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Older Women & Younger Men
So, I have dated a couple older women. Some I had to convince to give it a shot. I absolutely loved the relationships, and now I have very little intrest in younger women. As an older woman would you consider hooking up with a younger man? If so, how much younger? If not why? Just trying to get some feedback from the beautiful mature women here on Fubar.
Did Obama's Health Summit Work?
    President Obama's seven-hour health care summit last Thursday wassupposed to be a game-changer for the reform debates. It was not.     Though liberals and conservatives agree that the nation's health caresystem is in desperate need of reform, consensus on ways to achievethese reforms remains virtually nonexistent. As Time magazine reports,all the health care summit did was emphasize the sides' "fundamentally- and irreconcilably - different views of how to go aboutfixing the nation's health care system." The stalemate continues.      Concerns about the high costs, unprecedented federal expansion andoversight and unconstitutional mandates were left unresolved. Nothingfundamental changed. But if Obamacare is to gain any support, fundamental change -- namely starting over -- is necessary.      There was one significant change that sprung from the summit: ThePresident's admission that his plan would not reduce the cost ofprivate health insurance. Obama's most important health reformp
Eyes Are Watch
This is one of my Family and this is her story.      I realize Right up  front, that it is all my own fault, but here is my story.  I put a few sexy pictures in my albums and started getting more frequent ratings, comments, and some good blings.  Along with all of these were requests for more, to include some personal salutes.  As I posted more pics to get the points and the blings, the special requests came more frequent, and I was soon drunk on the popularity, and was putting up almost anything, with only two things in mind, Leveling, and ranking every day.  Well, I got more than I bargained for, and unfortunately have learned a very hard lesson on what can happen when you stop thinking.      Thanks to all the men and women on fu  who kept asking for more, and making more and more promises, pushing me more and more into the nude pictures.  I am now in Jail on some serious charges.  I have lost everything.  I have lost my kids.  I have lost my job.  I will probably be in Jail for qu
I could have never seenWhat you would do to meI was blinded by your face..Lost in those distant eyesSo many nights i criedDrowning in my discrase...(Chorus) Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect Poison, Silent DeathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back now...Where did i go wrongLike a siren's songYou pulled me in and drug me down..Back and forth we goDid you even knowThat my head was spinning 'round...This is the final wound, that i take from youI am finished with it all (backup vocals: You wont catch me when i fall)(Chorus)Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect Poison, Silent deathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back..Now I see that its youYour true colors shining throughNever going back nowPerfect poison, Silent deathNow I'm screaming my last breathand I'm never going back....Now
*As graceful as a swan the Mistress walks around to the front of him..places the ballgag over his mouth once more..tying it tightly. She wraps her arms around his back..pulling him close to her she licks her lips as she sinks her gleeming white teeth into hisneck..letting them break the skin she bites down harder..letting the blood fall into hermouth..and down his neck..Finally she releases him from her embrass she lets out with a deep unknown hunger.."I want to play a game..."**The man's cheeks still soaked with tears his body trembles with anger. Though the mistress keeps on pushing his spirit only gets stronger. Waiting for the right moment to strike He swears to himself Revenge will be sweet..and it will be tasted tonight**As the Baroness walks toward the table she speaks to the man like a tiger to her prey.."The rules of this game are simple, pet. Only one of us can win and I promise the other will be broken. I have spent my life being in control. Lets put my strength to the test.
The Archives
Did you ever notice the things that went wrong..Could you see my heart screaming like a song..I knew that this would end this way..Now I just can't think of the words to say..All the signs were there..where were you..I told you its not fair..although still true..How can you stand by knowing of how i feel..Knowing that love and hope just isnt real..All the feelings I bury deep..Ripping my soul for our love to keep..Hoping that someday i shall lay to rest..No longer putting my strength to the test..I know I could never truly pull the trigger..So I stand alone as a hollow figure..Trying to forget what i know is right..Pleading on my knees to win this fight..Can you really stand there to watch me cry..Knowing that I'm screaming to say goodbye..What would you do if i were gone..Could you finally release me..Let me move on. I feel this blood trailing down my chesthoping my soul will be laid to restfighting to the end to win this wartrying to remember what this life is forthe hole in my chest
Not Around Much
I have been busy alot lately..and tired. Not sure if somethings wrong with me..physically or just that I dont sleep much.  Anyways.. I have not felt like being on here much.  When I am on here.. I sit and wonder ,,why? I have maybe 3 who really give a damn about me.  Those who I got added to my family..I wonder why? one time they cared..and talked to me..but as of lately.. barely many do. I guess I am burnt out on here.  Why come to a place..where you can be replaced as a friend so easily? I guess I come back..for those very few who do care.. I can only take so much though.. and I am about to that point. Its bad enough..hardly anyone talks much. I barely get rated much..orloved on any.  WTF do you have to do to get attn on here? I have seen humungous cows even get attn. Maybe its the fact I dont freakin talk dirty to you.. or show you what you want. If thats what it takes.. then so be it.. I will just delete .
Lovely Theory
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese. Thumb represents your -- Parents Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Middle finger represents your Self Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Last (Little) finger represents your Children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (As shown in the figure Above) Now, try to Separate your Thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong (Sorry but its the Truth), and have to leave you sooner or later. Join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)... ., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives. Now join the
It is hard to deal with life when all it ever does is deal a hand so unbearable that most just want to die.  We have children and pray and hope against all odds that they turn out right.  In the end we never have any control of any of that.  We do everything that we can to install the right codes of ethics and morals just to watch them turn out the way we never planned.  My oldest daughter just turned 18 a week ago and her entire life she has thought that she is grown.  The day after her birthday I found out that she had already moved away from my parents house and is engaged.  Of course I know that I should be happy for her but in the end I am really happy for her or something else?  I have only done what I have thought to be the best for any of my children just to find out that my children think that I have never wanted them.  I am confused and just wish that there was someone out there that understood what I am going through and knows what I am experiencing with my children.  It see
Wvuernieball ask me any question ill answer
So, I'm back.   I'd honestly really like to be able to say that I didn't miss it.   I didn't miss the site, really.  It's pretty much still the nutsack of the internet.   What I missed was the people, and the freedom to really be myself.   Not to have to worry about family or co-workers seeing my vulgar/non-PC/perverted side, like they do on other social networking sites.   So, here I am.   Now abuse me.    
Daddy, It Hurts
My name is Chris.I am three.My eyes are swollen.I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad.What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrong.I cant speak at all,Or else i'm locked upAll day long.When I'm awake, I'm all alone.The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come homeI'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just getOne whipping tonight.I just heard a car.My daddy is backFrom Charlies bar.I hear him curse,My name is called.I press myselfAgainst the wall.I try to hideFrom his evil eyes.I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words.He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl.He takes me, and throws me,Against the hard wall.I fall to the floorWith my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continuesWith more bad wo
The Day Music Died..:(
The Inner Me ... The Love Hate Machine
To be a man and not like conflict is a rarity now adays. How does one fix it? Does he dig deep into his soul and brings forth a monstrousity that has been hidden since the dawn of time. Or does he just continues on pondering of a better existiance? These are the questions that ravage my mind. Raping it to the point of no return. And yet I have control I have thought.. and will. I try so hard to hide the illness that lurks within my veins slowly killing me. But I cannot run from it any longer. I cannot hide from it no longer. For that death seeks us all from the moment we are created in the womb. Oh glorious death how sweet thy lips and how bitter tis your bite. The true question isn't not how one can defeat death. But is it how we as humans can coexist, accept the fact and move on. James O'barr once wrote "Its not death if you don't accept it". I find that its true. But the true question is do you?
I'm A Needle In A Haystack
Would you please read this and my profile, and let me know what sort of impression I make?I learned about something in my social psychology class today.Most people almost always make assumptions based on first impressions. Me, I'm kinda odd. I just sit there and watch. I gather evidence, and then make judgments based on all of what I've learned so far.Things like skin tone, gender, women's chest sizes etc DO NOT REFLECT ON WHO I BELIEVE THEY ARE!That's supposedly logical behavior, yet I've learned it isn't COMMON behavior, especially in the USA.I dunno if anyone is going to read this bulletin. I mean, who really does? Most of the people on fubar don't even read profiles, but I always do.In other words, I don't make negative assumptions anywhere NEAR as often as other people seem to think that I should.If you do read this, could you please respond? I'm really curious as to how I'm coming across. I'm tempted to place this bulletin in my profile, but I'm not sure what the reaction will be
100 Blunts A Week
Epic Lyrics
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again So if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I can't destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you Ooh, my smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your lights But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not care I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren?t my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint Ooh, my own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go So break yo
My Words
A bird is still a bird... No matter how many feathers it sheds... Time will take it's place and make it right again... A bird is not sad... Knowing the outcome... It waits... With patience... It is not a healing process... It is a rebirth... The bird will be stronger then before... The bird will fly again... by J.E.Bischoff As I whisper I love you in your ear.....the wind blows gently through your hair...The smell of roses sets the mood...while a spanish cuarteto plays in the backround in a courtyard that can be seen from the mountain range....This moment shall live and be painted on our hearts of J.E.Bischoff I don't own you..for you are not a object.... I will not tell you what to do...unless you ask... I will be there if you need me..... I am strong at heart and I will share it with you.... I love you for who you are....Not what I want you to be... by J.E.Bischoff
For those of you who keep asking and are curious, the countdown is for when I go on vacation. So when that time gets here, I will be gone from fu for awhile. What I don't know yet is if I will come back to fu. I'm not really sure when I will decide either. I just don't feel like I need to be here much anymore. Let me know what you think.
Dec. 20th 2012 At 11:59 Pm
Here is a question for everone, what will you want to be doing on Dec. 20th 2012 at 11:59pm right before the end of the world as we know it? IF IT HAPPENS. NEVER KNOW. HA HA
D-day 2010
For the 1 maybe 2 people that will read this, hi. Yesterday my wife (the mummer formerly known as a bunch of symbols spelling out illusions) filed for divorce. i would therefore appreciate not having my name linked with hers anymore.
Hola a todos como estáis!!. Me encanta conocer a nuevas amigas y me encanta jugar mucho al bingo online. he tenido muchos buenos momento con esta afición móa de jugar al bingo espero que os guste mi manera de ser Hola de nuevo a todos, com ya sabéis soy un gran aficionado al bingo pero estoy candado de este invierno tan largo y me apetece salir a caminar por las montañas y el campo. La primavera está comenzando a llegar a Barcelona. la verdad es que ya tenía muchas ganas aunque le está costando y hoy hace un día bastante nublado. hace poco nevó en una tarde lo que oohabía nevado en todo el invierno.   Muy buenos días a todos y os deseo un muy buen día. Regards from Barcelona
Tallest Structures In The World
Shenzhen, China Pinnacle 384m / 1260' Almaty, Kazakhstan Pinnacle 371m / 1217' Berlin, Germany Pinnacle 368m / 1207'
Cappuccino And Latte
For those who do not frequent coffee shops, ordering an espresso-based coffee drink can be intimidating.  The most important thing to know when ordering a coffee beverage is the distinction between the different drinks and their identifying characteristics.  While there are many variations on the basic coffee drinks, there are two main drinks that are the basis for many other specialty drinks.  These basic coffee drinks are the latte and the cappuccino. The Latte A latte is the most common type of espresso-based coffee drink.  A latte consists of a small amount of espresso topped with steamed milk. The steaming of the milk is one of the most important parts of preparing a latte.  Unlike milk that has been warmed in other ways, steamed milk is infused with air as it is heated.  The addition of air to the milk gives it a velvety, creamy texture. A great many other coffee drinks are a variation on the latte.  For instance, a mocha is simply a latte with chocolate syrup added to it.  M
1 Guy, 1 Girl And 2 Cups
Crime And Punishments
Crime and Punishments Dostoevsky Fyodor Dostoevsky
About Me...
Louisville Says Goodbye To Freedom Hall
An old retired sailor puts on his old uniform and heads for the docks once more, for old times sake. He engages a prostitute and takes her up to a room. He's soon going at it as well as he can for a guy his age, but needing some reassurance, he asks, "How am I doing?" The prostitute replies, "Well, old sailor you're doing about three knots." "Three knots?" he asks. "Whats that supposed to mean?" She says, " You're knot hard, you're knot in, and you're knot getting your money back!"
Your Thoughts On It
me and my friend emerald were having a discussion earlier in wihich we went back and forth giving our opinions on certain subject matters. after. i thought about it and i decided to start this blog that, yeah its a long shot, people might give some insight on their opinions on the topic at hand. how the debate all got started was thanks to the trekkie that decided to create a profile for all the members of the old star trek crew. we were talking and we got to thinking that some of the nerds, no offense, are the ones who are creating our future. case in point the cell phone in particular the flip phone. it also came to mind that people like this were also responcible for such morally questionable projects like the human genome project. the more we talked about it the more concerned we became about some of the moral issues that comes to being a scientist, and asking as to why such knowledge isn't being used properly. for example, the genome project has made it possible to basically creat
Make It Rain Tuedays
Make Me Mondays
Nella giungla orientaleS’intravede un cacciatoreSotto il nero manto astraleE con poco di chiaroreCon la fame che lo assaleVa a caccia con furoreTigre bianca solitariaTigre bianca solitariaD’improvviso soffia il ventoE poi scorge li qualcosaLui ci crede quasi a stentoMa la zampa poi lui posaUn animale in movimentoO un petalo di rosa?Tigre bianca solitariaTigre bianca solitariaCon uno sguardo sconsolatoFissa il punto che l’attrattoCosì immobile e ghiacciatoSi assicura dell’olfattoE poi riprende col suo fiato(Era solo un po’ distratto)Tigre bianca solitariaTigre bianca solitariaNella selva offuscataSi continua a spostareSulla strada nevicataSperando di avvistareUna preda addormentataUna preda d’azzannareTigre bianca solitariaNon fa altro che cacciare Il silenzio sussurravaNella foresta nera.All'orizzonte cominciavaIl dolce calar' di sera.La gran' stella scintillava,La magia era vera:Il freddo vento s'inalzó,E poi, da un sogno, s'elevó...Da una gran' tri
Educating Anyone Choosing To Read.
Prohibition of cocaine In the United States, cocaine was prohibited in the first part of the 20th century. Newspapers used terms like "Negro Cocaine Fiends" and "Cocainized Niggers" to drive up sales, causing a nationwide panic about the rape of white women by black men, high on cocaine. Many police forces changed from a .32 caliber to a .38 caliber pistol because the smaller gun was supposedly unable to kill black men.[2][not in citation given][unreliable source?] The Harrison Act This was followed by the Harrison Act, passed in 1914, which required sellers of opiates and cocaine to get a license (which were usually only distributed to white people)[citation needed]. While originally intended to require paper trails of drug transactions[citation needed] between doctors, drug stores, and patients, it soon became a prohibitive law. The law’s wording was quite vague; it was originally intended as a revenue tracking mechanism that required prescriptions for opiates. It became legal
Urban Legend # 10
One night a woman went out for drinks with her girlfriends. She left the bar fairly late at night, got in her car and onto the deserted highway. She noticed a lone pair of headlights in her rear-view mirror, approaching at a pace just slightly quicker than hers. As the car pulled up behind her she glanced and saw the turn signal on — the car was going to pass — when suddenly it swerved back behind her, pulled up dangerously close to her tailgate and the brights flashed. Now she was getting nervous. The lights dimmed for a moment and then the brights came back on and the car behind her surged forward. The frightened woman struggled to keep her eyes on the road and fought the urge to look at the car behind her. Finally, her exit approached but the car continued to follow, flashing the brights periodically. Through every stoplight and turn, it followed her until she pulled into her driveway. She figured her only hope was to make a mad dash into the house and call the polic
Urban Legend # 9
A business traveler goes to a lounge for a drink at the end of the work day. A person in the bar walks up as they sit alone and offers to buy them a drink. The last thing the traveler remembers until they wake up in a hotel room bath tub, their body submerged to their neck in ice, is sipping that drink. There is a note taped to the wall instructing them not to move and to call 911. A phone is on a small table next to the bathtub for them to call. The business traveler calls 911 who have become quite familiar with this crime. The business traveler is instructed by the 911 operator to very slowly and carefully reach behind them and feel if there is a tube protruding from their lower back. The business traveler finds the tube and answers, "Yes." The 911 operator tells them to remain still, having already sent paramedics to help. The operator knows that both of the business traveler's kidneys have been harvested.
Urban Legend # 8
Once there was a a beautiful young girl who lived in a small town just south of Farmersburg. Her parents had to go to town for a while, so they left their daughter home alone, but protected by her dog, which was a very large collie. The parents told the girl to lock all the windows and doors after they had left. And at about 8:00pm the parents went to town. So doing what she was told the girl shut and locked evey window and every door. But there was one window in the basement that would not close completely.Trying as best as she could she finally got the window shut, but it would not lock. So she left the window, and went back upstairs. But just to make sure that no one could get in, she put the dead-bolt lock on the basment door.Then she sat down had some dinner and decided to go to sleep for the night. Settling down to sleep at about 12:00 she snuggled up with the dog and fell asleep.But at one point, she suddenly woke up. She turned and looked at the was 2:30. She snuggle
Urban Legend # 7
A teenage boy drove his date to a dark and deserted Lovers' Lane for a make-out session. After turning on the radio for mood music, he leaned over and began kissing the girl. A short while later, the music suddenly stopped and an announcer's voice came on, warning in an urgent tone that a convicted murderer had just escaped from the state insane asylum — which happened to be located not far from Lovers' Lane — and that anyone who noticed a strange man lurking about with a hook in place of his right hand should immediately report his whereabouts to the police. The girl became frightened and asked to be taken home. The boy, feeling bold, locked all the doors instead and, assuring his date they would be safe, attempted to kiss her again. She became frantic and pushed him away, insisting that they leave. Relenting, the boy peevishly jerked the car into gear and spun its wheels as he pulled out of the parking space. When they arrived at the girl's house she got out of the
Woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice.The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue........salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys........smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks........this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. .... In one second the sharp lime tas
Urban Legend # 6
There's this guy who you might have seen walking around town with two huge dreadlocks, one on each side of his head. One day he decides to get them cut off. So he's off to the hair dresser, and of course they can't get the clippers through his hair, so out come the biggest pair of scissors you've ever seen. They start to hack into one of the dreads and get about halfway through when he starts screaming and runs out of the shop. His girlfriend finds him dead in their flat the next day. The coroner found that a nest of red-backed spiders had moved into his hair and started biting him when the scissors cut the nest to bits.
Urban Legend # 5
So-and-so's friend, a girl in her teens, is babysitting for a family in Newport Beach, Ca. The family is wealthy and has a very large house — you know the sort, with a ridiculous amount of rooms; I mean, come on, if a house is big enough to have "wings," then you know the house is larger than it probably needs to be. Anyways, the parents are going out for a late dinner/movie. The father tells the babysitter that once the children are in bed she should go into this specific room (he doesn't really want her wandering around the house) and watch TV there. The parents take off and soon she gets the kids into bed and goes to the room to watch TV. She tries watching TV, but she is disturbed by a clown statue in the corner of the room. She tries to ignore it for as long as possible, but it starts freaking her out so much that she can't handle it. She resorts to calling the father and asks, "Hey, the kids are in bed, but is it okay if I switch rooms? This clown statue is really creepi
Urban Legend # 4
My great-great grandmother, ill for quite some time, finally passed away after lying in a coma for several days. My great-great grandfather was devastated beyond belief, as she was his one true love and they had been married over 50 years. They were married so long it seemed as if they knew each other's innermost thoughts. After the doctor pronounced her dead, my great-great grandfather insisted that she was not. They had to literally pry him away from his wife's body so they could ready her for burial. Now, back in those days they had backyard burial plots and did not drain the body of its fluids. They simply prepared a proper coffin and committed the body (in its coffin) to its permanent resting place. Throughout this process, my great-great grandfather protested so fiercely that he had to be sedated and put to bed. His wife was buried and that was that. That night he woke to a horrific vision of his wife hysterically trying to scratch her way out of the coffin. He phoned the d
Urban Legend # 3
A girl and her boyfriend are making out in his car. They had parked in the woods so no one would see them. When they were done, the boy got out to pee and the girl waited for him in the safety of the car. After waiting five minutes, the girl got out of the car to look for her boyfriend. Suddenly, she sees a man in the shadows. Scared, she gets back in the car to drive away, when she hears a very faint squeak... squeak... squeak... This continued a few seconds until the girl decided she had no choice but to drive off. She hit the gas as hard as possible but couldn't go anywhere, because someone had tied a rope from the bumper of the car to a nearby tree. Well, the girl slams on the gas again and then hears a loud scream. She gets out of the car and realizes that her boyfriend is hanging from the tree. The squeaky noises were his shoes slightly scraping across the top of the car!!!  
Urban Legend # 2
Two dormmates in college were in the same science class. The teacher had just reminded them about the midterm the next day when one dormmate — let's call her Juli — got asked to this big bash by the hottest guy in school. The other dormmate, Meg, had pretty much no interest in going and, being a diligent student, she took notes on what the midterm was about. After the entire period of flirting with her date, Juli was totally unprepared for her test, while Meg was completely prepared for a major study date with her books.   At the end of the day, Juli spent hours getting ready for the party while Meg started studying. Juli tried to get Meg to go, but she was insistent that she would study and pass the test. The girls were rather close and Juli didn't like leaving Meg alone to be bored while she was out having a blast. Juli finally gave up, using the excuse that she would cram in homeroom the next day.   Juli went to the party and had the time of her life with her date.
