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My Life
Let me start off by introducing myself.  My name is Gary Baldwin.  Right now I am living in Genoa West Virginia.  Chances are you've never heard of it.  It's a little one horse town about 30 miles south of Huntington.  How I ended up here is kind of an interesting story.  My wife of 6years and I  split up about 3 months ago.  At that time I was living in Logan Ohio.  I loved it there.  Logan is in the Hocking Hills, places to go fishing are abundant, and I enjoyed going swimming at the lake.  Well, when I and my wife split I had no choice but to go stay with my brother in Marion Ohio.  Marion was not exactly the place I wanted to be, but at least I was with family.  After being there for about a week I found out that if I stayed there my brother was going to get kicked out of his apartment.  I could not be the cause of my brother losing the apartment that he and his fiancé had worked so hard to afford, so as soon as I got a job I got a sleeping room.  It was OK for about a week, until
4th Of July?
Oh Im sure what Im about to say is going to piss alot of people off but dont forget, there isnt a lil person in my head running in circles yelling "give a damn, give a damn". We are so stoked about The 4th of July....but why? I mean I know people have died for this country but that also happens in every day life as well. We tend to forget the truth on this country..how it so called "got the freedom". It was stolen from the people who were here first. Where was the freedom then? Where was the voice that spoke up and said, "ya know what, this is OUR country".  There was no voice, those people who now live on small parts of land were killed. For the soul purpose of mine mine mine!. Whatever...my point is, before you shoot off your fire works, have your family cook out...take a moment to remember the ones that DIED so people could be here..oh and dont forget...if it wasnt for the NATIVE AMERICANS...most of the people on the boats would have died as well...My people taught them how to live.
For The Lulz
I cant laugh any harder than i already am at those "MMA Fighters" If you were a real MMA Fighter u wouldnt be putting it out there, thats like a oldschool yahoo hacker in a chat room blabbing his cocksucker that he is a "hacker" We get what your upto, its a popularity thing or a cry of attention. Got news for ya though this : "I am a MMA fighter but thats no excuse iam trained to hurt people who piss me of so dont tread on me or the ones i love" This is a weak Attempt at being an Attention Whore.
My Word's
I live in a world full of Horrors and Paradises a place where life may or may not go on. I'm unique, and I am free spirited. I see your days here in this world as a story. one that we write till we die,but even after death, there is a new story to be told. I see life as a precious hour glass,.. I'm a sinner in some eyes, and a saint in others. I've made mistakes,but do not want a second chance to go back and fix them. They have made me who I am. I have been hurt because of trusting the wrong people, Now I have learned that I have to lean more, before I tell my life's story. We have to make the best of yourself's, and this world even with the harsh words of this generation. Just show your Sinner smile.
My Favorite Saying In "the Good Book"
A Smile Costs Nothing
To Get Something
There Comes A Point
~PSALM 27~ Psalm 27 1The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? 2When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell. 3Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident. 4One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple. 5For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock. 6And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD. 7Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. 8When thou said
Just Thoughts Out Of My Head..
I am who I am. I am a Full Figured female with some dangerous curves & so who friggin cares. My body not yours, so stop judging. Just because I am a different size than you does not make me any less of a person. It does not make me unworthy of your time, only an individuals closed minded preferences make those types of horrid choices.  I am a parent, I try my best w/o the instructions manual. I just hope I don't screw them up so bad they have to have 55min shrink time a week once they leave the house. I am a wife & lover, both requireing patients & managerial skill sets that occasionally pay off w/ beneficial perks. I have unconditional love for all my friends & family.  I am bi-polar & I embrace all that entails because it is a part of me, the good & the bad. I never had a choice, I was born this way. As well as many other medical malfunctions I have been plagued with. I have degenerative disk disease,  costochondritis, bi-lateral tendonitus in both hands and wrists, suffer from
Stories From The 4th
i only bomb on double points days, and my list is generally about 30 minutes long, so you have a good 25+ minutes at the end of my bombing to get some love from me if you just follow these few simple guidelines!   1. HAVE A FOLDER WITH 250 PICS IN IT. it cant be NSFW, since we're not allowed to bomb those. a bomb is basically instant 11s on up to 250 pics, BUT if you have less than 250 you get less points (and so do it). so all you need to do is throw some random junk together and load it in a folder.   1a. oh yeah, when mass uploading, only do about 20 pics at a time, or it fails.   2. MARK YOUR BOMB FOLDER. links in the SB are nice, but sometimes they're broken or i get a message that the pics are currently unavailable for some damn reason. SO, mark a folder with lots of text stuff to be eye catching, such as BOMBBOMBBOMB or >>>>>>BOMB
Thoughts And Rambles Of Txrose
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Poetry
As I read the runes glow, Enchanting arcaic tomes, For the wolf to hear, He is my bretheren, Calling my companion, My guide and friend,  Stirring hope within, Sad and alone,  He howls for me, Crying out for all to hear, Strength and power, We both do share, Delving deep into Druid lore He is my eyes,  Alerting me to danger, Shifting within me, The wolf is released, For He and I are one, Glowing runes turn blue The transformation complete, I have an ally in him, I'll never again hurt, And be far away from harm, My eyes glow, For the time has come, To be the strongest I have ever been....                                                            
Girlfriend App
FOR THOSE WHO THINK FUBAR IS LIKE MYSPACE OR FACEBOOK.... ITZ NOT FUBAR IS A PLACE WHERE ANYTHING GOS AND FOR OLDER PPL TO HAVE FUN AT AND PUT UP ANYTHING THEY FUCKING WANT... SO B4 U GO AN POINT UR LIL ASS FINGER AN SAY THEY ARE WHORES HERE JUST REMEMBER... ANYTHING GOS!!!!!!!!!!!! 1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fave Color:4. Are you a virgin?5. Are we friends and if we are, do you want to be more?6. Do you have a crush on me?7. Would you kiss me?8. ...with tongue?9. Would you enjoy it?10. Would you ever ask me out?11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?14.Would you walk on the beach with me?15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?16. Do you/have you talk crap about me?17. Do you think I'm a good person?18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?19. Would you have sex with me?20. Do you think I'm hot/attractive?21. If you could change anything about me
Games
It's confusing to me, watching as I do, the things people do to bring them personal worth. Those that seem to want to cause pain in others to give themselves a sense of power or control is the undermining of society today. Antagonists that only bring others down to feel a socially higher status has been going on for decades, even centuries...but does that make it right, or does this actually point to a Neanderthalic mentality of "might makes right"? The barbaric way people tend to treat each other behind our backs is appalling and a disturbing sign that the human reace seems doomed to destroy itself. When did allowing the abitlity to feel and show honest emotions become a liability and not a strength? When did backstabbing become the norm? The glorification of such antics on TV's so called "reality shows" has done more to erode our sense of morality than pornography ever thought of doing (at least porn admits what it is). S0, the ability to make someone else feel pain...is this a stren
Just One
So here it is 12 yrs later and I find myself right back in the whole dating scene. Only now the stakes are a little higher. Before we dated in our "area", thanks to the internet our "area" has gotten considerably wider. Most ppl I have come across only want a "cybering" relationship. Myself I like live not memorex. I can't get the warmth or sensation from a keyboard that I can get from a live man. I can't go for a walk or the movies with my monitor (well I could but would be concidered crazy). Oh and lets not forget the guys who think they are doing a 42 yr old a favor by letting them talk to them. Or think that we are so desperate that we will jump into bed with you, seriously think dude if you were so hot then you would have women your own age jumping in there already. I have had some very nice spring and summer romances don't get me wrong. I see a lot of very hot younger men, but that doesn't get you in good with me, you have to be able to talk and think as well as being good in bed
Rantings, Ramblings, & Ruminations
A few things lately have been really bothering me … and I’ve been seeing it more and more online.  It’s the mixing up, or interchanging of words, that do not mean the same thing. Let’s start with the two most common I see everywhere - Misogyny and Sexism. Sexism (or being Sexist), is a bias toward a person based on their gender.  It’s not just, or always, men being biased toward women.  There are plenty of female sexists in the world. Misogyny, in its basest form, is the hatred of women.  Which usually includes violence toward women.  And it’s not just limited to men hating women — one can be a woman, and hate other women.  (This type of misogyny is a bit more rare, of course.)  (Also, let’s not forget the term Misandry - which is, at its basest form, a hatred of men.) Let me also say that while misogyny always involves sexism, sexism does not always involve misogyny.  (The same with misandry - it always involves s
Why There Is An Angel On Top Of The Christmas Tree.
When Santa Clause first started giving gifts to all the good boys and girls, there weren't as many people in the world as there is now. It was easy to sneak quietly into cottages and castles to place the gifts at the foot of the childrens beds. But as we all know, time marches on, and soon the world became more populated. It grew more difficult to give all the gifts on one night. Santa decided to have a meeting with everyone at the North Pole to discuss his options. "I need to get in and out more quickly and put  the gifts in one location. I don't have time to search each house to find the childrens rooms," he explained. Many ideas circulated during the meeting, and someone mentioned putting up a tree and decorating it. That way, he could enter the house, find the decorated tree quickly, place the gifts and move on to the next home. "That is a very good idea! Lets do it," Santa exclaimed. One of the elves asked what kind of tree should be used, and Santa came up with the idea of a cont
What I Think...hmm
A true italian meal comes in corses, first you get the pasta you take a brea to let it settle then you get the chicken, or whatever else was prepaired, then you get the rest, then you get desert but if you see it all on a table FORGET ABOUT IT!! YOUR EYES WILL BE WIDE OPEN we are talking all spread out lasagnia, pasta, chicken, steak, meatballs, and any other italian food you can think of trust me if your not full when your done eating you gots a problem italian food makes you feel soooo stuffed its crazy not to mention massive left overs, so your leaving that house with food for like 3 days lol I think everyone has those few select co workers that get them threw the day. Well since I work with all men and a older women as my boss work gets interesting. My job is filled with butt kissers I don't suck up, I have no reason to suck up I fin it pathetic and pointless. People are mean scum, they come in with crappy attitudes and they to ruin our day...... It's like ok I get it your
I Said No To Drugs..they Didn't Listen.
run with me now, my dearest friendthe direction were headingleads right to the endbut at least we're together and will always beyour love is worth risking my calamityfrom the moment we metit was destined my friendthat the moments we share would devoid us of careand now that we're hereone last kiss for you dearand then we shall partthe warmth of your kiss took my life from the start I walked through the park and i noticed this chickwho was sitting alone with a joint and a bicmy name is Krystle ..if you wanna get high~i got killer herb that you just gotta try!"i sat and we smoked and we joked and we toked and as we got high, the hours flew by and i said "damn this is strong, shit i hope i don't die"and we laughed in the parktill the sky was too dark. "i'm glad that i met you, but i do gotta bounce,we'll meet up tomarrow-shit i gotta whole ounce!"i'm Amanda ..just so you know..""dude, you told me that 3 minutes ago"and so thats how Krystle and i had first metin the park, smoking weed and
Some Of My Writings...plz Dont Steal :)
Come to this place inside Evil things i try to hide Never knowing whats to come I sit around, twiddle my thumbs Waiting for the day i snap  The day when i can never look back So when you come and talk your shit You better turn around and run You stupid bitch...   I clench my fists Jump to my feet I'll punch you in your fucking teeth Piss me off I'll break your jaw Make you cry, scream, and crawl And when you get up  I'll break your neck Shove you under my fucking deck And when they ask "Where did she go?" I'll turn around, Smile. And say "How the fuck should I know?" You still haunt me in my dreams Still make me fall down to my knees When did my life become so gray? The day you went away..   I will never have you back The pain hit like a heart attack Someone stab me in my eyes Sew them shut so I can die   I will never be the same
The Truth (and Nothing But The Truth)
Stakalo
Eww
Today we went shopping for pants since I didn't fit into my old ones. I used to be a size 4/6 and now I'm a size 10 petite. :o   Isn't that nasty?! I can't believe how fat I got! I only gained 9 lbs in a year, and I can't stand to look at myself. So all of you guys saying I have a perfect body, uh no I don't! I have a belly and fat legs. It's so hard to excersise when you're disabled.   I feel so sad and depressed! The Wii Fit said I'm still Normal and in my goal weight, but wth does it know?
Leaism
My job is collections for a well-known bank for home mort.   Well I called this one guy that yelled at me cause he got 3 calls that day from us, like I can control that, we are on an automatic dailer system so we just take the call not dail them.   Well he is yelling at me because he cant pay his bills, then I start to end the call by saying Sorry, that we call you 3 times today. And he goes thats ok, u sound cute tho. and Click hangs up. I just started cracking up- he yellin at me this entire call but he got the balls to end it like that? what a moron. hahahahaha
Raheem3267
hello out there in fubar land hit me up i like to chat and do all sorts of things look forward to chatting  
Why Don't You Want Me?
you knew you always had me...i guess i should have really knownthe way you'd leave me just to go playwhen you knew i felt alonesometimes you really want me as i start to back awayleft to sit inside your closetfor another rainy day the simple act of writing to ease my troubled mind   seems to much for you to manage  with all your busy time.   If you do not want me,  thats all you got to say.   but if you do, i'm hear for you   to make and break my day.   If you want me, you can use me   but don't abuse me or you'll lose me.   Just let me know if i should go   to find what i deserve.   And should you ever find someone who wants you like i do,   i wish her lots of luck and patience~   to wait around for you. he said, "you know this isn't right, you sit up crying through the night and all you do is fighti'll be the one that holds you tightyou're my sunshine i'm your knightplease don't ever leave my sight"but as darkness brought the light making everything seem bright
Random Stuff From My Imagination
You and your boyfriend just got home from a gentle swim. Staring at each other in the pool left you both in the mood for something freaky. As you walk up the stairs you hear a gentle moan that seems to be coming from your room. Looking at your boyfriend puzzled, you finish going up the stairs and open the door to your room. If you thought you were horny before, you have no idea. As soon as that door was open, your pussy was dripping. There you saw Eric sitting with his head leaning back as he was moaning. As he practically laid there with one hand up for a little support; I was sucking him off gently and slowly shoving his 11 inch long, 3.5 in wide, shaft, as far into my mouth as possible. Going up and down slowly, I made my hand follow my lips at the same speed making sure he was truly moaning. At the same time I had my other hand wrapped around my back; I was finger fucking myself with two fingers making sure to go in as deep as possible. You stare at this amazing picture with your
Friendship
Do u ever wonder why we have lounges? its to make friends, have fun and most lounges listen to great tunes so if u dont have a lounge,,,check one out...support others on fubar and meet new people and have  good times Ty  fubar lounge owner roxie   http://fubar.com/lounge/74789   RoxieRays vegas  Hideaway     H i i jsut wanted to thank everyone for welcoming me , for the last week its been alot of fun i hope to meet many more friends please stop by anytime and say hi because one thing we can never have enough of is friends take care huggsss Roxie  
Love
 LOVE HAS IT'S WAY OF FINDING IT'S WAY HOME,MANY THINGS HAVE GOTTEN IN THE WAY BUT SOON IT WILL BE OUR DAY.MY TRUE LOVE WILL AWAYS BE IN MY HEART THOUGH WE ARE FAR APART,YOU ARE DEEP IN MY SOUL MY TRUE LOVE, NO MATTER WHERE WE ARE , NO MATTER HOW FAR I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND I KNOW YOU WILL LOVE ME FOREVER TOO.IN OUR PAST I DIDNT TRUST THAT OUR LOVE WOULD LAST BUT I WAS WRONG CAUSE OUR LOVE IS STRONG.AFTER ALL THESE YEARS AND ALL OF MY FEARS ALWAYS SHEDDING THE TEARS FOR MY TRUE LOVE. WANTING YOU,NEEDING YOU, NO ONE ELSE COULD DO .FOR MY HEART ALWAYS BELONGED TO YOU AND ALWYS WILL.I LOVE YOU DEAN H. AND THAT ALWAYS WILL BE, WE ARE GROWN NOW MY SWEET LOVE AND I NOW KNOW I CANT RUN ANYMORE CAUSE I JUST RUN RIGHT BACK TO YOU.YOU ARE STILL THE ONE & THE ONLY TRUE BLUE LOVE OF MY LIFE !!!!!!!I LOVE YOU BABY COME HOME TO ME SOON PLEASE WE GOT ALOT TO MAKE UP FOR AND SO LITTLE TIME.LOVING YOU FOREVER KERRIE M  JULY 2 2010
Chef Boy-r-d
So tonight I wanted Jambalaya after the room mate, Amanda, Suggested it.. I am the chef of the house cuz women cant cook..at least in this house.. So instead of buying the premade packet of stuffs by Tony Sacherie, I decided to do the thing big...from scratch...all fresh ingredients. So i go to Emeril Lagasse recipes and write down whats needed and slap it together.. it is simple to make, although some kitchen multi tasking is needed.. and is freakin delicious,,,   this is the recipe I followed:     Ingredients 12 medium shrimp, peeled, deveined and chopped 4 ounces chicken, diced 1 tablespoon Creole seasoning, recipe follows 2 tablespoons olive oil 1/4 cup chopped onion 1/4 cup chopped green bell pepper 1/4 cup chopped celery 2 tablespoons chopped garlic 1/2 cup chopped tomatoes 3 bay leaves 1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce 1 teaspoon hot sauce 3/4 cup rice 3 cups chicken stock 5 ounces Andouille sausage, sliced Salt and pepper Directions In a bowl combin
Free Concert.
      The BIG O! Throws a huge free concert every summer. I have to share two things I saw tonight. While standing in the Porta potty line with my daughter, three drunk women walk up to the line next to us. 2 40's sisters and their niece. The niece doesn't look old enough to be in public drunk, but she was. Niece thinks she can walk to the front and be cute to the male.  He tells her to go back to the end of the line. Long story short... They make friends with the young guy and lady in front of them. By the time they get up to the front the young guy lets the ladies go first. While aunt #2 is going, aunt #1 Is officially introducing Daniel and Niece. I have a pic. titled "Nothing like having your aunt hook you up... at the porta potty.". When I get back to our site, this guy asks a friend of mine if he could have some pizza. Dion ( my friend) look inside and sees: 3 pieces and a couple bread sticks. The guy pulled a $20 out of his pocket and said "I'll give you $20 for that." Dion
Crystal
July 4th
Must Be Doing Something Right
Like A Broken Heart
today i was shopping. it was then that i saw her and she saw me. as i pretended not to have seen her, she continued walking, a worried look on her face. concerned she might return, i finished my shopping quickly and left. why is it that each time i find warmth and light, it's not for me? am i truly a creature of darkness? perhaps. or maybe one who is too squeamish for life and what it demands? i couldn't say, other than i have poor luck there. so, again, what once gave me hope now makes me sad. bitterness grows over me despite my attempts to weed it and i get dragged down, drowned in emotion. and again, i become the enemy of that which i loved /emo-rant but it seems like that emptiness never goes away, but is only owned by someone else. i thought i had succeeded in forgetting, only to remember again. it's not always so bad, but at times like this, thinking about her just makes me want to die. ironic, since she never cared. would she come to my funeral? would any of them? why is i
Poem's!
Black & yellow fly swiftly through the blue, Wing's of Crystalline opaque Glass, Sun shining Through, Dive gracefully into flower's to drink the sacred dew, Spreading across the land pollen Mother Nature Kindly Sew. Come disturb our hive's & you soon will see, An army off proud Soldier bee's, Buzzing & flitting in there thousand's over the Hill, Tails raised forth , lance's carrying vengeance poison tipped, On that which try to destroy the hatred . within the hand that touche's our honey, Many will fall during the war, Broken & hurt, Carried gracefully back unto there hexagon slumber, Fighting for there gracious Queen, Her every will fullfilled, New spirit's are bred from there soul to carry the honour! Alone he sits , In a Silver cradled Moon , Hoping he see's her soon , If only a fleeting glimpse , Join me on a Comet , Heading for the stars , Through the Darkness & Into the light , Bathed in a warm surreal Glare , You'll travel safe, Never leave my arm's , My sweet Lad
D3m0nicsl4y3r
I Love You To Death
  There was a time, long ago, when your smile filled my world with sunshine and joy.  You still inspire deep emotions in me, but they’ve changed in small ways.  I guess you could say that although I’ve always loved you, my feelings have expanded so much that now, I love you to death. The sound of your laughter crawls up my spine, making me wish I could remove your vocal chords with rusty pliers. The sight of your face on the pillow beside mine when I wake each morning makes me want to stuff the fluffy down up your nostrils until you’re gasping and begging for just one more breath of untainted air. The touch of your hand, when you reach out to me, makes me want to scrub my skin with Ajax until my bones are visible without the help of x-rays. The thought of growing old with you, the way you always promised we would, makes me pray that I will be stricken with Alzheimer’s at age 40. Your tears inspire, not sympathy as they once did, but disgust at your weaknes
My Life, My Love, My Saddness
Today has been a lil bit better, had a good day at work! Sucks that I only work 3 days a week but I guess its better than not having a job at all. Just waiting for my wonderful, sexay bebe to get home from work and maybe go hang out with some friends. Need to get outta the house and have a lil fun! Still really stressed out about the pending court date coming up but I have my new family helping me out as much as they can and trying to get me up there so I can fight with all of my strength to get my girls back. They have been so supportive of me from day one and have accepted me as part of the family, I love each one of them with all of my heart and don't know what I would do without their love and support. They have been there for me through these past few months that have been really hard and heart breaking for me, they all are trying to make things more positive and comfort me when I'm really upset; especially my boyfriend he is there for me when I'm crying and upset after talking t
A Reminder Of What The 4th Of July Means-
IN CONGRESS, July 4, 1776. The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America, When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Gove
Ode To Babyj
Dear BabyJ You are a pretty decent guy if you ask me, not the selfish asshole others say you are. Thank you for providing us all with some way to escape reality,  a place where even ugly people are "beautiful", fat  people are considered "BBW's", and a place where  horny old men can spends obscene amounts of real money to buy "the love of their life" bling. You're the man!! (y)
Funny Guy
My 15 year old son is cleaning off the top of my dresser in an attempt to kiss up to me so I will give him my Razor phone to use since his is messed up. He found some Campho-Phenique and yells "Hey mama, you still need this camp a hoe stuff?" He makes me laugh like no one else can
It Is What It Is
The smile you see is all for show. The words you hear no longer have meaning. I am here because there is nothing else left to do. I sit back and sigh and know its all over. Time to rebuild. Time to move on. There are no tears. Mistakes and life's lessons is what we carry on for memories. Times remembered remain in the shadows. Its harder to Live than it is to die.  There will be no next time around. There are no more answers I can give. It has simply become the walking nightmare I knew it would be. Finally walking away and learning to survive.  Becoming the person wanted can not be done. The things Ive done and become are the way I shall be forever. Feeling have no more meaning. Emptiness is inside.  Don't cry over me. Don't hurt for me. Its not needed. I need no more comfort. I will have my fears. My heart can never be broken when I no longer carry one. This is what it is. This is the end 
Dreamscape
"last Night"
LAST NIGHT WAS A BLAST, MY BEST FRIEND ALLISON INVITED ME AND MY FAMILY TO DINNER WHICH SHE WAS PAYING FOR EVERYTHING. ALLISON IS SUCH A GOOD FRIEND BUT SOMETIMES CAN BE A PAIN...... ...... ......LOL. BUT WHAT FRIEND DON'T? IT WAS AMAZING BECAUSE I MET A EX-MARINE AND HIS WIFE WHICH WAS ALLISON'S MOMMA AND DADDY. HER DADDY WAS A SWEETHEART TOOK AWHILE FOR HER MOMMA TO COME AROUND. BUT LAST NIGHT WAS A BLAST. RICHARD HAD FUN, TARIQ HAD FUN WITH MYA AND JUNIOR. I HAD FUN CHIT-CHATTING WITH JOSH, DIMITRIUS, CEE-CEE, ALLISON, MOM AND POP. POP HAD A LOT OF STORIES HE TOLD. SO IT WAS VERY INTERESTING. HE KEPT PICKING ON RICHARD. IT WAS FUNNY. KEPT CALLING HIM SMILEY...... ...... ......LOL I AM JUST HAPPY EVERYONE HAD A BLAST. WE WERE ALL ROLLING AT THE TABLE. AND EVEN AFTER WE GOT HOME. THEN I GOT UPSET BECAUSE I REMEMBERED MY BUDDY WAS GOING TO GEORGIA UNTIL MONDAY. I AM GONNA MISS HER. THIS MORNING WHEN SHE WAS TELLING ME GOOD-BYE DAISY TRIED SNEAKING WITH THEM. DAISY REALLY CHERISHED ALL
Diary Of A Fine Man
Whats Good Fellas Its Ya Boi C.J Im writing my first blog to help some fellas out. some of you dont need this help and you know who u are. 1st: STOP!!! wearing jeans to the club UNLESS and this is the only reason jeans are allowed if they are worth more than $300. Go buy yourself some slacks preferably BLACK. 2nd: I cant stress this enough DO NOT WEAR A BELT WITH HOLES ALL AROUND it thats just nasty and tacky. Trust me you will not bag a shorty with a $2 belt. 3rd: Button Downs, Polo Shirts and Designer T-shirts Are Acceptable. If your going to wear a T-shirt get your self a nice short chain Diamond Laced. If you Wear Button downs or polos get them your size it looks better. 4th: DO NOT  wear slacks and a button down with TIMBERLAND BOOTS OR SNEAKERS buy some SHOES. And if you wear designer jeans still wear shoes its a good look TRUST ME!! 5th: Get yourself a diamond earing and a nice watch. Last & not least dont be so desperate. Dont go around buying drinks that will get
The Bp Spill
Well I've given it much thought on how to stop it from putting out. Being in the oilfield I have a saying, K.I.S.S. Keep It Simple Simon. So with this in mind, put a ring on it!
