've been cheated on and lied to for about a year now.

What Animal Were You In A Past Life?
You Were an Eagle You are able to rise above the details of life and see the big picture. A spiritual being, you tend to go beyond material concerns. What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Porn
Well a busy week and next week comming up..Friday Night I am hanging with the hottest Porn Kings out there from Hole and A Heartbeat at a VIP party this is going to fucking rock..I think the moment I see Ricky Sinz I am going to explode hahahaha..he is aware of this ..nothing like buff hot hung guys with ink all over hanging out *wink* lol Then Feb 2nd a wedding for someone famous then the after party on the 3rd with him and the crew and Veins Of Jenna ..good times with great people..pics will be posted of Friday Nights events!

My Piss Poor Existance Without The Love Of My Life!
Well...its been 22 days since we broke up .. and hes still telling me , i'll come around , holdon to hope .. don't walk out of my life .. I think he's just telling me that so he doesn't have to be alone .. WELL FUCK HIM!! .. last night i said goodbye in my heart .. and while yes i do still love him .. i will live my life or whatever without him .. why should i waste my time waiting for something/someone who may never get his shit together right ? So in another few days/weeks i should be ready to face the world as a single woman once again .. Hell i had fun for 5 yrs last time .. i'm sure i can have more fun this time around ...Hmmmm anyone wanna help me LoL I just got home from the mall , was supposed to get a new tattoo today but alas .. he wasn't there .. Dammit !!.. Oh well guess i'll get it later in the week if i have a babysitter *fuck josh that bastard LoL*...N-E wayz .. Since Edd and i , *broke up, took a break , seperated...what the fuck ever* i've seen him 4 times , talked

Dan's Blog
I am slightly mystified, I am going to school essentially to become a historian. In my most recent class project I ran across a book that was cited by one of the authors I am examining, now the books in question are Geoffrey of Monmouth's History of the Kings of Brittain, and one of his sources, The History of Brittain by Ninneus, now ok.. Geoffrey's book is reasonable being that it is written like a history including narratives... Ninneus's book reads almost exactly like the most boring part of the Judeo-Christian Pentatuch - the endless lists of names!!! Now I ask you, while geaneology is important so that a person can know their roots, since when does it superceed the actual events in history that it can displace those events in a book that is supposed to be about events?! To: The Marquette Mi. Gaming Community OK I HAVE HAD IT!!!!! I am sick and tired of the Marquette Mi. Gaming community and how narrow of a focus the members of that community have developed. Everyone knows, o

Lackin A Bit Of Ironic In Ya Life?. Or Is This Hypocrisy?
i have ONE person,,(man obviously) that i want to talk to, i see him on the fly, wondering if hes in stealth mode, just when im to the point of accepting the fact hes out of the pic for a bit,BAhaHMM..there he is.. my heart is thumping, my breathe catches in my throat, i answer him in my shoutbox but no response...is it that hes playing coy..or that its on the blitz again,OR that hes on that shitty dialup again? I DONT KNOW!. BUT..you know who you are..I MISS YOU..CANT WAIT TO JUST BE BESIDE, ANYWHERE, PLAIN AND SIMPLE 1. What do you call a cupboard full of lesbians? A licker cabinet. 2. What do you call an Eskimo lesbian? A Klondyke. 3. What do you call 100 lesbians with guns? Militia Etheridge. 4. Why can't lesbians diet and wear make-up at the same time? Because they can't eat Jenny Craig with Mary Kay on their face. 5. What is a lesbian dinosaur called? A Lickalotapuss. 6. What do you call two lesbians in a canoe? Fur Traders. 7. What do you c

Random Thoughts...(poetry)
Laying in your bed With your pillow under my head Cool spring breeze swirls about Delivering the fresh scent of lilacs Through the open windows of your room Hours ago your alarm clock rang Removing you from my arms For work calls Though I wish you were still here Snuggled up to your chest Hearing your calming voice Whispering, “Good morning beautiful” I could lay there forever All my problems seem to fade When you are next to me For hours you will be gone Working hard If there is a job to do You will get it done Because that is how you are Looking at the clock on your headboard Counting the hours until you return For when you walk back through the door A smile will be shown Bright across my face Happy to be with you again To feel the love you have for me By the way you bathe me in such sweet delicate words The gentle touch of your hand across my cheek Tells me I’m no longer dreaming For your time away has ended I lay smiling in your bed Wh

The Competion
I Just Wanted To Let Everyone Know That Ive Posted 13 Pictures From A Few Months Ago How Many Points Do You Get For Doing Specific Things on here? Im Gonna Make A List Of It.. All I Know So Far Is... Rating Pics - 1 Point Sending Picture Comments - 2 Points Inviting Someone (*Them Joining*) - 500 Points Me And My Girl Rosie Are Having A Contest To See Who Will Have The Most Points By February 21st...Shes Kickin My Ass At The Moment By About 3,000 points... Anyone Care To Help Me, Give Me Points And Stuff By Rating Me And My Photo's, Get Peeps To Add Me haha

Contests
hello all, could you please go to the link below and go vote for my pit puppy........her name was cocoa, I entered her in a best pet contest, and the winner is based on votes.....feel free to pass the link on to your friends.........She passed away just a few days ago, but she was one of my best pets.... Muahzzzzz Jackie http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=3640877 Ok, come on guys, I need some help to finish this up, please click on the pic below and comment away. I always try to help others and would greatly appreciate the favor being returned. Thanx in advance, and thank you to all that have helped me so far. Muahzzzzzzzzz Jackie Ok everyone, heres the deal, im gettin my ass handed to me in a hand basket on this contest, I am asking for your help, i need comments and i mean major comments....so help me out, cuz I sure help others out... Ok, everyone this is my first real contest....its the best morph, and yanno, I think this morph that Buzz made is the be

Crazy Bitches
let me tell you about this crazy bitch i know. it happens to be my ex-girlfriend. this bitch knows i still have feelings for her and she lives with me.this bitch brings some guy she just meet to my house without aksing and thought it was ok. once again is this bitch crazy or what???? i hate stupid people this bitch is the apidamy of stupid. if you look up stupid in the dictionary you'll find a pic of her.you just don't do shit like that if you know the other person still has feelings for you. i know i should get over it but its harder then you think. i truely love this girl with all my heart,i would marry this this girl tomorrow if if i could.

Redneck Pick Up Lines
A cop stops a car for traveling faster than the posted speed limit. He asks the man his name. "Fred," he replies. "Fred what?" the officer asks. "Just Fred," the man responds. The officer is in a good mood, doesn't smell alcohol, and thinks he might just give the fellow a break and write him out a warning instead of a ticket. So the officer then presses him for the last name. The man tells him that he used to have a last name but lost it. The officer thinks that he has a nut case on his hands but plays along with it. "Tell me, Fred, how did you lose your last name?" The man replies, "It's a long story, so stay with me." "I was born Fred Dingaling. I know -- a funny last name. The kids used to tease me all the time. So I stayed to myself, studied hard, and got good grades. When I got older I realized that I wanted to be a doctor I went through college, medical school, internship, residency, and finally got my degree, so I was Fred Dingaling, MD. "After a while I

Dealth In The Family
Hey You Guys My Friends And Family Here Online you need to know that i love you all i know it may not show at times then at other times you can't help but see it ( I Need You All Right Now } My Mom Passed Away This Morning 1/22/07 Iam Hanging In There Becuz I Know It's What She Wanted Know That She Went In Peace She Was Sleeping i know you have many questions feel free to ask it's ok cuz i know she's in a better place now i will always miss her and love her and she will always be with me in my heart Thanxs ya'll Love you Never put off til tomorrow what you can do today i just spoke to my mom friday and she said babiegirl it's 2007 and we need to see more of each other and i said yes mom i will be there next weekend had i known that she was going i would of been there saturday bright and early

How Is It....
...That a pulse exists in a bloodless heart, ...That silence is louder than a horde of screaming banshee at Samhain's, ...That a word, just one, can determine hatred or love, life or death, wealth or poverty. ...That selfiness precedes like or love ...That trying really isn't worth it, just do it, and let it all go.

My Mother
My mother went through years of rebelous kids, as do all mothers at some point or another. She tried to teach me right from wrong, but as a teenager I did not listen right then and there. I did however grow up to learn that my mother was so right more times than not. I have become a mother myself and made my own mistakes. My mother suffered a great deal before we had to let her go, so this was what we had to finally come to understand that we had to let her go. This is what we chose to show how we made the decision and how much it truely hurts when you lose your mother.... ~THE BEST~ GOD SAW YOU GETTING TIRED AND A CURE WAS NOT TO BE, SO HE PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU AND WHISPERED,"COME TO ME" WITH TEARFUL EYES WE WATCHED YOU, AND SAW YOU PASS AWAY. ALTHOUGH WE LOVED YOU DEARLY, WE COULD NOT MAKE YOU STAY. A GOLDEN HEART STOPPED BEATING, HARD WORKING HANDS AT REST. GOD BROKE OUR HEARTS TO PROVE TO US, HE ONLY TAKES THE BEST!

Times Times. Good Times. Bad Times.
so, as i sit here, eating ice breakers. the tangerine fills my mouth with madness. im thinking. "wow. i didnt do all crazy homework we had today...damn" all well. i spent the day with josie. so, i went into the bathroom stall in walnut ridge's very small wal-mart. i was just tryin to be nice. i mean, come on! the first stall was locked and no one was in it. this chick was standing there. i was like 'yeah. i dunno why its locked" ....pause.... "yeah so you want in there?" ....pause.... "ok. i will" *crawling underneath the stall door* yeah. i did that. even though my pants were dirty afterwards. damn ppl. who's nice these days? i dunno. lol

The Path
As i set out I know not of the past, but of where i must be... Immortality of my love you consume me! Lead me... take me by the hand I know not of the past, but of where i must be..... Immortality of my love you consume me!

Please
Ok i dont want to sound like im bitching or anything but i understand that ppl feel the need to put pictures of then naked on there page.......more power to you but do you have to make it your main picture? I have children in my home and im not going to avoid going on this site just so they wont see something that i dont want them to see. Have some self respect....the size of your dick isnt going to make me want you any more or less.......lol

Woo Fucking Hoo
He sent me a message saying "send the papers". Then signed off or blocked me or whatever. HE IS FINALLY GOING TO SIGN HIS RIGHTS OVER! IM SO FUCKING HAPPY I WOULD DO A BACK FLIP IF I COULD!!!! WOOOOOO HOOOOOO

Eggs Of Glory.
the night was young. Nay and i were driving all over Olympia like high schoolers without fake IDs. i was falling asleep due to previous major insomnia, and all i wanted was a nice warm bed. BUT, i stuck it out with the help of a guava rockstar and my good friend, p-funk. i said to Nay, "what the hell would we be doing right now if we weren't old enough to get into a bar?"... eggs. yes, eggs. so, we ventured on over to the local 'dollar tree' and purchased the following: :: pink plastic basket with butterfly cut-outs. :: thirty-six plastic easter eggs, assorted colors [neon pink being my favorite]. :: combat zone figurines [military green]. :: one inch white plastic wedding doves. :: three permanent markers. :: 'over the hill' confetti [black and silver]. :: 'big blow' bubblegum. :: sugar-free 'fudgie rolls' :: sugar-free 'creme doublers' :: Dawson's Creek: 'Too Hot to Handle' in paperback. we proceeded to take these contents to the west side safeway parking lot to con

Blah Blah Blog
Now, i see alot of people that say "rate me, become a fan" before any one can add you.. well, one this is what it says with us FRESH meat when trying to "rate/become a fan" whatever. Error: you must gain more points before you can rate members! AND Error: you must be level 1 or greater to become someones fan! So how can i RATE you if i cant rate you??? LET START ADDING PICTURES! i cant wait until i win THIS game... talk about popularity contest damn.

Finishes Last!
what everyone needs is a guardian angel someone to tell them when they are down to get back up,when they hurt that it will go away, when they fall to clean the cuts,and when they need to give! i want to be that and i want that! if i never find it again then...............i have lost! im done im sick of everytime i try to be nice i get hurt no matter how small the effort i get screwed! i ha ve very few friends that are true! im tired of being told one thing, and another happening ! i told my last g/f no matter what i'll be there! well she did coke. i drank liquor! and i got screwed! and thats just the way it always turns out 4 me! with every passing day the nice happy understanding mike that has always been is going away! i am trying to hold on but everytime i reach out for a life line it gets ripped away! danielle! you keep me afloat! you have been the best friend to me over all! and i love you for that! thank you! i think pretty much this whole rant is bacause i

Brown Eyed Iowa Girl
MET MY BOYFRIEND ON IMATCH 2006 . HE LIVED IN SACRAMENTO CALIF.HE MOVED TO THE CORN FIELDS OF IOWA TO BE WITH ME.LOL. HE HAS A WONDERFUL SON 16 AND EVERYTHINGS GOING WELL.WE LOVE TO GO OUT ON THE MISSISSIPPI RIVER BOATING AND CAMPING. GOOD LUCK TO ALL YOUR SEARCHES HELLO EVEYONE , GLAD TO BE ON THE CHERRY...I MET MY MATE ON IMATCH.COM IN 2006..HOPE ALL YOU CAAN FIND YOUR MATCH!

Pirate Ramblings
I love snow! But one of my jobs really sucks when it snows. I work at a roadside assistance business and when it snows I am super busy. Granted I only dispatch the runs (I love telling people where to go) but it keeps me busy. Every one else in Indiana seems to complain about the snow. I love to drive, walk and play in the snow. I guess that is one of the reasons my friends call me a polar bear. Such is life! Let it snow, let it snow, let is snow!!!!!! Some people might think by reading my first blog that I might be an alcoholic. This is as false a statement any one could make about me. I am in fact a drunkard. I even have the pirate flag and subscription to prove it. You see, I was at a local magazine shop looking for something "different" to read. My ex-girlfriend turned me onto some "conspiracy" theory type magazines that I found fun and entertaining. But I almost dropped my jaw when I saw my ALL TIME FAVORITE magazine. THE MODERN DRUNKARD! I picked up a copy and read it then got

Funny Things From The Net
You've been seriously injured at Action Park. You know that the only people who call it "Joisey" are from New York (usually The Bronx) or Texas. You don't think of citrus when people mention "The Oranges." You know that it's called "Great Adventure," not "Six Flags." You've ordered a hard roll with butter for breakfast. You've known the way to Seaside Heights since you were seven. You've eaten at a diner, when you were stoned or drunk, at 3 am. Whenever you park, there's a Camaro within three spots of you. You remember that the "Two Guys" were from Harrison. You know that the state isn't one big oil refinery. At least three people in your family still love Bruce Springsteen, and you know what town Jon Bon Jovi is from. You know what a "jug handle" is. You know that a WaWa is a convenience store. You know that the state isn't all farmland. You know that there are no "beaches" in new Jersey - there's "The Shore," and you know that t

What Sports Car Are You?
I'm a Ferrari 360 Modena! You've got it all. Power, passion, precision, and style. You're sensuous, exotic, and temperamental. Sure, you're expensive and high-maintenance, but you're worth it. "Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

My Profile
IF YOU CLICK ON ME IT WILL TAKE YOU TO MY PICTURE WHERE I ONLY NEED A COUPLE COMMENTS BY EVERYONE IF YOU HAVE THE TIME :) I AM GOOD FOR COMMENTING ON EVERYONE ELSE'S PICS WHEN THIER IN CONTESTS O HELP ME OUT AND I'LL RETURN THE FAVOR :) MUCH LUV FUZZY :) Chipmunks Two men went hunting. One had been hunting all his life, the other man was hunting for the first time. The one man told the other to sit down and not make a sound. So he did. But when the first man got 100 yards away, he heard a scream. "I thought I told you to be quiet!" he said. "I was when the snake bit me," the man said. "And I was when the bear attacked me. But when the two chipmunks crawled up my pant leg and said, 'Should we eat or take them with us,' I screamed." year 2000 make Dodge model Intrepid Color Silver style 4D Sedan Cyl 6 Mileage 57058 My hubby's uncle in law and aunt have the same one with leather instead of what we're getting (cloth interior), it is a very nice riding car as far as

Yea
I'm a Porsche 911! You have a classic style, but you're up-to-date with the latest technology. You're ambitious, competitive, and you love to win. Performance, precision, and prestige - you're one of the elite,and you know it. Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

Stuff
Ugh, I get so tired of trying to have "friends" on here and talk about my relationship issues, and every one of them tries to tell me how to run my life and what I "need" to do. I have dealt with myself and my emotional impulses as they are for the last 11 years. Until you have a doctorate degree in psychiatry or psychology, please don't try and tell me what I "need" to do. I make sure and tell any and everyone that I even attempt a relationship everything there is to know about me and my condition. Those people then choose to use that information how they see fit. Until you meet me face to face and see how I react under any conditions, please do not tell me what I "need" because you haven't the slightest idea. With as much money as I have previously given to this site, somehow I get banned from mumms for posting one asking if China should be reprimanded for trying to cheat in the Olympics. What the hell is wrong with asking that? How can it be viewed as inappropriate or NSFW??? So yes

People Of Adoption
In less than 36 hours I will finally be laying eyes on the one i left behind 23 years ago. Not exactly sure how I feel about that, (BULL SHIT) I'm frasked the hell out! but happy at the same time. I'm trying not to have any expectations and not doing to well with that but......... anyway I cant believe that I am going HOME....... backwards.. something I swore I would NEVER do but guess it has to be done. Oh i wish I could STOP the static going on in my head at this very moment I was hopeing that blogging would help and for the most part it is and I am greatful for the quiet, for the space to get all these words that are flying around in my head OUT! If you are reading this please forgive my rambelings I'll be better when I return and thanks for the time you took to read it. I am feeling that my world is spinning and I have no controll of it and that I do not like and when this trip is over and life is back to normal (whatever that is) I'm sure the control will return, the last time I

Have You Been In My Situation?
Each passing day shows me a little bit more Some days I wonder 'What am I here for?' With every argument, with every fight I realize, this isn't the way I want to live my life Every time you broke me down I stood back up to look around For every time you broke my heart I wished I could begin again from the start When love was all that mattered My heart, before broken and tattered Torn apart, broken dreams Is all that's left, or so it seems I wish you understood, my fears, hoes, and dreams I wish you knew, just what they really mean to me Look past my eyes, and into my mind Take a good look, see what you'll find Instead of looking at me, look inside You see, I've got nothing to hide Just close your eyes, believe in me Open your mind and you will see. well i got up this morning, and guess what was waiting for me... thats right, a diamond ring and a proposal from the sweetest man on CT! of course, i agreed to be his CT wife. hes the one whos there for me. he alw

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Hello all: My poor computer has caught 13 downloader Trojan's.It has affected many Dll files.It's a miracle I got on today.been trying since,6 pm last night.I have learnt alot,about the computer since I join'd the LC/CT.An with much help from my friend Okwaho,an many others on here an other places,I'm a bit better off.I have been trying alot of new things.I can finally Copy + Paste,which is awesome for my standards.But unfortunately learning to do that has brought me,to all types of Virus laden sites,which is Crippling my new addiction,the Computer.Everything I do I seem to get addicted to.Hopefully this setback of computer Virus won't cause me to relapse.I'm 4 months + 8 days sober from alcohol.Most Lushes need meetings,all I need these days is my Computer to run smoothly an I'm all set.So if my many contacts don't see me here it's not because I'm somewhere else it's because,The Damn Trojans are reaking havick on me.A few here in my friends have my yahoo messenger,to see if I'm online

Tell Me...
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of Cherry? 2. What's your philosophy on life? 3. Negative or Optimistic? 4. What was your dream growing up? 5. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 6. Would you give me money or a slap in the face? 7. Tell me one weird fact about you: 8. Would you have my back or kick me when I'm down? 9. Do you Trust me? 10. Have you ever kept a

The Meaning Of Love.....
I really think that it should be accebtable for a man and a woman to agree that being in love is for example... to walk beside one another not behind nor infront... hold each others hands and be happy...... i am tired so what suck it up and deal with it.... we all are tired at a certin time of day or night.... be tired together not apart.. yes we do how ever need time to do our own thing... but when you think of love it should be birds singing in the spring... the flowers just kissing the morning dew... etc. not 6 ft. under and pushing up daisies that is not how to act when in love... as well lets see....that example is how distant a couple gets when they don't talk about there feelings and lets it build and then the relationship dies... but the meaning of love to me is deep....KK ya want to know just ask me what i think it is... and i will tell ya..later for now.... KK

My Beautiful Angel
My beautiful and very precious daughter passed away last April aged just 23 months. I have created a memorial site for her. The address is:- imogengraceangel.gonetoosoon.co.uk Please feel free to visit, light a candle or maybe get some inspiration to create your own memorial for your loved one. It has brought me a bit of comfort and the kindest of strangers astounds me. Thank you xxxx

Life, Love, Me!!
OK ALL THIS IS AN UPDATE!! I WONT BE ON FROM SEPTEMBER 28TH TO OCTOBER 5TH... WHY?? WELL LET ME TELL U WHY... I AM GOIN ON A CUISE T THE BERMUDAS. AND IM GONNA BE EITHER DRUNK OUTTA MY MIND TO GET ON, OR IM GONNA BE LOUNGIN AT THE POOL SIDE ALL WEEK... BUT WON BE ON... IF ULOVE ME LEAVE ME SOME FOR WHEN I GET BACK ON.. AND I WILL TRY TO GET ON EVERY NOW AND THEN... MUAHS TO MA FAM! One of my friend's gave this to me and i want to share it with all of my friends out there. Here it is: MEN ARE LIKE 1. Men are like....laxatives...they irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like...bananas...the older they get the less firm they are. 3. Men are like...weather...nothing can change them. 4. Men are like...blenders..you need one, butyour not quite sure why? 5. Men are like...chocolate bars..sweet, smooth and they usually head straight for the hips. 6. Men are like...commercials...you can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like...department stores...their clot

Zing's Zippies
I want to know why men think its ok to talk down to you when you are trying to poor your hear out dont they realize we are looking for encourage ment not critisism. I want to know what men really want. How come when you go out with them the first thing they expect is for you to sleep with them. Have you men ever heard of conversaion and get to know someone.

