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Just For You
Sometimes when I am depressed or drowning in self-doubt,I know i can call your name and you will pull me out....You tought methat im worth much morethan what i always gave me strengthand confidencethat so long i had showed me that i am beautifulboth outside and proved that i am not second besttime and time again.
What It Is.
FUCK NO!!! Seriously, It breaks my heart when people speak phrases like, "All the music these days sounds the same." Your parents said it and you hated it. Their parents said it. My friends are starting to say it. So much of the music that came out when I was a teenager is timeless. You can still be inspired. The world can still be huge. Music can still be good. You probably won't find it on the radio but you might. There are musicians born every day. They have vision. A guitar feels good in their hands, or the rhythm drives them to drum. Maybe industrial or tribal or digitallly enhanced sounds drive them to create. Open your heart. Your old favorite musicians still put out great shit. Find out what they are doing these days. Who are they working with? What are the musicians that you love listening to? EXPLORE!!! Art never stops happening. I love all of the music I used to love. I still listen to it. When I find a new band that blows me away or a new song that just leaves me swelled up
Fuck The Bullshit.
Fresh Start
I have to find a dress for a wedding. The ONLY daughter of my boss is getting married. The Drs will be there, so I kind of want to keep my tattoos covered. Bot that I am embarassed by them, I just feel in a setting like this better to keep the  Drs in the dark.. This sucks. I am tall, and fat...not a lot of cute choices out there.   /end rant You may carry on :) HELP MEEEE It's sooooo itchy. Fair warning..... I am annoyed. The friend that had me playing dear abby...has now shit on my shoe. The girl he was talking to really likes him, and now he has decided to play the let's just be friends card, after telling me he had already told her that awhile ago. She's now crying on my shoulder. My bestie has moved back home, and is crying on my shoulder because her *life is over* For fuck's are moved in with a man who isn't yet divorced...and basically left his wife for you...and you are shocked that it isn't all peaches and cream?? I love my friends dearly, but the
In A Blink Of An Eye
Her pale, soft skin, in warm evening’s glow Green eyes, brown hair, in flirty blown flow She opens herself to something so new What is it that she thinks she should do? A mirror reflection, with dark hair & eyes Thoughts & journeys, connections & ties Words softly spoken in star fingerlight What is it that she thinks should be right? A kindred spirit encompassing all A soul mate of sorts passed by in the hall Turn a different corner by twist of fate What is it that she thinks is too late? Her fear is so true and cannot be dead Those images & feelings that roam through the head A lifetime in seconds & in a blink of an eye What is it that keeps driving her why? Happy thoughts & good wishes Just like a butterfly on the wind Keep on living & loving Until the very end

Hello: to all my fubar friends on here! I am on here to make new friends! I am currently single and divorced and hope to find someone who is single  and looking to start a new friendship with me! He must meet these qualifications and they are must be attractive,have a good job, and sorry guys ,he has to live in Texas! I do not want any perverts on here to send me any friend requests! I always check out your profiles and some of you guys are really perverted! This is my opinion and sorry if you are offended by my comments, but I am just telling you the truth! I hope to meet you real soon ! Take care of yourself on here!Sexymama!
Like A G6
HookPoppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzardWhen we drink we do it right gettin slizzardSippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6Like a G6, Like a G6Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6Verse 1Gimme that Mo-MoetGimme that Cry-CrystalLadies love my style, at my table gettin wildGet them bottles poppin, we get that drip and that dropNow give me 2 more bottles cuz you know it don't stop(808) Hell YeaaDrink it up, drink-drink it up,When sober girls around me, they be actin like they drunkThey be actin like they drunk, actin-actin like they drunkWhen sober girls around me actin-actin like they drunkHookPoppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzardWhen we drink we do it right gettin slizzardSippin sizzurp in my ride, like Three 6Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6Like a G6, Like a G6Now I'm feelin so fly like a G6Verse 2Sippin on, sippin on sizz, Ima ma-make it fizzGirl I keep it gangsta, poppin bottles at the cribThis is how we live, every single nightTake that bottle to t
Surgery For Hiatal Hernia 12/26/2010
A hiatal hernia occurs when part of your stomach pushes upward through your diaphragm. Your diaphragm normally has a small opening (hiatus) that allows your food tube (esophagus) to pass through on its way to connect to your stomach. The stomach can push up through this opening and cause a hiatal hernia. In most cases, a small hiatal hernia doesn't cause problems, and you may never know you have a hiatal hernia unless your doctor discovers it when checking for another condition. But a large hiatal hernia can allow food and acid to back up into your esophagus, leading to heartburn and chest pain. Self-care measures or medications can usually relieve these symptoms, although a very large hiatal hernia sometimes requires surgery. PRIVACY NOTICE: Warning - any person and/or institution and/or Agent and/or Agency of any governmental structure including but not limited to the United States Federal Government also using or monitoring/using this website or any of its associated webs
Energy Medicine
FINALLY - A great alternative to body scanners at airports . . .The Israelis are developing an airport security device that eliminates the privacy concerns that come with full-body scanners at the airports.It's a booth you can step into that will not X-ray you, but will detonate any explosive device you may have on you. They see this as a win-win for everyone, with none of this crap about racial profiling. It also would eliminate the costs of a long and expensive trial. Justice would be swift. Case closed!You're in the airport terminal and you hear a muffled explosion. Shortly thereafter an announcement comes over the PA system . . . "Attention standby passengers - we now have a seat available on flight number 1234. Shalom!"
Actual Letter To Passport Office
  Dear Mr.. Minister, I'm in the process of renewing my passport, and still cannot believe this. How is it that Radio Shack has my address and telephone number and knows that I bought a t.v. cable from them back in 1997, and yet, the Federal Government is still asking me where I was born and on what date. For Christ sakes, do you guys do this by hand? My birth date you have on my social insurance card, and it is on all the income tax forms I've filed for the past 30 years. It is on my health insurance card, my driver's license, on the last eight goddamn passports I've had, on all those stupid customs declaration forms I've had to fill out before being allowed off the planes over the last 30 years, and all those insufferable census forms that are done at election times. Would somebody please take note, once and for all, that my mother's name is Maryanne, my father's name is Robert and I'd be absolutely astounded if that ever changed between now and when I di
live and let live real honest kindness respect trust hello my family and friends. it has been a tough year and here i am at the end of this year. im sorry i have not been on as mach i use to but real life has taken over most of my life. may you all have the best of holidays. remember pls love one another. hug and tell your family that you love them. help others. be thankful. and pls be careful out there cus i want to hear from you all in 2013. keep it real and honest show kindness and respect.without love and someone to shear it with we nothing but enpty shells. live laugh love rock on. true friends are forever. hello and welcome to my nightmare. lets see i quess i will start at the beginning. my bro started using herion in 1993. and ever since then it has been hell with him. but now it is at the peak of annoyance. i have custody of his 3 kids cus he cant man up. and its everyones fault but his and is wife. i have to the 3 yrs age also cus of drugs use.i have them this time cus of unsu
Happy Hollidays
Do you like online games?? Well come to the gamers lounge and hang out. Talk about games share game information. come on in hang out
Ok so I go to this birthday party with my son its for little children hes 4 so they all are around that age. Everything is going ok and then the clown shows up, well it was a female clown and she was all decked out in her outfit wig makeup clown suit. So Im sitting there and watching the kids play when I notice something her clown suit is not like real clothes its got buttons in the back only not all the buttons are buttoned, and its kind of weird shaped like around the waist it bows out so she looks like shes round I guess. Well I noticed something when she bent down or moved a certain way the costume would open up some in the back and bam she was naked underneath. So Im there with some other fathers and we are kind of looking at each other like did you see that. The whole time shes doing her act for the kids we are getting full view of everything lol. That was my first expierence with a kids birthday party clown. She comes up to us and asks us if we liked the show lmao, one guy yells
Very Important Favor!
A Poem To Mom
Im pretty sure you feel the same way for your dadThere is a sad but sweet remembrance,There is a memory, fond and true;There is a token of affection, mother,And a heartache still for you.Loving and kind in all her ways,Upright and just to the end of her days;Sincere and true in her heart and mind,Beautiful memories she left behind.One year has passed since that sad day,When the one I loved was called away;God took her home, it was His will,But in My heart she lives still.The world may change from year to year,And friends from day to day,But never will the one I lovedFrom memory pass away.No one knows how much I miss you,No one knows the bitter painI have suffered since I lost you;Life has never been the same.In My heart, your memory lingers,Sweetly tender, fond and true,There is not a day, dear mother,That I do not think of you."May Dream's Become Reality"
Naughty Files
Do you want access to my NAUGHTY Files?   There is only one way to get them.... However; there are three options to choose from....   (1.) 25 Bling Pack or 7 Day Blast   (2.) 65 Bling Pack or 30 Day Blast   (3.) 135 Bling Pack   When you make your purchase, please be sure to include your email address in the "Notes" box.... All NAUGHTY Files will be sent directly to your email box and are NOT to be posted anywhere online unless special permission is given to you.... All NAUGHTY Files are NSFW !!!!   If you would simply like a Basic SFW Salute the price will be 10 Bling Pack or a 1 Day Blast....   NO EXCEPTIONS!!!!!
Who Are We
The Last Ride
He rides his trusty steed made of steel chrome and rubber,cruising the blacktop highways in the spring and all summer.Its the ride not the destination that matters the most,sometimes he takes the lead,sometimes he won't.He rides all day he rides all night,the moon and the stars are so pretty and bright.He lives to ride,He rides to live,he ride for charity,its important to give.When people ask where is his home,He says there it is,His trusty steed made of steel,painted black and lots of chrome.When he gets to old the bikers will say,remember that guy...he was ok.He was to tired to ride that sunny day,so he pulled to the side and died in his own way.He went as he lived with the sun in his face,He died next to his trusty steed with dignity and grace.Lee aka EZ RIDER.
Original Lyrics
my lady gotta be thick in the thighs/cute in the eyes/  lady in the street but she a freak in dusguise/think you can ride...come take a try/ but if you cant abide/you gonna have to slide/ i need a chick that can hold the four -five/ when things get wild/ unload the clip...reup and spit back another five/can enjoy lobster,steak and wine/ but dont mind bar-b-que/and if a bitch lose her mind/ she quick to help her get a clue/  she keep her man the cleanest/her attitude the meanest/ and we wont even go into what she wil do to protect the you might have won the battle but you havent won the war/they trying to show me the exit but cant get me thru the door/you fuckers dont listen and i hate being ignored/ so we gonna change positions and im a let let you see the ceiling while you rest your on the floor/interesting perspective but on i have never seen/ my whole persona is grimey thats why they telling me to come clean/ and frequent the places most are scare to go /ssome thin
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Ally's Basketball :)
Lebanon eighth-graders off to 2-0 start LDR staff editor@lebanondailyrecord.comDec 2, 2010In its second year playing under coach Matt Jernigan, the eighth-grade girls’ basketball team is off to a 2-0 start.A year ago, the class played under Jernigan as seventh-graders, and after starting the season 0-4, they rebounded to win their final six games of the year to end the season 6-4. Lebanon faced the Rolla Bulldogs in its first game of the season on Monday. In the ‘A’ game, the ‘Jackets led at the end of the first half, 18-8, despite a 1-for-8 performance at the free throw line. In the second half, Lebanon heated up and went on to win 43-21. Ashton Light led all scorers with 20 points, while Becky Brooner and Ashley Schafer added seven points each. Lebanon also won the ‘B’ game, 31-21. Renee Hudson and Lauren Pentecost led the team with six points each. Playing its second game in two days, Lebanon traveled on Tuesday to Jefferson City to take on the T
Christmas Sprint
I got this link from one of my uncles this morning, After watching it it brought tears and a chill came over me . Happy Holidays to all .
New Poem I Just Wrote
as i sit and ponder what it is to wonder why it is that hearts shatter so i cant help but to think on all the relationships past that just had to blow my mind it scrambles onward thinking harder and harder about all the pain and suffering i have felt and all i think is it would just be easy to let go to finnaly be rid of the pain to love never again and yet i cant help but forage on thinks will get better they say things will be better they say the hurt only lasts a short while they say but what is that they know i would rather feel the sting of a billion bees than to be hurting so bad it puts me on my knees at least then all i have to do is let go to stop trying so hard to just let go
Let's Hang Out La!
DECEMBER 4th at 9:30 PM til DECEMBER 5th at 7AM!  Not busy Saturday come check it out!!! (: Buy Tickets from me $10!! $20 @ the door $15 @ the door with the flyer FULLY stocked BAR! GOGO Dancers! HOT DOG STANDS! and much more!! 4 ROOMS OF CULTURE: Local Performers: Mother Echo, Expect Violence, 2DNB & Many more Locals! DJ Line-Up: Surge, Jonny Jon, Bowzer & Ganjamann Spinning the latest in Hip-Hop, DUB, House, Tribal, Electro, & NuDisko Art Gallery from Local Artists: Eric Valdez, Jackie Valdez, Liliana Rodriguez, Cyde, Joseph Munsters, and John Gonzalez Message ME for Location. 
Awesome News
I won some meet and greet passes to go see Trapt on December 9th plus I found out Kid Rock is coming back to Greenville and will be   here in February. I am uber excited :D :D :D
Girls I woukd like to sell myself to the highest bidder. I am honerable , strong and a passionate lover. I come mostly (party trained) I am fun to dance with and I look good on your arm. You my pet me at will or use me for a foot stool. Orgasm doner exper Help,  I'm in need of some help. I have been livening at Sam Jones homeless shelter. I have  4 weeks until I get the four pins out of my foot then I'll work on Phy's  therapy. I need help to pay my phone bill with Metro and a storage bill (now has a late charge). Can anyone please help me to pay them? I will either in time repay you on your terms with money, my time or service to you. At this point I would be happy with cigarette money. It is very challenging to stay sober and looking for help. But the good news is that I will not need the second surgery on my foot. That is a relief for me. I do not want to detox from Morphine again. So please help by calling 707-843-2260 or you can mail me at PO Box 5543 santa rosa ca 95402      N
Going Numb
sad in my head cold in my heart becoming numb from the pain tearing my reality apart i know i have to face the truth your just like the rest dreaming of you thinking that you were the best but now i know i cant trust anyone in this world im going to die by the sharp end of the sword that was shoved in my back when you said "i love you" last keep these words close to your heart i hope you find love but with me is not where you'll start i hate to be used i hate to believe i hate to try to love i hate that i now see love isnt my thing and neither are you i say goodbye i hope to never see you soon
And So It Goes.....
In every heart there is a room A sanctuary safe and strong   To heal the wounds from lovers past Until a new one comes along   I spoke to you in cautious tones you answered me with no pretense And still I feel I said too much My silence is my self defense   And every time I've held a rose It seems I only felt the thorns And so it goes, and so it goes And so will you soon I suppose.   But if my silence made you leave Then that would be my worst mistake So I will share this room with you And you can have this heart to break   And this is why my eyes are closed It's just as well for all I've seen And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the  only one who knows   Ss I would choose to be with you As if the choice were mine to make But youc an made decisions too And you can have this heart to break And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows.
Just Stuff
[] I use to like you.[] I like you now :*[] I'd date you. (;[] I've dated you already.[] Your attractive.[] Your beautiful.[] Your gorgeous.[] Your a close friend.[] Can I get your number ?[] We need to chill ![] We need to talk more.[] I really don't know you.[] Hit me up.[] Let's try again ?[] I miss you.
My Life
Me and my husband meet when we were 5 y/o in kindergarten. You might say it was fate or destiny it was going to happen.  I've never meet a man as caring loving and sexy as he is, he is most definitely my everything and more. Not one man in my life has loved me as much as he loves me, and he treats me like a queen just like royalty. So where i am going with all this is i love John Pixley with all my heart soul and being and if anyone was to get in the way of him i would eliminate them all togteher. FINE                                              love star pixley
The Idea Behind King Size Bows To Find Successful Business Ideas, Satisfy an Obvious Need Anthony Vultaggio Good business ideas come from necessity. In 2001 Lynda King and her husband decided to surprise their daughter with a car for Christmas. She called 10 car dealerships looking for a big bow to complete the gift. “The dealerships told me they wished they had a company to refer me to,” recalls Lynda. “That’s when the idea struck.” From Great Idea to Business Plan Lynda made the bow for her daughter’s gift then began designing another for production. Playing off of her own last name she named the bows the King Size Bows. “I wasn’t the first to have this idea,” says Lynda. “A lot of people had the idea before me. But I was the first to take action and create a business out of it.” Lynda King is no stranger to action. She had a happy upbringing with parents who encouraged her to think big. &l
Scream And Don't You Worry
It's December!!! My 2nd most favorite month. Haha! (November is my very most favorite in case you're wondering... its my birth month) I'm really excited this weekend coz I get to go shopping with my mom. It's something I havent done in like a year since I moved to a new house. Coz it's like 2 hours away from my parents house. I can't wait to shop for gifts for my friends, family, especially their kids! Haha! And speaking of gifts, we're having an exchange gift at work. I have to come up with a cartoon character alias by Monday. I'm thinking of going for Hello Kitty but it's gonna be too obvious since everybody knows how much I love the color pink. So I dunno, maybe I'm gonna be Patrick Star or Squidward Tentacles. Haha! What do u think? I also wanna give out books this Christmas to encourage everybody to read more. Since I work in the IT industry, everybody's just relying on the internet for their information and entertainment. Nothing beats reading a good book on a cold weather sipp
My Most Dedicated Sub..hes All Mine
GF application.Name:Age:Phone Number:Hair Color:Eye Color:Piercings/tattoos?:Drink/smoke?:WHAT D0 Y0U THINK 0F MYPersonality:Eyes:Face:Hair:Clothes:Humor:Manners:Friends:Decisions:W0ULD Y0U...Go out with me:Give me your number:Kiss me:Let me kiss you:Watch a movie with me:Drive me somewhere private:Take a shower with me:Be my gf:Take me home to meet your family:Let me sleep in your bed if I didn't have one:Tell me the truth no matter what:Lie to make me feel better:Hold my hand:Keep in touch:Try and solve my problems:Love me:Ditch me:Use me:Fuck me then fuck me over:Call me right after I saw you:Come see me when I needed it:Drive around all night and be with me:D0 Y0U...Think I'm cute:Want to fuck me:Want to kiss me:AM I...Smart:Hot:Funny:Cool:Interesting to talk to:HAVE Y0U EVER...Thought about me:Thought there might be an "US":Found yourself wanting to kiss me:Wished I were there:Wanted to ask me out:Flirted while you had a girlfriend:Cheated on anyone:WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 IF...I said I
Demented Chic
May I, introduce the amber alert! which is worse witch put a curse on her now shes stuck, fuck who will save her now, she leaps in the arms of drugs,  thats bad, winds up losing everything she has Madness consumes her, Ruins her friends, and love ones end up screwing her, in the end, she gets tired of spinning in the cycle of sin, she throws her hands up high, and yells his name JESUS, with open arms he came, yet ashamed he spoke why did you push me aside, i filled you with the love i had inside i always have a back-up plan though with one prayer that was all they wrote   -LEHCAR your nobody, your nothing to me, looking at me like im something for free, you say i dont look like a playboy bunny, well thats funny, why are you calling me? trying to talk to me everything in life has a fee so say your good-bye eat your bullets for breakfast click-click-pow good-bye have you laying on your side  with your mother hovering over you while tears fall from her eye
A Lil Something I Wrote May It Enlighten U All
Complete engolfment in this mutitude of passion and fury spent on relentless rage, nevermore will lust be a key to ones soul feeling for a moment what one should for a lifetime.L.P. 2010Living life on the backburner of someone elses life, knowing the grass is not greener on the otherside, but yet wanting to know the otherside for all it's worth.L.P. 2010To feel you bodily is not enough in this physical form, to have your soul in my heart is the void that needs to be filled to complete this emptyness that remains in a soul that still yearns for more.L.P. 2010Showcase your love in my eyes, feel all that is to be felt in your heart, make known what is to be said, fullfill every lustful movement in my arms, and feel no pain within this body.L.P. 2010
Nvember Rain
Innocent Sexy
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The Journey Of Fubar
I cant remember  who or how i got to know the site called fubar . my journey has had its up and downs .  i have made alot of friends and have lost alot of friends  on here .  when i say lost  it wasnt my doing  these people would listen to others  and form thier own opinion oif me  and then  they were out of  my fubar life .  you have  people who own lounges  but think that thier  lounges will prosper if they were run like a military camp.  that is furthest from the truth  most of those lounges are gone by the way say  through their owners wrong doing .  i was staff in these lounges  and when i was out of work i would camp in their lounges sometimes 10 hours a day . kept them open  and when the owners  got one complaint about me  they fired and banned me from the lounge   after putting more than a 40 hour work week  in  their lounge . this happened  many times to me  not asking if anything happened  just shutting me out  kinda left a bad taste in my mouth and ruined my lounge experien
Have You Ever's...