Urban Legend # 1
When I was about 9 years old, I went to a friend's for a birthday/slumber party. There were about 10 other girls there. About midnight, we decided to play Mary Worth. Some of us had never heard of this so one of the girls told the story. Mary Worth lived a long time ago. She was a very beautiful young girl. One day she had a terrible accident that left her face so disfigured that nobody would look at her. She had not been allowed to see her own reflection after this accident for fear that she would lose her mind. Before this, she had spent long hours admiring her beauty in her bedroom mirror. One night, after everyone had gone to bed, unable to fight the curiousity any longer, she crept into a room that had a mirror. As soon as she saw her face, she broke down into terrible screams and sobs. It was at this moment that she was so heartbroken and wanted her old reflection back, that she walked into the mirror to find it, vowing to disfigure anybody that came looking for her in the mirr
I just got home from a support group, and it left me wondering.  How many rape victims of childhood rape are made to feel as though they are the ones to blame?  Not just by the people who commit the crime, but by law enforcement and others that are supposed to be protecting them.  I hated being made to feel it was my fault.  Even my mom would try to blame me, yet she was the one that sold me for sex.  I was four, what did I know?  I can't imagine going to the authorities and being made out to be the one to blame so many women in my group were.  I was always too afraid to speak out.  Ashamed.  Made to feel like that by my own mother.  My mom profitted from it though.   She's the one that  refused to take ownership.  Why is it then that I'm the one that still suffers?  Why do I have the night terrors?  I'm finally accepting that it isn't and never was my fault that this happened to me.  I just wish I knew how to open up about it and talk to those who mattered to me.  Instead I push them
My Status Box
SCRAPPER TOOK MY STATUS BOX, CUS HE DIDNT LIKE WHAT I SAID, GUESS NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO THEIR OWN OPINIONS ANYMORE ON HERE. So to make them see change your name to FuClone (then your user id # ) Ok here was the actual comments: FuClone1031234 said: Scrapper your an Idiot. I want my symbols back. This site isnt for you, it is for EVERYONE ELSE THATS HERE FuClone1031234 said: Awww didn't like people having their own opinions, so you took my status box away ???? SCRAPPER said: SCRAPPER said: Huh! You just called me an idiot....go ahead and keep punching me in the face. that is what i am here for. Step away from the computer and's all going to be ok.
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with everything said about love and caring about a person..... what is love ??? really.....what is it? i always thought for the person u love n care for u would b willin to fight no matter what or whom it is even if it is fightinthe person themselves so what is it??? bcuz im so dumb i dont even know wut it is appearently. i always thought love was fighting to stay no matter how hard everything gets. also helping to change each other and talk to each other no matter what it is. saying the words i love u is actually meaning those words not throwing them around one second n then the next just give up on something like its nothing. i believe if there was any love in the first place  both parties would b willing to change and after givin ur all thats when u can call it quits. would someone plz explain to me if i am wrong..........bcuz if im willin to change n prove myself why wouldnt the other person?? isnt it bcuz that other person never loved me in the first place???!!!???!!! i dunno mayb
Blog Of A Thousand Noms Revisited
About a week ago I used a groupon (If you don't use groupon yet, sign up! ) for fresh, local produce delivery.  I got a bunch of sunchokes.  I had never seen a sunchoke before so I did some research.  Sunchokes look like this:   So I found that you can use them in stirfry, which I did...and I also make this really easy soup.   1/2 pound sunchokes 1 small onion 1 clove garlic dash of thyme (I used dried/ground) 2-4 tablespoons butter 1 can low sodium chicken broth cream (I just added a little) salt and pepper   Super easy.  Wash sunchokes and peel if you want.  Mine looked good so I didn't peel them...I didn't find anything about not eating the skin. cut into 1"ish cubes  sautee in butter with sliced onion and garlic until tender add chicken broth and simmer for about 20 minutes puree return to pan and add cream (I had already tasted it and decided not to add much and it's delicious) salt and pepper to taste   I think I may puree
Dear reader, You might not know this about me but i have one feeling....   JUST ONE   GOT IT GOOD!!!   OH PS: I think family is retarded so I will be deleting it within the next 3 minutes   YES IM HAVING A TANTRUM IM PREGNANT TRY STOPPING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   FUCK YOU ALLWicked   PS random boob pictures might just help alleviate my ignorance
Getting To Know Me....
As some of you may allready know. My wife was in a car accedent a few years back.  My wife and I are in a open relationship. We are looking for new friends n maybe a lover. It has been very hard 4 us and our sex life has sufferd. I take great pride in pleasing my wife before I please myself. The fact is this, it hurts her every time we make love, so as it is very hard for us. We are looking to meet new single ladies and couples. Preferably over 21 and under 40. we live in the Seattle Wa. area. First we would like to meet and start out as friends and then possibly move into a sexual relastionship of sorts. We are STD free and we do drink, and smoke. Just the way it is. We love to go camping, hanging out in our back yard for BBQ's n lil campfires. Yes we have kids n pets. No we are not looking for one night stands. If this sparks your intest, leave me a message in my inbox, and we can go from there. No salute , dont botther peace
Naughty Survey
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
Cosmic Deconstruction
ok, this just grosses me out....what in the world do people get out of sharing pictures of their dicks TO THE ENTIRE WORLD, not even a select group of people, no you have to share with EVERYONE and please, ladies, explain to me how a picture of a dick smothered in it's own cum is attractive? have you never seen something like that before? does it just blow you mind? you're probably getting flashbacks to your middle school years slutting it up in the boys locker room. honestly...and i don't even do this blog shit but fucking christ! i mean don't get me wrong, i love dick just as much as the next chick on here, but have a little respect, what happened to the mystery of sexuality? i guess some people are just starved for attention...clearly they didn't get enough lovin somewhere in their childhood that they feel the need to share their junk with the whole world. that's what the "family" is for you know? you want to share your shit then by all means KNOCK YOURSELF OUT, but
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Who Want's To Do A Biker? And Why?
OK So I hear all Women Want to "DO" a Biker. I question if I'ts because the Biker Status Is that Of a Rock Star or A Wealthy Man! Tell Us what You Think! Leave details if you want.. It's your choice. Thanx for reading and all responses..  
The Jewels By The Sea
My Mom, whom passed away kind of suddenly, on January 29th, 2010, God Bless Her.... had an awesome hobby of selling all kinds of jewelry on Ebay.... her hobby took off & she opened a store there on Ebay, 4 years ago and was doing really well with it..... I know my Mom would want me to keep this store up and running for her, as I am and will, the best that I can. I know Mom will give me the insight, inspiration, and guidance I need, because not only is it a hobby, it's a second job! So in remembrance of my Mom..... (my guardian angel) If you need that special gift for someone, especially Mom, (Mothers Day is coming our way) check out the link below.... If you see something you like, let me know.... make me an offer. Thanks...much: peace & all that to all Have a good day! peace baby
A New Journey
Yep... it's another year.   My birthday is here again on Monday.  Hell, since I have been 33 I have had an eventful year.  I've spent most of it being angry, being stressed, being on edge.   34.  What's this going to bring for me?  Hard to tell.  But here are some of my thoughts.   My life is slowly getting back on track.  Hard to believe, but it is.  Recently, I've had an epiphany, and taking that, I am no longer taking crap from people.  It is time for me to not let petty crap bother me.  From pathetic people who obsess with my life because their's sucks, to those that try to kick me when I'm down... They shall roll off my back like water.   I will not allow drama in my life.  I am cleaning out that which is drama.     Warning... if you are easily offended, do not read any further.   Me... Read it and deal, can't deal? GTFO!   I am a Father.  Don't tell me how to take care of my son.  You are not me, you are not him.  You don't like some of the things I do with him?  To
Tim's Blogs
Their once was a man who went in to battle, so all could be freeHe was strong and mighty and fought as bravely as he could beHe knew what he was there for and what had to be doneKnowing each day that the end of his life could comeSo he struggle and fought hard and did the best he knewKnowing that when it was time to leave there would be only a fewThen there came that dreadful day when his service was no moreHe came home and seen and wonder, what was it all forNo one understood him and didn't even careFor what he saw here, was just what he left thereAs time went on and the years had pastHe was a different man but with the same maskHe struggle more and more each day as it went aloneAnd was dieing inside not knowing what was going wrongHe became hard and ugly, anger and mean, broken and evil for all to seeFor there was no pleasures, love and hope in his dreamHe was no longer the man he use to be. I will walk thru the valley without a tear in my eye; because of a man who gave his life that
Poem From My Loviebear
Love Your Pain
I want to run away. Be forgotten, kissed away. Escape to new levels of pain. Find my place in time. No point in staying sane, death is all to kind. When everything i ever did was invain. Bleed me slowly, kill me softly. I want to feel your pain inside of me. All around me, ingulfing me. Unite my fear on a pain-injected high. Feed me your lies. When you look at me what do you see? A worthless whore instead of me? If you loved me like you say, you would'nt use me this way. Hurt me anyway. Rip me up inside, just to pass the time. So it wont consume my mind. Lock me away, trapped with my self-inflicted crimes. Shatter my frame, I love the way you make me suffer in my shame. Play your games, take control of me. God i love your pain.
New Page,new Poems
Her smile means more than the world.Her eyes constanly cape my heart.Her beauty so amazes me.But shes thousands of miles apart.Will she listen to me today.Or look at anothers smile.I long to see her.Maybe even hold her for a while.You say I forget.But beautiful my heart is true.There will never be a day.When I can forget you. How deep her beauty runs,Someday I hope to know.Through this ones eyes,It must go clear to her soul. Her words of love ring true,When I saw her on this day.I hope like the springs morning sun,Her beauty shines more everyday. In her heart the love she seeks,I truely hope this she does find.Because for this beauty named Hayden,Her heart is a beautiful as her mind.   For two years my heart has stared at hers,Weighing heavaly across a great divide.But I know it will come to me,And its only a matter of time.I have built her a bridge solid and true,It will hold her strong forever.Her heart will not plummit down,Nor will it fail her ever.Beautiful I stand on
Theres this guy he stole my heart  never could i imagine id fall so hard, hes the one i think about both day and night though we are miles from each others sight. when he talks to me i feel all tingly deep down and side  like my hearts going to jump out and float with the tide. you see hes the one near and dear to me  holding to my heart the key. she smiles and laughs like theres not a care in the world as happy as she can be, but when behind closed doors  tears seem to flow and her knees hit the floor. asking why all this hurt and why all the pain  shes driving herself insane.  she drowning slowly in misery so deep  no can save her now. shes falling and drifting just fading away can no one hear her cries?  tears keep flowing and this girl keeps smiling  pretending all in the worlds ok i sit upon my bed wondering about my life, where ive been and how far ive gone, chastising my inner thoughts as i yell and scream for someone to hear, not a soul around to save me from
Let Yourself Be Yourself
If you are resisting life's goodness, then working harder at it will push that goodness farther away. Instead learn to let go and to allow. Simply generating more activity and energy will not help you of that energy is pointed in a negative direction. Choose to re/direct all the energy and awareness in your life toward those things you value most. If the results you are getting fail to bring fulfillment, do not seek to merely create more results. Instead find the path that truly your purpose. There is nothing to be gained from making life needlessly difficult. See the truth that life is beautiful, and align your energy and your actions with your very own expression of that truth. When you let yourself be yourself, richness flows easily and effortlessly and naturally through every moment. Your greatest accomplishments come from who you are. Let yourself be yourself. And you'll be as rich as anyone can ever be.
Just An Idea...
      This is ONLY an idea and not a definite plan don't get too excited.   I was thinking towards the end of August or so, having a Fubar family and friends BBQ here. Now obviously many of you couldn't make it due to finances, travel arrangements, distance, country you live in, etc....I am aware of this. But, for those that COULD actually make it.....would you want to IF I actually planned it and went through with it? Most of you on my friends and family lists know each other anyway and are pretty cool with each other, so it would be more like a friendly gathering. Finally placing energies with pics and internet personalities. Although anyone bringing their fudrama with someone else to my BBQ will be forced to leave and not in a nice way. I am not having that crap at my place. This is for fun, laughs, dancing, an all around good time. Just an idea and wanted to see if some people would actually want to come IF I did this.....   Let me know.....      
To Write Or Not To Write...ahh Screw It.
:::THIS IS A PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT FROM YOUR FRIENDLY NEIGHBORHOOD EMO CLEAN UP SQUAD LEADER!!!::: Why hello! I bet you are sitting there, elbow deep in a bag of cheetos, the latest self help guru on your television set, hand on your sad deflated little pecker, or if not, an Oral B toothbrush at the ready to be shoved down your throat and you are thinking: Why don't I just kill myself? No one wants me around. I should just do it.  Well lemme tell you something: You aren't gonna do it. The fact of the matter is this; if you are so pithy and whiny to sit there and bitch and complain about how hard it is to go to school and then come back and sit your dumpy ass down on the couch and cut your wrists-not deep enough to do any good, mind you-then you aren't a strong enough person to do the world a favor and kill yourself. Damn it all. But far be it from me to judge. I'm sure your life is so hard, afterall, living with your parents must be tough on you. The point of the matter is t
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Hockey Is Canada's Game!!!
Let us Pray.... Our Father, Who art in GM Place, HOCKEY be thy name, thy Will be done, *GOLD* to be WON on ice as well as in the stands, Give us this Day Our hockey sticks And forgive Us Our penalties, As we forgive those who crosscheck against Us. LEAD US Not into elimination, But deliver us TO VICTORY, In the name of... The fans, CANADA and the Holy Puck.... ...**AMEN**
The Last Straw
I am not close with any of my family. My mother do not speak to each other, I have tried but she uses me for what I can give her and when things don't work out her way she stops talking to me. My sister tries to RULE me when I speak to her. " Do this and do that" and If I don't I am a traitor  and she doesn't let up. My brother is a follower of "GOD" thats fine, I have no issues with that, I do have an issue with his preachings to me. I grew up the good girl, never into drinking, not once did I do any drugs, stayed out of trouble, wasn't having sex ~ and STILL NOT( he was out doing all those things)Thinks he has the right to preach his word to me. I don't follow his religion. I have always been a kind, compassionate, loving soul. I give until I can't give anymore. I don't feel he has the right to preach to me when I am already following my own spiritual beliefs. My older brother has sad issues like my mother( alcoholic and mean spirited individual) I just cant associate with these peop
Dubbed and voted as the Norwegian construction of the century, this five-mile stretch along highway Rv64 between Molde and Kristiansund. The road is anything but even and riding above some real rough waves is a thrill like none other. The road itself surges up and falls down much like the tides at different places, making it a perfectly safe, yet totally exciting ride. Located on the coast of Oregon, the ride is famous for its proximity to a beautiful coast on one side and lush green forests on the other side of the road. The long ride can eventually take you to the Cape Kiwanda drive, which is both beautiful and unique as you put your set of wheels through waves- quite literally! Guoliang Tunnel located high up Taihang Mountains in China. The road is like a little cavern on the side of a mountain with holes of various shapes and sizes acting as windows. The road will offer you a journey and a view like none other in the world as you feel transported to an ancient and mysti
Life Reflection
I tend to get into moods where I question everything in my life. This happens to be one of this times. Unlike many people that I have met whether it be in r/l or fubar...when things don't seem right...I look at myself rather than to assume it is others causing my confusion. Deep soul searching tends to flood my mind more often than I think it should. (Not sure if this is healthy or not). In a time where talk show guests blame their ,parents,society,government,wealth and just about any other reason you can think of, for the miseries of their life. I choose to heap all questionable actions that pertain to my life on my own shoulders (deservedly or not) before passing it onto others as a way of justification. I just like everyone else am far from perfect and never claim to be. Which brings me to my number one concern in my life....Honesty. I consider myself to be well spoken and educated. Along with that standard I realize that honesty has it's place and is subject to what I call si
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Ask Me Anything!
     President Obama recently accepted 4-star General McChrystal's resignation over the comments he made to Rolling Stone magazine criticizing the administration's handling of the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. The comments included McChrystal accusing Obama of not being very engaged in the war and being uncomfortable around military men. Many in the media side with the president on this issue, even the pundits on fox news such as Sean Hannity and Bill O'reilly.      McChrystal's comments in my opinion show an even bigger underlying problem within the relationship between the administration and the military. McChrystal is seen as a legend within the military and his comments show a level of distrust and contempt for the president within our fighting forces. Is Obama, the commander-in-cheif, not paying attention to the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan? Obviously many in our military feel that way and even more obviously are open to dissing the president and his decisions regarding the wars.
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Buy American ... While You Still Can
 If your reading this , and you are a United States Citizen. BUY AMERICAN.the largest purchases people make in life are thier Home , Education, and Vehicles usually .America is hurting financially , and its not all wall streets fault, or the poloticians.Americans send money out or this country every day. Nafta and other BS political scams have sold out our jobs. BUT we are losing the ones we have via buying foriegn. i dont know about you , but me personally . i do not really want to count on some tourist to come buy my burgers, wares, or stay in my hotel for a living. to each their own, but we are headed to a service nation. this Geat Nation was built Via the sweat blood and tears of hard working individuals , who fought for EVERY BENEFIT in the work place. our forefathers handed the next generations a great strong nation, and we have squandered it.OUT OF GREED . we were a nation of Families and community networks. we are now the biggest individu
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Love Or Just A State Of Mind
Ok so I have known this guy for almost 9 years and he has been completely great to me like a big brother and just a few hours ago he stopped in and asked me if he could have a chance to make my life right I just don't know what to do I haven't been with a man in 3 years because of physical abuse I have been dating nothing but women and I think I kind of like him in a way but i'm not sure if i'm ready for it
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Boredom Kills!!
Seriously?...Are there no more morals? Values?... People have gotten so out of hand. The consequences are so light now that people think it is ok to do it first and realize it is a mistake afterwards and start all over again with a second chance. People aren't suppose to make mistakes at all. They were given a chance to make the mistakes so they learn from it, but people don't learn shit nowadays. They take advantage of everything..and I mean EVERYTHING!...we're given choices...choices that we make and should think about what comes of it depending on your actions. If consequences were much more serious and much more bigger..I think people would actually think twice before acting.  Why is OK to do so many things now? Things like..Cheating? Divorce? Being married more than once? Corruption? Animal Abuse? Pornography? Sex in exchange for money? Underage sex? These things are becoming so common it is unbelievable!  Can you not see how you're all being ruined as you're the ones ruining ev
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Dumb People
Locked Away In a castle dark and grim Lies my body cold and prim; In a trance will my spirit soar To Lay in in that spot forevermore.   In a tower dark and dreary  Lies my body weak and weary; On cold sheets of white My blood flows crimson and bright.   In this room dark and cold My spirit soars free and bold; For eternity's slumber will I stay Here in this bed where I lay.   Through the window I will leave My body will my spirit heave; Into the night my soul will flee To live with other in harmony.   There's this AMAZING Lounge called The Drunken Bastard! built specifically for RP. There is so much to have fun with. If you love RP you really need to check it out. It's still small and could use more members. It's here:  and it's about this bar in a magickal village which is described in this link (or you can check it out when you visit): You MUST read and abide by ALL the rules, no exceptions. Ru
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Im in love with the best man ever. Hes so perfect for me. He is a big part of my world. I love this man with everything. He means the world to me and I want to be with him forever. He is so great, I know I cant ever love anyone as much as I love him. I swear this man is my first ture love. He is everything to me. He is my world. He means the whole thing to me, I never want to be without him. He is part of the reason I wake up in the morning. He is always on my mind. I love this man so much. He is my world. Baby if you are reading this yes you are my world, yes I love you so much, you are my all.