A Woman
"Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected and next to the heart to be loved." Pass this on to all exceptional women that you know... and to men so they can be reminded of the value of a woman.

Dui North Carolina Style
DUI - NORTH CAROLINA STYLE Only a person in North Carolina could think of this. From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Kinston, North Carolina. After last call, the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--, flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as som

Twisted Cherry
hey all my cherries out there i want to make twisted cherry by friday can you guys please go to my page and show me sum love please.fan me,rate me,request me,and i'll be sure to return the favor. love you all!!!!!!!!!!

Stupid People
They say it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. I am so glad that my best friend has finally and hopefully found his soul mate. LOVE YA LOTS MAGOO Why do people have to be such ass holes when all you are tring to do is be their friend.

Thank You Catlady
A BIG THANK YOU TO MY FRIEND CATLADY . THANKS FOR THE RATINGS AND THE 11'S TOO . YOU HELPED ME REACH THE NEXT LEVEL . Hey Friends & Fans , I decided to clean out my friends & fans in here because I have friends & fans that never ever speak to me or rate me at all. I like a friend to be a friend , not just to be added on as a friend to get points & expecting me to rate them . Most of my friends are wonderful , so just I'm getting rid of people thats just sitting in my list for nothing . So , To my true friends & fans , Thanks Yall are the best!!! Love ya , Lisa Hi Friends , Oh , I have a joke thats at number 1 in top stashes , then in the jokes section . If anyone hasnt already rated it , please do so , so I can keep it at the top . To yall who rated it thanks so much . Its the fruitcake lady joke. Watch it if you haven't already . Shes so funny. Thanks Yall !!!! Lisa

Whats Ur Eyes Say
What Cocktail Are You? Sex On the BeachYou\'re a hopeless romantic while you\'re hopelessly looking for a romantic one night stand. You are never the first on the dance floor but that don\'t meant you can\'t drop it like it\'s hot once your girlfriends finally make it out there. Rarely a leader, but that\'s okay! You get your drink on while being sexy and sweet. Just make sure that person down at the end of the bar doesn\'t stop making eyes at you. You\'re curious how their clothes look on your floor. Take this test What does your eyes say ColorfulYou have a spontaneous personality, your always surrounded by your closest friends, and you hate being bored. You dont care what other people think because you love you for everything your worth and you love to make people laugh. Your talent is knowing how to have fun. Take this test

The Hardest Things To Do
TO ALL MY FRIENDS HERE AT CHERRYTAP, PLEASE DONT FOR GET ME. I AM MOVING ON THE 25TH OF JULY TO PASADENA MARYLAND AND WONT BE ON THE INTERNET FOR 30 DAYS. SAID TO GO FOR THAT LONG OF A TIME FRAME BUT DEFENTLY WILL BE LOOKING TO SEEING YOU ALL AGAIN SOON. The hardest thing is to forgive someone for what thay did but never forget what thay did. The hardest thing is to say I'm sorry to a love one or a friend even thow He/She or you might be in the wrong. The hardest thing to say is good bye in a relationship when all else fals becuse there are kids involved. The hardest thing to say is not to say nothing at all then nothing gets rezolved, only in a divorce OR When you choose to say the hardest thing of all its to late and your love one is gone up to those golden gates in the sky. so say something, anything befor it to late becuse nothing is nothing until you talk it out and the longer you waite the harder things becume to say and do.. so dont be late...

Tell Me How Do You Cope!!
Tell me how do you cope when in one day your world crashes. Tell me me how do you cope when the doctor tells your mother it's stage 4 cancer. Tell me how do you cope when the doctor says theres nothing else they can do. Tell me how do you cope when everything safe has been tore down. Tell me how do you cope when the only person you could talk to isn't there. Tell me how do you cope when everything you cherished is taken away. Tell me how do you cope when everything you believed in is dead. Tell me how do you cope when the person that told you that you could do/be anything isn't there to coach you along. Tell me how do you cope when your mother,father,bestfriend isn't there. Tell me how do you cope when you work 8 to 10 hours then run to be by her side. Tell me how do you cope when they are planning their own funeral. Tell me how do you cope when they tell you their goodbyes. Tell me How do you cope when you do the same and say your goodbyes. Tell me how do you cope when yo

Poems
The traveling servants are a special breed, There is no age limit to spread the seed. You can drop a seed here and drop a seed there, Before you know it, seeds have been dropped everywhere. The seeds will grow and the seeds will flourish, Hearts and minds will be nourished. Take the time to spread the seeds, Taking care of another's needs. They plant seeds Abroad, Following the words of God. The plant seeds that are Bountiful, It makes the mind so peaceful. They plant seeds with Compassion, Making a trend with a new fashion. They plant seeds with Diligence, And tackle any encumbrance. They plant seeds of Enlightenment, According to God's assignment. They plant seeds of Faithfulness, Knowing the love and blessedness. They plant seeds of Guidance, The love they want to enhance. They plant seeds of Hope, With all struggles, they will cope. They plant seeds with Integrity, Looking forward to eternity. They plant seeds with Joy, For all mankind to enjoy.

Quotes And Poetry
Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this....just the cold stone truth of our great friendship. 1)When you are sad, I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2)When you are blue, I will dislodge whatever is choking you. 3)When you smile,I will know you finally got laid. 4)When you are scared, I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5)When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6)When you are confused, I will use little words. 7)When you are sick, stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8)When you fall, I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9)This is my oath...I pledge it to the e

Random Thoughts
I was out with a male friend of mine this weekend and we were at a store called Vintage Stock, it's like a movie, music, game, pop culture store. They also sell vintage movie posters. I was looking through the posters they had and came across one for an old Marilyn Chambers movie. I went and found my friend and told him about it and he looks at me kind of dumbfounded. I asked if he knew who Marilyn Chambers was and he replied that he didn's so I told him that she's a porn actress from the 70's or 80's. This lead to the conversation of why am I so obsessed with porn? You see I guess since I was 15 or 16 I've had this fascination with the porn industry. I'm obsessed with Jenna Jameson among many other actress as well as given the opportunity I would love to be able to actually be in one. I have an extensive porn collection and watch it regularly. In this conversation he couldn't understand why I was how I am with it. He said porn is nothing but stroke material that once you've wat

Whats Up
I have pics of my tats posted please feel free to check out the first stage of tats. This is just the outlines. So tell me what you think so far. I'm leaving this morning. In about two hours to go see my tattooist in orlando. The outline of my sleeve will get done today. Dont worry there will be picks. most of you guys and lovely ladies have commented on the first part of my arm. The same guy is doing the entire arm for me. So see you people soon. I actually got three things on my one arm. Its cause I have a hell of a tat artist and great friend. He should be joining this site soon. But I will be posting pics. I just got done driving back from orlando fl. its about a 5 hr trip. so my arm is a lil swollen I'm a lil tired. So they will be up soon enough I promise.

Great Music
Requiem for a guitar god: remembering Dimebag Darrell Abbott This is an article I did for work and mentioned on my TV segment, in memory of the late Dimebag Darrell Abbott, the revolutionary guitarist from Pantera: Requiem for a guitar god: remembering Dimebag Darrell Abbott (http://www.kuam.com/news/11879.aspx) Also, check out the previous blog I wrote after learning of Dime's murder. Again, thoughts, prayers and condolences to the Abbott family, to Pantera, and to the millions of fans whose lives Dime's music and friendship touched. Perhaps the ache I've been feeling for the past few days is exactly how my parents felt when John Lennon was slain or when Elvis died. Rarely have I been as directly affected by a person's passing as last Friday, when I got word about the untimely, cruel and tragic death of the revolutionary guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott from the Texas-based heavy metal band Pantera. He was senselessly shot and killed during a performance last week. I've

1. God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts. 2. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open. 3. Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted. 4. Dear God, I have a problem, it's me. 5. Laugh every day, it's like inner jogging. 6. Blessed are the flexible for they shall not be bent out of shape. 7. The most important things in your home are the people. 8. As a child of God, prayer is kind of like calling home everyday. 9. He who dies with the most toys is still dead. 10. It's all right to sit on your pity pot every now and again. Just be sure to flush when you are done. 11. Surviving and living your life successfully requires courage. The goals and dreams you're seeking require courage and risk taking. Learn from the turtle, it only makes progress when it sticks its neck out. 12. Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others

Ive Always Wanted On Of Those....
I have always dreamed of some sexy azz shoes that have some height to them and dont hurt your feet, and that they could be shoes that go with everything in your closet.... I wonder what it would be like to like to have sex with a clown wearing those sexy azz shoes i was talking about? Hmmmmmm? Or What about a mime? I wonder what happens when you put a donkey and a horse together? What kind of babies do you get from that? Hmmmmmm??? Dont think thats perverted enough? Im very interested in what you think is perverted. Kisses...Lol On the subject of being perverted i have a few that really get me going. Ever see two dogs fucking and just for an instant you get horny? Or ever see a dog with his toy fucking it to tears and at that instant you get a dirty perverted thouhgt? How about if you see some couples kissing in public and just for a sec you wonder what it would be like to be in bewteen them molesting them, and wanting them to molest you just as much.? Just a tho

Written By Ted Nugent
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Written by Ted Nugent, rock singer and hunter/naturist. Upon hearing that CA Senators Barbara Boxer and Diane Feinstein denounced him for being a gun owner and a Rock Star; this was his response after telling the Senators about his past contributions to children’s charities and scholarship foundations totaling more than $13.7 M in the past 5 years. “I’m a bad American? This pretty much sums it up for me. I like big trucks, big boats, big houses, and naturally pretty women. I believe that the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary with a bad comb-over who wants to give it away to crack addicts squirting out babies. I think that playing with toy guns does not make you a killer. I believe that ignoring your kids and giving them Prozac might. I don’t think being a minority makes you noble or victimised. I have the right to not be t

Left Alone
left alone dizzy the day has made me annoyed dissapointed where am i who am i please help me rediscover myself let me know you care blessed by eternity to look shameful alone for eternity eyes are burning heart is crumbling innocence dissolved help me im left alone

Want To Save $15.00 On Your Taxes???
To ALL my Cherries. I have my Taxes done at the same place every year and if you would like to have your taxes done and done CORRECTLY with ALL DEDUCTIONS allowed by Law that Most places will say to you ISN'T a TAX WRITE OFF but really is... PLEASE CONTACT ME via Email here on CT and I will GLADLY SEND you a $15.00 Off Coupon. It has to be done at the place printed on the coupon and they are a participating location... Please contact me Soon

Truth!
http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=584620 Check this out if you have any compassion what so ever for the wives or girlfriends of Marines!!!! If you read this, you WILL forward it on. You won't be able to stop yourself. The Military The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing

Young Dumn And Full Of Cum
AS A WOMAN PASSED HER DOUGHTERS CLOSED BEADROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSIRVED HER DOUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR, SHOCKED, SHE ASKED, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" THE DOUGHTER REPLIED, "MOM I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED AND THIS IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE," THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRLS FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMMING FROE THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEADROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HE DOUGHTER MAKING PATIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOOING, THE DOUGHTER SAID, "DAD, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED AND THIS IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE," A COUPLE DAYS LATER, THE WIFE CAME SOME FROM SHOPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN COUNTER, AND HEARD THAT BUZZING NOISE FROM, OF ALL PLACES, THE FAMILY ROOM. SHE ENTERED THE AREA AND OBSERVE

Mumms And Mummers (no, Not The Celtic Ones)
ok..the subject is mumms, and the idiots that bitch about them. a. you don't have to read them..noone is dragging your mouse over to click on the link. b. why bitch when you do read them..some are stupid, granted..but, refer to the aformentioned line a. c. the aggression that i see in some of the comments is just fucking ridiculous..here's one.. "would you please just shoot yourself in the fucking face. i hate you." now..i'm not saying that i haven't felt that very same sentiment before..but for all the energy and time it took to type that, the person could have just navigated off of the page. yes, some of the mumms are designed to incite arguments, but most seem to be geared toward stimulating what will hopefully be an intelligent and rousing conversation to pass the idle time. people just need to deal with it in a mature and graceful fashion, or leave it alone. it's this kind of intolerance for other people's beliefs and opinions that is ruining our country, in my humbl

Dripping Minds
Always at the earliest Beginning; time stops, Ceases to be and is stilled. Death comes in that instant, Eschewing normalcy, Favoring the rush, the high. Gentle caresses partner with Hot emotions and tangled limbs. In the same moment is birth. Juxtaposed with it's opposite; Knights of the same master, Loyal to their duties. Moanings and croonings Nebulously spread Over the twain. Pleasure is hunted; Quarry of they. Reality fades, a pinpoint afar. Shuddering in need, desire Taking and giving Unfettered release. Victory resembles defeat; Weak bodies in a heap. Xenogamy completed Yearnings hit their Zenith. Her heart beats hard as heavenly essence surrounds her aromatic scents of love and lust Traces of nectar spread between her thighs flowing like rivers run His touch sending ropes of shivers throughout her aching body Fingers wandering stroking her lips of seduction feeling their way to pleasure unknown

Alpha!
Alpha Don’t take offense by my presence, or confuse this for negligence. In the world of man I am known as alpha. The intelligent. I pray on those who choose to cross the barriers of my kingdom. I oversee my land with not recourse of consequences. Enclosed in my surrounds Weather my expectations be unrealistic Don’t cross me or you will feel my iron fist!! My mind is strong, and words sharp as laser. I’m not easily influenced, or manipulated, Test my patients and you will find At 3000 yards I’m deadly In constant meditation Foreseeing my future As the ruler of this Body, I am honored to be a “Made man” sooner. Countless hours deliberating the “pros & cons” In the great hall of my elders, seeing guidance of those who are bewilder. Precise in my attacks, against those who appose, Some call my ego a napoleon complex, small man sendrom, but I rule this empire alone. My voice, has complete confidence, an unbreakable spirit, With

Next In Life
I am back because of my BFF felicia!! I really miss my friend - he moved away and i never get to talk to him ---course he doesnt go online -- not sure what his given situation is ---but DDee -- miss ya buddy give me a shout out sometime ~~~ Meeting people and getting to know them is really cool~~ i dont like living without them - if they go away -- seems a part of me goes too - so i m living with the thought there gonna be back in my life even if they dont.~~

First Blog Ever
I wrote this for a start up paper when I moved back to Northern VA from Shephardstown WV With the Washington Monument in view, beer in hand and cops flashing outside I will begin to tell you about life in the burbs of D.C. It’s Friday after new years and I’m without companion at DR Dremo’s tap house in Arlington. I drink dead guy because for the first time in more than a year I have money again. But we can come back to my immediate surroundings when I can stir up some action. When I first moved back, Falls Church seemed like the big city. Shepherdstown is a bipolar cocoon that protects you from the oddities of many worlds. The greater metro area is like commerce on meth with a moment of sitcom like clarity. Many people here feed from and perpetuate the idea of an almost royal corporate pecking order. You are your address, you are your car, you are your connections and absolutely you are how you make money. It should be expected from those with Acura’s and milli

Rrt- Band Updates
We really appreciate everyone who visits our site and leaves us comments, messages, picture comments etc. Please try to limit the size of the comment images that you leave here. If it's 1/4 of our page it's going to be deleted. Don't take it personally. Leave us lots of little ones!! We love the idea of bulletins. In fact we post them once or twice a week ourselves. We do take the time to read each bulletin that is posted. Keeping that in mind we recently deleted some "friends" who decided to post racially insensitive bulletins ( more like diatribes ) . Everyone has opinions. If you have opinions that will offend others it might not be a good idea to post these for the world to see. There are other sites that you can post that CRAP on. These "friends" have been permenantly blocked - they do not have the opportunity to explain as their emails are also blocked. Let's keep it clean and when the bell rings come out dancing. Those who do not agree to the above send me a message at Rev

Valentine App
This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on myspace that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun.If u want to be my valentine send it to me as a message if not post it as a bulliten!!!! Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone Number: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes:

My Family Death!
To my friends I am letting u know that I recently had a death in the family.. This was my great aunt. Her name was Dorothy and she was very special to me.. She a great mother and grandmother. She lived to see her great grandchildren. My fondest memory of her was when I would go and visit.. Even though she was the backbone of her family and kept her house running like a well oiled machine. She still would go four wheeling and go carting. And still have homemade pies and goodies ready for us when we got back.. She would wake us in the morning with her homemade sausage pancakes and finish with a great cup of hot cocoa and talk. This is my tribute to my great aunt. May she be happy where ever she is.. I love you Aunt Dorothy. Love Kristina

I Love Being Irish!!!!!!!
table width="350" border="0" bgcolor="#FF7030">Tenderheart BearYou are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out.Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz! Myspace Graphics

Dollermade@ Cherrytap
she walkin like she own the shit. looks him up an down.like she was about to eat him a live. an if she did't just eat she would have.he said "how much" she said what do u wont. he said every thing.she said $5,000 cach.she had this little black bag. it had a nummber on it 666.she tell's him to close his eye's he does what she told him to.like when your mother told you to do so . she demand's him to turn around he does. an she pull's down he's pant's as she tell's him to she grabe's he in a grip so tight that he jump's a litte. she wisper's in he's ear are a flamer are you my bitch.he smile's like he just stold some thing.she tell him to put on some lip stick. then he does with the speed of a crack head on welfar day. she spin him around tell's him to get on he's back. he does she step's on he's face with 9inch stlatos' you fucking fag do u wont to get fuck. do u wont me to fuck u like the frist day in sing sing.He bag's her YES YES O GOD YES. she tell's him that god has nothing to do

No Apologies
There you stood in disbelief, Trying all you could to se through these lies And every word that I could breathe, Would you find more inclined to leave, but I tried And knowing what I've done to you, With every thought you suffer through My heart as black as evil can And everything I could have been, Erased by what I wanted then I couldn't think a lesser man [Pre-chorus:] All the delicate ways That I deepened our graves My apology pales [Chorus:] Oh, the pain in your eyes My regrets have never known such sorrow Oh, the shame that you hide Resolutions are the same tomorrow So now I reap what I have sewn, and any rapture I had shown has bled dry And I walked the streets alone, accepting pain I'd never known, as you died Then I hurt myself to see it too, to feel the knife I put in you My heart as broken as my ways I never should've let it pass, this fall was never meant to last The reason gone and damage stays [Pre-chorus] [Chorus] [Pre-chorus] [Ch