Things I Dont Understand
ok things i dont understand .. first off what to do with a husband who you want to believe but cant because he lies. how do you tell if you just want to believe him or if hes telling the truth? wow this really sucks.. ive srpent the last few hours making two fubar accounts one with and invite and one with out and invite, i wanted to see if you could add a person to your profile page if they didnt invite you to fubar. from what i have found you cant... the only way to have the invite by "......" is to have been invited to fubar by that person in an email. so why is it i want to believe my husband when he tells me he didnt invite her??? wow i must be stupid.. he told me he didnt and i believed him for a few days but now im like wow im stupid, and what the hell am i going to do about it anyway i have done what i can to make things right for us, i gave him a second chance, but i guess when there is a will you will find a way.. he bought me a car and a house to try to make things look ok li
Can You Blame Me?
Cna Skills Training
Dirty Old Stories
It's crazy how good ad-men are. I'm sitting watching some afternoon telly while updating my audio collection and this add for Las Vegas, NV came on. Now this isn't the first time I've seen this particular advertisement and it's nowhere near the first time I've had the thought that came next but I felt as if this was the right time to share my entertaining brand of chaotic nonsense.  I've never really been to Vegas, I've never really had the money. Nor have I ever been attached to someone who had the funds to take a few days to gamble an abuse a hotel room in another state.I hope that one day I will have the luxury to just let loose in a hotel and break loose the doors of debauchery. When I do, I pray the hotel staff has a great sense of humor because I know I wouldn't want to pick up that much animal poo. So here's the plan. Once checked in, load each lift with puppies, kittens, bunnies, etc. That would be ridiculously funny.
Random Shit
Just once when I apologize and try to work things out with someone, I wish it wouldn't get talked about or whispered about or brought back up again, oh yeah..i also wish something could just stay personal. Like a fight or argument could be just between the people having them. It's no wonder a person feels awkward and out of place. Maybe airing ones dirty laundry to the group isn't exactly the way to bring people together. Or make one feel welcome or that they belong. But its just my opinion.
Word Vomit
i've changed my top fam... the people in my tops have me in theirs... so before you come to me with hurt feelings that i've taken you out of tops and/or out of my family completely, please spare me the bitch fit. i'm not trying to insult you, i also don't want anyone gauging our friendship based on where the fuck i have you in my list. but if you don't have tops and i've kept you in mine for however long, then, i'm sorry but i'm doing what i want with my page and my tops. i just know how people can be about where they sit in a list and this is my warning, bitch and be deleted and blocked completely. i don't wanna fuckin hear it cuz i sure as shit don't say a fucking word to you.  THANKS have a nice day. i'm not typically the type of person to choose sides when my friends have misunderstandings, cuz they certainly don't take sides when i'm the one in a mess. my neutrality is my scapegoat from drama, but in that sense its like -wow Lu, do you value you friendships enough to make a d
I Wish You Could!
I Wish You CouldI wish you could see the sadness of a business-man as his livelihood goes up in flames, or that family returning home, only to find their house and belongings damaged or destroyed. I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen beneath you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife’s horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively that it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke ~ sensations that I have become too
The Happiness Experiment Pt1
Married to A loser Now a Full fledged Dyke I knew It was a Long shot But there is Just something About her I like Then she Flashed me On her cam Maybe I could Be her Man More pics Of her Breasts Followed by Many views Of her Beaver I am still Not certain But am Becoming a Believer I kept Sending her Poems As I am Her favorite Writer Then she said The magic Words She wants My penis Inside her This one is now my fave love ya Joe
Grope Me Gently, Airport Security Guard
Grope me gently, airport security guard   Run your firm hands along my thigh  Remove my shoes and softly stroke me feet You're the only reason that I fly Rummage through my dirty underwear  Touch my toothbrush with those same hands  Ball my dry-cleaned shirts into a wad Then take a closer look inside my pants Detain me and search me  Make your country proud Grope me gently airport security guard  Run your firm hands along my thigh  Brush you big wand across my butt cheeks You're the only reason that I fly!!!
Military Then And Now
Military Then And Now
i grew up in the military life i saw different places, met different people , and made many friends some friends i remember, some i haven't seen in years i married in the military i saw different places, different countries, and met and made many friends family members have also gone into the service and never have i been more proud older brother is Air Force, younger brothers are Marines, husband was in the Army i have seen many things, experienced alot of heartaches, disappointments to be on the soliders side of deployment and see what they do, well that would be impossible. to feel what they do in the dangerous places they go to , all i can do is pray for their safe return to their loved ones back home. i have been on both ends of the stick as a wife , and child the military is hard on both sides, anyone thinkin it's easy needs to see what both sides do before , during and after the deployments. it takes alot on both sides to keep goin while the other is away. both si
What MY Birth Month Says About ME:  * Fun to be with * Secretive * Difficult to fathom and to be understood * Quiet unless excited or tensed * Takes pride in oneself * Has reputation * Easily consoled * Honest * Concern about people´s feelings * Tactful  * Friendly * Approachable * Very emotional * Tempra...mental and unpredictable * Moody and easily hurt * Witty and sarky * Sentimental * Not revengeful * Forgiving but never forgets * Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things * Guides others physically and mentally * Sensitive and forms impressions carefully * Caring and loving * Treats others equally * Strong sense of sympathy * Wary and sharp * Judge people through observations * Hardworking * No difficulties in studying * Loves to be alone * Always broods about the past and the old friends * Likes to be quiet * Homely person * Waits for friends * Never looks for friends * Not aggressive unless provoked * Pron
Love Is...
What Love means to a 4-8 year old....Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouths of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined See what you think:"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."Rebecca- age 8"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."Billy - age 4"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."Karl - age 5"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."Chrissy - age 6"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4"Lov
Come Unto Me:   Why doest thou show to me a guiless spirit? Why doest thou portray to me a betrothed mind? In what region of the perplexed are you lounging? What is the vortex of implosion that you have crossed? Lo thou art deep in contemplation. I see that thou art troubled with despair. Iniquity lingers on your heart. Bestow unto me the secrets of your knowledge. Bestow unto me the knowledge of your desire. What for are you actually coveting after? For verily, to let go of burdens is to be set free from bondage. The bondage that thou keepest, restraineth thou from a pure heart. Set free your troubled soul, but do not let loose the irrational. Come unto me, and share with me your heavy-laden. Only the sharing of the truth will conquer the heaviness of heart. Be thou not afraid for the loss of ones self. Be thou reminded that I stand forever betrothed to you.   Written by Jody Michael Patterson                                                                         
I'm normally not someone that gets too involved in online communities or social things, but it's come to my attention that even in person communication is lacking these days. A real conversation should flow with a statement or question, followed by another question and a statement so there's a direction to take a conversation. That or some sort of thought provoking or response provoking dialogue. This, unfortunately, is missing. You can tell by those awkward silences in which someone says something to abruptly force you to struggle to find anything to say to their previous vocalization.  Now, with that out of the way, let's get into a few things about why I don't reply to most things I receive on here (and, it's really no offense). Do you often respond to advertisements and reply back with a letter about how someones doing when you get some junk mail? I didn't think so. So why on earth would anyone reply to someone marketing themselves. Now, I understand that there really is a popular
Blogs I Typed But Didnt Want To Post, And Posted Anyway
      life is too short to keep making excuses My status, this morning: and the drive to 45 plunders on.   There is a special place in my heart and in my mind for each and every one of you*   This site reeks of dissatisfaction. People not leveling fast enough. The bonus multiplier isn't high enough. This bling doesn't last long enough. My blue-shaded name isn't light enough. I'm sure you understand and know where I'm coming from, and could add many things to that list. There are things even in our own lives we all wish were better, but points somehow seem more manageable, and it's easier to channel frustration here. I'm not writing this for anyone in particular. I'm writing it for me. Hell, this blog itself is about my dissatisfaction with the world in general, and how it all funnels down into this microcosm we call Twitter Fubar. Frustration and dissatisfaction drive us to do or seek better for ourselves and/or loved ones. For our friends, and friends we haven't even made ye
This Game Is Going Too Far
Time for me to speak and stop being so silent all the time. I've seen enough now everywhere i look people are asking for credits, bling, ratings, comments it's starting to get me annoyed i understand this is a game. it's a game that has gone way too far with some people. when i was introduced over to this site i was told it was a fun site to meet new people, not what i'm seeing now this is beyond a joke if you want to blow all your money be my guest but don't get me involved with it i am not spending a thing on this site and if that means not leveling after a certain level so be it.   CERTAIN WOMEN WHO KNOW WHO THEY ARE i'm getting annoyed of talking to beautiful women and when we get on yahoo it all changes they try to get me to sign up to a certain cam site saying "you can see me" i'm not fucking interested leave me alone. i don't have a credit card nor do i want one i ain't putting details up on line no chance in hell so stop trying and wasting my time just leave me the fuck alon
A Start
re-posted (thanks kristy):   So, let me get this "straight"...(SO TO SPEAK)...Kelsey Grammer can end a 15 year marriage over the phone, Larry King can be on divorce #9, Britney Spears had a 55 hour marriage, Jesse James and Tiger Woods, while married, were having sex with EVERYONE. Yet, the idea of same-sex marriage is going to destroy the institution of marriage? Really? Al One   One likes smiles One remembers touches Does any one like One One is only One   One iikes many One likes other one, and two, and other ones But One is here, other ones are there The light square is between one and others   One wants one One needs one One knows of 1 + 1 = 1 One wants to be 1   One spins with arms out One doesn't touch another one Is there one?   All One Al One Alone Lone One     i copied this from perfectlyinked   some of these are perfect and some fail - can you guess which is which?   THE RULES1) Put your iPod/Windows Media Player on Shuffle2) For each an
The Paul Revere Show
Not Nice
Ok so I am sitting here tonight confused beyond all belief. So about three weeks ago I started talking to this great woman. We kinda fell into a pretty good click. She was easy to get along with and always made me smile. Problems is that about four days ago she just stopped talking. Whats up with that?     My thing is ... if you dont want to talk to someone anymore just say so. Tell them. That way.. in case they actually have truelly started to care.. they dont keep their hopes up for nothing.
Blog, Blog, Blog !
Michael Hankins Michael's. Alternative power. Would you like $150,000.00 for $ 10,000 ? Collage Education Financing ?
Friends To Be Proud Of
Recently I just had this friend, open up and let me into his world and his mind. I couldn't be more proud of him for maning up and telling me the honest truth of what was going on. When it comes to new friends or acquaintances you have in your life it takes them a while to feel comfertable to open up to you. I am just saying this as a mad shout out to my one friend and he know's who he is.  I want you to know that your an  amazing person and here is why:   1.) right off the bat you showed respect for yourself and for me 2.) you listened.. you didn't just hear me but you listened to what i had to say 3.) your all around conciderate to anyone around you 4.) you care about other's feelings even if they may or may not be directally related     So for those that don't know i am currently only really asking for three things out of my friendships with people and that is:  1.) TRUST (that i wont hurt you or stear you wrong)   2.) RESPECT(that i am willing to be there for you)   3.
Vacation Ideas...where To Go?
So I finally am graduating with my Associate's Degree...yea it's only the first step to a much longer road ahead of me to get where I"m going in life, but still...after quitting school so many times,I'm finally happy to be at this point! Since I graduate in a week and a half from today, I decided what better way to celebrate than with an awesome road trip with my best friend, we need to take a vacation!! Where to go...beach even though it should be cold, or to the mountains? I love Tennessee, have family in Alabama, or should I just go to Florida for an out of season beach getaway? Help me decide!!
Fu Life
Well it seems someone has to show people the difference between real life and fu life because it seems people  have forgotten.  Here on fu we lie, we cheat, we steal, we beg, and nothing else seems to matter cause its just a website anyways. In real life we work, we pay bills, we live our lives to what we can and do the best at it. Now it's when you bring em both together seem to get things twisted and butthurt over. If you have a relationship in real life then it shouldnt matter what people think on here, if someone writes about you on here does it really matter in real life? Not really cause its the net and people don't give a damn. Seriously people get a damn life and know the difference this place is for fun for us to get away from real life. If you got drama leave it before you come on here or thats all you will get. Now go back to your fu lives and have fun :p 
Hey There. Tease here!       So I really don't know what to write about..I dont want to get bashed or anything...LOL I have never done a blog before not even on FB!!!So hmmm I'll write about what I have been thinking about like crazy! So one of my  EX bf's from the beginning of the year is missing....NO one knows where he is! and I have been searching like crazy for him..his gf contacted me because she had no clue where he is too and now we are both freaking out I might go to his house thats my next step! SO THATS THAT STORY! Thanks for listening! LOL Bye now   XoX Tease!  
untitled  The skies are dark & grey,  it seems the sun just went away,  the days have now turned to night  all hope gone out of sight.    I sit here and wonder,  what it is I now see,  something strange  and sad to me,  Teardrops falling from the sky  I didn't know, Angels could cry.    Here I am,  cold and wet,  trying to remember,  while trying to forget,  cries of pain all around,  so we become deaf to hide the sound.    I sit here and wonder,  what I now see,  something strange and sad to me,  Teardrops falling from the sky,
Fodder For Thought ?
In the newspaper business that's called a headline and it sucks you into reading the first sentence then paragraph and hopefully the story. I don't believe women suk and that is what this blog is all about....WOMEN....and how the men on here treat them. There are so few real men on this rag that it's a pitiful statement on thier upbringing. (to be fair--I've met a couple women that fit the same catagory) What the (H) brought this on? Well yesterday while cruising around I found 3 of my ladies had broken hearts and statements about being wronged in some fashion or another. Conclusion: some dude or dudes, in this case, played them like a cheap guitar then left for a real cheap guitar. These boys are taking lessons from Brad Pitt or that other ass, Tiger Thingee. BTW there are a lot more but I don't have time to list them all so let me sum it up in one word....ASSES....That should cover the rest. Ladies! Before falling for a line that is coming from a sewer- look, listen, learn what HE
Broken Heart
Popping My Blog Cherry
Hope every one is having a wonderful first day back to work after the Thanksgiving Holidays!! If you are bored and need a little pick me up please feel free to check out another free site that I am on. Hope to see you there soon!!! Tomme Gunnz's Other page Hoping more than One person reads this and at least one person checks out my link.   Love ya Andru
Cleobaby@ Fubar
How I Feel
The Battle Of Our Minds
life is not a given thing like a bird it can take wing it will not let us know our fate it cannot give us a time or date life as we know can come to an end the rules and limits will never bend we all have standards low and high we must give them up by and by sometimes we burn bridges because we fell we have to as life evaporates like the morning dew our minds grow weary withered and weak our lives are not endless at best meek we are all poor money or not we are all cold not warm or even hot we all have loved ones that hold us dear but we will never know happiness not even near dont try to understand for you never will you can nevre stop my urge to kill like the winter snow or the summer rain you can never understand my hurt my pain
well a new year begans,i know its going to be a good one because i kicked it off with good frinds and lots of blessings,in spite of breaking my arm ice  "LOVING MY LIFE" a href="" target=_blank>Manntoes FuEngaged to Heavenly@ fubar
Thoughts On Post Rock
to me music is, is one of those things that typically you don't get into conversations with your friends religion or politics, it's one of those things that can only lead to an disagreement.but recently, while i have been at work and put some kind of music on in the background just for some kind of extra noise that isn't the hustle and bustle of passing through customers at our establishment. people have been liking it. most of what has been played has music of the post-rock genre, with the exclusion of the staples of music that anyone actually likes music will like, (i.e. bowie, hendrix, miles davis, etc..).post-rock is to me a loose genre of semi-experimental, mostly instrumental form of music with a high demand for strong with that being said it incorporates a lot of musical influences from varied styles and genre of music, making it a very universal form of music.i believe that almost any person can find a part from some song of the genre and associate with
Drakus@ Fubar
I opened my heart and found a garden therewith birds and flowers and treesthe sunlight shonewarm and invitingthe colors so bright, so clearradiating life and feeding my soulIt was there I stoodNaked, raw and exposeda goddess, a maiden, a queencome be with mecome feel with mecome see with melets play amongst the fairiesand laugh and cry and dance the dance of lifefor this is what we came for lets show its real and trueto fly with the butterfliesand honor the spirit withinI opened my heart and found a garden there.
Linkin Mesh Profile
This ain't a test, fuck the restTime to set the record straightTalk your shit behind my backLet's hear you say it to my faceI've heard the words roll out your lipsYou little tricky fucking bitchThe time has come to get you some'Cause I just do not give a shitDo you take me for a fool?How's it feel to be a tool?See to me you're just a cancerMotherfucker, war is the answerAs of now the end beginsI want to laugh but there's no jokeTo eat with the beasts and run with the wolvesOn the ashes you must chokeI know it's got to chap your ass to thinkI just won't go awayAffects me not, I'm writing you offI got nothing more to sayDo you take me for a fool?How's it feel to be a tool?To me you're just a cancerMotherfucker, war is the answer, the answerYou wanna disrespect me you little fucking punkEverything I've done to be who I amAs far as I've fucking comeI'll slap you so fucking hard it'll feel like you've kissed a freight trainFuck youDo you take me for a fool?How's it feel to be a tool?Talk yo
Make Life Grand You Only Have One Chance
What Is On My Mind
Growing up   I think this one is cute and worth sharing Growing up.. your bestfriend becomes your worst enemy. lollipops turn into cigarettes. the inncocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Undies turn into g-strings. kisses turn into sex. remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? when protection meant wearing a helmet? when the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? your worst enemies were your siblings. race issues were about who ran fastest. war was only a card game. the only drug you knew was cough medicine. wearing a skirt didnt make you a slut. the only things that hurt were skinned knees. and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? ...and to think we all couldnt wait to grow up. THE BOY FRIEND GUIDE:    1) She walks away from you mad *follow her*  2)she stares at ur lips *kiss her*  3)when she pushes you or hits you *grab here and dont let go*  4)when she brushes ur hand *grab hers* 
Let's Stop Child Abuse
I have A 7Yr. Old son that in in no danger. But I Have seen kids hit in stores. also worked with abused kids 20 years ago and it pains me to see what a growen adult whould do to young kids. And how many get away with it. I know I can't stop this on my own. but as a growing of people it can be slowed down. I have put a few videos on my home page. Try and watch whem and think what you would do if only one of them were yours. Then leave a comment here and there.
The Ixii Era.
tonight let me live in your love     tonight let me hear your heart beat tonight forget me in your arms and let my sun shine from your eyes whats the meaning of this life ... ??? dreams with endless hours well whats left of my life i give it to you and every second is calling for you my love ...........................  you are me , you are my spirit  you are the one who lives inside me  no , no please dont come distant from me  you know i only sing for you  how i miss you my love say a word , a whisper tell me about your world oh this aching heart what can i tell you more  well i never have a place in your heart and my tears will inform you  that you are my soul ... i love you p.s : to a dear friend of mine ..................................... lots of love      i owe you my laughters... i do i owe you my tears ... i do  i owe you my heart...... take a look at my heart , none of this would be if you did not exist  forget the heart that go crazy about such bea
Mental Health 11/28/10
Some of you may recall back to the first week of August when I was admitted to the mental hospital due to increased depression/anxiety,    suicidal thoughts, had a very graphic and totally workable suicide plan, and hallunications of my dad uncle. I ended up staying a week    including a three night stay at the ER under suicide watch.   When I was first discharged I felt great and felt like I could tackle the world with my new found "sanity" but in the fast few weeks I've been    hearing voices telling me I will be back in the hospital in 6 months or less, constant whispering and snickering, and my increasing collection   of vivid and graphic nightmares about being readmitted.    I have an appointment in the morning with my therapist and I'm not to sure what these new developments in my mental state will mean   to him and the course we will take in my therapy. I just wanted to give anyone who cared a head's up in case I suddenly disappear and    go M.I.A. for an extende
Stuff Im Trying To Remember....
evidently clusters doesnt work any more first:sudo apt-get install gparted ntfs-config ntfsdoc partimage-doc partitionmanager mountmanagerthen gyachi:sudo add-apt-repository ppa:adilson/experimental; sudo apt-get update; sudo apt-get install gyachi
Not What You Think
I wish that you could hold me in your arms under a starry night sky, keeping me close to your heart as you keep me warm from the cool air. I wish that as we sit under that starry night sky, while in your arms, that you pull me in close just to whisper into my ear "Sweet heart, you my sunlight, everyday I am blessed to have you in my life, and i just wanted to let you know that at this very moment i love you with all my heart..." Thinking of how much I wanted to be with you forever, but when I opened my eyes and you were gone, I never really realized how much it hurt that you never cared, that you used me to get closer to someone else... How stupid was I to actually care for you, how I stayed up every night thinking you truly loved, how i imagined that when you asked to marry me you really ment it, then just stand by as you stomp upon my heart... but I guess in the end with all that we had been through and all that shared it was not at all what i had truly thought....
