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A Few Questions And Answers.
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?my cousin[2] You were in the car with? mom [3] Went to the mall with?No one[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Peter[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? AddictiveT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?FalseQ: Been searched By Cops?True Q: Been suspended from school? FalseQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?FalseQ: Broken a bone?TrueQ: Have shaved your head?FalseQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?TrueQ: Shot a gun?TrueQ: Donated Blood?TrueWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Eat[2] Be serious or be funny?Funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?Mountains[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?Being ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Moon[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or right?Right[4] Black an

Time
There are times i could scream. No one sees the pain. There are times i could cry. No one sees the tears. All they see is me. There are times i just want some one to hold me. No one is around. There are times i just sit alone. No one can see how much i hurt inside. What they do see, is me. In time we grow, not just in age, but as a person. We take the bad in with the good. We learn, not just to walk and talk, but through out life. We never stop growing and learning. We look around, and see the young grow older and wiser. The old pass on to better places. In time our fate shall be the same, but until then. We live our life in this time, growing, learning, just living life.

Rums World
Hi. My friends call me Rum I like to flirt and talk shit. I run a forum on the Yuku boards called The Buzz http://thebuzz17122.yuku.com/ I'm not much of a conversation starter but I'll talk to most anyone that waks up and says HI. Now wheres my drink?

Random
My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day's a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day Against the grain should be a way of life What's worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts 'cause there's no second try So live like you'll never live it twice Don't take the free ride in your own life If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce old memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?

Nothing
YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOURE NOTHING WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE NO ONE EVER REALLY LOVED YOU IT WAS ALL JUST A BUNCH OF WORDS YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOUR NOTHING THAT YOU WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE LOVED NEVER MEANT FOR ANYTHING EVER FEEL LIKE YOU WERE A MISTAKE EVER FEEL LIKE YOU WERE A FAILURE I REALIZE IM MY OWN WORST ENEMY IM A PILL SMOKING LOSER ADDICTED TO DRUGS YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOURE NOTHING

Crimson Of The Night
Amber Her long red hair, her sultry walk, her terrified screams get me off for my dark fixation to see your body stuffed in a suitcase I love to penetrate you My flesh burns for your touch Perversions…on…my…television…screen Amber is…Disposal I love the sensation of having her icy fingers crawling At my back, I desire a kiss from her cold, smooth blue lips “Murder in the name of snuff” I love to penetrate you My flesh burns for touch Perversions…on…my…television…screen Amber is…Disposal As I cum I watch you die I’ll take this knife insert it into your Cunt make you bleed!, kill my seed! I love to penetrate you My flesh burns for touch Perversions…on…my…television…screen Amber is…Disposal Jose Hermosillo Dangerous love Shy at first and then with more confidence I stalk you, I will you kill you f

Fu-engagment Train
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Wazz Up
i am 6 foot 8 inches tall. i live on a beautiful beach in florida. i like to go to the beach and swim as well as tan. i like riding bikes, playing football,baseball,and go camping,hiking and fishing. My jobs are driving a trackhoe for a big demolition company and i am a forman at a block masonery company.

Me!?
I am a very laid back person. I need my alone time. I do not like crowds or walking in to room of strangers. I do however, enjoy concerts, the vibe is different and the common ground that pulls strangers together. I like classic hard rock and metal. I don't like any sports. I rear Monarch butterflies for release. (See photo albums) Did you know over 95% die in nature? I like to create things, any thing.... I have worked with polymer clay for over 12 years. I have a vintage halloween obsession and love to create folk art to display or sell on eBay. I also make jewlery that includes turning roses into beads for memorial bracelets for keepsakes.. I like to bake. I also can or preserve things from the garden, yanno, like gramma did? I like to grow my own fresh tomatoes and vegetables. I am a pack rat. I collect vintage colored glass. (imperial, depression, fostoria) I like the 50's eames era and the pin up look. My bathroom is retro pink and black, with black and white small ti

Answers
1. ass-hat One whose head is so far up their rear end it could pass for a hat; used to describe a person who is stubborn, cruel, or otherwise unpleasant to be around. ass-hat 2 A general term for someone who carries out actions with such stupidity that they might as well wear their ass as a hat. Pete begins looking for his sunglasses, unknowing to the fact that they are on his head. He asks Ed where his glasses are. Ed takes them off his head saying, "You are such a fucking ass-hat." 3. ASSHAT.. Someone so incredibly stupid and/or ignorant that everything above their waist is useless; i.e. a hat for their ass. "That ass-hat just switched across three lanes of superhighway! Augh!" WARNING THIS MAY BE OFFENSIVE IF IT OFFENDS YOU GET THE FUCK TO STEPPIN OFF MY PAGE.. LMFAO.. men say women need affection.. If I want affection i can get a hug from my son or friends.. Men say women nee

Julie's Blog
I am an avid blogger and love finding new and exciting places to blog. I promise to return when I have time to say more! :) Hot Deals Find Deals Online Deals Backlinks Free Website Traffic How to get Free Quality Backlinks Backlink Reciprocal Link Buy Backlink Backlinks Keyword Ranking

Foxxxy Nyla
The Goat December 22 to January 20 Traditional Capricorn Traits Practical and prudent Ambitious and disciplined Patient and careful Humorous and reserved On the dark side.... Pessimistic and fatalistic Miserly and grudging I'm Ambitious. I Live Life to its Fullest!. I'm an Angel in Disguise. I'm a Simple Woman Who Is Very Easy To Please. I Never Stop Talking. I Love The Colors Red And Pink. I Love To Laugh and have a good time. I Always Keep it Real. I'm Fake For No One! I Do What I Want. I Either Talk Too Much or Don't Talk At All. I Love Being The Center of Attention. Sometimes I Kiss And Tell. Life would suck Without Music. I Love My Family, And my Friends. I Believe In God. I Love Being a MoM. Pink Carnations Are My Favorite. I love to Dream. Sometimes I wish Life could be a little easier. I'm Addicted To Panties, and Shoes, They are the greatest. I'm spoiled. Men Fascinate Me and I Love Being Around Them. I Like Rain. Summer is my favorite season. I have ki

Vacation
Hey any female from PA/NJ/DE/MD/VA area....I might have a free week at a condo in Dewey Beach, DE U must be open minded, like to party, not offended by nudity (beaches or at home) and hopefully single. Sometime in July or August not sure when yet LOL seriously, let me know

Vietnam Vet Arrested
PS: I am so proud to see your "boss" have thee Constitution and thee Bill of Rights hanging on his wall instead of a half of a dozen diplomas! (Sabrina) attyassist@bellsouth.net Hello, I forgot to mention something that I think is VERY IMPORTANT. After I was arrested in Gatlinberg they of course took my tri focal safety glass's. I CANNOT read small print without them. When we got to jail, they handed me a few papers to sign, I asked if I could have my glass's so I could read what I was signing. The answer was a big no! I told them I did not want to sign something that I could not read, they intimidated me into signing those papers. I was told sign or else????? They actually had to point with their fingers where they wanted me to sign and of course under the stress and pressure, I signed. I have NO CLUE what I signed. Then, when my ex wife arrived to get me out I was again asked to sign papers. Again, I asked for my glass's. I was told by one smart a$$ that if I didn't sign

Best Drink Ever
http://www.playlist.com/hypadreams http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsuQTltvSxI take one part southern comfort, one part ameretto, shake in ice. pour in to glass. top off with sour mix. damn good. its a creeper.

I'm Nuts. Another Auction...
Obviously, I'm insane, since I'm on the auction block again. This, I guess, is one of the more civilized ways to whore one's self out. You love me. I know you do. You should own me. You really should. Link to my auction page, since the HTML usually doesn't work here: http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1677524&albumid=1762120&i=3485086042&idx=16 [ fubar.com photo: 3485086042 ] Thanks. I'm a really good investment. :p (h) pretty much all of you. Except you. You kind of suck.

Just Wondering .....
Just wondering how some people on here could be always going to work but yet they are online here constantly changing their status's and uploading new pics. Online all night long talking to people and making salutes then online all day uploading them but yet they say they have to go to work. Ummm sleeping in front of the computer is not work! Why would they lie about it other than to make themselves look like they are something they are not. Some people on Fubar just lie lie lie. Maybe they need sunshine. Why do people block you from veiwing their page but constantly checks out your page? Why block if you are so interested in what I am doing? I can't stand people who pretend they don't like drama but choose it! I just find it funny that I am not hiding my profile. Then again I am not doing anything that warrants being hidden. I don't give 2 flips if you rate me because you all rate each other 10 anyway, what's the use? Little fake ego boost on your 500+ pics? Why do people usually ha

The Hanging Tree
These pictures are of one Hanging Tree that is located close to Cross lake off of Blanchard Road. There is also another tree that is said to be on Lakeshore Drive. According to legend at the Lakeshore Drive tree, it is where an old plantation owner hung his slaves that did something wrong. Not only would he hang them, but he would also burn them and torture them as they were dying (thanks to Jessica for this info). There are also some old shacks around that area that were used to film a movie, called MOUNTAINTOP MOTEL MASSACRE. It is also said to be 10-15 degrees colder when you stand underneath the tree. The area is also said to be very dangerous due to drug deals and other things

Oakland Plantation
As legend has it, the old Oakland Plantation on Sligo Road is said to be haunted. Supposedly, a man named Dr. Abel Skannal, who built the house in the 1830's, killed his wife there and kept her in the attic in a coffin. It was said the body was discovered after the Doctor's death. Dr. Skannal was also known to be a practical joker, which could be one reason that the coffin was in his atticThere was also a woman that lived at Oakland Plantation by the name of Melinda McCallon Coyer while her father was remodeling the house. One thing that was said to have happened was one winter night, her and her sister woke up during the night, freezing and shivering. They noticed that they had no blankets on. Once they turned on the light, the blankets were in the corner, as if someone had taken them off of the children during the night. Another story was that the thermostat in the house never worked. If it was set on 80 degrees, it would be set to zero sometime during the night, without anyo

C.e. Byrd High School
C.E. Byrd High School C.E. Byrd was built in 1925 and is Shreveport's oldest high school. It's currently a popular choice for 8th Graders ready to finish their last four years of high school. In 2006, Byrd was the most populated school in the area, and it quite possibly may still retain that title. But C.E. Byrd has a dark side that is unknown to some, but shared by many.There are two tales that continue to float through Byrd, shared by both students and faculty. For students that have attended Byrd, many have been told of the swimming pool that used to be in the school's sub-basement, known around campus as "the Catacombs." The swimming pool was closed sometime between 30's to early 50's. There reason for such a time gap in the closing is that I've heard several different dates on the actual closing. Two factors may have played a part in the pool's closing, that being the scare of spreading Polio and Smallpox through the water, and since Fair Park wanted a pool as we

Cooper Needs Help
to anyone who is out there and has a heart for the cute and fuzzy little things we call dogs i have a touching story for you. I work at a pet store and a girl came in over the weekend and posted a little flyer about her little yorkie named cooper. he has a inguinal hernia. he also was diagnosed with a medium sized hole between his left and right ventricles in his heart called ventricular septal defect. for both surgeries it will be over 5000 dollars. His owner is already behind 1000 dollars because last thursday he had to have an emergency surgery because his hernia tore open and his insides were hanging out and he was unresponsive. he still has to have the surgery on his heart. she has till october to come up with the money. so i am going to help raise some money hopefully at a disc golf tournament this saturday and maybe some at church as well. So please pray for cooper talbert and his mom/owner adrienne. if you would like to help email me at PitBullLuver2010@yahoo.com. Thanks a mill

Texas
in the summer of 1997 I was 18 years old I went to Texas to just visit my sister there here name is sues one day she and her husband asked me to go to a picnic with them and there friends I agreed to go we went to there friends house it was a couple with two little girls that was about 7&8 years old but thy had some problems they had bran sisters and there mind had the composite of a 2&3 year old and thy just spoke Spanish and no English well when we got to the river I had never seen anything like on one side the river was so shallow that a person can drive there car on it and the other it was about there feet deep with a waterfall in the middle that is about ½ the size of a side walk with wide deep groves in it a bout the size of a mans lag now on one side of the falls the water is come that It looks like glass and the other side of the water is so wiled and fast that it has cut the rock be low the falls in the shape of coral like some thing that you would only see in pl

Very Serious!
I haven't been on much and those close to me know why. I am going to be making some changes in my life,if you don't hear or see from me, then you may be one of these changes. It is hard for me to do this.I am not this type of person,but I think there are people who are very destructive.They strive on the fact that there are people like myself that wear their heart on their sleeve. I haven't deleted anyone yet and I know people ask me all the time if I deleted them.Nope,I haven't.Fubar glitch?I rarely delete.I deleted someone a couple weeks ago and that is because a great friend found the page number the jerk was on for me. With everything that is going on I need to surround myself with optimistic people who will not drag me in the mud with them and people who understand the pain etc that I am dealing with.I know some have it a hell of a lot worse than I am they are a lot like me in the fact they don't lash out on people. I have my kunty kit moments, we all have moments.I am not ta

Me!!!!
There is something wrong with me! Why do i have to be the way i am? Why do i have to let myself do things that i would'nt normally do! Now i am so upset with myself and so fucking depressed!!!!!!! God why are girls so stupid, why do i have to be one of those stupid girls?! Because i let my body make up my mind, when i should have let my mind tell my body what to do!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF! Everything i do and everything i say is for nothing! I try, and try, and try, and get nothing back! Why does everything have to be so hard? Why cant i just do what i want, go where i want, when i want to! It fucking sucks! I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW! I WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM THE MADNESS! BUT I CANT! MY FUCKING CAR IS BROKE DOWN SITTING ON JACK STANDS RIGHT NOW! GRRRRRR! 1) NOT KISSING FIRST.Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes herfeel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth bycutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate

Juju Road
One story on Juju Road is that during the slave days, a slave named "Juju" was hung for looking at or raping a white girl. They say the tree is right over the road and that at night you can see him hanging from the branch. Another story is that "Juju" was a slave that had been free after the Civil War, and that one day there were two children fishing on a bridge, and Juju killed them. They hung him and he was buried in a cemetery on Swan Lake Road, marked only by an old oak tree. An E-mail from Wimberly:Two friends and I went down there plenty of times to just hang out on the dirt road. I had a two door ranger and we were sitting on the back of the truck when we heard what sounded like a tree limb break. All three of us stood up to see what had happened and yes sir we saw a black man hanging from a tree limb. His head was leaning over towards the river next to a tree looking down. We all jumped into our trucks started going back down the road towards Airline drive. We got

Rinontheroxmusic (bathroomstars)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qAvWIwipbuU pussycat dolls http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nbK8SOroPfg This is my favorite video by them.. Mainly because, I ADORE, Phil, lol. Keep in mind, most of their music is done, in the washroom! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kFtRxThRoA0 I guess I can not post the video here.. lol.. but, trust me, take a look.

The Rendall Building
The Rendall Building The Rendall Building is located at 601 Texas Street in downtown Shreveport, and is said by some to be one of the most haunted places in town. This building was built in 1922 on the site of another building that was also owned by the Rendall's. Since it originally was a drug store, the basement was essentially a large walk-in freezer. Conveniently enough, the Caddo Courthouse is only a stone's throw from the Rendall Building, so the Rendall's large freezer was used to keep the corpses on ice. It is also said that some of the local funeral homes also used the freezer for their corpses. Since then, the building has had several tenants, such as Rockmore's Italian Restaurant, Zero Gravity night club, and most recently, Caliente Mexican Restaurant. Despite the building's activity, the ghosts have still lingered around the building over the years. Recently, I received an email from a man named Charlie, recounting some of the different experiences that he

Taylortown Bell Tower
Taylortown Bell Tower Taylortown is a small town right outside of Bossier City. There's not much in Taylortown, but it's infamous for one thing, which is the bell tower. At one time, the bell tower was part of the Methodist Episcopal Church of Taylortown, when it was built in 1907. The church was designed by John Dorch and built of Gothic-style architecture. The church was only used for sermons once a month by a circuit pastor, who stayed at the homes of town residents, due to the great distances between the churches on his circuit. As the small church's congregation dwindled down, the church was eventually abandoned. Legend has it that a bride was waiting in the bell tower for her fiancé, who has killed in a car crash on his way to pick her up. She apparently was so grief stricken that she fell down the steps and died. Others say she hung her self in the bell tower, and on moonlit nights, you can hear the ringing of the bell and a woman's scream. Another tale is th

Forbing Railroad Tracks
Forbing Railroad Tracks The train tracks that run through the town of Forbing are said to be haunted by a man with no head. The story says that the man was hit by a train many years ago and taking off his head. He can be seen at midnight looking for his head, but you can only see a light from his lantern moving down the tracks. There is also a story of a school bus full of children that was hit by a train. It is said if you put flour on the front of your car , place your car in neutral right before you get to the tracks, that you will be pushed by over the tracks by the spirits of the children and they will leave tiny hand prints in your car where they pushed your car over the tracks to safety.

The Smokestack
The Smokestack The Smokestack is located close to Shreveport-Barksdale Highway and Clyde Fant Parkway. There are several stories about the previous uses of the smokestack. One story is that it was part of King's Truck and Coach Works. The shop and the barn were in burned in the 70's and the smokestack is all the was left. Supposedly the caretaker of the place killed the owner's widow for money when it was still in operation, and in the midst of his escape, he impaled himself on a wrought iron gate. Another theory is that it is the remains of a major oil refinery. One other story is that the property was used as a dairy farm as well. Still, the Smokestack is still surrounded by strange tales and curious people just wanting to know. One e-mail stated that a man went to the top of the tower and saw a large group of bees in the form of a human man. Even if the place may or may not be haunted, from the pictures it's easy to see that it is a known place for gatherings

The Pea Farm
The Pea Farm The Pea Farm is an old, unused prison that lies deep in the woods of South Shreveport. It is covered in vine and debris and it is said that you can hear moans and screams coming from it at night. It is posted and is covered behind the trees and cane. There is also rumored to be a female prison a few yards away from it. It is said to be haunted because of the beatings and killing of the prisoners. Also, during the 50's, a local artist by the name of Clyde Connelly was the wife of one of the Pea Farm's superintendents. Mrs. Connell lived on the Pea Farm and used many of the inmates there at the time for inspiration for her art.The following is an e-mail from a man that was an inmate at the Pea FarmHe claims that he was incarcerated there briefly in the 50's, which was right before it closed down. It was built around the turn of the century and the main building is the one that was used to house the violent criminals. The lower portions were used mainly as rec room

Ellerbe Road School
Ellerbe Road School This is the infamous Ellerbe Road School, whose original name is George Washington Carver School. It is supposedly haunted, and is located far down Ellerbe Road. The school started out as a school for black children in the southern part of Caddo Parish. It was later integrated, although due to poor attendance, was closed down. The school remained closed until is was purchased by Baptist Tabernacle, which moved its Baptist Christian College there. The college faced many problems including financial and accreditation problems. Baptist Tabernacle eventually moved out of this facility, and the school has been vacant ever since. Along with abandonment, there are several rumors, there are several rumors that plague the school. The most famous may be of the fire that occurred while the school was still open, killing some of the students there. It is also said that one of the janitors molested some of the students and that one day the janitor and some o

~aquarians~
Thank You 'Miss Viper' for letting me copy this....a Fellow Aquarian.... A•Q•U•A •R •I •U •S: Is A Lover..Trustworthy, Sexy, Professional kissers, One of a kind, Loves being in long-term relationships, Extremely energetic and funny, Is A 'G', Unpredictable, Will exceed your expectations, Loves music, Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u, The BEST and BIGGEST FREAK in bed, Loves weed very much, Strong, Considered to be a "Spartan" The most intelligent Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt Word...........Peace.

Birds Nest
http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=293350753 To Spankable ...: i couls go on for hours tallkin about whats wrong with the guys here...lol cancel Chat 6:53pm reply Spankable ...: SO COULD i ... gross... one of my best friends is into slutty , over made up blond trash with no tits and fat asses and skanky mexican whores .. and he wonders why i delted him ... he " likes them and lustes all over their asses and i never got one fking comment or rating from his stupid ass..though he says oh your beautiful..wtf ever cancel Chat 6:56pm more To Spankable ...: lmao...you really could....well you know what.... cancel Chat 6:56pm

I Can't..originally Written On 8/21/08
When I look into this mirror I don't see the same person I used to be. If you could see the reflection that I see, yes it is the image of me but far away from just plain ole me. I can see thru my eyes who I used to be it tells me to get back to me. I look at my reflection tryin to bring back the recollection of what I once knew as this great connection. I look into this mirror and trying to get back to my old self because somehow it mistakenly got put back on the shelf. I look at my reflection racking my brain trying to figure out how to take away the pain. I look in the mirror knowing that, this ain't me! You know who you are and what God came for you to be. I look at my reflection and I by no means do I want you to keep guessing, because I can't keep you stressin. I look into this mirror I see you there but off in the distance, but when I beckon you, you're not resistant. I look at my reflection thinking why have you been feeling neglected, you don't have to fear for who

My Personality
Okay, to get this out there, so it's understood....if I rate the hell out of your pics, admire you, gift you, give props to you, pimp you out, or anything like that....rest easy. You have not gained a stalker, I'm not skeezing on you, no need to vomit. I'm the type of person that goes out of his way to treat people nice because that is what makes me happy. I like to be attentive to my friends and family and I am. If you feel uncomfortable with my level of attention, flirting, the way I talk to you, tell me, I'll respect that not everyone can be comfortable with how I interact with them. I'll do my best to bring my attention to a comfortable level for you. It's that simple! If I think you are good looking or sexy or funny....I'll say so. I LOVE to flirt, I LOVE attention. You say to back off, I will. However, just because I flirt with you doesn't mean I'm interested in a relationship beyond friendship with you. It means you are a hot friend of mine and worth being treated like you are

U.s.a.
This country was founded on Christian beliefs. We don't like foreigners here, but the Government forces us to tolerate them. Everyday our rights and way of life is being stripped from us because of Illegal Aliens and Immigrants from foriegn countries. Why should I have to press 1 for English. This is an English speaking nation!!! We Caucasian Americans are quickly becoming a minority. We need to close the borders today! It should have been done over 30 years ago. Obama bowed to the King of Saudi Arabia his first 3 months in office and is bringing Islam to America and the govenment is letting him do it. Now is the time for action people. Please call your State Governer, Senator, Assemblymen, etc. and let them know we will not tolerate this! We the people must act now, before it's too late...