Life
So as I sit here wondering If I made the right choice. Wondering IF I tried hard enough to hold this marriage together. If I gave it enough of a chance to survive. I guess second thoughts are normal for any major life changing decision. I do still have alot of emotions for him. Can't honestly say I am still "in love" with him. It may just be the fact that we've been a part of each others lives for so long. A comfort zone. But, then today as I was sitting in my car counting change to try to scronge up enough money to get a gallon of milk and a loaf of bread, and maybe a few other cheap food items to feed my kids til I get paid Friday. I had a total of 6 dollars and some change to manage this task at hand. And you walk into a store with your 8 y/o who of course has no understanding of "we can't afford it" Is asking me for a 99 cent bucket of swedish fish and I get to look into his big brown eyes and say.."Not today buddy" It's a one dollar item and I have to say no to him. Why ? bec

Looking For Modeling In Central Texas!!!
Hey, how's everyone doing? Thanks for adding me and checking out my page. I am currently looking for ladies in the Central Texas area that would be interested in doing some modeling. Once I get back to Killeen from overseas I will be starting my modeling business back up. I will say this is a serious business to me, not some way of trying to hook up. For anyone interested we will always met in a public place, usually Starbucks in Killeen, or a place that is more convienant for each model. I do this for two reasons, one it helps put you as the persepective model at easy knowing that you are in a public place and it shows that I am serious about my business and not just someone hoping to get some lucky photos in. I do not charge for the modeling. How payment works will be discussed at our first meeting when we go over the modeling agreement. I am also looking for places to do photo shots at, so if you have a nice car that you would like photos done with, house that i

I'm Still Single..
no matter what stress..drama ....and or other thigns that may come about in life deal with it as much as you can but dotn act childish about it deal with it as an adult and if needs to eb deal with it in legall matters if things cant be resolved with out conflict and or yelling and compremizeing...but if have to go take it to court to have a judge fix the issue at hand.... i'm in search of a juggalo to be with i enjoy alot of danceing and karaokee plus love my juggalo music and more..i'm a single mom but do tend to get out when i can..i'm very blunt and very open minded..i'm also bisexual so i hope that dont bother anyone but having sex with both sex is the best..and i love having the best of both worlds i'm also looking for a bi sexual juggalette to be with too..the reason why i perferr juggalo's and or juggalettes is cause they understand a fellow juggalette better then most people do.. Ia m23 yeas old almost 24 I'm bi sexual and i have 2 great kids...i'm single and havebeen looki

Advice Welcome
Ok, I'm not often a blogger but this is something I need to get off my chest and this may be the best place to do so. Why do I let myself get hurt day after day? Why do I love him so much even when he's obviously tossed me aside for a new lifestyle? I can't even just sit here at the computer, my sanctuary, and not think about "them" or what could have been with "us." Hell, I'm even still really looking forward to seeing him again in March, and yet somewhere inside I know it's pointless. I need to accept is as the fun fling that it was and realize it's over. Who am I kidding, it may have started that way but it damn sure didn't stay there. Something changed in October, and I'm not sure I'll ever know exactly what caused it. We went from casual sex friends to laying the groundwork for moving in together, but who started that? Was I just that desperate to find a way out of Texas that I was the one rushing things? Rush hell, it's not like we're strangers. We've actually physically know

Bedtime Story
hello thanks for the add. here is a fantasy for you. it starts off with a woman and a man engaging in some hours of fore play getting in the mood. she is a tall sexy blond very petite and a brazilian bikini wax. he is a tall rugged man with enough inches to make womens eyes pop out when they see it. he is slowly taking off her bra while making his way to her succlent nipples and rounded breats. he starts sucking on one nipple while caressing the other nipple in tiny circles. at this pooint she is very aroused and ready to go but he will not sumit to her yet. then he makes his way slowly down to her g string taking it off with his teeth revealing her hot moist juicy muffin. he lays her on the bed slowly kissing down her stomach to reach her love box. he slowly moves his finger around her moist lips sending a tingling through out her entire body,enough to make her gasp with sheer pleasure. as he reaches further in to her her hands grab the sheets to hold on. then he inserts his tongue an

30 Questions!
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought? Oh my! 2. When is the next time you will have sex? tonight hopefully! 3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"? Fuck! 4. Favorite PLANET? PLUTO!!! Fuck you, it is a damn planet!!! 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile? my boss 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? system of a down- BYOB 7. What shirt are you wearing?? a purple fairy shirt- is there anything else to wear? 8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago? drinking wine and chowing on some chex mix, oh wait I'm still doing that 9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing? hanes socks 10. Bright or Dark Room? dark 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? don't really know her 12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on? The one farthest from an door or window 13. What were you doing at midnight last ni

Ahhhhhhhhh This Sucks
i hate greyhound. i got home 5 hours later then i was supposed to b/c goin into nyc the driver got lost. then leavin penn station n jersey the bus died. so the trip home was 5 hours longer then anticipated What can we do when engulfed in darkness and we feel we shouldn't fight this battle any longer. Friends come to pass resurface and yet we know not what to do. Why is it in life we sense the pain knowing full well that the reaper will appear at any moment if we should fall or come to fail in life should we bother to try in the next. As thunders roar and lightning licks the earth still we travel onward. But on the day when the wagon comes i'll be all to happy to jump on and say goodbye. Well my ex had to meet with a fed today for with holding info from the recruiters. Hehehe idiot. Anyway frienmds kids into stuff so i gotta finish later.

Blast And Bling Contest
THIS ONE IS GOING TO BE CALLED MY BLAST AND BLING CONTEST!! I AM ONLY LOOKING FOR SERIOUS COMPETITORS FOR THIS, SO IF YOU DONT THINK YOU CAN WIN THIS THEN IT IS NOT FOR YOU!!! ANYONE IS WELCOME TO JOIN AND THERE WILL BE NO RULES, JUST RESPECT FOR THE OTHER CONTESTANTS IS ALL!! SO SELF COMMENTING IS GOING TO BE VERY WELCOMED IN THIS! THERE WILL ONLY BE ONE WINNER IN THIS CONTEST SO IT IS WINNER TAKES ALL!! I AM STARTING IT THIS FRIDAY AT 7EST TIME,BUT IF THERE ARE ENTRIES AFTER THE DEADLINE THEY WILL BE ACCEPTED KNOWING THEY WILL HAVE TO PLAY CATCH UP!! IT ILL LAST TILL THE FOLLOWING MONDAY AT 7EST TIME!! NOW FOR THE PRIZES:) YOU WILL NOT ONLY WIN A ONE WEEK BLAST BUT YOU WILL ALSO WIN YOUR CHOICE OF A VIC GIFT PACKAGE, OR A MENS BRACELET OR DIAMOND EARRINGS!! PLUS AS A EXTRA PERK ANYONE WHO GETS MORE THAN 9,000 COMMENTS WILL ALSO GET A MENS OR WOMENS RING! SO IF YOU HAVE EVER WANTED A BLAST AND SOME BLING THIS IS THE RIGHT CONTEST TO BE IN!! JUST LEAVE ME A MESS

Valentine's Day
As valentine approaches...look back on all those past years...what what your favorite memory? I think mine would be when I was in grade 9. My boyfriend of the 9 months told me he loved me for the 1st time! I remember that moment like it was yesterday!!! That was the first time I fell in love.

Lovin Meetin New People
Hey everyone. well like so many other people this is my fist blog. everything is so cool here. i learn at least one new thing on here per day and am having a blast doing it. thanks to my friends i am learning well. I look forward to getting to know new friends each day. To each Her own....

Let's Talk About Sex!
The porno of Lauria's life will be called ... "Celebrity Strip Poker" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Did some X -- $15 Did cocaine -- $20 Did meth -- $25 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on FUBAR -- $100 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Be

My Poems
A MILLION MILES AWAY A million miles away I hear your soft voice calling A million miles away We breath as one A million miles away We lay in the snow making snow angels A million miles away Our hearts beat as one A million miles away We are closer then ever before A million miles away Our hearts are smiling Dedicated to my friend Tanaia My Chaos Poem I awake and my eyes open Only to find Chaos Waiting for me Like an old friend Chaos takes me By the hand I resist but Chaos is to strong Chaos takes me back to were it all began The darkness Surrounds me I fall faster and faster I have reached the end My eyes slowly close Chaos takes my last breath Chaos has finally won THE DOWNWORD SPIRAL You showed me happiness You showed me love I was finally at peace then you took it all away You took my heart and thru it away You left me with nothing Even less then what I had before I proved time and time again I would be there to save you Now yo

Hands Down
breath in 4 luck breath in so deep this air is blessed you sheltered me this night is wild so come and tell there hearths they race from self control your legs are smoothas they grace mine we're doing fine we're doing nuthin at all my hopes r so high that your kiss might kill me! so won't u kill me ....... so i die happy my heart if yours to fill or burts to break or bury or wear as jewlery it's whatever u prefer.... the words r harsh lets not get busteed just lay inwined hrer undiscovered safe in my room from all these stupid questions "hey did you get some?" man that is so dumb stay quiet stay near stay close they can't hear ..... so we can get some! ...... my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me so won't you kill me so i die happy my heart is yours to fill or burt to break or bury or wear as jewlery it's whatever you prefer ..... valentines day is the best day that i can ever remember i'll always remember the sound of the ste

A Bot Cpnfused, But Good News I Think Lol
Well the past month or so Ive been goin to docs like crazy, more dang test, more pain from the test, and basically just a huge mess. I was told in july of 99 that I had primary progressive multiple sclerosis, and spent time in leg braces and 4yrs in a wheel chair, but been up over 5 yrs now. Was told had severe nerve damage in my legs n lower back, and would never know a day without pain, the pain part well they got that part really right!. Nehow, lately been goin for more test, I had a nerve conduction study done to check nerve damage and also muscle damage, a MRI to see what the degenerative disc n spinal disease had damaged and how badly that they found in an x-ray over a month ago. and tons of blood work ( 187.00 worth!). Well today I go back to the doc, pain management doctor, and he says he didnt see the degenerative stuff in the MRI, dunno where it went but didnt show this time, the nerve test (which was my 9th since prolly 95 or so, showed no damage at all in the nerves or mu

Spiel
im new to cherrytap and i want to make as many friends as i can im on msn an profileheaven but this site is far better (when i learn how it works) a bit about me i love motorcross, i try 2 keep fit, i love football, im not sexist in any way i prefer 2 b classed as a mans man, i live alone in a 3 beedroomed house in newcastle in the uk but i wish i didnt we are not allowed say whateva we want dont say anyfing about muslims or were classed as racist, wen an undercover reporter filmed wot realy goes on in a mosque, in front of our politicians they wer acting all moderate an condeming terrorism then when they left they wer telling everyone its a muslims duty to kill whites, they must act moderate until there is enuf of them and then take over britain and impose sharia law making britain an islamic state, people dont no how facist this country is, for instace we cant wear a hooded top or anything over our face but muslims are allowed to wear a full face veil on thier passports and driving l

Guess What?
Picture! That's Right, I Finally Have A Picture. Happy Now? Maybe Now People Will Start Talking To Me... :P If You're Looking For Someone To Talk To, If Your Mom Is Looking For Someone To Talk To, If Your Best Friend From When You Were 5 Is Looking For Someone To Talk To, Write To Me Or Send Them My Way! I Want To Hear From You Guys, I Want To Make Some Actual Friends Here! What Do You Say? Anyone Interested? I Know There Has To Be At Least One Friendly Person Out There! Hope To Hear From All Of You Really Soon!

Something To Share...
To all my Family & Friends of CT! I just wanted to say that I'm going through some drama and I may not be on a lot here and there. So keep me and my family in your thoughts/prayers. So feel free to give me lots of love! LOL! Gotta laugh when it hurts sometimes! MMFWCL! Anbody goin to the VA Mini tomorrow be careful and play responibly! Whoop Whoop! To all my Family & Friends of CT! I just wanted to say that I'm going through some drama and I may not be on a lot here and there. So keep me and my family in your thoughts/prayers. So feel free to give me lots of love! LOL! Gotta laugh when it hurts sometimes! MMFWCL! Anbody goin to the VA Mini tomorrow be careful and play responibly! Whoop Whoop!

Randomness Is Grand
I close my eyes and I smile Knowing that everything is all right To the core, so close that door Is this happening? My breath is on your hair I'm unaware that you opened the blinds And let the city in God, you held my hand, and we stand Just taking in everything Chorus: And I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're, we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are on this 18th floor balcony We're both flying away So we talk about moms and dads About family pasts Just getting to know where we came from Our hearts were on display for all to see I can't believe this is happening to me And I raise my hand As if to show you that I was yours That I was so yours for the taking I'm so yours for the taking and That's when I felt the wind pick up I grabbed the rail while choking up These words to say and then you kissed me Chorus: Yeah, I knew it from the start My arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach A

These Are The Words Spoken, Whispered, Bent And Broken.
Anemica Beautiful one, One with the rising sun. She is alive She is dead. Anemica, she'll shine for you. Beautiful child, One free in the wild. She's all we need All we plead. Anemica, she'll shine for you. Her smiles hold true, Her tears hold through The hardest parts. Anemica, she is here She'll shine for you. ©2006, Leticia Young Aside from my profile. I'm a poet and a writer. And someday should love to be published. So I shall give off some of my poems here, but beware, they are copyrighted. Lady Parchment skins of the dead Writing poems for those Who care not yet are addicted To her views and strifes. Scratching the outer skin, And bleeding the ink. Spiders weaving tales Through a silken silver thread. Using her nails as a pen, She lets the words Completely fall and sink. Haggard and dusty, Sitting in a room lit by candle She scribbles anew. Growing old and yet Remaining ageless in a time Where life lives and death die

Things That Ar Impotant To People
its my birthday on thursday and if anyone on here wants to do something that would mean the world to me even if you dont know me!! please please please go to this site http://www.justgiving.com/lisaeverest and donate EVEN IF IT IS JUST A PENNY it would mean the world to her and in turn the world to me!! even if just 1 penny gets donated then this blog will have been worth while many thank.. Jaden

Creations Of Boredom
I'm a bit bored so I am going to blog about randomthings whose name begins with the letter 'B'.The first thing that comes to mind, being maleof course, is boobs. Everyone, "hooray for boobies!"Although,the first thing I look for in anyone is brains.All the zombies, "hooray for brains!"Unfortunately brains and boobsdon't always co-exist.Being male means getting boners. Ladies, can I geta "hooray for boners!" please? Boners are usuallycaused by viewing, handling, or thinking of boobsor butts (no, I didn't forget the butt, aka booty).Blood leaves the brain in these instances, oftenmaking conversation boring, but when boobs and boners get together, fun that does not involve muchspeaking is bound to happen. If it does not thenyou must go back home and beat off.I mentioned blood, so let me mention it again: blood.Beside being vital to your body, blood is alsoreally beautiful and erotic. Just the vampiresthis time, "hooray blood!"This may seem like quite a change in subject,but 'burrito' is t

Contest
Hey guys Bishop a friend of mine has asked me pass along his new website http://www.bishop-pua.com . Yes, it is free! I wouldn't do that to you! If he can teach what he does it's worth it! He can give me butterflies even when I fight it. Thanks Kiss and Hugs Shannon P.S. Thanks to those of you who did read this before. I did make each of you one of my family. Now you can see a few more pictures. ENJOY I'm in my first contest! Please come and help me out by commenting as many times as you can. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1853087913 ]

A New One
go check this out for a good laugh talk about hilarious http://fubar.com/blog/93073/606876 When someones uses the word poke, have ya ever had one of those moments where you can't tell how their defining it... let's look at the regular definition of Poke Poke (Verb):to touch with finger or other object briefly and then pull away. ok now the slang definition... LOL Poke (Verb):to have,want to, or plan to have sex. oh my...lol *POKE* man this is different...Linkin Park/Minutes To Midnight...downloaded it...yeah i'm a horrible person...cheater...it's way different...not sure if i like it yet...have to let ya know

L O V E
what is love? well love is making yourself happy for the one u love as well as making the one you love happy? how do u know if someone loves you? well first off u never get enough of that person, everything they do can put a smile on your face. even when they make u angry they still know how to make u smile. if that person loves you back, they would do anything to make u happy right? i dont know but for the one i love i know i would do everything in my power to make them happy, i know i am not rich wealthy or anything like that but if i have love, thats better then anything i can go buy at the store right? so would it be wrong to expect the same thing in return? what ever happened to the GOLDEN RULE? whats wrong with the world today, why does it have to be a dog eat dog world? why cant we all jus get along converse and have a good time like they used to do back in the day when u could go to a house party and not worried about getting shot cause u were dancin with someone or talkin to s

Puresteeleradio
PureSteeleRadio would like to give BIG BIG thank you's to both Troy from the Azusa Paranormal Research Society for hosting the successful new show and also to Ellen from the Ghost Hunting Observation and Survellience Team for all the support she's given us! With friends like this we can be nothing less than a complete success! THANKS TROY AND ELLEN AND REMEMBER... PURESTEELERADIO IS THE "NEW" INDUSTRY STANDARD IN RADIO DOMINANCE!! BOO! BUMPS IN THE NIGHT! PureSteeleRadio has a fantastic line if gifts! We have t-shirts, mugs, clocks, posters and even postage stamps! To visit our gift shop, just click "store" from our home page at www.puresteeleradio.com. Everything is customizable for a personal touch. We guarantee our product line will be growing much bigger, so keep checking back! [click the tshirt to go right to our store] This Year WE MAKE WAVES! We're preparing for world domination. The "New" Industry Standard In Radio Dominance...

Bubba Ho Tep
At the heart of Bubba Ho-Tep is a surprisingly sincere reflection on old age and regret. It dares to take the aging process and the relationship between two old-timers seriously, in an industry that focuses primarily on sex, youth, and action. These three elements factor in here as well, but they serve more as a longing that the characters wish they still had more than a means of giving in to Hollywood standards. It is a film about finding meaning in the twilight of our days—about living in triumph, even in your final moments. What is surprising is that you won’t have to look too deeply to find the theme: Here is a poignant, character-driven drama, surrounded by a premise so absurd that you wouldn’t have expected anything so deep. Then again, anyone who could possibly dream up this scenario would have to be creative enough to actually make it about something, at least if there is any justice in the world. There is so much going on here that I am tempted not to explai

A Nod To The Stay At Home Mom.
man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty food boxes and wrappers strewn all around the front yard. The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house and there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry, he found an even bigger mess. A lamp had been knocked over, and the throw rug was wadded against one wall. In the front room the TV was loudly blaring a cartoon channel, and the family room was strewn with toys and various items of clothing. In the kitchen, dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter, the fridge door was open wide, dog food was spilled on the floor, a broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back door. He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of clothes, looking for his wife. He was worried she may be ill, or that something serious had happened. H

Not Sure
The creation of Wisconsin .... Once upon a time in the Kingdom of Heaven , God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael the Archangel found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired of God, "Where have you been?" God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look Michael, look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, "and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call It Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance." "Balance?", inquired Michael, still confused. God explained, pointing to different parts of earth, "For example, Northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth while southern Europe is going to be poor; the Middle East over there will be a hot spot." God continued, pointing to different countries, "This one will be extremely hot and arid while this one will be very cold and covered in ice." The Archangel ,

My Sign
You have a sexual IQ of 138 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Time & Time Again....???
So the single life just plain out SUCKS and im getting so sick and tired of all the drama and childish games that these so called men have to offer...im completly fed up...i duno what else to do or who to turn to anymore...all i really want it EVERYTHING and i guess thats too much to ask huh...???? why is that?????????

