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I Tried (a Poem I Wrote)
I tried to wipe away all of her tears I tried to let her vent All her frustration and fears I tried to give her comfort And listen to her sorrows The hate just built day by day I couldn't make it go away The pain brought tears That fell like rain On a cold,wet,and rainy Spring day I tried to wipe away his tears I tried to let him vent All his frustration and fears I tried to comfort them both But neither knew The horrible damage they would do She cried and he cried Frustration turned to rage As fear turned to long lost pain I watched as they cried Tears turning to blood Neither wanting to live In a world full of Hate,anger, pain,lies,and deception However neither knew I tried my hardest To prevent the damage Both would do

ABC [Different from the rest]♥A♥Ever been in an Accident?:yes What's the last thing you Ate?:a grape Your favorite A State::Alabama Favorite A Name::Amanda Age you wish you were right now::33 ♥;B♥Favorite Bottoms to wear::lounge pants Favorite kind of bread::honey wheat Do you eat Breakfast?:once in a while What kind of Belly Button do you have?:innie Favorite B Name::Brenden ♥C♥Favorite kind of car::Jaquar Favorite kind of Candy?:anything chocolate Favorite C Name::Chloe Have you ever been to Court?:Yes Do you Curse?:More than I should ♥D♥Favorite kind of Dog::mutt Do you like to Dance?:yes but Im horrible at it Favorite D Name::Delilah Do you know what the big and little Dipper look like?:yes Dusk or Dawn?:dawn ♥E♥Favorite E Name::Elvira Ever acccidentally go out the Emergency Exit door?:yes Do you like Eggs?:sometimes Where in Europe have you been or would like to go?:would love to Ever b

Holidays!
There is always that one thing you wish would never happen on Christmas Morning, Being sick. I woke up on Christmas morning with a pounding headache a slight fever and a sore throught so sore I couldn't swallow my own saliva. I took some meds so I would fell better for the rest of the day. They worked all day and most of the night. Which made my day a little bit better. I hope no one else woke up feeling like a bus hit you in the face. I also hope everyone got what they wanted. Happy new year! =D... [.Miss Court.] MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!!!!! i HOPE YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANTED FOR CHIRSTMAS.... LOVE YA ALL :D!!!! This Christmas I got tons of neat stuff I really like. I got a new purse from my cousin. It's Pink and I FUCKING LOVE IT!!!! ahehe. I got tons of froggie stuff. Which I'm a BIG fan of. I got this really cool hoddie shirt that's pink and brown, love it ahehe. I got this froggie pillow bag which has a lil notbook and pen in it. I got thi

Spam
This mornong I woke up and wanted to send a merry christmas to my friends. After I sent a few I got that error about the short bus and stop sending the same stuff. so the rest of my friends get nothing. Shouldn't it be up to individuals if they want to get stuff or not. Not the chrerry Tap staff. Then I get a letter asking for help getting people to join.. let's get that shit fixed first then I will invite people. So I go back to where i got the last greeting to get another. Same thing about going back to myspace. Just so happens that is where you get stuff... it's fuckin frustrating.

Christmas
Well as many of yous know my mom year of the dragon lives in B.C and I live in Ontario. Since I was a little baby I had always had christmas with my mom. When she moved out of town in 2003 our christmas where no longer together. This year since we both have computer my boyfriend said why not web cam with your mom christmas morning so she can see the kids open there gifts. So thats what we did. My poor mom was up at like 5:30am because she three hours behind me. She watched as they opened there gifts. I think that may have just made my moms christmas that much better. My mom means alot to me and the fact that she was able to share christmas morning with her grandkids and me was the best christmas gift that anyone could ever give us. Maybe next year she will be here with us. Wishing everyone and there families a merry christmas and happy new years from my family and me.

Lost
At 5:30 AM this morning I received a call about my car.It seems I wont be getting my car back.Who ever the individuals were that stole my car also decided to set it on fire.Please excuse me while I go cry some more. I still am in shock that this happened. Yesterday,Christmas Eve, My car was stolen.It was not a new car but it was paid for and it was mine.I'm really upset because now I have to figure out what to do and how to do it.If my car is by chance not found,what am I to do?I am a single mother of 4 children and live not so comfortably.It bothered me when my 5 year old asked me how I was going to get her to school.She was so worried that she was going to get in trouble for not bringing her backpack with her school folder in it,which she had left in the car. Why do people invaid in others lives this way.It strips you of belief,trust,and hope of any kind.With my car being stolen it only added to my everyday worries.I guess I can only fight myself to keep hopeing for the best and

Merry Christmas!
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* Season's Greetings *
*** Sending you many blessings of peace, joy, serenity, love and light. You are in my thoughts and in my heart, much love to you always in all ways from the greatest depths of my soul. ***

A Day In The Life...
The office manager at my job has had a nasty cold for 3 weeks. She can't seem to get rid of it and now I think its been passed to me. I work in an animal hospital and we have a network of phones throughout the building. So on any given day most of the staff has used each phone at least once for something or other and has left their germs on the receiver. For the last couple of days I've had the sniffles but then today I woke up this morning with a VERY scratching throat, my nose all stuffed up, my body aching, and just feeling entirely icky :( And I have so much to do today. In other news... last night I went in to the city to see the Christmas tree at Rockefeller Center and the animated snowflakes on the building of... Saks 5th Avenue(?). My first time seeing them. Lots of fun. Lots of pictures. As soon as I have the time to sit down and install the software and figure out how to transfer things off of my digital camera to here I will. Anyways, must start my day now... but not bef

Yule!
Why this time of year is important to those of Northern Ancestory Brought to you by The Asatru Alliance YULE (O.N. Jól) The Reason for the Season! Yule begins on Mother Night, (about Dec. 20) the night before the shortest day and the longest night (winter solstices). We honor the beginning of the Sun's return and the breaking of Winter, (which is most noticeable in five days) and is celebrated over a twelve day period. We know there will be no Fimbulwinter which proceeds Ragnarok. It is a time of the year when our deceased Ancestors are closest to us; this is when the dead (draugar) are more active than any other time. Yule is when Jólnir another name for Odinn leads the procession of the Wild Hunt through the sky's with sprits of humans, horses and dogs. This procession occurs during all twelve days of Yule. It is a time for great feasting, honoring Thorr for driving back the frost etins, Frey to give us prosperity in the coming year, Odinn as leader

Cowboy11
One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn\'t any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say \"I Love You.\" or \"I Miss You\" ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . And care for it and fix it when it\'s broken . and take good care of it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them!

Coming Soon To A You Tube Near You...
So, Ive been driving it for 2 years, done lots of stupid stuff in it, and glad that I'm not dead. Now im thinking about recording one of the high speed runs that I occasionally do. Probably only to about 155-160, but thats plenty fast...not to mention plenty illegal. Aside from those thoughts, just been enjoying the christmas season, and hoping that I get something decent, or something that I can use. Oh, and trying to get a girl friend/friend with benefits. ANYTHING!!!! Its been far too long. Unfortunately, school, work, and sleep take up all my time. So, anyways, back to the main subject. I will probably have my friend help me record that within the next couple weeks, more than likely after the holidays, but definitely before january 9th. Happy Hannachrismaquanzica!