Auction Stuff
bid on me im cheap and easy...will do anything if the price is right :) click and paste the link and make your bid...the links arent working sorry http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1677524&albumid=1762120&i=100525499&idx=5

Gotta Go!!
well...once again im off..but at least to a much better location.should have internet while im there so should be online in the evening..will try and take some more pics of this beautiful island...when i get back have to leave right away to rhota spain...yup poor me...lol be safe while im gone..and hopefully see you soon andy i am leaving for a base in belgium and after that to another base in the netherlands...most of you know i work for the U.S. govt. as a military contractor and i go to all the bases in europe and some in the middle east so i am often gone and without internet....i often come back to friends who have deleted me..hope that wont happen this time...i have thinned out my friends and family and hopefully got it right this time i will be gone for a bit....so if i am not around..you know why everyone stay safe and keep smiling...will see you all when i get back ok...i will be gone till sunday. will have no phone or internet where i am going....i

Stranger
So silent and so subtle, the flame casts a shadow on? Most, watching the game of the evening and I seek the flame to cast a shadow? Sleep well? Norio Yes, Rep. Andrews that letter to the Feds removed the guilt off of you and Mr. Yurick completely. Debbie, I never said or made any comments that Mr. Yurick lied or is a liar. Intresting to note the IRS "your name just popped up" and suddenly they're shy of how much to me? It was the NJ Mental Health Advocate office employee that named you Senator Andrews. As I looked at that time of these property price inflation and no one buying that talk of this Bail Out was headed past two trillion. Third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, and eigth. Norio Follow my lead. You aint got it? I'm dead and you murdered me. Congratulation my poor ol' friend. The devil did you one better. Join me. Norio

Gift Implanted
Hey world i know positively that there are ppl out there who are aware of tha,nautral gift that is given from above.It has to do with our instincs,a tipical example is like when ur so hyped to go some where ,and all of a sudden,ur feelings for that trip,or that party just cease to give u that spirit to go.There and then u call ppl telling them u changed ur mind,they may be upset with ya but,u do not really care.And all of a sudden in tha morinin u hear this bad news of what happen amongst ur friends,which was not a regert,because the event was aborted due to a severe incident in which one of ur friend was hurt,which turned out to be fatal.and solooking back to that gift given to u as in tha form of instincs payed off very well,cause probably it could have bin u.In closing,I for sure anticipate that questions are being asked ?Where is this instinc came from?Aight it came from tha Mighty One above,he is responsible for all our ins and out,know every thing,pass present and future.Just

T'freres House & Garconniere
T'Freres House and Garconniere LOCATION: T'Freres House and Garconniere can be found on Verot School Road ( Route 339) between Rue Louis X1V and Highway 3073. Nearest cross streets are Artisan Road and Yvette Marie Drive. (337) 984-9347 * (800) 984-9347 Address: 1905 Verot School Road, Lafayette, LA 70508. DESCRIPTION: T'Freres House and Garconniere Bed and Breakfast was voted the "Best of the Best by the Times of Acadiana Readers poll. It is 'The Place' to stay in South Louisiana." Innkeepers Pat and Maugie Pastor, former premier restauranteurs of Chez Pastor Restaurant in Lafayette, offer wonderful food selections for their guests, who also enjoy the Cajun aura of the Bed and Breakfast itself. This 1880 Acadian colonial architecture style 2 floor wooden home is made of Loui

Beauregard-keyes House
The Beauregard-Keyes House The Beauregard-Keyes house in the New Orleans French Quarter has a reputation that is known to be very haunted. Historically Known to be haunted The Beauregard-Keyes House, was built in 1826 for wealthy auctioneer Joseph LeCarpentier. It is a fine example of a raised, center-hall house. It derives it's name from two of its former residents, Confederate General Pierre Gustave Toutant (P.G.T.) Beauregard and author Frances Parkinson Keyes. General Beauregard and his family lived in the home from 1866 to 1868 while he was president of the New Orleans, Jackson, and Great Northern Railroad. Mrs. Keyes used the

St. Louis Cemetery
Saint Louis Cemetery HAUNTED PLACE: St Louis Cemetery Number 1 ADDRESS: 499 Basin St, New Orleans, LA LOCATION: St Louis Cemetery Number 1 can be found just northwest of Basin St, and just 1 block west of N. Rampart St, which is the furthest inland border of the French Quarter. It is 8 blocks from the Mississippi River, being the riverside border of the French Quarter. St. Louis St. borders the cemetery's eastern side, while its western and northern sides have the Iberville public housing as its neighbors. NOTE: Because of its closeness to the Iberville public housing, which in the past has housed a few people who like to rob tourists in the narrow alleys between vaults, there is a high wall surrounding the cemetery, and the cemetery closes at 3:00 sharp. It is strongly recommended that tourists visit via a tour group. When the gates are locked, the cemetery is left to the restless spirits who walk its paths. Tom and I took the Haunted Cemetery Tour, ru

Ramblings In My Mind
Pain reminds us that we still feel.Pain tells us we can still love.It shapes us, rips us and drivesus insane.It doesn't have to scar us forever,but justbe a reminder of something we once hand and then lost.Hold your head high and walk with grace and never show the pain on your face. You walk away with no word,you walk back in like you never left.what are you doing?What do you want?You hide,you play games.you can't look me in the eye and tell me what you want to say the most.I know the truth and so do you.What are you waiting for?My time here is short.I need to live my life for now.I can't and wont wait much longer.I won't come back a second time.Just look at me and tell me what you want so badly to say to me.It hurts just a little and then it is gone.Then there is happiness and joy and yes,sometimes some more pain but,we do it together as one and not apart and hurting all the time. You make my heart hurt and you make it swell with joy.You saved me and then destroyed me.I don't know whe

Asking For Prayers
My father "Bill Thomas" fell Sunday and broke his right hip. The doctor said it is a pretty bad break and he needs surgery as soon as possible. He'll turn 90 on the 30th of September. And to make things worse, he's in Arizona and his children are in North Carolina. He is a WWII – Europe vet and a Bronze Star recipient. Please say many prayers for him. Thanks in advance.

Hermann-grima House
Hermann-Grima House The Hermann-Grima Historical House - Location: 820 St. Louis Street, New Orleans, Louisiana 70116. Manifestations: * Pleasant, cordial ghosts, with southern manners live here and do their best to help the living, who they graciously share this house with. Obviously, they are pleased with the renovation job done on their precious home. Caretakers find that these unseen presences like to scatter fragrant rose and lavender around the rooms to freshen and air. * On cold winter mornings, the living often find that the ghosts have lit the fireplaces to warm the rooms, and keep them cozy. Still Haunted? Yes. These manifestations are still happening. The Hermann-Grima Historical House 820 St. Louis

Laveau House
Laveau House ( . . Place: At the Laveau House - Location: 1020 St. Ann Street, New Orleans, LA. 70116. *Some people report that the spirit of Marie and her followers still conduct wild voodoo ceremonies this house. * Her detailed apparition has been seen walking down St. Ann Street, attired in a long white dress, wearing her tignon, which is a scarf with seven knots in it. * In a drug store on St. Anne Street, her apparition slapped a man in the face when he failed to acknowledge her presence. She then floated to the ceiling. The owner of the store witnessed the whole thing. Still Haunted? Yes. Marie Laveau House Laveau House Legend has it that MarieLaveau lived in a house at 1020 St. Ann Street. best known and most revered

Old Absinthe House
Old Absinthe House HAUNTED PLACES: JEAN LAFITTE'S OLD ABSINTHE HOUSE ADDRESS: 240 Bourbon Street, New Orleans, LA 70130. Web-Site: oldabsinthehouse.com LOCATION: THE 200 year old ABSINTHE HOUSE Bar has long been found on the corner of Bourbon St and Bienville St. Description: “EVERYONE YOU HAVE KNOWN OR EVER WILL KNOW, EVENTUALLY ENDS UP AT THE OLD ABSINTHE HOUSE” ".....But our business is with the heart of things; we must go beyond the crude phenomena of nature if we are to dwell in the spirit. Art is the soul of life and the Old Absinthe House is the heart and soul of the old quarter of New Orleans." This two-story, Spanish-style building that was constructed in 1806, is now owned by Tony Moran, who has three different service businesses in this building, making good use of its space. The outside of this building is very appealing, in great shape, as is the inside of this classic New Orleans structure. Coming through the front door, the visitor enter

La Pavilion Hotel
La Pavilion Hotel ( HAUNTED DWELLING: Le Pavilion Hotel ADDRESS: 833 Poydras Street, New Orleans, Louisiana 70112. WEBSITE: lepavillon.com LOCATION: The glorious Le Pavilion Hotel can be found on a main city artery, on Poydras Street, and the corner of Carroll Street, 2 blocks west of St. Charles Ave., about 5 blocks away from the French Quarter. DESCRIPTION: A member of Historic Hotels of America, Le Pavilion Hotel truly has earned the nickname,"The Belle of New Orleans." This grand palace integrates old world beauty and decor with modern day amenities." Crystal chandeliers from Czechoslovakia, marble floors from several locations around Europe, marble railings, imported from France, that once graced the lobby of the Parisian Grand Hotel. Spectacular Italian columns and statues were bought to grace the exterior, and fine art and antiques from the world were added to the decor, much to the pleasure of its guests. All the modern conveniences expected in a 4 star hotel

Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop
Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop HAUNTED PUB - Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop ADDRESS: 941 Bourbon Street, New Orleans, Louisiana, 70116. 504-522-9377 LOCATION: Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop Pub can be found on Bourbon Street, in the residential section, about two or three blocks away from the rowdy center of Bourbon Street. It's address on Bourbon Street is between Dumaine Street and St. Philip Street. DESCRIPTION: This two story, brick and stone, plain rectangular building is solidly built, in the French style and has stood on this spot since the late 1700's, sometime before 1772. This building has the distinction as being one of the few remaining original "'French architecture' structures" which still grace the French Quarter. The building escaped both the fires in 1788, and 1794, remaining untouched. This explains why most of the buildings in the French Quarter were rebuilt in the Spanish style of this time. This building's claim to fame is that it was the place of business, for

Lafitte's Guest House
Lafitte's Guest House HAUNTED DWELLING: Lafitte's Guest House ADDRESS: 1003 Bourbon Street, New Orleans, Louisiana 70116 | 504.581.2678 Web-Site LOCATION: Lafitte's Guest House can be found on the corner of Bourbon St. and St. Philip St., just half a block up from Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop Pub and a few blocks from the bar action on Bourbon Street, in the residential area just north of the heart of the entertainment area of New Orleans. DESCRIPTION: Lafitte's Guest House probably got its name for being so close to Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop Pub. This restored mansion is described as an 1849, 3 storied French-style luxury boutique hotel, with an attached wing on the back of the mansion. This lovely building was built by master builder, Joshua Peebles, for debt collector, Paul Joseph Gleises and his wife Marie Odalie Ducayet, their 6 children, and their slaves. After the war, the attached wing was the servant's quarters. The architect, Robert Seaton, also designed th

Alibi Bar
Alibi Bar HAUNTED PLACE: Alibi Bar and Grill ADDRESS: 1811 Iberville Street, New Orleans, Louisiana Phone: 522-9187 * Email: info@alibineworleans.com Web-site: alibineworleans.com LOCATION: The Alibi Bar can be found on the corner of Iberville St. and Bourbon St., one block north of Canal Street, an address located in the beginning of the party-central area of Bourbon Street. DESCRIPTION: The Alibi Bar is described as being a serene bar that has an unassuming nature with a sexy ambiance. It is found in a basic, plain, slightly funky two story brick building with the Spanish style porch and iron works on the second floor. It looks authentic,and hasn't been yuppie-fied. It has an attic as well. It's custom of serving late-night, early morning food, and having 150 brands of beer, to offer its patrons, makes it the most popular hangout for dancers, bartenders, doormen and waiters on their off hours, where they go to relax after a busy shift of waiting

Monteleone Hotel
Monteleone Hotel HAUNTED PLACE: Hotel Monteleone ADDRESS: 214 Royal Street (Rue Royale), New Orleans, Louisiana 70130. Web-Site: LOCATION: The Magnificent Hotel Monteleone can be found in the heart of the French Quarter, close to the corner of Royal and Iberville, not far from Bourbon Street. DESCRIPTION: This beautiful, 15 storied, Beaux-Arts-style boutique Hotel has been family-owned for over 100 years, and offers 600 deluxe sleeping rooms, which includes 55 suites. Popular in the hot summertime, is the swimming pool on the 15th floor. Hotel also has a luxurious Spa Aria, a "state of the art" fitness center and in-house restaurants. There is a lounge, and a unique carousel piano bar that rotates around. There is live New Orleans Jazz music in the bar most nights. It's location is just a short walk from Bourbon St. and other places of entertainemnt. The inside lobby is truly beautiful, with 12 foot ceilings, Beaux-arts decor, antiques and beautiful floors and ceil

St. Louis Cathedral
St. Louis Cathedral HAUNTED PLACE: The St. Louis Cathedral Basilica ADDRESS: 615 Pere Antoine Alley, New Orleans, Louisiana/ LOCATION: The St. Louis Cathedral Basilica can be found near the corner of Peron Antone Alley and Chartres Street, directly across from Jackson Square. DESCRIPTION: This beautiful 1850 Cathedral Basilica is the landmark structure of New Orleans, with its two side steeples and central bell tower with its steeple. It is designed inside along the lines of traditional large churches of its time, with a central main altar, two side alters, a beautiful pipe organ, that has recently been rebuilt due to water damage from Katrina, a vestibule and other statues of importance, breathtaking ceilings and lovely decor. The lovely Cathedral Garden can be found behind the Cathedral-Basilica, on Royale Street. HISTORY: On this plot of land, there have been 4 churches, built to serve the spiritual and physical needs of the people of New Orleans. The first st

Provential Hotel
Provential Hotel HAUNTED DWELLING: Provential Hotel ADDRESS: 1024 Chartres St., New Orleans, Louisiana. http://www.hotelprovincial.com/ LOCATION: The Provential Hotel can be found in the heart of New Orleans, near the corner of St. Philip and Chartres Street, 2 blocks east of Bourbon Street, and 1 block west of Decatur, not far from the Mississippi River. DESCRIPTION: This lovely, upscale hotel is made up of five buildings. A variety of "tropical", French Quarter courtyards can be found throughout the property. This hotel has two pools to refresh the visitor after a hard day of sight-seeing! The rooms are described as being spacious, "with 19th Century award-winning architecture." Buildings 100 & 200, were recreations of the 19th century style New Orleans decor. Buildings 300 and 400 have been restored to their original 1820 and 1825 early 19th century style. The 500 building is a great restoration of its original 1875 structure. HISTORY: The five buildings; (100, 2

Columns Mansion
Columns Mansion - ( Haunted Mansion: The Columns ADDRESS: 3811 St. Charles Avenue, New Orleans, Louisiana 70115. 899-9308 LOCATION: The Columns can be found in the Upper Garden District, close to the trolley line. Turn from Canal Street onto St. Charles Avenue. The Columns is located in the 3000 block of St. Charles Avenue, between Louisiana Ave. and Napoleon Avenue. DESCRIPTION: This 1883, grand-looking Italianate mansion, is a glorious 3 storied, European-style Guest House, offering 20 rooms, from "very simple, to very grand decor", rooms, that each have their own style; something for everyone's budget! Besides offering warm southern hospitality, New Orleans style, The Columns' guest rooms have lovely antiques, amoires, unique fireplaces, old fashioned bath tubs to be enjoyed by their guests. Lovely Italianate columns across the porch, and dentils along the roof line greet the visitor. A lovely wide veranda porch, called the grand front gallery, surrounds the mans

A Submissives Fantasy
She sat naked on the beds edge. Her head was hung and her curly red hair hung over her right shoulder. She was saddened at the fact her Lord had gone to town without her. This was a rare occasion because He was not one to go places unless absolutely necessary and never had He gone without her. An hour had passed since he left the manor and she was starting to worry. "Where could He have gone?" she was asking herself. She wanted so desperately to know his ware bouts; however, she had no way of getting a hold of him. She raised her head and gazed upon the candle she had lit just a bit ago. It was sitting on her beautifully crafted wooden vanity that her Lord made special for her. She stood and slowly walked toward it. She placed her hand on the back of the chair and pulled it from beneath the vanity. As she walked around the chair to sit her eyes caught a glimpse in the mirror. For a second she had thought she had seen her Lord standing behind her. She turned her head quickly

Gee Thanks Jen!! :)
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I drool in my sleep and when I am awake 2. I like getting new stickers for my fookin helmet 3. I have OCD like my friend Jenn (mines way better) 4.I have to have a half of a vicodin with my coffee in the morning 5. I like to sing to my computer 6. I like to gossip about people I dislike 7. I hate blogs and blogging and people that make me do blogs for their cheap ass entertainment value :) 8. Clean Sheet day is my favorite day! 9. My memory sucks ass! I have OCD like my friend Jenn (mines way better) Ok I am tagging these people Shababs Dragons4you~ Bigbuck632 Sparklyballs MzCaBIB

Return To Me
I feel everyday is a journey, a day that is so hard to finish, like i can never compete. Is it supposed to be like this? Where was the happiness of my youth? My heart is yurning for the truth. For my passion superceeds my inner strength, the ability to accomplish, to strive ahead. I will be a different person in the months to come, I will be strong, I will know what it takes to take on the world... I just pray i will not have to do it alone.. My companion, my love I need you... a soft gentle touch that flooded memories of times past has my heart on a string. for the weight is heavy but soon it will break and when it does, i hope you are there to catch me. You may have skin so tough, calyst from years of bitterness and grief, the world pulling you down, one day at a time. But darling, my will is stronger, but your skin opens for me to an exposed heart.. a beating organ that longs to be cradled, to be loved, sweetly touched, cared for... Not babied but taken care of.. I can only show

It All Makes Sense
T'was the night before Christmas, and he lived in a crowded, 40 man tent, with warriors so loud. I had come into the tent with presents to give, and to see just who in this rack did live. I looked all about, and a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stockings were hung, just boots close at hand, on the locker hung pictures of far distant lands. He...had medals and ...badges, awards of all kind, and a sobering thought came into my mind. For this place was different, it was so dark and dreary, I had found the home of a Soldier, this I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, silent and alone, curled up in his rack, dreaming of home. The face was so gentle, the barracks in such good order, but not how I pictured a United States Soldier. Was this the hero whom I saw on TV? Defending his country so we all could be free? I realized the families that I've seen this night, owed their lives to these Soldiers who were willing to fight. Soon round the world, t

Words Of Wisdom
yo words of wisdom u men who think ur bad ass ur not execpt for thugs i have much respect for them u other men though ur not bad ass im bad ass i weight 225 of pure muscle and im a cage fighter so dont come to me telling me how bad u r cause ur not step with me in a ring with me and u will get knocked out or choked till u pass out

Here And Gone
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Links
http://www.slaveskeep.comSlavesKeep is a refuge for many to come together, to commune, to play, to chat, to learn, to teach, to grow and to possibly find what T/they are seeking. SlavesKeep is a place of free will, where submission is a beautiful gift. To belong in SlavesKeep is a privilege, to all, Masters/Mistresses, Switches and submissives/slaves alike. Here Y/you will find a home. Inside these castle walls, Y/you will experience Dungeons, a sanctuary, schools of thought and a Repository for all varieties of the BDSM lifestyle. Y/you will have the opportunity to make a profile and begin advancing in degrees to earn privileges and work toward a goal. Along the way, Y/you will meet people from all walks of life who share the commonality of some form of the BDSM lifestyle. Y/you will probably make some amazing connections or friendships. There is also a lot of room for fun and artistic expression. The rules here are simple and clear and respect will be the key for success. So come ins

My Fu-vacation
Well from my status you can see that I’m taking a much deserved “Fu-vacation”. No I’m not going all “emo” and deleting my account, I just want to take a break for a while. This October I’ll have been here for 3 years, that’s 3 years of logging in EVERY DAY. It gets a bit old. I’ve made a lot of good friends here. This place was a lot different when I joined; I’m not saying that it’s not good now it’s just different. There is way too much begging, whoring, and drama; this is the fucking internet people. It’s sick that women basically sell their bodies for blasts, blings, and happy hours. Come on ladies, you can’t use those in real life. Get a fucking clue. And some of the guys, I mean who really fucking starts a conversation in real life by saying “nice tits”, or “damn I wanna fuck you”. Holy Shit guys!!! And WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH ALL THE CHEATING!!!! I'll say it agai

Lyrics For Some Projects Im Working On
I JUST SHOULDA LISTENED INSTEAD IM SITTIN HERE LIKE AN IDIOT, TRYIN TO FIGURE OUT WHAT YOU REALLY DID, BUT THERE'S NO MORE TIME FOR YOU, YOU SILLY KID, AFTER I DROP THIS DISS IT'S MY ASS YOU COULD KISS, SHOULDA SLAPPED YOU AROUND LIKE A MASTICHIST, MAYBE YOU WOULDA LIKED THAT YOU LIL NASTY BITCH, TRY TO CLAIM YOU WERE PLAYIN? BITCH YOUR SHITS LAME! EVERYBODY BUT YOUR MOMMA KNEW MY NAME. AND TEARDROP, YOU SHOULDA STAYED SOBER SO YOU COULD HEAR THOUGHTS, STILL DRUNK DIALIN, WHILE THE GUYS PILE IN? YOU WERE RAPED YOUR FIRST TIME? WELL LET ME PLAY THE VIOLIN, SILENCE IS THE ONLY THING I EXPECT OF YOU, CAUSE I KNOW THE TRUTH'LL ALWAYS GET THE BEST OF YOU, AND IT WAS A FAVOR THAT YOU DID ME IF YOU HID ME, I DONT THINK THIS LEGOPHILE WOULDA BEEN ACCEPTED BY YOUR FAMILY OF PEDOPHILE, I COULD RAP ABOUT YOUR ISSUES FOR A 1000 MILES, YOU DUMB BIPOLAR BITCH TAKE YOUR FROWNS AND SMILES, YOU KNOW WHY YOU CHASE SOBRIETY AWAY, AND YOU KNOW WHY YOU'RE HAUNTED BY ANXIETIES TODAY, LISTE

For Dante'
I wrote this for Dante'.. he will understand.. and I hope he likes it... Old Mcdonald had a farm... and all the animals slept in the barn.. the sheep were dressed in white.. and all the cocks did was fuss and fight.. the chickens sat and laid their eggs, hoping the farmer wouldn't eat their legs.. It was supposed to be fun...but when the bull looked at me.. I gave a run.. i thought this was one crazy zoo..I saw the cows fucking and the one cow said.. "GOO-GA-MOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!" hehe, I know.. BAD CASSIE!

Fu-wife Auction Help Me Ladiesngents!!!
I AM INTERESTED IN SEEKING A FU-WIFE DONT GET IT TWISTED YES I DO HAVE A FU-HUSBAND BUT I AM INTERESTED IN A SEXXI WOMAN 2 QUENCH MY THIRST IF THAT IS U PLEASE BID FOR ME IN MY PHOTO SECTION 07-13-09 TILL 07-20-09 BID STARTS AT 1 MILLION.....THIRSTY4TAE

My Poetry
I do not wish thine eye to drinketh of my beauty, for how now, when thy cup runneth dry?When Summers graces have stilled by winters cold dark breath, would'st thou still have the sparkle of Spring in thine eye?As the soft plump curves wrinkle past their ripeness, and the apples of my cheeks turn to ashen gray,As the sweetness of my voice bitters as time's spent, and my golden silky tresses are but thinning straws of hay, Would'st thou whisper sweet nothings to the hobbled silver lady?Would thy fingertips dance upon my wrinkled folded skin?Would thou speaketh love poems like a gentle bedtime story?As I'm withered and tired, would thou gently tuck me in?When maidens come hither with their bountiful blessing to tempt you and tease you when no one's around,Would your silver haired matron be the shackle that holds you or would memory serve I'm the jewel in your crown? Like wine, one's beauty serves to strip away thy senses. A glance, like a sip leaves thee quickly craving more. Each eyeful

Friday Night Forgets... Maybe Regrets Lol
We went to the bar last Friday night, my best friend and I. The bar owner says to Sandi, "Oh I heard you were on the bar a few weeks ago." Sandi looks at me.. and we both say.. " I don't remember that." The bad thing is, I don't drink, I should remember things. lol We talk a little further and all of a sudden Sandi says, "Ohhhh I remember now." She mumbles a few things and I pop up and say, "ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh I remember now." Bless little Sandi's heart, she was up on the bar with her legs in the air and someone was using a twister game mat to diaper her with. I sure as hell hope they powdered her ass too. What the F did I have to remember that for? I don't think I will ever be the same again..... *blank stare* help me.........