I Fucking Hate...
Yes, a lot of things look distorted from an aireal view, but that doesn't mean you should take pictures that way to hide yourself (the WHOLE yourself) from the damn camera.  If you're worried about people being judgemental or harsh criticism about some of the features you're NOT so happy about, then dont join up on a damn public profiling site, or perhaps just set your profile to private/friends only and then remove all the friends that prove they're not interested in "all" of you.  Why is it you women think it's okay to pick up the camera and point right down the center of your chesticles to hide the fact that you have a little more loving to give than that godamn skinny ass victoria secret model?  who CARES what others think about you?  If you're not going to take a picture to show the world who and what you really are then whats the point of lying to others to make friends?? who are you hurting?  You're just going to cry and eat more fucking icecream and cookies (best combo since s
No ones love can make you happy that you must find for yourself. Then, happiness shared is unsurmountable. (My status 11/27/2010) I have spent a lot of time trying to grow and blossom as the woman I am today. I have paused often and frequently to see where changes have needed to be made in me and not the world to bloom as butterfly from the chrysalis many times. Each time emerging stronger and more resilient. For me it is key to learn from my experiences. Everything has happened for a reason. Sometimes the reasons are beyond reach at the time but more is revealed if I choose to look and reflect and see the changes I need to make. Sometimes that is letting go of people, places and things. True lasting happiness has come from loving and accepting myself for who and what I am.  I many things. Most importantly I am me. Have I discovered my purpose in life? Probably not completely, but I have discovered that accepting me for my positives and my faults is loving myself. At one p
Leave Ur Hat On
Military Tributes
Snack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time... As I reached for my wallet, I overheard a soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to base.' His friend agreed. I lo
In All Seriousness
     I know what many are thinking right now, he is here to bad mouth the ladies well hate to burst your bubble not even close.  Ladies you are great no matter what you look like or how you may come off at first....Anyway the reason I am posting this blog, I recently got with a great woman and our happiness is most important to each other unfortunately I cannot do for her what another woman can so it is this I am asking that only ladies who are serious answer.  We are both looking for a woman who is willing to play with us both, not at first as I want her to have the first joys of the experience, we are in Omaha, Nebraska so I am only expecting those in the area to answer this.  This is not something temporary either we are looking for a lady that is fully willing to committ to us both and only couples.  Anything more you want to know you will just have to write me to know or the lil' woman here.
Another Mistake...
I've heard it said that the road to hell is paved with good intentions. For me that's proving true. No matter how good my intentions had been they've brought me nothing but grief and heart ache. They've lead me to my very own personal hell on earth with no end in sight.     I have nothing and no one. I'm completely alone trapped in this prison forged by my own hand..                                                           I was stupid to ever think that I could find someone who would love me for me. Someone that would always be there for me no matter what. I was stupid to believe that even a mistake like me had a chance to be happy. Why do so many say they love someone when they don't really know what it means to truly love? Why do they lead them on after they no longer want to be with them? Why still say they love them if it's no longer true? Is it really nesesary to be so cruel? Why try to crush them before you leave? Isn't the act of ripping out their heart when you break it off
Poser's Position
Ladies and Gentlemen I'am gonna address something in this blog that some people may avoid reading just because of the topic. As many of you, I am sure have heard, the problems the other social networks have had with young teens and the influx of pedophiles into those networks. The sole purpose is to stalk the teens and on some occasions, even persuade the teens that they have nothing to fear from them. The pedophiles gain the trust of the unsuspecting teens and pretty soon the next thing you hear is either a close call with being assaulted but managing to get away. or the teen is assaulted and has to face many agonizing years of trying to figure out why it happened to them,and finally the worst case scenario something goes way wrong and the attacker feels they have to make sure that no one ever tells what happened. Then the pain and anguish has to be shouldered by the family, friends, community, and any organization associated with where the teen was when they were abducted. This brin
Collective Thoughts
I woke up in heaven; just at dawn the sky seemed to have been painted by no less than the hand of God. The clouds glazed across the sky like ocean waves, one after the other. They were soft hazy clouds, and they seemed to have been copper plated. Indeed they shined in copper red orange shades. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth one could see shinning clouds, which seemed to be blazing copper. The sun was coming up in the horizon and in just seconds the copper clouds turned into a gold that was like no earthly gold. This golden clouds shined with no less than the majesty of the sun itself. The sky was blue so deep it almost seemed purple and the trees around me couldn’t be greener. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth dawn could be this pleasant. It isn't hot nor cold and I just saw shinning clouds turn from copper to gold, and the only sound I hear is birds singing away sweetly. Earth couldn't possibly feel this amazingly good; I must be in heaven. I'm not dead but instead more ali
Below The Belt
I've been thinking a lot here lately about getting my *clears throat* hood pierced. I've heard it can make you cum just from walking! A  friend of mine has hers done and LOVES it. She has assured me if I go to a decent piercer it won't hurt and there won't be any chance of her slipping and making me unable to cum. The kicker is there can be no sex for six weeks :(   So any advice from my pervy friends?   (P.S. Yes there will be pictures if I do get it )
Live, Love, N Laugh
Mystic Druids
Have You Ever?
Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?Close your eyes and trust it, just trust itHave you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?Have you ever looked fear in the faceAnd said I just don't careIt's only half past the point of no returnThe tip of the ice burgThe sun before the burnThe thunder before the lightningThe breathe before the phraseHave you ever felt thIs way?Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?You're whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not aloneHave you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?It's only half past the point of oblivionThe hourglass on the tableThe walk before the runThe breathe before the kissAnd the fear before the phraseHave you ever felt this way?La La La La La La La LaThere you are, sitting in the gardenClutching my coffee,Calling me sugarYou called me sugarHave you ever wished for an endless night?Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tightHave you e
An Understanding..
So I get asked from time to time why I have such ill feelings towards men. No I'm not a lesbian bashing hating women or anything (no offence to those who do). To have a better understanding and so I don't have to explain as much, I thought I'd give a better understanding to this issue. I'm ill towards men because frankly I think every man I have came in contact or had a relationship with, has personally ripped me a new one each and every time, and sometimes multiple because I try and forgive men and give a second chance some. I have never liked being lied to and especially at face value. Nothing ticks me off more than to have a man lie directly to my face and think I am supposed to be that damn stupid. Do not try and make me think I am just paranoid or forgetful. I mean seriously that's just bloody damn wrong. I have always been upfront and honest about myself and although I am not perfect, I expect a man to treat me with respect. If I can come to a man and tell him that I think we nee

My Life....randomness
Today is the day after's boring! I said goodbye to my 93rd year old grandma "Bye Grandma, see ya later." She grabs my tiny hands and holds them and says "Bye hope you have a good time, I love you."  I left the house and when i got into the car i nearly started to cry. This was probably her last Thanksgiving! :'( She hardly ate any dinner (which we had A ham sandwich and mircowave mashed potatoes) what a GREAT thanksgiving dinner!? NOT! I don't blame her at all not to eat any of them!  It was awful...we watched Avatar two times, the last 30 mins of Twilight (FAIL), 2 mins of Planes, Trains, and Automobiles. and played my wii for an hour or so.. Now i am back home about to eat turkey soup, marshed potatoes w/ gravy Yummm!? well talk to u all soon ~Irina247~    Listening to :30 of Strings album Brand New Day lol (even though i own the cd) lol thats how bored i am :PMy mom told me this morning i could go shopping and i could spend some of my money..yesterday
My Budz Band-brokencyde
I Am Putting their Song On Top Today....But if You have Never Heard of BrokeNcyde then You May be Living a Boring Life hahaah...jk..But Yes I have Been Friends witht them past 2 years,and Believe it or Not Most of their Fame has Came from Youtube...And they have a New Cd Out....But its Gonna be a Style You Love or Totally Hate But anyways Song On My Player called 40 oz...And Also Look them Up on Youtube Video 40 oz and You will Catch First Hand How Whack they Are...But anyways I Truly Cant Wait til I Put My Songs On here...And I Can then Share them With You...Is Blessed and I Have My Own Syle as Well You def will be able to tell I Like all Styles...Thanks for Stopping By Erbody have a Great Weekend Yo!!!!!!!! And Remember That Dayum Bobby lmao This is so not Funny-So right Off dont even Laugh.......                              But here I Am Playing Pool at My House and I had Just bought a New thing of Pools Chaulk,And My Budz and I had been Playing and Drinking a Few,and P
The Furgathon, The Witch, & The Misfit Friday Live On The Glow Radio
I sit here with the music blaring through the speakers, my fingers floating across the keys, my baby at work and I can't help but think about what how wonderful my life is. I have a wonderful husband who loves me dearly and would do anything for me if I ask. I have a wonderful family. I have everything I could possibly think of. I lucky to be alive. I know now that I made the right decisions for my life for me to be where I am right now. I recently found out that my ex boyfriend who I spent 3 years of my life with was murdered. He was shot multiple times in his apartment by his best friend. He was into some shit that got him in trouble. When I was told I was a mess. I couldn't help but crying. The love of my life stood by my side. Hurting for me and trying to take some of my pain away. He tried to make it easier on me. The family got together on thanksgiving and had a wonderful day. In the back of my head I was still in mourning for the loss of someone who made an impact on my life.
The Feed.
      When will women stop trying to be controlling? I just recently got with a woman who took oxys and percs. I did everything possible to make her happy but when she was on her meds she changed. Then didn't remember what i did for her. She would give me hell for it. I couldn't take it any more so I had to le her go. Sometimes the best thing to do is let go. She tried to Alpha Male my life instead of sharing it she wanted to control it. Maybe one day she'll remember how nice I was to her. By then I think it will be too late.        So now my next chapter of my life begins. Who will be in my life next remains to be seen. Till then I'm just taking some me time. Catching up on my school work and life in general. Every now and then one needs to regroup collect your thoughts and keep moving forward. So to all who have a similar problem just hang in there life does get better.      When life throws you lemons make Vodka (wink, wink)..............                     ThanksGiving is the
What For?
Lady Fingers dipped in moonlight. Writing, "What For?" across the morning sky.
Wont Be Read Anyways
I guess you think I'm a fool,I suppose you believe that you can out wit me.Day after day,I watch you try and bullshit me.Day after dayI wonder why I listen.I guess in a way I am a fool.I suppose in a way you do out wit me.Day after dayI hope you will be honestIay after dayI pray you will speak the truth.I guess theres no pointI suppose i should stop dreamingDay after day Im bleeding withinDay after dayThe knife twist a bit moreI guess I should stopI suppose I would be better offDay after dayI wonder whyDay after dayI blame myself.I guess its time to let you goI suppose if best for you and meDay after dayI cope with lifeDay after dayI will let go of you
Not Every Woman On Fubar
Not every woman on FUBAR is on here for sexual encounters!!! They want a friend with understanding and one that will respect them.  Girls who agree repost and to the guys on FUBAR who truly respect women and enjoy their friendship..please repost and show your support. Thanks  support. Thanks!
Mrs Chalmers
Im Been Married For 8 Years With The Best Man In The World Daniel Chalmers.....I Have 3 Kids....One Is Mine And 2 Are My Step Kids!!!!!
Cavila Mafia    Here it is just click and join the fun
Rusty Venture
Rusty Venture buy rusty venture mugs, tshirts and magnets A sex act. Has a variety of definitions depending on your region in the States, but it's generally associated with male homosexual sex. The term originated in the 80s, possibly started by "Horace Gentlemen" out of Provincetown, Massachusetts. Whenever The Rusty Venture is brought up in conversation, they almost always argue about what exactly it is. Depending on who you ask and in what region of the States, a Rusty Venture is:1) taking your finger and running it around a guy's asshole while you jerk the guy off and he's uncircumcised 2) where two men 69 and they fill each others mouths with seamen, then turn over and blow splooge into each other's assholes (not to be confused with a Snake Venom) 3) where you take a SCUBA snorkel and put your dick in the mouthpiece, then snake the other end up into your ass, then jerk off until you manage to ejaculate into your own ass (not to be confused with a Double Frogman) 4) when
Thanksgiving Furgathon On The Glow Radio
"THE FURGATHON" LIVE FROM CHICAGO is still going strong Live Now!!! The Reverend DJ Furg & His Church Of Rock is spinning music,taking phone calls Live on The Air for Twenty Seven Hours non-stop; stocked up with Monster Energy Drinks, Turkey, his Bible & Music   next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm Pacific/7pm Mountain/8pm Central/9pm Eastern next is Tony the Misfit with his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm Pacific/10pm Mountain/11pm Central/Midnight Eastern   Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory or you can go to our website at: ___________________ Tune in and enjoy the best tus anyhere on the Web.  The music community for the coolest cats in town!   
The Perfect Moment
What is the perfect moment of passion well let's see...   The perfect moment would as follows..Coming home to find the one you love waiting for you patiently. Longing to hold you and kiss you.As you walk through the door and say you are home the glistening of the eyes as you meet the gaze tells you all. The sudden rush to greet the other with a loving embrace and words welcoming you home. The longing of the first kiss as you are being held...Cuddling closer to one another after loving words have been exchanged to one another and then that faithful kiss that was waiting to come around. As you kiss one another each others hearts beat faster as the embrace gets slightly tighter to hold each other closer. Feeling the rush of love and compassion you both wonder aimlessly around to find a comfortable spot to sit and relax and talk about each others day briefly. Knowing that there is time for everything in a single moment that stretches beyond time. After knowing that dinner is already made
My Master Give Her Lots Of Love
About Me :)
A fundamental skill for the survival of our species.  comprehension of what life, love, liberty, and freedom, mean, to all of us.  so that we may all, continue to, peacefully, co-exist.  Why? Why? do smart people not comprehend?  is it age?  At which age must they learn such lessons? in which environment?  whose decision is that? who the fuck do i sue? Funny thing... People often wonder why I'm so serious about things when they chat with me.   I find that funny, amuses me.  The reason I find it so amusing is because what most do not realize is that while I'm playing this game, I am not 'thinking' about this game.  This game is just a hobby, a past-time, a way to make a few friends.  Which, I'm oddly surprised, I've managed to accomplish exactly that.  I made a few friends, whom I like, or respect for various reasons. However, only a small handful of people, are actually aware of what I'm currently thinking at any given moment.  I, choose my friends, carefully.  I only reveal
You're a liar and a fake  I am gonna break your face I hope you can keep up with the pace CHORUS:Promise to promise lie to lie  U took my soul and left me to die Now I'm empty inside The only thing stoping me is the space  There will be a day we will meet face to face I will finally put u in your placeSix feet under the world will wonder Fist to face I will beat you to the firey gates Hahhaha do you feel that empty spacePromise to promise lie to lie  U took my soul and left me to die Now I'm empty insideTime to lock the gateAnd spit in your face Hahahaha welcome to that empty place  Copywright 2010   
My Xmas Wants,,/
Here are a couple things that you can get me for X Mas. 1. 2. 3. (4of thease) 4.
Funny Stuff
A Shopping Story   After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on her trips to Target. Unfortunately, like most men, I found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunate, my wife is like most women - she loves to browse. Yesterday my dear wife received the following letter from the local Target.Dear Mrs. Samuel,Over the past six months, your husband has caused quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and have been forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against your husband, Mr. Samuel, are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras.1.  June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in other people's carts when they weren't looking.2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5 minute intervals.3. July 7:  He made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the women's restroom.4. July 19:  Walked up to an employee and told her in an offici
Funny Jokes
Song Of A Lonely Poet
Dedicated to my naughty goddess Miss innocent CTP   I feel your breath blow against my neck  and I go dumb. Then you whisper into my hear all the things I wanna hear and I start to cumb. You're so fuckin good at being so fuckin bad. You are a woman I never had. I feel your breast rub against my chest and I go numb. Then I feel your nips go between my lips and I start to cumb. When you touch me I get weak at the knees. No one does that to me. So please never wake me from this fantasy. You're so fucking good at being so fucking bad. You are a woman I never had. I would've kept my vows. Stayed through the rough. Would've been faithful. I guess that wasn't enough. You broke your promise without even thinking. You even moved on without even blinking. After all the damage and all the pains, my broken heart is all that remains. Now that I had time to think I,too, am to blame. It just wasn't you or the dying of the flame. I could've tried harder. I co
Where Am I? & Whose Shoes Am I Wearing?
Rants And Raves
So i am an American Soldier deployed to Afghanistan for the first time i realize its not as easy as some people think.. i just spent the last 10 months in a country were they hate me and its a whole different feeling.. it seems that whenever people hate on the Military they don't appreciate then things we do to keep our country safe from the threat to our way of life.. i mean i just read a blog were a soldier was being hated on for being a soldier.. why does this happen.. its not like we enjoy being awa from our families especially during the holidays. its hard.but its the life of a soldier to stand ready for their country and be all they can be during a time of war. It becomes a huge responsibility to be in our shoes.. yet when the end draws near its a great feeling of knowing your going home.. but there will always be that small piece of you that lingers behind to a simple life we all live for a year at a time. To all the members of the Military Armed Services I am and always will be
Original Poetry
  Future Tense by Anna B.   What would you do if I died today? Will you miss me when I go away? What would you give to have me stay? Would you give your life for one more day? What'll you do when I'm dead and gone? Will you stumble or will you carry on? Will you regret the things left unsaid? Will you feel the lonliness in our bed? Will you be able to say goodbye? Will you shed a tear for me when I die? Will you smile when you think of me? Or do you long to be set free? Was I a fool for handing you my heart? Were we doomed together from the start? If you could go back and change the past, Would you want our love to last? I would do ANYTHING for you.. Just to keep you from feeling blue.. But you always seem to want your space, Though I never get tired of just looking at your face. © 11-24-2010
Random Stuff
so today im goin to my moms for thanksgiving this ought to be interesting
My Castle
WE ALL HAVE BEEN HURT BEFORE..... MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE WITH A SMILE....FORGET ABOUT IT........YOU CAN ALWAYS BUILD ANOTHER CASTLE  AND  START  A NEW  KINGDOM STAND  UP  STRONG  AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS.  JUST REMEMBER THE KNOWLEDGEAND WHAT YOU LEARNED FROM IT.  LIFE WILL ONLY GET BETTER.....!!! CHEERS...!!!        DRINKS  ARE ON ME,  JUST ASK ME FOR  ONE....!!!  The12 days of FB...... 12 blank screens .....11 locked up links ....10 games not working.......9 days of screaming ....8 posts not posting....7 emails complaining ...6 cigs a smoking ...5 salty tears ......4 thousand gone... 3 broken mice...  2 therapists ....and .........a...programmer......hanging from a treeeeee !!!!!
Anger Management
This be some Funny stuff...But then again,its anyways I Just got out of My 2nd of 12 Classes of Anger Management,But it all good,6 months ago,a 17 yr old boy popped my daughter in the Mouth and knocked her braces loose....And I Just told him that I had Hunting liscence that I was gonna take care of His Ass...lmfao...I Just thumped him in he head and he fell out,omg Plz!! But anyway The Cop locked me up,not because of that but Beccause I Walked Up on him when he pulled up and accidently stepped on his foot...lmao...Prolly Lucky he didnt charge me for assaulting Police anyways He said Im locking You up,but No worries When You go to Court I Am On your side,we know what the deal is and any man that love he Children would feel this way...Im like aight...So I Stayed thru the Night and Called My Bonds Woman haha Yeah She Love meeh.....Came in her Pajamas to get me out yo...But anyways 2 Months later,Went to court thinking yeah this Cop on my side and I wil
Jediwills Rants And Posts
Little Boy   A long long time ago or so the story goes, Lived a little boy who loved to dig for boogers in his nose. His mother called him gross But he thought it grand To probe and prod in his nose with fingers on his hand.   Neighbors thought him impolite, Others would point and stare, But with his little fingers occupied  The boy just did not care.    Older boys would run away, Girls just cried and retched, The little boy oblivious, His nostrils widely stretched.   So give heed and hear the tale, This proverb true and old, You may have fun but wont have friends, If you dig for gold. Standing in chest deep water, freezing rain falling and stinging as it hits theexposed parts of my body. Holding her head above water to keep her from drowning until rescue can get here to cut her free---BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVERComforting an 89 year old woman who just watch me and my partner cover the face of her husband of 64 years as he lays dead on their bathroom floor--BU
Famous Drinking Quotes
It takes only one drink to get me drunk. The trouble is, I can't remember if it's the thirteenth or the fourteenth.” “I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day.” “Basically, I'm for anything that gets you through the night - be it prayer, tranquilizers or a bottle of Jack Daniels.”  