Sex Zodiak
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com jordan's sexual nickname: "Twin Peaks" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Love Is Like An Investment
The closest analogy to being in love to me is like INVESTING MONEY. Most people invest money for the long haul.....they dont throw $1000 into the stock market on Monday and move it on Tuesday just cuz the stock went down. Most people leave the money in for TIME and see what the market does and even with the UPS and DOWNS usually if the investment was a smart one in the beginning they come out on top. To me LOVE is the same way. It changes daily....sometimes up, sometimes down, but the good smart investor IN LOVE, his profit and goal comes to fruition when YEARS down the road his goal was met with a LIFE, LOVE and a FAMILY. To me the HEART and LOVE is the GREATEST THING ONE PERSON CAN INVEST IN ANOTHER...and just like the stock market it comes with RISKS.....it all depends on WHAT AND HOW MUCH YOU ARE WILLING TO RISK TO GET WHAT YOU TRULY WANT MY GOAL IS HAPPINESS AND WHY IS THAT SO HARD TO COME BY AND WHY ARE PEOPLE NOT WILLING TO WORK THESE DAYS FOR LOVE!

In Regards To My Life
IN REGARDS TO MY LIFE AND MY EX ( yes i got dumped Tuesday night by someone I loved dearly) OKAY...THIS IS WHERE I GET SERIOUS. AND I MAY THROW A COUPLE CLICHES OUT, BUT PLEASE FORGIVE MY RANDOM THOUGHTS.... I JUST NEED TO SAY THEM, BECAUSE I KNOW SOMEONE WILL READ THIS: I ALWAYS THOUGHT PEOPLE CAME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON. THAT THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO PASS YOU A SIGN REASSURING YOU THAT YOU ARE ON THE RIGHT PATH IN LIFE. I THINK SOMEWHERE I FUCKED UP. I DONT KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE, AND AT ONE TIME WAS IN FULL CONTROL OF THAT AND MY LIFE. I DO NOT LIKE WHO I HAVE BECOME. I DO NOT LIKE THE REASONS I HAVE BECOME THIS. I DO NOT LIKE THAT THINGS BEYOND MY CONTROL HAVE TURNED MY LIFE INTO THIS. ALL THIS, AND LIFE HAS BECOME QUITE CONFUSING TO ME. I FEEL LIKE IM DROWNING IN A POOL BUT KNOW HOW TO SWIM, AND WAS ONCE A MARATHON SWIMMER. I FEEL LIKE IM FALLING FROM AN AIRPLANE AND I FORGOT MY PARACHUTE, BUT WAS ONCE A WORLD CLASS SKYDIVER. THE TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS I DONT KNOW HOW

Crossdressing.
Cross-dressing (the fetish): What’s it all about? Why do we do it? Who does it? When do we do it? What do we get out of it? Is it just a fetish? What do we do? Are we Gay, Bi, Hetero or unique? Is there a cure? If there was would we want it anyway? What does it mean for our Significant Others? Are CDs (Cross-Dressers), MIPs (Men In Panties) and TVs (Transvestites) different things? Here are some of my answers to these puzzling questions and the conclusions I have drawn. MIPs, CDs, TVs. First of all I have to define my terms for the purposes of this essay as there seem to be no universally accepted definitions of MIPs, CDs and TVs. This is unsurprising as all of us wear women’s apparel to a greater or lesser extent. For my purposes, I define MIPs as those who do not go beyond a pair of panties and perhaps a pair of hold-up stockings. My definition of CDs are those that, while they may or may not dress fully in women’s clothes, do so primarily for sexual stimula

When Your Loved Ones Lie To You
Yes I got dumped Tuesday night and Im venting...no she didnt lie tuesday night but did in the past and I forgave her with little work on her part...yet for the last few days she has told me she loved me ETC, and even did so just two hours before slamming me back to reality and breaking my heart by dumping me on my ass....saying shes been trying to figure out a way for days to do it...then why lead me on lying to me making me think everything is ok and that you love me? PLEASE I NEED A COUNSELOR so with the above being said..... WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOUR LOVED ONES LIE TO YOU? WHAT DO YOU DO? When somoeone who looks at you in your eyes and says they love you lies to you what do you do, do you just forgive and move on in hopes that it never hpapens again??? or Does trust once given freely have to be earned back? Well for me if I SAY I LOVE YOU to anyone that automatically means NO LIES! For some people they lie so much that they do not see the forest for the trees a

Grains Of Sand
PLEASE DONT PLAGERIZE...this was written by me~ Grains of SAND Like slipping sand seeping through my fingers I feel our love starting to fall. Grain by grain it falls out of my reach and beyond my sight. Unnoticeable until its almost gone and by then, to late to save. I'm desperately search trying to find it, but each morsel so tiny with its own significance is single until pieced together to create a more significant, explicable form, that then grows and takes home in a heart, and is called love. It takes each piece, each grain to complete the puzzle, anything less is far too incomplete. Each is named compassion, soul, willing, giving, caring, concern, hope and so on. Once the pattern breaks and one grain is lost, like children the others follow, until everything you thought you lived for, everything you would have died for, is gone. Out of sight, out of reach, out of mind and requires much faith and worlds of searching to again find.

A Chapter Closed
I HAVE RELEASED MY INNER POET. A Chapter Closed By Tommy Reed A chapter closed, A chapter gone. The pages filled, The story done. A happy ending? Well, not this time. The sad reality, This story is mine. The laughs and tears, Still remain. The fun and fear, Gone again. The ink is dry, The paper crisp. I no longer, Can taste your lips. The journey's over, At least for now. Maybe one day, You'll come back somehow. The tears still falling, The last page open. I sign the words I hate to say, My heart for now, is very Broken.

What A Soulmate Is To Me
WHAT A SOULMATE IS TO ME Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around......your SOULMATE. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition, but only a quiet calmness when they are near. You can be yourself an

A Bitter Reality
A Bitter Reality! by Tommy Reed She has gone, she has left, Leaving me like a cleft. Standing lonely in the crowd, No one hears, I'm crying aloud. Not friend, nor foe, She has left, and said NO! Burning days, cold nights, Autumn teases, spring sites. Life never seemed so useless, So troublesome, beyond clueless. That's how the dream ends, Toward disaster and life begins. This is what love lost is, Fool's paradise, a faithless kiss!

My First Blog Woohoo Blah Blah Blah Lol
i have been asked by a few people now why i dont blog.. i got thinking im not realy sure anyone will want to know what im thinking and if they know what im thinking i may freak them out a bit LOL. im not to serious about alot of things, i dont care what people say or may think of me. either your gonna like me or your not. its simple.. im starting to do the mumm thing and its alot of fun, i am learning some cool stuff and some stuff well i wish i hadnt learned. the mumms are like a seperate world. so many different people. like theres one that just seems to hate it here but cant help to stay and make rude comments, she seems mad at life and i can apperciate that. then theres the fun loving one that just finds good in everything. if you hand her a lemon she will make a cake, pie and a drink to boost. then the guys! you got the jerky one that just says the dumbest things why because some of the mumms deserve just that. the insightful guy that seems to have positive imput,then

New And Cool...
I'm tired. I can't sleep. I just woke up and having nightmares lately. Why can't I sleep? I don't know. I need help. Anyhow, talk to anyone about them. I new to this and home to make lots of friends of any age, race and gender. So hit me up if you'd like be a friend of mine doesn't matter where you're from. Maybe you, me and wife and kids can all get together and hang out sometime. Late! So who wants to play a game? There is a game out there called themafiaboss.com/ It's an online community type game without any really experince neccesary. If you're interested in joining it let me know. My name is kaos_theory on there. Contact me. We can have fun and hit other people on there too without real blood or guts. I will guide you and we can buld or own family. If you're interested let me know. All ages, races and sexes are invited. Let's kick some ass people.

Blogs
Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Romeo + Juliet "Has my heart loved 'till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw a true beauty 'till this night."What Famous Movie Kiss Are You? You Are Smores Unusual and unconventional, you make your strange ways work for you. You've got personality - no one's denying that!What Dessert Are You Most Like? Your Guy Is Not A Player! At least, all signs point to "negative" What your guy is: straight up, honest... And a one woman man. This one's a keeper - so hold on to him.Is He A Player?

Angelic Blogs
Now i will tell you what I've done for you 50 thousand tears I've cried Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you And you still won't hear me (I'm Going Under) Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once) Not tormented daily, defeated by you Just when I thought I reached the bottom I dive again I'm going under Drowning you I'm falling forever I've got to break through I'm going under Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies *Whispering* (So I don't know whats real and whats not, So I don't know what's real and what's not *whispering* (whats real and whats not) Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can't trust myself anymore I dive again I'm going under Drowning in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through So go on and scream Scream at me I'm so far away I won't be broken again I've got to breathe I can't keep going under I dive again I'm going under Drowning in you I'm fa

Viper's Random Thoughts
I don't fucking know what it is about me but I find a girl I like, I fall hard for her and then I get completly fucked over in the end of it all even after she offers me some form of hope. I cannot for the life of me get a grasp on the understanding of it all. I mean what the fuck is someone suposed to do when they think they have some ray of hope and just end up finding out that it was a false pretense. Now I wont say I didn't bring it down upon myself but I just don't know anymore. I'm sick, I'm tired and I'm severaly strung out from one relationship to another just to finally figure out that it wasn't shit for anything. I'm starting to realise more and more everyday that I proably have some of the most obsessive friends ever. Now maybe its just me but take a look at this from my stand point for a moment. Now I don't know if I'm just too kind or just too much of a suck up when I know I've been an asshole but I'm one of those guys who has little or no guy friends in real life

Quizzes
You scored as Shadow Spirit. You are a very strange being. Like nothing anyone has ever seen. You are a Shadow Spirit. You weren't born this way. This happened because you were betrayed so many times in life you just gave up. Don't forget; there are people out there who are just like you...you just have to find them first.Shadow Spirit100%Drow92%Dragon92%Sorceress83%Goddess75%Wolf67%Vampyre50%Zombie50%Elf33%Faerie8%

Photo Comp.
Hey everyone! Can you please go vote on my pic. I am in a photo competiton and looking for some help on votes. I really appreciate it. Thanks just click the link to my pic. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=582613&albumid=0&i=1832643066

Quizzies
You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You? well.. Thats accurate! O.o Neskia, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > TYPE P You are a KINKY, CONFIDENT, DOMINANT lover who prefers to give. This means that: You like relatively kinky sex, and you have the great imagination that will always keep your partner guessing and excited! There's no getting bored with you around, you could never settle for dull sex, you wan

Imbolc
Imbolc Incense and Oil Recipes IMBOLC INCENSE 1 part white willow 1 part rowan berries 2 parts benzoin 1/2 part lily of the valley 1/2 part periwinkle Rhiannon's Blend 3 parts Frankincense 3 parts Dragon's Blood 1 part Red Sandalwood 1 part Cinnamon 1/2 part Myrrh Imbolc Oil 10 parts clove oil 20 parts dragon's blood oil 2 drops rose oil 2 drops chamomile oil 1/8 oz. base oil Imbolc Oil 6 drops frankincense oil 3 drops sandalwood oil 3 drops lavender oil 2 drops cinnamon oil 1/8 oz. base oil Imbolc Oil 1/4 oz. almond oil 10 drops orange oil 9 drops Siberian Fir oil 5 drops frankincense oil 5 drops carnation oil 5 drops primrose oil 5 drops ginger oil 5 drops lavender oil 4 drops nutmeg oil dried orange flowers garnet, ruby added to bottle 1/8 oz. base oil Imbolc Oil 10 parts clove oil 5 parts wisteria oil 5 parts lotus oil 5 parts musk oil 20 parts dragons blood oil 1/8 oz. base oil Imbolc Oil 2 drops jasmine oil

Sexual Prefrence!!
You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.Violent88%Wet75%Hot63%Soft63%Exciting63%Sweet13%Awkward0%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs

My Eyes
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain83%Passion67%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes50%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Perfect Drug
Cuddle Party Rules WHAT TO WEAR: Pajamas - nothing too risqué. Think more comfy than sexy. (More drawstrings, less lace. No shorts.) WHAT TO BRING: A pillow or stuffed animal if you like. Juice or sparkling cider is always welcome. Sorry, no liquor folks. Otherwise, just bring your smiling self. STICK TO THE RULES: Rule # 1 - Pajamas stay on the whole time. Rule # 2 - You don't have to cuddle anyone at a Cuddle Party, ever. Rule # 3 - You must ask permission and receive a verbal YES before you touch anyone. (Be as specific in your request as you can.) Rule # 4 - If you're a Yes to a request, say YES. If you're a No, say NO. Rule # 5 - If you're a Maybe, say NO. Rule # 6 - You are encouraged to change your mind. Rule # 7 - Respect your relationship boundaries and communicate with your partner. Rule # 8 - Come get the Cuddle Caddy or ME if there's a concern, problem, or should you feel unsafe or need assistance with anything today. Rule # 9 - Tears an

Pictures
Today should be a good day but its not for me, I miss my son so much, Wish I could be with him right now. Out looking for black bears... See how many pictures I can get of them this weekend :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ervaMPt4Ha0&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fbulletin%2Emyspace%2Ecom%2Findex%2Ecfm%3Ffuseaction%3Dbulletin%2Eread%26messageID%3D3556892176%26MyToken%3Db0c24e45%2Dfc6a%2D4521%2D94b

Pagan Humour
Deity Satisfaction Survey Unknowingly contributed by Liath Macha As I was browsing the spirituality section of a used book store this a folded sheet of paper fell from one of the books. This is what it said :-) God would like to thank you for your belief and patronage. In order to better serve your needs, The Almighty asks that you take a few moments to answer the following questions: 1. How did you find out about your deity? __ Newspaper __ Bible __ Torah __ Koran __ Television __ Book of Mormon __ Divine Inspiration __ Dead Sea Scrolls __ My Mama Done Tol' Me __ Near Death Experience __ Near Life Experience __ National Public Radio __ Tabloid __ Burning Shrubbery __ Other (specify): _____________ 2. Which model deity did you acquire? __ Jehovah __ Jesus __ Krishna __ Cernunnos __ Zeus and entourage __ Odin and entourage __ Allah __ Satan __ Gaia/Mother Earth/Mother Nature __ God 1.0a (Hairy Thunderer) __ God 1.0b (Cosmic Muffin) _

Cut & Paste
To the Beauty's whom send me stuff to pass along as in cutting an pasteing the object,letter,poem etc.I cannot accomplish that feit.Chain type letter shit.I have enough lousey luck with out more.My Life is finally getting somewhat better.There is still much I need to learn on the Computer,an in Time I will.But today is not that time,tomorrow won't be either,or the day after that.Especially with my old delapatated computer.Multitasking is hard enough, + haveing more than 2 windows open or Tabs is also a bit Frustrateing. An when that occurs I loose my Internet.Sometimes for many hrs.I can't afford to loose my internet.Late Afternoon-early night I need this comp.Functioning. to recomunicate with my Ex.The last Women,I'll ever truely Love.As it is I must share my Wireless linskys device with my buddy's 13 yr.old snit of a Daughter.All my time at CherryTap is very Valuable time.I'm very Greatful to be here.Thanks

Headaches
I just dont understand some things. For example, the past three weeks alot of my thingz have been stolen from me. My wedding rings, my dvds, my cds, my car, my money outta my bank account, my speakers, my amp, and my dig. camera. I just dont understand. Itz really killing me. Then my stupid ex husband's fiancee decide she was gonna IM me and cuss me out and tell me that i aint gonna talk to my ex husband ever again and all this shit. Well, that didnt go to good. I swear...if i see that bitch, i swear to God im gonna hurt her....along with the asshole who took my stuff. I am so mad right now...if i had a gun, i honest to God think i would shoot somebody if not myself! I wish my life would just calm down. I wish i could just find a guy who would be nice to me. They dont have to be a my bf, but just my friend...i just want a good friend...someone who will listen to me and hangout with me if i need them to or something. But thatz just impossible with me it seems. Well, i have

My Shit
alright, if anyone knows the song sandstorm.. they will be like 'wtf?!' i ran across this just a few minutes ago.. and had to share it... so here it is.. Darude - Sandstorm Lyrics?! Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dundun dun dundundun dun dun dun dun dun dun dundun dundun BOOM dundun dundun dundun BEEP dun dun dun dun dun dun dun BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BOOM daddaddadadsadadadadadadadadadaddadadadadadaddadadaddadadadadadadadadadadadaddadddadaddadadadd dadadadaddaddada d dadadddaddadaddadadadddadadada nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nnyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo nnn nn nn nn nn nn n nn nnn nn nn nnn nnn nnnnnnnn dddddddd ddadadadadaddadadadadadaadadadadadad BOOM nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM nyunyunyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu BOOM BOOM BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP dadadadadada dda

Vietnam Map
One of the few things that I recieved after my dad passed away last year. On the back you can see all the tac marks. I will be forever greatful that I have this piece of his history and proof that he to was an American hero.

~sheryls Blogs~
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Feelings
This is my first blog ever,so hopefully it's not lame,but it's just something I'm feeling and need to express. Lately I have been feeling some things,that are real hard to explain.I should start by saying I am married,and not happy at all,but there is someone on this site that means a lot to me,and I look forward to every time we get to talk to each other.Lately,our schedules haven't been the most consistant with each others,but I guess that comes with responsibility. I don't know whether to tell this person,that I think I am in love with them,because as I said I am married,and she is in a relationship as well.I have to say though that the things I am feeling are really unexplainable,as I have not met her in person,just heard her voice and talked to her on here every chance I get to.I don't know if the feelings I am having are mutual,but I certainly hope that they are.I just feel the need to be with her,and I don't know how to accomplish this,given both of our current status'.I gues

What The Hell Is Going On?
I am trying to figure out what I did to this women that she can falsly accuse someone of wrong doing and then block them so that they can not deal with the situation in a normal fashion? Any help would be greatly apperciated. This is her ¢¾ bbG ¢¾ CTK President ¢¾ Mrs. Ben Dover ¢¾@ CherryTAP Here is her blog http://cherrytap.com/blog/37936/189325 And if you can help this is me WonderWoman@ CherryTAP

Contests We "the Bombsquad" Helped In
subject: SPECIAL THANKS TO THE BOMB SQUAD FOR HELP ME WIN THE SEXIEST PIEARCING CONTEST!!!!!!!!!!!! date: 2007-01-28 18:00:42 ONCE AGAIN THKS ALOT MUCH LOVE BIGBIRD (repost of original by 'BigBird Stole My Tricycle' on '2007-01-28 17:03:56') Ŧĥě ßøṁḃ§qüåĐ® Family Account@ CherryTAP ♥ĦýþñøtîÇ Êyë§♥™The Elite~ Head Of Ŧĥě ßøṁḃ§qüåĐ®@ CherryTAP BRIAN/THE JAGER KING ~the elite's punisher~ **2nd in charge of the ßøṁḃ§qüåĐ®/MIND@ CherryTAP ♥MiSsB♥BaRtEnDeR@ScOoTeR BaR♥TaZmAns CT SwEeTiE♥@ CherryTAP ♦ØŘǺĻ ḞĬXÅŦÏŐŊ™♦@ CherryTAP LSD's SHELL {Member of Ŧĥě ßøṁḃ§qüåĐ®}@ CherryTAP badraven Member Of Ŧĥě ßøṁḃ§qüåĐ®@ CherryTAP SweetlyPsychotic Member Of Ŧĥě ßø̆

Politics
“Letter Home” By Paul R. Mays 8/9/2007 Mom and Dad, If you are reading this it means I’m not coming home. I am writing this letter because my unit and I are about to insert north of Baghdad in a strike on a bomb making factory that’s making IED’s and it come time for some payback. Mom, I will miss your blackberry cobbler when dinners done and all the little things that you do when I’m home that makes it a place of love and family. I know this will hurt you to the soul but I want you to understand that I and many others knew what we were doing and my eyes also water up, not because of what we deal with here but for what you will have to endure if you get this letter. I only wish I could take the pain from your heart so you could feel nothing but joy but I know that joy is the furthest feeling from your heart at this moment. But try to remember the moments we shared when you taught me of love and family. I have taken that with me in every mission and it sustains