End
I want it to the end. The thoughts the feelings, i thought it was over I thought there was nothing left....and then i saw the resemblence in her childs eyes to him...my ex....the only way for it to be his if he cheated again.....it shouldnt bother me, it eneded almost two years ago but we tried again...last august.....baby was born June....that means we were together.....i had myself convince it wasnt his...till i saw the eyes....he has his eyes......now its all back, the pain, the knowing she could give him what i was never willing at the time... the wondering what is so wrong with me agian, the lost of self esteem, of confiendnce....oh god when can it end......when will this finally leave me....all this pain and emotion when will it fo, so i cna move on fully....when will i find someone to love me for me...................

My Mental List Haha Im Labeled
so yea im labled with these mental problems i think its kinda funny but im on meds to control it and it works so here it goes names and deffs. ADD/ADHD is a common behavioral disorder that affects an estimated 8% to 10% of school-age children. Boys are about three times more likely than girls to be diagnosed with it, though it's not yet understood why. Children with ADHD act without thinking, are hyperactive, and have trouble focusing. They may understand what's expected of them but have trouble following through because they can't sit still, pay attention, or attend to details. Extreme Mood Shifts Are the Hallmark of Bipolar Disorder People with bipolar disorder have 2 different mood extremes: "depression" and "mania." An episode of depression or mania can last for days, weeks, months, or, rarely, years. A person with untreated bipolar disorder may have more than 10 total episodes of depression and mania during his or her lifetime. Between episodes, you may have mild sy

Gypsyredneck
In five months of living with men here is what I have learned, as explained to me tonight by the brilliant and ever wise DDM:Men do not hear negatives. We (women) bitch at them so frequently that they are psychologically and possibly even biologically conditioned to tune out the negative. So if we were to say, for instance, "Thomas, I do not like roses. I want daisies," he would hear "blah blah roses blah blah want blah," therefore leading to the trauma of earlier this Autumn. Indeed, I have been under the mistaken impression that my communication style was clear and easily understood when in fact it is not. And it has been further explained to me that in communicating with the male of the species Pauses are an important tool. DDM explains further that if communication could be a combination of James Kirk's ... .. paused... .. speech could be combined with... .. terseness, short... .. words that... .. are spaced... .. so... .. that there were... .. enough... .. pauses for the men to...

Make Money Using Facebook And Myspace And Fubar
I was doing some youtube searches on how to make internet home income and this was the best one that i could find that looks safe enough to think about. Ive then done some research to see if this is a scam, lots of feedback pointing to no. Im 23 and a full time employee at nursing home. I'm gonna Pay the six bucks and go for it, it seems to be up Big Player in the online Networking community. Heres a link to watch a video on this. I would love to here comments on this subject so watch the video and get back to me. Hopefully you Join And We Can Start Making Money Together. http://alturl.com/8aty

Based On A True Story Of A Friend.
Invisible For most of his life he never really stood out. Never did anything great, he was really just average. Never had girls falling over him. he was just normal, but he was also the same as a lot of people. he had some friends (including me), a short date here and there. He had two brothers and his parents never payed him much attention. I guess he was just tired of it. When he would walk through the halls or wherever he went he was just ignored most the time like he wasn't even there, like he was invisible. One time he said to me if i was a portrait people would look at me and notice me all the time. anyways one day i was at my other friends house who was his neighbor. we saw an ambulence pull in his driveway and when we got out side we saw a body come out and there was blood all over the medics hands i talked to his dad and founf out he shot himself through his head in there bathroom with his dads gun. i guess he thought he would be notived if he was painted on the wall.

More Facts About Me Because Cracker's Not Satisfied With The First One!
Instructions... Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to "Tag", listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You're It!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you! Ok, here goes... 1- I once made an entire Thanksgiving dinner on a grill because my oven tore up on my stove. This is NOT easy when you have a little one running around and your spouse is at work but damnit, I did it! 2- I've had neck surgery for herniated disks. Pain that I NEVER want to experience again. 3- I'm a neat freak. Disorder drives me nuts! 4- My mom died when I was 5. 5- I'm full of shit. It's what caused my brown eyes and hair. (Or so my husband says but I don't tell him he's an idiot because I'm nice like that) 6- I work well under pressure. Hey! I never said I wouldn't cuss you out or anyone else! 7- Coke is my favorite drink. 8- I'm

Court
Holy scriptures have it that two women appeared before Prophet Solomon claiming that both of them were the mother of a baby. The prophet was faced with a dilemma. How would he be able to decide who the real mother was? However, he was famous far and wide for his wisdom so he ordered that the child be cut in half and that a half be given to the women who claimed to be the mother. The older lady said, “yes, it’s ok. Divide the child in half and give me my share.” But the younger of the two cried, “No, please don’t harm the baby. I give up all claims to the child. Please give the infant to the other lady.” In an instant, the prophet knew who the real mother was. Of course, he did not cut the child in half. He told the younger of the two to take her baby home. He knew that because she was the real mother, she would rather give up her child than see it harmed. He admonished the older one because she laid false claims to a child not her own. I am p

Jenn Facts...
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1- I hate stupid people. 2- People think I'm mean but, I only think they have thin skin. 3- I have OCD and OCD and OCD and OCD (yeah you get the picture) 4- I get bored easily. 5- I like naps. 6- I like playing Acrochallenge. 7- I like doing random things to random people, just for fun. 8- I enjoy pretending I'm pissing on Cracka's fooking leg because he's always making me do stupid shit, like this blog. *LOL* 9- I eat a lot and never gain weight. 10- I have a twisted and warped sense of humor. I've even grossed out a few people. Ok.. I'm tagging... Krazee elguapo shababs and YOU and YOU! If you don't know

Haunted New Orleans
HAUNTED NEW ORLEANS PRESENTED BY TROY TAYLOR “Take 100 of the most enthusiastic ghost hunters and ask them to name America’s Most Haunted City. Most will spring to their feet yelling, ‘New Orleans!’ “ (Richard Winer, “Haunted Houses”) THE HISTORY & HAUNTINGS OF NEW ORLEANS The name of “New Orleans” conjures up a succulent variety of images, from the soft sounds of jazz to whirring ceiling fans, wrought iron gates, and hot, spicy food. Along the swollen Mississippi River, the city dozes, only to come alive at night with the revelry of its people and the blare of music and laughter from Bourbon Street and the French Quarter. These are the images of New Orleans that many people think of... but there is another side to the city as well, an underbelly and a darkness that is as carefully hidden as the gates to the small gardens which lurk between buildings in the Quarter. This dark

Parlange Plantation
HAUNTED LOUISIANA PARLANGE PLANTATION False River, New Roads, Louisiana Near Baton Rouge The ghost of a young girl haunts this private plantation, located about thirty-five miles north of Baton Rouge. Along the double row of trees that leads to the doorstep of Parlange Plantation, the ghost of a young girl in a bridal gown is often seen, her white dress flowing out behind her as she runs. The girl crosses the path and then vanishes, tragically living over again the last moments before her death. Who is she and why does she haunt this place? Parlange Plantation was built in 1754 by the Marquis Vincent de Ternant on land that was granted to him by the French crown. The house is still owned by his descendants today... and one of them , who lived many, many years ago, has never left. In 1757, Vincent de Ternant dies and left the estate to his eldest son, Claude. Shortly after, Claude's wife and his first child died during childbirth. He mourned for

Destrehan Manor
Destrehan Manor Museum The Destrehan Manor Museum can be found in the lower Mississippi River Valley, about thirteen miles north of New Orleans, and eight miles from The New Orleans Airport. Directions: Take Interstate 10 West to Exit 220 (I-310 South), stay on I-310 for about 6 miles. Exit onto River Road, and turn left at the light. (Warning: There are no signs to advertise this museum or even street signs, thanks to Katrina?). (Side bar: The few signs we did see in LA, they expect you to pay attention, because no time is allowed to see it, making it hard to even make the turn.) If you are unfamiliar with this area, this makes it difficult to even find, unless you are armed with a really good map and great verbal instructions from a museum staff member. Be sure to call the museum for directi

My Life And Love
Hello Everyone Im Daniel . My life has been so far a wonderful one . spite a few difficult times .I grew up In Chicago back in the 60's 70's. . My late teens and and early adult life I was in a small suburb of Chicago . I worked after school and weekends at a McDonalds at a whole 2.65 hr. My Dad a carpenter had me helping him in the summers and some weeekends . My Uncle explained plumbing and electrical work . So I was a complete home builder . which When I turned 30 I built my 1st Home completely from the ground up . Framed and poured the concrete footings and foundations , framed all the walls . hung all the drywall, pulled all the wiring and did all the plumbing myself . I owned my company and for 9 yrs was pretty well off . . My love life started when I was 21 yes 21 and I married my 1st Love and we have a son which I think is a great young man , We were to young and familes didnt get along . Which ended 4yrs later. :( When i came home from work one day and her and her brother wa

Chretienne Point
HAUNTED LOUISIANA CHRETIENNE POINT ST. LANDRY PARISH, LOUISIANA The house called Chretienne Point in Louisiana was once one of the finest plantation homes in the state and played host to colorful characters like the pirate Jean Lafitte. Restored today, this photo was taken in harder times. The haunting of Chretienne Point is perhaps one of the most tragic in Louisiana. It has all of the makings of the classic southern tale with money and murder, a beautiful mansion and a spirited lady.... who still haunts the house today. Felicite Chretienne was a fiery and capable woman and her ghost remains behind... watching over the house which owes its very existence to her memory. The tract of land upon which Chretienne Point stands was purchased from the Spaniards in 1800 by Hypolyte Chretienne, a French colonist, who built the house and started a cotton plantation. In the building of his wealth, he became friends with the notorious smuggler and pirate, J

The Cottage Plantation
HAUNTED LOUISIANA THE COTTAGE PLANTATION Ruins south of Baton Rouge, along the Great River Road The Cottage Plantation as it looked prior to the disastrous fire in 1960. Although it was destroyed nearly 40 years, the Cottage Plantation still lingers in the memories of many who live in the area of Baton Rouge Louisiana. The place is remembered for what it used to be, what it became.... and for the ghosts who are said to still walk here. The Cottage was built in 1824 by Colonel Abner Duncan as a wedding gift for his daughter and her husband, Frederick Daniel Conrad. The house had 22 rooms and was considered one of the finest in the Baton Rouge area. Visitors to the house included such notables as Jefferson Davis, Henry Clay, Zachary Taylor, and the Marquis de Lafayette. The Conrad family itself had esteemed beginnings, tracing its ancestry to George and Martha Washington. In the years before the Civil War, life was very good at the Cottage.

Oak Alley Plantation
Oak Alley Plantation - LOCATION: Address: Oak Alley Plantation, Restaurant & Inn • 3645 Highway 18 (Great River Road) • Vacherie, Louisiana 70090. Phone: (225) 265-2151 or 1-800-44ALLEY DESCRIPTION: Oak Alley Plantation has been called the "Grand Dame of the great River Road." WOW! Oak Alley Plantation was and is the finest Greek Revival, antebellum plantation home in Louisiana. It's crowning feature is its "full peripheral (free-standing) colonade of 28 colossal Doric columns." The inside has a square floor plan, with a central hall which runs from the front of the mansion to the rear on both floors, which opens up to balconies to catch the breezes, keeping the home cool. At each end of the halls on both floors there are "broad fan lights and sidelights framed with slim, fluted colonettes."

The Myrtles Plantation
THE LEGENDARY MYRTLES PLANTATION IN ST. FRANCISVILLE, LOUISIANA HAS LONG BEEN REGARDED AS ONE OF “AMERICA’S MOST HAUNTED HOUSES”. AND WHILE SCORES OF GHOST HUNTERS WILL SWEAR TO THE FACT THAT THE HOUSE IS INFESTED WITH GHOSTS, THESE SAME INVESTIGATORS WOULD BE PUZZLED TO LEARN THAT FEW OF THE STORIES THAT HAVE BEEN PASSED ALONG AS “FACT” ACTUALLY OCCURRED. THIS HOUSE IS CERTAINLY HAUNTED -- BUT NOT FOR ANY OF THE REASONS THAT WE HAVE BEEN TOLD FOR SO LONG! FOR THE FIRST TIME, DISCOVER THE REAL STORY BEHIND THE MYRTLES AND ITS PLETHORA OF GHOSTS AND HAUNTINGS! Handprints in the mirrors, footsteps on the stairs, mysterious smells, vanishing objects, death by poison, hangings, murder and gunfire -- the Myrtles Plantation in the West Feliciana town of St. Francisville, Louisiana holds the rather dubious record of hosting more ghostly phenomena than just about any other house in the c

Recipe Files
Once in a while I get swamped by asskissers-people that are aware that I would unleash my mighty Fox powers (aka tell them the truth about themselves) on them, leaving them defenseless. So they feel like suckin up to me, telling me all these rosey wonderful things. THe truth is: even if I am nice to you at some point after you have swiped my ass with your metaphorical tongue, I still have the same opinion about you. And chances are, it is not the highest one. Chances are, that if you are a female (I AM much harder on females cause you represent my gender in a really shitty way), you are a "mummer" and you are one of the popular ones, I dont hold you in much regard. Especially if you have cliqish tendencies. Chances are, I have pretty valid piplines that provide me with more info about you than you could possibly imagine, including your inter/intra Fubar drama. Its really fun to hear stories about your pathetic lil failed lives. a minor adjust from 9987 Him: wow, you a

Floating Along In The Gulf
man oh man i gotta tell you getting bleach in your eyes sux!! i was lieing on my back under a sink getting the crud off when a drop of bleach landed in my eye. that shit hurt like a sum-bitch! i don't recomend that to anyone!

My Resident Evil Picture Folder
YES I AM BRAGGING LOL!!! This is how I roll baby!!! 1, (Game discs) Resident Evil: Director's Cut (PSX), Resident Evil: Director's Cut (Greatest Hits Dual Shock Edition), Resident Evil Uncut (PC), Resident Evil 2 Demo (PSX), Resident Evil 2 (DC), Resident Evil 3: Nemesis Demo (PSX), Resident Evil 3: Nemesis (DC), Resident Evil CODE: Veronica (DC), Resident Evil CODE: Veronica X (Greatest Hits) (PS2), Resident Evil Survivor (PSX), Resident Evil: Dead Aim (PS2), Resident Evil Outbreak (PS2), Resident Evil Outbreak File.. 2 (PS2), Resident Evil (GCN), Resident Evil ZERO (GCN), Resident Evil 4 (GCN), Resident Evil 4 Demo (GCN), Resident Evil 4 (PS2).Not pictured: Marvel Vs. Capcom 2 (PS2), Under The Skin (PS2), and Resident Evil Gaiden (GBC). 2, Resident Evil Uncut (PC), Resident Evil (GCN), Resident Evil ZERO (GCN), Resident Evil CODE: Veronica X (Greatest Hits) (PS2), Resident Evil: Dead Aim (PS2), Resident Evil Outbreak (PS2), Resident Evil Outbreak File.. 2 (PS2), Marvel Vs. Capcom 2

Tagged
1. I am the 2nd oldest of 6 kids in my family 2. I hate the sound, feel and sight of cottonaballs ..it gives me chillsall over my body 3. Chicken Parm or Steak are my favorite foods 4. My kids are my heart with little arms and legs 5. I love to bake 6. I plan to go back to school someday ( hopefully that comes soon ) 7. I would love to travel more 8. I have no will power when it comes to ice cream or chocolate cake 9. I like doing dishes and washing laundry 10. I hope to feel what it is like to be really loved by a man before I need a walker and depends lol Completed just for you my friend Kimberly !

Inspirational Poems
by: William Cullen Bryant (1794-1878) To him who in the love of Nature holds communion with her visible forms, she speaks a various language; For his gayer hours she has a voice of gladness, and a smile and eloquence of beauty, and she glides into his darker musings, with a mild and healing sympathy, that steals away their sharpness, ere he is aware. When thoughts of the last bitter hour come like a blight over thy spirit, and sad images of the stern agony, and shroud, and pall, and breathless darkness, and the narrow house…make thee to shudder and grow sick at heart;-- Go forth, under the open sky, and list to Nature's teachings, while from all around-- earth and her waters, and the depths of air-- comes a still voice-- Yet a few days, and thee the all-beholding sun shall see no more in all his course; nor yet in the cold ground, where thy pale form was laid with many tears, nor in the embrace of ocean, shall exist thy image. Earth, that nourish'd thee, shall clai

I Have No Title...
Ok i will just get to it. i have a lot of things going on and i am starting to crack. kids are going back to school. i'm going to school full time. i have a crazy person that wont stop calling my phone from a restricted number (40 times a day) my ex is seriously ill, and i've been trying to be there for him. dizzy spells = anxiety attacks.. so my doctors says my sister is a jerk and talked a lot of junk about me in front of my daughter, so now my family is warring. anywho.. i'm usually sitting here, not sure how to comment a mumm or what i should say in the lounge. i'm a little bit spent these days. /End rant So, i feel the need to write, it helps me to feel better, sometimes. I don't really know whats plaguing me.. i should be totally thrilled. At the end of the month, i will have 2 of my very favorite people, coming in from out of state to visit me. Carly (best friend since grade school) is coming in from Boston, to celebrate her birthday with me. Tony (mike hunt) wi

My Poetry
Delicate fingers graze the ample multitude of linens and pelts hung neatly. Shades of indigo, ebony, crimson she paints intricately over the fair features of her pallid skin. Her gaze constant, confident as the reflection before her returns with carnal glances, Emerald orbs scanning every inch of her exquisite form. She walks the streets, nose held high as it very well should be, For none merely grazes the height of her beauty…and she knows it. Snickers and white noise of back talk sling from every direction The seemingly dull piercing of blunt edged daggers from women who long to be her. To her, their words are simple child’s play. Eyes of men devour her with every effortless step she leaves. As she continues, not a care crosses her mind That she destroys their every desire with a poised turn of cheek. With a graceful flip of golden tresses, she carries on Only to find herself back at her solemn doorstep of a lifeless dwelling. Take a moment, Seek beyond th

Thoughts...
Doing a 360 is cool..if you're on a skateboard. Doing a 360 in life blows. Those of you who are close to me know the absolutely horrible things I've had to face lately. So here I am, on the other side of this awful situation, well several situations, and I'm stuck with this onslaught of emotions. I had a plan, a purpose, and was executing that plan. I gained confidence and strength in myself and then life smacked me right in the face. I fought through one bad situation, and in the end it took a lot out of me. I'm a fighter though, I didn't give up. And then I got hit again with something else, and then again with something else. It got to where the bad things were happening so fast that things were kind of spinning out of control. I'm a good person, so it's bizarre that I've had to go through so much.Anyway, I have all these emotions and nothing to do but sit here and work through them. I don't even know where to start. I have never been one of those people that knows beyond a doubt wh

Tag You're It!!! Tagged By Crazy Cracker...
Tag your it Blog game, I've been tagged to share 10 Random facts about myself, in the end I will choose 5 friends who will be Tagged for the Tag You're IT game, so keep it going! Share 10 Random Facts, goals, Habits about yourself then tag 5 of your friends to keep things going. HAVE FUN! 1- Since I was a child I have gagged at the smell of hot dogs, they make me sick as a dog! 2-I'm left handed, but I do most activities with my right hand excluding writing. 3-I was chosen to play on the all star softball team when I was in High school, it was then that I realized just how much I sucked! Those girls rocked. 4-I can't for the life of me sleep at night no matter how hard I try, or how sleepy I may feel, if I do fall asleep, I'll wake up within the next hour or before. 5- I hate the Tag your it game. 6- I wear a size 5 1/2 shoe and it's rare to walk in and find a pair of shoes that fit. 7-I'm addicted to powdered donuts, I'm going to counseling for it ;-)~ 8-I absolutely

Medical Update
Hopefully this blog will help eliminate some concerns and questions. I was diagnosed with PCOS (Poly-Cystic Ovarian Syndrome) around the tail end of May/ first of June of 2009. What is PCOS? It is a health problem that can affect a woman's menstrual cycle, ability to have children, hormones, heart, blood vessels, and appearance. With PCOS, women typically have: High levels of Androgens, missed or irregular periods, and small cysts in their ovaries. Cure: Unknown PCOS also has played with my blood sugar and has made me a great candidate for Type 2 diabetes later in life. I was placed on several medications for the symptoms of PCOS and the one that has effected me the most is the Glucophage for my sugar level. Doc started me off with 500mg daily for the first month. Side effects for this drug include, but not limited to, diarrhea, gas, headache, indigestion, nausea, stomach pain, temp metallic taste, vomiting, chestpain, dizziness, fast or difficult breathing,fever, ch

Whatever
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1:i smoke too much 2:i dont drink enough* 3:iam lazy about shaving my face 4:yet i find time to shave my balls,even though i dont use em' as much as my face 5:dont care for baseball or football 6:i take fishing seriously 7:iam lazy around the house,but get me outdoors and ill go all day long 8:i always do the dishes 9:i always have sex on the brain yet never whack it* 10:i need anotherbeer you'll know if you got tagged:-P Work Poop Survival Guide CROP DUSTINGWhen farting, you walk really fast around the office so the smell is not in your area and everyone else gets a whiff but doesn't know where it came from. Be careful wh

Why Cant I Stop Thinking Of You!!!!!!!!!
i still want to screm out i love you i still want to screm i want to hold you why cant you just leave me in peace insted of peaces you where my every thing and im still left longing for you why cant i move on with out the thought of you i still cant let my self cry for you like its a lost cause of a thought you might come back to me and screm you love me i need to hold you im nothing with out. yeah its a lost cause i know and thats why ill never show you i still love you. all i can show you is pain hate you where my love my anker my star now your my hate my pain my scar.

Why So Serious???
Why so serious? Put a Smile on that face of yours. Life will always bring you pain,suffering, grief and sorrow... You just have to make a choice... What are you going to do about it? Will you simply take it lying down? Weak and pathetic... or will you take that pain, that sorrow, and make it work for you. Look at yourself!! Serous weeping from your wounds, because you are selfless, yet not sinless. You must give them purpose. Quick! Put a smile on and have a little fight in you. Enjoy it. Live today as if there really was no tomorrow... Because you might one day wake up and find... that everything you ever loved is gone. So I ask you.......... WHY SO SERIOUS???????