In Need Of Some Help Here Please!
Swt News, Well Sometimes
$ 609 Muzic Group Presents (da Booth)
The Safe Schools Improvement Act And The Student Nondiscrimination Act
The Safe Schools Improvement Act and the Student Nondiscrimination Act will help make the lives of LGBT youth betterThe recent tragedies of several LGBT students taking their own lives across the country have highlighted the fact that anti-LGBT bullying and harassment in schools can have a dramatic and heart-breaking effect on LGBT students, their families, and school communities. Studies over the last decade provide firm evidence of higher rates of suicide attempts in LGBT youth compared to heterosexual adolescents and young adults. Schools can play a key role in helping to reduce the tragic consequences of bullying by having policies in place to prevent bullying and harassment, and by responding to these incidents by enforcing those rules. Such actions will help to protect all students from bullying, harassment and discrimination.The Safe Schools Improvement Act (H.R. 2262/S. 3739) and the Student Nondiscrimination Act (H.R. 4530/S. 3390) have been introduced in both the U.S. House o
All Time Low
Well, had an emotional breakdown.. guess from years and years of pent-up with me saying  "I want you to be happy and I will be ok" bullshit.  To all the lying/cheating chickys that boke me off, piece by piece and devistated me emotionally..  a big FUCK YOU!  ok, I'm better now. WHO'S NEXT!
This Bitch...
Bad Day In My World
Its just another gloomy day that I have to face alone. Maybe one day the sun will shine threw the darkness and warm up my cold heart. I want to know everything about you dont leave anything out. I want to know where you grew up, all the road youve ever been down. I want to know everything about you. Ive fallin so in love with you over the short time we've been together being with you for the rest of my life wouldnt be long enough for me. I dont ever want this to end. I want to know everything about you dont leave anything out. I want to know what you love and hate. I want to know your favourite momory. Ive fallin so in love with you. I need to know all about you dont leave anything out. Baby dont leave anything out. Life isnt always rainbows and butterflies its heartbrakes and tears.But u pick me up when im down when i feel like theres nothing left no reason to b alive like im all alone.u look at me with those pretty eyes tellin me u love me!i know im just fine!!
What's On My Mind
Please read my poem. If you like to write, the company Associated Content is really great because you can get paid to write about pretty much any topic that interests you. So even if you don't like my poem, if you like to write, this is a great opportunity for you to do what you like, and make some money at the same time!
Thanksgiving 2010
I usually think the whole "what are you thankful for" speeches are a laod of crap but this year I actually have some things to be thankful for and wanted to write them down.....   1. I am thankful my kids are healthy, running around and able to get on my nerves.   2. I am thankful for my online friends who listen to me bitch, whine and moan daily but still love me.   3. I am thankful my sanity is somewhat stable for the time being and I am not spending Thanksgiving in the mental hospital.   4. I am thankful my mom's cancer is still in remission   5. I am thankful my nephew is in my life and thankful for the joy he brings.   6. I am thankful to be loved   Feel free to let me know what you are thankful for.
Fubar Douchebags
So just a few minutes, I had some random person I "fu-owned" bought from me by some random douchebag dude.  Normally, no big whoop, but this guy decided he had to SB me a "Yeah bitch, take that!" comment.  My simple response was "???" to which I received a "I got more fu-bucks than you can ever hope to have, so don't even think of trying to buy her back!" If you have to live in a fantasy world of fu-bucks to validate your value and self-worth, I strongly suggest you nibble on the barrel of a large caliber handgun, pull the trigger, and rid the REAL world of your fucked up DNA from the gene pool.  I'll even donate the gun!  LOL
Through These Shaded Eyes, I See Angels Cry
YA its a sad story I have said it so many times but it still hurts. I got online I fell in love and I got dumped. To most she probably wasnt the most beautiful woman but to me she looked like an angel even though I never got to see her in person. I tryed twice spent alot of money on planes and hotels but still never even caught a glimpse of her. I want to just drown my sorrows in as much p**sy as i can get but I know that isnt gonna work either. I am stuck loving a woman how cant or wont love me back. I joined this because she is on FB and MS and I just dont want to be reminded of her. This site doesnt seem to be working out either cause I still have yet to talk to anyone on here. I have a few friends but I think they are just collectors anyway padding their numbers. Oh well fuck it all. Well this site looks like a bust too. No connections. Everyone just seems to want to pad their friend count or reach the next level. No big deal just have to find another outlet I guess. Eveybody have
To Be Or Not To Be!!! Is Tha Question
Please give me your input on a spiratual view, please bont be corny!!! DOES IT MATTER TO BE OR NOT? just to be average or above? and if so should it cost real money to buy your friends and family, or base it off personality, and loyalty to them?
Manage Photos/mainstreethost
It's a good idea to make a nice portfolio on line, it makes potential employers easier to access. Just be creative and informative but the biggest problem people have is spelling, make sure you spell check it and look it over multiple times. On resumes spelling is the number one problem that potential employers look at, seems trivial but it can be the difference between landing a good job and not. Just start one up and take your time and think it through and get other peoples opinions first before you post it.
Poetry In The Wind
Into Your EyesEvening's hush touches my earsWhispering softly in twilight tones,Tugging insistently at my sensesPenetrating down to my bones.Of day's ending it slowly speaksAnd tells of the darkness drawn nigh,Cloaking the sadness and painful despair,Concealing the tear that rolls from my eye.The blackness, it creeps ever nearerStretching out its smothering hand,Stealing away the light that once wasRemoving all trace from the land.Pulled down to the depthsI gasp and struggle in vain,Searching frantically for any reliefFrom the turmoil wracking my brain.Sinking, I hold my breath, and waitFor the rescue that never arrived.My dreams, my hopes, my visionSeem now to have all been contrived.Unable to see, the lights now have goneI hang my head and start to weep.At last I give in to the nightAnd close my weary eyes in sleep. In dreamless slumber I lay aloneCold, numbing ache lies deep within.Time passes in slow agonizing ticksAs though time's hands are reluctant to spin.And yet in the blackne
Eighteen Days Of Death (my Accident)
Tattoo Artists
Does anyone have any references for good tattoo artists? My two favorite that I've seen so far are Nick Baxter and George Campise, but I'd like to look into more tattoo artists.
Our Lounge
I View On How Woman Should Be Treated..
To be honest , Saturday was okay...But Sunday , wow, not too good.... Why can't people (someone in particular)just be happy and stop sweating the small things... Pick and choose your battles in life and you will be a happy (too be sure) better person period.... I hate to say, but some people are  not happy un-less they're miserable... Sad but true...I can't be around negative people for long.. When you try to help and they won't help themselves , what can you do... Sorry ...I live is too precious and sweet to be negative and unhappy.. no matter what , you are in total control of yourself and what you want to make of your life......Once you stop blaming everything around you for your problems and short comings , your can take responsibility and your life will turn around... You are where you are because you choose what you wanted... Nobody has a gun to your head and made your life miserable, you choose what you want in life and if you truly what to be happy then change your life..Do wha
Food For Thought
1.Think back over the last few days, - how many times have you felt appreciation towards another? How many times have you thought about another: 'what a lovely smile', or 'she is so nice', or 'such a kind man', or any of a myriad of other appreciative thoughts. Did you express them? Did you come up to her and say: 'you are so nice'? And why not? Why did you stop divine grace from flowing freely from your heart? Do you want to change the world to the better? This is it, this is how you start.   2. You have to agree that you are less and that someone else is more to feel inferior. If you don't agree, you can not possibly feel inferior. You might know something less, or you might be able to do something less, but you ARE unique and hence simply incomparable. Do not buy into being reduced to an object of comparison.   3.) Holding onto anger and old hurts hardens your heart and hurts only you. Ask for help in letting go of the anger. Ask to see the situation through the eyes of compassi
For Someone Special
This Card was Originally intended for someone else, but it was never delivered.  The meaning behind it goes to someone special in my life.   You can't imagine how many times, I've thought about you and how thankful I am that you're such a good friend to me. You and I have a once-in-a-lifetime friendship, the kind that isn't based just on fun, but acceptance and caring instead. It's so reassuring to know that all one of us has to do is call, and the other will respond immediately-without question, without reservation. I never feel quite as "okay" or understood with anyone else as I do with you. Your a true friend - a constant friend - and no matter how much time passes or where we are in our lives, nothing will change that. :) James  
What U Need To Know About Me
hi everybody my name is Joyce, i'm 43, married ( to Chalo2916) he is my world, with one son named Keke (also my world).  I'm here for friends only,, If u ask for my yahoo addy, or ask me to cam u'll be blocked.. I don't care about ur nsfw pixs.. You have nothing i wonna see.... I don't appreciate u talking shit in my shoutbox.. if that's all u got to talk about don't waste ur time u'll b deleted or block. Also i don't do lounges, I'm sorry..  I love my family, and friends on here and will take special care of them....I'm just old fashioned and will prolly stay like this ..  I love making new friends so if u like let me know, and i'm sure we can be good friends
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Trouble's Blog
With all the improvements we have had in solar energy since the 80's. Why are the new homes and businesses not being built with solar panels instead of using the old electrical system that is very unfriendly to our enviornment?
I spent 5 years giving you chance after chance to make things right. All you could ever do is lie and cheat. Everytime things aren't going your way with your new conquest you feel the need to barge back into my life, drag up all the feelings that I've tried to bury, and leave me feeling like a scared weak girl again. I hate that you make me feel like a bitch for pointing out that your choices are the ones that ended our relationship. It is over, it's been over for more than a year, deal with it. You don't get another chance, I'm not letting you break me again. A GOOD boyfriend would-text you every second he's not at your side.-hug you every chance he gets..and stay there for a while.-call you beautiful or pretty instead of sexy or hot.-stay up all night to text you-tells you he loves you.-Kisses you-teases you, but lets you tease back.A GOOD girlfriend would...-constantly remind you how much she loves you.-do anything to be with you-gets really close to you when hugging, dancing, et
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Favorite Christmas Song
Ok! It's that time of the year again. What is your favorite Christmas song? I want everyone to post a YouTube link to your favorite version of your all time favorite Christmas song :)
Me & My Life
In search for the angel that holds the key to my heart and finding her has been hard.After 22 years I am in searchof her again.Friends are very important to me and caring and sharing with them is how I like to get down.Looking for an honest guy with an honest opinion,I am the one.Talk to me and be my friend.WILL YA? Hello ladies and friends this is all new to me.Hope to meet many friends and give even more smiles and laughs.Send me messages and talk with me that is something i really enjoy.Once you get to know me you will be glad that you met me.I am not like most men.
Ths Female Spotlight
My Fu Owner
My fu owner Majestic Dreamer is the best most beautiful in all of fu land check her out and give her mad love Majestic Dreamer XxOne NationxX@ fubar
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F1 2010 Set Ups (playstation 3)
i,ll be posting my career set ups for every track wet and dry soonish ..time trial and career set ups are diffrent due to there being no tyre wear or fuel useage in time trial but in the meantime if ur sick using the quick set ups u,ll find some good set ups at this link most of these are for tt so adjust ur wing settings and camber for career modes ..i,ll post my set ups when i get round to saving them and putting them into text documents//   psn- stonerrab_420 xbl- silentmessiah Aerodynamics Front Wing Angle: 5 Rear Wing Angle: 4 Braking Balance: F 47% - R 53% Pressure: high Brake Size: standard Balance Ballast Distribution: F 60% - R 40% Front Anti-roll Bar: 7 Rear Anti-roll Bar: 11 Suspension Front Ride Height: 1 Rear Ride Height: 2 Front Spring Stiffness: 8 Rear Spring Stiffness: 9 Gearbox Gear 1:  87 mph Gear 2:  107 mph Gear 3:  126 mph Gear 4:  146 mph Gear 5:  167 mph Gear 6:  189 mph Gear 7:  210 mph Engine Thro
You caught my eye You stole my heart I overlooked your flaws For as you were was what I liked You changed and I loved you still.   You were all the man I could ever want All the man I would ever need You were you and now you're not Just a shadow of a human Fake and drama king   There was a time Your head held High You were a man of integrity then life happened you lost your way   One day you can be a man of truth again, but you have to want to be the man you can be potientially You just have to want to change. Looking at you, my heart on my sleve, My heart pounds with need To feel your touch, to see your smile. Inside, I slowly die.   You have others on your mind. They are what you crave. It is written on your face. No matter what, your eyes don't lie.   I try to capture your attention, Yet again, you pull away, Pushing me further As you settle deeper within. Caught in a world all your own,
What I'm Looking For....
WHAT DO I WANT? IS IT TOO MUCH?.... What am i searching for....... am i searching for too much....... what am i asking for....... is it too much to be asking....... i would like someone who won't cheat....... someone who understands why you don't go to bed mad....... someone who will be my best friend....... someone who will love and except me for who i am....... someone with a great personality,.... lovely smile,.... deep eyes (right to the soul),.... someone who understands my sarcasm,.... someone who loves my daughters,.... someone who understands that i can get jealous,.... someone who trusts me,.... someone who will be 100% open and honest....... someone to CARE!....
this bitch just got hacked by the bestiiee....freakindsheets15 this girl is amazing and has the biggest titties and ass ull ever see......i love this grll i wood bend over backwards for this grrl she has the most amazing personality and deserves respect and if any of u guys break her heart or fuck with her ill kick ur me im in brazilian jujitsu bitch!!!!!!
Love Like Woa
Hi I'm courtney Howard a17 year old girl from boothville la I love tonight ,kill not, but love animals I'm like a kidstill I still am Yeh son I'm cool an I love y'all I am a black female and I don't ilk it when haterz mess around with me it just starts shit ok well that's all if u dot like me get over it and u can actually message me if u feel like we need to talk in private well that's all folks
Here It Is!!!
im not normally this crazy about leveling and stuff buttttt i want to level up since i can, in just need my buzz at 50% so someone be nice and buzz kill me :)
i dont know what to think i am told that she loves me and that makes me feel happy but i have someone else that i am happy with i just dont know she is my daughters mom and of course i love her but i love my angel also i am so damn confused why does this always happen.
Addicting Song
This Day Is My Last This life is crap I think i'll snap I work long and hard There goes the gong And the day is done My friend with no life Came at me with a knife The others are fucked They just plain sucked Now i'm forced to run My one i'm looking for Must want something more I have trouble finding her But when i do i'll be sure This life is no fun I want my own house But i'm scared like a mouse My fears i'll overcome Grow up and not be dumb I'll have my own nest. College dreams I persue Hopes alight, reborn anew My intellegence raised My oppertunities faised I'll do my best My hopes and dreams found I've got some stable ground Looking foward to this My prolonged bliss Then i can rest. Dead By April Losing You What I have in me in the mind is you I would die if we were through What I'm feeling now What I´m having you do I am lost in pain without you So cold. So alone All I have is you it is all that I`m waiting for All I need is you Now I can make it through All the nights
An Old Poem
A rose called love   Love is a rose, it's an old cliché... but it's true anyway... It grows no matter where you plant it... in good soil or bad... If it is not tended, it will wither and die... Or turn bitter and thorny... Or even surprise you with a big bright bloom where none should be. But tend it carefully, feed it, and keep the weeds away... And patiently watch it grow... And soon you are surrounded by your own beautiful garden of love roses.
Breaking Free
Here's another one. This one is so meant to be a country song lol Broken Smile She came out of nowhereFrom a dark, dead-end streetYou could tell she’d been cryingFrom the mascara on her cheekI said, Girl why are you out here?Wandering the streets alone?It’s getting late darlin’Why don’t you go on home?She looked at my shylyAnd shivered from the coldAnd said Lady don’t you know?I’ve got no place to go. /ChorusWell she looked like an angelThat fell from the skyWith broken wings, afraid to flyWith no words but goodbyeShe looked like an angelSo empty insideTrying to force a broken smileBut it’s been denied  She seemed to be wearyOf the sounds all aroundSending shivers up her spineShe’s got no place to go nowI looked at her with sympathyIn her eyes, I could see the painAnd said Girl, don’t you got friends to go to,To get out of this rain?She looked at my shylyAnd shivered from the coldAnd said Lady don’t you know?I’ve got
The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore - Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door - Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; - This it is, and n
The Invitation
The Invitation By Oriah   It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living.I want to know what you ache for.And if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are.I want to know if you will risk looking like a foolfor love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon...I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrowIf you have been opened by life’s betrayalsor have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your ownwithout moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your ownIf you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning usto be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is
Eatbliss' Semi-live Blog!
Hey there fellow fubar citizenry. How ya doin'? Thanks for reading this, for this happens to be my very first fublog! That is right! The fublog cherry is busted, and you are now a part of the eatbliss experience. I plan on porting some of my previous blogs from around the web, along with lyrics, Q and A's, and other musings, here, to this blog, for safe keeping. Anything that is not duplicated on the web will even tually be lost, so this is my duplication repository...or soon will be. I may also throw a new thing or two in here, so stay tuned. It may become very interesting. Thanks for reading, and please follow, if you wish. eatbliss -not sure I know how to post pics yet, so forgive me if there is no image below. Thanks.-
My Life.... Not Smoking.
Well 7 months later, still nto soking, but got a congratulations for quitting smoking 50 pounds... woot... but hey I can breathe without coughing and I ahve more money.. so wth. So this is the last day of my life... as a smoker.   23 years of my life hsa been dedicated to making sure I have a smoke. I've decided that I don't want to give them another day after today.  Why not start now you ask? Well simple, I am doing a survey for Marlboro tomorrow and making 50.00 bucks... so 24 mours won't hurt.   It's odd to think about what I will do when I am out dirnking, or after dinner, or when I wake up in the morning. I am sure I will by less cologne... prolly put someone out of a job somewhere in that field. I fope that doing this will put another tobacco company out of vusiness. It s funny cause all the vices that I have, drinking, pot, smoking, other recreational things... the only one that is constant.. that I can live without is this damn butt.   I might be an asshat....
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Hate Bein Alone
What My Head Thinks yum lick lick OK so i am moving to Chicago in like a week and a half and i think it is a very right choice but the ppl I'm living with don't want me to leave there are like you cant stay there we want to keep you but the thing is i hate living where I'm living and i want to have the freedom to have my own life without having to worry about who needs what which kid needs to be changed and so on. cant a girl just go out with drinks without having to worry about working in the morning with the kids jeez. living where I'm living now they expect me to be on call 24/7 which a person can not and will not do I'm not to stop my young life to help someone that ain't doing anything for themselves I'm not going to raise your kids I'm sorry you don't want to I'm only here to watch them while you get a job and not when you want to play vid games and sleep off you drunkenness so i am leaving with no remorse and glad to have the chance to be myself with ppl i li
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A Big Shout Out Thank You
I just wanted to tell  my friends and family the ones who take time to rate me and blings  me how much I really appreciate it I know I cant offer the same with the blings and sometimes I feel bad that i can't return the Fav but I'm glad to be back and Have the friends I do have here now. its so much better this time. thanks for taken time to get me where I am today on fubar I hope you all know that all of you are special to me and I'm glad to have you in my internet life..   wishing you all a wonderful Holiday seasons.   Much love   tinks
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I am thankful for.....   1. God : No explanation needed 2. My parents : I am the daughter of two wonderful parents who have always been there and believed in me and given me so much. 3. My children : I have the most two amazing children I could ever want or hope for. They are my reason for living and my reason for striving to be a better person. 4. My family : My family is everything to me. Without them I would be lost in this crazy world 5. My friends : I don't have a large number of close friends, but I do know there are a lot of good people, near and far, who I can count on, who care about me, and who want only the best for me. I truly value my friends and will never have "enough" or too many. 6. Being an American and our Soldiers : I love my country because it is mine. It may not be perfect but what place is? I love it none the less. A soldiers job is an admiral and brave thing to do. Our men and women in uniform, past and present, have, do, and will give so much for us
Thats What I'm Talkin Bout'
I know I hadn't been on here in yrs mainly due to the fact that I have dialup these days and for a couple yrs now. Anyways I couldn't pull this site so I jsut stopped comin on. I had almost forgot about this site til a friend mentioned it again and I figured I should check it out again. I tell you if it wasn't for the facebook theme on here I wouldn't be able to pull it on dialup still thanks to fubar for doin that for us dialup users. Anyways these days I'm so busy I run my own blog and do product reviews for companies and do giveaways as well if you want to check it out. So far most the companies I work with are usa based or Canada at most for anyone gettin entries into my giveaways. Anyways my link is below and I will try to check in here at least every couple days so stop by and drop me a line. Remember its been yrs since I been on here so may take me a bit to get ratings to you or anything like that due to that....
