Fubar Blogs 1

Deleting My Profile
i think someone is messing with my profile so im going to delete it but ill have a new one soon so if u want to add my new one u can send me a IM at xxsabrina_ladnerxx for yahoo an sabrinatladner05 for aim......or if u dont have yahoo or aim my e-mail is xxsabrina_ladnerxx@yahoo.com i also have myspace just search by my e=mail an u should be able to find me sorry you guys i hope i talk to u soon tho!!!!!!

Just Me
well tonight has been so screwed up, im asking that everyone say a special prayer for my 23 yr old son he came home from work and found his fiance died, she was told the day before she only had broncitis and was sent home from the er the day before, she left behind a beautiful 4 yr old son, and many who loved her please say a prayer for all including my son to find stregnth and peace The Washcloth............. Ladies this has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive today who won't crack up over this! LOL a friend passed this on to me, and i had to laugh. I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am . I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am . The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to tak

Just Things That Should Be Said
Feeling so mad Can't let it out it just builds in me i jsut wanna scream and shout! I want the revenge I want they to feel pain I hate them ALL! I want thier lives to drain I jsut hate them so much i really want them to leave So i can calm my self down and be able to breath so fuck off world! rents and friends see u all in hell see u in teh end! Sitting out side The wind blows my hair The moons light Shinning on me Next to me a knife Next to me a picture Of a boy i love His smile...keeps the knife away But when the picture was gone the knife was here One slit to bleed Two to smile A thrid to die And a fourth to cry yes a little emo..but what can i say i'm sry thats all =)

Best Ass On Cherrytap Contest!
OK girls....show off those hot asses! Gonna cut it off at 20 pics to be posted on my page. Will leave winner's pic up forever! Gotta add me as a friend to get it on....give me the link to your profile and pic to post!

R*i*p Nick
well whats is there really to say but your my boy and i will miss you always and forever.. here's the story . my boy nick zedrema who was 21 years old died last night at his home of a heart attack. he was a real dude that would do anything for his friends, and his friends would do the same for him. the thing that i dont understand is how someone of 21 yrs of age could just drop like that out of nowhere w/o any type of sign. i mean the guy was fairly large but besides that idk if there is anything else that would be a problem w/ health. its just really fucked up how there are so many grimey people out there that God doesnt take away but he takes the ones that are good.. but sometimes that makes you think if they did everything that they were supposed to do here on earth and that it was their time to go to the next. i know that he is above looking down at everyone knowing that we all truely and deeply cared about him.. right now i dont know what to do. this couldnt have come at a worse

Erotic Poems
Waiting in this moment. For something I can't describe. As the thought of what can happen. Teases my mind. Wanting that dream of us. Floating just beyond my grasp. Unable to comprehend the power of what we could be together. While the thought of you drives me to distraction. Time and time again. Craving to feel your lips pressed against the back of my neck. As your breath tickles my bare flesh. Causing me to bite back a moan. Not wanting you to know the extent of the effect your having on me. Your hands lightly glide up my sides. Making my body shiver, and my mind cry out for you to take me. As I quitely stand, letting you do what you will. I can feel your body, the great length of it pressed against my back. Every part of my being longing for you to turn me around and reveal yourself to me. As your hands encircle my breasts. Your thumbs flicking back and forth over the areola. Unrelenting in your desire to tease my nipples to buds. Feeling your arousal grow. Beckoning a moan to fall

Lmao
Well keep your fingers and anything else crossed. Jaden just started taking these pills and were hoping that they work. nothing else really worked 4 her. well they would then her body would adapt to them. so now this is our last hope to help her eat dairy again. so were trying a brownie as I type. so I will let you know how the day goes. GOD plz help this kid. she wants to be "normal" as she says it. she wants to be able to eat a school lunch.eat a dairy item without pain and gas and all the other that accompanies this lactose intolerance shit that she was delt. man why.. why my kid. why any kid. this isnt fair. so we wait to see the outcome. ***INFO from the website -- the pills that we found for her.. Taking Charge of Lactose Intolerance Kids shouldn..t have to feel embarrassed or worried Whoever said the childhood years are the formative years, was right on. Social networking, fitting in, blending in .. it..s all part of the growing up process. Whether it is being wit

The Struggle For Love
In the city called fort Saskatchewan I had famiy. I stayed with them untill I could get a job. I moved in with my auntie and my cousin who at the time was 14 years young. I gave her my focus, and my protection. She began to explore the world and I did my best to keep her on a good path. She began to try drugs and I just made sure she didn't get hurt. She introduced me to drugs of all kinds. I refused to partake. She rebelled aginst her mother and i and robbed me many times. She hurt me a great deal. I soon became violent toward people who were a threat. I would not bend I would break. I knew every criminal in fort Saskatchewan. I began to hate. I met people who could kill people. i met drug dealers. I had them on my side. I don't know how. But through the years I have gained much confidence and a presence of menace. If i feel threatened I seem to grow. I now know that they feared me. i used it to my advantage to protect my cousin from herself. She

Sexy Lexy Says~
Hey all... My shout box is out of commission. Please message me and I will try to do my best to answer all...THANK YOU! Just so everyone knows... my SHOUTBOX is acting strange. It doesn't let me type half the time etc. SORRY. Hey all...I continue to have problems with my shout box... I was told to create a new account to get rid of the glitch, I can't seem to bring myself to rebuild all my friends, so we have to use it when it works and message the rest of the time. Sorry and many thanks for your friendships! ;D Lexy

What The Hell Is This!!??
Thanx Hawtpink for inviting me!! well... I like sports (love soccer and tennis) having fun and going out with my friends. Sometimes I get a hangover before that, but that's a risk I like :) I'm here for friends and stupid talks, so if u like saying any kind of shit don't forget to say hola!!

Love & Relationships
Everyone makes mistakes...But what if your first mistake left you with no opportunity to prove that you learned something. You can change the frame, but the picture remains the same. The tune that some people dance to depends all upon the fiddler that is playing.

Rowdy
When four of Santa's elves got sick, and the trainee elves did not produce the toys >as fast as the regular ones, Santa was beginning to feel the pressure of being behind schedule. > >Then Mrs. Claus told Santa that her Mom was coming to visit. This stressed Santa even more. > >When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth >and two had jumped the fence and were out Heaven knows where. More stress. > >Then when he began to load the sleigh one of the boards cracked, and the toy bag fell to the >ground and scattered the toys. So, frustrated, Santa went into the house for a cup of apple cider >and a shot of rum. > >When he went to the cupboard, he discovered that the elves had hidden the liquor, and there >was nothing to drink. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider pot, and it broke into >hundreds of little pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found that mice >had eaten the stra

My Brush With Ministry
Okay, seriously, first of all, I call dibs on the lush with the chin braids. That's freakin' hot. No, scratch that, it's hawt. Secondly, find the spelling error: "synical attitude" Thirdly: You live a charmed life, Miss Cupcake. You and your Ministry and me and my Famke Janssen should go have a pants party, sometime in the near future. Endthought: I'm thinking you should've totally made out with the chin bearded guy, and then you should've sent him to New York to make out with me, and then we could've fought over him, like scorned lovers, and then maybe we could've thrown a milkshake in his face. I originally was thinking a cocktail, since that'd obviously be the drink of choice over a lover's quarrel fight, but milkshakes are much stickier, so if need be, we can just take a little pit stop at the In and Out and grab the necessities beforehand. Deal? Fantastic., Second Endthought: Fantastic is really a fantastic word. You should make a point to use it more often, bec

What A Day! Ughh
Got up at 8 had to go into town, got 5 miles down the road and my water hose blows on my damn truck, ok so I barely made it back home. Had to call a ride. I get to my destination and my daughters vehicle runs outta gas, lol ok so we got gas done more running and my friends house got broken into so she calls me. Man it was just one of those days when I shouldv'e just stayed in bed and watch some good movies. So tommorrow that's exactly what I'm gonna do, lol To hell with even messing with anything tommorrow. Uggghhh I hate Mondays!

