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Ggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I have finally got a new (free 2nd hand) PC. This one is flasher, it runs Win XP instead of Win 98. Now I finally have PC so can get back on the interweb thingy I am going away for 10 days so won't be on anyway. My damn piece of sh!t computer has finally crapped out completely. I am writing this at my parents house. So I may not be around so much for awhile until I get another PC. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

4a Christmas Miracle
Always believe in MIRACLES!! Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin. The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but .." the old woman began

May Not Be New News, But Good To Know
WARNING!!!!......There is a new thing goin round southern canada, moving round very fast...ppl who are ineterested in perfumes and colognes are being asked in the street to sample smell these products, Unfortunately its neither perfume or cologne,ITS EETHER, ppl are being knocked out and robbed during this christmas seaon in the middle of the streets, be weary of strangers not in kiosks and department stores advertizing such products

Sending Love
SORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR NOT REPLYING, PLEASE FORGIVE ME I AM HAVING BAD PC PROBLEMS AND HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GET ONLINE TO CHECK EMAIL, CHERRYTAP OR YAHOO. BE PATIENT, I APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE AND COMMENTS, HOPE TO BE BACK ON MORE REGULARLY SOON. MUCH LOVE AND HUGS TO EVERYONE AND HAVE A BLESSED HOLIDAY SEASON. LOVE, NURSE MISSY XOXOXOXOX.....MISSY

My Thoughts And Words
Wow it was a long daY ` toay I need to fuck soon Today is a brand new day. Live for each moment and do what feels right. Regret is all consuming. My cousin was murdered Thursday of last week. I loved him eminsly. It is time for me to take a stand. The man who shot my cousin has been labled a good samaritan by the media. Where is his justic? I am on a mission now to make sure the world knows how wonderful he was. I hop-e no one in this world has to feel the pain and lose I do right now. God bless.

Im Good
ill be free in about 30 days so im looking one more time .......... This one lasted 23years an 8 moths what dues a guy do when his wife leves for someone eels and he still in love with her ? I thought that I could love no other Until, that is, I met your brother. ************************* Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. ************************** Of loving beauty you float with grace. If only you could hide your face. **************************** Kind, intelligent, loving and hot. This describes everything you are not. ****************************** I want to feel your sweet embrace, But don't take that paper bag off of your face. ******************************* I love your smile, your face, and your eyes. Damn, I'm good at telling lies! ************************************ My darling, my

Tink's Blog
1. CLICK ON THE LINK (COFFEE MACHINE BELOW) 2. PUT THE COIN IN THE VENDING MACHINE 3. CHOOSE YOUR DRINK 4. CLICK ON THE CUP WHEN IT IS READY 5 CLICK ON "APRI" ENJOY! Don't forget to click on "APRI" in the last box !!! COFFEE MACHINE http://www.cartoline.it/pics/_zoom_flash.htm?immagine=scherzi_150404_01.swf Never underestimate the power of the perfect kiss. Get it right, and the rest will fall into place It has been theorized that a woman decided within five minutes of meeting a man whether or not she will have sex with him. Possibly true, but there is one catch. Most women I know, myself included, may initially decide we'll have sex with a guy, but when we find out he's a bad or a mediocre kisser, we change our minds entirely. We decide we will never have sex with this guy. He won't even get asked for a nightcap, much less for breakfast the next morning. As our lips part while we stand on the doorstep, we will announce that we have an early-morning meeting or (if yo

Its Me
i am a married women with 2 wonderful girls and a sweet neice that lives with me .my husband works his ass off as an instalator for us ,he is awsome. we love to play poker babysitter permitted lol on sat. nights. other than that i am just a working mother and wife. that is just me!

Bonnie
Find out Why - Join the Cause I'M 40 YRS OLD. I HAVE 2 KIDS. GIRL 16. BOY 3. I HAVE 2 STEP KIDS. AND A BOYFRIEND IF YOU CALL IT THAT ANY MORE. WAY HE BEEN ACTING TOWARDS ME HERE LATELY. LOL. I'M A STAY HOME MOM. WITH THE KIDS. I'M BORN DISABLED. WEAK LEG MUSCLES. WEAR LEG BRACES. AND ROD IN MY SPIN.FOR THE CURVED SPIN.. WALK WITH ONE CRUTCH.. BEEN THIS WAY FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER. BEEN THREW 5 DIFF. FOSTER HOMES SENCE I WAS 6 1/2. MOM GOT ME BACK AT 16 1/2. WHY I NEVER KNEW REALLY. WHEN GOT HOME COULDN'T DATE COULDN'T GO NO WHERE.. NOT EVEN WITH MY OWN BROTHERS. SAD I KNOW.. I'VE HAD A ROUGH LIFE.. YOU'LL NEVER BEGIN TO UNDER STAND IT REALLY. I CAN'T REALLY.. AND I LIVED THE DAMN THING. AND STILL AM.. WELL, OUT OF MY LIFE WORTH LIVEING 4.. IS MY 2 SWEET KIDS... YA THERE A HAND FULL BUT. I'LL BE DAMN IF I'LL LEAVE THEM BEHIND FOR NO ONE OR ANYTHING. YOU WANT ME.. YOU BETTER WANT MY KIDS TOO.. THERE MY LIFE, SOUL, MY EVERYTHING... WELL ENOUGH ABOUT ME. HOPE I CAN

Heroes, Lost, Prison Break
DAMMIT....HEROES, PRISON BREAK, AND LOST ALL DECIDE TO TAKE A FUCKING BREAK. GOOD THING IS THAT WHEN THEY ALL DO COME BACK....24 STARTS...FUCK I'M GOING TO BE A COUCH POTATO ON MONDAY NIGHTS. DOES ANYONE KNOW ANY GOOD SHOWS ON RIGHT NOW?

Angel?
So I sit here looking at the events in my life Did she mean it when she said she'd be my wife. I think of the promises to those that i have made Did she believe or just think i wanted to get laid. Looking at myself from anothers eyes is the hardest thing to do Did she hear my words when I said to her "I only Love You". Feeling emotions going back and forth through my head Wondering is it destin for me to be alone until I'm dead. Wondering why I feel like this but yet want to survive I wake in the morning breathing no thoughts of suicide. Seeing into the crowd all my friends they shine and smile As I watch there loved one work hard for that extra mile. Knowing it's not them hurting me, it has to be my past Maybe because I don't know how, is why it never last. Always believing theres someone for everyone Just not really knowing how do I get to be that one. I can see her desire to hold me in her arms But it's not for keeps its to fear off the harms. S

Qualities To Look For In A Boyfriend Or Girlfriend
What qualities should you be looking for in a boyfriend or girlfriend? Unfortunately I can't answer this question for you. Every person is unique and should be looking for different things. But I can help you answer this question for yourself. You want to look for people who are compatible in the all of the categories listed below. Don't waste your time on dead end relationships, if a person is not compatible with most of these things... well... It's very important to know what you want before you start looking. Most people start seeing someone and just wait for thing to come up that are bothersome, then start questioning if these are things they can live with. It makes more sense to know what these things are, and look out for them early on in the relationship. Remember you are not looking for a soul mate, they don't exist. You are looking for a loving relationship that can last. The Simple things: These are the things you already know you want in a boyfriend or girlfriend: So

To My Girl
I am so sorry, why cant you see , what your doing to me . You keep on saying that all we are is Friends and nothing more. but all i see is your beaty, i see your smile i feel your pain . I am your frined yes but i also love you ,,please girl When I'm laying here at night all by myself. When my husband is at work , I start to drift off < amd start to think about the first time we made out. How we both were so nervous . I look at you cinny and said dont be lets just have some wild kinky kind of fun, we have 4 hours till our habibis get home. SO as i leave myself just woundering if we will do this again ill just dream........

Test Yourself..hehehe
The anger personality quiz I took this quiz- The anger personality quizMy Result Was: You are more likely to have angry tiffs. You do not try much to suppress your anger. Try to control your temper. Take this quiz- The anger personality quiz

After 3 Weeks Of Being Here...
I've been away and just got back in time today but not soon enough to send a personal message to eacgh and every one of you. Wonderfully blogs enable us to leave messages for everyone to see so To ALL of my Cherry Friends, Family, Fans Each one of you is special to me and I Hope YOU Had a GREAT day of JOY!!! Love to ALL of YOU and may your every desire come to fruition!! Always, Your Savage Frankie

Bored And Lonely
Well the "happiest holiday of the year" is fast approaching and it is really depressing. I have much to be thankful for though a beautiful baby boy who is healthy and always smiling well almost always lol, a roof over my head and a regular job but there is just so much going on right now and I feel so overwhelmed and I have no one to turn to other than my great friends (but sometimes that just isn’t enough) I hate to sound whiny and I feel just so tired of seeming like I complain to much but meh I guess you are never truly given anymore than you can handle. I hope everyone has a happy holiday and to all those that have someone important in their live do me this favor show them how much they mean to you!!! well lets see today was cool i guess the majority of the day i felt like shit. I have come down with some type of flu i am guessing but yeah then a close friend of mine came and decided to spend some time with me and take care of me for a bit and i am really greatful to her for that

Just My Shitty Ass Luck
Im so sick of guys that lie and cant keep their words. im sick of them tellin u they will change and how much they love and miss u, but yet once u give into their BULLSHIT they disappoint u ONCE again..... im fuckin sick of it

Decay
I grew up with certain beliefs. I wasn't a strong Christian. After my father passed away, I pretty much said to hell with the church. I blamed God to the point that I stopped believing. I turned to other resources for spiritual help. Some were good, and actually taught me something, or gave me some sort of moral...whatever you want to call it. Others where just not what I was looking for. I started realizing that I put together my own belief system, even if I did believe in Christ. One of the best ways to explain this is with a line from a movie I like. "Your vision of Christ is mines worst enemy." But on top of all that I started to form my beliefs on other things to like, family, friends, all sorts of stuff. I mean, its the same thing that everyone does. But where this starts to get me is when I begin to find out that the beliefs I had when I was a teen, slowly decay as I bet a little older and things happen to me. As the waves of life sweep in they slowly chip