Sexiest Ladies On Fu Contest Update
Revised @ 2:28 am (pst) Sat 7-18-09 (((( SPECIAL NOTICE )))) Due to my changing Senrence's Pic during the contest, she lost all her points for that pic. Therefore since this happened right after I made the Current Standings Blog I shall Add her score from that calculation along with her score here in Round Two. ** So if she has 4 -- she really has 73 ---- and so on !! NOTE: Contest Will End every Wed at Noon pst with the next one beginning shortly afterwards.. unless otherwise advised: Therefore plan ahead. The Winners and Finalists from Rounds 1 - 2 and 3 advances to The Finalists Contest following Round 3. (1st - 2nd and 3rd places will advance to the finals from each round.) The Fourth Contest will consist of the 3 winners and the 6 finalists from rounds 1 - 2 and 3. And each Model may present up to 3 pix! So far Besides Fu-Bux I am planning on giving the Winner a One Month VIP! (or sumpin of equal value in Bling) We shall see: But I will

~clever Women~
read to the very bottomA woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods.> > She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap.> > The frog said to her, 'If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes.'> > The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, 'Thank you, but I failed to> > mention that there was a condition to your wishes.> > Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!'> > The woman said, 'That's okay.'> > For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world.> > The frog warned her, 'You do realize that this wish will also make> > your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women> > will flock to'.> > The woman replied, 'That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful> > Woman and he will have eyes only for me.'> > So, KAZAM-she's the most beautiful Woman in the world!> > For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world.> > The frog said, 'That will ma

Guy's Opinion
Mission for a missionaryMissionary quite contraryHow does your garden growA sixty niner is always finerCome on lets go, dont be slowDiggy doggy, bend overAnd i'll do you, real slow, no really slowWe both stand up you pretendYoure looking over my shoulderFor a four leaf cloverWe both pretend that we dont knowWe sit up and face each otherWe'll just sit till the cows come homeI'll lie on my back, you pretend your at the trackYou saddle me like you would a coltI'll just lie there try not to bolt to those who want me to buy you a bling or give fu-bucks just so i can show love and help you level I have a 3yr old little girl who is a special needs child all of my money goes towards taking care of her so FUCK YOU! she is my number 1 always has been and always will be1 We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah

Inspired
I always admired her from across the room, making certain to take in every emotion that danced across her face, studying her hands as they nervously expressed her words, and listening… listening to her soft voice, create the most beautiful tones of fear and pleasure, she sang like a fallen angel cast from the heavens to suffer one more life time. When I could no longer bare watching her face twist with the pain of her song, I would close my eyes and imagine my hand softly stroking her face as she sang through a smile, when my thumb moved to caress her lips she would sing with sounds that sent my body into a heated fit of lust and chilled my very core. I couldn’t breathe, at the very moment I reached the peak if lust she would stop singing. She looked so deeply into my eyes that I could feel her sole invade mine. My hand gently fell to her slender neck; her skin felt like creamy silk and tingled with warmth I could feel and hear every fast beat of her heart throug

Love?
I have often been asked the Question is love enogh. Until recently I always believed that if you had someone to love that returned that love to you you could make it through anything, but now I have to question that. The question is what is more important your personal happiness or the happiness of your children. this is the question all single parents have to ask themselves. Eventually you may have to give up the one you love that makes you happy because your children just aren't happy. This I know is the hardest thing II have ever had to do in my life. I know I still love boo-boo Kitty very much but as a parent and I think most parents would agree, I have to do what I feel is best for my children even if it makes me misserable. My love for my kids eclipses anything IO could feel for any other person. Of course we all get tired sometimes but we have to do whats best for our kids its what makes a good parent. If anyone has any answers to the question is love enough let me know. Is

Wanna See Me Naked?
For the price of a large meal at mcdonalds you can see all my naughty pictures! see me take off all my clothes and dance @ www.nekkidalternative.com/vixenheart www. nekkidalternative.com/vixenheart

Quo Vadis
No matter how prosaic, practical, and ploddingly unimaginative we may be, we have dreams like everybody else. All of us do. In them even the most down-to-earth and pedestrian of us leave earth behind and go flying, not walking, through the air like pelicans. Even the most respectable go strolling along crowded pavements naked as truth. Even the confirmed disbelievers in an afterlife hold converse with the dead just as the most dyed-in-the-wool debunkers of the supernatural have adventures to make Madame Blavatsky’s hair stand on end. The tears of dreams can be real enough to wet the pillow and the passions of them fierce enough to make the flesh burn. There are times we dream our way to a truth or an insight so overwhelming that it startles us awake and haunts us for years to come. As easily as from room to room, we move from things that happened so long ago we had forgotten them to things lying ahead that may be waiting to happen or trying to happen still. On our way we are as

From Tommylee
(From my friend tommylee in a message here. I loved it so much and thought again I would share..and he calls himself a loser and he is farm from that.. he is a sweetheart that I have grown to care about) "Look most guy's on sites like this are just assholes and losers who cant get a girl in real life so they come on here. They think if they talk to u 1 or 2 times ur there girl .There are some nice guy's out here that just want friends plz don't let assholes run u off here. I know i really dont know u but u seem to be a sweet and fun girl and just so u know Im the loser type on sites like this who is to shy to talk to girls in real life and on here. If u do go it was nice to try getting to know ya bye"

How To Kill A Seagull!
A clear plastic bag aluminum foil rolled up in balls (to resemble fast food packaging) bag filled with ether.. Love you Name Anyone got any other ideas. Wicked PS i missed you all this weekend and yes sometime today i will take pictures of my new hair.. PPS I am buying name camouflage netting and sandbags for his cubicle....

Trini's Corner Of The World...
> > A 6 year-old and 4 year-old are upstairs in their bedroom. 'You > >know what?' says the 6 year-old. 'I think it's about time we> > started cussing.'> > The 4 year-old nods his head in approval. The 6 year-old > >continues, 'When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something > >with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4 year-old agrees with > >enthusiasm.> > When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year-old > >what he wants for breakfast, he replies,'Awe hell Mom, I guess I'll have > >some Cheerios.'> > WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen > >floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out with his mother in > >hot pursuit, slapping his rear end with every step. She locks him in his > >room and shouts, 'You can stay in there until I let you out.'> > She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year-old and asks > >with a stern voice, 'And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?'> >> > 'I don't know,' he blubbers, '

Joshua Gods Salvation
Get it together within yourself this way it is established. It was in the beginning therefore it should be now. All the knowledge points in the direction of your having it before so remember it again. This is you but the greater you was established in the beginning. From beginning to beginning. Everlasting to everlasting is what we are designed for. Think not with the flesh as you have been programmed by society to think as but rather think with the spirit and your Super Physical self which created the flesh. Flesh is used to seeing only that of which is before it but if you can see beyond the flesh you will inherit the everlasting Super Physical being that awaits you. Much like you waiting for you. Lets overcome death together. Death exist only due to the fact that it exist within ourselves therefor eliminate all thoughts that may include death. Death in old time had been defeated many times. Enoch, Elijah. These two went up within the whirlwind in a chariot and were then transfigured

Fuck Test
Fill out this out app and send it back to me. I wanna see what everyone would write. And I'll fill it out and send it back to ya if you do.1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position ?4. Do you think i'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Three sum?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like fore play?23. What is fore play to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all

What Is Moonlight Levelers About?
What is Moonlight Levelers about? We are a family that helps those that meet the level up requirements level. In the process we are also helping ourselves because when we rate them we are getting points as well. We have the best members on the Fu! Our vision with our family is this. You don't have to beg people to rate you to help you level because you have a family that will do it for you. When you help level someone it brings you even closer to leveling yourself. When you are ready to level you have a family that will step in and take care of you. We have the best leaders and we are well organized. We have 6 simple rules: 1. No drama 2. Your page must not be set to private 3. You must a/f/r all members 4. Must have our name in your name after you do roll call 5. Help level people when we post a level up 6. Have fun What Moonlight Levelers should be about is family because we are one. We are here to help one another and here to help those on the fu get leveled as well. In t

Stripper Music
Ok...I'm trying to gather a list of people's favorite stripper/stripping music. I've got a few that I found and like and can't really decide. Yea, yea this will probably turn into a mumm once I narrow it down... So, here's a partial list...if you have any others let me know... (These aren't in any order at all!!!!) Lady Marmalade Buttons (Pussycat Dolls) Kiss (Prince) Wild Thing (Tone Loc) Touch Me (SamanthaFox) Thong Song (Sisgo) SHe's A Bad Mamma Jamma (Carl Carlton) Oh Yeah (Yello) giggles Keep Your Hands To Yourself I Wanna Be Bad (Willa Ford) I Know What Boys Like (Waitresses) Big Spender (Sweet Charity Cast) Justify My Love (Madonna) Fever (Madonna) Back That Ass Up (Juvenile) Unbelievable (EMF) Cream (Prince) Naughty Girl (Beyonce) Living Dead Girl (Rob Zombie) Brick House (Rob Zombie) Hotel Room (Pitbull) (fuckin' yummy if I may say!!!) I Touch Myself (Memories) Leave Your Hat On (Joe Cocker) TY The Big Mike for that one.... Midnight Rendezvo

Michael Jackson
The death of MJ was a shock to us all, but was no shock at all for MJ's death to become a scandal. How did this scandal come about? Well I'm glad you asked. MJ was so iconic, so much a super-powerful presence on our planet and in our lives that people can't accept that he died. Yes, even I, Dr. Funkenstein, didn't believe it at first. And when we have these feelings and something like a death occurs, what's the first thing we do? Why, we look for someone to blame it on, of course! I blame the media. Not for killing MJ (though they have tried) but for birthing the scandal. One day, there's some news story about a doctor who did such and such, another day, Joe Jackson says he thinks it's foul play and his statement is a so-called dropped "bomb", another time "new information" is revealed about MJ's medication. Now all of a sudden the word "homocide" is being mentioned in connection to MJ's death. Soon there will be a "suspect", and some poor, innocent soul will be charged with "murder

See Ya Later
A heart is beating,A heart that is not whole.There's something missing,Something I want to hold.She isn't here now,And she won't be anymore.She's gone above now,Gone through Heaven's door.A piece is gone, It's never coming back. I can't be whole again, There's something that I lack.I miss her greatly,But I know it's for the best.I'll be there someday,Singing like the rest.But until then,I'll cherish memories,Remember good times,And forgotten melodies.There is a brightness,A small and shining light.I'll grasp onto it,And hold it with all my might.This rhyme's for everyone,We've all lost someone dear,But I hope that one day,They will again be near.

Shadowheart Thoughts
[ Caution! This blog entry is right now not only unsafe for work, it is a work in progress.. Sure Ill get back to writing as soon as I finish gluing this new beard on what a shame it just cant be done over ] I trying to think of completely random yet interesting things to say, as after my last typo I have completely lost my strain of thought. I guess If I had my own kingdom which contained a court and some knights, horses, and some peasants, it would be in constant turmoil and have low morale, reaching new orders of hightened strategic chaos at a mere change of the wind's direction. On the other hand. everybody would always have to wear solar radiation spacesuits and 900 sunblock for their feet and hands. the knights would be japanese and looking not british and the kind and queen would be of the highest etiquette form (abiding by fuzzy logic) I would be not unllike a shrubbery and collect leopard spot items all the time. I guess alot of people are really not cynic

I Dont Even Know What This Is
I never that i'd see the day when friendship ties just fade away and all thats left and here to stay are memories that hurt to say those times were fun but now theyre done i miss those days of friends and fun i miss the days where we'd just run not from the cops but just for fun not cuz someone has got a gun or because we want some drugs i lost my brother to them son i lost my bois to somethin else a pain that i have never felt it comes around just like a plague and rots out your fuckin brain im tired of this girl my main i wish you would just drop her plain cuz you know you not the same and ima fuckin stay the course cuz thats what fuckin friends are for so when you here and need me man Condor will bring you home again. I dont understand the pain i feel, is it fake or is it real, never one to piss and moan, but its cold when your all alone. I miss holding her in my arms, her sweet scent is one that haunts so lord i pray please take away the pain, its bee

Thinking
i am going to start putting my thoughts down...i always wanted to do this but for sum reason never have..so tonight will be the start of this.. okay where to start...love spenden time here on fubar doing all that there is to do...but my favorit thing to do is meet new people...i have meet alot of fu friends on here and spend countless hours talken to them...but for sum reason they come and go like the wind...which i really do hate but that is life... i have spend a very lonely life in this world..i keep my thoughts to myself keepen it bottled up inside me to eat away at my soul and heart...why i do this...so i dont get hurt anymore...i have let many people in and i always get hurt...it is like a block wall i have put up...12 feet high and on 4 sides of me..someday it will come down..till then i will be safe and not have worry about it...

Hi
If you listen to Shaggy; that's kinda me. "Girl you're my angel; you're my darling angel........... Closer than my peeps you are to me..............." That's me in a nutshell. I have peeps that are important people to me. I do just about anything I can to make their day. But, I'm looking for an angel. Someone I can hang with and stuff. I love treating my peeps right by buying lunches and stuff sometimes. My angel will obviously be treated better than my peeps. So, do you wanna be my angel or peep? I am also looking for just normal friends. I guess I'm just kinda desperate to find someone OUTSIDE of the walmart crew, to hang out with. (I also live by Oreo Speedwagon's song, "I make you laugh, and you make me cry.......... I believe it's time for me to fly." If I wanna make time for you and make your day, and you don't wanna make time for me; well...........bye). If you are interested; stop by Walmart on highway 36 in Oak Park Heights and look for Bob in the home entertainment area. I wo

Red Rover
Something to be appreciated. I know I do: http://imaginepeace.com/news/archives/7550 Thank you, Yoko! Stumbling my way around in the dark.. *thump bump* *Splash*spills* Ahoy there! As you can probably tell, I'm new around here, and I'm still trying to figure out the maze. I'm reading the FuBible as time permits but its a process learning what's going on in here. For instance, how to get that tagline by my name? Anywho, I'll keep stumbling, fumbling and maybe mumbling until I feel real. Feel free to grab my hand and lead me through if you happen to bump into me. Peace All! ~Red~

Brother
My brother went into the hospital , June 25th to get chemo shots. He developed infections and it got bad. He had luekemia and eventually the infections wore off . However, he is just resting in the hospital in Philly and they are just going to make him as comfortable as possible. Liver shut down, kidney shut down and hes getting no chemo . Now its just a waiting time til its his time for him to go with my mom. All this happened too soon and caught us off guard. I feel so sorry for him and sad as we cried the other day. He knows whats going on, just too soon for him to go at 52.

On A Serious Note...
So I was going to talk about my obsession with the deep sea tonight but I got side tracked. I just downloaded a bunch of music featured in Abby's lab on NCIS (love that broad, btw) and it brought me back to some of my... uhhhh... kinkier nights. I thought I'd share. Anyone here ever actually been to a sex club? Apparently Seattle is a pretty prime place for sex-positive culture. Very open, very experimental, and safe. {Side Note, new obsession = Android Lust. Enjoy listening while you read...} I've always had a dark side to me and it most definitely makes itself known in the bedroom. BDSM is what makes me tick. Control. Power struggles. Destroying someone. Being destroyed. All of it is hot. It makes sense with who I am, but I won't get into the psychology of it. That's for another time, maybe. The point is, I met someone that opened my eyes. Took my hand {or say, neck, by leash and collar?} and walked me into one of Seattle's BDSM sex clubs, turning years

Harry Potter And The Mental War
February 14th The Great Hall was filled to capacity, and had been enchanted with a second level of seats on the sides, and those were full as well. Most of the Hogwarts staff were in the second row, along with the Ministry, but Hagrid and Grawp occupied places along the back wall, and along the sides was standing-room-only. The ceiling reflected a bright blue sky, and white sashes with the Hogwarts seal and the Gryffindor lion draped from the ceiling and the upper level. At the end of the Hall, the head table was gone, and on the dais stood a lone figure in dress robes signifying her signet of office. Minerva McGonagall, Headmistress of Hogwarts, stood waiting for what was already described in some circles as the Wedding of the Century to begin. Minerva spoke. "Since the days of the Hogwarts Four, one of the happiest duties that the Head of the school has been able to perform within these walls is the one we are gathered here for today. I have been fortunate and honored to do t

Real Life Journal
I'm so stressed out right now. DONT READ THIS BLOG IF YOU ARE OFFENDED BY NEVERENDING ANNOYING WHINY RANTING PEOPLE. These rants are at people in my real life, not fu goers. Person one: I pretty much really disklike you. Your a liar, and you annoy me. Go do something horrible with your life. Or just admit your fault. whatever. You disgust me. Your a malicous, vindictive jerk! And to think I thought you were perfect. Person two: Your decision is obviously because of your one track mind lately. It's annoying. *Wonders if you'll regret it later* Person Three: Move on. Please. Person Four: Your annoying. And not perfect. Your judgemental and I find it funny when you speak of 'how above you are then others and how certain envirenments annoy you because they arn't up to your standards'. Can't you just be happy with the beauty in life? And stop taking over my stuff. :/ Sorry for ranting; but I like blogging on this site. Don't mind me being irritated today. Frustrated. i feel li

Some Reflections Of A Life On The Road
This is the story behind the drawing. My friend Lisa and I were out partying one night. Somehow in the course of the evening, after way too many Budweisers and Patron shots, the conversation wandered around to cartoons. She was trying to say "Popeye, the sailor man," but it kept coming out "Yupeye the Paler man." We then proceeded to invent this whole character from just a mispronounced cartoon character. After the night was over, I got out my pad and pencils and the results are what you see in the drawing. That's it. Nothing more profound or deep than that. Once the religious, the hunted and weary Chasing the promise of freedom and hope Came to this country to build a new vision Far from the reaches of kingdom and pope Like good Christians, some would burn the witches Later some got slaves to gather riches But still from near and far to seek America They came by thousands to court the wild And she just patiently smiled and bore a child To be their spirit and guiding light And onc

News & Information 1 - Videos [nsfw]
Warning: This is not posted for entertainment. This is posted to be informative and to show how a small amount of involvement in another's life can make a difference. Synopsis; More people choose to end their lives at the Golden Gate Bridge than anywhere else in the world. The Golden Gate Bridge is an iconic structure. An engineering masterpiece. A triumph of human ingenuity and muscle over the elements, and over the Depression. A constantly pulsing, poetic artery of traffic. A picture perfect postcard. A symbol of a San Francisco, the West, freedom - and something more, something almost spiritual but impossible to describe. More people choose to end their lives at the Golden Gate Bridge than anywhere else in the world. The sheer number of deaths there is shocking but perhaps not altogether surprising. If one wants to commit suicide, that is, there is an eerie logic in selecting a means that is almost always fatal and a place that is magically, mysteriously beautif

Random Facts About Rae!
1. I constantly take pictures of myself no matter where i am or who i am with. 2. I cross my sevens and my z's 3. I used to consider myself bisexual. 4. I think the world of myself and think everyone else should do the same. 5. I am a huge goofball and nothing brings me more joy than making someone laugh, even if it's at me. 6. I watch porn. Nothing wrong with porn. 7. I have a slight infatuation with vampires. 8. I can be very shallow. 9. It takes alot to earn my trust. 10. I have never been in love. 11. I think marriage is a sham. Don't know why anyone gets married. 12. I have been married once. Never plan on making that mistake again. 13. I look at myself in any refective surface I can find and love to watch myself walk. 14. I do not fear dying. 15. I am divorced 16. I prefer Dr. Pepper over Coke. 17. I like soy. Really llike soy. 18. I was a vegan for a year and lost a lot of weight and got really sick... but I looked fierce and would do it again. 19. I am easily

I Decided I Will Stoping Gifts For Fubar Friends For A While
We're never forget the darkest horrible terorist attack on the the world and United States on 9/11/2001. We're stilling recovering from the wounds and losses fron the attack. Pleases never forget 9/11/2001. This November wasn't great for me because i lost my father last Tuesaday. I been upset and sad(crying) about the loss. I haven't a been friend to all my fubar friends who were very wonderful with their love,supports, and prayers. I want to go you a big wonderful thank you.

Song Lyrics
She grew up on a side of the roadWhere the church bells ring and strong love growsShe grew up goodShe grew up slowLike American honeySteady as a preacherFree as a weedCouldn't wait to get goin'But wasn't quite ready to leaveSo innocent, pure and sweetAmerican honeyThere's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the windCallin' out my name like a long lost friendOh I miss those days as the years go byOh nothing's sweeter than summertimeAnd American honeyGet caught in the raceOf this crazy lifeTryin' to be everything can make you lose your mindI just wanna go back in timeTo American honey, yeaThere's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the windCallin' out my name like a long lost friendOh I miss those days as the years go byOh nothing's sweeter than summertimeAnd American honeyGone for so long nowI gotta get back to her somehowTo American honeyOoh There's a wild, wild whisper Blowin' in the windCallin' out my name like a long lost friendOh I miss those days as the years go byOh nothin's sweeter than

Addy
One glass, Short, Tall, Lower the percentage, End toll the same, The carnage only evident the morning after, Amber, clear, flat, carbonated, The damage in time will tell, Motor functions blurred, Vision doubled, Never been to bed with a minger,

Random
DOES ANYONE FUCKING HAVE ANY ANYMORE??? I am seriously begining to wonder.Now high horses arnt my thing...... well not on purpose anyways. I know that my moral high ground differs from everyone elses to the extent of being hypocritical at times.Lessons learned from a hard lived past. I wasnt and still am not any sort of angel but for the love of god what is it with some people. Ok ok forget about how people choose to live their lives...... thats none of my concern. But cmon...... people do have the ability to know right and wrong as far as their own mouths are concerned and what to say and when to say it....... it doesnt take a genious to figure out that some things are a BAD idea to talk about. You dont tell an old jewish person that the holochost never happened, you dont tell tramatized Vet that they fought in a worthless war..... Morals are not the issue here...... everyboys are different. But dont tell me I have to tak you as you are or not at all then get mad when I dont return yo

My Fault!!!
To You It Shall Always Be My Fault. You Stay Out Until 2... Thats My Fault. You Get Into Trouble... My Fault. You Get Sick..... Thats My Fault. You Have No Money, No Friends And No Life ALL MY FAULT!!!!! You Have A Bad Day.... All On Me... I'm The Reason You Are Unhappy. Im The Reason You Yell. Im The Reason You Break Things. Im The Reason???? Then Leave... Just Go! I Wont Stop You! I Never Have! I Say Go You Stupid Ass! It's My Fault You Lost It? It's My Fault I Hurt? It's My Fault????? GO.... GO .....GO Im Begging Just Leave! Stay Away.... Don't Show Up One Day, With The I'm Sorry Baby, I Dont Care Anymore! Im Not The Problem You Fuck, Just Leave Me Alone, Straighten Your Shit Out, 23 New Charges... Guess Those Are My Fault Too? Fuck Off You Stupid Shit. I Have Better Things To Do. Rott There Im Not Bailing Your Ass Out. Guess What It Aint My Fault!!!!!

