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Long Days & Pleasant Nights
So I got my new tattoo = awesome. Then I found out I owe the IRS $2,000 = huge bummer. UGH.
Here Comes The Music.
Time to make some music.   So far, I've got two songs in the works.   One is a "tribute" to rap-rock.   The other is going to be a super-long punk rock sing-a-long about the things we're appreciative of.   Anyone wishing to contribute to Pure Horseshit, hit me up.  Just remember, we're not out to change the world.  We're out to make that dollar off of people dumber than us.
Junk And Stuff
My name is Rebekah Allman, I'm a 20 year old psychology student with a passion for baking. I have been leisurely baking at home for about 5 to 6 years. I bake regularly at home (at least 2 to 3+ times a week). My favorite recipes include:   - Cakes (such as: Guinness Chocolate Cake, Banana cake, Chocolate cake, Homemade Funfettie [NOT from a box], Strawberry, Vanilla, Pineapple Upside Down, Carrot Cake, Pound Cake [Vanilla, Lemon, Spice, German Chocolate, Almond Chocolate], Anything on request) ALSO AVAILABLE AS CUPCAKES  - Cookies (of any variety: Sugar, Shortbread, Chocolate Turtle cookies, Macaroons, Snickerdoodles, Chocolate Chip, Oatmeal Chocolate Chip, Chocolate Chip/Mint Dipped, White Chocolate Macadamia, Toffee Bars, or Anything on request)  - Cheesecakes (Plain w/ various fruit toppings, Chocolate Raspberry, Crème de Menthe, Chocolate, Pumpkin, Peanut Butter Chocolate, Cheesecakes on request [Reese's Pieces Cheesecake, etc]) AVAILABLE AS SMALL-INDIVIDUAL SIZED CHEESECAKES
Reverse Flash's Random Thoughts And Shit
Profile Skin Ex {feel Free To Use}
The following is working example of a profile skin that i had made  and it works great.  All you have to do is add your desired images from your photobucket, imageshack, tinypic, or other hosting service and then you take and go to your skins and create a new skin and copy and paste this into the big box and then name your skin and then save the skin and poof you got  a profile skin of your very own. You can customise this skin with the desired Font style that you want as well as the desired color for the text.  For a list of CSS COLORS you can visit this link:   HAPPY CREATING AND HOPE YOU FIND THIS USEFUL~Dj Iceman Coder   #userpagecontentstyle {   color: #FF0000!important;   font-style: Posca Mad Thrasherz;   background-color: black;   border: none;  border-width: 0px;   -moz-border-radius: 2em;   background-image: url(background image link here);   background-attachment: fixed;   background-position: center;  
Cancer Awareness
ASKING if everyone could please put this as their status for one hour. I know my family will. Think of someone you know or love who has had cancer. My prayer is that in 2011 a cure will be found. Will you post it? Just one hour. Do it for all of us.
What Is Money?
Money is the DNA of this society which holds this society in servitude. Money is created from nothing which is called debt or credit which we spend the rest of our lives paying back. They use this thing called money to enslave us. "Money is a flawed system that is holding humanity back" "Money bewitches people. They fret for it, and they sweat for it. They devise most ingenious ways to get it, and most ingenuous ways to get rid of it. Money is the only commodity that is good for nothing but to be gotten rid of. It will not feed you, clothe you, shelter you, or amuse you unless you spend it or invest it. It imparts value only in parting. People will do almost anything for money, and money will do almost anything for people. Money is a captivating, circulating, masquerading puzzle."
Charmys Feelings
Ceramic Floor Tiles
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Hey famYou know who it is I aint trippin when..   I said fubar is my life (my life) I said fubar is my life (my life) Yeah [Chorus:] Log into fuNew bling looks niceLive broadcasting all night, Baby you can be in my shout box all night (all night) Baby you can be in my shout box all night (all night) Yeah Baby i can treat you so special, so nice come into PDP, Chill for the nightBaby this place is alright (yea its alright) baby this place is alright (yea its alright)Yeah  [Verse 1:] Anytime you want to click on my auto's, You know it ain't nothin to drop a couple boomies on you Want it you could get it you hear ten  million fudollar gets you in my fam Yeah I want'cho rate, I need yo rate Long as we fu married you wont need nobody You want it I got it, God modes I'll  buy it Tellem other n00bs to be quiet [Chorus:] Vote on MUMMJoin my mafiaAnd we can shank mobsters all night Baby you can have whatever you like (you like) I said you can have whatever you like (you like) Yeah 1000 like
I have been away for the past week talking with lawyers and bankers.  My aunt as some of you know is nearly ninety and suffering from Alzheimer's and recently went to the hospital with congestive heart failure and pnuemonia.  This hospital stay caused some questions to be raised concerning the handling of her finances by my cousin who has power of attorney for her.  It now appears that my cousin has used her funds as if they were his own by making loans for personal use such as cars, home remoldling and in one instance to pay a judgement against him for hitting a pedestrian.  It looks like the amount he has used for himself may be between 48,000 and 80,000 dollars.  The amounts represent her being able to stay in her home with sitters from one to three years.  Based on our findings,  our lawyer has requested that he remove himself from all accouts belonging to her and that he present a detailed accounting of his tenureship of her accounts.  At the same time our lawyer has engaged an ac
Photo Editing
Good morning fellow Fubarians. This, in short, is a representative of some of the photo editing and video editing that I can do and also a guideline for pricing. It's not really a rule book per say, but it's a guide for me and you. It's also to help me remember a few things that my mind has a tendancy to randomly forget. Brain Farts pwn all.  So without anymore we go!   As some of you know I've been doing Photo Editing for quite some time. I love it. It's a passion for me. Am I God's gift to it?  Hell no. I do think that I'm pretty good at it though ;). I have offered editing for donations and people have generally been really, really, really awesome and generous, and to you, I thank you! There are some that have just taken and given nothing....which kind of sucks. I mean even a simple Thank you is good enough ya know?  Anyhoo, this isn't a rant, more of a reasoning as to why I'm making this blog. I'm going to apply pricing to my edits now, as most people do on here. Not
People Talk About The Meaning Of Life; There Is No Meaning Of Life--there Are Lots Of Meanings Of Different Lives, And You Must Decide What You Want Y
Cosplay World
Vocaloid Hatsune Miku, is actually a vocal range synthesizer use and its woman's persona becomes a popular function for you to cosplay between little girls today. The name of the individuality develops from a blend of your Nippon pertaining to initial, seem in addition to future. Almost certainly, thanks to a attractive picture of Vocaloid Hatsune Miku, world-wide cosplayers are on the odometer insane to mimic this function.Since Hatsune Miku was first set up in a Vocaloid A couple of Identity Oral Series produced with June 31st, The year 2007, regardless of lots of Hatsune Miku colorings, this kind of hot cosplay role has become mostly accepted using aqua green pigtailed hair by using black color frills the same shape as ribbon and bow, dreary curves-flattering tee shirt having dark-colored distinct masturbator sleeves including a related tie up. The style of the reduced aspect is noted together with identical beautiful dress, over knee substantial stockings as well as gray foot boot
natediggity009: what does fap mean anyways?unknown: masturbatenatediggity009: ok but why?unknown: why masturbate?natediggity009: why does fap mean masterbate?unknown: idkunknown: i think it is something someone on fubar came up with cause masturbate is NSFW and therefor cannot be used in a lot of mummsnatediggity009: all i can come up with is finger anal penetrationunknown: that is kinda hot tho....LOLnatediggity009: lolunknown: did I say that out loud? natediggity009: not what im thinking of when someone says masterbate thoughunknown lol!natediggity009: so if i asked someone if they wanted to watch me masterbate im sure they would be shocked if all they saw was me sticking a finger in my assnatediggity009: just sayinunknown: lmfao!natediggity009: fubar people are wierdunknown: that explains why I fit rit in huh?natediggity009: nobody should fit in with themunknown: hahaunknown: The onomatopoeic representation of masturbation. Often used to suggest that something is attractive.unknown:
Whats The Point?
Tired of being heartbroken,Of being hurt and used,Sick of dumbass men,Which my trust they abuse.Tired of opening my heart,To lie after lie,Of being pushed to the side,When someone new catches their eye.I always seem to make,the same mistakes again,I've had it up to here,i'm at my wits end.I gave up all my dreams,for promises you never kept,you hurt me when you fucked her,in the bed in which we slept.who was there for you,in your bed of death and life,I was there praying for you,on that cold winter night.You did me dirty joe,when you took tina to our bed,you turned me into something else,The heartless living dead!!!Ive been kicked and stabbed and beaten,and broken down some more,What hurt the most is when I left,cause by your side was a whore!!!You're in my head to this day,don't know what I did wrong,Think of I will always love you,as our final parting song. I see through your lies,You think of me as a game,you sat and made a fool of me,tryin to make ya'self a name.A name is what you g
Everyone Blog.
thegreatone38: icp is the shit 5:46pm more To thegreatone38: whoop whoop 5:47pm reply thegreatone38: u got a boyfriend 5:47pm more To thegreatone38: nope and i plan on keeping it that way. 5:48pm reply thegreatone38: u know violent j is my cousin right 5:48pm more To thegreatone38: o.0 proof plz? 5:49pm reply thegreatone38: fine if u dont believe me then bye 5:49pm more To thegreatone38: ROFLMAOOOOOOOO nice try dumbass 5:49pm reply thegreatone38: whore 5:49pm more To thegreatone38: get help. lol Cowboy Up ...: and a real douchebag would ruin mumm posts for others, smfh douchebag
Sometimes you think about the many problems that are in your life.  You don't want to make them other peoples problem. Depression is a major medical issue. When "checking out" is used, it doesn't mean going to the store. It is the indirect way of saying that you want to die. I admit that I have thought about this exact issue. Isolation, being rejected, lonelinessor just not fitting in could serve as the trigger for this action. Why write this now?  It just occurred for me. The desire to checkout. Luckily I have a plan in place to prevent this for occurring. My reason for breaking down is loneliness and depression. Loneliness can occur even when around people. I also have Bi-Polar, Obsessive Compulsive and Attention Deficit w/ hyperactivity. I want to eventually become a Social Worker. I wonder if the depression will kill me before then. Don't ignore phrases like "checking out". A suicidal individual will often not directly tell you of his plans. My friend Roger killed himself.  Later
Destruction Crew Ii Blog
Mike and I have decided to make this blog to help out the players in  any  turf that may read this. THIS BLOG WILL BE EDITED FROM TIME TO TIME. COME BACK TO SEE IS THERE ARE ANY CHANGES.   OTHER BLOGS TO HELP YOU ALONG YOUR WAY IN MAFIA MADE BY: xxSIRIUSxx   THINGS TO REMEMBER AND HELP YOU PLAY THE GAME.... YOUR ENERGY LEVEL WILL BE ABLE TO INCREASE AT LEVELS 50,  100, 150 Get your mob up to 750 ASAP If you are using I.E. it would be better for you to switch to either Fire Fox, Opera, or Google chrome.   Fire Fox and Opera gives you the ability to use the ENTER KEY  to refresh the page to give you a better chance at the bounties.   You  get 5 mob members per level so equip each of them with the highest weapons and armor possible. (EXAMPLE - if you are at level 10 you have 50 mob members) The Mafia Guide - FuMafia Wishlist -
i finally got my new site up and going. now its a dating site.
Cap Crazy???
They Say I Am Cappy Crazy They Always Ask " Why Do You Cap Every First Letter?" Most Already Have Their Minds Made Up That I Am Strange Or Trying To Do Some Power Text Thing To Show Off Or Seem Uber Proper.....The Fact Of The Matter Is That I Was Born Into This World With Congenital Rubella Syndrome (CRS). Now A Little Lesson For Those Who Don't Wanna Google,Congenital Rubella Is A Group Of Physical Problems That Occur In An Infant When Its Mother Is Infected With The Virus That Causes German Measles. With That Being Said There Is Real Reasons That Are Behind My Cappy Madness. Here Are Some Of The Many Complications A Person With This Can Have:(copy & paste) Complications may involve many parts of the body.   Eyes: Cataracts Glaucoma Retinitis Heart: Patent ductus arteriosus Pulmonary artery stenosis Other heart defects Central nervous system: Mental retardation Motor retardation Small head from failed brain development Encephalitis Meningitis
Rest In Peace
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: - Knowing when to come in out of the rain; - Why the early bird gets the worm; - Life isn't always fair; - and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place.. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing
My First Story ( Could It Be True)
Fubar Help
HOW TO: Bring Back Photo Tab Or Hide Photo Tab On New Skin Public Profile.. If You Need Any Other Video Help Send Me A Private Message And I Will Make A Video To Help You Thru What I Can....   Here Is The URL If You Can Not See The YouTube Video Posted Here..Click On The Code Or Copy & Paste White Code Below Into Browser And You Will See The Video...        
Top Ten And So On.
1. Grocery storeGermiest items: Shopping cart handles and seat bucketsWatch out! Shopping cart handles are a breeding ground for infectious viruses and gut-wrenching bacteria. “Customers may sneeze, wipe their noses, then touch the cart handles,”   2. Children’s playgroundsGermiest items: The swings, jungle gym and other equipment Playgrounds are germ minefields. Kids touch everything they see and often put them in their mouths. The largest threat is from fecal bacteria from bird poop on playground equipment and diaper-wearing tots.   3. Public restroomsGermiest item: SinkMost women worry about public toilets. Well, you can sit a little easier now: The porcelain throne is not the biggest restroom offender. It’s the sink.Bacteria swarm on the sink tap or faucet handles, because we touch them right after using the toilet. Also, “the sink tap is a wet, moist environment,” so bacteria can survive there longer. Watch out for soap dispensers, too, beca
I'm Going on a cruise in March I need as much help I can get to make this the best Cruise ever. I'd like to hear about your experience. Let me know the "do's" & "don't's". He loves her but she is unable to have children. He wants a child. What's wrong with asking some one to have a child by him and give to them. Does anyone have some insight? Let Me know What you think?
This was written and is the best way to describe what life is like for me. The Spoon Theory by Christine Miserandino My best friend and I were in the diner, talking. As usual, it was very late and we were eating French fries with gravy. Like normal girls our age, we spent a lot of time in the diner while in college, and most of the time we spent talking about boys, music or trivial things, that seemed very important at the time. We never got serious about anything in particular and spent most of our time laughing. As I went to take some of my medicine with a snack as I usually did, she watched me with an awkward kind of stare, instead of continuing the conversation. She then asked me out of the blue what it felt like to have Lupus and be sick. I was shocked not only because she asked the random question, but also because I assumed she knew all there was to know about Lupus. She came to doctors with me, she saw me walk with a cane, and throw up in the bath
My Blogs....
     After posting my last journal entry I have been doing some thinking. I am having a really hard time when people say that I am a hero. I really don’t consider myself as a hero! I have done a lot of TV, Radio, and newspaper interviews because of Homes for our Troops who built our house. In every interview I have done at some point they call me a hero and I always get uneasy when that word comes. I always ask myself “Why are they calling me this?” All I was doing was my job and unfortunately I was injured. It wasn’t a brave thing that I did! I was just doing a night patrol and just happen to be sitting down at that time. I wasn’t brave….I was unlucky! And defiantly not a hero. Maybe it is just the way the American people view U.S. Soldiers now. Because of my injury I have meet a lot of Viet Nam Vets and I feel for them. They got treated like dog shit for doing the same things that we are doing now……but now we are heroes. If I was bor
What Is Neothink?Henry Ford pioneered the automobile; David Sarnoff pioneered radio and television; Juan Trippe pioneered world air travel. Those men were labeled as visionaries because they seemed to predict the future. In fact, they actually created the future. All of them started off with very small businesses. But, each of those men formulated wide-scope goals and then relentlessly drove toward achieving those goals. Those business greats built empires of value production and wealth that changed the world.Those empire builders were viewed in awe because they had the ability to direct the future of business, technology, and markets. Those empire builders seemed to make all the right moves, becoming powerful and successful on a mighty scale. That contrasted with their business peers who dealt with one aspect of business at a time, never really succeeding beyond a mediocre level.The same dynamics that those business greats employed to build world-changing empires can be mastered by es
Points Auction
I am Auctioning Off my points to the highest bidder.  The bidding will start at 20 million fubux.   If a 25 credit pack is offered I will do the altruization during bonus points and will do all the work to get the points If a 65 credit pack is offered I will Altruize with a boomy and a famp and add you to the family for it if more than a 65 credit pack is offered I will altruize you with A god mode and put you in the family for it. I do most of the work of pimping you out and getting the points. Have I mentioned I do most of the work?     See the first pic in my default for bidding! Ends on Friday April 8th 2011 at Noon Futime. If no bids I will extend it for another week! Good Luck!
Stupid People
   Step Right UP Contestant # 2  You're just another stupid person for the world to view!   James Starline! starline187@ fubar   You try to jump my homeboy Nez and steal from his ass? You lil jail bitch! Have fun on blast! mastertaker:hi i am 27 years old and am very interested in meeting people interested in submission and the slave lifestyle. I consider myself to be a master and have lived this lifestyle for 10 years. I am fair and loving, but strict in the things I look for and how i expect my slaves to act. I am looking for female subs/slaves. If you are interested please message me"   Riiiiggghhttt! lol ok first off I have been on fubar twice and everytime this little fuck has sent this to my sb. Im sure he is hitting other women that are newbies with this SAME sb message. lol  Second of all. If your are 27 and you have been in the "lifestyle" for 10 yrs that means you started when 17 which is pretty unlikely for the most part but not impossible.  Third of all I believ
How I Really Feel Iam
iam so sick of being alone not being good enough for anyone to keepi have alot of females who say h iam this cool guy who they like and i can make them laugh they enjoy my company iam a great fuck etc etc etc but when it boils down iam not good enough for anyone to keep much less for them to really try to make a effort i dont no why i keep thinking it will change it never will no matter if i try my best it still has the same ending results i begin to question why should i not just end my self i mean what do i have to really look foreword to more pain more loneliness i been alone for a very long time even tho i had someone alot of my so called gf in the past had tons of problems what is so wrong that people just dont want me i feel like i been cursed to have really bad luck like i pissed someone off really badly in my last life i never really belive in reincarnation but it does make sense more in more i think about iti keep saying iam done with woman altogether and i joke
Everyone Laughed At Her Joke
I've felt darkness closing in on me. Chilling shadows surrounding me. I've had the poison leak into my skin. And it corroded my heart away. Bled away. Cut away. Dark night of my soul...     words by Fear Factory     Born with a moustache and a supernova, tossed off the cliffs of Dover. Washed up on a far away shore in the arms of the daughter of the Buffalo. Mamma said he was the chosen one. Reverend said he was the other one. All that pay no mind inside his Econoline. Swallower of Planets, the profits of doom. Quarterly projections, the profits of doom. A caliph, rabbi, and a bishop walk into a bar. One says to the other, “Hey now brother, we haven't gotten very far.” Who's that writing? John the Revelator. He wrote the Book of the 7th Seal. Swallower of Planets, the profits of doom. Quarterly projections, the profits of doom. Genesis and Exodus, Leviticus and Numbers, Gideon is knocking in your hotel while you slumber. Swallower of Planets, the profits of doom.
For ♥ Jen ♥
For ♥ Jen ♥
I'm going to be 100% honest here and say that Jen is an amazing woman who I admire for everything she does and for making a semi   soft hearted guy outta Ryan (♥ you too dorkface). She has been down in the dumps and apologized for not being perfect in her    status messages a few times and made me think of this song and to let her know, to me, she is perfect. I love you dollface!
Life. Love And Fubar
The hand that wrote this letterSweeps the pillow cleanSo rest your head andread a treasured dreamI care for no one else but youI tear my soul to cease the painI think maybe you feel the sameWhat can we do?I'm not quite sure what we're supposed to doSo I've been writing just for youThey say your life is going very wellThey say you sparkle like a different girlBut something tells me that you hideWhen all the world is warm and tiredYou cry a little in the darkWell so do II'm not quite surewhat you're supposed to sayBut I can see it's not okayHe makes you laughHe brings you out in styleHe treats you wellAnd makes you up real fineAnd when he's strongHe's strong for youAnd when you kissIt's something newBut did you ever call my nameJust by mistake?I'm not quite sure what I'm supposed to doSo I'll just write some love to you OK, well I guess this has to be the last update of this blog, the reasons for which will become apparent if you read on a little.. Chemo has started and bar the odd naus
Some Stuff I Wrote
College Professor stood on his chair and said "If GOD really exists then knock me off this chair" Nothing happened. The class was quiet he said "See! Now I'll give it a couple more minutes" A Marine Vet stood up punched him in the face knocking him out and off the chair then sat back down. As the Professor came to he looked at his student and said "WHY DID YOU DO THAT" He said "GOD was busy protecting my buddies still fighting for your right to say and do stupid stuff like this so HE SENT ME! As I slowly watch the pieces of me drift way I realize I am broken and falling apart not know if and when I will ever be whole again. Is it meant to be that all I ever will find are just the scattered remains to put me back together to what I was once or will it always be broken? I sit and listen to the small remaining sound of what is left of my heart listening to it fade away slowly into the distance not knowing if it will ever return also. I sit and try to remember the feeling from wh
My Writings
                                                                               I Believe Again   Trust, a word that doesn't have meaning to many people Honor, a word that many have no clue what it means Faith, a word that I have no perception of anymore Love, a word that is just that to many people.   You have helped me believe that I may be able to believe in these words again All I know is before you came along I was not me I didn't know who I was or what to do to find out who I was Then you came along.   You the one who can make me laugh at the drop of a hat  No matter how I am feeling you make me feel better I can't wait to talk to you everyday I can't wait to see you now.   I think I am in love with you I just have to make sure before I say it But when I think about you all can do is smile like I have some great secret I can only hope you feel the same way You say your gettin there so get there already....   Life is funny and I know that if it weren't for you
Homemade Cherry Pie
Your lips are there but i can not kiss them your heart is there but i can not hear it beat your eyes are there but they can not see me your hands are there but they can not touch me for you i would die a thousand deaths just to feel your breath on the nape of my neck luv my heart becomes twisted and filtered by the very thought of your touch, it sends my mind in a rush I crave everything from you with the love i possess in my heart I have a need to devote my entire being to you my living heart my bleeding soul for there could be no one whom could tear us apart. All that u need I shall be waiting on you heart to grant me clemency. Yes it must be true that love exist at first sight becuz the passion I have for you burns me every night this love could cause me to com-bust something u can not describe with just simple lust. I will never pledge my heart to another only to u my luv; becuz someone like me most definitely  has fallen in luv with some one like you!!!