The Oral Caress
Soul Mate By Robert W. Birch ©2001 We met but once as though by chance, we didn't date, or did we dance. We looked into each other's eyes without deception or disguise. A silent message passed between your hungry heart was plainly seen. You saw desire I could not hide, you looked at me and saw inside. How could a glance have said so much, and cause a chill without a touch? What was that chemistry that night, that promised what we felt was right? What satisfaction we'd have missed, If we had not reached out and kissed. I do not know if it was you, or was it I who said, "Let's do." But on that night our souls were bare as surely as our bodies there. Our bodies moved in harmony, I couldn't tell the you from me. And locked in passion as we were, my sense of time began to blur. I must have known you from before, how else could you have reached my core? In life perhaps before this one what had we shared? What had we done? Wit

Overwelmed By All The Attention
Today I added a a person who asked to be my friend. So far I have never denyed a request and I have added anyone who asked. I feel that anyone who asks I will add and they are going to respect me and my way of handeling my page. However this person then asked to see my pics I have for my Family. He got upset when I told him not at the moment. I told him I need to get to know him first before I added him to that part. He then started to cuss at me and rated the rest of my pics that he hadn't rated a 1. This in itself doesn't bother me that they are rated a 1. But the fact that someone who asked to be my friend and I allowed to do so would then demand to see my provate pics and when denyed he flipped out. So I am asking the rest of the people who are my friends should I be selective and start to not allow some requesters to join my friends or should I do as I have always done and allow it. Please let me know what you think. Joanie I appreciate the requests for more pics of me. unfo

Poetry
A simple child That lightly draws its breath, And feels its life in every limb, What should it know of death? I met a little cottage girl: She was eight years old, she said; Her hair was thick with many a curl That clustered round her head. She has a rustic, woodland air, And she was wildly clad; Her eyes were fair, and very fair; --Her beauty made me glad. "Sisters and brothers, little maid, How many may you be?" "How many? Seven in all," she said, And wondering looked at me. "And where are they? I pray you tell." She answered, "Seven are we; And two of us at Conway dwell, And two are gone to sea. "Two of us in the churchyard lie, My sister and my brother; And, in the churchyard cottage, I Dwell near them with my mother." "You say that two at Conway dwell, And two are gone to sea, Yet ye are seven!-I pray you tell, Sweet maid, how this may be?" Then did the little maid reply, "Seven boys and girls are we; Two of us in the Churchyard lie, B

Sweet Seduction
AS I SIT HERE IN LUST BECOMING CLOSER TO EXPRESSIN MY SELF TO U GIVING U MY ALL.. I-C THE SIZE OF UR HUGE HARD THICK COCK AS U GET UNDRESSED IT SENDS SHIVER'S DOWN MY SPINE A FEELING OF SCAREDNESS RUNS THROUGH ME AS I SIT NAKED ON THE BED MY NIPPLES HARD AND WANTING.. I WONDER WHAT EFFECT IT COULD REALLY HAVE DEEP INSIDE WILL I SQUIRT AS U LET IT RUN DOWN UR BALLS COVERING THEM IN MY JUICES WILL IT HURT WILL IT TAKE ME TO A AN ADDICTION LEAVING ME WANTING MORE????? AS U COME CLOSER U SIT BEHIND ME AS U START KISSING MY NECK INSTANTLY MY PUSSY STARTS THROBING AS I FEEL UR GENTALNESS BEHIND ME IN UR TOUCH U START TELLING WHAT U WANT TO DO TO ME PICHING AND RUBBING MY NIPPLES AS U TELL ME NOT TO TOUCH U TILL U SAY ..MY BODY IS IN HEAVEN MY MIND JUST WON'T LET GO AS I FEEL UR COCK HALF WAY UP MY BACK AS U TAKE ME IN SOFTLY WITH UR TOUCH I CLOSE MY EYES U TRACE AROUND MY BREAST WITH UR FINGER'S MY CLIT HARD AS U RUN UR FINGERS DOWN MY TORSO I FEEL UR WANT AND MY WHOLE BODY QUIV

50 Things About Me....
1. Height?-- 5'6" 2. Have you ever smoked heroin?-- Fuck No 3. Do you own a gun?-- Wanna Find Out? 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appts?-- No 6. What do you think of hot dogs? - ewwwww 7. What's your favorite Christmas song?- Bah Humbug (no thats not a song) 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?-- Decaf. Green Tea 9. Can you do push ups?-- yes 10. Is your bathroom clean?-- Damn Skippy 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?-- My Medium Diamond Ring 12. Do you like painkillers?-- they do nothing for me 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?-- HaHaHa.... Flirty Eyes N Smile 14. Do you have A.D.D.?-- According to my mom I do, so Yep 16. Middle Name?-- Ann 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?-- A Hot Man, BDSM Sex, and a Cigarette 4 later 18. Name the last 3 things you have bought?-- Gas, Lunch and Cigarettes 19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:-- Water, Green Tea and Vitamin Water 22. Current worry?-- Thats

Riddle Of The Day
Arnold Schwarzenegger has a big one. Michael J. Fox has a small one. Madonna doesn't have one. The Pope has one but doesn't use it. Clinton uses his all the time. Bush is one Mickey Mouse has an unusual one. Liberace never used his on women. Jerry Seinfeld is very, very proud of his. Cher claims that she took on 3. We never saw Lucy use Desi's. What is it? Answer below! (this is pretty good ) ...... ......... .............. .................... .... The answer is: "A Last Name." You didn't think I'd send you a dirty joke, did you???? Naw not me

This Is What I Want
hello everyone. thank you for viewing my page. i love bbws and ssbbws. i am looking to make friends on here and maybe meet some girls in my area. i live in southern california. i run several karaoke shows and can carry a tune. i am very happy go lucky for the most part and very playful. if you are interested please leave me a message and we can chat.

What U Dont Know
Mom got so upset when a guest came in the door and plopped their purse down on the counter where she was cooking or setting up the buffet. She always said that purses are really dirty, because of where they have been. Smart Momma!!! Have you ever noticed gals who set their purses on public restroom floors that go directly to their dining tables? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our purses, do you have any idea what's on the outside? Shauna Lake put purses to the test - for bacteria - with surprising results. You may think twice about where you put your purse. Women carry purses everywhere; from the office to public restrooms to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught without their purses, but did you ever stop to think about where your purse goes during the day? "I drive a school bus, so my purse has been on the floor

Ahhhhh...lol
Ok so I'm in north TX not west TX and it's all orange outside with 50 mph winds....This fucking sucks. Not to mention extremely eerie looking..I am just glad the games finished up before it rolled in. Well it pisses me off that I washed my damn car yesterday...Shoulda known better. OK FINISHED RANTING FOR NOW.... I'M SURE I'LL FIND SOMETHING ELSE TO BITCH ABOUT LATER. Like the fact that I did just dust the house and there is red sand coming in around my fucking door!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... I just FINALLY got myspace down and now I have to learn this shit again...GRRRRR....Anyone give me a shout ^.^ Damn you Stacey & Mike...lol....It's ya'lls fault I'm here even though you don't know each other..hehe

Lost
When god calls little children to dwell with him above,We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of his love.For no heartache compares with the death of one small childwho does so muchto make our world seem wonderful and mild.Perhaps god tires of calling the aged to his Fold, so he picks a rosebud before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them ,and so he takes but a few To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.Beleiving this is difficult, still somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be goodbye.So when a little child departs, we who are left behind must realize God loves children Angels are hard to find . My Little Angel may you rest in Peace. Gage Anthoney Love Nanna WHY DO WE STILL LIVE IN THE DARK AGES ???? I READ A POST THAT WAS HORRID ...... HOW DARE ANYONE JUDGE ???? EVERYONE BLEEDS RED LAST TIME I CHECKED ..... HATERS BEWARE ...... GOD LOVES EVERYONE AND DOES NOT JUDGE BY COLOR OR RACE OR CREED... GIVE IT UP WILL YOU ????? THERE IS ENO

I Feel Like Shit
damn last night me and my girls went out to play shuffleboard,, and we got just alittle drunk.. ok alot drunk. there was boobies and panties and pictures and alot i mean alot of bud light and whiskey sours at our table.. our team won all four but the way i feel today i dont know if that was worth it... yeah it was.. so we went back to my house about 11:30 then got a call from the other team at jojo's and they wanted us to come down and have a few drinks...(as if any of us needed anymore) so we went down but i had my housecoat and slippers on so they were all teasing me... they were just upset cause i was the only comfortable one hehehe well everyone have a great day and hopefully next wednesday i wont feel as bad...( i doubt that but i can hope right)

Bored
JUST THINK AS MANY PPL ARE ON THIS SITE HOW MANY OF US ARE SITTING HERE BORED TO DEATH WHATS WRONG WITH THIS UNLESS IM POSTING NEW PICS IM BORED OUT OF MY MIND GOD I NEED A LIFE BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED PLZ SOMEONE WAKE ME UP FROM THIS AWFUL DAY BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED

Friends
DOES ANYONE OUT THERE ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT THE TRUE MEANING OF BEING A FRIEND IS I DONT THINK ALOT OF PPL DO AND I THINK THATS SAD IM REALLY PISSED THAT THE WORD FRIENDSHIP DONT MEAN WHAT ITS SUPPOSED MEAN TO PPL ANYMORE I WANT A FRIEND THAT WILL BE THERE FOR ME LIKE IM THERE FOR THEM SOMEONE WHO WILL HAVE MY BACK LIE FOR ME TRUST ME WITH THERE MOST INTIMATE SECRET I WANT SOMEONE THAT I CAN TRUST SOMEONE THAT I CAN SHARE MY DEEPEST THOUGHTS TO AND NOT HAVE THEM GO BEHIND MY BACK AND TELL THE FIRST PERSON THEY SEE SOMEONE I CAN TRUST MY LIFE AND OR THE LIVES OF MY CHILDREN WITH I MUST BE THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS THE TRUE MEANING I FEEL SO ALONE NOW AND THATS SAD AS WELL

Once Booed In Cherryville
My mom has terminal cancer, and it sucks ass. It's a damned sorry thing to see your own mother go from being able to do for herself to being frustratingly helpless in such a short period of time. Example: she picked up my niece from kindergarten on her last day of school before the Christmas holiday, but the cancer spread to her spine and she was unable to walk when my niece returned to school after New Years. It was a grand total of less than two weeks. Her spirits remain high, but my own have taken a beating. Its hard to watch a woman who busted her ass to raise me and my sister as a single mom be felled so quickly by cancer. In a way, she had it coming, as cruel as it is to say that. My mom smoked for most of her life, and had a very hard time quitting despite the encouragement of my sister and me. She tried and tried to quit, but she never could quite kick the habit. And now she's paying for it with her life. She's not dead yet, but she's slowly dying a pain

Life In General
I have found that family does always mean blood ties, that families can be woven together in many ways. In the last year my family has grown quite large and 2 people impaticular I have grown very close to and am proud to say they are a large part of my life these days. If either of you read this you know who you are and I want you to know how much you mean to me. As I said my family has grown quite large and I am proud of all of the new people I have gained as sisters, brothers, son or daughters. I may seem to be rambling but the real moral here is that family is not just a word for blood relatives or relatives you aquire by marriage it is a word that means people in your life that you are want to share your life with, people that you are always there for and who are always there for you no matter what. The 2 people I mentioned above have been a sorce of strength for me during some very trying times over the past several months and I Thank them with al my heart and I love them very

Free At Last
You can be pretty easygoing, but today sees you nearing your limits. Don't be too surprised if you snap at someone who's telling you some bad news. Things should pick up for you in the very near future. Yeah i'm a lil edgey today... I hate this mood.... help make me laugh His touch was amazing, Like the sun wrapping me in it's warmth....My skin, oh how, my skin weakend with every brush of his flesh untill I melted in his arms... He flowed through me as a midnight summers wind so strong it steals my breath... His will overpowering mine, the wanting of giving into this ecstasy that he so needlingly offers.. I wraped my body around his, to feel him deeper within this light of selflessness ...his world into mine...such music we made.... The song of morning came ringing in with a mystifing glow of gold....Our bodies lay still as a peacful slumber comes creeping to hold us in her glory..... so we may find each other again with rested eyes. Well, there is alot that i have gon

Love
Subject: Fw: starbucks denies coffee to troops > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Recently, Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let >them know how much they liked their coffees and > > > to request that they send some of it to the troops there. > > > Starbucks replied, telling the Marines- thank you for your support of >their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in >it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. > > > So, as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by not >buying any of their products! > > > As a war vet writing to fellow patriots, I feel we should get this out. >I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't >mean we don't support the troops on the ground fighting street-to-street >and house-to-house for what they believe is right. If you feel the same as >I do then pass this along. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll >all be t

Lita's Lyrics
My nylons are melting down my legs Your heart is pounding at my throat I can't catch my breath I lost it when your fingertips Ran down my back and up my neck Your kiss makes me feel like this I'm so hungry for your sex I'm so hungry for your sex I got an appetite for love tonight I wanna taste your sweet thing I wanna feel the sting of your sex, of your sex My body all painted lipstick red We ripped the sheets right off the bed My fingernails left fiery trails Across your back, oh, tell me baby How'd you like that little pussycat scratch I'm so hungry for your sex I'm so hungry for your sex I got an appetite for love tonight I wanna taste your sweet thing I wanna feel the sting of your sex, of your sex I'm so hungry for your sex I'm so hungry for your sex I'm so hungry for your sex I got an appetite for love tonight I wanna taste your sweet thing I wanna feel the sting of your sex, of your sex I'm so hungry for your... Lisa, you are the shelte

Sav's Lucky Foxx Blogs
Next time you use a pair of rubber gloves you can remember this..... A dentist noticed that his next patient, a little old lady, was nervous so he decided to tell her a little joke as he put on his gloves. "Do you know how they make these gloves?" he asked. "No, I don't," she replied. "Well," he spoofed, "there's a building in Mexico with a big tank of latex and workers of all hand sizes walk up to the tank, dip in their hands, let them dry, then peel off the gloves and throw them into boxes of the right size." She didn't crack a smile. "Oh, well. I tried," he thought. But five minutes later, during a delicate portion of the procedure, she burst out laughing. "What's so funny?" he asked. "I was just envisioning how condoms are made!" Gotta watch those little old ladies! Their minds are always working.....

Guess I Am...
You asked once: Do I Brag or Bad Mouth You to my Friends? LETS SEE: I: loved you once, loved that we were best friends, loved the time we spent together and loved our wild sex life. YOU: played me once, used our friendship, wasted the time we shared and enjoyed our wild sex life. I: offered friendship,companionship and compassion YOU: offered lies and heartache I: told my friends and family about you YOU: kept me your dirty lil secret I: was in need of a friend to help through the bad times in my life YOU: were no where to be found YOU: were in need of a friend to help through the bad times in you life. I: gave support,compassion,companionship and friendship. I: helped a friend through one of the worst times in his life. YOU: used the only person that cared enough to be there in your time of need. I: Woke from my nightmare that was us.. YOU: Still trying to be a Player. So my answer is in the form of a question. DID YOU EVER GIVE ME

Need A Change
life tends to be a little short so ya gotta make the best of it i say, life must go on afterall and you gotta take it as its dealt to ya,it sometimes sends you for a loop i suppose but sometimes itll bounce back and kiss ya right on the lips,so charish it when it does cause you wont get many kisses and youll get lots of kicks in the butt,trust me on this one my friends it can be excrusiating at times but the kisses will always come back to you... did ya ever notice sometimes things just become to much to handle and ya just need to change everything around you? just your intire look at the world around you and life in general.sometimes people can change as well and sometimes you can help that process along. but heres the question whens enough enough?when do you just give up hope that someone and somethings can change.do you just take life as it is?or do you keep up the fight?do you just say itll never change and just except the inevitable.life of misery and sadness.then again maybe th

Sexy
when you come to the end of the road of the once amazing relationship why is it regardless of the problems accurred you just stay around even when it's OVER? what's up with that so many people stay in the worst situations and are so unhappy but feel they need to stay in the wreck they have found instead of finding a new way of finding the complete happiness they do deserve.Why holy shit, I don't get it anyone can throw some answers my way why is it that couples seem to want to have another person join with you during sex (the helper) If your happy with the one your doing then why is it that others get put in the subject everytime. If your passion is high and your a freak then why is it that helpers are needed. thats the question of the day.

Eric Fubar Policy
Said so awhile back but takes re-iteration I suppose... and more true now, than then. I rarely visit the bulletin section, I rarely post bulletins or repost them. It's like reading one's spam-tagged mail in hopes of coming across some... worse, really, much. If you post something in a bulletin and are surprised I didn't know about it - ... ah. If you want me to know about it there's a better chance, anyway, I will, if you post it in a blog. If it is essential that I know about it- find out my personal e-mail (I've put it in a reachable place) and mail me. I have been allowing people in my family list to leave HTML in comments in my profile for awhile now. I forget how the permitted becomes the expected and soon one is stepping in photos. I need to be able to load my page quickly, and if people leave fewer comments because they're thinking about text to write rather than borrowing something from Friendster.Com Profile Images!, well, I can deal with that. Really. Heck with. Did not wan

Who Cares
WELL I AM JUST GONNA SAY THIS.... I HAVE DECIDED I HAVE 2 SIGNS ON MY BODY.... 1. I MAKE MONEY 2. I AM A GOOD LISTENER.. TELL ME ALL YOUR PROBLEMS... AGAIN... I DONT MIND THAT PEOPLE WANT TO TALK TO ME... BUT.... I HAVE 2 PEOPLE THAT I LOVE TO PIECES... AND THAT I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR... THATS ENOUGH.. I DONT NEED ANYMORE... IF YOU NEED TO TALK .. IM HERE BUT PLEASE DONT EXPECT ME TO HAVE ALL THE ANWSERS AND PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE... REMEMBER I HAVE PROBLEMS TOO ... AND SOMETIMES I NEED AN EAR .... THANKS EVERYONE IM SORRY IF ANYONE IS OFENDED OR STOPS TALKIN TO ME BECUZ OF THIS ... PLEASE DONT TAKE IT THAT WAY...

What Would You Do For Someone You Love?
Would You Die For Your Love ? Current mood: predatory I was born dead.........so I couldn't die for them, but I would kill for them or even kill them if they were in unbearable pain and asked politely, I'd sacrifice my freedom, even give up my precious soul to be tortured for eternity........that's what I'd do for anyone I love !!! What would you do???? Hmmmmm Meow Kittens, ~~Sybil

My Dark Little World . . .
I wrote this a while ago, I like it. It's called "Strong Enough?" Is your love strong enough? You are of the darksome night. Is my caress too rough? Like the beating of my heart, Is your love strong enough? Whips sing and blades cut as through butter, Heart's beat screams and echos in my head. Passion rises and passion falls, Pain, sex and blood are eternal. Is your love strong enough? Sweet coppery candy rolls on my tongue, Pretty red candy coats my body and yours. Rivulets flow from red mouths, how beautiful. Wanna lick? Wanna taste? Stay with me throught the night? Is your love strong enough? (c) Surreal Butterfly Is there anything sweeter than blood? More addictive than sex? More lustful than chocolate? Nope. Not in my world. My life is intermixed with these three in such delicious ways. The other night I shocked a man by my honesty. Why, I don't have a freakin' clue, but I did. We where talking about inane things you usually find strangers talking about,

If I Only Knew.... By Sybil
HATE.......if I only knew this emotion Current mood: loved I've never hated someone, but if I were to you would be at the top of the list............and this comes from my heart !!! I'm sick of the low blows which spew from your cockdock in regards to me and mine, I'm sick of the wise ass comments you make in reference to me and mine, I'm sick of the threats you make directly to me and indirectly to get back to me , the put downs, the accusations, I'm just plain sick of you........... and you do these things why??? Because you can't have me !!! Remember one thing loser I didn't fuck up and end us, it was you....... You have spoke ill of me why? because you are hurt, well get the fuck over it !!!! It's that ugliness and evil that's inside you which preys upon hurting others via belittling, criticizing, and sabotaging their character in front of those who are so weak minded they believe your twisting of the truth is a reality, and foolishly think you're some fuckin

Strip Tease Workout
The sexiest workout ive ever done! Ive mastered the lap dance, hip hop dance, and a really sexy librarian dance. I really recommend this to any woman, esp if they dont know how to give a lap dance, that should be a necessity. :) Ill just send out a warning now. Guys do not try this! You might look like a bonehead and I will make fun of you. LOL Have a look.....

