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* Kathara Grid *
(Kathara Grid - or Kathara 12-Tree is also known as The Tree of Life) The word Kathara refers to the Core Structure of Morphogenetic Fields, the Holographic Templates of Sound-Light and Scalar Waves that serve as the blueprints on which matter manifests. KA - Light, THA - Sound, RA - One. The Kathara Grid of the human body is the Core Holographic Template upon which the morphogenetic scalar-wave template, and all other levels of identity and form are built. It is the "Control Center" for manifestation of the Human Being. There are several structural levels of the Kathara Grid Level-1 Kathara = 12-Tree Grid with Kathara Centers & Kathara Lines Level-2 Kathara = Crystal Seals Grid & 15 Primary Chakras Level-3 Kathara = Diodic and Miodic Points Grid The Kathara Grid is the primary mathematical-geometrical organization of units of consciousness upon which Partiki units group to form morphogenetic field scalar grids. It is geometrically structured as 12 Primary Kathara Ce

* Kathara *
The Kathara Bio-Spiritual Healing System is the keystone teaching at the center of a huge body of material, all generically known as the "Freedom Teachings." These are all translated (not channeled) from Pre-Ancient, Pre-Atlantean, "Law of One" Maharata Texts, traces of which appear in various forms within many popular paradigms associated with "Ascension", "Merkaba", "Healing" and Personal-Spiritual "Empowerment." The tangible difference between popular paradigms & Kathara is the self-evident, and utterly profound, sense of depth, breadth, and sheer "rightness" that the materials inherently demonstrate; & to a degree truly beyond comparison. So much so, that the immense new scope is now available to develop evermore robust patterns for dramatic personal healing, growth & consciousness expansion. Kathara reveals the Anatomy of Creation, Core Structure, the blueprints & interconnectedness of all matter forms reaching far beyond the framework of all other holistic Healing Modalit

A Bit About Me And My Favorite Things
Well today is another day.. It is Memorial Day weekend.. a weekend I remember my fallen brothers in the service. I also remember those that are still servingI pray that their Families be remembered, that the memories of the fallen not to be forgotten. Well here is a bit where I hang out .. and what I love to do. Places I love to be are http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/academy/ Its a place for Masters and Subs as well as a place to learn and explore submission. Anyone interested should try it out or contact me to find out more. Places I also go are School and work. Going to school to become an aviation Mechanic and then work at an ice cream and burger joint/grocery store Wanna know more get with me.

~i~would~love~4~women~go~down~on~me~
True Friends Tests TEST ! This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A s

Biscuits And Gravy?
I recieved this in an email and after checkin it out I could not believe that it was true.... > We saw "Inconvenient Truth" recently. While I was very taken by the basic > message, I felt that the "political advertisement/message" was both > completely uncalled for and completely out of place with the intended goal > of the movie/documentary. > > House 1: > > The four-bedroom home was planned so that "every room has a relationship > with something in the landscape that's different from the room next door. > Each of the rooms feels like a slightly different place." The resulting > single-story house is a paragon of environmental planning. > The passive-solar house is built of honey-colored native limestone and > positioned to absorb winter sunlight, warming the interior walkways and > walls of the 4,000-square-foot residence. Geothermal heat pumps circulate > water through pipes buried 300 feet deep in the ground. These waters pass > t

01-01-2001 & 09-11-2001
i remember the year 2001, is when i found out my oldest son was murdered on the 1st of January....and still do this day i cry inside for him....and even more for the brave men and women who sacrificted their own lives to save our friends and family....for me in rememberance of January 1, 2001, most of all....IN REMEMBERANCE OF 09-11-2001 will never be forgotten....remember....they are in our hearts forever and ever Well its Febuary 17, 2007 and my son Manny is 7 months old now....hes crawling really well now....pulls himslef up on whatever he can....has 5 teeth and two comin in....sometimes he can be a handful but i can always manage to sooth him when he gets fussy....for the past 4 days he has been sick....with what i have no clue as of yet....ill have to take him to the dr.s this comin week....he seems like hes getting better by the day cause ive been giving him infant tylenol and hes mainly been sleeping to sleep it off so i dont bother him unless i have to change his diaper and/or

The Survey
BEDROOM SURVEYTAKE THIS SURVEY!Do you have the following in your bedroom?Condoms:yes..king sizeCell phone:yesBook shelf:yesCouch:noFuton:noComputer/laptop:yesPictures:yesMirror:yes Skateboard:noBed:yes..king size alsoClothes on the floor:lol omg you cant see the floorSurfboard:noSmoke detector:yesPiano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/drums:noLocking door:yesBottle of water:yesBlacklight:noLava Lamp:no I wishMedals/ribbons:noCDs:tonsFlag:nopeStop sign/any sign:nopePaintball gun:nopeReal Gun:yesCigarettes:nopePot:maybeAny drugs:maybeAlcohol:yesBooks:tonsps2:nopeXbox:nopeGamecube:nopeStereo:yesGum:yesHow many windows do you have in ur room:2What is the color of your walls?marroon wallpaperDo you get ready for the day in your room or the bathroom?bothWhat's on your walls?pics of dad Has the opposite sex been in your room before?multiple times..and multiple peopleHas the opposite sex been on your bed?umm yesHas the opposite sex slept in your bed?unless I kick them out before morningEver had sex in you

* Meditation * The Maharic Seal *
Meditation - The Maharic Seal This meditation technique is part of the Keylontic science teachings that are published by www.azuritepress.com There is an excellent introduction to the Freedom Teachings here. I have been using the techniques and information presented there since 2003, and I can honestly say they are very beautiful and powerful. They facilitate a very natural and individual journey that is challenging at times, in terms of the classic spiritual metaphor of holding a mirror to one's self. But it is immensely rewarding and loving, in the sense of the absolute awe that one begins to feel breathing in every living thing, large and small. I find it really helps with concentration and shifting blockages in my body more easily. Once you get used to doing the technique it doesn't take very long. There are other techniques on the azurite press website here. If you decide to explore the techniques and material further, be sure to read this guide first. The Eckasha Ma

Lucky Pig
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour! (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the leng

Papercut.
I've been attending some slam poetry contests lately, and everytime I go and watch, I wanna compete more and more. See, every single person at these competitions is the progressive liberal communist of my nightmares. Don't get me wrong, I love these people, I feel at-home around them, but at the same time, I'm like Samuel L. Jackson at a Klan meeting. I sit there and listen to them bash bush, bash Wal-Mart, bash this nation, bash everything about everything, and then call for indiviualism, standing up for what you believe in, freedom of speech, etc. I wonder how they would respond if I got up on stage and praised Bush, praised Wal-Mart, praised this nation, etc. I'm just being an individual letting my voice be heard, like they've called me to do over and over again. Ha, yeah, I think it'd be interesting to give these pansies a dose of their own green-weenie medicine. they say 90% of communication is non-verbal. why did i not know this before?? think how much time i could've saved! i

Surveys, Like Ya'll Care
27 random questions 1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought? Gah I still have make up on! 2. How much cash do you have on you? About 2 dollars, who needs cash nowadays. 3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?" Whore 4. Favorite planet? Venus 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? Don't know, I deleted my call lists so I would lose a number. 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? Unforgiven, Metallica 7. What shirt are you wearing? A white south pole shirt, that costs way too much 8. Do you "label" yourself? No, others do that for me 9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing? They don't have a brand 10. Bright or Dark Room? Dark 11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? Ummm yea 13. What were you doing at midnight last night? Talking on the internet with Billy, Trent, and Josh 14. What did your

My Rants!
In my absence from fubar and the net in general, I have been learning about the BDSM lifestyle. I have learned a lot about dominance and submission. In my absence I have also gained the submission of four female slaves. Whom all I adore very much. It has been an amazing time for me. Heightened emotions and pleasure. I am very great full to my beautiful slaves for exploring this life with me. I mentioned a book in a earlier blog “Screw the roses, send me the thorns” It’s an amazing book to read. For the people shaking there heads before you pass judgement I suggest you read it and then see what you think. The last few months I have been learning about the BDSM world and have jumped in so to speak. It's been very enlightening and has taught me so much about sex, and how it effects the mind. I just wanted to pass on the name of this kick ass book I have been reading. "Screw The Roses, Send Me The Thorns" Do a search for it online, it's easy to find and isn't expensive. It's like a

Ironic
today episode of wife swap my good friens Kevin and Dolly was on it.. Kevin and Dolly own The Heart Of Darkness( the haunted house all the NightStalkers work at) boy could they have found a perfect opposite as they did.. at least in the end they took some good things from each other so their families can grow...i know this is not one of my usual type of stuff i write.. but it i had to just put this out there for my friends to know... Have you held someone to make them feel better and/or had someone hold you to make you feel better an you only felt empty inside? You scream for comfort but because of certain things you choose to stay neutral. To continue to do what you have in the past.To guard. To Protect.The more you want things to change the more cold and distant you grow. Damned if you do , damned if you don't. So what do you do? You choose the one that others happiness comes first. You remember that the life of a guardian angel is a lonely one. You start doing things to help you kee

My Life
I will most likely not be here from Tuesday, June 3rd to Thursday, June 5th. My father has a pacemaker and from the results of some tests he received on Friday, it seems that the pacemaker wasn't working properly. He has to go into the hospital Tuesday morning for them to run all of these pre-op tests and then Thursday they are replacing it. I'm not sure if I'll have time to get on here, but if not, I have a copy of the Godfather List in my "fubar" blog, along with the Upper Levels List. But, I'm sure BooBoo will have a handle on that list. I hope you all have a great week. Some of you might have noticed I haven't been here in a few days. Well here is the reason. Saturday morning here in PA we had on and off showers. By late morning it turned into thunderstorms. It seems that lightning hit a house across the road and it fried the phone lines. Since I use Verizon DSL, I was basically put on a long timeout from the internet. Today is Wednesday, many of you

Contest Rules
kaelyn( her lil demon) tina"s baby kaeya bobbi"s baby desiree unforgiving_deathwish baby (briann) roadies baby chuckles (lucavi) dwaynes baby (divayth) lil mommas baby ok my contest rules are verry simple . 1. No drama 2. no down rating the contestestant. the contest will start as soon as i get enough people to join it

Attention!
Can you help my friend out with some votes..... here is the picture to go to the page and write comments for her..... THANKS Please help My friend win a contest its the last few hours of the contest and very close please help by commenting on the pic below and help us score points

Quiz
- Lorie's Sexy Acronym - Lis for...LewdOis for...OpenRis for...RavishingIis for...ImpassionedEis for...Enticing The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com Lorie -- [noun]:An oral sex master 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sappy Shit!
One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry. He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water. She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked, How much do I owe you?" You don't owe me anything," she replied. "Mother has taught us never to accept pay for a kindness." He said..... "Then I thank you from my heart." As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit. Many year's later that same young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly

Perversions Of A Perverted Mind
hi, i just started up yesterday, i just wanted to thank amy for inviting me, and say thanks to everyone who's been so amazingly nice to me, sorry if i havent gotten around to everyone else's page, my comp is not exactly in shape to parade through the internet like most people's is, but thanks all the same, people on here are extremely nice, hope to meet more people!

Fireopal
I was just talking with a friend a little while ago and I was discussing with her maybe someday writing short stories. There is a special twist to these that I believe maybe I will keep to myself. Anyway thank you Talon for the wonderful idea, well, here goes. We will start at the beginning of this ordeal, when the first small things should have been a clue, they entered their new house for the first time as a family, smiles on their faces and cleaning supplies in hand, setting everything down mother divides the house into easy sections, thinking this will be a snap. Such a small house really, it's only a two bedroom, just one bathroom, Brandon and Jennifer are given the two bedrooms and the bathroom, and mom takes the livingroom and the porches that is loaded down with stuff someone left behind. Mom got the worst of the deal. After everyone was done with their space then everyone was to meet back in the kitchen

Kim's Thought Of The Day
well as you all know i broke my leg 2 days before christmas well today FINALLY my doctor said i am good everything is looking great!! and i am so happy cause i feel like things are going good for me FINALLY! I HAVE MEET A MAN THAT HAS GAVE ME LIFE AGAIN HE MAKES ME FEEL SO ALIVE! AND I CANT ASK FOR ANYTHING MORE! anyway i just wanted to let the world know... until next time love ya bye Well today it stopped raining finally!! I am going to be working on my house the next couple of days! I am going to be painting(how fun) Also I have a new job! I am very happy about it! Yesturday I helped my sister in Mississippi with her kids science report! It was over saving energy! As you all know James had surgry today and things went good so please keep him in your thoughts he has a long way to go to get better!! Well I think that is all for today! OH PLEASE STOP BY MY PAGE AND PUT YOUR PICTURE ON MY GUEST BOOK!!!! I HAVE BEEN WORKING VERY HARD ON MY PAGE!! LOVE

Black sun rays fall upon my soul casting dark shadows Causing it to become withered and grow cold my skin starts pealing away showing the real me in an ugly way Today, just the same Tomorrow, just the same Yesterday is gone, but the pain will never go away The clock hands are ticking backwards it seems things that have happened in the past seem to be coming back Driving the razor blades into my unholy flesh leaving me here naked and bare striped away from all what makes me sane now drowning in the sorrow of the black sun rays why is it when a man says that they will do something and they dont the woman yells at them. and when a woman says that they will do something and when they dont its alright.they think us men shouldnt get mad at them. sitting at the house watching the news see all the fires in the western states. it makes you realize if that will happen to you. you dont think it would until the day it happens to you. it did me. i was out walking and i get a phone cal

Longtyrone
What is a friend list? To some it's a way to build relationships. To others it's an ego boost and a way to feel popular. And some people use their friends list mainly as a way to build CherryTap points. None of these are inherently wrong to me. Some of my friends keep in touch on a semi-regular basis. I've got some friends that I never hear from and that's fine. Some just roll through my photos giving tens and never comment or PM me, but that's cool too. If people need CherryTap points then feel free to use me in that way. I'm not a big fan of CherryTap points anyway, but that's another blog post. Some CherryTappers complain about never hearing from the people in their friends list either in a PM, IM or comment. These are usually the same people I never hear from. Let's be realistic. If you have a list of 200 friends, ask yourself how many times you've actually gone through and touched base with all 200 of them? Never? Then why would you expect that from others?

To All My Friends,fans And Family!!!!
http://cherrytap.com/blog/74542 I wanted to say thank you to all the friends, fans and family that have rated and commented or just talked for awhile,whatever it may be.I just didnt want to leave anyone out when it comes to showing the appreciation that I have and they deserve. Sometimes I get sidetracked like most people do once and awhile and forget to do things. So in short thats what I wanted to say and that I love you all as real friends not just blips and pics on the screen, with that being said lets tear this shit up yall....lol Seth....aka....therockkhrd...

You Know Your From Mass When
YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM MASSACHUSETTS IF... 1. The Red Sox World Series win was, and will always be, one of the greatest moments in your life. 2. The guy driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you're swearing at him for going too slow. 3. When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke. 4. You went to Canobie Lake Park or Water Country as a kid 5. You actually enjoy driving around rotaries. 6. You do not recognize the letter"R" as a part of the English language. 7. Your social security number starts with a 0 8. You can actually find your way around Boston. 9. You know what a "regular" coffee is. 10. You keep an ice scraper in your car year-round. 11. You can tell the difference between a Revere accent and a Dorchester accent. 12 Springfield is located "way out west." 13. You almost feel disappointed if someone doesn't flip you the bird when you cut them off or steal their parking space. 14. You know how to pronounce the names of towns like Worcester, Billerica, Gloucester, and

Thoughts And Feelings Of At The Time
Ever feel alone and deperesed even when serounded by friends and family and even wounder if they truely care. I get this way at times that no one gives a damn and yet i'm serounded by friends, i feel alone and lonely and seems like no one seems to care at all and at times i feel like just ending it all. or just giving up and saying screw it i don't care cuz no one else seems to give a damn. I also at times really care for someone and yet i get upset for no reason when they don't return my affections in the way i feel they should and i know that is wrong and yet i can't help myself cuz,to me those feelings are real and are easly smashed.I then feel rejected makeing my feelings of being alone and that on one cares even deeper. Makeing me at times wanting it to all end and or never have been born at all. spidey

Amber , My Lil' Sister
Normally I wouldn't read anything on your page or anyone elses to be exact! but tonight for some reason I decided to read what you had to say, I couldn't agree with you more on the things you had to say about Mom and Donna the I read on and I find this! "Hummm My Idol well............I think personally the only Idol that I have is my big sister Tasha she is the best damn sister a girl could ever have she makes me smile when Im down she is there when I need a shoulder to cry on she is like a gods Cent angel there like watching over me like their aint nothing to be worried about so yeah you all tell me that you couldnt find a sister like that cause Lord let me tell you as far as Im concerned My sister is my life my heart and my guardian angel all in one category....Sissy if you are reading this I just want you to know how much I love you and I just wanted to say thanks for being THE BEST DAMN SISTER a girl could ever have....Ohh Yeah one more thing...cant wait till your nephew gets

Oi Oi Savaloy!!!
Finally seen my baby boy after 4/5 months , and ive got to tell you this my jaw is aching so much from smiling its unbearable ha ha ive never stopped smiling and it was hours ago,*SMILE* ive missed him so much never gonna let it happen again!!!! smile.x How come when yu put your sock's in the washing machine, then stick em straight in the dryer (1"ft away) dry em!!! put em in the washing basket! then go to put them away! there's alway's "ONE" missing??? were do they go?? why do all the ones yu got left after every wash never match??? let me know........:-( what is it that girls dont understand about NO!!!!, tis girl phones for an appointment.. i say i might be able MIGHT!! to squeeze her in (MIGHT)sooooooooooooo she turns up with her 2 fiends 30 mins before i shut shop. her friend the one with the loud mouth!!!proceedes to ask me over and over again to do a small star (WOW) on her stomache.. i refuse saying im going home "go on man it will only take 5 minutes" how long she been tattooi

Breathing
Takieng it all in with each wondering step...I got to thinking im not just a nightmare im someones night time fansty with hopes and dreams of all to come true...I sit upon my long lenghty stool and wonder if they even know that im there night mare and im there fansty....No one really knows not even those who think they know because you cant tell what things bring us because each day is differnt....Im even unsure weather its ok to breathe without makeing some kinda mistake and haven it back fire on me and me haven to pay it worth a damm...because if no one pays it attion then what good does it do to even give a rats ass ------------------------------------------------- bolg 2 Im only human, im the one who takes on all helps all and does for all bust my ass each and everyday of the week and stays strong... with a tuff spot in my path i get knocked off and wonder if its ok ....i vent it out with the pros and cons... knock myself down and cant escape myself till i see that its

Yeah I Did It Lol
life is a bitch love is a joke lets all have a beer & we'll get hell 2 pay if u like trucks cars vans bikes i dont care holler we can chat if u like 2 party let me on 1 i need a beer badly lmao i am 5 ft 9 in tall brown hair & brown eyes love three things fords country music & friends . so if you would like 2 chat give me a holler

Remember
THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU fubar Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! DJSeleneCorleon... remove friend subject: Contest Results sexiest cowboy hat date: 2007-08-01 14:20:45 ATTENTION ALL FUBARERS LET IT BE KNOWN THE RESULTS ARE IN FOR THE COWBAY HOT CONTEST AND THE RESULTS ARE 1ST. LOST GOTH KINGDOM OF WOLVES WITH 4763 AND 15 RATES 2ND. CALISTA WITH 1457 COMMENTS AND 19 RATES 3RD. SHAWZIE WITH 785 COMMENTS AND 19 RATES As a survivor of hurricane Katrina and Rita right now all eyes are on hurricane Dean and I pray all in it's path in the gulf will be safe. I hope everyone in the south will take a few minutes in the next few day's and watch where this one is going and pray for every one in Deans path..Please trust me when I say take no chances ...Keep a watch and if this hurricane is a 3 or higher GET OUT while you can. I was going to stay for Katrina .No one here knew of it being any higher than a 3 but a friend came down and

A Dozen Rosez
Once you have opened this email, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there LEO The Lion in bed Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth.Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. VIRGO The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intel

Dreams
Ok,Maybe just maybe someone can help me figure this one out,I've searched the Net and can't seem to find anything to help without having to join some type of forum. I had a strange dream the other night and I've tried to no avail to pick it back up again which I can usually do...sorry let me get to the point lol... I had a dream a couple of nights ago about an ex that I have not even thought about conciously in a very long time,I don't remember any dialouge of the dream,just this visual of seeing him in the kitchen of our old place anyways I happen to look down and he has no feet they are amputated right above the ankles and he's got these weird looking prosthetics on....any ideas?