Cam Sites
it is a cool one check it out and be on my friends list here is the link u all http://www.imvu.com/catalog/web_registration.php?userId=7002749&token=0463CT8LPZJDPY6LQ3T9ON who knows of any good cam sites that are free

Cancun Now!
Who's goin'! This plane leaves from DFW (Dallas Ft.Worth Airport) and let's make memories...honest/travel buddie wanted ! 50/50 all the way! ~Doc Who's on board the Coon plane...leave private message...i'll return it back asap...doc Looking for a second for sharing a Cancun trip~ message if interested

The Love Of An Angel...
The love of an angel keeps us from any harm; he lets us all know that there's no need for alarm... The love of an angel he lets us know he cares; and he protects us all from all the devil's snares... The love of an angel is gentle as a touch; he lets us all know that he loves us very much... The love of an angel is as warm as the sun; he promises to stay 'til our lives here are done! -Robert Bosworth

Poems.....
I have been kind of inspired to write my thoughts here in a poem which is proper, I think, for the season... Now is the time... It's a great time of the season. It is the time For when we should start believing. It is this time That miracles and great things happen. Why, it's Christmas! Time for helping and for giving. A time for joy, Faith, hope, love and eternal peace. It's a time for Love and unity to increase. But just one thing... We must all keep one thing in mind... Not just this time, But for always should we be kind. This holiday Is there to remind all of us... Of how people Were like in that true first Christmas. A time for joy And never a time for grieving. Just please have faith And ALWAYS keep on believing!!! There is nothing So bad for us we can't handle. It is the faith Which makes everything possible. (own poem) One more poem to share on dreams and believing... It is a fact... That dreams are an important part

You Walked In But Now It Seems You Wanna Walk Out
i came here hoping to meet new people. i finally meet you. hoping you were the one for me but i just seems to good to be true. and i want you to know i love you but do you love me to?

Red Bull Xmas Cake
Vodka & Red Bull Christmas Cake Ingredients: 1 cup water 1 cup of brown sugar 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt Lemon Juice 4 large eggs Nuts 1 bottle of Vodka 1 can of Red Bull 2 cups dried fruit Method: 1. Sample the vodka to check the quality. 2. Take a large bowl, check the vodka again. 3. To be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and mix with a little red bull and drink. 4. Repeat. 5. Turn on the electric mixer, beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. 6. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. 7. At this point its is best to make sure the vodka is still ok. 8. Flavour with red bull to taste. 9. Try another cup - just in case turn off the mixerer. 10. Break two leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. 11. Pick fruit off floor 12. Mix on the turner. 13. If the dried fruit gets stuck in the beaterers, pry it loose with a drewscriver. 14. Shample the vodka to check fo

Micah
I am sorry i havent updated much, micah died on November 15 ,2008 .Our hearts are still grieving Got good news tonight Micah's blood work came back all his levels are up, I am so happy but another round of Chemo is Friday so it starts all over again i got word tonight Micah made it home and is at home til next round of Chemo on the seventh. I know i shpuld keep my spirits up but i see this happening more than once as i told my son this is so familer.

Welcome To My World!
Something I read recently that really struck a chord with me.....The Bathtub principle. A very basic principle which translates into 'let go' to gain inspiration. . . . sound familiar? Anyways, according to the article creative revelations come to most people when thier minds are involved in an unrelated activity. Mental fermenation, as they like to call it, or incubation. Although you aren't physically envolved in the problem, your brain is still working towards a solution. "They surmise that associative conections between ideas and imagination that already exist in the mind become weaker and are transformed by new information". . . . and so we experience sudden intuitive enlightenment. Almost forgot, to mention how the Bathtub principle came about. Legend has it that Greek mathematician, Archimedes, was stepping into his bathtub when the principle of fluid displacement came to him. Anyways, that was a little something I found interesting enough. xoxo Just watched

Love Is......
I thought of all the people not going to be with their love ones on the THIS holiday... and these are cute.. I really love the love is.. drawing and say'ns ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Merry Christmas and a Happy Holiday day to all.. in this Season... HUGS SHY

You Have A Sexual Iq Of 157
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Open Your Mind
I am exploring the concept of polyamorous relationships. Why, you might ask! Long story, not sure I want to share it at this point in time, lol. Let's just say I've discovered my personality makes me better suited for that type of relationship, as opposed to the standard! I would like the opinions/ideas of my friends and family members regarding polyamory and the viability of such a relationship. Those comfortable with this topic can either post their opinion here or PM/cmail me! Thanks, everyone! Yeah, I think about the most interesting things, don't I, lol!! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings! You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Whips75%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blood67%Bondage58%Blind Folds42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm. I took this write up on the Venus Retrog

From An Unstable Mind
So, I went to the store the other day and I was wearing a low cut shirt. I went up to the front counter to ask the worker if they had any CD's to burn music onto for my little sister, the guy would not stop looking at my tits! He'd look me in the eye for a brief second while he was talking, but his eyes always managed to wander to the chest area. I guess I'm a bitch because I quickly put my hand over my chest and brought my other hand up near my face and started waving it. I said, "Excuse me, can you please tell me where the CD's are and stop lookin' at my tits." Haha. He was all like,"What? Whoa, I wasn't...I'm so sorry. They're uhm...right over here.." His face was red as hell. Kind of funny. So yeah, he showed me where the CD's were and walked back to the front. I browsed the selection of burning CD's they had and started to feel bad about blowing up his spot like that. I was thinking about apologizing to him...then I saw the cameras! Hahaha. I couldn't help myself. I

Jus Fuckin Wonderful
OK Guess what the one and only DJ Irish Eyes is up for auction . come show her how much you want her by bidding on her . dont let the red hair fool ya she is a sweetheart and she is def worth anything you bid on her . just click on the pic and start ur biddin . Bipolar disorder, also known as manic-depressive illness, is a brain disorder that causes unusual shifts in a person’s mood, energy, and ability to function. Different from the normal ups and downs that everyone goes through, the symptoms of bipolar disorder are severe. They can result in damaged relationships, poor job or school performance, and even suicide. But there is good news: bipolar disorder can be treated, and people with this illness can lead full and productive lives. About 5.7 million American adults or about 2.6 percent of the population age 18 and older in any given year,1 have bipolar disorder. Bipolar disorder typically develops in late adolescence or early adulthood. However, some people have t

Live For Today..
. We live in a world that is so messed up these days.. It kind of seems to me like the end of the world. With all the devastation there is today, I'm surely not ready for it, If it was the end. With all the bad things our lives have been through, In this day and time, I really hate to think like that.. But how can you help it with all the evil in this world? So let's just live for today, Because tomorrow may not get here, And if tomorrow never comes Then we can at least say "Hey, I lived for today" Because you never know when it's going to be Your last day here. So live for today, And try to make the best of it, Because tomorrow may never become. SHARI PETERSON

Halfbacked
97 so called friends are gone, im taking a break and wil work on my so called FANS since they aren't doing anything either!!!!! Another looooooooser deleted TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY, IT WAS NICE TO KNOW SOME OF YOU DON'T CARE

Today And Tomorrow
u probably won't see much of me for the day or tommorrow... should be back tomorrow night... my misfit is headed in for a overnighter... which means today I clean... tonight I spend with him... and tomorrow I run errands... i might pop in as i can but probably won't see me very much on yahoo msn or here... but I will be back as soon as possible... my misfit comes first lol enjoy your day and night... Cherry love and Hugs...

My Body Is The Instrument You Play So Well
In the middle of a tease, his only slightly rough hands find her body. He traces his fingers up and down her curved sides as she lightly moans a response. She rests her hands around his neck, as he lovers her and himself down on the bed behind them. The picture of her boyfriend falls to the floor with a small shattering noise. He pulled away from her and backed off slightly, staring intently at the ground. She reached for him, taking him by the collar of his Bleeding Through t-shirt and pulled him back to her. The acceptance of what they had started clearly stated. He adjusts himself, placing his hips between her thighs. She could feel him becoming more erect. She blushed, knowing she's the reason. She kissed him, soft and sweet. A light tension flares between them again. As she moves, only slightly, to further comfort herself - her already swollen, moist outer lips created friction against her jeans which in turn rubbed against his erect member. They both moaned in ecstasy, as h

Irishbabe
Hey i just wanna let everyone know that i'm new to this cherrytap thing and really don't come on here much and i also wanna say that i moved from Philadelphia Pennsylvania to Fort Hood Texas and i have been there for 2 months now the weather is really a lot warmer than where i came from

20 Second Tom
had 2 guys over for some fun, first guy I unzipped his pants got his cock hard lubed up my tits and slid his dick between them, he came instantally from un zip to blast off a whopping 20 seconds, he was devistated all we could do was lol I felt bad but omg. the next guy lasted a bit more at a whoping minute and a half. they never made it to my pussy so what I want to know is how long can you last?

What A Strange Story
FUNNY STORY I ENCOUNTERED ON SOME FORUM! I went to visit my parents this year for Thanksgiving, pretty typical American style holiday excursion. I packed up my wife and the twins and headed out Wednesday night on a five hour trip back to the place where I grew up. Needless to say, by the time we got to my parents' house, we were all pretty exhausted. My wife and I unpacked the car, and as she put the kids to bed, my dad came up to me. "Son, we need to talk. Tomorrow for dinner we're going to be having someone else over." Well, yeah, duh, my sister and her fiance, right? Well, yeah, them plus someone else. My father sat me down and went on to explain to me that my sister, my other sister, was coming to visit. But wait, I didn't have another sister? Wrong. Turns out my father had an affair when I was really young and I have a half sister I never knew about. OK, I was pissed, sure, but this needed time to process plus I was exhausted from working all day and then

New To This
I am new to this so you will have to give me time to figure out this site. I am 37 and in a relationship . I am always on the net so i can find someone to talk to. i get tired of talking to my two dogs. i need a human to talk to.

Been Busy
hey everyone! I know I haven't been on here lately but it's because I've been busy with a lot of shit. school and work mostly. and then there's been a lot of shit that's been goin on between me and my parents and I've been lookin for another part-time job. I've got one lined up but the GM never seems to call so that we can set up an interview date. well just wanted to let ya'll know what was up. ttyl!