Wayne??the Best Rapper Alive?? Ha!
The Way It Is
Seems like no one or very few want to talk to me anymore..I guess I am not that important or have anything interesting to say. Myabe it is just one big game and it is all about popularity, points and leveling. If that is what it is; that is fine. I'll just spend the last days on Fubar playing the game and racking up as many point as possible...I would rather have one true friend then a million fake ones anyway.
I swear I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders right now. Though I am still blessed to be alive and in good health, it seems I never make th right choices and decisions. I can't relate to anyone I am around or any one I meet. It seems I push away love instead of embracing it and here is where the problem lies. I have been in and out of physically abusive relationships since I was 19. At first it was more of a survival decision than an option, but now, it seems the only guys that I am attracted enough to start a reltionship with, are the abusers. When I finally muster up the courage to leave these relationships I try to give myself time to heal. Usually its not enough (I am attractive and get approached by men often) and the guy who insists on being with me is a pretty good guy. What happens then is I end up verbally abusing him, taking out all the pain my previous relationship caused me, on him. I know it's not fair, and I realise what I have done after the fact, but by
True To Life
Please be aware of your surroundings while on the road... stay off your cell phones. no playing with cigarettes and lighters, changing the radio or CD, even dealing with kids if you have them in your vehicle... (pets too) pull over and do it safely please.. to many people are causing stupid accidents, injuring and killing others... this includes all drivers of vehicles, motorcycles, bicycles and pedestrians... just keep your eyes on the roads and focus..   Thank You for your support ever listened to song and thought WOW this is me... I mean realy understand the lyrics and look back on your life and realize, yeah it is me.. Skynyrds album (Gods N Guns) has a song called Still Unbroken. these are the lyrics. Broken bones broken hearts stripped down and torn apartA little bit of rust I'm still runningCounting miles counting tearsTwisted road shifting gearsYear after year, It's all or nothing ChorusBut I' not home I'm not lostStill holding on to what I gotAin't much left, no
I Don't Know You, But I Probably Don't Like You
I recently read an old article in the New York Post (which I don’t make a habit of reading, I promise) that was written by the guy originally tasked with writing one of the biggest cinematic dog turds of all time: Battlefield Earth. Battlefield Earth, for those of you who don’t know, is a novel penned by L. Ron Hubbard; the guy who invented (yes, invented) the “religion” known as Scientology. The Post article (written by J.D. Shapiro) chronicles how he basically visited a Scientology center in Los Angeles in an effort to meet women. That visit led to him writing the screenplay for the cinematic version of Hubbard’s Sci-fi story. It’s a good article, and you should check it out if you can find it. Anyway, the article reminded me of my very own brief brush with Scientology. I’m always looking for great topics for my blog, so I thought I’d tell all of you about my experience. This takes place way back before your ole’ pal Judge Fudg
Trying to come up with a!   Swallow it down you filthy little whore dark and dirty down on your knees possessed by something you just cant feel anything....anymore begging for mercy you just cant win twist the blade rusted, jagged and lost somewhere in oblivion acid pills are deaths design your image is gone replaced by shame the last supper is upon you swallow it down and bleed no more.
Speedster Train
This was what I got when I got fu-engaged to her ex............ 43pm reply Submissive...: Woot Woot! I know all about you now! Ive got the truth and it will be known asus told me everything! your sick you need to be put on meds! And its no wonder why your damn husband hung himself if i was married to your ass i would have done the same fucking thing! Stop being such a begger on here for love and trying to buy every guys love save ur money on ur kids! Damn your sick! and I'm sick well guess what when someone you loves kills himself one tends to question it and saying mean and hurtful things only makes you look bad submissive bibrat!
Benefit Show @ Alrosa Villa
Sometime in June we are playing a benefit show at The Alrosa Villa in Columbus, Ohio to raise $ for our friend Rich-O who has cancer in his face. I will keep you updated with info as I get it. Please keep him and his family in your prayers. Why.. if we can clone a person.. split atoms.. and all these amazing things can't we destroy this disease?
What Is Your Favorite Disney Princess?
My 2 favorite Disney princesses would have to be Jasmine and Bell... I feel the need to explain this for some odd reason. Aurora gets to take a long nap and miss half her movie. She is lucky enough to be enchanted with beauty and talent instead of working for it and even gets the opertunity to cheat death so to speak. She gets the pleasure of being blessed by fairies.  Which brings me to:  Cinderella who also gets to have a fairy who makes all her dreams come true simply because she cried a little and pittied herself instead of taking a stand and making a better life for herself. After having happiness handed to her she continues to lay down and take it until finally she realizes she needs a man to get a life.    Ariel is a 16 yr old that isn't comfortable with who she is in her own skin, so she gets to change completely without even taking the time to study what she is jumping into. Once she figures out that she isn't prepared for what she has gotten herself into she de
The Bishops' Sex Laws
1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings.  2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories so eat up. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you've got and 50% what people think you've got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man's wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that most attract a woman to a man are usually the same ones she can'
Noob Douches & Pervs
Now it's not hard really is it? you make a deal with another member fubux for credits or fubux for pimpouts you expect the other person to return the favour and give you what they should. But in certain cases people screw you over ie: A.K.A JeNnS Naughty - now why the public posting, easy like it or lump it its theft whether its real money or not, I  bet if u paid 250,0000000mil for a GodMode you would go nuts so its all semantics. Now I contacted her for well 36hrs straight no response so i think its only fair people are aware that its possible when making a deal with you over fubux especially as you still had in your status fubux for sale  or swap you will now be exposed as a liar and a cheat.  JeNnS ...: let me know what u got total, I may throw in a few more things 12:42pm DjGary1arm...: lol i only got two i was hopin to save em as i was given them 12:42pm JeNnS ...: oh ok 12:44pm DjGary1arm...: but i can buy all 3 off u in one go tho 12:47pm DjGary1a
Thoughts To Ponder On..:)
Can't Stop Thinking About You When I'm Not With You!
All night, staring at the ceiling.Counting for minutesI've been feeling this way;So far away and so alone.But you know it's all rightI came to my senses.Letting go of my defenses.There's no wayI'm giving up this time.Yea you know I'm right here;I'm not losing you this time.And I'm all inNothing left to hideI've fallenHarder than a landslide.I spentA week away from you last night.And now I'm calling,Calling out your name.Even if I lose the gameI'm all in.I'm all in tonight.Yea I'm all in.I'm all in for life.There's no taking backWhat we've got.It's too strongWe've had each other's backFor too long.There's no breaking up this time.And you know it's okayI came to my sensesLetting go of my defenses.There's no wayI'm giving up this time.And I'm all inNothing left to hide.I've fallenHarder than a landslide.I spentA week away from you last night.And now I'm calling,Calling out your name.Even if I lose the gameI'm all in.I'm all in tonight.Yea I'm all in.I'm all in for life.I want it.Yea I wan
Easter Pic Rate Auction
i am hosting my very own picture rate where the winn gets a boomy the person that enters the auction must pay 5 bling credits to enter the auction 1. there will b no drama whats so ever  
The Man And The Plan
If andyone is interested in joining FUmafia all you need to do is to follow the bellow link, make you a mobster, join my mob and start becoming a top dog.
My Stories
so i was thinking about it and i just might start posting some stories i wrote on here in a blog for those who enjoy reading if you have any type of story you like (horror,scifi,action, ect.) let me know i might just come up with something pretty fuckin fantastical :D
I used to, long, long ago, write these super fun blogs that detailed my adventures as a diva. They had tons of pictures, and even theme music. I miss doing that. 'Twas so much fun, I still have the incredibly fun mis-adventures of Jenn? I haven't stepped into a BAR with the intent of getting intoxicated since my Birthday, back in May. My last adventures in intoxication involved activities that would not be photographed, and posted for the general public to see, lest I would like to have my life cut short by a few people. Maybe I'll start doing that was so fun, and...well, helped me remember what i did over the weekend. :) Wanna Be FuFamous? Wanna see if you got what it takes?   I'm running a model contest open for GIRLS ONLY!!!! Post a non-gif (NO ANIMATIONS), not heavily edited picture of yourself on my profile comments (please no NSFW pics there! If you want those to post, PM them to me, and they will go in the blog once voting is opened!!
Not doing this for ratings, but to merely point out that ignorance is abound. 1) because it's hip to put your age at 69, though you're not 2) vips' scrollin with there like/rate/fan/add collage pic, but are friend locked 3) people who friend lock to block their galleries, but not realizing you can still access through the salute pic. 'Ass-Hat! Lmao!' 4) those who post nsfw only to act shocked when they're naughty bit pics are commented with just as equal comments. 5) drama queens, & kings 6) fan/add by someone who immidiately blocks you. 'WTF! really?' 7) guys pretending to be girls to rake in the fu-bucks 8) #7, being obvious about it by putting from the Philippines. 'Need I say more.' 9) Dudes, stop using your dick as your default pic. The ladies, or other guys, will look if they want to. 'Eye rape!' 10) people abusing 'Bi-". It's a made up badge so those who use it won't feel discriminated as being gay. 'For shame....' 11) Haters... 'Folks, please abuse the block button
What Can I Say?
Drama Free Life..? Could It Be?
Well yesterday went a whole lot better than the day before (see previous blog to understand why) We got called by the humane society yesterday.  They said they were nt labeling duke as a biter. Said that they put in there notes that when they looked at the neighbors leg..that it looked more like a scratch too them.  So at least that part is good.  They also said that she never went for medical check up..and that shes kinda running out of the time span for her to do anything about it now.  Like my mom said..shes more or less just trying to start crap up..stuff that is free to her.  I was worried that she might do a lawsuit just for the fact shes a bitch like that.  Mom said she wouldnt want to waste money and shes only done what she because its free to call people up.  I hope so. Anyways.. work was also great. One of the best days I have had lately. I swear the hospitals done about every person in this county and next counties next to us. So many total knees.. and hips.
Reasons For A Tea Party
 Tax his land,                                   Tax his bed,                                   Tax the table,                                   At which he's fed.                                   Tax his tractor,                                   Tax his mule,                                   Teach him taxes                                   Are the rule.                                   Tax his work,                                   Tax his pay,                                   He works for peanuts anyway!                                   Tax his cow,                                   Tax his goat,                                   Tax his pants,                                   Tax his coat.                                   Tax his ties,                                   Tax his shirt,                                   Tax his work,                                   Tax his dirt.                                   Tax his tobacco,                                   Tax his dri
Morons And Other Critters
OH, just fuck off! Do you block the perverts, or the total assholes who name call also? You notice how the press cares about celebrities, any other karaoke singer who dropped dead of an overdose would have been overlooked!
Fubar Pc Nazis
My Thoughts
I just want to get this off my chest... I'm so tired of people complaining about their job, "Oh my boss doesn't like me or my hours suck."  Well next time you even think you want to complain about some thing remember this.  There are people who have given every thing for you.  And they don't even know you.  Let me ask you this, Have you ever had to work while someone is screaming at you to get some thing done?  While working has your job ever told you not asked but told you you are leaving for at least ten days and there will be no over time payed and you will be working 24 hours straight until you get off.  And your not going to have contact with any of your loved ones because there is no cell phone service where you are going?  Have you ever had to make the decision when laying down for bed at night which do I want to sleep on the big round rocks or the small sharp rocks and the only thing you have to go to sleep in is a sleeping bag?  then wake up in the morning to find out that you
I vanished into the night Uncertain if I might ever see you again Alone I took my journey One step at a time   I traveled many places Saw many new faces That I tried to make my home All I felt was alone   Years have passed and still I find Emptiness is all I feel inside What was missing I can’t express You must have taken my heart when you left   I cling to memories of days gone by The way you kissed me when we said goodbye When I go back to that time and place I realize that losing you was my biggest disgrace   I eliminated you from my thoughts and my prayers Convincing myself that you never cared I was forced to turn my love to hate Knowing it would be foolish to wait   Five years passed and I swallowed my pride I had to know how you had survived Before I knew it dusk turned to dawn Like a miracle the pain was gone   Now I see that time was a test A way to see if our love was true And at this moment I feel blessed Because something led me back t
Fubarmc Radio
Fubar Vs Real Life
I'm in a foul mood and needed to vent and what better why to do that is to talk nonsense on the Fu that may or not be read.   A. People don not actually love you on here, hell chances are you're lucky if they tolerate you.   B. If it weren't for the shiny "fake" things you but them, they wouldn't give you the time of day in real life.   C. You couldn't get a chick to show you her tits or vagina for some virtuial piece of "bling" in real life." (Okay, MAYVE some chicks you could)   D. This place is so worse then high school it isn't even funny. The gossip circle goes non stop around here and 9 times outta 10 the people being talked shit about doesn't deserve it.   E. People seriouly are NOT as tough online as they are in real life, I don't give a fuck what they say or try to make you think.   F. Stop letting people have control over you with words, grab your nuts and be just as bitchy and assholish as them.   There are very, very, VERY few people on here I would be willing
The Past
THE PAST BY. LADY NOK.   the past is like a shadow it will always follow you  no matter where you are  no matter how bad or good you can try to run from it but its still there   the past is like the fog some days it's thick in your memory if you just wait it out it will fade  little by little  but then it will hit again later on in your life   the past will often attack  your present with the pain  of your memories 
2nd Alarm Hotties
New Lounge: Heaven And Hell On Earth!!!
Personin Need !!!!!
Hello to all that is reading this and thank you for taking the time to read this. This is really hard and embarrassing to put on here and to hard to say so ....Ok here it goes. I am asking for help to all that can or is willing to give what they can. You see i have had some really hard things happan to me and now I am homeless and living in a tent. this would not be to bad if I was in good health but sadly I am not. I am a type one dieabetic and when I found out about it I was told "after all the test's" that I had it for at least 12 or more years without knowing it. Going that long without it under control did damage to my nerves and muscle's. I now have it under control now but the damage is done. I have ruptuted tendens in both my nees do to it. So being a diabetic I have to keep my insulin cold or it will not work. this is hard to do with just a small thing to keep it in with ice and it being summer it is getting harder to do. Now i was just told by my doctor that I am having sm
I was looking at ESPN 1st and 10 today and they had the debate on if The Cavaliers would retire LeBron's #23, and I agree with them on this one: It will never happen, so they would have to let somebody else wear that number, because of the way it ended. That bridge was burnt down to the ground, and the whole city of Cleveland (or the whole state of Ohio) hates him so bad. So them retiring that number: ZERO CHANCE "Get Back Up"(feat. Chris Brown) [T.I.:]I’m only human dawgI’m only human dawgI’m only human dawg[Chris Brown:]Can you hear meIt’s an SOS to let me be me[T.I.:]Ay, ay, ay listen to meAnd when they push you down,You got to get back upAnd when they push you down,You got to get back up[T.I.:]Brush the dirt off your jersey then go for the cupOr the trophy or the ring, champion no matter whatCause when you got the belt and the ringPeople with ya popping bottles, taking pictures look aroundAs soon as you fall down all the haters pass a judgementSurpr
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Sick Of Fuwhores!
1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you is likely to be painful. 2. Give me time to understand what you want of me. 3. Place your trust in me. It is crucial for my well-being. 4. Don't be angry with me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment, but I have only you. 5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when speaking to me. 6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget it. 7. Before you hit me, before you strike me, remember that I could hurt you, and yet, I choose not to bite you. 8. Before you scold me for being lazy or uncooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, I have been in the sun too long, or my heart might be getting old or weak. 9. Please take care of me when I grow old. You too, will grow old. 10. On the ultimate difficult journey, go with me please. Never say you can't be
Helping Friends
Seriously..I have had as much as I can take of it all.  Woke up to a friend deleting me. One i am close to.  Guess someones been sending them little msgs saying that they are nothing to me.  Not sure who it is..but obviously they must know I care about this person.. or why else would they try to get under there skin?  Either way..I am tired of it. Also.. let my dogs out this morning.. to watch them take off after the neighbor lady.  I seen them circle her..and little one jumped on her..but she said that he bit her. When seen the would it looked more like a scrape..from his toe nails. There was no puncture wounds..but she called the dog warden on us.  Then she called zoning people..bitching about the wood shed we put up 3 yrs ago. Its not 8 feet from property line.  So they showed up.  The prblem is.. her mom was our neighbor. she died last tuesday.  We knew once she died that we would have problems with her daughter.  Well she hasnt even waited a whole week without starting s
a car hit my mom car when i drive it and that guy was speeding and now i cant drive my mom new car so i will need to buy a car and i am a new driver i am 21 year old so it is bad to get a car insurance  now but my dad save alot of money for me and my dad say he will buy me a car befor i was driving my mom car.
Weekly Meetings
Weekly Meetings Starting very shortly we are gonna start having weekly meetings. This will be a time for all the officers to get together and discuss everything that has gone on in the fast week. This is also a better way for us to keep up with what's going on with teams to make sure our Hottie's are following COC. I haven't decided what day the weekly meeting will be on, but once I know I will let the rest of you know. Meetings are gonna be held on YIM because there's a few people who have a problem with the lounge loading and what not. On that note, I need for every officer (that includes SWAT, team chiefs, deputy chiefs, and promoting) to send you YIM name in a pm to the homepage so it's on file and we can start sorting out the meeting. Please leave a comment stating that you read this. Also let me know what time zone you are and when is the best time for you (ie Weekday or Weekend and day or night)! Thanks for all your hard work ToniaNicole per Chief Founder
Viper Viper
Somethin I Saw And Liked
This TimeAnother round of funerals, another picture collage of grief stricken families, innocent victims, and an outraged populace. Another round of calls for an end to the madness. Another time for the cynics whose actions have foisted this savagery on us, waiting for everyone to calm down and go back to business as usual.When it was Columbine, Virginia Tech and Denver the gun crowd said the killings would have been prevented, if we allowed everyone to carry a gun. As if a bunch of people shooting guns blindly in a smoke filled darkened theater wouldn’t have elevated the death toll, as if our students would be safer with more firearms in our schools and universities.This time was different. This time it was our children each of them shot multiple times at close range. What do they say now? Do they expect us to believe the murdered six and seven year olds would have saved themselves if only they’d been allowed to keep a Saturday night special in their desks?This time it was
About Me
Just Looking For Some Help
Hello, im starting to market and advertise products for amway, and im looking for some customer support. I'm not asking you to buy anything extra just to help, but something that you use everyday or something that your thinking about starting to use. We have a wide range of products from Vitamins & Supplements, makeup and skin care products, energy drinks with no sugar, and so much more. My personal website is  and if you have any questions please email me at   Thanks for looking and have a great day.
You Deserve What You Get...sometimes
Okay, so I posted a status after seeing many status changes from women about men and how they lie or how the woman had been hurt by some dipstick. Here is the status I posted: "Dogs won't bury their bone in the same hole twice." Not even 30 seconds later the following conversation took place in my sb.... 6:33am BlueEyed Soul: Ew...really...?   6:34am  To BlueEyed Soul: just something I thought up quickly due to the fact that I see tons of status changes about dudes lying to women to get what they want    6:34am  BlueEyed Soul: So you relate women to dogs...good thinkin...    6:34am  To BlueEyed Soul: im sure once they run out of yard they will go back to a previous hole
  I thought it was time that I told all my friends here more about myself and my life so far in this world.   My name is Jessie, I am 19, soon to be 20. Was born in a small town and still live in one. I can't ever imagine myself living in a bigger city. Nothing against those who do, but I like the wide open spaces where I can spread my wings and explore.   When I was 12 years old I was diagnosed with a rare Non-Hodgkin Lymphoma. From that moment to this very second I have tried to live my life the best way possible. I have failed at times and when I was 13 I had sex for the first time with a boy from school. I thought it would make me feel older, all it did was make me feel worse than before. For about a year or so I was what some would call a slut, my grades where dropping and I was having sex with boys and I even started smoking pot and thought about but didn't smoke crystal meth. It was my lowest part of my life so far but it got worse. After years of emotional abuse to my mom
Diablito@ Fubar
30 Day Photo Challenge
Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten factsDay 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longestDay 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite showDay 04 - A picture of your nightDay 05 - A picture of your favorite memoryDay 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a dayDay 07 - A picture of your most treasured itemDay 08 - A picture that makes you laughDay 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the mostDay 10 - A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things withDay 11 - A picture of something you hateDay 12 - A picture of something you loveDay 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artistDay 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life withoutDay 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you dieDay 16 - A picture of someone who inspires youDay 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recentlyDay 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurityDay 19 - A picture
April Fools Bash & Grand Opening @ Club Wikid Sdmf 4-1-11
Watching you slip awayNothing I can doNothing I can sayIf ever I saw foreverand a dayIt would be with youToo many thingsAnd not enough timeGot their teeth in meCan't run anymoreMouth open with silent screamsNo solace to findNo heartbeat withinBreath gone from the breastWatching it all disintegrateWhy...why can't I stop it? The Key Once upon a time I had a little key It was all mine Little lucky me And with this little key A treasure could be unlocked It was mine to give To whomever I want I then remembered it While lying in your arms I gave it away once And the treasure it was harmed So then I took it back Well over two years ago Put it in my jewelry box And left it there alone Since then very many Have come and they have gone Never once struck me To look for it again Then when I was with you Warm, safe, and loved I saw it in my head And knew where it belonged For he who holds that key Holds the key to my heart Together forever always be And never will we part I can't say how m
B-movie Bitchin' (movie Reviews)
After seeing South Park's episode The Human CentIPad, I really felt reviewing the movie which inspired Trey Parker and Matt Stone to create their hilarious version. Good job! I laughed my ass off :D For those who haven't seen the movie, here's the plot: Two pretty but ditsy American girls are on a road trip through Europe. In Germany, they end up alone at night with a broken car in the woods. They search for help and find an isolated villa. The next day, they awaken to find themselves trapped in a terrifying makeshift basement hospital along with a Japanese man. An older German man identifies himself as a retired surgeon specialized in separating Siamese twins. However, his three "patients" are not about to be separated but joined together in a horrific operation. He plans to be the first person to connect people via their gastric systems. By doing so, he plans to bring to life his sick lifetime fantasy, the human centipede. (Source: Tom Six Sounds pretty sick, do
Touches My Soul!!