What Hurts The Most
On Sept. 17th, I recieved a phone call while driving home that my Daughter's dad was found dead in his home after never showing up for work that morning. I fell to pieces and could'nt believe my ears, my 1st thought was how was I going to tell my 7 yr.old daughter that her father was dead. Then the thought of how am I gonna raise her alone came to mind knowing that she loved her daddy and this news would crush her. The time finally came for me to tell her when she got home from school, there was no way around it. One look at me and she knew somethin was terribly wrong and wanted to know right away! I told her the best way I could possibly find and as suspected she busted out crying hysterically. To this day she still talks about him as if he is still here and does'nt show much sorrow, almost as if it still has'nt sunk in yet. I on the other hand have sleepless nights and still have days where all I can do is cry. He was a great father and deffinately a one of a kind person and I wil

Emma Rose
Emma Rose There is a tiny garden, It's growing up above, She was taken up so suddenly, And filled with so much love, Her mommy loved her dearly, So many others too, Like family, friends, and neighbors, Now all feeling blue. Emma's very special, She has a job to do, She was given wings to wear so proud, So on the love she'll fly around, Spreading love to everyone, That ever frowns. So if you ever see, a flower or a tree, Remember that is Emma, Spreading smiles, love and glee. Written on February 17, 2007 11:00 PM For Gia in memory of Emma Rose who was called back home to Jesus. bye Susan Du Four Emma Rose There is a tiny garden, It's growing up above, She was taken up so suddenly, And filled with so much love, Her mommy loved her dearly, So many others too, Like family, friends, and neighbors, Now all feeling blue. Emma's very special, She has a job to do, She was given wings to wear so proud, So on the love she'll fly around,

Come As You Are
Bring all your access troubles bring all your hopes and dreams, bring your shattered past, it's all the same to me, I will never judge you, I will never turn my back, we will face this world together, there is no turning back, A true friend never turns away, a true friend will never stray, I will be your friend, there is no need to change, if you will need a friend then , COME AS YOU ARE!!! Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Too Long Gone
WE ARE FOREVER BOUND BY THIS FREAKISH LUST THIS UMBILICAL CORD OF PAIN AND GRIEF WE CAN NOT TEAR OURSELVES APART FOR WHEN WE TRY IT IS BUT A FUTILE ATTEMPT THE DARKNESS TRAVELS THE CORD AND ENVELOPES US BOTH FOREVER BOUND TO THE ONE WE HATE WE CLAW AT EACH OTHER FOREVER TO BE LIVING IN PAIN WHAT ONCE WAS SWEET HAS ROTTED OUT THERE IS NO ESCAPE AS I INHALE YOU EXHALE AS YOU SLEEP I WAKE AS YOU CRY I LAUGH AS YOU SCREAM I AM AT PEACE PEACE WITHIN YOUR PAIN AS IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN

Crucifixion Of An Angel
Crucifixion of an Angel She remains defiant in the face of death Nailed to the cross Accused of treachery and witchcraft She was only true to her soul She had a taste for adventure She could bewitch and beguile She was fantastic company A party animal who also had a sensitive side She loved romantic trips to Paris and Rome She liked expensive clothes Her lovers would spend all their money on her But that was enough to keep her close She always felt the need to move Always uncomfortable in one single place A thirst for excitement which had to be quenched Many of her partners became paupers A few even took their lives She was an explosive personality Once you had spent an even in her company Your life would never be the same And now she has been judged by her former lovers Found guilty of being a witch An old crime in a modern setting I kneel at her feet and beg her to forgive us all "Your beauty corrupted our souls Such beauty only belongs in heaven Return t

Author Unknown
I found this poem and gave it to my grandmother over 5 years ago when my grandfather passed away and it touched me so i wanted to share it...idk who wrote it or the title but it still brings tears to my eyes.... I stood by your bed last nite, I came to take a peep. I could see you were crying, you found it hard to sleep. I whispered to you softly, as you brushed away a tear, "its me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here." I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea, you were thinking of the many times you passed that cup to me. I was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore, I longed to take your parcels, I wished I carried more. I was with you at my grave today, you tend it with such care, I wanted to reassure you that I am not lying there. I walked with you towards the house as you fumbled for your key, I gently put my hand on yours, I smiled and said "its me." we both went in, you looked so tired and you sank in to your cha

Lifes Too Short
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs67%Whips50%Bondage50%Blind Folds33%Biting17%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Don't........
don't send flowers they die anyway... don't say sweet loving words that are just "something that u say"... don't make promises you know you'll never keep... turning "sweet dreams" into nights when u can't sleep... don't say..."Forever"... then just turn and walk away... leaving us to wonder what did we do or say? "I love you" is a simple phrase it can mean alot... but said without meaning it makes it something that its not... don't toy with ones emotions what damage it can do.... Karma is a strange thing it just might come back to you!

Suffer The Children....
Suffer the children and all they endure... they deserve not the pain being so sweet and pure... some are abused by angry adults... blamed for things that were never their fault... some become pawns in the game of divorce... used as "weapons" to hurt bitter feelings the source... some are abandoned feeling lost and alone... left to fend for themself no place to call home... the scars that are left follow them all of their life... long buried pain still cuts like a knife... suffer the children with no safe place to be... facing life all alone longing to be free......

Star Crossed Lovers
caught up in your memories... haunted by the past... thumbing thru your pictures... our time went to fast... the photos worn and faded... i reach out to touch your face... a deep eternal longing... as i remember your embrace... softly spoken words... still echo in my mind... i mourn all we lost... when "us" you left behind... do i ever cross your mind... as often you do with me? at times still reminded of you... by something that i see... it seems another lifetime... our "starcrossed" fantasy... but those magical memories... will always follow me....

Dog The Bounty Hunter
SIGN THIS PETITION...HE BROUGHT JUSTICE TO PEOPLE WHO HAS BEEN DONE WRONG BY A CRIMINAL...WHY SHOULD HE HAVE TO PAY FOR THAT..PLEASE HELP HIM OUT AND SIGN THIS PETITION MUCH MAHALO, DEE http://www.petitiononline.com/dwayne/petition.html

Bridge To Terabithia
We took our kids to watch Bridge To Terabithia last night and I have to say, I was really surprised at how good the movie was. The kids enjoyed the movie and I know this because not one of them made a peep during the whole thing. (which is very rare with 9,9,8,7 year olds lol)I figured it would be a kids only movie but I truly liked it. If you get the chance, watch it, I don't think you will regret it.

Given Up
given up. Its been too long now I need a change I need some action Anything This is the end of it I cant take it anymore Standing here Feeling stupid and alone Like Im the only one Who doesnt Who hasnt Need something new Need you No Im not ok But I lie and say -- Im fine And so slowly You turn away I feel like Im competing with nothing And it doesnt matter Cause Im not yours anymore My hands are cold Too bad its not the beginning Youll find me running In the opposite direction But Im just stupid Im so lost And alone Need nothing new Just you No Im not ok But I lie anyway -- I miss you I miss nothing I want everything I dont know what to do Cant say the truth Cause I dont know what youll do Ill just give up on it But I cant.... ~Terri R. Swancey~

Dante Inferno Test
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)HighLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High

Promises
We met in a world of online dreams, no way to know just how much is true, but I gave my word, to love, respect, only give my love to only you, I WON'T MAKE PROMISES THAT I CAN'T KEEP... It seems that everyday, there is another problem we must face, to come between us, try to take our love away, I told you , I was in this with you come what may, there is nothing, that will stop me from loveing you, I will stand beside you, come thick or thin, I know I told you, I give my word again, I WON'T MAKE PROMISES THAT I CAN'T KEEP... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Myself
Tonight is Barry Bonds last game in San Francisco. We as Giants fans will miss him greatly, I know I truely will. The Giants will be boring for years to come, so be ready Giant fan. Barry Bonds gave us 15 years of Awesome baseball. There is no doubt we as baseball fans where watching history every time he played, every time he swung the bat. Bonds owns so many of baseballs records ... too many to list. In Barry bonds very first game, and very first at bat as a Giant he hit a homerun. He is truely a special person. Yes, he is not loved by everyone, but he does not need to be. He has always been Barry Bonds and always will be Barry Bonds. He is loved by his Family, friends, fans and me. Thank you Barry. Thank you for not saleing out. Thank you for all the great memories. Thank you for being you! ~J~ Just got the keys to my new house. First time ever buying a house and I bought it brand new, built from the ground up^. I have never even bought a brand new car before, so I think its kind

My Ramblings...
I got my right sleeve started on Saturday (Feb. 24th). I have a stylized sun design on my inner forearm that will be incorporated into the sleeve & a very poorly done celtic design that I got when I was 18 that will be covered up. I discussed the design when my artist was working on my left arm. You can see pictures of that tattoo in my gallery. I hadn't seen the drawing prior to Saturday, but I wasn't worried. Let's just say when I saw it I was blown away. It is nothing short of awesome. It will take about 20 hours of work & won't be done until June or so. I can't wait. Now there are many great tattoo artists out there, but I have to say again, mine is awesome. If you'd like, you can check him out at http://www.clintdanroth.com. Tattoos are turning into a bit of an addiction. I've already got the idea for my next one. Here I am, sitting at home on a Saturday night, so I log into Cherryland. Why am I home on a Saturday night? Loser? No friends? Actually, I got tattooed for fi

Poll
tr> NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Yes, a nude beach 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 6 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?Yes I have 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Anything that gets me off 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Blow job 17. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I

Iceee
Date: Mar 2, 2007 5:47 PM Subject URGENT NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Body: McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! This is very disturbing news. In addition to the following true story... One son lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find the watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Now read this: PRETTY SCARY!! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland,TN. On October 2nd, 1999 I

Hedonism Ii
Just got back for Hedonism in Jamaica. Had a blast getting that all over tan. Sun was hot and the activies were hotter. LOOKING FOR PEOPLE TO GO ALONG ON JAN OF 2008. We had 72 people that went with our group FUN IN THE SUN CREW and 22 booked for 2008 because thay stated it was the most fun they ever had. So If your interested in having what we call the most fun you can without your pants on drop me a line. WYLD CHILD

Control
I thought I knew you, I thought you cared, I thought you loved me, and wanted me there, you only wanted control.. I thought it was more, I thought it was true, I thought I could trust you, I could count on you, you only wanted control... I thought this was real, I thought this would last, I thought we had a tomorrow, building a past, you only wanted control... I won't be lied to, I won't be abused, time that things change, time that you knew, I'm takeing control, with or without you.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Lite Reading
Can you imagine working for a company that has a little more than 500 employees and has the following statistics: * 29 have been accused of spousal abuse * 7 have been arrested for fraud * 19 have been accused of writing bad checks * 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses * 3 have done time for assault * 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit * 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges * 8 have been arrested for shoplifting * 21 are currently defendants in lawsuits * 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year... Can you guess which organization this is? Give up yet? It's the 535 members of the United States Congress. The same group that crank out hundreds of new laws each year designed to keep the rest of us in line.

Ooo...
1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? adorable 2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? poofy dress for prom...short dress for clubs 3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? smile. 4. Group dates or single dates? single. 5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends? yes 6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend? no. i just want someone to love me 7. Is your hair up or down today? up 8. Do you straighten your hair? yes. when i feel the need 9. Favorite mascara? Avon 10. Do you get your nails done? every great leap year 11. Small or large purses? medium 12. In your purse, what are your must haves? everything..fone.make-up.pens.camera. 13. Jeans or sweats? jeans. 14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable? sometimes. 15. Do you text message a lot? bunches 16. What would you do if you got pregnant? cry 17. What’s your favorite color? blue.and green 18. Hee

Shadow Vampire
Shadow Vampire Many dark centuries have passed since the first vampire was created. During that time an evolution occurred in the ranks of the Vampire legions. New breeds rose to follow their different paths... among them walks the Shadow Vampire. Unknown to most they developed many powers such as the ability to observe and absorb the talents and feelings of these they encountering their journeys, In time of great danger they found the Shadow Realm. A place not easily tolerated, causing great pain and even death to many that tried it, but a few intrepid individuals adapted and survived in the Shadow Realm without harm... thus the Shadow moniker. As the centuries have passed they have crossed paths with many other breeds finding many that the like and even more that they don't. Perhaps it was because of the nature of the Shadow Realm with its constant sameness that their curiosity became so strong. Intrigued by the powers of the others displayed they sought out and learned al

Toast Of The Day
Here's to the breeze That blows through the trees And lifts the skirts above the knees To show us the things that tease and please Oh, how I love the breeze! Here's to me, here's to you, if you don't like me then FUCK YOU!!

Stabbed By My Bestfriend.. Tell Me What You Think....
Heyyy Yall... Well I have had somethings on my mind. Things goin on in my life. THAT TRUELY SUCKS.... I want to know what people think about this. Well I have been friends with this girl for years well about 10 years. She was my best friend. Someone I turned to when I had problems. Like this one. Anyways, I dated this guy 2 years ago now. We dated a few months. We were like bestfriends... Well he was my best guy friend...We broke up but we were more then friends after the fact. It also went on for a year. Now its been a year since. And I cared so much about this guy. I stoped talkin with him so much so I could get over him or at least keep my distance. You know. So We used to talk every night. He used to send me texts every morning and night. Sayin well duhh Good Morning and Good Night. I really liked him. Well lets say I loved him very much. Now my Ex- bestfriend.. Someone who never liked him really. Is datin him. She didn't even have the nerve to tell me. I found out on

Tattoo's And Piercings
Dear friend if your reading this I can't send you a comment because your not accepting them how sad hun...Scott OK MY LOVELY FRIENDS YES I AM IN YET ANOTHER TATTOO CONTEST SO PLZ PLZ PLZ CAN YOU COMMENT BOMB THE HECK OUT OF ME....WITH EVERYONES HELP I CAME IN 3RD PLACE IN THE LAST ONE SO AGIN THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT. HERE IS THE LINK FOR THIS NEW ONE... THANX AGAIN SCOOTER 1. Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? My Daughter 2. Pretend you had 10 beers. Describe what you would be doing? Passed out...lol 3. What do you want? A good woman who loves me for me 4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? my cat 5. Do you talk to yourself? yes...at times 6. Do you drink milk straight from the carton? lactose intolerant 7. Who knows a secret or two about you? my daughter 8. How long is your hair? short 9. Do you like Batman? he's ok 10. Who was the last person who told you they loved you? my daughter 12. Do

Special Poem
THEY SAY MEMORIES ARE GOLDEN, WELL MAYBE THAT IS TRUE. BUT WE NEVER WANTED MEMORIES, WE ONLY WANTED YOU. A MILLION TIMES WE'VE NEEDED YOU,A MILLION TIMES WE'VE CRIED. IF LOVE ALONE COULD HAVE SAVED YOU, YOU NEVER WOULD HAVE DIED. IN LIFE WE LOVED YOU DEARLY, IN DEATH WE LOVE YOU STILL. IN OUR HEARTS YOU HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE, NO ONE WILL EVER FILL. OUR FAMILY CHAIN HAS BEEN BROKEN AND NOTHING SEEMS THE SAME. BUT AS GOD CALLS US ONE BY ONE, THE CHAIN WILL LINK AGAIN. IN LOVING MEMORY OF CHRISTOPHER MICHEAL SIMMONS BORN 03/06/1982 DIED 11/29/2003

* Morphogenetic Fields *
(Crystal Body , Manifestation Template or Organic Imprint for Health) All matter forms and forms of consciousness, including planetary bodies and human bodies, are manifested through a morphogenetic (form-holding) imprint, which exists as a quantity of crystalline (that's why it's also called crystal body), electro-tonal energetic substance that is composed of specific patters of frequency. (See: Universal Manifestation Template, Primal Order, Energy Matrix, Time Matrix) This morphogenetic imprint sets the pattern for a form within the 15-dimensional Unified Field of energy substance, The morphogenetic imprint holds the instructions and design for form-building in a type of digital or electronic encoding, known as Keylon Codes. Forms come into manifestation and evolve, as patterns of frequency are drawn into the forms' morphogenetic field, from the dimensional frequency bands of the Unified Field of energetic substance within which the morphogenetic field is placed. Thi

* Holographic Templates * & The Holographic Universe *
Holographic Template The Holographic Template is the original thought-form construct upon which our universal structure is perpetually created. The Holographic Template represents the living Morphogenetic Field - the dimensionalized blueprint of conscious light, sound and scalar waves, within which the individuated consciousness is stationed, an upon the illusion of solidity is manifest. The human body is a living “holographic projection machine”. Consciousness IS energy and Energy IS Conscious. The externalization of life, manifestation of matter and individuation of identity are HOLOGRAPHIC PROJECTIONS of Consciousness-Energy Substance, created through an intrinsic order of energetic relationships. Energetic relationships represent interrelationships of consciousness, in its infinite manifest and de-manifest form. Reality is Thought Construction. The core substance of the cosmos is Consciousness. Thought is an attribute of Consciousness, the filte

* Scalar Waves *
Scalar Waves (Scalar Standing Wave / Flash Light Sequences) Scalar: Etymology: Latin scalaris, from scalae stairs, ladder - scale 1 : having an uninterrupted series of steps : GRADUATED 2a : capable of being represented by a point on a scale 2b : of or relating to a scalar or scalar product Scalar in Physics and Math means a quantity that does not depend upon any system (co-ordinate system or direction) to be defined; it's already defined by its quantity. i.e. The speed of an object is a scalar (e.g. 180 km/h), while its velocity is not (180 km/h north). The first does not depend upon a "direction" but the second does. 3 : scalar (noun) a quantity, for example, mass or time, that has magnitude but no direction (Merriam-Webster Dictionary & Wikipedia.org) A Scalar Wave is a multi-dimensional standing wave pattern that emanates out of a fixed point of sound -tonal vibration - within the Morphogenetic Field (MF) of the Cosmic Unified Field of Energy. Scalar

A Matter Of Perspective
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. "Hello." "Is your daddy home?" he asked. "Yes," whispered the small voice. "May I talk with him?" The child whispered, "No." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" "Yes." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, "No" Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" "Yes," whispered the child, "a policeman" Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" "No, he's busy", whispered the child. "Busy doing what?" "Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman," came the whispered answer. Growing more worried a

Lonely
Lonely By Steven Cook Night time is near , I’m alone once more A lonely night so I lock the door I lay awake so determine to sleep I close my eyes and constantly weep I think of her throughout the night And how I wish I could hold her tight To be together until death do us part She was the reason my life would start The beginning of her love was precious and true She knew just who I was and knew what to do To keep me happy to make me see That love was destined for her and me The times we shared were perfect and rare The happiness I felt I just knew she cared She put passion in everything she did for me She made me believe that I could be king So I gave her my heart only to find That love was not destined love led me blind

Oh The Cleverness Of Twatwaffle And Asshat
Ok guys im sick stuck in the house with some kind of strep throat/flu crap and of course being stuck in the house it gave me ample time to run in frivolous circles with my sister Sunny (aka Asshat) over yahoo messenger .... one thing you have to understand about our relationship, is that first and for most Sunny is my Girl but second... Sunny is my spell check LOL Toxic: i ate fritos for brakfast this morning... Toxic: sick smiley Sunny: oh yeah.. thats gonna help Toxic: i should have made soup Sunny: dingleberry! Toxic: LOL Sunny: fluids!! Toxic: i dont like fluids Toxic: there are already enough coming out of my nose already Sunny: not body fluids.. this is why your the twatwaffle.. lmao Toxic: i want to dry it out Toxic: LOL Toxic: right! Sunny: lol Sunny: did you see my blog?? (you HAVE GOT to look at this!) Sunny: http://cherrytap.com/blog/45270 Sunny: that should make you laugh Toxic: k let me go look Sunny: =)) LOL

Erotic
The hotel room is dark and your breathing so deep and regular. My heart is still fluttering remembering how you have made love to my body. The touch of your hand brings such pleasure. The feel of your mouth on mine is so real. My lips tingle with the memory. I love that you are curved against my back. The heat of your hand is making my nipple hard. Your fingers and mouth did such a good job keeping them that way. But it was your teeth that brought forth the orgasm. The look of surprise on your face when that happened. If I close my eyes I can see it. The flash of passion made your eyes so dark. I smile as I remember telling you that that would happen... I gently turn in your arms. And as I do, you roll to your back. Your arm is still so protective of me. I feel that way with you. Protected... but now it is my turn to return the favor you have given me. My fingers test your awareness. I slowly run them down your chest. You murmur but don't wake. That pleases me! My fingers con

Check Out All My New Pics
CHECK OUT ALL MY NEW PICS AND RATE THEM, COMMENT THEM, ADD ME AS A FRIEND IM NEW HERE SO STILL TRYING TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS THE MORE THE MERRIER!! ALSO COMMENT AND VOTE FOR ME IN THE MENS SEXY BOOTY CONTEST HERE IS THE LINK BELOW... THE CONTEST WILL END WEDNESDAY AND THE WINNERS GET A BLAST SO PLEASE HELP ME OUT!! thanks and kisses & hugs mavrick64

Help
hey everyone my wife had our baby lastnight and he was 8lbs 21" long and at 6:05 pm on 11/4/07 hey im still new at this and i need help getting cherry points and i have maxed out my comments and pic rat. and i need help or hints my points up more http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=244559&i=3224021659 go to that site and comment so mandi can win this contest

Killer Blue Eyezzz Contest!!!
Hey friends, fans and lurkers! I am going to be in a Killer Blue Eyezzz Contest from February 20th til March 6th and I'd love your vote! Please come visit my profile during that time and hit the link to vote for me. I was never popular in high school so now's my time to shine. I appreciate all votes and ya'll know if you support me NOW, when you need me to rate or comment bomb I am there for you! Thanks in advance from the blue eyed Texan Elizabeth.

Thats My Life....
Ok so um yeah...When u say I love u wut do u mean? I mean I love u...I love who u are and everything about u n I wanna be with u. To all the guys...Wut do u really mean when u tell sum1 that u love them but u don't wanna be with anyone right now. I've been told that its just a way to nicely reject sum1 so ur still on their good side and can still get wut u want out of them if u know wut I mean. I've done blogs about people making comments about things and jumpin to conclusions without reason so I won't be a hypocrit...I want to be the one to make this guy happy and I wanna be his world....I think I was once but things got all screwed up n it was prolly mostly my fault bein jealous n immature but to be clear I THOUGHT I had my reasons....but anyhoo this love that I have for this dude is like none I've ever had before and I must say its killin me. I feel everything can be fixed....but I'm pretty sure he doesn't. If we did decide to try it again it would be #4. I'd give anything to be his

Mother
After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you" The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my mother, who had been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my 3 children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "Whats wrong, are you well?' She asked. My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded, just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, a nd then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date.