I Need Advice Please
ohh where do i start   For a long time ive been looking for girlfriend. Ive had girlfriends, we broke up, then id look for another one. I looked anywhere, from my friends on facebook, to any variation of a social networking website i could find. If i saw a pretty face, regardless of if it was someone i knew since the first grade or someone i never met, i felt like i had a crush on them or w/e you want to call it. Things have changed. I look back at those habits and find them rather....disgusting.   Ive had..idk..5 and a half girlfriends since i started actively dating. Im not going to name any names. But as i look back on these relationships, it turns out i didnt have very strong feelings for most of them. The one i really did care about got away from me, like it does in all the songs, movies, stories, and poems about lost love or whatever. This girl left a "hole" like they often do.   For a long time i thought that failing in that relationship ruined me. Ive recent
And to the brink i will rise. Was broken. -rearranged. Under pressure, good times followed by hard times. Good times will visit me once again. When that time comes, I'll pray and let it stay. This will pass and the world is moving.   Everything will be okay.   But something erodes in my mind after I typed that. like a rock plummeted at the bottom of my brain:   I'll never be okay.. Im an average man, sometimes i wish i could be more than that; to exceed excellence. as days seem to go on endlessly, i await the "someday" ive always been promised. Days when things are supposed to be perfect.   When i find my place in this unforgiving world.
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What am I doing here I have nothing to call my own I don't want to feel this way but its so hard to stay knowing nothings changed   I'll take this world head on stop running now there's still some things worth living for worth living for    How much am I supposed to take? when I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down some days it doesnt seem worth it I gave my all for this I'll die before I quit   I'll take this world head on stop running now (on my own) There's still some things worth living for worth living for (worth living for)   I'll take this world head on I'll take this world head on   I'll take this world head on stop running now  there's still some things worth living for worth living for I'm done trying every day to make everyone happy When nobody cares if I could end up dead It's fucking exhausting   I close my eyes and dream at night I see a life that can't be mine with someone who cares for the things I live for I wish I'd never wake up  
Things That Don't Fit In My Status Box...
Fact:  I'm a hateful bitch. I'm not denying this. I hate females... I hate everything about catty ass females who try to start shit by doing this "He said, She said" Bullshit.  Fact: When you run and tell someone something on Fubar, that you THINK you know, Make sure it doesnt get back to that person you're talking shit about... There are 5,739,310 fubar members. 75% of them are fake bots. 25% of them, mind their own god damned business. & The other 10% are gonna hear something from someone you told, and they're gonna know someone that that person has on their "top" and their gonna run and tell THAT person. & Then it's gonna get back to the person you we talking shit about. It's a small world after all. Now whether or not you want this person to find out, is on you. BUT make sure you're not acting all "buddy/buddy" with that person, because you're gonna look like a FUCKING RETARDED ASS BITCH. Fact: I don't play into this game. I know who you are, I know what you said. Am I gonna say
Too Funny
I've been on Fu for ....oh, I don't know...5 or 6 months now (Technically, I was actually here, last year). I have made some very wonderful and loving friends. Also I have made some enemies. I can count them on My thumb, forefinger and middle finger. I know who you are and this blog is aimed directly at you. The reason.....simple. Those that truly know Me, know I am friggin' busy as hell. You three (well two of you, the third one knows but forgot, I guess), this blog is to show you the irony of "disliking" Me. When I am on Fu..I am usually busy rating pictures, polishing bling, leaving comments or just in general not focused on My "Live Feed". Basically, I hope that clicking My "Dislike" helps you get through your day. If you really want to show Me you "Dislike" Me, get in My SB, tell Me how you really feel, I'm a grown-up. I can take it and maybe you'll find out you don't really think I'm an asshat. Maybe you will, but who gives a fuck. ;) If I don't break down My "Live Feed" (whi
Self Conclusion
If I could go back, 5 minuets of your time is all I ask. 5 minuets to explain what this world would be without you here. To explain the pain we'll carry day after day. To explain that I too feel like you do at this very moment... all the time, But by giving up you end your misery but add to everyone elses. I'd ask for you to take a walk, along the side of that highway, so I could tell you youre not alone. Take a walk along the shore, and let you see that things arent as they seem. If I could go back, I'd hold you, till the pain faded...till the tears ran dry. I'd hold you down, and yell all the love in the world. If I could go back, I'd show you what I see. I'd show you that we're very much alike. I'd give you every reason to live, one by one. I'd show you how dead I am inside, but show you that still I fight. If I could go back, I'd look you in the eye... take your hand in mine, and pull you away from the pain... because while they may not understand why, I do.
How I Miss U
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Biker Thing
The Reason
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The Writings Of Fats
It is now that I can see I am a candle.  My hope is represented by the flame.  It’s been lit for a very specific reason, and was left to burn contently, completely unaware of its imminent demise, circling in around it.  The flame dances and skips about the wick, the object of my affection. It’s such a beautiful sight, such poetry in motion, the whole time, feeding its own destruction.  As time passes, the flame dwindles a bit.  It no longer burns with such vigor and playfulness, as it once did, however it has settled down into a slow, strong, steady burn of fire, much hotter and focused than before.  As the wick and flame become one, they are woven together with such intensity that the gods themselves would be envious.  It is only now, that the flame realizes the monster it has created. As it sits, holding onto the wick for dear life, it sees the pool of wax, created by its pure and innocent intentions, swelling in towards to two, with only once purpose in mind…to
The Alberto Kang Fubar Experience
I had to do one of these Salutes   So where are all the other people that have done these.   Here is the one i took and was approved       Or after my salute i usually use this photo       When are you meant to do a Salute? So i just went around to some lounges and added them.   But i did the usual thing as Alberto Kang and added all the sites that you would not want your parents or perhaps future employers to know about.     So know i wonder if there is a way to make the Lounges you are associated to to be just viewable by friends? Dear Future Generations of Humanity And so like many things in my life i once again joined another stupid Social Networking Site and went around and had a look.   So i had to Salute, do you know what that was like to be asked to Salute?   Hilarious. So i did it and then Whent to the Lounges and what do i find.   NO ONE IS WHO THEY SAY THEY ARE there Avatars are not them in the Salute.     What is the point of going to t
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Rantings Of A Wolf
Just now discovering that hey there's a blog on this site.  So anyways usually just use these things to post my poetry/lyrics so that's what's goin to happen here.  Feel free to comment/critisize, just be respectful, even if it's a negative comment about my work, keep it civil is all I ask.  Anyways, here's a couple of my more recent ones...... enjoy?   drone Wake upWork Shit Sleep Repeat  Wake upTime to workBust your assMove fasterTry harderHere's some paperAll you're worthThat's rightPayment doneThis is youJust another number Buy nowEat this shitNeed insuranceSuch a dealTry this drugLimited time offerWhile supplies lastHurry hurryAs advertisedPay the priceSome restrictions applyGo homeWatch t.v.Drink alcoholTake your medsElectrical needRepeat dailyNo deviationsChoke downSet alarmDown you goLights outAnother day awaitsWake upWork Shit Sleep And DieHypocrite Contradiction of self Despise all that you are Do as I say Not as I do Fuck that Learn to admit Learn to sub
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What a night! Someone had set the alarm on the kitchen timer last night. It went off 2 hours before I was to get up. I could not go back to sleep. So, it's one of theose strong black coffee mornings! If the coffe doen't work I'll need sto get the jumper cables out!
To The End
Therapist Or The Rapist.
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What Kanye West Needs To Do To Help Himself
I think Kanye West should make his new album his final one. He done way too much damage to his career and made way too many people hate him and made a lot of enemies. I'm a fan of his and I'm not bashing or hating on him or anything, but I think that's the best thing for him to do. His ego got him in a lot of trouble with everybody and I think he should stay out of public eye and get his life and himself in order cause he gotten way out of control in the past couple of years. He's gonna go down as the most hated and the most despised rapper in the history of the music industry. He even admitted himself that he messed up his career and people care less if he was dead or alive, no offense.  He's trying to change now to make people change his views of him, but I think he's too little, too late.  It showed that he couldn't handle fame or being a celebrity and he let it get to his head.  That's what I would do if I was him.  It shows that it's not for e
Being There For You
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Broken Promises And Shattered Dreams
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Dana Says Some Shit
Faint sounds of breath, I hear them echo in a crowded room. It's easier not to know, to ignore, this pain I feel inside. I want to forget but, live in the now. The lights, The party, The bliss, surrounding myself with people, but I still feel alone. Because When things are going good, Things go bad. Like I don't deserve it, but I deserve more. Selfish I am. Life has been cruel to me too.. so close to happiness yet so far. Cronic sadness. I hate to look in the mirror cause it doesn't get better, it doesn't change. I have came so far, but I'm never good enough for me. I sit and watch people scurry around like ants. I watch them change, Watch the troubles, the outcomes. The cycle of Earth. No one makes it out alive, would you want to?
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How To Add Pics To You Profile Using "http" Codes
To add pictures or comment pictures to you profile for all to see: Go to your Home page. Above were you see your name you will see "Edit" Then when that pages opens click on the "About Me " tab Then copy the Http code given from the picture you want to show on your profile for all to see Then Right click on the about me section, and hit paste to put the code you just copyed from the picture Remember to put in the Bouncer Check id code before hitting submit Check out your profile it will show up for all to see, you can put more then one code in the about me part Enjoy ~MamaKat
Whats On My Mind
im at a time in my life where i am begining to see what has gone wrong and what has been a blessing in my life i have 2 beautiful little girs and would do anything for them although my relationship with my ex wife is nonexzistant i am blessed to have had her in my life and see the best thing that came out of that marrige is my eldest daughter izzibella she is 3 then there is a breef relationship with the mother of my youngest daugher shianne and it was a learning experience to say the least now i feel i am ready to start seeing other people again but not going to rush into anything because it hasnt worked out in the past if i befriend a woman the first thing they think is i want in their pants witch is not the case i want a woman who isnt about games and bullshit one i can laugh with talk to and most important grow with i need someone who is willing to accept me for who i am todays socitey is messed up when it comes to how we are protrade as egotistical peopleyou know there are som
Whats In A Name....
You Are Spontaneous and Whimsical You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but
Liz Taylor's Life
It is a brand new year. For some it is an opportunity to start fresh, make changes, and work on improving oneself. This new year gives me hope. Though it is merely a date, it is still an opportunity. I want everyone to be able to accomplish what they want. So many men and women I know and talk to every day have the same problem: their weight. It is not solely about looking better, but more so about how you feel and improving your health. On all of my previous blogs about my weight struggle and journey I give tips and motivation to assist with your own weight loss journey. After you read this blog entry please take a few minutes over the course of the next few months to look back over blog entries. This will help keep you motivated and keep information refreshed into your mind. This entry is dedicated to anyone who wants to lose weight and improve their health. I am going to give specifics on how I lost weight and got myself 100 times healthier. I hope by d
Personal Story
encase of someone of are asking why i re posted this it was because i change a few things and really took the time to really re do everything that has happen to me in my past to let it go also giving you a little insight to me as a person. let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways. iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any more my father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him once before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i don't back down from no one. as for my mother like i said she rejected me when i was born
What is a Fire Fighter? He's the guy next door - a man's man with the memory of a little boy. He has never gotten over the excitement of engines and sirens and danger. He's a guy like you and me with warts and worries and unfulfilled dreams. Yet he stands taller than most of us. He's a fireman. He puts it all on the line when the bell rings. A fireman is at once the most fortunate and the least fortunate of men. He's a man who saves lives because he has seen too much death. He's a gentle man because he has seen the awesome power of violence out of control. He's responsive to a child's laughter because his arms have held too many small bodies that will never laugh again. He's a man who appreciates the simple pleasures of life - hot coffee held in numb, unbending fingers - a warm bed for bone and muscle compelled beyond feeling - the camaraderie of brave men - the divine peace and selfless service of a job well done in the name of all men. He doesn't wear buttons or wave flags or
To Live In A Moment Is Posible?
i tried to live in moment but i couldn't because the moment i start doing something i have to be somewere else or doing something .i wonder that is there somebody who can do it. because the psychologist don't tell how but they to live a moment is the best way to live without stress.
How To Kill A Rockstar
"I was only a childWhen I learned how to flyI wanted to touch the colours of the bleeding sunAnd then I fell from the skyYou never saw me againNot even when I returnedYou never noticed my broken heartOr how my wings were burnedBut if they tell you they saw meDo a swan dive off that bridgeRemember I was always more afraid to dieThan I ever was to live.And on the day I disappearYou'll all forget I was ever hereI'll float around from coast to coastAnd sing about how you made me a ghost..."
We All Want To Fall In Love...why?
"We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, Every emotion is magnified, Our everyday reality is shattered And we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives."
Just Stuff
Last night my sister and I were sitting in the den and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle to keep me alive. That would be no quality of life at all, If that ever happens, just pull the plug." So she got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. Excerpts from a Dog's Diary: 6:00 am - At last! I go pee! My favorite thing! 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 6:00 pm - They're home! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! Excerpts from a Cat's Diary: Day 9
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A Lil Humor : )
I Am passing this on because it definitely works, and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives? By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil Show, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have not finished. So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Crown, A bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, about a quarter ounce of pot, a package of Oreos the remainder of my old Prozac Prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some doritos and a box of chocolates and the rest of my Xanax. You have no idea how Fucking good I feel right now. Pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner peace :)
Poems Of The Pain In My Life
How Do I Say Goodbye....Again?     For years upon years,I clung to the hopethat fate wouldlay me finallyin your arms,and then you'd take me...mind, body,and soul!The day has come.The years of wanting,waiting,simply gone now.I laid in your arms,allowed youto take me, mind,body....but it was NOT fate,and my soulis left bleedingalone.Along time ago,when things were different,when things were sane,when things meant somethingreal to each of us,but in our own ways,a goodbye was voiced...a heart was devastated,a mind crumbled,a soul pulled the piecesback together again...Soo, so much of medied the day youwalked out of my life,leaving behind only broken promises and empty words of how lifewould go on for everyone,that things would work out as they this wasn't an endingbut a new beginningto be written....yet my tears never dried,my desires for youto hold me neverfaded away,and I was never the sameonce you were gone!BUT...Should fate now be blamed,for me accidentally finding you
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My Precious Princess Bambi
If you were away from your loved ones (like say a girl friend / boy friend, husband / wife )... Would you get on craigslist and look for a one night stand or more? After being away for say 5 days... If you have one do this to you - how would you feel?
My Travels
Hello everyone, I figured I would send in a little update. I am going to be heading to New Orleans on March 15th to stay the night with my husband... Then it is Texas... I will be buying collectable shot glasses and a few other things as well why I am there. I also plan on having one hell of a night of beautiful memories... I will be taking lots of pictures and posting them so everyone can see. I know this is short and sweet and will be updated more once the day gets here. Talk soon hugs and loves Rie  Good Morning,   I am now sitting at the Ft. Lauderdale airport on Skype with my husband and I have him in my ear. I am drinking my coffee and writing my blog all the while waiting for my flight to leave. I will be in Denver waiting to fly to Aspen my final destination. I am missing everyone and wondering what you all are doing! I will be doing a lot of things over the holidays including having a huge Thanksgiving dinner with my family. I will be with my husband as of December 4th and
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Slow Dance
SLOW DANCE         Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask "How are you?" Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi' You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It is like an unopened gift.... Thrown away. Life is not a race. Do tak
The True History Of Man
For those that don't know about history ... Here is a condensed version:Humans originally existed as members of small bands of nomadic hunters/gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains during the summer and would go to the coast and live on fish and lobster in the winter.The two most important events in all of history were the invention of beer and the invention of the wheel. The wheel was invented to get man to the beer. These were the foundation of modern civilization and together were the catalyst for the splitting of humanity into two distinct subgroups:1 . Liberals2. Conservatives.Once beer was discovered, it required grain and that was the beginning of agriculture. Neither the glass bottle nor aluminum can were invented yet, so while our early humans were sitting around waiting for them to be invented, they just stayed close to the brewery. That's how villages were formed.Some men spent their days tracking and killing animals to BBQ at night while they were drink
I Am Inzombiac
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Getting Older
Getting Older I'm getting older now. I can tell. I can feel it, though it's different from what I thought it'd be. It's just not what I thought. There's a lot said and written about this aspect of life, some of which is true and some not. Some is humorous, and some not. I wish I had recorded it all, to do a sort of comparison as to what's been said, and what I know. It is because I didn't that I'll have to give you the “quick and long” story. Such as things always seem to be.             To begin with … I don't know where to begin. It seemed to sneak up on me, as so many told me it would. One day I was young, and then another I'm not. It's not that I'm so old that I can't do for myself. Hell, I still can and often do, ride a bicycle 600-1000 miles a month. It's just... well... I mean at 50, I'm not really old, not in the physical sense anyway, however I'm older than most my bosses. Certainly more than my fellow associates, but that's not what I've noticed that led
Jeff Dunham
So, after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, I lasted less than a day......About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, ugly, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. As I had been instructed, I said pleasantly, 'Good morning a...nd welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?'The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?'So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe that anyone would fuck u twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.
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"He was my Master, I loved him! But I had failed my first test with him! I had only wanted to know, foolishly, the nature of my power with him, if any, and the nature of discipline to which I might be subject. I had only wanted to know, if truly I was his slave or not. Then he made me serve him, uncompromisingly. Then he had whipped me and put me, chained, at his feet. Yet too, I felt grandly and warmly assured as to his strength and dominance. I knew then my Master was Master, that he would never relinquish his sovereignty, that he was a true man. I was content now, and eager, a female, to be his perfect slave. If I had failed his test, he had passed mine." ~Dancer of Gor~p 475~ I suppressed a moan. Bikkie was excellent. I had little doubt but that she was a valuable slave, and would bring a high price. Bikkie wore, like one or two of the other girls still on the dais, only threads of leather, some dozen or so, depending from a leather sheathing encasing the locked, steel collar on he
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~BLACKBOARD LESSONS FOR THE NAUGHTY SUBMISSIVE~   i will not carve the flogger handles~ i will not spank others~ i will not aim for Master's head~ i will not yell safeword in the tavern~ i will not read and giggle at Master's blogs~ i will not yell "fire!" every time Master lights a candle~ funny noises are not funny~ i will not slap Master with wet dish cloths~ punishment is not boring or pointless~ i will not call Master... Dr. Death~ i will not put laxatives in the cocktails~ i will not bring pets to the slave classes~ a burp is not an appropriate response to Master~ i will not eat all Master's pies while he is at work~ Master's ball gags are not to be used as slingshots~ i will not call Master, spud head, butt head, or any kind of head~ Masters ARE perfect~ Mud is not an acceptable side dish for dinner for Master~ i will NOT wear panties~ i will not peek out of the blindfold~ there is no such thing as "slave immunity"~ i will not hide all Master's toys~ all
~gorean Humor~ Let's Laugh A Little! ~
~DISCLAIMER~PLEASE NOTE~ this is a parody~ a joke~ a humorous lampoon~ it is not serious and these quotes are not real~ enjoy and laugh! ~THE "LOST SCROLLS" OF GOR~ I looked at her, and replied with a stern voice. "On Gor," I continued, "all men are stoic and without flaws, and all women are docile slaves." "Yes, Master," she replied. ~Boring Numbskull of Gor~p 234~   "What weapon do you carry, warrior?" he asked. I drew the gladius from its sheath, and showed it to the captain. "How long," he asked, "is this blade?" I paused, and looked at the blade. "59 centimeters," I replied. It was a guess. He frowned as he replied. "The Gorean gladius," said he, "is 64 centimeters long." I looked at him, perplexed. He flicked a switch, and bared his teeth at me. "You ignorant fool," he snarled, "you know nothing of Gor!" My eyes went wide. I had been banned. ~Supercilious Fool of Gor~ page 342~   "Slave," I said, "you will clean the bosk pens."  "Yes, Master," said she. "Yes," s
Barsoom And Gor ~ A Comparison
John Norman's Gor world was clearly inspired by several sources, including the slave societies of Earth; namely, ancient Greece, ancient Rome, and ancient Egypt.. it is also clear that one major source of inspiration for the Gor series are the John Carter of Mars, or Barsoom, novels. When compared side-by-side, it is clear that John Norman plagiarized a huge amount of Gor from the author of the Barsoom novels, Edgar Rice Burroughs. Burroughs' works have inspired many science fiction and fantasy books; however, the similarities between Burroughs' work and Norman's work are too close to be a coincidence. Edgar Rice Burroughs (1875-1950) is best known as the creator of Tarzan. He wrote 24 novels in the Tarzan series. He was an astoundingly prolific author, and also wrote the Barsoom novels, the Pellucidar novels, The Land That Time Forgot, and numerous other novels. Many of his works were first printed in the "pulp fiction" magazines of his day, and were later published as books. The firs
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Top 10 Things to do at the Mall 10. At the bottom of an escalator, scream "MY SHOELACES! AAAGH!" 9. At the stylist, ask to have the hair on your back permed. 8. Ask a saleswoman whether a particular shade of panties matches the color of your beard. 7. Sneak up on saleswomen at the perfume counter and spray them with your own bottle of Eau de Swanke. 6. Collect stacks of paint brochures and hand them out as religious tracts. 5. At the pet store, ask if they have bulk discounts on gerbils, and whether there's much meat on them. 4. Hand a stack of pants back to the changing room attendant and scornfully announce that none of them are "leak proof". 3. Ask appliance personnel if they have any TVs that play only in Spanish. 2.