Busy Busy Busy
hey everyone, i hope this finds you all well. as for me i am so very busy. for those of you who dont know i run a small business..and tis the season. i havent had time to be here as i usually am. i miss ya all...and after xmas i will return full force showing tons of cherry love!!!!! have a wonderful holiday hugs and kisses kels

Chicago
Seasonal Differences in the regions of the USA: 60 degrees - Floridians wear coats, gloves, and woolly hats. Chicago people sunbathe. 50 degrees - New Yorkers try to turn on the heat. Chicago people plant gardens. 40 degrees - Italian cars won't start. Chicago people drive with the windows down. 32 degrees - CHICAGO--NO PLACE LIKE IT! Distilled water freezes. Lake Michigan's water gets thicker. 20 degrees - Californians shiver uncontrollably. Chicago people have the last cookout before it gets cold. 15 degrees - New York landlords finally turn up the heat. Chicago people throw on a sweatshirt. 0 degrees - Californians fly away to Mexico. Chicago people lick the flagpole and throw on a light jacket over the sweatshirt. 20 below - People in Miami cease to exist. Chicago people get out their winter coats. 40 below - Hollywood disintegrates. Chicago's Girl Scouts begin selling cookies door to door. 50 below - Santa Claus abandons the North Pole. Chicago peopl

Thoughts.
Not downing anyone in this matter.. However, I see a bunch of online drama. Most is very laughable. I admit I get to the point where I'm really like into it but veiwing other people and seein' how they act to certain things are really funny. Relationships online are cool. I haven't a thing against it. But when he/she is talking to someone or showing them something before that other person get's to see it-- it starts a whole new thing. Trouble. I find it really strange why someone would get upset over such things. I mean you get to see it or he/she tell's you whatever. Don't be a baby over it. Don't run away leavin' online or a place you ENJOY being. Now, I'm here for my friends. Helpin' tryin' to give advice. Most of the time it helps most of the time it doesn't. Even with my "flirting" and 'joking" about I see them as a friend and would like to do whatever to help them out.. Was gonna write more, but meh. Peace.

I Don't Know What To Do
I don't know what to do Current mood: worried I don't know where to begin with this whole situation. I'm going to try my best to explain as much as possible, but I honestly don't know where to begin. Ryan and I have been dating for about 5 ½ months now. When we first started dating things were great. Over the summer the two of us fell in love. I had never been happier and you couldn't get me to wipe the smile off my face even for a moment. Nothing could have penetrated this protective bubble we created. The summer was great and we hardly fought at all, except for the occasionally bickering session. But then as fall approached, Ryan found himself falling into debt with his bank. This threw him into a state of depression. Things continued to worsen and are still getting worse, even now. His car broke down and he has no money to repair it. His license was revoked because he couldn't pay one of his tickets. He continued to get more and more depressed

Poems I Found Touched My Heart
I love you in the morning Ilove you all through the night But should you be feeling down Come to me ,and I'll try and make it right I love you in the morning Under dark skies or those so blue But I love you most of all For the fact ,you're always you I love you in the morning With your smile oh so wide It fits you so perfectly Much like the ocean does the tide I love you in the morning As you shine with that angel glow These may be only miner reasons But I thought that you should know I love you in the morning And pray that we never part For you my dear friend Will always be in my heart by norman i love you so much

Friendship
The Yule Faeries Body: The Yule Faeries by D. J. Conway Pagan children have few stories for this time of year to counteract the flood of Christian material aired on television, radio, and in movies. This is a Pagan tale for children to help them enjoy the Winter Solstice and its beauty. A group of little faeries huddled in their home deep under the roots of a giant oak tree. They were safe and snug in their tiny underground cave lined with dandelion fluff, bird feathers, and dried moss. Outside, the wind blew cold and the snow fell softly down to cover the ground. "I saw the Sun King today," the faerie named Rose said as she pulled her mossy cloak tighter about her. "He looked so old and tired as he walked off through the forest. What is wrong with him?" "The great oak said he's dying," answered Daffodil. "Dying? Oh, what will we do now?" Little Meadow-Grass started to cry. "If the Sun King dies, our little plant-friends will not grow. The birds will not come and sing

Queen Of Darkness Poems
I Decide I decide when and where. You decide how. I decide hard and deep. You decide how fast or slow. I decide with each beat of my heart to deny what I feel for you. You decide to lie. You decide to make see what must be for us. You decide to love me. I decide to wander about life. You decide to follow within my shadow. I decide to cry all the pain and sorrow I see, feel and come to know into words upon paper. You decide to be the shoulder I cry upon. I decide to hate you forever. You decide to love even more. I decide to finally see. I decide there is no one else for me other than you, now I can say, I love you too. ©2007 Firestar Once Upon A time……. I had a tear bear to hold at nights within my arms. I had a dream world where everything was perfect. I had clothing and make up to dress up like a grown up. I had never dream of there being you and I. You are holding me close to your body. I thought you loved me. Tears

A Fascist Bitch???? Wtf Baby J Even You Can't Be So Stupid!!!
subject: ignorance post date: 2006-12-23 20:25:12 views: 13 comments: 3 ratings: 0 k here it is. I have tried to be nice here but there is a time to speak your mind and I am taking mine now. If anyone wants to remove me from their friends list please just do it. First of all I have enjoyed meeting all the wonderful people I have met here but unfortunately a few who have serious issues in life have to ruin it for everyone else. It is a proven fact you know that those who want to make everyone elses lives miserable have personal issues of their own and of course misery loves company. Last month it started with a few people with some serious control issues who felt it was necessary to try to create a group of gullible followers to support their falsehoods. I can deal with that if people want to follow people blindly then ok even though I personally seriously look into any and all accusations before making decisions. So what happens people who claim to be friends

Application For A Shower Buddy
Name Age Location What time of day do you shower? Will you wash my hair? will you let me wash yours? Will you wash my back? Hot water or warm? will we shower and get out or play? What type of soap do you use ( scented or non) What will you use to wash me ( wash cloth, bare hands or scrunchy) How will you dry me off? what will we do afterwords? Reply in private and repost. see who wants to be your shower buddy. you might be surprised! Message : PHONE NUMBERS! copy and paste this to see how many numbers you get in your mailbox after 24 hours. name: number: age: dont be scared just post this and see how many you get and send it to me! IF WE HAD SEX-ANSWER IF YOU'RE NOT SCARED! If We Had Sex.... GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE SCARED. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS TO DO YOU ! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you grab my head? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Woul

Have A Laugh :))
How To Shower Like a Woman Take off clothes and place them sectioned in laundry basket according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups / leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tile cleaner. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a

Hiya, Everyone!!
I need to ride the wave, feel the highs and the lows Repressed emotions hurt, I have to expose The only way I can, is to write what I feel That way I can release, and begin to heal Shout it from the rooftops, nobody hears Makes no difference, no answer appears Just an echo that rebounds, knocks me off my feet So I throw in the towel, I admit defeat I dont need to be heard, I am alright on my own Come this far myself, can do the rest alone I let myself weaken, put my faith into you I knew at the time it was dangerous to do I'm taking back a part of me, just for a while Until I can get settled, I'm not that verstaile I need to lick my wounds, put my heart on hold Until I feel more secure, my feelings are controlled. 11/27/06 Happy Wednesday, everyone!!..Heard alot about this site so i thought i would check it out..A couple of good friends are on here; and i cant wait to get to know a few more of ya!! Take it easy and have a great day!!..huggs, Tami A woman in her

Who Would Have Thought?
Who would have thought one lonely star Could shed a light so bright, And lead the shepherds on their way To see an awesome sight. Who would have thought one unwed girl Could be the chosen one... To bear the joys of giving birth To Father's only Son. Who would have thought that one small child Could alter history, By being born in mortal form... And dying on a tree. Who would have thought that on the hay, Asleep as angels sing, Would be the one to ransom all, The baby....King of Kings! ~~ Jesus in not only the reason for the season, He IS the season! Merry Christmas.

Dedications And Shoutouts To My Favorite People
maybe it was best the way it went down back then...i just dont know what to say except the lyrics to this song.........we both moved on and left it alone.... JUST THINKING ABOUT ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS TODAY AND THIS SONG REALLY DESCRIBES WHAT THERE GOING THROUGH SO READ THE WORDS AND THINK ABOUT THEM...... Solitude Tim he was a good friend · Yea was a brother of mine · We were imaginary comic book superheroes · Kids wasting time · We were prisoners of our youth · We were growing up strong ·'Til the day he was taken away · For something he did wrong · Tim came 'round just the other day · And boy he had some stories to tell · His mama kept him locked up in a rehab · Although the doctors said he was well · He said yeah I been through the anger · And the hatred towards my mom · And I put all that behind me · Just tell me what was it like to go to your prom · : He said thank you mom for fixing · My clouded broken mind · But excuse me if I seem a little rude ·

Movie Reviews - Whats On Dvd
DVD Movie Review: The Dukes of Hazard Watched this movie on Sunday. I have had this one since it has been out but was kind of leery on watching this movie because of many people telling me how bad this movie sucked. I guess I must be a real simpleton as I actually enjoyed this movie. The real downers about the movie were Jessica Simpson. If they could have just filmed her from the neck down and kept her from talking it would have been even better. The other downer was all the cussing. Yes I cuss but in the sense of this movie it was uncalled for. Like many others I grew up watching this show. The cussing in the movie was a bad portrayal of what life was in the days of The Dukes of Hazard. Burt Reynolds did a fair job of playing Boss Hogg. As soon as I realized Johnny Knoxville was in this flick I knew that he would be getting roughed up and my expectations were right on the money as he took many a bang through this movie. Willie Nelson playing Uncle Jessie was great! He

Contest
I am in my first contest, please show me lots of love and vote for me in the Sexiest Older Man contest. Please click to vote for me and leave comments http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=1174833143 I am in my first contest, please show me lots of love and vote for me in the Sexiest Older Man contest. Please click to vote for me and leave comments!!! Contest ends 10pm EST Monday!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=1174833143 Hello All, I am in my first contest, please show me lots of love and vote for me in the Sexiest Older Man contest. Please click or copy and past this URL to vote for me and leave comments http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=1174833143

