This is my first blog ever,so hopefully it's not lame,but it's just something I'm feeling and need to express.
Lately I have been feeling some things,that are real hard to explain.I should start by saying I am married,and not happy at all,but there is someone on this site that means a lot to me,and I look forward to every time we get to talk to each other.Lately,our schedules haven't been the most consistant with each others,but I guess that comes with responsibility. I don't know whether to tell this person,that I think I am in love with them,because as I said I am married,and she is in a relationship as well.I have to say though that the things I am feeling are really unexplainable,as I have not met her in person,just heard her voice and talked to her on here every chance I get to.I don't know if the feelings I am having are mutual,but I certainly hope that they are.I just feel the need to be with her,and I don't know how to accomplish this,given both of our current status'.I guess I am probably rambling aimlessly right now,but I just want her to know how I feel,and hopefully if she reads this blog,she will understand,and not be mad for me expressing my thoughts.