To All Of My Cherry Peepz
OKAY ADDED A GUESTBOOK ON MY PAGE!!! SIGN IT NOW!!! LUV, TYMM Hey Cherry Peepz if u wanna contact me outside of Cherry here are a few: YIM: galaxy_boy65 AOL:Aquaja2 Thanks for being my friend n fan! If anyone wants to contact me outside of Cherrytap lemme kno Truly,Tymm

In My Boxs
I look at you today smiel with you tommow and love you yester day I tell you i hate you yet do not know how to love I bring you close to me and always push you away Im sorry for all these things and the way they make you fill tonight ill stay with you then tommow ill go away sinserly Blue so many of them so y is it so hard to git what you want you evan got dum ones some one anser without a conscious please i try to hide from those i love becuse i know i will always hurt them in the end i wont to be stong yet im so weak were is my shadow in the days i am scaed of life and my self Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com

Music Nut Jo
It's been a while since I was last here cus Ive been busy with other stuff. I will get back to being a full-time CT'r again, soon! And I will get around to returning all the rates as soon as I can! Thank you, keep em coming! For the past month or so I've had a problem with my eye. At first I thought it was because I had hit myself in my eye whilst sleeping as I woke up with a slightly sore eye. Then over the next few days it started to colour, like I had been hit. The the swelling started after a week, which made me think I had a sty, so I figured I would leave it and that it would go away. It got a little better, but now it is worse than ever, and I suppose I should go to the Doctors, which I don't really wanna do, cus I will avoid seeing the Doctor unless I'm more or less at death's door, but my eye is starting to piss me off now, so I guess I should really go. So I seem to have been rating a few people's photo's and alot of people have Memoria

Can Be Nice To Some People
things are going ok for me lately but i wish things at work were much better. i work at the county nursing home and 3 yrs ago the people of the county voted to have a new nursing home built and agreed to have their taxes raised in order to have the new home built well here we are 3 yrs later and still no new home and we have no idea what the county board is thinking we get told one thing from them and then they do something else no one wants to bring their family to the nursing because they dont know what is going to happen and i cant say i blame them hopefully soon we will know something but i doubt it but i am sticking in there for now i am looking for that special guy who is honest loving caring and wants to be with me because of who i am not for what he wants me to be i have a 17 yr old son who is my life and i need someone to fill a void that is empty at the moment but i know he is out there somewhere i thought i found him but i havent talked to this guy for some time now

I Want To Say Good Bye To Cherry Tap?
im staying for the people who are nice... but im not showing myself naked just to get a comment... if you like me its gonna be for me not my body or my looks...because im more then that ..you just got to get to know me .. this cherry tap thing really isn't that fun...i don't know anybody...and for the ppl that would like to get to know me for the wrong thing are just pigs! does anyone know how to delete a cherry tap profile...if so send it here please tell me the directions...i'd rather stick to myspace....unless you ppl know how to show me respect then maybe i will reconsider.....

Http://home.att.net/~songs2/jumper.jpg
I wanted to wish everyone a happy and safe 4th OF july i am in a battle on my yearbook.com for the nicset eyes can u go there and vote for me thanks to all that helps it only for 1 day please leave me some gifts under my christmas tree on my profile lol

So I've Realized...
So I've realized I need to stop being so dumb. I've been through a lot of struggles in my life, and I'm so used to quitting and giving up when times get rough... The only thing I've ever been good at is school and sports, but I can't even make wise decisions anymore when it comes to my wellbeing. I moved down to TX for a reason, and I'm already giving up on it because I feel like it's my fault that I'm not there for my friends and family when they've always been there for me through my struggles. Am I selfish?? I feel so helpless when I'm down here. But at the same time if I go back-- what am I going back to? A life where it's hard as fuck to find a job, everythings expensive as hell, cold as a mother fucker, and everyones depressed. I love all the friends I have and have ever had to death, and I'll ALWAYS be there for them in spirit, or even if they call.. But it still pains me not to be there for a hug when they need me, or when I need them. I know every place is different, a

My First Day Of Mumms.
ahhh..... Holy shit what a ****in day. First i got up late because my bloody alarm did not go off. If that wasn't bad enough as i ran down the stairs i stubbed my frickin toe...lol iI drove to work in the pouring rain (i hate the brit weather) flicking my finger to some old guy who didnt turn the way he indicated and nearly made me crash.lol They should take the driving license off everyone over 55. ha ha When i got to work the boss bent my ear about timekeeping, and i'm like "chuck my a freakin bone here" my clock didn't go off. I'm never late, but he obviously didn't get laid last night. lol The day went a liitle slow from then on and i didnt finish till 8pm, i'd been there since 7am. Trust me in my job..( i look after autistic adults with learning disabilities) thats a f***in long..mentally long day. Anyways.. i thought, "i'll go home and talk to my buddies on CT"....yeah right, my f***in computer wouldn't work. i tryed everything but nothing. i called my computer wizkid pal t

Rays Blog
I am trying to create new drinks using Jager. If anyone has any ideas lemme know. Ever looked down while you were in traffic and noticed that your turn sgnal has been on for who knows how long, ad wondered how many people had made fun of you untill you noticed. Then whe you turned it off, you know tha the people who are behind you are making fun of you again because it took you like ten minutes to figure it out?

Just Stuff
MICHIGAN CITY - After suffering a severe head injury in a shooting incident Monday at Normandy Village, Michelle Brown, 28, was in terminal condition at St. Anthony Memorial on Tuesday, said her sister, Elizabeth Brown. A warrant has been issued for the arrest of Randolph Sanders, 401 Pearl St., on a murder charge, following a probable cause hearing on Tuesday morning, Michigan City Police Chief Ben Neitzel said. He said Sanders had gunshot wounds in the head and the buttocks, and is expected to be in St. Anthony Memorial indefinitely. Elizabeth Brown said her sister, a designated organ donor, is being kept alive until organ recipients can be identified. Her father, Robert Brown, was at Normandy Village when the incident occurred, she said. Michigan City Police Lt. Sue Harrison, commander of the Detective Bureau, issued a statement Tuesday morning stating two officers were dispatched to 2207 Normandy Drive at 5:19 p.m. for a possible shooting. She said a handgun was recovered

Thanks!!
JUST WANTED TO THANK ALL WHO TOOK THE TIME TO HELP ME OUT IN THE MILF CONTEST!! BECAUSE OF YOU, I CAME IN 2ND!! :) TO SEE WHAT I WON, SEE MY BULLETIN! MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL *MUAH*!!! I TRIED TO GIFT THOSE THAT HELPED ME THE MOST,BUT DUE TO CONTEST ENDING EARLY I WAS UNABLE TO CHECK AT THE END, SO IF I MISSED ANY OTHER BOMBERS, LET ME KNOW!

Smtx26
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto

Just Here!!!
Well, what to do when your away from home on a holiday weekend. Well to start you stay up late and sleep in.then you wake up and realize your alone in that big bed.Check your emails,cherrytap messages,grab a Sunday paper and dirnk that first cup of coffee. Then you go to breakfast,go see Elvis' birth place,and go to the mall. Lunch is next,then go back to the hotel.Check emails,throw on your sweats,what some history channel while chattin with friends and family. Grab that new camera you bought, and realize your actually stupid now with all the new tech these days.I had to read the damn book...lol. Then get some dinner,hit on some hotties..lol,and realize your a long way from home. So whats best for the blues? Baskin robbins(butter pecan) ice cream...oh yea...the sit down,laptop on your lap,t.v. tuned in and write some poems about some special people. Call the kids,and just think about all you have in life even if it seems you have nothing. Man life is Great!!! But i'm still go

Old Song Lyrics Of Mine
Rejected, lonely The feelings all come back again You'll find me, drowning In my own disgrace, I'm losing hope Losing my mind Helpless as a child lying here Wanting, needing To fill this void in my life again I'm left here, with no one But myself to blame, I'm killing me Many nights I Often wonder why I gave up So tired of this life Crimson stains lie Forgive me Weaker each day Can't find the strength to carry on You took everything I ever wanted in my life Pieces scatter Of my broken heart once again Defeated beaten I've been pushed around for the last time You pushed me too far Now it's time to say goodbye again Forgive me it's too late The deeds already done I'm free to fly So tired of this life Crimson stains lie Forgive me

Ryanwaters
From north to south...west to east...a lot of people gamble their earnings away. Some get really addicted to the point that gambling is their drug of choice. While others can gamble one day, then not play again for months. I gamble! It does get addictive. I used to play Bingo with my Grandma. She loved going to the Casino, but I spent more than I won. I never tried to play poker or any type of card game in real life. Video games, yes! Real life, no! There is a new game that I am playing PAYDAY. I have one chance to win $2,000 every two weeks for twenty years. I am given 14 other sets of quick pick numbers for smaller prizes. For only $3, it might seem a lot, but reality is that you are only paying about 15cents per set of 15 number combinations. Life is a gamble...until next time... It is crazy to see how messy my place can get, even though I am hardly home except for night time after work. I wish maids were free..after all Alice was never paid. *LOL* There is mo

The Dude Dean
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More Of My Stuff
Idolize Bring me your dead your tired your pitiful Suffer the masses humanity falls Lend me your time your lives give me your soul Follow the false one the messiah calls Heed the masters call One thousand points of pain Destruction drawing nigh False Idol speak my name Send in your weak your strong your precious few I will destroy them for I am your god Goddamn your priests your views religious fucks Simple minded fools surrounded by lies Heed the masters call One thousand points of pain Destruction drawing nigh False Idol speak my name

To Live Within My Dreams
I wrote your name on sand it got washed. I wrote your name in air, it was blown away. then I wrote your name on my Heart & I got Heart Attack. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* God saw me hungry, he created pizza . He saw me thirsty, he created Pepsi . He saw me in dark, he created light . He saw me without problems, he created YOU. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Twinkle Twinkle little star You should know what you are And once you know what you are Mental hospital is not so far. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The rain makes all things beautiful. The grass and flowers too. If rain makes all things beautiful Why doesn't it rain on you? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Roses are red, Violets are blue Monkeys like you should be kept in zoo, Don't feel so angry you will find me there too, Not in cage but laughing at you. She comes to me in my dreams and even in my sleep I can feel her presence

How I Feel........
Yes I am single is that such a bad thing... No at times I just dont' wanna deal with the drama.. To Much drama over what are you doing?? Who are you with?? Are you talking to other guys??? Just Blah Blah Blah... I just want a relationship where there is NO drama I'm free to do what I want wwith out any bullshit thats it... I have friends girls and guys and I will not choose any boyfriend over them deffently not... If I'm with you its because we trust each other we have anough faith in one another to not fuck it up.. So, I am single untill I find that guy that 1. There is a spark.. 2. Ofcourse I have to be attracted to you.. 3. NO jealousy.. 4. You Trust me and I'll trust you.. 5. If I need you, your there.. And 6. Love me for me don't try to change me cause I'll wave goodbye to you in a heartbeat.. 7. Theres no second chances you fuck up its on you not me..... Now, Seriously do you see why this beautiful white female is single.. And if you don't then you

Vera's Thoughts
Of all the things in life that go so fast, relationships are sometimes neglected. I just wanted to let all those people out there who have a relationship know not to take for granted what you have. I have been single for a little over 2 months so far and I think this time has been the hardest of all the other times. I have talked to a few different people but none that even came close to what I was looking for until within the last week. I have been talking to someone who stole my heart within the first hour after I met him offline. At first I thought the feeling was somewhat mutual and continued to think so for a short while. Then we both decided maybe things were going "too fast". By then though my heart had dived in. I know it wasn't the other persons fault and I am not blaming him in any way. I guess I'm just not happy with the single status. I wasn't looking for nothing serious with my mind but my heart thought differently. I'm just afraid that at this point I have scar

Long Day
I've had a long ass day of fishing. I mean damn. I was out from 7:30 a.m. to 3:45. Only a single bite on my lines all damn day. Haggard. My bro caught himself a couple sunfish and a huge ass bass. Fucker had to be like 15 inches. put up this gnarly fight. He got it to shore but the damn thing snapped the line before we could net it. Intense. This is one of my pet peeves:unless your a very good friend of mine, I really don't feel like being spammed every ten minutes with a "come check this out" e-mail. Should that be the only contact I ever get from you, chances are high that you're about to be blocked. thanks.

Guest Book!!!
Just a little note to say "STOP BY MY PAGE AND ADD YOURSELF IN MY GUESTBOOK" I JUST ADDED A GUEST BOOK TO MY PAGE AND I AM ALL LONELY THERE BY MY SELF......SO SHOW A GIRL SOME LUV AND ADD YOURSELF. THANKS LUV YA SUGAR Just a little note to say "STOP BY MY PAGE AND ADD YOURSELF IN MY GUESTBOOK" I JUST ADDED A GUEST BOOK TO MY PAGE AND I AM ALL LONELY THERE BY MY SELF......SO SHOW A GIRL SOME LUV AND ADD YOURSELF. THANKS LUV YA SUGAR

How Bdsm Am I?
I knew this time was going to be different, as I pushed aside the lengths of rope and the shiny metal cuffs that hoarded the the black leather surface of the couch. He sat diagonally from me in the chair with nothing on but a bathrobe and a smile. The crude thoughts simmering in my mind sent my pulse racing. The smell of his cock had lingered in my nose all day driving me quite mad. Just a trick of the mind, but now that smell was no trick but the real thing. The small talk was small before he let me have a taste, just a taste though, which makes me puddle between my thighs. Before I could really get into it he took me by the hand and stood me up. I am to keep my hands to my sides after he takes off my shirt, but I'm so nervous I fidget, only stopping after I feel the smarting: a result from him pinching my exposed nipple. He locks my arms behind my back like a criminal, in cuffs. The snap of the cold steel around my wrist gets me going even more now. After he has left me standing i

My Fantasy
Imagine...with you on another rainy day, you take me by the hand as you suddenly get a spontaneous urge to lead me under the wet sky as we run out to dance, laugh, and play while you smile and you hold me close with tender, soaking-wet kisses. Who cares what those people are thinking. They are thinking we are in love and a little crazy! :-)

So Tired
Ya, the last time I was on this site was like in March or something, and it was called CherryTap. Just wanted to say sorry for being away for so long. A ton has happened though. I'm not even in the states at the moment. Oh, I also wanted to say thanks to everyone for continuing to show me love :) I've been drinking and partying all weekend and I'm totally burned out. I don't know how people do this all the time. Crazy! I need to work out tomorrow... totally.

How Is Everyone?
Had a great night. I hope you all had a great weekend. I am trying to get the hang of this whole cherry tap thing, but I guess I should just log in more to get it...lol. I hope you all had a great weekend!

Just Stuff
Ok, so I've never been a huge Nascar fan but wow - what a race today!! I have to admit was awake to see the wreck that took Stewart out and then fell asleep (I felt horrible most of the day) and then woke up just in time to see the last 40 laps. I'm really bummed that Dale Jr. wrecked right at the very end. What a finish though, I've never seen anything like that!! Amazing!

* The High Priestess *
The High Priestess - knowledge - jumping beyond the ledge Instinct - What you know and feel beyond what you think Journey to the brink, where one may sink, Past the eye's blink and Beyond the knot's kink Elevating one to the supernatural, beyond what is actual And factual, The querant of all questions beyond the fool A tool, learned in the most sacred of mystery school A pool of secret knowledge, altering sensations of hot and cool, and what is dual She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you - by powers of day and night Show you the mysteries beyond the darkness and light To blow a wide opening of your 3rd eye's sight Beyond all matters of what is wrong and right To envelop you in the sacred teachings of your delight All intuitive notions in her secret potions of many vast and ancient primordial oceans Is the lubricating lotions Of knowledge of ancients Beyond where all thoughts and feelings went Where magick and esoteric sacr

Pittsburg Penguins
As a fan of the penguins for about fifteen years who new that this season would look so great the faces of Sidney Crosby, Evgeni Malkin, Jordan Stall, Marc Andre-fleury gotta be one of the youngest stars in the nhl today that are taking their respective team too a whole new level approching the post season with a record of 14-0-2 in their last 16 games is pretty impressive. If they keep going at this rate they will sure be in the running for a third frachise stanley cup which would be pretty awesome, so I say this go all the way boys I got the faith in you to relizing the dreams of penguins fans all over.

Public Announcements
It has been scientifically proven that if we Drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli bacteria found in feces. In other Words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop! However, we do not run that risk when Drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, vodka, beer or other liquors) because alcohol has to go through a Distillation process of boiling, filtering, and fermenting. Therefore it is better to drink wine and talk shit than to drink water and be full of shit There is no need to thank me for this valuable Information. I am doing it as a public service REMINDER....11 days from today, all cell phone numbers are being released >> to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sale calls. >> >> .....YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS >> >> To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone: >> 888-382-1222. >> >> It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will o

Confused!!!
okay im totally new and confused! hahahah how do you go about getting cherry bucks, without getting those stupid adds cuz personally i dont like junk email! how about you??? Jennifer i need like a little over 200 pts to level up!

Funny Shit
>An interesting car ad here... >This is a car advertisement from Great Britain. When they finished >filming the ad, the film editor noticed something moving along the >side >of the car, like a ghostly white mist. They found out that a person >had >been killed a year earlier in that exact same spot. The ad was >never put on TV because of the unexplained ghostly >phenomenon. Watch the front end of the car as it clears the trees in >the >middle of the screen and you'll see the white mist crossing in front >of >the car then following it along the road....Spooky! Is it a ghost, >or is it simply mist? You decide. If you listen to the >ad, you'll even hear the cameraman whispering in the background >about it >near the end of the commercial. > >Be sure to listen... It is pretty spooky.

Heaven's Very Special Child
Heaven's Very Special Child A meeting was held quite far from earth "It's time again for another birth," Said the Angels to the Lord above, "This special child will need much love." Her progress may seem very slow, Accomplishments she may not show And she'll require extra care From the folks she meets way down there. She may not run or laugh or play Her thoughts may seem quite far away In many ways she won't adapt, And she'll be known as handicapped. So let's be careful where she's sent We want her life to be content Please, Lord find the parents who Will do a special job for You. They will not realize right away The leading role they're asked to play But with this child sent from above Comes stronger faith and richer love. And soon they'll know the privilege given In caring for this gift from Heaven. Their precious charge so meek and mild Is Heaven's very special child.

These Make Me Smile!
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Listen Up
I've figured it out, the obvious reasons people do what they do. You see... when people are faced with arguing belief, there are only three option for them. 1st, they can run. Ignore it, and turn a blind eye. Spare themselves the headache, and the embarrassment. There's no deinite win there, so why try? Or, they'll argue their side long enough, recognize equal ground. Make peace with that. And, then there is the third kind of person. They don't like to lose. They try foul-mouthed attempts at debating (usually after their initial reaction is ignored... or succumbed to) and try to berate the belief and the believer. They say I'll end up in Hell, and I think I just might. But where are you going? I'm marking NSFW for my propensity to swear. I'm turning 21 soon. Not that big of a deal to me. But here I am surfing through the mumm's when a Aussie 31 yr old woman misunderstands what I said, and bring up the fact that I am the better part of a decade younger than her. I've h

The Upside
Okay so its 730 am right now and i have been awake since 530 this morn...the neighbors decided that they was gonna crank some tunes this morning, they must be deaf cuz they vibrated me right off the fuckin couch with the bass. Plus as an added bonus im a broke ass mother fucker till wed. when i get paid. also i owe out 100 dollars on pay day...shitty deal eh. but on the brightside i got myself a date on thurs., this chick i been talkin to but havent yet met wants to go out to the argyle which is a clb round here, she wants to go dancing which will be fun, but i dont think ill be able to walk very well for a couple days after, and then on friday and saturday night we are partying here in my new apartment. so for having my week start of with a rough start this morning, it looks like its gonna shape up real well, minus the fact that i work friday and saturday morning, but i can stikk go to work all twisted and do okay.