The Thought Of The Brat Prince Vampire Lestat De Lioncourt
Greetings and Bonjour to All whom come to find the Dark World of the Vampire Lestat, As you can obviously see this is a roleplaying profile and none of the actors are me, a friend told me about this site and I figured it would be an interesting site to portray the character. I am just stating that I am not Stuart Townsend nor are any of the pictures are of me, Lestat is a character dear to my heart created by Anne Rice. If your a non roleplayer, whom is a fan of the movies or books,feel free to add me, and you can do the same on my myspace profile where I roleplay Louis, although Lestat I perfer but there are tons of Lestat's there. Below is my Louis profile just to show you that I am a deep roleplayer. http://www.myspace.com/merciful_death_in_louis I perfer multi paragraph roleplayers, but for now I shall do oneliners or out of character discussions being there aren't many roleplayers on here. Lestat

2 All Ct Users[friends,fans,ennemies..lol
who wants 2 be my family???..dont be shy... or u didnt rate ALL my pics,dont beg 4 votes...i helped out a great amount of beauties,here,on ct..with their contests...when i was[and i still am]in any contest,they didnt voted 4 me...only 3 or 4 romanian friends did...i voted u,dear''friends'' because i was bored..and 2 lazy 2 make a blog..well..now,or in the future,if im or ill be bored,ill read kyra's blogs[a real novel...]and talk and rates only few real friends i have here..[they know who they r]...all the best 4 u,claudiu merry christmas...joyeux noel...feliz navidad...craciun fericit...buon natale...merry holidays!!..SMILE!!..2morrow will be worst!!!

Happy Holidays...
Happy New Year! Yeahhhhh January first... Whooooo! Cool huh? Hey everyone, Check out my "Happy Holidays" track that I put in my player... To get to it do this: Go to "My trackz" section called "ozone333 / assorted mixes" Click on the link.. for the popup player... The first track in the player is my "Happy Holidays" tune... Let me know what u think! :) thanx! ozone333 [Electronic music] http://www.ozone333.com

Kosovo---no Beer 4 A Year
Not much has happened since I last made an entry,which is a good thing considerng the potential for civli unrest is high. The people of Srebia,a neighboring country recently hekp local elections to which nothing was resolved as far as who will have control. We went back to the school on the hill yesterday and delivered some school supplies.Our company has decided to alot some money for the school to help with the building itself. I posted some pictures so all can have an ideal of how bad it reaaly is.Look under Kosovo life for the pics. The weather here has been the best in some time 50 degress during the day and no snow in sight which is fine with me. Well until the riots start which are bound to happen so long and Happy V day to all the Lovely Cherry Ladies One other amazing thing I have notice during my time here is the long reach affect of Rap/Hip-Hop and like music. Yep, they get CRUNKED over here too. I even seen a lil kid flash gang signs to me while walking down

My "original" Poetry
ROAD TO YOUR HEART By: Daniel J. Maag IT’S STRANGE THAT WE ONLY JUST MET AND YET I LONG TO BE CLOSE TO YOU TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH AND HOLD YOU CLOSE PRECIOUS TIMES WITH YOU WITH NO REGRET YOU’RE AN ANGEL FROM ABOVE AND YOUR BEAUTY IS BEYOND BELIEF YOUR EYES TOTALLY CAPTIVATE ME IT WOULD BE WONDERFUL TO FALL IN LOVE I WONDER IF YOU’RE THINKING OF ME IF YOU’RE FEELINGS ARE GROWING AND YOU HAVE THE SAME LONGING TO HOLD ME CLOSE, IS THIS DESTINY YOU ARE INTELLIGENT AND A LOT OF FUN A PASSIONATE FIRE BURNING FROM INSIDE WE SEEM TO BE PEAS FROM THE SAME POD A LIFE WITH YOU WOULD BE A JOYOUS RIDE YOU ARE SPECIAL TO ME AND VARY RARE I AM LUCKY TO HAVE YOU IN MY LIFE TO SHARE THESE TIMES AND CHATTING AWAY I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I REALLY CARE THIS YEAR FOR CHRISTMAS SOME WILL HAVE A TEAR SPENDING THE HOLIDAY ALONE BECAUSE FAMILY IS NOT NEAR TRY TO KEEP A SMILE AND KNOW THAT I AM HERE TO SPREAD LOTS OF JOY TO SHARE LOTS OF CHEER YOU ARE A VA

Christmas Day
Well i got up this morning as normal at 2pm .Unwraped my gifts as normal i got what i get every year off my granny a pair of socks and underwear .Dinner was nice but i didnt feel like eating much this flu ive had is still making me feel ill .I also find out i needed 400 pounds to go see a lady i meet online so i guess its time to find a new job and hope for gods sake this flu has gone by next year hehe well this is my first try at a blog so dont laugh .....HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of u out there

::cyberexiprocity::
manhattaN, nyc- ::model wanted:: (obviously nude) i am not trying to find models for the typical "photo" thing. i'm translating my own artwork from drawings and watercolors into photostyle images. need models for the figure forms. digital barter. cash is for cigarettes, coffee and whatever is left might cover carfare. maybe. check out: http://www.xlsite.com/spvix/modinfo.htm for some other details, or the sketchbook to be translated, here: http://www.xlsite.com/spvix/1SEXARTINTERFACE.html i'm looking for a model who recognises fully that the psychosocial demand for a living human being to necessarily feel shame and guilt about being a mortal, living and vibrant, sexual organism, is a demand for suicide - and responds with a bellywrenching !!!Laugh!!!!!- that is backed by a clenched fist ready to fight for its life. spontvix@yahoo.com i'm also proposing an internet collaboration for anyone who is sharp enough know what time it is. email m

Rock & Roll
IT'S CHRISTMAS MORNING. IT'S ALL ABOUT KIDS, FAMILY, LOVED ONES WHO ARE NOT WITH US, FOOD AND FRIENDS, AND THE BIRTH OF JESUS.. THIS WHOLE UP COMMING WEEK THE KIDS ARE OUT OF SCHOOL, SOME FAMILY IS STILL AROUND, BUSINESS HAS ALL KINDS OF END OF THE YEAR STUFF TO BE DONE... AND AT THIS TIME OF YEAR THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO ARE EXTREAMLY DEPRESSED, OTHERS DOING JUST GREAT... SO WITH THIS IN MIND I SIT IN MY CHAIR OPEN UP MY C/T HOME PAGE ... ALL THE BULLITENS ARE MERRY THIS, HAPPY THAT... FOR OUR TROOPS... WE LOSE JAMES BROWN... AND TWO BIG LINES THAT SAY KNOCK THIS BITCH OUT... WTF !!!!!! ITS ABOUT SOME CONTEST THAT HASN'T EVEN STARTED YET....WHO GIVES A FUCK !!!!!! IF YOUR AN ADULT AND YOU'RE THIS BOUND UP ABOUT SOME STUPID CONTEST WITH ALL THE OTHER IMPORTANT THINGS GOIN ON RIGHT NOW , I THINK YOU NEED TO REGROUP !!!! YOU NEED TO GIVE IT A BREAK AT LEAST FOR THIS WEEK... HAVE SOME PRIORITIES AND CLASS, OR AT LEAST SOME RESPECT FOR THE REST OF US WHO DO HAVE SOME SORT OF LIFE..GOOD OR BAD.

Heaven And Hell (a Different Look On Religion)
Heaven and Hell It was very interesting Wednesday night. I was chatting with one of the people I do martial arts with and he brought up a very good point on Heaven and Hell. He told me that he talked to a friend once about what religion was, what is God, and Heaven and Hell. The topic came up from a discussion about esotericism (I think I spelled it wrong), but anyway, many people feel esotericism is mysticism, this is not the case. There are many religious symbols that religions have all adopted over years. So...this led to his conversation on what is Heaven and Hell, in the bible Jesus himself states that a person creates heaven or hell in oneself. Meaning if you are good to people and do good for people making both you and the person you did the good for feel good yourselves, therefore, creating a heaven in yourself because of what you have done. The same goes for Hell, if you do bad things to people you feel bad yourself, therefore, creating a hell inside yourself.