Though's
It’s early Monday morning and I’m anxiously waiting for my plan to land in Boston. My hands are shaking and thoughts are just running franticly in my head. The question of is this right? Am I doing the right thing? OMG I can’t wait to see you. Even threw my nerves I can feel my damp panties as they rub against my throbbing pussy. My sweet juices slowly flowing from the thought of meeting you and from the knowledge that by the end of the day you will be mine. I can’t stand it much longer the intense feelings running threw my body. I reach under my skirt and run my hands up my leg starting at the knee feeling the smooth cool material of my stockings give away to the even softer feeling of my thighs knowing that not much farther and my fingers will touch my wetness threw the opening in my panties. Touching myself feeling skin that is as smooth as the day I was born. Letting my index finger slowly slip between the damp folds, barely touching myself. My finger gently touches

Tracfone
Everyone has to be in touch with each other in this fast pace world. So like everyone else, I got a Cell Phone. I had a phone with Cingular, but thought I could get a better deal. Boy Was I Wrong!! I got a pre-pay cell and got it activated. It never really worked right, and charged me for roaming, in my home area. So, I got a better phone, more minutes, and then tried to transfer my old number to my new phone. You would think it was rocket science. Long story short, it took three weeks, and a threat to a supervisor to drop all business with the company, to get my phone in working order. By the way, they wound up having to change my number anyway, so I wound up waiting 3 weeks, for something they fixed in 3 minutes. My advice to all who read, GO WITH A NATIONAL CARRIER, Screw Tracfone.

Ladies....... You Have To Use Your Mouth!!!!
Ok ladies take heed. :) You have to use your mouth or he might just find someone who will. :) Make sure you listen all the way through, its HILARIOUS! http://www.indianpad.com/story/15119

My Writings
Your like a fuckin dream gone wrong you eat away at whats left of my soul the soul that barely exists in this fuckin black hole Are you scared of reality? The thing that actually exists cuz latley you've been hiding behind the mirror like a scared little bitch But I dont care Cuz ima be swingin my hatchet in the air as i ride Screamin "fuck the world" with clown love pride. These thoughts inside my head are horrible They are tellin me to kill my family Kill my friends Kill my lover The urge is insane There's somethin wrong with my brain Am I going insane? Is this real or fake It feels so good The thought of seein the blood drip drip drip Mother fucker watch what you say You just might get ya wig split **fuccn wit her fuccn forget it/this hole i got dug ill put u into it/cuz i be that way/c-ghost fuccas/who wanna play/talkin that talk/watch me as i c-walk over ur grave/n this shit is jus to grave to understand to u/but nuttin compared to wehut i cud do to u if

Faded
Fading as the days go by, Things have changed, no reasons why. All the hurt and all the pain, Tears rush out like pouring rain. Need to stop and gain control, For I should be the only one to hold my soul. My heart is no longer for you to take, These choices are mine alone to make. Now it will be only me, To find a way to become free. So in time I can only pray, That eventually I will find my way. Hey everyone.....wasn't sure what to put up here so i thought up a poem. Sorry if it sucks...lol

My Hart
most man will not write some thing like these but i'm not most man.i need some one i can love and will love me back.my hart lust for love.my man hude lust will just lust.my hart relly hurt for a woman to love.the way i fill win a woman is in my armes i have almost forgot.it just fill so good to hode a woman just hode her in my armes.i dont know y i'm even writing these i gess to get it out if u thank u can help me out will go a head.

Results In The Sexy Lingerie Contest!
THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT IN THE SEXY LINGERIE CONTEST ... I DIDNT WIN BUT DID VERY WELL THANKS TO ALL OF YOU!! I WON A $25 GIFT CERTIFICATE TO THE LINGERIE SITE OF THE GENTLEMANN THAT RAN THE CONTEST... CHECK HIS SITE OUT WHEN YOU GET A CHANCE ;-)... ONCE I FIGURE OUT WHAT TO ORDER I WILL MODEL IT FOR EVERYONE :-)!! HERE IS HIS SITE ADDY http://www.pinkkittylingerie.com/index.php?osCsid=aebf12a281adfe1a6603764008c84d21

Popping My Cherry!
Hey everybody... As you can see I am new here and am looking forward to meeting some new friends and hanging out. Stop by and check out my profile and let me know what you think and I will do the same. Here's to ya!

I Will Be Starting A Contest For The Guys ... "mens Sexy Booty Contest"
OK GUYS HERE IS YOUR CHANCE TO BE IN A CONTEST THAT I WILL BE RUNNING AND I WILL BE GIVIN OUT A PRIZE TO THE TOP WINNER... THERE WILL BE 3 WINNERS IN ALL #1 WILL BE DETERMINED BY 3 JUDGES THAT I PIC #2 WILL BE ON # OF PEOPLE THAT RATE YOUR PHOTO #3 WILL BE ON # OF COMMENTS I WILL DECIDE BEFORE THE CONTEST ENDS WEATHER OR NOT ALL 3 WILL GET A PRIZE OR IF ONLY THE TOP WINNER WILL!! SEND ME A MESSAGE TO LET ME KNOW WHAT PIC YOU WANT IN THE CONTEST AND AS SOON AS I GET ENOUGH IN THE CONTEST I WILL START IT. LETS FIND OUT WHO HAS THE SEXIEST BOOTY OUT THERE :-)!! MUCH LOVE YOURHOOVERGIRL

Bigkicker
I NEED A VIP OR SOME BLING OR WHATEVER YOU CAN SPARE SO I CAN GET SOME CHERRY POINTD BECAUSE I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IN ABOUT 6 MONTHS SO ANY HELP I CAN GET I WILL GLADLY APPRECIATE IT THANKS!!!!! if anybody could help me i would gladly appreciate it thanks!!!!! repost

Nate's Rants And Raves..
Liberty Services was raided by the FBI and all gold, silver, and records, confiscated. Liberty Services distributes a private currency called the Liberty Dollar. Unlike the U.S. dollar, the Liberty Dollar is backed by gold and silver. Despite statements by the U.S. Treasury departmen that the Liberty Dollar is legitimate, Liberty Services has been continually harrassed by the government, culminating in a statement from the U.S. Mint last year that use of the Liberty Dollar is a federal crime. (The truth of the matter is that there is NO law prohibiting the use of private currencies in the United States so long as they are not represented as "legal tender" or official U.S. currency. Numerous other private currencies abound in the U.S. Among these are the Ithaca Hour and the Phoenix Dollar.) The Liberty dollar has been available in two three forms: "hard" currency in either gold or silver, certificates that were redeemable for a specified amount of gold or silver, and electronic

Contest Ending Please Read!!
THE LOVELY LIPS CONTEST WILL BE OVER TOMORROW NIGHT I BELIEVE SO BOM THE HELL OUTTA MY PIC TONIGHT AND TOMORROW PLEASE.. AND THANKS FOR ALL THE HARD WORK YOU GUYS HAVE DONE FOR ME IN THIS CONTEST AS IT STANDS SO FAR IT LOOKS LIKE I WILL WIN ON RATING AND COMMENTS.. SO IT WILL BE UP TO THE JUDGES AS TO WHO THE OVERALL WINNER IS... WHO KNOW MAYBE I WILL WIN ALL 3 WHOOOHOOO!!! THANKS AGAIN AND MUAHHHHHHHH!!!! THANKS AGAIN HOOVERGIRL

Misc Stuff
hello this is my first blog ever and i am useing it to pimp my IMVU account out hope you stop by 2 see it. I'mGuest_digge69on thank you this is a click link for my lounge if you want to join click the pic and join i will soon have a live stream in their

For Submissives
1. I need to feel safe. Before I can begin to open my submissive nature to You I need to feel safe and have reason to trust You. To let down my walls and give You control of my will may take time and testing before I feel safe enough to permit either of us to go beyond the initial stages of our relationship. Even after I've given myself to You fully, I need to be reminded I am safe with You. I may like to feel the thrill and excitement of fear and the unknown, but I need to be sure no matter how You stimulate those emotions during an intense scene or situation, I will remain safe in Your care. 2. I need to know You accept me for all I am. I will be many things to You as our relationship grows and I need to know You accept me as a person during each transition along the way. I need to know You accept me as a friend, lover, companion, and Your submissive but also accept me as parent, child, employee, community member or other roles I fill in my obligations to family or so

Toby Keith
PRICELESS Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Even though I quit drinking a very LONG time ago, I can't help but enjoy this one Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com A lesser known song by this artist Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Your Feelings On The War Is It A Mistake Or Not
Chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Your smile makes me smile... Your talks make me glad.. Your company makes me happy... But your absence makes me sad... Be always with me my friend!!! Send this to all your friends in your list and also back to me if i am your friend.... If you get more than 7 you are lovable...which I know you are! for myself i feel that at first we need it but now. I feel its wrong that are troops or over there and that we need to get them out. i feel that bush has maked to many mistakes and the the US need to get out and let them have their civil war. please let me know how you feel about it.

What's A Salute????
What is a Fubar Salute and how do I make one? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your Fubar profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.fubar.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: fubar.com *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your Salute: You may wear your LostCherry or CT t-shirt, and show your fubar.com Home Page (which has to be clear) as part of your background. Please include the above three items to ENSURE your salute is verified. All Salutes are approved by the Fubar bouncers. Using fake or bogus photos wil

How I Am In Bed
- Brandy's Sexy Acronym - Bis for...BlueRis for...RisqueAis for...ArousingNis for...NakedDis for...DivineYis for...Yummy The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM100%Sex God88%A Romantic45%Virgin28%How are you in bedcreated with

Purging
At last I've found a voice for to speak,To the Queen of England from her subject so meek.How can you sleep at night, mind peaceful body limp,Enjoying life to the fullest with nary a hint,Of how your old money came into hands On the backs of others in far away lands.Your monarchy grew by leaps and by boundsNot once did you question how your fourtunes were found.Do you let your mind wander to the days of old, When your ancestors reached out and went for the gold?In thier greed they starked claim with a flag and thier rules,Saying "Nobody's here just some savaged fools."You said you discovered there for you owned,All riches and resources the indians called home.We thought you spoke truth with your treaties so grand,We lost our life styles and you took the land.Some tears some bitterness and plenty of hurt,A people worn down by your laws and your dirt.Exploitation, assimilation words not easy to say,From a people who survived and won't go away.Like the pheonix we're rising from bended knee

~all Me~
Send this to all you friends and ones you care about. Mix it up a little bit, make it funny, make it real. It's up to you, have fun. Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. ;) I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be ________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) SO here is another for ya'll to get in your inbox! :) Body: Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe--- dont even think about it... Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [

Poems
im good at helping others... but i have yet to learn how to help myself.. guess its just something i gotta live with? just once id like a little something thrown my way ya know?... maaaaan fuck it, im stuck in it, long live life, yet life seems too long to live alone and alone it shall be till the day it happens. it happens to those who wait, those good things, but will it be too late? will the good have not come fast enough? fo sho i shall wait and see, theres still many pages in this book im reading called "my long life", the story of the life is again, too long.. i wish i had a spoiler and knew if the book turned out to be good, if somewhere down the line the chapters started to get a little brighter... but for now i must use my nightlight to give a false hope for something that could possible be there if i keep trying I walk Miles inside my soul insearch of who i am, i come empty handed with dark holes inside my past. I have lost what i am and i havent a clue what i am becoming. My

Why
I dont need anyone to tell me I'm not the prettiest person, I also dont need anyone to tell me that I dont have the kinda body they want on a woman... I am smart enough to know that I wont have anyone ever love me .. truly love me.... I am also adult enough to admit it hurts... I just want someone to choose me first and not to be there just incase person... I am tired of that so ....

New Here
Hey, new here! 19/f Monroe, NJ .. this thing looked better than myspace, so I decided to join. I'm definitely going to add some new pics tomorrow. So what do you do with the points, and what are some features around here? LOL new here. send me a friend request ;)

Chunky Chicks
Today, I thought I would talk about something that is important to all chicks and especially chunky chicks. For those of you who may know me or those of you who may read this blog, it is no secret that I am a big girl. What I find a lot of times, is that even the ones that are extraordinarily beautiful don't realize their own beauty. To make matters worse, it seems like too many other people with preconceived ideas of what should be beautiful don't realize the beauty that big girls possess. For many years now, we have been told that if you are not thin, you are not in. Smaller is best. Well I just say that I don't believe that one bit. I've seen many beautiful women who were not at all thin. Being a big girl often comes with low self-esteem and many stereotypes. Women think they are not pretty. They feel like they are not attractive enough to get a man to be interested in them. They think that something must be wrong with them if the guys don't look at them the same way they look at

*rip Gram*
Figured I'd post a quick blog. To all of u who i'm friends with... became aquainted with.. and those of u wonderin where i've been.. For some.. u already knew I was back n forth w/ my gram at the hospital and nursing home, Well it's all over with now and my gram is no longer suffering. She passed away last fri morning.. the morning after I went to visit her for the day. I've been extremely crushed and been going insane and havent had much time to even think about signing in or signing online for that matter. Tomorrow is her service so it'll be a few more days till i'll be back to normal- poppin cherries and messages and such. Just didn't need anyone thinkin im avoiding them =) I'll be back soon enuff...

First Go At It...
Sitting in my ride watching all you angels go buy, I know I am safe for you are guiding me all the way, the days are long and the nights well there my days for I sleep most in the light and ride in the darkness, but I see my angels and they shine my light so I can see the way, for most I have not met but I know if needed they would not rest till I am safe. My angels are not hidden for you can see for yourself here on page the ones that speak the most are the ones guiding me day to day, they are the beautiful flowers that grow in your garden, they are the light that lights the day. You can see them by the smile on my face, for when I am down and out they bring me around change my frown to a smile, they warm my heart on the coldest nights, and cover the holes that I am aboout to fall into... To all my dearest ladies on my page I just want to thank you not for being my friend but becoming an Angel to me.... So now it was Valentines day, I had to work all day and most the

Master & Slave Rules
The following 128 rules are written in the context of a M/s (Master/slave) relationship, but could be used by those in a D/s (Dominant/submissive) relationship, and provide a good project for those submissive/slave males to adapt them towards their relationship with their Dominatrix/Mistress, respectively (double meaning intended). Some notes for the female to take into consideration when using these rules and participating in a Master/slave relationship (or any part of the BDSM world out there): 1. The Master/slave relationship is a complex one requiring a serious commitment to honest and open communication, and the practice of learned responsibilities for the care and protection of each person's well being, psychological, physical, sexual, social, and emotional health. you can protect both you and your Master's participation through the use of selected safe words (like 'yellow' and 'red') and gestures (such as tight hand holds, wiggling of a limb, or opening of a hand). Don't e

Welcome To Reganland!
Hi everyone! I havent really had a chance to let you all in on my crazy life yet, but now you will all learn as start writing my blogs. Also to all who has stopped by to say hi or to check me out, I want to say thanks, im always looking to meet new people and reconnect with old ones too! My life as a pornstar is quite crazy, irritating at times, but definitely an adventure! I cant wait to start filling you all in on my daily events that happen to me. Sometimes, the oddest and most unusual chain of eventsoccur all in the same day, things that just dont happen to normal people. So keep checking back in to learn more about me! xoxo

Friends And Family
Missing Girl Please look at the picture, read what her mother says, then forward this message on. Maybe if everyone passes this on, someone will see this child. That is how the girl from Stevens Point was found by circulation of her picture on tv. The internet circulates even overseas, South America, and Canada etc. Thanks Please pass this to everyone in your address book. We have a Deli manager (Acme Markets) from Philadelphia, Pa who has a 13 year old daughter who has been missing for 2 weeks. Keep the picture moving on. With luck on her side she will be found. "I am asking you all, begging you to please forward this email on to anyone and everyone you know, PLEASE. My 13 year old girl, Ashley Flores, is missing. She has been missing for now two weeks. It is still not too late. Please help us. If anyone any where knows anything, please contact me at: mailto:HelpfindAshleyFlores@yahoo.com I am including a picture of her. A

Alone In The Darkness.
Dancing alone in the dark, fear no longer a worry, I walk in silence watching people live their lives in a hurry. Loneliness welcomes me into its solemn embrace, my tears used to flood but they no longer race. Moisture never comes to my eyes only sadness, all because I'm used to being alone in the darkness. Sacrifices are made, regrets begin to form, sadness becomes as wild as the raging storm. Raindrops fall, ticking off another minute of life gone by, Staring at him with anger I wonder why I even try. Material things are of no value when given as a gift of lust, a relationship is meant for love, respect and trust. I know you don't respect me because of the way you act or speak, terror fills me at the thought of laying awake to listen to the floor creak! When it comes to women I can't trust you out of my sight, why, when I try to tell you my thoughts do you not listen, you just fight. Am I just your personal maid and private whore, please tell me, I w

Charmed's Daily Thoughts...
THE STONE......... AFTER THE THROW. THE WORD............... AFTER ITS SAID. THE OCCASION.......... AFTER THE LOSS. THE TIME...................... AFTER ITS GONE. One of my friends emailed my this and just thought I would share it.

Music
You are a diamond Cut with many facets. But not the cold hard stones Men take and fashion. You are a living diamond. Men dig rocks from the earth, Take them in their hands, Cut and fashion them. A thing of beauty emerges, Yet it's of their own making. But no one could ever take you, Fashion you after their own plan And make you how they wished. You must be what you are. A man holds a diamond in his hands. He examines its different facets. Turns it this way and that To see how the light reflects From its different angles. But no one can take you. Hold you passive And see your beauty sparkle. Only you can make it shine.

In Memory Of My Fiance's Great Aunt Dorothy
Hello all my friends,family, and ppl who I do not know yet a couple days ago My Fiance Kristina got a call from her sister, saying that their great aunt who they loved so much has passed a way, I know she's taking hard right now and all I asked of u ppl please stop by my fiance's profile and please give ur condonses, and best wishes for her in this trouble time she's dealing with and hope she feels better as time goes and we all get older and let her memories of her great aunt keep her alive in her heart so her spirt will go on even after it has left this world, in lite of all of this I think we need to spend time with the ones we love and care about in knowing life is short, and live life like it was or last day on earth and give remembrance to all those we have lost in the past, our family and friends and make everyday count from the time u wake up to u go to bed, and give thanks each and every day of our lives and bre thankful for the things we have and not take advantance of what w

Robert Burns
Scotland's national poet Robert Burns was born on the 25th of January, 1759. In Scotland we celebrate his birth by having a bit of a party, eating haggis, drinking whisky and reciting his poetry. Burns died on the 21st of July 1796 and his works are still read world wide. Burns wrote in the Scot's dialect, which isn't always easily understood - even by Scottish people! My favourite Burns poem is: My Luve is like a Red Red Rose O, my luve's like a red, red rose, That's newly sprung in June. O, my luve's like the melodie, That's sweetly play'd in tune. As fair art thou, my bonie lass, So deep in luve am I, And I will luve thee still, my Dear, Till a' the seas gang dry. Till a' the seas gang dry, my Dear, And the rocks melt wi' the sun! O I will luve thee still, my Dear, While the sands o' life shall run. And fare thee weel, my only Luve, And fare thee weel a while! And I will come again, my Luve, Tho' it were ten thousand mile! In standard En

Dreammaker's Dreamgirl
I originally joined Cherrytap just to pass the time over this winter. Then I opened my Febuary addition of Playboy and found my dreamgirl in it's centerfold. 1. I find her to be immensely Physically Attractive. 2. She's an athlete in my personnally favorite activity. 3. She's a self starter; studying to become a CSI, & innitiates contact with men she is attracted to. 4. She's a clean cut, wholesome young lady who is p[osing in Playboy for just the money.