Desolate Resentment
The rain falls in the darkness of my mind in the depths nothing but darkness I find the pain shatters the window of light The tears I do need to fight yes I do there is no trying unless I choose to keep crying Mindless Self Indulgence stays in thought you "stupid mother fucker" I should have fought what demeants drove me to think you were good then you pulled some shit from the hood steal my soul and break anothers heart for tour own passion attempt to tear us apart I love him more than my infatuation I put myself in the situation but you know better than to touch right now I hate you so much I shattered his heart and trust making it up to him is a must Sad is the lonely heart that be am I to wonder does he really love me if so why not take a stand remember you sir took my hand I am the one you are to marry to say nothing to me is scary I come to you out of my way go home is all you say not glad we are to see my face maybe I should slow the pace ask me her

Songs I Love
Pardon me for saying, I was afraid she never gave me the time of day If love is a slow dance, i just hope for one chance I hope time could stop, its hard for me to breath She's really walking over here to me What should i say? What should i do? Don't let this end now Slow this dance down I could stay here all night... Forever [2x] This is not my strongest point that she knows She pardons me for stepping on her toes I heard she's a pageant queen So what's she doing dancing with me? I hope time could stop, its hard for me to breath She's really falling in love with me What should i say? What should i do? Don't let this end now Slow this dance down I could stay here all night... Forever [2x] Dance with me forever... Teach me every step, every tip and every turn Your arms around my neck you make want to learn.. I'm only getting better Don't let this end now Slow this dance down I could stay here all night... Forever Don't let this end now [2x] Slow Dance A Slow Dance There's a

A Beautiful Mess
i have always thought that love letters are the best way to express how we feel about each other. when speaking we tend to hold back. when writing its all laid out. i love to read love letters from ages ago and see how they would express themselves. this is one of my faves. i hope that youre inspired. Sullivan Ballou wrote to his wife Sarah just one week before he and 27 of his close comrades and 4000 Americans in all would die in the battle at "First Manassas". July the 14th, 1861 Washington D.C. My very dear Sarah: The indications are very strong that we shall move in a few days -- perhaps tomorrow. Lest I should not be able to write you again, I feel impelled to write lines that may fall under your eye when I shall be no more. Our movement may be one of a few days duration and full of pleasure -- and it may be one of severe conflict and death to me. Not my will, but thine 0 God, be done. If it is necessary that I should fall on the battlefield for my country, I am ready. I have no

Lyrics
Never made it as a wise manI couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing’Tired of living’ like a blind manI'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling’And this is how you remind meThis is how you remind me of what I really amThis is how you remind me of what I really amIt's not like you to say sorryI was waiting on a different storyThis time I'm mistakenFor handing you a heart worth breaking’And I've been wrong, I've been downBeen to the bottom of every bottleThese five words in my headScream, "Are we having fun yet?"ya, ya, ya, no noYa,ya, ya, no noIt's not like you didn't know thatI said I love you and I swear I still doAnd it must have been so badCause living with me must have damn near killed youAnd this is how you remind me of what I really amThis is how you remind me of what I really amIt's not like you to say sorryI was waiting on a different storyThis time I'm mistakenFor handing you a heart worth breakingAnd I've been wrong, I've been downbeen to the bottom

Heart
SADNESS IN MY HEART TELLS ME THAT I BEEN HURT MY TEARS SHOW MY THAT I HURT INSIDE YOU RIP MY HEART OUT NOW I FEEL MORE HURT EVERY DAY I WAKE UP I FEEL PAIN AND HURT INSIDE ME HOPING ONE DAY IT WOULD GO AWAY INTEEL DAY THE PAIN WELL REMAN IN ME AND THE SADNESS I FEEL WILL STAY THE TEARS I CRY TO LET GO WHAT I FEEL IN SIDE BUT EVERYTHING IS THE SAME I HAVE SOME HOPE I WONT DIE LIKE THIS BUT SOMETIME I WISH I WAS DEAD SO DONT I FEEL THE PAIN AND HURT I FEEL EVERYDAY I WOKE THIS MORING FEELING LIKE SHIT I MISS THE FREANDSHIP WE MADE I MISS PLAYING GAMES WITH YOU I MISS THE WAY YOU SMILE FOR ME IF I CAN TURN BACK TIME I LOVE TO BE YOUR FREAND AGAIN BUT FOR NOW I WILL DO WITH OUT YOU BUT ALLWAY IN MY DREAMS I MISS YOU THIS GO OUT TO A GOOD FREAND MY MINE

Its Time To Party
Ok so I'm gonna have a party, Rain or Shine, SO If your in Maine, Coming to Maine, or close enough to Maine to travel, send me a message and let me know if your interested in coming, I don't know the date just yet but I will let you know

Support Our Troops
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ - I AGREE!!!. Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was anentertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to manypeople. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the pointof my rant. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's afreaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades? Whatabout all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All

Silly Quizzes
Blame Jen, she sent it 1. What time did you get up this morning?-- 0605-ish 2. How do you like your steak?-- medium rare3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Mulan? I hate going to the movies.4. What is your favorite TV show? CSI, the real one5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? Somewhere hot and tropical with maid service and a pool boy who doesnt speak English 6. What did you have for breakfast? biscuit with butter and grape jelly 7. What is your favorite cuisine? Japanese 8. What foods do you dislike? I like a little of everything9. Favorite Place to Eat? Yamato10. Favorite dressing?-- Honey dijon11.What kind of vehicle do you drive? Hyundai VeraCruz 12. What are your favorite clothes? jeans, button up shirts...my uniform 13. Where would you visit if you had the chance? Maine-my oldest lives there and I havent seen her in a while. 14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full? full15. Where do you want to retire? I'll live here and travel.16.

Dreams Here I Come....
30 Days: End of July 2009 -July 20th, 2009: Have completed my five training calls and become completely confident in my ability to recognize when someone (a prospect) is a good match to be added to the system and join my team. -July 31st, 2009: Have connected enough people to the system that I have sent you (Becky Ringler) 1,495.00 dollars to purchase my personal copy of beyond freedom. 60 Days: End of August 2009 -August 31st, 2009 Have my rent of 525.00 dollars per month paid ahead of time for the months of September, October, November, and December totaling 2,100.00 dollars. -Have the money to purchase my tickets to any team events, Super Saturdays, or Conferences from this point forward. After this day nothing will prevent me from attending any Liberty League International gathering. -Have in a savings account 8,400.00 dollars on the way to my ultimate goal of 25,000.00 dollars by the end of December 2009 for a month long trip to India with my favorite person at the time.

Eh
Have you ever met someone that from the very first moment you saw them, they completely took your breath away? That when they talked to you, it felt as if your tounge became stiff, mouth became dry, heart began to race, thoughts jumbled, and your stomach felt as if there was an enormous amount of butterflies fluttering around inside? Has anyone ever gotten through to you so clearly that they seem to be the only one you can think of? And it gets so bad that you can't stand to be away from them too long without any form of touch or communication? Do you know how it feels to have that one person that could always make you smile and laugh or even cry if only out of pure joy? Can you recall ever having cared for someone so much that the mere mention of their name purges you of every single negative feeling and brings an upbeat clarity to your day? So much so that you can't help but just start randomly speaking fondly of them just so your day can be filled with their memory? Have you ever ha

Will You Give This To My Daddy
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.'Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer.. I immediately turned around and witnessed One of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering.When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and Cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families.Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal.Just when I thought

My Thoughts
I met with my new landlord yesterday, she is about 40 or so and has a cute lil ass, oh I know I shouldn't be thinking about that but can't help noticing cute asses lol ;) Anyway I am paying less than I was b4 and have much more room. Maybe if i get a new gf I can have her live with me or I can get a roomie and make her my gf hehehehe. Anyway, my new place is in the country so I can enjoy the peace and quiet and maybe get to shoot my gun out there too and don't have to worry about anyone wondering who I am sleeping with! I went out afterwards with my friend and saw a movie, we were going to go to theater but decided instead to go to drive in. We were just relaxing watching movie, well ok we were teasing each other also hehehe. I wanted to something to eat and went to concession stand, in line while waiting a old classmate of mine got in line in back of me, we never really hit it off in school, but since then we been friendlier. Anyway, we talked some and she said her bf was being

Its All Bout U!
Wow U ever met someone who changes ur whole lif just with their vibe,their conversation and interest in u! guest what people that happen to me and Im dying to reach ouy and love that person! ACE KA BOOM Its all bout u baby!

Rating Photos And The Not So Appealing
Rating people's photos does make the time go by sometimes but lets be real people. Now I don't understand why people, you know who you are, who are not very interesting to look at tend to get bitter when I don't give you a ten or eleven. C'mon now I am trying not to be UGLY but this is starting to bother me just a tad. I just don't understand why certain individuals, once again you know who you are, feel or get offended when the rating which was given to ya'll was way higher than should have been expected. Ya'll should take this as a compliment instead of acting like all the food in the fridge was all out. You know as well as I do that your rating is not going to be as glamourous as you want it to be. I try to be nice and give you a good rating and what do you do? Act like i am the one who closed the cafeteria door's on you. You turn around and give me a very low rating. It is not like getting on a scale you know....when you get on of course the numbers are high and when i get

To All My Friends/fam/fans
I'm not real big in the blog scene. I just put some on here just to see if anyone reads it. I know some people do. That's cool. So...I'm gonna do some thing outta character for me. Am I crushable??? HEHE. I look at peoples profile and all these crushes.....I have none. Am I admirable??? HEHE. Anyway. Sometimes I just get strange stuff in my head. I guess today was one of those days. I caught myself scrolling once. I thought that was cool. Anyway...I'm off to work. First off, I would like to thank allllllllllll my friends here. I love all of you. Some of you have kept me here over the past couple months and I thank you. Let me cut to it. I have got so much stuff going on right now. I'm not gonna bore you with details. I just think it will be in my best intesest if I leave the Fu. I don't want to. I've met so many colorful people here. I have enjoyed all of this insanity here to the fullest. But, I gotta take care of me. I need to get back to what is truly important...my family

Eek
I am so bored and yet tired right now. My oldest son has some bad stomach bug and doesn't want me to go to bed so I have been staying up with him anyways I have been reading other peoples blogs and yes some are johnny devils :) but it really makes me wonder about things. All these women who beg for blasts, vip , hh , tickers, bling etc normally get it. Why do people waste there money on people who beg for things? Is this something like the White Knight syndrome ? I also can't understand why they would buy these gifts for people we all know damn well are fake accounts. Its not hard to fake a salute as Johnny Devil has proven to us over and over again for over 3yrs in his blogs.At least one thing is going to start happening soon if it hasn't already. Scrapper left a comment stating ..................... SCRAPPEROnline3 days ago-- 28 of 34fubar is a place for people to come and have fun. I do not think anyone would care if you just flat stick said you wish to remain anonymous and ar

Confused
ok so im a lil confused maybe yall can help me understand it. so 2 fridays ago i went out dancing like i always to and for clarification purposes i dont go out dancing to "hook up" or "get laid" or get a number i go out to dance and have a good time, but i dance with this girl who invites me to the table with her friends she ask some questions and i answer and after she says im not looking for a one night stand or a boyfriend im looking for friends, i said great im not either im lookin for dance partners, so she gave me her number and said if you ever want someone to dance with or when your going out dancing give me a call. so i call her on monday and leave a messege that i might go out thursday with a buddy who teaches dance and i will be going out friday, dont hear from her all week until thursday when she tells me shes gonna hang out with some friends...ok no biggie..i dont know if she went out friday or not. so 2 days ago (being friday) afternoonish i sent her a text and ask "wh

Depressing
My life is depressing. what should i do? there is no answer. there is no change. My state of being is sad. my world is long gone. where do i turn? where can i go? no one can answer. no one knows. my heart achs for that one special person. all i get is heatbreak. i try moving on. i try to forget. all i feel is sadness. My life is a world of sadness. a world of depressing memories. you are my sun, my moon, you are my world. when we are together, everything seems to fall into place. i love you always, i love you forever. friends once, lovers now, what the future holds i do not know. my love is true, my love is pure. i loved you once, and i forever shall. you are my world. without you, i would have nothing. i look around and all i see is saddness. i look around and all i see is heartach. i look around and all i see is tears. what is wrong? what does this worthless life have to offer? there is nothing. everything is gone. there is no joy, no warmth, there is no love. this life is da

Item4u
It is a nice day, the sun looks effulgence seems like everything will be ok. I go to school as usual and take the bus with a good mood. When I am thinking my Aion Power Leveling, the bus suddenly stopped, I am shocked and see outside to ensure what has happened. But when I look outside, I do not see anything, I think it must be someone nearly to be bump to the bus, so it goes quickly. several minutes later, I look here and there on the bus, when I move my eyes to the behind of a seat, I see something is there, but no one sit there, I guess someone has lost its things and did not recognize it. I walk there and pick it up, to my surprise, it is the Aion CD Key, and I just now have thought that, now I can catch it in my hand. I think it is the god wants to give me, so it let me see it. When the school is over, I go with some of my friends to the internet bar to play the game; they all need to buy Aion PowerLeveling except me. I feel chesty that time and go directly to find a comput

My Love K3wi
So i been on fubar for 6 yrs on and off, and i wasn't really looken for a girl..but shit happens..after a few i finaly found the one , that i can say that i can say .. i want to spend every sec wit . her name is k3wi on fu .. i love this girl so much .. i havn't feal this way in a very long time.. we have are times , just like every other relastionship has instore .. but we fix em and move on kinda.. she has done some shit that pissed me off, but i cant see my self wit out her in my life . i want to marry this girl .. i feal a spical bond beween us when we talk .. she make me happy , most of the time .. i really do love u k3w. When the time comes we will finaly meet and thats when the magic is goign to start .. i want to be thier for her , durign the times needed and not needed. i want to care about her, i want to cuddle wit her . at this point of my life ..iu cant see my self wit out K3wi thier for me .. my life feal unconplete wit out her thier . k3wi is my soul mate . and me and

Just Saying!
Alright now try to imagine this: you're home just kicking back watching some TV when (crash) the window breaks a bright flash of light and a loud BOOM goes off in the room. Your door gets kicked in then rushing inside yelling n shouting out commands--FREEZE--GET DOWN--DON'T MOVE--PUT YOUR HANDS WHERE I CAN SEE THEM--with guns drawn the police force everyone to the floor then cuff all of you up and check the house for someone they're looking for to arrest! Then finally one of them start to question you for information,scared you don't understand whats going on...well explaining that you've just moved in a few weeks ago they verify what you told them and who you are...it was a mistake! My friends sister moved into this guys house they were looking for! To make things worse her parents and in-laws were there for dinner!!! Let me tell you that just because I look mean,tough,ugly or whatever DOESN'T mean that I don't have a heart! I AM A MEAN MOTHERFUCKER SURE BUT I DO HAVE A LOVI

6 New Personality Disorders Caused By The Internet
** warning ** this is long. It is from one of my favorite sites and it made me laugh. I could find several people from here that fit most every disorder. No need to comment, I just thought that if any of you were bored it might make you laugh also. 6 New Personality Disorders Caused by the InternetThe Internet makes people crazy. We all know this. The guy on the message board who just called you a shitclown for owning a different video game console than him probably would have been perfectly polite had you met in real life.In fact, we're thinking it's time they updated the psychological diagnostic manuals with this list of new disorders that only seem to kick in once the person opens a web browser.#6.Online Intermittent Explosive Disorder (a.k.a. The Thin-Skinned Rage-o-holic)Like serial killers, these people seem pretty normal at first. For hours or even days, they'll carry on funny, charming conversations in a forum or comment section. But then something, anything, sets him off a

Love
i love my wife her name is tancie thompson we are almosf af our 1 year and aniversarie and im so exited about it i cant what till aug 9 thats the 1 year mark 4 us we have a beautiful baby girl toghether shell be a year old septemger 21 ill have pics of her soon i hope im not too good wit comps so ill have my wife put them up so every one can c and rate them so till then ill bring this to a close my 1st blog about the only inportant thin in my life my family linx johnathan thompson

Wheel Alignment
Some people would ask, ''What do I need to do when I get a wheel alingment''? One you can get different price quotes from other and various shops that does wheel alignments and figure which ones won't charge you more than what you want to pay or is needed to be payed. Replace your tie rods, ball joints and swaybar bushings. All of these can and will cause problems down the road such as... getting another wheel alignment if they are not replaced, every little thing on your car can cause problems one way or another. Such companies won't tell you this cause either they don't know that these problems exist, or they don't WANT you to know that these problems exist. These parts wear out badly and can cost you money down the line when it could of been avoided from the get-go. Having all this done can also save you gas. Also; getting taller tires can increase your gas milage.

My Bomb List
I am always searching for people to Altruize (give my points to for 12 hours). There are only 2 requirement 1. i ask for is to be within 250K of leveling. 2. u must help urself as much as possible by rating my page and sending ur friends to rate,bomb,or bling as well. I always do my stuff and a lil extra while altruizing others. Only exception is if you want to give me a bomb or auto to run while u are being altruized, u can be at any amount from leveling. but still must do #2 of the requirements. I average 250K per altruization without autos or a bomb. Had a high of 780(him n his friends helped alot)! With a bomb i average 2.5mill. With an auto I average 4-6 Mill.So if u are interested private message me and let me know. Lucky@ fubarShaunna@ fubarChelleBelle@ fubarKally@ fubarBigSexy@ fubarmost evil@ fubarL1wolf

Personal-ly-ity
Well i decided to get a new audio book so i could revise some of my political views and ideas or to make sure they were indeed the right thing to do to insure a republic. I decided to get the all time classic - plato's : the republic, i thought i'd find the argumetative dialogue intriguing and it could give me some ideas and help me figure out what countries mean morally and such.Instead, what i get is this dudes interpretation of the key arguments. The worst thing is he uses no facts, or working examples. In his wording all he does is quote historical periods. yeah, going to 200 bc 400 bc then jumping to 17th century and 18th century - quoting al these people with obscure examples; that's what he does. Needless to say after an hour and twenty minutes i realised it was not the republic. It was the most popular of the republic searches and was the highest rated, but not the republic. My laptop keybaord has been punched, spilled on, and abused for the last 3 years and is finally wearing

Please Allow Me To Introduce Myself...
$safe_uid_dname@ fubar Please allow me to introduce myself, I'm a man of wealth and taste....or something. Not really though. In real life I'm a happily married mother of two obnoxious little children. A two year old boy and an eight year old girl. I've been married for over nine years now, and yes, that means I got married at 15. No, it wasn't a cult thing or an arranged marriage. I love my husband very much, as evidenced by the fact that we're still together. I like to read. A lot. Total bookworm. I mostly read Science Fiction and Fantasy, my favorite authors are Mercedes Lackey, Anne McCaffrey, and Piers Anthony. I watch a lot of t.v., or used to, now I don't get any channels. Favorite t.v. show of all time is Firefly, by my Big Damn Hero Joss Whedon. He also created Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel, not that any of you care. Best movie ever made is Serenity, the movie sequel to the show Firefly. Also loved V for Vendetta, The Three Musketeers, Sin City and, well, way too many o

What Is Love?
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8 When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny

My Perverted Shit!!
Her nipples ached with desire.....a desire that no man had yet been able to fulfill. At 32 years old she never thought she would find anyone that made her feel like she was fulfilled. Then at work she saw him a nice looking young man that seemed like the all American guy. After a few weeks of talking to him he asked her on a date she was hesitant at first but accepted. Now after 6 months of dating he seemed like her perfect match. He was so different than all the other men she had been with. He was sweet and caring but still dominate and wild! Just the kind of man she had longed for. He was tall and thin with blue eyes and light blonde hair. Very clean cut looking and his large thick cock that she could not get enough made him even better! He made her wet just day dreaming about him. The way he would kiss her thighs and softly kiss her pussy made her mad with desire. He would tease her till she was ready to scream. He was the only man that could make her beg him to lick her clit. T

Just Married
On July tenth 2009 Bobby Gene Parker and Cathy Joann Bunch were united in Holy Matrimony!!!At 7pm on July 9th Bobby asked me to marry him,after I said yes, we said to each other lets do this right away, I then said I bet we could do this tomorrow.So I got up at 8:45 am so unusual for me, cause I work second to third shift, and I called the court house, I found out what we needed to do and proceeded to make an appointment with the circuit clerk, she told me if we could be there by 11:30 am then we could get married that day, JUNE 10TH.We applied for the license and waited in the rotunda for about 25 minutes, waiting also for our witnesses to come, which were my father and step mom.Then we all proceeded to her office found the best place to stand for good pictures and proceeded with the ceremony.As we said our vows we both almost cried with our hearts hugging each other with great joy.It was very intimate and sweet!We have a certificate that is framed and is placed in our livi

All Members Please Read And Comment!
OK..just a few rules and whats expected to be a meber! After u read please leave a comment letting me know u read and want to stay a member! First and foremost we are a family and there should be friendship, loyalty and respect! We are here to help each other first! Make sure you have r/f/a all members! Please put the home page in your family if you can! And please become a member of the lounge also! All I ask is you check in often with the homepage to see if there are new blogs or new members! We are gonna be doing a little more to have fun here! Just please be patient with me as it will start soon! I will keep you all updated on that! Let's all just have fun!

I Need A Drink
Sipped Refreshing Ice tea On a Sunny afternoon it Cooled down then Shaded Palms Glanced at what was Greener on her side Chocolate fantasy Images Creams dreams During the day Brunch cleaned Sponges Absorbing The elements of The theories Of revolt lusts appetizer The Main course was Intimate tastes Switch Try to fight it Giving in entangled Sending it to you Telepathically wound When spoken No sounds You feel my words Read my lips With the Vowels and consonants I Strip your body Of its wordy shell Of paraphrasing Letting the pearl be shown Writing expressing lessons taught While learning Sharing remembering What it is to feel And not to feel but which is more beneficial? I need a drink Copyright@2009micheck12isthisthingon?

My Life
Since I have retarted doctors who cannot seem to diagnose why I have pain 24/7. I have to pick and chose my battles everyday like sitting here now I will pay for it tomorrow but I try to get online as much as I can.

The Game
There is a forrest fire. As the firefighters are batteling this blaze they come across an untouched patch of forrest. All around is burnt. In the center of this patch is a man dressed in full scuba gear. No tire tracks anywhere around. There isn't a body of water for 500 miles. How did he get there? How did he die? P.S. This one actually happened in oregon. The police were baffeled for 6 months. A 7 year old girl solved this with one question! Jack and Jill are lying in a pool of water. There is broken glass all around. Who are Jack and Jill? How did they die? There is a man in the middle of the desert. He is naked. He is clutching a piece of straw. Nothing around for hundreds of miles. How did he get there? How did he die?

My Poems....
Though you left us far behind… Know that we will always have you in our minds You’re in a better place than I No one to judge, criticize or even make you cry I lay in my bed and look up to the darkest night as I sigh With memories of you and I Tears began to slowly come down my face For I wish to feel your warm embrace I miss you so much that I don’t know if I can’t take this anymore For I wish to speak to you and look into your loving eyes Like we did in the past … That showed so much Love and devotion without even a reply I now know nothing last

Music
There are days when I feel this way at times, but only God knows what's in store. Sometimes I wonder where I've been,Who I am,Do I fit in.Make believein' is hard alone,Out here on my own.We're always provin' who we are,Always reachin'For that risin' starTo guide me farAnd shine me home,Out here on my own.When I'm down and feelin' blue,I close my eyes so I can be with you.Oh, baby be strong for me;Baby belong to me.Help me through.Help me need you.Until the morning sun appearsMaking lightOf all my fears,I dry the tearsI've never shown,Out here on my own.But when I'm down and feelin' blue,I close my eyes so I can be with you.Oh, baby be strong for me;Baby, belong to me.Help me through.Help me need you.Sometimes I wonder where I've been,Who I am,Do I fit in.I may not win,But I can't be thrown,Out here on my own,Out here on my own. I just love this song, I learnt it and now I can actually sing it. It's moving! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'll always re

Madi's Rants
Bound by silenceLost in the abyssInternal tortureThis pain I must endureTrapped behind your maskYou keep hidden your vile pastYour fake facadeYou didnt fool me for longI seen you in your worstIt was me that you hurtHow dare you sit there so proudWith you head in the cloudsYour fate is tied to meAnd your eternal blasphemyMy torture has come to an endAnd finally yours begins~~ A subtle, yet compelling shift of focus is affecting our society. That shift is felt not only on an individual level but globally as well. Hungering for fulfillment and meaning, people seek the harvest of spiritual food... NOW is the moment to claim our power, the power of LOVE within.. As we respond to our desires for meaningful lives, we are enabled to respond to one another. When we choose to balance and heal ourselves, we can experience the dissolution of inappropriate patterns. In action in our lives, we can feel the freedom that comes from releasing negative thoughts and emotions. Character weakness can be re

Knightbreeds Thoughts
remember one thing my friend whenthings look there worst drive away into the future and forget the past try to keep smiling get a little rock and roll on the radio and go toward all the life there is,with all the courage you can find and all the belief you can muster. be true, be brave,and stand. for all the rest is darkness from the book it by stephen king Dreams when the sun goes down on a misty eve i feel alone but yet i am not alone i feel the spirits of those who have passed on i hear them call to me,but i am not afraid cause they help calm my mind when the veil of darkness surrounds me and i travel to places that only i can go in my mind when the sun rises in the morning hours i am back to reality i am again just another person in a world of people but in my dreams,im more im anything that i wish to be and go where i want but is life really life or are our dreams the reality of life that we dont wish to face and we just dream of living

The Wedding
Come Join Us As We Unite TogetherIn The Bonds Of Fu MatrimonyDJ Reddawg & Neesi Sunday July 12th, 20099:00 pm E.S.T. click pic to enter The Red Dragon's Realm Stop By The Lounge And Have A Drink With UsJoin And Have Some Fun!!