Devoured Delight
  No words spokenLove touch talkingStroking over skinOur fingers walkingNo words spoken Although soft sighsSoftly your breath Felt between thighsNo words spokenAs the fingers slideA tongue followingThe wetness insideNo words spoken A tongue drips lustMoans of pleasureMeets each thrustNo words spoken Body spoke desireA hardness throbsSending me higherNo words spokenPleasures increaseEuphoria erupting Love juices releaseNo words spokenSoaring sensually Tasting of tonguesConsumed ecstasy No words spokenLove touch talkingStroking over skinOur fingers walkingNo words spoken Although soft sighsSoftly your breath Felt between thighsNo words spokenAs the fingers slideA tongue followingThe wetness insideNo words spoken A tongue drips lustMoans of pleasureMeets each thrustNo words spoken Body spoke desireA hardness throbsSending me higherNo words spokenPleasures increaseEuphoria erupting Love juices releaseNo words spokenSoaring sensually Tasting of tonguesDevoured Delight
The Mirical
Wrestling World Pays Tribute to Luna Vachon Posted by Melanie on August 28th, 2010 Categories: The News Desk It’s been nearly 24 hours since the heartbreaking news that former WWE star, Luna Vachon has passed away at the age of 48. In the last 24 hours, we’ve seen an outpouring of blogs and tweets from the wrestling world. Here’s just a selection: WWE Hall of Famer, Jim Ross, has written his own tribute to Luna on his blog. He writes: “Luna Vachon had a unique and often times challenging life but even with the issues that she battled she had many friends who, as will I, always look back upon the good days that we shared.” Read the rest here. Wrestling veteran, Missy Hyatt wrote: “People fail to forget what a great worker Luna could be at times. I remember Luna worked an indy show against Alicia towards the end of her career in 2007. Luna put on a brawl that was reminiscent of Bruiser Brody in the 1980s in which they tore the building
Deep Within
DEEP WITHIN MYSELF I LOOK TO BRING OUT MY HAPPINESS FOR IT CANT COME FROM OTHER'S BECAUSE THEY MOSTLY JUST HURT. MY HAPPINESS COME'S FROM DEEP WITHIN. MY HAPPINES COMES FROM DOING FOR OTHER'S ,MAKING THEM LAUGH, MAKING THEM FEEL GOOD. GIVING JOY TO OTHER COME'S FROM DEEP WITHIN & IN TURN BRING'S OUT MY OWN HAPPINESS.LIVIN LIFE TO HE FULLEST IS WHAT I'M DOIN TILL THE END.
1,000 Miles To Nowhere, Aka, Real Life.
The year was 1997, as a child I had always been a bit of an odd fit.  I never was the center of attention, I never was popular.  By this point in my life I was used to being the one that did everything alone.  A lot of my isolation is, and still is, self imposed.  I've always been an egghead and a brainaic and I've always been socially inept.   The problems these can cause a child go without saying, and I was admittely desperate to be noticed for something other than a punching bag.  I won't name her name here, or anyone elses.  I was young, and dumb, I was only 14, its to be expected, but the point of this story is, I was "going out" with a preacher's daughter...I placed way to meaning into this relationship, being as it was my first, but she moved away.. and I still feel like a piece of my soul moved with her. the year is 2001 and I'm a noob on this fantastic creation called the internet.  I meet up with a girl who was mutually depressed about her life and together we conspired chan
Just Being Me
I am a gentle soul...a fragile creature...ready to find the truth...I am the light that shines like hope...there are many that would love to turn me off...put me out...destroy me...but I am un-touchable...recluse....vaporous....my becon will always shine with a brightness that will blind the darkness...always and forever...it will shine brighter and brighter forever guideing my lost love home to my shores...and his safe haven...No darkness shall ever overtake me-my dreams are mine...safe and pure...not to be touched by filth...or evil....my voice....soft but with an inter strength....my will stronger than any...I am protected.. OH HOW I WOULD LOVE TO FIND YOU...and bring you home...
Summerfest 2010
So I just had 2 of the most awesome nights!  Tuesday night Papa Roach played on the Cooltv stage and it was the shit!  My first time getting to see them live and it was so worth the hassles of gettin up there and fighting off the lil skinny bitches.... lmfao!  They put on such an awesome show!  Was truely amazing!!!! Then last night was Puddle of Mudd and Im here to tell you.... I was in awe of the energy they put off!  front row and loved every single minute of it!  (I tried to post some pics here but they dont wanna load so fuck it!  They are on my facebook!)  When they broke into Control I about lost my mind! I sang the whole time and was so kewl to see Wes's 13 year old on stage rockin out!  the Kid can play i tell ya!  Its been a truely memorable couple of days! sorry I wasnt around but hell.... can ya blame me?!?!  lol
The Little Thing's In Life !!!
KNOW LIFES GOT IT'S UP'S & DOWN'S AND I WILL ROLL WITH THE PUNCHES. FOR I AM NOT WEAK , MY SPIRIT THEY CANNOT BREAK,MY LOVE IS STRONGER THAN THE PAIN OF LIFE .NEVER GIVING UP ON THOSE HAPPY MOMENTS IN LIFE THAT RUN ACROSS IT'S PATH.I WILL SHARE MY HEART WITH A FEW AS I MUDDLE THROUGH. TO MY SWEET ANGEL,I PRAY A PRYER OF PROTECTION FROM GOD OVER YOUR LIFE, MAY YOU GROW UP HAPPY KNOWING LOVE, JOY,HAPPINESS,& PEACE . DREAM BIG BABYGIRL, LET THEM REACH FOR THE SKY, LIVE LONG& LIVE SRONG. KNOW MY PRAYERS ARE ALWAYS WITH YOU EVEN WHEN I'M GONE, FOR THE BEST IN EVERYWAY.   I LOVE YOU MY SWEET ANGEL. LOVE YOUR AUNTIE KERRIE M. DREAM'S DO COME TRUE AND LIFE'S ALL ABOUT MAKIN THOSE DREAM'S COME TRUE,I'M NOT ONE TO SIT BACK AND LET LIFE PASS ME BY, I'M LIVIN IT& I'M GONNA ENJOY IT THE MOST I CAN.I'M NOT GONNA LET ANYONE BRING ME DOWN & KEEP ME FROM HAVIN MY DREAM'S COME TRUE.I OWE IT TO MYSELF TO LVE MY LIFE HAPPY & THAT'S WHAT I'LL DO.LOVE N LAUGHTER IS WHAT I WANT N NEED & WHAT  I'LL FIND .
Insidemyhead
Fate   Our meeting was more than fate. Godness knew you were my soul mate. Your timming is never wrong. Now we share a bond so strong. Our time together means so much. Each moment intensifies the need to touch. Your love has reached my deepest soul. Longing for you to daily hold. May our love and need continue to grow. Forever, LOVE, NEED, PASSION to each show.   My arms ache to hold you near but my mind remembers all the miles between. My lips feel that you aren't here to kiss but my heart can't reach that far. How can you be so far away and yet so close? How can I need you so much and yet have to realize you are out of my grasp? How can love be so possible if love-making is not? Why us? Why now? Why like this? Why the pain? When will it stop? We both want. We both need, and yet neither of us gets or gives because we can't. "If only..." "I wish..." we say, but the miles remain long and as cold as the lonely nights. for you my love

most people look for love at some point in there lives,most never find true love so they settle for something less,and most of those people are sad alot and some,s relationships are full of drama.me i dont like drama and fake ass people or haters.so until i find that dream girl i guess ill be a lonely old fool.
If Only
A mere momentcan touch onefor a lifetimeIf only you believe....Pictures, so I may lookinto your angelic eyes.My thoughts consumedIf only I could get lost within....Sensing.....a true heartOne that is kindInsight,so you may knowIf only part of my soul....Not easily definedSurrounded by so manyYet still aloneIf only someone understood....Insomnia, sorrowand to dream........Of you holding meif only for a while....Perhaps a broken heartmay get a moment to restSafe in strong armsIf only................ 
If I Tell You
If I tell you to sleep with open eyesWill you still dream of me dyingHold my hands and kiss my headWill you still hear me cryingLook at the dividing line in airSeparating my skin from your skinDrowning my soul in your aromaRepeatedly imagining our sweet sinIf I ask you to be on your knees foreverWill you pray till we meet on the other sideKeep your hands and knees foldedWrap in my memories within your mindI have chased horizon, kissed sunYet craving for a touch from youWith angels all around, I walk aloneWondering if your sky is still blue 
Listen N Learn From The Looser
Outlaw Blog #1
First blog.    So is it wise that while dealing with anger issues to keep a detailed journal in an attempt to use a later reference?  Someone told me that if you keep a journal and write shit out, you will be better able to cope instead of rage.   Any thoughts?  
~*friendship*~
When you feel sad and betrayed Who can you count on every single day? When you feel lost and alone Who will be there for you in every way? When you've made mistakes and bad decisions Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong? When you feel you can't go on Who will be there with a feel-better song? Look into your heart and you will find That person you can trust is not far away. Look deep into yourself, don't give up, For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray. When you're looking for answers To all your questions and dreams, There is one person you can count on, It's impossible, I know, it seems. But take a few moments to look deeper inside. Look into your heart and there you will see. You'll be surprised when you find out That you've been looking at ME.
Scatter Brain Thursday
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this is for a certain disbeliever that thinks the only way to get ratings & profile views is by being a bling whore ie on here 24/7 promoting themselves, wasting real money on pimpouts, bling , gifts, Vips etc... and I got  these ratings  just being  on a couple hrs a day , returning ratings , adding  friend requests , fanning those who fan me & the cuties on here, randomly  clicking on those scrolling by and liking them  and thats it . Well my pics  help some :P  see its possible ...mwahz  My Stats  LikesProfile ViewsTooltip ViewsPhoto ViewsProfile Ratings [11's]Photo ratings [11's] Tuesday, August 3rd ** 168 788 1,560 4,012 341 [157 @ 46%] 2,216 [307 @ 14%] Monday, August 2nd 105 267 479 792 116 [43 @ 37%] 390 [20 @ 5%] Sunday, August 1st 22 68 135 339 25 [20 @ 80%] 220 [152 @ 69%] Saturday, July 31st 23 134 270 687 59 [51 @ 86%] 355 [316 @ 89%] Friday, July 30th 51 340 649 3,141 124 [116 @ 94%] 2,048 [1,787 @
Thjis Guy Is A Sick Fukker
Moroccan Rugs
Moroccan rugs
Mine!
how can it be that its taken over 70 days to do allmost nothing?all the while the beaches,wildlife,and people suffer!I dont know why they say only now that a relief dilling or twoo will fix it?if so then instead of waisting all this time trying to cap it they should have drilled those wells in the first place!  whats your take on this? HERES JUST A QUICK POEM BY ME  "VERMONSTER"     you are the beauty in mornings dew,that loving picture see,s me through any a day i may be blue.but just as most sunsets end each day,in my heart you,ll allways stay,but night must fall upon my bed there are no nightmares nor fear to dread all good dreams  they do blend and once again im with my friend.                               hope you liked it.
Poetry
I f I had arms to hold you, and a shoulder for you to cry on, Would you cry? If my heart would melt every time I mentioned your name, Would you smile? If I had the time to kiss you once and again, Would you sigh? If I sang a tune for the world to hear, Would you tremble and shake? If I said I was hungry, Would you cook and bake? If I said I was thirsty, Would you mix me a drink? If I said I was bored, would you give me something with which to think If I said you were sexy as hell broke loose, Could I give you a goose? If the world tumbled down, and you thought I might drown. Would you turn me loose? If the world was on fire,and ny soul was aflame. Would you sacrifice me for fortune and fame? If I made a gaff Would you laugh?  
Yammer
mer on and on hello here is a entry blog entry
Finals
So quite literally its finals week and I am hoping i manage to pass all my classes. However tonights final was five god damn pages long... talk about majorly irritating. Besides that people at my school are dumb. we got our new schedules and my was all fuckered up.
Quotes I Try To Live By
Quotes
Quote to live by(cannot for the life of me remeber where the quote is from or who to attribute it to possibly the Buddha?):     ·                    No matter what happens throughout life, always, regret nothing, for all eternity.  Without any single exemption that Life inevitably will throw at you, whether it is love, hate, guilt or any other nefarious plan used to keep us from Enlightenment.  Once we are successful and truly have no regrets,  the illusion that we are all pawns, becomes clear to us.  Because we now know it is just an illusion. We are then capable of anything, we now are capable of anything as long as we continue to live without regret.
Welcome To The Moosedaddy Lounge
Well it's that time of year where all the hard work and long hours you put in at your job finally payoff... How you might ask? Well instead of taking all that extra money you have saved up over the past 11 months and going on a vacation with the one you love, you get to spend it on everyone else!!!(yah!)( note the sarcasm in that) Not that I don't like to spoil the ones I love, I just wish product nowadays wasn't so damn expensive!!!!! Unless all you have for kids are dogs, if you don't have at least $2,000.00 saved up for Christmas, your'e pretty much screwed in the present department(and not in the way you would like to be). So I'm going to do what any good father would do, I'm going to spend as much as I can and worry about myself at a later date. And if that isn't enough, well then they can get off their ass and get a job and buy their own shit!!!!! Gotta go and surf the web for more Christmas gifts..... So much fun...    Welcome to all that have taken the time to see what my
Illusions (stuff I Wrote A While Back
Hiring
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Old Shit
All this anger That's deep inside It's coming out Flowin' like high tide It's time for a fight Gotta let out the rage Locked up too long Trapped in a cage Got the irish temper It's taking control Step up old man I'll rip out your soul You've come between A man and his wife Fuck you old man I'll end your life This irish punk Is pickin' a fight I'll find you old man Sometime tonight And when I do I'll tear you apart I'll cut off your balls And rip out your heart When she kisses you Do you taste my cum I'm calling you out Now come get some Just a fat old man Who think's he's tough Well bring it fucker I've had enough You don't even know What i'm capable of No one can save you Not even god above I'll beat you down slow So you feel my pain Fuckin' curb stomp you And splatter your brain This irish punk Is pickin' a fight I'll find you old man Sometime tonight And when I do I'll tear out
A Poem
I tried so hard but lost the fight With spirits of evil who torture at night I'm worthless and stupid I'm lead to believe As the razor they give me drips blood down my sleeve I try to overcome them but they never go home So they chant and torture as I turn to stone And when the sun rises they sink with the moon But my coldness remains because they will return soon I pass through the day not feeling a feeling I hide in the walls I hide in the ceiling But they can still find me by the scent of my tears Stealing love and happiness, stealing hours and years
About......" Forever"
I hear a voice say- 'Don't be so blind.'It's telling me all these things that you would probably hide.Am I your one and only desire?Am I the reason you breathe? Or am I the reason you cry?Always (7X)I just can't live without you.I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you.I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you.I just can't take anymore of this life of solitudeI guess that I'm out the door and that I'm done with you.(I pick myself off the floor and now I'm done with you)I feel like you don't Want me aroundGuess I'll pack all my thingsI guess I'll see you around.It's all been bottled up until now.And as I walk out your door All I can hear is the sound of…Always (7X)I wrap my head around your heart.Why would you tear my world apart.I see the blood all over your handsDoes it make you feel more like a man?Was it all just part of your plan?The pistol shaking in my hands And all I hear is the sound I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you.I breathe
What Do You Like To Do On Sunday's
Hey guys what do you like to do on Sunday's??..........
Lost Medic
Well its been 375 days since I left home, my family and friends to come to Kuwait.  My job here is pretty simple... I am an Emergency Medical Technician that runs the 911 emergency response for the military bases here.  Very low call volumn for sure.  I take care of teh sick, the injuried and the ones that just need a shoulder to lean on for a brief minute.  Although I can leave at any time, it still feels like an obligation of sorta.  I have missed my kids pass school, yet the military that is here does not have a choice and they miss the same thing.  I missed Christmas and 2 out of 4 of my kids' birthdays... yet the military missed the same thing.  Being over here has made me realize that I take alot of things for granted.. including my marriage.  I am slotted to go home on leave in August and I will be getting a divorce.  I guess I had this coming.  In October after I finish the contract here, I plan to move to Ohio and start my life all over.  This is going to be a real challang
Nicolette's Blog
I didnt want to edit it or re-write it for here...   "Hey everyone!    I'm not sure if this group is up and running still. But I see that so many people have alot of interest in the WWE which is great. I just wanted to mention somethings about the Independent wrestling that is not owned by Vince and not as popular.      I'll start by saying I started wrestling about a year and a half ago. I AM NOT in the WWE but I'm trying to be. My second choice is TNA. But right now I'm working the indy scene which is an underground type of wrestling for those of you who don't know. In order to get into the WWE you need to know how to wrestle and actually be good. And to have a decent size fan base. Which I am currently working on. My reason for this post is to try to establish a fan base big enough for the WWE to sign me. My style of wrestling is high flying. I also have a clean image so that I can be marketed to children.  So that means no playboy, or any inappropriate photos. If anyone is inte
Why Do Guys Keep On Hurtin Me
I meet this guy he was really nice and cool. I liked him alot. We would talk on the phone for hours and I liked that. He was so sweet to me and made me feel loved. Then he got a girlfriend and broke my heart. I don't even think I have one any more. It hurts so much to know that I will never have him now. If I knew it was goin to hurt this bad I would have never have told him I love him.
Help This Little Girl Get To St Jude!
With so much being spent on blings on Fubar, I ask for the people with the means to make a small donation. I know the Fu fam can help this girl get to St Jude!   http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/haileyjones
Life And Time Of A Beautiful Disaster
I want to go outside and open my arms and spin around in a circle until the world becomes a blur of colors and shapes.  I'd laugh as the wind slithered through my hair in soft wispy carresses and the grass beneath my feet trembled as my feet moved across them into the dirt below.  I'd smile and watch as you copied my every move and giggle with each circle we made, and when you got too dizzy I'd catch you before you fell.  I dream sometimes that we'd sit together on a pile of blankets reading together, and you'd ask me questions and look onward diligently as the story was weaved by my words.  I imagine how much you've grown, how much your eyes sparkle with the light, and how much you've changed.  We would race to the kitchen and make breakfast in the mornings, and i'd teach you how to flip pancakes and watch your eyes light up in awe.  You'd try to take a peek and talk my ear off about how much you liked food.  I imagine two faces smiling at me, and sometimes I can even hear their l
My First Blog
My First Blog
Well this is my first blog. Here is what is going on with me and my family. My sons father has came into the picture, and his girlfriend. The kids are spending some time with them. I have meet this great man, and I fell in love with him. He makes me feel like everything is going to be ok. Since I have been hurt so much in my past it makes me afriad that he is going to hurt me to. So one of my questions for whoever reads this is what do I do? I want it work out with him. He has asked me to marry him and I said yes. So if you could please help me out and give me some advice? How do i get rid of that fear of being hurt?
The Day I Lost My Best Friend
Not Sure If I Should....
Ok, so I'm thinking of making a NSFW folder, only opened for certain people for blings and such.... but I'm just not sure... I actually got the hubbys approval, so now its more down to what I decide.... As you all know, I have never done NSFW pics before... so this is a huge decision for me.... could really use some of my friends thoughts on it.... leave me some comments on your take... pros and cons... Thanks my Luvs!!
Mhop By Killer Wolf
come on in the place where the music is jumpingwelcome to the only house where pain doent hurtthe dj's are awesome the greaters are sexythe enforcers are strick but fairand the mother of of all owners the mistresswe have a rockin dj's in rebel and his greatly loveddelicious and the bear who thinks alot Poohthat leaves rayne the metal god. Lets not forget the MIstress herself whiping out the tunestheres our always good sub to greet every poor soul to enter the houseEmily and sweetangel are two newst member to the crewMistress guides this rag time crew with a firm handand a big heart. she owns this big ole enforcer name wolf who takes the rules to heart no wonder Mistress house of pain works with the personalitys we have running the place.So if you want a rockin pain of a good timecome  join Mistress's House Of Pain!!!!