Forever Is not something promised Is not something given Forever just is Our souls intertwined through space and time Forever is not this life Forever is through all eternity   Maybe I didn't tell you because it's really not your businessMaybe I didn't tell him because I didn't want him to worryMaybe I didn't tell them because I don't want them to cryMaybe I didn't tell because I don't know yet myselfMaybe eventually the silence alone will tell
"about Me"
I am... complicated. I do very well for my nature, but am a disaster in the face of a mass spectrum. I've always been that way, sometimes not as bad as I like to believe, and other times worser than it appears. It's been in my best effort to show people I am 'different'... but in a fashion that isn't vain or arrogant. I don't like to be the center of attention with the big picture, if anything... I enjoy being a 'part' of the picture. No more. I'm a reasonable man, hence why I carry myself with a sense of responsibility for friends and family. It breaks my heart even more when I know they are in trouble and I can't help, whether it be with business, home, family, friends, money, whatever. I was raised with a strict logic of loyalty, I often think I got it from my father... my parents; they are the prime reason why I like to be the way I am. My mother raised me to be smart, to be safe, responsible, mature, and always ideal to doing what's right even if it was unfair or distressing. Sta
What Do I Want Out Of Life?
Ahh yes, the question that leaves each of us as humans perplexed. I am what most people has called very unique. I am not the kind of person that follows trends nor other people. Yes, I am well aware of how most people look at me before I open my mouth. However, if you are one of the few people that I have given a minute of my time on here, you will know, I very much think outside the box. My political stand point is Independent, as is everything else in my life. A rebel at heart, I am not and never will be a conformist. I do not conform to religion, politics, race, or anything else I read or see. My life is always based off a emotion, a wisp of a thrill, and inspiration. Something that will truly move me, something that will reach in me and pull out another side to myself that has yet to revealed it's self. I choose to make my life full of knowledge and full of reason. I am chasing life's subtle love note's. To simply lay my hands on the things majority over looks in there eve
El Yunque
El Yunque is located in a green belt like most Tropical forest around the Equator, The Equator cover approximately seven percent of the Earths surface. El Yunque National Forest, the only tropical rain forest in the United States National Forest System. The Sierra de Luquillo Mountains which transverse this area receive over 200 inches of rain a year.Located in the east side of Puerto Rico, the forests covers an area of 28,000 acres.El Yunque is big in diversity, There are more species of trees in the Forest that there are in all the other forests of the National Forest System put together. The Taino believed their gods lived in the Sierra de Luquillo.As the home of Yuquiyu, The good God who protected them from all that was evil, gave the cloudy peaks a name which means white or sacred lands. The Spanish explores translated the Taino tern in error to "YunquePetroglyphs are etched in some of the forests rocks as a reminder of the early inhabitants of the area, The Taino Indians for whom
If I Die Tomarrow
If I Die Tomarrow If I Die Tomarrow, And you broke my heart today. Will it still be broken. If I Die Tomarrow, Would your heart be fill with sorrow. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you really know how much I Love You, When you did'nt give me chance to show you. If I die Tomarrow, Would you Regret not letting me Kiss or Hold you. If I Die tomarrow, would you forget about me. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you regret not telling me You Love Me. Would you have me to die ,not knowing or showing me. If i Die tommarow, Would you miss the way it felt to to Kiss me Knowing how much Love I Had for You. If Die Tommarrow, would you not feel empty and lonely inside. If I Die Tommarrow, would you wish that you told me and showed me everthing , You wanted me to know. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you blame your self for me dieing, Not knowing how much you really Loved me. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you feel a shame, Because all I wanted, was to Love and give you evrything in Life that you wanted that I could give you.

Wish I was too dead to cryMy self-affliction fadesStones to throw at my creatorMasochists to which I caterYou don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won't let go 'til it bleedsWish I was too dead to careIf indeed I cared at allNever had a voice to protestSo you fed me shit to digestI wish I had a reason;my flaws are open seasonFor this, I gave up tryingOne good turn deserves my dyingYou don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won't let go 'til it bleedsWish I'd died instead of livedA zombie hides my faceShell forgottenwith its memoriesDiaries leftwith cryptic entriesAnd you don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on,I won't let go 'til it bleedsYou don't need to bother;I don't need to beI'll keep slipping fartherBut once I hold on:I'll never live down my deceit
Color Me??????
So what's your fav. color say about you? When I saw this I was a bit skeptical til I read what my Fav. color said about me. Hmmmm.. was pretty acurate! LOL So how acurate is yours??? Comments welcome. :)   Most of us have a favorite color. Maybe you’re drawn to sky blue because it makes your eyes stand out or you find forest green particularly comforting. Whatever the case, your preferred hue can reveal a lot about what makes you tick. And the same holds true for the people you date — you’d probably have a different impression of a date if he or she said, “My favorite color is yellow” versus “My favorite color is black.” That’s because color speaks a powerful, silent language. And I can help you understand it. I’m a success coach and best-selling author of Simple Spells for Love and other books, and I’ve studied color theory. So, look up your favorite color below — then, your date’s best-loved shade &mda
Any Man Of Mine
My best writing ideas come to me as I'm cleaning. Someone said the increased blood flow sends more oxygen to my pathetic little brain. If so, this is what happens when the song on my playlist and my peak oxygen flow converge in one brilliant, shining moment.   Shania. Gotta love her. She's beautiful and spunky and looks like she could give any man a run for her money. When I first heard the song Any Man of Mine, I was young and no where on the dating scene. However, I have always looked at life with the views of an older woman.  marriage should be equal and each person should do their share and all kinds of looney-tunes that I've since learned are total horse manure. Men are men, women are women. We respond to things in different ways. the immortal words of the ever-gorgeous Shania...THIS is what a woman wants.   Any man of mine...   Better be proud of me. Oh yes. This is probably the most important one of all. There's nothing worse than a man who condescends to a woman t
    It's been said countless times around a campfire and in songs that a cowboy is born with a broken heart. I reckon this is true but it's not for the reasons most think.     You see a cowboy longs for the days of old when we could saddle a horse and ride into the wild blue yonder and not see a living body for weeks at a time. We long to see the rolling prairies and not all the steel and concrete of the world today.     We long for the love of a good woman and will sit by a fire many a night and dream of who she might be and where she might be. We long for the days of old when everyone was a friend and always had a hot cup of coffee in a old tin cup.     I reckon we are the last of a dieing breed but we're not gone just yet. There are still a few of us ole boys around trying to make it the best we can with a fake smile upon our faces as we die a little inside with every new building that goes up.     We won't make a big ruckus when our time comes, we will simply just fade away int
Car Hits Bikers In Socal ;5 Killed
A rural highway in Southern California was reopened Sunday after a collision that killed five, the Highway Patrol said. Four members of a San Diego-area motorcycle club were killed Saturday along with a passenger in a car in the collision near Ocotillo in Imperial County. Highway Patrol officers told the Los Angeles Times seven bikes from the Saddle Tramps were hit by an oncoming car that swerved to avoid another vehicle that was passing the motorcyclists on Route 98 Saturday afternoon. The victims included a husband and wife who were riding on one of the bikes. Five people were injured, including one critically, and were airlifted to area hospitals, Imperial County firefighters told The San Diego Union-Tribune. The Saddle Tramps were marking the club's 10th anniversary with a ride along the desert highway 80 miles east of San Diego. A rural highway in Southern
Nov 14, 2010
From the moment I knew for sure That you were on the way My heart stood still, the words were lost I knew not what to say   Was I ready? However would I know? I guess it doesn't matter; I just knew I'd love you so   And as I know you are growing, Little miracle of mine My eyes grow large with wonder Like emerald stars they seem to shine   Dear Lord, please, let me be worthy To receive this treasured soul. This tiny innocent little person That one day will make me whole.   
so, lately i have been into girls moreso than guys. i guess i am figuring that with guys, theyre just not the same. i have only had a string full of bad encounters/relationships with men, and at this point, where the father of my first child (8 months), couldnt even stay faithful during my pregnancy and even further down the line, until now, i am getting pretty fed up. do not get me wrong, i love men. at this point of my life, i think that being with a woman would be best for me. to anyone who may read this blog, please keep your hate and negativity to yourselves. it is not wanted here. thank you.
My Poetry
                                                                      I DreamI dream          And in that dream, I see YOU                       Standing…….                              Sitting……….                                    Lying on beds of white lace                        Hoping……...                               Watching…..                                     Waiting for the day, when                                              Our hands will touch                            &
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A Realcountrymans Code Of Ethics
Connected Misconnection
I do not mindwhen you placeall the blame on mebut can't you find another make believeenemysomeone who doesn't hurt youeitherthen take me off the hook forgive me forthe sinsI did not commitfree me from the place inside your headwhere I standunconvictedbut stillsentencedas deadcan you pleasecreate anotherfoeand get backto plain oldyou and meI'll still takethe blamebut you can't act the sameI am not your nemesisYes, I canlove youlike thisbut you aremaking forevershorterit will nottakemuch ofa pushfor meto crossit's border     From RevJoe i had nothing to do with the writein of this poem but the words touch me to the soul thank you Rev for being you..lovez ya
What Is Love?
Love isn't an earned thingyet only the ones worthy enough to you are loved by you. Love isn't because of the way he/she looks, talks, actsbut is because of how they make you feel. Love begets no fear, no jealousy, no haste;it is good and timeless. Love shouldn't be taken for grantedbut given freely regardless of age,gender, religion, or ethnicity. Love is neither a noun,verb, or descriptive in any way; it just is. Without it,there is no beginning yet with it,there is no end. Love is just something we have, we do, we are... Love is trust;unequivicable trust. Trust in that you can be you and they can be themselves and there is no judgement or fear of being wrong. Love is free but comes at a price of committment, patience, acceptance, and trust. Lose any of thatand you lose the one thingthat took so long to culminate. Love is the most beautiful thing ever to be created; to include life itself. It is borne from a mothers womb, a father's first vision of his child, someon
Love is what I seebut he dont see meNow that we are apart I love no one elseIt doesnt failI sit here and thinkhe told me nothing deepI wish he could see the love i feel for himHe cant seeWhen he said he loved me he didnt mean it I see love in my eyes I see love in the skysI see love nothing morebut im still here than beforeYou still dont love meI see love I see nothing before than I saw beforeI see love it doesnt matter as it seemsI see love in my dreamsI didnt see love in your eyes when we said our goodbyesI see love no more..... heart wrenching sobs  hurtful sighs  wanting you between my thighs regretful thoughts  your warmth i sought wanting more than just a game hurting me its your shame leaving me alone to dwell  why did i ever let you in my shell showing my tears my worst fears what more can my heart take take the pain away for you put it there it seems its not my heart you want to share thanks for letting me know you care!   marilyn bird 
Rosie Fubar Website
Scrolls To Success
  Today I begin my life anew. Today I shed my old skin which hath, too long, suffered the bruises of failure and the wounds of mediocrity. Today I am born anew and my birthplace is a vineyard where there is fruit for all. Today I will pluck grapes of wisdom from the tallest and fullest vines in the vineyard, for these were planted by the wisest of my profession who have come before me, generation upon generation. Today I will savor the taste of grapes from these vines and verily I will swallow the seed of success buried in each and new life will sprout within me. The career I have chosen is laden with opportunity yet it is fraught with heartbreak and despair and the bodies of those who have failed, were they piled one atop another, would cast its shadow down upon all the pyramids of the earth. Yet I will not fail, as the others, for in my hands I now hold the charts which will guide me through perilous waters to shores which only yesterday seemed but a dream. Failure no longer
Wet Dreams Lounge
Spotlight Will Run From Sunday To Sunday at whatever time Staff Can Switch It Over. Bids Are to Be Sent To RedRum420 To Be Used As Lounge Promotion Funds ONLY! Bids END @ 11:59pm On Saturday Night! You Must Have A Link To The Photo You Want Used Placed With Your Bid. NON NSFW PER MY STANDARDS! NOT FUBARS! Tho Fubars Will Be Used As A Generic Back Bone. MY CALL IS FINAL Invalid Links Will Be Disregarded & Next Highest Bidder Will Win If I Cannot Get In Contact With You B4 It Is Changed. BIDS ARE FUBUCK CURRANCY ONLY!   I Reserve The Right To Refuse Any Bid With Reasonable Cause. Place Bids Here As A  Comment!
Nov 2010
I'm sick of being back burner around here.  I know a lot of people have things going on right now, but it's been going on for more than a few weeks. It's not just me that this is happening with, several friends and acquaintances are noticing and/or becoming part of these stats; leaving, ignoring, overall just not being friends. I should be more vocal about my opinions and feelings on this, but it's just not in my nature There again what does complaining really do? Maybe I'm just irritated that everything in my life seems to be changing but falling apart at the same time, though not to the catastrophic level at least. The situation around this place doesn't help any; I originally came here to have fun and meet people, and while I have met some really great people, there so many crappy ones here now it's getting harder and harder to come back.  I'm down to trying to talk to one or two and then "playing" secret admirer, though that holds no benefits other than killing t
Soldiers Comming Home
Fumafia For Dummies!
This is a fast reference guide for new players in fuMafia, based on my personal recommendations. I've arranged the information to correspond with the various tabs in fuMafia. [Home, Missions, Territory, Favors, Bank, Attack, Journal, Hitlist, Equipment, Hospital, My Turf, Turfs, Lottery, My Mobster, Ranks, New Players, Help] ***Home*** This is where you get the latest news and broadcasts from your personal mob as well updates on your players status and other useful information. This is the default tab that loads when you first enter Mafia ***Missions*** Energy points are required to perform missions. Doing missions will level you quickly so try not to get carried away. Regular missions will earn you money & equipment in addition to experience/skill points so pace yourself. Loot missions earn you specific items or upgrades. Chance missions allow you a slot-machine spin and you either win or lose energy points. Nuclear Arms Race missions are available after level 100.  NOTE: If you
Whats On My Mind
I think this one is cute and worth sharing Growing up..your best friend becomes your worst enemy. lollipops turn into cigarettes. the innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Undies turn into g-strings. kisses turn into sex. remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? when protection meant wearing a helmet? when the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? your worst enemies were your siblings. race issues were about who ran fastest. war was only a card game. the only drug you knew was cough medicine. wearing a skirt didnt make you a slut. the only things that hurt were skinned knees. and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? ...and to think we all couldn't wait to grow up.
R.i.p. Mom
     R.I.P   MOM 1932 2004  I LOVE AND MISS YOU MOM!! MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY !!!                                 Don't Cry For Me When I'm gone; don't cry for me...I am not dead; I'm in sweet eternityI'll live forever; I'll wait for all of youWhen it’s your time; it’s what God would have us do.He called my name; He said come homeI did not die; please do not cry; I will no more roamI'll be by our Savior forever; soon, you tooWe’ll walk in the light; praising God in all that we do.Do not mourn for me; I have sweet victoryI'll walk in Gods’ garden; and glories seeI am not dead; He set me free; an Angel called to meIts beautiful here; Heavens’ full of cheer; you'll see.I did not die my love; I only went aheadI knew you’d understand; though I know this, you'll dreadThat will pass too; do all God would have you doMaybe up there God will let me have; a glimpse of you.I did not die, so do not cry; I'll meet you here one dayJesus will send an Angel to
~till The World Ends~
  ~Till The World Ends~  Seasons change and summer's gone Another year of love I've known Fades like a dream Rearrange, boy, make yourself strong You're not the first or last who's lost everything And you can bundle up your feelings Hang them in some closet Until you need them again All of us brokenhearted young lovers Oh, we'll search for one another 'Til the world ends Frosty window, scribbled name Stabbing sad refrain of What's come to pass The candle glows, so follow the flame The light of hope can ease the pain of loneliness And you can bundle up your feelings Hang them in some closet Until you need them again All of us brokenhearted young lovers Oh, we'll search for one another 'Til the world ends You know we all live for once Using is a part of living your life Daylight always follows the night Looking at life as it's always been It will be that way here 'Til the world ends 'Til the world ends ..............Peace.
Death Of Love
though i waited for u in the dark i still cant seem to find the light. you faked youself out like you were a whole diff human. i dont think i was in love with u.. u were someone that faked urself out. u butt fucked ur game up. i cried a river of blood, hurt,love and pain. i wasted my moments of life on u for way to long but came to find out u were just a fake human tyin to change yourself.but u failed. i could had shot myself and lay in ur arms in die. i wanted to save u from urself. save u from hurt and the pain. but me 'billie jeanette jones" failed at saving u. but do u think the drugs are going to be there when u fall? do u think a hand is going to pop out from a dream and help u up? i felt the pain of love when u said the things u said. even my dreams were screaming at me while i ran from me. i ran while tryin to pick up broken glass.. and failed when i cut my fingers up leaving the bleeding me everywhere. my heart dropped and the old scars re opened leavin my heart open for clots
Mental Machinations
Again. Finding rest in arresting unrest. I of the gloriously grotesque, acrid nerve that bleats unyielding. Finally home.  IT ALL BLEEDS JUST FOR ME. Was the jagged cliff ever hard and unforgiving as my heart? It's jealous.                                                                                                                                                             Within reason.                                                                                       I make solitude my art. Could be a season's best. Could be a perfect day of rest. Or could rot away in the midday sun. Make a joyous noise or the wail that sets the tale of the horrors just begun. Darkness shines too.  Parent to the light. Storms. And mannered chaos. Fueled by nightmarish constants in a greenlit sky.
Military Rants
Marines that urinated on Taliban dead? Here is what Rep. Allen West said ...Rep. Allen West (R-Fla.), a former Army Lieutenant Colonel, sends THE WEEKLY STANDARD an email commenting on the Marines' video, and has given us permission to publish it.“I have sat back and assessed the incident with the video of our Marines urinating on Taliban corpses. I do not recall any self-righteous indignation when our Delta snipers Shugart and Gordon had their bodies dragged through Mogadishu. Neither do I recall media outrage and condemnation of our Blackwater security contractors being killed, their bodies burned, and hung from a bridge in Fallujah.“All these over-emotional pundits and armchair quarterbacks need to chill. Does anyone remember the two Soldiers from the 101st Airborne Division who were beheaded and gutted in Iraq?“The Marines were wrong. Give them a maximum punishment under field grade level Article 15 (non-judicial punishment), place a General Officer level letter o
My Truth
The Day Begins To Turn Into Night... The Cold Is Seeping Into Her Core... Brick By Brick The Wall Is Growing... The Fear Of Being Hurt Again.... Its Overwhelming.... Her Heart Beats Faster... She Feels Her Spirit Beginning.... To Slip Away... All Alone... Separated By Fear... Tears Begin To Fall... Pouring Like A Spring Shower.... Filled With Heartache... Longing For Attention... Yearning For Understanding... Wanting To Be Desired... Romantically Whisked Away... Pain Be Gone... Go Find Another Home...
Saying Farewells
Working Out
Today, I have made a decision. I am going to better myself. I am going to start working out. I want to lose weight and gain some muscle definition and mass. I saw an old photo of me today, back in the summer of 2001, I was going into my junior year of high school. I was thin and while I wasn't buff, I could tell my arms had nice defition. My goal isn't neccesarily to get back to that, back then I weighed 125 lbs. at the most. However, I now hover in the low 200's and would like to get to about 140-150. I am only 25, so it's not like this is an impossible goal. I just have to buckle down and do the work.