Equality: A Different View
Equality a different view! Ok, I had to read this book for psychology called "Spinning into Butter". I have to tell you it pissed me off!!! I believe strongly in equality!!! Let me get that out first. Now let me rant. This book is all about racism (not straight out your a f*cking cracker or f*cking Nigger shit) no this is equality racism (yes, there is a difference). Let me explain straight out racism is people just being plain racist. Equality racism (it is my own term so if you look it up its not there) is where people feel "offended" by people accidentally saying something (not meaning to be racist but the other person takes it that way). For example, you say to someone you people (and it is automatically taken as a rascist remark). This pisses me off!!!!!!! Hey douche bag if you want equality stop being so f*cken racist yourself. Your f*cking paranoia is causing it. It is these liberal stupid shit heads trying to promote "Equality" that mess it up for everyone!! True equality

My Worst Nightmare
I can’t close my eyes I can’t think straight I can’t eat I can’t breath right Because of My worst nightmare I tremble when I see you I sweat when I hear your voice I bit my lips so I can’t scream I cry when you turn to look at me You are my worst nightmare My heart beats fast when you smile at me I hold my air when you slowly walk my way I try to run, but you are faster I try to fight you, but you are stronger Then I wake up to find my pillows across the room And my sheets wrap around my legs As sweats pours down my face, mix with my tears too Then I realize that it was all a bad nightmare, Or was it You my worst nightmare You once was mine angel, but now you are my worst nightmare Your beautiful face will haunt me the rest of my life Your voice will rip my heart out Your eyes will kill me slowly You have become my worst nightmare Delete Reply

Whatever
I have to poop. Smile for the camera! Get off me, i'll do ma self! This is your first time.......right? You're almost as good as ma ex! When it this suppose to feel good? I thought YOU had the keys to the handcuffs?! I was so horny tonight i would have taken a sheep home. Keep it down, my mother is a light sleeper. Hey! ma friends were right! you ARE good! On second thought, let's turn the lights off. I'm soberin up and you're gettin ugly! But everybody looks funny naked! Do i have to pay for this? No! you're too fat to be on top. you'd kill me! Actually, your sister "likes" it like this. What's your name again? Hold on, let me change the channel. It's nice being in bed with someone i dont have to inflate. Uhhh....i think the condom broke 10 minutes ago. 1. Why females turn to arms of another female? 2. Why size does not matter? 3. Why people seem to think size matters? 4. What are the 4 types of men? ------------------------------------------------- These

Christmas
I was doing the xmas shopping again as i do every year, but this year something was different in the way i approached xmas, i usually am the sad individual who will put the tree up 3 months prior becuase i just cannot wait for xmas to come so that i can get prezzies , but now i am no longer 10 and instead of getting i am actually expected to buy, i dont get nice cool presents anymore but rather what the call the practical presents , stuff for my apartment, beauty products, clothing etc, i sometimes think back to when i was 10 and the really cool idea of what my mom and dad had got me, mind you before xmas morning, i had found the wrapped presents and skillfully opened the paper and peeked inside, ruining my own suprise, but never the less i always managed to look suprised on xmas morning. Now that i am a "ADULT" the very people i despised and rebelled against i have not got that xmas spirit , i only put my tree up 2 days ago and did the xmas shopping on the 23rd , can you belive tha

The Last Letter
When I saw you I fell inside the earth.. Your purity of heart and your humanity of soul.. Every little single detail… The presence you give off in a room…. If I could I would .... I would live only for you.. For nothing in this world has any meaning to me if it doesn't mean loving you. . Just thinking about you gives my soul an elevated sense of urgency, a type of panic that soothes my soul alive . My dreams wouldn't be called dreams if they lost the idea of your existence. Why do I still dream?.... You are the epitome of perfection which condemns me helpless.. There was a time when I thought dreams were enough for the broken... My memories will never be enough to fill such a void.. . The stars in the sky all lost all their names and have fallen cold frozen.. I live everyday in a prison that has yet to exist and have a name. . With a single look you stole my freedom to breathe freely without the fea

Funny Stuff
CHILDREN'S BOOKS YOU'LL NEVER SEE 1. "Strangers Have the Best Candy" 2. "You Were an Accident" 3. "The Little Sissy Who Snitched" 4. "Some Kittens Can Fly!" 5. "Getting More Chocolate on Your Face" 6. "Where Would You Like to Be Buried?" 7. "Kathy Was So Bad Her Mom Stopped Loving Her" 8. "The Attention Deficit Disorder Association's Book of Wild Animals of North Amer- Hey! Let's Go Ride Our Bikes!" 9. "All Dogs Go to Hell" 10."The Kids' Guide to Hitchhiking" 11."When Mommy and Daddy Don't Know the Answer They Say God Did It" 12. "Garfield Gets Feline Leukemia" 13. "What Is That Dog Doing to That Other Dog?" 14. "Why Can't Mr. Fork and Ms. Electrical Outlet Be Friends?" 15. "Bi-Curious George" 16. "Daddy Drinks Because You Cry" 17. "Mister Policeman Eats His Service Revolver" 18. "You Are Different and That's Bad" 19. "Dad's New Wife Timothy" 20. "Pop! Goes The Hamster....And Other Great Microwave Games" 21. "Testing Homemade Parachutes With Nothing At All But Your

Just Stuff
Lost beneath this blanket of stars The darkness is my guide Standing on the edge of a black abyss With only the reflection of light Only a reflection of life Giving in to should've been Giving in to another end Giving in it begins again Cold water darkens red Aching in this darkness The moonlight stings my eyes Walking through the madness Of desecration and lies Giving in to should've been Giving in to another end Giving in it begins again Cold water darkens red again Should I jump, afraid to fall Dive headfirst into the waves That crash against the rocky shores Modern art on a ferris wheel The muse is locked behind the door Giving in to should've been Giving in to another end Giving in it begins again Cold water darkens red Arms spread wide, I close my eyes Dive into the icy night Let the darkness be my guide And set my wounded soul to flight Drunk and broken, cold inside This isn't the way it was supposed to be Blown

I Will All Ways Be There
when life becomes difficlt sometimes you find that it help if you know you're on somebody mind and i just want to say that whatever you do please remember that someone is thanking of you so don't ever feel lonely or full of despair if you need me i promas ill always be there

Funnies....love'm
The Dildo Song | Send To Friends | Video Jokes at JibJab -- In Bakersfield, California, anyone having intercourse with Satan must use a condom. (An asbestos one we presume.) -- In Oblong, Illinois, it's punishable by law to make love while hunting or fishing on your wedding day. -- In Minnesota, it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. (Apparently it's OK for woman.) -- No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. -- Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you -- or holding you in his arms. -- Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown -- if they're nude. -- In hotels in Sioux Falls,

Missy's Blurbs!!!!
how do I do that and mark them private and only my closest friends can see...HELP ME!!!! I will not be on myspace or cherrytap for a while. I have to make a few changes and not being on here is going to be one of them. I hope those of you who have my cell, will stay in touch with me that way. Please keep sending me the comments and messages...I may not have to computer here at the house BUT I can check my mail....some how some way....Much love to you all...Missy Just thought I'd let evryone know that I have left my job at MJ Soffe (that I worked at for 7 years and treated everybody like shit) and got a new one. It's a great feeling when you already have the job and you go to the old one and tell them to FU*^ OFF!!!!...Boy that felt GREAT!!! and the look on their face was priceless...I just wanted to put that out there today.. So if you're leaving one and going to another any time soon....Good Luck. One Love, Missy

The Meaning Of Friendship
if i am feeling cross and you cross my mind i know i can grin and bear it when a happy day comes youre always the one that i want to be with to share it you're a frend for all seasons one of a kind and i want you to know it is truth that my life has been richer becouse i have found the meaning of friend ship in you