Im Getting Fumarried:d
Come Join Us As We Unite TogetherIn The Bonds Of Fu MatrimonyDJ Reddawg & Neesi Sunday July 18th, 20099:00 pm E.S.T. click pic to enter The Red Dragon's Realm Stop By The Lounge And Have A Drink With UsJoin And Have Some Fun!!

Keep It Real
Earth Song lyricsWhat about sunriseWhat about rainWhat about all the thingsThat you said we were to gain...What about killing fieldsIs there a timeWhat about all the thingsThat you said was yours and mine...Did you ever stop to noticeAll the blood we've shed beforeDid you ever stop to noticeThis crying Earth its weeping shores?Aaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohWhat have we done to the world?Look what we've done.What about all the peace,That you pledge your only son?What about flowering fields?Is there a time?What about all the dreams,That you said was yours and mine?Did you ever stop to notice,All the children dead from war?Did you ever stop to notice,This crying Earth its weeping shores?Aaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohI used to dreamI used to glance beyond the starsNow I don't know where we areAlthough I know we've drifted farAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohHeywhat about yesterday(What about us)What about the seas(W

Radio
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True Stories, Funny Ones, Etc
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two. Our Marines !! I sat, as did millions of other Americans, and watched as our government underwent a peaceful transition of power a few weeks past. At first, I felt a pride and patriotism as I watched Barack Ob

Fuego Poeticas
.. ... controversy copy-writes political views, staggering poetic rights leaving verses to choose.. i'll be dead awake.. i'll be alive asleep.. the arts inspires masses whole, their shell be peace.. As i share the work of an artist, smoke pass flames I’m a mental crazed versed arsonist.. threw poetics take you places mortality glares, best believe the son sets reigning their.. two in the chamber means spirit within me, not a ghost it's soul residing in me.. you can't see it physically though sonically it knows me, the subconscious relics uniquely combining me.. past the rough, and dammed life cursing us.. threw the market labels tarring trust.. flesh and bone removed from social lust.. I’ve been their.. I was their.. was all of me.. clarity and with art proceeds the greedy movements against we.. I desire well for them you and me.. inspiration saves blood from lands.. sprit and body, and the mind I command..

To Someone Who Crushed My World
never again. Current mood:heart broken never again will my heart ache,never again will i see your face,never again will there be love in your eyes,never again will i feel your embrace.never again will my heart beat,never again will heart heal,never again will my life be the same,never again will your love be real.never again will i love,never again you will be mine,never again will i kiss you,never again will i be fine.never again will we be the same,never again will we enjoy what he had,never again we will be together,and never again will i be sad. To someone who crushed my world I began my ascent at minue zeroYou made so sure of thatYou tried to keep me down hereYour complacency has been your downfallNobody made you king of the worldAnd I'm here to dethrone youSo kiss the ring motherfuckerIt's my time, my time to shineGrasping for the straws as they fallMaybe you can make a splint for your broken egoFor your broken egoSo I say thank you for the scarsAnd the guilt and the painEv

Songs
Yeah, Yeah What you got if you ain't got love the kind that you just want to give away its okay to open up go ahead and let the light shine through I know it's hard on a rainy day you want to shut the world out and just be left alone but don't run out on your faith 'cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand and what you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands when you figure out love is all that matters after all it sure makes everything else seem so small it's so easy to get lost inside a problem that seems so big at the time it's like a river thats so wide it swallows you whole while you siting 'round thinking 'bout what you can't change and worrying about all the wrong things time's flying by moving so fast you better make it count 'cause you cant get it back sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand and what you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands oh when you figure out love is all

Dan Wilkerson
On wendsday, I recieved a call from a friend of mine, Sean, that hit me like a brick between the eyes. His father has Cancer. The doctors have done all that they can and it is about quality of life, rather than length now. Friday, I went to see Dan, and was struck by the man I saw in bed. The scene was similar to when my mothers boyfreind Ed passed away. Hospital bed in the living room, his favorite music playing softly, people huddled in another room tryingt their best to comfort each other all the while battling their own pain. Dan was this. God, was he thin. All the time I had know him, he had been a robust man. In 15 years, I cant remember ever hearing him raise his voice. He was strong, in personality and physique, his cherib body decieving. And he always had a smile on his face publicly. Even when his wife passed away, he was a host, a comforting presence when iside you knew he was raging toward heaven, but grateful Nikki was no longer hurting. He was a provider. Long after Sean

Up For Auction Tonite!!!
Im in another Auction..FFS im gettin Addicted i think LMFAO! Heres the page!! Go bid ppl!!!Its over next Monday same time!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1677524&albumid=1762120&i=2556015506&idx=9 xoxo Doing my first auction tonight 9PMest @ http://fubar.com/lounge/whiskeyfallssaloonnow. #1 friend, salute and 20/11 rates per day for a week... If interested stop in..if not? stop in anyways!!!lol xoxo So here I am again! Up for Bids on an Bikini Auction... Bid on me if you can..if not I'd REALLY appreciate it if you could rate and re rate the pic!!It explains WHY under the pic:) Auction ends Aug 14th!Have fun and TY!! Just click the pic or the link down yonder :P [ fubar.com photo: 729197918 ] or Luv yas!!

My Dairy
Why do men treat women so badly on here, why cant they have respect for them for who they are. Am glad i was raised treat every female with respect n with love no matter how bad the treat me, Am glad not like them, i treat everyone with respect no matter what less they lie or cheat on me then yeah be ass hole! Am way different from most these guys on here, looks n age don't mean shit to me. It's the feelings you have for the person that matters the most the feelings from your heart is the most important. Not the looks or the age! whats up these guys talking dirty, to women that some fucked up shit!! Men should have alot more respect for these gorgeous ladys if wasn't for them we all be gay! I all ways treat my friend's loved ones with respect no matter what because want to be treated the same way!

The Economy Sucks
I worked a job that I loved...a lot of hours sometimes, but I loved it. I also lost that job 4 days ago. I was told that there was an overall "reduction in workforce," and unfortunately, there were 3 others in our 2 local branches that lost their jobs as well. Yeah, I spent the first 2 days on the couch going through kleenex like air, but I think this morning I have a fresh perspective on things. Maybe this is the time to finish my RN, maybe even go on for a Bachelors' or Masters' degree? I even thought about a degree in Emergency Management. Not sure...but I guess in looking at it now, it's more of an opportunity. I'm going to get my printer working and submit some stories for publishing...you never know. I guess I just wanted to make sure you all knew...when one door closes, another opens. Never look at it as an ending, but a new beginning. I've marked this as NSFW because, well, let's face it...this is Fubar after all, there will be some assmunch that will inevitably leave

Lounge's And Assistance Requests
OK Friends, and Fubar Members... I am Looking for any assistance that I can receive. I currently own four lounges. All four are in need of staff members, as well as regular visiting members. I would like for anyone interested in helping with any of, or all of my lounges to please contact me ASAP by Private Message. I have a primary person who wants to DJ, I need some assistants for that person, as well as someone who can help us find a program that will work. I need people to help with promoting the lounges better than I can by myself. I need the bouncers, and lounge control people. Please check them out anytime you like. I have one for NASCAR Fans, one for Motorcycle riders, one for Firefighters, and one for EMT/Paramedics/Rescue people. Thank you very much for your time, I look forward to hearing from you. Branwei Lounge Owner!!!!

R.i.p. Tim Simpson
My brother Tim was a member of fubar you can still see his page(666Mr.Crowley) it hasn't been taken down. He committed suicide on May 4th. I didn't find out till the elventh after the funeral. The medical examiners report says that he shot himself in the chest with a handgun at his home in mansfield. He died a little bit later at the hospital. He had contemplated suicide a lot he had some mental issues that really made life hard for him. He had also lost what was the love of his life a girl named Breanna. She had been horribly tortured and killed by some members of the aryan brotherhood of texas. This destroyed Tim and also left him very paranoid that they would come for him next, even though they weren't. You can hear all about it on the history channel's t.v. series called Gangland on thier Aryan Brotherhood of Texas episode. Needless to say he constantly felt guilty, he believed that he should have been able to save her even though we all know he couldn't. He was cremat

Poem
A rose is meant to last forever, a symbol of love,no pressure, just happy moments to treasure, foryou, or who ever.A rose is like a heart, itkick in, and makes it start,but sometimes romance couldcause wars, when you do yourpart.A red rose is so blinding,for the love you are finding,its outstanding, use it hasa token or gift, don't causea rift, or a near miss. May the 26th not come,the 3 weeks of hell willbegin, inside the tortureof the mind, a victim ofthe sin.All for the worthless cause,in the face, the victim of thewar, strapped down with chains and locked up in bars.Inner rage and deceit, lifeless body, no energy, outcome not defeat, allwill be over, in the path tothe retreat. Miss you so much, my heart you touched, the signs of love. Willl be glad of more time together, a bond that can not be broken or severed, being with you i treasure. Hard times to deal with something i can live with, your the only woman i want to be with. Hope you feel the same, iam captured in your frame,

Makes You Say Hmmmm....
This is written by a young soldier serving his third tour of duty in Iraq. Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news interesting and he's right. Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson.. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and al

Need Prayers For Zachary Lane
I WANTED EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT ZACHARY IS HOME SAFE AND SOUND AND HE IS DOING GREAT. THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS FOR MY SON..HUGS TO ALL.. ZACHARY LANE NEEDS ALL THE PRAYERS HE CAN GET. HE IS ON HIS WAY TO NEW ORLEANS. I COULDN'T GO CAUSE I HAVE TO WORK. HIS SHUNT IS CLOGGED IN HIS STOMACH AND THEY HAVE TO DO SURGERY ON HIM AGAIN. SO WILL YA'LL PLEASE PRAY THAT HE COMES HOME SAFE TO ME. THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH..

Spotlight Fund!
I have been craving that spotlight since I started on fu.I would loooove so much if I could get it.I can only get it on wednesday's since I am above level 25. Please! Please! If you can spare any fubucks I will be more then appreciative.Anyone who donates over 1 million will recieve one safe for work salute from me.Can I do this? I believe that with the awesome friends I have I'll be able to get spotlight.Help a girl out? If not I will have to cut off all your heads.=) J/k J/k. So I'm still asking my friends If they will help me get the spotlight!I really want it badly!I only have 20 million raised towards the fund and looking at today's spotlight of 180 million well I have a long ways to go.I have helped numereous people with their spotlight fund and only 4 people have helped me in return.That isn't good Karma now is it?Lol.Please find it in your heart to help out a friend and if you ever need help with spotlight I will help you.I try to be a good friend to everyone.I kn

Signs Of Blood Clots & Stroke
Blood Clots/Stroke - They Now Have a Fourth Indicator, the Tongue STROKE: Remember the 1st Three Letters.... S. T. R. STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) .she said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes.

The Sparrow Who Loved Me
One day at work a sparrow fell out of his nest and I took him home to try and save him. I knew the odds were very unlikely that I would be able to help him. He was almost ready to fly. I took him home and the first thing I did was to get him to drink lots of water. I think I read somewhere that is one of the greatest dangers for a bird is dehydration. I took him to the sink and let little drops of water fall off my finger onto his beak. He didn’t know what I was doing at first but he figured it out and started drinking a lot. It seemed to help him. I then took little bits of raw hamburger meat and rolled it up into tiny balls and stuffed it down his throat. I did this for a couple weeks. It was hardest on him when I would go to work because he would have to go 8 hours without food or water. So in the mornings before I left I would stuff him. I decided to buy him a cage and some seed. I put him in the cage and showed him the seed and after a few times he figured it out. He started

Food From God
This is very interesting...... It's been said that God first separated the salt water from the fresh, made dry land, planted a garden, made animals and fish..... all before making a human. He made and provided what we'd need before we were born. These are best and more powerful when eaten raw. We're such slow learners... !!! God left us great clues as to what foods help what part of our body! God's Pharmacy! Amazing! A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye. The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye... and YES, science now shows carrots greatly enhance blood flow to and function of the eyes. A Tomato has four chambers and is red. The heart has four chambers and is red. All of the research shows tomatoes are loaded with lycopine and are indeed pure heart and blood food.

Just For Fun
dont know why its so hard to trust when you love someone, hopefully one day love will win over and take all that away but we'll see i guess. When you find love don't look for reasons to push it away just trust what you feel until the feelin grows or goes. I dont know how to show it or make you feel it but it's there. yea i know stupid thoughts but just take the time and think whats happening, look at your life and sit back and reflect on what makes you happy and go for it lol thank you for reading have a great day

July 11thish 2009
I feel like that.. just wanna either punch a wall or shoot someone cause you are so angry. This shit with the beach is becoming more of a pain that enjoyment. All day I have been thinking about it. I really do want to go and been planning this for about a month now. I should've planned this better but I assumed a lot of people would be there for me and they kind of shitted on me. Another proof that nothing in life is guaranteed. You would think at least one person would come through. Thats why I talk to tons of people rather than focus on one. I tell you that you can't do anything right. You focus your whole life on one person and its not right. than you try to be social and broaden your network. Than you get either called a whore or selfish when in honest you can't trust anyone for being there for you cause they are their own person. I really wish I understood cause I stay inside all the time and its not gonna help me socialize. Than I go out too much than I seem like a p

Love Poems, If Not Rated They Will Be Private, Comments Are Welcome.
Eyelids flutter lightly, lovers gazes lock. A ritual made nightly, not much left for talk. Smiles brighten slightly, teasing each to walk. Knowingly holding tightly, beating out the clock. Whispers take the pair, movements start a course. Thickness fills the air, from the heated source. To her in his stare, submissive to his force. Their burden left to bear, showing till they're hoarse. God had made us free, to do as we will. Also gave endless glee, over every thrill. On we go in a spree, never standing still. Having love eternaly, never having fill. That is how we will be, till the day we ill. Evermore you and me, for love you can not kill. Waiting never states, the soul left to wait. A game of peoples fates, where never is to late. Even some of loves greats, lived through this debate.

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The 2 Worst Days Of My Life...
WELL I WILL START OFF BY FIRST SAYIN TY EVERY1 FOR UR PRAYERS! MANY OF U HAVE ASKED WHUT HAPPENED TO MY DAUGHTA...SO INSTEAD OF TYPING IT OUT TO INDIVIDUALS ILL SAY IT HERE. THURSDAY MORNING MY DAUGHTA ASKED ME CUD SHE GO TO A FRIENDS HOUSE FOR A CPL HRS I IN RETURN SAID YES...BE HOME AT 4, SHE LEFT AT NOON. WELL SHE NEVER MADE IT TO HER FRIENDS HOUSE :( AS SHE WAS WALKIN UP THE ROAD A 20 YR OLD MAN APPROACHED HER AND STARTED TALKIN TO HER AND CONVINCED HER IT WAS OK FOR HER TO COME BACK TO HIS AUNTS HOUSE (which the aunt was not at home) DURIN THE TIME SHE WAS THERE SHE ATTEMPTED TO LEAVE SEVERAL TIMES AND HE WUD NOT ALLOW HER TO LEAVE...SHE WAS GONE ALL THURSDAY AND THURSDAY NITE. TODAY (friday) WHEN THE AUNT ARRIVED HOME SHE FOUND MY 13 YR OLD DAUGHTA THERE AND HEARD HER CRYIN...THE AUNT THEN WENT UPSTAIRS AND JUST FROM LOOKIN AT MY CHILD SHE CUD TELL SHE IS A MINOR...THE AUNT ASKS WHERE IS UR MOTHER...MY DAUGHTA DIDNT ANSWER AT FIRST BC THIS MAN WAS STILL IN THE SAME ROOM AND SHE

Life On The Edge
doesn't life get crazy. and yet you have no control though you think you do. LIFE ON THE EDGE sometimes feels it's the only way to get by. suppress the business with rebellion. it's not right. sometimes i just want to get crazy with a hot girl who wants to get crazy back. but does that make things better? i feel like i'm livin on a JAGGEDEDGE!

All The Days
i remember that day you said i do till death do us part the lies, the cheating has left me empty trusting a soul to deliver happiness is a failed cause love is a broken watch like time doesnt pass by, love doesnt exist for so many things i wish i could change the day i met you is the only thing that remains what i would do and what i would have said sure would have lead me another way i dont know how i will ever trust again i know now im meant to be alone all the days

Broken Roads
A stranger dreams in patience along the broken roads his trip has been long, he grows evertired from the distance a lift on the horizon the gleam of the sun beating off the plains step by step he inches the beaten path has taken its toll be silenced from the pain be quiet from the drain another day of struggling along the broken roads

The Fight I Don't Want But Have To Have :s
I'm not in the mood to have this fight but I must . . . . Just found out today that my daughter will not be receiving TSS service next school year, cuz the school didn't/refused to provide input. This is good on one hand cuz now the school district will have to step up and do right by this child. On the other hand, the school district can keep being an ass and refuse to provide the child what she rightfully needs to excel in school and life. I'm going to bet that the district will continue to fight me and my daughter. The school district dropped the ball when she was little and totally ignored the signs that this child is autistic. . . all the therapy that she would have been given is geared towards children around the age of 3, there is no program or help for adolescents that need the must needed therapy that the 3 year olds are getting. I've tried for 13 years to get the district to do right, and now it looks like I have no choice but to take to the Dept of Education and pursue

Oh My God!
A wealthy women is being shown around the hospital. During her tour> she passed a room where a male patient was masturbating furiously.> > 'Oh my GOD!' screamed the woman. 'That's disgraceful! Why is he doing> that?'> > The doctor who was leading the tour calmly explained, "I'm very sorry> that you were exposed to that, but this man has a serious condition> where his testicles rapidly fill with semen, and if he doesn't do> that at least five times a day, he'll be in extreme pain and his> testicles could easily rupture."> > "Oh, well in that case, I guess it's okay," said the woman.> > As they passed by the very next room, they saw a male patient laying> in bed while a nurse performed oral sex on him. Again, the woman> screamed, "Oh my GOD! How can THAT be justified?"> > Again the d

Important Pic
THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades.. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people findthe need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all ofa sudden he's a freaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades? What about all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All those Soldiers who

Saying Good-bye To My Fufriends
Hello Furiends, It's time for me to say good-bye to all of you. There just doesn't seem to be enough time in the day to get on Fubar anymore, so I have made a very difficult decision to leave. For my friends, I'll be more than happy to give you my email address, so we can stay in touch. I've made some really good friends on here and will always cherish our friendship. Angel Wings

Street Race
people here in north carolina is nothin but a street racers community, and im one of them. but i know its illegal in all i already out ran the cops once and so on, but now i only race when im challenged but i really dont care anymore my rep is wat keeps me out of trouble so duces

Just A Blog Update On Me.=)read Please.
Hey there all my fu friends.=) Just wanted to blog and do a little update for you guys.Its been about a week and a half since I've made Oracle.I'm enjoying it.I like being able to pimp out my friends and just surprise them and help them out and its cool to have pimps to sell if you get fu-broke lol.Most of you have probably noticed that my fu-family is very small.I only have 4 people.These people I am the closest to on the site and are always there for me.Jusmik05 is my bestest friend here.He is great! My boyfriend is in my family and of course I love him to death.He is my world.Sabbath is a very close friend here.We haven't known each other very long but he stood out from the first day I met him.He's a doll.=) and of course there is my slave.He's a good little slave boy.=) I'm sure most have noticed I did away with my nsfw.I got sick of the judgemental people and being begged every 5 minutes to see it.I have no problem with people having nsfw because everyone has different limits.Don'

Simply Me
How something can grab you control you demand... Push you to limit, push forth your hand... Modest it is for it does not even ponder... Growing by virtue, you start to grow fonder... Pulling directions you don't wish to go... Uncovering things you hoped wouldn't show... Desperate it is, grabs the slightest chance... Heart starts racing the next time to dance... Hearing my voice screaming so loud... My sounds are silenced the thickening cloud... Starts at my head I' ve lost all control... Feel it poison my insides and even my soul... Weakening body not feeling so strong... Sacrificing the knowledge of right and wrong.... Desire it has to weaken my thoughts... Runs through my head with its words its taunt... Trying to get me to that one state of mind... Come take me now and fun you will find... It does not take much I let go in a hurry... Not even to care that it's me that I bury... Eric Garcia copyright 2008 The meaning of life is yet to end..... To leave behind your love and friend....

From Tigression
Tigression sent this to me an a messege here and it is so beautiful.. that I had to share it.. OMG.. wow!!! Thank you Tigression!!! "...only a few of us on this site could actually fathom you...Pain through the ages neither lessened nor faded,Consumed by her search left her silent and jaded,Never finding true love... to break death’s cold wrappingsTo feel life flow within her and not merely trappings.How long had she waited with arms outstretched,For life to beat rhythm within her troubled breast,For someone to see past the blood on her hands,To know and to grant her most secret demands?How long had she yearned for the sun on her face,Lifeblood coursing within her, no need for a taste?But a mate for her soul never ventured nor daredTo see past her shell to the spirit she bared.Each age that passed, more slowly she countedEach silent scream as her blackness it mounted,Until the day came when true-love did burn,And opening her coffin, whispered softly in turn,“I offer my

Poems
Once upon a time There was a Dandelion Pride And the Lion's Teeth were swift and fierce Guardians in the shadows As unassuming flowers in the filed They are the sword and shield The anvil for the steel The Keepers of Place Moonlight waxes, moonlight wanes Places grow, and places fade Never balanced, never won The mystery of two as one Once saved, never lost Guarded always, any cost But do not ask, nor seek to know Whence they come, or where they go In fields of shadow, by sun and moon In darkest night or brightest noon Walking through the fire wreathed The immortal Lion's Teeth Servants of the Flowing Time Here stand Dandelion Pride Can I tell you the truth? I believed I was faithless moonless nights I was bad poetry and those same-old same-old songs Then you came along Can you take the truth? I can't look at you You are the future and the past Everything I wanted and all they (you) took back I saw myself in you and loved (and feared, and hated, and ran.) Can I bear to hear it? If I ma

Anonymous Love Letters From A Slave (unfinished)
Dear you, When you relax bad things happen. You're open to things. Your mind wanders. Things wander in. You can't fight the dark without opening your eyes and to sleep you have to close them. You have to stop pretending.Children turn on the light and call in their parents becuase as long as light and company are there, the monster stays in the closet. Out there. But then night falls and you open your eyes alone in the darkness and the monster is grinning inside you.Surprise. Love, me. Dear you,There is so much confusion in me today. I was adrift on my own only a bit ago. Wandering helpless as lovers came and went. I had a need, I could not name. Alone and cold, a witness only to myself. I wish I but knew then what I know now, when I first caught sight of you. I was not born like you, to show and lead a path. I was born to beg and see, and serve and love, and fall upon my knees. The first time on that floor

Salutes...
Time has come once again to make salutes for you wonderful people. If you already have a salute from me....no need for another. This only applies to those I have not made one for yet. If you want a salute from me....please leave me a comment here, or send a private message stating you would like one. They will be posted this coming Tuesday, and if it belongs to you. By all means.....RIP IT!! :P God Bless all of you! Love, That tall guy you hate to love!