The Heritic Album
> Get First Only On Cherry Tap Exclusive Album Release > With Artwork Done By Cherry Tap's 1 and Only > WIKKED MAMI~K.O.T. Member@ CherryTAP > > DOWNLOAD THE ALBUM HERETIC BY SYNASTA CLICK HERE > Click the above link to download the Album by Synasta, some straight up hard rap, commin straight outta Phoenix

One I Love
well i aint posted a blog for a while so im ganna say that i have been taught how to have a good life and bee good to my kids and now since i have helped once again it yet fails to work. i was raised up being abused and now i have a cousin who is going through the same thing and again dcfs fails to realize what is happening to her. but they rather herass people like me and have me re-live the past once again while a baby girl thats 1 month old lay up in hospital sick as hell. mean while some others wants to call dcfs on the mother and father for no real reason. but dcfs still persist to bother and heras. whats the use of living happy and free while being lied to from dcfs. i even went through therapy for 4 1/2 years of my life just so dcfs can use th past when i was 11-12 years old when i was all messed up in the head. but while those who have made a baby girl who is sick get away with it while we the good people get blamed for putting babies and or kids in harm to where

Poetry - Look
I look from these spheres of sight, catching a glimpse of the tranquil light, miles apart from the life ive seen, images of pain and self loathing, pictures of hate and inner turmoil, a life on the run from my own shadows, afraid to aproach and shaken by desire, alone in this breading ground of ill repute, judged by the ignorant and stoned by society, held in contempt for my repented sins, never forgiven yet always forgotten, i stand alone on this shelf of madness, no-one 2 gaze at the wonder within, with war and destruction in every heart, i long for your eyes to seek my warmth, to open your heart and breath me life, to see me for me and not a ghost, open your eyes for you will see!

Poem - Desire
I awake in a shroud of confusion, my body unable to resist your subtle whisper, the gentle pursuasion of ur tender touch, i long to more from this numbed slumber, to allow my senses to absorb your every breath, for our bodies to levitate into a mass of hypnotic passion, to taste your soft delicate skin, to grasp this feeling of untainted contentment, the sweet odour of your perfume arousing my every pour, the shimmer of your eyes embracing my very soul, weak and paralised to act under ur imense beauty, far from reality and near emotional colapse, you are the reason. you are the wonder. you are my all!

Poem - Your Touch
I lay you down on a bed of whispers, takin in ur beauty and breathing in your soul, caught in the gaze of your wonderous eyes, the softness of your lips suffocating me, the delicate contours of your face penetrating me, your eyes of fire warming my very heart, as you close your lips in passionate approval, i take your flesh into my mouth, tasting your satisfaction and opening you to all around, the subtle caress of your body against mine, awakening my senses and allowin me to breath again.

Poem - Volitile Wake
live my days in fear of tomorrow, a brand new day with brand new sorrow, the circle ive travelled in every way, tainted and corrupted in tatters i lay. For where do i turn if the circles the same? caught in this life and played as a game. familiar smirks behind green eyes, the muted echoe of my subconscious cries. the gutters awash with blood and bile, i hunger to rid this taste so vile, the sweat and grime from societys grip, leave my prison and the flesh you rip. I pray to sleep and in sleep i escape, fleeing from torture and spiritual rape. floating away on the wing of my dreams, no-one to fear and ridded of schemes!

Poem - Winters Daggers
the cold night air piercing my skin, feeling its bite deep down within, open the skies and show me the sun, beauty and warmth like summers begun. I craddle the heat and nestle my head, just occasional breeze up over my bed, a picturesque rainbow, dont hear my complain, instead of the sun, we're stuck with the rain!

Ryan - Rest In Peace Brother!
the torment, the pain, the unecsapable web of dissapointment, the ghosts of unforgotten past, clawing at my flesh, leaving its mark and drawing blood like a thirsty vampire, the inner faces of silient agony, climbing to the surface, fighting my own demons, wanting to rid, but ceasing to feel, the unrepenting guilt swallowing me up and chaining me down, the cold stench of death of suffering burning my skin, holding on to the pain to remind me that im still here, still breathing the air that once before cleansed my soul, the thick smog of tretchery waiting at every crossroads, waiting to pounce like a panther in the dead of night, how long til i greet your presence and share our dreams, how long til we stare fear in the face and laugh at failiure, how long til we look upon our loved ones, together once more!

Its Time We Found The Answer To The Age Old Question What Is The True Difference Between Men And Women
OK I know that there are obviously physical differences to men and women that's apparent. But what I want to know is how does a young man like myself start to understand women on that level that leads to a long and happy relationship. Now dont get me wrong there is no such thing as a relationship where no one ever argues I know that. But how do you find that point where the little stuff stops screwing with two people trying to make a marriage work and they can concentrate on each other and not on all the problems they have between them. Let me know what u think ladies and gents Im in some definate need HOLLA! Sincerly a boy trying to become a REAL man

Cell Phones
You know I think it is really rude for people to go on someones page and not at least rate them. what is up with that? i mean wtf. that really gets on my nerves when people do that and it always seems to be the people who have rate me, fan me, and friend me on their page. if you want people to rate, fan and friend you try doing the same when you go onto someone elses page. It's also ridiculous to see all these people buying all these happy hours that are $100 a pop and when you comment about it they get pissed off. If you don't want no one to comment about it cup of joe then don't show of how much money you have with happy hours. that is messed up that you rerated my profile from an 11 to a 1. you're a jerk. I can think of a lot of other things to do with my money that i earned then to piss it away on happy hours. Does anyone know the phone number to call to have your cell phone put on the DO NOT DISTURB list? These sales people are calling my cell phone daily and wasting my minu

My Friends On Ct
I'm in a radio contest to get a date for Valentines day and I need votes so if you would please go to this page and vote for me. I'm the last one on the page! Thanks so much. If you do I will leave comments and rates. Thanks again so much. Shelley http://www.kisscincinnati.com/cc-common/news/sections/newsarticle.html?feed=179056?feed=247114&article=3246557 I went through this morning and deleted alot of friends. If you are still on my list that means I want to get to know more about you. I will try to leave comments on all the pics my friends have and leave a comment on your page every morning. If you would like to get to know me. You can ask me any questions you like. I'm an open book. Hope to get to know you all better.

Things That Make Me Go Hmmm...
Cuttin' through the darkest night in my two headlights Trying to keep it clear, but I'm losing it here to the twilight There's a dead end to my left, there's a burning bush to my right You aren't in sight, you aren't in sight Do you want me, like I want you? Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky? Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by? Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye? Was that you passing me by? Mothers on the stoop, boys in souped-up coupes on this hot summer night Between fight and flight is the blind man's sight and the choice that's right I roll the window down, feel like I'm gonna drown in this strange town Feel broken down, I feel broken down Do you need me, like I need you? Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky? Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by? Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye? Was that you passing me by? Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow Swee

Tracy Lynn
I sat at my table and started to cry as I thought of you with tears in my eye I wonder what is wrong I wonder where I stand when I should be beside you holding hand to hand So tell me how to feel tell me what to do at times I am so confused I wonder are you to? At times you hurt me really really bad at times you make me feel super sad but all in all my love for you is not only special but sincere and true By:Tracy Campbell One night a police officer was staking out a particularly rowdy bar for possible DUI violations. At closing time, he saw a fellow tumble out of the bar, trip on the curb, and try his keys in five different cars before he found his. Then he sat in the front seat fumbling around with his keys for several minutes. Everyone else left the bar and drove off. Finally he started his engine and began to pull away. The police officer was waiting for him. He stopped the driver, read him his rights and administered the Breathalyzer test.

Hmmm
Ok, so i am new to this site and still trying to figure it all out. I can already tell I like it a whole lot better than myspace.....one of my good friends sent me the invite and so thank you Mitch my bitch....lol...so anyways if anyone wants to chat just send me a message.

Featured Bands
BOTTOM is: SINA : VOLUME ADDICT, GUITARZAN & VOX KEVIN : LOW TONES CHRIS : BATTERY CHRIS CORONA : LIVE RIFFAGE Spawned from the fiery bottom of New York City's Lower East Side, more evil than Satan himself, the metal rock-outfit BOTTOM continues to raise Hell. Lead by mosh-head Sina, BOTTOM is volume drenched metal built on riffs and deep groove. BOTTOM escaped NYC in 1999. After years of touring, BOTTOM grew into its current carnivorous form. Bassist Kevin Harding and trap artist Chis Colebourn, originally from SF's durge rock outfit The Pale Horse, most recently joined BOTTOM after Sina and Kevin met while playing in a Bay Area deathmetal band called Angrboda. Heavily influenced by steak, black tooth and conspiracy theories, BOTTOM’s current HQ is in San Francisco. BOTTOM's debut, Made in Voyage, was recorded in NYC, produced by Greg Gordon (engineer for Slayer, Helmet, and Public Enemy) and released in 1999 on the band's label Mudflap Records. After launchin

Cherrytap Support
I have noticed that since I have been a Member of CherryTap I have tried to figure out a lot of this stuff on my own without having to trouble some else about it but I do sometimes have a question that no one can seem to answer so I turn to the Support Team for the Answer(s) However, I also noticed that NONE of my questions are being answered even by them... I dont understand this what so ever...Dont get me wrong, I know they are Busy but dang at least they can send you a return message letting you know that they have received your message and they are looking into the problem.... Right???? So Can someone please send me the DIRECT PHONE NUMBER TO THE SUPPORT TEAM and PLEASE INCLUDE THEIR Ext. as well Thanks Jim

Life
hey all ill be starting a new contest soon and i need peeps to enter.its called the funniest pic contest so if ya think ya have a funny enough pic to win.just let me know and ill put it in.it is all about the comments.6000 comments wins.and ill give a prize to my personal fav as well.so let me know.it doesnt start for a while.so ya got some time.ill stop takin em on april 24th.enter all who can life as we know it will end someday life as we know it is short life as we know it is hard life as we know it is fast what now you ask life as we know it ends but another life is always beginning as well and so the cycle continues life never really ends its shared between many that is all

Bliss
another day silently comes to an end days have passed with nothing left the stars align between the sound of silence forever and a day i have wondered lifeless escape from paradise until the day a breaking thought occurs once again united we stand and we fall harder than before life is death death has become me tell me why another day passes finally bliss

Sorry I Am Not Perfect!!!
Dictionary for Women Argument (ar*gyou*ment) n.: A discussion that occurs when you're right, but he hasn't realized it yet. Airhead (er*hed) n.: What a woman intentionally becomes when pulled over by a policeman. Bar-be-que (bar*bi*q) n.: You bought the groceries, washed the lettuce, chopped the tomatoes, diced the onions, marinated the meat and cleaned everything up, but, he "made the dinner." Blonde jokes (blond joks) n.: Jokes that are short so men can understand them. Cantaloupe (kant*e*lope) n.: Gotta get married in a church. Clothes dryer (kloze dri*yer) n.: An appliance designed to eat socks. Diet Soda (dy*it so*da) n.: A drink you buy at a convenience store to go with a half pound bag of peanut M&Ms. Eternity (e*ter*ni*tee) n.: The last two minutes of a football game. Exercise (ex*er*siz) v To walk up and down a mall, occasionally resting to make a purchase. Grocery List (grow*ser*ee list) n. What you spend ½ an hour writing, then forget to take to the store.

Ranting And Raving!!!
Small rant of the day.... If you post pics on here, people can rip them from you. No problem there. They can even be sneaky and right click, and save if they want. Again, no problem. But here's the thing that gets me. I came across a profile today that had one of my pics as her main pic....ok, it could have come from someone else. So I look in her album...I admit, my curiousity got the better of me. There is my pic...and yes, it was mine....it had been very poorly edited to cover my username with some other writing. Still no big deal really....if I didn't want it ripped, I didn't have to put it up for anyone to see or take. But this girl.....I couldn't stop laughing when I read the caption for the pic....she has the nerve to say "please don't rip this pic from me" and "if you rip it, don't change it". I must say she has some guts to take a pic from someone, edit it to her liking, then tell other people not to do it to her...LMAO.... What goes around, comes around.

Come See What Love Can Be
www.hostdrjack.com somewhere along the way i fell in love with you not expecting to love you so soon i tried to hide my feelings from view i kept my love bottled up inside tring to keep it from you you left me torn and blue from the war you fought just to lose i dreamt that one day you feel it too i sat back watching and waiting until you gave me a clue i staied your friend not care how long it would take you to see the love you had staring right back at you at one point in life ithought you would never leave but i had to seeyou were over me to know that you were gone and i was all alone that you had finally gotten over me was the hardest thing to ever know and now i have to move on and finally except you are gone to realize you are truely over me www.hostdrjack.com i saw you and i knew you were the one i looked into those eyes and saw the angel inside you and yourangel eyes had my he

Expecting
A baby to hold and to love, a creature so tiny, so fresh and so new. There's nothing more important or special that two loving people could ever do. Who will the baby look like will it be a he or a she. Part of him, part of her, a creation that is meant to be. All we could ever want for our baby is very simple and very plain It's to be happy and content in life and know our love will never wane.

My Life
Hey people I am getting married in July 19, 2008 to a very wonderful soldier of mine he has been there for me through thick and thin and will always be. I can't stress this enough when you find true love you will know because you won't stop thinking about the person even when you break up and then go back out and then break up and go back out. I didn't think that there was a person that would be my Mr. Right. But I found him and he found me and now we are just right. Happiness comes in all shapes and sizes. It doesn't matter who or what it is. He/she will be there even though you dont' want them too. It is time that people start to love people for who they are and not what they aren't or how you think you can change someone. But the only thing that can't be done. Love them for who they are and how they respect you. I couldn't be happier then what I am now. thanks to him I am writting my vows. I can't understand how people use others. What if the hand was turned and it happe

Shadys Masterpiece
shady@ CherryTAP turn the page, a new day dawns,how life controls us little pawns. dont like the story, that life has wrote,it comes stright forward, no candy coats. dont like your story,does it sound crappy, then from here on out, make it happy. your the one, who moves the pen, but you cant go back, and start again.just be a man, and take control, tell it how, you want it told. its nobodys fault, but your own, you reap the thngs you have sown. its time to plant,a brand new seed, let your light shine bright, and do good deeds. be nice to people, be courteous, show people your one to trust. if you go through life, without a care,you'll mess things up beyond repair. family, friends and kids alike, they'll all tell you to take a hike. just do the right thing, you know how,dont waste no time, start right now. so, how do you want your story to be,a story of triumph, or tragedy? forget yesterday,take your past in strife,just remember,the saddest things a wasted life. so turn the page, a new

Life Hurts....
LOOKING FOR ACTION.....WHERE IS THE HANG OUTS.... Have you every feel you have no one? I have people around me all the time like family and friends but I can't really trust or get respect from them! Sometimes I don't feel loved but used! I have a soft heart...I am good to everyone and those I love take advantage of me all the time. I get hurt alot from family and friends but yet I am still there for them! I guess my question is when is enough a enough and just say no and walk away an not look back or not feel guily cause I say no! I am a poet writing of my pain. I am a person living a life of shame. I am your daughter hidding my depression. I am you sister making a good imperssion. I am your friend acting like i'm fine. I am a wisher wishing this life wasnt mine. I am a girl who thinks of suicide. I am a teenager pushing my tears aside. I am a student who doesnt have a clue. I am the girl sitting next to you. Can you see my pain if i don't tell you? And would you feel it

Spacedout
I promise to be yours and yours alone I promise to be your foundation The foudation of love and happiness I promise that you will be my one and only The only love of your life I promise to say the vows With love and honor to the only one for me This was also written for me will you take my hand and walk with me Will you wipe away my tears Will you let me be in your life Will you let me be your freind Will you be my lover Will you be my strentgh when im weak Will you sit by side when im sick Will you fight my battle with me Will you make me happy whenIm sad Will you stand by my side when im poor Will you love me and not others Will you love me with all your heart Will you love me like no one else can Will you take my heaqrt and not hurt me Will you take my hand and walk with me I will do all this for you This was written by a freind for me life can throw some mean curves but dont let that change you its never to late to love Keep yourself first

Friend And Fans
thx to all the peps and family that should so much love to jessie i realy appreciate it a lot jason jessie has never won a contest so all the help we can get would be great and paid back anytime I NEED A PIC OF THE CROW SITTING IN THE CHAIR CAN ANY ONE HELP OUT

Epiphanys
So I've spent a lot of time thinking lately. I'm going through a lot of changes, and they have made me look back on my life so far. Here's what I've discovered: I have issues... well I knew that, but I found out that they are a little deeper than I thought. I don't want a relationship. When you have a million failed relationships, you start to wonder why. Here's what I've come up with. My own little epiphany if you will... I don't want a relationship. I keep finding myself in situations where I am always the one hurt. I keep picking the guys who subconsciously, I KNOW it won't work, because, in reality... deep down in the "inner me"... guess what, I don't want a relationship. The poor guys I get involved with who might just have a shot, who I think it maybe could work out with... I self destruct those ones. So right now, I'm happy to be who I am. I want to date. Not one guy, whoever the hell I want to date. It seems that once you've granted rights into your panties, guys forg

"Take pride in how far you have come, and have faith in how far you can go." INSTRUCTIONS: When the tree comes up...click on a flower, close that one and click on another. Hope you enjoy it! Click below: Scripture Tree From a strictly mathematical viewpoint: What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been in situations where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 101%? What equals 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these Questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 =

My Diary
I GOT TAGGED BY SOMEONE ELSE SO DOING IT AGAIN :p Instructions... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.hate asian meatballs 2.dip fries in ice-cream 3.play guitar 4.I was in the basketball team and got girl groupies when I was in high school 5.I was a cheerleader 6.cannot whistle:-D 7.collected sailor moon and slam dunk stuffs lol 8.love 90s music/movies 9.craziest and funniest girl in class 10. but I won first place award in my schools contest for best manner lady (teachers love me):-P Can’t Get Enough! Tommy (aka Mr Lime Green) Lil Tony Ruff PAPI CHULO

Misc.
Henrietta Lacks’ ‘Immortal’ Cells Journalist Rebecca Skloot’s new book investigates how a poor black tobacco farmer had a groundbreaking impact on modern medicine By Sarah Zielinski Smithsonian.com, January 22, 2010 Medical researchers use laboratory-grown human cells to learn the intricacies of how cells work and test theories about the causes and treatment of diseases. The cell lines they need are “immortal”—they can grow indefinitely, be frozen for decades, divided into different batches and shared among scientists. In 1951, a scientist at Johns Hopkins Hospital in Baltimore, Maryland, created the first immortal human cell line with a tissue sample taken from a young black woman with cervical cancer. Those cells, called HeLa cells, quickly became invaluable to medical research—though their donor remained a mystery for decades. In her new book, The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks, journalist Rebecca Skloot tracks down the st

Fake
its funny to think that you cared day after day you lied never wanting what i did trying to take more than you could have life inside you is dead i hope you understand this your life is meaningless and empty so will your shadow always be life eternally is a burning flame which i hope will engulf you in a slow burn melt away go away from me its obscene to think that anybody will ever care about you you seem to be interested pretending like you care i ask for an answer and no reply people wonder why why people dont like you your fake your soul is empty full of yourself i hope your die you dont care you never have your fake as fake can be never talk to me

Walk Not Quietly
TODAY Today I held your hand Today I closed my eyes Today I tasted the fear Today I brought forth ecstasy Today I killed Today I died Today I sucked Today I held power in my palm Today I wielded the sword Today I crawled through the dark Today I chewed on broken glass Today I wrapped myself in barbed wire Today I called forth the thunder Today I made lightning strike Today..was an ordinary day WALK NOT QUIETLY IN THE NIGHT WALK NOT QUIETLY IN THE NIGHT LESS I FEEL YOU AND STRIKE WALK NOT QUICKLY IN THE NIGHT LESS I HUNT YOU AND DEVOUR I FEED OFF OF THE FEAR AS YOU GRAB YOUR COAT AND PULL IT TIGHTER I SHADOW MYSELF BEHIND YOU AND EMBRACE THEN AS YOU WHISPER HELP I CLOSE THE EMBRACE AND FEED SWEET DARK ANGEL DO NOT FEAR FOR I WILL LEAVE YOUR BODY WHOLE IT IS FOR YOUR SOUL I HUNGER YOUR INNOCENCE IS MINE AND AS YOU START TO RUN I LAUGH CONTENTLY IN THE DARK SO WALK NOT QUIETLY IN THE NIGHT MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB (it was a sacrificial lamb) IT'S FLE

Just Venting
Ok so I just feel the need to vent a bit. My son 6yrs old in the first grade was suspended today for suposedly chasing a girl around the school yard with a rock,my son denies doing this saying he was simply playing in the sand with it,my son is not known for lying or hitting anyone,but still hes in 1st grd I think it's a little much to suspend him.Do you think because of the violence in schools that there going a little overboard in their punishments? Let me relay another story I read a while back.A kindergardener was suspended for impropper sexual contact because he gave his teacher a hug and when doing so pressed his cheek to her chest,I mean come the f%$k on!seriously what the hell does a 5 yr old know about anything sexual?!?!And that teacher I think needs her head examined for even thinking of it in that way!!!Oh well,would love to hear your comments on this.