You Shouldnt Have
in light of Pie recently calling me whore in a mumm I decided to release some of his more personal photos that he made me promise never to share with you all .....   hanging out at home         experimental days   last night     party time with the boys     night job     before taping Oprah  
This Sucks I Cannot Get My Pc Out Of The Shop Til The End Of The Week N I Do Not Have A Smartphone! Luv N Miss All Of U On The Fu Bbs Nyc
Sad Poems
As I look up at the stars at night And think of times we shared Memories come flooding back They all show how much you cared Your kind and gentle nature Your smile so big and wide Thinking of these things I know your always by my side You've been a friend when times were hard You've been a friend I can trust In my heart u will always stay Let god take care of u I must In life its hard to find a friend A friend so special and true Whenever I think of this friend In my heart my sister my friendI think of you   Once upon a time, a long time ago, I fell in love. And there was laughing and funny breaths and happiness. There was much rejoicing. And then, SHUT! Over. Gone. Dead. Completely cut off. Disconnected. The taste still fresh in my mouth. The smell still on my skin. The feeling left in my fingertips. But I can't get that feeling back. I may spend my entire life trying to get back into that Polariod. Fighting all the way. The best thing I have ever known. Even now, years later
Touchy Subject
Im about te hit a big time touchy subject here.. but i really dont give a fuck... Gay relationships and Gay Marriage, honestly im all for it... why cant a woman love a woman and a guy love a guy... why does it have to be only a man can love a woman or a woman can only love a guy?? what makes straighs so fucking special anyways?? because a straight couple can calve out a kid??? fuck... try saying that to all the dumpster babies out there..  whqat ever happened to teh meaning of equial rights anyways??? shit... if they dont want gay marriage then put all black people back into slavery... sorry people.... jsut using it as an example... not being racist like you think i am... anyways.. if its so perfect to be a straight couple in cristianality then explain to be why most of the preists are molesting little BOYS!!!! Or the fact that technically according to the BIBLE we are all inbred!!!!!!!!!!!! think about it people... anyone can love anyone.. dont matter your race religin or sexual prefe
Just Some Of My Poetry
In a world filled with glass houses Who will cast the first stone Be careful where you aim You could hit your own window In a world filled with glass houses Shattered glass lies on the floor Careful where you cast judgment It could be thrown at your door   In a world filled with mirrors Just who is it you truly see Do you see a painted face Or do you see natural beauty In a world filled with mirrors How deep are you willing to go Can you see past the surface Do you dare look at your soul   In a world filled with voices What is it that you hear Do the words of others Fall upon a deaf ear In a world filled with voices Is yours one that is heard Do you speak what matters Or are they just empty words   In a world filled with meaning What matters the most to you Are people reduced to things Through your daily pursuits In a world filled with meaning How do you spend your time Because what means the most Is where your heart resides Dear Heavenly Father   It
so iam going to delete my profile not that many of you care thought i say it for those who do want me around   i have alot of drama and no its not on fubar but it was the main cause of it to began with   i ment my ex amy off of fubar of all places   and ever since then its been hell at the end of the breakup   i just recently found out she got rid of my other 2 cats i had own anyways  the other reason why iam its becuse 1 no one really rate me why keep it the other is the fact no one talks to me either   but thats partly my fault in that aspect   anyways if you like here is my contacting info phone  480-206-6177   facebook myspace   i will be deleteing this in a week or less
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"Everything we do is infused with the energy with which we do it. If we're frantic, life will be frantic. If we're peaceful, life will be peaceful. And so our goal in any situation becomes inner peace."
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Dont Give Up
One day, I decided to quit…I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality… I wanted to quit my lifeI went to the woods to have one more talk to GOD.“GOD”, I asked, “Can you give me one more reason not to quit?”His answer surprised me…“Look around” he said. “Do you see the fern and the bamboo?”“Yes” I replied“When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them.I gave them light.I gave them waterThe fern quickly grew from the earth.Its brilliant green covered the floor.Yet nothing came from the bamboo seeds. But I did not quit on the bamboo.In the second year, the fern grew more vibrant and plentiful.And again, nothing came from the bamboo seeds, but I did not quit on the bamboo. He said.“In year three, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed.But, I would not quit.In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit. He said.Then in the fifth
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Lame Stuff... Maybe Some Gushy Stuff Too
why is it that I can't ever love those close to mee? I am absolutely in love, and will never be anywhere close enough to act upon it. wow. I am sooo lame for even lettin myself feel that way. It's on. Im sooooo never chattin with awesome peeps again.. lol so you better be a loser if you gonna come around chattin... lol Here is the fight between me and the friend of mine that my last mumm was about - Im sorry I didn't use the phrase kick rocks. She is the pink - I am the blue. This was a txt convo.    Wanted 2 talk  awwww. Whatever nevermindfine Well u dont seem intrest n listenin what could you say that wasn't a big "fuck you"?  Alot ah But u don+ care dude... we've gone through this sooo much that no... I don't. Then fuck it have a great lifereally? ok I hafta wanna hash out shit to be a homie? Wouldn't you rather I just dropped it? fuck! or would you rather I cared and left a shit load of "fuck you" to let you know how I feel? lmao! ignore some more... LOL! ha ha haForge
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PLEASE READ THE FIRST COLUMN STRAIGHT DOWN FIRST, THEN RETURNTO THE TOP AN READ BOTHCOLUMNS TOETHER TO FULLY UNDER STAND THE MEANING OF THIS POEM THANK YOU......                              L.O.V.E. Lies                       THE DECIEVER OF MEN Overbearing                HIS NATURE TO CONTROL Valued                     FEELINGS HE SELLS ALLEmotions                   INSIDE HE'S BOTTLED UP Locking                    TOGETHER OUR EYES SEEKOut                        EACH OTHER WE'RE SEARCHINGVirtually                  UNSEEN AND HIDDEN FROMEveryone                   REACHING UNABLE TO GRASP Letting                    GO OF DOUBTS AND FEARSOur                        FAITH GROWS ASVisions                    INSTILLED IN HEARTSEntwine                    MIND BODY AND SOUL Lifting                    PRAYERS IN OFFERINGOaths                      BIND WORDS SPOKEN       Verifying                  INTENTIONS RELEASED DEEPExposition                 BURIED LONG FORGOTTEN Learning          
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Pink Snow Angel
my ultimat fantise is with a hot sexy white cop betwen the ages of 19 and 30 thay have to be in full dress uniform that inclueds the belt and all defanatly hand cuffs and cop car i whant to get so wet and i am qwite sweet and tasty... i wish i can get out but im very broke for now wish i can go play and party so much
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Funnies (and How True!!!)
Military vs. Civilian FriendsCIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk.MILITARY FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you dont get caught.CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. ...... MILITARY FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad.CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home.MILITARY FRIENDS: Know some wild stuff will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route.CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.MILITARY FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we f**ked up...but hey, that was fun!"CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.MILITARY FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place.CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will listen to your relationship problems and hope it works out for you.MILITARY FRIENDS: Will listen to you over a long hard road march, and will help you straighten it ou
My Mind
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Why do I do what I do? Why do I say what I say? What makes me think and act this way? I’m so scared Of making another bad choice I can’t hear that still, small voice   That says, Go ahead and love him, Go ahead and care, Go ahead and run Your fingers through his Soft golden hair That smells so nice Stop acting like A queen of ice and Tell him…. Tell him….   I sit in the darkness I sit there alone, Wishing I had him on the phone. I dream of his gentle, Soft, caring touch, I wish it didn’t hurt so much       To wanna Go ahead and love him, Go ahead and care, Go ahead and run My fingers through his Soft golden hair That smells so nice Stop acting like A queen of ice and Tell him…. Tell him….   I’ve searched so long And run so far To not be hurt again, But this hiding & dreaming Finally needs to end   And so I’ll Go ahead and love him, Go ahead and care, Go ahead and run My fingers t
i love your smile. i love your devilish laugh. i love the way you love me. i love the way you say "yonkers". i love how you make my body feel with the tips of your fingers against my skin. i love how you look at me when you tell me you love. i love all the support you give me. i love how you can make me smile when im about to cry. i love how you never stifle me when i have something to say even tho it makes no sense. baby i love you now always and forever you are my everything and i promise never to let you down.   ishka to the bibblets (h)
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One Small Act Of Purity
Not to judge or put anyone down that has tattoos or piercings. Don't have any or never will as I had defiled my body enough over the years with booze drugs and smoking. Don't need to add to that
Ever Wonder??????????????
1: Why the sun lightens our hair,but darkens our skin? 2: Why women can't put mascara on with their mouths closed? 3: Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? 4: Why "abbreviated" is such a long word? 5: Why do you have to click on "Start" to stop Windows? 6: Why lemon juice is made with artificial flavour,while dishwashing liquid is made from real lemons? 7: Why doctors call what they do "practice"? 8: Why the man who invests all your money is called a broker? 9: Why there isn't mouse flavoured cat food? 10: Who tastes pet food when it has a "new improved" flavour? 11: Why Noah didn't swat those two mosquitoes? 12: Why they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? 13: Why they don't make the whole plane out of the material used for the indestructible black box? 14: Why sheep don't shrink when it rains? 15: Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together? 16: If con is the opposite of pro,is Congress the opposite of progress? 17: Wh
welll its another day and here i stand alone ready to fight what ever comes my way and i know i will over come all cuss i know i am strong soo i say it here now u want some come get some cuss ill never back down i walk through this life alone tho there are people around me it seems like a big dark empty world and the walls area closeing in. not just on my body but on my heart and soul i wanna cry for help dont cuss i feel like it wouldnt do any good tho like no matter what. i spent my life trying to be a man now im just this scared little boy cry wanting all the hurt and pain to go away people say im a good person but do they really know me the real me how bad and spoiled i am inside its like i try to be what everyone wants me too me but its like im wrong on what they want and fail i goo soo high and fall soo hard and this time i dont think i have the well to get back onto my feet or the hope tooo like all my reasons have just went out the window and wonder why am i here on this pla
The Real Deal
Bringing The Boys And Their Mama Home!!!
Originally posted Wednesday, February 24, 2010 on Myspace Bringing the Boys and their Ma Home!!! Current mood:  hopeful Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes This is wierd... But very Real... This pumpkin was made by my Godson Michael, Halloween of 2009 when staying with me. My name is Audrey 'Audi' Graham.  I am a friend, confidant, or network connection for some of you.  I need help bringing my four godkids, ages 6, 7, 10 and 21 and their mother Cheyenne back home to Grants Pass, OR.  They are coming from Vesta, MN. They are leaving a mentally and physically abusive situation.  Hense this message and my need for secrecy.  Please!  If you can help at all, let me know.  The trip will be coming on or after March 4th, 2010. I need to drive to MN to make sure Chey and the kids get out safely; this is a family thing that maybe you can understand.  If you have any questions, please feel free to let me know :) We are in need of cash (i'll be happy to provide reciepts) for fuel and f
1992 Toyota Celica For Sale *cheap*
1992 Toyaot Celica For Sale *cheap*
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I'm tired of your inability to communicate and that I always have to find everything out 2nd hand...I'm tired of not being able to rely on you especially when you tell me something and then you don't follow thru... I'm tired that I can't trust anything that comes out of your mouth, because most of the time it's just a bunch of bull@%&*.  I'm tired of when I ask you to do something you put it on your list of things to do 6 months from now... Tired of not being married to the person you said you were, but you were only being the person you thought I wanted not the person you really are. Our marriage is a joke.  Tired of your selfishness and self-centeredness.  Your so self absorbed that you don't even know where to find things in our own house.  Pathetic!   Time and time again it seems everything is about you - you live in the moment for you and never think about the consequences and how it will affect all of us as a family.      Just tired of words that don't mean anything .... 
This is wierd... But very Real... This pumpkin was made by my Godson Michael, Halloween of 2009 when staying with me. My name is Edward 'eddy' and Audrey 'Audi' Graham is my gf .  I am a friend, confidant, or network connection for some of you.  I need help bringing my four godkids, ages 6, 7, 10 and 21 and their mother Cheyenne back home to Grants Pass, OR.  They are coming from Vesta, MN. They are leaving a mentally and physically abusive situation.  Hense this message and my need for secrecy.  Please!  If you can help at all, let me know.  The trip will be coming on or after March 4th, 2010. I need to drive to MN to make sure Chey and the kids get out safely; this is a family thing that maybe you can understand.  If you have any questions, please feel free to let me know :) We are in need of cash (i'll be happy to provide reciepts) for fuel and food.  Just enough to get me there and All of us back.  Any help, even to forward this on to some1 that may help would be sooo very apprecia
Off Limits
Just when you think you've seen it all, yet another inbred, sister fucking pedofile rears his ugly head... Someone actually believes it's ok to approach people on here and tell (in great detail) how they'd love to get hold of their children AND them at the same time.. Reported, blocked, and if they weren't across the ocean I'd LOVE nothing more than to castrate the mother fucker with a spork and let him choke on his own testicles... Here's to hoping for the opportunity... Due to this all pictures with my children and other family members will be moved to a folder accessible only to family members..
Blogs To Him
So many people come and go in our lifes, And your the one I just cant let go!!You have always been there for me even when I didnt give a oz back.. I admit I haven't always done things right in the past, But when I am better I plan to spend the rest of my life making it all up to you.You are my love, my life, my forever and I cant let go! The Day an Angel Kissed Me You brought a smile to my lips, You brought color to my cheeks. You made my heart beat faster, You made my knees go weak. You outstretched your arms, And wouldn't let me fall. You didn't do it quick enough, Because I fell for you after all And in your eyes I can see the future, With your words you melt my heart. It's like love covered my eyes, And I'm walking in the dark. But all I have to do is grab your hand, And you will lead the way. Thinking back now, It all happened that day. When I was blinded by love And could not see. That was the day, When an angel kissed me. To the man
Sweetshit!!!!!!!!!!!! On!!
I will be going home to NYC for a week starting Monday the 11th and will be gone for 5 days to attent my great aunts funeral.....text me if you have it...i will be off and on frequently after the funeral on Wednesday, so if you want to hit me up that would be nice...i know alll you non-talkers might text but if you dont thats cool too..... AT&T and Deutsche Telekom have entered into a definitive agreement for the sale of T-Mobile USA for $39 billion in cash and stocks. The combined customer base of this upcoming behemoth will be 130 million humans, though the agreed deal will have to pass the usual regulatory and closing hurdles before becoming complete. The two companies estimate it’ll take them 12 months to get through all the bureaucracy — if they get through, the proposed network merger will create a de facto GSM monopoly within the United States — but we don’t have to wait that long to start discussing life with only three major US carriers. AT&T envisions
Keep The Faith
Fleeting Shadow
Life is not the changes and chances of this world, and its true significance is found in the development of the soul.  True life, the life of the soul, occurs in this world for a brief time and continues eternally in other worlds of God. The soul has its origin in the spiritual worlds of God.  It is exalted above matter and the physical world.  The individual has his beginning when the soul associates itself with the embryo at the time of conception.  But this association is not material; the soul does not enter or leave the body and does not occupy physical space.  The soul does not belong to the material world, and its association with the body is similar to that of a light with a mirror which reflects it.  The light which appears in the mirror is not inside it; it comes from an external source.  Similarly, the soul is not inside the body; there is a special relationship between it and the body, and together they form a human being. I'm assuming that everyone reading this has a curio
hello...   the old blog has gone. so it is the best to start over again.   at first i will introduce some older material that could still be seen here.   i am sure it is interesting for the most people. when you don't like it... just don't watch.  the blog is marked as nsfw.   i would like to show you what a former slavegirl from me wrote about her training. Ex-Slavegirl S   I will never forget the day "Misterak" known to me now as Sir... my Master, my Owner came into my life. He changed my life for the greater. I had always fantasized about being a slavegirl, being owned. However I had never been in touch or talked with a dom that had an effect on me to completely surrender myself to him. Until Sir sent me an email simply asking me if I make a good slavegirl. I was fascinated by him form the start. His authority is ever present when he is near. Sir is not onlydom but he is charming, witty and extremely intelligent and well educated. Beeing in his presence is a v
Laying here in the pitch black, nothing but silence surronds me.My eyes closed and my mind lost not knowing how to cope.Worries gone and cares set free.I know this has to end, Their is life out there I have to attend.Darkness will fade away and bring yet another day.
Out There
The lonely nights with out you. The cold winters with out your love. The hot summer with out your shadow behind me. waking up to your smell and your soft and loveing voice saying good morning and i love you. More days go by and i feel im losing myself on and on the holling winds the hard and wet rain. Your my umbrella your my sun to my moon. And yet thing change and you leave me out there with nothing. With out a love u or miss you. You destroy me, my heart and my soul. You left me anlone just as you see me only to see nothing more gone in the darkness in a world of nothing with ony my love.
Love Is
           Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.
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Lyrics To My Fav Songs
Hitoribocchi nanka ja nainda to Yoru ni nigekonde iikikaseta Kekkyoku sore wa jibun no kodoku o Hinihini ukibori ni shiteku dake datta Kensou kara hanareta kaerimichi Itsumo to nani mo kawaranai noni Kurikaeshiteku noka to omottara Kyuu ni namida ga komiagete kita Tayorinakute nasakenakute Fuan de samishikute Koe ni naranai koe de Nukumori o hoshigatta *Nee kimi wa tashika ni totsuzen araware Watashi no kurayami ni hikari sashita Soshite sukoshi waratte daijoubu datte unazuite Watashi no te o totte arukidashita Kimi no se ni tenshi no hane o mita Tsuyoku naritai to nagatta no wa Itami ni nibuku naru tame ja nai Tasukerarete sasaerarete Ataeatte yurushiatta Ano hi mamotte ikitai Mono ga dekita kara **Nee kimi wa tokidoki muboubi sugiru kurai Watashi ni subete de butsukatte kuru Sore wa amarinimo mabushi sugiru hodo de Watashi wa mabat
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Song Lyrics
Megadeth - In my Darkest Hour In my hour of need, Ha, no, you're not there And though I reached out for you, Wouldn't lend a hand Through the darkest hour, grace did not shine on me Feels so cold, very cold, No one cares for me Did you ever think I get lonely? Did you ever think that I needed love? Did you ever think, stop thinking You're the only one that I'm thinking of? You'll never know how hard I tried To find my space and satisfy you too Things will be better when I'm dead and gone Don't try to understand, knowing you, I'm probably wrong But oh, how I lived my life for you, Still you'd turn away Now, as I die for you, My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name All these years,I thought I was wrong, Now I know it was you Raise you head, raise your face, your eyes, Tell me who you think you are? I walk, I walk alone To the promised land There's a better place for me But it's far, far away Everlasting life for me In a perfect world But I gotta die first, Please god send me on m
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Saved By You
I sit here and cut my wrists and watch the blood run down my arms. I start to think about  everyone that told me that they care about me then that FUCKED me over. so I cut my wrists a little deeper  and watch more blood run down my arms. I star to feel weak. the phone rings and all i hear you  crying and telling me to stop and you say I love you baby. I tell you that its to late. you tell me to stay where  I'm at.  so i hang up the phone. I start thing about how much I hurt you by CUTTING my wrist.  so i go to talk my life  i put the knife to my wrist but cant do it I go the closit and grab the gun i put it to my head and you run in right be for i put the trigger.  you grab the gun form me and  the you say you cant lose me  you tell me  you love me  and i'm the only one you want to be with. I tell you that i'm sorry you hurting you by cutting my wrist. you tell me is ok you still love me.i tell you that  i only want to be with you and i love you... so you help me clean
Its For U U Know Who U Are Just Wake Up
I Swear lyrics I see the questions in your eyes I know what's weighing on your mind But you can be sure I know my part I'll stand beside you through the years You'll only cry those happy tears And though I'll make mistakes I'll never break your heart Chorus I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky I'll be there I swear, like a shadow that's by your side I'll be there For better or worse, 'til death do us part I'll love you with every beat of my heart I swear I'll give you everything I can I'll build your dreams with these two hands And we'll hang some memories on the wall And when there's silver in your hair You won't have to ask if I still care Cause as time turns the page my love won't age at all Chorus I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky I'll be there I swear, like a shadow that's by your side I'll be there For better or worse, 'til death do us part I'll love you with every beat of my heart I swear
Don't Ever Piss Off My Tattoo Artist.
THIS WAS MY TATTOO ARTIST.SHE HAS DONE OVER 90% OF MY TATTOOS. GUESS I AM GONNA HAVE TO FIND A NEW ONE YA THINK?...LOOK FOR PICTURES TO BE ADDED IN MY TATTOO CRASH FOLDER CHAMPION - Chris Gregg, owner of C&L Tattoos, said he and four other people at first had no idea what had just happened Wednesday evening when a car crashed through the front entrance window and wall of the business. According to officials, the white Grand Am rammed through the front west entrance of the building at 4807 Mahoning Ave., drove 50 feet into the store, then backed up, hit another car in the parking lot, and then crashed into the building a second time as it tried to smash through the building again. This time, the car was stopped. Champion fire officials said the driver was a Bristol woman who had been terminated a month ago from C&L Tattoos. Gregg and others at the scene identified her as Tabari Vandervort, who is in her early 30s. Fire and police crews from Champion, Howland and other depa
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My Bombing
I wanted to explain how I have been bombing. I have tried to help as much as I can anybody that wants to be bombed. I always bomb my family first. I am going to start bombing people who have a auto or bomb going and those who rate my pictures.  Those of you who think all you need to do is just ask can forget it. Its not fair to others who deserve it. If you cant find time to rate dont expect me to take the time to bomb you. Feel fortunate if your not running autos or a bomb that you even get bombed at all. When that startrf noway in hellI ever got a free ride.   Thats all folks    91vette  (Michael)
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How My Past Hunts Me
You was not known by to many. But you was loved by alot. It is not fair that you didnt get a chance to live life and experiance the joys of life. You had brought joy to alot of people with out even knowing. I am proud to say I am your uncle. I will hold the memories of you close to my heart for the I sit here looking back at how much you meant to me. I could not tell you or show you what was in my heart for fear of your reaction. You where the first to show me love and to hold me when I was down in the dumps. I feel your loving touch even to this day wishing it was not just my mind playing tricks on me. I now know you were the best thing that ever happened to me. But now it is to late for me to know what happiness truly is now that I have lost you my love. I will now just wonder in the darkness deep in the woods watching and protecting my land. howling out for your return. I miss your soft touch of your lips on mine and the feeling of warmth of your hugs as I lay down for sleep at
A Day In The Life.
Okay, to start with, I'm in a SHIT mood. Work pretty much got me there.  Let's make a long story short-ish... For everyone that doesn't know, I work as a customer service manager/book-keeper at a grocery store. Here goes... Our front end manager (the manager right above me), was pushed out of her job by the store manager.  He hired someone else to be the front end manager, because apparently the one we had, wasn't doing her job (which is bullshit, he's just an ass).  Anyway, we've all hated him since he started...His sales suck, he isn't bringing in ANY money, he is cutting everyone else's hours EXCEPT the people he's brought in, etc.  He's a prick.  Anyway, him and my manager have been butting heads for a while.  She's now only a book-keeper and works on payroll starting Monday.  This new bitch the store manager brought in, is the TRASHIEST thing I've ever seen in my LIFE, and to top it off, she's a complete tool.  Little Miss Suck-up.  Well, she's been there for a week and a half,
The Little Princess
Whats Wrong With You??