Writings
AtonementJoshua sat by the path in the moonlight. The only sounds were the leaves rustling when he shifted his weight. The body lay only a few feet away. He could run. He could say it was an accident; he hadn’t meant to kill the man. But the counsel would work out that he had meant to kill someone and that would be enough. His Mom had told him tales: horrible things that befell those who ran from their duty. At 23, Josh didn’t believe in fairytales anymore, but he had a deep respect for karma, though he wouldn’t have known that term.The half moon was high and enough pale light fell through the bare trees to show the dark heap laying on the path, a darker puddle spreading beside it. It would be light in a couple hours. He didn’t think he had time to hide the body anywhere. Damn it, he’d picked this place because he wanted the body to be found. They would think that he had only intended to rob someone, even though the penalty would still cost him his life.

Buy Me!
Hey! i need to be bought 25 continuous times in 24 hours by 25 different people. This is to level.. I also cant be disowned. Please help me by buyin me at the cheapest price possible so others can afford me down the road! :) Thanks!!!!

Music
It's never enough to say I'm sorry It's never enough to say I care But I'm caught between what you Wanted from me, and knowing If I give that to you I might just disappear. Nobody wins when everyone's losing Oh, it's like One step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, Oh, it's like Trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me and I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be It's never enough to say I love you No, it's never enough to say I try It's hard to believe that's there's No way out for you and me And it seems to be, The story of our life Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I can't change your mind, oh It's like trying to turn around on a One way street. I can't give You what you want and it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see That maybe we're not meant to be There's st

Another Day In The Life
I guess there is so much intolerance in our society. It is not just the color of your skin or the way that you worship your God that people discriminate against anymore. Society as a whole is getting just so damn narcissistic and bitchy. Every other commercial on TV is about fixing what is wrong with you. What if there is really just something wrong with society? What if its okay to have one tit bigger than the other, two moles behind your left ear, graying hair, limp dicks, a few stretch marks here and there, and of course the terribly unwanted love handles? I would gladly be friends with real people, with real issues. I don’t want some fake made up shell of what a person wants to be. I would rather talk to a 85% burn victim about the way to solve cancer and global hunger than some super-model chick about Prada or Versace. We as a people have become so materialistic and uncaring. We have people living in hunger and homeless residenced in the richest country in the world, yet we

Vent Sessions
Yes, a lot has changed... my life is not my own still and yea I still have to be the one who fixes it. However, that comes from having a job so I can LEAVE.. yes leave and not turn back. I am questioning everything. My relationship with the man I married has gone so dreadfully sour, despite numerous attempts at making it work. Yes its complicated...because I like him as a human, I can't just storm out...plus I have no money to do so...which is awful. Can't just storm out because I have a young child whose thoughts and feelings are of utmost importance to me. I don't like feeling like a kept person, nor feel like I am using the situation. Fact is, he's a good man. Fact is, I have no romantic love for him at all. Does it suck? hell yea...because I have spent my life trying to be the understanding wife, the good mother, the loyal friend. I realize that I run the risk of sounding ungrateful, but fact is, I am truly grateful for all of it. I have looked at the glass half full fo

W.h's Corner~
Well seems my girl placed a blog before me..... Well Im still in N.C. and have been building my business?, with another branch in NC, I would continue to talk about that... But... I'm not here for that, Im here to blog about my life as it is today.... I arrived in NC early evening looked around for my girl came to relize she wasnt in the airport, I was "oh shit I did tell her the right date... didnt I?",I called her said to her, ermmm you here if so where are you girl? Her reply Im running behind but Im on my way.... I laughed thinking "typical female making her man wait"... She called to inform me she was here, I told her I would meet her at the curbside, I walked out and looked around and saw her way at the end along the curb... I was cracking up! I said I see you slut come get your owner, she replied yes Master... she took to m

Philanthropy
I have been around here long enough to see the negotiations, the bribery, the auctions, etc. I am thinking about doing something entirely different. Here's the deal: I will be giving away a Happy hour in August. (August 14th seems to be a good day for this). The deal is, though, I won't be giving it to you. I would like you to nominate someone to receive it. Send me a private message with whom you would like to receive it, and why. The best nomination gets the happy hour gifted in the name of the nominator. Please do not nominate more than one person. There is nothing wanted in return. Also, please be sure the person you nominate doesn't have me blocked and please make sure to include a link to their profile in the private message. Thanks, Ninja

Fill In The Blank
Your face my __________. I just want to let people know a few things....1) Water expands when it gets cold (ice) and should contract as it gets warmer (Evaporation) [Icecaps melting should not raise water level]2) Conservation of mass: "Matter is neither created or distorted, it is simply transferred from one from to another." [Again, ice caps melting will not cause water level to rise.]3)Archimedes' principle The weight of the displaced fluid is directly proportional to the volume of the displaced fluid (if the surrounding fluid is of uniform density). Thus, among completely submerged objects with equal masses, objects with greater volume have greater buoyancy.Global Warming may in fact be very real, however this load of crap about water levels rising is just that, crap... A helpful tip may be to TAKE BOATS OUT OF THE WATER... THAT WILL LOWER WATER LEVELS.... Have a great day!

What Im About....
Faith Hill "Take Me As I Am" Baby, don't turn out the lightI wanna see you look at meWhisper only truth tonightNot just promises and empty fantasiesI don't need a bed of roses'Cause roses wither awayAll I really need is honestyFrom someone with a strong heartA gentle handWho'll take me as I amBaby, I need for you to knowJust exactly how I feelFiery passions come and goI'd trade a million pretty wordsFor one touch that is realI don't need a bed of roses'Cause roses wither awayAll I really need is honestyFrom someone with a strong heartA gentle handWho'll take me as I amFrom someone with a strong heartA gentle handWho'll take me as I am George Strait "She'll Leave You With A Smile" I can see you're falling for herFriend you know she once was mineSo I guess I oughta warn you'Cause you're showing all the signsShe's a devilShe's an angelShe's a womanShe's a childShe's a heartacheWhen she leaves youBut she'll leave you with a smileWhen she held me it was HeavenIt was worth the losin' pai

Hate It
Heres how it works ppl. Contact me or my boi Iceman69. pic out ur pic and a pic from 1 of our morph folders. Iceman shall morph ya. Depending on the 2 pics starts the price. the better the pics, the higher the price. Price will be decided upon completion. Ty all, hope ur satisfied. Peace, Yours Truly TɧȜʍϑϮϮƘǂȠǤ ;) why do people do the things they do? why are there ignorant assholes that beat up women? why can't we stop these people? why do they have to hurt others? why do they have to give men a bad rap? i'm a good man. i wish i could do something about it. women do not deserve to be treated in this way. no matter what they do, no one has the right to hit a woman. why do men feel they have the right to do so? is pregnancy a reason? i don't think so! i don't know the guy that did this and i don't ever want to meet him. i'm so sorry that you had to go through this!! i've been through alot with women and i never ever raised my h

What Religion Is Your Bra
What Religion is Your Bra? A man walked into the ladies department of Myer's and shyly walked up to the woman behind the counter and said, 'I'd like to buy a bra for my wife. ' ' What type of bra?' asked the clerk. 'Type?' inquires the man, 'There's more than one type?' ' Look around,' said the saleslady, as she showed a sea of bras in every shape, size, colour and material imaginable. 'Actually, even with all of this variety, there are really only four types of bras to choose from .' Relieved, the man asked about the types. The saleslady replied: 'There are the Catholic, the Salvation Army, the Presbyte rian, and the Baptist types. Which one would you prefer?' Now totally befuddled, the man asked about the differences between them. The Saleslady responded, 'It is all really quite simple. . The Catholic type supports the masses; The Salvation Army type lifts the falle n; The Presbyterian type keeps them staunch and upright; The Baptist type makes mountains out of

Macy's Random Thoughts
my thoughts come out better when i write, or type.. coz when i speak it dont come out right.. sometimes it's difficult to express myself when i speak especially in english.. coz, my major language when speaking is Filipino. But don't get me wrong tho, i can handle my accent very well, (but sometime it slips out in some words) people i talk to tells me all the time that i talk very good english, like how it sounds, how i speak but talking with real words is difficult.. coz, when i try to translate my thoughts in my head from filipino to english, it comes out differently.. it's hard to express what i want to express in words.. so, when i write or sometime type, i could do some editing, or try to read it again for it to come out the way i feel it should..

Interesting Ways To Die....
Family Distraught After Chocolate Death OSHA Called To Scene To Investigate CAMDEN, N.J. - A man who prayed for a job for weeks dies in a tragic accident at a chocolate factory in Camden, N.J.. Slideshow: Man Dies In Chocolate Tank Police were called to a warehouse and manufacturing facility on the 700 block of North 36th Street around 10:45 a.m. Wednesday for a report of a man who had fallen into hot chocolate. The Camden County prosecutor's office identified the victim as 29-year-old Vincent Smith II of Camden. He was a temporary worker at the Cocoa Services Inc. plant. Smith was loading chunks of raw chocolate into a melting tank, but he slipped and fell into the tank. Co-workers shut off the valve and tried to reach him, but failed. Devastated family members arrived at the hospital and were wondering what happened, and how their loved one could possibly have died. "He was good kid. Always positive, never negative. He was always laughing," said Teresa Smith, his aunt. "We

Here We Go Again
Okay so here I am back to fu..again lol after a some what short absence. there are things I am doing different on this go around so I just wanted to talk a little bit about it here. First its okay to give me complimets..no really it is lol second of all I am flirty persom, just deal with it, if you cant move on, your in for some serious heart break. I am easy going and will befriend everyone, last time I excluded the 1000000 friend types as I guessed any real convo with somone who had so many friends would be impossible; turns out I was wrong and im plenty man enough to admitt that when it happens..rarely as it does lmao!! Am I a confident person...are you serious lol do you even have to ask, doesnt mean im arrogant, I can back up everything I say but sometimes I lay it on a little thick just to get a laugh or two:). alright more to come on here good enough for now and comment on this stuff will ya:) thanks loves and hugs, Jc

Can You Guess?
Almost all Japanese are aware of their blood type. The idea began when some in the west were touting the idea that the asian peoples were more closely related to animals then humans, or lower on the evolutionary chain, since type B blood was the predominant blood type in asians and animals. As ludicrous and unscientific as this idea was, it was insulting to say the least. Modern science disproves this obviously faulted idea. In the 1930's Furukawa Takeji (1891-1940) set out to disprove this notion and a new idea was born. However, the idea of personality traits being influenced by blood type remains. Companies in Japan even had divided workers by blood type. Here are the general ideas of each blood type. The Rh factor plays no role in the blood type/personality idea: Type O You are the social butterflies. Often popular and self-confident, you are very creative and always seem to be the center of attention. You make a good impression on people and you're often quite attractive. Orga

My Poetry
You got a fight on your hands and the master has plans for you to sleep with the gods of heavenly lands, I pulled the trigger and gave you a dose of reality as I watch you lay there and count your blessings while you bleed. You escaped from this world and I have set your soul free so when you get up to God you better thank me, My life spins out of control and I go on this roll to give you eternal life like vampires who roam in the darkened of casted nights. My wolverine has escaped from me and I have torn you piece by piece, It claws at your heart and jumps from a far and you still have hatred in your eyes but your mind is about to die along with that body you called the temple of life, The hatred destroys me, the hatred annoys me, the hatred consumes me, the hatred is in me let it release! Just open those eyes and see the fear you possess towards the things I've taken away and don't be affraid to die with out peace. Your children are calling, your children are falling, and i

+dark Asylym+ Now Open!!
20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity Current mood: mischievous Current mood: giggly 1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice.3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask them if they want fries with that.4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN".5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to expresso.6. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for smuggling diamonds".7. Finish all your sentences with "in accordance with the prophecy".8. Dont use any punctuation10. Order diet water with a serious face whenever you go out to eat.11. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go".12. Sing along at the opera.13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme.14. Put mosquito netting around your work area and play tropical

Im Funny And Clever When Bored
Have you ever dated someone more than twice your age? um no, I dont have daddy issues Have you ever "dined and dashed"? I prefer to eat and run Have you ever been cut off by a bartender because you were too drunk? no but i've been cut off by a dealer for being to cracked out Have you ever dated someone just because they had money? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA, um no Have you ever flirted with a cop to get out of a ticket? never gotten a ticket, so you tell me Have you ever gone on a first date with no underwear? My pimp said that's the way it's done. what? no? *shrugs* Do you treat attractive people better than others who aren't as attractive? no i treat all people equally bad Are you more comfortable with friends that are less attractive than you? no, that brings down my game Have you ever hated a job to the point that you tried to get fired? not consciously, but im pretty sure locking myself in my office and eating and talking on the phone all day was a cry for

I Love Her Words
one of her babies is rotting in the sun and the other one was found drowned in the ocean her mom and dad are in their van crushed and bloated and her husband was thrown from his fishing boat so please give me a break from all your complaining about who was mean to you and how your stepdad is a pain - i care, i swear, but i just can't take it, not today all i can think about are tsunamis and earthquakes everything she's ever known is gone, gone, gone everyone she's ever loved is gone, gone, gone the only reason she's alive is she grabbed a palm frond and held on and held on you can call me crazy but it seems to me we could have sent more than we spend in one day killing iraqis to help the hundreds of thousands who are injured and diseased and hungry and homeless and without families i'm appalled by our government's initial reaction and the fact that they asked for a verbal retraction from the folks who called them stingy they're just covering their assets well,

Gq Movement
Kolcraft Enterprises recalled 1 million play yards, the Consumer Product Safety Commission said, because the side rails can unlatch unexpectedly. The recall is of Kolcraft Travelin' Tot play yards and similar items sold under the names Carter's, Sesame STreet, Jeep, Contours, Care Bears and Eric Carle, The CPSC said. Consumers should stop using the item immediately. consumers can contact Chicago-based Kolcraft at 866-594-4208 or kolcraft.com for a free repair kit, the commission said.-Washington Post~Make a difference, Join the Movement~ Massachusetts sued the U.S. government Wednesday over the federal Defense of Marriage Act, which defines marriage as a union between a man and a woman. Massachusetts Attorney General Martha Coakley said the law interferes with the right of Massachusetts to define and regulate marriage as it sees fit. The 1996 law denies federal recognition of same-sex marriage and gives states the right to refuse to recognize same-sex marriages performed in other s

I have 1 true friend and i wouldn't change that for the world. she stood by me through the worst part of my life. Been there when i lost my parents and when my son past. She is a true friend and so happy that she is my friend.

For My Son...aidan
Remember me Smile under the sun And know that it is me looking down on you The warmth on your cheeks is only a kiss from me. Laugh when you see the stars glittering in the midnight sky Knowing tha i always watching over you the glittering stars is only a wink from my eyes. Cry when yu see the rain fall from the gloomy grey clouds Its only my tears knowing that i can't be with you right now. Smile when you the rain passes and a rainbow forms And remember that I am smiling when i think about your laugh I will see yo soon my heart, my soul, my life, my Aidan. For my Loving son Aidan MJ Watters.

Idiots That Insult Children
These two people came to my page and started bad mouthing my 3yr old daughter for no reason. Calling her ugly and everything else. beware of these two. http://www.fubar.com/user/2785629 http://www.fubar.com/user/3203513

Losers, Liars, Lost Puppies
These are the type of guys I seem to attract!!!Let me give you the warning signs Losers...the ones who have NO job, NO hope of finding one, won't look but swear they can't find one, oh and big flashing sign...has a kid and they don't pay support (or 2)Liars... constantly changing their story, swearing up and down you didn't get it right the first time they told you!!Lost Puppy Dogs...mooching off you, using you for a place to lay their head(s) you BIG ONE HERE.. THEY CHEAT ON YOU OR THEY USE YOU TO CHEAT ON SOMEONE ELSE, and they swear its ok there is nothing going on anywhere else!! Then after they have used you for everything they can get out of you, they run of with some nasty skank who thinks they are so lucky, even though the guy is going already cheating on them!!! ROFLMAO!!! WATCH OUT GIRLS, AND GUYS, THEY ARE EVERYWHERE!!!! EVEN HERE!!!

Music
I always needed time on my ownI never thought I'd need you there when I cryAnd the days feel like years when I'm aloneAnd the bed where you lie is made up on your sideWhen you walk away I count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right now[Chorus]When you're goneThe pieces of my heart are missing youWhen you're goneThe face I came to know is missing tooWhen you're goneThe words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okI miss youI've never felt this way beforeEverything that I do reminds me of youAnd the clothes you left, they lie on the floorAnd they smell just like you, I love the things that you doWhen you walk away I count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right now[Chorus]We were made for each otherOut here foreverI know we were, yeahAll I ever wanted was for you to knowEverything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soulI can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah[Chorus] frost has covered trees and grasswinds cut l

Daily Thoughts
some days i sit and think "what the hell happened to me?"...when i was 18 and just graduated from high school i knew i wanted to be either a history/PE teacher or continue my culinary arts education...i was accepted into the art institute of seattle culinary arts program on a full scholarship but i gave it up to move to missouri to help out my aunt rebuild her house after hers was burned by arsonists. al though i didnt expect to be thanked it still would have been nice to hear or at least say they appreciated the fact i gave up a career to bust my ass and get degrated because i wasnt an ass kisser. i moved home and met my daughters mom which i consider the worst decision i have made...but i love my daughter more than anything and nothing will ever change that. i have made mistakes in my past but i was young and stupid and yes i spent a lil bit in jail but i wish people would learn to leave that stuff in the past and realize that i am not that same person i once was...i want peo

Can Someone Please Explain
Why Is t when you pour your heart out to someone,90% of the time you et the anwer"I dont know what to say or WOW?"I feel like i have put a damper on our friendship by telling this person how i felt.Was i wrong for doing it?

Ranting, Commending, And Such
Why is it that in the month or so we have been up and running I see so many ups and downs? I see people with out THE Baby Dolls in their name. I see people not showing love. I see members who have their buzz meter's at 0%. I see members VERY close to leveling, yet not getting help. But then on flip side I see members like Joy, who every single day I see her on several members pages, gifting, commenting , rating. I see Tonya, recruiting, keeping home page open. I see Luscious, making tags and pics. I see other members being active. I'm not pointing fingers, naming names ( for the negative anyway) but I want us to be THE strongest we can be. I want us to be THE group that people think about when they think about premiere groups on fubar. I want to be a trend setting group. I want other groups to envy us, pattern their OWN groups after ours. But most importantly I want EVERY member to feel love from EVERY member. Ok. I'm done. *steps down from soap box*

Pudgey, The Loving Puppy
R.I.P. PUDGEY on x-mas 2008 we got our daughter a puppy.. he was such a cute little thing, just an adoreable lil pup. when we went to pick him up he was in a litter of 7 pups the guy was giving away. after a few moments this pup was just standing there with his front paws over the edge of the box. our daughter went over to him & they were nose to nose. he licked her & she kissed him back. they were ment for each other, love at first puppy kiss if you will. at first we had a hell of a time gettin him trained to potty outside & being "gentle" around the baby (our daughter). but it didn't take long realy until he was the one gettin the blunt of the punishment.... from the lil one!!! lol she jumped on him , sat on him, poked @ his eyes, pulle dhis ears & lips, and he never snapped at her. not even once. now how many puppies or even full grown dogs will let a child do that with out snapping at them? likwe i said they were made for each other. he was her protector. the way i was tea

Ill Minpin
Well since this is the first time here on Fubar I will tell a little about myself I am 53 years young, and newly Divorced after 8 years of being married to a nut case. Hope to meet a lot of new friends here

Victory Not Vengeance
this song and its lyrics are for those that have been through recovery and are succeeding, and for those that fell and relapsed....Thank you, Trent Reznor for writing this song, and thank you, God, for giving him the means to write it. I hurt myself todayto see if I still feelI focus on the painthe only thing that's realthe needle tears a holethe old familiar stingtry to kill it all awaybut I remember everything What have I become, my sweetest friend?everyone I know goes away in the endand You can have it allmy empire of dirtBut I will let you downI will make you hurt I wear this crown of shitupon my liar's chairFull of broken thoughtsthat I could not repairbeneathe the stains of timethe feelings disappearand you are someone elseand I am still right hereWhat have I become, my sweetest friend?Everyone I know goes away in the endAnd You can have it allMy empire of dirtBut I will let you downI will make you hurtIf I could start againA million miles awayI will keep myselfI will fi

Life
Severed heads dont roll quite as well as expected a perfect body bag prom queen waiting for her close up like a declawed pussy cat bleeding on my new rug that tied the room together so well club soda is an economically sound solution and sallow skin spoils if not properly refridgerated searching for answers but notseeing shit cutting through myburdens over and over again putthese beautiful people six feetunderground I walk their roadsspill blood through their streets Ihate every one and every fuckingthing this is my war We should have quit back when we learned this wasn't everything, that it all fades. but we never learned how not to care. somehow, it still fades. these are the days that should have killed me...getting to comfortable with pain. going nowhere in the name of hope, growing into broken bones. the fractures have all healed, and i forget that they were there. 'sometimes' becomes every time. just wait, it will be any time. and you'll forget where you come from, i

Mrs. Wh's Corner
Hey ya all! Been awhile... look Im on another page, I woke up one mornin and relized virtually conjoined at the hip but now we are the same person on Fubar, and life partners in Real Life... Yes hes still here in North Cackalacki, Hes expanding his business here ...and thats a good thang...we really been learnin each other and throw in three others (my children).... And every mornin I wake up and think to myself " OMG Hes still here"... Im learnin what its like to be with a man that I can be completely honest with, he still makes me blush and the passion I feel for him is stronger then ever, I watch him with my children I see our family developing... Funny enough I have trust issues and it amazes me everyday this "Ex-Playa" is the person I trust above all others, Im proud of him, hes still brings a smile to my face every mornin and gives me that reason to continue my life... On a final note and synopsis: of our time thus far plane, kiss, sex, kids, more kids, drama, movies, hote

Stories
She faces to the left. It's the only comfortable position when her wrists are bound together above her head. She lies on her stomach and watches the candlelight shadow of me preparing. The smell of the jasmine incense hangs in the air like a silent witness to the evening. She move against the ropes. Not to get free, but to feel that she can't. She resists the tug of the ropes securing each ankle. Embarrassed, yet excited by the open position. The noise of the leather strap makes her flinch. The sharp pain brings a whimper. The Safe Word goes unspoken. Blood flushes her face as she anticipates the next stroke. She squeezes, then relaxes; not knowing which will lessen the pain. The lash comes sooner than she expects. A louder sound, a sharper sting, yet the Safe Word goes unspoken. While her cheek warms, she feels the light touch of my glove tracing her tattoo. The colored curves of the design on her lower back feel icy cold compared to the hot marks on the back

Please Vote For Me!
i am trying to win tickets for nickelback ( yeah i know they are lame but i never win anything!) please help by going to this link http://www.1065.com/cc-common/radiobase/contest.html?id=22264&_show and voting for #165 (i think) with the giant tonguering! thank you all

Today's Blog
Hey, Man..It's been a long day. Worked all day. I am learning that maybe I don't understand some of my friend's like I thought I did. It's crazy, you know.. I mean you think you know someone and then they turn around and stab you in the back. Wouldn't a true friend stab you i the heart and not in the back? I don't know it all seems crazy...

