Lektra's blog: "randomness is grand"

Someone's developing drama threatens to throw your day off track. This situation may require more patience on your part, but don't let this change throw your confidence for a loop -- you can make decisions on your own. Why couldn't this have been mine for Monday?

All at Once the Fray There are certain people you just keep coming back to She is right in front of you You begin to wonder could you find a better one Compared to her now she's in question And all at once the crowd begins to sing Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same Maybe you want her maybe you need her Maybe you started to compare to someone not there Looking for the right one you line up the world to find Where no questions cross your mind But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt Much longer for you to sort it out And all at once the crowd begins to sing Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same Maybe you want her maybe you need her Maybe you started to compare to someone not there Maybe you want it maybe you need it, Maybe it's all you're running from, Perfection will not come And all at once the crowd begins to sing Sometimes We'd never know what's wrong without the pain Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same Maybe you want her maybe you need her Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there Maybe you want it maybe you need it Maybe it's all you're running from Perfection will not come Maybe you want her maybe you need her Maybe you had her maybe you lost her to another To another

As I am no longer comfortable with just tolerating certain people I have decided to look for a better word, and baby, I endure you.... Main Entry: tolerate Part of Speech: verb Definition: allow Synonyms: abide, accept, admit, authorize, be big, bear, bear with, brook, condone, consent to, countenance, endure, go, have, hear, humor, indulge, live with, permit, pocket, receive, sanction, stand, stand for, stomach*, string along, submit to, suffer, sustain, swallow*, take, tough out*, undergo, wink at* Antonyms: disallow, disapprove, veto

And the first born, my heart will call Truly A God-like boy of the sky The fog hissed away like a movie And serpents go home for the night The thundercloud rain hits the freeway And the clowns put on make-up for show The nightfall, my skin crawl kind of evening Yeah, how the wind she blows And how the wind she blows Chorus: Cause I want you to come in closer Come in closer, come in closer Come in closer, come in closer, come in closer Come in closer, in closer Mmm, mmm Come dancing with devils Need not know their name But we'll waltz like an army For the fear of our pain Our souls become useless As the day that they were born In a rusted arm rocking chair Away from your storm But still the truth remains lethal A lie made by man When my shoes become hammers And my words become sand Like a sour patch, a wedding batch Of roses you threw across my floor In the rusted arm rocking chair Away from your storm Chorus: I want you to come in closer Come in closer, come in closer Come in closer, come in closer, come in closer Come in closer, in closer Yeah, I want you to Come in closer, come in closer, come in closer Come in closer, come in closer, come in closer Come in closer (in closer) In closer, in, in, ah, ah, ah! Woah ah woah, woah ah woah Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ah-de-da-de-da (You cheated on me, because I was blind)

I close my eyes and I smile Knowing that everything is all right To the core, so close that door Is this happening? My breath is on your hair I'm unaware that you opened the blinds And let the city in God, you held my hand, and we stand Just taking in everything Chorus: And I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're, we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are on this 18th floor balcony We're both flying away So we talk about moms and dads About family pasts Just getting to know where we came from Our hearts were on display for all to see I can't believe this is happening to me And I raise my hand As if to show you that I was yours That I was so yours for the taking I'm so yours for the taking and That's when I felt the wind pick up I grabbed the rail while choking up These words to say and then you kissed me Chorus: Yeah, I knew it from the start My arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're, we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are on this 18th floor balcony We're both flying away And I'll try to sleep To keep you in my dreams Till I can bring you home with me I'll try to sleep And when I do I'll keep you in my dreams Chorus: And I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're, we're trying so hard not to fall asleep So here we are on this 18th floor balcony, yeah I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide And your head is on my stomach No, we're not going to sleep Hre we are on this 18th floor balcony We're both flying away

Baby It's Cold Outside I really can't stay - Baby it's cold outside I've got to go away - Baby it's cold outside This evening has been - Been hoping that you'd drop in So very nice - I'll hold your hands, they're just like ice My mother will start to worry - Beautiful, what's your hurry My father will be pacing the floor - Listen to the fireplace roar So really I'd better scurry - Beautiful, please don't hurry well Maybe just a half a drink more - Put some music on while I pour The neighbors might think - Baby, it's bad out there Say, what's in this drink - No cabs to be had out there I wish I knew how - Your eyes are like starlight now To break this spell - I'll take your hat, your hair looks swell I ought to say no, no, no, sir - Mind if I move a little closer At least I'm gonna say that I tried - What's the sense in hurting my pride I really can't stay - Baby don't hold out Ahh, but it's cold outside C'mon baby I simply must go - Baby, it's cold outside The answer is no - Ooh baby, it's cold outside This welcome has been - I'm lucky that you dropped in So nice and warm -- Look out the window at that storm My sister will be suspicious - Man, your lips look so delicious My brother will be there at the door - Waves upon a tropical shore My maiden aunt's mind is vicious - Gosh your lips look delicious Well maybe just a half a drink more - Never such a blizzard before I've got to go home - Oh, baby, you'll freeze out there Say, lend me your comb - It's up to your knees out there You've really been grand - Your eyes are like starlight now But don't you see - How can you do this thing to me There's bound to be talk tomorrow - Making my life long sorrow At least there will be plenty implied - If you caught pneumonia and died I really can't stay - Get over that old out Ahh, but it's cold outside Baby it's cold outside Brr its cold…. It's cold out there Cant you stay awhile longer baby Well…..I really shouldn't...alright Make it worth your while baby Ahh, do that again….