For Women Only
Ladies this has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive today who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8: 45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting roo

Words Of A Princess
Monday, January 15, 2007 My Aphithany Current mood: accomplished ok i know it is like one in the morning and i have been at work all damn day and i should be in bed right now but i have been pondering something lately. i think i have had an ipithany(sp?) but i am twenty years old and soon to be twenty one i have a child and i have seen alot for someone of my tender age. Thanks to one of my very dear friends Amanda who first brought this to my attention i have been chewing on this thought for a while and it has really evolved into something. We ALL have our young and stupid days...one night stands, sex with someone who we THINK is mr or mrs right but really they are just mr Right Now. What ever happen to chivary? Loyalty? and trust? there was a day when the person you lost your virginity to was probably your husband or wife and it was you wedding night. That was your one and only you were both imaculate and free of being tainted so to say. When someone ask me what is the bigge

Thoughts & Feelings
Sometimes we build walls around our heart at one point or another in our life. for whatever the reasons...it's how some of us survive. It's the only way we know how to deal with pain, loss or trauma...and whatever else life may throw our way. Sometimes we build that wall so high..that we can't even see beyond it. we work so hard to keep others out...and in the process, let all the good things go to waste. maybe not intentionally...but that's what happens when the wall is so far up there. It's because of this wall that we are unable to sometimes move on in our life. The fear of the past repeating itself keeps us from ever letting anyone in. I mean, sure we take the wall down a notch or two...but never all the way. It's a security feature that's always set on "automatic"..ready to go up at the first sign of danger. Once that happens...everything else shuts down. The thing is...you can't continue to live your life in fear of the past. Cause then you're really not livin

People
Hi my name is michelle, email ladym9166@hotmail.com. I also have a yahoo account under the name mystik_rain_slave@yahoo.com. I have access to all T's, or as some of you know him GiveUpain1, emails and ims. I am trying to make sure that everyone is aware of what happened to TMASTERWIZARD. Below is his obituary. It would help the family and friends if you could make sure you sign the guestbook. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Terry Ginder SPRINGFIELD - Terry "Wizard" Ginder, 53, of Springfield died Saturday, Nov. 3, 2007, at his home. Terry was born July 2, 1954, in Springfield, the son of Jack Ginder and Juanita Faulkner. He married Ann E. Elfgen on Sept. 24, 1998; they renewed their vows Dec. 18, 2001, in Springfield. Terry owned and operated Northside Tattoo and The Wizard's Pen Tattoo shops. He had been a tattoo artist for more than 30 years. He was preceded in death by his father, Jack Ginder; and brother, Lee Ginder. He is survived by his wi

Mi Vida Loca
Well shit it's been 3 months since I've been here! I guess I have been caught up in life. Being a single mom on my own (with 3 boys)for the 1st time ever has been quite difficult. Nothing easy is worth having though right? Even though I am working 60+ hours a week, hardly get to see my boys, am extremely sleep deprived, and can barely pay bills it's all worth it. Just to be free of all the hostility and negativity that was my marriage. I am my own person, I can think for myself, as silly as it sounds it's a HUGE change for me. I love it. I am finally (at the ripe old age of 32 haha) figuring out who I am and what I want in life and it's interesting, to me anyways. I can't say it too much, I love it! I also want to thank everyone who sent me birthday wishes while I was on hiatus from "fubar", THANKS SO MUCH!! ~Blessed be all~ Let me first start by saying that we thought Sky ~my 15 year old son~ broke his collarbone over the weekend for the 3rd time(on that side) he has broken the ot

What D0 Y0u Think Ab0ut Me
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn

Poems
Subject: please dont delete..4 yrs going This is why I always say I love You.... This has not been broken since 9/11/01, please keep it going.. This has been kept alive and moving since 9/11. In memory of all those who perished this morning; the passengers and the pilots on the United Air and AA flights, the workers in the World Trade Center and the Pentagon, and all the innocent bystanders Our prayers go out to the friends and families of the deceased. IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last tim

Naturally Nawlins
Jazz Fest announces 2009 lineup 04:01 PM CST on Tuesday, December 16, 2008 Tom Planchet / Eyewitness News The 40th edition of the Jazz and Heritage Festival will again feature a mixture of national and local acts, it was announced Tuesday. Associated Press Aretha Franklin Aretha Franklin; Dave Matthews Band; Earth, Wind and Fire; Tony Bennett; Joe Cocker and Bonnie Raitt are some of the national headliners that will join local stalwarts like the Neville Brothers, Dr. John, Allen Toussaint and Irma Thomas. A complete list of performers is below. Festival organizers announced a discount ticket package for fest lovers who want to purchase tickets for an entire weekend. A limited number of the packages are available for the first three-day weekend for $105 and for the final four-day weekend for $140. Single day prices in advance remain $40. Tickets at the gate are $50. Children under 11 are $5. The list of performers: First weekend, April 24-26:

True Story.........lol
A man was flying from Seattle to San Francisco. Unexpectedly, the plane was diverted to Sacramento along the way. The flight attendant explained that there would be a delay, and if the passengers wanted to get off the aircraft the plane would re-board in 50 minutes. Everybody got off the plane except one lady who was blind. The man had noticed her as he walked by and could tell the lady was blind because her Seeing Eye dog lay quietly underneath the seats in front of her throughout the entire flight. He could also tell she had flown this very flight before because the pilot approached her, and calling her by name, said, "Kathy, we are in Sacramento for almost an hour. Would you like to get off and stretch your > legs?" The blind lady replied, "No thanks, but maybe my dog would like to stretch his legs." Picture this: All the people in the gate area came to a complete standstill when they looked up and saw the pilot walk off

Something I Wrote A Long Time Ago
Trials and tribulations Well we all have these though out our life’s lately I am starting to believe some of us more then others, but that’s not rally right is it? We all have the trials and tribulations of life we just have different ones. Well mine as of late seem to take me to the limit of what I can tolerate in one day. Although in the length of my 22 years I have over come and moved forward in my life as no one thought I would. It just goes to show you that we can all make it in the end on matter what we had to face in the beginning. You all are probably asking what you have had to over come to have such a view. Well for me I believe my trials and tribulations started the day I was born believe it or not. I was born 2 months early. Ya I know wow most times you wouldn’t make it depending on was the mother healthy or do anything bad during the pregnancy to harm the baby in the long run. In this is where I got lucky I believe I was meant to be here. Why do I think this? Well

This Is Only A Survey
there is a guy by the name markymark that is easy going and have lot of fun if you like. (he is looking for someone that is going to be more then a friend and a good fuck.) here is his information on cherrytap it is nick_lee76@company.com yahoo leeman278@yahoo.com msn leeman278@yahoo.com THIS IS FOR ALL THOSE MEN OUT THERE. IF YOU SAW TWO WOMEN MAKING OUT WHAT WOULD YOU DO? LEAVE OR WATCH for all those ladies out there here is a single male that is looking to have some fun. hit him up. nick_lee76@company.com

A Bit Of Everything
Your Band Name is: The Juggling Bananas Band Name Generator You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Bored
Don't You Ever Wonder... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why "abbreviated" is such a long word? Why doctors call what they do "practice"? And... Why is it that to stop Windows, you have to click on "Start"? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why - don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Why are they called apartments whe

Thanks
Hi all.. Thank you guys soooooooo much for showing me love. I try to get to all of your pages but sometimes that doesn't work. I will show u all some love. Feel free to leave a message or a comment. I will hit ya back...... Cherry Love Dana

2029
Ozone created by electric cars now killing millions in the seventh largest country in the world, Mexifornia, formerly known as California. White minorities still trying to have English recognized as Mexifornia's third language. Spotted Owl plague threatens northwestern United States crops and livestock. Baby conceived naturally. Scientists stumped. Couple petitions court to reinstate heterosexual marriage. Iran still closed off; physicists estimate it will take at least 10 more years before radioactivity decreases to safe levels. France pleads for global help after being taken over by Jamaica. Castro finally dies at age 112; Cuban cigars can now be imported legally, but President Chelsea Clinton has banned all smoking. George Z. Bush says he will run for President in 2036. Postal Service raises price of first class stamp to $17.89 and reduces mail delivery to Wednesdays only. 85-year $75.8 billion study: Diet and Exercise is th

* Dimension *
Dimension (Also called Frequency Band) Dimensions are fixed groupings of energy within a specific, geometrically arranged form, build upon crystallized, conscious units, of sound and light called Morphogenetic Fields (MF) or Manifestation Template. From each MF's of Dimensions are composed of stationary points of the vibration of sound and light which together form a fabric of tones, into which smaller MFs are woven From each fixed point of sound vibration, within each Dimension of MF, an electrical current of consciousness emerges. Cosmic morphogenetic structure is ordered into sets of systems, each one comprising 15 dimensions and referred to as a "15 dimensional matrices" grouped in sets of 3, forming a morphogenetic blueprint of five, 3 dimensional reality systems, in each dimensional matrix. Each reality system is called a Harmonic Universe (HU). (The Tangible Structure of the Soul - Lecture Transcripts -Page 3) A Dimension is a full Frequency Band or repeated

* The Freedom Teachings: The Law Of One *
The Freedom Teachings – The Journey withIN Imagine a world where all is peaceful. Imagine a state in which everything that exists, knows itself as an expression of the One-Self. Imagine that you speak the languages of birds, trees and of every atom in each of your cells. All hum like a divine symphony, knowing, loving and respecting each other as ‘God Beings’. These visions and dreams of Utopia, upon which our stories, spiritual paradigms and legends were based, represent our inner knowing of places within space-time where the ‘Law of One’ is a natural state of being. The Law of One The Law of One is an energy reality, a conscious focus of knowing that: “I am All and we are one.” All beings exist intrinsically within and of the One-Source. As a being, you are directly manifest from the unity of consciousness that is God. The divine design of the creator is imbued within the created. As the One-Self which is God-Source creates manifestation into reality, we

Stuff
La vita dovrebbe essere vissuta al contrario. Tanto per cominciare si dovrebbe iniziare morendo, e così...tricchete tracchete...il trauma è già bello che superato. Quindi ti svegli in un letto di ospedale e apprezzi il fatto che vai migliorando giorno dopo giorno. Poi ti dimettono perchè stai bene, e la prima cosa che fai è andare in posta a ritirare la tua pensione, e te la godi al meglio. Col passare del tempo, le tue forze aumentano, il tuo fisico migliora,le rughe scompaiono. Poi inizi a lavorare, e il primo giorno ti regalano un orologio d'oro. Lavori quarant'anni finchè non sei così giovane da sfruttare adeguatamente il ritiro dalla vita lavorativa. Quindi vai di festino in festino, bevi, giochi, fai sesso e ti prepari per iniziare a studiare. Poi inizi la scuola, giochi coi gli amici, senza alcun tipo di obblighi e responsabilità, finchè non sei bebè. Quando sei sufficientemente piccolo, ti infili in un posto che ormai dovresti conoscere molto bene. Gli

Starting Out Alone Again
No longer alone... We're trying again, Master and me. What a wonerful gift, to have him by my side at night and helping with the kids each say. This is the way marriage should be! why is it that the emotions i feel are deemed a lie, and yet the actions I am forced to take are taken as truth? When did the change happen that turns life into a cess pool of confusion and misunderstandings? Are the desires I feel and the yearning that burn in me that unacceptable? i know i'm not alone in this, and yet i'm told "You're not real" If i'm not real, what am I? If this love isn't real, and this soul isn't true - what is? We all fuck up in life, that's a simple fact - but why do I do it so well? And why am i not able to rectify the disaster i've caused? I am so sorry for all that I am and feel and fuck up. I am coming to realize I don't know myself at all. The more I try to sort out who and what I am, the more I find the edges shifting and degrading. I do believe that for some women, being

R.i.p Pual And Lucas
on saturday night Paul Haggerty and Lucas Deen were killed stabed outisde of a bar. i knew them well and it's very sad to loose two people you know and were friends with them both and i hope the guy who stabbed them will be sentenced to jail for a long time. it's wrong to take two poeples lives away. i miss them dearly and to other poeple who knew them or there family i'm truly sorry for your loss. R.I.P PAUL HAGGERTY & R.I.P LUCAS DEEN FOREVER IN MY MEMORY I'LL MISS YOU BOTH

Lupus
So here is the latest fun in my Lupus hell... I've been recently diagnosed with congestive heart failure... Lucky me.. Bob..tell her what she wins. Well Lola we have a great new diet, fabulous new meds and oh yea.... heat restriction, more admissions to the hospital and a couple more years off your already short life. Yeee HAAAAA..... This blows. So the verdit is that I get to go for a full body MRI on Monday and a bunch more testing. So Chemo is on hold until they can figure out what's going on with my kidneys. Sorry to keep ya'll waiting. LETTER TO NORMALS Having LUPUS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident, most people do not understand even a little about LUPUS and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually misinformed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me.... - Please

Dont Know
Wanna know how hot you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten We can party----any liquid refreshment Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!! if u want some ............ come get some

* The Empress *
The Empress Creator of Life Freedom beyond pain, fear and strife In the spirit of romance Her spirit yields love beyond all happenstance If one were to take a chance To Dance This joyful prance Of light and Love As is below - So is Above One's spirit can be set free like her's as a white dove Give our spirit a shove Over the edge of reality's fit like a glove She is a masterpiece The spirit of peace For all spirits - as one'S release She is the grease Which weaves and holds together the essence of all creation In all sensation She is the body of love of all elation For all dimensional frequencies and timelessness duration In this interpretation She is the the embodiment of all illumination As our creator she is the blueprint of all soul's emancipation A form of liberation For all as one's libation Take a dose of this lesson: In all as one's ration The evolution of our genetic reactivation She is the womb that gestates and grows our seed ready to be born F

Why Is This Happening?
Hello everyone...I need to ask a huge favor! I have a paper due in a month and I have to interview someone in the criminal justice system: I can choose from: a Judge, Criminal defense attorney, Procecutor, Probation officer, parole officer, fraud investigator, correction officer, correction counselor, juvenile justic counselor, federal law enforcement officer, police officer, correction officer. please please let me know! I want to hand this thing in early and get a good grade!!!!! I will love you forever! lol. Sometimes the hours in a day are just not good enough... No matter how slow time may seem as your vision burns into the clock... the saddening reality then sets in.... All that time we watch the clock tick away... All those times we are anxious for minutes yet to come.. All that time then has been nothing but a sheer waste of what is to come. But then one must ask ones self... Why watch the clock tick for another time? Why be anxious then for another hour yet t

Trying To Understand
Hi friends so much has been going on. I am getting ready to go to the middle east and my comp[amny decided to give me a severance package befor I go after they recieved my orders. some shit huh! Everyone be well

My Luck
Ok so here it is......this is my luck As most of you know my pit bull Liberty was poisoned in December and died 10 days before christmas! Now this past Friday a friend comes to my door and my two rotties go running to the door. My female Sasha was clumsy and took out Choppers front leg. Needless to say it is broke. We had xrays on Saturday and the vet proceeded to tell me that it is a strong bone and should have never broke the way it did. From the look on the xrays she believes he has cancer thru his bones. I find out tomorrow the 20th of February by a specialist if he has it or not. For all those of you who read this please say a little prayer for him and me cause if something has to happen with him now I will definately end up on 5P! The psych ward in our hospital for those of you who don't know what 5P is!

Thoughts For The Day
i think that this one of the best sites that i have seen in a while everyone on it seems to be real cool someone is always leaving me comments or rating me and i think that is awesome so thanks to everyone that has either rated me or left me a comment i appreciate it

Feelings I Hide
These feeling inside I try to hide, but with you it's to no avail. My mind often drifts back to one special night, and childhood fairytales. You saved me with one touch of your hand, and in that moment I began to understand, the nature of the burning that ran so deep inside. The pleasure of the moment, when you first kissed me. Your aftershave still lingers, on my pillow at night. Memories keeping me warm, of when you held me tight. I have never known such passion, never known such bliss. I never knew I could feel the way I felt, with one perfect kiss. My heart beats for you, my mind dreams of you. The woman in me craves your touch, I was born for you as you were born for me. In the space of a heartbeat, I felt you in the deepest part of me. My heart beats faster,pulses leap with excitement, palms get sweaty,butterflys take flight. Your voice moves me in a way nothing ever has, Your touch is like fire on my skin branding me for all time. When you are ne

Love
My mood right now Happy lyrics In this hole That is me The dead are rolling over In this hole Thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So overwhelmed All this pressure centerizing My life over turned But there than despare All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rhine Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? In this hole That is me A life that is growing feeble In this hole So limiting The sun has set all darkness Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal path until contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rhine Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? Are you HAPPY Are you HAPPY Are you feeling happy? In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted Was that real hate? What tense be free? Do you pull me up just to push me out again? P

A Feeling
grrrrr im so fukkin pissed, dumb ass mutha fukka's workin for tha state dont know how to lick a fukkin envolope,..so now my fukkin license is floatin in tha mail,...ANOTHER 7-10 bizznezz days,...WTF??...these fukkin ppl cant take 3 seconds to like sum fukkin sticky shit on an envolope n seal that bitch,...i am beyond mad,...i have been waitin for this shit for months,..first it was a retard that sent it to my address in Massachusetts,..DUUUHHHHH mutha fukka y wud i transfer it from Massachusetts to Florida if i still lived in MA.???,...r these ppl fukkin stupid??...all i wanna do is go back to fukkin work i miss my shop soooo fukkin much n all i seem to b doin is runnin into problems with these fukktards at stateboard,,...y tha fukk does Florida have assmunchers workin for statboard??...i mean really,...u cant lick tha fukkin envolpoe?...like a slip of paper tha size of my palm isnt gunna fall outta an UNsealed envolope,...c'mon retard,...grrrr yes tha website proves i have my Cosmetol

My Power Colour
Your Power Color Is Teal At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"What's Your Power Color?

Warned! ( For Real) Peep This!
Wassup everyone check this out, as you know i moved o hawaii and i'm luvvvvvvvin it 4 real, now let me tell you this, i was in waikiki, where all the toursists are and all the ritzy hotel and shopping stores, so i'm crossing the street, or should crossing not at the crosswalk, lets get real JAYWALKING, so thsi cop calla me from a distance and says to me am i'm a tourist or do i live here i told i do live and he asked me for my id and 411, and saw its a law or ordinace to jaywalk, he got my info, and i asked him why do they have that and he told just day a 60 yr old man died, i was llke are you serious, and he said yes, and also you can face a fine of $90, i told that cop i didn't know , and the funny shit bout it that was my second warning from who the same cop but he didnt recoginze me cuz it was a couple of weeks after thee first warning which was in another busy part chinatown of downtown honolulu, you would think i would learn right, nah i keep doing it i'm peepin everywhere! so i

Aww Whooie!
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting75%Bondage75%Blind Folds67%Chains/Handcuffs58%Whips50%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com Ok, so it's my first day back to CT since sometime last week. I got preoccupied in avoiding Valentiens Day and tring to convience my friends that love is really, truely an illusion! That they should amuse themselves and not rely on someone else to make them "feel" wanted,needed,loved or whatever. Happy to say, I've been very amused!! Ha-ha to one a down right bi#*h, to another very complimentry and finding new uses for my F.W.B seeing how I need some maintence around the house. This works just fine for me, you'll see, I'm not like most chicks, and I really don't give-a-f%*k! -BOLT-

Angel
when someone you love passes away and they leave you all broken hearted and all u can do is mis them each day and you don't want to move on without in your life but you know in your heart you have to move on that is want they would what you to do and you cry all the time you mis them just rember how much they loved you and they didn't what to leave you but it was their time to go and be with god when he calls on someone they must go to him and that hurts when u lose someone like that but they are in a better place now they are in gods world and that is a better place one day we all will be together again. WHEN YOU FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE YOU NEVER WHAT TO LET THEM GO EVEN WHEN YOUR HEART IS BREAKEN EVEN WHEN YOU LOVE THEM SO MUCH TO TURN THEM LOSE SO THEY CAN BE HAPPY YOU NEED TO LET THEM GO IT IS HARD TO SAY GOODBYE TO THEM BUT YOU KNOW YOU MUST LET THEM GO AND YOU MUST SAY GOODBYE IT IS BETTER TO HAVE LOVED SOMEONE THEN NEVER LOVED ANYONE A

Lol
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Resistance Is Futile ... Warp!
I've been carrying this nugget with me for around 7 years ... Start with a cage containing five apes. In the cage, hang a banana on a string and put stairs under it. Before long, an ape will go to the stairs and start to climb towards the banana. As soon as he touches the stairs, spray all of the apes with cold water. After a while, another ape makes an attempt with the same result - all the apes are sprayed with cold water. This continues through several more attempts. Pretty soon, when another ape tries to climb the stairs, the other apes all try to prevent it. Now, turn off the cold water. Remove one ape from the cage and replace it with a new one. The new ape sees the banana and wants to climb the stairs. To his horror, all of the other apes attack him. After another attempt and attack, he knows that if he tries to climb the stairs, he will be assaulted. Next, remove another of the original five apes and replace it with a new one. The newcomer goes to the stairs and

Starter.
O.k, Not that I expect anyone to really care, BUT I'm a proud mommy today, My Lil Man learned to ride a bike today!!!! He did an awesome job!!! But now I need to know how to get him to learn to start off on his own without someone pushing him first! LOL. Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost b

Friends N Fans
I WILL RATE YA N FAN YA AND RATE YOUR PICS, DON'T FORGET TO RETURN THE FAVOR...LET ME KNOW IN PRIVATE MASSAGE THANK YOU MUCH PEACE N LOVE TO YA :) AND STASH RATE MY PICS N STASH HAVE A AWESOME EVEIN:):) I WOULD LIKE TO WIN A BLAST:) LET ME KNOW BY PRIVATE MESSAGE:) THANK YOU... PEACE N LOVE TO YA:) I WOULD LOVE TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT...YOU ARE SO AWESOME:) PEACE N LOVE TO YOU ALL:)

This And That
Sorry, I just had to save this for posterity! It comes to my Blog by way of the Mumms, as written by Vonnie. This just sounded a little too familiar, funny as it is *snicker*! Is it really you? What are the warning signs that your CT lover isn't entirely truthful about who they are? A friend and I have compiled a few (obvious but still annoying) problems from our so called "friends" in the past. (Kenny, baby, this does not pertain to you in the least! Love u ;-P) 1. Their cell phone only works during work hours - no signal at their house! 2. They don't have a home phone (yet they have the internet at home???) 3. You are always on Cam and they don't have one!!!!!! (its broken, have to buy a new one, dog chewed my cord!) 4. They mysteriously hang up during phone sex or serious chat session. Due to a dead battery - Ever hear of a charger butthead!! 5. Your conversations get cut short cause they get kicked out of the IM (alot!) Only to return and apologize the next

My Baby
TODAY WAS OR IS MY DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY AND SHE WANTED A BLAST. I DID NOT HAVE THE MEANS TO GIVE IT TO HER AND IT MADE ME FEEL BAD. BUT SHE HAS ALOT OF FRIENDS N FANS . WHO COULD HAVE MADE THIS DREAM COME TRUE . DID THEY EVEN BOTHER TO WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY NO THEY DIDN'T.. DID THEY EVEN CARE NO .. THANK YOU .THAT IS WHAT I THIN OF YOU HOPE THAT YA GET WHAT YA WANT CAUSE SHE DIDN'T. I AM A MOM A GOOD MOM ARE YOU? I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU BUT I WON'T JUDGE YOU SHOW SOME LOVE ON HER PAGE IF YA NOT TO BUSY.#178822 . MISS ALLY AKA BIRTHDAY GIRL.. MUCH PEACE N LOVE TO YOU AND YOURS:)

Face Paint
After three years of single, dateless life, I have found someone that makes my heart skip beats everytime I see her. The scent of her hair makes me weak. To be around her brings happiness. She knows of my interest but much like my heart, shes taken. She is with a great guy and I would never want to do anything to change that. That would be selfous. Why her, I mean I know why shes taken, shes great. We share more in-commen than anyone I have met in such a long time. Music, food, style, what we like in a partner, etc. We are friends, and for that I truely hold close to my heart. We can talk for hours on the phone and have yet to run short on what to say. You wanna talk about a "crush" here on CT?? That is nothing compared to what I feel for this girl. I do dream about her, but to my own supprise they are never sexual. Thats unheard of since I havent dreamed in years, atleast not that I can recall. One would think that with my feelings for her that it my spring forth sexual dreams of disi