New To The Game.
ok so im finally figuring out how everything on here works, since i am new to fubar i may need a lil bit of help along the way. so if u have any tips for me feel free to hit me up and let me know! love to all my fubuddies!!
Html5 Css3 Test
When you add an video from youtube to your stash, there is a lot of unexplainable HTML code. This code should work in browsers with two different plug-in components models
Right Now -
             >              -somebody is thinking of you.>               -somebody is caring about you. >              -somebody misses you >              -somebody wants to talk to you.. >              -somebody wants to be with you.>               -somebody hopes you aren't in trouble. >              -somebody is thankful for the support you have provided. >              -somebody wants to hold your hand.>              -somebody hopes everything turns out all right. >              -somebody wants you to be happy. >              -somebody wants you to find him/her. >               -somebody is celebrating your successes.>               -somebody wants to give you a gift. >              -somebody thinks that you ARE a gift. >              -somebody loves you. >               -somebody admires your strength.>               -somebody is thinking of you and smiling. >              -somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.  
My Poem 4 First Luv
IM UNIQUE YOUR RARE IN THIS GAME LIFE ISNT FAIR SLEEP WITH U AND LEAVE I WOULDNT DARE MY HEARTS RED AND YOURS IS BLUE I MADE YOU MY EVERYTHING AND NOW WERE THROUGH TO INFINITY AND BEYOND BUT NOW IM OVER YOU EVERY WORD I SAID WAS REAL YOURS WERENT TRUE MISSING U EVERYDAY AINT NOTHING NEW YOUR STILL THE SAME BUT MY MENTALITY GREW YOU SAY YOU DONT CARE BUT REGRET IS GLUE THE SHIT I FELT FOR YOU BUT THAT LOVE FLEW THE WAY I FEEL YOU DONT HAVE A CLUE PAYBACKS A BITCH BUT THAT AINT MY CUE 4EVER HEARTBROKEN TILL JUDGEMENT IS DUE
Sexyblkf-4real-white Guy
Hello my name is rasheda im a very attractive black female 33 in california.im very down to earth,very outgoing,and have a great since of humor.i have 2 beautiful daughters.im not looking for no baby daddy or anything.im just trying to find my soulmate guy.im looking for a real honest white guy yes i prefer only white guys between 31-43.what i look for in a guy is a great since of humor,very down to earth and very outgoing and loves to laugh and enjoy life.i dont want a guy who acts stuck up and who is up tight if thats u dont contact me.
A Test Blog
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The Life And Times Of A Davey
What is love? I think that anyone that should know me should know this.  Hi I am Bi--Polar lol:).  I was diagnosed in 2003'.  I spent a long hard journey to get to where I am at now in my progression.  I think that I am working through this pretty well.  I stuble along the way and have to learn more and more everyday.  Looking forward to living a long life.  But you know what I gotta be real and make sure that I keep up on the way!  I think that the world is a ever changing place and to live in it you must know the ground rules.  If you don't the world just might swallow you whole. Love to live my life you better think twice. To all those who care, Dave Galich   You know that you cannot ask me anything.  Because I am not here to give anything.  So on and on I go.  Ranting.  Just punching keys here.  I wanted to think of a future with you but now I think that I will just sell you out and tell them all that your the biggest liar that ever roamed the Earth.  It only makes sense cause
New & Improved Fubar Features
It turns out us fubarers are a nice and pleasant bunch. Of all the votes cast on users in the Online Bar (the people scrolling by at the top of your page) and on the New Hotness homepage only 0.002% are "nexts." Congrats on being the most awesome crew ever! If you want to see the New Hotness homepage your can change your homepage in on the settings page. I didn't intentionally lie, I swear! In order to subscribe to some-one's statuses you need to paste the URL of the status page or one of the feed UIRLs.. The profile page URL won't work. Sorry about that!   Tina. RSS and atom feeds is now available for blogs and statuses. The feeds links are located below the blog stats on the blog page and in the Status box header, to the right, on the public profile page.You can subscribe to blogs and statuses in Google Reader by simply pasting in a blog or profile URL into the subscribe box. Google automagically figures out the location of the feed.Please note that the profile and blog must be v
Alison
Alison@ fubar
Fishin Updates
Daddy Diaries
So I have had my email address for so freaking long and it has tens of thousands of old email that i decided to try and clean out someday....well being a stay at home mommy gives you a lot of time on your hands especially as your tot gets a bit older and is more interested in playing his video games and I dont have to chase or clean up after as much .....so what does that mean? I get to clean out some email and actually sit and type some words which I guess I tend to write alot just like when I talk I tend to talk too much so there you have it! A genuine blogger! Going through my emails I found the correspondance between me and my dad to be quite interesting over the years and thought it might be a good idea to publish them kinda like a memoir or something.....ahhhh wtf why not I think they are blog worthy if not a cool way to scrapbook something in time sinve now a days no one corresponds through snail mail anyways unless you are in jail but now they have e-mail too! so as i clean out
My Life From Start To Now
I was born in 1966 in Dallas, Texas. From the start I was abuse by my father for about 7 years til I moved to Maine with my mother. In between grades 4-6 I was raped 3 times by guys. From 7-12 I was picked on for the most part of it. I really didnt have friends or even a close friend. After a year of messing around with a dead end job I joined the army. I did 7 1/2 years total. In 1990 I got married and have 2 wonderful boys. I was married for about 10 years she wasnt so I gave up after trying to make it workout. All me ex's cheated on me. With all the stuff I went through and my mother being sick I have been stressed and depressed for many years, I dare not say how many cause its too much. I have always been kicked down in life ALWAYS. That doesnt seen to change. If theres anything esle you like to know just ask me please. I'm very honest and open, I'm not affraid to answer any question weather big or small, unpersonal or personal. Thank You for taking the time to read this blog.
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When you feel sad and betrayed Who can you count on every single day? When you feel lost and alone Who will be there for you in every way? When you've made mistakes and bad decisions Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong? When you feel you can't go on Who will be there with a feel-better song? Look into your heart and you will find That person you can trust is not far away. Look deep into yourself, don't give up, For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray. When you're looking for answers To all your questions and dreams, There is one person you can count on, It's impossible, I know, it seems. But take a few moments to look deeper inside. Look into your heart and there you will see. You'll be surprised when you find out That you've been looking at ME. Why do i dream of being a slut Of being used by others But not having my own needs satisfied Why does the thought of Being unworthy Fill me with such pride Longing to feel pain Given for another's pleasure Received with grace Why d
You Should Not Listen To Me...
I am—yet what I am none cares or knows;…My friends forsake me like a memory lost:—I am the self-consumer of my woes;—…They rise and vanish in oblivion's host,Like shadows in love's frenzied stifled throesAnd yet I am, and live—like vapours tost Into the nothingness of scorn and noise,—…Into the living sea of waking dreams,Where there is neither sense of life or joys,…But the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems;And e'en the dearest, that I love the best, Are strange—nay, rather stranger than the rest. I long for scenes, where man hath never trod,…A place where woman never smil'd or wept;There to abide with my creator, God;…And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept,Untroubling and untroubled where I lie;The grass below—above the vaulted sky. ………………………………………………—John Clare
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If I had one wish. If one desire could come true. If I had one wish. My wish would be you. If I could choose. I would stay in your arms forever. Our hearts would fuse. And our love would become an endeavor. I would wish for you to stay with me. For you to be my love. You would be my hearts key. Forever my angel, my dove. Forever is a long time. To require in a single command. I will write our love in a rhyme. For it would be my demand. I would ask of this. Only with your permission. Lost in a kiss. Our love is my ambition. So I wished upon the star. The star that reminded me most of you. My actions seemed bizarre. But this wish I had to pursue. If I had one wish. My wish would be you. And since I made that wish. Wonders if it will ever come true... For A Special Person That Even Tho He Has No Idea He Has All That I Have Left ... MY HEART!!!!
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Reality blurs boundaries,binds dreams with sharp wireextracting all hope assleep seems distant,miles down a road of despairdesire, glass destiny paintedin pastel huesand I can only hope fortomorrow to be better,to feel stable, notanother earthquakingchasm in memorymiles becomes my veinsdrained of blood, of loveof you, as you stand bythe seaside, sand betweenyour toes, pleading with heavenfor closure, to heal thestrain of loving me. 
Tonight, I'm Gonna Make It Without You
It's not you, I swear that it's me,I swore up and down,That forever we would be,But forever ever never came,And now you wanna leave,I never pictured this, Never thought that I would see,"                                                                                                                "I'd make it on your own,  And I be and independent women, I depended on the fact,You never knew what i was doin,Cause if you knew better, Then you prolly go and do it, Now the goin's getting tough,An were finally goin through it," "so,I apologize,For every dropped tear,Cause I dropped the ball baby,And I'll always have to hear..." Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you Tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you. I'm gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight I'm gonna find a way to make it without you. "And yes,I have tried sleepin nights, With a broken heart,The hard part, Is I brought this on myself,I wanna be-Near MeStill wanna -Touch Me And wanna- Feel Me
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And All That Jazz....
Well I know, I miss more than hit With a face that was launched to sink An' I seldom feel, the bright relief It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday If there's one thing I have said Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed As the four winds blow, my wits through the door It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Fallin' down to you sweet ground Where the flowers they bloom It's there I'll be found Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Though these wounds have seen no wars Except for the scars I have ignored And this endless crutch, well it's never enough It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Hell says hello, well it's time to I should go To pastures green, that I've yet to see Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday  
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I'm not a big re-poster but I do agree with this one.....Due to "lack of room", NYC Police Officers, Port Authority Police Officers and FDNY Firefighters are not "invited" to the 10th anniversary of 9/11 at Ground Zero. Funny, they weren't invited on that day in 2001 either, they just "showed up" and became our heroes. Please click the like button & repost if you think they belong there more than the politicians. (I say they belong there INSTEAD of politicians). This is pathetic As the flowers rest on the decorated graves and the sunlight shines on the beautiful sailboats, Uncle Sam whispers in my ear about how we should care for the soldiers and remember the ones that have died. Swimming pools open, BBQs fry. Today is the day to think of what they have done for us. There are blurs of red, white and blue marching down the street and flags are lowered at half-mast. But we should always remember and never forget what set us free, from this very day on.
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Lost angel on this earth, She is not sure where she belongs. She wears cuffs on her ankles and wrist. She believes in her heart, That one day she will find where she belongs. For now, she is a lost angel, She wears a fake smile, to hide the pain that she carries in her heart. She doesn't want anyone to know the pain, So she smiles and laughs. She touched love a few times. But it was never ment to be. Maybe one day, love will find her again. She has the need to be claimed, That would be her greatest victory, Some where is the one that is ment to own her. Until then she is a lost angel. She hears everyone tell her, wait longer lost angel. It will come, the one that will own you. Will find you. These cuffs she wears belongs to the one that will own her forever. Everyone wants her in their life to make it brighter and happier. To touch her is a gift and to own her is a pleasure. To own her heart is the greatest gift, you could ever have. To own her body, mind and soul is
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Prays Needed
me and my wife just found out that one of our old friends in school is missing and presumed dead she was a great person so if you are religous or whatever u do please pray for her and her family. here is a link on the curent staus of the search http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=11347544  
Missing U
                  i have not one insurgent friend kill them all! I LOVE YOU KEVIN PLEASE BE SAFE AND COME HOME SOON MY HEART IS BREAKING. LETS GO 40TH EN BN FUCK THOSE INSURGENCE UP!!!!!
The Switch
No one told you to hit that switch. You were warned so many times what it would do. You took me out in the world and made me see, then burned it down in front of me. Now it's done, what is left no one knows. Some days I wish I could turn back time and take back the things I've done. But I know they are all just learning experiences that I have either tried to fade out or leap over. I do know one thing I am me. Take it or leave it's not that I can't change it's that I won't change I am happy of who I am. I know there is a hole it's deep and it will take a lot to fill that hole. I don't know who is strong enough to do it who has enough patience to stick it out. I do know that person will be truly blessed if they do. Until then my friends be careful of those switches, If you truly love whom your with show it in all you do to have love is to live and not many truly get that experience. Forever Lost, Kael Dusk
Death Came Knocking!!
Death came knocking at my door, It was half past twelve, I yelled go away What are you knocking for? My mind goes weary, I lose my thoughts, My eyes go blurry, It is not my fault. Again Death came knocking, It was quarter til one, I could not yell out My time has come. No one to lead me into that wayward light, I can not see past it, It is way too bright. Death came knocking, a third time It was almost two, I hurt so much, I don't know what to do, I can't fight anymore. This final time Death didn't knock at my door. No protest from me, I won't hurt anymore. Death ushered me away at half past two... No crying for me because I'm always with you...
Poem For Grandma
She raised 11 kids, kept them happy, clothed and fed, Kept them warm, sheltered, a place to lay their heads. Such a kind spirit, so gentle and sweet, There was no problem she could not defeat. There was no task that was ever too large, For grandma knew just how to take charge. She did her best with whatever she had, At times she had to be both a mom and a dad. She loved us all equally, with all of her heart, She was such a strong woman, beautiful and smart. She struggled and toiled all of her life, And not once did she complain of her poverty and strife. Everything she owned, she worked for it all, This was the only way she could stand proud and stand tall. She was blessed with so many family and friends, On whom she could call when she needed a hand. Grandma's spirit was like sunshine on a rainy day, She could smile and melt all the tears away. Grandma said we could be anything we wanted to be, She loved all of us unconditionally. She would never judge, never belittle, or criticize, S
I'm Not Sure
well i've never bloged before but i hear it's good so i'll try...i have so much stuff going on in my life that when i get the think to sit and think it's kind of sad..i mean i have good friends to help me and stuff but i guess that it's just hard
I Wish To Be Me!
How I wish to be a butterfly. Why, you ask? so I can fly free, Free as a butterfly wants to be, No ties to this earth. No strings to hold me, pull me or lead me. How I wish to be a bird, to soar above the clouds, go where I please. How I wish to be a rainbow, beautiful, colorful, larger than life. How I wish to be a tree. Towering above everything. I am the bird, the butterfly, the rainbow and the tree. I am tall, beautiful, and free, So, of all these things mentioned, I wish nothing more than to be me!
Thoughts Please
My dear friend Kim Evans who fell over a waterfall in Sandy Utah on the 26th's body was found today http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=11450839 I'm glad to see that she was found, It hurts still, but some sense of closure. THank you all for the thoughts and prayers on the matter.  I have an old friend from HS< who is missing. She was hiking on a first date, fell over a waterfall, body is missing, presumably dead. Please, if you are religious keep her family in prayers, if not, at least keep them in mind. http://www.ksl.com/?nid=148&sid=11342243
This Is My Bible, With Less Sodom And More Gomorrah
I love how most of the profiles on this site have veritable "FUCK OFF" signs plastered all over them.  lol   I WOULD put one up, but it's just not as funny to me if I meet just normal people.  I like to mess with the crazies, it makes me feel better about myself.  Is that the kind of commentary I want about me?  *shrug* Uhh, so yeah. A friend told me to make a profile here. I'm highly confused, trying to find my way 'round the site. I don't fully understand what's going on. A primer on yours truly: I'm an sarcastic asshole and you probably don't want me as your friend. I smoke pot all the time and I get enthusiastic about most other drugs as well. I'm a kleptomaniac and I LOVE to steal from Walmart, Salvation Army, Goodwill, and craft stores. I'm poor as fuck and I'm trying to make my way to AZ so I can room with best bestie and fucking go to raves and smoke it up. I'm logical, cold, and honest, but I'm not afraid to laugh. I'm a HUGE fan of Futurama, Ugly America
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      I have noticed that a lot of people put rape their cherries/molest their like button in their status.  I know people are trying to joke or be sexually appealing.  However, others and I find it appalling because of  what these words stand for.  It is sickening to see so many people use these words so freely. Some things are not and should never be a joke.  There is definitely nothing sexy about rape/molest. Rape: the unlawful compelling of a woman through physical force or duress to have sexual intercourse Molest: to make indecent sexual advances to; to assault sexually  When the word molest is used in proper context it usually refers to a child being sexually abused. I want people to be aware of the damage they can cause with the reckless use of these words.  Some things never go away no matter how far you go in life. Fubar is suppose to be an escape, so please make it pleasant for everyone on here. This is my personal crusade to make people aware. If you want to sta
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For those of you who do know me, I have a son who is my whole life. The poor lil thing has gone so much in his one year of life. To make a long story short, I was in a bad situation (I also have a heart condition), was under a lot of stress and the doctors believe he had 2 strokes in utero. He in deaf in left ear, no teeth on left side and drgs left limbs... let alone can't stand up on his own. He has gone for mri's and ct's. He has been tested for cp, autism,epilepsy and brain damage (which I already knew)... as of july 7th I will be bringing him to UVA Medical Center for more tests. More than likely wil be there for a few days. For Those who care, I will have updates... xoxo
The Threads Of Infinity
Watch me multiply the threads of infinityas you close your eyes, mourning the symmetriesof love and fear, feeling desire emerging in yourveins once again.Watch me breed enthusiasm while you seekfor shelter in poems written in awe and painwhere my lust and passion shall remain.I make you whole so rest your thoughtwith an open hand and breathe yoursignificance upon me.I make you whole.I am your soul.
Unforgiven (sonnet)
When I am alone breathing Mother Moon,I see my reflection hidden in cursed tears,After the sunset, I embrace the monsoon,Disguising my sorrow and outcast fears.In my dazed heart I am not glad to liveAs you and I once worshipped eternity.Now songs are still and this I can't forgiveFor nothing can quench my thirst of infinity.I buried my love beneath a delicate pine treeWhere I planted my bleeding hopes and pain.My tired Venus is there crying like a banshee,With the captain of my heart I shall remain.If death is tender, it shall carry my soul too.The dead are free but I am caged without you.
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If you love someone let them know every second of every day not just by saying those 3 words I love you show it by showing it and proving it.  Listen to them talk to them.  If you have a problem go to them and tell them don't go to someone else and believe what they tell because chances are there gonna lie to you trust your partner and your heart they won't steer you wrong.  Johnny I am sorry I didn't come to you and I'm sorry I listen to everyone else.  I hope you can forgive me.  I love you and I always have and always will.
Eyes Wide Open
a part of me has been taken, but will always be, yet through it's change , I've become stronger, I'm life's experience, and through it, wisdom I've gained.....Nothing lasts forever, and memories fade. Yesterday is dead and gone.... Trust and Faith in self LADIES, YOU WANT A *GOOD MAN* , BE A GOOD WOMAN.  MAKE YOUR MAN FEEL LIKE HE IS THE CENTER OF YOUR WORLD. BECAUSE HE'S DONE THAT FOR YOU.  IF THERE IS SOMETHING YOU WANT...TELL HIM.......DON'T EXPECT HIM TO READ YOUR MIND.  BE HONEST, IF YOU HAVE ANY TYPE OF A RELATIONSHIP.  LET HIM KNOW.  WE MEN AREN'T THE SHARPEST KNIVES IN THE DRAW, AND WE NEED TO KNOW.  SOME OF YOU WILL SAY IF YOU KNOW YOUR WOMAN, YOU'D KNOW......NOT NECESSARLLY.  BE UP FRONT...(GUYS TOO).  HURT IS HURT, PAIN IS PAIN......IT DON'T SETTLE TOO GOOD.  A GOOD MAN IS HARD TO FIND FOR YOU FEMALES,......MORE SO FOR US GOOD MEN.......I'LL TELL YOU WHAT I EXPECT AND WANT THE SAME.  DON'T HAVE YOUR MAN GO TO WORK...AND COME HOME UNEXPECTEDLY...AND FIND YOU WITH ANOTHER M
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1st
Yeah, I know, the Subject heading is a bit boring, but that is mainly because I am feeling bored!...Blah!...   For the past month and a half I have been back home, in Northern MI, and to be honest, coming home served its purpose, had been three years since I had been back, but I am so over it! I flew back to get away for a week or so, but it turned into over a Month. My family has been on me about getting my teeth fixed since the accident, but work always seemed more important, besides, beautiful dental work is not a qualification when you're a wrecker driver... steriotypically, those in our profession usually have worse looking teeth than my own. However, it had been a year since the accident, and I actually got tired of hearing about it.   So I went to the U of M in Ann Arbor (A2), and have had my initial visit for X Rays and evaluation. Now I am waiting on planning for the dental implants and the reconstruction of my upper gums. OMGawd!, I am bored though!, I have plenty to kee
Story To My Life
so, this is my FIRST blog in this site. I don't know how long im going to keep up at it, but i figured i'd give it a try.    I really don't know where to begain, so I think im just gonna keep it short in simple.  I have the most amazing man in the world, Trinix420. He's perfect, and i have a son, who means everything to me. Those two man are the best people ANYONE could ever ask for, or ever want.    The end. 

The Dark Side Of Me!
I walk into the dark abyss, seeking the nature of my darkness. I come upon a gravestone that was unmarked, it looked as if it had been there forever, and a spirit becons me, taunting me, and asks,"What are you looking for?" I stand there with an icy glare upon my face and say,"answers to my hopeless existence. Why must I be this way?" and the spirit says."The only reason why you thint that your existence is hopeless is because you are not who you want to be with. You are this way because you are longing for a dark and romantic pleasure!" I stare at the spirit as if i was staring at myself, who has died from eternal loneliness and lack of the physical romantic nessissity of life, and a life of chaos and despair."Let me help you that way you won't end up like the way that i have. Go to your love and follow your heart, listen carefully to your hearts' voice, for your heart IS you, not only mentally, but physically too. Don't be like me and close your heart from those who love and care for

Friends
Friends (by me) A true friend is invaluablewhere ever you may meet it could be as babies or toddlers in grade school or high schoolin college or grad schoolon a team or at a jobin a club or in a band at a park or at the mallin real life or on line Some people you just know in passingothers are just acquaintancesbut a true friend is like the family you choosea real friend is a treasure to beholdthen there are friends who become loverssometimes you are looking for that loveother times it catches you off guardBut when it is real love you will just know Never take a true friend lightly even worse don't push them awaySome will fight to hold on to youothers will just walk awaysome may come backothers you could lose forever Never take a friend for granted no matter what...  
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                                           Yea,I FINALLY found the kind of rig I wanted,in my price range,below that actually,lol. I now have a 1996,(I know,but if you saw this rig,age wouldn't matter to ya),GMC blazer w/ 4 wheel drive. It is in great condition in and out,no rust,clean,no rips in cloth seats,pw/pl,NICE cd/radio player,auto,v6AND only about 35,000 miles on it.I STOLE IT for $950.00.Cool huh?.....Of course it does need something to pass inspection,but it's only a muffler and a brake line and bf will do the work for me for nothing plus get parts cheaper than I can. Going to play with my new rig,have a good night all,love yas,mauhz.(h) Just want to wish ev1 a Happy and safe Halloween and say I'm sorry for not being around. It doesn't mean I miss or love ya any less. I have just been very busy cleaning out a bunch of stuff I don't need in house any more and VERY stressed out cuz of neighbors. Also I have been busy with my son's boy scout meetings. He earned his bobcat badge
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Writings & Thoughts...