My First Contest!
HI ALL I'm in am initmate tattoo contest. I have over 1,500 friends, but only 14 ratings and 140 comments what's up with that? My photo in the contest is NSFW so you must add the host of the contest in order to rate my picture. Here is the hostTheRH Cherry Rock Star ( Ladies Best Intimate Tattoo Contest-Now Open)@ CherryTAP and here is the link to my picture http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=335594&albumid=218440&i=3167284482 please leave me some love. Or atleast a rating. Thanks in advance! Pleas repost this for me. You will not be able to view the picture unless you add the host. ~Cherryluvr~ Just to let everyone know I open'd the fodlers back up. Because I am about to go threw and delete some pics. So tht I can add NEW YEAR pics :). So please go rate and comment on them! Have a Great NEW YEAR! Hi Everyone! I am in my first contest! Please come vote for me and comment BOMB! Send your friends over to! Much Love!! Click on the picture below!

Donuts.
:: From: Cupcake Date: Jan 10 2007 9:46 AM Subject: nice work... um..yeah...no wonder. :: From: ashley barrett photography Date: Jan 10 2007 9:48 AM hey old friend... what's new? still in SF? :: From: Cupcake Date: Jan 10 2007 9:54 AM wow. i'm in awe. yes. i am still in gaytown, usa. LA i see? :: From: ashley barrett photography Date: Jan 10 2007 10:01 AM Awe? haha. Yeah, LA for now. :: From: Cupcake Date: Jan 10 2007 10:02 AM so.. are you really gay? :: From: ashley barrett photography Date: Jan 10 2007 10:04 AM am i really gay? haha. wow. No, why? :: From: Cupcake Date: Jan 10 2007 10:06 AM well... because if i sucked your cock..and you WERE gay before the fact...then i was wondering if my mouth was essentially in other men's asses. :: From: ashley barrett photography Date: Jan 10 2007 10:10 AM haha. wow. you're such a romantic. :: From: Cupcake Date: Jan 10 2007 10:15 AM oh..and sucking you off was the most sent

'danger Lil' Kicks Ass!
this was a message i recieved in my myspace inbox. its a letter to me from my little sister, Lily, whos was seven at the time. this is the best thing ive ever read! : "happy Valentines Day I Love you I am having fun at school sum Kids ar being men but I kick them in the Shins tha Tell the techr but I dot get in trubl evrebte is u skard uf me but I dot kar I hope you fel betr soon ILove you good by from Lily" translation: "some kids are mean. i kick them in the shins. then i tell the teacher but i dont get in trouble. everybody is scared of me, but i dont care." good lord! that sounds EXACTLY like me when i was her age! its scary! i cant wait to see if she gets in as many fist fights as i do! haha i have the "rad-est" little sister EVER!

Sexual Sign
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Things I Do 4 My Girl
hey yall, got some new pics stop by and let me know what you think with your comments > GIVE HER ONE OF MY T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN. > > LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. > > KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F MY FRIENDS. > > TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. > > TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. > > L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN I TALK T0 HER. > > LET HER MESS WITH MY HAIR. > > MESS WITH HER HAIR. > > JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. > > INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS I D0. > > F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. > > L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL I SEE. > > TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. > > H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN IM AROUND MY FRIENDS. > > WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT ME I TELL HER THAT I L0VE HER. > > LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN MY ARMS. > > GET HER MAD N THEN KISS HER. > > TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE ME BACK > > STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHE'S SICK. > > WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER > > KISS HER F0REHEAD. > > GIVE HER THE W0RLD. > > WRITE HER LETTER'S. > > LET HER WEAR M

Would Ya???
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ somuch.And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing.I havenever figured out why men think with their head and women with theirheart.FOR EXAMPLE:One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed.Well,the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feellike it, I just want you to hold me.'I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads tohear....'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough forme to satisfy your physical needs as a man.'She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me forwho I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time withher.We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnameddepartment store.I walked aroun

Questions
Between us and only us whoever reads this I wanna know 21 things about you. Fill in all the blanks leave no question unanswered! ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME (inbox) THEN COPY AND REPOST IT FOR YOURSELF! send this back to me answered that's the whole point 1.Your Full Name: - 2. Age: - 3. Favorite Color? - 4. Favorite Movie: - 5. Favorite Song: - 6. Favorite Band: - 7. Most Embarassing Moment: - 8. Are you a virgin (be serious ppl)? - 9. What makes you really happy? - 10. What makes you really mad? --- 11. Tell me what you think of me: --- 12. Do you know me or if you don't, do you wanna meet me? --- . . . . . . . . . . HERE COMES THE FUN . . . . . . . . . 1. How long have we known each other? - 2. Did you ever think you loved me?Or, do you love me now? - 3. Would you let me play with your hair, just because? - 6. Would you ever see a movie you hated for me? - 8. What do you like/dislike about me? -

Photosynthesis
[yes this has been posted as a bulletin, but feel free to make your own in a response] i am 'photosynthesis' in a nutshell! A craptacular quiz by Danielle! 1. When you were a kid, did it make you kind of happy when other kids got in trouble? Did you taunt or mock them with evil glee? :: "i laugh in the face of danger. ha. ha. ha.!" [in a tempestuous laugh!]. i was in trouble everyday, so if another kid getting in trouble was what it took to keep me company in detention, or the principles office, well then i was strangely amused! 2. Do you have a neurosis (or two or three)? :: i guess it all depends on how you catagorize the word "neurosis". I tend to mimick the likeness of an individual with OCD. For example: It is critical that i have no more, or no less than 222 friends on my myspace list. This afternoon i woke up to find that all that deleting and scouring got me nowhere! i now have 221 friends, and i am seriously considering crawling back to a "friend" whom i h

The Blog Of Death
[yes this has been posted as a bulletin, but feel free to make your own in a response] A craptacular quiz by Danielle! 1. When you were a kid, did it make you kind of happy when other kids got in trouble? Did you taunt or mock them with evil glee? Considering my highly sheltered childhood in Kentucky, I was not only amused at others' misfortunes, I was relieved that it wasn't me in their place. 2. Do you have a neurosis (or two or three)? The only Neurosis that I have are CD's with the band of the same name. Unless you consider my habit of self gratification every time I shower. 3. Do you look through other people's medicine cabinets? If so, what are you looking for? I don't think anyone else's herpes or hard on medicine is any of my business. Unless it's my significant other on the herpes meds, then I too probably am going to have a prescription. 4. Have you ever snooped through someone else's diary? If so, did you find anything awesome? I'm not int

Mammah Cass
Well. My heater won't work. And it's like ten degrees outside, with a windshield of -3. Damnit! >< I mean, seriously. How am I supposed to be HAPPY in that sort of weather?! Actually, I am. It's a dry cold. So there's no snow. Or sleet. Or rain. So I'm pretty happy. Just sucks when I want to go smoke (I smoke outside... Smoke less, and my house doesn't smell funky.) Not much else. Posted a new bulletin. About spamming. Wonder if anyone will understand what the crap I'm talkin' about. I think I'll start it off with a FUNNY threat/bulletin. See if anyone cares to further it along, you know? Never know. People are like cattle, you can prod them in the right direction, but sometimes you just have to give up on the stupid ones and eat 'em. :D - Cass. OMGawth. If you look in the album - McKensie Ortega, you'll see five new sonogram pictures! Two of which state the fact that... yes. I am havin' a GIRL. You're lookin' at the future McKensie Lucinda Ortega. Lucinda for my mother. ;< W

Just A Thought
i just wanted to tell all my friends and family on here a quick hello , and sorry i havent been on in a while . but been busy as a bee.... but wanted to tell my true friends out there still loves ya , bb soon as i can kisses and hugs you know this is me i love all i dont sit here and look at one person , and i dont sit here and look at just anybody... and i dont see see beauty, and i dont see ugly... and when i see these things its not the outside of a person, its there insides coming out. and i really dont care who a person is for me to be friends with .becouse im nobody... this is who i am i have my days i like to joke around , i like to make my friends feel special , i want them to think they are thought of ... when im having that bad day becouse at least i know someone out there is is either having a worst day or having a better day .. and i just want all to love each other and be kind , i know that we all cant change the world but if i can make someone smile once in one day then a

Rants And Raves Of A Naughty Lil Angel
It's been a bad day... a bad week all the way around. Today, I lost my friend. He was a five month old rottweiler puppy.... and my salvation. It's sad to sit here, to know that I'll never see him again, to watch him play, frisk about, and sit on my feet to keep me from leaving. I'll never have a Buddy kiss... a Buddy hug..... laugh at the way he sticks his head all the way out of the trunk window... or how he would always shove his head up between the seats because he didn't like being in the back seat without us. I'll never get to watch his antics as he chases his favorite toy, or watch him try to get Rocky to play. I'll never get to say to Shadow that I want my Buddy, only to have him go and get him just to make me smile. I lost my friend today. I lost my stress reliever and my cuddle buddy. I lost the smartest dog I had ever known, to a disease that is preventable. Parvo! My friend found Buddy, on the side of the road, hurt, lonely, scared of his own shadow.