OK..ok RANT TIME!! I'm soooo sick of all the selfserving muthafooker's. You know how you are... Did it ever occur to you to help someone out or give someone the right away?? Its all about you and your day.. it's  all about your limited's all about your's all about your's all about what you don't have! When will we learn that when we create good karma.. you get good karma?? I'm just saying more and more I see ppl turn there's backs. And more and more I see ppl care only about themselves.. putting themselves in front of freinds, family.. etc etc. i'm not saying let someone take adavantage.. but some people just need a break... I wish nothing more than for people in this world to GROW A HEART!!  Then balls to say what I say!
Needing A Break.
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At first glance, these images look like painted landscapes covered in snow. However, if you look a little more closely you will see that the landscape is made of bacon and other cold cuts. These aren’t paintings but true photos! Also everything you can see in the photograph is made of real food! Pictures were photographed by Carl Warner, a photographer who works in London, and who made specialty of these food landscapes or how I like to call them - ‘foodscapes’. In recent years he has been commissioned by many advertising agencies throughout Europe to produce his distinctive images for clients in the food industry. Each scene is photographed in layers from foreground to background.
Got A Good Man
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I step outside, away from the inorganic... away from the people and the sounds and the dry stiff air I am surrounded by all to often. I escape into the fresh wind blowing over the city, and every step further into living reality makes me realize how dead my days truly are. I bring life into my little world, with green and colorful foods and music of the heart and conversations with loved ones.... but every bit of that really only insulates me from the clicks and whirrs and lights that drive me nearly mad for 40 hours a week. So I escape, quicklly at first but then slowing to a saunter as the distance grows between myself and my cage. One long step and I am out in the sun, feeling its warm embrace on my shoulders and shorn head, my collar and my sleeves almost anger me as they block this beautiful warmth from reaching my core.... Hundreds of distractions, nay thousands, spin around me in forms of life and cement and feeding babies.... life is flowing over the streets and on the sidewalk
Love Or Hate Me (journal Entry 1)
So I've decided that I'm going to start a public journal. Now I know that journals are supposed to be private. The reason why journals are private is because most of what you put in them is supposed to be personal to you and most of the time its secrets or other things that you want to keep others from seeing. Well, I'm really not afraid to share what I'm thinking and most of the time I flat out tell people what's on my mind. Yes, I have hurt people by telling them what’s on my mind but I will not be one of those men that die at an early age, unless I drive off a mountain, due to holding my feelings inside.Now on the other hand I do not want you to take this as me being a political activist for either the "right" wing or "left" wing political parties either. Although there will be times I just rant about how much bullshit is involved in them. Keep in mind, yes, there will be cussing or cursing which ever you prefer in my journals. This is simply things that are on my mind. More o
Earthly Scents
Earthly scents Rich thick scents surround the sounds, from bare dirt ground, to dwelling mounds. Spice packed sacks, and tents surround. incense lingers heavy here, wards off evil, and holds back fear. Smokey air surrounds the camp, heats the air, and fires the lamps. The sounds of cracking wood, set hot, upon the fire, a spit, and pot. Smoldering embers, blow up high, taking wishes to the sky. Grey, orange, yellow, and black, with distant voices set far back. All sit now their dinner near, music, and laughter you can hear. Everyone is welcome here, they share a table, set for all. Many come, all year long. Many families become one, they sing, and dance, and have much fun. All will feast on fish, and dates, everyone shares one big plate. Warm water over hands to wash, scraps of fabric on every lap, time for plates to begin to pass. This time together you wont forget, your troubles gone, with no regrets. Money is not a problem here, have just enough to get on by. Sell some clothes
Fair Play?
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Erotic Tales
    She stalks through the darkened room in her black thigh-high stiletto boots making almost no sound. Her bullwhip wrapped around her waist like a belt for her tight, purple suit that accentuates the curves of her luscious breasts and sexy ass. Her black gloves run up her arms past her elbows and her eyes gleam behind her black mask as her dark hair spills down her back. She pauses halfway across the room, suspicious, but sees nothing that could be a danger so she continues across the room to the desk. She leans down, checking the priceless statue of Bast, goddess of lions, for any hidden security features. Her sexy curves are only accentuated by the tight outfit as she leans over, hands on her knees, to examine the desk for any sign of an extra security system. She smirks in satisfaction after a long, slow examination before reaching out to lift the statue from the desk's surface. Suddenly, she gasps as a pair of strong hands grabs her wrists and yanks her forward across the top of
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It Is With Danica Not Woman In Racing.
It is easy to think that when talk negitive or semi negitive about Danica Patrick that i have to be agaisnt woman in NASCAR. Im not i encorage woman in nascar. The prob is this with danica as it was when she strarted out in IRL. You don't hype up a driver that is yet to prove themselves. You don't give the sprint cup to someone who has not earned it. You dont place someone in the limelight for nothing. That is my prob. so much is made up for someone who had done little it is not funny. She is a good driver do not get me wrong but well does she diserve 60% of the covrage she got in the last 2 nationwide races, no. Did they have to pan to her car when it finished 31'st 3 laaps down? no. Kyle Bush a driver said it best when he said that drivers that have earned their way on loe budget teams diserved the media atention they were cheeted out of because of the danica circus i saw comming whe Jr motorsports, a driver that did not need to do anything more then focus on his own driving in the 8
Lust And Love
total and complete chaos...starting out with one and working my way up to 4...deep dark secret...i dont want to be here is not what i imagined, peace and trainquility does not exist....does anyone ever really know who they are?? are we a figment of our imagination?? does this world really exist?? do we have a destiny?? fallen from grace...damn i hit hard...hwere did time go?? how did i get here?? am i the only one who askes thee questions?? i look back and think about my life....what i could have done different...i have no regrets, just lessons laned and a shitload of unanswered questions....and i know that no one reads these things, so i am putting my real thoughts in the past matter?? i know it makes u who u r today, but it doesnt make any sense....if u were a born again christian in ur past and a hopeless druggie now, then what does that say to the whole world?? i men im not critisizing God by no means, im just asking....i mean what has happened to
Drinking Vocabulary Challenge
Things that are difficult to say when you're drunk...a) Innovativeb) Preliminaryc) Proliferationd) CinnamonThings that are VERY difficult to say when you're drunk...a) Specificityb) British Constitutionc) Passive-aggressive disorderd) TransubstantiateThings that are ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE to say when you're drunk...a) Thanks, but I don't want to sleep with you.b) Nope, no more booze for me.c) Sorry, but you're not really my type.d) No kebab for me, thank you.e) Good evening officer, isn't it lovely out tonight?f) I'm not interested in fighting you.g) Oh, I just couldn't - no one wants to hear me sing.h) Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no co-ordination. I'd hate to look like a fool.i) Where is the nearest toilet? I refuse to vomit in the street.j) I must be going home now as I have work in the morning.
Why Jokes Are Sent Through Mails :)
This explains why I forward jokes :) A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble... At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side.When he was close enough, he called out, 'Excuse me, where are we?''This is Heaven, sir,' the man answered.. 'Wow! Would you happen to have some water?' the man asked. Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up. 'T
Free Bling, Easy Rates, And Fubucks!!
FREE BLING, EASY RATES, AND FUBUCKS!!! Well I've talked to a alot of people on the site and viewed many a profile and it amazes me how many people devote there lives to this website. Begging for bling, rates, and fubucks, pretty much stripping for it. Cam girls at least get paid for what they do with real money. It's not like when someone gets you some fu bling you can wear it. Not like if someone rates your pics. That from each pic a dollar is transfered to your pay pal account. Funny thing is you don't even get points for nsfw pics lol. Trying to earn fubucks by trading bling packs and all that other senseless bullsh*t. For someone to take the time to rate hundreds and hundreds of pics. So you can level to add more pics is a complete waste of time. But not as stupid as spending money to buy bling for a girl like she can wear it, eat it, or whatever it is. You might as well just mail real gifts to a girl if you going to do all that. Many people treat this site like it's reality. Whic
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A Hearts Cry
what is it the heart wants?? to love,to be any of us really know? i guess we all know...each heart is designed differently....God put something different and unique in each of us,each of our hearts are touched in different ways,our hearts recieve love in different ways,we have all had our hearts designed with a purpose and a hope that one day the one person who can touch and give our hearts exactally what we need without hurting or damaging our i guess we wait and cling to the hope of "the hearts cry"
So, I'm with this guy. He seems to be the perfect match for me. Funny, responsible, reliable, cute, hard to resist, and he makes my heart go a million miles a minute. I have a hard time reading him sometimes. I don't know if its because I'm younger and he's older. Maybe he just doesn't express himself the way I do. All I know is that I'm in love with him and I don't want to be without him. I also know that he doesn't put as much effort into our relationship as I do. When I'm on duty, he's at home relaxing and has only come to see me like twice. I am at his house every night that I am available. I cook for him, clean for him, do his laundry... and no, he doesn't ask me to, and no, he doesn't expect it, but thats just my way of showing him affection. I lay awake at night after he's gone to sleep and just look at him. He is the one I want to be with, but I need him to put more into this. He knows I want to get married, but the words "us" and "married" never cross his lips in the same sen
Attn all fubar lounges. A lot of you know me as one of the sweetest people you will ever meet BUT seems this little boy, yes I said little boy.... SUCKS as a DJ so please please do not hire him and as for management he's even worse, he is a power hungry little b*tch and ladies trust me when I say he's not packing like a cowboy should! So many times same song and dance from him so beware!! Any questions about him ask the staff where he was at last, we are thankful to be rid of the drama peasant. Sincelerly, SWTCHRRYPIE
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Anyone that would like to may leave CONSTRUCTIVE feedback and of course suggestions for Fubar features and bling... I will report them in the proper place once a week, so keep them coming. I know for a fact that the members are listened to on these subjects. ***IMPORTANT*** Do NOT use this blog as YOUR personal space to criticize the site, be rude to me or COMPLAIN about things I have NO control over. This is MY blog not yours! If you feel the need to do so, you may of course send me a PRIVATE message. I love hearing good things, positive feedback and plenty of gift and bling suggestions! *disclaimer* Since this is MY blog I reserve the right to DELETE comments I don't want in here, if you get butthurt, deal with it! PLZKTHXBAINAO
Break Me Down
"Breakdown" The sun is gone and the flowers rot Words are spaces between us And I should've been drown in the rivers I've found of token lost And I should've been down when you made me insecure So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than meets the eye And I'm the one you can never trust 'cause wounds are ways to reveal us And yeah I could have tried and devoted my life to both of us But what a waste of my time when the world we have is yours So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than all your lies Hate me, break me down So break me down So break me down So break me down if it makes you feel right And hate me now if it keeps you alright You can break me down if it takes all your might 'cause I'm so much more than meets th
Dancing With The Devil
Palms sweat, but not from heat. As two bodies come to meet. Closer and closer, face to face. Leather, pearls, and lace. Gazing into sultry eyes. Pulled closer and told lies. The scent of lust fills the air. To get what's needed, there's not a care. Sashaying across the floor of life. Inflicting selfish pain and strife. Nothing said or done will ever be true. Am I dancing with the devil? Or are you?
Growing Up
As a child, I believed in the magic of rainbows.  I believed that music was a living entity with the power to change the world. I believed that trust and innocence were admirable qualities. Growing up is a terrible thing.
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Just Info About Me
As most of my friends I thought I had knew I was Type 1 Diabetes.(I am pose to take an insulin shot everyday) The reason I have not been here is because I was in a car accident. I wasnt takin care of myself properly and I had been feeling bad and letting somethings in life bother me. Well when you dont take your medicine and you have all this stress in life on you this is what happens. Early symptoms of hypoglycemia may include: Confusion Dizziness Feeling shaky Hunger Headaches Irritability Pounding heart; racing pulse Pale skin Sweating Trembling Weakness Anxiety Without treatment, more severe hypoglycemia symptoms may develop, including: Headache Feeling irritable Poor coordination Poor concentration Numbness in mouth and tongue Passing out Nightmares or bad dreams Coma And I had been having a few of these, So I was going to go into doctor, I should not have been driving at all. I passed out and hit this man,Thank god we are both ok and Emm
Why We Don't Thank Them
I was watching clips from my friends cam last night. I saw the way they get treated and what they put up for us in ther lives.  They get shot and they might not sleep at all. They can't take shower some times or eat. And we don't thank them for everything they do for us. So I think we should stop one person or more and say thanks for everything u give up for us and give our lives. Thanks for read this.
In Honor Of Those Who Gave All!!
KNOXVILLE, Tenn. (WVLT) - Even though it's a sad day at South Doyle High School, Captain Marcus Alford's former teachers couldn't help but smile when they talked about him. They say he was a fun and lighthearted person, but a serious, dedicated soldier. Less than a year ago, Cpt. Marcus Alford said goodbye to his two children as he set to deploy to Iraq. He was prepared for his job as a soldier. "It's a tough process but it's a job that you have to do," says Cpt. Alford on March 30, 2008. Now, his name will appear next to three other graduates of South Doyle at this memorial on the high school campus. "He makes me very proud, but at the same time, it's very sad," says Missy Ballenger, Cpt. Alford's 9th grade teacher. "Always that personality. Always had tons of energy, didn't know a stranger, good kid." Cpt. Alford was named "wittiest" of his class. Ms. Ballenger can think of a million reasons why, but one thing stands out in her mind. "That Carlton dance from Fresh prince. H
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Political Correctness
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading  America   Kentuckians, Tennesseans and  West Virginians  will no longer be referred to as             'HILLBILLIES.' You must now refer to them as
moven to vegas im excited butt stressed out i have a week to get there but nothin set to go or what ima do when i get there wtf am i thinking i shoulda planned this out better
Life's Short
I'm not sure what i'm going for here, maybe it's just to vent, maybe it's just for my own amusement but either way whatever.             Life is full of surprises both good and bad, the outcome of these suprises means nothing, it's what you take from them that matters the most. I've had my fair share of suprises in life. Some good, many more bad and i've learned a lot from them. In general though, the thing that hits home the most is i learned that no matter who you surround yourself with, or who means the most to you people are rarely what they seem. You can always count on that.           There's so many things on my mind at all times that its hard to get a good thought about any one thing. My brain just hops and skips around to everything i've learned, witnessed, endured and been a part of. I wish it were easier to just take a step back and evalute life as a whole yet no one can ever really get that chance 'cause life is ever changing and evolving.           Pain and happiness. H
Intangible 2/15/10
Here i sit at almost 5 in the morning, nothing more than the sound of the computer running is going through the house. I can't help but think of my life, where i've been, where i'm going, and what happens overall. It seems to me that no matter what plan you have or where you think your life is going nothing ever seems to turn out that way. Maybe you saw yourself graduating college, or married, or working your way up the corporate ladder. Whatever the case may be things change, people change, lives alter their course and you can never be prepared for that.      My life took one of those turns tonight. As it has in the past it cought me off guard mostly. I'm not sure how exactly to deal with this emotionally or even physically for that matter. Thoughts run through my head at tremendous speeds with no set direction or final destination. Everything seems to be mixed up and jumbled and almost unintelligable. I push forward knowing that we're doing the right thing for everyone involved but i
My Heart
They tell me not to show my feelings so much, they tell me to be tough. Not to let them see my real hurt. Why I ask am I not a woman? Am I not a human being? So I not deserve to be loved as her? I know one day that person will come, that's going to love me for me. And won't be ashamed to show it! He won't lie to me and say he was feeling me. So until that day comes, I'll hope and pray you don't get burned the way I did. Cause you should know how it feels.  Its been 2 years since we met, and my what a 2 years it has been! We both been through some much shit in our lives, we both lost jobs,loves and been hurt. But through it all we remained friends,shared some good laughs and some cries even. Well me crying more I am sure. In these 2 years I have realized alot of things...... I have realized I have never really had a friend such as you, never has someone touched my heart in the way you have. We have even had our fair share of fights, which always made me sad I would never hurt you. But
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                              86 Rules to Drinking If you somehow manage to not break any of these rules, then you my friend, are in fact, a fucking rock star motherfucker!1. If you owe someone money, always pay them back in a bar. Preferably during happy hour.2. Always toast before doing a shot.3. Whoever buys the shot gets the first chance to offer a toast.4. Change your toast at least once a month.5. Buying someone a drink is five times better than a handshake.6. Buying a strange woman a drink is still cool. Buying all her drinks is dumb.7. Never borrow more than one cigarette from the same person in one night.8. When the bartender is slammed, resist the powerful urge to order a slightly-dirty, very-dry, in-and-out, super-chilled half-and-half martini with a lemon twist. Limit orders to beer, straight shots and two-part cocktails.9. Get the bartender's attention with eye contact and a smile.10. Do not make eye contact with the bartender if you do not want a drink.1
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Hotties Family, I write this onn 2/22/10 3 years after I started this great group. We have had some great time and not so great but after the day ended it was good. But today after reaching 1,2 and 9 as the hottest I have to make a choice on if we keep it going as it is or change it......We my answer is change and this is how it will work. All Hotties no matter who you are need to reply on the blog as to wether your intentions are to be a caring family that rates each other other and care  when in need. If agree follow up on what is espected then follow it up with action Will supply your email to the home page so imporant info can be sent to  you See Not much is asked from each Hottie butyour love is required if your going to caring the 2nd Alarm Hotties in your name. There are many that will not even see this and those will be ask to leave and Never Return.   The ones that do will be a part of rebuilding the Hotties to the era of greatness. To all that care, as chief all
Own My Azz!!!!!!!
Hey Everyone!! Evil, Wicked, Sweet, and Naughty (the bestest friend in the world!!!  Love you xoxoxxx  Mwah!) is hosting an auction featuring little ol' me!! You can bid to own my AZZ!!  Even if you can't bid drop by and vote on my pic.  The contestant with the most pic rates (not comments) wins!!!!! Tell you friends and Fam!!!  They'll have to add her because its NSFW.  (But she's more than worth it to have as a friend!!) Love Ya!!! xoxoxxx
So I just started a new job a few months ago. I do customer service for pay-day loans in America. As we all know as working adults (I hope most of you are working), we do not get paid on stat holidays and banks are closed. You know what chaps my ass...? I hate having to tell people on the phone that it's Remembrance (Or Veterans Day in America) on Friday. It really bothers me that people forget. If it wasn't for all the men and women who died for our freedom, who knows what would have happened? C'mon society, you need a reality check. They shall not grow old, as we that are left grow old:Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn.At the going down of the sun and in the morningWe will remember them. RIP, Grandpa. ♥ Well, where do I begin?! Let's start off with my lovely bus ride home this afternoon... (I take the bus because it's cheaper than paying for parking downtown... Suck a bag of dicks!) So, I'm chilling on the bus and my phone (just so happens!) dies. Great, ju
So, tonight this dumb bitch bombed my "Default" folder.....which contains 13 pics.  I have, like most people do, a clearly marked bomb folder with over 250 pics in it.  Now, I neither knew nor cared that she was bombing, and as such I DID NOT ask her to bomb any of my folders.  When she did, I sent her a half-thanks, and told her I was sorry she had wasted her time by bombing 13 pics on my Auto-11s when she could have had the full 250.  Basically, she gave up over 20000 points, and got less than 1500 by being lazy and not paying attention and bombing a tiny folder.  Then she suggests it's because I didn't PAY her!  You should all know that I NEVER pay anyone to bomb me, and I NEVER require anyone to pay ME if they want to be bombed.  Shown below is our brief exchange.  I blocked her after that, and the conversation ended.
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Marijuana...why Or Why Not?
Posted by Steve Fox at 1:40 pm February 19, 2010 REPLIES: 15 On Marijuana: DEA — The Drug Employment Administration In my first “On Marijuana” column, I described the need to refer to law enforcement as the “Arrest and Prosecution Industry.”  While I didn’t plan to return to the same subject in my second column, recent events have compelled me to revisit the topic.  My last column was theory; this one is practice. Just over a week ago, a man named Chris Bartkowicz in Highlands Ranch, Colorado made a questionable (at best) PR move.  He agreed to be interviewed by a local television station about his medical marijuana grow operation.  Granted, he believed he was in compliance with state law and had no reason to fear prosecution.  But, come on, dude.  It’s one thing to make six figures growing marijuana in your home for patients; it’s quite another to advertise it on television.  It’s like putting a “Home Invas
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My Poetry If You Can Call It That...
obscene mannerisms give way to an offensive nature with no control and no regard for the absurdity of it all. you vote like it's your duty. FUCK your duty, that's your job - you'll get paid, minimum wage and when your body dies, choked by chapped old hands, your mind will survive on a sweet little pension check that you've worked your whole life for. your christian children will dance for joy around you- then burn you on their white picket fence. with more political cliches then my writing, somebody will shut you up, just like they shut me u- happiness usually comes in small doeses; a dimple in a cheek from a smile that creeps across sugar kissed lips, a glimmer of light expressed in warm eyes, in the slow movement of large hands over blushed cheeks and an angular jaw- held in a moment of time where none can touch them. three lights, two glowing, one alone waiting to be turned on, but happiness always comes in small doses.
An Angel Needs Help To Level!!