For Mr. Adorable
Last night I had the weirdest dream..... It was the future and everyone had flying cars and houses floating in the sky. It took a while to get use to flying but i started to be able to make tight turns and stop on dimes in my hybrid cadillac SUV which runs on the worlds garbage. I felt good driving around in a large SUV making the world a cleaner place..... I'm sure at one point during this dream i must have been using my arms to fly the car because i remember Jeff telling me to stop hitting him... back to the dream I'm floating around in my cadillac, trolling for woman when i see my friends. Witty, Witchie, Satara, LaLa, Pixie (oh I've missed Pixie), Blue, Brain ...... the list carries on.. well I couldn't take my eyes off their cleavage... all these woman are LARGE BREASTED. They make me drool... woman make me drool ( no wonder my pillow was drenched when i woke up. Needless to say i pick them up , Cerri and GBT, Sweet and Lilboops.... once i get all the woman in the cadillac i fl

Character
Labels can be Dangerous, when someone labels another person. It may be that when a person does this they feel that way about themselves down deep inside. Is there any other reason to why they choose to project their issues on another. if one doesn't know how to handle this it can be devastating and damaging to them not only emotionally and mentally it can hurt them with their self esteem. What kind of character does a person truly have and how does this reflect the relationship they have with themselves? The reality is the only way to take a label or comment whether it's negative or positive is to say Thank you! Each person decides how to take it and it solely depends on their relationship with themselves. Sometimes when we fail we learn and sometimes we don't. Some of the greatest and most amazing people throughout history failed many times until they accomplished what they set out to do in the first place. We are always learning and always have constant and never ending improvement i

How Ever You Want To Take It
ok well this is my first blog on fubar. so lets go and see where i can take you? im a father of 2 great kids and i love them more than any thing in the hole world. i came from a small town i mean real small. but i got big dreams i think you can learn more coming from a small town. i know i did ha ha ha. i love to draw and to sk8 board and ski and snow board and i love vid and pc games. and for the most part music. music is 2nd just under my kids i love music so damn much that if i was cut off i would be lost for ever. i play guitar and drums. so thats about it for now. this is just a warm up so sit tight and injoy.

From A Messege I Got Here
Someone sent me this messege here.. and she would like to remain nameless...it is so sad.. i thought I would share it with you and Gods knows she is right.. so here it is..it tugged at my heart strings and it happens a lot here and us women are hurt a lot cause of it. i read your note and i know what you mean,,,alot of guys wont even rate any part of your page if there are no nude pic or if a person doesnt display most of their flesh,,i have had countless men just pass my page up or not even rate any of my pix because they didnt have anything to feast their eyes on,,,how sad. You are very beautiful and you dont need to show off anything else,,if men dont like it...screw them,,they are shallow to begin with.,,thx for your time,,,hang in there,,you are lovely...

Helping Friends
USMCMARC is only 2,000,000 AWAY FROM GODFATHER! Come show your support for this Service and Family man by helping him level to GODFATHER status! Click his pic to visit his profile. Let's make him GodFather!

Fantasy
Kristin sits on fu rating. Just another day in her life or so she thought. Her phone rings and on the other end is a familiar voice that she loves hearing. The voice speaks and says "hey beautiful". A smile crosses Kristin's beautiful face. Her Cheeks turn red as she blushes, her beautiful eyes sparkle with the light of stars. Kristin replies "hey sexy". The stranger on the other end of the line smiles with joy and naughty intentions. "I want to see u, I am on my way to get u be dressed" the voice says, then hangs up. Kristin with great excitment jumps to her feet and begins to get ready. She showers thinking about him the whole time getting wet (in more ways than a shower is intended). A car pulls up and it is Kristins mystery caller. She rushes out the door and to the car. As Kristin approaches the car she feels eyes on her watching her every move. Those eyes travel up and down her body enjoying everything they see. The door is opened and as Kristin sits down she feels a hand on her

A Dream
A dream floats into my head. A dream where u are laying on the beach enjoying the sun. The ocean is calm and the sun is bright. There is a slight breeze just enough to keep u from getting to hot. I lay next to u enjoying your beauty and the sound of the ocean. U turn to me asking me to rub tanning lotion on your back. I happily say baby anything for my little teapot. I put the lotion in my hand, rub them together, then begin to massage it into your skin. I start at your shoulders, working my way down your back and ending at your legs. When I am done we relax, enjoy each other, and wait the day out until the sunset. The time has come for the sun to go down so that it can rise again. I sit with u between my legs, holding u, and watching the sun drop behind the horizon. We wait and watch as the day becomes night/ We see every star as it awakes and adds a sparkle to the night sky. The moon begins to glow and reflect of the ocean. As I look at the beauty of the night I only think of how it

Sexual Desires
Just a thought~~ Ever wonder why people walk around so up tight daily? You go to the store every1 is a grump ass, you try to say hi they look @ you like your crazy~~ There is too much negativity going around~~ I feel if more people would start their day off the "RIGHT" way then there would be more smiles in the world LOL Stop being so uptight and get in tune with your inner self and your sexual desires!! When you start doing that the world will be a happier place!! Live by Mr Rogers words: (lol) "So lets make this the most beautiful day, Since we're together we might as well say, Would you be mine? Will you be mine? Could you be mine? Wont you be my friendly neighbor? ( LOL) awwww Gotta love Mr Rogers~~ Now take Sammie advice:If you want to walk around with a smile on your face then listen to your inner self and stop being a bore (don't be scared) lol Before you get outta bed start your day the "RIGHT" way (daily) like brushing your teeth lol and I gaurentee you wont be a grump ass

Short Story
There are 3 things you should never try in life. 1) Wasabi, the super hot sauce offered with Sushi, especially if you don’t wish to look like an idiot, fanning your open mouth with your hands; 2) Grated cheese with marinara spaghetti and 3) Taking your cat to be groomed when it’s very rainy, especially if the car park was miles away from the Vet of your choice. Sometimes I wonder where my angels are! If they are beside me, with a notebook in hand, scribbling down notes and rating my actions to every solution I come up with, or else playing poker, God only knows wher

Small Towns
reminds me of home only instead of tractors and> dirt roads think boats and bayous and who would> think out in the bayou you would pick the same canal to> party in that your dad decided to trawl in that day. > > The> only one missing is the one I used to live by: Make sure the> dirt road you pick is NOT where your daddy is coon hunting> with his buddies!!>> SMALL TOWNS> > > > Those who grew up> in small towns will laugh when they read this.> > > > Those> who didn't will be in disbelief and won't> understand how true it is. > > 1) You can name> everyone you graduated with. > > 2) You know what> 4-H means. > > 3) You went to parties> at a pasture, barn, gravel pit, or in the middle of a> dirt road. On Monday you could always tell who was at> the party because of the scratches on their legs from> running through the woods or cotton field when the party was> busted. (See #6.) > > 4) You used> to'drag'Main . > > 5) You whispered> the 'F' word and your parents knew within the>

Priceless
> THREE YEAR OLD BOY IS> SITTING ON THE TOILET.> > > HIS MOTHER THINKS HE HAS BEEN IN THERE TOO LONG, SO SHE> GOES IN TO SEE> WHAT'S UP.> > THE LITTLE BOY IS GRIPPING ON TO THE TOILET SEAT WITH HIS> LEFT HAND AND> > HITTING HIMSELF ON TOP OF THE HEAD WITH HIS RIGHT HAND.> > HIS MOTHER SAYS: "BILLY, ARE YOU ALL RIGHT? > YOU'VE BEEN IN HERE FOR A> WHILE."> > BILLY SAYS: "I'M FINE, MOMMY. I JUST HAVEN'T> GONE 'DOODY' YET."> > MOTHER SAYS: "OK, YOU CAN STAY HERE A FEW MORE> > MINUTES. BUT, BILLY, WHY ARE YOU HITTING YOURSELF ON> THE HEAD?"> > BILLY SAYS: "WORKS FOR> KETCHUP."

Adult Goodies
Slumber Parties www.slumberpartiesbynicholesage.com come check it out and place orders, theres alot of good stuff spread the word. Tons of toys and gag gifts and lotions and lubes and for the women there are cute little outfits there too. All resonably priced, if you have any questions about any of it feel free to ask me!

Read Me!!!
Others Have Died This Month Sooooooo True!! With no disrespect intended to the Jackson family, this sure does reveal the shallowness of our value system in this country. While the focus today, tomorrow and for the next God-knows-how-many-days will be the death of a pop culture icon; while many will mourn, wail and quite literally make fools of themselves over it and while many will speak endlessly about it, allow me, if only for a moment, to remind us all that others have died this month; others whose lives were cut short; others who leave behind loved ones and whose families will dearly miss them; families who'll suffer with much more dignity and honor than we'll be exposed to on the tube in the coming days. Yes... it's true... we've suffered a great loss... but forgive me while I tell you that I'm not talking about the king of pop music. These American military members died in Iraq this month: Sergeant Justin J. Duffy Specialist Christopher M. Kurth Specialist Charles

War
This is my account of what occured on the day of 15 Jul 05 while serving in combat operations in Baghdad Iraq. I was on a special security team called a Personal Security Detatchment, or PSD for short. We were pulled from our Infantry line units, and thrown into HHC (HQ). Our main objective for our 12 man team was to provide critical close security for our upper echelon chain of command, reporters, government officials, VIPs (not of the FU type) and on site static security for meetings. Essentially, we would mostly take commanders to meetings, pull security and bring them back. I was fortunate enough to be in a real good unit 3rd Batallion 156th Infantry out of Lake Charles, LA (Louisiana Army Guard). They led from the front, as we did raids, Traffic Control Points (TCPs), route clearance, humanitarian aid. It was great. And since you are on a PSD, you don't get a small area of operations. Because you work for a command, they have several smaller line units under them, so the HQ

Am I A Horrible Friend Or What?
I have a problem and I need to get it off my chest. I realized the other day that I am a horrible friend on fubar. I feel a bit like a user and I wanted you all to know that I do love you in my own special way. Hopefully you can help me with my problems 1.I hardly ever rate anyone's pictures. I hate doing it, I would rather spend hours chatting then hitting 11's on pics. 2. I accepted all those friend requests during my spotlight, while knowing in the back of my head I would delete them first chance i got. 3. There are people on my family list that i like but they never come to my blogs or talk to me. Do i delete them and then do i explain the reasons. 4. Every once in a while I wipe out my entire fan and secretly admired friends. Cause I think its fun to see my face pop up on their pages again. 5. I dont understand why people like me, im a total perverted dork. It amazes me people talk to me. 6. I love giving fumbling its my downfall, I give and then when i run out, i reali

A Mistress On The Plantation
My name is Louise Antioch and I am a female psychopath. Having antisocial personality disorder isn't a disease. It's a lot of fun to me. Trust me on that one. A five-foot-ten, plump, green-eyed, blonde-haired woman without conscience. That is yours truly. One of the free spirits out there who can do anything at all without feeling guilty. These days, it's the early 1900s and I live in rural Georgia. My family has owned the Great House Farms for years. We've become short-staffed, so I hired some people to work for us. A lot of folks from the local black village were looking for work and I hired them. I paid them decent wages, and expected some good service. My most unruly worker was Sheila, a tall and muscular black woman from Atlanta. I decided to teach her a lesson. I invited her inside for some tea and crackers. As soon as she got inside, I cornered her. I had a demonic light in my eyes and I could tell it scared her. Good. Sheila was a large black woman and thought she could inti

Virgin
My first sexual experance was climbing through the window of my girlfriends house when I was 14...she was 15 and she was grounded for doing something stupid..so the only time I could see her was late at night..so there we are in her room at night...fucking away all summer long...so you know what they say is true...if you don't let the boys in through the front door they will be climbing in through the windows....

Friendship
On Friendship Kahlil Gibran Your friend is your needs answered. He is your field which you sow with love and reap with thanksgiving. And he is your board and your fireside. For you come to him with your hunger, and you seek him for peace. When your friend speaks his mind you fear not the "nay" in your own mind, nor do you withhold the "ay." And when he is silent your heart ceases not to listen to his heart; For without words, in friendship, all thoughts, all desires, all expectations are born and shared, with joy that is unacclaimed. When you part from your friend, you grieve not; For that which you love most in him may be clearer in his absence, as the mountain to the climber is clearer from the plain. And let there be no purpose in friendship save the deepening of the spirit. For love that seeks aught but the disclosure of its own mystery is not love but a net cast forth: and only the unprofitable is caught. And let your best be for your friend. If he must know the ebb of your ti

Erotica (c) By:kayla B.
FOLLOWING IS AN ORIGINAL STORY COPYRIGHT PROTECTED BY: KAYLA B./SHAKTI SHAMAN. Breakfast in Bed – the man’s perspective Hmmmmm, I can’t believe the power of sensory memory. I can still fell Kayla’s warm sensual lips running up and down my shaft. As I reach down to relieve the ache, her soft cheek meets my searching fingers, and I smile. I feel her answering smile in the palm of my hand, in the change of her mouth surrounding me. In a smooth motion she replaces her lips with the warmth of her hands as she kisses a path to my mouth – “Good morning”, she says. I then watch as she places a finger against her lips. Her tongue flicks out to moisten the tip, indicating promises to come. She then slips her finger into her parted lips and circles it with her tongue. Slowly she withdraws her moistened finger and places it on the breakfast tray she has placed on the console table beside the sofa bed. Her finger lazily stirring on the tray

Thoughts
Allow Your Own Inner Light to Guide You There comes a time when you must stand alone.You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams.You must be willing to make sacrifices.You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved.Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged.There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities.Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better.Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by.Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life.Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way. A STRONG WOMAN VERSUS A WOMAN OF STRENGTH A STRONG WOMAN VERSUS A WOMAN OF STRENGTH A strong woman works out every day

Anger
ANGER AND HATE SWELL UP INSIDE ME LIKE A BALLOON AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AND SEE HATE AND SHAME AND DISAPPOINTMENT WHAT DO I DO TOO WAY PEOPLE FEEL TWARDS ME MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I AM THE BADGUY WHAT DO I DO SEE THIS QUESTIN MIGHT BE EASY FOR SOME TO ANSWER BUT NOT ME CUZ I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I CAN ONLY BE STRONG FOR SO LONG THEN LIFE TAKES ITS TOLL I CAN SEE THE BOAT MAN WAITNG TO TAKE HIS TOLL TO TAKE ME ACROSS THE WATER WHAT DO I DO I CAN FIGHT NO MORE I CANT EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL WITOUT OFFENDING SOMEONE WHAT DO I DO WELL THIS IS WHAT I DO I WRITE TILL I FELL BETTER AND SOMETIMES I FELL BETTER QUICKLY AND SOMETIMES I DONT ITS OK THOUGH I WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS ROUGH TIME AND I WILL STAND TALL AND TOUGH AGAIN BUT IT WILL TAKE SOME TIME AND SOME UNDERSTANDING THAT IS WHAT I AM GOING TO DO PAIN IS SOMETHING I AM USE TO THE FEELING OF NOT BEING WANTED THE FEELING OF BETRAIL THAT FEELING ON EMPTYNESS PAIN IS WEAKNESS LEAVEING THE BODY WELL I MUST BE A V

Education
"Educatio est omnium efficacissima forma rebellionis" which is scripted in Latin. The English translation means "Education is the most effective form of rebellion". The moral of Thorin's quote is that much more can be accomplished with a book rather than a bat. The system itself cannot be beaten by simply dropping out and having a middle finger attitude. To truly make a difference, you need not only angst, but also a firm foundation on what makes the system what it is. Past revolutionaries (Che, King Jr, Gandhi....) all knew how to use the system to their advantage and bring about change. Society loves stupid people because they are so easy to control. To truly make a difference organize with the tools that truly bring about change: Education and Unity. The sheep (people in general) are force fed crap everyday via the media. Unfortunately, they take it all in with their mouths open wide. The uneducated cannot tell the difference between truth and lie, instead they tend to believe every

Stupidity
Spread the Stupidity Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America.....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America.....do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America .......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America.....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER ...

About Louisiana
Viva La Louisiane!!!If Hurricane Katrina causing the levees to break in New Orleans is the only thing you know about Louisiana , here are a few more interesting facts about the Bayou State : * Louisiana has the tallest state capitol building in the nation at 450 feet. * The Louisiana Superdome in New Orleans is the largest enclosed stadium In the world. * The Lake Pontchartrain Causeway is the longest over-water bridge in the world at 23.87 miles. * Louisiana's 6.5 million acres of wetlands are the greatest wetland area in America. * The oldest city in the Louisiana Purchase Territory is Natchitoches, Louisiana founded in 1714. * The first bottler of Coca-Cola, Joseph Bie Denharn, lived in Monroe, Louisiana and was one of the founders of Delta Air Lines, initially called Delta Air Service. * Delta Airlines got its start in Monroe, Louisiana when Parish Agent, C.E. Woolman, decided to try dusting the Boll Weevil that was destroying the cotton crops in the Mississippi River Delt

How To Dance In The Rain
How to Dance in the RainIt was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if

Cajun Joke
Now Boudreaux, he fall in love wit Marie and he ax > > her to marry him... > > > > > > Marie > > was very naive and uninformed about da birds and da > > bees. > > > > > > Boudreaux was a poor fisherman and could not afford > > to take much time off for a honeymoon. So, dat night > > dat dey were married, dey retired to his little shack on da > > Bayou Teche. When Boudreaux was undressing, Marie > > said, "Oh Boudreaux! What dat is?" > > > > > > Boudreaux, being very quick thinking and sensitive to > > Marie's naive young ways said, "Marie, my love, I > > am da only man in da world wit one of dees." And, > > den, he proceeded to show her what it was for; and Marie was

Crazy Cajuns
Cajun AngelsGabriel came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. I have someCajuns up here in Heaven who are causing some problems. They areswinging on The Pearly Gates, my horn is missing, and barbecue sauce isall over their robes! Ham hocks, spareribs, and crawfish shells are allover the streets of gold. Some folks are walking around with one wing. They have been late taking their turn in keeping the stairway to heavenclean. There are watermelon seeds all over the clouds! They have eatenalmost every animal up here! Some of them aren't even wearing theirhalos, saying it is messing up their hair."The Lord said, "I made them special, as I did you, my angel. Heaven ishome to all my children. If you really want to know about problems,let's call the Devil and see how he is dealing with his Cajuns."The Devil answered the phone, "Hello? Dang it, hold on!"The Devil returned to the phone and said, "Hello, God, what can I do foryou?"God replied, "Tell me what kind of problems you are hav

Have Something To Say
Have something to say.I wanna scream it out loud...I wanna yell to the city and want to scream it cause I'm proud. I had a dream to day!I've had a thought.Ive had my revaluation and its not what i sought. I've dreamed this dream for days long past.But this thought in my head ... It just lasts... I wanna breathe again.Take that long awaited breathI WANT HOPE AGAIN.To lay my worries to rest. I want to thrive againthrive on love. i want hope again i want yours.Open your heart and ill open doors. Open hope to me and ill sail any sea.Open that heart and believe in me... I'll be perfect...as i always thrive to be.I'll stay yours and be what ever you want me to be. Let me be yours,I'll let you be mine.Let me have hope again,Help me learn to shine. give me hope...I'll take your pain.I'll love you without question and have the world to gain.

About Me
I am on facebook more. If you would like to add me there Find me at godsmack29936@yahoo.com. See you soon. Kelly I just found out that I have Cervical disc degeneration is a common cause of neck pain, most frequently felt as a stiff neck. Cervical degenerative disc disease is much less common than disc degeneration in the lumbar spine because the neck generally is subjected to far less torque and force. Nonetheless, a fall or a twisting injury to the disc space can spur degeneration, and accumulated wear and tear on the disc over time can also lead to neck pain caused by disc degeneration. Finding out that this is a injury that happoned in my early childhood. DR. told me that I was in much to bad of shape for my age. In addition to having the low-grade pain of a stiff or inflexible neck, many patients with cervical disc degeneration have numbness, tingling, or even weakness in the neck, arms, or shoulders as a result of nerves in the cervical area becoming irritated or pin

I Wish I Was Devious...
constantly hear about how guys are incapable of expressing emotion. Maybe it's my contrary nature, but fuck that! You asked for it...I am 25 years old, with a mind that fluctuates between a 5 year old's optimism, and 90 year old's crushing surety that all is wrong in this pathetic fucked up little world we live in. I live in constant fear of myself. I have PTSD, whether or not any of you bastards care is none of my concern. I do. It's real. It's why I sleep little, and think too much.I don't drink anymore. Drinking leads to time I can't remember, time I won't get back, and it led to a marriage I will always regret. My only true pride in my life so far is a beautiful little blond girl with a knowing smile, and heart-breaking blue eyes. She has more value than could ever be equaled. She is my reason to get up every morning, to try to sleep each night, and to make it to work everyday whether or not I succeeded.I have a passion, obsession, and fixation with eyes. They are the windows to a

Not Usually One For Mushy Stuff But Read This
lost in the eyes of an angel, she takes my heart and breath away when i kiss her i close my eyes and am lifted into seventh heaven cause im lost in the eyes of an angel, i cant sleep one second cause i might miss a breath from you thats the truth but now my heart belongs to you i was once lost completely but now im found in the eyes of an angel held in the arms and flying thru the clouds because of you hearts of gold in a field of bluei fall to pieces when i hear you my heart races across the world because of you

I want to apologize if I've seemed out of it or distant recently to anyone. I buried my father on Tuesday which leaves me no living relatives. Finding myself suddenly alone, I'm at a loss for what to do and where to go. Please bear with me, I'll get my life back on track but it may take some time. Okay, so I've started an actual blog, you want to follow it it's here: http://mollysla.blogspot.com/ Don't have time to update two of them.

Cyber-sex...harmless Fun Or Cheating?
Recently, my girlfriend walked in on me having cyber-sex with a woman who lives half way across the country. I had known this chick for a couple of months but only online when we decided to cyber. My g/f came in early from work and caught us. To make a long story short, she went ballistic, packed her stuff and left me because she said I was cheating on her. Let it be known, I never met this cyber partner and never intended to. To me, it's nothing more than reading a Hustler or Playboy magazine but my g/f said it was cheating. When she asked me why I did it, I told her the truth...it felt nice to know that other chicks found me attractive. I didn't do it because I wasn't getting any attention from my g/f, in fact, we have, or should I say HAD a great sex life. It was just nice knowing that other women find me sexy and attractive, and hey, it beats solitaire all to hell. What do you folks think? Am I right or is my girl right? Is cyber-sex innocent fun or is it cheating?

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