For The Troops
I know some of us try to help our troops out as much as possible. Here is a short quiz to take. They send a phone card to our soldiers! http://www.billoreilly.com/quiz?categoryID=1&promotion=true Thank you for taking the time to support our troops. Getting to make a call to that loved one is so important! I will say I took the quiz when I was very sleepy. I fell asleep twice, lol. I only got 1 answer right, how sad is that!! I bet u can do better than that, lol. Have a great week everyone. Hugs! =) Hi All, Incase you missed it, I wanted to bring it to your attention. An easy & fun way for us to help save our military lives has arrived. Yep, our military is always doing things to save lives & now we can do something to help save theirs. Heres how... We can buy cans of silly string, in any colors we want to buy & send it over there. They spray it on real fine wires that are attached to bombs that the bad guys set in hopes that our heros trip it, leaving them with a missing l

True Friends!!!
A lucky star dropped on earth 1 night, and it asked me "what do u want? a million dollars, or a true friend? ". I chose nothing because i already had you. *Send this to 20 of ur true friends of CherryTap, !!! If u get this back ur a true friend 000000000000000 000000000000000 000000000000000_000000000000000 00000000000000___00000000000000 0000000000000_____0000000000000 000000000000_______000000000000 00000000000_________00000000000 0____________________________00 000_______*TRUE FRIEND*_____000 000000 __________________ 000000 0000000_________________0000000 000000_________0_________000000 00000_______0000000_______00000 0000_____0000000000000_____0000 000___0000000000000000000___000 00__00000000000000000000000__00 ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

My Things Going On
Cold Weather Driving is Back "Hurry Up" Don't let an old battery leave you stranded! The Battery Doctors Can HelpTopRung Enterprises Home of TopRung Painting and Minnesota Battery Doctors Revitalize Your Battery to Like- "New"BIG $$$ Savings Over New Battery Prices! (218) 851-0117 Create or Transfer Your Web Site Domain Names - $12.95 5Gb Web Hosting as low as $3.32 mo.NoOneKnows Hosting Economy Web Hosting! 99.9% Uptime. NO ads. 250Gb Transfer. Forums - Blogging - Photo Galleries - More!! Check Out the $4.99 Special Use WebSite Tonight® and get a 50Mb site FREE

Against All Odds
NO matter how hard life may be on you , If you keep your hope an determination alive you will survive . I believed that life was nothing but a bitch until I came back from cali and I seen life in A Whole different light . It took me from nyc, to La to see that the world is different. I felt that If i didn't open my eyes and see what really matters Then I would surely fall into That what ever state of mind where I Wouldn't care if I died or lived . I was so Driven By the thug life way That I didn't care how people looked at me. I just gave up on life completely No hope ,No fate in Anything that was good because I tried to hard before and I ended up with A cold shoulder, and a head full of worries . my life was fading fast and my fate in people was leaving me because in this world full of hate , You wouldn't believe there was anything good. But as of the last couple of months I found my true calling , my true purpose , my family the ones that would hear me when Im down, the ones that wi

Rabbits Are Evil...and This Is How I Know...
Thought I would take this time to let the world (or at least who wants to read) about how evil rabbits are...and how much more evil I am. LOL When I was living in Boise, ID I was working as a zoo keeper and working at a pet store part time. Now you think zoo keeper, you thing exotic, potentially dangerous animals. Well, even playing with a BADGER at the zoo, that was nothing compared to what happened at the pet store. We got in a surrendered bunny at the store. An older male bunny named Milo. People said they just didn't have time for him anymore, kids grew tired of him. Well after we took him in, he bit one of the girls so we all knew to be careful and cautious of him. Granted...he's "just a bunny". I went into work at the pet store one day and began cleaning the small animals. When I got to Milo I waited for him to be on the far end of his cage so I could open it and reach in to grab his water bottle real quick... ...Not quick enough. He LUNGED at my hand and sunk his teet

Searching
You look back over the years and think of your times past. Makes you wonder where you went wrong and how to make improvements for the future. Sometimes when acting on any thought weather it be well thought out or on an impulse. We start out with the greatest of intentions then it all goes to hell. Sometimes it works out. It just sucks that things seem to fall about more than things seem to come together. It's like standing at a fork in the road you see the 2 paths but neither of their destinations are clear, Do you know which one to take? Or do you walk down the path hoping it will lead you to where you want to go? What if you know stops that you want to make on the path. But don't know your destination?

San Diego And The Lame Peolple
I Swear I've Been In San Diego About 3 Months Now And I Have Yet Had Any Kind Of Fun......I Would Like To Meet Some New Friends & Have Fun For Once.....If You Redcide In San Diego Or The Area, Well Shit....Hit Me Up....Fuck I Need Some New Party People....Well Any Ways...Peace!

Just Me Tonight
SITTING HERE TONIGHT YOUR MEMORY CROSSES MY MIND ALL THE TIMES ALL THE FIGHTS MESSED UP AGAIN MY MIND FAILED ME AND BROUGHT YOUR MEMORY BACK TO ME AGAIN YOUR HURT ME ONCE MORE AND STILL I LET YOU YOU DONT CARE I GUESS CAUSE TONIGHT IM SCARED YOU CAME AND WENT AND TONIGHT YOUR HERE AGAIN CANT FALL AGAIN CAUSE YOU DONT CARE

To My Friends
A card from me to you...if the click thing do not work, just copy and paste the link... http://www.angelrays.com/snow/4.html Smiles, hugs and love ...and thank you for all the joy you have given me while I was in here. Celina A Friend Is A Part of You Always and Forever by Paula Spellman Friendship is a special gift given to us all. The smile of a friend is sunlight on a cloudy day, and every smile given to a friend is returned. A friend is one whom you can talk to, and listen to, without judging. A friend doesn't ignore your faults but accepts them as part of you. A friend is a shoulder to lean on when you need support, A pat on the back when you do well, and a sympathetic ear when you fail. A friend is a person you can laugh with about everything, you can cry with without shame, and whom you trust completely. A friend is a partner in life and a part of you always and forever.

Pothead Etiquette
1) The person who rolls the joint (no matter whose weed it is) gets to spark up the joint and get first hits. 2) If someone rolls a nice joint, it's good to give the person a compliment on his/her rolling skills. 3) If someone starts hogging the bowl and starts using the excuse that its okay for him/her to bogart it since it's his/her weed, this is definitely not cool. the punishment depends on the quality of the weed and how much he/she put in. (if it was real crappy and he/she was real cheap with it, then you bug on the person and rag on him/her) 4) If someone is too palsy to light the bowl (due to being too stoned or the person is just a retard) then they must relinquish control of the lighter to someone more able to get it lit. This does NOT mean the person who lights gets free hits... this privilege tends to get abused ("hey lemme light it for you.") 5) If someone is so much of a palsy that they blow INTO the pipe/joint and blow all the shit on the floor, this pers

Other Ppls Stuff!
Bored while sun sweats it settles nevertheless you notice the lack of motion, a notion nevertheless. Devoted to deviation is devotion nevertheless, needless to say needles needless nevertheless. BY : DROW1