Mis-adventures Of Eddie
Saturday night Saturday night drove up to Hardtailz with Ed, the crowd was lite but in a great mood, lots of joking around and other stuff...lol Did some dancing and drinking met some new people and just had a blast... Here is a link to some of the Images I took I couldn't post some of them..:) Pictures from Hardtailz http://new.photos.yahoo.com/ed_r_martinez2006/album/576460762380718745 The girl in the white sweater, I just could not keep my eyes off her! who the hell is she...:) any way looking forward to New Years.. Have a great day everyone Eddie Sunday, December 17, 2006 The Weekend Pictures from the weekend I didnt take them, they are on the Angry Jon site http://www.angryjon.com/cactus_32.html Cactus Jacks Friday night http://www.angryjon.com/im_14.html Iguana Macks Saturday night It is Sunday, another weekend comes to a close! Friday night went to dinner with Tanya, At NozzelHeads we drank a few Smithwicks ( Irish Be

Poetry
by Marjorie Pickthall When the first dark had fallen around them And the leaves were weary of praise, In the clear silence Beauty found them And shewed them all her ways. In the high noon of the heavenly garden Where the angels sunned with the birds, Beauty, before their hearts could harden, Had taught them heavenly words. When they fled in the burning weather And nothing dawned but a dream, Beauty fasted their hands together And cooled them at her stream. And when day wearied and night grew stronger, And they slept as the beautiful must, Then she bided a little longer, And blossomed from their dust.

Money
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Tirred Of Being..
Again. my ex. Josh. Is tryin to get me back with him. sike. that isnt goin to happen. Me & my best friend Jamie came up wit a plan tho. So hehe, its time to turn the tables on him. Ima play him like he played me. but its really a bad idea to piss me & Jamie off, & he did a fine job of that so this should be fine. Im goin to make him think that ima take him back & get a few things out of him & then break his heart like he did mine. He said that he loves me & only me, and I even went off on him about him sayin "I love you" to EVERY single girlfriend he has had. Ive said it once in my life to one of my ex's & I meant it. Plus me & him went out for longer then a year & a half before we ever said it. so yeah. If he thinks Ima believe him when he says I love you to me he is on crack. But he said he was gona send flowers up when he gets his check in 2 weeks. I had my ex Jake tell him to get me something other then flowers, and he said he'll do that instead. So lets see if I get anything

Teddybears Blog For Ct
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently , anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a man w

Bad Day
Why does every guy that I meet have to break my heart? I mean I met this wonderful guy and been with him for like 2 years and I gave him everything. Now he keeps on sayin that he don't wanna hurt me and that he has been doin things that I don't know about and drugs ins't one of them. He then went to say that when he is ready to settle down he wants the girl to be just like me, WHAT THE FUCK! if he wants the girl to be just like me then why is he doin this shit to me? I love him with all of my heart and I always will but he has hurt me so bad. I won't be with him anymore but I am gonna remain his friend, because I love him and care alot about him

Private Confessions
I've just realized that instead of going out and having fabulous friends and a life...I sit at home and live through tv shows that portray the life i want. I wonder if their is a disorder that has these symptoms?... I can't even be who I want to be because that person only exists on tv...what am i doing with my life??????????????

Tales Of Misery And Woe.
Well another year has come and go. 2006 has been a mixed bag for me, neither completely good or completely bad. There were extremes on both ends of the spectrum. In 2006 I both loved like never before, and had my heart broken like never before. Physically and financially I'm in better shape now than I was at the begining of the year, I lost alot of weight and paid of some debts. I'm living in a much better house and I have a much more comfortable living arrangement than I did at the begining of the year. Emotionally and romatically, I'm much worse off. I'm still mending the peices of my broken heart, and I've lost someone incredibly special to me. I've learned alot, both good and bad. I've learned that I can do what I need to do most for my health and the betterment of my life, even though it is the things I want to do least. I've learned alot about myself, and the limits of what I have to give, and what I need in return. I've learned that a great circle of friends (mor

Hello To All My Friends
To grow up and knowing that you’re never loved, Knowing you were alone, Knowing you’re never accepted. Feeling the whips hitting you Across your face, arms, legs and back, Knowing you’re hated day after day. Nobody becomes your friend Thinking you are always wrong, That child always crying for anyones’ help. That abusive person trying to destroy you Bit by bit, testing your self-esteem, Feeling yourself slipping away not caring. You start tearing yourself down Letting go, falling deeper and deeper, Only to find out God won’t let you go. You wonder why God wants you to live When you have no spirit to go on, So into darkness you’ll never see light. I know I’m needed, now someone calls me I want to help others but I wonder how, I ask myself will I be able to help them. I love so many, and helped so few No one has had the pains as I had or will No one could ever feel the pain but me. I tried to fill a void for my life But so far I have

Sweet ♥
A dark vision of great beauty Feelings of passion for my love I have waited for someone like you Never got anything from above As we stare gazing into each others eyes We hold each other into the dark night I can't ignore you my love if I tried Stand before me such a beautiful sight A kiss to remember that forever You and I will always be together The Passionate Love I feel with you Like a burning flame to always be true When I dream I only dream of you There's nothing else I want to do I'll be there for you by your side I'll hold you close here by my side I will take your pain its gone away Forever only with you I will stay As the tears dry from your face I behold the beauty of your grace A dozen flowers would never be enough To express the way that I feel about you No golden ring would ever mean a thing If you're not there right beside me The songs, poetry, and music that I write Without you there it wouldn't feel right If you're not there to hea

Drama Queens
Whats up peeps? What's up with women acting one way at one minute and flipping things the next? Is there not a median in there some where? Give a brotha a warning before you get pissed off. PMS isn't an excuse and stop taking it out on guys becuase women PMS. Eve ate that damn Apple and SHE persuaded Adam. It wasnt the other way around. Ya'll know ya'll feel me on that. Not saying that the fellas dont cause drama cause we do. But we do give you a warning first. Most of us. So please just give us a warning.

Yay A Fresh Start.
here i am yet again trying out one of these god forsaken type of websites where you do blogs add pictures and everything. yet again i will be down to the fact stoping the blogs and prolly deletng this cherry thing. most of the time because the fact i am a male people will just over look what ever im typing or writing about. it sickens me but what the hell every place atleast gets one fucking try? merry fucking Christmas to cherry and all the lovely cherrys out there as well. may your dreams be dark and wet.

The Pain..
When you've had so many rough, hard times You've written it all down with songs and rhymes You get tired of being a companion with pen and paper You feel like you're nothing, clear, like water vapor. Wishing someone was there to hold you tight Someone to help you through times, tell you everthing will be alright. You feel like you are a nobody and no one looks your way Someone walks by, you think that maybe today will be the day But that someone walks on to meet up with their girl Oh my gosh, not again, I wish that was me, it makes me wanna hurl Sigh once but it goes back to the way it was Wow Emily, you look like an idiot again, sarcastically everyone applaused This is really how it is, a small town girl, figuring who she wants to be When you see people, it's easy for them, like one,two,and three Why is it so hard for me? I am smart, I should be a catch to someone My problem is I haven't started, not yet begun So I'm going to end this rhyme, leave my pen and paper

My First Blog On Here
1975 : Long hair 2007 : Longing for hair 1975: KEG 2007 : EKG 1975 : Acid rock 2007: Acid reflux 1975 : Moving to California because it's cool 2007 : Moving to Arizona because it's warm 1975 : Tryin to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 2007: Trying NOT to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 1975 : Seeds and stems 2007: Roughage 1975 : Hoping for a BMW 2007: Hoping for a BM 1975 : Going to a new, hip joint 2007: Receiving a new hip joint 1975 : Rolling Stones 2007: Kidney Stones 1975 : Being called into the principal's office 2007 : Calling the principal's office 1975 : Screw the system 2007: Upgrade the system 1975 : Disco 2007: Costco 1975 : Parents begging you to get your hair cut 2007: Children begging you to get their heads shaved 1975 : Passing the drivers' test 2007: Passing the vision test 1975 : Whatever 2007 : Depends Just in case you weren't feeling too old today

Discrimination
I have found a loophole employers use to get rid of disabled employees legally. It's called the 90 day probationary period; When you can leave for no reason and without notice and they can ask you to leave for no reason. I lost 2 jobs because of my disabilities and had no legal recourse because I lost them in the probationary period. I am BOYCOTTING Domino's Pizza because they discriminate against the disabled and handicapped. I ask that anyone who is disabled or handicapped or people who love them join with me in this boycott and let Domino's know discrimination and the workplace don't mix!