Flowers at bloom, birds in there nest. I looked at the time and knew it was time to rest, Laying in my hammock while the wind danced with my hair. I felt like I was in heaven,but realized I was already there. An angel approached me and took me by the hand, and asked me this question. "Are you ready to see your little man"? I shook my head yes with a smile on my face then we started walking with a graceful pace. All of a sudden I heard a small cry, when I looked up baby Jacob was dancing with a butterfly. He flew down to greet me and whispered in my ear, said that he loved me,but I wasn't suppose to be here. I gave him a big hug and said I loved him, and before I knew it he dissappeared. I know I have a job right here on earth to take care of my children before I go there.But when I do get there, I would know for a instant that I would be dancing with my baby like the wind dancing with my hair, singing beautiful songs like the birds in there nest and resting in my hammock
Nut Kicks!!!
Can someone explain to me when flirting on the web became HEY you're cute, come check out and rate my junk,,, I love men...really I do but If I wanted to see your peen, I'd look, and trust me... some of you don't want me to rate your peen mwahahahahahaha  Also It's a LIKE button, I clicked it, it doesn't mean I want to marry you, get naked for you, cyber with you, show you my boobs, or have your's a BUTTON relax  ;) I love meeting people and talking to new people, but let's get a few things straight first.. I am a nice girl, if you start with the sex convo, you've lost my attention.. I'd much rather be appreciated for my mind then my body. You may be outstanding in bed... it doesn't matter to me if you can't engage me on an intellectual level. So to sum it up...if you are asking/looking for some hot convo, NSFW pics, or junk ratings... this nut kick is just for you    
Why Get Close To Someone Only Thing There Going To Do Is Hurt You!
Never thought I could get hurt and my sprits be broken down so much like they have sense friday... Friday I had been Dating this guy I took a Whole day to go spend with him and the whole time he did nothing but txt and talked on the phone to me yes it was very rude... So of course i was very upset and on the way home i didn't say much we got back to his house he like whats wrong and kept on well I am the type if you keep on i am going to say what i have to say well i told him how i felt he got pissed and about 2 hr after i left he txt me said he done ok not a problem yeah i cared about him but if your going to give up on me that easily then you don't wanna be with me anyways....yeah i was hurt more my feelings then anything but so one of my friends i thought was a good friend but apparently also really could give a shit less about me or he wouldn't of let someone do there kniving bullshit that they done..but anywho i went over there for some conf this person has always been there for
Fubar Contests
Ok You know how this works. Marcie did a similar one of these called "the best of the best on fubar" but you know me to be most evilest so Me and Mrs.. Sylent decided it be funny to make "the worst of the WORST fubar Contest" More like the demon side  not the angel. Here's how this 1st one works. I NEED ONLY CATAGORYS RIGHT NOW! The Voting Blog is not yet up so DO NOT NOMINATE ANYONE  just yet. The following Catagorys Are all ready listed for you so you can get the gist of what were looking for. We need your help to determine the rest.   ***If this causes drama in your little world, I feel bad for you this is a social networking site if you get voted think happy thoughts, haters are thinking of you and haters make you famous their just jelous. So have fun with it, because this is all this is suppose to be is fun, which is why when we have the final voting its annonymus.***   1. Worst Fubar Couple 2. Smallest Peen on Fubar 3. Worst Phone bone on fubar 4. Worse Ratio of Defau
My Poetry (written From Ages 13 And On)
I sit here in the darkness In a sweet conversation with you My mind races frantically I'm not sure what to do I'm glad you cannot hear The soft tremble in my voice I'm glad you cannot see The tears forming in my eyes Otherwise I would have no choice But to tell you how I feel Even though I'm sure you know Because in all the little things I do I know it must show Things are no longer the same It seems so hard to believe Because we had formed a love That is almost impossible to acieve It's a love that's never ending A love that can never change The hearts we once held dear Have been eternally exchanged So although I cannot be with you At this point in time Please remember that when the time is right I will spend my last time To be in your arms again For the rest of my life One of these days I still pan to be your wife Every time I hear you My heart skips a mile I would give anything To see your loving smile To hold you close to me To look into your eyes
Default Pic Contest--win A Boomy
Tell Me What You Think...
Lil Axe
A Few Of My Poems
Fear maskin the fear that i hold insidethe pain that stays dormanthurt feelings mistrustjudgemental back stabbing befriended the pain that hurts most feeling that u mattered but it's just a shame to be heard to feel loved anymorepain of a knife slicing,cuttingtear open dead flesh that makes u feel dirty gross insidehiding ur pain hearing rumors hearing hatred toward ur name not wanting to face another day of livingon a world that doesn't want u feeling no such thing to u anymore ur life a blur on a dirty screen outcast,no feelings, dead to the world no one caresthe fear that u hold inside. Power
Rollin With Timez
Im out of ideas.. Im sitting here totally lost. No matter what I do.. it's never enough... It hurts when you realize it was you all along. There was no one else responsible for all that has happend, all that went wrong. It sucks when you realize, it was you all along. Ur the reason ur life is in shambles, that u cant stay still. Ur the reason nothing works the way you hope it will.   It breaks ur heart when it comes to ur attention.. that ur the one making ur relationship fall apart.   This whole time, ur thinking about what it is that he may be doing wrong.. only to find out.. it was u all along. Ur thre one whining, ur the one bitching.. ur the one not trusting. Ur the one failing.   U fail at everything else in ur life.. why should love be different? because u have faith? no! There is no hope for thre lost... for the blind... my heart was burried lng ago.. and I was left behind. I dont deserve u...   u need someone better... i am no longer mad.. for all that I know... cuz
Dance Fan
  When I am on stage I feel like I am in vacuum. My fellow dancers almost seen like they are surreal, the audience is dimly light to the point that they are blurred faces. I often feel like I am alone moving with the music, feeling it's vibrant impulse on my body. My senses are alive; when it is going good I feel it in my heart. A feeling of completeness a feeling of joy.On opening night last winter that whole experience for me changed, and changed in a way that it will never go back. It changed with a glow of a face in the crowed. A face that stood out where faces never have in the past. A soft beautiful face with a glowing smile, warm, inviting and intriguing. It took me out of my rhythm and subsequently helped to contribute to one of my personally worst performances. Oh, while everyone congratulated me on another great performance I knew better, and I knew because I didn't feel it nor sense it. Rather my mind and body were focused on that face.As we stood in finale and
Toy Shopping
"I have a surprise for you..." I say as I open the door. I pull you inside and brush my lips against yours. "I'm driving." Usually, you drive, the truck's sexy, but I want to make an impression that only a little red car can do. I think you figure out where we're going when we're half way there. I notice you fidgeting next to me and I can tell you're thinking about that conversation we had a few weeks ago. I have this fantasy... I take your hand in mine and place them both on my thigh. This gets an askance glance. I slide your hand higher and part my legs just a little. I smile and you relax. I meet you behind the car in the parking lot of Centerfolds. I pull you to me and back against the car. My hands slide down your back to your ass, pulling you into me and pinning me against the warm metal. I want you. Your breath comes short. I break off the kiss and whisper "Do you trust me?" in your ear. Taking your hand, I pull you towards the little store. We pass through the met
Entry Way Quickie
Nikki walked in the front door and before she could turn to close it, she found herself backed against the entry way wall. Hands began to roam over her body and in the darkness she felt her lover's lips meet her own. God Jess knew how to kiss. Her lips teased Nikki with just the right amount of want and need. Her tongue knew just the right way to caress Nikki's lower lip. It wasn't long before both women were on the road to overheating. Nikki let her keys drop to the floor on one side of them and as her free hand found her woman's face, she felt the buttons on her blouse pop open. Jess didn't want to waste anytime when it came to getting Nikki naked and ready for her. Between the buttons hitting the floor, small sounds of sexual need could be heard coming from both of them. Nikki felt herself pulled away from the wall long enough for her blouse to be pulled completely off. All that was left on her now was her skirt and panties and she knew by the way Jess was going at it,
The Reason
I made several salutes today. I will make more, so if you don't have one isn't because I decided you are a piece of shit.   maybe okie dokie,supposed to find out surgery date tuesday and I get mri/ct both on that day. grab your salutes and  never bug me for updated photos again   loves and stuffs your friend kit HAI! Just letting everyone know I am alive and happier than EVER! I am dating a wonderful guy that makes me look like a midget :) football season is here for my kiddo.Signed my nephew up to play on his team,so my hands are full! Practice for 2-3 hrs a week etc etc etc. Pain in my back sucks, but my guy helps me sleep :) My computer is a brat grrrr I have been too busy to be online. If only the app for here was better! If you want to reach me message me on fb. I am on there with my phone a lot..too much sometimes. I miss a lot of you! It is crazyyyyyyyyyy how happy I am. When you get away from negative people that is what happens. Cory is full of the negative,but
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Serial Stories
    Kaplin paced through the halls of the castle.  A final night loomed ever closer now and he worried for the outcome.  Years spent planning, working and striving to bring things to this point and if they failed it would all be for nothing.  The halls were empty and the sound of his boots were hollow in the vast corridors.  It was the sound of death walking ever closer.   His mind wandered and his feet did the same.     He had been looking forward but not seeing where he was going.  He stopped in front of a plain wooden door, unadorned with the crest one would normally find on rooms of such importance.  This was a special room indeed though.  Behind this door was the most treasured possesion he had.  Hesitating as he placed his hand on the knob, his breath caught in his chest.  Closing his eyes Kaplin was able to gather himself and open the door.    He walked into the bedroom, red velvet on the windows blew in the wind, the ornate posted bed in the center was shrouded in pale yellow s
Radiation And Strip Searches
In the past, I've written of abuses by the TSA, including its belief that you check your 4th Amendment rights the moment you purchase a plane ticket. The TSA's invasive screening tactics shame passengers into their potentially harmful porno scanners with the horrific thought of being groped by an agent if you refuse.As it turns out, while conducting tests on the radiation levels of these scanners, a number of them were coming back with higher levels than expected. "It would appear that the emissions are 10 times higher. We understand it as a calculation error," TSA spokesman Sarah Horowitz told Wired.A "calculation error."  And yet, these are the people we are told are "keeping us safe?"Nevertheless, without hesitation, the government continues to install these scanners in airports across the country.If you thought virtual strip searches were a violation of your privacy, just wait until you hear the latest claim from the Department of Homeland Security.During oral arguments in a lawsui
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I Have know Idea why I just opened this blog, I doubt I will ever have the time to write in  here to bitch about sometyhthing that nobody really gives a shit about.  this is really about Fu points.   Cheers
Saturday's On The Glow Radio
Saturday on The Glow Radio: Our Saturday's start out with Dr. Luv live from Toronto,Canada  he will be spinning The Golden Era of R & B and Soul starting at 9am pt/10am mt/11am ct/Noon et/5pm gmt Next is DJ Del Wilks from Toronto,Canada & his "Jam Town Reggae Vibes" Show starting at 1pm pt/2pm mt/3pm ct/ 4pm et/9pm gmt   "THE SATURDAY NIGHT ROCK BLOCK" starts off our evening with two amazing shows starting with "The Witch & The Reverend" Show featuring The Witch & The Reverend DJ Furg with 6 Hours of Music and Mayhem Live from Seaside,Florida and Chicago,Illinois  starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt "THE FREAK SHOW" with Tony the Misfit Live from The San Francisco Bay Area in California closes our "Saturday Night Rock Block" featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt  
The night passes quietly, even the rats seem muted, scurrying in and out of my cell, reminding me how freedom is just outside of my clutches. They seem to be toying with me, teasing me, how could you know so much squeaking visitor? Of course it is not me that is familiar to you it is the cell, more aptly put it is the smell. A rat puts its nose up in the air as if to acknowledge the thought. The stench of death hangs over this cell and all its inhabitants.  Soon the sun will rise little friend. The sun will rise and we will sleep, you and I,only I envy that your eyes will see another Parisian sunset, mine shall never see again. You fear the fall of the boot, I fear the fall of something altogether as deadly. The coughing and muttering behind me in low voices tells me my fellow condemned must think me quite mad, at this point, and I fear they may be right. For who else but a madman would ever find himself here, bearing his soul to such an audience. The sun will soon rise, and my little
Getting up from her seat, she approaches the man. He sits and continues to look blankly out the window. Looking him over, he seems plain and unassuming. Short reddish blond hair coming to a widows peak, pale skin, almost ashen in color. His eyes are most striking, dark, and (her mind must be playing tricks on her, she tells herself) swirling orbs in a sunken face. He looks as though he has seen hell, and lived to tell about it. She realizes she has no idea how long she has been staring at him. He looks up at her, and in a calm voice, says” I think you better take your seat”. The words chill her to the bone. Shaking visibly she backs up and stumbles back onto the bench seat. She notices his gaze has shifted to the front of the car. She sees his hand tighten into a fist and almost....disappear, no it has been a long day. Up ahead you can hear the turmoil. Gunshots being fired, people yelling. A large creature is in the next car and the people within are fighting for their li
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Save Public Education In California!!
Here is some info for you to send to assembly members. It's especially important to send to Republicans because we need 2 of them to vote with the governor. Norwalk's assemblyman is D Tony Mendoza district 56, but you can send e-mail to anyone. We want to adopt the governor's budget and extend the current tax rates in order to save public education. Obviously calling is great too. =)Talking Points  •Public education is in a state of financial emergency, and this budget does not restore any of that much-needed funding. The $2 billion deferral in K-12 funding and the proposed cuts to higher education will directly impact students and programs.  •Our students are facing larger class sizes and the reduction or elimination of art, music, career technical education programs, and transportation. According to a California Watch report, more than 1 million students are losing up to 5 instructional days as dist
So I got a gift of a Sin Collar this morning when I logged onto Fubar......I get this gift a lot from friends I frequently talk to as a joke cuz they know how head strong I am....but this time it was a RANDOM person who sent it and enclosed was this message:   "hello, i have to admit that you have a very submissive appearance to me. it seems as if you are waiting for someone who takes control. you have a sort of body language as if you are that sort of female i prefer to see with a collar around her neck instead of a necklace. and i am sure i am correct about your personality, in that case you see it as pleasure and privilege to show the needed respect by addressing me as sir when you thank me for this little gift"   For those of you who even think that I am that type of person, think twice before you try messaging or talking to me cuz here is the response you will get:   To SirAlex: hahaha boy do u have me all wrong...I am NOT a submissive woman nor would I be any mans sl
Song Lyrics
When you feel you're alonecut off from this cruel worldyour instincts telling you to runlisten to your heartthose angel facesthey'll see you to youthey'll be your guideback home where life leaves us blindlove keeps us kindit keeps us kind !when you suffered it alland your spirit is breakingyou're growing desperate from the fightRemember your loveand you always will bethis melody will always bringyou right back homeWhen life leaves us blindLove, keeps us kind!When life leaves us blindLove keeps us kind!Ohhhhhh Ohhhhhhh!Ohhhhhhh Ohhhhhh!Ohhhhhh Ohhhhhhh!
Cbo: Obama Understates Deficits By $2.3 Trillion
A new assessment of President Barack Obama's budget released Friday says the White House underestimates future budget deficits by more than $2 trillion over the upcoming decade. The estimate from the nonpartisan Congressional Budget Office says that if Obama's February budget submission is enacted into law it would produce deficits totaling $9.5 trillion over 10 years — an average of almost $1 trillion a year. Obama's budget saw deficits totaling $7.2 trillion over the same period. The difference is chiefly because CBO has a less optimistic estimate of how much the government will collect in tax revenues, partly because the administration has rosier economic projections. But the agency also rejects the administration's claims of more than $300 billion of that savings — to pay for preventing a cut in Medicare payments to doctors — because it doesn't specify where it would come from. Likewise, CBO fails to credit the White House with an additional $328 billion that
Fall From Gracelessness
When the waves crash through the walls we build,where will we lay our heads at night? I’ve followed this pattern of unjust recollections just to satisfy my tattered and torn sense of self. With an undying lust for higher appraisals we prop ourselves upwith no regard to those whom we value. I’m sharing as much light with you as I can, but I've never had enough to even light my path. If you’re standing with me the fall would be greater than if we stood alone.   The greater the fall, the greater the cause. This void of eternal misconceptions is where we dwell when we descend from gracelessness.On the eve of our desolation, we will not appease the fastidious demons yearning for our souls.   They will suffer our wrath as we stand in defiance of this meaningless devastation. So stand with me under this fading light.This path cannot be traveled alone.No matter the outcome it will be beautiful. So stand with me until the night eclipses all the days.No matter how far
Wedding Garment
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This worried Dorothy a little, but she knew that only theGreat Oz could help her get to Kansas again, so she bravelyresolved not to turn back.Jewelry Gift She bade her friends good-bye, and again started along the roadof yellow brick. When she had gone several miles she thought shewould stop to rest, and so climbed to the top of the fence besidethe road and sat down. There was a great cornfield beyond the fence,and not far away she saw a Scarecrow, placed high on a pole to keepthe birds from the ripe corn.Costume Jewelry  Dorothy leaned her chin upon her hand and gazed thoughtfullyat the Scarecrow. Its head was a small sack stuffed with straw,with eyes, nose, and mouth painted on it to represent a face.An old, pointed blue hat, that had belonged to some Munchkin,Discount Jewelry was perched on his head, and the rest of the figure was a blue suitof clothes, worn and faded, which had also been stuffed with straw.On the feet were some old boots with blue tops, such as every manwore in
It seems that a few family members have just vanished from list ..I didn't remove you ...some I have found and added back but I'm still missing some tell me or bare with me until I find you all again.  I know a boring blog but hey its been awhile since I blogged .. now I'm gonna go make me a funnel cake weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Mainly Training And Trying Not To Be Fat
so i had my fitness assesment tody, turn out i am so unfit i pass out after to much excersise.t properly, the bad news is i very out of shape   the good news is this means i wont have an intense session next week when i start properly, so 20 press ups 20 sit ups and twenty squat jumps.....repeat ok i did that then....woozy ....very woozy ...bang passed out   the summery being that i am an unfit chump who has no cardio but decent explosive power apparentlt.   i sulking for the rest of the weekend So.......   I have signed my self up to a fitness instructor to help me lose weight and gain some actual cardio.....   The guy is actually nuts,  he an ex paratrooper and currently a boxing coach. I went to the actual consultation session he swore like a sailor but basically sold him self well.   I quite like excersise but i lack motivation to puch my self hard - this guy says he will do it - i believe that he will and will possibly make me sick. This year i want to be able to play
Why I've Been So Blaaah Lately
Ok first off...I've been feeling out of it lately,not my ususal self,some of you have noticed,other haven't most of you don't care to notice and that's cool too,I've been there when ur busy playing the fu game you don't have time for things like that.   Before I go INTO why I am feeling blaaah if I even DO go into it because its no one's business but mine and the very few I allow into my personal circle of trust I will post the lyrics to the song "Aenima" by the band Tool...if anyone knows me they know that I am...into music to put into laimans terms and my moods a lot of times are best served by songs. So here are the lyrics to the song.   Aenima   Some say the end is near.Some say we'll see armageddon soon.I certainly hope we will.I sure could use a vacation from thisBullshit three ring circus sideshow ofFreak here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LAThe only way to fix it is to flush it all away.Any fucking time. Any fucking day.Learn to swim,see you down in Arizona bay.Fr
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Life In General
Most people these days have devoted their time, energy and money to showing off. Their lives revolve around being someone who they are not. They become so absorbed trying to live the lifestyle to which they do not belong. They love to be seen even though there is no substance to see (in them).   They love to be shocking to get attention. They are like colorful balloons; they look pretty on the outside but they're all air in the inside.   These people seem to have everything except themselves. In their pretending they have forgotten who they really are. They have come to be ashamed of their past life, friends and mostly their past selves.    But these pretenders cannot escape themselves in the end. Their shallow ways of life will soon evaporate. And then, they will only be left with themselves, their real selves. They will have to look at the 'man in the mirror' whom they hate and deny.   On the contrary, a person of substance is a person who does not pretend. He knows who he
This & That
I try to get excited by New Years, but honestly my mind doesn't think of time in the linear fashion that most people do. Today is no different than yesterday, the resolutions I could make today are no less important than the ones I could have made yesterday. What IS important is that we grasp EVERY moment and make the most of it, for we have but one life to live, and never hesitate to tell the ones you love that you do in fact love them. So every once in a while I see a bouncer check where the letters/numbers make me laugh. Tonight was such a time and it inspired this joke off the top of my head.   Have you heard about the new product for racist homosexuals? Its called KKKY Jelly. So maybe you have noticed, or maybe you haven't, that a lot of my statuses lately have been fitness oriented. Needless to say I have become a little bit obsessed. But wait! There's a reason.   As many of you know, I spent from December of '09 until my surgery in July of '11 enduring rather nasty shoulder/
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Fcking Men!
Do you suffer from erectile dysfunction and wonder what the causes for erectile dysfunction really are? Have you tried to find out some information online or from your doctor, but still don’t understand why you have erectile dysfunction? If so, there are some helpful answers that can be found in this informative article that will help you to better understand what the cause of your ED is and why you have it.   The Aging Process is One of the Causes for Erectile Dysfunction We all will get older, that’s a fact. And the aging process is deemed as one of the primary causes for erectile dysfunction. Over time, as our body’s age, the circulatory system becomes less capable of handling blood flow, particularly to the penis and the main arteries that supply it with blood. When this happens, men can experience ED. The most common men who have ED are between the ages of 45-65 (and older).   Obesity and Poor Diet Causes Erectile Dysfunction You are what you eat, and your
So i have been here on Fubar for 3 years now, and I have seen alot. NSFW pics for friends and family...selling credits for fubucks..selling NSFW pictures for bling credits. But now its a new low..I have seen it...selling NSFW pictures for fubucks. and not even stopping at pictures...NSFW Videos... I came across a member who had videos that was posted and was selling for 5 mil fubucks each. Really?? Dont you have more respect for your self than that. Selling your self for fake money on a social network site??? Here are a few videos that was being sold by the member for 5 mil a piece...