Chassidy Howard
Chassidy passed away on Friday Dec. 01, 2006. She was a beuatiful, sweet and full of life. When she left this world she was just 28 years old. Chassidy had a long and hard fight with leukemia. She had been placed in the hospital on Nov. 24th due to blood clots. To know Chassidy was only to love her. She touched the lives of all of those that she had ever meet. Even during her sickness she always tried to smile and keep everyone happy. She thought of others before herself. We had laughed together and cried together. She was there to always pick me up. I know she is in a better place now. That she will never hurt again but still its hard to accept that she is gone. I am dedicating this blog to her and to all of those that have leukemia. Light a Candle Light a candle for those we mourn. Into a new life they will be born. Do not look for them at the gravesite. They are somewhere else radiating their beautiful light. They have gone to a new world where there is no dark

Az Look Outs
hey whats up / new on here any az people on here. shout at me i dont know2 how to start , or i may never end ? my world revavels around my daughter . she allmost one years old and ive cared about her for allmost 2 years , she stayed in the the bellY fOr 10 months , ive woken up in the morning with her all most all that time give or take 10 days , im a good man and ive allways wanted kids , shit im still one sometimes , but i thought for the longest time i couldnlt but know i can , see i take car of my daughtER but me and her mother just split up for good and she tryig to hurt me in every whitch way she can , see just want suffer, & beleive she still in love with her ex & hes out of jail now. ive had him over to my house to see his son THAT IVE RAISED FOR 2 YEARS NOW. because he just got out of prison , so now im the asshole & its all about money ,she stole my titel to my trailer & now want money to get it back , & she says shes going to take my daughter to missori to

Odds And Ends
water falls and ice forms layer upon layer stifling, choking keeping me from feeling a frigid survival panic resides coiling amongst my insides a cold existence finding niches within the dark recesses of my being suffocation sets in as the ice builds causing pause icicle restriction stripping me of all resolve denying me peace limbs heavy with pressure breaking me down tears would be wasted at this point frozen upon my cheeks mocking me for the need to release the pressure storming inside always deliberately frozen fairy house nature hewn twigs and rocks natural building blocks pod's and thistles creating columns dragon fly windowpanes iridescent dancing light floating across little sprites forest floor brushed with pine sweeping motion delicate and divine carefully carpeted in soft pink thistle broad leaves for cove

The Phoenix Chronicles
This Friday, Dec. 8th, Rev. Fred Phelps and his merry gang of hateful, maggot-munching, Anti-Gay, Anti-Soldiers will be in Baltimore to protest a speech given by Matthew Shepard's mother. This is a quote from Phelp's page, www.godhatesfags.com: "Baltimore School for the Arts 712 Cathedral St. This is for the Laramie Project, a film made by fags for fags about fags in support of the homosexual agenda. These fags have made Matthew Shepard their poster boy for an alleged hate crime when he was killed by two men that wanted drug money from Matt. He was not the victim of a hate crime but a fool who smoked pot and didn't pay for it. Matt's mother, Judy, has made it her business to promote the fag agenda for the small price of $10,000 per gig, to speak to fags and teenagers about becoming practicing fags. She sent Matt to Hell, and makes money off his death, thus pimping him. See www.signmovies.net videos on "Fag Pimp Judy" and "Matt in Hell." For an update on how many days Matt has

Cold Black Heart
My heart it has stopped beating My soul no longer exists All of this has happened Because of this Harsh words were said Now our love is dead Tho my body many roam this earth The love and emotions die today For all of those who know me It all ends today The pain the suffering All of the shit The old Nova dies Welcome this heartless, Soulless prick. The game is over once it's said and done. I hold the key to my life and only I can say who is number one. Life is over this I see over is the light that was once called Nova and the darkside will emerge something filled with nothingness Well it is over To much has been said an done Stole my heart had some fun A fucking joke Is all I was to you A fucking Joke Ha how funny are you Played my heart Stole my soul Left my life with such a whole I need to fill this void you left Need to mend my broken heart For this I say before I part I loved my than life itself But now I guard my heart again Not letting love gro

Friends
I watched the seconds drag Not soon enough time to go home pack and load the bag Now was time to roam Drive into the night arrive before sunrise First leg over with no light now for a first no lies Second leg now down on to the third travel sore few hours left in the countdown could it be the same as before Arriving in fear It's been way too long how will it feel to be near in my heart is a song A moment of amazement everything is the same Stuck like cement no one holds blame Away time it is so return I must My heart is a fizz this can't just be lust Over the years we form many bonds, friends come and go along the way. Finding true friends is always a game- are they the one who will lay no blame? I searched and I sought until I forgot, then I found the perfect friend. No secrets unshared, no hidden thoughts we talk and we talk and never find fault. Disagreements occur, but never for long, friendship too precious to put on the line. A life save

First: did you know that all the clocks in Pulp Fiction was set at 4:20p.m. Time has no begining,middle,or end.The circle is the bases,and the design of all createtion.When your born,you have to learn to walk to talk,and you wear a dipper.If you live long enough you forget how to walk to talk,and you have to wear a dipper. This is to send lots love to all the mothers for mother's day. The truth is everyday is mother's day because without mothers we wouldn't be here.So mother's of CT much love.

100%
This story is sick!!! And a lotta people got off on this!!! EEWW!!! MY STORY BEGINS when I was 13 years old. I was helping my Mother with some chores around the house; I was in the basement, putting the laundry from the washing machine into the dryer. My Mother was upstairs attending to my screaming newborn brother and my three-year-old sister, so she couldn't hear me shout at my dog Denver whenever he stuck his nose near my crotch. Denver was a persistent crotch sniffer, which is why we kept him in the basement as much as possible. My Mother said it’s a bad habit he’ll grow out of, as he often embarrasses her when he sticks his nose up under her dresses in front of company. I was wearing a tee shirt over my swimsuit, as I have very fair skin and the tee shirt kept me from getting too much sunburn. We had a swimming pool in our backyard, and when I finished my chores, I was going to cool off in it on this hot August afternoon. Denver kept sniffing between my legs every

Early Morning Love
When feelings are strong and magic appears; It isn't so strange that there may be fears, For life is an ebb and love is a flow. The Yin and the Yang - - It comes and it goes. And yet there is an elilxir with the strongest of cures With love on it's label, it always endures. Like the light of the Sun and that of the Moon, Beyond time and space, it heals all wounds.. I feel your body next to mine I see your smiling face looking at me I hear you say, I love you darling You wrap your arms around me Kissing me passionately You are my early morning love Caressing me, holding me Showing me how you feel inside Kissing me every where, yes even there Hands so gentle, exploring my body We make love before the sun even rises You are my early morning love You say to me, I love you more everyday Together we make one I love waking up with you before the sun You say to me, You are my early morning Love. If dreams were given to a lonely woman, and a lonely wom

Where I Live
No one really knows when,why and how South Shields began , but the first 1000 years seemed to have been stormy ones . There is evidence of Stone Age inhabitants having been in the town around 400BC and in 1949 a man digging his garden found a skeleton which was dated at 2,000 BC . The earliest recorded inhabitants were a Celtic race known as the Brigantes , who named the town Caer Urfa ~ thought to have meant "town on the rock" . In AD80 the Roman South Shields was founded by Agricola , who built a Fort on the Lawe Top . It acted as a supply base for Hadrians Wall . The Romans remained until the 5th century and during that time South Shields became a major Military strong point and commercial centre . The 1st record of the Saxons arrival is AD364 and they joined with the Picts and the Celts in harassing the Romans . In 789 the Norsemen arrived and there are records of their ships being wrecked on Herd Sands . In 875 the Norseman leader Halfdene stationed his forces in South Shiel

The Dark Mark
Ya know in my 38 years on this planet I have only seen a white Christmas twice. If I'm going to be stuck at home without my family or friends the least God could do is make it pretty outside; but,oh no, let's make it dank and dreary instead. I get depressed enough around the holidays without having to deal with rain on top of it. This sucks.It's the end of December and it's too warm to snow? What's up with that.A few years ago our country didn't sign a global warming treaty because George W. Bush doesn't believe in Global Warming. FUCK that moron. Sometimes when life gives you lemons you can make lemonade ; but sometimes you don't have any sugar and all you can manage is a sour-ass glass of lemon juice. That has been my life for just under six months now. The lemonade:Katie and Emmy(the greatest gifts ever given to me);A good job that I like(at least for the present);a certain someone(they know who they are); My two best friends, Lance and Scooter (One for being there when I needed

What Does A Man Really Want
what does a man really want in a woman.... let's get some real info here....Big Small tall short smart dumb a total bitch a real sweetie... a little of it all... shy or not..... I know everyone is different but lets see... k hope to see some comments......

Dreams,wishes& Tears
My heart beats for you, my mind dreams of you. The woman in me craves your touch, I was born for you as you were born for me. In the space of a heartbeat, I felt you in the deepest part of me. My heart beats faster,pulses leap with excitement, palms get sweaty,butterflys take flight. Your voice moves me in a way nothing ever has, Your touch is like fire on my skin branding me for all time. When you are near the world is warm and giving, Take me futher and deeper than I have ever been, as only you can. Be strong my heart for I must be able to endure to challenges of life; the good and the trying that come with my love. Be courageous my heart for I must make decisions that effect not only me, but also my love. Be faithful my heart for temptations are a fact of life; the will to withstand such evils only strengthens my love. Be hopeful my heart that each day will bring new discoveries to my life; for these discoveries will allow me to grow with my love. Be hones

Love Angel's Hopes, Dreams, And Sorrows
I don't usually write in these things, but being it's almost Christmas, I decided to start out with my hopes for the ending of this year and next. My hopes are to find a sweet, romantic man who likes to spend time with the one he's with, wants and listens to what she has to say, and the things she wants to do. I hope to keep that man throughout the years and to cherish him daily and him to me. I also hope to have the perfect job and to make the money I need for the things I need and want. I also hope to get remarried to this wonderful man that I find. Anyway, this is my hopes and to all who read this, you can never give up hope just because you haven't had your hopes come true. I want a man who comes home to his family everyday and tells them how much he loves them and wants to be with them. I want a man who will just come up and hug or kiss you for no reason at all. I want a man who when you are walking down a street or in a store will just grab you and kiss you like it was t

A Differnt Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, my daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, so I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, but I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, and I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, a lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty y

Tears
Thank u. All of you. I mean Yeah I know its real hard and its apart of life of course.. Its just really hard cause I lost mY favorite aunt Last demcember and then I lost my mom this June . Like all in a years time. I guess thats Why its so hard to take it all in.. I really wanna thank u though. So0o.. ,My mom passed away this year and I havent gotten over it yet.. The thing is I am trying too. So hard.. I put everything in the bac k of my mind and right when I least expect it.. Something happens.. It reminds me and everything comes flooding back into my head and then I am back to being sad.. They say it is best to talk about it.. Well I tried to talk about it to family members.. friends.. But I cant.. And it seems easier to come up here to a Bunch of strangers and let it out... Maybe I am wrong about this.... on to another day..