Hey Everyone.. Again!  :) JenLove, Level 34 Angel, needs help to level.  She needs 14 more Secret Admirers.  If you could please, stop by her page and click on that Secret Admirer link and send her msg or sb letting her know, I know she would appreciate all the help.  This is one of her requirements to get to Level 35.  I would also appreciate anything you can do to help her.   THank you and here is her link to her profile! Hey Everyone, Again, I know :)  ♥Priceless♥ is about 500k to level to Angel... can you please stop by and show her some love.  She is runnin' Auto's for about 6 more hrs ... any help would be great!  Thank you so much again! Here is the link to her profile... *hugzzzzz Hey everyone.. can you please help out this beautiful lady get the points she needs to level to Oracle!!! She is running Auto 11's and is less than a million from leveling!  Here is the link to her profile :) http://w
Okay so to start I will just say that I am only here for fun. Do NOT need the fu-drama and will block you if you start it. As far as the rating goes, if you down-rate me and I see it I will down-rate you as well. Fair is fair, and that will be the end of it. If you bomb me or my pictures with down rates the same will be done to you. And then you will be blocked. You can ask any of my friends on here and find out that I can be the sweetest person, no one has had to see the bad side yet. As far as rating pictures goes, I will try and rate your pictures as much as I can. If you rated mine, thank you very much! I give drinks, a lot of them to the people I talk to on the regular. And I also return EVERY drink I receive. Same goes for the gifts. I can be pretty random and I don't talk much. So if I don't talk to you a lot then I'm sorry. Its nothing you have done, I just dont respond a lot. My chat box is family ONLY. As far as the games go, I'm addicted. I will accept ANYONE on fu-ma

IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME If tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you. And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, in heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind; all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye. For all my life I'd always thought, I didn't wan't to
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  I remember the words as I dreamed of a life away from your controlI remember the look in your eyes that said "I can't handle you, miss problem child."Too many cracks.Too many scars. As they led me away to the world where the hands of time seemed to slow and dieAnd then I arrived.And I was brokenConfusedEverything taken from meAnd no one by my sideAnd no one looked me in the eyeHow do you comfort the abandoned...Tossed to the trash like the day old newsI was the unwantedAnd you tried to explain itLike you knew. But you didn't see the ropes at my hands, ropes at my feet. Or the puppet master standing overheadI smiled so I could stay aliveBecause I was not allowed to cry. So I worked as a slave-"Clean the house and empy my car...I do not care who you are"Mow the lawn as you spit in my drinkAnd laugh as I sinkAnd look down on my painAnd work me in the rainBut I folded your clothesAnd I cleared out your yardAnd all you did was make me scarredSlap me in the face and throw me to the ground
If George Bush Was An Idiot
If George W. Bush had been the first President to need a teleprompter installed to be able to get through a press conference, would you have laughed and said this is more proof of how inept he is on his own and is really controlled by smarter men behind the scenes? If George W. Bush had spent hundreds of thousands of dollars to take Laura Bush to a play in NYC, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had reduced your retirement plan's holdings of GM stock by 90% and given the unions a majority stake in GM, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had made a joke at the expense of the Special Olympics, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had given Gordon Brown a set of inexpensive and incorrectly formatted DVDs, when Gordon Brown had given him a thoughtful and historically significant gift, would you have approved? If George W. Bush had given the Queen of England an iPod containing videos of his speeches, would you have thought this embarrassingly narci
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WARNING: 2010 Census Cautions from the Better Business Bureau GOOD INFORMATION TO PASS ON TO EVERYBODY THAT YOU KNOW: 2010 Census to Begin WARNING: 2010 Census Cautions from the Better Business Bureau Be Cautious About Giving Info to Census Workers by Susan Johnson     With the U.S. Census process beginning, the Better Business Bureau (BBB) advises people to be cooperative, but cautious, so as not to become a victim of fraud or identity theft. The first phase of the 2010 U.S. Census is under way as workers have begun verifying the addresses of households across the country. Eventually, more than 140,000 U.S. Census workers will count every person in the   United   States  and will gather information about every person living at each address including name, age, gender, race, and other relevant data. The big question is - how do you tell the difference between a U.S. Census worker and a con artist? BBB offers the following advice: ** If a U.S. Census worker knock
My Workz...*poems*
I'll cut my own chest open, take my heart out and hand it to you. That's how much love I got for you. It's made of stone, and I doubt it can be broken. When it loves it loves hard. When it's cold it's cold for long. Angel, I know you're here because you've fallen.I'll help you mend you wings, and from this hell you'll be free. But for you... i stand up. My eyes i shut. Darkness is around me. I can feel that their is someone in front of me. I can feel their breath on me. I’m afraid to open my eyes. I can feel their eyes looking in to my soul I’m afraid of what they will see. My darkness, my hope, my dreams, my fear, every thing that makes me me. I open my eyes and I’m looking in the mirror. I’m afraid of myself. Is life worth living if you are your own enemy. I fight with my self every day and I always lose. But for you i stand upand gets me you'll greet me with open arms. Till then I'll just have to hope. I could salt Popcorn With these Dried-up tears. C
My Timeless Friend
Bouncing around in the hinterland of near-spaceand thinking of youI always think of youin times of tired desperationdreaming of that perfect daywhen we can smile and relaxand enjoy perfect exultationdevoid of pain and wantwhen all is rightand all is goodand nothing could be betterand I've finally found contentmentand I know that inner peacenothing currently is wrongand all is rightwhat could be better than thatbut it's a dreamwe are apartand I see the perfect momentand I feel the perfect momentmy closed eyes impartto me a wonderful feelingof my family around meall that matters is to be with youmy misery is my lack of youI'm tired so very tiredall I have is but a prelude to the time we are unitedand I'm tired so tired without youuntil tomorrowI will surviveknowing only that my life is strongerthan is my will to livebut my will is bolstered bythe family I'm honored byI will surviveto bring us to prosperitywhen we arrivethen I can restand cease this foolish struggletowards uncertain greed
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I'll be sitting in the back waiting for whoever to notice me again... If you do find your way back, I'm sure its only temporary. I'm not going to speak over everyone to get someone's attention. I've tried, its tiring, and very unhelpful. Are you wondering who you are yet? You could be wrong.
Touched By Music
I want to know how it'll end. I want to be sure of what it'll cost. I want to strangle the stars for all they promised me. I want you to call me on your drug phone. I want to keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder later. I want to be there when you learn the cost of desire. I want you to understand that my malevolence is just a way to win. I want the name of the ruiner. I want matches in case I have to suddenly burn. I want you to know that being kind is overrated. I want to write my secret across your sky. I want to watch you lose control. I want to watch you lose. I want to know exactly what it's going to take. I want to see you insert yourself into glory. I want your touches to scar me so I'll know where you've been. I want you to watch when I go down in flames. I want a list of atrocities done in your name. I want to reach my hand into the dark and feel what reaches back. I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer. I want to be there when your hot black
Ok i just need to say that if someone is going to buy me gifts, drinks, rate my pics, fu-own me or make something for me does NOT mean that i am or goin to fall head over heals for them or vise versa, nor does it mean that i'm going to be upset with anyone if they were to do the same thing for someone else!  It just simply means that when i do receive something i am going to do the same for them in return no matter what because that is who i am!!  It's called being respectful & i feel that there is just ABSOLUTELY NO REASON  why anyone should get excited or upset in anyway!! FUBAR is an online game/chat site to meet & talk to new people & most importantly to have fun!! 
Vampire's Heaven
Come visit my website its new and still working on it so please dont be to cruel
My Demons
Once long ago, a wise person told me something that has come true.   That person told me that "My Demons" will be the one to cause me the most pain in my life.   At the time I didin't want to belive what I was told, but it comes to fact that yes they have come to be a big part in my life and have caused me the most pain.   My Demons, are all from my past, and it is a past that I am not very proud of.   I have hurt the person that means the most to me, and I am sorry for that.  But now that person knows what my demons are and is going to help me try to conquer them.   Now if I wish to brings things back to how they used to be, I have to learn to be more patient, and not let my past come back to haunt me.
Me and my boyfriend broke up a month and a half ago.  Since then I have not heard from him at all.  I have tried to text him to see how he is doing and he ignores me.  I have never begged him to take me back, nothing like that, just hi how are you doing that sort of thing.  He told his mother what a great girl I am yet I am being ignored??  Anyone have some insight so I can understand this because I do not get it at all.  He broke up with me telling me he needed to fix himself that he has a lot of issues.  And he felt unhappy and if he was unhappy he can't make anyone else happy.  That was the reason of the break up. I wasn't with my boyfriend for very long, 5 monthS but I cared about him so much and I wanted a future with us.  He broke up with me last night, told me he had too many things in his life going wrong and his life basically sucked and he needed to work on himself.  I was devasted, I didn't want to break up.  I don't understand.  We had NO drama, got along GREAT, never fough
A Demon Needs Help To Level!!!
Attention All Demons!!!BADBOY DRSTONE needs 33 more DEMON FAMILY ADDS to level up to 38.  Please add him to your family!   Help a FU out :)   Above is his link.  Thank you for helping!!   ~AngL~ Hey Everyone!!!   A Demon on my Friend's List needs help to Level!  He is a Level 37 @ 99.99% and needs some temporary Demon Family Adds to help him level.  If you could help him out, I would appreciate it greatly!!!   Thank you...   Here is the link to his profile!!! Hey all you Demons!!  Can you please help out Demon Ranger level up??  He needs to be added to some more Demon families as a requirement.  Please check him out and add him... thank you sooo much!! This is Demon Ranger's user profile! (and he is my number 2 family) Thanks again :) *hugz to all AngL  
Did you know that dinosaurs never existed and their bones were just manufactured to trick people into believing in evolution. It's true, just ask any Christian. lol Why can't we all just have an open mind and an open heart? Why do most humans feel the need to force their beliefs on others. I am the type of person that will listen to others view and state my own. I have no issues with people having their own beliefs, I just don't want those beliefs pushed on me. I will gladly listen to what anyone has to say whether I agree with their beliefs or not. Everyone has their own opinion and I feel that each opinion should be heard and thought over. None of us knows who is right until that day comes when we cease to breath. Does life continue after death? Who am I to answer? I have my beliefs. I will not judge others for theirs as I hope they will not judge me for mine. Someday we may all have the decency and respect to allow others to have their own opinion and give them the respect to he
Story Time, Nsfw
This is seduction of the highest order Lay down, relax, and let carnal emotions take over Inhale deeply and put your mind at ease Allow me to lead you into never ending ecstasy Placing my lips to yours I dare you to explore what’s behind your minds locked doors Mesmerizing you with my soft kisses Bewitching you with my sweet smell I have you right where I want you After this is over memories of this night will still haunt you Biting softly on your neck I release your inhibitions You’re dying to be with me pleading to be tempted Hoe can I be resisted? After all this is seduction of the highest order…. -Unknown- You are so sexy that just the thought of you arouses me. I know that this morning you left wearing something sexy for me under your black skirt and your beige turtle neck sweater. The thought of you wearing those laced black panties with that matching laced bra, and garter belt all day drives me crazy! When you get home there are aroma candle
35 Things A Girl Probably Doesn't Know
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll o
Old Poems
Life is never good for me and that is what I wish you would see. Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end. I'll finally be free.Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle.No more dealing with arguments and tears. I'd finally be through with it all.You just don't seem to understand that by keeping me here you're making it worse.If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn't have this life, I wouldn't have this curse.I'm already considering doing this even without your consent. I know for sure that once it's all over with my heart will be content. So here I am sitting on my bed with a knife to my wrist.Please everyone don't be upset, don't be pissed.You just need to know I love you all but I couldn't handle it anymore.OK here I go, I'm doing this for sure. You just need to let me go to heaven now.Hopefully god will understand and accept this.Just tell my baby I love her and I'm sorry I couldn't give her one last kiss.Tell everyone I love them and t
A Poem For Bryan
I have only just lost you the pain is hard to bareDo I have to go through life knowing your not thereplease some one explain to me why he had to goare there any reasons I really need to knowI sit here and remember all the lovely times we shared the talks the laughter of every one you caredI am told the pain will ease in timeand I will think of him without a tearbut that will be impossible as I need to have him hereHe was my very world to me my ever guiding starJust kiss me softly on the cheek and tell me where you are
Fuckin Bitchy Ass Computer
ok, my computer is being a fucking bitch, i have no idea why its doing this shit to me, if it dosent cooperate soon, im chucking it out the window.
New Favoritesong Series #1
Good Morning!!
Grandma's Story
Desarae Barnes             My Grandma has been sick with lung cancer for three and a half years now. She made the decision last summer that she no longer wanted chemo treatments. I guess for most people this would be hard to hear from a loved one but I understand. With the chemo she didn’t get out of her recliner and that’s not much of a life. So I visit her as much as I can and even though she stays in her chair she is still the strongest woman I know. She only has a little while longer with us but she’s ready when the time comes. When I visit, we talk about my schooling is going but mostly we talk about our memories.             I don’t remember much about my childhood but what I do remember most of the time involves my grandmother. My strongest memory is of every Sunday. First grandma started cooking dinner before the morning church service. It was most of the time the same thing Roast Beef slightly seasoned and cooked for hours in the crock pot. The sides
Miss Leading Profile Pics
EVERYTHING TYPED HERE IS MEANT WITH ALL THE RESPECT IN THE WORLD ladies do me a favor make up ur minds. this is for all the ladies that have anything that was covered in subject and post in there about me area no yim no cam and dont shout me. pls pic a side to be on the tease and sexy side or the just want to make freinds and help each other make points there is no stradling the fence here so to speak u ithere atract with simple type pics to get simple freinds or racey pics and u attract racy type friends. the pics in the subject sugest sex and playfyllness u dont want it dont post it.
Lord Why Did You Make Me Black?
15 Signs You're Meant To Be Together
Even when you're crazy about someone, it can often be hard to know if he or she is "right" for you. How do you know you won't feel differently in a year? 10 years? A lifetime? Deciding if you can commit to someone is a deeply personal determination, and everyone has different criteria. As in any verdict, you have to start by assessing the evidence. With that in mind, YourTango has come up with 15 signs that you're dating a soul mate. You don't have to check off all of these points to be sure about someone -- but if you can say yes to several, you've found a very special mate. 1. You tell him things you don't tell anyone else. We don't mean blurting something out when you're emotionally unstable, but the desire to tell him intimate details about your life means you trust him -- a major component of successful long-term love. 2. You let her see you in moments of weakness. It's easy to be happy with someone when you're feeling good about life. But what about when you're not doing s
First its not a blog about the Shit Hawk Second I owe some special people a salute but im blah... Today is my Sons 13th Birthday Tommorow is my fetuses 18 weeks in the womb IM CRAZY Seriously it just struck me .... Im not sure whether i should run ( more like waddle) away but this doesn't solve anything. Quick Question around 13 do boys become dumb? Wicked the carrier and the mother of a puberty experiencing 13 year old boy....   / wrists ok so im tired of watching the shit hawk like fucking fugly whores Ive told him only to like those i like then he might get some taste in woman   hes a wierdo   please go tell him he has no taste when it comes to twats    that is all
An Oldie But Goodie
A couple of weeks ago I flew from Atlanta to San Diego with my mother. Now, keep in mind that I have not flown since my honeymoon over 13 years ago. I have to say, things have changed slightly.Here are some of my observations and highlights: The security checkpoint at Hartsfield International Airport seemed different than I remember. The obvious change, of course, being that we had to remove our shoes and have them scanned. I passed that test with flying colors, but failed the liquid restriction requirements which I was aware of but, as is my rebellious nature, completely disregarded. Unfortunately, my attitude got my hairspray confiscated. Here is how that went: Worker: Whose bag is this?Me: Mine.Worker: *opens bag and rifles through it, pulling out the hairspray bottle*Me: *waits*Worker: What is this?Me: HairsprayWorker: This bottle is bigger than 3.4 ounces. See? It’s 8 ounces *points to wording on bottle*Me: Yes, true. BUT! It’s only two-thirds full so I’d estim
Sharon-walnut veneer dining table w/2 extensions Sharon Dining Table
I fall for someone They treat me harshly I am wanting to love someone But what is love? Is it someone who makes you have butterflies? Is it someone you known your whole life? Is it someone you know your happy with? What is it? I have lost so much hope Knowing what that word means I have cried I have stressed I have been emotional Over one little word Love I have lost hope on it An seem to not know what it is Is love even out their for such a young woman Like myself Even being Bisexual or Lesbian
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Courage is a hard thing to figure you can have courage based on a dumb idea or a mistake but your not suppose to questionadults or your coach or your teacher because they make the rules maybe they know best but maybe they dont it all depends on who you are where you come from didnt at least one of the 600 guys think about giving up and joining with the other side i mean valley of death thats pretty salty stuff thats why courage is tricky should you always do what others tell you to do sometimes you might not even know why your doing something i mean any fool can have courage but honor thats the real reason you either do something or you dont its who you are and maybe who you want to be if you die try for something important then you have both honor and courage and thats pretty good i think thats what the writter was saying that you should hope for courage and try for honor and maybe even pray that the people telling you what to do have some too.   This essay that Michael Oher had to
Poems By Twitchy
My mind feels like pieces from different puzzles mashed togetherFeelings change more often then the weatherthoughts racein and changingsadness and madness , my feelings are exchangingjust trien to make it to tomorrowAnyone have some sanity I can borrow?False appearance that i'm fine but inside i'm brokenMy past is left unspokenMemories from the past haunt meWho would want me?I'm unsureFuture is a blurWhy am I still hereI want to disappearFeeling breathlessPeople seem to care lessStareing at these pills wondering how many I could swallowLet the bottle of vodka followI'm feeling hollow Demons are haunting meMy thoughts are taunting meWhen will this changeWish I could pause everything and rearrangeMy dreams seem strangeFeel like a dead man walkingDeath at the front door knockingYou think i'm just talkingI can't reveal my pastHow much longer can I lastThings are wrong with me that keeps me unhappyI can't mention them so things remain crappyWill I ever get to be happyYou think I have it mad
Ultimate Hotties Coc
Ultimate Hotties Code of Conduct     PLEASE READ CAREFULLY!!!     1. All Ultimate Hottie Prospects must have a verified salute and 10 recently updated pics of yourself   2. All Hotties Must Be Female NO EXCEPTIONS, and CAN NOT be a member of another all girls group on fubar.   3. Must sign the COC (code of conduct) agreement below as a comment o"I AGREE " in order to be placed into voting   4. Shout Box & Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications .You may be able to set your profile to friends only if you have added all officers this allows us to communicate with you when necessary.   5. We would like if you added RideR ChulA and the home page to your top friends or fam to show support for her and the homepage ,but is not required.   6. All new Hotties will be assigned a Team Leader who we ask to be placed in top friends but don't have to be in top 7, but would be nice so you can represent the Hotties for more exposure. Putting your Team Leader into Fa
It is so sickening how we keep sending troops over seas to fight a losing war that doesnt seem to be coming to no end. Its time we bring our troops home already. Enough said.
Random Old Writeings :p
Before You Ask...
How many sex partners have you had? Is it easy for you to orgasm? One night stands or relationships? Craziest place you've had sex? When's the last time you got some? Lights on or off when you do it? Nice and slow or hard and rough? Do you like bondage? Do you like role playing? What's your fantasy? Does size matter? Ever have a threesome or would you consider it? Do you like giving or recieving oral? What's your favorite position? Do you masturbate? And if so how often? Someone ever walk in on you guys? Do you like sex toys? Ever have phone or cyber sex? What kind of condoms do you like? Or do you not prefer them? Favorite place to do it? Spit or swallow? Moaner or screamer? Do you watch porn and if so what kind? Ever fool around on your period or do someone on their period? Do you ever fantasize about someone else when your with your partner? Ever call out the wrong person's name? How often do you want sex or think about it? E
Come Join Us @ Club Bootie Licious
Went to the doctor today. Good news is I don't have prostate cancer but I do have a prostate infection, a torn muscle in my back and a hernia which I will need an operation to repair. No wonder I feel like crap If you love someone for a day, week, month or year and then lose interest. You are in lust, not love...If someone looks different, gains/loses weight or has an accident/surgery and it changes their psychical appearance and you are no longer attracted, you were trapped in lust, not love. For true love is unconditional and you love whether that love is returned or not, loves the person's heart soul and mind and knows that things change like the wind and your ship can change sail with the wind, not turn against it. That love lasts for an eternity, without end. If you can't love like that, you are in lust, not love and do not call it that for it is an insult to the word.
A Dream As I'm laying here, ready for sleep, I'm thinking of your beauty as you see.. I can't help but wonder what you're thinking about, but I'm very certain its me. As I gaze into your eyes, I long for your kiss, a kiss, a key to eternal bliss I shall close my eyes, and fall asleep. And dream of you. A dream so deep. I long to be with you, night and day. I'll get my chance, hopefully someday. My green eyed beauty, you are mine, someday our souls shall intertwine Goodnight my love, and may you dream, I will see you, in my dream.