People
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a season, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experi

First Blog
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)ExtremeLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Extreme

Tests
Free Name Generators at WishAFriend.com Whats inside your soul? Boys and Girls (PICS) You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to.You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. But be careful dont fly so high. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. That is because you are your true self to you and others. Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there. For you, falling in love is all about the adventure and uncertainty. You can only fall in love with someone who keeps you guessing. Interesting!!!Your fun, we should me friends.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join |

Dragon's Thoughts
Women: The beautiful one wouldn't step into the kitchen; The one in the kitchen is not gentle, The gentle one has no point of view, The one has point of view is not feminine, The feminine one loves spending money, The one doesn't spend is not fashionable, The fashionable one lacks of originality and security, The one could be trusted nobody would look at! ^^ MEN: The talented one looks ugly, The handsome one got no money, The rich one doesn't care about the family, The lovely-dovey man could never be somebody, That "Mr. somebody" is not romantic, The romantic one likes sweet talking, The one could be trusted is not manly! A Woman's Tears "Why are you crying?" he asked his mom. "Because I'm a woman" she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will".......... Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason" was all his dad could say........

A Letter To Love....
this is a piece that I wrote..in the summer while in Hermosa Beach..a friend of mine read it and responded..feel free to do the same AWOL: Dear Love, This letter is long overdue. There area a few things I need to get off my chest. There is so much about you that i realize I may never understand. So much that, I cant find my way. I have done all you asked of me and i am no better off than i was before. Tell me, what have I not done? Was there more I couldve done? Where did I go wrong in your eyes? I feel like i am at a dead end road and my car wont go into fuckin reverse. All I can do is continue to love myself but when will you love me? When will you come and comfort me thru the night? When will you wipe away my tears? Dont get me wrong, I am not upset with you. I just dont understand. Maybe i am not suppose to. You know, thats fine. But my heart is hurting and I am losing the ability to keep up with you any longer. I have reached my breaking point and you are not here to

My Heart..poem
My HEART My heart beats faster with each word you say even though it knows you'll just throw it away you cause it to throb and give itself rhythm when all i want it to do is cease for a minute I'm afraid of the pain that follows my happiness but it keeps on pumpin faster. Yes, faster. There will bea time, my dear, when you'll leave and that beat that lived inside me will just cease My heart will tear from its walls and cause such pain within "A new wind will come" my mother will say but i just don't know if i can hang on till that day With that pain i once felt i won't know what to do please my dear, don't do that to me too.

Bloodz
YO TODAY IS MA 19th BIRTHDAY AND I PARTY HELLA HARD LASTNIGHT FOR THE NEW YEAR WITH MA GURLS BIANCA, DAH'BRITA, KELLA, AND MA BOY ZANE IT'S ALSO HIS 19th BIRTHDAY!!! YO BUT WE GONE GET OUR PARTY ON LATER ON TONIGHT! WE GONE PARTY EVEN HARDER!!! A$HES 2 A$HES DU$T 2 DU$T IN BLOOD WE TRUST. IN CKRABZ WE BUST. IF U KILL A CKRAB YOU WIN A PRIZE IF U KILL A BLOOD YOUR WHOLE FAMILY DIE$ AND REMEMBER BLUE BIRD$ CANT FLY DA RED BLOODY HELL 5 POPPIN*6DROPPIN* 5 FLYIN*6DYIN* 5 PIMPIN* 6 LIMPIN* 5 BU"KIN* 6 DU"KIN 5 "KOMAIN* 6 RUNNIN* 5 FLAGGIN* 6 DRAGGIN* 5 RIPPIN* 6 DRIPPIN* LET IT RAIN,LET IT DRIP BU$T A CKRAB IN DA LIP LET IT FALL,LET EM TRIP FLIP DA CLIP AND DROP A CRIP BLOODS ARE RED CKRABS ARE FLUE DIsRE$PECT MY $ET AND WE COMIN FO U

New Years
and sound here.. i hope all of you had a great nite. i know i did.. i love it.. even tho my date didnt show up.. and when he did he brought two other woman.. MEN!!!!! so lets here how you all nite when.. Hey my sexy friends... Whats up? Will we got 4 more wounderful days before 2007.. I\'m so excited.... so again.. please tell me your plans for your New Years??? Me im goin to go party my ass off then come home and make a speacial dinner. Feel free to leave your comments i love reading them New Years... please be safe.. i dont want to loose anymore friends... BE SAFE!!!! PLEASE CHECK IN TOMMORROW AND LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ALL ARE SAFE AND SOUND.. AND TELL ME ABOUT YOUR NITE.. LOVE U ALL... ITS NOW PARTY OUR ASSES OFF TIME.. I SURE NEED IT...

For Some One Special
What I LOVE ABOUT YOU i love the way you look at me your eyes so bright and blue i love the way you kiss me your lips so soft and smooth i love the way you make me so happy and the way you show you care i love the way you say i love you and the way your always there i love that you are with me and glad that you are with me A geltle word like a spark of light illuminates my soul and as each sound goes deeper its you that make me whole there is no corner no dark place your love cannot fill and if the world starts causing waves its your devotion that makes them still and yes you always speak to me in sweet honesty and truth your caring keart keeps out the rain your love the ultimate roof so thank you my love for being there for supporting me my life ill do the same for you you know my beautiful darling baby and soo my darling wife I LOVE YOU since you came into my life ive looked forward to each sunrise the early moring wit

Neverdead's Rants
You know what i fuckin hate about life, women who fuckin act like that want to be with somebody but fuckin cant make up there mind and are with some one else for the simple fact that they dont know what they want. they fuckin tell this one dude they love them but really arent fuckin sure or are in love or like somebody else but juss dont know what to do cause they are scared or what not. but im fuckin sick of bein the dude that they fuckin mess with head tellin me they like me and shit or even juss actin like it frontin that they like me but in the end they are juss fuckin with my head or they fuckin arent sure so it turns out to be that way im fuckin sick and tired of this shit i dont know what to fuckin do. i get the fuckin shaft everytime cause they are scared of a new beginning or starting over or fuckin finding somebody that will truely fuckin make them happy im at my wits end fuck!