Randomness...
and i have to admit, i'm here for the porn... i mean, not really, but i have to admit how fuckin' sick and tired i am of "community" censorship. if you don't want to see some hot ass chick's tits, then don't open the fuckin' picture. enuf said! ~e

My Life Blah Blah Blah...
I wanted to write this before, but I don´t have internet at home... well... right now I work in a sex shop. Maybe next week I´ll take photos of myself inside the shop... I was born in a village from Almeria, at the south east of Spain, and now I´m living in Alicante city.. why?? I needed a new life. I studied English teacher training at the University but all my motivation for studying or for getting a better job has disappeared (by the way, sorry if I have mistakes in English) I don´t have any friend in my village, in the time in which I should have gone out, have parties, etc I was locked in my house on purpose. I went to England for 3 months, when I came back to Spain, I hated everything... I hated my village, I hated studying, and I wanted to live in a city. So, after failing the exams to be an English teacher (as you can read, my English is not perfect), I moved to Almeria city, alone. All my life alone, I never feel that I belong to any group of people. In A

Rockers Ramblings
THIS is not a joke, the LINK IS SAFE* Just need some help here folks! Please help my dragon egglings to grow! Click on each and show some LOVE! You never know, a lost dragon egg might follow you home! To steal your own dragon egg click here! Anyone into Rock, here is a Calendar from the Local Scene in Tidewater Virginia, keep your eyes open, some of these bands will be famous in the next few years, especially the one below, cause My SON is in it, MAD MAx!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Their band in on APRIL! Smiles Well, ...I emailed them why it wasn't acceptable, I ain't giving up folks, I don't want others to have to go through this if the system is broke. so hold on..lets see will CHerry Tap Support come to the rescue?... XOXOX Rocker Mom

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: RoughDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: DependsHow often do you like to have sex?: As often as possibleIs sex a top priority for you?: Not alwaysDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: YupHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: NeverHow do you feel about one night stands?: It happensHow many one night stands have you had?: A coupleWhat's your favorite position?: Girl on topWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: OutdoorsDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: What's the fucking difference?Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: YesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: As long as I wantDo you get off first or do they?: DependsDo you like kissing during sex?: YesDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Yes, depends on whereDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Depends on whereDoes si

30 And Over Milf Contest!!
FIRST OFF, I AM SORRY IF I HAVE NEGLECTED I SHOWING APPRECIATION AND LOVE BACK TO ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO SHOW YOURS. I HAD A DEATH IN THE FAMILY, AND WAS PREOCCUPIED WITH THAT FOR THE LAST SEVERAL DAYS. THIS SITE IS AWESOME, AND I LOVE THAT I HAVE HAD THE PLEASURE OF TALKING TO SO MANY OF YOU SINCE I JOINED! THANKS FOR ALL YOUR KIND WORDS. IF YOU HAVE A CHANCE, PLEASE HELP ME IN THIS CONTEST! IT'S BEEN A LOT OF FUN DOING IT, AND IT'S REMAINED A CLOSE CALL THROUGH THE WHOLE THING. ANY AND ALL VOTES AND RATINGS WOULD BE TOO COOL OF YOU! MUCH LOVE AND THANKS TO YOU ALL!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&albumid=138061&i=281962988 ABOVE IS THE LINK TO MY CONTEST PIC!! PLEASE TAKE JUST A MOMENT OF YOUR TIME TO RATE AND COMMENT MY PIC AT THE LINK BELOW!! HELP TO MAKE ME CHERRYTAP'S SEXIEST MILF OVER 30!! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE TO YOU ALL!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&albumid=138061&i=281962988 Please do me a huge favor an

Not Much To Say!
Say people, I know I don't post to other peoples blogs and I notice them all of the time. Also, I don't say much in general, but that doesn't mean I have nothing to say. To be honest with everyone in site, I hate talking about myself, world events, the weather, and don't ask me to comment about other people. Well, that is all for now, any comments, and I might reply.

Nsfw
All my pictures are fully clothed and not suggestive....but apparently not suitable..!!!!I think maybe there are too many people looking while they are at work and should be looking at other times....whatever...

It Hurts So Bad
It hurts being away from the one I love. Im so affraid that hes going to find another girl. He proposed to me after I left but I cant smile cuz hes not here with me to do it in person. I wanna spend time with my dad especially now that hes back in my life. But I also wanna be with my fiance. If I have him convenced to move to where I am it wont be till June or July that I get see him, because of getting a car, job, and maybe starting college. I love this man alot, and im trying make it without him by my side but tonight i just couldnt hold back the tears. Its almost 7 pm and he still isnt home from work which is weird cuz he normally gets home by 5. So if anyone can give me some advice or just someone to talk to i would appreciate it greatly.

History Of The Middlefinger
When the English, under Henry V invaded and took France, the French were very afraid of the famed English Longbowmen. Today's modern composit bows used for Bear Hunting are about a 90-pound pull --- it takes 90 pounds of pressure to pull the string back. An English longbow had a 150 pound draw. When fired horizontally, an English arrow would easily go through 3-4 of the enemy before lodging in the 4th -5th one. The had incredible range as well. Anyway, before the battle of Agincourt where Henry and his 500 soldiers faced 30,000 French -- Over 1,000 were knights -- the French considered that it would be an easy victory. They issued a warning to the English that any English archers taken captive would have their middle (plucking finger) cut off so that that they could never fire a bow again. The taughted the English before the battle by holding up their middle fingers and shouting "Pluck You" --- in somewhat broken English and with middle century French, it came out a little

My Bitching And Ranting
THEY ARE THE WORST OF PEOPLE.I CAN TOLERATE ALOT OF THINGS IN LIFE.BUT I HATE SOMEONE WHO LIES AND SOME ONE WHO STEALS.THESE TO ME ARE THE WORST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD.IF YOU HAVE TO LIE ABOUT SOMETHING,THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULDNT BE DOIN IT TO BEGIN WITH.AND IF YOU HAVE TO STEAL SOMETHING,YOU SHOULD WORK FOR IT OR EARN IT.MAKES ME SICK TO THINK THAT SOMEONE CAN LOOK SOMEONE ELSE IN THE FACE AND LIE TO THEM.AND ITS EVEN WORSE TO THINK THAT SOMEONE CAN STEAL FROM SOMEONE ELSE.OK IM DONE WITH THIS RANT.HAVE A HAPPY AND SAFE NEW YEARS IM SO SICK OF SEEING NOTHING BUT CONTEST THIS AND CONTEST THAT IN THE BULLETIN BOARDS.HAVE YOU NOTHING BETTTER TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE THAN BEG SOMEONE TO VOTE FOR YOU.IS YOUR LIFE SO DEAD THAT YOU HAVE TO GET POPULARITY BY BEGGING SOMEONE TO BE YOUR FRIEND,THEN KICKIN THEM OUT OF YOUR FRIENDS LIST IF THEY DONT VOTE FOR YOU?AND I AM SICK OF THE HE SAID SHE SAID BULLSHIT IN THE BULLETINS.AND IM SICK OF THE HE IS SHE IS FAKE BULLETINS.THIS IS THE FUCKIN INTERNET PEOPLE

New To Cherry Tap
how do i meet other single lesbians on here? if you single and a lesbian or you have lesbian friend...or even if you're cool people you don't have to only be lesbian lol. although begin lesbian would be a big big plus [smile] just be cool with some positive energy and hit me up.

Missing You
You are the light of my life, Whenever your away my days are dark and grey, My nights are filled with dreams of being held in your arms, Of being awoken with a good morning kiss from your sweet lips. You are the light of my life, Come home to stay and you will see what you mean to me. My love for you is as enduring as time it's self waiting in eternity. I hear your voice in my head speaking so softly of your love for me. You are the light of my life, And you are in my heart right where you will always stay. My love for you is so strong and steady and it never wavers. Keeps us safe and warm,for that love be a burning flame forever. Come to the dark side with me, let your passion and imagination run free. I love for you to touch me that way, you heat up the night in a special way. I want to just let myself go, wild and free,let the pleasure flow. You have a tongue of satin,that melts me, deep within my spirit is set free. You lick me and I lose control,

Liquor!!!
So I'm looking for ppls fave drinks! I only like to drink liquor - no beer or wine. All my alkies - what's ur fave drink??? As long as it has liquor - i'll try it!! Grassy Ass, Fashion Whore!!!!!!!!! Any1 have good eggnog recipe??? i want mine with brandy!!!!