I Think, Therefore I Am
Goin into the '07 I figured I try to do some things different. Not that I'm not happy with myself,trust I have no regrets, I just realized that looking back on some situations there were some things that I could have handled in a different manner, but like my mom says and the infamous quote goes "You live and you learn". The end of 05 and beginning of 06 were some good times...I mean college life was great. Yeah classes got the best of me resulting in me taking a semester off, but it was still great. Living on campus isn't as bad as some make it out to be, but I guess if you know your roomate it's cool, but its even better if they leave second semester and you end up with the room to yourself. But aside from that I made some friends, made some memories, and had some wonderful times. The bf situation had its highs and its low but thankfully the good outweighed the bad majority of the time(I still love my boo. And doubt if I'll find another like him). Anyways, things didn't get rocky

Night Before X-mas
'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the streets, not a person was stirring, 'cept an officer on the beat. As he quietly patrolled the town with great care, children and parents slept peacefully there. The officer was clad in his blues and his vest, gun on his hip, always looking his best. He'd just pulled aside for a quick bite to eat, When all of a sudden, out on the street, A bright light appeared from out of nowhere, He shielded his eyes from the brilliant glare. 'Twas an angel of the Lord at the squad's rear, He smiled and spoke, "Dear Officer, don't fear." "I've been sent by God with a message for you who faithfully serve while wearing the blue. He wants you to know He loves you all, He's pleased with the way you've answered His call. "To protect and serve others, so selfless you've been, Your bravery and kindness have known no end. Even in tragedy, when nights became long, You've helped countless strangers by being strong. "God sees you

It Is What It Is...
Jacob, Clay, Noah, and Lucas. Y'all are my true boys cuz y'all are my brothers Noah, u from a different mother, Clay and Lucas, y'all got different fathers That don't mean I look at y'all any differently, to me, y'all still my fuckin family All y'all, you all my boys I've been knowin y'all since y'all played with Tonka Toys And it's bullshit how we live so far away Y'all my fuckin brothers I should see y'all everyday. But somehow I still see y'all, and watch y'all grow Best believe I'ma tell y'all u better watch that ho If someone hurts y'all I'll knock down their door And won't stop shootin till all their blood is on their floor And no I'm not a gangsta or an O.G. whatever you please But I'll show em what they get when they fuck wit White's family. That goes for everybody, Grandparents and all All they need to do is give me a call. Jacob, you becomin a man, close as hell, thats how we ran. You my only full-blooded brother Same deddy,

Xxx Literature
As she hid in the trees near the vampire's castle, she knew she shouldn't be doing this. But as the moth is drawn to the flame, she just couldn't stop herself. The aching in her loins was too much to bear. "It just isn't fair", she thought to herself, "that I lost my husband to those vampire women." She looked to the east. The dawn was approaching. She knew he would be returning to his coffin soon. There he was, approaching from the other side of the road; a look of panic in his eyes. As he disappeared through the door, she knew it was time. She licked her lips in anticipation; because she remembered how it was during the brief time they were together; before he became a vampire. How the fires of passion burned uncontrollably; out of control. "Even though he is now one of the undead, he is still a man" she thought. She approached the castle door and entered into the darkness. She paused for second, and heard the coffin door slam shut in the wine cellar down the stone steps to

Thank You!!
Hello everyone I just wanted to say thank you to all those that stop by and say hi. And to all those that have become my friend my world has been brighten by you light!! I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving and to those that don't celebrate it I hope you had a great day! Warren

Wounds & Pain
Funny how it is that time heals the wounds & pain of a lost love... yet it only takes ONE picture or a few words... to renew ALL those deep loving feelings. Is it Only because I am a fool with "rose colored" glasses choosing to see our love with a filter, that screens out the bad? Did I love him... yes. Do I love him now... yes. Will this love die... no, never. Was it ever Real, a love shared by us both... yes. When did it change... no one can tell for sure, but it did. Do I believe I still love him... yes. Does he still love me... yes. Did he ever love you in the way you Should be loved? He loved me the best he knew how to love another. As for me, I felt a deeper love for him then any I have known. Sandy Schultz COPYRIGHT Nov 26, 2006 A friend writes in her journal... How can your heart go one way, when your mind pulls the heart another? How can these two, be part of the same person ? It does get easier with time, to be further from this l

From The House Of Chrys-stylis
If There Is Anyone Out There And You Happen To Read This Give Me A Shout. I Keep Seeing Everyone With These Kick-Ass Morphs And I'm Wondering Where They're Getting Them From Or How Are They Making Them Because I Want To Make One For Me! So If You Can Help Me I'd Really Appreciate It. I Know, I Know, I'm A Layman! Hey, Maybe We Could Start A CTFD(Cherry Tap For Dummies) Or Is It Just That I'm The Only Slow One?(LOL) Anyhoo, Thanks! Hey, Cherries I'm really enjoying myself here. I guess that's because the people are so cool. Well, again Happy Holidays! Feel Free To give me a shout or two! All New Cherries Welcome!! Rate me and I'll return the favor. Much Luv!! What's Up Everyone! Hope the holiday mahem isn't weighting you down too much. haven't been a cherry too long but it's a cool website that has alot of interesting and cool people with some slammin' pages. Well, this is my first blog so I won't talk you all to death. Just stopping by. Hope to meet some new friends. And if someone can

Flamethrowers
There arenâ€™t any news cameras trained on the caves of Afghanistan, but you can still watch U.S. soldiers battle an enemy hiding in underground tunnels and bunkers: Go rent Sands of Iwo Jima. The 1949 John Wayne classic incorporates actual combat footage of Marines attacking Japanese forces ensconced, Ã la the Taliban, in caves and other fortified underground positions, many of them linked by tunnels. On the Pacific island of Iwo Jima, the central command post was 75 feet below the islandâ€™s volcanic rock. On nearby Okinawa, the Japanese fought from several belts of caves and bunkers as well as from thousands of ancestral tombs. What was the weapon that enabled the Marines to take the fight in and down to an enemy this entrenched? As you can see in the movie, it was the flamethrower, which shoots a column of splattering fire that can penetrate viewing slits and air ducts and even kill around corners. Recent news reports have said that Osama Bin Laden has access to cave

My Stuff!!!
Thinking of You I look out the window and just stare... As the wind blows the dirt through the air.. The howling sound in the night... Twinkling stars, such a beautiful sight... I think of you and how you are... Making a wish on a shooting star... I think of what could be... If you was here next to me... Looking out at the darkness in the sky... Really wanting to just cry... I long for your caressing touch... From the bottom of my heart I love you so much... Tonya

~bloggin~
Im still around lol not much but hey im here! Just thought i would say yes im still alive! ;) Been gone for a week but im home now! Went and spent some time with my family in my home town! Its nice to be home! Had a good week though! My best friend took me out got me a little tipsy and we desided to go out and get our noses pierced! Gotta love drunkin body mods lol! I actually like it though! Did get some really bad news while i was down there! Found out i lost a friend and since i was here no one knew how to get ahold of me! Really sux! Lost him in Sept to a motocycle wreck and almost lost his gf who has been my friend for years! Hate being this far from home! But i wont be here for long! Im gonna move home soon! :D Yay! Well i wont be around for a few days, gotta leave town for a bit. Mom is having major surgery so im going to go be with her. Have a great week! Hugs to all!

Buying Lingerie
Wow, just got the new Winter catalogue, full of beautiful women wearing satin and silks and nylon, lingerie and stockings, how all women used to dress and OH so sexy and wonderful! My favorite blonde will be getting anice set of lingerie for Christmas and if she wears it I'll get a big present as well!