Why should I remain cornered? Why should I always help others achieve what they're not meant for while I can effortlessly achieve it? Why should I help create the stars and stay aside among the fans? Why should I give up on what is rightfully mine just because I don't fit a definition in their book? Why should I let them throw me into a straitjacket while all I say is the truth? Till when should I take everybody's crap and bullshit? Till when should I just be patient? Till when should I wait and wait and wait? I need a quick solution... I have no more years to waste... My best years have gone by in vain so far... While nothing at all has ever been changed... I am sick of the lies people keep telling... I am sick of the faces people keep wearing... I am sick of the stories... I am sick of the words... I am sick of people!!! I am a name Written on dust… On a moist mirror That hides a nude bust… I am the memory Of a long lost hope… Carved
Hurting Myself
Naughty Stories
Im going to endeavor to post some, well, we'll call em short stories.  I need an output for some of the tawdry little scenarios that wont quit popping into my head.   I you choose to read any of the forthcoming chapters, be forewarned.  They wont be for the faint of heart or the closed-minded.  So having said that...Im gonna sit here and have a few beers and see if I can either, shock, enlighten, or, ideally, inspire someone to greater depths of depravity than they thought themselves capable of....
Taunted Treasure
Perhaps some will recall the passon from "The Chronicles of the Wanton"... Her simpliest desires as from this repost from the past...   Behind my armchairI found a small scrap of torn black fishnetsAnd I smiled to myselfRemembering…My legs spread wideIn four inch heelsBare breastedGripping the chairBent at the waistYou tore throughClutching my hipsRipping my pantiesEnteringThrustingTogether GrindingMoaningTrembling ThrustingCollapsingExhaustedEcstaticNow I am remembering….I wonder what house guestWill trip over the next scrapAnd pocket itSmilingKnowingWonderingI tucked it in a drawer Where I keep such thingsBecause I have such thingsTo conceal.
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2001 Heros
Died December 05, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 28, of Frazier Park Calif.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 5th Special Forces Group, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in action during a friendly fire bombing, on Dec. 5, 2001 in Afghanistan. Died November 29, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Queens, New York City; assigned to the 10th Mountain Division, Fort Drum, N.Y., killed Nov. 29, 2001, by a non-combat weapons discharge in Uzbekistan. Died October 19, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 20, of Cheyenne, Wyo.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, Fort Benning, Ga.; killed in action in a crash of a UH-60 Black Hawk during a training mission, on Oct. 19, 2001 in Pakistan.
Death
The Death DealerHe creeps,He crawls,He slithers,He rolls,Who is this man, you ask?He's created in your fires Your deepest desiresHe's what you wantAnd you can have itFor a small price of courseIt's not much, for one such as yourselfThe counjourer of spirits A jack of all tradesWould you care to play his game?It's not that hardBut it requires a wagerNot money, but something more dearSo make your bid But do so wiselyBecause if you lose You'll find that the cost is pricey!  am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldMy work shall never be done This world is full disease, filth, and putrignessThese things I must pacify from my worldI am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldThis world I speak of is full of fire and brimestoneIt is a world of eternal suffering and blissIt is my world and I shall controll allI am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldThis world demands suf
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Succumbed
You and I stroll into the grocery store one evening to pick up a few things for breakfast the next morning. As we are walking down the aisles, I tell you that there is something I need to pick up and will catch up with you in a few minutes. You say ok as I playfully smack you on the ass and walk away in the opposite direction at the end of the aisle. I am gone for about 10 minutes when you notice that I have walked back up behind you at the end of the adjacent aisle. As I walk up to you, I again playfully grab your ass as the moistness between them reminds you of just how much you enjoy it when I do that to you in public. As you reach up to grab something off the upper shelf you feel my hand as it caresses your inner thigh and pushes your skirt up a little and squeezes the bottom of your ass cheek. You playfully swat at my hand but really don’t want me to stop. Suddenly you feel my hand at your lower back pressing against you as you place a hand on the shelf to steady yourself. A
Lena
Here is a girl i knew for 6 Years. It Going on 7 years now. Lena  was 15 when i knew her cuz   of her mom.  She  is so beauitful, She is one of the nicest person you ever know.  I treated her like a princess. She is 19 now. will be 20 this year.  I knew i fell inlove with her since she was 16 i been waiting all this time for her but she wont listen to me right now.  She is  lock up in a rehab but when she get out i try one  more time. But lena can be a selfish girl at time.   she dont even want my help no more cuz of  her on very bad drug.  ( NOT WEED) weed not that bad guys and girls.  I still said weed is still one of the better drug to clam people down.  But i hate what what she doing. is  not getting  better, she being selfish. and is making me insane  cuz i let life pass me up for her. I dont wanna give up but  Do I really  just move on after 7 year   know she dont want my help anymore? Or do i be selfish  and still  try to get her to be with me?
Deployment
xmas time is here and im kinda lonley. being and not with family sucks ass. the only good thing is i just found that im going home on the 4th. so that reason alone gives something to look for. three days till x-mas and i'm still here but hopefully i'll be going home on the 4th and be home around the 10th or 11th. but there's a litttle problem with paperwork. my home unit had me arriving here on the 4th of aug but i got here on the 19th july. see the difference they messed up my paperwork and there's a chance I may not be leaving on the 4th of jan but instead I might be leaving on the 4th of aug. well i'm kinda worried now see that might be staying longer. just left iraq a day ago! now im at qatar and I'm just chilling waiting for the trip to go home. show me some love I need to level up and I need to be owned up to 12 times in a day and Im also for anyone who wants to give the special limited edition bling staying fit is the one I want cause i have 42 days up until I take a PT test. ei
Bookness
Prologue As the shadow of night crept across the globe, a figured adorned in a robe as black as the night itself crept along the rocky walls of an ancient canyon, his heavy footfalls echoing across the vast plains with each step. The canyon was said to have been the site of a great battle in the wars centuries before, where thousands of seasoned troops were taken out by a group of guerillas. After the battle it came to be known as the Canyon of the Wailing Dead, as it was said when the wind blew through it’s walls, the cries of the fallen soldiers could still be heard. The man was a very tall individual, most of his face save for the lower portions covered up by his hood, his pale eyes glistening in the moonlight as he arrived at his destination at the canyon’s central chamber. Despite the darkness of the night, the chamber was well lit by torches mounted along the walls of the canyon, giving the entire area an eerie ambiance. It was here where the man found six other figur
More Feelings
I'm not sure where to start......my life has taken a downward spiral. I am almost 30 yrs old and having to move in with my mom. I feel like I have been used again and thrown away AGAIN. It depresses me to think that the only use men have for me is physical not never emotional. When will my feelings matter? I am starting to think NEVER. The depression is begining to be too much to bare. I want to shut off my emotions and never let anyone in. I am thinking this might be the only way to protect myself. Why should I care when no one else does? Why should I give a shit about anyone? I am done trying to find someone to love or love me. I can only take so much and this last experience has opened my eyes to how I am valued and respected by others. This is where the depression takes over. My nereves can't handle watching what I am being forced to watch. I am trying to not see but I am not blind and my heart is still broken. No one cares and this just adds to the pain. I wonder if I will ever fe
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Dreams
laying in bed my eyes closed drift in to a dream world, the world i creat is powerful and graceful, beauty bounds it to make it real, dreaming of flying down the road seeing places i only wish to see. dreaming of people i want to met, dreaming who what where and why ....... idk puzzling thoughts swirling together bound by beaty it sfor the faint of heart my dreams are mine but the thought of ur beauty is what bounds me the dreams of touching d feeling the enternal bliss...... what a kiss? the sheets are getting messed up, mmm the beaty that is bound with my thoughts to early to wake trying to stay asleep to see ur beauty ..... its hard to dream with out seeing ur face...my dreams are mine but ur beaty bounds me to the ground don't want to fly away but i will race to get to see ur beautiful face the sun is raising i'll hold on to the dream for ur face is what makes up my dream and i'll treasure my dream every time i sleep
Friendship
i married my wife on march 31 2010 and ever since then it has been nothing but hell she refused to give me any kind of space when iam on the internet she stays behind and see what iam up too or if iam calling a friend or texting she always looks on who iam talking too she is so far up my ass that i cant even take a shit with out her approvalshe lies and try to manipulate me to do what ever she wantsme and my wife got into a fight and she shove me first and i shove her back and i try to get my marriage license from her since i was the only one who ever paid for anything and everything but she refused so i try to get it from her i did not hit her tho even tho part of me wanted too she had the cops called on me at the end of Julyi was in jail for a day and i got out they gave me anger management i start next week that stupid cunt could have ruin my life all together because i already have court in phx for a old charge of protecting my ex gf from a guy who i thought was going
Just Feelings
I get up everyday wondering why.......I go to bed every night with the same question. I really don't know why I try when all I ever do is make bad decisions. I just want to go to sleep like Snow White or Sleeping Beauty untill my prince comes but this is real life and I'm sure no princess and I have no prince. I always thought I wanted my little place in this world but I'm begining to believe that for me that place doesn't exist. I am a great friend or so I'm told but some how I'm not good enough for something more or thats real. I think the only reason I am posting this here is because no one cares and I want to be able to sleep. I would really like to be worth something one day but since I'm not worth anything by now  I don't see that happening. I think I want to buy the book of DILLIGAF and study it. Maybe if I am cold and heartless not being worth anything to anyone won't matter to me. I just feel like nothing I do matters and I shouldn't try anymore. I would just like to not wake
Somewhere, Someone
Your smile melts my heart. Just hearing your voice is like listening to angels sing. Your laughter is indescribable, while  your eyes are deeper than the most beautiful sunset. Your skin glistens like the sea on a sunny afternoon. Your dark brown hair flows like the Nile, while your fragrance is as pleasant as a garden full of the finest roses. Your knowledge will take ages to fathom. Just being in your presence alone could bring a giant to his knees.Your lips taste like the finest wines. Your love could enlighten the dullest day. If I ever dreamt of you, arising would not be an option. I would stay in your dreams forever. Your beauty and knowledge go hand in hand, they are both timeless. Your soft beautiful smile is enough to engulf the darkest moments.To have you in my arms would be the worships of all gods, to hear your soft whispers would be enough to make me hold you forever close to me.For I know and understand that time with you will always be a present and never a past.To feel
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Too Soon!
I think I didn't take a long enough break from fubar. I seem to either hurt or get hurt when I deal with others from here. This is never my goal or intention. I just have to figure out some things and I don't need the lies from the people here to add to my life. I am heartbroken AGAIN and I know that I have to heal before I can play again. If someone really wants to talk to me you can add me on yahoo (I'm always mobile) @ YIM: goodgirl_2480. I'm out!

Anthony was my oldest cousin on my fathers side only a few years older than me. Last night when I got home home from jail and talked to my mom she told me she had some bad news. My cousin Anthony killed himself. This was a shock to hear because the last i heard of him he had been doing some time in prison but I guess he had been out just a few months ago and I did not know about it. apparently he had been struggling with drugs for a long time and his wife no longer a part of it decided to leave him and in his suicide note he vows he would rather damn himself to hell than  to watch another man with his family and raise his kids. He hung himself early thursday morning just before it started to get light out....on a tree right in front of our late grandmothers house. What a terrible thing for my family just. I really can't believe he did it since they said he never threstened to commit suicide before it just saddens me and pisses me off at the same time. ....i guess there really wasnt any
Jail
I was recently incarcerated in the Las Colinas Detention Facility for failure to appear. Apperently I was supposed to show up for court ordered classes whether or not I was able to pay the 200 bucks they wanted. What  bothers me is the way the officer came knocking at my door stating matter-of-factly how I was wanted for prostitution! ha me a prostitute yeah right. I told him i dont get enough sex as it is being a 4yr olds mommy lol let alone get paid for it shit at this point if I ha money to spend trust me it would be th other way around and I would be paying for sex of course he would have to give me a free sample or demonstration (let me watch him with another woman) so that I know I am not getting ripped off). Anyways I got taken in and it turns out that my charge drunk in public is categorized under the same penal code as prostitution just a different section......go figure....officer was doing his job but not reading the info right! he was cute too =/
Strange What Some People Will Say
Had a couple of days off this week with hubby and my mother in law. We were out and about...Or as the Canadians would say..Oout and aboout and had some lunch downtown. Went to this one place that had rocking chairs so we sat and rocked and people watched for a bit. This man walks by holding his daughter and off they go into one of the shops. My mother in law says to me "That little girl has slanty eyes." I just blinked. She then proceeds to say "I wonder if her mother is Chinese or maybe she's Japanese. I didn't see which way the little girl's eyes were slanted." I was like I didn't say a thing. Just kept shaking my head over and over and saying "Holy hell" to myself.
Ronald
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Love Me
FREEDOM! WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO YOU?  HERE LATLEY MYNE MEANS EVERY THING TO ME! YOU CAN HAVE IT ONE DAY AND THE NEXT  IT IS GOHN! NEVER TAKE FORGRANTED ANY THING OR ANY ONE HAVE IN YOUR LIFE! LIFE IS SO SHORT AND CAN CHANG IN A BLINK OF AN EYE OR JUST A BAD DISION YOU MAKE! ONE DAY YOU  ARE OUT INT THE REALL WORLK AND THE NEXT  YOU ARE LOCKED UP AND EVERY THING  IS TAKEN AWY FROM YOU! THEN ALL YOU ARE IS SIN # AND YOU WATE TO SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO  YOU!  ONCE YOU ARE IN THE LEAGAL SYSTEM IT IS  SO HARD TO GET OUT OF IT! PEOPLE NEVER LOOKAT YOU THE SAME  WHY THEY USED TO AND PEOPLE NEVER TRUST YOU AGAIN! LIFE AS I NO IT  HAS CHANGED AND IAM CHANGING TO  ! HAVE TO! YES I SAID IT  LIFE CAN CHANG IN A BLINK OF AN EYE! I WAS MAKING  PLANS FOR A BETTER LIFE FOR ME! WAS PLANING ON MOVING OUT OF WHERE I LIVED FOR ABOUT 16 YEARS!  WAS GOING TO CHANG  MY LIFE AND DO BETTER FOR MYSELF! I  HAD MADE ALL THESE PLANS AND  WAS GOING TO LIVE A BETTER LIFE! NOW I HAVE TO PUT ALL THOSE PKANS TO A STOP AN
Redneck
Roses is red an' my neck's red too an' you make my lips pucker like a big plug o' chew. If you was my shed i'd be proud to have made ya an' if you was my gun,in my rack i'd display ya. Cuz yer sleek like a bas boat an' hotter'n fire yer more grippin' to me then a new set o' tries. I'm a sad. lovesick fool jus' a-caryin' a torch            an' i whine like them houn' dogs         that's under my porch. Cuz you make my head spin like i'uz drinkin' white lightnin' (I ain't use to much thinkin' i confess it's a mite fright' nin'.) But yu'v stol my poor heart like that big ol' tornader that come through last month an' took off with my trailer....
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Ummmm I Dont Kno
Feed em the same shit you made me eatIm moving on forget you oh,Now im special, ha I felt special when I was with youAll I ever felt was thisHelplessnessImprisoned by a selfish bitchChew me up and spit me outI fell for this so many timesIts ridiculusAnd still I stick with thisIm sick of this but in my sickness aint addictionYour addictiveness take itEvil as they come vindictive as they make emMy friends keep asking why I cant just walk awayIm addictedTo the pain, the stress, the dramaIm drownin so I guess imma messCursed and blessedBut this time immaAint changing my mindI'm climbing out this abissYou screaming as I walk out that ill be missedBut when you spoke to people who meant the most to youYou left me off your list I dunno man, just feels like, well a lot different
Kinda feels like, I’m on a whole different page right now
Feels strange but um, I guess it’s kinda like… it’s kinda like [Verse 1]
I feel like I’m morphin’, into s
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Nightmare
You Pet In Color Pencil
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Ramblings Of Kimmy
Erotica
 It's late and we've had a wonderful time at the club. The drinks have lowered our inhibitions and we are being very affectionate just before closing. We've spent the night mingling with your old friends and making some new ones. You've noticed me chatting it up with a couple of really cute guys you haven't see before, and are happy that I am getting along. When we leave we invite a couple of your friends and one of the cute guys to come back to your place for a nightcap. We spend the ride in the backseat fondling and kissing each other, and make no effort to hide the fact that things are going to get very hot when we get home. The cute guy is watching all this with a sly smile, and nods in approval sitting next to us. We arrive, and soon the group of us is laughing and sharing a few last drinks together in your parlor. A little while later everyone is gone except for the cute stranger and us. I notice you've been checking him out when you've had the chance and ask you if you like wha
The Tears Of Drowning Sorrow.
Well. For the past month or so. My boyfriend has been gone in Cali, I terrribly miss him. Hes coming back in four days though. Im excited. I Love him with all my heart. Lol. Once he gets back were goin to Eclipse! x3 Well I might as well tell a bit about myself. I Love animals neon colors and dark colors. My favorite colors are Lime green and Black. I love Hello Kitty. Invader Zim and skinny jeans. I love cookies and muffins. I love metal techno electronic rock punk. Oooh i love gummy worms and gummy bears as well. I love pandas. Thy are sooo damn adorable! Lol. :p...I love grape koolaid. Lol. Ima adorkable. Ooooh And i simply looovvvveee Rainbows! Lol. x3 I love holding hands. I think freckles are cute. I love emo/skaters guys. I love emo gurlss. Ima BI. I love guys in eyeliiner! Lol. I love meeting neww ppl. And i love chatting!And anyone tht knows mee Enjoi! x3
Because The Words Are Important Too...
Fearless by Pink Floyd You say the hill's too steep to climb,Climb it!You say you'd like to see me try,Climb it!You pick the place and I'll choose the timeAnd I'll climbThe hill in my own wayJust wait a while, for the right dayAnd as I rise above the treeline and the cloudsI look down hear the sound of the things you said todayFearlessly the idiot faced the crowd, smilingMerciless, the magistrate turns 'round, frowningAnd who's the fool who wears the crown?Go down in your own wayAnd everyday is the right dayAnd as you rise above the fearlines in the frownYou look downHear the sound of the faces in the crowdSong sung by crowd is: "You'll Never Walk Alone"by Rodgers and Hammerstein Dreamer: Inspired by the true storyYou are a great champion. When you ran, the ground shook, the sky opened and mere mortals parted. Parted the way to victory, where you'll meet me in the winner's circle, where I'll put a blanket of flowers on your back. Teacher: Cale Crane?
Why Oh Why Do The Best Ones Have To Die
I just found out that my best freind, My homie, My brother was killed tonight. All i can do is site here and cry and wounder why the best ones have to die. He was the only person in this world that i could talk to. He was the only one that was realy true. When i know that things are bad you will be there to get me thorugh. With out you my world is gone. With out you I have no one left. You had 2 beautifull boys That dont have a father any more because you was whereing the wrong colors in the wrong place. And a 23 year old ife that is now a widow. But dont worry my brother your wife and children are going to be taken care of i dont care if i have to sleep in a box on the street and steal to provide every thing they need. You are my brother and i have your back Rest in peace brother i will love you always and i will see you agine when the good lord dicieds its my time. R.I.P Mi AMOR
Family
Have you ever been out in Nature, and gazed upon a swift-flowing river? It is a beautiful river, sparkling and frothy, filled with diverse currents and rapids, calm pools, gentle shores. Now and then you see a sandbar protruding from the surface; debris carried by the flow hangs-up on these and stays there. Until, one day, the current from the river erodes the sandbar and the debris on the upstream end is swept away, and disappears. We, our friends and family, acquaintances, lovers and former ones, co-workers, the guy who takes your toll, and more lately the ones that join us via the cyber-community, we all stand upon a great shoal in the flowing river of Life. Every now and then, and in no particular order, one of our group vanishes into that great current; leaving those remaining to shuffle uneasily, and to wonder what the Hell happened. But that sand keeps migrating downstream, and that proverbial dune keeps getting more amd more crowded. And sooner or later, we all stand upon th
Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat little less rapid Until we meet I know my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem like hours Hours will seem like months Months will seem like an eternity Until we meet The starts will not affect me with their gleaming sparkles of life Until i am gazeing up at them from inside your arms Until we meet The food that i eat will not be as fulfilling or nourishing Until it is you that i am shareing it with Util we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderfull day When our eyes make first contact and Our bodies and souls collide in a blissfull whirlwind The words will roll off my tounge a sweet song HELLO MY LOVE I COULDN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU For Austin I Love You
Ice Cream Heart
i am myanmar chinese girl..my father call me , i will go taiwan. so my mother live myanmar , i came taiwan 23 years old so i miss my mother ..for my mother i also crying ..afraid , my mother nobody speak her because i am mother lovely daughter ^^..i like talking my mother , my mother what do need ..i have also help her ..so my mother also need me i just to known her ..i love my mother very many many but i be shy talk her that because i am not baby i am 30 years old women ..if me talk mommy ..i be shy ..maybe my mother understand me ..maybe i hope so...................... I lost my valueall my happiness are dueeven there is no clueto explainor to complainwhat my heart is feelngand how my pain is healingim all left all aloneand everyone is gonethere is no one to hearto make my point clearand no one to wipe my teariam nowadays treat as a outsiderto whome no one care nor botheriam planning to dieand for everyone is its just a liemy heart was always with y
Until We Meet
Surrender
Poems
I love you with all my entity, mind body and soul.I love you unconditionally,you are the one that makes me whole.I love you with a passion,you are the fire within my heart.I will never stop loving you, I have known this from the start.I love you like you are the ocean,and I'm a tiny wave.I love you like i'm a stalagmite,and you are a mighty cave. I love you like a snow flake, melting on the ground. I love the way you look at me, I love the way you sound .I love you like a little bird, love's the bright blue sky.I love you more and more, every second that goes by. I LOVE YOU!  ONE DREAM ONE OPPORTUNITY ONE LIFEI AM DARK AND YOU LIGHTI LIE DOWN IN THE SHADOWNO LONGER THE LIGHT OF MY DREAM BEFORE MENO LONGER THE BRIGHT OF MY DREAM ABOVE MEONLY THE SHADOWONLY THE THICK WALLHELP ME TO SHATTER THIS DARKNESSHELP ME TO SMASH THE NIGHTTO BREAK THIS SHADOWTO PUSH IT AWAYINTO A THOUSAND LIGHT OF SUNINTO A THOUSAND WHIRLING DREAMS OF SUNLET ME BREAK THIS SHADOW]  Girlfriend Application Name: Sta
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Lounges
Well its that time again.   Let's party it up not once but twice at the same time in my lounge.  I would really love to see everyone there but i totally understand if you can not make it.  If you would like the link to the lounge, please SB me.  I would be glad to give it to you.  Everyone is welcome and invited.  Hope to see you there.  They both start at 10:30 est tonight. Come and join us in My Fair Wedding as I do my very first fu wedding and fu marry my best friend Bud and his soon to be fu wifey IrishRaina. There is going to be a reception party and an anniversary party and also a halloween party. The wedding starts at 10 pm est on October 30, 2010. Parties will follow. Please contact me for more information and the link to the lounge. We would love to see you come in and join in the fun. Well yall its that time again.  I have 2 new lounges that are hiring dependable staff and everyone is welcome.  Great places to have fun and no drama is allowed.  Don't like drama and drama
Stupidity At It's Best
I don't care much about the fu-owned thingy but I just realized something. When someone raises your value sky high where no one can buy you, You lose the chance on gaining more fu-bucks. And it is bad enough when you buy someone and you end up losing money when someone purchases them from you. So, my theory is, if you want to help your friends out maybe you should not rack their price up so high right at first. Let them be handled/fondled a bit before you lock them up for 2 weeks. Just a thought. :D   I hate being asked for salutes....I like to give them when I feel like it. It sure would be nice to go on vacation. Not have to worry about anyone, not even myself. I look into the future and I know that is NEVER gonna happen. Am I a bad person for getting revenge for my son? This kid in Jiu Jitsu was a bit too rough on my 12 yr old son. My son didn't show that eh was hurt but I saw what the kid did. Then after class I asked my son if he was ok and he told me that the kid (who is 15
Mel And Shit Hawk Wedding Fund
I want to see the shit hawks eyes bulge out of his head...   Apparently he proposed to Mel this morning thinking he would ruffle some feathers..   Can you imagine if she accepts...   He will Be in shell shock and we can all take a break from him.   So help me help Mel and donate bling credits...   she needs 80 to accept.  