!~christmas Without You~!
!~CHRISTMAS WITHOUT MY LOVED ONES~! This will be a hard Christmas this year. One without Todd and my uncle and many more is such a tragic occurance!! But I guess it was meant to be this way sure doesn't make it any easier to deal with! Todd only 20 years old and had so much to live for so many that loved him so dearly!!! I know ur mamma, Cassie and Katie r going to take this year especially hard!!! Just know every Christmas carol we sing is for you Perkins and Josh!! It is very hard to believe you have been gone almost year now. It feels like just yesterday that I woke up to the tragic news of your passing. I know this year I will be receiving sumthing special from you and that's your love cuz you are just one amazing person no one's better that's for sure. I have learned alot about myself in these past 9 months that you have been gone from us. Some tragedies are extremely unfortunate but happen all the same for good reasons and bad. I know I turned my life around alot since you die

Politics And Our Country
Recently the Bush Administration cut the fiscal 2006 deficit estimate from US$400 billion down to US$296 billion. Between this optimistic deficit projection and other statistics suggesting the high-powered monetary base has leveled out, analysts are sighing in relief. Frankly, the deficit figures are all lies. The long-term future is not favorable, it's a looming disaster. Like an iceberg with only a piece of visible ice protruding above the sea, published deficits are nothing compared to the submerged mountain on which they sit. Assuming you're determined to survive financially, you need to understand how this lie is covered up. The fraud is perpetrated through accounting trickery. In accounting there are two methods to keep books: on the cash basis or accrual basis. You use the cash basis to balance your checkbook. You add up all the deposits to your account and subtract all the written checks. Deposit US$50,000 in your account in one year and write US$49,000 worth of check

Drug Testing
Okay. I got a DUI last April. Big deal, but yet not. I had to do the D.I.P. (Driver Intervention Program) and spend 3 days in an ex-juvenile detention center home thingy. Upon entering, you must take a drug test. I failed for weed. The last time I smoked weed before that day was March 10th---I went to D.I.P. on the weekend of July 4th. I was baffled--needless to say irrate, because I was referred on for an "in depth assessment" at the local counseling agency. (By the way, that last time I smoked weed before that was the summer of '05) I just finished my second and last appointment for this "in depth assessment" shit, and had to take another drug test. I nearly failed. The result was "faint" for passing. They said that means that I am "on the cusp for quitting smoking weed." What the hell does that mean, and since I haven't touched a bowl or joint or anything since March 2006, how the HELL did I nearly fail the 2nd and actually fail the first?!! They said nothing but T

I Believe...
I believe that - Sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I believe that - Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I believe that - We don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe that - No matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe that - True friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe that - You can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe that - It's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe that - You should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe that - you can keep going long after you think you

Random Thoughts
1. I really want to lose my virginity 2. I'm f^cking bored as hell 3. I haven't given a BJ in like...9 months 4. I DO NOT LIKE SUPER OLD GUYS! Sorry! I'm fuckin 17 yrs old and I would prefer NOT to get hit on by a fuckin 50yr old guy.....thanks.... 5. I feel like dancing in my underwear....

Everything Else
Ok, ok... I added a pic of me. Look in my pics...thats the only one I could find..sorry its not that great. So I recently became a 9. Please help me in my quest to be a 10. That is my ultimate goal, I prolly wont ask for help after that point. Thank to all of you who helped me out. I really appreciate it!!!

Shadowlands
*laughs until she hurts* OKAY. My friend, who is slightly of kilter much like me, just asked me a very interesting question. Please, if you have an answer, leave it in a comment. If a pair of Siamese twins is making out, is it incest or self-gratification? I stare at nothing Barely blinking Waiting For the waves Of Pain and Self-hatred Loneliness and Desperation To pass away Or me from it I pray To anything listening Just take me Just let this end Just close this Open ended Never-ending Ache just had to throw this up to see. new and im thrilled with the results. let me know what you think.

My Opinion
Love is an illusion that helps us with our pathetic little lives. Dreams only come true for those who will never be totally satisfied. all these obstacles in life we have to jump over to feel the love you talk about just to sit alone in the end to suffer the hurt of loneliness once more. love no one like you love yourself family and friends they will always be there for you in the end. passion is a flavor in life that you can find in any one if you try to . Theres some one for everyone I mean come on all the over populated areas lol What’s up to all. What the hell is up with all the bull shit about politics and religion. My thoughts on it are why are we in everyone else’s business. If you want to believe in god that’s your choice if you don’t that is also your choice. For all you holy rollers out there I do believe in god. But where your messing up with today’s younger generation your forcing your beliefs on every one. That tends to push us away. For all you non believer

Machine Parts
Another sad song at end times cabaret, Listen in, the singer is all blue words, the band down beat but not a missed note my friends, not a one. The bartender is all cheap drinks, for your sad words, and last call is hours away. Have a seat, it is all on me, light a smoke in the dim atmosphere, it's not sorrow, it just seems like that in here, listen to the song. Sure things don't add up, sure things go away, they hurt - they heal, grab some of the air, let it go, we are all wounded but not for long, patrons come and go, much like you. The owners stay and stay. Still living. Take any specific time. Categorize it. Wow that was something huh? That big snowfall, that chipped tooth. You get where I am coming from, I know you do. Yes, this is historic in that a black dude is controlling America, ok. Enough with the goddamn tears. Save it for the female inuit president. Let's just reducto all absurdio out of the ass of this. The presumed

Friends
If any one reads this blog please add me as a friend im new in cherry tap and im in dessperate need of friends and im not sure how this all works. So who ever is reading this please add me and explain to how this all works.

Truly!
Is there a place where one can go, where there wont be hurt n pain. A place to go where trust and truth live freely. Where kindness is a norm and not an exception? Where people care and want to help and not harm, hurt or maim. There are times when you feel pain so intense that you cannot breathe, when it seems blinding, endless and useless. Tears fall freely and they are of joy and not of hurt and pain. Love is a norm and given and taken freely and warmly. To find arms that will hold you in sharing happiness and not abuse and violence. Finding that place where life means something of value and not to be discarded as thrown trash. Respect is a given and not an exception, gradification is for all and not a select few who deem themselves more worthy. Such a place might never exisist, but one day find a small piece of it to call their own. Can anyone explain the 5 steps? Tom had been in the liquor business for 25 years. Finally, sick of the Stress, he quit his job and bought 50 acres of

The Fast Draw
Fast draw champ Blinn goes out with a bang By Sarah Junkin The Eagle Though she captured her sport’s top two titles this year, fast draw fans won’t get to see Bearspaw’s Alanna Blinn compete again for at least a couple of years. Blinn, 20, who won the Canadian World Championships in Cochrane Sept. 3-5, and the National World Fast Draw Championships in Cripple Creek, Colorado Oct. 1-2, said she’s decided to take a break to concentrate on her studies. “I’m taking two years off because I’m in the cinema, stage, radio and television program at SAIT (Southern Alberta Institute of Technology),” she said. “We’ll see where life heads, but I couldn’t be focussed enough if I was trying to do it all.” Blinn beat out 90 top shooters at the National Worlds to win the title she’s held at least three other times before. “I’ve won it before but it’s really hard to keep it because it’s the main one that everyone wants so there’s a lot trying to take it away f

My Life...such As It Is...welcome To It
Well...im still kinda new to this but im learning. I have blogs and such on myspace and yahoo 360, so i should be used to this by now. not much going on in my life...well sorta. work is a bitch...but that's to be expected. if it was easy, it wouldn't be called work. my love life is looking up...finally. i have met a wonderful guy. the only problem is he lives 2 1/2 hours away from me so i dont get to see him as often as i would like, but we do talk on the phone every night. gotta love free nights and weekends on the cell plan...hehe. i was in columbus to visit him last weekend and im going down there again the weekend of new years. we are supposed to go out but i dont know what's going on quite yet. thats about it...nothing special. just my boring existence...oh well. can't all be hearts and flowers all the time. more later when i think of something to write about Things haven't been going so well lately. Work still sucks, but that's to be expected. I have so much on

Sex Iq
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Thank You!!!!!!
I'd like to say thinks to everyone that accepted me as a friend and for all the luv and comments/messages i been recieving. I'd like to thank each one of you individualy but due to the lack of time, i have to say it this way. I will no doubt get to you in due time. Thats my word. I hope you all understand. Much luv and happiness from WIZDOM DA FANTOM!!!!!!!!!!

1st. Blog
i have akc. boxers pups for sale. a person contacted me through an att opperator. he is interested in a brindle male. he has been e-mailing me since the phone contact and is sending money order for payment via ups. i am to take out my money and wire the remaining to a company that will pick-up the pup and deliver itto him. does anyone out there have any idea how i can verify the money oder is real? i don't want to be a victom of fraud. good night and happy sleeping to all. THERE ARE ONLY 2 DAYS LEFT AND I'LL STOP PESTERING EVERYONE. COME ONE COME ALL, RATE AND COMMENT BOMB ME. PERDY-PLEASE WITH WHIPCREAM AND CHERRIES ON TOP? HERE IS MY PHOTO LINK: HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYONE AND LOTTSA HUGS, SANDRA

The Cold Winter Night
Version 1 The Cold Winter Night As I stood starring out the cabin’s large, delicate picture window, the snow began to fall. It looked like the angels had torn open pillows and began lightly sprinkling the pure, white down filler across the landscape. I stood watching the delicate ballet while sipping on a warm, delicious cup of coffee. I continued to watch the soft, white, tiny flakes dance across the green valley floor. As each minute passes, the frequency of the tiny, white dancers begins to increase. Each blade of grass slowly becomes covered by a delicate, white blanket. I cannot seem to take my eyes away from the delightful event happening right outside my window. I watch as the valley floor is slowly engulfed by a beautiful invader. I pause only for a moment to refill my cup. I return to see even more of the pure, white, cotton-like blanket covering the ground. While gazing upon the spectatical, I also keep a watchful eye upon my watch. The t

I Thought I Had Friends On Here
Redneck Logic Two rednecks decided that they weren't going anywhere in life and thought they should go to college to get ahead. The first went in to see the counselor, who told him to take math, history, and logic. "What's logic?" the first redneck asked. The professor answered, "Let me give you an example. Do you own a weed eater?" "I sure do." "Then I can assume, using logic, that you have a yard," replied the professor. "That's real good!" said the redneck. The professor continued, "Logic will also tell me that since you have a yard, you also own a house." Impressed, the redneck said, "Amazing!" "And since you own a house, logic dictates that you have a wife." "That's Betty Mae! This is incredible!" The redneck was catching on. "Finally, since you have a wife, logically I can assume that you are heterosexual," said the professor. "You're absolutely right! Why that's the most fascinatin' thing I ever heard! I cain't wait to take that logic clas