Drinks
D.G. Yuengling & Son, Inc. is a regional brewery located in Pottsville, PA. Our company is proud to be recognized as “America’s Oldest Brewery” as we were founded in 1829 by my great, great grandfather, David G.Yuengling. Our family of beers portfolio offers a wide variety of products that appeal to a broad spectrum of beer drinkers. We proudly brew Porter, Lager and Ales that have quenched the thirst of our loyal customers for nearly two centuries. I invite you to come visit our brewery which is nestled in the mountains of Eastern Pennsylvania for a tour and to try one of our fine products. http://www.yuengling.com/beers.htm

Kat's Scratching Post
hey there..well Melissa has talked alot about this site, Cherry tap, and how its cool and that, so i joined, in order to help her get cherry bucks ot whatever to get jeff a ring, it seems cool but alot of the shit i cant figure out lol, all in good time..i will invite some people to join after a while but first i will try to meet some new peeps..they float across the top lol... i am having an ok day..actually have aalot to do, not too motivated, find my mind drifting back to Uncle Ronnie..today is a week since he died..i feel like it would be wrong to go buy a christmas tree, still, i am not ready to feel christmas-y..it fucken sucks..i mean im carrying on.i have 3 kids, cant just ignore xmas, and im shopping here and there..plus jacobs birthday, too.. eek which makes me worry about funds..dam theres always something to worry about huh? one cool thing everybuddy is bitching about snow and we havent seen a single flake-now thats unusual here..and im happy, no rush we'll certainly get

Winter
I am hating snow today. I only hate it when I know I have to drive in it. And well... I do. Don't get me wrong I typically love snow... I am a huge snowboarder... I love that it makes it feel more Christmasy when there is snow on the ground... and I love how it makes even the ugliest/shit hole of a house look a little nicer lol But I hate driving in it. I get anxiety attacks over it. I should be back on 1st shift...riding to work with my mom... then snow would be the dandiest thing. So I had this really good dream last night. And Dale woke me up to say he's leaving for work. So double good...then he's all..."it snowed last night" Thus ending the (what I thought might actually be) good day. SEA CREST OUT!

A Work In Progress!
Hi all, just thought Id say that, hey catch me on yahoo messenger sometime as inhabitor2005 Just trying something new, its an adult website I made myself, just to see if I could earn a buck online. Feel free to check it out http://amateur.pornparks.com/bestonlinesex/

Computer Help For All
To run the Error Checking utility: Important: Be sure to close all files before running the Error-Checking utility. 1. Click Start, and then click My Computer. 2. In the My Computer window, right-click the hard disk you want to search for bad sectors, and then click Properties. 3. In the Properties dialog box, click the Tools tab. 4. Click the Check Now button. 5. In the Check Disk dialog box, select the Scan for and attempt recovery of bad sectors check box, and then click Start Free Up Disk Space By freeing disk space, you can improve the performance of your computer. The Disk Cleanup tool helps you free up space on your hard disk. The utility identifies files that you can safely delete, and then enables you to choose whether you want to delete some or all of the identified files. Use Disk Cleanup to: • Remove temporary Internet files. • Remove downloaded program files (such as Microsoft ActiveX controls and Java applets). • Empty the Recycle Bin. • Remove Wi

Fairy.blue
A Different Christmas Poem: The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

This weekend I learned a valuable lesson in regards to mixing business and friendship - DON'T! Just because I'm not COMPLETELY tactless, I will not give the name of the person involved, even though I really want the whole world to know. However, if you are a model, photographer, or website owner and you think you may need to know who this person is, email me privately and it will be at my discretion as to whether or not I disclose the name of the person to you. [However, if this fucktard does end up fucking me over and doesn't pay me like he said he would, I will post his full name here in big, fat, red letters with a link to his website AND his email address.] Anyhow, on with my story. There is a particular photographer that I have been communicating with on a regular basis for about two years. We talked about everything from collaboration ideas to referrals to sex and everything in between. I considered this person my friend. It took us a while, but we finally made arrangeme

2007 Is Gonna Be Huge!
My album "Rap Creator" is gonna drop late 2007! I'm almost done right now with all of the tracks and I feel great. I'd just like to thank my circle of friends and fam that helped me get to this new level of music. I promise you all that I will not let you down wit my first offical Hip Hop album! Peace Wolv

First Published
As we all can truly see, life is just a mystery. For what we seek we never find, but what we find we have always been seeking. A life of love, a life of dreams, this is what I have for thee, come with me to my sky, sail the winds and fight the tides, through the rain, through the snow. Sail my dreams and we both shall grow, grow in love, grow in life, Live the life that some most never find. Danial Allen Brown Copyright ©2006 Danial Allen Brown

Life
I'm Tired I'm tired of people telling me how to feel,when to feel and when it's ok to stop. I'm tired of being told how to act, what to do, and what I'm doing wrong. I'ts my life, my mistakes and my feelings my memories NOT YOURS! Let me deal with it my way not yours! Your not in my head, my heart or my life, you say you understand what I'm going through but you have no idea. When you see through my eyes, with my heart and my pain then you have room too talk. The first time you kissed me you stole my heart and soul, from that time on my life was no longer my own. Every breath, every beat of my heart was in sync with yours, every breath you took consumed every aspect of me and i was no longer one person but two entwined. Your dreams were mine and nothing stopped me from helping you succeed in them. The young girl you met would never be the same ever again. You planted a seed in me that grew with every minute of time . The seed grew like a weed that spreads through a rose garden unt

Darkness
[Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification. First, you should know that there is no "right" way to be a dominant. How you express your domination is as individual as your fingerprints. You may choose to be strict and demanding, gentle and nurturing, or any combination in between. One style isn't better than another. Domination is an extension of your unique personality. I remember when I first began exploring domination. I had some vague notion about what it was but no real information. From what I observed in others, I came to the conclusion that I was supposed to be haughty, uncaring, selfish, demanding and unforgiving. I watched as other "dominants" used the vulnerabilities of submissives to their own selfish ends. None of these traits were part of my character, but I tried to force them into my personality under the assumption that this is the way dominants must be. That didn't last. I couldn't susta

Life....
well chris gave me his ring to wear and i havent taking it off my necklace since he gave it too me to wear well last night me chris and smitty went to drink(a club) nd he asked for it back nd i asked smitty y do u thinkk he took it back ? he said he didnt know well 5 mins later my baby says come with me so i went w/ him nd he got down on his knee nd asked me to marry him on mic so everyone can hear it smitty said damn that voice sounds familiar wait thats my boy we got our pic taken u can see it on drinks website just look up murfreesboro drink well im so happy about it i love him w/all my heart nd i bgeleive my son does too I LOVE U CHRIS into the aitrforce. i think imma go crazy when he leaves but i hope not . i know imma miss him like mad crazy. its ok though.. i hope well ill holla atcha all laterz peace out

Avon Walk 2007
My Avon Walk is only two months away and I still need help in the fundraising department. I know that breast cancer has probably touched the lives of just about everyone on this site. If each one of my friends here on Fubar would donate just $10 I would surpass my goal easily. Thanks for your support. If you make a donation and wish to have your name or the name of a loved one on my donation page or walk shirt, please send me a message and I will be more than happy to do that for you. Donate here http://info.avonfoundation.org/site/TR?px=1044049&pg=personal&fr_id=1285&s_tafId=154271 Teddy Bear auctions for the cast of Battlestar Galactica are now live. All monies raised go to the Avon Walk for Breast Cancer Research. Please check them out and bid on a bear or two :) http://www.lisawalks.com/ptb2007.htm

Just Random Thoughts
For every person that has, is, and will live on this earth, there is a definition of friendship. Each person knows what their personal definition is, but do the friends of each person know that definition? Each person has many roles in their life -- wife, husband, mother, father, sister, brother, daughter, son, aunt, uncle, cousin, and the list goes on. Is not the role of friend the most important, because one chooses the friends but cannot choose the family? Those one chooses and gives the coveted title of friend to is in effect choosing a type of family, yes, but these family members have no blood relation and therefore are free to come and go so they mean so very much more to us. If we break down the word FRIEND to each letter, we can begin with my definition. F -- faithful. A friend is faithful to you in good times and bad. A faithful friend stands by you when you need them and when you don't. The faithful friend is also honest and trustworthy. R -- reliable. A frien

Funny :)
A teacher was talking to her grade one students about stuttering. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My little kitty went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... and before he could say "Fuck," the rottweiler ate him!" A football coach noticed that his star tackle, Bubba, had so many women hanging around that he couldn’t possibly handle all of them. So one day he asked Bubba, “Just what the hell is your secret?” Bubba replied, “Well, coach, whenever I’m about to have sex, I always whip it out an

Which Of Santa's Reindeer Am I?
You Are Vixen Sexy and sultry, you're the one all the other reindeer dream about. Why You're Naughty: That fur pulling spat you got into with Dancer over Santa. Why You're Nice: Because even when you're nice, you're still delightfully naughty! Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Funny Shit
Our father who art in Philly, hockey be thy name. Thy will be done the cry will be won on ice as it is in the stands. Give us this day our pucks and sticks and forgive us our penalties, as we forgive those who cross check against us. Lead us not into elimination but deliver us into victory. In the name of the fans, Lord Stanley, and in the name of the Flyers. Amen. DJBARTABis up for auction Come place your Bids on this Sexy Sexy Man EXCALIBUR RAWK RADIO PRESENTS DJ BARTAB HE KICKS AZZ!!!!! > DJ BARTAB IS DJ'ING RIGHT NOW IN THE BEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR WE KICK AZZ!!! COME SEE THE BADAZZ RAWKIN OUT!!!!!!! HAVE SOMETHING U WANT TO HEAR ASK HIM HE WILL GET IT FOR U THE BEST HE CAN!!!!! CLICK ON THE BARTAB TO ENTER!!