If Intrested???
here is my cell, if your intrested in talking to me , jstu send me a text, (sorry, females only) thank you and have a great night.606-231-5684
Trickled down with sadness. Tear stained forgoteness. All that was left was emptiness. Screaming, Please! Please! Don't forget me! Then you came.... Crept up like fire under my skin. Peeling back my bitterness. Burning up my soul like acid eating paper. I loved it... I craved it... Give me more. I would kill to be in your arms. I would die to have your lips on mine. The blinding salvation of deaths' sweet call, Only if you will have me first. Take me completely. Forever yours. Restless minds with restless thoughts. Sick of fighting this fight I’ve always fought. Change is what I need. A different sense of prosperity. Not of individuality But through community It’s time to rise together, let them hear our voice Because you must understand, we DO have a choice Leave your differences aside, like religion and race People rise up to make this world a better place. Let’s stop the oppression! Through unification! Rise up and fight the GOOD fight
Hate Is A Strong Word...
I hate weather talk...if it's 104 degrees outside, we're all aware...we don't need to discuss it with every person we see just to fill silence. Silence is golden, don't tarnish it. I hate when parents spank their children in public. Not only are you not getting the point across to the child, but SHES SCREAMING IN MY EAR while I'm trying to eat dinner. I hate when you are forced to ask someone how their day is and a total stranger answers with personal problems such as, "well my wife and I are in the middle of a divorce and she's taking all my money"....maybe you should have started off with the weather... I hate when people don't follow the rules at four-way stops. I understand you're trying to be polite by letting me go ahead, but YOU'RE F'IN IT UP FOR EVERYONE. I hate that stereotypes consistently define makes me feel racist...and I'm not...I'm stereotypical. On that note, if we quit labeling everything "racist" it might eventually fade. I hate palindromes. I'm
Thats.... all I have to say... Yes yes, that's right, I said more oops :P
My Acheivements
  HOW  DO I START   TO HAVE  Had  my  songs  played and aired  to  thousands     out  west   on  one  a the  largest  internet  stations   across  canada  and  usa    was   exciting   and to  have seen  them   up  beside  all  the  greats  on the  charts  was  also    something  i  thought  ide  never  see    i have  to thank  all  my  fans  here  and  all  over the world     for  this  first  and  freinds  and  family   for  haven     the  confedence  in  me   and  never ever  giving  up   on me    also   the  many  other  things  ive  done  for cheritys  singing  to  help  others  is  one a my  greatest  rewards  of  all       ps .    this is  my  first  blog  on me  so ill   keep  it  short   and in saying    ty  to  any  and all  stations    sites    that  have aired  me   played  me    a  big  big  ty     goes  out  to  them  also  and am  looking  fwrd  to  a wonderful    2011    if  my  songs  have  touched   anyones  heart  or    made  there  lives  better   im  so   pleased  i
A Night Of Thunder
I have taken you camping, into the woods and tonight I have set up camp and you are in the tent with me. I have you undress and I cuff you as usual and in the close distance you hear the thunder and see the lightening close by. It is time as I lower the lantern light and have you lie down on the floor of the tent as I uncuff you and spread you out to the steaks I have made ready. Each steak is just the right distance apart as I take each hand and cuff it to one metal steak and then each ankle in the same manor.I then attach the metal nipple clips to each of your nipples and let you see as I attach them to wires leading out of the tent to the ground around us. As I tell you that I have laid wire all around our campsite I can feel your nerves start to unwind as the thunder and lightening come closer to our camp. I have you naked and spread-eagled on the floor of our tent and I can feel you begin to struggle as I light a candle and turn off the lantern light. There are now two candles in
Time To Realize
I have come to the conclusion that it is time to realize the changes that need to be made. But the only way to make that change, is to look at the "Man In The Mirror". Looking at myself and telling myself to change is the biggest step i will take. The step to making that change and looking in the mirror is admitting to myself that i have been doing the wrong things. What i mean by this is, i haven't been living my life right. I'm sure many out there can admit that to themselves. Yes! That is the easy part. But try the next step. After you admit you are doing wrong, try to change that. Try to change the fact you have been doing all the wrong things. Make a change, make things better. Try apologizing, thanking or even telling someone you have done wrong. By admitting to someone else your wrongs, it can make it easier to make that change. Now, the first step to making the change is telling yourself that you want to change. Making yourself change. This world is changing in many ways, but t
For A Dear Friend
For Cuddle Baby 2010
Plastic Surgeons And Plastic Surgery
Nowadays, plastic surgery is shifting to less invasive techniques that result to shorter recovery, more natural appearance, and less risk of complications such as bleeding, scarring, and infection. Because of this trend, fat transfer is becoming a popular option for people who want to augment a certain body part, usually buttocks and breasts, without the use of synthetic materials such as the saline and silicone implants. The Brazilian butt lift is one of the newest procedures in plastic surgery which involves the use of a patient’s own fats to augment her buttocks. With this, the risk of adverse immune reaction and rejection is almost eliminated unlike when using synthetic implants.   How the Brazilian Butt Lift is Usually Performed   Plastic Surgeons start the procedure by collecting fatty tissues (through liposuction surgery) from areas where they tend to accumulate such as in the abdomen, inner and outer thighs, back, and around the buttocks. To reduce the surgical tr
my heart my heart is broken and its all because of you my heart cant be put back together with some gluemy heart is full of pain and u dont even care my heart really needs you but your not even theremy heart now as an empty spacemy heart needs u to fill that placemy heart feels the friendship will never be replacedmy heart wants you to still keep me safemy heart knew this friendship would grow into something moremy heart knew you were going to shut that doormy heart told me to let you know how i really feelmy heart told me if he lets go then its not actually realmy heart never told me if i told you i would loose a friendmy heart never told me my world would come to an endmy heart thought you wouldn, t walk out for goodmy heart thought u would of understoodmy heart now misses all fun we have had togethermy heart now wishes we should of stayed friends forevermy heart just had to give in and put up with the fact that you are gonemy heart has let you win and made me realise that i was wron
Point Whore Of The Day!
so both my parents have some bm control "issues" and neither one will admit it...... the latest arguement...... who crapped in the recliner?   that is all...... this is why i have these ppl on my friends list, just to make fun of them, honestly.   pretty pretty's aka whatever the hell shes calling herself today lol status:  STFU An leave me alone"An keep your HH..I Dont want them if my pretty face cant earn them..k Ty rate my page?...have a great day ok if ya havent looked at her heres the deal, shes married with kids and wont get naked for stuff on here. kudos to her on that btw....... but once again i gotta say it like it is......hun if ur relying on ur face to get you by on fubar, Im amazed u get anywhere. What you have goin for you is a smokin body and an average face. If people say you have a pretty face, honestly they havent looked up from your boobs or butt yet. I dont blame them either, its some prime meat ya got goin on there. BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ur still a fr

Great Oppertunty
Dear community leaders, Do you enjoy your job? Are you paid what you're worth? Do you dream of doing something specail or being your own boss? Then we may have the right opportunity for you!!!! I represent Prepaidlegal, one of the Nation's leading financial services companies we help families build financial security for the future through income protection, dept reduction and asset accumulation. We also offer them thyhe chance to build a business through our unique, entreprreneurial opportunity. We also offer other things like 25% off of the attorney fee like instead of having to pay high attorney fees that we all know that we can not affored so say that a attorney wants 5000 to take your case well 25% of that is 3,750 instead of 5000 wouldnt you like to save instead of spending money we really dont have right now You will also get identy theft that will alert would you when some thing new may appear on your credit report and we also cover wills and so much more if you want to know mo
United States Veterans!!
Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock , did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with the permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she removed all of the desks out of her classroom. When the first period kids entered the room they discovered that there were no desks. "Ms. Cothren, where're our desks?” She replied, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn the right to sit at a desk.” They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades.” "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior.” She told them, "No, it's not even your behavior.” And so, they came and went, the first period, second period, third period. Still no desks in the classroom. By early afternoon television news crews had started gathering in Ms. Cothren's classroom to report about this crazy teacher who had taken all
Oral Solution
It always Makes us Both Feel better Providing that Needed relief After wards I will listen Fully And attempt To understand Your beliefs Treat it Aggressively Take out those Frustrations Beneath If you require My undivided Attention Just do not Dig in Too Deep With your Teeth   You always have the best solutions babes
Discovering Mr Right
Day 1: So I am on a mission to discover the characteristics and qualities I want in MR RIGHT. More often then not I tend to focus on the wrong things but i have decided to find the things that make me get butterflies no matter how many times they happen. Looks fade, people change but there have got to be some lasting characteristic that won't change. So here are some things. #1. Someone who makes me laugh. Not just by telling a joke or by being silly. Someone who no matter how tired or sad i am that can remind me of how fun life can be and make me laugh until my tears are gone. #2. Someone who wants me in as many pictures as I want them in. You see I am always the one behind the camera, I want a man who will pry it from my hands to take my picture. No matter how much I grumble I hate having my picture taken. #3. Someone who is not afraid to dance to there own music. I like original, I like the one who isn't afraid to sing off tune and to be laughed with not at... I want someone who
Who Am I?
IS THAT YOU? Is that you I see in the distanceIs that you I hear when needing adviceIs that you coming into my dreamsIs that you holding my aching heart I see shadows of places you've not beenI hear echos of your voice unspokenI visit memories of moments we've not hadI feel marks you've left on my untouched heart Is that you I see behind meIs that you I hear asking adviceIs that you I visit in my dreamsIs that you I touch of aching heart I cast shadows of places we will goI speak ehcos of words we will knowI share memories of times we'll haveI place marks on your untouched heart Is that you beside meIs that you that I hearIs that you in my armsIs that you in my heart MELANIE
Had To Delete Newds
I had to delete the Newds folder, because the site I model for doesn't want me posting freebies.
Just A "thank You"
Remember The Fallen
Think about this for just a minute: Men and women pass on all the time. Most have fancy headstones and expensive caskets. Some even have giant mausoleums. The men and women that have sacrificed their lives to serve and protect us and our families get a small marker in the ground. Some get a small marble plaque. Many of them never even make it home. Remember them and show them the respect they deserve.
Just Because
I think there should be a station that plays no Love songs what so ever.  I know it sounds stupid. Or maybe I should go to a hypnotist and they should make me forget totally about all the pain I am going through right now. Is that possible? Just wondering. Maybe a labotomy!  That should do the trick. Yeah its another one of those days. I would like a guy to prove to me that they are all not the same.  Im not gonna hold my breath though. I don't know why i'm writing this honestly because you will never read it.  I see you everytime I close my eyes, hear your voice when everything is silent, and I just want to scream and cry your name everytime I open my mouth. I can still feel your arms around me. You hurt me so bad AGAIN that I had no choice but to walk away.  I'm sorry I just disappeared but if I saw you I knew I would have forgotten about my heart you ripped out yet again. I can't put myself through it anymore.  I know you were told I was back with him.  THat was a lie, that was the
Turn This Page...
Why Relay For Life
True American Heros
  As Veteran's Day is upon us once more, a day set aside to celebrate the men and women of the Armed Forces. I would like to tell you about a wonderful Veteran I know and Love. My Step-Dad Mike who was always more like a father to me then my own dad.   I met Mike when I was 9 years old for all intents and purposes I hated Mike. He was set to ruin my life I thought. He was after all, after my Mother!!! Through time and understanding on his part he became a very important part of my life. Mike served from 18 -25 in Vietnam. In that time he was also a POW. I remember having to wake him up with broomsticks because the nightmares were so severe for him. He used to drink to much he was never mean to us but he would cry and be devastated about the things he saw and did in Vietnam. It was kill or be killed. They were a bunch of young men sent out into a jungle they were completely unfamiliar with, no amount of training could prepare you for fighting an unseen enemy. Mike was captured in 1968
Remembering Our Veterans
Thursday November 11th our nation celebrates Veteran's Day.  On this day we pay tribute to the brave men and women of our country who have served in the military.  This day was orginally created to commemorate the end of WWI when the armistice that ended the war was signed on the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month. Growing up I would think about "older" veterans who fought in WWII; Korea and Vietnam.  However today "Veteran" has taken on many faces and many generations of soldiers.  With the war in Iraq and Afghanistan and many other countries, our generation has sent loved ones and friends to fight on foreign lands.  As a result we now have immediate faces that pop into our mind when we think of the word Veteran. Tomorrow, whether young or old, take the time to find a Veteran and thank them personally for the service they have put in defending our country. Not only will it put a smile on their face, they will know how truly appreciated they really are. To all the Vets here
Th Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?:  Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?:  How often do you like to have sex?:  Is sex a top priority for you?:  Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?:  How do you feel about one night stands?: How many one night stands have you had?:  What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?:  Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Have you ever watched porn while having sex?:  How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?:  Do you like kissing during sex?:   Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?:  Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?: How old were you when you lost your virginity?: How many sexual partners have you have in the last month?:  What does your fav
I have been on this site since March 2007 and have seen many changes in the site, in people, in attitudes and "cliques". Now I await all  those who will say "I'm not in any clique. I'm friends with who I want". Sadly, we DO allow others to influence how we act, what we say and who we are friends with. Everyone is quick to jump in and defend their "friends" yet if the situation was on the other foot I don't think  many can say their "friend" would defend them.   There is A LOT of hype about who you are friends with on here, such as colored names. I have friends with green names, pink names,  blue names, grey names, white names, red names and OMG some yellow names.  I must be a traitor to the "mummers" or something.  Another thing, if you have EVER wrote a mumm or answered a mumm YOU ARE A FUCKING MUMMER.   (Waiting on those who will protest and say Don't put a label on me...blah blah blah. Labels are a part of life so deal with it.)   Discuss amongst yourself or not.....I don
Usmc - Today In History 11-10
During the American Revolution, the Continental Congress passes a resolution stating that "two Battalions of Marines be raised" for service as landing forces for the recently formed Continental Navy. The resolution, drafted by future U.S. president John Adams and adopted in Philadelphia, created the Continental Marines and is now observed as the birth date of the United States Marine Corps. Serving on land and at sea, the original U.S. Marines distinguished themselves in a number of important operations during the Revolutionary War. The first Marine landing on a hostile shore occurred when a force of Marines under Captain Samuel Nicholas captured New Province Island in the Bahamas from the British in March 1776. Nicholas was the first commissioned officer in the Continental Marines and is celebrated as the first Marine commandant. After American independence was achieved in 1783, the Continental Navy was demobilized and its Marines disbanded. In the next decade, however, increasing c
Facebook Sex
I'm trying to connect with my cool friends from here so add me on Facebook if I love you.   My name comes up as "Anthony Stephen."  It's my porno stage-name.
I walk down this lonely road where it will lead me. Wondering when and if I will ever be able to leave long lonely road. each time I stray it has just brang me pain and disappointment. Not only for me but from my broken family to. this time of year is not the happy time it's supposed to be for me. So I wear my happy mask for all to see. Inside I hold my broken heart together. Will I ever fill this hole in my life? I may never know. Till then i will trudge along taking it one day and one step at a time. In the darkness I sit listening to the clock on the wall. As the emptiness, and loneliness creeps back into my heart. Thinking of the love I have lost or ever hold again. Will it ever find me again? Or am I destined wounder this life alone in the dark? Never really finding the light. So much to get in the way. So many obligations in our lives to get in the way of true happiness. So many miles between us.To many things that get in the way of the happiness we all seek in this thing we call
I Need A Real Woman
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Mad Hatter Reality
Once upon a most fukked up time, I came across a psycho mime. Something was strange to my naked eye, to this very day I couldn't say why. As strange as he was it doesn't really matter, My friendship doesn't waiver and my best friend is the fukken Mad Hatter.   Now, just a minute ago I made all this up none of it is true. If you took my word for it , what does that say about you? think about this question don't answer too fast cuz in this Mad Hatter Reality , lies just don't last.                      Written By: Jessica Auzelia Tiffin 2010
My Poetry
Snow caps on the mountainsCool breeze in the airThe scent of all the evergreenSo beautiful and fairThe wilderness so freeAnd the wildlife as they roamThis life I live so happilyI love to call my homeThe sight of mother natureAll her beauty is so grandAs the sounds you hear so vividlyWhispers through this landBreathtaking to see the sunriseTo see its morning glory raysTo view it by the oceanI love to see those daysSilent is the twilightAs the stars shine in the skyIt's like magic in the distance When a shooting star soars byThe crashing of the wavesOn the shores create a mist
It Is What It Is...
If you're a girl..1) Get something small if it's your first time, like a lip gloss container. Make sure it's got a rounded tip.2) Put a little water on it. 3) Get yourself on the ground or your bed. Make sure you're comfortable.4) Put your feet up on something. Make sure they are higher than your head. Spread your legs.5) For the ultimate experience, relax first. Just lay there. Think about nothing. And DON'T BE NERVOUS.6) Slowly begin to touch your breasts. Feel them (have your eyes closed or open but if they are open make sure you're not focusing on anything)7) Keep one hand on your breast and slowly move the other one down to your thigh. Move your hand up and down your thigh while massaging your breast.8) With your breast hand, slowly take the lip gloss container or your object of choice. Your clit might start to get a weird feeling like you really want to touch it. DON'T.9) Tease yourself with the object by gently rubbing the spot between your poophole and vagina. This will drive y
My Poem
Indian Heritage by Christina Maria Ennis   I call upon my brothers and my sisters of the tribe.I call upon you all to help me to survive.\Take me from these white lands back to my native blood.I call upon you all to call upon a flood.\Take away the people who belong not in our tribe,and the people who are with us will know how to survive.\I was born on white lands and raised the white man's way.If I had a choice, I'd be back in the olden days.\Then the land was plenty and we traveled near and far.If at night we lost our trail, we'd look upon a star.\Now the white man uses cars and tools to find his way.I'll tell you something, white man, our native blood will stay.\So again I call upon the true blood tribe I love.I also call our blood spirits to help us from above.\Let us make a comeback to show them we are here.We'll take back what they had taken without a drop of fear.\So I'm proud to say I'm Indian; it's the blood that flows in me, 'Cause without all my ancestors, I would neve
Just Another Day...
              It started pretty normally, Debbie arose, brushed her long, red hair, and turned on the hot water in the shower. Looking in the mirror, she practiced the dance she wanted to do for Master, a slow striptease, and removed her nightclothes slowly, undulating and swerving her lithe body.               The water made steam on the mirror, and it was time to get in. Debbie stepped inside and slid the door shut, the hot water making her skin cold for just a second, then opening her pores, her skin ready to be scrubbed.                Holding her head back, the hot water flowed onto her scalp, making her hair weigh twice its normal weight, and shimmering. Debbie's little mirror in the shower showed her hard nipples, and she moved her hands over each one. The erect little buds lept at her touch, and she began to move her hands to other parts of her body.                Her palms moved wetly over her tummy, and her fingers swirled around her mound, grabbing the soap and making it
Little girl sits staring into the sun, Visions from the past haunt this little one. Laughter and smiles, Angers and fears, All of the cryin through the years, Dancing and cheering there is no more,  The Life of her guardians of which she isnt sure. To her this world is a harsh Place better then others but in poor taste. True her happiness shines on the outside, BUT  HURT IS WHAT SHE HIDES Ops
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animal cruelty needs no more. this neeeds to be addressed an stoped. phalse prophets and false teachers of the word. among theifs and robbers
Crazy O-clock Bloggies
Well it's heading towards 4am here so I'm apologising upfront for the typos, babbling and general theme of this blog. If people are reading this who have actually taken time to get to know me then you will know I'm an optimist, a good friend of mine recently described me as "the happiest person they know" - bold statement! I am a glass full kinda gal but it doesn't mean that I still don't have problems to face and issues to deal with. I don't think it's good to completely bottle it, nor is it good to dwell... so here is me, processing, in my own personal and probably non-sensical fashion. When things go bad, I like to deal with it by taking a moments thought on the situation and then taking appropriate action, if necessary. I guess I'm kind of logical, next I'll be saying my ears are pointed and I'm from the Planet Vulcan... I better move on, this blog is taking a dire turn into bad joke avenue - one that I tend to visit every day! Back to the point... So I then like to go to sleep,
AN IRISH BLONDE IN A CASINO An attractive blonde from Cork , Ireland arrived at the casino. She seemed a little intoxicated and bet twenty-thousand Euros on a single roll of the dice. She said, 'I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I'm completely nude'. With that, she stripped from the neck down, rolled the dice and with an Irish brogue yelled, 'Come on, baby, Mama needs new clothes!' As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up and down and squealed...'YES! YES! I WON, I WON!' She hugged each of the dealers and then picked up her winnings and her clothes and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumbfounded. Finally, one of them asked, 'What did she roll?' The other answered, 'I don't know - I thought you were watching.' MORAL OF THE STORY - Not all Irish are drunks, not all blondes are dumb, but all men...are men.