If Tommorrow Never Comes...
I THINK THAT PEOPLE SHOULD NOT JUDGE,WE KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG,REMEMBER THE HARD THING TO DO IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO.. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I D SEE U WALK OUT THE DOOR, I WOULD GIVE YOU A HUG AND A KISS,AND CALL YOU BACK FOR ONE MORE.IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME ID HEAR YOUR NAME LIFTED IN PRAISE,I WOULD VIDEO TAPE EACH ACTION AND EACH WORD AND PLAY THEM BACK DAY AFTER DAY.IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME TO SAY OUR "I LOVE YOU'S"INSTEAD OF ASSUMING YOU KNOW I DO.THERES ALWAYS TOMMORROW TO MAKE UP FOR AN OVER SIGHT,AND SURE WE WILL GET A SECOND CHANCE TO MAKE EVERYTHING JUST RIGHT,BUT JUST IN CASE IM WRONG AND TODAYS ALL I GET, I WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND JUST TO TELL U I CHERISH OUR TIME WEVE SPENT.WE NEED TO REMEMBER THAT TOMMORROW IS NOT PROMISED TO ANY ONE.. I AMHAVING A HARD TIME GETTING THE CONFUSION OF YOU OUT OF MY HEAD. I KNOW I WAS TOLD NOT TO GET TO CLOSE PAPI,BUT YOU MADE IT EASY FOR ME, BUT YOU KNEW I IGNORED WHAT YOU S
Personal Thoughts
The Tomboy And The Tomcat
Hard to say at any given time who's the mouse and who's the cat? So we play our cat and mouse game of attractions and passions. I could be her tomcat, she would be my tomboy. We flirt a generation away the tomboy wants to play, ya know, I have never seen her is a dress or skirt. The tomboy and her tomcat, or the tomcat and his tomboy; sounds like the title of a book, one of those super sleuth action-comedy and impossible romance novels all in one Of course the x-rated love scenes would be left mostly to your imagination i.e., "what's wrong dear?" "Mom, a man made love to me, we did everything mom. He did things to me that I can't get out of my mind and it's interfering with my work and I did things to him, well, I can't believe I did them and  I want more of him." Her mother looked at her the way mothers do and; "It's alright dear, now, tell me the truth, what's troubling you." She just looked at her mom with exasperated amusement and said "whatever." She is in her 20s but
Poems From Proud American
I Pledge my life,Like my Brothers before meTo fight the fires to the bestof my ability.Through my training and what I have learnedI'll use common sensenot to get burned.I'll always be alertTo hear the weakest shout,I'll work quickly and efficiently To put the fires out.Through smoke and flame I'll give my all,Like my brothers before me who did fall.And if something should go wrong,And Death should make his callI'll neither take nor place no blame,For I know I gave my all. It seems like it were only yesterday  When you held me in your arms,    Free from any pain, safe from any Harm.         When I was young you were hard on me,      and at times a little rough,     But now I realize you did it to make me stronger     for the times when things get tough..      You took my hand and walked me down the aisle,      though you were giving me away,     you did it with a smile.          The lessons you taught me ,      made me what I am today,      f
What Do You Want From Me?
There might have been a timeI would give myself away(Ooh) Once upon a timeI didn’t give a damnBut now here we areSo whataya want from meWhataya want from me’Just don’t give upI’m workin’ it outPlease don’t give inI won’t let you downIt messed me up, need a second to breatheJust keep coming aroundHey, whataya want from meWhataya want from meYeah, it’s plain to seethat baby you’re beautifulAnd it’s nothing wrong with youIt’s me – I’m a freakBut thanks for lovin’ meCause you’re doing it perfectlyThere might have been a timeWhen I would let you step awayI wouldn’t even try but I thinkyou could save my lifeJust don’t give upI’m workin’ it outPlease don’t give inI won’t let you downIt messed me up, need a second to breatheJust keep coming aroundHey, whataya want from meWhataya want from meJust don’t give up on meI won’t let you downNo, I won’t let yo
Mahut And Isner Set Record At Wimbledon With Marathon Match
France's Nicolas Mahut (pictured) and John Isner of the United States made tennis history at Wimbledon on Wednesday, smashing the standing record for the longest match. The contest was postponed for a second day after more than 10 hours of play. France's Nicolas Mahut and John Isner of the United States made tennis history at Wimbledon on Wednesday as they set a new record for the longest-ever match.     They surpassed the previous time of six hours and 33 minutes set at the 2004 French Open, when Fabrice Santoro beat fellow Frenchman Arnaud Clement 6-4, 6-3, 6-7, 3-6, 16-14.     "It is reasonable to say that it is the longest official tennis match in history," International Tennis Federation spokesman Nick Imison told AFP, adding that it was certainly the longest in the Open Era records.     "There are not any records to suggest otherwise."     Other records also tumbled in the epic match on Court 18, where the pair were still tussling at 39-39 in the final set of a match c
"nymphetamine" By Cradle Of Filth
Led to the riverMidsummer I wavedA 'V' of black swansOn with hope to the graveAnd through red SeptemberWhen skies fire-pavedI begged you'd appearLike a thorn for the holy onesCold was my soulUntold was the painI faced, when you left meA rose in the rainSo I swore to the razorThat never, enchainedWould your dark nails of faithBe pushed through my veins againBared on your tombI'm a prayer for your lonelinessAnd would you ever soonCome above unto me?For once upon a timeFrom the binds of your lowlinessI could always findThe right slot for your sacred keySix feet deep is the incisionIn my heart that barless prisonDiscolours all with tunnel visionSunsetter, nymphetamineSick and weak from my conditionThis lust, this vampyric addictionTo her alone in full submissionNone better, nymphetamineNymphetamine, nymphetamineNymphetamine girlNymphetamine, nymphetamineMy nymphetamine girlWicked with your charm, I'm circled like preyBack in the forest where whispers persuadeMore sugar trails, more white l
Just A Box Of Stuffs...
so...I was just sitting here listening to one of my favorite bands...because tomorrow their last CD ever is going to be released...sad day! :( so I thought I'd post some of my favorite lines from their songs...and you should reply with some lyrics from your favorite songs! :) it'll be fun! "I can't stay over you. It seems we drive forever but can never get away from here, just one more try. I'm guessing you are over me, I guess it's bravery." "I'm tasting nothing but 4 words, "please don't leave me"." "Well they're just thoughts so go ahead and speak. So pick out what you like and call me when you're on the way. You can spend the night and hope to sleep all day. For me its just another week, twenty eight was once how I dreamed. And with your scent on my face I can leave and have you for days." "I still can't see you. The summer came and we got lost, all of us. You are nothing with out her. I still wont remember your face, the features mix too well with this alcohol. So w
My First Hh At 11
Good God, I spent all day rating photos and only a few people helped me in return. I need to level to Oracle so the bomb and HH should cover the points, but I need 4 more Big Pimpin gifts and the rest. Check my Angel folder. If you're stingy about fubux, I can send you enough to cover it.
Birthday
I'm going to buy a HH for July 7th, my birthday. Hopefully I'll get some bombs on my albums.
Party Rush
How to make suprize to someone : 1.Knock the door in the morning 2.When she/he open the door,you must ready to suprize 3.You have to can mysterious face 4.Show your face,and give the doll (or anything suprize)  TADDAAA !! Your face so cute :) Someone Look Like What do you want? 1.He look like prefer me,but I think no cause he not know me -,- 2.He look like copypaste me,but I think for what? Random too? 3.He look like care with the problem,but he never solve a problem 4.He look like dont like him aunt give him a new phone and care 5.He look like no need parents,but realized he very need 6.He look like stupid,but realized hmm…he smart 7.He look like not jerk to choosing a exotic girl,but realized….like a jerk 8.He look like understanding,but realized he not understand (maybe) 9.He look like care to sister but realized,he not care,hate and annoy 10.HE LOOK LIKE CARE TO ME AND LOVE ME BUT……..I NEVER KNOW :) 07 June 10’ I VERY HAPPY TODA
Ez2ride
Back in the Saddle   I have been working the same ol' grind for about 10 years without much of a break. Work has been slow lately, since the ECONOMY is so darned slow, so web design has been a slow business to be in lately. I have been out knocking on doors trying to drum up business, but most of the small mom and pops are going under. It is kind of a sign of the times...I guess. I am seriously thinking about relocating, but then you hear the old timers tell stories of the Oklahoma dust bowl...and they thought that they could improve their lot by packing up and moving...I just have this vision of the Grapes of Wrath. I think I'll stick to life where I am. I love the places I see..the parks here are green....lots of fresh running water, Japanese gardens, wildlife, flowers...everything I would ever want to see daily. I am going to get my mountain bike out soon...and start doing my daily ride of about 20 miles.   I love to shoot pool, play darts, and maybe see sports on the big scree
Come To Night Shift Nsfw
/">/"> Hey Everyone feel free to Check Out this Kool Lounge that me and my bro came up with come out and jam out !!! Also we are hiring too so if u want a job feel free to drop me or bro Glenn (Owner) "US Border Patrol" or me Rockin Ralphy (Co-Owner) and we will be glad to help u out. Also if u decide u want to be a member that is is great too we would gladly like to have u as a part of " The NightShift Family So Click Below and Check it Out" PS: NOW HIRING MEXICO IS ANGRY!    Three cheers for Arizona!   The shoe is on the other foot and the Mexicans from the State of Sonora, Mexico do not like it. Can you believe the nerve of these people? It's almost funny. The State of Sonora is angry at the influx of Mexicans into Mexico .  Nine state legislators from the Mexican State of Sonora traveled to Tucson to complain about Arizona 's new employer crackdown on illegals from Mexico .  It seems that many Mexican illegals are returning to their hometowns and the officials

"I have come to tell you that you are free. Many ages ago, My consciousness left humanity, that they might develop themselves. I return to find this development approaching completion, but hindered by fear and by misunderstanding. You have built for yourselves psychic suits of armor, and clad in them, your vision is restricted, your movements are clumsy and painful, your skin is bruised, and your spirit is broiled in the sun. I am chaos. I am the substance from which your artists and scientists build rhythms. I am the spirit with which your children and clowns laugh in happy anarchy. I am chaos. I am alive, and I tell you that you are free." Just wondering if there would be any interest in some rare Hour of the Time broadcasts as well as some Mae Brussell shows. I figure with all the bs disinfo patriot bs polluting the web nowadays it would be nice to have access to some quality alternative reasearch available in one place! Imagine the suprise of some wayward researcher stumbl
Coin
I find myself happy, liking who I am.  Im comfortable as a lazychair I'm honest, loving and I do care.   I blame noone for how I become, or for all I've done. I was once a sports car lightening fast I run , now to a putter I roll off to life . trying to keep it going speaking softly and angerly I mutter.    I need a break, sometime for myself, a place to go,  a place I don't know.       I need to be excited, too laugh so hard , to see a piece of this world that would make my head wrirrel ,  But I'm finally old and not so bold and I am comfortable .....with who I am .
Free Ps3,xbox,imac,etc
http://gifts.freebiejeebies.co.uk/251416  ok so this really works it was on nbc news cnn newscast and bbc news.... All you gotta do is complete one offer(i spent $7 to complete the offer) then get a certain number of friends to join and do the same( it was 13 ppl for me to get a free 120gb ps3 slim) they also have other gifts like phones,ipods,imacs,macbooks,xbox,gps.etc
Yea--
late night talks--spending hours together yet never in the same room--feeling like i can say anything and its ok--its got me trippin--idk where its going but I'm feeling good again--thank you   you are important to me--just sayin :)
Missy Here
My "jack London" Journal
Overall my "Jack London" Journal is a stained, suede covered lined page journal. I carry some of the adventures and teachings I've learned in life therein...yes the journal has about 20 pages that were ripped out and burned because some things...you had to have been there for...Two of my favorite pieces of poetry I have written on the inside cover:I never saw a wild thing sorry for itselfA small bird will drop frozen dead from a boughWithout ever having felt sorry for itselfDH Lawrence and Hold fast to dreamsFor if Dreams dieLife is a broken winged birdThat cannot flyHold fast to dreamsFor when dreams goLife is a barren fieldFrozen with snowHW Longfellow  This is not in the journal but should be. Animals. The old steriotype is true, "you CAN tell a lot about a person by how animals react to them". I have seen it so many times that I wonder how come everyone else doesn't. Every animal I have ever met has always been 110% honest in everything they do. They are totally incapible of mist
Working In America
You are so right on unions. When I worked at Southwest Airlines from 1998-2002 the union contract read that you could opt out of the union but were still liable for union dues but were no longer protected by the union and since no Southwest Airlines employee could not be non-union, the union sent a letter to Southwest demanding the termination of the employee which Southwest Airlines had to abide by or face lawsuits. When I worked at USair from 1987-1990, it was non-union but bought PSA, who was union and the union was abolished and it all went non-union and both USair and PSA employees agreed they have never been treated better by management, even if it was merely out of a fear that the union would be re-established. Not to say there are not abuses of owners and managers who have no fear of unions, like those who work for Toyota, whether they be plant workers or dealership employees, because Toyota doesn't allow unions...They are bullies and abuse their employees. It is like a catch
Whoop Whoooop Ninja
Well, where 2 start... There were 2 Homies that were in an accident that were taken 2 The Carnival on friday June 18, 2010, after a rain storm. They both R ninjas, but now reside in Shangra La. Their names R Kyle Auston Baker and Zack Price from La Porte, IN.  Ages Kyle 18 N Zack 22.  Kyle lived at Zacks becausew his parents kicked him out and he was young, and was always willing 2 help another ninja out. He just wanted his family(Juggalo Family) 2 like him which we all did/do. Much Clown Love Kyle! Zack Left behind a wife N 2 beautiful girls ages 2 years old and a newborn of almost 1 month. I was there at the birth of his newest. he was an awsome father that loved/loves his children and his wife. I have been at his wifes side since and this is the 1st chance I have had 2 write. So why don;t all U Ninja's Send up a Whoop Whooooop 4 all R Taken Homies, Cause we never DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Earth Quake
Who felt the Earth Quake today on 6/23/10 ?
For Love
So I havnt posted a blog in a long time so bear with me lol! Been doing a lot of soul searching lately and well to be honest Im not exactly sure where im going but im starting to get a pretty good idea of what will make me truly happy. Sometimes life hands you a box of lemons and you have to take a bite of that lemon and spit it back in their faces lmao!!!! So for all of those who hate me ....go ahead and hate me It doesnt bother me. Take that hate somewhere else cause it just consumes and rots the already dead horse. I dont need it anymore For all those who love me....I love you back in full and then some. I have always loved to the fullest and that is one thing I will never change about myself as long as I can help it. I am around somewhere so if you wanna chat or just have some fun haller at me....for those who wont take no for an answer FUCK YOU im deleting you :) have a great day everyone!
The Adventure Of The Missing Hat And Pipe
Well, Holmes, my theory is that a Dr.Edmund Chinnery is the culprit. He travelled to London from a strange northern town called royston Vasey and booked into a hotel on baker Street on the night before the robbery. With him he brought as circus-trained dog who was to be the thief. I know this because I found a dog collar in the parlour, and inscribed on a tiny metal plate were the words "You're my dog now". He intended to sell the hat & pipe at an auction room on the coast, at a port called Flea Bay. It is well known that items belonging to the rich & famous always fetch high prices there. However, the autioneer is renowned to be a greedy, vulgar man who rudely greets winning bidders with his outstretched hand and cry of "Pay, pal". At the moment I have no further evidence to back up my idea, and would gratefully request your speculation on the case, if any. Your loyal servantDr Watson My dear Watson,It has come to my attention that a Mrs Doyle, who resides on a small island
Poetry
As I sit alone in the darkness, A figure enters, And the room becomes engulfed with life. Her beauty and elegance, Her grace alone, Creates and atmosphere of pleasure. She is the most beautiful, Sensual being, To ever walk before me. As she moves closer,  I can feel it, The pull  of her, She is electric, She is penetrating, She is mesmorizing. I want to look away, But there is just something about her, Something that won't let me. I am drawn to her, Like the magnetism of earth, She draws my attention. She enters my mind, My heart, My soul. I try to maintain myself, It's no use, Her presence is too powerful. She does not realize, The effect she has, Controlling my every thought. My mind, No longer my own, But now a part of her
Bills Bolg Or Or Log
  IF  YOU  NEED  HELP   LEVLEING  UP  IF  YOU CAN FIEND THEM MABY  YOU SHOULD  HIER  THE  A  T EAM            WE  WILL HELP  YOU LEVLE EANY WAY  WE CAN   ?    WHO  WANTS  2  JOIN   THE  A  TEAM  BE  PART  OF  THE  A  TEAM   S B ME IF  YOU  LIKE 2 BE  PART  OF  THE  A  TE AM COME  HAVE FUN AT THE  HOT CLUB   WHARE  THE CAMS ARE HOT AND THE TUUNS ARE AWESOM   AND THE PEPLO ROCK AND THE ONWER SASSY IS   AWESOM   SO      COME ON AND  JOIN THE FUN  AND THE H O T C L U B  COME CHEK  OUT  KINKI HOT  CLUB BOTH ARE FUN WANTA  HAVE FUN  AND  NO DROMA  AND NO SEXTALKING  BUT FUN COMES  CHEK OUT  SKY  FUN  FUN WITH OUT SEX:d SMILES MABY LATER AT NIGHT HAAHHA    BOTH PLACES ARE  FUN  AND  BOTH  OWNERS ROCK
Family & Friend List
Starting today I will be changing up my family and friends list,more so the family...Once a week.I am tired of hearing well I went down on the list or woot I went up.Everyone has there own reason for where they put each person.I have my own reason as well.It does not mean I like this one more or that one.I wished as I have said in 2 or 3 blogs now I wished I could put everyone first but I can not.So once a week now I am changing them up.No more discussion on this subject.PERIOD!!! Some act like my 2 year old and if I dont put up with it from him then why would I start with an adult.   So just pout.Lol..Seriously I don't mean to be mean but this is crazy and I am tired of it. May God Bless You
Whats Ur Sign
I am a  ARIES  YOUR sign? ~~LET'S   HAVE  FUN~~    PASS IT ON.....     CANCERGreat Kisser. Very high sex appeal.Great in bed. Most horny.   PISCESCaring. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMMIT. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. Extremely weird but in a good way   LIBRAVery gentle. Nice. Love is one of a kind. Silly and fun! Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet!AMAZING in Bed.!!!!!   CAPRICORNSassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.Irresistible, awesome kisser. Great talker.Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. EVERY PERFORMANCE!!!!   AQUAR­IUSTrustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Loves being in long relationships. Extremely energetic.Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers.   ARIESOutgoing. Spontaneous. No one to fuck with. Have own unique sexiness. Unpredictable. Erotic.Funny. Addictive. Take you on trips to the moon in bed.   TAURUSAggressive. freak in bed. rare to find. loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a
What A Day
Ok, so today I had 6 Doctor apointments, and I have to say, I feel as if it was a total waste of time. As usual, the military does not really have a doctor that knows a damn things, and if they do, they are to afraid to say soemthign because they might get in trouble for thinking. The only good thing that came out of today was I got my ketamine. Wanna talk about good shit. It is a astart. Now, if they can just get theis damn headache to go away.... I will deal with the other stuff over time.
Pennies
A Penny   I found a penny todayLaying on the ground.But it's not just a penny,This little coin I've found.Found pennies come from heaven,that's what my Grandpa told me.He said Angels toss them down.Oh, how I loved that story.He said when an Angel misses you,They toss a penny down;Sometimes just to cheer you up,To make a smile out of your frown.So, don't pass by that pennyWhen you're feeling blue.It may be a penny from heavenThat an Angel's tossed to you.
Is This Weird Or What?
my best friend of 14 or so years and i have  always agreed and  talk about being  each  others  best  man  when we got married. even talked about getting married simultaneously! he got engaged, cool. to the best friend of one of  my exs, also cool, no  big deal to me. her maid  of honor happens to be  that  ex, totally  cool  with that too, sooooo what  right? his soon  to   be  wife decided  and   convinced  my hm  that it   would   be  awkward and not ok  for  me to  be  the  best  man  because  of   this...  >_> uh why do i  get  kicked? ive  been here longer.... honestly  broke my heart  but i brushed off, but i  still dont think   its  ok... last   week  i  asked if i  was  still getting to at   least stand  up  there..... nope... why? because she thinks ive  been rude  to   her  and very  disrespectful... >_> if barely talking  to   you and answering your questions is rude then you  bet. they had  asked me to draw  and paint out  a  leafless tree so   they could use thumb prints
Nothing..