The Southern Dinner Prayer
i wrote this for my baby to tell her how i felt please be honest tell me if its to corny my love, my love for you is a plant growing in the sunlight, my love is the ocean constantly washing over your shores, my love is an endless desert and you are the water i thrive for, my love for you is the rythm to my heart, and my heart melts when i hold you in my arms for you are my one and only true love, I Love You Baby Jason Things Dumbasses Do On CherryTap - Not Myspace! One: Put so much crap on their profile that it is difficult to read, rate, or comment, and sometimes just crashes browsers and/or computers all together. It's called a stash, you get points for it, use it! Two: Throwing a giant fit and leaving. That's so middle school. Three: Having "rate me" and such in your username. Well, duh, it's CherryTap. Rating is what we do! But I bet no one would have thought of it if you had not reminded them! Four: Put private pictures in the middle

This Is My Life... Deal With It!
ahhh... so all i want to do is scream now... so i had physical therapy this morning... and my therapist told me that because it was so close inbetween pregnancies that more than likely my muscles didnt have time to fully heal... so basically i kind of did this to myself... but kind of not... so she showed me a bunch of different things to help strenghten my hip muscles and to also releave the pain and inflamtion... then on top of that i found out that i have a lot of tension in my upper to middle back... mainly because my milk is drying up.... so that was just another thing i wanted to hear... NOT! so then everything was fine and then my dad started to say how bla bla bla and how he "knows" everything... god i hate him right now... anyways i went to my doctor appt at 1 and found out that there is one of two things wrong with my wrist... either a its broken and healed funny so they might haveta rebreak it or do surgery to fix it... or it could just be a cyst... which didnt so

My Sick Mind
A man is going on a busness trip, and he has had problems with his wife cheating in the past. So he goes to a sex shop to get something to keep his wife occupied. He can't find anything he thinks will work so he goes to the cashier and tells him the problem. The cashier say's " I have just the thing" and pulls out a white box. Inside is a dildo. The Man say's " I've seen dildos before how will that help?" The Cashier say's " This is a voodoo dildo. Watch this. Voodoo Dildo door." And the Voodoo dildo jumps out of the box and starts to hump the door." Voodoo Dildo box" the Cashier say's. And the man say's " I'll take it." The man gives it to his wife and after a fews day's she gets lonely. So she pull out the box and say's "Voodoo Dildo cunt" and the voodoo dildo goes to work. After the woman has multiby orgasims she realizes her husbend never told her how to stop it. She gats to her car and is swerving all over the road and a cop pulls her over. "Miss have you been drinking?" And she

Burns Me
I dont bitch or rant much but I keep seeing the same thing all guys are the same well BULL! I am myself Im not like anybody else I'm not sex obsessed or looking for topless pics or even a one night stand. Been there done that, over it. If You ladies think we are all the same you might need to take a look at the guys You choose to date or go out with, me most of you wouldnt even look twice at, but Im not like that,i dont care. I do care about my family and friends and would do anything for them. I aam obsessed about designing things art and such people will use that is it. I had to rant sorry If I offended you Im sorry. It has just been bugging me more and more as I see it more and more. Bye

You Raise Me Up
Just to let you know that Dave is in Hospital for a couple of weeks to have some tests done. He wishes you all the best and hope to be around very soon Thanks to Tazzy for helping me with this Charlene "You Raise Me Up" When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary; When troubles come and my heart burdened be; Then, I am still and wait here in the silence, Until you come and sit awhile with me. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be. [Instrumental break] You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up... To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on

Lizardsgonewild
Today's activities don't consist of much, but should be fun....hopefully! The home opener to the Brewers is today and guess who's going? That's right, me. :) I'm leaving around 11ish or so and yes, I'll have a pretty nice buzz before then. No worries, I'm not driving. :) Hopefully they can pull of a win against the Dodgers, but who knows. I just go to have a good time. I apologize in advance for any drunken phone calls I may make...Jenny, I warned ya ahead of time lol. I hope the rest of you have a great day. :) Muahs! Wow, where do I begin. There were four of us total on this particular adventure. MT, RJ, PC, and myself. We left bright and early Sunday morning, all cramming into MT's Ford Explorer, and started out on our approximate 8 hour drive to Sioux Falls, South Dakota. The drive there was long, boring and quiet. Needless to say, I slept most of the way there as did PC and RJ. Once in Sioux Falls, we set out to find this church that was putting us up for the

I Might Need You
many ppl will walk in & out of your life but only a true freind will leave footprints in you heart if one day you fill like crying, call me. i dont promise to make you laugh, but i can cry with you.if one day you want to run away, dnt be afraid to call me,i dont promise you to stop, but i can ran with you. if one day you dont wanna listen to anybody, call me and i promise to be very quiet. but if one day you call me and there's no answer, come fast to see me, perhaps i need you.....

Playing Cards With The Devil
Playing cards with the devil as the long lost winters are found, the devil begins to frown. as the long night becomes a feature. out of the darkness comes a long lost creature. as the cold dampens the trees, hells spell is cast over the seas. and when the cold comes of frost, it will seem as though all is lost. when it seems that all is failed, the devil will cast his final spell. then when all is dark and cold, the devil will fold. as you figure his blush, then the game is near an end, and there is no need for rush. then as you flip the last card, you find swallowing is getting hard. the ace of spades is finally drawn. seems the devil has only used his pawn. then as you are being consumed by a timeless shell, you realize you will spend an eternity in hell.

City Of Dreams
City of Dreams There was a man of many great talents A poet, an artist, an intellectual He had read many books And was certain of his superiority over others He wrote many great pieces of verse And fabulous paintings That inspired all of his peers There was a great output of inspirational poetry And paintings of vivid colours and meanings The city was alive with excitement and activity This great man of learning observed all around him And became somewhat disenchanted He posted a letter in the local newspaper Accusing his contemporaries of copying his style And of stealing his ideas Many letters were posted in the newspaper in response "We admired your work and felt the power of creativity" "Why do you criticise us for trying to improve ourselves?" The debate continued in the newspaper But it became more and more vindictive And helped to undermine the peace of the city Everybody became disenchanted and they started to leave the city A brief

Hmmm
PISSED AND CRANKY A LITTLE SKANKY MY THOUGHTS OF YOU AND ALL YOU DO SLEEPING AROUND NOT AN OUNCE OF CLASS ONE DAY YOU'LL BE BACK KISSIN MY ASS BORED AND ALONE SPEAK IF YOU DARE I PROMISE YOU BITCH I REALLY DONT CARE YOU SHOULD BE SAD THE GUILT AND THE PAIN THAT YOUR INNOCENT CHILDREN WILL DEAL WITH THE SHAME JUST A LITTLE WARNING YOU NASTY LITTLE WHORE PRETTY SOON CHILDREN SERVICES WILL BE AT YOUR DOOR... (OH FORGOT...YOU DONT HAVE A DOOR.....SO I GUESS I MEAN YOUR MOMS!!!!!) ALL THE CRAZINESS WHEN WILL IT END UNABLE TO PLEASE UNABLE TO MEND CLARITY OF MIND PRAYER IN MY HEART HELP ME DEAR GOD SO I DONT FALL APART DESPERATE FOR PEACE SICK OF THE FIGHT LOOKING FOR THE END THAT REMAINS OUT OF SIGHT WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO MAKE IT GO AWAY TIRED OF THE GAMES WE PLAY EVERYDAY AT ONE TIME I LOVED YOU SO PURELY AND SO TRUE AFTER ALL THE YEARS OF TORMENT I FIND MYSELF HATING YOU SOMEDAY I HOPE YOU FORGIVE ME FOR I TAKE MY SHARE OF BLAME

The Consuming Darkness
the consuming darkness As i lie in bed staring at the ceiling, i wonder if the darkness would ever consume me. consume the emptiness, consume the things all around me. I lie there as if the air i breath will be my very last. As i lay there the darkness moves around me, deepening and growing to an astouding warmth. As i stare at the ceiling i wonder how much longer my heart yerns to beat. I lie there undisturbed, dazed and confused in what could only be described as a darker euphoria. I lie there wondering if the darkness is plotting to consume me, plotting to take over the body and the spirit of which i come from. My heart beats to a slower pace now, as if it knows that the last hour is apon us. i take one deep breath, and swallow the darkness. finally im asleep.

Thinking Out Loud!
A few days ago my Chihuahua Tequila died. She was my baby. She was sick for 2 days, she took her last breath Monday morning. I am devastated! When someone is in a contest, people should help them out. If someone in my friends' list is in a contest, I do my best to comment them as much as I can when I get the chance. But noone wants to return the love. What the hell is the fucking deal? If you can't help me for a contest, then I'm not going to help you. So if you have no intention to comment my contest pics, don't bother to ask me to do the same for you! If a woman has sex with 10 men, she is a whore. If a man has sex with 10 women, he’s “The Man”. Why is this? Just because a woman has a strong sex drive? Why should women be categorized so differently than men, in the same situation? If a man is praised for the number of sexual partners he has had, so should a woman. If a woman is a whore because of her number of sexual partners, so is a man.

Peircings&tattoos
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Laurie's Blog
ye gods will this cold never end? fever..chills..runny nose..bleh back to the couch for me I had no idea about the link between the Lifestyle and Wonder Woman..gosh i'm feeling unobservant lol Here's a link about the topic and about her creator William Moulton Marston. He was a psychologist who invented the precurser to the lie detector. He was also a polyamorist and loved bondage. It's fairly long reading but really interesting! a quote"In modern terms, Wonder Woman might be best described as a "bi poly switch." http://www.comicbookresources.com/news/newsitem.cgi?id=8197

Bloggy, Bloggy, Blog...
Well, I'm sitting here at work on a sunday afternoon, completley bored out of my mind! Where are all my friends at so that I can be unbored! The city of Minneapolis can bite my ass!!! We got over a foot of snow this weekend, and when I left for school this morning my car was just sitting there (buried) but still there none the less, and when I returned an hour and a half later to attempt to dig it out, it was gone... The snow emergency rules are written in a really confusing manor. They have it broken down into 3 "days," however a day by there standards is a twelve hour time period. I thought I had it right, there were other cars parked where I was and everything seemed ok... and then NO! Of course not. It cost me $138 just to get it out of impound, plus an additional $34 parking ticket. They suck! Nobody seems to be very active on here tonight. Everybody must be out getting laid! ROCK!

Sex Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Blog Burps
i swear if the pain doesnt stop, i'm gonna have to be killed or made comatose to deal with it ok so outta respect for the Canadian military, and their recent push to get more recruits and all, why are they turning me down? just because i am a diabetic, doesnt mean i should not be told that i can't serve my country? man its government bull like that, it really pisses me off.....

Butterfly's Cauldron
When days go by and you say nothing, it really tears me apart... It feels like someone has reached into my chest and pulled and ripped my poor heart... Please dont ignore me, i cant stand the pain, i dont like the way this feels... Find some way, some way at all, and let me know you're for real... Pick up the phone, pick up a pen, write me, text me, whatever.... Let me know you are thinking of me cause i am thinking of you, forever... Know that i love you with everything i have, for worse and for the better... That is why i wrote you this poem, and this sweet little letter... you know i miss you...you know i love you...that will never change....i just hope that with everythng you said...you really feel the same.... ripping like flesh... tearing not healing.... just festering and rotting... how do you stop it... how do you make it heal... you try to close the wound only to have it reopened... it hurts.... it hurts worse then a bruise... worse then

The Dinner- Part 1
This is the first story that i have written. It was written in dedication of my Lady whom i proudly serve with all my heart...... ------------------------------------------------- The day at work had been a long one, Tori was tired and ready to come home. She gazed up at the clock, only one hour left until she was free. Every day that Tori sat here in the office directing others how to do their job, she could not help but to find displeasure. It hurt that she had to be the dominant woman in the building and make order, when her heart was in the setting of a submissive. Tori battled the fact in her mind that if she quit her job, she may not be able to afford the apartment that she had. If this happened she would have to move back home away from her Mistress. Her fingers curled around the pen she pressed small dots to the paper below while she thought things through. Finally it was time to go home. Tori picked up her work and straightened her desk before leaving, then she f

Something I Wrote
I met this guy back in 1987 after i dovorced my first husband. We were friends for the longest time. One of his friends told him not to tell me how much he liked me casue he wnated to date me. (big joke) well any way i married him (the friend) gave him a beautiful son. In return he cheats on me and leaves me with all the bills to go live with his mommy. Then we find out he is dieing froma a brain tumor. Before he dies he changes his life insurance, so that his mom and stepdad get it not me and the baby... After about 4 yrs of him being dead i run into my friend who has not spoken to me in all the time i was married to his friend. he finds out that my husband is dead and starts to date me saying that he has always loved me and wants to make up for the fight we had all those yrs ago. After a yr of dating he asks me to marry him and i told him no. he asks every month for the next 7 yrs till i finaly said yes. Then the lies and the stealing begins. I still married him despite the

Things About Me
Ok never did get a chance to do this the right way so here goes. My Name is Ben I live just outside Cincinnati, Ohio. Has lived here my whole life, except for a 3-year tour in Europe courtesy of Uncle Sam, which at 18 years old I loved. But that’s getting ahead of ourselves. I was born in the mid 50’s, went to various public and catholic schools through out my early years. Both my parents are still living although not under the same roof. I grew up in a neighborhood called Clifton Heights, It is were I work now and is the home of the University of Cincinnati. And during the 60’s with all the hippie movement going on I was right at home lol. I have 3 Brothers and 1 Sister. My oldest brother was in a ban called the Naked Watermelon. I used to go watch them play at the many places around the university. That is where I got my love for the 1st song on my page. They did Iron Butterfly’s song so dam good. It was fun growing up in the free love movement. In High School I playe

My Sexual Nature
LIBRA FEMALE IN BED The only thing that separates Libra men and women is what's between their legs! Libra girl wants a strong man who understands that she needs her individuality and freedom. She is turned off by burping, farting, and bad breath. Good personal hygiene is crucial if you want to get to 2nd base. Librans are very good at lying to get their own way. When your Libra girl groans in bed, look into her eyes to make sure she's not 'faking it'. THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON LIBRA Libra's Love Zone is their lower back and butt, so please, squeeze and pat your Libra's butt whenever you get a chance. When you're kissing, reach under his or her top and stroke the lower part of their back, starting in the middle and working your way down to their butt. Take your time and be gentle! To really drive your Libra wild? Have you ever heard of the term 'Rimming'??? Does it surprise you that a high percentage of Libras are gay? but i am not gay that part is only for men !! You scored as Bondage

Just Stuff From Quizes
i know i aint got the sexiest face but drop me a few comments and rate me i wanna stay in the lead if i win i get a diamond ring and i been wanting one a long time:) You scored as vodka. you are vodka. very strong but a def fave amongst the young and old, (and the hardcore alcoholics) you are versitile and can be taken straight up or mixed. daiquaries100%vodka100%midori88%bourbon83%champagne83%whiskey79%absinthe71%wine54%rum54%beer38%

For All Who Have Commented Me
hey i would first like to say thanks to those of you who have left me comments i accepted a few of you as a friend i had dial up when i set up my new ct acct and i couldnt load anything on here i couldnt even comment back to ya all but i have dsl now so it's on now talk to everyone soon and sorry for the wait for me to answer you comments cant wait to meet all that i can everyone stay safe

I Think Umm Idk Its Just A Blog!
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I�ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To? Maddie will go to jail for ... Performing a strip tease on the street 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Family
Its a good thing I love my family. Right now I have a full house again. Recently, my sister Jen had to move in due to having a baby. Her and her husband to be needed the extra money so they can save up and get a place of their own. It's cool since their kid is adorable and fun (see my pics if you'd like). Second, my other sister Michelle is getting sepeated from her husband, so naturally I offered to stay here with me. This is good because her husband was a no good, crack smoking, alchoilic, piece of shit, trailer trash! And finally, my dad moved in for the next month. He is getting a knee operation and needs the help. No problem! But it is a mad house now! I love them, glad they're all here, but can't wait til they leave too.

Of Absolute No Importance
A group of military Officers are standing around talking when a Lieutenant said, "I feel that making love is 80% fun and 20% work." Captain responded by saying, "No, I think that making love is more work than that. I would say that it is 60% fun and 40% work." Then a Major says, "No, making love is definitely way more work than that. I would say that it is 20% fun and 80% work." They are all contemplating these revelations when a private walks by. The officers call the Private over to ask his opinion. The Major says, "Excuse me, Private, we are having a discussion and would like your input. The Lieutenant says that making love is 80% fun and 20% work. The Captain says that making love is 60% fun and 40% work. I say that making love is 20% fun and 80% work. Private, what is your opinion?" The Private smiles and says, "Sir, you are all wrong. Making love must be 100% fun because if there was any work involved, you would have the enlisted men doing it for you." For

Household Goodies
1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. ) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late. 8.) Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and lots of it.

Just Something From The Heart
Heart Of Stone here i sit all alone; wondering why oh why must i go on; with tears running down my cheeks; for all the pain in my heart; which has been there for many weeks; feels like its tearing me apart but i know life will go on; as i know i must too; with each heartache a piece of me dies never to return as the heart heals anew;the cracks remain my heart will never be the same and before everything is through i say what else am i to do because my heart of gold; will soon turn to stone; never to love again afraid of letting go; going back to where its been; for fear that one more crack in this heart of stone will cause it to never mend

Me
Your Eyes Should Be Brown Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart What Color Should Your Eyes Be? According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give of

Just Another Day....
I just got back from a hella awesome trip to San Antonio. I went to go se my bestest buddies, who I haven't seen in quite a while. We had such a blast. We went everywhere in San An, it was a much needed getaway. What made it even more awesome is that my daughter had the time of her life too. She got to go the zoo, ripleys believe it or not, louis tussauds wax museum, the alamo, and Seaworld. It was amazing. It was great to be able to get out of the house for awhile and just have a good time. The only down side is that my boyfriend didn't get to come along with us. He had to be away on business so that kind of sucked. Oh well, there will be other trips for him to go on with us. Well, thought I share my time with all you guys. See ya later! Lotz O' Love! I've been stuck at home for so long that its finally getting to me. Its always the sames things everyday, and I need a change....IN ANYTHING! What to do, what to do? I really just need a vacation. Just a weekend away from the rat race of

*idk*
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Knightskitty
Since when did we move to Mexico. Boy, if that ain't discrimination!!!! Someone told me the other day who owns a business and is in the commercial loop that all the illegal beaners around here are working under the table for $4.00 an hour and then sending the money to Mexico. That's why they need to pile up in the house to pay the bills here. You know that the employer is not paying Taxes, workmens comp or anything on these under the table wages!!! So for all you White Americans who get No Tax breaks. Can't live off welfare and are now getting discriminated against in our own country -- You had better stand up now!!!! W/ a No Tolerance level!!! The more we just sit here and let it happen the WORSE it's going to get. Now that we are the minority and get NO HELP -- our kids are going hungry and our homes are being lost!!! This is BULL SH%#! Higgy's Tattoo Studio here to say HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL Appointment with doctor went well...Change in plans as they cann

How To Give A Sensual Massage
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