Fake Friends
I hate when someone tries to pretend to be your friend but then turns around and stabbs you in the back... and it doesn't even have to be in a big way either. A small lie or cross word can hurt just as much as a physical action. I admire those who are TRUE friends because they are so hard to comebye. Thus; the reason I am here, to try and make REAL friends. You'll never know when you will need a true friend in a pinch. For instance if something were to go terribly wrong and you suddenly find 'friends" have turned on you "family" has shunned you,what then will you do. I'll tell you Find that one true friend that can truely be counted on and you will find yourself at peace in the thought of security. Anyone who I truely have befriended is treated greatly by me. Need a place to crash for the night... come on in, need some one to back you... I'll be right there! True friend ship is not overated. That is why I'm here. Cause I'd choose to have a hand full of real friends rather than be ami

Name's Origin, Mytths, Unknow Truth
The Name: MARY © Georgios C Paraskevopoulos Mary is the usual English form of the Latinized name Maria of the New Testament Greek name Maria or Mariam (the spellings are interchangeable), which were from the Hebrew name Miriam. The meaning is not known for certain, but there are several theories including "sea of bitterness", "rebelliousness", and "wished for child". However it was most likely originally an Egyptian name perhaps derived in part from 'mry' "beloved" or 'mr' "love". My opinion of this name - probably correct (Not accepted by Theologists) Since the name Maria is used after Greek language became a global language it could be a Greek name and not a Hebrew name. Ma+Rhea 'Μα Ρέα' Ma=mother, Rhea=flow (ancient Greek). Rhea is identified with mother goddess Cybele from Asia Minor and is also known as Rhea Cybele and Magna Mater ("great mother"). Rhea is depicted between two lions or on a chariot pulled by lions. WHY MaRhea and not Miriam

Christmas
Hello All: I had a wonderful Christmas this year... Got some new dishes for the house, and giving the old ones to my daughter for her place when she gets one. Got some clothes, but mostly just spent the da with my twin nieces... My estranged daughter showed up at my sisters for dinner.. We talked, had dinner, then went to my house to watch a movie (Cars) then WWE. All in all it wasn't a bad Christmas. Hope everyone elses was as nice as mine was, take care all. Bobby

Racial Blogs
STAND UP AND BE COUNTED Living in the twenty first century is hard for a proud white person, with more and more laws being passed to oppress those who are proud to be white it is hard for us to legally to express our views for an Aryan nation. No mater what we do we are under the watchful eye of the controlled media, and if we were to slip up just for a second we are labeled and arrested as a racist or a skinhead. The labeling is not our problem because like you I can handle being labeled racist, but I only wish this one-sided way of thinking would fall upon those of different races. We are living in a time where the immigrants have more rights than those who have been here for generations, and to top it all off those rights are being paid for by the labor of the white men and women who inhabit the lands. More and more money is being spent each year to put up the undesirables, to make sure they have food in the bellies and a doctor to visit if they get sick. Money that should

Dshadowman
Infidelity is likely to be one of the most painful and devastating things that can happen to you. The embarrassment, fear and betrayal can be overwhelming. Worse yet is not knowing if your spouse or partner is cheating on you. Even the prospect of a husband or wife being unfaithful is painful and extremely disruptive to your life. The private investigators at FFPI understand what you are going through and are committed to helping clients like you with these issues everyday and to get the proof you need. We know that you need a private investigator to get you proof of infidelity or adultery so that you can move forward with your life. Many prospective client’s like yourself are worried about confidentially. You have our complete assurance that your case will be completely confidential, including the consultation. We are even willing to discuss your case without knowing who you are until you are comfortable that we can help and be trusted. Of course, the initial telephone consultation

Say It Like It Is
The Cage A man was on the side of the road with a large birdcage. A boy noticed that the cage was full of birds of many kinds. \"Where did you get those birds?\" He asked. \"Oh, all over the place,\" the man replied. \"I lure them with crumbs, pretend I’m their friend then when they are close, I net them and shove them into my cage.\" \"And what are you going to do with them now?\" The man grinned, \"I’m going to prod them with sticks, and get them really mad so they fight and kill each other. Those that survive, I will kill. None will escape.\" The boy looked steadily at the man. What made him do such things? He looked into the cruel, hard eyes. Then he looked at the birds, defenseless, without hope. \"Can I buy those birds?\" the boy asked. The man hid a smile, aware that he could be on to a good thing if he played his cards right. \"Well,\" he said hesitantly, \"The cage is pretty expensive, and I spent a lot of time collecting these birds, I’ll tell you what I’ll do,

Melissa's Blog
" A Soldier's Silent Night " TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WH

Yogisloan
someone buy me a blast OK folks ,I'm almost at the next cherry level please go and rate my pics to help out only need 254 more points ,take 5 minutes and rate my pics ,rip them after U rate them I don't mind.....Thanxs and have a Happy New Year.....Cheers ..Yogi OK folks only 404 points to go to get to the next level,could use some help please,so if you haven't dropped by to rate my pics ,please do so,much appreciated,and Have a Happy New Year, thanxs

Cherries
I would like to be in all my friends and fans family album , that is always an honor . May i be in your's Sometimes we get so wrapped up in who we are not , we forget who we are, in which that is all that matters . If i gave to you all that i had would that be enough to keep you glad or if i came to you for just one day would that be enough or would you want me to stay if i told you i love you would that be fine or would you wonder what i had in mind. If i was one man in your world of ten would you chose me to the end. IF I TOLD I WANTED YOU TO THE END WOULD YOU SAY LET OUR LIFE BEGIN.

Friends
What are friends? Where are friends? Who do you consider a friend? When do you let your guard up to trust a friend? How long is long enough to trust someone? Well here are some questions on friendship. Anyone have answers please let me know........

Let God Take You By The Hand...
A moment of truth A moment of truth In wonder I gaze into your eyes The beauty the love I saw inside To hold such a truth that you canï¿½t hide Is the love I see way deep inside? ~**~ To be the one That is so blessed Leaves me wondering What I did to see this? The truth of one that holds my heart ~**~ There are Wonders great and small For us all to see But the greatest wonder of it all Is the beauty and love I see inside of thee ~**~ Like a river, like a clear blue night They sparkle and shine That lights your gentle loving soul That touches the every heart of mine ~**~ Where did I find a love so rear? For it was in your eyes That I first saw it there That love that I hold That moment of truth is all mine. ~**~ "LIFE" What is life?Why we are living this life? What we are finding till the end of life? Is the Happiness?We are finding till the end of life. Is the Money?W hat we are finding till the end of life. Is the

"dont Confuse This With A Normal Place"
I paraphrase of course but this is the response that I was given once by one of the powers that be. That phrase has never been truer than it has in the last 24 hours. I will not use any names in this because that is not why I am writing this. I am not defending anyone or calling anyone out. I just want the events to be known. Note: if you figure names out please don’t add them in your comments. I will delete any comment that has someone specifically named. It started yesterday when a friend was trying to down rate her profile. It then quickly escalated from there. It was suggested that I did it and if you have took 2 seconds to see this persons profile you would know that the idea of me doing it is ludicrous. Then when it was pointed out that I was a friend of, and have in my family, one of his family members his reply was that he didn’t give a f@#^ who was friends of whom. From there it just got plain out ugly. He is now accusing my friend of being a fake. When I stated

Bored
im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored please help xx im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored,someone help please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hiya,im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored any one wanna play xxx

Masterbate
MASTURBATE. To manipulate the genitals for sexual gratification. MANIPULATE.To work or handle skillfully,to manage artfully, to alter for ones own purpose. SEXUAL. Involving sex or the sexual organs(Dick & Pussy) GRATIFICATION. Pleasing,satisfying,to indulge. Now that we have the definition of what the words mean: lets get DEEP. Masterbation is a wonderful thing. I masterbate 2-4 times a day. That is manditory. Something I enjoy and look forward to doing every day. Maybe, IF you are lucky I may give YOU, yes you , the opportunity to visualize the sweet nectur drip from my pussy. I love the way my pussy feels. The way it smells,The way it gets so fucken wet. Sensual, erotic, and freaky. Would you like to take an adventure with me? Look at me, touch me, kiss me,lick me, taste me, phuck me...............that will be a intoxicating sexual moment you will never forget. This baby, I can make happen. With out you EVER physically touching me. C'mon lets ride. IF you d

I Am Back!!!!
hey all!!!!! the christmas season is over....and what a long and busy time it has been for me. but now i have time for cherrytap and all of the freinds i mave missed so dearly :)thanks to all that has shown me love while i was gone... hugs and kisses kels :):):)