Stranger In Me
I glance into the mirror What do I see? I see two faces One of them is me The other isn't a stranger A person I know Who lives in my mind With an essence that glows He is the hate that I hide The fear you can't see The malice I hold down The darkness within me A tempter of fate A seducer of chaos A pain so rare Corruption at it's best he speaks in a voice That none but I hear he begs me to release him Release all my fear A demon who lies A man trapped A part of my being But responsibly kept. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Call It What You Will
MY HEART HAD BEEN BROKEN MY HEART HAS BEEN CRUSHED AND YET ALL IM LOOKING FOR IS A LIL LOVE. IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK NO! ITS NOT LIKE IM WANTING THEIR CASH THEY COULD BE BROKE AND IT WOULDNT MATTER TO ME ITS THE LOVE AND RESPECT I DESIRE DONT THEY SEE. OBVIOUSLY NOT CAUSE ALL I GET IS THIER TIRED ASS LIES AND THEIR CHEATING WAYS. I LOVE IT WHEN THEY TRY TO PLAY GAMES AND THINK THEY ARE SO GOOD BUT WHAT THEY DONT SEE IS THAT IM AHEAD OF THEIR GAME I DONT BELEIVE WHAT THEY SAY MOST OF THE TIME. SO ALL YOU GAME PLAYERS NEED NOT TRY TO GET ONE OVER ON ME BECAUSE NOT A CHANCE WILL YOU EVER BE ANYTHING BUT A PEICE OF SHIT TO ME. A TRUE LOVE IS WHAT I SEEK A TRUE HONEST GUY WILL WIN MY HEART AFTER ALL ITS A LIL LOVE I TRUELY SEEK WRITTEN 2/19/07

(cbdub Radio)week#88(2-19-2007)&cbdub News
Yea whats da deal this monday thnaks for tunning into (CBDub Radio) tonight.. U already know da drill we playing the best in under ground HipHop&RnB 3 times a week(mon,wensday&saturday)... Artist make sure u email ur best song and i mean ur best dam song in mp3 format and we will review it and get it laced on the show if it hot peep the playlist below and enjoy.. 1.(Ya Ya)feat:CBDub&Ghost 2.(U Need)feat:CBDub&SkinnyMoe 3.(30's da New 20's)feat:P.Justice 4.(State Of Mixtape Sampler)feat:S.B. 5.(Curtis)feat:Camron 6.(Drug Flippin)feat:Mitch Slick,Tiny Doo&Damu 7.(You Ant Da First)feat:HASH 8.(Anchorage Is Da Town)feat:BoyKim 9.(Body Sumthang)feat:Scrapa&Profit 10.(20's Back)feat:20 Grand Bonus Tracks** 11.(Tonight)feat:CBDub&SkinnyMoe 12.(The Champs)feat:AVHolla&A.T. To hear da show click on links below and enjoy feel free to drop feedback good or bad.. http://www.cbdub.com/audio/CBDUB-CBDub-29.m3u http://www.cbdub.com/audio/CBDUB-CBDub-30.m3u http://www.cbdub.co

Laid Off , Laid Out, Feels Like Im Down For The Count
This morning i got laid off, im fuckin crushed. Ive only been at this place for a month now, a brand new booming pub. With alot of sexual innuendos in the kitchen, ya see, im a chef by trade (along with others skills)..and the only woman in the kitchen. Now im not saying this is biast or prejudice but alot of it is based on one mans decision..*sigh*. My sous chef is an arrogant bastard who only tones down his tude for the sake of the hot (ex moxies) waitresses, and takes every oppotunity i swear to bend over and show off that lovely hairy crack of his..Man, if i smoked the shit that would turn me off ..*just say no to crack*. I liked working there, mainly for the reason that this was a new start for me, i have lost a number of jobs due to others and NO im not laying blame elsewhre, obviously i have something to do with it. but i dont know what yet. Im at the end of my rope..on the verge of being evicted and i can barely see this screen for the amount of tears i cant hold back becaus

Jokes
A man and his wife were spending the day at the zoo. She was wearing a loose fitting, pink dress, sleeveless with straps. He was wearing his usual jeans and T-shirt. As they walked through the ape exhibit, they passed in front of a large, silverback gorilla. Noticing the wife, the gorilla went crazy. He jumped on the bars, and holding on with one hand and 2 feet he grunted and pounded his chest with his free hand. He was obviously excited at the pretty lady in the pink Dress. The husband, noticing the excitement, thought this was funny. He suggested that his wife tease the poor fellow some more by puckering her lips and wiggling her bottom. She played along and the gorilla got even more excited, making noises that would wake the dead. Then the husband suggested that she let one of her straps fall to show a little more skin. She did... And the gorilla was about to tear the bars down. "Now... Show your thighs and sort of fan your dress at him," he said

Hey! I'd....
420 was awesome! I got so ripped and seen the hemp man.... then I got drunk :) 420 was awesome IM DRUBKJ HERY PPLS GHEHE wazaaop I Dont want to get married, because being attached to some1 is a trap. I will never have kids because I hate those lil fuckers. If I ever do become preggo I will get an abortion. I hopefully wont fall in love because love is lust and it comes with stupid problems that I dont need in life. Like lying cheating abuse fighting... small penis... lmao And I will hire a man maid to clean after me becuase we woman don't need that stereotype anymore. And I will watch him clean and cook for me in a thong (jk). Ill also be either a therapist or a psychologist. And figger oiut why I am a nympho... oh yea and why people do the things they do. AND THAT THAT OTHER SHIT CAN SUCK MY KISS :)

As The Dark Suffocates
American Head Charge - Ridicule Ridicule my own So precious alone These faces of everyone Remind me of home You're plotting riddled sin All my needs giving in Blow me a kiss And leave me to the dogs So, you think you got it You think you know me You wanna bring me down I am in my finest hour Ridicule my own So precious alone These faces of everyone Remind me of home You're watching me dying How am I looking? Why don't you take a picture You're plotting riddled sin All my needs giving in Blow me a kiss And leave me to the dogs My fear, traps me waiting for it My past if glowing red and yellow, again Run, back where you came from Not that it matters I'll never see you again My fists strain to sift mercy Ridicule my own So precious alone These faces of everyone Remind me of home You're plotting riddled sin All my needs giving in Blow me a kiss And leave me to the dogs My fear, traps me waiting for it My past is glowing red and yellow, again

Rantings And Ravings
ok ok start at the bottom here i was trying to see if ther was any intelligence in this boys head and for the most part there is not much. there was more but my shout box was being silly. so much for good conversation. YEP HES A DUCHE ·÷±‡± C}{E...: ur trying to tell me im wrong by stateing wat christ followers put into peoples heads open your mind and lay off me ->·÷±‡± C}{E...: i was just asking how one is a satanist and a witch at the same time. i wasnt bashing anythin ·÷±‡± C}{E...: yea fucker well i dont im u judgeing your religion for your fucking info i believe in goddess bast now go read a damn book instead of stateing stupidness to me ->·÷±‡± C}{E...: wow dont get so damn defensive. as a matter of fact though, i have at least 3 books on satanism with in arms reach on is crowleys work, a king james bible, the celistine books and abut 200 lbs of books just dealing with witches alone not to metion the 2 bookcases full of occult history book

Rosabean
Well folks here's the deal. Sorry I've been away but I've been in a bit of a funk lately and I haven't been able to drag my sorry ass to Cherry Tap for a while. I'm better now and hope to be doing more here on my CT page. If you read this blog, please, tell me what you like and don't like. I'll try to add more stuff that you like. I love the old 80's video's as you can tell. I also like some of the older stuff like Janis Joplin and Hendrix and think their performance vid's are cool as hell. On to the news of the day. Well it seems bald ass Brit and K-dred have hammered out the details of their divorce. Yippee fucking skip. Now we can all rest at ease knowing the fate of their 2 kids and her money. But what about her hair? I mean my GAWD! And what about the Anna Nicole Smith family saga? Are they gonna dig up her son and re-do the autopsy? For pity sake, let the dead rest in peace! Quote for the day "I found a head in a bucket of paint once!" I'm back again, t

Blah, Blah, Blah
"fantasies must be unrealistic. the minute you get something, you dont, you cant, want it anymore. to exist, desire needs absent objects.. so desire supports itself with crazy fantasies.. this is what pascal means when he says that the only time we are truly happy is when day dreaming about future happiness.. or why we say, the hunt is sweeter than the kill or be careful what you wish for not because you'll get it but because youre doomed not to want it if you do.." -excerpt from the life of david gale interesting concept.. yea? you want something, this object, this person, or this ideal.. whatever it may be that you want, but. once you have it, it ceases to be a want, a desire, a goal.. and becomes a possession, lover, etc etc.. and its at this point that one or two things happen. your desire must either be replaced, or evolve. it can be replaced easily by something similar but a level above, or it can evolve.. like if it were say a significant other or a new

♥tiffany♥
I.... Remember..... Before the Internet & text messaging. Before Sidekicks & iPods. Before MIKE JONESSS Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX. Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night. WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing. When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie. When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans. When 2Pac and Biggie where alive. When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever. Way back...... Tag. Get Over Here!!!! means something to you. Hide-n-Go Seek in the dark. Red Light, Green Light. Heads Up 7 Up. (played this game in school a lot) Playing Kickball & Dodgeball even Wallball. Hopskotch. Slip-n-Slides. Tree Houses. Hula Hoops. Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps. The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies. Running through the sprinklers.

Women Over 40...or Close To It...lol
60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell

My Romantic Chaos
well here goes. my friends suggested i do this in hopes of enticing some girl out there to talk to me in a romantic sense. problem is I always seem to either come off as creapy, or the "just Friends" guy....the last 4 girls that I have dated have given me the "just friends" speech. now dont get me wrong, i love to have good friends, but what i need is not another drinkin buddy, i need someone to be romantically involved with. I dont know whats wrong, according to allot of ppl i have talked to a girl would be, and i quote, "crazy not to want to go out with you!!". last time i checked i wasn't grotesque....i just dont get it. you women confuse the hell out of me. anyway, i am due to come home around May 21, and am looking for an attractive girl who is not affraid to be decisive and knows what she wants out of life. thats all i really ask for. and yes, if you have a friend, forward me her info and ill look into (damn right im starting to get desperate, lol) thanks for all the help lol

Our Troops
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a FUCK if a Soldie

Check Out My 1st And Only Bulletin!
its pretty funny and its a message for the ladies..I speak for all men here.. enjoy! The guys side! We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note ..... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes, and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what you

Photo Comment Time People!
http://www.bullseyetattoos.com/tattoos/Celtic-Irish/jn1278-Celtic_Heart This is the tattoo I have found that looks like something that would suit me. Let me know what ya think. I'm thinking of either getting it on the back of my left shoulder or on my lower leg area somewhere. The red smokey design around the heart is going to be like a light blue though I think. Blue and green are two of my favorite colors and I think they would look good together on this tattoo. Alright I love to get comments so please..check out a few of my pics and the profile page. Send some love! Just curious as to what some think of the page and the pics I put up. Thanks. ~Kell For any of ya that haven't done so already...pleeeease please(yes i'm begging)click on the pic above! It will take you to the contest thing automatically and all ya gotta do...is leave a comment..or two lol. Don't comment on it in my photo album cause it won't count. Comment through the pic link above...I have until the 15th to t

Me
IF I GET 30 DRINKS WITHIN THIS HOUR I WILL REOPEN MY [NSFW]FOLDER AND BEST OF ALL I WILL OPEN IT UP TO EVERYONE SO YES IT WILL BE A PUBLIC FILE AGAIN SO START BUYIN ME DRINKS IF YOU WANT TO SEE ME NAKED ONCE MORE!!!!! YOU HAVE ONLY 1 HOUR TO COMPLETE THIS TASK GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE LOTSA LOVE BRING SEXY BACK MOMMY STYLE [NAUGHTY NIKKI] Hi Cherry Tap Peeps Here's another little blog because Im boded and gonna go to sleep soon. I will send you a gift if you comment on all 4 of my pics. If you already have done so it cant hurt to add another comment to it. But one of the pics you will have to make sure i have added you as a friend first because it is NSFW. Also If you fan me I will return the favor by fanning you. And any peeps out there that arent my friends you should become my friend because you never know what i might send you out of the blue. Thanks to all my friends and fans out there I will make sure you are not forgotten when I am sending out gifts. Have

More Matter, Less Art.
*whispering*don't get hurt if you trying to lead a converstaion one way and I ignore that direction and go another way...you'll get yours...mayb not from me...no reason to be all dumb about it tho and blow me off...idiot. To be able to properly reason in a situtaion, the human brain relies on emotions and memory. When an especially stressful event happens the human brain responds by not only sending signals to release adrenaline but to also release other hormones that make attention to detail greater so that when placed in the situtaion again, or one like it, you can properly respond. If memory is flawed, then reasoning cannot be properly relied on in any situation. If emotion is flawed, then reasoning cannot be properly relied on in any situation. I have a horrible memory. And I guess my emotions are someone more eratic than others. Is memory to blame for my poor choices? If I can't help myself...then why is my advice and reasoning for others much greater then advice and reasonin

A Story Im Writing Peice By Peice
The Sentence It’s been said that evil times are always begun with some kind of dark omen. Tonight, when I walked out of my house I noticed the blood red moon in the sky. A few wispy clouds were moving slowly, partially covering it. I took a deep breath and started walking. I was tired and brooding. Deep in thought I made my way to the bar a few blocks away. Usually at this time of night there’s always some kind of noise from people yelling at each other, police sirens wailing, even the occasional gunshot. But it was dead quiet, and you know I got that eerie feeling that something was watching me. The bar I was walking to, was this seedy, dirty dive hole in the wall. In fact it was called the Hole in the Wall. It was never full. And as far as I can tell every time I’ve walked in the song Along the Watchtower was always playing. Whenever it stopped the bartender would always put a few dollars into the jukebox. Always it was the same song. I sat down at the ba

Smak That
Hey what is this BS people why are you telling people that you will fan them if your not going to then don't say that you are. It is not fair and you all know it. Because I have fanned 224 people and only 40 of them have fanned me back. i would like to thank those of that have fanned me but there is still a lot that have not.for those of you that have not fanned me yet and you know who you and i will have to unfan you but i don't want it to come to that so be kind and fan me thanks. I now only have 47 there is still a lot of you out there.thanks. Hey what is this BS people why are you telling people that you will fan them if your not going to then don't say that you are. It is not fair and you all know it. Because I have fanned 224 people and only 40 of them have fanned me back. What is wrong with Hey what is this BS people why are you telling people that you will fan them if your not going to then don't say that you are. It is not fair and you all know it. Because I have fanned

Type Of Love
You scored as ice. you scored as Ice, you like to get to know people before you date them, you often envy love and wonder where yours is, but all you have to do is wait for someone to discover your inner beauty.........ice100%earth90%Fire70%wind30%which element of love are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Redneck Pick Up Lines
Redneck Man's pick up lines 1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2)Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3)My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4)Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5)Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6)If you was a tree and I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7)You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8)Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10)I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11)Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12)If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13)Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think

Jokes
Okay so a guy is nearing the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! She screams. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Whoa!!! PULL IT OUT!!! PULL IT OUT NOW!!! I can't get pregnant! Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey, would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!*!*!*!* !

Bring The Troops Home, And Leave Anna Be.
Heard about Anna Nicole? FORGET IT! WE NEED OUR TROOPS HOME TODAY! I am NOT anti-troop. They are following orders. They have families. They should be home with their wives and children. IT IS BUSH'S LIED-TO, CONNED-TO WAR THAT HAS TO END, WARRANTING HIS IMPEACHMENT! Instead of hearing reports on the war, and global warming, we are hearing news courtesy of Unclear Asschannelled, Mickey Mouse Company, and and General Moronic about how Anna Nicole died, and who could be the father, and who could be responsible for the death of her and her son. Let's face it! Howard K. Stern killed her, and Vicki Arthur will keep the money for Dannielynn Marshall's benefit. THAT'S IT! Our cities are not risking flooding because Anna Nicole took Slim Fast instead of Trim Spa. RENT OR BUY AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH! Oh, about Britney's new style. If you have daughters, have them buy a Pink CD. DAMN! Britney is no better than the sluts on Base Line and Waterman. I can see why K-Fed likes to have he

My Own Prison
By trusting in others, I've created a wall, can't be broke through, it will never fall, I thought friends were forever, I was a true friend to you, you hurt lied and betrayed me, I should have knew, I'll live in my prison , safe and alone, a warm dark place where I can be alone, A room with no windows, no need for bars, I will never forgive you, I'll never want out, it's all gone to far, Just stay in your world , with your fake friends and fake dreams, don't act like you care, when chips came down, you where never there, I Created my prison, sweet home to me, no warden no gaurds, no more make believe.... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Political Views
Here is the link , so you can read first hand, his economy plan http://www.barackobama.com/issues/economy/index.php#jumpstart Dear Gegi, Right now, there isn't one of us who isn't thinking about Iraq. That's why I went there recently: to meet with the commanders on the ground, to talk with Iraqi leaders, and to speak to the men and women who are fighting this war so heroically. I came back even more determined to stop the president's escalation of troops into Iraq and to start the redeployment of troops out of Iraq. So I outlined a plan, and on Friday, I introduced it to Congress as the Iraq Troop Protection and Reduction Act. My plan accomplishes a number of goals. It stops the president's escalation. It protects our troops by making sure they aren't sent to Iraq without all of the equipment and training they need. It puts an end to the blank check for the Iraqi government. It calls for an international conference to bring other countries together to help forge a

Life
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job

Mindless Babble
Am I alone in this? You meet someone, get totally in sync with that person... Maybe date for months, years, even get married... but eventually you just get bored. it's not even the same as falling out of love, more like you wake up one day next to someone you never really liked in the first place... and think to yourself, WTF am I doing here??? I feel like I've been through this so many times, I am afraid to care for anyone. Afraid to love. Like even if I think I do, I would just end up being the cold hearted b*tch who walked out one day... forever unsure of my own feelings, doomed to be alone with sporadic deep relationships (but realistically meaningless) until I'm not pretty enough to get a guy anymore, then the loneliness of being isolated and alone will set in? What is my relationship attention span? 2 years? 3? Do I use it up too fast? If I slow down the roller coaster that is my heart, can I make it last forever? Or is it just the simple process that most people go through

New To This!
Hi, my name is Tionna and I am new to CherryTap. I am really confused about all of this. I have tried to change my skin and do other things with my profile and am asking any of you if you could give me some advise on how to do so... Thanks :)

Love You More Than Cookies
how much do you love me? "more than cookies" he replies... that tiny upturned face... those devilish sparkling eyes... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ innocence and honesty... is all this young heart knows... holding nothing back... letting his love show... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ love unconditional... his love has no "price"... he means what he says... he isnt being "nice"... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ do u love me too he asks? "more than cookies" i reply... i smile knowing this "love"... will never say "goodbye"... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My Hand Saga
It is finally the day before my surgery and I am a nervous wreck... With Short Term Disability screwing me around and feeling like there is something I am forgetting and feeling all alone in a world of stress... knowing all too well I am not alone but feeling it. For those of you that have not seen the 10 or so Bulletins letting you know if you want to know how surgery went and updates... Catch me online sometime between now and 11 AM MST tomorrow. I will give you 2 links to go to if you want the updates ... Also Feel free to sent me Privates even when I am offline I will get someone to help me get online and check those May not be able to type back but will try to at least say Hey Thanks For those of you who want to know: My surgery is 3/28/07 @3 pm MST I will be out of work for 6 weeks I go see the doctor today for my hand. We schedule surgery today. I will add more to this blog when I get home from the doctor. I know it is boring to some but I promised a few of my faithfu

Life According To Starbucks... Or Something Like That
There are many times when dancing is the most unsupportable, ridiculous, unexpected and necessary action. Life should be spent finding those moments and tap dancing through them. -- Christopher Hermelin Starbucks customer from Santa Cruz, California. _________________________________ Please note: The opinions put forth by contributors to “The Way I See It” do not necessarily reflect the views of Starbucks. The world would be a boring place if everyone wore a size 2. I love being a size 22, just like I love a giant cup of hot chocolate with extra whipped cream. F.A.T. (Fabulous and Thick) folks know that it’s the extras in life – like pounds, cash and love – that give us character. Embrace the extras, baby. -- Mo'Nique Comedienne. She has performed in The Queens of Comedy and hosts Showtime at the Apollo. --------------------------------------- Please note: The opinions put forth by contributors to “The Way I See It” do not necessarily re

Lustfull Feelings
I am so horny right now.My body feels like it is on fire.It feels so good,my hands rubbing all over my naked body.I'm so wet right now,my fingers sliding inside of me,god I wish you were here.I know you will read this,I just want to be your naughty little girl.Give me your soft kisses,your strong hands,lick my pussy,shove your tongus inside of me.God I can feel you already,I need you,we fucked four times that night,I swallowed you.You make me ache so bad for you,cum all over me baby,I am yours for the taking.My nipples are hard and waiting for your mouth,those tender lips,your passionate embrace,I need to feel you against me,I can't wait,I need it now.Make me moan in extasy,give me the pleasure you gave me then,I can feel your breath still,upon my body,as you explore my body.You have given me so much,all I want is to give it back to you.God,you have made me taste life in it's fullest,oh my god,I want to cum for you,again and again.I am yours for the taking,do with me what you will,have

Those Chinese Ladies Dig My Thing
The Chinese singles websites rarely list women over fifty. Most, are in their thirties or forties and their age tolerance has no limits. That's very appealing to some of us guys who spend most of our time on the porch whittlin pine and dreamin of yesteryear when the women would come knockin once or twice a week and the van, down by the river, was a rockin. Here's a country, the newest industrial powerhouse, with a few billion people and out of those masses are some apparent sweethearts waiting to be plucked from factories and out of a highly competitive society. We don't have a clue about the competition either, it's beyond our imagination. They are driven in their search for a better life and that may include an older man from the US. They seem to believe there is a balance between survival and love. But then don't we all have our tolerances and ways of balancing relationships and our own well being? You can't blame them. How many times have I heard: "I

Poor Little Guy
Hi Esteban Hi Bob. What's new man, haven't talked with you for a while. Not much bob. Let's have a beer; ya got time? Hell yea, Jeanies home with the six kids so I'm doin fine. Damn man you got six kids? I thought you knew that? That's a lot of animals running around over there at your house. You got that right. You've been doing the thing for so long I never imagined. You are one sexed crazed individual Bobby my man. Hey Bob, I love kids fine. I just don't have the brain for a lot of kids in my house. In fact I think abortion should be legal till age 18. You're sick Esteban. Hey muther fucker listen to this: I have this new girlfriend who is a nurse in the OR down at St. Charles Hospital. This couple brings in their pride and joy, he's 5 years old, blond hair, smart as a tack, had all the newest learning toys..you know the type...ahead of his time...and guess what? He starts complaing of chest pains right. Well the doc listens to his h

One Half Of A Singles Site Conversation: Are You Really Ready For Love?
Glad you liked the response. You lucked out; Im on the way out of this singles mania. It's all the same. We come here out of desperation. There is no other reason. Not deep insane desparation. It's a new desparation with goals, criteria, and rules for us. We want what we want. No doubt. Why not? Why put up with bullshit, with lies, with the other person who, eventually, is using you as a stepping stone to the next level of love. We all want a love who shows the better part of our being. Not an equal. Not a competitor. So it goes. I'm thinking about a story about an old man who finds a way to seduce a young intelligent artist type. Do our dreams manifest themselves to reality? Not really. I know that. But,. it really makes me feel good to hear your words. no matter what. You are very attractive. I never said I knew what was right or even correct? I love to judge the situation or comment on it at the least. What fun. Who are these people that keep coming into our

A Duck
just step out of your self for just a minute , and see what its like to be some one else. to no all ther pain and sorrow ther joys ,how they live day to day . then mabye some of us will stop and try not to say those hurtful word,s that we tend to say . just think if you would like some one to tell you some of those things that we us on others . just step out of your self and the world will be such a beautiful place that you wont want to go back . to every one out ther . my ya be 7 days in heaven before the devil knows your dead . and a little gaelic toast [ sluncha ] means drink well. when i die barry me hang my balls on a cheery tree when there ripe tack a bite dont blam me if they dont tast right.

