iiS iiT So WrOnG To Be BaD's blog: "Just Thinking.."

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ok.. So I get a call like awhile..Right..Cant barely hear cause hes mumbleing... This Guy Is gonna ask .. Is Cindy there? I am like U got tha wrong number sir.. Hes like so Have u got any Underwears on? I am like. Are u fucking drunk.. Dont call here no more.. Then right when I am about to hang up.. Hes like YOU DONT. CAUSE I AM LOOKING IN YOUR WINDOW.. I just freak and turn around .. ITS ,MY ROOMATE .. lol Fucking perve.

So I am here just thinking about things and there is this one particular subject on my mind... Life.. Yeah I get the fact that life is suppose to end... Yeah it doesnt last..But when u lose someone that means so much to you.. It hurts. Its like little knifes constanly stabbing into you.. But people handles it differently.. Everyone doesnt deal with lost the same way.. If I wanna get away from somewhere that reminds me of what I have lost.. Is that a bad thing.. I mean can you honestly say that it is bad to run away from things for alil while...Even if its not permanantly. just until you get to where you can handle it. Everyday u do things to keep ur mind off of it. Is it bad to stay away from a house that every move you make, it reminds you of the past. Someone cant tell you how you feel or how to react to something that dramatic if it hasnt happen to them. and still even if it has. people are different. So what if I am scared of facing the facts. Thats on me to deal with it . Right. When I AM READY.