It Is What It Was
I wrote this a while back while bored at work one day. I think it's pretty funny, and fairly decent considering the subject matter. Oh, what a wonderful way to waste an hour Counting how many penises a woman can devour You can watch it alone or with a good friend To see how loud people moan while taking it in the end Staring at people move and sway while at the height of their passion And seeing what high heels are the latest triple "x" fashion Picking your favorite star and following their career With lotion in one hand, and in the other a beer Locking the doors, and checking them twice Mastrabating in peace is always nice Timing your orgasms to match with them So you can imagine blowing your load in that hot sexy femme As you sit back exhausted, and wipe away the fruit of your labor You realize that you were being watched all along by your nextdoor neighbor So, this is something that I would like to do something with. What, I am not sure. A novel was my original idea,but I t
The Confederate flag and free speech: It's long past time to stop mythologizing our ancestry Published: Wednesday, March 16, 2011, 7:00 AM  By Guest Columnist  By Jeffrey Fuller After reading about Ken Webber, the Medford school bus driver who was fired for refusing to remove a Confederate battle flag, which he called an expression of his "redneck" identity, from the antenna of his truck while parked at a local school, I was reminded of my own upbringing in Missouri near the home of the notorious Confederate guerrilla and outlaw Jesse James.  Coming of age in an area where Southern sympathies still exist, where Jesse James is still celebrated (even I, a liberal historian, struggle not to brag about the nearness of my roots to this legendary and murderous man), and where the "Dukes of Hazard" just made sense, I've often found contradictions in the realities and fictions surrounding the South and an understanding of who we are as individuals. The brief background information about Web
And So It Begins . . .
My crazy dog swinging from a rope on a tree. He makes funny noises when frustrated that he can't yank it down. So I just finished my second month of school. The second wasn't necesarily harder, but it was definitely more time consuming. A lot more projects and presentations, but I managed to still keep my 4.0 with an A+. The school has kind of a hard grading scale.A+ is 95-100% and is a 4.0A is 90-95% and is a 3.5B+ is 85-90% and is a 3.0B is 80-85% and is a 2.5Etc . . . If school tneds to stay more on par with the second class, I might have to cut back to part time at work. Will have to wait and see though. I'm really enjoying school so far, but it's fairly taxing. I just hope I can continue to keep it up. On Monday of last week, a day before my birthday, I went on vacation. I went to visit my friend Laura who lives about 45 minutes outside of Chicago. I didn't get in until fairly late at night. Long flight and a connection etc. I must say t
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I have two preponderant purposes for being on line (1) To find nice women and couples that like to c2c naked and enjoy masturbation. And (2) Blogging, which I do on tumblr. In regard to the 1st, I'm always respectful and understand it takes everyone a while to get comfortable so that it's just enjoyable and nice for everyone; and I'm reasonably patient and understanding in that regard. Personally, I keep it on line - see my "About Me" profile tab, can't afford pro cam girls and would rather not do that sort of thing anyway; but so it's clear, my intention is not to "hook up" nor do this for remuneration.  Now occasionally, I have allowed people - that really dig this sort of thing or those that are curious to just watch. Unfortunately, 9 times out of 10 they were a guy or very occassionally women that lack self confidence in how they look. Consequently - I have to see you on cam and you have to prove you're real and who you say you are before I will add you to my IM list. Th
Failure Is Obama's Strategy
On March 2, President Barack Obama anointed Vice President Joe Biden as his lead negotiator on coming to an agreement with congressional conservatives on this year’s federal budget. Biden then spent half a day on Capitol Hill talking with Republicans before jetting off to Europe. The next week, Senator Joe Manchin (D–WV) attacked the President on the Senate floor: "Why are we doing all this when the most powerful person in these negotiations—our president—has failed to lead this debate or offer a serious proposal for spending and cuts that he would be willing to fight for?" What Manchin doesn’t seem to realize is that failure is Obama's plan.After an unprecedented two-year spending spree, President Obama is not looking to change Washington's bad habits anytime soon. However conservatives got the message in last November's elections. The American people want them to take substantive steps towards scaling back an out-of-control government. House Republicans 
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The Official Girlfriend ApplicationThis application must be filled out in its entirety in order to be considered for the position that you are applying. Photographs may sway my opinion one way or the other, feel free to attach any that you think may help you gain this position.Just a reminder: be completely honest with all your answers, I will be double checking applications using Google to ensure honesty. Any false information will automatically nullify any chance you might have had. Thanks, and have fun. BASIC INFORMATION  1. Full legal nameLast First Middle 2. Age  3. Height 4. Weight  5. Natural hair color 6.eye color 7. Measurements CONTACT INFORMATION 8. Home phone 10. Email 11.Cell Phone  GETTING TO KNOW YOU 12. Are you a virgin? Y N  13. If no, how many past sexual partners have you had?   14. Do you smoke? Y N   15. Do you use any illegal substances? Y N 16. Have you ever had a sex change? Y N 17. Do you have kids? Y N 18. Who do you currently r
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The Moment
We were on the porch, smoking and drinking. It was a warm late June night. I thought you might have a crush on me, but I really wasn't sure. So you told me you liked me, and I asked you  "What do you want to do about it?" "I want to kiss you." You told me this and I literally got weak in the knees. I replied; "You know where my lips are" in a throaty, husky voice. So we went inside, and sat on the couch, and you kissed me. I called you that day on a whim, since I was in town visiting. It must have been fate that your office was around the corner from my hotel. You told me to come over, that you wanted to meet me in person. So I walked over top the office. There you were behind the desk. My heart was beating strong. I got lost in your eyes. We talked and then you had to get back to work. I asked you shyly if I could taste your lips. So, you got up from your desk. You took my arm, and pulled me close, and bent down to kiss me. It was a gentle, lingering sweet kiss, that is burne
Help Me Win This Contest
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CONSCIENCE The name In English we have done with a Latin word what neither the Latins nor the French have done: we have doubled the term, making "conscience" stand for the moral department and leaving "consciousness" for the universal field of objects about which we become aware. In Cicero we have to depend upon the context for the specific limitation to the ethical area, as in the sentence: "mea mihi conscientia pluris est quam omnium sermo" (Att., XII, xxviii, 2). Sir W. Hamilton has discussed how far we can be said to be conscious of the outer objects which we know, and how far "consciousness" ought to be held a term restricted to states of self or self-consciousness. (See Thiele, Die Philosophie des Selbstbewusstseins, Berlin, 1895.) In the two words Bewusstsein and Gewissen the Germans have made a serviceable distinction answering to our "consciousness" and "conscience". The ancients mostly neglected such a discrimination. The Greeks often used phronesis where
The Soldier gets a letter saying he has to go to war His wife is 8 months pregnant The soldier has to leave for war His wife is almost going into labor The wife just had a daughter The Soldier hasn't slept in days His wife can't sleep cause of the baby The Soldier after 3 months finally gets a phone call home He finally hears his daughter cry The Soldier is killed by a surprise bombing His daughter says daddy for the first time Now his wife is a widow The daughter never met her father He died for his country They gave his wife a pin and flag All they could say was I am sorry The daughter never knew her father. Our Son, the Soldier How great a man he must be To be joined in the fight to Set another part of the world free   Our Son the Soldier So very proud of you we are To all of us who love you You will always be our shining star   Our Son the Soldier So far from home and in a foreign place Just close your eyes to See a familiar face.   Our Son the So
Happy But Unhappy
So I don't normally blog but I feel like I need to to just get some things off my mind... I feel like the person I'm dating makes me happy, but I always feel like I want something different especially since things seem super boring at times more often than none.. I really am open to trying new things and would really like to experiment with dating other people and mabe come back to the person I'm dating now later on down the road and see if it works out....   Sorry this isn't much but it was just on my mind at the time so I had to get it down... I can't get my mind off her nor do I want to at all. She's super sweet thoughtful smart and gorgeous. If I had a job and didn't owe so much money on school I would just go to her right now, but that's not gonna happen anytime soon unless someone helps me out. With that said I can't wait for summer and classes to be done with, but still I have a long way to go before college is done because after undergrad it's straight to grad school. A
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Hey! Pervs!!leave Them Girls Alone
I Fuck Up Big Big Big Time
on march the 23 my car was makeing a turning lef on yellow a and one car was comeing straight on a yellow ligh and he hit me and the fucking man was speeding  do you guys thank it was my fault the cop say it was my fault but he was speeding and now i will have to pay that fucking cop $150 thanks to him now we dont have a car fuck him you know what i know %110 i will wim when i win i want that fucking to get fire or i want $450.
The Perfect Wedding.......lmao!!!!
You got to love this guy.  This is a true story about a recent wedding that  took place at Clemson University . It made the  local newspaper; even Jay Leno mentioned it.  It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the  groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the  crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming,  many from long distances, to support them at  their wedding. He especially wanted to thank  the bride's family & to especially thank his  new father-in-law for providing such a  lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted  to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped  to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the  wedding party, were an envelope. He stressed that this was his gift to everyone, & asked  them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8 x 10 glossy of his  bride having sex with his best friend, the best man.  The groom had gotten suspicious of them
Just Walk Away!!!!!
It's about learning to dance in the rain!********************************************************************************** There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not forus. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've gotto know when people's part in your
It Takes A Real Guy!!!!
 Any guy can love a thousand girls.........but only a real guy canh love a girl a thousand ways!!
I Believe!!
I belive you can do something in an instant that will give you heartach fo life!!!
I Am This Kind Of Guy!!!
We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.let us pay for you!dont "feel bad"We enjoy doing it.It's expected.Smile and say "thank you."Kiss us when no one's watching.If you kiss us when you know somebody's
From A True Woman!!!
For the guys who aren't half the men that they lie to be......        Alot of women so call "Men bash" right? I think its a lil more involved than what guys may at first assume. I can understand how that may irritate a MAN. Maybe I can explain a bit for you guys.A true MAN is Loyal, Honest, and Responsible as so a true woman. A woman can't bash a true MAN. They only bash those who PRETEND to be a MAN. Not all men are jerks, its just that they give the good ones a bad rap.     It's hard to regain the trust that a woman or a man takes for that matter.And as women do, we hold on to that angry bitterness for a long,long time. I've had many angry bitter days and nights. So, we tend to make every MAN pay for their mistakes. It's not fair, I know, but it's how we cope during those hard times.      I don't want to be that person. I've been able to let go of alot that baggage. But it's hard as heck. I still catch myself at times saying---"Screw guys, I dont understand them and I'm tired of
Maybe I’m Amazed!!!
    I simply can't tell you how many times I have received messages or read blogs that have underlying tones that would indicate that a relationship did not work, or that they miss someone that used to be a part of their lives. I understand that hearts do get broken and feelings do get hurt. There are constants in this world. Most people loose site of the fact that PEOPLE are blessed with free choice. Some of the choices that we make are not correct. Some of the people that we meet are not "real". It is tough to decipher the code. Most of us place way too much value on the tangible and not the intangible. You must get to know people from the inside. Darwin's theory on evolution is flawed. You must factor in the "human factor". People make mistakes. The important thing is that we learn from our mistakes and become better people. BETTER PEOPLE...., not closed minded, regretful, remorseful or angry people. BETTER PEOPLE!!! You will not always reap what you sew. You don't always get you
Attitude!!! Something I Learned In Bootcamp!!!
ATTITUDE The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of Attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make of break a person, company, church or home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have..., and that is our ATTITUDE.... I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you.... We are in charge of our attitudes.
To My Daughter!!!
*Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. *Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. *Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. *Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by. *Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. *Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them. *Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys. *Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about how you were bor
Totally Need To Vent
My brother is the town sprem donor and I have several nephews and a niece I try to see and take care of as often as possible.   Well I just found out my nephew (who is 2) just climbed out his brothers window and went to the neighbors house to pet their dog.   His mother had no clue he was missing until the neighbors knocked on the door asking if she lost anything.   The window he "climbed" out of had a TV in front of it and is at least 6 foot off the ground. She says he is perfectly fine and has no   bruises, scratches or anything. I am freaking the fuck out here and she is saying it's no big deal. WHAT THE FUCK??????????   She is a poor excuse for a mother and I am going to do all I can to get custdy of him. She posted this shit on her Facebook page   which I saved in cause I need it later and is telling me I should calm down. I am in full panic attack mode and this so didn't help   with the pounding in my head.    You may continue with your Fu experience and thank you
The End
To you I trust a wishful thought.It all comes true, but if for not...Know I do and you do too...The tainted glass we see right through.They don't know, they never will.Not been burned or made the deal.You're like me a melancholy light.Your own sick sense of wrong and right.You know me you always did...We fell away somewhere off the grid.Though, I see you with some new sight..Until you're back it's a lonely night.You scratched me and I scratched you...We beat each other black and blue.Love stains red and hurts like hell,and on you i'll always dwell.
You Might Be A Fubarian If...
You might be a Redneck if...your 1 year old has more teeth than you do. Thanks to Jeff Foxworthy, I've decided that Fubar, is in need of it's own version of this. This would be an original idea, please do NOT copy and paste/mimick this. If you can come up with your own, please sb or pm me and I'd be more than happy to add it onto here. ENJOY!   You might be a Fubarian if.... 1. you're 97yrs old, and posting bikini pics. 2. you run a porn site out of your bedroom. 3. you run straight to your computer after getting paid. 4. your yim&&skype are full of perverted old men. 5. the only pussy you get is cyber. 6. it only takes $100 to be a god. 7. you find yourself "LOL'ing" in reality. 8. you refer to your friends as screen names. 9. jesus stays a baby forever. (where's Ricky bobby when you need him?) 10. after a nice restful sleep, you find a spacebar on your forehead.
The "after-life"
    When I was growing up, I recall wondering what life would be like at various stages and ages- 13, 16, 18, 21, 25, 30.., maybe even 35 or 40, on many different occasions. In  recent years it occurred to me how little thought I gave to life beyond that point; the one in which I find myself at; struggling to discover a sense of purpose & direction after my life  grew up on me.    Without any ideas or imaginary scenarios to conjure up from my memory banks, I feel a blank; with out any inspiration, or clue as to what to do or where to go next.    Utterly lost!!           
Dark Torment
I hear it in the night air. It calls to me, like the sirens of old. The rush of that songstress resonates with every fiber of my being.  I must have her. I must feel her delicate touch. I must burst my loins within her dark chalice.......The melody again calls to me. My dark lady is near and I am her escort, and soulmate, she is my hearts keeper, and eternal beloved...She is moving again, moving through the night. She is the night. She sings to me again, calling me to her....Leading me to our dark rendevous... I close my eyes and the song boils my blood.. I land in a populated area, enticed by my ladies call.. Our foreplay is usually quite fatal for others, I grin knowlingly as I begin to assume a more human form.... tonight we play with toys...A burly man brushes passed me, and makes an unseemly remark, I quietly reach my hand forward and with a simple slash, his head lolls sideways uselessly and he drops. What fools these mortals be.... arrogance has its own rewards... That last exc
The Devil's Workshop
The things she says and gives to you; she said and gave them to me, too. Yet since I ripped her hooks from me I bleed from wounds I cannot see. I do what's right but I do it all wrong. I'll hurt all my life, try to go on. I am one of her tattered dolls behind her many secret walls. She's a collector An emotional specter She keeps you plugged in even when you disconnect her. She gives you a name Says she feels the same She breaks your defenses as part of the game. How long has she played? For years I'm afraid. Her toys piled in closets, neglected and frayed.
Chrome Issues I Have Solution
Chrome 10.0.648.119 beta (just upgraded today, but been having issue for several weeks)Flash version(s) below...1. In your Chrome browser navigate to Chrome://plugins. 2. Click the plus sign next to Details on the top right of the window to display more information. 3. If you see two versions of Flash, look at the path to the program. 4. Click the Disable link next to the version that starts with C:\Windows\SysWOW64\Macromed\Flash\. 4. Leave the version enabled that starts with C:\Users\[your-username]\AppData\Local\Google\Chrome\ (or similar path that applies to your operating system).5. Open a new Chrome window.6. Navigate to a website (such as YouTube) with Flash content to test.
Sexy Portrait Contest
  As a graphic artist, I've always appreciated the beauty and sexiness of a woman, and have tried to capture that in my artwork...   What I would like to do is come up with a contest that would allow friends & family to enter a sexy pic (nsfw allowed) for a chance to have it done by me in an original piece of art -- actual, hand-drawn artwork, not photo-manipulation! My portraits have gone for up to $100, but I haven't done any in a lil while, so I'd like to do some now.   What I would like to request is this, as far as pics: a decent sized pic w/ clear definition (video cams don't really make pics I can work from) color or b/w, doesn't matter a pic you would like drawn, not just some random pic... did i mention sexy? topless/revealing welcome & the art will be respectful   I may decide to go with both a (nsfw) and "clean" winner, should there be enough entries -- I may even do top 2 of each! I will also be awarding a bling pack (25 creds) to the Top 5, and possibly more
Red Friday
A LETTER IN THE LOST WALLET!! As I walked home one freezing day, I stumbled on a wallet someone had lost in the street. I picked it up and looked inside to find some identification so I could call the owner. But the wallet contained only three dollars and a crumpled letter that looked as if it had been in there for years. The envelope was worn and the only thing that was legible on it was the return address. I started to open the letter, hoping to find some clue. Then I saw the dateline--1924. The letter had been written almost sixty years ago. It was written in a beautiful feminine handwriting on powder blue stationery with a little flower in the left-hand corner. It was a "Dear John" letter that told the recipient, whose name appeared to be Michael, that the writer could not see him any more because her mother forbade it. Even so, she wrote that she would always love him. It was signed, Hannah. It was a beautiful letter, but there was no way except for the name Michael, that t
Red Friday
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.'Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed One of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen.Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As t......hey began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering.When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and Cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families.Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal.Just when I thought I could not be more proud
Bullies And Babies
heres whats on my mind.... NFL players, yea the ones who make MILLIONS a year, are crying poverty because of the lockout and they don't know what they are gonna do without a paycheck..GROW-UP ya bunch of BABIES, now you know whats its like for 85% of the people in America. #2 President Obama has said that the USA will lead with the airstrikes on Libya...ummm HELLO, there are 2 wars going on right now or doesnt that bother you and another thing who is the USA to be leading other countries in airstrikes, my vote would be to sit back and relax and let someone else take care of things!
A Part Of A Fantasy Story.
I Like Shopping
There are a lot of nice looks for summer. I'm getting tired of tights and tops. I have *way* too much Leopard. Maybe I can just look without spending $1000? Maybe not. We shall see. 
I Was Inlove With You Totaly .
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Shattered heart forced to heal as greatness unveils thine soul. Hope whispered in the distance, to recover thine lost love. 'Tis night brings tender passing, healing thine soul with glorious blunder. Caus' not one or two, but dissipated nights of dreams. Sadness comes to end, happiness conquered hate. Love sprouting -- sadness shrinking, hope has come again.   WHAT IS THIS FEELING?  I SEEM TO LOVE YOU BUT OTHER TIMES I SEEM TO LOATHE YOU   I CANT BE WITHOUT YOU.  OR JUST NOT BE WITH ANYONE  I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. BUT WHY DO I HAVE THIS FEELING?   I LONG FOR YOUR VOICE AMD I WOULD DIE TO HEAR YOUR LAUGH  BUT, IS THIS LOVE OR MERELY JUST LUST? WHAT IS THIS FEELING??
Just Ramblings My Mind Wonders About
So yeah....I'm so sick of being single (online and/or offline....I'd be happy to have someone either way to be honest)....sick of rejections...sick of games....sick of women putting out little hints that I can't seem to pick simply, with Me, if you are interested say something for crying out loud! sometimes just what I should think/do....everytime I go to the doctors that I see, they seem to remind Me that in the next few years, I am going to either have to plan on a possible kidney transplant attempt and/or that with My disability, the average life expectancy in the first place is a maximum of 40 and I am nearly 36 now. I just wonder sometimes if I should keep fighting and trying to survive and everything or say h#ll with it and let nature just take its course and not care. I mean if I'm going to die supposedly in the next 4 years approximately anyway what's the purpose right? Yeah okay so all of this is obviously rhetorical in nature since really no one would truly understan
Supermoon 3/19/11
'Supermoon' Rises: Biggest Full Moon in 18 Years Occurs Saturday Night.   Thanks to a fluke of orbital mechanics that brings the moon closer to Earth than that it has been in more than 18 years, the biggest full moon of 2011 will occur on Saturday, leading some observers to dub it a "supermoon." On Saturday afternoon at 3 p.m. Eastern Daylight Time, the moon will arrive at its closest point to the Earth in 2011:  a distance of 221,565 miles (356,575 kilometers) away. And only 50 minutes earlier, the moon will officially be full. t its peak, the supermoon of March may appear 14 percent larger and 30 percent brighter than lesser full moons (when the moon is at its farthest from Earth), weather permitting. Yet to the casual observer, it may be hard to tell the difference. Spotting the supermoon The moon has not been in a position to appear this large since March 1993. In December 2008, there was a near-supermoon when the moon turned full four hours away from its perigee
Falling In - "this Is For You Ct"
Babee - you introduced me to their music, and my god!!! how appropriate is this song to me. Everytime I see your face My heart takes off on a high speed chase Now don't be scared, it's only love Baby, that we're falling in I can't wait to tomorrow This feeling has swallowed me whole And know that I've lost control This heart that I've followed Has left me so hollow That was then, this is now, yeah you have changed everything Everytime I see your face My heart takes off on a high speed chase Now don't be scared, it's only love That we're falling in I would never do you wrong Or let you down or lead you on Don't look down, it's only love Baby, that we're falling in I'm standing in your driveway It's midnight and I'm sideways To find out if you feel the same Won't be easy, have my doubts too But it's over, without you I'm just lost, incomplete Yeah you feel like home, home to me Everytime I see your face My heart takes off on a high speed chase Now don't
My Life Story
Nascarfan#88 come in and check us out meet new people and good music and have fun and in joy a good time
Heartache To Hope
This note is for every man that has ever let me down, hurt me, abused me, brought me down, broken my heart, diminished my faith and hope, destroyed my mind, heart, dreams, faith, and spirit....for any and every man that has caused any negative feeling in me at all whether you were in my life a day, a year, or a decade; whether you caused a little pain from a simple let down or a lot of pain from whatever; whether you're still in my life or not....and to any one that knows any of those men, feel free to tell them this for me....   THANK YOU!!!!!!!!! Thank you for all the pain, all the heartache. Thank you for ever single time you let me down and hurt me. Thank you for all the mental, physical, emotional, and psychological abuse. Thank you for dragging my heart and spirit through the dirt Thank you for everything you've ever done to ruin me. Thank you for bringing me to the lowest depths that you could possibly bring me. I know I've been strong enough that MOST people h
Rolling Stone Cover
thanks to all that voted for lelia broussard for the first round.  She made it to the second round thanks to all of us who voted for her.  We still not done yet there is three more rounds to go so we still need more help and votes.  Please take some time off and vote for her once more at the following link. Once again thanks to all those that voted and lets do it again.  Lets get her to the cover of rolling stones.   Luv you all fubar friends and family.