Just Interesting Things
BabyJesus is never going to charge for Fubar. Why? Because it is advertiser supported. The more people who are on here, the more money Fubar (and its parent company) makes. If there is ever going to be a change in Fubar it will not be announced through bulletins. Why would any company trust its future to idiots, who "test" their friends, and think that the phone rings because they've re-posted a bulletin. And there is NO way to attach a fucking tracking device to a godamn bulletin!!! So you are not going to Recieve Shit for Reposting Spam. Come on people!!! Don't act offended if someone asks to be your friend. If you don't want friends you don't know in real time, then change your fucking settings, stop acting like a fucking drama queen. Not everyone will like you. That's life. Grow up. Even Hitler had pals, you'll find someone too! If someone denies your 'add friend request', move on. Don't pester the shit out of someone to be your friend, it's not going to work. Don't act offended
Watch What You Do
They could be the death of you.  I once made a bad decision that almost ended my life.  I was young, stupid (not that THAT has changed any), and desperate for attention.  One day in my sophmore year of high school, my "best friend" and I decided to skip school. She and I were fifteen at the time.  We walked to her 21 year old boyfriend's house.  From there we went to the liquor store to pick up vodka, peach schnapps and orange juice.  Then we headed to his friend's house.  The first half hour was spent sitting and talking.  Then drinks were made.  I had a fuzzy navel, o.j. and peach schnapps.  Everyone else was happy with screwdrivers, o.j. and vodka. My friend and her boyfriend went off to a back room, leaving me alone with a total stranger.  He and I talked for a bit, then he offered some of his drink to me because I had never had it before.  From that moment everything went dark.  I don't remember anything of what happened until I woke up face down on the floor.  Throwing up w
Random Crap
Do not go gentle into that good night,Old age should burn and rave at close of day;Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right,Because their words had forked no lightning theyDo not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how brightTheir frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sightBlind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on the sad height,Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.Do not go gentle into that good night.Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Ok once again a padre at work has sparked off another blog, well this time I was in a sort of disscussion based forum.. a few of us there. Th
Sweetmarie Blog Fubar
I think it is terrible that Tiger Woods had to say sorry to America for having a sex life. Give me strength how many guys dont have extra marital affairs? I am not aware that he ever put himself out there as being Saint Tiger and he is only a golfer when all is said and done. He has had more publicity than Monica and Clinton. I dont think Tiger lives in the White House. In England we have a different point of view, Tiger Rocks :) Get off his case.
Its Finally Happening...
After all these years, Im finally going to get some relief for the pain Ive been having in my knees for 30 years.  Praise God. When I was about 15 years old, I went tooling out on my 10-speed, craving a slurpee.  Along comes a drainage grate ( I didnt see it because it was overgrown with grass) and my front tire collided and Janice went oopsie over the handle bars.  After limping home, Mom took me to the ER, where I was diagnosed with torn ligaments and cartillage  (sp?).  Mom refused to let them go in and repair the damage, so instead I was placed on crutches and in a knee brace for 3 weeks. Skip ahead a year or so..and I went out for the high school track team.  Running was something I loved to do, so I trained for distance and stamina.  On this particular day,  we were competing with an area school..and I was lined up for the 440 relay.  On the 3rd turn, I hit the hurdle head on..but my left foot got tangled in it, and down I went.  Well here we go again, BACK to the ER, back to t
Big Daddy's Poem
Ladys here is a lil poem I wrote about having loved and lost Enjoy As she left I realized, I missed the feeling………….. I missed the feeling, Of her fingers running through my hair, Of Her tiny hands gently resting in the palm of my hand, Her cool kisses on my neck I miss the feel of a warm hug At the end of a long day, I miss the feel of her eyes slowly watching me, Waiting for me, Longing for me, To come and hold her once again, I miss the feeling of Her warm body laying Next to mine on a cold winters morning, The feeling of knowing she's safe, Warm, Satisfied, Mine. I Miss the feeling of Her Just being with me and knowing That she's not going anywhere. I miss the feeling of warmth, Purity, Wholeness, Commitment, And Love, I miss the Feeling of Love In my heart, In my mind, And in my soul, I miss all those lovely feeling I miss them every day, For the feeling that are brought On by a lover can neve
LOVE   You told me that you loved mewhy did you leave me to cry in the coldyou swore this time was differentwhy does that line seem so old You told me I was the only onewho could make you feel that wayyou told me that you cared about meso why didnt you stay All the nights you laid with mealone in the dark in my bednow I finally realizeyou were just messing with my head You may say love is a powerfull butlove seem to be parts of the weakness links between us That the word love people often misusesomething they take for grantedsomething they beat and abuse My wounds run deep inside methere's blood all over the placeI think I’ve really lost it this timeIm ashamed to show my faceIm afride to show my love againnot knowing if i will ever be loved again. WHAT HAPPEN TO US??WE USED TO HANG OUT,WE USED TO LAUGH SO HARD UNTILL WE PISS OUR PANT WE USED TO CHILL EVERYDAY,WHAT HAPPEN TO US??DID OUR FRIENDSHIP FALL APART??DID IT DIE BETWEEN US??IS IT BECOMING HATE?IS IT SOMETHING I DID??
By Far The Best Convos I Have Ever Had.
So here's the story, this guy randomly messages me on Facebook (I have never talked to him before) and this is our convo. Enjoy! John you're not the hottest girl but id seriously just love fucking u idk theres just something about u 12:46amKristin uh wtf? 12:46amJohn lol well i meant that as a compliment 12:47amKristin uh fuck off. is that enough of a compliment for u? 12:47amJohn well that wasnt exactlly a compliment u just told me to fuck off 12:47amKristin maybe u should read it and follow the instructions. 12:49amJohn well i dont think i wanna cuz really i just want u to giv me head cuz ur a beautiful girl 12:49amKristin uh maybe i want u to? o do you? 12:50amKristin Yuup. Ty 12:51amJohn but i dont wanna fuck off i wanna fuck you 12:51amKristin r u a dumbass? yes, yes u r 12:51amJohn =/ no im not 12:51amKristin so take ur dumbass self and gtfo of my Facebook 12:52amJohn im not on ur facebook tho im just chatting with you 12:52amKristin Uh could
D's Blog
Seems hard to believe but 25 years ago today, as a senior in high school, 4 of my friends and I left for our big spring break trip to Florida.  First time doing anything like that on our own.  We didnt have any wild & crazy plans and we didnt have a lot of money to spend.  We had been saving all school year and planned on camping at a campground near Daytona. We planned on leaving about noon but one of the guys who was driving decided to get his car repaired that day and didnt show up until much later.  We did finally get on the road about 3 oclock with plans on driving straight through to Florida without stopping.   The trip was a blast.  Hanging out in a car for that long doesnt seem so bad when you're with your best friends.   As we drove down I-75 through Knoxville TN at about 3am still laughing and making fun of our friends in the other car over the cb radio, my friend, Bob, who was driving noticed a bunch of police cars coming up behind us all with the flashers and sirens going.
Do Not Let Females Fool You
As I watch the rain fall I wait for someone to call Someone to call my name Someone who feels the same As the rain drips down the glass I think about my past All the things people have said to me How all I want is to be free Free from all the pain and fear I've suffered too much these past few years I wish that I was different in so many ways Life has been so hard these past days As I listen to the rain fall I wait for someone to call Someone to say they love me Someone who can set me free Free from worry and pain But tight now I'll just sit and watch the rain. The One We've known each other for a long , long time And all that time I never realized all the magic in your eyes All the while I couldn't see Now I feel that you're the one for me When I'm around you I feel

Dear Santa, All I want for Xmas is a man (not boy) who will say sorry, appreciates the small [and big] things I do for him, who dates only me, who'll turn the air on when i'm hot regardless of $3 xtra bill, who'll love my cooking and return the favor, who'll realize how amazing I am & all that me (and family) offers, oh & TALL DARK AND HANDSOME would b perfect. If u can't find that, plenty of booze will hold me over.   2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.   3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.       HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF 4 my town -birdman, drake , lil wayne,   WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? mount sims - falling up   HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Crossroads -Miss May I -  tides.   WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? New found glory - Love and pain   IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY Lady Gaga - monster   WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? If you want it to be good girl, get yourself a bad boy - the backstreet boy
Whats happinin guys dont be afraid to say hi
Its All My Fault Or I Think It Is
A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, kiss and love you Every m
Just Sayin
Funny Thing I Have Noticed
The Vows He Gave Me Today....
As I sit on this blasted website and play my little game of fu-mafia passing the time at my office at a very stressful job, I have been entertained more so with the fools and clowns on this place.  First of all, how does one become an ECS member, or a 2nd Alarm Hottie, or whatever fun and cutesy letters follow the names on here. And who determines this.  Are there a panel of judges like Simon Cowell and Paula….!!??  If so, I want to see the ones who didn’t make it.  They are so much more fun.  Why on earth not go to college if you like letters after your name.  I have some, it’s MBA.  No that does not stand for My Booty is Awesome.   So much fun to have those letters and oh my goodness to have your name in red, pink or blue  must be the equivalent of receiving the Nobel Peace Prize of Fubar.  People, here's what I have to say, which because I don't have the following requirements necessary to be ranked on here, will go ignored.  Those requirements are:   1.     I m
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Wolf Pack Rules
1.No disrespecting other family members.If you have a problem with someone go to staff. 2.must try to rate the daily rate.If you can't plz let staff know. 3.When a level up is posted in stash,you must help,if you cannot help tell the homepage. may rate nsfw pics if you want to but no one will make you rate them.Use your own judgement. 5.If you donot have a salute pic you will have 30 days to get one.If you cannot get a salute done in that 30 days tell a staff member. 6.If not a computer plz put afk so no one sends you the link for the level ups. 7.Must add all family members to fubar.You can find the members list under stash on homepage. 8.All staff must tell ppl they have joining to put who u are joining through. 9.Plz read any blogs and stashes that are posted to homepage and comment so you get credit. 10.If you want to join this family you cannot have any member of this family blocked.I donot get involved in personal stuff,but this is fubar,if you cannot get along the
I Dnt Get It!!!
What iz wrong wit tha woman n tha cityz that i lived n there r no hook upz, now i have many woman from all around tha world that wud love ta get wit me but tha woman n my own city wnt give me tha time of day " i dont get it" now maybe sum1 can tell wtf iz up wit thatcuz i wud like ta know i mean iz it me or maybe they just dnt know a good man when they c 1, what eva tha answer iz i wud like 2 know cuz cumin home 2 a empty apt every night aint fun!
Song Lyrics
Verse 1]A moment in time worthy only of solitude.A stranger not meant for another to see.Are we the abandoned?Are we the deserter?Lived in the night so his wickedness way.The faces light up their screens,as the wealthy cash in on the war.The body counts rise, the ratings will soar.Another deceiver.The liar, the patriot.Counting the lies and keeping the score.The score.[Pre-chorus:]Look at the light based on faith that deserts you.You are the hunted, the victim, the prey and the fallen.[Chorus:]We die alone.[Verse 2]A lamb in the line has been lead to the slaughter.Another to join all the ghosts from before.(Join all the ghosts from before.)Another believer, another casualty.Can't tell the way out from a drain to the floor.The floor. I can feel your fear and weaknessI see my own in the mirrors of your eyesCaught into a corner, hopelessNear death ahead and truth behindThere's a bad storm blowing inAnd most of us won't make itThe wreckage of your pastMeans nothing now, forsake itThe memor
My Louge
Wanna Kill Some Time?
I have decided to put a Fantasy Baseball league up on Yahoo.  Now it is available to anyone who is interested only thing you win is bragging rights.  It is open to anyone interested just leave a comment and i will get with you at some point.  Hopefully a few of my friends on her are interested and wanna have a little fun and maybe meet some new people.  Must get with me before Sunday March 28th to join league i can have a max of 20 people but must have an even number for this thing to start.
Plagiarized From A Friend
 If you woke tomorrow to find  everyone you ever loved was gone, would your  life still have meaning? WOULD YOU still carry on? WOULD YOU sit down to cry not knowing what to do? WOULD YOU lay down to die? or just start life anew?  In loving memory J.E.H
My Demon Lover.......   He comes to me late at night, as I sleep wrapped up so tight.   His hair is long, his skin is white. His eyes sing a silent song, He can kill with just one bite.   He approaches me, but never touches the ground. His touch is so cold, He never makes a sound.   His lips are so soft, His kiss is so cold, Just a moment of pain, Is what I am told.   His lips brush my neck, His hand cups my breast. I am feeling so dizzy, As my heart pounds in my chest.   I feel his fangs, Pierce my neck. I feel as tho time is standing still, Just like before a wreck.   He tells me I am special, There is only you and me, He tells me he has given me a gift, When in fact, he has set me free.   By day we look, just like everyone. But by night, A Vampire we shall become.   By: Moketta 2008 The Final Inspection   The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass, He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his br
Godsmack's New Cd,oracle!
Their new song 'cryin like a bitch is great,i can't wait till it come out,Godsmack is one of if not my favorite bands today!ManSully kickz azz!Shout out to Godsmack!
You Give Your Thoughts
I Dreamed Of You
I dreamed of you.....   At night you would sneak in my dreams. Lay next to me. Your arms around me. Your breathe on my neck. Feeling the heat of your body warming my skin. Feeling your hand move, as your finger tips run down my side. My skin tingles from your touch. The softness of your lips on my ear. The fire of your words as you whisper "i need you. I want to feel our bodies melt into one." You press your body harder into mine. You legs slips between mine Letting me feel the desire you have. You hand roams over my breast. Teasing my hard nipples A slight moan escapes my lips. The strength of your hand kneading them. Moans get louder. Lips pressed against each other.Lips parting as our tongues dance with each other. Your hand grab mine. Pulls them above my head. Holding them there. The full weight of your body on mine. The next sensation is the feeling of you slowly slip into me. Pushing until you can go no further. Holding tight against me. The wetness caressing you. Pleasurabl
Your Profile Breakdown
First image shows the effect on a good portion of the profile, second image will be of just the fuBling box.   And the image of just the fuBling box: As described in a previous section, this is the base tables for your UIL+Rate+Default Pic+ASLol+Salute section, the fuBling table, Status table, F4(Fam+Friends+Fans+FanOf) table, MBL(MUMMs+Blogs+Lounges) table, Drink Bar, and two footer sections (will be overridden) profile viewers and viewable tables. .userprofile_table {  border: .2em red ridge;} As stated before, this covers your boldlinks: Referrals, Photos, fuBling, Status+atom rss, Family, Friends, Fans, Fan of, MUMMs, Blog Posts, Lounges, Drinks, and the overridden profile vieweres links. .userprofile_boldlinks {  border: .2em orange ridge;} This covers another broad range of areas: the numbers for achievements, All blasts link, last 10 viewers link, number joined (referrals), number of photos all in the ASLol section and the bling me! link. .userprofil
from: Firechief/Found... New Hotties of the Week United States subject: RE: 2 Alarm Hotties   received: 02/18/2010 06:35 pm replied: no    block this member    Flag as spam   Well 1st this is just like a Maryland lady I have yet to meet one that I liked. But I suppose you are like others trying to start a girls group. Well I didnt know you were one so for that Im sorry, We dont want nor do I want our girl asking you or anyone with you so I will put the word out.Enjoy the snow=== '•• . .ΜFĸŋ JÇ. . ••. . §ëЯ. . ••. .Ðเr±y Ðøzεn TART. . ••. .' wrote the following at '2010-02-18 18:25:15'..>> Hello - Fire Chief,> > Within the past month, many of your officers have approached more than 1/2 of the Dirty Dozen members in regards to joining the 2nd alarm h
"in The Closet" Gays
all dudes dats denying that the utter fact of your sexuality, im tellin you now, even though im not gay,doesnt mean you should deny that you stop hittin on me and denyin your sexuality just say it and have a little respect for yourself.
More Then Just Friends
I don't want what I'm about to say change the way things are, I'm a little scard of what you'll say 'cause I'd rather have you in me life as my friend then not have you in it at all.I feel so comfortable around you yet it's so hard to tell you how I feel about you, our friendship means so much more then that to me.I'm not sure where she stands with you all I know is that the time you spend with her was with me instead.I act like it doesn't bother me but, truth is I spend all my time wishing you were mine and I was in her place.It's hard to keep these feeling inside when all I wanna do is kiss you.I love how we can talk for hours, you just get me on a whole nother level, or how can sit in a room without saying a word and it still means so much.You're laugh makes me laugh and you're smile makes me smile.I bet you couldn't tell unless I told you but I wanna love you the way I want to, I want to be more then friends and I guess I was just wondering if you felt the same.
Hate Him
She wants to hate him, but she just can't find the way,Whenever he's around she doesn't know what to say.Her chest tightens, whenever he is near,She doesn't know why she even cares.He's hurt her before, but she still can't let go,Why she still likes him, she'll never know,He makes her breathless, but he makes her sad,She doesn't know why and it's driving her mad.She doesn't understand why she just can't let it be,She whispers to herself,"Why does he do this to me?"She hates herself for being so weak,Whenever he's around she can't seem to speak.Her heart beats faster and she finds it harder to breathe,Will he ever understand why she wants to leave?He leads her on and expects her to be fine,But he doesn't know she's nearly crossed the line.Her cuts get deeper, she finds it harder to bare,Where ever she goes, he seem to be there.She hates seeing him when he's with his girlfriend,It hurts her so bad, and she wants it to end.She's tearing her self apart, she has no control,She doesn't know
Slip into the nightCaught on a dream.Rip yourself awayAnd don't look back.It's time for freedomAnd time to love.It's time to leave behindEverything you've held onto.Don't be afraidAs you slip through the trees.The moon and stars will guide youAnd lead you safely to me.Softly, I whsiperAnd hope that you can hear:'This is it, my love,No turning back.'But even from miles awayI hear your heart beating in your chest.I feel the fear in youThat I know you've been hiding.You don't want to come here tonightAnd I understand why.But I want this last chanceTo look into your eyes.Soon everything will changeAnd we will drift apart.So tonight, let's hold eachotherAnd whisper in the dark.
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Dealt With Via Crazy Man...
Clicky Theres an amazing amount of discussion going on regarding the girl who eggs the guy on and then films HERSELF picking up the white guys grocery bag, Kinda funny how she pulls her own card... And now we have her video reply via youtube.... Clicky Hmmmmmmm.......Im not gonna touch on her horribly scripted reply.....anyways... point is...dont fuck with crazy old men! muchless swing on one....
My First Auction
Nail Clippings
It was a sunny day in the frozen barren land.... A day that seemed like a perfect day to get new phones. As i drove towards the mall listening to a variety of music and really no one pissing me off while driving. All seemed well..   I get to the mall and woah look an actual expectant mothers parking spot. I am in luck, there is good in this pregnant world. Im glad I wore runners because walking the cement floors of a mall is a nemesis to a big pregnant lady.. I make it to the store, Im standing in line hes there with another client so i find the nearest wall and lean on it... Oh looks hes done my turn, Hes my guy... the guy you make your store buddy cause you shop their so often they know you... He grabs my phone I tell him what i want he says it will be 20 minutes do you want to sit in the lounge ill turn on the tv. My stomach is growling so i tell him im going to run and grab some food... I make my way to the bread and saucery company, a cute little coffee shop. I grab a sausage
Dear Them
Who is "them"? Them are the people who are not us. (sorry Dr. Beal I know you taught me better grammer than that but oh well)   Dear Them,       You asked me today why I served my country, what could justify serving a country that kills poor innocent civilians in a far off land. You could not see my reason for doing what I do. In your eyes I am a killer, yes I have killed men, and probably women maybe even children. My bombs do not discriminate on gender, or age or color or creed. I have killed my own Marines, not directly but what else will you have me call it sending a young man into a firefight? You asked what can justify this? What reason could I have to do what I do?       This is what I say to you, my home is in a land where brave men fought, brave men died and brave men killed. While in our native homelands we asked for freedom to worship, we asked for freedom to speak; our cries landed on deaf ears. We left our native land in an effort of peace, to remove ourselves from the
American Freedoms Motorcycle Rally
It's the American Freedoms Motorcycle Rally and Event - 2010 at The Arena in Corbin, June 30 thru July 4, 2010. Lots of entertainment, bike rides, bike show, AVTT "Moving Wall" Vietnam memorial, huge military appreciation ceremony, Louisiana Crawfish Boil, mud bog, national vendors, pig roast at the Wednesday night Kick-Off Party. We're going to rock Corbin!!! That's Corbin, Kentucky at the South Corbin Exit [#25] on Interstate 75 Will Pass along any New Info as it comes along...but here is the link to the website if you want to take a look...Corbin American Motorcycle Rally We just received this information and do not yet have all the details on it but will gladly pass along any info we get as soon as we receive it. Within the next few days we will add to the post a list that contains info about local hotels, bars, restaurants, attractions, sights, camping areas, etc. Any questions about the general area, feel free to ask and we will fill you in. Paul & Sondra IMPORTANT NOTE: No
I Blog Your Face.
Most of my friends on here know I have a...weird education. I spent most of graduate school synthesizing what I had learned while obtaining my BAs in Anthropology and Religious Studies into a fascination bordering on obsession with the connection between burial practices, artifacts, the historical record and popular culture. As a result, I've written some very interesting studies on the human condition. I thought I'd give a sampling of some of my subject matter. It's good for an lol, if nothing else. Master's Thesis: Anthro: "Venus is a Doll, Mary is a Whore: How Feminine Iconography in the Artifact and Bone Records Has Influenced Modern Popular Conceptions of Woman, Witch, and Goddess" Religious Studies (unfinished): "Pagan Celebrities, the Diabolical Witch, and Burning Stereotypes at the Stake" Graduate School Highlights: " 'Daughters, Use Your Consciousness To Rise Up in the Earth': 19th Century Feminism in Christian Science and the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints."
