Things I wish would or would never have happened:
The woulds:
1. There are tons of stories out there about guys who treat their girlfriends like they are something special. They say things to them to make them smile, they buy them things for no reason, and just by the look in their eyes you know they love them... I would love to find a guy that looks at me like they wouldn't give me up for the world, a guy who shows me that he loves me and a guy who actually seems to care about me!
2. I would love to open up my heart and completely give it openly to someone
3. I would like to find something that makes me soar. Makes me feel like Im free and can do anything I want to
4. I would like to do something SO exhilerating that my mind doesnt have to think about the world just the feeling
5. I would like to feel beautiful not just be told it
The would never have happeneds:
1. I wish the world wasnt so full of sick people. The rapists and the murderers. They have ruined my life, along with some people that I know. Nobody deserves that to happen to them
2. I wish I would never have given my heart away to someone who would eventually break it in the future. It was the worst pain I have ever gone through and even though it probably will, I wish it would never happen again. Why cant my heart be stone?
3. I wish I would never have tried so hard to fit in my freshman and sophomore years. It takes to much time and energy just to make yourself look stupid when you should have just been yourself in the first place
4. I wish I would have never been suicidal and I wish that Jenny never would have commited suicide. You dont realize how much committing suicide really hurts everyone else around you until someone close to you does it. It really does make you look at a different side of life: one full of hope, happiness, love, joy, laughter and a lot of other awesome things. Its a shame some people dont get to witness that... RIP Jenny I love you and miss you
5. And finally... I wish that people wouldnt be two-faced... if you dont like me please dont act like you do! it will make everything worse later on!