Wife Had Surgery Show Luv
Show a sweet woman my wife that loves her fu family and friends, she had surgery today and she is gonna miss all of you and would do anythiing for any of you, so please give her all the love you can she would you and keep her in your prayers. Love Shawn
Gov Fix Solution
point one: well i have noticed a few things from the news and also being over seas myself. the biggest thing i noticed is other govs make cash hand over fist when anything is brought into thier country. for example korea when i was stationed there has a double tax policy on cars made from out side thier country so 80% of the cars there are made there. like if they bought a car in the us and paid lets say 50k then they have it shipped to korea they have to pay 50k in taxes. so if we adopted this policy out US car companies would be able to basicly sell more cars and would beable to creat more jobs to make these cars since no one would wank to buy a 30k handa and then pay 30k in taxes. it would bost the econamy a lot.    now if we did this with other things like all the crap made in china we would creat even more jobs cause now we in the US would have to make these things. and the bonus to this is we wouldnt as i like to call it hemrage USDs to all these other countries that import go
ok fisrt off please dont rag on me about speling and crap with that out of the way I want to say that I feel its not fair that loved ones are stricken with illnesses and ailments like cancer having lost a brother and now loosing a father inlaw to cancer sucks ok while drug dealers murderers and rapists sit in jail healthy as a mule while our loved ones die around us I know I am not the only one to loose a loved one to cancer or another ailment car accident whatever and as far s a job carrer whatever you call it I work fora major retail chain which i will eave the name out of it cuzz I dont want to loose my job but I wil lsay this it seems in my store that the more you are a idiot or screw up the better you make out and are treated I have been there for almost 3years  I finally am in a postion I am mstly happy with however my hours still suck and I would like to get a promotion to a higher pay postion but I dont screw up enough or kiss enough as* to get anywhere and another thing that I
Auctioning Myself For Bling
R.i.p Nate Dogg
R.i.p Dad
whats done is done aint no changing that r.i.p dank a freind as well as a dad since you left im not the same my guards up 24/7 ready to fight as long as i was right u had my back when i fight im not gonna lie sometimes i cry you were my dad i followed ur blood line i can sit back and laugh about all the good times goin up in smoke :) you'd download new movies play and crack jokes i know your still here i hear you talkin at night even tho im stuck on earth for my time here ima do what i gotta do and get it right this time ive never thought i had to write about ya killin me softly every word that i write  i jus wunna escape and perform ur last wish right it involves both ya sons and and a close freind we will never forget about you touched all of our lives you always cared about if we ate insted of scrounging like flies you were always on top strict rules to obide but that dad or dank to all of his freinds they all miss you too  and was sad to see go so they didnt rea
Cute,cool & Creative
I have loved and lost so many times Have shed many tears countless nights I have wished and prayed to find the one My own soulmate, of a special kind. Out of nowhere, out of the blue My life took a spin and there was you The sun shines so bright I can finally see The greatest gift of love from you to me I love you not for the great looks you have But for the beauty you have deep inside I love you not from the sweetest voice I hear But for the words you speak without a sound Its not just your smile that lights up my day Nor the warmth of your tight embrace Its not just the laughters that brings joy in my heart But its also the soothing words you whisper night after night You are kind and gentle with a calming effect To a life tested with agony, sadness and defeat You are sweet and loving with a heart so giving Which I cannot help but get so many refills We are so much alike and so much in tune Almost a perfect match to my definition We blend so well, we love beyond measure And stil
Public Profile Skins
Have you recieved this message? If so your not alone, this message will most likely pop up when running "Google Chrome" as a browser. You may see it when viewing your public profile, or as you are rating others. What does this message mean? Google Chrome has a malware detector built into the program, and this is its warning before letting you as a user enter an area of a site that contains or may contain malware. Unprotected sites such as "Imageshack"and "recoverygraphic" can attach malware to the pictures you have saved to their site. So if you are recieving this message its a warning from Google. How can I prevent this from happening? The best way to handle the problem if users are informing you they get this message while rating or viewing your  profile, is to use a secure site for storing pictures in which you would like to be able to pull "html" or "direct link" codes from. Photobucket is a secure site that doesnt attach malware to pictures when they are stored, and gives the
Disaster In Japan
The rising death toll is not the only measure of devastation in the multiplicity of disasters that have engulfed Japan.  At least 3,570 people were confirmed dead as of today, March 16, 2011.  But the story is far worse than that.  It has been estimated that in Miyagi Prefecture alone, the toll will exceed 10,000, and it may do so in one small town of 17,000 alone. In addition to the death toll, 140,000 people living within 20 kilometers of the dying Fukushima Dai-ichi nuclear plant have been ordered to stay indoors to avoid radiation, and another 180,000 were evacuated from the immediate area of the plant two days earlier.  In Europe, some 500 bone marrow transplant centers have been put on standby to treat radiation victims from Japan. In total, nearly a half million people have been evacuated from their homes, or from hometowns where they have no homes remaining.  Tens of thousands more await rescue or delivery of food, water and medicine. Nearly a million households have no ele
Song Info
I need dj's with voice recording abilities and with a good voice to make a sample of their voice for me. I am currently working on a song and I would like to put a sample or two at the beginning of the song and maybe 1 or 2 at the end. I am willing to pay fubucks and make an voice promo for shows on the stations that you dj for. The way I am thinking it should be is i need a male voice and a female voice. The sample should be about the song in general which is called "Porcelain Doll". It is an industrial/goth song so the sample should be slightly dark but slightly seductive (hence the male/female vocals). I can always put slight effects or heavy effects to fit the song. If Interested please contact me stateing on what I can do for you and I will give you me email address to send it to. ALL SAMPLES MUST BE IN WAV OR MP3 FILE FORM. Anything else will not work with my music program.
The World Of Fu
Well to start things off, I've been on Fubar now for a few months and I have to say that the ride so far has been very interesting. I've met some truly decent people on here from all walks of life, there's been bankers, Lawyers, housewifes, students, dancers, waitresses and waiters, the variety is endless. Some come here to try and "hook-up", others come here to just chat and make friends, others because they need an escape from every day life or to get the attention that they are not getting in the "real" life. Fubar is a very demanding game also, a person has to earn points to advance on here, it opens more doorways for people to explore and I admit, I have gotten caught up in it at times Fubar gives people a chance to go live and let others see them and chat with them, I've chatted with several people on here and have found them facsinating , everyone has a different story to tell and a different outlook on life. People talk about all kinds of things on here and if yo
Dear Fulings
First Blog; March 16, 2011 Dear Fubar, I hate you, you're flawed. The way you make me ache for rates, comments, friends, fans, and drinks is appaling. Yet, I love the way you introduce me to new people, especially cute military men ;)    I feel a little bit pretty these days, because of all the attention. But at the same time kinda like a hoe because of all the "dirty old men" that are into. Good thing I'm intpo dirty old men...   Well ttyl Morgono
Polkadot Cadaver "sex Offender" Pre-order Info
Hey you all!! Did u want to make a strong gangs? u must have many mobbies and equipment to get sronger and be the strongest.
Bling/credits = Friendship?
I came to this place as a little escape from reality and to meet some new friends and have some fun. I know that Fu is a game and its here to make money but why can't the people seperate that from the true friends and people they meet here. Am I less of a friend if I don't buy you bling, credit packs, pimp you out etc? Once you establish a friendship is that friendship defined here soley by how much money you spend on a friend? Why must the only time anyone pays attention to you is when you are buying them bling and credits? I have met some people here that I consider to be every bit of a real friend as the ones I physically interact with on a daily basis. I guess when money and attention are involved I am simply expecting too much out of people. Recently limited my spending here and wow you know who your real friends are when you have no credits left. :) When you are rolling in credits everyone wants to be your friend and is always so thankful for what you can provide them.  How a
Just Blah
You knew what i felt you knew what YOU felt and still you decide to stay until the day, which is today. You broke my heart and still i love you....why couldnt you be honest? if i woul guess, i would say you were scared, scared of loving me back instead you pushed me away IS THAT WHAT I GET...FOR LOVING AND CARING FOR SOMEONE SO MUCH?? you know i love you I just wanna know do YOU LOVE ME??
End Of World Is Coming
Sept 11th (New York) Jan 11th (Haiti) and March 11th (Japan)........Luke 21:10-11 Then Jesus said to his disciples : "Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be great earthquakes', famines and pestilences in various places, and fearful events and great signs from heaven. 'Jesus says for behold I come quickly,' So ask yourself r u ready? Sad to say, many won't repost this message!!
Downloading Porn Is Bad...mmmkay !
 Aight here goes. Was towards the end of work tonight and I get an email on the phone from Charter Cable saying I have comitted a copyright violation an a recent DL. First I thought was bullshit until I got home and clicked the link,lol. The email had all the info of what time and what I downloaded with a bit torrent on vuze (needless to say vuze is now gone). Reading on in the letter it said I may be responsible for monitary reinbursement. Dohhh ! Well I clicked the link with tha case file and what not , and says the settlement offer is $125 if I pay by a certain date, if not then I may be resposible for more and will be turned over to there legal .  So a warning to you all dont download Hornt Black Mothers #10...rofl......wasnt worth no hundred and tweny 5 fuckin dollars. So dont download any movie from the company Evasive Angles Entertainment, bunch a turds. Guess Ill stick to the good ole white bbw and mature ladies porn. Lesson learned.  So anyone esle ever gotten one of these le
Info For My Friends
Most of you know that I have MS. I have had it for 14yrs. I am leaving on Fri to go to California to get a new procedure done.It is not available in Canada. I will be back on the 27th of March. and will try If I am able to leave a stat letting you know how I make out...Any questions just ask me:) HUGS
My Works
Love is one of those emotions that no one can afford anymore because the price is Majority of the time a broken heart or just an empty promise, that you find yourself waiting on. Only to end up waiting on something that was never there to begin with, They say love is the most powerful force on earth well so is the hurt that can follow that so called love. Honestly its hard to love knowing that anytime your heart could be ripped from your chest and broken, how man guys & girls go through life looking for that on person they feel is their soul mate just to go through pain all the time in order to find that person is it really worth that kind of price. Souless tears cascade down a lifeless face within a bleeding heart echoed by a darken pain. Only to be a masquerade of a believers betrayal set upon stone in the still of the night upon a forgoten grave. The cry of the children march down the road of thieving angels tainted by the queen of desire to drink the blood of pure.   The
You know, in the beginning I really liked being on here cause of my one friend. After awhile, I got so busy that I was only able to check my messages and that was that. Now that I have been deleted from a lounge, I think it is now time to delete my profile. Just don't have time for work, FB, and the Fu anymore. I love each and every one of you that I have met on here along the way and you can still keep in touch with me on FB and yim(Hott7Syde9), but as of this weekend (hopefully), this profile will be gone. Send me a message anytime on Yahoo as well. I will still be around, just not on here anymore. I have finally grown out of the FU. Time for me to concentrate on myself and getting some things on track and rebuilding friendships that should have never been lost in the first place. It's not just one persons fault. I have grown a lot as a person and I have made mistakes along the way, but I am sorry if I have hurt anyone or pissed anyone off. You can hate me, love
When I fell in love with you I knew I was taking a chance. When we were together I fell more in love with you everyday! I wish I would have realized then what I realize now. I wish I would have seen that I was smothering you and pushing you away. I understand that now ....... and I am sorry!!!! I am glad that we were able to remain friends. Months went by with no face to face contact and a little bit of chatting online once in awhile. After over eight months of not being with you I was able to go out on a date. You see I thought that I was finally getting over you. Then one saturday night when I was out to dinner you sent me a text asking if I wanted to go out to see a favorite local band. My heart skipped a million beats!! I knew then that I was still in love with you. I just buried my feelings. So.... I figured I would send you a yim with a flirty question. Didnt think you would respond. But you did. Next thing I know we are making plans to meet up and get together. I was both nerv
Message To A Son From His Mother
I make mistakes...sometimes more than I would like to admit....But I will always be there for hear cheer laugh and cry with protect you with my life...I will love you for eternity with all my heart,uncondionally. I,m your mom!! Shout out to my son, I love you!!! I am the luckiest mom in the world, and I am so very proud!!!!! Work hard, I am with you every step of the way!! Live your dream, it is within your reach. And God bless you for being here for me.
Just Stuff
everyone salutes fubar...y not salute The DarkSide? What is a TDSsalute and how do I make one?Take a photo of yourself with the following information clearly displayed in the photo.1.TDS/The DarkSide clearly hand writtenPhotos must be of your FULL face and unobstructed by hats or sunglasses. They must be clear and bright and NOT photoshopped in any way. *there is a temp salute album, but we hope everyone can at some point send in an OFFICIAL STAFF SALUTE* The Darkside is having an upcoming auction!! Thats right!! The Darkside will be Auctioning off staff and anyone who is willing so... ~~Keep an eye out for upcoming details~~
Oh, really. I can save more than zero? Because that's what I pay now. Who actually uses Vonage? WHO doesn't have a cell phone that includes long-distance? You don't need a Vonage or any other long-distance provider. Vonage is annoying.
Just Beacause
just because they say they do,..dont me they do. just because they say they have,...dont me they did. Just because they say they want you dont mean they dont want someone else. Just because you love them dont mean they love you too. And just because your a fool for them cause your head over heels in love,...dont mean they wear heels too Kermie it funny how life throws you a curve ball now n then,,,but its not so funny when no matter how hard u try to start to strike out,... the last few years i have had to go to doc alot for alot of diff reasons,..1st ppl said well after 50 patch patch patch,,,,so i guess i shoulda expected it. But in my mind i am still young and strong,,,i still do the same things i always did till a few yrs ago. So now doc says im done for at least the next 4-6 months..i cant do anything ,lift anything or shit shit shit,,,,and all i am is depressed over this crap now. To top it all off my wife hasnt really wanted me sexually for yrs and my best friend is slipping aw
Her Doomsday
The moonlight brushed her cheek As she began to wheep Why is her beauty held so deep   Her teeth started to cringe When she started to scream The feelings she held within   While the pain that made her misery sink in so deep Clawed it's way through her tortured soul And scarred her porsalin skin so sweet   With one deep breath she muttered love And found herself alone She gripped her pillow so close to her chest And felt her heart grow cold   Couldnt there be anyone She asked herself aloud And a whisper softly fluttered past Darling there's no chance for that   Then she closed her blood filled eye
He slips through with a wicked laugh, feeling the shadows swirling. Feeling the anguish and betrayal. Though he is a cad, he caresses just the edge of the wall with the barest touch to the shadows for bringing him here. His breath catches, his body tenses, as eyes quickly flash darting to the bed. The smile, a mixture of lust and venom twists those lips. Easily moving behind a curtain as her screams fills the room, and him, like the sweetest music. He watches himself bring her body to another shaking orgasm that rips more screams from her. A mix of sweet pain, and horrible pleasure. The him of that time slapping at her exposed flesh as she writhers on the bed trying to close herself to protect as such as relish the pain, pleasure, everything filling her, going through her, making her... The bed of metal with a cruel lovely design moves slightly. Where the shackles bounce now grabbed as she is opened roughly. They are closed to bite along her wrists, her ankles, a
A Story
I was asked "Why do you do what you do girl?" Oddly I looked at the person asking and asked them "Why do I do what boy?" He gives me that, I'm not happy you just called me that I'm a Master! to which as always I just smile sweetly a smirking evil smile. Again the question "Why do you do what you do?" To which my chin lifts with pride, eyes shine with a dark light in them as full lips curl into a sadistically sweet smile showing sharp points, back straightens from where I kneel on my pillow, as he said when I did it, the picture of slavery in motion. "Because I am who I am, the secret in the shadows. I am there when I am needed, or wanted. I am there to see when those that have a piece of my shattered heart are in need of me. I am who I am, the girl held in a crystalline prison able to reach through the darkness to touch those needing that touch to ease their pain or claw to make it worse if they fuck with what is mine." That look of male superioriety "But you are a girl,
Fubar Related
You can add music to your profile by creating a play list and OR you can upload your own music by using one of these sites or If none of this helps contact a volunteer fucoder Add to your e-mails contacts then submit the password recovery after that check bulk folders and inbox. then if that doesnt work message support. If its not in our database and cant be found in search then their is no way to retrieve it. users are solely responsible for their login credentials If you are still unable to login, you can send a PM to Support with your user ID# to that account and the email address you believe is signed up with that account. Support will verify that information and give you the correct email address for login only if they can verify that is your account.  fubar allows you to vi
precious and fragile thingsneed special handlingmy God what have we done to yuowe always tryed to sharethe tendnest of carebow look what we put you throughthings get damaged things get brokeni thought wed managebut words left unspokenleft us so brittlethere was so little left to giveangles with silver wings shouldnt know sufferingi wish i could take the pian for youif God has a master planthat he only understandesi hope its your eyes hes seeing throughthings get damaged things get brokeni thought wed managebut words left unspokenleft us so brittlethere was so little left to givei pray ypu lean to trust have fiath in both of usand keep in your heart room for twothings get damaged things get brokeni thought wed manage
New Here
Guys, This Case Pakistani/asian No Speaka Da English
  nline Buddies (50+)ClearPop Out 3:51am reply chitta: hi 3:54am more To chitta: hi 4:03am reply at Online Buddies (50+)ClearPop Out 4:03am reply chitta: how are sweety 4:04am more To chitta: never been called sweety before 4:09am reply chitta: you like or not 4:10am reply chitta: if not i will not call you 4:13am more To chitta: im in here if u want to say hello 4:13am reply chitta
Custom Skins
First off I DONT NOT DO THEM FOR FREE UNLESS STATED OTHER WISE! You will need to buy me a $20 bling pack or Transfer 25 credits to me.I do put a lot of effort and time into the things i make and i dont do ugly so if i think it looks bad it wont be getting made unless i make the way I WANT. I will do everything in my power to get u what u want tho! If you would like to see skins ive already made look at mine and my number one in my family! also keep n mind i do have a 9 month old and a new job that take up ALOT of my time so if i dont get it done right away please dont be pissed because it will get done!!! just shoot me a message with what u want colors ect. pix if u want them and so on. once i get the images made i will show them to u and thats when u buy the bling pack or tansfer the credits it will not get coded until then! thats really about if u have any questions post them n a comment or send me a message...kthnsbye
I have been doing P90x for about 6 months and it has been alot of fun. I am now going to do the "doubles" phase.  Just completed week one of the "doubles", but my legs are so sore I could not do Kenpo X. I thought about doing the Stretch X. Its just very hard to move right now. I do have to pull it together, I have a couple shoots coming up in couple weeks. Have to sharpen up the abs and legs.  Well, the past was a bit of a struggle. I was very tired and joints hurt alittle bit more. So now starts the recovery and ab focus week. Which I always thought was alot of fun. Kinda reminded me of wrestling and football training. But I do need to get heavier dumb bells or go back to gym after this phase. 
Ethereal Void
I disappeared about 2 weeks. Lots of things happend. Now I am gonna tell you what they are.   I moved to another city to work. In fact, i am not in a city, i am in the middle of nowhere! When the first day i went off from the bus, i saw a large paddy field. No cars, no people, no nothing! When i pulled my suitcase to find my work place, four guys rode motorcycles passed by and whistled to me! I felt i had left the civilized world.   Thank God, finally i found the right place. But then i was f**ked up by the work. I began to sheet bed, take out the trash, serve as a hotel attendant! My master degree is a piece of sh*t!  All i know is that there is no student 4 me to teach. Instead, I have to handle tons of trivial stuff. And now i am in the office of this secondary technical school wasting my time on chatting and killing my hopes!   F U C K! Why Chinese Is So Damn Hard by David Moser University of Michigan Center for Chinese Studies   The first question any thoughtful perso
Fuck Everything
Wanna love ya, Wanna bug ya, Wanna squeeze ya, Stupid girl. Wanna touch ya, Wanna take ya, Wanna shut ya, Stupid girl. I can't take this, Born to break this. She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? Stupid girl, Stupid girl I'm a loner, I'm a loser, I'm a winner, In my mind. I'm a bad one, I'm a good one, I'm a sick one, With a smile. I can't take this, Born to break this. She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? Stupid girl, Stupid girl Stupid girl, Stupid girl! (whoa, whoa-o-o, whoa-o-o, whoa-o-o-o-o-o, whoa-o-o, whoa-o-o, whoa-o-o-o-o-o) She's going away, She's going away, What's wrong with my life today? She's going away, She's going away
Bored N Lonely
Today was one of those days. While driving home, the wife sends me a text asking me to pick up Kraft Singles to make grilled cheese. Sure, no problem.  A few minutes later when I'm almost home from work, I get another text: Can you pick up some soup, too? The soup burned.   Ok.. I'm thinking to myself: How the hell do you burn soup? Anyhow, it's not a big deal, I can pick up a few cans or the family sized, ready made stuff at Wawa.    I check for my wallet... Shit. I left my wallet at work.  Yeah, I hope I have enough gas to make it to work tomorrow.  Came home from work, ate dinner, started playing some old school Super Mario Brothers on the Wii... One of the kids' friends (Who was playing with us 15 minutes earlier) came running into the apartment, crying. One of the kids' friends was hit by a car in front of the apartment complex. He was 16. Always there with a smile, always friendly to everyone. Dead at 16. I'm in shock, the kids are hysterical, the wife is taking it hard
when our 2 souls met I thought I was the luckiest women in the world I had found someone who loved me no matter what, and as time went by I still felt the same, but his love grew dim and the clouds of despaire moved back into my blue sky, if I could have been more worldly I could have saved my heart from breaking. In the last 8 months I have come to figure myself out I need to be loved wholeheartedly I guess I never had that n yet I would still jump in the raging waters again, to know sweet love is wonderful but to know heartache is so overwhelming. That my whole world has become dark n dismal but thats because u have left me behind left me cold n lonley. No matter what all of lifes leasons have to be learned just wish they dont have to be so painful!!! I got this awesome man I have been crushn' on for 6 months, we used to talk everyday, every mornin it was the most wonderful experience in my whole life, to have someone that devoted but now sometimes we dont chat n he doesnt share much
Whiskey Voice
Your voice is like whiskey and honey – warm and golden; smoky and sweet.  It slides down inside me creating heat wherever it touches.  Your whispered words intoxicate me. Tip the bottle, my love, and drench me in your thoughts, your ideas, your emotions…  I’m dying of thirst and only you can quench me.