Hottie Bizcotti's Blog!
Come & fan me rate me, i have 250 pics you can rate and comment on, you can buy me gifts, leave me comments on my profile and crush me! Anything that can help me level up! PLEASE help me out! Anything will help me and I will go and rate your pics and comment them too! I just need assistance leveling up! Thanks!! :D You know there are times when you feel like expressing something out loud but at the same time you don't want to be judged for it well I'm having one of those epiphany moments and not sure what to do! I've had these ummmmmm emotions bottled up for sometime and I just pushed them to the back of my head but since yesterday for some reason they came forward and now I've done nothing but think about them! It's weird that always just suddenly happens to me! So, right now I'm broke and I'm a mess and not sure what to make of it and I want to shout it to the world but I know some people will not hear me out! :P Somehow I want the world to know everything but then at the same time I

Happy New Year!
You are a happy drunk When you are drunk, nothing gets you down. You are friendly with everyone, and probably get free drinks all the time because you are so nice to everyone. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Yea Im Here-
Ya know what made me so mad earlier? I was at the local fireworks with a friend of mine and she was on her cell phone when the national anthem came on- the live band asked everyone to please stand for the national anthem... My friend just sat there on her cell phone like it was no big deal! Its a huge deal and I said no hang it up! its dissrespectful very disrespectful! I was sooooo pissed off and insulted! she personally knows a few men in the navy that are out to sea right now braving their lives for her freedom! the least she could do is hang up her freaking cell phone for 5 mins! I was so insulted... maybe its beucase I was a military wife? I was so angry infact i still am! Ok I know im getting a divorce but wht does the guy i dated for about a week feel the need to give my email address to everyone in his family and harass me? Is there a point to asking me who the fuck i think i am... I think im better then dave smoked too much weed partyed too much- Im 21 years old and get

My Favorite Fantasy's And Thoughts
As my fingers trail up your spine, i can feel you tremble, full of anticipation, full of want, your breathing ragged, your ass red from the paddle i hold. I let my hand continue up your back to your hair, as i play with the strands and i bend down beside you to whisper into your ear, "You belong to me" Suddenly grabbing a fist full of hair and pulling, your head gives me very little resistance. Your eyes gleaming, your skin glistening from sweat, Your stench staining my nostrils, intrusive, but welcomed. "BEG" i say, my breathe on your ear as i tongue then bite your lobe. You whimper, but dare not utter more then a word, knowing the punishment that will be given. I maneuver your head to the tip of the shaft strapped to my body. "Lick it." Hungry with need, you do as i say and i watch you licking and sucking the head and watching me with your eyes. I rub my nipple then push your head further on to the shaft, encouraging you to take it all. You gag momentarily at the shock, but recove

North Carolina Tarheel Basketball
11/29/06 vs. Ohio State Chapel Hill, N.C. NC:98 /OS:89 12/02/06 vs. Kentucky Chapel Hill, N.C. NC:75/KY:63 12/09/06 vs. High Point Chapel Hill, N.C. NC:94/HPU:69 12/16/06 vs. UNC Asheville Chapel Hill, N.C. NC:93/UNCA:62 12/19/06 vs. Florida Atlantic Chapel Hill, N.C. NC:105/FL:52 12/22/06 at Saint Louis St. Louis, Mo. NC:69/ST:48 12/28/06 vs. Rutgers Chapel Hill, N.C. 7:00 p.m. ET 12/31/06 vs. Dayton Chapel Hill, N.C. 3:00 p.m. ET 01/03/07 vs. Penn Chapel Hill, N.C. 8:00 p.m. ET 01/07/07 vs. Florida State Chapel Hill, N.C. 7:00 p.m. ET 01/10/07 vs. Virginia Chapel Hill, N.C. 9:00 p.m. ET 01/13/07 at Virginia Tech Blacksburg, Va. 3:30 p.m. ET 01/17/07 at Clemson Clemson, S.C. 7:00 p.m. ET 01/20/07 vs. Georgia Tech Chapel Hill, N.C. 9:00 p.m. ET 01/24/07 at Wake Forest Winston-Salem, N.C. 7:00 p.m. ET 01/27/07 at Arizona Tucson, Ariz. 1:00 p.m. ET 01/31/07 vs. Miami Chapel Hill, N.C. 7:00 p.m. ET 02/03/07 at NC State Raleigh, N.C. 3:

My Daughter
well she is now 2 yrs old and i am in a very dark mood not sure why i am in this mood but i am in a fighting mood and welfare in ohio has her and yes i am gonna kick the social workers ass if i ever see her she wont like me at all cause when i get through with her the social worker will not like my mood and if i had a good man in my life who would help me get her home where she belongs the fucking social worker has another thing coming when i see her she is gonna be feeling the hell she put me through

Are You Ready For This!!!????
Do you beleive that sex is a taboo for some guys?? Lol this guys really exist. Some guys get mentally stuck, don't know what to do when gurlz get excited and begins to be creative. What do you think??? Could sex be off limits? Do you think Sex is a serious thing? Do you make your Fantasy already? What do you think about this>> TweakupMyspace.com

Contest
First off I want to thank everyone that had taken the time to vote for Alex. The contest was a close call FIRST PLACE GOES TO..... STAY AT HOME MOM WITH 4205 VOTES + 91 RATINGS= 4296 WINNER OF AFGHAN SECOND PLACE GOES TO..... SPARKIE38 WITH 4131 VOTES + 16 RATINGS= 4147 WINNER OF CHOICE OF TOWELS ALSO THE WINNER OF THE RATINGS IS..... STAY AT HOME MOM WITH 91 PEOPLE RATING WINNER OF CHOICE OF TOWELS So Alex did win. I would like to send out a speacial thank you to the few people that spend the last two hours of the contest voting to make sure that Alex won. We all did a great job. I think Alex will injoy his prize. Thank you so much MICHELLE for putting on the contest.

My Sign
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Newbee
just wanted to introduce myself.... i am here for pure fun!!! I like talking dirty and love sex!!! I am a closet nempho!!! who will help me come out of my closet!!! I am a teacher and a mother and no can know about this double life i am leading.... i love porn and masterbation is fun... but fucking with a real guy is better... have never been with a woman but would love to try some day... I don't care for guys who cheat on their woman... i don't want to meet anyone in a hotel just want to talk dirty and have fun... maybe some photos or webcam!!! looking forward to meeting all of you.....

Who I Realy Am
My name is Rocky i have learning disabilty the Doc. said when i was born i be different from everyone else. I would look more like a women than man. They told my pearnts you should just put him to sleep he not going be worth it. But instead my dad told the Doc. shut the fuck up! And my dad took me home, The Doc. said have rear Dieases. Most men and women hve 2 xx cromezones i have xxxy - We havent found anything about my rear Diseases we have check evevery where stell have know clue what i have. Some times try be someone im not so people will like me. But have learned hard way all my life nevr been easy for me. Tell 2 friends told me just be my self, If people won't execpt me for who i am FUCK THEM!! So thats what im start doing! I was slower learner through my hole life! It's hard times but deal with it best way i can. I learn new things each day. And i take life 1 day at time. I might not have alot friends might not be perfect put i am sweet love careing and have sweet hear

My Bedtime Death 3
My Bedtime Death 3. Found myself looking at the mirror, confusing look on my face. What is that monster staring back at me? I have never seen him before, I don’t know him. My legs suddenly find there moving into the bedroom. There is a bed in front of me, I sit down. My eyes are averted towards the floor and a silver catches my eye. A little razor blade. I pick it up. I touch it to my skin and the velvety sweetness poured out of the little incision on my wrist. My head hit’s the pillow and I fall asleep soundlessly. 12/7/06 Adrian A.