Beautifully Stated
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Tigsys Venting Blog
Ok i am in a comp well one of 3 others not starting for a few days but... if you have 2 mins please go and rate my pic in this competition rate and comment it plz THANKYOUUUUUUU Love n hugs Tigsy just clickon this pic below Just tolet everyone know i changed the settings on my pics sonow all my friends are able to view all albums Have a great day Stay safe Huggers Ok here goes my first vent of 2007. This morning I got upfor work at 4am like always. In my job i am required to carry a gun and wear body armour etc. So anyhow this morning i get to work and our company has just done a huge merge with another company. Non of management decided to train or organize anything before the merge. So as you can imagine everything became one huge cluster f@#$. Basically we ended up working anywhere from 12-20 hour shifts for less pay and no thanks. Before the merge we were paid $10 ph lame i know but it was a job....now we get paid by the stop which can range from $2 - $4 so basica

The Wolf.. (as Of Feb. 07 ) ..
1. Are wolves dangerous to people? Wild wolves avoid people. The myths about wolves attacking and eating people are distortions of the truth about the elusive nature of wolves. In places where wolves are protected, they may become less fearful of humans. They should, therefore, be treated like any wild animal - with respect. 2. Why are people afraid of wolves? It’s easy to put all the blame on children’s stories and fairy tales. But that is over-simplifying it. Wolves, with their big teeth and close-set golden eyes, can look scary, especially when illustrators exaggerate those features. Also, wolves live in packs. People associate “packs” with “gangs.” The howl of the wolf is haunting, too. 3. What is a predator? Any animal that hunts and kills another animal for food. Prey is the term used for the animal that is hunted. 4. What is a top predator? Any animal that has no natural enemies within its food web and is not hunted by other animals. The wolf i

Women
I just don't know how women can be tread like crap and still be with their b/f or husban. I have this lady friend of mine she says that she is fed up and not happy with the thing going on with her husban and I tell her that I can help to get her out of that life but she still puts up a front I just don't know what to do any more. If any one of you know what to do let me know what to do peace in Iraq andrew Dear Family, Friends, and Fubar people, Well I am just upset back in Dec. I found out a close friend of mine has HPV and that it could lead to cancer. Well she had a pap and it came back that it was abnormal. It just got me down because I don't want to lose her. She has been someone that has helped me through the darkest parts of my life and she talked me out of killing myself also. It is just hard for me to deal with people that have cancer because I lost some one that I loved and hold dear to me and that was my mom's mother. I was her baby boy, and first grandson so I was

Intro
I enjoy being a bit mysterious but a few things to point out here and clear up...I am a Dominatrix...for those of you who are not sure what that is I enjoy being in control, and being the giver of pain. It's not all about pain but more of a power trip for me. I am in a relationship, no not married, but that doesn't mean I'm going to run around "dating" or meeting others for fun. If you are into BDSM we'll chat...if you are into anything else feel free to chat...I'm not shy, just sadistic hehe. If you are curious to know more about my lifestyle choice feel free to leave me a note I answer questions and if I don't know I will find out. Alright my sister got me on this site. Have to say I've seen easier ones...but ya know ...family...anyways I won't be on here much so you won't see many changes most of my activity will be on other sites lists email groups and such if you want to know where to find me you'll have to ask. Oh and yeah I have an attitude guess that comes from my alternative

All Dj_kid_ray
hey all i am looking for help plez help me leavel plez HEY ALL SOMEONE HELP ME OUT I NEED A VIP IF U CAN GET ME ONE ILL PAY U WITH FUBUX OR ILL DO WHAT EVER U NEED ME TO DO hey all i need a vip ill pay 300,000 fubux for it help me out plez

What Kind Of S&m Person Are You
You scored as Playful. You are playful! Not really a rough person, you'd rather be more loving than harmful. But even though you're not as kinky as some people, you do have your fetishes. You're kind of an actor in the bedroom, using 'props' and playing your roles in those special scenes. Lights off, camera on, and action ;)Playful88%Dominator75%Submissive50%Violent44%What kind of S&M person are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Stay With You
Things sometime seem hopeless, the way we just turn away, but we always talk it out, before we end the day, Never sleep in anger, it's not real anyway, it's only built up frustration, cause we're so far apart, but know that I love you, your forever in my heart, I'll stay with you , threw the good times, I'll stand by you threw the bad, I'll be with you when you need me, you will never face this life alone, although I can not hold you, I hope you feel these words and song, I love you and I need you, so come what ever may, I'LL STAY WITH YOU... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Insane Clown Posse
what up bitches i just say icp on the white rapper show and bitches they are sexy then every and anyone that is not down with the clown then fuck off and if u think you are but are not then fuck off bitches icp till the day i get barried with my ass in the air so every one can kiss it bitches and that mean u juggahoes now what hahahahaha i am a bitch and there is one person who understands me so fuck off and leave him alone juggahoes ~mmfcl bitches~

Thank You All
I have neglected this long enough and finally have the time today to write this... I want to thank everyone that voted and bombed me in the sexy male w/o a shirt contest... thatnk to all of you I was able to take first place in the contest... a VERY SPECIAL thank you to Kat and Floss... they worked the hardest out of everyone except myself of course and I really appreciate that... I love you guys!!! I also want to thank Sarah for having the contest and give a ^5 to Mr D... my toughest competitor... was one hell of a fight bro... thanks again everyone for all your support and your hard work and determination to help me to win... that really means a lot to me that you guys care that much about me... if any of you need anything just let me know and I will help you as much as I can...

Rise Over Batesville
2/20/07 - Hey! we don't have an official website...you know...because we're not computer nerds. we're just a couple of guys that like to play and sing. Anyone can be our fans...as long as you don't have simplex 1. simplex 2 we're alright with, but 1 freaks us out.loljk Ttyl! p.s. DON'T STOP ROCKING [ ALERT ] - There was only like 100 copies of our first album, because we're not axactly rich. I think I have $15 in my name.lol I think we're gonna be able to step it up to 200 copies this time around. Thanx to our friends and families. Our first cd had only 8 full length songs on it, but this one's gonna have 12. We'll try to post some up every now and then. Don't know when, but we will. ;-P

Nice
SAND & STONE TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED, GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". When I first sign up for this contest (The Most Sexiest Cherry Contest) I was thinking this will be a fun thing to do. I was so wrong its wasnt fun at all. it was a pain in the ass I ended up posting 7 bulletins and hardly no one responed to my bulletins . At one point I was thinking to myself its obvious that im not doing something right here so i kept tryi

Best Mom Contest!
Fuck stupid contests. It's all just a contest to see who can whore themselves better on Cherry Tap. I guess I should have realized this before, but thought I would see what would happen. It's not about who is cutest, who has the best tattoo, who has the prettiest eyes. The only thing that matters is how well you can advertise yourself and get people to comment bomb you. Fuck comment bombing! Please help me out. This is my first contest! Click on the photo to rate and comment it! Thanks to all my friends and fans. You rock!!

To All My Friends On Here
If my wish came true, I'd spend the whole day in bed with you. I love to imagine all we could do, if we made our erotic dreams come true! oxoxoxox Preston The Drug Addict's Marriage Creed So now little man, you've grown tired of grass L. S. D., goofballs, cocaine and hash, And someone pretending to be a true friend Said, "I'll introduce you to Miss Heroin." Well, honey, before you start fooling with me Just let me inform you of how it will be For I will seduce you and make you my slave. I've sent men much stronger than you to their graves. You think you could never become a disgrace And end up addicted to poppy seed waste. So you'll start inhaling me one afternoon; You'll take me into your arms very soon. And once I have entered deep down in your veins The craving will nearly drive you insane. You'll need lots of money (as you have been told) For, darling, I'm much more expensive than gold. You'll swindle your mother; and just for a buck You'll turn into something vile a

My Poetry
My lips speak of things done wrong, The slain and dead muttering their unheard song i speak with wisdom, beyond earthly desire, the passion for the Master is now a Fire.... Death lives within me, around me in this room The innocent lay curled up as within a womb A childs breath, a whisp of smoke The moonless sky, my deadly cloak Must we speak from behind this veil a shroud of pain, and lost passion, keeps me from speaking my particular tale demons laughing, brooding, dreaming my heart still beats or so as its seeming i hate this earth and the life within my wrath shall strike, my lips a bloody grin Evil is mine, my body its gate, to pour into the world, more murder and hate I ask you this, cause i have followed mine Did you, like me, ful fill the quest of nine Do you want to take a life, Can you fathom whats past that line? The young girl sits on her bed, Her soul knowing fills with dread, Her soul gasps, her body clenches and into her flows the undead.

* Holograms *
The human body is a living “holographic projection machine”. As the neurological structure processes the DNA codes as electric impulses, the individual will perceive outside of himself - as three dimensional matter - the images and events that were programmed into his DNA. Everything out there is a holographic projection. Consciousness projects. We see the hologram because of what is held within our DNA. (Voyager I – Page 27 and 60) Reality is Thought Construction. The core substance of the cosmos is Consciousness. Thought is an attribute of Consciousness, the filter through which consciousness manifests itself into the Hologram of Form. - The Holographic Template. Nothing is truly solid. All things are composed of Consciousness and their apparent solidity (density) is determined by the relationship between the consciousness observing the form and the consciousness of which the form is made. (The Kathara Bio-Spiritual Healing System Course - Page 10) The "hol

My Short Stories
She stared out of her dust covered window, into the garden. It once lived, she mused silently. It lived till he had died, now it is nothing but a garden of stone and thorns, a place where nothing grew anymore, nothing thrived there of beauty. He had been stolen from her, before she could ever realize how much was being taken for granted. He was her love, the only one that had walked the earth. Now, weathered and wrinkled, her only comfort was a painted picture. The painting had came from him, the one he was working in the orchard on that sad, sad day. Her painter, so talented, so young,now gone. On that day, she regretted not looking for him. She figured that he fell asleep amongst the apples and the sweet grass that he loved so. The sun blazed its circle in the sky, followed by the sun's wife, the pale faced moon and then again the morning, happy and wondrous once again. She awoke alone, frustrated that he could stay out so long and not come home. She dressed cursing him under her b

Writing
I want to be alone, yet the loneliness is what drives me to tears. I want the quiet, yet the silence is more then I can take. Don't look at me, but make me feel young again. Don't touch me, but make me feel special. Don't push me, I am just as confused as you are... just more afraid.

Gunnshots ! Straight From The Hip !!
In a news conference held earlier this morning with the families of Ceasar Ivan Aguilar Cano, the 4 year old who was murdered back in July of this year, and Erica Hughes, the little girl was shot multiple times and left for dead by the animal that murdered her mother, Christopher 2X, and several detectives from the Louisville Metro Police Department, it was announced that 100 billboards and busboards will be erected beginning next week in order to bring the issue of child safety to the forefront. A little over a week ago, I was asked by 2X to represent B-96.5 as a spokesman for the campaign. In doing so, I'll be developing a series of Public Service Announcements designed to give you information on services and organizations that can help parents and their kids. My other goal is to get Kentuckianans to lean on their elected officials in order to push for stronger penalties, including mandatory death sentences for those that commit these heinous crimes. As some of you may know

* Density *
Density Level The 5 fixed stages or phases of densification within the Primal Order of a Time Matrix, within which consciousness expresses in its manifestation and incarnation into externalized space-time-matter experience. The 5 Density Levels are fixed fields of electromagnetic reality that compose the Primal Order and structure of one 15-dimensional Time Matrix. Each Density Level represents one 3-dimensional reality field, or Harmonic Universe. The Density of matter manifestation within each Density Level or Harmonic Universe is governed by the ratio between vibration and oscillation within the Primal Energy Units (Partiki) of conscious energy that form the scalar-standing wave templates upon which the spherical electro-magnetic domain of the Harmonic Universe manifests. (Masters Templar Stewardship Initiative – Page 21) Harmonic Universe ,Density Level, Hova Bodies & Identity Level HU/Dimensions Density Type Hova Bodies Iden

Random Shit
my cousin ray on the other had thinks killing a deer with a rifle is magic in the forest. heres ray after the big kill: Hell, it was 4 in the mornin, twenty-two degrees outside. Course, you weren't there... pussy. i'm in a camouflaged deer blind with grease paint on my face. i've got deer urine on my boots-i'm not sure why. i got a thirtysix-ought-six with a twelve-power scope and a bullet that'll travel twenty-two hundred feet per second. when that deer looked up and licked sucker i'd hung from the danged oak tree, i caught him right above the eye... Yea, well i hit one with a van going 55 miles an hour with the headlights on and the horn blowing. whoo, thats an elusive little creature. if you ever miss one, it's 'cause the bullets moving too fast. slow the bullet down to 55 miles an hour and put som headlights an a little horn on it. the deer will actually jump infront of the bullet!

Me Thought Of The Day As I See It.
come on all you bombers he's 400 behind. i need a little help here. I have finally been called back to work. I hate temp. agencies but where I live that's all that's here. been a while since i was layed off. LOL and my shoes had holes from poundin the pavement. hopefully the work will last a longer time than before.

Kickin Ass, Takin Names
Well I finally finished the winter term today...Won't have all my final grades in till monday but I'm confident. The one grade I do have is my culinary nutrition class: 90.1% , what would have been a A before the grading scale change is now only a B. The certificetion test which was the final for nutrition had 80 questions and you had to get 60 right in order to get certified...I got 75 right out of 80! So now I am certified serve safe (means I'm a safe food handler) and I'm certified in nutrition (which means I know whats good for you!). I'll post more about the grades as I learn them

How Immature!
You I really enjoy meeting new people. I get a kick out of some of the people I meet or have met from CT...but the one thing that really bursts my bubble is when somebody sends you a friend request, and when you accept it, the first thing they want to do is know if you have a messenger of some kind. When you tell them NO, they ask a few days later if you have one yet. You finally get one and tell them you have one, and because you won't give it to them right then and there....They stop talking to you! GUESS THEY REALLY DIDN"T WANT TO BE MY FRIEND THEN! I'm sorry, but I'm not givin out my yahoo to every Tom, Dick and Harry just because! Deal with it or leave me alone! I guess some people haven't read my blog about what happened between me and Dave. He's the biggest part of the reason. Besides the fact that most guys see me on here and see that I have rated some of their pics and think they can talk to me like I'm a 1-900 number or something! I have a man! I'll talk dirty to him and t

* Partiki *
Partiki (Primal Substance) Partiki or Primal Substance are units of conscious energy that exist as omni-polar points of fixed vibration. Partiki units are omni-polar (containing the polarities for all polarities or none) units of vibrating energy that perpetually cycle back and forth between a state of BI-POLAR LIGHT RADIATION (scalar-standing-waves) and OMNI-POLAR SOUND VIBRATION. Partiki units are the smallest building blocks of matter, and they form the template upon which consciousness in all forms enters manifestation. (The Kathara Bio-Spiritual Healing System Course– Page 12) One of the 6 primary elements in the Science of Keylonta. A Partiki (an Ultra-Micro Particle) is an electro-magnetic energy (Conscious) unit and are the organizational intelligence and operational "life-force fuel" behind and within all manifestations and consciousness. Partiki operate as a minute self-regenerating "fission-fusion generators." Through the dynamics of t

Miscellaneous Stuff
I know this is not my normal blogging but when I read this bulletin that my daughter had posted on her myspace, I had to put it where others could see it too... I never have believed in abortion, in fact if I had of kept the appointment 23 years ago this is what my oldest son would have felt instead of being here today. I am so glad I couldn't do it, even if I was only 15 yrs. old, for he ended up being my first love... I know that may sound strange, but he is the one that taught me about love and how awesome it is to give and receive love... I guess abortion may be a choice, but it is one choice I could never have lived with... Feel free to pass this on if you wish to... HELL NO. In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Sha

Nothing...
(copied from my myspace blog) ok so everyone keeps asking what exactly happened to my car...and understandably so...so here it goes.... around the end of april it was still vickie's car...there was a problem and it wouldnt come out of park...she took it to shumacker and francy's up on west chester pike b/c her brother in law recommended them...they did something along the lines of a bypass and fuse replacement and said it was fixed...so she gives me the car...two weeks later the same thing happens...so i get on the phone with the guys who fixed it and they tell me that something is shorting and blowing a fuse which stops the brake lights from coming on..and when that happens it trips a safety mechinism that won't let the car come out of gear...so they tell me how to trick it out of gear so i can get it back to them without a tow...they were just gonna look at it for free for me...then vickie and her brother in law got in on it and finally got the jerks to agree to fix it for free

The Blog!!!! Lol
Ok what a weekend, thursday, I was really crabby come to find out, I was getting the damn flu, my bf had it monday and tuesday of last week. I thought I wasn't going to get it, well Friday I came to work and my damn body started acheing WTF!!!! Then then the damn weather people are talking about we have this big winter storm coming, great I am suppose to go and see Delirium on saturday, but I am sick, well lucky me its starts snowing, so I am sleeping all on and off saturday and the show get moved to sunday at 6:30p, well sunday they decied to move it to March 10th , oh man thats the night of a big party I want to go to and well these tickets cost $200 so we are going to Ames, to see the show, then to that big party, maybe we will see if we even go at all. No biggie though! SO we went out last night with some friends and we got drunk.........WARNING ******* Stay away from draft beer, it will F*** you up, and make you feel like crap. ok and now a friend came by and got me lunch and now

Marvel Superheroes
You scored as Professor X. Superhuman mental powers: Professor X ordinarily possesses vast psionic powers, including telepathy; the ability to induce in others mental illusions, temporary mental or physical paralysis, and loss of specific memories or total amnesia; the projection of "mental bolts" to stun or render a person unconscious; astral projection; and the ability to sense other superhuman mutants within a small radiusProfessor X80%Wolverine70%DareDevil65%Spider-Man60%The Hulk55%Blade40%What Marvel Hero would you be?created with QuizFarm.com

Left And Forgotten
I come home to find that you are gone. There is a note that says you are done. As I become scared and full of fear. My eyes start to tear. As I lock the door. My mind starts to sore. What did I ever do. That made me not good enough for you. I feel rotten. As I sit here left and forgotten.