In The Mirror
Welcome to another night of insight according the young male's view. Tonight is a night where things will seem twisted, but, in all intensions, due to perspective, is just an illusion. Again, this view may be explicit, vague, or incomplete; please be considerate and be acknowledged with a fair warning. How many days, must a person go on with their lives when they know that tomorrow is the same routine, and yet doesn't change it to make it more enjoyable, if they wake up miserable? I am not saying I wake up miserable, but I just feel, at times, discouraged and unmotivated to do something, but once I do, those around me look at me, and question me like I am insane. Is this considered a normal thing, or is it just awkward, or is it just plain idiocy?What I mean is this: every time I want to do something, those around me, do not want to do it. What am I doing, that makes me so different from the rest of those around me? Has my personality been shifted or is it just the other side of
Food Pr0n
1/2 large white onion Fresh Ginger 2/3 cup peanut butter 2/3 cup peach jelly Fresh cracked black pepper 1 egg 1 small can Mandarin Oranges 1 TBSP Fresh chopped Garlic 4 Boneless, skinless chicken breasts, frozen.   Using the chopper of your choice, chop the garlic, ginger, onions, and pepper together. Open the can of mandarin oranges and drain the juice into the onion mixture. Continue chopping until everything is small and moves smoothly. It should be a liquid consistency. Add the egg and jelly and blend well. Gradually add the peanut butter, blending as you go so you don't wind up with a mass of peanut butter coated in the sauce. Now you want to add about 1/2 the can of oranges. Reserve the rest for a garnish.   After blending thoroughly, lay a long sheet of aluminum foil in a baking dish. (Roasting bags work quite well for this as well.) Lay your frozen chicken breasts on the foil and carefully pour the sauce mixture over it, thoroughly saturating the chicken. (It's lik
Xtreme Annihilation Radio
Ratt and Steve will be doing a special show tonight. They will be playing all bands that will be in Mayhem Fest.  Join us at 9pm EST on Xtreme Annihilation Radio! http://www.xa-radio.com    Ok, so I am one of the owners of XAR. We play metal, hard rock, alternative. We are a web only station, for now. We do interviews; written, live and video. Come on over and check us out!  Xtreme Annihilation Radio  We have a chat room where you can hang out and meet awesome people too!  I have worked my ass off to make this the best station out there. I know I have a ways to go, but, I have come pretty far in the few months that we have been up and running.  I would like to open an XAR lounge on Fubar...I am pretty good with coding, but on Fubar, I'm lost.  So, if any of you can shoot me a sample code that I can mess around with and edit, please do. Everything I have learned for making the XAR website has been a trial and error and self learning experience.  Ok, I guess I'll s
The Amazing Woman
The Amazing beings that are woman...... We forget sometimes just how amazing woman really are.  Ladies, I hope you will pass this on to the men you know. It never ceases to amaze me of the creations we can woman.....or  Wo Men ! We, as men often forget simple things about them that we have always known.  For one...we have to admit, while we have the physical strength, they are far superior mentally.  Their only weakness is that emotions often rule there thinking and actions.  While we are possessive and jealous,  woman are equally so....but one must keep in mind, while a woman falls in love faster than most men, they fall out of love faster as well. But what is amazing is the.... 1. A Woman will stay with a man, bare his children and love doing so, based upon the initial falling in love. Those few months of happiness when they were getting to know each other and how he made her feel. She will cherish that time her whole life.  Guys...make it very special, because even after those m
Poems
dusty old stone  i fond a stone dusty and oldeye's don't see the beauty so deeponly heart and soul can see the diamend it keepsit sparkels only for me to see whate secrets it keepsmy secret beauty dusty and oldkeeper of diamends keeper of soulsthats what i fond in a dusty old stone   crying ever felt like crying like your whole world is dyingever feel like running and hiding while your whole world is dyingnothing left dut ashes no ground left standingnoting to fight over but ashesscattered by the wind washed away by tearscrying over ashes crying over lost grounddrowning in tears running from fears noting left but ash covered tearsleft with a burning soul consuming fire surrounded by ash coverd tears broken down world whit noting left to burnflames dying light faiding darknes risingtears drying noting left than wind scatered ashes geting older geting older is noting to fear geting older is not geting old just wiser it happens to all of us evry year evry day age is just a number
Smilin Faces
See I don't know what you've been toldSomebody told meee...Never trust a man with a smiling face...Just might be the day of life they take...This here be a letter from the heart, is anybody listen anymoreI dunno what where how when why, no trust anymoreEveryone got the same look, hard to decifer what's realMy little homie jay just got tamed but he copped 5 with a dealDoes that really mean that he snitchin when he's smile tellin me that it's officialGuess I'm ganna find out in his discovery, if it's game that was spittinCan't even trust my own girl, I done fucked up too muchKeep havin dreams of her fuckin other dudes, man it's just my luckThis is what I deal with daily, ain't enough pills to lay meDown to sleep I don't even trust a cheap life when you feel this crazyThat alone will decay me, lettin all this realness fade mePlease lord God, if Heaven has a way let me see the real ones's facesWhat's that smile you wearingWhat's that smile you wearLook at him plan as he speak, looking like
Dollbaby
Tough Being Single /dad
i know  atleast  with me i took care  of  financal  stuff  with my daqughters ,but for the last 6 years  had to change career and  the other  half  dont  do didly so that  kinda sucks  for my kids,and  i havent been out really  last 2  years, there i got it out  it out  im done ,lol
The Morning After Reality
The Morning After Reality Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know that in their heart and in there mind that it will never happen.  Can two souls be so alike..being in total synchronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant.  What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is.  When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks.
Computer Is Broken
Poems
I'm sitting here today wondering, "Why is this gay"? Then I stop to see others just like me. As I glare at them it all becomes so clear. We fight for what's right, for what we have at home is more preciouse to us. We hold pictures of loved ones, gone and new. some in our mitch others in our kits. Don't cry for us today we will cry for you tonight hoping you are safe a lone in your bed. For this is the land of the free and the home of the brave we will always be brave so you can be free, we wish this unto you If we should die we will gladly dir for you remember us while were young cuz some gave few, while others gave all. My fufiance wrote this for me :D   What is this feeling I feelthis feeling of eternal blissthe feeling of not even sitting by youbut tasting your sweet , warm kiss.This feeling that you will never leave mealthough many have said the samethis feeling that you truly mean itthis feeling this is not just a game.What is this feeling I lovethe
For Everyone Wondering Where I Have Been And Why I Haven't Been Here
my g-ma gained 30 plus lbs in a week of fluid the fluid reached her lungs causing her to cough and vomit in over doing that she tore her esophigus : tearing that she was vomiting blood and as she thought she had to have a bm it was nothing but blood...she lost over 600 liters of blood in just a couple of hrs her pace maker and her diabetes were really messing up working really hard ,with her liver and galbadder not working right she cant fight infections and they wont do surgery on her...they managed to be able to do a procedure to find where it was all coming from,they got the blood clots out and it's fixing it's self but she cant overly caugh vomit or sneeze ..if she does she'll tear it again and they will not be able to save her this time
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My Sick Mind Works Like This
I have resigned myself to believe that men with dark hair and light-colored eyes will be the death of me. I amaze myself sometimes, looking back at it all, that I really did get to date some really REALLY good looking guys. Like, no fucking way in hell that someone like me should get a guy that looks like that. Once upon a time, I had married a guy who was 6', buck-thirtyfive soaking wet, pale skin, hazel eyes, and dark DARK brown hair. Lots of chicks wanted him, but somehow I got him. He was insanely handsome and very nice. I loved him deeply. Too bad I had found out later that he had merely settled for me until what he wanted came back to him. Then there was this guy... a little more bulk to him, blue eyes instead of hazel.. how the fuck this guy thought I was something, I will never understand. He lacks in the spelling department, which is usually a big turn-off for me, but his wit, his charm, and his ability to pound a beer made me hump air. He recently revealed to me that
This Man A Lair
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Fyi
I have a question.....does it mean you are blocked by a person if when you hover over their pic it says N/A ect ect under their profiel pic? Also...I am going shopping today....what color of shirt should I buy for myself? (I don't want to make a mumm about this unless you all think I should) :P Last but not least....The State Fair sucks...why oh why did I pay 40 bucks for me and my kids to walk around in 100  plus degree weather? Oh yeah to visit my old high school bff....grrr now my tan is all jacked up. I am totally batnuts today....   I am nuts...I decided to go blonde..REALLY blonde...and now I am freaking out over here. I have not had blonde hair in nearly 15 yrs....and I am not so sure I should be blonde. I will take pics later today, but first, I have to fix the imperfections in my hair. You see, if you go from dark brown to blonde you sometimes end up with orange hair...and well the ends of my hair are kind of orange..so I am not happy. I had to wait to fix it till today
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Casper's Auction
Hi i'll be hosting my 3rd auction. I know i dont do this very often.   I will be taking entries on Tuesday June 29th at 12am EST. until Tuesday July 6th at 12am EST.   You will need to send me my fu-mail. The list of your offers, The picture link you wish to use and the entree fee of 100K fubux.     The minimum bid in the auction will be 250K. Call cash bids will override fu-bux. You may use fu-bux along with cash bids but it must be the same cash value or higher.     The auction will start on Saturday July 10th at 12am EST and will run until. Saturday July 17th at 12am EST.   Any questions about the auction let me know. I recremened that you share this with your friends so that they can join too.     Casper4SER  
One Of My Poems Just Felt Like Posting It.
If I shall die tomorrow, with no more life to live I want to tell you that I love you and say thanks for what you give. Everyday I smile, Everyday I know,  That you truely love me no matter where you go. I love you more than life itself, no matter what the change. You will live in my heart forever and live within my soul's range. So if Im not here tomorrow I'll still have something to give, My love will always be here as long as you shall live. I asked God but a simple question, what is my purpose on this earth? Then I waited for the answer feeling like I was a curse. 'Til one day he did reply and gave the answer to me. That day I well remember where my future was laid out for me to see. God granted me the oppurtunity to live life to its best. He gave me my one true love which put my bad thoughts to rest. Now I live for all thats good and Im happy all the time to. For now I have a reason to be around: someone- in which to be true. Now I am free to fly but I only wish to
Jokes
  An Amish farmer walking through his field notices a man drinking from his pond, with his hand.The Amish man shouts: “Trinken Sie nicht das Wasser, die Kuhe und die Schweine haben in ihm geschissen!”(Which means: “Don’t drink the water, the cows and the pigs have shit in it!”)The man shouts back: “I’m a Muslim, I don’t understand your gibberish. Speak English, infidel!”The Amish man shouts back in English:  “Use two hands, you’ll get more!”
Esthetic Evolution
Kitkat
Just gonna stand thereAnd watch me burnBut that's alrightBecause I likeThe way it hurtsJust gonna stand thereAnd hear me cryBut that's alrightBecause I loveThe way you lieI love the way you lieI love the way you lieI can't tell you what it really isI can only tell you what it feels likeAnd right now there's a steel knifeIn my windpipeI can't breatheBut I still fightWhile I can fightAs long as the wrong feels rightIt's like I'm in flightHigh of a loveDrunk from the hateIt's like I'm huffing paintAnd I love it the more that I sufferI sufficateAnd right before im about to drownShe resuscitates meShe fucking hates meAnd I love itWaitWhere you goingI'm leaving youNo you ain'tCome backWe're running right backHere we go againIt's so insaneCause when it's going goodIt's going greatI'm SupermanWith the wind in his bagShe's Lois LaneBut when it's badIt's awfulI feel so ashamedI snapWho's that dudeI don't even know his nameI laid hands on herI'll never stoop so low againI guess I don't know my ow
Sadness
I am sad to say my Uncle passed away on Fathers day 6/20/10... Clyde Borders. I am going back home to Austin, Texas for the funeral. I will be gone from 6/24/10 to 6/27/10.. I am currently off work this week while my sister is in town from Chicago and will now just be relaxing and enjoying myself as much as I can till I go back to work... I say Thank You to everyone for the well wishes and wonderful comments.. there is a photo of my uncle posted. please stop by, check out his photo for me...    
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Douchbags
DJ MAYO aka Mayo James Staley was telling me that he wanted to be with me and then confessed undying love for some old ugly woman in his status. Just be warned ladies that this is not a REAL man and has some growing up to do! If you are in his family or ranked on his page you have been blocked from mine and are not reading this anyway. I really don't care anymore. I am making sure that I don't have anything to do with anyone close to him! I'm done with his whole lot of miscreates. Sometime in the last year I was talking to Chris aka DJ SONIC now DV8 in a romantic way. Then he just stopped talking to me. Never gave me a reason. Just told me he was busy. Then I'm blocked. No explination. The last time we talked everything was cool but then I'm blocked. I was pissed and hurt. Now He is with some girl and very happy. I'm happy for him. I just wanted him to be man enough to be honest. I could have been understanding if he had given me the chance. But thats his mistake. I wish him and his gi
My Poetry
as i sit hereand try to dry the tearsi am once again remindedof all the little fearsi feel my strength fadeinga little more each dayand i pray for the peaceto find me some wayi close my eyesbut no dreams to seenothing but blacknessin front of meyou ask how i ami will tell you just finebecause this pain i carrywill last beyond timei will wear a smile for all to seewishing just onewould look and seethat my soul is dyinggrows colder every dayGod please help memake the hurt go awayi drop to my kneesand surrender it alli will walk in the shadowsi will let this angel fall........................ Daddyzlostangel  once thought i knewhow life should bebut all this painis slowly killing mei feel the darknessgrow deeper in my heartfeel its slashesas it cuts me apartto look in a mirrorjust makes me crybecause the woman i knewhas slowly diedshe once had a heartso strong and truebut after shatteredthe pieces she threwi wish i could rememberjust once to seei want to know how it feltwhen i knew me D
Wat Would U Do
wat would u do my love is lost life life is not the same for me evryday i look and look but its no were to be found . wat would u do
What Do You Think Makes A Man A Real Man?
Got bored so decided to poll the fubar community.  What do you guys think makes a man a real man? 
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Slipknot Song
Songs By Evans Blue
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.I never claimed to be a Saint...My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you goSo Break Yourself Against My StonesAnd Spit Your
My First Blog: Basically Poetry
Untitled My heart races at just a mere touch. A glint in your eyes tells a tale of desire. The feel of your breath sends shock waves that are too much. If you were to kiss me it would only add fuel to the fire. It rages through every fiber of my being. and in turn consumes me whole. Is this a fire burning with in you? Does it com within your soul? I see it does, by the things you do. And the desire to keep us whole. Untitled   Eyes that are intense beyond words.  Words that make a wise man weep. You wish to be touched and your voice heard. You long for  a soul for yours to keep.  but something inside prevents completion of your task. Is the price of love too steep? Or do you hide from it using a mask?
Salutes
Martin's Thoughts
As you can tell by my friends, I am basically here because I adore women.  All kinds of woman.  From all backgrounds, cultures, and countries.  They all bring something unique to the table.  And I love them all.  I am not going to ask you to show me your tits or anything.  Those that do, I enjoy looking.  But I respect those that do not.  And I would not ask unless it was right after placing the Do Not Disturb sign on the door handle. Thank you to those that have noticed.  I appreciate and respect my fans and friends.  
Bombs N What?
so I am totally clue less n a little drunk..WTF is a bomb? ny one? I mean c'mon..it took me 3 yrs to get a salute up! lol just kidding but no...I came to this site n didnt read a dang thing..now I am n I am sooooo confused....well...this is my first blog..it sucks elf but hey..never said I was a brain...just an old vamp. Peace to you all n Goddess bless
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The Family On Fathers Day
Am I Pretty?
This Hits Close To Home
"Lead Me" I look around and see my wonderful life Almost perfect from the outside In picture frames I see my beautiful wife Always smiling But on the inside, I can hear her saying... "Lead me with strong hands Stand up when I can't Don't leave me hungry for love Chasing dreams, what about us? Show me you're willing to fight That I'm still the love of your life I know we call this our home But I still feel alone" I see their faces, look in their innocent eyes They're just children from the outside I'm working hard, I tell myself they'll be fine They're in independent But on the inside, I can hear them saying... "lead me with strong hands Stand up when I can't Don't leave me hungry for love Chasing dreams, what about us? Show me you're willing to fight That I'm still the love of your life I know we call this our home But I still feel alone" So Father, give me the strength To be everything I'm called to be Oh, Father, show me the way To lead them Won't You
Decisions
 I have been doing some thinking and I jhave come to one major solution , and thst is to go on a self imposed exile  for a while away from everything .  As of late I have needed to get away frome everyone and thing , and I have had either someone or something keep interrrupting those plans . I have thought long and hard on this and I think the time is right for this direct action , I know there are some people who would think this to be foolish but I see no ther choice     I have sitting here thinkingling things a lot more different than I  , and in a way I like what I have come uought I knewp with.   The past few days have madew me re evaluate and ask myself a lot of things . Like why do I keep putting others before me ? And why do I keep getting walked on by people I thought  knew? And I am trying to answer these questions one at a time .    I am handling things a lot more different than I used to I am stepping back and exzmining things in a different light . I am try to control m
Child Abuse
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad,What else could have made My daddy so mad?I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long.When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't homeWhen my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight.I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies barI hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyesIm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, 'Im
Love
Life wouldn’t be the same without you and all the memories you have given me. ~ For You Rob I want you like the roses want the rain. I need you like the poem needs the pain. I would give you anything, my blood, my life, to have you! I love you! ~ I Love You Forever The moment I first saw you, you warmed my heart, the second time you made little flames and now you make my heart burn like hell! ~ I'm On Fire There are Tulips in my garden. There are Tulips in the park. But nothing is more be beautiful then our two lips meeting in the dark! ~ I Can Only Wish People say you only fall in love once, but when I hear your voice I fall in love all over again. ~ Everything On Here Is For You Rob The fluffy cloud may kiss the sky, the rose may kiss the butterfly, the morning due may kiss the grass, but you my friend may kiss my lips! ~ Anyday At night I cannot sleep and during the day I dream of you! ~ I Always Dream Of You I saw angels in the sky. I saw snow fall in July. I sa
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DUDE I GOT SOME THINGS TO SAY TO U IM NOT DONE U SENT ME THE LINK TO UR BLOG UR MOTHERFUCKER U CAN BLOCK ME OR WHATEVER BUT I WANT TO SAY GO FUCK URSELF AND I FEEL BAD FOR WHOEVER ENDS UP WITH YOU HAVING TO DEAL WITH UR ASS MAN I LOST FAMILY AND MY FIANCE IS IN THE ARMY AND HE STILL REMEMBERS 9-11 HE CARES ABOUT THE PEOPLE AND HE HELPS THOSE IN NEED ALONG WITH HIS FELLOW TEAM I WAS IN ROTC IN COLLEGE SO I DONT RESPECT WAT U SAID GET A FUKEN  LIFE OR A FUKEN CLUE THIS IS THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND WE WON'T GET OVER IT FOR THOSE OS YOU WHO LOST FAMILY WE ARE STILL PULLING FOR YOU U R NOT ALONE AND FOR WHOEVER THIS GUY IS I SAY FUCK HIM HE DONT KNOW WAT THE FUCK HE IS TALKING ABOUT AND IN CASE U DIDNT KNOW MY NAME IS ALEX FUKEN ROSE REMEMBER THE NAME DONT FORGET IT BITCH CAUSE ME AND MY FIANCE AND ALL THE OTHER SOLDIERS R HERE TO HELP THOSE IN NEED AND IF ALL U WANT TO DO IS TALK SHIT REMEMBER WHEN I SAY SOMETHING I DO IT BUT UR JUST A BITCH SO WATS IT MATTER TO U MAN IDC WHERE U CO
Auction
Be part of the Days of Summer Auction! * Just 5,000 fuBucks to enter * Send me a link to the photo you would like to use in the auction, and a list of what you will be offering Contest will being on Friday, June 25. Let the fun begin!
Why The Abuse
About 4 years back I was living in a homeless shelter, some say it's the worst place you can be! I have to agree to that but at the same time you learn alot about who you are while you are there..I learned a great deal about me and well weather anyone reads this or not I know I was able to talk about it and feel better about myself. I was there for 6 months no friends no family in a state where I was all to new to. Every day we had chores to do which was ok it helped them out. Every morning we had different classes we went to, but the one that I enjoyed the most was one that was done by a man named Jerry. There was many things we talked about one that stayed with me the most was that though with a life of pain he helped me to see that the pain that was inflicted on me was never my fault..NO ONE ever asked for some pain to be put on them..The one thing he helped me see was I needed to forgive myself cause all my life I had blamed myself for that pain when in all it was not to forgive th
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k now not leaving, someonce convinced me otherwise lol, but if interested ..... You can reach me at cbyfan@hotmail.com That is my email and also my MSN Messenger contact info.  
Fathers Day...
Hey kid...I know you are hurtin today...for reasons you...shouldn't have too... Even though you don't ever say a word about it...I'm your Mom...and I know...k??? Just remember this...It's not you...It never was your fault...And...It never will be your fault...NEVER... Just be a better man than he is...Btw???...You already are...and I respect you for that... And I am sure in his own f'd up way...He is sorry now...But yeah...I know...It's too damn late... Again...His fault...His loss...and a great one too...k???
My Dad, My Hero
My step dad, Charlie was a good guy....he became my dad shortly after i was born.  He treated my two older sisters and brother like his own. So, i only knew him as my dad.  We did alot of things as a family.  One particuliar summer, i was 3 and just as curious to explore everything around me. i love the water. We had a pond the size of a football field. Unfortunately i fell in and drown. My little sister seen me fall in and rush to get my mom then went to get my dad.  My mom pulled me out as my dad came flying out of the house.  He was a navy man and did alot of water rescues.  Dad started cpr on me immediately.  I wasnt breathing and my heart had stopped for over a minute.  Finailly, by the grace of God, he pounded on my chest one more time and it started to beat again. He continued to give me mouth to mouth til the ambulance arrived. The firemen worked on me and we re able to get the water out of my lungs and breathing again. So, i stayed overnight in the hospital and there was no da
My Babies Rock-a-bye Songs.