Escort Ladies And Massage Therapist In Cebu City,philippines
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All Inclusive, Smoking Cessation Resort
I'm headed off to an All-inclusive, smoking cessation resort. I've stayed there before, but I have a 90 day credit to use up. They really want me to come back. So much so, That they have sent representatives to come pick me up. For free, even! I've ignored their pleas and door knocking thus far, but realize that the persistant buggers will not allow Susie, Myself and the munchkin any peace until I Succumb to their charm and go relax at the resort. They are persistant.         So, to Allow us as a family to move forward as a complete unit, Without having the shades pulled down constantly, we've decided to grace them with my presence at their designated place of leisure.          This is where you kind people come in. I Ask you to stay in touch with Susie and provide a venting outlet in her stressful times. Check in occaisionally, say hi and muss up her hair, or pat her on the ass. She's strong, but I know she'll need support. I love her very much and want her to keep her chin up while
Lounge RulesThis is an RP (Role-Play) Lounge1 - Do not come into the lounge to cause drama or bullshit - i.e. coming in ranting and raving about shit that has nothing to do with anything going on in RP, or coming in to bitch people out.  Unless it is SPECIFICALLY part of a StoryLine you are involved in with another character, etc.  Do not cause trouble for the sole purpose of causing trouble.2 - As stated, this is an RP lounge, so no OOC chatter in the room unless it's important - i.e. ((BRB)).  Keep OOC chatter to shoutboxes, private messages, or e-mails.3 - If you do not know how to RP, or haven't quite got the concept, there is a dropdown box to the right which explains.  If you are still confused, send me (Terran Nytefyer) a private message, or hit my shoutbox.  I will be more than happy to help.  We were all 'newbies' once.4 - No typing in ALL CAPS!  All Caps for a word or two, here and there, for emphasis, is quite fine and understandable.  It's even acceptable for you to use All
My Greatest Wrong Or Right
Dear Diary,               I stand half naked in front to the bay window, I reach into my bag, I pulled out my book and pen, I being to write to you, diary. This is my resource to keep my wicked deeds straight. I no longer know how many I have killed or will kill in the mere future. All I know…             I have killed again today. I found it thrilling. But I guess I will tell more to you. All my hidden deeds that brought death to men and women, who mistreated others, I choose them…because of my past. No one has to the divine right to hurt someone else. I can no longer stomach what is going in life, so what I had to become is now…             Is no longer lightness or goodness in life, it has become darkness seeking out justice for those who can’t fight back like….me at one time in my dark past. I am no longer sure….I’m making the wrong or right choices, but do know…             Give those back what they place others…is
Allright, Let me get a few things clear. I was just accused tonight of stealing staff from another lounge. This is something I did not do , nor have I ever. The person who accused me I will not name at this time, but they know who they are and so do others. He has informed me that " supposedly" others have came to him and said I steal members and attempt to steal their staff as well. This is something I am not sure whether to believe or take as just another ploy. So I wanted to write this in case. I have never, nor will I ever feel the need to lower myself to stealing another lounge owners staff. If you feel I am like this or have done this please feel free to come to me. There are many lounges on my lounge list, and many I support adn know have good honest ppl in them. And some know I would do just about anything to help. This is coming up because I hired a Dj who I was told quit. Who came to me and asked for a job. This is wwhat happens, ppl change almost like
Ok so I live in Sun Brook Apartments, in St. Charles the 63301 area, and I work in Schnucks, in Brentwood St. Louis part time, so those of u that know the area, understand my feelings. Last night my best friend's Mother died, and im debating on moving down there to be closer for her...I Love her dearly we are like sisters...but she is the onlyone out there, and my grandmother is not doing well either, and I am a Grandma's girl through and through, and the rest of my friends, and family are near me right now, so i dont know if me moving will benifit me or be worse than where im at now...   any thoughts???...feel free to let me know Marsha
10+ Foods For A Super Body, Satisfy Cravings, Fight Stress, Build Immunity
Recipes for the Mind, Body, Soul, Fitness, and Health!! Facts of Life: Stick to the List and watch the definition happen: Eat 6 small meals a day Eat lean protein and complex carbohydrates at every meal Lean protein can come from lean poultry, fish, egg whites, soy beans, legumes, lebtils, and limited nuts (remember we are going for defined abs) 2 handfuls a day is suffice Complex Carbohydrates come from fresh fruits and vegetables and whole grains Drink plenty of water everyday at least 3 liters almost a gallon avoid all processed refined and chemically charged foods avoid sugars except for naturally occuring sugars in fruits avoid trans and saturated fats avoid sodas and juices since they contain loads of sugars,either real or fake (I just cant seem to follow this one well) Limit treats to once per week rather than an entire day.. What to eat before you workout??? Eat complex carbs for energey before a workout and lean proteins afterward for tiss
The Cancer Journey
Cancer is a journey - both medical and emotional. You leave the life you know as soon as you hear the words "you have cancer," not knowing what lies ahead for your body or your soul. While each journey is unique, there are universal stops and turns for every cancer patient and caregiver/co-survivor. Understanding this journey will help you maneuver the obstacles and prepare for various possibilities as you juggle new information for yourself and your family or community. The first step has been decided, whether it is surgery, chemotherapy, radiation, or experimental treatments making their way into clinical trials. There are things you can do to get ready for treatment to take control of this part of the journey. Diagnosis Cancer. In the coming days and weeks you will be required to make life-changing decisions at a time when you are grappling emotionally with the life changes that cancer brings. We are here with information that will help you take control of this time. Breathe,
Unexpected And Unique The Challenges Of Breast Cancer In Women Under 40
Breast cancer is usually the furthest thing from your mind when planning for your 30th birthday. But for Jeannine Salamone of Alexandria, Virginia, a breast lump was an uninvited guest. She actually noticed the painful lump a few weeks earlier, but by the time she saw her gynecologist it had gotten bigger and more painful. A mammogram showed suspicious signs of calcifications in the breast and she was sent to a surgeon for a biopsy. “I got the results the next day,” she says, “the day I turned 30, and it was positive for cancer.” Before her diagnosis Salamone says she had no clue that someone her age could get breast cancer. But she quickly learned that young women do get this disease. In fact, although breast cancer is more common in older women, about 13,700 women younger than 40 years of age will get breast cancer this year in the United States. A few of these women, like Salamone, will learn they carry mutations in one of the two known breast cancer genes, called BRCA1 and
What Is Cancer?
What is Cancer?BY THE American Cancer SocietyMEDIAView Illustration:Cause & EffectAlthough there are many kinds of cancer, they all start because of out-of-control growth of abnormal cells. Normal body cells grow, divide, and die in an orderly fashion. Because cancer cells continue to grow and divide, they are different from normal cells. Instead of dying, they outlive normal cells and continue to form new abnormal cells.Cancer cells develop because of damage to DNA, which directs all activities in each cell. When DNA becomes damaged, the body is usually able to repair it. In cancer cells, however, the damaged DNA is not repaired. People can inherit damaged DNA, which results in approximately 10 percent of all cancers. More often, though, a person's DNA becomes damaged by exposure to something in the environment or random cellular events.Most cancers originate almost anywhere in the body and usually form as a solid tumor, while others, such as leukemia and myeloma, are sometimes referr
Hazards To Your Heart!
Hazardous to Your Heart BY JAMIE SPENCER Protecting the heart from toxic side effects of cancer therapy. How Heart Damage Occurs At the dizzying moment when a patient first receives a diagnosis of cancer, the side effects of treatment to fight the disease may seem insignificant. That was certainly true for Adriana Jenkins, who found out in 2001 at age 31 that she had inflammatory breast cancer and the disease had already spread to her lymph nodes and chest wall. “Quite honestly, my situation was so dire,” she says now, “if they had said hydrochloric acid would help, I’d have spread it all over my body.” Instead, she entered a trial for Herceptin® (trastuzumab). But after 12 weeks of treatment, despite her cancer responding well, she had to withdraw from the trial because of potentially dangerous changes in her heart rhythm. Adriana Jenkins was removed from a Herceptin study after experiencing injury to her heart. Photo by David Gordon. While many side effects o
4 Exercises To Sharpen Your Brain
4 Exercises to Sharpen Your BrainBy Dr. Maoshing Ni - Posted on Fri, Jun 19, 2009, 1:12 pm PDT Dr. Mao's Secrets of Longevity by Dr. Maoshing Ni a Yahoo! Health Expert for Alternative Medicine Visit Alternative Medicine Home » More By This Expert 4 Exercises to Sharpen Your Brain8 Commonly Used Herbs and their Healing Properties5 Secrets to Preserve Your Eyesight All Blog Posts Did you find this helpful? Rate this blog entry: Sign in to rate!Sign in to rate!thumbs up thumbs down 95% of users found this article helpful. Think of your brain as a muscle: It gets stronger with exercise. Your everyday mental tasks are like walking, but how about a real workout? Try these simple exercises to boost your brain power and clear away the fog of forgetfulness. 1. Use your non-dominant hand Tackling new tasks improves brain capacity in younger people and has a restorative effect on mental faculties that are declining. Boost your brain power right now by performing everyday acti
What Kids Want And Need To Know When A Parent Is Diagnosed
What kids need and want to know when a parent is diagnosed. Little Joanie had a hard question: “Who’s going to be my mommy?” “I’m your mommy,” answered Janice Hayes-Cha. But that wasn’t the whole question. “I’m too scared to say it!” said Joanie. “Can you whisper it in my ear?” She could: “Who’s going to be my mommy if you die?” Kids ask hard questions all the time, but for parents facing cancer it can be even harder. Fortunately, Hayes-Cha was ready. “All I could think of was my kids,” she says of her initial diagnosis with advanced breast cancer. “I was really freaked out.” Then her doctor at Massachusetts General Hospital Cancer Center suggested the Parenting At a Challenging Time, or PACT, program. “It was a huge relief to have that expertise at my disposal.” Joanie wasn’t even sad that day, says Hayes-Cha; she was just working things out. “Her main issue was, ‘Who is going to take care of me?’ ” Hayes-Cha countered that she didn’t think she would die s
Bone Cancer
Definition of bone cancer: Primary bone cancer is cancer that forms in cells of the bone. Some types of primary bone cancer are osteosarcoma, Ewing sarcoma, malignant fibrous histiocytoma, and chondrosarcoma. Secondary bone cancer is cancer that spreads to the bone from another part of the body (such as the prostate, breast, or lung). Estimated new cases and deaths from cancer of the bones and joints in the United States in 2009: New cases: 2,570 Deaths: 1,470 1. What is bone cancer? Bone cancer is a malignant (cancerous) tumor of the bone that destroys normal bone tissue (1). Not all bone tumors are malignant. In fact, benign (noncancerous) bone tumors are more common than malignant ones. Both malignant and benign bone tumors may grow and compress healthy bone tissue, but benign tumors do not spread, do not destroy bone tissue, and are rarely a threat to life. Malignant tumors that begin in bone tissue are called primary bone cancer. Cancer that metastasizes (spreads
Foods And Their Benefits To Your Health
30 foods that fight fat Want to peel off pounds but can't handle the hunger? Dig in to SELF's new bag of diet tricks, one that shows you how eating more of certain foods (even pizza!) can help you lose. The women here shed weight effortlessly—fill up on their picks, and you'll stay satisfied and get slim, too! Breakfast Cottage cheese "It's the perfect breakfast because it keeps me full until lunch," says Melody Abedinejad, 22, of Weston, Massachusetts. "I lost 40 pounds in 10 weeks!" Why it works Cottage cheese has whey protein, which releases hormones that tell your brain when you've had enough to eat, says Dave Grotto, R.D., of Chicago. Look for lowfat versions, which have 80 calories and 1 gram of fat per 1/2 cup. Egg whites "I eat them every day," says Jennifer Ruff, 36, of New York City. "I throw in a little cheese for flavor." Why they work The amino acids in egg whites help build lean muscle that may in turn help rev metabolism. Lowfat cheese will curb calorie c
Get Together
Human predators abound, preying on the weak, the helpless. These lions do not need taming. they need to be put down.
~Start~ 1. Your gender: M 2. Are you liking someone: yea 3. Are you hungry: Yes 4. Are you bored: Yes 5. Your birthday: November 23 6. Age you wish you were: 21 but already am 7. The color of your hair: dirty blonde 8. Color you wish your hair was: no diff 9. The color of your eyes: Blue 10. Got any piercing: no 11. Want anything pierced: yea 12. Tattoos: not yet 13. Who do you like: a girl 14. Any siblings: yea -​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-​-R
My Promise To You Mom...
  Now that you're gone,.. I'll remember you with smiles and laughter And if I need to cry, I'll cry with our family who walk in grief beside me. And when I need you, I'll put my arms around anyone and give to them what I need you to give to me. There are so many who need so much. You have left me something... something much better than words or sounds. I'll Look for you in the people I've known or those you helped and touched in some special way. You will always live in my heart as well as my mind. I will love you most by letting my love reach out to our loved ones, by embracing them and living in their love. Love does not die, people do. So, when all that's left is love, It will be your love that lives on forever.   I love you Mom... rest in peace.
Answer This If You Can
Maybe you've always secretly fancied them, or perhaps love has blossomed out of a long-term friendship? How do you find out whether they fancy you too and should you even try in the first place. Can anyone answer this? Traditional and fairly failsafe, the candlelit meal for two can be very romantic. Dress up for the occasion, eat, drink, talk and be merry.
Cheating Or Not?
The Girl From Ipanema
....something you can't get out of your head right now. Go. **** From the time I saw the guy on the subway this afternoon, I knew I wanted to write about him. Trying to describe him in a few words, under the heading of Funny People Sightings, I've been dying to own him in the pages of my notebook. Bald as a cue ball, taller than the sky, he was sleek and slim like an otter. But the reason that he stuck out in my mind, the reason I need to make him part of my "someday" stable of characters, was the way he was dressed in the middle of the day on the subway at Queen and Yonge, in a tight black catsuit and flip-flops. I would say he was wearing a wetsuit, but it definitely didn't look like it was waterproof. He had the most aggressive nipples I have ever seen on a man, protruding rock hard through the fabric and tipping a pair of amazing pecs. Heavily muscled abs and thighs that were corded and gorgeous. The objectionable part, at least for some of the people who could not take their ey
  Why is opening up to someone you are interested in, like pushing your very owen self distract button? You start to doubt youself and expect them to suddenly read your mind just because you shared the most intermit side of yourself with them. Men should understand, that when a woman opens up to you about her deepest and darkest secrets, for her that is better than sex. She may start acting distant to try and protect herself and in thoses moment's you will just see her worse characteristics come out but just remember, you only have to put up with that for minute, in oreder to get the best of her for as long as the relationship last. That, then does not mean that women should expect the man to read their mind or become their saver. You have to know you before you can expect someone else to know you. You only get what you put in, in this life. Expect notthing but greatness and you will get notthing less in return.
3 Credit Bling Auction
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10 Things You Should Never Say To A Redhead
  10. “Do your drapes match the carpet?” Thank you for annihilating any naughty thoughts I may have had about  showing you my interior decorating. 9. “Carrot-top.” If you are the first, second or third adult ever to say this to a 6-year-old redhead, congratulations — a first-grader finds you clever! Otherwise, you just appear to possess all the mental maturity of a first-grader, and I expect you’ll shortly be peeing your pants in public. 8. “You know what they say about redheads ...” No, what do they say? No,really, what? You’re not going to tell me? I really wanna know, what do they say, tell me what they say about redheads ...Ohhhh, is this one of those reverse psychology things where I’m supposed to giggle aloud about what a bad girl I am? You wanna know what else is reverse psychology? Your thinking this is gonna work. 7. “Are you a natural redhead?” Yes, are you a natural retard? 6. “Firecrotch.&rdq
About Me!
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for her. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss. I'm the girl who you can ta
Hot Or Not?
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I Am A Fiesty Bitch
has to be/have:   1. Funny. If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything -Marilyn Monroe 2. Nerdy. I like some computer games, I like Memes, adore sci fi books and documnetaries, I snort when I laugh..... ummm.............8D And nothing is cuter than a nerdy DnD lover ;D 3. Empathatic. If you can help a old lady across the street, you are ace in my book ;D 4. the height. Preferably taller than me, I am 1.75m. 5. love rock music. Because I can't live without it. 6. HAIRY BUTT. MOST IMPORTANT   Haha, just felt like sharing that. Oh appearance wise/age, I can't be arsed :)  As long as you make me feel safe and happy then yeah, it's enough for me :D   I am tired of all of it ok? I will make a salute when I want to, don't ask me when or how I should make one, it's my FUCKING salute. As for proof if I am real. honestly? if you think I am fake, report me and block me. If you ask for a salute, I will think about it but do NOT fucking pester me every fucking day for o
Lagena's Blog
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  Below is our music player. Feel free to give it a click and hear some of the music we have been playing as of late. The tracks were recorded live so forgive us for it being so raw. We are sure you will still enjoy what you hear.We will also be releasing or first original "I See Your Face" soon. So keep your ears open.
Hey everyone who is interested in joining the latest craze FARKLE is an amazing dice game but the name just makes it sound so naughty like it was made for FU.  We really need a Farkle ability bling or plain Farkle bling to celebrate the rage.  Don't leave us sitting in the dust Scrapper even FB has Farkle!   Now put your heads together all vote on my blog and send a message to the powers that be on FU that you want and need to Farkle!  Get a Buddy never Farkle alone.... it is always more fun to Farkle with others.  Let's have a FU FARKLE FRIDAY!!! Why is it that us BBW & SSBBW are regarded as nothing more than playtoys for those cold hearted SOB's who chose to play with our emotions.  None of us is perfect, we all have different tastes, but we are all human and deserve to be treated with respect and compassion. Will this world ever go back to when someones word meant something?  Will the day ever come again when you can trust another persons word?  When will man ever judge us for th
Toall The Girls
That are wrong. her friends want her to leave me and want to kick my ass but im not only hurting herw im hurting her 2 year old daughter and i better man up before someone mans me up for hurtin my 2 girls hi girls, im russell and i just wanted to tell you all that i have the most beautiful girlfirend in the world ive been dating her for almost 6 months now and continue to break her heart by talking to you ladies like this and sending and recieving pictures
“Horribly horribly sad tonight. Accepting that the person you love simply doesnt love you anymore sucks. I have been crying for days, and cant function. It fuels a self hatred fire that drives me to escort. To prove I am desireable, wanted. But then I realize that it can never replace love. Never. There is no comfort in being wanted for sex, but not loved. I think it hurts more. I want to be loved. I want to make love to someone who loves me back, not sell myself to someone who doesnt know my name. But that choice isnt mine to make. I can sell myself, but i cant make someone love me. I used to believe in dreams and love, but i cant feel anything anymore. I think even god forgot about me. I cant even fake happiness enough to pull off a date anymore. I am ignoring it all, wallowing in sadness while the month slips away and i dont have the rent money. Hating every man Ive ever met, but loving the only one who doesnt want me.”
Im making changes to my life no one is going to like but these changes need to be made change number 1. I'm going to try to be a gurl 2. I'm not going to be pushed around anymore by anyone  3. No more people from my past coming back in my life 4. Move on from jacob 5. Stop smoking  6. Tell people my true feelings on things 7. No more hiding from the world 8. No more hiding at all 9. Get rid of the people that are no good for me 10. Get married 11. Spend more time with my mom.  . . . . . . ..more changes coming soon
Bored And Restless
i remember years agosomeone told me i should takecaution when it comes to lovei did, i didand you were strong and i was notmy illusion, my mistakei was careless, i forgoti didand now when all is donethere is nothing to sayyou have gone and so effortlesslyyou have wonyou can go ahead tell themtell them all i know nowshout it from the roof topwrite it on the sky loveall we had is gone nowtell them i was happyand my heart is brokenall my scars are opentell them what i hoped would beimpossible, impossibleimpossible, impossiblefalling out of love is hardfalling for betrayal is worstbroken trust and broken heartsi know, i knowthinking all you need is therebuilding faith on love is worstempty promises will weari know (i know)and know when all is gonethere is nothing to sayand if you're done with embarrassing meon your own you can go ahead tell themtell them all i know nowshout it from the roof topwrite it on the sky loveall we had is gone nowtell them i was happyand my heart is brokenall my s
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Toyota's Contest
well here is what is going on i have been doing some paint schemes for my friend's racecar on toyota's contest i need to be within the top ten to have it possibly used so please vote for mine and i have one done out of 5 that i did and i will be putting the links up on here each time they are accepted. now there is only 11 days left for voting and i am still waiting on one to be accepted and then i would have the link and then people can vote.
Lyrics...cuz Im Bored.....
"To Be Loved" Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go! Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession A love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna
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Want Some Fubucks?   I Am Giving 25k For Every 100 SFW Pic Rates! Tryin 2 Level!       Just Send Me A Private Message With The Total Number Of Pics U Rated & I Will Hook U Up! If U Do Not Send Me A Private Message Telling Me How Many R At Least Which Albums U Rated Then How Will I!   Thanks Everyone! SexyBiChris =)
"the Saphire Chronicles"
She is the one in control... She is the one I serve unto... My Loyalties lye with her... Mistress Saphire... On my knees... I beg of thee... Drown me in wax... Roses across my back... Mistress Saphire...   Mistress Saphire, I am your slave... I await your command... Punish me harder... I can't wait to bleed... The war is over... Praise Mistress... For we are victorious... However... The Hunters have taken me in battle... Your new found Army... Will serve & obey you as I did... With my final plea... I beg of thee... Don't be sadden by my demise... Dying for you has always been my desire... With my last breath... I say to thee... Punish them... As you did me... Your Army always & ever will be loyal to you... They are the deadliest of enemies... Loyal slaves under your power... As I was... Thease are my final words... It has been the greatest honor of my life... To serve & obey you... This is the end... Good-Bye Mistress Saphire...  