Every Day Stuff
Terror This is what you call me... I strike terror among men I can't be bothered with what I think I bare my cross, my soul, myself I forgive... but I never forget I've been put upon this earth in FEMALE form But I can't handle myself with the best of you as well as the worst and I often have… I have the right to remain silent but I choose to speak, sing, scream I am LIPS, HIPS, TITS... I AM THE POWER OF A WOMAN, STRONG like music true like friendship but without my friends there would be no music... only spoken word… FUCKER! FUCKER! I am able to change, so I live without regret, without remorse, only a remix I am drunk, I am sober. Heaven doesn't want me and hell’s afraid I'll take over. Don't bother trying to censor me, or shut me up because it won't work. I am cold and distant, yet warm and close to those who deserve to see that side of me part of me... the heart of me. You find me so hard to understand in your world, the world you perceive to be so norma

Holiday's
it's funny how people are at the Holidays I am reminded how lucky I am to do it the way we do you see instead of turkey/ham etc with trimmings we have something that is a little of everyone's favorite and kids help in the kitchen because they want too ..we make a mess but it's ok we laugh so hard we cry because someone always ends up coated in flour or green suger sprinkles end up on a cookie rudolph's nose we take the time off to spend fun time with each other and we have did all this before opening all the gifts when the gifts were opened it wasnt about how much we spent or where we bought it was about the idea of someone was thoughtful enough to remember something you looked at and liked 6 months ago at a discount place or the idea my daughter spent christmas money someone gave her and bought a mom and daughter necklace ,and my sons racing remote control cars around the living room pretending its a race track some people that we know don't have this time ,this

Into
Hello to yah all thank u guys for makin a sista feel welcome to the cherry spot. I have to ge into this html becuz I see yall about the biznss up n here Any tips u can give me are welcomed Hit me with an email.Until later hope u guys have a great day SmOoches.

Gooooooooo Packers
A PETS 10 COMMANDMENTS1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you is likely to be painful.2. Give me time to understand what you want of me.3. Place your trust in me. It is crucial for my well-being.4. Don't be angry with me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment, but I have only you.5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when speaking to me.6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget it.7. Before you hit me, before you strike me, remember that I could hurt you, and yet, I choose not to bite you.8. Before you scold me for being lazy or uncooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, I have been in the sun too long, or my heart might be getting old or weak.9. Please take care of me when I grow old. You too, will grow old.

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This makes me sound dirty You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Joy Of Fighting
It's pure, raw and natural. It's just me depending on what I am and how I have trained. I don't have to depend on anyone. Humans have always fought. It settles everything. Getting in the cage, I feel like puking. The adrenaline is almost overwhelming and my legs feel like rubber. That is, until the bell rings and I channel everything into hurting my opponent before he can hurt me. If he hits me first, I hit him back twice and twice has hard.

Sex Style
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

Quiz Time!!
Short sexual experience quiz: 1) Ever been to a strip club ? Yeah,hasn't everyone? 2) Ever been to a bar? Of course! 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Not yet! 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? Yes. 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? Duh!! I'm Bi,you do the math!! 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? Yeah,several times. 7) Had sex in a car? car,boat,truck,bus,plane...hood of a car,roof of a car. 8) Had sex at the beach? Yeah. 9) Had sex in a movie theater? Yeah. 10) Had sex in a bathroom? Who hasn't? 11) Had sex at work? Yep,in the office. 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yeah! First time? Age 16. 13) Bought something from an adult store? Yes. 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? Yeah,porn is expensive!! 15) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? OH YEAH!! MORE THAN ONCE!! 16) Have you been caught having sex

Pass The Bong
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Våmþïrê§ Ððmïñïðñ
This is our world!!!!!!!!!!!! Be with us or be against us!!!! Your choice decides ur fate Fuk New Years!!!!!!!!!! I had to fuking go to the next year, by myself, i was left all alone, my gf wanted to be with her family, so she not here, && my family....well fuk my family...it's good though i have my drinks my drugs. && everything i fuking need. Fuk you new years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just Some Stuff
Scorpio and Sex The Sex God of the Zodiac has quite a lot to live up to! The Scorpion does just that, thank you very much. The sexual prowess and drive of those born under this sign is legendary. Scorpions smolder with every come-hither look, alluring wink of an eye and mysterious stare. If you want to ride a tiger to an emotional and sexual crescendo, jump on the curvy back of the sleek Scorpion. The Scorpio lover has an almost hyper natural libido, and loves giving sensual pleasure, although receiving it is nice, too. Variety as the spice of life is the golden rule here, and Scorpio loves to choreograph the scene for maximum mutual satisfaction. Any lover stepping into this lair best be ready, since keeping up is a must. Scorpions adore a lover who can go on forever, the perfect gift for this truly sexual being. If that lover brings some toys along, things will be tied up oh-so-neatly. Ooh.

Teenas World
This could be a fun thing...Have a sense of humor and make up any 3 words you can say after sex try not to use what someone else says.. Put your name and the words below and then repost this. Lets see what we end up with... Nick-are you ok? Jen-are u serious? Mark-the condom ripped..lol Kristy- is that it? Jewels-Get a towel.. Brian-Julie Beat It! mark- no means yes barry-wash your mouth Amy- What was that? Annie-That was terrible! John - What's your name? Alicia - that was ........ different Amy~Boy thats small..... Nichole~ Was that it? April- I can*t Move Laura- Don't touch..it Jon- glad thats over Amy- Where's my vibrator? Beth- Where's the remote? Josh-Wheres my sandwich Jessie- Again Again Again lol Jennifer- I know.....Amazing... Michele - yeah...killer pussy!! Kim- I want more! Kim - i'm gonna puke Elizabeth - Fix dinner, bitch. Vennessa-Is that normal? Barry- That was amazing... Rob - You're still here? Amanda - Where's my cigarette? Blackfire

My Space...
I sit here in thought wondering why, my mind is a blank filling my space though I try, the thoughts run amuck inside my head, but putting them down I feel so miss lead, out would come nothing even though I try, seems my thoughts dissapear for no reason why, the screen would miss guide me showing bare space, the plan that I had just seem to erase, I cry out for help to be laughed as a joke, expressing my troubles at the end of my rope, It just seems good help is so hard to find, scrolling this maze the blind leading the blind. ALWAYS, JR I make my way as I do each day, looking for a shout out or something to say, lost in though to whats really true, how I should give thanks to a friend like you, to just give thanks seems so impersonal though, so within this poem I'll let you know, you where my friend from the start, when emotions went south you helped mend my heart, you took your time to clearly show me, the power of friendship and how it should be. ALWAYS, JR

Iq
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Let That Be The Reason
well this is my firt time on here so give me a break...... usually on yahoo.chat so you wanna comment on this .. there be one on my profile there as well.. online name me_dong_u i have pic there too. well we manage to set goals for oens self but the question is? how will we achieve them? will be happy if we succeed in those goals? will it be enough!!! but i i must tell you life just living is enough!! too much is dangerous.So be yourself have fun live as life is meant to live because we only live once.. well little bored where am at so holla from moscowmills,mo ne one close catch me at yahoo chat me_dong_u I Have opened many doors for you to format our love and when you took that naive step to decieve our love that was once steadfast, I dropped our love in the Ocean in hopes when you found it, that you would realize that "Love" is more then just a thing! Days and nights'were spent wondering where you went,Never a moment in time did I not desire your everlasting touch!With much stan

Songs Of Mine
when you kiss me This could be it, I think I'm in love It's love this time It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love This love is mine I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely night are finally over You took the weight of the world off my Shoulders (the world just goes away) Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me-- When you're with me The world just goes away The way you hold me The way you show me that you Adore me--oh, when you kiss me Oh, yeah You are the one, I think I'm in love Life has begun I can see the two of us together I know I'm gonna be with you forever Love couldn't be any better I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely nights are finally over You took the weight of the world off my Shoulders (the world just goes away) And when you kiss me I know you miss me Oh, the world just goes away When you kiss me ONE LOOK IN YOUR EYES One look in your eyes I know we two would alwa