Baby mine, don't you cry. Baby mine, dry your eyes. Rest your head close to my heart, never to part, baby of mine.  Little one when you play, pay no heed what they say. Let your eyes sparkle and shine, never a tear, baby of mine.  If they knew all about you, they'd end up loving you too.  Cause you're so special to me, sweet as can be, baby of mine.   I'll take you dreaming, through the rainy night.  To a place, behind the raindrops.  Where the stars are bright.  You may not find gold or silver.  But a richer prize, waits for you behind the raindrops, if you'll close your eyes.  Tonight, tonight, when all the world's asleep.  We will tip toe home with a wonderous star, a star you can always keep.  Years from now, when you go dreaming, when you're very old.  Though your crown be rich with rubies, diamonds set in gold.  None will shine as bright as the star we find tonight.   You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.  You make me happy when skies are grey.  You'll never know dear how mu
Rights
LOS ANGELES: Whitney Houston, whose soaring voice lifted her to the top of the pop music world but whose personal decline was fueled by decades of drug use, died on Saturday in a Beverly Hills hotel room. She was 48. Her death came on the eve of the Grammy Awards in Los Angeles and at the same hotel where her mentor, record mogul Clive Davis, was holding an annual pre-event party at which she was scheduled to perform. A dramatic scene unfolded at the Beverly Hilton Hotel as music celebrities arriving for the party expressed shock at her death, while reporters swarmed the hotel and fans gathered to pay their respects. A Beverly Hills police officer told reporters they were called to the Beverly Hilton at around 3:20 p.m. PST and that emergency personnel found Houston’s body in a fourth-floor room, and she was pronounced dead at 3:55 pm The cause of death is under investigation. “She has been positively identified by friends and family (who) were with her at the hotel, an
Cooking Made Easy
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Bittersweet
Time has passed and yet i havent figured out why my life works out the way it does. There has been so many times to where i should have died. I am thankful that i am living today. In the past i grew up around so much voilence and it has crupted me to think differently than most people. My eyes are always wide open watching for a untrusty person to come towards me. But now i realize even after all the time that i thought i have forgiven my past and come to some ground i know now that i haven't. I am still a victim inside hurting..in pain. I got so much anger inside of me..so much hatrid. One person destroyed me and that same person destroyed the one's i love. How does one escape? How does one move on? Even after seeing many theripists..even after talking so much about it i feel like i will never move on. Maybe i'm not supposed to? But how will i ever be happy intill that person that destoryed our lifes is gone and burried?! I never wish ill of someone because i am a caring person and i
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it bout dat time 4 me ta speak my peace i have been bashed an lied bout on hurr mo den once an it time 4 me ta say my end of all of dis da pics dat i am usin r me an if u doubt dat den u aint truely my friend or fam a good bit of peeps have met me an know who i am inside an out so wut da rest of yall on hurr thankof me is irrelavant ta me if u wanna talk shit on me an call me a fake come an find out meet me in person if not stfu an quit spittin my name out ya mouth as 4 my friends an fam dat have stuck by me an believed in me no matta wut yall r da ones dat count ta me im debatin deletin my fu only cuz im tryin ta have a real life an dont need da he said she said drama on hurr 2 my fiance an bff i love u mo den u will eva know an our time is comin soon 2 my dad on hurr u mean da world ta me an i got mad respect 4 u 2 my sis u know how we roll 2 my cuzins u know i got u in anythan 2 spikey mike an my otha friend yall know wut u mean ta me an if any of yall wanna keep in touch wit me hit
A Heartfelt Note
I woke this morning feeling a bit disturbed and maybe a little vunerable. My about me section I felt just about summed it up for me but then maybe not.Then I started writing a blog here and there to show more pieces of who I am,just in case someone really wanted to know. I now wake up as I said above and realize that some of the ones I have gotten close to I may be hurting.I went through a spell of taking everyone out of my family because things were being said & even though nothing is being said at this momen, if I changed it around for my reasons it would be.I have never put in order who I like better or more than this one or that one I had my own system but from what I hear from others they take it as if you are number one then that is who you like the most..I dont do it like that,If I could I would put everyone first.So I am thinking of getting that gone again as well. I feel I need to say that I am only one person and even if one of the other girls get on I am still just that o
First Time On Fubar
so its my first time on this and i am kinda getting the hang of this a little its late here caint sleep so wtf right lol. so yea just wanted ti share that
I Hate You
I hate you I hate the way you make me feel I hate the way you manipulate me I hate that I know you’re not who you’re supposed to be And yet all along I love you still I still crave you and You threw me away You tore me down along with all my walls You rebuilt me in your image Rebuilt me as you wanted me Then tossed me away like a discarded broken toy I hate you for making me trust you I hate you for making me love you I hate you for everything I love you in spite of it all… I love you with all the broken pieces of my heart But I hope they cut you open I hope they somehow make you empty and broken too
I Am Here, You May Celebrate
These are only funny because they are true. *If I'm too lazy to masturbate, do you really think I have the motivation to talk to someone I don't know? *I don't wanna be drunk the first time we make love, so can we just fuck instead? *Statuses about your cock are only funny when you're not lying. *If "Obama" is the answer, Then that must have been one stupid ass question. *I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy. *Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night. *There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 500SL *If a Dodge Challenger was a dude, I'd totally get over my gag reflex.
I Dont Get It....
why do guys try to use girls inseducrities against them when they feel rejected?   like a guy flirts with a girl or some shit and tries to "hook up" but girl rejects the guy and even does it nicely ok i cant do the 3rd party shit im no good at it....   guy flirts with me then tries to hook up i NICELY turn him down, say i have alot going on in my life with my accident and living situation and just life in general plus i conisder myself already in a relationship even though it hasnt been physical thus far anyway i get off point...   my point is i turn him down and supposedly we're cool still friends whatever and not just one guy this has happened to me alot lately and the guys then turn around and start asking me about all my female friends want me to give them my friends numbers so they can hook up with my friends and talk about this one girl at work who sleeps with anything with a penetratable object thinking it will get me to hook up with them like i'll get jealous and want the
Lost
Lost and AloneWithin this LifeSearching to findSome form of comfortWhile LostI sit AloneWithin this ShellOf this WorldWanting to be FoundTo be Loved and HeldWithin your Strong ArmsKnowing I'm Safe and FoundWhile I wish for thisI shall wait til I'm FoundForever Lost and AloneWhile I fade into Darkness
Told I Was Insane
I was told I was InsaneCuz I could hear and see the unexplainedSo they threw me into a room by my lonesomeAnd threw way the only Key to the doorAll cuz I hear the voicesThat resided in my Head And those of all aroundAnd saw what they could not seeSo in this single room I goWith its padded walls of whiteBecause they thought I was InsaneAnd would try to hurt, or kill, youWhen all I've every wantedIs to help you and myselfTell you what I see and HearThat you fail to know ofBut no you dont believe meWhen I'm constantly shifting my stance and gazeCuz I can see them and hear their plansOf coming out to hurt, or kill youDont think no one can help youWhen you needed it the mostAnd no ones there to know whats happeningFor theres only one that could knowBut you locked me into a padded roomAnd threw away the only key to the doorBecause you were to afraid to ask and ponderIf maybe what I hear and see is going to beSo here I sit nice and cozyIn the center of my roomStaring at the pad
*poems*
These summer days are magnificent, Warm breezes, skies are star studded  Although my nights have been cut short suddenly,  You still decorate my dreams, with pride and hope. I must present my apology to you, I've made mistakes, I've given pieces of my heart to others, But in return, got them back shattered. Now, I know you're happy with your life, with your success. Your beauty also compliments my regret, my sorrow for myself.  Even within this setting of utopia, I'm twisted within our memories.  I've been broken down much too far. Now I linger behind the times we spent together, Within the glamorous aura that surrounds you.
Words Of A No One
Im not old Im not new I am Me The Gambler No one aka Its not Importaint: I am just me No more No Less Ask me what you Will and I will answer With the best Of My Knowledge.But Know this that I am owner of No One And no one owns me either on the net or in real life...  This is not  aimed  at my friends  or fubar  in genereal its a wrning to those whom are fake,dramakings or queens that are looking for points blings and other fu glory no matter what it it takes to get it, and all those haters and  down raters that attack me in general and dont have the balls or ass to confront me personly so in general This Is for all the Weak Ass Posers out there that think they Know me and Want all that Weak ass Mushy shit. Take your Fake Ass some Place else... I am not a point hoe im here for friends so i add who i want and rate who i will so please dont ask or beg, I am not here to give blings randomly or to rate you to the next level so you can have fu glory,hell ive worked for everything i got i
Fubar Help Me
How do I block non Fubar friends recent activities from showing up on my Bar Tab ? Explain it to me like I am a 2 year old. I swear the Help Lounge aint no help at all. So I am at your mercy.
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Rules And Guidelines
What we expect from all members that want to join this Family...1. You must help with all level ups that are posted when you are on line.2. You must rate the MOD every day at least 100 pictures..All members need to have A MOD folder made and titled TINY HUGGZ folder3. You will have to R/F/A all members of this family..No one can have another member Blocked!4. You must comment on all Blogs and Stash stating you have read and understand...This is so we know you are in compliance.5. You are expected to be kind and curteous to all members and staff..We dont want members to state negative things in their status..this family is all about showing Love not drama!6. All add requests need to have JOINING TINY HUGGZ IN IT7. We expect all our members to stay active..if you are going to be gone for a few days we will need to be notified by a private message stating the reason for your inactivity so you dont get removed for not helping with the level ups or doing the MODFounderDJ RUSTY
Blinded By Love
I put so much into what we had … Got lost in the past with you in my heart. Lord knows I would go to the ends of the world to Make you happy. It’s a damn shame that you did not see it in the same Light as I did. All broken up and shattered with pain of losing you When in reality I never did have you. You was playing silly ass games… got the wool pulled over my eyes . For those looking from the outside in would say I was Blinded by love. Whatever you want to call it… the pain is too great to Deal with. My mind is spinning out of control. Like I cant seem To find my way back to home. Clouds fill up my mind . I can feel the tears building up in my eyes And the pounding in my chest is getting greater Lord, why does it hurt so much? I thought that love wasn’t suppose to be so painful. Why do I feel so shameful? I feel as though I’m a flightless bird that doesn’t know How to use my own two feet. All I want to know is…
The Words Flow
  i never really understood the meaning behind the words now understanding the words that always seem to flow out of your mouth feeling the rhythm touch my soul making me feel whole wanting u to talk real nice and slow. let me enjoy every last word that roams in your world. yes i do understand every last word u just said     that seem to always flow out of your mouth not knowing when they will begin or would they ever end.always got me lost in your mind as if I’m in outer space.like im speeding down a congested freeway all caught up in a daze running around in a maze   i never really understood the meaning behind the words that seem to always flow out of ur mouth never know whether to stand still and listen ... or turn my back and walk away not hearing a word you say you can get me all bent and twisted with the soft spoken words that flow out of your mouth hanging on to ever consonant and vowel ever last syllable that you sound its crazy how u
Listen
LISTEN... close ur eyes use ur imagination listen with ur heart feel with ur soul dont say a word close ur eyes list to the words feel the beat feed ur mind dont say word close ur eyes breathe it taste it feel it be it dont say a word close ur eyes let ur mind be free let ur soul sing let ur heart beat dont say a word enjoy wut the good lord gave u take it and run with it embrace the lyrics the wisdom the pain the joy never know wuts in store for the next verse. dont say a word just intake wut they say. the reality its more than the beat maybe more than u and me.... its not wut u say or see but about wut it can be. dont say a word just listen with ur soul u never know wut u may be told.
Confusion
i listen to the rain as it hits the window pane...damn its drivin me insane. bout to loose controlmy heart is turning so cold with hateredand pain ...something i cant tame ... cant blame it on the rain... hatered ,is it something a person should claim or is it something ur to deal with and fullfill it? whatever it may be... i cant see for the rain got me seeing in red...bout to loose my headmy thoughts i want to shed ... put my feelings to bed... so lost for the fog of confusion...time is my enemy... dont know  which way the sun will riseshould i close my eyes or face my fears ...so tired of all these years filled with tears ...tell me should i face my fears like a monster whohides under your bed at nite? i know it dont sound rightbut its now and never later ... im the one putting this on paper...i couldnt  be no faker... or be ur taker...stop tryin to get in my head. my thoughts would have u wishin u were dead. like i said ... u couldnt handle the unspoken words that could  be said...
Special Stuff.
The Contents of a Special Day: A nice breakfast by the bay. An introduction. A visit home. Meeting friends. A not-so-happy, but necessary mission. A relaxing long walk and talk together. A special reward for a deserving child. A reluctant parting. A fervent hope that almost all will be repeated soon.
Master
why dose any one want two take kids frim there family for and rape them and kill them i thank they are fucked up and they need two be shot why dose every one two take kids frome there loved ones for it s all mess up i thank they need two be shot
One For The Lo's And Lette's
We are the out casts of societyWe come from the rich an the poorWe're Christians pagans, anarchist, and otherFriends, brothers and sistersWe're known as juggalo'sThe FreakshowWe're honor boundWe live and die by the carnivalVery few understand usThe one's that do are FamFriends brothers and sistersWe're known as juggalo'sThe freak showGrease paint,Hachets,faygo,and homiesWe don't rape, kill or anything we sing aboutWe mug an do thing we ain't support toWe are survivorsFriends, bothers and sistersWe're known as juggalo'sThe Freakshowwe are every whereWe may not all agreeYet we stand together in the time of needWe will watch one another backsFor we are the freashowThe family of clowns and ninja'sSimply known as juggalo's
Time To Dance.
Let's Do a danceA Dance to deathDeath of romanceRomance and loveLove of anotherAnother never to holdTo hold never moreNevermore to danceThe dance of romanceIt's time to dance againTo find the right partnerFor the tango of loveWe start with a step n a twirlPain travels up you legAs a few feet are stepped onIt's nothing personalthat's just the way it goesAround an around we goTired of going through partnersBut sooner or latter I'll find the oneAn the dance will endWith a passionate kiss.
A Open Book.
A open bookA heart apoun a sleeveIts not hard to believenormaly rushing into thingsJumpping head first nor carerringTry to find the right oneEnding up loving the wrong oneSome how my pain is my pleasureYet my pleasure brings me painOne equals the other its all the sameSo what is love but a higher form of lustAn lust is a lower form of loveWanting to find some one to holdDont want a child or some one to oldNot looking for some one to change meJust trying to find some one for meThrough my add attacksBeing able to help me stay on trackThy angel of darkest lightBeautiful from inside not from physical sight
Doesn't Mean Anything-alicia Keys
"Doesn't Mean Anything" Used to dream bout being a millionaire, without a care But if I'm seeing my dreams and you aren't there Cause it's over, that just won't be fair, darling Rather be a poor woman living on the street, no food to eat Cause I don't want nobody if I have to cry Cause it's over when you say goodbye All at once, I had it all But it doesn't mean anything now that you're gone From above, seems I had it all But it doesn't mean anything since you're gone Now I see myself through different eyes, it's no surprise Being alone would make you realize When it's over, all in love is fair I should've been there, I should been there, I should've should've All at once, I had it all But it doesn't mean anything now that you're gone From above, seems I had it all But it doesn't mean anything since you're gone I know I push you away What can I do that will say how I love Take these material things They don't mean nothing It's you that I want All at once, I had it all But it doesn
Sally
This day has been so long and its only a few minutes past 8pm. I am working the phone tonight and its been steady but would enjoy more calls. Check out my profile pics and it will tell you how to call me if your interested. I enjoy meeting people and I love learning about cultures of other people. I need to go out and pull some weeds but its so hot!! I enjoy the outside when its just a tad bit cooler lol. If this night gets any longer I dont know what I am gonna do, guess I am just bored. Looking for friends so look me up!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    Sally
Random Thoughts
He who knows truthKnows he must bring honorHe who knows loveKnows to bring commitmentHe who knows integrityKnows to bring intelligenceHe who knows his loverKnows to bring his open armsHe who is a knightKnows that he is protectorHe who sees beautyKnows he is the eyes beholderHe who understands compassionKnows he must be patientHe who understands his dutiesKnows his role as a prince


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Happy Fathers Day !!!!
Tejana, Here To Wish All The Dads On Fubar A Very Happy And Blessed Fathers Day!!!!            Sharing And Caring Is What Friendship Is All About. No Matter How Big Or How Small, A friend's Act Of Kindness Always Leaves A Lasting Lasting Touch Of Gold In The Heart. And No Matter How Different Friends Are, Or How Far Apart, The Sunshine And Happiness They Lend Always mends The
A Poem Vent
I'm Drinking in this Toxicity Everyone is falling around me Nothings ever going to change I'll always be deranged My hopes and dreams have shattered in this dark hole i'm standing in. An abyss of pain and anger trap me wrapped up in this reality.   I'm Drinking in this poisonisity I'm caving in within me I'm reaching out for change I'm stuck inside my own cage I turn in a circle and see all the fakeness. So fucused on money and being materialistic.   I'm Drinking in this animosity I'm seeking truth around me a glimps, a peek of change I'm going insane My mom collapses within herself by her own doing No wonder I'm so confused and helpless   I'm drinking in this obsesity To be someone different then me I want to change I cry out in rage I see these women I want to be None of them truely happy although they have everything.     I'm drinking in this obserdity I have found whats inside of me It's time to make my own change I don't want to be sane I will figh
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Stories Of A Fucked Up Childhood!
For years I have been told about how much I went through as a child. No I was never beaten. No I was never tortured. And no I was never Neglected. But I was put through a lot of situations that were not normal for a child! In fact any time I tell one or more of my stories I tend to have people tell me I should write a book. Seeing as I believe my mom did drugs while pregnant...... I have ADHD and can't just write a book, so I figure I will let you guys into my past and help me write parts of what would be my book here......... So here is a quick overview of my history and people involved.... I was born July 4th 1976 in Boston. My dad was late getting to the hospital by like 12 hrs and was probably gambling. I lived with my mom until the end of 2nd grade when both parents went to jail and mt grandparents took me in. My dad had lived with us off and on until second grade. In fact I believe my parents were married and divorced several times to each other. In 5th grade I was give th
Stuff.
THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS YES IT GOES ON AND ON MY FRIENDDDDDDDDDD SOME PEOPLE STARTED SINGING IT NOT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS AND THEY'LL CONTINUE SINGING IT FOREVER JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS YES IT GOES ON AND ON MY FRIENDDDDDDDDDD SOME PEOPLE STARTED SINGING IT NOT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS AND THEY'LL CONTINUE SINGING IT FOREVER JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS YES IT GOES ON AND ON MY FRIENDDDDDDDDDD SOME PEOPLE STARTED SINGING IT NOT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS AND THEY'LL CONTINUE SINGING IT FOREVER JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS YES IT GOES ON AND ON MY FRIENDDDDDDDDDD SOME PEOPLE STARTED SINGING IT NOT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS AND THEY'LL CONTINUE SINGING IT FOREVER JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS YES IT GOES ON AND ON MY FRIENDDDDDDDDDD SOME PEOPLE STARTED SINGING IT NOT KNOWING WHAT IT WAS AND THEY'LL CONTINUE SINGING IT FOREVER JUST BECAUSE THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS YES IT GOES ON AND ON MY FRIENDDDDDDDDDD SO
Playboy Mansion Auction
(r)PLAYBOY MANSION IS HOLDING ITS FIRST LIVE AUCTION ON SEPTEMBER 14TH IF YOU WOULD LIKE ENTRANCE FOLLOW THESE STEPS: 1.(h) SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH YOUR OFFERS ON IT 2. (h)I GET 10% OF YOUR EARNINGS 3. (h)YOU HAVE 10 MINS TO PAY WHAT YOU OWE OR YOU WILL GO ON A LIST OF PEOPLE NOT ALLOWED BACK . 4. (h)MAKE SURE YOU STATE CLEARLY WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING SO PEOPLE WILL NOT GET CONFUSED . 5. (h)MOST OF ALL JUST HAVE FUN (r)IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN THIS AUCTION IT IS AT 5 PM CENTRAL TIME AND ANYONE WHO COMES IN MUST JOIN THE LOUNGE BEFORE BEING ENTERED IN THE AUCTION .. TY HAVE A GREAT DAY NEW FAMILY FORMING CALLED *KINKY* WE ARE A HELPFUL GROUP WHO RATE AT LEAST ONE FULL PROFILE A DAY GIVE AT LEAST ONE NEWBIE A GIFT A DAY AND ALWAYS HELP THE FAMILY .. KEEP IN MY IF YOU ARE NOT DOING WHAT IS REQUIRED YOU WILL BE BOOTED FROM FAMILY.. IM NOW TAKING APPLICATIONS THROUGH PRIVATE MESSAGES FOR COFOUNDER OF THE KINKY FAMILY .. REMEMBER A SMILE NEVER KILLED ANYONE .. DONT FORGET TO COMME
Memyselfiandtheworld
Ann, has access to my PC's because I have nothing to hide and she found it amazing that I had Porn and Ladies of The Night in my Favorites. She said anyone coming across this will have the Perception of you being something your not. Perception are easily created. She was floored by me the other day. She never expected it nor others. Unfortunately, not many thihngs are clear as it may seem. Perception of me is based on the actions of others and not me. Who has the most to gain? How many gained and whe really lost it all, meaning wife, animal (friends), house, dignity, and respect? Anyone paying attention to this, beside The Roman Catholic Church, The Oder, TEMPLER, and friends? Glory to God N   Songs said something about time? I don't get that much time to come to this site. I have things I have to read here very soon. Seems there are an awful lot of people that are paranoid and yet refuse to admit it whereas they are very quick to throw it around. They should examine their owns
Amb....
the would as we now it well come to a end but only when god tell's it too well u be ready????
People I Live With
Tattoo
for those who can help me out here, I am finally getting my first (and quite possibly only) tattoo....I have some vague ideas of what I want- Lets start with the where- its going on my back toward the base of my neck and needs to  be relatively small to medium in size. I would want something related to tigers however they are all too big and detailed so far. I am looking at the Libra scales- (not the symbols or tribal) but with the scales I want to incorporate either a moon or skull or both- but I am still totally open to suggestions- if you look into my bombing folder you will see things I like and get to know a bit of me- Im willing to compensate someone for coming up with the best idea!  
My True Feelings
I can be far away, but never to far from home I can be gone for a long time, but never far to long What you dont understand is I would go to hell and back without hesitation If I have to, I would open the gates of heaven without motivation I would bleed gold and shed tears of diamond, even breath fire all for you Nothing could ever be impossible for me to do Still I could never repay you for what you've done No amount could ever equal the sum But you would never know because you dont see me in that light For I stand in the shadows Hidden in darkness but always there to fight your battle What belongs to you no one could ever steal My heart is forever yours do with it what you will This is dedicated to those who ever woundered To think if we could make the skys thundered Anyone who realy could care Anyone who could understand how Im rare Those who wondered what could be And knows what they could mean to me The question of how will I know Ive found this true love floats in my mind now Sim
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Me
Prayers Needed
SOME OF YOU HAVE READ MY BLOG ABOUT MY GRANDMA AND WELL HERE IS AN UPDATE    My grandma has been in the hospital since christmas eve 2010, and on christmas morning she suffered a massive stroke leaving her paralyzed on the whole right side if her body and her cancer started spreading more..She forgot who everyone was and couldnt even talk much but she tried and tried to remember my family.. she sat in a hospital dazing and not knowin what day it was or for that matter not knowin that it was a new year... she was fighting for her life when they had stopped feeding my grandma and had given up on her.. my mom had fought with the doctors and finally my grandma was transfered to another hospital..  In the new hospital they gave her food and treated her like any other human that is in there.. my grandma changed and she was talkin and she started remembering who we were with some help, she still didnt know what day it was or the year but she was remembering her past and the people in it an
Check This Out And See What You Can Get.!