Touch me – not only with your fingertips but also with your soul. Reach into my mind and explore the deepest part of me. Hold me in your arms and know me.  Know my body, yes, but don’t forget to know my heart as well. Go slowly, softly, gently… When you reach out to me, you’re holding so much more than my flesh. When you caress my face, you are also tracing the contours of my being.Remember, my love, that you hold my very passion in your hands.Remember, and remembering, tread softly so as not to crush my essence underfoot.
cant stand the facct they want me back it pisses me off
My Life Story
i was born on 1982 in phx maricopa medical center to a woman who had no real clue on how to be a mother and a father who was not ready to have a son both are piece's of shit my mother was a stripper who work at a titty bar at the age of 14 and my father who was the bouncer he was 19 or 20 she had me at the age of 16 both was so into what ever they wanted to do and they did everything under the sun you name it they did it even when she as pregnant with me i did not come out like most kids i came out with my shoulder out the doctor took a x-ray and to find out i was getting choke to death by my own umbilical cord so they did a sea section on my mother turns out i had all my guts out in the open so they put everything back will there suppose to be and had to fly out a doctor who had done this before i have suffer 2 heart failer i die 2 times they try to get my heart to start back up but it would not they almost gave up then all of a sudden it started up i was born with bad l
Woke Up
                                                            WOKE UP       I wake in the middle of the night, and see you sleeping... with a smile... I lean into you and lightly kiss your shoulder, and begin to caress your arm.  Then I kiss your cheek, and whisper in your ear...  You're the most beautiful woman in my world and thank you for being here...  you moan softly as though you heard me in your sleep...  I caress your arm and shoulder with a light touch and kiss your neck softly, then your shoulder... then the back of your neck...  my hand wanders across your collar and down your chest, lightly brushing across your breast...  you lightly moan again... and ask: are you trying to start something?"   I reply: "I don't know, Is it working??"   "oh my, MMmmm...  yess..." you quietly reply   Good..  was hoping you'd say that... now where was I???  oh yes...  rolling you over, laying face down, I give you a slow back massage starting at your neck and working slowly down across
Mind Reflections
Of course Grindpa Harvie is not my real name. That name has a story which I am about to share with you. Once upon a time, at the end of 2004, I frequently hung out on Yahoo! chat. Especially in the Metal:3 room. My screen name at the time was Blood Harvester, which came from a song I used to play with the band I was in. Then a lady I knew came in the room, telling me my screen name was too difficult to write or remember. Which is silly because all names in the Yahoo! chat rooms are always visible. Anyhow... The lady in question said she would call me Harvie instead. I thought that was really cute and I immediately changed my sn to that. Since that day on the net I am known as Harvie. Like everybody else I have real life friends. A couple of them can be found in both Wacken 2009 and Wacken 2010 photo albums. Since like forever my friends call me Opa, which means Grandpa, because I am the oldest of the gang. Well, I am not the oldest anymore since the gang grew in numbers but oh well.
General Warning!!
It's strange for me to be writing this really because having started I'm not really sure how to continue. In the time I have been here at Fubar, I have made a few enemies, some very good friends and one person in particular who makes my whole exsistance mean something. No matter what the relationship, I am thankful for each and every one of you. You have all been the source of a great deal of happiness to me and have become a part of my life that I cannot go a day without, and even though Fubar will only allow me to put 50 of you into my fu-family, I wish that I could include each and every one of you. Some of you have known me for quite a long tme, others are only recently getting to know me but I would like to think that I have touched your lives in much the same way that you have all touched mine. Having said that, and probably sounded like an old fool, I suppose, its time to get to the point.  I have for a couple of months been suffering from some health problems. Those of you th
Scattered thoughts lost in a haze,Dazed and confused im stuck in this maze,Freedom or death we'll set your plans ablaze,Cause we see you comin and its not what we hoped for change,You've re-constructed your outer shell to appear like us,Cant fool me, with x-ray vision i see through all the dust ,You kicked up as you blazed your trail,But see i know your success was designed for you to fail,The new world order will never relinquish their power,Until we the people take to the streets and destroy all their followers,..Myself i cant believe we let it get this far,Where we have no clue what we believe or who we really are,We allow our government to ravish and murder innocent ones,Then tell me for my safety it had to be done,Some believe this lie but not I,I choose a higher path to fly,where with my hands i control the wheel of time,Normalcy can return through reason and rhyme,One mind, One decision to love mankind,And poof, next thing ya know,We awaken in a world full of hope,I know its mor
Tragedy In Japan
Well, I suppose all n all it could be worse. their could be giant monsters doing battle in the city's while a  moth and a flying turtle take out all of the high buildings. [ Godzilla VS megalon ] [ mothera VS gamora ]See and everyone laughed at all of their monster drill's.But in the end it paid off ;)
You know in the beginning leveling was fun and easy.   Now you have to give an arm, a leg, someone a blow job (still haven't out who yet), or sell your saggy titty shots and roast beef looking   pussy to get ahead.   I'm in a manic stage in my Bi-Polar depression so excuse me if I go to fast.   Ooooooo which reminds me Prince is making an appearence at the Bi-Lo Center in Greenville and I soooooooooooooooooooooooo    wanna go. He is one adorable little black man who has the best taste in shoes. :D  
Welcome To My World
Just arrived at work. I was soaking wet when i got here... It's raining for 8 hours now, no break... When will this s**t end. I want sun, i want summer or I will get depressed... Finally spring has come back to Berlin... :DI woke up and the sun was shining through my open window. I decided to let work be work and stayed in bed longer. I enjoyed the sun shining onto me. It was awesome... So now I am happy again... And that's good for me... and for all of you hehe At work now... and you know what, I don't care it's still a beautiful day! :D so i had my knee surgery on friday. it was succesful... it hurts, but i'm okay. i come home, switch on the tv and see all the shit that happened in japan.people die or are missed, nuclear plants get out of control. people have no home. that was 3 days ago. and things over there get even worse. so now today i'm back in the office. and i feel bad. not because my knee hurts, but because i noticed how unimportant my little self is. and then i read a
Sometimes You Just Gotta Blog...
This is a long story, so I apologize in advance.     In 2006 I originally joined Fubar with some friends. It was fun. This was before it got with crazy with the leveling, spending money, and being green etc. I met a guy. I will call him X. He was charming, funny, and seemed really sincere. We eventually moved our friendship to myspace, then facebook, etc. X was a successful business man. Tall, dark, handsome. The entire package. He was a dream. Sadly, that all he will ever be... a dream.   X knew I was (IRL) married so he never really pursued me in that way. He claimed to be a churched person and was very much into his religion. Innocent right?  We became fast friends. Yes, I will admit there was a flirtation, and a attraction. I won't lie. I knew it was wrong to have these feelings but I kept telling myself it was innocent flirting.  We talked on the phone constantly and endless amount of text messages. We lost touch for a year or two then, last year when I got divorced and we sta
Oif Iv-v, One Shit, Another Close Call. One Helluva Day
Academic Papers
Good Night and Tough Luck An Essay by: Rob C. Wilson MC 40-317 Dr. Doug Sudoff                                                   Sec. 1.1 - Introduction and Focus Edward Murrow is often lamented in the field of journalism and broadcasting as a pioneer and innovator that shaped the industry for those who followed him. His courage in standing up to the pressures of the Second Red Scare (and specifically Senator McCarthy) gave focus to not only media power, but also media responsibility.  The film “Good Night and Good Luck” tells a narrative of this history in a very engaging and convincing manner. Using the textbook Mass Communication Ethics and the contents of classroom lecture, this essay will analyze the film and offer support for the following three contentions: Murrow and Friendly were primarily motivated by a desire for “truth”, knowing full well the potential backlash of their actions. External pressures f
Island Hoppers
                     "DANCE OF THE WHAMPHYRI"                     daylight wanes...darkness calls,                     amidst the failing light...                    bloodlust, love, and romance,                     call creatures of the night.                      unknowing prey, open throats,                      walk the streets so safe...                      they never know, never dream,                      about thier terrible fate.                        but, for two, is different now,                      they seek each other only...                        the romance of the whamphyri...                       in eternity, so lonely..                       &
A Poem
What do you do when you made a mistake that somebody wont forgive you for, they wont even read what you have to say and they do they only turn it into excuse. i know i should move on, forget about it i mean come on it just somebody on the internet. i could go out and have some fun, do whatever i wanted. yet here i am at a rave, laughing with friends, dancing with my glow sticks and not once would i let another guy dance with me, not once did i hit back on a guy when he try to talk to me, all i could think about was getting home and hoping to god there be a message there. I go out to eat with friends after the rave, eating fast so i can make it home in time hoping there be a message there..waiting for me and for him to be still be up,  i get more there was nothing...n o t h i n g, ahh my heart to not think about him and care so much i drink my pain away. when i go to sleep , i try to sleep as long as i can because i hate the morning, i hate waking up knowing he wont speak to
I was a Flower of the mountain yes when I put the rose in my hair like the Andalusian girls used or shall I wear a red yes and how he kissed me under the Moorish wall and I thought well as well him as another and then I asked him with my eyes to ask again yes and then he asked me would I yes to say yes my mountain flower and first I put my arms around him yes and drew him down to me so he could feel my breasts all perfume yes and his heart was going like mad and yes I said yes I will Yes. "
Tigers Blood
mail or comment your answers of what you would want to dod with me please 1. Your Name:  2. 3. Favorite position  4. Do you think i'm hot?  5. Would you have sex with me?  6. lights on or off?  7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me?  9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?  10. Would you leave after or stay the night?  11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?  12. Condom or skin?  13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date?  16. Would you kiss me during sex?  17. Do you think I would be good in bed?  18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum?  21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play?  23. What is fore play to you?  24. Can we take pictures of the act?  25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?  Minnesota sucks so bad in the guy department, i need to find me a good southern boy that was brought up with good manners and
Dancing With A Demon
Annes Blog
An old man said "Erasers are made 4 those who make mistakes." A youth replied "Erasers are made 4 those who are willing 2 correct their mistakes!!" Attitude matters!!.. I'm always amused at how quickly a guy will tell you, "he loves you". Its often followed by a series of "I don't want to hurt you", "I did not mean to hurt you", and " I hope we can still be friends".Guys, whats going on?  If you like a girl, leave it at that.  Love is a genuine feeling which is losing its impact because you take advantage of it .. Breaking up and having your heart break is a disaster, you feel as if your not worth anything and you think that no one else will luv u again, but chances are: there is someone out there in the world waiting for you to enter into their lives and before you know it, you’ll know that the one who broke your heart is not worth thinking of anymore…..that is why they say in life….luv never fails….if you find that special someone…..
HIJAB What do you see when you look at me Do you see someone limited , or someone free All some people can do is just look and stare Simply because they can ' t see my hair Others think I am controlled and uneducated They think that I am limited and un-liberated They are so thankful that they are not me Because they would like to remain ' free ' Well free isn ' t exactly the word I would' ve used Describing women who are cheated on and abused They think that I do not have opinions or voice They think that being hooded isn ' t my choice They think that the hood makes me look caged That my husband or dad are totally outraged All they can do is look at me in fear And in my eye there is a tear Not because I have been stared at or made fun of But because people are ignoring the one up above On the day of judgment they will be the fools Because they were too ashamed to play by their own rules Maybe the guys won' t think I am a cutie But at least I am filled with more i
No I'm not a complete bondage freak. And being choked out isn't a preference or favorite past time. In fact I like making love, real love.  Not the freak kind of love. But I am not going into specifics about my sex life. This is more of an explanation of why I go by Asphyxia. Here is the definition. as·phyx·i·a    /æsˈfɪksiə/ Show Spelled[as-fik-see-uh] Show IPA –noun Pathology . the extreme condition caused by lack of oxygen and excess of carbon dioxide in
In the passing days when we would talk I would think of you as more then a friend The more we had talked The more I began to like you But in my eyes I know you’d never like me in return Everyone can say what they want you don’t have to listen Because this is unrequited love So this will be my lesson The days pass on and we still talk together I have come to love you But still I know you would still never like me in return You have someone and you don’t need me So hear this and listen well Even though there’s no space left for me in your heart Just think that there’s someone out there that really cares for you And will be there to help whenever you fall apart This is my unrequited love.
Jenna's Rambling
I am so tired of walking down the street and seeing nothing but faceless people. It’s like walking through a synthetic masquerade, in a illusory world, where everyone has a imitated benign look them. Is there really anyone out there who isn’t part of the plastic pandemic? Since when did everything have to be textbook, picture-perfect, seamless, unspoiled, unadulterated, impeccable, and unflawed. Yes, I’m using multiple words to describe perfection for those of you that just don’t get it. Let me just break this down for you a little bit more. Ladies and gentlemen life isn’t perfect and neither are you so stop trying to make it such, the phony charade isn’t necessary or warranted. Your imperfections, limitations and your flaws make you unique individuals and worth knowing. Have you found it yet? It’s hidden beneath the dark stormy clouds in my mind, in the center of that labyrinth of scars, Can you see through the warm tears that fall like rain?
As I sit and think about what I want from this life....I realize that something or someone, no matter how far they are or how much you want it...are just not possible. Friendships come and go, some rarely last forever. I was not meant to be in your life forever but for just a brief moment. We will never meet, I will never see you and you will never see me. It hurts but all hurts heal in time. Life goes on and so must I! So goodbye, best wishes to you and I hope you will be happy and find success in what you choose to do in this life.  I  am sorry for not being what you want me to be. I am doing my best and yet it's not good enough. Everyday is a struggle to stay positive and not give up on what I want in life. I am giving you what you want and even though it hurts I did it. You said that you wanted to get to know me and learn for yourself who I am....well this is me! Love me or leave me. Take me as I am or don't. Yes I am going through a tough time and I am not sure where I am going bu
Joe And His New Harley
Joe wanted to buy a motorbike.  He doesn't have much  luck untilone day, he comes across a Harley with a 'for sale' sign on it.The bike seems even better than a new one, although it is 10 yearsold.  It is shiny and in absolute mint condition.He immediately buys it, and asks the seller how he kept it in suchgreat condition for 10 years.'Well, it's  quite simple, really,' says the seller, 'whenever  thebike is  outside and it's gonna rain, rub Vaseline on the chrome. It protects it  from the  rain.'And he hands Joe a jar of Vaseline.That night, his girlfriend, Sandra, invites him over to meet herparents.  Naturally, they take the bike  there.But just  before they enter the  house, Sandra  stops him and says,'I have to tell you  something about my family before we go in.''When we eat dinner, we don't talk. In fact, the first person whosays anything during dinner has to do the  dishes.''No problem,'  he says. And in they go.Joe is shocked. Right smack in the middle of the living  room is a
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Love And Light To All
The news of the earthquake in Japan and then the Tsunami following the event have sparked a world wide focus on doom and gloom. I encourage everyone to look at it in a different light. Let me explain....   Some of you know me, but most of you don't yet. For those that do know me, they know me as a Peaceful Warrior. I am a follower and huge proponent of 'The Law of Attraction'. The Law of Attraction was first introduced to me when watching the movie, 'The Secret'. This then led to the teachings of Abraham through Jerry and Esther Hicks.   As I delve deeper and deeper into the rabbit hole these principles become more real to me. Thoughts are things. Everything that has been created on this planet was first a thought, then that thought manifested itself into reality. The car you drive was first a thought. The coffee mug you are picking up at the moment was first a thought. This webpage was at first a thought. There are negative thoughts and there are positive
The Sayings Of A Sex Scout
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...not Trying To Be A Supa Fu-hero...
not trying or wanting to be a top dude, or a green, or most liked (facebook/fubar),or start an enormous bling collection..just trying to meet new people, stay in touch with the ones i've already know, have fun & keep it ma' fukkN real yo..leveling will eventually happen, but u will not see me post a pathetic status begging for help, or for bling, or bling packages, cause having fu-celebrity status, is definitely not in my interest..just keeping it one hundred, is all ;-)
Can You Give This To My Daddy?
Im not the type to be shy and not speak my mind and that seems to scared the good guys around here away. guys say that they want sweet honest girls who can hold their own but then when they have a girl like that they seem to not want it. it seems that guys only want the skanky girls and the whores that will do anything just to have attention. im here to say that im not a girl like that i hate being looked at like a piece of meat all the time if i try to have a serious talk or relationship even long distance the guy should want to know about me and my mind more than what he is thinking of my body. and women saying well we will just go lez so that they dont have to deal with the ass hole men that do this to women well sorry girls but instead or ass holes u get bitches so u cant run. y cant there just be a guy that cares about looking at ur face and not ur tits or ass. or one that truely listens and wants to know what u think and not just hear how good u say that u r in bed. like the song
China First Industry Of Led Car Light
BMW tail light is made up of turning light, brake light and reverse light. Its emitting colors are yellow, red and white.  Socket of turning halogen light (turn signal light) bulbs is P21W, bulb diameter is 26.5mm, length is 52.5mm, power is 21w. Socket of tail halogen light (brake signal light) is P21/5W, bulb diameter is 26.5mm, length is 52.5mm, power is 21/5w. Socket of reverse halogen light is W16W, that is W2.1*9.5d, bulb diameter is 15.2mm, length is 35.6mm, power is 16w.  Since LED materials is no delay, energy saving, long life, low heat, high color purity and more advantages, LED auto bulb has been the necessary alternative. LED tail lights are also widely used in various automotive brands such as Audi, Mercedes, Toyota and other models, and become a new selling point for vehicles.  Then what are the specific models, specifications and parameters? What should you pay attention to when you select car LED tail lights?   According to the common sense of car lights, we know t
Naked Singularity
I'll be on The Thomas Miller Show this Wednesday 5/25/2011 from 9am - 11am. I'll be answering your questions and playing a special version of "You Never Knew Me"!   Tune in Wednesday from anywhere in the world online at: (click the green listen button) Drop Thomas an e-mail if you have any questions for me!! XOXO Hope to have you all listening this Wednesday  morning! It's called Ask Tiffany Grace!!   Are you having boy problems, girl problems, both?? ASK ME!! Want some cool clothing advice, dating tips, money saving tips, car problems, sorry I know nothing about cars...but I'll try ;) It doesn't have to be about my music, but of course you're welcome to ask those questions too!! Just go ahead and E-mail me your question, I'll be gathering questions and answering them on YouTube! WANT A SHOUT OUT??? LEAVE A NAME AND OR A WEBSITE AND I'LL MENTION IT WHEN ANSWERING YOUR QUESTIONS! If you're shy, you can sumbit your questions through my webs
THE HISTORY OF TAPS If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps was played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, 'Taps.' It's the song that gives us the lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man bac
Salman's Weblog
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Blog Name 1
Let me tell you a story; I met this guy off plenty of fish, and he had met me, durning school ( thats when I was going) anyways, he brought me home, and he told me it wasnt going to work out and he thought my baby sister was hott, and she is young.. anyways, I get this text message from this other guy playing it out like he knows who I am, and Ironically he had a plenty of fish too, But now that I think about it, I dont ever remember really talking to him, so we got to talking, and I developed feelings for him quick,  I took it upon myself to go to Auburn and meet him, and that is what I did. well, i met him, and things just went sour; He then snooped thru my phone, and get pissed off that i had a message from a dude, and bnlah blah, and was asking for my passwords to my shit, I said no, because that is my shit, so I left it at that, when I got home, I instantly didnt liek him anymore.. well today, at 1030 this morning, i called him up and I told him that I didnt want anything to do wi
..what The Hell Else Ya Want?

    my first blog,  what am I doing?  
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News & Information - Drugs [nsfw]
Drug abuse prevention is worth more than all the cures and punishment in the world x100. People should get to know what they might be getting into, BEFORE they start. Information is also the best way to help someone already abusing, and it can help friends and family of those who choose to use understand their choice. Use and abuse are two separate things but the fact is, all abusers start as users and use, at any level, can lead to abuse and addiction. Not MUST, not WILL, but CAN. Get knowledge, get it from as many sources as possible, disseminate (spread) that knowledge, and do not use lies, threats, punishment or misinformation to deter anyone from any drug.The truths about drug addiction and abuse are as bad or worse than all the common lies and have the extra benefit of not alienating those who choose to use. Once you lie to someone they will discount your information from that point forward. Most drug users could not tell you about the real threats of the drugs they take, outside
Ramble Bramble.
Ok, so if you you want me to do a sketch of you for free, comment or message me a crazy or interesting idea you have for it. I'll pick the best one. I usually charge upwards of $500 for 4 hours so this is a steal. I'm just bored with most my clients.
Auctioning My Points
              AUCTIONING MY POINTS FOR A DAY AUCTION!!!         It's my first auction that I'm hosting and up for grabs are my points for the day and not only THAT but my points for the day as I run a BOOMY and POLISHER combo!!!   The Rules are as follows:     1: I am auctioning my points and will be giving my points to the highest bidder. Day of alturization will be on the days of Sunday-Wednday. The day can be picked and agreed on by winner and myself   2: I ALONE will determine which is the winning bid and when the auction ends   3: On the day of the alturization I will be running a BOOMY AND A POLISHER,so know that the points you get will be substantial,please take that into consideration when bidding.   4: All bids are to be left as a pic comment on the pic located in the AUCTIONING MY POINTS FOLDER...ONLY BIDS WILL BE ACCEPTED AS COMMENTS IN THAT FOLDER                                    OUTLINE FOR THAT DAY   I will begin at 3 am eastern standard time whi
Frozen In Time.