Which South Park Character Are You
You scored as Stan Marsh. You're Stan Marsh! Probably the sanest of the group, you're the mastermind behind the good plans and can easily resolve problems. To you love is amazing, and you're probably already in it. You can be a smart ass and don't have a problem saying what's on your mind. And you're probably an activist. Dude, this is pretty fucked up right here.Stan Marsh100%Jimmy67%Butters67%Eric Cartman50%Kyle Broflovski50%Shelly33%Timmy25%Kenny McCormick17%Tweak8%What South Park Character Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Life
Today is another day in the game of life. It is one of those days that lingers on and on… No matter what I do it doesn’t seem right in my mind. I seem lost in thought all day long. Everything around me swirls and swirls… It doesn’t stop. I wish it would. Just for a second. I see it going and going. But where is it going? Nowhere and everywhere all at the same time. Make it stop spinning PLEASE!!!! I can’t take it no more…. If it goes on much longer, I don’t think I can hold on. My sanity is slipping away, little by little everyday. But I remain intact to keep on going. For those around me. I must remain strong. For the game of life is not over for me yet. I can’t lose just yet. It’s not my time. Life is what you decide to make of it. It can be good, or it can be a disaster. There are things going on around you that noone can control. When you realize that, you realize that you control only what is infront of you. Just remember that n

When You Was Little
A FIREFIGHTER"S WIFE PRAYED A FIREFIGHTER'S WIFE PRAYER Lord I thank you for my husband. This firefighter that I love. Give me strength to give him support with your guidance from above. Make me a good partner, attentive listener, my husband's best friend. When I chose him I chose a firefighter, and the job on which we depend. Lord, keep my firefighter safe when our plan's have gone awry, Answering an emergency call with a life or death cry. Keep the gusting winds and raging flames from being his final fate. Help me cope with the trauma of being a firefighter's mate. Heavenly Father, I'm asking You to send your angels today, To protect my firefighter husband in a very special way. I ask You to guidA FIREFIGHTER'S WIFE PRAYER Lord I thank you for my husband. This firefighter that I love. Give me strength to give him support with your guidance from above. Make me a good partner, attentive listener, my husband's best friend. When I chose him I chose a firefighter, and the job on

Dilemma
You are driving in a car at a constant speed. On your left side is a drop off (The ground is 18-20 inches below the level you are traveling on), and on your right side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you. In front of you is a galloping horse which is the same size as your car and you cannot overtake it. Behind you is another galloping horse. Both horses are also traveling at the same speed as you . What must you do to safely get out of this highly dangerous situation? * Get your drunk ass off the merry-go-round. * THIS IS MILITARY MANS FIRST TRAIN AND I WANT IT TO BE AS SUCESSFFUL AS THE OHERS. ALL U HAVE TO DO IS RATE THEM, AND FAN THEM IF U WISH TO DO THE OTHERS THATS UR CHOICE BUT DEDICATE THIS TRAIN TO OUR FALEN SOLDIERS AND LETS MAKE THIS THE LONGEST MOST SUPPORTIVE TRAIN ON CT EVERYONE JUST ADD UR PIC BEOW MINE AND SEND ME A PM LETTING ME KNOW U ADDED URSELF. THANKS AND GOD BLESS OUR SOIDIERS. OASS THIS ON TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW! IF THERE ALREADY A F

Random
So as many of you know, I work in a pharmacy, matter of fact I work in a number of pharmacies. I'm on y way to getting my doctorate in pharmaceuticals and becoming a Pharmacist to further my career in medicine, and at this point am what you would consider a Senior Tech at my home store, and a Trainer for the district. I've only been there since August, but since then I've made a lot of friends, a lot of patients who have come to know me as "their Tech." Living in a small town, I know what's going on with their children, their lives, how they are, what's coming around the corner, things of that nature, and truly, as much as I work, they become a part of your life. One of my patients passed on today. I took it hard because well, he was perhaps oen of the most unique patients I've had. His wife, always picked up his prescriptions and despite all that she was going through, she was just the sweetest of ladies. I hadn't seen her in weeks, and she came by today. When I brought her p

Erotica
Your hair is immediately yanked back as your body is pinned down on the bed. You look up to find me, hovering above you as my powerful arms press you into the bed. I press myself against your open legs, allowing you to feel my hardness throbbing against your warmth, with only the thin material of your panties separating my cock from invading your pussy. My lips find their way at your neck as I loosen the grip on your hair, kissing softly along the side tracing your jaw line with my lips. Your hands glide up my chiseled abs caressing my muscular body, fingers tracing the sharp lines of my chest as your palm works up to my shoulder holding onto me. I press myself against you, continuing to plant warm wet kisses on the underside of your chin, while gliding my other hand up your naked leg caressing your soft hips. My hand continues to work its way up your side, fingers gliding over your body until I find your breast. I cup it in my hand, squeezing softly and caressing the underside

Drugged
I WILL NOT BE AROUND MUCH THE NEXT COUPLE DAYS...... I AM ON SOME PRETTY STRONG DRUGS.... TO GET RID OF THIS CRAP I HAVE... LEAVE ME SOME LOVE AND WHEN I GET BACK ILL GIVE YA SOME HEALTHY LOVE BACK ... LOVE YA ALL

I Need Your Help
I'm in a Killer Blue~Eyezzz contest and I need your votes. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=315127&i=2418091276 Any help would be greatly appreciated! This ends 2am EST on Mar 6th, just a few more days. Hook a brother up!!!

Songs
In the brightest hour of my darkest day I realized what is wrong with me Can't get over you. can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start Take thses memories that are Haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her...he'll never forgive her... Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever Sitting by a fire on a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You're my heroine-in this moment i'm lonely fulfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs all these women I'm never forgiven..this broken heart of mine One last kiss before i go Dry your tears, it is time to let you go One last kiss When I'm lying in your bed Play the motions through my head You know that I'm thinking, I'm thinking... And I have reasons to believe that I'm not the only one you spend this time with, but I'll stay...

I Have Been Away On Reserve Duty
I have been away for the past few weeks on TAD with the Coast Guard, I am doing my obligated time with my unit. For those who dont know, I am a reservist in the U.S. Coast Guard and well, before I go to Europe, I have to give "Uncle Sam" some duty time before I go over to Europe. AfterI play the real part of the Guardian, and what i do is real unlike what Kevin Costner and Aston Kushner did, I will be home after March 1st and then I leave for Europe on the 7th. Take care and talk to you soon.

All About My Babbi
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

A Quote From .gen.george.s.patton
this goes out to all our troops over seas to come home safe and to kick alot of ass while your there get you some marines and get you some army and for the rest of yall just kick some ass troops we support you from the tinsley family and on we are proud of you and we love you for doing what is right and for fighting the hard fight to those of you who has lost their lives god rest your souls and rest in peace and for those still here thank you for everything you have done and welcome home soldier "as i walk through the valley the shadow of death i have no fear because i am the meanest motherfucker in the whole valley" .gen.george.s.patton

Guest Book
If You Dont Have A Cherry License Please Sign Here on the top Guest Book All Others With Cherry Lincense Sign The Bottom One Thank You And Have A Great Day Only CT Users With Lincense Signs The Bottom Guest Book Thanxs And Have A Great Day

Cafe Terrace At Night
OH MY GAWD....I love this picture!~ Cafe Terrace at Night From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from The Café Terrace on the Place du Forum, Arles, at Night) Jump to: navigation, search Cafe Terrace at Night Vincent van Gogh, 1888 Oil on canvas 81 × 65.5 cm Kröller-Müller Museum, Otterlo Cafe Terrace at Night, also known as The Cafe Terrace on the Place du Forum, is a painting by the Dutch artist Vincent van Gogh which he rendered in Arles, France in September 1888. Van Gogh used oil paint on canvas and the painting is 81 × 65.5 cm (32" × 26"). The painting is currently at the Kröller-Müller Museum in Otterlo, Netherlands. In the painting Van Gogh expressed his new impressions from southern France and the painting depicts a café in Arles, then Café Terrace and is now renamed to Café van Gogh. The style of the painting is unique for Van Gogh with the warmth of colours and the depth of the perspective. This is the first painting in which he used

Punkdgeek Rants
Why the hell does licensing need to be so damned complicated!? Microsoft licensing is confusing enough, and now I have to deal with Novell Groupwise and OES. With entitlements and groupings and license conflicts between GPL, LGPL, BSD, CC, and commercial licensing, this is giving me a headache... err dont pretend you gave it all if you aint gave it all just fade it in the hazy purple twilight no more time i tried to warn you all its now approaching midnight now go eat your ~h4x0r~fl4k3s~ Today I am a stable man on a path of great success. In the past I have been brash, foolish, rude, and painful to be around. I left the mother of my child just after I turned 19. I did not finish college as I had planned to because of my self-destructive ways. I was a loser for a long time, until I met Chris C, Joe C, and Mike S. These three men not opened my eyes to the world of politics, but gave me a goal that was hard to obtain. They kept me busy and working long hours. They kept m

Bored!
I went to the docter today for my skin rash. It's nothing more than my excema flaring up badly. Darn skin, so that was 80 bucks. Then I got to fill my perscription. one of them was special for my eyelid...46ish bucks. The other was a refill for my lips. My lips are allergic to my saliva, unfortunately, and it causes my excema to breakout on my lips very easyily. So I can't lick my lips or anything. So I have meds for that. But! They gave me cream...cream for my lips! Wrong! It's ointment...stupid pharacy...that was 56 bucks..grrr. But they are going to fix it and I'm never going to go there again...stupid place...keep screwing up that script. That was basically my day...lol. But I got some of those baby legs for Kat! And they fit my arms! So I'm probably going to get some for Eams and more for Kat...hehe. I got to try it on Eams first. But if they fit than dang! They will last Kat forever! anywho....ya I'm done and I'm bored....

Still Around At Times
Been awhile so heres whats been going on. I am so happy. I have had ppl tell me that I have changed since I left my husband. Good. I have been trying to be who everyone wanted me to be for so damn long. Trying to pls one person after another. Not no more. I am who I am, and if others cant accept me for that, then they arent worth my time. I have been a stay at home mom for 6 years. Tired of it. I love my kids dont get me wrong. But I am out there working my ass off trying to raise my kids. Yeah its hard. But the pride I feel just doing it, is so worth it. I think what alot of everyones problem is, when I dont have my kids, I cut loose. Whats wrong w/ that? Did ya'll expect me to be June Cleaver for ever?

Oy!
So my federal taxes finally came in today and for the past few weeks, I have been keeping my eyes out for a certain nice new/used lens I having been wanting on ebay that has a stabilizer on it. (YAY!) Now that I actually have the money, there isn't one lens I want up for bid! =( I am SO bummed right now. I don't feel as bad as I would if Spring was a bit closer, as Spring is quite a fun time for me photography-wise. =D It sucks, I have so many ideas but my current lens isn't giving me the focal range I want and it makes things hard for me. I have to compromise, and I don't feel I should have to at this point in my artristry/career... I have to rethink a shot to make it work and it annoys me. If I have an artistic idea, my medium needs to be able to capture it as I see it and it isn't happening. That just leaves me feeling unfulfilled with what I have. Disappointing myself is the worst. Boo to that! Ug, this sucks. My bestfriend is looking up prices for me tho. (She works at a ph

Sad
my name is sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall

Everything Happens For A Reason?
So familiar And overwhelmingly warm This one, this form I hold now Embracing you, this reality here This one, this form I hold now So wide-eyed and hopeful Wide-eyed and hopefully wild We barely remember What came before this precious moment Choosing to be here Right now Hold on, stay inside This body holding me Reminding me that I am not alone in This body makes me feel Eternal, all this pain is an illusion Everything happens for a reason? Hello all, It has been a while since I last did this, but I am bored and thought I would say a few words. I have been through quite a bit in the last few years, and had a conversation with someone about a statement that I have heard many times. "Everything happens for a reason" is that statement. Ok, I can see how one can analyze certain situations, and see how that statement can be true... sometimes. But to say that EVERYTHING happens for a reason. Well, it is true, but not how those that say that mean it. The law of ph

If You Don't Like My Pic Then Please Don't Rate Me. I'm Only Here To Make Friends
if you rate me low then please don't rate me. please don't even send a message either. the only people who can rate me are the people who rate me between 7 thru 10. if you rate me low then skip my profile. sorry if i sound like an ass but i don't need people bringing me down. you have to get to know me and please don't judge me. i don't like being judge at all. that makes you a worse person ever especially when you don't even know me or my friends. If you go over 45, you're a bad influence. If you go under 10, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh. Total the number of things in each list you've done. No need to say which ones. If people really want to know they will message you. 1. smoked. 2. consumed alcohol. 3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. 4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. 5. kissed someone of the same sex. 6. had sex. 7. had someone in your room other than family. 8. watched porn. 9. bought

Poems To The End!
Ok I’m back and I got changes coming and I don’t like it!…. Well some I do and some I don’t!… First my mum went into hospital two days ago and there keeping her in the cardiology step down unit…… gods that sounds so bad… I’m left to keep the house in order and now my sis say’s she has a place of her own and she is moving out so now I have to keep this place all by my self witch isn’t that hard since I was the only one doing it to begin with!… But anyway I have this wonderful woman in my life called Suzan and I am seriously thinking moving to Sydney to be with her… the only thing is that will leave my mum with no one as her mum is moving down the coast….. and my sister is a bitch so well I’m in a very hard place right now and my heart is tearing in two and I just don’t know what to do!!!!! I’m fucked whatever I do!… I know I want to be with sue but at the same time I don’t want to leave mum…… now mum has been keeping me back for all my li

Bleed
Im feeling crossed I take it inside Burn up the pain My thoughts are strange Just like the things I used to love Just like the tree that fell I heard it If art is still inside I feel it I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Take all these strings They call my veins Wrap them around Every fucking thing Presence of people Not for me Well I must remain in tune Forever My love is music I will marry melody I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Wont you let me take you For a ride You can stop the world Try to change my mind Wont you let me show you How it feels You can stop the world But you wont change me I need music I need music I need music to set me free To let me bleed

Totaled Truck
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. I recently totaled my truck. Now my neck is messed up having MRI done it and possible shots to take the pain away. I'm not looking forward to having surgery later on. Now I'm looking to get car. Of all the different cars that are out I'm not sure what to get. Not sure if I should go with safety, speed or bett

* I Carry You In My Heart
* I carry you in my heart by ee cummings * i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

Art & Photos
http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=554538&albumid=199467 Most of the photos in this section were made intentionally dark to be used as backgrounds on my band's website. I will post the original unmodified photos soon.

Steph
hey u all need to come join the weddings of dj kid ray and dj steph and dj thalia and dj lost starting at 10pm est time hey you all need to come on over and party with club-paradize-radio also we are looking for dj as will as hiring all staff members so hope to see u all over there Song Request

Daily Workouts
I did a workout earlier this morning, but I might be inclined to do another this evening at 5pm p.s.t. *wink wink* though I am not entirely sure when I will start *nudge look at the beginning of this post* =D Brandon my yahoo address is bsorem22....let me know if you want to view, I wont be typing, just watching the room and working out =) Okay, first workout blog for this site =D 1.5 hour workout today: 30 minutes on biceps with 50lb weight, and 1 hour of crunches with 60lb weight. Tomorrows workout: Triceps, and Hamstrings and calves. Enjoy your nights all =)

Liars
MY COUSINS MY SPACE BLOG!!!!! Well I don't know what to think Matts going back to Iraq. It really sucks actually, I wonder if this thing will ever end. I don't know how these wives deal with living the military life for 20 yrs. Not me I can't stand it for the 3yrs hes been in. It's really scary thinking your husband could be killed at any time. To all of the people hating on the military do you think they enjoy going there. Well I can tell you they don't want to leave there wives and children and go to that god forsaken place either. They go for a bunch of ungrateful people to try to make the world we live in better. If you were in our shoes you would see how hard it actually is. Having to move around all the time and saying goodbye everytime you turn around to not know if you'll see them again at all. All I can say is that all these men and woman are very brave cuz I know I couldn't do it.Please just show respect no matter what your opinion is

##ma Babies##
WAS FREAKING HILARIOUS!!!!!!! WELL TO ME, BUT NOT TO MY DAUGHTER. SHE'S STILL PISSED. BUT IT'S HER FAULT CUZ SHE'S THE ONE THAT BOUGHT ME THE FREAKING LAZER THINGY. WELL TECHNICALLY I PAID FOR IT, BUT I HAD NO IDEA THAT THEY HAD ONE IN THAT STORE. SHIT AND ONLY $1.99. SO SHE KNOWS I'VE BEEN WANTING ONE FOR AGES SO I COULD PLAY WITH MY BABIES (KITTIES). SO ANYWAY, I'M IN THE BATHROOM, LOL, JUST KICKING IT AND I TURN THE LAZER THINGY ON SO I CAN CATCH THEIR ATTENTION RIGHT. LOL. SO ANYWAY I FLASH IT ON THE LIVING ROOM DOORWAY CURTAIN! LMFAO!!!!!!! AND THE NEXT THING I KNOW!!!!!!!! MY DAUGHTER IS GRABBING DALLAS AND RUNNING TO MY ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LMFAO!!!!!!!!! ALL I HEAR IS OH SHIT!!!!!!!!!!! COME ON DALLAS!!!!!!!!!! AND SHE CHARGES INTO MY ROOM AND SAYS SOMEONE'S TRYING TO SHOOT US WITH ONE OF THOSE GUNS THAT HAS A RED BEAM THING ON IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Free Video and Image Hosting Graphics Funny Images Layout Graphics SO I START LAUGHING MY ASS OFF AND I SAY NO BABE

Whatever!
Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. _______________________________________________

My Life Series 1
well lets see.... ive been talkin to this guy i met on here... and he seems real nice.... he is moving closer to where i live tomorrow.... and i really hope to get to know him alittle better.... he seems like a guy i could really like.... but who knows maybe we will hook up..... well life is goin pretty good as of the moment... i will be goin back to work here real soon and i cant wait.....and i have been talkin with this guy i like alot..... but then theres this girl christy that has recently gotten interested in me.... and im oh so confused about what i want... it wouldnt be right to mess with them both... so i have a to make a decision on who i want more... man life can be so unfair sometimes... and then i have recently started talkin to the guys soon to be ex... and she seems really nice... she says that she knows about us and she is cool with it since they are gettin divorced...but the think is i like her and would like to be friends with her... but if i end up with him... i dont

Popping My Cherrytap Blog Cherry
To all you people out there that responded negatively to my mumm: Did I strike a nerve so hard that you had to personally attack me by calling me ugly, or even a senior citizen (which by the way, I am nowhere close to being)? I think you people that posted those kinds of replies need some lessons in abusive communications and learn how to communicate appropriately! Maybe in addition, you should check the person's profile before calling them the c-word, a senior citizen, or even ugly. Your words all hang over your heads in the scope of eternity, and I pity you. Is there any truly decent men left in this shithole world? God in Heaven! It has been so long since I've been in the "dating scene" that I'm not really comfortable with it all. Especially now that I have kids it is even more important that I don't screw up. Although my most serious screw-up got me my stepdaughter and my 14 and 11 year old that I wouldn't trade for anything! Of course, the crap from that extended relations

Killer Blue Eyez Contest!!!
Hey ya'll.. I'm in the Killer Blue Eyez Contest... I am SERIOUSLY lagging behind.... COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED, SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REPOST THIS ON TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS, HAVE THEM BOMB ME... THERE ARE 2 DIFFERENT PRIZES.. ONE FOR THE MOST COMMENTS, AND ONE FOR THE MOST RATINGS!!!! THE WINNER OF THIS CONTEST GETS A 3 DAY BLAST.. AND I KNOW I WOULD *LOVE* IT!!!!! PLEASE HELP ME OUT GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WOULD TOTALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!!!!! Come help me out!!!!! Killer Blue Eyezzz Contest... runs thru March 6th, 2 winners (one for most comments, one for highest rating) Please click omn the pic below, and comment bomb, and rate me, be sure to pass this on to your friends.... so they can bomb too!!!!! Love ya'll C'MON YA'LL.. HELP A GIRL OUT!!! COMMENT BOMB ME, LEFT AND RIGHT, AND SEND THE LINK TO YOUR FRIENDS! I HAVE A WAYS TO GO.. BUT I'LL BE SURE TO DEFINITELY KEEP UP WITH WHO'S HELPIN ME, AND I'LL GET YA'LL SOMETHIN IN RETURN IF I SHOULD WIN O

Pushed Over The Edge
Have you ever been trying to do the best that you can, and someone constantly pushes you. Over and over they press your buttons and expect you to take that poor treatment. They assume that you are nice so they run over you? Today at my job I have never been so offended by the poor treatment or constant abuse I received today. I started to just walk out and quit. Then again why shouldn't I? I am too good a worker to be dealing with this place. I guess that's just another thing I can say that I thought I had everything all understood and figured out, but I guess not. Maybe i'm too optimistic. I try to accept people for everything and think the best of them and you just can't be like that. It sucks but it's true. Well now that i've vented i'm going to bed XOXO Ash

New Here
I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who rated my pic and profile. that was sweet of you. if you would like to be friends just add me. If you read my other posting regarding Friendship, then I think you will agree more with this too. You'll not see cutesy little smiley faces on these, just the stone cold truth of friendship. 1. When you are sad ...I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue ...I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile ...I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared ...I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried ...I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused ...I will use little words. 7. When you are sick ...Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall ...I will point and laugh at your c

A Soldiers Mind
What we all wouldn't give to wake up next to skin, Passionately kiss someone good morning? I am alone in the fact that I just won't sell myself out to anyone to get some form of completion? So I made a list of things I think most of us want..let me know what you think or if you have an add.... 1. Someone who we can talk to but who doesn't ask you 300 times whats wrong if you are not talking! 2. Someone that can touch you and drive you crazy. AKA: That person can gingerly kiss you or push you into wall and know exactly how to do it to drive you wild. 3. We all need sexual compatibility. Without physical intimacy all relationships are doomed! 4. Someone who accepts our faults, over looks them .. and occasionally can even make us see something more in them! 5. Someone with a sense of humor. A person who has a great balance of comedy and seriousness Ok so that is it for now.... They gather in this silent place and slowly bow each head A calliope of sobbing hearts

Lines From Lucious Lesley
Hey everyone, Just wanted everyone's thoughts on this one, Friends at work... Do you think it is a good idea to make lots of friends at work?? or do you think it could be a hazzard to your job?? A penny for your thoughts... luv ya's all. As the rain falls gently from the evening sky The cool breeze sends me a shiver I see the sparkle in your smiling eyes And it makes my lips start to quiver You reach out and touch my hand Then look into my eyes with love How you found my soul I just don't understand You must be my gift from the Lord above Every moment that we share Feels like perpetual bliss You hug me close to show u care As we embrace in a sensual kiss I taste the sweetness from your lips The emotions etch into my soul You place your hands upon my hips And I whisper "please don't ever let me go" My heart melts with ur charm When you promise will we always be together You hold me tighter in your arms As we vow to love each other forever. Written B

Just Me
I a bit of an odd duck, some would say. I a systems engineer by profession. Currently I work for the Dept. Of Homeland Security/TSA. I am part of the National Deployment Office. Which is a group of about 650 people out of the 45,000 TSA that travel the U.S. going where they need us for special events, seasonal events, emergency situations. I only spend 2 months a year at home, in Portland, Oregon. I have worked for Intel, Daimler-Chrysler-Benz, and lastly, Enron(see the mug lol). I have been in computers and fixing them for over 25 years. So, I am quite the geek, but I also enjoy hunting and fishing. Not too many geeks own a Remington 700BDL in 7mm Mag lol. I am also a fantastic chef. I love to cook. I am also a hopeless romantic. I love to surf(you have to love it to surf in Oregon hehe), scuba dive, and swim. I swam competitive since I was 7. I usually piss off the other adults when I go do laps at the pool and within 5 min have the lane to myself.I swear I didn't mean to

Miles Away
I longed to hold you , to have you in my arms, we have such hope's and dream's, of what our love could be, but you where mile's away, I reach out for you, another night to make it through, thats when I need you most, but you where miles away, If i could have one dream come true, I'd be right there with you, we would have it all our way, we would share everyday, make love and hold you tight, it would all be right, like it's ment to be, but just for now, we must go on somehow, cause you are miles away... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Real Man Laws From Maxim
Maxim, Jul 2001 By Steven Russell Ever since some Neanderthal hunter first broke wind in an unventilated cave, guys have cautioned their buddies against violating certain behavioral guidelines. But despite evidence of a set of underlying universal laws—“shotgun” is “shotgun” wherever you go—it’s never been possible to consult an actual written document to settle those tricky points of drinking/scamming/rocks-paper-scissors etiquette. That has all changed. Maxim’s Division of Archeological Science, excavating the tomb of Emperor Belchuus the Lawgiver, has made a stunning discovery. Deep beneath a solid-gold hot tub packed with mummified midgets was found “The Code”: an ancient 40-volume compendium of guy-centric commandments. The sacred laws within not only address the questions of a bygone era (how many concubines are needed in the afterlife?) but eerily foretell the thorny issues of our age. Here we reveal a selection for the enlightenment of guys everywhe

Love You /read Dis
One morning you will never wake up, do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again....... I LOVE YOU

Dot. Com.
hey yall! will you do me a HUMONGOUS favor and vote for my poster at pandora.com?!!? i would greatly appreciate it!! especially considering the person with the most votes wins and i'm entering late.. thanks, everyone!