My Life
Another Poem I Wrote I've been drowning for quite a long while, Bringing out my feelings was never quite my style. When is too much ever enough, Don't tell me to hold on when things get rough. How can you tell me how I feel when you really don't know, The truth you continuously hide and can never show. Block everything out and let my feelings I have go? Or fall into the forsaken water and just flow? Trying to surface something that's already dead, Be careless to anything you've felt or ever said. Tired of being the fool you portray me to be, It will all be too late, the day you decide to see. So..like today i was asked out (to be someone's girlfriend) and i kinda blew him off ;/ but gosh he is not really my type...well i just said ahh i have to think about it :( i didn't wanna hurt his feelings!! im just nice like that A Poem I Wrote Don't tell me you love me or how you feel, Deep down inside I know you're not being real. All the th

Colossal Insight....
ROOTY TOOTS MANUVA AKA RODNEY SMITH,LONDON OWNS BIG DAD RECORDS Collosal Insight {Collosal, man} Invites the soul {Inviting of the soapbox} Sturdy after good food {More sturdy} Collosal Insight {Collosal!} Invites the soul {Inviting thy soul} Sturdy after good food [Verse 1] Gracious Lord, my mega oh mighty! I know I been slightly, out your path Feelin' the cold draft,of the bleek winter Splinters in my soul, I'm out of control and I know, that I should cut down this drinkin' Too many late nights and, wayward thinkin' Compellin' a man to plan to shennanigans The boy in me out and I got to be the man again 'cause I didn't rhyme to get me rich but I'm a scally, two two's you'll find I switch Hurt and pain made me, nothin' came to save me I walk with disaster, prefer to be plastered 'times my master don't ask me for jack turd all I owns is my balls and my word No-body heard'a me, 'cause I'm a new man I got this new plan, to get these new grams [Chorus] [

Nothing Like Being Told!
A man and a woman who have never met before find themselves in the same sleeping carriage of a train. After the initial embarrassment they both go to sleep, the woman on the top bunk, the man on the lower. In the middle of the night the woman leans over, wakes the man and says, "I''m sorry to bother you, but I''m awfully cold and I was wondering if you could possibly get me another blanket." The man leans out and, with a glint in his eye, says, "I''ve got a better idea... just for tonight, let''s pretend we''re married." The woman thinks for a moment. "Why not," she giggles. "Great," he replies, "Get your own damn blanket!"

Thanks To All My Friends
I just wanted to say thanks you to all my friends that vote and commented for me in the chest contest well good news is i won and i would have not been able to do it with out all of you Thank you Tammy

Patti's Thoughts
well christmas is over and a new year is appon us i hope every one will have a great new year a fresh start for all me especially i i had a rough year this year so i really hope next year will be better. well todays been real got some new pics that i put in a album but well one was missing so as soon as i can i will finish it.getting back in to being single is a trip started doing the things have aleays enjoyed all except my personal life but that will come with time . if yall get a chance check out my tats i plan on getting at least 3 more and redoing my piercings and getting a couple more of them too. when i get them i will post pics well i am resting better life gets easier each day no more negative down grading so i feel better about my self i will be me again soon and it feels good.mybe i can learn more about this stuff on her improve my pages and find some new people to talk with and get on with my life.

Angelbby
HI all you wonderful Kind folks Just wanted to leave you a note to let you know im going to be away for a while im having back surgery on dec 12 and i wont get to be here alot .Please know if you leave me a message i will respond as soon as i possibly can, and I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season and may the new year bring you every wish and dream you hold, please take care and talk to you soon....Angel :)

Writings And Ramblings
Generally I don't write disclaimers but Ive got a lot of flack oer this piece Just for the record I don't hate cops I don't look down on them I Don't generally have a problem with them. That said tell me what ya think Cops... It's always the cops that give me problems they think they know so much. But they're wrong it's us that know its the government that knows. Not the president and his stuff-shirt aristocratic colleagues. They sit and play with their little papers moving them from plae to place content to remain puppets, as long as it means they don't have to hear about or deal with whats really going on. They don't want to get their hands dirty you know...in the affairs of their country... their country yeah ...right... thats a laugh! They havn't been running this country or any other since at least the 1950's maybe even farther back then that. Oh well. Wonder whats taking that damn cop so long...cops are so stupid! I mean not that it's their fault poor bastards but at least

Love Drinks
Chocolate Kiss Ingredients: 1/2 ounce Creme de Cacao 1/2 ounce Frangelico liqueur 1/2 ounce vodka 6 ounces vanilla ice cream Preparations: Combine liquor with 2 scoops of vanilla ice cream, blend with ice and garnish with chocolate sprinkles. Makes 1 Love Drink. Passionate Kiss Ingredients: 1 oz. Southern Comfort 1 oz. peach schnapps 1 oz. raspberry liqueur Pineapple juice Preparations: Add first three ingredients. Fill remainder of glass with pineapple juice. Serve over ice in a highball glass. Makes 1 Love Drink.

Im The Real Toni!!!!
OK SO I GUESS SOME GIRL MADE A FAKE PROFILE USING MY PIX FROM MY MYSPACE AN FOR THE PEOPLE THAT THINK THIS ACCOUNT IS A FAKE MY MYSPACE LINK IS http://www.myspace.com/tonibella143 SO GO AN TAKE A LOOK...AN FOR THE GIRL THAT TOOK MY PIX I WANTED TO LET U KNO THAT U ARE A FUCKIN LOSER U WILL NEVER BE ME SO STOP TRYING...AN I SUGGEST U DELETE YOUR ACCOUNT!!!

Hello All
Food for thought...... You Took My Parking Space at Church One day, a man went to visit a church, He got there early, parked his car and got out. Another car pulled up near the driver got out and said, " I always park there! You took my place!" The visitor went inside for Sunday School, found an empty seat and sat down. A young lady from the church approached him and stated, "That's my seat! You took my place!" The visitor was somewhat distressed by this rude welcome, but said nothing. After Sunday School, the visitor went into the sanctuary and sat down. Another mem ber walked up to him and said, " That's where I always sit! You took my place!" The visitor was even more troubled by this treatment, but still He said nothing. Later as the congregation was praying for Christ to dwell among them, the visitor stood up, and his appearance began to change. Horrible scars became visible on his hands and on his sandaled feet. Someone from the congr

Tequila Christmas Cake
You know i have been thinking .... guys this might offend you in some way i am sorry just ranting .... why is it the first time u meet a guy and omg they are like the perfect person in every way sweet caring and everything but after they get what they want boom just like that they change ... they try to hide it and cover it up ... guess what boys i see through it .. so yeah if u r just wanting me for viewing pleasure get the fuck out of my life i dont need it .... for the other who are wanting to know me and wanting to love me for me hell yeah u r more than welcome....ooo another one ... a guy meets u and think u r great and beautifuland then they find another piece of ass like 10 times better and then they have nothing to do wit you.... maybe i am just like thinking about stuff that dosent happen but i am sorry i cant help but wonder when a guy tells u they love u just dont turn around and have another chick on the side sayin the same things to..... for the boys out there be a fucking

Canada
hey peeps.. just wanted to say that canada is the shit and if bush dont stop his..we're gonna burn his whitehouse down again...LOL FUCK BUSH.. i love americans but i wanna take a tomahawk to bushes scalp and make a necklace with his ears! PEACE from the peaceful during wartimes country ... CANADA. ..word to iraq and there rebellion. p.s. and dont forget...FUCK BUSH! if theres one thing in this world that i truely love...(other than pot) its graffiti. imma get some vids together and post them so yall can check this shiz out ... like a vid of 10 taggers bombing the subway then fighting the transit cops on the way out! lol u'll love this shit if u like 2 rite ! peace. yoyo .. just wanted to say to ANYONE who reads this ...take 10 minutes out of yer day and devote it to watching this vid.. my fav. rappers in action . Trying to promote this as much as i can, it'll give u an insight to how hiphop should be..vicious and direct. http://youtube.com/watch?v=t6AwmDDdGm8 http://youtube.com

Sex Stories...
The Breeding Of Jay. I am Jay, James' wife and as you know I had a child by a black lover and James was extremely understanding. Well I thought I would tell you of events from there so you could get a woman's perspective on things. I had the child early in the year and it was a wonderful feeling having a child. I had decided to breast feed him keeping my milk not taking the pills to remove it. I loved breast feeding it was a sensual experience and very satisfying having a child suckle at my breasts. James enjoyed the pleasure of a child in the house, having wanted to have a big family, he was an only child, and we threw ourselves into the early care and upbringing of an infant. During the months, as I fed through the night and day, my breasts large and swollen with milk we would talk about having further family. I was 34 and Jay 59 so he was anxious to have them soon. He said we should have another black child so that it kept things nice and there

People
People are strange creatures. The human kind is made to live in groups. But sometimes we forget we are individuals. As a matter of fact, when it comes to it, we are alone. Everybody has the task to take care of him- or herself and to grow in life, learn their lessons and find their true self. But what I see is a big blur of people and it's like there is no you, me, him or her, only us and them. And that is where the unnecessary hurting starts, because if you and me are really one person, you can easily hurt me. And because you are hurting me, you hurt yourself. Do you see my point? Of course, we all get hurt sometimes, but that's part of life. It makes us grow to become a whole person. I see it this way: we all have our own world that we've created in our lifes, with our own feelings, emotions, memories, believes and convictions. My world ends where yours begins and we share a lot, but not all. Because my world is mine and yours is yours. Now, when someone is saying something to me

Hey All ....
Just saying hi tring to figure out .... what is going ...with my little peace of cyber space ... should really invest into some broadband... that might help out .. O well guess I stuck in the stoneages for a while .... hope everyone is having a great day ... peace out The Dork.... This is just my blog saying ... HI ALL .... and was just tell you about myself .... I am to old to be doing this do young to care ... .if you really want to know .. guess I might tell you ... also I work a job .. that I am good at but I don't really like but it will pay the bills .... and well that is really a good thing ..... I guess ... but O well let me see what else I like sports and ...... t.v. and movies ... and well just about anything .... try me out ... I will just about talk about anything ... so let me ... know what you want to talk about ... let me see if there is anything else you want to know .. just let me know .. type later and have fun.... peace ... This is just my blog saying ... HI ALL ..