Do A Ditty
There she was just a hustling on the street Singing do ya wanna come and go with me Wiggling her hips to a strange calypso beat Singing do ya wanna come and go with me She wore paint Needed turpentine She wore paint, needed turpentine You gotta be outta your mind Before I knew it she was snuggling up to me Singing hey there baby cum and have a look and see Eyeing my crotch just to see how big I be Saying hey there honey you want a shot at me Cost fifty bucks Go to my place I ducked into a door Then she asked just once more Wowo-ohoh I knew I could catch a disease--eeeese Yes I did, And so I told her of all the things I was afraid of Now she’s upset And cursing out violently Singing get your ugly ass away from me We’ll be enemies until our dying day Singing I got a gun so now you better flee Well I'm gone She's trying I'm gone, she’s trying, cops gave her a hefty fine Wowo-ohoh I knew I could catch a disease--eeeese Yes I did, And s

Children
Raising a Child’s Not easy They come with no Instruction book It takes years To raise a Child But it also takes Understanding guidance Laughter And yes Tears too But when they are older You can look back and see Just how much joy They brought Into the Family And then you will see Raising a Child Is a wonderful Thing A Child Does not care What kind of car you drive What kind of clothes you wear A Child Just loves you For who you are The best gift To give to your Child Is your time They’ll be grown Before you know it Time does fly by A Child Love you unconditionally Whether you are Rich or poor A Child loves you For who you are Not the things You have So this Christmas Instead of big fancy Expensive gifts Give to your Child Something That’s free More of your time Spend with Just them And when they are older And out on their own The memories You made with them Wi

Crowded Room
Their eyes met from across the crowded room and a shock of recognition, of understanding struck the both. She lowered her eyes momentarily in deference and he felt his chest tighten in response to her gift... When their eyes met again, he raised his head, beckoning her to come to him. Despite the dense crowding of the room, it seemed as though a path parted in anticipation of her passing. Eyes downcast, cheeks burning and a slight smile playing across her soft lips, she gracefully made her way to where he stood. Shyly, she looked up at him. Standing well above six foot, he towered over her barely five foot frame. He took her hand in his massive hand and brought it to his lips, brushing the soft white flesh delicately in way of a greeting. He smiled as the blush in her cheeks deepened, the red nearly matching the fiery color of her hair. "My honor, sweet, to meet you. Might I have the privilege of your company this evening?" he softly asked of her, his deep voice nothing

Christmas
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM!

Lyrics
Conflictions always inside of me Who am I suppose to be? Two halves playing the role Compulsions, I cant control I see myself, no longer as real With this loss I feel A whole life of corruption I am my own destruction I'm screaming out I'm reaching out I need some answers to find myself I'm holding out I'm falling out I deny the reality I've lost my identity Two people inside of me The other I can't see Who the hell am I suppose to be? Inside the voices I can hear Only myself, I see in the mirror These cuts that bleed on the outside Is from the other that I hide The urge is taking over Who's inside of me? Who am I to be? inherited from my mother neurotic is the other I'm hearing the voices their making my choices A whole life of corruption I am my own destruction Im screaming out Im reaching out I need some answers to find myself Im holding out Im falling out I deny the reality I've lost my identity Im screaming out to find the answers

Whats Up
come one come all check the album with work i do on others and post comments and ratings add me to friends list if you and ill return the love hi im new to this give me time ill get the hang of it so feel free to post comments and shit :) i made a new photo album plz rate and cooment and add me if like thanks everyone

Coilserpentsoul
I liked what I wrote, so I decided to post it here so everyone would see. 8) "What would you have done if you were caught or someone watched from the door?" It's possible someone heard us. It was over the wkd, but maybe someone was in working on research. I would have loved it, because I know how I get whenever I hear other people fucking -- it makes me ache. If someone did see, I would hope they would be good enough to take the opportunity to enjoy the show. They could watch her pussy swallowing my thick cock over and over, her ass sliding down to smack my balls and rising up again, her pussy coating my cock with her slick wetness. I'd be happy if they would have that image stuck in their head for days later, masturbating when they were alone, their back arching and mouth wide open as they cum with the image of our fucking in their head. I love masturbating at work. Obviously I have my own office, because jerking off in the common area isn't really a smooth move. I've done it

More Stuff
Seven Deadly Sins Survey Wrath Who did you last get angry with? mom What is your weapon of choice? my brain Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? depends How about the same sex? depends Who was the last person who got really angry at you? mom What is your pet peeve? ask me later Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? not to offten but sumtimes i do Sloth What is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't? hmmmm clean house i guess What is the latest you've ever woken up? well ic slept all weekend once or twice when i was younger and worked all week on third shift Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't? hmm no one What is the last lame excuse that you made? i dont want to lol Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? no How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning? none Gluttony What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of c

Love
I live in , i swear the smallest town in the world.. people know what color your underwear are in the mornings,,, seriously,,, i have put so much effort into loving someone and it was all for nothing.. im seriously depressed ... i married him ruined my life,, had a beautiful daughter(not his) and shes all i live for.. i feel hopeless i will never find a great man where i am at.. I do the same things everday.. i wake up i get dressed, i dress my daughte,r i drop her at day care, then i got to work. Then after work i pick her up, go home make dinner and she goes to bed same thing everyday, with the ocassional outtin on one night during the weekend my hearts been so broken that i am not sure i can trust nor do i have faith that i will find a man who contains all i am lookin for. i feel like were not in a generation where theres any great men left... cant they love u for who u are and not try to change u, cant they be honestly sincer or faithful or loving.. can they honestly marry u and lo

Subliminal Mind-fuck 3
...so last night, i got home from work at like almost 10, and we had friends over to party a bit... AND BOY DID WE PARTY... We had me, jacz, jess, christy, shawna, sheri, gordy, henryhank, ashton, loki, brit, rich, angellete, jason, all our cool ass friends over, and fucked up was the mission, and fucked up we got... I stayed away from the Captain Mo and Erk n Jerk, wantd to avoind the hard liquor, but had a few Artic Berry Smirnoff I got for me n jacz, a little Bicardi Hurricane (thanx Sheri), and we all know my love of natural herbal remedies...what a good night we had... I LOVE YOU GUYS! WE ROCK THAT SHIT LIKE AINT NO THANG! REPPIN' IT FOR THE HOMIES YO!!! LOVE PEACE AND CHICKEN GREASE Author's note: No, I am not crazy. Just got stuck on a cool show, and the idea and imagination behind it. It's called "Dead Like Me". Used to be a show on Showtime. Basic premise is about "undead" people who reap souls. When someone is about to die, the reaper is in charge of taking the

It's All About The Mouth!
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Merry Christmas From A Friend Of Mine
**This is from a friend of mine and I couldnt agree more...Just take some time and read it. OK, Strap up and get ready, cause I am highly PISSED about the way America is turning it's back on what it was founded on. It is, "Merry Christmas"!!!!!! Not, "Happy Holidays"!!!!!! What the fuck is wrong with everybody? If saying Merry Christmas, or hearing it OFFENDS you, then LEAVE My Beautiful Country that I love so much and have made sacrifices for to keep it FREE!!! I am a combat veteran of Desert Storm. I have shed my blod for the right to keep, "In God We Trust" on our money! I have watched friends die in combat, that died so that we may have the freedoms of speach, religion, the right to bare arms, and to keep the Pledge of Allegence as it is! Thousands of our Service men and women have been displaced away from their families and loved ones throughout the years and put their life on the line every day. They do this because they believe that we Americans live in