Thoughts
I SIT EVERY DAY IN PAIN I TRY TO THINK OF THINGS TO MAKE IT GO AWAY I TRY TO KEEP SMILING EVEN THO IM IN PAIN I DONT WANT MY KID TO SEE I HURT, EVEN WHEN I CAN STAND THE PAIN NO MORE I CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT THE PAIN HURTS THE PAIN NEEDS TO STOP WHY DONT THE PAIN GO AWAY,IM SO TIRED AND WANT SOME SLEEP GOD TAKE THE PAIN BACK SO I CAN REST PAIN STOP WILL YOU YOU ARE SO MEAN AND UGLY AT TIMES I HATE YOU I sit and think of what i should do , why do people act the way they do to others, why be so mean in the ways they are, how can they hurt people the way they do even tho they have kids that get hurt at the same time, what can be going on in thier minds,

Sweatheart....
Sweetheart My Bo0 My Ni9ga My Home Gurl My Partner-In-Crime My Right-Hand-Chick My Nicole Richie (Cause I'm Paris Hilton ) My Chelsea (Cause I'm Raven) My Notorious B.I.G (Cause I'm Puff)... bad boy baby My Damon Dash (Cause I'm Jay-Z) My Gangsta Til the End My Shorty and My friend My Blood (Cause Water wasn't thick enough) My PatrickStar(Cause I'm Spongebob Squarepants) My Killa Cam(Cause I'm Juelz Santanna) dipset My G-unit (Cause I'm 50Cent) My luny (Cause I'm tunes) we make bangin reggaeton My Lily (cause im Hannah Montanna) My Sidekick (Cause I'm the Hero...LOL) ~Your my world i can't do it with out you in my life~ ~*You aint a gurl...you MY gurl*~ "Firstly, I want you to know that I love you to death and you will always be my down ass homegirl that I'll love to death and will always be there 4, its hard for me to only pick 25 gals to send this to, so consider yourself lucky ... or is it not lucky? If I dont get this back I understand I have a

Lovers
as time slips by lovers await a day filled with hope love and devotion destiny is calling like birds in the sky they float along with the breeze no worries no cares love overpowers all wasted days and wasted nights memories are dying loves you lost loves you still long for finally the day arrives i do is all we say forever we shall be lovers

Sun & Fun
Ok I was Hopeing this would not have to happen....But Yea....I got the Jealous Man of a Women...rating me a 5 on a photo. guess to get my attention..I would have rated that photo a 3....LOL.....Then he leaves a comment about how his woman does not need to see my distasteful naked pixs..and her son saw them too and so on and so forth.....Well number one....The woman faned me.....Invited me...and rated my photos 10s...with sexy comments....and started a chat in the Shout box.....Never a mention of kids or an Old Man....Ha Ha. Number 2 all my naked photos are for friends and Family and marked NSFW.in folders stating that excact thing..So why is her computer open to her son....AND number three....Be real....I am.....I have stated plainly who I am on my Page......Most people do....Oh boy I would have loved to be the fly on the wall when he talked to her....So in the end...I blocked them all.....and hope like most Cherry Tappers out there we can All Have some Good Clean Fun....If naked is y

Cute Poem But Dunno Who Wrote It :d
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest Marites You just don't know what you have done for me You even pushed me to the best that I can be You really are an angel sent from above To take care of me and shower with love When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear And your touch have chased away all of my fear You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile It is even better everytime you smile It so magical those things you've made To bring back my faith that almost fade Now my life is a dream come true It all began when I was loved by you Now I have found what I am looking for It's you and your love and nothing more Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment In my life something I've never felt I wish I could talk 'til the end of day But now I'm running out of things to say So I'll end by the lin

Don't Know What Ya Got Till It's Gone
Sitting here looking back on my life, I can see it clearly now, If only I had known it then, before it all went to far, I wouldn't be sitting here now, hopeing your doing well, wondering if you think of me, as I think of you, you made my world seem real, you gave meaning to my life, how could I have been so blind, to let it all slip away, I remember every tear you cryed, as I turned and walked away, I put you off so many times, always had a new excuse, for putting off the one thing, you so longed for everyday, if only I could have said I DO, it would have never ended up this way, I geuss they all where right, once again I played the fool, Just know that I do love you, not a day goes by, I don't look back and hate that day, that changed both our lives, sad we never see it, You Don't Know What You Got Till It's Gone !!! IF YOU TRUELY LOVE SOMEONE SHOW NOT TELL THEM NOW. Don't Know What You Got Till It's Gone ( Cinderella ) by flycodes.com

All Over Again
Last night I fell in love with you All over again, More deeply in love, Than ever before. No one has ever expressed their love for me With such beautiful and kind words. Last night I fell in love with you All over again, With such stronger faith Than ever before. Knowing that you will always be there for me When dark shadows enter my life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With a stronger friendship Than ever before When ever I need a tender shoulder to cry on I know you will wipe away the tears Last night I feel in love with you All over again With more respect Than ever before I look up to you and admire your strength In turn you have strengthen me Last I feel in love with you All over again With such care Than ever before Now I truly believe how much you care for me You have given me life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With more happiness Than ever before You have brought back to me smiles and laughter

Alll About Meee
I overdo everything... Im a Dork and proud of it... I have 2 wonderful sons... I have high expectations... I am often let down and dissapointed... Music is my outlet & my savior... I am wicked sarcastic... Im loyal and I love my friends tremendously... Im from California... My favorite colors are Dark Blue,Black, & Silver... I'm a fighter, though I can also be a lover ;)... When provoked I can be viciously mean >:-[... I am strong willed and hard headed... Freedom is like breathing to me... I love on an intellectual level... I over analyze... Im too emotional yet can be too detached... Im a complicated paradox... Many people dont understand me... I love to read and write... I love to take pictures... I love CONCERTS...I have the best friends in the world... I have a low tolerance for stupid people... I hate narrow minded people...I hate liars & two faced people...I always want to hear the truth even if I wont like it or it will hurt...I am more than capable of handling it... I have a f

3 Mischievious Ones!
I am passing this on to you because it definitely worked for me and we all could use more calm in our lives. By following the simple advice I heard on a Dr. Phil show, I have finally found inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed the way to achieve inner peace was to finish all the things you have started. So I looked around my house to see things I started and hadn't finished; and before leaving the house this morning I finished a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Baileys, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of a Valium prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some saltines and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel. Please pass this on to those you feel are in need of inner peace.

Groovin
In downtown St Paul on a Tuesday, Wednesday or Thursday night? Stop By the Hunan Garden Chinese Restaurant and Bar and hear the Great Sound of Ray, 380 Cedar St, St Paul. See Ya Soon! Are there any talented musicians in the St Paul/Minneapolis area interested in forming a 70-80's R & B / Light Rock Band? HOLLA!

Noob
OK so i get a car.. and its GREAT... then this morning my friend offered me her house... a rent to own thing.. WOOT its a nice house!! and the topper.. I AM VISITING MY SON SOON!!! they are going on vacation to florida for a couple of weeks then when they get back we are getting together and having a visit!! ITS SOOO COOOOOL!!! I love my baby soo much.. Damn i should stop calling him my baby.. he is 6 now.. I AM DANCING WITH HAPPINESS!!!!! so calcars was screwing me horridly with my 95 Aurora.. i mean the repairs since i got in it July have been as much as i have paid on the loan.. thats bullshit. i had it fixed in late december and i swear to god it broke down 6 weeks later... so i kinda freaked and told them to come get their piece of shit car back. i will not/ have not made a payment since it broke down again. likei said.. they can shove it up their asses... Sooo G went out and got us a car. ITS SOOO COOOOOOL!!! OMG its a 2007 Chevy Cobal and its red and shiney a

Fake Ppl & Fake Websites
To all the ppl I removed from my fan and friends list: I am srry I added u ppl so soon I was acting like a stat whore but now I learn the stupidness of my ways and will only from now on add the kool (real) ppl. Wow this is as bad if not worst then MySpace. I joined in hope to meet cool ppl and possibly make some ppl famous by turning into e-lebrities. But no one returns messages this is other bullshit site where every1 is fake wow like we need another 1 of those!!!! Ppl are just here to look at other ppl's nude pictures wow what a life. I would rather look at high quality porn video or better yet make a porn video with my wife LOL!!!!

For Luther
I ran across this video while looking for something else, it reminded me how fragile life really is, and that in the space of a heartbeat, our entire world can change, or God forbid someone we love be taken from us. It's not very long but really informative....... please have a look, and be aware. Love you all - Belle

Rate This
one of my favorite things to do on this site is rating pics and stashes. it passes my time at work quickly. so i come in today and i'm ready to rate someone w/ 240 pics who spent their time raiting me... and the site vomits back at me and tells me that i'm rating too fast? i use firefox. each pic has it's own tab. so rather than just close out twenty pics i go through and rate, now i just close the few that managed to get rated and reload all the tabs to start over. i wonder if CT realizes what this will do to their servers... cause now we need to reload the page to get the ability to rate back. every few weeks this site gets closer and closer to useless for me... can't comment bomb. can't go on rating sprees. ..... what's next?

Who Do You Attract?
Alas Freedom of my Dreams Last night I had a dream, something I hadn't done in so long. I missed my sub-conscious it has been good to me. Freedom to think and feel what I long to get out. I walked into my past for a few minutes. I remember what I saw; I anticipated this for so long, it gave me closure. Last night my past was my future and my future was my past. Something I have thought about for so long. I wish life were predictable. You know like those books you used to read in grade school where you could choose the ending you wanted, I would read through each one until I was happiest with the outcome! This was my dream. A book of question I was taken back to a time when it was madness. I remember those people, I remember those promises, and must of all I remember the bliss of living each day without a care. It was the best time of my life, some will disagree. It was a time when I was living like a so-called rock star. You may laugh, but those nights of not kn

Just For Fun...
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? alive 6. Your favorite thing? friends 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? budweiser 9. Your dream/goal? Independent 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? helpless 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? husband 18. Where you grew up? anadarko 19. The last thing you did? drive 20. What are you wearing? dress 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? no 23. Your computer? storage 24. Your life? Boring 25. Your mood? ok 26.

Addict
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and even "The Man" and you think it's OK. But when I call you, "nigger", "Kike", "Towelhead", "Sand-nigger", "Camel Jockey", "Beaner" or "Chink" you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(white entertainment television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists. If we had white history month, we'd be racists. If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives, we'd be racists. If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships, you know we'd be racists. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and

Addict
Hey everyone to let you all know I am going through a divorce... i found out that my soon to be husban is a Cocaine Addict and because of him i am fighting for Custody of my son again.. as some of you all know i am an ADDICT.. well back in April i had relapsed on THC and then i had a neversouse Breakdown and i got put into the Adult Physicatric Unit for a week and a day..well the thing is i am better now and they are treating me because i am Biplora/ Mantic and i am on 2,000.00 worth of medication.. Well you please keep fingures cross that i get my son back.. lots of love... ciao oh yea dont ask to go out with any because i have a girlfriend !!! Guy walks into a bar with his pet monkey. He orders a drink and while he's drinking, the monkey jumps all around the place. The monkey grabs some olives off the bar and eats them, then grabs some sliced limes and eats them, then jumps onto the pool table, grabs one of the billiard balls, sticks it in his mouth, and to everyone's amazemen

We Need This President
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters:

Realtionships And Jealousy
Ya know. Its funny to me that men and women get jealous over a guy/girl who thinks they are hot, sexy, ect. I was that way and still am alittle bit but this is the conclusion I came to. Its a GOOD thing when we women and you men get hit on, and told how beautiful we are. As well as men, hey if a woman thinks your hot and so does 100 other women chances are.... your hott! Jelousy is 100 percent natural....in fact my b/f just last night was highly upset because of the fact that I have mostly men on my friendslist. To be honest I wouldnt get mad if there were girls outside of cyberland who thought my b/f was hott. Its a fucking compliment. I will be the one he climbs into bed with everynight, not them and the same way if it were switched! You men and women should stop being so possesive. We know our boundries and if you cant respect that then you need to take your crying somewhere else. I just think that too many people in relationships waiste so much time fighting about talking to

Dawn Of Hope
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Chayagoins/ Hey Guys, I have started a yahoo group called (DAWN OF HOPE) This is for posting your (FOR Sale) or (For Free) items. Please help me expand my list. Here is my url to visit. Listing items for free can include Pets,furniture,clothes,baby items ect. There are ALOT of people who cannot afford things the we can be helping out. I appreciate everything you can give and help each other out. If you do not want to deal with the items then please make arrangements for me to pick them up for you or for you to bring them here. I really want to help people out. Thanks Britt

♥ September = Lover♥
♥ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and you

The Realm Of Panda Joe
I found out this morning that my Dad passed away. I am going to drive to help my mom get things settled tomorrow. My friends have been absolutely awesome thanks for caring and cheering me up. I love ya guys. It is a sad occasion but you keep me strong. And I need to be. So thanks again. talk to you next week. Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. :CAPRICORN:. The passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker.

I Think I'm Falling.... 8th World Wonder
"8th World Wonder" by Kimberly Locke Woke up early this morning, made my coffee like I always do. Then it hit me from nowhere, everything I feel about me and you. The way you kiss me crazy, baby you're so amazing. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. I guess that I'm just falling deeper into something I've never known. But the way that I'm feeling, makes me realize that it can't be wrong. You're love's like a summer rain, washing my doubts away. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder. It's only been a week, but it's coming over me. It's making me believe that you're the one for me. Seven days and seven nights of thunder, The waters rising and I'm slipping under. I think I fell in love with the 8th world wonder.

* Indigo Children *
Indigo Children The term "Indigo Children" refers to the frequencies of the 6th-dimensional wave band, the Indigo wavelength of the 15-Dimensional spectrum. The Palaidia Maji Grail Line races that have been progressively incarnating on contemporary Earth for the past 100 years and referred as the "Indigo Children Type 1 and 2" in preparation for the Sacred Mission of the long awaited 2000-2017 Stellar Activation Cycle (SAC). Maji Grail Line Indigo Children are born with the 6th-Strand Template of their 24-48 Strand DNA Template activated at birth, whereas the Angelic Humans with 12-Strand DNA Template are born with three strands of 12 activated. Activation of the 6th-DNA Strand Template allows the D-6 Indigo wave spectra and the D-6 consciousness characteristic to this wavelength, to embody within the Indigo Children fetal body. (Voyagers II – Page 555) The Indigos are indeed a "new breed" of children because they represent a new breed of consciousness

Poem Wrote For My Children
There is not a day that goes by That I don't think of you Not a day that I don't cry I miss your sweet sweet hugs Hearing you call me mommy Yes I miss your little Tugs I wish i could hold you tight Give you a soft and tender kiss And to tuck you in for the night We'll be together, my children, again Just pray hard to Our Lord Above This for my children I pray, AMEN Copyright ©2006

The True Meaning Of Patriotism..or At Least In My Opinion...
Am I unpatriotic because I have my own opinion? Am I unpatriotic because I choose to do better things with my time that to argue with one of my own countrymen? Am I unpatriotic because I respect people for thier individuality? Or is that the true meaning of patriotism. It seems to me that our country was founded on the basic principals of freedom without persecution..of speech, of religion..of political opinion. It seems to me that if people didnt have different opinions there wouldnt be a VOTE in the first place and it seems to me that if there wasnt a CHOICE that it would be a dictatorship. I want to say, first of all,Ive been here two days and that I LOVE CHERRYTAP and I have been greeted with warmth and love all the way around except for ONE person. It would seem I have been labled a bitch by someone because I DIDNT want to argue with someone who doesnt even know me at all. Did you all catch that..I DIDNT want to fight..lol. Well..Shorty, this goes out to you. I even unblocked you

* Merkaba *
Merkaba (Merkaba Fields or Merkaba Vehicle) A set of counter-rotating, electro-magnetic energy spirals. (See: Merkaba Mechanics) Energy moves form the seven outer layers of the Auric Field (D-9 through D14) and into manifestation within dimensions 1-7, through the structure of Merkaba Fields. Each form has fifteen dimensional Merkaba Fields, which hold its morphogenetic imprint intact within the 15-dimensional Unified Field. Through the rotation of the 15 Merkaba Fields, an energy structure in the form of an "egg" or capsule is formed within the dimensional Unified Field of each of the 15 dimensions. (See: Ascension) (Voyagers II – Page 463) Merkaba Fields are the energetic ‘organs’ by which we are kept in manifest dimensionalized phase lock, they are also the tools by which we can release ourselves from phase lock. They enable us to move (which in reality is to expand) into the next set of dimensional fields of existence and progressively asc

No One Cares
Reporter: Stefanie Silvey New Media Producer: Rachel Beavin Update: The dog dragging case goes to court in Owensboro, and 14 News is learning more about the man accused of killing the dog. William Bowlds is charged with a misdemeanor in the death of Buddy. The animal was chained to the back of a vehicle and dragged to death. Police say Bowlds borrowed the dog to breed him. The courtroom was crowded with people who want the penalty for such cruel acts to be more than a misdemeanor. One woman even booed Bowlds as he came into the courtroom. And Buddy's owner told 14 News it never entered his mind Bowlds would harm his dog. We have learned that Bowlds has a lengthy criminal record: 36 charges in Kentucky including domestic violence, terroristic threatening, assault, manufacturing methamphetamine, possession of drugs, theft, burglary, and Previously: A dog dies after police say it was chained to the rear of a vehicle and dragged for a mile. Daviess County, Kentucky sherif

I Don't Know
I'm new here and it's really confusing as hell. I'm bored and I wish I had a job because I can't stand here anymore since they're going through this bs w/the landlord and I just fell bad about it that I can't at all but listen.

New Pictures Folder
This is incredible!!!!! I almost got 500 votes, thank you to all my friends!!! If you still feel like a dropping a few votes this is the link, thank you all s much, Carlos I really went through a great effort to take these pictures. I created a card with my screen name and user name, I place my screen page in the back ground and took the best pictures I could all on my own, but it was not good enough since the background was not showing... I assume that is what happened since the assholes didn't even care to tell me exactly what was wrong with the picture, they just sent the impersonal rejection note. I send them a very nasty comment, which I doubt they will care to read, but if I am no longer here tomorrow you will know why. See my pictures for yourself on my default folder and judge, thank you for listening to my angry rambling, Carlos You can find them on my site within the picture section, there is a folder called..."Carlos' new pictures" (of course), hope you look at them a

Childish Shit
Just leave me alone! Dont call 700 times..Shit how can someone call em a stupid bitch, tell me its over and then he turns around and calls me 3 times in a row because i wont pick up...FYI im not pickin up because i have nothin to fuckin say to you. Just give me time to chill out. Oh and since he says i treat him like shit...then leave. I care about him but he is pushin me to the point i dont want anything to do with him.

Friends We Will Allways Be
Music Video:MY HEART WILL GO ON (LOVE THEME FROM "TITANIC") (by Celine Dion)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Dani and Travis passed away jan 21 2006 miss you john {my dad} passed away dec 11 2005 i love you

Condoms
WHY CONDOMS COME IN BOXES OF 3,6,12 A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks,"What are these, Dad? To which The man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex.""Oh I see," replied the boy pensively. Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package? " The dad replies,"Those are for high school boys, ONE for Friday, ONE for Saturday, and ONE for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," the dad answers, TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack! With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for the married men. ONE for January, ONE for February, ONE for March, ONE for

So Todays Life And Things I Am Doing
okay peeps here goes i wanna fine my ct match to be my hubby on here but if there are to many people im going to have to do a contest so if u wanna hook up on here hit me up please repost if u want hey got new pics everyone rate them comment them and all thanks repost let everyone no thanks hey whats up everyone ill be doing a contest to see who my match is on here so if wanna be in the contest private message me and let me no also please repost also i will let you no all the info when you message me thanks

Some One Tell Me Why
some one tell me why we continue to live even when we know things arent going to improve. my friend barbara says these things help so lets see. i just want someone to tell me why we live our lives when they are nothing but meaningless shit. for so long ive been surviving...why cant i just for once have something worth a damn. the only good that ive got in my life right now is my man. theres nothing i look foward to more than coming home to him...or him coming home to me. but there are still times when i wonder if everyone and myself included wouldnt be better off if i werent here. so many times ive looked a knife with wonder and believing that it would drain all my pain out. i guess this is just my moment of self pity. ill be alright. i hope. with love to all those who love me.

From A Dear Friend
Just wish, I'd taken the time, To trace your smile, With my fingertips, And memorized, The contours of your face... Just wish, I'd taken the time, To listen to the way, Your voice sang, When you spoke. Just wish, I could capture, All the moments, We spent together, In a bottle, And pull them out, When I was beginning, To feel blue... Her passion took me From part of the way, To most of the way, To all the way; From the raging rapids To the waterfall, To calmer waters, To the still beneath. From seeing, To knowing, To feeling, To being Good, Better, Best. From nothing, To something, To everything; Without fear, Without judgment, Without hesitation; With honesty, With hope, With passion. Her passion took me To the place Where words stop short, A place beyond thought. Showing hers

Why?!?!?!?!?!
Why am I always the exception??? Why is it that I can never have who I want??? Is it that Im just to excepting??? To understanding??? To giving??? Or is it that I just always come to late, and then fall for those who have already had claim laid to them??? Just makes a girl wonder if she can or will ever be number one in a mans eyes............ Maybe I will never know....