Frozen in time.The icy soul of winter, though to some winter is full of beauty, with glistening strands of illuminated flakes toppling the earth.To me is a haven, a home, a one last fortitude, a shelter.The natural freeze is meant to bring death to all it covers in order to bring new life once again.I used to see winter as this.Though i do not any longer, i still see it as a greaat calls, it leads, the bitterness of it, in a reckless abandon, but meticulously careful environment to push me past the safety of the warmth of the sun and the sounds of life later on.I love its silence, winter. Its dark cold, frozen, silence...therein where true peace lies, lies waiting for me, to trade its bitterness for mine, its sharp coldness for mine...a communion, an agreement...terms i fully understand.I know longer crave the warmth of human companionship.The cold, winter, is where everything becomes frozen, my tears, my thoughts, everything i ever knew or cared for.Winter will take care of
My Friend Has Them Win A Contest From Dockers...please Read This.(this Is Real)
The Douschebag Chronicles
My Dearest Douschebags. I am sick and tired of looking at profiles and reading all these wonderful things about you, giving me hope that there is actually some kind of chance for finding a decent man in this world. That maybe someday I will have that family, your loyalty, faithfulness, and trust. But then when we finally speak, the first words out your mouth are , “Hey, Nice rack! Can I see them!?”. WHAT THE SHIT IS THIS! Hopes and dreams dashed with the perverted minds of lameass assholes with only one desire in this world. To fuck. To see tits and ass, then to call up their friends and brag about it. The worst of you are the ones who make yourselves look like saints. And make it seem like you are interested, only to find an unsuspecting woman to screw a few times. You tell yourselves that you are not a bad person, that you are doing it for her. “to raise her self-esteem”. THAT is a load of bullshit. You are just a piece of crap doing anything you can to get a some of ass. W
Long Hair
Damn I love long hair Woman...   I swear it's my Kyropnight
Sexual Intamacy
Ok I want to hear from the ladies and well as gentlemen on this subject. Define sexual intamacy in your own words. I will give my definition after some have given theyre definition.
Why Do Women Hate The "p" Word So Much?
ok.. I am sitting here thinking about the first thing that comes to mind. Why is it that so many women hate it when men say the Pussy when they can say "dick" "cock" as much as they want and when they want to? Is it a respect thing for women as that what it is? Personally I think its kinda over rated. I mean come on. I have tried my hardest not to say it around women or women I am closest to. Why is it that it don't bother us guys when you say "dick" around us? Maybe its just me. Ok rant away.
Mzlovelys Frist Blog Ever
One Day (a Poem )
One day you'll open your eyes and it'll be too late. One day you'll wake and feel the hate. One day when you need him to love you it wont be there. The way you weren't there when he needed you. One day when you wonder where things went wrong, you'll find yourself asking yourself why. Holding your head toward the sky,tears streaming down your eyes,"What did I do to deserve this." All you wanted was the love one could give. But where you went wrong you'll never get the answer. The answer is within. Search yourself and you will find, Why you werent there for him. Why you turned your back and walked away... One day you will wake,you will see that you were the one who couldnt love him, One day you will open your eyes and see the hate and know Its too fucking late.
Augurs, Martyrs, And Agnostics
I should be deadbut let's not split hairs.Well, the last month some of you may have noticed I went a little darkStar Wars Old RepublicI wanted to hit the top of the mountain and see what the air was like.I'm kinda there now.Still have no idea why that game is subscription-and I hope these folks pull it together having played for a while, and getting kinda neck deep in consumer-peons, I can tell there's some MAJOR subscriber grumbling.Butwho cares?I should be asleep.My dog is at the kennel (boarding clusterfuck) and I have to drive to Topeka for my Gramma's 90th birthday.There were over 100 cupcakes of varied flavors made...and I'm going to bludgeon my mother if she ever takes on such a grand and misguided projectand asks me to helpfor so many strange ingratesI could sit herelieand tell you there's been some progress on:jobssexbookand moneybut there hasn't been.I'm about to spend more on gasoline in one day than I've earned in a month.HURRAY!!!But it will get me out of the house (kickin
Sometimes Life Throws You A Curveball...
Short Erotic Stories.
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The Flight Of The Phoenix
 Are you entertained yet? Do you hate my guts? am I a monster for what I have done? Judge me accordingly for the moment but do not pass final judgement on me until you have taken a walk in my shoes. I had girlfriends in the past but they were far and few, the pain I suffered from the loss of my wife and daughter was horrid. Phantom fire trucks raced in my head all through this time, all I wanted was death, all I needed were bullets. When you stumbled across my page I told you I was a real motherfucker, and I stand true to that claim. I am real because I do not fear to tell you where I have been and where I am going. Every word typed here within my page is true. I have nothing to hide. I am going to be a warrior, a soldier and I want my story told just in case something somehow happens to me along the way. As I have stated before I am not proud of what I have done, though sometimes I may seem like I am boasting or being cocky. this is how I felt at that moment, this is the truth. I leav
~bill Cosby For Prez In 2012~
There are four boxes to be used in defense of liberty: soap, ballot, jury, and ammo. Please use in that order. Bill Cosby has a great way of "distilling" things.  Looks like he's done it again!    AMERICA NEEDS A CANDIDATE WITH THIS PLATFORM!!      I  HAVE DECIDED TO BECOME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE FOR PRESIDENT IN THE YEAR 2012. HERE IS MY PLATFORM: (1). Any use of the phrase: 'Press 1 for English'  is immediately BANNED!!!    English  is
Nothing To Do With The Fu
On my way to the circus..or back from the circus..or was there a circus..have no idea now. What did happen was during my happy homeless days I got real tired after 3 weeks and no sleep so I pulled the motor off the highway. Then I noticed a closed BBQ place and jumped on a picnic table and started to nod. All of a sudden I have the biggest set of headlights [car type you boobs] in my eyes. Out from behind the lights I see this figure in blue with a baton, not the cheerleader type, and he approaches slowly. I quickly sat up and said "WOW! did I order take out". What kind?? In uniform he couldn't laugh but I heard the jaw crack as he tried to suppress the smile. He asked what was going on and I started to tell him I was a professional photographer taking [star] shots. The cloud cover gave that away so I headed for the truth. He said he would finish the tour and be coming back thru in an hour and I'd better not be on that table. So he left and I put motor under a tree and jumped on the ne
~the Black Knight~
 I was a good man once... Admired by women, Adored by children and respected by men. My armor shined as bright as a thousand sun's, The love I carried in my heart was infinant. I slayed dragons, killed in the name of my country and fought to protect those I love and cherish the most. Upon my white steed I rode to defend justice and honor. I was good once..... I was a father, a husband a hero. The loves of my life, how we danced through day to day.. They were the best parts of me. But as most good things in life, they come to an end. My daughter taken away, my wife killed.  Bitter, enraged I ride out upon this world now to kill in the name of vengeance. The innocent I once protected, now fear me. I was once a great man. My armor no longer shines, tattered and dirty, black and bloodstained just as my soul.... My heart, cold and infested with maggots I raise my banner of hate.... Fear me if you cross my path. I'm a beast, an animal my joy is to kill. I raise my sword to behead and skin m
1. To remove a bandage painlessly, saturate the bandage with vodka. The solvent dissolves the adhesive. 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, let set 5 minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew. 3. To clean your eyeglasses, simply wipe the lenses with a soft, clean cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and kills germs. 4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodka and letting your safety razor blade soak in the alcohol after shaving. The vodka disinfects the blade and prevents rusting. 5. Spray vodka on vomit stains, scrub with a brush, then blot dry. 6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka to your face as an astringent to cleanse the skin and tighten pores. 7. Add a splash of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo. The alcohol cleanses the scalp, removes toxins from hair and stimulates the growth of hea
Ode Dear - Collection Of Silly Poems
Whoooweee this was a tough one!   Reading the news one morning over breakfast I learned that his first name was "Muammar", and suddenly, without really thinking about it, I had four verses in my head to the tune of Bohemian Rhapsody.  So it had to be done.  Go grab your copy of Bo Rhap, and sing along!  If anything doesn't appear to fit perfectly, listen more closely to the original vocal delivery.  It does match spot on, I promise!  Worked hard on this bugger, would appreciate some comments :)   BOHEMIAN GADDAFI Are you a real man Or a caricature Don't you understand You're not wanted any more Open your eyes As your regime dies And see...   You're just a crackpot You'll get no sympathy Ruling by the gun, laying low Time to go, don't you know Natives have had enough Days are getting rougher For you, it's true   Mu
well i keep leveling however i am at the level to become angel or demon i chose angel and i get to pimp out ppl and i don't even no how....lmao thank you to every one who has helped me along the way.. i would love to send bling but i have no credits and cant bring my self to buy is it really worth the money they want for that stuff hell hubby wants to get fu married and they want 80.00 to do that really i didn't pay that much for our real licence... lol well I'm just babbling trying out this blog thing... stay sweet you all and keep the love coming... trish
For Those Who Care And Wanna Know
Juss Venting
My phone rang at 3:30 am yesterday morning, one would think at that hour it was an emergency call, nope, it was the fu hubs calling because he knew I'd want to know about the new level. He was right. Everyone here spends time on Fu for their own reasons, some like the chat, others the mumms, or simply the colored name game. I like the challenge of the points, I'm not a point hore, so you can shut it right now, I don't show my body or things like that for my points, I work my ass off to make them myself. Back when I was a lower level I made a friend who taught me that if your going to be here anyways chatting, lounging whatever you might as well point too. I learned from her, and started to climb the fu ladder. I rated pics till they cut me off, everyday, every spare min I had i was rating. Then the boomys came out, and I rated them, then I started spending my fu bux to buy autos and boomys. Was I addicted? You bet you ass I was,  by this time I was starting to level with some aggressi
Shadowburne's Blog
" Magickal Intent " Their meeting was not quite by chanceThey were destined to share love's first danceKindred spirits for eternityTrue soulmates they would be As they danced that spark ignitedHim and her both excitedFor in an instant they both knewTrue love they'd found as the night wind blew But love was their curseMagickal Intent would be love's new hearshFor he loved her more than life itselfAnd doubly so, she gave of herself Blinded by love, she could not seeHis love for her would always beShe began to conjour a spell to be spentHis love to gain was her Magickal Intent She weaved her spell very wellUnder her spell he quickly fellAnd for a moment all was blissBut very soon he began to miss Something inside was just not rightAnd then one moonlit nightHis eyes were opened and he began to seeSomething's not where it should be The one he loves his trust misspentWith her pure and innocent Magickal IntentFor she meant not to cause alarmAnd had no intent to cause any harm But what she's d
1. First Important Lesson - "Know The Cleaning Lady" During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions, until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. Second Important Lesson - "Pickup In The Rain" One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alab
Fascination By Jesse Mathe
I watch my thoughts spin out of here Caught up in distortioned drowsing fear Waking to drug my mind away Sulfur my brain to ashed decay I'm always drowned in the unclear   Barbiturate my long lost years Set to take my breath away Longing to wake another day Sedate my time far and near As comatose as you are here   Just as the pendulum swings both ways Time will speed up and delay My eyes seem so far away from here   Curtained decisions insincere Keeping me from staying here I live to pasify my needs just as the garden grows it's weeds I'm only here for you to endure   Barbiturate my long lost years Set to take my breath away Longing to wake another day Sedate my time far and near As comatose as you are here   I watch my thoughts spin out of here Caught up in distortioned drowsing fear Waking to drug my mind away Sulfur my brain to ashed decay I'm always drowned in the unclear   Just as the pendulum swings both ways Time will speed up and delay My eye
Music And Meshuggah
Music And Meshuggah
Rants And Raves By Me !
Hello ! i am very glad to hear from you but i need to get this off of my chest right from the beginning just because this is has been and always be the way i am ! i speak my mind ,i show my emotions and i do not beat around the bush i am a very blunt person and if i want to know something i"m not afraid to ask ! if i have concerns about something im not afraid to communicate with the person about how i feel and would like to hear how u feel about the issue to ! so here we go ! I have been getting a lot of messages from ladies from out of my state in the past few weeks and almost every last one of them didn't have a picture on their profile ! almost all of them don't seam to be able to speak English very well either ! and almost every last one of them want to meet me on yahoo ? and last but not least ! when i try to talk to them. They all sound like they are reading from a script and not really listening to what i'm saying ! now this is how i am ! i'm not judge mental.  it is not my job
Breaking News!!!!
Breaking News: The Pity Train has just derailed at the intersection of Suck It Up & Move On and crashed into We All Have Problems before coming to a complete stop at Get the Hell Over It. Self proclaimed victims of the crash made their way to Whiner Memorial and received medical treatment from Dr. Snivel. Reporting LIVE from the town of Self Pity, this is Quitchur Bitchin'. Now back to you, Jerry Springer.
My Playlist
Every Good Things Goes Bad
The personal consequences of one's actions are in proportion to the good or bad intentions towards others.  My actions have not always been as they should have been and I realize that they will not always be perfect in the future.  If there was any one things I could change it would be the past. I wish the wrong in my life could be over looked and that the actions of the present could be taken in consideration. I wonder if all this will pay off in the end; if my life will be whole again. I wonder if I will ever walk around as the strong confident man I once was. I’m embarrassed of who I have become and what I have done lately.  I’m a weak soul. How do you pick yourself up when you feel like your only solution doesn’t want to be there as you fall?!?!  The person that I slowly pushed away isnt the one running back to let me know that everything’s going to be ok? What do you do when you feel like you have nothing and no one to let you know that they are there?
Americans Are To Blame
Here's A Flower For You.
Something Differant
a little girl runs to her gramma and tells her " grampa burned his hand in the kitchen"  so naunie and her grand daughter rush tothe kitchen to see if grampa is ok.  they see grampa cooking  with a cold towel wrapped around his arm like it is the most natual thing to do.   later the lil girl asked her grampa " grampa why didnt you cry or anyting when you burned yourself?" he hugged his grand daughter and softly told her " i am a cook, i am differant than normal people. when i cook i dont think about anyting but making good food for you and your naunie.' some people say that a cook has oil for blood and that they use eggs to comb their hair. we clean our fingers with french fries and we shave with our kitchen knives. we work hard to take care of our family and we love our families forever no matter what. so if you ever marry a cook remember he sometimes burns himself but he will always do his best to ake everyone happy no matter what the cost to himself. 
Wondering, where all the ordinary people went. I maneuver myself through this virtual world, Full of faces of people like ghost in the machine. So where did, all the ordinary people go? Maybe we have come to a point in the time line when its cool to not be. (Ordinary) that is.  No longer wondering. Personally I've never been to interested in anything very Ordinary. It just wasn't me.....But in the end, if all else fails and falls by the wayside, we can all just be fucking Ordinary together!!!           “He who controls the past controls the future. He who controls the present controls the past.” ― George Orwell, 1984 "When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro"..      Hunter S Thompson  I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me. Hunter S. Thompson A question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or are the others crazy? Albert Einstein  “Listen to the mustn'ts, child. Listen to the don'ts
My Poetry
Day by day, happiness or sadness,Which our lives lie in between,So much strife, not enough dignity,Words and actions lie within us.Cool, calm, collective,How we gain to prosper,Excluding weary days,We strive to regain our composer.We realize in the passing days,Whats instore to better our future,love & support are amongst us,Nevertheless, splendid times to share.Better state of compromising,To walk away from pain and suffering,In due time, will mend our hearts,To explore what life has in store for us....Copy write date... March 2001Written by Nevaeh Jynsen My heart is bound to you,I gander at wat I see,If the wish is true,Then we were meant to be.
True Love Does It Really Exist???
i really would like to know if there is really true love out there . it never seems to be happening for me
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Not Prefect,
I am not a perfect person,And I don't try to be.I am just another imprisoned soul,That is longing to be set free.I don't want to be in this place anymore,I don't want to shed anymore tears.I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself,This has gone on for too many years.I don't want to show my emotions,Or to tell you how I feel.I just want to know the difference,Between what is fake and what is real.I'm just another lost soul,That is waiting to be found.I'm just another liability,That you don't want around.I'm just falling through the air,And I'm about to hit the ground.But I don't expect anyone to catch me,Because no one wants me around.No one really cares about me,They just ignore me everyday.No one really cares enough,To even ask me if I'm okay.
My Blogs
In the heart of a woman, There's secrets and doubts, There's fears and there's pain, But she tries not to show it. In the heart of a woman, There's love in all it's forms, There's kindness and good will. The heart of a woman is complicated to understand, One minute she could be sad the next she could be happy, The heart of a woman is beautiful and precious to have, She tries to make you happy, To feel you are the only one she ever wants. But in the heart of a woman can also be sadness and pain, She feels the sun will never shine, all it does is rain, When she doesn't get the proper love and treatment, The heart of a woman dies, It's like a flower, It needs the sun, the happiness that fills it, That puts the sparkle in her eyes. When the heart of a woman get's the attention it needs, She will hold nothing back and she does succeed, She's always happy and her eyes always sparkle, She does everything she can to help the one she loves, Because she knows he's the one she will
whatdo u find more sexy? stocking feet, bare feet, socks, pantyhose?
Real Talk
Quote from a friend of mine: Who needs a man when I have my shower head and vibrator, they get the job done quickly or slowly, depending on my mood, and after I have had my orgasm, I can go read a book or watch television without a whiny voice asking for more. fucking true...
Real Mobs And Mobsters
        Modern History:   [From "Organized Crime: 25 Years After Valachi," Hearings Before the Permanent Subcommittee on Investigations of the Committee on Governmental Affairs, United States Senate, 100th Congress, Second Session, US Government Printing Office, Washington: 1988] 539 CHRONOLOGY OF VIOLENCE: CLEVELAND ORGANIZED CRIME 1968 5/21/68            PATRICK CATALANO         reported missing - body never found. 6/21/68            PETE DI GRAVIO                  murdered 1971 10/31/71          ARTHUR SNEPERGER          killed by bomb 11/26/71          MICHAEL FRATO                 shot and killed 1972 1/1/72              POST AND PADDOCK RESTAURANT      Autos of SANDY DUBLO, PHIL BONADONNA and JOSEPH BRANCATO damaged by bomb 1973 10/6/73            SALVATORE CARCIONE    shot and wounded 10/6/73            ROBERT BOGGESS              shot and killed 10/6/73            WILLIAM WHITCOMB        shot and killed 540
Always, I'll love you I'll always be right here Forever, I will cherish you For eternity I will hold you near Loving you is an easy pleasure Time with you a priceless treasure   WHOA! Hold up! This is gettin kinda sappy You sure you love that guy? Does he really make you happy? He comes and he goes He does what he wants Doesn't care about You and this he flaunts Girl, what are you doin? Have you lost your mind? Let the fool go now Leave his ass behind                    -Jennifer G. 11/15/10   You think you know but no
For My Lovely Fuwife
Is It You
Stupid Bouncer
Any Crazy Sexaul Experiences?
let me hear if u ever had a weird sexaul moment!
ya my life people all i wanted was a man to love me that aint happening yet my baby father beat me alot ive been awayfrom him for a year and dude im wit now dont let me go out wit the girls or go have fun he wants me to b up his ass 24 seven but he only loves me when it benifits him like i tryed to give him a kiss last week he pushed me off who does that who? anywho im lost now cause i keep getting hurt and i hate it..................... were do i go from here???????????? im stumped if anyone one has feed back leave a comment
How To: Make Moonshine   The more civilized among us have never had the opportunity to taste moonshine, choosing instead to take advantage of the convenience, safety and legality of their local liquor store. However, like bungee jumping and replacing a shower curtain, it’s something every guy should try at least once in his life. If it doesn’t kill you, strike you instantly blind or get you arrested, indulging in this hardcore hooch will certainly put hair on your chest and give you a great story to tell the boys. However, unless you have a relative down in Hazard County, you probably don’t have the number of a moonshine supplier programmed into your cell phone. If you want to make moonshine, you’ll have to take this into your own hands. If you can keep a secret, we’ll give up our ol’ Uncle Vern’s Magical Moonshine Recipe. Keep in mind that he was a little slow. And illiterate. And this recipe was scrawled on the back of a bloods
Best News Ever!!!
I'm not sure how many of you know (or actually care) but for the past 2 1/2 years I have lived with my husband's parents and his brother and his demon seed daughter. Well this weekend we will be moving into our own place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am sooooooo excited words cannot express it. I plan on drinking and smoking and doing it all while naked in my living room.   YAY ME

Dark Silence
As you enter the darkened room, you see me chainedarms and legs spread, pussy glistening, nipples hardyou see me swinging myself back and forth wishingsomeone would come to me,fuck me,eat me, make me screamwith pleasure. i see you move in the darkness. i beg youto come closer, to touch me. i want so badly to feel your hands on my skinto feel your lips on mine, your hardness press against me. to enter move closer, but you dont touch me. you just stand there listeningto me beg for your touch. my pussy starting to drip with the mear thought of your touchi need you so badly, you reach out a single finger and slowly trace my lipsi bite softly. then you move closer and your lips are upon mine.kissing deeply, i feel your hand slowly moving across my belly down to the wetness waiting for you. you slowly run your finger up my pussy. then you slowly lick your finger and moan as your eyes close.when they open again, they are full of fire. you grab me and i feel your nails dig int
Life Changing Realizations
    Have you ever felt like you are standing at a fork in the road of life? Standing there in the middle of the road looking at both paths that lay in front of you. All you know that the road behind you. is definetely not the way you want to go.The road that has lead up to this point has been full of ups and downs. I don't ever want to look back on that road again. I have experienced some of the greatest joys and some of the worst pain and sorrow that a human can experience. You will not ever hear me complain or whine about it because I firmly believe that I created most of the situations directly or indirectly. Besides, nothing can change the events that have already happened. All I can do is learn from them and make sure I do not repeat them. The one thing I have been struggling with, is not allowing my heart to grow cold from the things that have happened. It is hard when every male figure in my life has let me down or hurt me in some way. After the murder of my fiance, I decided to
Who I Am O/
A comment I recieved this evening has inspired me. It's not the first time I have heard this and it bothers me. I shall start it like this:    I am who I am. I am beautiful. My skin is as Black as Midnight and my lips are as full and lucious as ripe fruit. My hair is as Curly and kinky as if I were fresh off the boat. This is who I am. This is what makes me beautiful. My body is full and oh so earthy that men can help but to wish for a chance even when they know not why. My fertile curves can attract men on an istictual level, and i say men not boys for only real men can feel it's call. From the darkness of my skin to the light that is in my eyes. I shine!     So for those that do not know, I say this. Don't ever tell me "I have never really liked black women but you are attractive" Or "your attractive for a black girl". It is insulting. Women fight hard to find the beauty within themselves. Black women especially. I am the epitome of what a brown skinned woman is. In my eyes. And
A Musing Nsfw
Could you imagine, a man or a woman the first thing they say to the opposite sex or the same for that matter, on the first meeting; "Wanna fuck?'  Not only rude, but very slangy! Has 69 become 96 because of inflation?