Just Thinking..
Hey .. Vote for me in this Contest Plz..Bombers needed!.... Muahz ok.. So I get a call like awhile..Right..Cant barely hear cause hes mumbleing... This Guy Is gonna ask .. Is Cindy there? I am like U got tha wrong number sir.. Hes like so Have u got any Underwears on? I am like. Are u fucking drunk.. Dont call here no more.. Then right when I am about to hang up.. Hes like YOU DONT. CAUSE I AM LOOKING IN YOUR WINDOW.. I just freak and turn around .. ITS ,MY ROOMATE .. lol Fucking perve. So I am here just thinking about things and there is this one particular subject on my mind... Life.. Yeah I get the fact that life is suppose to end... Yeah it doesnt last..But when u lose someone that means so much to you.. It hurts. Its like little knifes constanly stabbing into you.. But people handles it differently.. Everyone doesnt deal with lost the same way.. If I wanna get away from somewhere that reminds me of what I have lost.. Is that a bad thing.. I mean can you honestly say that it

It Iz What It Iz
The past and the present are present in the future,and the future iz containedin the past,therefor ALL time iz unredemable.Things that should of happened are all an illusion,cuz the only thing that could of happened iz what did.There iz no changin what happens cuz it's all ready writen>We cant change ant thing from happning cuz We Are Forever Doomed By Destiny...... And Fucked By Fate.......

We R One
WE WANT EACH OTHER AND WE WANT OTHERS TO WANT US TO WANT US TO WE LIKE TO BE WATCHED EVERY TIME WE GET DOWN AND NASTY WE JUST HOPE SOME PIRVERT IS WATCHING IN THE WINDOW WE LIKE TO RAMMED EVERY WHICH WAY WE CAN GET IT GIVE US A CALL TONIGHT AND WE WILL MAKE YOUR FANTASY COME TO LIFE

Hiding In A Corner... Waiting To Be Found
Hiding in a corner Waiting to be found Crying out to you yet not making a sound I have been Drowing in lonelyness Caused by a tear Lost, missing in action shivering in fear Hidden by the heavy cloud I hold in my head Only knowing one little thing Im alive not dead The all knowing all gracious lead me from my pain There is no way it's just me I'm not going insane Time passes by ticking slowly pasts being unbound But Im still here, hiding in a corner Waiting to be found

Come Back To Me
I sit here and wait As I look at the clock tick-tock Come back to me A year has past My heart still yearns Sighing Come back to me Nearly a decade Till I saw you again Hurting Come back to me Five more years gone My soul sings a song Lovingly You're here with me

Lyrics (to My Songs - Theyre On My Page)
crazy to think we could ever be anything anything anything at all given that we're all so small - so weak so pitiful we try to believe maybe someday we'll be somethin more than we are yet we know in our soul thats not logical the truth is frightening - dissapointment surrounds and our happy ending keeps getting more unlikely did all the suffering did it mean a thing? why would we try so hard if we knew it was just another fucking fleeting beating of the heart? theres a place in my chest where my heart use to rest the empty space where you use to be everyone knows - i can get out of this hole but can i get this hole out of me swear to god no ones been so broken sometimes i think im dead with my eyes wide open if theres anything i ever told you anything that means anything at all its that your right and you can be anything anything you- everythings gonna be alright everythings gonna b

I Carry You With Me
Through what you will do And what you will see My dear friend, forever Im my heart you will be As the seasons welcome change From hot summer to spring From my soul to yours A song I will sing Change may overcome us As the time ticks slowly by We my lose touch See distant memories and sigh But my friend, my love I hope you can see No matter what happens In my heart you will be

Close To Me
The late night calls Your voice in a song But what does that matter It only keeps one thing Your voice close to me Reading things you wrote Seeing your face on a page But what does that matter It only keeps one thing Your words close to me The smell of a rose The hint of cologne But what does that matter It only keeps one thing Your smell close to me The taste of your lips The feel of your hand But what does that matter It only keeps one thing Your touch close to me The emotion we share The connection we had What does that matter It keeps everything It links you to me

Behind This Smile
there's a hundred fears but a thousand tears behind this smile there's loneliness brought by a kiss behind this smile there's a dark, like night with just one light behind this smile there's a story in the making about a heart breaking behind this smile there's hurt and pain a feeling of shame behind this smile my hearts in denial yet all the while I smile

Wishing Cant Make Everything Come True!
Things I wish would or would never have happened: The woulds: 1. There are tons of stories out there about guys who treat their girlfriends like they are something special. They say things to them to make them smile, they buy them things for no reason, and just by the look in their eyes you know they love them... I would love to find a guy that looks at me like they wouldn't give me up for the world, a guy who shows me that he loves me and a guy who actually seems to care about me! 2. I would love to open up my heart and completely give it openly to someone 3. I would like to find something that makes me soar. Makes me feel like Im free and can do anything I want to 4. I would like to do something SO exhilerating that my mind doesnt have to think about the world just the feeling 5. I would like to feel beautiful not just be told it The would never have happeneds: 1. I wish the world wasnt so full of sick people. The rapists and the murderers. They have ruined my

Fairytale Ending
A song I wrote : V1 I was lost surrounded by darkness But you showed me the light I thought about just giving up But you taught me how to fight All I wanted to do was hate But you showed me I could love My self-seteem was to the ground But you made me look above I ate that poisonous apple But you gave me the antidote I thought I was going to die But you kissed me and gave me hope C Its like a dream come true That I finally found you You are my guiding light Leading me through every night To the end from the beginning You are my fairytale ending V2 As I fought through all my fears You were standing by my side I took you back through all my pain You didnt run and hide Whenever I would just break down You wiped away my tears When I tried to push you away You grabbed me and held me near When I was jumping off that cliff You gave me your wings to fly So my angel how is heaven You must know what its like

Friends....friends...please
it seems that people forget the basic rights of everyone here. Respect is a vital part of any friendship..without it, its doomed. Think about it people...do u want to be respected? or treated like trash

Confessions
Some things I've come to realize and some details you may not know about me: 1. Its harder to smile when you want to cry then it is to cry when you want to smile 2. After everything thats happened in my life, I'm not a fan of the word 'time' 3. My self-esteem isnt anywhere near where it should be and it hasnt been for years 4. I put on an act around everyone Im not super close to because Im afraid to let anyone in 5. I laugh and burp when Im nervous 6. Somedays I think it would be easier to give up 7. Even though I seem optamistic Im really a pessimest 8. I critisize everything I do and I never believe that I am good enough 9. I feel like I cant trust most people 10. Im afraid of being hurt 11. I like to run in the rain 12. If anything is on my mind... I'll say it 13. My food weakness is Mexican food 14. I dislike my body 15. Im afraid to be alone 16. Im emotionaly unstable 17. I need to be told Im beautiful to believe it 18. I was in therapy for 6 months 19. Im

If
JON LORD, PETE TOWNSHEND, JOE WALSH Part Of Tribute Show For TRAFFIC Legend Former DEEP PURPLE keyboardist Jon Lord will take part in an all-star celebration of the late Jim Capaldi, solo musician and member of TRAFFIC. The show will take place January 21st, close to the second anniversary of his death, at London's Roundhouse. Tickets go on sale December 18. The Dear Mr. Fantasy concert, named for one of Traffic's best-known albums, will celebrate the life and work of Capaldi, who died of cancer January 28, 2005, at the age of 60. The event will raise funds for the Jubilee Action Street Children Appeal, a charity in which Capaldi and his wife Anina were active. The show will be presented by BBC Radio 2's Bob Harris. Already confirmed to appear are Steve Winwood, Capaldi`'s longtime collaborator both in and out of Traffic; Pete Townshend, Paul Weller, Bill Wyman and other such performers as Joe Walsh, Gary Moore, Simon Kirke, Dennis Locorriere, the Storys, Andy Newmark, Ray