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#3 Adopt A Stoner Auction!!!
    PL AUCTION SAT. OCTOBER 1ST @ 6PM EST U CAN'T MISS IT!!!! ADOPT A STONER!!!! WELCOME TO FUBAR LOOKING FOR NEW FRIENDS ?? U CANNOT MISS THIS!!! ~ SECRET SMOKERZ SOCIETY ~ THERE IS NO OTHER LOUNGE LIKE US...COME CHECK US OUT!!! SIGN UP BELOW!!!! (repost of original by 'DJ BONZI FuENGAGED TO DJ DIGGER AT S3RADIO' on '2010-09-13 11:44:55')
10 Things To Know About Me
Friendship
  http://fubar.com/3085958 Be VERY CAUTIOUS of this FU~TARD! He WILL MAKE UP LIES AND "FANTASIES" about YOU & YOUR FRIENDS!  HE"S A FAKE & A LIAR! *Part of the sb that could be saved! :40pm reply dhcc98: let me pull those big breasts out of that low cut top 3:40pm more To dhcc98: sorry i was so drunk the other night< can you refresh my memory on what we did together 3:40pm reply dhcc98: while D watches 3:40pm reply dhcc98: sure. 3:41pm more To dhcc98: n she is out of the room watching my baby 3:41pm reply dhcc98: we "tried" to drive back to my hotel at doulbetree on tam trail, but u were so horny we stopped in kmart lot on tam trail and got in back seat 3:41pm reply dhcc98: good, glad she is out of room 3:42pm reply dhcc98: omg 3:43pm more To dhcc98: omg what
Salutes
Important!
Fuck soccer. If you didn't hear me over those stupid plastic trumpets...FUCK SOCCER!
You Have Great Music
With Many Music Stations I wanted to share a few tips About Universal Storm We have one single Player that links you to all 20 Radio Stations Music is a key to Most Lounges here so take a moment and Check Out Great Music From Any Of these Radio Stations .This is a Player link Enjoy  http://radio-storm.com/player/index.php Just sharing some Music with you check it out
Friends......
Like me, most of you don’t really know the people we add to our friends list.  Unless we take the time to really get to know someone.  But on a site like this, it proves to be hard.  We all see little things that upset us, and we sit back and wonder…..is this how that person is in real life?  I have seen status’s that make me cringe, and a few that have about made me throw up in my mouth, and some that can be touching.  But on a site like this lately it seems to be more about the “like button”.  Personally, I don’t care what color your name is.  This isn’t high school anymore.  Because if it were, let me tell you some people would have more self respect and be respectful of others.  And that seems to get lost on here in the greed of being Green, or number 1, or what level you can reach.  So on that note, I would like to make a point, and maybe see if I can make you guys sit back and think, and see if I can just get one person to not be so self
Music
I don't care if you don't like Rap....read the lyrics...so powerful I love it A sexy certain somoene linked me to this song yesterday, it has been stuck in my head all day. I want to do the dirty to this song.lol
Fumarriage
~lost Without You~
Robin Thicke Song Lyrics.....It's Like That....Isn't It??   I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby Tell me how you love me more And how you think I'm sexy baby But you don't want nobody else You don't want this guy You don't want that guy You wanna touch yourself when you see me Tell me how you love my body And how I make you feel baby You wanna roll with me You wanna to hold with me You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me I just love to hear you say it It makes a man feel good baby Tell me you depend on me I need to here it I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby I'm lost without you Can't help myself How does it feel? To know that I love ya baby Baby your the perfect shape Baby your the perfect weight Treat me like my birthday I want it this way I want it that way I want it Tell me you don't w
Other
Well one of my friends on here has challenged me to post this so here I go! Name:_______________ Number:_______________ text messaging (yes or no): ______ picture messaging (yes or no) _________ I dare you to copy and paste this if your not scared!!! See how many numbers you get!!!
Distant Love
Did you ever say I love you And the breeze took your words away Did you feel them as they lingered Then slowly drifted on their way Did they journey long, searching for The distant love you hoped they’d find Was someone out there listening For words from heart and mind Did you ever hear I love you As the wind blew through the trees Closed your eyes and felt them there As they came quietly in the breeze Did you ever say I love you And hear it whispered in return Feeling your distant love beside you And the desire within you burn Did you ever see I love you Floating quietly to you with ease Wandering peacefully there beside you Comes I love you in the breeze
Avon Rep
vaguy7http://b.pcc1.fubar.com/88/99/4399988/tn_3414439063.jpg">@ fubar this is who im fuengaged to   Hi im courtney an avon rep from brookfield mass pls check my avon site out and pls send it to others thanks you so much pls write that you are interested theres a order due by wednesday thanks http://www.youravon.com/courtneymundy
Selena
The Vampyress Queen
I WALK INTO THE NIGHT WITH 1000 CORPSES, AWARE OF THE TOMBSTONE LYING FLAT ON THE GROUND.I APPROACH THE TOMB STONE AND A SPIRIT CALLS TO ME AND SAYS, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?" I REPLY, I'M JUST A LONER, LOOKING FOR A REASON TO SURVIVE THE SPELL OF THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF ANCIENT TRANSYLVANIA. WITH THE AGES OF THE OLD TYME ARE OPPOSED BY THE FORCES OF THE WHITE LIGHT. THIS DARK SOUL TAKEN TO THE UNDERWORLD, ONLY SURVIVING BY SUFFERING DEATH AND TORMINTING DOMINATION OF THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF THE DAMNED SOULS OF THOSE WHO HAVE ACCEPTED DEATH AS A SECOND CHANCE TO LIVE UNDER THE FAITHFUL SERVICE TO THE DARK, THE ASSTOUNDING, THE BEAUTIFUL SINGLE BEING, THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF THE NIGHT!
Line Item Veto... Good Idea, Bad Idea
   It finally happened. It took nearly 17 months, but President Obama finally has an idea worth supporting. That may be a bit harsh; after all, he did punch through health care reform and is poised at the brink of repealing "Dont ask, dont tell". Oh wait... I don't consider those things to be good things. But finally, Obama has a proposal that even conservatives might like: the line item veto. Long sought after by presidents before him, Obama's version of the measure modifies an earlier line-item veto used by former President Bill Clinton until the Supreme Court declared it unconstitutional in 1998.    On paper, the line item veto looks good. The president would have 45 days after signing a spending bill to pluck out pork barrel spending and send the offending items to Congress for elimination. Within 25 days, Congress would have to vote his recissions up or down without amendments. This type of accountability could possibly cause Congress to own up to excessive spending. Surely legis
Poem
Poem
[Curse Of Life] ***************************************************************** *I curse the moon the sun and the stars. * *I curse the life given and the life taken. * *I curse the ground I walk and the air I breath. * *I curse this heart and the beating of the thunder in the skys. * *I curse the the thought of cursing. * *I curse the thought of not breathing. * *I curse the life taken for granted. * *isnt life a wonderful thing. * *I curse it. But its my curse . * *Your curse. * *Our curse. * *the curse of life is hard. * *but we wouldnt give it up for the world. * *
To Pluck Or Not To Pluck
There is an Ass that shall name nameless, you might guess if you like who this shit for bird brain is but I'm mad at him Then add to that equation there is a woman who shall name nameless but you might guess if you saw her flowing red Afro hair which she has dyed blonde, floating around on a broom stick. So the story begins the other day on a dark and stormy day, I of course the princess of the castle was going about my way merrily, When my black berry came to life informing me that i got mail. I tucked my baby in for the day making sure she is not going to beat me for a while and open the attachment What i saw would scare a baby out of the uterus... THAT FEATHERED DELIQUENT HAS PUT THAT RED HEADED WITCH ON TOP OF ME~   now we all know this can not be true since i am the PITCHER  and she is the CATCHER so if that bird brain doesn't come clean in the next 30 minutes ill have to show you all the picture in which he spelt my name right...   The innocent mother of ham
Points
     ChopChop         Selling points as follows………   Will aulturize you(give you my points for 12 hrs) while using my autos and 1 bomb for a 65 bling pack or Happy Hour or 200 mill fubux...   Will autlurize you using my autos
Top 10 Things You Never Say To A Dj
Top ten things you should never say to a DJ: 1. PLAY SOMETHING GOOD...SOMETHING WE CAN DANCE TO ! The DJ has to play for more than one person...so what you hate may be another's favorite song and EVERYTHING played here can be danced to one way or another. 2. WOULD YOU PLAY SOMETHING WITH A "BEAT" ! BE SERIOUS! We know of NO songs played in a club that don't have some sort of BEAT! 3. I DON'T KNOW WHO SINGS IT AND I DON'T KNOW THE NAME OF THE SONG, BUT IT GOES LIKE THIS.... PLEASE don't sing for the DJ. They have to put up with smoke filled rooms and dangerous decibel levels all night long...Do them a favor and DON'T give them a rendition of your favorite song. 4. EVERYBODY WANTS TO HEAR IT ! Oh, sure... you polled everyone in the club and, as their spokesperson, you're requesting the song. 5. EVERYBODY WILL DANCE IF YOU PLAY IT ! The DJ won't. I guess that blows a hole in that theory! 6. I CAN GET LAID IF YOU PLAY IT ! Why settle for one night? Buy the album a
Wtf?!
WTF you may ask?! Keep in mind this is the condensed soup version of what happened to me in 2004-2010. Yes its long and yes there are technical terms. Get lost or confused ask. I was a nurse before I got sick. I tend to forget that not everyone knows what the fuck I'm talking about.     March 2004 I became deathly ill. I had what "they" thought to be a chronic migraine. Turns out that would be the easy way out. But for those of you who know me, know I can't take the easy way out of anything... I was put in the hospital and "they" started running tests. Every fucking test known to man was ran on me. I was diagnosed with Pseudo Tumor Cerebri (PTC). In short my brain thinks its has a brain tumor. It doesn't, but trying to convince that tainted thing of that isn't possible. My brain over produces Cerebral Spinal Fluid (CSF) and crushes itself. So I was put into a medically induced coma for nearly 2 weeks. "They" tried drug therapy to help me. Guess
Paul Phillips
Poetry Of Mine
How can you Not Tell?How can you not tell that when you hold me it feels like the world is floating and the sky is olny there for us and when your gone the things i loved and use to know is not there anymore and i dont know wat i will miss the most the person i use to know or the guy that i loved.the olny thing i dont understand is how you cant tell that when u hold me that a tear runs down my face and i love every minute of it and u cant tell the feels that i have for you when yo seeme and u dont care or act like it and make me feel not loved when the olny thing i want is YOU....i just wish u knew that and would love me back again The day my life changed was the day you had leaveno matter where I go...I only wish it was you I would see.your the only one I really wanna see or needlooking into your eyes give me a sight at true lovegave me hopealways wanted the day to pass.come home to see if I got a message from youmy savior of this lifeMade me feel like nothing was wrong in this world
The Naughty Box
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Did You Know...
Did you know... ...that the words "race car" spelled backward still spells "race car"? ...that "eat" is the only word that, if you take the 1st letter and move it to the last, it spells its past tense, "ate"? And have you noticed that if you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants," and add just a few more letters, it spells: "Go home you free-loading, benefit-grabbing, resource-sucking, baby-making, diaper dumping, violent, non-English-speaking assholes and take those other hairy-faced, sandal-wearing, bomb-making, camel-riding, goat-loving, raggedy-ass bastards with you." How weird is that??? if your not an illegal immigrant get off my back its how i feel
I Am A Proud Army-girlfriend & Wife
i am a military girlfriend. i hold no formal recognition with the powers that be. i am at the bottom of the chain. i hold no Military ID card, i am not a “dependent” or a parent. the man i love may face unspeakable dangers, and i am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. i understand this and accept this. i have promised to be here for him upon his return, no matter how long he is away. people may say I am insane for making such a commitment with no guarantees, but i hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe to me.. i know full well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times.. there is no ring on my finger that symbolizes our commitment..i hope every day that he will be able to call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions… smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain..my relationship is based on a brief communication where “I love you and I’m okay” speaks more than vo
Live Rugby Online Streaming
IRB Junior World Championship 2010 New Zealand vs South Africa Semi Finals - IRB Junior World Championships Estadio El Coloso del Parque, Rosario, Argentina Match scheduled: Play Date: 17-06-2010 Play Time: from 19:30 until 21:45 GMT/UTC/UK International Rugby Events European Union All kind of International Rugby Events, like June Tours, Pacific cups and all others. IRB Junior World Championship 2010

Dreams, Nightmares, And Thoughts
I really don't talk about my self much on things like this, I mostly just write, and hope people enoy it. When you see fear befor you, The fear are those chainsthat hold you down. Cut, Break, Toss off the chains of fear and let go of all your fears. Never look back at what you never had, But look forward to what you will receive when the chains of fear lay broken at your feet.
Words Of Wisdom..or Insanity?
The Gift There once was a beautiful young sub that had just chanced upon an understanding of her gift. She had learned that this gift, when given to the right person, was very valuable and she was very proud of her gift. She started out on a journey to find the right recipient of the gift so that the gift would increase in value and become everything that it could ever be. As she walked along the path she came upon a young man who appeared to be one who might understand and appreciate her gift. She began to speak with him, but quickly learned that he was a bully and not the kind of person who would increase the value of her gift. She started to withdraw from him, but he reached for her gift and demanded it. She struggled with him, and in the struggle the gift fell to the ground and was damaged. The bully looked at the maid kneeling on the ground, holding her gift and said to her, "Bah, look, you have broken it. Your gift isn't worthy of me." And with that he walked away. The l
Weird Stuff
Coincidence? Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln . Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names are composed of fifteen letters.
The Wall Of The Shamed Bwa Ha Ha Ha
Now normally I could give a fuck less about douchers and dumbasses alike but this guy he just pissed me off. Anyway his funame is 819lukes and this mother fucker runs around posing as a member of the military to get this get himself some e-pussy. Enjoy his and I's conversation bwa ha ha ha!!   CCE cReEpE...:It actually made perfect sense you dumb fuck but I forget you have the education of a fourth grader so let me put it a little more simple for ya. A. If a girl clearly states she is taken take the mother fucking hint. B. Just because you are in the military doesn't give you some amazing power over pussy. C. Just because you are in the military doesn't mean you can pull it like some fucking suffrage shit your in fucking cali for fucks sake. 1:51am CCE cReEpE...: So yeah next time you try to harass you some e-pussy how about not being a stupid jackass and show some fucking class 1:51am CCE cReEpE...: You worthless booter cunt 1:53am 819lukes: lol m
Futterwhacker
So I like memes... 1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player etc on Shuffle2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.- How would you describe yourself?Two Hearts[er]-What do you like in a guy/girl?Thought I Died and Gone to Heaven[Sure]- How do you feel today?Silence Must Be Heard[Well I was kinda quiet today but I was tired]-What's your life's purpose?Man In the Box[Who doesn't want to be a man in the box? lmao]-What's your motto?Dragostea din tei[I don't even know what the hell that means]-What do your friends think of you?Tearin' Up My Heart[Eh? Depends on what friends we're talking about here ;)]- What do you think of your parents?No Leaf Clover[nu]- What do you think about often?No Regrets[That I wish I had none? Then sure!]- What is 2 + 2?Christina[I was hoping for 4 x4 but whatever]-What do you think of your best friend?Fad
Contest
Celebrate
  You dance over me while I am unaware you sing all around but i never hear the sound   Lord, I', a,azed by you How you lov e me     I met him threw a young women I was counsling.  She knew i was unhappy with my marriage and introduced me to her friend, vie the internet, Bryan.  We seemed ot hit if off real good.  He was 28 to my 44.  He liked the same college football team as me even liked the same drink, Dr. Pepper.    We planned on meeting that thursday but coem Tuesday his mom was admitted ot the hospital and it looked like she woudl die any day.  It took three weeks.  While all the family, Bryan, his dad and siste; stayed at the hospital day in and day out.  I never ever oncetalked to him on the phone as his excuse was he was shy.   Withe the moutaining excuses as to why we couldn't meet I began to sit back and reall observe teh situation.  The young women I was counsling had moved in wiht me while they were waiting on Bryans mom ot get better.  I watched as she would
Fuck Fake Ppl They Can Suck On My #$%^
Fuck Fake Ppl They Can Suck On My #$%^
Fuck Fake Ppl They Can Suck On My #$%^
Fuck fake people Pullin’ fake ass shit With fake ass minds On MY damn time NOT cool!!!! If you can’t be real I’ma let you know the deal If what come out yo mouth aint true I don't want shit to do with you and sumthing else u can burn in mutha fuckin hell u lyin bitches stealing photos that areent ur and shit i may not be good looking but im the realest idont do that shit u stupid fucks and if ur one of them fakes here in fubar then this diss goes out to u bitches How can you stare at me in my face and smile And talk behind my back all the while You may think I'm dumb by the things I do But you can’t be straight up so what does that make you Figure it out!!!! Usually I wouldn't give a damn But the lyin’ and deceit hit me like WAM Hey it’s ok and I'm doin’ well But I hope you ride a slow fiery buss straight to hell Kiss my ass!!!! Oh. For those that think im fake when it comes to my rhymes fuckyou im more real then harmaggedon jus come at me i dare
Liars
New Me.
Today I made myself in life anew,By going to that royal road of truth,And searching for the secret of lifeWhose goal in life is pure and trueThough night and days tears of love I've criedTo see why my own kind sometimes   abused and sometimes rejected by humankind;in life's stern way That teaches us who to hate and who to love,And seek once more the guide that lives in you"Much better than the world of sordid pelf,As I found the counsel to be true. I know right now that I shall sayI am a new man in life, an a better man in spirit; Forever  will I remain truthful and loyal, by thoughts and deeds ,In saving others, as well as every one.That deserves to be cleanse and purge,of what you see and hear in God's precious worldIsn't there something pulling at your heart?As a  divine voice that speaks to all beings at large
Burdens And Pains.
Burdens And Pains.
We long for a quick touch To help the young ones escape from troubled experiences And think once again, Life would be just all a smile, As we go on day by day struggling with the shadow of loneliness and helplessness to see our life is worth so much more than wrong decisions and wrong choices In nature's good view Round about the city of trouble That shines into our mind,heart and soul as an infinite guideline of all that's really painful and sad, Then make burden's great your daily rule without further means to find, As none make your wishes and dreams    A proverb for every day noon.
"wtf"
Put Your Lighters Up.. Vent With Me....
Jackass Off Probation
    well, where 2 start... I was an ass when I was a lil' 1.  As I grew up I realized that I was just a Jackass.  I got arested and convicted of a robbery w/ fire arm in 1994. on January 5, 1995 I started my sentance of 10 yrs incarcerated and 10 yrs on paper, w/ 5 yrs to run concurrent w/ the first 10. It's a long story and not important as 2 why, but rest asured that it is, just don't judge. Since this is about being released from probation I felt that it would be nice to know what 4... N-E-ways, I was locked-up until April 2, 2002 and then released time-served. Actually 2.5 yrs more than my actual discharge date, but again neither here nor there.  Upon release I was then 2 serve my 10 suspended and 4 about 6 mos. I did then I left 4 the Carnival and was gone 4 about 6.5 yrs then I turned myself in w/ a lil help from my mom n her wishes. Well a year later I went back to visit my mom and got arrested 4 a warrent again the same 1 that I was supposed 2 be done w/ N-Eway. That's a whole
Fb Profile Skin How-tos
FB design profile skin Getting started: Part 1 of 3 First all when making a skin you need know what you are going to design and where you want each section to go.. there are three main design elements that you can design to make your skin standout from others. I do a lot of searching on the net to see what is out there and fool around with different designs before i even get started. This will save time and frustration later. I will go over the following in this tutorial to get you started.. then followup with the enhancements later pagecontent profiile_headerbar userpagecontentstyle  I store all my images on photobucket, i paid for the unlimitied bandwith so i do not exceed the limit... or your image will not show. 1. pagecontent   #pagecontent :: this were the main background goes.. it is good to used seamless background images because it will bllend bettter in the desgin.. if the do not blend it is looks un clean.  #pagecontent {  background: #000 ur
Feelin Like All The Good Women Are Takin, Is There Any Left?
Little Gems Of Wisdom From Me To You :)
-Posting statuses about arguments with your boyfriend/girlfriend trying to make THEM look bad, makes YOU look bad. Trust me. -Smacking your lips while eating is absolutely unacceptable. Not only is it repulsive, but its annoying. Just stop. -Every problem can be solved without screaming, try it. -If you're having a problem with someone, discuss it with them personally, not behind their back. Especially if that person is your friend. -A guy who puts his hands on you in a violent manner will not stop, this is practically a proven fact. Do some good for yourself and get out. Stop hanging onto people who's idea of hanging onto you is grabbing you too tight around the wrist. And men, if you're putting your hands on ANY women, you deserve a bloody beating. The end. -I don't think it'd kill you boys to get the door for your lady every once in a while. -If you don't treat her right, someone else will...and vise versa!
Y The Good Ones Get Fuced
y is it the all the good people the ones they will give u the clousth off there back . the food off your table y y y do we get played an hurt im sick an fustrayed wit the way shit is going these dats who is wit me on this    .  can u DIGIT
All About Me....
I am a 31 year old single mother of 2.  I live in Hermiston Oregon and am a full time student at Blue Mountain Community College.  I like hanging out with my friends, and spending time with my kids, and visiting family.  I am currently studying to recieve my AAS in Early Childhood Education.  I rarely have time to go out and meet new people, so I spend some time online and like making new friends either way.  Im a very outgoing person but at the same time very conservative.  Im easy to get along with and enjoy lots of activities.  I am up for any friendship and am looking forward to meeting some new people!
Eclectic And Insane
I'll be updateing this blog eventually. For right now I'm just getting it's spot so I can get a good loook for the place.
Local Stuff
FORT LAUDERDALE, Fla. (WSVN) -- A mother is upset after police placed her 8-year-old in the back of a squad car after she was accused of writing graffiti on a park's walls. Last week, Courtney Mickel was playing with a group of friends in a Broward County park when police were called. Park officials were upset by what they call graffiti. Police started questioning an 11-year-old and then Courtney, but the questioning didn't end in the park. "They called me and put me in a police car and said that they need to ask me questions, and then that's when they shut the door and locked it," Courtney recalled. "Then, the police was arguing with my mommy." Courtney's mother, Tiffany Mickel, is upset over the matter. "I'm trying to get more information. Why would the police take an 8-year-old girl downtown when her grandmother lives two houses away?" she said. "I felt sad and I was crying. I thought they were going to let me out, but they didn't," said the 8-year-old. Broward Sheriff Office d
Wedding Alterations
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