My Love!
this girl sits and wonders can she do it? can she really please Him, He has others that call Him Master and this girl trys hard to stand her place.. but the other feelings she has for Him scream for the pain to stop that she wants Him all to her self, she knows she can never have him she knows this in her mind but her heart will never listen instead it just goes on and breaks everytime she realizes that He will never be hers and hers only. she loves Him more then she thinks He knows..  yea there has been some come and go but none have ever compared to a Man she has never touched nore ever kissed.. Why does she subject herself to this type of love why does she let her heart feel this pain daily, ill tell you why because she is a slave to His love and to Him she will always belong even when she is weak and He has to remind her to be strong...
Mr I Dont Know
Friendly Face
haha i am so bored
Thc Extraction From Marijuana
THC Extraction from Marijuana"If you ever had to think twice about lighting up a joint for fear of someone smelling it. If you were ever forced to blow the smoke out a window and pray you don't reek of weed. If you ever had to sneak around and couldn't enjoy a good buzz..."Easy THC ExtractionThis article will describe, in detail, a technique of extracting the essential oils from hemp. The final product will be a dark, oily liquid that contains 70+% pure THC. The following steps require nothing more than simple, easy to find materials and a little time.Advantages of THC oil:    * No hot, harsh smoke to irritate your lungs    * No tar to stain your teeth and fingers    * Very little smell    * 5 times as much THC in bloodstream    * Get 5 times as many trips per $$$ as compared to joint/bong smoking    * No carcinogens to give you cancer    * The list goes on and on but let's get down to business...Materials you'll need for extraction:    * A glass jar with a watertight lid (widemouth Ma
To: Jeff SkollFounder and Chairman - Participant Productions ( Mr. Skoll My name is John Hansen; I am a new member of "fubar" 5906766. I am both upset and angry for the actions of a "board" member and the abuse of what I perceive as his ability to rate members of the site, via the use of "fluffy." I am not the only one this has happened too, but I took the time after the first action to "ban" this person from posting to my site.  I worked within the system; I advised the parties responsible for this action and received no replies or actions, as requested. Now, it has happened again and to be honest, I am even angrier. I wrote another note (see 23.03.2011) expecting again to solicit a response. No response has been forthcoming.  If the purpose of having a rating system is intended to provide information to other members the elucidation of what members think of the person being rated then it should not be skewed by a non-humorous miss-guided actions
What Happened To Most Of These Lounges On Fubar??? Either They Think Their Shit Doesn't Stink Or They Just Suck Balls... Either Way... GET OVER YOURSELVES.... Do Us All A Favor... Stop With The Dramatization Of Saying "My Lounge Is Bad Ass... Even Tho I Do Hang Out In Here A Lot And I Don't Get Paid For What I Do So I'll Just Pretend I Make A Killing Off These People" Take Ya Fuckin Monopoly Money And Buy Yourself A Damn Life With It... Cuz Fubar Is NOT The Way To Go... Get Over Urselves.. And To All The Lounge Owners Out There That Have Their Lil Cronies That You Call "Promoters" Go All Around Fubar Leaving Me And Countless Of Other People These Stupid Profile Comments Of Ya Lounge.... Just Delete Your Shit.... Nobody Cares About Your Lounge.... Nobody Will EVER Care About Your Lounge.... Get A Life... Hell.... If You're Single... GET A GIRLFRIEND... Or A Boyfriend If You're Attractive Enough To Do So... And Move On Away From This Place.... Because As Long As I'm Here... I Will Make Y
The Funny Stuff
More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can’t wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that’s not only better, but also more directly involves me. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you’re wrong. Have you ever been walking down the street and realized that you’re going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yourself to ensure that no one in the surrounding area thinks you’re crazy by randomly switching directions on the sidewalk. That’s enough, Nickelback. I totally take back all those times I didn’t want to nap when I was younger. Is it just me, or are 80% of the people in the “people you m
My Fubar Filmbay Blog Ok
post blog entry:   Enjoy making new friends,I am reading 3 books and going shopping.I am a writer at and do screenwriting and plays etc. happy easter to all  
New Photos!
What would you want to see any ideas appreciated!
Six Truths In Life
You cannot stick your tongue out and look up at the ceiling at the same time, a physical impossibility due to the tendons wthing your neck. All idiots, after reading #1 will try it. And discover #1 is a lie. You are smiling now because you are an idiot. You soon wil tell this to another idiot There is still a stupid smile on your face.   I sincerely apologize about this but I'm an idiot and I needed company. :P
The original purpose of the legal wig was said to provide a form of anonymity and safety. Hong Kong barristers and judges continue to wear wigs as part of court dress as an influence from their former jurisdiction of the Commonwealth of Nations. In July 2007, judges in New South Wales, Australia voted to discontinue to wearing of wigs in the NSW Court of Appeal. New Zealand lawyers and judges have ceased to wear wigs except for special ceremonial occasions such as openings of Parliament or the calling of newly qualified barristers to the bar. A number of celebrities, including Dolly Parton and Raquel Welch have popularized wigs. Cher has worn all kinds of wigs in the last 40 years- from blonde to black, and curly to straight. They may also be worn for fun as part of fancy dress, when they can be of outlandish colour or made from tinsel. They are quite common at Halloween, when “rubber wigs”, are sold at some stores. Orthodox Jewish religious law requires married women to
My aunt will be 90 this summer.  She gave us a scare last week when we thought she had a bad cold and it was actually pnuemonia along with congestive heart failure.  She has been in the hospital for the last week and has responded well to treatment.  She should be home either Tuesday or Wednesday barring a relapse. Dealing with social security, Humana insurance and one or two obnoxious family members has made the week a trial. 
Blowing Off Steam
Okay i am getting so sick of keeping my mouth shut because i dont vote so "my oppionion dont matter" well guess what it matters and im voicing it...... the goverment needs to step up and stop crying like little babies about loseing half the money they earn when they dont have to spend it like we do.... we have to pay for gas food clothes etc... they dont have to pay for any of it, it gets handed to them.... and for goodness sake who in the hell needs a new freaking car every damn year, i sure dont. this is the only reason why the reps wont pass any of the presidants bills... because they dont want to lose half their "glory" money. as for the gas prices rising if they keep rising the economy will be worse off than it was a couple years ago.   and for those who will pm me or post their opionion  about it to me idc what you write i'm speaking the truth
Privacy Tips For Fubar Residents
Greetings, fellow Fubarians! This is the first in a series of blogs that I think may be of interest to all. In surfing the internet I've discovered all sorts of fascinating reasons to believe that it's NOT paranoia because they ARE out to get you. Ok, well maybe not. All joking aside, it IS important to know that your 'private' photos on fubar are NOT as private as you might believe. Ok so you're one of those people who has your private photos in an album that you don't really care who sees them as long as they at least go to the trouble of friending you. So you make the folder NSFW, which in the past would only be visible to friends. Guess what? That changed not too long ago! If your folder is set to 'everyone', that means, well, 'everyone' can see it. INCLUDING NON FRIENDS...and, get this...INCLUDING NON MEMBERS! That's right, fu-friends. "No problem", you say..."I'll just make my profile visible to 'Friends Only', that way no one can see anything." HOW WRONG YOU ARE. ANY of the p
People Are People
Ok my fubar friends, here is something for you to chomp on, Here is it Mothers day, Everyone is celebrating their mothers today, and Me being a mother myself, am happy I get to spend time with my kids. However, this is where this passage gets interesting, I live 300 miles away from my children and dont get to see them much anymore, they prefer to be with their friends and go to school in a familar place, So this weekend, BEING MOTHERS DAY, I thought it would be nice to take a trip on the bus to see my kids, Not even before I hit town, people are calling me making plans for me to spend the whole day with them and I can spend time with my kids when we were done. So I called this morning and said I wasn't going riding with them because my kids are the reason I am in town. These people try to make me feel guilty for not dropping what I want to do for them. When I dont see them riding their happy harley riding asses to where I live? Sounds a little one sided to me..So I say, That if they
More on January 22 2012( ), Holocaust Remembrance Day: April 19 2012 is for Students an Occasion to Express their Views on Holocaust, Holocaust Remembrance Day and how this Day should be Celebrate.A Special Poster will be Displayed by The UN all around the World to announce the Iniciative.The Next Holocaust Remembrance Day will mark the Seventieth Anniversary of the begining of the Millitary,Social, Historical and Political Process leading to the Creation of the State of Israel and therefore to Our Nowdays Israel: Discribed by the PM Netanyahu during His announcement Speech for the Event: The year 2012(5772) Holocaust Remembrance Day. More in the Sources...Sources: "PMO:".   Read more of those articles on It is a type of Neuron: the Neurons are the cells of the Nervous System, there are two major types of Neurons: The neurons producing the phenomena
Rip Cassie
This past Saturday, at about 4:00 in the morning.  Cassie Johnson passed away after being involved in a motor vehicle accident.  She was heading to Wal-Mart to pick up some supples among some other personal items, when a car driven by a 2-time convicted drunk driver swerved into her lane and smaked head on into her car.  The man was again drunk and is in critical condition. According to the paramedics I talked to, our Cassie probably died immediately upon impact.  I hope and pray that was the case as she had seen too much pain in her young life.  Even with that pain, she had this infectious way about her, you couldn't but not help liking her and in some cases loving her. She will be missed by many and for some that pain will be hard to overcome. Cassie would not want her to mourn her passing but to rather celebrate her life, abliet short as it was. Being her closest friend, It is my honor and pain to pass along these words to you. I hope you find it in your hearts to pray to your
My Friends N Family Are Amazing Tysm
BURG@ fubar Thank you guys so much for everything i love you Hubby: Xx TRU xX@ fubar Bff Bronze BRONZE xx fe to my BANDIT@ fubar Badgirl xoBADGIRLxo@ fubar Wicked xWicked ZombiexORGYxECS@ fubar Scoop Scoops BabeZNBrewZ Fumarried to Tweety@ fubar RY RY DANGER RYAN@ fubar Dessert DesertOutlaw GFR RL BF to LaceyBunnyTuFFy@ fubar LUcky Lucky Stripe xOrgyx FM2 RL Wife Blue@ fubar Rich RKMrBig
Facebook Contest See What U Win If I Do
so here is the link plz vote on the last one idk y it uploaded twice if we can reach 100 votes i will open my family folder as well as upload some more naughty ones... YOU MUST CLICK ON MY PIC AND PUSH VOTE FOR IT  IF I WIN I WILL MAKE A SEXY VIDEO FOR ALL MY FRIENDS TO SEE! SO LETS SEE IF I CAN WIN :D
My Stalker
Family Spots
Hello Fus...If you happen to find that you have been removed from my family, please dont wig out.  One of two things has happened.  Either you have removed me without notice, or I am just making room for a god mode run.  If it is the latter, rest assured I will readd you.  Sometimes moving things around is necessary in order to sell the spots for what I need for my page. So please dont be offended.  I will try to get with those that I move around, but sometimes this is not always possible. For those family members that have consistantly helped me along the way, your spots are permanent unless you remove me without notice for some reason.  My family rocks!!  that is all
Ignorant People..
So I logged on to my account today and was checking my pending requests.. When I recieve a friend request from a member who is "anti-Juggalo" which seemed quite odd to me since I'm a Juggalette.. Now I know there are people out there that like them, Love them, hate them and or despise them, which is all dandy, what ever, that's your choice which ever it is.. But what makes me laugh the most is when someone is soooo ignorant as to actually dedicate a folder to hating on Juggalo's or the whole Psychopathic Genre considering that's just giving us more attention.. That would be like me posting how much I hate sports and posting a bunch of photos of let's say New York Yankee's team members and putting the circle with the cross through it to show just how much I hate sports.. It's rediculous and quite frankly childish..  NOW, I am not your typical Juggalette, I do not think the world revolves around "FAMILY" aka "Juggalo's/lette's." Or even ICP for that matter.. I do not bitch about missing
Pray For You
I haven't been to church since I don't remember whenThings were going great '˜til they fell apart againSo I listened to the preacher as he told me what to doHe said you cant go hating others who have done wrong to you.Sometimes we get angry, but we must not condemn.Let the good Lord do His job and you just pray for them.I pray your brakes go out running down a hillI pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I'd like toI pray your birthday comes and nobody callsI pray you're flying high when your engine stallsI pray all your dreams never come trueJust know wherever you are honey, I pray for youI'm really glad I found my way to church'Cause I'm already feeling better and I thank God for his words.Yeah I'm going take the high road,And do what the preacher told me to do,You keep messing up and I'll keep praying for you.I pray your tire blows out at 110.I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos.I pray your brak
My Poems
If I knew how to write a songI’d write one everydayIt would say that I’m in love with youAnd why I feel this wayIt would have to say you’re prettyAnd as rare as a desert roseIt would say you’re a lookerFrom your head down to your toesYou are funny, dainty, fragileAnd as feminine as can beYou’re smart charming lovelyAnd everything to meYou’re my comfort when I’m lonelyYou’re my peace when I need restOf all the women I’ve knownI must rate you the best.You’re the orchard in the jungle,you’re the better half of meYou’re all of this and so much more,you mean the world to meStill so much is left unsaid,It would take me far to longI know how much I love you,If only I could write a song feelings   As I wake by your side,My feelings for you I can not hide,I touch your face in the morning light,Being with you just feels so rightYou make me feel like I'm a king,Like being inside an awesome dream,Although this is real, that
Stare At Boobs For Longer Life's News-Thrills & Sex Just stuff for grown folks, nice or a lil naughty! « ‘I love porn!’ Upfront Cameron Diaz reveals! Stare at boobs for longer life: Study Posted by Body-Rockin Interactive Fun Zone Frankfurt, Germany, December 6 — A rather bizarre study carried out by German researchers suggests that staring at women’s breasts is good for men’s health and increases their life expectancy. According to Dr. Karen Weatherby, a gerontologist and author of the study, gawking at women’s breasts is a healthy practice, almost at par with an intense exercise regime, that prolongs the lifespan of a man by five years. She added, “Just 10 minutes of staring at the charms of a well-endowed female, is roughly equivalent to a 30-minute aerobics work-out.” A five-year research on 500 men: Researchers at three hospitals in Fr
Here Goes Nothing....
Its the dead of night. The darkest before dawn. And Im wandering the woods in search of the unknown. The soft breeze in my hair, and the only light is that of the stars. The only sound is of my feet on the ground. The sound of a twig snap catches my attention. I stop, my breath caught in my chest. A pair of glowing eyes are looking at me through the brush. I'm frozen with terror. Then a lone howl pierces the night. I start to run, where I don't know. I trip over something in the dark and look up to see those eyes again. Then the unthinkable happens. In the voice Ive heard a million times speaks.  "I love you", he says. As I get up, hes gone. All is quite again, out here in the woods.
Just Saying
I have came to the conclusion that if it wasn't for the internet, i dont think young females would have an identity. If there wasn't an outlet for them to show their wares, they would be nowhere...claim to notoriety is showing their tits and ass. And of course , we as men and some women...perpetuate the idea that this is what difines saddens me that what are probably really sweet young ladies,  feel this is their worth... It will take a special kind of guy that doesn't mind that thier g/f or wife showed all the goodies all over the web...maybe it's just me... peace out...\ /,,,
Punk Photography In La
I dedicated a lot of my time to photography punk bands in the early days of the movement.  I'm probably best known for my punk photography, but I have done many types of photographs over the years from portraits, street photography and assemblage art to architectural photography.
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I recently read something that was so simple but so brilliant. It's about Buddhism but can be applied to any religion or any way of life. It's by a man named Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche who is known as the happiest man on earth (and it's even been scientifically proven! LOL Sounds funny but it's true and I'll tell you why in a minute.) He says that Buddhists don't think of Buddhism as a religion but rather a scientific method of exploring your own experience through techniques that enable you to examine your actions and reactions in such a nonjudgmental way that recognizes, "Oh, this is how my mind works and this is what I need to do to experience happiness; this is what I should avoid to avoid unhappiness." Yongey Mingyur states that "at its heart, Buddhism is very practical. It's about doing things that foster serenity, happiness, and confidence, and avoiding things that provoke anxiety, hopelessness, and fear." He says that the essence of Buddhist practice is not s
The Black Rose
No one ever really listens to what the black rose is trying to say,Many people think that to get black roses it means they are unwanted and unloved.For those that cannot see it`s real meaningthis is what I wish to say...The Black Rose is immortalized, It can neverdie.While you look upon it`s bloody red sisterremember that it will only last but a day.If you wish to give me red roses,Remember I will turn them away.While I look upon the roses, I shall smileand say..A red rose is forever, but a black rose is for an eternity.
Love How do you know when it hits you, Emotions bleeding through you, Emotions shine around you, How do you feel what one cannot see, Emotions perceive to show ones heart's desires, Emotions overcome you, that can't be condoned, How do one's emotions grow so promptly, Emotions falter your barrier, Emotions deceive our perceptions, How lingering and persistent it is, Emotions surreal as dreams, Emotions surreal as lines in a song, How to express affection the soul feels, Emotions felt when eyes meet, Emotions feel like eternity in the heart, How do I show you I am the one, Emotions shown through thoughtful ways, Emotions endure testing of one's true affection, How does one know true Love, Emotions for you will never wane from my heart, Emotions for you are my reason to be, How affectionate feelings are when with you, around you, thinking about you, Love. Death, thi shadow that lurks on us, swiftly breaching in on our demise. Doomsday, 12/21/2012, the end of days, the count down has begu
One Term Windfall
No one has been able to explain to me why young men and women serve in the U.S. Military for 20 years, risking their lives protecting freedom, and only get 50% of their pay. While politicians hold their political positions in the safe confines of the capital, protected by these same men and women, and receive full pay retirement after serving one term. It just does not make any sense.   Monday on Fox news they learned that the staffers of Congress family members are exempt from having to pay back student loans. This will get national attention if other news networks will broadcast it. When you add this to the below, just where will all of it stop?   35 States file lawsuit against the Federal Government   Governors of 35 states have filed suit against the Federal Government for imposing unlawful burdens upon them. It only takes 38 (of the 50) States to convene a Constitutional Convention.
Stuff? Random Thoughts
I wasn't born to come in second place, I will never be somebody's second choice, and although I can be a bitch I know I'm not spiteful, I don't hurt people on purpose but I know I will always come first in my own life, and if you cannot handle me at my worst, you do not deserve me at my best. I really never thought that I'd be sitting here pretty much alone. The past week has been a shitfest of bad news. So my boyfriend(now ex) lied to me and led me on making me believed he cared. Telling me things like how he missed me, and couldn't wait to see me. Well on Fri the 6th he came over after work, and basically told me it wasn't working out. How the hell you going to sit here and tell someone some bs like you're happy or tell me that this is the happiest you've ever been, that you were never happy, but content. I don't get that. Then try telling me that I'm funny, awesome and was perfect. What a cock of shit. So from there, I was already depressed as it was, and started drinking to numb ho
Sitting In A Cell
I sit in a lonely room. no one around. looking to the left, I see a guy wrestling with a dark figure.not knowing what it is, i go to look furthur. I see it's a shadow. In my mind, the face looks very familiar, I then, realize it's me. I look to the right. I see a mirror on a lonely wall. I walk to the mirror.As i gaze into the mirror, I see that i have no relection. Stunned, I look back at the guy wrestling the shadow.the guy now looks old, withered, and beaten down. I look back into the mirror, I see my face half beaten. Hoping for an escape, I go to the door, but the door is locked. I look through the keyhole and see an angel. The angel looks fimilar as well. finally it dawns, its my best friend and my lover. The one that always makes everything right when the skies are dark and gray. I start to feel better about the situation, but yet, I amstuck in this room with no key, no windows, and no way out. Feeling lost, I look back to the guy wrestling again,its me again. What can i do to g
The Abduction
The Abduction   We met at the fubar and seemed to hit it off and began talking and just having a good time. After buying you a few drinks, and both of us getting a little drunk, you excuse yourself to the ladies room.  You return, finish your drink, and order another and suggest we get out of here...  I agree and we finish our drinks, and get up and walk to the car...   .... You awaken and realize you're tied and suspended from above by the harness you are bound by.  Blindfolded and gagged, and not a stitch of clothing on... (guessing you would be somewhat panicky and somewhat aroused)  Not knowing what's going happen next...  you hear music and someone moving about the room... a few minutes pass "Oh, you're awake... good," then you feel a warm hand caress your arm... to your shoulder...  to your neck... to you chin...  to your cheek...  Lightly touching your cheek and gently caressing...  moving your hair away from your face... you hear the words:  such a beautiful face....  you f
Plus Size Nightclub
am i a fool to have a dream to one day open a bar/nightclub??? not just any nightclub but a plus size night club... is there a place in this world for a place that is themed for plus size people and the others who love them? could it be a real idea? is it wrong to make a club such as this? i mean it wouldnt only allow plus size people but dont you think that it could be nice for the people who who are of a larger size to have a place they can feel comfortable with going no matter there size... i believe there are to many people of a plus size that are afraid to go out have fun and dance just from fear of being looked at in disgust or being judged for there size or shape... im not sure if anyone shares my views but i just wanted a place to vent and let my voice be heard... please let me know if you agree or disagree no judgement here i only want to know how people feel on this topic.... thank you for reading :)
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