Why Do I Listen To Friends
Thanks for getting me to join yet again to something else that takes me away from everything I should be doing. I will get revenge! I only posted this to see if I get cherry points. This whole point thing is gonna piss me off. It's almost like being in highschool

Poems
You danced your way into my heart Igniting a passion deep within my soul It burning deep and everlasting While we dance the night away We become something more Always drying my tears and making my worries fade However now you are causing them But i am running away Leaving behind my heels and memories from that night For i can run faster without them All i have left is the thorns of your rose In my bleeding heart I want you to come home I dont want to have to talk to you just on the phone It seems so long but I promise I will always hold on It always sorta seems that your always in my dreams I think of you day and night come home and just hold me tight all night I cant wait for you to come home so we can be together It'll seem like we've of been together forever we were friends and now were more I'm glad your not dating some whore so all I can say is baby plez come home today Life is full of thrills, And life can be rough, Yet life is f

Random Stuff
Recipe for great Christmas Spirit: 1- Bizarre man who thinks he's too sexy for his mullet 2- Lesbian porn actresses who think they can sing 3- A Christmas Song! 4- Midgets! (Anun? lol Kaleyyyy!! ) 5- A horny pervert who thought the idea of a video would be great!lol The result you can see for yourself here (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fqtQwqy4bBw) AAAAAAAAAAAND wait! There's more! LOL If you don't think that's enough of lovelly Gunther and the Sunshine Girls, check out the even BETTER and MORE bizarre (bizarer?lol) video "Ding Ding Dong" - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTvTLvkiAbI (which goes a little something like this: "Ooooh you touched my tra la la.... Ooooh my ding ding dong) PS- I NEED to learn those freaking dance moves!lol

The Love Of My Life, Princess
I thought I knew you…And now I wish I'd known betterThen to trust so quickly and completely without question…Someone so unknown and newBut since you’re hidden transgressions have risen to the surface…I’ve found myself better off with you out of my sightBecause of you're lies saturating everything we shared...From what we've meant to each other, to all that we've been through togetherBut thats all tainted now with So now that I’ve opened my eyes a little wider, and understand so much more…I can see right through the deceptive facade you projectI don’t know why it took me so long...So long to recognize and expose every color of every lieBut now that I’ve seen them…I won't waste another second so down and out while I cryBecause you’re just not worth all I gave you credit forAnd I can’t believe I fell for you’re lineI always tried to be there for you...Till my heart was black and blueBut I won’t make t

Brrrrrrr
Miss ya much Real life sux might be back maybe not,ill play it by ear and yes EX's suck lol. Loves ya all!!!!! :) I hate the winter cause if the cold,wierd hey cause i love to snowboard and i love snowflakes i just hate the cold. :P

Keepin It Real Oi Oi
lets see i just made this thing and i have no idea what any of this stuff means, what are these cherry bucks for what is this points to go stuff and where might i ask are all the bangin ass women i hope this isnt some myspace kiddie chat where i cant use the f word freely anyways check out my profile and my boy jerms as well hes on my friend list . pretty much yea you should show us some love cuz were pretty much the shit anyways im off to figure this thing out. Duce Duce Blake Austen

Wierd Al Music Videos
1st click this button then click the "Join no-minimum.com" button, join and you will be given a link once you are a free member and promote your link on cherry tap free! I Love Rocky Road Spy Hard Money For Nothing : Beverly Hillbillies White & Nerdy Hey Ricky

Just Some Ravings Fae The Scotsman
WHAT WE DONT SEE ON THE NEWS. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Here's one that will make you blink.... A Simple Thank You A very touching story! Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After wed boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, whod been invited to sit in First Class (and was seated across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No,he responded. Heading out?I asked. No. Im escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq . Im taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didnt know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldiers family and felt as if he did know them after so many conversations i

Orgasms
ok so i am a guy who gets turned on by a woman having an orgasm on me. i cannot get off if i don't have that happen,which is rare but happens; so my favorite is to give a woman oral and please her twice before i even begin intercourse. Should i change if i have a girl who doesn't like oral for some odd reason?

Need Help
Ok try as I might I still can't get the background skin to come out right.I did find a place that you can rip a skin and did that good. I want a Christmas background.How do you get the different pics on the background? I would like some different Christmas pics to make up background.Now if some brave soul decides to help me plz remember you have to tell me every little step and to speak clearly..LOL..

**my Blogs**
Similarities between Wicca and Christianity by Sophia Fortune Since I began the study of Wicca four years ago I have been asked many questions about the similarities and differences between Wicca and Christianity. Since I am by no means an expert on any religion I first turned to the Oxford American Dictionary for simple definitions of Christianity and Wicca, this is a pagan religion. I first looked up Christianity, the definition being "the religion based on the belief that Christ was the incarnate Son of God and on his teachings." Ok no big surprise there. I then proceeded to look up paganism and found this definition, "a heathen". Now being a child of public schooling I was not all too clear on exactly what heathen meant so I then proceeded to look up heathen and was somewhat shocked at what I found. Heathen, a person who is not a believer in any of the worlds chief religions especially one who is neither Christian, Jewish,

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com can yall vote on it and help me get points for leveling?

Ranting On
this part here was copied from a person who left it as a bulletin and it really ticked me off. my responce is alittle lower. "i got this from dear abby and thought some of my friends should read this. for some it is too late but either way here you are. ARE YOU READY FOR PARENTHOOD? (1) Can you support the child financially? Children are expensive. I always urge people to complete their education and delay parenthood until they are self-supporting, in case they should find themselves in the role of sole provider. (2) Can you support the child emotionally? Babies are cute, but they are also completely helpless and emotionally needy. While some young women say they want a baby so they'll have someone to love them, the reality is it's the parent's responsibility to love and sacrifice for the child. In plain English, this means the end of a normal teenage social life because babies are extremely time-consuming. (3) Are you prepared to be a consistent parent? Children lea

Pissed Off Ranting
Part of the smoking ban in ohio will fine the person caught smoking in their own car for every non-smoker in the car when they get pulled over! Now this part is completely retarded! This is basically giving the police a "blank check" to pull over anyone they want for nothing more than to see if anyone in the car is smoking! This isn't the only bad part, they want it furthered to include your house as well! As of 12:00am on December, 7 2006 Ohio offically became a smoke-free state. Being in that no public buildings (exceptions for smoke shops, cigar lounges, nursing homes, VFW's and private clubs)could allow smoking within 50 feet of the main entrance. I for one smoke and feel as though my rights have been violated upon. First off, I for one have no problem going outside for a cigarette. I have to at home, work, etc. But when I'm OUTSIDE, I shouldn't be told where I have to smoke! I'm already OUTSIDE, what more do you want? Me to stop smoking all together? Sorry all

My Friend
AS MOST OF YOU KNOW MY REALLY GOOD CLOSE FRIEND WAS IN A BAD WRECK ON TUESDAY. SHE IS SO FREAKING LUCKY TO BE ABLE TO WALK. SHE WAS DRIVING DOWN OLD MT. STERLING ROAD HERE IN WINCHESTER...AND WELL, SHE LOST CONTROL OF HER VEHICLE AND FLIPED IT A FEW TIMES IN A DITCH AND HIT A PHONE POLE....WELL THE PHONE POLE BROKE IN HALF AND LANDED ON TOP OF THE TRUCK.. I HAVE PICTURES AND I WILL LEAVE THE LINK AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS BLOG... SHE CAME OUT WITH A BROKEN BACK, BROKEN TOE, AND LOTS OF SCRATCHES, AND BRUISES... HER BACK IS FIXABLE.. SHE CAN WALK, SHE JUST HAS A BACK BRACE ON THAT KEEPS HER BACK STRAIGHT..SHE WASNT WEARING A SEAT BELT.. BUT I HONESTLY THINK IF SHE WAS IT WOULD HAVE HURT HER MORE THEN WHAT SHE HAD BEEN HURT. I JUST THANK GOD THAT I DIDNT LOOSE SUCH A CLOSE FRIEND. *THANK YOU GOD!* http://i69.photobucket.com/albums/i45/2000hottie/wreck6.jpg http://i69.photobucket.com/albums/i45/2000hottie/wreck5.jpg http://i69.photobucket.com/albums/i45/2000hottie/wreck4.jpg h

Appoligy
Sorry for all u i have either neglected in sending comments to or just have 4gotten but i will do better....But if u want to stay on the good side of Santa Tongue maybe u should also send...i do not neglect those who send...and for the ones who i have and for everyone else i will be adding 30 skins to my page for u to choose from...if u need assistance feel free to ask me....ooh doo not get the skins till after 6am they will all be done then..i will be changeing color the color on them as well but at a later date......SO U ALL I APPOLIGIZE AND I WILL DO BETTER... HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS.... THANKS JOHN....... Sorry for all u i have either neglected in sending comments to or just have 4gotten but i will do better....But if u want to stay on the good side of Santa Tongue maybe u should also send...i do not neglect those who send...and for the ones who i have and for everyone else i will be adding 30 skins to my page for u to choose from...if u need assistance feel free to ask me....ooh

What Shall We Become?
What shall we become? 12/06/08 Christine Carrigan Socially constructed ideas of perfection. The body becomes the master The heart and soal forgotten. How can our society forsake the true beauty? Manipulating our concepts into unrealistic ideals. Giving up our minds Allowing outside influences to shape who we are This world is going down the drain And there seems to be no outcry for change. What shall we become? Beauty in simplicity and purity. The virtue of quality excels to others in quantity. Beauty is hidden deep within the heart. How can our eyes see into the soul? The mind is where we find our new strength Looking on the outside will no longer suffice. The deeper you look the more you see Try to understand me. Who shall you become?

Shorty's Blog
i have blue eyes .. auburn hair.. im 4'11 .. im married to a wonderful man named steven and i love him so much and that will never change. i have 2 sisters no brothers. i love to sing and dance. my bestfriend is cheryl.. we do everything together. we stick together like peanutbutter and jelly. we do anything together. i love her so much. we have been friends for like ever. and i hope i wont ever loose this friendship we have togehter.. i love the internet and the phone. i love wal-mart.. my favorite food is chicken and stuff green peppers. my husband and i got married april 29th 2006 and we are so happy we got married.. we been together for almost 5 yrs. but only been married for not even a year yet. i have 2 nieces and 1 nephew. they meen the world to me. anyways that pretty much sums about me.. if u want to know more .. just ask.. thanks stephanie smith