Yes Or No
I'm Makin It While I'm Spendin It.
     I'm makin it while I'm spendin it,You can go to the Louie store,You can go to the Gucci store,You go to the mall,You gonna spend it all wat he do it for,You can buy the rags you can buy the bags,but there ain't no sign that say they the sway,But you can watch me an do your best impersonation,You need a lil time, a lil prepreation sooner or later you gonna have to face it,I'm like the penthouse you a fixed up basement,As far as chicks go I get it You take it I give em all franks the call me nathan.....
Short Time
Another day has past,another day of trivial nonsense,or more...another day of losing someone so very special. Our own parents are,have been,and always will be one of a us. Lost my father today,now,both are gone. Heart goes out to all that have loved and lost,most recently,my friend Kel,Peace and All That,thinkin of you girl!    Time is short,and it doesn't wait on nobody. My friends,cherish what you have...always. It could be over tomorrow.
Random Things
I still admit to being an asshole I am just less of one now than I was earlier this year. Watching my daughters grow and show daddy how much they love me has changed my aspect of somethings. Still don't care if you love me or hate me I am just going to try and be less rude in the future.
Future Contest Ideas
Want to earn prizes?  Prizes like VIP, Bomb, Autos, Boomerang, and more?  Wanna do it without having to get naked?  Yeah believe it or not a guy on fubar is gonna hold a contest where you can win prizes and keep your pants on!!!!  You're welcome. The more entries the more prizes there will be.  I may add a Happy Hour to the mix.  Prizes will be spread amonst winners.  The rules to qualify. 1. A non edited pic of you. 2.  The colors red, white, and blue must appear in the pic somewhere.  This could be on you or a prop.  It doesn't have to be patriotic.  (you can't edit these colors into the picture) 3.  This must be submitted by 1 am fu time aka Pacific time Thursday/Friday.  The contest will begin soon after with the prizes announced at that time.  The folder with the pics will open up. To win: A combo of most photos and comments will win/rank.  Tie breaker if needed will be highest average rate. Now to enter either message me, shoutbox me, or respond here.  We'l
same ole same ole   wuzzup peeps !
Star Trek's Blog
How is everyone. I just tought I'd start this blog. Not sure why just yet. Ideas are coming. Got any Ideas for me? I usually just bitch and complain on these things. Comedically, that is. It's not whining. Gimme a topic and well see what comes of it.
About Me..
What is the single largest item in your house?My couchHow well can you write your name with your non dominant hand?Not wellWhat color is your bedroom?White,black and reds mostlyWhat type of computer mouse do you use?LogitechWhat is your earliest memory?My Dad's wolf HopieHave you ever jumped off of a high dive?No effin wayDo you take vitamins?Not in pill formWhen did you first become interested in sex?Ha!!Do you like to color inside the lines?WTF? Im not in grade school FFS!!What do you have set as your home page?MyyyyspaceDo you have your own radio?SureWhere would you hate to have to work?Chuck e cheeseWho is on your speed dial?NobodyDo you prefer lightbulbs or candles?Candles How much money did you spend today?Zero so far but Im bout to go pay a billWhat are you sitting on right now?At my computer desk Dipshit!!Do you look at yourself when you pass by reflective surfaces?Who doesn't?Would you ever get plastic surgery?SureDid you play with shaving cream when you were a kid?Haha yeah g
Weekend Update!
Im sick my son gave me his cold and I could strangle him.. he also informed me that i will be the basketball moms taxi tonight... FUCK ME! It was valentines day.. i hate valentines day Im pregnant still went to the doctor this morning found out im anemic... no wonder i was craving red meat.. Oh and of course my baby was moving so much they couldn't get a heart beat... SHOCKER I want to crawl into bed and die. Our drainage pipe stopped draining and decided to do a reverse in direction and come out the basement instead... I cant do laundry or dishes which poses a not enough maternity clothes problem.. And to top it all off i saw the skinniest pregnant lady who's baby belly looked like a tiny sour dough loaf.. I wanted to feed her chocolate and butter... I have to admit watching the olympics doesn't thrill me, never really has. That is all.. Oh and answering witchies question who's crazier, thank you all for tryign to be polite but i know im the nuttier of the two that is all.
Random Crap
Why must every day end in torment, like the flows of a river smashing against the dam trying to break through to where it belongs. Nothing is ever easy, nothing is ever simple, even the most basic actions and reactions take numerous steps to complete. Yet when it comes to the heart, the complications grow and the desires go beyond the basic to the neigh impossible to accomplish. Such is the way my heart feels now, no matter what I desire I feel as if I may never have it, as if it is always a hairs length outside of my reach. ~~~~~~~~Sniplet from FoxNews~~~~~~~~~~~~ Gun rights advocates have a California police detective in their crosshairs after he apparently posted comments on Facebook advocating that "open carry" supporters should be shot. East Palo Alto Police Det. Rod Tuason apparently posted the remarks on his Facebook page in response to a friend's status update, which suggested that gun advocates who carry unloaded weapons openly — which is legal in California — should do so
Special Thoughts
Why, Why, Why,Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries arealmost dead?Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they already knowthere is not enough moneyWhy does someoneBelieve you when you say there are four billion stars; but have to checkwhen you say the paint is still wet?Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw arevolver at him?Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'lisp'?If people evolved from apes,Why are there still apes?Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles arealways white?Is there ever a day that mattressesAre not on sale?Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes thatsomething new to eat will have materialized?Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuumcleaner, then reach down, pick it up, examine it, then put it down to giv
Walmart Interview
  WAL MART  INTERVIEW       Jennifer  a manager at Wal-Mart  had the task of hiring someoneto fill a job  opening.         After sorting through a stack of resumes she found four peoplewho were  equally qualified.       Jennifer  decided to call the four in and ask them only onequestion.         Their answer would determine which of them would get the job.       The  day came and as the four sat around the conference roomtable, Jennifer  asked, 'What is the fastest thing you know of?'       The first man  replied, 'A THOUGHT.'   It just pops into yourhead. There's  no warning.       'That's very good!' replied Jennifer.    'And, now you sir?',she asked the second man.      'Hmmm.....let me see 'A blink!   It comes  and goes and youdon't know that it ever  happened.       A BLINK is the fastest thing I know  of.'       'Excellent!' said Jennifer.  'The blink of an eye,  that's avery popular cliche for  speed.'       She then turned to the third man, who was  contemplating
Those Texans
Gabriel went to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you. We have some Texans up here who are causing some real problems.... They're swinging on the Pearly Gates, my horn is missing, and they are wearing T-shirts instead of their robes; there's barbecue sauce and picante sauce all over everything, especially their T-shirts; their dogs are riding in the chariots and chasing the sheep. They are wearing baseball caps and cowboy hats instead of their halos.. They refuse to keep the stairway to Heaven clean, and their boots are marking and scuffing up the halls of Wisdom. There are watermelon seeds and tortilla chip crumbs all over the place. Some of them are walking around with just one wing; and they insist on bringing their darn horses with them." The Lord said, "Texans are Texans, Gabriel. Heaven is home to all of my children. If you want to know about real problems, call the Devil."   So Gabriel calls the Devil who answers the phone
I think I am going to runaway from my mind, today. Everytime I try to think of a happy subject a dreadful one comes in and take that away.  Go figure, right?I have changed so much since I have moved to Michigan(1992), I am dreading the person that I have become. I had values. I was easy to get along with. Never did I talk back  to my folks{Always to scared to} .If I had a bill I took care of that right away as fast as I can.  I was funny and goofy~still am at times. Okay, just plain weird to some now.  I didn't care who was judging me, but I was always trying to be friends...No one  really put me in some "Classification" Before ....graduation..  I  had all in me.. nerd,prep--not clothing,jock-sort of...maybe.. does one time being on powder puff count?.., choirs-girls,acapella,mixed,drama club--okay 2 months for that but was in drama class my senior year,.I was considered a head(pot-head) because I dressed most of the time as one(tried once or twice.. didn't see the big deal,, drank, hu
Abbott & Costello
This is TOO good! Yes, this IS what they would do if they were still here! Read on: You have to be old enough to remember Abbott and Costello, and too old to REALLYunderstand computers, to fully appreciate this. For those of us who sometimes get flustered by our computers, please read on... If Bud Abbott and Lou Costello were alive today, their infamous sketch, 'Who's on  First?' might have turned out something like this: COSTELLO CALLS TO BUY A COMPUTER FROM ABBOTT ABBOTT: Super Duper computer store. Can I help you? COSTELLO: Thanks,  I'm setting up an office in my den and I'm thinking about buying a computer. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: No, the name's Lou. ABBOTT: Your computer? COSTELLO:  I don't own a computer. I want to buy one. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: I told you, my name's Lou. ABBOTT: What about Windows? COSTELLO: Why? Will it get stuffy in here? ABBOTT: Do you want a computer with Windows? COSTELLO: I don't know. What will I see when I look at the windows? ABBOTT: Wallpaper. COSTEL
There You Have It
PINK LYRICS "U + Ur Hand"Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh ohUh uh uh uh uh uh uh ohCheck it outGoing outOn the late nightLooking tightFeeling niceIt's a Cock fightI can tellI just knowThat it's going downTonightAt the door we don't wait cause we know themAt the bar six shots just beginningThat's when dick head put his hands on meBut you seeI'm not here for your entertainmentYou don't really want to mess with me tonightJust stop and take a secondI was fine before you walked into my lifeCause you know it's overBefore it beganKeep your drink just give me the moneyIt's just you and your hand tonightUh uh uh uh uh uh uh ohUh uh uh uh uh uh uh ohMidnightI'm drunkI don't give a FuckWanna danceBy myselfGuess you're outta luckDon't touchBack upI'm not the oneBuh byeListen up it's just not happeningYou can say what you want to your boyfriendsJust let me have my fun tonightAiightI'm not here for your entertainmentYou don't really want to mess with me tonightJust stop and take a secondI was fine before
Paige Brewer
My mother is friends with the mother of this girl and this is the note that she left on facebook concerning the well-being of her daughter Paige...... My 16 yr old daughter Paige Marie Brewer has run away from home. She was living with my mother in Faribault MN to finish high school after my move to the cities. I visited with her Saturday and she showed me a card and bear that was sent to her. She said it was from a 17 yr old she thought was gay and "nothing to worry about". The card was proclaiming his love for her. I told her I didn't approve of her giving out her address on line and would revoke her computer privledges if she continues with that lack of judgement. She mentioned something about a man named Johnathon "The Impaler" Sharkey who thought he was a vampire and had run for governer. I thought it was just someone she was researching because of the Vampire thing, she seems to be enthralled with that lately and I figured it was due to the whole "Twilight" craze. I didn't
i try not to think about it i try to ignore most days i do great then comes that one terrible night where i want answers i want explination. i wannna forget you i wanna earase you from my mind i wanna live like you never exsisted the pain you cause the issues you stirred. i had a wall up you broke it down just to break me. you complained i was negative to just prove me right. you wondered y i was the way i was and you my friend were the perfect example. i never asked for you to tell me the things you did you did that on your own. i never asked you to sppit out your lies of lovin me that was all  your own work and for what. what fuckin enjoyment did you get from it. The deepest substance is torn from me and I find myself feeling rather weak most of the time. Shut down, never do I seize to cry. The shell is a facade created for people that choose to see nothing but. For people who cannot stomach the intensity of truth even if they swallowed it. I am the lonely willow tree on the top of t
Lord Give Me A Sign!!!!
     I really need to talk to ya lord, since the last time we talk the walk has been hard. I know you haven't left me lord but i feel like im alone. I'm a big boy now but i still ain't grown still goin thru it pain & the hurt, soakin up trouble like rain in the dirt an i know only i can stop the rain just the mention of his name, In the name of jesus.
Ali For Cody By Senses Fail
Senses Fail Ali For Cody Lyrics   I'm giving up all expectationsThat I will live a meaningful lifeI once was filled with inspirationThat lion heart has lost his prideI am not the person that I thought that I would beI keep tripping over the same stepsThe stars aren’t beautifulAdvice is never usefulAnd I still walk the line held tight with my regretsI'd rather die than live like thisI’ve gotta give up giving in“Some people never will go crazy,What horrible lives they must lead.”I'm going to try and paint new sceneryAnd build a window to help me seeI am not the person that I thought that I would beI keep tripping over the same stepsThe stars aren’t beautifulAdvice is never usefulAnd I still walk the line held tight with my regretsI'd rather die than live like thisI’ve gotta give up giving inI have got my eyelids stapled shutI have failed but I'm used to itThe past is just thatIt's a sunken old shipThere will be moments I pretendThat I can raise it up
You Reap What You Sow~
You Reap What You Sow Good morning said a woman as she walked up to the man sitting on ground. The man slowly looked up. This was a woman clearly accustomed to the finer things of life. Her coat was new. She looked like she had never missed a meal in her life. His first thought was that she wanted to make fun of him,like so many others had done before. "Leave me alone," he growled.... To his amazement, the woman continue standing. She was smiling -- "Are you hungry?" she asked. "No," he answered sarcastically. "I've just come from dining with the president. Now go away." The woman's smile became even broader...Suddenly the man felt a gentle hand under his arm. "What are you doing, lady?" the man asked angrily. "I said to leave me alone. Just then a policeman came up. "Is there any problem, ma'am?" he asked.. "No problem here, officer," the woman answered "I'm just trying to get this man to his feet.. Will you help me?" The officer scratched his
What Is Love? (not The Song)
What is love?? Now n days i believe its just a word that mean "Hey I like you a lot, lets have sex"! Back when a person told another person that they loved them they would literally be devoted to that person for life but in today's fucked up society the word "love" is thrown around like the word "the", Common people! I know people after a month of dating are already throwing the "L" word around like an angry wife throwing house objects at her husband! Yeah i know that's a lot, really people..really! Have we forgot what that word even means? What it even symbolizes as? YES WE HAVE!! There is a difference between love and lust and now in days people are confusing them, way to go fuck tards! Ive been in love before, true love and i don't know if that person was in love with me as much as i him but i am one of the few who know the difference between both! When you wake up every morning with nothing on your mind besides that certain someone and instantly you start smiling, when you get the
Attention Seeking Whores!
Ah yes, we all know who these people are! Hell some of you might be this person, but I have had my share of Attention seeking whores that I decided that it would be a good time to write about them! We all have encountered these little bastards at least one time in our lives, they are impossible to forget! The people who lie about outrageously impossible things to get people to focus all there immediate attention on them, such as “I was walking down the street and I saved a baby from a burning house!”. Hmm…okay superman keep telling people that story and maybe one day someone will believe you, I have faith! Or better yet the people that make up stories that is somewhat believable, such as getting shot point blank and not having any physical marks of it or have had to go to the hospital! Better yet talking about how they almost die on a daily basis. Those people are the ones that really crack me up! They have to make everything in there everyday life a tragedy so that
Listen To The Silence
I know I may be young but I have been through so much that it isn't funny. Some things good others bad and things someone should never have to go through. I was 8 years-old when my parents got a divorce, I have a sister and a brother. My mom had a hard time raising us by herself because my realy dad was an alcoholic and didn't take care of us at all. My mom met a guy that she thought was nice and they have been married for almost 3 years. He has lived with my family for 6 years and the entire time has told all of us that we were worthless, stupid, bitches, and horrible children. I have had a rough time losing my dad because I loved him, and I soon became very depressed. After years of taking verbal abuse my mom this year had said I think I am going to divorce your stepdad because I want you guys to come and visit. I broke down and cried, to know my mom really did love me because she had never stood up like that before she let him hurt us for years. I was happy but now he is still ther
Free 2 Good Home
FREE 2 GOOD HOME im single & i've been told im good looking (personal prefernces i guess, depends on what u like)  looking 4 a new start i have nothing holding me back & am willing 2 relocate 4 the right person. i dont have anything but a bike & sum cloths & no BAGGEGE....i like 2 travel lite im 35yrs young 5'7" tall & 145lbs brn eyes & brn hair im making a new start 4 myself & wouldnt mine finding sum1 who shares the same intrests as i do i LUV 2 travel & c new places. i luv the ocean, being by the water is very calming 4 me. i like 2 watch movies hang out @ home or w/friends sumtimes go 2 the bar not really in2 night clubs tho. i drink & i smoke altho im really trying 2 quit both. im healthy & willing 2 work im not about 2 go & sponge off of any1 i like 2 pull my own wieght i need my independence plz. im on an island now & would really like 2 stay out on a coast east or west or maybe even down south. eventho i like the ocean i luv the country very much. the ocean has 2 many peop
I spent the summer between my 2nd and 3rd year of college suckling on the parental teat in South Florida. It was the absolute prime of my "do anything to get laid" phase. I was recently freed from a 4-year long-distance relationship that began in high school and I wanted nothing more than to have sex with as many girls as possible. Most of the things I did that summer are not story-worthy; you can only tell the same, "I got drunk on Dom and fucked this hottie" story so many times before it gets annoying. That summer I experienced every random sex situation that a 20 year old can imagine: fucking on the beach, getting head from random girls in club bathrooms, sleeping with 3 different girls in a day, getting so drunk I passed out during sex, getting arrested for receiving fellatio in the pool at the Delano, blah, blah, blah...Jesus. What does it say about how fucked up my life is that I don't consider these stories to be extraordinary anymore? Anyway, while most of my stories may no
Bounty Hunting 101
LET GOD SORT 'EM OUT TURF BYLAWS (PLEASE READ AND FOLLOW) Soldier Spots: To keep your soldier spot, you  must be active. That doesn’t mean bringing in huge bounties or running missions. This means you that you log in regularly to check on your mobsters, make sure they are alive and well, invest their money as appropriate to increase cashflow and generally try to improve your mobster. If you don’t log in for three days, you will lose it. We don't expect you to have the biggest and baddest mobster EVER but we do expect you to at least be fully mobbed. That is 5x your current level (ie: level 10, your usuable mob is 10x5=50, level 20 x 5= 100 and so on), usuable mob maxes out at 750 usable mobbies at level 150. Don't drop links in turfs and expect them to add you; you could just get listed for your troubles. Instead look on our turf board, each of the allies listed is a link, go to their turfs and send out mob requests. You usually get a hefty amount of the accepted withi
Best Friends
People go everyday not knowing what they may lose... Not knowing if that day someone will bring them bad news... I’ve known many in my life that have been through heartache, Scared from the nightmare they may never awake... I know you have been through a lot and I am here to hold your hand... Through all the trials life has in store, by your side I shall stand. Although I can’t erase the scars, I hope to help them fade. Don’t forget all the good memories, all the smiles you have made. I know it’s hard to say goodbye, to finally let them go. Missing them and praying that they know. I know it’s hard to lose someone to know they are no longer here. To wake every morning having to face a terrible new fear... I promise to lift you up whenever you are down... I will place a smile on your face whenever there’s a frown... I love you unconditionally you are my very best friend... All the pieces to your broken heart I will do my best to mend... Lives are lost daily, I know it isn
~i Love You With All My Heart~
I never really believed, In this whole "LOVE" thing, But when I first saw your face, I could hear my heart sing. That sweet smile on your face, The gentle look in your eye, Just one look at you, And I could hear myself sigh. I gathered my courage, And walked right up to you, From that day foward, I knew it was true. We just started out as friends, And talking on the phone and computer, But I couldn't take it anymore, So I let my true feelings be shown. I told you how I really felt, The love I had for you, My worst fear was you'd turn away, But that turned out not to be true. You told me you felt the same, But had the same fear as me, From that day foward, We knew it was meant to be. I hope we'll always be together, And things will never tear us apart, I'd also like to remind you, That I love you with all my heart. This is dedicated to my man and he knows who he is Written by: M David
~he Means The World 2 Me~
The first time I saw him, my heart turned on fire. My body was filled, with lust and desire. His eyes pierced my soul, I fell to the ground. In my mind I knew, that my love was bound. His eyes was so sparkling, his touch so divine. From that moment on I wished he was mine. When I’m all alone, out in the night. He comes along, and finds the light. When I am sad, and life’s no fun. He will be there to be my sun. In every moment, of my life. I always wish, he was my husband. After this is said, you maybe know. That this special man, is my true love. Written by: M David
A Poem Caused By A Broken Heart
You Will Be Cut The sun rises from east to west never knowing where its gonna end up next.The clouds in the sky move slowly up high.The movements of the ocean are clam an steady always perpared an ready.Wish i could say the same aobut life but I cant cause life is like a double edge knife cutting into you with both sides.An the faster you struggle to take it out the faster you start to lose your breath an slouch.Sitting alone on your couch trying to bring words of pain up out of your mouth.But the harder you try to speak the less you start to see.Next thing you know you cant hear an all you smell is fear.Then comes these tears cause your trying so hard to fight back the Fears Of Life.An all of a sudden you stop fighting an give up just let go of everything including life.An all because of that double edge knife.Thanx for reading my poems yallz plz leave me some comments if you like em!!! Thanx yallz by Sane aka TravisBe Eazy Yallz
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