Some Of My Thoughts If Anyone Cares
Welcome to my new series of ranting and ramblings. I actually started it yesterday but my dumb ass put it in my articles blog. in this one i am going to share some of my own thinging....i know i know ..you don't care what i think, but I'm not making you read this am I, huh? I have 2 other blogs one with articles about various topics that i find on the net and the other is my poetry. check it out if you like. I encourage coments on all of my blogs I like to know what other people think, if you don't want to share it with everyone you can always private message me too. so are you ready to journey with me? ok today i got my first tattoo. it is the japanese kanji for the word ninja. why ninja? well first of all ninja kick ass. since i was a kid i have had a fascination with anything asian. artwork, culture, calligraphy, women(had to throw that in there), martial arts, and the ninja. I wanted to be a ninja growing up. I watched all the cheesy ninja movies....still do. that

Pros And Cons, Or Just My Rants
Isn't it funny how we love the one's that hurt us most? We keep them close and hold them dear. No matter, what they may do, we still want them. WHY????? Please help me to understand. Why it is that I can never find a man that can satisfy me? I mean sure I can always find men that satisfy part of me, and I have to find other people to satisfy the parts of men that a man can't. I can find men that satisfy me in bed, and I can find men that satisfy me mentally, But I can never seem to find a guy that can satisfy me all the way. I always feel like I'm cutting part of myself off to be with someone. I have to keep part of myself hidden, because the person I am with can't or won't accept everything their is to me. I mean I know I am a very strong minded, passionate, intellectual, open minded person. And I also know what I want and who I am. So why can't I find a satisfying relationship? Daddy It Hurts! This Is a true story and If you don't pass this on you don't have a soul!!! My name

New Start's
New start's can be a bit tricky.Today I woke up and something told me to go and take a look at my tagworld page. I go to my page and proceed to update a few thing. Soon after I decided to go and check out the widgets, tagworld had to offer.There was only a couple , a chat box, photo cube ,and a kewl looking daily horoscope one, so I said what the heck,and went ahead and got the HTML code, and placed it on my tagworld page.What it said really made me think considering what has been going on in my life, this is what it said: Today's Date: December 05, 2006 You were mistreated. You'll get your own back. Forgiveness takes less effort. Enemies or oppressors might not even see themselves that way.

Encrypted
its been a long time since ive had something to say, and so friggin much has happened in the past year; the wife and i have reconciled, its cost me alot of blood tears and sweat, and a couple friends to get our marrige back on track but im definately glad we put the effort in things are gettin better for us all the time and our improved life is having a very positive effect on the children, they have always been great kids but now they seem alot happier, i am truly blessed, and immensly thankful for the ease of stress, and the abatement of saddness in our house. as my wife and i rebuild our marrige and restructure our lives i just wanted to take a minute and say "THANK YOU" to all the friends ive found online who made the lonliness bearable, and "THANK YOU VERY MUCH" for posting nude and nearly nude pics of yourselves for me and your other friends to oogle over.. so many gorgeous women, you all make me feel very manly that i can show you all off to my friends, your all sooo

Survey- Project For Marketing
Survey 1) What would you do if all privacy were suddenly gone? 2) If a camera could see anyone anytime, and it was invisible to the naked eye, would you watch? 3) If you could watch anyone anywhere, even yourself, without them knowing you were all the way at home, who would it be? 4) a) How often would you watch anyone at any given time, anywhere across the world, including yourself, and they wouldn’t know you were watching? b) Someone in the past under the same circumstances, how often would you view them? 5) What if there was a way to see what someone did so lying would be impossible? 6) How would you feel if someone watched you when you breed, eat, sleep, but you wouldn’t know they were there? 7) If Religion were proven to be a myth, an old story, would you want to believe it? 8) Would you want to know what your ancestors did in the past? 9) Would you watch your past again and again if you could? 10) If we could inhabit another planet, without endanger

Hey Cherries - Over Here
Go to Sin DeReLla's photo contest and throw some comments for me I think I dead last or close to it http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=252908&albumid=167947&i=974695273 I have pictures of the World's Greatest Ass, but I hit my pic limit, could you help me increase my status by rating me or my pictures and as a reward, you will see the best behind your eye's ever focused on. I have pictures of the World's Greatest Ass, I'm talking mouth watering - but I hit my pic limit, could you help me increase my status by rating me or my pictures and as a reward, you will see the best behind your eye's ever focused on.

Laughter
WHY YOU NEVER QUESTION A DRUNK I was shopping at the local super market where I selected: A half-gallon of 2% milk, A carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A head of romaine lettuce, A 2 lb. can of coffee, and A 1 lb. package of bacon. As I was unloading my items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind me watched as I placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." I was a bit startled by this proclamation, but I was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since I was indeed single. I looked at the six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about my selections that could have tipped off the drunk to my marital status. Curiosity getting the better of me, I said: "Well, you know what, you are absolutely right. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "Cause you're ugly." Calmness in our lives I am p

Sweet And Dirty
Im not sure if its just me. Doesnt it kinda suck that you have to be a level 5 to post a mum and a level 10 to start a lounge. I really surprised that I can post a blog at only level 3. And why Im on that subject I totally love each and everyone who help me become a 3. I really am trying to get to each and every one who has became a friend or fan. I been having trouble with the site being a little slow. But I will do my best to get back to everyone soon. Thanks so much for the Love Guys and Gals. Sweets

Romantic Night Turns Into Crazy Hot Sexxy!!!
I sat back and wondered why I loved summer so much, as I gazed from my banana chair perched on top of the first dune back from the water. From there, I could see miles of white sand covered by just a couple of feet of water in most places, with a few deeper holes, ideal for a dip. Although this view is what I consider the most beautiful in the world, I closed my eyes and had a huge range of visual and emotional memories come flooding through my brain. I tried to remember my very first image of the beach and summer. I remembered when I must have been around four years old; playing in the back yard of the house I grew up in, in the small country town where I lived until I was ten. Summertime then meant an all-encompassing warmth, the freedom to take your shirt off, playing down by the river, setting up the kiddie pool and slippery dip in the back yard, staying up late, parties with friends of the family, and some time in the big city with a chance to go to th

Funny Shyt
Your sexual experience is like a street racer You like to have fun all the time, and if hooking up is a consequence of that then so be it. You are very easy going and have a rocking life. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Reborn...from The Ashes Of The Phoenix...
a new day...a new beginning...have been on detour too long...time to get back on track...sometimes i stand in the middle of a crossroad...not knowing which direction to go...so i just sit down and take the easy way out...but nothing stands still...especially not "time"...so yeah...time to pick my ass up and get moving...whichever road it may lead me...i believe i'll overcome all the obstacles...i chose to walk through this world alone...in the name of freedom...but someone once said...freedom is just another word for nothing left to lose... well maybe that's what i feel...it sure beats having the heart broken and discarded...don't know which is worse...to love or to be loved... so yeah...i chose to walk alone...at least for now...

Bittersweet Memories...
please stop... stop haunting me... stop tearing my heart apart... stop my heart from aching... stop my tears from falling... stop my mind from thinking of you... stop me loving you... stop my world from turning a darker shade of black... stop...please stop...please... i wish i could just lay me down to sleep and not waking up... it was early morning when i came back from work...emotionally drained and overwhelmed after one night on stage...the rush of adrenalin calmed after the spot lights were turned off...i found you sitting in the dark ...in the rain ...outside my door...the glisten of your teardrops caught by the street lights...i held you close...felt your body shivering...didn't know whether it's from the coldness of the rain or your heart... i'd always accepted you without question...but at that particular moment...i wished you'd let me know what made you sad...i could kissed away your tears...but that wouldn't take away your pain...i'd felt so much hurt in you..

I Miss You...
Today I bought you roses Something I never would have done while you were here. Today I cried again A fresh new set of tears. Today I longed to hold you Something I should have done while you were here. Today I died a little death When I woke up to find you still weren’t near. Today I poured my heart out to you Something I never could have done while you were here Today I held nothing back And I wished you could hear. Today I seen your name in stone Something I would never have believed while you were here. Today I reached out to you Only to find nothing to hold onto but my fear. Today I sat with you for hours. Something I never had the time to do while you were here. Today I realize all the things I should have done While you were here. Today I learned just how deep I love you Something I never knew while you were here. Today I am glad I was your mate. I only wish you were still here. Today I bought you roses Something I never would have