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Life's Ramblings
facing the mirror, i stand searching but all i see is a stranger staring back at me... who is that monster hovering there where my reflection should be?   silence stifles the air like a cloud of pollution but my mind isn't silent, inside my head a war rages sitting home alone is hell for me, i got to find a solution instead of reading this book, i catch myself just flipping pages why can't i just enjoy the quiet night instead of hearing the voices in my head fight my stomach churns my heart burns i'm sick of being home alone she hardly felt the blade slice through the scar tissue, down it's old familiar path this new ritual now performed each time she takes a bath the water is steaming hot and her pale white flesh turns red red as the blood flowing like lava down her leg staring at the silver blade now stained with her blood she tries to remember why this all began and stops herself short... her mind is too far gone to make sense of it... so many emotions and memo
Sense Of Humor
When It Rains It Pours.
Well, Finished with jury duty.  then on the way home My car decided it wanted to stop accelerating.  after further listening it was the transmission.  so now i get to replace that for 3k  and despite the fact that the car is only "Worth"2700  i Own the car out right.  so ill pay through the teeth to keep it... The Engine is in top condition. i change the plugs every 2 years, oil change every 2 months k & N Filter rad flush every year changed the front suspension this year, changed the rad / ac fan.  new ac new front and rear discs, every 6 mo i change the break pads.  but again the engine will HAUL a**.  So in the mean time i get to ride the motorcycle in the rain (and i just got my permit!) I just heard that a dearest friend, who was like a mother to me. Who is a mother to Eric & his wife Penny. A grand mother to their kids. A wife to Dennis. She was always full of humor, wisdom, love witty comments. She cared for many of us. And the many of us will always remember her, love her & the
Okay so I am a total blonde and was going to do a really nice blog but since I am a total blonde and I forgot how to do one I have  to make due with a simple one for now. I am hosting an auction and there are 10 of us up on the auction block!!! Everyone that is up on the auction block are wonderful people so go and take a look and make a bid!!! Have fun!!! The auction will run from 11/9/10 to 11/23/10!!!
Not Up My Alley But Exit Left
What some people would do to wreck themselves to ever having a relationship or to get laid. And that's hardly an easy thing to do especially for women on the getting laid part. But what is the point in being with someone who wants to stay lonely and miserable. It's worse than being a fool at heart. Like this woman with her insane demands to win a cruise trip with her.... and with her parents. The horror.
The Serial Bully
Avoiding acceptance of responsibility - denial, counterattack and feigning victimhood The serial bully is an adult on the outside but a child on the inside; he or she is like a child who has never grown up. One suspects that the bully is emotionally retarded and has a level of emotional development equivalent to a five-year-old, or less. The bully wants to enjoy the benefits of living in the adult world, but is unable and unwilling to accept the responsibilities that go with enjoying the benefits of the adult world. In short, the bully has never learnt to accept responsibility for their behaviour. When called to account for the way they have chosen to behave, the bully instinctively exhibits this recognisable behavioural response: a) Denial: the bully denies everything. Variations include Trivialization ("This is so trivial it's not worth talking about...") and the Fresh Start tactic ("I don't know why you're so intent on dwelling on the past" and "Look, what's past is past,
Drink, Steal, Swear And Lie
                                                                               *I met this guy while I was in Albuquerque and he has a motto he lives by                              everyday.  He said listen carefully and live by these 4 rules : Drink, Steal, Swear, & Lie.*                              * I was shaking my head 'no', but he then told me to listen while he                             explained his four rules. So here they are :*                              *1. "Drink" from the "everlasting cup" every day. *                              *2. "Steal" a moment to help someone that is in worse shape than you. *                              *3. "Swear" that you will be a better person today than Yesterday. *                              *4. And last, but not least, when you "lie" down at night*                             * Thank God you live in America and have freedom.  *                              * I am not as good as I should be.*                              * I am not
Points Auction
I am auctioning off my points for Thursday the 16th of December.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on December 16th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction bids in the comments section below.... Thank you and have a wonderful day/night....   I will accept the following: - Fubux - Ability Blings (Boomerangs, MegaPolishers, Famps, Auto 11s, Cherry Bombs, God Mode) - Bling Packs - Happy Hours, Blasts, Pimp Outs, etc....   * Will also consider multiple day bids....   **Remember: You get what you bid for, someone else just does all the work for you.... I am auctioning off my points for Tuesday the 14th of December.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on December 14th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction
Monthly Vip Giveaway
This month's recipients...  yeah, I was feeling generous...  LOL StaycMarie AKA xKoTtOnMoUtHqUeEn420x (my current owner... go figure) and Minnie the Moocha Well, I'm considering changing this concept around a little, to something like: 1) I randomly choose someone from my friends/fans (You must be in BOTH lists)... 2) Not a current VIP 3) I shouldn't need to inform you to add me, fan me, rate me, etc...  c'mon folks... we all know the game here!! 4) a negative attitude is a downer... (wah wah, I never win anything... I don't have a chance...  I can't compete with...  etc... blah blah blah...)  it's unbecoming.  Fact is, I'm looking for friends, not fakes...  if you're truly looking for a friend, you have a chance 5)  Are you a regular in my shout box???  hmmm..... disclaimer:  I do this for the fun and frolic and to be nice...  it's cheaper than a dinner/movie date, lasts longer than flowers, and who knows...  could be a long friendship... which to me is worth spending $20.  N
It's Not Just About Sex.
It's Not Just About Sex. goes my 1st attempt at a blog....My fiance and I used to have a really healthy sexlife in the beginning, but over thew last 6 to 8 months, it has been drastically reduced:(...about 4-6 times a month...I have tried to talk to her about it, but it usually turns into a fight, and leaves her thinking that, this is all a relationship means to me. Its not all about sex to me, but I also believe a healthy sexlife, helps maintain a healthy relationship...If you people, could give me some positive feedback on this, it would be great....And please no rude comments
Bits And Pieces Of Stories I Make-up
She pulled into the parking lot fourty-five minutes early, "better to be early then late" she thought, Kate look into her compact she carried with her in her purse, she looked at her make-up. God she didnt know the person looking back at her Could she really be do this" Could she going on a date with someone she never met in person? Her best friend Amanda knows him...that s seamed to clam her down, "god, Kate!!!! Chill, its okay its not you never been to this club'", she looked at the sign, it normaly made her feel relaxed just to see it ADEARA, but She hasnt been to the club in a long, long time. She thought back to when the last time she was at the club, tears started to form in the corner of her eyes. She wiped away the teares from her eyes. This time it will be differnt, it not the same person!   She glaced down at the clock in her car, ""oh shit" she late!! its now past 6p.m. how can that be, she must of gotten lost in her train of thought.  She took a big deep breath in, and op
back in April I finally explained to the family about my daughter Sara Elizabeth Land. when she was born, died etc.... Holidays and such before that just passed by as I was usually working or busy with visiting family. this year is different. Now that everyone knows about her, it is getting harder for me to be happy as the Holidays approach (Thanksgiving and Christmas) I will never know the joy of seeing her walk her first steps. her first words spoken. first day of school. birthday parties, lil girl tea parties. watchin her open presents on Christmas morning. see her go on a first date, teach to drive a car. Graduate highschool and maybe college. get married??? well my point is to all my true friends and family here on the website, if im not as cheerful or seem frustrated, please understand why... Thanks..   PS - i was 16 when she was born. I helped deliver her ... her mom took her away a few months later and i never heard from either for a year. she died at the age of 4 i
The 8th Of November
On November 8th, 1965, the 173rd Airborne Brigade on Operation Hump, War Zone D in Vietnam, were ambushed by over 1200 V.C. Forty-eight American soldiers lost their lives that day. Severely wounded, and riskin’ his own life, Lawrence Joel, a medic, was the first livin’ black man since the Spanish-American War to receive the United States Medal of Honor for savin’ so many lives in the midst of battle that day. Our friend, Nialls Harris, retired 25 years, United States Army, the guy who gave Big Kenny his top hat, was one of the wounded who lived: This song is his story. Caught in the action of kill or be killed, greater love hath no man than to lay down his life for his brother. Let us NEVER forget the heros who have given their lives so that we can live free.
There have been many write-ups about this topic, self-help books, inspirational booklets, pamphlets, you name it. The ones that I have been read usually say the same thing. This article wont tell you why in the world should there be disappointments and injustice, neither how will you be able to avoid it. This is just to present how it feels to be in that position as it is, without condescension, without analysis or judgment. Somebody close to my heart is currently in pain. His heart is aching because of disappointment with the turnout of something he badly wanted and hardly worked for. Each one of us had our share of disappointments. I believe nobody is immune to it, for even God experienced it when the first man and woman fell into sin. Disappointment is part of life that can show up unannounced at any time and place according to a writer I know (only by name).When disappointment isn’t dealt with properly, it can grow heavy and smother our hearts, and steal our joy. When even
i hate posers that call people about a kill joy. i mean what exactly am i faking anyway lol! and if i were lame why do i have a high rating ... unless u of course are a fat ugly man behind a massive computer i see no need for u to insult me. well i am just saying nice try to get me down. to tell the truth ur insults just make me laugh at how childish some people can still be.. i know i am not the "sexiest" man in the world but i am at east attractive enought to have had three ways with beautifull women my own age. i get flirted with constantly and ect ect... so there for im not fake but real... and u are jealous lol how adorable..... u little fukin little posers!:) dont hate on people is all im saying. 
Not Ready To Say Goodbye
I need to vent. I need to get and express the hurt that's going on inside before it bursts. It feels like a losing battle - treading water with a ton of weight pulling you down; I'm swimming, yet still sinking. My gandfather grew up a in a broken home during the depression. At that point in life, already off to a bad start - a very poor family sometimes eating turnips for days on end, and also being very unwanted - his grandmother at one point tried to kill him. Time went on, he grew up. He found work, got married, had a son. The marriage fell apart, and the little boy, an uncle I'd never meet passed away at the age of 6 to leukemia. Fate still was not done dealing him bad hands. He wound up a medic on the front lines in World War II. Many of the scenes at the beginning of the movie Saving Private Ryan, he witnessed first-hand; more than enough to scar anyone for life. You'd never know it. Life went on, he met my grandma, married, had 5 more kids and eventually 10 grandkids. Me, b
Xx Ur Worst Nightmare Xx
without you, there is no reason to live every moment , there is no reason to wake up in the morning , there is no reason to breathe every breath.  without you , my world is gone , my life is meaning less , my heart stops beating. without you , all colors are dull , all food is tasteless , all flowers are wilted. without you , there is no light , there is no warmth , there is no music. without you , i can not love , i cant not live , i can not laugh. without you ,
Dirty Little Secrets!
I may just break out with some pics if it's ok!
My First Buy...
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Apple Does It Again!!
   Christmas gift idea   APPLE DOES IT AGAIN Apple announced today that it has developed a breast implant that can store and play music. The iTit will cost from $499 to $699, depending on cup and speaker size. This is considered a major social breakthrough, because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them.
Mary Has A Little Lamb
CHECK OUT KENDRA WILKINSON'S NEW GIRL ON GIRL LESBIAN SEX TAPE VIDEO ONLINE OVER HERE! Ask and u shall receive! Just uploaded another video, this one a strip tease! I just got around to fixing my blogger problem, I lost my gmail/blogger pw and no longer had the alternate email they had! It was just faster and easier to create a new blogger! I just started posting on it and will be providing all the links to my pics and videos and yes you can expect the same wild crazy stuff too! Thank you my friends who have waited so patiently for me to get off my lazy ass and fix that issue!
    Everyday i come on here and see all sorts of shit. I've noticed one thing in particular that lets me know that some on here are actually snobs and kind of reminds me of high school. The GOD MODE.     People run it for many reasons. Some use it for a majority of the blings it has like the boomerrang, famp, 11s, polisher, and bombs. I see some use the pimp hand, which I think is stupid. Why would someone WANT to stop someone from gaining points? Plus if you pimphand someone doesn't it stop the peoole in their fam from gaining points as well? i think it just shows hatred and immaturity. I dont care who gets upset about me saying that, but it's just my opinion. I've seen someone pimp hand someone while running a blind out of sheer spite because they are friends with someone they hate. Isn't that kinda childish? Like being in high school?      Anywho. Another thing I've seen is trading fam spots just to benefit the points. For whatever reasons. To rank, gain more points, whatever. Isn
When Girls Talk
That they never say "Prison" in a television show? They always say "Jail". Im not talking about reality shows obviously. But this is something that annoys me. You will here... "Youre going to spend the rest of your life in jail!". Ummmm, that would be prison you stupid writers. There must be a reason behind this. I just dont get it. And I bring it up to Ryot and Val all the time.   Also - ever notice that most actors are left handed? Just watch when they have to write something in a movie TV show.     OK, thats it for now. :) This blog will be about some stuff that my girls and I talk about..... Pretty Simple.   I will post stuff as we come up with it - so no schedule to how often things are updated here. But Im sure some of it will shock you - most will probably make you laugh... And it will definitely give you an insight into our warped world...     In some cases, names will be changed to protect the innocent or insecure.    
[voices In My Head]
we talked, We walked,for a Moment in Time.You passed through my life that day and left your mark.You may never pass my way again,Or you may stay for a lifetime.No matter what,I want to say thank you for the impression you made that will stay with me for eternity.I enjoyed the walk, I enjoyed the talk.I am blessed for that moment in time.The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life, though your role I did not know.I asked myself, "Why is he alone? Why does he sit so quiet, all alone? Is he sad?Is he glad to be alone? Is he alone? Is he lonely? "There is so much I want to know.I asked myself, "Why him? When so many people pass through my life each day,why him? "What attracts me to you? What makes me want to know more? I want to know.Even if my questions are never answered, There is one thing I want you to know.I have been blessed by the effect you had on me in thatMoment in Time. Lose weight. Get a job                Sometimes it takes traumatic events to put things in
The Store
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My Thoughts
Another Year
Salute For A Free Happy Hour Contest
CONTEST IS ON GOING!!!!!  NO END DATE!!!! Im gonna steal an idea out of Babyj's play book and try something new.  How about a simple little contest where I give away a happy hour to those ladies willing to participate in my lil game?  To be entered in the contest, all you have to do is create a salute photo for me in your fubar album that you'd like to submit, anything goes. Ladies you can do teasers and nsfw salutes in addition to sfw salutes as well...Just click the 'link to photo' link under the photo and copy the html embed code with the thumbnail and paste it into a comment in this blog post. the photo should contain at least YOU and my name JT of course...You can customize the photo any way you want, so be creative now lol.  Bonus points will be added for members of the armed forces who are currently deployed, female strippers, pic text messages for those of you that have my number. I'll periodically give away a Happy Hour to the winner/winners, based on style, sexiness, and
The People I Have Lost
THIS IS ALL BOUT MY KIDS AND FAMILY THAT BEEN THERE FOR WHEN. I NEED THEM THE MOST AND THE MAN I AM WITH RIGHT IF IT WAS NOT FOR THEM. I WOULD NOT NO WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE BECAUSE THEY R MY LIFE. I LIVE AND GOD. GOD HAS DONE SO MUCH FOR US THAT DON'T KNOW MUCH MORE I CAN THANK HIM ENOUGH FOR BEING THERE THROW THE HARD TIMES. I JUST THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR LETTING MOM STILL BE ALIVE AND FOR BRING THE MAN I GOT TO ME BUT HAS FOR MY KIDS THEY R MINE WORLD WITH OUT THEM I HAVE NO LIFE. I LOVE THEM WITH ALL MINE HEART AND ONLY GOD KNOWS THAT. i wish my dad was here i miss him so much. i have not seen him in 15 years and i just wish you would come back home because so hard not seening you in my life. i can remeber when he was a around. it was so good times to have him in life and now he is gone and i want him back. i love my dad a lot. i am dad's girl and his not seen his grandkids that he has. i miss u dad and i love u i just wish would come back to me.                                 
The Saturday Rock Block On The Glow Radio
Saturday Rock Block on The Glow Radio: The Reverend DJ Furg & his "Church of Rock"  he will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock & Metal Music starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt next is The Freak Show with Tony the Misfit featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt   Sunday Morning The DJ Joe D Show Live from Toronto, Canada at 7am PT/8am MT/9am CT/10am ET/3pm GMT Every Sunday Morning DJ Joe D will be Live from Toronto, Canada The show will include DJ Whitney and her Springsteen Minute.The ever-popular DJ Joe D Blog Review returns as does both the Canadian Content & Novelty Songs of the Week.Tune in for this great new show
Fumafia Help
Loving Fubar
Just like to say hello to everyone in fubar land. I am really liking it here and keep the drinks coming 
Random Ramblings
For about a week now, I have been offering to pay people to rate all my pics.... I currently have around 350 pictures with about 30 being in a "Family Only" folder.... I understand that not everyone can rate those particular pictures and that is fine with me.... They will still get paid for rating all of the rest.... I am currently paying 140K which I believe is more than fair.... I ran into an issue this morning where someone said that they haven't been paid.... So, to avoid any further confusion or delay I have made a folder with screen shots of the payments.... This will not only protect me from having to double pay someone, it also proves to others who are rating my pics that they will indeed get paid.... Another issue that I have run into is people commenting on the pictures that all have been rated.... In my status it clearly states: "Paying 140K for rating all my pics.... PM me when you are done...." If people do not send me a Personal Message to my inbox I cannot guarantee paym
Window To The Soul
Listen To Me
Let's do some automatic writing, click to begin exercise... Death. Something I had obsessed over for quite sometime. Blood, something I constantly crave, be it my own or someone else's. Animalistic urges that build and build inside of me. I am a cup quivering on the edge of my sanity. I have this seething pit of rage, something that I hide really well. It scares me. I am a monster. Mutated through out the years. A flesh eating contagion, Masked behind a pretty face. I am feral, rabid beast. Pet me right and i shall purrr for you.. I fear myself. There are a million aspects to my personality. Its hard to bring them all to light. Close your eyes and you shall see. I am being followed. A black mass that eats the darkness around it. Something sinister. It beckons me. Whispering in my ear, calling my name. Jennifer... Jennifer, come home. My hair stands on end, my heart skips a few beats. Its always been with me. I've opened a door that cannot be shut. Being chased down dark corridors. I sh
Trippy & Kidkel69 Make Metal History On The Cover Of Rsm : Read Their Long History Ft: Zakk Wylde
Trippy and I go way.........back. I first met Sandy and Tim (Trippy's brother) viewing their awesome art and amazing videos on YOUTUBE. Although Sandy and Trippy have a love /hate relationship, Sandy referred me to Trippy. Trippy was invited to join ALL~MOST FAMOUS REVIEW over on Kick Apps , as an entertainer, but our sponsors suspended him for his profanity. I tried to explain to my affiliate's , that Trippy may have been suffering from an un-treated case of Tourette syndrome. I was unable to resolve the issue. I  followed Trippy everywhere he went, but  I believe Trippy was always sour over the incident. ( HIT BIG BLUE KICK APPS LINK   I especially enjoyed the  subjects of Jimmy Hendrix and Jim Morrison presented  by ONE BLACK ROSE. (see art and bio here)  I asked the ONE BLACK ROSE  team to be showcased in our Halloween edition of,  ALL~MOST FAMOUS FAMOUS VIDEO REVIEW MAGAZINE with Kidk
Instrumental Music
The Meaning Of Fu.....
I have been on fu over a 2 years now and have seen and heard things I would prefer to forget about.  Like most here, I was invited with no warning or explanation of what Fubar is.  I almost didn't stay but I looked around and tried to figure out the "rules" and how "the game" was being played.  I soon found out the posted rules are often broken or ignored completely and the game was open for interpretation.  I read the blogs written by the yellow names and still find myself confused as to what the hell I am supposed to be doing here.  The game even changes by it's creator quite often.  I always joke that fubar must be baby jesus thesis or a cruel experiment on human behavior.  When you combine people from all walks of life and give them the anonymity of a computer, you are bound to see people acting like they never would in real life.   Which brings up the question, why does fubar say this is "real fun"?  Cracks me up every time I read it.  There are those here that only ask you to be

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